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diff --git a/26307-8.txt b/26307-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..e960749 --- /dev/null +++ b/26307-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,4926 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of The Wizard's Daughter and Other Stories, by +Margaret Collier Graham + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The Wizard's Daughter and Other Stories + +Author: Margaret Collier Graham + +Release Date: August 14, 2008 [EBook #26307] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WIZARD'S DAUGHTER *** + + + + +Produced by Geetu Melwani, Annie McGuire, Stephen Hope and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images +generously made available by The Internet Archive/American +Libraries.) + + + + + + + + + + +------------------------------------------+ + | Transcriber's Note | + |Spelling, punctuation and inconsistencies | + |in the original book have been retained. | + +------------------------------------------+ + + + + +[Illustration: Book Cover] + + + + + THE WIZARD'S DAUGHTER AND OTHER STORIES + + Margaret Collier Graham + + + + +By Margaret Collier Graham + + +THE WIZARD'S DAUGHTER AND OTHER STORIES. 12mo, $1.25 + +STORIES OF THE FOOT-HILLS. 16mo, $1.25 + + +HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN & COMPANY +BOSTON AND NEW YORK + + + + + The Wizard's Daughter + And Other Stories + + By + + Margaret Collier Graham + + + BOSTON AND NEW YORK + HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY + The Riverside Press, Cambridge + 1905 + + + COPYRIGHT 1905 + BY MARGARET COLLIER GRAHAM + ALL RIGHTS RESERVED + + _Published September 1905_ + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + + The Wizard's Daughter 1 + + Marg'et Ann 67 + + At the Foot of the Trail 133 + + Lib 169 + + For Value Received 181 + + The Face of the Poor 205 + + + + +The Wizard's Daughter + + +There had been a norther during the day, and at sunset the valley, seen +from Dysart's cabin on the mesa, was a soft blur of golden haze. The +wind had hurled the yellow leaves from the vineyard, exposing the +gnarled deformity of the vines, and the trailing branches of the +pepper-trees had swept their fallen berries into coral reefs on the +southerly side. + +A young man with a delicate, discontented face sat on the porch of the +Dysart claim cabin, looking out over the valley. A last gust of lukewarm +air strewed the floor with scythe-shaped eucalyptus-leaves, and Mrs. +Dysart came out with her broom to sweep them away. + +She was a large woman, with a crease at her waist that buried her +apron-strings, and the little piazza creaked ominously as she walked +about. The invalid got up with a man's instinctive distrust of a broom, +and began to move away. + +"Don't disturb yourself, Mr. Palmerston," she said, waving him back into +his chair with one hand, and speaking in a large, level voice, as if she +were quelling a mob,--"don't disturb yourself; I won't raise any dust. +Does the north wind choke you up much?" + +"Oh, no," answered the young fellow, carelessly; "it was a rather more +rapid change of air than I bargained for, but I guess it's over now." + +"Sick folks generally think the north wind makes them nervous. Some of +them say it's the electricity; but I think it's because most of 'em's +men-folks, and being away from their families, they naturally blame +things on the weather." + +Mrs. Dysart turned her ample back toward her hearer, and swept a +leaf-laden cobweb from the corner of the window. + +The young man's face relaxed. + +"I don't think it made me nervous," he said. "But then, I'm not very +ill. I'm out here for my mother's health. She threatened to go into a +decline if I didn't come." + +"Well, you've got a consumptive build," said Mrs. Dysart, striking her +broom on the edge of the porch, "and you're light-complected; that's +likely to mean scrofula. You'd ought to be careful. California's a good +deal of a hospital, but it don't do to depend too much on the climate. +It ain't right; it's got to be blessed to your use." + +Palmerston smiled, and leaned his head against the redwood wall of the +cabin. Mrs. Dysart creaked virtuously to and fro behind her broom. + +"Isn't that Mr. Dysart's team?" asked the young man, presently, looking +down the valley. + +His companion walked to the edge of the porch and pushed back her +sunbonnet to look. + +"Yes," she announced, "that's Jawn; he's early." + +She piled her cushiony hands on the end of the broom-handle, and stood +still, gazing absently at the approaching team. + +"I hope your mother's a Christian woman," she resumed, with a sort of +corpulent severity. + +The young man's face clouded, and then cleared again whimsically. + +"I really never inquired," he said lightly; "but I am inclined to think +she is. She is certainly not a pagan." + +"You spoke as if she was a good deal wrapped up in you," continued his +hostess, addressing herself unctuously to the landscape. "I was thinkin' +she'd need something to sustain her if you was to be taken away. There's +nothing but religion that can prepare us for whatever comes. I wonder +who that Jawn's a-bringin' now," she broke off suddenly, holding one of +her fat hands above her eyes and leaning forward with a start. "He does +pick up the queerest lot. I just held my breath the other day when I saw +him fetchin' you. I'd been wantin' a boarder all summer, and kind of +lookin' for one, but I wasn't no more ready for you than if you'd been +measles. It does seem sometimes as if men-folks take a satisfaction in +seein' how they can put a woman to." + +Mrs. Dysart wabbled heavily indoors, where she creaked about +unresignedly, putting things to rights. Palmerston closed his eyes and +struggled with a smile that kept breaking into a noiseless laugh. He had +a fair, high-bred face, and his smile emphasized its boyishness. + +When the wagon rattled into the acacias west of the vineyard, he got up +and sauntered toward the barn. John Dysart saw him coming, and took two +or three steps toward him with his hand at the side of his mouth. + +"He's deaf," he whispered with a violent facial enunciation which must +have assailed the stranger's remaining senses like a yell. "I think +you'll like him; he's a wonderful talker." + +The newcomer was a large, seedy-looking man, with the resigned, +unexpectant manner of the deaf. Dysart went around the wagon, and the +visitor put up his trumpet. + +"Professor Brownell," John called into it. "I want to make you +acquainted with Mr. Palmerston. Mr. Palmerston is a young man from the +East, a student at Cambridge--no, Oxford"-- + +"Ann Arbor," interrupted the young man, eagerly. + +Dysart ignored the interruption. "He's out here for his health." + +The stranger nodded toward the young man approvingly, and dropped the +trumpet as if he had heard enough. + +"How do you do, Mr. Palmerston?" he said, reaching down to clasp the +young fellow's slim white hand. "I'm glad to meet a scholar in these +wilds." + +Palmerston blushed a helpless pink, and murmured politely. The stranger +dismounted from the wagon with the awkwardness of age and avoirdupois. +John Dysart stood just behind his guest, describing him as if he were a +panorama:-- + +"I never saw his beat. He talks just like a book. He's filled me +chuck-full of science on the way up. He knows all about the inside of +the earth from the top crust to China. Ask him something about his +machine, and get him started." + +Palmerston glanced inquiringly toward the trumpet. The stranger raised +it to his ear and leaned graciously toward him. + +"Mr. Dysart is mistaken," called Palmerston, in the high, lifeless voice +with which we all strive to reconcile the deaf to their affliction; "I +am a Western man, from Ann Arbor." + +"Better still, better still," interrupted the newcomer, grasping his +hand again; "you'll be broader, more progressive--'the heir of all the +ages,' and so forth. I was denied such privileges in my youth. But +nature is an open book, 'sermons in stones.'" He turned toward the wagon +and took out a small leather valise, handling it with evident care. + +Dysart winked at the young man, and pointed toward the satchel. + +"Jawn," called Mrs. Dysart seethingly, from the kitchen door, "what's +the trouble?" + +John's facial contortions stopped abruptly, as if the mainspring had +snapped. He took off his hat and scratched his head gingerly with the +tip of his little finger. He had a round, bald head, with a fringe of +smooth, red-brown hair below the baldness that made it look like a +filbert. + +"I'm coming, Emeline," he called, glancing hurriedly from the two men to +the vicinity of his wife's voice, as if anxious to bisect himself +mentally and leave his hospitality with his guest. + +"I'll look after Professor Brownell," said Palmerston; "he can step into +my tent and brush up." + +Dysart's countenance cleared. + +"Good," he said eagerly, starting on a quick run toward the kitchen +door. When he was half-way there he turned and put up his hand again. +"Draw him out!" he called in a stentorian whisper. "You'd ought to hear +him talk; it's great. Get him started about his machine." + +Palmerston smiled at the unnecessary admonition. The stranger had been +talking all the time in a placid, brook-like manner while he felt under +the wagon-seat for a second and much smaller traveling-bag. The young +man possessed himself of this after having been refused the first by a +gentle motion of the owner's hand. The visitor accepted his signal of +invitation, and followed him toward the tent. + +"Our universities and colleges are useful in their way; they no doubt +teach many things that are valuable: but they are not practical; they +all fail in the application of knowledge to useful ends. I am not an +educated man myself, but I have known many who are, and they are all +alike--shallow, superficial, visionary. They need to put away their +books and sit down among the everlasting hills and think. You have done +well to come out here, young man. This is good; you will grow." + +He stopped at the door of the tent and took off his rusty hat. The +breeze blew his long linen duster about his legs. + +"Have you looked much into electrical phenomena?" he asked, putting up +his trumpet. + +Palmerston moved a step back, and said: "No; not at all." Then he raised +his hand to possess himself of the ear-piece, and colored as he +remembered that it was not a telephone. His companion seemed equally +oblivious of his confusion and of his reply. + +"I have made some discoveries," he went on; "I shall be pleased to talk +them over with you. They will revolutionize this country." He waved his +hand toward the mesa. "Every foot of this land will sometime blossom as +the rose; greasewood and sage-brush will give place to the orange and +the vine. Water is king in California, and there are rivers of water +locked in these mountains. We must find it; yes, yes, my young friend, +we must find it, and we _can_ find it. I have solved that. The solution +is here." He stooped and patted his satchel affectionately. "This little +instrument is California's best friend. There is a future for all these +valleys, wilder than our wildest dreams." + +Palmerston nodded with a guilty feeling of having approved statements of +which he intended merely to acknowledge the receipt, and motioned his +guest into the white twilight of the tent. + +"Make yourself comfortable, professor," he called. "I want to find +Dysart and get my mail." + +As he neared the kitchen door Mrs. Dysart's voice came to him enveloped +in the sizzle of frying meat. + +"Well, I don't know, Jawn; he mayn't be just the old-fashioned +water-witch, but it ain't right; it's tamperin' with the secrets of the +Most High, that's what I think." + +"Well, now, Emeline, you hadn't ought to be hasty. He don't lay claim to +anything more'n natural; he says it's all based on scientific +principles. He says he can tell me just where to tunnel--Now, here's +Mr. Palmerston; he's educated. I'm going to rely on him." + +"Well, I'm goin' to rely on my heavenly Fawther," said Mrs. Dysart +solemnly, from the quaking pantry. + +Palmerston stood in the doorway, smiling. John jumped up and clapped his +hand vigorously on his breast pockets. + +"Well, now, there! I left your mail in the wagon in my other coat," he +said, hooking his arm through the young man's and drawing him toward +the barn. "Did you get him turned on?" he asked eagerly, when they were +out of his wife's hearing. "How does he strike you, anyway? Doesn't he +talk like a book? He wants me to help him find a claim--show him the +corners, you know. He's got a daughter down at Los Angeles; she'll come +up and keep house for him. He says he'll locate water on shares if I'll +help him find a claim and do the tunneling. Emeline she's afraid I'll +get left, but I think she'll come round. Isn't it a caution the way he +talks science?" + +Palmerston acknowledged that it was. + +"The chances are that he is a fraud, Dysart," he said kindly; "most of +those people are. I'd be very cautious about committing myself." + +"Oh, I'm cautious," protested John; "that's one of my peculiarities. +Emeline thinks because I look into things I'm not to be trusted. She's +so quick herself she can't understand anybody that's slow and careful. +Here's your letters--quite a batch of 'em. Would you mind our putting up +a cot in your tent for the professor?" + +"Not at all," said the young fellow good-naturedly. "It's excellent +discipline to have a deaf man about; you realize how little you have to +say that's worth saying." + +"That's a fact, that's a fact," said Dysart, rather too cheerfully +acquiescent. "A man that can talk like that makes you ashamed to open +your head." + +Palmerston fell asleep that night to the placid monotone of the +newcomer's voice, and awoke at daybreak to hear the same conversational +flow just outside the tent. Perhaps it was Dysart's explosive +"Good-morning, professor!" which seemed to have missed the trumpet and +hurled itself against the canvas wall of the tent close to the sleeper's +ear, that awoke him. He sat up in bed and tried to shake off the +conviction that his guest had been talking all night. Dysart's greeting +made no break in the cheerful optimism that filtered through the canvas. + +"Last night I was an old man and dreamed dreams; this morning I am a +young man and see visions. I see this thirsty plain fed by +irrigating-ditches and covered with bearing orchards. I am impatient to +be off on our tramp. This is an ideal spot. With five acres of +orange-trees here, producing a thousand dollars per acre, one might give +his entire time to scientific investigation." + +"He'd want to look after the gophers some," yelled Dysart. + +"I am astonished that this country is so little appreciated," continued +Brownell, blindly unheeding. "It is no doubt due to the reckless +statements of enthusiasts. It is a wonderful country--wonderful, +wonderful, wonderful!" + +There was a diminuendo in the repeated adjective that told Palmerston +the speaker was moving toward the house; and it was from that direction +that he heard Mrs. Dysart, a little later, assuring her visitor, in a +high, depressed voice, that she hadn't found the country yet that would +support anybody without elbow-grease, and she didn't expect to till it +was Gawd's will to take her to her heavenly home. + +John Dysart and his visitor returned from their trip in the mountains, +that evening, tired, dusty, and exultant. The professor's linen duster +had acquired several of those triangular rents which have the merit of +being beyond masculine repair, and may therefore be conscientiously +endured. He sat on the camp-chair at Palmerston's tent door, his +finger-tips together and his head thrown back in an ecstasy of content. + +"This is certainly the promised land," he said gravely, "a land flowing +with milk and honey. Nature has done her share lavishly: soil, climate, +scenery--everything but water; yes, and water, too, waiting for the +brain, the hand of man, the magic touch of science--the one thing left +to be conquered to give the sense of mastery, of possession. This +country is ours by right of conquest." He waved his hands majestically +toward the valley. "In three months we shall have a stream flowing from +these mountains that will transform every foot of ground before you. +These people seem worthy, though somewhat narrow. It will be a pleasure +to share prosperity with them as freely as they share their poverty with +me." + +Palmerston glanced conversationally toward the trumpet, and his +companion raised it to his ear. + +"Dysart is a poor man," shouted Palmerston, "but he is the best fellow +in the world. I should hate to see him risk anything on an uncertainty." + +Brownell had been nodding his head backward and forward with dreamy +emphasis; he now shook it horizontally, closing his eyes. "There is no +uncertainty," he said, lowering his trumpet; "that is the advantage of +science: you can count upon it with absolute certainty. I am glad the +man is poor--very glad; it heightens the pleasure of helping him." + +The young man turned away a trifle impatiently. + +"A reservoir will entail some expense," the professor rambled on; "but +the money will come. 'To him that hath shall be given.'" + +Palmerston's face completed the quotation, but the speaker went on +without opening his eyes: "When the water is once flowing out of the +tunnel, capital will flow into it." + +"A good deal of capital will flow into the tunnel before any water flows +out of it," growled Palmerston, taking advantage of his companion's +physical defect to relieve his mind. + +Later in the evening Dysart drew the young man into the family +conference, relying upon the sympathy of sex in the effort to allay his +wife's misgivings. + +"The tunnel won't cost over two dollars a foot, with what I can do +myself," maintained the little man, "and the professor says we'll strike +water that'll drown us out before we've gone a hundred feet. Emeline +here she's afraid of it because it sounds like a meracle, but I tell her +it's pure science. It isn't any more wonderful than a needle traveling +toward a magnet: the machine tells where the water is, and how far off +it is, something like a compass--I don't understand it, but I can see +that it ain't any more meraculous than a telegraph. It's science." + +"Oh, yes, I know," mourned Mrs. Dysart, who overflowed a small +rocking-chair on the piazza; "there's folks that think the creation of +the world in six days is nothin' but science, but they're not people for +Christians to be goin' pardners with. If Gawd has put a hundred feet of +dirt on top of that water, I tell Jawn he had his reasons, and I can't +think it's right for anybody whose treasure ought to be laid up in +heaven to go pryin' into the bowels of the earth huntin' for things that +our heavenly Fawther's hid." + +"But there's gold, Emeline." + +"Oh, yes; I know there's gold, and I know 'the love of money is the root +of all evil.' I don't say that the Lord don't reign over the inside of +the earth, but I do say that people that get their minds fixed on things +that's underground are liable to forget the things that are above." + +"Well, now, I'm sure they hadn't ought," protested Dysart. "I'm sure +'the earth is the Lord's, and the fullness thereof,' Emeline." + +Mrs. Dysart sank slowly back in her chair at this unexpected thrust from +her own weapon, and then rallied with a long, corpulent sigh. + +"Well, I don't know. You recollect that old man was up here last winter, +hammerin' around among the rocks as if the earth was a big nut that he +was tryin' to crack? I talked with him long enough to find out what he +was; he was an _atheist_." + +Mrs. Dysart leaned forward and whispered the last word in an awe-struck +tone, with her fat eyes fixed reproachfully upon her husband. + +"Oh, I guess not, Emeline," pleaded John. + +Mrs. Dysart shut her lips and her eyes very tight, and nodded slowly and +affirmatively. "Yes, he was. He set right in that identical spot where +Mr. Palmerston is a-settin', and talked about the seven theological +periods of creation, and the fables of Jonah and the whale and Noah's +ark, till I was all of a tremble. Mebbe that's science, Jawn, but _I_ +call it blasphemin'." + +Dysart rested his elbows on his knees and looked over the edge of the +porch as if he were gazing into the bottomless pit. + +"Oh, come, now, Mrs. Dysart," Palmerston broke in cheerfully; "I'm not +at all afraid of Mr. Dysart losing his faith, but I'm very much afraid +of his losing his money. I wish he had as good a grip on his purse as he +has on his religion." + +Mrs. Dysart glanced at the young man with a look of relief to find him +agreeing with her in spite of his irreverent commingling of the temporal +and the spiritual. + +"Well, I'm sure we've lost enough already, when it comes to that," she +continued, folding her hands resignedly in her convex lap. "There was +that artesian well down at San Pasqual"-- + +"Well, now, Emeline," her husband broke in eagerly, "that well would +have been all right if the tools hadn't stuck. I think yet we'd have got +water if we'd gone on." + +"We'd 'a' got water if it had 'a' been our heavenly Fawther's will," +announced Mrs. Dysart, with solemnity, rising slowly from her chair, +which gave a little squeak of relief. "I've got to set the sponge," she +went on in the same tone, as if it were some sacred religious rite. "I +wish you'd talk it over with Mr. Palmerston, Jawn, and tell him the +offer you've had from this perfessor--I'm sure I don't know what he's +perfessor of. He ain't a perfessor of religion--I know that." + +She sent her last arrow over her wide shoulder as she passed the two men +and creaked into the house. Her husband looked after her gravely. + +"Now that's the way with Emeline," he said; "she's all faith, and then, +again, she has no faith. Now, I'm just the other way." He rubbed his +bald head in a vain attempt to formulate the obverse of his wife's +character. "Well, anyway," he resumed, accepting his failure cheerfully, +"the professor he wants to find a claim, as I was telling you, but he +wants one that's handy to the place he's selected for the tunnel. Of +course he won't say just where that is till we get the papers made out, +but he gave me a kind of a general idea of it, and the land around +there's all mine. He'd have to go 'way over east to find a government +section that hasn't been filed on, and of course there'd be a big +expense for pipe; so he offers to locate the tunnel for half the water +if we get ten inches or over, and I'm to make the tunnel, and deed him +twenty acres of land." + +"Suppose you get less than ten inches--what then?" + +"Then it's all to be mine; but I'm to deed him the land all the same." + +"How many inches of water have you from your spring now?" + +"About ten, as near as I can guess." + +"Well, suppose he locates the tunnel so it will drain your spring; are +you to have the expense of the work and the privilege of giving him half +the water and twenty acres of land--is that it?" + +John rubbed the back of his neck and reflected. + +"The professor laughs at the idea of ten inches of water. He says we'll +get at least a hundred, maybe more. You see, if we were to get that +much, I'd have a lot of water to sell to the settlers below. It 'u'd be +a big thing." + +"So it would; but there's a big 'if' in there, Dysart. Do you know +anything about this man's record?" + +"I asked about him down in Los Angeles. Some folks believe in him, and +some don't. They say he struck a big stream for them over at San Luis. I +don't go much on what people say, anyway; I size a man up, and depend on +that. I like the way the professor talks. I don't understand all of it, +but he seems to have things pretty pat. Don't you think he has?" + +"Yes; he has things pat enough. Most swindlers have. It's their +business. Not that I think him a deliberate swindler, Dysart. Possibly +he believes in himself. But I hope you'll be cautious." + +"Oh, I'm cautious," asserted John. "I'd be a good deal richer man to-day +if I hadn't been so cautious. I've spent a lot of time and money looking +into things. I'll get there, if caution'll do it. Now, Emeline she's +impulsive; she has to be held back; she never examines into anything: +but I'm just the other way." + +In spite of Palmerston's warning and Mrs. Dysart's fears, temporal and +spiritual, negotiations between Dysart and Brownell made rapid progress. +The newcomer's tent was pitched upon the twenty acres selected, and +gleamed white against the mountain-side, suggesting to Palmerston's idle +vision a sail becalmed upon a sage-green sea. "Dysart's ship, which will +probably never come in," he said to himself, looking at it with visible +indignation, one morning, as he sat at his tent door in that state of +fuming indolence which the male American calls taking a rest. + +"Practically there is little difference between a knave and a fool," he +fretted; "it's the difference between the gun that is loaded and the one +that is not: in the long run the unloaded gun does the more mischief. A +self-absorbed fool is a knave. After all, dishonesty is only abnormal +selfishness; it's a question of degree. Hello, Dysart!" he said aloud, +as his host appeared around the tent. "How goes it?" + +"Slow," said John emphatically, "slow. I'm feeling my way like a cat, +and the professor he's just about as cautious as I am. We're a good +team. He's been over the caņon six times, and every time that machine of +his'n gives him a new idea. He's getting it down to a fine point. He +wanted to go up again to-day, but I guess he can't." + +"What's up?" inquired Palmerston indifferently. + +"Well, his daughter wrote him she was coming this afternoon, and +somebody'll have to meet her down at Malaga when the train comes in. +I've just been oiling up the top-buggy, and I thought maybe if you"-- + +"Why, certainly," interrupted Palmerston, responding amiably to the +suggestion of John's manner; "if you think the young lady will not +object, I shall be delighted. What time is the train due?" + +"Now, that's just what I told Emeline," said John triumphantly. "He'd +liever go than not, says I; if he wouldn't then young folks has changed +since I can remember. The train gets there about two o'clock. If you jog +along kind of comfortable you'll be home before supper. If the girl's as +smart as her father, you'll have a real nice visit." + +Mrs. Dysart viewed the matter with a pessimism which was scarcely to be +distinguished from conventionality. + +"I think it's a kind of an imposition, Mr. Palmerston," she said, as her +boarder was about to start, "sendin' you away down there for a total +stranger. It's a good thing you're not bashful. Some young men would be +terribly put out. I'm sure Jawn would 'a' been at your age. But my +father wouldn't have sent a strange young man after one of his +daughters--he knowed us too well. My, oh! just to think of it! I'd have +fell all in a heap." + +Palmerston ventured a hope that the young lady would not be completely +unnerved. + +"Oh, I'm not frettin' about _her_," said his hostess. "I don't doubt +she can take care of _her_self. If she's like some of her folks, she'll +talk you blind." + +Palmerston drove away to hide the smile that teased the corners of his +mouth. + +"The good woman has the instincts of a chaperon, without the +traditions," he reflected, letting his smile break into a laugh. "Her +sympathy is with the weaker sex when it comes to a personal encounter. +We may need her services yet, who knows?" + +Malaga was a flag-station, and the shed which was supposed to shelter +its occasional passengers from the heat of summer and the rain of winter +was flooded with afternoon sunshine. Palmerston drove into the square +shadow of the shed roof, and set his feet comfortably upon the dashboard +while he waited. He was not aware of any very lively curiosity +concerning the young woman for whom he was waiting. That he had formed +some nebulous hypothesis of vulgarity was evidenced by his whimsical +hope that her prevailing atmosphere would not be musk; aggressive +perfumery of some sort seemed inevitable. He found himself wondering +what trait in her father had led him to this deduction, and drifted idly +about in the haze of heredity until the whistle of the locomotive warned +him to withdraw his feet from their elevation and betake himself to the +platform. Half a minute later the engine panted onward and the young man +found himself, with uplifted hat, confronting a slender figure clad very +much as he was, save for the skirt that fell in straight, dark folds to +the ground. + +"Miss Brownell?" inquired Palmerston smiling. + +The young woman looked at him with evident surprise. + +"Where is my father?" she asked abruptly. + +"He was unable to come. He regretted it very much. I was so fortunate as +to take his place. Allow me"--He stooped toward her satchel. + +"Unable to come--is he ill?" pursued the girl, without moving. + +"Oh, no," explained Palmerston hastily; "he is quite well. It was +something else--some matter of business." + +"Business!" repeated the young woman, with ineffable scorn. + +She turned and walked rapidly toward the buggy. Palmerston followed with +her satchel. She gave him a preoccupied "Thank you" as he assisted her +to a seat and shielded her dress with the shabby robe. + +"Do you know anything about this business of my father's?" she asked as +they drove away. + +"Very little; it is between him and Mr. Dysart, with whom I am boarding. +Mr. Dysart has mentioned it to me." The young man spoke with evident +reluctance. His companion turned her clear, untrammeled gaze upon him. + +"You needn't be afraid to say what you think. Of course it is all +nonsense," she said bitterly. + +Palmerston colored under her intent gaze, and smiled faintly. + +"I have said what I think to Mr. Dysart. Don't you really mean that I +need not be afraid to say what _you_ think?" + +She was still looking at him, or rather at the place where he was. She +turned a little more when he spoke, and regarded him as if he had +suddenly materialized. + +"I think it is all nonsense," she said gravely, as if she were answering +a question. Then she turned away again and knitted her brows. Palmerston +glanced covertly now and then at her profile, unwillingly aware of its +beauty. She was handsome, strikingly, distinguishedly handsome, he said +to himself; but there was something lacking. It must be femininity, +since he felt the lack and was masculine. He smiled to think how much +alike they must appear--he and this very gentlemanly young woman beside +him. He thought of her soft felt hat and the cut of her dark-blue coat, +and there arose in him a rigidly subdued impulse to offer her a cigar, +to ask her if she had a daily paper about her, to--She turned upon him +suddenly, her eyes full of tears. + +"I am crying!" she exclaimed angrily. "How unspeakably silly!" + +Palmerston's heart stopped with that nameless terror which the actual +man always experiences when confronted by this phase of the ideal woman. +He had been so serene, so comfortable, under the unexpected that there +flashed into his mind a vague sense of injury that she should surprise +him in this way with the expected. It was inconsiderate, inexcusable; +then, with an inconsistency worthy of a better sex, he groped after an +excuse for the inexcusable. + +"You are very nervous--your journey has tired you--you are not strong," +he pleaded. + +"I am _not_ nervous," insisted the young woman indignantly. "I have no +nerves--I detest them. And I am quite as strong as you are." The young +fellow winced. "It is not that. It is only because I cannot have my own +way. I cannot make people do as I wish." She spoke with a heat that +seemed to dry her tears. + +Palmerston sank back and let the case go by default. "If you like that +view of it better"-- + +"I like the truth," the girl broke in vehemently. "I am so tired of +talk! Why must we always cover up the facts with a lot of platitudes?" + +"Oh, I don't know," said Palmerston lightly. "I suppose there ought to +be a skeleton of truth under all we say, but one doesn't need to rattle +his bones to prove that he has them." + +The girl laughed. Palmerston caught a glimpse of something reassuring in +her laugh. + +"It might not be cheerful," she admitted, "but it would be honest, and +we might learn to like it. Besides, the truth is not always +disagreeable." + +"Wouldn't the monotony of candor appall us?" urged Palmerston. "Isn't it +possible that our deceptions are all the individuality we have?" + +"Heaven forbid!" said his companion curtly. + +They drove on without speaking. The young man was obstinately averse to +breaking the silence, which, nevertheless, annoyed him. He had a theory +that feminine chatter was disagreeable. Just why he should feel +aggrieved that this particular young woman did not talk to him he could +not say. No doubt he would have resented with high disdain the +suggestion that his vanity had been covertly feeding for years upon the +anxiety of young women to make talk for his diversion. + +"Do you think my father has closed his agreement with this man of whom +you were speaking--this Mr. Dysart?" asked Miss Brownell, returning to +the subject as if they had never left it. + +"I am very certain he has not; at least, he had not this morning," +rejoined Palmerston. + +"I wish it might be prevented," she said earnestly, with a note of +appeal. + +"I have talked with Dysart, but my arguments fail to impress him; +perhaps you may be more successful." + +Palmerston was aware of responding to her tone rather than to her +words. The girl shook her head. + +"I can do nothing. People who have only common sense are at a terrible +disadvantage when it comes to argument. I know it is all nonsense; but a +great many people seem to prefer nonsense. I believe my father would die +if he were reduced to bare facts." + +"There is something in that," laughed Palmerston. "A theory makes a very +comfortable mental garment, if it is roomy enough." + +The young woman turned and glanced at him curiously, as if she could not +divine what he was laughing at. + +"They are like children--such people. My father is like a child. He does +not live in the world; he cannot defend himself." + +Palmerston's skepticism rushed into his face. The girl looked at him, +and the color mounted to her forehead. + +"You do not believe in him!" she broke out. "It cannot be--you cannot +think--you do not know him!" + +"I know very little of your father's theories, Miss Brownell," +protested Palmerston. "You cannot blame me if I question them; you seem +to question them yourself." + +"His theories--I loathe them!" She spoke with angry emphasis. "It is not +that; it is himself. I cannot bear to think that you--that any one"-- + +"Pardon me," interrupted Palmerston; "we were speaking of his theories. +I have no desire to discuss your father." + +He knew his tone was resentful. He found himself wondering whether it +was an excess of egotism or of humility that made her ignore his +personality. + +"Why should we not discuss him?" she asked, turning her straightforward +eyes upon him. + +"Because"--Palmerston broke into an impatient laugh--"because we are not +disembodied spirits; at least, I am not." + +The girl gave him a look of puzzled incomprehension, and turned back to +her own thoughts. That they were troubled thoughts her face gave +abundant evidence. Palmerston waited curiously eager for some +manifestation of social grace, some comment on the scenery which should +lead by the winding path of young-ladyism to the Mecca of her personal +tastes and preferences; should unveil that sacred estimate of herself +which she so gladly shared with others, but which others too often +failed to share with her. + +"I wish you would tell me all you know about it," she said presently, +"this proposition my father has made. He writes me very indefinitely, +and sometimes it is hard for me to learn, even when I am with him, just +what he is doing. He forgets that he has not told me." + +The young man hesitated, weighing the difficulties that would beset him +if he should attempt to explain his hesitation, seeing also the more +tangible difficulties of evasion if she should turn her clear eyes upon +him. It would be better for Dysart if she knew, he said to himself. They +had made no secret of the transaction, and sooner or later she must hear +of it from others, if not from her father. He yielded to the infection +of her candor, and told her what she asked. She listened with knitted +brows and an introspective glance. + +"Mr. Dysart might lose his work," she commented tentatively. + +Palmerston was silent. + +The girl turned abruptly. "Could he lose anything else?" The color swept +across her face, and her voice had a half-pathetic menace in it. + +"Every business arrangement is uncertain, contains a possibility of +loss." + +Palmerston was defiantly aware that he had not answered her question. He +emphasized his defiance by jerking the reins. + +"Don't!" said the girl reproachfully. "I think his mouth is tender." + +"You like horses?" inquired the young man, with a sensation of relief. + +She shook her head. "No; I think not. I never notice them except when +they seem uncomfortable." + +"But if you didn't like them you wouldn't care." + +"Oh, yes, I should. I don't like to see anything uncomfortable." + +Palmerston laughed. "You have made me very uncomfortable, and you do not +seem to mind. I must conclude that you have not noticed it, and that +conclusion hurts my vanity." + +The young woman did not turn her head. + +"I try to be candid," she said, "and I am always being misunderstood. I +think I must be very stupid." + +Her companion began to breathe more freely. She was going to talk of +herself, after all. He was perfectly at home when it came to that. + +"Not at all," he said graciously; "you only make the rest of us appear +stupid. We are at a disadvantage when we get what we do not expect, and +none of us expect candor." + +"But if we tell the truth ourselves, I don't see why we shouldn't expect +it from others." + +"Oh, yes, if we ourselves tell the truth." + +"I think you have been telling me the truth," she said, turning her +steadfast eyes upon him. + +"Thank you," said Palmerston lightly. "I hope my evident desire for +approval doesn't suggest a sense of novelty in my position." + +Miss Brownell smiled indulgently, and then knitted her brows. "I am glad +you have told me," she said; "I may not be able to help it, but it is +better for me to know." + +They were nearing the Dysart house, and Palmerston remembered that he +had no definite instruction concerning the newcomer's destination. + +"I think I will take her directly to her father's tent," he reflected, +"and let Mrs. Dysart plan her own attack upon the social situation." + +When he had done this and returned to his boarding-place, there was a +warmth in the greeting of his worthy hostess which suggested a sense of +his recent escape from personal danger. + +"I'm real glad to see you safe home, Mr. Palmerston," she said amply. "I +don't wonder you look fagged; the ride through the dust was hard enough +without having all sorts of other things to hatchel you. I do hope you +won't have that same kind of a phthisicky ketch in your breath that you +had the other night after you overdone. I think it was mostly +nervousness, and, dear knows, you've had enough to make you nervous +to-day. I told Jawn after you was gone that I'd hate to be answerable +for the consequences." + +Two days later John Dysart came into Palmerston's tent, and drew a +camp-stool close to the young man's side. + +"I'm in a kind of a fix," he said, seating himself and fastening his +eyes on the floor with an air of profound self-commiseration. "You see, +this girl of Brownell's she came up where I was mending the flume +yesterday, and we got right well acquainted. She seems friendly. She +took off her coat and laid it on a boulder, and we set down there in our +shirt-sleeves and had quite a talk. I think she means all right, but +she's visionary. I can't understand it, living with a practical man like +the professor. But you can't always tell. Now, there's Emeline. Emeline +means well, but she lets her prejudices run away with her judgment. I +guess women generally do. But, someway, this girl rather surprised me. +When I first saw her I thought she looked kind of reasonable; maybe it +was her cravat--I don't know." + +John shook his head in a baffled way. He had taken off his hat, and the +handkerchief which he had spread over his bald crown to protect it from +the flies drooped pathetically about his honest face. + +"What did Miss Brownell say?" asked Palmerston, flushing a little. + +John looked at him absently from under his highly colored awning. "The +girl? Oh, she don't understand. She wanted me to be careful. I told her +I'd been careful all my life, and I wasn't likely to rush into anything +now. She thinks her father's 'most too sanguine about the water, but she +doesn't understand the machine--I could see that. She said she was +afraid I'd lose something, and she wants me to back out right now. I'm +sure I don't know what to do. I want to treat everybody right." + +"Including yourself, I hope," suggested Palmerston. + +"Yes, of course. I don't feel quite able to give up all my prospects +just for a notion; and yet I want to do the square thing by Emeline. +It's queer about women--especially Emeline. I've often thought if there +was only men it would be easier to make up your mind; but still, I +suppose we'd oughtn't to feel that way. They don't mean any harm." + +John drew the protecting drapery from his head, and lashed his bald +crown with it softly, as if in punishment for his seeming disloyalty. + +"You could withdraw from the contract now without any great loss to Mr. +Brownell," suggested Palmerston. + +John looked at him blankly. "Why, of course he wouldn't lose anything; +I'd be the loser. But I haven't any notion of doing that. I'm only +wondering whether I ought to tell Emeline about the girl. You see, +Emeline's kind of impulsive, and she's took a dead set against the girl +because, you see, she thinks,"--John leaned forward confidentially and +shut one eye, as if he were squinting along his recital to see that it +was in line with the facts,--"you see, she thinks--well, I don't know as +I'd ought to take it on myself to say just what Emeline thinks, but I +think she thinks--well, I don't know as I'd ought to say what I think +she thinks, either; but you'd understand if you'd been married." + +"Oh, I can understand," asserted the young man. "Mrs. Dysart's position +is very natural. But I think you should tell her what Miss Brownell +advises. There is no other woman near, and it will prove very +uncomfortable for the young lady if your wife remains unfriendly toward +her. You certainly don't want to be unjust, Dysart." + +John shook his head dolorously over this extension of his moral +obligations. + +"No," he declared valiantly; "I want to be square with everybody; but I +don't want to prejudice Emeline against the professor, and I'm afraid +this would. You see, Emeline's this way--well, I don't know as I'd +ought to say just how Emeline is, but you know she's an _awful good +woman_!" + +John leaned forward and gave the last three words a slow funereal +emphasis which threatened his companion's gravity. + +"Oh, I know," Palmerston broke out quickly; "Mrs. Dysart's a good woman, +and she's a very smart woman, too; she has good ideas." + +"Yes, yes; Emeline's smart," John made haste to acquiesce; "she's smart +as far as she knows, but when she don't quite understand, then she's +prejudiced. I guess women are generally prejudiced about machinery; they +can't be expected to see into it: but still, if you think I'd ought to +tell her what this Brownell girl says, why, I'm a-going to do it." + +John got up with the air of a man harassed but determined, and went out +of the tent. + +The next afternoon Mrs. Dysart put on her beaded dolman and her best +bonnet and panted through the tar-weed to call upon her new neighbor. +Palmerston watched the good woman's departure, and awaited her return, +taunting himself remorselessly meanwhile for the curiosity which +prompted him to place a decoy-chair near his tent door, and exulting +shamefacedly at the success of his ruse when she sank into it with the +interrogative glance with which fat people always commit themselves to +furniture. + +"Well, I've been to see her, and I must say, for a girl that's never +found grace, she's about the straightforwardest person I ever came +across. I know I was prejudiced." Mrs. Dysart took off her bonnet, a +sacred edifice constructed of cotton velvet, frowzy feathers, and red +glass currants, and gazed at it penitentially. "That father of hers is +enough to prejudice a saint. But the girl ain't to blame. I think she +must have had a prayin' mother, though she says she doesn't remember +anything about her exceptin' her clothes, which does sound worldly." + +Mrs. Dysart straightened out the varnished muslin leaves of her +horticultural headgear, and held the structure at arm's length with a +sigh of gratified sense and troubled spirit. + +"I invited her to come to the mothers' meetin' down at Mrs. Stearns's +in the wash with me next Thursday afternoon, and I'm goin' to have her +over to dinner some day when the old perfessor's off on a tramp. I try +to have Christian grace, but I can't quite go him, though I would like +to see the girl brought into the fold." + +Palmerston remembered the steadfast eyes of the wanderer, and wondered +how they had met all this. His companion replaced the bonnet on her +head, where it lurched a little, by reason of insufficient skewering, as +she got up. + +"Then you were pleased with Miss Brownell?" the young man broke out, +rather senselessly, he knew--aware, all at once, of a desire to hear +more. + +Mrs. Dysart did not sit down. + +"Yes," she said judicially; "for a girl without any bringin' up, and +with no religious inflooences, and no mother and no father to speak of, +I think she's full as good as some that's had more chances. I've got to +go and start a fire now," she went on, with an air of willingness but +inability to continue the subject. "There's Jawn comin' after the +milk-pail; I do wish he could be brought to listen to reason." + +Palmerston watched the good woman as she labored down the path, her +dusty skirts drawn close about her substantial ankles, and the beaded +dolman glittering unfeelingly in the sun. + +"I hope she has a sense of humor," he said to himself. Then he got up +hastily, went into the tent, and brought out a letter, which he read +carefully from the beginning to the signature scribbled in the upper +corner of the first page--"Your own Bess." After that he sat quite +still, letting his glance play with the mists of the valley, until Mrs. +Dysart rang the supper-bell. + +"If she has a sense of humor, how much she must enjoy her!" he said to +himself, with the confusion of pronouns we all allow ourselves and view +with such scorn in others. + + * * * * * + +When a man first awakes to the fact that he is thinking of the wrong +woman, it is always with a comfortable sense of certainty that he can +change his attitude of mind by a slight effort of the will. If he does +not make the effort, it is only because he is long past the necessity of +demonstrating himself to himself, and not from any fickleness of fancy +on his own part. It was in this comfortable state of certainty that +Sidney Palmerston betook himself, a few days later, to the Brownell +tent, armed with a photograph which might have been marked "Exhibit A" +in the case which he was trying with himself before his own conscience. +If there was in his determination to place himself right with Miss +Brownell any trace of solicitude for the young woman, to the credit of +his modesty be it said, he had not formulated it. Perhaps there was. A +belief in the general overripeness of feminine affection, and a discreet +avoidance of shaking the tree upon which it grows, have in some way +become a part of masculine morals, and Sidney Palmerston was still young +enough to take himself seriously. + +Miss Brownell had moved a table outside the tent, and was bending over a +map fastened to it by thumb-tacks. + +"I am trying to find out what my father is doing," she said, looking +straight into Palmerston's eyes without a word of greeting. "I suppose +you know they are about to begin work on the tunnel." + +The young man was beginning to be a trifle tired of the tunnel. "Dysart +mentioned it yesterday," he said. "May I sit down, Miss Brownell?" + +She gave a little start, and went into the tent for another chair. When +she reappeared, Palmerston met her at the tent door and took the +camp-chair from her hand. + +"I want to sit here," he said willfully, turning his back toward the +table. "I don't want to talk about the tunnel; I want to turn the +conversation upon agreeable things--myself, for instance." + +She frowned upon him smilingly, and put her hand to her cheek with a +puzzled gesture. + +"Have I talked too much about the tunnel?" she asked. "I thought +something might be done to stop it." + +Palmerston shook his head. "You have done everything in your power. +Dysart has been fairly warned. Besides, who knows?" he added rather +flippantly. "They may strike a hundred inches of water, as your father +predicts." + +"I have not been objecting merely to rid myself of responsibility; I +have never felt any. I only wanted--I hoped"--She stopped, aware of the +unresponsive chill that always came at mention of her father. "I _know_ +he is honest." + +"Of course," protested Palmerston, with artificial warmth; "and, really, +I think the place for the work is well selected. I am not much of an +engineer, but I went up the other day and looked about, and there are +certainly indications of water. I"--he stopped suddenly, aware of his +mistake. + +The girl had not noticed it. "I wish I could make people over," she +said, curling her fingers about her thumb, and striking the arm of her +chair with the soft side of the resultant fist, after the manner of +women. + +Her companion laughed. + +"Not every person, I hope; not this one, at least." He drew the +photograph from his breast pocket and held it toward her. She took it +from him, and looked at it absently an instant. + +"What a pretty girl!" she said, handing it back to him. "Your sister?" + +The young man flushed. "No; my fiancée." + +She held out her hand and took the card again, looking at it with fresh +eyes. + +"A _very_ pretty girl," she said. "What is her name?" + +"Elizabeth Arnold." + +"Where does she live?" + +Palmerston mentioned a village in Michigan. His companion gave another +glance at the picture, and laid it upon the arm of the chair. The young +man rescued it from her indifference with a little irritable jerk. She +was gazing unconsciously toward the horizon. + +"Don't you intend to congratulate me?" he inquired with a nettled laugh. + +She turned quickly, flushing to her forehead. "Pardon me. I said she was +very pretty--I thought young men found that quite sufficient. I have +never heard them talk much of girls in any other way. But perhaps I +should have told you: I care very little about photographs, especially +of women. They never look like them. They always make me think of paper +dolls." + +She halted between her sentences with an ungirlish embarrassment which +Palmerston was beginning to find dangerously attractive. + +"But the women themselves--you find them interesting?" + +"Oh, yes; some of them. Mrs. Dysart, for instance. As soon as she +learned I had no mother, she invited me to a mothers' meeting. I thought +that very interesting." + +"Very sensible, too. They are mostly childless mothers, and a sprinkling +of motherless children will add zest to the assemblage." + +They both laughed, and the young man's laugh ended in a cough. The girl +glanced uneasily toward the bank of fog that was sweeping across the +valley. + +"Mr. Palmerston," she said, "the fog is driving in very fast, and it is +growing quite damp and chilly. I think you ought to go home. Wait a +minute," she added, hurrying into the tent and returning with a soft +gray shawl. "I am afraid you will be cold; let me put this about your +shoulders." + +She threw it around him and pinned it under his chin, standing in front +of him with her forehead on a level with his lips. + +"Now hurry!" + +A man does not submit to the humiliation of having a shawl pinned about +his shoulders without questioning his own sanity, and some consciousness +of this fact forced itself upon Palmerston as he made his way along the +narrow path through the greasewood. He had removed the obnoxious +drapery, of course, and was vindicating his masculinity by becoming very +cold and damp in the clammy folds of the fog which had overtaken him; +but the shawl hung upon his arm and reminded him of many things--not +altogether unpleasant things, he would have been obliged to confess if +he had not been busy assuring himself that he had no confession to +make. He had done his duty, he said to himself; but there was something +else which he did not dare to say even to himself--something which made +him dissatisfied with his duty now that it was done. Of course he did +not expect her to care about his engagement, but she should have been +sympathetic; well-bred women were always sympathetic, he argued, +arriving at his conclusion by an unanswerable transposition of +adjectives. He turned his light coat collar up about his throat, and the +shawl on his arm brushed his cheek warmly. No man is altogether +colorblind to the danger-signals of his own nature. Did he really want +her to care, after all? he asked himself angrily. He might have spared +himself the trouble of telling her. She was absorbed in herself, or, +what was the same, in that unsavory fraud whom she called father. The +young man unfastened the flap of his tent nervously, and took himself in +out of the drenching mist, which seemed in some way to have got into his +brain. He was angry with himself for his interest in these people, as +he styled them in his lofty self-abasement. They were ungrateful, +unworthy. His eye fell upon two letters propped up on his table in a +manner so conspicuous as to suggest a knowledge of his preoccupation--as +if some one were calling him out of his reverie in an offensively loud +voice. He turned the address downward, and busied himself in putting to +rights the articles which John had piled up to attract his tardy notice. +He would read his letters, of course, but not in his present mood: that +would be a species of sacrilege, he patronizingly informed his restive +conscience. + +And he did read them later, after he had carefully folded the gray shawl +and placed it out of his range of vision--half a score of closely +written pages filled with gentle girlish analysis of the writer's love +and its unique manifestations, and ending with a tepid interest in the +"queer people" among whom her lover's lot was cast. "It is very hard, my +dear," she wrote, "to think of you in that lonely place, cut off from +everybody and everything interesting; but we must bear it bravely, +since it is to make you strong and well." + +Palmerston held the letter in his hand, and looked steadily through the +tent window across the sea of fog that had settled over the valley. + +"After all, she is not selfish," he reflected; "she has nothing to gain +by saving Dysart, except"--he smiled grimly--"her rascally father's good +name." + + * * * * * + +The rains were late, but they came at last, blowing in soft and warm +from the southeast, washing the dust from the patient orange-trees and +the draggled bananas, and luring countless green things out of the brown +mould of the mesa into the winter sun. Birds fledged in the golden +drought of summer went mad over the miracles of rain and grass, and +riotously announced their discovery of a new heaven and a new earth to +their elders. The leafless poinsettia flaunted its scarlet diadem at +Palmerston's tent door, a monarch robbed of all but his crown, and the +acacias west of the Dysart dooryard burst into sunlit yellow in a +night. + +The rains had not been sufficient to stop work on the tunnel, and John +watched its progress with the feverish eagerness of an inexperienced +gambler. Now that it was fairly under way, Brownell seemed to lose +interest in the result, and wandered, satchel in hand, over the +mountain-side, leaving fragments of his linen duster on the thorny +chaparral, and devising new schemes for the enrichment of the valley, to +which his daughter listened at night in skeptical silence. Now and then +his voice fell from some overhanging crag in a torrent of religious +rapture, penetrating the cabin walls and trying Mrs. Dysart's pious soul +beyond endurance. + +"Now listen to that, Emeline!" said John, exultantly, during one of +these vocal inundations. "He's a-singin' the doxology. Now _I_ believe +he's a Christian." + +Mrs. Dysart averted her face with a sigh of long-suffering patience. + +"Singin' is the easiest part of the Christian religion, Jawn. As for +that,"--she jerked her head toward the source of vocal supply,--"it's +soundin' brass; that's what I'd say if I was settin' in judgment, which +I thank our heavenly Fawther I'm not." + +"Well, there goes Mr. Palmerston and the girl, anyway," said John, with +eager irrelevance; "they seem to be gettin' pretty thick." + +Mrs. Dysart moved toward the open window with piously restrained +curiosity. + +"I'm sorry for that girl," she said; "she's got one man more'n she can +manage now, without tacklin' another." + +"Oh, well, now, Emeline, young folks, will be young folks, you know." +There was in John's voice something dangerously near satisfaction with +this well-known peculiarity of youth. + +"Yes; and they'll be old folks, too, which most of 'em seems to forget," +returned Mrs. Dysart, sending a pessimistic glance after the retreating +couple. + +Mrs. Dysart was right. Sidney Palmerston and his companion were not +thinking of old age that winter day. The mesa stretched a mass of purple +lupine at their feet. There was the odor of spring, the warmth of +summer, the languor of autumn, in the air. As they neared the caņon the +path grew narrow, and the girl walked ahead, turning now and then, and +blocking the way, in the earnestness of her speech. They had long since +ceased to talk of the tunnel; Sidney had ceased even to think of it. For +weeks he had hardly dared to think at all. There had been at first the +keen sense of disappointment in himself which comes to every confident +soul as it learns the limitations of its own will; then the +determination, so easy to youth's foreshortening view, to keep the +letter of his promise and bury the spirit out of his own sight and the +sight of the world forever; then the self-pity and the pleading with +fate for a little happiness as an advance deposit on the promise of +lifelong self-sacrifice; then the perfumed days when thought was lulled +and duty became a memory and a hope. Strangely enough, it was always +duty, this unholy thing which he meant to do--this payment of a debt in +base metal, when the pure gold of love had been promised. But ethics +counted for little to-day as he followed a figure clad in blue serge +down the path that led from the edge of the caņon to the bed of the +stream. Budding willows made a green mist in the depths below them, and +the sweet, tarry odors of the upland blew across the tops of the +sycamores in the caņon and mingled with the smell of damp leaf-mould and +the freshness of growing things. + +The girl paused and peered down into the caņon inquiringly. + +"Do you think of leaping?" asked Palmerston. + +She smiled seriously, still looking down. "No; I was wondering if the +rainfall had been as light in the mountains as it has been in the +valley, and how the water-supply will hold out through the summer if we +have no more." + +Palmerston laughed. "Do you always think of practical things?" he asked. + +She turned and confronted him with a half-defiant, half-whimsical smile. + +"I do not think much about what I think," she said; "I am too busy +thinking." + +As she spoke she took a step backward and tripped upon some obstacle in +the path. + +Palmerston sprang forward and caught her upraised arm with both hands. + +"I--I--love you!" he said eagerly, tightening his grasp, and then +loosening it, and falling back with the startled air of one who hears a +voice when he thinks himself alone. + +The young woman let her arm fall at her side, and stood still an +instant, looking at him with untranslatable eyes. + +"You love me?" she repeated with slow questioning. "How can you?" + +Palmerston smiled rather miserably. "Far more easily than I can explain +why I have told you," he answered. + +"If it is true, why should you not tell me?" she asked, still looking at +him steadily. + +Evasion seemed a drapery of lies before her gaze. Palmerston spoke the +naked truth: + +"Because I cannot ask you to love me in return--because I have promised +to marry another woman, and I must keep my promise." + +He made the last avowal with the bitter triumph of one who chooses death +where he might easily have chosen dishonor. + +His listener turned away a little, and looked through the green haze of +the caņon at the snow of San Antonio. + +"You say that you love me, and yet you intend to marry this other girl, +who loves you, and live a lie?" she asked without looking at him. + +"My God! but you make it hard!" groaned Palmerston. + +She faced about haughtily. + +"I make it hard!" she exclaimed. "I have been afraid of you--not for +myself, but for--for others, about something in which one might be +mistaken. And you come to me and tell me this! You would cheat a woman +out of her life, a girl who loves you--who promised to marry you because +you told her you loved her; who no doubt learned to love you because of +your love for her. And this is what men call honor! Do you know what I +intend to do? I intend to write to this girl and tell her what you have +told me. Then she may marry you if she wishes. But she shall know. You +shall not feed her on husks all her life, if I can help it. And because +I intend to do this, even if--even if I loved you, I could never see you +again!" + +Palmerston knew that he stood aside to let her pass and walk rapidly out +of the caņon. + +The call of insects and the twitter of linnets seemed to deepen into a +roar. A faint "halloo" came from far up the mountain-side, and in the +distance men's voices rang across the caņon. + +A workman came running down the path, almost stumbling over Palmerston +in his haste. + +"Where's the old man--where's Dysart?" he panted, wiping his forehead +with his sleeve. "We've struck a flow that's washing us into the middle +of next week. The old professor made a blamed good guess this time, +sure." + + + + +Marg'et Ann + + +It was sacrament Sabbath in the little Seceder congregation at Blue +Mound. Vehicles denoting various degrees of prosperity were beginning to +arrive before the white meeting-house that stood in a patch of +dog-fennel by the roadside. + +The elders were gathered in a solemn, bareheaded group on the shady side +of the building, arranging matters of deep spiritual portent connected +with the serving of the tables. The women entered the church as they +arrived, carrying or leading their fat, sunburned, awe-stricken +children, and sat in subdued and reverent silence in the unpainted pews. +There was a smell of pine and peppermint and last week's gingerbread in +the room, and a faint rustle of bonnet strings and silk mantillas as +each newcomer moved down the aisle; but there was no turning of heads or +vain, indecorous curiosity concerning arrivals on the part of those +already in the pews. + +Outside, the younger men moved about slowly in their creased black +clothes, or stood in groups talking covertly of the corn planting which +had begun; there was an evident desire to compensate by lowered voices +and lack of animated speech for the manifest irreverence of the topic. + +Marg'et Ann and her mother came in the farm wagon, that the assisting +minister, the Rev. Samuel McClanahan, who was to preach the "action +sermon," might ride in the buggy with the pastor. There were four wooden +chairs in the box of the wagon, and the floor was strewn with +sweet-scented timothy and clover. Mrs. Morrison and Miss Nancy +McClanahan, who had come with her brother from Cedar Township to +communion, sat in two of the chairs, and Marg'et Ann and her younger +sister occupied the others. One of the boys sat on the high spring seat +with his brother Laban, who drove the team, and the other children were +distributed on the hay between their elders. + +Marg'et Ann wore her mother's changeable silk made over and a cottage +bonnet with pink silk strings and skirt and a white ruche with a wreath +of pink flowers in the face trimming. Her brown hair was combed over her +ears like a sheet of burnished bronze and held out by puff combs, and +she had a wide embroidered collar, shaped like a halo, fastened by a +cairngorm in a square setting of gold. + +Miss Nancy McClanahan and her mother talked in a subdued way of the Fast +Day services, and of the death of Squire Davidson, who lived the other +side of the creek, and the probable result of Esther Jane Skinner's +trouble with her chest. There was a tacit avoidance of all subjects +pertaining to the flesh except its ailments, but there was no long-faced +hypocrisy in the tones or manner of the two women. Marg'et Ann listened +to them and watched the receding perspective of the corn rows in the +brown fields. She had her token tied securely in the corner of her +handkerchief, and every time she felt it she thought regretfully of +Lloyd Archer. She had hoped he would make a confession of faith this +communion, but he had not come before the session at all. She knew he +had doubts concerning close communion, and she had heard him say that +certain complications of predestination and free will did not appear +reasonable to him. Marg'et Ann thought it very daring of him to exact +reasonableness of those in spiritual high places. She would as soon have +thought of criticising the Creator for making the sky blue instead of +green as for any of His immutable decrees as set forth in the Confession +of Faith. It did not prevent her liking Lloyd Archer that her father and +several of the elders whom he had ventured to engage in religious +discussion pronounced him a dangerous young man, but it made it +impossible for her to marry him. So she had been quite anxious that he +should see his way clear to join the church. + +They had talked about it during intermission last Sabbath; but Marg'et +Ann, having arrived at her own position by a process of complete +self-abnegation, found it hard to know how to proceed with this stalwart +sinner who insisted upon understanding things. It is true he spoke +humbly enough of himself, as one who had not her light, but Marg'et Ann +was quite aware that she did not believe the Catechism because she +understood it. She had no doubt it could be understood, and she thought +regretfully that Lloyd Archer would be just the man to understand it if +he would study it in the right spirit. Just what the right spirit was +she could not perhaps have formulated, except that it was the spirit +that led to belief in the Catechism. She had hoped that he would come to +a knowledge of the truth through the ministrations of the Rev. Samuel +McClanahan, who was said to be very powerful in argument; but he had +found fault with Mr. McClanahan's logic on Fast Day in a way that was +quite disheartening, and he evidently did not intend to come forward +this communion at all. Her father had spoken several times in a very +hopeless manner of Lloyd's continued resistance of the Holy Spirit, and +Marg'et Ann thought with a shiver of Squire Atwater, who was an +infidel, and was supposed by some to have committed the unpardonable +sin. She remembered once when she and one of the younger boys had gone +into his meadow for wild strawberries he had come out and talked to them +in a jovial way, and when they were leaving, had patted her little +brother's head, and told him, with a great, corpulent laugh, to "ask his +father how the devil could be chained to the bottomless pit." She did +not believe Lloyd could become like that, but still it was dangerous to +resist the Spirit. + +Miss Nancy McClanahan had a bit of mint between the leaves of her +psalm-book, and she smelled it now and then in a niggardly way, as if +the senses should be but moderately indulged on the Sabbath. She had on +black netted mitts which left the enlarged knuckles of her hands +exposed, and there was a little band of Guinea gold on one of her +fingers, with two almost obliterated hearts in loving juxtaposition. +Marg'et Ann knew that she had been a hardworking mother to the Rev. +Samuel's family ever since the death of his wife, and she wondered +vaguely how it would seem to take care of Laban's children in case +Lloyd should fail to make his peace with God. + +When they drove to the door of the meeting-house, Archibald Skinner came +down the walk to help them dismount. Mrs. Morrison shook hands with him +kindly and asked after his sister's cough, and whether his Grandfather +Elliott was still having trouble with his varicose veins. She handed the +children to him one by one, and he lifted them to the ground with an +easy swing, replacing their hats above their tubular curls after the +descent, and grinning good-naturedly into their round, awe-filled, +freckled countenances. + +Miss Nancy got out of the wagon backwards, making a maidenly effort to +keep the connection between the hem of her black silk skirt and the top +of her calf-skin shoes inviolate, and brushing the dust of the wagon +wheel from her dress carefully after her safe arrival in the dog-fennel. +Marg'et Ann ignored the chair which had been placed beside the wagon for +the convenience of her elders, and sprang from the wheel, placing her +hands lightly in those of the young man, who deposited her safely beside +her mother and turned toward her sister Rebecca with a blush that +extended to the unfreckled spaces of his hairy, outstretched hands, and +explained his lively interest in the disembarkation of the family. + +Laban drove the team around the corner to a convenient hitching-place, +and the women and children went up the walk to the church door. Mrs. +Morrison stopped a moment on the step to remove the hats of the younger +boys, whose awe of the sanctuary seemed to have deprived them of +volition, and they all proceeded down the aisle to the minister's pew. + +The pastor and the Rev. Samuel McClanahan were already in the pulpit, +their presence there being indicated by two tufts of hair, one black and +the other sandy, which arose above the high reading-desk; and the elders +having filed into the room and distributed themselves in the ends of the +various well-filled pews, the young men and boys followed their example, +the latter taking a sudden start at the door and projecting themselves +into their places with a concentration of purpose that seemed almost +apoplectic in its results. + +There was a deep, premonitory stillness, broken only by the precentor, +who covertly struck his tuning-fork on the round of his chair, and held +it to his ear with a faint, accordant hum; then the minister arose and +spread his hands in solemn invocation above the little flock. + +"Let us pray." + +Every one in the house arose. Even old Mrs. Groesbeck, who had sciatica, +allowed her husband and her son Ebenezer to assist her to her feet, and +the children who were too small to see over the backs of the pews +slipped from their seats and stood in downcast stillness within the high +board inclosures. + +After the prayer, Mr. Morrison read the psalm. It was Rouse's version:-- + + "I joy'd when to the house of God, + Go up, they said to me. + Jerusalem, within thy gates + Our feet shall standing be. + + Jerus'lem as a city is + Compactly built together. + Unto that place the tribes go up, + The tribes of God go thither." + +The minister read it all and "lined out" the first couplet. Then the +precentor, a tall, thin man, whose thinness was enveloped but not +alleviated by an alpaca coat, struck his tuning-fork more openly and +launched into the highly rarefied atmosphere of "China," being quite +alone in his vocal flight until the congregation joined him in the more +accessible regions of the second line. + +Marg'et Ann shared her psalm-book with Laban, who sat beside her. He had +hurt his thumb shelling seed corn, and his mother had made him a clean +thumb-stall for Sabbath. It was with this shrouded member that he held +the edge of the psalm-book awkwardly. Laban's voice was in that +uncertain stage in which its vagaries astonished no one so much as its +owner, but he joined in the singing. "Let all the people praise Thee" +was a command not to be lightly set aside for worldly considerations of +harmony and fitness, and so Laban sang, his callow and ill-adjusted +soul divided between fears that the people would hear him and that the +Lord would not. + +Marg'et Ann listened for Lloyd Archer's deep bass voice in the Amen +corner. + +She wished his feet _were_ standing within the gates of Jerusalem, as he +so resonantly announced that they would be. But whatever irreverence +there might be in poor Laban refusing to sing what he did not dream of +doubting, there was no impiety to these devout souls in Lloyd Archer's +joining with them in the vocal proclamation of things concerning which +he had very serious doubts. + +Not that Jerusalem, either new or old, was one of these things; the +young man himself was not conscious of any heresy there; he believed in +Jerusalem, in the church militant upon earth and triumphant in heaven, +and in many deeper and more devious theological doctrines as well. +Indeed, his heterodoxy was of so mild a type that, viewed by the +incandescent light of to-day, which is not half a century later, it +shines with the clear blue radiance of flawless Calvinism. + +If the tedious "lining out," traditionally sacred, was quite +unreasonable and superfluous, commemorating nothing but the days of +hunted Covenanters and few psalm-books and fewer still who were able to +read them, perhaps the remembrance of these things was as conducive to +thankfulness of heart as David's recital of the travails and triumphs of +ancient Israel. Certain it is that profound gratitude to God and +devotion to duty characterized the lives of most of these men and women +who sang the praises of their Maker in this halting and unmusical +fashion. + +Marg'et Ann sang in a high and somewhat nasal treble, compassing the +extra feet of Mr. Rouse's doubtful version with skill, and gliding +nimbly over the gaps in prosody by the aid of his dextrously elongated +syllables. + +Some of the older men seemed to dwell upon these peculiarities of +versification as being distinctively ecclesiastical and therefore +spiritually edifying, and brought up the musical rear of such couplets +with long-drawn and profoundly impressive "shy-un's" and "i-tee's;" but +these irregularities found little favor in the eyes of the younger +people, who had attended singing-school and learned to read buckwheat +notes under the direction of Jonathan Loomis, the precentor. + +Marg'et Ann listened to the Rev. Mr. McClanahan's elaborately divided +discourse, wondering what piece of the logical puzzle Lloyd would +declare to be missing; and she glanced rather wistfully once or twice +toward the Amen corner where the young man sat, with his head thrown +back and his eager eyes fixed upon the minister's face. + +When the intermission came, she ate her sweet cake and her triangle of +dried apple pie with the others, and then walked toward the graveyard +behind the church. She knew that Lloyd would follow her, and she prayed +for grace to speak a word in season. + +The young man stalked through the tall grass that choked the path of the +little inclosure until he overtook her under a blossoming crab-apple +tree. + +He had been "going with" Marg'et Ann more than a year, and there was +generally supposed to be an understanding between them. + +She turned when he came up, and put out her hand without embarrassment, +but she blushed as pink as the crab-apple bloom in his grasp. + +They talked a little of commonplace things, and Marg'et Ann looked down +and swallowed once or twice before she said gravely,-- + +"I hoped you'd come forward this sacrament, Lloyd." + +The young man's brow clouded. + +"I've told you I can't join the church without telling a lie, Marg'et +Ann. You wouldn't want me to tell a lie," he said, flushing hotly. + +She shook her head, looking down, and twisting her handkerchief into a +ball in her hands. + +"I know you have doubts about some things; but I thought they might be +removed by prayer. Have you prayed earnestly to have them removed?" She +looked up at him anxiously. + +"I've asked to be made to see things right," he replied, choking a +little over this unveiling of his holy of holies; "but I don't seem to +be able to see some things as you do." + +She pondered an instant, looking absently at the headstone of +"Hephzibah," who was the later of Robert McCoy's two beloved wives, then +she said, with an effort, for these staid descendants of Scottish +ancestry were not given to glib talking of sacred things: + +"I suppose doubts are sent to try our faith; but we have the promise +that they will be removed if we ask in the right spirit. Are you sure +you have asked in the right spirit, Lloyd?" + +"I have prayed for light, but I haven't asked to have my doubts removed, +Marg'et Ann; I don't know that I want to believe what doesn't appear +reasonable to me." + +The girl lifted a troubled, tremulous face to his. + +"That isn't the right spirit, Lloyd,--you know it isn't. How can God +remove your doubts if you don't want him to?" + +The young man reached up and broke off a twig of the round, pink +crab-apple buds and rolled the stem between his work-hardened hands. + +"I've asked for light," he repeated, "and if when it comes I see things +different, I'll say so; but I can't want to believe what I don't +believe, and I can't pray for what I don't want." + +The triangle of Marg'et Ann's brow between her burnished satin puffs of +hair took on two upright, troubled lines. She unfolded her handkerchief +nervously, and her token fell with a ringing sound against tired +Hephzibah's gravestone and rolled down above her patiently folded hands. + +Lloyd stooped and searched for it in the grass. When he found it he gave +it to her silently, and their hands met. Poor Marg'et Ann! No hunted +Covenanter amid Scottish heather was more a martyr to his faith than +this rose-cheeked girl amid Iowa cornfields. She took the bit of +flattened lead and pressed it between her burning palms. + +"I hope you won't get hardened in unbelief, Lloyd," she said soberly. + +The congregation was drifting toward the church again, and the young +people turned. Lloyd touched the iridescent silk of her wide sleeve. + +"You ain't a-going to let this make any difference between you and me, +are you, Marg'et Ann?" he pleaded. + +"I don't know," wavered the girl. "I hope you'll be brought to a sense +of your true condition, Lloyd." She hesitated, smoothing the sheen of +her skirt. "It would be an awful cross to father and mother." + +The young man fell behind her in the narrow path, and they walked to the +church door in unhappy silence. + +Inside, the elders had accomplished the spreading of the tables with +slow-moving, awkward reverence. The spotless drapery swayed a little in +the afternoon breeze, and there was a faint fruity smell of communion +wine in the room. + +The two ministers and some of the older communicants sat with bowed +heads, in deep spiritual isolation. + +The solemn stillness of self-examination pervaded the room, and Marg'et +Ann went to her seat with a vague stirring of resentment in her heart +toward the Rev. Samuel McClanahan, who, with all his learning, could not +convince this one lost sheep of the error of his theological way. She +put aside such thoughts, however, before the serving of the tables, and +walked humbly down the aisle behind her mother, singing the one hundred +and sixteenth psalm to the quaint rising and falling cadences of +"Dundee." + +Once, while the visiting pastor addressed the communicants, she thought +how it would simplify matters if Lloyd were sitting opposite her, and +then caught her breath as the minister adjured each one to examine +himself, lest eating and drinking unworthily he should eat and drink +damnation to himself. + +It was almost sunset when the service ended, and as the Morrisons drove +into the lane the smell of jimson-weed was heavy on the evening air, and +they could hear the clank of the cow bells in the distance. + +Marg'et Ann went to her room to lay aside her best dress and get ready +for the milking, and Mrs. Morrison and Rebecca made haste to see about +supper. + +Miss Nancy McClanahan walked about the garden in her much made-over +black silk, and compared the progress of Mrs. Morrison's touch-me-nots +and four-o'clocks with her own, nipping herself a sprig of tansy from +the patch under the Bowerly apple-tree. + +She shared Marg'et Ann's room that night, and after she had taken off +her lace headdress and put a frilled nightcap over her lonesome little +knot of gray hair and said her prayers, she composed herself on her +pillow with a patient sigh, and lay watching Marg'et Ann crowd her +burnished braids into her close-fitting cap without speaking; but after +the light was out, and her companion had lain down beside her, the old +maid placed her knotted hand on the girl's more shapely one, and said:-- + +"There's worse things than living single, Marg'et Ann, and then again I +suppose there's better. Of course every girl has her chances, and the +people we make sacrifices for don't always seem quite as grateful as we +calculated they'd be. I'm not repinin', but I sometimes think if I had +my life to live over again I'd do different." + +Marg'et Ann pressed the knotted fingers, that felt like a handful of +hickory nuts, and touched the little circle with its two worn-out +hearts, but she said nothing. + +She had heard that the Rev. Samuel McClanahan was going to marry the +youngest Groesbeck girl, now that his children were "getting well up out +of the way," and she knew that her mother had been telling Miss Nancy +something about her own love affair with Lloyd Archer. + +Whatever Mrs. Morrison may have confided to Miss Nancy McClanahan +concerning Marg'et Ann and her lover must have been entirely +suppositional and therefore liable to error; for the confidence between +parent and child did not extend into the mysteries of love and marriage, +nor would the older woman have dreamed of intruding upon the sacred +precinct of her daughter's feelings toward a young man. She had remarked +once or twice to her husband that she was afraid sometimes that there +was something between Lloyd Archer and Marg'et Ann; but whether this +something was a barrier or a bond she left the worthy minister to +divine. + +That he had decided upon the latter was evidenced, perhaps, by his reply +that he hoped not, and his fear, which he had expressed before, that +Lloyd was getting more and more settled in habits of unbelief; and Mrs. +Morrison took occasion to remark the next day in her daughter's hearing +that she would hate to have a child of hers marry an unbeliever. + +Marg'et Ann did not, however, need any of these helps to an +understanding of her parents' position. She knew too well the danger +that was supposed to threaten him who indulged in vain and unprofitable +questionings, and she had too often heard the vanity of human reason +proclaimed to feel any pride in the readiness with which Lloyd had +answered Squire Wilson in the argument they had on foreordination at +Hiram Graham's infare. Indeed, she had felt it a personal rebuke when +her father had said on the way home that he hoped no child of his would +ever set up his feeble intellect against the eternal purposes of God, as +Lloyd Archer was doing. Marg'et Ann knew perfectly well that if she +married Lloyd in his present unregenerate state she would, in the +estimation of her father and mother, be endangering the safety of her +own soul, which, though presumably of the elect, could never be +conclusively so proved until the gates of Paradise should close behind +it. + +She pondered on these things, and talked of them sometimes with Lloyd, +rather unsatisfactorily, it is true; for that rising theologian bristled +with questions which threw her troubled soul into a tumult of fear and +uncertainty. + +It was this latter feeling, perhaps, which distressed her most in her +calmer moments; for it was gradually forcing itself upon poor Marg'et +Ann that she must either snatch her lover as a brand from the burning or +be herself drawn into the flames. + +She had taken the summer school down on Cedar Creek, and Lloyd used to +ride down for her on Friday evenings when the creek was high. + +Rebecca and Archie Skinner were to be married in the fall, and her +mother, who had been ailing a little all summer, would need her at home +when Rebecca was gone. Still, this would not have stood in the way of +her marriage had everything else been satisfactory; and Lloyd suspected +as much when she urged it as a reason for delay. + +"If anybody has to stay at home on your mother's account, why not let +Archie Skinner and Becky put off their wedding a while? They're younger, +and they haven't been going together near as long as we have," said +Lloyd, in answer to her excuses. + +They were riding home on horseback one Friday night, and Lloyd had just +told her that Martin Prather was going back to Ohio to take care of the +old folks, and would rent his farm very reasonably. + +Marg'et Ann had on a slat sunbonnet which made her profile about as +attractive as an "elbow" of stovepipe, but it had the advantage of +hiding the concern that Lloyd's questioning brought into her face. It +could not, however, keep it out of her voice. + +"I don't know, Lloyd," she began hesitatingly; then she turned toward +him suddenly, and let him see all the pain and trouble and regret that +her friendly headgear had been sheltering. "Oh, I _do_ wish you could +come to see things different!" she broke out tremulously. + +The young man was quiet for an instant, and then said huskily, "I just +thought you had something like that in your mind, Marg'et Ann. If you've +concluded to wait till I join the church we might as well give it up. I +don't believe in close communion, and I can't see any harm in occasional +hearing, and I haven't heard any minister yet that can reconcile free +will and election; the more I think about it the less I believe; I think +there is about as much hope of your changing as there is of me. I don't +see what all this fuss is about, anyway. Arch Skinner isn't a church +member!" + +It was hard for Marg'et Ann to say why Archie Skinner's case was +considered more hopeful than Lloyd's. She knew perfectly well, and so +did her lover, for that matter, but it was not easy to formulate. + +"Ain't you afraid you'll get to believing less and less if you go on +arguing, Lloyd?" she asked, ignoring Archie Skinner altogether. + +"I don't know," said Lloyd somewhat sullenly. + +They were riding up the lane in the scant shadow of the white locust +trees. The corn was in tassel now, and rustled softly in the fields on +either side. There was no other sound for a while. Then Marg'et Ann +spoke. + +"I'll see what father thinks"-- + +"No, you won't, Marg'et Ann," broke in Lloyd obstinately. "I think a +good deal of your father, but I don't want to marry him; and I don't ask +you to promise to marry the fellow I ought to be, or that you think I +ought to be; I've asked you to marry _me_. I don't care what you believe +and I don't care what your father thinks; I want to know what _you_ +think." + +Poor Lloyd made all this energetic avowal without the encouragement of a +blush or a smile, or the discouragement of a frown or a tear. All this +that a lover watches for anxiously was hidden by a wall of slats and +green-checked gingham. + +She turned her tubular head covering toward him presently, however, +showing him all the troubled pink prettiness it held, and said very +genuinely through her tears,-- + +"Oh, Lloyd, you know well enough what I think!" + +They had reached the gate, and it was a very much mollified face which +the young man raised to hers as he helped her to dismount. + +"Your father and mother wouldn't stand in the way of our getting +married, would they?" he asked, as she stood beside him. + +"Oh, no, they wouldn't stand in the way," faltered poor Marg'et Ann. + +How could she explain to this muscular fellow, whose pale-faced mother +had no creed but what Lloyd thought or wanted or liked, that it was +their unspoken grief that made it hard for her? How shall any woman +explain her family ties to any man? + +Marg'et Ann did not need to consult her father. He looked up from his +writing when she entered the door. + +"Was that Lloyd Archer, Marg'et Ann?" he asked kindly. + +"Yes, sir." + +"I'd a little rather you wouldn't go with him. He seems to be falling +into a state of mind that is likely to end in infidelity. It troubles +your mother and me a good deal." + +Marg'et Ann went into the bedroom to take off her riding skirt, and she +did not come out until she was sure no one could see that she had been +crying. + +Mrs. Morrison continued to complain all through the fall; at least so +her neighbors said, although the good woman had never been known to +murmur; and Marg'et Ann said nothing whatever about her engagement to +Lloyd Archer. + +Late in October Archie Skinner and Rebecca were married and moved to the +Martin Prather farm, and Lloyd, restless and chafing under all this +silence and delay, had no longer anything to suggest when Marg'et Ann +urged her mother's failing health as a reason for postponing their +marriage. + +Before the crab-apples bloomed again Mrs. Morrison's life went out as +quietly as it had been lived. There was a short, sharp illness at the +last, and in one of the pauses of the pain the sick woman lay watching +her daughter, who was alone with her. + +"I'm real glad there was nothing between you and Lloyd Archer, Marg'et +Ann," she said feebly; "that would have troubled me a good deal. You'll +have your father and the children to look after. Nancy Helen will be +coming up pretty soon, and be some help; she grows fast. You'll have to +manage along as best you can." + +The girl's sorely troubled heart failed her. Her eyes burned and her +throat ached with the effort of self-control. She buried her face in the +patchwork quilt beside her mother's hand. The woman stroked her hair +tenderly. + +"Don't cry, Marg'et Ann," she said, "don't cry. You'll get on. It's the +Lord's will." + +The evening after the funeral Lloyd Archer came over, and Marg'et Ann +walked up the lane with him. She was glad to get away from the Sabbath +hush of the house, which the neighbors had made so pathetically +neat,--taking up the dead woman's task where she had left it, and doing +everything with scrupulous care, as if they feared some vision of +neglected duty might disturb her rest. + +The frost was out of the ground and the spring plowing had begun. There +was a smell of fresh earth from the furrows, and a red-bud tree in the +thicket was faintly pink. + +Lloyd was silent and troubled, and Marg'et Ann could not trust her +voice. They walked on without speaking, and the dusk was deepening +before they turned to go back. Marg'et Ann had thrown a little homespun +shawl over her head, for there was a memory of frost in the air, but it +had fallen back and Lloyd could see her profile with its new lines of +grief in the dim light. + +"It don't seem right, Marg'et Ann," he began in a voice strained almost +to coldness by intensity of feeling. + +"But it _is_ right,--we know that, Lloyd," interrupted the girl; then +she turned and threw both arms about his neck and buried her face on his +shoulder. "Oh, Lloyd, I can't bear it--I can't bear it alone--you must +help me to be--to be--reconciled!" + +The young man laid his cheek upon her soft hair. There was nothing but +hot, unspoken rebellion in his heart. They stood still an instant, and +then Marg'et Ann raised her head and drew the little shawl up and caught +it under her quivering chin. + +"We must go in," she said staidly, choking back her sobs. + +Lloyd laid his hands on her shoulders and drew her toward him again. + +"Is there no help, Marg'et Ann?" he said piteously, looking into her +tear-stained face. In his heart he knew there was none. He had gone over +the ground a thousand times since he had seen her standing beside her +mother's open grave with the group of frightened children clinging to +her. + + "God is our refuge and our strength, + In straits a present aid; + Therefore, although the earth remove + We will not be afraid," + +repeated the girl, her sweet voice breaking into a whispered sob at the +end. They walked to the step and stood there for a moment in silence. + +The minister opened the door. + +"Is that you, Marg'et Ann," he asked. "I think we'd better have worship +now; the children are getting sleepy." + + * * * * * + +Almost a year before patient, tireless Esther Morrison's eternal holiday +had come, a man, walking leisurely along an empty mill-race, had picked +up a few shining yellow particles, holding in his hand for an instant +the destiny of half the world. Every restless soul that could break its +moorings was swept westward on the wave of excitement that followed. +Blue Mound felt the magnetism of those bits of yellow metal along with +the rest of the world, and wild stories were told at singing-school and +in harvest fields of the fortunes that awaited those who crossed the +plains. + +Lloyd Archer, eager, restless, and discontented, caught the fever among +the first. Marg'et Ann listened to his plans, heartsore and helpless. +She had ceased to advise him. There was a tacit acknowledgment on her +part that she had forfeited her right to influence his life in any way. +As for him, unconsciously jealous of the devotion to duty that made her +precious to him and unable to solve the problem himself, he yet felt +injured that she could not be true to him and to his ideal of her as +well. If she had left the plain path and gone with him into the byways, +his heart would have remained forever with the woman he had loved, and +not with the woman who had so loved him; and yet he sometimes urged her +to do this thing, so strange a riddle is the "way of a man with a maid." + +Lloyd had indulged a hope which he could not mention to any one, least +of all to Marg'et Ann, that the minister would marry again in due +season. But nothing pointed to a fulfillment of this wish. The good man +seemed far more interested in the abolition of slavery in the South than +in the release of his daughter from bondage to her own flesh and blood, +Lloyd said to himself, with the bitterness of youth. Indeed, the +household had moved on with so little change in the comfort of its +worthy head that a knowledge of Lloyd's wishes would have been quite as +startling to the object of them as the young man's reasons for their +indulgence. + +The gold fever had seemed to the minister a moral disorder, calling for +spiritual remedies, which he had not failed to administer in such +quantity and of such strength as corresponded with the religious +therapeutics of the day. + +Marg'et Ann hinted of this when her lover came to her with his plans. + +She was making soap, and although they stood on the windward side of the +kettle, her eyes were red from the smoke of the hickory logs. + +"Do you think it is just right, Lloyd?" she asked, stirring the unsavory +concoction slowly with a wooden paddle. "Isn't it just a greed for +gold, like gambling?" + +Lloyd put both elbows on the top of the ash hopper and looked at her +laughingly. He had on a straw hat lined with green calico, and his +trousers were of blue jeans, held up by "galluses" of the same; but he +was a handsome fellow, with sound white teeth and thick curling locks. + +"I don't know as a greed for gold is any worse than a greed for corn," +he said, trying to curb his voice into seriousness. + +"But corn is useful--it is food--and, besides, you work for it." Marg'et +Ann pushed her sunbonnet back and looked at him anxiously. + +"Well, I've planted a good deal more corn than I expect to eat this +year, and I was calculating to sell some of it for gold,--you wouldn't +think that was wrong, would you, Marg'et Ann?" + +"No, of course not; but some one will eat it,--it's useful," maintained +the girl earnestly. + +"I haven't found anything more useful than money yet," persisted the +young man good-naturedly; "but if I come home from California with two +or three bags full of gold, I'll buy up a township and raise corn by the +wholesale,--that'll make it all right, won't it?" + +Marg'et Ann laughed in spite of herself. + +"You're such a case, Lloyd," she said, not without a note of admiration +in her reproof. + +When it came to the parting there was little said. Marg'et Ann hushed +her lover's assurances with her own, given amid blinding tears. + +"I'll be just the same, Lloyd, no matter what happens, but I can't let +you make any promises; it wouldn't be right. I can't expect you to wait +for me. You must do whatever seems right to you; but there won't be any +harm in my loving you,--at least as long as you don't care for anybody +else." + +The young man said what a young man usually says when he is looking into +trustful brown eyes, filled with tears he has caused and cannot prevent, +and at the moment, in the sharp pain of parting, the words of one were +not more or less sincere than those of the other. + + * * * * * + +The years that followed moved slowly, weighted as they were with hard +work and monotony for Marg'et Ann, and by the time the voice of the corn +had changed three times from the soft whispering of spring to the hoarse +rustling of autumn, she felt herself old and tired. + +There had been letters and messages and rumors, more or less reliable, +repeated at huskings and quiltings, to keep her informed of the fortunes +of those who had crossed the plains, but her own letters from Lloyd had +been few and unsatisfactory. She could not complain of this strict +compliance with her wishes, but she had not counted upon the absence of +her lover's mother, who had gone to Ohio shortly after his departure and +decided to remain there with a married daughter. There was no one left +in the neighborhood who could expect to hear directly from Lloyd, and +the reports that came from other members of the party he had joined +told little that poor Marg'et Ann wished to know, beyond the fact that +he was well and had suffered the varying fortunes of other gold-hunters. + +There were moments of bitterness in which she tried to picture to +herself what her life might have been if she had braved her parents' +disapproval and married Lloyd before her mother's death; but there was +never a moment bitter enough to tempt her into any neglect of present +duty. The milking, the butter-making, the washing, the spinning, all the +relentless hard work of the women of her day, went on systematically +from the beginning of the year to its end, and the younger children came +to accept her patient ministrations as unquestioningly as they had +accepted their mother's. + +She wondered sometimes at her own anxiety to know that Lloyd was true to +her, reproaching herself meanwhile with puritanic severity for such +unholy selfishness; but she discussed the various plaids for the +children's flannel dresses with Mrs. Skinner, who did the weaving, and +cut and sewed and dyed the rags for a new best room carpet with the same +conscientious regard for art in the distribution of the stripes which +was displayed by all the women of her acquaintance; indeed, there was no +one among them all whose taste in striping a carpet, or in "piecing and +laying out a quilt," was more sought after than Marg'et Ann's. + +"She always was the old-fashionedest little thing," said grandmother +Elliott, who had been a member of Mr. Morrison's congregation back in +Ohio. "I never did see her beat." The good old lady's remark, which was +considered highly commendatory, and had nothing whatever to do with the +frivolities of changing custom, was made at a quilting at Squire +Wilson's, from which Marg'et Ann chanced to be absent. + +"It's a pity she don't seem to get married," said Mrs. Barnes, who was +marking circles in the white patches of the quilt by means of an +inverted teacup of flowing blue; "she's the kind of a girl _I'd_ 'a' +thought young men would 'a' took up with." + +"Marg'et Ann never was much for the boys," said grandmother Elliott, +disposed to defend her favorite, "and dear knows she has her hands full; +it's quite a chore to look after all them children." + +The women maintained a charitable silence. The ethics of their day did +not recognize any womanly duty inconsistent with matrimony. "A +disappointment" was considered the only dignified reason for remaining +single. Grandmother Elliott felt the weakness of her position. + +"I'm sure I don't see how her father would get on," she protested +feebly; "he ain't much of a hand to manage." + +"If Marg'et Ann was to marry, her father would have to stir round and +get himself a wife," said Mrs. Barnes, with cheerful lack of sentiment, +confident that her audience was with her. + +"I've always had a notion Marg'et Ann thought a good deal more of Lloyd +Archer than she let on,--at least more than her folks knew anything +about," asserted Mrs. Skinner, stretching her plump arm under the quilt +and feeling about carefully. "I shouldn't wonder if she'd had quite a +disappointment." + +"I would have hated to see her marry Lloyd Archer," protested +grandmother Elliott; "she's a sight too good for him; he's always had +queer notions." + +"Well, I should 'a' thought myself she could 'a' done better," admitted +Mrs. Barnes, "but somehow she hasn't. I tell 'Lisha it's more of a +disgrace to the young man than it is to her." + +Evidently this discussion of poor Marg'et Ann's dismal outlook +matrimonially was not without precedent. + +One person was totally oblivious to the facts and all surmises +concerning them. Theoretically, no doubt, the good minister esteemed it +a reproach that any woman should remain unmarried; but there are +theories which refinement finds it easy to separate from daily life, and +no thought of Marg'et Ann's future intruded upon her father's deep and +daily increasing distress over the wrongs of human slavery. Marg'et Ann +was conscious sometimes of a change in him; he went often and +restlessly to see Squire Kirkendall, who kept an underground railroad +station, and not infrequently a runaway negro was harbored at the +Morrisons'. Strange to say, these frightened and stealthy visitors, +dirty and repulsive though they were, excited no fear in the minds of +the children, to whom the slave had become almost an object of +reverence. + +Marg'et Ann read her first novel that year,--a story called "Uncle Tom's +Cabin," which appeared in the "National Era,"--read it and wept over it, +adding all the intensity of her antislavery training to the enjoyment of +a hitherto forbidden pleasure. She did not fail to note her father's +eagerness for the arrival of the paper; and recalled the fact that he +had once objected to her reading "Pilgrim's Progress" on the Sabbath. + +"It's useful, perhaps," he had said, "useful in its way and in its +place, but it is fiction nevertheless." + +There were many vexing questions of church discipline that winter, and +the Rev. Samuel McClanahan rode over from Cedar Township often and held +long theological discussions with her father in the privacy of the best +room. Once Squire Wilson came with him, and as the two visitors left the +house Marg'et Ann heard the Rev. Samuel urging upon the elder the +necessity of "holding up Brother Morrison's hands." + +It was generally known among the congregation that Abner Kirkendall had +been before the session for attending the Methodist Church and singing +an uninspired hymn in the public worship of God, and it was whispered +that the minister was not properly impressed with the heinousness of +Abner's sin. Then, too, Jonathan Loomis, the precentor, who had at first +insisted upon lining out two lines of the psalm instead of one, and had +carried his point, now pushed his dangerous liberality to the extreme of +not lining out at all. The first time he was guilty of this startling +innovation, "Rushin' through the sawm," as Uncle John Turnbull +afterwards said, "without deegnity, as if it were a mere human +cawmposeetion," two or three of the older members arose and left the +church; and the presbytery was shaken to its foundations of Scotch +granite when Mr. Morrison humbly acknowledged that he had not noticed +the precentor's bold sally until Brother Turnbull's departure attracted +his attention. + +It is true that the minister had preached most acceptably that day from +the ninth and twelfth verses of the thirty-fifth chapter of Job: "By +reason of the multitude of oppressions they make the oppressed to cry: +they cry out by reason of the arm of the mighty.... There they cry, but +none giveth answer, because of the pride of evil men." And it is +possible that the zeal for freedom that burned in his soul was rather +gratified than otherwise by Jonathan's bold singing of the prophetic +psalm:-- + + "He out of darkness did them bring + And from Death's shade them take, + Those bands wherewith they had been bound + Asunder quite he brake. + + "O that men to the Lord would give + Praise for His goodness then, + And for His works of wonder done + Unto the sons of men." + +But such absorbing enthusiasm, even in a good cause, argued a doctrinal +laxity which could not pass unnoticed. + +"A deegnifyin' of the creature above the Creator, the sign above the +thing seegnified," Uncle Johnnie Turnbull urged upon the session, +smarting from the deep theological wound he had suffered at Jonathan's +hands. + +A perceptible chill crept into the ecclesiastical atmosphere which +Marg'et Ann felt without thoroughly comprehending. + +Nancy Helen was sixteen now, and Marg'et Ann had taught the summer +school at Yankee Neck, riding home every evening to superintend the +younger sister's housekeeping. + +Laban had emerged from the period of unshaven awkwardness, and was going +to see Emeline Barnes with ominous regularity. + +There was nothing in the affairs of the household to trouble Marg'et Ann +but her father's ever increasing restlessness and preoccupation. She +wondered if it would have been different if her mother had lived. There +was no great intimacy between the father and daughter, but the girl +knew that the wrongs of the black man had risen like a dense cloud +between her father and what had once been his highest duty and pleasure. + +She was not, therefore, greatly surprised when he said to her one day, +more humbly than he was wont to speak to his children:-- + +"I think I must try to do something for those poor people, child; it may +not be much, but it will be something. The harvest truly is great, but +the laborers are few." + +"What will you do, father?" + +Marg'et Ann asked the question hesitatingly, dreading the reply. The +minister looked at her with anxious eagerness. He was glad of the humble +acquiescence that obliged him to put his half-formed resolution into +words. + +"If the presbytery will release me from my charge here, I may go South +for a while. Nancy Helen is quite a girl now, and with Laban and your +teaching you could get on. They are bruised for our iniquities, Marg'et +Ann,--they are our iniquities, indirectly, child." + +He got up and walked across the rag-carpeted floor. Marg'et Ann sat +still in her mother's chair, looking down at the stripes of the +carpet,--dark blue and red and "hit or miss;" her mother had made them +so patiently; it seemed as if patience were always under foot for +heroism to tread upon. She fought with the ache in her throat a little. +The stripes on the floor were beginning to blur when she spoke. + +"Isn't it dangerous to go down there, father, for people like us,--for +Abolitionists, I mean; I have heard that it was." + +"Dangerous!" The preacher's face lighted with the faint, prophetic joy +of martyrdom; poor Marg'et Ann had touched the wrong chord. "It cannot +be worse for me than it is for them,--I must go," he broke out +impatiently; "do not say anything against it, child!" + +And so Marg'et Ann said nothing. + +Really there was not much time for words. There were many stitches to be +taken in the threadbare wardrobe, concerning which her father was as +ignorant and indifferent as a child, before she packed it all in the +old carpet sack and nerved herself to see him start. + +He went away willingly, almost cheerfully. Just at the last, when he +came to bid the younger children good-by, the father seemed for an +instant to rise above the reformer. No doubt their childish unconcern +moved him. + +"We must think of the families that have been rudely torn apart. Surely +it ought to sustain us,--it ought to sustain us," he said to Laban as +they drove away. + +Two days later they carried him home, crippled for life by the +overturning of the stage near Cedar Creek. + +He made no complaint of the drunken driver whose carelessness had caused +the accident and frustrated his plans; but once, when his eldest +daughter was alone with him, he looked into her face and said, absently, +rather than to her,-- + +"Patience, patience; I doubt not the Lord's hand is in it." + +And Marg'et Ann felt that his purpose was not quenched. + +In the spring Lloyd Archer came home. Marg'et Ann had heard of his +coming, and tried to think of him with all the intervening years of care +and trial added; but when she saw him walking up the path between the +flowering almonds and snowball bushes, all the intervening years faded +away, and left only the past that he had shared, and the present. + +She met him there at her father's bedside and shook hands with him and +said, "How do you do, Lloyd? Have you kept your health?" as quietly as +she would have greeted any neighbor. After he had spoken to her father +and the children she sat before him with her knitting, a very gentle, +self-contained Desdemona, and listened while he told the minister +stories of California, mentioning the trees and fruits of the Bible with +a freedom and familiarity that savored just enough of heresy to make him +seem entirely unchanged. + +When Nancy Helen came into the room he glanced from her to Marg'et Ann; +the two sisters had the same tints in hair and cheek, but the straight, +placid lines of the elder broke into waves and dimples in the younger. +Nancy Helen shook hands in a limp, half-grown way, blushingly conscious +that her sleeves were rolled up, and that her elders were maturely +indifferent to her sufferings; and Lloyd jokingly refused to tell her +his name, insisting that she had kissed him good-by and promised to be +his little sweetheart when he came back. + +Marg'et Ann was knitting a great blue and white sock for Laban, and +after she had turned the mammoth heel she smoothed it out on her lap, +painstakingly, conscious all the time of a tumultuous, unreasonable joy +in Lloyd's presence, in the sound of his voice, in his glance, which +assured her so unmistakably that she had a right to rejoice in his +coming. + +She did not see her lover alone for several days. When she did, he +caught her hands and said, "Well, Marg'et Ann?" taking up the unsettled +question of their lives where they had left it. And Marg'et Ann stood +still, with her hands in his, looking down at the snow of the fallen +locust-bloom at her feet, and said,-- + +"When father is well enough to begin preaching again, then I +think--perhaps--Lloyd"-- + +But Lloyd did not wait to hear what she thought, nor trouble himself +greatly about the "perhaps." + + * * * * * + +The minister's injuries were slow to mend. They were all coming to +understand that his lameness would be permanent, and there was on the +part of the older children a tense, pained curiosity concerning their +father's feeling on the subject, which no word of his had thus far +served to relieve. There was a grave shyness among them concerning their +deepest feelings, which was, perhaps, a sense of the inadequacy of +expression rather than the austerity it seemed. Marg'et Ann would have +liked to show her sympathy for her father, and no doubt it would have +lightened the burdens of both; but any betrayal of filial tenderness +beyond the dutiful care she gave him would have startled the minister, +and embarrassed them both. Life was a serious thing to them only by +reason of its relation to eternity; a constant underrating of this world +had made them doubtful of its dignity. Marg'et Ann felt it rather +light-minded that she should have a lump in her throat whenever she +thought of her father on crutches for the rest of his life. She wondered +how Laban felt about it, but it was not likely that she would ever know. +Laban had made the crutches himself, a rude, temporary pair at first, +but he was at work on others now that were more carefully made and more +durable; and she knew from this and the remarks of her father when he +tried them that they both understood. It was not worth while to talk +about it of course, and yet the household had a dull ache in it that a +little talking might have relieved. + +Marg'et Ann had begged Lloyd not to speak to her father until the latter +was "up and about." It seemed to her unkind to talk of leaving him when +he was helpless, and Lloyd was very patient now, and very tractable, +working busily to get the old place in readiness for his bride. + +Mr. Morrison sat at his table, reading, or writing hurriedly, or gazing +absently out into the June sunshine. He was sitting thus one afternoon, +tapping the arms of his chair nervously with his thin fingers, when +Marg'et Ann brought her work and sat in her mother's chair near him. It +was not very dainty work, winding a mass of dyed carpet rags into a +huge, madder-colored ball, but there were delicate points in its +execution which a restless civilization has hurried into oblivion along +with the other lost arts, and Marg'et Ann surveyed her ball critically +now and then, to be sure that it was not developing any slovenly +one-sidedness under her deft hands. The minister's crutches leaned +against the arm of his painted wooden chair with an air of mute but +patient helpfulness. Marg'et Ann had cushioned them with patchwork, but +he had walked about so much that she already noted the worn places +beginning to show under the arms of his faded dressing-gown. He leaned +forward a little and glanced toward her, his hand on them now, and she +put down her work and went to his side. He raised himself by the arms of +his chair, sighing, and took the crutches from her patient hand. + +"I am not of much account, child,--not of much account," he said +wearily. + +Marg'et Ann colored with pain. She felt as a branch might feel when the +trunk of the tree snaps. + +"I'm sure you're getting on very well, father; the doctor says you'll be +able to begin preaching again by fall." + +The minister made his way slowly across the room and stood a moment in +the open door; then he retraced his halting steps with their thumping +wooden accompaniment and seated himself slowly and painfully again. One +of the crutches slid along the arm of the chair and fell to the floor. +Marg'et Ann went to pick it up. His head was still bowed and his face +had not relaxed from the pain of moving. Standing a moment at his side +and looking down at him, she noticed how thin and gray his hair had +become. She turned away her face, looking out of the window and +battling with the cruelty of it all. The minister felt the tenderness of +her silent presence there, and glanced up. + +"I shall not preach any more, Marg'et Ann, at least not here, not in +this way. If I might do something for those down-trodden people,--but +that is perhaps not best. The Lord knows. But I shall leave the ministry +for a time,--until I see my way more clearly." + +His daughter crossed the room, stooping to straighten the braided rug at +his feet as she went, and took up her work again. Certainly the crimson +ball was a trifle one-sided, or was it the unevenness of her tear-filled +vision? She unwound it a little to remedy the defect as her father went +on. + +"Things do not present themselves to my mind as they once did. I have +not decided just what course to pursue, but it would certainly not be +honorable for me to occupy the pulpit in my present frame of mind. +You've been a very faithful daughter, Marg'et Ann," he broke off, "a +good daughter." + +He turned and looked at her sitting there winding the great ball with +her trembling fingers; her failure to speak did not suggest any coldness +to either of them; response would have startled him. + +"I have thought much about it," he went on. "I have had time to think +under this affliction. Nancy Helen is old enough to be trusted now, and +when Laban marries he will perhaps be willing to rent the land. No doubt +you could get both the summer and winter schools in the district; that +would be a great help. The congregation has not been able to pay much, +but it would be a loss"-- + +He faltered for the first time; there was a shame in mentioning money in +connection with his office. + +"I have suffered a good deal of distress of mind, child, but doubtless +it is salutary--it is salutary." + +He reached for his crutches again restlessly, and then drew back, +remembering the pain of rising. + +Marg'et Ann had finished the ball of carpet rags and laid it carefully +in the box with the others. She had taken great pains with the +coloring, thinking of the best room in her new home, and Lloyd had a +man's liking for red. + +And now the old question had come back; it was older than she knew. +Doubtless it was right that men should always have opinions and +aspirations and principles, and women only ties and duties and +heartaches. It seemed cruel, though, just now. She choked back the +throbbing pain in her throat that threatened to make itself seen and +heard. + +"Of course I must do right, Marg'et Ann." + +Her father's voice seemed almost pleading. + +Of course he must do right. Marg'et Ann had not dreamed of anything +else. Only it was a little hard just now. + +She glanced at him, leaning forward in his chair with the crutches +beside him. He looked feeble about the temples, and his patched +dressing-gown hung loose in wrinkles. She crossed the room and stood +beside him. Of course she would stay with him. She did not ask herself +why. She did not reason that it was because motherhood underlies +wifehood and makes it sweet and sufficing; makes every good woman a +mother to every dependent creature, be it strong or weak. I doubt if she +reasoned at all. She only said,-- + +"Of course you will do right, father, and I will see about the school; I +think I can get it. You must not worry; we shall get on very well." + +Out in the June sunshine Lloyd was coming up the walk with Nancy Helen. +She had been gathering wild strawberries in the meadow across the lane, +and they had met at the gate. Her sunbonnet was pushed back from her +crinkly hair, and her cheeks were stained redder than her finger-tips by +Lloyd's teasing. + +Marg'et Ann looked at them and sighed. + + * * * * * + +After her brother's return from presbytery Miss Nancy McClanahan +borrowed her sister-in-law's horse and rode over to visit the Morrisons. +It was not often that Miss Nancy made a trip of this kind alone, and +Marg'et Ann ran down the walk to meet her, rolling down her sleeves and +smoothing her hair. + +Miss Nancy took the girl's soft cheeks in her hands and drew them into +the shadow of her cavernous sunbonnet for a withered kiss. + +"I want to see your father, Margie," she whispered, and the gentle +constraint of spiritual things came into Marg'et Ann's voice as she +answered,-- + +"He's in the best room alone; I moved him in there this morning to be +out of the sweeping. You can go right in." + +She lingered a little, hoping her old friend's concern of soul might not +have obscured her interest in the salt-rising bread, which had been +behaving untowardly of late; but Miss Nancy turned her steps in the +direction of the best room, and Marg'et Ann opened the door for her, +saying,-- + +"It's Miss McClanahan, father." + +The minister looked up, wrinkling his forehead in the effort to +disentangle himself from his thoughts. The old maid crossed the room +toward him with her quick, hitching step. + +"Don't try to get up, Joseph," she said, as he laid his hand on his +crutches; "I'll find myself a chair." + +She sat down before him, crossing her hands in her lap. The little worn +band of gold was not on her finger, but there was a smooth white mark +where it had been. + +"Samuel got home from presbytery yesterday; he told me what was before +them. I thought I'd like to have a little talk with you." + +Her voice trembled as she stopped. A faint color showed itself through +the silvery stubble on the minister's cheeks; he patted the arms of his +chair nervously. + +"I'm hardly prepared to discuss my opinions. They are vague, very vague, +at best. I should be sorry to unsettle the faith"-- + +"I don't care at all about your opinions," Miss Nancy interrupted, +pushing his words away with both hands; "I only wanted to speak to you +about Marg'et Ann." + +"Marg'et Ann!" The minister's relief breathed itself out in gentle +surprise. + +"Yes, Marg'et Ann. I think it's time somebody was thinking of her, +Joseph." Miss Nancy leaned forward, her face the color of a withered +rose. "She's doing over again what I did. Perhaps it was best for you. I +believe it was, and I don't want you to say a word,--you mustn't,--but I +can speak, and I'm not going to let Marg'et Ann live my life if I can +help it." + +"I don't understand you, Nancy." + +The minister laid his hands on his crutches and refused to be motioned +back into his chair. He stood before her, looking down anxiously into +her thin, eager face. + +"I know you don't. Esther never understood, either. You didn't know that +Marg'et Ann gave up Lloyd Archer because he had doubts, but I knew it. I +wanted to speak then, but I couldn't--to her--Esther,--and now you don't +know that she's going to give him up again because you have doubts, +Joseph. That's the way with women. They have no principles, only to do +the hardest thing. But I know what it means to work and worry and pinch +and have nothing in the end, not even troubles of your own,--they would +be some comfort. And I'm going to save Marg'et Ann from it. I'm going +to come here and take her place. I've got a little something of my own, +you know; I always meant it for her." + +She stopped, looking at him expectantly. The minister turned away, +rubbing his hands up and down his polished crutches. There was a soft, +troubled light in his eyes. + +"Why, Nancy!" + +His companion got up and moved a step backward. Her cheeks flushed a +pale, faded red. + +"Oh, no," she said, with a quick, impatient movement of her head, "not +that, Joseph; that died years ago,--you are the same to me as other men, +excepting that you are Marg'et Ann's father. It's for _her_. It's the +only way I can live my life over again, by letting her live hers. I +don't know that it will be any better; but she will know, she will have +a certainty in place of a doubt. I don't know that my life would have +been any better; I know yours would not, and anyway it's all over now. I +know I can get on with the children, and I don't think people will +talk. I hope you're not going to object, Joseph. We've always been very +good friends." + +He shook his head slowly. + +"I don't see how I can, Nancy. It's very good of you. Perhaps," he +added, looking at her with a wistful desire for contradiction,--"perhaps +I've been a little selfish about Marg'et Ann." + +"I don't think you meant to be, Joseph," said the old maid soothingly; +"when anybody's so good as Marg'et Ann, she doesn't call for much grace +in the people about her. I think it's a duty we owe to other people to +have some faults." + +Outside the door Marg'et Ann still lingered, with her anxiety about the +bread on her lips and the shadow of much serving in her soft eyes. Miss +Nancy stopped and drew her favorite into the shelter of her gaunt arms. + +"I'm coming over next week to help you get ready for the wedding, +Margie," she said, "and I'm going to stay when you're gone and look +after things. They don't need me at Samuel's now, and I'll be more +comfortable here. I've got enough to pay a little for my board the rest +of my life, and I don't mean to work very hard, but I can show Nancy +Helen and keep the run of things. There, don't cry. We'll go and look at +the sponge now. I guess you'd better ride over to Yankee Neck this +afternoon, and tell them you don't want the winter school--There, +there!" + + + + +At the Foot of the Trail + + +I + +The slope in front of old Mosey's cabin was a mass of purple lupine. +Behind the house the wild oats were dotted with brodiæa, waving on long, +glistening stems. The California lilac was in bloom on the trail, and +its clumps of pale blossoms were like breaks in the chaparral, showing +the blue sky beyond. + +In the corral between the house and the mountain-side stood a dozen or +more burros, wearing that air of patient resignation common to very good +women and very obstinate beasts. Old Mosey himself was pottering about +the corral, feeding his stock. He stooped now and then with the +unwillingness of years, and erected himself by slow, rheumatic stages. +The donkeys crowded about the fence as he approached with a forkful of +alfalfa hay, and he pushed them about with the flat of the prongs, +calling them by queer, inappropriate names. + +A young man in blue overalls came around the corner of the house, +swinging a newly trimmed manzanita stick. + +"Hello, Mosey!" he called. "Here I am again, as hungry as a coyote. +What's the lay-out? Cottontail on toast and patty de foy grass?" + +The old man grinned, showing his worn, yellow teeth. + +"I'll be there in a minute," he said. "Just set down on the step." + +The young fellow came toward the corral. + +"I've got a job on the trail," he said. "I'm going down-town for my +traps. Who named 'em for you?" he questioned, as the old man swore +softly at the Democratic candidate for President. + +"Oh, the women, mostly. They take a lot of interest in 'em when they +start out; they're afraid I ain't good to them. They don't say so much +about it when they get back." + +"They're too tired, I suppose." + +"Yes, I s'pose so." + +"You let out five this morning, didn't you? I met them on my way down. +The girl in bloomers seemed to be scared; she gave a little screech +every few minutes. The others didn't appear to mind." + +"Oh, she wasn't afraid. Women don't make a noise when they're scared; +it's only when they want to scare somebody else." + +The young fellow leaned against the fence and laughed, with a final +whoop. A gray donkey investigated his hip pocket, and he reached back +and prodded the intruder with his stick. + +"You seem to be up on the woman question, Mosey. It's queer you ain't +married." + +The old man was lifting a boulder to hold down a broken bale of hay, and +made no reply. His visitor started toward the cabin. The old man +adjusted another boulder and trotted after his guest, brushing the hay +from his flannel shirt. A column of blue-white smoke arose from the +rusty stovepipe in the cabin roof, and the smell of overdone coffee +drifted out upon the spiced air. + +"I was just about settin' down," said the host, placing another plate +and cup and saucer on the blackened redwood table. "I'll fry you some +more bacon and eggs." + +The visitor watched him as he hurried about with the short, uncertain +steps of hospitable old age. + +"By gum, Mosey, I'd marry a grass-widow with a second-hand family before +I'd do my own cooking." + +The young fellow gave a self-conscious laugh that made the old man +glance at him from under his weather-beaten straw hat. + +"Your mind seems to run on marryin'," he said; "guess you're hungry. Set +up and have some breakfast." + +The visitor drew up a wooden chair, and the old man poured two cups of +black coffee from the smoke-begrimed coffee-pot and returned it to the +stove. Then he took off his hat and seated himself opposite his guest. +The latter stirred three heaping teaspoonfuls of sugar into his cup, +muddied the resulting syrup with condensed milk, and drank it with the +relish of abnormal health. + +"I tell you what, Mosey," he said, reaching for a slice of bacon and +dripping the grease across the table, "there ain't any flies on the +women when it comes to housekeeping. Now, a woman would turn on the +soapsuds and float you clean out of this house; then she'd mop up, and +put scalloped noospapers on all the shelves, and little white aprons on +the windows, and pillow-shams on your bunk, and she'd work a doily for +you to lay your six-shooter on, with 'God bless our home' in the corner +of it; and she'd make you so comfortable you wouldn't know what to do +with yourself." + +"I'm comfortable enough by myself," said the old man uneasily. "When you +work for yourself, you know who's boss." + +"Naw, you don't, Mosey, not by a long shot; you don't know whether +you're boss or the cookin'. I tried bachin' once"--the speaker made a +grimace of reminiscent disgust; "the taste hasn't gone out of my mouth +yet. You're a pretty fair cook, Mosey, but you'd ought to see my girl's +biscuits; she makes 'em so light she has to put a napkin over 'em to +keep 'em from floating around like feathers. Fact!" He reached over and +speared a slice of bread with his fork. "If I keep this job on the +trail, maybe you'll have a chance to sample them biscuits. I'm goin' to +send East for that girl." + +"Where you goin' to live?" + +"Well, I didn't know but we could rent this ranch and board you, Mosey. +Seems to me you ought to retire. It ain't human to live this way. If you +was to die here all by yourself, you'd regret it. Well, I must toddle." + +The visitor stood a moment on the step, sweeping the valley with his +fresh young glance; then he set his hat on the back of his head and went +whistling down the road, waving his stick at old Mosey as he disappeared +among the sycamores in the wash. The old man gathered the dishes into a +rusty pan, and scalded them with boiling water from the kettle. + +"I believe I'll do it," he said, as he fished the hot saucers out by +their edges and turned them down on the table; "it can't do no harm to +write to her, no way." + + +II + +Mrs. Moxom put on her slat sunbonnet, took a tin pan from the pantry +shelf, and hurried across the kitchen toward the door. Her +daughter-in-law looked up from the corner where she was kneading bread. +She was a short, plump woman, and all of her convexities seemed +emphasized by flour. She put up the back of her hand to adjust a +loosened lock of hair, and added another high light to her forehead. + +"Where you going, mother?" she called anxiously. + +The old woman did not turn her head. + +"Oh, just out to see how the lettuce is coming on. I had a notion I'd +like some for dinner, wilted with ham gravy." + +"Can't one of the children get it?" + +There was no response. Mrs. Weaver turned back to her bread. + +"Your grandmother seems kind of fidgety this morning," she fretted to +her eldest daughter, who was decorating the cupboard shelves with tissue +paper of an enervating magenta hue, and indulging at intervals in vocal +reminiscences of a ship that never returned. + +"Oh, well, mother," said that young person comfortably, "let her alone. +I think we all tag her too much. I hate to be tagged myself." + +"Well, I'm sure I don't want to tag her, Ethel; I just don't want her to +overdo." + +Mrs. Weaver spoke in a tone of mingled injury and self-justification. + +"Oh, well, mother, she isn't likely to put her shoulder out of joint +pulling a few heads of lettuce." + +The girl broke out again into cheerful interrogations concerning the +disaster at sea:-- + + "Did she never_r_ re_tur_ren? + No, she never_r_ re_tur_rened." + +Mrs. Weaver gave a little sigh, as if she feared her daughter's words +might prove prophetic, and buried her plump fists in the puffy dough. + +Old Mrs. Moxom turned when she reached the garden gate and glanced back +at the house. Then she clasped the pan to her breast and skurried along +the fence toward the orchard. Once under the trees, she did not look +behind her, but went rapidly toward the field where she knew her son was +plowing. The reflection of the sun on the tin pan made him look up, and +when he saw her he stopped his team. She came across the soft brown +furrows to his side. + +"I'd have come to the fence when I saw you, if I hadn't had the colt," +he said kindly. "What's wanted?" + +The old woman's face twitched. She pushed her sunbonnet back with one +trembling hand. + +"Jason," she said, with a little jerk in her voice, "your paw's alive." + +The man arranged the lines carefully along the colt's back; then he took +off his hat and wiped the top of his head on his sleeve, looking away +from his mother with heavy, dull embarrassment. + +"I expect you'd 'most forgot all about him," pursued the old woman, with +a vague reproach in her tone. + +"I hadn't much to forget," answered the man, resentment rising in his +voice. "He hasn't troubled himself about me." + +"Well, he didn't know anything about you, Jason, he went away so soon +after we was married. It's a dreadful position to be placed in. It 'u'd +be awfully embarrassing to--to the Moxom girls." + +The man gave her a quick, curious glance. He had never heard her speak +of his half-sisters in that way before. + +"They're so kind of high-toned," she went on, "just as like as not +they'd blame me. I'm sure I don't know what to do." + +Jason kicked the soft earth with his sunburnt boot. + +"Where is he?" he asked sullenly. + +"In Californay." + +"How'd you hear?" + +"I got a letter. He wrote to Burtonville and directed it to Mrs. +Angeline Weaver, and the postmaster give it to some of your uncle +Samuel's folks, and they put it in another envelope and backed it to me +here. I thought at first I wouldn't say anything about it, but it +seemed as if I'd ought to tell you; it doesn't hurt you any, but it's +awful hard on the--the Moxom girls." + +The man shifted his weight, and kicked awhile with his other foot. + +"Well, I'd just give him the go-by," he announced resolutely. "You're a +decent man's widow, and that's enough. He's never"-- + +"Oh, I ain't saying anything against your step-paw, Jason," the old +woman broke in anxiously. "He was an awful good man. It seems queer to +think it was the way it was. Dear me, it's all so kind of confusing!" + +The poor woman looked down with much the same embarrassment over her +matrimonial redundance that a man might feel when suddenly confronted by +twins. + +"I'm sure I don't see how I could help thinking he was dead," she went +on after a little silence, "when he wrote he was going off on that trip +and might never come back, and the man that was with him wrote that they +got lost from each other, and water was so scarce and all that. And +then, you know, I didn't get married again till you was 'most ten years +old, Jason. I'm sure I don't know what to do. I don't want to mortify +anybody, but I'd like to know just what's my dooty." + +"Well, I can tell you easy enough." The man's voice was getting beyond +control, but he drew it in with a quick, angry breath. "Just drop the +whole thing. If he's got on for forty years, mother, I guess he can +manage for the rest of the time." + +"But it ain't so easy managin' when you begin to get old, Jason. I know +how that is." + +Her son jerked the lines impatiently, and the colt gave a nervous start. + +"I suppose you know this farm really came to you from your paw, don't +you, Jason?" she asked humbly. + +"Don't know as I did," answered the man, without enthusiasm. + +"Well, you see, after we was married, your grandfather Weaver offered +your paw this quarter-section if he'd stay here in Ioway; but he had his +heart set on going to Californay, and didn't want it; so after it +turned out the way it did, and you was born, your grandfather gave me +this farm, and I done very well with it. That's the reason your step-paw +insisted on you having it when we was dividing things up before he +died." + +"Seems to me father worked pretty hard on this place himself." + +The man said the word "father" half defiantly. + +"Mr. Moxom? Oh, yes, he was a first-rate manager, and the kindest man +that ever drew breath. I remember when your sister Angie was born--oh, +dear me!"--the old woman felt her voice giving way, and stopped an +instant,--"it seems so kind of strange. Well, I guess we'd better just +drop it, Jason. I must go back to the house. Emma didn't like my coming +for lettuce. She'll think I've planted some, and am waitin' for it to +come up." + +She gave her son a quivering smile as she turned away. He stood still +and watched her until she had crossed the plowed ground. It seemed to +him she walked more feebly than when she came out. + +"That's awful queer," he said, shaking his head, "calling her own +daughters 'the Moxom girls.'" + + +III + +Ethel Weaver had been to Ashland for the mail, and was driving home in +the summer dusk. A dash of rain had fallen while she was in the village, +and the air was full of the odor of moist earth and the sweetness of +growing corn. The colt she was driving held his head high, glancing from +side to side with youthful eagerness for a sensation, and shying at +nothing now and then in sheer excess of emotion over the demand of his +monotonous life. + +The girl held a letter in her lap, turning the pages with one +unincumbered hand, and lifting her flushed face with a contemptuous "Oh, +Barney, you goose!" as the colt drew himself into attitudes of quivering +fright, which dissolved suddenly at the sound of her voice and the +knowledge that another young creature viewed his coquettish terrors with +the disrespect born of comprehension. As they turned into the lane west +of the house, Ethel folded her letter and thrust it hastily into her +pocket, and the colt darted through the open gate and drew up at the +side door with a transparent assumption of serious purpose suggested by +the proximity of oats. + +"Ed!" called the girl, "the next time you hitch up Barney for me, I wish +you'd put a kicking-strap on him. I had a picnic with him coming down +the hill by Arbuckle's." + +Ed maintained the gruff silence of the half-grown rural male as he +climbed into the buggy beside his sister and cramped the wheel for her +to dismount. + +"They haven't any quart jars over at the store, mother," said Ethel, +entering the house and walking across to the mirror to remove her hat. +"They're expecting some every day. Well, I do look like the Witch of +Endor!" she exclaimed, twisting her loosened rope of hair and skewering +it in place with a white celluloid pin. "That colt acted as if he was +possessed." + +"Oh, I'm sorry about the jars," said Mrs. Weaver regretfully. "I wanted +to finish putting up the curr'n's to-morrow." + +"Did you get any mail?" quavered grandmother Moxom. + +"I got a letter from Rob." + +There was a little hush in the room. The girl stood still before the +mirror, with a sense of support in the dim reflection of her own face. + +"Is he well?" ventured the old woman feebly, glancing toward her +daughter-in-law. + +"Yes, he's well; he's got steady work on some road up the mountain. He +writes as if people keep going up, but he never tells what they go up +for. He said something about a lot of burros, and at first I thought he +was in a furniture store, but I found out he meant mules. An old man +keeps them, and hires them out to people. Rob calls him 'old Mosey.' +They're keeping bach together. Rob tried to make biscuits, and he says +they tasted like castor oil." + +As her granddaughter talked, Mrs. Moxom seemed to shrink deeper and +deeper into the patchwork cushion of her chair. + +"Rob wants me to come out there and be married," pursued the girl, +bending nearer to the mirror and returning her own gaze with sympathy. + +"Why, Ethel!" Mrs. Weaver's voice was full of astonished disapproval. "I +should think you'd be ashamed to say such a thing." + +"I didn't say it; Rob said it," returned the girl, making a little +grimace at herself in the glass. + +"Well, I have my opinion of a young man that will say such a thing to a +girl. If a girl's worth having, she's worth coming after." + +Mrs. Weaver made this latter announcement with an air of triumph in its +triteness. Her daughter gave a little sniff of contempt. + +"Well, if a fellow's worth having, isn't he worth going to?" she asked +with would-be flippancy. + +"Why, Ethel Imogen Weaver!" Mrs. Weaver repeated her daughter's name +slowly, as if she hoped its length might arouse in the owner some sense +of her worth. "I never did hear the like." + +The girl left the mirror, and seated herself in a chair in front of her +mother. + +"It'll cost Rob a hundred dollars to come here and go back to +California, and a hundred dollars goes a long way toward fixing up. +Besides, he'll lose his job. I'd just as soon go out there as have him +come here. If people don't like it they--they needn't." + +The girl's fresh young voice began to thicken, and she glanced about in +restless search of diversion from impending tears. + +"Well, girls do act awful strange these days." + +Mrs. Weaver took warning from her daughter's tone and divided her +disapproval by multiplying its denominator. + +"Yes, they do. They act sometimes as if they had a little sense," +retorted Ethel huskily. + +"Well, I don't know as I call it sense to pick up and run after a man, +even if you're engaged to him; do you, mother?" + +Old Mrs. Moxom started nervously at her daughter-in-law's appeal. + +"Well, it does seem a long way to go on--on an uncertainty, Ethel," she +faltered. + +The girl turned a flushed, indignant face upon her grandmother. + +"Well, I hope you don't mean to call Rob an uncertainty?" she demanded +angrily. + +"Oh, no; I don't mean that," pleaded the old woman. "I haven't got +anything agen' Rob. I don't suppose he's any more uncertain than--than +the rest of them. I"-- + +"Why, grandmother Moxom," interrupted the girl, "how you talk! I'm sure +father isn't an uncertainty, and there wasn't anything uncertain about +grandfather Moxom. To tell the honest truth, I think they're just about +as certain as we are." + +The old woman got up and began to move the chairs about with purposeless +industry. + +"It's awful hard to know what to do sometimes," she said, indulging in a +generality that might be mollifying, but was scarcely glittering. + +"Well, it isn't hard for me to know _this_ time," said Mrs. Weaver, her +features drawn into a look of pudgy determination. "No girl of mine +shall ever go traipsing off to California alone on any such wild-goose +chase." + +Ethel got up and moved toward the stairway, her tawny head thrown back, +and an eloquent accentuation of heel in her tread. + +"I just believe old folks like for young folks to be foolish and +wasteful," she said over her shoulder, "so they can have something to +nag them about. I'm sure I"--She slammed the door upon her voice, which +seemed to be carried upward in a little whirlwind of indignation. + +Mrs. Weaver glanced at her mother-in-law for sympathy, but the old woman +refused to meet her gaze. + +"I'm just real mad at Rob Kendall for suggesting such a thing and +getting Ethel all worked up," clucked the younger woman anxiously. + +Mrs. Moxom came back to her chair as aimlessly as she had left it. + +"Men-folks are kind of helpless when it comes to planning," she said +apologetically. "To think of them poor things trying to keep house--and +the biscuits being soggy! It does kind of work on her feelings, Emma." + +Mrs. Weaver gave her mother-in-law a glance of rotund severity. + +"I don't mind their getting married," she said, "but I want it done +decent. I don't intend to pack my daughter off to any man as if she +wasn't worth coming after, biscuits or no biscuits!" + +She lifted her chin and looked at her companion over the barricade of +conventionality that lay between them with the air of one whose position +is unassailable. The old woman sighed with much the same air, but with +none of her daughter-in-law's satisfaction in it. + +"I'm sure I don't know," she said drearily; "sometimes it ain't easy to +know your dooty at a glance." + +Mrs. Weaver made no response, but her expression was not favorable to +such lax uncertainty. + +"The way mother Moxom talked," she said to her husband that night, +"you'd have thought she sided with Ethel." + +Jason Weaver was far too much of a man to hazard an opinion on the +proprieties in the face of his wife's disapproval, so he grunted an +amiable acquiescence in that spirit of justifiable hypocrisy known among +his kind as "humoring the women-folks." Privately he was disposed to +exult in his daughter's spirit and good sense, and so long as these +admirable qualities did not take her away from him, and paternal pride +and affection were both gratified, he saw no reason to complain. This +satisfaction, however, did not prevent his "stirring her up" now and +then, as he said, that he might sun himself in the glow of her youthful +temper and chuckle inwardly over her smartness. + +"Well, Dot, how's Rob?" he asked jovially one evening at supper about a +month later. "Does he still think he's worth running after?" + +"I don't know whether he thinks so or not, but I know he is," asserted +the young woman, tilting her chin and looking away from her father with +a cool filial contempt for his pleasantries bred by familiarity. "He's +well enough, but the old man that lives with him had a fall and broke +his leg, and Rob has to take care of him." + +Old Mrs. Moxom laid down her knife and fork, and dropped her hands in +her lap hopelessly. + +"Well, now, what made him go and do that?" she asked, with a fretful +quaver in her voice, as if this were the last straw. + +"I don't know, grandmother," answered Ethel cheerfully. "As soon as he's +well enough to be moved, they're going to take him to the county +hospital. I guess that's the poorhouse. But Rob says he's so old they're +afraid the bone won't knit; he suffers like everything. Poor old man, +I'm awful sorry for him. Rob has to do all the cooking." + +The old woman pushed back her chair and brushed the crumbs from her +apron. + +"I guess I'll go upstairs and lay down awhile, Emma. I been kind of +light-headed all afternoon. I guess I set too long over them carpet +rags." + +She got up and crossed the room hurriedly. Her son looked after her with +anxious eyes. Presently they heard her toiling up the stairs with the +slow, inelastic tread of infancy and old age. + +"I don't know what's come over your mother, Jason," said his wife. "She +hasn't been herself all summer. Sometimes I think I'd ought to write to +the girls." + +"Oh, I guess she'll be all right," said Jason, with masculine +hopefulness. "Dot, you'd better go up by and by and see if grandmother +wants anything." + +Safe in her own room, Mrs. Moxom sank into a chair with a long breath of +relief and dismay. + +"The poorhouse!" she gasped. "That seems about as mortifying as to own +up to your girls that you wasn't never rightly married to their father." + +She got up and wandered across the room to the bureau. "I expect he's +changed a good deal," she murmured. She took a daguerreotype from the +upper drawer, and gazed at it curiously. "Yes, I expect he's changed +quite a good deal," she repeated, with a sigh. + + +IV + +"Why, mother Moxom!" + +Mrs. Weaver sank into her sewing-chair in an attitude of pulpy despair. + +"Well, I don't see but what it's the best thing for me to do," asserted +the old woman. "The cold weather'll be coming on soon, and I always have +more or less rheumatism, and they say Californay's good for rheumatism. +Besides, I think I need to stir round a little; I've stayed right here +'most too close; and as long as Ethel has her heart set on going, I +don't see but what it's the best plan. If I go along with her, I can +make sure that everything's all right. If you and Jason say she can't +go, why, then, I don't see but what I'll just have to start off and make +the trip alone." + +"Why, mother Moxom, I just don't know what to say!" + +Mrs. Weaver's tone conveyed a deep-seated sense of injury that she +should thus be deprived of speech for such insufficient cause. + +"'Tisn't such a very hard trip," pursued the old woman doggedly. "They +say you get on one of them through trains and take your provision and +your knitting, and just live along the road. It isn't as if you had to +change cars at every junction, and get so turned round you don't know +which way your head's set on your shoulders." + +Mrs. Weaver's expression began to dissolve into reluctant interest in +these details. + +"Well, of course, if you think it'll help your rheumatism, and you've +got your mind made up to go, _some_body'll have to go with you. Have you +asked Jason?" + +"No, I haven't." Mrs. Moxom's voice took on an edge. "I can't see just +why I've got to ask people; sometimes I think I'm about old enough to do +as I please." + +"Why, of course, mother," soothed the daughter-in-law. "Would you go and +see the girls before you'd start?" + +"No, I don't believe I would," answered the old woman, her voice +relaxing under this acquiescence. "They'd only make a fuss. They've +both got good homes and good men, and they're married to them right and +lawful, and there's nothing to worry about. Besides, I'd just get +interested in the children, and that'd make it harder. I've done the +best I knew how by the girls, and I don't know as they've got any reason +to complain"-- + +"Why, no, mother," interrupted the daughter-in-law, with rising +feathers, "I never heard anybody say but what you'd done well by all +your children. I only thought they'd want to see you. I think they'd +come over if they knew it--well, of course, Angie couldn't, having a +young baby so, but Laura she'd come in a minute." + +"Well, I don't believe I want to see them," persisted Mrs. Moxom. "It'll +only make it harder. I guess you needn't let them know I'm goin'. Ethel +and I'll start as soon as she can get ready. Seems like Rob's having a +pretty hard time. He couldn't come after Ethel now if he wanted to. It +wouldn't be right for him to leave that--that--old gentleman." + +"Well, I wouldn't want the girls to have any hard feelings towards me." + +"The Moxom girls ain't a-going to have any hard feelings towards _you_, +Emma," asserted the old woman, with emphasis. + +"She has the queerest way of talking about your sisters, Jason," Mrs. +Weaver confided to her husband later. "It makes me think, sometimes, +she's failing pretty fast." + + +V + +As the road to the foot of the trail grew steeper, Rob Kendall found an +increasing difficulty in guiding his team with one hand. His bride drew +herself from his encircling arm reluctantly. + +"You'd better look after the horses," she said, with a vivid blush. +"What'll grandmother think of us?" + +The young fellow removed the offending arm and reached back to pat the +old lady's knee. + +"I ain't afraid of grandmother," he said joyously. "Grandmother's a +brick. If she stays out here long, she'll soon be the youngest woman on +the mesa. I shouldn't wonder if she'd pick up some nice old gentleman +herself--how's that, grandmother?" He bent down and kissed his wife's +ear. "Catch me going back on grandmothers after this!" + +"You haven't changed a bit, Rob," said Ethel fondly; "has he, +grandmother?" She turned her radiant smile upon the withered face behind +her. + +The old woman did not answer. The newly wedded couple resumed their +rapturous contemplation of each other. + +"How's that funny old man, Rob?" asked Ethel, smoothing out her dimples. + +"Old Mosey? He's pretty rocky. I'm afraid he won't pull through." Rob +strove to adjust his voice to the subject. "I'd 'a' got a house down in +town, but I didn't like to leave him. We'll have to go pretty soon, +though. I'm afraid you'll be lonesome up here." + +The old woman on the back seat leaned forward a little. The young couple +smiled exultantly into each other's eyes, with superb scorn of the +world. + +"Lonesome!" sneered the girl. + +Her husband drew her close to him with an ecstatic hug. + +"Yes, lonesome," he laughed, his voice smothered in her bright hair. + +The old woman settled back in her seat. The team made their way slowly +through the sandy wash between the boulders. When they emerged from the +sycamores, Rob pointed toward the cabin. "That's the place!" he said +triumphantly. + +The sunset was sifting through the live-oaks upon the shake roof. Two +tents gleamed white beside it, frescoed with the shadow of moving +leaves. Ethel lifted her head from her husband's shoulder, and looked at +her home with the faith in her eyes that has kept the world young. + +"I've put up some tents for us," said the young fellow gleefully; "but +you mustn't go in till I get the team put away. I won't have you +laughing at my housekeeping behind my back. Old Mosey's asleep in the +shanty; the doctor gives him something to keep him easy. You can go in +there and sit down, grandmother; you won't disturb him." + +He helped them out of the wagon, lingering a little with his wife in his +arms. The old woman left them and went into the house. She crossed the +floor hesitatingly, and bent over the feeble old face on the pillow. + +"It's just as I expected; he's changed a good deal," she said to +herself. + +The old man opened his eyes. + +"I was sayin' you'd changed a good deal, Moses," she repeated aloud. + +There was no intelligence in his gaze. + +"For that matter, I expect I've changed a good deal myself," she went +on. "I heard you'd had a fall, and I thought I'd better come out. You +was always kind of hard to take care of when you was sick. I remember +that time you hurt your foot on the scythe, just after we was married; +you wouldn't let anybody come near you but me"-- + +"Why, it's Angeline!" said the old man dreamily, with a vacant smile. + +"Yes, it's me." + +He closed his eyes and drifted away again. The old wife sat still on the +edge of the bed. Outside she could hear the sigh of the oaks and the +trill of young voices. Two or three tears fell over the wrinkled face, +written close with the past, like a yellow page from an old diary. She +wiped them away, and looked about the room with its meagre belongings, +which Rob had scoured into expectant neatness. + +"He doesn't seem to have done very well," she thought; "but how could +he, all by himself?" She got up and walked to the door, and looked out +at the strange landscape with its masses of purple mountains. + +"I've got to do one of two things," she said to herself. "I've just got +to own up the whole thing, and let the girls be mortified, or else I've +got to keep still and marry him over again, and pass for an old fool the +rest of my life. I don't believe I can do it. They've got more time to +live down disgrace than I have. I believe I'll just come out and tell +everything. Ethel!" she called. "Come here, you and Rob; I've got +something to tell you." + +The young couple stood with locked arms, looking out over the valley. At +the sound of her voice they clasped each other close in an embrace of +passionate protest against the intrusion of this other soul. Then they +turned toward the sunset, and went slowly and reluctantly into the +house. + + + + +Lib + + +A young woman sat on the veranda of a small redwood cabin, putting her +baby to sleep. The infant displayed that aggressive wide-awakeness which +seems to characterize babies on the verge of somnolence. Now and then it +plunged its dimpled fists into the young mother's bare white breast, +stiffened its tiny form rebelliously, raised its head, and sent gleams +of defiance from beneath its drooping eyelids. + +It was late in March, and the ground about the cabin was yellow with +low-growing compositæ. The air was honey-sweet and dripping with +bird-song. Inside the house a woman and a girl were talking. + +"Oh, he's not worrying," said the latter. "What's he got to worry about? +He lets us do all that. Lib's got the baby and we've got to bear all the +disgrace. I"-- + +"Myrtie," called a clear voice from the veranda, "shut up! You may say +what you please about me, and you may say what you please about him, but +nobody's going to call this baby a disgrace." + +She caught the child up and kissed the back of its neck with passionate +vehemence. The baby struggled in her embrace and gave a little cry of +outraged dignity. + +Indoors the girl looked at her mother and bit her lip in astonished +dismay. + +"I didn't know she could hear," she whispered. + +A tall young woman came up the walk, trailing her tawdry ruffles over +the fragrant alfileria. + +"Is Miss Sunderland"--She colored a dull pink and glanced at the baby. + +"I'm Lib Sunderland. Won't you come in?" said Lib. + +The newcomer sank down on the upper step and leaned against the post of +the veranda. + +"No. I don't want to see any one but you. I guess we can talk here." + +The baby sat up at the sound of the stranger's voice and stared at her +with round, blinking eyes. She drew off her cotton gloves and whipped +her knee with them in awkward embarrassment. She had small, regular +features of the kind that remain the same from childhood to old age, and +her liver-colored hair rolled in a billow almost to her eyes. + +"Maybe you'll think it strange for me to come," she began, "but I didn't +know what else to do. I'm Ruby Adair." + +She waited a little, but her statement awoke no response in Lib's +noncommittal face. + +"I don't know whether you know what they're saying over at the store or +not," the visitor went on haltingly. + +"No," said Lib, with dry indifference; "there ain't any men in our +family to do the loafin' and gossipin' for us." + +"Since you moved over here from Bunch Grass Valley, they're saying that +Thad Farnham is the--is--you know he was in the tile works over there a +year or more ago." + +"Yes, I know." Lib's voice was like the crackling of dead leaves under +foot. + +"I think it's pretty hard," continued Miss Adair, gathering courage, and +glancing from under the surf of her hair at her listener's impassive +face; "him and me's engaged!" + +Lib's eyes narrowed, and the velvety down on her lip showed black +against the whiteness around her mouth. + +"What does _he_ say?" she asked. + +"What can he say?" Thad's fiancée broke out nervously, "except that it +ain't so. But that doesn't shut people's mouths. Nobody can do that but +you. I think"--she raised her chin virtuously and twisted her gloves +tight in her trembling hands--"that you ought to come out plain and tell +who the man is--I mean the--you know what I mean!" + +"Yes," said Lib dully, "I know what you mean." + +There was a little silence, broken only by the mad twitter of nesting +linnets in the passion-vine overhead. + +"Of course," resumed the stranger, "I wouldn't want you to think but +what I'm sorry for you. You've been treated awful mean by somebody." + +A surprised look grew in the eyes Lib fixed upon her visitor. The baby +stirred in its sleep, and she bent down and rubbed her cheek against its +hair. + +"You needn't waste any time being sorry for me," she said. + +"It's too bad," continued Miss Adair, intent upon her own exalted +charity, "but that doesn't make it right for you to get other folks into +trouble. You'd ought to remember that." + +"If you think he's all right, why don't you go ahead and marry him?" +asked Lib. + +"My folks would make such a fuss, and besides I don't know as it would +be just right for me to act like I didn't care, after all that's been +said--and me a church-member!" + +Miss Ruby bent her head a little forward, as if under the weight of her +moral obligations. + +"Has he joined the church?" inquired Lib in a curious voice. + +"He's been going to the union meetings regular with me, and he's stood +up twice for prayers, but I dunno 's they'd take him into the church with +all these stories going about. You'd ought to think of that, too--you +may be standing in the way of saving his soul." + +"If his soul was lost, it would be awful hard to find," said Lib +quietly. + +Her listener's weak mouth slackened. "Wh-at?" she asked, with a little +stuttering gasp. + +"Oh, I dunno. Some things _are_ hard to find when they're lost, you +know." + +"And you'll speak up and tell the truth?" The visitor arose, gathering +her flounces about her with one hand. + +"If I speak up, I'll tell the truth, you can bet on that," said Lib. + +Miss Adair waited an instant, as if for some assurance which Lib did not +vouchsafe. Then she writhed down the walk in her twisted drapery and +disappeared. + +Thad Farnham and his father had been cutting down a eucalyptus-tree. The +two men looked small and mean clambering over the felled giant, as if +belonging to some species of destructive insect. The tree in its fall +had bruised the wild growth, and the air was full of oily medicinal +odors. Long strips of curled cinnamon-colored bark strewed the ground. +The father and son confronted each other across the pallid trunk. The +older man's face was leathery-red with anger. + +"The story's got around that the kid's yours, anyway," he announced. "I +don't care who started it, but if it's true, you'll make a bee-line for +the widow's and marry the girl. D'you hear?" + +Thad dropped his eyes sullenly and made a feint of examining the +crosscut saw. + +"I don't go much on family," continued old Farnham, "and I never 'lowed +you'd set anything on fire excepting maybe yourself, but I'm not raising +sneaks and liars, and what little I've got hain't been scraped together +to fatten that kind of stock!" + +"Who said I lied?" + +"Nobody. But I'm going to take you over to face that girl and see what +she says. If you don't foller peaceable, I'll coax you along with a +hatful of cartridges. I hear you've been whining around the revival +meetings. I never suspected you till I heard that!" + +"I don't see why you suspect a feller for lookin' after the salvation"-- + +"Oh, damn your salvation!" broke in the old man. + +"Well, I dunno"-- + +"Well, I _do_!" roared the father; "I know you can't make an angel +without a man to start with, and I'll do what I can to furnish the man, +seein' I'm responsible for you bein' born in the shape of one, and the +preachers may put in the wing and the tail feathers if they can! Now +start that saw!" + + * * * * * + +Old Farnham and his son sat in the small front room of the widow +Sunderland's cabin. The old man's jaw was set, and he grasped his knees +with his big hairy hands as if to steady himself. + +Neither of the men arose when Lib came into the room with the baby. The +old man's eyes followed her as she seated herself without so much as a +glance at his companion. + +"My name's Farnham," he began hoarsely. "This is my son Thad. You've met +him, maybe?" He stopped and cleared his throat. + +Lib did not turn her head. + +"Yes, I've met him," she said quietly. + +The old man's face turned the color of dull terra-cotta. + +"They say he took advantage of you. I don't know. I wasn't much as a +young feller, but I wasn't a scrub, and I don't savvy scrubs. I fetched +him over here to-day to ask you if it's true, and to say to you if it +is, he'll marry you or there'll be trouble. That don't square it, but +it's the best I can do." + +There was a tense stillness in the little room. The baby gave a squeal +of delight and kicked a small red stocking from its dimpled foot. The +old man picked it up and laid it on Lib's lap. She looked straight into +his face for a while before she spoke. + +"I guess you're a good man, Mr. Farnham," she said slowly. "I wouldn't +mind being your daughter-in-law, if you had a son that took after you. I +think the baby would like you very well for a grandpap, too. The older +he grows, the more particular I'm getting about his relations. I didn't +think much about anything before he came, but I've done a lot of +thinkin' since. I guess that's generally the way with girls." + +She turned toward Thad, and her voice cut the air like a lash. + +"Suppose you _was_ the father of this baby, and had to be drug here by +the scruff of the neck to own it, wouldn't you think I'd done the poor +little thing harm enough just by--by _that_, without tackin' you onto +him for the rest of his life? No, sir!" She stood up and took a step +backward. "You go and tell everybody--tell Ruby Adair, that I say this +child hasn't any father; he never had any, but he's got a _mother_, and +a mother that thinks too much of him to disgrace him by marrying a +coward, which is more than she'll be able to say for _her_ children if +she ever has any! Now go!" + + + + +For Value Received + + +A soft yellow haze lay over the San Jacinto plain, deepening into +purple, where the mountains lifted themselves against the horizon. Nancy +Watson stood in her cabin door, and held her bony, moistened finger out +into the tepid air. + +"I believe there's a little breath of wind from the southeast, Robert," +she said, with a desperate hopefulness; "but the air doesn't feel +rainy." + +"Oh, I guess the rains'll come along all right; they gener'lly do." The +man's voice was husky and weak. "Anyway, the barley'll hold its own +quite a while yet." + +"Oh, yes; quite a long while," acquiesced his wife, with an eager, +artificial stress on the adjective. "I don't care much if the harvest +isn't earlier'n usual; I want you to pick up your strength." + +She turned into the room, a strained smile twitching her +weather-stained face. She was glad Robert's bed was in the farthest +corner away from the window. The barley-field that stretched about the +little redwood cabin was a pale yellowish green, deeper in the +depressions, and fading almost into brown on the hillocks. There had +been heavy showers late in October, and the early sown grain had +sprouted. It was past the middle of November now, and the sky was of +that serene, cloudless Californian blue which is like a perpetual +smiling denial of any possibility of rain. + +"Is the barley turning yellow any?" queried the sick man feebly. + +Nancy hesitated. + +"Oh, not to speak of," she faltered, swallowing hard. + +Her husband was used to that gulping sob in her voice when she stood in +the door. There was a little grave on the edge of the barley-field. He +had put a bit of woven-wire fence about it to keep out the rabbits, and +Nancy had planted some geraniums inside the small inclosure. There were +some of the fiery blossoms in an old oyster can at the head of the +little mound, lifting their brilliant smile toward the unfeeling blue of +the sky. + +"There's pretty certain to be late rains, anyway," the man went on +hoarsely. "Leech would let us have more seed if it wasn't for the +mortgage." His voice broke into a strained whisper on the last word. + +Nancy crossed the room, and laid her knotted hand on his forehead. + +"You hain't got any fever to-day," she said irrelevantly. + +"Oh, no; I'm gettin' on fine; I'll be up in a day or two. The +mortgage'll be due next month, Nancy," he went on, looking down at his +thin gray hands on the worn coverlet; "I calc'lated they'd hold off till +harvest, if the crop was comin' on all right." He glanced up at her +anxiously. + +The woman's careworn face worked in a cruel convulsive effort at +self-control. + +"It ain't right, Robert!" she broke out fiercely. "You've paid more'n +the place is worth now; if they take it for what's back, it ain't +right!" + +Her husband looked at her with pleading in his sunken eyes. He felt +himself too weak for principles, hardly strong enough to cope with +facts. + +"But they ain't to blame," he urged; "they lent me the money to pay +Thomson. It was straight cash; I guess it's all right." + +"There's wrong somewhere," persisted the woman, hurling her abstract +justice recklessly in the face of the evidence. "If the place is worth +more, you've made it so workin' when you wasn't able. If they take it +now, I'll feel like burnin' down the house and choppin' out every tree +you've planted!" + +The man turned wearily on his pillow. His wife could see the gaunt lines +of his unshaven neck. She put her hand to her aching throat and looked +at him helplessly; then she turned and went back to the door. The barley +_was_ turning yellow. She looked toward the little grave on the edge of +the field. More than the place was worth, she had said. What was it +worth? Suppose they should take it. She drew her high shoulders forward +and shivered in the warm air. The anger in her hard-featured face +wrought itself into fixed lines. She recrossed the room, and sat down on +the edge of the bed. + +"How much is the mortgage, Robert?" she asked calmly. The sick man gave +a sighing breath of relief, and drew a worn account-book from under his +pillow. + +"It'll be $287.65, interest an' all, when it's due," he said, consulting +his cramped figures. Each knew the amount perfectly well, but the feint +of asking and telling eased them both. + +"I'm going down to San Diego to see them about it," said Nancy; "I can't +explain things in writing. There's the money for the children's shoes; +if the rains hold off, they can go barefoot till Christmas. Mother can +keep Lizzie out of school, and I guess Bobbie and Frank can 'tend to +things outside." + +A four-year-old boy came around the house wailing out a grief that +seemed to abate suddenly at sight of his mother. Nancy picked him up and +held him in her lap while she took a splinter from the tip of his little +grimy outstretched finger; then she hugged him almost fiercely, and set +him on the doorstep. + +"What's the matter with gramma's baby?" called an anxious voice from the +kitchen. + +"Oh, nothing, mother; he got a sliver in his finger; I just took it +out." + +"He's father's little soldier," said Robert huskily; "he ain't a-goin' +to cry about a little thing like that." + +The little soldier sat on the doorstep, striving to get his sobs under +military discipline and contemplating his tiny finger ruefully. + +An old woman came through the room with a white cloth in her hand. + +"Gramma'll tie it up for him," she said soothingly, sitting down on the +step, and tearing off a bandage wide enough for a broken limb. + +The patient heaved a deep sigh of content as the unwieldiness of the +wounded member increased, and held his fat little fingers wide apart to +accommodate the superfluity of rag. + +"There, now," said the old woman, rubbing his soft little gingham back +fondly; "gramma'll go and show him the turkeys." + +The two disappeared around the corner of the house, and the man and +woman came drearily back to their conference. + +"If you go, Nancy," said Robert, essaying a wan smile, "I hope you'll be +careful what you say to 'em; you must remember they don't _think_ +they're to blame." + +"I won't promise anything at all," asserted Nancy, hitching her angular +shoulders; "more'n likely, I'll tell 'em just what I think. I ain't +afraid of hurtin' their feelin's, for they hain't got any. I think +money's a good deal like your skin; it keeps you from feelin' things +that make you smart dreadfully when you get it knocked off." + +Robert smiled feebly, and rubbed his moist, yielding hand across his +wife's misshapen knuckles. + +"Well, then, you hadn't ought to be hard on 'em, Nancy; it's no more'n +natural to want to save your skin," he said, closing his eyes wearily. + +"Robert Watson?" + +The teller of the Merchants' and Fruitgrowers' Bank looked through the +bars of his gilded cage, and repeated the name reflectively. He did not +notice the eager look of the woman who confronted him, but he did wonder +a little that she had failed to brush the thick dust of travel from the +shoulders of her rusty cape. + +The teller was a slender, immaculate young man, whose hair arose in an +alert brush from his forehead, which was high and seemed to have been +polished by the same process that had given such a faultless and +aggressive gloss to his linen. He turned on his spry little heel and +stepped to the back of the inclosure, where he took a handful of long, +narrow papers from a leather case, and ran over them hastily. Nancy did +not think it possible that he could be reading them; the setting in his +ring made a little streak of light as his fingers flew. She watched him +with tense earnestness; it seemed to her that the beating of her heart +shook the polished counter she leaned against. She hid her +cotton-gloved hands under her cape for fear he would see how they +trembled. + +The teller returned the papers to their case, and consulted a stout, +short-visaged man, whose lips and brows drew themselves together in an +effort of recollection. + +The two men stood near enough to hear Nancy's voice. She pressed her +weather-beaten face close to the gilded bars. + +"I am Mrs. Watson. I came down to see you about it; my husband's been +poorly and couldn't come. We'd like to get a little more time; we've had +bad luck with the barley so far, but we think we can make it another +season." + +The men gave her a bland, impersonal attention. + +"Yes?" inquired the teller, with tentative sympathy, running his pencil +through his upright hair, and tapping his forefinger with it nervously. +"I believe that's one of Bartlett's personal matters," he said in an +undertone. + +The older man nodded, slowly at first, and then with increasing +affirmation. + +"You're right," he said, untying the knot in his face, and turning away. + +The teller came back to his place. + +"Mr. Bartlett, the cashier, has charge of that matter, Mrs. Watson. He +has not been down for two or three days: one of his children is very +sick. I'll make a note of it, however, and draw his attention to it when +he comes in." He wrote a few lines hurriedly on a bit of paper, and +impaled it on an already overcrowded spindle. + +"Can you tell me where he lives?" asked Nancy. + +The young man hesitated. + +"I don't believe I would go to the house; they say it's something +contagious"-- + +"I'm not afraid," interrupted Nancy grimly. + +The teller wrote an address, and slipped it toward her with a nimble +motion, keeping his hand outstretched for the next comer, and smiling at +him over Nancy's dusty shoulder. + +The woman turned away, suddenly aware that she had been blocking the +wheels of commerce, and made her way through the knot of men that had +gathered behind her. Outside she could feel the sea in the air, and at +the end of the street she caught a glimpse of a level blue plain with no +purple mountains on its horizon. + +Someway, the mortgage had grown smaller; no one seemed to care about it +but herself. She had felt vaguely that they would be expecting her and +have themselves steeled against her request. On the way from the station +she had thought that people were looking at her curiously as the woman +from "up toward Pinacate" who was about to lose her home on a mortgage. +She had even felt that some of them knew of the little wire-fenced grave +on the edge of the barley-field. + +She showed the card to a boy at the corner, who pointed out the street +and told her to watch for the number over the door. + +"It isn't very far; 'bout four blocks up on the right-hand side. Yuh kin +take the street car fer a nickel, er yuh kin walk fi' cents cheaper," he +volunteered, whereupon an older boy kicked him affectionately, and +advised him in a nauseated tone to "come off." + +Nancy walked along the smooth cement pavement, looking anxiously at the +houses behind their sentinel palms. The vagaries of Western architecture +conveyed no impression but that of splendor to her uncritical eye. The +house whose number corresponded to the one on her card was less +pretentious than some of the others, but the difference was lost upon +her in the general sense of grandeur. + +She went up the steps and rang the bell, with the same stifling clutch +on her throat that she had felt in the bank. There was a little pause, +and then the door opened, and Nancy saw a fragile, girl-like woman with +a tear-stained face standing before her. + +"Does Mr. Bartlett live here?" faltered the visitor, her chin trembling. + +The young creature leaned forward like a flower wilting on its stem, and +buried her face on Nancy's dusty shoulder. + +"Oh, I'm so glad to see you," she sobbed; "I thought no one ever +_would_ come. I didn't know before that people were so afraid of scarlet +fever. They have taken my baby away for fear he would take it. Do you +know anything about it? Please come right in where she is, and tell me +what you think." + +Nancy had put her gaunt arm around the girl's waist, and was patting her +quivering shoulder with one cotton-gloved hand. Two red spots had come +on her high cheek-bones, and her lips were working. She let herself be +led across the hall into an adjoining room, where a yellow-haired child +lay restless and fever stricken. A young man with a haggard face came +forward and greeted her eagerly. "Now, Flora," he said, smoothing his +wife's disordered hair, "you don't need to worry any more; we shall get +on now. I'm sure she's a little better to-day; don't you think so?" He +appealed to Nancy, wistfully. + +"Yes; I think she is," said Nancy stoutly, moving her head in awkward +defiance of her own words. + +"There, Flora, that's just what the doctor said," pleaded the husband. + +The young wife clung to the older woman desperately. + +"Oh, do you think so?" she faltered. "You know, I never _could_ stand +it. She's all--well, of course, there's the baby--but--oh--you see--you +know--I never could bear it!" She broke down again, sobbing, with her +arms about Nancy's neck. + +"Yes, you can bear it," said Nancy. "You can bear it if you have to, but +you ain't a-goin' to have to--she's a-goin' to get well. An' you've got +your man--you ought to recollect that"--she stifled a sob--"he seems +well an' hearty." + +The young wife raised her head and looked at her husband with tearful +scorn. He met her gaze meekly, with that ready self-effacement which +husbands seem to feel in the presence of maternity. + +"Have you two poor things been here all alone?" asked Nancy. + +"Yes," sobbed the girl-wife, this time on her husband's shoulder; +"everybody was afraid,--we couldn't get any one,--and I don't know +anything. You're the first woman I've seen since--oh, it's been _so_ +long!" + +"Well, you're all nervous and worn out and half starved," announced +Nancy, untying her bonnet-strings. "I've had sickness, but I've never +been this bad off. Now, you just take care of the little girl, and I'll +take care of you." + +It was a caretaking like the sudden stilling of the tempest that came to +the little household. The father and mother would not have said that the +rest and order that pervaded the house, and finally crept into the room +where the sick child lay, came from a homely woman with an ill-fitting +dress and hard, knotted hands. To them she seemed the impersonation of +beauty and peace on earth. + +That night Nancy wrote to her husband. The letter was not very explicit, +but limited expression seems to have its compensations. There are +comparatively few misunderstandings among the animals that do not write +at all. To Robert the letter seemed entirely satisfactory. This is what +she wrote:-- + + I have not had much time to see about the Morgage. One of their + children is very sick and I will have to stay a few days. If the + cough medisine gives out tell mother the directions is up by the + Clock. I hope you are able to set up. Write and tell me how the + Barley holds on. Tell the children to be good. Your loving wife, + + NANCY WATSON. + + +"Nancy was always a great hand around where there's sickness," Robert +commented to his mother-in-law. "I hope she won't hurry home if she's +needed." + +He wrote her to that effect the next day, very proud of his ability to +sit up, and urging her not to shorten her stay on his account. "Ime +beter and the Barly is holding its own," he said, and Nancy found it +ample. + +"This Mrs. Watson you have is a treasure," said the doctor to young +Bartlett; "where did you find her?" + +"Find her? I thought you sent her," answered Bartlett, in a daze. + +"No; I couldn't find any one; I was at my wits' end." + +The two men stared at each other blankly. + +"Well, it doesn't matter where she came from," said the doctor, "so she +stays. She's a whole relief corps and benevolent society in one." + +Young Bartlett spoke to Nancy about it the first time they were alone. + +"Who sent you to us, Mrs. Watson?" he asked. + +Nancy turned and looked out of the window. + +"Nobody sent me--I just came." + +Then she faced about. + +"I don't want to deceive nobody. I come down from Pinacate to see you +about some--some business. They told me at the bank that you was up at +the house, so I come up. When I found how it was, I thought I'd better +stay--that's all." + +"From Pinacate--about some business?" queried the puzzled listener. + +"Yes; I didn't mean to say anything to you; I don't want to bother you +about it when you're in trouble an' all wore out. I told them down at +the bank; they'll tell you when you go down." And with this the young +man was obliged to be content. + +It was nearly two weeks before the child was out of danger. Then Nancy +said she must go home. The young mother kissed her tenderly when they +parted. + +"I'm so sorry you can't stay and see the baby," she said, with sweet +young selfishness; "they're going to bring him home very soon now. He's +_so_ cute! Archie dear, go to the door with Mrs. Watson, and +remember"--She raised her eyebrows significantly, and waited to see that +her husband understood before she turned away. + +The young man followed Nancy to the hall. + +"How much do I owe"--He stopped, with a queer choking sensation in his +throat. + +Nancy's face flushed. + +"I always want to be neighborly when there's sickness," she said; "'most +anybody does. I hope you'll get on all right now. Good-by." + +She held out her work-hardened hand, and the young man caught it in his +warm, prosperous grasp. They looked into each other's eyes an instant, +not the mortgagor and the mortgagee, but the woman and the man. + +"Good-by, Mrs. Watson. I can never"--The words died huskily in his +throat. + +"Papa," called a weak, fretful little voice. + +Nancy hitched her old cape about her high shoulders. + +"Good-by," she repeated, and turned away. + + * * * * * + +Robert leaned across the kitchen table, and held a legal document near +the lamp. + +"It's marked 'Satisfaction of mortgage' on the outside," he said in a +puzzled voice; "and it must be our mortgage, for it tells all about it +inside; but it says"--he unfolded the paper, and read from it in his +slow, husky whisper,--"'The debt--secured thereby--having been fully +paid--satisfied--and discharged.' I don't see what it means." + +Nancy rested her elbows on the table, and looked across at him +anxiously. + +"It must be a mistake, Robert. I never said anything to them except that +we'd like to have more time." + +He went over the paper again carefully. + +"It reads very plain," he said. Then he fixed his sunken eyes on her +thoughtfully. "Do you suppose, Nancy, it could be on account of what you +done?" + +"Me!" The woman stared at him in astonishment. + +Suddenly Robert turned his eyes toward the ceiling, with a new light in +his thin face. + +"Listen!" he exclaimed breathlessly, "it's raining!" + +There was a swift patter of heralding drops, and then a steady, +rhythmical drumming on the shake roof. The man smiled, with that +ineffable delight in the music which no one really knows but the tiller +of the soil. + +Nancy opened the kitchen door and looked out into the night. + +"Yes," she said, keeping something out of her voice; "the wind's strong +from the southeast, and it's raining steady." + +Nancy Watson always felt a little lonesome when it rained. She had never +mentioned it, but she could not help wishing there was a shelter over +the little grave on the edge of the barley-field. + + + + +The Face of the Poor + + +Mr. Anthony attached a memorandum to the letter he was reading, and put +his hand on the bell. + +"Confound them!" he said under his breath, "what do they think I'm made +of!" + +A negro opened the door, and came into the room with exaggerated +decorum. + +"Rufus, take this to Mr. Whitwell, and tell him to get the answer off at +once. Is any one waiting?" + +"Yes, suh, several. One man's been there some time. Says his name's +Busson, suh." + +"Send him in." + +The man gave his head a tilt forward which seemed to close his eyes, +turned pivotally about, and walked out of the room in his most luxurious +manner. Rufus never imitated his employer, but he often regretted that +his employer did not imitate him. + +Mr. Anthony's face resumed its look of prosperous annoyance. The door +opened, and a small, roughly dressed man came toward the desk. + +"Well, here I am at last," he said in a tone of gentle apology; "I +suppose you think it's about time." + +The annoyance faded out of Mr. Anthony's face, and left it blank. The +visitor put out a work-callous hand. + +"I guess you don't remember me; my name's Burson. I was up once before, +but you were busy. I hope you're well; you look hearty." + +Mr. Anthony shook the proffered hand, and then shrank back, with the +distrust of geniality which is one of the cruel hardships of wealth. + +"I am well, thank you. What can I do for you, Mr. Burson?" + +The little man sat down and wiped the back of his neck with his +handkerchief. He was bearded almost to the eyes, and his bushy brows +stood out in a thatch. As he bent his gaze upon Mr. Anthony it was like +some gentle creature peering out of a brushy covert. + +"I guess the question's what I can do for you, Mr. Anthony," he said, +smiling wistfully on the millionaire; "I hain't done much this far, +sure." + +"Well?" Mr. Anthony's voice was dryly interrogative. + +"When Edmonson told me he'd sold the mortgage to you, I thought certain +I'd be able to keep up the interest, but I haven't made out to do even +that; you've been kept out of your money a long time, and to tell the +truth I don't see much chance for you to get it. I thought I'd come in +and talk with you about it, and see what we could agree on." + +Mr. Anthony leaned back rather wearily. + +"I might foreclose," he said. + +The visitor looked troubled. "Yes, you could foreclose, but that +wouldn't fix it up. To tell the truth, Mr. Anthony, I don't feel right +about it. I haven't kep' up the place as I'd ought; it's been running +down for more'n a year. I don't believe it's worth the mortgage to-day." + +Some of the weariness disappeared from Mr. Anthony's face. He laid his +arms on the desk and leaned forward. + +"You don't think it's worth the mortgage?" he asked. + +"Not the mortgage and interest. You see there's over three hundred +dollars interest due. I don't believe you could get more'n a thousand +dollars cash for the place." + +"There would be a deficiency judgment, then," said the millionaire. + +"Well, that's what I wanted to ask you about. I supposed the law was +arranged some way so you'd get your money. It's no more'n right. But it +seems a kind of a pity for you and me to go to law. There ain't nothing +between us. I had the money, and you the same as loaned it to me. It was +money you'd saved up again old age, and you'd ought to have it. If I'd +worked the place and kep' it up right, it would be worth more, though of +course property's gone down a good deal. But mother and the girls got +kind of discouraged and wanted me to go to peddlin' fruit, and of course +you can't do more'n one thing at a time, and do it justice. Now if you +had the place, I expect you could afford to keep it up, and I wouldn't +wonder if you could sell it; but you'd have to put some ready money into +it first, I'm afraid." + +Mr. Anthony pushed a pencil up and down between his thumb and +forefinger, and watched the process with an inscrutable face. His +visitor went on:-- + +"I was thinking if we could agree on a price, I might deed it to you and +give you a note for the balance of what I owe you. I'm getting on kind +of slow, but I don't believe but what I could pay the note after a +while." + +Mr. Anthony kept his eyes on his lead pencil with a strange, whimsical +smile. + +"Edmonson owed me two thousand dollars," he said, "the mortgage really +cost me that; at least it was all I got on the debt." + +The visitor made a regretful sound with his tongue against the roof of +his mouth. + +"You don't say so! Well, that is too bad." + +The thatch above the speaker's eyes stood out straight as he reflected. + +"You're worse off than I thought," he went on slowly, "but it don't +quite seem as if I ought to be held responsible for that. I had the +thousand dollars, and used it, and I'd ought to pay it; but the +other--it was a kind of a trade you made--I can't see--you don't +think"-- + +Mr. Anthony broke into his hesitation with a short laugh. + +"No, I don't think you're responsible for my blunders," he said soberly. +"You say property has gone down a good deal," he went on, fixing his +shrewd eyes on his listener. "A good many other things have gone down. +If my money will buy more than it would when it was loaned, some people +would say I shouldn't have so much of it. Perhaps I'm not entitled to +more than the place will bring. What do you think about that?" There was +a quizzical note in the rich man's voice. + +Burson wiped the back of his neck with his handkerchief, dropped it into +his hat, and shook the hat slowly and reflectively, keeping time with +his head. + +"If you'd kep' your money by you, allowin' that you loaned it to +me,--because you the same as did,--if you'd kep' it by you or put it in +the bank and let it lay idle, you'd 'a' had it. It wouldn't 'a' gone +down any. You hadn't ought to lose anything, that I can see,--except of +course for your mistake about Edmonson. That kind of hurts me about +Edmonson. I wouldn't 'a' thought it of him. He always seemed a clever +sort of fellow." + +"Oh, Edmonson's all right," said Mr. Anthony; "he went into some things +too heavily, and broke up. I guess he'll make it yet." + +Burson looked relieved. "Then he'll straighten this up with you, after +all," he said. + +Mr. Anthony whistled noiselessly. "Well, hardly. He considers it +straightened." + +Burson turned his old hat slowly around between his knees. + +"He's a fair-spoken man, Edmonson; I kind of think he'll square it up, +after all," he said hopefully. "Anyway, it doesn't become me to throw +stones till I've paid my own debts." + +The hair that covered the speaker's mouth twitched a little in its +effort to smile. He glanced at his companion expectantly. + +"Could you come out and take a look at the place?" he asked. + +Mr. Anthony slid down in his chair, and clasped his hands across his +portliness. + +"I believe I'll take your valuation, Burson," he answered slowly; "if I +find there's nothing against the property but my mortgage, and you'll +give me a deed and your note for the interest, or, say, two hundred and +fifty dollars, we'll call it square. It will take a few days to look the +matter up, a week, perhaps. Suppose you come in at the end of the week. +Your wife will sign the deed?" he added interrogatively. + +Burson had leaned forward to get up. At the question he raised his eyes +with the look that Mr. Anthony remembered to have seen years ago in +small creatures he had driven into corners. + +"Mother didn't have to sign the mortgage," he said, halting a little +before each word, "the lawyer said it wasn't necessary. I don't know if +she'll"-- + +Mr. Anthony broke into his embarrassment. "Let me see." He put his hand +on the bell. + +"Ask Mr. Evert to send me the mortgage from Burson to Edmonson, assigned +to me," he said when Rufus appeared. + +The negro walked out of the room as if he were carrying the message on +his head. + +"Mother doesn't always see things just as I do," said Burson; "she was +willing to sign the mortgage, though," he added, "only she didn't need +to; she wanted me to get the money of Edmonson." + +He put his hand into his pocket, and a light of discovery came into his +face. + +"Have a peach," he said convivially, laying an enormous Late Crawford on +the corner of the desk. Mr. Anthony gave an uncomprehending glance at +the gift. "Hain't you got a knife?" asked Burson, straightening himself +and drawing a bone-handled implement from his pocket; "I keep the big +blade for fruit," he said kindly, as he laid it on the desk. + +Mr. Anthony inspected the proffered refreshment with a queer, uncertain +smile; then he took the peach from the desk, drew the wastebasket +between his knees, opened the big blade of the knife, and began to +remove the red velvet skin. The juice ran down his wrists and threatened +his immaculate cuffs. He fished a spotless handkerchief from his pocket +with his pencil and mopped up the encroaching rivulets. His companion +smiled upon him with amiable relish as the dripping sections +disappeared. + +"I errigated 'em more than usual this year, and it makes 'em kind of +sloppy to eat," he apologized; "it doesn't help the flavor any, but most +people buy for size. When you're out peddling and haven't time to +cultivate, it's easy to turn on the water. It's about as bad as a +milkman putting water in the milk, and I always feel mean about it. I +tell mother errigating's a lazy man's way of farming, but she says water +costs so much here she doesn't think it's cheating to sell it for +peach-juice." + +Rufus came into the room, and bore down upon the pair with deferential +disdain. Mr. Anthony gave his fingers a parting wipe, and took the +papers from the envelope. + +"It's all right, Burson," he said after a little, "you needn't mind +about your wife's signature. I'll risk it. Come back in about a week, +say Thursday, Thursday at ten, if that suits you. I'll have my attorney +look into it." + +Burson got up and started out. Then he turned and stood still an +instant. + +"Of course, I mean to tell mother about the deed," he said; "I wouldn't +want you to think"-- + +"Oh, certainly, certainly," acquiesced Mr. Anthony with an almost +violent waiving of domestic confidence. "Good-afternoon, Mr. Burson." He +whirled his revolving chair toward the desk with a distinct air of +dismissal, and picked up the package of papers. + +After the door closed he sat still for some time, looking thoughtfully +at the mortgage; then he made a memorandum in ink, with his signature in +full, and attached it to the document. Rufus opened the door. + +"Mr. Darnell and two other gentlemen, suh." + +The millionaire set his jaws. "Show them in, Rufus. Damn it," he said +softly,--"damn it, why can't they be honest!" + + * * * * * + +"Do you mean to tell me, Erastus Burson, that you deeded him this place, +and gave him your note for two hundred and fifty dollars you didn't owe +him?" + +"Why, no, mother; didn't I explain to you there'd be a deficiency +judgment?" + +"Well, I should say there was. But if anybody's lackin' judgment I'd say +it was you, not him. The idea! Why he's as rich as cream, and you're as +poor"-- + +"Well, his being rich and me being poor hasn't got anything to do with +it, mother; we're just two men trying to be fair with each other, don't +you see? You and the girls wouldn't want me to be close-fisted and +overreachin', even if I am poor. I think we fixed it up just as near +right as a wrong thing can be fixed. Of course I don't like to feel the +way I do about Edmonson, but Mr. Anthony don't seem to lay up anything +again him, and he's the one that has the right to. Edmonson treated him +worse than anybody ever treated me. I don't know just how I'd feel +toward a man if he'd treated me the way Edmonson treated Mr. Anthony." + +Mrs. Burson laid the overalls she was mending across her knee in a +suggestive attitude. + +"I don't call it close-fisted or overreachin' to keep a roof over your +family's head," she argued; "if the place isn't ours, I suppose we'll +have to leave it." + +"No; Mr. Anthony wants us to stay here, and take care of the place for +the rent. I feel as if I'd ought to keep it up better, but if I'm to +peddle fruit and try to pay off the note, I'll have to hustle. I want to +do the square thing by him. He's certainly treated me white." + +Mrs. Burson fitted a patch on the seat of the overalls, and flattened it +down with rather unnecessarily vigorous slaps of her large hand. + +"I wouldn't lose any sleep over Mr. Anthony; I guess he's able to take +care of himself," she said, closing her lips suddenly as if to prevent +the escape of less amicable sentiments. + +"Well, he doesn't seem to be," urged her husband, "the way Edmonson's +overreached him. My! but I'd hate to be in that fellow's shoes: doin' +dirt to a man that a way!" + +Mrs. Burson sighed audibly, and gave her husband a hopelessly +uncomprehending look. "You do beat all, Erastus," she said wearily. +"Here's your overalls. I guess you can be trusted with 'em. They're too +much patched to give to Mr. Anthony." + +Burson returned her look of uncomprehension. Fortunately the marital fog +through which two pairs of eyes so often view each other is more likely +to dull the outline of faults than of virtues. Mrs. Burson watched her +husband not unfondly as he straddled into his overalls and left the +room. + +"A man doesn't have to be very sharp to get the better of Erastus," she +said to herself, "but he has to be awful low down; and I s'pose there's +plenty that is." + +The winter came smilingly on, tantalizing the farmer with sunny +indifference concerning drouth, and when he was quite despondent sending +great purple clouds from the southeast to wash away his fears. By +Christmas the early oranges were yellowing. There had been no frost, and +Burson's old spring-wagon and unshapely but well-fed sorrel team made +their daily round of the valley, and now and then he dropped into Mr. +Anthony's office to make small payments on his note. Pitifully small +they seemed to the mortgagee, who appeared nevertheless always glad to +receive them, and gave orders to Rufus, much to that dignitary's +disgust, that the fruit-vender should always be admitted. The handful of +coin which he so cheerfully piled on the corner of the rich man's desk +always remained there until his departure, when Mr. Anthony took an +envelope from the safe, swept the payment into it without counting, and +returned it to its compartment, making no indorsement on the note. + +"I'd feel better satisfied if you'd drive out some time and take a look +at things," said Burson to his creditor during one of these visits; +"you'd ought to get out of the office now and then for your health." + +"Maybe I will, Burson," replied the capitalist. "You're not away from +home all the time?" + +"Oh, no, but I s'pose Sunday's your day off; it's mine. Mother and the +girls generally go to church, but I don't. I tell 'm I'll watch, and +they can pray. I can't very well go," he added, making haste to +counteract the possible shock from his irreverence; "there ain't but one +seat in the fruit-wagon, and when the women folks get their togs on, +three's about all that can ride. Come out any Sunday, and stay for +dinner. We mostly have chicken." + +The following Sunday Mr. Anthony drew up his daintily-stepping chestnut +at the fruit-peddler's gate. Before he had descended from his shining +road-wagon, his host ran down the walk, pulling on his shabby coat. + +"Well, now, this is something like!" he exclaimed. "Got a +hitching-strap? Just wait till I open the gate; I believe I'd better +take your horse inside. There's a post by the kitchen door. My, ain't he +a beauty!" + +Burson led the roadster through the gate, and Mr. Anthony walked by his +side. When the horse was tied, the two men went about the place, and +Erastus showed his guest the poultry and fruit trees, commenting on the +merits of Plymouth Rocks and White Leghorns as layers, and displaying +modest pride in the condition of the orchard. + +"I've kep' it up better this year. The rains come along more favorable +and the weeds didn't get ahead of me the way they did last winter. Look +out, there!" he cried, as Mr. Anthony laid his hand on the head of a +Jersey calf that backed awkwardly from under his grasp. "Don't let her +get a hold of your coat-tail; she chawed mine to a frazzle the other +day; the girls pet her so much she has no manners." + +When the tour of the little farm was finished the two men came back to +the veranda, and Erastus drew a rocking-chair from the front room for +his guest. It was hung with patchwork cushions of "crazy" design, but +Mr. Anthony leaned his tired head against them in the sanest content. + +"Now you just sit still a minute," Erastus said, "and I'm a-going to +bring you something you hain't tasted for a long time." + +He darted into the house, and returned with a pitcher and two glasses. + +"Sweet cider!" he announced, with a triumphant smile. "I had a lot of +apples in the fall, not big enough to peddle,--you know our apples ain't +anything to brag of,--and I just rigged up a kind of hand-press in the +back yard, and now and then I press out a pitcher of cider for Sunday. I +never let it get the least bit hard; not that I don't like a little tang +to it myself, but mother belongs to the W.C.T.U., and it'd worry her." + +He darted into the house again, and emerged with a plate of brown +twisted cakes. + +"Mother usually makes cookies on Saturday, but I can't find anything but +these doughnuts. Maybe they won't go bad with the cider." + +He poured his guest a glass, and Mr. Anthony drank it, holding a +doughnut in one hand, and partaking of it with evident relish. + +"It's good, Burson," he said. "May I have another glass and another +doughnut?" + +His host's countenance fairly shone with delighted hospitality as he +replenished the empty glass. There were crumbs on the floor when the +visitor left, and flies buzzed about the empty plate and pitcher as Mrs. +Burson and her daughters came up the steps. + +"Mr. Anthony's been here," said Erastus cheerfully; "I'm awful sorry you +missed him. We had some cider and doughnuts." + +The three women stopped suddenly, and stared at the speaker. + +"Why, Paw Burson!" ejaculated the elder daughter, "did you give Mr. +Anthony doughnuts and cider out here on this porch?" + +"Why, yes, Millie," apologized the father; "I looked for cookies, but I +couldn't find any. He said he liked doughnuts, and he did seem to relish +'em; he eat several." + +"That awful rich man! Why, Paw Burson!" + +The young woman gave an awe-stricken glance about her, as if expecting +to discover some lingering traces of wealth. + +"Doughnuts!" she repeated helplessly. + +"Why, Millie," faltered the father, mildly aggressive, "I don't see why +being rich should take away a man's appetite; I'm sure I hope I'll never +be too rich to like doughnuts and cider." + +"Didn't you give him a napkin, paw?" queried the younger girl. + +"No," said the father meekly, "he had his handkerchief. I coaxed him to +stay to dinner, but he couldn't; and I asked him to drive out some day +with his wife and daughter--he hasn't but one--they lost a little girl +when she was seven"-- + +The man's voice quivered on the last word, and died away. Mrs. Burson +went hurriedly into the house. She reappeared at the door in a few +minutes without her bonnet. + +"Erastus," she said gently, "will you split me a few sticks of kindling +before you put away the team?" + + * * * * * + +Mrs. Burson was fitting a salad-green bodice on her elder daughter. +That young woman's efforts to see her own spine, where her mother was +distributing pins with solemn intentness, had dyed her face a somewhat +unnatural red, but the hands that lay upon her downy arms were much +whiter than those that hovered about her back. A dining-table, bearing +the more permanent part of its outfit, was pushed into a corner of the +room, and covered with a yellow mosquito-net, and from the kitchen came +a sound of crockery accompanied by an occasional splash and a scraping +of tin. Now and then the younger girl appeared in the doorway and gazed +in a sort of worshipful ecstasy at her sister's splendor. + +"Do you think you'll get it finished for the Fiesta, maw?" she asked, +between deep breaths of admiration. Mrs. Burson nodded absently, +exploring her bosom for another pin with her outspread palm. + +Her husband came into the room, and seated himself on the edge of the +rep lounge. His face had a strange pallor above the mask of his beard. + +"You're home early, Erastus," she said; then she looked up. "Are you +sick?" she asked with anxiety. + +"Mr. Anthony is dead," Burson said huskily. + +"Dead! Why, Erastus!" + +Mrs. Burson held a pin suspended in the air and stared at her husband. + +"Yes. He dropped dead in his chair. Or rather, he had some kind of a +stroke, and never came to. It happened more than a week ago. I went in +to-day, and Rufus told me." + +Mrs. Burson returned the pin to her bosom, and motioned her daughter +toward the bedroom door. + +"Go and take it off, Millie," she said soberly. She was shamefacedly +conscious of something different from the grief that stirred her +husband, something more sordid and personal. + +"It hurt me all over," Burson went on, "the way some of them talked in +town. They looked queer at me when I said what I did about him. I don't +understand it." + +"I guess there's a good many things you don't understand, Erastus," +ventured the wife quietly. + +A carriage stopped at the gate, and a young woman alighted from it, and +came up the walk. Erastus saw her first, and met her in the open +doorway. She looked at him with eager intentness. + +"Is this Mr. Burson?" she asked gently. "I am Mr. Anthony's daughter." + +Mrs. Burson got up, holding the scraps of green silk in her apron, and +offered the visitor a seat. Erastus held out his hand, and tried to +speak. The two faced each other in tearful silence. + +"I wanted to bring you this myself," the girl faltered, +"because--because of what is written on the outside." She held a package +of papers toward him. "I have heard him speak of you, I think. Any +friend of my father must be a good man. We want to thank you, my mother +and I"-- + +"To thank me?" Erastus questioned, "to thank me! You certainly don't +know"-- + +"I know you were my father's friend," the girl interrupted; "I don't +care about the rest. Possibly I couldn't understand it. I know very +little about business, but I knew my father." + +She got up, holding her head high in grief-stricken pride, and gave her +hand to her host and hostess. + +The younger Burson girl emerged from the kitchen, a dish-towel and a +half-wiped plate clasped to her breast, and watched the visitor as she +went down the path. + +"Her silk waist doesn't begin to touch Millie's for style," she said +pensively, "and her skirt doesn't even drag; but there's something about +her." + +"Yes," acquiesced Mrs. Burson, "there is something about her." + +Erastus sat on the edge of the old rep lounge, looking absently at the +papers. + +"In the event of my death, to be delivered to my friend Erastus Burson," +was written on the package. + +His wife came and stood over him. + +"I don't know just what it means, mother," he said, "there's a deed, and +my note marked 'Paid,' and a lot of two-bit and four-bit pieces. I'll +have to get somebody to explain it." + +He sat quite still until the woman laid her large hand on his bowed +head. Then he looked up, with moist, winking eyes. + +"I don't feel right about it, mother," he said. "I wish now I'd 'a' +dropped in oftener, and been more sociable. It's a strange thing to say, +but I think sometimes he was lonesome; and I'm sure I don't know why, +for a kinder, genialer man I never met." + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The Wizard's Daughter and Other Stories, by +Margaret Collier Graham + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE WIZARD'S DAUGHTER *** + +***** This file should be named 26307-8.txt or 26307-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/6/3/0/26307/ + +Produced by Geetu Melwani, Annie McGuire, Stephen Hope and +the Online Distributed Proofreading Team at +https://www.pgdp.net (This file was produced from images +generously made available by The Internet Archive/American +Libraries.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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