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diff --git a/26327-8.txt b/26327-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..92d5d74 --- /dev/null +++ b/26327-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,17316 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Casa Braccio, Volumes 1 and 2 (of 2), by +F. Marion Crawford + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Casa Braccio, Volumes 1 and 2 (of 2) + +Author: F. Marion Crawford + +Illustrator: A. Castaigne + +Release Date: August 16, 2008 [EBook #26327] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK CASA BRACCIO, VOLUMES 1 AND 2 *** + + + + +Produced by Suzanne Shell, Emmy and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + + + + + +CASA BRACCIO + +[Illustration: Emblem] + +[Illustration: "He looked at her long and sadly."--Vol. I., p. 239.] + + + + +CASA BRACCIO + +BY + +F. MARION CRAWFORD + +AUTHOR OF "SARACINESCA," "PIETRO GHISLERI," ETC. + +IN TWO VOLUMES + +VOL. I. + +_WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY A. CASTAIGNE_ + + =New York= + MACMILLAN AND CO. + AND LONDON + 1895 + + _All rights reserved_ + + COPYRIGHT, 1894, + + BY F. MARION CRAWFORD. + + + =Norwood Press= + J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + + THIS STORY, BEING MY TWENTY-FIFTH NOVEL, + IS AFFECTIONATELY DEDICATED TO + MY WIFE + + SORRENTO, 1895 + + + + +CONTENTS. + + PART I. + SISTER MARIA ADDOLORATA 1 + + + PART II. + GLORIA DALRYMPLE 225 + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + +VOL. I. + + PAGE + + Nanna and Annetta 15 + + Maria Addolorata 25 + + "Sor Tommaso was lying motionless" 78 + + "She had covered her face with the veil" 126 + + "An evil death on you!" 218 + + "He looked at her long and sadly" 239 + + "Fire and sleet and candle-light; + And Christ receive thy soul" 324 + + + + +PART I. + +_SISTER MARIA ADDOLORATA._ + + + + +CASA BRACCIO. + + + + +PART I. + +_SISTER MARIA ADDOLORATA._ + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + +SUBIACO lies beyond Tivoli, southeast from Rome, at the upper end of a +wild gorge in the Samnite mountains. It is an archbishopric, and gives a +title to a cardinal, which alone would make it a town of importance. It +shares with Monte Cassino the honour of having been chosen by Saint +Benedict and Saint Scholastica, his sister, as the site of a monastery +and a convent; and in a cell in the rock a portrait of the holy man is +still well preserved, which is believed, not without reason, to have +been painted from life, although Saint Benedict died early in the fifth +century. The town itself rises abruptly to a great height upon a mass of +rock, almost conical in shape, crowned by the cardinal's palace, and +surrounded on three sides by rugged mountains. On the third, it looks +down the rapidly widening valley in the direction of Vicovaro, near +which the Licenza runs into the Anio, in the neighbourhood of Horace's +farm. It is a very ancient town, and in its general appearance it does +not differ very much from many similar ones amongst the Italian +mountains; but its position is exceptionally good, and its importance +has been stamped upon it by the hands of those who have thought it worth +holding since the days of ancient Rome. Of late it has, of course, +acquired a certain modernness of aspect; it has planted acacia trees in +its little piazza, and it has a gorgeously arrayed municipal band. But +from a little distance one neither hears the band nor sees the trees, +the grim medięval fortifications frown upon the valley, and the +time-stained dwellings, great and small, rise in rugged irregularity +against the lighter brown of the rocky background and the green of +scattered olive groves and chestnuts. Those features, at least, have not +changed, and show no disposition to change during generations to come. + +In the year 1844, modern civilization had not yet set in, and Subiaco +was, within, what it still appears to be from without, a somewhat gloomy +stronghold of the Middle Ages, rearing its battlements and towers in a +shadowy gorge, above a mountain torrent, inhabited by primitive and +passionate people, dominated by ecclesiastical institutions, and, +though distinctly Roman, a couple of hundred years behind Rome itself in +all matters ethic and ęsthetic. It was still the scene of the Santacroce +murder, which really decided Beatrice Cenci's fate; it was still the +gathering place of highwaymen and outlaws, whose activity found an +admirable field through all the region of hill and plain between the +Samnite range and the sea, while the almost inaccessible fortresses of +the higher mountains, towards Trevi and the Serra di Sant' Antonio, +offered a safe refuge from the halfhearted pursuit of Pope Gregory's +lazy soldiers. + +Something of what one may call the life-and-death earnestness of earlier +times, when passion was motive and prejudice was law, survived at that +time and even much later; the ferocity of practical love and hatred +dominated the theory and practice of justice in the public life of the +smaller towns, while the patriarchal system subjected the family in +almost absolute servitude to its head. + +There was nothing very surprising in the fact that the head of the house +of Braccio should have obliged one of his daughters to take the veil in +the Convent of Carmelite nuns, just within the gate of Subiaco, as his +sister had taken it many years earlier. Indeed, it was customary in the +family of the Princes of Gerano that one of the women should be a +Carmelite, and it was a tradition not unattended with worldly advantages +to the sisterhood, that the Braccio nun, whenever there was one, should +be the abbess of that particular convent. + +Maria Teresa Braccio had therefore yielded, though very unwillingly, to +her father's insistence, and having passed through her novitiate, had +finally taken the veil as a Carmelite of Subiaco, in the year 1841, on +the distinct understanding that when her aunt died she was to be abbess +in the elder lady's stead. The abbess herself was, indeed, in excellent +health and not yet fifty years old, so that Maria Teresa--in religion +Maria Addolorata--might have a long time to wait before she was promoted +to an honour which she regarded as hereditary; but the prospect of such +promotion was almost her only compensation for all she had left behind +her, and she lived upon it and concentrated her character upon it, and +practised the part she was to play, when she was quite sure that she was +not observed. + +Nature had not made her for a recluse, least of all for a nun of such a +rigid Order as the Carmelites. The short taste of a brilliant social +life which she had been allowed to enjoy, in accordance with an ancient +tradition, before finally taking the veil, had shown her clearly enough +the value of what she was to abandon, and at the same time had +altogether confirmed her father in his decision. Compared with the +freedom of the present day, the restrictions imposed upon a young girl +in the Roman society of those times were, of course, tyrannical in the +extreme, and the average modern young lady would almost as willingly go +into a convent as submit to them. But Maria Teresa had received an +impression which nothing could efface. Her intuitive nature had divined +the possible semi-emancipation of marriage, and her temperament had felt +in a certain degree the extremes of joyous exaltation and of that +entrancing sadness which is love's premonition, and which tells maidens +what love is before they know him, by making them conscious of the +breadth and depth of his yet vacant dwelling. + +She had learned in that brief time that she was beautiful, and she had +felt that she could love and that she should be loved in return. She had +seen the world as a princess and had felt it as a woman, and she had +understood all that she must give up in taking the veil. But she had +been offered no choice, and though she had contemplated opposition, she +had not dared to revolt. Being absolutely in the power of her parents, +so far as she was aware, she had accepted the fatality of their will, +and bent her fair head to be shorn of its glory and her broad forehead +to be covered forever from the gaze of men. And having submitted, she +had gone through it all bravely and proudly, as perhaps she would have +gone through other things, even to death itself, being a daughter of an +old race, accustomed to deify honour and to make its divinities of +tradition. For the rest of her natural life she was to live on the +memories of one short, magnificent year, forever to be contented with +the grim rigidity of conventual life in an ancient cloister surrounded +by gloomy mountains. She was to be a veiled shadow amongst veiled +shades, a priestess of sorrow amongst sad virgins; and though, if she +lived long enough, she was to be the chief of them and their ruler, her +very superiority could only make her desolation more complete, until her +own shadow, like the others, should be gathered into eternal darkness. + +Sister Maria Addolorata had certain privileges for which her companions +would have given much, but which were traditionally the right of such +ladies of the Braccio family as took the veil. For instance, she had a +cell which, though not larger than the other cells, was better situated, +for it had a little balcony looking over the convent garden, and high +enough to afford a view of the distant valley and of the hills which +bounded it, beyond the garden wall. It was entered by the last door in +the corridor within, and was near the abbess's apartment, which was +entered from the corridor, through a small antechamber which also gave +access to the vast linen-presses. The balcony, too, had a little +staircase leading down into the garden. It had always been the custom to +carry the linen to and from the laundry through Maria Addolorata's cell, +and through a postern gate in the garden wall, the washing being done in +the town. By this plan, the annoyance was avoided of carrying the huge +baskets through the whole length of the convent, to and from the main +entrance, which was also much further removed from the house of Sora +Nanna, the chief laundress. Moreover, Maria Addolorata had charge of all +the convent linen, and the employment thus afforded her was an undoubted +privilege in itself, for occupation of any kind not devotional was +excessively scarce in such an existence. + +In the eyes of the other nuns, the constant society of the abbess +herself was also a privilege, and one not by any means to be despised. +After all, the abbess and her niece were nearly related, they could talk +of the affairs of their family, and the abbess doubtless received many +letters from Rome containing all the interesting news of the day, and +all the social gossip--perfectly innocent, of course--which was the +chronicle of Roman life. These were valuable compensations, and the nuns +envied them. The abbess, too, saw her brother, the archbishop and +titular cardinal of Subiaco, when the princely prelate came out from +Rome for the coolness of the mountains in August and September, and his +conversation was said to be not only edifying, but fascinating. The +cardinal was a very good man, like many of the Braccio family, but he +was also a man of the world, who had been sent upon foreign missions of +importance, and had acquired some worldly fame as well as much +ecclesiastical dignity in the course of his long life. It must be +delightful, the nuns thought, to be his own sister, to receive long +visits from him, and to hear all he had to say about the busy world of +Rome. To most of them, everything beyond Rome was outer darkness. + +But though the nuns envied the abbess and Maria Addolorata, they did not +venture to say so, and they hardly dared to think so, even when they +were all alone, each in her cell; for the concentration of conventual +life magnifies small spiritual sins in the absence of anything really +sinful, and to admit that she even faintly wishes she might be some one +else is to tarnish the brightness of the nun's scrupulously polished +conscience. It would be as great a misdeed, perhaps, as to allow the +attention to wander to worldly matters during times of especial +devotion. Nevertheless, the envy showed itself, very perceptibly and +much against the will of the sisters themselves, in a certain cold +deference of manner towards the young and beautiful nun who was one day +to be the superior of them all by force of circumstances for which she +deserved no credit. She had the position among them, and something of +the isolation, of a young royal princess amongst the ladies of her queen +mother's court. + +There was about her, too, an undefinable something, like the shadow of +future fate, a something almost impossible to describe, and yet +distinctly appreciable to all who saw her and lived with her. It came +upon her especially when she was silent and abstracted, when she was +kneeling in her place in the choir, or was alone upon her little balcony +over the garden. At such times a luminous pallor gradually took the +place of her fresh and healthy complexion, her eyes grew unnaturally +dark, with a deep, fixed fire in them, and the regular features took +upon them the white, set straightness of a death mask. Sometimes, at +such moments, a shiver ran through her, even in summer, and she drew her +breath sharply once or twice, as though she were hurt. The expression +was not one of suffering or pain, but was rather that of a person +conscious of some great danger which must be met without fear or +flinching. + +She would have found it very hard to explain what she felt just then. +She might have said that it was a consciousness of something unknown. +She could not have said more than that. It brought no vision with it, +beatific or horrifying; it was not the consequence of methodical +contemplation, as the trance state is; and it was followed by no +reaction nor sense of uneasiness. It simply came and went as the dark +shadow of a thundercloud passing between her and the sun, and leaving no +trace behind. + +There was nothing to account for it, unless it could be explained by +heredity, and no one had ever suggested any such explanation to Maria. +It was true that there had been more than one tragedy in the Braccio +family since they had first lifted their heads above the level of their +contemporaries to become Roman Barons, in the old days before such +titles as prince and duke had come into use. But then, most of the old +families could tell of deeds as cruel and lives as passionate as any +remembered by Maria's race, and Italians, though superstitious in +unexpected ways, have little of that belief in hereditary fate which is +common enough in the gloomy north. + +"Was Sister Maria Addolorata a great sinner, before she became a nun?" +asked Annetta, Sora Nanna's daughter, of her mother, one day, as they +came away from the convent. + +"What are you saying!" exclaimed the washerwoman, in a tone of rebuke. +"She is a great lady, and the niece of the abbess and of the cardinal. +Sometimes certain ideas pass through your head, my daughter!" + +And Sora Nanna gesticulated, unable to express herself. + +"Then she sins in her throat," observed Annetta, calmly. "But you do not +even look at her--so many sheets--so many pillow-cases--and good day! +But while you count, I look." + +"Why should I look at her?" inquired Nanna, shifting the big empty +basket she carried on her head, hitching her broad shoulders and +wrinkling her leathery forehead, as her small eyes turned upward. "Do +you take me for a man, that I should make eyes at a nun?" + +"And I? Am I a man? And yet I look at her. I see nothing but her face +when we are there, and afterwards I think about it. What harm is there? +She sins in her throat. I know it." + +Sora Nanna hitched her shoulders impatiently again, and said nothing. +The two women descended through the steep and narrow street, slippery +and wet with slimy, coal black mud that glittered on the rough +cobble-stones. Nanna walked first, and Annetta followed close behind +her, keeping step, and setting her feet exactly where her mother had +trod, with the instinctive certainty of the born mountaineer. With heads +erect and shoulders square, each with one hand on her hip and the other +hanging down, they carried their burdens swiftly and safely, with a +swinging, undulating gait as though it were a pleasure to them to move, +and would require an effort to stop rather than to walk on forever. They +wore shoes because they were well-to-do people, and chose to show that +they were when they went up to the convent. But for the rest they were +clad in the costume of the neighbourhood,--the coarse white shift, close +at the throat, the scarlet bodice, the short, dark, gathered skirt, and +the dark blue carpet apron, with flowers woven on a white stripe across +the lower end. Both wore heavy gold earrings, and Sora Nanna had eight +or ten strings of large coral beads around her throat. + +Annetta was barely fifteen years old, brown, slim, and active as a +lizard. She was one of those utterly unruly and untamable girls of whom +there are two or three in every Italian village, in mountain or plain, a +creature in whom a living consciousness of living nature took the place +of thought, and with whom to be conscious was to speak, without reason +or hesitation. The small, keen, black eyes were set under immense and +arched black eyebrows which made the eyes themselves seem larger than +they were, and the projecting temples cast shadows to the cheek which +hid the rudimentary modelling of the coarse lower lids. The ears were +flat and ill-developed, but close to the head and not large; the teeth +very short, though perfectly regular and exceedingly white; the lips +long, mobile, brown rather than red, and generally parted like those +of a wild animal. The girl's smoothly sinewy throat moved with every +step, showing the quick play of the elastic cords and muscles. Her +blue-black hair was plaited, though far from neatly, and the braids were +twisted into an irregular flat coil, generally hidden by the flap of the +white embroidered cloth cross-folded upon her head and hanging down +behind. + +[Illustration: Nanna and Annetta.--Vol. I., p. 15.] + +For some minutes the mother and daughter continued to pick their way +down the winding lanes between the dark houses of the upper village. +Then Sora Nanna put out her right hand as a signal to Annetta that she +meant to stop, and she stood still on the steep descent and turned +deliberately till she could see the girl. + +"What are you saying?" she began, as though there had been no pause in +the conversation. "That Sister Maria Addolorata sins in her throat! But +how can she sin in her throat, since she sees no man but the gardener +and the priest? Indeed, you say foolish things!" + +"And what has that to do with it?" inquired Annetta. "She must have seen +enough of men in Rome, every one of them a great lord. And who tells you +that she did not love one of them and does not wish that she were +married to him? And if that is not a sin in the throat, I do not know +what to say. There is my answer." + +"You say foolish things," repeated Sora Nanna. + +Then she turned deliberately away and began to descend once more, with +an occasional dissatisfied movement of the shoulders. + +"For the rest," observed Annetta, "it is not my business. I would rather +look at the Englishman when he is eating meat than at Sister Maria when +she is counting clothes! I do not know whether he is a wolf or a man." + +"Eh! The Englishman!" exclaimed Sora Nanna. "You will look so much at +the Englishman that you will make blood with Gigetto, who wishes you +well, and when Gigetto has waited for the Englishman at the corner of +the forest, what shall we all have? The galleys. What do you see in the +Englishman? He has red hair and long, long teeth. Yes--just like a wolf. +You are right. And if he pays for meat, why should he not eat it? If he +did not pay, it would be different. It would soon be finished. Heaven +send us a little money without any Englishman! Besides, Gigetto said the +other day that he would wait for him at the corner of the forest. And +Gigetto, when he says a thing, he does it." + +"And why should we go to the galleys if Gigetto waits for the +Englishman?" inquired Annetta. + +"Silly!" cried the older woman. "Because Gigetto would take your +father's gun, since he has none of his own. That would be enough. We +should have done it!" + +Annetta shrugged her shoulders and said nothing. + +"But take care," continued Sora Nanna. "Your father sleeps with one eye +open. He sees you, and he sees also the Englishman every day. He says +nothing, because he is good. But he has a fist like a paving-stone. I +tell you nothing more." + +They reached Sora Nanna's house and disappeared under the dark archway. +For Sora Nanna and Stefanone, her husband, were rich people for their +station, and their house was large and was built with an arch wide +enough and high enough for a loaded beast of burden to pass through with +a man on its back. And, within, everything was clean and well kept, +excepting all that belonged to Annetta. There were airy upper rooms, +with well-swept floors of red brick or of beaten cement, furnished with +high beds on iron trestles, and wooden stools of well-worn brown oak, +and tables painted a vivid green, and primitive lithographs of Saint +Benedict and Santa Scholastica and the Addolorata. And there were lofts +in which the rich autumn grapes were hung up to dry on strings, and +where chestnuts lay in heaps, and figs were spread in symmetrical order +on great sheets of the coarse grey paper made in Subiaco. There were +apples, too, though poor ones, and there were bins of maize and wheat, +waiting to be picked over before being ground in the primeval household +mill. And there were hams and sides of bacon, and red peppers, and +bundles of dried herbs, and great mountain cheeses on shelves. There was +also a guest room, better than the rest, which Stefanone and his wife +occasionally let to respectable travellers or to the merchants who came +from Rome on business to stay a few days in Subiaco. At the present time +the room was rented by the Englishman concerning whom the discussion had +arisen between Annetta and her mother. + +Angus Dalrymple, M.D., was not an Englishman, as he had tried to explain +to Sora Nanna, though without the least success. He was, as his name +proclaimed, a Scotchman of the Scotch, and a doctor of medicine. It was +true that he had red hair, and an abundance of it, and long white teeth, +but Sora Nanna's description was otherwise libellously incomplete and +wholly omitted all mention of the good points in his appearance. In the +first place, he possessed the characteristic national build in a +superior degree of development, with all the lean, bony energy which has +done so much hard work in the world. He was broad-shouldered, +long-armed, long-legged, deep-chested, and straight, with sinewy hands +and singularly well-shaped fingers. His healthy skin had that mottled +look produced by countless freckles upon an almost childlike complexion. +The large, grave mouth generally concealed the long teeth objected to by +Sora Nanna, and the lips, though even and narrow, were strong rather +than thin, and their rare smile was both genial and gentle. There were +lines--as yet very faint--about the corners of the mouth, which told of +a nervous and passionate disposition and of the strong Scotch temper, as +well as of a certain sensitiveness which belongs especially to northern +races. The pale but very bright blue eyes under shaggy auburn brows were +fiery with courage and keen with shrewd enterprise. Dalrymple was +assuredly not a man to be despised under any circumstances, +intellectually or physically. + +His presence in such a place as Subiaco, at a time when hardly any +foreigners except painters visited the place, requires some explanation; +for he was not an artist, but a doctor, and had never been even tempted +to amuse himself with sketching. In the first place, he was a younger +son of a good family, and received a moderate allowance, quite +sufficient in those days to allow him considerable latitude of +expenditure in old-fashioned Italy. Secondly, he had entirely refused to +follow any of the professions known as 'liberal.' He had no taste for +the law, and he had not the companionable character which alone can make +life in the army pleasant in time of peace. His beliefs, or his lack of +belief, together with an honourable conscience, made him naturally +opposed to all churches. On the other hand, he had been attracted almost +from his childhood by scientific subjects, at a period when the +discoveries of the last fifty years appeared as misty but beatific +visions to men of science. To the disappointment and, to some extent, to +the humiliation of his family, he insisted upon studying medicine, at +the University of St. Andrew's, as soon as he had obtained his ordinary +degree at Cambridge. And having once insisted, nothing could turn him +from his purpose, for he possessed English tenacity grafted upon Scotch +originality, with a good deal of the strength of both races. + +While still a student he had once made a tour in Italy, and like many +northerners had fallen under the mysterious spell of the South from the +very first. Having a sufficient allowance for all his needs, as has been +said, and being attracted by the purely scientific side of his +profession rather than by any desire to become a successful +practitioner, it was natural enough that on finding himself free to go +whither he pleased in pursuit of knowledge, he should have visited Italy +again. A third visit had convinced him that he should do well to spend +some years in the country; for by that time he had become deeply +interested in the study of malarious fevers, which in those days were +completely misunderstood. It would be far too much to say that young +Dalrymple had at that time formed any complete theory in regard to +malaria; but his naturally lonely and concentrated intellect had +contemptuously discarded all explanations of malarious phenomena, and, +communicating his own ideas to no one, until he should be in possession +of proofs for his opinions, he had in reality got hold of the beginning +of the truth about germs which has since then revolutionized medicine. + +The only object of this short digression has been to show that Angus +Dalrymple was not a careless idler and tourist in Italy, only half +responsible for what he did, and not at all for what he thought. On the +contrary, he was a man of very unusual gifts, of superior education, and +of rare enterprise; a strong, silent, thoughtful man, about +eight-and-twenty years of age, and just beginning to feel his power as +something greater than he had suspected, when he came to spend the +autumn months in Subiaco, and hired Sora Nanna's guest room, with a +little room leading off it, which he kept locked, and in which he had a +table, a chair, a microscope, some books, a few chemicals and some +simple apparatus. + +His presence had at first roused certain jealous misgivings in the heart +of the town physician, Sor Tommaso Taddei, commonly spoken of simply as +'the Doctor,' because there was no other. But Dalrymple was not without +tact and knowledge of human nature. He explained that he came as a +foreigner to learn from native physicians how malarious fevers were +treated in Italy; and he listened with patient intelligence to Sor +Tommaso's antiquated theories, and silently watched his still more +antiquated practice. And Sor Tommaso, like all people who think that +they know a vast deal, highly approved of Dalrymple's submissive +silence, and said that the young man was a marvel of modesty, and that +if he could stay about ten years in Subiaco and learn something from Sor +Tommaso himself, he might really some day be a fairly good +doctor,--which were extraordinarily liberal admissions on the part of +the old practitioner, and contributed largely towards reassuring +Stefanone concerning his lodger's character. + +For Stefanone and his wife had their doubts and suspicions. Of course +they knew that all foreigners except Frenchmen and Austrians were +Protestants, and ate meat on fast days, and were under the most especial +protection of the devil, who fattened them in this world that they might +burn the better in the next. But Stefanone had never seen the real +foreigner at close quarters, and had not conceived it possible that any +living human being could devour so much half-cooked flesh in a day as +Dalrymple desired for his daily portion, paid for, and consumed. +Moreover, there was no man in Subiaco who could and did swallow such +portentous draughts of the strong mountain wine, without suffering any +apparent effects from his potations. Furthermore, also, Dalrymple did +strange things by day and night in the small laboratory he had arranged +next to his bedroom, and unholy and evil smells issued at times through +the cracks of the door, and penetrated from the bedroom to the stairs +outside, and were distinctly perceptible all over the house. Therefore +Stefanone maintained for a long time that his lodger was in league with +the powers of darkness, and that it was not safe to keep him in the +house, though he paid his bill so very regularly, every Saturday, and +never quarrelled about the price of his food and drink. On the whole, +however, Stefanone abstained from interfering, as he had at first been +inclined to do, and entering the laboratory, with the support of the +parish priest, a basin of holy water, and a loaded gun--all three of +which he considered necessary for an exorcism; and little by little, Sor +Tommaso, the doctor, persuaded him that Dalrymple was a worthy young +man, deeply engaged in profound studies, and should be respected rather +than exorcised. + +"Of course," admitted the doctor, "he is a Protestant. But then he has a +passport. Let us therefore let him alone." + +The existence of the passport--indispensable in those days--was a strong +argument in the eyes of the simple Stefanone. He could not conceive +that a magician whose soul was sold to the devil could possibly have a +passport and be under the protection of the law. So the matter was +settled. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + + +[Illustration: Maria Addolorata.--Vol. I., p. 25.] + +SISTER MARIA ADDOLORATA sat by the open door of her cell, looking across +the stone parapet of her little balcony, and watching the changing +richness of the western sky, as the sun went down far out of sight +behind the mountains. Though the month was October, the afternoon was +warm; it was very still, and the air had been close in the choir during +the Benediction service, which was just over. She leaned back in her +chair, and her lips parted as she breathed, with a perceptible desire +for refreshment in the breath. She held a piece of needlework in her +heavy white hands; the needle had been thrust through the linen, but the +stitch had remained unfinished, and one pointed finger pressed the +doubled edge against the other, lest the material should slip before she +made up her mind to draw the needle through. Deep in the garden under +the balcony the late flowers were taking strangely vivid colours out of +the bright sky above, and some bits of broken glass, stuck in the mortar +on the top of the opposite wall as a protection against thieving boys, +glowed like a line of rough rubies against the misty distance. Even the +white walls of the bare cell and the coarse grey blanket lying across +the foot of the small bed drank in a little of the colour, and looked +less grey and less grim. + +From the eaves, high above the open door, the swallows shot down into +the golden light, striking great circles and reflecting the red gold of +the sky from their breasts as they wheeled just beyond the wall, with +steady wings wide-stretched, up and down; and each one, turning at full +speed, struck upwards again and was out of sight in an instant, above +the lintel. The nun watched them, her eyes trying to follow each of them +in turn and to recognize them separately as they flashed into sight +again and again. + +Her lips were parted, and as she sat there she began to sing very softly +and quite unconsciously. She could not have told what the song was. The +words were strange and oddly divided, and there was a deadly sadness in +a certain interval that came back almost with every stave. But the voice +itself was beautiful beyond all comparison with ordinary voices, full of +deep and touching vibrations and far harmonics, though she sang so +softly, all to herself. Notes like hers haunt the ears--and sometimes +the heart--when she who sang them has been long dead, and many would +give much to hear but a breath of them again. + +It was hard for Maria Addolorata not to sing sometimes, when she was +all alone in her cell, though it was so strictly forbidden. Singing is a +gift of expression, when it is a really natural gift, as much as speech +and gesture and the smile on the lips, with the one difference that it +is a keener pleasure to him or her that sings than gesture or speech can +possibly be. Music, and especially singing, are a physical as well as an +intellectual expression, a pleasure of the body as well as a +'delectation' of the soul. To sing naturally and spontaneously is most +generally an endowment of natures physically strong and rich by the +senses, independently of the mind, though melody may sometimes be the +audible translation of a silent thought as well as the unconscious +speech of wordless passion. + +And in Maria's song there was a strain of that something unknown and +fatal, which the nuns sometimes saw in her face and which was in her +eyes now, as she sang; for they no longer followed the circling of the +swallows, but grew fixed and dark, with fiery reflexions from the sunset +sky, and the regular features grew white and straight and square against +the deepening shadows within the narrow room. The deep voice trembled a +little, and the shoulders had a short, shivering movement under the +heavy folds of the dark veil, as the sensation of a presence ran through +her and made her shudder. But the voice did not break, and she sang on, +louder, now, than she realized, the full notes swelling in her throat, +and vibrating between the narrow walls, and floating out through the +open door to join the flight of the swallows. + +The door of the cell opened gently, but she did not hear, and sang on, +leaning back in her chair and gazing still at the pink clouds above the +mountains. + + "Death is my love, dark-eyed death--" + +she sang. + +"Maria!" + +The abbess was standing in the doorway and speaking to her, but she did +not hear. + + "His hands are sweetly cold and gentle-- + Flowers of leek, and firefly-- + Holy Saint John!" + +"Maria!" cried the abbess, impatiently. "What follies are you singing? I +could hear you in my room!" + +Maria Addolorata started and rose from her seat, still holding her +needlework, and turning half round towards her superior, with suddenly +downcast eyes. The elder lady came forward with slow dignity and walked +as far as the door of the balcony, where she stood still for a moment, +gazing at the beautiful sky. She was not a stately woman, for she was +too short and stout, but she had that calm air of assured superiority +which takes the place of stateliness, and which seems to belong +especially to those who occupy important positions in the Church. Her +large features, though too heavy, were imposing in their excessive +pallor, while the broad, dark brown shadows all around and beneath the +large black eyes gave the face a depth of expression which did not, +perhaps, wholly correspond with the original character. It was a +striking face, and considering the wide interval between the ages of the +abbess and her niece, and the natural difference of colouring, there was +a strong family resemblance in the two women. + +The abbess sat down upon the only chair, and Maria remained standing +before her, her sewing in her hands. + +"I have often told you that you must not sing in your cell," said the +abbess, in a coldly severe tone. + +Maria's shoulders shook her veil a little, but she still looked at the +floor. + +"I cannot help it," she answered in a constrained voice. "I did not know +that I was singing--" + +"That is ridiculous! How can one sing, and not know it? You are not +deaf. At least, you do not sing as though you were. I will not have it. +I could hear you as far away as my own room--a love-song, too!" + +"The love of death," suggested Maria. + +"It makes no difference," answered the elder lady. "You disturb the +peace of the sisters with your singing. You know the rule, and you must +obey it, like the rest. If you must sing, then sing in church." + +"I do." + +"Very well, that ought to be enough. Must you sing all the time? Suppose +that the Cardinal had been visiting me, as was quite possible, what +impression would he have had of our discipline?" + +"Oh, Uncle Cardinal has often heard me sing." + +"You must not call him 'Uncle Cardinal.' It is like the common people +who say 'Uncle Priest.' I have told you that a hundred times at least. +And if the Cardinal has heard you singing, so much the worse." + +"He once told me that I had a good voice," observed Maria, still +standing before her aunt. + +"A good voice is a gift of God and to be used in church, but not in such +a way as to attract attention or admiration. The devil is everywhere, my +daughter, and makes use of our best gifts as a means of temptation. The +Cardinal certainly did not hear you singing that witch's love-song which +I heard just now. He would have rebuked you as I do." + +"It was not a love-song. It is about death--and Saint John's eve." + +"Well, then it is about witches. Do not argue with me. There is a rule, +and you must not break it." + +Maria Addolorata said nothing, but moved a step and leaned against the +door-post, looking out into the evening light. The stout abbess sat +motionless in her straight chair, looking past her niece at the distant +hills. She had evidently said all she meant to say about the singing, +and it did not occur to her to talk of anything else. A long silence +followed. Maria was not timid, but she had been accustomed from her +childhood to look upon her aunt as an immensely superior person, moving +in a higher sphere, and five years spent in the convent as novice and +nun had rather increased than diminished the feeling of awe which the +abbess inspired in the young girl. There was, indeed, no other sister in +the community who would have dared to answer the abbess's rebuke at all, +and Maria's very humble protest really represented an extraordinary +degree of individuality and courage. Conventual institutions can only +exist on a basis of absolute submission. + +The abbess was neither harsh nor unkind, and was certainly not a very +terrifying figure, but she possessed undeniable force of character, +strengthened by the inborn sense of hereditary right and power, and her +kindness was as imposing as her displeasure was lofty and solemn. She +had very little sympathy for any weakness in others, but she was always +ready to dispense the mercy of Heaven, vicariously, so to say, and with +a certain royally suppressed surprise that Heaven should be merciful. +On the whole, considering the circumstances, she admitted that Maria +Addolorata had accepted the veil with sufficient outward grace, though +without any vocation, and she took it for granted that with such +opportunities the girl must slowly develop into an abbess not unlike her +predecessors. She prayed regularly, of course, and with especial +intention, for her niece, as for the welfare of the order, and assumed +as an unquestionable result that her prayers were answered with perfect +regularity, since her own conscience did not reproach her with +negligence of her young relative's spiritual education. + +To the abbess, religion, the order and its duties, presented themselves +as a vast machine controlled for the glory of God by the Pope. She and +her nuns were parts of the great engine which must work with perfect +regularity in order that God might be glorified. Her mind was naturally +religious, but was at the same time essentially of the material order. +There is a material imagination, and there is a spiritual imagination. +There are very good and devout men and women who take the world, present +and to come, quite literally, as a mere fulfilment of their own +limitations; who look upon what they know as being all that need be +known, and upon what they believe of God and Heaven as the mechanical +consequence of what they know rather than as the cause and goal, +respectively, of existence and action; to whom the letter of the law is +the arbitrary expression of a despotic power, which, somehow, must be +looked upon as merciful; who answer all questions concerning God's logic +with the tremendous assertion of God's will; whose God is a magnified +man, and whose devil is a malignant animal, second only to God in +understanding, while extreme from God in disposition. There are good men +and women who, to use a natural but not flippant simile, take it for +granted that the soul is cast into the troubled waters of life without +the power to swim, or even the possibility of learning to float, +dependent upon the bare chance that some one may throw it the life-buoy +of ritual religion as its only conceivable means of salvation. And the +opponents of each particular form of faith invariably take just such +good men and women, with all their limitations, as the only true +exponents of that especial creed, which they then proceed to tear in +pieces with all the ease such an undue advantage of false premise gives +them. None of them have thought of intellectual mercy as being, perhaps, +an integral part of Christian charity. Faith they have in abundance, and +hope also not a little; but charity, though it be for men's earthly ills +and, theoretically, if not always practically, for men's spiritual +shortcomings, is rigidly forbidden for the errors of men's minds. Why? +No thinking man can help asking the little question which grows great in +the unanswering silence that follows it. + +All this is not intended as an apology for what the young nun, Maria +Addolorata, afterwards did, though much of it is necessary in +explanation of her deeds, which, however they may be regarded, brought +upon her and others their inevitable logical consequences. Still less is +it meant, in any sense, as an attack upon the conventual system of the +cloistered orders, which system was itself a consequence of spiritual, +intellectual and political history, and has a prime right to be judged +upon the evidence of its causes, and not by the shortcomings of its +results in changed times. What has been said merely makes clear the fact +that the characters, minds, and dispositions of Maria Addolorata and of +her aunt, the abbess, were wholly unsuited to one another. And this one +fact became a source of life and death, of happiness and misery, of +comedy and tragedy, to many individuals, even to the present day. + +The nun remained motionless, pressing her cheek against the door-post +and looking out. Her aunt had not quite shut the door by which she had +entered, and a cool stream of air blew outward from the corridor and +through the cell, bringing with it that peculiar odour which belongs to +all large and old buildings inhabited by religious communities. It is +made up of the cold exhalations from stone walls and paved floors in +which there is always some dampness, of the acrid smell of the heavy, +leathern, wadded curtains which shut off the main drafts of air, as the +swinging doors do in a mine, of a faint but perceptible suggestion of +incense which penetrates the whole building from the church or the +chapel, and, not least, of the fumes from the cookery of the great +quantities of vegetables which are the staple food of the brethren or +the sisters. It is as imperceptible to the monks and nuns themselves as +the smell of tobacco to the smoker. + +It had been very close in the little cell, and Maria was glad of the +coolness that came in through the open door. Her eyes were fixed on the +sky with a longing look. Again the words of her song rose to her lips, +but she checked them, remembering her aunt's presence, and with the +effort to be silent came the strong wish to be free, to be over there +upon those purple hills at evening, to look beyond and watch the sun +sinking into the distant sea, to breathe her fill of the mountain air, +to run along the crests of the hills till she should be tired, to sleep +under the open sky, to see, in dreams, to-morrow's sun rising through +the trees, to be waked by the song of birds and to find that the dream +was true. + +Instead of that, and instead of all it meant to her, there was to be +the silent evening meal, the close, lighted chapel, the wearily nasal +chant of the sisters, her lonely cell, with its close darkness, the +unrefreshing sleep, broken by the bell calling her to another office in +the chapel; then, at last, the dawn, and the day that would seem as much +a prisoner as herself within the convent walls, and the praying and +nasal chanting, and the counting of sheets and pillow-cases, and doing a +little sewing, and singing to herself, perhaps, and then the being +reproved for it--the whole varied by meals of coarse food, and +periodical stations in her seat in the choir. The day! The very sun +seemed imprisoned in his corner of the garden wall, dragging slowly at +his chain, in a short half-circle, from morning till evening, like a +watch-dog tied up in a yard beside his kennel. The night was better. +Sometimes she could see the moon-rays through the cracks of the balcony +door, as she lay in her bed. She could see them against the darkness, +and the ends of them were straight white lines and round white spots on +the floor and on the walls. Her thoughts played in them, and her maiden +fancies caught them and followed them lightly out into the white night +and far away to the third world, which is dreamland. And in her dreams +she sang to the midnight stars, and clasped her bare arms round the +moon's white throat, kissing the moon-lady's pale and passionate cheek, +till she lost herself in the mysterious eyes, and found herself once +more, bathed in cool star-showers, the queen of a tender dream. + +There sat the abbess, in the only chair, stolid, righteous, imposing. +The incarnation and representative of the ninety and nine who need no +forgiveness, exasperatingly and mathematically virtuous as a dogma, a +woman against whom no sort of reproach could be brought, and at the mere +sight of whom false witnesses would shrivel up and die, like jelly-fish +in the sun. She not only approved of the convent life, but she liked it. +She was at liberty to do a thousand things which were not permitted to +the nuns, but she had not the slightest inclination to do any of them, +any more than she was inclined to admit that any of them could possibly +be unhappy if they would only pray, sing, sleep, and eat boiled cabbage +at the appointed hours. What had she in common with Maria Addolorata, +except that she was born a princess and a Braccio? + +Of what use was it to be a princess by birth, like a dozen or more of +the sisters, or even a noble, like all the others? Of what use or +advantage could anything be, where liberty was not? An even plainer and +more desperate question rose in the young nun's heart, as she leaned her +cheek against the door-post, still warm with the afternoon sun. Of what +use was life, if it was to be lived in the tomb with the accompaniment +of a lifelong funeral service? Why should not God be as well pleased +with suicide as with self-burial? Why should not death all at once, by +the sudden dash of cleanly steel, be as noble and acceptable a sacrifice +as death by sordid degrees of orderly suffering, systematic starvation, +and rigidly regulated misery? Was not life, life--and blood, +blood--whether drawn by drops, or shed from a quick wound in the +splendid redness of one heroic instant? Surely it would be as grand a +thing, if a mere sacrifice were the object, to be laid down stark dead, +with the death-thrust in the heart, at the foot of the altar, in all her +radiant youth and full young beauty, untempted and unsullied, as to fast +and pray through forty querulous years of misery in prison. + +But then, there was the virtue of patience. Therein, doubtless, lay the +difference. It was not the death alone that was to please God, but the +long manner of it, the summed-up account of suffering, the interest paid +on the capital of life after it was invested in death. God was to be +pleased with items, and the sum of them. Item, a sleepless night. Item, +a bad cold, caught by kneeling on the damp stones. Item, a dish of +sweets refused on a feast-day. Item, the resolution not to laugh when a +fly settled on the abbess's nose. Item, the resolution not to wish that +her hair had never been cut off. Item, being stifled in summer and +frozen in winter, in her cell. Item, appreciating that it was the best +cell, and that she was better off than the other sisters. + +Repeat the items for half a century, sum them up, and offer them to God +as a meet and fitting sacrifice--the destruction, by fine degrees of +petty suffering, of one woman's whole life, almost from the beginning, +and quite to the end, with the total annihilation of all its human +possibilities, of love, of motherhood, of reasonable enjoyment and +legitimate happiness. That was the formula for salvation which Maria +Addolorata had received with the veil. + +And not only had she received it. It had been thrust upon her, because +she chanced to be the only available daughter of the ancient house of +Braccio, to fill the hereditary seat beneath the wooden canopy, as +abbess of the Subiaco Carmelites. If there had been another sister, less +fair, more religiously disposed, that sister would have been chosen in +Maria's stead. But there was no other; and there must be a young Braccio +nun, to take the place of the elder one, when the latter should have +filled her account to overflowing with little items to be paid for with +the gold of certain salvation. + +That a sinful woman, full of sorrows, and weary of the world, might +silently bow her head under the nun's veil, and wear out with prayerful +austerity the deep-cut letters of her sin's story, that, at least, was a +thing Maria could understand. There were faces amongst the sisters that +haunted her in her solitude, lips that could have told much, but which +said only 'Miserere'; eyes that had looked on love, and that fixed +themselves now only on the Cross; cheeks blanched with grief and +hollowed as the marble of an ancient fountain by often flowing tears; +hearts that had given all, and had been beaten and bruised and rejected. +The convent was for them; the life was a life for them; for them there +was no freedom beyond these walls, in the living world, nor anywhere on +this side of death. They had done right in coming, and they did right in +staying; they were reasonable when they prayed that they might have +time, before they died, to be sorry for their sins and to touch again +the hem of the garment of innocence. + +But even they, if they were told that it would be right, would they not +rather shorten their time to a day, even to one instant, of aggregated +pain, and offer up their sacrifice all at once? And why should it not be +right? Did God delight in pain and suffering for its own sake? The +passionate girl's heart revolted angrily against a Being that could +enjoy the sufferings of helpless creatures. + +But then, there was that virtue of patience again, which was beyond her +comprehension. At last she spoke, her face still to the sunset. + +"What difference can it make to God how we die?" she asked, scarcely +conscious that she was speaking. + +The abbess must have started a little, for the chair creaked suddenly, +several seconds before she answered. Her face did not relax, however, +nor were her hands unclasped from one another as they lay folded on her +knees. + +"That is a foolish question, my daughter," she said at last. "Do you +think that God was not pleased by the sufferings of the holy martyrs, +and did not reward them for what they bore?" + +"No, I did not mean that," answered Maria, quickly. "But why should we +not all be martyrs? It would be much quicker." + +"Heaven preserve us!" exclaimed the abbess. "What are you thinking of, +child?" + +"It would be so much quicker," repeated Maria. "What are we here for? To +sacrifice our lives to God. We wish to make this sacrifice, and God +promises to accept it. Why would it be less complete if we were led to +the altar as soon as we have finished our novitiate and quickly killed? +It would be the same, and it would be much quicker. What difference can +it make how we die, since we are to die in the end, without +accomplishing anything except dying?" + +By this time the abbess's pale hands were unclasped, and one of them +pressed each knee, as she leaned far forward in her seat, with an +expression of surprise and horror, her dark lips parted and all the +lines of her colourless face drawn down. + +"Are you mad, Maria?" she asked in a low voice. + +"Mad? No. Why should you think me mad?" The nun turned and looked down +at her aunt. "After all, it is the great question. Our lives are but a +preparation for death. Why need the preparation be so long? Why should +the death be so slow? Why should it be right to kill ourselves for the +glory of God by degrees, and wrong to do it all at once, if one has the +courage? I think it is a very reasonable question." + +"Indeed, you are beside yourself! The devil suggests such things to you +and blinds you to the truth, my child. Penance and prayer, prayer and +penance--by the grace of Heaven it will pass." + +"Penance and prayer!" exclaimed Maria, sadly. "That is it--a slow death, +but a sure one!" + +"I am more than sixty years old," replied the abbess. "I have done +penance and prayed prayers all my life, and you see--I am well. I am +stout." + +"For charity's sake, do not say so!" cried Maria, making the sign of the +horns with her fingers, to ward off the evil eye. "You will certainly +fall ill." + +"Our lives are of God. It is our own eyes that are evil. You must not +make horns with your fingers. It is a heathen superstition, as I have +often told you. But many of you do it. Maria, I wish to speak to you +seriously." + +"Speak, mother," answered the young nun, the strong habit of submission +returning instantly with the other's grave tone. + +"These thoughts of yours are very wicked. We are placed in the world, +and we must continue to live in it, as long as God wills that we should. +When God is pleased to deliver us, He will take us in good time. You and +I and the sisters should be thankful that during our brief stay on earth +this sanctuary has fallen to our lot, and this possibility of a holy +life. We must take every advantage of it, thanking Heaven if our stay be +long enough for us to repent of our sins and obtain indulgence for our +venial shortcomings. It is wicked to desire to shorten our lives. It is +wicked to desire anything which is not the will of God. We are here to +live, to watch and to pray--not to complain and to rebel." + +The abbess was stout, as she herself admitted, and between her sudden +surprise at her niece's wholly unorthodox, not to say blasphemous, +suggestion of suicide as a means of grace, and her own attempt at +eloquence, she grew rapidly warm, in spite of the comparatively cool +draft which was passing out from the interior of the building. She +caught the end of her loose over-sleeve and fanned herself slowly when +she had finished speaking. + +But Maria Addolorata did not consider that she was answered. There in +the cell of a Carmelite convent, in the heart of a young girl who had +perhaps never heard of Shakespeare and who certainly knew nothing of +Hamlet, the question of all questions found itself, and she found for it +such speech as she could command. It broke out passionately and +impatiently. + +"What are we? And why are we what we are? Yes, mother--I know that you +are good, and that all you say is true. But it is not all. There is all +the world beyond it. To live, or not to live--but you know that this is +not living! It is not meant to be living, as the people outside +understand what living means. What does it all signify but death, when +we take the veil, and lie before the altar, and are covered with a +funeral pall? It means dying--then why not altogether dying? Has not God +angels, in thousands, to praise Him and worship Him, and pray for +sinners on earth? And they sing and pray gladly, because they are +blessed and do not suffer, as we do. Why should God want us, poor little +nuns, to live half dead, and to praise Him with voices that crack with +the cold in winter, and to kneel till we faint with the heat in summer, +and to wear out our bodies with fasting and prayer and penance, till it +is all we can do to crawl to our places in the choir? Not I--I am young +and strong still--nor you, perhaps, for you are strong still, though you +are not young. But many of the sisters--yes, they are the best ones, I +know--they are killing themselves by inches before our eyes. You know +it--I know it--they know it themselves. Why should they not find some +shorter way of death for God's glory? Or if not, why should they not +live happily, since many of them could? Why should God, who made us, +wish us to destroy ourselves--or if He does, then why may we not do it +in our own way? Ah--it would be so short--a knife-thrust, and then the +great peace forever!" + +The abbess had risen and was standing before Maria, one hand resting on +the back of the rush-bottomed chair. + +"Blasphemy!" she cried, finding breath at last. "It is blasphemy, or +madness, or both! It is the evil one's own doing! Forgive her, good God! +She does not know what she is saying! Almighty and most merciful God, +forgive her!" + +For a moment Maria Addolorata was silent, realizing how far she had +forgotten herself, and startled by the abbess's terrified eyes and +excited tone. But she was naturally a far more daring woman than she +herself knew. Though her face was pale, her lips smiled at her good +aunt's fright. + +"But that is not an answer--just to cry 'blasphemy!'" she said. "The +question is clear--" + +She did not finish the sentence. The abbess was really beside herself +with religious terror. With almost violent hands she dragged and thrust +her niece down till Maria fell upon her knees. + +"Pray, child! Pray, before it is too late!" she cried. "Pray on your +knees that this possession may pass, before your soul is lost forever!" + +She herself knelt beside the girl upon the stones, still clasping her +and pressing her down. And she prayed aloud, long, fervently, almost +wildly, appealing to God for protection against a bodily tempting devil, +who by his will, and with evil strength, was luring and driving a human +soul to utter damnation. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + + +"IT is well," said Stefanone. "The world is come to an end. I will not +say anything more." + +He finished his tumbler of wine, leaned back on the wooden bench against +the brown wall, played with the broad silver buttons of his dark blue +jacket, and stared hard at Sor Tommaso, the doctor, who sat opposite to +him. The doctor returned his glance rather unsteadily and betook himself +to his snuffbox. It was of worn black ebony, adorned in the middle of +the lid with a small view of Saint Peter's and the colonnades in mosaic, +with a very blue sky. From long use, each tiny fragment of the mosaic +was surrounded by a minute black line, which indeed lent some tone to +the intensely clear atmosphere of the little picture, but gave the +architecture represented therein a dirty and neglected appearance. The +snuff itself, however, was of the superior quality known as Sicilian in +those days, and was of a beautiful light brown colour. + +"And why?" asked the doctor very slowly, between the operations of +pinching, stuffing, snuffing, and dusting. "Why is the world come to an +end?" + +Stefanone's eyes grew sullen, with a sort of dull glare in their +unwinking gaze. He looked dangerous just then, but the doctor did not +seem to be in the least afraid of him. + +"You, who have made it end, should know why," answered the peasant, +after a short pause. + +Stefanone was a man of the Roman type, of medium height, thick set and +naturally melancholic, with thin, straight lips that were clean shaven, +straight black hair, a small but aggressively aquiline nose and heavy +hands, hairy on the backs of the fingers, between the knuckles. His +wife, Sora Nanna, said that he had a fist like a paving-stone. He also +looked as though he might have the constitution of a mule. He was at +that time about five-and-thirty years of age, and there were a few +strong lines in his face, notably those curved ones drawn from the +beginning of the nostrils to the corners of the mouth, which are said to +denote an uncertain temper. + +He wore the dress of the richer peasants of that day, a coarse but +spotless white shirt, very open at the throat, a jacket and waistcoat of +stout dark blue cloth, with large and smooth silver buttons, +knee-breeches, white stockings, and heavy low shoes with steel buckles. +He combined the occupations of farmer, wine-seller, and carrier. When he +was on the road between Subiaco and Rome, Gigetto, already mentioned, +was supposed to represent him. It was understood that Gigetto was to +marry Annetta--if he could be prevailed upon to do so, for he was the +younger son of a peasant family which held its head even higher than +Stefanone, and the young man as well as his people looked upon Annetta's +wild ways with disapproval, though her fortune, as the only child of +Stefanone and Sora Nanna, was a very strong attraction. In the meantime, +Gigetto acted as though he were the older man's partner in the +wine-shop, and as he was a particularly honest, but also a particularly +idle, young man with a taste for singing and playing on the guitar, the +position suited him admirably. + +As for Sor Tommaso, with whom Stefanone seemed inclined to quarrel on +this particular evening, he was a highly respectable personage in a +narrow-shouldered, high-collared black coat with broad skirts, and a +snuff-coloured waistcoat. He wore a stock which was decidedly shabby, +but decent, and the thin cuffs of his shirt were turned back over the +tight sleeves of his coat, in the old fashion. He also wore amazingly +tight black trousers, strapped closely over his well-blacked boots. To +tell the truth, these nether garments, though of great natural +resistance, had lived so long at a high tension, so to say, that they +were no longer equally tight at all points, and there were, undoubtedly, +certain perceptible spots on them; but, on the whole, the general effect +of the doctor's appearance was fashionable, in the fashion of several +years earlier and judged by the standard of Subiaco. He wore his hair +rather long, in a handsome iron-grey confusion, his face was +close-shaven, and, though he was thin, his complexion was somewhat +apoplectic. + +Having duly and solemnly finished the operation of taking snuff, the +doctor looked at the peasant. + +"I do not wish to have said anything," he observed, by way of a general +retraction. "These are probably follies." + +"And for not having meant to say anything, you have planted this knife +in my heart!" retorted Stefanone, the veins swelling at his temples. +"Thank you. I wish to die, if I forget it. You tell me that this +daughter of mine is making love with the Englishman. And then you say +that you do not wish to have said anything! May he die, the Englishman, +he, and whoever made him, with the whole family! An evil death on him +and all his house!" + +"So long as you do not make me die, too!" exclaimed Sor Tommaso, with +rather a pitying smile. + +"Eh! To die--it is soon said! And yet, people do die. You, who are a +doctor, should know that. And you do not wish to have said anything! +Bravo, doctor! Words are words. And yet they can sting. And after a +thousand years, they still sting. You--what can you understand? Are you +perhaps a father? You have not even a wife. Oh, blessed be God! You do +not even know what you are saying. You know nothing. You think, perhaps, +because you are a doctor, that you know more than I do. I will tell you +that you are an ignorant!" + +"Oh, beautiful!" cried the doctor, angrily, stung by what is still +almost a mortal insult. "You--to me--ignorant! Oh, beautiful, most +beautiful, this! From a peasant to a man of science! Perhaps you too +have a diploma from the University of the Sapienza--" + +"If I had, I should wrap half a pound of sliced ham--fat ham, you +know--in it, for the first customer. What should I do with your +diplomas! I ask you, what do you know? Do you know at all what a +daughter is? Blood of my blood, heart of my heart, hand of this hand. +But I am a peasant, and you are a doctor. Therefore, I know nothing." + +"And meanwhile you give me 'ignorant' in my face!" retorted Sor Tommaso. + +"Yes--and I repeat it!" cried Stefanone, leaning forwards, his clenched +hand on the table. "I say it twice, three times--ignorant, ignorant, +ignorant! Have you understood?" + +"Say it louder! In that way every one can hear you! Beast of a +sheep-grazer!" + +"And you--crow-feeder! Furnisher of grave-diggers. And then--ignorant! +Oh--this time I have said it clearly!" + +"And it seems to me that it is enough!" roared the doctor, across the +table. "Ciociaro! Take that!" + +"Ciociaro? I? Oh, your soul! If I get hold of you with my hands!" + +A 'ciociaro' is a hill-man who wears 'cioce,' or rags, bound upon his +feet with leathern sandals and thongs. He is generally a shepherd, and +is held in contempt by the more respectable people of the larger +mountain towns. To call a man a 'ciociaro' is a bitter insult. + +Stefanone in his anger had half risen from his seat. But the wooden +bench on which he had been sitting was close to the wall behind him, and +the heavy oak table was pushed up within a few inches of his chest, so +that his movements were considerably hampered as he stretched out his +hands rather wildly towards his adversary. The latter, who possessed +more moral than physical courage, moved his chair back and prepared to +make his escape, if Stefanone showed signs of coming round the table. + +At that moment a tall figure darkened the door that opened upon the +street, and a quiet, dry voice spoke with a strong foreign accent. It +was Angus Dalrymple, returning from a botanizing expedition in the +hills, after being absent all day. + +"That is a very uncomfortable way of fighting," he observed, as he stood +still in the doorway. "You cannot hit a man across a table broader than +your arm is long, Signor Stefano." + +The effect of his words was instantaneous. Stefanone fell back into his +seat. The doctor's anxious and excited expression resolved itself +instantly into a polite smile. + +"We were only playing," he said suavely. "A little discussion--a mere +jest. Our friend Stefanone was explaining something." + +"If the table had been narrower, he would have explained you away +altogether," observed Dalrymple, coming forward. + +He laid a tin box which he had with him upon the table, and shook hands +with Sor Tommaso. Then he slipped behind the table and sat down close to +his host, as a precautionary measure in case the play should be resumed. +Stefanone would have had a bad chance of being dangerous, if the +powerful Scotchman chose to hold him down. But the peasant seemed to +have become as suddenly peaceful as the doctor. + +"It was nothing," said Stefanone, quietly enough, though his eyes were +bloodshot and glanced about the room in an unsettled way. + +At that moment Annetta entered from a door leading to the staircase. Her +eyes were fixed on Dalrymple's face as she came forward, carrying a +polished brass lamp, with three burning wicks, which she placed upon the +table. Dalrymple looked up at her, and seeing her expression of inquiry, +slowly nodded. With a laugh which drew her long red-brown lips back from +her short white teeth, the girl produced a small flask and a glass, +which she had carried behind her and out of sight when she came in. She +set them before Dalrymple. + +"I saw you coming," she said, and laughed again. "And then--it is always +the same. Half a 'foglietta' of the old, just for the appetite." + +Sor Tommaso glanced at Stefanone in a meaning way, but the girl's father +affected not to see him. Dalrymple nodded his thanks, poured a few drops +of wine into the glass and scattered them upon the brick floor according +to the ancient custom, both for rinsing the glass and as a libation, and +then offered to fill the glasses of each of the two men, who smiled, +shook their heads, and covered their tumblers with their right hands. At +last Dalrymple helped himself, nodded politely to his companions, and +slowly emptied the glass which held almost all the contents of the +little flask. The 'foglietta,' or 'leaflet' of wine, is said to have +been so called from the twisted and rolled vine leaf which generally +serves it for a stopper. A whole 'foglietta' contained a scant pint. + +"Will you eat now?" asked Annetta, still smiling. + +"Presently," answered Dalrymple. "What is there to eat? I am hungry." + +"It seems that you have to say so!" laughed the girl. "It is a new +thing. There is beefsteak or mutton, if you wish to know. And ham--a +fresh ham cut to-day. It is one of the Grape-eater's, and it seems good. +You remember, Sor Tommaso, the--speaking with respect to your face--the +pig we called the Grape-eater last year? Speaking with respect, he was a +good pig. It is one of his hams that we have cut. There is also salad, +and fresh bread, which you like. And wine, I will not speak of it. Eh, +he likes wine, the Englishman! He comes in with a long, long face--and +when he goes to bed, his face is wide, wide. That is the wine. But then, +it does nothing else to him. It only changes his face. When I look at +him, I seem to see the moon waxing." + +"You talk too much," said Stefanone. + +"Never mind, papa! Words are not pennies. The more one wastes, the more +one has!" + +Dalrymple said nothing; but he smiled as she turned lightly with a toss +of her small dark head and left the room. + +"Fine blood," observed the doctor, with a conciliatory glance at the +girl's father. + +"You will be wanted before long, Sor Tommaso," said Dalrymple, gravely. +"I hear that the abbess is very ill." + +The doctor looked up with sudden interest, and put on his professional +expression. + +"The abbess, you say? Dear me! She is not young! What has she? Who told +you, Sor Angoscia?" + +Now, 'Sor Angoscia' signifies in English 'Sir Anguish,' but the doctor +in spite of really conscientious efforts could not get nearer to the +pronunciation of Angus. Nevertheless, with northern persistency, +Dalrymple corrected him for the hundredth time. The doctor's first +attempt had resulted in his calling the Scotchman 'Sor Langusta,' which +means 'Sir Crayfish'--and it must be admitted that 'Anguish' was an +improvement. + +"Angus," said Dalrymple. "My name is Angus. The abbess has caught a +severe cold from sitting in a draught when she was overheated. It has +immediately settled on her lungs, and you may be sent for at any moment. +I passed by the back of the convent on my way down, and the gardener was +just coming out of the postern. He told me." + +"Dear me, dear me!" exclaimed Sor Tommaso, shaking his head. +"Cold--bronchitis, pleurisy, pneumonia--it is soon done! One would be +enough! Those nuns, what do they eat? A little grass, a little boiled +paste, a little broth of meat on Sundays. What strength should they +have? And then pray, pray, sing, sing! It needs a chest! Poor lungs! I +will go to my home and get ready--blisters--mustard--a lancet--they +will not allow a barber in the convent to bleed them. Well--I make +myself the barber! What a life, what a life! If you wish to die young, +be a doctor at Subiaco, Sor Angoscia. Good night, dear friend. Good +night, Stefanone. I wish not to have said anything--you know--that +little affair. Let us speak no more about it. I am more beast than you, +because I said anything. Good night." + +Sor Tommaso got his stick from a dark corner, pressed his broad catskin +hat upon his head, and took his respectability away on its tightly +encased black legs. + +"And may the devil go with you," said Stefanone, under his breath, as +the doctor disappeared. + +"Why?" inquired Dalrymple, who had caught the words. + +"I said nothing," answered the peasant, thoughtfully trimming one wick +of the lamp with the bent brass wire which, with the snuffers, hung by a +chain from the ring by which the lamp was carried. + +"I thought you spoke," said the Scotchman. "Well--the abbess is very +ill, and Sor Tommaso has a job." + +"May he do it well! So that it need not be begun again." + +"What do you mean?" Dalrymple slowly sipped the remains of his little +measure of wine. + +"Those nuns!" exclaimed Stefanone, instead of answering the question. +"What are they here to do, in this world? Better make saints of +them--and good night! There would be one misery less. Do you know what +they do? They make wine. Good! But they do not drink it. They sell it +for a farthing less by the foglietta than other people. The devil take +them and their wine!" + +Dalrymple glanced at the angry peasant with some amusement, but did not +make any answer. + +"Eh, Signore!" cried Stefanone. "You who are a foreigner and a +Protestant, can you not say something, since it would be no sin for +you?" + +"I was thinking of something to say, Signor Stefanone. But as for that, +who does the business for the convent? They cannot do it themselves, I +suppose. Who determines the price of their wine for them? Or the price +of their corn?" + +"They are not so stupid as you think. Oh, no! They are not stupid, the +nuns. They know the price of this, and the cost of that, just as well as +you and I do. But Gigetto's father, Sor Agostino, is their steward, if +that is what you wish to know. And his father was before him, and +Gigetto will be after him, with his pumpkin-head. And the rest is sung +by the organ, as we say when mass is over. For you know about Gigetto +and Annetta." + +"Yes. And as you cannot quarrel with Sor Agostino on that account, I do +not see but that you will either have to bear it, or sell your wine a +farthing cheaper than that of the nuns." + +"Eh--that is soon said. A farthing cheaper than theirs! That means half +a baiocco cheaper than I sell it now. And the best is only five baiocchi +the foglietta, and the cheapest is two and a half. Good bye profit--a +pleasant journey to Stefanone. But it is those nuns. They are to blame, +and the devil will pay them." + +"In that case you need not," observed Dalrymple, rising. "I am going to +wash my hands before supper." + +"At your pleasure, Signore," answered Stefanone, politely. + +As Dalrymple went out, Annetta passed him at the door, bringing in +plates and napkins, and knives and forks. The girl glanced at his face +as he went by. + +"Be quick, Signore," she said with a laugh. "The beefsteak of mutton is +grilling." + +He nodded, and went up the dark stairs, his heavy shoes sending back +echoes as he trod. Stefanone still sat at the table, turning the glass +wine measure upside down over his tumbler, to let the last drops run +out. He watched them as they fell, one by one, without looking up at his +daughter, who began to arrange the plates for Dalrymple's meal. + +"I will teach you to make love with the Englishman," he said slowly, +still watching the dropping wine. + +"Me!" cried Annetta, with real or feigned astonishment, and she tossed a +knife and fork angrily into a plate, with a loud, clattering noise. + +"I am speaking with you," answered her father, without raising his eyes. +"Do you know? You will come to a bad end." + +"Thank you!" replied the girl, contemptuously. "If you say so, it must +be true! Now, who has told you that the Englishman is making love to me? +An apoplexy on him, whoever he may be!" + +"Pretty words for a girl! Sor Tommaso told me. A little more, and I +would have torn his tongue out. Just then, the Englishman came in. Sor +Tommaso got off easily." + +The girl's tone changed very much when she spoke again, and there was a +dull and angry light in her eyes. Her long lips were still parted, and +showed her gleaming teeth, but the smile was altogether gone. + +"Yes. Too easily," she said, almost in a whisper, and there was a low +hiss in the words. + +"In the meanwhile, it is true--what he said," continued Stefanone. "You +make eyes at him. You wait for him and watch for him when he comes back +from the mountains--" + +"Well? Is it not my place to serve him with his supper? If you are not +satisfied, hire a servant to wait on him. You are rich. What do I care +for the Englishman? Perhaps it is a pleasure to roast my face over the +charcoal, cooking his meat for him. As for Sor Tommaso--" + +She stopped short in her speech. Her father knew what the tone meant, +and looked up for the first time. + +"O-č!" he exclaimed, as one suddenly aware of a danger, and warning some +one else. + +"Nothing," answered Annetta, looking down and arranging the knives and +forks symmetrically on the clean cloth she had laid. + +"I might have killed him just now in hot blood, when the Englishman came +in," said Stefanone, reflectively. "But now my blood has grown cold. I +shall do nothing to him." + +"So much the better for him." She still spoke in a low voice, as she +turned away from the table. + +"But I will kill you," said Stefanone, "if I see you making eyes at the +Englishman." + +He rose, and taking up his hat, which lay beside him, he edged his way +out along the wooden bench, moving cautiously lest he should shake the +table and upset the lamp or the bottles. Annetta had turned again, at +the threat he had uttered, and stood still, waiting for him to get out +into the room, her hands on her hips, and her eyes on fire. + +"You will kill me?" she asked, just as he was opposite to her. +"Well--kill me, then! Here I am. What are you waiting for? For the +Englishman to interfere? He is washing his hands. He always takes a long +time." + +"Then it is true that you have fallen in love with him?" asked +Stefanone, his anger returning. + +"Him, or another. What does it matter to you? You remind me of the old +woman who beat her cat, and then cried when it ran away. If you want me +to stay at home, you had better find me a husband." + +"Do you want anything better than Gigetto? Apoplexy! But you have +ideas!" + +"You are making a good business of it with Gigetto, in truth!" cried the +girl, scornfully. "He eats, he drinks, and then he sings. But he does +not marry. He will not even make love to me--not even with an eye. And +then, because I love the Englishman, who is a great lord, though he says +he is a doctor, I must die. Well, kill me!" She stared insolently at her +father for a moment. "Oh, well," she added scornfully, "if you have not +time now, it must be for to-morrow. I am busy." + +She turned on her heel with a disdainful fling of her short, dark skirt. +Stefanone was exasperated, and his anger had returned. Before she was +out of reach, he struck her with his open hand. Instead of striking her +cheek, the blow fell upon the back of her head and neck, and sent her +stumbling forwards. She caught the back of a chair, steadied herself, +and turned again instantly, at her full height, not deigning to raise +her hand to the place that hurt her. + +"Coward!" she exclaimed. "But I will pay you--and Sor Tommaso--for that +blow." + +"Whenever you like," answered her father gruffly, but already sorry for +what he had done. + +He turned his back, and went out into the night. It was now almost quite +dark, and Annetta stood still by the chair, listening to his retreating +footsteps. Then she slowly turned and gazed at the flaring wicks of the +lamp. With a gesture that suggested the movement of a young animal, she +rubbed the back of her neck with one hand and leisurely turned her head +first to one side and then to the other. Her brown skin was unusually +pale, but there was no moisture in her eyes as she stared at the lamp. + +"But I will pay you, Sor Tommaso," she said thoughtfully and softly. + +Then turning her eyes from the lamp at last, she took up one of the +knives from the table, looked at it, felt the edge, and laid it down +contemptuously. In those days all the respectable peasants in the Roman +villages had solid silver forks and spoons, which have long since gone +to the melting-pot to pay taxes. But they used the same blunt, pointless +knives with wooden handles, which they use to-day. + +Annetta started, as she heard Dalrymple's tread upon the stone steps of +the staircase, but she recovered herself instantly, gave a finishing +touch to the table, rubbed the back of her head quickly once more, and +met him with a smile. + +"Is the beefsteak of mutton ready?" inquired the Scotchman, cheerfully, +with his extraordinary accent. + +Annetta ran past him, and returned almost before he was seated, bringing +the food. The girl sat down at the end of the table, opposite the street +door, and watched him as he swallowed one mouthful of meat after +another, now and then stopping to drink a tumbler of wine at a draught. + +"You must be very strong, Signore," said Annetta, at last, her chin +resting on her doubled hand. + +"Why?" inquired Dalrymple, carelessly, between two mouthfuls. + +"Because you eat so much. It must be a fine thing to eat so much meat. +We eat very little of it." + +"Why?" asked the Scotchman, again between his mouthfuls. + +"Oh, who knows? It costs much. That must be the reason. Besides, it does +not go down. I should not care for it." + +"It is a habit." Dalrymple drank. "In my country most of the people eat +oats," he said, as he set down his glass. + +"Oats!" laughed the girl. "Like horses! But horses will eat meat, too, +like you. As for me--good bread, fresh cheese, a little salad, a drink +of wine and water--that is enough." + +"Like the nuns," observed Dalrymple, attacking the ham of the +'Grape-eater.' + +"Oh, the nuns! They live on boiled cabbage! You can smell it a mile +away. But they make good cakes." + +"You often go to the convent, do you not?" asked the Scotchman, filling +his glass, for the first mouthful of ham made him thirsty again. "You +take the linen up with your mother, I know." + +"Sometimes, when I feel like going," answered the girl, willing to show +that it was not her duty to carry baskets. "I only go when we have the +small baskets that one can carry on one's head. I will tell you. They +use the small baskets for the finer things, the abbess's linen, and the +altar cloths, and the chaplain's lace, which belongs to the nuns. But +the sheets and the table linen are taken up in baskets as long as a man. +It takes four women to carry one of them." + +"That must be very inconvenient," said Dalrymple. "I should think that +smaller ones would always be better." + +"Who knows? It has always been so. And when it has always been so, it +will always be so--one knows that." + +Annetta nodded her head rhythmically to convey an impression of the +immutability of all ancient customs and of this one in particular. + +Dalrymple, however, was not much interested in the question of the +baskets. + +"What do the nuns do all day?" he asked. "I suppose you see them, +sometimes. There must be young ones amongst them." + +Annetta glanced more keenly at the Scotchman's quiet face, and then +laughed. + +"There is one, if you could see her! The abbess's niece. Oh, that one is +beautiful. She seems to me a painted angel!" + +"The abbess's niece? What is she like? Let me see, the abbess is a +princess, is she not?" + +"Yes, a great princess of the Princes of Gerano, of Casa Braccio, you +know. They are always abbesses. And the young one will be the next, when +this one dies. She is Maria Addolorata, in religion, but I do not know +her real name. She has a beautiful face and dark eyes. Once I saw her +hair for a moment. It is fair, but not like yours. Yours is red as a +tomato." + +"Thank you," said Dalrymple, with something like a laugh. "Tell me more +about the nun." + +"If I tell you, you will fall in love with her," objected Annetta. "They +say that men with red hair fall in love easily. Is it true? If it is, I +will not tell you any more about the nun. But I think you are in love +with the poor old Grape-eater. It is good ham, is it not? By Bacchus, I +fed him on chestnuts with my own hands, and he was always stealing the +grapes. Chestnuts fattened him and the grapes made him sweet. Speaking +with respect, he was a pig for a pope." + +"He will do for a Scotch doctor then," answered Dalrymple. "Tell me, +what does this beautiful nun do all day long?" + +"What does she do? What can a nun do? She eats cabbage and prays like +the others. But she has charge of all the convent linen, so I see her +when I go with my mother. That is because the Princes of Gerano first +gave the linen to the convent after it was all stolen by the Turks in +1798. So, as they gave it, their abbesses take care of it." + +Dalrymple laughed at the extraordinary historical allusion compounded of +the very ancient traditions of the Saracens in the south, and of the +more recent wars of Napoleon. + +"So she takes care of the linen," he said. "That cannot be very amusing, +I should think." + +"They are nuns," answered the girl. "Do you suppose they go about +seeking to amuse themselves? It is an ugly life. But Sister Maria +Addolorata sings to herself, and that makes the abbess angry, because it +is against the rules to sing except in church. I would not live in that +convent--not if they would fill my apron with gold pieces." + +"But why did this beautiful girl become a nun, then? Was she unhappy, or +crossed in love?" + +"She? They did not give her time! Before she could shut an eye and say, +'Little youth, you please me, and I wish you well,' they put her in. And +that door, when it is shut, who shall open it? The Madonna, perhaps? But +she was of the Princes of Gerano, and there must be one of them for an +abbess, and the lot fell upon her. There is the whole history. You may +hear her singing sometimes, if you stand under the garden wall, on the +narrow path after the Benediction hour and before Ave Maria. But I am a +fool to tell you, for you will go and listen, and when you have heard +her voice you will be like a madman. You will fall in love with her. I +was a fool to tell you." + +"Well? And if I do fall in love with her, who cares?" Dalrymple slowly +filled a glass of wine. + +"If you do?" The young girl's eyes shot a quick, sharp glance at him. +Then her face suddenly grew grave as she saw that some one was at the +street door, looking in cautiously. "Come in, Sor Tommaso!" she called, +down the table. "Papa is out, but we are here. Come in and drink a glass +of wine!" + +The doctor, wrapped in a long broadcloth cloak with a velvet collar, +and having a case of instruments and medicines under his arm, glanced +round the room and came in. + +"Just a half-foglietta, my daughter," he said. "They have sent for me. +The abbess is very ill, and I may be there a long time. If you think +they would remember to offer a Christian a glass up there, you are very +much mistaken." + +"They are nuns," laughed Annetta. "What can they know?" + +She rose to get the wine for the doctor. There had not been a trace of +displeasure in her voice nor in her manner as she spoke. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + + +SOR TOMMASO was rarely called to the convent. In fact, he could not +remember that he had been wanted more than half a dozen times in the +long course of his practice in Subiaco. Either the nuns were hardly ever +ill, or else they must have doctored themselves with such simple +remedies as had been handed down to them from former ages. Possibly they +had been as well off on the whole as though they had systematically +submitted to the heroic treatment which passed for medicine in those +days. As a matter of fact, they suffered chiefly from bad colds; and +when they had bad colds, they either got well, or died, according to +their several destinies. Sor Tommaso might have saved some of them; but +on the other hand, he might have helped some others rather precipitately +from their cells to that deep crypt, closed, in the middle of the little +church, by a single square flag of marble, having two brass studs in it, +and bearing the simple inscription: 'Here lie the bones of the Reverend +Sisters of the order of the Blessed Virgin Mary of Mount Carmel.' On the +whole, it is doubtful whether the practice of not calling in the doctor +on ordinary occasions had much influence upon the convent's statistics +of mortality. + +But though the abbess had more than once had a cold in her life, she had +never suffered so seriously as this time, and she had made little +objection to her niece's strong representations as to the necessity of +medical aid. Therefore Sor Tommaso had been sent for in the evening and +in great haste, and had taken with him a supply of appropriate material +sufficient to kill, if not to cure, half the nuns in the convent. All +the circumstances which he remembered from former occasions were +accurately repeated. He rang at the main gate, waited long in the +darkness, and heard at last the slapping and shuffling of shoes along +the pavement within, as the portress and another nun came to let him in. +Then there were faint rays of light from their little lamp, quivering +through the cracks of the old weather-beaten door upon the cracked +marble steps on which Sor Tommaso was standing. A thin voice asked who +was there, and Sor Tommaso answered that he was the doctor. Then he +heard a little colloquy in suppressed tones between the two nuns. The +one said that the doctor was expected and must be let in without +question. The other observed that it might be a thief. The first said +that in that case they must look through the loophole. The second said +that she did not know the doctor by sight. The first speaker remarked +with some truth that one could tell a respectable person from a +highwayman, and suddenly a small square porthole in the door was opened +inwards, and a stream of light fell upon Sor Tommaso's face, as the nuns +held up their little flaring lamp behind the grating. Behind the lamp he +could distinguish a pair of shadowy eyes under an overhanging veil, +which was also drawn across the lower part of the face. + +"Are you really the doctor?" asked one of the voices, in a doubtful +tone. + +"He himself," answered the physician. "I am the Doctor Tommaso Taddei of +the University of the Sapienza, and I have been called to render +assistance to the very reverend the Mother Abbess." + +The light disappeared, and the porthole was shut, while a second +colloquy began. On the whole, the two nuns decided to let him in, and +then there was a jingling of keys and a clanking of iron bars and a +grinding of locks, and presently a small door, cut and hung in one leaf +of the great, iron-studded, wooden gate, was swung back. Sor Tommaso +stooped and held his case before him, for the entrance was low and +narrow. + +"God be praised!" he exclaimed, when he was fairly inside. + +"And praised be His holy name," answered both the sisters, promptly. + +Both had dropped their veils, and proceeded to bolt and bar the little +door again, having set down the lamp upon the pavement. The rays made +the unctuous dampness of the stone flags glisten, and Sor Tommaso +shivered in his broadcloth cloak. Then, as before, he was conducted in +silence through arched ways, and up many steps, and along labyrinthine +corridors, his strong shoes rousing sharp, metallic echoes, while the +nuns' slippers slapped and shuffled as one walked on each side of him, +the one on the left carrying the lamp, according to the ancient rules of +politeness. At last they reached the door of the antechamber at the end +of the corridor, through which the way led to the abbess's private +apartment, consisting of three rooms. The last door on the left, as Sor +Tommaso faced that which opened into the antechamber, was that of Maria +Addolorata's cell. The linen presses were entered from within the +anteroom by a door on the right, so that they were actually in the +abbess's apartment, an old-fashioned and somewhat inconvenient +arrangement. Maria Addolorata, her veil drawn down, so that she could +not see the doctor, but only his feet, and the folds of it drawn across +her chin and mouth, received him at the door, which she closed behind +him. The other two nuns set down their lamp on the floor of the +corridor, slipped their hands up their sleeves, and stood waiting +outside. + +The abbess was very ill, but had insisted upon sitting up in her +parlour to receive the doctor, dressed and veiled, being propped up in +her great easy-chair with a pillow which was of green silk, but was +covered with a white pillow-case finely embroidered with open work at +each end, through which the vivid colour was visible--that high green +which cannot look blue even by lamplight. Both in the anteroom and in +the parlour there were polished silver lamps of precisely the same +pattern as the brass ones used by the richer peasants, excepting that +each had a fan-like shield of silver to be used as a shade on one side, +bearing the arms of the Braccio family in high boss, and attached to the +oil vessel by a movable curved arm. The furniture of the room was very +simple, but there was nevertheless a certain ecclesiastical solemnity +about the high-backed, carved, and gilt chairs, the black and white +marble pavement, the great portrait of his Holiness, Gregory the +Sixteenth, in its massive gilt frame, the superb silver crucifix which +stood on the writing-table, and, altogether, in the solidity of +everything which met the eye. + +It was no easy matter to ascertain the good lady's condition, muffled up +and veiled as she was. It was only as an enormous concession to +necessity that Sor Tommaso was allowed to feel her pulse, and it needed +all Maria Addolorata's eloquent persuasion and sensible argument to +induce her to lift her veil a little, and open her mouth. + +"Your most reverend excellency must be cured by proxy," said Sor +Tommaso, at his wit's end. "If this reverend mother," he added, turning +to the young nun, "will carry out my directions, something may be done. +Your most reverend excellency's life is in danger. Your most reverend +excellency ought to be in bed." + +"It is the will of Heaven," said the abbess, in a very weak and hoarse +voice. + +"Tell me what to do," said Maria Addolorata. "It shall be done as though +you yourself did it." + +Sor Tommaso was encouraged by the tone of assurance in which the words +were spoken, and proceeded to give his directions, which were many, and +his recommendations, which were almost endless. + +"But if your most reverend excellency would allow me to assist you in +person, the remedies would be more efficacious," he suggested, as he +laid out the greater part of the contents of his case upon the huge +writing-table. + +"You seem to forget that this is a religious house," replied the abbess, +and she might have said more, but was interrupted by a violent attack of +coughing, during which Maria Addolorata supported her and tried to ease +her. + +"It will be better if you go away," said the nun, at last. "I will do +all you have ordered, and your presence irritates her. Come back +to-morrow morning, and I will tell you how she is progressing." + +The abbess nodded slowly, confirming her niece's words. Sor Tommaso very +reluctantly closed his case, placed it under his arm, gathered up his +broadcloth cloak with his hat, and made a low obeisance before the sick +lady. + +"I wish your most reverend excellency a good rest and speedy recovery," +he said. "I am your most reverend excellency's most humble servant." + +Maria Addolorata led him out into the antechamber. There she paused, and +they were alone together for a moment, all the doors being closed. The +doctor stood still beside her, waiting for her to speak. + +"What do you think?" she asked. + +"I do not wish to say anything," he answered. + +"What do you wish me to say? A stroke of air, a cold, a bronchitis, a +pleurisy, a pneumonia. Thanks be to Heaven, there is little fever. What +do you wish me to say? For the stroke of air, a little good wine; for +the cold, warm covering; for the bronchitis, the tea of marshmallows; +for the pleurisy, severe blistering; for the pneumonia, a good mustard +plaster; for the general system, the black draught; above all, nothing +to eat. Frictions with hot oil will also do good. It is the practice of +medicine by proxy, my lady mother. What do you wish me to say? I am +disposed. I am her most reverend excellency's very humble servant. But I +cannot perform miracles. Pray to the Madonna to perform them. I have +not even seen the tip of her most reverend excellency's most wise +tongue. What can I do?" + +"Well, then, come back to-morrow morning, and I will see you here," said +Maria Addolorata. + +Sor Tommaso found the nuns waiting for him with their little lamp in the +corridor, and they led him back through the vaulted passages and +staircases and let him out into the night without a word. + +The night was dark and cloudy. It had grown much darker since he had +come up, as the last lingering light of evening had faded altogether +from the sky. The October wind drew down in gusts from the mountains +above Subiaco, and blew the doctor's long cloak about so that it flapped +softly now and then like the wings of a night bird. After descending +some distance, he carefully set down his case upon the stones and +fumbled in his pockets for his snuffbox, which he found with some +difficulty. A gust blew up a grain of snuff into his right eye, and he +stamped angrily with the pain, hurting his foot against a rolling stone +as he did so. But he succeeded in getting his snuff to his nose at last. +Then he bent down in the dark to take up his case, which was close to +his feet, though he could hardly see it. The gusty south wind blew the +long skirts of his cloak over his head and made them flap about his +ears. He groped for the box. + +[Illustration: "Sor Tommaso was lying motionless."--Vol. I., p. 78.] + +Just then the doctor heard light footsteps coming down the path behind +him. He called out, warning that he was in the way. + +"O-č, gently, you know!" he cried. "An apoplexy on the wind!" he added +vehemently, as his head and hands became entangled more and more in the +folds of his cloak. + +"And another on you!" answered a woman's voice, speaking low through +clenched teeth. + +In the darkness a hand rose and fell with something in it, three times +in quick succession. A man's low cry of pain was stifled in folds of +broadcloth. The same light footsteps were heard for a moment again in +the narrow, winding way, and Sor Tommaso was lying motionless on his +face across his box, with his cloak over his head. The gusty south wind +blew up and down between the dark walls, bearing now and then a few +withered vine leaves and wisps of straw with it; and the night grew +darker still, and no one passed that way for a long time. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + + +WHEN Angus Dalrymple had finished his supper, he produced a book and sat +reading by the light of the wicks of the three brass lamps. Annetta had +taken away the things and had not come back again. Gigetto strolled in +and took his guitar from the peg on the wall, and idled about the room, +tuning it and humming to himself. He was a tall young fellow with a +woman's face and beautiful velvet-like eyes, as handsome and idle a +youth as you might meet in Subiaco on a summer's feast-day. He exchanged +a word of greeting with Dalrymple, and, seeing that the place was +otherwise deserted, he at last slung his guitar over his shoulder, +pulled his broad black felt hat over his eyes, and strolled out through +the half-open door, presumably in search of amusement. Gigetto's chief +virtue was his perfectly childlike and unaffected taste for amusing +himself, on the whole very innocently, whenever he got a chance. It was +natural that he and the Scotchman should not care for one another's +society. Dalrymple looked after him for a moment and then went back to +his book. A big glass measure of wine stood beside him not half empty, +and his glass was full. + +He was making a strong effort to concentrate his attention upon the +learned treatise, which formed a part of the little library he had +brought with him. But Annetta's idle talk about the nuns, and especially +about Maria Addolorata and her singing, kept running through his head in +spite of his determination to be serious. He had been living the life of +a hermit for months, and had almost forgotten the sound of an educated +woman's voice. To him Annetta was nothing more than a rather pretty wild +animal. It did not enter his head that she might be in love with him. +Sora Nanna was simply an older and uglier animal of the same species. To +a man of Dalrymple's temperament, and really devoted to the pursuit of a +serious object, a woman quite incapable of even understanding what that +object is can hardly seem to be a woman at all. + +But the young Scotchman was not wanting in that passionate and fantastic +imagination which so often underlies and even directs the hardy northern +nature, and the young girl's carelessly spoken words had roused it to +sudden activity. In spite of himself, he was already forming plans for +listening under the convent wall, if perchance he might catch the sound +of the nun's wonderful voice, and from that to the wildest schemes for +catching a momentary glimpse of the singer was only a step. At the same +time, he was quite aware that such schemes were dangerous if not +impracticable, and his reasonable self laughed down his unreasoning +romance, only to be confronted by it again as soon as he tried to turn +his attention to his book. + +He looked up and saw that he had not finished his wine, though at that +hour the measure was usually empty, and he wondered why he was less +thirsty than usual. By force of habit he emptied the full glass and +poured more into it,--by force of that old northern habit of drinking a +certain allowance as a sort of duty, more common in those days than it +is now. Then he began to read again, never dreaming that his strong head +and solid nerves could be in any way affected by his potations. But his +imagination this evening worked faster and faster, and his sober reason +was recalcitrant and abhorred work. + +The nun had fair hair and dark eyes and a beautiful face. Those were +much more interesting facts than he could find in his work. She had a +wonderful voice. He tried to recall all the extraordinary voices he had +heard in his life, but none of them had ever affected him very much, +though he had a good ear and some taste for music. He wondered what sort +of voice this could be, and he longed to hear it. He shut up his book +impatiently, drank more wine, rose and went to the open door. The gusty +south wind fanned his face pleasantly, and he wished he were to sleep +out of doors. + +The Sora Nanna, who had been spending the evening with a friend in the +neighbourhood, came in, her thin black overskirt drawn over her head to +keep the embroidered head-cloth in its place. By and by, as Dalrymple +still stood by the door, Stefanone appeared, having been to play a game +of cards at a friendly wine-shop. He sat down by Sora Nanna at the +table. She was mixing some salad in a big earthenware bowl adorned with +green and brown stripes. They talked together in low tones. Dalrymple +had nodded to each in turn, but the gusty air pleased him, and he +remained standing by the door, letting it blow into his face. + +It was growing late. Italian peasants are not great sleepers, and it is +their custom to have supper at a late hour, just before going to bed. By +this time it was nearly ten o'clock as we reckon the hours, or about +'four of the night' in October, according to old Italian custom, which +reckons from a theoretical moment of darkness, supposed to begin at Ave +Maria, half an hour after sunset. + +Suddenly Dalrymple heard Annetta's voice in the room behind him, +speaking to her mother. He had no particular reason for supposing that +she had been out of the house since she had cleared the table and left +him, but unconsciously he had the impression that she had been away, +and was surprised to hear her in the room, after expecting that she +should pass him, coming in from the street, as the others had done. He +turned and walked slowly towards his place at the table. + +"I thought you had gone out," he said carelessly, to Annetta. + +The girl turned her head quickly. + +"I?" she cried. "And alone? Without even Gigetto? When do I ever go out +alone at night? Will you have some supper, Signore?" + +"I have just eaten, thank you," answered Dalrymple, seating himself. + +"Three hours ago. It was not yet an hour of the night when you ate. +Well--at your pleasure. Do not complain afterwards that we make you die +of hunger." + +"Bread, Annetta!" said Stefanone, gruffly but good-naturedly. "And +cheese, and salt--wine, too! A thousand things! Quickly, my daughter." + +"Quicker than this?" inquired the girl, who had already placed most of +the things he asked for upon the table. + +"I say it to say it," answered her father. "'Hunger makes long jumps,' +and I am hungry." + +"Did you win anything?" asked Sora Nanna, with both her elbows on the +table. + +"Five baiocchi." + +"It was worth while to pay ten baiocchi for another man's bad wine, for +the sake of winning so much!" replied Sora Nanna, who was a careful +soul. "Of course you paid for the wine?" + +"Eh--of course. They pay for wine when they come here. One takes a +little and one gives a little. This is life." + +Annetta busied herself with the simple preparations for supper, while +they talked. Dalrymple watched her idly, and he thought she was pale, +and that her eyes were very bright. She had set a plate for herself, but +had forgotten her glass. + +"And you? Do you not drink?" asked Stefanone. "You have no glass." + +"What does it matter?" She sat down between her father and mother. + +"Drink out of mine, my little daughter," said Stefanone, holding his +glass to her lips with a laugh, as though she had been a little child. + +She looked quietly into his eyes for a moment, before she touched the +wine with her lips. + +"Yes," she answered, with a little emphasis. "I will drink out of your +glass now." + +"Better so," laughed Stefanone, who was glad to be reconciled, for he +loved the girl, in spite of his occasional violence of temper. + +"What does it mean?" asked Sora Nanna, her cunning peasant's eyes +looking from one to the other, and seeming to belie her stupid face. + +"Nothing," answered Stefanone. "We were playing together. Signor +Englishman," he said, turning to Dalrymple, "you must sometimes wish +that you were married, and had a wife like Nanna, and a daughter like +Annetta." + +"Of course I do," said Dalrymple, with a smile. + +Before very long, he took his book and went upstairs to bed, being tired +and sleepy after a long day spent on the hillside in a fruitless search +for certain plants which, according to his books, were to be found in +that part of Italy, but which he had not yet seen. He fell asleep, +thinking of Maria Addolorata's lovely face and fair hair, on which he +had never laid eyes. In his dreams he heard a rare voice ringing true, +that touched him strangely. The gusty wind made the panes of his bedroom +window rattle, and in the dream he was tapping on Maria Addolorata's +casement and calling softly to her, to open it and speak to him, or +calling her by name, with his extraordinary foreign accent. And he +thought he was tapping louder and louder, upon the glass and upon the +wooden frame, louder and louder still. Then he heard his name called +out, and his heart jumped as though it would have turned upside down in +its place, and then seemed to sink again like a heavy stone falling into +deep water; for he was awake, and the voice that was calling him was +certainly not that of the beautiful nun, but gruff and manly; also the +tapping was not tapping any more upon a casement, but was a vigorous +pounding against his own bolted door. + +Dalrymple sat up suddenly and listened, wide awake at once. The square +of his window was faintly visible in the darkness, as though the dawn +were breaking. He called out, asking who was outside. + +"Get up, Signore! Get up! You are wanted quickly!" It was Stefanone. + +Dalrymple struck a light, for he had a supply of matches with him, a +convenience of modern life not at that time known in Subiaco, except as +an expensive toy, though already in use in Rome. As he was, he opened +the door. Stefanone came in, dressed in his shirt and breeches, pale +with excitement. + +"You must dress yourself, Signore," he said briefly, as he glanced at +the Scotchman, and then set down the small tin and glass lantern he +carried. + +"What is the matter?" inquired Dalrymple, yawning, and stretching his +great white arms over his head, till his knuckles struck the low +ceiling; for he was a tall man. + +"The matter is that they have killed Sor Tommaso," answered the peasant. + +Dalrymple uttered an exclamation of surprise and incredulity. + +"It is as I say," continued Stefanone. "They found him lying across the +way, in the street, with knife-wounds in him, as many as you please." + +"That is horrible!" exclaimed Dalrymple, turning, and calmly trimming +his lamp, which burned badly at first. + +"Then dress yourself, Signore!" said Stefanone, impatiently. "You must +come!" + +"Why? If he is dead, what can I do?" asked the northern man, coolly. "I +am sorry. What more can I say?" + +"But he is not dead yet!" Stefanone was growing excited. "They have +taken him--" + +"Oh! he is alive, is he?" interrupted the Scotchman, dashing at his +clothes, as though he were suddenly galvanized into life himself. "Then +why did you tell me they had killed him?" he asked, with a curious, dry +calmness of voice, as he instantly began to dress himself. "Get some +clean linen, Signor Stefano. Tear it up into strips as broad as your +hand, for bandages, and set the women to make a little lint of old +linen--cotton is not good. Where have they taken Sor Tommaso?" + +"To his own house," answered the peasant. + +"So much the better. Go and make the bandages." + +Dalrymple pushed Stefanone towards the door with one hand, while he +continued to fasten his clothes with the other. + +Stefanone was not without some experience of similar cases, so he +picked up his lantern and went off. In less than a quarter of an hour, +he and Dalrymple were on their way to Sor Tommaso's house, which was in +the piazza of Subiaco, not far from the principal church. Half a dozen +peasants, who had met the muleteers bringing the wounded doctor home +from the spot where he had been found, followed the two men, talking +excitedly in low voices and broken sentences. The dawn was grey above +the houses, and the autumn mists had floated up to the parapet on the +side where the little piazza looked down to the valley, and hung +motionless in the still air, like a stage sea in a theatre. In the +distance was heard the clattering of mules' shoes, and occasionally the +deep clanking of the goats' bells. Just as the little party reached the +small, dark green door of the doctor's house the distant convent bells +tolled one, then two quick strokes, then three again, and then five, and +then rang out the peal for the morning Angelus. The door of the dirty +little coffee shop in the piazza was already open, and a faint light +burned within. The air was damp, quiet and strangely resonant, as it +often is in mountain towns at early dawn. The gusty October wind had +gone down, after blowing almost all night. + +The case was far from being as serious as Dalrymple had expected, and he +soon convinced himself that Sor Tommaso was not in any great danger. He +had fainted from fright and some loss of blood, but neither of the two +thrusts which had wounded him had penetrated to his lungs, and the third +was little more than a scratch. Doubtless he owed his safety in part to +the fact that the wind had blown his cloak in folds over his shoulders +and head. But it was also clear that his assailant had possessed no +experience in the use of the knife as a weapon. When the group of men at +the door were told that Sor Tommaso was not mortally wounded, they went +away somewhat disappointed at the insignificant ending of the affair, +though the doctor was not an unpopular man in the town. + +"It is some woman," said one of them, contemptuously. "What can a woman +do with a knife? Worse than a cat--she scratches, and runs away." + +"Some little jealousy," observed another. "Eh! Sor Tommaso--who knows +where he makes love? But meanwhile he is growing old, to be so gay." + +"The old are the worst," replied the first speaker. "Since it is +nothing, let us have a baiocco's worth of acquavita, and let us go +away." + +So they turned into the dirty little coffee shop to get their pennyworth +of spirits. Meanwhile Dalrymple was washing and binding up his friend's +wounds. Sor Tommaso groaned and winced under every touch, and the +Scotchman, with dry gentleness, did his best to reassure him. Stefanone +looked on in silence for some time, helping Dalrymple when he was +needed. The doctor's servant-woman, a somewhat grimy peasant, was +sitting on the stairs, sobbing loudly. + +"It is useless," moaned Sor Tommaso. "I am dead." + +"I may be mistaken," answered Dalrymple, "but I think not." + +And he continued his operations with a sure hand, greatly to the +admiration of Stefanone, who had often seen knife-wounds dressed. +Gradually Sor Tommaso became more calm. His face, from having been +normally of a bright red, was now very pale, and his watery blue eyes +blinked at the light helplessly like a kitten's, as he lay still on his +pillow. Stefanone went away to his occupations at last, and Dalrymple, +having cleared away the litter of unused bandages and lint, and set +things in order, sat down by the bedside to keep his patient company for +a while. He was really somewhat anxious lest the wounds should have +taken cold. + +"If I get well, it will be a miracle," said Sor Tommaso, feebly. "I must +think of my soul." + +"By all means," answered the Scotchman. "It can do your soul no harm, +and contemplation rests the body." + +"You Protestants have not human sentiment," observed the Italian, moving +his head slowly on the pillow. "But I also think of the abbess. I was +to have gone there early this morning. She will also die. We shall both +die." + +Dalrymple crossed one leg over the other, and looked quietly at the +doctor. + +"Sor Tommaso," he said, "there is no other physician in Subiaco. I am a +doctor, properly licensed to practise. It is evidently my duty to take +care of your patients while you are ill." + +"Mercy!" cried Sor Tommaso, with sudden energy, and opening his eyes +very wide. + +"Are you afraid that I shall kill them," asked Dalrymple, with a smile. + +"Who knows? A foreigner! And the people say that you have converse with +the devil. But the common people are ignorant." + +"Very." + +"And as for the convent--a Protestant--for the abbess! They would rather +die. Figure to yourself what sort of a scandal there would be! A +Protestant in a convent, and then, in that convent, too! The abbess +would much rather die in peace." + +"At all events, I will go and offer my services. If the abbess prefers +to die in peace, she can answer to that effect. I will ask her what she +thinks about it." + +"Ask her!" repeated Sor Tommaso. "Do you imagine that you could see her? +But what can you know? I tell you that last night she was muffled up in +her chair, and her face covered. It needed the grace of Heaven, that I +might feel her pulse! As for her tongue, God knows what it is like! I +have not seen it. Not so much as the tip of it! Not even her eyes did I +see. And to-day I was not to be admitted at all, because the abbess +would be in bed. Imagine to yourself, with blisters and sinapisms, and a +hundred things. I was only to speak with Sister Maria Addolorata, who is +her niece, you know, in the anteroom of the abbess's apartment. They +would not let you in. They would give you a bath of holy water through +the loophole of the convent door and say, 'Go away, sinner; this is a +religious house!' You know them very little." + +"You are talking too much," observed Dalrymple, who had listened +attentively. "It is not good for you. Besides, since you are able to +speak, it would be better if you told me who stabbed you last night, +that I may go to the police, and have the person arrested, if possible." + +"You do not know what you are saying," answered Sor Tommaso, with sudden +gravity. "The woman has relations--who could handle a knife better than +she." + +And he turned his face away. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + + +THE sun was high when Dalrymple left Sor Tommaso in charge of the old +woman-servant and went back to Stefanone's house to dress himself with +more care than he had bestowed upon his hasty toilet at dawn. And now +that he had plenty of time, he was even more careful of his appearance +than usual; for he had fully determined to attempt to take Sor Tommaso's +place in attendance upon the abbess. He therefore put on a coat of a +sober colour and brushed his straight red hair smoothly back from his +forehead, giving himself easily that extremely grave and trust-inspiring +air which distinguishes many Scotchmen, and supports their solid +qualities, while it seems to deny the possibility of any adventurous and +romantic tendency. + +At that hour nobody was about the house, and Dalrymple, stick in hand, +sallied forth upon his expedition, looking for all the world as though +he were going to church in Edinburgh instead of meditating an entrance +into an Italian convent. He had said nothing more to the doctor on the +subject. The people in the streets had most of them seen him often and +knew him by name, and it did not occur to any one to wonder why a +foreigner should wear one sort of coat rather than another, when he took +his walks abroad. He walked leisurely; for the sky had cleared, and the +sun was hot. Moreover, he followed the longer road in order to keep his +shoes clean, instead of climbing up the narrow and muddy lane in which +Sor Tommaso had been attacked. He reached the convent door at last, +brushed a few specks of dust from his coat, settled his high collar and +the broad black cravat which was then taking the place of the stock, and +rang the bell with one steady pull. There was, perhaps, no occasion for +nervousness. At all events, Dalrymple was as deliberate in his movements +and as calm in all respects as he had ever been in his life. Only, just +after he had pulled the weather-beaten bell-chain, a half-humorous smile +bent his even lips and was gone again in a moment. + +There was the usual slapping and shuffling of slippers in the vaulted +archway within, but as it was now day, the loophole was opened +immediately, and the portress came alone. Dalrymple explained in +strangely accented but good Italian that Sor Tommaso had met with an +accident in the night; that he, Angus Dalrymple, was a friend of the +doctor's and a doctor himself, and had undertaken all of Sor Tommaso's +duties, and, finally, that he begged the portress to find Sister Maria +Addolorata, to repeat his story, and to offer his humble services in +the cause of the abbess's recovery. All of which the veiled nun within +heard patiently to the end. + +"I will speak to Sister Maria Addolorata," she said. "Have the goodness +to wait." + +"Outside?" inquired Dalrymple, as the little shutter of the loophole was +almost closed. + +"Of course," answered the nun, opening it again, and shutting it as soon +as she had spoken. + +Dalrymple waited a long time in the blazing sun. The main entrance of +the convent faced to the southeast, and it was not yet midday. He grew +hot, after his walk, and softly wiped his forehead, and carefully folded +his handkerchief again before returning it to his pocket. At last he +heard the sound of steps again, and in a few seconds the loophole was +once more opened. + +"Sister Maria Addolorata will speak with you," said the portress's +voice, as he approached his face to the little grating. + +He felt an odd little thrill of pleasant surprise. But so far as seeing +anything was concerned, he was disappointed. Instead of one veiled nun, +there were now two veiled nuns. + +"Madam," he began, "my friend Doctor Tommaso Taddei has met with an +accident which prevents him from leaving his bed." And he went on to +repeat all that he had told the portress, with such further +explanations as he deemed necessary and persuasive. + +While he spoke, Maria Addolorata drew back a little into the deeper +shadow away from the loophole. Her veil hung over her eyes, and the +folds were drawn across her mouth, but she gradually raised her head, +throwing it back until she could see Dalrymple's face from beneath the +edge of the black material. In so doing she unconsciously uncovered her +mouth. The Scotchman saw a good part of her features, and gazed intently +at what he saw, rightly judging that as the sun was behind him, she +could hardly be sure whether he were looking at her or not. + +As for her, she was doubtless inspired by a natural curiosity, but at +the same time she understood the gravity of the case and wished to form +an opinion as to the advisability of admitting the stranger. A glance +told her that Dalrymple was a gentleman, and she was reassured by the +gravity of his voice and by the fact that he was evidently acquainted +with the abbess's condition, and must, therefore, be a friend of Sor +Tommaso. When he had finished speaking, she immediately looked down +again, and seemed to be hesitating. + +"Open the door, Sister Filomena," she said at last. + +The portress shook her head almost imperceptibly as she obeyed, but she +said nothing. The whole affair was in her eyes exceedingly irregular. +Maria Addolorata should have retired to the little room adjoining the +convent parlour, and separated from it by a double grating, and +Dalrymple should have been admitted to the parlour itself, and they +should have said what they had to say to one another through the bars, +in the presence of the portress. But Maria Addolorata was the abbess's +niece. The abbess was too ill to give orders--too ill even to speak, it +was rumoured. In a few days Maria Addolorata might be 'Her most Reverend +Excellency.' Meanwhile she was mistress of the situation, and it was +safer to obey her. Moreover, the portress was only a lay sister, an old +and ignorant creature, accustomed to do what she was told to do by the +ladies of the convent. + +Dalrymple took off his hat and stooped low to enter through the small +side-door. As soon as he had passed the threshold, he stood up to his +height and then made a low bow to Maria Addolorata, whose veil now quite +covered her eyes and prevented her from seeing him,--a fact which he +realized immediately. + +"Give warning to the sisters, Sister Filomena," said Maria Addolorata to +the portress, who nodded respectfully and walked away into the gloom +under the arches, leaving the nun and Dalrymple together by the door. + +"It is necessary to give warning," she explained, "lest you should meet +any of the sisters unveiled in the corridors, and they should be +scandalized." + +Dalrymple again bowed gravely and stood still, his eyes fixed upon Maria +Addolorata's veiled head, but wandering now and then to her heavy but +beautifully shaped white hands, which she held carelessly clasped before +her and holding the end of the great rosary of brown beads which hung +from her side. He thought he had never seen such hands before. They were +high-bred, and yet at the same time there was a strongly material +attraction about them. + +He did not know what to say, and as nothing seemed to be expected of +him, he kept silence for some time. At last Maria Addolorata, as though +impatient at the long absence of the portress, tapped the pavement +softly with her sandal slipper, and turned her head in the direction of +the arches as though to listen for approaching footsteps. + +"I hope that the abbess is no worse than when Doctor Taddei saw her last +night," observed Dalrymple. + +"Her most reverend excellency," answered Maria Addolorata, with a little +emphasis, as though to teach him the proper mode of addressing the +abbess, "is suffering. She has had a bad night." + +"I shall hope to be allowed to give some advice to her most reverend +excellency," said Dalrymple, to show that he had understood the hint. + +"She will not allow you to see her. But you shall come with me to the +antechamber, and I will speak with her and tell you what she says." + +"I shall be greatly obliged, and will do my best to give good advice +without seeing the patient." + +Another pause followed, during which neither moved. Then Maria +Addolorata spoke again, further reassured, perhaps, by Dalrymple's quiet +and professional tone. She had too lately left the world to have lost +the habit of making conversation to break an awkward silence. Years of +seclusion, too, instead of making her shy and silent, had given her +something of the ease and coolness of a married woman. This was natural +enough, considering that she was born of worldly people and had acquired +the manners of the world in her own home, in childhood. + +"You are an Englishman, I presume, Signor Doctor?" she observed, in a +tone of interrogation. + +"A Scotchman, Madam," answered Dalrymple, correcting her and drawing +himself up a little. "My name is Angus Dalrymple." + +"It is the same--an Englishman or a Scotchman," said the nun. + +"Pardon me, Madam, we consider that there is a great difference. The +Scotch are chiefly Celts. Englishmen are Anglo-Saxons." + +"But you are all Protestants. It is therefore the same for us." + +Dalrymple feared a discussion of the question of religion. He did not +answer the nun's last remark, but bowed politely. She, of course, could +not see the inclination he made. + +"You say nothing," she said presently. "Are you a Protestant?" + +"Yes, Madam." + +"It is a pity!" said Maria Addolorata. "May God send you light." + +"Thank you, Madam." + +Maria Addolorata smiled under her veil at the polite simplicity of the +reply. She had met Englishmen in Rome. + +"It is no longer customary to address us as 'Madam,'" she answered, a +moment later. "It is more usual to speak to us as 'Sister' or 'Reverend +Sister'--or 'Sister Maria.' I am Sister Maria Addolorata. But you know +it, for you sent your message to me." + +"Doctor Taddei told me." + +At this point the portress appeared in the distance, and Maria +Addolorata, hearing footsteps, turned her head from Dalrymple, raising +her veil a little, so that she could recognize the lay sister without +showing her face to the young man. + +"Let us go," she said, dropping her veil again, and beginning to walk +on. "The sisters are warned." + +Dalrymple followed her in silence and at a respectful distance, +congratulating himself upon his extraordinary good fortune in having got +so far on the first attempt, and inwardly praying that Sor Tommaso's +wounds might take a considerable time in healing. It had all come about +so naturally that he had lost the sensation of doing something +adventurous which had at first taken possession of him, and he now +regarded everything as possible, even to being invited to a friendly cup +of tea in Sister Maria Addolorata's sitting-room; for he imagined her as +having a sitting-room and as drinking tea there in a semi-luxurious +privacy. The idea would have amused an Italian of those days, when tea +was looked upon as medicine. + +They reached the end of the last corridor. Dalrymple, like Sor Tommaso, +was admitted to the antechamber, while the portress waited outside to +conduct him back again. But Maria did not take him into the abbess's +parlour, into which she went at once, closing the door behind her. +Dalrymple sat down upon a carved wooden box-bench, and waited. The nun +was gone a long time. + +"I have kept you waiting," she said, as she entered the little room +again. + +"My time is altogether at your service, Sister Maria Addolorata," he +answered, rising quickly. "How is her most reverend excellency?" + +"Very ill. I do not know what to say. She will not hear of seeing you. +I fear she will not live long, for she can hardly breathe." + +"Does she cough?" + +"Not much. Not so much as last night. She complains that she cannot draw +her breath and that her lungs feel full of something." + +The case was evidently serious, and Dalrymple, who was a physician by +nature, proceeded to extract as much information as he could from the +nun, who did her best to answer all his questions clearly. The long +conversation, with its little restraints and its many attempts at a +mutual understanding, did more to accustom Maria Addolorata to +Dalrymple's presence and personality than any number of polite speeches +on his part could have done. There is an unavoidable tendency to +intimacy between any two people who are together engaged in taking care +of a sick person. + +"I can give you directions and good advice," said Dalrymple, at last. +"But it can never be the same as though I could see the patient myself. +Is there no possible means of obtaining her consent? She may die for the +want of just such advice as I can only give after seeing her. Would not +her brother, his Eminence the Cardinal, perhaps recommend her to let me +visit her once?" + +"That is an idea," answered the nun, quickly. "My uncle is a man of +broad views. I have heard it said in Rome. I could write to him that +Doctor Taddei is unable to come, and that a celebrated foreign physician +is here--" + +"Not celebrated," interrupted Dalrymple, with his literal Scotch +veracity. + +"What difference can it make?" uttered Maria Addolorata, moving her +shoulders a little impatiently. "He will be the more ready to use his +influence, for he is much attached to my aunt. Then, if he can persuade +her, I can send down the gardener to the town for you this afternoon. It +may not be too late." + +"I see that you have some confidence in me," said Dalrymple. "I am of a +newer school than Doctor Taddei. If you will follow my directions, I +will almost promise that her most reverend excellency shall not die +before to-morrow." + +He smiled now, as he gave the abbess her full title, for he began to +feel as though he had known Maria Addolorata for a long time, though he +had only had one glimpse of her eyes, just when she had raised her head +to get a look at him through the loophole of the gate. But he had not +forgotten them, and he felt that he knew them. + +"I will do all you tell me," she answered quietly. + +Dalrymple had some English medicines with him on his travels, and not +knowing what might be required of him at the convent, he had brought +with him a couple of tiny bottles. + +"This when she coughs--ten drops," he said, handing the bottles to the +nun. "And five drops of this once an hour, until her chest feels freer." + +He gave her minute directions, as far as he could, about the general +treatment of the patient, which Maria repeated and got by heart. + +"I will let you know before twenty-three o'clock what the cardinal says +to the plan," she said. "In this way you will be able to come up by +daylight." + +As Dalrymple took his leave, he held out his hand, forgetting that he +was in Italy. + +"It is not our custom," said Maria Addolorata, thrusting each of her own +hands into the opposite sleeve. + +But there was nothing cold in her tone. On the contrary, Dalrymple +fancied that she was almost on the point of laughing at that moment, and +he blushed at his awkwardness. But she could not see his face. + +"Your most humble servant," he said, bowing to her. + +"Good day, Signor Doctor," she answered, through the open door, as the +portress jingled her keys and prepared to follow Dalrymple. + +So he took his departure, not without much satisfaction at the result of +his first attempt. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + + +SOR TOMMASO recovered but slowly, though his injuries were of themselves +not dangerous. His complexion was apoplectic and gouty, he was no longer +young, and before forty-eight hours had gone by his wounds were +decidedly inflamed and he had a little fever. At the same time he was by +no means a courageous man, and he was ready to cry out that he was dead, +whenever he felt himself worse. Besides this, he lost his temper several +times daily with Dalrymple, who resolutely refused to bleed him, and he +insisted upon eating and drinking more than was good for him, at a time +when if he had been his own patient he would have enforced starvation as +necessary to recovery. + +Meanwhile the cardinal had exerted his influence with his sister, the +abbess, and had so far succeeded that Dalrymple, who went every day to +the convent, was now made to stand with his back to the abbess's open +door, in order that he might at least ask her questions and hear her own +answers. Many an old Italian doctor can tell of even stranger and more +absurd precautions observed by the nuns of those days. As soon as the +oral examination was over, Maria Addolorata shut the door and came out +into the parlour, where Dalrymple finished his visit, prolonging it in +conversation with her by every means he could devise. + +Though encumbered with a little of the northern shyness, Dalrymple was +not diffident. There is a great difference between shyness and +diffidence. Diffidence distrusts itself; shyness distrusts the mere +outward impression made on others. At this time Dalrymple had no object +beyond enjoying the pleasure of talking with Maria Addolorata, and no +hope beyond that of some day seeing her face without the veil. As for +her voice, his present position as doctor to the convent made it foolish +for him to run the risk of being caught listening for her songs behind +the garden wall. But he had not forgotten what Annetta had told him, and +Maria Addolorata's soft intonations and liquid depths of tone in +speaking led him to believe that the peasant girl had not exaggerated +the nun's gift of singing. + +One day, after he had seen her and talked with her more than half a +dozen times, he approached the subject, merely for the sake of +conversation, saying that he had been told of her beautiful voice by +people who had heard her across the garden. + +"It is true," she answered simply. "I have a good voice. But it is +forbidden here to sing except in church," she added with a sigh. "And +now that my aunt is ill, I would not displease her for anything." + +"That is natural," said Dalrymple. "But I would give anything in the +world to hear you." + +"In church you can hear me. The church is open on Sundays at the +Benediction service. We are behind the altar in the choir, of course. +But perhaps you would know my voice from the rest because it is deeper." + +"I should know it in a hundred thousand," asseverated the Scotchman, +with warmth. + +"That would be a great many--a whole choir of angels!" And the nun +laughed softly, as she sometimes did, now that she knew him so much +better. + +There was something warm and caressing in her laughter, short and low as +it was, that made Dalrymple look at those full white hands of hers and +wonder whether they might not be warm and caressing too. + +"Will you sing a little louder than the rest next Sunday afternoon, +Sister Maria?" he asked. "I will be in the church." + +"That would be a great sin," she answered, but not very gravely. + +"Why?" + +"Because I should have to be thinking about you instead of about the +holy service. Do you not know that? But nothing is sinful according to +you Protestants, I suppose. At all events, come to the church." + +"Do you think we are all devils, Sister Maria?" asked Dalrymple, with a +smile. + +"More or less." She laughed again. "They say in the town that you have a +compact with the devil." + +"Do you hear what is said in the town?" + +"Sometimes. The gardener brings the gossip and tells it to the cook. Or +Sora Nanna tells it to me when she brings the linen. There are a +thousand ways. The people think we know nothing because they never see +us. But we hear all that goes on." + +Dalrymple said nothing in answer for some time. Then he spoke suddenly +and rather hoarsely. + +"Shall I never see you, Sister Maria?" he asked. + +"Me? But you see me every day--" + +"Yes,--but your face, without the veil." + +Maria Addolorata shook her head. + +"It is against all rules," she answered. + +"Is it not against all rules that we should sit here and make +conversation every day for half an hour?" + +"Yes--I suppose it is. But you are here as a doctor to take care of my +aunt," she added quickly. "That makes it right. You are not a man. You +are a doctor." + +"Oh,--I understand." Dalrymple laughed a little. "Then I am never to see +your beautiful face?" + +"How do you know it is beautiful, since you have never seen it?" + +"From your beautiful hands," answered the young man, promptly. + +"Oh!" Maria Addolorata glanced at her hands and then, with a movement +which might have been quicker, concealed them in her sleeves. + +"It is a sin to hide what God has made beautiful," said Dalrymple. + +"If I have anything about me that is beautiful, it is for God's glory +that I hide it," answered Maria, with real gravity this time. + +Dalrymple understood that he had gone a little too far, though he did +not exactly regret it, for the next words she spoke showed him that she +was not really offended. Nevertheless, in order to exhibit a proper +amount of contrition he took his leave with a little more formality than +usual on this particular occasion. Possibly she was willing to show that +she forgave him, for she hesitated a moment just before opening the +door, and then, to his great surprise, held out her hand to him. + +"It is your custom," she said, just touching his eagerly outstretched +fingers. "But you must not look at it," she added, drawing it back +quickly and hiding it in her sleeve with another low laugh. And she +began to shut the door almost before he had quite gone through. + +Dalrymple walked more slowly on that day, as he descended through the +steep and narrow streets, and though he was surefooted by nature and +habit, he almost stumbled once or twice on his way down, because, +somehow, though his eyes looked towards his feet, he did not see exactly +where he was going. + +There is no necessity for analyzing his sensations. It is enough to say +at once that he was beginning to be really in love with Maria +Addolorata, and that he denied the fact to himself stoutly, though it +forced itself upon him with every step which took him further from the +convent. He felt on that day a strong premonitory symptom in the shape +of a logical objection, as it were, to his returning again to see the +nun. The objection was the evident and total futility of the almost +intimate intercourse into which the two were gliding. The day must soon +come when the abbess would no longer need his assistance. In all +probability she would recover, for the more alarming symptoms had +disappeared, and she showed signs of regaining her strength by slow +degrees. It was quite clear to Dalrymple that, after her ultimate +recovery, his chance of seeing and talking with Maria Addolorata would +be gone forever. Sor Tommaso, indeed, recovered but slowly. Of the two +his case was the worse, for fever had set in on the third day and had +not left him yet, so that he assured Dalrymple almost hourly that his +last moment was at hand. But he also was sure to get well, in the +Scotchman's opinion, and the latter knew well enough that his own +temporary privileges as physician to the convent would be withdrawn from +him as soon as the Subiaco doctor should be able to climb the hill. + +It was all, therefore, but a brief incident in his life, which could not +possibly have any continuation hereafter. He tried in vain to form plans +and create reasons for seeing Maria Addolorata even once a month for +some time to come, but his ingenuity failed him altogether, and he grew +angry with himself for desiring what was manifestly impossible. + +With true masculine inconsequence, so soon as he was displeased with +himself he visited his displeasure upon the object that attracted him, +and on the earliest possible occasion, on their very next meeting. He +assumed an air of coldness and reserve such as he had certainly not +thought necessary to put on at his first visit. Almost without any +preliminary words of courtesy, and without any attempt to prolong the +short conversation which always took place before he was made to stand +with his back to the abbess's open door, he coldly inquired about the +good lady's condition during the past night, and made one or two +observations thereon with a brevity almost amounting to curtness. + +Maria Addolorata was surprised; but as her face was covered, and her +hands were quietly folded before her, Dalrymple could not see that his +behaviour had any effect upon her. She did not answer his last remark at +all, but quietly bowed her head. + +Then followed the usual serio-comic scene, during which Dalrymple stood +turned away from the open door, asking questions of the sick woman, and +listening attentively for her low-spoken answers. To tell the truth, he +judged of her condition more from the sound of her voice than from +anything else. He had also taught Maria Addolorata how to feel the +pulse; and she counted the beats while he looked at his watch. His chief +anxiety was now for the action of the heart, which had been weakened by +a lifetime of unhealthy living, by food inadequate in quality, even when +sufficient in quantity, by confinement within doors, and lack of +life-giving sunshine, and by all those many causes which tend to reduce +the vitality of a cloistered nun. + +When the comedy was over, Maria Addolorata shut the door as usual; and +she and Dalrymple were alone together in the abbess's parlour, as they +were every day. The abbess herself could hear that they were talking, +but she naturally supposed that they were discussing the details of her +condition; and as she felt that she was really recovering, so far as +she could judge, and as almost every day, after Dalrymple had gone, +Maria Addolorata had some new direction of his to carry out, the elder +lady's suspicions were not aroused. On the contrary, her confidence in +the Scotch doctor grew from day to day; and in the long hours during +which she lay thinking over her state and its circumstances, she made +plans for his conversion, in which her brother, the cardinal, bore a +principal part. She was grateful to Dalrymple, and it seemed to her that +the most proper way of showing her gratitude would be to save his soul, +a point of view unusual in the ordinary relations of life. + +On this particular day, Maria Addolorata shut the door, and came forward +into the parlour as usual. As usual, too, she sat down in the abbess's +own big easy-chair, expecting that Dalrymple would seat himself opposite +to her. But he remained standing, with the evident intention of going +away in a few moments. He said a few words about the patient, gave one +or two directions, and then stood still in silence for a moment. + +Maria Addolorata lifted her head a little, but not enough to show him +more than an inch of her face. + +"Have I displeased you, Signor Doctor?" she asked, in her deep, warm +voice. "Have I not carried out your orders?" + +"On the contrary," answered Dalrymple, with a stiffness which he +resented in himself. "It is impossible to be more conscientious than you +always are." + +Seeing that he still remained standing, the nun rose to her feet, and +waited for him to go. She believed that she was far too proud to detain +him, if he wished to shorten the meeting. But something hurt her, which +she could not understand. + +Dalrymple hesitated a moment, and his lips parted as though he were +about to speak. The silence was prolonged only for a moment or two. + +"Good morning, Sister Maria Addolorata," he said suddenly, and bowed. + +"Good morning, Signor Doctor," answered the nun. + +She bent her head very slightly, but a keener observer than Dalrymple +was, just then, would have noticed that as she did so, her shoulders +moved forward a little, as though her breast were contracted by some +sudden little pain. Dalrymple did not see it. He bowed again, let +himself out, and closed the door softly behind him. + +When he was gone, Maria Addolorata sat down in the big easy-chair again, +and uncovered her face, doubling her veil back upon her head, and +withdrawing the thick folds from her chin and mouth. Her features were +very pale, as she sat staring at the sky through the window, and her +eyes fixed themselves in that look which was peculiar to her. Her full +white hands strained upon each other a little, bringing the colour to +the tips of her fingers. During some minutes she did not move. Then she +heard her aunt's voice calling to her hoarsely. She rose at once, and +went into the bedroom. The abbess's pale face was very thin and yellow +now, as it lay upon the white pillow; the coverlet was drawn up to her +chin, and a grimly carved black crucifix hung directly above her head. + +"The doctor did not stay long to-day," she said, in a hollow tone. + +"No, mother," answered the young nun. "He thinks you are doing very +well. He wishes you to eat a wing of roast chicken." + +"If I could have a little salad," said the abbess. "Maria," she added +suddenly, "you are careful to keep your face covered when you are in the +next room, are you not?" + +"Always." + +"You generally do not raise your veil until you come into this room, +after the doctor is gone," said the elder lady. + +"He went so soon, to-day," answered Maria Addolorata, with perfectly +innocent truth. "I stayed a moment in the parlour, thinking over his +directions, and I lifted my veil when I was alone. It is close to-day." + +"Go into the garden, and walk a little," said the abbess. "It will do +you good. You are pale." + +If she had felt even a faint uneasiness about her niece's conduct, it +was removed by the latter's manner. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + + +ONCE more Dalrymple was sitting over his supper at the table in the +vaulted room on the ground floor which Stefanone used as a wine shop. To +tell the truth, it was very superior to the ordinary wine shops of +Subiaco and had an exceptional reputation. The common people never came +there, because Stefanone did not sell his cheap wine at retail, but sent +it all to Rome, or took it thither himself for the sake of getting a +higher price for it. He always said that he did not keep an inn, and +perhaps as much on account of his relations with Gigetto's family, he +assumed as far as possible the position of a wine-dealer rather than +that of a wine-seller. The distinction, in Italian mountain towns, is +very marked. + +"They can have a measure of the best, if they care to pay for it," he +said. "If they wish a mouthful of food, there is what there is. But I am +not the village host, and Nanna is not a wine-shop cook, to fry tripe +and peel onions for Titius and Caius." + +The old Roman expression, denoting generally the average public, +survives still in polite society, and Stefanone had caught it from Sor +Tommaso. + +Dalrymple was sitting as usual over his supper, by the light of the +triple-beaked brass lamp, his measure of wine beside him, and a +beefsteak, which on this occasion was really of beef, before him. +Stefanone was absent in Rome, with a load of wine. Sora Nanna sat on +Dalrymple's right, industriously knitting in Italian fashion, one of the +needles stuck into and supported by a wooden sheath thrust into her +waist-band, while she worked off the stitches with the others. Annetta +sat opposite the Scotchman, but a little on one side of the lamp, so +that she could see his face. + +"Mother," she said suddenly, without lifting her chin from the hand in +which it rested, "you do not know anything! This Signor Englishman is +making love with a nun in the convent! Eh--what do you think of it? Only +this was wanting. A little more and the lightning will fall upon the +convent! These Protestants! Oh, these blessed Protestants! They respect +nothing, not even the saints!" + +"My daughter! what are you saying?" + +Sora Nanna's fingers did not pause in their work, nor did her eyes look +up, but the deep furrow showed itself in her thick peasant's forehead, +and her coarse, hard lips twitched clumsily with the beginning of a +smile. + +"What am I saying? The truth. Ask rather of the Signore whether it is +not true." + +"It is silly," said Dalrymple, growing unnaturally red, and looking up +sharply at Annetta, before he took his next mouthful. + +"Look at him, mother!" laughed the girl. "He is red, red--he seems to me +a boiled shrimp. Eh, this time I have guessed it! And as for Sister +Maria Addolorata, she no longer sees with her eyes! To-day, when you +were carrying in the baskets, you and the other women who went with us, +I asked her whether the abbess was satisfied with the new doctor, and +she answered that he was a very wise man, much wiser than Sor Tommaso. +So I told her that it was a pity, because Sor Tommaso was getting well +and would not allow the English doctor to come instead of him much +longer. Then she looked at me. By Bacchus, I was afraid. Certain eyes! +Not even a cat when you take away her kittens! A little more and she +would have eaten me. And then her face made itself of marble--like that +face of a woman that is built into the fountain in the piazza. +Arch-priest! What a face!" + +The girl stared hard at Dalrymple, and her mouth laughed wickedly at his +evident embarrassment, while there was something very different from +laughter in her eyes. During the long speech, Sora Nanna had stopped +knitting, and she looked from her daughter to the Scotchman with a sort +of half-stupid, half-cunning curiosity. + +"But these are sins!" she exclaimed at last. + +"And what does it matter?" asked the girl. "Does he go to confession? So +what does it matter? He keeps the account himself, of his sins. I should +not like to have them on my shoulders. But as for Sister Maria +Addolorata--oh, she! I told you that she sinned in her throat. Well, the +sin is ready, now. What is she waiting for? For the abbess to die? Or +for Sor Tommaso to get well? Then she will not see the Signor Englishman +any more. It would be better for her. When she does not see him any +more, she will knead her pillow with tears, and make her bread of it, to +bite and eat. Good appetite, Sister Maria!" + +"You talk, you talk, and you conclude nothing," observed Sora Nanna. +"You have certain thoughts in your head! And you do not let the Signore +say even a word." + +"What can he say? He will say that it is not true. But then, who will +believe him? I should like to see them a little together. I am sure that +she shows him her face, and that it is 'Signor Doctor' here, and 'Dear +Signor Doctor' there, and a thousand gentlenesses. Tell the truth, +Signore. She shows you her face." + +"No," said Dalrymple, who had regained his self-possession. "She never +shows me her face." + +"What a shame for a Carmelite nun to show her face to a man!" cried the +girl. + +"But I tell you she is always veiled to her chin," insisted Dalrymple, +with perfect truth. + +"Eh! It is you who say so!" retorted Annetta. "But then, what can it +matter to me? Make love with a nun, if it goes, Signore. Youth is a +flower--when it is withered, it is hay, and the beasts eat it." + +"This is true," said Sora Nanna, returning to her knitting. "But do not +pay attention to her, Signore. She is stupid. She does not know what she +says. Eat, drink, and manage your own affairs. It is better. What can a +child understand? It is like a little dog that sees and barks, without +understanding. But you are a much instructed man and have been round the +whole world. Therefore you know many things. It seems natural." + +Though Dalrymple was not diffident, as has been said, he was far from +vain, on the whole, and in particular he had none of that contemptible +vanity which makes a man readily believe that every woman he meets is in +love with him. He had not the slightest idea at that time that Annetta, +the peasant girl, looked upon him with anything more than the curiosity +and vague interest usually bestowed on a foreigner in Italy. + +He was annoyed, however, by what she said this evening, though he was +also secretly surprised and delighted. The contradiction is a common +one. The miser is half mad with joy on discovering that he has much +more than he supposed, and bitterly resents, at the same time, any +notice which may be taken of the fact by others. + +Annetta did not enjoy his discomfiture and evident embarrassment, for +she was far more deeply hurt herself than she realized, and every word +she had spoken about Maria Addolorata had hurt her, though she had taken +a sort of vague delight in teasing Dalrymple. She relapsed into silence +now, alternately wishing that he loved her, and then, that she might +kill him. If she could not have his heart, she would be satisfied with +his blood. There was a passionate animal longing in the instinct to have +him for herself, even dead, rather than that any other woman should get +his love. + +Dalrymple was aware only that the girl's words had annoyed him, while +inwardly conscious that if what she said were true, the truth would make +a difference in his life. He showed no inclination to talk any more, and +finished his supper in a rather morose silence, turning to his book as +soon as he had done. Then Gigetto came in with his guitar and sang and +talked with the two women. + +But he was restless that night, and did not fall asleep until the moon +had set and his window grew dark. And even in his dreams he was restless +still, so that when he awoke in the morning he said to himself that he +had been foolish in his behaviour towards Maria Addolorata on the +previous day. He felt tired, too, and his colour was less brilliant +than usual. It was Sunday, and he remembered that if he chose he could +go in the afternoon to the Benediction in the convent church and hear +Maria's voice perhaps. But at the usual hour, just before noon, he went +to make his visit to the abbess. + +It was his intention to forget his stiff manner, and to behave as he had +always behaved until yesterday. Strange to say, however, he felt a +constraint coming upon him as soon as he was in the nun's presence. She +received him as usual, there was the usual comic scene at the abbess's +door, and, as every day, the two were alone together after her door was +shut. + +"Are you ill?" asked Maria Addolorata, after a moment's silence which, +short as it was, both felt to be awkward. + +Dalrymple was taken by surprise. The tone in which she had spoken was +cold and distant rather than expressive of any concern for his welfare, +but he did not think of that. He only realized that his manner must seem +to her very unusual, since she asked such a question. An Italian would +have observed that his own face was pale, and would have told her that +he was dying of love. + +"No, I am not ill," answered the Scotchman, simply, and in his most +natural tone of voice. + +"Then what is the matter with you since yesterday?" asked Maria +Addolorata, less coldly, and as though she were secretly amused. + +"There is nothing the matter--at least, nothing that I could explain to +you." + +She sat down in the big easy-chair and, as formerly, he took his seat +opposite to her. + +"There is something," she insisted, speaking thoughtfully. "You cannot +deceive a woman, Signor Doctor." + +Dalrymple smiled and looked at her veiled head. + +"You said the other day that I was not a man, but a doctor," he +answered. "I suppose I might answer that you are not a woman, but a +nun." + +"And is not a nun a woman?" asked Maria Addolorata, and he knew that she +was smiling, too. + +"You would not forgive me if I answered you," he said. + +"Who knows? I might be obliged to, since I am obliged to meet you every +day. It may be a sin, but I am curious." + +"Shall I tell you?" + +As though instinctively, Maria was silent for a moment, and turned her +veiled face towards the abbess's door. But Dalrymple needed no such +warning to lower his voice. + +"Tell me," she said, and under her veil she could feel that her eyes +were growing deep and the pupils wide and dark, and she knew that she +had done wrong. + +"How should I know whether you are a saint or only a woman, since I have +never seen your face?" he asked. "I shall never know--for in a few days +Doctor Taddei will be well again, and you will not need my services." + +He saw the quick tightening of one hand upon the other, and the slight +start of the head, and in a flash he knew that all Annetta had told him +was true. The silence that followed seemed longer than the awkward pause +which had preceded the conversation. + +"It cannot be so soon," she said in a very low tone. + +"It may be to-morrow," he answered, and to his own astonishment his +voice almost broke in his throat, and he felt that his own hands were +twisting each other, as though he were in pain. "I shall die without +seeing you," he added almost roughly. + +Again there was a short silence in the still room. + +Suddenly, with quick movements of both hands at once, Maria Addolorata +threw back the veil from her face, and drew away the folds that covered +her mouth. + +"There, see me!" she exclaimed. "Look at me well this once!" + +Her face was as white as marble, and her dark eyes had a wild and +startled look in them, as though she saw the world for the first time. +A ringlet of red-gold hair had escaped from the bands of white that +crossed her forehead in an even line and were drawn down straight on +either side, for in the quick movement she had made she had loosened the +pin that held them together under her chin, and had freed the dazzling +throat down to the high collar. + +[Illustration: "She had covered her face with the veil."--Vol. I., p. +126.] + +Dalrymple's pale, bright blue eyes caught fire, and he looked at her +with all his being, at her face, her throat, her eyes, the ringlet of +her hair. He breathed audibly, with parted lips, between his clenched +teeth. + +Gradually, as he looked, he saw the red blush rise from the throat to +the cheeks, from the cheeks to the forehead, and the marble grew more +beautiful with womanly life. Then, all at once, he saw the hot tears +welling up in her eyes, and in an instant the vision was gone. With a +passionate movement she had covered her face with the veil, and throwing +herself sideways against the high back of the chair, she pressed the +dark stuff still closer to her eyes and mouth and cheeks. Her whole body +shook convulsively, and a moment later she was sobbing, not audibly, but +visibly, as though her heart were breaking. + +Dalrymple was again taken by surprise. He had been so completely lost in +the utterly selfish contemplation of her beauty that he had been very +far from realizing what she herself must have felt as soon as she +appreciated what she had done. He at once accused himself of having +looked too rudely at her, but at the same time he was himself too much +disturbed to argue the matter. Quite instinctively he rose to his feet +and tried to take one of her hands from her veil, touching it +comfortingly. But she made a wild gesture, as though to drive him away. + +"Go!" she cried in a low and broken voice, between her sobs. "Go! Go +quickly!" + +She could not say more for her sobbing, but he did not obey her. He only +drew back a little and watched her, all his blood on fire from the touch +of her soft white hand. + +She stifled her sobs in her veil, and gradually grew more calm. She even +arranged the veil itself a little better, her face still turned away +towards the back of the chair. + +"Maria! Maria!" The abbess's voice was calling her, hoarsely and almost +desperately, from the next room. + +She started and sat up straight, listening. Then the cry was heard +again, more desperate, less loud. With a quick skill which seemed +marvellous in Dalrymple's eyes, Maria adjusted her veil almost before +she had sprung to her feet. + +"Wait!" she said. "Something is the matter!" + +She was at the bedroom door in an instant, and in an instant more she +was at her aunt's bedside. + +"Maria--I am dying," said the abbess's voice faintly, as she felt the +nun's arm under her head. + +Dalrymple heard the words, and did not hesitate as he hastily felt for +something in his pocket. + +"Come!" cried Maria Addolorata. + +But he was already there, on the other side of the bed, pouring +something between the sick lady's lips. + +It was fortunate that he was there at that moment. He had indeed +anticipated the possibility of a sudden failure in the action of the +heart, and he never came to the convent without a small supply of a +powerful stimulant of his own invention. The liquid, however, was of +such a nature that he did not like to leave the use of it to Maria +Addolorata's discretion, for he was aware that she might easily be +mistaken in the symptoms of the collapse which would really require its +use. + +The abbess swallowed a sufficient quantity of it, and Dalrymple allowed +her head to lie again upon the pillow. She looked almost as though she +were dead. Her eyes were turned up, and her jaw had dropped. Maria +Addolorata believed that all was over. + +"She is dead," she said. "Let us leave her in peace." + +It is a very ancient custom among Italians to withdraw as soon as a +dying person is unconscious, if not even before the supreme moment. + +"She will probably live through this," answered Dalrymple, shaking his +head. + +Neither he nor the nun spoke again for a long time. Little by little, +the abbess revived under the influence of the stimulant, the heart beat +less faintly, and the mouth slowly closed, while the eyelids shut +themselves tightly over the upturned eyes. The normal regular breathing +began again, and the crisis was over. + +"It is passed," said Dalrymple. "It will not come again to-day. We can +leave her now, for she will sleep." + +"Yes," said the abbess herself. "Let me sleep." Her voice was faint, but +the words were distinctly articulated. + +Then she opened her eyes and looked about her quite naturally. Her +glance rested on Dalrymple's face. Suddenly realizing that she was not +veiled, she drew the coverlet up over her face. It is a peculiarity of +such cases, that the patient returns almost immediately to ordinary +consciousness when the moment of danger is past. + +"Go!" she said, with more energy than might have been expected. "This is +a religious house. You must not be here." + +Dalrymple retired into the parlour again, shutting the door behind him, +and waited for Maria Addolorata, for it was now indispensable that he +should give her directions for the night. During the few minutes which +passed while he was alone, he stood looking out of the window. The +excitement of the last half-hour had cut off from his present state of +mind the emotion he had felt before the abbess's cry for help, but had +not decreased the impression it had left. While he was helping the sick +lady there had not been one instant in which he had not felt that there +was more than the life of a half-saintly old woman in the balance, and +that her death meant the end of his meetings with Maria Addolorata. +Annetta's words came back to him, 'she will knead her pillow with tears +and make her bread of it.' + +Several minutes passed, and the door opened softly and closed again. +Maria Addolorata came up to him, where he stood by the window. She did +not speak for a moment, but he saw that her hand was pressed to her +side. + +"I have spent a bad half-hour," she said at last, with something like a +gasp. + +"It is the worst half-hour I ever spent in my life," answered Dalrymple. +"I thought it was all over," he added. + +"Yes," she said, "I thought it was all over." + +He could hear his heart beating in his ears. He could almost hear hers. +His hand went out toward her, cold and unsteady, but it fell to his side +again almost instantly. But for the heart-beats, it seemed to him that +there was an appalling stillness in the air of the quiet room. His +manly face grew very pale. He slowly bit his lip and looked out of the +window. An enormous temptation was upon him. He knew that if she moved +to leave his side he should take her and hold her. There was a tiny drop +of blood on his lip now. Something in him made him hope against himself +that she would speak, that she would say some insignificant dry words. +But every inch of his strong fibre and every ounce of his hot blood +hoped that she would move, instead of speaking. + +She sighed, and the sigh was broken by a quick-drawn breath. Slowly +Dalrymple turned his white face and gleaming eyes to her veiled head. +Still she neither spoke nor moved. He, in memory, saw her face, her +mouth, and her eyes through the thick stuff that hid them. The silence +became awful to him. His hands opened and shut convulsively. + +She heard his breath and she saw the uncertain shadow of his hand, +moving on the black and white squares of the pavement. She made a +slight, short movement towards him and then stepped suddenly back, +overcoming the temptation to go to him. + +"No!" + +He uttered the single word with a low, fierce cry. In an instant his +arms were around her, pressing her, lifting her, straining her, almost +bruising her. In an instant his lips were kissing a face whiter than his +own, eyes that flamed like summer lightning between his kisses, lips +crushed and hurt by his, but still not kissed enough, hands that were +raised to resist, but lingered to be kissed in turn, lest anything +should be lost. + +A little splintering crash, the sound of a glass falling upon a stone +floor in the next room, broke the stillness. Dalrymple's arms relaxed, +and the two stood for one moment facing one another, pale, with fire in +their eyes and hearts beating more loudly than before. Dalrymple raised +his hand to his forehead, as though he were dazed, and made an uncertain +step in the direction of the door. Maria raised her white hands towards +him, and her eyelids drooped, even while she looked into his face. + +He kissed her once more with a kiss in which all other kisses seemed to +meet and live and die a lingering, sweet death. She sank into the deep +old easy-chair, and when she looked up, he was gone. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + + +IT rained during the afternoon, and Dalrymple sat in his small +laboratory, among his books and the simple apparatus he used for his +experiments. His little window was closed, and the southwest wind drove +the shower against the clouded panes of glass, so that the rain came +through the ill-fitted strips of lead which joined them, and ran down in +small streams to the channel in the stone sill, whence the water found +its way out through a hole running through the wall. He sat in his +rush-bottomed chair, sideways by the deal table, one long leg crossed +over the other. His hand lay on an open book, and his fingers +occasionally tapped the page impatiently, while his eyes were fixed on +the window, watching the driving rain. + +He was not thinking, for he could not think. Over and over again the +scene of the morning came back to him and sent the hot blood rushing to +his throat. He tried to reflect, indeed, and to see whether what he had +done was to have any consequences for him, or was to be left behind in +his life, like a lovely view seen from a carriage window on a swift +journey, gone before it is half seen, and never to be seen again, +except in dreams. But he was utterly unable to look forward and reason +about the future. Everything dragged him back, up the steep ascent to +the convent, through the arched ways and vaulted corridors, to the room +in which he had passed the supreme moments of his life. The only +distinct impression of the future was the strong desire to feel again +what he had felt that day; to feel it again and again, and always, as +long as feeling could last; to stretch out his hands and take, to close +them and hold, to make his, indubitably, what had been but questionably +his for an instant, to get the one thing worth having, for himself, and +only for himself. For the passion of a strong man is loving and taking, +and the passion of a good woman is loving and giving. Dalrymple reasoned +well enough, later,--too well, perhaps,--but during those hours he spent +alone on that day, there was no power of reasoning in him. The world was +the woman he loved, and the world's orbit was but the circle of his +clasping arms. Beyond them was chaos, without form and void, clouded as +the rain-streaked panes of his little window. + +He looked at his watch more than once. At last he rose, threw a cloak +over his shoulders and went out, locking the door of the little +laboratory behind him as he always did, and thrusting the unwieldy key +into his pocket. + +He climbed the hill to the convent, taking the short cut through the +narrow lanes. The rain had almost ceased, and the wet mist that blew +round the corners of the dark houses was pleasant in his face. But he +scarcely knew what he saw and felt on his way. He reached the convent +church and went in, and stood by one of the pillars near the door. + +It was a small church, built with a great choir for the nuns behind the +high altar; from each side of the latter a high wooden screen extended +to the walls, completely cutting off the space. It was dark, too, +especially in such weather, and almost deserted, save for a number of +old women who knelt on the damp marble pavement, some leaning against +the backs of chairs, some resting one arm upon the plastered bases of +the yellow marble columns. There were many lights on the high altar. Two +acolytes, rough-headed boys of Subiaco, knelt within the altar rail, +dressed in black cassocks and clean linen cottas. Two priests and a +young deacon sat side by side on the right of the altar, with small +black books in their hands. The nuns were chanting, unseen in the choir. +No one noticed Dalrymple, wrapped in his cloak, as he leaned against the +pillar near the door. His head was a little inclined, involuntarily +respectful to ceremonies he neither believed in nor understood, but +which had in them the imposing element of devout earnestness. Yet his +eyes were raised and looked up from under his brows, steadily and +watchfully, for he knew that Maria Addolorata was behind the screen, and +from the first moment of entering the church it seemed to him that he +could distinguish her voice from the rest. + +He knew that it was hers, though he had never heard her sing. There was +in all those sweet, colourless tones one tone that made ringing +harmonies in his strong heart. Amongst all those mingling accents, there +was one accent that touched his soul. Amidst the echoes that died softly +away under the dim arches, there was one echo that died not, but rang on +and on in his ears. There was a voice not like other voices there, nor +like any he had ever heard. Many were strong and sweet; this one was not +sweet and strong only, but alive with a divine life, winged with divine +wings, essential of immortality, touching beyond tears, passionate as +the living, breathing, sighing, dying world, grand as a flood of light, +sad as the twilight of gods, full as a great water swinging to the tide +of the summer's moon, fine-drawn as star-rays--a voice of gold. + +As Dalrymple stood there in the shadow, he heard it singing to him and +telling him all that he had not been told in words, all that he felt, +and more also. For there was in it the passion of the woman, and the +passionate remorse of the nun, the towering love of Maria Braccio, +woman and princess, and the deep despair of Maria Addolorata, nun and +sinner, unfaithful spouse of the Lord Christ, accused and self-accusing, +self-wronged, self-judged, but condemned of God and foretasting the +ultimate tragedy that is eternal--the tragedy of supreme hell. + +The man who stood there knew that it was his doing, and the burden of +his deeds bowed him bodily as he stood. But still he listened, and, as +she sung, he watched her lips in the dark, inner mirror of sin's memory, +and they drew him on. + +Little by little, he heard only her voice, and the others chanted but +faintly as from an infinite distance. And then, not in his thought, but +in deed, she was singing alone, and the words of 'O Salutaris Hostia,' +sounded in the dim church as they had never sounded before, nor could +ever sound again, the appeal of a lost soul's agony to God, the glory of +golden voice, the accent of transcendent genius, the passion, the +strength, the despair, of an ancient race. + +In the dark church the coarse, sad peasant women bowed themselves upon +the pavement. One of them sobbed aloud and beat her breast. Angus +Dalrymple kneeled upon one knee and pressed his brow against the foot of +the pillar, kneeling neither to God, nor to the Sacred Host, nor to +man's belief in Heaven or Hell, neither praying nor blaspheming, +neither hoping nor dreading, but spell-bound upon a wrack of torture +that was heart-breaking delight, his senses torn and strained to the +utmost of his strong endurance, to the very scream of passion, his soul +crucified upon the exquisite loveliness of his sin. + +Then all was still for an instant. Again there was a sound of voices, as +the nuns sang in chorus the 'Tantum Ergo.' But the voice of voices was +silent among them. The solemn Benediction blessed the just and the +unjust alike. The short verses and responses of the priests broke the +air that still seemed alive and trembling. + +Dalrymple rose slowly, and wrapped his cloak about him. Above the +footsteps of the women going out of the church, he could hear the soft +sound of all the nuns moving together as they left the choir. He knew +that she was with them, and he stood motionless in his place till +silence descended as a curtain between him and what had been. Then, with +bent head, he went out into the rain that poured through the dim +twilight. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + + +THEY were together on the following day. The abbess was better, and as +yet there had been no return of the syncope which Dalrymple dreaded. + +Contrary to her habit, Maria Addolorata sat on a high chair by the +table, her head veiled and turned away, her chin supported in her hand. +Dalrymple was seated not far from her, leaning forward, and trying to +see her face, silent, and in a dangerous mood. She had refused to let +him come near her, and even to raise her veil. When she spoke, her voice +was full of a profound sadness that irritated him instead of touching +him, for his nerves were strung to passion and out of tune with regret. + +"The sin of it; the deadly sin!" she said. + +"There is no sin in it," he answered; but she shook her veiled head. + +And there was silence again, as on the day before, but the stillness was +of another kind. It was not the awful lull which goes before the +bursting of the storm, when the very air seems to start at the fall of a +leaf for fear lest it be already the thunder-clap. It was more like the +noiseless rising of the hungry flood that creeps up round the doomed +house, wherein is desperate, starving life, higher and higher, inch by +inch--the flood of rising fate. + +"You say that there is no sin in it," she said, after a time. "You say +it, but you do not think it. You are a man--you have honour to lose--you +understand that, at least--" + +"You are a woman, and you have humanity's right to be free. It is an +honourable right. You gave it up when you took that veil, not knowing +what it was that you gave up. You have done no wrong. You have done +nothing that any loving maiden need be ashamed of. I kissed you, for you +could not help yourself. That is the monstrous crime which you say is to +be punished with eternal damnation. It is monstrous that you should +think so. It is blasphemy to say that God made woman to lead a life of +suffering and daily misery, chained to a cross which it is agony to look +at, and shame to break from." + +"Go--leave me. You are tempting me again." She spoke away from him, not +changing her position. + +"If truth is temptation, I am tempting you, for I am showing you the +truth. The truth is this. When you were almost a child they began to +bend you and break you in the way they meant you to grow. You bent, but +you were not broken. Your nature is too strong. There is a life of your +own in you. It was against your will, and when you were just grown up, +they buried you, your beauty, your youth, your fresh young heart, your +voice and your genius--for it is nothing less. It was all done with +deliberate intention for the glory of your family, blasphemously +asserted to be the glory of God. It was pressed upon you, before you +knew what you were doing, and made pleasant to you before you knew what +it all meant. Your cross was cushioned for you and your crown of thorns +was gilded. They made the seat under the canopy seem a seat in heaven. +They even made you believe that the management of two or three score +suffering women was government and power. It seemed a great thing to be +abbess, did it not?" + +Maria Addolorata bent her veiled head slowly twice or three times, in a +heavy-hearted way. + +"They made you believe all that," continued Dalrymple, with cold +earnestness, "and much more besides--a great deal of which I know +little, I suppose--the life to come, and saintship, and the glories of +heaven. You have found out what it is all worth. We have found it out +together. And they frightened you with hell. Do you know what hell is? A +life without love, when one knows what love can mean. I am not eloquent; +I wish I were. But I am plain, and I can tell you the truth." + +"It is not the truth," answered the nun, slowly. "You tell me it is, to +tempt me. I cannot drive you away by force. Will you not go? I cannot +cry out for help--it would ruin me and you. Will you not leave me? But +for God's grace, I am at your mercy, and there is little grace for me, a +sinner." + +"No, I will not go away," said Dalrymple, and it seemed to Maria that +his voice was the voice of her fate. + +"Then God have mercy!" she cried, in a low tone, and as her head sank +forward, it was her forehead that rested in her right hand, instead of +her chin. + +"Love is more merciful than God," he answered. + +There was a sudden softness in his voice which she had never heard, not +even yesterday. Rising, he stole near to her, and standing, bent down +and leaned upon the table by her side and spoke close to her ear. But he +did not touch her. She could feel his breath through her veil when he +spoke again. It was vital and fierce, and softly hot, like the breathing +of a powerful wild beast. + +"You are my God," he said. "I worship you, and adore you. But I must +have you for mine always. I would rather kill you, and have no God, than +lose you alive. Come with me. You are free. You can get through the +garden at night--with good horses we can reach the sea to-morrow. There +is an English ship of war at anchor in Civita Vecchia. The officers are +my friends. Before to-morrow night we can be safe--married--happy. No +one will know--no one will follow us. Maria--come--come--come!" + +His voice sank to a vibrating whisper as he repeated the word again and +again, closer and closer to her ear. Her hands had dropped from her +forehead and lay upon the table. With bent head she listened. + +"Come, my darling," he continued, fast and low. "I have a beautiful +home, my father's home, my mother's--your laws and vows are nothing to +them. You shall be honoured, loved--ah, dear! adored, worshipped--you do +not know what we will do for you, to fill your life with sweet things. +All your life, Maria, from to-morrow. Instead of pain and penance and +everlasting suffering and weariness, you shall have all that the world +holds of love and peace and flowers. And you shall sing your whole heart +out when you will, and have music to play with from year's beginning to +year's end and year's end again. Sweet, let me tell you how I love +you--how you are alive in every drop of my blood, beating through me +like living fire, through heart and soul and head and hand--" + +With a quick movement she pressed her palms against her veil upon her +ears to shut out the sound of his words. She rocked herself a little, as +though the pain were almost greater than she could bear. But his hands +moved too, stealthily, strongly, as a tiger's velvet feet, with a +vibration all through them, to the very ends of his fingers. For he was +in earnest. And the arm went softly round her, and closed gently upon +her as her figure swayed in her chair; and the other sought hers, and +found it cold as ice and trembling, and not strong to stop her hearing. +And again she listened. + +Wild and incoherent words fell from his lips, hot and low, with no +reason in them but the overwhelming reason of love itself. For he was +not an eloquent man, and now he took no thought of what he said. He was +far too natural to be eloquent, and far too deeply stirred to care for +the shape his love took in speech. There was in his words the strong +rush of out-bursting truth which even the worst passion has when it is +real to the roots. Words terrible and gentle, blasphemous and devout, +wove themselves into a new language such as Maria Addolorata had never +heard, nor dared to think of hearing. But he dared everything, to tell +her, to hold her, against God and devil, heaven and earth, and all +mankind. And he promised all he had, and all that was not his to promise +nor to give, rending her beliefs to shreds, trampling on the broken +fragments of all she had worshipped, tearing her chains link from link +and scattering them like straw down the storm of passionate contempt. +And then, again, pouring out love, and more love, and love again, as a +stream of liquid fire let loose to flood all it meets with dazzling +destruction and hot death. + +It is not every woman that knows what it is to be so loved and to listen +to such words, so spoken. Those who have heard and felt can understand, +but not the rest. Gradually as he spoke, her veiled face was drawn +toward his; gradually her hand raised the thick veil and drew it back; +and again a little, and the hand that had struggled long and silently +against his, lay still at last, and the face that had appealed in vain +to Heaven, hid itself against the heart of the strong man. + +"The Lord have mercy upon my sinful soul!" she softly prayed. + +"I love you!" whispered Dalrymple, folding her to him with both his +arms, and pressing his lips to her head. "That is all the world holds. +That is all the Heaven there is, and we have it for our own." + +But presently she drew back from him, clinging to him with her hands as +though to hold him, and yet separating from him and looking up into his +face. + +"And to-morrow?" she said, with a despairing question in her tone. + +"We will go away to-night," he answered, "and to-morrow will be ours, +too, and all the to-morrows after that." + +But she shook her head, and her hands loosened their hold upon his arms, +still lingering on his sleeves. + +"And leave her to die?" she asked, with a quick glance at the abbess's +door. + +Then she looked at him, with something of sudden fear as she met his +eyes again. And almost instantly she turned from him, and threw herself +forward upon the table as she sat. + +"The sin, the deadly sin!" she moaned. "Oh, the horror of it all--the +sin, the shame, the disgrace! That is the worst to bear--the shame! The +undying shame of it!" + +Dalrymple's brows bent themselves in a heavy frown, for he was in no +temper to be thwarted, desperate as the risk might be. For himself, he +knew that he was setting his life on the chances, if she consented, and +that life would not be worth having if she refused. He knew well enough +that they must almost certainly be pursued, and that there would be +little hesitation about shooting him or cutting his throat if they were +caught and if he resisted, as he knew that he should. He had been in +love with her for days. The last twenty-four hours had made him +desperate. And a desperate man is not to be played with, more especially +if he chance to have any Highland blood in his veins. + +"What do you believe in most?" he asked suddenly and almost brutally. + +She turned, startled, and looked him in the face. + +"Because, if you believe in God, as I suppose you do, I take God to +witness that I shall be a dead man this night, unless you promise to go +with me." + +She stared, and turned white to the lips, as he had never seen her turn +pale before. She leaned forward, gazing into his eyes and breathing +hard. + +"You do not mean that," she said, as though trying hard to convince +herself. + +"I mean it," he answered slowly, pale himself, and knowing what he said. + +She leaned nearer to him and took his arms with her hands, for she could +not speak. The terrible question was in his eyes. + +"You would kill yourself, if I refused--if I would not go with you?" +Still she could not believe him. + +"Yes," he answered. + +Once more the room was very still, as the two looked into one another's +eyes. But Maria Addolorata said nothing. The frown deepened on +Dalrymple's face, and his strong mouth was drawn, as a man draws in his +lips at the moment of meeting death. + +"Good-bye," he said, gently loosening himself from her hold. + +Her hands dropped and she turned half round, following him as he went +towards the door. His hand was almost on the latch. He did not turn. +But as he heard her swift feet behind him, he bent his head a little. +Her arms went round his throat, reaching up to his great height. + +"No! No!" she cried, drawing his head down to her. + +But he took her by the wrists and held her away from him at his arms' +length. + +"Are you in earnest?" he asked fiercely. "If you play with me any more, +you shall die, too." + +"But not to-day!" she answered imploringly. "Not to-night! Give me +time--a day--a little while--" + +"To lose you? No. I have been near losing you. I know what it means. +Make up your mind. Yes, or no." + +"To-night? But how? There is not time--these clothes I wear--" + +She turned her head distractedly to one side and the other as she spoke, +while he held her wrists. Dalrymple saw that there was reason in the +objections she made. So dangerous a flight could not be undertaken +without some preparation. He loosed her hands and began to pace the +room, concentrating his mind upon the details. She watched him in +silence, leaning against the back of the easy-chair. Then he stopped +just before her. + +"My cloak would come down to your feet," he said, measuring her height +with his eyes. "I have a plaid which would cover your head. Once on +horseback, no one would notice anything. Can you ride?" + +"No. I never learned." + +"That is unlucky. But we can manage it. The main thing would be to get a +long start if possible--that you should not be missed--to get away just +at the beginning of the longest time during which the nuns would not +expect to see you. Where is your own room? Is it near this?" + +Maria Addolorata told him, and explained the position of the balcony +with the steps leading down into the garden. He asked her who kept the +key of the postern. It was in the possession of the gardener, who took +it away with him at night, but the lock was on the inside, and +uncovered, as old Italian locks are. By raising the curved spring one +could push back the bolt. There was a handle on the latter, for that +purpose. There would be no difficulty about getting out, nor about +letting Dalrymple in, provided that the night were dark. + +"The moon is almost full," said Dalrymple, thoughtfully, and he began to +walk up and down again. "Never mind. It must be to-morrow night. In your +dark dress, when the sisters are asleep, if you keep in the shadow along +the wall, there is not the slightest risk. I will be waiting for you on +the other side of the gate with my cloak and plaid. I will have the +horses ready, a little higher up. There is a good mule path which goes +down into the valley on that side. You have only to reach the gate and +let yourself out. It is very easy. Tell me at what time to be waiting." + +Maria leaned heavily upon the chair, with bent head. + +"I cannot do it--oh, I cannot!" she said despairingly. "The shame of it! +To be the talk of Rome--the scandal of the day--a disgrace to my father +and mother!" + +Dalrymple frowned, and biting his lip, he struck his clenched fist +softly with the palm of his hand, making a few quick steps backward and +forward. He stopped suddenly and looked at her with dangerous eyes. + +"I have told you," he said. "I will not repeat it. You must choose." + +"Oh, you cannot be in earnest--" + +"You shall see. It is plain enough," he added, with an accent of scorn. +"You are more afraid of a little talk and gossip in Rome, than of being +told to-morrow morning that I died in the night. That is Italian +courage, I suppose." + +She hung her head for a moment. Then, as she heard his footsteps, she +threw her veil back and saw that he was going towards the door without a +word. + +"You are cruel," she said, half catching her breath. "You know that you +make me suffer--that I cannot live without you." + +"I shall certainly not live without you," he answered. "I mean to have +you at any price, or I will die in the attempt to get you." + +The words have a melodramatic look on paper. But he spoke them not only +with his lips, but with his whole self. They were not out of keeping +with his nature. There is no more desperate blood in the world's veins +than that of the Celt when he is driven to bay or exasperated by +passion. In him the reckless fatalism of the Asiatic is blended with the +cool daring of the northerner. + +Maria Addolorata had little experience of the world or of men, but she +had the hereditary instincts of her sex, and as she looked at Dalrymple +she recognized in him the man who would do what he said, or forfeit his +life in trying to do it. There is no mistaking the truth about such men, +at such moments. + +"I believe you would," she said, and she felt pride in saying it. + +Her own life was in the balance. She bent her head again. Her temples +were throbbing, and it was hard to think at all connectedly. + +"I want your answer," he said, still standing near the door. "Yes or +no--for to-morrow night?" + +"I cannot live without you," she answered slowly, and still looking +down. "I must go." + +But she did not meet his eyes, for she knew that she was wavering still, +and almost as uncertain as before. All at once Dalrymple's manner +changed. He came quietly to her side and took one of her hands, which +hung idly over the back of the chair, in both of his. + +"You must be in earnest, as I am, my dear," he said, very calmly and +gently. "You must not play with a man's life and heart, as though they +were worth nothing but play. You called me cruel, dear, a moment ago. +But you are more cruel than I, for I do not hesitate." + +"I must go," she repeated, still avoiding his look. "Yes, I must go. I +should die without you." + +"But to-morrow when I come, you will hesitate again," he said, still +speaking very quietly. "I must be sure. You must give me some promise, +something more than you have given me yet." + +She looked up with startled eyes. + +"You do not believe me?" she asked. "What shall I do? I--I promise! You +yourself have never said that you promised." + +"Does it need that?" He pressed the hand he held, with softly increasing +strength, between his palms. + +"No," she answered, looking at him. "I can see it. You will do what you +say. I have promised, too." + +He gazed incredulously into her face. + +"Do you doubt me?" she asked. + +"Have I not reason to doubt? You change your mind easily. I do not blame +you. But how am I to believe?" + +She grew impatient of his unbelief. Yet as he pressed her hand, the +power he had over her increased with every second. + +"But I will, I will!" she cried, in a low voice. "And still you doubt--I +see it in your eyes. Have I not promised? What more can I do?" + +"I do not know," he answered. "But you must make me believe you." The +strength of his eyes seemed to be forcing something from her. + +"I say it--I promise it--I swear it! Do I not love you? Am I not giving +my soul for you? Have I not given it already? What more can I do or +say?" + +"I do not know," he answered a second time, holding her with his eyes. +"I must believe you before I go." + +He spoke honestly and earnestly, not meaning to exasperate her, +searching in her look for what was unmistakably in his own. His hands +shook, not weakly, as they held hers. His piercing eyes seemed to see +through and through her. She trembled all over, and the colour rose to +her face, more in despair of convincing him than in a blush of shame. + +"Believe me!" she said, imperiously, and her eyelids contracted with the +effort of her will. + +But he said nothing. She felt that he was immeasurably stronger than +she. But just then, he was not more desperate. There was a short, +intense silence. Her face grew pale and was set with the fatal look she +sometimes had. + +"I pledge you with my blood!" she said suddenly. + +Her eyes did not waver from his, but she wrenched her right hand from +him, and before he could take it again, her even teeth had met in the +flesh. The bright scarlet drops rose high and broke, and trickled in +vivid stripes across her hand as she held it before his face. Her own +was very white, but without a trace of pain. Something in the fierce +action appealed strongly to the fiery Celtic nature of the man. His +features relaxed instantly. + +"I believe you," he said, and she knew it as his arms went round her; +and the pain of the wound made his kisses sweeter. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + + +WHEN Dalrymple left Maria on that day, he returned as usual to +Stefanone's house. Sora Nanna was alone, for Stefanone was still absent +in Rome, and Annetta had gone on the previous day with a number of women +to the fair at Civitella San Sisto, which took place on Sunday. She was +expected to return on Monday afternoon. It is usual enough for a party +of women, with two or three men, to go to the fairs in neighbouring +towns and to spend the night with the friends of some one of the +company. It was more common still, in those days. + +Sora Nanna gave Dalrymple his dinner and kept him company for a while. +But he was gloomy and preoccupied, and before long she retired to the +regions of the laundry, which was installed in a long low building that +ran out into the vegetable garden at the back of the house. Monday was +generally the day for ironing the heavy linen of the convent, which was +taken up on Tuesdays in the huge baskets carried by four women, slung to +a pole which rested on their shoulders in the old primitive fashion, +just as litters are still carried in many parts of Asia. It had +occurred more than once to Dalrymple, during the last two days, that he +could hide almost anything he chose in one of these baskets, which were +always delivered directly to Maria Addolorata and which she was at +liberty to unpack in the privacy of the linen room if she chose. + +He thought of this again as he sat over his dinner, and heard the +endless song of the women, far off, at their work. He knew the habits of +the house thoroughly and all the customs regarding the carrying up of +the baskets, and he remembered that several of them would surely be +taken to the convent on the morrow. He thought that if he could procure +some more suitable clothes for Maria to wear, this would be a safe means +of conveying them to her. She could put them on in her cell, just before +the hour at which she was to expect him, so that there would be no time +lost and the danger of detection during their flight would be greatly +diminished. But there were all sorts of difficulties in the way, and he +realized them one by one, until he almost abandoned the scheme in favour +of the cloak and plaid which he had first proposed. + +He pushed back his chair and went upstairs to his own room. The +impression made upon him by Maria Addolorata, when she had bitten her +hand, had been a strong one, but the man's nature, though not exactly +distrustful, was melancholic and pessimistic. Two hours and more had +passed since they had been together, and things had a different look. He +realized more clearly the strength of the ties which bound Maria to her +convent life, and the effort it must be to her to break them. He +remembered the arguments he had used, and he saw that they had been +those of passion rather than of reason. Their effect could not be +lasting, when he himself was not there to lend them his words and the +persuasion of his strength. Maria would repent of her promise, and there +was nothing to bind her to it. Hitherto there had been no risk, no +common danger. By a chain of natural circumstances he had made his way +into a most extraordinary position, but it was in her power, in a moment +of repentance, to force him from it. While the abbess was ill, Maria was +virtually mistress of the convent. At a word from her the doors might be +shut in his face. She might promise again, and bite her hand again, but +when it came to his waiting outside the garden gate, she might be seized +by a fit of repentance, and he might wait till morning. + +As he sat in his room he realized all this, and more, for he knew that +on calm reflexion he meant to do what he had that morning threatened in +his haste. He had never been attached to life for its own sake. +Melancholic men often are not. He had many times thought over the +subject of suicide with a sort of grim interest in it, which indicated +the direction his temper would take if he were ever absolutely defeated +in a matter which he had at heart. + +Nothing he had ever felt in his life had taken hold of him as his love +for Maria Addolorata, for he had never really been in love before and he +had completely abandoned himself to it, as such a man was sure to do in +such surroundings. She was beautiful, but that was not all. Since he had +heard her sing, he knew that her voice and her rare talent together were +genius and nothing less. But that was far from being all. She was of his +own class, and he had been seeing her daily, when the peasant women +amongst whom he lived were little more than good-natured animals; but +even that was not all. He was at that time of life when a man's +character is apt to take a violent and sudden turn in its ultimate +direction, when the forces that have been growing show themselves all at +once, when passion, having appealed as yet but to the man, has climbed +and is within reach of his soul, to take hold of it and twist it, or to +be finally conquered, perhaps, in a holy life. But Dalrymple was very +far from being the kind of man who could have taken refuge against +himself in higher things. At a time when materialism was beginning to +seem a great thing, he was a strong materialist in scientific +questions. He grasped what he could see and held it, but what he could +not see had no existence for him. Nothing transcendental attracted him +beyond the sphere of mathematics. Yet he had not the materialist's +temperament, for the Highland blood in his veins brought strong fancies +and sudden passions to his head and heart, such as his chemistry could +not explain; and when the brain burned and the heart beat fast, it meant +doing or dying with him, as with many a Scotchman before and since. Life +had never seemed to be worth much in his eyes, compared with a thing he +wanted. + +He sat still and thought the matter over, and considered the question of +death, for a few short minutes. There was not a trace of philosophical +speculation in his reflexions, or they would have lasted longer. He +merely desired to be sure, with that curious Scotch caution, of his own +intentions, in order not to be obliged to think the matter over again at +the last minute. + +He had drunk a measure of strong wine with his dinner, as usual. To-day +it increased the gloom of his temper, and the pessimistic view he took. +In less than a quarter of an hour he had made up his mind that if Maria +Addolorata repented at a late hour and refused to leave the convent, he +would make an attempt to carry her away by force. If he failed, and +found himself shut off from all possibility of intercourse with her, +life would not be worth living, and he would throw it away. When strong +men are in that frame of mind, they generally accomplish what they have +in view. Moreover, it is a great mistake to think that the people who +think and talk of suicide will not take their own lives. On the +contrary, statistics show that it is more often those who speak of it +the most frequently, who ultimately make away with themselves. The mere +fact of contemplating and discussing death familiarizes man with it till +he does not even attribute to it its true value, which is little enough, +as most of us know. Dalrymple was in earnest, and he knew it. + +He rose from his chair and unlocked his little laboratory. Among many +other things upon the long table there was a plain English oak box, +filled with small stoppered bottles, each having a label upon it with +the name of the contents written in his own hand. Some were merely +medicines, which he carried with him in case his services should ever be +required, as had happened at the present time. Others were chemicals +which he used in his experiments, such as he could not easily have +procured in Italy, outside of the great cities. One even contained the +common spirits of camphor, of which he had once given Annetta a +teaspoonful when she had complained of a chill and sickness. One, +however, was more than half full of a solution of hydrocyanide of +potassium, a liquid little less suddenly and surely fatal than the +prussic acid which enters into its composition. + +He took out this bottle and held it up to the light. The liquid was +clear and transparent as water. He watched it curiously as he made it +run up to the neck and back again. It might have been taken for pure +alcohol, being absolutely colourless. + +"It would not take much of that," he said to himself, with a grim smile. + +His meditations were interrupted by the voice of Sora Nanna, who had +opened his bedroom door without ceremony and stood calling to him. He +came forward hastily from the laboratory and went up to her. + +"You do not know!" she cried, laughing and holding up a letter. +"Stefanone has written to me from Rome! To me! Who the devil knows what +he says? I do not understand anything of it. Who should teach me to +read? He takes me for a priest, that I should know how to read!" + +Dalrymple laughed a little as he took the letter. He picked up his hat +from a chair, for he meant to go out and spend the afternoon alone upon +the hillside. + +"We will read it downstairs," he said. "I am going for a walk." + +He read it to her in the common room on the ground floor. It was a +letter dictated by Stefanone to a public scribe, instructing his wife to +tell Gigetto that she must send another load of wine to Rome as soon as +possible, as the price was good in the market. Stefanone would remain in +the city till it came, and sell it before returning. + +"These husbands!" exclaimed Sora Nanna, with a grin. "What they will not +do! They go, riding, riding, and they come back when it seems good to +them. Who tells me what he does in Rome? Rome is great." + +Dalrymple laughed, put on his hat and went off, leaving Sora Nanna to +find Gigetto and give the necessary directions. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + + +GIGETTO had refused to accompany Annetta and her party to the fair at +Civitella San Sisto. He had been to Rome several times, and was far too +fine a young gentleman to divert himself in such a very primitive place. +He preferred to spend his leisure hours, which were very many, in +elegant idleness, according to his lights, between the tobacconist's, +the chemist's shop, which was the resort of all the superior men of the +place after four o'clock in the afternoon, and the abundant, though not +very refined table which was spread twice daily in his father's house. +Civitella wine, Civitella fireworks, and especially Civitella girls, +were quite beneath his notice. As for Annetta, he looked upon her with +something like contempt, though he had a high respect for the fortune +which must one day be hers. She was to be a necessary encumbrance of his +future life, and for the present he meant to see as little of her as was +conveniently possible without relinquishing his claims to her hand. She +had admired him, in a way, until the arrival of Dalrymple, and he felt a +little irritation at the Scotchman's presence in the house, so that he +occasionally frightened Sora Nanna by talking of waiting for him with a +gun at the corner of the forest. It produced a good impression, he +thought, to show from time to time that he was not without jealousy. But +as for going with her on such an expedition as a visit to a country +fair, it was not to be expected of him. + +Nevertheless, Annetta had enjoyed herself thoroughly with her +companions, and was very glad that Gigetto had not been at her elbow +with his city notions of propriety, which he applied to her, but made as +elastic as he pleased for himself. She had been to high mass in the +village church, crowded to suffocation, she had walked up and down the +main street half the afternoon, arm in arm with the other girls, +giggling and showing off her handsome costume to the poorer natives of +the little place, and smiling wickedly at the handsome youths who stood +idly in groups at the corners of the streets. She had dined sumptuously, +and had made her eyes sparkle like rather vulgar little stars by +drinking a glass of strong old white wine to the health and speedy +marriage of all the other girls. She had gone out with them at dusk, and +had watched the pretty fireworks in the small piazza, and had wandered +on with them afterwards in the moonlight to the ruin of the Cyclopean +fortress which overlooks the two valleys. Then back to the house of her +friends, who kept the principal inn, and more tough chicken and tender +salad and red wine for supper. And on the next day they had all gone +down to the meagre vineyards, half way to San Vito and just below the +thick chestnut woods which belong to the Marchese and feudal lord of +that ancient town. And there amongst the showers of reddening vine +leaves, she had helped to gather the last grapes of the year, with song +and jest and laughter. At noon they climbed the hill again in the +October sun, and dined upon the remains of the previous day's feast; +then, singing still, they had started on their homeward downward way, +happy and not half tired yet when they reached Subiaco in the evening +glow. + +They came trooping through the town to the little piazza in which the +doctor's house was situated. They separated here, some to go up to the +higher part, while others were to go down in the same direction as +Annetta. The girl looked up at the doctor's windows, and her small eyes +flashed viciously. It would be a pleasant ending to the two days' +holiday to have a look at her work. Now that he was getting well, as +Dalrymple told her, she was glad that she had not killed him. It was an +even greater satisfaction to have almost frightened the old coward to +death. She had been uneasy about the question of confession. + +"By Bacchus," she laughed, "I will go and see Sor Tommaso. They say he +is better." + +So she took leave of her companions and entered the narrow door, and +climbed the short flight of dark steps and knocked. The doctor's +sleeping-room opened directly upon the staircase. He used the room on +the ground floor as an office and dining-room, his old peasant +woman-servant slept in the attic, and the other two rooms were let by +the year. It was a very small house. + +The old woman, whose name was Serafina, opened the bedroom door and +thrust out her head, covered with a dark and threadbare shawl. There was +a sibylline gloom about her withered face, as though she had lived a +lifetime in the face of a horror to come. + +"What do you want?" she croaked roughly, and not opening the door any +wider. + +"Eh! What do I want? I am the Annetta of Stefanone, and I have come to +pay a visit to this dear doctor, because they say that he is better, God +bless him." + +"Oh! I did not recognize you," said the old woman. "I will ask." + +Still holding the door almost closed, she drew in her head and spoke +with Sor Tommaso. Annetta could hear his answer. + +"Of course!" he said, in a voice still weak, but singularly oily with +the politeness of his intention. "Let her favour us!" + +The door was opened, and Annetta went in. Sor Tommaso was sitting up +near the window, in a deep easy-chair covered with ragged green damask. +The girl was surprised by his pallor, as compared with his formerly +rubicund complexion. Peasant-like, she glanced about the room to judge +of its contents before she spoke. + +"How are you, dear Sor Tommaso?" she asked after the short pause. "Eh, +what we have suffered for you, all of us! Who was this barbarian who +wished to send you to Paradise?" + +"Who knows?" returned Sor Tommaso, with amazing blandness. "I trust that +he may be forgiven as I forgive him." + +"What it is to be a wise man!" exclaimed Annetta, with affected +admiration. "To have such sentiments! It is a beautiful thing. And how +do you feel now, dear Sor Tommaso? Are you getting your strength again? +They took your blood, those cowardly murderers! You must make it again." + +Their eyes met, and each knew that the other knew and understood. Sor +Tommaso smiled gently. The savage girl's mouth twitched as though she +should have liked to laugh. + +"Little by little; who goes slowly goes safely," answered the doctor. "I +am an old man, you must know." + +"Old!" Annetta was glad of the opportunity to laugh at last. "Old? Eh, +on Sunday, when you have on those new black trousers of yours that are +tight, tight--you seem to me a boy as young as Gigetto. For my part, I +should prefer you. You are more serious. Gigetto! What must I say? He is +handsome, he may be good, but he has not a head. There is nothing in +that pumpkin." + +"Blood of youth," answered Sor Tommaso. "It must boil. It must fling its +chains about. Afterwards it begins to know the chains. Little by little +it accustoms itself to them. Then it is quiet, quiet, as we old ones +are. Sit down, my daughter. Serafina! A chair--the one that is not lame. +These chairs remember the blessed soul of mamma," added Sor Tommaso, in +explanation of their weakness. + +"Requiesca'!" exclaimed Annetta, sitting down. + +"Amen," responded Sor Tommaso. "You are so beautiful to-day," he +continued, looking at her flowered bodice and new apron; "where have you +been?" + +"Where should I go? To Civitella. There was the fair. We ate certain +chickens--tough! But the air of the mountain consumes. There were also +fireworks." + +"What? Have you walked?" asked Sor Tommaso. + +"Even with two legs one can walk," laughed the girl. "But of course a +beast is better with four. The beasts had all gone to Tivoli with wine +for Rome. They had not come back yesterday morning. Therefore with +these two feet I walked. I and many others, girls like me. It is true +that I am half dead." + +"You are fresher than lettuce," observed Sor Tommaso. "And then you have +climbed up my stairs. This is a true Christian act. God return it to +you. I am alone all day." + +"But the Englishman comes to see you," said Annetta, indifferently. + +"The Englishman, yes. He comes. More or less, he has almost cured me. +But then, for his conversation, I say nothing!" + +"Meanwhile he is also curing the abbess. He has a fortunate hand. There +death, here death--he makes them all alive. Where is death, now? Here, +perhaps? Hidden in some corner, or under the bed? He has certain +medicines, that Englishman! Medicines that you do not even dream of. +Strong! It is I that tell you. Sometimes, the whole house smells of +them. Death could not resist them a moment. They drive even the flies +out of the windows. The Englishman gave me some once. I had been in the +sun and had drunk a gallon of cold water, foolish as I was. I was +thirsty, as I am now. Well, he gave me a spoonful of something like +water, mixed in water. I do not tell you anything. At first it burned +me. Arch-priest, it burned! Then, not even a minute, and I had Paradise +in my body. And so it passed." + +"Who knows? A cordial, perhaps," observed Sor Tommaso, thoughtfully. "I +have such cordials, too." + +"I do not doubt it," answered the girl, suspiciously. "But I would +rather not taste them. I feel quite well." + +It crossed her mind that in return for three knife-thrusts, Sor Tommaso +would probably not miss so good a chance of paying her with a glass of +poison. She would certainly have done as much herself, had she been in +his place. + +"Who thought of offering you cordials!" replied the doctor, with a +polite laugh. "I said it to say it. But if you are thirsty, command me. +There is water and good wine. They are the best cordials." + +"Eh, a little water. I do not refuse. As for the wine, no. I thank you +the same. I am fasting and have walked. After supper, at home, I will +drink." + +"Serafina!" cried Sor Tommaso, and the old sibyl immediately appeared +from the stairs, whither she had discreetly retired to wait during +Annetta's visit. "Bring water, and that bottle of my wine from +downstairs. You know, the bottle of old wine of Stefanone's that was +opened." + +"No, no. I want no wine," said Annetta, quickly. + +"Bring it all the same. Perhaps she will do us the honour to drink it." + +Serafina nodded, and her bare feet were heard on the stone steps as she +descended. + +"It is bad to drink pure water when one is very thirsty," said Sor +Tommaso. "It cramps the stomach. A little wine gives the stomach +strength. But it is best to eat. If you will eat, there are fresh +jumbles. I also eat them." + +"I thank you the same," answered Annetta. "I wish only water. It is a +long way from Civitella, and there is no good spring. There is the brook +that runs out of the pond at the foot of the last hill. But it is heavy +water, full of stuff." + +Serafina came back, bringing two heavy tumblers of pressed glass on a +little black japanned tray, with a decanter of cold water. In her other +hand she carried two bottles, one half full of wine, the other +containing the white and sugary syrup of peach kernels of which Italians +are so fond. + +"I brought this also," she said, holding up the bottle as she set down +the tray. "Perhaps it is better." + +"Yes," said Sor Tommaso, nodding in approbation. "It is better." + +"You will drink a little orgeat?" asked the old woman, in a tone of +persuasion, and mixing it in the glass. + +"Water, simply water," said Annetta, who was still suspicious. "Give me +water in the other glass." + +"But I have mixed already in both," answered Serafina. "Eh, you will +drink it. You will not make an old woman like me go all the way down the +stairs again. But then, it is good. It is I that tell you. I made it +myself, yesterday morning, for the doctor, to refresh his blood a +little." + +Annetta had risen to her feet and was watching the glasses, as the old +woman stirred the white syrup in the water with an old-fashioned, +long-handled spoon. She did not wish to seem absurdly suspicious, and +yet she distrusted her enemy. She took one of the glasses, went to his +side, and held it to his lips as one gives an invalid drink. + +"After you," he said, with a polite smile, but raising his hand to take +the glass. + +"Sick people first, well people afterwards," answered Annetta, smiling +too, but watching him intently. + +He had satisfied himself that she really suspected foul play, for he +knew the peasants well, and was only a degree removed from them himself. +He at once dismissed her suspicions by drinking half the tumbler at a +draught. She immediately took the other and emptied it eagerly, as she +was really very thirsty. + +"A little more?" suggested Serafina, in her croaking voice. + +"No," interposed Sor Tommaso. "It might hurt her--so much at once." + +But Annetta filled the tumbler with pure water, and emptied it again. + +"At last!" she exclaimed with a sigh of satisfaction. "What thirst! I +seemed to have eaten ashes! And now I thank you, Sor Tommaso, and I am +going home; for it is Ave Maria, and I do not wish to make a bad meeting +in the dark as happened to you. Ugly assassins! I will never forgive +them, never! What am I to say at home? That you will come to supper one +of these days?" + +"Eh, if God wills," answered the doctor. "I will be accompanied by +Serafina." + +"I!" exclaimed the old woman. "I am afraid even of a cat! What could I +do for you?" + +"Company is always company," said Sor Tommaso, wisely. "Where one would +not go, two go bravely. Good evening, my beautiful daughter," he added, +looking up at Annetta. "The Madonna go with you." + +"Thank you, and good evening," answered the girl, dropping half a +courtsey, with a vicious twinkle in her little eyes. + +She turned, and was out of the room in a moment. On the way home through +the narrow streets in the evening glow, she sang snatches of song to +herself, and thought of all she had said to Sor Tommaso, and of all he +had said to her, and of how much afraid he was of her father's knife. +For otherwise, as she knew, he would have had her arrested. + +Suddenly, at the last turning she stopped and turned very pale, clasping +both hands upon her bodice. + +"Assassin!" she groaned, grinding her short white teeth. "_He_ has +poisoned me, after all! An evil death to him and all his house! +Assassin!" + +She forgot that she had experienced precisely the same sensations once +before, when she had been overheated and had swallowed too much cold +water. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + + +WITH slow steps, and pressing her clasped hands to her bodice, the girl +reached the door of her father's house at dusk. She knew that he was +away, and that as she had not come home earlier her mother would be in +the lower regions preparing Dalrymple's supper for him. The door which +gave access to the staircase from the street was still open, and she was +almost sure of being able to reach her own room unobserved, unless she +chanced to come upon Dalrymple himself on the stairs. Just then she +would rather have met him than her mother. She was in great pain, and it +would have been hard to explain to Sora Nanna that she believed herself +to have been deliberately poisoned. + +She crept noiselessly up the stairs, which were almost dark, and she +came to Dalrymple's door which faced the first landing. She paused and +hesitated, leaning against the wall. He was a wise man in her opinion, +and would of course understand her symptoms at once. But then, as she +was poisoned, he could do nothing for her. If that were true, her next +thought told her that Sor Tommaso must have poisoned himself. He would +not do that. She had never heard of antidotes; for though poisoning was +traditionally familiar to her and the people of her class, it was very +uncommon. Yet her sharpened wit told her that if Sor Tommaso had +swallowed the stuff, as he had done, with a smile, he had means at his +disposal for counteracting it--some medicine which he had doubtless +taken as soon as she had left him. But if he had medicine to save from +poison, Dalrymple, who was a far wiser man, must have such medicines, +too, and even better ones. This reflexion decided her. She was close to +his door. It was probable that he would be in his room at that hour. She +was in fear of her life, and she knocked. + +But Dalrymple had not come back. He had gone for a long walk alone in +the hills, had climbed higher as the sun sank lower, and was belated in +steep paths along which even his mountain-trained feet trod with some +caution. He was too familiar with the country to lose his way, but he by +no means found the shortest way there was, nor was he especially anxious +to do so. The hours would pass sooner in walking than in sitting over +his books under the flaring little flames of the three brass beaks. + +Annetta saw that there was no light in the room, for the hole through +which the latch-string hung was worn wide with use. She felt dizzy, too, +and the knife-like pain ran through her so that she bent herself. She +knew that Dalrymple kept his medicines locked up in the laboratory, and +that she could not get at them, though she would have had little +hesitation in swallowing anything she found, in the simple certainty +that all his medicines must be good in themselves, and therefore +life-saving and good for her. But he was out, and she was sure that +there could be nothing in the bedroom. She had herself too often looked +into every corner when she watered and swept the brick floor each +morning, and put things in order according to her primitive ideas. + +She then and there lost her hold upon life. She was poisoned, and must +die. She was as sure of it as the Chinaman who has seen an eagle, and +who, recognizing that his hour is come, calmly lies down and breathes +his last by the mere suspension of volition. In old countries the lower +orders, as a rule, have but a low vitality. It may be truer to say that +the vital volition is weak. Let the learned settle the definition. The +fact is easily accounted for. During generations upon generations the +majority of European agricultural populations live upon vegetable food, +like the majority of Eastern Asiatics, and with the same result. Hard +labour produces hard muscles, but vegetable food yields a low vital +tension, so to say. Soldiers know it well enough. The pale-faced city +clerk who eats meat twice a day will out-fight and out-last and +out-starve the burly labourer whose big thews and sinews are mostly +compounded of potatoes, corn, and water. + +The girl crept up the stairs stealthily to her lonely little room, and +lay down to die upon her bed, as though that were the only thing to be +done under the circumstances. It never occurred to her to go to her +mother and tell her what had happened and what she suspected, any more +than it had suggested itself to Sor Tommaso to lay information against +her for having stabbed him. If her father had been at home, she might +perhaps have gone to him and told him with her dying breath that the +doctor had killed her, and that Stefanone must avenge her. But he was +away. She was stronger than her mother and had always dominated her. She +knew also that if she complained, Sora Nanna would raise such a scream +as would bring half Subiaco running to the house. The girl's animal +instinct was to die alone, and quietly. So she made no sound, and lay +upon her bed writhing in pain and holding her sides with all her might, +but with close-set teeth and silent lips. + +Looked at from the point of view of fact, it was all ridiculous enough. +The girl had been all day in the hot autumn sun, had eaten a quantity of +over-ripe figs and grapes, which might have upset the digestion of an +ostrich, had tired even her strong limbs with the final walk home, and +had then, at Sor Tommaso's house, swallowed nearly a quart of ice-cold +water. It was not surprising that she should be very ill. It was not +even strange that the theory of poison should suggest itself. To her it +was tragedy, and meant nothing less than death, when she lay down upon +her bed. + +Between the spasms all sorts of things passed through her mind, when her +head lay still upon the pillow. Chiefly and particularly her thoughts +were filled with hatred of Sor Tommaso, and a sort of doglike longing to +see Dalrymple's face before she died. She was still fascinated by the +vision of his red hair and bright blue eyes which came back to her +vividly, with the careless smile his hard face had for her +half-childish, half-malicious sayings. And with the thought of him came +also jealousy of Maria Addolorata, and another hatred which was deeper +and stronger and more vengeful than any she owed Sor Tommaso. She felt, +rather than understood, that Dalrymple loved the nun with all his heart. +She had spoken of her to him and had watched his face, and had seen the +quick, savage glare of his eyes, though his voice had only expressed his +annoyance. As the vision of him rose before her, she saw him as he had +been when the angry blush had overspread his face to the roots of his +hair. + +The image fixed itself. In the dim shadow behind it, she saw the face of +Maria Addolorata like a death-mask, and those strange, deep eyes of the +nun's looking scornfully at her over the man's shoulder, though she +forgot him in the woman's deadly fascination. She stared, unable to +close her lids, as it seemed to her, though she longed to shut out the +sight. Then a dull noise seemed to be in her ears, a noise that was not +a sound, but the stunning effect on her brain of a sound not heard but +imagined. There were great circles of light around the nun's head, which +cut through Dalrymple's face and then hid it. They were like glories, +like the halos about the heads of saints. Annetta was angry with them, +for she was sure that Maria Addolorata was bad, and sinned in her +throat. + +"An evil death on you and all your house!" cried the angry peasant girl, +in a low voice. + +"Death!" She could not tell whence the echo came back to her, in a tone +strange to her ears--for it was her own, perhaps. + +She was startled. The vision vanished, and she sat up on her bed with a +quick movement, suddenly wide awake. The pain must have passed. No--it +came again, but with far less keenness. She felt her face with her +hands, and laughed softly, for she knew that she was alive. It was +night, and she must have lain some time there all alone, for there was a +silvery, misty something through the darkness, the white dawn of +moonrise, which is not like the dawn of day, nor like the departing +twilight. As she sat up she saw the outline of the hills, jagged against +the crosses of the lead-joined panes in the window. There was the +moon-dawn sending up its soft radiance to the sky. A little longer she +watched, and a single bright point sent one level ray straight into her +face. A moment more and the room was flooded with light so that she +could see the smallest objects distinctly. + +"But I am alive!" she exclaimed in a soft, glad tone. "The brigand only +did me a spite. He was afraid to kill me." + +The pain seized her again, less sharp than before, but keen enough to +stir her anger. She still sat up, but bent forward, clasping her bodice. +In the moonlight she could see her heavy shoes on her feet sticking up +before her. Realizing that it was a disgraceful thing to lie down with +them on, she sprang off the bed, and began to dust the coverlet with her +hand. The pain passed. + +After all, she reflected, she had swallowed a quantity of cold water at +Sor Tommaso's, whether the first glass had contained any poison or not. +She had not forgotten, either, that the same thing had once happened to +her before, and that Dalrymple had made it pass with a spoonful of +something that had stung her mouth and throat, but which had afterwards +warmed her and cured her. She felt chilly now, and she wished that she +had some of that same stinging, warming stuff. + +Something moved, somewhere in the house. The girl listened intently for +a moment. Probably Dalrymple had come back and was moving about in his +room, washing his hands, as he always did before supper, and taking off +his heavy boots. His room was immediately under hers, facing in the same +direction. She went towards the door, intending to go down at once and +ask him for some of his medicine. By this time she was persuaded that +she was not in any danger, and her common-sense told her that she had +merely made herself momentarily ill with too many grapes, too much cold +water, and too long exposure to the sun. She did not care to let her +mother know anything about it, for Sora Nanna would scold her. It would +be a simple matter to catch the Scotchman at his door, to get what she +wanted from him with an easily given promise of secrecy, and then to +come downstairs as though nothing had happened. + +Annetta only hesitated a moment, and then went out into the dark +staircase, and crept down, as she had crept up, feeling her way at the +turnings, by the wall. She reached the door, and was surprised to see +that there was no light within--none of that yellow light which a lamp +makes, but only the grey glimmer of the moonlight through the shadow, +creeping out by the hole of the latch-string. Her ears had deceived +her, and Dalrymple was not there. Nevertheless she believed that he was. +The moonlight would be in his room as it was in hers, just overhead, and +he might not have taken the trouble to light his lamp. It was very +probable. She tapped softly, but there was no answer. She was afraid +that her mother might come up the stairs and hear her speaking through +the door, as though by stealth. She put her lips close to the hole of +the latch and whistled softly. Her whistle was broken by her own smile +as she fancied that Dalrymple might start at the unexpected sound. + +But there was no response. Growing bolder, she called him gently. + +"Signor! Are you there?" + +There was no answer. Just then, as she stooped, the pain ran through her +once more. She was so sure that she had heard him that she was convinced +he must be within, very probably in his little laboratory beyond the +bedroom. The pain hurt her, and he had the medicine. Very naturally she +pulled the string and pushed the door open. + +He was not there. The moonlight flooded everything, and the whitewashed +walls reflected it, so that the place was as bright as day. The first +object that met her eyes was a small bottle standing near the edge of +the table in the middle of the room, where Dalrymple had carelessly set +it down in the afternoon when Sora Nanna had called him to read her +letter. It was directly in the line of the moon's rays, and the stopper +gleamed like a little star. + +Annetta started with joy as she saw it. It was the very bottle from +which he had given her the camphor, less than a month ago--the same in +size, in its transparent contents, in its label. It might have deceived +a keener eye than hers. + +The door of the laboratory stood open, as he had left it, being at the +time preoccupied and careless. She only stopped a moment to assure +herself that the bottle was the right one, reflecting that he had +perhaps felt ill and had taken some of it himself. She went on and +looked into the little room. + +"Signore!" she called softly. But there was no answer. + +It was clear that Dalrymple was either still out, or was downstairs at +his supper, with her mother. He might be out, however. It was quite +possible, on such a fine evening, for he was irregular in his hours. He +would not like it if he came in suddenly and found her meddling with his +belongings. She crossed the room again and softly shut the door. At +least, if he came, she would not be found with the bottle in her hand. +She could give an excuse. + +It was all so natural. It was the same bottle. She knew the right +quantity, for she had the peasant's memory for such detail. There was a +glass and a decanter of water on a white plate on the table. She had no +spoon, but that did not matter. She took out the stopper with her strong +fingers, though it stuck a little. The pain ran through her again as she +poured some of the contents into the tumbler, and it made her hand shake +so that she poured out a little more than necessary. But it did not +matter. She filled it up with water, held the glass up to the moonlight, +and drank it at a draught, and set the empty tumbler upon the table +again. + +Instantly her features changed. She felt as though she were struck +through head and heart and body with red-hot steel. Maria Addolorata's +death-mask rose before her in the moonlight. + +"An evil death on you and all your house!" she tried to say. + +But the words were not out of her mouth before she shivered, caught +herself by the table, sank down, and lay stone dead upon the brick +floor. + +There was no noise. Dying, she thought she screamed, but only the +faintest moan had passed her lips. + +The door was shut, and the quiet moonlight floated in and silvered her +dark, dead face. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + + +AT moonrise on that evening, Maria Addolorata was standing at the open +door of her cell, watching the dark clouds in the west, as they caught +the light one by one, edge by edge. The black shadow of the convent +covered all the garden still, and one passing could hardly have seen her +as she stood there. Her veil was raised, and the cold mountain breeze +chilled her cheeks. But she did not feel it, for she had been long by +the abbess's bedside, and then long, again, in the close choir of the +church, and her head was hot and aching. + +To her, as she looked towards the western mountains and watched the +piling clouds, and felt the cool, damp wind, it seemed as though there +were something strangely tragic in the air that night. The wind whistled +now and then through the cracks of the convent windows and over the +crenellations of the old walls, as Death's scythe might whistle if he +were mowing down men with a right good will, heaps upon heaps of slain. +The old bell struck the hour, sullenly, with a dead thud in the air +after each stroke, as a bell tolls for a burial. The very clouds were +black and silver in the sky, like a funeral pall. + +Maria Addolorata leaned against the door-post and looked out, her hand +white in the shadow against the dark wood, her face whiter still. But on +her hand there were two marks, visible even in the dimness. They would +have been red in the day, and the place hurt her from time to time, for +she had bitten it savagely. It was her pledge, and the pain of it +reminded her of what she had promised to do. + +She needed the reminder; for now that he was not near her, the enormous +crime stood out, black and lofty as death itself. It was different when +Dalrymple was at her side. His violent vitality dragged hers into +action, dragged, drove it, and goaded it, as unwilling soldiers have +been driven into battle in barbarous armies. Then the fatality seemed +irresistible, then the dangers seemed small, and the burning red shame +was pale and weak. Those bony young hands of his had strength in them +for two, his gleaming eyes burnt out the resistance in hers, and lighted +them with their own glow. The hearty recklessness of his unbelief drove +through and through her composite faith, and riddled it with loopholes +for her soul's escape. Then the reality of her passion made her nobler +love mad to be free, and to break through the solid walls in which it +had been born and had grown too strong. When his love was there, hers +matched itself with his, to smite fortune in the face, to dare and +out-dare heaven and hell for love's sake, with him, the bursting blood +made iron of her hand, tingling to buffet coward fate's pale mouth. Then +she was strong above women; then she was brave as brave men; then, +having promised, to keep was but the natural hold of will, to die was +but to dare one little adversary more. + +But she was alone now, and thinking, as she looked out into the tragic +night, and watched the blackness of the monumental clouds. She did not +return to her former self, as some women do when the goad leaves the +heart in peace for a moment. She did not say to herself that she would +order the convent gate to be shut on Angus Dalrymple forever, and +herself go back to the close choir, to sit in her seat amongst the rest, +and sing holy songs with the others, restfully unhappy as many of them +were. She knew far too well how strongly her heart could beat, and how +icy cold her hands could grow when love was near her. Yet she shuddered +with horror at what she had promised to do. She would struggle to the +last, but she must yield when she heard his voice, and felt his hand, at +the very last moment, when they should be at the garden gate, he drawing +her on, she looking back. + +It was perjury and sacrilege, and earthly shame, and eternal damnation. +Nothing less. And the words had full and deadly meaning for her. It +mattered little that he should think differently, being of another +faith, or rather, of no faith at all. It was all true to her. It was not +risk; it was certainty. What forgiveness had earth or heaven for a +faithless nun? He talked of marriage, and he would marry her according +to a rite that had a meaning in his eyes. Heaven would not divorce the +sworn and plighted spouse of Christ to be the earthly wife of Angus +Dalrymple. + +Visions of eternal torment rose in her mind, a tangible searing hell +alive with flame and devils, a sea of liquid fire, an ocean of boiling +pitch, Satan commanding in the midst, and a myriad of fiends working his +tormenting will. + +Her pale lips curled scornfully in the dark. Those were not the terrors +that frightened her, nor the horrors from which she shrank. There was a +question which was not to be answered by her own soul in damnation or +salvation, but by the lips of men hereafter--the question of the honour +of her name. The traditions of the good old barons were not dead in that +day, nor are they all dead yet. Many a Braccio had done evil deeds in +his or her day, and one, at least, had evil deeds to do after Maria +Addolorata had been laid in her grave. But sin was one thing, and +dishonour was quite another, even in the eyes of the nun of Subiaco. For +her sins she could and must answer with the weal or woe of her own +soul. But her dishonour would be upon her father and her mother and upon +all her race. Nor was there any dishonour deeper, more deadly, or more +lasting than that brought upon a stainless name by a faithless nun. +Maria Braccio hesitated at disgrace, while Maria Addolorata smiled at +perdition. It was not the first time that honour had taken God's part +against the devil in the history of her family. + +That was the great obstacle of all, and she knew it now. She was able to +face all consequences but that, terrible as they might be. The barrier +was there, the traditional old belief in honour as first, and above +every consideration. They had played upon that very belief, when, at the +last, she had hesitated to take the veil. She had gone so far, they had +told her, that it would be cowardly and dishonourable to turn back at +the last minute. The same argument existed now. Then, she would at least +have had human right and ecclesiastical law on her side, if she had +refused to become a nun. Now, all was against her. Then, she would have +had to face but the condemning opinion of a few who spoke of implied +obligation. Now, she must stand up and be ashamed before the whole +world. There would be a horrible publicity about it. She was too high +born not to feel that all the world in which she should ever move was as +one great family. Dalrymple might promise her honour and respect, and +the affection of his own father and mother for the love of her parents, +a home, respected wifehood, and all the rest. With his strength, he +might impose her upon his family, and they might treat her as he should +dictate, for he was a strong and dominant man. But in their hearts, +Protestants, English people, foreigners as they were to her race, even +they could not tell themselves honestly that it was not a shameful thing +to break such vows as hers, shameful and nothing less. And if, for a +moment, he were not there to hold them in his check, she should see it +in their faces, and she must hang her head, for she could have nothing +to answer. For him, she must not only sacrifice her soul, wrench out her +faith, break her promise to God, and her vows to the Church. She must +give herself to public, earthly shame, for his sake. + +It was too much. She could bear anything but that. Rather than endure +that, it was better to die. + +The black clouds rose higher in the west, and the gloomy air blew upon +her face. Her head was no longer hot, for a chilly horror had come upon +her, like the shadow of something unspeakably awful, close at hand. +Suddenly, she was afraid to be alone. A bat, lured by the second +twilight of the moon's rising, whirled down from above, with softly +flapping wings, and almost brushed her face. She drew back quickly into +the doorway. It was a very tragic night, she thought. She shut the door, +and groped her way out beyond her cell to the corridor, dimly +illuminated by a single light hanging from the vault by a running cord. +She entered the abbess's apartment. One of the sisters had taken her +place, but Maria Addolorata sent her away by a gesture, and sat down by +the bedside. + +The old lady was either asleep, or did not notice her niece's coming. +Her face was grey as ashes, and upturned in the shadow. Upon the stone +floor stood the primitive Italian night-light, a wick supported in a +triangular bit of tin by three little corks in oil floating on water in +a tumbler. The light was very clear and steady, though there was little +of it, and to Maria, who had been long in comparative darkness, the room +seemed bright enough. There was little furniture besides the plain bed, +a little table, a couple of chairs, and a tall, dark wardrobe. A grim +crucifix hung above the abbess's head, on the white wall, the work of an +age in which horror was familiar to the eye, and needed exaggeration to +teach hardened humanity. + +Maria was too much occupied with her own thoughts to notice the sick +woman's condition at once. Besides, during the last two days there had +been no return of the syncope, and the abbess had seemed to be improving +steadily. She breathed rather heavily and seemed to be asleep. + +Gradually, however, as the nun sat motionless beside her and as the +storm of thought subsided, she became aware that all was not right. Her +aunt's face was unnaturally grey, the breathing was unusually slow and +heavy. When the breath was drawn in, the thin nostrils flattened +themselves strangely on each side, and the features had a peaked look. +Maria rose and felt the pulse. It was fluttering, and not always +perceptible. + +At first Maria's attention to these facts was only mechanical. Then, +with a sudden sinking at her own heart, she realized what they might +mean--another crisis like the one in which the abbess had so narrowly +escaped death. It was true that on that occasion she had called for help +more than once, showing that she had felt herself to be sinking. At +present she seemed to be unconscious, which, if anything, was a worse +feature. + +Maria drew a long breath and held it, biting her lips, as people do in +moments of suspense, doubt, and anxiety. It was as though fate had +thrust the great decision onward at the last moment. The life that hung +in the balance before her eyes meant the possibility of waiting, with +the feeble consolation of being yet undecided. + +She stood as still as a statue, her face like a mask, her hand on the +unconscious woman's wrist. The stimulant which Dalrymple had shown her +how to use was at hand--the glass with which to administer it. It would +prolong life. It might save it. + +Should she give it? The seconds ran to minutes, and the dreadful +question was unanswered. If the abbess died, as die she almost certainly +must within half an hour, if the medicine were not given to her--if she +died, Maria would call the sisters, the portress would be instructed, +and when Dalrymple came on the morrow, he would be told that all was +over, and that he was no longer needed. Nothing could be more sure. He +might do his utmost. He could not enter the convent again. + +In a quick vision, as she stood stone-still, Maria saw herself alone in +the chapel by night, prostrate, repentant, washing the altar steps with +tears, forgiven of God, since God could still forgive her, honoured on +earth as before, since none but the silent confessor could ever know +what she had done, still less what she had meant to do. Her sorrow would +be real, overwhelming, able to move Heaven to mercy, her penance +true-hearted and severe as she deserved. Her name would be unspotted and +unblemished. + +It would be so easy, if she had not to see him again. How could she +resist him, if he could so much as touch her hand? But if she were +defended from him, she could bury his love and pray for him in the +memory of the thing dead. All that, if she but let that heavy breathing +go on a little longer, if she did not raise her hand and set a glass to +those grey, parted lips. + +They were parted now. The laboured breath was drawn through the teeth. +The eyelids were a little raised, and showed but the white of the +upturned eyes. + +Maria stared fixedly into the pinched face, and a new horror came upon +her. + +It was murder she was doing. Nothing less. The power to save was there, +and she would not use it. No--it could not be murder--it was not +possible that she could do murder. + +Still with wide eyes she stared. Surely the heavy breath had come more +quickly a moment ago. It seemed an age between each rise and fall of the +coverlet. There was a ghastly whistling sound of it between the teeth. + +It was slower still. The eyelids were gradually opening--the blind white +was horrible to see. Each breath was a convulsion that shook the frail +body. + +It was murder. Her hand shot out like lightning and seized the small +bottle. Let anything come,--love, shame, heaven, damnation; it should +not be murder. + +She forced the unstoppered bottle into the dying woman's mouth with a +desperate hand. The next breath was drawn with a choking effort. The +whole body stirred. The thin hand appeared, grasped the coverlet with +distorting energy, and then lay almost still, twitching convulsively +second by second. Still Maria tried wildly to pour more of the stimulant +between the set teeth. When they parted, no breath came, and the fingers +only moved once more, for the very last time. + +It was not murder, but it was death. The wasted old woman had outlived +by two or three hours the strong, young peasant girl, and fate had laid +her hand heavily upon the life of Maria Addolorata. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + + +WHEN Dalrymple came home that evening, he found his supper already on +the table and half cold. Sora Nanna was busier than her daughter, and +less patient of the Scotchman's irregularities. If he could not come +home at a reasonable hour, he must not expect her to keep everything +waiting for him. + +He sat down to the table without even going upstairs as usual to wash +his hands, simply because the cooked meat would be cold and greasy if he +let it stand five minutes longer. Being once seated in his place, he did +not move for a long time. Sora Nanna came in more than once. She was +very much preoccupied about the load of wine which her husband had +ordered to be sent, and which, if possible, she meant to send off before +morning, for she did not wish him to be absent in Rome with money in his +pocket a day longer than necessary. + +Gloomy and preoccupied, without even a book before him, Dalrymple sat +with his back to the wall, drinking his wine in silence, and staring at +the lamp. Sora Nanna asked him whether he had seen Annetta. He shook +his head without speaking. The woman observed that the girls were quite +capable of spending a second night at Civitella to prolong the +festivities. Dalrymple nodded, not caring at all. + +Annetta being absent, Gigetto had not thought it necessary to put in an +appearance. But Sora Nanna wished to see him again about the wine. With +a grin, she asked Dalrymple whether he would keep house if she went out +for half an hour. Again he nodded in silence. He heard her lock from the +inside the door which opened from the staircase upon the street, for it +was already late. Then she came through the common room again, with her +overskirt over her head, went out, and left the door ajar. Dalrymple was +alone in the house, unaware that Annetta was lying dead on the floor of +his room upstairs. + +Sora Nanna had not been gone a quarter of an hour when a boy came in +from the street. Dalrymple knew him, for he was the son of the convent +gardener. + +The lad said that Dalrymple was wanted immediately, as the abbess was +very ill. That was all he knew. He was rather a dull boy, and he +repeated mechanically what he had been told. The Scotchman started and +was about to speak, when he checked himself. He asked the boy two or +three questions, in the hope of getting more accurate information, but +could only elicit a repetition of the message. He was wanted +immediately, as the abbess was very ill. + +He covered his eyes with his hand for a few seconds. In a flash he saw +that if he were ever to carry off Maria Addolorata, it must be to-night. +The chances were a hundred to one that if there were another crisis, the +abbess would be dead before he could reach the convent. Once dead, there +was no knowing what might happen in the confusion that would ensue, and +during the elaborate funeral ceremonies. The man had that daring temper +that rises at obstacles as an eagle at a crag, without the slightest +hesitation. When he dropped his hand upon the table he had made up his +mind. + +It was generally easy to get a good mule at any hour of the night in +Subiaco. The mules were in their stables then. In the daytime it would +have been very doubtful, when most of them were away in the vineyards, +or carrying loads to the neighbouring towns. The convent gardener, who +was well-to-do in the world, had a very good mule, as Dalrymple knew, +and its stable was half-way up the ascent. The boy could saddle it with +the pack-saddle without any difficulty, and meet him anywhere he chose. +Dalrymple's reputation was excellent as a liberal foreigner who paid +well, and the gardener would not blame the boy for saddling the mule +without leave. + +In a few words Dalrymple explained what he wanted, and to help the lad's +understanding he gave him some coppers which filled the little fellow +with energy and delight. The boy was to be at the top of the mule path +leading down from above the convent to the valley in half an hour. +Dalrymple told him that he wished to go to Tivoli, and that the boy +could come with him if he chose, after the visit to the abbess was over. +The boy ran away to saddle the mule. + +Dalrymple rose quickly, and shut the street door in order to take the +lamp with him to his room, and not to leave the house open with no light +in it. The case was urgent. He went upstairs, carrying the lamp, and +opened the door of his quarters. Instantly he recognized the faint, +sickly odour of hydrocyanide of potassium, and remembered that he had +left the bottle with the solution on his table that afternoon in his +hurry. Then he looked down and saw a white face upon the floor, and the +flowered bodice and smart skirt of the peasant girl. + +He had solid nerves, and possessed that perfect indifference to death as +a phenomenon which most medical men acquire in the dissecting-room. But +he was shocked when, bending down, and setting the lamp upon the floor, +he saw in a few seconds that Annetta had been dead some time. He even +shook his head a little, very slowly, which meant a great deal for his +hard nature. Glancing at the unstoppered bottle and at the empty glass, +side by side on the table, he understood at once that the girl, +intentionally or by mistake, had swallowed enough of the poison to kill +half-a-dozen strong men. He remembered instantly how he had once given +her spirits of camphor when she had felt ill, and he understood all the +circumstances in a moment, almost as though he had seen them. + +Scarcely thinking of what he was doing, though with an effort which any +one who has attempted to lift a dead body from the ground will +understand, he took up the lifeless girl, stiff and stark as she was, +and laid her upon his own bed. It was a mere instinct of humanity. Then +he went back and took the lamp and held it near her face, and shook his +head again, thoughtfully. A word of pity escaped his lips, spoken very +low. + +He set the lamp down on the floor by the bedside, for there was no small +table near. There never is, in peasants' houses. He began to walk up and +down the room, thinking over the situation, which was grave enough. + +Suddenly he smelt the acrid odour of burning cotton. He turned quickly, +and saw that he had placed the three-beaked lamp so near to the bed that +the overhanging coverlet was directly above one of the flames, and was +already smouldering. He smothered it with the stuff itself between his +hands, brought the lamp into the laboratory, and set it upon the table. + +Then, realizing that his own case was urgent, he began to make his +preparations. He took a clean bottle and poured thirty-five drops of +laudanum into it, put in the stopper, and thrust it into his pocket. +Unlocking another box, he took out some papers and a canvas bag of gold, +such as bankers used to give travellers in those times when it was +necessary to take a large supply of cash for a journey. He threw on his +cloak, took his plaid over one arm and went back into his bedroom, +carrying the lamp in the other hand. Then he hesitated, sniffing the air +and the smell of the burnt cotton. Suddenly an idea seemed to cross his +mind, for he put down the lamp and dropped his plaid upon a chair. He +stood still a moment longer, looking at the dead girl as she lay on the +bed, biting his lip thoughtfully, and nodding his head once or twice. He +made a step towards the bed, then hesitated once more, and then made up +his mind. + +He went back to the bedside, and stooping a little lifted the body on +his arms as though judging of its weight and of his power to carry it. +His first instinct had been to lock the door of the room behind him, and +to go up to the convent, leaving the dead girl where she was, whether he +were destined to come back that night, or never. A moment's reflection +had told him that if he did so he must certainly be accused of having +poisoned her. He meant, if it were possible, to take Maria Addolorata on +board of the English man-of-war at Civita Vecchia within twenty-four +hours. So far as the carrying off of a nun was concerned, he would be +safe on the ship; but if he were accused of murder, no matter how +falsely, the captain would have a right to refuse his protection, even +though he was Dalrymple's friend. A little chain of circumstances had +led him to form a plan, in a flash, which, if successfully carried out, +would account both for the disappearance of Annetta herself, and of +Maria Addolorata as well. + +His eyelids contracted slightly, and his great jaw set itself with the +determination to overcome all obstacles. In a few seconds he had +divested the dead girl of her heavy bodice and skirt and carpet apron +and heavy shoes. He rolled the things into a bundle, tossed them into +the laboratory, locked the door of the latter, and stuck the key into +his pocket. He carefully stopped the bottle containing the remainder of +the prussiate of potassium, and took that also. Then he rolled the body +up carefully in his great plaid, mummy-like, and tied the ends of the +shawl with shoe-laces which he had among his things. He drew his soft +hat firmly down upon his forehead, and threw his cloak over his left +shoulder. He lifted the body off the bed. It was so stark that it stood +upright beside him. With his right arm round its waist, he raised it so +high that he could walk freely, and he drew his wide cloak over it as +well as he could, and freed his left hand. He grasped the lamp as he +passed the table, listened at the door, though he knew that the house +was locked below, and he cautiously and with difficulty descended the +stairs. + +Just inside the street door of the staircase there was a niche, as there +is in almost all old Italian houses. He set the body in it, and went +into the common room with the lamp. Taking the bottle with the laudanum +in it from his pocket, he filled it more than half full of aniseed +cordial, of which a decanter stood with other liquors upon a sideboard, +as usual in such places. He returned it to his pocket, and listened +again. Then he assured himself that he had all he needed--the bottle, +money, his cloak, and a short, broad knife which he always took with him +on his walks, more for the sake of cutting a loaf of bread if he stopped +for refreshment than for any other purpose. His passport he had taken +with his few other valuable papers from the box. + +He left the lamp on the table, and unlocked the street door, though he +did not pull it open. Brave as he was, his heart beat fast, for it was +the first decisive moment. If Sora Nanna should come home within the +next sixty seconds, there would be trouble. But there was no sound. + +In the dark he went back to the door of the staircase, unlocked it, and +opened it wide, looking out. The heavy clouds had so darkened the +moonlight that he could hardly see. But the street was quiet, for it was +late, and there were no watchmen in Subiaco at that time. A moment +later, the door was closed behind him, and he was disappearing round the +dark corner with Annetta's body in his arms, all wrapped with himself in +his great cloak. + +It was a long and terrible climb. A weaker man would have fainted or +given it up long before Dalrymple set his foot firmly upon the narrow +beaten path which ran along between the garden wall at the back of the +convent, and the precipitous descent on his left. The sweat ran down +over his hard, pale face in the dark, as he shook off his cloak and laid +down his ghastly burden under the deep shadow of the low postern. He +shook his big shoulders and wiped his brow, and stretched out his long +arms, doubling them and stretching them again, for they were benumbed +and asleep with the protracted effort. But so far it was done, and no +one had met him. There had been little chance of that, but he was glad, +all the same. And if, down at the house, any one went to his room, +nothing would be found. He had the key of the little laboratory in his +pocket. It would be long before they broke down the door and found +Annetta's skirt and bodice and shoes wrapped together in a corner. + +He went on up the ascent five minutes further, walking as though on air +now that he carried no weight in his arms. At the top of the mule path +the lad was already waiting for him with the mule. He told the little +fellow that he might have to wait half an hour longer, as he must go +into the convent to see the abbess before starting for Tivoli. He bid +him tie the mule by the halter to the low branch of an overhanging +fig-tree, and sit down to wait. + +"It is a cool night," said Dalrymple, though he was hot enough himself. +"Drink this, my boy." + +He gave him the little bottle of aniseed, opening it as he did so. The +boy smelt it and knew that it was good, for it is a common drink in the +mountains. He drank half of it, pouring it into his mouth with a +gurgling sound. + +"Drink it all," said Dalrymple. "I brought it for you." + +The boy did not hesitate, but drained it to the last drop, and handed +the bottle back without a word. Dalrymple made him sit down near the +mule's head, well aside from the path, in case any one should pass. He +knew that between the unaccustomed dose of spirits and the thirty-five +drops of opium, the lad would be sound asleep before long. For the rest, +there was nothing to be done but to trust to luck. He had done the +impossible already, so far as physical effort was concerned, but Fortune +must not thwart him at the end. If she did, he had in his other pocket +enough left of what had killed Annetta to settle his own affairs +forever, and he might need it. At that moment he was absolutely +desperate. It would be ill for any one who crossed his path that night. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + + +DALRYMPLE wrapped his cloak about him once more, as he turned away, and +retraced his steps by the garden wall. He glanced at the long dark thing +that lay in the shadow of the postern, as he went by. It was not +probable that it would be noticed, even if any one should pass that way, +which was unlikely, between ten o'clock at night and three in the +morning. He went on without stopping, and in three or four minutes he +had gone round the convent to the main entrance, next to the church. He +rang the bell. The portress was expecting him, and he was admitted +without a word. + +He found Maria Addolorata in the antechamber of the abbess's apartment, +veiled, and standing with folded hands in the middle of the little hall. +She must have heard the distant clang of the bell, for she was evidently +waiting for him. + +"Am I in time?" he asked in a tone of anxiety. + +She shook her head slowly. + +"Is she dead?" + +"She was dead before I sent for you," answered Maria Addolorata, in a +low and almost solemn tone. "No one knows it yet." + +"I feared so," said Dalrymple. + +He made a step towards the door of the parlour, naturally expecting that +Maria would speak with him there, as usual. But she stepped back and +placed herself in his way. + +"No," she said briefly. + +"Why not?" he asked in quick surprise. + +She raised her finger to her veiled lips, and then pointed to the other +door, to warn him that the portress was there and was almost within +hearing. With quick suspicion he understood that she was keeping him in +the antechamber to defend herself, that she had not been able to resist +the desire to see him once more, and that she intended this to be their +last meeting. + +"Maria," he began, but he only pronounced her name, and stopped short, +for a great fear took him by the throat. + +"Yes," she answered, in her calm, low voice. "I have made up my mind. I +will not go. God will perhaps forgive me what I have done. I will pray +for forgiveness. But I will not do more evil. I will not bring shame +upon my father's house, even for love of you." + +Her voice trembled a little at the last words. Even veiled as she was, +the vital magnetism of the man was creeping upon her already. She had +resolved that she would see him once more, that she would tell him the +plain truth that was right, that she would bid him farewell, and +promise to pray for him, as she must pray for herself. But she had sworn +to herself that she would not speak of love. Yet with the first words +she spoke, the word and the vibration of love had come too. Her hands +disappeared in her sleeves, and her nails pressed the flesh in the +determination to be strong. She little guessed the tremendous argument +he had in store. + +"It is hard to speak here," he said. "Let us go into the parlour." + +She shook her head, and again moved backwards a step, so that her +shoulders were almost against the door. + +"You must say what you have to say here," she answered after a moment's +pause, and she felt strong again. "For my part, I have spoken. May God +forget me in my utmost need if I go with you." + +Dalrymple seemed little moved by the solemn invocation. It meant little +enough to him. + +"I must tell you a short story," he replied quietly. "Unless I tell you, +you cannot understand. I have set my life upon your love, and I have +gone so far that I cannot save my life except by you--my life and my +honour. Will you listen to me?" + +She nodded, and he heard her draw a quick breath. Then he began his +story, putting it together clearly, from the facts he knew, in very few +words. He told her how Annetta must have mistaken the bottle on his +table for camphor, and how he had found her dead. Nothing would save him +from the accusation of having murdered the girl but the absolute +disappearance of her body. Maria shuddered and turned her head quickly +when he told her that the body was lying under the postern arch behind +the garden wall. He told her, too, that the boy was by this time asleep +beside the mule on the path beyond. Then he told her of his plan, which +was short, desperate, and masterly. + +"You must tell no one that the abbess is dead," he said. "Go out through +your cell into the garden, as soon as I am gone, and when I tap at the +postern open the door. Leave a lamp in your cell. I will do the rest." + +"What will you do?" asked Maria, in a low and wondering tone. + +"You must lock the door of your cell on the inside and leave the lamp +there," said Dalrymple. "You will wait for me in the garden by the gate. +I will carry the poor girl's body in and lay it in your bed. Then I will +set fire to the bed itself. Of course there is an under-mattress of +maize leaves--there always is. I will leave the lamp standing on the +floor by the bedside. I will shut the door and come out to you, and I +can manage to slip the bolt of the garden gate from the outside by +propping up the spring from within. You shall see." + +"It is horrible!" gasped Maria. "And I do not see--" + +"It is simple, and nothing else can save my life. Your cell is of course +a mere stone vault, and the fire cannot spread. The sisters are asleep, +except the portress, who will be far away. Long before they break down +your door, the body will be charred by the fire beyond all recognition. +They will see the lamp standing close by, and will suppose that you lay +down to rest, leaving the lamp close to you--too close; that the abbess +died while you were asleep, and that you had caught fire before you +waked; that you were burned to death, in fact. The body will be buried +as yours, and you will be legally dead. Consequently there will not be +the slightest suspicion upon your good name. As for me, it will be +supposed that I have procured other clothes for Annetta, thrown hers +into the laboratory and carried her off. In due time I will send her +father a large sum of money without comment. If you refuse, I must +either be arrested, convicted, and sentenced to death for the murder of +a girl who killed herself without my knowledge, or, as is probable, I +shall go out now, sit down in a quiet place, and be found dead in the +morning. It is certain death to me in either case. It would be +absolutely impossible for me to get rid of the dead body without +arousing suspicion. If it is wrong to save oneself by burning a dead +body, it is not a great wrong, and I take it upon myself. It is the only +wrong in the matter, unless it is wrong to love you and to be willing to +die for you. Do you understand me?" + +Leaning back against the door of the parlour, Maria Addolorata had +almost unconsciously lifted her veil and was gazing into his eyes. The +plan was horrible, but she could not help admiring the man's strength +and daring. In his voice, even when he told her that he loved her, there +was that quiet courage which imposes itself upon men and women alike. +The whole situation was as clear as day to her in a moment, for all his +calculations were absolutely correct,--the fire-proof vault of the cell, +the certainty that the body would be taken for hers, above all, the +assurance of her own supposed death, with the utter freedom from +suspicion which it would mean for her ever afterwards. Was she not to be +buried with Christian burial, mourned as dead, and freed in one hour +from all the consequences of her life? It was masterly, though there was +a horror in it. + +She loved him more than her own soul. It was the fear of bringing shame +upon her father and mother that had held her, far more than any +spiritual dread. It was not strange that she should waver again when he +had unfolded his scheme. + +She turned, opened the door, and led him into the parlour, where the +silver lamp was burning brightly. + +"You must tell it all again," she said, still standing. "I must be quite +sure that I understand." + +He knew well enough that she had finally yielded, since she went so far. +In his mind he quickly ran over the details of the plan once more, and +mentally settled what still remained to be decided. But since she wished +it, he went over all he had said already. Being able to speak in his +natural voice without fear of being overheard by the portress, and +feeling sure of the result, he spoke far more easily and more +eloquently. Before he had finished he was holding her hand in his, and +she was gazing intently into his eyes. + +"It is life or death for me," he said, when he had told her everything. +"Which shall it be?" + +She was silent for a moment. Then her strong mouth smiled strangely. + +"It shall be life for you, if I lose my soul for it," she said. + +She felt the quick thrill and pressure of his hand, and all the man's +tremendous energy was alive again. + +"Then let us do it quickly," he answered. "I will go out with the +portress. Go to your cell before we reach the end of the corridor, and +shut the door with some noise. She will remember it afterwards. Wait at +the garden gate till I tap softly, and leave the rest to me. There is no +danger. Do not be afraid." + +"Afraid!" she exclaimed proudly. "How little you know me! It never was +fear that held me. Besides--with you!" + +The two last words told him more than all she had ever said before, and +for the first time he wholly trusted her. Besides, it was to be only for +a few minutes, while he went out by the front gate and walked round to +the back of the convent. The plan was so well conceived that it could +not fail when put into execution. + +They shook hands, as two people who have agreed to do a desperate deed, +each for the other's sake. Then as their grasp loosened, Dalrymple +turned towards the door, but turned again almost instantly and took her +in his arms, and kissed her as men kiss women they love when their lives +are in the balance. Then he went out, passed through the antechamber, +and found the portress waiting for him as usual. She took up her little +lamp and led the way in silence. A moment later he heard Maria come out +and enter her cell, closing the door loudly behind her. + +"Her most reverend excellency is in no danger now," he said to the +portress, with Scotch veracity. + +"Sister Maria Addolorata may then rest a little," answered the lay +sister, who rarely spoke. + +"Precisely so," said Dalrymple, drily. + +Five minutes later he was at the garden gate, tapping softly. +Immediately the door yielded to his gentle pressure, for Maria had +already unfastened the lock within. + +"Stand aside a little," said Dalrymple, in a whisper. "You need not +see--it is not a pretty sight. Keep the door shut till I come back. +Where is your cell?" + +She pointed to a door that was open above the level of the garden. A +little light came out. With womanly caution she had set the lamp in the +corner behind the door when she had opened it, so as to show as little +as possible from without. + +She turned her head away as he passed her with his heavy burden, +treading softly upon the hard, dry ground. But he was not half across +the garden before she looked after him. She could not help it. The dark +thing he carried in his arms attracted her, and a shudder ran through +her. She closed the gate, and stood with her hand on the lock. + +It seemed to her that he was gone an interminable time. Though the moon +was now high, the clouds were so black that the garden was almost quite +dark. Suddenly she heard his step, and he was nearer than she thought. + +"It is burning well," he said with grim brevity. + +He stooped and looked closely in the dimness at the old-fashioned lock. +It was made as he supposed and could be easily slipped from without. He +found a pebble under his foot, raised the spring, and placed the small +stone under it, after examining the position of the cracks in the wood, +which were many. + +"There is plenty of time, now," he said, and he gently pushed her out +upon the narrow walk, drawing the door after him. + +With his big knife, working through the widest crack he teazed the bolt +into the socket. Then with his shoulder he softly shook the whole door. +He heard the spring fall into its place, as the pebble dropped upon the +dry ground. + +"No human being can suspect that the door has been opened," he said. + +He wrapped her in his long cloak, standing beside her under the wall. +Very gently he pushed the veil and bands away from her golden hair. She +helped him, and he kissed the soft locks. Then about her head he laid +his plaid in folds and drew it forward over her shoulders. She let him +do it, not realizing what service the shawl had but lately done. + +They walked forward. The boy was fast asleep and did not move. The mule +stamped a little as they came up. Dalrymple lifted Maria upon the +pack-saddle, sideways, and stretched the packing-cords behind her back. + +"Hold on," he said. "I will lead the mule." + +[Illustration: "An evil death on you!"--Vol. I., p. 218.] + +So it was all over, and the deed was done, for good or evil. But it was +for evil, for it was a bad deed. + +To the last, fortune favoured Dalrymple and Maria, and everything took +place after their flight just as the strong man had anticipated. Not a +trace of the truth was left behind. Early in the morning the abbess was +found dead, and in the little cell near by, upon the still smouldering +remains of the mattress, lay the charred and burned form of a woman. In +Stefanone's house, the little bundle of clothes in the locked laboratory +was all that was left of Annetta. All Subiaco said that the Englishman +had carried off the peasant girl to his own country. + +Up at the convent the nuns buried the abbess in great state, with +catafalque and canopy, with hundreds of wax candles and endless funeral +singing. They buried also another body with less magnificence, but with +more pomp than would have been bestowed upon any of the other sisters, +and not long afterwards a marble tablet in the wall of the church set +forth in short good Latin sentences, how the Sister Maria Addolorata, of +many virtues, had been burned to death in her bed on the eve of the +feast of Saint Luke the Evangelist, and all good Christians were +enjoined to pray for her soul--which indeed was in need of their +prayers. + +Stefanone returned from Rome, but it was a sad home-coming when he +found that his daughter was gone, and unconsciously he repeated the very +words she had last spoken when she was dying in Dalrymple's room all +alone. + +"An evil death on you and all your house!" he said, shaking his fist at +the door of the room. + +And Stefanone swore within himself solemnly that the Englishman should +pay the price. And he and his paid it in full, and more also, after +years had passed, even to generations then unborn. + +This is the first act, as it were, of all the story, and between this +one and the beginning of the next a few years must pass quickly, if not +altogether in silence. + + + + +PART II. + + +_GLORIA DALRYMPLE._ + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + + +IN the year 1861 Donna Francesca Campodonico was already a widow. Her +husband, Don Girolamo Campodonico, had died within two years of their +marriage, which had been one of interest and convenience so far as he +had been concerned, for Donna Francesca was rich, whereas he had been +but a younger son and poor. His elder brother was the Duca di Norba, the +father of another Girolamo, who succeeded him many years later, of +Gianforte Campodonico, and of the beautiful Bianca, in whose short, sad +life Pietro Ghisleri afterwards held so large a part. But of these +latter persons, some were then not yet born, and others were in their +infancy, so that they play no part in this portion of the present +history. + +Donna Francesca was of the great Braccio family, the last of a +collateral branch. She had inherited a very considerable estate, which, +if she had no descendants, was to revert to the Princes of Gerano. She +had married Don Girolamo in obedience to her guardians' advice, but not +at all against her will, and she had become deeply attached to him +during the short two years of their married life. He had never been +strong, since his childhood, his constitution having been permanently +injured by a violent attack of malarious fever when he had been a mere +boy. A second fever, even more severe than the first, caught on a +shooting expedition near Fiumicino, had killed him, and Donna Francesca +was left a childless widow, in full possession of her own fortune and of +a little more in the shape of a small jointure. It was thought that she +would marry again before very long, but it was too soon to expect this +as yet. + +Among her possessions as the last of her branch of the Braccio family, +of which the main line, however, was sufficiently well represented, was +the small but beautiful palace in which she now lived alone. It was +situated between the Capitoline Hill and the Tiber, surrounded on three +sides by dark and narrow streets, but facing a small square in which +there was an ancient church. When it is said that the palace was a small +one, its dimensions are compared with the great Roman palaces, more than +one of which could easily lodge a thousand persons. It was built on the +same general plan as most of them, with a ground floor having heavily +barred windows; a state apartment in the first story, with three stone +balconies on the front; a very low second story above that, but not +coextensive with it, because two of the great state rooms were higher +than the rest and had clere-story windows; and last of all, a third +story consisting of much higher rooms than the second, and having a +spacious attic under the sloping roof, which was, of course, covered +with red tiles in the old fashion. The palace, at that time known as the +Palazzo, or 'Palazzetto,' Borgia, was externally a very good specimen of +Renascence architecture of the period when the florid, 'barocco' style +had not yet got the upper hand in Rome. The great arched entrance for +carriages was well proportioned, the stone carvings were severe rather +than graceful, the cornices had great nobility both of proportion and +design. The lower story was built of rough-faced blocks of travertine +stone, above which the masonry was smooth. The whole palace was of that +warm, time-toned colour, which travertine takes with age, and which is, +therefore, peculiar to old Roman buildings. + +Within, though it could not be said that any part had exactly fallen to +decay, there were many rooms which had been long disused, in which the +old frescoes and architectural designs in grey and white, and bits of +bold perspective painted in the vaults and embrasures, were almost +obliterated by time, and in which such furniture as there was could not +survive much longer. About one-half of the state apartment, comprising, +perhaps, fifteen or twenty rooms, large and small, had been occupied by +Donna Francesca and her husband, and she now lived in them alone. In +that part of the palace there was a sort of quiet and stately luxury, +the result of her own taste, which was strongly opposed to the gaudy +fashions then introduced from Paris at the height of the Second Empire's +importance. Girolamo Campodonico had been aware that his young wife's +judgment was far better than his own in artistic matters, and had left +all such questions entirely to her. + +She had taken much pleasure in unearthing from attics and disused rooms +all such objects as possessed any intrinsic artistic value, such as old +carved furniture, tapestries, and the like. Whatever she found worth +keeping she had caused to be restored just so far as to be useful, and +she had known how to supply the deficiencies with modern material in +such a way as not to destroy the harmony of the whole. + +It should be sufficiently clear from these facts that Donna Francesca +Campodonico was a woman of taste and culture, in the modern sense. +Indeed, the satisfaction of her tastes occupied a much more important +place in her existence than her social obligations, and had a far +greater influence upon her subsequent life. Her favourite scheme was to +make her palace at all points as complete within as its architect had +made it outside, and she had it in her power to succeed in doing so. She +was not, as some might think, a great exception in those days. Within +the narrow limits of a certain class, in which the hereditary +possession of masterpieces has established artistic intelligence as a +stamp of caste, no people, until recently, have had a better taste than +the Italians; as no people, beyond these limits, have ever had a worse. +There was nothing very unusual in Donna Francesca's views, except her +constant and industrious energy in carrying them out. Even this might be +attributed to the fact that she had inherited a beautiful but +dilapidated palace, which she was desirous of improving until, on a +small scale, it should be like the houses of the great old families, +such as the Saracinesca, the Savelli, the Frangipani, and her own near +relatives, the Princes of Gerano. + +She had an invaluable ally in her artistic enterprises in the person of +an artist, who, in a sort of way, was considered as belonging to Casa +Braccio, though his extraordinary talent had raised him far above the +position of a dependent of the family, in which he had been born as the +son of the steward of the ancient castle and estate of Gerano. As +constantly happened in those days, the clever boy had been noticed by +the Prince,--or, perhaps, thrust into notice by his father, who was +reasonably proud of him. The lad had been taken out of his surroundings +and thoroughly educated for the priesthood in Rome, but by the time he +had attained to the age necessary for ordination, his artistic gifts had +developed to such an extent that in spite of his father's +disappointment, even the old Prince--the brother of Sister Maria +Addolorata--advised Angelo Reanda to give up the Church, and to devote +himself altogether to painting. + +Young Reanda had been glad enough of the change in his prospects. Many +eminent Italians have begun life in a similar way. Cardinal Antonelli +was not the only one, for there have been Italian prime ministers as +well as dignitaries of the Church, whose origin was as humble and who +owed their subsequent distinction to the kindly interest bestowed on +them by nobles on whose estates their parents were mere peasants, very +far inferior in station to Angelo Reanda's father, a man of a certain +education, occupying a position of trust and importance. + +Nor was Reanda's priestly education anything but an advantage to him, so +far as his career was concerned, however much it had raised him above +the class in which he had been born. So far as latinity and rhetoric +were to be counted he was better educated than his father's master; for +with the same advantages he had greater talents, greater originality, +and greater industry. As an artist, his mental culture made him the +intellectual superior of most of his contemporaries. As a man, ten years +of close association with the sons of gentlemen had easily enough made a +gentleman of one whose instincts were naturally as refined as his +character was sensitive and upright. + +Donna Francesca, as the last of her branch of the family and an orphan +at an early age, had of course been brought up in the house of her +relatives of Gerano, and from her childhood had known Reanda's father, +and Angelo himself, who was fully ten years older than she. Some of his +first paintings had been done in the great Braccio palace, and many a +time, as a mere girl, she had watched him at his work, perched upon a +scaffolding, as he decorated the vault of the main hall. She could not +remember the time when she had not heard him spoken of as a young +genius, and she could distinctly recall the discussion which had taken +place when his fate had been decided for him, and when he had been at +last told that he might become an artist if he chose. At that time she +had looked upon him with a sort of wondering admiration in which there +was much real friendly feeling, and as she grew up and saw what he could +do, and learned to appreciate it, she silently determined that he should +one day help her to restore the dilapidated Palazzetto Borgia, where her +father and mother had died in her infancy, and which she loved with that +sort of tender attachment which children brought up by distant relations +often feel for whatever has belonged to their own dimly remembered +parents. + +There was a natural intimacy between the young girl and the artist. Long +ago she had played at ball with him in the great courtyard of the Gerano +castle, when he had been at home for his holidays, wearing a black +cassock and a three-cornered hat, like a young priest. Then, all at +once, instead of a priest he had been a painter, dressed like other men +and working in the house in which she lived. She had played with his +colours, had scrawled with his charcoals upon the white plastered walls, +had asked him questions, and had talked with him about the famous +pictures in the Braccio gallery. And all this had happened not once, but +many times in the course of years. Then she had unfolded to him her +schemes about her own little palace, and he had promised to help her, by +and bye, half jesting, half in earnest. She would give him rooms in the +upper story to live in, she said, disposing of everything beforehand. He +should be close to his work, and have it under his hand always until it +was finished. And when there was no more to do, he might still live +there and have his studio at the top of the old house, with an entrance +of his own, leading by a narrow staircase to one of the dark streets at +the back. She had noticed all sorts of peculiarities of the building in +her occasional visits to it with the governess,--as, for instance, that +there was a convenient interior staircase leading from the great hall to +the upper story, by a door once painted like the wall, and hard to +find, but now hanging on its hinges and hideously apparent. The great +hall must all be painted again, and Angelo could live overhead and come +down to his work by those steps. With childish pleasure she praised her +own ingenuity in so arranging matters beforehand. Angelo was to help her +in all she did, until the Palazzetto Borgia should be as beautiful as +the Palazzo Braccio itself, though of course it was much smaller. Then +she scrawled on the walls again, trying to explain to him, in childishly +futile sketches, her ideas of decoration, and he would come down from +his scaffold and do his best with a few broad lines to show her what she +had really imagined, till she clapped her small, dusty hands with +delight and was ultimately carried off by her governess to be made +presentable for her daily drive in the Villa Borghese with the Princess +of Gerano. + +As a girl Francesca had the rare gift of seeing clearly in her mind what +she wanted, and at last she had found herself possessed of the power to +carry out her intentions. As a matter of course she had taken Reanda +into her confidence as her chief helper, and the intimacy which dated +from her childhood had continued on very much the same footing. His +talent had grown and been consolidated by ten years of good work, and +she, as a young married woman, had understood what she had meant when +she had been a child. Reanda was now admittedly, in his department, the +first painter in Rome, and that was fame in those days. His high +education and general knowledge of all artistic matters made him an +interesting companion in such work as Francesca had undertaken, and he +had, moreover, a personal charm of manner and voice which had always +attracted her. + +No one, perhaps, would have called him a handsome man, and at this time +he was no longer in his first youth. He was tall, thin, and very dark, +though his black beard had touches of a deep gold-brown colour in it, +which contrasted a little with his dusky complexion. He had a sad face, +with deep, lustreless, thoughtful eyes, which seemed to peer inward +rather than outward. In the olive skin there were heavy brown shadows, +and the bony prominence of the brow left hollows at the temples, from +which the fine black hair grew with a backward turn which gave something +unusual to his expression. The aquiline nose which characterizes so many +Roman faces, was thin and delicate, with sensitive nostrils that often +moved when he was speaking. The eyebrows were irregular and thick, +extending in a dark down beyond the lower angles of the forehead, and +almost meeting between the eyes; but the somewhat gloomy expression +which this gave him was modified by a certain sensitive grace of the +mouth, little hidden by the thin black moustache or by the beard, which +did not grow up to the lower lip, though it was thick and silky from the +chin downwards. + +It was a thoughtful face, but there was creative power in the high +forehead, as there was direct energy in the long arms and lean, nervous +hands. Donna Francesca liked to watch him at his work, as she had +watched him when she was a little girl. Now and then, but very rarely, +the lustreless eyes lighted up, just before he put in some steady, +determining stroke which brought out the meaning of the design. There +was a quick fire in them then, at the instant when the main idea was +outwardly expressed, and if she spoke to him inadvertently at such a +moment, he never answered her at once, and sometimes forgot to answer +her at all. For his art was always first with him. She knew it, and she +liked him the better for it. + +The intimacy between the great lady and the artist was, indeed, founded +upon this devotion of his to his painting, but it was sustained by a +sort of community of interests extending far back into darker ages, when +his forefathers had been bondsmen to her ancestors in the days of +serfdom. He had grown up with the clearly defined sensation of belonging +with, if not to, the house of Braccio. His father had been a trusty and +trusted dependent of the family, and he had imbibed as a mere child its +hereditary likes and dislikes, its traditions wise and foolish, +together with an indomitable pride in its high fortunes and position in +the world. And Francesca herself was a true Braccio, though she was +descended from a collateral branch, and, next to the Prince of Gerano, +had been to Reanda by far the most important person bearing the name. +She had admired him when she had been a child, had encouraged him as she +grew up, and now she provided his genius with employment, and gave him +her friendship as a solace and delight both in work and idleness. It is +said that only Italians can be admitted to such a position with the +certainty that they will not under any circumstances presume upon it. To +Angelo Reanda it meant much more than to most men who could have been +placed as he was. His genius raised him far above the class in which he +had been born, and his education, with his natural and acquired +refinement, placed him on a higher level than the majority of other +Roman artists, who, in the Rome of that day, inhabited a Bohemia of +their own which has completely disappeared. Their ideas and +conversation, when they were serious, interested him, but their manners +were not his, and their gaiety was frankly distasteful to him. He +associated with them as an artist, but not as a companion, and he +particularly disliked their wives and daughters, who, in their turn, +found him too 'serious' for their society, to use the time-honoured +Italian expression. Nevertheless, his natural gentleness of disposition +made him treat them all alike with quiet courtesy, and when, as often +happened, he was obliged to be in their company, he honestly endeavoured +to be one of them as far as he could. + +On the other hand, he had no footing in the society to which Francesca +belonged, but for which she cared so little. There were, indeed, one or +two houses where he was received, as he was at Casa Braccio, in a manner +which, for the very reason that it was familiar, proved his social +inferiority--where he addressed the head of the house as 'Excellency' +and was called 'Reanda' by everybody, elders and juniors alike, where he +was appreciated as an artist, respected as a man, and welcomed +occasionally as a guest when no other outsider was present, but where he +was not looked upon as a personage to be invited even with the great +throng on state occasions. He was as far from receiving such cold +acknowledgments of social existence as those who received them and +nothing else were distantly removed from intimacy on an equal footing. + +He did not complain of such treatment, nor even inwardly resent it. The +friendliness shown him was as real as the kindness he had received +throughout his early youth from the Prince of Gerano, and he was not the +man to undervalue it because he had not a drop of gentle blood in his +veins. But his refined nature craved refined intercourse, and preferred +solitude to what he could get in any lower sphere. The desire for the +atmosphere of the uppermost class, rather than the mere wish to appear +as one of its members, often belongs to the artistic temperament, and +many artists are unjustly disliked by their fellows and pointed at as +snobs because they prefer, as an atmosphere, inane elegance to inelegant +intellectuality. It is often forgotten by those who calumniate them that +hereditary elegance, no matter how empty-headed, is the result of an +hereditary cultivation of what is thought beautiful, and that the +vainest, silliest woman who dresses well by instinct is an artist in her +way. + +In Francesca Campodonico there was much more than such superficial +taste, and in her Reanda found the only true companion he had ever +known. He might have been for twenty years the intimate friend of all +Roman society without meeting such another, and he knew it, and +appreciated his good fortune. For he was not naturally a dissatisfied +man, nor at all given to complain of his lot. Few men are, who have +active, creative genius, and whose profession gives them all the scope +they need. Of late years, too, Francesca had treated him with a sort of +deference which he got from no one else in the world. He realized that +she did, without attempting to account for the fact, which, indeed, +depended on something past his comprehension. + +He felt for her something like veneration. The word does not express +exactly the attitude of his mind towards her, but no other defines his +position so well. He was not in love with her in the Italian sense of +the expression, for he did not conceive it possible that she should ever +love him, whereas he told himself that he might possibly marry, if he +found a wife to his taste, and be in love with his wife without in the +least infringing upon his devotion to Donna Francesca. + +That she was young and lovely, if not beautiful, he saw and knew. He +even admitted unconsciously that if she had been an old woman he could +not have 'venerated' her as he did, though veneration, as such, is the +due of the old rather than of the young. Her spiritual eyes and virginal +face were often before him in his dreams and waking thoughts. There was +a maidenlike modesty, as it were, even about her graceful bodily self, +which belonged, in his imagination, to a saint upon an altar, rather +than to a statue upon a pedestal. There was something in the sweep of +her soft dark brown hair which suggested that it would be sacrilege and +violence for a man's hand to touch it. There was a dewy delicacy on her +young lips, as though they could kiss nothing more earthly than a newly +opened flower, already above the earth, but not yet touched by the sun. +There was a thoughtful turn of modelling in the smooth, white forehead, +which it was utterly beyond Reanda's art to reproduce, often as he had +tried. He thought a great sculptor might succeed, and it was the one +thing which made him sometimes wish that he had taken the chisel for his +tool, instead of the brush. + +She was never considered one of the great beauties of Rome. She had not +the magnificent presence and colouring of her kinswoman, Maria +Addolorata, whose tragic death in the convent of Subiaco--a fictitious +tragedy accepted as real by all Roman society--had given her a special +place in the history of the Braccio family. She had not the dark and +queenly splendour of Corona d'Astradente, her contemporary and the most +beautiful woman of her time. But she had, for those who loved her, +something which was quite her own and which placed her beyond them in +some ways and, in any case, out of competition for the homage received +by the great beauties. No one recognized this more fully than Angelo +Reanda, and he would as soon have thought of being in love with her, as +men love women, as he would have imagined that his father, for instance, +could have loved Maria Addolorata, the Carmelite nun. + +The one human point in his devoted adoration lay in his terror lest +Francesca Campodonico should die young and leave him to grow old without +her. He sometimes told her so. + +"You should marry," she answered one day, when they were together in the +great hall which he was decorating. + +She was still dressed in black, and as she spoke, he turned and saw the +outline of her small pure face against the high back of the old chair in +which she was sitting. It was so white just then that he fancied he saw +in it that fatal look which belonged to some of the Braccio family, and +which was always spoken of as having been one of Maria Addolorata's +chief characteristics. He looked at her long and sadly, leaning against +an upright of his scaffolding as he stood on the floor near her, holding +his brushes in his hand. + +"I do not think I shall ever marry," he answered at last, looking down +and idly mixing two colours on his palette. + +"Why not?" she asked quickly. "I have heard you say that you might, some +day." + +"Some day, some day--and then, all at once, the 'some day' is past, and +is not any more in the future. Why should I marry? I am well enough as I +am; there would only be unhappiness." + +"Do you think that every one who marries must be unhappy?" she asked. +"You are cynical. I did not know it." + +"No. I am not cynical. I say it only of myself. There are many reasons. +I could not marry such a woman as I should wish to have for my wife. +You must surely understand that. It is very easy to understand." + +He made as though he would go up the ladder to his little platform and +continue his work. But she stopped him. + +"What is the use of hurting your eyes?" she asked. "It is late, and the +light is bad. Besides, I am not so sure that I understand what you mean, +though you say that it is so easy. We have never talked about it much." + +He laid his palette and brushes upon a ragged straw chair and sat down +upon another, not far from her. There was no other furniture in the +great vaulted hall, and the brick pavement was bare, and splashed in +many places with white plaster. Fresco-painting can only be done upon +stucco just laid on, while it is still moist, and a mason came early +every day and prepared as much of the wall as Reanda could cover before +night. If he did not paint over the whole surface, the remainder was +chipped away and freshly laid over on the following morning. + +The evening light already reddened the tall western windows, for it was +autumn, and the days were shortening quickly. Reanda knew that he could +not do much more, and sat down, to answer Francesca's question, if he +could. + +"I am not a gentleman, as you understand the word," he said slowly. "And +yet I am certainly not of the class to which my father belonged. My +position is not defined. I could not marry a woman of your class, and I +should not care to marry one of any other. That is all. Is it not +clear?" + +"Yes," answered Francesca. "It is clear enough. But--" + +She checked herself, and he looked into her face, expecting her to +continue. But she said nothing more. + +"You were going to find an objection to what I said," he observed. + +"No; I was not. I will say it, for you will understand me. What you tell +me is true enough, and I am sorry that it should be so. Is it not to +some extent my fault?" + +"Your fault?" cried Reanda, leaning forward and looking into her eyes. +"How? I do not understand." + +"I blame myself," answered Francesca, quietly. "I have kept you out of +the world, perhaps, and in many ways. Here you live, day after day, as +though nothing else existed for you. In the morning, long before I am +awake, you come down your staircase through that door, and go up that +ladder, and work, and work, and work, all day long, until it is dark, as +you have worked to-day, and yesterday, and for months. And when you +might and should be out of doors, or associating with other people, as +just now, I sit and talk to you and take up all your leisure time. It +is wrong. You ought to see more of other men and women. Do men of genius +never marry? It seems to me absurd!" + +"Genius!" exclaimed Reanda, shaking his head sadly. "Do not use the word +of me." + +"I will do as other people do," answered Francesca. "But that is not the +question. The truth is that you live pent up in this old house, like a +bird in a cage. I want you to spread your wings." + +"To go away for a time?" asked Reanda, anxiously. + +"I did not say that. Perhaps I should. Yes, if you could enjoy a +journey, go away--for a time." + +She spoke with some hesitation and rather nervously, for he had said +more than she had meant to propose. + +"Just to make a change," she added, after a moment's pause, as he said +nothing. "You ought to see more of other people, as I said. You ought to +mix with the world. You ought at least to offer yourself the chance of +marrying, even if you think that you might not find a wife to your +taste." + +"If I do not find one here--" He did not complete the sentence, but +smiled a little. + +"Must you marry a Roman princess?" she asked. "What should you say to a +foreigner? Is that impossible, too?" + +"It would matter little where she came from, if I wished to marry her," +he answered. "But I like my life as it is. Why should I try to change +it? I am happy as I am. I work, and I enjoy working. I work for you, and +you are satisfied. It seems to me that there is nothing more to be said. +Why are you so anxious that I should marry?" + +Donna Francesca laughed softly, but without much mirth. + +"Because I think that in some way it is my fault if you have not +married," she said. "And besides, I was thinking of a young girl whom I +met, or rather, saw, the other day, and who might please you. She has +the most beautiful voice in the world, I think. She could make her +fortune as a singer, and I believe she wishes to try it. But her father +objects. They are foreigners--English or Scotch--it is the same. She is +a mere child, they say, but she seems to be quite grown up. There is +something strange about them. He is a man of science, I am told, but I +fancy he is one of those English enthusiasts about Italian liberty. His +name is Dalrymple." + +"What a name!" Reanda laughed. "I suppose they have come to spend the +winter in Rome," he added. + +"Not at all. I hear that they have lived here for years. But one never +meets the foreigners, unless they wish to be in society. His wife died +young, they say, and this girl is his only daughter. I wish you could +hear her sing!" + +"For that matter, I wish I might," said Reanda, who was passionately +fond of music. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + + +SEVENTEEN years had scored their account on Angus Dalrymple's hard face, +and one great sorrow had set an even deeper mark upon him--a sorrow so +deep and so overwhelming that none had ever dared to speak of it to him. +And he was not the man to bear any affliction resignedly, to feed on +memory, and find rest in the dreams of what had been. Sullenly and +fiercely rebellious against his fate, he went down life, rather than +through it, savage and silent, for the most part, Nero-like in his wish +that he could end the world at a single blow, himself and all that +lived. Yet it was characteristic of the man that he had not chosen +suicide as a means of escape, as he would have done in his earlier +years, if Maria Addolorata had failed him. It seemed cowardly now, and +he had never done anything cowardly in his life. Through his grief the +sense of responsibility had remained with him, and had kept him alive. +He looked upon his existence not as a state from which he had a right to +escape, but as a personal enemy to be fought with, to be despised, to be +ill-treated barbarously, perhaps, but still as an enemy to murder whom +in cold blood would be an act of cowardice. + +There was little more than the mere sense of the responsibility, for he +did little enough to fulfil his obligations. His wife had borne him a +daughter, but it was not in Angus Dalrymple's nature to substitute one +being in his heart for another. He could not love the girl simply +because her mother was dead. He could only spoil her, with a rough idea +that she should be spared all suffering as much as possible, but that if +he gave her what she wanted, he had done all that could be expected of +him. For the rest, he lived his own life. + +He had a good intelligence and superior gifts, together with +considerable powers of intellectual acquisition. He had believed in his +youth that he was destined to make great discoveries, and his papers +afterwards showed that he was really on the track of great and new +things. But with his bereavement, all ambition as well as all curiosity +disappeared in one day from his character. Since then he had never gone +back to his studies, which disgusted him and seemed stale and flat. He +grew rudely dogmatical when scientific matters were discussed before +him, as he had become rough, tyrannical, and almost violent in his +ordinary dealings with the world, whenever he found any opposition to +his opinions or his will. The only exception he made was in his +treatment of his daughter, whom he indulged in every way except in her +desire to be a public singer. It seemed to him that to give her +everything she wanted was to fulfil all his obligations to her; in the +one question of appearing on the stage he was inflexible. He simply +refused to hear of it, rarely giving her any reasons beyond the ordinary +ones which present themselves in such cases, and which were far from +answering the impulse of the girl's genius. + +They had called her Gloria in the days of their passionate happiness. +The sentimental name had meant a great deal to them, for Dalrymple had +at that time developed that sort of uncouth sentimentality which is in +strong men like a fungus on an oak, and disgusts them afterwards unless +they are able to forget it. The two had felt that the glory of life was +in the child, and they had named her for it, as it were. + +Years afterwards Dalrymple brought the little girl to Rome, drawn back +irresistibly to the place by that physical association of impressions +which moves such men strongly. They had remained, keeping from year to +year a lodging Dalrymple had hired, at first hired for a few months. He +never went to Subiaco. + +He gave Gloria teachers, the best that could be found, and there were +good instructors in those days when people were willing to take time in +learning. In music she had her mother's voice and talent. Her father +gave her a musician's opportunities, and it was no wonder that she +should dream of conquering Europe from behind the footlights as Grisi +had done, and as Patti was just about to do in her turn. + +She and her father spoke English together, but Gloria was bilingual, as +children of mixed marriages often are, speaking English and Italian with +equal ease. Dalrymple found a respectable middle-aged German governess +who came daily and spent most of the day with Gloria, teaching her and +walking with her--worshipping her, too, with that curious faculty for +idealizing the very human, which belongs to German governesses when they +like their pupils. + +Dalrymple led his own life. Had he chosen to mix in Roman society, he +would have been well received, as a member of a great Scotch family and +not very far removed from the head of his house. No one of his relatives +had ever known the truth about his wife except his father, who had died +with the secret, and it was not likely that any one should ask +questions. If any one did, he would certainly not satisfy such +curiosity. But he cared little for society, and spent his time either +alone with books and wine, or in occasional excursions into the artist +world, where his eccentricities excited little remark, and where he met +men who secretly sympathized with the Italian revolutionary movement, +and dabbled in conspiracies which rather amused than disquieted the +papal government. + +Though Gloria was at that time but little more than sixteen years of +age, her father took her with him to little informal parties at the +studios or even at the houses of artists, where there was often good +music, and clever if not serious conversation. The conventionalities of +age were little regarded in such circles. Gloria appeared, too, much +older than she really was, and her marvellous voice made her a centre of +attraction at an age when most young girls are altogether in the +background. Dalrymple never objected to her singing on such occasions, +and he invariably listened with closed eyes and folded hands, as though +he were assisting at a religious service. Her voice was like her +mother's, excepting that it was pitched higher, and had all the compass +and power necessary for a great soprano. Dalrymple's almost devout +attitude when Gloria was singing was the only allusion, if one may call +it so, which he ever made to his dead wife's existence, and no one who +watched him knew what it meant. But he was often more silent than usual +after she had sung, and he sometimes went off by himself afterwards and +sat for hours in one of the old wine cellars near the Capitol, drinking +gloomily of the oldest and strongest he could find. For he drank more or +less perpetually in the evening, and wine made him melancholic and +morose, though it did not seem to affect him otherwise. Little by +little, however, it was dulling the early keenness of his intellect, +though it hardly touched his constitution at all. He was lean and bony +still, as in the old days, but paler in the face, and he had allowed his +red beard to grow. It was streaked with grey, and there were small, +nervous lines about his eyes, as well as deep furrows on his forehead +and face. + +Dalrymple had found in the artist world a man who was something of a +companion to him at times,--a very young man, whom he could not +understand, though his own dogmatic temper made him as a rule believe +that he understood most things and most men. But this particular +individual alternately puzzled, delighted, and irritated the nervous +Scotchman. + +They had made acquaintance at an artists' supper in the previous year, +had afterwards met accidentally at the bookseller's in the Piazza di +Spagna, where they both went from time to time to look at the English +newspapers, and little by little they had fallen into the habit of +meeting there of a morning, and of strolling in the direction of +Dalrymple's lodging afterwards. At last Dalrymple had asked his +companion to come in and look at a book, and so the acquaintance had +grown. Gloria watched the young stranger, and at first she disliked +him. + +The aforesaid bookseller dealt, and deals still, in photographs and +prints, as well as in foreign and Italian books. At the present time his +establishment is distinctively a Roman Catholic one. In those days it +was almost the only one of its kind, and was patronized alike by Romans +and foreigners. Even Donna Francesca Campodonico went there from time to +time for a book on art or an engraving which she and Reanda needed for +their work. They occasionally walked all the way from the Palazzetto +Borgia to the Piazza di Spagna together in the morning. When they had +found what they wanted, Donna Francesca generally drove home in a cab, +and Reanda went to his midday meal before returning. For the line of his +intimacy with her was drawn at this point. He had never sat down at the +same table with her, and he never expected to do so. As the two stood to +one another at present, though Francesca would willingly have asked him +to breakfast, she would have hesitated to do so, merely because the +first invitation would inevitably call attention to the fact that the +line had been drawn somewhere, whereas both were willing to believe that +it had never existed at all. Under any pressure of necessity she would +have driven with him in a cab, but not in her own carriage. They both +knew it, and by tacit consent never allowed such unknown possibilities +to suggest themselves. But in the mornings, there was nothing to +prevent their walking together as far as the Piazza di Spagna, or +anywhere else. + +They went to the bookseller's one day soon after the conversation which +had led Francesca to mention the Dalrymples. As they walked along the +east side of the great square, they saw two men before them. + +"There goes the Gladiator," said Reanda to his companion, suddenly. +"There is no mistaking his walk, even at this distance." + +"What do you mean?" asked Francesca. "Unless I am mistaken, the man who +is a little the taller, the one in the rough English clothes, is Mr. +Dalrymple. I spoke of him the other day, you know." + +"Oh! Is that he? The other has a still more extraordinary name. He is +Paul Griggs. He is the son of an American consul who died in Civita +Vecchia twenty years ago, and left him a sort of waif, for he had no +money and apparently no relatives. Somehow he has grown up, Heaven knows +how, and gets a living by journalism. I believe he was at sea for some +years as a boy. He is really as much Italian as American. I have met him +with artists and literary people." + +"Why do you call him the Gladiator?" asked Francesca, with some +interest. + +"It is a nickname he has got. Cotogni, the sculptor, was in despair for +a model last year. Griggs and two or three other men were in the +studio, and somebody suggested that Griggs was very near the standard of +the ancients in his proportions. They persuaded him to let them measure +him. You know that in the 'Canons' of proportion, the Borghese +Gladiator--the one in the Louvre--is given as the best example of an +athlete. They measured Griggs then and there, and found that he was at +all points the exact living image of the statue. The name has stuck to +him. You see what a fellow he is, and how he walks." + +"Yes, he looks strong," said Francesca, watching the man with natural +curiosity. + +The young American was a little shorter than Dalrymple, but evidently +better proportioned. No one could fail to notice the vast breadth of +shoulder, the firm, columnar throat, and the small athlete's head with +close-set ears. He moved without any of that swinging motion of the +upper part of the body which is natural to many strong men and was +noticeable in Dalrymple, but there was something peculiar in his walk, +almost undefinable, but conveying the idea of very great strength with +very great elasticity. + +"But he is an ugly man," observed Reanda, almost immediately. "Ugly, but +not repulsive. You will see, if he turns his head. His face is like a +mask. It is not the face you would expect with such a body." + +"How curious!" exclaimed Francesca, rather idly, for her interest in +Paul Griggs was almost exhausted. + +They went on along the crowded pavement. When they reached the +bookseller's and went in, they saw that the two men were there before +them, looking over the foreign papers, which were neatly arranged on a +little table apart. Dalrymple looked up and recognized Francesca, to +whom he had been introduced at a small concert given for a charity in a +private house, on which occasion Gloria had sung. He lifted his hat from +his head and laid it down upon the newspapers, when Francesca rather +unexpectedly held out her hand to him in English fashion. He had left a +card at her house on the day after their meeting, but as she was alone +in the world, she had no means of returning the civility. + +"It would give me great pleasure if you would bring your daughter to see +me," she said graciously. + +"You are very kind," answered Dalrymple, his steely blue eyes +scrutinizing her pure young features. + +She only glanced at him, for she was suddenly conscious that his +companion was looking at her. He, too, had laid down his hat, and she +instantly understood what Reanda had meant by comparing his face to a +mask. The features were certainly very far from handsome. If they were +redeemed at all, it was by the very deep-set eyes, which gazed into +hers in a strangely steady way, as though the lids never could droop +from under the heavy overhanging brow, and then, still unwinking, turned +in another direction. The man's complexion was of that perfectly even +but almost sallow colour which often belongs to very strong melancholic +temperaments. His face was clean-shaven and unnaturally square and +expressionless, excepting for such life as there was in the deep eyes. +Dark, straight, closely cut hair grew thick and smooth as a priest's +skull-cap, low on the forehead and far forward at the temples. The level +mouth, firmly closed, divided the lower part of the face like the scar +of a straight sabre-cut. The nose was very thick between the eyes, +relatively long, with unusually broad nostrils which ran upward from the +point to the lean cheeks. The man wore very dark clothes of extreme +simplicity, and at a time when pins and chains were much in fashion, he +had not anything visible about him of gold or silver. He wore his watch +on a short, doubled piece of black silk braid slipped through his +buttonhole. He dressed almost as though he were in mourning. + +Francesca unconsciously looked at him so intently for a moment that +Dalrymple thought it natural to introduce him, fancying that she might +have heard of him and might wish to know him out of curiosity. + +"May I introduce Mr. Griggs?" he said, with the stiff inclination which +was a part of his manner. + +Griggs bowed, and Donna Francesca bent her head a little. Reanda came up +and shook hands with the American, and Francesca introduced the artist +to Dalrymple. + +"I have long wished to have the pleasure of knowing you, Signor Reanda," +said the latter. "We have many mutual acquaintances among the artists +here. I may say that I am a great admirer of your work, and my daughter, +too, for that matter." + +Reanda said something civil as his hand parted from the Scotchman's. +Francesca saw an opportunity of bringing Reanda and Gloria together. + +"As you like Signor Reanda's painting so much," she said to Dalrymple, +"will you not bring your daughter this afternoon to see the frescoes he +is doing in my house? You know the Palazzetto? Of course--you left a +card, but I had no one to return it," she added rather sadly. "Will you +also come, Mr. Griggs?" she asked, turning to the American. "It will +give me much pleasure, and I see you know Signor Reanda. This afternoon, +if you like, at any time after four o'clock." + +Both Dalrymple and Griggs secretly wondered a little at receiving such +an invitation from a Roman lady whom the one had met but once before, +and to whom the other had but just been introduced. But they bowed their +thanks, and promised to come. + +After a few more words they separated, Francesca and Reanda to pick out +the engraving they wanted, and the other two men to return to their +newspapers. By and bye Francesca passed them again, on her way out. + +"I shall expect you after four o'clock," she said, nodding graciously as +she went by. + +Dalrymple looked after her, till she had left the shop. + +"That woman is not like other women, I think," he said thoughtfully, to +his companion. + +The mask-like face turned itself deliberately towards him, with shadowy, +unwinking eyes. + +"No," answered Griggs, and he slowly took up his paper again. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + + +DONNA FRANCESCA received her three guests in the drawing-room, on the +side of the house which she inhabited. Reanda was at his work in the +great hall. + +Gloria entered first, followed closely by her father, and Francesca was +dazzled by the young girl's brilliancy of colour and expression, though +she had seen her once before. As she came in, the afternoon sun streamed +upon her face and turned her auburn hair to red gold, and gleamed upon +her small white teeth as her strong lips parted to speak the first +words. She was tall and supple, graceful as a panther, and her voice +rang and whispered and rang again in quick changes of tone, like a +waterfall in the woods in summer. With much of her mother's beauty, she +had inherited from her father the violent vitality of his youth. Yet she +was not noisy, though her manners were not like Francesca's. Her voice +rippled and rang, but she did not speak too loud. She moved swiftly and +surely, but not with rude haste. Nevertheless, it seemed to Francesca +that there must be some exaggeration somewhere. The elder woman at +first set it down as a remnant of schoolgirl shyness, and then at once +felt that she was mistaken, because there was not the smallest +awkwardness nor lack of self-possession about it. The contrast between +the young girl and Paul Griggs was so striking as to be almost violent. +He was cold and funereal in his leonine strength, and his face was more +like a mask than ever as he bowed and sat down in silence. When he did +not remind her of a gladiator, he made her think of a black lion with a +strange, human face, and eyes that were not exactly human, though they +did not remind her of any animal's eyes which she had ever seen. + +As for Dalrymple, she thought that he was singularly haggard and worn +for a man apparently only in middle age. There was a certain imposing +air about him, which she liked. Besides, she rarely met foreigners, and +they interested her. She noticed that both men wore black coats and +carried their tall hats in their hands. They were therefore not artists, +nor to be classed with artists. She was still young enough to judge them +to some extent by details, to which people attached a good deal more +importance at that time than at present. She made up her mind in the +course of the next few minutes that both Dalrymple and Griggs belonged +to her own class, though she did not ask herself where the young +American had got his manners. But somehow, though Gloria fascinated her +eyes and her ears, she set down the girl as being inferior to her +father. She wondered whether Gloria's mother had not been an actress; +which was a curious reflexion, considering that the dead woman had been +of her own house and name. + +After exchanging a few words with her guests, Francesca suggested that +they should cross to the other side and see the frescoes, adding that +Reanda was probably still at work. + +"You know him, Mr. Griggs?" she said, as they all rose to leave the +room. + +"Yes," he answered, "as one man knows another." + +"What does that mean?" asked Francesca, moving towards the door to lead +the way. + +"It does not mean much," replied the young man, with curious ambiguity. + +He was very gentle in his manner, and spoke in a low voice and rather +diffidently. She looked at him as though mentally determining to renew +the question at some other time. Her first impression was that of a sort +of duality about the man, as she found the possibility of a double +meaning in his answer. His magnificent frame seemed to belong to one +person, his voice and manner to another. Both might be good in their +way, but her curiosity was excited by the side which was the less +apparent. + +They all went through the house till they came to a door which divided +the inhabited part from the hall in which Reanda was working. She +knocked gently upon it with her knuckles, and then smiled as she saw +Gloria looking at her. + +"We keep it locked," she said. "The masons come in the morning to lay on +the stucco. One never trusts those people. Signor Reanda keeps the key +of this door." + +The artist opened from within, and stood aside to let the party pass. He +started perceptibly when he first saw Gloria. As a boy he had seen Maria +Braccio more than once before she had entered the convent, and he was +struck by the girl's strong resemblance to her. Francesca, following +Gloria, saw his movement of surprise, and attributed it merely to +admiration or astonishment such as she had felt herself a quarter of an +hour earlier. She smiled a little as she went by, and Reanda knew that +the smile was for him because he had shown surprise. He understood the +misinterpretation, and resented it a little. + +But she knew Reanda well, and before ten minutes had passed she had +convinced herself that he was repelled rather than attracted by the +young girl, in spite of the latter's undisguised admiration of his work. +It was not mere unintelligent enthusiasm, either, and he might well have +been pleased and flattered by her unaffected praise. + +She was interested, too, in the technical mechanics of fresco-painting, +which she had never before been able to see at close quarters. +Everything interested Gloria, and especially everything connected with +art. As soon as they had all spoken their first words of compliment and +appreciation, she entered into conversation with the painter, asking him +all sorts of questions, and listening earnestly to what he said, until +he realized that she was certainly not assuming an appearance of +admiration for the sake of flattering him. + +Meanwhile Francesca talked with Griggs, and Dalrymple, having gone +slowly round the hall alone after all the others, came and stood beside +the two and watched Francesca, occasionally offering a rather dry remark +in a somewhat absent-minded way. It was all rather commonplace and +decidedly quiet, and he was not much amused, though from time to time he +seemed to become absorbed in studying Francesca's face, as though he saw +something there which was past his comprehension. She noticed that he +watched her, and felt a little uncomfortable under his steely blue eyes, +so that she turned her head and talked more with Griggs than with him. +Remembering what Reanda had told her of the young man's origin, she did +not like to ask him the common questions about residence in Rome and his +liking for Italy. She was self-possessed and ready enough at +conversation, and she chose to talk of general subjects. They talked in +Italian, of course. Dalrymple, as of old, spoke fluently, but with a +strange accent. Any one would have taken Paul Griggs for a Roman. At +last, almost in spite of herself, she made a remark about his speech. + +"I was born here," answered Griggs. "It is much more remarkable that +Miss Dalrymple should speak Italian as she does, having been born in +Scotland." + +"Are you talking about me?" asked the young girl, turning her head +quickly, though she was standing with Reanda at some distance from the +others. + +"I was speaking of your accent in Italian," said Griggs. + +"Is there anything wrong about it?" asked Gloria, with an anxiety that +seemed exaggerated. + +"On the contrary," answered Donna Francesca, "Mr. Griggs was telling me +how perfectly you speak. But I had noticed it." + +"Oh! I thought Mr. Griggs was finding fault," answered Gloria, turning +to Reanda again. + +Dalrymple looked at his daughter as though he were annoyed. The eyes of +Francesca and Griggs met for a moment. All three were aware that they +resented the young girl's quick question as one which they themselves +would not have asked in her place, had they accidentally heard their +names mentioned in a distant conversation. But Francesca instantly went +on with the subject. + +"To us Italians," she said, "it seems incredible that any one should +speak our language and English equally well. It is as though you were +two persons, Mr. Griggs," she added, smiling at the covered expression +of her thought about him. + +"I sometimes think so myself," answered Griggs, with one of his steady +looks. "In a way, every one must have a sort of duality--a good and evil +principle." + +"God and the devil," suggested Francesca, simply. + +"Body and soul would do, I suppose. The one is always in slavery to the +other. The result is a sinner or a saint, as the case may be. One never +can tell," he added more carelessly. "I am not sure that it matters. But +one can see it. The battle is fought in the face." + +"I do not understand. What battle?" + +"The battle between body and soul. The face tells which way the fight is +going." + +She looked at his own, and she felt that she could not tell. But to a +certain extent she understood him. + +"Griggs is full of theories," observed Dalrymple. "Gloria, come down!" +he cried in English, suddenly. + +Gloria, intent upon understanding how fresco-painting was done, was +boldly mounting the steps of the ladder towards the top of the little +scaffolding, which might have been fourteen feet high. For the vault +had long been finished, and Reanda was painting the walls. + +"Nonsense, papa!" answered the young girl, also in English. "There's no +danger at all." + +"Well--don't break your neck," said Dalrymple. "I wish you would come +down, though." + +Francesca was surprised at his indifference, and at his daughter's calm +disregard of his authority. Timid, too, as most Italian women of higher +rank, she watched the girl nervously. Griggs raised his eyes without +lifting his head. + +"Gloria is rather wild," said Dalrymple, in a sort of apology. "I hope +you will forgive her--she is so much interested." + +"Oh--if she wishes to see, let her go, of course," answered Francesca, +concealing a little nervous irritation she felt. + +A moment later Gloria and Reanda were on the small platform, on one side +of which only there was a hand rail. It had been made for him, and his +head was steady even at a much greater elevation. He was pointing out to +her the way in which the colours slowly changed as the stucco dried from +day to day, and explaining how it was impossible to see the effect of +what was done until all was completely dry. The others continued to talk +below, but Griggs glanced up from time to time, and Francesca's eyes +followed his. Dalrymple had become indifferent, allowing his daughter +to do what she pleased, as usual. + +When Gloria had seen all she wished to see, she turned with a quick +movement to come down again, and on turning, she found herself much +nearer to the edge than she had expected. She was bending forwards a +little, and Griggs saw at once that she must lose her balance, unless +Reanda caught her from behind. But she made no sound, and turned very +white as she swayed a little, trying to throw herself back. + +With a swift movement that was gentle but irresistible, Griggs pushed +Francesca back, keeping his eyes on the girl above. It all happened in +an instant. + +"Jump!" he cried, in a voice of command. + +She had felt that she must spring or fall, and her body was already +overbalanced as she threw herself off, instinctively gathering her skirt +with her hands. Dalrymple turned as pale as she. If she struck the bare +brick floor, she could scarcely escape serious injury. But she did not +reach it, for Paul Griggs caught her in his arms, swayed with her +weight, then stood as steady as a rock, and set her gently upon her +feet, beside her father. + +"Maria Santissima!" cried Francesca, terrified, though instantly +relieved, and dimly understanding the stupendous feat of bodily strength +which had just been done before her eyes. + +Above, Reanda leaned upon the single rail of the scaffolding with +wide-staring eyes. Gloria was faint with the shock of fear, and grasped +her father's arm. + +"You ought to be ashamed of yourself!" he said roughly, in English, but +in a low voice. "You probably owe your life to Mr. Griggs," he added, +immediately regaining his self-possession. + +Griggs alone seemed wholly unmoved by what had happened. Gloria had held +one of her gloves loosely in her hand, and it had fallen to the ground +as she sprang. He picked it up and handed it to her with a curious +gentleness. + +"It must be yours, Miss Dalrymple," he said. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + + +IT was late before Reanda and Donna Francesca were alone together on +that afternoon. When the first surprise and shock of Gloria's accident +had passed, Francesca would not allow Dalrymple to take her away at +once, as he seemed anxious to do. The girl was not in the least hurt, +but she was still dazed and frightened. Francesca took them all back to +the drawing-room and insisted upon giving them tea, because they were +foreigners, and Gloria, she said, must naturally need something to +restore her nerves. Roman tea, thirty years ago, was a strange and +uncertain beverage, as both Gloria and her father knew, but they drank +what Francesca gave them, and at last went away with many apologies for +the disturbance they had made. To tell the truth, Francesca was glad +when they were gone and she was at liberty to return to the hall where +Reanda was still at work. She found him nervous and irritated. He came +down from the scaffolding as soon as he heard her open the door. Neither +spoke until she had seated herself in her accustomed chair, with a very +frank sigh of relief. + +"I am very grateful to you, Donna Francesca," said Reanda, twisting his +beard round his long, thin fingers, as he glanced at her and then +surveyed his work. + +"It was your fault," she answered, tapping the worm-eaten arms of the +old chair with both her white hands, for she herself was still annoyed +and irritated. "Do not make me responsible for the girl's folly." + +"Responsibility! May that never be!" exclaimed the artist, in the common +Italian phrase, but with a little irony. "But as for the responsibility, +I do not know whose it was. It was certainly not I who invited the young +lady to go up the ladder." + +"Well, it was her fault. Besides, the absent are always wrong. But she +is handsome, is she not?" + +Reanda shrugged his thin shoulders, and looked critically at his hands, +which were smeared with paint. + +"Very handsome," he said indifferently. "But it is a beauty that says +nothing to me. One must be young to like that kind of beauty. She is a +beautiful storm, that young lady. For one who seeks peace--" He shrugged +his shoulders again. "And then, her manners! I do not understand +English, but I know that her father was telling her to come down, and +yet she went up. I do not know what education these foreigners have. +Instruction, yes, as much as you please; but education, no. They have no +more than barbarians. The father says, 'You must not do that.' And the +daughter does it. What education is that? Of course, if they were +friends of yours, I should not say it." + +"Nevertheless that girl is very handsome," insisted Francesca. "She has +the Venetian colouring. Titian would have painted her just as she is, +without changing anything." + +"Beauty, beauty!" exclaimed Reanda, impatiently. "Of course, it is +beauty! Food for the brush, that says nothing to the heart. The devil +can also take the shape of a beautiful woman. That is it. There is +something in that young lady's face--how shall I say? It pleases +me--little! You must forgive me, princess. My nerves are shaken. Divine +goodness! To see a young girl flying through the air like Simon Magus! +It was enough!" + +Francesca laughed gently. Reanda shook his head with slow +disapprobation, and frowned. + +"I say the truth," he said. "There is something--I cannot explain. But I +can show you," he added quickly. + +He took up his palette and brushes from the chair on which they lay, and +reached the white plastered wall in two steps. + +"Paint her," said Francesca, to encourage him. + +"Yes, I will show her to you--as I think she is," he answered. + +He closed his eyes for a moment, calling up the image before him, then +went back to the chair and took a quantity of colour from a tube which +lay, with half-a-dozen others, in the hollow of the rush seat. They were +not the colours he used for fresco-painting, but had been left there +when he had made a sketch of a head two or three days previously. In a +moment he was before the wall again. It was roughly plastered from the +floor to the lower line of the frescoes. With a long, coarse brush he +began to sketch a gigantic head of a woman. The oil paint lay well on +the rough, dry surface. He worked in great strokes at the full length of +his arm. + +"Make her beautiful, at least," said Francesca, watching him. + +"Oh, yes--very beautiful," he answered. + +He worked rapidly for a few minutes, smiling, as his hand moved, but not +pleasantly. Francesca thought there was an evil look in his face which +she had never seen there before, and that his smile was wicked and +spiteful. + +"But you are painting a sunset!" she cried suddenly. + +"A sunset? That is her hair. It is red, and she has much of it. Wait a +little." + +And he went on. It was certainly something like a sunset, the bright, +waving streamers of the clouds flying far to right and left, and +blending away to the neutral tint of the dry plaster as though to a grey +sky. + +"Yes, but it is still a sunset," said Francesca. "I have seen it like +that from the Campagna in winter." + +"She is not 'Gloria' for nothing," answered Reanda. "I am making her +glorious. You shall see." + +Suddenly, with another tone, he brought out the main features of the +striking face, by throwing in strong shadows from the flaming hair. +Francesca became more interested. The head was colossal, extraordinary, +almost unearthly; the expression was strange. + +"What a monster!" exclaimed Francesca at last, as he stood aside, still +touching the enormous sketch here and there with his long brush, at +arm's length. "It is terrible," she added, in a lower tone. + +"Truth is always terrible," answered Reanda. "But you cannot say that it +is not like her." + +"Horribly like. It is diabolical!" + +"And yet it is a beautiful head," said the artist. "Perhaps you are too +near." He himself crossed the hall, and then turned round to look at his +work. "It is better from here," he said. "Will you come?" + +She went to his side. The huge face and wildly streaming hair stood out +as though in three dimensions from the wall. The great, strong mouth +smiled at her with a smile that was at once evil and sad and fatal. The +strange eyes looked her through and through from beneath the vast brow. + +"It is diabolical, satanical!" she responded, under her breath. + +Reanda still smiled wickedly and watched her. The face seemed to grow +and grow till it filled the whole range of vision. The dark eyes +flashed; the lips trembled; the flaming hair quivered and waved and +curled up like snakes that darted hither and thither. Yet it was +horribly like Gloria, and the fresh, rich oil colours gave it her +startling and vivid brilliancy. + +It was the sudden and enormous expression of a man of genius, strung and +stung, till irritation had to find its explosion through the one art of +which he was absolute master--in a fearful caricature exaggerating +beauty itself to the bounds of the devilish. + +"I cannot bear it!" cried Francesca. + +She snatched the big brush from his hand, and, running lightly across +the room, dashed the colour left in it across the face in all +directions, over the eyes and the mouth, and through the long red hair. +In ten seconds nothing remained but confused daubs and splashes of +brilliant paint. + +"There!" cried Francesca. "And I wish I had never seen it!" + +Still holding the brush in her hand, she turned her back to the +obliterated sketch and faced Reanda, with a look of girlish defiance and +satisfaction. His face was grave now, but he seemed pleased with what he +had done. + +"It makes no difference," he said. "You will never forget it." + +He felt that he was revenged for the smile she had bestowed upon his +apparent surprise at Gloria's beauty, when she had followed the girl +into the hall, and had seen him start. He could not conceal his triumph. + +"That is the young lady whom you thought I might wish to marry," he +said. "You know me little after so many years, Donna Francesca. You have +bestowed much kindness upon a man whom you do not know." + +"My dear Reanda, who can understand you? But as for kindness, do not let +me hear the word between you and me. It has no meaning. We are always +good friends, as we were when I was a little girl and used to play with +your paints. You have given me far more than I can ever repay you for, +in your works. I do not flatter you, my friend. Cupid and Psyche, there +in your frescoes, will outlive me and be famous when I am forgotten--yet +they are mine, are they not? And you gave them to me." + +The sweet young face turned to him with an unaffected, grateful smile. +His sad features softened all at once. + +"Ah, Donna Francesca," he said gently, "you have given me something +better than Cupid and Psyche, for your gift will live forever in +heaven." + +She looked thoughtfully into his eyes, but with a sort of question in +her own. + +"Your dear friendship," he added, bending his head a little. Then he +laughed suddenly. "Do not give me a wife," he concluded. + +"And you, Reanda--do not make wicked caricatures of women you have only +seen once! Besides, I go back to it again. I saw you start when she +passed you at the door. You were surprised at her beauty. You must admit +that. And then, because you are irritated with her, you take a brush and +daub that monstrous thing upon the wall! It is a shame!" + +"I started, yes. It was not because she struck me as beautiful. It was +something much more strange. Do you know? She is the very portrait of +Donna Maria, who was in the Carmelite convent at Subiaco, and who was +burned to death. I have often told you that I remembered having seen her +when I was a boy, both at Gerano and at the Palazzo Braccio, before she +took the veil. There is a little difference in the colouring, I think, +and much in the expression. But the rest--it is the image!" + +Francesca, who could not remember her ill-fated kinswoman, was not much +impressed by Reanda's statement. + +"It makes your caricature all the worse," she answered, "since it was +also a caricature of that holy woman. As for the resemblance, after all +these years, it is a mere impression. Who knows? It may be. There is no +portrait of Sister Maria Addolorata." + +"Oh, but I remember well!" insisted Reanda. + +"Well, it concludes nothing, after all," returned Francesca, with much +logic. "It does not make a fiend of the poor nun, who is an angel by +this time, and it does not make Miss Dalrymple less beautiful. And now, +Signor Painter," she added, with another girlish laugh, "if we have +quarrelled enough to restore your nerves, I am going out. It is almost +dark, and I have to go to the Austrian Embassy before dinner, and the +carriage has been waiting for an hour." + +"You, princess!" exclaimed Reanda, in surprise; for she had not begun to +go into the world yet since her husband's death. + +"It is not a reception. We are to meet there about arranging another of +those charity concerts for the deaf and dumb." + +"I might have known," answered the painter. "As for me, I shall go to +the theatre to-night. There is the Trovatore." + +"That is a new thing for you, too. But I am glad. Amuse yourself, and +tell me about the singing to-morrow. Remember to lock the door and take +the key. I do not trust the masons in the morning." + +"Do I ever forget?" asked Reanda. "But I will lock it now, as you go +out; for it is late, and I shall go upstairs." + +"Good night," said Francesca, as she turned to leave the room. + +"And you forgive the caricature?" asked Reanda, holding the door open +for her to pass. + +"I would forgive you many things," she answered, smiling as she went +by. + + + + +CHAPTER XXI. + + +IN those days the Trovatore was not an old-fashioned opera. It was not +'threshed-out,' to borrow the vigorous German phrase. Wagner had not +eclipsed melody with 'tone-poetry,' nor made men feel more than they +could hear. Many of the great things of this century-ending had not been +done then, nor even dreamed of, and even musicians listened to the +Trovatore with pleasure, not dreaming of the untried strength that lay +waiting in Verdi's vast reserve. It was then the music of youth. To us +it seems but the music of childhood. Many of us cannot listen to +Manrico's death-song from the tower without hearing the grind-organ upon +which its passion has grown so pathetically poor. But one could +understand that music. The mere statement that it was comprehensible +raises a smile to-day. It appealed to simple feelings. We are no longer +satisfied with such simplicity, and even long for powers that do not +appeal, but twist us with something stronger than our hardened selves, +until we ourselves appeal to the unknown, in a sort of despairing +ecstasy of unsatisfied delight, asking of possibility to stretch itself +out to the impossible. We are in a strange phase of development. We see +the elaborately artificial world-scape painted by Science on the curtain +close before our eyes, but our restless hands are thrust through it and +beyond, opening eagerly and shutting on nothing, though we know that +something is there. + +Angelo Reanda was passionately fond of what was called music in Italy +more than thirty years ago. He had the true ear and the facile memory +for melody common to Italians, who are a singing people, if not a +musical race, and which constituted a talent for music when music was +considered to be a succession of sounds rather than a series of sensuous +impressions. He could listen to an opera, understand it without thought, +enjoy it simply, and remember it without difficulty, like thousands of +other Romans. Most of us would willingly go back to such childlike +amusements if we could. A few possess the power even now, and are looked +upon with friendly contempt by their more cultured, and therefore more +tortured, musical acquaintances, whose dream it is to be torn to very +rags in the delirium of orchestral passion. + +Reanda went to the Apollo Theatre in search of merely pleasurable +sensations, and he got exactly what he wanted. The old house was +brilliant even in those days, less with light than with jewels, it is +true, but perhaps that illumination was as good as any other. The Roman +ladies and the ladies of the great embassies used then to sit through +the whole evening in their boxes, and it was the privilege, as it is +still in Rome, of the men in the stalls and pit to stand up between the +acts and admire them and their diamonds as much as they pleased. The +light was dim enough, compared with what we have nowadays; for gas was +but just introduced in a few of the principal streets, and the lamps in +the huge chandelier at the Apollo, and in the brackets around the house, +were filled with the olive oil which to-day dresses the world's salad. +But it was a soft warm light, with rich yellow in it, which penetrated +the shadows and beautified all it touched. + +Reanda, like the others, stood up and looked about him after the first +act. His eyes were instantly arrested by Gloria's splendid hair, which +caught the light from above. She was seated in the front of a box on the +third tier, the second row of boxes being almost exclusively reserved in +those days. Dalrymple was beside his daughter, and the dark, still face +of Paul Griggs was just visible in the shadow. + +Gloria saw the artist almost immediately, for he could not help looking +at her curiously, comparing her face with the mad sketch he had made on +the wall. She nodded to him, and then spoke to her father, evidently +calling his attention to Reanda, for Dalrymple looked down at once, and +also nodded, while Griggs leaned forward a little and stared vacantly +into the pit. + +"It is an obsession to-day," said Reanda to himself, reflecting that +though the girl lived in Rome he had never noticed her before, and had +now seen her twice on the same day. + +He mentally added the reflexion that she must have good nerves, and that +most young girls would be at home with a headache after such a narrow +escape as hers. She was quite as handsome as he had thought, however, +and even more so, now that he saw her in her girlish evening gown, which +was just a little open at the throat, and without even the simplest of +ornaments. The white material and the shadow around and behind her threw +her head into strong relief. + +The curtain went up again, and Reanda sat down and watched the +performance and listened to the simple, stirring melodies. But he was +uncomfortably conscious that Gloria was looking at the back of his head +from her box. Nervous people know the unpleasant sensation which such a +delusion can produce. Reanda moved uneasily in his seat, and looked +round more than once, just far enough to catch sight of Gloria's hair +without looking up into her eyes. + +His thoughts were disturbed, and he recalled vividly the face of the +dead nun, which he had seen long ago. The resemblance was certainly +strong. Maria Addolorata had sometimes had a strange expression which +was quite her own, and which he had not yet seen in Gloria. But he felt +that he should see it some day. He was sure of it, so sure that he had +thrown its full force into the sketch on the wall, knowing that it would +startle Donna Francesca. It was not possible that two women should be so +much alike and yet that one of them should never have that look. Perhaps +Gloria had it now and was staring at the back of his head. + +An unaccountable nervousness took possession of the sensitive man, and +he suffered as he sat there. After the curtain dropped he rose and left +the theatre without looking up, and crossed the narrow street to a +little coffee shop familiar to him for many years. He drank a cup of +coffee, broke off the end of a thin black Roman cigar, and smoked for a +few minutes before he returned. + +Gloria had not moved, but Griggs was either gone or had retired further +back into the shadow. Dalrymple was leaning back in his chair, bony and +haggard, one of his great hands hanging listlessly over the front of the +box. Reanda sat down again, and determined that he would not turn round +before the end of the act. But it was of no use. He irritated his +neighbours on each side by his restlessness, and his forehead was moist +as though he were suffering great pain. Again he faced about and stared +upwards at the box. Gloria, to his surprise, was not looking at him, but +in the shadow he met the inscrutable eyes of Paul Griggs, fixed upon him +as though they would never look away. But he cared very little whether +Griggs looked at him or not. He faced the stage again and was more +quiet. + +It was a good performance, and he began to be glad that he had come. The +singers were young, the audience was inclined to applaud, and everything +went smoothly. Reanda thought the soprano rather weak in the great tower +scene. + + "Calpesta il mio cadavere, ma salva il Trovator!" + +she sang in great ascending intervals. + +Reanda sighed, for she made no impression on him, and he remembered that +he had been deeply impressed, even thrilled, when he had first heard the +phrase. He had realized the situation then and had felt with Leonora. +Perhaps he had grown too old to feel that sort of young emotion any +more. He sighed regretfully as he rose from his seat. Looking up once +more, he saw that Gloria was putting on her cloak, her back turned to +the theatre. He waited a moment and then moved on with the crowd, to get +his coat from the cloak-room. + +He went out and walked slowly up the Via di Tordinona. It was a dark +and narrow street in those days. The great old-fashioned lanterns were +swung up with their oil lamps in them, by long levers held in place by +chains locked to the wall. Here and there over a low door a red light +showed that wine was sold in a basement which was almost a cellar. The +crowd from the theatre hurried along close by the walls, in constant +danger from the big coaches that dashed past, bringing the Roman ladies +home, for all had to pass through that narrow street. Landaus were not +yet invented, and the heavy carriages rumbled loudly through the +darkness, over the small paving-stones. But the people on foot were used +to them, and stood pressed against the walls as they went by, or grouped +for a moment on the low doorsteps of the dark houses. + +Reanda went with the rest. He might have gone the other way, by the +Banchi Vecchi, from the bridge of Sant' Angelo, and it would have been +nearer, but he had a curious fancy that the Dalrymples might walk home, +and that he might see Gloria again. Though it was not yet winter, the +night was bright and cold, and it was pleasant to walk. The regular +season at the Apollo Theatre did not begin until Christmas, but there +were often good companies there at other times of the year. + +The artist walked on, glancing at the groups he passed in the dim +street, but neither pausing nor hurrying. He meant to let fate have her +own way with him that night. + +Fate was not far off. He had gone on some distance, and the crowd had +dispersed in various directions, till he was almost alone as he emerged +into the open space where the Via del Clementino intersects the Ripetta. +At that moment he heard a wild and thrilling burst of song. + + "Calpesta il mio cadavere, ma salva il Trovator!" + +The great soprano rang out upon the midnight silence, like the voice of +a despairing archangel, and there was nothing more. + +"Hush!" exclaimed a man's voice energetically. + +Two or three windows were opened high up, for no one had ever heard such +a woman's voice in the streets before. Reanda peered before him through +the gloom, saw three people standing at the next corner, and hastened +his long steps. An instinct he could not explain told him that Gloria +had sung the short strain, which had left him cold and indifferent when +he had heard it in the theatre. He was neither now, and he was possessed +by the desire to be sure that it had been she. + +He was not mistaken. Griggs had recognized him first, and they had +waited for him at the corner. + +"It is an unexpected pleasure to meet twice in the same day," said +Reanda. + +"The pleasure is ours," answered Dalrymple, in the correct phrase, but +with his peculiar accent. "I suppose you heard my daughter's screams," +he added drily. "She was explaining to us how a particular phrase should +be sung." + +"Was I not right?" asked Gloria, quickly appealing to Reanda with the +certainty of support. + +"A thousand times right," he answered. "How could one be wrong with such +a voice?" + +Gloria was pleased, and they all walked on together till they reached +the door of Dalrymple's lodging. + +"Come in and have supper with us," said the Scotchman, who seemed to be +less gloomy than usual. "I suppose you live in our neighbourhood?" + +"No. In the Palazzetto Borgia, where I work." + +"This is not exactly on your way home, then," observed Gloria. "You may +as well rest and refresh yourself." + +Reanda accepted the invitation, wondering inwardly at the assurance of +the foreign girl. With her Italian speech she should have had Italian +manners, he thought. The three men all carried tapers, as was then +customary, and they all lit them before they ascended the dark +staircase. + +"This is an illumination," said Dalrymple, looking back as he led the +way. + +Gloria stopped suddenly, and looked round. She was following her father, +and Reanda came after her, Griggs being the last. + +"One, two, three," she counted, and her eyes met Reanda's. + +Without the slightest hesitation, she blew out the taper he held in his +hand. But, for one instant, he had seen in her face the expression of +the dead nun, distinct in the clear light, and close to his eyes. + +"Why did you do that?" asked Dalrymple, who had turned his head again, +as the taper was extinguished. + +"Three lights mean death," said Gloria, promptly; and she laughed, as +she went quickly up the steps. + +"It is true," answered Reanda, in a low voice, as he followed her; and +it occurred to him that in a flash he had seen death written in the +brilliant young face. + +Ten minutes later, they were seated around the table in the Dalrymples' +small dining-room. Reanda noticed that everything he saw there evidently +belonged to the hired lodging, from the old-fashioned Italian silver +forks, battered and crooked at the prongs, to the heavy cut-glass +decanters, stained with age and use, at the neck, and between the +diamond-shaped cuttings. There was supper enough for half-a-dozen +people, however, and an extraordinary quantity of wine. Dalrymple +swallowed a big tumbler of it before he ate anything. Paul Griggs filled +his glass to the brim, and looked at it. He had hardly spoken since +Reanda had joined the party. + +The artist made an effort to be agreeable, feeling that the invitation +had been a very friendly one, considering the slight acquaintance he had +with the Dalrymples, an acquaintance not yet twenty-four hours old. +Presently he asked Gloria if she had felt no ill effects from her +extraordinary accident in the afternoon. + +"I had not thought about it again," she answered. "I have thought of +nothing but your painting all the evening, until that woman sang that +phrase as though she were asking the Conte di Luna for more strawberries +and cream." + +She laughed, but her eyes were fixed on his face. + + "'Un altro po' di fravole, e dammi crema ancor,'" + +she sang softly, in the Roman dialect. + +Then she laughed again, and Reanda smiled at the absurd words--"A few +more strawberries, and give me some more cream." But even the few notes, +a lazy parody of the prima donna's singing of the phrase, charmed his +simple love of melody. + +"Don't look so grim, papa," she said in English. "Nobody can hear me +here, you know." + +"I should not think anybody would wish to," answered the Scotchman; but +he spoke in Italian, in consideration of his guest, who did not +understand English. + +"I do not know why you are always so angry if I sing anything foolish," +said the young girl, going back to Italian. "One cannot be always +serious. But I was talking about your frescoes, Signor Reanda. I have +thought of nothing else." + +Again her eyes met the artist's, but fell before his. He was too great a +painter not to know the value of such flattering speeches in general, +and in a way he was inclined to resent the girl's boldness. But at the +same time, it was hard to believe that she was not really in earnest, +for she had that power of sudden gravity which lends great weight to +little speeches. In spite of himself, and perhaps rightly, he believed +her. Paul Griggs did not, and he watched her curiously. + +"Why do you look at me like that?" she asked, turning upon him with a +little show of temper. + +"If your father will allow me to say so, you are the object most worth +looking at in the room," answered the young man, calmly. + +"You will make her vain with your pretty speeches, Griggs," said +Dalrymple. + +"I doubt that," answered Griggs. + +He relapsed into silence, and drained a big tumbler of wine. Reanda +suspected, with a shrewd intuition, that the American admired Gloria, +but that she did not like him much. + +"Miss Dalrymple is doing her best to make me vain with her praise," said +Reanda. + +"I never flattered any one in my life," answered Gloria. "Signor Reanda +is the greatest painter in Italy. Everybody says so. It would be foolish +of me to even pretend that after seeing him at work I had thought of +anything else. We have all said, this evening, that the frescoes were +wonderful, and that no one, not even Raphael, who did the same thing, +has ever had a more beautiful idea of the history of Cupid and Psyche. +Why should we not tell the truth, just because he happens to be here? +How illogical you are!" + +"I believe I excepted Raphael," said Dalrymple, with his national +accuracy. "But Signor Reanda will not quarrel with me on that account, I +am sure." + +"But I did not except Raphael, nor any one," persisted Gloria, before +Reanda could speak. + +"Really, Signorina, though I am mortal and susceptible, you go a little +too far. Flattery is not appreciation, you know." + +"It is not flattery," she answered, and the colour rose in her face. "I +am quite in earnest. Nobody ever painted anything better than your Cupid +and Psyche. Raphael's is dull and uninteresting compared with it." + +"I blush, but I cannot accept so much," said the Italian, smiling +politely, but still trying to discover whether she meant what she said +or not. + +In spite of himself, as before, he continued to believe her, though his +judgment told him that hers could not be worth much. But he was pleased +to have made such an impression, and by quick degrees his prejudice +against her began to disappear. What had seemed like boldness in her no +longer shocked him, and he described it to himself as the innocent +frankness of a foreign girl. It was not possible that any one so like +the dead Maria Braccio could be vulgar or bold. From that moment he +began to rank Gloria as belonging to the higher sphere from which his +birth excluded him. It was a curious and quick transition, and he would +not have admitted that it was due to her exaggerated praise of his work. +Strange as it must seem to those not familiar with the almost impassable +barriers of old Italian society, Reanda had that evening, for the first +time in his life, the sensation of being liked, admired, and talked with +by a woman of Francesca Campodonico's class; stranger still, it was one +of the most delicious sensations he had ever experienced. Yet the woman +in question was but a girl not yet seventeen years old. Before he rose +to go home, he unconsciously resented Griggs's silent admiration for +Gloria. To the average Italian, such silence is a sign that a man is in +love, and Reanda was the more attracted to Gloria because she treated +Griggs with such perfect indifference. + +It was nearly one o'clock when he lighted his taper to descend the +stairs. Griggs was also ready to go. It was a relief to know that he was +not going to stay behind and talk with Gloria. They went down in +silence. + +"I wanted to ask you a question," said the American, as they came out +upon the street, and blew out their tapers. "We live in opposite +directions, so I must ask it now. Should you mind, if I wrote an article +on your frescoes for a London paper?" + +"Mind!" exclaimed the artist, with a sudden revulsion of feeling in +favour of the journalist. "I should be delighted--flattered." + +"No," said Griggs, coldly. "I shall not write as Miss Dalrymple talks. +But I shall try and do you justice, and that is a good deal, when one is +a serious artist, as you are." + +Reanda was struck by the cool moderation of the words, which expressed +his own modest judgment of himself almost too exactly to be agreeable +after Gloria's unlimited praise. He thanked Griggs warmly, however, and +they shook hands before they parted. + + + + +CHAPTER XXII. + +THREE months passed, and Reanda was intimate with the Dalrymples. It was +natural enough, considering the circumstances. They lived much alone, +and Reanda was like them in this respect, for he rarely went where he +was obliged to talk. During the day he saw much of Donna Francesca, but +when it grew dark in the early afternoons of midwinter, the artist was +thrown upon his own resources. In former years he had now and then done +as many of the other artists did, and had sometimes for a month or two +spent most of his evenings at the eating-house where he dined, in +company with half-a-dozen others who frequented the same establishment. +Each dropped in, at any hour that chanced to suit him, ate his supper, +pushed back his chair, and joined in the general conversation, smoking, +and drinking coffee or a little wine, until it was time to go home. +There were grey-headed painters who had hardly been absent more than a +few days in five and twenty years from their accustomed tables at such +places as the Falcone, the Gabbione, or the Genio. But Reanda had never +joined in any of these little circles for longer than a month or two, +by which time he had exhausted the stock of his companions' ideas, and +returned to solitude and his own thoughts. For he had something which +they had not, besides his greater talent, his broader intelligence, and +his deeper artistic insight. Donna Francesca's refining influence +exerted itself continually upon him, and made much of the common +conversation tiresome or disagreeable to him. A man whose existence is +penetrated by the presence of a rarely refined woman seldom cares much +for the daily society of men. He prefers to be alone, when he cannot be +with her. + +Reanda believed that what he felt for Francesca was a devoted and almost +devout friendship. The fact that before many weeks had passed after his +first meeting with Gloria he was perceptibly in love with the girl, +while he felt not the smallest change in his relations with Donna +Francesca, satisfactorily proved to him that he was right. It would not +have been like an Italian and a Latin to compare his feelings for the +two women by imaginary tests, as, for instance, by asking himself for +which of the two he would make the greater sacrifice. He took it for +granted that the one sentiment was friendship and the other love, and he +acted accordingly. + +He was distrustful, indeed, and very suspicious, but not of himself. +Gloria treated him too well. Her eyes told him more than he felt able to +believe. It was not natural that a girl so young and fresh and +beautiful, with the world before her, should fall in love with a man of +his age. That, at least, was what he thought. But the fact that it was +unnatural did not prevent it from taking place. + +Reanda ignored certain points of great importance. In the first place, +Gloria had not really the world before her. Her little sphere was +closely limited by her father's morose selfishness, which led him to +keep her in Rome because he liked the place himself, and to keep away +from his countrymen, whom he detested as heartily as Britons living +abroad sometimes do. On the other hand, a vague dread lest the story of +his marriage might some day come to the light kept him away from Roman +society. He had fallen back upon artistic Bohemia for such company as he +wanted, which was little enough, and as his child grew up he had not +understood that she was developing early and coming to womanhood while +she was still under the care of the governess he had provided. He had +not even made any plans for her future, for he did not love her, though +he indulged her as a selfish and easy means of fulfilling his paternal +obligations. It was to get rid of her importunity that he began to take +her to the houses of some of the married artists when she was only +sixteen years old, though she looked at least two years older. + +But in such society as that, Reanda was easily first, apart from the +talent which placed him at the head of the whole artistic profession. He +had been brought up, taught, and educated among gentlemen, sons of one +of the oldest and most fastidious aristocracies in Europe, and he had +their manners, their speech, their quiet air of superiority, and +especially that exterior gentleness and modesty of demeanour which most +touches some women. In Gloria's opinion, he even had much of their +appearance, being tall, thin, and dark. Accustomed as she was to living +with her father, who was gloomy and morose, and to seeing much of Paul +Griggs, whose powers of silence were phenomenal at that time, Reanda's +easy grace of conversation charmed and flattered her. He was, by many +degrees, the superior in talent, in charm, in learning, to any one she +had ever met, and it must not be forgotten that although he was twenty +years older than she, he was not yet forty, and that, as he had not a +grey hair in his head, he could still pass for a young man, though his +grave disposition made him feel older than he was. Of the three +melancholic men in whose society she chiefly lived, her father was +selfish and morose; Griggs was gentle, but silent and incomprehensible, +though he exerted an undoubted influence over her; Reanda alone, though +naturally melancholy, was at once gentle, companionable, and talkative +with her. + +Dalrymple accepted the intimacy with indifference and even with a +certain satisfaction. In his reflexions, he characterized Reanda as a +rare combination of the great artist and the gentleman. Since Gloria had +known him she had grown more quiet. She admired him and imitated his +manner. It was a good thing. He was glad, too, that Reanda was not +married, for it would have been a nuisance, thought Dalrymple, to have +the man's wife always about and expecting to be amused. + +It began to occur to him that Reanda might be falling in love with +Gloria, and he did not resent the idea. In fact, though at first sight +it should have seemed strange to an Englishman, he looked upon the idea +with favour. He wished to live out his life in Italy, for he had got +that fierce affection for the country which has overcome and bound many +northern men, from Sir John Hawkwood to Landor and Browning. Though he +did not love Gloria, he was attached to her in his own way, and did not +wish to lose sight of her altogether. But, in consequence of his own +irregular marriage, he could not marry her to a man of his own rank in +Rome, who would not fail to make inquiries about her mother. It was most +natural that he should look upon such a man as Reanda with favour. +Reanda had many good qualities. Dalrymple's judgment was generally keen +enough about people, and he had understood that such a woman as Donna +Francesca Campodonico would certainly not make a personal friend of a +painter, and allow him to occupy rooms in her palace, unless his +character were altogether above suspicion. + +Gloria was, of course, too young to be married yet, though she seemed to +be so entirely grown up and altogether a woman. In this respect +Dalrymple was not prejudiced. His own mother had been married at the age +of seventeen, and he had lived long in Italy, where early marriages were +common enough. There could certainly be no serious objection to the +match on that score, when another year should have passed. + +Dalrymple's only anxiety about his daughter concerned her strong +inclination to be a public singer. The prejudice was by no means +extraordinary, and as a Scotchman, it had even more weight with him than +it could have had, for instance, with an Italian. Reanda entirely agreed +with him on this point, and when Gloria spoke of it, he never failed to +draw a lively picture of the drawbacks attending stage life. The artist +spoke very strongly, for one of Gloria's earliest and chiefest +attractions in his eyes had been the certainty he felt that she belonged +to Francesca's class. For that reason her flattering admiration had +brought with it a peculiar savour, especially delightful to the taste of +a man of humble origin. Dalrymple did not understand that, but he knew +that if Gloria married the great painter, the latter would effectually +keep her from the stage. + +As for Griggs, the Scotchman was well aware that the poor young +journalist might easily fall in love with the beautiful girl. But this +did not deter him at all from having Griggs constantly at the house. +Griggs was the only man he had ever met who did not bore him, who could +be silent for an hour at a time, who could swallow as much strong wine +as he without the slightest apparent effect upon his manner, who +understood all he said, though sometimes saying things which he could +not understand--in short, Griggs was a necessity to him. The young man +was perhaps aware of the fact, and he found Dalrymple congenial to his +own temper; but he was as excessively proud as he was extremely poor, at +that time, and he managed to refuse the greater part of the hospitality +offered to him, simply because he could not return it. It was very +rarely that he accepted an invitation to a meal, though he now generally +came in the evening, besides meeting Dalrymple almost every morning when +they went to the bookseller's together. + +He puzzled the Scotchman strangely. He was an odd combination of a +thinker and an athlete, half literary man, half gladiator. The common +phrase 'an old head on young shoulders' described him as well as any +phrase could. The shoulders were perhaps the more remarkable, but the +head was not to be despised. A man who could break a horseshoe and tear +in two a pack of cards, and who spent his spare time in studying Hegel +and Kant, when he was not writing political correspondence for +newspapers, deserved to be considered an exception. He seemed to have no +material wants, and yet he had the animal power of enjoying material +things even in excess, which is rare. He had a couple of rooms in the +Via della Frezza, between the Corso and the Ripetta, where he lived in a +rather mysterious way, though he made no secret about it. Occasionally +an acquaintance climbed the steep stairs, but no one ever got him to +open the door nor to give any sign that he was at home, if he were +within. A one-eyed cobbler acted as porter downstairs, from morning till +night, astride upon his bench and ever at work, an ill-savoured old pipe +in his mouth. + +"You may try," he answered, when any one asked for Griggs. "Who knows? +Perhaps Sor Paolo will open. Try a little, if you have patience." + +Patience being exhausted, the visitor came down the five flights again, +and remonstrated with the cobbler. + +"I did not say anything," he would reply, in a cloud of smoke. "Many +have tried. I told you to try. Am I to tell you that no one has ever +got in? Why? To disoblige you? If you want anything of Sor Paolo, say +it to me. Or come again." + +"But he will not open," objected the visitor. + +"Oh, that is true," returned the man of one eye. "But if you wish to +try, I am not here to hinder you. This is the truth." + +Now and then, some one more inquisitive suggested that there might be a +lady in the question. The one eye then fixed itself in a vacant stare. + +"Females?" the cobbler would exclaim. "Not even cats. What passes +through your head? He is alone always. If you do not believe me, you can +try. I do not say Sor Paolo will not open the door. A door is a door, to +be opened." + +"But since I have tried!" + +"And I, what can I do? You have come, you have seen, you have knocked, +and no one has opened. May the Madonna accompany you! I can do nothing." + +So even the most importunate of visitors departed at last. But Griggs +had taken Dalrymple up to his lodgings more than once, and they had sat +there for an hour talking over books. Dalrymple observed, indeed, that +Griggs was more inclined to talk in his own rooms than anywhere else, +and that his manner then changed so much as to make him almost seem to +be a different man. There was a look of interest in the stony mask, and +there was a light in the deep-set eyes which neither wine nor wit could +bring there at other times. The man wore his armour against the world, +as it were, a tough shell made up of a poor man's pride, and solid with +that sense of absolute physical superiority which is an element in the +character of strong men, and which the Scotchman understood. He himself +had been of the strong, but not always the strongest. Paul Griggs had +never yet been matched by any man since he had first got his growth. He +was the equal of many in intellect, but his bodily strength was not +equalled by any in his youth and manhood. The secret of his one +well-hidden vanity lay in that. His moral power showed itself in his +assumed modesty about it, for it was almost impossible to prevail upon +him to make exhibition of it. Gloria alone seemed able to induce him, +for her especial amusement, to break a silver dollar with his fingers, +or tear a pack of cards, and then only in the presence of her father or +Reanda, but never before other people. + +"You are the strongest man in the world, are you not?" she asked him +once. + +"Yes," he answered. "I probably am, if it is I. I am vain of it, but not +proud of it. That makes me think sometimes that I am two men in one. +That might account for it, you know." + +"What nonsense!" Gloria laughed. + +"Is it? I daresay it is." And he relapsed into indifference, so far as +she could see. + +"What is the other man like?" she asked. "Not the strong man of the two, +but the other?" + +"He is a good man. The strong man is bad. They fight, and the result is +insignificance. Some day one of the two will get the better of the +other." + +"What will happen then?" she asked lightly, and still inclined to laugh. + +"One or the other, or both, will die, I suppose," he answered. + +"How very unpleasant!" + +She did not at all understand what he meant. At the same time she could +not help feeling that he was eminently a man to whom she would turn in +danger or trouble. Girl though she was, she could not mistake his great +admiration of her, and by degrees, as the winter wore on, she trusted +him more, though he still repelled her a little, for his saturnine calm +was opposed to her violent vitality, as a black rock to a tawny torrent. +Griggs had neither the manner nor the temper which wins women's hearts +as a rule. Such men are sometimes loved by women when their sorrow has +chained them to the rock of horror, and grief insatiable tears out their +broken hearts. But in their strength they are not loved. They cannot +give themselves yet, for their strength hinders them, and women think +them miserly of words and of love's little coin of change. If they get +love at last, it is as the pity which the unhurt weak feel for the +ruined strong. + +Gloria was not above irritating Griggs occasionally, when the fancy took +her to seek amusement in that way. She knew how to do it, and he rarely +turned upon her, even in the most gentle way. + +"We are good friends, are we not?" she asked one day, when it was +raining and he was alone with her, waiting for her father to come in. + +"I hope so," he answered, turning his impassive face slowly towards her. + +"Then you ought to be much nicer to me," she said. + +"I am as nice as I know how to be," replied Griggs, with fixed eyes. +"What shall I do?" + +"That is it. You ought to know. You could talk and say pleasant things, +for instance. Don't you admit that you are very dull to-day?" + +"I admit it. I regret it, and I wish I were not." + +"You need not be. I am sure you can talk very well, when you please. You +are not exactly funny at any time, but to-day you are funereal. You +remind me of those big black horses they use for hearses, you know." + +"Thank you, thank you," said Griggs, quietly, repeating the words +without emphasis. + +"I don't like you!" she exclaimed petulantly, but with a little laugh. + +"I know that," he answered. "But I like you very much. We were probably +meant to differ." + +"Then you might amuse me. It's awfully dull when it rains. Pull the +house down, or tear up silver scudi, or something." + +"I am not Samson, and I am not a clown," observed Griggs, coldly. + +"I shall never like you if you are so disagreeable," said Gloria, taking +up a book, and settling herself to read. + +"I am afraid you never will," answered Griggs, following her example. + +A few minutes passed in silence. Then Gloria looked up suddenly. + +"Mr. Griggs?" + +"Yes?" + +"I did not mean to be horrid." + +"No, of course not." + +"Because, if I were ever in trouble, you know--I should come straight to +you." + +"Thank you," he answered very gently. "But I hope you will never be in +trouble. If you ever should be--" He stopped. + +"Well?" + +"I do not think you would find anybody who would try harder to help +you," he said simply. + +She wished that his voice would tremble, or that he would put out his +hand towards her, or show something a little more like emotion. But she +had to be satisfied. + +"Would it be the good man or the bad man that would help me?" she +asked, remembering the former conversation. + +"Both," answered Griggs, without hesitation. + +"I am not sure that I might not like the bad man better," said Gloria, +almost to herself. + +"Is Reanda a bad man?" inquired Griggs, slowly, and looking for the +blush in her face. + +"Why?" But she blushed, as he expected. + +"Because you like him better than me." + +"You are quite different. It is of no use to talk about it, and I want +to read." + +She turned from him and buried herself in her book, but she moved +restlessly two or three times, and it was some minutes before the +heightened colour disappeared from her face. + +She was very girlish still, and when she had irritated Griggs as far as +such a man was capable of irritation, she preferred to refuse battle +rather than deal with the difficulty she had created. But Griggs +understood, and amongst his still small sufferings he often felt the +little, dull, hopeless pang which tells a man that he is unlovable. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII. + + +VERY late, one night in the Carnival season, Paul Griggs was walking the +streets alone. His sufferings were no longer so small as they had been, +and the bitterness of solitude was congenial to him. + +He had been at the house of a Spanish artist, where there had been +dancing and music and supper and improvised tableaux. Gloria and her +father and Reanda had all been there, too, and something had happened +which had stirred the depths of the young man's slow temper. He hated to +make an exhibition of himself, and much against his will he had been +exhibited, as it were, to help the gaiety of the entertainment. Cotogni, +the great sculptor, had suggested that Griggs should appear as Samson, +asleep with his head on Delilah's knee, and bound by her with cords +which he should seem to break as the Philistines rushed in. He had +refused flatly, again and again, till all the noisy party caught the +idea and forced him to it. + +They had dressed him in silk draperies, his mighty arms bare almost to +the shoulder, and they had given him a long, dark, theatrical wig. They +had bound his arms and chest with cords, and had made him lie down and +pretend to be asleep at the feet of the artist's beautiful wife. They +had made slipping knots in the cords, so that he could easily wrench +them loose. Then the curtain had been drawn aside, and there had been a +pause as the tableau was shown. All at once a mob of artists, draped +hastily in anything they could lay their hands upon, and with all manner +of helmets on their heads from the Spaniard's collection, had rushed in. + +"The Philistines are upon thee!" cried Delilah in a piercing voice. + +He sprang to his feet, his legs being free, and he struggled with the +cords. The knots would not slip as they were meant to do. The situation +lasted several seconds, and was ridiculous enough. + +People began to laugh. + +"Cut off his hair!" cried one. + +"Of what use was the wig?" laughed another, and every one tittered. + +Griggs could hear Gloria's clear, high laugh above the rest. His blood +slowly rose in his throat. But no one pulled the curtain across. The +Philistines, young artists, mad with Carnival, improvised a very +eccentric dance of triumph, and the laughter increased. + +Griggs looked at the cords. Then his mask-like face turned slowly to the +audience. Only the great veins swelled suddenly at his temples, while +every one watched him in the general amusement. Suddenly his eyes +flashed, and he drew a deep breath, for he was angry. In an instant +there was dead silence in the room. A moment later one of the cords, +drawn tight round his chest, over the silk robe, snapped like a thread, +then another, and then a third. Then in a sort of frenzy of anger he +savagely broke the whole cord into pieces with his hands, tossing the +bits contemptuously upon the floor. His face was as white as a dead +man's. + +A roar of applause broke the silence when the guests realized what he +had done. The artists seized him and carried him high in procession +round the room, the women threw flowers at him, and some one struck up a +triumphal march on the piano. It was an ovation. Half an hour later, +dressed again in his ordinary clothes, he found himself next to Gloria. + +"You told me the other day that you were not Samson," she said. "You see +you can be when you choose." + +"No," answered Griggs, coldly; "I am a clown." + +What she had said was natural enough, but somehow the satisfaction of +his bodily vanity had stung his moral pride beyond endurance. It seemed +a despicable thing to be as vain as he was of a gift for which he had +not paid any price. Deep down, too, he felt bitterly that he had never +received the slightest praise for any thought of his which he had +written down and sent to that cauldron of the English daily press in +which all individual right to distinction disappears, with all claim to +praise, from written matter, however good it be. He worked, he read, he +studied, he wrote late, and rose early to observe. But his natural gift +was to be a mountebank, a clown, a circus Hercules. By stiffening one of +his senseless arms he could bring down roars of applause. By years of +bitter labour with his pen he earned the barest living. The muscles that +a porter might have, offered him opulence, because it was tougher by a +few degrees than the flesh of other men. The knowledge he had striven +for just kept him above absolute want. + +He slipped away from the gay party as soon as he could. His last glance +round the room showed him Angelo Reanda and Gloria, sitting in a corner +apart. The girl's face was grave. There was a gentle and happy light in +the artist's eyes which Griggs had never seen. That also was the strong +man's portion. + +Wrathfully he strode away from the house, under the dim oil lamps, an +unlighted cigar between his teeth, his soft felt hat drawn over his +eyes. He crossed the city towards the Pantheon and the Piazza Navona, +his cigar still unlighted. + +The streets were alive, though it was very late. There was more freedom +to be gay and more hope of being simply happy in those days. Many men +and women wandered about in bands of ten or a dozen, singing in soft +voices, above which now and then rose a few ringing tenor notes. There +was laughter everywhere in the air; tambourines drummed and thumped and +jingled, guitars twanged, and mandolines tinkled and quavered. From a +dark lane somewhere off the broader thoroughfare, a single voice sang +out in serenade. The Corso was bright with unusual lights, and strewn +with the birdseed and plaster-of-Paris 'confetti,' with yellow sand and +sprigs of box leaves, and withering flowers, and there was about all the +neighbourhood that peculiar smell of plaster and crushed flower-stalks +which belonged then to the street carnival of Rome. Further on, in the +dim quarters by the Tiber, the wine shops were all crowded, and men +stood and drank outside on the pavement, and paid, and went laughing on, +laughing and singing, singing and laughing, through the night. + +Griggs felt the penetrating loneliness of him who cannot laugh amidst +laughter, and it was congenial to him. He had always been alone, and he +felt that the world held no companion for him. There was satisfaction in +knowing that no one could ever guess what went on between his heart and +his head. + +He wandered on with the same even, untiring stride, for a long time, +through the dark and winding ways, from the Pantheon through the old +city, through Piazza Paganica and Costaguti to Piazza Montanara, where +the carters and carriers congregate from the country. There, in the +middle of the three-cornered open space, a flag in the paving marked the +spot on which men used to be put to death. To-night even the carriers +were making merry. Griggs was thirsty, and paused at the door of a wine +shop. Though it was winter, men were sitting outside, for there was no +more room within. A flaring torch of pitched rope was stuck in an iron +ring, and shed an uncertain, smoky light upon the men's faces. A drawer +in an apron brought Griggs a glass, and he drank standing. + +"It makes no difference," said a rough voice in the little crowd. "They +may cut off my head there on the paving-stone. They would do me a +favour. If I find him, I kill him. An evil death on him and all his +house!" + +Griggs looked at the speaker without surprise, for he had often heard +such things said. He saw an iron-grey man in good peasant's clothes of +dark blue with broad silver buttons, a man with a true Roman face, a +small aquiline nose, and keen, dark eyes. He turned away, and began to +retrace his steps. + +In half an hour he was at the door of the old Falcone inn, gone now like +many relics of that day. It stood in the Piazza of Saint Eustace near +the Pantheon, and in its time was the best of the old-fashioned +eating-houses. Griggs felt suddenly hungry. He had walked seven or eight +miles since he had left the party. He entered, and passed through the +crowded rooms below and up the narrow steps to a small upper chamber, +where he hoped to be alone. But there, also, every seat was taken. + +To his surprise Dalrymple and Reanda were at the table furthest from +him, in earnest conversation, with a measure of wine between them. +Griggs had never seen the Italian there before, but the latter caught +sight of him as he stood in the door, and rose to his feet, making a +sign which meant that he was going away, and that the chair was vacant. +Griggs came forward, and looked into his face as they met. There was the +same gentle and happy light in Reanda's eyes which had been there when +he was sitting with Gloria in the corner of the Spanish artist's +drawing-room. Then Griggs understood and knew the truth, and guessed the +meaning of the unaccustomed pressure of the hand as Reanda greeted him +without speaking, and hurriedly went out. + +Dalrymple had seen Griggs coming and was already calling to a man in a +spotless white jacket for another glass and more wine. The Scotchman's +bony face was haggard, but there was a little colour in his cheeks, and +he seemed pleased. + +"Sit down, Griggs," he said. "There are no more chairs, so we can keep +the table to ourselves. I hope you are half as thirsty as I am." + +"Rather more than half," answered the other, and he drank eagerly. "Give +me some more, please," he said, holding out his glass. + +"I see that you are in the right humour to hear good news," said the +Scot. "Reanda is to marry my daughter in the summer." + +"I congratulate you all three," said Griggs, slowly, for he had known +what was coming. "Let us drink the health of the couple." + +"By all means," answered Dalrymple, filling again. "By all means let us +drink. I could not swallow that sweet stuff at Mendoza's. This is +better. By all means let us drink as much as we can." + +"That might mean a good deal," said Griggs, quickly, and he drained a +third glass. "Were you ever drunk, Dalrymple?" he inquired gravely. + +"No. I never was," answered the Scotchman. + +"Nor I. This seems a fitting occasion for trying an experiment. We might +try to get drunk." + +"By all means, let us try," replied Dalrymple. "I have my doubts about +the possibility of the thing, however." + +"So have I." + +They sat opposite to one another in silence for some minutes, each +satisfied that the other was in earnest. Dalrymple solemnly filled the +glasses and then leaned back in his chair. + +"You did not seem much surprised by what I told you," he observed at +last. "I suppose you expected it." + +"Yes. It seemed natural enough, though it is not always the natural +things that happen." + +"I think they are suited to marry. Of course, Reanda is very much older, +but he is comparatively a young man still." + +"Comparatively. He will make a better husband for having had experience, +I daresay." + +"That depends on what experience he has had. When I first saw him I +thought he was in love with Donna Francesca. It would have been like an +artist. They are mostly fools. But I was mistaken. He worships at a +distance." + +"And she preserves the distance," Griggs remarked. "You are not drinking +fair. My glass is empty." + +Dalrymple finished his and refilled both. + +"I have been here some time," he observed, half apologetically. "But as +I was saying--or rather, as you were saying--Donna Francesca preserves +the distance. These Italians do that admirably. They know the difference +between intimacy and familiarity." + +"That is a nice distinction," said Griggs. "I will use it in my next +letter. No. Donna Francesca could never be familiar with any one. They +learn it when they are young, I suppose, and it becomes a +race-characteristic." + +"What?" asked Dalrymple, abruptly. + +"A certain graceful loftiness," answered the younger man. + +The Scotchman's wrinkled eyelids contracted, and he was silent for a few +moments. + +"A certain graceful loftiness," he repeated slowly. "Yes, perhaps so. A +certain graceful loftiness." + +"You seem struck by the expression," said Griggs. + +"I am. Drink, man, drink!" added Dalrymple, suddenly, in a different +tone. "There's no time to be lost if we mean to drink enough to hurt us +before those beggars go to bed." + +"Never fear. They will be up all night. Not that it is a reason for +wasting time, as you say." + +He drank his glass and watched Dalrymple as the latter did likewise, +with that deliberate intention which few but Scotchmen can maintain on +such occasions. The wine might have been poured into a quicksand, for +any effect it had as yet produced. + +"Those race-characteristics of families are very curious," continued +Griggs, thoughtfully. + +"Are they?" Dalrymple looked at him suspiciously. + +"Very. Especially voices. They run in families, like resemblance of +features." + +"So they do," answered the other, thoughtfully. "So they do." + +He had of late years got into the habit of often repeating such short +phrases, in an absent-minded way. + +"Yes," said Griggs. "I noticed Donna Francesca's voice, the first time I +ever heard it. It is one of those voices which must be inherited. I am +sure that all her family have spoken as she does. It reminds me of +something--of some one--" + +Dalrymple raised his eyes suddenly again, as though he were irritated. + +"I say," he began, interrupting his companion. "Do you feel anything? +Anything queer in your head?" + +"No. Why?" + +"You are talking rather disconnectedly, that is all." + +"Am I? It did not strike me that I was incoherent. Probably one half of +me was asleep while the other was talking." He laughed drily, and drank +again. "No," he said thoughtfully, as he set down his glass. "I feel +nothing unusual in my head. It would be odd if I did, considering that +we have only just begun." + +"So I thought," answered Dalrymple. + +He ordered more wine and relapsed into silence. Neither spoke again for +a long time. + +"There goes another bottle," said Dalrymple, at last, as he drained the +last drops from the flagon measure. "Drink a little faster. This is slow +work. We know the old road well enough." + +"You are not inclined to give up the attempt, are you?" inquired Griggs, +whose still face showed no change. "Is it fair to eat? I am hungry." + +"Certainly. Eat as much as you like." + +Griggs ordered something, which was brought after considerable delay, +and he began to eat. + +"We are not loquacious over our cups," remarked Dalrymple. "Should you +mind telling me why you are anxious to get drunk to-night for the first +time in your life?" + +"I might ask you the same question," answered Griggs, cautiously. + +"Merely because you proposed it. It struck me as a perfectly new idea. I +have not much to amuse me, you know, and I shall have less when my +daughter leaves me. It would be an amusement to lose one's head in some +way." + +"In such a way as to be able to get it back, you mean. I was walking +this evening after the party, and I came to the Piazza Montanara. There +is a big flagstone there on which people used to leave their heads for +good." + +"Yes. I have seen it. You cannot tell me much about Rome which I do not +know." + +"There were a lot of carriers drinking close by. It was rather grim, I +thought. An old fellow there had a spite against somebody. You know how +they talk. 'They may cut off my head there on the paving-stone,' the man +said. 'If I find him, I kill him. An evil death on him and all his +house!' You have heard that sort of thing. But the fellow seemed to be +very much in earnest." + +"He will probably kill his man," said Dalrymple. + +Suddenly his big, loose shoulders shook a little, and he shivered. He +glanced towards the window, suspecting that it might be open. + +"Are you cold?" asked Griggs, carelessly. + +"Cold? No. Some one was walking over my grave, as they say. If we varied +the entertainment with something stronger, we should get on faster, +though." + +"No," said Griggs. "I refuse to mix things. This may be the longer way, +but it is the safer." + +And he drank again. + +"He was a man from Tivoli, or Subiaco," he remarked presently. "He spoke +with that accent." + +"I daresay," answered Dalrymple, who looked down into his glass at that +moment, so that his face was in shadow. + +Just then four men who had occupied a table near the door rose and went +out. It was late, even for a night in Carnival. + +"I hope they are not going to leave us all to ourselves," said +Dalrymple. "The place will be shut up, and we need at least two hours +more." + +"At least," assented Paul Griggs. "But they expect to be open all night. +I think there is time." + +The men at the other tables showed no signs of moving. They sat quietly +in their places, drinking steadily, by sips. Some of them were eating +roasted chestnuts, and all were talking more or less in low tones. +Occasionally one voice or another rose above the rest in an exclamation, +but instantly subsided again. Italians of that class are rarely noisy, +for though the Romans drink deep, they generally have strong heads, and +would be ashamed of growing excited over their wine. + +The air was heavy, for several men were smoking strong cigars. The +vaulted chamber was lighted by a single large oil lamp with a reflector, +hung by a cord from the intersection of the cross-arches. The floor was +of glazed white tiles, and the single window had curtains of Turkey red. +It was all very clean and respectable and well kept, even at that +crowded season, but the air was heavy with wine and tobacco, and the +smell of cooked food,--a peculiar atmosphere in which the old-fashioned +Roman delighted to sit for hours on holidays. + +Dalrymple looked about him, moving his pale blue eyes without turning +his head. The colour had deepened a little on his prominent cheek bones, +and his eyes were less bright than usual. But his red hair, growing +sandy with grey, was brushed smoothly back, and his evening dress was +unruffled. He and Griggs were so evidently gentlemen, that some of the +Italians at the other tables glanced at them occasionally in quiet +surprise, not that they should be there, but that they should remain so +long, and so constantly renew their order for another bottle of wine. + +Giulio, the stout, dark drawer in a spotless jacket, moved about +silently and quickly. One of the Italians glanced at Griggs and +Dalrymple and then at the waiter, who also glanced at them quickly and +then shrugged his shoulders almost perceptibly. Dalrymple saw both +glances, and his eyes lighted up. + +"I believe that fellow is laughing at us," he said to Griggs. + +"There is nothing to laugh at," answered the latter, unmoved. "But of +course, if you think so, throw him downstairs." + +Dalrymple laughed drily. + +"There is a certain calmness about the suggestion," he said. "It has a +good, old-fashioned ring to it. You are not a very civilized young man, +considering your intellectual attainments." + +"I grew up at sea and before the mast. That may account for it." + +"You seem to have crammed a good deal into a short life," observed +Dalrymple. "It must have been a classic ship, where they taught Greek +and Latin." + +"The captain used to call her his Ship of Fools. As a matter of fact, it +was rather classic, as you say. The old man taught us navigation and +Greek verse by turns for five years. He was a university man with a +passion for literature, but I never knew a better sailor. He put me +ashore when I was seventeen with pretty nearly the whole of my five +years' pay in my pocket, and he made me promise that I would go to +college and stay as long as my money held out. I got through somehow, +but I am not sure that I bless him. He is afloat still, and I write to +him now and then." + +"An Englishman, I suppose?" + +"No. An American." + +"What strange people you Americans are!" exclaimed Dalrymple, and he +drank again. "You take up a profession, and you wear it for a bit, like +a coat, and then change it for another," he added, setting down his +empty glass. + +"Very much like you Scotch," answered Griggs. "I have heard you say that +you were a doctor once." + +"A doctor--yes--in a way, for the sake of being a man of science, or +believing myself to be one. My family was opposed to it," he continued +thoughtfully. "My father told me it was his sincere belief that science +did not stand in need of any help from me. He said I was more likely to +need the help of science, like other lunatics. I will not say that he +was not right." + +He laughed a little and filled his glass. + +"Poor Dalrymple!" he exclaimed softly, still smiling. + +Paul Griggs raised his slow eyes to his companion's face. + +"It never struck me that you were much to be pitied," he observed. + +"No, no. Perhaps not. But I will venture to say that the point is +debatable, and could be argued. 'To be, or not to be' is a question +admirably calculated to draw out the resources of the intellect in +argument, if you are inclined for that sort of diversion. It is a very +good thing, a very good thing for a man to consider and weigh that +question while he is young. Before he goes to sleep, you know, Griggs, +before he goes to sleep." + +"'For in that sleep of death, what dreams may come--'" Griggs quoted, +and stopped. + +"'When we have shuffled off this mortal coil.' You do not know your +Shakespeare, young man." + +"'Must give us pause,'" continued Griggs. "I was thinking of the dreams, +not of the rest." + + +[Illustration: + + "Fire and sleet and candle-light; + And Christ receive thy soul." + +--Vol. I., p. 324.] + +"Dreams? Yes. There will be dreams there. Dreams, and other +things--'this ae night of all.' Not that my reason admits that they can +be more than dreams, you know, Griggs. Reason says 'to sleep--no more.' +And fancy says 'perchance to dream.' Well, well, it will be a long +dream, that's all." + +"Yes. We shall be dead a long time. Better drink now." And Griggs drank. + + "'Fire and sleet and candle-light, + And Christ receive thy soul;'" + +said Dalrymple, with a far-away look in his pale eyes. "Do you know the +Lyke-Wake Dirge, Griggs? It is a grand dirge. Hark to the swing of it. + + "'This ae night, this ae night, + Every night and all, + Fire and sleet and candle-light, + And Christ receive thy soul.'" + +He repeated the strange words in a dull, matter-of-fact way, with a +Scotch accent rarely perceptible in his conversation. Griggs listened. +He had heard the dirge before, with all its many stanzas, and it had +always had an odd fascination for him. He said nothing. + +"It bodes no good to be singing a dirge at a betrothal," said the +Scotchman, suddenly. "Drink, man, drink! Drink till the blue devils fly +away. Drink-- + + "'Till a' the seas gang dry, my love, + Till a' the seas gang dry.' + +Not that it is in the disposition of the Italian inn-keeper to give us +time for that," he added drily. "As I was saying, I am of a melancholic +temper. Not that I take you for a gay man yourself, Griggs. Drink a +little more. It is my opinion that a little more will produce an +agreeable impression upon you, my young friend. Drink a little more. You +are too grave for so very young a man. I should not wish to be +indiscreet, but I might almost take you for a man in love, if I did not +know you better. Were you ever in love, Griggs?" + +"Yes," answered Griggs, quietly. "And you, Dalrymple? Were you never in +love?" + +Dalrymple's loosely hung shoulders started suddenly, and his pale blue +eyes set themselves steadily to look at Griggs. The red brows were +shaggy, and there was a bright red spot on each cheek bone. He did not +answer his companion's question, though his lips moved once or twice as +though he were about to speak. They seemed unable to form words, and no +sound came from them. + +His anger was near, perhaps, and with another man it might have broken +out. But the pale and stony face opposite him, and the deep, still eyes, +exercised a quieting influence, and whatever words rose to his lips were +never spoken. Griggs understood that he had touched the dead body of a +great passion, sacred in its death as it must have been overwhelming in +its life. He struck another subject immediately, and pretended not to +have noticed Dalrymple's expression. + +"I like your queer old Scotch ballads," he said, humouring the man's +previous tendency to quote poetry. + +"There's a lot of life in them still," answered Dalrymple, absently +twisting his empty glass. + +Griggs filled it for him, and they both drank. Little by little the +Italians had begun to go away. Giulio, the fat, white-jacketed drawer, +sat nodding in a corner, and the light from the high lamp gleamed on his +smooth black hair as his head fell forward. + +"There is a sincere vitality in our Scotch poets," said Dalrymple, as +though not satisfied with the short answer he had given. "There is a +very notable power of active living exhibited in their somewhat +irregular versification, and in the concatenation of their +ratiocinations regarding the three principal actions of the early +Scottish life, which I take to have been birth, stealing, and a violent +death." + +"'But of these three charity is the greatest,'" observed Griggs, with +something like a laugh, for he saw that Dalrymple was beginning to make +long sentences, which is a bad sign for a Scotchman's sobriety. + +"No," answered Dalrymple, with much gravity. "There I venture--indeed, I +claim the right--to differ with you. For the Scotchman is hospitable, +but not charitable. The process of the Scotch mind is unitary, if you +will allow me to coin a word for which I will pay with my glass." + +And he forthwith fulfilled the obligation in a deep draught. Setting +down the tumbler, he leaned back in his chair and looked slowly round +the room. His lips moved. Griggs could just distinguish the last lines +of another old ballad. + + "'Night and day on me she cries, + And I am weary of the skies + Since--'" + +He broke off and shook himself nervously, and looked at Griggs, as +though wondering whether the latter had heard. + +"This wine is good," he said, rousing himself. "Let us have some more. +Giulio!" + +The fat waiter awoke instantly at the call, looked, nodded, went out, +and returned immediately with another bottle. + +"Is this the sixth or the seventh?" asked Dalrymple, slowly. + +"Eight with Signor Reanda's," answered the man. "But Signor Reanda paid +for his as he went out. You have therefore seven. It might be enough." +Giulio smiled. + +"Bring seven more, Giulio," said the Scotchman, gravely. "It will save +you six journeys." + +"Does the Signore speak in earnest?" asked the servant, and he glanced +at Griggs, who was impassive as marble. + +"You flatter yourself," said Dalrymple, impressively, to the man, "if +you imagine that I would make even a bad joke to amuse you. Bring seven +bottles." Giulio departed. + +"That is a Homeric order," observed Griggs. + +"I think--in fact, I am almost sure--that seven bottles more will +produce an impression upon one of us. But I have a decidedly melancholic +disposition, and I accustomed myself to Italian wine when I was very +young. Melancholy people can drink more than others. Besides, what does +such a bottle hold? I will show you. A tumbler to you, and one to me. +Drink; you shall see." + +He emptied his glass and poured the remainder of the bottle into it. + +"Do you see? Half a tumbler. Two and a half are a bottle. Seven bottles +are seventeen and a half glasses. What is that for you or me in a long +evening? My blue devils are large. It would take an ocean to float them +all. I insist upon going to bed in a good humour to-night, for once, in +honour of my daughter's engagement. By the bye, Griggs, what do you +think of Reanda?" + +"He is a first-rate artist. I like him very well." + +"A good man, eh? Well, well--from the point of view of discretion, +Griggs, I am doing right. But then, as you may very wisely object, +discretion is only a point of view. The important thing is the view, and +not the point. Here comes Ganymede with the seven vials of wrath! Put +them on the table, Giulio," he said, as the fat waiter came noiselessly +up, carrying the bottles by the necks between his fingers, three in one +hand and four in the other. "They make a fine show, all together," he +observed thoughtfully, with his bony head a little on one side. + +"And may God bless you!" said Giulio, solemnly. "If you do not die +to-night, you will never die again." + +"I regard it as improbable that we shall die more than once," answered +Dalrymple. "I believe," he said, turning to Griggs, "that when men are +drunk they make mistakes about money. We will pay now, while we are +sober." + +Griggs insisted on paying his share. They settled, and Giulio went away +happy. + +The two strong men sat opposite to each other, under the high lamp in +the small room, drinking on and on. There was something terrifying in +the Scotchman's determination to lose his senses--something grimly +horrible in the younger man's marble impassiveness, as he swallowed +glass for glass in time with his companion. His face grew paler still, +and colder, but there was a far-off gleaming in the shadowy eyes, like +the glimmer of a light over a lonely plain through the dark. +Dalrymple's spirits did not rise, but he talked more and more, and his +sentences became long and involved, and sometimes had no conclusion. The +wine was telling on him at last. He had never been so strong as Griggs, +at his best, and he was no match for him now. The younger man's +strangely dual nature seemed to place his head beyond anything which +could affect his senses. + +Dalrymple talked on and on, rambling from one subject to another, and +not waiting for any answer when he asked a question. He quoted long +ballads and long passages from Shakespeare, and then turned suddenly off +upon a scientific subject, until some word of his own suggested another +quotation. + +Griggs sat quietly in his seat, drinking as steadily, but paying little +attention now to what the Scotchman said. Something had got hold of his +heart, and was grinding it like grain between the millstones, grinding +it to dust and ashes. He knew that he could not sleep that night. He +might as well drink, for it could not hurt him. Nothing material had +power to hurt him, it seemed. He felt the pain of longing for the +utterly unattainable, knowing that it was beyond him forever. The +widowhood of the unsatisfied is hell, compared with the bereavement of +complete possession. He had not so much as told Gloria that he had loved +her. How could he, being but one degree above a beggar? The unspoken +words burned furrows in his heart, as molten metal scores smoking +channels in living flesh. Gloria would laugh, if she knew. The torture +made his face white. There was the scorn of himself with it, because a +mere child could hurt him almost to death, and that made it worse. A +mere child, barely out of the schoolroom, petulant, spoiled, selfish! + +But she had the glory of heaven in her voice, and in her face the fatal +beauty of her dead mother's deadly sin. He need not have despised +himself for loving her. Her whole being appealed to that in man to which +no woman ever appealed in vain since the first Adam sold heaven to Satan +for woman's love. + +Dalrymple, leaning on his elbow, one hand in his streaked beard, the +other grasping his glass, talked on and quoted more and more. + + "'The flame took fast upon her cheek, + Took fast upon her chin, + Took fast upon her fair body + Because of her deadly sin.'" + +His voice dropped to a hoarse whisper at the last words, and suddenly, +regardless of his companion, his hand covered his eyes, and his long +fingers strained desperately on his bony forehead. Griggs watched him, +thinking that he was drunk at last. + +"Because of her deadly sin," he repeated slowly, and the tone changed. +"There is no sin in it!" he cried suddenly, in a low voice, that had a +distant, ghostly ring in it. + +He looked up, and his eyes were changed, and Griggs knew that they no +longer saw him. + +"Stiff," he said softly. "Quite stiff. Dead two or three hours, I +daresay. It stands up on its feet beside me--certainly dead two or three +hours." + +He nodded wisely to himself twice, and then spoke again in the same +far-off tone, gazing past Griggs, at the wall. + +"The clothes-basket is a silly idea. Besides, I should lose the night. +Rather carry it myself--wrap it up in the plaid. She'll never know, when +she has it on her head. Who cares?" + +A long silence followed. One hand grasped the empty glass. The other lay +motionless on the table. The blue eyes, with widely dilated pupils, +stared at the wall, never blinking nor turning. But in the face there +was the drawn expression of a bodily effort. Presently Griggs saw the +fine beads of perspiration on the great forehead. Then the voice spoke +again, but in Italian this time. + +"You had better look away while I go by. It is not a pretty sight. No," +he continued, changing to English, "not at all a pretty sight. Stiff as +a board still." + +The unwinking eyes dilated. The bright colour was gone from the cheek +bones. + +"It burns very well," he said again in Italian. The whole face quivered +and the hard lips softened and kissed the air. "It is golden--I can see +it in the dark--but I must cover it, darling. Quick--this way. At last! +No--you cannot see the fire, but it is burning well, I am sure. Hold on! +Hold the pommel of the saddle with both hands--so!" + +The voice ceased. Griggs began to understand. He touched Dalrymple's +sleeve, leaning across the table. + +"I say!" he called softly. "Dalrymple!" + +The Scotchman started violently, and the pupils of his eyes contracted. +The empty glass in his right hand rattled on the hard wood. Then he +smiled vaguely at Griggs. + +"By Jove!" he exclaimed in his natural voice. "I think I must have been +napping--'Sleep'ry Sim of the Lamb-hill, and snoring Jock of +Suport-mill!' By Jove, Griggs, we have got near the point at last. One +bottle left, eh? The seventh. + + "'Then up and gat the seventh o' them, + And never a word spake he; + But he has striped his bright brown brand--' + +The rest has no bearing upon the subject," he concluded, filling both +glasses. "Griggs," he said, before he drank, "I am afraid this settles +the matter." + +"I am afraid it does," said Griggs. + +"Yes. I had hopes a little while ago, which appeared well founded. But +that unfortunate little nap has sent me back to the starting-point. I +should have to begin all over again. It is very late, I fancy. Let us +drink this last glass to our own two selves, and then give it up." + +Something had certainly sobered the Scotchman again, or at least cleared +his head, for he had not been drunk in the ordinary sense of the word. + +"It cannot be said that we have not given the thing a fair trial," said +Griggs, gloomily. "I shall certainly not take the trouble to try it +again." + +Nevertheless he looked at his companion curiously, as they both rose to +their feet together. Dalrymple doubled his long arms as he stood up and +stretched them out. + +"It is curious," he said. "I feel as though I had been carrying a heavy +weight in my arms. I did once, for some distance," he added +thoughtfully, "and I remember the sensation." + +"Very odd," said Griggs, lighting a cigar. + +Giulio, sitting outside, half asleep, woke up as he heard the steady +tread of the two strong men go by. + +"If you do not die to-night, you will never die again!" he said, half +aloud, as he rose to go in and clear the room where the guests had been +sitting. + + +END OF VOL. I. + + + + +CASA BRACCIO + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration: "As he stood there repeating the name."--Vol. II., p. +331.] + + + + +CASA BRACCIO + +BY + +F. MARION CRAWFORD + +AUTHOR OF "SARACINESCA," "PIETRO GHISLERI," ETC. + +IN TWO VOLUMES + +VOL. II. + +_WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY A. CASTAIGNE_ + + =New York= + MACMILLAN AND CO. + AND LONDON + 1895 + + _All rights reserved_ + + + + COPYRIGHT, 1894, + BY F. MARION CRAWFORD. + + =Norwood Press= + J. S. Cushing & Co.--Berwick & Smith + Norwood Mass. U.S.A. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + PART II.--_Continued._ + GLORIA DALRYMPLE 1 + + PART III. + DONNA FRANCESCA CAMPODONICO 227 + + + + +LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. + + +VOL. II. + + PAGE + "Gloria--forgive me!" 50 + + Stefanone and Gloria 100 + + "The horror of poverty smote him" 123 + + "Let us not speak of the dead" 203 + + "The last great, true note died away" 219 + + "As he stood there repeating the name" 331 + + + + +Part II.--_Continued._ + +_GLORIA DALRYMPLE._ + + + + +CASA BRACCIO. + +PART II.--_Continued._ + +_GLORIA DALRYMPLE._ + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV. + + +DURING the first few months of their marriage Reanda and Gloria believed +themselves happy, and really were, since there is no true criterion of +man's happiness but his own belief in it. They took a small furnished +apartment at the corner of the Macel de' Corvi, with an iron balcony +overlooking the Forum of Trajan. They would have had no difficulty in +obtaining other rooms adjoining the two Reanda had so long occupied in +the Palazzetto Borgia, but Gloria was opposed to the arrangement, and +Reanda did not insist upon it. The Forum of Trajan was within a +convenient distance of the palace, and he went daily to his work. + +"Besides," said Gloria, "you will not always be painting frescoes for +Donna Francesca. I want you to paint a great picture, and send it to +Paris and get a medal." + +She was ambitious for him, and dreamed of his winning world-wide fame. +She loved him, and she felt that Francesca had caged him, as Francesca +herself had once felt. She wished to remove him altogether from the +latter's influence, both because she was frankly jealous of his +friendship for the older woman, and wished to have him quite to herself, +and also in the belief that he could do greater things if he were +altogether freed from the task of decorating the palace, which had kept +him far too long in one limited sequence of production. There was, +moreover, a selfish consideration of vanity in her view, closely linked +with her unbounded admiration for her husband. She knew that she was +beautiful, and she wished his greatest work to be a painting of herself. + +Gloria, however, wished also to take a position in Roman society, and +the only person who could help her and her husband to cross the line was +Francesca Campodonico. It was therefore impossible for Gloria to break +up the intimacy altogether, however much she might wish to do so. +Meanwhile, too, Reanda had not finished his frescoes. + +Soon after the marriage, which took place in the summer, Dalrymple left +Rome, intending to be absent but a few months in Scotland, where his +presence was necessary on account of certain family affairs and +arrangements consequent upon the death of Lord Redin, the head of his +branch of the Dalrymples, and of Lord Redin's son only a few weeks +later, whereby the title went to an aged great-uncle of Angus +Dalrymple's, who was unmarried, so that Dalrymple's only brother became +the next heir. + +Gloria was therefore quite alone with her husband. Paul Griggs had also +left Rome for a time on business connected with his journalistic career. +He had in reality been unwilling to expose himself to the unnecessary +suffering of witnessing Gloria's happiness, and had taken the earliest +opportunity of going away. Gloria herself was at first pleased by his +departure. Later, however, she wished that he would come back. She had +no one to whom she could turn when she was in need of any advice on +matters which Reanda could not or would not decide. + +Reanda himself was at first as absolutely happy as he had expected to +be, and Francesca Campodonico congratulated herself on having brought +about a perfectly successful match. While he continued to work at the +Palazzetto Borgia, the two were often together for hours, as in former +times. Gloria had at first come regularly in the course of the morning +and sat in the hall while her husband was painting, but she had found it +a monotonous affair after a while. Reanda could not talk perpetually. +More than once, indeed, he introduced his wife's face amongst the many +he painted, and she was pleased, though not satisfied. He could not make +her one of the central figures which appeared throughout the series, +because the greater part of the work was done already, and it was +necessary to preserve the continuity of each resemblance. Gloria wished +to be the first everywhere, though she did not say so. + +Little by little, she came less regularly in the mornings. She either +stayed at home and studied seriously the soprano parts of the great +operas then fashionable, or invented small errands which kept her out of +doors. She sometimes met Reanda when he left the palace, and they walked +home together to their midday breakfast. + +Little by little, also, Francesca fell into the habit of visiting Reanda +in the great hall at hours when she was sure that Gloria would not be +there. It was not that she disliked to see them together, but rather +because she felt that Gloria was secretly antagonistic. There was a +small, perpetual, unexpressed hostility in Gloria's manner which could +not escape so sensitive a woman as Francesca. Reanda felt it, too, but +said nothing. He was almost foolishly in love with his wife, and he was +devotedly attached to Francesca herself. For the present he was very +simple in his dealings with himself, and he quietly shut his eyes to the +possibility of a disagreement between the two women, though he felt +that it was in the air. + +Instead of diminishing with his marriage, the obligations under which he +was placed towards Donna Francesca were constantly increasing. She saw +and understood his wife's social ambition, and gave herself trouble to +satisfy it. Reanda felt this keenly, and while his gratitude increased, +he inwardly wished that each kindness might be the last. But Gloria had +the ambition and the right to be received in society on a footing of +equality, and no one but Francesca Campodonico could then give her what +she wanted. + +She did not obtain what is commonly called social success, though many +people received her and her husband during the following winter. She got +admiration in plenty, and she herself believed that it was friendship. +Of the two, Reanda, who had no social ambition at all, was by far the +more popular. He was, as ever, quiet and unassuming, as became a man of +his extraordinary talent. He so evidently preferred in society to talk +with intelligent people rather than to make himself agreeable to the +very great, that the very great tried to attract him to themselves, in +order to appear intelligent in the eyes of others. They altogether +forgot that he was the son of the steward of Gerano, though he sometimes +spoke unaffectedly of his boyhood. + +But Gloria reminded people too often that she had a right to be where +she was, as the daughter of Angus Dalrymple, who might some day be Lord +Redin. Fortunately for her, no one knew that Dalrymple had begun life as +a doctor, and very far from such prospects as now seemed quite within +the bounds of realization. But even as the possible Lord Redin, her +father's existence did not interest the Romans at all. They were not +accustomed to people who thought it necessary to justify their social +position by allusions to their parentage, and since Francesca +Campodonico had assured them that Dalrymple was a gentleman, they had no +further questions to ask, and raised their eyebrows when Gloria +volunteered information on the subject of her ancestors. They listened +politely, and turned the subject as soon as they could, because it bored +them. + +But the admiration she got was genuine of its kind, as admiration and as +nothing else. Her magnificent voice was useful to ancient and charitable +princesses who wished to give concerts for the benefit of the deserving +poor, but her face disturbed the hearts of those excellent ladies who +had unmarried sons, and of other excellent ladies who had gay husbands. +Her beauty and her voice together were a danger, and must be admired +from a distance. Gloria and her husband were asked to many houses on +important occasions. Gloria went to see the princesses and duchesses, +and found them at home. Their cards appeared regularly at the small +house in the Macel de' Corvi, but there was always a mystery as to how +they got there, for the princesses and the duchesses themselves did not +appear, except once or twice when Francesca Campodonico brought one of +her friends with her, gently insisting that there should be a proper +call. Gloria understood, and said bitter things about society when she +was alone, and by degrees she began to say them to her husband. + +"These Romans!" she exclaimed at last. "They believe that there is +nobody like themselves!" + +Angelo Reanda's face had a pained look, as he laid his long thin hand +upon hers. + +"My dear," he said gently. "You have married an artist. What would you +have? I am sure, people have received us very well." + +"Very well! Of course--as though we had not the right to be received +well. But, Angelo--do not say such things--that I have married an +artist--" + +"It is quite true," he answered, with a smile. "I work with my hands. +They do not. There is the difference." + +"But you are the greatest artist in the world!" she cried +enthusiastically, throwing her arms round his neck, and kissing him +again and again. "It is ridiculous. In any other city, in London, in +Paris, people would run after you, people would not be able to do +enough for you. But it is not you; it is I. They do not like me, Angelo, +I know that they do not like me! They want me at their big parties, and +they want me to sing for them--but that is all. Not one of them wants me +for a friend. I am so lonely, Angelo." + +Her eyes filled with tears, and he tried to comfort her. + +"What does it matter, my heart?" he asked, soothingly. "We have each +other, have we not? I, who adore you, and you, who love me--" + +"Love you? I worship you! That is why I wish you to have everything the +world holds, everything at your feet." + +"But I am quite satisfied," objected Reanda, with unwise truth. "Do not +think of me." + +She loved him, but she wished to put upon him some of her uncontrollable +longing for social success, in order to justify herself. To please her, +he should have joined in her complaint. Her tears dried suddenly, and +her eyes flashed. + +"I will think of you!" she cried. "I have nothing else to think of. You +shall have it all, everything--they shall know what a man you are!" + +"An artist, my dear, an artist. A little better than some, a little less +good than others. What can society do for me?" + +She sighed, and the colour deepened a little in her cheeks. But she hid +her annoyance, for she loved him with a love at once passionate and +intentional, compounded of reality and of a strong inborn desire for +emotion, a desire closely connected with her longing for the life of the +stage, but now suddenly thrown with full force into the channel of her +actual life. + +Reanda began to understand that his wife was not happy, and the +certainty reacted strongly upon him. He became more sad and abstracted +from day to day, when he was not with her. He longed, as only a man of +such a nature can long, for a friend in whom he could confide, and of +whom he could ask advice. He had such a friend, indeed, in Francesca +Campodonico, but he was too proud to turn to her, and too deeply +conscious that she had done all she could to give Gloria the social +position the latter coveted. + +Francesca, on her side, was not slow to notice that something was +radically wrong. Reanda's manner had changed by degrees since his +marriage. His pride made him more formal with the woman to whom he owed +so much, and she felt that she could do nothing to break down the +barrier which was slowly rising between them. She suffered, in her way, +for she was far more sincerely attached to the man than she recognized, +or perhaps would have been willing to recognize, when she allowed +herself to look the situation fairly in the face. For months she +struggled against anything which could make her regret the marriage she +had made. But at last she admitted the fact that she regretted it, for +it thrust itself upon her and embittered her own life. Then she became +conscious in her heart of a silent and growing enmity for Gloria, and of +a profound pity for Angelo Reanda. Being ashamed of the enmity, as +something both sinful in her eyes, and beneath the nobility of her +nature, she expressed it, if that were expression, by allowing her pity +for the man to assert itself as it would. That, she told herself, was a +form of charity, and could not be wrong, however she looked at it. + +All mention of Gloria vanished from her conversation with Reanda when +they were alone together. At such times she did her best to amuse him, +to interest him, and to take him out of himself. At first she had little +success. He answered her, and sometimes even entered into an argument +with her, but as soon as the subject dropped, she saw the look of +harassed preoccupation returning in his face. So far as his work was +concerned, what he did was as good as ever. Francesca thought it was +even better. But otherwise he was a changed man. + +In the course of the winter Paul Griggs returned. One day Francesca was +sitting in the hall with Reanda, when a servant announced that Griggs +had asked to see her. She glanced at Reanda's face, and instantly +decided to receive the American alone in the drawing-room, on the other +side of the house. + +"Why do you not receive him here?" asked Reanda, carelessly. + +"Because--" she hesitated. "I should rather see him in the +drawing-room," she added a moment later, without giving any further +explanation. + +Griggs told her that he had come back to stay through the year and +perhaps longer. She took a kindly interest in the young man, and was +glad to hear that he had improved his position and prospects during his +absence. He rarely found sympathy anywhere, and indeed needed very +little of it. But he was capable of impulse, and he had long ago decided +that Francesca was good, discreet, and kind. He answered her questions +readily enough, and his still face warmed a little while she talked with +him. She, on her part, could not help being interested in the lonely, +hard-working man who never seemed to need help of any kind, and was +climbing through life by the strength of his own hands. There was about +him at that time an air of reserved power which interested though it did +not attract those who knew him. + +Suddenly he asked about Gloria and her husband. There was an odd +abruptness in the question, and a hard little laugh, quite unnecessary, +accompanied it. Francesca noted the change of manner, and remembered +how she had at first conceived the impression that Griggs admired +Gloria, but that Gloria was repelled by him. + +"I suppose they are radiantly happy," he said. + +Francesca hesitated, being truthful by nature, as well as loyal. There +was no reason why Griggs should not ask her the question, which was +natural enough, but she had many reasons for not wishing to answer it. + +"Are they not happy?" he asked quickly, as her silence roused his +suspicions. + +"I have never heard anything to the contrary," answered Francesca, +dangerously accurate in the statement. + +"Oh!" Griggs uttered the ejaculation in a thoughtful tone, but said no +more. + +"I hope I have not given you the impression that there is anything +wrong," said Francesca, showing her anxiety too much. + +"I saw Dalrymple in England," answered Griggs, with ready tact. "He +seems very well satisfied with the match. By the bye, I daresay you have +heard that Dalrymple stands a good chance of dying a peer, if he ever +dies at all. With his constitution that is doubtful." + +And he went on to explain to Francesca the matter of the Redin title, +and that as Dalrymple's elder brother, though married, was childless, +he himself would probably come into it some day. Then Griggs took his +leave without mentioning Reanda or Gloria again. But Francesca was aware +that she had betrayed Reanda's unhappiness to a man who had admired +Gloria, and had probably loved her before her marriage. She afterwards +blamed herself bitterly and very unjustly for what she had done. + +Griggs went away, and called soon afterwards at the small house in the +Macel de' Corvi. He found Gloria alone, and she was glad to see him. She +told him that Reanda would also be delighted to hear of his return. +Griggs, who wrote about everything which gave him an opportunity of +using his very various knowledge, wrote also upon art, and besides the +first article he had written about Reanda, more than a year previously, +had, since then, frequently made allusion to the artist's great talent +in his newspaper correspondence. Reanda was therefore under an +obligation to the journalist, and Gloria herself was grateful. Moreover, +Englishmen who came to Rome had frequently been to see Reanda's work in +consequence of the articles. One old gentleman had tried to induce the +artist to paint a picture for him, but had met with a refusal, on the +ground that the work at the Palazzetto Borgia would occupy at least +another year. The Englishman said he should come back and try again. + +Between Griggs and Gloria there was the sort of friendly confidence +which could not but exist under the circumstances. She had known him +long, and he had been her father's only friend in Rome. She remembered +him from the time when she had been a mere child, before her sudden +transition to womanhood. She trusted him. She understood perfectly well +that he loved her, but she believed that she had it in her power to keep +his love as completely in the background as he himself had kept it +hitherto. Her instinct told her also that Griggs might be a strong ally +in a moment of difficulty. His reserved strength impressed her even more +than it impressed Francesca Campodonico. She received him gladly, and +told him to come again. + +He came, and she asked him to dinner, feeling sure that Reanda would +wish to see him. He accepted the first invitation and another which +followed before long. By insensible degrees, during the winter, Griggs +became very intimate at the house, as he had been formerly at +Dalrymple's lodgings. + +"That young man loves you, my dear," said Reanda, one day in the +following spring, with a smile which showed how little anxiety he felt. + +Gloria laughed gaily, and patted her husband's hand. + +"What men like that call love!" she answered. "Besides--a journalist! +And hideous as he is!" + +"He certainly has not a handsome face," laughed Reanda. "I am not +jealous," he added, with sudden gravity. "The man has done much for my +reputation, too, and I know what I owe him. I have good reason for +wishing to treat him well, and I am all the more pleased, if you find +him agreeable." + +He made the rather formal speech in a decidedly formal tone, and with +the unconscious intention of justifying himself in some way, though he +was far too simple by nature to suspect himself of any complicated +motive. She looked at him, but did not quite understand. + +"You surely do not suppose that I ever cared for him!" she said, readily +suspecting that he suspected her. + +He started perceptibly, and looked into her eyes. She was very truly in +earnest, but her exaggerated self-consciousness had given her tone a +colour which he did not recognize. Some seconds passed before he +answered her. Then the gentle light came into his face as he realized +how much he loved her. + +"How foolish you are, love!" he exclaimed. "But Griggs is younger than +I--it would not be so very unnatural if you had cared for him." + +She broke out passionately. + +"Younger than you! So am I, much younger than you! But you are young, +too. I will not have you suggest that you are not young. Of course you +are. You are unkind, besides. As though it could make the slightest +difference to me, if you were a hundred years old! But you do not +understand what my love for you is. You will never understand it. I wish +I loved you less; I should be happier than I am." + +He drew her to him, reluctant, and the pained look which Francesca knew +so well came into his face. + +"Are you unhappy, my heart?" he asked gently. "What is it, dear? Tell +me!" + +She was nervous, and the confession or complaint had been unintentional +and the result of irritation more than of anything else. The fact that +he had taken it up made matters much worse. She was in that state in +which such a woman will make a mountain of a molehill rather than forego +the sympathy which her constitution needs in a larger measure than her +small sufferings can possibly claim. + +"Oh, so unhappy!" she cried softly, hiding her face against his coat, +and glad to feel the tears in her eyes. + +"But what is it?" he asked very kindly, smoothing her auburn hair with +one hand, while the other pressed her to him. + +As he looked over her head at the wall, his face showed both pain and +perplexity. He had not the least idea what to do, except to humour her +as much as he could. + +"I am so lonely, sometimes," she moaned. "The days are so long." + +"And yet you do not come and sit with me in the mornings, as you used to +do at first." There was an accent of regret in his voice. + +"She is always there," said Gloria, pressing her face closer to his +coat. + +"Indeed she is not!" he cried, and she could feel the little breath of +indignation he drew. "I am a great deal alone." + +"Not half as much as I am." + +"But what can I do?" he asked, in despair. "It is my work. It is her +palace. You are free to come and go as you will, and if you will not +come--" + +"I know, I know," she answered, still clinging to him. "You will say it +is my fault. It is just like a man. And yet I know that you are there, +hour after hour, with her, and she is young and beautiful. And she loves +you--oh, I know she loves you!" + +Reanda began to lose patience. + +"How absurd!" he exclaimed. "It is ridiculous. It is an insult to Donna +Francesca to say that she is in love with me." + +"It is true." Gloria suddenly raised her head and drew back from him a +very little. "I am a woman," she said. "I know and I understand. She +meant to sacrifice herself and make you happy, by marrying you to me, +and now she regrets it. It is enough to see her. She follows you with +her eyes as you move, and there is a look in them--" + +Reanda laughed, with an effort. + +"It is altogether too absurd!" he said. "I do not know what to say. I +can only laugh." + +"Because you know it is true," answered Gloria. "It is for your sake +that she has done it all, that she makes such a pretence of being +friendly to me, that she pushes us into society, and brings her friends +here to see me. They never come unless she brings them," she added +bitterly. "There is no fear of that. The Duchess of Astrardente would +not have her black horses seen standing in the Macel de' Corvi, unless +Donna Francesca made her do it and came with her." + +"Why not?" asked Reanda, simply, for his Italian mind did not grasp the +false shame which Gloria felt in living in a rather humble +neighbourhood. + +"She would not have people know that she had friends living in such a +place," Gloria answered. + +Unwittingly she had dealt Reanda a deadly thrust. + +He had fallen in love with her and had married her on the understanding +with himself, so to say, that she was in all respects as much a great +lady as Donna Francesca herself, and he had taken it for granted that +she must be above such pettiness. The lodging was extremely good and had +the advantage of being very conveniently situated for his work. It had +never struck him that because it was in an unfashionable position, +Gloria could imagine that the people she knew would hesitate to come and +see her. Since their marriage she had done and said many little things +which had shaken his belief in the thoroughness of her refinement. She +had suddenly destroyed that belief now, by a single foolish speech. It +would be hard to build it up again. + +Like many men of genius he could not forgive his own mistake, and Gloria +was involved in this one. Moreover, as an Italian, he fancied that she +secretly suspected him of meanness, and when Italians are not mean, +there is nothing which they resent more than being thought to be so. He +had plenty of money, for he had always lived very simply before his +marriage, and Dalrymple gave Gloria an allowance. + +His tone changed, when he answered her, but she was far from suspecting +what she had done. + +"We will get another apartment at once," he said quietly. + +"No," she answered at once, protesting, "you must not do anything of the +kind! What an idea! To change our home merely because it is not on the +Corso or the Piazza di Venezia!" + +"You would prefer the Corso?" inquired Angelo. "That is natural. It is +more gay." + +The reflexion that the view of the deserted Forum of Trajan was dull +suggested itself to him as a Roman, knowing the predilection of Roman +women of the middle class for looking out of the window. + +"It is ridiculous!" cried Gloria. "You must not think of it. +Besides--the expense--" + +"The expense does not enter into the question, my dear," he answered, +having fully made up his mind. "You shall not live in a place to which +you think your friends may hesitate to come." + +"Friends! They are not my friends, and they never mean to be," she +replied more hotly. "Why should I care whether they will take the +trouble to come and see me or not? Let them stay away, if I am not good +enough for them. Tell Donna Francesca not to bring them--not to come +herself any more. I hate to feel that she is thrusting me down the +throat of a society that does not want me! She only does it to put me +under an obligation to her. I am sure she talks about me behind my back +and says horrid things--" + +"You are very unjust," said Reanda, hurt by the vulgarity of the speech +and deeply wounded in his own pride. + +"You defend her! You see!" And the colour rose in Gloria's cheeks. + +"She has done nothing that needs defence. She has acted always with the +greatest kindness to me and to us. You have no right to suppose that she +says unkind things of you when you are not present. I cannot imagine +what has come over you to-day. It must be the weather. It is sirocco." + +Gloria turned away angrily, thinking that he was laughing at her, +whereas the suggestion about the weather was a perfectly natural one in +Rome, where the southeast wind has an undoubted effect upon the human +temper. + +But the seeds of much discussion were sown on that close spring +afternoon. Reanda was singularly tenacious of small purposes, as he was +of great ideas where his art was concerned, and his nature though gentle +was unforgiving, not out of hardness, but because he was so sensitive +that his illusions were easy to destroy. + +He went out and forthwith began to search for an apartment of which his +wife should have no cause to complain. In the course of a week he found +what he wanted. It was a part of the second floor of one of the palaces +on the Corso, not far from the Piazza di Venezia. It was partially +furnished, and without speaking to Gloria he had it made comfortable +within a few days. When it was ready, he gave her short warning that +they were to move immediately. + +Strange to say, Gloria was very much displeased, and did not conceal her +annoyance. She really liked the small house in the Macel de' Corvi, and +resented the way in which her husband had taken her remarks about the +situation. To tell the truth, Reanda had deceived himself with the idea +that she would be delighted at the change, and had spent money rather +lavishly, in the hope of giving her a pleasant surprise. He was +proportionately disappointed by her unexpected displeasure. + +"What was the use of spending so much money?" she asked, with a +discontented face. "People will not come to see us because we live in a +fine house." + +"I did not take the house with that intention, my dear," said Reanda, +gently, but wounded and repelled by the remark and the tone. + +"Well then, we might have stayed where we were," she answered. "It was +much cheaper, and there was more sun for the winter." + +"But this is gayer," objected Reanda. "You have the Corso under the +window." + +"As though I looked out of the window!" exclaimed Gloria, scornfully. +"It was so nice--our little place there." + +"You are hard to please, my dear," said the artist, coldly. + +Then she saw that she had hurt him, which she had not meant to do. Her +own nature was self-conscious and greedy of emotion, but not sensitive. +She threw her arms round him, and kissed him and thanked him. + +But Reanda was not satisfied. Day by day when Francesca looked at him, +she saw the harassed expression deepening in his face, and she felt that +every furrow was scored in her own heart. And she, in her turn, grew +very grave and thoughtful. + + + + +CHAPTER XXV. + + +PAUL GRIGGS was a man compounded of dominant qualities and dormant +contradictions of them which threatened at any moment to become dominant +in their turn for a time. He himself almost believed that he had two +separate individualities, if not two distinct minds. + +It may be doubted whether it can be good for any man to dwell long upon +such an idea in connexion with himself, however distinctly he may see in +others the foundation of truth on which it rests. To Griggs, however, it +presented itself so clearly that he found it impossible not to take it +into consideration in the more important actions of his life. The two +men were very sharply distinguished in his thoughts. The one man would +do what the other would not. The other could think thoughts above the +comprehension of the first. + +The one was material, keen, strong, passionate, and selfish; +pre-eminently adapted for hard work; conscientious in the force of its +instinct to carry out everything undertaken by it to the very end, and +judging that whatever it undertook was good and worth finishing; having +something of the nature of a strong piece of clockwork which being +wound up must run to the utmost limit before stopping, whether regulated +to move fast or slow, with a fateful certainty independent of will; +possessed of such uncommon strength as to make it dangerous if opposed +while moving, and at the same time having an extraordinary inertia when +not wound up to do a certain piece of work; self-reliant to a fault, as +the lion is self-reliant in the superiority of physical endowment; +gentle when not opposed, because almost incapable of action without a +determinate object and aim; but developing an irresistible momentum when +the inertia was overcome; thorough, in the sense in which the tide is +thorough, in rising evenly and all at the same time, and as ruthless as +the tide because it was that part of the whole man which was a result, +and which, therefore, when once set in motion was almost beyond his +control; reasonable only because, as a result, it followed its causes +logically, and required a real cause to move it at first. + +The other man in him was very different, almost wholly independent of +the first, and very generally in direct conflict with it, at that time. +It was an imaginative and meditative personality, easily deceived into +assuming a false premise, but logical beyond all liability to deception +when reasoning from anything it had accepted. Its processes were +intuitively correct and almost instantaneous, while its assumptions +were arbitrary in the extreme. It might begin to act at any point +whatsoever, and unlike the material man, which required a will to move +it at first, it struck spontaneously with the directness of straight +lightning from one point to another, never misled in its path, though +often fatally mistaken in the value of the points themselves. + +Most men who have thought much, wisely or foolishly, and who have seen +much, good or bad, are more or less conscious of their two +individualities. Idle and thoughtless people are not, as a rule. With +Griggs, the two were singularly distinct and independent. Sometimes it +seemed to him that he sat in judgment, as a third person, between them. +At other moments he felt himself wholly identified with the one and +painfully aware of the opposition of the other. The imaginative part of +him despised the material part for its pride of life and lust of living. +The material part laughed to scorn the imaginative one for its false +assumptions and unfounded beliefs. When he could abstract himself from +both, he looked upon the intuitive personality as being himself in every +true sense of the word, and upon the material man as a monstrous +overgrowth and encumbrance upon his more spiritual self. + +When he began to love Gloria Dalrymple, she appealed to both sides of +his nature. For once, the spiritual instinct coincided with the +direction given to the material man by a very earthly passion. + +The cause of this was plain enough and altogether simple. The spiritual +instinct had taken the lead. He had known Gloria before she had been a +woman to be loved. The maiden genius of the girl had spoken to the +higher man from a sphere above material things, and had created in him +one of those assumed premises for subsequent spiritual intuition from +which he derived almost the only happiness he knew. Then, all at once, +the woman had sprung into existence, and her young beauty had addressed +itself to the young gladiator with overwhelming force. The woman +fascinated him, and the angelic being his imagination had assumed in the +child still enchanted him. + +He was not like Reanda; for his sensitiveness was one-sided, and +therefore only half vulnerable. Gloria's faults were insignificant +accidents of a general perfectness, the result of having arbitrarily +assumed a perfect personality. They could not make the path of his +spiritual intuitive love waver, and they produced no effect at all +against his direct material passion. To destroy the prime beautiful +illusion, something must take place which would upset the mistaken +assumption from a point beyond it, so to say. As for the earthly part of +his love, it was so strong that it might well stand alone, even if the +other should disappear altogether. + +Then came honour, and the semi-religious morality of the man, defending +the woman against him, for the sake of the angel he saw through her. +Chief of all, in her defence, stood his own conviction that she did not +love him, and never would, nor ever could. To all intents and purposes, +too, he had been her father's friend, though between the two men there +had been little but the similarity of their gloomy characters. It was +the will of the material man to be governed, and as no outward influence +set it in motion, it remained inert, in unstable equilibrium, as a vast +boulder may lie for ages on the very edge of a precipice, ready but not +inclined to fall. There was fatality in its stillness, and in the +certainty that if moved it must crash through everything it met. + +Gloria had not the least understanding of the real man. She thought +about him often during the months which followed his return, and a week +rarely passed in which she did not see him two or three times. Her +thoughts of him were too ignorant to be confused. She was conscious, +rather than aware, that he loved her, but it seemed quite natural to +her, at her age, that he should never express his love by any word or +deed. + +But she compared him with her husband, innocently and unconsciously, in +matters where comparison was almost unavoidable. His leonine strength of +body impressed her strongly, and she felt his presence in the room, +even when she was not looking at him. Reanda was physically a weak and +nervous man. When he was painting, the movements of his hand seemed to +be independent of his will and guided by a superior unseen power, rather +than directed by his judgment and will. Paul Griggs never made the +slightest movement which did not strike Gloria as the expression of his +will to accomplish something. He was wonderfully skilful with his hands. +Whatever he meant to do, his fingers did, forthwith, unhesitatingly. His +mental processes were similar, so far as she could see. If she asked him +a question, he answered it categorically and clearly, if he were able. +If not, he said so, and relapsed into silence, studying the problem, or +trying to force his memory to recall a lost item. Reanda, on the other +hand, answered most questions with the expression of a vague opinion, +often right, but apparently not founded on anything particular. The +accuracy of Griggs sometimes irritated the artist perceptibly, in +conversation; but he took an interest in what Griggs wrote, and made +Gloria translate many of the articles to him, reading aloud in Italian +from the English. Strange to say, they pleased him for the very +qualities which he disliked in the man's talk. The Italian mind, when it +has developed favourably, is inclined to specialism rather than to +generalization, and Griggs wrote of many things as though he were a +specialist. He had enormous industry and great mechanical power of +handling language. + +"I have no genius," he said one day to Gloria, when she had been +admiring something he had written, and using the extravagant terms of +praise which rose easily to her lips. "Your husband has genius, but I +have none. Some day I shall astonish you all by doing something very +remarkable. But it will not be a work of genius." + +It was in the late autumn days, more than a year and a half after +Gloria's marriage. The southeast wind was blowing down the Corso, and +the pavements were yellow and sticky with the moistened sand-blast from +the African desert. The grains of sand are really found in the air at +such times. It is said that the undoubted effect of the sirocco on the +temper of Southern Italy is due to the irritation caused by inhaling the +fine particles with the breath. Something there is in that especial +wind, which changes the tempers of men and women very suddenly and +strangely. + +Gloria and her companion were seated in the drawing-room that afternoon, +and the window was open. The wind stirred the white curtains, and now +and then blew them inward and twisted them round the inner ones, which +were of a dark grey stuff with broad brown velvet bands, in a fashion +then new. Gloria had been singing, and sat leaning sideways on the desk +of the grand piano. A tall red Bohemian glass stood beside the music on +one of the little sliding shelves meant for the candles, and there were +a few flowers in it, fresh an hour ago, but now already half withered +and drooping under the poisonous breath of the southeast. The warm damp +breeze came in gusts, and stirred the fading leaves and Gloria's auburn +hair, and the sheet of music upright on the desk. Griggs sat in a low +chair not far from her, his still face turned towards her, his shadowy +eyes fixed on her features, his sinewy hands clasped round his crossed +knees. The nature of the great athlete showed itself even in repose--the +broad dark throat set deep in the chest, the square solidity of the +shoulders, the great curved lines along the straightened arms, the +small, compact head, with its close, dark hair, bent somewhat forward in +the general relaxation of the resting muscles. In his complete +immobility there was the certainty of instant leaping and flash-like +motion which one feels rather than sees in the sleeping lion. + +Gloria looked at him thoughtfully with half-closed lids. + +"I shall surprise you all," he repeated slowly, "but it will not be +genius." + +"You will not surprise me," Gloria answered, still meeting his eyes. "As +for genius, what is it?" + +"It is what you have when you sing," said Griggs. "It is what Reanda has +when he paints." + +"Then why not what you do when you write?" + +"The difference is simple enough. Reanda does things well because he +cannot help it. When I do a thing well it is because I work so hard at +it that the thing cannot help being done by me. Do you understand?" + +"I always understand what you tell me. You put things so clearly. Yes, I +think I understand you better than you understand yourself." + +Griggs looked down at his hands and was silent for a moment. +Mechanically he moved his thumb from side to side and watched the knot +of muscle between it and the forefinger, as it swelled and disappeared +with each contraction. + +"Perhaps you do understand me. Perhaps you do," he said at last. "I have +known you a long time. It must be four years, at least--ever since I +first came here to work. It has been a long piece of life." + +"Indeed it has," Gloria answered, and a moment later she sighed. + +The wind blew the sheet of music against her. She folded it impatiently, +threw it aside and resumed her position, resting one elbow on the narrow +desk. The silence lasted several seconds, and the white curtains flapped +softly against the heavy ones. + +"I wonder whether you understand my life at all," she said presently. + +"I am not sure that I do. It is a strange life, in some ways--like +yourself." + +"Am I strange?" + +"Very." + +"What makes you think so?" + +Again he was silent for a time. His face was very still. It would have +been impossible to guess from it that he felt any emotion at the moment. + +"Do you like compliments?" he asked abruptly. + +"That depends upon whether I consider them compliments or not," she +answered, with a little laugh. + +"You are a very perfect woman in very imperfect surroundings," said +Griggs. + +"That is not a compliment to the surroundings, at all events. I do not +know whether to laugh or not. Shall I?" + +"If you will. I like to hear you laugh." + +"You should hear me cry!" And she laughed again at herself. + +"God forbid!" he said gravely. + +"I do sometimes," she answered, and her face grew suddenly sad, as he +watched her. + +He felt a quick pain for her in his heart. + +"I am sorry you have told me so," he said. "I do not like to think of +it. Why should you cry? What have you to cry for?" + +"What should you think?" she asked lightly, though no smile came with +the words. + +"I cannot guess. Tell me. Is it because you still wish to be a singer? +Is that it?" + +"No. That is not it." + +"Then I cannot guess." He looked for the answer in her face. "Will you +tell me?" he asked after a pause. + +"Of what use could it be?" Her eyes met his for a moment, the lids fell, +and she turned away. "Will you shut the window?" she said suddenly. "The +wind blows the things about. Besides, it is getting late." + +He rose and went to the window. She watched him as he shut it, turning +his back to her, so that his figure stood out distinct and black against +the light. She realized what a man he was. With those arms and those +shoulders he could do anything, as he had once caught her in the air and +saved her life, and then, again, as he had broken the cords that night +at Mendoza's house. There was nothing physical which such a man could +not do. He was something on which to rely in her limited life, an +absolute contrast to her husband, whose vagueness irritated her, while +his deadness of sensibility, where she had wrung his sensitiveness too +far, humiliated her in her own eyes. She had kept her secret long, she +thought, though she had kept it for the simple reason that she had no +one in whom to confide. + +Griggs came back from the window and sat down near her again in the low +chair, looking up into her face. + +"Mr. Griggs," she said, turning from his eyes and looking into the +piano, "you asked me a question just now. I should like to answer it, if +I were quite sure of you." + +"Are you not sure of me?" he asked. "I think you might be, by this time. +We were just saying that we had known each other so long." + +"Yes. But--all sorts of things have happened in that time, you know. I +am not the same as I was when I first knew you." + +"No. You are married. That is one great difference." + +"Too great," said she. "Honestly, do you think me improved since my +marriage?" + +"Improved? No. Why should you improve? You are just what you were meant +to be, as you always were." + +"I know. You called me a perfect woman a little while ago, and you said +my surroundings were imperfect. You must have meant that they did not +suit me, or that I did not suit them. Which was it?" + +"They ought to suit you," said Griggs. "If they do not, it is not your +fault." + +"But I might have done something to make them suit me. I sometimes think +that I have not treated them properly." + +"Why should you blame yourself? You did not make them, and they cannot +unmake you. You have a right to be yourself. Everybody has. It is the +first right. Your surroundings owe you more than you owe to them, +because you are what you are, and they are not what they ought to be. +Let them bear the blame. As for not treating them properly, no one could +accuse you of that." + +"I do not know--some one might. People are so strange, sometimes." + +She stopped, and he answered nothing. Looking down into the open piano, +she idly watched the hammers move as she pressed the keys softly with +one hand. + +"Some people are just like this," she said, smiling, and repeating the +action. "If you touch them in a certain way, they answer. If you press +them gently, they do not understand. Do you see? The hammer comes just +up to the string, and then falls back again without making any noise. I +suppose those are my surroundings. Sometimes they answer me, and +sometimes they do not. I like things I can be sure of." + +"And by things you mean people," suggested Griggs. + +"Of course." + +"And by your surroundings you mean--what?" + +"You know," she answered in a low voice, turning her face still further +away from him. + +"Reanda?" + +She hesitated for a moment, knowing that her answer must have weight on +the man. + +"I suppose so," she said at last. "I ought not to say so--ought I? Tell +me the truth." + +"The truth is, you are unhappy," he answered slowly. "There is no reason +why you should not tell me so. Perhaps I might help you, if you would +let me." + +He almost regretted that he had said so much, little as it was. But she +had wished him to say it, and more, also. Still turning from him, she +rested her chin in her hand. His face was still, but there was the +beginning of an expression in it which she had never seen. Now that the +window was shut it was very quiet in the room, and the air was strangely +heavy and soft and dim. Now and then the panes rattled a little. Griggs +looked at the graceful figure as Gloria sat thinking what she should +say. He followed the lines till his eyes rested on what he could see of +her averted face. Then he felt something like a sharp, quick blow at his +temples, and the blood rose hot to his throat. At the same instant came +the bitter little pang he had known long, telling him that she had never +loved him and never could. + +"Are you really my friend?" she asked softly. + +"Yes." The word almost choked him, for there was not room for it and for +the rest. + +She turned quietly and surveyed the marble mask with curious inquiry. + +"Why do you say it like that," she asked; "as though you would rather +not? Do you grudge it?" + +"No." He spoke barely above his breath. + +"How you say it!" she exclaimed, with a little laugh that could not +laugh itself out, for there was a strange tension in the air, and on her +and on him. "You might say it better," she added, the pupils of her eyes +dilating a little so that the room looked suddenly larger and less +distinct. + +She knew the sensation of coming emotion, and she loved it. She had +never thought before that she could get it by talking with Paul Griggs. +He did not answer her. + +"Perhaps you meant it," she said presently. "I hardly know. Did you?" + +"Please be reasonable," said Griggs, indistinctly, and his hands gripped +each other on his knee. + +"How oddly you talk!" she exclaimed. "What have I said that was +unreasonable?" + +She felt that the emotion she had expected was slipping from her, and +her nerves unconsciously resented the disappointment. She was out of +temper in an instant. + +"You cannot understand," he answered. "There is no reason why you +should. Forgive me. I am nervous to-day." + +"You? Nervous?" She laughed again, with a little scorn. "You are not +capable of being nervous." + +She was dimly conscious that she was provoking him to something, she +knew not what, and that he was resisting her. He did not answer her last +words. She went back to the starting-point again, dropping her voice to +a sadder key. + +"Honestly, will you be my friend?" she asked, with a gentle smile. + +"Heart and soul--and hand, too, if you want it," he said, for he had +recovered his speech. "Tell me what the trouble is. If I can, I will +take you out of it." + +It was rather an odd speech, and she was struck by the turn of the +phrase, which expressed more strength than doubt of power to do anything +he undertook. + +"I believe you could," she said, looking at him. "You are so strong. You +could do anything." + +"Things are never so hard as they look, if one is willing to risk +everything," he answered. "And when one has nothing to lose," he added, +as an after-thought. + +She sighed, and turned away again, half satisfied. + +"There is nothing to risk," she said. "It is not a case of danger. And +you cannot take my trouble and tear it up like a pack of cards with +those hands of yours. I wish you could. I am unhappy--yes, I have told +you so. But what can you do to help me? You cannot make my surroundings +what they are not, you know." + +"No--I cannot change your husband," said Griggs. + +She started a little, but still looked away. + +"No. You cannot make him love me," she said, softly and sadly. + +The big hands lost their hold on one another, and the deep eyes opened a +little wider. But she was not watching him. + +"Do you mean to say--" He stopped. + +She slowly bent her head twice, but said nothing. + +"Reanda does not love you?" he said, in wondering interrogation. "Why--I +thought--" He hesitated. + +"He cares no more for me than--that!" The hand that stretched towards +him across the open piano tapped the polished wood once, and sharply. + +"Are you in serious earnest?" asked Griggs, bending forward, as though +to catch her first look when she should turn. + +"Does any one jest about such things?" He could just see that her lips +curled a little as she spoke. + +"And you--you love him still?" he asked, with pressing voice. + +"Yes--I love him. The more fool I." + +The words did not grate on him, as they would have jarred on her +husband's ear. The myth he had imagined made perfections of the woman's +faults. + +"It is a pity," he said, resting his forehead in his hand. "It is a +deadly pity." + +Then she turned at last and saw his attitude. + +"You see," she said. "There is nothing to be done. Is there? You know my +story now. I have married a man I worship, and he does not care for me. +Take it and twist it as you may, it comes to that and nothing else. You +can pity me, but you cannot help me. I must bear it as well as I can, +and as long as I must. It will end some day--or I will make it end." + +"For God's sake do not talk like that!" + +"How should I talk? What should I say? Is it of any use to speak to him? +Do you think I have not begged him, implored him, besought him, almost +on my knees, to give up that work and do other things?" + +Griggs looked straight into her eyes a moment and then almost understood +what she meant. + +"You mean that he--that when he is painting there--" He hesitated. + +"Of course. All day long. All the bitter live-long day! They sit there +together on pretence of talking about it. You know--you can guess at +least--it is the old, old story, and I have to suffer for it. She could +not marry him--because she is a princess and he an artist--good enough +for me--God knows, I love him! Too good for her, ten thousand times too +good! But yet not good enough for her to marry! He needed a wife, and +she brought us together, and I suppose he told her that I should do very +well for the purpose. I was a good subject. I fell in love with +him--that was what they wanted. A wife for her favourite! O God! When I +think of it--" + +She stopped suddenly and buried her face in both her hands, as she +leaned upon the piano. + +"It is not to be believed!" The strong man's voice vibrated with the +rising storm of anger. + +She looked up again with flashing eyes and pale cheeks. + +"No!" she cried. "It is not to be believed! But you see it now. You see +what it all is, and how my life is wrecked and ruined before it is half +begun. It would be bad enough if I had married him for his fame, for his +face, for his money, for anything he has or could have. But I married +him because I loved him with all my soul, and worshipped him and +everything he did." + +"I know. We all saw it." + +"Of course--was it anything to hide? And I thought he loved me, too. Do +you know?" She grew more calm. "At first I used to go and sit in the +hall when he was at work. Then he grew silent, and I felt that he did +not want me. I thought it was because he was such a great artist, and +could not talk and work, and wanted to be alone. So I stayed away. Then, +once, I went there, and she was there, sitting in that great chair--it +shows off the innocence of her white face, you know! The innocence of +it!" Gloria laughed bitterly. "They were talking when I came, and they +stopped as soon as the door opened. I am sure they were talking about +me. Then they seemed dreadfully uncomfortable, and she went away. After +that I went several times. Once or twice she came in while I was there. +Then she did not come any more. He must have told her, of course. He +kept looking at the door, though, as if he expected her at any moment. +But she never came again in those days. I could not bear it--his trying +to talk to me, and evidently wishing all the time that she would come. I +gave up going altogether at last. What could I do? It was unbearable. It +was more than flesh and blood could stand." + +"I do not wonder that you hate her," said Griggs. "I have often thought +you did." + +Gloria smiled sadly. + +"Yes," she answered. "I hate her with all my heart. She has robbed me of +the only thing I ever had worth having--if I ever had it. I sometimes +wonder--or rather, no. I do not wonder, for I know the truth well +enough. I have been over and over it again and again in the night. He +never loved me. He never could love any one but her. He knew her long +ago, and has loved her all his life. Why should he put me in her place? +He admired me. I was a beautiful plaything--no, not beautiful--" She +paused. + +"You are the most beautiful woman in the world," said Paul Griggs, with +deep conviction. + +He saw the blush of pleasure in her face, saw the fluttering of the +lids. But he neither knew that she had meant him to say it, nor did he +judge of the vast gulf her mind must have instantaneously bridged, from +the outpouring of her fancied injuries and of her hatred for Francesca +Campodonico, to the unconcealable satisfaction his words gave her. + +"I have heard him say that, too," she answered a moment later. "But he +did not mean it. He never meant anything he said to me--not one word of +it all. You do not know what that means," she went on, working herself +back into a sort of despairing anger again. "You do not know. To have +built one's whole life on one thing, as I did! To have believed only one +thing, as I did! To find that it is all gone, all untrue, all a wretched +piece of acting--oh, you do not know! That woman's face haunts me in the +dark--she is always there, with him, wherever I look, as they are +together now at her house. Do you understand? Do you know what I feel? +You pity me--but do you know? Oh, I have longed for some one--I have +wished I had a dog to listen to me--sometimes--it is so hard to be +alone--so very hard--" + +She broke off suddenly and hid her face again. + +"You are not alone. You have me--if you will have me." + +Before he had finished speaking the few words, the first sob broke, +violent, real, uncontrollable. Then came the next, and then the storm of +tears. Griggs rose instinctively and came to her side. He leaned heavily +on the piano, bending down a little, helpless, as some men are at such +moments. She did not notice him, and her sobs filled the still room. As +he stood over her he could see the bright tears falling upon the black +and white ivory keys. He laid his trembling hand upon her shoulder. He +could hardly draw his breath for the sight of her suffering. + +"Don't--don't," he said, almost pathetic in his lack of eloquence when +he thought he most needed it. + +One of her hot hands, all wet with tears, went suddenly to her shoulder, +and grasped his that lay there, with a convulsive pressure, seeming to +draw him down as she bowed herself almost to the keyboard in her agony +of weeping. Then, without thought, his other hand, cold as ice, was +under her throat, bringing her head gently back upon his arm, till the +white face was turned up to his. Sob by sob, more distantly, the tempest +subsided, but still the great tears swelled the heavy lids and ran down +across her face upon his wrist. Then the wet, dark eyes opened and +looked up to his, above her head. + +"Be my friend!" she said softly, and her fingers pressed his very +gently. + +He looked down into her eyes for one moment, and then the passion in him +got the mastery of his honourable soul. + +"How can I?" he cried in a broken, choking voice. "I love you!" + +In an instant he was standing up, lifting her high from the floor, and +the lips that had perhaps never kissed for love before, were pressed +upon hers. What chance had she, a woman, in those resistless arms of +his? In her face was the still, fateful look of the dead nun, rising +from the far grave of a buried tragedy. + +In his uncontrollable passion he crushed her to him, holding her up like +a child. She struggled and freed her hands and pressed them both upon +his two eyes. + +"Please--please!" she cried. + +There was a pitiful ring in the tone, like the bleating of a frightened +lamb. He hurt her too, for he was overstrong when he was thoughtless. + +She cried out to him to let her go. But as she hung there, it was not +all fear that she felt. There came with it an uncertain, half-delirious +thrill of delight. To feel herself but a feather to his huge strength, +swung, tossed, kissed, crushed, as he would. There was fear already, +there was all her innocent maidenlike resistance, beating against him +with might and anger, there was the feminine sense of injury by +outrageous violence; but with it all there was also the natural woman's +delight in the main strength of the natural man, that could kill her in +an instant if he chose, but that could lift her to itself as a little +child and surround her and protect her against the whole world. + +"Please--please!" she cried again, covering his fierce eyes and white +face with her hands and trying to push him away. The tone was pathetic +in its appeal, and it touched him. His arms relaxed, tightened again +with a sort of spasm, and then she found herself beside him on her feet. +A long silence followed. + +Gloria sank into a chair, glanced at him and saw that his face was +turned away, looked down again and then watched him. His chest heaved +once or twice, as though he had run a short sharp race. One hand grasped +the back of a chair as he stood up. All at once, without looking at her, +he went to the window and stood there, looking out, but seeing nothing. +The soft damp wind made the panes of glass rattle. Still neither broke +the silence. Then he came to her and stood before her, looking down, +and she looked down, too, and would not see him. She was more afraid of +him now than when he had lifted her from her feet, and her heart beat +fast. She wondered what he would say, for she supposed that he meant to +ask her forgiveness, and she was right. + +[Illustration: "Gloria--forgive me!"--Vol. II., p. 50.] + +"Gloria--forgive me," he said. + +She looked up, a little fear of him still in her face. + +"How can I?" she asked, but in her voice there was forgiveness already. + +Her womanly instinct, though she was so young, told her that the fault +was hers, and that considering the provocation it was not a great +one--what were a few kisses, even such kisses as his, in a lifetime? And +she had tempted him beyond all bounds and repented of it. Before the +storm she had raised in him, her fancied woes sank away and seemed +infinitely small. She knew that she had worked herself up to emotion and +tears, though not half sure of what she was saying, that she had +exaggerated all she knew and suggested all she did not know, that she +had almost been acting a part to satisfy something in her which she +could not understand. And by her acting she had roused the savage truth +in her very face and it had swept down everything before it. She had not +guessed such possibilities. Before the tempest of his love all she had +ever felt or dreamed of feeling seemed colourless and cold. She +dreaded to rouse it again, and yet she could never forget the instant +thrill that had quivered through her when he had lifted her from her +feet. + +When she had answered him with her question, he stood still in silence +for a moment. She was too perfect in his eyes for him to cast the blame +upon her, yet he knew that it had not been all his fault. And in the +lower man was the mad triumph of having kissed her and of having told +her, once for all, the whole meaning of his being. She looked down, and +he could not see her eyes. There was no chair near. To see her face he +dropped upon his knee and lightly touched her hands that lay idly in her +lap. She started, fearing another outbreak. + +"Please--please!" he said softly, using the very word she had used to +him. + +"Yes--but--" She hesitated and then raised her eyes. + +The mask of his face was all softened, and his lips trembled a little. +His hands quivered, too, as they touched hers. + +"Please!" he repeated. "I promise. Indeed, I promise. Forgive me." + +She smiled, all at once, dreamily. All his emotion, and her desire for +it, were gone. + +"I asked you to be my friend," she said. "I meant it, you know. How +could you? It was not kind." + +"No--but forgive me," he insisted in a pleading tone. + +"I suppose I must," she said at last. "But I shall never feel sure of +you again. How can I?" + +"I promise. You will believe me, not to-day, perhaps, nor to-morrow, but +soon. I will be just what I have always been. I will never do anything +to offend you again." + +"You promise me that? Solemnly?" She still smiled. + +"Yes. It is a promise. I will keep it. I will be your friend always. +Give me something to do for you. It will make it easier." + +"What can I ask you to do? I shall never dare to speak to you about my +life again." + +"I think you will, when you see that I am just as I used to be. And you +forgive me, quite?" + +"Yes. I must. We must forget to-day. It must be as though it had never +happened. Will you forget it?" + +"I will try." But of that he knew the utter impossibility. + +"If you try, you can succeed. Now get up. Be reasonable." + +He took her hand in both of his. She made a movement to withdraw it, and +then submitted. He barely touched it with his lips and rose to his feet +instantly. + +"Thank you," she said simply. + +She had never had such a mastery of charm over him as at that moment. +But his mood was changed, and there was no breaking out of the other man +in him, though he felt again the quick sharp throb in the temples, and +the rising blood at his throat. The higher self was dominant once more, +and the features was as still as a statue's. + +He took leave of her very quickly and went out into the damp street and +faced the gusty southeast wind. + +When he was gone, she rose and went to the window with a listless step, +and gazed idly through the glass at the long row of windows in the +palace opposite, and then went back and sank down, as though very weary, +upon a sofa far from the light. There was a dazed, wondering look in her +face and she sat very still for a long time, till it began to grow dark. +In the dusk she rose and went to the piano and sang softly to herself. +Her voice never swelled to a full note, and the chords which her fingers +sought were low and gentle and dreamy. + +While she was singing, the door opened noiselessly, and Reanda came in +and stood beside her. She broke off and looked up, a little startled. +The same wondering, half-dazed look was in her face. Her husband bent +down and kissed her, and she kissed him silently. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI. + + +DONNA FRANCESCA had put off her mourning, and went into the world again +during that winter. The world said that she might marry if she so +pleased, and was somewhat inclined to wonder that she did not. She could +have made a brilliant match if she had chosen. But instead, though she +appeared everywhere where society was congregated together, she showed a +tendency to religion which surprised her friends. + +A tendency to religion existed in the Braccio family, together with +various other tendencies not at all in harmony with it, nor otherwise +edifying. Those other tendencies seemed to be absent in Francesca, and +little by little her acquaintances began to speak of her as a devout +person. The Prince of Gerano even hinted that she might some day be an +abbess in the Carmelite Convent at Subiaco, as many a lady of the great +house had been before her. But Francesca was not prepared to withdraw +from the world altogether, though at the present time she was very +unhappy. + +She suspected herself of a great sin, besides reproaching herself +bitterly with many of her deeds which deserved no blame at all. Yet she +was by no means morbid, nor naturally inclined to perpetual +self-examination. On the contrary, she had always been willing to accept +life as a simple affair which could not offer any difficulties provided +that one were what she meant by "good"--that is, honest in word and +deed, and scrupulous in doing thoroughly and with right intention those +things which her religion required of her, but in which only she herself +could judge of her own sincerity. + +Of late, however, she had felt that there was something very wrong in +all her recent life. The certainty of it dawned by degrees, and then +burst upon her suddenly one day when she was with Reanda. + +She had long ago noticed the change in his manner, the harassed look, +and the sad ring in his voice, and for a time his suffering was her +sorrow, and there was a painful pleasure in being able to feel for him +with all her heart. He had gone through a phase which had lasted many +months, and the change was great between his former and his present +self. He had suffered, but indifference was creeping upon him. It was +clear enough. Nothing interested him but his art, and perhaps her own +conversation, though even that seemed doubtful to her. + +They were alone together on a winter's afternoon in the great hall. The +work was almost done, and they had been talking of the more mechanical +decorations, and of the style of the furniture. + +"It is a big place," said Francesca, "but I mean to fill it. I like +large rooms, and when it is finished, I will take up my quarters here, +and call it my boudoir." + +She smiled at the idea. The hall was at least fifty feet long by thirty +wide. + +"All the women I know have wretched little sitting-rooms in which they +can hardly turn round," she said. "I will have all the space I like, and +all the air and all the light. Besides, I shall always have the dear +Cupid and Psyche, to remind me of you." + +She spoke the last words with the simplicity of absolute innocence. + +"And me?" he asked, as innocently and simply as she. "What will you do +with me?" + +"Whatever you like," she said, taking it quite for granted, as he did, +that he was to work for her all his life. "You can have a studio in the +house, just as it used to be, if you please. And you can paint the great +canvas for the ceiling of the dining-room. Or shall I restore the old +chapel? Which should you rather do--oil-painting, or fresco?" + +"You would not want the altar piece which I should paint," he said, with +sudden sadness. + +"Santa Francesca?" she asked. "It would have to be Santa Francesca. The +chapel is dedicated to her. You could make a beautiful picture of her--a +portrait, perhaps--" she stopped. + +"Of yourself? Yes, I could do that," he answered quickly. + +"No," she said, and hesitated. "Of your wife," she added rather +abruptly. + +He started and looked at her, and she was sorry that she had spoken. +Gloria's beautiful face had risen in her mind, and it had seemed +generous to suggest the idea. Finding a difficulty in telling him, she +had thought it her duty to be frank. + +He laughed harshly before he answered her. + +"No," he said. "Certainly not a portrait of my wife. Not even to please +you. And that is saying much." + +He spoke very bitterly. In the few words, he poured out the pent-up +suffering of many months. Francesca turned pale. + +"I know, and it is my fault," she said in a low voice. + +"Your fault? No! But it is not mine." + +His hands trembled violently as he took up his palette and brushes and +began to mix some colours, not knowing what he was doing. + +"It is my fault," said Francesca, still very white, and staring at the +brick floor. "I have seen it. I could not speak of it. You are +unhappy--miserable. Your life is ruined, and I have done it. I!" + +She bit her lip almost before the last word was uttered; for it was +stronger and louder than she had expected it to be, and the syllable +rang with a despairing echo in the empty hall. + +Reanda shook his head, and bent over his colours with shaking hands, but +said nothing. + +"I was so happy when you were married," said Francesca, forcing herself +to speak calmly. "She seemed such a good wife for you--so young, so +beautiful. And she loves you--" + +"No." He shook his head energetically. "She does not love me. Do not say +that, for it is not true. One does not love in that way--to-day a kiss, +to-morrow a sting--to-day honey, to-morrow snake-poison. Do not say that +it is love, for it is not true. The heart tells the truth, all alone in +the breast. A thousand words cannot make it tell one lie. But for me--it +is finished. Let us speak no more of love. Let us talk of our good +friendship. It is better." + +"Eh, let us speak of it, of this friendship! It has cost tears of +blood!" + +Francesca, in the sincerity of what she felt, relapsed into the Roman +dialect. Almost all Romans do, under any emotion. + +"Everything passes," answered Reanda, laying his palette aside, and +beginning to walk up and down, his hands in his pockets. "This also +will pass," he added, as he turned. "We are men. We shall forget." + +"But not I. For I did it. Your sadness cuts my heart, because I did it. +I--I alone. But for me, you would be free." + +"Would to Heaven!" exclaimed the artist, almost under his breath. "But I +will not have you say that it is your fault!" he cried, stopping before +her. "I was the fool that believed. A man of my age--oh, a serious +man--to marry a child! I should have known. At first, I do not say. I +was the first. She thought she had paradise in her arms. A husband! They +all want it, the husband. But I, who had lived and seen, I should have +known. Fool, fool! Ignorant fool!" + +The words came out vehemently in the strong dialect, and the nervous, +heart-wrung man struck his breast with his clenched fist, and his eyes +looked upward. + +"Reanda, Reanda! What are you saying? When I tell you that I made you +marry her! It was here,--I was in this very chair,--and I told you about +her. And I asked her here with intention, that you might see how +beautiful she was. And then, neither one nor two, she fell in love with +you! It would have been a miracle if you had not married her. And her +father, he was satisfied. May that day be accursed when I brought them +here to torment you!" + +She spoke excitedly, and her lip quivered. He began to walk again with +rapid, uncertain strides. + +"For that--yes!" he said. "Let the day bear the blame. But I was the +madman. Who leaves the old way and follows the new knows what he leaves, +but not what he may find. I might have been contented. I was so happy! +God knows how happy I was!" + +"And I!" exclaimed Francesca, involuntarily; but he did not hear her. + +She felt a curious sense of elation, though she was so truly sorry for +him, and it disturbed her strangely. She looked at him and smiled, and +then wondered why the smile came. There is a ruthless cruelty in the +half-unconscious impulses of the purest innocence, of which vice itself +might be ashamed in its heart. It is simple humanity's assertion of its +prior right to be happy. She smiled spontaneously because she knew that +Reanda no longer loved Gloria, and she felt that he could not love her +again; and for a while she was too simply natural to quarrel with +herself for it, or to realize what it meant. + +He was nervous, melancholy, and unstrung, and he began to talk about +himself and his married life for the first time, pouring out his +sufferings and thoughtless of what Francesca might think and feel. He, +too, was natural. Unlike his wife, he detested emotion. To be angry was +almost an illness to his over-finely organized temperament. In a way, +Griggs had been right in saying that Reanda seemed to paint as an agent +in the power of an unseen, directing influence. Beauty made him feel +itself, and feel for it in his turn with his brush. The conception was +before him, guiding his hand, before a stroke of the work was done. +There was the lightning-like co-respondence and mutual reaction between +thought and execution, which has been explained by some to be the +simultaneous action of two minds in man, the subjective and the +objective. In doing certain things he had the patience and the delicacy +of one for whom time has no meaning. He could not have told whether his +hand followed his eye, or his eye followed his hand. His whole being was +of excessively sensitive construction, and emotion of any kind, even +pleasure, jarred upon its hair-fine sensibilities. And yet, behind all +this, there was the tenacity of the great artist and the phenomenal +power of endurance, in certain directions, which is essential to +prize-winning in the fight for fame. There was the quality of nerve +which can endure great tension in one way, but can bear nothing in other +ways. + +He went on, giving vent to all he felt, talking to himself rather than +to Francesca. He could not reproach his wife with any one action of +importance. She was fond of Paul Griggs. But it was only Griggs! He +smiled. In his eyes, the cold-faced man was no more than a stone. In +their excursions into society she had met men whom he considered far +more dangerous, men young, handsome, rich, having great names. They +admired her and said so to her in the best language they had, which was +no doubt often very eloquent. Had she ever looked twice at one of them? +No. He could not reproach her with that. The Duchess of Astrardente was +not more cold to her admirers than Gloria was. It was not that. There +were little things, little nothings, but in thousands. He tried to +please her with something, and she laughed in his face, or found fault. +She had small hardnesses and little vulgarities of manner that drove him +mad. + +"I had thought her like you," he said suddenly, turning to Francesca. +"She is not. She is coarse-grained. She has the soul of a peasant, with +the face of a Madonna. What would you have? It is too much. Love is an +illusion. I will have no more of it. Besides, love is dead. It would be +easier to wake a corpse. I shall live. I may forget. Meanwhile there is +our friendship. That is of gold." + +Francesca listened in silence, thoughtful and with downcast eyes, as the +short, disjointed sentences broke vehemently from his lips, each one +accusing her in her own heart of having wrought the misery of two lives, +one of which was very dear to her. Too dear, as she knew at last. The +scarlet shame would have burned her face, if she had owned to herself +that she loved this man, whom she had married to another, believing that +she was making his happiness. She would not own it. Had she admitted it +then, she would have been capable of leaving him within the hour, and of +shutting herself up forever in the Convent at Subiaco to expiate the sin +of the thought. It was monstrous in her eyes, and she would still refuse +to see it. + +But she owned that there was the suspicion, and that Angelo Reanda was +far dearer to her than anything else on earth. Her innocence was so +strong and spotless that it had a right to its one and only +satisfaction. But what she felt for Reanda was either love, or it was +blasphemy against the holy thing in whose place he stood in her temple. +It must not be love, and therefore, as anything else, it was too much. +And the strange joy she felt because Gloria was nothing to him, still +filled her heart, though it began to torment her with the knowledge of +evil which she had never understood. + +There was much else against him, too, in her pride of race, and it +helped her just then, for it told her how impossible it was that she, a +princess of the house of Braccio, should love a mere artist, the son of +a steward, whose forefathers had been bondsmen to her ancestors from +time immemorial. It was out of the question, and she would not believe +it of herself. Yet, as she looked into his delicate, spiritual face and +watched the shades of expression that crossed it, she felt that it made +little difference whence he came, since she understood him and he +understood her. + +She became confused by her own thoughts and grasped at the idea of a +true and perfect friendship, with a somewhat desperate determination to +see it and nothing else in it, for the rest of her life, rather than +part with Angelo Reanda. + +"Friends," she said thoughtfully. "Yes--always friends, you and I. But +as a friend, Reanda, what can I do? I cannot help you." + +"The time for help is past, if it ever came. You are a saint--pray for +me. You can do that." + +"But there is more than that to be done," she said, ready to sacrifice +anything or everything just then. "Do not tell me it is hopeless. I will +see your wife often and I will talk to her. I am older than she, and I +can make her understand many things." + +"Do not try it," said Reanda, in an altered tone. "I advise you not to +try it. You can do no good there, and you might find trouble." + +"Find trouble?" repeated Francesca, not understanding him. "What do you +mean? Does she dislike me?" + +"Have you not seen it?" he asked, with a bitter smile. + +Francesca did not answer him at once, but bent her head again. Once or +twice she looked up as though she were about to speak. + +"It is as I tell you," said Reanda, nodding his head slowly. + +Francesca made up her mind, but the scarlet blood rose in her face. + +"It is better to be honest and frank," she said. "Is Gloria jealous of +me?" She was so much ashamed that she could hardly look at him just +then. + +"Jealous! She would kill you!" he cried, and there was anger in his +voice at the thought. "Do not go to her. Something might happen." + +The blush in Francesca's face deepened and then subsided, and she grew +very pale again. + +"But if she is jealous, she loves you," she said earnestly and +anxiously. + +He shrugged his high thin shoulders, and the bitter smile came back to +his face. + +"It is a stage jealousy," he said cruelly. "How could she pass the time +without something to divert her? She is always acting." + +"But what is she jealous of?" asked Francesca. "How can she be jealous +of me? Because you work here? She is free to come if she likes, and to +stay all day. I do not understand." + +"Who can understand her? God, who made her, understands her. I am only a +man. I know only one thing, that I loved her and do not love her. And +she makes a scene for every day. One day it is you, and another day it +is the walls she does not like. You will forgive me, Princess. I speak +frankly what comes to my mouth from my heart. The whole story is this. +She makes my life intolerable. I am not an idle man, the first you may +meet in society, to spend my time from morning to night in studying my +wife's caprices. I am an artist. When I have worked I must have peace. I +do not ask for intelligent conversation like yours. But I must have +peace. One of these days I shall strangle her with my hands. The Lord +will forgive me and understand. I am full of nerves. Is it my fault? She +twists them as the women wring out clothes at the fountain. It is not a +life; it is a hell." + +"Poor Reanda! Poor Reanda!" repeated Francesca, softly. + +"I do not pity myself," he said scornfully. "I have deserved it, and +much more. But I am human. If it goes on a little longer, you may take +me to Santo Spirito, for I am going mad. At least I should be there in +holy peace. After her, the madmen would all seem doctors of wisdom. Do +you know what will happen this evening? I go home. 'Where have you +been?' she will ask. 'At the Palazzetto.' 'What have you been doing?' +'Painting--it is my trade.' 'Was Donna Francesca there?' 'Of course. She +is mistress in her own house.' 'And what did you talk of?' 'How should I +remember? We talked.' Then it will begin. It will be an inferno, as it +always is. 'Leave hope behind, all ye that enter here!' I can say it, if +ever man could! You are right to pity me. Before it is finished you will +have reason to pity me still more. Let us hope it may finish soon. +Either San Lorenzo, or Santo Spirito--with the mad or with the dead." + +"Poor Reanda!" + +"Yes--poor Reanda, if you like. People envy me, they say I am a great +artist. If they think so, let them say it. It seems to them that I am +somebody." He laughed, almost hysterically. "Somebody! Stuff for Santo +Spirito! That is all she has left me in two years--not yet two years." + +"Do not talk of Santo Spirito," said Francesca. "You shall not go mad. +When you are unhappy, think of our friendship and of all the hours you +have here every day." She hesitated and seemed to make an effort over +herself. "But it is impossible that it should be all over, so hopelessly +and so soon. She is nervous, perhaps. The climate does not suit her--" + +Reanda laughed wildly, for he was rapidly losing all control of himself. + +"Therefore I should take her away and go and live somewhere else!" he +cried. "That would be the end! I should tear her to pieces with my +hands--" + +"Hush, hush! You are talking madly--" + +"I know it. There is reason. It will end badly, one of these days, +unless I end first, and that may happen also. Without you it would have +happened long ago. You are the good angel in my life, the one friend God +has sent me in my tormented existence, the one star in my black sky. Be +my friend still, always, for ever and ever, and I shall live forever +only to be your friend. As for love--the devil and his demons will know +what to do with it--they will find their account in it. They have lent +it, and they will take their payment in blood and tears of those who +believe them." + +"But there is love in the world, somewhere," said Francesca, gently. + +"Yes--and in hell! But not in heaven--where you will be." + +Francesca sighed unconsciously, and looked long away towards the great +windows at the end of the hall. Reanda gathered up his palette and +brushes with a steadier hand. His anger had not spent itself, but it +made him suddenly strong, and the outburst had relieved him, though it +was certain that it would be followed by a reaction of profound +despondency. + +All at once he came close to Francesca. She looked up, half startled by +his sudden movement. + +"At least it is true--this one thing," he said. "I can count upon you." + +"Yes. You can count upon me," she answered, gazing into his eyes. + +He did not move. The one hand held his palette, the other hung free by +his side. All at once she took it in hers, still looking up into his +eyes. + +"I am very fond of you," she said earnestly. "You can count upon me as +long as we two live." + +"God bless you," he said, more quietly than he had spoken yet, and his +hand pressed hers a little. + +There could be no harm in saying as much as that, she thought, when it +was so true and so simply said. It was all she could ever say to him, or +to herself, and there was no reason why she should not say it. He would +not misunderstand her. No man could have mistaken the innocence that was +the life and light of her clear eyes. She was glad she had said it, and +she was glad long afterwards that she had said it on that day, quietly, +when no one could hear them in the great still hall. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII. + + +REANDA went home that evening in a very disturbed state of mind. He had +been better so long as he had not given vent to what he felt; for, as +with many southern men of excitable temper and weak nerves, his thoughts +about himself, as distinguished from his pursuits, did not take positive +shape in his mind until he had expressed them in words. Amongst the +Latin races the phrase, 'he cannot think without speaking,' has more +truth as applied to some individuals than the Anglo-Saxon can easily +understand. + +For many months the artist had been most unhappy. His silence concerning +his grief had been almost exemplary, and had been broken only now and +then by a hasty exclamation of annoyance when Gloria's behaviour had +irritated him beyond measure. He was the gentlest of men; and even when +he had lost his temper with her, he had never spoken roughly. + +"You are hard to please, my dear," he had sometimes said. + +But that had been almost the strongest expression of his displeasure. It +was not, indeed, that he had exercised very great self-control in the +matter, for he had little power of that sort over himself. If he was +habitually mild and gentle in his manner with Gloria, it was rather +because, like many Italians, he dreaded emotion as something like an +illness, and could avoid it to some extent merely by not speaking freely +of what he felt. Silence was generally easy to him; and he had not +broken out more than two or three times in all his life, as he had done +on that afternoon alone with Francesca. + +The inevitable consequence followed immediately,--a consequence as much +physical as mental, for when he went away from the Palazzetto, his clear +dark eyes were bloodshot and yellow, and his hands had trembled so that +he had hardly been able to find the armholes of his great-coat in +putting it on. He walked with an uncertain and agitated step, glancing +to right and left of him as he went, half-fiercely, half-timidly, as +though he expected a new adversary to spring upon him from every corner. +The straight line of the houses waned and shivered in the dusk, as he +looked at them, and he saw flashes of light in the air. His head was hot +and aching, and his hat hurt him. Altogether he was in a dangerous +state, not unlike that which, with northern men, sometimes follows hard +drinking. + +He hated to go home that evening. So far as he was conscious, he had +neither misrepresented nor in any way exaggerated the miseries of his +domestic existence; and he felt that it was before him now, precisely as +he had described it. There would be the same questions, to which he +would give the same answers, at which Gloria would put on the same +expression of injured hopelessness, unless she broke out and lost her +temper, which happened often enough. The prospect was intolerable. +Reanda thrust his hands deep into the pocket of his overcoat, and glared +about him as he turned the corner of the Via degli Astalli, and saw the +Corso in the distance. But he did not slacken his pace as he went along +under the gloomy walls of the Austrian Embassy--the Palace of +Venice--the most grim and fortress-like of all Roman palaces. + +He felt as a poor man may feel when, hot and feverish from working by a +furnace, he knows that he must face the winter storm of freezing sleet +and piercing wind in his thin and ragged jacket to go home--a plunge, as +it were, from molten iron into ice, with no protection from the cold. +Every step of the homeward way was hateful to him. Yet he knew his own +weakness well enough not to hesitate. Had he stopped, he might have been +capable of turning in some other direction, and of spending the whole +evening with some of his fellow-artists, going home late in the night, +when Gloria would be asleep. The thought crossed his mind. If he did +that, he was sure to be carried away into speaking of his troubles to +men with whom he had no intimacy. He was too proud for that. He wished +he could go back to Francesca, and pour out his woes again. He had not +said half enough. He should like to have it out, to the very end, and +then lie down and close his eyes, and hear Francesca's voice soothing +him and speaking of their golden friendship. But that was impossible, so +he went home to face his misery as best he could. + +There was exaggeration in all he thought, but there was none in the +effect of his thoughts upon himself. He had married a woman unsuited to +him in every way, as he was unsuited to her. The whole trouble lay +there. Possibly he was not a man to marry at all, and should have led +his solitary life to the end, illuminated from the outside, as it were, +by Francesca Campodonico's faithful friendship and sweet influence. All +causes of disagreement, considered as forces in married life, are +relative in their value to the comparative solidity of the characters on +which they act--a truism which ought to be the foundation of social +charity, but is not. Reanda could not be blamed for his brittle +sensitivenesses, nor Gloria for a certain coarse-grained streak of +cruelty, which she had inherited from her father, and which had +combined strangely with the rare gifts and great faults of her dead +mother--the love of emotion for its own sake, and the tendency to do +everything which might produce it in herself and those about her. +Emotion was poison to Reanda. It was his wife's favourite food. + +He reached his home, and went up the well-lighted marble staircase, +wishing that he were ascending the narrow stone steps at the back of the +Palazzetto Borgia, taper in hand, to his old bachelor quarters, to light +his lamp, to smoke in peace, and to spend the evening over a sketch, or +with a book, or dreaming of work not yet done. He paused on the landing, +before he rang the bell of his apartment. The polished door irritated +him, with its brass fittings and all that it meant of married life and +irksome social obligation. He never carried a key, because the Roman +keys of those times were large and heavy; but he had been obliged to use +one formerly, when he had lived by himself. The necessity of ringing the +bell irritated him again, and he felt a nervous shock of unwillingness +as he pulled the brass knob. He set his teeth against the tinkling and +jangling that followed, and his eyelids quivered. Everything hurt him. +He did not feel sure of his hands when he wanted to use them. He was +inclined to strike the silent and respectful man-servant who opened the +door, merely because he was silent and respectful. He went straight to +his own dressing-room, and shut himself in. It would be a relief to +change his clothes. He and Gloria were to go to a reception in the +evening, and he would dress at once. In those days few Romans dressed +for dinner every day. + +He dropped a stud, for his hands were shaking so that he could hardly +hold anything; and he groped for the thing on his knees. The blood went +to his head, and hurt him violently, as though he had received a blow. + +Gloria's room was next to his, and she heard him moving about. She +knocked and tried the door, but it was locked; and she heard him utter +an exclamation of annoyance, as he hunted for the stud. She thought it +was meant for her, and turned angrily back from the door. On any other +day he would have called her, for he had heard her trying to get in. But +he shrugged his lean shoulders impatiently, glanced once towards her +room, found his stud, and went on dressing. + +He really made an effort to get control of himself while he was alone. +But to all intents and purposes he was actually ill. His face was drawn +and sallow; his eyes were yellow and bloodshot; and there were deep, +twitching lines about his mouth. His nostrils moved spasmodically when +he drew breath, and his long thin hands fumbled helplessly at the studs +and buttons of his clothes. At last he was dressed, and went into the +drawing-room. Gloria was already there, waiting by the fireside, with an +injured and forbidding expression in her beautiful face. + +Reanda came to the fireside, and stood there, spreading out his +trembling hands to the blaze. He dreaded the first word, as a man lying +ill of brain fever dreads each cracking explosion in a thunderstorm. +Strained as their relations had been for a long time, he had never +failed to kiss Gloria when he came home. This evening he barely glanced +at her, and stood watching the dancing tongues of the wood fire, not +daring to think of the sound of his wife's voice. It came at last cool +and displeased. + +"Are you ill?" she asked, looking steadily at him. + +"No," he answered with an effort, and his outstretched hands shook +before the fire. + +"Then what is the matter with you?" + +"Nothing." He did not even turn his eyes to her, as he spoke the single +word. + +A silence followed, during which he suffered. Nevertheless, the first +dreaded shock of hearing her voice was over. Though he had barely +glanced at her, he had known from her face what the sound of the voice +would be. + +Gloria leaned back in her chair and watched the fire, and sighed. Griggs +had been with her in the afternoon, and she had been happy, quite +innocently, as she thought. The man's dominating strength and profound +earnestness, which would have been intolerably dull to many women, +smoothed Gloria, as it were. She said that he ironed the creases out of +her life for her. It was not a softening influence, but a calming one, +bred of strength pressing heavily on caprice. She resisted it, but took +pleasure in finding that it was irresistible. Now and then it was not +merely a steady pressure. He had a sledge hammer amongst his +intellectual weapons, and once in a while it fell upon one of her +illusions. She laughed at the destruction, and had no pity for the +fragments. They were not illusions integral with her vanity, for he +thought her perfect, and he would not have struck at her faults if he +had seen them. Her faults grew, for they had root in her vital nature, +and drew nourishment from his enduring strength, which surrounded them +and protected them in the blind, whole-heartedness of his love. For the +rest, he had kept his word. She had seen him turn white and bite his +lip, sometimes, and more than once he had left her abruptly, and had not +come back again for several days. But he had never forgotten his +promise, in any word or deed since he had given it. + +It is a dangerous thing to pile up a mountain of massive reality from +which to look out upon the fading beauty of a fleeting illusion. In his +influence on Gloria's life, the strong man had overtopped the man of +genius by head and shoulders. And she loved the strange mixture of +attraction and repulsion she felt when she was with Griggs--the +something that wounded her vanity because she could not understand it, +and the protecting shield that overspread that same vanity, and gave it +freedom to be vain beyond all bounds. She would not have admitted that +she loved the man. It was her nature to play upon his pity with the +wounds her love for her husband had suffered. Yet she knew that if she +were free she should marry him, because she could not resist him, and +there was pleasure in the idea that she controlled so irresistible a +force. The contrast between him and Reanda was ever before her, and +since she had learned how weak genius could be, the comparison was +enormously in favour of the younger man. + +As Reanda stood there before the fire that evening, she despised him, +and her heart rebelled against his nature. His nervousness, his +trembling hands, his almost evident fear of being questioned, were +contemptible. He was like a hunted animal, she thought. Two hours +earlier her friend had stood there, solid, leonine, gladiatorial, +dominating her with his square white face, and still, shadowy eyes, +quietly stretching to the flames two hands that could have torn her in +pieces,--a man imposing in his stern young sadness, almost solemn in his +splendid physical dignity. + +She looked at Reanda, and her lip curled with scorn of herself for +having loved such a thing. It was long since she had seen the gentle +light in his face which had won her heart two years ago. She was +familiar with his genius, and it no longer surprised her into +overlooking his frailty. His fame no longer flattered her. His +gentleness was gone, and had left, not hardness nor violence, in its +place, but a sort of irritable palsy of discontent. That was what she +called it as she watched him. + +"You used to kiss me when you came home," she said suddenly, leaning far +back in her chair. + +Mechanically he turned his head. The habit was strong, and she had +reminded him of it. He did not wish to quarrel, and he did not reason. +He moved a step to her side and bent down to kiss her forehead. The +automatic conjugality of the daily kiss might have a good effect. That +was what he thought, if he thought at all. + +But she put up her hands suddenly, and thrust him back rudely. + +"No," she said. "That sort of thing is not worth much, if I have to +remind you to do it." + +Her lip curled again. His high shoulders went up, and he turned away. + +"You are hard to please," he said, and the words were as mechanical as +the action that had preceded them. + +"It cannot be said that you have taken much pains to please me of late," +she answered coldly. + +The servant announced dinner at that moment, and Reanda made no answer, +though he glanced at her nervously. They went into the dining-room and +sat down. + +The storm brewed during the silent meal. Reanda scarcely ate anything, +and drank a little weak wine and water. + +"You hardly seem well enough to go out this evening," said Gloria, at +last, but there was no kindness in the tone. + +"I am perfectly well," he answered impatiently. "I will go with you." + +"There is not the slightest necessity," replied his wife. "I can go +alone, and you can go to bed." + +"I tell you I am perfectly well!" he said with unconcealed annoyance. +"Let me alone." + +"Certainly. Nothing is easier." + +The voice was full of that injured dignity which most surely irritated +him, as Gloria knew. But the servant was in the room, and he said +nothing, though it was a real effort to be silent. His tongue had been +free that day, and it was hard to be bound again. + +They finished dinner almost in silence, and then went back to the +drawing-room by force of habit. Gloria was still in her walking-dress, +but there was no hurry, and she resumed her favourite seat by the fire +for a time, before going to dress for the reception. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII. + + +THERE was something exasperating in the renewal of the position exactly +as it had been before dinner. To make up for having eaten nothing, +Reanda drank two cups of coffee in silence. + +"You might at least speak to me," observed Gloria, as he set down the +second cup. "One would almost think that we had quarrelled!" + +The hard laugh that followed the words jarred upon him more painfully +than anything that had gone before. He laughed, too, after a moment's +silence, half hysterically. + +"Yes," he said; "one might almost think that we had quarrelled!" And he +laughed again. + +"The idea seems to amuse you," said Gloria, coldly. + +"As it does you," he answered. "We both laughed. Indeed, it is very +amusing." + +"Donna Francesca has sent you home in a good humour. That is rare. I +suppose I ought to be grateful." + +"Yes. I am in a fine humour. It seems to me that we both are." He bit +his cigar, and blew out short puffs. + +"You need not include me. Please do not smoke into my face." + +The smoke was not very near her, but she made a movement with her hands +as though brushing it away. + +"I beg your pardon," he said politely, and he moved to the other side of +the fireplace. + +"How nervous you are!" she exclaimed. "Why can you not sit down?" + +"Because I wish to stand," he answered, with returning impatience. +"Because I am nervous, if you choose." + +"You told me that you were perfectly well." + +"So I am." + +"If you were perfectly well, you would not be nervous," she replied. + +He felt as though she were driving a sharp nail into his brain. + +"It does not make any difference to you whether I am nervous or not," he +said, and his eye began to lighten, as he sat down. + +"It certainly makes no difference to you whether you are rude or not." + +He shrugged his shoulders, said nothing, and smoked in silence. One thin +leg was crossed over the other and swung restlessly. + +"Is this sort of thing to last forever?" she inquired coldly, after a +silence which had lasted a full minute. + +"I do not know what you mean," said Reanda. + +"You know very well what I mean." + +"This is insufferable!" he exclaimed, rising suddenly, with his cigar +between his teeth. + +"You might take your cigar out of your mouth to say so," retorted +Gloria. + +He turned on her, and an exclamation of anger was on his lips, but he +did not utter it. There was a remnant of self-control. Gloria leaned +back in her chair, and took up a carved ivory fan from amongst the +knick-knacks on the little table beside her. She opened it, shut it, and +opened it again, and pretended to fan herself, though the room was cool. + +"I should really like to know," she said presently, as he walked up and +down with uneven steps. + +"What?" he asked sharply. + +"Whether this is to last for the rest of our lives." + +"What?" + +"This peaceful existence," she said scornfully. "I should really like to +know whether it is to last. Could you not tell me?" + +"It will not last long, if you make it your principal business to +torment me," he said, stopping in his walk. + +"I?" she exclaimed, with an air of the utmost surprise. "When do I ever +torment you?" + +"Whenever I am with you, and you know it." + +"Really! You must be ill, or out of your mind, or both. That would be +some excuse for saying such a thing." + +"It needs none. It is true." He was becoming exasperated at last. "You +seem to spend your time in finding out how to make life intolerable. You +are driving me mad. I cannot bear it much longer." + +"If it comes to bearing, I think I have borne more than you," said +Gloria. "It is not little. You leave me to myself. You neglect me. You +abuse the friends I am obliged to find rather than be alone. You neglect +me in every way--and you say that I am driving you mad. Do you realize +at all how you have changed in this last year? You may have really gone +mad, for all I know, but it is I who have to suffer and bear the +consequences. You neglect me brutally. How do I know how you pass your +time?" + +Reanda stood still in the middle of the room, gazing at her. For a +moment he was surprised by the outbreak. She did not give him time to +answer. + +"You leave me in the morning," she went on, working her coldness into +anger. "You often go away before I am awake. You come back at midday, +and sometimes you do not speak a word over your breakfast. If I speak, +you either do not answer, or you find fault with what I say; and if I +show the least enthusiasm for anything but your work, you preach me down +with proverbs and maxims, as though I were a child. I am foolish, +young, impatient, silly, not fit to take care of myself, you say! Have +you taken care of me? Have you ever sacrificed one hour out of your long +day to give me a little pleasure? Have you ever once, since we were +married, stayed at home one morning and asked me what I would do--just +to make one holiday for me? Never. Never once! You give me a fine house +and enough money, and you think you have given me all that a woman +wants." + +"And what do you want?" asked Reanda, trying to speak calmly. + +"A little kindness, a little love--the least thing of all you promised +me and of all I was so sure of having! Is it so much to ask? Have you +lied to me all this time? Did you never love me? Did you marry me for my +face, or for my voice? Was it all a mere empty sham from the beginning? +Have you deceived me from the first? You said you loved me. Was none of +it true?" + +"Yes. I loved you," he answered, and suddenly there was a dulness in his +voice. + +"You loved me--" + +She sighed, and in the stillness that followed the little ivory fan +rattled as she opened and shut it. To his ear, the tone in which she had +spoken had rung false. If only he could have heard her voice speaking as +it had once sounded, he must have been touched. + +"Yes," she continued. "You loved me, or at least you made me think you +did. I was young and I believed you. You do not even say it now. Perhaps +because you know how hard it would be to make me believe you." + +"No. That is not the reason." + +She waited a moment, for it was not the answer she had expected. + +"Angelo--" she began, and waited, but he said nothing, though he looked +at her. "It is not true, it cannot be true!" she said, suddenly turning +her face away, for there was a bitter humiliation in it. + +"It is much better to say it at once," he said, with the supernaturally +calm indifference which sometimes comes upon very sensitive people when +they are irritated beyond endurance. "I did love you, or I should not +have married you. But I do not love you any longer. I am sorry. I wish I +did." + +"And you dare to tell me so!" she cried, turning upon him suddenly. + +A moment later she was leaning forward, covering her face with her +hands, and speaking through them. + +"You have the heart to tell me so, after all I have been to you--the +devotion of years, the tenderness, the love no man ever had of any +woman! Oh, God! It is too much!" + +"It is said now. It is of no use to go back to a lie," observed Reanda, +with an indifference that would have seemed diabolical even to himself, +had he believed her outbreak to be quite genuine. "Of what use would it +be to pretend again?" + +"You admit that you have only pretended to love me?" She raised her +flushed face and gleaming eyes. + +"Of late--if you call it a pretence--" + +"Oh, not that--not that! I have seen it--but at first. You did love me. +Say that, at least." + +"Certainly. Why should I have married you?" + +"Yes--why? In spite of her, too--it is not to be believed." + +"In spite of her? Of whom? Are you out of your mind?" + +Gloria laughed in a despairing sort of way. + +"Do not tell me that Donna Francesca ever wished you to be married!" she +said. + +"She brought us together. You know it. It is the only thing I could ever +reproach her with." + +"She made you marry me?" + +"Made me? No! You are quite mad." + +He stamped his foot impatiently, and turned away to walk up and down +again. His cigar had gone out, but he gnawed at it angrily. He was +amazed at what he could still bear, but he was fast losing his head. The +mad desire to strangle her tingled in his hands, and the light of the +lamp danced when he looked at it. + +"She has made you do so many things!" said Gloria. + +Her tone had changed again, growing hard and scornful, when she spoke of +Donna Francesca. + +"What has she made me do that you should speak of her in that way?" +asked Reanda, angrily, re-crossing the room. + +"She has made you hate me--for one thing," Gloria answered. + +"That is not true!" Reanda could hardly breathe, and he felt his voice +growing thick. + +"Not true! Then, if not she, who else? You are with her there all +day--she talks about me, she finds fault with me, and you come home and +see the faults she finds for you--" + +"There is not a word of truth in what you say--" + +"Do not be so angry, then! If it were not true, why should you care? I +have said it, and I will say it. She has robbed me of you. Oh, I will +never forgive her! Never fear! One does not forget such things! She has +got you, and she will keep you, I suppose. But you shall regret it! She +shall pay me for it!" + +Her voice shook, for her jealousy was real, as was all her emotion while +it lasted. + +"You shall not speak of her in that way," said Reanda, fiercely. "I owe +her and her family all that I am, all that I have in the world--" + +"Including me!" interrupted Gloria. "Pay her then--pay her with your +love and yourself. You can satisfy your conscience in that way, and you +can break my heart." + +"There is not the slightest fear of that," answered Reanda, cruelly. + +She rose suddenly to her feet and stood before him, blazing with anger. + +"If I could find yours--if you had any--I would break it," she said. +"You dare to say that I have no heart, when you can see that every word +you say thrusts it through like a knife, when I have loved you as no +woman ever loved man! I said it, and I repeat it--when I have given you +everything, and would have given you the world if I had it! Indeed, you +are utterly heartless and cruel and unkind--" + +"At least, I am honest. I do not play a part as you do. I say plainly +that I do not love you and that I am sorry for it. Yes--really sorry." +His voice softened for an instant. "I would give a great deal to love +you as I once did, and to believe that you loved me--" + +"You will tell me that I do not--" + +"Indeed, I will tell you so, and that you never did--" + +"Angelo--take care! You will go too far!" + +"I could never go far enough in telling you that truth. You never loved +me. You may have thought you did. I do not care. You talk of devotion +and tenderness and all the like! Of being left alone and neglected! Of +going too far! What devotion have you ever shown to me, beyond +extravagantly praising everything I painted, for a few months after we +were married. Then you grew tired of my work. That is your affair. What +is it to me whether you admire my pictures or Mendoza's, or any other +man's? Do you think that is devotion? I know far better than you which +are good and which are bad. But you call it devotion. And it was +devotion that kept you away from me when I was working, when I was +obliged to work--for it is my trade, after all--and when you might have +been with me day after day! And it was devotion to meet me with your +sour, severe look every day when I came home, as though I were a secret +enemy, a conspirator, a creature to be guarded against like a thief--as +though I had been staying away from you on purpose, and of my +will--instead of working for you all day long. That was your way of +showing your love. And to torment me with questions, everlastingly +believing that I spend my time in talking against you to Donna +Francesca--" + +"You do!" cried Gloria, who had not been able to interrupt his +incoherent speech. "You love her as you never loved me--as you hate +me--as you both hate me!" + +She grasped his sleeve in her anger, shaking his arm, and staring into +his eyes. + +"You make me hate you!" he answered, trying to shake her off. + +"And you succeed, between you--You and your--" + +In his turn he grasped her arm with his long, thin fingers, with nervous +roughness. + +"You shall not speak of her--" + +"Shall not? It is the only right I have left--that and the right to hate +you--you and that infamous woman you love--yes--you and your +mistress--your pretty Francesca!" Her laugh was almost a scream. + +His fury overflowed. After all, he was the son of a countryman, of the +steward of Gerano. He snatched the ivory fan from her hand and struck +her across the face with it. The fragile thing broke to shivers, and the +fragments fell between them. + +Gloria turned deadly white, but there was a bright red bar across her +cheek. She looked at him a moment, and into her face there came that +fateful look that was like her dead mother's. + +Then without a word she turned and left the room. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX. + + +THE daughter of Angus Dalrymple and Maria Braccio was not the woman to +bear a blow tamely, or to hesitate long as to the surest way of +resenting it. Before she had reached the door she had determined to +leave the house at once, and ten minutes had not passed before she found +herself walking down the Corso, veiled and muffled in a cloak, and +having all the money she could call her own, in her pocket, together +with a few jewels of little value, given her by her father. + +Reanda had sunk into a chair when the door had closed behind her, half +stunned by the explosion of his own anger. He looked at the bits of +broken ivory on the carpet, and wondered vaguely what they meant. He +felt as though he had been in a dream of which he could not remember the +distorted incidents at all clearly. His breath came irregularly, his +heart fluttered and stood still and fluttered again, and his hands +twitched at the fringe on the arms of the chair. By and bye, the butler +came in to take away the coffee cups and he saw that his master was ill. +Under such circumstances nothing can equal the gentleness of an Italian +servant. The man called some one to help him, and got Reanda to his +dressing-room, and undressed him and laid him upon the long leathern +sofa. Then they knocked at the bedroom door, but there was no answer. + +"Do not disturb the signora," said Reanda, feebly. "She wishes to be +alone. We shall not want the carriage." + +Those were the only words he spoke that evening, and the servants +understood well enough that something had happened between husband and +wife, and that it was best to be silent and to obey. No one tried the +door of the bedroom. If any one had turned the handle, it would have +been found to be locked. The key lay on the table in the hall, amongst +the visiting-cards. Dalrymple's daughter had inherited some of his quick +instinct and presence of mind. She had felt sure that if she locked the +door of her room when she left the house, her husband would naturally +suppose that she had shut herself in, not wishing to be disturbed, and +would respect her desire to be alone. It would save trouble, and give +her time to get away. He could sleep on the sofa in his dressing-room, +as he actually did, in the illness of his anger, treated as Italians +know how to treat such common cases, of which the consequences are +sometimes fatal. Many an Italian has died from a fit of rage. A single +blood-vessel, in the brain, a little weaker than the rest, and all is +over in an apoplexy. But Reanda was not of an apoplectic constitution. +The calming treatment acted very soon, he fell asleep, and did not wake +till daylight, quite unaware that Gloria was not in the next room, +sleeping off her anger as he had done. + +She had gone out in her first impulse to leave the house of the man who +had so terribly insulted her. Under her veil the hot blood scorched her +where the blow had left its red bar, and her rage and wounded pride +chased one another from her heart to her head while with every beating +of her pulse the longing for revenge grew wilder and stronger. + +She had left the house with one first idea--to find Paul Griggs and tell +him what had happened. No other thought crossed her mind, and her steps +turned mechanically down the Corso, for he still lived in his two rooms +in the Via della Frezza. + +It was early still. People dined at six o'clock in those days, and it +was not yet eight when Gloria found herself in the street. It was quiet, +though there were many people moving about. During the hours between +dinner and the theatre there were hardly any carriages out, and the +sound of many footsteps and of many low voices filled the air. Gloria +kept to the right and walked swiftly along, never turning her head. She +had never been out in the streets alone at night in her life, and even +in her anger she felt a sort of intoxication of freedom that was quite +new to her, a beginning of satisfaction upon him who had injured her. +There was Highland blood in her veins, as well as Italian passion. + +The southeast wind was blowing down the street behind her, that same +strange and tragic wind, tragic and passionate, that had blown so +gustily down upon Subiaco from the mountains, on that night long ago +when Maria Addolorata had stood aside by the garden gate to let +Dalrymple pass, bearing something in his arms. Gloria knew it by its sad +whisper and by the faint taste of it and smell of it, through her +close-drawn veil. + +On she went, down the Corso, till she came to the Piazza Colonna, and +saw far on her left, beyond the huge black shaft of the column, the +brilliant lights from the French officers' Club. She hesitated then, and +slackened her speed a little. The sight of the Club reminded her of +society, of what she was doing, and of what it might mean. As she walked +more slowly, the wind gained upon her, as it were, from behind, and +tried to drive her on. It seemed to be driving her from her husband's +house with all its might, blowing her skirts before her and her thick +veil. She passed the square, keeping close to the shutters of the shops +under the Palazzo Piombino--gone now, to widen the open space. A gust, +stronger than any she had felt yet, swept down the pavement. She paused +a moment, leaning against the closed shutters of the clockmaker Ricci, +whose shop used to be a sort of landmark in the Corso. Just then a clock +within struck eight strokes. She heard them all distinctly through the +shutters. + +She hesitated an instant. It was eight o'clock. She had not realized +what time it was. If she found the street door shut in the Via della +Frezza, it would be hard to get at Griggs. She had passed the house more +than once in her walks, and she knew that Griggs lived high up in the +fifth story. It might be already too late. She hesitated and looked up +and down the pavement. A young French officer of Zouaves was coming +towards her; his high wrinkled and varnished boots gleamed in the +gaslight. He had a black beard and bright young eyes, and was smoking a +cigarette. He was looking at her and slackened his pace as he came near. +She left her place and walked swiftly past him, down the Corso. + +All at once she felt in the gust that drove her a cool drop of rain just +behind her ear, and a moment later, passing a gas-lamp, she saw the dark +round spots on the grey pavement. In her haste, she had brought no +umbrella. She hurried on, and the wind blew her forward with all its +might, so that she felt her steps lightened by its help. The Corso was +darker and there were fewer people. The rain fell fast when she reached +San Carlo, where the street widens, and she gathered her cloak about +her as well as she could and crossed to the other side, hoping to find +more shelter. She was nearing the Via della Frezza, and she knew some of +the ins and outs of the narrow streets behind the tribune of the great +church. It was very dark as she turned the semicircle of the apse, and +the rain fell in torrents, but it was shorter to go that way, for Griggs +lived nearer to the Ripetta than to the Corso, and she followed a sort +of crooked diagonal, in the direction of his house. She thought the +streets led by that way to the point she wished to reach, and she walked +as fast as she could. The flare of an occasional oil lamp swung out high +at the end of its lever showed her the way, and showed her, too, the +rush of the yellow water down the middle channel of the street. She +looked in vain for the turning she expected on her right. She had not +lost her way, but she had not found the short cut she had looked for. +Emerging upon the broad Ripetta, she paused an instant at the corner and +looked about, though she knew which way to turn. Just then there were +heavy splashing footsteps close to her. + +"Permit me, Signora," said a voice that was rough and had an odd accent, +though the tone was polite, and a huge umbrella was held over her head. + +She shrank back against the wall quickly, in womanly fear of a strange +man. + +"No, thank you!" she exclaimed in answer. + +"But yes!" said the man. "It rains. You are getting an illness, +Signora." + +The faint light showed her that she would be safe enough in accepting +the offer. The man was evidently a peasant from the mountains, and he +was certainly not young. His vast black cloak was turned back a little +by his arm and showed the lining of green flannel and the blue clothes +with broad silver buttons which he wore. + +"Thank you," she said, for she was glad of the shelter, and she stood +still under the enormous blue cotton umbrella, with its battered brass +knob and its coloured stripes. + +"But I will accompany you," said the man. "It is certainly not beginning +to finish. Apoplexy! It rains in pieces!" + +"Thank you. I am not going far," said Gloria. "You are very kind." + +"It seems to be the act of a Christian," observed the peasant. + +She began to move, and he walked beside her. He would have thought it +bad manners to ask whither she was going. Through the torrents of rain +they went on in silence. In less than five minutes she had found the +door of Griggs's house. To her intense relief it was still open, and +there was the glimmer of a tiny oil lamp from a lantern in the stairway. +Gloria felt for the money in her pocket. The man did not wait, nor +speak, and was already going away. She called him. + +[Illustration: Stefanone and Gloria.--Vol. II., p. 100.] + +"I wish to give you something," said Gloria. + +"To me?" exclaimed the man, in surprise. "No, Signora. It seems that you +make a mistake." + +"Excuse me," Gloria answered. "In the dark, I did not see. I am very +grateful to you. You are from the country?" + +She wished to repair the mistake she had made, by some little civility. +The man stood on the doorstep, with his umbrella hanging backward over +his shoulder, and she could see his face distinctly,--a typical Roman +face with small aquiline features, keen dark eyes, a square jaw, and +iron-grey hair. + +"Yes, Signora. Stefanone of Subiaco, wine merchant, to serve you. If you +wish wine of Subiaco, ask for me at Piazza Montanara. Signora, it rains +columns. With permission, I go." + +"Thank you again," she answered. + +He disappeared into the torrent, and she was left alone at the foot of +the gloomy stairs, under the feeble light of the little oil lamp. She +had thrown back her veil, for it was soaked with water and stuck to her +face. Little rivulets ran down upon the stones from her wet clothes, +which felt intolerably heavy as she stood there, resting one gloved hand +against the damp wall and staring at the lantern. Her thoughts had +been disturbed by her brief interview with the peasant; the rain chilled +her, and her face burned. She touched her cheek with her hand where +Reanda had struck her. It felt bruised and sore, for the blow had not +been a light one. The sensation of the wet leather disgusted her, and +she drew off the glove with difficulty, turning it inside out over her +full white hand. Then she touched the place again, and patted it, +softly, and felt it. But her eyes did not move from the lantern. + +There was one of those momentary lulling pauses in the rush of events +which seem sent to confuse men's thoughts and unsettle their purposes. +Had she reached the house five minutes earlier, she would not have +hesitated a moment at the foot of the stairs. Suddenly she turned back +to the door, and stood there looking out. It looked very black. She +gathered her dripping skirt back as she bent forward a little and peered +into the darkness. The rain fell in sheets, now, with the unquavering +sound of a steadily rushing torrent. It would be madness to go out into +it. A shiver ran through her, and another. She was very cold and +miserable. No doubt Griggs had a fire upstairs, and a pleasant light in +his study. He would be there, hard at work. She would knock, and he +would open, and she would sit down by the fire and dry herself, and pour +out her misery. The red bar was still across her face--she had seen it +in the looking-glass when she had put on her hat. + +To go back, to see her husband that night--it was impossible. Later, +perhaps, when he should be asleep, Griggs would find a carriage and take +her home. No one would ever know where she had been, and she would never +tell any more than Griggs would. She felt that she must see him and tell +him everything, and feel his strength beside her. After all, he was the +only friend she had in the world, and it was natural that she should +turn to him for help, in her father's absence. He was her father's +friend, too. + +She shivered again and again from head to foot, and she drew back from +the door. For a moment she hesitated. Then with a womanly action she +began to shake the rain out of her cloak and her skirts as well as she +could, wetting her hands to the wrists. As she bent down, shaking the +hem of the skirt, the blood rushed to her face again, and the place he +had struck burned and smarted. It was quite a different sensation from +what she had felt when she had touched it with her cool wet hand. She +straightened herself with a spring and threw back her head, and her eyes +flashed fiercely in the dark. The accidents of fate closed round her, +and the hands of her destiny had her by the throat, choking her as she +breathed. + +There was no more hesitation. With quick steps she began to ascend the +short, steep flights. It was dark, beyond the first turning, but she +went on, touching the damp walls with her hands. Then there was a +glimmer again, and a second lantern marked the first landing and shone +feebly upon a green door with a thin little square of white marble +screwed to it for a door-plate and a name in black. She glanced at it +and went on, for she knew that Griggs lived on the fifth floor. She was +surefooted, like her father, as she went firmly up, panting a little, +for her drenched clothes weighed her down. There was one more light, and +then there were no more. She counted the landings, feeling the doors +with her hands as she went by, dizzy from the constant turning in the +darkness. At last she thought she had got to the end, and groping with +her hands she found a worsted string and pulled it, and a cracked little +bell jangled and beat against the wood inside. She heard a pattering of +feet, and a shrill, nasal child's voice called out the customary +question, inquiring who was there. She asked for Griggs. + +"He is not here," answered the child, and she heard the footsteps +running away again, though she called loudly. + +Her heart sank. But she groped her way on. The staircase ended, for it +was the top of the house, and she found another door, and felt for a +string like the one she had pulled, but there was none. Something told +her that she was right, and with the sudden, desperate longing to be +inside, with her strong protector, in the light and warmth, she beat +upon the door with the palms of her hands, her face almost touching the +cold painted wood studded with nails, that smelled of wet iron. + +Then came the firm, regular footsteps of the strong man, and his clear, +stern voice spoke from within, not in a question, but in a curt refusal +to open. + +"Go away," he said, in Italian. "You have mistaken the door." + +But she beat with her hands upon the heavy wood. + +"Let me in!" she cried in English. "Let me in!" + +There was a deep exclamation of surprise, and the oiled bolt clanked +back in its socket. The door opened inward, and Paul Griggs held up a +lamp with a green shade, throwing the light into Gloria's face. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX. + + +GLORIA pushed past Griggs and stood beside him in the narrow entry. He +shut the door mechanically, and turned slowly towards her, still holding +up the lamp so that it shone upon her face. + +"What has happened to you?" he asked, slowly and steadily, his shadowed +eyes fixed upon her. + +"He has beaten me, and I have come to you. Look at my face." + +He saw the red bar across her cheek. He did not raise his voice, and +there was little change in his features, but his eyes glowed suddenly, +like the eyes of a wild beast, and he swore an oath so terrible that +Gloria turned a little pale and shrank from him. Then he was silent, and +they stood together. She could hear his breath. She could see him trying +to swallow, for his throat was suddenly as dry as cinders. Very slowly +his frown deepened to a scowl, and two straight furrows clove their way +down between his eyes, his dark eyebrows were lifted evilly, upward and +outward, and little by little the strong, clean shaven upper lip rose at +the corners and showed two gleaming, wolfish teeth. The smooth, close +hair bristled from the point where it descended upon his forehead. + +Gloria shrank a little. She had seen such a look in an angry lion; just +the look, without a motion of the limbs. Then it all disappeared, and +the still face she knew so well was turned to hers. + +"Will you come in?" he asked in a constrained tone. "It is my work-room. +I will light a fire, and you must dry yourself. How did you get so wet? +You did not come on foot?" + +He opened the door while he was speaking, and led the way with the lamp. +Gloria shivered as she followed, for there was a small window open in +the entry, and her clothes clung to her in the cold draught. She closed +the door behind her, as she went in. It was very little warmer within +than without, and the small fireplace was black and cold. Instinctively +she glanced at Griggs. He wore a rough pilot coat that had seen much +service, buttoned to his throat. He set the little lamp with its green +shade down upon the table amidst a mass of papers and books, and drew +forward the only easy-chair there was, a dilapidated piece of furniture +covered with faded yellow reps and ragged fringes that dragged on the +floor. He took a great cloak from a clothes-horse in the corner and +threw it over the chair, smoothing it carefully with his hands. + +"If you will sit down, I will try and make a fire," he said quietly. + +She sat down as he bade her, wondering a little at his calmness, but +remembering the awful words that had escaped his lips when she had +spoken, and the look of the wild beast and incarnate devil that had been +one moment in his face. She looked about her while he began to make a +fire, not hindering him, for she was shivering. The room was large, but +very poorly furnished. There were two great tables, covered with books +and papers; there was a deal bookcase along one wall and an antiquated +cabinet between the two windows, one of its legs propped up with a dingy +faded paper. The coarse green carpet was threadbare, but still whole. +There were half-a-dozen plain chairs with green and white rush seats in +various parts of the room. On the narrow white marble mantel-shelf stood +two china candlesticks, in one of which there was a piece of candle that +had guttered when last burning. In the middle a cheap American clock of +white metal ticked loudly, and the hands pointed to twenty minutes +before nine. In one corner was the clothes-horse, with two or three +overcoats hanging on it, and two hats, one of which was hanging half +over on one side. It looked as though two cloaked skeletons in hats were +embracing. In another corner by the door a black stick and an umbrella +stood side by side. But for the books the place would have had a +desolate look. The air smelt of strong tobacco. + +Gloria looked about her curiously, though her heart was beating fast. +The man was familiar to her, dear to her in many ways, and over much in +her life. The place where he lived contained a part of him which she did +not know. Her breath came quickly in the anticipation of an emotion +greater even than what she had felt already, but her eyes wandered in +curiosity from one object to another. Suddenly she heard the loud +cracking of breaking wood. There was a blaze of paper from the +fireplace, illuminating all the room, and some light pieces he was +throwing on kindled quickly. He was breaking them--she looked--it was +one of the rush-bottomed chairs. + +"What are you doing?" she cried, leaning suddenly far forward. + +"Making a good fire," he answered. "There happened to be only one bit of +wood in my box, so I am taking these things." + +He broke the legs and the rails of the chair in his hands, as a child +would break twigs, and heaped them up upon the blaze. + +"There are five more," he observed. "They will make a good fire." + +He arranged the burning mass to suit him, looked at it, and then turned. + +"You ought to be a little nearer," he said, and he lifted the chair with +her in it and set her before the fireplace. + +It had all looked and felt desperately desolate half a minute earlier. +It was changed now. He went to a corner and filled a small glass with +wine from a straw-covered flask and brought it to her. She thanked him +with her eyes and drank half of it eagerly. He knelt down before the +fire again, for as the paper burned away underneath, the light sticks +fell inward and might go out. When he had arranged it all again, he +looked round and met her eyes, still kneeling. + +"Is that better?" he asked quietly. + +"You are so good," said Gloria, letting her eyelids droop as she looked +from him to the pleasant flame. + +He put out his hand and gently touched the hem of her cloth skirt. + +"You are drenched," he said. + +Then, before she realized what he was doing, he bent down and kissed the +wet cloth, and without looking at her rose to his feet, got another +chair and sat down near her. A soft blush of pleasure had risen in her +cheeks. They were little things that he did, but they were like him, +unaffected, strong, direct. Another man would have made apologies for +having no wood and would have tried to make a fire of the single stick. +Another man would have made excuses for the disorder of his room, or for +the poverty of its furniture, perhaps. The other man she thought of was +her husband, and possibly she had her father in her mind, too. + +"When you are rested, tell me your story," he said, and his face +hardened all at once. + +She began to speak in a low and uncertain voice, reciting almost +mechanically many things which she had often told him before. He +listened without moving a muscle. Her voice was dear to him, whether she +repeated the endless history of her woes for the tenth or the hundredth +time. Where she was concerned he had no judgment, and he had no +criterion, for he had never loved another woman with whom he could +compare her. All that was of her was of paramount interest and weighty +importance. He could not hear it too often. But to-night her first words +had told him of the violent crisis in her life with Reanda, and he +listened to all she said, before she reached that point, with an +interest he had never felt before. But he would not look at her, for he +must have taken her in his arms, as he had done once, months before now. +She had come for protection and for help, and her need was the life +spring of his honour. + +As she went on, her voice took colour from her emotion, her hands moved +now and then in short swift gestures, and her dark eyes burned. The +marvellous dramatic power she possessed blazed out under the lash of her +wrongs, and she found words she had only groped for until that moment. +She described the miserably nervous feebleness of the man with scathing +contempt, her tone made evil deeds of his shortcomings, her scorn made +his weakness a black crime; her jealous anger fastened upon Francesca +Campodonico and tore her honour to shreds and her virtues to rags of +abomination; and her flaming pride blazed out in searing hatred and +contempt for the coward who had struck her in the face. + +"He broke my fan across my face!" she cried with the ascending +intonation of a fury rising still, and still more fiercely beautiful. +"He slashed my face with it and broke it and threw the bits down at my +feet! There, look at it! That is his work--oh, give it back to him, kill +him for me, tear him to pieces for me--make him feel what I have felt +to-day!" + +She had pushed her brown hat and veil back from her head, and her wet +cloak had long ago fallen from her shoulders. One straight, white hand +shot out and fastened upon her companion's arm, as he sat beside her, +and she shook it in savage confidence of his iron strength. + +A dead silence followed, but the fire made of the broken chairs roared +and blazed on the low brick hearth. The man kept his eyes upon it +fixedly, as though it were his salvation, for he felt that if he looked +at her he was lost. She had come to him not for love, but for +protection, of her own free will. Yet he felt that his honour was +burning in him, with no longer life, if she stayed there, than the +short, quick fire itself. His voice was thick when he answered, as +though he were speaking through a velvet pall. + +"I will kill him, if he will fight," he answered, with an effort. "I +will not murder him, even for you." + +She started, for she had not realized how he would take literally what +she said. She had no experience of desperate men in her limited life. + +"Murder him? No!" she said, snatching back her hand from his arm. "No, +no! I never meant that." + +"I am glad you did not. If you did, I should probably break down and do +it to please you. But if he will fight like a man, I will kill him to +please myself. Now I will go and get a carriage and take you home." + +He rose to his feet and, turning, turned away from her, going toward the +corner to get an overcoat. She followed him with her eyes, in silence. + +"You are not afraid to be left alone for a quarter of an hour?" he +asked, buttoning his coat, and looking toward his umbrella. + +"Do not go just yet," she answered softly. + +"I must. It is getting late. I shall not find a carriage if I wait any +longer. I must go now." + +"Do not go." + +She heard him breathe hard once or twice. Then with quick strides he was +beside her, and speaking to her. + +"Gloria, I cannot stand it--I warn you. I love you in a way you cannot +understand. You must not keep me here." + +"Do not go," she said again, in the deep, soft tone of her golden voice. + +"I must." + +He turned from her and went towards the door. Soft and swift she +followed him, but he was in the entry before her hand was on his arm. It +was almost dusk out there. He stopped. + +"I cannot go back to him," she said, and he could see the light in her +eyes, and very faintly the red bar across the face he loved. + +"You should--there is nowhere else for you to go," he said, and in the +dark his hand was finding the bolt of the door to the stairs. + +"No--there is nowhere else--I cannot go back to him," she answered, and +the voice quavered uncertainly as the night breeze sighing amongst +reeds. + +"You must--you must," he tried to say. + +Her weight was all upon his arm, but it was nothing to him. He steadily +drew back the bolt. He turned up his face so that he could not see her. + +With sudden strength her white hands went round his sinewy dark throat +as he threw back his head. + +"You are all I have in the world!" she half said, half whispered. "I +will not let you go!" + +"You?" His voice broke out as through a bursting shell. + +"Yes. Come back!" + +His arm fell like lead to his side. Gently she drew him back to the door +of the study. The blaze of the fire shot into her face. + +"Come," she said. "See how well it burns." + +"Yes," he said, mechanically, "it is burning well." + +He stood aside an instant at the door to let her pass. His eyelids +closed and his face became rigid as a death mask of a man dead in +passion. One moment only; then he followed her and softly shut the +door. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI. + + +THE brilliant winter morning had an intoxicating quality in it, after +the heavy rain which had fallen in the night, and Paul Griggs felt that +it was good to be alive as he threaded the narrow streets between his +lodging and the Piazza Colonna. He avoided the Corso; for he did not +know whom he might meet, and he had no desire to meet any one, except +Angelo Reanda. + +Naturally enough, his first honourable impulse was to go to the artist, +to tell him something of the truth, and to give him an opportunity of +demanding the common satisfaction of a hostile meeting. It did not occur +to him that Reanda would not wish to exchange shots with him and have +the chance of taking his life. Griggs was not the man to refuse such an +encounter, and at that moment he felt so absolutely sure of himself that +the idea of being killed was very far removed from his thoughts. It was +without the slightest emotion that he enquired for Reanda at the +latter's house, but he was very much surprised to hear that the painter +had gone out as usual at his customary hour. He hesitated a moment and +then decided not to leave a card, upon which he could not have written +a message intelligible to Reanda which should not have been understood +also by the servant who received it. Griggs made up his mind that he +would write a formal note later in the day. He took it for granted that +Reanda must be searching for his wife. + +It was necessary to find a better lodging than the one in the Via della +Frezza, and to provide as well as he could for Gloria's comfort. He was +met by a difficulty upon which he had not reflected as yet, though he +had been dimly aware of it more than once during the past twelve hours. + +He was almost penniless, and he had no means of obtaining money at short +notice. The payments he received from the newspapers for which he worked +came regularly, but were not due for at least three weeks from that day. +Alone in his bachelor existence he could have got through the time very +well and without any greater privations than his capriciously ascetic +nature had often imposed upon itself. + +He was not an improvident man, but in his lonely existence he had no +sense of future necessities, and the weakest point in his judgment was +his undiscriminating generosity. Of the value of money as a store +against possible needs, he had no appreciation at all, and he gave away +what he earned beyond his most pressing requirements in secret and often +ill-judged charities, whenever an occasion of doing so presented +itself, though he never sought one. For himself, he was able to subsist +on bread and water, and the meagre fare was scarcely a privation to his +hardy constitution. If he chanced to have no money to spare for fuel, he +bore the cold and buttoned up his old pea-jacket to the throat while he +sat at work at his table. His self-respect made him wise and careful in +regard to his dress, but in other matters many a handicraftsman was +accustomed to more luxury than he. At the present juncture he had been +taken unawares, and he found himself in great difficulty. He had left +himself barely enough for subsistence until the arrival of the next +remittance, and that meant but a very few scudi; and yet he knew that +certain expenses must be met immediately, almost within the twenty-four +hours. The very first thing was to get a lodging suitable for Gloria. It +would be necessary to pay at least one month's rent in advance. Even if +he were able to do that, he would be left without a penny for daily +expenses. He had no bank account; for he cashed the drafts he received +and kept the money in his room. He had never borrowed of an +acquaintance, and the idea was repulsive to him and most humiliating. +Had he possessed any bit of jewelry, or anything of value, he would have +sold the object, but he had nothing of the kind. His books were +practically valueless, consisting of such volumes as he absolutely +needed for his daily use, chiefly cheap editions, poorly bound and well +worn. He needed at least fifty scudi, and he did not possess quite ten. +Three weeks earlier he had sent a hundred, anonymously, to free a +starving artist from debt. + +His position was only very partially enviable just then, but the bright +north wind seemed to blow his troubles back from him as he faced it, +walking home from his ineffectual attempt to meet Reanda. It was very +unlike the man to return to his lodging without having accomplished +anything, but he was hardly conscious of the fact. The face of the +ancient city was suddenly changed, and it seemed as though nothing could +go wrong if he would only allow fortune to play her own game without +interference. He walked lightly, and there was a little colour in his +face. He tried to think of what he should do to meet his present +difficulties, but when he thought of them they were whirled away, +shapeless and unrecognizable, and he felt a sense of irresistible power +with each breath of the crisp dry air. + +As he went along he glanced at the houses he passed, and on some of the +doors were little notices scrawled in queer handwritings and telling +that a lodging was to let. Occasionally he paused, looked up and +hesitated, and then he went on. The difficulty was suddenly before him, +and he knew that even if he looked at the rooms he could not hire them, +as he had not enough money to cover the first month's rent. Immediately +he attempted to devise some means of raising the sum he needed, but +before he had reached the very next corner the clear north wind had +blown the trouble away like a cobweb. With all his strength and industry +and determination, he was still a very young man, and perplexity had no +hold upon him since passion had taken its own way. + +He reached the corner of his own street and stood still for a few +moments. He could almost have smiled at himself as he paused. He had +been out more than an hour and had done nothing, thought out nothing, +made no definite plan for the future. His present poverty, which was +desperate enough, had put on a carnival mask and laughed at him, as it +were, and ran away when he tried to grapple with it and look it in the +face. Gloria was there, upstairs in that tall house on which the morning +sun was shining, and nothing else could possibly matter. But if anything +mattered, it would be simple to talk it over together and to decide it +in common. + +Suddenly he felt ashamed of himself and of the confusion of his own +intelligence. There was something meek and childish in standing still at +the street corner, watching the people as they went by, listening to the +regularly recurring yell of the man who was selling country vegetables +from a hand-cart, and looking into the faces of people who went by, as +though expecting to find there some solution of a difficulty which his +disturbed powers of concentration did not clearly grasp. He could not +think connectedly, much less could he reason sensibly. He made a few +steps forward towards his house, and then stopped again, asking himself +what he was going to do. He felt that he had no right to go back to +Gloria until he had decided something for the future. He felt like a boy +who has been sent on an errand, and who comes back having forgotten what +he was to do. All at once he had lost his hold upon the logic of +common-sense, and when he groped for a thread that might lead him, he +was suddenly dazzled by the blaze of his happiness and deafened by the +voice of his own joy. + +He went on again and came to his own door. The one-eyed cobbler was at +work, astride of his little bench with a brown pot of coals beside him. +From time to time, when he had drawn the waxed yarn out through the +leather on both sides, he blew into his black hands. Griggs stood still +and looked at him in idle indetermination, and only struggling against +the power that drew him towards the stairs. + +"A fine north wind," observed Griggs, by way of salutation. + +"It seems that it must be said," grunted the old man, punching a fresh +hole in the sole he was cobbling. "To me, my fingers say it. It has +always been a fine trade, this cobbling. It is a gentleman's trade +because one is always sitting down." + +"I am going to change my lodging," said Griggs. + +The cobbler looked up, resting his dingy fists upon the bench on each +side of the shoe, his awl in one hand, the other half encased in a +leathern sheath, black with age. + +"After so many years!" he exclaimed. "The world will also come to an +end. I expected that it would. Now where will you take lodging?" + +"Where I can find one. I want a little apartment--" + +"It seems that your affairs go better," observed the old man, +scrutinizing the other's face with his one eye. + +"No. No better. That is the trouble. I want a little apartment, and I do +not want to pay for it till the end of the first month." + +"Then wait till the end of the month before you move to it, Signore." + +"That is impossible." + +"Then there is a female," said the cobbler, without the slightest +hesitation. "I understand. Why did you not say so?" + +Griggs hesitated. The man's guess had taken him by surprise. He +reflected that it could make no difference whether the old cobbler knew +of Gloria's coming or not. + +"There is a signora--a relation of mine--who has come to Rome." + +"A fair signora? Very beautiful? With a little eye of the devil? I have +seen. Thanks be to heaven, one eye is still good. You are dark, and your +family is fair. How can it interest me?" + +"What? Has she gone out?" asked Griggs, in sudden anxiety. "When?" + +"I had guessed!" exclaimed the cobbler, with a grunting laugh, and he +ran the delicate bristles, which pointed the yarn, in opposite +directions through the hole he had made, caught one yarn round the knot +on the handle of the awl and the other round the leather sheath on his +left hand. He drew the yarn tight to his arm's length with a vicious +jerk. + +"When did the signora go out?" enquired Griggs, repeating his question. + +"It may be half an hour ago. Apoplexy! If your relations are all as +beautiful as that!" + +But Griggs was already moving towards the staircase. The cobbler called +him back, and he stood still at the foot of the steps. + +"There is the little apartment on the left, on the third floor," said +the man. "The lodgers went away yesterday. I was going to ask you to +write me a notice to put up on the door. As for paying, the padrone will +not mind, seeing that you are an old lodger. It is good, do you know? +There is sun. There is also a kitchen. There are five rooms with the +entry." + +[Illustration: "The horror of poverty smote him."--Vol. II., p. 123.] + +"I will take it," said Griggs, instantly, and he ran up the stairs. + +He was breathless with anxiety as he entered his work-room, and looked +about him for something which should tell him where Gloria was gone. +Almost instantly his eyes fell upon a sheet of paper lying before his +accustomed seat. The writing on it was hers. + +"I have gone to tell him. I shall be back soon." + +That was all it said, but it was enough to blacken the sun that streamed +through the windows upon the old carpet. Griggs sat down and rested his +head in his hand. With the cloud that came between him and happiness, +his powers of reason returned, and he saw quickly, in the pre-vision of +logic, a scene of violence and anger between husband and wife, a +possible reconciliation, and the instant wreck of his storm-driven love. +It was impossible to know what Gloria would tell Reanda. + +At the same instant the difficulties of his position rushed upon him and +demanded an instant solution. He looked about him at the poor room, the +miserable furniture, and the worn-out carpet, and the horror of poverty +smote him in the face. He had allowed Gloria to come to him, and he knew +that he could not support her decently. He had never found himself in +so desperate a position in the course of his short and adventurous life. +He could face anything when he alone was to suffer privation, but it was +horrible to force misery upon the woman he loved. + +Then, too, he asked himself what was to happen to Gloria if Reanda +killed him, as was possible enough. And if he were not killed, there was +Dalrymple, her father, who might return at any moment. No one could +foretell what the Scotchman would do. It would be like him to do nothing +except to refuse ever to see his daughter again. But he, also, might +choose to fight, though his English traditions would be against it. In +any case, Gloria ran the risk of being left alone, ruined and +unprotected. + +But the present problem was a meaner one, though not less desperate in +its way. He reproached himself with having wasted even an hour when the +case was so urgent. Without longer hesitation, he began to write letters +to the editors for whom he worked, requesting them as a favour to +advance the next remittance. Even then, he could scarcely expect to have +money in less than ten days, and there was no one to whom he would +willingly turn for help. Under ordinary circumstances he would have gone +without food for days rather than have borrowed of an acquaintance, but +he realized that he must overcome any such false pride within a day or +two, at the risk of making Gloria suffer. + +In those first hours he was not conscious of any question of right or +wrong in what had taken place. Honour, in a rather worldly sense, had +always supplied for him the place of all other moral considerations. The +woman he loved had been ill-treated by her husband, and had come to him +for protection. He had done his best, in spite of his love, to make her +go back, and she had known how to refuse. Men, as men, would not blame +him for what he was doing. Gloria, as a woman, could never reproach him +with having tempted her. He might suffer for his deeds, but he could +never blush for them. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII. + + +MEANWHILE, Gloria had gone out alone, intending to find her husband and +to tell him that the die was cast, that she had left him in haste and +anger, but that she never would return to his house. She felt that she +must live through the chain of emotions to the very last link, as it +were, until she could feel no more. It was like her to go straight to +Reanda and take up the battle where she had interrupted it. Her anger +had been sudden, but it was not brief. She had left weakness, and had +found strength to add to her own, and she wished the man who had hurt +her to feel how strong she was, and how she was able to take her life +out of his hands and to keep it for herself, and live it as she pleased +in spite of him and every one. The wild blood that ran in her veins was +free, now, and she meant that no one but herself should ever again have +the right to thwart it, to tell her heart that it should beat so many +times in each minute and no more. She was perfectly well aware that she +was accepting social ruin with her freedom, but she had long nourished a +rancorous hatred for the society which had seemed to accept her under +protest, for Francesca's sake, and she was ready enough to turn her back +on it before it should finally make up its polite mind to relegate her +to the middle distance of indifferent toleration. + +As for Reanda, on that first morning she hated him with all her soul, +for himself, and for what he had done to her. She had words ready for +him, and she turned and fitted them in her heart that they might cut him +and stab him as long as he could feel. The selfishness with a tendency +to cruelty which was a working spring of her father's character was +strong in her, and craved the satisfaction of wounding. A part of the +sudden joy in life which she felt as she walked towards what had been +her home, lay in the certainty of dealing back fourfold hurt for every +real and fancied injury she had ever suffered at Reanda's hands. + +She felt quite sure of finding him. She did not imagine it possible that +after what had happened he should go to the Palazzetto Borgia to work as +usual. Besides, he must have discovered her absence by this time, and +would in all probability be searching for her. She smiled at the idea, +and she went swiftly on, keenly ready to give all the pain she could. + +At her own door the servant seemed surprised to see her. Every one had +supposed that she was still in her room, for it was not yet midday, and +she sometimes slept very late. She glanced at the hall table and saw +her key lying amongst the cards where she had thrown it when she had +left the house. The servant did not see her take it, for she made a +pretence of turning the cards over to find some particular one. She +asked indifferently about her husband. The man said that Reanda had gone +out as usual. Gloria started a little in surprise, and inquired whether +he had left no message for her. On hearing that he had given none, she +sent the servant away, went to her own room, and locked herself in. + +With a curious Scotch caution very much at variance with her conduct, +she reflected that as the servants were evidently not aware of what had +taken place, they might as well be kept in the dark. In a few moments +she gave the room the appearance which it usually had in the morning. +With perfect calmness she dressed for the day, and then rang for her +maid. + +She told the woman that she had slept badly, had got up early, and had +gone out for a long walk; that she now intended to leave Rome for a few +days, for a change of air, and must have what she needed packed within +an hour. She gave a few orders, clearly and concisely, and then went out +again, leaving word that if Reanda returned he should be told that she +was coming back very soon. + +Clearly, she thought, he must have supposed that she was still sleeping, +and he had gone to his painting without any further thought of her. +Again she smiled, and a line of delicate cruelty was faintly shadowed +about her lips. She left the house and walked in the direction of the +Palazzetto. Reanda always came home to the midday breakfast, and it was +nearly time for him to be on his way. Gloria knew every turning which he +would take, and she hoped to meet him. Her eyes flashed in anticipation +of the contest, and she felt that he would not be able to meet them. +They would be too bright for him. There was a small mark on her cheek +still, where one of the sharp edges of the ivory slats had scratched her +fair skin, and there was a slight redness on that side, but the bright +red bar was gone. She was glad of it, as she nodded to a passing +acquaintance. + +She wished to assure herself that her husband was really at the +Palazzetto, and she inquired of the porter at the great gate whether +Reanda had been seen that morning. The man said that he had come at the +usual hour, and stood aside for her to pass, but she turned from him +abruptly and went away without a word. + +The blood rose in her cheeks, and her heart beat angrily. He had +attached no more importance than this to what he had done, and had gone +to his painting as though nothing had happened. He had not even tried to +see her in the morning to beg her pardon for having struck her. Strange +to say, in spite of what she herself had done, that was what most roused +her anger. She demanded the satisfaction of his asking her forgiveness, +as though she had no fault to find with herself. In comparison with his +cowardly violence to her, her leaving him for Griggs was as nothing in +her eyes. + +She walked more slowly as she went homewards, and the unspoken +bitterness of her heart choked her, and the sharp words she could not +speak cut her cruelly. She compared the hand that had dared to hurt +though it had not strength to kill, with that other, dearer, gentler, +more terrible hand, which could have killed anything, but which would +rather be burned to the wrist than let one of its fingers touch her +roughly. She compared them, and she loved the one and she loathed the +other, with all her heart. And with that same hand Reanda, at that same +moment, was painting some goddess's face, and it had forgotten whose +divinely lovely cheek it had struck. It was painting unless, perhaps, it +lay in Francesca's. But Gloria had not forgotten, and she would repay +before the day darkened. + +Her husband, since he was calm enough to go to his work, would come home +for his breakfast when he was hungry. Gloria went back to her room and +superintended the packing of what she needed. But she was not so calm as +she had been half an hour earlier, and she waited impatiently for her +husband's return and for the last scene of the drama. When the things +were packed, she had the box taken out to the hall and sent for a cab. +As she foresaw the situation, she would leave the house forever as soon +as the last word was spoken. Then she went into the drawing-room and +waited, watching the clock. + +There, on the mantelpiece, lay the broken fan, where the fragments had +been placed by the servant. Gloria looked at them, handled them +curiously, and felt her cheek softly with her hand. He must have struck +her with all his might, she thought, to have hurt her as he had with so +light a weapon; and the whole quarrel came back to her vividly, in every +detail, and with every spoken word. + +She could not regret what she had done. With an attempt at +self-examination, which was only a self-justification, she tried to +recall the early days when she had loved her husband, and to conjure up +the face with the gentle light in it. She failed, of course, and the +picture that came disgusted her and was unutterably contemptible and +weak and full of cowardice. The face of Paul Griggs came in its place a +moment later, and she heard in her ears the deep, stern voice, quavering +with strength rather than with weakness, and she could feel the arms she +loved about her, pressing her almost to pain, able to press her to death +in their love-clasp. + +The hands of the clock went on, and Reanda did not come. She was +surprised to find how long she had waited, and with a revulsion of +feeling she rose to her feet. If he would not come, she would not wait +for him. She was hungry, too. It was absurd, perhaps, but she would not +eat his bread nor sit at his table, not even alone. She went to her +writing-table and wrote a note to him, short, cruel, and decisive. She +wrote that if her father had been in Rome she would have gone to him for +protection. As he was absent, she had gone to her father's best friend +and her own--to Paul Griggs. She said nothing more. He might interpret +the statement as he pleased. She sealed the note and addressed it, and +before she went out of the house she gave it to the servant, to be given +to Reanda as soon as he came home. The man-servant went downstairs with +her, and stood looking after the little open cab; he saw Gloria speak to +the coachman, who nodded and changed his direction before they were out +of sight. + +At the door in the Via della Frezza the cabman let down Gloria's luggage +and drove away. She stood still a moment and looked at the one-eyed +cobbler. + +"You have given the signore a beautiful fright," observed the old man. +"I told him you had gone out. With one jump he was upstairs. By this +time he cries." + +Gloria took a silver piece of two pauls from her purse. + +"Can you carry up these things for me?" she inquired, concealing her +annoyance at the man's speech. + +"I am not a porter," said the cobbler, with his head on one side. "But +one must live. With courage and money one makes war. There are three +pieces. One at a time. But you must watch the door while I carry up the +box. If any one should steal my tools, it would be a beautiful day's +work. Without them I should be in the middle of the street. You will +understand, Signora. It is not to do you a discourtesy, but my tools are +my bread. Without them I cannot eat. There is also the left boot of Sor +Ercole. If any one were to steal it, Sor Ercole would go upon one leg. +Imagine the disgrace!" + +"I will stay here," said Gloria. "Do not be afraid." + +The cobbler, who was a strong old man, got hold of the trunk and +shouldered it with ease. When he stood up, Gloria saw that he was +bandy-legged and very short. + +She turned and stood on the threshold of the street door as she had +stood on the previous night. No one would have believed that a few hours +earlier the rain had fallen in torrents, for the pavement was dry, and +even under the arch there seemed to be no dampness. Looking up the +street towards the Corso, she saw that there was a wine shop, a few +doors higher on the opposite side. Two or three men were standing before +it, under the brown bush which served for a sign, and amongst them she +saw a peasant in blue cloth clothes with silver buttons and clean white +stockings. She recognized him as the man who had held his umbrella over +her in the storm. He also saw her, lifted his felt hat and came +forwards, crossing the street. His look was fixed on her face with a +stare of curiosity as he stood before her. + +"I hope you have not caught cold, Signora," he said, with steady, +unwinking eyes. "We passed a beautiful storm. Signora, I sell wine to +that host. If you should need wine, I recommend him to you." He pointed +to the shop. + +"You told me to ask for you at the Piazza Montanara," said Gloria, +smiling. + +"With that water you could not see the shop," answered Stefanone. +"Signora, you are very beautiful. With permission, I say that you should +not walk alone at night." + +"It was the first and last time," said Gloria. "Fortunately, I met a +person of good manners. I thank you again." + +"Signora, you are so beautiful that the Madonna and her angels always +accompany you. With permission, I go. Good day." + +To the last, until he turned, he kept his eyes steadily fixed on +Gloria's face, as though searching for a resemblance in her features. +She noticed his manner and remembered him very distinctly after the +second meeting. + +The cobbler came back again, closely followed by Griggs himself, who +said nothing, but took possession of the small valise and bag which +Gloria had brought in addition to her box. He led the way, and she +followed him swiftly. Inside the door of his lodging he turned and +looked at her. + +"Please do not go away suddenly without telling me," he said in a low +voice. "I am easily frightened about you." + +"Really?" + +Gloria held out her two hands to meet him. He nodded as he took them. + +"That is better than anything you have ever said to me." She drew him to +her. + +It was natural, for she was thinking how Reanda had calmly gone back to +his work that morning, without so much as asking for her. The contrast +was too great and too strong, between love and indifference. + +They went into the work-room together, and Gloria sat down on one of the +rush chairs, and told Griggs what she had done. He walked slowly up and +down while she was speaking, his eyes on the pattern of the old carpet. + +"I might have stayed," she said at last. "The servants did not even know +that I had been out of the house." + +"You should have stayed," said Griggs. "I ought to say it, at least." + +But as he spoke the mask softened and the rare smile beautified for one +instant the still, stern face. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII. + + +REANDA neither wished to see Gloria again, nor to take vengeance upon +Paul Griggs. He was not a brave man, morally or physically, and he was +glad that his wife had left him. She had put him in the right, and he +had every reason for refusing ever to see her again. With a cynicism +which would have been revolting if it had not been almost childlike in +its simplicity, he discharged his servants, sold his furniture, gave up +his apartment in the Corso, and moved back to his old quarters in the +Palazzetto Borgia. But he did not acknowledge Gloria's note in any other +way. + +She had left him, and he wished to blot out her existence as though he +had never known her, not even remembering the long two years of his +married life. She was gone. There was no Gloria, and he wished that +there never had been any woman with her name and face. + +On the third day, he met Paul Griggs in the street. The younger man saw +Reanda coming, and stood still on the narrow pavement, in order to show +that he had no intention of avoiding him. As the artist came up, Griggs +lifted his hat gravely. Reanda mechanically raised his hand to his own +hat and passed the man who had injured him, without a word. Griggs saw a +slight, nervous twitching in the delicate face, but that was all. He +thought that Reanda looked better, less harassed and less thin, than for +a long time. He had at once returned to his old peaceful life and +enjoyed it, and had evidently not the smallest intention of ever +demanding satisfaction of his former friend. + +Francesca Campodonico had listened in nervous silence to Reanda's story. + +"She has done me a kindness," he concluded. "It is the first. She has +given me back my freedom. I shall not disturb her." + +The colour was in Francesca's face, and her eyes looked down. Her +delicate lips were a little drawn in, as though she were making an +effort to restrain her words, for it was one of the hardest moments of +her life. Being what she was, it was impossible for her to understand +Gloria's conduct. But at the same time she felt that she was liberated +from something which had oppressed her, and the colour in her cheeks was +a flash of satisfaction and relief mingled with a certain displeasure at +her own sensations and the certainty that she should be ashamed of them +by and bye. + +It was not in her nature to accept such a termination for Reanda's +married life, however he himself might be disposed to look upon it. + +"You are to blame almost as much as Gloria," she said, and she was +sincerely in earnest. + +She was too good and devout a woman to believe in duelling, but she was +far too womanly to be pleased with Reanda's indifference. It was wicked +to fight duels and unchristian to seek revenge. She knew that, and it +was a conviction as well as an opinion. But a man who allowed another to +take his wife from him and did not resent the injury could not command +her respect. Something in her blood revolted against such tameness, +though she would not for all the world have had Reanda take Gloria back. +Between the two opposites of conviction and instinct, she did not know +what to do. Moreover, Reanda had struck his wife. He admitted it, though +apologetically and with every extenuating circumstance which he could +remember. + +"Yes," he answered. "I know that I did wrong. Am I infallible? Holy +Saint Patience! I could bear no more. But it is clear that she was +waiting for a reason for leaving me. I gave it to her, and she should be +grateful. She also is free, as I am." + +"It is horrible!" exclaimed Francesca, with sorrowful emphasis. + +She blamed herself quite as much as Reanda or Gloria, because she had +brought them together and had suggested the marriage. Reanda's thin +shoulders went up, and he smiled incredulously. + +"I do not see what is so horrible," he answered. "Two people think they +are in love. They marry. They discover their mistake. They separate. +Well? It is finished. Let us make the sign of the cross over it." + +The common Roman phrase, signifying that a matter is ended and buried, +as it were, jarred upon Francesca, for whom the smallest religious +allusion had a real meaning. + +"It is not the sign of the cross which should be made," she said sadly +and gravely, and the colour was gone from her face now. "There are two +lives wrecked, and a human soul in danger. We cannot say that it is +finished, and pass on." + +"What would you have me do?" asked Reanda, almost impatiently. "Take her +back?" + +"No!" exclaimed Francesca, with a sharp intonation as though she were +hurt. + +"Well, then, what? I do not see that anything is to be done. She herself +can think of her soul. It is her property. She has made me suffer +enough--let some one else suffer. I have enough of it." + +"You will forgive her some day," said Francesca. "You are angry still, +and you speak cruelly. You will forgive her." + +"Never," answered Reanda, with emphasis. "I will not forgive her for +what she made me bear, any more than I will forgive Griggs for receiving +her when she left me. I will not touch them, but I will not forgive +them. I am not angry. Why should I be?" + +Francesca sighed, for she did not understand the man, though hitherto +she had always understood him, or thought that she had, ever since she +had been a mere child, playing with his colours and brushes in the +Palazzo Braccio. She left the hall and went to her own sitting-room on +the other side of the house. As soon as she was alone, the tears came to +her eyes. She was hardly aware of them, and when she felt them on her +cheeks she wondered why she was crying, for she did not often shed +tears, and was a woman of singularly well balanced nature, able to +control herself on the rare occasions when she felt any strong emotion. + +In spite of Reanda's conduct, she determined not to leave matters as +they were without attempting to improve them. She wrote a note to Paul +Griggs, asking him to come and see her during the afternoon. + +He could not refuse to answer the summons, knowing, as he did, that he +must in honour respond to any demand for an explanation coming from +Reanda's side. Gloria wished him to reply to the note, giving an excuse +and hinting that no good could come of any meeting. + +"It is a point of honour," he answered briefly, and she yielded, for he +dominated her altogether. + +Francesca received him in her own small sitting-room, which overlooked +the square before the Palazzetto. It was very quiet, and there were +roses in old Vienna vases. It was a very old-fashioned room, the air was +sweet with the fresh flowers, and the afternoon sun streamed in through +a single tall window. Francesca sat on a small sofa which stood +crosswise between the window and the writing-table. She had a frame +before her on which was stretched a broad band of deep red satin, a +piece of embroidery in which she was working heraldic beasts and +armorial bearings in coloured silks. + +She did not rise, nor hold out her hand, but pointed to a chair near +her, as she spoke. + +"I asked you to come," she said, "because I wish to speak to you about +Gloria." + +Griggs bent his head, sat down, and waited with a perfectly impassive +face. Possibly there was a rather unusual aggressiveness in the straight +lines of his jaw and his even lips. There was a short silence before +Francesca spoke again. + +"Do you know what you have done?" she asked, finishing a stitch and +looking quietly into the man's deep eyes. + +He met her glance calmly, but said nothing, merely bending his head +again, very slightly. + +"It is very wicked," said she, and she began to make another stitch, +looking down again. + +"I have no doubt that you think so," answered Paul Griggs, slowly +nodding a third time. + +"It is not a question of opinion. It is a matter of fact. You have +ruined the life of an innocent woman." + +"If social position is the object of existence, you are right," he +replied. "I have nothing to say." + +"I am not speaking of social position," said Donna Francesca, continuing +to make stitches. + +"Then I am afraid that I do not understand you." + +"Can you conceive of nothing more important to the welfare of men and +women than social position?" + +"It is precisely because I do, that I care so little what society +thinks. I do not understand you." + +"I have known you some time," said Francesca. "I had not supposed that +you were a man without a sense of right and wrong. That is the question +which is concerned now." + +"It is a question which may be answered from more than one point of +view. You look at it in one way, and I in another. With your permission, +we will differ about it, since we can never agree." + +"There is no such thing as differing about right and wrong," answered +Donna Francesca, with a little impatience. "Right is right, and wrong is +wrong. You cannot possibly believe that you have done right. Therefore +you know that you have done wrong." + +"That sort of logic assumes God at the expense of man," said Griggs, +calmly. + +Francesca looked up with a startled expression in her eyes, for she was +shocked, though she did not understand him. + +"God is good, and man is sinful," she answered, in the words of her +simple faith. + +"Why?" asked Griggs, gravely. + +He waited for her answer to the most tremendous question which man can +ask, and he knew that she could not answer him, though she might satisfy +herself. + +"I have never talked about religion with an atheist," she said at last, +slowly pushing her needle through the heavy satin. + +"I am not an atheist, Princess." + +"A Protestant, then--" + +"I am not a Protestant. I am a Catholic, as you are." + +She looked up suddenly and faced him with earnest eyes. + +"Then you are not a good Catholic," she said. "No good Catholic could +speak as you do." + +"Even the Apostles had doubts," answered Griggs. "But I do not pretend +to be good. Since I am a man, I have a right to be a man, and to be +treated as a man. If the right is not given me freely, I will take it. +You cannot expect a body to behave as though it were a spirit. A man +cannot imitate an invisible essence, any more than a sculptor can +imitate sound with a shape of clay. When we are spirits, we shall act as +spirits. Meanwhile we are men and women. As a man, I have not done +wrong. You have no right to judge me as an angel. Is that clear?" + +"Terribly clear!" Francesca slowly shook her head. "And terribly +mistaken," she added. + +"You see," answered the young man. "It is impossible to argue the point. +We do not speak the same language. You, by your nature, believe that you +can imitate a spirit. You are spiritual by intuition and good by +instinct, according to the spiritual standard of good. I am, on the +contrary, a normal man, and destined to act as men act. I cannot +understand you and you, if you will allow me to say so, cannot possibly +understand me. That is why I propose that we should agree to differ." + +"And do you think you can sweep away all right and wrong, belief and +unbelief, salvation and perdition, with such a statement as that?" + +"Not at all," replied Griggs. "You tell me that I am wicked. That only +means that I am not doing what you consider right. You deny my right of +judgment, in favour of your own. You make witnesses of spirits against +the doings of men. You judge my body and condemn my soul. And there is +no possible appeal from your tribunal, because it is an imaginary one. +But if you will return to the facts of the case, you will find it hard +to prove that I have ruined the life of an innocent woman, as you told +me that I had." + +"You have! There is no denying it." + +"Socially, and it is the fault of society. But society is nothing to me. +I would be an outcast from society for a much less object than the love +of a woman, provided that I had not to do anything dishonourable." + +"Ah, that is it! You forget that a man's honour is his reputation at the +club, while the honour of a woman is founded in religion, and maintained +upon a single one of God's commandments--as you men demand that it shall +be." + +Griggs was silent for a moment. He had never heard a woman state the +case so plainly and forcibly, and he was struck by what she said. He +could have answered her quickly enough. But the answer would not have +been satisfactory to himself. + +"You see, you have nothing to say," she said. "But in one way you are +right. We cannot argue this question. I did not ask you to come in order +to discuss it. I sent for you to beg you to do what is right, as far as +you can. And you could do much." + +"What should you think right?" asked Griggs, curious to know what she +thought. + +"You should take Gloria to her father, as you are his friend. Since she +has left her husband, she should live with her father." + +"That is a very simple idea!" exclaimed the young man, with something +almost like a laugh. + +"Right is always simple," answered Francesca, quietly. "There is never +any doubt about it." + +She looked at him once, and then continued to work at her embroidery. +His eyes rested on the pure outline of her maidenlike face, and he was +silent for a moment. Somehow, he felt that her simplicity of goodness +rebuked the simplicity of his sin. + +"You forget one thing," said Griggs at last. "You make a spiritual +engine of mankind, and you forget the mainspring of the world. You leave +love out of the question." + +"Perhaps--as you understand love. But you will not pretend to tell me +that love is necessarily right, whatever it involves." + +"Yes," answered the young man. "That is what I mean. Unless your God is +a malignant and maleficent demon, the overwhelming passions which take +hold of men, and against which no man can fight beyond a certain point, +are right, because they exist and are irresistible. As for what you +propose that I should do, I cannot do it." + +"You could, if you would," said Francesca. "There is nothing to hinder +you, if you will." + +"There is love, and I cannot." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV. + + +PAUL GRIGGS left Francesca with the certainty in his own mind that she +had produced no impression whatever upon him, but he was conscious that +his opinion of her had undergone a change. He was suddenly convinced +that she was the best woman he had ever known, and that Gloria's +accusations were altogether unjust and unfounded. Recalling her face, +her manner, and her words, he knew that whatever influence she might +have had upon Reanda, there could be no ground for Gloria's jealousy. +She certainly disturbed him strangely, for Gloria was perfect in his +eyes, and he accepted all she said almost blindly. The fact that Reanda +had struck her now stood in his mind as the sole reason for the +separation of husband and wife. + +Gloria was far from realizing what influence she had over the man she +loved. It seemed to her, on the contrary, that she was completely +dominated by him, and she was glad to feel his strength at every turn. +Her enormous vanity was flattered by his care of her, and by his +uncompromising admiration of her beauty as well as of her character, and +she yielded to him purposely in small things that she might the better +feel his strength, as she supposed. The truth, had she known it, was +that he hardly asserted himself at all, and was ready to make any and +every sacrifice for her comfort and happiness. He had sacrificed his +pride to borrow money from a friend to meet the first necessities of +their life together. He would have given his life as readily. + +They led a strangely lonely existence in the little apartment in the Via +della Frezza. The world had very soon heard of what had happened, and +had behaved according to its lights. Walking alone one morning while +Griggs was at work, Gloria had met Donna Tullia Meyer, whom she had +known in society, and thoughtlessly enough had bowed as though nothing +had happened. Donna Tullia had stared at her coldly, and then turned +away. After that, Gloria had realized what she had already understood, +and had either not gone out without Griggs, or, when she did, had kept +to the more secluded streets, where she would not easily meet +acquaintances. + +Griggs worked perpetually, and she watched him, delighting at first in +the difference between his way of working and that of Angelo Reanda; +delighted, too, to be alone with him, and to feel that he was writing +for her. She could sit almost in silence for hours, half busy with some +bit of needlework, and yet busy with him in her thoughts. It seemed to +her that she understood him--she told him so, and he believed her, for +he felt that he could not be hard to understand. + +He was as singularly methodical as Reanda was exceptionally intuitive. +She felt that his work was second to her in his estimation of it, but +that, since they both depended upon it for their livelihood, they had +agreed together to put it first. With Reanda, art was above everything +and beyond all other interests, and he had made her feel that he worked +for art's sake rather than for hers. There was a vast difference in the +value placed upon her by the two men, in relation to their two +occupations. + +"I have no genius," said Griggs to her one day. "I have no intuitions of +underlying truth. But I have good brains, and few men are able to work +as hard as I. By and bye, I shall succeed and make money, and it will be +less dull for you." + +"It is never dull for me when I can be with you," she answered. + +As he looked, the sunshine caught her red auburn hair, and the +love-lights played with the sunshine in her eyes. Griggs knew that life +had no more dulness for him while she lived, and as for her, he believed +what she said. + +Without letting him know what she was doing, she wrote to her father. It +was not an easy letter to write, and she thought that she knew the +savage old Scotchman's temper. She told him everything. At such a +distance, it was easy to throw herself upon his mercy, and it was safer +to write him all while he was far away, so that there might be nothing +left to rouse his anger if he returned. She had no lack of words with +which to describe Reanda's treatment of her; but she was also willing to +take all the blame of the mistake she had made in marrying him. She had +ruined her life before it had begun, she said. She had taken the law +into her own hands, to mend it as best she could. Her father knew that +Paul Griggs was not like other men--that he was able to protect her +against all comers, and that he could make the world fear him if he +could not make it respect her. Her father must do as he thought right. +He would be justified, from the world's point of view, in casting her +off and never remembering her existence again, but she begged him to +forgive her, and to think kindly of her. Meanwhile, she and Griggs were +wretchedly poor, and she begged her father to continue her allowance. + +If Paul Griggs had seen this letter, he would have been startled out of +some of his belief in Gloria's perfection. There was a total absence of +any moral sense of right or wrong in what she wrote, which would have +made a more cynical man than Griggs was look grave. The request for the +continuation of the allowance would have shocked him and perhaps +disgusted him. The whole tone was too calm and business-like. It was too +much as though she were fulfilling a duty and seeking to gain an object +rather than appealing to Dalrymple to forgive her for yielding to the +overwhelming mastery of a great passion. It was cold, it was +calculating, and it was, in a measure, unwomanly. + +When she had sent the letter, she told Griggs what she had done, but her +account of its contents satisfied him with one of those brilliant false +impressions which she knew so well how to convey. She told him rather +what she should have said than what she had really written, and, as +usual, he found that she had done right. + +It was not that she would not have written a better letter if she had +been able to compose one. She had done the best that she could. But the +truth lay there, or the letter was composed as an expression of what she +knew that she ought to feel, and was not the actual outpouring of an +overfull heart. She could not be blamed for not feeling more deeply, nor +for her inability to express what she did not feel. But when she spoke +of it to the man she loved, she roused herself to emotion easily enough, +and her words sounded well in her own ears and in his. To the last, he +never understood that she loved such emotion for its own sake, and that +he helped her to produce it in herself. In the comparatively simple +view of human nature which he took in those days, it seemed to him that +if a woman were willing to sacrifice everything, including social +respectability itself, for any man, she must love him with all her +heart. He could not have understood that any woman should give up +everything, practically, in the attempt to feel something of which she +was not capable. + +In reply to her letter, Dalrymple sent a draft for a considerable sum of +money, through his banker. The fact that it was addressed to her at Via +della Frezza was the only indication that he had received her letter. In +due time, Gloria wrote to thank him, but he took no notice of the +communication. + +"He never loved me," she said to Griggs as the days went by and brought +her nothing from her father. "I used to think so, when I was a mere +child, but I am sure of it now. You are the only human being that ever +loved me." + +She was pale that day, and her white hand sought his as she spoke, with +a quiver of the lip. + +"I am glad of it," he answered. "I shall not divide you with any one." + +So their life went on, somewhat monotonously after the first few weeks. +Griggs worked hard and earned more money than formerly, but he +discovered very soon that it would be all he could do to support Gloria +in bare comfort. He would not allow her to use her own money for +anything which was to be in common, or in which he had any share +whatever. + +"You must spend it on yourself," he said. "I will not touch it. I will +not accept anything you buy with it--not so much as a box of cigarettes. +You must spend it on your clothes or on jewels." + +"You are unkind," she answered. "You know how much pleasure it would +give me to help you." + +"Yes. I know. You cannot understand, but you must try. Men never do that +sort of thing." + +And, as usual, he dominated her, and she dropped the subject, inwardly +pleased with him, and knowing that he was right. + +His strength fascinated her, and she admired his manliness of heart and +feeling as she had never admired any qualities in any one during her +life. But he did not amuse her, even as much as she had been amused by +Reanda. He was melancholic, earnest, hard working, not inclined to +repeat lightly the words of love once spoken in moments of passion. He +meant, perhaps, to show her how he loved her by what he would do for her +sake, rather than tell her of it over and over again. And he worked as +he had never worked before, hour after hour, day after day, sitting at +his writing-table almost from morning till night. Besides his +correspondence, he was now writing a book, from which he hoped great +things--for her. It was a novel, and he read her day by day the pages he +wrote. She talked over with him what he had written, and her +imagination and dramatic intelligence, forever grasping at situations of +emotion for herself and others, suggested many variations upon his plan. + +"It is my book," she often said, when they had been talking all the +evening. + +It was her book, and it was a failure, because it was hers and not his. +Her imagination was disorderly, to borrow a foreign phrase, and she was +altogether without any sense of proportion in what she imagined. He did +not, indeed, look upon her as intellectually perfect, though for him she +was otherwise unapproachably superior to every other woman in the world. +But he loved her so wholly and unselfishly that he could not bear to +disappoint her by not making use of her suggestions. When she was +telling him of some scene she had imagined, her voice and manner, too, +were so thoroughly dramatic that he was persuaded of the real value of +the matter. Divested of her individuality and transferred in his rather +mechanically over-correct language to the black and white of pen and +ink, the result was disappointing, even when he read it to her. He knew +that it was, and wasted time in trying to improve what was bad from the +beginning. She saw that he failed, and she felt that he was not a man of +genius. Her vanity suffered because her ideas did not look well on his +paper. + +Before he had finished the manuscript, she had lost her interest in it. +Feeling that she had, and seeing it in her face, he exerted his strength +of will in the attempt to bring back the expression of surprise and +delight which the earlier readings had called up, but he felt that he +was working uphill and against heavy odds. Nevertheless he completed the +work, and spent much time in fancied improvement of its details. At a +later period in his life he wrote three successful books in the time he +had bestowed upon his first failure, but he wrote them alone. + +Gloria's face brightened when he told her that it was done. She took the +manuscript and read over parts of it to herself, smiling a little from +time to time, for she knew that he was watching her. She did not read it +all. + +"Dedicate it to me," she said, holding out one hand to find his, while +she settled the pages on her knees with the other. + +"Of course," he answered, and he wrote a few words of dedication to her +on a sheet of paper. + +He sent it to a publisher in London whom he knew. It was returned with +some wholesome advice, and Gloria's vanity suffered another blow, both +in the failure of the book which contained so many of her ideas and in +the failure of the man to be successful, for in her previous life she +had not been accustomed to failure of any sort. + +"I am afraid I am only a newspaper man, after all," said Paul Griggs, +quietly. "You will have to be satisfied with me as I am. But I will try +again." + +"No," answered Gloria, more coldly than she usually spoke. "When you +find that you cannot do a thing naturally, leave it alone. It is of no +use to force talent in one direction when it wants to go in another." + +She sighed softly, and busied herself with some work. Griggs felt that +he was a failure, and he felt lonely, too, for a moment, and went to his +own room to put away the rejected manuscript in a safe place. It was not +his nature to destroy it angrily, as some men might have done at his +age. + +When he came back to the door of the sitting-room he heard her singing, +as she often did when she was alone. But to-day she was singing an old +song which he had not heard for a long time, and which reminded him +painfully of that other house in which she had lived and of that other +man whom she never saw, but who was still her husband. + +He entered the room rather suddenly, after having paused a moment +outside, with his hand on the door. + +"Please do not sing that song!" he said quickly, as he entered. + +"Why not?" she asked, interrupting herself in the middle of a stave. + +"It reminds me of unpleasant things." + +"Does it? I am sorry. I will not sing it again." + +But she knew what it meant, for it reminded her of Reanda. She was no +longer so sure that the reminiscence was all painful. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV. + + +IN spite of all that Griggs could do, and he did his utmost, it was hard +to live in anything approaching to comfort on the meagre remuneration he +received for his correspondence, and his pride altogether forbade him to +allow Gloria to contribute anything to the slender resources of the +small establishment. At first, it had amused her to practise little +economies, even in the matter of their daily meals. Griggs denied +himself everything which was not absolutely necessary, and it pleased +Gloria to imitate him, for it made her feel that she was helping him. +The housekeeping was a simple affair enough, and she undertook it +readily. They had one woman servant as cook and maid-of-all-work, a +strong young creature, not without common-sense, and plentifully gifted +with that warm, superficial devotion which is common enough in Italian +servants. Gloria had kept house for her father long enough to understand +what she had undertaken, and it seemed easy at first to do the same +thing for Griggs, though on a much more restricted scale. + +But the restriction soon became irksome. In a more active and +interesting existence, she would perhaps not have felt the constant +pinching of such excessive economy. If there had been more means within +her reach for satisfying her hungry vanity, she could have gone through +the daily round of little domestic cares with a lighter heart or, at +least, with more indifference. But she and Griggs led a very lonely +life, and, as in all lonely lives, the smallest details became +important. + +It was not long before Gloria wished herself in her old home in the +Corso, not indeed with Reanda, but with Paul Griggs. He had made her +promise to use only the money he gave her himself for their +housekeeping. She secretly deceived him and drew upon her own store, and +listened in silence to his praise of her ingenuity in making the little +he was able to give her go so far. He trusted her so completely that he +suspected nothing. + +She expected that at the end of three months her father would send her +another draft, but the day passed, and she received nothing, so that she +at last wrote to him again, asking for money. It came, as before, +without any word of inquiry or greeting. Dalrymple evidently intended to +take this means of knowing from time to time that his daughter was alive +and well. She would be obliged to write to him whenever she needed +assistance. It was a humiliation, and she felt it bitterly, for she had +thought that she had freed herself altogether and she found herself +still bound by the necessity of asking for help. + +It seemed very hard to be thus shut off from the world in the prime of +her youth, and beauty, and talent. To a woman who craved admiration for +all she did and could do, it was almost unbearable. Paul Griggs worked +and looked forward to success, and was satisfied in his aspirations, and +more than happy in the companionship of the woman he so dearly loved. + +"I shall succeed," he said quietly, but with perfect assurance. "Before +long we shall be able to leave Rome, and begin life somewhere else, +where nobody will know our story. It will not be so dull for you there." + +"It is never dull when I am with you," said Gloria, but there was no +conviction in the tone any more. "If you would let me go upon the +stage," she added, with a change of voice, "things would be very +different. I could earn a great deal of money." + +But Paul Griggs was as much opposed to the project as Reanda had been, +and in this one respect he really asserted his will. He was so confident +of ultimately attaining to success and fortune by his pen that he would +not hear of Gloria's singing in public. + +"Besides," he said, after giving her many and excellent reasons, "if you +earned millions, I would not touch the money." + +She sighed for the lost opportunities of brilliant popularity, but she +smiled at his words, knowing how she had used her own money for him, and +in spite of him. But for her own part she had lost all belief in his +talent since the failure of the book he had written. + +The long summer days were hard to bear. He was not able to leave Rome, +for he was altogether dependent upon his regular correspondence for what +he earned, and he did not succeed in persuading his editors to employ +him anywhere else, for the very reason that he did so well what was +required of him where he was. + +The weather grew excessively hot, and it was terribly dreary and dull in +the little apartment in the Via della Frezza. All day long the windows +were tightly closed to keep out the fiery air, both the old green blinds +and the glass within them. Griggs had moved his writing-table to the +feeble light, and worked away as hard as ever. Gloria spent most of the +hot hours in reading and dreaming. They went out together early in the +morning and in the evening, when there was some coolness, but during the +greater part of the day they were practically imprisoned by the heat. + +Gloria watched the strong man and wondered at his power of working under +any circumstances. He was laborious as well as industrious. He often +wrote a page over two and three times, in the hope of improving it, and +he was capable of spending an hour in finding a quotation from a great +writer, not for the sake of quoting it, but in order to satisfy himself +that he had authority for using some particular construction of phrase. +He kept notebooks in which he made long indexed lists of words which in +common language were improperly used, with examples showing how they +should be rightly employed. + +"I am constructing a superiority for myself," he said once. "No one +living takes so much pains as I do." + +But Gloria had no faith in his painstaking ways, though she wondered at +his unflagging perseverance. Her own single great talent lay in her +singing, and she had never given herself any trouble about it. Reanda, +too, though he worked carefully and often slowly, worked without effort. +It was true that Griggs never showed fatigue, but that was due to his +amazing bodily strength. The intellectual labour was apparent, however, +and he always seemed to be painfully overcoming some almost unyielding +difficulty by sheer force of steady application, though nothing came of +it, so far as she could see. + +"I cannot understand why you take so much trouble," she said. "They are +only newspaper articles, after all, to be read to-day and forgotten +to-morrow." + +"I am learning to write," he answered. "It takes a long time to learn +anything unless one has a great gift, as you have for singing. I have +failed with one book, but I will not fail with another. The next will +not be an extraordinary book, but it will succeed." + +Nothing could disturb him, and he sat at his table day after day. He was +moved by the strongest incentives which can act upon a man, at the time +when he himself is strongest; namely, necessity and love. Even Gloria +could never discover whether he had what she would have called ambition. +He himself said that he had none, and she compared him with Reanda, who +believed in the divinity of art, the temple of fame, and the reality of +glory. + +In the young man's nature, Gloria had taken the place of all other +divinities, real and imaginary. His enduring nature could no more be +wearied in its worship of her than it could be tired in toiling for her. +He only resented the necessity of cutting out such a main part of the +day for work as left him but little time to be at leisure with her. + +She complained of his industry, for she was tired of spending her life +with novels, and the hours hung like leaden weights upon her, dragging +with her as she went through the day. + +"Give yourself a rest," she said, not because she thought he needed it, +but because she wished him to amuse her. + +"I am never tired of working for you," he answered, and the rare smile +came to his face. + +With any other man in the world she might have told the truth and might +have said frankly that her life was growing almost unbearable, buried +from the world as she was, and cut off from society. But she was +conscious that she should never dare to say as much to Paul Griggs. She +was realizing, little by little, that his love for her was greater than +she had dreamed of, and immeasurably stronger than what she felt for +him. + +Then she knew the pain of receiving more than she had to give. It was a +genuine pain of its kind, and in it, as in many other things, she +suffered a constant humiliation. She had taken herself for a heroic +character in the great moment when she had resolved to leave her +husband, intuitively sure that she loved Paul Griggs with all her heart, +and that she should continue to love him to the end in spite of the +world. She knew now that there was no endurance in the passion. + +The very efforts she made to sustain it contributed to its destruction; +but she continued to play her part. Her strong dramatic instinct told +her when to speak and when to be silent, and how to modulate her voice +to a tender appeal, to a touching sadness, to the strength of suppressed +emotion. It was for a good object, she told herself, and therefore it +must be right. He was giving his life for her, day by day, and he must +never know that she no longer loved him. It would kill him, she thought; +for with him it was all real. She grew melancholy and thought of death. +If she died young, he should never guess that she had not loved him to +the very last. + +In her lonely thoughts she dwelt upon the possibility, for it was a +possibility now. There was that before her which, when it came, might +turn life into death very suddenly. She had moments of tenderness when +she thought of her own dead face lying on the white pillow, and the +picture was so real that her eyes filled with tears. She would be very +beautiful when she was dead. + +The idea took root in her mind; for it afforded her an inward emotion +which touched her strangely and cost her nothing. It gained in +fascination as she allowed it to come back when it would, and the +details of death came vividly before her imagination, as she had read of +them in books,--her own white face, the darkened room, the candles, Paul +Griggs standing motionless beside her body. + +One day he looked from his work and saw tears on her cheeks. He dropped +his pen as though something had struck him unawares; and he was beside +her in a moment, looking anxiously into her eyes. + +"What is it?" he asked, and his hands were on hers and pressed them. + +"It is nothing," she answered. "It is natural, I suppose--" + +"No. It is not natural. You are unhappy. Tell me what is the matter." + +"It is foolish," she said, turning her face from him. "I see you working +so hard day after day. I am a burden to you--it would be better if I +were out of the way. You are working yourself to death. If you could see +your face sometimes!" And more tears trickled down. + +His strong hands shook suddenly. + +"I am not working too hard--for me," he answered, but his voice trembled +a little. "One of your tears hurts me more than a hundred years of hard +work. Even if it were true--I would rather die for you than live to be +the greatest man that ever breathed--without you." + +She threw her arms about his neck, and hid her face upon his shoulder. + +"Tell me you love me!" she cried. "You are all I have in the world!" + +"Does it need telling?" he asked, soothing her. + +Then all at once his arms tightened so that she could hardly draw breath +for a moment, and his head was bent down and rested for an instant upon +her neck as though he himself sought rest and refuge. + +"I think you know, dear," he said. + +She knew far better than he could tell her, for the truth of his +passion shook the dramatic and artificial fabric of her own to its +foundations; and even as she pressed him to her, she felt that secret +repugnance which those who do not love feel for those who love them +overmuch. It was mingled with a sense of shame which made her hate +herself, and she began to suffer acutely. + +When she thought of Reanda, as she now often did, she longed for what +she had felt for him, rather than for anything she had ever felt for +Paul Griggs. In the pitiful reaching after something real, she groped +for memories of true tenderness, and now and then they came back to her +from beyond the chaos which lay between, as memories of home come to a +man cast after many storms upon a desert island. She dwelt upon them and +tried to construct an under-life out of the past, made up only of sweet +things amongst which all that had not been good should be forgotten. She +went for comfort to the days when she had loved Reanda, before their +marriage--or when she had loved his genius as though it were himself, +believing that it was all for her. + +Beside her always, with even, untiring strength, Paul Griggs toiled on, +his whole life based and founded in hers, every penstroke for her, every +dream of her, every aspiration and hope for her alone. He was splendidly +unconscious of his own utter loneliness, blankly unaware of the +life-comedy--or tragedy--which Gloria was acting for him out of pity +for the heart she could break, and out of shame at finding out what her +own heart was. Had he known the truth, the end would have come quickly +and terribly. But he did not know it. The woman's gifts were great, and +her beauty was greater. Greater than all was his whole-souled belief in +her. He had never conceived it possible, in his ignorance of women, that +a woman should really love him. She, whom he had first loved so +hopelessly, had given him all she had to give, which was herself, +frankly and freely. And after she had come to him, she loved him for a +time, beyond even self-deception. But when she no longer loved him, she +hid her secret and kept it long and well; for she feared him. He was not +like Reanda. He would not strike only; he would kill and make an end of +both. + +But she might have gone much nearer to the truth without danger. It was +not his nature to ask anything nor to expect much, and he had taken all +there was to take, and knew it, and was satisfied. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI. + + +THE summer passed, with its monotonous heat. Rain fell in August and +poisoned the campagna with fever for six weeks, and the clear October +breezes blew from the hills, and the second greenness of the late season +was over everything for a brief month of vintage and laughter. Then came +November with its pestilent sirocco gales and its dampness, pierced and +cut through now and then by the first northerly winds of winter. + +And then, one day, there was a new life in the little apartment in the +Via della Frezza. Fate, relentless, had brought to the light a little +child, to be the grandson of that fated Maria Braccio who had died long +ago, to have his day of happiness and his night of suffering in his turn +and to be a living bond between Gloria and the man who loved her. + +They called the boy Walter Crowdie for a relative of Angus Dalrymple, +who had been the last of the name. It was convenient, and he would never +need any other, nor any third name after the two given to him in +baptism. + +For a few days after the child's birth, Griggs left his writing-table. +He was almost too happy to work, and he spent many hours by Gloria's +side, not talking, for he knew that she must be kept quiet, but often +holding her hand and always looking at her face, with the strong, dumb +devotion of a faithful bloodhound. + +Often she pretended to be sleeping when he was there, though she was +wide awake and could have talked well enough. But it was easier to seem +to be asleep than to play the comedy now, while she was so weak and +helpless. With the simplicity of a little child Griggs watched her, and +when her eyes were closed believed that she was sleeping. As soon as she +opened them he spoke to her. She understood and sometimes smiled in +spite of herself, with close-shut lids. He thought she was dreaming of +him, or of the child, and was smiling in her sleep. + +As she lay there and thought over all that had happened, she knew that +she hated him as she had never loved him, even in the first days. And +she hated the child, for its life was the last bond, linking her to Paul +Griggs and barring her from the world forever. Until it had been there +she had vaguely felt that if she had the courage and really wished it, +she might in some way get back to her old life. She knew that all hope +of that was gone from her now. + +In the deep perspective of her loosened intelligence the endless years +to come rolled away, grey and monotonous, to their vanishing point. She +had made her choice and had not found heart to give it up, after she had +made it, while there was yet time. Time itself took shape before her +closed eyes, as many succeeding steps, and she saw herself toiling up +them, a bent, veiled figure of great weariness. It was terrible to look +forward to such truth, and the present was no better. She grasped at the +past and dragged it up to her and looked at its faded prettiness, and +would have kissed it, as though it had been a living thing. But she knew +that it was dead and that what lived was horrible to her. + +She wished that she might die, as she had often thought she might during +the long summer months. In those days her eyes had filled with tears of +pity for herself. They were dry now, for the suffering was real and the +pain was in her bodily heart. Yet she was so strong, and she feared Paul +Griggs with such an abject fear, that she played the comedy when she +could not make him think that she was asleep. + +"My only thought is for you," she said. "It is another burden on you." + +He was utterly happy, and he laughed aloud. + +"It is another reason for working," he said. + +And even as he said it she saw the writing-table, the poor room, his +stern, determined face and busy hand, and herself seated in her own +chair, with a half-read novel on her lap, staring at the grey future of +mediocrity and mean struggling that loomed like a leaden figure above +his bent head. Year after year, perhaps, she was to sit in that chair +and watch the same silent battle for bare existence. It was too horrible +to be borne. If only he were a man of genius, she could have suffered it +all, she thought, and more also. But he himself said that he had no +genius. His terrible mechanics of mind killed the little originality he +had. His gloomy sobriety over his work made her desperate. But she +feared him. The belief grew on her that if he ever found out that she +did not love him, he would end life then, for them both--perhaps for +them all three. + +Surely, hell had no tortures worse than hers, she thought. Yet she bore +them, in terror of him. And he was perfectly happy and suspected +nothing. She could not understand how with his melancholy nature and his +constant assertion that he had but a little talent and much industry for +all his stock in trade, he could believe in his own future as he did. It +was an anomaly, a contradiction of terms, a weak point in the low level +of his unimaginative, dogged strength. She thought often of the poor +book he had written. She had heard that talent was stirred to music by a +great passion that strung it and struck it, till its heartstrings rang +wild changes and breathed deep chords, and burst into rushing harmonies +of eloquence. But his love was dumb and dull, though it might be deadly. +There had been neither eloquence nor music in his book. It had been an +old story, badly told. He had said that he was only fit to be a +newspaper man, and it was true, so far as she could see. His letters to +the paper were excellent in their way, but that was all he could do. And +she had given him, in the child, another reason for being what he was, +hard-working, silent--dull. + +She looked at him and wondered; for there was a mystery in his shadowy +eyes and still face, which had promised much more than she had ever +found in him. There was something mysterious and dreadful, too, in his +unnatural strength. The fear of him grew upon her, and sometimes when he +kissed her she burst into tears out of sheer terror at his touch. + +"They are tears of happiness," she said, trembling and drying her eyes +quickly. + +She smiled, and he believed her, happier every day in her and in the +child. + +Then came the realization of the grey dream of misery. Again she was +seated by the window in her accustomed chair, and he was in his place, +pen in hand, eyes on paper, thoughts fixed like steel in that obstinate +effort to do better, while she had the certainty of his failure before +her. And between them, in a straw cradle with a hood, all gauze and +lace and blue ribbons, lay the thing that bound her to him and cut her +off forever from the world,--little Walter Crowdie, the child without a +name, as she called him in her thoughts. And above the child, between +her and Paul Griggs, floated the little imaginary stage on which she was +to go on acting her play over and over again till all was done. She had +not even the right to shed tears for herself without telling him that +they were for the happiness he expected of her. + +He would not leave her. He had scarcely been out of the house for weeks, +though the only perceptible effect of remaining indoors so long was that +he had grown a little paler. She implored him to go out. In a few days +she would be able to go with him, and meanwhile there was no reason why +he should be perpetually at her side. He yielded to her importunity at +last, and she was left alone with the child. + +It was a relief even greater than she had anticipated. She could cry, +she could laugh, she could sing, and he was not there to ask questions. +For one moment after she had heard the outer door close behind him she +almost hesitated as to which she should do, for she was half hysterical +with the long outward restraint of herself while, inwardly, she had +allowed her thoughts to run wild as they would. She stood for a moment, +and there was a vague, uncertain look in her face. Then her breast +heaved, and she burst into tears, weeping as never before in her short +life, passionately, angrily, violently, without thought of control, or +indeed of anything definite. + +Before an hour had passed Griggs came back. She was seated quietly in +her chair, as when he had left her. The light was all behind her, and he +could not see the slight redness of her eyes. Pale as she was, he +thought she had never been more beautiful. There was a gentleness in her +manner, too, beyond what he was accustomed to. He believed that perhaps +she might be the better for being left to herself for an hour or two +every day, until she should be quite strong again. On the following day +she again suggested that he should go out for a walk, and he made no +objection. + +Again, as soon as he was gone, she burst into tears, almost in spite of +herself, though she unconsciously longed for the relief they had brought +her the first time. But to-day the fit of weeping did not pass so soon. +The spasms of sobbing lasted long after her eyes were dry, and she had +less time to compose herself before Griggs returned. Still, he noticed +nothing. The tears had refreshed her, and he found that same gentleness +which had touched him on the previous day. + +Several times, after that, he went out and left her alone in the +afternoon. Then, one day, while he was walking, a heavy shower came on, +and he made his way home as fast as he could. He opened the door quickly +and came upon her to find her sobbing as though her heart would break. + +He turned very pale and stood still for a moment. There was terror in +her face when she saw him, but in an instant he was holding her in his +arms and kissing her hair, asking her what was the matter. + +"I am a millstone around your neck!" she sobbed. "It is breaking my +heart--I shall die, if I see you working so!" + +He tried to comfort her, soothing her and laughing at her fears for him, +but believing her, as he always did. Little by little, her sobs +subsided, and she was herself again, as far as he could see. He tried to +argue the case fairly on its merits. + +She listened to him, and listening was a new torture, knowing as she did +what her tears were shed for. But she had to play the comedy again, at +short notice, not having had the time to compose herself and enjoy the +relief she found in crying alone. + +It was a relief which she sought again and again. When she thought of it +afterwards, it was as an indescribable, half-painful, half-pleasant +emotion through which she passed every day. When she felt that it was +before her, as soon as Griggs was out of the house, she made a slight +effort to resist it, for she was sensible enough to understand that it +was becoming a habit which she could not easily break. + +Even after she was quite strong again, Griggs often left her to herself +for an hour, and he did not again come in accidentally and find her in +tears. He thought it natural that she should sometimes wish to be alone. + +One day, when she had dried her eyes, she took a sheet of paper from his +table and began to write. She had no distinct intention, but she knew +that she was going to write about herself and her sufferings. It gave +her a strange and unhealthy pleasure to set down in black and white all +that she suffered. She could look at it, turn it, change it, and look at +it again. Constantly, as the pen ran on, the tears came to her eyes +afresh, and she brushed them away with a smile. + +Then, all at once, she looked at the clock--the same cheap little +American clock which had ticked so long on the mantelpiece in Griggs's +old lodging upstairs. She knew that he would be back before long, and +she tore the sheets she had covered into tiny strips and threw them into +the waste-paper basket. When Griggs returned, she was singing softly to +herself over her needlework. + +But she had enjoyed a rare delight in writing down the story of her +troubles. The utter loneliness of her existence, when Griggs was not +with her, made it natural enough. Then a strange thought crossed her +mind. She would write to Reanda and tell him that she had forgiven him, +and had expiated the wrong she had done him. She craved the excitement +of confession, and it could do no harm. He might, perhaps, answer her. +Griggs would never know, for she always received the letters and sorted +them for him, merely to save him trouble. The correspondence of a +newspaper man is necessarily large, covering many sources of his +information. + +It was rather a wild idea, she thought, but it attracted her, or rather +it distracted her thoughts by taking her out of the daily comedy she was +obliged to keep up. There was in it, too, a very slight suggestion of +danger; for it was conceivable, though almost impossible, that some +letter of hers or her husband's might fall into Griggs's hands. There +was a perverseness about it which was seductive to her tortuous mind. + +At the first opportunity she wrote a very long letter. It was the letter +of a penitent. She told him all that she had told herself a hundred +times, and it was a very different production from the one she had sent +to her father nearly a year earlier. There were tears in the phrases, +there were sobs in the broken sentences. And there were tears in her own +eyes when she sealed it. + +She was going to ring for the woman servant to take it, and her hand +was on the bell. She paused, looked at the addressed envelope, glanced +furtively round the room, and then kissed it passionately. Then she +rang. + +Griggs came home later than usual, but he thought she was preoccupied +and absent-minded. + +"Has anything gone wrong?" he asked anxiously. + +"Wrong?" she repeated. "Oh no!" She sighed. "It is the same thing. I am +always anxious about you. You were a little pale before you went out and +you had hardly eaten anything at breakfast." + +"There is nothing the matter with me," laughed Griggs. "I am +indestructible. I defy fate." + +She started perceptibly, for she was too much of an Italian not to be a +little superstitious. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII. + + +STEPHANONE was often seen in the Via della Frezza, for the host of the +little wine shop was one of his good customers. The neighbourhood was +very quiet and respectable, and the existence of the wine shop was a +matter of convenience and almost of necessity to the respectable +citizens who dwelt there. They sent their women servants or came +themselves at regular hours, bringing their own bottles and vessels of +all shapes and of many materials for the daily allowance of wine; they +invariably paid in cash, and they never went away in the summer. The +business was a very good one; for the Romans, though they rarely drink +too much and are on the whole a sober people, consume an amount of +strong wine which would produce a curious effect upon any other race, in +any other climate. Stefanone, though his wife had formerly thought him +extravagant, had ultimately turned out to be a very prudent person, and +in the course of a thirty years' acquaintance with Rome had selected his +customers with care, judgment, and foresight. Whenever he was in Rome +and had time to spare he came to the little shop in the Via della +Frezza. He had stood godfather for one of the host's children, which in +those days constituted a real tie between parents and god-parents. + +But he had another reason for his frequent visits since that night on +which he had accompanied Gloria and had shielded her from the rain with +his gigantic brass-tipped umbrella. He took an interest in her, and +would wait a long time in the hope of seeing her, sitting on a +rush-bottomed stool outside the wine shop, and generally chewing the end +of a wisp of broom. He had the faculty of sitting motionless for an hour +at a time, his sturdy white-stockinged legs crossed one over the other, +his square peasant's hands crossed upon his knee,--the sharp angles of +the thumb-bones marked the labouring race,--his soft black hat tilted a +little forward over his eyes, his jacket buttoned up when the weather +was cool, thrown back and showing the loosened shirt open far below the +throat when the day was warm. + +Gloria reminded him of Dalrymple. The process of mind was a very simple +one and needs no analysis. He had sought Dalrymple for years, but in +vain, and Gloria had something in her face which recalled her father, +though the latter's features were rough and harshly accentuated. +Stefanone had made the acquaintance of the one-eyed cobbler without +difficulty and had ascertained that there was a mystery about Gloria, +whom the cobbler had first seen on the morning after Stefanone had met +her in the storm. It was of course very improbable that she should be +the daughter of Dalrymple and Annetta, but even the faint possibility of +being on the track of his enemy had a strong effect upon the unforgiving +peasant. If he ever found Dalrymple, he intended to kill him. In the +meanwhile he had found a simple plan for finding out whether Gloria was +the Scotchman's daughter or not. He waited patiently for the spring, and +he came to Rome now every month for a week at a time. + +More than once during the past year he had brought small presents of +fruit and wine and country cakes for Gloria, and both she and Griggs +knew all about him, and got their wine from the little shop which he +supplied. Gloria was pleased by the decent, elderly peasant's admiration +of her beauty, which he never failed to express when he got a chance of +speaking to her. When little Walter Crowdie was first carried out into +the sun, Stefanone was in the street, and he looked long and earnestly +into the baby's face. + +"There is the same thing in the eyes," he muttered, as he turned away, +after presenting the nurse with a beautiful jumble, which looked as +though it had been varnished, and was adorned with small drops of hard +pink sugar. "If it is he--an evil death on him and all his house." + +And he strolled slowly back to the wine shop, his hand fumbling with the +big, curved, brass-handled knife which he carried in the pocket of his +blue cloth breeches. + +He was certainly mistaken about the baby's eyes, which were remarkably +beautiful and of a very soft brown; whereas Dalrymple's were hard, blue, +and steely, and it was not possible that anything like an hereditary +expression should be recognizable in the face of a child three weeks +old. But his growing conviction made his imagination complete every link +which chanced to be missing in the chain. + +One day, in the spring, he met Griggs when the latter was going out +alone. + +"A word, Signore, if you permit," he said politely. + +"Twenty," replied Griggs, giving the common Roman answer. + +"Signore, Subiaco is a beautiful place," said the peasant. "In spring it +is an enchantment. In summer, I tell you nothing. It is as fresh as +Paradise. There is water, water, as much as you please. Wine is not +wanting, and it seems that you know that. The butcher kills calves twice +a week, and sometimes an ox when there is an old one, or one lame. Eh, +in Subiaco, one is well." + +"I do not doubt it when I look at you," answered Griggs, without a +smile. + +"Thanks be to Heaven, my health still assists me. But I am thinking of +you and of your beautiful lady and of that little angel, whom God +preserve. In truth, you appear to me as the Holy Family. I should not +say it to every one, but the air of Subiaco is thin, the water is light, +and, for a house, mine is of the better ones. One knows that we are +country people, but we are clean people; there are neither chickens nor +children. If you find a flea, I will have him set in gold. You shall +say, 'This is the flea that was found in Stefanone's house.' In that way +every one will know. I do not speak of the beds. The pope could sleep in +the one in the large room at the head of the staircase, the pope with +all his cardinals. They would say, 'Now we know that this is indeed a +bed.' Do you wish better than this? I do not know. But if you will bring +your lady and the baby, you will see. Eyes tell no lies." + +"And the price?" inquired Griggs, struck by the good sense of the +suggestion. + +"Whatever you choose to give. If you give nothing, we shall have had +your company. In general, we take three pauls a day, and we give the +wine. You shall make the price as you like it. Who thinks of these +things? We are Christians." + +When Griggs spoke of the project to Gloria, she embraced it eagerly. He +said that he should be obliged to come to Rome every week on account of +his correspondence. But Subiaco was no longer as inaccessible as +formerly, and there was now a good carriage road all the way and a daily +public conveyance. He should be absent three days, and would spend the +other four with her. + +It was a sacrifice on his part, as she guessed from the way in which he +spoke, but it was clearly necessary that Gloria and the child should +have country air during the coming summer. He had often reproached +himself with not having made some such arrangement for the preceding hot +season, but he had seen that she did not suffer from the heat, and his +presence in the capital had been very necessary for his work. Now, +however, it looked possible enough, and before Stefanone went back to +the country for his next trip a preliminary agreement had been made. + +Gloria looked forward with impatience to the liberty she was to gain by +his regular absences, for her life was becoming unbearable. She felt +that she could not much longer sustain the perpetual comedy she was +acting, unless she could get an interval of rest from time to time. At +first, the hour he gave her daily when he went out alone had been a +relief and had sufficed. The tears she shed, the letters she wrote to +Reanda, rested her and refreshed her. For she had written others since +that first one, though he had never answered any of them. But the small +daily interruption of her acting was no longer enough. The taste of +liberty had bred an intense craving for more of it, and she dreamed of +being alone for days together. + +She wrote to Reanda now without the slightest hope of receiving any +reply, as madmen sometimes write endless letters to women they love, +though they have never exchanged a word with them. It was a vent for her +pent-up suffering. It could make no difference, and Griggs could never +know. Her strange position put the point of faithfulness out of the +question. She was in love with her husband, and the man who loved her +held her to her play of love by the terror she felt of what lay behind +his gentleness. She dreamed once that he had found out the truth, and +was tearing her head from her body with those hands of his, slowly, +almost gently, with mysterious eyes and still face. She woke, and found +that the heavy tress of her hair was twisted round her throat and was +choking her; but the impression remained, and her dread of Griggs +increased, and it became harder and harder to act her part. + +At the same time the attraction of secretly writing to her husband grew +stronger, day by day. She did not send him all she wrote, nor a tenth +part of all, and the greater portion of her outpourings went into the +fire, or they were torn to infinitesimal bits and thrown into the +waste-paper basket. She was critical, in a strangely morbid way, of what +she wrote. The fact that she was acting for Griggs, and knew it, made +her dread to write anything to Reanda which could possibly seem +insincere. No aspiring young author ever took greater pains over his +work than she sometimes bestowed upon the composition of these letters, +or judged his work more conscientiously and severely than she. And the +result was that she told of her life with wonderful sincerity and truth. +Truth was her only luxury in the midst of the great lie she had to +sustain. She revelled in it, and yet, fearing to lose it, she used it +with a conscientiousness which she had never exhibited in anything she +had done before. It was her single delight, and she treasured it with +scrupulous and miserly care. In her letters, at least, she could be +really herself. + +But the strain was telling upon her visibly, and Griggs was very anxious +about her, and hastened their departure for Subiaco as soon as the +weather began to grow warm, hoping that the mountain air would bring the +colour back to her pale cheeks. For her beauty's sake, he could almost +have deprecated the prospect, strange to say, for she had never seemed +more perfectly beautiful than now. She was thinner than she had formerly +been, and her pallor had refined her by softening the look of hard and +brilliant vitality which had characterized her before she had left +Reanda. There is perhaps no beauty which is not beautified by a touch +of sadness. Griggs saw it, and while his eyes rejoiced, his heart sank. + +He knew what an utterly lonely life she was leading, even as he judged +her existence, and the tender string was touched in his deep nature. She +had sacrificed everything for him, as he told himself many a time in his +solitary walks. All the love he had given and had to give could never +repay her for what she had given him. Marriage, he reflected, was often +a bargain, but such devotion as hers was a gift for which there could be +no return. She had ruined herself in the eyes of the world for him, but +the world would never accuse him, nor shut its doors upon him because he +had accepted what she had so freely given. He was not an emotional man, +but even he longed for some turn of life in which for her sake he might +do something above the dead level of that commonplace heroism which +begins in hard work and ends in the attainment of ordinary necessities. +He felt his strength in him and about him, and he wished that he could +let it loose upon some adversary in the physical satisfaction of +fighting for what he loved. It was not a high aspiration, but it was a +manly one. + +He drew upon his resources to the utmost, in order to make her +comfortable in Subiaco when they should get there. He was not a dreamer, +though he dreamed when he had time. It was his nature to take all the +things which came to him to be done and to do them one after another +with untiring energy. He worked at his correspondence, and got +additional articles to write for periodicals, though it was no easy +matter in that day when the modern periodical was in its infancy. + +Gloria, acting her part, complained sadly that he worked too hard. Work +as he might, he had no such stress to fear as was wearing out her life. +She hated him, she feared him, and she envied him. Sometimes she pitied +him, and then it was easier for her to act the play. As for Griggs, he +laughed and told her for the hundredth time that he was indestructible +and defied fate. + +So far as he could see what he had to deal with, he could defy anything. +But there was that beyond of which he could not dream, and destiny, with +leaden hands, was already upon him, on the day when a great, +old-fashioned carriage, loaded with boxes and belongings, brought him +and his to the door of Stefanone's house in Subiaco. + +Sora Nanna, grey-haired, and withered as a brown apple, but tough as +leather still, stood on the threshold to receive them. She no longer +wore the embroidered napkin on her hair, for civilization had advanced a +generation in Subiaco, and a coloured handkerchief flapped about her +head, and she had caught one corner of it in her teeth to keep it out of +her eyes, as the afternoon breeze blew it across her leathery face. + +First at the door of the carriage she saw the baby, held up by its +nurse, and the old woman threw up her hands and clapped them, and crowed +to the child till it laughed. Then Griggs got out. And then, out of the +dark shadow of the coach, a face looked at Sora Nanna, and it was a face +she had known long ago, with dark eyes, beautiful and deadly pale, and +very fateful. + +She turned white herself, and her teeth chattered. + +"Madonna Santissima!" she cried, shrinking back. + +She crossed herself, and did not dare to meet Gloria's eyes again for +some time. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII. + + +SORA NANNA showed her new lodgers their rooms. They were the ones +Dalrymple had occupied long ago, together with a third, opening +separately from the same landing. In what had been the Scotchman's +laboratory, and which was now turned into a small bedroom, a large chest +stood in a corner, of the sort used by the peasant women to this day for +their wedding outfits. + +"If it is not in your way, I will leave it here," said Sora Nanna. +"There are certain things in it." + +"What things?" asked Gloria, idly, and for the sake of making +acquaintance with the woman, rather than out of curiosity. + +"Things, things," answered Nanna. "Things of that poor girl's. We had a +daughter, Signora." + +"Did she die long ago?" inquired Gloria, in a tone of sympathy. + +"We lost her, Signora," said Nanna, simply. "Look at these beds! They +are new, new! No one has ever slept in them. And linen there is, as much +as you can ask for. We are country people, Signora, but we are good +people. I do not say that we are rich. One knows--in Rome everything is +beautiful. Even the chestnuts are of gold. Here, we are in the country, +Signora. You will excuse, if anything is wanting." + +But Gloria was by no means inclined to find fault. She breathed more +freely in the mountain air, she was tired with the long drive from +Tivoli, where they had spent the previous night, and she was more hungry +than she had been for a long time. + +It was not dark when they sat down to supper in the old guest chamber +which opened upon the street. Nanna was anxious and willing to bring +them their supper upstairs, but Gloria preferred the common room. She +said it would amuse her, and in reality it was easier for her not to be +alone with Griggs, and by going downstairs on the first evening she +meant to establish a precedent for the whole summer. He had told her +that he must go back to Rome for his work on the next day but one, and +she counted the hours before her up to the minute when she should be +free and alone. + +They sat down at the old table at which Dalrymple had eaten his solitary +meals so often, more than twenty years earlier. There was no change. +There were the same solid, old-fashioned silver forks and spoons, there +were plates of the same coarse china, tumblers of the same heavy pressed +glass. Had Dalrymple been there, he would have recognized the old brass +lamp with its three beaks which poor Annetta had so often brought in +lighted when he sat there at dusk. On the shelf in the corner were the +selfsame decanters full of transparent aniseed and pink alchermes and +coarse brown brandy. Stefanone came in, laid his hat upon the bench, and +put his stick in the corner just as he had always done. There was no +change, except that Annetta was not there, and the husband and wife had +grown almost old since those days. + +"How often does the post go to Rome?" Gloria asked of Sora Nanna, while +they were at supper. + +"Every evening, at one of the night, Signora. There are also many +occasions of sending by the carters." + +"I can write to you every day when you are away," said Gloria in English +to Griggs. + +She was thinking of those letters which she wrote to Reanda almost in +spite of herself, but the loving smile did not play her false, and +Griggs believed her. + +In her, the duality of her being had created two distinct lives. For +him, the two elements of consciousness and perception were merged in one +by his love. All that he felt he saw in her, and all that he saw in her +he felt. The perfection of love, while it lasts, is in that double +certainty from within and from without, which, if once disturbed, can +never be restored again. Singly, the one part or the other may remain +as of old, but the wholeness of the two has but one chance of life. + +On that first night Gloria had an evil dream. She had fallen asleep, +tired from the journey and worn out with the endless weariness of her +secret suffering. She awoke in the small hours, and moonlight was +streaming into the room. She was startled to find herself in a strange +place, at first, and then she realized where she was, and gazed at the +clouded panes of common glass as her head lay on the pillow, and she +marked the moonlight on the brick floor by the joints of the bricks, and +watched how it crept silently away. For the moon was waning, and had not +long risen above the black line of the hills. + +Her eyelids drooped, but she saw it all distinctly still--more +distinctly than before, she thought. The level light rose slowly from +the floor; very, very slowly, stiff and straight as a stark, shrouded +corpse, and stood upright between her and the window. She felt the heavy +hair rising on her scalp, and an intense horror took possession of her +body, and thrilled through her from head to foot and from her feet to +her head. But she could not move. She felt that something held her and +pressed on her, as though the air were moulded about her like cast iron. + +The thing stood between her and the window, stiff and white. It showed +its face, and the face was white, too. It was Angelo Reanda. She knew +it, though there seemed to be no eyes in the white thing. She felt its +dead voice speaking to her. + +"An evil death on you and all your house," it said. + +The face was gone again, but the thing was still there. Very, very +slowly, stiff and white, it lay back, straight from the heel upwards, +unbending as it sank, till it laid itself upon the floor, and she was +staring at the joints of the bricks in the moonlight. + +Then she shrieked aloud and awoke. The moonlight had moved a foot or +more, and she knew that she had been asleep. + +"It was only a dream," she said to Griggs in the morning. "I thought I +saw you dead, dear. It frightened me." + +"I am not dead yet," he laughed. "It was that salad--there were potatoes +in it." + +She turned away; for the contrast between the triviality of what he said +and the horror of what she had felt brought an expression to her face +which even her consummate art could not have concealed. + +The impression lasted all day, and when she went to bed she carefully +closed the shutters so that the moonlight should not fall upon the +floor. The dream did not return. + +"It must have been the salad," said Griggs, when she told him that she +had not been disturbed again. + +But Gloria was thinking of death, and his words jarred upon her +horribly, as a trivial jest would jar on a condemned man walking from +his cell to the scaffold. In the evening Griggs went by the diligence to +Rome, and Gloria was left alone with her child and the nurse. + +Then she sat down and wrote to Reanda with a full heart and a trembling +hand. She told him of her dream, and how the fear of his death had +broken her nerves. She implored him to come out and see her when Griggs +was in Rome. She could let him know when to start, if he would write one +word. It was but a little journey, she said, and the cool mountain air +would do him good. But if he would not come, she besought him to write +to her, if it were only a line, to say that he was alive. She could not +forget the dream until she should know that he was safe. + +She was not critical of her writing any more, for she was no longer in +fear of being misunderstood, and she wrote desperately. It seemed to her +that she was writing with her blood. She had sent him many letters +without hope of answer, but something told her that she could not appeal +in vain forever, and that he would at last reply to her. + +Two days passed, and she spent much of her time with the child. She +felt that in time she might love it, if Griggs were not beside her. Then +he came back, and in the great joy of seeing her again after that first +short separation, the stern voice grew as soft as a woman's, and the +still face was moved. She had looked forward with dread to his return, +and she shivered when he touched her; she would have given all she had +if only he would not kiss her. Then, when she felt that he might have +found her cold to him at the first moment, that he might guess, that he +might find out her secret, she shivered again from head to heel, in fear +of him, and she forced the smile upon her face with all her will. + +"I am so glad, that I am almost frightened!" she cried, and lest the +smile should be imperfect, she hid it against his shoulder. + +She could have bitten the cloth and the tough arm under it, as she felt +him kiss the back of her neck just at the roots of the hair; as it was, +she grasped his arm convulsively. + +"How strong you are!" he laughed, as he felt the pressure of her +fingers. + +"Yes," she answered. "It is the mountain air--and you," she added. + +And, as ever, it seemed to him true. The days he spent with her were +heavenly to him as they were days of living earthly hell to her. He did +not even leave her alone for an hour or two, as he had done in the +city, for when he was in Rome without her he did double work and +shortened his sleep by half, that he might lengthen the time he was to +have with her. The heat of the capital and the late hours brought out +dark shadows under his eyes, and gave her another excuse for saying that +he was overworking for her sake, and that she was a burden upon him--she +and the child. + +On the morning before he next went to Rome, she received a letter from +Reanda. The blood rushed scarlet to her face, but Griggs was busy with +his own letters and did not see it. + +She went to the baby's room. The child had been taken out by the nurse, +and she sat down in the nurse's chair by the empty cradle and broke the +seal of the note. There was a big sheet of paper inside, on which were +written these lines in the artist's small, nervous handwriting:-- + +"I am perfectly well, but I understand your anxiety about my health. I +do not wish to see you, but as human life is uncertain I have given +instructions that you may be at once informed of the good news of my +death, if you outlive me." + +Gloria's hand closed upon the sheet of paper, and she reeled forward and +sideways in the chair, as though she had received a stunning blow. She +heard heavy footsteps on the brick floor in the next room and with a +desperate effort at consciousness she hid the crumpled letter in her +bosom before the door opened. But the room swam with her as she grasped +the straw cradle and tried to steady herself. + +In an agony of terror she heard the footsteps coming nearer and nearer, +then retreating again, then turning back towards her. She prayed to God +at that moment that Griggs might not open the door. To gain strength, +she forced herself to rise to her feet and stand upright, but with the +first step she took, she stumbled against the chest that contained +Annetta's belongings. The physical pain roused her. She drew breath more +freely, and listened. Griggs was moving about in the other room, +probably putting together some few things which he meant to take to Rome +with him that evening. It seemed an hour before she heard him go away, +and the echo of his footsteps came more and more faintly as he went down +the stairs. He evidently had not guessed that she was in the little room +which served as a nursery--the room which had once been Dalrymple's +laboratory. + +She did not read the letter again, but she found a match and set fire to +it, and watched it as it burned to black, gossamer-like ashes on the +brick floor. It was long before she had the courage to go down and face +Griggs and say that she was ready for the daily walk together before the +midday meal. And all that day she went about dreamily, scarcely knowing +what she did or said, though she was sure that she did not fail in +acting her part, for the habit was so strong that the acting was +natural to her, except when something waked her to herself too suddenly. + +He went away at last in the evening, and she was free to do what she +pleased with herself, to close the deadly wound she had received, if +that were possible, to forget it even for an hour, if she could. + +But she could not. She felt that it was her death-wound, for it had +killed a hope which she had tended and fostered into an inner life for +herself. She felt that her husband hated her, as she hated Paul Griggs. + +She was impelled to fall upon her knees and pray to Something, +somewhere, though she knew not what, but she was ashamed to do it when +she thought of her life. That Something would turn upon her and curse +her, as Reanda had cursed her in her dream--and in the cruel words he +had written. + +She hardly slept that night, and she rose in the morning heavy-eyed and +weary. Going out into the old garden behind the house she met Sora Nanna +with a basket of clothes on her head, just starting to go up to the +convent, followed by two of her women. + +"Signora," said the old woman, with her leathern smile, "you are +consuming yourself because the husband is in Rome. You are doing +wrong." + +Gloria started, stared at her, and then understood, and nodded. + +"Come up to the convent with us," said Nanna. "You will divert yourself, +and while they take in the clothes, I will show you the church. It is +beautiful. I think that even in Rome it would be a beautiful church. I +will show you where the sisters are buried and I will tell you how +Sister Maria Addolorata was burned in her cell. But she was not buried +with the rest. When you come back, you will eat with a double appetite, +and I will make gnocchi of polenta for dinner. Do you like gnocchi, +Signora? There is much resistance in them." + +Gloria went with the washerwomen. She was strong and kept pace with +them, burdened as they were with their baskets. It was good to be with +them, common creatures with common, human hearts, knowing nothing of her +strange trouble. Sora Nanna took her into the church and showed her the +sights, explaining them in her strident, nasal voice without the +slightest respect for the place so long as no religious service was +going on. The woman showed her the little tablet erected in memory of +Maria Addolorata, and she told the story as she had heard it, and dwelt +upon the funeral services and the masses which had been said. + +"At least, she is in peace," said Gloria, in a low voice, staring at the +tablet. + +[Illustration: "Let us not speak of the dead."--Vol. II., p. 203.] + +"Poor Annetta used to say that Sister Maria Addolorata sinned in her +throat," said Nanna. "But you see. God can do everything. She went +straight from her cell to heaven. Eh, she is in peace, Signora, as you +say. Requiesca'. Come, Signora, it takes at least three-quarters of an +hour to make gnocchi." + +And they did not know. She was standing on her daughter's grave, and the +tablet was a memorial of the mother of the woman beside her. + +"You make me think of her, Signora," said the peasant. "You have her +face. If you had her voice, to sing, I should think that you were she, +returned from the dead." + +"Could she sing?" asked Gloria, dreamily, as they left the church. + +"Like the angels in Paradise," answered Nanna. "I think that now, when +she sings, they are ashamed and stand silent to listen to her. If God +wills that I make a good death, I shall hear her again." + +She glanced at her companion's dreamy, fateful face. + +"Let us not speak of the dead!" she concluded. "To-day we will make +gnocchi of polenta." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX. + + +IN the afternoon Gloria called Sora Nanna to move the chest against +which she had stumbled in the morning. It would be more convenient, she +said, to put it under the bed, if it could not be taken away altogether. +It was a big, old-fashioned chest of unpainted, unvarnished wood, brown +with age, and fastened by a hasp, through which a splinter of white +chestnut wood had been stuck instead of a padlock. Gloria saw that it +was heavy, as Sora Nanna dragged it and pushed it across the room. She +remarked that, if it held only clothes, it must be packed very full. + +Sora Nanna, glad to rest from her efforts, stood upright with her hand +on her hip and took breath. + +"Signora," she said, "who knows what is in it? Things, certain things! +There are the clothes of that poor girl. This I know. And then, certain +other things. Who knows what is in it? It may be a thousand years since +I looked. Signora, shall we open it? But I think there are certain +things that belonged to the Englishman." + +"The Englishman?" asked Gloria, with some curiosity. + +She was glad of anything which could interest her a little. For the +moment she had not yet the courage to begin to write again after +Reanda's message. Anything which had power to turn the current of her +thoughts was a relief. She was sitting in the same chair beside the +cradle in which she had sat in the morning, for she had called Nanna to +move the box at a time when the child had been taken out for its second +airing. She leaned back, resting her auburn hair against the bare wall, +the waxen whiteness of her face contrasting with the bluish whitewash. + +"What Englishman?" she asked again, wearily, but with a show of interest +in her half-closed eyes. + +"Who knows? An Englishman. They called him Sor Angoscia." Nanna sat down +on the heavy box, and dropped her skinny hands far apart upon her knees. +"We have cursed him much. He took our daughter. It was a night of evil. +In that night the abbess died, and Sister Maria Addolorata was burned in +her cell, and the Englishman took our daughter. He took our one +daughter, Signora. We have not seen her more, not even her little +finger. It will be twenty-two years on the eve of the feast of St. Luke. +That is in October, Signora. He took our daughter. Poor little one! She +was young, young--perhaps she did not know what she did." + +Gloria leaned forward, resting her chin in her hand and her elbow on +her knee, gazing at the old woman. + +"She was a flower," said Nanna, simply. "He tore her from us with the +roots. Who knows what he did with her? She will be dead by this time. +May the Madonna obtain grace for her! Signora, she seemed one of those +flowers that grow on the hillside, just as God wills. Rain, sun, she was +always fresh. Then came the storm. Who could find her any more? Poor +little one!" + +"Poor child!" exclaimed Gloria. + +And she made Nanna tell all she knew, and how they had found the girl's +peasant dress in a corner of that very room. + +"Signora, if you wish to see, I will content you," said Nanna, rising at +last. + +She opened the box. It exhaled the peculiar odour of heavy cloth which +has been worn and has then been kept closely shut up for years. On the +top lay Annetta's carpet apron. Nanna held it up, and there were tears +in her eyes, glistening on her dry skin like water in a crevice of brown +rock. + +"Signora, there are moths in it, see! Who cares for these things? They +are a memory. And this is her skirt, and this is her bodice. Eh, it was +beautiful once. The shoes, Signora, I wore them, for we had the same +feet. What would you? It seemed a sin to let them mould, because they +were hers. The apron, too, I might have worn it. Who knows why I did +not wear it? It was the affection. We are all so, we women. And now +there are moths in it. I might have worn it. At least it would not have +been lost." + +Gloria peered into the box, and saw under the clothes a number of books +packed neatly with a box made of English oak. She stretched down her +hand and took one of the volumes. It was an English medical treatise. +She looked at the fly-leaf. + +A loud cry from Gloria startled the old woman. + +"Angus Dalrymple--but--" Gloria read the name and stared at Nanna. + +"Eh, eh!" assented Nanna, nodding violently and smiling a little as she +at last recognized the Scotchman's name which she had never been able to +pronounce. "Yes--that is it. That was the name of the Englishman. An +evil death on him and all his house! Stefanone says it always. I also +may say it once. It was he. He took our daughter. Stefanone went after +them, but they had the beast of the convent gardener. It was a good +beast, and they made it run. Stefanone heard of them all the way to the +sea, but the twenty-four hours had passed, and the war-ship was far out. +He could see it. Could he go to the war-ship? It had cannons. They would +have killed him. Then I should have had neither daughter nor husband. So +he came back." + +The long habit of acting had made Gloria strong, but her hands shook on +the closed volume. She had known that her mother had been an Italian, +that they had left Italy suddenly and had been married on board an +English man-of-war by the captain, that same Walter Crowdie, a relative +of Dalrymple's, after whom Gloria and Griggs had named the child. More +than that Dalrymple had never been willing to tell her. She remembered, +too, that though she had once or twice begged him to take her to Tivoli +and Subiaco, he had refused rather abruptly. It was clear enough now. +Her mother had been this Annetta whom Dalrymple had stolen away in the +night. + +And the wrinkled, leathery old hag, with her damp, coarse mouth, her skinny +hands, and her cunning, ignorant eyes, was her grandmother--Stefanone +was her grandfather--her mother had been a peasant, like them, beautified +by one of nature's mad miracles. + +There could be no doubt about it. That was the truth, and it fell upon +her with its cruel, massive weight, striking her where many other truths +had struck her before this one, in her vanity. + +She grasped the book tightly with both hands and set her teeth. After +that, she did not know what Nanna said, and the old woman, thinking +Gloria was not paying a proper attention to her remarks, pushed and +heaved the box across the room rather discontentedly. It would not go +under the bed, being too high, so she wedged it in between the foot of +the bedstead and the wall. There was just room for it there. + +"Signora, if ever your one child leaves you without a word, you will +understand," said Nanna, a little offended at finding no sympathy. + +"I understand too well," answered Gloria. + +Then she suddenly realized what the woman wanted, and with great +self-control she held out her hand kindly. Nanna took it and smiled, and +pressed it in her horny fingers. + +"You are young, Signora. When you are old, you will understand many +things, when evils have pounded your heart in a mortar. Oil is sweet, +vinegar is sour; with both one makes salad. This is our life. Rest +yourself, Signora, for you walked well this morning. I go." + +Gloria felt the pressure of the rough fingers on hers, after Nanna had +left her. The acrid odour of peeled vegetables clung to her own hand, +and she rose and washed it carefully, though she was scarcely conscious +of what she was doing. Suddenly she dropped the towel and went back to +the box. It had crossed her mind that the single book she had opened +might have been borrowed from her father and that she might find another +name in the others--that Nanna might have been mistaken in thinking that +she recognized the English name--that it might all be a mistake, after +all. + +With violent hands she dragged out the moth-eaten clothes and threw them +behind her upon the floor, and seized the books, opening them +desperately one after the other. In each there was the name, 'Angus +Dalrymple,' in her father's firm young handwriting of twenty years ago. +She threw them down and lifted out the oak box. A little brass plate was +let into the lid, and bore the initials, 'A. D.' There was no doubt +left. The books all bore dates prior to 1844, the year in which, as she +knew, her father had been married. It was impossible to hesitate, for +the case was terribly clear. + +She rose to her feet and carried the box to the window and set it upon a +chair, sitting down upon another before it. It was not locked. She +raised the lid, and saw that it was a medicine chest. There was a +drawer, or little tray, on the top, full of small boxes and very minute +vials, lying on their sides. Lifting this out, she saw a number of +little stoppered bottles set in holes made in a thin piece of board for +a frame. One was missing, and there were eleven left. She counted them +mechanically, not knowing why she did so. Then she took them out and +looked at the labels. The first she touched contained spirits of +camphor. It chanced to be the only one of which the contents were +harmless. The others were strong tinctures and acids, vegetable poisons, +belladonna, aconite, and the like, sulphuric acid, nitric acid, +hydrochloric acid, and others. + +Gloria looked at them curiously and set them back, one by one, put in +the little tray and closed the lid. Then she sat still a long time and +gazed out of the window at the rugged line of the hills. + +Between her and the pale sky she saw her own life, and the hideous +failure of it all, culminating in the certainty that she was of the +blood of the old peasant couple to whose house a seeming chance had +brought her to die. She felt that she could not live, and would not live +if she could. It was all too wildly horrible, too utterly desolate. + +The only human being that clung to her was the one of all others whom +she most feared and hated, whose very touch sent a cold shiver through +her. She and fate together had pounded her heart in a mortar, as the old +woman had said. With a bitterness that sickened her she thought of her +brief married life, of her poor social ambition, of her hopeless efforts +to be some one amongst the great. What could she be, the daughter of +peasants, what could she have ever been? Probably some one knew the +truth about her, in all that great society. Such things might be known. +Francesca Campodonico's delicate noble face rose faintly between her and +the sky, and she realized with excruciating suddenness the distance that +separated her from the woman she hated, the woman who perhaps knew that +Gloria Dalrymple was the daughter of a peasant and a fit wife by her +birth for Angelo Reanda, the steward's son. + +The ruin of her life spread behind her and before her. She could not +face it. The confusion of it all seemed to blind her, and the confusion +was pierced by the terrible thought that on the next day but one Griggs +would return again, the one being who would not leave her, who believed +in her, who worshipped her, and whom she hated for himself and for the +destruction of her existence which had come by him. + +In the box before her was death, painful perhaps, but sure as the grave +itself. She was not a coward, except when she was afraid of Paul Griggs, +and the fear lest he, too, should find out the truth was worse than the +fear of mortal pain. + +She sat still in her place, staring out of the window. After a long +time, the nurse came in, carrying the child asleep in her arms, covered +with a thin gauze veil. Gloria started, and then smiled mechanically as +she had trained herself to smile whenever the child was brought to her. +The nurse laid the small thing in its cradle, and Gloria, as in a dream, +put the books and the clothes back into the box, and was glad that the +nurse asked no questions. When she had shut down the lid, she rose to +her feet and saw that she had left the medicine chest on the chair. She +took it into the bedroom and set it upon the table. + +Then she sat down and wrote to Reanda. There was no haste in the +writing, and her head was clear and cool, for she was not afraid. Griggs +could not return for two days, and she had plenty of time. She went over +her story, as she had gone over it many times before in her letters. She +told him all, but not the discovery she had just made. That should die +with her, if it could. It would be easy enough, on the next day, when +the nurse was out, to open the box again, and to tear out the fly-leaf +from each book and so destroy the name. As for the medicine chest, +Griggs might see that it had belonged to her father, but he would +suppose that she had brought it amongst her belongings. He would never +guess that it had lain hidden in the old box for more than twenty years. +That was her plan, and it was simple enough. But she should have to wait +until the next day. It was better so. She could think of what she was +going to do, and nobody would disturb her. She finished her letter. + +"You have killed me," she wrote at the end. "If I had not loved you to +the very end, I would tell you that my death is on your soul. But it is +not all your fault, if I have loved you to death. I would not die if I +could be free in any other way, but I cannot live to be touched and +caressed again by this man whom I loathe with all my soul. I tell you +that when he kisses me it is as though I were stung by a serpent of ice. +It is for your sake that I hate him as I do. For your sake I have +suffered hell on earth for more than a whole year. For your sake I die. +I cannot live without you. I have told you so again and a hundred times +again, and you have not believed me. You write to-day and you tell me +that I shall be free, when you die, to marry Paul Griggs. I would rather +marry Satan in hell. But I shall be free to-morrow, for I shall be dead. +God will forgive me, for God knows what I suffer. Good-bye. I love you, +Angelo. I shall love you to-morrow, when the hour comes, and after that +I shall love you always. This is the end. Good-bye. I love you; I kiss +your soul with my soul. Good-bye, good-bye. + "GLORIA." + +She cut a lock from her auburn hair and twisted it round and round her +wedding ring, and thrust it into the envelope. + + + + +CHAPTER XL. + + +TWO days later, Paul Griggs stood beside Gloria. She was not dead yet, +but no earthly power could save her. She lay white and motionless on the +high trestle bed, unconscious of his presence. They had sent a messenger +for him, and he had come. The door was locked. Stefanone and his wife +whispered together on the landing. In the third room, beyond, the nurse +was shedding hysterical tears over the sleeping child. + +The strong man stood stone still with shadowy, unblinking eyes, gazing +into the dying face. Not a muscle moved, not a feature was distorted, +his breath was regular and slow, for his grief had taken hold upon his +soul, and his body was unconscious of time, as though it were already +dead. + +She had suffered horrible agonies for two nights and one day, and now +the end was very near, for the wracked nerves could no longer feel. She +lay on her back, lightly covered, one white arm and hand above the +coverlet, the other hidden beneath it. + +The room was very hot, and the sun streamed through the narrow aperture +of the nearly closed shutters, and made a bright streak on the red +bricks, for it was morning still. + +The purple lids opened, and Gloria looked up. There was no shiver now, +as she recognized the man she feared, for the nerves were almost dead. +Perhaps there was less fear, for she knew that it was almost over. The +dark eyes were fixed on his with a mysterious, wondering look. + +He tried to speak, and his lips moved, but he could make no sound, and +his chest heaved convulsively, once. He knew what she had done, for they +had told him. He knew, now that he tried to speak and could not, that he +was half killed by grief. She saw the effort and understood, and faintly +smiled. + +"Why?" + +He wrenched the single broken word out of himself by an enormous effort, +and his throat swelled and was dry. Suddenly a single great drop of +sweat rolled down his pale forehead. + +"I could not live," she answered, in a cool, far voice beyond suffering, +and still she smiled. + +"Why? Why?" + +The repeated word broke out twice like two sobs, but not a feature +moved. The dying woman's eyelids quivered. + +"I was a burden to you," she said faintly and distinctly. "You are free +now, you have--only the child." + +His calm broke. + +"Gloria, Gloria! In the name of God Almighty, do not leave me so!" + +He clasped her in his arms and lifted her a little, pressing his lips to +her face. She was inert as a statue. She feared him still, and she felt +the shiver of horror at his touch, but it could not move her limbs any +more. Her eyes opened and looked into his, very close, but his were +shut. The mask was gone. The man's whole soul was in his agonized face, +and his arm shook with her. Her mind was clear and she understood. She +was still herself, acting her play out in the teeth of death. + +"I could not live," she said. "I could not be a millstone, dragging you +down, watching you as you killed yourself in working for me. It was to +be one of us. It was better so." + +In his agony he laid his head beside hers on the pillow. + +"Gloria--for Christ's sake--don't leave me--" The deep moan came from +his tortured heart. + +"Bring--the child--Walter--" she said very faintly. + +Even in death she could not bear to be alone with him. He straightened +himself, stood up, and saw the light fading in her eyes. Then, indeed, a +shiver ran through her and shook her. Then the lids opened wide, and she +cried out loudly. + +"Quick--I am going--" + +Rather than that she should not have what she wished, he tore himself +away and wrenched the door open, forgetting that it was locked. + +"Bring the child!" he cried, into the face of old Nanna, who was +standing there, and he pushed her towards the door of the other room +with one hand, while he already turned back to Gloria. + +He started, for she was sitting up, with wide eyes and outstretched +hands, gazing at the patch of sunlight on the floor. Dying, she saw the +awful vision of her dream again, rising stiff and stark from the bricks +to its upright horror between her and the light. Her hands pointed at it +and shook, and her jaw dropped, but she was motionless as she sat. + +Nanna, sobbing, came in suddenly, holding up the little child straight +before her, that it might see its mother before she was gone forever. +The baby hands feebly beat its little sides, and it gasped for breath. + +Words came from Gloria's open mouth, articulate, clear, but very far in +sound. + +"An evil death on you and all your house!" the words said, as though +spoken by another. + +The outstretched hands sank slowly, as the vision laid itself down +before her, straight and corpse-like. The beautiful head fell back upon +Griggs's arm, and the eyes met his. + +[Illustration: "The last great, true note died away."--Vol. II., p. +219.] + +Nanna prayed aloud, holding up the child mechanically, and the small +eyes were fixed, horrorstruck, upon the bed. A low cry trembled in the +air. Stefanone, his hat in his hand, stood against the door, bowed a +little, as though he were in church. The cry came again. Then there was +a sort of struggle. + +In an instant Gloria was standing up on the bed to her full height. And +the hot, still room rang with a burst of desperate, ear-breaking song, +in majestic, passionate, ascending intervals. + + "Calpesta il mio cadavere, ma salva il Trovator!" + +The last great, true note died away. For one instant she stood up still, +with outstretched hands, white, motionless. Then the flame in the dark +eyes broke and went out, and Gloria fell down dead. + +"Maria Addolorata! Maria Addolorata!" Nanna screamed in deadly terror, +as she heard the transcendent voice that one time, like a voice from the +grave. + +She sank down, fainting upon the floor, and the little child rolled from +her slackened arms upon the coarse bricks and lay on its face, moaning +tremulously. No one heeded it. + +Stefanone, with instinctive horror of death, turned and went blindly +down the steps, not knowing what he had seen, the death notes still +ringing in his ears. + +On the bed, the man lay dumb upon the dead woman. Only the poor little +child seemed to be alive, and clutched feebly at the coarse red bricks, +and moaned and bruised its small face. It bore the slender inheritance +of fatal life, the inheritance of vows broken and of faith outraged, and +with it, perhaps, the implanted seed of a lifelong terror, not +remembered, but felt throughout life, as real and as deadly as an +inheritance of mortal disease. Better, perhaps, if death had taken it, +too, to the lonely grave of the outcast and suicide woman, among the +rocks, out of earshot of humanity. Death makes strange oversights and +leaves strange gleanings for life, when he has reaped his field and +housed his harvest. + +They would not give Gloria Christian burial, for it was known throughout +Subiaco that she had poisoned herself, and those were still the old +days, when the Church's rules were the law of the people. + +Paul Griggs took the body of the woman he had loved, and loved beyond +death, and he laid her in a deep grave in a hollow of the hillside. Such +words as he had to speak to those who helped him, he spoke quietly, and +none could say that they had seen the still face moved by sorrow. But as +they watched him, a human sort of fear took hold of them, at his great +quiet, and they knew that his grief was beyond anything which could be +shown or understood. It was night, and they filled the grave after he +had thrown earth into it with his hands. He sent them away, and they +left him alone with the dead, leaving also one of their lanterns upon a +stone near by. + +All that night he lay on the grave, dumb. Then, when the dawn came upon +him, he kissed the loose earth and stones, and got upon his feet and +went slowly down the hillside to the town beyond the torrent. He went +into the house noiselessly, and lay down upon the bed on which she had +died. And so he did for two nights and two days. On the third, a great +carriage came from Rome, bringing twelve men, singers of the Sistine +Chapel and of the choir of Saint Peter's and of Saint John Lateran, +twelve men having very beautiful voices, as sweet as any in the world. +He had sent for them when he had been told that she could not have +Christian burial. + +They were talking and laughing together when they came, but when they +saw his face they grew very quiet, and followed him in silence where he +led them. Two little boys followed them, too, wondering what was to +happen, and what the thirteen men were going to do, all dressed in +black, walking so steadily together. + +When they all came to the hollow in the hillside, they saw a mound, as +of a grave, amidst the stones, and on it there lay a cross of black +wood. The singers looked at one another in silence, and they understood +that whoever lay in the grave had been refused a place in the +churchyard, for some great sin. But they said nothing. The man who led +them stood still at the head of the cross and took off his hat, and +looked at his twelve companions, who uncovered their heads. They had +sheets of written music with them, and they passed them quietly about +from one to another and looked towards one who was their leader. + +Overhead, the summer sky was pale, and there were twin mountains of +great clouds in the northwest, hiding the sun, and in the southeast, +whence the parching wind was blowing in fierce gusts. It blew the dry +dust from the clods of earth on the grave, and the dust settled on the +black clothes of the men as they stood near. + +The voices struck the first chord softly together, and the music for the +dead went up to heaven, and was borne far across the torrent to the +distance in the arms of the hot wind. And one voice climbed above the +others, sweet and clear, as though to reach heaven itself; and another +sank deep and true and soft in the full close of the stave, as though it +would touch and comfort the heart that was quite still at last in the +deep earth. + +Then one who was young stood a little before the rest, a strong, pale +singer, with an angel's voice. And he sang alone to the sky and the +dusty rocks and the solemn grave. He sang the 'Cujus animam gementem +pertransivit gladius' of the Stabat Mater, as none had sung it before +him, nor perhaps has ever sung it since that day--he alone, without +other music. + +They came also to the words 'Fac ut animę donetur Paradisi gloria,' and +the word was a name to him who listened silently in their midst. + +Besides these they sang also a 'Miserere,' and last of all, 'Requiem +eternam dona eis.' + +Then there was silence, and they looked at the still face, as though +asking what they should do. The mysterious eyes met theirs with shadows. +The pale head bent itself in thanks, twice or thrice, but there were no +words. + +So they turned and left him there on the hillside, and went back to the +town, awestruck by the vastness of the man's sorrow. And afterwards, for +many years, when any of them heard of a great grief, he shook his head +and said that he and those who had sung with him over a lonely grave in +the mountains, alone knew what a man could feel and yet live. + +And Paul Griggs lived through those days, and is still alive. His grief +could not spend itself, but his stern strength took hold of life again, +and he took the child with him and went back to Rome, to work for it +from that time forward, and to shield it from evil if he could, and to +bring it up to be a man, ignorant of what had happened in Subiaco in +those summer days, ignorant of the tie that made it his, to be a man +free from the burden of past fates and sins and broken vows and trampled +faith, and of the death his dead mother had died, having a clean name of +his own, with which there could be no memories of misery and fear and +horror. + +He wrote a few short words to Angus Dalrymple, now Lord Redin at last, +to tell him the truth as far as he knew it. The hand that had laboured +so bravely for Gloria could hardly trace the words that told of her +death. + +Then, when the summer heat was passed, he took little Walter Crowdie +with him, hiring an Englishwoman to tend the child, and he crossed the +ocean and gave it to certain kinsfolk of his in America, telling them +that it was the child of one who had been very dear to him, that he had +taken it as his own, and would provide for it and take it back when it +should be older. And so he did, and little Walter Crowdie grew up with +an angel's voice, and other gifts which made him famous in his day. But +many things happened before that time came. + +He could do no better than that. For a time he strove to earn money with +his pen in his own country. But the land was still trembling from the +convulsion of a great war, and there were many before him, and he was +little known. After a year had passed, he saw that he could not then +succeed, and very heavy at heart he set his face eastward again, to +toil at his old calling as a correspondent for a great London paper, to +earn bread for himself and for the one living being that he loved. + + + + +PART III. + +_DONNA FRANCESCA CAMPODONICO._ + + + + +CHAPTER XLI. + + +NOT long after this Dalrymple returned to Rome, after an absence of +several years. Family affairs had kept him in England and Scotland +during his daughter's married life with Reanda; and after she had left +the latter, it was natural that he should not wish to be in the same +city with her, considering the view he took of her actions. Then, after +he had learned from Griggs's brief note that she was dead, he felt that +he could not return at once, hard and unforgiving as he was. But at last +the power that attracted him was too strong to be resisted any longer, +and he yielded to it and came back. + +He took up his abode in a hotel in the Piazza di Spagna, not far from +his old lodgings. Long as he had lived in Rome, he was a foreigner there +and liked the foreigners' quarter of the city. He intended once more to +get a lodging and a servant, and to live in his morose solitude as of +old, but on his first arrival he naturally went to the hotel. He did not +know whether Griggs were in Rome. Reanda was alive, and living at the +Palazzetto Borgia; for the two had exchanged letters twice a year, +written in the constrained tone of mutual civility which suited the +circumstances in which they were placed towards each other. + +In Dalrymple's opinion, Reanda had been to blame to a certain extent, in +having maintained his intimacy with Francesca when he was aware that it +displeased his wife. At the same time, the burden of the fault was +undoubtedly the woman's, and her father felt in a measure responsible +for it. Whether he felt much more than that it would be hard to say. His +gloomy nature had spent itself in secret sorrow for his wife, with a +faithfulness of grief which might well atone for many shortcomings. It +is certain that he was not in any way outwardly affected by the news of +Gloria's death. He had never loved her, she had disgraced him, and now +she was dead. There was nothing more to be said about it. + +He was not altogether indifferent to the inheritance of title and +fortune which had fallen to him in his advanced middle age. But if +either influenced his character, the result was rather an increased +tendency to live his own life in scorn and defiance of society, for it +made him conscious that he should find even less opposition to his +eccentricities than in former days, when he had been relatively a poor +man without any especial claim to consideration. + +Two or three days after he had arrived in Rome, he went to the +Palazzetto Borgia and sent in his card, asking to see Francesca +Campodonico. In order that she might know who he was, he wrote his name +in pencil, as she would probably not have recognized him as Lord Redin. +In this he was mistaken, for Reanda, who had heard the news, had told +her of it. She received him in the drawing-room. She looked very ill, he +thought, and was much thinner than in former times, but her manner was +not changed. They talked upon indifferent subjects, and there was a +constraint between them. Dalrymple broke through it roughly at last. + +"Did you ever see my daughter after she left her husband?" he asked, as +though he were inquiring about a mere acquaintance. + +Francesca started a little. + +"No," she answered. "It would not have been easy." + +She remembered her interview with Griggs, but resolved not to speak of +it. She would have changed the subject abruptly if he had given her +time. + +"It certainly was not to be expected that you should," said Lord Redin, +thoughtfully. "When a woman chooses to break with society, she knows +perfectly well what she is doing, and one may as well leave her to +herself." + +Francesca was shocked by the cynicism of the speech. The colour rose +faintly in her cheeks. + +"She was your daughter," she said, reproachfully. "Since she is dead, +you should speak less cruelly of her." + +"I did not speak cruelly. I merely stated a fact. She disgraced herself +and me, and her husband. The circumstance that she is dead does not +change the case, so far as I can see." + +"Do you know how she died?" asked Francesca, moved to righteous anger, +and willing to pain him if she could. + +He looked up suddenly, and bent his shaggy brows. + +"No," he answered. "That man Griggs wrote me that she had died suddenly. +That was all I heard." + +"She did not die a natural death." + +"Indeed?" + +"She poisoned herself. She could not bear the life. It was very +dreadful." Francesca's voice sank to a low tone. + +Lord Redin was silent for a few moments, and his bony face had a grim +look. Perhaps something in the dead woman's last act appealed to him, as +nothing in her life had done. + +"Tell me, please. I should like to know. After all, she was my +daughter." + +"Yes," said Francesca, gravely. "She was your daughter. She was very +unhappy with Paul Griggs, and she found out very soon that she had made +a dreadful mistake. She loved her husband, after all." + +"Like a woman!" interjected Lord Redin, half unconsciously. + +Francesca paid no attention to the remark, except, perhaps, that she +raised her eyebrows a little. + +"They went out to spend the summer at Subiaco--" + +"At Subiaco?" Dalrymple's steely blue eyes fixed themselves in a look of +extreme attention. + +"Yes, during the heat. They lodged in the house of a man called +Stefanone--a wine-seller--a very respectable place." + +Lord Redin had started nervously at the name, but he recovered himself. + +"Very respectable," he said, in an odd tone. + +"You know the house?" asked Francesca, in surprise. + +"Very well indeed. I was there nearly five and twenty years ago. I +supposed that Stefanone was dead by this time." + +"No. He and his wife are alive, and take lodgers." + +"Excuse me, but how do you know all this?" asked Lord Redin, with sudden +curiosity. + +"I have been there," answered Francesca. "I have often been to the +convent. You know that one of our family is generally abbess. A +Cardinal Braccio was archbishop, too, a good many years ago. Casa +Braccio owns a good deal of property there." + +"Yes. I know that you are of the family." + +"My name was Francesca Braccio," said Francesca, quietly. "Of course I +have always known Subiaco, and every one there knows Stefanone, and the +story of his daughter who ran away with an Englishman many years ago, +and never was heard of again." + +Lord Redin grew a trifle paler. + +"Oh!" he exclaimed. "Does every one know that story?" + +There was something so constrained in his tone that Francesca looked at +him curiously. + +"Yes--in Subiaco," she answered. "But Gloria--" she lingered a little +sadly on the name--"Gloria wrote letters to her husband from there and +begged him to go and see her." + +"He could hardly be expected to do that," said Lord Redin, his hard tone +returning. "Did you advise him to go?" + +"He consulted me," answered Francesca, rather coldly. "I told him to +follow his own impulse. He did not go. He did not believe that she was +sincere." + +"I do not blame him. When a woman has done that sort of thing, there is +no reason for believing her." + +"He should have gone. I should have influenced him, I think, and I did +wrong. She wrote him one more letter and then killed herself. She +suffered horribly and only died two days afterwards. Shall I tell you +more?" + +"If there is more to tell," said Lord Redin, less hardly. + +"There is not much. I went out there last year. They had refused her +Christian burial. Paul Griggs bought a piece of land amongst the rock, +on the other side of the torrent, and buried her there. It is surrounded +by a wall, and there is a plain slab without a name. There are flowers. +He pays Stefanone to have it cared for. They told me all they knew--it +is too terrible. She died singing--she was out of her mind. It must have +been dreadful. Old Nanna, Stefanone's wife, was in the room, and fainted +with terror. It seems that poor Gloria, oddly enough, had an +extraordinary resemblance to that unfortunate nun of our family who was +burned to death in the convent, and whom Nanna had often seen. She sang +like her, too--at the last minute Nanna thought she saw poor sister +Maria Addolorata standing up dead and singing. It was rather strange." + +Lord Redin said nothing. He had bowed his head so that Francesca could +not see his face, but she saw that his hands were trembling violently. +She thought that she had misjudged the man, and that he was really very +deeply moved by the story of his daughter's death. Doubtless, his +emotion had made him wish to control himself, and he had overshot the +mark and spoken cruelly only in order to seem calm. No one had ever +spoken to him of his wife, and even now he could hardly bear to hear her +name. It was long before he looked up. Then he rose almost immediately. + +"Will you allow me to come and see you occasionally?" he asked, with a +gentleness not at all like his usual manner. + +Francesca was touched at last, misunderstanding the cause of the change. +She told him to come as often as he pleased. As he was going, he +remembered that he had not asked after his son-in-law. Reanda had always +seemed to belong to Francesca, and it was natural enough that he should +inquire of her. + +"Where is Reanda to be found?" he asked. + +"He is very ill," said Francesca, in a low voice. "I am afraid you +cannot see him." + +"Where does he live? I will at least inquire. I am sorry to hear that he +is ill." + +"He lives here," she answered with a little hesitation. "He is in his +old rooms upstairs." + +"Oh! Yes--thank you." Their eyes met for a moment. Lord Redin's +glittered, but Francesca's were clear and true. "I am sure you take good +care of him," he added. "Good-bye." + +He left her alone, and when he was gone, she sat down wearily and laid +her head back against a cushion, with half-closed eyes. Her lips were +almost colourless, and her mouth had grown ten years older. + +Reanda was dying, and she knew it, and with him the light was going out +of her life, as it had gone out long ago from Dalrymple's, as it had +gone out of the life of Paul Griggs. The idea crossed her mind that +these two men, with herself, were linked and bound together by some +strange fatality which she could not understand, but from which there +was no escape, and which was bringing them slowly and surely to the +blank horror of lonely old age. + +The same thought occurred to Lord Redin as he slowly threaded the +streets, going back to his hotel, to his lonely dinner, his lonely +evening, his lonely, sleepless night. He alone of the three now knew all +that there was to know, and in the chronicle of his far memories all led +back to that day at Subiaco, long ago, when he had first knocked at the +convent gate--beyond that, to the evening when poor Annetta had told him +of the beautiful nun with the angel's voice. Many lives had been wrecked +since that first day, and every one of them owed its ruin to him. He +felt strangely drawn to Francesca Campodonico. There was something in +her face that very faintly reminded him of his dead wife, her +kinswoman, and of his dead daughter, another of her race. His gloomy +northern nature felt the fatality of it all. He never could repent of +what he had done. The golden light of his one short happiness shone +through the shrouding veil of fatal time. In his own eyes, with his +beliefs, he had not even sinned in taking what he had loved so well. But +all the sorrow he saw, came from that deed. Francesca Campodonico's eyes +were as clear and true as her heart. But he knew that Reanda's life was +everything on earth to her, and he guessed that she was to lose that, +too, before long. He would willingly have parted with his own, but +through all his being there was a rough, manly courage that forbade the +last act of fear, and there was a stern old Scottish belief that it was +wrong--plainly wrong. + +He did not wish to see Paul Griggs any more than he had wished to see +his daughter after she had left her husband. But no thought of vengeance +crossed his mind. It seemed to him fruitless to think of avenging +himself upon fate; for, after all, it was fate that had done the dire +mischief. Possibly, he thought, as he walked slowly towards his hotel, +fate had brought him back to Rome now, to deal with him as she had dealt +with his. He should be glad of it, for he found little in life that was +not gloomy and lonely beyond any words. He did not know why he had come. +He had acted upon an impulse in going to see Francesca that day. + +When he reached the Corso, instead of going to his hotel he walked down +the street in the direction of the Piazza del Popolo. He wished to see +the house in which Gloria had lived with Griggs, and he remembered the +street and the number from her having written to him when she wanted +money. He reached the corner of the Via della Frezza, and turned down, +looking up at the numbers as he went along. He glanced at the little +wine shop on the left, with its bush, its red glass lantern, and its +rush-bottomed stools set out by the door. In the shadow within he saw +the gleam of silver buttons on a dark blue jacket. There was nothing +uncommon in the sight. + +He found the house, paused, looked up at the windows, and looked twice +at the number. + +"Do you seek some one?" inquired the one-eyed cobbler, resting his black +hands on his knees. + +"Did Mr. Paul Griggs ever live here?" asked Lord Redin. + +"Many years," answered the cobbler, laconically. + +"Where does he live now?" + +"Always here, except when he is not here. Third floor, on the left. You +can ring the bell. Who knows? Perhaps he will open. I do not wish to +tell lies." + +The old man grunted, bent down over the shoe, and ran his awl through +the sole. He was profoundly attached to Paul Griggs, who had always been +kind to him, and since Gloria's death he defended him from visitors with +more determination than ever. + +Lord Redin stood still and said nothing. In ten seconds the cobbler +looked up with a surly frown. + +"If you wish to go up, go up," he growled. "If not, favour me by getting +out of my light." + +The Scotchman looked at him. + +"You do not remember me," he observed. "I used to come here with the +Signore." + +"Well? I have told you. If you want him, there is the staircase." + +"No. I do not want him," said Lord Redin, and he turned away abruptly. + +"As you please," growled the cobbler without looking up again. + + + + +CHAPTER XLII. + + +PAUL GRIGGS had gone back to the house in the Via della Frezza after his +return from America, and lived alone in the little apartment in which +the happy days of his life had been spent. He was a man able to live two +lives,--the one in the past, the other in the active present. It was his +instinct to be alone in his sorrow, and alone in the struggle which lay +before him, for himself and his child. But he would have with him all +that could make the memory of Gloria real. The reality of such things +softened with their contrast the hardness of life. + +He had taken the same rooms again. Out of boxes and trunks stored in a +garret of the house, he had taken many things which had belonged to +Gloria. Alone, he had arranged the rooms as they used to be. His +writing-table stood in the same place, and near it was Gloria's chair; +beside it, the little stand with her needlework, her silks, her +scissors, and her thimble, all as it used to be. A novel she had once +read when sitting there lay upon the chair. Many little objects which +had belonged to her were all in their accustomed places. On the +mantelpiece the cheap American clock ticked loudly as in old days. + +Day after day, as of old, he sat in his place at work. He had made the +room so alive with her that sometimes, looking up from a long spell of +writing, he forgot, and stared an instant at the bedroom door, and +listened for her footstep. Those were his happiest moments, though each +was killed in turn by the vision of a lonely grave among rocks. + +With intensest longing he called her back to him. In his sleep, the last +words he had spoken to her were spoken again by his unconscious lips in +the still, dark night. Everything in him called her, his living soul and +his strong bodily self. There were times when he knew that if he opened +his eyes, shut to see her, he should see her really, there in her chair. +He looked, trembling, and there was nothing. In dreams he sought her and +could not find her, though he wandered in dark places, across endless +wastes of broken clods of earth and broken stone. It was as though her +grave covered the whole world round, and his path lay on the shadowed +arms of an infinite great cross. And again the grey dawn awoke him from +the search, to feel that, for pity's sake, she must be alive and near +him. But he was always alone. + +Silent, iron-browed, iron-handed, he faced the world alone, doing all +that was required of him, and more also. As he had said to Gloria in +that very room, he was building up a superiority for himself, since +genius was not his. He had in the rough ore of his strength the metal +which some few men receive as a birth-gift from nature, ready smelted +and refined, ready for them to coin at a single stroke, and throw +broadcast to the applauding world. He had not much, perhaps, but he had +something of the true ore, and in the furnace of his untiring energy he +would burn out the dross and find the precious gold at last. It could +not be for her, now. It was not for himself, but it was to be for the +little child, growing up in a far country with a clean name--to be his +father's friend, and nothing more, but to be happy, for the dead woman's +sake who bore him. + +As in all that made a part of Paul Griggs, there was in his memory of +Gloria and in his sorrow for her that element of endurance which was the +foundation of his nature. That portion of his life was finished, and +there could never be anything like it again; but it was to be always +present with him, so long as he lived. He was sure of that. It would +always be in his power to close his eyes and believe that she was near +him. If it were possible, he loved her more dead than he had loved her +living. + +And she had loved him to the last, and had given her life in the mad +thought of lightening his burden. Her last words to him had told him +so. Her last wish had been to see the child. And the greatest sacrifice +he could now make to her was to separate himself from the child, and let +him grow up to look upon the man who provided for him as his friend, but +as nothing more. It was an exaggerated idea, perhaps, though it was by +far the wisest course. Yet in doing what he did, Griggs deprived himself +for months at a time of something that was of her, and he did it for her +sake. He knew that in her heart there had been the unspoken shame of her +ruined life. Shame should never come near little Walter Crowdie. The +secret could be kept, and Paul Griggs meant to keep it, as he kept many +things from the world. + +All his lonely life grew in the perfect memory, cut short though it was +by fate's cruel scythe-stroke. Even that one fearful day held no shadow +of unfaithfulness. She had been mad, but she had loved him. She had done +a deed of horror upon herself, but she had loved him, and madly had done +it for his sake. She had laid down her life for him. All that he could +do would be nothing compared with that. All that he could tear from the +world and lay tenderly as an offering at her feet would be but a handful +of dust in comparison with what she had done in the madness of love. + +His heart strings wound themselves about their treasure, closer and +closer, stronger and stronger. The two natures that strove together in +him, the natures of body and soul, were at one with her, and drew life +from her though she was gone. It seemed impossible that they could ever +again part and smite one another for the mastery, as of old, for one +sorrow had overwhelmed them both, and together they knew the depths of +one grief. + +Again, as of old, he defied fate. Death could take the child from him, +but could not separate the three in death or life. So long as the child +lived, to do or die for him was the question, while life should last. +But Paul Griggs defied fate, for fate's grim hand could not uproot his +heart from the strong place of his great dead love, to buffet it and +tear it again. He was alone, bodily, but he was safe forever. + +Out of the dimness of twilight shadows the pale face came to him, and +the sweet lips kissed his; in a light not earthly the dark eyes +lightened, and the red auburn hair gleamed and fell about him. In the +darkness, a tender hand stole softly upon his, and words yet more tender +stirred the stillness. He knew that she was near him, close to him, with +him. The truth of what had been made the half dream all true. Only in +his sleep he could not find her, and was wandering ever over a dreary +grave that covered the whole world. + +So his life went on with little change, inwardly or outwardly, from day +to day, in the absolute security from danger which the dead give us of +themselves. The faith that had gone beyond her death could go beyond his +own life, too. He defied fate. + +Then fate, silent, relentless, awful, knocked at his door. + +He was at work as usual. It was a bright winter's day, and the high sun +of the late morning streamed across one corner of his writing-table. He +was thinking of nothing but his writing, and upon that his thoughts were +closely intent in that everlasting struggle to do better which had +nearly driven poor Gloria mad. + +The little jingling bell rang and thumped against the outer door to +which it was fastened. He paid no attention to it, till it rang again, +an instant later. Then he looked up and waited, listening. Again, again, +and again he heard it, at equal intervals, five times in all. That was +the old cobbler's signal, and the only one to which Griggs ever +responded. He laid down his pen and went to the door. The one-eyed man, +his shoemaker's apron twisted round his waist, stood on the landing, and +gave him a small, thick package, tied with a black string, under which +was thrust a note. Griggs took it without a word, and the bandy-legged +old cobbler swung away from the door with a satisfied grunt. + +Griggs took the parcel back to his work-room, and stood by the window +looking at the address on the note. He recognized Francesca +Campodonico's handwriting, though he had rarely seen it, and he broke +the seal with considerable curiosity, for he could not imagine why Donna +Francesca should write to him. He even wondered at her knowing that he +was in Rome. He had never spoken with her since that day long ago, when +she had sent for him and begged him to take Gloria back to her father. +He read the note slowly. It was in Italian, and the language was rather +formal. + + "SIGNORE:--My old and dear friend, Signor Angelo + Reanda, died the day before yesterday after a long + illness. During the last hours of his life he + asked me to do him a service, and I gave him the + solemn promise which I fulfil in sending you the + accompanying package. You will see that it was + sealed by him and addressed to you by himself, + probably before he was taken ill, and he saw it + before he died and said that it was the one he + meant me to send. That was all he told me + regarding it, and I am wholly ignorant of the + contents. I have ascertained that you are in Rome, + and are living, as formerly, in the Via della + Frezza, and to that address I send the parcel. + Pray inform me that you have received it. + + "Believe me, Signore, with perfect esteem, + "FRANCESCA CAMPODONICO." + +Griggs read the note twice through to the end, and laid it upon the +table. Then he thrust his hands into his pockets, and turned +thoughtfully to the window without touching the parcel, of which he had +not even untied the black string. + +So Reanda was dead at last. It was nothing to him, now, though it might +have meant much if the man had died two years earlier. Living people +were very little to Paul Griggs. They might as well be dead, he thought. +Nevertheless, the bald fact that Reanda was gone, made him thoughtful. +Another figure had disappeared out of his life, though it had not meant +very much. He believed, and had always believed, that Reanda had loved +Francesca in secret, though she had treated him as a mere friend, as a +protectress should treat one who needs her protection. + +Griggs turned and took up the note to look at it keenly, for he believed +himself a judge of handwriting, and he thought that he might detect in +hers the indications of any great suffering. The lines ran down a little +at the end, but otherwise the large, careful hand was the same as ever, +learned in a convent and little changed since, even as the woman herself +had changed little. She was the same always, simple, honest, strangely +maidenlike, thoroughly good. + +He turned to the window again. So Reanda was dead. He would not find +Gloria, to whatsoever place he was gone. The shadow of a smile wreathed +itself about the mouth of the lonely man--the last that was there for a +long time after that day. Gloria was dead, but Gloria was his, and he +hers, for ever and ever. Neither heaven nor hell could tear up his heart +nor loosen the strong hold of all of him that clung to her and had grown +about her and through her, till he and she were quite one. + +Then, all at once, he wondered what it could be that Reanda had wished +to send him from beyond the grave. He turned, took the parcel, and +snapped the black string with his fingers, and took off the paper. +Within was the parcel, wrapped in a second paper and firmly tied with +broad tape. A few words were written on the outside. + +"To be given to Paul Griggs when I am dead. A. R." + +The superscription told nothing, but he looked at it curiously as one +does at such things, when the sender is beyond answer. He cut the white +tape, for it was tied so tightly that he could not slip a finger under +it to break it. There was something of hard determination in the way it +was tied. + +It contained letters in their envelopes, as they had reached Reanda +through the post, all of the same size, laid neatly one upon the +other--a score or more of them. + +Griggs felt his hand shake, for he recognized Gloria's writing. His +first impulse was to burn the whole package, as it was, reverently, as +something which had belonged to Gloria, in which he had no part, or +share, or right. He laid his hand upon the pile of letters, and looked +at the small fire to see whether it were burning well. Under his hand he +felt something hard inside the uppermost envelope. His fate was upon +him--the fate he had so often defied to do its worst, since all that he +had was dead and was his forever. + +Without another thought, he took from the envelope the letter it +contained, and the hard thing which was inside the letter. He held it a +moment in his hand, and it flamed in the beam of sunlight that fell +across the end of the table, and dazzled him. Then he realized what it +was. It was Gloria's wedding ring, and twisted round and round it and in +and out of it was a lock of her red auburn hair, serpent-like, flaming +in the sunshine, with a hundred little tongues that waved and moved +softly under his breath. + +An icy chill smote him in the neck, and his strong limbs shook to his +feet as he laid the thing down upon the corner of the table. There was a +fearful fascination in it. The red gold hairs stirred and moved in the +sunlight still, even when he no longer breathed upon them. It was her +hair, and it seemed alive. + +In his other hand he still held the letter. Fate had him now, and would +not let him go while he could feel. Again and again the cruel chill +smote him in the back. He opened the doubled sheet, and saw the date and +the name of the place,--Subiaco,--and the first words--'Heart of my +heart, this is my last cry to you'--and it was to Angelo Reanda. + +Rigid and feeling as though great icy hands were drawing him up by the +neck from the ground, he stood still and read every word, with all the +message of loathing and abject fear and horror of his touch, which every +word brought him, from the dead, through the other dead. + +Slowly, regularly, without wavering, moved by a power not his own, his +hands took the other letters and opened them, and his eyes read all the +words, from the last to the first. One by one the sheets fell upon the +table, and all alone in the midst the lock of red auburn hair sent up +its little lambent flame in the sunshine. + +Paul Griggs stood upright, stark with the stress of rending soul and +breaking heart. + +As he stood there, he was aware of a man in black beside him, like +himself, ghastly to see, with shadows and fires for eyes, and thin, +parted lips that showed wolfish teeth, strong, stern, with iron hands. + +"You are dead," said his own voice out of the other's mouth. "You are +dead, and I am Gorlias." + +Then the strong teeth were set and the lips closed, and the gladiator's +unmatched arms wound themselves upon the other's strength, with grip and +clutch and strain not of earthly men. + +Silent and terrible, they wrestled in fight, arm to arm, bone to bone, +breath to breath. Hour after hour they strove in the still room. The sun +went westering away, the shadows deepened. The night came stealing black +and lonely through the window. Foot to foot, breast to breast, in the +dark, they bowed themselves one upon the other, dumb in the agony of +their reeling strife. + +Late in the night, in the cold room, Paul Griggs felt the carpet under +his hands as he lay upon his back. + +His heart was broken. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII. + + +LORD REDIN had barely glanced at the man in the blue jacket with silver +buttons, whom he had seen in the deep shadow of the little wine shop as +he strolled down the Via della Frezza. But Stefanone had seen him and +had gone to the door as he passed, watching him when he stood talking to +the one-eyed cobbler, and keeping his keen eyes on him as he passed +again on his homeward way. And all the way to the hotel in the Piazza di +Spagna Stefanone had followed him at a distance, watching the great +loose-jointed frame and the slightly stooping head, till the Scotchman +disappeared under the archway, past the porter, who stood aside, his +gold-laced cap in his hand, bowing low to the 'English lord.' + +Stefanone waited a few moments and then accosted the porter civilly. + +"Do you know if the proprietor wishes to buy some good wine of last +year, at a cheap rate?" he asked. "You understand. I am of the country. +I cannot go in and look for the proprietor. But you are doubtless the +director and you manage these things for him. That is why I ask you." + +The porter smiled at the flattery, but said that he believed wine had +been bought for the whole year. + +"The hotel is doubtless full of rich foreigners," observed Stefanone. +"It is indeed beautiful. I should prefer it to the Palazzo Borghese. Is +it not full?" + +"Quite full," answered the porter, proud of the establishment. + +"For instance," said Stefanone, "I saw a great signore going in, just +before I took the liberty of speaking with you. I am sure that he is a +great English signore. Not perhaps a mylord. But a great signore, having +much money." + +"What makes you think that?" inquired the porter, with a superior smile. + +"Eh, the reasons are two. First, you bowed to him, as though he were +some personage, and you of course know who he is. Secondly, he lifted +his hat to you. He is therefore a real signore, as good perhaps as a +Roman prince. We say a proverb in the country--'to salute is courtesy, +to answer is duty.' Therefore when any one salutes a real signore, he +answers and lifts his hat. These are the reasons why I say this one must +be a great one." + +"For that matter, you are right," laughed the porter. "That signore is +an English lord. What a combination! You have guessed it. His name is +Lord Redin." + +Stefanone's sharp eyes fixed themselves vacantly, for he did not wish to +betray his surprise at not hearing the name he had expected. + +"Eh!" he exclaimed. "Names? What are they, when one is a prince. Prince +of this. Duke of that. Our Romans are full of names. I daresay this +signore has four or five." + +But the porter knew of no other, and presently Stefanone departed, +wondering whether he had made a mistake, after all, and recalling the +features of the man he had followed to compare them with those younger +ones he remembered so distinctly. He went back to the Via della Frezza +and drank a glass of wine. Then he filled the glass again and carried it +carefully across the street to his friend the cobbler. + +"Drink," he said. "It will do you good. A drop of wine at sunset gives +force to the stomach." + +The one-eyed man looked up, and smiled at his friend, a phenomenon +rarely observed on his wrinkled and bearded face. He shrugged one round +shoulder, by way of assent, held his head a little on one side and +stretched out his black hand with the glass in it, to the light. He +tasted it, smelt it, and looked up at Stefanone before he drank in +earnest. + +"Black soul!" he exclaimed by way of an approving asseveration. "This is +indeed wine!" + +"He took it for vinegar!" observed Stefanone, speaking to the air. + +"It is wine," answered the cobbler when he had drained the glass. "It is +a consolation." + +Then they began to talk together, and Stefanone questioned him about his +interview with the tall gentleman an hour earlier. The cobbler really +knew nothing about him, though he remembered having seen him several +times, years ago, before Gloria had come. + +"You know nothing," said Stefanone. "That signore is the father of Sor +Paolo's signora, who died in my house." + +"You are joking," returned the cobbler, gravely. "He would have come to +see his daughter while she lived--requiescat!" + +"And I say that I am not joking. Do you wish to hear the truth? Well. +You have much confidence with Sor Paolo. Tell him that the father of the +poor Signora Gloria came to the door and asked questions. You shall hear +what he will say. He will say that it is possible. Then he will ask you +about him. You will tell him, so and so--a very tall signore, all made +of pieces that swing loosely when he walks, with a beard like the Moses +of the fountain, and hard blue eyes that strike you like two balls from +a gun, and hair that is neither red nor white, and a bony face like an +old horse." + +"It is true," said the cobbler, reflectively. "It is he. It is his +picture." + +"You will also say that he is now an English lord, but that formerly +they called him Sor Angoscia. You, who are friends with Sor Paolo, you +should tell him this. It may be that Sor Angoscia wishes him evil. Who +knows? In this world the combinations are so many!" + +It was long before the cobbler got an opportunity of speaking with +Griggs, and when he had the chance, he forgot all about it, though +Stefanone reminded him of it from time to time. But when he at last +spoke of the matter he was surprised to find that Stefanone had been +quite right, as Griggs admitted without the least hesitation. He told +Stefanone so, and the peasant was satisfied, though he had long been +positive that he had found his man at last, and recognized him in spite +of his beard and his age. + +After that Stefanone haunted the Piazza di Spagna in the morning, +talking a little with the models who used to stand there in their +mountain costumes to be hired by painters in the days when pictures of +them were the fashion. Many of them came from the neighbourhood of +Subiaco, and knew Stefanone by sight. When Lord Redin came out of the +hotel, as he generally did between eleven and twelve if the day were +fine, Stefanone put his pipe out, stuck it into his breeches' pocket +with his brass-handled clasp-knife, and strolled away a hundred yards +behind his enemy. + +If Lord Redin noticed him once or twice, it was merely to observe that +men still came to Rome wearing the old-fashioned dress of the +respectable peasants. Being naturally fearless, and at present wholly +unsuspicious, it never struck him that any one could be dogging his +footsteps whenever he went out of his hotel. In the evening he went out +very little and then generally in a carriage. Two or three times, on a +Sunday, he walked over to Saint Peter's and listened to the music at +Vespers, as many foreigners used to do. Stefanone followed him into the +church and watched him from a distance. Once the peasant saw Donna +Francesca, whom he knew by sight as a member of the Braccio family, +sitting within the great gate of the Chapel of the Choir, where the +service was held. Lord Redin always followed the frequented streets, +which led in an almost direct line from the Piazza di Spagna by the Via +Condotti to the bridge of Saint Angelo. It was the nearest way. He never +went back to the Via della Frezza, for he had no desire to see Paul +Griggs, and his curiosity had been satisfied by once looking at the +house in which his daughter had lived. He spent his evenings alone in +his rooms with a bottle of wine and a book. Luxury had become a habit +with him, and he now preferred a draught of Chāteau Lafitte to the rough +Roman wine barely a year old, while three or four glasses of a certain +brandy, twenty years in bottle, which he had discovered in the hotel, +were a necessary condition of his comfort. He had the intention of going +out one evening, in cloak and soft hat, as of old, to dine in his old +corner at the Falcone, but he put it off from day to day, feeling no +taste for the coarser fare and the rougher drink when the hour came. + +He often went to see Francesca Campodonico in the middle of the day, at +which hour the Roman ladies used to be visible to their more intimate +friends. An odd sort of sympathy had grown up between the two, though +they scarcely ever alluded to past events, and then only by an accident +which both regretted. Francesca exercised a refining influence upon the +gloomy Scotchman, and as he knew her better, he even took the trouble to +be less rough and cynical when he was with her. In character she was +utterly different from his dead wife, but there was something of family +resemblance between the two which called up memories very dear to him. + +Her influence softened him. In his wandering life he had more than once +formed acquaintances with men of tastes more or less similar to his own, +which might have ripened into friendships for a man of less morose +character. But in that, he and Paul Griggs were very much alike. They +found an element in every acquaintance which roused their distrust, and +as men to men they were both equally incapable of making a confidence. +Dalrymple's life had not brought him into close relations with any woman +except his wife. For her sake he had kept all others at a distance in a +strange jealousy of his own heart which had made her for him the only +woman in the world. Then, too, he had hated, for her, the curiosity of +those who had evidently wished to know her story. That had been always a +secret. He had told it to his father, and his father had died with it. +No one else had ever known whence Maria had come, nor what her name had +been. If Captain Crowdie had ever guessed the truth, which was doubtful, +he had held his tongue. + +But Angus Dalrymple was no longer the man he had been in those days. He +had changed very much in the past two or three years; for though he had +almost outlived the excesses into which he had fallen in his first +sorrow, his hardy constitution had been shaken, if not weakened, by +them. Physically his nerves were almost as good as ever, but morally he +was not the same man. He felt the need of sympathy and confidence, which +with such natures is the first sign of breaking down, and of the +degeneration of pride. + +That was probably the secret of what he felt when he was with Francesca. +She had that rarest quality in women, too, which commands men without +inspiring love. It is very hard to explain what that quality is, but +most men who have lived much and seen much have met with it at least +once in their lives. + +There is a sort of manifested goodness for which the average man of the +world has a profound and unreasonable contempt. And there is another +sort which most wholly commands the respect of that man who has lived +hardest. From a religious point of view, both may be equally real and +conducive to salvation. The cynic, the worn out man of the world, the +man whose heart is broken, all look upon the one as a weakness and the +other as a strength. Perhaps there is more humanity in the one than in +the other. A hundred women may rebuke a man for something he has done, +and he will smile at the reproach, though he may smile sadly. The one +will say to him the same words, and he will be gravely silent and will +feel that she is right and will like her the better for it ever +afterwards. And she is not, as a rule, the woman whom such men would +love. + +"I have never before met a woman whom I should wish to have for my +friend," said Lord Redin, one day when he was alone with Francesca. "I +daresay I am not at all the kind of man you would select for purposes of +friendship," he added, with a short laugh. + +Francesca smiled a little at the frankness of the words, and shook her +head. + +"Perhaps not," she said. "Who knows? Life brings strange changes when +one thinks that one knows it best." + +"It has brought strange things to me," answered Lord Redin. + +Then he was silent for a time. He felt the strong desire to speak out, +for no good reason or purpose, and to tell her the story of his life. +She would be horrorstruck at first. He fancied he could see the +expression which would come to her face. But he held his peace, for she +had not met him half-way, and he was ashamed of the weakness that was +upon him. + +"Yes," she said thoughtfully, after a little pause. "You must have had a +strange life, and a very unhappy one. You speak of friendship as men +speak who are in earnest, because there is no other hope for them. I +know something of that." + +She ceased, and her clear eyes turned sadly away from him. + +"I know you do," he answered softly. + +She looked at him again, and she liked him better than ever before, and +pitied him sincerely. She had discovered that with all his faults he was +not a bad man, as men go, for she did not know of that one deed of his +youth which to her would have seemed a monstrous crime of sacrilege, +beyond all forgiveness on earth or in heaven. + +Then she began to speak of other things, for her own words, and his, +had gone too near her heart, and presently he left her and strolled +homeward through the sunny streets. He walked slowly and thoughtfully, +unconscious of the man in a blue jacket with silver buttons, who +followed him and watched him with keen, unwinking eyes set under heavy +brows. + +But Stefanone was growing impatient, and his knife was every day a +little sharper as he whetted it thoughtfully upon a bit of smooth +oilstone which he carried in his pocket. Would the Englishman ever turn +down into some quiet street or lane where no one would be looking? And +Stefanone's square face grew thinner and his aquiline features more and +more eagle-like, till the one-eyed cobbler noticed the change, and spoke +of it. + +"You are consuming yourself for some female," he said. "You have white +hair. This is a shameful thing." + +But Stefanone laughed, instead of resenting the speech--a curiously +nervous laugh. + +"What would you have?" he replied. "We are men, and the devil is +everywhere." + +As he sat on the doorstep by the cobbler's bench, which was pushed far +forward to get the afternoon light, he took up the short sharp +shoemaker's knife, looked at it, held it in his hands and pared his +coarse nails with it, whistling a little tune. + +"That is a good knife," he observed carelessly. + +The cobbler looked up and saw what he was doing. + +"Black soul!" he cried out angrily. "That is my welt-knife, like a +razor, and he pares his hoofs with it!" + +But Stefanone dropped it into the little box of tools on the front of +the bench, and whistled softly. + +"You seem to me a silly boy!" said the cobbler, still wrathful. + +"Apoplexy, how you talk!" answered Stefanone. "But I seem so to myself, +sometimes." + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV. + + +THE life of Paul Griggs was not less lonely than it had been before the +day on which he had received and read Gloria's letters to Reanda, but it +was changed. Everything which had belonged to the dead woman was gone +from the room in which he sat and worked as usual. Even the position of +the furniture was changed. But he worked on as steadily as before. + +Outwardly he was very much the same man as ever. Any one who knew him +well--if such a person had existed--would have seen that there was a +little difference in the expression of his impassive face. The jaw was, +if possible, more firmly set than ever, but there was a line in the +forehead which had not been there formerly, and which softened the iron +front, as it were, with something more human. It had come suddenly, and +had remained. That was all. + +But within, the difference was great and deep. He felt that the man who +sat all day long at the writing-table doing his work was not himself any +longer, but another being, his double and shadow, and in all respects +his slave, except in one. + +That other man sometimes paused in his work, fingering the pen +unconsciously, as men do who hold it all day long, and thinking of +Gloria with an expression of horror and suffering in his eyes. But he, +the real Paul Griggs, never thought of her. The link was broken, the +thread that had carried the message of dead love between him and the +lonely grave beyond Subiaco was definitely broken. Stefanone came to +receive the small sum which Griggs paid him monthly for his care of the +place, and Griggs paid him as he would have paid his tailor, +mechanically, and made a note of the payment in his pocket-book. When +the man was gone, Griggs felt that his double was staring at the wall as +a man stares at the dark surface of the pool in which the thing he loves +has sunk for the last time. + +It was always the other self that felt at such moments. He could +abstract himself from it, and feel that he was watching it; he could +direct it and make it do what he pleased; but he could neither control +its thoughts nor feel any sympathy for them. Until the fatal day, the +world had all been black to him; only by closing his eyes could he bring +into it the light that hovered about a dead woman's face. + +But now the black was changed to a flat and toneless white in which +there was never the least variation. Life was to him a vast blank, in +which, without interest or sensation, he moved in any direction he +pleased, and he pleased that it should be always the same direction, +from the remembrance of a previous intention and abiding principle. But +it might as well have been any other, backwards, or to right or left. It +was all precisely the same, and it was perfectly inconceivable to him +that he should ever care whether in the endless journey he ever came +upon a spot or point in the blank waste which should prove to him that +he had moved at all. Nothing could make any difference. He was beyond +that state in which any difference was apprehensible between one thing +and another. + +His double had material wants, and was ruled by material circumstances. +His double was a broken-hearted creature, toiling to make money for a +little child to which it felt itself bound by every responsibility which +can bind father to son; acknowledging the indebtedness in every act of +its laborious life, denying itself every luxury, and almost every +comfort, that there might be a little more for the child, now and in +time to come; weary beyond earthly weariness, but untiring in the +mechanical performance of its set task; fatally strong and destined, +perhaps, to live on through sixty or seventy years of the same unceasing +toil; fatally weak in its one deep wound, and horribly sensitive within +itself, but outwardly expressionless, strong, merely a little more pale +and haggard than Paul Griggs had been. + +This was the being whom Paul Griggs employed, as it were, to work for +him, which he thoroughly understood and could control in every part +except in its thoughts, and they were its own. But he himself existed in +another sphere, in which there were neither interests nor +responsibilities, nor landmarks, nor touches of human feeling, neither +memories for the dead nor hopes for the living; in which everything was +the same, because there was nothing but a sort of universal impersonal +consciousness, no more attached to himself than to the beings he saw +about him, or to that particular being which was his former self,--in +which he chose to reside, merely because he required a bodily evidence +of some sort in order to be alive--and there was no particular reason +why he should not be alive. He therefore did not cease to live, but a +straw might have turned the balance to the side of death. + +It was certainly true that, so far as it could be said that there was +any link between him and humanity, it lay in the existence of the little +boy beyond the water. But it would have been precisely the same if +little Walter Crowdie had died. He did not wish to see the child, for he +had no wishes at all. Life being what it was, it would be very much +better if the child were to die at once. Since it happened to be alive, +he forced his double to work for it. It was no longer any particular +child so far as he himself was concerned. It belonged to his double, +which seemed to be attached to it in an unaccountable way and did not +complain at being driven to labour for it. + +At certain moments, when he seemed to have got rid of his double +altogether for a time, a question presented itself to his real self. The +question was the great and old one--What was it for? And to what was it +tending? Then the people he saw in the streets appeared to him to be +very small, like ants, running hither and thither upon the ant-hill and +about it, moved by something which they could not understand, but which +made them do certain things with an appearance of logical sequence, just +as he forced his double to work for little Walter Crowdie from morning +till night. So the people ran about anxiously, or strolled lazily +through the hours, careful or careless, as the case might be, but quite +unconscious that they were of no consequence and of no use, and that it +was quite immaterial whether they were alive or dead. Most of them +thought that they cared a good deal for life on the whole, and that it +held a multitude of pleasant and interesting things to be liked and +sought, and an equal number of unpleasant and dangerous things to be +avoided; all of which things had no real existence whatever, as the +impersonal consciousness of Paul Griggs was well aware. He watched the +people curiously, as though they merely existed to perform tricks for +his benefit. But they did not amuse him, for nothing could amuse him, +nor interest him when he had momentarily got rid of his double, as +sometimes happened when he was out of doors. + +One day, the month having passed again, Stefanone came for his money. It +was very little, and the old peasant would willingly have undertaken +that the work should be done for nothing. But he was interested in Paul +Griggs, and he was growing very impatient because he could not get an +opportunity of falling upon Lord Redin in a quiet place. He had formed a +new plan of almost childlike simplicity. When Griggs had paid him the +money, he lingered a moment and looked about the room. + +"Signore, you have changed the furniture," he observed. "That chair was +formerly here. This table used to be there. There are a thousand +changes." + +"Yes," said Griggs, taking up his pen to go on with his work. "You have +good eyes," he added good-naturedly. + +"Two," assented Stefanone; "each better than the other. For instance, I +will tell you. When that chair was by the window, there was a little +table beside it. On the table was the work-basket of your poor Signora, +whom may the Lord preserve in glory! Is it truth?" + +"Yes," answered Griggs, with perfect indifference. "It is quite true." + +The allusion did not pain him, the man who was talking with Stefanone. +It would perhaps hurt the other man when he thought of it later. + +"Signore," said Stefanone, who evidently had something in his mind, "I +was thinking in the night, and this thought came to me. The dead are +dead. Requiescant! It is better for the living to live in holy peace. +You never see the father of the Signora. There is bad blood between you. +This was my thought--let them be reconciled, and spend an evening +together. They will speak of the dead one. They will shed tears. They +will embrace. Let the enmity be finished. In this way they will enjoy +life more." + +"You are crazy, Stefanone," answered Griggs, impatiently. "But how do +you know who is the father of the Signora?" + +"Every one knows it, Signore!" replied the peasant, with well-feigned +sincerity. "Every one knows that it is the great English lord who lives +at the hotel in the Piazza di Spagna this year. Signore, I have said a +word. You must not take it ill. Enmity is bad. Friendship is a good +thing. And then it is simple. With maccaroni one makes acquaintance +again. There is the Falcone, but it would be better here. We will cook +the maccaroni in the kitchen; you will eat on this table. What are all +these papers for? Study, study! A dish of good paste is better, with +cheese. I will bring a certain wine--two flasks. Then you will be +friends, for you will drink together. And if the English lord drinks too +much, I will go home with him to the hotel in the Piazza di Spagna. But +you will only have to go to bed. Once in a year, what is it to be a +little gay with good wine? At least you will be good friends. Then +things will end well." + +Griggs looked at Stefanone curiously, while the old peasant was +speaking, for he knew the people well, and he suspected something though +he did not know what to think. + +"Perhaps some day we may take your advice," he said coldly. "Good +morning, Stefanone; I have much to write." + +"I remove the inconvenience," answered Stefanone, in the stock Italian +phrase for taking leave. + +"No inconvenience," replied Griggs, civilly, as is the custom. "But I +have to work." + +"Study, study!" grumbled Stefanone, going towards the door. "What does +it all conclude, this great study? Headache. For a flask of wine you +have the same thing, and the pleasure besides. It is enough. Signore," +he added, reluctantly turning the handle, "I go. Think of what I have +said to you. Sometimes an old man says a wise word." + +He went away very much discontented with the result of the conversation. +His mind was a medley of cunning and simplicity backed by an absolutely +unforgiving temper and great caution. His plan had seemed exceedingly +good. Lord Redin and Griggs would have supped together, and the former +would very naturally have gone home alone. Stefanone was oddly surprised +that Griggs should not have acceded to the proposition at once, though +in reality there was not the slightest of small reasons for his doing +so. + +It was long since anything had happened to rouse Griggs into thinking +about any individual human being as anything more than a bit of the +world's furniture, to be worn out and thrown away in the course of time, +out of sight. But something in the absolutely gratuitous nature of +Stefanone's advice moved his suspicions. He saw, with his intimate +knowledge of the Roman peasant's character, the whole process of the old +wine-seller's mind, if only, in the first place, the fellow had the +desire to harass Dalrymple. That being granted, the rest was plain +enough. Dalrymple, if he really came to supper with Griggs, would stay +late into the night and finish all the wine there might be. On his way +home through the deserted streets, Stefanone could kill him at his +leisure and convenience, and nobody would be the wiser. The only +difficulty lay in establishing some sufficient reason why Stefanone +should wish to kill him at all, and in this Griggs signally failed, +which was not surprising. + +All at once, as generally happened now, he lost all interest in the +matter and returned to his work; or rather, to speak as he might have +spoken, he set his mechanical self to work for him, while his own being +disappeared in blank indifference and unconsciousness. But on the +following day, which chanced to be a Sunday, he went out in the morning +for a walk. He rarely worked on Sundays, having long ago convinced +himself that a day of rest was necessary in the long run. + +As he was coming home, he saw Lord Redin walking far in front of him +down the Corso, easily recognizable by his height and his loose, +swinging gait. Griggs had not proceeded many steps further when +Stefanone passed him, walking at a swinging stride. The peasant had +probably seen him, but chose to take no notice of him. Griggs allowed +him to get a fair start and then quickened his own pace, so as to keep +him in view. Lord Redin swung along steadily and turned up the Via +Condotti. Stefanone almost ran, till he, too, had turned the corner of +the street. Griggs, without running, nearly overtook him as he took the +same turn a moment later. + +It was perfectly clear that Stefanone was dogging the Scotchman's +steps. The latter crossed the Piazza di Spagna, and entered the deep +archway of his hotel. The peasant slackened his speed at once and +lounged across the square towards the foot of the great stairway which +leads up to the Trinitą de' Monti. Griggs followed him, and came up with +him just as he sat down upon a step beside one of the big stone posts, +to take breath and light his pipe. The man looked up, touched his hat, +smiled, and struck a sulphur match, which he applied to the tobacco in +the red clay bowl before the sulphur was half burned out, after the +manner of his kind. + +"You have taken a walk, Signore," he observed, puffing away at the +willow stem and watching the match. + +"You walk fast, Stefanone," answered Griggs. "You can walk as fast as +Lord Redin." + +Stefanone did not show the least surprise. He pressed down the burning +tobacco with one horny finger, and carefully laid the last glowing bit +of the burnt-out wooden match upon it. + +"For this, we are people of the mountains," he answered slowly. "We can +walk." + +"Why do you wish to kill that signore?" inquired Griggs, calmly. + +Stefanone looked up, and the pale lids of his keen eyes were contracted +as he stared hard and long at the other's face. + +"What are you saying?" he asked, with a short, harsh laugh. "What is +passing through your head? What have I to do with the Englishman? +Nothing. These are follies!" + +And still he gazed keenly at Griggs, awaiting the latter's reply. Griggs +answered him contemptuously in the dialect. + +"You take me for a foreigner! You might know better." + +"I do not know what you mean," answered Stefanone, doggedly. "It is +Sunday. I am at leisure. I walk to take a little air. It is my affair. +Besides, at this hour, who would follow a man to kill him? It is about +to ring midday. There are a thousand people in the street. Those who +kill wait at the corners of streets when it is night. You say that I +take you for a foreigner. You have taken me for an assassin. At your +pleasure. So much the worse for me. An assassin! Only this was wanting. +It is better that I go back to Subiaco. At least they know me there. +Here in Rome--not even dogs would stay here. Beautiful town! Where one +is called assassin for breakfast, without counting one, nor two." + +By this time Griggs was convinced that he was right. He knew the man +well, and all his kind. The long speech of complaint, with its peculiar +tone, half insolent, half of injured innocence, was to cover the +fellow's embarrassment. Griggs answered him in his own strain. + +"A man is not an assassin who kills his enemy for a good reason, +Stefanone," he observed. "How do I know what he may have done to you?" + +"To me? Nothing." The peasant shrugged his sturdy shoulders. + +"Then I have made a mistake," said Griggs. + +"You have made a mistake," assented Stefanone. "Let us not talk about it +any more." + +"Very well." + +Griggs turned away and walked slowly towards the hotel, well aware that +Stefanone was watching him and would think that he was going to warn +Lord Redin of his danger. That, indeed, was Griggs's first impulse, and +it was probably his wisest course, whatever might come of the meeting. +But the Scotchman had made up his mind that he would not see Griggs +under any circumstances, and though the latter had seen him enter the +hotel less than ten minutes earlier, the servant returned almost +immediately and said that Lord Redin was not at home. Griggs understood +and turned away, thoughtfully. + +Before he went down the Via Condotti again, he looked over his shoulder +towards the steps, and he saw that Stefanone was gone. As he walked +along the street, the whole incident began to fade away in his mind, as +all real matters so often did, nowadays. All at once he stopped short, +and roused himself by an effort--directing his double, as he would have +said, perhaps. There was no denying the fact that a man's life was +hanging in the balance of a chance, and to the man, if not to Griggs, +that life was worth something. If it had been any other man in the +world, even that fact would have left him indifferent enough. Why should +he care who lived or died? But Dalrymple was a man he had injured, and +he was under an obligation of honour to save him, if he could. + +There was only one person in Rome who could help him--Francesca +Campodonico. She knew much of what had happened; she might perhaps +understand the present case. At all events, even if she had not seen +Lord Redin of late, she could not be supposed to have broken relations +with him; she could send for him and warn him. The case was urgent, as +Griggs knew. After what he had said to Stefanone, the latter, if he +meant to kill his man, would not lose a day. + + + + +CHAPTER XLV. + + +IT was past midday when Paul Griggs reached the Palazzetto Borgia and +inquired for Donna Francesca. He was told that she was out. It was her +custom, the porter said, always to breakfast on Sundays with her +relatives, the Prince and Princess of Gerano. Griggs asked at what time +she might be expected to return. The porter put on a vague look and said +that it was impossible to tell. Sometimes she went to Saint Peter's on +Sunday afternoon, to hear Vespers. Vespers began at twenty-two o'clock, +or half-past twenty-two--between half-past three and four by French +time, at that season of the year. + +Griggs turned away, and wandered about for half an hour in the vicinity +of the palace, uncertain as to what he should do, and yet determined not +to lose sight of the necessity for immediate action of some sort. At +last he went back to the Piazza di Spagna, intending to write a word of +warning to Lord Redin, though he knew that the latter would pay very +little attention to anything of such a nature. Like most foreigners, he +would laugh at the idea of being attacked in the streets. Even in an +interview it would not be easy to persuade him of the truth which Griggs +had discovered more by intuition and through his profound knowledge of +the Roman character than by any chain of evidence. + +Lord Redin had gone out, he was told. It was impossible to say with any +certainty whether this were true or not, and Griggs wrote a few words on +his card, sealed the latter in an envelope, and left it to be delivered +to the Scotchman. Then he went back to the Via della Frezza, determined +to renew his attempt to see Francesca Campodonico, at a later hour. + +At the door of the little wine shop Stefanone was seated on one of the +rush stools, his hat tilted over his eyes, and his white-stockinged legs +crossed. He was smoking and looking down, but he recognized Griggs's +step at some distance, and raised his eyes. Griggs nodded to him +familiarly, passing along on the other side of the narrow street, and he +saw Stefanone's expression. There was a look of cunning and amusement in +the contraction of the pale lids, which the younger man did not like. +Stefanone spoke to him across the street. + +"You are well returned, Signore," he said, in the common phrase of +greeting after an absence. + +The words were civil enough, but there was something of mockery in the +tone. Griggs might not have noticed it at any other time, but his +thoughts had been occupied with Stefanone during the last two hours, +and he resented what sounded like insolence. The tone implied that he +had been on a fool's errand, and that Stefanone knew it. He said +nothing, but stood still and scrutinized the man's face. There was an +unwonted colour about the cheek bones, and the keen eyes sparkled under +the brim of the soft hat. Stefanone had a solid head, and was not given +to drinking, especially in the morning; but Griggs guessed that to-day +he had drunk more than usual. The man's next words convinced him of the +fact. + +"Signore," he said, slowly rising, "will you favour us by tasting the +wine I brought last week? There is no one in the shop yet, for it is +early. If you will, we can drink a glass." + +"Thank you," answered Griggs. "I have not eaten yet." + +"Then Sor Angoscia did not ask you to breakfast!" laughed Stefanone, +insolently. "At midday, too! It was just the hour! But perhaps he +invited you to his supper, for it is ordered." + +And he laughed again. Griggs glanced at him once more, and then went +quietly on towards his own door. He saw that the man had drunk too much, +and the idea of bandying words in the attempt to rebuke him was +distasteful. Griggs had very rarely lost his temper, so far as to strike +a man, even in former days, and it had seemed to him of late that he +could never be really angry again. Nothing could ever again be of +enough importance to make it worth while. If a man of his own class had +insulted him, he would have directed his double, as it were, to resent +the offence, but he himself would have remained utterly indifferent. + +The one-eyed cobbler was not in his place, as it was Sunday. If he had +been there, Griggs would very possibly have told him to watch Stefanone +and to try and keep him in the wine shop until he should grow heavy over +his wine and fall asleep. In that state he would at least be harmless. +But the cobbler was not there. Griggs went up to his rooms to wait until +a later hour, when he might hope to find Francesca. + +Stefanone, being left alone, sat down again, pulled his hat over his +eyes once more and felt in his pocket for his clasp-knife. His mind was +by no means clear, for he had eaten nothing, he had swallowed a good +deal of strong wine, and he had made up his mind that he must kill his +enemy on that day or never. The intention was well-defined, but that was +all. He had put off his vengeance too long. It was true that he had not +yet caught Dalrymple alone in a quiet street at night, that is to say, +under the most favourable circumstances imaginable; but more than once +he might have fallen upon him suddenly from a doorway in a narrow lane, +in which there had been but a few women and children to see the deed, if +they saw it at all. He knew well enough that in Rome the fear of being +in any way implicated in a murder, even as a witness, would have made +women, and probably men, too, run indoors or out of the way, rather than +interfere or pursue him. He told himself therefore that he had been +unreasonably cautious, and that unless he acted quickly Lord Redin, +being warned by Griggs, would take measures of self-defence which might +put him beyond the reach of the clasp-knife forever. Stefanone's ideas +about the power of an 'English lord' were vague in the extreme. + +He had not been exactly frightened by Griggs's sudden accusation that +morning, but he had been made nervous and vicious by the certainty that +his intentions had been discovered. Peasant-like, not being able to hit +on a plan for immediate success, he had excited himself and stimulated +his courage with drink. His eyes were already a little bloodshot, and +the flush on his high cheek bones showed that he was in the first stage +of drunkenness, which under present circumstances was the most dangerous +and might last all day with a man of his age and constitution, provided +that he did not drink too fast. And there was little fear of that, for +the Roman is cautious in his cups, and drinks slowly, never wishing to +lose his head, and indeed very much ashamed of ever being seen in a +helpless condition. + +By this time he was well acquainted with Lord Redin's habits; and though +Griggs had been told that the Scotchman was out, Stefanone knew very +well that he was at home and would not leave the hotel for another hour +or more. + +Leaning back against the wall and tipping the stool, he swung his +white-stockinged legs thoughtfully. + +"One must eat," he remarked aloud, to himself. + +He held his head a little on one side, thoughtfully considering the +question of food. Then he turned his face slowly towards the low door of +the shop and sniffed the air. Something was cooking in the back regions +within. Stefanone nodded to himself, rose, pulled out a blue and red +cotton handkerchief, and proceeded to dust his well-blacked low shoes +and steel buckles with considerable care, setting first one foot and +then the other upon the stool. + +"Let us eat," he said aloud, folding his handkerchief again and +returning it to his pocket. + +He went in and sat down at one of the trestle tables,--a heavy board, +black with age. The host was nodding on a chair in the corner, a fat man +in a clean white apron, with a round red face and fat red prominences +over his eyes, with thin eyebrows that were scarcely perceptible. + +Stefanone rapped on the board with his knuckles; the host awoke, looked +at him with a pleased smile, made an interrogatory gesture, and having +received an affirmative nod for an answer retired into the dark kitchen. +In a moment he returned with a huge earthenware plate of soup in which a +couple of large pieces of fat meat bobbed lazily as he set the dish on +the table. Then he brought bread, a measure of wine, an iron spoon, and +a two-pronged fork. + +Stefanone eat the soup without a word, breaking great pieces of bread +into it. Then he pulled out his clasp-knife and opened it; the long +blade, keen as a razor and slightly curved, but dark and dull in colour, +snapped to its place, as the ring at the back fell into the +corresponding sharp notch. With affected delicacy, Stefanone held it +between his thumb and one finger and drew the edge across the fat boiled +meat, which fell into pieces almost at a touch, though it was tough and +stringy. The host watched the operation approvingly. At that time it was +forbidden to carry such knives in Rome, unless the point were round and +blunt. The Roman always stabs; he never cuts his man's throat in a fight +or in a murder. + +"It is a prohibited weapon," observed the fat man, smiling, "but it is +very beautiful. Poor Christian, if he finds it between his ribs! He +would soon be cold. It is a consolation at night to have such a toy." + +"Truly, it is the consolation of my soul," answered Stefanone. + +"Say a little, dear friend," said the fat man, sitting down and resting +his bare elbows upon the table, "that arm, has it ever sent any one to +Paradise?" + +"And then I should tell you!" exclaimed Stefanone, laughing, and he +sipped some wine and smacked his lips. "But no," he added presently. "I +am a pacific man. If they touch me--woe! But I, to touch any one? Not +even a fly." + +"Thus I like men," said the host, "serious, full of scruples, people who +drink well, quiet, quiet, and pay better." + +"So we are at Subiaco," answered Stefanone. + +He cleaned his knife on a piece of bread very carefully, laid it open +beside him, and threw the crust to a lean dog that appeared suddenly +from beneath the table, as though it had come up through a trap-door; +the half-famished creature bolted the bread with a snap and a gulp and +disappeared again as suddenly and silently, just in time to avoid the +fat man's slow, heavy hand. + +When he had finished eating, Stefanone produced his little piece of +oilstone, which he carried wrapped in dingy paper, and having greased it +proceeded to draw the blade over it slowly and smoothly. + +"Apoplexy!" ejaculated the host. "Are you not contented? Or perhaps you +wish to shave with it?" + +"Thus I keep it," answered the peasant, smiling. "A minute here, a +minute there. The time costs nothing. What am I doing? Nothing. I +digest. To pass the time I sharpen the knife. I am like this. I say it +is a sin to waste time." + +Every now and then he sipped his wine, but there was no perceptible +change in his manner, for he was careful to keep himself just at the +same level of excitement, neither more nor less. + +Half an hour later he was smoking his pipe in the Piazza di Spagna, +lounging near the great fountain in the sunshine, his eyes generally +turned towards the door of the hotel. He waited a long time, and +replenished his pipe more than once. + +"This would be the only thing wanting," he said impatiently and half +aloud. "That just to-day he should not go out." + +But Lord Redin appeared at last, dressed as though he were going to make +a visit. He looked about the square, standing still on the threshold for +a moment, and a couple of small open cabs drove up. But he shook his +head, consulted his watch, and strode away in the direction of the +Propaganda. + +Stefanone guessed that he was going to the Palazzetto Borgia, and +followed him as usual at a safe distance, threading the winding ways +towards the Piazza di Venezia. There used to be a small café then under +the corner of that part of the Palazzo Torlonia which has now been +pulled down. Lord Redin entered it, and Stefanone lingered on the other +side of the street. A man passed him who sold melon seeds and aquavitę, +and Stefanone drank a glass of the one and bought a measure of the +other. The Romans are fond of the taste of the tiny dry kernel which is +found inside the broad white shell of the seed. Presently Lord Redin +came out, wiping his mouth with his handkerchief, and went on. Stefanone +followed him again, walking fast when his enemy had turned a corner and +slackening his speed as soon as he caught sight of him again. + +Francesca was out. He saw Lord Redin's look of annoyance as the latter +turned away after speaking with the porter, and he fell back into the +shadow of a doorway, expecting that the Scotchman would take the street +by which he had come. But Dalrymple turned down the narrow lane beside +the palace, in the direction of the Tiber. Stefanone's bloodshot eyes +opened suddenly as he sprang after him; with a quick movement he got his +knife out, opened it, and thrust his hand with it open into the wide +pocket of his jacket. Lord Redin had never gone down that lane before, +to Stefanone's knowledge, and it was a hundred to one that at that hour +no one would be about. Stefanone himself did not know the place. + +Dalrymple must have heard the quick and heavy footsteps of the peasant +behind him, but it would not have been at all like him to turn his +head. With loose, swinging gait he strode along, and his heavy stick +made high little echoes as it struck the dry cobble-stones. + +Stefanone was very near him. His eyes glared redly, and his hand with +the knife in it was half out of his pocket. In ten steps more he would +spring and strike upwards, as Romans do. He chose the spot on the dark +overcoat where his knife should go through, below the shoulder-blade, at +the height of the small ribs on the left side. His lips were parted and +dry. + +There was a loud scream of anger, a tremendous clattering noise, and a +sound of feet. Stefanone turned suddenly pale, and his hand went to the +bottom of his pocket again. + +On an open doorstep lay a copper 'conca'--the Roman water jar--a +wretched dog was rushing down the street with something in its mouth, in +front of Lord Redin, a woman was pursuing it with yells, swinging a +small wooden stool in her right hand, to throw it at the dog, and the +neighbours were on their doorsteps in a moment. Stefanone slunk under +the shadow of the wall, grinding his teeth. The chance was gone. The +streets beyond were broader and more populous. + +Lord Redin went steadily onward, evidently familiar with every turn of +the way, down to the Tiber, across the Bridge of Quattro Capi, and over +the island of Saint Bartholomew to Trastevere, turning then to the right +through the straight Lungaretta, past Santa Maria and under the heights +of San Pietro in Montorio, and so to the Lungara and by Santo Spirito to +the Piazza of Saint Peter's. He walked fast, and Stefanone twice wiped +the perspiration from his forehead on the way, for he was nervous from +the tension and the disappointment, and felt suddenly weak. + +The Scotchman never paused, but crossed the vast square and went up the +steps of the basilica. He was evidently going to hear the Vespers. Then +Stefanone, instead of following him into the church, sat down outside +the wine shop on the right, just opposite the end of the Colonnade. He +ordered a measure of wine and prepared to wait, for he guessed that Lord +Redin would remain in the church at least an hour. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVI. + + +LORD REDIN lifted the heavy leathern curtain of the door on the right of +the main entrance to the basilica, and went into the church. For some +reason or other, the majority of people go in by that door rather than +the other. It may be that the reason is a very simple one, after all. +Most people are right handed, and of any two doors side by side leading +into the same place, will instinctively take the one on the right. The +practice of passing to the left in the street, in almost all old +countries, was for the sake of safety, in order that a man might have +his sword hand towards any one he met. + +The air of the church was warm, and had a faint odour of incense in it. +The temperature of the vast building varies but little with the seasons; +going into it in winter, it seems warm, in summer it is very cold. On +that day there were not many people in the nave, though a soft sound of +unceasing footsteps broke the stillness. Very far away an occasional +strain of music floated on the air from the Chapel of the Choir, the +last on the left before the transept is reached. Lord Redin walked +leisurely in the direction of the sound. + +The chapel was full, and the canons were intoning the psalms of the +office. At the conclusion of each one the choir sang the 'Gloria' from +the great organ loft on the right. It chanced that there were a number +of foreigners on that day, and they had filled all the available space +within the gate, and there was a small crowd outside, pressing as close +as possible in order to hear the voices more distinctly. Lord Redin was +taller than most men, and looking over the heads of the others he saw +Francesca Campodonico's pale profile in the thick of the press. She +evidently wished to extricate herself, and she seemed to be suffering +from the closeness, for she pressed her handkerchief nervously to her +lips, and her eyes were half closed. Lord Redin forced his way to her +without much consideration for the people who hindered him. A few +minutes later he brought her out on the side towards the transept. + +"Thank you," said Francesca. "I should like to sit down. I had almost +fainted--there was a woman next to me who had musk about her." + +They went round the pillar of the dome to the south transept where there +are almost always a number of benches set along the edges of a huge +green baize carpet. They sat down together on the end of one of the +seats. + +"We can go back, by and bye, and hear the music, if you like," said +Francesca. "The psalms will last some time longer." + +"I would rather sit here and talk, since I have had the good luck to +meet you," answered Lord Redin, resting his elbows on his knees, and +idly poking the green carpet with the end of his stick. "I went to your +house, and they told me that you would very probably be here." + +"Yes. I often come. But you know that, for we have met here before. I +only stay at home on Sundays when it rains." + +"Oh! Is that the rule?" + +"Yes, if you call it a rule," answered Francesca. + +"I like to know about the things you do, and how you spend your life," +said the Scotchman, thoughtfully. + +"Do you? Why? There is nothing very interesting about my existence, it +seems to me." + +"It interests me. It makes me feel less lonely to know about some one +else--some one I like very much." + +Francesca looked at her companion with an expression of pity. She was +lonely, too, but in a different way. The little drama of her life had +run sadly and smoothly. She was willing to give the man her friendship +if it could help him, rather because he seemed to ask for it in a mute +fashion than because she desired his. + +"Lord Redin," she said, after a little pause, "do you always mean to +live in this way?" + +"Alone? Yes. It is the only way I can live, at my age." + +"At your age--would it make any difference if you were younger?" asked +Francesca. She dropped her voice to a low key. "You would never marry +again, even if you were much younger." + +"Marry!" His shoulders moved with a sort of little start. "You do not +know what you are saying!" he added, almost under his breath, though she +heard the words distinctly. + +She looked at him again, in silence, during several seconds, and she saw +how the colour sank away from his face, till the skin was like old +parchment. The hand that held the heavy stick tightened round it and +grew yellow at the knuckles. + +"Forgive me," she said gently. "I am very thoughtless--it is the second +time." + +He did not speak for some moments, but she understood his silence and +waited. The air was very quiet, and the enormous pillar of the dome +almost completely shut off the echo of the distant music. The low +afternoon sun streamed levelly through the great windows of the apse, +for the basilica is built towards the west. There were very few people +in the church that day. The sun made visible beams across the high +shadows overhead. + +Suddenly Lord Redin spoke again. There was something weak and tremulous +in the tone of his rough voice. + +"I am very much attached to you, for two reasons," he said. "We have +known each other long, but not intimately." + +"That is true. Not very intimately." + +Francesca did not know exactly what to say. But for his manner and for +his behaviour a few moments earlier, she might have fancied that he was +about to offer himself to her, but such an idea was very far from her +thoughts. Her woman's instinct told her that he was going to tell her +something in the nature of a confidence. + +"Precisely," he continued. "We have never been intimate. The reason why +we have not been intimate is one of the reasons why I am more attached +to you than you have ever guessed." + +"That is complicated," said Francesca, with a smile. "Perhaps the other +reason may be simpler." + +"It is very simple, very simple indeed, though it will not seem natural +to you. You are the only very good woman I ever knew, who made me feel +that she was good instead of making me see it. Perhaps you think it +unnatural that I should be attracted by goodness at all. But I am not +very bad, as men go." + +"No. I do not believe you are. And I am not so good as you think." She +sighed softly. + +"You are much better than I once thought," answered Lord Redin. "Once +upon a time--well, I should only offend you, and I know better now. +Forgive me for thinking of it. I wish to tell you something else." + +"If it is something which has been your secret, it is better not told," +said Francesca, quietly. "One rarely makes a confidence that one does +not regret it." + +"You are a wise woman." He looked at her thoughtfully. "And yet you must +be very young." + +"No. But though I have had my own life apart, I have lived outwardly +very much in the world, although I am still young. Most of the secrets +which have been told me have been repeated to me by the people in whom +others had confided." + +"All that is true," he answered. "Nevertheless--" He paused. "I am +desperate!" he exclaimed, with sudden energy. "I cannot bear this any +longer--I am alone, always, always. Sometimes I think I shall go mad! +You do not know what a life I lead. I have not even a vice to comfort +me!" He laughed low and savagely. "I tried to drink, but I am sick of +it--it does no good! A man who has not even a vice is a very lonely +man." + +Francesca's clear eyes opened wide with a startled look, and gazed +towards his averted face, trying to catch his glance. She felt that she +was close to something very strong and dreadful which she could not +understand. + +"Do not speak like that!" she said. "No one is lonely who believes in +God." + +"God!" he exclaimed bitterly. "God has forgotten me, and the devil will +not have me!" He looked at her at last, and saw her face. "Do not be +shocked," he said, with a sorrowful smile. "If I were as bad as I seem +to you just now, I should have cut my throat twenty years ago." + +"Hush! Hush!" Francesca did not know what to say. + +His manner changed a little, and he spoke more calmly. + +"I am not eloquent," he said, looking into her eyes. "You may not +understand. But I have suffered a great deal." + +"Yes. I know that. I am very sorry for you." + +"I think you are," he answered. "That is why I want to be honest and +tell you the truth about myself. For that reason, and because I cannot +bear it any longer. I cannot, I cannot!" he repeated in a low, +despairing tone. + +"If it will help you to tell me, then tell me," said Francesca, kindly. +"But I do not ask you to. I do not see why we should not be the best of +friends without my knowing this thing which weighs on your mind." + +"You will understand when I have told you," answered Lord Redin. "Then +you can judge whether you will have me for a friend or not. It will seem +very bad to you. Perhaps it is. I never thought so. But you are a Roman +Catholic, and that makes a difference." + +"Not in a question of right and wrong." + +"It makes the question what it is. You shall hear." + +He paused a moment, and the lines and furrows deepened in his face. The +sun was sinking fast, and the long beams had faded away out of the +shadows. There was no one in sight now, but the music of the benediction +service echoed faintly in the distance. Francesca felt her heart beating +with a sort of excitement she could not understand, and though she did +not look at her companion, her ears were strained to catch the first +word he spoke. + +"I married a nun," he said simply. + +Francesca started. + +"A Sister of Charity?" she asked, after a moment's dead silence. "They +do not take vows--" + +"No. A nun from the Carmelite Convent of Subiaco." + +His words were very distinct. There was no mistaking what he said. +Francesca shrank from him instinctively, and uttered a low exclamation +of repugnance and horror. + +"That is not all," continued Lord Redin, with a calm that seemed +supernatural. "She was your kinswoman. She was Maria Braccio, whom every +one believed was burned to death in her cell." + +"But her body--they found it! It is impossible!" She thought he must be +mad. + +"No. They found another body. I put it into the bed and set fire to the +mattress. It was burned beyond recognition, and they thought it was +Maria. But it was the body of old Stefanone's daughter. I lived in his +house. The girl poisoned herself with some of my chemicals--I was a +young doctor in those days. Maria and I were married on board an English +man-of-war, and we lived in Scotland after that. Gloria was the daughter +of Maria Braccio, the Carmelite nun--your kinswoman." + +Francesca pressed her handkerchief to her lips. She felt as though she +were losing her senses. Minute after minute passed, and she could say +nothing. From time to time, Lord Redin glanced sideways at her. He +breathed hard once or twice, and his hands strained upon his stick as +though they would break it in two. + +"Then she died," he said. When he had spoken the three words, he +shivered from head to foot, and was silent. + +Still Francesca could not speak. The sacrilege of the deed was horrible +in itself. To her, who had grown up to look upon Maria Braccio as a holy +woman, cut off in her youth by a frightful death, the truth was +overwhelmingly awful. She strove within herself to find something upon +which she could throw the merest shadow of an extenuation, but she could +find nothing. + +"You understand now why, as an honourable man, I wished to tell you the +truth about myself," he said, speaking almost coldly in the effort he +was making at self-control. "I could not ask for your friendship until I +had told you." + +Francesca turned her white face slowly towards him in the dusk, and her +lips moved, but she did not speak. She could not in that first moment +find the words she wanted. She felt that she shrank from him, that she +never wished to touch his hand again. Doubtless, in time, she might get +over the first impression. She wished that he would leave her to think +about it. + +"Can you ever be my friend now?" he asked gravely. + +"Your friend--" she stopped, and shook her head sadly. "I--I am +afraid--" she could not go on. + +Lord Redin rose slowly to his feet. + +"No. I am afraid not," he said. + +He waited a moment, but there was no reply. + +"May I take you to your carriage?" he asked gently. + +"No, thank you. No--that is--I am going home in a cab. I would rather be +alone--please." + +"Then good-bye." + +The lonely man went away and left her there. His head was bent, and she +thought that he walked unsteadily, as she watched him. Suddenly a great +wave of pity filled her heart. He looked so very lonely. What right had +she to judge him? Was she perfect, because he called her good? She +called him before he turned the great pillar of the dome. + +"Lord Redin! Lord Redin!" + +But her voice was weak, and in the vast, dim place it did not reach him. +He went on alone, past the high altar, round the pillar, down the nave. +The benediction service was not quite over yet, but every one who was +not listening to the music had left the church. He went towards the door +by which he had entered. Before going out he paused, and looked towards +the little chapel on the right of the entrance. He hesitated, and then +went to it and stood leaning with his hands upon the heavy marble +balustrade, that was low for his great height as he stood on the step. + +A single silver lamp sent a faint light upwards that lingered upon the +Pietą above the altar, upon the marble limbs of the dead Christ, upon +the features of the Blessed Virgin, the Addolorata--the sorrowing +mother. + +Bending a little, as though very weary, the friendless, wifeless, +childless man raised his furrowed face and looked up. There was no hope +any more, and his despair was heavy upon him whose young love had +blasted the lives of many. + +His teeth were set--he could have bitten through iron. He trembled a +little, and as he looked upward, two dreadful tears--the tears of the +strong that are as blood--welled from his eyes and trickled down upon +his cheeks. + +"Maria Addolorata!" he whispered. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVII. + + +FRANCESCA had half risen from her seat when she had seen that Lord Redin +did not hear her voice, calling to him. Then she realized that she could +not overtake him without running, since he had got so far, and she kept +her place, leaning back once more, and trying to collect her thoughts +before going home. The music was still going on in the Chapel of the +Choir, and though it was dusk in the vast church, it would not be dark +for some time. The vergers did not make their rounds to give warning of +the hour of closing until sunset. Francesca sat still and tried to +understand what she had heard. She was nervous and shaken, and she +wished that she were already at home. The great dimness of the lonely +transept was strangely mysterious--and the tale of the dead girl, burned +to take the place of the living, was grewsome, and made her shiver with +disgust and horror. She started nervously at the sound of a distant +footstep. + +But the strongest impression she had, was that of abhorrence for the +unholy deeds of the man who had just left her. To a woman for whom +religion in its forms as well as in its meaning was the mainstay of +life on earth and the hope of life to come, the sacrilege of the crime +seemed supernatural. She felt as though it must be in some way her duty +to help in expiating it, lest the punishment of it should fall upon all +her race. And as she thought it over, trying to look at it as simply as +she could, she surveyed at a glance the whole chain of the fatal story, +and saw how many terrible things had followed upon that one great sin, +and how very nearly she herself had been touched by its consequences. +She had been involved in it and had become a part of it. She had felt it +about her for years, in her friendship for Reanda. It had contributed to +the causes of his death, if it had not actually caused it. She, in +helping to bring about his marriage with the daughter of her sinning +kinswoman, had unconsciously made a link in the chain. Her friendship +for the artist no longer looked as innocent as formerly. Gloria had +accused him of loving her, Francesca. Had she not loved him? Whether she +had or not, she had done things which had wounded his innocent young +wife. In a sudden and painful illumination of the past, she saw that she +herself had not been sinless; that she had been selfish, if nothing +worse; that she had craved Reanda's presence and devoted friendship, if +nothing more; that death had taken from her more than a friend. She saw +all at once the vanity of her own belief in her own innocence, and she +accused herself very bitterly of many things which had been quite hidden +from her until then. + +She was roused by a footstep behind her, and she started at the sound of +a voice she knew, but which had changed oddly since she had last heard +it. It was stern, deep, and clear still, but the life was gone out of +it. It had an automatic sound. + +"I beg your pardon, Princess," said Paul Griggs, stopping close to her +behind the bench. "May I speak to you for a moment?" + +She turned her head. As the sun went down, the church grew lighter for a +little while, as it often does. Yet she could hardly see the man's eyes +at all, as she looked into his face. They were all in the shadow and had +no light in them. + +"Sit down," she said mechanically. + +She could not refuse to speak to him, and, indeed, she would not have +refused to receive him had she been at home when he had called that day. +Socially speaking, according to the standards of those around her, he +had done nothing which she could very severely blame. A woman he had +dearly loved had come to him for protection, and he had not driven her +away. That was the social value of what he had done. The moral view of +it all was individual with herself. Society gave her no right to treat +him rudely because she disapproved of his past life. For the rest, she +had liked him in former times, and she believed that there was much more +good in him than at first appeared. + +She was almost glad that he had disturbed her solitude just then, for a +nervous sense of loneliness was creeping upon her; and though there had +been nothing to prevent her from rising and going away, she had felt +that something was holding her in her seat, a shadowy something that was +oppressive and not natural, that descended upon her out of the gloomy +heights, and that rose around her from the secret depths below, where +the great dead lay side by side in their leaden coffins. + +"Sit down," she repeated, as Griggs came round the bench. + +He sat down beside her. There was a little distance between them, and he +sat rather stiffly, holding his hat on his knees. + +"I should apologize for disturbing you," he began. "I have been twice to +your house to-day, but you were out. What I wish to speak of is rather +urgent. I heard that you might be here, and so I came." + +"Yes," she said, and waited for him to say more. + +"What is it?" she asked presently, as he did not speak at once. + +"It is about Dalrymple--about Lord Redin," he said at last. "You used to +know him. Do you ever see him now?" + +Francesca looked at him with a little surprise, but she answered +quietly, as though the question were quite a natural one. + +"He was here five minutes ago. Yes, I often see him." + +"Would you do him a service?" asked Griggs, in his calm and indifferent +tone. + +He was forcing himself to do what was plainly his duty, but he was +utterly incapable of taking any interest in the matter. Francesca +hesitated before she answered. An hour earlier she would have assented +readily enough, but now the idea of doing anything which could tend to +bring her into closer relations with Lord Redin was disagreeable. + +"I do not think you will refuse," said Griggs, as she did not speak. +"His life is in danger." + +She turned quickly and scrutinized the expressionless features. In the +glow of the sunset the church was quite light. The total unconcern of +the man's manner contrasted strangely with the importance of what he +said. Francesca felt that something must be wrong. + +"You say that very coolly," she observed, and her tone showed that she +was incredulous. + +"And you do not believe me," answered Griggs, quite unmoved. "It is +natural, I suppose. I will try to explain." + +"Please do. I do not understand at all." + +Nevertheless, she was startled, though she concealed her nervousness. +She had not spoken with Griggs for a long time; and as he talked, she +saw what a great change had taken place. He was very quiet, as he had +always been, but he was almost too quiet. She could not make out his +eyes. She knew of his superhuman strength, and his stillness seemed +unnatural. What he said did not sound rational. An impression got hold +of her that he had gone mad, and she was physically afraid of him. He +began to explain. She felt a singing in her ears, and she could not +follow what he said. It was like an evil dream, and it grew upon her +second by second. + +He talked on in the same even, monotonous tone. The words meant nothing +to her. She crossed her feet nervously and tried to get a soothing +sensation by stroking her sable muff. She made a great effort at +concentration and failed to understand anything. + +All at once it grew dark, as the sunset light faded out of the sky. +Again she felt the desire to rise and the certainty that she could not, +if she tried. He ceased speaking and seemed to expect her to say +something, but she had not understood a word of his long explanation. He +sat patiently waiting. She could hardly distinguish his face in the +gloom. + +The sound of irregular, shuffling footsteps and low voices moved the +stillness. The vergers were making their last round in a hurried, +perfunctory way. They passed across the transept to the high altar. It +was so dark that Francesca could only just see their shadows moving in +the blackness. She did not realize what they were doing, and her +imagination made ghosts of them, rushing through the silence of the +deserted place, from one tomb to another, waking the dead for the night. +They did not even glance across, as they skirted the wall of the church. +Even if they had looked, they might not have seen two persons in black, +against the blackness, sitting silently side by side on the dark bench. +They saw nothing and passed on, out of sight and out of hearing. + +"May I ask whether you will give him the message?" inquired Griggs at +last, moving in his seat, for he knew that it was time to be going. + +Francesca started, at the sound of his voice. + +"I--I am afraid--I have not understood," she said. "I beg your pardon--I +was not paying attention. I am nervous." + +"It is growing late," said Griggs. "We had better be going--I will tell +you again as we walk to the door." + +"Yes--no--just a moment!" She made a strong effort over herself. "Tell +me in three words," she said. "Who is it that threatens Lord Redin's +life?" + +"A peasant of Subiaco called Stefanone. Really, Princess, we must be +going; it is quite dark--" + +"Stefanone!" exclaimed Francesca, while he was speaking the last words, +which she did not hear. "Stefanone of Subiaco--of course!" + +"We must really be going," said Griggs, rising to his feet, and +wondering indifferently why it was so hard to make her understand. + +She rose to her feet slowly. Lord Redin's story was intricately confused +in her mind with the few words which she had retained of what Griggs had +said. + +"Yes--yes--Stefanone," she said in a low voice, as though to herself, +and she stood still, comprehending the whole situation in a flash, and +imagining that Griggs knew the whole truth and had been telling it to +her as though she had not known it. "But how did you know that Lord +Redin took the girl's body and burnt it?" she asked, quite certain that +he had mentioned the fact. + +"What girl?" asked Griggs in wonder. + +"Why, the body of Stefanone's daughter, which he managed to burn in the +convent when he carried off my cousin! How did you know about it?" + +"I did not know about it," said Griggs. "Your cousin? I do not +understand." + +"My cousin--yes--Maria Braccio--Gloria's mother! You have just been +talking about her--" + +"I?" asked Griggs, bewildered. + +Francesca stepped back from him, suddenly guessing that she had revealed +Lord Redin's secret. + +"Is it possible?" she asked in a low voice. "Oh, it is all a mistake!" +she cried suddenly. "I have told you his story--oh, I am losing my +head!" + +"Come," said Griggs, authoritatively. "We must get out of the church, at +all events, or we shall be locked in." + +"Oh no!" answered Francesca. "There is always somebody here--" + +"There is not. You must really come." + +"Yes--but there is no danger of being locked in. Yes--let us walk down +the nave. There is more light." + +They walked slowly, for she was too much confused to hasten her steps. +Her inexplicable mistake troubled her terribly. She remembered how she +had warned Lord Redin not to tell her any secrets, and how seriously +she, the most discreet of women, had resolved never to reveal what he +had said. But the impression of his story had been so much more direct +and strong than even the first words Griggs had spoken, that so soon as +she had realized that the latter was speaking approximately of the same +subject, she had lost the thread of what he was saying and had seemed to +hear Lord Redin's dreadful tale all over again. She thought that she was +losing her head. + +It was almost quite dark when they reached the other side of the high +altar. Griggs walked beside her in silence, trying to understand the +meaning of what she had said. + +The gloom was terrible. The enormous statues loomed faintly like vast +ghosts, high up, between the floor and the roof, their whiteness +glimmering where there seemed to be nothing else but darkness below them +and above them. A low, far sound that was a voice but not a word, +trembled in the air. Francesca shuddered. + +"They have not gone yet," said Griggs. "They are still talking. But we +must hurry." + +"No," said Francesca, "that was not any one talking." And her teeth +chattered. "Give me your arm, please--I am frightened." + +He held out his arm till she could feel it in the dark, and she took it. +He pressed her hand to his side and drew her along, for he feared that +the doors might be already shut. + +"Not so fast! Oh, not so fast, please!" she cried. "I shall fall. They +do not shut the doors--" + +"Yes, they do! Let me carry you. I can run with you in the dark--there +is no time to be lost!" + +"No, no! I can walk faster--but there is really no danger--" + +It is a very long way from the high altar to the main entrance of the +church. Francesca was breathless when they reached the door and Griggs +lifted the heavy leathern curtain. If the door had been still open, he +would have seen the twilight from the porch at once. Instead, all was +black and close and smelled of leather. Francesca was holding his +sleeve, afraid of losing him. + +"It is too late," he said quietly. "We are probably locked in. We will +try the door of the Sacristy." + +He seized her arm and hurried her along into the south aisle. He struck +his shoulder violently against the base of the pillar he passed in the +darkness, but he did not stop. Almost instinctively he found the door, +for he could not see it. Even the hideous skeleton which supports a +black marble drapery above it was not visible in the gloom. He found the +bevelled edge of the smoothly polished panel and pushed. But it would +not yield. + +"We are locked in," he said, in the same quiet tone as before. + +Francesca uttered a low cry of terror and then was silent. + +"Cannot you break the door?" she asked suddenly. + +"No," he answered. "Nothing short of a battering-ram could move it." + +"Try," she said. "You are so strong--the lock might give way." + +To satisfy her he braced himself and heaved against the panel with all +his gigantic strength. In the dark she could hear his breath drawn +through his nostrils. + +"It will not move," he said, desisting. "We shall have to spend the +night here. I am very sorry." + +For some moments Francesca said nothing, overcome by her terror of the +situation. Griggs stood still, with his back to the polished door, +trying to see her in the gloom. Then he felt her closer to him and heard +her small feet moving on the pavement. + +"We must make the best of it," he said at last. "It is never quite dark +near the high altar. I daresay, too, that there is still a little +twilight where we were sitting. At least, there is a carpet there and +there are benches. We can sit there until it is later. Then you can lie +down upon the bench. I will make a pillow for you with my overcoat. It +is warm, and I shall not need it." + +He made a step forwards, and she heard him moving. + +"Do not leave me!" she cried, in sudden terror. + +He felt her grasp his arm convulsively in the dark, and he felt her +hands shaking. + +"Do not be frightened," he said, in his quiet voice. "Dead people do no +harm, you know. It is only imagination." + +She shuddered as he groped his way with her toward the nave. They +passed the pillar and saw the soft light of the ninety little flames of +the huge golden lamps around the central shrine below the high altar. +Far beyond, the great windows showed faintly in the height of the +blackness. They walked more freely, keeping in the middle of the church. +In the distant chapels on each side a few little lamps glimmered like +fireflies. Before the last chapel on the right, the Chapel of the +Sacrament, Francesca paused, instinctively holding fast to Griggs's arm, +and they both bent one knee, as all Catholics do, who pass before it. +But when they reached the shrine, Francesca loosed her hold and sank +upon her knees, resting her arms upon the broad marble of the +balustrade. Griggs knelt a moment beside her, by force of habit, then +rose and waited, looking about him into the depths of blackness, and +reflecting upon the best spot in which to pass the night. + +She remained kneeling a long time, praying more or less consciously, but +aware that it was a relief to be near a little light after passing +through the darkness. Her mind was as terribly confused as her +companion's was utterly calm and indifferent. If he had been alone he +would have sat down upon a step until he was sleepy and then he would +have stretched himself upon one of the benches in the transept. But to +Francesca it was unspeakably dreadful. + +The strangeness of the whole situation forced itself upon her more and +more, when she thought of rising from her knees and going back to the +bench. She felt a womanly shyness about keeping close to her companion, +her hand on his arm, for hours together, but she knew that the terror +she should feel of being left alone, even for an instant, or of merely +thinking that she was to be left alone, would more than overcome that if +she went away from the lights. She would grasp his arm and hold it +tightly. + +Then she felt ashamed of herself. She had always been told that she came +of a brave race. She had never been in danger, and there was really no +danger now. It was absurd to remain on her knees for the sake of the +lamps. She rose to her feet and turned. Griggs was not looking at her, +but at the ornaments on the altar. The soft glimmer lighted up his dark +face. A moment after she had risen he came forward. She meant to propose +that they should go back to the transept, but just then she shuddered +again. + +"Let us sit down here, on the step," she said, suddenly. + +"If you like," he answered. "Wait a minute," he added, and he pulled off +his overcoat. + +He spread a part of it on the step, and rolled the rest into a pillow +against which she could lean, and he held it in place while she sat +down. She thanked him, and he sat down beside her. At first, as she +turned from the lamps, the nave was like a fathomless black wall. +Neither spoke for some time. Griggs broke the silence when he supposed +that she was sufficiently recovered to talk quietly, for he had been +thinking of what she had said, and it was almost clear to him at last. + +"I should like to speak to you quite frankly, if you will allow me," he +said gravely. "May I?" + +"Certainly." + +"The few words you said about Lord Redin's story have explained a great +many things which I never understood," said Griggs. "Is it too much to +ask that you should tell me everything you know?" + +"I would rather not say anything more," answered Francesca. "I am very +much ashamed of having betrayed his secret. Besides, what is to be +gained by your knowing a few more details? It is bad enough as it is." + +"It is more or less the story of my life," he said, almost +indifferently. + +She turned her head slowly and tried to see his face. She could just +distinguish the features, cold and impassive. + +"I came to you to ask you to warn Dalrymple of a danger," he continued, +as she did not speak. "I knew that fact, but not the reason why his life +was and is threatened. Unless I have mistaken what you said, I +understand it now. It is a much stronger one than I should ever have +guessed. Lord Redin ran away with your cousin, and made it appear that +he had carried off Stefanone's daughter. Stefanone has waited patiently +for nearly a quarter of a century. He has found Dalrymple at last and +means to kill him. He will succeed, unless you can make Dalrymple +understand that the danger is real. I have no evidence on which I could +have the man arrested, and I have no personal influence in Rome. You +have. You would find no difficulty in having Stefanone kept out of the +city. And you can make Dalrymple see the truth, since he has confided in +you. Will you do that? He will not believe me, and you can save him. +Besides, he will not see me. I have tried twice to-day. He has made up +his mind that he will not see me." + +"I will do my best," said Francesca, leaning her head back against the +marble rail, and half closing her eyes. "How terrible it all is!" + +"Yes. I suppose that is the word," said Griggs, indifferently. +"Sacrilege, suicide, and probably murder to come." + +She was shocked by the perfectly emotionless way in which he spoke of +Gloria's death, so much shocked that she drew a short, quick breath +between her teeth as though she had hurt herself. Griggs heard it. + +"What is the matter?" he asked. + +"Nothing," she said. + +"I thought something hurt you." + +"No--nothing." + +She was silent again. + +"Yes," he continued, in a tone of cold speculation, "I suppose that any +one would call it terrible. At all events, it is curious, as a sequence +of cause and effect, from one tragedy to another." + +"Please--please do not speak of it all like that--" Francesca felt +herself growing angry with him. + +"How should I speak of it?" he asked. "It is an extraordinary +concatenation of events. I look upon the whole thing as very curious, +especially since you have given me the key to it all." + +Francesca was moved to anger, taking the defence of the dead Gloria, as +almost any woman would have done. At the moment Paul Griggs repelled her +even more than Lord Redin. It seemed to her that there was something +dastardly in his indifference. + +"Have you no heart?" she asked suddenly. + +"No, I am dead," he answered, in his clear, lifeless voice, that might +have been a ghost's. + +The words made her shiver, and she felt as though her hair were moving. +From his face, as she had last seen it, and from his voice, he might +almost have been dead, as he said he was, like the thousands of silent +ones in the labyrinths under her feet, and she alone alive in the midst +of so much death. + +"What do you mean?" she asked, and her own voice trembled in spite of +herself. + +"It is very like being dead," he answered thoughtfully. "I cannot feel +anything. I cannot understand why any one else should. Everything is the +same to me. The world is a white blank to me, and one place is exactly +like any other place." + +"But why? What has happened to you?" asked Francesca. + +"You know. You sent me those letters." + +"What letters?" + +"The package Reanda gave you before he died." + +"Yes. What was in it? I told you that I did not know, when I wrote to +you. I remember every word I wrote." + +"I know. But I thought that you at least guessed. They were Gloria's +letters to her husband." + +"Her old letters, before--" Francesca stopped short. + +"No," he answered, with the same unnatural quiet. "All the letters she +wrote him afterwards--when we were together." + +"All those letters?" cried Francesca, suddenly understanding. "Oh +no--no! It is not possible! He could not, he would not, have done +anything so horrible." + +"He did," said Griggs, calmly. "I had supposed that she loved me. He had +his vengeance. He proved to me that she did not. I hope he is satisfied +with the result. Yes," he continued, after a moment's pause, "it was the +cruelest thing that ever one man did to another. I spent a bad night, I +remember. On the top of the package was the last letter she wrote him, +just before she killed herself. She loathed me, she said, she hated me, +she shivered at my touch. She feared me so that she acted a comedy of +love, in terror of her life, after she had discovered that she hated me. +She need not have been afraid. Why should I have hurt her? In that last +letter, she put her wedding ring with a lock of her hair wound in and +out of it. Reanda knew what he was doing when he sent it to me. Do you +wonder that it has deadened me to everything?" + +"Oh, how could he do it? How could he!" Francesca repeated, for the +worst of it all to her was the unutterable cruelty of the man she had +believed so gentle. + +"I suppose it was natural," said Griggs. "I loved the woman, and he knew +it. I fancy few men have loved much more sincerely than I loved her, +even after she was dead. I was not always saying so. I am not that kind +of man. Besides, men who live by stringing words together for money do +not value them much in their own lives. But I worked for her. I did the +best I could. Even she must have known that I loved her." + +"I know you did. I cannot understand how you can speak of her at all." +Francesca wondered at the man. + +"She? She is no more to me than Queen Christina, over there in her tomb +in the dark! For that matter, nothing else has any meaning, either." + +For a long time Francesca said nothing. She sat quite still, resting the +back of her head against the marble, in the awful silence under the +faint lights that glimmered above the great tomb. + +"You have told me the most dreadful thing I ever heard," she said at +last, in a low tone. "Is she nothing to you? Really nothing? Can you +never think kindly of her again?" + +"No. Why should I? That is--" he hesitated. "I could not explain it," he +said, and was silent. + +"It does not seem human," said Francesca. "You would have a memory of +her--something--some touch of sadness--I wonder whether you really loved +her as much as you thought you did?" + +Griggs turned upon Francesca slowly, his hands clasped upon one knee. + +"You do not know what such love means," he said slowly. "It is +God--faith--goodness--everything. It is heaven on earth, and earth in +heaven, in one heart. When it is gone there is nothing left. It went +hard. It will not come back now. The heart itself is gone. There is +nothing for it to come to. You think me cold, you are shocked because I +speak indifferently of her. She lied to me. She lied and acted in every +word and deed of her life with me. She deceived herself a little at +first, and she deceived me mortally afterwards. It was all an immense, +loathsome, deadly lie. I lived through the truth. Why should I wish to +go back to the lie again? She died, telling me that she died for me. She +died, having written to Reanda that she died for him. I do not judge +her. God will. But God Himself could not make me love the smallest +shadow of her memory. It is impossible. I am beyond life. I am outside +it. My eternity has begun." + +"Is it not a little for her sake that you wish to save her father?" +asked Francesca. + +"No. It is a matter of honour, and nothing else, since I injured him, as +the world would say, by taking his daughter from her husband. Do you +understand? Can you put yourself a little in my position? It is not +because I care whether he lives or dies, or dies a natural death or is +stabbed in the back by a peasant. It is because I ought to care. I do +many things because I ought to care to do them, though the things and +their consequences are all one to me, now." + +"It cannot last," said Francesca, sadly. "You will change as you grow +older." + +"No. That is a thing you can never understand," he answered. "I am two +individuals. The one is what you see, a man more or less like other men, +growing older--a man who has a certain mortal, earthly memory of that +dead woman, when the real man is unconscious. But the real man is beyond +growing old, because he is beyond feeling anything. He is stationary, +outside of life. The world is a blank to him and always will be." + +His voice grew more and more expressionless as he spoke. Francesca felt +that she could not pity him as she had pitied poor Lord Redin when she +had seen him going away alone. The man beside her was in earnest, and +was as far beyond woman's pity as he was beyond woman's love. Yet she no +longer felt repelled by him since she had understood what he had +suffered. Perhaps she herself, suffering still in her heart, wished that +she might be even as he was, beyond the possibility of pain, even though +beyond the hope of happiness. He wanted nothing, he asked for nothing, +and he was not afraid to be alone with his own soul, as she was +sometimes. The other man had asked for her friendship. It could mean +nothing to Paul Griggs. If love were nothing, what could friendship be? + +Yet there was something lofty and grand about such loneliness as his. +She could not but feel that, now that she knew all. She thought of him +as she sat beside him in the monumental silence of the enormous +sepulchre, and she guessed of depths in his soul like the deepness of +the shadows above her and before her and around her. + +"My suffering seems very small, compared with yours," she said softly, +almost to herself. + +Somehow she knew that he would understand her, though perhaps her +knowledge was only hope. + +"Why should you suffer at all?" he asked. "You have never done anything +wrong. Nothing, of all this, is your fault. It was all fatal, from the +first, and you cannot blame yourself for anything that has happened." + +"I do," she answered, in a low voice. "Indeed I do." + +"You are wrong. You are not to blame. Dalrymple was--Maria +Braccio--I--Gloria--we four. But you! What have you done? Compared with +us you are a saint on earth!" + +She hesitated a moment before she spoke. Then her voice came in a broken +way. + +"I loved Angelo Reanda. I know it, now that I have lost him." + +Griggs barely heard the last words, but he bent his head gravely, and +said nothing in answer. + + + + +CHAPTER XLVIII. + + +THE stillness was all around them and seemed to fold them together as +they sat side by side. A deep sigh quivered and paused and was drawn +again almost with a gasp that stirred the air. Suddenly Francesca's face +was hidden in her hands, and her head was bowed almost to her knees. A +moment more, and she sobbed aloud, wordless, as though her soul were +breaking from her heart. + +In the great gloom there was something unearthly in the sound of her +weeping. The man who could neither suffer any more himself nor feel +human pity for another's suffering, turned and looked at her with +shadowy eyes. He understood, though he could not feel, and he knew that +she had borne more than any one had guessed. + +She shed many tears, and it was long before her sobbing ceased to call +down pitiful, heart-breaking echoes from the unseen heights of darkness. +Her head was bent down upon her knees as she sat there, striving with +herself. + +He could do nothing, and there was nothing that he could say. He could +not comfort her, he could not deny her grief. He only knew that there +was one more being still alive and bearing the pain of sins done long +ago. Truly the judgment upon that man by whom the offence had come, +should be heavy and relentless and enduring. + +At last all was still again. Francesca did not move, but sat bowed +together, her hands pressing her face. Very softly, Griggs rose to his +feet, and she did not see that he was no longer seated beside her. He +stood up and leaned upon the broad marble of the balustrade. When she at +last raised her head, she thought that he was gone. + +"Where are you?" she asked, in a startled voice. + +Then, looking round, she saw him standing by the rail. She understood +why he had moved--that she might not feel that he was watching her and +seeing her tears. + +"I am not ashamed," she said. "At least you know me, now." + +"Yes. I know." + +She also rose and stood up, and leaned upon the balustrade and looked +into his face. + +"I am glad you know," she said, and he saw how pale she was, and that +her cheeks were wet. "Now that it is over, I am glad that you know," she +said again. "You are beyond sympathy, and beyond pitying any one, though +you are not unkind. I am glad, that if any one was to know my secret, it +should be you. I could not bear pity. It would hurt me. But you are not +unkind." + +"Nor kind--nor anything," he said. + +"No. It is as though I had spoken to the grave--or to eternity. It is +safe with you." + +"Yes. Quite safe. Safer than with the dead." + +"He never knew it. Thank God! He never knew it! To me he was always the +same faithful friend. To you he was an enemy, and cruel. I thought him +above cruelty, but he was human, after all. Was it not human, that he +should be cruel to you?" + +"Yes," answered Griggs, wondering a little at her speech and tone. "It +was very human." + +"And you forgive him for it?" + +"I?" There was surprise in his tone. + +"Yes," she answered. "I want your forgiveness for him. He died without +your forgiveness. It is the only thing I ask of you--I have not the +right to ask anything, I know, but is it so very much?" + +"It is nothing," said Griggs. "There is no such thing as forgiveness in +my world. How could there be? I resent nothing." + +"But then, if you do not resent what he did, you have forgiven him. Have +you not?" + +"I suppose so." He was puzzled. + +"Will you not say it?" she pleaded. + +"Willingly," he answered. "I forgive him. I remember nothing against +him." + +"Thank you. You are a good man." + +He shook his head gravely, but he took her outstretched hand and pressed +it gently. + +"Thank you," she repeated, withdrawing hers. "Do not think it strange +that I should ask such a thing. It means a great deal to me. I could not +bear to think that he had left an enemy in the world and was gone where +he could not ask forgiveness for what he had done. So I asked it of you, +for him. I know that he would have wished me to. Do you understand?" + +"Yes," said Griggs, thoughtfully. "I understand." + +Again there was silence for a long time as they stood there. The tears +dried upon the woman's sweet pale face, and a soft light came where the +tears had been. + +"Will you come with me?" she asked at last, looking up. + +He did not guess what she meant to do, but he left the step on which he +was standing and stood ready. + +"It must be late," he said. "Should you like to try and rest? I will +arrange a place for you as well as I can." + +"Not yet," she answered. "If you will come with me--" she hesitated. + +"Yes?" + +"I will say a prayer for the dead," she said, in a low voice. "I always +do, every night, since he died." + +Griggs bent his head, and she came down from the step. He walked beside +her, down the silent nave into the darkness. Before the Chapel of the +Sacrament they both paused and bent the knee. Then she hesitated. + +"I should like to go to the Pietą," she said timidly. "It seems so far. +Do you mind?" + +He held out his arm silently. She felt it and laid her hand upon it, and +they went on. It was very dark. They knew that they were passing the +pillars when they could not see the little lights from the chapels in +the distance on their left. Then by the echo of their own footsteps they +knew that they were near the great door, and at last they saw the single +tiny flame in the silver lamp hanging above the altar they sought. + +Guided by it, they went forward, and the solitary ray showed them the +marble rail. They knelt down side by side. + +"Let us pray for them all," said Francesca, very softly. + +She looked up to the marble face of Christ's mother, the Addolorata, the +mother of sorrows, and she thought of that sinning nun, dead long ago, +who had been called Addolorata. + +"Let us pray for them all," she repeated. "For Maria Braccio, for +Gloria--for Angelo Reanda." + +She lowered her head upon her hands. Then, presently, she looked up +again, and Griggs heard her sweet voice in the darkness repeating the +ancient Commemoration for the Dead, from the Canon of the Mass. + +"Remember also, O Lord, thy servants who are gone before us with the +sign of faith, and sleep the sleep of peace. Give them, O Lord, and to +all who rest in Christ, a place of refreshment, light, and peace, for +that Christ's sake, who liveth and reigneth with Thee in the unity of +the Holy Spirit. Amen." + +Once more she bent her head and was silent for a time. Then as she +knelt, her hands moved silently along the marble and pressed the two +folded hands of the man beside her, and she looked at him. + +"Let us be friends," she said simply. + +"Such as I am, I am yours." + +Then their hands clasped. They both started and looked down, for the +fingers were cold and wet and dark. + +It was the blood of Angus Dalrymple that had sealed their friendship. + +The swift sure blade had struck him as he stood there, repeating the +name of his dead wife. There had been no one near the door and none to +see the quick, black deed. Strong hands had thrown his falling body +within the marble balustrade, that was still wet with his heart's blood. + +There Paul Griggs found him, lying on his back, stretched to his length +in the dim shadow between the rail and the altar. He had paid the price +at last, a loving, sinning, suffering, faithful, faultful man. + +But the friendship that was so grimly consecrated on that night, was the +truest that ever was between man and woman. + + +END OF VOL. II. + + + + +THE RALSTONS. + +BY + +F. MARION CRAWFORD. + +2 vols. 16mo. Cloth. $2.00. + +PRESS COMMENTS. + + "The interest is unflagging throughout. 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As a story 'Marzio's Crucifix' is + perfectly constructed."--_New York Commercial + Advertiser._ + + +KHALED. + +A Story of Arabia. + + "Throughout the fascinating story runs the + subtlest analysis, suggested rather than + elaborately worked out, of human passion and + motive, the building out and development of the + character of the woman who becomes the hero's wife + and whose love he finally wins, being an + especially acute and highly finished example of + the story-teller's art. . . . That it is beautifully + written and holds the interest of the reader, + fanciful as it all is, to the very end, none who + know the depth and artistic finish of Mr. + Crawford's work need be told."--_The Chicago + Times._ + + +PAUL PATOFF. + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + +ZOROASTER. + + "The field of Mr. Crawford's imagination appears + to be unbounded. . . . In 'Zoroaster' Mr. Crawford's + winged fancy ventures a daring flight. . . . Yet + 'Zoroaster' is a novel rather than a drama. It is + a drama in the force of its situations and in the + poetry and dignity of its language; but its men + and women are not men and women of a play. By the + naturalness of their conversation and behavior + they seem to live and lay hold of our human + sympathy more than the same characters on a stage + could possibly do."--_The Times._ + + +A TALE OF A LONELY PARISH. + + "It is a pleasure to have anything so perfect of + its kind as this brief and vivid story. . . . It is + doubly a success, being full of human sympathy, as + well as thoroughly artistic in its nice balancing + of the unusual with the commonplace, the clever + juxtaposition of innocence and guilt, comedy and + tragedy, simplicity and intrigue."--_Critic._ + + "Of all the stories Mr. Crawford has written, it + is the most dramatic, the most finished, the most + compact. . . . The taste which is left in one's mind + after the story is finished is exactly what the + fine reader desires and the novelist intends. . . . + It has no defects. It is neither trifling nor + trivial. It is a work of art. It is + perfect."--_Boston Beacon._ + + +AN AMERICAN POLITICIAN. + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + +A CIGARETTE-MAKER'S ROMANCE. + + "It is a touching romance, filled with scenes of + great dramatic power."--_Boston Commercial + Bulletin._ + + "It is full of life and movement, and is one of + the best of Mr. Crawford's books."--_Boston + Saturday Evening Gazette._ + + "The interest is unflagging throughout. Never has + Mr. Crawford done more brilliant realistic work + than here. But his realism is only the case and + cover for those intense feelings which, placed + under no matter what humble conditions, produce the + most dramatic and the most tragic situations. . . . + This is a secret of genius, to take the most coarse + and common material, the meanest surroundings, the + most sordid material prospects, and out of the + vehement passions which sometimes dominate all + human beings to build up with these poor elements + scenes and passages, the dramatic and emotional + power of which at once enforce attention and awaken + the profoundest interest."--_New York Tribune._ + + + +GREIFENSTEIN. + + "'Greifenstein' is a remarkable novel, and while + it illustrates once more the author's unusual + versatility, it also shows that he has not been + tempted into careless writing by the vogue of his + earlier books. . . . There is nothing weak or small + or frivolous in the story. The author deals with + tremendous passions working at the height of their + energy. His characters are stern, rugged, + determined men and women, governed by powerful + prejudices and iron conventions, types of a + military people, in whom the sense of duty has + been cultivated until it dominates all other + motives, and in whom the principle of 'noblesse + oblige' is, so far as the aristocratic class is + concerned, the fundamental rule of conduct. What + such people may be capable of is startlingly + shown."--_New York Tribune._ + + +A ROMAN SINGER. + + "One of Mr. Crawford's most charming stories--a + love romance pure and simple."--_Boston Home + Journal._ + + "'A Roman Singer' is one of his most finished, + compact, and successful stories, and contains a + splendid picture of Italian life."--_Toronto + Mail._ + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + +MR. ISAACS. + +A Tale of Modern India. + + "The writer first shows the hero in relation with + the people of the East and then skilfully brings + into connection the Anglo-Saxon race. It is in this + showing of the different effects which the two + classes of minds have upon the central figure of + the story that one of its chief merits lies. The + characters are original, and one does not recognize + any of the hackneyed personages who are so apt to + be considered indispensable to novelists, and + which, dressed in one guise or another, are but the + marionettes, which are all dominated by the same + mind, moved by the same motive force. The men are + all endowed with individualism and independent life + and thought. . . . There is a strong tinge of + mysticism about the book which is one of its + greatest charms."--_Boston Transcript._ + + "No story of human experience that we have met + with since 'John Inglesant' has such an effect of + transporting the reader into regions differing + from his own. 'Mr. Isaacs' is the best novel that + has ever laid its scenes in our Indian + dominions."--_The Daily News, London._ + + +DR. CLAUDIUS. + +A True Story. + + "There is a suggestion of strength, of a mastery + of facts, of a fund of knowledge, that speaks well + for future production. . . . To be thoroughly + enjoyed, however, this book must be read, as no + mere cursory notice can give an adequate idea of + its many interesting points and excellences, for + without a doubt 'Dr. Claudius' is the most + interesting book that has been published for many + months, and richly deserves a high place in the + public favor."--_St. Louis Spectator._ + + "To our mind it by no means belies the promises of + its predecessor. The story, an exceedingly + improbable and romantic one, is told with much + skill; the characters are strongly marked without + any suspicion of caricature, and the author's + ideas on social and political subjects are often + brilliant and always striking. It is no + exaggeration to say that there is not a dull page + in the book, which is peculiarly adapted for the + recreation of student or thinker."--_Living + Church._ + + +TO LEEWARD. + + "A story of remarkable power."--_Review of + Reviews._ + + "Mr. Crawford has written many strange and + powerful stories of Italian life, but none can be + any stranger or more powerful than 'To Leeward,' + with its mixture of comedy and tragedy, innocence + and guilt."--_Cottage Hearth._ + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + +SARACINESCA. + + "His highest achievement, as yet, in the realms of + fiction. The work has two distinct merits, either + of which would serve to make it great,--that of + telling a perfect story in a perfect way, and of + giving a graphic picture of Roman society in the + last days of the pope's temporal power. . . . The + story is exquisitely told."--_Boston Traveler._ + + "One of the most engrossing novels we have ever + read."--_Boston Times._ + + +SANT' ILARIO. + +A sequel to "Saracinesca." + + "The author shows steady and constant improvement + in his art. 'Sant' Ilario' is a continuation of the + chronicles of the Saracinesca family. . . . A + singularly powerful and beautiful story. . . . + Admirably developed, with a naturalness beyond + praise. . . . It must rank with 'Greifenstein' as + the best work the author has produced. It fulfils + every requirement of artistic fiction. It brings + out what is most impressive in human action, + without owing any of its effectiveness to + sensationalism or artifice. It is natural, fluent + in evolution, accordant with experience, graphic in + description, penetrating in analysis, and absorbing + in interest."--_New York Tribune._ + + + +DON ORSINO. + +A continuation of "Saracinesca" and "Sant' Ilario." + + "The third in a rather remarkable series of novels + dealing with three generations of the Saracinesca + family, entitled respectively 'Saracinesca,' + 'Sant' Ilario,' and 'Don Orsino,' and these novels + present an important study of Italian life, + customs, and conditions during the present + century. Each one of these novels is worthy of + very careful reading, and offers exceptional + enjoyment in many ways, in the fascinating + absorption of good fiction, in interest of + faithful historic accuracy, and in charm of style. + The 'new Italy' is strikingly revealed in 'Don + Orsino.'"--_Boston Budget._ + + "We are inclined to regard the book as the most + ingenious of all Mr. Crawford's fictions. + Certainly it is the best novel of the + season."--_Evening Bulletin._ + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + +THE THREE FATES. + + "The strength of the story lies in its portrayal + of the aspirations, disciplinary efforts, trials, + and triumphs of the man who is a born writer, and + who, by long and painful experiences, learns the + good that is in him and the way in which to give + it effectual expression. The analytical quality of + the book is excellent, and the individuality of + each one of the very dissimilar three fates is set + forth in an entirely satisfactory manner. . . . Mr. + Crawford has manifestly brought his best qualities + as a student of human nature and his finest + resources as a master of an original and + picturesque style to bear upon this story. Taken + for all in all it is one of the most pleasing of + all his productions in fiction, and it affords a + view of certain phases of American, or perhaps we + should say of New York, life that have not + hitherto been treated with anything like the same + adequacy and felicity."--_Boston Beacon._ + + +CHILDREN OF THE KING. + +A Tale of Southern Italy. + + "A sympathetic reader cannot fail to be impressed + with the dramatic power of this story. The + simplicity of nature, the uncorrupted truth of a + soul, have been portrayed by a master-hand. The + suddenness of the unforeseen tragedy at the last + renders the incident of the story powerful beyond + description. One can only feel such sensations as + the last scene of the story incites. It may be + added that if Mr. Crawford has written some + stories unevenly, he has made no mistakes in the + stories of Italian life. A reader of them cannot + fail to gain a clearer, fuller acquaintance with + the Italians and the artistic spirit that pervades + the country."--M. L. B. in _Syracuse Journal_. + + +THE WITCH OF PRAGUE. + +A Fantastic Tale. + +ILLUSTRATED BY W. J. HENNESSY. + + "'The Witch of Prague' is so remarkable a book as + to be certain of as wide a popularity as any of + its predecessors. The keenest interest for most + readers will lie in its demonstration of the + latest revelations of hypnotic science. . . . It is + a romance of singular daring and power."--_London + Academy._ + + "Mr. Crawford has written in many keys, but never + in so strange a one as that which dominates 'The + Witch of Prague.' . . . The artistic skill with + which this extraordinary story is constructed and + carried out is admirable and delightful. . . . Mr. + Crawford has scored a decided triumph, for the + interest of the tale is sustained throughout. . . . + A very remarkable, powerful, and interesting + story."--_New York Tribune._ + + * * * * * + + MACMILLAN & CO., + 66 FIFTH AVENUE, NEW YORK. + + * * * * * + +Transcriber's Notes: + +Obvious punctuation errors repaired. + +Vol. 1 + +Page 50, "retractation" changed to "retraction" (of a general +retraction) + +Page 83, "baiscchi" changed to "baiocchi" (ten baiocchi for) + + +Vol. 2 + +Page 27, "premiss" changed to "premise" (a false premise) + +Page 29, "premisses" changed to "premises" (assumed premises) + +Page 118, "np" changed to "up" (paused, looked up) + +Page 152, "orf" changed to "or" (or the letter was) + +Page 219, "Calpasta" changed to "Calpesta" (Calpesta il mio) + +Page xvi, letter "i" missing in "generations" replaced (generations of +the Saracinesca) + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Casa Braccio, Volumes 1 and 2 (of 2), by +F. 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