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Pett Ridge + + + +Release Date: July 27, 2008 [eBook #26135] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + + +***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LOVE AT PADDINGTON*** + + +E-text prepared by Al Haines + + + +Note: Project Gutenberg also has an HTML version of this + file which includes the original illustration. + See 26135-h.htm or 26135-h.zip: + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/1/3/26135/26135-h/26135-h.htm) + or + (https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/1/3/26135/26135-h.zip) + + + + + +LOVE AT PADDINGTON + + +by + +W. PETT RIDGE + + + + + + + +[Frontispiece] + + + + +Thomas Nelson and Sons +London, Edinburgh, Dublin +Leeds, Melbourne, and New York +Leipzig: 35-37 Königstrasse. Paris: 189, rue Saint-Jacques + + + + +NOVELS BY THE SAME AUTHOR. + + Mord Em'ly. + Secretary to Bayne, M.P. + A Son of the State. + Lost Property. + 'Erb. + A Breaker of Laws. + Mrs. Galer's Business. + The Wickhamses. + Name of Garland. + Sixty-nine Birnam Road. + Splendid Brother. + Thanks to Sanderson. + + + + +First Published in 1912 + + + + +LOVE AT PADDINGTON. + + +CHAPTER I. + +Children had been sent off to Sunday school, and the more conscientious +reached that destination; going in, after delivering awful threats and +warnings to those who preferred freedom of thought and a stroll down +Edgware Road in the direction of the Park. As a consequence, in the +streets off the main thoroughfare leading to Paddington Station peace +and silence existed, broken only by folk who, after the principal meal +of the week, talked in their sleep. Praed Street was different. Praed +Street plumed itself on the fact that it was always lively, ever on the +move, occasionally acquainted with royalty. Even on a Sunday +afternoon, and certainly at all hours of a week-day, one could look +from windows at good racing, generally done by folk impeded by hand +luggage who, as they ran, glanced suspiciously at every clock, and +gasped, in a despairing way, "We shall never do it!" or, +optimistically, "We shall only just do it!" or, with resignation, +"Well, if we lose this one we shall have to wait for the next." + +Few establishments were open in Praed Street, shutters were up at the +numerous second-hand shops, and at the hour of three o'clock p.m. the +thirst for journals at E. G. Mills's (Established 1875) was satisfied; +the appetite for cigars, cigarettes, and tobacco had scarcely begun. +Now and again a couple of boys, who had been reading stories of wild +adventure in the Rocky Mountains, dashed across the road, upset one of +Mrs. Mills's placard boards, and flew in opposite directions, feeling +that although they might not have equalled the daring exploits of their +heroes in fiction, they had gone as far as was possible in a country +hampered by civilization. + +"Young rascals!" said Mrs. Mills, coming back after repairing one of +these outrages. The shop had a soft, pleasing scent of tobacco from +the brown jars, marked in gilded letters "Bird's Eye" and "Shag" and +"Cavendish," together with the acrid perfume of printer's ink. "Still, +I suppose we were all young once. Gertie," raising her voice, "isn't +it about time you popped upstairs to make yourself good-looking? +There's no cake in the house, and that always means some one looks in +unexpectedly to tea." + +No answer. + +"Gertie! Don't you hear me when I'm speaking to you?" + +"Beg pardon, aunt. I was thinking of something else." + +"You think too much of something else, my dear," said Mrs. Mills +persuasively. "I was saying to a customer, only yesterday, that you +don't seem able lately to throw off your work when you've finished. +You keep on threshing it out in your mind. And it's all very well, to +a certain extent, but there's a medium in all things." Mrs. Mills went +to the half-open door, that was curtained only in regard to the lower +portion. "Trimming a hat," she cried protestingly. "Oh, my dear, and +to think your mother was a Wesleyan Methodist. Before she came to +London, I mean." + +Her niece surveyed the work at arm's length. "I've done all I want to +do to it," she said. + +Mrs. Mills ordered the hat to be put on that she might ascertain +whether it suited, and this done, and guarded approval given, asked to +be allowed to try it on her own head. Here, again, the results, +inspected in the large mirror set in a narrow wooden frame above the +mantelpiece, gained commendation; Mrs. Mills declared she would feel +inclined to purchase a similar hat, only that Praed Street might say +she was looking for a second husband. Besides, she never went out. + +"Your poor mother was just as handy with her needle as what you are. +We'd go along together to have a look at the shops in Oxford Street, +and the moment she returned home, she'd set to work, and alter +something to make it look fashionable." Mrs. Mills sighed. "Little +good it brought her, though, in the long run." + +"I am sure," remarked the girl quickly, "it never brought her any harm." + +"Didn't help to get hold of anybody better than your father, at any +rate. But they're both gone, and it's no use talking." + +Some one entered the shop. + +"Your friend Miss Radford," she announced. "Now there won't be a +chance for any one else to speak." + +The visitor justified the prophecy, by entering the parlour with a +breathless "Oh, I've got such news!" checking herself on encountering +Mrs. Mills. Mrs. Mills asked, with reserve, concerning the health of +Miss Radford's mother, and mentioned (not apparently for the first +time) that the lady, in her opinion, ought to be living on a gravel +soil. Miss Radford, obviously suffering from repressed information, +promised to deliver the advice, word for word, and in the meantime gave +her own warm thanks. + +"Old nuisance!" she remarked, as the half-curtained door closed. "I +wonder how you can put up with her." + +"My aunt is very good to me." + +"Isn't it a pity," said the visitor inconsequently, "that you're so +short? Well, not exactly short, but certainly only about middle +height. I think"--she glanced at the mirror complacently--"my idea is +it's partly because I'm tall that I attract so much notice. I'm sure +the way they gaze round after I'm gone by--Well, it used to make me +feel quite confused, but I've got over that. You don't have to put up +with such experiences, Gertie." + +"Afraid I forget to turn to see if they're looking." + +"You've got rather a thoughtless disposition," agreed the other. "Once +or twice lately, when I've been telling you things that I don't tell to +everybody, it's struck me that you've been scarcely listening." The +door was closed, but Miss Radford verified this before proceeding. +"What do you think?" she asked in an awed voice. "Whatever do you +think? Two of my old ones have met. Met at a smoking concert +apparently. And they somehow started talking, and my name cropped up, +and," tearfully, "they've written me such a unkind letter, with both +their names to it. On the top of it all, the latest one caught sight +of me yesterday afternoon, dressing the window at our establishment, so +that he won't put in an appearance at the Marble Arch this evening." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I told him I was an artist. Said I had a picture in the Royal +Academy the year before last." + +"You are rather foolish at times, aren't you?" + +"I wish, darling," wailed Miss Radford, "that you could tell me +something I don't know." + +The clock on the mantelpiece struck the half-hour, and Mrs. Mills's +niece, suddenly alarmed, said she would not be absent for more than ten +minutes, an announcement the visitor received with an incredulous shake +of the head. As a fact, Gertie returned in five minutes fully +apparelled, to discover Miss Radford improved in spirits and ready for +more conversation. + +"A new blouse?" she cried, interrupting herself. "And you never told +me. Gertie Higham," solemnly, "this isn't what I call friendship." + +The girl went straight through the shop, and looking up and down Praed +Street, remarked to Mrs. Mills that it intended to be a fine evening. +The elder lady said it was high time Gertie found a young man to take +her out; the girl answered composedly that perhaps Mr. Trew might call +and do her this service. + +"Or Fred Bulpert?" remarked the aunt pointedly. + +"No," she answered, "not Mr. Bulpert, thank you. Mr. Trew is +different." + +"He isn't the man he was when I first knew him." + +"I like him because he's the man he is." + +She turned quickly at the sound of a deep, husky voice. Mr. Trew, on +the mat, opened his arms at sight of her, and beamed with a face that +was like the midday sun; she took his sleeve and pulled him to the +pavement. + +"At five minutes to five," she whispered urgently, "you're going to +take me for a walk in Hyde Park." + +"At four fifty-five to the minute," he agreed. "What's the game, may I +kindly ask?" + +"I'll tell you later on." + +"I hadn't noticed it," he said loudly, re-entering the shop, "until my +attention was drawed to it by the little missy here. But there it is +right enough on the playcards. 'Motor omnibuses for London.'" He +shook his head, and, leaning across the counter, addressed Mrs. Mills. +"Light of my life, sunshine of my existence--" + +"Don't you begin your nonsense," ordered the lady, not displeased. + +"--And sweetheart when a boy, I warn you against putting any of your +ill-gotten gains into that sort of speculation. They may perhaps start +one from the Elephant and it'll get about as fur as the Obelisk, and +there it'll stick. And they'll have to take it to pieces, and sell it +for scrap iron. I know what I'm talking about." + +"That's unusual in your case," said Mrs. Mills. + +"I get light-headed when I see you," explained Mr. Trew. "I was took +like it the first time I ran across you up in the gallery of the old +Princess's, seeing 'Guinea Gold,' and you've had the same effect on me +ever since. What's more, you glory in it. You're proud of the +wonderful influence you exercise over me. And all I get out of you is +a 'aughty smile." + +"The fact is," declared Mrs. Mills, "you get too much attention from +the ladies. It spoils you!" + +"See how she spurns me," he cried, turning to Gertie. "You wouldn't +treat a gentleman like that, would you, missy? You wouldn't play +football with an honest, loving heart, I'm sure. Oh, come on," with +pretended desperation, "let's have a cigar, and try to forget all about +it. A twopenny one; same as you sell to members of the House of Lords." + +"You're staying to tea," suggested Mrs. Mills, allowing him to make a +selection from a box. + +"I've got to leave just before five o'clock. Going to take the little +missy here out for a promenade." + +"Now that is kind and thoughtful of you," declared the other. "With +all your silliness, you're not half a bad sort. Gertie, go in and lay +the table." + +Miss Radford, after inspecting the new-comer over the half-curtain, +decided to leave, although, as she pointed out, this was an opportunity +for enjoying her company that rarely occurred. In confidence, the +young woman remarked that what she hoped might happen at a future date +was that she would meet some one possessing a disengaged brother, in +which case she guaranteed to bring all her influence to bear in favour +of Gertie Higham. Gertie said this was kind, and Miss Radford +mentioned that she always felt ready to do a favour whenever she +happened to be in good spirits. + +The three sat at table, with Mrs. Mills in a position that commanded a +view of the shop. Mr. Trew had brought a bag of prawns in the +tail-pocket of his coat, secured, he asserted, after enormous trouble +and expense from the sea coast of Marylebone Road that very afternoon; +they were, anyway, good prawns, and went admirably with thin bread and +butter, and Gertie would have eaten more but for anxiety concerning +progress of the hands of the clock. Mr. Trew, discussing the products +of the sea, regretted that he was bound, by his work, to London-- + +"Horses is my occupation," he said, "but the ocean's my hobby." + +--And derided town, charging it with stuffiness in this month of +August, and moreover empty. He wished he were on the pier at Southend, +or at Margate, or at any place, in fact, where he might see the waves +rolling in and rolling out again, and shy pebbles at them. + +"Gertie could have had her holiday this month," remarked Mrs. Mills, +glancing with pride at her niece, "but she preferred not. I don't feel +sure whether she did right or whether she did wrong in giving them up. +There's more unlikely places than a seaside boarding-house to pick up a +future husband." She gave details of a case of a young woman living in +Harrow Road, who, in the summer of 1900, met at Eastbourne a gentleman +with one arm, invalided home from the war; an engagement immediately +followed. Later, the girl discovered he was already married, and that +he had gone away from his wife and children, taking with him the +compensation given to him by his employers, a firm of builders at +Willesden. + +"I expect the missy is keeping her eyes open, if the truth was known." + +"But no definite results," contended Mrs. Mills. "That's what I +complain of. At her age I had three after me." + +"This was long before I came on the scene," explained Mr. Trew to +Gertie; "otherwise there would have been bloodshed. Is this meal _ad +lib._, or do I have to pay extra for another cup of tea?" + +"I don't want her to worry about it; I only want her to keep it in +view. What I should like more than anything would be to see a young +man who was fond of her come in here, at a time like this, and take his +piece of bread and butter, fold it, enjoy it, and sing to us +afterwards." + +"You're certain about that, aunt?" + +"Providing he had a decent voice." The shop bell rang. Mrs. Mills +half rose and recognized the customer. "We are now about to get all +the news of the neighbourhood," she said desolately. + +Gertie anticipated her, and, going in, served the lady with a copy of +_Fireside Love Stories_. Returned with an imperative message. + +"I shall have to see her," admitted Mrs. Mills. "She won't be happy +until she gets some piece of scandal off her mind." + +"Fair one," said Trew, with a wave of his hand, "every moment will seem +like a century until you return!" + +Gertie was fixing her newly-trimmed hat with the aid of the mirror, and +Mr. Trew was describing an accident witnessed the day before near Hyde +Park corner, when sound of commotion came from the street; he seized +his peaked cap and hurried through the shop. Gertie followed. +Conversation between the two ladies had been interrupted by the same +cause and they were outside the doorway, looking on at a small crowd +that acted as escort to an ambulance in charge of two policemen; the +aim of every one appeared to be to snatch the privilege of securing a +view of the man partly hidden by the brown hood of the conveyance. +Mrs. Mills sent the customer across to obtain particulars, and +remarking cheerfully to Mr. Trew and the girl, "You two off? Don't be +late back, mind!" turned to the more interesting subject. Children +were running up from side streets, grateful for anything likely to +break the serenity of the afternoon. + +"If he's damaged hisself," said Mr. Trew, as the ambulance stopped at +the hospital, "he's going to the right place to get repaired." + +"It's to be hoped he has friends." + +"Everybody's got the friends they deserve to have. Are we going the +direction to suit you, missy, or would you rather have gone Edgware +Road way?" + +"Let's turn down London Street," she suggested. "It will be quiet +there. I've something to tell you." She rolled her parasol carefully. +"And I want your help, Mr. Trew." + +Three youths near the underground station, with apparently no urgent +occupation, came forward hopefully on seeing Gertie; detecting the fact +that she was in the company of a big, burly man, they had to pretend a +sudden interest in a shuttered window. The two, going into Norfolk +Square, walked on the narrow pavement near the railings of the garden. + +"Mr. Trew, I've got a young man!" + +"That's the best news," he exclaimed heartily, "I've heard this summer!" + +"And I want somehow to get him asked indoors. Once aunt sees him and +hears him talk, it will be all right. But I'm nervous about it, and I +don't know how to manage." + +"This," he said, holding up a forefinger, "is just where old Harry Trew +comes in. This is exactly the sort of job he's fitted for. If he +hadn't took up with another occupation he'd have found himself by this +time in the Foreign Office. Do you want it arranged for to-night?" + +"Please!" + +"Right you are! You're going to meet him, I take it, presently. You +asked me to come out with you simply as an excuse for that purpose. +Very well, then. I've got a standing invite, as you very well know, to +drop in at the nine o'clock meal any Sunday evening I like. Your aunt +expects me." The forefinger became emphatic. "You simply arrange for +him to meet me, say, outside the Met. at ten minutes to the hower; I +shall be carrying a _Lloyd's_ in my right hand. I brings him along," +continued Mr. Trew exultantly; "I introduces him as a young personal +friend of mine that I met on the steamer going to Clacton, year before +last. Your aunt says at once that any friend of mine is a friend of +her'n. You and him pretend not to know each other, but you gradually +become acquainted, and your aunt asks him, at the finish, to look in +again. Does that sound all right, or can you suggest a better plan?" + +"It's splendid," she cried. + +"I think," he continued, "I shall mention in the course of the evening +that his father was the best friend I ever had in the world. When I +was in a slight financial difficulty once, his father--your young man's +father, I mean--came to my assistance. And him not well off neither. +Turning-point of my life. But for that help I should, likely enough, +have gone down, and down, and down." He looked at her for approval. +"What's wrong with that?" + +"He's a gentleman!" + +Mr. Trew gazed for a few moments at a baby in a perambulator. + +"I was born in 'fifty-five, the year of the Crimea War," he said +deliberately, "and if my mother had had her way, I sh'd have been +christened Sebastopol, which wouldn't have been any catch to a public +man like myself. If I'm spared till next year, I shall be celebrating +my jubilee, and all London will be illuminated, I expect, with military +troops lining the streets. But what I want to tell you, missy, is +that, all that time, I've never seen any good resulting from a girl in +your position of life becoming friendly with any chap who was +considerably above her in regard to what we call social status. On the +other hand, I've seen harm come from it." + +"There's going to be none in my case," she said quickly. + +"I know, I know! I'm perfectly sure of that. That is to say, I'm +absolutely certain that is your view now. I can't quite explain what +I mean to any one of your age and your sex. If I was a well-educated +man"--here he took off his cap and rubbed the top of his head +with the peak--"I could find words to wrop it up somehow. The +long and the short of it is, you relinquish the idea. To oblige +me"--persuasively--"and to gratify your aunt, who's been pretty good to +you since you were a child--" + +"I don't forget that." + +"--And for your own peace of mind in the future, give it all up, and +you wait a bit until you find some one belonging to your own set." + +"There isn't the distance between the sets there used to be," she +argued. + +He took hold of the railings with both hands, and tried to shake them +in an effort of thought. + +"What's the young chap's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"There you are!"--with gloomy triumph--"don't that prove the truth of +everything I've been saying?" + +"He doesn't know mine." + +"That isn't an argument." + +"Quite so," the girl agreed. "It's only a statement of fact. He will +tell me his name directly I ask him, and I shall tell him my name the +moment he asks me." + +"No occupation, I suppose?" + +"He works for his living." + +"Then," turning reproachfully upon her, "what did you mean by saying he +was a gentleman, and upsetting me to this extent?" + +"He is a gentleman," persisted Gertie. "I can tell the difference." + +Mr. Trew sighed, and took out his watch. Gertie glanced at it. + +"I must go," she said. "I promised to meet him not far from the shop +at half-past." + +"I'd do anything to help you, missy," he declared, "because I like you. +And it's just because I like you that I don't feel particular inclined +to assist him. He ought to keep to his own sphere. There's a lot of +talk about breaking down the barriers that divide one class from +another, but, I tell you, it's a job that wants very careful handling. +And I've got as much sense as most, and I rather enjoy interfering with +other people's affairs, but this is an undertaking I don't care to +tackle. You'll excuse me for speaking my mind, won't you? It's a +habit I've got into." + +"It's a good habit," said Gertie. "I practise it myself." + +On the return, Mr. Trew, cap now at the back of his head, and his +rubicund face bearing indications of seriousness, pointed out that the +girl was in a berth in Great Titchfield Street, which he described as +not so dusty, earning twenty-five shillings a week, and with Saturday +afternoons and Sundays free; a good home, and everything ready for her +when she returned, tired out, at night; first-class feeding, able to +dress well. Mr. Trew, without daring to say whether he was right or +whether he was wrong, begged to suggest there were many girls worse +treated by fortune; it did seem to him that these advantages ought not +to be given up lightly. + +"There he is!" she cried excitedly. "Across there. Near the +second-hand furniture shop." + +"Your aunt's calling you," he said. + +Mrs. Mills was out on the pavement, scooping at the air with her right +arm. Gertie instinctively obeyed the order; Mr. Trew kept pace with +her. The three entered the shop, and Mrs. Mills, with a touch of her +heel, closed the door, went inside the tobacco counter, and, across it, +spoke rapidly and vehemently, with the aid of emphatic gesture, for +five minutes by the clock. Mr. Trew, disregarding rules of etiquette, +sat down, whilst the two stood, and became greatly interested in the +mechanism of a cigar-cutter. + +"Who told you all this, aunt?" asked the girl calmly, when Mrs. Mills +had finished. + +"The lady customer who was here when you went out. Do you deny it? Of +course, if it isn't correct that you've been seen walking about with a +young swell, I've lost my temper for nothing." + +"Girls will be girls," interposed Mr. Trew. + +"Not in my house." + +"It's all perfectly correct," announced Gertie. + +Mrs. Mills looked around in a dazed way. + +"Trew," she cried, "what's to be done?" + +"You've had your say, old beauty," he remarked slowly. "Now let me and +her go into the parlour and have some music--music of a different kind." + +The girl hesitated, and looked through the window. He touched her +shoulder. "I sh'd take it as a special favour." + +He came out a few minutes later, and mentioned to Gertie's aunt that he +had a message to deliver. The music within ceased; the lid of the +pianoforte closed. + +"Trew," she said. + +"Queen of my heart." + +"This isn't the only upset I've had. Who do you think it was in that +ambulance cart this afternoon? I hopped across to have a look." +Leaning over the counter, she whispered. + +"That complicates matters, so far as she is concerned," he admitted. +"I hoped he'd vanished for good. We shall want all the diplomacy that +we've got stored away to deal with this." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Mr. Trew could scarcely be suspected of exceeding his instructions; he +had, upon his return, given privately an account of the words used, +with frequent use of the phrases, "I says to him," and "He says to me." +But as evenings of the week went by, and other girls at Hilbert's, on +leaving at the hour of seven, were met by courageous youths near the +door, and by shyer lads at a more reticent spot (some of these took +ambush in doorways, affecting to read cricket results in the evening +paper), then Gertie Higham began to wonder whether the message had been +communicated in the precise tone and manner that she had given it. The +blue pinafored girls, stitching gold thread in the workroom at +Hilbert's, cultivated little reserve, and when they had occasion to +enter the office they sometimes told her of young men encountered (say) +at a dance, of ardent protestations of love, faithful promises to meet +again. + +"And from that day to this," the accounts finished, "not so much as a +sign of his lordship." + +There was encouragement in the thought that he knew the number in Great +Titchfield Street; was aware that she walked thence to Praed Street. +And each evening on the way home a straw hat temporarily imposed upon +her, a tall boyish figure and an eager method of walking deceived. At +Praed Street, Mrs. Mills, noting that time had not been wasted on the +journey, beamed approval and made much of her niece, telling her she +was a good, sensible girl; one bound to get on in the world. Gertie +did not leave again after her arrival, but turned out a room upstairs, +and swept and dusted with extraordinary energy. + +Good spirits increased at Great Titchfield Street when Friday came, and +men at the looms above sang loudly; girls who had borrowed small sums +were reminded by lenders that the moment for payment was close at hand. +At the hour, wages were given through the pigeon-hole of the windows by +Madame, with the assistance of Gertie, and the young women hung up +pinafores, pinned hats, and flew off with the sums as though there was +danger of a refund being demanded. When they had gone, Madame, +dispirited by the paying out of money, said there was not now the +profit in the business that there had been in her father's day, when +you charged what you liked, and everybody paid willingly. To restore +cheerfulness, the two faced each other at the sloping desks, and Madame +dictated whilst Gertie took bills, headed "Hilbert's Military +Accoutrement Manufacturers," and wrote the words, "To a/c rendered." +Later, she left to Madame the task of locking up. + +Near the print shop over the way, a tall young figure in a tweed suit +marched from one unlighted lamp-post to another; the girl drew back to +the staircase, snatching a space for consideration. The next moment +she was crossing the street with the air of an art patron anxious to +inspect before making a purchase. + +"You gave me such a start," she declared, as a hand touched her +shoulder lightly. "I'd begun to think you'd disappeared altogether. +Where've you been hiding?" + +"Do you mind very much," he asked, gazing down at her contentedly, "if +I honour you with my company a part of the way?" + +"No objection whatever. Hasn't it been a scorcher? Up there, what +with the heat and the noise of the machines going, it's made my head +ache." + +"You won't care to go to a concert then. Shall we have a boat again in +Regent's Park? We are both magnificent sailors." + +"I'd rather be somewheres where we can talk." + +"Why," he declared, "that is just what I should prefer. The similarity +in our tastes is almost alarming." + +"Primrose Hill is rather a nice open space." + +"Sounds perfectly delightful," he agreed; "but I can't in the least +guess where it is." + +"I know my way about London," said Gertie Higham. + +They walked along Oxford Street, the girl endeavouring to keep in step +with him, and he attempting to keep in step with her; they appeared to +decide near to Wells Street that it would be more convenient to fall +back on individual methods. At the corner of Tottenham Court Road +Gertie hailed a yellow omnibus which was on the point of starting; she +skipped up the steps with a confidence that made the conductor's +warning "'Old tight!" superfluous. + +"You didn't mind my sending out that message the other evening?" +Beginning the conversation breathlessly. + +"I considered it kind of you to be so thoughtful." + +"It wasn't exactly that. I didn't want a row with aunt. What did you +think of Mr. Trew?" + +"Do you know, it occurred to me that he looked rather like an omnibus +driver." + +"He is an omnibus driver." + +"A relative?" + +"Better than that--a friend. I s'pose you're somewhat particular about +relations?" + +The conductor came, and the girl had thought of other questions by the +time fares to the Adelaide were paid. A man on the seat in front +turned to ask her companion for a match; he handed over a silver box +that bore a monogram. She begged permission, when it was given back, +to look at the case. + +"Which stands for the Christian name?" + +"The H." + +"And D. is for the surname then--H. D." + +"Henry Douglass," he said. + +"I like the sound of it," she declared. "What do you think the name of +the forewoman at our place of business is?" She chattered on, and he +listened attentively, as though the sound of her voice was all that +mattered. + +At the Adelaide they alighted, and, walking up the short hill, found +Regent's Park Road; she explained the geography of the district, +pointed out that away south it was all open country until you came to +Marylebone Road. And was it not wonderful how fresh and bracing the +air seemed up here, even on a summer's evening; you could easily +imagine yourself miles and miles away from London. Did he care for the +country? She did not. For one thing, the people there had such an odd +way of speaking that it was a trouble to realize what they were driving +at. She sometimes wondered whether they understood each other. + +"You're letting me do all the talk," she remarked, as they took seats +in the enclosed space at the top of the hill. Boys were playing on the +slopes, punctuating the game with frequent disputes. A young couple +seated near a tree attracted her notice; the girl's eyes were closed, +head resting on the shoulder of the young man, who had an aspect of +gloomy resignation. + +"Sillies some people make of themselves, don't they?" she said. + +"I suppose we are, most of us, ludicrous to other people." + +"Do you laugh at me sometimes?" + +"No, no," he said earnestly; "I like you too much to do that." + +"You think you're a bit fond of me," she said, gazing ahead and +speaking deliberately, "because I'm different from most of the girls +you're in the habit of meeting, and my ways make a change for you. +That's about all. You'd soon get tired of me and my manner if we saw +much of each other. I know it won't last." + +"I shall not trouble to contradict that," he remarked good-temperedly, +"because I know you don't believe it yourself. Why, it would be +absolutely splendid to be always with you." + +Another couple walked by, breathless after the climb. Gertie, +recognizing her friend Miss Radford, nodded; and that young lady, after +a short scream of astonishment, gave a bow, and nudged her blushing +companion as an instruction to imitate the example by raising his hat. + +"I'm glad she's seen us," said Gertie. "Didn't the young fellow turn +red?" + +"He's a junior clerk in my office." + +"What a score for me!" she cried exultantly. "I've a good mind to ask +you now what you do for a living exactly, only that I'd rather find +everything out bit by bit." + +"You queer little person," he said affectionately. "Tell me instead +about yourself. What is a day like at your place of business? Do you +mind--it helps to concentrate my attention--if I hold your hand whilst +you talk?" + +"Why should I?" asked Gertie. + +There could be no doubt, as she progressed with the description of +Great Titchfield Street, that her mind was well occupied with the daily +work; she gave the recital clearly and well, avoiding repetition and +excluding any suggestion of monotony. Every moment of the hours there +seemed to engage her interest. It was her duty to keep the books, and +keep them straight; to answer the telephone, and sometimes make +purchases of reels of gold thread and of leather. The looms and the +netting machine were worked by men; the rest was done by girls. The +forewoman was described, and her domestic troubles lightly sketched +(Miss Rabbit's father backed horses, excepting when they came in +first). Madame herself was spoken of in lowered respectful +tones--partly because of her high position, partly because of shrewd +and businesslike methods. Madame, it appeared, attributed any success +she attained to the circumstance that she had steered clear of +matrimony. Madame told the girls sometimes that you could wed yourself +to business, or you could wed yourself to a man, but women who tried to +do both found themselves punished for bigamy, sooner or later. Gertie +was a favourite of Madame's; the main reason was, the girl thought, +that-- + +"Shan't tell you!" she said, interrupting herself. + +"Let me hear the worst," begged young Douglass cheerfully. "I have, +just for the moment, the courage of a lion." + +"Well, the reason is that she's under the impression I don't care much +for--for anybody special." + +"And is Madame correct in her sanguine anticipations?" + +"She was. Until a month or so ago." + +He took the other hand quickly. + +"Let's move on," she recommended, rising sedately. "I don't want to be +too late on pay night. Aunt will be thinking I've been knocked down +and robbed of my purse. She's country-bred--Berkshire--and she says +she doesn't trust Londoners." They went down the slope. + +"Does she happen to know the town of Wallingford, I wonder?" + +He declared, on receiving the answer, that nothing could be more +fortunate; this was, indeed, pure luck. For he too was acquainted with +Wallingford, and especially well he knew a village not far off: if he +could but meet Gertie's aunt, here was a subject of mutual interest. +Throwing away the serious manner that came intermittently, he +challenged her to race him down to the Albert Road gate; and she went +at her best speed, not discouraged by shouts from youngsters of "Go it, +little 'un!" They arrived together at the gate, where Gertie had to +rest for a few moments to regain breath. She pointed out that skirts +hampered one; he admitted he ought to have given her fifty yards start. +They took Regent's Park more demurely. + +"When you get a colour," he said, "you look like a schoolgirl." + +"As a matter of fact, I shan't see twenty again." + +"Do you want to?" + +"No," she replied candidly; "I'm as happy just now as ever I want to +be. It'll always be something to look back upon." + +"I wish," he said with earnestness, "that you wouldn't talk as though +our friendship was only going to be temporary." + +"We never know our luck," she remarked. "Aunt was saying only the +other evening, 'Gertie,' she said--Now I've been and let you know my +name." + +He repeated it twice quietly to himself. + +"Have you been fond of any one before this?" she asked. The girl had +so many questions that her mind jumped from one topic to another. + +"Oh yes," he answered. "When I was a schoolboy at Winchester I fell in +love--deeply in love. She was a widow, and kept a confectioner's shop. +Good shop, too." + +"Nothing more serious than that?" He shook his head. "Glad I'm the +first," she said. "And I wish my plan for getting you acquainted with +aunt had come off the other night. It would have made it all seem more +legal, somehow." + +"We'll manage it," he promised. "Meanwhile, and always, don't forget +that you are my dear sweetheart." + + +Miss Radford called at Praed Street, inquiring anxiously; and Mrs. +Mills, summoning invention to her aid, said Gertie was not in. Mrs. +Mills followed this up by mentioning that an occasional visit from Miss +Radford could be tolerated, but it was not necessary for her to be +always in and out of the place. Miss Radford, asserting that she never +forced her company upon any one, swung out of the shop; and Mrs. Mills +said to the cat that they did not want too many flighters about. + +"Why, Mr. Bulpert!" With a quick change of manner to a newcomer. +"This is a pleasant surprise. Mr. Trew was talking about you not two +days ago." + +The young man took the chair near the counter and, giving it a twirl, +sat down heavily, and rested his chin on the back. "I'm putting on too +much avoirdupois," he said gloomily. "Saturday, I had to get into +evening dress, and it was as much as I could do to make the waistcoat +buttons meet." + +"You ought to take more exercise." + +"What's the use of talking like that? If I take more exercise, I find +myself with a bigger appetite, and then I'm worse off than ever." He +dismissed the problem as insoluble. "Where's Gertie? I've got a new +recitation that she'd very much like to hear. I place a certain value +on her criticism." + +"I'll call her down. And, Mr. Bulpert, I want you to be as nice and +pleasant to her as you can. I had to talk rather sharply to her not +many days ago; now I'd like to make it up. I'm bound to say she took +it very well." + +"You won't forget," he urged, "that I'm a man who can always get any +amount of refined society. Sought after as I am for _al fresco_ +concerts and what not--" + +"I know," agreed Mrs. Mills. "Only Gertie hasn't many friends, and I +want her, just now, to make the most of 'em." + +She called her niece, and Gertie came, turning the page of a book, +entitled, "Hints for Gentlewomen." Gertie offered her hand to Bulpert, +and remarked that he was growing stout; he advised her, with some +vehemence, to take to glasses before her eyesight became further +impaired. Mrs. Mills went back to the shop with a waggish caution +against too much love-making. Bulpert, after shifting furniture, took +up a position on the white hearthrug, and gave a stirring adventure in +the life of a coastguardsman who saved from a wreck his wife and child. +At the end, Bulpert mopped face, readjusted collar, and waited for +congratulations. + +"Did you make it up out your own head, Mr. Bulpert?" + +"I did not make it up out of my own head," he said resentfully. "That +isn't my line, and well you know it. It was written by a chap your +cousin, Clarence Mills, introduced me to." + +"Ask him to write it again. It seems to me a stupid piece. The wife's +been away for ten years, and the baby is eighteen months old." + +"That does require a slight alteration. But what about my rendering of +it?" + +"Overdone," answered Gertie. "If only you'd stand up and say them +quietly, your pieces would go a lot better." + +"But I've got to convey the meaning to the ordience." + +"Give 'em credit for some intelligence. When the coastguardsman is +going out to the wreck, it isn't necessary to wave your arms about like +a windmill. You say he's swimming, and that's enough. And if a +floating spar knocked him senseless before he got to the wreck, I don't +believe he could take them both in his arms and swim back to the shore." + +"It says he did in the poetry," contended Bulpert with warmth. "The +whole fact of the matter is that you don't in the least know what +you're talking about." A sound of voices came from the shop, and +Gertie flushed. "Now it's no use your getting hot-tempered about it," +he went on. "You speak your mind to me, and I'm entitled to speak my +mind to you. What you suffer from is nothing more nor less than sheer +ignorance. Imperfect education; that's what the complaint is called." + +"Gertie!" A call from the shop. + +"Yes, aunt." + +"Do come here just a moment. Here's the strangest coincidence I ever +came across." Gertie obeyed with signs of nervousness. "This young +gentleman tells me that he knows Ewelme, and he's actually been inside +the house where I was born!" + +"How do you do?" said Gertie. + +"And he's going down there again shortly," went on Mrs. Mills with +animation, "and he means to bring me back some roses from the garden. +Isn't it good of him?" + +"Your daughter is fond of flowers?" + +"She's only my niece," explained Mrs. Mills volubly. "Her mother +kicked the bucket some years ago, and her father--What's Wallingford +like now, sir? I've said over and over again that I'd one day take the +Great Western to go and have a look and see what alterations had been +made. But," regretfully, "it's never been anything more than talk. +I'd like Gertie to see the place though, so that she could tell whether +it comes up to my description." + +He seemed inclined to make an impetuous offer, but a brief shake of the +girl's head arrested him. A boy entered and asked for an evening +newspaper, and Gertie attended to the transaction. + +"By the bye," turning to the stationery counter, "I want one or two +magazines." Their heads came closely together as a selection was being +made; she whispered a caution not to stay too long. In a louder voice, +Gertie announced that the total cost was two shillings and sixpence. +Mrs. Mills beamed across from the tobacco counter, and asked whether he +knew who was keeping "The Lamb"; Henry Douglass could not supply the +information, but guaranteed to obtain particulars, and bring them to +Praed Street. Mrs. Mills declared herself ashamed to give so much +trouble. + +"Are you in business, sir, may I ask?" + +"I am, in a very small way, an architect." + +"Really?" said Gertie interestedly. + +"But," said Mrs. Mills, "you're not wearing a white tie!" + +"She's thinking of an archbishop," remarked Bulpert, coming forward. +"I'm pleased to make your acquaintance, sir. Daresay you know me by +name." He found a card in his letter-case, and Henry took it near the +light to examine the wording. + +"'Fred W. Bulpert,'" he read. "'Society Entertainer and Elocutionist.'" + +"That's in the evenings, of course," said Bulpert. "By day, I'm in the +West Central district. Post Office, to tell you the truth. I'll +trouble you for the card back, because I'm running somewhat short of +them. And if you should be arranging a concert at any time, either for +your own benefit or any body else's, you might bear me in mind. F. W. +B. is a great draw, if I may say so, because, you see, a lot of people +have heard him before." + +The customer asked whether there was an underground station near; Mrs. +Mills instructed Gertie to walk along with the young gentleman, and to +point out the building. As they left, she urged Henry not to forget +his promise concerning the roses. + +"Nice, quiet-spoken lad," she commented. "I wish Gertie would take up +with some one like him, or even you, and forget all about that society +young man she's been seen strolling with." + +"I hadn't heard about that," said Bulpert seriously. "What are the +solid facts of the matter? Why am I kept in the dark about everything?" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Mr. Trew, off duty, and carrying his whip, came to Praed Street late on +a Saturday night, and his look of anxiety disappeared at once when he +saw that Mrs. Mills and her niece were on excellent terms with each +other. He explained that there was no time to spare, because his old +landlady had a hot supper ready, and it was not wise, on these +occasions, to keep her or the meal waiting. He delivered his news. +Pleasant, elderly gent on the front seat started conversation by +talking about prison life, and Trew gave some particulars of a case +with which he was acquainted. One subject leading to another, the gent +said, as the omnibus was crossing Oxford Street, "Driver, do you ever +go to the Zoological Gardens on a Sunday afternoon?" and thereupon +handed over the two tickets, expressing a hope that the visit would be +enjoyed by the other and his wife. + +"And me being nothing more than a lonely bachelor," said Trew, "I +thought perhaps the little missy here might favour me with her company." + +"It'll do her the world of good," declared Mrs. Mills. + +They met the next day near the West Entrance at half-past three. Mr. +Trew, arriving early, had been listening to oratory at different +groups, and he mentioned to Gertie that in his opinion some of the +speakers might well be transferred to the Gardens, and kept in a cage; +what he failed to understand was why people could not set to and make +the best of the world, instead of pretending it was all bad. They went +through the turnstiles, and divided attention between animals and +visitors; the former could be identified with the help of labels. Mr. +Trew said, in regard to the people, that it was difficult to tell which +were housemaids, and which were ladies of title. + +"Oddly enough," remarked Gertie, "I was intending to be here this +afternoon, in any case." + +"Trust me," he said, self-reproach fully, "for coming in second. Never +actually won a race in my life yet. Is it the same young feller?" + +"I'm not one to chop and change." + +"When we run across him, I'll make myself scarce." + +"You'll do nothing of the kind, Mr. Trew." + +He pointed out, in the crocodile house, one or two regular customers of +the Baker Street to Victoria route, and when they recognized him he +became purple with content. A short youth was making notes near a tank +in the corner. Mr. Trew, nudging Gertie, went to him and, in a gruff +voice, asked what the deuce he was doing there; the youth turned to +give a retort. + +"I've got your young lady cousin with me," explained Mr. Trew. "Come +along, and help with the task of looking after her." + +Clarence Mills was pleased to meet Gertie, and, as the three went +towards the red-bricked lions' house, mentioned that he proposed to +write a dialogue sketch of the Zoo; up to the present little worth +recording had been overheard, and he expected he would, as usual, be +compelled to invent the conversations. + +"I read all of yours, Clarence, that appear in the newspapers," said +Gertie. + +"That doesn't take up a great deal of your time," he remarked. + +"But you're getting on, aren't you?" + +"I think of going in for the boot-black business," he said. "I believe +I could make a reputation there." + +"Don't you go losing 'eart," advised Mr. Trew. "I shouldn't be in the +position I occupy now if I hadn't made up my mind, from the start, not +to get low-spirited. If any disappointments come your way, simply +laugh at 'em. They can stand anything but that. Who is this I see on +the far horizon?" + +"Don't let him catch sight of us just yet," begged the girl +apprehensively. "He seems to have ladies with him." + +Henry's companions entered the house, as the roaring within became +insistent, and he looked up and down eagerly. Gertie gave a whistle. + +"You and I have met before," he said smilingly to Mr. Trew. + +"I was a Boy Messenger then, sir." + +Gertie introduced her cousin with a touch of pride. + +"I am trying to think," said Clarence, "where I saw your name to-day." + +"Haven't made a name yet," remarked Henry. "Only been at it for about +eighteen months. I say! We don't want to go into that enormous crowd. +We'll stroll round and see how the penguins are getting on. They +sometimes look as though they were thinking of giving me a commission +to draw up plans for new Law Courts." + +At one of the open windows the two ladies were standing, watching over +many heads the high tea that was being served to the impatient animals. +The younger one happened to turn as Gertie and her friends went by; she +raised her eyebrows. + +"Everybody one knows appears to be here," said Henry Douglass. "I wish +you had agreed instead to run out with me from Baker Street Station +into the country." + +"Can't do that yet," she answered definitely. "Not until we know each +other a great deal better." + +"Your rules of conduct are precise." + +"You'll like me all the better later on," said Gertie, "because of +that. Always supposing," she continued, "that you do go on liking me." + +"So far as I can gather," he remarked good-temperedly, "I am _persona +grata_ now at Praed Street." + +"I don't know what that means," she said; "but aunt has quite taken to +you. Just look at this! Isn't it extr'ordinary?--Clarence," she +called over her shoulder to her cousin, "here is most likely where you +saw the name this afternoon." + +She examined the inscription framed on the bars. "Presented to the +Society by Sir Mark Douglass." + +"No," said Clarence Mills. "That wasn't it. My sluggish memory will +arouse presently, and then I shall be able to exhibit signs of +intelligence." + +They were looking down from the terrace at the white bear in his pit, +when a high voice came above the moderate tones of the crowd; Henry +took Gertie's arm, and began to talk rapidly of Nansen and the North +Pole, but this did not prevent her from glancing over her shoulder. +The people gave way to the owner of the insistent voice, and she, after +inspection through pince-nez, made bitter complaint of the clumsiness +of the bear, his murky appearance, the serious consequences of +indiscriminate feeding. Henry endeavoured to detach the members of his +party, but they appeared enthralled by the commanding tones. + +"I thought we should meet again," said the younger woman, addressing +Henry. + +"Miss Loriner," he said to Gertie, with signs of reluctance. "A friend +of my sister-in-law." + +"I am Lady Douglass's companion," remarked Miss Loriner. + +"She seems ratty about something," said Gertie. + +"She has what they call the critical faculty," mentioned the other, +with a twinkle of the eye. "I happen to be aware of the fact." + +Lady Douglass was looking around with the air of one searching for +fresh subjects; Henry led Gertie to her, and made the introductions. +Lady Douglass expressed the view that the Gardens were horribly tiring, +regretted her ill-luck in visiting on a crowded afternoon. "But no +misfortune," she added wearily, "seems to escape me!" + +It was not until they descended the steps that the group had an +opportunity for forming itself. Miss Loriner, recognizing the girl's +perturbation of mind, took her ahead, thus foiling the intentions of +Lady Douglass; they could hear her talking of literature to Clarence +Mills in a patronizing way. Gertie's cousin said resolutely, "But +George Meredith never wrote a poem with that title. You are thinking +of Owen Meredith." Lady Douglass answered, with pride, that she never +troubled to remember the names of authors. + +"Clarence is standing up to her," remarked Gertie. + +"She gets so little contradiction," said Miss Loriner, "that it will +have all the charm of novelty. I daren't do it, of course." + +"You're thinking of your bread and butter." + +"That's about all I should have to eat if I lost this berth." + +"Wouldn't care for the job myself." + +"I can't do anything else," explained Miss Loriner. "Did you say your +cousin was a journalist? I wish I could do something like that. I +want to write a novel, badly." + +"That's probably how you would write it. Why, even Clarence is finding +some trouble over the job. And he's got a brain." + +"I suppose that is an advantage," admitted the other serenely. "How +long have you known Mr. Douglass?" + +"Her husband must get precious tired of the sound of her voice." + +"He does. He goes away a good deal. The war in South Africa was a +Godsend to him. Just now he is out somewhere--I forget where. How +long have you--" + +"Any youngsters?" + +"There are no children." + +Gertie glanced back at Lady Douglass in a more friendly way. Clarence +had been dropped owing, apparently, to want of sympathy, and Trew was +selected as one more likely to agree with arguments. + +"Mr. Douglass's mother is in town," mentioned Miss Loriner, "but she is +resting this afternoon." + +"I wasn't aware he had a mother." + +"Oh!" With illumination. "Then you haven't known him long. They are +very fond of each other. She is a dear soul. When matters go wrong +down at Ewelme, it is old Mrs. Douglass who puts everything right." + +They were separated by a child who had been startled by a look from an +amiable dromedary. Henry came forward. + +"I am going to ask my sister-in-law," he said deliberately, "to invite +you down to Morden Place. Thank her, won't you?" + +"I'll thank her," replied Gertie, "but I shan't accept the invitation." + +"I'd see that she was civil to you." + +"And I shall see," said the girl obstinately, "that she doesn't get +many chances of being anything else. I'd no idea you had swell +relatives; otherwise I'd never have gone on with it." + +He went back disappointedly, and Mr. Trew, making his escape with every +sign of relief, told Gertie that, with what he might term a vast and +considerable experience of womankind (including one specimen who, in +May of '99, gave him advice on the task of driving horses through +London streets), this particular one was, he declared, the limit. He +described himself as feeling bruised, black and blue, all over. +Without wishing to interfere in matters which did not concern him, he +ventured to suggest that Gertie might possibly be fortunate in her +young man, but she could scarcely claim to be called lucky in her young +man's relations. + +"I'm going to chuck it," she replied desperately. "Chuck it +altogether. You were correct in what you said, that Sunday night, +about distances, and I was wrong." + +Mr. Trew, flustered by this instant agreement, began to hedge. He did +not pretend, he said, to be always right; he could recollect many +occasions when he had been considerably wide of the mark. In fact, a +bigger blunderhead, excepting in regard to certain matters, of which +this was not one, probably did not exist. Trew begged to point out +that the middle-aged party walking along behind them was, after all, +only one middle-aged party, and there was no reason to assume that she +could knock out every opponent she encountered. At the finish of his +argument, Trew urged his young companion to put on the gloves, and show +what she could do. + +"Think I had better not," she said, less definitely. "I shan't like +feeling myself beaten, but it's wiser to do that now than to leave it +till later." + +Mr. Trew became reproachful, almost sarcastic. This, then, was the +stuff that his little friend, niece of his old friend, was made of, was +it? Crumpling up at the first signs of opposition; stepping out of the +ring directly her opponent held up fists! If Gertie represented the +young woman of to-day, give Mr. Trew the young woman of thirty years +ago. He had changed his mind recently on an important subject--a thing +he rarely did--and half decided to extend the power of voting to the +other sex, but the present case induced him to believe first thoughts +were best. + +"I'll have another go then," announced Gertie Higham; "but I don't +guarantee I shall win." + +"If I hadn't rather a lot of money out just now," he declared +encouragingly, "I'd put every penny of it on you." + +They stopped near to the semicircular cage where the condors, in +evening dress and white boa around the neck, surveyed the garden with +the aloof manner of the higher aristocracy. Gertie waited for an +advance; this did not come. Miss Loriner, at the command of Lady +Douglass, furnished the hour, and a scream of dismay was given, +followed by the issuing of orders. Henry must conduct them out of this +dreadful Park; Henry must find a hansom with a reliable horse, and a +driver of good reputation. Also Henry must come on to see his mother, +and take her on to a tea appointment at Cadogan Gardens, thus saving +trouble to Lady Douglass, who was really so fagged and wearied by this +exhausting afternoon that rest, in a partially darkened room, was +nothing short of imperative. + +"Yes," said Gertie, answering Henry's questioning look; "you go!" + +Lady Douglass remembered to give a word of farewell when she was a +distance of about ten yards away. "So pleased to have met you!" she +said casually. Henry, near the gates, turned and waved his hand, and +Gertie responded cheerfully. + +"Now I want to scream!" she said. + +Clarence Mills declared his intention of providing tea, and Trew +admitted a cup or so would not be likely to prove injurious to the +system; might, indeed, have a soothing effect on the mind. They found +an enamelled table on the lawn, and directly Gertie took the handle of +the teapot she was able to announce that she felt considerably improved +in temper. Her cousin gave an imitation of Lady Douglass's speech and +manner, and Gertie imitated the imitation. Mr. Trew had a difficulty +in deciding which was the more admirable, but asserted either was to be +preferred to the original, and during the progress of the shilling meal +they affected to be distinguished members of society, to the great +astonishment of folk at neighbouring tables, and to the diversion of an +interested waiter. Completely restored now to her normal mood, Gertie +mentioned a number of alert repartees which she would have made if +Henry's sister-in-law had given suitable openings. + +"I suppose," remarked Mr. Trew, emptying his cup by giving it a jerk +over his shoulder, "that, after all, she isn't nearly so bad as she's +painted. She certainly did look to me somewhat made-up; it's a custom +amongst her set, I believe. Often wonder whether it takes anybody in." + +"He said she was going to invite me to her house in the country, but +she didn't. Wouldn't mind meeting Henry's mother, just once, to find +out what she is like." + +"It was something on the tape," mentioned her cousin, again +endeavouring to arouse memory. "That was where I saw the name. If you +two care to come along to my club, I'll run in, and make sure." + +"We can get a Waterloo omnibus from the York and Albany corner," said +Mr. Trew. + +He warned them, in ascending the steps, that he was going to have a +rare lark with the driver, whose face, it appeared, was new on the +road. They took seats in front, and Mr. Trew, adopting a rustic +accent, inquired of the driver whether the canal below represented the +river Thames; in regard to Trinity Church, near Portland Road Station, +he asked if he was right in assuming this to be St. Paul's; at Peter +Robinson's he put another question, and, information given, demanded +whether Oxford Circus was being run by Barnum. These and other +inquiries were courteously replied to; and when the three alighted near +the fountain and Trew, looking up, thanked the new driver for his +kindness, the driver said, "Ta-ta, old True till Death," whipping the +omnibus on the near side to call the conductor's attention to an +approaching customer. + +Mr. Trew, depressed by the failure of his elaborate scheme, walked +behind the young people, grumbling self-reproachfully. "Him +recognizing me all along, and calling me by my nickname at the finish!" + +Clarence Mills ran up the staircase of his club, and the two walked +inside the railings of the square, inspected the bust of Shakespeare at +the centre. A few people were sitting about. The palatial houses of +amusement on the northern and the western side enjoyed their day of +rest, but gave hints of startling attractions for the coming week. Mr. +Trew considered Shakespeare a well-meaning writer, but somewhat old +fashioned in methods, and was surprised to find that Gertie had +thoroughly enjoyed "The Tempest" at His Majesty's. + +"Was you alone?" + +"No. Mr. Douglass took me." + +"That accounts for it," he said knowingly. + +Clarence Mills came looking for them with anxiety. The two hurried +forward and met him at the gate; his forehead remained contracted. + +"Her husband's yacht," he announced, "has been seized by natives. All +on board put to death." They gazed at each other. + +"So that turns her," remarked Trew slowly, "into a widow woman. +There's no family, as I understand; consequently, it makes a bit of +diff'rence to Gertie's young man." + +The girl sighed. + +"I'm sorry for her," she said. "Very sorry indeed. And it means that +my path won't be none the easier!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Madame Hilbert and the forewoman in Great Titchfield Street consulted +each other only when crises occurred; the girls knew that if Madame +came to the doorway, saying, "Miss Rabbit, just half a second, please," +and the forewoman was absent for half an hour, then some matter of +supreme importance was being discussed. The establishment was in close +touch with the military service at home and abroad, and the best stroke +good fortune could make in favour of Hilbert's was to arrange a stately +ceremonial in India, some alteration in the dress of officers, or +anything that made uniforms necessary. The girls' workroom, even at +ordinary times, presented an aspect of enormous wealth, with everywhere +a display of gold--loose threads of it on the tables, collected threads +being sewn on foundations, epaulettes in course of making, heavy +dependent nuggets hung upon scarves. Gold floated in the air, and when +the sun came through the windows it all looked as though one could play +the conjurer, and perform the enchanting trick of making a dash with +the hand and secure sovereigns. Many of the girls wore glasses because +continued attention to the glistening colours affected the eyes; +sometimes a worker became pale of features, anaemic and depressed, and +had to hurry off to the sea-side, and Miss Rabbit referred to this as +an act of Providence. For the most part, the girls were healthy and +cheerful, and they had the encouragement of good wages. Miss Rabbit, +it was reported, took home every Saturday two pounds ten shillings; the +very youngest assistant made twelve shillings a week. + +"I do hope," said Madame, at a special private conference, "it doesn't +mean she's taking up religion." The forewoman shook her head. "I've +known cases in my time where it's come on suddenly, and it's thrown a +girl clean off her balance. If it isn't religion it must be love. +Love has just about the same effect with some of us. Have you ever +been gone on any one, Miss Rabbit?" + +"Only to a very moderate extent," replied the forewoman precisely. +"And it's such a long while ago, Madame, that I've nearly forgot all +about it." + +"I don't like to see one of my girls turn like this all at once," said +Madame with anxiety. "Moreover, she's the handy one in the business. +There's nothing she doesn't know about the work, and little she can't +do. If anything happened to you, I've always had the idea of putting +her in your position." + +Miss Rabbit's features twitched; she corrected the slip at once by +assuming a look of cordial agreement. "You always know the right thing +to do, Madame," she murmured reverently. + +"How'd it be to call her in, and both of us have a talk to her, and +find out whether she's got anything on her mind?" + +"That's a splendid notion," admitted Miss Rabbit with enthusiasm. "Or +shall I have a quiet chat with her first, and pave the way, so to +speak?" + +"I wish you would," said Madame. "You're not particularly clever, but +I believe you've got a kind heart." + +The forewoman that evening, whilst the girls were washing and sharing +the brush and comb, and complaining that hair came out by the handful, +entered the office; announcing the occasion as her birthday, she asked +Miss Higham to leave books, and assist in celebrating the event by +taking with her a cup of chocolate. Gertie wanted to reach home early +in order to see whether an expected letter had arrived, but the +invitation suggested a rare compliment, and, with a stipulation +arranging that the hospitality should not exceed the space of twenty +minutes, she accepted. In an A.B.C. shop at the corner, later, Gertie +raised her large cup and wished Miss Rabbit many happy returns. Her +eyes wandered rather eagerly about the crowded tables; the inspection +over, she sighed. + +"Wonder if I can trust you, dear," said Miss Rabbit, resting elbows. +"I've been so often taken in over friendships with people that I +suppose I'm more cautious than most. But there's a look about +you--perhaps, though, I'd better keep on the safe side." + +"I'm not one to chatter." + +"I know, I know. That's why I've always took to you specially." Again +Miss Rabbit stopped. She stirred her cup of chocolate slowly. + +"If it's good news," advised Gertie, "tell me. I can do with some just +now. If it's not, keep it to yourself." + +"It's rather serious news, and that's why I think you ought to be told. +First of all, you must promise me, on your soul and honour, not to +breathe a word of it to anybody. Above all, not to Madame." + +"I promise," she said. + +"Very well then"--with a satisfied air--"it's like this." She leaned +across the marble table. "Our show is going to burst up." + +The dramatic announcement over, and the appropriate ejaculation, the +correct look of amazement and despair given. Miss Rabbit warmed to her +task, and became voluble; at each new paragraph of her discourse she +exacted a fresh guarantee that the information would go no further, +that the bond of absolute secrecy should be respected. Once, she felt +it necessary to say that if the other communicated a single word of the +confidences to any third party, she, Miss Rabbit, would feel it her +duty to haunt Miss Higham to the last hour of her life. Put briefly, +the news came to this. That Madame was in financial difficulties; that +her name and address might be found in the bankruptcy list any coming +Wednesday or Saturday; that no one was likely to be stupid enough to +take over the business; that the members of the staff, men and girls, +would find themselves turned out into a cold, hard world. The drawback +of being connected with a business of a special nature like theirs was +that there existed but few of a similar nature, and these were already +fully supplied with assistants. Miss Rabbit herself intended to look +out for another berth ere the market became swamped by many +applications; with piety, she called attention to a well-known text +which said, "Go thou and do likewise." Outside the A.B.C. shop, Miss +Rabbit, in extorting thanks for her generous behaviour, demanded, once +more, a promise. + +"Say it after me," she ordered. "'I will never utter a single syllable +of all this to a solitary living soul.'" Her instructions complied +with, she remarked that a great load was now taken from her mind, and +asked Gertie for advice on the point whether to go home by omnibus or +Tube railway. + +The girl arrived at Praed Street after a brisk walk that was intended +to detach the mind from disturbing incident. In the broad thoroughfare +of Portland Place (which looked as though it started with the idea of +being a long, important roadway to the north, and became suddenly +reminded, to its great astonishment, that Regent's Park barred the way) +she had glanced up at the large houses, and wished she lived in one; in +that case she would receive Henry Douglass, at the end of the silence +that had come since the last meeting, and after listening to him, +reject his advances haughtily. That was the phrase. Reject his +advances haughtily. She had read it more than once in the literature +which attracted her in the days before Henry. Since she had known him, +a course of reading, adopted at his suggestion, took her away from the +more flowery and romantic pages, but in the old serial stories the folk +had nothing to do but to make love to each other, with intervals for +meals and rest; they were not restricted to evening hours; the whole +day was at their service. And certainly the ladies never found +themselves burdened with the anxiety of losing a weekly wage, in Great +Titchfield Street, and the prospect of difficulty in finding one to +replace it. + +"I'm home, aunt," she announced, entering the shop. + +"So I see," remarked Mrs. Mills. Two customers were being served at +the newspaper counter, and two were waiting on the tobacco side. +Gertie attended to the orders for cigarettes; the shop cleared. + +"Is there a letter for me?" she asked. + +Mrs. Mills shook her head curtly. + +"Has--has any one called?" + +"Now, let me think." Her aunt deliberated carefully in the manner of a +conscientious witness impressed by the taking of the oath. "Yes, Miss +Radford looked in and went again. Left word that she wanted you to go +with her for an outing next Saturday afternoon. Said she wanted a +breath of fresh air. Mr. Trew is inside--and that reminds me, I've got +something to say to him. Wait here, like a dear, and look after the +shop." Mrs. Mills closed the door carefully behind her as she went +into the parlour. + +"So, Mr. Trew, I packed him off about his business," she said, +obviously continuing a half-finished recital. "I said, 'She asked me +to tell you that she thought it better for both parties that you and +her shouldn't see each other again.' Don't blame me, do you?" + +Mr. Trew rubbed his chin with the knuckle of a finger and remarked +that, by rights, he ought to have a shave. + +"I stopped his two letters when they came," went on Mrs. Mills. "Many +a woman in my position would have been curious enough to open them; I +didn't. I simply put them in a drawer where they can be found when the +trouble's all over. No one can blame me for that, surely." + +Mr. Trew mentioned that it was a rummy world, and the methods adopted +by the people living in it did not make it the less rummy. + +"I see what you mean," she said aggrievedly. "You think I've gone too +far. But you yourself admitted at the start, when she was meeting that +other young gentleman, that high and low never mixed well. And when I +heard that this one was likely to come into property, I made up my mind +to take the bull by the horns. What's that you say? Speak out, if +you've got anything in your head." + +"When you take the bull by the horns," said Trew, advancing to the +white hearthrug, "what happens is a toss up. I can't tell you yet +whether you've done right or whether you've done wrong; but if you put +the question to me a 'underd years hence, I shall be able to answer +you. What's pretty clear to me is that you're fond of her, and I'm +fond of her, and all we want is to see her comfor'ble and happy. +Whether you're taking the right track to gain that object is more than +I can say. Personally, I shouldn't care to go so far as you've gone." + +"That's because you're a coward." + +"Delight of my juvenile heart," said Mr. Trew, "it's quite likely +you've hit on precisely the right explanation. Only thing is, it seems +to me somewhat rough on the little missy." + + +Miss Radford was studying the arrival of trains list at Paddington in +order to ascertain from which platform the 1.20 p.m. started; she had +assumed the slightly demented appearance that so many take when they +enter a railway station. Turning from the poster distractedly, she +clutched at the arm of a sailor, and was putting to him agitated +inquiries concerning the Great Western service when Gertie Higham +interposed, and released the naval man from a duty for which he was not +adequately equipped. Firmly and resolutely she conducted Miss Radford +to the correct platform, where they found seats in a compartment; and +Miss Radford in vain tried to remember whether it was that sitting +facing the engine or sitting with her back to the engine gave her a +headache. Gertie had obtained the tickets, and Miss Radford wanted +hers; Gertie retained possession. On the question of finance, she said +a settlement could be arranged when the outing was over. Other +passengers entered, including two lads, who set at once on the work of +studying scientific books; Miss Radford, changing her manner, dropped +her parasol as the train started, and one of the youths picked it up, +without disengaging his attention from the volume, and handed it to her. + +"Thanks awfully," she said, in refined and slightly languid tones; "I +am such a clumsy creature"--partly addressing her friend, but mainly +speaking to the entire compartment. "Really, I seem quite lost without +my maid to look after me." + +"You managed to get away from the shop in good time," remarked Gertie. + +"What an irritating girl you are, to be sure!" whispered Miss Radford +aggrievedly. "No help at all when I'm trying to make a good +impression. Wish now I hadn't asked you to come along with me; I only +did it because I couldn't get any one else. What's become of that +young swell I saw you with on Primrose Hill?" + +"I really don't know." + +Miss Radford spoke complacently of her intense love of the country and +keen anticipation of the joy to be found at Burnham Beeches, and when +the train stopped at Slough the compartment mentioned to her that this +was where she ought to alight. Gertie, interposing, said that they +were, in reality, going further. On Miss Radford asking, in astonished +tones, "Whatever for?" she received information that the desire was to +get well away from the crowd. The two, changing at a junction, found a +small train on another platform that had but a single line; Miss +Radford took the precaution of inquiring of the engine-driver whether +he considered it safe. The two lads crossed the bridge, and, to her +intense annoyance, entered a smoking-compartment. + +"I daresay, perhaps"--recovering from this blow--"that we shall manage +to run across some others before the day's out." + +"Hope not." + +"Well, upon my word," declared the astonished Miss Radford, "you grow +more and more peculiar every day!" + +They discovered themselves, immediately after leaving the station yard, +in an old-fashioned town with large houses close to the brick pavement; +cyclists raced along the narrow roadway, and folk carried baskets in +the direction of the river. Gertie stopped to put an inquiry to a +policeman, and declined to satisfy her companion's curiosity either in +regard to the question or to the answer. Turning to the right, they +came to a market-place and a town hall, and, amongst the small shops, +one that they noted as a suitable place for tea. The sun was warm, and +folk were shopping with suitable deliberation; dogcarts stood outside +the principal establishments, motor cars brought up new supplies of +clients. Gertie appeared greatly interested in the occupants of these +conveyances; some of the ladies were so well protected from dust that +identification would not have been easy. Miss Radford mentioned that +she had not seen so many funny figures about since the fifth of +November of the previous year. + +"Where are we off to now?" she demanded. + +"A good long walk." + +"Not me!" replied Miss Radford with determination. "I've got new shoes +on. You leave me somewhere with a magazine to read, and go off on your +own, and come back when you're tired." + +"You won't be lonely?" + +"I can always find a pleasure," said Gertie's friend haughtily, "in my +own company." + +The riverside, Miss Radford decided, was a suitable spot for rest; she +could sit there and, in the intervals of application to literature of +the day, watch young men hiring boats and setting out to Shillingford +or Cholsey. So Gertie Higham started out across the bridge and walked +alone through a village where every shop sold everything, where the +police station was a homely, comfortable cottage, and children played +on wide grass borders of the road. At the cross-roads she went to the +left; an avenue of trees gave a shade that was welcome. The colour +came to her face as she strode along briskly, and this was not entirely +due to hurry or to the rays of the afternoon sun. Once or twice she +almost stopped, as though considering the advisability of returning. + +An ivy-covered house stood at the side of iron gates, and Gertie +watched it as she approached. An elderly man was clipping hedges; he +arrested his work, with an evident hope that conversation would occur. + +"No, young 'ooman," he said, "that ent where her ladyship lives. +That's only the gate lodge what you're looking at. A good ha'f-mile +'fore you come the house itself. Do you know her, may I inquire?" + +"We've met in London." + +"Well"--slowly, and making the most of the opportunity--"she ent +pleased to see many of her visitors, if all I hear is true; but no +doubt she'd be gratified to see you. I'm only a new-comer hereabouts, +so to speak, but--" He shook his head thoughtfully, and, taking off +his hat, readjusted the cabbage leaf that lined it. "I don't blame Sir +Mark for going off and getting killed. After all, it ent as though she +were left chargeable to the parish, as you may say." + +"She is quite well to do, I suppose?" + +"Plenty of money about, as me and you would rackon it. I understand +she complains of not having enough--but there, some people are never +satisfied. Going to give a party next week," he added confidentially. +"Not a great turn-out, because they're all in black, so to speak. So +fur as I can gain from the local newspaper--" + +"You say it's half a mile up to the house?" + +"You can't very well miss it if you foller your nose," said the old +man, hurt by the interruption. + +Through the iron gates Gertie saw two figures coming around the curve +of the gravelled carriage-way; she took ambush hurriedly near to an oak +tree. Henry's voice could be heard, with an occasional remark from +Miss Loriner. "And if I promise to worship you all my life," Henry was +saying, "will you then give me my heart's desire?" His companion did +not reply; he repeated the last words. "You must first," she said, +"make a name in the world, and show yourself worthy of a woman's love." +They turned as they reached the gates, and when Henry next spoke his +remarks did not reach the girl near the oak tree. + +"And haven't you been a time!" complained Miss Radford. "Over a hower +altogether, according to my watch. And I'm simply dying for a cup of +tea. There's only been one young gentleman who waved his hand to me; I +was so cross that I didn't wave back. Whatever are you dodging up to +now?" + +"I'm going to hire a boat," said Gertie, "and take you out on the +river." + +"You can't row." + +"Some one learnt me--taught me on the lake in Regent's Park." + +Miss Radford declared, on the journey home, that she envied her +friend's good spirits; in her own case, she always found that if she +became more than ordinarily cheerful she inevitably paid for it by +subsequent depression. Gertie recommended her to adopt the method of +not magnifying grievances; if you wanted to view trouble, you could +take opera-glasses, but you should be careful to hold them the wrong +way round. The studious youths entered the compartment at Goring, +their books now put away in pockets, and similarly cheered by exercise; +one, seated opposite Gertie, touched her foot with his shoe at +Pangbourne, and she took no notice. When he did this again at +Tilehurst, she came down heavily upon his toes, and gave, for her +clumsiness, an apologetic word that he accepted sulkily. Near to +Paddington, Miss Radford mentioned that, in her opinion, men were most +frightfully stupid, and to her surprise Gertie agreed. + +Gertie Higham relieved her aunt from duty in the shop, and a letter +brought by the postman at nine o'clock was handed over the counter to +her direct; the official recommended her to accept the offer, and put +the young gentleman out of his misery. The communication was written +in a large hand, about twelve words to a page, and liberally +underlined. Printed in the corner were a telegraphic address, a +telephone number, directions concerning nearest railway station. For +heading, Morden Place, Ewelme. + + +"DEAR MISS HIGHAM,--We shall be so glad if you can pay us a visit on +Friday next and stay over for the week-end. _Dear_ Henry is +_particularly_ anxious that you should be here on _Saturday evening_. + +"What a _wonderful_ summer we are having!!!--Yours _sincerely_, + +"MYRA DOUGLASS." + + +The girl found a sheet of the best notepaper on the shelves, and wrote +at once. + + +"DEAR LADY DOUGLASS,--I shall not be able to come to you next Friday. +I am rather busy. + +"It is indeed a capital summer. I am enjoying it.--Yours sincerely, + +"GERTRUDE HIGHAM." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +An easy matter to obtain a full list of other manufacturers in the same +line of business, and when Madame entrusted her with important +errands,-- + +"I'm sending you, my dear, because I know I can rely upon you!" + +--Then advantage was taken of the opportunity to skip up a staircase +and, opening a door that had the word "Inquiries" painted upon it, set +upon the task of routing the defence, to obtain an interview with some +responsible individual. Usually the answer was that no vacancy +existed, but this did not prevent a brief cross-examination. Why was +she leaving Great Titchfield Street, and was it because there did not +exist a sufficient amount of work, and had Hilbert's secured any +important contracts lately, and had the firm any special work in view? +To which questions Miss Higham replied with caution and reserve, so +that frequently the responsible individual came out of his office, +walking with her down the stairs in the endeavour to obtain useful +information. As a rule, the discussion ended with a command that she +should look in again when it chanced she was passing by. At Great +Titchfield Street, when Miss Rabbit and Gertie happened to be, for the +moment, alone, the forewoman begged her in a low, confidential whisper +not to put off till to-morrow anything she could do to-day, adding that +procrastination was the thief of time. + +"The fact is," said Miss Rabbit, with a burst of private candour, "I +don't care what happens so long as you are safe. Very strange, isn't +it, dear?" + +It seemed to the perplexed girl, at this period, that life was made up +of incidents which could not be spoken about freely. There was no one +with whom she could share the knowledge acquired at Wallingford; that +had to be endured alone. At Praed Street she found her aunt gazing at +her curiously, sometimes beginning a sentence, and stopping, as one +fearful of trespassing on prohibited ground. When Mr. Trew called, he +and Mrs. Mills conferred in undertones, breaking off when the girl came +near, and speaking, in an unconvincing way, of an interesting murder in +South London; Trew thought the police could find the missing man if +they only went the right way about it. Great Titchfield Street, from +eight o'clock in the morning till nearly eight at night, appeared to be +enveloped in a dense fog, with Madame showing none of the distraction +of mind natural to one on the edge of a financial crisis, and Bunny +conveying friendliness by nods and furtive winks; the girls, as always, +chattered freely of their small romances, not concealing their derisive +attitude towards young men, excepting as means of escort and paymasters +where sweets and tram-tickets were involved; any slackening of +attention in these details, and dark hints were given of an intention +of giving the sack. Listening, Gertie came to the conclusion that her +own case was unique, in that she had allowed Henry Douglass to assume +the position of autocrat. One of the men who worked the netting +machine spoke to her exultantly of wisdom in managing his wife; the +method adopted was, it seemed, to contradict every blessed thing she +said. + +On the top of all this comes Frederick Bulpert, encountered near +Queen's Hall one evening at five minutes to eight, trying to make up +his mind whether to spend a shilling on a promenade concert or to +disburse the money on a steak--Bulpert very glad to meet Gertie, +because he has something to say to her that he cannot speak of to any +one else; something which must be regarded (says Frederick) as strictly +_entre nous_. A spot of rain, and the stout young man says with a +reckless air, "Oh, come on in!" and Gertie agrees to accompany him, +with two provisions: first, that she shall be allowed to pay for +herself; second (because aunt has a new trick of requiring every minute +between Great Titchfield Street and Praed Street to be accounted for), +that Frederick will see her home later to the shop. Gertie thinks a +dose of music will do her as much good as anything. + +"I don't claim," he admits, "to have an over and above savage breast, +but I must confess it soothes me at times." + +They are in time to take up position near the fountain in the centre of +the promenade, to join in the welcome given to the leading men of the +orchestra, to swell the applause offered to the conductor, to +sing--this being the opening night--the National Anthem. Frederick +takes what he calls seconds; neighbours misunderstand it for an +expression of disloyalty. Then the programme starts. Frederick +Bulpert, new silk hat at back of head, and arms folded, listens to the +"William Tell" overture, Handel's "Largo," and the suite from "Peer +Gynt" with the frown of a man not to be taken in and unwilling to be +influenced by the approbation exhibited by people round him. A song +follows, and he remarks to Gertie that a recitation would be more in +keeping with the style of the entertainment. A violin solo with a +melody that cries softly about love, the love of two people, with +anxieties at first, at the end perfect triumph. + +"We'll have a stroll out in the corridor," commands Bulpert. "That +last piece has made me feel somewhat _décolleté_." + +They gain the outer circle when Gertie has persuaded him to give to her +the task of leading through the crowd; her smile obtains a free way +that his truculent methods fail to obtain. + +"I'm going to give up the Post Office," he announces impressively, "and +I'm going in for the stage." + +"If you can make money at it, there's no reason why you shouldn't." + +Bulpert shows disappointment at the form of this agreement. + +"I've come to the conclusion," he goes on, "that I'm not acting fairly +towards the world in concentrating my abilities on the serving out of +stamps and the issuing of postal orders. Besides which, I get no time +for study. Evening before last, at the Finsbury Town Hall, I came as +near to finding my memory fail as ever I've been. I'm burning the +candle at both ends." + +"Hope you'll have good luck." + +"I shall deserve to have it," he concedes. "I sometimes stand at the +side of the platform, and I see other parties trying in the same line, +and I have to admit to myself that I do put something into my +renditions of our poets and humorists that they fail to convey. +Furthermore--" + +"I don't want to miss the Henry the Eighth dances." + +"Mention of him leads up to what I want to see you about. If I go on +the stage--and to tell you the truth, I haven't completely made up my +mind as yet--I shall want a certain amount of comfort at home. A +professional man can't be bothered about domestic affairs. He has to +keep his mind on his work." + +"Where does Henry the Eighth come in?" + +Bulpert takes her arm. "I had an idea of asking you, Gertie, to marry +me." + +A pause of nearly half a minute. + +"Do you mind if I think it over before giving a definite answer?" + +"I'm agreeable to that," he says, "providing you don't take too +thundering long about it." + +Thus, a new perplexity was added to those that Gertie Higham already +bore upon her shoulders. There existed arguments in favour of +accepting Bulpert's offer. He belonged to her own set; he was not in a +position to comment upon her manner of speech, and there would be the +satisfaction of knowing that she was in all respects his equal; in many +his superior. Bulpert was perhaps a trifle pompous, more than a trifle +conceited, but he was steady. If she married him, it would be a +distinct score to arrange that it occurred ere Henry Douglass and Miss +Loriner became united; were Gertie to send a small white box containing +sugared cake after, the newspapers announced this fashionable wedding, +the effect of the gift would be marred. + +"I want to serve him out," she argued to herself, "for the way he +treated me. It's only fair!" + +Mrs. Mills was obviously delighted by the visits of Bulpert, and her +ingenuity in leaving the young people together in the shop parlour +proved that she was a mistress in the art of strategy. Bulpert excused +himself to Gertie for omitting to invite her to the play, or for other +outings, on the grounds that he was saving money; but he sometimes took +her along to Paddington Station to see the night expresses start, and +twice they went together to a large open place of entertainment in +Edgware Road where you could, by dropping a penny in the slot, inspect +a series of pictures that proved less exciting than the exhibited +title; at the same expense you heard Miss Milly Manton's latest song, +and George Limpsey's celebrated triumph in, "I wish I didn't talk so +much to Clara!" On the evening of a day when Gertie had called upon +the last firm of the list, she told Bulpert, as they met near Marble +Arch, that if he cared to ask her now to be his wife she would accept +him. + +"Right you are," he said. "Then we'll consider the matter as +practically settled." + +They found Mr. Trew outside the shop when they returned; seeing them, +he assumed the attitude of a figure taking snuff, and Gertie knew from +this he was in good spirits. Mrs. Mills made the announcement that +supper was waiting--a special meal because royalty had gone by that day +to take train for Windsor--and Mr. Trew suggested Bulpert should have +first cut at the food, the while he and the little missy strolled up +and down to enjoy the evening air. + +"I was bound to come along and see you," he said. "When I got the news +I nearly fell off my seat. Should have done, only that I was strapped +in. You remember Miss--what-was-her-name--we met at the Zoo that +Sunday afternoon." + +"Miss Loriner." + +Mr. Trew stopped to make his announcement in a dramatic form. + +"She's going to get spliced." + +"So I guessed," remarked Gertie. + +"But can you guess who to?" + +"I think I can." + +"Oh," he said regretfully. "Of course, if I'm not the first in the +field with the news, there's an end of it. I sh'd say they'd be a very +comfortable, 'appy, get-on-well-together couple, once they settle down." + +She made a remark in a trembling voice. + +"Of course you hope they will," he echoed heartily. "You and him have +always got along well together. As I said, he hasn't took much time +about it. Finished his book, he tells me." + +"Mr. Trew, who are you talking about?" + +"Why, your cousin Clarence, of course. I know it's correct because I +got the information straight from the stable. And he would have called +round to tell you, only he was busy. Said he wanted to see you soon, +because he'd got a message. I won't be certain; there was a lot of +traffic about, but I rather fancy it was something in the nature of a +pressing invite." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +The days that followed were racing days for Gertie. At Great +Titchfield Street a special order came in, and Madame held a kind of +rehearsal, that the girls might know exactly what to do if the +inspector called. The inspector represented the State, which, in the +opinion of Madame and Miss Rabbit and all the assistants, male and +female, was an interfering busybody hampering industry, and preventing +honest workers from earning useful pay for unlimited overtime. To +Great Titchfield Street, by day, came private letters by express +messenger for Gertie, and more than one telegram; she generally found a +communication awaiting her on the return home to Praed Street. Miss +Rabbit accepted the statement that these came from Gertie's cousin, +referring to nothing more romantic than a visit to the country; in +private conversation with senior girls in the workroom, she said, +rather bitterly, that Miss Higham surely took her for a born idiot. + +Clarence proved himself alert and quick witted in retort, with an +answer ready for every objection. When Gertie, as a final argument, +put forward the matter of evening dress, he took her straightway to a +celebrated firm (one-half of the lady passengers in public conveyances +along the route gave, as their instruction and appeal to conductors, +"Set me down as near as you can to Brown and Hodgkinson's!"), and there +was purchased a blouse of white lace--costing so much that Gertie, on +hearing the amount, had to clutch at one of the high chairs; and as +Clarence paid readily with gold, the polite young woman on the other +side of the counter assured him it was well worth the money. Gertie, +at another establishment, bought a pair of slippers, saying to herself +that they would come in handy, even though she did not go to Ewelme. +Reluctance to accept the invitation conveyed through Clarence was +supported at Praed Street by her aunt, who declared the girl would be +like a fish out of water; that she would wish herself home again before +she had been there the space of two minutes. But for Mrs. Mills's +over-earnest counsel it is likely Gertie might have kept her threat (or +promise) to back out at the last moment. On the Friday night, Mrs. +Mills mentioned that the Douglass people were probably only asking +Gertie in order to enjoy a laugh at her expense. The following +morning, to her aunt's astonishment and open dismay, Gertie took a +carefully-packed portmanteau along to the cloakroom at Paddington +Station. In the afternoon she found herself, for the first time in her +life, seated in a second-class carriage. + +"Afraid you've had rather a rush," said her cousin. + +"It isn't only that," she admitted, breathlessly. "I'm excited about +this visit." + +"Not more so than I am. All the same, I feel very much indebted to +you, Gertie, for coming with me. The letter was worded in a way that +meant I was to bring you, or not go at all. You see Mary--Miss +Loriner--is only a companion at Morden Place. She couldn't have asked +me on her own responsibility." + +The girl closed her eyes and snuggled back in the corner. If Henry +exhibited any special sign of affection, she would have to draw herself +up to her full height and say, "Mr. Douglass, you're evidently not +aware that you are speaking to an engaged lady." If he went so far as +to propose marriage, the situation would be still more dramatic. "Mr. +Douglass, you appear to have left it too late. I am already pledged to +another!" There were alternative remarks prepared, and she felt +certain that any one of them would be telling and effective. Clearly, +he wanted to see her; otherwise so much trouble would not have been +expended over the present visit; it was her business to make him see +that a London girl was not to be taken up and dropped, and taken up +again. + +"Manners," she said resolutely, opening her eyes, and addressing a +barge on the canal, "manners. That's what some people have got to be +taught!" + +The short train brought them slowly to the one platform of the station, +and before she realized it, Henry Douglass was holding both of her +hands, and looking down at her affectionately. He turned to give a +welcome to her cousin, and Gertie told herself there was no necessity, +for the present, to be dignified or reserved; that could come later. +Outside the station, Miss Loriner was talking to a horse that seemed +impatient to make its way in the direction of home; she and Clarence +took seats at the back of the dogcart with a light rug spread over +knees; they made no complaint of overcrowding. + +"Can you really drive?" inquired Gertie with anxiety. "You never used +to speak about it when Mr. Trew was talking." + +"Life," answered Henry Douglass, "is too short to allow one to brag +about everything. I do the best I can." They took the corner and went +at a good pace through the town. "By Jove," he went on, +enthusiastically, "you have no idea how I've missed you." + +The first of the selected reproofs would have come in here +appropriately, but a motor car was coming in the opposite direction +with, as it seemed to her, the definite intention of running into their +conveyance; she grabbed nervously at Henry's arm. When she looked +again the car had gone, leaving dust as a slight memento of the +encounter. + +"Don't take it away!" he begged. + +Here again either of the sentences might have been delivered; Gertie +decided it would be sufficient to refrain from acceding to his request. +Henry saluted with his whip folk who passed by, and told her who they +were; stopped at one shop to take a parcel of wools intended for his +mother. He had talked about Gertie to his mother, and she was anxious +to meet Miss Higham. + +"She'll be still more anxious to see me go away." + +"You wouldn't say that," he asserted, "if you knew her." + +"It's really Lady Douglass I'm afraid of. Look at that board, +'Trespassers will be prosecuted.' I feel it's meant for me." + +"Trespassers," he said, "as a matter of fact, cannot be prosecuted. +The board is all nonsense. Trespassers can only be prosecuted when +they do some sort of damage." + +She glanced around to watch a baby in the garden of a cottage; Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner were kissing. Gertie did not speak again until +they reached the iron gates. + +"I want to show you the tennis court," he said. "The man here can +drive your cousin and Miss Loriner up to the house." She hesitated as +he, stepping down, held out his hand. "My mother is waiting there!" + +They found the grey-haired old lady resting on a low white enamelled +seat, watching a game of singles between two stout men, who had the +distressed look of those who play for the sake of health and figure. +The ruddier of the two was pointed out as Mr. Jim Langham, brother to +Lady Douglass; the other, a barrister with leanings in the direction of +political work, and a present desire to be amiable towards everybody in +the neighbourhood who possessed a vote. + +"Now, you are to sit down here, Miss Higham," said the old lady, "and +talk to me. I may interrupt you, now and again, but you mustn't mind +that. One of the few privileges of age." + +"I don't know what to talk about." + +"Talk about yourself. I've heard about you from Henry, but I want to +verify the information. You work for your living, don't you? Well +now, that is interesting. I did the same before I was married. I +married rather well, and then, of course, there was no necessity for me +to go on with it." + +"When my dear mother says she wants you to talk to her," explained +Henry, "what she really means is that she wishes to talk to you. If +you don't mind, I'll go over and teach these men how to play tennis." + +Jim Langham came across directly that the game was finished, +interrupting the two as they were getting on good terms with each +other; on the way, he shouted an order to a gardener working near. He +was effusive over the introduction to Gertie, showing his perfect +teeth, and expressing the hope that she would not have to leave on +Monday. The gardener brought a tumbler on a tray, and a syphon. + +"At this time of the day?" said Mrs. Douglass, glancing at the contents +of the glass. + +"Good whisky," retorted Jim Langham, taking a small quantity of soda, +"makes one feel like another man altogether." + +"In that case," said the old lady, "by all means have the drink. My +dear," to Gertie, "give me my stick and we'll walk up to the house and +have tea." + +"I'll come with you," remarked Jim Langham. + +"You will stay where you are," ordered Mrs. Douglass. + +Gertie, at Great Titchfield Street, had invented a house, doubled it, +and multiplied it by ten; it came as a surprise to her to find that the +residence was a solid building of fair extent with a parapet wall of +stone in front, broad steps leading to the open doors. On the lawn tea +was being set out by a man-servant; he lighted the wick underneath a +silver kettle. Lady Douglass, in black, made an effective entrance +down the steps in the company of a dog that looked like a rat. + +"How perfectly charming of you to come and see us," she cried, +extending a limp hand. "We do so want some one to brighten us up. +Darling," to old Mrs. Douglass, "why didn't you tell them to send the +bath-chair for you?" + +"Myra," retorted the other, "I walk ten times as much as you do." + +"Pray take care of yourself, for my sake." + +"I hope to find some better incentive than that," said the old lady. + +Lady Douglass approached the task of pouring out tea with the hopeless +air of one who scarcely hoped to escape error, and when she had asked +for and obtained particulars concerning tastes, Clarence Mills came, +and his presence seemed to upset all the table plans; Mrs. Douglass +arrested her action as she started to pour tea into the sugar basin. +The arrival of Miss Loriner enabled her to resign the position. Going +across to sit beside Gertie, she gave a highly interesting account of +the way in which she had by sheer force of will conquered the cigarette +habit; at present she consumed but twenty a day, unless, of course, +special circumstances provided an excuse. + +"Not for me, thanks," said Gertie, shaking her head. "I can't smoke; +and if I could, I shouldn't." + +"Tell me!" begged Lady Douglass; "how is that eccentric old gentleman +we met at the Zoological Gardens?--Crew, or Brew, or some astonishing +name of the kind?" + +"I don't suppose," answered the girl defensively, "that you really want +to know how he is, but Mr. Trew is quite well, and he isn't in the +least eccentric, and he doesn't profess to be a gentleman." + +Henry touched her shoulder with a gesture of appeal; she gave an +impatient movement. + +"But how extremely interesting," cried Lady Douglass, with something +like rapture. "And do most of your friends work for a living?" + +"All of 'em. I don't care for loafers." + +"I myself have been up to my eyebrows in industry this week," said the +other, self-commiseratingly. "I sometimes wish charity could be +abolished altogether. It does entail such an enormous amount of hard +labour. One might as well be in Wormwood Scrubbs." + +She paused and looked at the girl intently. + +"By the bye, where is Wormwood Scrubbs? One often hears of it." + +"Over beyond Shepherd's Bush." + +"Have you ever been there?" + +"No," answered Gertie; "and I've never been to Portland, and I'm not +acquainted with Dartmoor, and I don't know much about Newgate. Why do +you ask?" + +"I am hugely interested in prison life," declared the other. + +"You mustn't be surprised," interposed Henry, addressing Gertie, "at +any new subject that my sister-in-law mentions. I haven't heard her +speak of this before; and it's only fair to her to say that when she +takes up anything fresh, she drops it long before it has the chance of +becoming stale. Another cup?" + +He went to the table. + +"A strange lad," said Lady Douglass musingly. "His heart is in the +right place, but sometimes I wonder whether it is the right kind of +heart. Do you mind dining at seven for once in your life. Miss +Higham? It's a ridiculous hour, I know, but we must be at the hall +sharp by eight. Miss Loriner will show you your room when you are +ready. I have a thousand and one things to do," she added exhaustedly. + +When Jim Langham joined the party and sat on the grass beside Miss +Higham's chair, the girl rose, and Miss Loriner conducted her into the +house; Henry regarded them with a cheerful smile as they left. The +doors gave entrance to a square hall, with a broad staircase going up +and turning suddenly to an open corridor that went around three sides. +Gertie looked about her astonishedly. + +"I've never been in a house like this before," she explained. + +They went up the highly-polished staircase, Gertie holding at the +banisters for safety. + +"So Mr. Henry explained to me; and because he was so very good as to +ask your cousin Clarence down, we have made a bargain between each +other. I am to look after you, if you don't mind, and see that you get +through all right." + +"In a general way," confessed Gertie Higham, "I can look after myself, +but just now it's likely I may be glad of a wrinkle or two." The other +nodded. + +"I have some on my forehead to spare, thanks to Lady Douglass. This is +your room"--throwing open a door--"and mine is here, next door. Come +along in, and let us have a talk." + +Miss Loriner had a good deal to say, mainly in describing her present +happiness. Clarence was a dear; Clarence was a clever dear, Clarence +had brought a joy into her life that had previously been absent. +Hitherto Miss Loriner, living in houses as a companion to some testy +and difficult woman, found herself only annoyed by the attentions of +men of the Jim Langham type; it was new and enchanting to be approached +courteously. Gertie, when the other stopped to regain breath, managed +to ask how Henry Douglass filled his time, and was surprised, and +partially hurt, to discover that he still went up to Old Quebec Street +on five days of the week. + +"He might have called at the shop," she argued. + +Miss Loriner, for the defence, commended him for his industry. Henry +would, later, have to face the alternative of either giving up his +office in London, or relinquishing duties in the country, but at +present he was engaged in a double task; and if Gertie appreciated how +difficult it proved to deal with Lady Douglass, she would not utter a +word of blame in regard to Henry. One of Lady Douglass's inconvenient +tricks was to shift responsibility. As a case in point, take the +entertainment to which they were going that evening. Lady Douglass, +having promised to organize it, had done not a single thing in the way +of-- + +"Is the place on fire?" asked Gertie, startled. + +"That's the first warning for dinner. You have twenty minutes to +dress. Be sure to let me know if there is anything you want." + +Gertie left, to return immediately with a concerned expression and the +announcement that her portmanteau had been robbed of every blessed +thing it contained. Miss Loriner accompanied her to make +investigations, and, switching on the electric light, pointed out that +the maid had unpacked the bag--the articles were on the dressing-table, +and hanging up in the wardrobe. Gertie had only to ring, and the maid +would come at once to help her to dress. Gertie said she had done this +without assistance since the age of three. + +Apologies were made later for the brevity of the evening meal, but it +seemed to her a dinner that could only be eaten by folk who had starved +for weeks. Her cousin sat opposite, and she watched his methods as +each course arrived; envied the composure with which Clarence dealt +with such trying dishes as _vol au vent_ and artichokes. Her serviette +was of a larkish disposition, declining to remain on her lap, and +distress increased each time that Henry recovered it; generally, at +these moments of confusion, Lady Douglass took the opportunity to send +down some perplexing inquiry, and the girl felt grateful to Henry for +replying on her behalf. Henry, it appeared, was to contribute to the +programme at the hall, but he declined to give particulars; the +disaster would, he said, be serious enough when it came. Jim Langham +excused himself after dinner from joining the party on the grounds that +he had to play billiards with the groom; and this reminded him of one +of the groom's stories which (taking her aside) he thought Miss Higham +as a Londoner would relish. The anecdote was but half told when Miss +Higham turned abruptly. + +"That's the right way," said old Mrs. Douglass to her approvingly. + +At the door of the town hall carriages and motor cars were setting folk +down, and Gertie, who had hoped the new blouse would enable her to +smile at country costumes, felt depressed by their magnificence. In +the front row Lady Douglass stood up, nodded, gave brief ingratiating +smiles, and told people how remarkably well they were looking. Gertie, +comforted by the near presence of her cousin, glanced over her +shoulder, and wished she were with the shilling folk. + +"Care to see the programme, Gertie?" + +"I'll do the same as I do at a music hall," she said, "and take it as +it comes. How did you think I managed at dinner, Clarence?" + +"Capitally!" + +"I had a knife and two forks left at the end," she said regretfully. + +"A recitation," Clarence read from his programme. "Our friend ought to +be here." + +"Who do you mean?" + +"Bulpert. You remember Bulpert, don't you?" + +"I'd nearly forgotten him," she admitted. + +There was an interval after men had sung and ladies had played, and a +nervous youth had given imitations of popular actors who, it seemed, +possessed the same tone of voice, and practised identical gestures. +The curtain went up on an outdoor scene. A lady was reclining in a +hammock. + +"Why, it's Miss Loriner," whispered Gertie. + +A man in tweeds came on backwards and collided with the hammock. + +"Who's this supposed to be, Clarence?" + +"Young Douglass. Made up with a beard." + +An apology was made for the accident, and with the rapidity that the +drama exacts in matters of the heart, the bearded gentleman was in less +than fifteen minutes deeply in love with the lady of the hammock. "And +if I promise to worship you all my life, will you then give me my +heart's desire?" The lady, with a dexterous movement, came out of her +resting-place. "You must first make a name in the world, and, hand +upon heart, show yourself worthy of a woman's love!" + +"What's the matter, Gertie?" asked Clarence Mills. + +"I've made a--made a fearful muddle of nearly everything." + +"Buck up!" urged Clarence. "Don't let people see you giving way." + +The bearded man was leaving when the lady bethought herself to inquire +his name; he proved to be none other than Mr. Francis Mainright, the +well-known African explorer; and after a few more words the curtain +came down on an affianced couple, with applause from all parts of the +hall. + +"Easy enough," said Gertie, in ceasing to clap hands, "for troubles to +be put right on the stage. It's a bit harder in real life." + +Lady Douglass accepted congratulations upon the success of her +entertainment, and turned at the end, before leaving the hall, to +request Gertie's attention for a moment. She was extremely anxious +that her dear young brother-in-law should not commit an error that +might last a lifetime. Apparently there was some one up in town who +had managed to engage his affections: Lady Douglass did not know her; +Miss Higham, of course, had not her acquaintance. The young woman, she +believed, occupied an inferior position in life, and Lady Douglass +would dearly like to have the opportunity of pointing out that +supposing the two married, all the stories of ill-bred wives would be +fastened upon Mrs. Henry Douglass. Every night, in every +billiard-room, in every smoking-room in Berkshire, amusing stories, not +always true, would be told of her mistakes; dull folk might find +themselves reckoned as humorists by inventing anecdotes about her, and +the general gaiety would find itself increased. Furthermore, there was +this to be said. Supposing-- + +"Are you ready, dear girl?" asked Henry. He came down the steps from +the platform, addressing his inquiry to Gertie. + +"Quite!" answered Lady Douglass. "We were just chatting about your +performance. Miss Higham seems to think you should have had more +rehearsals. Doesn't exactly say so, but that is evidently what she +means." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +There came a pleasant luxury in waking in a large room, with a maid +pulling up the blinds, and reporting that the day promised to be grand. +The maid could be looked upon as a friend, in that she knew the best and +the worst concerning Miss Higham's clothes, and inquiries were put to her +concerning breakfast; the answer came that this meal was ready at +half-past eight; you went down at any time you pleased between this and +ten o'clock. Mr. Henry breakfasted early; her ladyship and Mr. Langham +were always the last. A start had to be made for church at twenty past +ten. The maid asked whether Miss Higham would like the bathroom now, and +Miss Higham, not quite certain whether it was good form to say "Yes" or +"No," replied in the affirmative. As they went along the corridor, +Gertie heard Henry Douglass singing in the hall below. The most +astonishing detail in this wonderful house proved to be the size of the +sponge. + +She determined to hurry over her dressing and get downstairs quickly in +order to talk privately with him, and consequent on this resolve, found +herself, later, knocking at Miss Loriner's room and inquiring whether +that young woman was ready to accompany her. After all, there would be +time to make the announcement during the day. + +"Have you slept well?" + +"Like a top," declared Gertie. "For all the world as though I'd nothing +on my mind." + +"I don't suppose you have many serious murders to brood about." + +"Not exactly murders," she replied. "Plenty of blunders." + +Henry rose from the table as she entered; he dropped his open arms on +seeing that she was not alone. Miss Loriner poured out coffee, and +Henry, at the sideboard, recited the dishes that were being kept warm +there. "Sausages," decided Gertie, "because it's Sunday morning!" She +smiled, out of sheer content at being thus waited upon, and gave them a +description of Praed Street, where the meal was continually interrupted +by purchasers of journals, buyers of half-ounces of shag. She remarked +that it would have been possible here to take breakfast out of doors, and +Henry rang and gave instructions to Rutley, the butler, and the next +moment, as it seemed, they were at table on the lawn, with sparrows +pecking at stray crumbs. Henry, asking permission to smoke, lighted a +pipe. + +"I've only seen you with cigarettes before," she remarked. "Doesn't the +tobacco smell good in the morning air! Do you know what I miss most of +all? Sound of cabs going along to Paddington Station. I shouldn't care +for the country, you know, not for always." She rattled on, jumping, as +was her custom when happy, from one subject to another. + +"It's miraculous to hear you talking again," he declared. "Last night we +could scarcely get a word out of you." + +"Tell me if I babble too much." + +"You dear little woman!" he cried protestingly. + +Clarence Mills came down, and Miss Loriner was relieved of the difficult +task of keeping her eyes averted. Clarence, on the plea that he had some +writing to do, wondered whether he might be excused from church, and +Henry recommended the billiard-room as a quiet place for work; there was +a writing-table at the end, and no one would interfere. Miss Loriner, +when Clarence had finished his meal, offered to conduct him to the +apartment; it was, it seemed, over the stables at the back of the house, +and not easy for a stranger to find; moreover, Miss Loriner felt anxious +to see how writing people started their work. Thus Henry Douglass and +Gertie Higham would have been left alone, but that Jim Langham, +exercising his gift of interference, appeared, rather puffed about the +eyes, and one or two indications hinting that the task of shaving had not +been without accident. Jim Langham's temper in the early hours seemed to +be imperfect; he made only a pretence of eating, crumbling toast and +chipping the top of an egg; he admitted he never felt thoroughly in form +until after lunch. When Henry suggested that Gertie would like to see +the grounds, Jim Langham followed them, pointing out the rose walk, and +the summer-house (that was like a large beehive) with an air of +proprietorship which Henry did not assume. Henry made an inquiry. + +"I'm really chapel, if I'm anything," she answered; "but I shall like to +go. Especially if you're to be there. It'll be the first time we've +ever been in a place of worship together." + +"We shall go together again," he said, "some day." She shook her head +quickly. + +Lady Douglass had breakfasted in her room, and came when they were ready +and waiting; she complained severely that she seemed to be always the +first when any expedition was in train. They walked around the carriage +drive and across fields; at the porch, Lady Douglass offered to Gertie +the hospitable inquiry in regard to the night's rest that Miss Loriner +had made, and went on without waiting for a reply. + +Gertie found herself wishing the service would continue for ever. It was +soothing, beautiful, appropriate. "Forgiving us those things whereof our +conscience is afraid, and giving us those good things which we are not +worthy to ask," said the first collect of the day. "Grant that this day +we fall into no sin, neither run into any kind of danger," said the third +collect. "Fulfil now," said the prayer, "the desires and petitions of +Thy servants, as may be most expedient for them." Announced the nervous +young curate from the pulpit, "The eighth chapter of John, the +thirty-second verse. 'The truth shall make you free.'" The curate had +an artificial voice, and he glanced anxiously at Lady Douglass's aspect +of jaded resignation; but it soon became evident he had something to say; +Gertie, listening attentively, wondered whether he might, in some +remarkable manner, have become acquainted with the particulars of her own +case. Truth, he contended, was indispensable to the wise and comfortable +conduct of life. Truth could only run on the main line; any deviation +led to serious disaster. Truth might, at times, hurt others at the +moment, but, in the end, it did nothing but good. Gertie felt impressed, +and the effect of the address upon her was not decreased when, outside +the church, and in accepting Lady Douglass's invitation to lunch, the +young curate mentioned that he well remembered the great pleasure of +meeting Miss Higham at a garden party, given up in town by the Bishop of +London. + +Folk had been asked for three o'clock to play tennis, and in walking +across the lawn to look for them, Henry found the first opportunity of +speaking to her alone. + +"Tell me, dear girl," he said urgently, "why did you take no notice of my +letters?" + +"I never received any." + +"Are you sure? I don't mean that," he went on hurriedly. "Only, I wrote +to you three times, and no answer came." + +"They must have been wrongly addressed. What number did you put on the +envelopes?" + +"But I also called, and saw your aunt." + +"I didn't know that," admitted Gertie. + +"Looks as though she stopped your notes. I'm sorry if that's the case." + +"It worried me frightfully at the time," he said; "but it doesn't matter +now." + +"I rather fancy it does matter now." The tennis players came in sight, +waving a salutation with their rackets. + +Henry's mother apologized for a late appearance; no longer young, no +longer indeed middle-aged, she found it necessary to save up strength, to +use it economically. Gertie listened, content to be free from the +presence of Lady Douglass, and genuinely interested in the other's +conversation. Mark, the eldest son, she explained, arrived within a year +after her marriage; then came two baby girls who went back to Heaven; +then, after a long interval-- + +"It was because I had given away the rocking-horse," she declared. + +--Then Henry. Mark was a good lad, but Henry had always been a dear lad. +Poor Mark made the one great mistake of his life when he selected a wife, +and Mrs. Douglass hoped the girl would understand why she felt anxious +that Henry should not commit a similar error. + +"I don't care whom he marries," declared the old lady resolutely, +"providing he loves her, that she loves him, and that she is a good girl." + +"That sort ought not to be hard to find." + +"They are less plentiful," said the other, "than some people imagine. +Now I want you to tell me something, my dear." + +The girl was preparing to use caution when Jim Langham strolled up; his +expectations of increased cheerfulness appeared to be realized, and his +manner was almost rollicking. He suggested that Gertie should walk +around with him; and the girl, to evade the threatened cross-examination, +nodded an acceptance. + +"You don't go in for many games, I suppose?" + +"Wish I did," replied Gertie. "I shouldn't feel quite so much out of it." + +"Henry will expect you to play him at billiards this evening. If you +care to come across now," he offered, "I shall be delighted to give you +some idea how to start." + +As they turned to go along the path that led to the back of the house, +Gertie glanced over her shoulder. Henry, watching their departure, +missed an easy serve, and endured the reproaches of his partner. + +"Rutley, I want the key of the billiard-room. Rutley, get it at once." + +"I think I know where it was put last," said the butler. + +They went up the steps, and waited until Rutley came. Jim Langham called +him a slow-coach, a tortoise, a stick-in-the-mud, and a few other names. +Rutley, unmoved, inquired whether his services were wanted as marker. +Mr. Langham retorted that the butler might take it that whenever his help +was required, definite instructions would be given. + +The long room being well lighted by windows on both sides, the assistance +of green shaded lamps that hung dependent above the table was not +required. At the end, a raised platform with table and corner couches; +on the mantelpiece rested a box of cigars, a silver case containing +cigarettes and matches. A dozen cues stood upright in a military +position on a stand. Jim Langham placed the red ball in its position, +and Gertie took spot white. In showing her how to hold the cue, he +touched her hand, and looked quickly to see if she resented this. + +"You are going to make a very fine player," he declared presently. "All +you need is practice." + +Because of the pronounced scent of spirits, she drew away when he came +too near; Jim Langham instantly became more deferential. By the luck +that often comes to beginners, Gertie presently made five, potting the +red and effecting a cannon; she beamed with the delight of success. Spot +white was left in the centre of the table, and Langham, obtaining the +long rest, explained the manner of using it. In doing so, he placed his +hand upon her neck; the next moment he was on his knees conducting an +active search under the table. Gertie, flushed with annoyance, went +towards the door. Before she reached it, a knock came; the door was +rattled impatiently. + +"Open it from your side," ordered the high-pitched voice of Lady Douglass. + +"The key is not here," answered Gertie. + +"It must be there. Why is the door locked?" + +"How should I know?" retorted the girl sharply. "You don't suppose I +locked it, do you?" She heard Lady Douglass call for the useful Rutley; +and when the butler came, there was a consultation outside. The door +creaked, the lock gave way; Rutley, falling in with the door, just +escaped collision with the perturbed girl. He was told to go. + +"What does this mean?" demanded Lady Douglass. "Why are you in the +billiard-room alone, Miss Higham?" + +"I'm not alone. Your brother is here." + +"That scarcely improves the look of affairs.--Jim, where are you?" + +The gentleman, half emerging, made a mumbled, indistinct request for +matches. Gertie, walking to the end of the room, found a box. + +"There's your set of teeth," she pointed out, "just by the corner leg. +It half frightened me when I saw I'd knocked the whole lot out." + +"This is a serious matter," said Lady Douglass judicially. "The great +thing will be to keep it from the knowledge of Henry." + +"I'm not ashamed of my part in it!" She turned indignantly upon the +red-faced man; his mouth was again furnished with the productions of the +dentist, but he scowled in an alarming way. "What did you mean by it? +Was this a dodge of yours, or of hers?" + +"I simply, and by the merest chance," he complained to his sister, +"happened to touch her near the shoulder, and you saw for yourself how +she treated me. I shall go off and get a drink, and leave you both to +clear it up as best you can. Serves her right!" He repeated this remark +several times, with additions, as he stamped out of the room. + +"My brother," said Lady Douglass, "is peculiar in his manners." + +"I haven't met his sort before." + +"But I wonder you did not know better than to trust yourself with him. +Fortunately, you can rely upon me to say nothing about the affair. It +would have been very unlucky if someone else had happened to come to the +door." + +"I don't particularly like being under any sort of obligation to you." + +"We won't say anything more about it," ordered the other. "I have an +enormous objection to a scandal." + +"You're not alone in that respect," she retorted. + +"And we will of course avoid all references to Wormwood Scrubbs." + +"I don't know what you mean by that!" + +The tennis folk, after they had replayed their games over the tea-table, +left; Gertie was quiet, and her cousin inquired anxiously whether +anything had occurred. Clarence urged her to keep up courage, declaring +she had managed admirably up to the present. + +"I feel as though there's thunder in the air," she said. + +"There isn't," he assured her; "not a trace of it. It's a beautiful day. +And," with enthusiasm, "Mary tells me she doesn't mind waiting until I +make three hundred a year." + +"Lucky boy!" she remarked absently. + +They were still out on the lawn, and Henry had made a suggestion that +they should all play golf-croquet when Rutley came to clear the table. +Lady Douglass gave an instruction aside. "Very well, my lady," said +Rutley; "it shall be seen to first thing in the morning. If we could +only find the key I'd manage it myself." Henry asked whether anything +was missing; his sister-in-law replied that it was nothing of +importance--nothing that he need trouble about. Henry had quite enough +to occupy his mind, and he must please allow her to take charge of some +of the domestic anxieties. + +"Rather unusual," said old Mrs. Douglass, "to find you so considerate." + +"I get very little credit," sighed Lady Douglass. + +As they waited on the croquet lawn to take their turn, Henry remarked to +Gertie that no opportunity had yet been found for their long talk; +looking down at her affectionately, he added that perhaps she could guess +all that was in his mind. It had been perfectly splendid, he went on in +his boyish way, simply magnificent, to be near to her for so long a +period of time; they would have many week-ends similar to this. His +mother had spoken approvingly of Gertie, and nothing else mattered. The +girl kept her eyes on her mallet; she could not bring herself to the +point of arresting his speech. + +"We are waiting for yellow," said Lady Douglass resignedly. + +Miss Loriner and Clarence seemed to lose interest in the game as it +proceeded; later, they were missing when their colours were called. Lady +Douglass, throwing down her mallet, delivered a brief oration. If people +intended to play golf-croquet, they should play golf-croquet; if, on the +other hand, they did not propose to play golf-croquet, they should say, +frankly and openly, that they did not propose to play golf-croquet. +Deploring the lack of candour and straight-forwardness, she pronounced +the game at an end. + +"Where are you going, Henry?" He answered promptly. "Come back! I +don't want you to go to the billiard-room. You dare not ask me why; you +must just comply with this one wish of mine." + +"Have you any reasons?" + +"The best of reasons." She exhibited a considerable amount of agitation; +her head went from side to side. "Do please obey me. If you do not, you +will regret it to the last hour of your life." + +He stared at her curiously. + +"I rather fancy," interposed Gertie, breaking the pause, "that I'm the +best one to explain." She was standing beside old Mrs. Douglass, and as +she spoke she gripped at the back of the wicker chair. "I don't like +this mystery where I am concerned. Lady Douglass came to the door of the +billiard-room whilst Mr. Langham and me--Mr. Langham and I were there. +The door was locked. She had it burst open." + +Henry held out his hand appealingly. "That can't be all," he urged. + +"It's all that matters." + +"Where is Jim?" he demanded of Lady Douglass. + +"I am not my brother's keeper, but I believe he has gone down into the +village." + +"There's something more I've got to say," Gertie went on. Her voice +trembled; she made an effort to control it. "It's kind of you to ask me +down here, but I wish you had invited Clarence alone. He knows how to +behave in company like this; I don't. I'm not in it. It was foolish of +me to come. It's like anybody trying to go Nap without a single picture +card in their hand. And I want to tell you something more--I'm engaged! +Engaged to a youngish man in my own station of life." + +"No, no!" he cried. + +"My dear," said old Mrs. Douglass, looking up concernedly, "surely you're +not in earnest!" + +"I think," remarked Lady Douglass impartially, "that she is acting with +great wisdom." + +"I was wishing to-day," the girl went on, raising her voice, "that I +hadn't got myself engaged. It happened because of a misunderstanding, +and I did it on the impulse of the moment; all the same, it can't be +helped. And I was pretty jolly before I met Henry, and--I don't know--I +may be pretty jolly again. If I go right out of his life now--why, I +shall only think, I shall only remember--" + +Old Mrs. Douglass turned in her chair and patted the girl's hand. + +"I shall only remember how happy I was all the time after I was lucky +enough to meet him. It's over and done with now, and I'm going back +home, where I can be trusted. I must be trusted. Here, you don't quite +believe me." She bent down to old Mrs. Douglass. "Not even you. I'm a +foreigner at this place; a foreigner, trying to learn your habits and +customs, and trying to forget my own. Perhaps, one day, you'll see that +although I wasn't very refined, and not too well brought up," she raised +her face, and her chin went out, "all the same, I did know how to keep +myself straight." + +Young Mills came across the croquet lawn. + +"Want you for a moment, Clarence," she said. + + +Henry Douglass, descending the staircase slowly and thoughtfully at eight +o'clock, asked Rutley whether Miss Higham was in the drawing-room. +Rutley answered that the young lady and Mr. Mills had gone. Walked to +Cholsey to catch the evening train to town. One of the under-gardeners +carried their luggage. + +"Quite thought you knew, sir," mentioned Rutley. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Frederick Bulpert, having obtained two professional engagements at +seven shillings and sixpence each, resigned his situation in the Post +Office, and this left him free to call at Praed Street whenever he +cared to do so. Mrs. Mills described him as a hearty eater, but she +made much of him, apparently out of gratitude. Gertie had spoken to +her about Henry's letters-- + +"She looked rather white," said Mrs. Mills to Mr. Trew confidentially; +"but I must admit she kept her temper wonderfully well, considering!" + +--And the girl took charge of the intercepted envelopes with their +contents. Her aunt declared, with emphasis, that all along she had +acted for the best. Gertie remarked that people said this whenever +they had done their worst: this was the only reproach given, and Mr. +Trew, as a candid friend, assured Mrs. Mills she had been let off very +lightly. Mr. Trew had anxieties of his own. The new motor omnibuses +still broke down occasionally, and he was able, in passing, to make +offers for the conveyances at an extremely low figure; but many of them +ran without accident, and ran speedily, and he was losing customers +hitherto considered faithful and regular. Summing up, he came to the +conclusion that the world was becoming a jolly sight too clever; the +only comfort he found was that it could not possibly exist much longer. +Regaining cheerfulness, he mentioned that if Mrs. Mills happened to +hear of an American heiress who wanted a good-looking English husband +with a special and particular knowledge of horses, well acquainted with +London, and fond of the sea, why, it would be kind of her to drop him a +postcard, giving the name and address. + +"When you've finished talking nonsense," she said, "perhaps you'll +kindly tell me how I'm to manage in order to get these two young people +married. She'll be happy enough, once she settles down; but, +meanwhile, I don't like seeing her so quiet and thoughtful." + +"I have never denied," he remarked, "that you are the prize packet of +your sex, and in many respects you've got almost the intelligence of a +man. But in a matter of this kind--remember, she's as pretty as they +make 'em--you're a born muddler. Leave it to me, and I'll do the best +I can for you." + +Wherefore, Mr. Trew made appointments with Bulpert and held secret +discussions with him, sheltering his words with a broad, big hand, +enjoying greatly the sense of management, and, even more, the +atmosphere of conspiracy. Bulpert, on his side, began to realize his +importance, and treated Praed Street with a condescension that was +meant to represent a correct and proper pride. One evening, seated at +the counter there, and waiting for the return of Gertie, he gave a +formal warning to the effect that any cigar presented to him was, in +future, to be taken from the threepenny box. + +At Great Titchfield Street, Gertie tried to divert her mind from +personal anxieties by throwing energy into work, with more than common +resolution. A large commission arrived from a ruler of an Eastern +nation, who considered a new and elaborately ornamental sash would +revive a feeling of loyalty in his army and patriotism in his country. +The girls were not permitted except on strictly limited occasions to +work after nine o'clock in the evening, and extra assistants had to be +engaged; the men upstairs who made the leather foundations were watched +and encouraged; Madame begged Gertie to recommend them to keep off the +drink, adding that they would take more notice of this advice if it +came from Miss Higham and not from Madame herself. All the looms were +at their noisy spider work; reels of gold thread were ordered in +twenties; the bobbins began to dance around the maypole, +sewing-machines sang lustily; the telephone only ceased ringing to +deliver messages. Miss Rabbit became hysterical, vehement, cross; +Gertie's intervention became necessary to prevent a strike amongst the +pinafored young women. + +"We can be led, Miss Higham," they announced determinedly, "but we +won't be drove. You tell her to keep a civil tongue in her head, and +all will go well. We're not going to be treated as though we was +Russians." + +The rush of work had, for consequence, a distinct advantage to Gertie, +apart from useful occupation of the mind. She stayed late to finish +books which could not be entered up in the day, and this meant that, on +returning home, the good news was frequently communicated that Mr. +Bulpert had gone; there was also the comfortable fact that she felt +sufficiently tired to go straight to bed. Bunny, at Great Titchfield +Street, on the occasions when she herself had to depart and leave +Madame and Miss Higham together, was a picture of woeful apprehension; +if she managed to gain the private ear of the girl, she reminded her +that no good ever yet came to one who failed to keep a solemn promise. + +"Don't you worry," answered Gertie. "I'm not a parrot." + +"I shan't feel happy about you," said the forewoman solicitously, +"until I hear you've got another berth. The smash-up will come as a +surprise to the others, but I don't care a snap of the fingers about +them or about myself. It's you I'm thinking about!" + +Madame one night, at the sloping desk, referred vaguely to a wish that, +as she hastened to add, could never in any circumstances be gratified. +Urged by Gertie, on the other side, to put the desire into words, +Madame took off spectacles which she wore only when the rest of the +staff had gone, and said wistfully that if she could but get a +paragraph into the newspapers containing the name of the firm, she +thought it would be possible to die happy. Having ascertained this did +not mean that suicide would follow, Gertie sent a note to Clarence +Mills, absent since the evening of the impulsive departure from Ewelme. +No answer came, and Gertie was assuming that her cousin intended, in +this way, to prove he was not on terms of peace with her, when one of +the loom workers brought in, after lunch hour, an evening journal, +obtained by him because he required advice regarding the investment of +small sums on the prospects of racehorses. + +"Here's a bit about us, miss," he said exultantly, with thumb against +the paragraph. "Here we are. Large as life, and twice as natural!" + +The paragraph was found in other newspapers, and indeed it went about +Great Britain later and found its way to the Colonies. "An Oriental +Omen" it was headed, and Madame's only regret appeared to be that it +could not be held to be distinguished by the quality of absolute truth. +But there it stood in print, and there was the name of Hilbert and Co., +the old established firm, making a speciality of manufacturing military +accoutrements, dating from the glorious year of Waterloo, and Madame's +delight proved beyond the powers of expression; her gratitude to Miss +Higham was conveyed by a kiss. One competing firm, it was discovered, +wrote a sarcastic letter to the papers that must have taken hours to +compose, throwing doubts on the accuracy of the report and inquiring +whether it was a fact that Wellington's achievement followed the +Franco-Prussian War, and this might have been inserted but for the +suggestion of self-advertisement made with something less than the +dexterity that belonged to Clarence's pen. + +"I tell you what, Miss Higham," said Madame definitely. "You must come +to supper at my house the very next Sunday evening that ever is. Your +aunt won't mind for once. I'll write down the address. My proper name +is Jacks. Yes, dear, I'm married, to tell you the truth, only I don't +want it talked about here." + +Frederick Bulpert, when he arrived on the Sunday evening, entered a +warm protest against what he described as this eternal gadding about. +On ascertaining the destination, he admitted circumstances altered +cases; where business was concerned, private interests had to give way. +He explained that some of his present irritation was due to the fact +that, at a Bohemian concert the previous evening, an elderly gentleman +had been pointed out to him as the representative of an important +Sunday newspaper; the comic singer who gave the information, +encountered a few minutes since in Marylebone Road, confessed that it +was one of his jokes. "And all the drinks I stood," complained +Bulpert, "and all the amiable remarks I made, absolutely wasted!" +Gertie, apparelled in her finest and best, went at the hour of seven, +after Bulpert and her aunt had quarrelled regarding the best and +speediest mode of transit, to make her way to King's Road, Chelsea. +There, in a turning she twice walked by without noticing, she found a +house with several brass knobs at the side of the door. A maid +answered her ring. + +"Sounds as though they're in the studio," remarked the maid, with a +wink. "What name?" + +The servant opened the door and gave the announcement, but in the +tumult it was not heard. Madame's husband was informing Madame in a +loud voice that the most unfortunate day in his life was the occasion +when he allowed her to drag him into a registrar's office. Gertie went +back a few steps, and the maid repeated the name. + +"You dear!" cried Madame, coming forward pleasantly. "This is my +husband. You know him by name, I expect." She whispered, "The +celebrated river painter. Most successful. And such a worker. Never +idle for a moment." + +"How d'ye do?" said Mr. Jacks, coming forward casually. "Sorry I'm +just going out. What's the night like?" + +Madame switched on the electric light, and Gertie could see that the +room suggested a large cucumber frame with a sloping glass roof and +windows at the far end. On a raised square platform in a corner stood +a draped lay figure, not, apparently, quite sober. + +"Well," said Madame's husband, after glancing again at the visitor, "if +it's fine, I don't know that there's any special necessity for me to +go. What do you say, darling?" This to his wife. + +"Please yourself, Digby, my sweet. If you think you can put up with +our company, I am sure Miss Higham and myself will be delighted if you +can stay. Mr. Jacks," she explained to Gertie, "is naturally attracted +to his club, not only because he finds there all the latest news +concerning his profession, but because it gives him an opportunity of +coming into contact with other bright, vivacious spirits." She took +Gertie's coat and hat. "Perhaps we can get him to tell us some of his +best stories presently." + +Her husband smoothed his hair at the mirror with both hands, and gave +style and uniformity to the two halves of his moustache. This done, he +turned and asked the girl whether she did not consider Whistler an +overrated artist. Just because he happened to be dead, people raved +about him. Would not allow any one else to produce impressions of the +Thames round about Chelsea. Mr. Jacks said, rather bitterly, that when +he too was no more, folk would doubtless be going mad about him, and +Jubilee Place might become impassable owing to the crowd of dealers +waiting their turn there. + +"And what good do you imagine that will do to me?" he demanded. "Eh, +what? No use you saying that I ought to be content with the praise of +posterity." + +"I didn't say so. How many hours do you work a day?" + +"I can't work unless the fit takes me," argued Madame's husband weakly. + +"Are you subject to them? Fits, I mean?" + +Madame, assisting the maid in setting the table, took up the case for +the defence, and pointed out to Miss Higham that one profession +differed from another. In the case of painting, for instance, you +could not expect to be ruled by office hours; you had to wait until +inspiration came, and then the light was, perhaps, not exactly what you +required. Besides, friends might drop in at that moment for a smoke +and a chat. + +"Sounds like an easy life," remarked Gertie. + +"You forget the wear and tear of the brain," said Madame. + +"But we get that in our business." + +"Hush!" whispered the other. "He doesn't like hearing that referred +to." + +Conversation during the meal was restricted to the subject of the +production of pictures and their subsequent disposal; Madame showed +great deference to the arguments of her husband, occasionally +interposing a mild suggestion which he had no difficulty in knocking +down. At moments of excited contention Madame's husband became +inarticulate, and had to fall back upon the gestures of the studio, +that conveyed nothing to the visitor. + +"How much do you make a year?" she asked, when an opportunity came. He +paused in his task of opening another bottle of stout, and regarded her +with something of surprise. + +"My good girl," he replied, "I don't estimate my results by pounds, +shillings, and pence." + +"Do you earn a hundred in twelve months?" + +"Wish I did," confessed Madame's husband. "In that case, I shouldn't +have to be beholden to other people." + +"How would you manage if you weren't married?" + +He looked at the mantelpiece, and inquired of his wife if the clock was +indicating the correct time. Receiving the answer, Madame's husband +became alarmed, declaring it a fortunate thing that he had remembered a +highly important appointment. It represented, he said, the chance of a +lifetime, and to miss it would be nothing short of madness; he bade +Miss Higham good evening in a curt way, and Madame accompanied him to +the front door. There they had a spirited discussion. Madame +considered an allowance of half a crown would be ample; he said, in +going, that his wife was a mean, miserable cat. + +"I'm afraid, my dear, you shunted him off," remarked Madame, coming +back to the studio. "You don't seem to know how to manage men, do you?" + +"Had my suspicions of that before now." + +"Of course, they're very trying but"--helplessly--"I don't know. +Sometimes I wish I'd kept single, and then again at other times, when +I've had a hard day of it, I feel glad I'm not coming home to empty +rooms. Taking the rough with the smooth, I suppose most women think +that any husband is better than no husband at all." + +"Rather than get hold of one who didn't earn his living," declared +Gertie with vehemence, "I'd keep single all my life." + +"He did nearly sell a picture," argued the other, "once!" + +They took easy-chairs, and Madame found a box of chocolates. Mr. +Jacks, it appeared, was not Madame's first love. Mr. Jacks's +predecessor had been ordered out years ago to take part in a war that +improved the receipts entered up in Hilbert's books; on the debit side, +the loss of a good sweetheart had to be placed. Madame dried her eyes, +and in less than half a minute the two were on the subject which +absorbed their principal interests. Price of gold thread, difficulty +with one of the home workers, questions of aiguillettes, sword belts, +sashes, grenades; hopes that the King would shortly issue a new order +concerning officers' uniforms. Madame said that, nowadays, profits +were cut very close; she could remember, in her father's time, when, if +there was not a balance at the end of the year of over a thousand +pounds, serious anxiety ensued. Madame brought out a large album to +show pictures of gorgeous apparel that belonged to days before thrift +became a hobby. + +"Seems to me," she said, without leading up to the remark, "that Miss +Rabbit is the weak link in our chain." Gertie did not make any +comment. "I'm going to tell you something. I want to give her other +work to do, and get you to take her place. It will amount to an extra +ten shillings a week, Miss Higham." + +"Do you really mean it?" + +"It's why I asked you to come here this evening. You see, you have +improved so much this summer. Improved in style, speech, everything!" + +"There's a reason for that!" + +Gertie Higham walked up and down the studio with excitement in her +eyes. She wanted to ask Madame how long the firm was likely to endure, +but to do this might lead to the betrayal of confidence; meanwhile she +fired inquiries, and Madame, eager to gain her approval of the +suggestion, answered each one promptly. Bunny was not to be reduced in +wages; only in position. One of the new duties would be to run about +and see people; Madame's nerves were not quite all they used to be, and +the hurried traffic of the street frightened her. Next to Madame, +Gertie would be considered, so to speak, as head cook and +bottle-washer. Gertie, collecting all this information, wondered how +it would be possible to let Henry Douglass know that she was making +important progress. Possibly it could be managed through Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner; she might meet him in London, at some +unexpected moment. + +"Do you object, Madame," she asked, "if I run off now, and tell aunt +about it?" + +"You accept the offer?" + +"Like a shot!" answered Gertie. + +"You dear!" cried Madame. + +Frederick Bulpert was on the point of leaving when she reached Praed +Street; he came back into the shop parlour to hear the news. Her aunt +kissed her, and said Gertie was a good, clever girl; Bulpert declared +the promotion well earned. + +"This is distinctly frankincense and myrrh," he acknowledged. "I feel +proud of you, and I don't care who hears me say so. Let me see; your +birthday's next week, isn't it? How about arranging something in the +nature of a conversazione, or what not?" + +"I hope," said Mrs. Mills, escorting him through the shop, "that, later +on, you'll do your best to make her happy." + +"But it's her," protested Bulpert, "it's her that's got to make me +happy." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Clarence Mills, invited to be present at the birthday evening, wrote in +frolicsome terms, from which the young hostess judged that with him the +progress of love was satisfactory. "My dear young relation, near +Paddington Station, of course I will come to your show. If forced to +leave early, you won't think me surly; I have to meet some one you +know!" To this Gertie sent a card begging Miss Loriner to include +herself in the invitation, and that young woman forwarded a telegram +from Ewelme with the word "Delighted." + +"Now"--to herself hopefully--"now I shall hear some news about him!" + +Gertie decided the evening should differ from evenings which had +preceded it, in that the entire expense was to be borne by herself; and +Mrs. Mills therefore only offered a feeble objection when the girl +arranged that the front room upstairs was to be turned out, rout seats +hired, and a few articles of furniture, including the piano-forte +(which, at one perilous moment, threatened to remain for the rest of +its life at the turn of the staircase), transferred from the shop +parlour. Bulpert announced his intention of taking charge of the +musical and dramatic part of the entertainment. Bulpert no longer +considered himself a visitor at Praed Street, and on one occasion he +entered a stern protest when he found Mr. Trew's hat there, resting +upon the peg which he considered his own. Twice he had suggested that +Gertie should lend him half a sovereign, reducing the amount, by +stages, to eighteenpence; but she answered definitely that advances of +this kind interfered with friendship, and she preferred not to start +the practice. + +"I could let you have it back in a fortnight." + +"Perhaps!" she said. "And if you did, you would be under the +impression that you were doing me a great favour." + +"I like to see a girl economical," he remarked, frowning, "but there's +a diff'rence between that and being miserly. And," with resolution, "I +go further, and I say that if there's anybody who's got a just and fair +and proper claim on your consideration, it is F. W. B." + +"There's some one who comes before you." + +"The name, please?" + +"Myself," replied Gertie. + +The question of conciliating Miss Rabbit at Great Titchfield Street had +been solved, and matters there were going smoothly. Miss Rabbit +continued to hold her title of forewoman, although she was no longer +forewoman; and Miss Higham took the label of secretary, which well +described duties she did not perform. The girls in the workroom made +no concealment of their satisfaction with the change, and men at the +looms upstairs came individually to Gertie and said, "Look here, miss! +If ever you have any difficulty or awk'ardness or anything of the kind +with the other chaps, just give the word, and I'll put it all right." + +Bunny, for the preservation of friendship, went down on the birthday +party list, and Miss Radford (who had not been seen for some time) and +two girls (formerly at school with Gertie, and then known as a couple +of terrors, but now grown tall and distinguished, and doing well in a +notable shop in Westbourne Grove), and, of course, Mr. Trew, and two +friends of Bulpert's, whom he guaranteed capable of keeping any party +on the go. Mrs. Mills checked the names, expressed satisfaction. + +"I was half afraid," she said, "you'd want to send a note to that young +gentleman who lives near where I was brought up." + +"If he came here," replied the girl steadily, "I should only fall in +love with him again, and that would complicate matters." + +"I think you're wise," approved Mrs. Mills. + +A charwoman from Sale Street came in to scrub floors, to see to +fireplaces, and to renovate apartments generally--a slow worker, on +account of some affection of the heart, but an uncommonly good talker. +When human intercourse failed she addressed articles of furniture, +asking them how much they cost originally, and, sarcastically, whether +they were under the impression that they looked as good as new; to some +she gave the assurance that if she were to meet them at a jumble sale, +she would pass by without a second glance. The charwoman suggested, at +the completion of her task, and rolling up her square mat with the care +of one belonging to an Oriental sect, that her help should be engaged +for the party; Mrs. Mills replied that if they required help, some one +of more active methods and of less years would be approached. + +"Right you are!" she said, taking her money from the counter. "In that +case, I'll send along my Sarah." + +To suit the young hostess, and to meet the convenience of one or two of +the guests, the party began at an hour that was quite fashionably late. +Miss Radford came early, excusing herself for this breach of decorum on +the grounds that it made her painfully nervous to enter a room when +strangers were present; apart from which, to arrive in good time meant +that one had a chance of looking at oneself in the mirror. Did Gertie +consider that her (Miss Radford's) complexion was showing signs of +going off? A lady friend, who, from the description given, seemed to +be neither a friend nor a lady, had mentioned that Miss Radford was +beginning to look her full age; and remarks of this kind might be +contradicted but could not be ignored. + +"Don't you ever get anxious about your personal appearance?" she +inquired. + +"Not specially." + +"I suppose," agreed Miss Radford, "that being properly engaged does +make you a bit less anxious." + +Clarence came with Miss Loriner, and the young hostess flushed at the +young woman's first words. Henry sent his best regards. Henry, it +appeared, no longer spent week-ends at Ewelme--this because of some +want of agreement with Lady Douglass; and he was now busy in connection +with a sanatorium at Walton-on-Naze, which demanded frequent journeys +from Liverpool Street. Gertie, in taking Miss Loriner to get rid of +hat and dust-cloak in the adjoining room, felt it good to find herself +remembered. Miss Loriner wanted a small fan, and searching the +hand-bag which she had brought, first looked puzzled, and then became +enlightened. + +"I've brought Lady Douglass's bag by mistake," she cried, +self-reproachfully. "Here are her initials in the corner--'M. D.'; not +'M. L.'" Miss Loriner gave an ejaculation. + +"What is it you've found there?" + +"This," announced the other deliberately, "is the missing key of the +billiard-room at Morden Place!" + +The two girls looked at each other, and Gertie nodded. + +"I've been blaming her brother all along for that trick." + +"My dear girl," demanded Miss Loriner, "aren't you fearfully excited +and indignant about it?" + +"Doesn't seem to matter much now. But," smiling, "she is a character, +isn't she? I pity you if she often does things like that." + +"I shall be uncommonly glad," admitted the other, "when Clarence earns +three hundred a year. Do you know that if you had stayed on at Morden +Place, this key would most likely have been found in your portmanteau." + +Frederick Bulpert, arriving with his friends, asserted his position by +attempting to kiss Gertie; she drew back, and Bulpert said manfully +that if she could do without it he could also afford to dispense with +the ceremony. He introduced his companions as two of the very best and +brightest, and they intimated, by a modest shrug of the shoulders, that +this might be taken as a correct description. The sisters of +Westbourne Grove came bearing a highly-ornamental cardboard case with a +decoration of angels, and containing a pair of gloves. They mentioned +that if the size was not correct the gloves could be changed, and at +once took seats in the corner of the room, whence they surveyed the +company with a critical air, sighing in unison, as though regretting +deeply their mad impulsiveness in accepting the invitation. On this, +other presents were offered; Bulpert said his memento would come later +on. One of his friends sat on the music-stool, and Sarah, the +charwoman's daughter, entering at the first chord with a tray that held +sandwiches and cakes, said to him casually, "Hullo, George, you on in +this scene?" and handed around the refreshments. Bulpert's friend, +disturbed by the incident, waited until the girl left the room, and +then explained that he had met her in pantomime, the previous +Christmas, at the West London Theatre; he argued forcibly that people +encountered behind the footlights had no right to claim acquaintance +outside. "Otherwise," contended Bulpert's friend, "we're none of us +safe." He was induced to give his song, and the first lines,-- + + "I went to Margate, once I did, to spend my holidee, + Such funny things you seem to see beside the silver sea" + +suggested that he was not one disposed to worship originality or make a +fetish of invention. Bulpert, at the end, pointed out that his friend +had omitted the last verse; the man at the pianoforte said there were +some places where he was in the habit of giving the last verse; this, +he declared flatteringly, was not one of them. Gertie's aunt came +upstairs to announce that, the occasion being special, she had taken it +upon herself to put up the shutters. If they excused her for half a +second this would give her sufficient space to tittivate and smarten up. + +"Say when you want me to liven 'em up, Gertie," remarked Bulpert. + +"Go and be nice to those two sisters in the corner." + +"When we're married," he said, "we'll often give little affairs of this +kind. I'm a great believer in hospitality myself." + +As he did not appear to make a great deal of headway with the +Westbourne Grove ladies, he was recalled and the task handed over to +Clarence Mills. Clarence scored an immediate success. The sisters, it +seemed, prided themselves upon being tremendous readers; Clarence was +acquainted with some of the writers who, to them, were only names. And +the young hostess would have been able to survey the room with +contentment, but for the fact that Miss Radford suddenly became +depressed--with hands clasped over a knee she rocked to and fro in her +chair. Gertie discovered that to her friend had just come the +terrifying thought that no one loved her, nobody cared for her, and for +all practical purposes Miss Radford might as well be dead and buried, +with daisies growing over her grave. Gertie argued against this +melancholy attitude, and the other explained that it came to her only +at moments when every one else was jolly and cheerful, adding defiantly +that she could not avoid it, and did not mean to avoid it. + +"People," declared Miss Radford with truculence, "have to take me as +they happen to find me!" + +Bulpert's second friend, advancing with a pack of cards, asked if Miss +Radford would kindly select one and tell him the description. "The +Queen of Hearts? Nothing," said Bulpert's second friend, with a +gallant bow, "nothing could be more appropriate." Miss Radford cried, +"Oh, what a cheeky thing to say!" and at once bade farewell to +melancholy. + +A wonderful man, the second friend--able to do everything with cards +that ordinary folk deemed impossible. If you selected a card and tore +it up; and he presently--talking all the while--produced a card, and +said in the politest way, "I think that is yours, madam?" and you +remarked that this was the four of clubs, whereas you selected the +five, he exclaimed, with pretence of irritation, "Well, what is there +to grumble at?" and, looking again, you saw that it had changed to the +five of clubs. There was nothing to do but to applaud and wonder. He +swallowed cards, and produced them with a slight click from his elbow, +the middle of his back, and his ankle. He allowed Miss Loriner to find +the four aces and put them at the bottom of the pack, and the next +moment asked Mr. Trew, who had just arrived, to produce them from the +inside pocket of his coat. Mr. Trew had some difficulty in finding +them, but the conjurer assisted, and there were the four aces; and Mr. +Trew, after denying the suggestion that he had come prepared to play +whist, admitted the young man was a masterpiece. Mr. Trew's watch was +next borrowed and wrapped in paper; the poker borrowed in order to +smash it; the violent blow given. Miss Radford was asked to be so very +kind as to assist by looking in the plate of nuts that stood on the +table, and there the watch was discovered, safe and sound. Some +thought-reading followed, not easy to understand because of the +incessant monologue kept up by the gifted youth; but the results were +satisfactory, and by pressing the folded pieces of paper very hard +against his forehead, he was able to announce the names written within. + +"This is yours, I think, Miss Higham. Now, I don't guarantee success, +mind you, in every case, but--the name, I think, is Henry"--he +contorted his features--"Henry Douglass. Is that right, may I ask?" + +"Quite correct!" replied Gertie. + +"What did you want to write his name for?" demanded Bulpert, seated +next to her. + +"It was the first that came into my head." + +"Kindly keep it out of your head in future," he ordered, "or else +there'll be ructions." + +Did the ladies object to smoke? asked some one. The ladies answered, +separately and collectively, that they adored smoke; the Westbourne +Grove young women, now in excellent fettle, admitted that, at times, +they themselves enjoyed a cigarette, but could not be persuaded to give +a public exhibition of their powers. They did, however, agree to give +a short sketch entitled "Who is Who?" and the hearthrug was given up to +them; and if they had not made so many corrections--neither appeared to +be well acquainted with her own part in the piece, but each was letter +perfect in the part of the other--the duologue would have been a great +success. + +"And now," said Mrs. Mills, "let's see about refreshments. Mr. Trew, +where's that corkscrew of yours?" + +"Isn't it about time I was asked to do something?" demanded Bulpert, +with an injured air. + +"Let us see you do your celebrated trick," suggested Gertie's aunt, +with irony, "of eating nearly everything there is on the table. That's +what you're really clever at." + +Miss Radford, by a sudden inspiration, suggested the ladies should wait +upon the gentlemen, and herself took a plate to Bulpert's conjuring +friend; the example was imitated. Mr. Trew, attended to by Gertie, +declared it a real treat to see her looking like his own little friend +once again. + +"Makes me think," he said, "that if there wasn't quite so much +diplomacy about on the part of those of us who reckon we know +everything, you young uns would get a far better chance. Speaking as +one who's been a fusser all my life, that's my candid opinion." + +"If you interfered, Mr. Trew, you would interfere wisely." + +He emptied his glass in one drink, and set it upon the mantelpiece. "I +wouldn't kiss the book on that, if I was you," he replied. "But what +you can be very well certain about is that if I saw the chance of doing +anything for you--" + +Miss Rabbit was announced by Sarah, and Gertie had to leave Mr. Trew in +order to make much of her colleague. Bulpert, having edged other folk +from the hearthrug, announced that he was about to give, with the aid +of memory, a short incident of the American Civil War; to his +astonishment and open indignation, one of the Westbourne Grove girls +arrested him with the suggestion that instead they should all have a +game. Challenged to indicate one, she asked what was the matter with +musical chairs. So chairs were placed down the centre of the room, +facing opposite ways alternately. Gertie went to the pianoforte, and +all prepared to join, with the exception of Bulpert, who, in the +corner, and his back to the others, ate sandwiches. + +Admirable confusion, thanks to Gertie's ingenious playing. As they +started to march warily in a line up and down the row, she, after +giving the first bar, stopped, and they had to rush for seats. +Clarence Mills was left out and a chair withdrawn. The next trial was +much longer, and only when caution was being relaxed did the music +cease; Miss Loriner, defeated at this bye-election, had to take a seat +near to Clarence. The joyousness was so pronounced that Bulpert found +himself to take some interest, and when Mrs. Mills, left in with Mr. +Trew, eventually won the game, he urged it should be restarted, and +that some other lady should play the music. On the first arrest by +Miss Rabbit at the pianoforte, he sat himself on a chair already +occupied by Gertie. At the moment, Sarah appeared again at the doorway. + +"A young man," she announced importantly. "A gentleman this time." + +Henry Douglass came in. Gertie struggled to disengage herself, but +Bulpert declined to move. + +"Mrs. Mills, I must apologize for calling at this late hour." + +"Don't mention it, sir." + +"I have just had a message from my sister-in-law, and I wanted to see +Miss Loriner. Lady Douglass has been taken seriously ill." + +Mr. Trew took Bulpert by the collar and sent him with a jerk against +the wall. Gertie, flushed and confused, shook hands with Henry. + +"I'm not going to break up your evening," he said, looking at her +eagerly. "The matter is urgent, or I wouldn't have dared to call." + +"We are always," she stammered, "always pleased to see you, Mr. +Douglass." + +"My dear mother asked me to give you her love when I met you. There is +a car waiting," he went on, addressing Miss Loriner; "could you manage +to come now? We can do it in little over a couple of hours." + +Gertie took Miss Loriner into the adjoining room. + +"If she's really ill," said the girl, "don't tell him anything about +the key. He can hear it all, later on. And nobody at Praed Street +knows anything about the affair." + +Bulpert declined to escort Miss Rabbit to her omnibus, and, in spite of +hints from Mrs. Mills, remained when all the other guests had departed. +He took opportunity to criticize the management of the evening, and to +deplore the fact that his services had not been utilized. Making an +estimate of the total cost, he again referred to his suggestion in +regard to a series of similar entertainments later on. + +"If you find you can afford it," agreed Gertie. + +"If I can afford it!" he echoed surprisedly. "There's no question of +me affording it. Why don't you talk sense? You'll be earning the same +good salary after we're spliced as you're earning at the present +moment." + +"No!" she answered definitely. "When I'm married I give up work at +Great Titchfield Street." + +"Why, of course," agreed Mrs. Mills. "She'll have her home duties to +attend to." + +Bulpert stared at the two separately. Then he rose, pulled at his +waistcoat, and went without speaking a word. + +"He's took the precaution," remarked Sarah, coming in to clear, as a +bang sounded below, "to shut the door after him." + +Mrs. Mills, reviewing the party, and expressing the hope that all had +enjoyed themselves, mentioned that Miss Rabbit in the course of the +evening made a statement to her which had, apparently, been weighing on +the lady's mind. Miss Rabbit reproached herself for giving wrong +information in regard to the stability of the firm of Hilbert, and +begged Mrs. Mills would explain. In her own phrase she tried to out +Gertie, and as this had not come off, her suggestion was that bygones +should be considered as bygones, and nothing more said about the matter. + +"It isn't such a bad world," decided Mrs. Mills, "if you only come to +look at it in a good light." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +Gertie's sympathy with the invalid of Morden Place found itself +slightly diminished on Monday morning. The front room had not yet been +restored to its normal state, and Mrs. Mills, before rising to start +the boy with his delivery of morning newspapers, had given a brief +lecture on the drawback of excessive ambition, the advisability of not +going on to Land's End when you but held a ticket for Westbourne Park. +Ten minutes later she brought upstairs an important-looking envelope +that bore her name and address in handwriting which left just the space +for the stamp, and Mrs. Mills speculated on the probable contents of +the communication until Gertie made the useful suggestion that the +envelope should be opened. Mrs. Mills, after reading the letter, flung +herself upon the bed and, her head resting on the pillow, sobbed +hysterically. + +Lady Douglass wrote near the telegram instructions "Private," and, to +ensure perfect secrecy, underlined the word three times. Nevertheless, +Gertie read it without hesitation, and her first impression was one of +regard for the writer's ingenuity. Lady Douglass feared some rumours +might have reached Praed Street concerning the behaviour of Miss Higham +during the brief stay at Ewelme; unable to rid her mind of this, she +was sending a note to assure Mrs. Mills that no grounds whatever +existed for the statements. She, herself, had taken great trouble to +keep the incident quiet, and could not understand how it had become +public property. She hoped Mrs. Mills would believe that Miss Higham +had been guilty of nothing more than a want of discretion, natural +enough in a girl of her age, and, if Lady Douglass might be allowed to +say so, her position in life. Lady Douglass felt it only right to send +this note, and hoped her motives would be understood. + +"Her motives are clear enough," agreed Gertie. "What I can't quite +make out is why she should take so much trouble in going for me. I'm +out of her way, and I shan't get into her way again. What more does +she want?" + +"I'd no idea," wailed her aunt, "that there'd been anything amiss. Of +course, I knew you came back Sunday night instead of Monday morning, +but you hinted that was because of Clarence. What are the facts, dear?" + +Particulars given, Mrs. Mills changed her attitude, both of body and of +mind, and announced an intention of starting at once to have it out +with her ladyship. A good straight talking to, that was what my lady +required, with plain language which included selection of home truths, +and Mrs. Mills flattered herself she was the very woman to undertake +the task. To this Gertie offered several determined objections. +First, Henry's sister-in-law was ill; second, she had endured trouble, +and was not perhaps quite herself; third, the incident was ended, and +there would be nothing useful in raking up the past. Mrs. Mills +listened to the arguments, and agreed to substitute a new +resolution--namely, that a reply was to be written couched in terms +which could not be charged with the defect of ambiguity. + +"I shan't help you with the spelling," declared the girl. + +"Somehow or other," complained Mrs. Mills, "you always seem to manage +to get everything your own way." + +"Not always." + +One gratifying result of the evening party came in the fact that +Bulpert decreased his visits. For two or three weeks he absented +himself from Praed Street; and Mrs. Mills approved this, mentioning as +one of the reasons, that it was not wise for an engaged couple to have +too much of each other's company. When he did call, Mrs. Mills +reported of him that he appeared to have something on his mind; he left +before Gertie arrived, and without disclosing the nature of the burden. + +As a rule, it happened at Great Titchfield Street that one good +contract was followed by a slack period, when the difficulty was to +find sufficient work to keep all hands going. But here and now, a high +authority ordered some alteration in the uniform of certain of His +Majesty's officers of the army, and either Madame or Miss Higham was +called frequently to Pall Mall; and, in a brief period, all the +outworkers were again busy: Great Titchfield Street found itself so +fully occupied that the girls had no time to recall songs learned at +the second house of their favourite music hall. Into the hum and +activity of this busy hive came, one evening, Madame's husband, making +his way to the office where Madame and Miss Higham faced each other at +sloping desks. He began to shout; it was clear that on the way from +King's Road he had been taking refreshment to encourage determination. +When he raised his fist, Gertie stepped forward. + +"Miss Higham," said Madame calmly, "I wish you would just run +downstairs and fetch a policeman." + +Madame's husband instantly showed a diminution of aggressiveness. All +he wanted was fair play and reasonable treatment. If there did not +happen to be a five-pound note handy, gold would do; failing gold, he +must, of course, be content with silver. + +"You will go out of this place at once," ordered Madame, in an even +voice; "and as a punishment for disobeying my orders, I shall not give +you a single penny all this week. I know very well what you want money +for. I know what you do with money when I give it to you." + +"Impossible to discuss these matt'rs with you," he said, with an effort +at haughtiness. "Purely private 'fairs." + +"If it wasn't for the business here," she went on, "I think you'd +succeed in driving me mad. This just saves me. I'm not going to allow +you to interfere with it, and if you dare to come here again, I shall +most certainly lock you up. Now be off with you." + +Mr. Digby Jacks wept, and, at the doorway, threatened to drown himself +in the Thames. In the Thames, just to the right of Cleopatra's Needle. + +"I wish you would." + +"Shan't, now," he retorted sulkily, "just in order to dis'point you. +You're cruel woman, and some day you'll realize it and be sorry. Goo' +night, and be hanged to you." + +Gertie congratulated Madame upon her firmness, and the other admitted +the situation was one not easy to handle. For if, she explained, money +had been given, then he would have absented himself from Jubilee Place +for a week; as it was, he would be absent for a space of two or three +days. Gertie expressed surprise at this behaviour, and Madame said it +was almost bound to happen where the wife earned an income, and the +husband gained none. By rights, it should be the other way about, and +then there was a fair prospect of happiness. Madame counselled the +girl to be careful not to imitate the example; Gertie replied that she +had long since made up her mind on this point. + +"But why don't you get rid of him?" she inquired. + +"Because I've left it too long. Besides, I'm too old to get anybody +else." + +"Surely you'd be better off alone?" + +"No, I shouldn't," answered Madame promptly. "What do you make the +proper total, my dear, of that account Miss Rabbit made a muddle of?" + + +Within her experience it had sometimes happened that Gertie, on the way +home, found herself spoken to by a stranger; this rarely occurred, +because she walked with briskness, and refrained from glancing at other +pedestrians. (Generally the intruder was a youth anxious to make or +sustain a reputation for gallantry, and he accepted the sharp rebuff +with docility.) But news came from Miss Loriner that Lady Douglass, +after years of the luxury of imagining herself in delicate health, was +now genuinely ill, and Henry went down from town each evening by a late +train to make inquiries, returning in the morning. Miss Loriner added +that some of Lady Douglass's indisposition might be due to the fact +that the executors were hinting at the eventual necessity of taking out +probate in regard to Sir Mark's will; this done, a considerable change +in affairs was inevitable. In consequence of the information, Gertie +could not avoid looking about her in the vague hope of encountering +Henry; she wanted to see him, although she knew a meeting would only +disturb and confuse. She waited outside the street door after business +was over, gazing up and down before making a start for home, and it +occurred frequently that a short man of middle age moved a few steps +towards her, and stopped; later, in turning out of Portland Place, she +observed he was following. Once he came so close that she expected to +hear a whining voice complain of space of time since the last meal, and +having the superstition that casual charity appeased the gods, she +found some coppers; but he fell back, and did not speak. It was at the +close of a trying day when the representative of a firm had called, in +Madame's absence, to have what he described in a preface as a jolly, +thundering good row, which finished by an endeavour on his part to +indicate apology by stroking Miss Higham's hand--on this night, Gertie, +less composed than usual, again caught sight, in crossing Great +Portland Street, of the short man. He turned. She, also turning, met +him in the centre of the roadway. + +"Do you want to speak to me?" she demanded sharply. + +"Not specially," he answered, in a husky voice. + +"Then why do you so often follow me about?" + +"I hope I don't cause you any ill convenience; if so be as I do, I'll +stop it at once." + +"That's all right," said Gertie, impressed by his deferential manner. +"Only it seemed to me rather odd. And just now my nerves are somewhat +jerky." He touched his cap, and was shuffling off, when she recalled +him. "Stroll along with me, and let's have a talk. What do you do for +a living?" + +"Sure you don't mind being seen with me?" he asked. + +"We'll go up Great Portland Street, and you can say 'good-bye' when we +reach the underground station." + +He buttoned his well-worn frock coat, gave himself a brisk punch on the +chest, and with every indication of pride, accompanied her, keeping, +however, slightly to the rear. Gertie repeated her question, and he +replied it was not easy to explain how he gained a livelihood; odd +jobs, was perhaps the best answer he could give. Warning her not to be +frightened, he gave the information that he had spent fifteen years of +his life in prison. Did he begin young, then? No, that was the +curious part about it. He had little thought of starting the game +until, in one week, he lost his wife and, through the failure of a +firm, his employment. Then it seemed to him nothing mattered, and +another out-of-work made a suggestion, and he fell into it, was caught, +and his friend managed to get away. + +"When I came out," he went on, "I found I'd lost all respect for +myself, and I assumed everybody else had lost all respect for me. I +tell you, it isn't a hard task to go down in this world. I've no +business to complain, but there it is; plenty can help you in that +direction, but there's very few capable of assisting you to pick +yourself up." + +"It's not too late to make a change." + +"I've got no luck, you see," he explained patiently. "This summer I +did nearly get back to what you may call the old style. I was in a +reg'lar job; I contrived to dress myself up almost like a duke, and I +sets out on Sunday afternoon with the full intention of calling on some +old friends I hadn't seen for a good many years. It didn't come off." + +"Drink, I suppose." + +"Yes," he said. "A chap driving one of these motors had taken a drop +too much. I was in St. Mary's in Praed Street for over six weeks. If +it had been anybody but me, the car would have been driven by some +well-to-do gentleman, and I should have found myself compensated for +life. As I say, I never did have my share of good fortune, and I +s'pose I never shall. All I haven't had of that, I hope will be passed +on to my daughter." + +"She ought to do something for you." + +"I don't want her to. I've no wish to interfere with her. I can't +flatter myself I've done her any good, and I'd like to have the +satisfaction of feeling I've done her no harm. Here, I think," looking +around him, "we say oh revor." + +Gertie took out her purse; he gave an emphatic shake of the head, and +went. + +The next night he was at the same place, improved in appearance, and +Gertie allowed him to accompany her along Marylebone Road so far as +Harley Street. On the following evening he furnished an escort to +Upper Baker Street, and afterwards extended the journey. His manner +was always respectful, and he still made no attempt to walk abreast +with her. Sometimes a constable would say, "Hullo, Joe!" and he +replied, "Good evening, sir. Not bad weather for the time of year!" +and going on, informed Gertie where, and in what circumstances, the +acquaintance had been made. + +It happened, on one occasion, that Gertie saw Mr. Trew on the box seat +of his small brown omnibus coming along from the Great Central Station; +he was preparing to flourish a cheery salute, when he caught sight of +her companion. Almost dropping his whip, he gave his head a jerk to +send the shining silk hat well back, and thus give relief to a suddenly +heated brain. + +Mrs. Mills was waiting on the Friday evening, some doors east of her +own shop; Gertie's new friend did not wait for instructions from his +companion, but left her instantly. + +"Who's looking after the counter, aunt?" + +"Mr. Bulpert," replied the other, panting. "I've give him a cigar to +stick in his face. He wants to see you. And I want to see you, too. +Who is that you were talking to?" + +"The elderly man I told you about. The one who always waits now to see +me part of the distance home. Quite a character in his way." + +"Quite a bad character," snapped Mrs. Mills. + +"Do you know him?" + +Her aunt gave a gulp. "I had the word from Mr. Trew," she said, still +rather breathless, "and his idea is that you may as well know it now as +later on. That man is your father, my dear--your father; and the less +you see of him the better. Now, perhaps, you can realize why I knew it +was no use letting you carry on with Mr. Douglass. It was bound to +come out some day!" + +"My father," said the girl slowly and thoughtfully. + +"Your very own, dearie. Don't let it upset you more than you can help. +I know you've a good deal to put up with just now. Come along and see +Mr. Bulpert. A little sweethearting talk will cheer you up." + +Bulpert admitted he had one or two questions to put; but on Gertie +ordering that they should be offered there and then, he said, gloomily, +that some other time would do as well. The girl told him the news just +communicated by her aunt, and waited hopefully for the comment; Bulpert +remarked, with an indulgent air, that it took all sorts to make a +world, and he thought no worse of Gertie because of the fact that she +possessed a parent with a spotted record. He offered to see her father +and give him a definitely worded warning; the girl answered that the +matter could be left in her hands. + +"But we don't want him to be a drain on us," he contended. "I know +what these individuals are like. Species of blackmail, that's what it +amounts to. And I don't wish to see you working your fingers to the +bone, and a certain proportion of the money earned being paid out to +him. I couldn't bear it, so I tell you straight!" He slapped a pile +of magazines on the counter. + +"I'm rather worried," she said, "and I don't want any more +misunderstandings. I told you not long ago I shouldn't go back to +Great Titchfield Street once I was married." + +"That's what I wanted to speak to you about. You're not serious, I +s'pose, in saying this. You're only doing it to test my affection." + +"I mean every word." + +"Very well!" announced Bulpert defiantly. "Understand, then, that the +engagement's off. Entirely and absolutely off. And if you're so +ill-advised as to bring an action for breach, you jolly well can. +Won't be a bad advert, for a public man like F. W. B. It'll get him +talked about!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +The final departure of Bulpert erased a troublesome detail in the +girl's life, and she felt suitably thankful; another disappearance gave +her a sensation of regret. She had thought seriously of the patient, +elderly man whom she had now to look upon as her parent, and planned a +scheme, to be prefaced by something in the nature of a brief lecture, +involving pecuniary sacrifice; her game of bricks was knocked over by +the hand of Fate, and Gertie Higham had to put them back into the box. +Mrs. Mills told her much that had hitherto been a secret shared by Mr. +Trew. + +"Quite a good sort he was, my dear, until your poor young mother went, +and then--well, Mr. Trew met him when he came out of Wormwood Scrubbs, +and your father's first words were, 'Don't let the kid ever know!' +Meaning yourself. So we kept it from you, you see, and I hope you +don't blame us. No doubt, he recognized you, because you're so much +like your poor mother, only more stylish, and of course better +educated, and I suppose he felt as though he had to speak. Very likely +he won't ever let you see him again." + +"Wish I knew where to find him now." + +"He was like a lot of the others. Not really bad, you understand, but +just rather easily led; and because he thought everything was going +against him, he became reckless. And he belonged to the old days when +once in prison meant always in prison, and no one ever thought that a +man who had made a single blunder could be reformed. I often used to +think," declared Mrs. Mills, "that something ought to be done, but of +course I had my business to look after." + +"You found time to look after me, aunt." + +"If you could realize," argued the other earnestly, "what a dear baby +you was then, you wouldn't trouble to give me any credit for that." +She hesitated. "What I've always hoped," lowering her voice, "that +some day I might see another one like you." + +"Madame's case," said Gertie, "is a warning to me. I want the right +kind of husband, or none at all!" + +From Clarence Mills, calling at Praed Street, came news that Lady +Douglass had been instructed to go abroad so soon as she became well +enough to endure the journey; to his great concern, Miss Loriner was +instructed to accompany her. Gertie asked for further information, and +Clarence replied that Henry Douglass had not given up the office in Old +Quebec Street; indeed, he recently entered a competition for plans of a +provincial art gallery, and his portrait was in some journal consequent +on the decision of the judges. Gertie presumed that Clarence did not +happen to have this with him; Clarence found the cutting in his +letter-case and presented it. (Later, it was mounted carefully and +placed in a small frame, and given a position upon her dressing-table.) +Clarence's book was out, and he had just seen a copy at Paddington, +with a card bearing the words, "Tremendously Thrilling." + +On another point, Clarence was able to announce that Henry had held +something like a court-martial at Ewelme, with all concerned present. +Jim Langham gave evidence; and Lady Douglass, when her turn came, +suggested the key had been placed in her bag by Miss Loriner. Upon +which Miss Loriner declared it would be impossible, in view of this +remark, to give her company to Beaulieu; and Lady Douglass, without any +further hesitation, confessed the truth, urging, in excuse, that it was +but natural in this world to look after oneself, adding a caution to +the effect that anything in the nature of a scene would now mar the +work of the London specialist. Henry's mother, it appeared, was in +favour of taking the risk. + +"I don't want to see her punished," remarked Gertie. "So long as he +knows I was not to blame, I'm perfectly satisfied." + +Clarence had private audience with Mrs. Mills before going, and, as a +result, Sarah, the temporary assistant at the party, came to Praed +Street daily; Mrs. Mills admitted that, seeing her niece frequently, +any want of colour might not be so apparent to her as to any one who +saw the girl less often. Sarah's objections to living in were easy to +meet; the only other provision was that liberty should be given if her +services were required for "Puss in Boots" during the Christmas period. +An excellent worker, Sarah left nothing to be done at the end of the +day, and Gertie, arriving home after the stress of business at Great +Titchfield Street, was able to rest in the parlour, or give assistance +in the shop. + +She was making out orders for Christmas cards at the newspaper counter +one night (the popular remark of customers at this period was "Ain't +the evenings drawing in something awful!") when a man rushed in and +looked around in a dazed, frightened manner. He muttered indistinctly +some explanation, and was going off, when Gertie called to him. + +"Thought it was a bar," he said confusedly. "My mistake." + +"Come here, Mr. Langham," she ordered, putting down her book. "Sit on +the high chair." He obeyed, blinking up at the light. "What's the +matter?" + +Jim Langham was trembling. He leaned across, and whispered. + +"You've seen a ghost?" she echoed. "Don't be so stupid. There are no +such things nowadays, especially in a neighbourhood like this. Where +did you come across it?" + +"Near--near the station. I've only just come from Wallingford. I was +hurrying up the slope on the right-hand side, and about to turn into +the hotel, when across the way--" + +He looked around apprehensively, and caught sight of Mrs. Mills peeping +over the half blind of the parlour door. Gertie sent her a reassuring +nod, and she disappeared. + +"What have I done," he wailed appealingly, "that everybody should spy? +A police sergeant gazed at me in a most peculiar way about two minutes +ago. What does it mean, Miss Higham?" + +"Doesn't matter what it means," she said sharply, "so long as you've +done nothing wrong. Pull yourself together, Mr. Langham. Why don't +you knock off the drink, and be a man?" + +"I'll go and get some now." + +"It will do you no good. You've been in the habit of taking it when +you didn't need it, and you've spoilt it as a remedy. Stay here for a +while, and calm yourself." + +"Bad enough," he complained, "when living people begin to track you +about, but when the others start doing it--!" He shivered. Gertie +went to the parlour, and asked her aunt to make some coffee. + +"Has Lady Douglass gone away yet?" + +"Now why, apropos of nothing, should you mention her name?" + +"You never did have much sense about you, and now you seem to have none +at all. Concentrate your mind. Think! What was the question I put to +you?" He admitted he could not recall it, and she repeated the inquiry. + +"Leaves early to-morrow morning," he answered; "that is partly why I +have come up to town. I don't want to see her again before she goes." +Jim Langham rested elbows on the counter, and covered eyes with his +hands. "Have you ever," he asked, "in the course of your existence, +met with a bigger fool than me?" + +"To be quite candid," said Gertie, "I don't think I have." + +She fetched the cup from the back room, and brought it to him. He +sipped at the hot beverage, and appeared to recover. + +"Do you mind if I smoke?" he asked courteously. + +She laughed. "This is half a tobacconist's shop!" + +"Quite so," remarked Jim Langham, taking a cigar from his case. "I +say," he went on confidentially, taking the movable gas jet, "do you +know anything about the Argentine?" + +"Mr. Trew might tell you something about it if he were here. I don't +take any interest in horse-racing." + +"It's a place in South America," he said. "I've an idea of getting out +there, and making a fresh start. But I'm in the state of mind that +prevents me from knowing how to set about it. It would be a great +kindness on your part to give me some assistance." + +"I want all the money I've saved up." + +He placed his hand in his waistcoat pocket and pulled out sovereigns. +Gertie, taking a newspaper, turned the pages to find the shipping +advertisements. + +"'The R. M. S. P.,'" she read. "I thought that meant you had to reply +to an invitation. Oh, I see. Royal Mail Steam Packet. Here's the +address. There's a boat leaving to-morrow. Would you like to catch +that?" + +"The earlier the better," he cried. "I must get away at once. Now, +who can do it all?" + +A lad came for a packet of cigarettes, and, as Gertie served him, Mr. +Trew entered the doorway; his cheerful salutation caused Jim Langham to +start. Trew announced, joyously, that he was up to the neck in +trouble; for failing to see a young constable's warning in Oxford +Street, he had been suspended from duty for a period of three days. + +"As I told him, if a driver took notice of all the baby hands held up, +why the 'bus would never reach Victoria. Howsomever, here I am; my own +master for a time, and ready to make myself generally useless. What +about a half-day excursion to Brighton to-morrow, little missy?" + +"This, Mr. Trew, is Mr. Langham." + +"I don't get on over and above first class," he said, "with a certain +relative of yours, sir, but I never met a family yet that was all +alike. Some white sheep in every flock." + +Gertie explained Jim Langham's requirements, and Trew, placing his hat +upon the counter, and admitting himself to be something of an authority +on matters connected with the sea, brought his best intelligence to +bear upon the subject. It was too late, he decided, to go down that +evening to the steamship office, but a telegram might be sent, asking +for a berth to be reserved, and Mr. Langham could go to the docks in +the morning. + +"It is absolutely imperative," declared the other urgently, "that I +leave at the first possible moment." + +"If the worst comes to the worst," said Mr. Trew, "you can ship as a +stowaway. You come up on deck, third day out, and kneel at the +captain's feet and sing a song about being an orphan. That, of course, +would be a last resource." + +Gertie discovered a telegram form, and on the instructions of Mr. Trew, +filled it in; and Jim Langham assured her that he was more obliged than +he could express in words. Mr. Trew left to arrange the dispatch of +the message. + +"I count myself extremely fortunate," said the other, "to have +encountered you, Miss Higham. If you hear anything against me later +on, I--I should feel grateful if you thought the best of me that you +can. I wish," he went on, with an anxious air, "I wish I knew how to +repay you." + +"Don't make a fuss about trifles," she recommended. + +He gazed at a picture of a well-attired youth smoking a cigar. + +"I was a decent chap once," he said thoughtfully, "but that was long +ago. Look here, Miss Higham! Henry--you know Henry?" + +"I did know him." Turning her face away. + +"He will be at Paddington Station tomorrow morning at ten. See him +there. Put off every other engagement, and see him." + +"There will be no use in doing that." + +"There may be," he contradicted earnestly. "You've been very hard hit +over this business, and I happen to know he wants to meet you, only +that he is afraid of appearing intrusive. At ten o'clock at the +arrival platform. May I say good-bye now? God bless you. I haven't +much influence with Him, but I--I hope He'll be good to you!" + +She came from behind the counter, and accompanied him to the swing +doors. + +"Whose ghost was it you thought you saw, Mr. Langham?" + +"I must have been mistaken," he replied vaguely. "A shame to have +worried you!" + + +All the comedy in life and some of the tragedy can be found at London +railway stations, and only the fact that members of the staff are well +occupied prevents them from furnishing shelves of bookstalls with +records of their observation. The classes are there (an effort is +being made to cancel one useful intermediate stage), presenting +themselves, for the most part, in a highly-agitated condition of mind, +with the result that officials acquire the methods of those who deal +with the mentally unhinged; show themselves prepared for any display of +eccentricity. Ever, as in life, you remark the people who arrive too +soon, or too late; a few lucky ones come in the very nick of time. The +last named are favourites, selected with no obvious reason by Fortune, +and greatly envied by their contemporaries; it is usual for them to +claim the entire credit to themselves. Apart from these, at the +terminal stations where no barriers exist, are folk who make but little +affectation of being passengers, and use the station as a playground, +with engine and train for toys. + +To Paddington at a quarter to ten in the morning came hurriedly, +although there was no cause for hurry, Gertie Higham, escorted by Mr. +Trew, both exceptionally costumed as befitting a notable occasion. +Gertie's escort had a pair of driving-gloves, and he could not +determine whether it looked more aristocratic to wear these or to carry +them with a negligent air; he compromised on the departure platform by +wearing one and carrying the other. The collector-dog trotted up with +the box on his back, and both put in some coppers. They glanced at the +giant clock. + +"I wish," she said agitatedly, "that I could skip half an hour of my +life." + +"When you get to my age, little missy," remarked Trew, "you won't talk +like that. Speaking personally, I can fairly say that if it wasn't for +these new motors I sh'd like to live to be a 'underd. Now, let's jest +make sure and certain about this train." + +"I thought we had done so." + +"May as well be on the safe side." + +Mr. Trew left her at the bookstall to go on a journey in search of +verification. She observed that he obtained news first from a junior +porter, and worked upwards in the scale, with the evident intention of +obtaining at last corroborative evidence from a director. The girl +turned, and, gazing at the rows of books, found she could not read the +titles clearly. One of the lads of the stall came with a book in his +hand, recommending it to her notice; written by a new chap, he +mentioned confidentially, and highly interesting. Gertie pulled +herself together, and gave attention. + +"Thank you," she said, "but it's the work of a cousin of mine." + +The lad put Clarence Mills's novel down, and took up a pocket edition +of "Merchant of Venice." + +"In that case," he remarked, "I suppose it's no use showing you +anything written by your Uncle William." + +Trew came at a run, saving her the necessity of thinking of an answer. +Mr. Henry was now on the arrival platform, right across where a finger +pointed; Gertie was to wait until a scarlet handkerchief showed itself, +and she begged him very earnestly not to give the signal unless it +appeared to be well justified. A train, that had received no education +in the art of reticence, came to an intervening set of lines, and +Gertie's anxiety increased; she hurried down the platform to a point +from which it was possible to see the meeting. Henry was engaged in +conversation with a Great Western official; Mr. Trew, in going past, +turned and, with a great air of wonder, recognized him. Gertie noted +with satisfaction that Henry's greeting was hearty and unrestrained. +Mr. Trew indicated a superior carriage standing near; she knew, from +his gestures, that he was describing the uncovered conveyances recalled +from his early youth. + +"Oh, do make haste!" she urged under her breath. + +They moved a few steps together, and Henry interrupted conversation +with an inquiry. Mr. Trew, astonished to the extent of taking off his +hat, gave a wave with it in the direction of Platform Number One, and +Henry spoke eagerly. Mr. Trew took out his scarlet handkerchief, +rubbed his face. + +"Now," cried Henry, advancing delightedly to meet her, "I wonder what +the chances were against our meeting here?" + +"It is rather unexpected, isn't it?" + +"Where," he hesitated, "where is Mr. Bulpert?" + +"I really don't know," she replied, smiling. "We're not engaged any +longer." + +"Good news!" he cried with emphasis. "That is to say, it's good news +if you wished the engagement to cease." + +"I wasn't sorry." + +He took her elbow, and glanced around. Mr. Trew was examining a set of +milk churns with the air of an experienced dairyman. + +"Isn't it amazing," said Henry, "how one lucky moment can change the +appearance of everything? I've been feeling lately that nothing could +possibly come right, and now--" + +"We mustn't go on too fast," she interposed sagely, "because that only +means more disappointment. You haven't heard yet about my father. +Listen whilst I tell you about him." + +Gertie waited, as she went on, for a relaxation in the pleasant hold on +her arm, but this did not come. When she had said the last word, he +nodded. + +"I knew all about this long before you did," he said. "The information +came from my sister-in-law. She had discovered the facts, and felt +disappointed, I think, to find that I was not greatly impressed. Of +course, you're not responsible for his actions any more than I can be +held liable for the behaviour of Jim Langham. Jim is a much worse nut +than your father; he hasn't any excuse for his conduct. Forged his +sister's name to a big cheque, and, naturally, he has disappeared. I +am giving him time to get away before I say anything about it to her." + +"May be leaving England now, I suppose?" + +"I hope so; but we needn't bother about him. Let us talk about +ourselves, just as we used to do. Do you remember, dear girl?" + +"I recollect it," she admitted. "Every moment, and every step, and +every word. It will always be something good for me to look back upon, +when I'm older." + +He bent down to her. "We'll look back upon it together," he said +affectionately. + +"No!" + +The official to whom Henry had been speaking begged pardon for +interrupting; the train, he announced, would be about five minutes +late. Gertie thanked him with a glance that, at any honestly managed +exchange office, could be converted into bank notes. + +"Has your view of me altered, then?" he asked. + +"My view of you," she replied steadily, "is exactly the same that it +always has been, ever since I first met you. I like you better--oh, a +lot better--than any one else in the world, and I know that if you +married me you'd do all you could to make me happy and comfortable. +But I shouldn't be happy and comfortable. I've got to look forward; +and when I do that, there's no use in shutting my eyes. I can see +quite clearly what would happen. You'd have this large house down in +the country, and you would ask friends there, and I should make +blunders, and, sooner or later, you'd be certain to feel ashamed of me." + +"I don't agree, dear," he said with emphasis. "Anyhow let us try the +experiment. I am sure you overestimate the distance between us. Think +how well we used to get along together." + +"If life was all summer evenings and Primrose Hill," she remarked, "I +might stand a chance. But it isn't. Your life is going to be that of +a country gentleman in Berkshire; my life is going to be that of a +well-paid worker in Great Titchfield Street." + +"Wish I could find some method," he cried vehemently, "of giving events +a twist. I'd much rather go on in my own profession. I'm making my +way slowly, but I'm making it for myself, and I--I want you for +company." He gave a gesture of appeal. "Can't you see how much it +means?" + +"We've got to take matters as they are, and not as we should like them +to be. And it isn't as though I'd only got myself to think about. +There's you. If I didn't care so much for you, it might be different." + +"For the moment," protested Henry Douglass, "I find myself wishing, +dear, that you were not quite so sensible. We will talk about this +again, won't we? Let me call at Praed Street." + +"Rather you didn't," said Gertie, "if you don't mind, because I shall +never change my decision. And I wish I could explain how sorry I am it +hasn't all come right." She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. +"Give me a kiss before we say good-bye." + +"We're to say a lot of other things to each other," he asserted +determinedly, "but we are never to say that! Stay here, until I have +seen these people into the railway omnibus. Please!" + +The train came slowly; the engine with the air of one that had, in its +time, hurt itself by violent contact with buffers; a line of porters +edged the platform, ready to seize brass handles of compartments so +soon as the train stopped. Gertie stood behind a trolley, and watched +the crowd of alighting passengers. She caught sight of Lady Douglass +and Miss Loriner: Lady Douglass carrying her small dog, and apparently +more authoritative than ever in manner; her companion nursing a copy of +Clarence's book. Henry and Rutley went to the rear van to see to the +luggage, and presently returned; Rutley talked animatedly, Henry's +features exhibited surprise. The railway omnibus was found; transfer +of luggage began. + +"My dearest, dearest!" cried Henry excitedly. "Listen to me; hear the +great news Rutley has brought. My brother arrived home last night. +The good fellow is safe and sound. He came down from here, from +Paddington, and called at Ewelme to get some important papers he +wanted. Heard Lady Douglass's voice--she happened to be annoyed about +something--and left without seeing her. This means--don't you +see?--that I have nothing now to bother about, excepting my work. And +you!" + +She had a difficulty in finding words. "Mr. Langham did not meet a +ghost, then." + +"I'm going to see the boat train off at Victoria," he went on rapidly, +"and I shall be back at Praed Street in an hour. Less than an hour. +We'll go out to lunch together." + +"I'll wait for you there!" promised the happy girl. + + + +***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LOVE AT PADDINGTON*** + + +******* This file should be named 26135-8.txt or 26135-8.zip ******* + + +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: +https://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/1/3/26135 + + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. Special rules, +set forth in the General Terms of Use part of this license, apply to +copying and distributing Project Gutenberg-tm electronic works to +protect the PROJECT GUTENBERG-tm concept and trademark. 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Pett Ridge</h1> +<pre> +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at <a href = "http://www.gutenberg.org">www.gutenberg.org</a></pre> +<p>Title: Love at Paddington</p> +<p>Author: W. Pett Ridge</p> +<p>Release Date: July 27, 2008 [eBook #26135]</p> +<p>Language: English</p> +<p>Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1</p> +<p>***START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LOVE AT PADDINGTON***</p> +<br><br><center><h3>E-text prepared by Al Haines</h3></center><br><br> +<p> </p> +<hr class="full" noshade> +<p> </p> + +<A NAME="img-front"></A> +<CENTER> +<IMG CLASS="imgcenter" SRC="images/img-front.jpg" ALT="" BORDER="0" WIDTH="431" HEIGHT="596"> +</CENTER> + +<BR><BR> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +LOVE AT PADDINGTON +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H2 ALIGN="center"> +By W. PETT RIDGE +</H2> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4 ALIGN="center"> +THOMAS NELSON AND SONS +<BR> +LONDON, EDINBURGH, DUBLIN +<BR> +LEEDS, MELBOURNE, AND NEW YORK +<BR> +LEIPZIG: 35-37 Königstrasse. PARIS: 189, rue Saint-Jacques +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H4> +NOVELS BY THE SAME AUTHOR. +<BR><BR> +Mord Em'ly.<BR> +Secretary to Bayne, M.P.<BR> +A Son of the State.<BR> +Lost Property.<BR> +'Erb.<BR> +A Breaker of Laws.<BR> +Mrs. Galer's Business.<BR> +The Wickhamses.<BR> +Name of Garland.<BR> +Sixty-nine Birnam Road.<BR> +Splendid Brother.<BR> +Thanks to Sanderson.<BR> +</H4> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<H5 ALIGN="center"> +<I>First Published in 1912</I> +</H5> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap01"></A> + +<H1 ALIGN="center"> +LOVE AT PADDINGTON. +</H1> + +<BR> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER I. +</H3> + +<P> +Children had been sent off to Sunday school, and the more conscientious +reached that destination; going in, after delivering awful threats and +warnings to those who preferred freedom of thought and a stroll down +Edgware Road in the direction of the Park. As a consequence, in the +streets off the main thoroughfare leading to Paddington Station peace +and silence existed, broken only by folk who, after the principal meal +of the week, talked in their sleep. Praed Street was different. Praed +Street plumed itself on the fact that it was always lively, ever on the +move, occasionally acquainted with royalty. Even on a Sunday +afternoon, and certainly at all hours of a week-day, one could look +from windows at good racing, generally done by folk impeded by hand +luggage who, as they ran, glanced suspiciously at every clock, and +gasped, in a despairing way, "We shall never do it!" or, +optimistically, "We shall only just do it!" or, with resignation, +"Well, if we lose this one we shall have to wait for the next." +</P> + +<P> +Few establishments were open in Praed Street, shutters were up at the +numerous second-hand shops, and at the hour of three o'clock p.m. the +thirst for journals at E. G. Mills's (Established 1875) was satisfied; +the appetite for cigars, cigarettes, and tobacco had scarcely begun. +Now and again a couple of boys, who had been reading stories of wild +adventure in the Rocky Mountains, dashed across the road, upset one of +Mrs. Mills's placard boards, and flew in opposite directions, feeling +that although they might not have equalled the daring exploits of their +heroes in fiction, they had gone as far as was possible in a country +hampered by civilization. +</P> + +<P> +"Young rascals!" said Mrs. Mills, coming back after repairing one of +these outrages. The shop had a soft, pleasing scent of tobacco from +the brown jars, marked in gilded letters "Bird's Eye" and "Shag" and +"Cavendish," together with the acrid perfume of printer's ink. "Still, +I suppose we were all young once. Gertie," raising her voice, "isn't +it about time you popped upstairs to make yourself good-looking? +There's no cake in the house, and that always means some one looks in +unexpectedly to tea." +</P> + +<P> +No answer. +</P> + +<P> +"Gertie! Don't you hear me when I'm speaking to you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Beg pardon, aunt. I was thinking of something else." +</P> + +<P> +"You think too much of something else, my dear," said Mrs. Mills +persuasively. "I was saying to a customer, only yesterday, that you +don't seem able lately to throw off your work when you've finished. +You keep on threshing it out in your mind. And it's all very well, to +a certain extent, but there's a medium in all things." Mrs. Mills went +to the half-open door, that was curtained only in regard to the lower +portion. "Trimming a hat," she cried protestingly. "Oh, my dear, and +to think your mother was a Wesleyan Methodist. Before she came to +London, I mean." +</P> + +<P> +Her niece surveyed the work at arm's length. "I've done all I want to +do to it," she said. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills ordered the hat to be put on that she might ascertain +whether it suited, and this done, and guarded approval given, asked to +be allowed to try it on her own head. Here, again, the results, +inspected in the large mirror set in a narrow wooden frame above the +mantelpiece, gained commendation; Mrs. Mills declared she would feel +inclined to purchase a similar hat, only that Praed Street might say +she was looking for a second husband. Besides, she never went out. +</P> + +<P> +"Your poor mother was just as handy with her needle as what you are. +We'd go along together to have a look at the shops in Oxford Street, +and the moment she returned home, she'd set to work, and alter +something to make it look fashionable." Mrs. Mills sighed. "Little +good it brought her, though, in the long run." +</P> + +<P> +"I am sure," remarked the girl quickly, "it never brought her any harm." +</P> + +<P> +"Didn't help to get hold of anybody better than your father, at any +rate. But they're both gone, and it's no use talking." +</P> + +<P> +Some one entered the shop. +</P> + +<P> +"Your friend Miss Radford," she announced. "Now there won't be a +chance for any one else to speak." +</P> + +<P> +The visitor justified the prophecy, by entering the parlour with a +breathless "Oh, I've got such news!" checking herself on encountering +Mrs. Mills. Mrs. Mills asked, with reserve, concerning the health of +Miss Radford's mother, and mentioned (not apparently for the first +time) that the lady, in her opinion, ought to be living on a gravel +soil. Miss Radford, obviously suffering from repressed information, +promised to deliver the advice, word for word, and in the meantime gave +her own warm thanks. +</P> + +<P> +"Old nuisance!" she remarked, as the half-curtained door closed. "I +wonder how you can put up with her." +</P> + +<P> +"My aunt is very good to me." +</P> + +<P> +"Isn't it a pity," said the visitor inconsequently, "that you're so +short? Well, not exactly short, but certainly only about middle +height. I think"—she glanced at the mirror complacently—"my idea is +it's partly because I'm tall that I attract so much notice. I'm sure +the way they gaze round after I'm gone by—Well, it used to make me +feel quite confused, but I've got over that. You don't have to put up +with such experiences, Gertie." +</P> + +<P> +"Afraid I forget to turn to see if they're looking." +</P> + +<P> +"You've got rather a thoughtless disposition," agreed the other. "Once +or twice lately, when I've been telling you things that I don't tell to +everybody, it's struck me that you've been scarcely listening." The +door was closed, but Miss Radford verified this before proceeding. +"What do you think?" she asked in an awed voice. "Whatever do you +think? Two of my old ones have met. Met at a smoking concert +apparently. And they somehow started talking, and my name cropped up, +and," tearfully, "they've written me such a unkind letter, with both +their names to it. On the top of it all, the latest one caught sight +of me yesterday afternoon, dressing the window at our establishment, so +that he won't put in an appearance at the Marble Arch this evening." +</P> + +<P> +"Why not?" +</P> + +<P> +"Because I told him I was an artist. Said I had a picture in the Royal +Academy the year before last." +</P> + +<P> +"You are rather foolish at times, aren't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"I wish, darling," wailed Miss Radford, "that you could tell me +something I don't know." +</P> + +<P> +The clock on the mantelpiece struck the half-hour, and Mrs. Mills's +niece, suddenly alarmed, said she would not be absent for more than ten +minutes, an announcement the visitor received with an incredulous shake +of the head. As a fact, Gertie returned in five minutes fully +apparelled, to discover Miss Radford improved in spirits and ready for +more conversation. +</P> + +<P> +"A new blouse?" she cried, interrupting herself. "And you never told +me. Gertie Higham," solemnly, "this isn't what I call friendship." +</P> + +<P> +The girl went straight through the shop, and looking up and down Praed +Street, remarked to Mrs. Mills that it intended to be a fine evening. +The elder lady said it was high time Gertie found a young man to take +her out; the girl answered composedly that perhaps Mr. Trew might call +and do her this service. +</P> + +<P> +"Or Fred Bulpert?" remarked the aunt pointedly. +</P> + +<P> +"No," she answered, "not Mr. Bulpert, thank you. Mr. Trew is +different." +</P> + +<P> +"He isn't the man he was when I first knew him." +</P> + +<P> +"I like him because he's the man he is." +</P> + +<P> +She turned quickly at the sound of a deep, husky voice. Mr. Trew, on +the mat, opened his arms at sight of her, and beamed with a face that +was like the midday sun; she took his sleeve and pulled him to the +pavement. +</P> + +<P> +"At five minutes to five," she whispered urgently, "you're going to +take me for a walk in Hyde Park." +</P> + +<P> +"At four fifty-five to the minute," he agreed. "What's the game, may I +kindly ask?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll tell you later on." +</P> + +<P> +"I hadn't noticed it," he said loudly, re-entering the shop, "until my +attention was drawed to it by the little missy here. But there it is +right enough on the playcards. 'Motor omnibuses for London.'" He +shook his head, and, leaning across the counter, addressed Mrs. Mills. +"Light of my life, sunshine of my existence—" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you begin your nonsense," ordered the lady, not displeased. +</P> + +<P> +"—And sweetheart when a boy, I warn you against putting any of your +ill-gotten gains into that sort of speculation. They may perhaps start +one from the Elephant and it'll get about as fur as the Obelisk, and +there it'll stick. And they'll have to take it to pieces, and sell it +for scrap iron. I know what I'm talking about." +</P> + +<P> +"That's unusual in your case," said Mrs. Mills. +</P> + +<P> +"I get light-headed when I see you," explained Mr. Trew. "I was took +like it the first time I ran across you up in the gallery of the old +Princess's, seeing 'Guinea Gold,' and you've had the same effect on me +ever since. What's more, you glory in it. You're proud of the +wonderful influence you exercise over me. And all I get out of you is +a 'aughty smile." +</P> + +<P> +"The fact is," declared Mrs. Mills, "you get too much attention from +the ladies. It spoils you!" +</P> + +<P> +"See how she spurns me," he cried, turning to Gertie. "You wouldn't +treat a gentleman like that, would you, missy? You wouldn't play +football with an honest, loving heart, I'm sure. Oh, come on," with +pretended desperation, "let's have a cigar, and try to forget all about +it. A twopenny one; same as you sell to members of the House of Lords." +</P> + +<P> +"You're staying to tea," suggested Mrs. Mills, allowing him to make a +selection from a box. +</P> + +<P> +"I've got to leave just before five o'clock. Going to take the little +missy here out for a promenade." +</P> + +<P> +"Now that is kind and thoughtful of you," declared the other. "With +all your silliness, you're not half a bad sort. Gertie, go in and lay +the table." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Radford, after inspecting the new-comer over the half-curtain, +decided to leave, although, as she pointed out, this was an opportunity +for enjoying her company that rarely occurred. In confidence, the +young woman remarked that what she hoped might happen at a future date +was that she would meet some one possessing a disengaged brother, in +which case she guaranteed to bring all her influence to bear in favour +of Gertie Higham. Gertie said this was kind, and Miss Radford +mentioned that she always felt ready to do a favour whenever she +happened to be in good spirits. +</P> + +<P> +The three sat at table, with Mrs. Mills in a position that commanded a +view of the shop. Mr. Trew had brought a bag of prawns in the +tail-pocket of his coat, secured, he asserted, after enormous trouble +and expense from the sea coast of Marylebone Road that very afternoon; +they were, anyway, good prawns, and went admirably with thin bread and +butter, and Gertie would have eaten more but for anxiety concerning +progress of the hands of the clock. Mr. Trew, discussing the products +of the sea, regretted that he was bound, by his work, to London— +</P> + +<P> +"Horses is my occupation," he said, "but the ocean's my hobby." +</P> + +<P> +—And derided town, charging it with stuffiness in this month of +August, and moreover empty. He wished he were on the pier at Southend, +or at Margate, or at any place, in fact, where he might see the waves +rolling in and rolling out again, and shy pebbles at them. +</P> + +<P> +"Gertie could have had her holiday this month," remarked Mrs. Mills, +glancing with pride at her niece, "but she preferred not. I don't feel +sure whether she did right or whether she did wrong in giving them up. +There's more unlikely places than a seaside boarding-house to pick up a +future husband." She gave details of a case of a young woman living in +Harrow Road, who, in the summer of 1900, met at Eastbourne a gentleman +with one arm, invalided home from the war; an engagement immediately +followed. Later, the girl discovered he was already married, and that +he had gone away from his wife and children, taking with him the +compensation given to him by his employers, a firm of builders at +Willesden. +</P> + +<P> +"I expect the missy is keeping her eyes open, if the truth was known." +</P> + +<P> +"But no definite results," contended Mrs. Mills. "That's what I +complain of. At her age I had three after me." +</P> + +<P> +"This was long before I came on the scene," explained Mr. Trew to +Gertie; "otherwise there would have been bloodshed. Is this meal <I>ad +lib.</I>, or do I have to pay extra for another cup of tea?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want her to worry about it; I only want her to keep it in +view. What I should like more than anything would be to see a young +man who was fond of her come in here, at a time like this, and take his +piece of bread and butter, fold it, enjoy it, and sing to us +afterwards." +</P> + +<P> +"You're certain about that, aunt?" +</P> + +<P> +"Providing he had a decent voice." The shop bell rang. Mrs. Mills +half rose and recognized the customer. "We are now about to get all +the news of the neighbourhood," she said desolately. +</P> + +<P> +Gertie anticipated her, and, going in, served the lady with a copy of +<I>Fireside Love Stories</I>. Returned with an imperative message. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall have to see her," admitted Mrs. Mills. "She won't be happy +until she gets some piece of scandal off her mind." +</P> + +<P> +"Fair one," said Trew, with a wave of his hand, "every moment will seem +like a century until you return!" +</P> + +<P> +Gertie was fixing her newly-trimmed hat with the aid of the mirror, and +Mr. Trew was describing an accident witnessed the day before near Hyde +Park corner, when sound of commotion came from the street; he seized +his peaked cap and hurried through the shop. Gertie followed. +Conversation between the two ladies had been interrupted by the same +cause and they were outside the doorway, looking on at a small crowd +that acted as escort to an ambulance in charge of two policemen; the +aim of every one appeared to be to snatch the privilege of securing a +view of the man partly hidden by the brown hood of the conveyance. +Mrs. Mills sent the customer across to obtain particulars, and +remarking cheerfully to Mr. Trew and the girl, "You two off? Don't be +late back, mind!" turned to the more interesting subject. Children +were running up from side streets, grateful for anything likely to +break the serenity of the afternoon. +</P> + +<P> +"If he's damaged hisself," said Mr. Trew, as the ambulance stopped at +the hospital, "he's going to the right place to get repaired." +</P> + +<P> +"It's to be hoped he has friends." +</P> + +<P> +"Everybody's got the friends they deserve to have. Are we going the +direction to suit you, missy, or would you rather have gone Edgware +Road way?" +</P> + +<P> +"Let's turn down London Street," she suggested. "It will be quiet +there. I've something to tell you." She rolled her parasol carefully. +"And I want your help, Mr. Trew." +</P> + +<P> +Three youths near the underground station, with apparently no urgent +occupation, came forward hopefully on seeing Gertie; detecting the fact +that she was in the company of a big, burly man, they had to pretend a +sudden interest in a shuttered window. The two, going into Norfolk +Square, walked on the narrow pavement near the railings of the garden. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Trew, I've got a young man!" +</P> + +<P> +"That's the best news," he exclaimed heartily, "I've heard this summer!" +</P> + +<P> +"And I want somehow to get him asked indoors. Once aunt sees him and +hears him talk, it will be all right. But I'm nervous about it, and I +don't know how to manage." +</P> + +<P> +"This," he said, holding up a forefinger, "is just where old Harry Trew +comes in. This is exactly the sort of job he's fitted for. If he +hadn't took up with another occupation he'd have found himself by this +time in the Foreign Office. Do you want it arranged for to-night?" +</P> + +<P> +"Please!" +</P> + +<P> +"Right you are! You're going to meet him, I take it, presently. You +asked me to come out with you simply as an excuse for that purpose. +Very well, then. I've got a standing invite, as you very well know, to +drop in at the nine o'clock meal any Sunday evening I like. Your aunt +expects me." The forefinger became emphatic. "You simply arrange for +him to meet me, say, outside the Met. at ten minutes to the hower; I +shall be carrying a <I>Lloyd's</I> in my right hand. I brings him along," +continued Mr. Trew exultantly; "I introduces him as a young personal +friend of mine that I met on the steamer going to Clacton, year before +last. Your aunt says at once that any friend of mine is a friend of +her'n. You and him pretend not to know each other, but you gradually +become acquainted, and your aunt asks him, at the finish, to look in +again. Does that sound all right, or can you suggest a better plan?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's splendid," she cried. +</P> + +<P> +"I think," he continued, "I shall mention in the course of the evening +that his father was the best friend I ever had in the world. When I +was in a slight financial difficulty once, his father—your young man's +father, I mean—came to my assistance. And him not well off neither. +Turning-point of my life. But for that help I should, likely enough, +have gone down, and down, and down." He looked at her for approval. +"What's wrong with that?" +</P> + +<P> +"He's a gentleman!" +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew gazed for a few moments at a baby in a perambulator. +</P> + +<P> +"I was born in 'fifty-five, the year of the Crimea War," he said +deliberately, "and if my mother had had her way, I sh'd have been +christened Sebastopol, which wouldn't have been any catch to a public +man like myself. If I'm spared till next year, I shall be celebrating +my jubilee, and all London will be illuminated, I expect, with military +troops lining the streets. But what I want to tell you, missy, is +that, all that time, I've never seen any good resulting from a girl in +your position of life becoming friendly with any chap who was +considerably above her in regard to what we call social status. On the +other hand, I've seen harm come from it." +</P> + +<P> +"There's going to be none in my case," she said quickly. +</P> + +<P> +"I know, I know! I'm perfectly sure of that. That is to say, I'm +absolutely certain that is your view now. I can't quite explain what I +mean to any one of your age and your sex. If I was a well-educated +man"—here he took off his cap and rubbed the top of his head with the +peak—"I could find words to wrop it up somehow. The long and the +short of it is, you relinquish the idea. To oblige +me"—persuasively—"and to gratify your aunt, who's been pretty good to +you since you were a child—" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't forget that." +</P> + +<P> +"—And for your own peace of mind in the future, give it all up, and +you wait a bit until you find some one belonging to your own set." +</P> + +<P> +"There isn't the distance between the sets there used to be," she +argued. +</P> + +<P> +He took hold of the railings with both hands, and tried to shake them +in an effort of thought. +</P> + +<P> +"What's the young chap's name?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know." +</P> + +<P> +"There you are!"—with gloomy triumph—"don't that prove the truth of +everything I've been saying?" +</P> + +<P> +"He doesn't know mine." +</P> + +<P> +"That isn't an argument." +</P> + +<P> +"Quite so," the girl agreed. "It's only a statement of fact. He will +tell me his name directly I ask him, and I shall tell him my name the +moment he asks me." +</P> + +<P> +"No occupation, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"He works for his living." +</P> + +<P> +"Then," turning reproachfully upon her, "what did you mean by saying he +was a gentleman, and upsetting me to this extent?" +</P> + +<P> +"He is a gentleman," persisted Gertie. "I can tell the difference." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew sighed, and took out his watch. Gertie glanced at it. +</P> + +<P> +"I must go," she said. "I promised to meet him not far from the shop +at half-past." +</P> + +<P> +"I'd do anything to help you, missy," he declared, "because I like you. +And it's just because I like you that I don't feel particular inclined +to assist him. He ought to keep to his own sphere. There's a lot of +talk about breaking down the barriers that divide one class from +another, but, I tell you, it's a job that wants very careful handling. +And I've got as much sense as most, and I rather enjoy interfering with +other people's affairs, but this is an undertaking I don't care to +tackle. You'll excuse me for speaking my mind, won't you? It's a +habit I've got into." +</P> + +<P> +"It's a good habit," said Gertie. "I practise it myself." +</P> + +<P> +On the return, Mr. Trew, cap now at the back of his head, and his +rubicund face bearing indications of seriousness, pointed out that the +girl was in a berth in Great Titchfield Street, which he described as +not so dusty, earning twenty-five shillings a week, and with Saturday +afternoons and Sundays free; a good home, and everything ready for her +when she returned, tired out, at night; first-class feeding, able to +dress well. Mr. Trew, without daring to say whether he was right or +whether he was wrong, begged to suggest there were many girls worse +treated by fortune; it did seem to him that these advantages ought not +to be given up lightly. +</P> + +<P> +"There he is!" she cried excitedly. "Across there. Near the +second-hand furniture shop." +</P> + +<P> +"Your aunt's calling you," he said. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills was out on the pavement, scooping at the air with her right +arm. Gertie instinctively obeyed the order; Mr. Trew kept pace with +her. The three entered the shop, and Mrs. Mills, with a touch of her +heel, closed the door, went inside the tobacco counter, and, across it, +spoke rapidly and vehemently, with the aid of emphatic gesture, for +five minutes by the clock. Mr. Trew, disregarding rules of etiquette, +sat down, whilst the two stood, and became greatly interested in the +mechanism of a cigar-cutter. +</P> + +<P> +"Who told you all this, aunt?" asked the girl calmly, when Mrs. Mills +had finished. +</P> + +<P> +"The lady customer who was here when you went out. Do you deny it? Of +course, if it isn't correct that you've been seen walking about with a +young swell, I've lost my temper for nothing." +</P> + +<P> +"Girls will be girls," interposed Mr. Trew. +</P> + +<P> +"Not in my house." +</P> + +<P> +"It's all perfectly correct," announced Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills looked around in a dazed way. +</P> + +<P> +"Trew," she cried, "what's to be done?" +</P> + +<P> +"You've had your say, old beauty," he remarked slowly. "Now let me and +her go into the parlour and have some music—music of a different kind." +</P> + +<P> +The girl hesitated, and looked through the window. He touched her +shoulder. "I sh'd take it as a special favour." +</P> + +<P> +He came out a few minutes later, and mentioned to Gertie's aunt that he +had a message to deliver. The music within ceased; the lid of the +pianoforte closed. +</P> + +<P> +"Trew," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Queen of my heart." +</P> + +<P> +"This isn't the only upset I've had. Who do you think it was in that +ambulance cart this afternoon? I hopped across to have a look." +Leaning over the counter, she whispered. +</P> + +<P> +"That complicates matters, so far as she is concerned," he admitted. +"I hoped he'd vanished for good. We shall want all the diplomacy that +we've got stored away to deal with this." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap02"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER II. +</H3> + +<P> +Mr. Trew could scarcely be suspected of exceeding his instructions; he +had, upon his return, given privately an account of the words used, +with frequent use of the phrases, "I says to him," and "He says to me." +But as evenings of the week went by, and other girls at Hilbert's, on +leaving at the hour of seven, were met by courageous youths near the +door, and by shyer lads at a more reticent spot (some of these took +ambush in doorways, affecting to read cricket results in the evening +paper), then Gertie Higham began to wonder whether the message had been +communicated in the precise tone and manner that she had given it. The +blue pinafored girls, stitching gold thread in the workroom at +Hilbert's, cultivated little reserve, and when they had occasion to +enter the office they sometimes told her of young men encountered (say) +at a dance, of ardent protestations of love, faithful promises to meet +again. +</P> + +<P> +"And from that day to this," the accounts finished, "not so much as a +sign of his lordship." +</P> + +<P> +There was encouragement in the thought that he knew the number in Great +Titchfield Street; was aware that she walked thence to Praed Street. +And each evening on the way home a straw hat temporarily imposed upon +her, a tall boyish figure and an eager method of walking deceived. At +Praed Street, Mrs. Mills, noting that time had not been wasted on the +journey, beamed approval and made much of her niece, telling her she +was a good, sensible girl; one bound to get on in the world. Gertie +did not leave again after her arrival, but turned out a room upstairs, +and swept and dusted with extraordinary energy. +</P> + +<P> +Good spirits increased at Great Titchfield Street when Friday came, and +men at the looms above sang loudly; girls who had borrowed small sums +were reminded by lenders that the moment for payment was close at hand. +At the hour, wages were given through the pigeon-hole of the windows by +Madame, with the assistance of Gertie, and the young women hung up +pinafores, pinned hats, and flew off with the sums as though there was +danger of a refund being demanded. When they had gone, Madame, +dispirited by the paying out of money, said there was not now the +profit in the business that there had been in her father's day, when +you charged what you liked, and everybody paid willingly. To restore +cheerfulness, the two faced each other at the sloping desks, and Madame +dictated whilst Gertie took bills, headed "Hilbert's Military +Accoutrement Manufacturers," and wrote the words, "To a/c rendered." +Later, she left to Madame the task of locking up. +</P> + +<P> +Near the print shop over the way, a tall young figure in a tweed suit +marched from one unlighted lamp-post to another; the girl drew back to +the staircase, snatching a space for consideration. The next moment +she was crossing the street with the air of an art patron anxious to +inspect before making a purchase. +</P> + +<P> +"You gave me such a start," she declared, as a hand touched her +shoulder lightly. "I'd begun to think you'd disappeared altogether. +Where've you been hiding?" +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mind very much," he asked, gazing down at her contentedly, "if +I honour you with my company a part of the way?" +</P> + +<P> +"No objection whatever. Hasn't it been a scorcher? Up there, what +with the heat and the noise of the machines going, it's made my head +ache." +</P> + +<P> +"You won't care to go to a concert then. Shall we have a boat again in +Regent's Park? We are both magnificent sailors." +</P> + +<P> +"I'd rather be somewheres where we can talk." +</P> + +<P> +"Why," he declared, "that is just what I should prefer. The similarity +in our tastes is almost alarming." +</P> + +<P> +"Primrose Hill is rather a nice open space." +</P> + +<P> +"Sounds perfectly delightful," he agreed; "but I can't in the least +guess where it is." +</P> + +<P> +"I know my way about London," said Gertie Higham. +</P> + +<P> +They walked along Oxford Street, the girl endeavouring to keep in step +with him, and he attempting to keep in step with her; they appeared to +decide near to Wells Street that it would be more convenient to fall +back on individual methods. At the corner of Tottenham Court Road +Gertie hailed a yellow omnibus which was on the point of starting; she +skipped up the steps with a confidence that made the conductor's +warning "'Old tight!" superfluous. +</P> + +<P> +"You didn't mind my sending out that message the other evening?" +Beginning the conversation breathlessly. +</P> + +<P> +"I considered it kind of you to be so thoughtful." +</P> + +<P> +"It wasn't exactly that. I didn't want a row with aunt. What did you +think of Mr. Trew?" +</P> + +<P> +"Do you know, it occurred to me that he looked rather like an omnibus +driver." +</P> + +<P> +"He is an omnibus driver." +</P> + +<P> +"A relative?" +</P> + +<P> +"Better than that—a friend. I s'pose you're somewhat particular about +relations?" +</P> + +<P> +The conductor came, and the girl had thought of other questions by the +time fares to the Adelaide were paid. A man on the seat in front +turned to ask her companion for a match; he handed over a silver box +that bore a monogram. She begged permission, when it was given back, +to look at the case. +</P> + +<P> +"Which stands for the Christian name?" +</P> + +<P> +"The H." +</P> + +<P> +"And D. is for the surname then—H. D." +</P> + +<P> +"Henry Douglass," he said. +</P> + +<P> +"I like the sound of it," she declared. "What do you think the name of +the forewoman at our place of business is?" She chattered on, and he +listened attentively, as though the sound of her voice was all that +mattered. +</P> + +<P> +At the Adelaide they alighted, and, walking up the short hill, found +Regent's Park Road; she explained the geography of the district, +pointed out that away south it was all open country until you came to +Marylebone Road. And was it not wonderful how fresh and bracing the +air seemed up here, even on a summer's evening; you could easily +imagine yourself miles and miles away from London. Did he care for the +country? She did not. For one thing, the people there had such an odd +way of speaking that it was a trouble to realize what they were driving +at. She sometimes wondered whether they understood each other. +</P> + +<P> +"You're letting me do all the talk," she remarked, as they took seats +in the enclosed space at the top of the hill. Boys were playing on the +slopes, punctuating the game with frequent disputes. A young couple +seated near a tree attracted her notice; the girl's eyes were closed, +head resting on the shoulder of the young man, who had an aspect of +gloomy resignation. +</P> + +<P> +"Sillies some people make of themselves, don't they?" she said. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose we are, most of us, ludicrous to other people." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you laugh at me sometimes?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, no," he said earnestly; "I like you too much to do that." +</P> + +<P> +"You think you're a bit fond of me," she said, gazing ahead and +speaking deliberately, "because I'm different from most of the girls +you're in the habit of meeting, and my ways make a change for you. +That's about all. You'd soon get tired of me and my manner if we saw +much of each other. I know it won't last." +</P> + +<P> +"I shall not trouble to contradict that," he remarked good-temperedly, +"because I know you don't believe it yourself. Why, it would be +absolutely splendid to be always with you." +</P> + +<P> +Another couple walked by, breathless after the climb. Gertie, +recognizing her friend Miss Radford, nodded; and that young lady, after +a short scream of astonishment, gave a bow, and nudged her blushing +companion as an instruction to imitate the example by raising his hat. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm glad she's seen us," said Gertie. "Didn't the young fellow turn +red?" +</P> + +<P> +"He's a junior clerk in my office." +</P> + +<P> +"What a score for me!" she cried exultantly. "I've a good mind to ask +you now what you do for a living exactly, only that I'd rather find +everything out bit by bit." +</P> + +<P> +"You queer little person," he said affectionately. "Tell me instead +about yourself. What is a day like at your place of business? Do you +mind—it helps to concentrate my attention—if I hold your hand whilst +you talk?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why should I?" asked Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +There could be no doubt, as she progressed with the description of +Great Titchfield Street, that her mind was well occupied with the daily +work; she gave the recital clearly and well, avoiding repetition and +excluding any suggestion of monotony. Every moment of the hours there +seemed to engage her interest. It was her duty to keep the books, and +keep them straight; to answer the telephone, and sometimes make +purchases of reels of gold thread and of leather. The looms and the +netting machine were worked by men; the rest was done by girls. The +forewoman was described, and her domestic troubles lightly sketched +(Miss Rabbit's father backed horses, excepting when they came in +first). Madame herself was spoken of in lowered respectful +tones—partly because of her high position, partly because of shrewd +and businesslike methods. Madame, it appeared, attributed any success +she attained to the circumstance that she had steered clear of +matrimony. Madame told the girls sometimes that you could wed yourself +to business, or you could wed yourself to a man, but women who tried to +do both found themselves punished for bigamy, sooner or later. Gertie +was a favourite of Madame's; the main reason was, the girl thought, +that— +</P> + +<P> +"Shan't tell you!" she said, interrupting herself. +</P> + +<P> +"Let me hear the worst," begged young Douglass cheerfully. "I have, +just for the moment, the courage of a lion." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, the reason is that she's under the impression I don't care much +for—for anybody special." +</P> + +<P> +"And is Madame correct in her sanguine anticipations?" +</P> + +<P> +"She was. Until a month or so ago." +</P> + +<P> +He took the other hand quickly. +</P> + +<P> +"Let's move on," she recommended, rising sedately. "I don't want to be +too late on pay night. Aunt will be thinking I've been knocked down +and robbed of my purse. She's country-bred—Berkshire—and she says +she doesn't trust Londoners." They went down the slope. +</P> + +<P> +"Does she happen to know the town of Wallingford, I wonder?" +</P> + +<P> +He declared, on receiving the answer, that nothing could be more +fortunate; this was, indeed, pure luck. For he too was acquainted with +Wallingford, and especially well he knew a village not far off: if he +could but meet Gertie's aunt, here was a subject of mutual interest. +Throwing away the serious manner that came intermittently, he +challenged her to race him down to the Albert Road gate; and she went +at her best speed, not discouraged by shouts from youngsters of "Go it, +little 'un!" They arrived together at the gate, where Gertie had to +rest for a few moments to regain breath. She pointed out that skirts +hampered one; he admitted he ought to have given her fifty yards start. +They took Regent's Park more demurely. +</P> + +<P> +"When you get a colour," he said, "you look like a schoolgirl." +</P> + +<P> +"As a matter of fact, I shan't see twenty again." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you want to?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," she replied candidly; "I'm as happy just now as ever I want to +be. It'll always be something to look back upon." +</P> + +<P> +"I wish," he said with earnestness, "that you wouldn't talk as though +our friendship was only going to be temporary." +</P> + +<P> +"We never know our luck," she remarked. "Aunt was saying only the +other evening, 'Gertie,' she said—Now I've been and let you know my +name." +</P> + +<P> +He repeated it twice quietly to himself. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you been fond of any one before this?" she asked. The girl had +so many questions that her mind jumped from one topic to another. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh yes," he answered. "When I was a schoolboy at Winchester I fell in +love—deeply in love. She was a widow, and kept a confectioner's shop. +Good shop, too." +</P> + +<P> +"Nothing more serious than that?" He shook his head. "Glad I'm the +first," she said. "And I wish my plan for getting you acquainted with +aunt had come off the other night. It would have made it all seem more +legal, somehow." +</P> + +<P> +"We'll manage it," he promised. "Meanwhile, and always, don't forget +that you are my dear sweetheart." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Miss Radford called at Praed Street, inquiring anxiously; and Mrs. +Mills, summoning invention to her aid, said Gertie was not in. Mrs. +Mills followed this up by mentioning that an occasional visit from Miss +Radford could be tolerated, but it was not necessary for her to be +always in and out of the place. Miss Radford, asserting that she never +forced her company upon any one, swung out of the shop; and Mrs. Mills +said to the cat that they did not want too many flighters about. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, Mr. Bulpert!" With a quick change of manner to a newcomer. +"This is a pleasant surprise. Mr. Trew was talking about you not two +days ago." +</P> + +<P> +The young man took the chair near the counter and, giving it a twirl, +sat down heavily, and rested his chin on the back. "I'm putting on too +much avoirdupois," he said gloomily. "Saturday, I had to get into +evening dress, and it was as much as I could do to make the waistcoat +buttons meet." +</P> + +<P> +"You ought to take more exercise." +</P> + +<P> +"What's the use of talking like that? If I take more exercise, I find +myself with a bigger appetite, and then I'm worse off than ever." He +dismissed the problem as insoluble. "Where's Gertie? I've got a new +recitation that she'd very much like to hear. I place a certain value +on her criticism." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll call her down. And, Mr. Bulpert, I want you to be as nice and +pleasant to her as you can. I had to talk rather sharply to her not +many days ago; now I'd like to make it up. I'm bound to say she took +it very well." +</P> + +<P> +"You won't forget," he urged, "that I'm a man who can always get any +amount of refined society. Sought after as I am for <I>al fresco</I> +concerts and what not—" +</P> + +<P> +"I know," agreed Mrs. Mills. "Only Gertie hasn't many friends, and I +want her, just now, to make the most of 'em." +</P> + +<P> +She called her niece, and Gertie came, turning the page of a book, +entitled, "Hints for Gentlewomen." Gertie offered her hand to Bulpert, +and remarked that he was growing stout; he advised her, with some +vehemence, to take to glasses before her eyesight became further +impaired. Mrs. Mills went back to the shop with a waggish caution +against too much love-making. Bulpert, after shifting furniture, took +up a position on the white hearthrug, and gave a stirring adventure in +the life of a coastguardsman who saved from a wreck his wife and child. +At the end, Bulpert mopped face, readjusted collar, and waited for +congratulations. +</P> + +<P> +"Did you make it up out your own head, Mr. Bulpert?" +</P> + +<P> +"I did not make it up out of my own head," he said resentfully. "That +isn't my line, and well you know it. It was written by a chap your +cousin, Clarence Mills, introduced me to." +</P> + +<P> +"Ask him to write it again. It seems to me a stupid piece. The wife's +been away for ten years, and the baby is eighteen months old." +</P> + +<P> +"That does require a slight alteration. But what about my rendering of +it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Overdone," answered Gertie. "If only you'd stand up and say them +quietly, your pieces would go a lot better." +</P> + +<P> +"But I've got to convey the meaning to the ordience." +</P> + +<P> +"Give 'em credit for some intelligence. When the coastguardsman is +going out to the wreck, it isn't necessary to wave your arms about like +a windmill. You say he's swimming, and that's enough. And if a +floating spar knocked him senseless before he got to the wreck, I don't +believe he could take them both in his arms and swim back to the shore." +</P> + +<P> +"It says he did in the poetry," contended Bulpert with warmth. "The +whole fact of the matter is that you don't in the least know what +you're talking about." A sound of voices came from the shop, and +Gertie flushed. "Now it's no use your getting hot-tempered about it," +he went on. "You speak your mind to me, and I'm entitled to speak my +mind to you. What you suffer from is nothing more nor less than sheer +ignorance. Imperfect education; that's what the complaint is called." +</P> + +<P> +"Gertie!" A call from the shop. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes, aunt." +</P> + +<P> +"Do come here just a moment. Here's the strangest coincidence I ever +came across." Gertie obeyed with signs of nervousness. "This young +gentleman tells me that he knows Ewelme, and he's actually been inside +the house where I was born!" +</P> + +<P> +"How do you do?" said Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"And he's going down there again shortly," went on Mrs. Mills with +animation, "and he means to bring me back some roses from the garden. +Isn't it good of him?" +</P> + +<P> +"Your daughter is fond of flowers?" +</P> + +<P> +"She's only my niece," explained Mrs. Mills volubly. "Her mother +kicked the bucket some years ago, and her father—What's Wallingford +like now, sir? I've said over and over again that I'd one day take the +Great Western to go and have a look and see what alterations had been +made. But," regretfully, "it's never been anything more than talk. +I'd like Gertie to see the place though, so that she could tell whether +it comes up to my description." +</P> + +<P> +He seemed inclined to make an impetuous offer, but a brief shake of the +girl's head arrested him. A boy entered and asked for an evening +newspaper, and Gertie attended to the transaction. +</P> + +<P> +"By the bye," turning to the stationery counter, "I want one or two +magazines." Their heads came closely together as a selection was being +made; she whispered a caution not to stay too long. In a louder voice, +Gertie announced that the total cost was two shillings and sixpence. +Mrs. Mills beamed across from the tobacco counter, and asked whether he +knew who was keeping "The Lamb"; Henry Douglass could not supply the +information, but guaranteed to obtain particulars, and bring them to +Praed Street. Mrs. Mills declared herself ashamed to give so much +trouble. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you in business, sir, may I ask?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am, in a very small way, an architect." +</P> + +<P> +"Really?" said Gertie interestedly. +</P> + +<P> +"But," said Mrs. Mills, "you're not wearing a white tie!" +</P> + +<P> +"She's thinking of an archbishop," remarked Bulpert, coming forward. +"I'm pleased to make your acquaintance, sir. Daresay you know me by +name." He found a card in his letter-case, and Henry took it near the +light to examine the wording. +</P> + +<P> +"'Fred W. Bulpert,'" he read. "'Society Entertainer and Elocutionist.'" +</P> + +<P> +"That's in the evenings, of course," said Bulpert. "By day, I'm in the +West Central district. Post Office, to tell you the truth. I'll +trouble you for the card back, because I'm running somewhat short of +them. And if you should be arranging a concert at any time, either for +your own benefit or any body else's, you might bear me in mind. F. W. +B. is a great draw, if I may say so, because, you see, a lot of people +have heard him before." +</P> + +<P> +The customer asked whether there was an underground station near; Mrs. +Mills instructed Gertie to walk along with the young gentleman, and to +point out the building. As they left, she urged Henry not to forget +his promise concerning the roses. +</P> + +<P> +"Nice, quiet-spoken lad," she commented. "I wish Gertie would take up +with some one like him, or even you, and forget all about that society +young man she's been seen strolling with." +</P> + +<P> +"I hadn't heard about that," said Bulpert seriously. "What are the +solid facts of the matter? Why am I kept in the dark about everything?" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap03"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER III. +</H3> + +<P> +Mr. Trew, off duty, and carrying his whip, came to Praed Street late on +a Saturday night, and his look of anxiety disappeared at once when he +saw that Mrs. Mills and her niece were on excellent terms with each +other. He explained that there was no time to spare, because his old +landlady had a hot supper ready, and it was not wise, on these +occasions, to keep her or the meal waiting. He delivered his news. +Pleasant, elderly gent on the front seat started conversation by +talking about prison life, and Trew gave some particulars of a case +with which he was acquainted. One subject leading to another, the gent +said, as the omnibus was crossing Oxford Street, "Driver, do you ever +go to the Zoological Gardens on a Sunday afternoon?" and thereupon +handed over the two tickets, expressing a hope that the visit would be +enjoyed by the other and his wife. +</P> + +<P> +"And me being nothing more than a lonely bachelor," said Trew, "I +thought perhaps the little missy here might favour me with her company." +</P> + +<P> +"It'll do her the world of good," declared Mrs. Mills. +</P> + +<P> +They met the next day near the West Entrance at half-past three. Mr. +Trew, arriving early, had been listening to oratory at different +groups, and he mentioned to Gertie that in his opinion some of the +speakers might well be transferred to the Gardens, and kept in a cage; +what he failed to understand was why people could not set to and make +the best of the world, instead of pretending it was all bad. They went +through the turnstiles, and divided attention between animals and +visitors; the former could be identified with the help of labels. Mr. +Trew said, in regard to the people, that it was difficult to tell which +were housemaids, and which were ladies of title. +</P> + +<P> +"Oddly enough," remarked Gertie, "I was intending to be here this +afternoon, in any case." +</P> + +<P> +"Trust me," he said, self-reproach fully, "for coming in second. Never +actually won a race in my life yet. Is it the same young feller?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not one to chop and change." +</P> + +<P> +"When we run across him, I'll make myself scarce." +</P> + +<P> +"You'll do nothing of the kind, Mr. Trew." +</P> + +<P> +He pointed out, in the crocodile house, one or two regular customers of +the Baker Street to Victoria route, and when they recognized him he +became purple with content. A short youth was making notes near a tank +in the corner. Mr. Trew, nudging Gertie, went to him and, in a gruff +voice, asked what the deuce he was doing there; the youth turned to +give a retort. +</P> + +<P> +"I've got your young lady cousin with me," explained Mr. Trew. "Come +along, and help with the task of looking after her." +</P> + +<P> +Clarence Mills was pleased to meet Gertie, and, as the three went +towards the red-bricked lions' house, mentioned that he proposed to +write a dialogue sketch of the Zoo; up to the present little worth +recording had been overheard, and he expected he would, as usual, be +compelled to invent the conversations. +</P> + +<P> +"I read all of yours, Clarence, that appear in the newspapers," said +Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"That doesn't take up a great deal of your time," he remarked. +</P> + +<P> +"But you're getting on, aren't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"I think of going in for the boot-black business," he said. "I believe +I could make a reputation there." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you go losing 'eart," advised Mr. Trew. "I shouldn't be in the +position I occupy now if I hadn't made up my mind, from the start, not +to get low-spirited. If any disappointments come your way, simply +laugh at 'em. They can stand anything but that. Who is this I see on +the far horizon?" +</P> + +<P> +"Don't let him catch sight of us just yet," begged the girl +apprehensively. "He seems to have ladies with him." +</P> + +<P> +Henry's companions entered the house, as the roaring within became +insistent, and he looked up and down eagerly. Gertie gave a whistle. +</P> + +<P> +"You and I have met before," he said smilingly to Mr. Trew. +</P> + +<P> +"I was a Boy Messenger then, sir." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie introduced her cousin with a touch of pride. +</P> + +<P> +"I am trying to think," said Clarence, "where I saw your name to-day." +</P> + +<P> +"Haven't made a name yet," remarked Henry. "Only been at it for about +eighteen months. I say! We don't want to go into that enormous crowd. +We'll stroll round and see how the penguins are getting on. They +sometimes look as though they were thinking of giving me a commission +to draw up plans for new Law Courts." +</P> + +<P> +At one of the open windows the two ladies were standing, watching over +many heads the high tea that was being served to the impatient animals. +The younger one happened to turn as Gertie and her friends went by; she +raised her eyebrows. +</P> + +<P> +"Everybody one knows appears to be here," said Henry Douglass. "I wish +you had agreed instead to run out with me from Baker Street Station +into the country." +</P> + +<P> +"Can't do that yet," she answered definitely. "Not until we know each +other a great deal better." +</P> + +<P> +"Your rules of conduct are precise." +</P> + +<P> +"You'll like me all the better later on," said Gertie, "because of +that. Always supposing," she continued, "that you do go on liking me." +</P> + +<P> +"So far as I can gather," he remarked good-temperedly, "I am <I>persona +grata</I> now at Praed Street." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know what that means," she said; "but aunt has quite taken to +you. Just look at this! Isn't it extr'ordinary?—Clarence," she +called over her shoulder to her cousin, "here is most likely where you +saw the name this afternoon." +</P> + +<P> +She examined the inscription framed on the bars. "Presented to the +Society by Sir Mark Douglass." +</P> + +<P> +"No," said Clarence Mills. "That wasn't it. My sluggish memory will +arouse presently, and then I shall be able to exhibit signs of +intelligence." +</P> + +<P> +They were looking down from the terrace at the white bear in his pit, +when a high voice came above the moderate tones of the crowd; Henry +took Gertie's arm, and began to talk rapidly of Nansen and the North +Pole, but this did not prevent her from glancing over her shoulder. +The people gave way to the owner of the insistent voice, and she, after +inspection through pince-nez, made bitter complaint of the clumsiness +of the bear, his murky appearance, the serious consequences of +indiscriminate feeding. Henry endeavoured to detach the members of his +party, but they appeared enthralled by the commanding tones. +</P> + +<P> +"I thought we should meet again," said the younger woman, addressing +Henry. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Loriner," he said to Gertie, with signs of reluctance. "A friend +of my sister-in-law." +</P> + +<P> +"I am Lady Douglass's companion," remarked Miss Loriner. +</P> + +<P> +"She seems ratty about something," said Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"She has what they call the critical faculty," mentioned the other, +with a twinkle of the eye. "I happen to be aware of the fact." +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass was looking around with the air of one searching for +fresh subjects; Henry led Gertie to her, and made the introductions. +Lady Douglass expressed the view that the Gardens were horribly tiring, +regretted her ill-luck in visiting on a crowded afternoon. "But no +misfortune," she added wearily, "seems to escape me!" +</P> + +<P> +It was not until they descended the steps that the group had an +opportunity for forming itself. Miss Loriner, recognizing the girl's +perturbation of mind, took her ahead, thus foiling the intentions of +Lady Douglass; they could hear her talking of literature to Clarence +Mills in a patronizing way. Gertie's cousin said resolutely, "But +George Meredith never wrote a poem with that title. You are thinking +of Owen Meredith." Lady Douglass answered, with pride, that she never +troubled to remember the names of authors. +</P> + +<P> +"Clarence is standing up to her," remarked Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"She gets so little contradiction," said Miss Loriner, "that it will +have all the charm of novelty. I daren't do it, of course." +</P> + +<P> +"You're thinking of your bread and butter." +</P> + +<P> +"That's about all I should have to eat if I lost this berth." +</P> + +<P> +"Wouldn't care for the job myself." +</P> + +<P> +"I can't do anything else," explained Miss Loriner. "Did you say your +cousin was a journalist? I wish I could do something like that. I +want to write a novel, badly." +</P> + +<P> +"That's probably how you would write it. Why, even Clarence is finding +some trouble over the job. And he's got a brain." +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose that is an advantage," admitted the other serenely. "How +long have you known Mr. Douglass?" +</P> + +<P> +"Her husband must get precious tired of the sound of her voice." +</P> + +<P> +"He does. He goes away a good deal. The war in South Africa was a +Godsend to him. Just now he is out somewhere—I forget where. How +long have you—" +</P> + +<P> +"Any youngsters?" +</P> + +<P> +"There are no children." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie glanced back at Lady Douglass in a more friendly way. Clarence +had been dropped owing, apparently, to want of sympathy, and Trew was +selected as one more likely to agree with arguments. +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Douglass's mother is in town," mentioned Miss Loriner, "but she is +resting this afternoon." +</P> + +<P> +"I wasn't aware he had a mother." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh!" With illumination. "Then you haven't known him long. They are +very fond of each other. She is a dear soul. When matters go wrong +down at Ewelme, it is old Mrs. Douglass who puts everything right." +</P> + +<P> +They were separated by a child who had been startled by a look from an +amiable dromedary. Henry came forward. +</P> + +<P> +"I am going to ask my sister-in-law," he said deliberately, "to invite +you down to Morden Place. Thank her, won't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll thank her," replied Gertie, "but I shan't accept the invitation." +</P> + +<P> +"I'd see that she was civil to you." +</P> + +<P> +"And I shall see," said the girl obstinately, "that she doesn't get +many chances of being anything else. I'd no idea you had swell +relatives; otherwise I'd never have gone on with it." +</P> + +<P> +He went back disappointedly, and Mr. Trew, making his escape with every +sign of relief, told Gertie that, with what he might term a vast and +considerable experience of womankind (including one specimen who, in +May of '99, gave him advice on the task of driving horses through +London streets), this particular one was, he declared, the limit. He +described himself as feeling bruised, black and blue, all over. +Without wishing to interfere in matters which did not concern him, he +ventured to suggest that Gertie might possibly be fortunate in her +young man, but she could scarcely claim to be called lucky in her young +man's relations. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to chuck it," she replied desperately. "Chuck it +altogether. You were correct in what you said, that Sunday night, +about distances, and I was wrong." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew, flustered by this instant agreement, began to hedge. He did +not pretend, he said, to be always right; he could recollect many +occasions when he had been considerably wide of the mark. In fact, a +bigger blunderhead, excepting in regard to certain matters, of which +this was not one, probably did not exist. Trew begged to point out +that the middle-aged party walking along behind them was, after all, +only one middle-aged party, and there was no reason to assume that she +could knock out every opponent she encountered. At the finish of his +argument, Trew urged his young companion to put on the gloves, and show +what she could do. +</P> + +<P> +"Think I had better not," she said, less definitely. "I shan't like +feeling myself beaten, but it's wiser to do that now than to leave it +till later." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew became reproachful, almost sarcastic. This, then, was the +stuff that his little friend, niece of his old friend, was made of, was +it? Crumpling up at the first signs of opposition; stepping out of the +ring directly her opponent held up fists! If Gertie represented the +young woman of to-day, give Mr. Trew the young woman of thirty years +ago. He had changed his mind recently on an important subject—a thing +he rarely did—and half decided to extend the power of voting to the +other sex, but the present case induced him to believe first thoughts +were best. +</P> + +<P> +"I'll have another go then," announced Gertie Higham; "but I don't +guarantee I shall win." +</P> + +<P> +"If I hadn't rather a lot of money out just now," he declared +encouragingly, "I'd put every penny of it on you." +</P> + +<P> +They stopped near to the semicircular cage where the condors, in +evening dress and white boa around the neck, surveyed the garden with +the aloof manner of the higher aristocracy. Gertie waited for an +advance; this did not come. Miss Loriner, at the command of Lady +Douglass, furnished the hour, and a scream of dismay was given, +followed by the issuing of orders. Henry must conduct them out of this +dreadful Park; Henry must find a hansom with a reliable horse, and a +driver of good reputation. Also Henry must come on to see his mother, +and take her on to a tea appointment at Cadogan Gardens, thus saving +trouble to Lady Douglass, who was really so fagged and wearied by this +exhausting afternoon that rest, in a partially darkened room, was +nothing short of imperative. +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," said Gertie, answering Henry's questioning look; "you go!" +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass remembered to give a word of farewell when she was a +distance of about ten yards away. "So pleased to have met you!" she +said casually. Henry, near the gates, turned and waved his hand, and +Gertie responded cheerfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Now I want to scream!" she said. +</P> + +<P> +Clarence Mills declared his intention of providing tea, and Trew +admitted a cup or so would not be likely to prove injurious to the +system; might, indeed, have a soothing effect on the mind. They found +an enamelled table on the lawn, and directly Gertie took the handle of +the teapot she was able to announce that she felt considerably improved +in temper. Her cousin gave an imitation of Lady Douglass's speech and +manner, and Gertie imitated the imitation. Mr. Trew had a difficulty +in deciding which was the more admirable, but asserted either was to be +preferred to the original, and during the progress of the shilling meal +they affected to be distinguished members of society, to the great +astonishment of folk at neighbouring tables, and to the diversion of an +interested waiter. Completely restored now to her normal mood, Gertie +mentioned a number of alert repartees which she would have made if +Henry's sister-in-law had given suitable openings. +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose," remarked Mr. Trew, emptying his cup by giving it a jerk +over his shoulder, "that, after all, she isn't nearly so bad as she's +painted. She certainly did look to me somewhat made-up; it's a custom +amongst her set, I believe. Often wonder whether it takes anybody in." +</P> + +<P> +"He said she was going to invite me to her house in the country, but +she didn't. Wouldn't mind meeting Henry's mother, just once, to find +out what she is like." +</P> + +<P> +"It was something on the tape," mentioned her cousin, again +endeavouring to arouse memory. "That was where I saw the name. If you +two care to come along to my club, I'll run in, and make sure." +</P> + +<P> +"We can get a Waterloo omnibus from the York and Albany corner," said +Mr. Trew. +</P> + +<P> +He warned them, in ascending the steps, that he was going to have a +rare lark with the driver, whose face, it appeared, was new on the +road. They took seats in front, and Mr. Trew, adopting a rustic +accent, inquired of the driver whether the canal below represented the +river Thames; in regard to Trinity Church, near Portland Road Station, +he asked if he was right in assuming this to be St. Paul's; at Peter +Robinson's he put another question, and, information given, demanded +whether Oxford Circus was being run by Barnum. These and other +inquiries were courteously replied to; and when the three alighted near +the fountain and Trew, looking up, thanked the new driver for his +kindness, the driver said, "Ta-ta, old True till Death," whipping the +omnibus on the near side to call the conductor's attention to an +approaching customer. +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew, depressed by the failure of his elaborate scheme, walked +behind the young people, grumbling self-reproachfully. "Him +recognizing me all along, and calling me by my nickname at the finish!" +</P> + +<P> +Clarence Mills ran up the staircase of his club, and the two walked +inside the railings of the square, inspected the bust of Shakespeare at +the centre. A few people were sitting about. The palatial houses of +amusement on the northern and the western side enjoyed their day of +rest, but gave hints of startling attractions for the coming week. Mr. +Trew considered Shakespeare a well-meaning writer, but somewhat old +fashioned in methods, and was surprised to find that Gertie had +thoroughly enjoyed "The Tempest" at His Majesty's. +</P> + +<P> +"Was you alone?" +</P> + +<P> +"No. Mr. Douglass took me." +</P> + +<P> +"That accounts for it," he said knowingly. +</P> + +<P> +Clarence Mills came looking for them with anxiety. The two hurried +forward and met him at the gate; his forehead remained contracted. +</P> + +<P> +"Her husband's yacht," he announced, "has been seized by natives. All +on board put to death." They gazed at each other. +</P> + +<P> +"So that turns her," remarked Trew slowly, "into a widow woman. +There's no family, as I understand; consequently, it makes a bit of +diff'rence to Gertie's young man." +</P> + +<P> +The girl sighed. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sorry for her," she said. "Very sorry indeed. And it means that +my path won't be none the easier!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap04"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IV. +</H3> + +<P> +Madame Hilbert and the forewoman in Great Titchfield Street consulted +each other only when crises occurred; the girls knew that if Madame +came to the doorway, saying, "Miss Rabbit, just half a second, please," +and the forewoman was absent for half an hour, then some matter of +supreme importance was being discussed. The establishment was in close +touch with the military service at home and abroad, and the best stroke +good fortune could make in favour of Hilbert's was to arrange a stately +ceremonial in India, some alteration in the dress of officers, or +anything that made uniforms necessary. The girls' workroom, even at +ordinary times, presented an aspect of enormous wealth, with everywhere +a display of gold—loose threads of it on the tables, collected threads +being sewn on foundations, epaulettes in course of making, heavy +dependent nuggets hung upon scarves. Gold floated in the air, and when +the sun came through the windows it all looked as though one could play +the conjurer, and perform the enchanting trick of making a dash with +the hand and secure sovereigns. Many of the girls wore glasses because +continued attention to the glistening colours affected the eyes; +sometimes a worker became pale of features, anaemic and depressed, and +had to hurry off to the sea-side, and Miss Rabbit referred to this as +an act of Providence. For the most part, the girls were healthy and +cheerful, and they had the encouragement of good wages. Miss Rabbit, +it was reported, took home every Saturday two pounds ten shillings; the +very youngest assistant made twelve shillings a week. +</P> + +<P> +"I do hope," said Madame, at a special private conference, "it doesn't +mean she's taking up religion." The forewoman shook her head. "I've +known cases in my time where it's come on suddenly, and it's thrown a +girl clean off her balance. If it isn't religion it must be love. +Love has just about the same effect with some of us. Have you ever +been gone on any one, Miss Rabbit?" +</P> + +<P> +"Only to a very moderate extent," replied the forewoman precisely. +"And it's such a long while ago, Madame, that I've nearly forgot all +about it." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't like to see one of my girls turn like this all at once," said +Madame with anxiety. "Moreover, she's the handy one in the business. +There's nothing she doesn't know about the work, and little she can't +do. If anything happened to you, I've always had the idea of putting +her in your position." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Rabbit's features twitched; she corrected the slip at once by +assuming a look of cordial agreement. "You always know the right thing +to do, Madame," she murmured reverently. +</P> + +<P> +"How'd it be to call her in, and both of us have a talk to her, and +find out whether she's got anything on her mind?" +</P> + +<P> +"That's a splendid notion," admitted Miss Rabbit with enthusiasm. "Or +shall I have a quiet chat with her first, and pave the way, so to +speak?" +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you would," said Madame. "You're not particularly clever, but +I believe you've got a kind heart." +</P> + +<P> +The forewoman that evening, whilst the girls were washing and sharing +the brush and comb, and complaining that hair came out by the handful, +entered the office; announcing the occasion as her birthday, she asked +Miss Higham to leave books, and assist in celebrating the event by +taking with her a cup of chocolate. Gertie wanted to reach home early +in order to see whether an expected letter had arrived, but the +invitation suggested a rare compliment, and, with a stipulation +arranging that the hospitality should not exceed the space of twenty +minutes, she accepted. In an A.B.C. shop at the corner, later, Gertie +raised her large cup and wished Miss Rabbit many happy returns. Her +eyes wandered rather eagerly about the crowded tables; the inspection +over, she sighed. +</P> + +<P> +"Wonder if I can trust you, dear," said Miss Rabbit, resting elbows. +"I've been so often taken in over friendships with people that I +suppose I'm more cautious than most. But there's a look about +you—perhaps, though, I'd better keep on the safe side." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not one to chatter." +</P> + +<P> +"I know, I know. That's why I've always took to you specially." Again +Miss Rabbit stopped. She stirred her cup of chocolate slowly. +</P> + +<P> +"If it's good news," advised Gertie, "tell me. I can do with some just +now. If it's not, keep it to yourself." +</P> + +<P> +"It's rather serious news, and that's why I think you ought to be told. +First of all, you must promise me, on your soul and honour, not to +breathe a word of it to anybody. Above all, not to Madame." +</P> + +<P> +"I promise," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"Very well then"—with a satisfied air—"it's like this." She leaned +across the marble table. "Our show is going to burst up." +</P> + +<P> +The dramatic announcement over, and the appropriate ejaculation, the +correct look of amazement and despair given. Miss Rabbit warmed to her +task, and became voluble; at each new paragraph of her discourse she +exacted a fresh guarantee that the information would go no further, +that the bond of absolute secrecy should be respected. Once, she felt +it necessary to say that if the other communicated a single word of the +confidences to any third party, she, Miss Rabbit, would feel it her +duty to haunt Miss Higham to the last hour of her life. Put briefly, +the news came to this. That Madame was in financial difficulties; that +her name and address might be found in the bankruptcy list any coming +Wednesday or Saturday; that no one was likely to be stupid enough to +take over the business; that the members of the staff, men and girls, +would find themselves turned out into a cold, hard world. The drawback +of being connected with a business of a special nature like theirs was +that there existed but few of a similar nature, and these were already +fully supplied with assistants. Miss Rabbit herself intended to look +out for another berth ere the market became swamped by many +applications; with piety, she called attention to a well-known text +which said, "Go thou and do likewise." Outside the A.B.C. shop, Miss +Rabbit, in extorting thanks for her generous behaviour, demanded, once +more, a promise. +</P> + +<P> +"Say it after me," she ordered. "'I will never utter a single syllable +of all this to a solitary living soul.'" Her instructions complied +with, she remarked that a great load was now taken from her mind, and +asked Gertie for advice on the point whether to go home by omnibus or +Tube railway. +</P> + +<P> +The girl arrived at Praed Street after a brisk walk that was intended +to detach the mind from disturbing incident. In the broad thoroughfare +of Portland Place (which looked as though it started with the idea of +being a long, important roadway to the north, and became suddenly +reminded, to its great astonishment, that Regent's Park barred the way) +she had glanced up at the large houses, and wished she lived in one; in +that case she would receive Henry Douglass, at the end of the silence +that had come since the last meeting, and after listening to him, +reject his advances haughtily. That was the phrase. Reject his +advances haughtily. She had read it more than once in the literature +which attracted her in the days before Henry. Since she had known him, +a course of reading, adopted at his suggestion, took her away from the +more flowery and romantic pages, but in the old serial stories the folk +had nothing to do but to make love to each other, with intervals for +meals and rest; they were not restricted to evening hours; the whole +day was at their service. And certainly the ladies never found +themselves burdened with the anxiety of losing a weekly wage, in Great +Titchfield Street, and the prospect of difficulty in finding one to +replace it. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm home, aunt," she announced, entering the shop. +</P> + +<P> +"So I see," remarked Mrs. Mills. Two customers were being served at +the newspaper counter, and two were waiting on the tobacco side. +Gertie attended to the orders for cigarettes; the shop cleared. +</P> + +<P> +"Is there a letter for me?" she asked. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills shook her head curtly. +</P> + +<P> +"Has—has any one called?" +</P> + +<P> +"Now, let me think." Her aunt deliberated carefully in the manner of a +conscientious witness impressed by the taking of the oath. "Yes, Miss +Radford looked in and went again. Left word that she wanted you to go +with her for an outing next Saturday afternoon. Said she wanted a +breath of fresh air. Mr. Trew is inside—and that reminds me, I've got +something to say to him. Wait here, like a dear, and look after the +shop." Mrs. Mills closed the door carefully behind her as she went +into the parlour. +</P> + +<P> +"So, Mr. Trew, I packed him off about his business," she said, +obviously continuing a half-finished recital. "I said, 'She asked me +to tell you that she thought it better for both parties that you and +her shouldn't see each other again.' Don't blame me, do you?" +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew rubbed his chin with the knuckle of a finger and remarked +that, by rights, he ought to have a shave. +</P> + +<P> +"I stopped his two letters when they came," went on Mrs. Mills. "Many +a woman in my position would have been curious enough to open them; I +didn't. I simply put them in a drawer where they can be found when the +trouble's all over. No one can blame me for that, surely." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew mentioned that it was a rummy world, and the methods adopted +by the people living in it did not make it the less rummy. +</P> + +<P> +"I see what you mean," she said aggrievedly. "You think I've gone too +far. But you yourself admitted at the start, when she was meeting that +other young gentleman, that high and low never mixed well. And when I +heard that this one was likely to come into property, I made up my mind +to take the bull by the horns. What's that you say? Speak out, if +you've got anything in your head." +</P> + +<P> +"When you take the bull by the horns," said Trew, advancing to the +white hearthrug, "what happens is a toss up. I can't tell you yet +whether you've done right or whether you've done wrong; but if you put +the question to me a 'underd years hence, I shall be able to answer +you. What's pretty clear to me is that you're fond of her, and I'm +fond of her, and all we want is to see her comfor'ble and happy. +Whether you're taking the right track to gain that object is more than +I can say. Personally, I shouldn't care to go so far as you've gone." +</P> + +<P> +"That's because you're a coward." +</P> + +<P> +"Delight of my juvenile heart," said Mr. Trew, "it's quite likely +you've hit on precisely the right explanation. Only thing is, it seems +to me somewhat rough on the little missy." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Miss Radford was studying the arrival of trains list at Paddington in +order to ascertain from which platform the 1.20 p.m. started; she had +assumed the slightly demented appearance that so many take when they +enter a railway station. Turning from the poster distractedly, she +clutched at the arm of a sailor, and was putting to him agitated +inquiries concerning the Great Western service when Gertie Higham +interposed, and released the naval man from a duty for which he was not +adequately equipped. Firmly and resolutely she conducted Miss Radford +to the correct platform, where they found seats in a compartment; and +Miss Radford in vain tried to remember whether it was that sitting +facing the engine or sitting with her back to the engine gave her a +headache. Gertie had obtained the tickets, and Miss Radford wanted +hers; Gertie retained possession. On the question of finance, she said +a settlement could be arranged when the outing was over. Other +passengers entered, including two lads, who set at once on the work of +studying scientific books; Miss Radford, changing her manner, dropped +her parasol as the train started, and one of the youths picked it up, +without disengaging his attention from the volume, and handed it to her. +</P> + +<P> +"Thanks awfully," she said, in refined and slightly languid tones; "I +am such a clumsy creature"—partly addressing her friend, but mainly +speaking to the entire compartment. "Really, I seem quite lost without +my maid to look after me." +</P> + +<P> +"You managed to get away from the shop in good time," remarked Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"What an irritating girl you are, to be sure!" whispered Miss Radford +aggrievedly. "No help at all when I'm trying to make a good +impression. Wish now I hadn't asked you to come along with me; I only +did it because I couldn't get any one else. What's become of that +young swell I saw you with on Primrose Hill?" +</P> + +<P> +"I really don't know." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Radford spoke complacently of her intense love of the country and +keen anticipation of the joy to be found at Burnham Beeches, and when +the train stopped at Slough the compartment mentioned to her that this +was where she ought to alight. Gertie, interposing, said that they +were, in reality, going further. On Miss Radford asking, in astonished +tones, "Whatever for?" she received information that the desire was to +get well away from the crowd. The two, changing at a junction, found a +small train on another platform that had but a single line; Miss +Radford took the precaution of inquiring of the engine-driver whether +he considered it safe. The two lads crossed the bridge, and, to her +intense annoyance, entered a smoking-compartment. +</P> + +<P> +"I daresay, perhaps"—recovering from this blow—"that we shall manage +to run across some others before the day's out." +</P> + +<P> +"Hope not." +</P> + +<P> +"Well, upon my word," declared the astonished Miss Radford, "you grow +more and more peculiar every day!" +</P> + +<P> +They discovered themselves, immediately after leaving the station yard, +in an old-fashioned town with large houses close to the brick pavement; +cyclists raced along the narrow roadway, and folk carried baskets in +the direction of the river. Gertie stopped to put an inquiry to a +policeman, and declined to satisfy her companion's curiosity either in +regard to the question or to the answer. Turning to the right, they +came to a market-place and a town hall, and, amongst the small shops, +one that they noted as a suitable place for tea. The sun was warm, and +folk were shopping with suitable deliberation; dogcarts stood outside +the principal establishments, motor cars brought up new supplies of +clients. Gertie appeared greatly interested in the occupants of these +conveyances; some of the ladies were so well protected from dust that +identification would not have been easy. Miss Radford mentioned that +she had not seen so many funny figures about since the fifth of +November of the previous year. +</P> + +<P> +"Where are we off to now?" she demanded. +</P> + +<P> +"A good long walk." +</P> + +<P> +"Not me!" replied Miss Radford with determination. "I've got new shoes +on. You leave me somewhere with a magazine to read, and go off on your +own, and come back when you're tired." +</P> + +<P> +"You won't be lonely?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can always find a pleasure," said Gertie's friend haughtily, "in my +own company." +</P> + +<P> +The riverside, Miss Radford decided, was a suitable spot for rest; she +could sit there and, in the intervals of application to literature of +the day, watch young men hiring boats and setting out to Shillingford +or Cholsey. So Gertie Higham started out across the bridge and walked +alone through a village where every shop sold everything, where the +police station was a homely, comfortable cottage, and children played +on wide grass borders of the road. At the cross-roads she went to the +left; an avenue of trees gave a shade that was welcome. The colour +came to her face as she strode along briskly, and this was not entirely +due to hurry or to the rays of the afternoon sun. Once or twice she +almost stopped, as though considering the advisability of returning. +</P> + +<P> +An ivy-covered house stood at the side of iron gates, and Gertie +watched it as she approached. An elderly man was clipping hedges; he +arrested his work, with an evident hope that conversation would occur. +</P> + +<P> +"No, young 'ooman," he said, "that ent where her ladyship lives. +That's only the gate lodge what you're looking at. A good ha'f-mile +'fore you come the house itself. Do you know her, may I inquire?" +</P> + +<P> +"We've met in London." +</P> + +<P> +"Well"—slowly, and making the most of the opportunity—"she ent +pleased to see many of her visitors, if all I hear is true; but no +doubt she'd be gratified to see you. I'm only a new-comer hereabouts, +so to speak, but—" He shook his head thoughtfully, and, taking off +his hat, readjusted the cabbage leaf that lined it. "I don't blame Sir +Mark for going off and getting killed. After all, it ent as though she +were left chargeable to the parish, as you may say." +</P> + +<P> +"She is quite well to do, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"Plenty of money about, as me and you would rackon it. I understand +she complains of not having enough—but there, some people are never +satisfied. Going to give a party next week," he added confidentially. +"Not a great turn-out, because they're all in black, so to speak. So +fur as I can gain from the local newspaper—" +</P> + +<P> +"You say it's half a mile up to the house?" +</P> + +<P> +"You can't very well miss it if you foller your nose," said the old +man, hurt by the interruption. +</P> + +<P> +Through the iron gates Gertie saw two figures coming around the curve +of the gravelled carriage-way; she took ambush hurriedly near to an oak +tree. Henry's voice could be heard, with an occasional remark from +Miss Loriner. "And if I promise to worship you all my life," Henry was +saying, "will you then give me my heart's desire?" His companion did +not reply; he repeated the last words. "You must first," she said, +"make a name in the world, and show yourself worthy of a woman's love." +They turned as they reached the gates, and when Henry next spoke his +remarks did not reach the girl near the oak tree. +</P> + +<P> +"And haven't you been a time!" complained Miss Radford. "Over a hower +altogether, according to my watch. And I'm simply dying for a cup of +tea. There's only been one young gentleman who waved his hand to me; I +was so cross that I didn't wave back. Whatever are you dodging up to +now?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to hire a boat," said Gertie, "and take you out on the +river." +</P> + +<P> +"You can't row." +</P> + +<P> +"Some one learnt me—taught me on the lake in Regent's Park." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Radford declared, on the journey home, that she envied her +friend's good spirits; in her own case, she always found that if she +became more than ordinarily cheerful she inevitably paid for it by +subsequent depression. Gertie recommended her to adopt the method of +not magnifying grievances; if you wanted to view trouble, you could +take opera-glasses, but you should be careful to hold them the wrong +way round. The studious youths entered the compartment at Goring, +their books now put away in pockets, and similarly cheered by exercise; +one, seated opposite Gertie, touched her foot with his shoe at +Pangbourne, and she took no notice. When he did this again at +Tilehurst, she came down heavily upon his toes, and gave, for her +clumsiness, an apologetic word that he accepted sulkily. Near to +Paddington, Miss Radford mentioned that, in her opinion, men were most +frightfully stupid, and to her surprise Gertie agreed. +</P> + +<P> +Gertie Higham relieved her aunt from duty in the shop, and a letter +brought by the postman at nine o'clock was handed over the counter to +her direct; the official recommended her to accept the offer, and put +the young gentleman out of his misery. The communication was written +in a large hand, about twelve words to a page, and liberally +underlined. Printed in the corner were a telegraphic address, a +telephone number, directions concerning nearest railway station. For +heading, Morden Place, Ewelme. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"DEAR MISS HIGHAM,—We shall be so glad if you can pay us a visit on +Friday next and stay over for the week-end. <I>Dear</I> Henry is +<I>particularly</I> anxious that you should be here on <I>Saturday evening</I>. +</P> + +<P> +"What a <I>wonderful</I> summer we are having!!!—Yours <I>sincerely</I>, +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"MYRA DOUGLASS." +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +The girl found a sheet of the best notepaper on the shelves, and wrote +at once. +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +"DEAR LADY DOUGLASS,—I shall not be able to come to you next Friday. +I am rather busy. +</P> + +<P> +"It is indeed a capital summer. I am enjoying it.—Yours sincerely, +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +"GERTRUDE HIGHAM." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap05"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER V. +</H3> + +<P> +An easy matter to obtain a full list of other manufacturers in the same +line of business, and when Madame entrusted her with important +errands,— +</P> + +<P> +"I'm sending you, my dear, because I know I can rely upon you!" +</P> + +<P> +—Then advantage was taken of the opportunity to skip up a staircase +and, opening a door that had the word "Inquiries" painted upon it, set +upon the task of routing the defence, to obtain an interview with some +responsible individual. Usually the answer was that no vacancy +existed, but this did not prevent a brief cross-examination. Why was +she leaving Great Titchfield Street, and was it because there did not +exist a sufficient amount of work, and had Hilbert's secured any +important contracts lately, and had the firm any special work in view? +To which questions Miss Higham replied with caution and reserve, so +that frequently the responsible individual came out of his office, +walking with her down the stairs in the endeavour to obtain useful +information. As a rule, the discussion ended with a command that she +should look in again when it chanced she was passing by. At Great +Titchfield Street, when Miss Rabbit and Gertie happened to be, for the +moment, alone, the forewoman begged her in a low, confidential whisper +not to put off till to-morrow anything she could do to-day, adding that +procrastination was the thief of time. +</P> + +<P> +"The fact is," said Miss Rabbit, with a burst of private candour, "I +don't care what happens so long as you are safe. Very strange, isn't +it, dear?" +</P> + +<P> +It seemed to the perplexed girl, at this period, that life was made up +of incidents which could not be spoken about freely. There was no one +with whom she could share the knowledge acquired at Wallingford; that +had to be endured alone. At Praed Street she found her aunt gazing at +her curiously, sometimes beginning a sentence, and stopping, as one +fearful of trespassing on prohibited ground. When Mr. Trew called, he +and Mrs. Mills conferred in undertones, breaking off when the girl came +near, and speaking, in an unconvincing way, of an interesting murder in +South London; Trew thought the police could find the missing man if +they only went the right way about it. Great Titchfield Street, from +eight o'clock in the morning till nearly eight at night, appeared to be +enveloped in a dense fog, with Madame showing none of the distraction +of mind natural to one on the edge of a financial crisis, and Bunny +conveying friendliness by nods and furtive winks; the girls, as always, +chattered freely of their small romances, not concealing their derisive +attitude towards young men, excepting as means of escort and paymasters +where sweets and tram-tickets were involved; any slackening of +attention in these details, and dark hints were given of an intention +of giving the sack. Listening, Gertie came to the conclusion that her +own case was unique, in that she had allowed Henry Douglass to assume +the position of autocrat. One of the men who worked the netting +machine spoke to her exultantly of wisdom in managing his wife; the +method adopted was, it seemed, to contradict every blessed thing she +said. +</P> + +<P> +On the top of all this comes Frederick Bulpert, encountered near +Queen's Hall one evening at five minutes to eight, trying to make up +his mind whether to spend a shilling on a promenade concert or to +disburse the money on a steak—Bulpert very glad to meet Gertie, +because he has something to say to her that he cannot speak of to any +one else; something which must be regarded (says Frederick) as strictly +<I>entre nous</I>. A spot of rain, and the stout young man says with a +reckless air, "Oh, come on in!" and Gertie agrees to accompany him, +with two provisions: first, that she shall be allowed to pay for +herself; second (because aunt has a new trick of requiring every minute +between Great Titchfield Street and Praed Street to be accounted for), +that Frederick will see her home later to the shop. Gertie thinks a +dose of music will do her as much good as anything. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't claim," he admits, "to have an over and above savage breast, +but I must confess it soothes me at times." +</P> + +<P> +They are in time to take up position near the fountain in the centre of +the promenade, to join in the welcome given to the leading men of the +orchestra, to swell the applause offered to the conductor, to +sing—this being the opening night—the National Anthem. Frederick +takes what he calls seconds; neighbours misunderstand it for an +expression of disloyalty. Then the programme starts. Frederick +Bulpert, new silk hat at back of head, and arms folded, listens to the +"William Tell" overture, Handel's "Largo," and the suite from "Peer +Gynt" with the frown of a man not to be taken in and unwilling to be +influenced by the approbation exhibited by people round him. A song +follows, and he remarks to Gertie that a recitation would be more in +keeping with the style of the entertainment. A violin solo with a +melody that cries softly about love, the love of two people, with +anxieties at first, at the end perfect triumph. +</P> + +<P> +"We'll have a stroll out in the corridor," commands Bulpert. "That +last piece has made me feel somewhat <I>décolleté</I>." +</P> + +<P> +They gain the outer circle when Gertie has persuaded him to give to her +the task of leading through the crowd; her smile obtains a free way +that his truculent methods fail to obtain. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to give up the Post Office," he announces impressively, "and +I'm going in for the stage." +</P> + +<P> +"If you can make money at it, there's no reason why you shouldn't." +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert shows disappointment at the form of this agreement. +</P> + +<P> +"I've come to the conclusion," he goes on, "that I'm not acting fairly +towards the world in concentrating my abilities on the serving out of +stamps and the issuing of postal orders. Besides which, I get no time +for study. Evening before last, at the Finsbury Town Hall, I came as +near to finding my memory fail as ever I've been. I'm burning the +candle at both ends." +</P> + +<P> +"Hope you'll have good luck." +</P> + +<P> +"I shall deserve to have it," he concedes. "I sometimes stand at the +side of the platform, and I see other parties trying in the same line, +and I have to admit to myself that I do put something into my +renditions of our poets and humorists that they fail to convey. +Furthermore—" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to miss the Henry the Eighth dances." +</P> + +<P> +"Mention of him leads up to what I want to see you about. If I go on +the stage—and to tell you the truth, I haven't completely made up my +mind as yet—I shall want a certain amount of comfort at home. A +professional man can't be bothered about domestic affairs. He has to +keep his mind on his work." +</P> + +<P> +"Where does Henry the Eighth come in?" +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert takes her arm. "I had an idea of asking you, Gertie, to marry +me." +</P> + +<P> +A pause of nearly half a minute. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mind if I think it over before giving a definite answer?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm agreeable to that," he says, "providing you don't take too +thundering long about it." +</P> + +<P> +Thus, a new perplexity was added to those that Gertie Higham already +bore upon her shoulders. There existed arguments in favour of +accepting Bulpert's offer. He belonged to her own set; he was not in a +position to comment upon her manner of speech, and there would be the +satisfaction of knowing that she was in all respects his equal; in many +his superior. Bulpert was perhaps a trifle pompous, more than a trifle +conceited, but he was steady. If she married him, it would be a +distinct score to arrange that it occurred ere Henry Douglass and Miss +Loriner became united; were Gertie to send a small white box containing +sugared cake after, the newspapers announced this fashionable wedding, +the effect of the gift would be marred. +</P> + +<P> +"I want to serve him out," she argued to herself, "for the way he +treated me. It's only fair!" +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills was obviously delighted by the visits of Bulpert, and her +ingenuity in leaving the young people together in the shop parlour +proved that she was a mistress in the art of strategy. Bulpert excused +himself to Gertie for omitting to invite her to the play, or for other +outings, on the grounds that he was saving money; but he sometimes took +her along to Paddington Station to see the night expresses start, and +twice they went together to a large open place of entertainment in +Edgware Road where you could, by dropping a penny in the slot, inspect +a series of pictures that proved less exciting than the exhibited +title; at the same expense you heard Miss Milly Manton's latest song, +and George Limpsey's celebrated triumph in, "I wish I didn't talk so +much to Clara!" On the evening of a day when Gertie had called upon +the last firm of the list, she told Bulpert, as they met near Marble +Arch, that if he cared to ask her now to be his wife she would accept +him. +</P> + +<P> +"Right you are," he said. "Then we'll consider the matter as +practically settled." +</P> + +<P> +They found Mr. Trew outside the shop when they returned; seeing them, +he assumed the attitude of a figure taking snuff, and Gertie knew from +this he was in good spirits. Mrs. Mills made the announcement that +supper was waiting—a special meal because royalty had gone by that day +to take train for Windsor—and Mr. Trew suggested Bulpert should have +first cut at the food, the while he and the little missy strolled up +and down to enjoy the evening air. +</P> + +<P> +"I was bound to come along and see you," he said. "When I got the news +I nearly fell off my seat. Should have done, only that I was strapped +in. You remember Miss—what-was-her-name—we met at the Zoo that +Sunday afternoon." +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Loriner." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew stopped to make his announcement in a dramatic form. +</P> + +<P> +"She's going to get spliced." +</P> + +<P> +"So I guessed," remarked Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"But can you guess who to?" +</P> + +<P> +"I think I can." +</P> + +<P> +"Oh," he said regretfully. "Of course, if I'm not the first in the +field with the news, there's an end of it. I sh'd say they'd be a very +comfortable, 'appy, get-on-well-together couple, once they settle down." +</P> + +<P> +She made a remark in a trembling voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Of course you hope they will," he echoed heartily. "You and him have +always got along well together. As I said, he hasn't took much time +about it. Finished his book, he tells me." +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Trew, who are you talking about?" +</P> + +<P> +"Why, your cousin Clarence, of course. I know it's correct because I +got the information straight from the stable. And he would have called +round to tell you, only he was busy. Said he wanted to see you soon, +because he'd got a message. I won't be certain; there was a lot of +traffic about, but I rather fancy it was something in the nature of a +pressing invite." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap06"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VI. +</H3> + +<P> +The days that followed were racing days for Gertie. At Great +Titchfield Street a special order came in, and Madame held a kind of +rehearsal, that the girls might know exactly what to do if the +inspector called. The inspector represented the State, which, in the +opinion of Madame and Miss Rabbit and all the assistants, male and +female, was an interfering busybody hampering industry, and preventing +honest workers from earning useful pay for unlimited overtime. To +Great Titchfield Street, by day, came private letters by express +messenger for Gertie, and more than one telegram; she generally found a +communication awaiting her on the return home to Praed Street. Miss +Rabbit accepted the statement that these came from Gertie's cousin, +referring to nothing more romantic than a visit to the country; in +private conversation with senior girls in the workroom, she said, +rather bitterly, that Miss Higham surely took her for a born idiot. +</P> + +<P> +Clarence proved himself alert and quick witted in retort, with an +answer ready for every objection. When Gertie, as a final argument, +put forward the matter of evening dress, he took her straightway to a +celebrated firm (one-half of the lady passengers in public conveyances +along the route gave, as their instruction and appeal to conductors, +"Set me down as near as you can to Brown and Hodgkinson's!"), and there +was purchased a blouse of white lace—costing so much that Gertie, on +hearing the amount, had to clutch at one of the high chairs; and as +Clarence paid readily with gold, the polite young woman on the other +side of the counter assured him it was well worth the money. Gertie, +at another establishment, bought a pair of slippers, saying to herself +that they would come in handy, even though she did not go to Ewelme. +Reluctance to accept the invitation conveyed through Clarence was +supported at Praed Street by her aunt, who declared the girl would be +like a fish out of water; that she would wish herself home again before +she had been there the space of two minutes. But for Mrs. Mills's +over-earnest counsel it is likely Gertie might have kept her threat (or +promise) to back out at the last moment. On the Friday night, Mrs. +Mills mentioned that the Douglass people were probably only asking +Gertie in order to enjoy a laugh at her expense. The following +morning, to her aunt's astonishment and open dismay, Gertie took a +carefully-packed portmanteau along to the cloakroom at Paddington +Station. In the afternoon she found herself, for the first time in her +life, seated in a second-class carriage. +</P> + +<P> +"Afraid you've had rather a rush," said her cousin. +</P> + +<P> +"It isn't only that," she admitted, breathlessly. "I'm excited about +this visit." +</P> + +<P> +"Not more so than I am. All the same, I feel very much indebted to +you, Gertie, for coming with me. The letter was worded in a way that +meant I was to bring you, or not go at all. You see Mary—Miss +Loriner—is only a companion at Morden Place. She couldn't have asked +me on her own responsibility." +</P> + +<P> +The girl closed her eyes and snuggled back in the corner. If Henry +exhibited any special sign of affection, she would have to draw herself +up to her full height and say, "Mr. Douglass, you're evidently not +aware that you are speaking to an engaged lady." If he went so far as +to propose marriage, the situation would be still more dramatic. "Mr. +Douglass, you appear to have left it too late. I am already pledged to +another!" There were alternative remarks prepared, and she felt +certain that any one of them would be telling and effective. Clearly, +he wanted to see her; otherwise so much trouble would not have been +expended over the present visit; it was her business to make him see +that a London girl was not to be taken up and dropped, and taken up +again. +</P> + +<P> +"Manners," she said resolutely, opening her eyes, and addressing a +barge on the canal, "manners. That's what some people have got to be +taught!" +</P> + +<P> +The short train brought them slowly to the one platform of the station, +and before she realized it, Henry Douglass was holding both of her +hands, and looking down at her affectionately. He turned to give a +welcome to her cousin, and Gertie told herself there was no necessity, +for the present, to be dignified or reserved; that could come later. +Outside the station, Miss Loriner was talking to a horse that seemed +impatient to make its way in the direction of home; she and Clarence +took seats at the back of the dogcart with a light rug spread over +knees; they made no complaint of overcrowding. +</P> + +<P> +"Can you really drive?" inquired Gertie with anxiety. "You never used +to speak about it when Mr. Trew was talking." +</P> + +<P> +"Life," answered Henry Douglass, "is too short to allow one to brag +about everything. I do the best I can." They took the corner and went +at a good pace through the town. "By Jove," he went on, +enthusiastically, "you have no idea how I've missed you." +</P> + +<P> +The first of the selected reproofs would have come in here +appropriately, but a motor car was coming in the opposite direction +with, as it seemed to her, the definite intention of running into their +conveyance; she grabbed nervously at Henry's arm. When she looked +again the car had gone, leaving dust as a slight memento of the +encounter. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't take it away!" he begged. +</P> + +<P> +Here again either of the sentences might have been delivered; Gertie +decided it would be sufficient to refrain from acceding to his request. +Henry saluted with his whip folk who passed by, and told her who they +were; stopped at one shop to take a parcel of wools intended for his +mother. He had talked about Gertie to his mother, and she was anxious +to meet Miss Higham. +</P> + +<P> +"She'll be still more anxious to see me go away." +</P> + +<P> +"You wouldn't say that," he asserted, "if you knew her." +</P> + +<P> +"It's really Lady Douglass I'm afraid of. Look at that board, +'Trespassers will be prosecuted.' I feel it's meant for me." +</P> + +<P> +"Trespassers," he said, "as a matter of fact, cannot be prosecuted. +The board is all nonsense. Trespassers can only be prosecuted when +they do some sort of damage." +</P> + +<P> +She glanced around to watch a baby in the garden of a cottage; Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner were kissing. Gertie did not speak again until +they reached the iron gates. +</P> + +<P> +"I want to show you the tennis court," he said. "The man here can +drive your cousin and Miss Loriner up to the house." She hesitated as +he, stepping down, held out his hand. "My mother is waiting there!" +</P> + +<P> +They found the grey-haired old lady resting on a low white enamelled +seat, watching a game of singles between two stout men, who had the +distressed look of those who play for the sake of health and figure. +The ruddier of the two was pointed out as Mr. Jim Langham, brother to +Lady Douglass; the other, a barrister with leanings in the direction of +political work, and a present desire to be amiable towards everybody in +the neighbourhood who possessed a vote. +</P> + +<P> +"Now, you are to sit down here, Miss Higham," said the old lady, "and +talk to me. I may interrupt you, now and again, but you mustn't mind +that. One of the few privileges of age." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know what to talk about." +</P> + +<P> +"Talk about yourself. I've heard about you from Henry, but I want to +verify the information. You work for your living, don't you? Well +now, that is interesting. I did the same before I was married. I +married rather well, and then, of course, there was no necessity for me +to go on with it." +</P> + +<P> +"When my dear mother says she wants you to talk to her," explained +Henry, "what she really means is that she wishes to talk to you. If +you don't mind, I'll go over and teach these men how to play tennis." +</P> + +<P> +Jim Langham came across directly that the game was finished, +interrupting the two as they were getting on good terms with each +other; on the way, he shouted an order to a gardener working near. He +was effusive over the introduction to Gertie, showing his perfect +teeth, and expressing the hope that she would not have to leave on +Monday. The gardener brought a tumbler on a tray, and a syphon. +</P> + +<P> +"At this time of the day?" said Mrs. Douglass, glancing at the contents +of the glass. +</P> + +<P> +"Good whisky," retorted Jim Langham, taking a small quantity of soda, +"makes one feel like another man altogether." +</P> + +<P> +"In that case," said the old lady, "by all means have the drink. My +dear," to Gertie, "give me my stick and we'll walk up to the house and +have tea." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll come with you," remarked Jim Langham. +</P> + +<P> +"You will stay where you are," ordered Mrs. Douglass. +</P> + +<P> +Gertie, at Great Titchfield Street, had invented a house, doubled it, +and multiplied it by ten; it came as a surprise to her to find that the +residence was a solid building of fair extent with a parapet wall of +stone in front, broad steps leading to the open doors. On the lawn tea +was being set out by a man-servant; he lighted the wick underneath a +silver kettle. Lady Douglass, in black, made an effective entrance +down the steps in the company of a dog that looked like a rat. +</P> + +<P> +"How perfectly charming of you to come and see us," she cried, +extending a limp hand. "We do so want some one to brighten us up. +Darling," to old Mrs. Douglass, "why didn't you tell them to send the +bath-chair for you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Myra," retorted the other, "I walk ten times as much as you do." +</P> + +<P> +"Pray take care of yourself, for my sake." +</P> + +<P> +"I hope to find some better incentive than that," said the old lady. +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass approached the task of pouring out tea with the hopeless +air of one who scarcely hoped to escape error, and when she had asked +for and obtained particulars concerning tastes, Clarence Mills came, +and his presence seemed to upset all the table plans; Mrs. Douglass +arrested her action as she started to pour tea into the sugar basin. +The arrival of Miss Loriner enabled her to resign the position. Going +across to sit beside Gertie, she gave a highly interesting account of +the way in which she had by sheer force of will conquered the cigarette +habit; at present she consumed but twenty a day, unless, of course, +special circumstances provided an excuse. +</P> + +<P> +"Not for me, thanks," said Gertie, shaking her head. "I can't smoke; +and if I could, I shouldn't." +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me!" begged Lady Douglass; "how is that eccentric old gentleman +we met at the Zoological Gardens?—Crew, or Brew, or some astonishing +name of the kind?" +</P> + +<P> +"I don't suppose," answered the girl defensively, "that you really want +to know how he is, but Mr. Trew is quite well, and he isn't in the +least eccentric, and he doesn't profess to be a gentleman." +</P> + +<P> +Henry touched her shoulder with a gesture of appeal; she gave an +impatient movement. +</P> + +<P> +"But how extremely interesting," cried Lady Douglass, with something +like rapture. "And do most of your friends work for a living?" +</P> + +<P> +"All of 'em. I don't care for loafers." +</P> + +<P> +"I myself have been up to my eyebrows in industry this week," said the +other, self-commiseratingly. "I sometimes wish charity could be +abolished altogether. It does entail such an enormous amount of hard +labour. One might as well be in Wormwood Scrubbs." +</P> + +<P> +She paused and looked at the girl intently. +</P> + +<P> +"By the bye, where is Wormwood Scrubbs? One often hears of it." +</P> + +<P> +"Over beyond Shepherd's Bush." +</P> + +<P> +"Have you ever been there?" +</P> + +<P> +"No," answered Gertie; "and I've never been to Portland, and I'm not +acquainted with Dartmoor, and I don't know much about Newgate. Why do +you ask?" +</P> + +<P> +"I am hugely interested in prison life," declared the other. +</P> + +<P> +"You mustn't be surprised," interposed Henry, addressing Gertie, "at +any new subject that my sister-in-law mentions. I haven't heard her +speak of this before; and it's only fair to her to say that when she +takes up anything fresh, she drops it long before it has the chance of +becoming stale. Another cup?" +</P> + +<P> +He went to the table. +</P> + +<P> +"A strange lad," said Lady Douglass musingly. "His heart is in the +right place, but sometimes I wonder whether it is the right kind of +heart. Do you mind dining at seven for once in your life. Miss +Higham? It's a ridiculous hour, I know, but we must be at the hall +sharp by eight. Miss Loriner will show you your room when you are +ready. I have a thousand and one things to do," she added exhaustedly. +</P> + +<P> +When Jim Langham joined the party and sat on the grass beside Miss +Higham's chair, the girl rose, and Miss Loriner conducted her into the +house; Henry regarded them with a cheerful smile as they left. The +doors gave entrance to a square hall, with a broad staircase going up +and turning suddenly to an open corridor that went around three sides. +Gertie looked about her astonishedly. +</P> + +<P> +"I've never been in a house like this before," she explained. +</P> + +<P> +They went up the highly-polished staircase, Gertie holding at the +banisters for safety. +</P> + +<P> +"So Mr. Henry explained to me; and because he was so very good as to +ask your cousin Clarence down, we have made a bargain between each +other. I am to look after you, if you don't mind, and see that you get +through all right." +</P> + +<P> +"In a general way," confessed Gertie Higham, "I can look after myself, +but just now it's likely I may be glad of a wrinkle or two." The other +nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"I have some on my forehead to spare, thanks to Lady Douglass. This is +your room"—throwing open a door—"and mine is here, next door. Come +along in, and let us have a talk." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Loriner had a good deal to say, mainly in describing her present +happiness. Clarence was a dear; Clarence was a clever dear, Clarence +had brought a joy into her life that had previously been absent. +Hitherto Miss Loriner, living in houses as a companion to some testy +and difficult woman, found herself only annoyed by the attentions of +men of the Jim Langham type; it was new and enchanting to be approached +courteously. Gertie, when the other stopped to regain breath, managed +to ask how Henry Douglass filled his time, and was surprised, and +partially hurt, to discover that he still went up to Old Quebec Street +on five days of the week. +</P> + +<P> +"He might have called at the shop," she argued. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Loriner, for the defence, commended him for his industry. Henry +would, later, have to face the alternative of either giving up his +office in London, or relinquishing duties in the country, but at +present he was engaged in a double task; and if Gertie appreciated how +difficult it proved to deal with Lady Douglass, she would not utter a +word of blame in regard to Henry. One of Lady Douglass's inconvenient +tricks was to shift responsibility. As a case in point, take the +entertainment to which they were going that evening. Lady Douglass, +having promised to organize it, had done not a single thing in the way +of— +</P> + +<P> +"Is the place on fire?" asked Gertie, startled. +</P> + +<P> +"That's the first warning for dinner. You have twenty minutes to +dress. Be sure to let me know if there is anything you want." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie left, to return immediately with a concerned expression and the +announcement that her portmanteau had been robbed of every blessed +thing it contained. Miss Loriner accompanied her to make +investigations, and, switching on the electric light, pointed out that +the maid had unpacked the bag—the articles were on the dressing-table, +and hanging up in the wardrobe. Gertie had only to ring, and the maid +would come at once to help her to dress. Gertie said she had done this +without assistance since the age of three. +</P> + +<P> +Apologies were made later for the brevity of the evening meal, but it +seemed to her a dinner that could only be eaten by folk who had starved +for weeks. Her cousin sat opposite, and she watched his methods as +each course arrived; envied the composure with which Clarence dealt +with such trying dishes as <I>vol au vent</I> and artichokes. Her serviette +was of a larkish disposition, declining to remain on her lap, and +distress increased each time that Henry recovered it; generally, at +these moments of confusion, Lady Douglass took the opportunity to send +down some perplexing inquiry, and the girl felt grateful to Henry for +replying on her behalf. Henry, it appeared, was to contribute to the +programme at the hall, but he declined to give particulars; the +disaster would, he said, be serious enough when it came. Jim Langham +excused himself after dinner from joining the party on the grounds that +he had to play billiards with the groom; and this reminded him of one +of the groom's stories which (taking her aside) he thought Miss Higham +as a Londoner would relish. The anecdote was but half told when Miss +Higham turned abruptly. +</P> + +<P> +"That's the right way," said old Mrs. Douglass to her approvingly. +</P> + +<P> +At the door of the town hall carriages and motor cars were setting folk +down, and Gertie, who had hoped the new blouse would enable her to +smile at country costumes, felt depressed by their magnificence. In +the front row Lady Douglass stood up, nodded, gave brief ingratiating +smiles, and told people how remarkably well they were looking. Gertie, +comforted by the near presence of her cousin, glanced over her +shoulder, and wished she were with the shilling folk. +</P> + +<P> +"Care to see the programme, Gertie?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll do the same as I do at a music hall," she said, "and take it as +it comes. How did you think I managed at dinner, Clarence?" +</P> + +<P> +"Capitally!" +</P> + +<P> +"I had a knife and two forks left at the end," she said regretfully. +</P> + +<P> +"A recitation," Clarence read from his programme. "Our friend ought to +be here." +</P> + +<P> +"Who do you mean?" +</P> + +<P> +"Bulpert. You remember Bulpert, don't you?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'd nearly forgotten him," she admitted. +</P> + +<P> +There was an interval after men had sung and ladies had played, and a +nervous youth had given imitations of popular actors who, it seemed, +possessed the same tone of voice, and practised identical gestures. +The curtain went up on an outdoor scene. A lady was reclining in a +hammock. +</P> + +<P> +"Why, it's Miss Loriner," whispered Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +A man in tweeds came on backwards and collided with the hammock. +</P> + +<P> +"Who's this supposed to be, Clarence?" +</P> + +<P> +"Young Douglass. Made up with a beard." +</P> + +<P> +An apology was made for the accident, and with the rapidity that the +drama exacts in matters of the heart, the bearded gentleman was in less +than fifteen minutes deeply in love with the lady of the hammock. "And +if I promise to worship you all my life, will you then give me my +heart's desire?" The lady, with a dexterous movement, came out of her +resting-place. "You must first make a name in the world, and, hand +upon heart, show yourself worthy of a woman's love!" +</P> + +<P> +"What's the matter, Gertie?" asked Clarence Mills. +</P> + +<P> +"I've made a—made a fearful muddle of nearly everything." +</P> + +<P> +"Buck up!" urged Clarence. "Don't let people see you giving way." +</P> + +<P> +The bearded man was leaving when the lady bethought herself to inquire +his name; he proved to be none other than Mr. Francis Mainright, the +well-known African explorer; and after a few more words the curtain +came down on an affianced couple, with applause from all parts of the +hall. +</P> + +<P> +"Easy enough," said Gertie, in ceasing to clap hands, "for troubles to +be put right on the stage. It's a bit harder in real life." +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass accepted congratulations upon the success of her +entertainment, and turned at the end, before leaving the hall, to +request Gertie's attention for a moment. She was extremely anxious +that her dear young brother-in-law should not commit an error that +might last a lifetime. Apparently there was some one up in town who +had managed to engage his affections: Lady Douglass did not know her; +Miss Higham, of course, had not her acquaintance. The young woman, she +believed, occupied an inferior position in life, and Lady Douglass +would dearly like to have the opportunity of pointing out that +supposing the two married, all the stories of ill-bred wives would be +fastened upon Mrs. Henry Douglass. Every night, in every +billiard-room, in every smoking-room in Berkshire, amusing stories, not +always true, would be told of her mistakes; dull folk might find +themselves reckoned as humorists by inventing anecdotes about her, and +the general gaiety would find itself increased. Furthermore, there was +this to be said. Supposing— +</P> + +<P> +"Are you ready, dear girl?" asked Henry. He came down the steps from +the platform, addressing his inquiry to Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"Quite!" answered Lady Douglass. "We were just chatting about your +performance. Miss Higham seems to think you should have had more +rehearsals. Doesn't exactly say so, but that is evidently what she +means." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap07"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VII. +</H3> + +<P> +There came a pleasant luxury in waking in a large room, with a maid +pulling up the blinds, and reporting that the day promised to be grand. +The maid could be looked upon as a friend, in that she knew the best and +the worst concerning Miss Higham's clothes, and inquiries were put to her +concerning breakfast; the answer came that this meal was ready at +half-past eight; you went down at any time you pleased between this and +ten o'clock. Mr. Henry breakfasted early; her ladyship and Mr. Langham +were always the last. A start had to be made for church at twenty past +ten. The maid asked whether Miss Higham would like the bathroom now, and +Miss Higham, not quite certain whether it was good form to say "Yes" or +"No," replied in the affirmative. As they went along the corridor, +Gertie heard Henry Douglass singing in the hall below. The most +astonishing detail in this wonderful house proved to be the size of the +sponge. +</P> + +<P> +She determined to hurry over her dressing and get downstairs quickly in +order to talk privately with him, and consequent on this resolve, found +herself, later, knocking at Miss Loriner's room and inquiring whether +that young woman was ready to accompany her. After all, there would be +time to make the announcement during the day. +</P> + +<P> +"Have you slept well?" +</P> + +<P> +"Like a top," declared Gertie. "For all the world as though I'd nothing +on my mind." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't suppose you have many serious murders to brood about." +</P> + +<P> +"Not exactly murders," she replied. "Plenty of blunders." +</P> + +<P> +Henry rose from the table as she entered; he dropped his open arms on +seeing that she was not alone. Miss Loriner poured out coffee, and +Henry, at the sideboard, recited the dishes that were being kept warm +there. "Sausages," decided Gertie, "because it's Sunday morning!" She +smiled, out of sheer content at being thus waited upon, and gave them a +description of Praed Street, where the meal was continually interrupted +by purchasers of journals, buyers of half-ounces of shag. She remarked +that it would have been possible here to take breakfast out of doors, and +Henry rang and gave instructions to Rutley, the butler, and the next +moment, as it seemed, they were at table on the lawn, with sparrows +pecking at stray crumbs. Henry, asking permission to smoke, lighted a +pipe. +</P> + +<P> +"I've only seen you with cigarettes before," she remarked. "Doesn't the +tobacco smell good in the morning air! Do you know what I miss most of +all? Sound of cabs going along to Paddington Station. I shouldn't care +for the country, you know, not for always." She rattled on, jumping, as +was her custom when happy, from one subject to another. +</P> + +<P> +"It's miraculous to hear you talking again," he declared. "Last night we +could scarcely get a word out of you." +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me if I babble too much." +</P> + +<P> +"You dear little woman!" he cried protestingly. +</P> + +<P> +Clarence Mills came down, and Miss Loriner was relieved of the difficult +task of keeping her eyes averted. Clarence, on the plea that he had some +writing to do, wondered whether he might be excused from church, and +Henry recommended the billiard-room as a quiet place for work; there was +a writing-table at the end, and no one would interfere. Miss Loriner, +when Clarence had finished his meal, offered to conduct him to the +apartment; it was, it seemed, over the stables at the back of the house, +and not easy for a stranger to find; moreover, Miss Loriner felt anxious +to see how writing people started their work. Thus Henry Douglass and +Gertie Higham would have been left alone, but that Jim Langham, +exercising his gift of interference, appeared, rather puffed about the +eyes, and one or two indications hinting that the task of shaving had not +been without accident. Jim Langham's temper in the early hours seemed to +be imperfect; he made only a pretence of eating, crumbling toast and +chipping the top of an egg; he admitted he never felt thoroughly in form +until after lunch. When Henry suggested that Gertie would like to see +the grounds, Jim Langham followed them, pointing out the rose walk, and +the summer-house (that was like a large beehive) with an air of +proprietorship which Henry did not assume. Henry made an inquiry. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm really chapel, if I'm anything," she answered; "but I shall like to +go. Especially if you're to be there. It'll be the first time we've +ever been in a place of worship together." +</P> + +<P> +"We shall go together again," he said, "some day." She shook her head +quickly. +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass had breakfasted in her room, and came when they were ready +and waiting; she complained severely that she seemed to be always the +first when any expedition was in train. They walked around the carriage +drive and across fields; at the porch, Lady Douglass offered to Gertie +the hospitable inquiry in regard to the night's rest that Miss Loriner +had made, and went on without waiting for a reply. +</P> + +<P> +Gertie found herself wishing the service would continue for ever. It was +soothing, beautiful, appropriate. "Forgiving us those things whereof our +conscience is afraid, and giving us those good things which we are not +worthy to ask," said the first collect of the day. "Grant that this day +we fall into no sin, neither run into any kind of danger," said the third +collect. "Fulfil now," said the prayer, "the desires and petitions of +Thy servants, as may be most expedient for them." Announced the nervous +young curate from the pulpit, "The eighth chapter of John, the +thirty-second verse. 'The truth shall make you free.'" The curate had +an artificial voice, and he glanced anxiously at Lady Douglass's aspect +of jaded resignation; but it soon became evident he had something to say; +Gertie, listening attentively, wondered whether he might, in some +remarkable manner, have become acquainted with the particulars of her own +case. Truth, he contended, was indispensable to the wise and comfortable +conduct of life. Truth could only run on the main line; any deviation +led to serious disaster. Truth might, at times, hurt others at the +moment, but, in the end, it did nothing but good. Gertie felt impressed, +and the effect of the address upon her was not decreased when, outside +the church, and in accepting Lady Douglass's invitation to lunch, the +young curate mentioned that he well remembered the great pleasure of +meeting Miss Higham at a garden party, given up in town by the Bishop of +London. +</P> + +<P> +Folk had been asked for three o'clock to play tennis, and in walking +across the lawn to look for them, Henry found the first opportunity of +speaking to her alone. +</P> + +<P> +"Tell me, dear girl," he said urgently, "why did you take no notice of my +letters?" +</P> + +<P> +"I never received any." +</P> + +<P> +"Are you sure? I don't mean that," he went on hurriedly. "Only, I wrote +to you three times, and no answer came." +</P> + +<P> +"They must have been wrongly addressed. What number did you put on the +envelopes?" +</P> + +<P> +"But I also called, and saw your aunt." +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't know that," admitted Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"Looks as though she stopped your notes. I'm sorry if that's the case." +</P> + +<P> +"It worried me frightfully at the time," he said; "but it doesn't matter +now." +</P> + +<P> +"I rather fancy it does matter now." The tennis players came in sight, +waving a salutation with their rackets. +</P> + +<P> +Henry's mother apologized for a late appearance; no longer young, no +longer indeed middle-aged, she found it necessary to save up strength, to +use it economically. Gertie listened, content to be free from the +presence of Lady Douglass, and genuinely interested in the other's +conversation. Mark, the eldest son, she explained, arrived within a year +after her marriage; then came two baby girls who went back to Heaven; +then, after a long interval— +</P> + +<P> +"It was because I had given away the rocking-horse," she declared. +</P> + +<P> +—Then Henry. Mark was a good lad, but Henry had always been a dear lad. +Poor Mark made the one great mistake of his life when he selected a wife, +and Mrs. Douglass hoped the girl would understand why she felt anxious +that Henry should not commit a similar error. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't care whom he marries," declared the old lady resolutely, +"providing he loves her, that she loves him, and that she is a good girl." +</P> + +<P> +"That sort ought not to be hard to find." +</P> + +<P> +"They are less plentiful," said the other, "than some people imagine. +Now I want you to tell me something, my dear." +</P> + +<P> +The girl was preparing to use caution when Jim Langham strolled up; his +expectations of increased cheerfulness appeared to be realized, and his +manner was almost rollicking. He suggested that Gertie should walk +around with him; and the girl, to evade the threatened cross-examination, +nodded an acceptance. +</P> + +<P> +"You don't go in for many games, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"Wish I did," replied Gertie. "I shouldn't feel quite so much out of it." +</P> + +<P> +"Henry will expect you to play him at billiards this evening. If you +care to come across now," he offered, "I shall be delighted to give you +some idea how to start." +</P> + +<P> +As they turned to go along the path that led to the back of the house, +Gertie glanced over her shoulder. Henry, watching their departure, +missed an easy serve, and endured the reproaches of his partner. +</P> + +<P> +"Rutley, I want the key of the billiard-room. Rutley, get it at once." +</P> + +<P> +"I think I know where it was put last," said the butler. +</P> + +<P> +They went up the steps, and waited until Rutley came. Jim Langham called +him a slow-coach, a tortoise, a stick-in-the-mud, and a few other names. +Rutley, unmoved, inquired whether his services were wanted as marker. +Mr. Langham retorted that the butler might take it that whenever his help +was required, definite instructions would be given. +</P> + +<P> +The long room being well lighted by windows on both sides, the assistance +of green shaded lamps that hung dependent above the table was not +required. At the end, a raised platform with table and corner couches; +on the mantelpiece rested a box of cigars, a silver case containing +cigarettes and matches. A dozen cues stood upright in a military +position on a stand. Jim Langham placed the red ball in its position, +and Gertie took spot white. In showing her how to hold the cue, he +touched her hand, and looked quickly to see if she resented this. +</P> + +<P> +"You are going to make a very fine player," he declared presently. "All +you need is practice." +</P> + +<P> +Because of the pronounced scent of spirits, she drew away when he came +too near; Jim Langham instantly became more deferential. By the luck +that often comes to beginners, Gertie presently made five, potting the +red and effecting a cannon; she beamed with the delight of success. Spot +white was left in the centre of the table, and Langham, obtaining the +long rest, explained the manner of using it. In doing so, he placed his +hand upon her neck; the next moment he was on his knees conducting an +active search under the table. Gertie, flushed with annoyance, went +towards the door. Before she reached it, a knock came; the door was +rattled impatiently. +</P> + +<P> +"Open it from your side," ordered the high-pitched voice of Lady Douglass. +</P> + +<P> +"The key is not here," answered Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"It must be there. Why is the door locked?" +</P> + +<P> +"How should I know?" retorted the girl sharply. "You don't suppose I +locked it, do you?" She heard Lady Douglass call for the useful Rutley; +and when the butler came, there was a consultation outside. The door +creaked, the lock gave way; Rutley, falling in with the door, just +escaped collision with the perturbed girl. He was told to go. +</P> + +<P> +"What does this mean?" demanded Lady Douglass. "Why are you in the +billiard-room alone, Miss Higham?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not alone. Your brother is here." +</P> + +<P> +"That scarcely improves the look of affairs.—Jim, where are you?" +</P> + +<P> +The gentleman, half emerging, made a mumbled, indistinct request for +matches. Gertie, walking to the end of the room, found a box. +</P> + +<P> +"There's your set of teeth," she pointed out, "just by the corner leg. +It half frightened me when I saw I'd knocked the whole lot out." +</P> + +<P> +"This is a serious matter," said Lady Douglass judicially. "The great +thing will be to keep it from the knowledge of Henry." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not ashamed of my part in it!" She turned indignantly upon the +red-faced man; his mouth was again furnished with the productions of the +dentist, but he scowled in an alarming way. "What did you mean by it? +Was this a dodge of yours, or of hers?" +</P> + +<P> +"I simply, and by the merest chance," he complained to his sister, +"happened to touch her near the shoulder, and you saw for yourself how +she treated me. I shall go off and get a drink, and leave you both to +clear it up as best you can. Serves her right!" He repeated this remark +several times, with additions, as he stamped out of the room. +</P> + +<P> +"My brother," said Lady Douglass, "is peculiar in his manners." +</P> + +<P> +"I haven't met his sort before." +</P> + +<P> +"But I wonder you did not know better than to trust yourself with him. +Fortunately, you can rely upon me to say nothing about the affair. It +would have been very unlucky if someone else had happened to come to the +door." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't particularly like being under any sort of obligation to you." +</P> + +<P> +"We won't say anything more about it," ordered the other. "I have an +enormous objection to a scandal." +</P> + +<P> +"You're not alone in that respect," she retorted. +</P> + +<P> +"And we will of course avoid all references to Wormwood Scrubbs." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't know what you mean by that!" +</P> + +<P> +The tennis folk, after they had replayed their games over the tea-table, +left; Gertie was quiet, and her cousin inquired anxiously whether +anything had occurred. Clarence urged her to keep up courage, declaring +she had managed admirably up to the present. +</P> + +<P> +"I feel as though there's thunder in the air," she said. +</P> + +<P> +"There isn't," he assured her; "not a trace of it. It's a beautiful day. +And," with enthusiasm, "Mary tells me she doesn't mind waiting until I +make three hundred a year." +</P> + +<P> +"Lucky boy!" she remarked absently. +</P> + +<P> +They were still out on the lawn, and Henry had made a suggestion that +they should all play golf-croquet when Rutley came to clear the table. +Lady Douglass gave an instruction aside. "Very well, my lady," said +Rutley; "it shall be seen to first thing in the morning. If we could +only find the key I'd manage it myself." Henry asked whether anything +was missing; his sister-in-law replied that it was nothing of +importance—nothing that he need trouble about. Henry had quite enough +to occupy his mind, and he must please allow her to take charge of some +of the domestic anxieties. +</P> + +<P> +"Rather unusual," said old Mrs. Douglass, "to find you so considerate." +</P> + +<P> +"I get very little credit," sighed Lady Douglass. +</P> + +<P> +As they waited on the croquet lawn to take their turn, Henry remarked to +Gertie that no opportunity had yet been found for their long talk; +looking down at her affectionately, he added that perhaps she could guess +all that was in his mind. It had been perfectly splendid, he went on in +his boyish way, simply magnificent, to be near to her for so long a +period of time; they would have many week-ends similar to this. His +mother had spoken approvingly of Gertie, and nothing else mattered. The +girl kept her eyes on her mallet; she could not bring herself to the +point of arresting his speech. +</P> + +<P> +"We are waiting for yellow," said Lady Douglass resignedly. +</P> + +<P> +Miss Loriner and Clarence seemed to lose interest in the game as it +proceeded; later, they were missing when their colours were called. Lady +Douglass, throwing down her mallet, delivered a brief oration. If people +intended to play golf-croquet, they should play golf-croquet; if, on the +other hand, they did not propose to play golf-croquet, they should say, +frankly and openly, that they did not propose to play golf-croquet. +Deploring the lack of candour and straight-forwardness, she pronounced +the game at an end. +</P> + +<P> +"Where are you going, Henry?" He answered promptly. "Come back! I +don't want you to go to the billiard-room. You dare not ask me why; you +must just comply with this one wish of mine." +</P> + +<P> +"Have you any reasons?" +</P> + +<P> +"The best of reasons." She exhibited a considerable amount of agitation; +her head went from side to side. "Do please obey me. If you do not, you +will regret it to the last hour of your life." +</P> + +<P> +He stared at her curiously. +</P> + +<P> +"I rather fancy," interposed Gertie, breaking the pause, "that I'm the +best one to explain." She was standing beside old Mrs. Douglass, and as +she spoke she gripped at the back of the wicker chair. "I don't like +this mystery where I am concerned. Lady Douglass came to the door of the +billiard-room whilst Mr. Langham and me—Mr. Langham and I were there. +The door was locked. She had it burst open." +</P> + +<P> +Henry held out his hand appealingly. "That can't be all," he urged. +</P> + +<P> +"It's all that matters." +</P> + +<P> +"Where is Jim?" he demanded of Lady Douglass. +</P> + +<P> +"I am not my brother's keeper, but I believe he has gone down into the +village." +</P> + +<P> +"There's something more I've got to say," Gertie went on. Her voice +trembled; she made an effort to control it. "It's kind of you to ask me +down here, but I wish you had invited Clarence alone. He knows how to +behave in company like this; I don't. I'm not in it. It was foolish of +me to come. It's like anybody trying to go Nap without a single picture +card in their hand. And I want to tell you something more—I'm engaged! +Engaged to a youngish man in my own station of life." +</P> + +<P> +"No, no!" he cried. +</P> + +<P> +"My dear," said old Mrs. Douglass, looking up concernedly, "surely you're +not in earnest!" +</P> + +<P> +"I think," remarked Lady Douglass impartially, "that she is acting with +great wisdom." +</P> + +<P> +"I was wishing to-day," the girl went on, raising her voice, "that I +hadn't got myself engaged. It happened because of a misunderstanding, +and I did it on the impulse of the moment; all the same, it can't be +helped. And I was pretty jolly before I met Henry, and—I don't know—I +may be pretty jolly again. If I go right out of his life now—why, I +shall only think, I shall only remember—" +</P> + +<P> +Old Mrs. Douglass turned in her chair and patted the girl's hand. +</P> + +<P> +"I shall only remember how happy I was all the time after I was lucky +enough to meet him. It's over and done with now, and I'm going back +home, where I can be trusted. I must be trusted. Here, you don't quite +believe me." She bent down to old Mrs. Douglass. "Not even you. I'm a +foreigner at this place; a foreigner, trying to learn your habits and +customs, and trying to forget my own. Perhaps, one day, you'll see that +although I wasn't very refined, and not too well brought up," she raised +her face, and her chin went out, "all the same, I did know how to keep +myself straight." +</P> + +<P> +Young Mills came across the croquet lawn. +</P> + +<P> +"Want you for a moment, Clarence," she said. +</P> + +<P> +</P> + +<P> +Henry Douglass, descending the staircase slowly and thoughtfully at eight +o'clock, asked Rutley whether Miss Higham was in the drawing-room. +Rutley answered that the young lady and Mr. Mills had gone. Walked to +Cholsey to catch the evening train to town. One of the under-gardeners +carried their luggage. +</P> + +<P> +"Quite thought you knew, sir," mentioned Rutley. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap08"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER VIII. +</H3> + +<P> +Frederick Bulpert, having obtained two professional engagements at +seven shillings and sixpence each, resigned his situation in the Post +Office, and this left him free to call at Praed Street whenever he +cared to do so. Mrs. Mills described him as a hearty eater, but she +made much of him, apparently out of gratitude. Gertie had spoken to +her about Henry's letters— +</P> + +<P> +"She looked rather white," said Mrs. Mills to Mr. Trew confidentially; +"but I must admit she kept her temper wonderfully well, considering!" +</P> + +<P> +—And the girl took charge of the intercepted envelopes with their +contents. Her aunt declared, with emphasis, that all along she had +acted for the best. Gertie remarked that people said this whenever +they had done their worst: this was the only reproach given, and Mr. +Trew, as a candid friend, assured Mrs. Mills she had been let off very +lightly. Mr. Trew had anxieties of his own. The new motor omnibuses +still broke down occasionally, and he was able, in passing, to make +offers for the conveyances at an extremely low figure; but many of them +ran without accident, and ran speedily, and he was losing customers +hitherto considered faithful and regular. Summing up, he came to the +conclusion that the world was becoming a jolly sight too clever; the +only comfort he found was that it could not possibly exist much longer. +Regaining cheerfulness, he mentioned that if Mrs. Mills happened to +hear of an American heiress who wanted a good-looking English husband +with a special and particular knowledge of horses, well acquainted with +London, and fond of the sea, why, it would be kind of her to drop him a +postcard, giving the name and address. +</P> + +<P> +"When you've finished talking nonsense," she said, "perhaps you'll +kindly tell me how I'm to manage in order to get these two young people +married. She'll be happy enough, once she settles down; but, +meanwhile, I don't like seeing her so quiet and thoughtful." +</P> + +<P> +"I have never denied," he remarked, "that you are the prize packet of +your sex, and in many respects you've got almost the intelligence of a +man. But in a matter of this kind—remember, she's as pretty as they +make 'em—you're a born muddler. Leave it to me, and I'll do the best +I can for you." +</P> + +<P> +Wherefore, Mr. Trew made appointments with Bulpert and held secret +discussions with him, sheltering his words with a broad, big hand, +enjoying greatly the sense of management, and, even more, the +atmosphere of conspiracy. Bulpert, on his side, began to realize his +importance, and treated Praed Street with a condescension that was +meant to represent a correct and proper pride. One evening, seated at +the counter there, and waiting for the return of Gertie, he gave a +formal warning to the effect that any cigar presented to him was, in +future, to be taken from the threepenny box. +</P> + +<P> +At Great Titchfield Street, Gertie tried to divert her mind from +personal anxieties by throwing energy into work, with more than common +resolution. A large commission arrived from a ruler of an Eastern +nation, who considered a new and elaborately ornamental sash would +revive a feeling of loyalty in his army and patriotism in his country. +The girls were not permitted except on strictly limited occasions to +work after nine o'clock in the evening, and extra assistants had to be +engaged; the men upstairs who made the leather foundations were watched +and encouraged; Madame begged Gertie to recommend them to keep off the +drink, adding that they would take more notice of this advice if it +came from Miss Higham and not from Madame herself. All the looms were +at their noisy spider work; reels of gold thread were ordered in +twenties; the bobbins began to dance around the maypole, +sewing-machines sang lustily; the telephone only ceased ringing to +deliver messages. Miss Rabbit became hysterical, vehement, cross; +Gertie's intervention became necessary to prevent a strike amongst the +pinafored young women. +</P> + +<P> +"We can be led, Miss Higham," they announced determinedly, "but we +won't be drove. You tell her to keep a civil tongue in her head, and +all will go well. We're not going to be treated as though we was +Russians." +</P> + +<P> +The rush of work had, for consequence, a distinct advantage to Gertie, +apart from useful occupation of the mind. She stayed late to finish +books which could not be entered up in the day, and this meant that, on +returning home, the good news was frequently communicated that Mr. +Bulpert had gone; there was also the comfortable fact that she felt +sufficiently tired to go straight to bed. Bunny, at Great Titchfield +Street, on the occasions when she herself had to depart and leave +Madame and Miss Higham together, was a picture of woeful apprehension; +if she managed to gain the private ear of the girl, she reminded her +that no good ever yet came to one who failed to keep a solemn promise. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you worry," answered Gertie. "I'm not a parrot." +</P> + +<P> +"I shan't feel happy about you," said the forewoman solicitously, +"until I hear you've got another berth. The smash-up will come as a +surprise to the others, but I don't care a snap of the fingers about +them or about myself. It's you I'm thinking about!" +</P> + +<P> +Madame one night, at the sloping desk, referred vaguely to a wish that, +as she hastened to add, could never in any circumstances be gratified. +Urged by Gertie, on the other side, to put the desire into words, +Madame took off spectacles which she wore only when the rest of the +staff had gone, and said wistfully that if she could but get a +paragraph into the newspapers containing the name of the firm, she +thought it would be possible to die happy. Having ascertained this did +not mean that suicide would follow, Gertie sent a note to Clarence +Mills, absent since the evening of the impulsive departure from Ewelme. +No answer came, and Gertie was assuming that her cousin intended, in +this way, to prove he was not on terms of peace with her, when one of +the loom workers brought in, after lunch hour, an evening journal, +obtained by him because he required advice regarding the investment of +small sums on the prospects of racehorses. +</P> + +<P> +"Here's a bit about us, miss," he said exultantly, with thumb against +the paragraph. "Here we are. Large as life, and twice as natural!" +</P> + +<P> +The paragraph was found in other newspapers, and indeed it went about +Great Britain later and found its way to the Colonies. "An Oriental +Omen" it was headed, and Madame's only regret appeared to be that it +could not be held to be distinguished by the quality of absolute truth. +But there it stood in print, and there was the name of Hilbert and Co., +the old established firm, making a speciality of manufacturing military +accoutrements, dating from the glorious year of Waterloo, and Madame's +delight proved beyond the powers of expression; her gratitude to Miss +Higham was conveyed by a kiss. One competing firm, it was discovered, +wrote a sarcastic letter to the papers that must have taken hours to +compose, throwing doubts on the accuracy of the report and inquiring +whether it was a fact that Wellington's achievement followed the +Franco-Prussian War, and this might have been inserted but for the +suggestion of self-advertisement made with something less than the +dexterity that belonged to Clarence's pen. +</P> + +<P> +"I tell you what, Miss Higham," said Madame definitely. "You must come +to supper at my house the very next Sunday evening that ever is. Your +aunt won't mind for once. I'll write down the address. My proper name +is Jacks. Yes, dear, I'm married, to tell you the truth, only I don't +want it talked about here." +</P> + +<P> +Frederick Bulpert, when he arrived on the Sunday evening, entered a +warm protest against what he described as this eternal gadding about. +On ascertaining the destination, he admitted circumstances altered +cases; where business was concerned, private interests had to give way. +He explained that some of his present irritation was due to the fact +that, at a Bohemian concert the previous evening, an elderly gentleman +had been pointed out to him as the representative of an important +Sunday newspaper; the comic singer who gave the information, +encountered a few minutes since in Marylebone Road, confessed that it +was one of his jokes. "And all the drinks I stood," complained +Bulpert, "and all the amiable remarks I made, absolutely wasted!" +Gertie, apparelled in her finest and best, went at the hour of seven, +after Bulpert and her aunt had quarrelled regarding the best and +speediest mode of transit, to make her way to King's Road, Chelsea. +There, in a turning she twice walked by without noticing, she found a +house with several brass knobs at the side of the door. A maid +answered her ring. +</P> + +<P> +"Sounds as though they're in the studio," remarked the maid, with a +wink. "What name?" +</P> + +<P> +The servant opened the door and gave the announcement, but in the +tumult it was not heard. Madame's husband was informing Madame in a +loud voice that the most unfortunate day in his life was the occasion +when he allowed her to drag him into a registrar's office. Gertie went +back a few steps, and the maid repeated the name. +</P> + +<P> +"You dear!" cried Madame, coming forward pleasantly. "This is my +husband. You know him by name, I expect." She whispered, "The +celebrated river painter. Most successful. And such a worker. Never +idle for a moment." +</P> + +<P> +"How d'ye do?" said Mr. Jacks, coming forward casually. "Sorry I'm +just going out. What's the night like?" +</P> + +<P> +Madame switched on the electric light, and Gertie could see that the +room suggested a large cucumber frame with a sloping glass roof and +windows at the far end. On a raised square platform in a corner stood +a draped lay figure, not, apparently, quite sober. +</P> + +<P> +"Well," said Madame's husband, after glancing again at the visitor, "if +it's fine, I don't know that there's any special necessity for me to +go. What do you say, darling?" This to his wife. +</P> + +<P> +"Please yourself, Digby, my sweet. If you think you can put up with +our company, I am sure Miss Higham and myself will be delighted if you +can stay. Mr. Jacks," she explained to Gertie, "is naturally attracted +to his club, not only because he finds there all the latest news +concerning his profession, but because it gives him an opportunity of +coming into contact with other bright, vivacious spirits." She took +Gertie's coat and hat. "Perhaps we can get him to tell us some of his +best stories presently." +</P> + +<P> +Her husband smoothed his hair at the mirror with both hands, and gave +style and uniformity to the two halves of his moustache. This done, he +turned and asked the girl whether she did not consider Whistler an +overrated artist. Just because he happened to be dead, people raved +about him. Would not allow any one else to produce impressions of the +Thames round about Chelsea. Mr. Jacks said, rather bitterly, that when +he too was no more, folk would doubtless be going mad about him, and +Jubilee Place might become impassable owing to the crowd of dealers +waiting their turn there. +</P> + +<P> +"And what good do you imagine that will do to me?" he demanded. "Eh, +what? No use you saying that I ought to be content with the praise of +posterity." +</P> + +<P> +"I didn't say so. How many hours do you work a day?" +</P> + +<P> +"I can't work unless the fit takes me," argued Madame's husband weakly. +</P> + +<P> +"Are you subject to them? Fits, I mean?" +</P> + +<P> +Madame, assisting the maid in setting the table, took up the case for +the defence, and pointed out to Miss Higham that one profession +differed from another. In the case of painting, for instance, you +could not expect to be ruled by office hours; you had to wait until +inspiration came, and then the light was, perhaps, not exactly what you +required. Besides, friends might drop in at that moment for a smoke +and a chat. +</P> + +<P> +"Sounds like an easy life," remarked Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"You forget the wear and tear of the brain," said Madame. +</P> + +<P> +"But we get that in our business." +</P> + +<P> +"Hush!" whispered the other. "He doesn't like hearing that referred +to." +</P> + +<P> +Conversation during the meal was restricted to the subject of the +production of pictures and their subsequent disposal; Madame showed +great deference to the arguments of her husband, occasionally +interposing a mild suggestion which he had no difficulty in knocking +down. At moments of excited contention Madame's husband became +inarticulate, and had to fall back upon the gestures of the studio, +that conveyed nothing to the visitor. +</P> + +<P> +"How much do you make a year?" she asked, when an opportunity came. He +paused in his task of opening another bottle of stout, and regarded her +with something of surprise. +</P> + +<P> +"My good girl," he replied, "I don't estimate my results by pounds, +shillings, and pence." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you earn a hundred in twelve months?" +</P> + +<P> +"Wish I did," confessed Madame's husband. "In that case, I shouldn't +have to be beholden to other people." +</P> + +<P> +"How would you manage if you weren't married?" +</P> + +<P> +He looked at the mantelpiece, and inquired of his wife if the clock was +indicating the correct time. Receiving the answer, Madame's husband +became alarmed, declaring it a fortunate thing that he had remembered a +highly important appointment. It represented, he said, the chance of a +lifetime, and to miss it would be nothing short of madness; he bade +Miss Higham good evening in a curt way, and Madame accompanied him to +the front door. There they had a spirited discussion. Madame +considered an allowance of half a crown would be ample; he said, in +going, that his wife was a mean, miserable cat. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm afraid, my dear, you shunted him off," remarked Madame, coming +back to the studio. "You don't seem to know how to manage men, do you?" +</P> + +<P> +"Had my suspicions of that before now." +</P> + +<P> +"Of course, they're very trying but"—helplessly—"I don't know. +Sometimes I wish I'd kept single, and then again at other times, when +I've had a hard day of it, I feel glad I'm not coming home to empty +rooms. Taking the rough with the smooth, I suppose most women think +that any husband is better than no husband at all." +</P> + +<P> +"Rather than get hold of one who didn't earn his living," declared +Gertie with vehemence, "I'd keep single all my life." +</P> + +<P> +"He did nearly sell a picture," argued the other, "once!" +</P> + +<P> +They took easy-chairs, and Madame found a box of chocolates. Mr. +Jacks, it appeared, was not Madame's first love. Mr. Jacks's +predecessor had been ordered out years ago to take part in a war that +improved the receipts entered up in Hilbert's books; on the debit side, +the loss of a good sweetheart had to be placed. Madame dried her eyes, +and in less than half a minute the two were on the subject which +absorbed their principal interests. Price of gold thread, difficulty +with one of the home workers, questions of aiguillettes, sword belts, +sashes, grenades; hopes that the King would shortly issue a new order +concerning officers' uniforms. Madame said that, nowadays, profits +were cut very close; she could remember, in her father's time, when, if +there was not a balance at the end of the year of over a thousand +pounds, serious anxiety ensued. Madame brought out a large album to +show pictures of gorgeous apparel that belonged to days before thrift +became a hobby. +</P> + +<P> +"Seems to me," she said, without leading up to the remark, "that Miss +Rabbit is the weak link in our chain." Gertie did not make any +comment. "I'm going to tell you something. I want to give her other +work to do, and get you to take her place. It will amount to an extra +ten shillings a week, Miss Higham." +</P> + +<P> +"Do you really mean it?" +</P> + +<P> +"It's why I asked you to come here this evening. You see, you have +improved so much this summer. Improved in style, speech, everything!" +</P> + +<P> +"There's a reason for that!" +</P> + +<P> +Gertie Higham walked up and down the studio with excitement in her +eyes. She wanted to ask Madame how long the firm was likely to endure, +but to do this might lead to the betrayal of confidence; meanwhile she +fired inquiries, and Madame, eager to gain her approval of the +suggestion, answered each one promptly. Bunny was not to be reduced in +wages; only in position. One of the new duties would be to run about +and see people; Madame's nerves were not quite all they used to be, and +the hurried traffic of the street frightened her. Next to Madame, +Gertie would be considered, so to speak, as head cook and +bottle-washer. Gertie, collecting all this information, wondered how +it would be possible to let Henry Douglass know that she was making +important progress. Possibly it could be managed through Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner; she might meet him in London, at some +unexpected moment. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you object, Madame," she asked, "if I run off now, and tell aunt +about it?" +</P> + +<P> +"You accept the offer?" +</P> + +<P> +"Like a shot!" answered Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"You dear!" cried Madame. +</P> + +<P> +Frederick Bulpert was on the point of leaving when she reached Praed +Street; he came back into the shop parlour to hear the news. Her aunt +kissed her, and said Gertie was a good, clever girl; Bulpert declared +the promotion well earned. +</P> + +<P> +"This is distinctly frankincense and myrrh," he acknowledged. "I feel +proud of you, and I don't care who hears me say so. Let me see; your +birthday's next week, isn't it? How about arranging something in the +nature of a conversazione, or what not?" +</P> + +<P> +"I hope," said Mrs. Mills, escorting him through the shop, "that, later +on, you'll do your best to make her happy." +</P> + +<P> +"But it's her," protested Bulpert, "it's her that's got to make me +happy." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap09"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER IX. +</H3> + +<P> +Clarence Mills, invited to be present at the birthday evening, wrote in +frolicsome terms, from which the young hostess judged that with him the +progress of love was satisfactory. "My dear young relation, near +Paddington Station, of course I will come to your show. If forced to +leave early, you won't think me surly; I have to meet some one you +know!" To this Gertie sent a card begging Miss Loriner to include +herself in the invitation, and that young woman forwarded a telegram +from Ewelme with the word "Delighted." +</P> + +<P> +"Now"—to herself hopefully—"now I shall hear some news about him!" +</P> + +<P> +Gertie decided the evening should differ from evenings which had +preceded it, in that the entire expense was to be borne by herself; and +Mrs. Mills therefore only offered a feeble objection when the girl +arranged that the front room upstairs was to be turned out, rout seats +hired, and a few articles of furniture, including the piano-forte +(which, at one perilous moment, threatened to remain for the rest of +its life at the turn of the staircase), transferred from the shop +parlour. Bulpert announced his intention of taking charge of the +musical and dramatic part of the entertainment. Bulpert no longer +considered himself a visitor at Praed Street, and on one occasion he +entered a stern protest when he found Mr. Trew's hat there, resting +upon the peg which he considered his own. Twice he had suggested that +Gertie should lend him half a sovereign, reducing the amount, by +stages, to eighteenpence; but she answered definitely that advances of +this kind interfered with friendship, and she preferred not to start +the practice. +</P> + +<P> +"I could let you have it back in a fortnight." +</P> + +<P> +"Perhaps!" she said. "And if you did, you would be under the +impression that you were doing me a great favour." +</P> + +<P> +"I like to see a girl economical," he remarked, frowning, "but there's +a diff'rence between that and being miserly. And," with resolution, "I +go further, and I say that if there's anybody who's got a just and fair +and proper claim on your consideration, it is F. W. B." +</P> + +<P> +"There's some one who comes before you." +</P> + +<P> +"The name, please?" +</P> + +<P> +"Myself," replied Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +The question of conciliating Miss Rabbit at Great Titchfield Street had +been solved, and matters there were going smoothly. Miss Rabbit +continued to hold her title of forewoman, although she was no longer +forewoman; and Miss Higham took the label of secretary, which well +described duties she did not perform. The girls in the workroom made +no concealment of their satisfaction with the change, and men at the +looms upstairs came individually to Gertie and said, "Look here, miss! +If ever you have any difficulty or awk'ardness or anything of the kind +with the other chaps, just give the word, and I'll put it all right." +</P> + +<P> +Bunny, for the preservation of friendship, went down on the birthday +party list, and Miss Radford (who had not been seen for some time) and +two girls (formerly at school with Gertie, and then known as a couple +of terrors, but now grown tall and distinguished, and doing well in a +notable shop in Westbourne Grove), and, of course, Mr. Trew, and two +friends of Bulpert's, whom he guaranteed capable of keeping any party +on the go. Mrs. Mills checked the names, expressed satisfaction. +</P> + +<P> +"I was half afraid," she said, "you'd want to send a note to that young +gentleman who lives near where I was brought up." +</P> + +<P> +"If he came here," replied the girl steadily, "I should only fall in +love with him again, and that would complicate matters." +</P> + +<P> +"I think you're wise," approved Mrs. Mills. +</P> + +<P> +A charwoman from Sale Street came in to scrub floors, to see to +fireplaces, and to renovate apartments generally—a slow worker, on +account of some affection of the heart, but an uncommonly good talker. +When human intercourse failed she addressed articles of furniture, +asking them how much they cost originally, and, sarcastically, whether +they were under the impression that they looked as good as new; to some +she gave the assurance that if she were to meet them at a jumble sale, +she would pass by without a second glance. The charwoman suggested, at +the completion of her task, and rolling up her square mat with the care +of one belonging to an Oriental sect, that her help should be engaged +for the party; Mrs. Mills replied that if they required help, some one +of more active methods and of less years would be approached. +</P> + +<P> +"Right you are!" she said, taking her money from the counter. "In that +case, I'll send along my Sarah." +</P> + +<P> +To suit the young hostess, and to meet the convenience of one or two of +the guests, the party began at an hour that was quite fashionably late. +Miss Radford came early, excusing herself for this breach of decorum on +the grounds that it made her painfully nervous to enter a room when +strangers were present; apart from which, to arrive in good time meant +that one had a chance of looking at oneself in the mirror. Did Gertie +consider that her (Miss Radford's) complexion was showing signs of +going off? A lady friend, who, from the description given, seemed to +be neither a friend nor a lady, had mentioned that Miss Radford was +beginning to look her full age; and remarks of this kind might be +contradicted but could not be ignored. +</P> + +<P> +"Don't you ever get anxious about your personal appearance?" she +inquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Not specially." +</P> + +<P> +"I suppose," agreed Miss Radford, "that being properly engaged does +make you a bit less anxious." +</P> + +<P> +Clarence came with Miss Loriner, and the young hostess flushed at the +young woman's first words. Henry sent his best regards. Henry, it +appeared, no longer spent week-ends at Ewelme—this because of some +want of agreement with Lady Douglass; and he was now busy in connection +with a sanatorium at Walton-on-Naze, which demanded frequent journeys +from Liverpool Street. Gertie, in taking Miss Loriner to get rid of +hat and dust-cloak in the adjoining room, felt it good to find herself +remembered. Miss Loriner wanted a small fan, and searching the +hand-bag which she had brought, first looked puzzled, and then became +enlightened. +</P> + +<P> +"I've brought Lady Douglass's bag by mistake," she cried, +self-reproachfully. "Here are her initials in the corner—'M. D.'; not +'M. L.'" Miss Loriner gave an ejaculation. +</P> + +<P> +"What is it you've found there?" +</P> + +<P> +"This," announced the other deliberately, "is the missing key of the +billiard-room at Morden Place!" +</P> + +<P> +The two girls looked at each other, and Gertie nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"I've been blaming her brother all along for that trick." +</P> + +<P> +"My dear girl," demanded Miss Loriner, "aren't you fearfully excited +and indignant about it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Doesn't seem to matter much now. But," smiling, "she is a character, +isn't she? I pity you if she often does things like that." +</P> + +<P> +"I shall be uncommonly glad," admitted the other, "when Clarence earns +three hundred a year. Do you know that if you had stayed on at Morden +Place, this key would most likely have been found in your portmanteau." +</P> + +<P> +Frederick Bulpert, arriving with his friends, asserted his position by +attempting to kiss Gertie; she drew back, and Bulpert said manfully +that if she could do without it he could also afford to dispense with +the ceremony. He introduced his companions as two of the very best and +brightest, and they intimated, by a modest shrug of the shoulders, that +this might be taken as a correct description. The sisters of +Westbourne Grove came bearing a highly-ornamental cardboard case with a +decoration of angels, and containing a pair of gloves. They mentioned +that if the size was not correct the gloves could be changed, and at +once took seats in the corner of the room, whence they surveyed the +company with a critical air, sighing in unison, as though regretting +deeply their mad impulsiveness in accepting the invitation. On this, +other presents were offered; Bulpert said his memento would come later +on. One of his friends sat on the music-stool, and Sarah, the +charwoman's daughter, entering at the first chord with a tray that held +sandwiches and cakes, said to him casually, "Hullo, George, you on in +this scene?" and handed around the refreshments. Bulpert's friend, +disturbed by the incident, waited until the girl left the room, and +then explained that he had met her in pantomime, the previous +Christmas, at the West London Theatre; he argued forcibly that people +encountered behind the footlights had no right to claim acquaintance +outside. "Otherwise," contended Bulpert's friend, "we're none of us +safe." He was induced to give his song, and the first lines,— +</P> + +<P CLASS="poem"> +"I went to Margate, once I did, to spend my holidee,<BR> +Such funny things you seem to see beside the silver sea"<BR> +</P> + +<P CLASS="noindent"> +suggested that he was not one disposed to worship originality or make a +fetish of invention. Bulpert, at the end, pointed out that his friend +had omitted the last verse; the man at the pianoforte said there were +some places where he was in the habit of giving the last verse; this, +he declared flatteringly, was not one of them. Gertie's aunt came +upstairs to announce that, the occasion being special, she had taken it +upon herself to put up the shutters. If they excused her for half a +second this would give her sufficient space to tittivate and smarten up. +</P> + +<P> +"Say when you want me to liven 'em up, Gertie," remarked Bulpert. +</P> + +<P> +"Go and be nice to those two sisters in the corner." +</P> + +<P> +"When we're married," he said, "we'll often give little affairs of this +kind. I'm a great believer in hospitality myself." +</P> + +<P> +As he did not appear to make a great deal of headway with the +Westbourne Grove ladies, he was recalled and the task handed over to +Clarence Mills. Clarence scored an immediate success. The sisters, it +seemed, prided themselves upon being tremendous readers; Clarence was +acquainted with some of the writers who, to them, were only names. And +the young hostess would have been able to survey the room with +contentment, but for the fact that Miss Radford suddenly became +depressed—with hands clasped over a knee she rocked to and fro in her +chair. Gertie discovered that to her friend had just come the +terrifying thought that no one loved her, nobody cared for her, and for +all practical purposes Miss Radford might as well be dead and buried, +with daisies growing over her grave. Gertie argued against this +melancholy attitude, and the other explained that it came to her only +at moments when every one else was jolly and cheerful, adding defiantly +that she could not avoid it, and did not mean to avoid it. +</P> + +<P> +"People," declared Miss Radford with truculence, "have to take me as +they happen to find me!" +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert's second friend, advancing with a pack of cards, asked if Miss +Radford would kindly select one and tell him the description. "The +Queen of Hearts? Nothing," said Bulpert's second friend, with a +gallant bow, "nothing could be more appropriate." Miss Radford cried, +"Oh, what a cheeky thing to say!" and at once bade farewell to +melancholy. +</P> + +<P> +A wonderful man, the second friend—able to do everything with cards +that ordinary folk deemed impossible. If you selected a card and tore +it up; and he presently—talking all the while—produced a card, and +said in the politest way, "I think that is yours, madam?" and you +remarked that this was the four of clubs, whereas you selected the +five, he exclaimed, with pretence of irritation, "Well, what is there +to grumble at?" and, looking again, you saw that it had changed to the +five of clubs. There was nothing to do but to applaud and wonder. He +swallowed cards, and produced them with a slight click from his elbow, +the middle of his back, and his ankle. He allowed Miss Loriner to find +the four aces and put them at the bottom of the pack, and the next +moment asked Mr. Trew, who had just arrived, to produce them from the +inside pocket of his coat. Mr. Trew had some difficulty in finding +them, but the conjurer assisted, and there were the four aces; and Mr. +Trew, after denying the suggestion that he had come prepared to play +whist, admitted the young man was a masterpiece. Mr. Trew's watch was +next borrowed and wrapped in paper; the poker borrowed in order to +smash it; the violent blow given. Miss Radford was asked to be so very +kind as to assist by looking in the plate of nuts that stood on the +table, and there the watch was discovered, safe and sound. Some +thought-reading followed, not easy to understand because of the +incessant monologue kept up by the gifted youth; but the results were +satisfactory, and by pressing the folded pieces of paper very hard +against his forehead, he was able to announce the names written within. +</P> + +<P> +"This is yours, I think, Miss Higham. Now, I don't guarantee success, +mind you, in every case, but—the name, I think, is Henry"—he +contorted his features—"Henry Douglass. Is that right, may I ask?" +</P> + +<P> +"Quite correct!" replied Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"What did you want to write his name for?" demanded Bulpert, seated +next to her. +</P> + +<P> +"It was the first that came into my head." +</P> + +<P> +"Kindly keep it out of your head in future," he ordered, "or else +there'll be ructions." +</P> + +<P> +Did the ladies object to smoke? asked some one. The ladies answered, +separately and collectively, that they adored smoke; the Westbourne +Grove young women, now in excellent fettle, admitted that, at times, +they themselves enjoyed a cigarette, but could not be persuaded to give +a public exhibition of their powers. They did, however, agree to give +a short sketch entitled "Who is Who?" and the hearthrug was given up to +them; and if they had not made so many corrections—neither appeared to +be well acquainted with her own part in the piece, but each was letter +perfect in the part of the other—the duologue would have been a great +success. +</P> + +<P> +"And now," said Mrs. Mills, "let's see about refreshments. Mr. Trew, +where's that corkscrew of yours?" +</P> + +<P> +"Isn't it about time I was asked to do something?" demanded Bulpert, +with an injured air. +</P> + +<P> +"Let us see you do your celebrated trick," suggested Gertie's aunt, +with irony, "of eating nearly everything there is on the table. That's +what you're really clever at." +</P> + +<P> +Miss Radford, by a sudden inspiration, suggested the ladies should wait +upon the gentlemen, and herself took a plate to Bulpert's conjuring +friend; the example was imitated. Mr. Trew, attended to by Gertie, +declared it a real treat to see her looking like his own little friend +once again. +</P> + +<P> +"Makes me think," he said, "that if there wasn't quite so much +diplomacy about on the part of those of us who reckon we know +everything, you young uns would get a far better chance. Speaking as +one who's been a fusser all my life, that's my candid opinion." +</P> + +<P> +"If you interfered, Mr. Trew, you would interfere wisely." +</P> + +<P> +He emptied his glass in one drink, and set it upon the mantelpiece. "I +wouldn't kiss the book on that, if I was you," he replied. "But what +you can be very well certain about is that if I saw the chance of doing +anything for you—" +</P> + +<P> +Miss Rabbit was announced by Sarah, and Gertie had to leave Mr. Trew in +order to make much of her colleague. Bulpert, having edged other folk +from the hearthrug, announced that he was about to give, with the aid +of memory, a short incident of the American Civil War; to his +astonishment and open indignation, one of the Westbourne Grove girls +arrested him with the suggestion that instead they should all have a +game. Challenged to indicate one, she asked what was the matter with +musical chairs. So chairs were placed down the centre of the room, +facing opposite ways alternately. Gertie went to the pianoforte, and +all prepared to join, with the exception of Bulpert, who, in the +corner, and his back to the others, ate sandwiches. +</P> + +<P> +Admirable confusion, thanks to Gertie's ingenious playing. As they +started to march warily in a line up and down the row, she, after +giving the first bar, stopped, and they had to rush for seats. +Clarence Mills was left out and a chair withdrawn. The next trial was +much longer, and only when caution was being relaxed did the music +cease; Miss Loriner, defeated at this bye-election, had to take a seat +near to Clarence. The joyousness was so pronounced that Bulpert found +himself to take some interest, and when Mrs. Mills, left in with Mr. +Trew, eventually won the game, he urged it should be restarted, and +that some other lady should play the music. On the first arrest by +Miss Rabbit at the pianoforte, he sat himself on a chair already +occupied by Gertie. At the moment, Sarah appeared again at the doorway. +</P> + +<P> +"A young man," she announced importantly. "A gentleman this time." +</P> + +<P> +Henry Douglass came in. Gertie struggled to disengage herself, but +Bulpert declined to move. +</P> + +<P> +"Mrs. Mills, I must apologize for calling at this late hour." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't mention it, sir." +</P> + +<P> +"I have just had a message from my sister-in-law, and I wanted to see +Miss Loriner. Lady Douglass has been taken seriously ill." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew took Bulpert by the collar and sent him with a jerk against +the wall. Gertie, flushed and confused, shook hands with Henry. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm not going to break up your evening," he said, looking at her +eagerly. "The matter is urgent, or I wouldn't have dared to call." +</P> + +<P> +"We are always," she stammered, "always pleased to see you, Mr. +Douglass." +</P> + +<P> +"My dear mother asked me to give you her love when I met you. There is +a car waiting," he went on, addressing Miss Loriner; "could you manage +to come now? We can do it in little over a couple of hours." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie took Miss Loriner into the adjoining room. +</P> + +<P> +"If she's really ill," said the girl, "don't tell him anything about +the key. He can hear it all, later on. And nobody at Praed Street +knows anything about the affair." +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert declined to escort Miss Rabbit to her omnibus, and, in spite of +hints from Mrs. Mills, remained when all the other guests had departed. +He took opportunity to criticize the management of the evening, and to +deplore the fact that his services had not been utilized. Making an +estimate of the total cost, he again referred to his suggestion in +regard to a series of similar entertainments later on. +</P> + +<P> +"If you find you can afford it," agreed Gertie. +</P> + +<P> +"If I can afford it!" he echoed surprisedly. "There's no question of +me affording it. Why don't you talk sense? You'll be earning the same +good salary after we're spliced as you're earning at the present +moment." +</P> + +<P> +"No!" she answered definitely. "When I'm married I give up work at +Great Titchfield Street." +</P> + +<P> +"Why, of course," agreed Mrs. Mills. "She'll have her home duties to +attend to." +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert stared at the two separately. Then he rose, pulled at his +waistcoat, and went without speaking a word. +</P> + +<P> +"He's took the precaution," remarked Sarah, coming in to clear, as a +bang sounded below, "to shut the door after him." +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills, reviewing the party, and expressing the hope that all had +enjoyed themselves, mentioned that Miss Rabbit in the course of the +evening made a statement to her which had, apparently, been weighing on +the lady's mind. Miss Rabbit reproached herself for giving wrong +information in regard to the stability of the firm of Hilbert, and +begged Mrs. Mills would explain. In her own phrase she tried to out +Gertie, and as this had not come off, her suggestion was that bygones +should be considered as bygones, and nothing more said about the matter. +</P> + +<P> +"It isn't such a bad world," decided Mrs. Mills, "if you only come to +look at it in a good light." +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap10"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER X. +</H3> + +<P> +Gertie's sympathy with the invalid of Morden Place found itself +slightly diminished on Monday morning. The front room had not yet been +restored to its normal state, and Mrs. Mills, before rising to start +the boy with his delivery of morning newspapers, had given a brief +lecture on the drawback of excessive ambition, the advisability of not +going on to Land's End when you but held a ticket for Westbourne Park. +Ten minutes later she brought upstairs an important-looking envelope +that bore her name and address in handwriting which left just the space +for the stamp, and Mrs. Mills speculated on the probable contents of +the communication until Gertie made the useful suggestion that the +envelope should be opened. Mrs. Mills, after reading the letter, flung +herself upon the bed and, her head resting on the pillow, sobbed +hysterically. +</P> + +<P> +Lady Douglass wrote near the telegram instructions "Private," and, to +ensure perfect secrecy, underlined the word three times. Nevertheless, +Gertie read it without hesitation, and her first impression was one of +regard for the writer's ingenuity. Lady Douglass feared some rumours +might have reached Praed Street concerning the behaviour of Miss Higham +during the brief stay at Ewelme; unable to rid her mind of this, she +was sending a note to assure Mrs. Mills that no grounds whatever +existed for the statements. She, herself, had taken great trouble to +keep the incident quiet, and could not understand how it had become +public property. She hoped Mrs. Mills would believe that Miss Higham +had been guilty of nothing more than a want of discretion, natural +enough in a girl of her age, and, if Lady Douglass might be allowed to +say so, her position in life. Lady Douglass felt it only right to send +this note, and hoped her motives would be understood. +</P> + +<P> +"Her motives are clear enough," agreed Gertie. "What I can't quite +make out is why she should take so much trouble in going for me. I'm +out of her way, and I shan't get into her way again. What more does +she want?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'd no idea," wailed her aunt, "that there'd been anything amiss. Of +course, I knew you came back Sunday night instead of Monday morning, +but you hinted that was because of Clarence. What are the facts, dear?" +</P> + +<P> +Particulars given, Mrs. Mills changed her attitude, both of body and of +mind, and announced an intention of starting at once to have it out +with her ladyship. A good straight talking to, that was what my lady +required, with plain language which included selection of home truths, +and Mrs. Mills flattered herself she was the very woman to undertake +the task. To this Gertie offered several determined objections. +First, Henry's sister-in-law was ill; second, she had endured trouble, +and was not perhaps quite herself; third, the incident was ended, and +there would be nothing useful in raking up the past. Mrs. Mills +listened to the arguments, and agreed to substitute a new +resolution—namely, that a reply was to be written couched in terms +which could not be charged with the defect of ambiguity. +</P> + +<P> +"I shan't help you with the spelling," declared the girl. +</P> + +<P> +"Somehow or other," complained Mrs. Mills, "you always seem to manage +to get everything your own way." +</P> + +<P> +"Not always." +</P> + +<P> +One gratifying result of the evening party came in the fact that +Bulpert decreased his visits. For two or three weeks he absented +himself from Praed Street; and Mrs. Mills approved this, mentioning as +one of the reasons, that it was not wise for an engaged couple to have +too much of each other's company. When he did call, Mrs. Mills +reported of him that he appeared to have something on his mind; he left +before Gertie arrived, and without disclosing the nature of the burden. +</P> + +<P> +As a rule, it happened at Great Titchfield Street that one good +contract was followed by a slack period, when the difficulty was to +find sufficient work to keep all hands going. But here and now, a high +authority ordered some alteration in the uniform of certain of His +Majesty's officers of the army, and either Madame or Miss Higham was +called frequently to Pall Mall; and, in a brief period, all the +outworkers were again busy: Great Titchfield Street found itself so +fully occupied that the girls had no time to recall songs learned at +the second house of their favourite music hall. Into the hum and +activity of this busy hive came, one evening, Madame's husband, making +his way to the office where Madame and Miss Higham faced each other at +sloping desks. He began to shout; it was clear that on the way from +King's Road he had been taking refreshment to encourage determination. +When he raised his fist, Gertie stepped forward. +</P> + +<P> +"Miss Higham," said Madame calmly, "I wish you would just run +downstairs and fetch a policeman." +</P> + +<P> +Madame's husband instantly showed a diminution of aggressiveness. All +he wanted was fair play and reasonable treatment. If there did not +happen to be a five-pound note handy, gold would do; failing gold, he +must, of course, be content with silver. +</P> + +<P> +"You will go out of this place at once," ordered Madame, in an even +voice; "and as a punishment for disobeying my orders, I shall not give +you a single penny all this week. I know very well what you want money +for. I know what you do with money when I give it to you." +</P> + +<P> +"Impossible to discuss these matt'rs with you," he said, with an effort +at haughtiness. "Purely private 'fairs." +</P> + +<P> +"If it wasn't for the business here," she went on, "I think you'd +succeed in driving me mad. This just saves me. I'm not going to allow +you to interfere with it, and if you dare to come here again, I shall +most certainly lock you up. Now be off with you." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Digby Jacks wept, and, at the doorway, threatened to drown himself +in the Thames. In the Thames, just to the right of Cleopatra's Needle. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish you would." +</P> + +<P> +"Shan't, now," he retorted sulkily, "just in order to dis'point you. +You're cruel woman, and some day you'll realize it and be sorry. Goo' +night, and be hanged to you." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie congratulated Madame upon her firmness, and the other admitted +the situation was one not easy to handle. For if, she explained, money +had been given, then he would have absented himself from Jubilee Place +for a week; as it was, he would be absent for a space of two or three +days. Gertie expressed surprise at this behaviour, and Madame said it +was almost bound to happen where the wife earned an income, and the +husband gained none. By rights, it should be the other way about, and +then there was a fair prospect of happiness. Madame counselled the +girl to be careful not to imitate the example; Gertie replied that she +had long since made up her mind on this point. +</P> + +<P> +"But why don't you get rid of him?" she inquired. +</P> + +<P> +"Because I've left it too long. Besides, I'm too old to get anybody +else." +</P> + +<P> +"Surely you'd be better off alone?" +</P> + +<P> +"No, I shouldn't," answered Madame promptly. "What do you make the +proper total, my dear, of that account Miss Rabbit made a muddle of?" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +Within her experience it had sometimes happened that Gertie, on the way +home, found herself spoken to by a stranger; this rarely occurred, +because she walked with briskness, and refrained from glancing at other +pedestrians. (Generally the intruder was a youth anxious to make or +sustain a reputation for gallantry, and he accepted the sharp rebuff +with docility.) But news came from Miss Loriner that Lady Douglass, +after years of the luxury of imagining herself in delicate health, was +now genuinely ill, and Henry went down from town each evening by a late +train to make inquiries, returning in the morning. Miss Loriner added +that some of Lady Douglass's indisposition might be due to the fact +that the executors were hinting at the eventual necessity of taking out +probate in regard to Sir Mark's will; this done, a considerable change +in affairs was inevitable. In consequence of the information, Gertie +could not avoid looking about her in the vague hope of encountering +Henry; she wanted to see him, although she knew a meeting would only +disturb and confuse. She waited outside the street door after business +was over, gazing up and down before making a start for home, and it +occurred frequently that a short man of middle age moved a few steps +towards her, and stopped; later, in turning out of Portland Place, she +observed he was following. Once he came so close that she expected to +hear a whining voice complain of space of time since the last meal, and +having the superstition that casual charity appeased the gods, she +found some coppers; but he fell back, and did not speak. It was at the +close of a trying day when the representative of a firm had called, in +Madame's absence, to have what he described in a preface as a jolly, +thundering good row, which finished by an endeavour on his part to +indicate apology by stroking Miss Higham's hand—on this night, Gertie, +less composed than usual, again caught sight, in crossing Great +Portland Street, of the short man. He turned. She, also turning, met +him in the centre of the roadway. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you want to speak to me?" she demanded sharply. +</P> + +<P> +"Not specially," he answered, in a husky voice. +</P> + +<P> +"Then why do you so often follow me about?" +</P> + +<P> +"I hope I don't cause you any ill convenience; if so be as I do, I'll +stop it at once." +</P> + +<P> +"That's all right," said Gertie, impressed by his deferential manner. +"Only it seemed to me rather odd. And just now my nerves are somewhat +jerky." He touched his cap, and was shuffling off, when she recalled +him. "Stroll along with me, and let's have a talk. What do you do for +a living?" +</P> + +<P> +"Sure you don't mind being seen with me?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +"We'll go up Great Portland Street, and you can say 'good-bye' when we +reach the underground station." +</P> + +<P> +He buttoned his well-worn frock coat, gave himself a brisk punch on the +chest, and with every indication of pride, accompanied her, keeping, +however, slightly to the rear. Gertie repeated her question, and he +replied it was not easy to explain how he gained a livelihood; odd +jobs, was perhaps the best answer he could give. Warning her not to be +frightened, he gave the information that he had spent fifteen years of +his life in prison. Did he begin young, then? No, that was the +curious part about it. He had little thought of starting the game +until, in one week, he lost his wife and, through the failure of a +firm, his employment. Then it seemed to him nothing mattered, and +another out-of-work made a suggestion, and he fell into it, was caught, +and his friend managed to get away. +</P> + +<P> +"When I came out," he went on, "I found I'd lost all respect for +myself, and I assumed everybody else had lost all respect for me. I +tell you, it isn't a hard task to go down in this world. I've no +business to complain, but there it is; plenty can help you in that +direction, but there's very few capable of assisting you to pick +yourself up." +</P> + +<P> +"It's not too late to make a change." +</P> + +<P> +"I've got no luck, you see," he explained patiently. "This summer I +did nearly get back to what you may call the old style. I was in a +reg'lar job; I contrived to dress myself up almost like a duke, and I +sets out on Sunday afternoon with the full intention of calling on some +old friends I hadn't seen for a good many years. It didn't come off." +</P> + +<P> +"Drink, I suppose." +</P> + +<P> +"Yes," he said. "A chap driving one of these motors had taken a drop +too much. I was in St. Mary's in Praed Street for over six weeks. If +it had been anybody but me, the car would have been driven by some +well-to-do gentleman, and I should have found myself compensated for +life. As I say, I never did have my share of good fortune, and I +s'pose I never shall. All I haven't had of that, I hope will be passed +on to my daughter." +</P> + +<P> +"She ought to do something for you." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want her to. I've no wish to interfere with her. I can't +flatter myself I've done her any good, and I'd like to have the +satisfaction of feeling I've done her no harm. Here, I think," looking +around him, "we say oh revor." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie took out her purse; he gave an emphatic shake of the head, and +went. +</P> + +<P> +The next night he was at the same place, improved in appearance, and +Gertie allowed him to accompany her along Marylebone Road so far as +Harley Street. On the following evening he furnished an escort to +Upper Baker Street, and afterwards extended the journey. His manner +was always respectful, and he still made no attempt to walk abreast +with her. Sometimes a constable would say, "Hullo, Joe!" and he +replied, "Good evening, sir. Not bad weather for the time of year!" +and going on, informed Gertie where, and in what circumstances, the +acquaintance had been made. +</P> + +<P> +It happened, on one occasion, that Gertie saw Mr. Trew on the box seat +of his small brown omnibus coming along from the Great Central Station; +he was preparing to flourish a cheery salute, when he caught sight of +her companion. Almost dropping his whip, he gave his head a jerk to +send the shining silk hat well back, and thus give relief to a suddenly +heated brain. +</P> + +<P> +Mrs. Mills was waiting on the Friday evening, some doors east of her +own shop; Gertie's new friend did not wait for instructions from his +companion, but left her instantly. +</P> + +<P> +"Who's looking after the counter, aunt?" +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Bulpert," replied the other, panting. "I've give him a cigar to +stick in his face. He wants to see you. And I want to see you, too. +Who is that you were talking to?" +</P> + +<P> +"The elderly man I told you about. The one who always waits now to see +me part of the distance home. Quite a character in his way." +</P> + +<P> +"Quite a bad character," snapped Mrs. Mills. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you know him?" +</P> + +<P> +Her aunt gave a gulp. "I had the word from Mr. Trew," she said, still +rather breathless, "and his idea is that you may as well know it now as +later on. That man is your father, my dear—your father; and the less +you see of him the better. Now, perhaps, you can realize why I knew it +was no use letting you carry on with Mr. Douglass. It was bound to +come out some day!" +</P> + +<P> +"My father," said the girl slowly and thoughtfully. +</P> + +<P> +"Your very own, dearie. Don't let it upset you more than you can help. +I know you've a good deal to put up with just now. Come along and see +Mr. Bulpert. A little sweethearting talk will cheer you up." +</P> + +<P> +Bulpert admitted he had one or two questions to put; but on Gertie +ordering that they should be offered there and then, he said, gloomily, +that some other time would do as well. The girl told him the news just +communicated by her aunt, and waited hopefully for the comment; Bulpert +remarked, with an indulgent air, that it took all sorts to make a +world, and he thought no worse of Gertie because of the fact that she +possessed a parent with a spotted record. He offered to see her father +and give him a definitely worded warning; the girl answered that the +matter could be left in her hands. +</P> + +<P> +"But we don't want him to be a drain on us," he contended. "I know +what these individuals are like. Species of blackmail, that's what it +amounts to. And I don't wish to see you working your fingers to the +bone, and a certain proportion of the money earned being paid out to +him. I couldn't bear it, so I tell you straight!" He slapped a pile +of magazines on the counter. +</P> + +<P> +"I'm rather worried," she said, "and I don't want any more +misunderstandings. I told you not long ago I shouldn't go back to +Great Titchfield Street once I was married." +</P> + +<P> +"That's what I wanted to speak to you about. You're not serious, I +s'pose, in saying this. You're only doing it to test my affection." +</P> + +<P> +"I mean every word." +</P> + +<P> +"Very well!" announced Bulpert defiantly. "Understand, then, that the +engagement's off. Entirely and absolutely off. And if you're so +ill-advised as to bring an action for breach, you jolly well can. +Won't be a bad advert, for a public man like F. W. B. It'll get him +talked about!" +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR> + +<A NAME="chap11"></A> + +<H3 ALIGN="center"> +CHAPTER XI. +</H3> + +<P> +The final departure of Bulpert erased a troublesome detail in the +girl's life, and she felt suitably thankful; another disappearance gave +her a sensation of regret. She had thought seriously of the patient, +elderly man whom she had now to look upon as her parent, and planned a +scheme, to be prefaced by something in the nature of a brief lecture, +involving pecuniary sacrifice; her game of bricks was knocked over by +the hand of Fate, and Gertie Higham had to put them back into the box. +Mrs. Mills told her much that had hitherto been a secret shared by Mr. +Trew. +</P> + +<P> +"Quite a good sort he was, my dear, until your poor young mother went, +and then—well, Mr. Trew met him when he came out of Wormwood Scrubbs, +and your father's first words were, 'Don't let the kid ever know!' +Meaning yourself. So we kept it from you, you see, and I hope you +don't blame us. No doubt, he recognized you, because you're so much +like your poor mother, only more stylish, and of course better +educated, and I suppose he felt as though he had to speak. Very likely +he won't ever let you see him again." +</P> + +<P> +"Wish I knew where to find him now." +</P> + +<P> +"He was like a lot of the others. Not really bad, you understand, but +just rather easily led; and because he thought everything was going +against him, he became reckless. And he belonged to the old days when +once in prison meant always in prison, and no one ever thought that a +man who had made a single blunder could be reformed. I often used to +think," declared Mrs. Mills, "that something ought to be done, but of +course I had my business to look after." +</P> + +<P> +"You found time to look after me, aunt." +</P> + +<P> +"If you could realize," argued the other earnestly, "what a dear baby +you was then, you wouldn't trouble to give me any credit for that." +She hesitated. "What I've always hoped," lowering her voice, "that +some day I might see another one like you." +</P> + +<P> +"Madame's case," said Gertie, "is a warning to me. I want the right +kind of husband, or none at all!" +</P> + +<P> +From Clarence Mills, calling at Praed Street, came news that Lady +Douglass had been instructed to go abroad so soon as she became well +enough to endure the journey; to his great concern, Miss Loriner was +instructed to accompany her. Gertie asked for further information, and +Clarence replied that Henry Douglass had not given up the office in Old +Quebec Street; indeed, he recently entered a competition for plans of a +provincial art gallery, and his portrait was in some journal consequent +on the decision of the judges. Gertie presumed that Clarence did not +happen to have this with him; Clarence found the cutting in his +letter-case and presented it. (Later, it was mounted carefully and +placed in a small frame, and given a position upon her dressing-table.) +Clarence's book was out, and he had just seen a copy at Paddington, +with a card bearing the words, "Tremendously Thrilling." +</P> + +<P> +On another point, Clarence was able to announce that Henry had held +something like a court-martial at Ewelme, with all concerned present. +Jim Langham gave evidence; and Lady Douglass, when her turn came, +suggested the key had been placed in her bag by Miss Loriner. Upon +which Miss Loriner declared it would be impossible, in view of this +remark, to give her company to Beaulieu; and Lady Douglass, without any +further hesitation, confessed the truth, urging, in excuse, that it was +but natural in this world to look after oneself, adding a caution to +the effect that anything in the nature of a scene would now mar the +work of the London specialist. Henry's mother, it appeared, was in +favour of taking the risk. +</P> + +<P> +"I don't want to see her punished," remarked Gertie. "So long as he +knows I was not to blame, I'm perfectly satisfied." +</P> + +<P> +Clarence had private audience with Mrs. Mills before going, and, as a +result, Sarah, the temporary assistant at the party, came to Praed +Street daily; Mrs. Mills admitted that, seeing her niece frequently, +any want of colour might not be so apparent to her as to any one who +saw the girl less often. Sarah's objections to living in were easy to +meet; the only other provision was that liberty should be given if her +services were required for "Puss in Boots" during the Christmas period. +An excellent worker, Sarah left nothing to be done at the end of the +day, and Gertie, arriving home after the stress of business at Great +Titchfield Street, was able to rest in the parlour, or give assistance +in the shop. +</P> + +<P> +She was making out orders for Christmas cards at the newspaper counter +one night (the popular remark of customers at this period was "Ain't +the evenings drawing in something awful!") when a man rushed in and +looked around in a dazed, frightened manner. He muttered indistinctly +some explanation, and was going off, when Gertie called to him. +</P> + +<P> +"Thought it was a bar," he said confusedly. "My mistake." +</P> + +<P> +"Come here, Mr. Langham," she ordered, putting down her book. "Sit on +the high chair." He obeyed, blinking up at the light. "What's the +matter?" +</P> + +<P> +Jim Langham was trembling. He leaned across, and whispered. +</P> + +<P> +"You've seen a ghost?" she echoed. "Don't be so stupid. There are no +such things nowadays, especially in a neighbourhood like this. Where +did you come across it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Near—near the station. I've only just come from Wallingford. I was +hurrying up the slope on the right-hand side, and about to turn into +the hotel, when across the way—" +</P> + +<P> +He looked around apprehensively, and caught sight of Mrs. Mills peeping +over the half blind of the parlour door. Gertie sent her a reassuring +nod, and she disappeared. +</P> + +<P> +"What have I done," he wailed appealingly, "that everybody should spy? +A police sergeant gazed at me in a most peculiar way about two minutes +ago. What does it mean, Miss Higham?" +</P> + +<P> +"Doesn't matter what it means," she said sharply, "so long as you've +done nothing wrong. Pull yourself together, Mr. Langham. Why don't +you knock off the drink, and be a man?" +</P> + +<P> +"I'll go and get some now." +</P> + +<P> +"It will do you no good. You've been in the habit of taking it when +you didn't need it, and you've spoilt it as a remedy. Stay here for a +while, and calm yourself." +</P> + +<P> +"Bad enough," he complained, "when living people begin to track you +about, but when the others start doing it—!" He shivered. Gertie +went to the parlour, and asked her aunt to make some coffee. +</P> + +<P> +"Has Lady Douglass gone away yet?" +</P> + +<P> +"Now why, apropos of nothing, should you mention her name?" +</P> + +<P> +"You never did have much sense about you, and now you seem to have none +at all. Concentrate your mind. Think! What was the question I put to +you?" He admitted he could not recall it, and she repeated the inquiry. +</P> + +<P> +"Leaves early to-morrow morning," he answered; "that is partly why I +have come up to town. I don't want to see her again before she goes." +Jim Langham rested elbows on the counter, and covered eyes with his +hands. "Have you ever," he asked, "in the course of your existence, +met with a bigger fool than me?" +</P> + +<P> +"To be quite candid," said Gertie, "I don't think I have." +</P> + +<P> +She fetched the cup from the back room, and brought it to him. He +sipped at the hot beverage, and appeared to recover. +</P> + +<P> +"Do you mind if I smoke?" he asked courteously. +</P> + +<P> +She laughed. "This is half a tobacconist's shop!" +</P> + +<P> +"Quite so," remarked Jim Langham, taking a cigar from his case. "I +say," he went on confidentially, taking the movable gas jet, "do you +know anything about the Argentine?" +</P> + +<P> +"Mr. Trew might tell you something about it if he were here. I don't +take any interest in horse-racing." +</P> + +<P> +"It's a place in South America," he said. "I've an idea of getting out +there, and making a fresh start. But I'm in the state of mind that +prevents me from knowing how to set about it. It would be a great +kindness on your part to give me some assistance." +</P> + +<P> +"I want all the money I've saved up." +</P> + +<P> +He placed his hand in his waistcoat pocket and pulled out sovereigns. +Gertie, taking a newspaper, turned the pages to find the shipping +advertisements. +</P> + +<P> +"'The R. M. S. P.,'" she read. "I thought that meant you had to reply +to an invitation. Oh, I see. Royal Mail Steam Packet. Here's the +address. There's a boat leaving to-morrow. Would you like to catch +that?" +</P> + +<P> +"The earlier the better," he cried. "I must get away at once. Now, +who can do it all?" +</P> + +<P> +A lad came for a packet of cigarettes, and, as Gertie served him, Mr. +Trew entered the doorway; his cheerful salutation caused Jim Langham to +start. Trew announced, joyously, that he was up to the neck in +trouble; for failing to see a young constable's warning in Oxford +Street, he had been suspended from duty for a period of three days. +</P> + +<P> +"As I told him, if a driver took notice of all the baby hands held up, +why the 'bus would never reach Victoria. Howsomever, here I am; my own +master for a time, and ready to make myself generally useless. What +about a half-day excursion to Brighton to-morrow, little missy?" +</P> + +<P> +"This, Mr. Trew, is Mr. Langham." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't get on over and above first class," he said, "with a certain +relative of yours, sir, but I never met a family yet that was all +alike. Some white sheep in every flock." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie explained Jim Langham's requirements, and Trew, placing his hat +upon the counter, and admitting himself to be something of an authority +on matters connected with the sea, brought his best intelligence to +bear upon the subject. It was too late, he decided, to go down that +evening to the steamship office, but a telegram might be sent, asking +for a berth to be reserved, and Mr. Langham could go to the docks in +the morning. +</P> + +<P> +"It is absolutely imperative," declared the other urgently, "that I +leave at the first possible moment." +</P> + +<P> +"If the worst comes to the worst," said Mr. Trew, "you can ship as a +stowaway. You come up on deck, third day out, and kneel at the +captain's feet and sing a song about being an orphan. That, of course, +would be a last resource." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie discovered a telegram form, and on the instructions of Mr. Trew, +filled it in; and Jim Langham assured her that he was more obliged than +he could express in words. Mr. Trew left to arrange the dispatch of +the message. +</P> + +<P> +"I count myself extremely fortunate," said the other, "to have +encountered you, Miss Higham. If you hear anything against me later +on, I—I should feel grateful if you thought the best of me that you +can. I wish," he went on, with an anxious air, "I wish I knew how to +repay you." +</P> + +<P> +"Don't make a fuss about trifles," she recommended. +</P> + +<P> +He gazed at a picture of a well-attired youth smoking a cigar. +</P> + +<P> +"I was a decent chap once," he said thoughtfully, "but that was long +ago. Look here, Miss Higham! Henry—you know Henry?" +</P> + +<P> +"I did know him." Turning her face away. +</P> + +<P> +"He will be at Paddington Station tomorrow morning at ten. See him +there. Put off every other engagement, and see him." +</P> + +<P> +"There will be no use in doing that." +</P> + +<P> +"There may be," he contradicted earnestly. "You've been very hard hit +over this business, and I happen to know he wants to meet you, only +that he is afraid of appearing intrusive. At ten o'clock at the +arrival platform. May I say good-bye now? God bless you. I haven't +much influence with Him, but I—I hope He'll be good to you!" +</P> + +<P> +She came from behind the counter, and accompanied him to the swing +doors. +</P> + +<P> +"Whose ghost was it you thought you saw, Mr. Langham?" +</P> + +<P> +"I must have been mistaken," he replied vaguely. "A shame to have +worried you!" +</P> + +<BR> + +<P> +All the comedy in life and some of the tragedy can be found at London +railway stations, and only the fact that members of the staff are well +occupied prevents them from furnishing shelves of bookstalls with +records of their observation. The classes are there (an effort is +being made to cancel one useful intermediate stage), presenting +themselves, for the most part, in a highly-agitated condition of mind, +with the result that officials acquire the methods of those who deal +with the mentally unhinged; show themselves prepared for any display of +eccentricity. Ever, as in life, you remark the people who arrive too +soon, or too late; a few lucky ones come in the very nick of time. The +last named are favourites, selected with no obvious reason by Fortune, +and greatly envied by their contemporaries; it is usual for them to +claim the entire credit to themselves. Apart from these, at the +terminal stations where no barriers exist, are folk who make but little +affectation of being passengers, and use the station as a playground, +with engine and train for toys. +</P> + +<P> +To Paddington at a quarter to ten in the morning came hurriedly, +although there was no cause for hurry, Gertie Higham, escorted by Mr. +Trew, both exceptionally costumed as befitting a notable occasion. +Gertie's escort had a pair of driving-gloves, and he could not +determine whether it looked more aristocratic to wear these or to carry +them with a negligent air; he compromised on the departure platform by +wearing one and carrying the other. The collector-dog trotted up with +the box on his back, and both put in some coppers. They glanced at the +giant clock. +</P> + +<P> +"I wish," she said agitatedly, "that I could skip half an hour of my +life." +</P> + +<P> +"When you get to my age, little missy," remarked Trew, "you won't talk +like that. Speaking personally, I can fairly say that if it wasn't for +these new motors I sh'd like to live to be a 'underd. Now, let's jest +make sure and certain about this train." +</P> + +<P> +"I thought we had done so." +</P> + +<P> +"May as well be on the safe side." +</P> + +<P> +Mr. Trew left her at the bookstall to go on a journey in search of +verification. She observed that he obtained news first from a junior +porter, and worked upwards in the scale, with the evident intention of +obtaining at last corroborative evidence from a director. The girl +turned, and, gazing at the rows of books, found she could not read the +titles clearly. One of the lads of the stall came with a book in his +hand, recommending it to her notice; written by a new chap, he +mentioned confidentially, and highly interesting. Gertie pulled +herself together, and gave attention. +</P> + +<P> +"Thank you," she said, "but it's the work of a cousin of mine." +</P> + +<P> +The lad put Clarence Mills's novel down, and took up a pocket edition +of "Merchant of Venice." +</P> + +<P> +"In that case," he remarked, "I suppose it's no use showing you +anything written by your Uncle William." +</P> + +<P> +Trew came at a run, saving her the necessity of thinking of an answer. +Mr. Henry was now on the arrival platform, right across where a finger +pointed; Gertie was to wait until a scarlet handkerchief showed itself, +and she begged him very earnestly not to give the signal unless it +appeared to be well justified. A train, that had received no education +in the art of reticence, came to an intervening set of lines, and +Gertie's anxiety increased; she hurried down the platform to a point +from which it was possible to see the meeting. Henry was engaged in +conversation with a Great Western official; Mr. Trew, in going past, +turned and, with a great air of wonder, recognized him. Gertie noted +with satisfaction that Henry's greeting was hearty and unrestrained. +Mr. Trew indicated a superior carriage standing near; she knew, from +his gestures, that he was describing the uncovered conveyances recalled +from his early youth. +</P> + +<P> +"Oh, do make haste!" she urged under her breath. +</P> + +<P> +They moved a few steps together, and Henry interrupted conversation +with an inquiry. Mr. Trew, astonished to the extent of taking off his +hat, gave a wave with it in the direction of Platform Number One, and +Henry spoke eagerly. Mr. Trew took out his scarlet handkerchief, +rubbed his face. +</P> + +<P> +"Now," cried Henry, advancing delightedly to meet her, "I wonder what +the chances were against our meeting here?" +</P> + +<P> +"It is rather unexpected, isn't it?" +</P> + +<P> +"Where," he hesitated, "where is Mr. Bulpert?" +</P> + +<P> +"I really don't know," she replied, smiling. "We're not engaged any +longer." +</P> + +<P> +"Good news!" he cried with emphasis. "That is to say, it's good news +if you wished the engagement to cease." +</P> + +<P> +"I wasn't sorry." +</P> + +<P> +He took her elbow, and glanced around. Mr. Trew was examining a set of +milk churns with the air of an experienced dairyman. +</P> + +<P> +"Isn't it amazing," said Henry, "how one lucky moment can change the +appearance of everything? I've been feeling lately that nothing could +possibly come right, and now—" +</P> + +<P> +"We mustn't go on too fast," she interposed sagely, "because that only +means more disappointment. You haven't heard yet about my father. +Listen whilst I tell you about him." +</P> + +<P> +Gertie waited, as she went on, for a relaxation in the pleasant hold on +her arm, but this did not come. When she had said the last word, he +nodded. +</P> + +<P> +"I knew all about this long before you did," he said. "The information +came from my sister-in-law. She had discovered the facts, and felt +disappointed, I think, to find that I was not greatly impressed. Of +course, you're not responsible for his actions any more than I can be +held liable for the behaviour of Jim Langham. Jim is a much worse nut +than your father; he hasn't any excuse for his conduct. Forged his +sister's name to a big cheque, and, naturally, he has disappeared. I +am giving him time to get away before I say anything about it to her." +</P> + +<P> +"May be leaving England now, I suppose?" +</P> + +<P> +"I hope so; but we needn't bother about him. Let us talk about +ourselves, just as we used to do. Do you remember, dear girl?" +</P> + +<P> +"I recollect it," she admitted. "Every moment, and every step, and +every word. It will always be something good for me to look back upon, +when I'm older." +</P> + +<P> +He bent down to her. "We'll look back upon it together," he said +affectionately. +</P> + +<P> +"No!" +</P> + +<P> +The official to whom Henry had been speaking begged pardon for +interrupting; the train, he announced, would be about five minutes +late. Gertie thanked him with a glance that, at any honestly managed +exchange office, could be converted into bank notes. +</P> + +<P> +"Has your view of me altered, then?" he asked. +</P> + +<P> +"My view of you," she replied steadily, "is exactly the same that it +always has been, ever since I first met you. I like you better—oh, a +lot better—than any one else in the world, and I know that if you +married me you'd do all you could to make me happy and comfortable. +But I shouldn't be happy and comfortable. I've got to look forward; +and when I do that, there's no use in shutting my eyes. I can see +quite clearly what would happen. You'd have this large house down in +the country, and you would ask friends there, and I should make +blunders, and, sooner or later, you'd be certain to feel ashamed of me." +</P> + +<P> +"I don't agree, dear," he said with emphasis. "Anyhow let us try the +experiment. I am sure you overestimate the distance between us. Think +how well we used to get along together." +</P> + +<P> +"If life was all summer evenings and Primrose Hill," she remarked, "I +might stand a chance. But it isn't. Your life is going to be that of +a country gentleman in Berkshire; my life is going to be that of a +well-paid worker in Great Titchfield Street." +</P> + +<P> +"Wish I could find some method," he cried vehemently, "of giving events +a twist. I'd much rather go on in my own profession. I'm making my +way slowly, but I'm making it for myself, and I—I want you for +company." He gave a gesture of appeal. "Can't you see how much it +means?" +</P> + +<P> +"We've got to take matters as they are, and not as we should like them +to be. And it isn't as though I'd only got myself to think about. +There's you. If I didn't care so much for you, it might be different." +</P> + +<P> +"For the moment," protested Henry Douglass, "I find myself wishing, +dear, that you were not quite so sensible. We will talk about this +again, won't we? Let me call at Praed Street." +</P> + +<P> +"Rather you didn't," said Gertie, "if you don't mind, because I shall +never change my decision. And I wish I could explain how sorry I am it +hasn't all come right." She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. +"Give me a kiss before we say good-bye." +</P> + +<P> +"We're to say a lot of other things to each other," he asserted +determinedly, "but we are never to say that! Stay here, until I have +seen these people into the railway omnibus. Please!" +</P> + +<P> +The train came slowly; the engine with the air of one that had, in its +time, hurt itself by violent contact with buffers; a line of porters +edged the platform, ready to seize brass handles of compartments so +soon as the train stopped. Gertie stood behind a trolley, and watched +the crowd of alighting passengers. She caught sight of Lady Douglass +and Miss Loriner: Lady Douglass carrying her small dog, and apparently +more authoritative than ever in manner; her companion nursing a copy of +Clarence's book. Henry and Rutley went to the rear van to see to the +luggage, and presently returned; Rutley talked animatedly, Henry's +features exhibited surprise. The railway omnibus was found; transfer +of luggage began. +</P> + +<P> +"My dearest, dearest!" cried Henry excitedly. "Listen to me; hear the +great news Rutley has brought. My brother arrived home last night. +The good fellow is safe and sound. He came down from here, from +Paddington, and called at Ewelme to get some important papers he +wanted. Heard Lady Douglass's voice—she happened to be annoyed about +something—and left without seeing her. This means—don't you +see?—that I have nothing now to bother about, excepting my work. And +you!" +</P> + +<P> +She had a difficulty in finding words. "Mr. Langham did not meet a +ghost, then." +</P> + +<P> +"I'm going to see the boat train off at Victoria," he went on rapidly, +"and I shall be back at Praed Street in an hour. Less than an hour. +We'll go out to lunch together." +</P> + +<P> +"I'll wait for you there!" promised the happy girl. +</P> + +<BR><BR><BR><BR> +<hr class="full" noshade> + +<p>***END OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK LOVE AT PADDINGTON***</p> +<p>******* This file should be named 26135-h.txt or 26135-h.zip *******</p> +<p>This and all associated files of various formats will be found in:<br> +<a href="http://www.gutenberg.org/dirs/2/6/1/3/26135">http://www.gutenberg.org/2/6/1/3/26135</a></p> +<p>Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed.</p> + +<p>Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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Paris: 189, rue Saint-Jacques + + + + +NOVELS BY THE SAME AUTHOR. + + Mord Em'ly. + Secretary to Bayne, M.P. + A Son of the State. + Lost Property. + 'Erb. + A Breaker of Laws. + Mrs. Galer's Business. + The Wickhamses. + Name of Garland. + Sixty-nine Birnam Road. + Splendid Brother. + Thanks to Sanderson. + + + + +First Published in 1912 + + + + +LOVE AT PADDINGTON. + + +CHAPTER I. + +Children had been sent off to Sunday school, and the more conscientious +reached that destination; going in, after delivering awful threats and +warnings to those who preferred freedom of thought and a stroll down +Edgware Road in the direction of the Park. As a consequence, in the +streets off the main thoroughfare leading to Paddington Station peace +and silence existed, broken only by folk who, after the principal meal +of the week, talked in their sleep. Praed Street was different. Praed +Street plumed itself on the fact that it was always lively, ever on the +move, occasionally acquainted with royalty. Even on a Sunday +afternoon, and certainly at all hours of a week-day, one could look +from windows at good racing, generally done by folk impeded by hand +luggage who, as they ran, glanced suspiciously at every clock, and +gasped, in a despairing way, "We shall never do it!" or, +optimistically, "We shall only just do it!" or, with resignation, +"Well, if we lose this one we shall have to wait for the next." + +Few establishments were open in Praed Street, shutters were up at the +numerous second-hand shops, and at the hour of three o'clock p.m. the +thirst for journals at E. G. Mills's (Established 1875) was satisfied; +the appetite for cigars, cigarettes, and tobacco had scarcely begun. +Now and again a couple of boys, who had been reading stories of wild +adventure in the Rocky Mountains, dashed across the road, upset one of +Mrs. Mills's placard boards, and flew in opposite directions, feeling +that although they might not have equalled the daring exploits of their +heroes in fiction, they had gone as far as was possible in a country +hampered by civilization. + +"Young rascals!" said Mrs. Mills, coming back after repairing one of +these outrages. The shop had a soft, pleasing scent of tobacco from +the brown jars, marked in gilded letters "Bird's Eye" and "Shag" and +"Cavendish," together with the acrid perfume of printer's ink. "Still, +I suppose we were all young once. Gertie," raising her voice, "isn't +it about time you popped upstairs to make yourself good-looking? +There's no cake in the house, and that always means some one looks in +unexpectedly to tea." + +No answer. + +"Gertie! Don't you hear me when I'm speaking to you?" + +"Beg pardon, aunt. I was thinking of something else." + +"You think too much of something else, my dear," said Mrs. Mills +persuasively. "I was saying to a customer, only yesterday, that you +don't seem able lately to throw off your work when you've finished. +You keep on threshing it out in your mind. And it's all very well, to +a certain extent, but there's a medium in all things." Mrs. Mills went +to the half-open door, that was curtained only in regard to the lower +portion. "Trimming a hat," she cried protestingly. "Oh, my dear, and +to think your mother was a Wesleyan Methodist. Before she came to +London, I mean." + +Her niece surveyed the work at arm's length. "I've done all I want to +do to it," she said. + +Mrs. Mills ordered the hat to be put on that she might ascertain +whether it suited, and this done, and guarded approval given, asked to +be allowed to try it on her own head. Here, again, the results, +inspected in the large mirror set in a narrow wooden frame above the +mantelpiece, gained commendation; Mrs. Mills declared she would feel +inclined to purchase a similar hat, only that Praed Street might say +she was looking for a second husband. Besides, she never went out. + +"Your poor mother was just as handy with her needle as what you are. +We'd go along together to have a look at the shops in Oxford Street, +and the moment she returned home, she'd set to work, and alter +something to make it look fashionable." Mrs. Mills sighed. "Little +good it brought her, though, in the long run." + +"I am sure," remarked the girl quickly, "it never brought her any harm." + +"Didn't help to get hold of anybody better than your father, at any +rate. But they're both gone, and it's no use talking." + +Some one entered the shop. + +"Your friend Miss Radford," she announced. "Now there won't be a +chance for any one else to speak." + +The visitor justified the prophecy, by entering the parlour with a +breathless "Oh, I've got such news!" checking herself on encountering +Mrs. Mills. Mrs. Mills asked, with reserve, concerning the health of +Miss Radford's mother, and mentioned (not apparently for the first +time) that the lady, in her opinion, ought to be living on a gravel +soil. Miss Radford, obviously suffering from repressed information, +promised to deliver the advice, word for word, and in the meantime gave +her own warm thanks. + +"Old nuisance!" she remarked, as the half-curtained door closed. "I +wonder how you can put up with her." + +"My aunt is very good to me." + +"Isn't it a pity," said the visitor inconsequently, "that you're so +short? Well, not exactly short, but certainly only about middle +height. I think"--she glanced at the mirror complacently--"my idea is +it's partly because I'm tall that I attract so much notice. I'm sure +the way they gaze round after I'm gone by--Well, it used to make me +feel quite confused, but I've got over that. You don't have to put up +with such experiences, Gertie." + +"Afraid I forget to turn to see if they're looking." + +"You've got rather a thoughtless disposition," agreed the other. "Once +or twice lately, when I've been telling you things that I don't tell to +everybody, it's struck me that you've been scarcely listening." The +door was closed, but Miss Radford verified this before proceeding. +"What do you think?" she asked in an awed voice. "Whatever do you +think? Two of my old ones have met. Met at a smoking concert +apparently. And they somehow started talking, and my name cropped up, +and," tearfully, "they've written me such a unkind letter, with both +their names to it. On the top of it all, the latest one caught sight +of me yesterday afternoon, dressing the window at our establishment, so +that he won't put in an appearance at the Marble Arch this evening." + +"Why not?" + +"Because I told him I was an artist. Said I had a picture in the Royal +Academy the year before last." + +"You are rather foolish at times, aren't you?" + +"I wish, darling," wailed Miss Radford, "that you could tell me +something I don't know." + +The clock on the mantelpiece struck the half-hour, and Mrs. Mills's +niece, suddenly alarmed, said she would not be absent for more than ten +minutes, an announcement the visitor received with an incredulous shake +of the head. As a fact, Gertie returned in five minutes fully +apparelled, to discover Miss Radford improved in spirits and ready for +more conversation. + +"A new blouse?" she cried, interrupting herself. "And you never told +me. Gertie Higham," solemnly, "this isn't what I call friendship." + +The girl went straight through the shop, and looking up and down Praed +Street, remarked to Mrs. Mills that it intended to be a fine evening. +The elder lady said it was high time Gertie found a young man to take +her out; the girl answered composedly that perhaps Mr. Trew might call +and do her this service. + +"Or Fred Bulpert?" remarked the aunt pointedly. + +"No," she answered, "not Mr. Bulpert, thank you. Mr. Trew is +different." + +"He isn't the man he was when I first knew him." + +"I like him because he's the man he is." + +She turned quickly at the sound of a deep, husky voice. Mr. Trew, on +the mat, opened his arms at sight of her, and beamed with a face that +was like the midday sun; she took his sleeve and pulled him to the +pavement. + +"At five minutes to five," she whispered urgently, "you're going to +take me for a walk in Hyde Park." + +"At four fifty-five to the minute," he agreed. "What's the game, may I +kindly ask?" + +"I'll tell you later on." + +"I hadn't noticed it," he said loudly, re-entering the shop, "until my +attention was drawed to it by the little missy here. But there it is +right enough on the playcards. 'Motor omnibuses for London.'" He +shook his head, and, leaning across the counter, addressed Mrs. Mills. +"Light of my life, sunshine of my existence--" + +"Don't you begin your nonsense," ordered the lady, not displeased. + +"--And sweetheart when a boy, I warn you against putting any of your +ill-gotten gains into that sort of speculation. They may perhaps start +one from the Elephant and it'll get about as fur as the Obelisk, and +there it'll stick. And they'll have to take it to pieces, and sell it +for scrap iron. I know what I'm talking about." + +"That's unusual in your case," said Mrs. Mills. + +"I get light-headed when I see you," explained Mr. Trew. "I was took +like it the first time I ran across you up in the gallery of the old +Princess's, seeing 'Guinea Gold,' and you've had the same effect on me +ever since. What's more, you glory in it. You're proud of the +wonderful influence you exercise over me. And all I get out of you is +a 'aughty smile." + +"The fact is," declared Mrs. Mills, "you get too much attention from +the ladies. It spoils you!" + +"See how she spurns me," he cried, turning to Gertie. "You wouldn't +treat a gentleman like that, would you, missy? You wouldn't play +football with an honest, loving heart, I'm sure. Oh, come on," with +pretended desperation, "let's have a cigar, and try to forget all about +it. A twopenny one; same as you sell to members of the House of Lords." + +"You're staying to tea," suggested Mrs. Mills, allowing him to make a +selection from a box. + +"I've got to leave just before five o'clock. Going to take the little +missy here out for a promenade." + +"Now that is kind and thoughtful of you," declared the other. "With +all your silliness, you're not half a bad sort. Gertie, go in and lay +the table." + +Miss Radford, after inspecting the new-comer over the half-curtain, +decided to leave, although, as she pointed out, this was an opportunity +for enjoying her company that rarely occurred. In confidence, the +young woman remarked that what she hoped might happen at a future date +was that she would meet some one possessing a disengaged brother, in +which case she guaranteed to bring all her influence to bear in favour +of Gertie Higham. Gertie said this was kind, and Miss Radford +mentioned that she always felt ready to do a favour whenever she +happened to be in good spirits. + +The three sat at table, with Mrs. Mills in a position that commanded a +view of the shop. Mr. Trew had brought a bag of prawns in the +tail-pocket of his coat, secured, he asserted, after enormous trouble +and expense from the sea coast of Marylebone Road that very afternoon; +they were, anyway, good prawns, and went admirably with thin bread and +butter, and Gertie would have eaten more but for anxiety concerning +progress of the hands of the clock. Mr. Trew, discussing the products +of the sea, regretted that he was bound, by his work, to London-- + +"Horses is my occupation," he said, "but the ocean's my hobby." + +--And derided town, charging it with stuffiness in this month of +August, and moreover empty. He wished he were on the pier at Southend, +or at Margate, or at any place, in fact, where he might see the waves +rolling in and rolling out again, and shy pebbles at them. + +"Gertie could have had her holiday this month," remarked Mrs. Mills, +glancing with pride at her niece, "but she preferred not. I don't feel +sure whether she did right or whether she did wrong in giving them up. +There's more unlikely places than a seaside boarding-house to pick up a +future husband." She gave details of a case of a young woman living in +Harrow Road, who, in the summer of 1900, met at Eastbourne a gentleman +with one arm, invalided home from the war; an engagement immediately +followed. Later, the girl discovered he was already married, and that +he had gone away from his wife and children, taking with him the +compensation given to him by his employers, a firm of builders at +Willesden. + +"I expect the missy is keeping her eyes open, if the truth was known." + +"But no definite results," contended Mrs. Mills. "That's what I +complain of. At her age I had three after me." + +"This was long before I came on the scene," explained Mr. Trew to +Gertie; "otherwise there would have been bloodshed. Is this meal _ad +lib._, or do I have to pay extra for another cup of tea?" + +"I don't want her to worry about it; I only want her to keep it in +view. What I should like more than anything would be to see a young +man who was fond of her come in here, at a time like this, and take his +piece of bread and butter, fold it, enjoy it, and sing to us +afterwards." + +"You're certain about that, aunt?" + +"Providing he had a decent voice." The shop bell rang. Mrs. Mills +half rose and recognized the customer. "We are now about to get all +the news of the neighbourhood," she said desolately. + +Gertie anticipated her, and, going in, served the lady with a copy of +_Fireside Love Stories_. Returned with an imperative message. + +"I shall have to see her," admitted Mrs. Mills. "She won't be happy +until she gets some piece of scandal off her mind." + +"Fair one," said Trew, with a wave of his hand, "every moment will seem +like a century until you return!" + +Gertie was fixing her newly-trimmed hat with the aid of the mirror, and +Mr. Trew was describing an accident witnessed the day before near Hyde +Park corner, when sound of commotion came from the street; he seized +his peaked cap and hurried through the shop. Gertie followed. +Conversation between the two ladies had been interrupted by the same +cause and they were outside the doorway, looking on at a small crowd +that acted as escort to an ambulance in charge of two policemen; the +aim of every one appeared to be to snatch the privilege of securing a +view of the man partly hidden by the brown hood of the conveyance. +Mrs. Mills sent the customer across to obtain particulars, and +remarking cheerfully to Mr. Trew and the girl, "You two off? Don't be +late back, mind!" turned to the more interesting subject. Children +were running up from side streets, grateful for anything likely to +break the serenity of the afternoon. + +"If he's damaged hisself," said Mr. Trew, as the ambulance stopped at +the hospital, "he's going to the right place to get repaired." + +"It's to be hoped he has friends." + +"Everybody's got the friends they deserve to have. Are we going the +direction to suit you, missy, or would you rather have gone Edgware +Road way?" + +"Let's turn down London Street," she suggested. "It will be quiet +there. I've something to tell you." She rolled her parasol carefully. +"And I want your help, Mr. Trew." + +Three youths near the underground station, with apparently no urgent +occupation, came forward hopefully on seeing Gertie; detecting the fact +that she was in the company of a big, burly man, they had to pretend a +sudden interest in a shuttered window. The two, going into Norfolk +Square, walked on the narrow pavement near the railings of the garden. + +"Mr. Trew, I've got a young man!" + +"That's the best news," he exclaimed heartily, "I've heard this summer!" + +"And I want somehow to get him asked indoors. Once aunt sees him and +hears him talk, it will be all right. But I'm nervous about it, and I +don't know how to manage." + +"This," he said, holding up a forefinger, "is just where old Harry Trew +comes in. This is exactly the sort of job he's fitted for. If he +hadn't took up with another occupation he'd have found himself by this +time in the Foreign Office. Do you want it arranged for to-night?" + +"Please!" + +"Right you are! You're going to meet him, I take it, presently. You +asked me to come out with you simply as an excuse for that purpose. +Very well, then. I've got a standing invite, as you very well know, to +drop in at the nine o'clock meal any Sunday evening I like. Your aunt +expects me." The forefinger became emphatic. "You simply arrange for +him to meet me, say, outside the Met. at ten minutes to the hower; I +shall be carrying a _Lloyd's_ in my right hand. I brings him along," +continued Mr. Trew exultantly; "I introduces him as a young personal +friend of mine that I met on the steamer going to Clacton, year before +last. Your aunt says at once that any friend of mine is a friend of +her'n. You and him pretend not to know each other, but you gradually +become acquainted, and your aunt asks him, at the finish, to look in +again. Does that sound all right, or can you suggest a better plan?" + +"It's splendid," she cried. + +"I think," he continued, "I shall mention in the course of the evening +that his father was the best friend I ever had in the world. When I +was in a slight financial difficulty once, his father--your young man's +father, I mean--came to my assistance. And him not well off neither. +Turning-point of my life. But for that help I should, likely enough, +have gone down, and down, and down." He looked at her for approval. +"What's wrong with that?" + +"He's a gentleman!" + +Mr. Trew gazed for a few moments at a baby in a perambulator. + +"I was born in 'fifty-five, the year of the Crimea War," he said +deliberately, "and if my mother had had her way, I sh'd have been +christened Sebastopol, which wouldn't have been any catch to a public +man like myself. If I'm spared till next year, I shall be celebrating +my jubilee, and all London will be illuminated, I expect, with military +troops lining the streets. But what I want to tell you, missy, is +that, all that time, I've never seen any good resulting from a girl in +your position of life becoming friendly with any chap who was +considerably above her in regard to what we call social status. On the +other hand, I've seen harm come from it." + +"There's going to be none in my case," she said quickly. + +"I know, I know! I'm perfectly sure of that. That is to say, I'm +absolutely certain that is your view now. I can't quite explain what +I mean to any one of your age and your sex. If I was a well-educated +man"--here he took off his cap and rubbed the top of his head +with the peak--"I could find words to wrop it up somehow. The +long and the short of it is, you relinquish the idea. To oblige +me"--persuasively--"and to gratify your aunt, who's been pretty good to +you since you were a child--" + +"I don't forget that." + +"--And for your own peace of mind in the future, give it all up, and +you wait a bit until you find some one belonging to your own set." + +"There isn't the distance between the sets there used to be," she +argued. + +He took hold of the railings with both hands, and tried to shake them +in an effort of thought. + +"What's the young chap's name?" + +"I don't know." + +"There you are!"--with gloomy triumph--"don't that prove the truth of +everything I've been saying?" + +"He doesn't know mine." + +"That isn't an argument." + +"Quite so," the girl agreed. "It's only a statement of fact. He will +tell me his name directly I ask him, and I shall tell him my name the +moment he asks me." + +"No occupation, I suppose?" + +"He works for his living." + +"Then," turning reproachfully upon her, "what did you mean by saying he +was a gentleman, and upsetting me to this extent?" + +"He is a gentleman," persisted Gertie. "I can tell the difference." + +Mr. Trew sighed, and took out his watch. Gertie glanced at it. + +"I must go," she said. "I promised to meet him not far from the shop +at half-past." + +"I'd do anything to help you, missy," he declared, "because I like you. +And it's just because I like you that I don't feel particular inclined +to assist him. He ought to keep to his own sphere. There's a lot of +talk about breaking down the barriers that divide one class from +another, but, I tell you, it's a job that wants very careful handling. +And I've got as much sense as most, and I rather enjoy interfering with +other people's affairs, but this is an undertaking I don't care to +tackle. You'll excuse me for speaking my mind, won't you? It's a +habit I've got into." + +"It's a good habit," said Gertie. "I practise it myself." + +On the return, Mr. Trew, cap now at the back of his head, and his +rubicund face bearing indications of seriousness, pointed out that the +girl was in a berth in Great Titchfield Street, which he described as +not so dusty, earning twenty-five shillings a week, and with Saturday +afternoons and Sundays free; a good home, and everything ready for her +when she returned, tired out, at night; first-class feeding, able to +dress well. Mr. Trew, without daring to say whether he was right or +whether he was wrong, begged to suggest there were many girls worse +treated by fortune; it did seem to him that these advantages ought not +to be given up lightly. + +"There he is!" she cried excitedly. "Across there. Near the +second-hand furniture shop." + +"Your aunt's calling you," he said. + +Mrs. Mills was out on the pavement, scooping at the air with her right +arm. Gertie instinctively obeyed the order; Mr. Trew kept pace with +her. The three entered the shop, and Mrs. Mills, with a touch of her +heel, closed the door, went inside the tobacco counter, and, across it, +spoke rapidly and vehemently, with the aid of emphatic gesture, for +five minutes by the clock. Mr. Trew, disregarding rules of etiquette, +sat down, whilst the two stood, and became greatly interested in the +mechanism of a cigar-cutter. + +"Who told you all this, aunt?" asked the girl calmly, when Mrs. Mills +had finished. + +"The lady customer who was here when you went out. Do you deny it? Of +course, if it isn't correct that you've been seen walking about with a +young swell, I've lost my temper for nothing." + +"Girls will be girls," interposed Mr. Trew. + +"Not in my house." + +"It's all perfectly correct," announced Gertie. + +Mrs. Mills looked around in a dazed way. + +"Trew," she cried, "what's to be done?" + +"You've had your say, old beauty," he remarked slowly. "Now let me and +her go into the parlour and have some music--music of a different kind." + +The girl hesitated, and looked through the window. He touched her +shoulder. "I sh'd take it as a special favour." + +He came out a few minutes later, and mentioned to Gertie's aunt that he +had a message to deliver. The music within ceased; the lid of the +pianoforte closed. + +"Trew," she said. + +"Queen of my heart." + +"This isn't the only upset I've had. Who do you think it was in that +ambulance cart this afternoon? I hopped across to have a look." +Leaning over the counter, she whispered. + +"That complicates matters, so far as she is concerned," he admitted. +"I hoped he'd vanished for good. We shall want all the diplomacy that +we've got stored away to deal with this." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +Mr. Trew could scarcely be suspected of exceeding his instructions; he +had, upon his return, given privately an account of the words used, +with frequent use of the phrases, "I says to him," and "He says to me." +But as evenings of the week went by, and other girls at Hilbert's, on +leaving at the hour of seven, were met by courageous youths near the +door, and by shyer lads at a more reticent spot (some of these took +ambush in doorways, affecting to read cricket results in the evening +paper), then Gertie Higham began to wonder whether the message had been +communicated in the precise tone and manner that she had given it. The +blue pinafored girls, stitching gold thread in the workroom at +Hilbert's, cultivated little reserve, and when they had occasion to +enter the office they sometimes told her of young men encountered (say) +at a dance, of ardent protestations of love, faithful promises to meet +again. + +"And from that day to this," the accounts finished, "not so much as a +sign of his lordship." + +There was encouragement in the thought that he knew the number in Great +Titchfield Street; was aware that she walked thence to Praed Street. +And each evening on the way home a straw hat temporarily imposed upon +her, a tall boyish figure and an eager method of walking deceived. At +Praed Street, Mrs. Mills, noting that time had not been wasted on the +journey, beamed approval and made much of her niece, telling her she +was a good, sensible girl; one bound to get on in the world. Gertie +did not leave again after her arrival, but turned out a room upstairs, +and swept and dusted with extraordinary energy. + +Good spirits increased at Great Titchfield Street when Friday came, and +men at the looms above sang loudly; girls who had borrowed small sums +were reminded by lenders that the moment for payment was close at hand. +At the hour, wages were given through the pigeon-hole of the windows by +Madame, with the assistance of Gertie, and the young women hung up +pinafores, pinned hats, and flew off with the sums as though there was +danger of a refund being demanded. When they had gone, Madame, +dispirited by the paying out of money, said there was not now the +profit in the business that there had been in her father's day, when +you charged what you liked, and everybody paid willingly. To restore +cheerfulness, the two faced each other at the sloping desks, and Madame +dictated whilst Gertie took bills, headed "Hilbert's Military +Accoutrement Manufacturers," and wrote the words, "To a/c rendered." +Later, she left to Madame the task of locking up. + +Near the print shop over the way, a tall young figure in a tweed suit +marched from one unlighted lamp-post to another; the girl drew back to +the staircase, snatching a space for consideration. The next moment +she was crossing the street with the air of an art patron anxious to +inspect before making a purchase. + +"You gave me such a start," she declared, as a hand touched her +shoulder lightly. "I'd begun to think you'd disappeared altogether. +Where've you been hiding?" + +"Do you mind very much," he asked, gazing down at her contentedly, "if +I honour you with my company a part of the way?" + +"No objection whatever. Hasn't it been a scorcher? Up there, what +with the heat and the noise of the machines going, it's made my head +ache." + +"You won't care to go to a concert then. Shall we have a boat again in +Regent's Park? We are both magnificent sailors." + +"I'd rather be somewheres where we can talk." + +"Why," he declared, "that is just what I should prefer. The similarity +in our tastes is almost alarming." + +"Primrose Hill is rather a nice open space." + +"Sounds perfectly delightful," he agreed; "but I can't in the least +guess where it is." + +"I know my way about London," said Gertie Higham. + +They walked along Oxford Street, the girl endeavouring to keep in step +with him, and he attempting to keep in step with her; they appeared to +decide near to Wells Street that it would be more convenient to fall +back on individual methods. At the corner of Tottenham Court Road +Gertie hailed a yellow omnibus which was on the point of starting; she +skipped up the steps with a confidence that made the conductor's +warning "'Old tight!" superfluous. + +"You didn't mind my sending out that message the other evening?" +Beginning the conversation breathlessly. + +"I considered it kind of you to be so thoughtful." + +"It wasn't exactly that. I didn't want a row with aunt. What did you +think of Mr. Trew?" + +"Do you know, it occurred to me that he looked rather like an omnibus +driver." + +"He is an omnibus driver." + +"A relative?" + +"Better than that--a friend. I s'pose you're somewhat particular about +relations?" + +The conductor came, and the girl had thought of other questions by the +time fares to the Adelaide were paid. A man on the seat in front +turned to ask her companion for a match; he handed over a silver box +that bore a monogram. She begged permission, when it was given back, +to look at the case. + +"Which stands for the Christian name?" + +"The H." + +"And D. is for the surname then--H. D." + +"Henry Douglass," he said. + +"I like the sound of it," she declared. "What do you think the name of +the forewoman at our place of business is?" She chattered on, and he +listened attentively, as though the sound of her voice was all that +mattered. + +At the Adelaide they alighted, and, walking up the short hill, found +Regent's Park Road; she explained the geography of the district, +pointed out that away south it was all open country until you came to +Marylebone Road. And was it not wonderful how fresh and bracing the +air seemed up here, even on a summer's evening; you could easily +imagine yourself miles and miles away from London. Did he care for the +country? She did not. For one thing, the people there had such an odd +way of speaking that it was a trouble to realize what they were driving +at. She sometimes wondered whether they understood each other. + +"You're letting me do all the talk," she remarked, as they took seats +in the enclosed space at the top of the hill. Boys were playing on the +slopes, punctuating the game with frequent disputes. A young couple +seated near a tree attracted her notice; the girl's eyes were closed, +head resting on the shoulder of the young man, who had an aspect of +gloomy resignation. + +"Sillies some people make of themselves, don't they?" she said. + +"I suppose we are, most of us, ludicrous to other people." + +"Do you laugh at me sometimes?" + +"No, no," he said earnestly; "I like you too much to do that." + +"You think you're a bit fond of me," she said, gazing ahead and +speaking deliberately, "because I'm different from most of the girls +you're in the habit of meeting, and my ways make a change for you. +That's about all. You'd soon get tired of me and my manner if we saw +much of each other. I know it won't last." + +"I shall not trouble to contradict that," he remarked good-temperedly, +"because I know you don't believe it yourself. Why, it would be +absolutely splendid to be always with you." + +Another couple walked by, breathless after the climb. Gertie, +recognizing her friend Miss Radford, nodded; and that young lady, after +a short scream of astonishment, gave a bow, and nudged her blushing +companion as an instruction to imitate the example by raising his hat. + +"I'm glad she's seen us," said Gertie. "Didn't the young fellow turn +red?" + +"He's a junior clerk in my office." + +"What a score for me!" she cried exultantly. "I've a good mind to ask +you now what you do for a living exactly, only that I'd rather find +everything out bit by bit." + +"You queer little person," he said affectionately. "Tell me instead +about yourself. What is a day like at your place of business? Do you +mind--it helps to concentrate my attention--if I hold your hand whilst +you talk?" + +"Why should I?" asked Gertie. + +There could be no doubt, as she progressed with the description of +Great Titchfield Street, that her mind was well occupied with the daily +work; she gave the recital clearly and well, avoiding repetition and +excluding any suggestion of monotony. Every moment of the hours there +seemed to engage her interest. It was her duty to keep the books, and +keep them straight; to answer the telephone, and sometimes make +purchases of reels of gold thread and of leather. The looms and the +netting machine were worked by men; the rest was done by girls. The +forewoman was described, and her domestic troubles lightly sketched +(Miss Rabbit's father backed horses, excepting when they came in +first). Madame herself was spoken of in lowered respectful +tones--partly because of her high position, partly because of shrewd +and businesslike methods. Madame, it appeared, attributed any success +she attained to the circumstance that she had steered clear of +matrimony. Madame told the girls sometimes that you could wed yourself +to business, or you could wed yourself to a man, but women who tried to +do both found themselves punished for bigamy, sooner or later. Gertie +was a favourite of Madame's; the main reason was, the girl thought, +that-- + +"Shan't tell you!" she said, interrupting herself. + +"Let me hear the worst," begged young Douglass cheerfully. "I have, +just for the moment, the courage of a lion." + +"Well, the reason is that she's under the impression I don't care much +for--for anybody special." + +"And is Madame correct in her sanguine anticipations?" + +"She was. Until a month or so ago." + +He took the other hand quickly. + +"Let's move on," she recommended, rising sedately. "I don't want to be +too late on pay night. Aunt will be thinking I've been knocked down +and robbed of my purse. She's country-bred--Berkshire--and she says +she doesn't trust Londoners." They went down the slope. + +"Does she happen to know the town of Wallingford, I wonder?" + +He declared, on receiving the answer, that nothing could be more +fortunate; this was, indeed, pure luck. For he too was acquainted with +Wallingford, and especially well he knew a village not far off: if he +could but meet Gertie's aunt, here was a subject of mutual interest. +Throwing away the serious manner that came intermittently, he +challenged her to race him down to the Albert Road gate; and she went +at her best speed, not discouraged by shouts from youngsters of "Go it, +little 'un!" They arrived together at the gate, where Gertie had to +rest for a few moments to regain breath. She pointed out that skirts +hampered one; he admitted he ought to have given her fifty yards start. +They took Regent's Park more demurely. + +"When you get a colour," he said, "you look like a schoolgirl." + +"As a matter of fact, I shan't see twenty again." + +"Do you want to?" + +"No," she replied candidly; "I'm as happy just now as ever I want to +be. It'll always be something to look back upon." + +"I wish," he said with earnestness, "that you wouldn't talk as though +our friendship was only going to be temporary." + +"We never know our luck," she remarked. "Aunt was saying only the +other evening, 'Gertie,' she said--Now I've been and let you know my +name." + +He repeated it twice quietly to himself. + +"Have you been fond of any one before this?" she asked. The girl had +so many questions that her mind jumped from one topic to another. + +"Oh yes," he answered. "When I was a schoolboy at Winchester I fell in +love--deeply in love. She was a widow, and kept a confectioner's shop. +Good shop, too." + +"Nothing more serious than that?" He shook his head. "Glad I'm the +first," she said. "And I wish my plan for getting you acquainted with +aunt had come off the other night. It would have made it all seem more +legal, somehow." + +"We'll manage it," he promised. "Meanwhile, and always, don't forget +that you are my dear sweetheart." + + +Miss Radford called at Praed Street, inquiring anxiously; and Mrs. +Mills, summoning invention to her aid, said Gertie was not in. Mrs. +Mills followed this up by mentioning that an occasional visit from Miss +Radford could be tolerated, but it was not necessary for her to be +always in and out of the place. Miss Radford, asserting that she never +forced her company upon any one, swung out of the shop; and Mrs. Mills +said to the cat that they did not want too many flighters about. + +"Why, Mr. Bulpert!" With a quick change of manner to a newcomer. +"This is a pleasant surprise. Mr. Trew was talking about you not two +days ago." + +The young man took the chair near the counter and, giving it a twirl, +sat down heavily, and rested his chin on the back. "I'm putting on too +much avoirdupois," he said gloomily. "Saturday, I had to get into +evening dress, and it was as much as I could do to make the waistcoat +buttons meet." + +"You ought to take more exercise." + +"What's the use of talking like that? If I take more exercise, I find +myself with a bigger appetite, and then I'm worse off than ever." He +dismissed the problem as insoluble. "Where's Gertie? I've got a new +recitation that she'd very much like to hear. I place a certain value +on her criticism." + +"I'll call her down. And, Mr. Bulpert, I want you to be as nice and +pleasant to her as you can. I had to talk rather sharply to her not +many days ago; now I'd like to make it up. I'm bound to say she took +it very well." + +"You won't forget," he urged, "that I'm a man who can always get any +amount of refined society. Sought after as I am for _al fresco_ +concerts and what not--" + +"I know," agreed Mrs. Mills. "Only Gertie hasn't many friends, and I +want her, just now, to make the most of 'em." + +She called her niece, and Gertie came, turning the page of a book, +entitled, "Hints for Gentlewomen." Gertie offered her hand to Bulpert, +and remarked that he was growing stout; he advised her, with some +vehemence, to take to glasses before her eyesight became further +impaired. Mrs. Mills went back to the shop with a waggish caution +against too much love-making. Bulpert, after shifting furniture, took +up a position on the white hearthrug, and gave a stirring adventure in +the life of a coastguardsman who saved from a wreck his wife and child. +At the end, Bulpert mopped face, readjusted collar, and waited for +congratulations. + +"Did you make it up out your own head, Mr. Bulpert?" + +"I did not make it up out of my own head," he said resentfully. "That +isn't my line, and well you know it. It was written by a chap your +cousin, Clarence Mills, introduced me to." + +"Ask him to write it again. It seems to me a stupid piece. The wife's +been away for ten years, and the baby is eighteen months old." + +"That does require a slight alteration. But what about my rendering of +it?" + +"Overdone," answered Gertie. "If only you'd stand up and say them +quietly, your pieces would go a lot better." + +"But I've got to convey the meaning to the ordience." + +"Give 'em credit for some intelligence. When the coastguardsman is +going out to the wreck, it isn't necessary to wave your arms about like +a windmill. You say he's swimming, and that's enough. And if a +floating spar knocked him senseless before he got to the wreck, I don't +believe he could take them both in his arms and swim back to the shore." + +"It says he did in the poetry," contended Bulpert with warmth. "The +whole fact of the matter is that you don't in the least know what +you're talking about." A sound of voices came from the shop, and +Gertie flushed. "Now it's no use your getting hot-tempered about it," +he went on. "You speak your mind to me, and I'm entitled to speak my +mind to you. What you suffer from is nothing more nor less than sheer +ignorance. Imperfect education; that's what the complaint is called." + +"Gertie!" A call from the shop. + +"Yes, aunt." + +"Do come here just a moment. Here's the strangest coincidence I ever +came across." Gertie obeyed with signs of nervousness. "This young +gentleman tells me that he knows Ewelme, and he's actually been inside +the house where I was born!" + +"How do you do?" said Gertie. + +"And he's going down there again shortly," went on Mrs. Mills with +animation, "and he means to bring me back some roses from the garden. +Isn't it good of him?" + +"Your daughter is fond of flowers?" + +"She's only my niece," explained Mrs. Mills volubly. "Her mother +kicked the bucket some years ago, and her father--What's Wallingford +like now, sir? I've said over and over again that I'd one day take the +Great Western to go and have a look and see what alterations had been +made. But," regretfully, "it's never been anything more than talk. +I'd like Gertie to see the place though, so that she could tell whether +it comes up to my description." + +He seemed inclined to make an impetuous offer, but a brief shake of the +girl's head arrested him. A boy entered and asked for an evening +newspaper, and Gertie attended to the transaction. + +"By the bye," turning to the stationery counter, "I want one or two +magazines." Their heads came closely together as a selection was being +made; she whispered a caution not to stay too long. In a louder voice, +Gertie announced that the total cost was two shillings and sixpence. +Mrs. Mills beamed across from the tobacco counter, and asked whether he +knew who was keeping "The Lamb"; Henry Douglass could not supply the +information, but guaranteed to obtain particulars, and bring them to +Praed Street. Mrs. Mills declared herself ashamed to give so much +trouble. + +"Are you in business, sir, may I ask?" + +"I am, in a very small way, an architect." + +"Really?" said Gertie interestedly. + +"But," said Mrs. Mills, "you're not wearing a white tie!" + +"She's thinking of an archbishop," remarked Bulpert, coming forward. +"I'm pleased to make your acquaintance, sir. Daresay you know me by +name." He found a card in his letter-case, and Henry took it near the +light to examine the wording. + +"'Fred W. Bulpert,'" he read. "'Society Entertainer and Elocutionist.'" + +"That's in the evenings, of course," said Bulpert. "By day, I'm in the +West Central district. Post Office, to tell you the truth. I'll +trouble you for the card back, because I'm running somewhat short of +them. And if you should be arranging a concert at any time, either for +your own benefit or any body else's, you might bear me in mind. F. W. +B. is a great draw, if I may say so, because, you see, a lot of people +have heard him before." + +The customer asked whether there was an underground station near; Mrs. +Mills instructed Gertie to walk along with the young gentleman, and to +point out the building. As they left, she urged Henry not to forget +his promise concerning the roses. + +"Nice, quiet-spoken lad," she commented. "I wish Gertie would take up +with some one like him, or even you, and forget all about that society +young man she's been seen strolling with." + +"I hadn't heard about that," said Bulpert seriously. "What are the +solid facts of the matter? Why am I kept in the dark about everything?" + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +Mr. Trew, off duty, and carrying his whip, came to Praed Street late on +a Saturday night, and his look of anxiety disappeared at once when he +saw that Mrs. Mills and her niece were on excellent terms with each +other. He explained that there was no time to spare, because his old +landlady had a hot supper ready, and it was not wise, on these +occasions, to keep her or the meal waiting. He delivered his news. +Pleasant, elderly gent on the front seat started conversation by +talking about prison life, and Trew gave some particulars of a case +with which he was acquainted. One subject leading to another, the gent +said, as the omnibus was crossing Oxford Street, "Driver, do you ever +go to the Zoological Gardens on a Sunday afternoon?" and thereupon +handed over the two tickets, expressing a hope that the visit would be +enjoyed by the other and his wife. + +"And me being nothing more than a lonely bachelor," said Trew, "I +thought perhaps the little missy here might favour me with her company." + +"It'll do her the world of good," declared Mrs. Mills. + +They met the next day near the West Entrance at half-past three. Mr. +Trew, arriving early, had been listening to oratory at different +groups, and he mentioned to Gertie that in his opinion some of the +speakers might well be transferred to the Gardens, and kept in a cage; +what he failed to understand was why people could not set to and make +the best of the world, instead of pretending it was all bad. They went +through the turnstiles, and divided attention between animals and +visitors; the former could be identified with the help of labels. Mr. +Trew said, in regard to the people, that it was difficult to tell which +were housemaids, and which were ladies of title. + +"Oddly enough," remarked Gertie, "I was intending to be here this +afternoon, in any case." + +"Trust me," he said, self-reproach fully, "for coming in second. Never +actually won a race in my life yet. Is it the same young feller?" + +"I'm not one to chop and change." + +"When we run across him, I'll make myself scarce." + +"You'll do nothing of the kind, Mr. Trew." + +He pointed out, in the crocodile house, one or two regular customers of +the Baker Street to Victoria route, and when they recognized him he +became purple with content. A short youth was making notes near a tank +in the corner. Mr. Trew, nudging Gertie, went to him and, in a gruff +voice, asked what the deuce he was doing there; the youth turned to +give a retort. + +"I've got your young lady cousin with me," explained Mr. Trew. "Come +along, and help with the task of looking after her." + +Clarence Mills was pleased to meet Gertie, and, as the three went +towards the red-bricked lions' house, mentioned that he proposed to +write a dialogue sketch of the Zoo; up to the present little worth +recording had been overheard, and he expected he would, as usual, be +compelled to invent the conversations. + +"I read all of yours, Clarence, that appear in the newspapers," said +Gertie. + +"That doesn't take up a great deal of your time," he remarked. + +"But you're getting on, aren't you?" + +"I think of going in for the boot-black business," he said. "I believe +I could make a reputation there." + +"Don't you go losing 'eart," advised Mr. Trew. "I shouldn't be in the +position I occupy now if I hadn't made up my mind, from the start, not +to get low-spirited. If any disappointments come your way, simply +laugh at 'em. They can stand anything but that. Who is this I see on +the far horizon?" + +"Don't let him catch sight of us just yet," begged the girl +apprehensively. "He seems to have ladies with him." + +Henry's companions entered the house, as the roaring within became +insistent, and he looked up and down eagerly. Gertie gave a whistle. + +"You and I have met before," he said smilingly to Mr. Trew. + +"I was a Boy Messenger then, sir." + +Gertie introduced her cousin with a touch of pride. + +"I am trying to think," said Clarence, "where I saw your name to-day." + +"Haven't made a name yet," remarked Henry. "Only been at it for about +eighteen months. I say! We don't want to go into that enormous crowd. +We'll stroll round and see how the penguins are getting on. They +sometimes look as though they were thinking of giving me a commission +to draw up plans for new Law Courts." + +At one of the open windows the two ladies were standing, watching over +many heads the high tea that was being served to the impatient animals. +The younger one happened to turn as Gertie and her friends went by; she +raised her eyebrows. + +"Everybody one knows appears to be here," said Henry Douglass. "I wish +you had agreed instead to run out with me from Baker Street Station +into the country." + +"Can't do that yet," she answered definitely. "Not until we know each +other a great deal better." + +"Your rules of conduct are precise." + +"You'll like me all the better later on," said Gertie, "because of +that. Always supposing," she continued, "that you do go on liking me." + +"So far as I can gather," he remarked good-temperedly, "I am _persona +grata_ now at Praed Street." + +"I don't know what that means," she said; "but aunt has quite taken to +you. Just look at this! Isn't it extr'ordinary?--Clarence," she +called over her shoulder to her cousin, "here is most likely where you +saw the name this afternoon." + +She examined the inscription framed on the bars. "Presented to the +Society by Sir Mark Douglass." + +"No," said Clarence Mills. "That wasn't it. My sluggish memory will +arouse presently, and then I shall be able to exhibit signs of +intelligence." + +They were looking down from the terrace at the white bear in his pit, +when a high voice came above the moderate tones of the crowd; Henry +took Gertie's arm, and began to talk rapidly of Nansen and the North +Pole, but this did not prevent her from glancing over her shoulder. +The people gave way to the owner of the insistent voice, and she, after +inspection through pince-nez, made bitter complaint of the clumsiness +of the bear, his murky appearance, the serious consequences of +indiscriminate feeding. Henry endeavoured to detach the members of his +party, but they appeared enthralled by the commanding tones. + +"I thought we should meet again," said the younger woman, addressing +Henry. + +"Miss Loriner," he said to Gertie, with signs of reluctance. "A friend +of my sister-in-law." + +"I am Lady Douglass's companion," remarked Miss Loriner. + +"She seems ratty about something," said Gertie. + +"She has what they call the critical faculty," mentioned the other, +with a twinkle of the eye. "I happen to be aware of the fact." + +Lady Douglass was looking around with the air of one searching for +fresh subjects; Henry led Gertie to her, and made the introductions. +Lady Douglass expressed the view that the Gardens were horribly tiring, +regretted her ill-luck in visiting on a crowded afternoon. "But no +misfortune," she added wearily, "seems to escape me!" + +It was not until they descended the steps that the group had an +opportunity for forming itself. Miss Loriner, recognizing the girl's +perturbation of mind, took her ahead, thus foiling the intentions of +Lady Douglass; they could hear her talking of literature to Clarence +Mills in a patronizing way. Gertie's cousin said resolutely, "But +George Meredith never wrote a poem with that title. You are thinking +of Owen Meredith." Lady Douglass answered, with pride, that she never +troubled to remember the names of authors. + +"Clarence is standing up to her," remarked Gertie. + +"She gets so little contradiction," said Miss Loriner, "that it will +have all the charm of novelty. I daren't do it, of course." + +"You're thinking of your bread and butter." + +"That's about all I should have to eat if I lost this berth." + +"Wouldn't care for the job myself." + +"I can't do anything else," explained Miss Loriner. "Did you say your +cousin was a journalist? I wish I could do something like that. I +want to write a novel, badly." + +"That's probably how you would write it. Why, even Clarence is finding +some trouble over the job. And he's got a brain." + +"I suppose that is an advantage," admitted the other serenely. "How +long have you known Mr. Douglass?" + +"Her husband must get precious tired of the sound of her voice." + +"He does. He goes away a good deal. The war in South Africa was a +Godsend to him. Just now he is out somewhere--I forget where. How +long have you--" + +"Any youngsters?" + +"There are no children." + +Gertie glanced back at Lady Douglass in a more friendly way. Clarence +had been dropped owing, apparently, to want of sympathy, and Trew was +selected as one more likely to agree with arguments. + +"Mr. Douglass's mother is in town," mentioned Miss Loriner, "but she is +resting this afternoon." + +"I wasn't aware he had a mother." + +"Oh!" With illumination. "Then you haven't known him long. They are +very fond of each other. She is a dear soul. When matters go wrong +down at Ewelme, it is old Mrs. Douglass who puts everything right." + +They were separated by a child who had been startled by a look from an +amiable dromedary. Henry came forward. + +"I am going to ask my sister-in-law," he said deliberately, "to invite +you down to Morden Place. Thank her, won't you?" + +"I'll thank her," replied Gertie, "but I shan't accept the invitation." + +"I'd see that she was civil to you." + +"And I shall see," said the girl obstinately, "that she doesn't get +many chances of being anything else. I'd no idea you had swell +relatives; otherwise I'd never have gone on with it." + +He went back disappointedly, and Mr. Trew, making his escape with every +sign of relief, told Gertie that, with what he might term a vast and +considerable experience of womankind (including one specimen who, in +May of '99, gave him advice on the task of driving horses through +London streets), this particular one was, he declared, the limit. He +described himself as feeling bruised, black and blue, all over. +Without wishing to interfere in matters which did not concern him, he +ventured to suggest that Gertie might possibly be fortunate in her +young man, but she could scarcely claim to be called lucky in her young +man's relations. + +"I'm going to chuck it," she replied desperately. "Chuck it +altogether. You were correct in what you said, that Sunday night, +about distances, and I was wrong." + +Mr. Trew, flustered by this instant agreement, began to hedge. He did +not pretend, he said, to be always right; he could recollect many +occasions when he had been considerably wide of the mark. In fact, a +bigger blunderhead, excepting in regard to certain matters, of which +this was not one, probably did not exist. Trew begged to point out +that the middle-aged party walking along behind them was, after all, +only one middle-aged party, and there was no reason to assume that she +could knock out every opponent she encountered. At the finish of his +argument, Trew urged his young companion to put on the gloves, and show +what she could do. + +"Think I had better not," she said, less definitely. "I shan't like +feeling myself beaten, but it's wiser to do that now than to leave it +till later." + +Mr. Trew became reproachful, almost sarcastic. This, then, was the +stuff that his little friend, niece of his old friend, was made of, was +it? Crumpling up at the first signs of opposition; stepping out of the +ring directly her opponent held up fists! If Gertie represented the +young woman of to-day, give Mr. Trew the young woman of thirty years +ago. He had changed his mind recently on an important subject--a thing +he rarely did--and half decided to extend the power of voting to the +other sex, but the present case induced him to believe first thoughts +were best. + +"I'll have another go then," announced Gertie Higham; "but I don't +guarantee I shall win." + +"If I hadn't rather a lot of money out just now," he declared +encouragingly, "I'd put every penny of it on you." + +They stopped near to the semicircular cage where the condors, in +evening dress and white boa around the neck, surveyed the garden with +the aloof manner of the higher aristocracy. Gertie waited for an +advance; this did not come. Miss Loriner, at the command of Lady +Douglass, furnished the hour, and a scream of dismay was given, +followed by the issuing of orders. Henry must conduct them out of this +dreadful Park; Henry must find a hansom with a reliable horse, and a +driver of good reputation. Also Henry must come on to see his mother, +and take her on to a tea appointment at Cadogan Gardens, thus saving +trouble to Lady Douglass, who was really so fagged and wearied by this +exhausting afternoon that rest, in a partially darkened room, was +nothing short of imperative. + +"Yes," said Gertie, answering Henry's questioning look; "you go!" + +Lady Douglass remembered to give a word of farewell when she was a +distance of about ten yards away. "So pleased to have met you!" she +said casually. Henry, near the gates, turned and waved his hand, and +Gertie responded cheerfully. + +"Now I want to scream!" she said. + +Clarence Mills declared his intention of providing tea, and Trew +admitted a cup or so would not be likely to prove injurious to the +system; might, indeed, have a soothing effect on the mind. They found +an enamelled table on the lawn, and directly Gertie took the handle of +the teapot she was able to announce that she felt considerably improved +in temper. Her cousin gave an imitation of Lady Douglass's speech and +manner, and Gertie imitated the imitation. Mr. Trew had a difficulty +in deciding which was the more admirable, but asserted either was to be +preferred to the original, and during the progress of the shilling meal +they affected to be distinguished members of society, to the great +astonishment of folk at neighbouring tables, and to the diversion of an +interested waiter. Completely restored now to her normal mood, Gertie +mentioned a number of alert repartees which she would have made if +Henry's sister-in-law had given suitable openings. + +"I suppose," remarked Mr. Trew, emptying his cup by giving it a jerk +over his shoulder, "that, after all, she isn't nearly so bad as she's +painted. She certainly did look to me somewhat made-up; it's a custom +amongst her set, I believe. Often wonder whether it takes anybody in." + +"He said she was going to invite me to her house in the country, but +she didn't. Wouldn't mind meeting Henry's mother, just once, to find +out what she is like." + +"It was something on the tape," mentioned her cousin, again +endeavouring to arouse memory. "That was where I saw the name. If you +two care to come along to my club, I'll run in, and make sure." + +"We can get a Waterloo omnibus from the York and Albany corner," said +Mr. Trew. + +He warned them, in ascending the steps, that he was going to have a +rare lark with the driver, whose face, it appeared, was new on the +road. They took seats in front, and Mr. Trew, adopting a rustic +accent, inquired of the driver whether the canal below represented the +river Thames; in regard to Trinity Church, near Portland Road Station, +he asked if he was right in assuming this to be St. Paul's; at Peter +Robinson's he put another question, and, information given, demanded +whether Oxford Circus was being run by Barnum. These and other +inquiries were courteously replied to; and when the three alighted near +the fountain and Trew, looking up, thanked the new driver for his +kindness, the driver said, "Ta-ta, old True till Death," whipping the +omnibus on the near side to call the conductor's attention to an +approaching customer. + +Mr. Trew, depressed by the failure of his elaborate scheme, walked +behind the young people, grumbling self-reproachfully. "Him +recognizing me all along, and calling me by my nickname at the finish!" + +Clarence Mills ran up the staircase of his club, and the two walked +inside the railings of the square, inspected the bust of Shakespeare at +the centre. A few people were sitting about. The palatial houses of +amusement on the northern and the western side enjoyed their day of +rest, but gave hints of startling attractions for the coming week. Mr. +Trew considered Shakespeare a well-meaning writer, but somewhat old +fashioned in methods, and was surprised to find that Gertie had +thoroughly enjoyed "The Tempest" at His Majesty's. + +"Was you alone?" + +"No. Mr. Douglass took me." + +"That accounts for it," he said knowingly. + +Clarence Mills came looking for them with anxiety. The two hurried +forward and met him at the gate; his forehead remained contracted. + +"Her husband's yacht," he announced, "has been seized by natives. All +on board put to death." They gazed at each other. + +"So that turns her," remarked Trew slowly, "into a widow woman. +There's no family, as I understand; consequently, it makes a bit of +diff'rence to Gertie's young man." + +The girl sighed. + +"I'm sorry for her," she said. "Very sorry indeed. And it means that +my path won't be none the easier!" + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Madame Hilbert and the forewoman in Great Titchfield Street consulted +each other only when crises occurred; the girls knew that if Madame +came to the doorway, saying, "Miss Rabbit, just half a second, please," +and the forewoman was absent for half an hour, then some matter of +supreme importance was being discussed. The establishment was in close +touch with the military service at home and abroad, and the best stroke +good fortune could make in favour of Hilbert's was to arrange a stately +ceremonial in India, some alteration in the dress of officers, or +anything that made uniforms necessary. The girls' workroom, even at +ordinary times, presented an aspect of enormous wealth, with everywhere +a display of gold--loose threads of it on the tables, collected threads +being sewn on foundations, epaulettes in course of making, heavy +dependent nuggets hung upon scarves. Gold floated in the air, and when +the sun came through the windows it all looked as though one could play +the conjurer, and perform the enchanting trick of making a dash with +the hand and secure sovereigns. Many of the girls wore glasses because +continued attention to the glistening colours affected the eyes; +sometimes a worker became pale of features, anaemic and depressed, and +had to hurry off to the sea-side, and Miss Rabbit referred to this as +an act of Providence. For the most part, the girls were healthy and +cheerful, and they had the encouragement of good wages. Miss Rabbit, +it was reported, took home every Saturday two pounds ten shillings; the +very youngest assistant made twelve shillings a week. + +"I do hope," said Madame, at a special private conference, "it doesn't +mean she's taking up religion." The forewoman shook her head. "I've +known cases in my time where it's come on suddenly, and it's thrown a +girl clean off her balance. If it isn't religion it must be love. +Love has just about the same effect with some of us. Have you ever +been gone on any one, Miss Rabbit?" + +"Only to a very moderate extent," replied the forewoman precisely. +"And it's such a long while ago, Madame, that I've nearly forgot all +about it." + +"I don't like to see one of my girls turn like this all at once," said +Madame with anxiety. "Moreover, she's the handy one in the business. +There's nothing she doesn't know about the work, and little she can't +do. If anything happened to you, I've always had the idea of putting +her in your position." + +Miss Rabbit's features twitched; she corrected the slip at once by +assuming a look of cordial agreement. "You always know the right thing +to do, Madame," she murmured reverently. + +"How'd it be to call her in, and both of us have a talk to her, and +find out whether she's got anything on her mind?" + +"That's a splendid notion," admitted Miss Rabbit with enthusiasm. "Or +shall I have a quiet chat with her first, and pave the way, so to +speak?" + +"I wish you would," said Madame. "You're not particularly clever, but +I believe you've got a kind heart." + +The forewoman that evening, whilst the girls were washing and sharing +the brush and comb, and complaining that hair came out by the handful, +entered the office; announcing the occasion as her birthday, she asked +Miss Higham to leave books, and assist in celebrating the event by +taking with her a cup of chocolate. Gertie wanted to reach home early +in order to see whether an expected letter had arrived, but the +invitation suggested a rare compliment, and, with a stipulation +arranging that the hospitality should not exceed the space of twenty +minutes, she accepted. In an A.B.C. shop at the corner, later, Gertie +raised her large cup and wished Miss Rabbit many happy returns. Her +eyes wandered rather eagerly about the crowded tables; the inspection +over, she sighed. + +"Wonder if I can trust you, dear," said Miss Rabbit, resting elbows. +"I've been so often taken in over friendships with people that I +suppose I'm more cautious than most. But there's a look about +you--perhaps, though, I'd better keep on the safe side." + +"I'm not one to chatter." + +"I know, I know. That's why I've always took to you specially." Again +Miss Rabbit stopped. She stirred her cup of chocolate slowly. + +"If it's good news," advised Gertie, "tell me. I can do with some just +now. If it's not, keep it to yourself." + +"It's rather serious news, and that's why I think you ought to be told. +First of all, you must promise me, on your soul and honour, not to +breathe a word of it to anybody. Above all, not to Madame." + +"I promise," she said. + +"Very well then"--with a satisfied air--"it's like this." She leaned +across the marble table. "Our show is going to burst up." + +The dramatic announcement over, and the appropriate ejaculation, the +correct look of amazement and despair given. Miss Rabbit warmed to her +task, and became voluble; at each new paragraph of her discourse she +exacted a fresh guarantee that the information would go no further, +that the bond of absolute secrecy should be respected. Once, she felt +it necessary to say that if the other communicated a single word of the +confidences to any third party, she, Miss Rabbit, would feel it her +duty to haunt Miss Higham to the last hour of her life. Put briefly, +the news came to this. That Madame was in financial difficulties; that +her name and address might be found in the bankruptcy list any coming +Wednesday or Saturday; that no one was likely to be stupid enough to +take over the business; that the members of the staff, men and girls, +would find themselves turned out into a cold, hard world. The drawback +of being connected with a business of a special nature like theirs was +that there existed but few of a similar nature, and these were already +fully supplied with assistants. Miss Rabbit herself intended to look +out for another berth ere the market became swamped by many +applications; with piety, she called attention to a well-known text +which said, "Go thou and do likewise." Outside the A.B.C. shop, Miss +Rabbit, in extorting thanks for her generous behaviour, demanded, once +more, a promise. + +"Say it after me," she ordered. "'I will never utter a single syllable +of all this to a solitary living soul.'" Her instructions complied +with, she remarked that a great load was now taken from her mind, and +asked Gertie for advice on the point whether to go home by omnibus or +Tube railway. + +The girl arrived at Praed Street after a brisk walk that was intended +to detach the mind from disturbing incident. In the broad thoroughfare +of Portland Place (which looked as though it started with the idea of +being a long, important roadway to the north, and became suddenly +reminded, to its great astonishment, that Regent's Park barred the way) +she had glanced up at the large houses, and wished she lived in one; in +that case she would receive Henry Douglass, at the end of the silence +that had come since the last meeting, and after listening to him, +reject his advances haughtily. That was the phrase. Reject his +advances haughtily. She had read it more than once in the literature +which attracted her in the days before Henry. Since she had known him, +a course of reading, adopted at his suggestion, took her away from the +more flowery and romantic pages, but in the old serial stories the folk +had nothing to do but to make love to each other, with intervals for +meals and rest; they were not restricted to evening hours; the whole +day was at their service. And certainly the ladies never found +themselves burdened with the anxiety of losing a weekly wage, in Great +Titchfield Street, and the prospect of difficulty in finding one to +replace it. + +"I'm home, aunt," she announced, entering the shop. + +"So I see," remarked Mrs. Mills. Two customers were being served at +the newspaper counter, and two were waiting on the tobacco side. +Gertie attended to the orders for cigarettes; the shop cleared. + +"Is there a letter for me?" she asked. + +Mrs. Mills shook her head curtly. + +"Has--has any one called?" + +"Now, let me think." Her aunt deliberated carefully in the manner of a +conscientious witness impressed by the taking of the oath. "Yes, Miss +Radford looked in and went again. Left word that she wanted you to go +with her for an outing next Saturday afternoon. Said she wanted a +breath of fresh air. Mr. Trew is inside--and that reminds me, I've got +something to say to him. Wait here, like a dear, and look after the +shop." Mrs. Mills closed the door carefully behind her as she went +into the parlour. + +"So, Mr. Trew, I packed him off about his business," she said, +obviously continuing a half-finished recital. "I said, 'She asked me +to tell you that she thought it better for both parties that you and +her shouldn't see each other again.' Don't blame me, do you?" + +Mr. Trew rubbed his chin with the knuckle of a finger and remarked +that, by rights, he ought to have a shave. + +"I stopped his two letters when they came," went on Mrs. Mills. "Many +a woman in my position would have been curious enough to open them; I +didn't. I simply put them in a drawer where they can be found when the +trouble's all over. No one can blame me for that, surely." + +Mr. Trew mentioned that it was a rummy world, and the methods adopted +by the people living in it did not make it the less rummy. + +"I see what you mean," she said aggrievedly. "You think I've gone too +far. But you yourself admitted at the start, when she was meeting that +other young gentleman, that high and low never mixed well. And when I +heard that this one was likely to come into property, I made up my mind +to take the bull by the horns. What's that you say? Speak out, if +you've got anything in your head." + +"When you take the bull by the horns," said Trew, advancing to the +white hearthrug, "what happens is a toss up. I can't tell you yet +whether you've done right or whether you've done wrong; but if you put +the question to me a 'underd years hence, I shall be able to answer +you. What's pretty clear to me is that you're fond of her, and I'm +fond of her, and all we want is to see her comfor'ble and happy. +Whether you're taking the right track to gain that object is more than +I can say. Personally, I shouldn't care to go so far as you've gone." + +"That's because you're a coward." + +"Delight of my juvenile heart," said Mr. Trew, "it's quite likely +you've hit on precisely the right explanation. Only thing is, it seems +to me somewhat rough on the little missy." + + +Miss Radford was studying the arrival of trains list at Paddington in +order to ascertain from which platform the 1.20 p.m. started; she had +assumed the slightly demented appearance that so many take when they +enter a railway station. Turning from the poster distractedly, she +clutched at the arm of a sailor, and was putting to him agitated +inquiries concerning the Great Western service when Gertie Higham +interposed, and released the naval man from a duty for which he was not +adequately equipped. Firmly and resolutely she conducted Miss Radford +to the correct platform, where they found seats in a compartment; and +Miss Radford in vain tried to remember whether it was that sitting +facing the engine or sitting with her back to the engine gave her a +headache. Gertie had obtained the tickets, and Miss Radford wanted +hers; Gertie retained possession. On the question of finance, she said +a settlement could be arranged when the outing was over. Other +passengers entered, including two lads, who set at once on the work of +studying scientific books; Miss Radford, changing her manner, dropped +her parasol as the train started, and one of the youths picked it up, +without disengaging his attention from the volume, and handed it to her. + +"Thanks awfully," she said, in refined and slightly languid tones; "I +am such a clumsy creature"--partly addressing her friend, but mainly +speaking to the entire compartment. "Really, I seem quite lost without +my maid to look after me." + +"You managed to get away from the shop in good time," remarked Gertie. + +"What an irritating girl you are, to be sure!" whispered Miss Radford +aggrievedly. "No help at all when I'm trying to make a good +impression. Wish now I hadn't asked you to come along with me; I only +did it because I couldn't get any one else. What's become of that +young swell I saw you with on Primrose Hill?" + +"I really don't know." + +Miss Radford spoke complacently of her intense love of the country and +keen anticipation of the joy to be found at Burnham Beeches, and when +the train stopped at Slough the compartment mentioned to her that this +was where she ought to alight. Gertie, interposing, said that they +were, in reality, going further. On Miss Radford asking, in astonished +tones, "Whatever for?" she received information that the desire was to +get well away from the crowd. The two, changing at a junction, found a +small train on another platform that had but a single line; Miss +Radford took the precaution of inquiring of the engine-driver whether +he considered it safe. The two lads crossed the bridge, and, to her +intense annoyance, entered a smoking-compartment. + +"I daresay, perhaps"--recovering from this blow--"that we shall manage +to run across some others before the day's out." + +"Hope not." + +"Well, upon my word," declared the astonished Miss Radford, "you grow +more and more peculiar every day!" + +They discovered themselves, immediately after leaving the station yard, +in an old-fashioned town with large houses close to the brick pavement; +cyclists raced along the narrow roadway, and folk carried baskets in +the direction of the river. Gertie stopped to put an inquiry to a +policeman, and declined to satisfy her companion's curiosity either in +regard to the question or to the answer. Turning to the right, they +came to a market-place and a town hall, and, amongst the small shops, +one that they noted as a suitable place for tea. The sun was warm, and +folk were shopping with suitable deliberation; dogcarts stood outside +the principal establishments, motor cars brought up new supplies of +clients. Gertie appeared greatly interested in the occupants of these +conveyances; some of the ladies were so well protected from dust that +identification would not have been easy. Miss Radford mentioned that +she had not seen so many funny figures about since the fifth of +November of the previous year. + +"Where are we off to now?" she demanded. + +"A good long walk." + +"Not me!" replied Miss Radford with determination. "I've got new shoes +on. You leave me somewhere with a magazine to read, and go off on your +own, and come back when you're tired." + +"You won't be lonely?" + +"I can always find a pleasure," said Gertie's friend haughtily, "in my +own company." + +The riverside, Miss Radford decided, was a suitable spot for rest; she +could sit there and, in the intervals of application to literature of +the day, watch young men hiring boats and setting out to Shillingford +or Cholsey. So Gertie Higham started out across the bridge and walked +alone through a village where every shop sold everything, where the +police station was a homely, comfortable cottage, and children played +on wide grass borders of the road. At the cross-roads she went to the +left; an avenue of trees gave a shade that was welcome. The colour +came to her face as she strode along briskly, and this was not entirely +due to hurry or to the rays of the afternoon sun. Once or twice she +almost stopped, as though considering the advisability of returning. + +An ivy-covered house stood at the side of iron gates, and Gertie +watched it as she approached. An elderly man was clipping hedges; he +arrested his work, with an evident hope that conversation would occur. + +"No, young 'ooman," he said, "that ent where her ladyship lives. +That's only the gate lodge what you're looking at. A good ha'f-mile +'fore you come the house itself. Do you know her, may I inquire?" + +"We've met in London." + +"Well"--slowly, and making the most of the opportunity--"she ent +pleased to see many of her visitors, if all I hear is true; but no +doubt she'd be gratified to see you. I'm only a new-comer hereabouts, +so to speak, but--" He shook his head thoughtfully, and, taking off +his hat, readjusted the cabbage leaf that lined it. "I don't blame Sir +Mark for going off and getting killed. After all, it ent as though she +were left chargeable to the parish, as you may say." + +"She is quite well to do, I suppose?" + +"Plenty of money about, as me and you would rackon it. I understand +she complains of not having enough--but there, some people are never +satisfied. Going to give a party next week," he added confidentially. +"Not a great turn-out, because they're all in black, so to speak. So +fur as I can gain from the local newspaper--" + +"You say it's half a mile up to the house?" + +"You can't very well miss it if you foller your nose," said the old +man, hurt by the interruption. + +Through the iron gates Gertie saw two figures coming around the curve +of the gravelled carriage-way; she took ambush hurriedly near to an oak +tree. Henry's voice could be heard, with an occasional remark from +Miss Loriner. "And if I promise to worship you all my life," Henry was +saying, "will you then give me my heart's desire?" His companion did +not reply; he repeated the last words. "You must first," she said, +"make a name in the world, and show yourself worthy of a woman's love." +They turned as they reached the gates, and when Henry next spoke his +remarks did not reach the girl near the oak tree. + +"And haven't you been a time!" complained Miss Radford. "Over a hower +altogether, according to my watch. And I'm simply dying for a cup of +tea. There's only been one young gentleman who waved his hand to me; I +was so cross that I didn't wave back. Whatever are you dodging up to +now?" + +"I'm going to hire a boat," said Gertie, "and take you out on the +river." + +"You can't row." + +"Some one learnt me--taught me on the lake in Regent's Park." + +Miss Radford declared, on the journey home, that she envied her +friend's good spirits; in her own case, she always found that if she +became more than ordinarily cheerful she inevitably paid for it by +subsequent depression. Gertie recommended her to adopt the method of +not magnifying grievances; if you wanted to view trouble, you could +take opera-glasses, but you should be careful to hold them the wrong +way round. The studious youths entered the compartment at Goring, +their books now put away in pockets, and similarly cheered by exercise; +one, seated opposite Gertie, touched her foot with his shoe at +Pangbourne, and she took no notice. When he did this again at +Tilehurst, she came down heavily upon his toes, and gave, for her +clumsiness, an apologetic word that he accepted sulkily. Near to +Paddington, Miss Radford mentioned that, in her opinion, men were most +frightfully stupid, and to her surprise Gertie agreed. + +Gertie Higham relieved her aunt from duty in the shop, and a letter +brought by the postman at nine o'clock was handed over the counter to +her direct; the official recommended her to accept the offer, and put +the young gentleman out of his misery. The communication was written +in a large hand, about twelve words to a page, and liberally +underlined. Printed in the corner were a telegraphic address, a +telephone number, directions concerning nearest railway station. For +heading, Morden Place, Ewelme. + + +"DEAR MISS HIGHAM,--We shall be so glad if you can pay us a visit on +Friday next and stay over for the week-end. _Dear_ Henry is +_particularly_ anxious that you should be here on _Saturday evening_. + +"What a _wonderful_ summer we are having!!!--Yours _sincerely_, + +"MYRA DOUGLASS." + + +The girl found a sheet of the best notepaper on the shelves, and wrote +at once. + + +"DEAR LADY DOUGLASS,--I shall not be able to come to you next Friday. +I am rather busy. + +"It is indeed a capital summer. I am enjoying it.--Yours sincerely, + +"GERTRUDE HIGHAM." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +An easy matter to obtain a full list of other manufacturers in the same +line of business, and when Madame entrusted her with important +errands,-- + +"I'm sending you, my dear, because I know I can rely upon you!" + +--Then advantage was taken of the opportunity to skip up a staircase +and, opening a door that had the word "Inquiries" painted upon it, set +upon the task of routing the defence, to obtain an interview with some +responsible individual. Usually the answer was that no vacancy +existed, but this did not prevent a brief cross-examination. Why was +she leaving Great Titchfield Street, and was it because there did not +exist a sufficient amount of work, and had Hilbert's secured any +important contracts lately, and had the firm any special work in view? +To which questions Miss Higham replied with caution and reserve, so +that frequently the responsible individual came out of his office, +walking with her down the stairs in the endeavour to obtain useful +information. As a rule, the discussion ended with a command that she +should look in again when it chanced she was passing by. At Great +Titchfield Street, when Miss Rabbit and Gertie happened to be, for the +moment, alone, the forewoman begged her in a low, confidential whisper +not to put off till to-morrow anything she could do to-day, adding that +procrastination was the thief of time. + +"The fact is," said Miss Rabbit, with a burst of private candour, "I +don't care what happens so long as you are safe. Very strange, isn't +it, dear?" + +It seemed to the perplexed girl, at this period, that life was made up +of incidents which could not be spoken about freely. There was no one +with whom she could share the knowledge acquired at Wallingford; that +had to be endured alone. At Praed Street she found her aunt gazing at +her curiously, sometimes beginning a sentence, and stopping, as one +fearful of trespassing on prohibited ground. When Mr. Trew called, he +and Mrs. Mills conferred in undertones, breaking off when the girl came +near, and speaking, in an unconvincing way, of an interesting murder in +South London; Trew thought the police could find the missing man if +they only went the right way about it. Great Titchfield Street, from +eight o'clock in the morning till nearly eight at night, appeared to be +enveloped in a dense fog, with Madame showing none of the distraction +of mind natural to one on the edge of a financial crisis, and Bunny +conveying friendliness by nods and furtive winks; the girls, as always, +chattered freely of their small romances, not concealing their derisive +attitude towards young men, excepting as means of escort and paymasters +where sweets and tram-tickets were involved; any slackening of +attention in these details, and dark hints were given of an intention +of giving the sack. Listening, Gertie came to the conclusion that her +own case was unique, in that she had allowed Henry Douglass to assume +the position of autocrat. One of the men who worked the netting +machine spoke to her exultantly of wisdom in managing his wife; the +method adopted was, it seemed, to contradict every blessed thing she +said. + +On the top of all this comes Frederick Bulpert, encountered near +Queen's Hall one evening at five minutes to eight, trying to make up +his mind whether to spend a shilling on a promenade concert or to +disburse the money on a steak--Bulpert very glad to meet Gertie, +because he has something to say to her that he cannot speak of to any +one else; something which must be regarded (says Frederick) as strictly +_entre nous_. A spot of rain, and the stout young man says with a +reckless air, "Oh, come on in!" and Gertie agrees to accompany him, +with two provisions: first, that she shall be allowed to pay for +herself; second (because aunt has a new trick of requiring every minute +between Great Titchfield Street and Praed Street to be accounted for), +that Frederick will see her home later to the shop. Gertie thinks a +dose of music will do her as much good as anything. + +"I don't claim," he admits, "to have an over and above savage breast, +but I must confess it soothes me at times." + +They are in time to take up position near the fountain in the centre of +the promenade, to join in the welcome given to the leading men of the +orchestra, to swell the applause offered to the conductor, to +sing--this being the opening night--the National Anthem. Frederick +takes what he calls seconds; neighbours misunderstand it for an +expression of disloyalty. Then the programme starts. Frederick +Bulpert, new silk hat at back of head, and arms folded, listens to the +"William Tell" overture, Handel's "Largo," and the suite from "Peer +Gynt" with the frown of a man not to be taken in and unwilling to be +influenced by the approbation exhibited by people round him. A song +follows, and he remarks to Gertie that a recitation would be more in +keeping with the style of the entertainment. A violin solo with a +melody that cries softly about love, the love of two people, with +anxieties at first, at the end perfect triumph. + +"We'll have a stroll out in the corridor," commands Bulpert. "That +last piece has made me feel somewhat _decollete_." + +They gain the outer circle when Gertie has persuaded him to give to her +the task of leading through the crowd; her smile obtains a free way +that his truculent methods fail to obtain. + +"I'm going to give up the Post Office," he announces impressively, "and +I'm going in for the stage." + +"If you can make money at it, there's no reason why you shouldn't." + +Bulpert shows disappointment at the form of this agreement. + +"I've come to the conclusion," he goes on, "that I'm not acting fairly +towards the world in concentrating my abilities on the serving out of +stamps and the issuing of postal orders. Besides which, I get no time +for study. Evening before last, at the Finsbury Town Hall, I came as +near to finding my memory fail as ever I've been. I'm burning the +candle at both ends." + +"Hope you'll have good luck." + +"I shall deserve to have it," he concedes. "I sometimes stand at the +side of the platform, and I see other parties trying in the same line, +and I have to admit to myself that I do put something into my +renditions of our poets and humorists that they fail to convey. +Furthermore--" + +"I don't want to miss the Henry the Eighth dances." + +"Mention of him leads up to what I want to see you about. If I go on +the stage--and to tell you the truth, I haven't completely made up my +mind as yet--I shall want a certain amount of comfort at home. A +professional man can't be bothered about domestic affairs. He has to +keep his mind on his work." + +"Where does Henry the Eighth come in?" + +Bulpert takes her arm. "I had an idea of asking you, Gertie, to marry +me." + +A pause of nearly half a minute. + +"Do you mind if I think it over before giving a definite answer?" + +"I'm agreeable to that," he says, "providing you don't take too +thundering long about it." + +Thus, a new perplexity was added to those that Gertie Higham already +bore upon her shoulders. There existed arguments in favour of +accepting Bulpert's offer. He belonged to her own set; he was not in a +position to comment upon her manner of speech, and there would be the +satisfaction of knowing that she was in all respects his equal; in many +his superior. Bulpert was perhaps a trifle pompous, more than a trifle +conceited, but he was steady. If she married him, it would be a +distinct score to arrange that it occurred ere Henry Douglass and Miss +Loriner became united; were Gertie to send a small white box containing +sugared cake after, the newspapers announced this fashionable wedding, +the effect of the gift would be marred. + +"I want to serve him out," she argued to herself, "for the way he +treated me. It's only fair!" + +Mrs. Mills was obviously delighted by the visits of Bulpert, and her +ingenuity in leaving the young people together in the shop parlour +proved that she was a mistress in the art of strategy. Bulpert excused +himself to Gertie for omitting to invite her to the play, or for other +outings, on the grounds that he was saving money; but he sometimes took +her along to Paddington Station to see the night expresses start, and +twice they went together to a large open place of entertainment in +Edgware Road where you could, by dropping a penny in the slot, inspect +a series of pictures that proved less exciting than the exhibited +title; at the same expense you heard Miss Milly Manton's latest song, +and George Limpsey's celebrated triumph in, "I wish I didn't talk so +much to Clara!" On the evening of a day when Gertie had called upon +the last firm of the list, she told Bulpert, as they met near Marble +Arch, that if he cared to ask her now to be his wife she would accept +him. + +"Right you are," he said. "Then we'll consider the matter as +practically settled." + +They found Mr. Trew outside the shop when they returned; seeing them, +he assumed the attitude of a figure taking snuff, and Gertie knew from +this he was in good spirits. Mrs. Mills made the announcement that +supper was waiting--a special meal because royalty had gone by that day +to take train for Windsor--and Mr. Trew suggested Bulpert should have +first cut at the food, the while he and the little missy strolled up +and down to enjoy the evening air. + +"I was bound to come along and see you," he said. "When I got the news +I nearly fell off my seat. Should have done, only that I was strapped +in. You remember Miss--what-was-her-name--we met at the Zoo that +Sunday afternoon." + +"Miss Loriner." + +Mr. Trew stopped to make his announcement in a dramatic form. + +"She's going to get spliced." + +"So I guessed," remarked Gertie. + +"But can you guess who to?" + +"I think I can." + +"Oh," he said regretfully. "Of course, if I'm not the first in the +field with the news, there's an end of it. I sh'd say they'd be a very +comfortable, 'appy, get-on-well-together couple, once they settle down." + +She made a remark in a trembling voice. + +"Of course you hope they will," he echoed heartily. "You and him have +always got along well together. As I said, he hasn't took much time +about it. Finished his book, he tells me." + +"Mr. Trew, who are you talking about?" + +"Why, your cousin Clarence, of course. I know it's correct because I +got the information straight from the stable. And he would have called +round to tell you, only he was busy. Said he wanted to see you soon, +because he'd got a message. I won't be certain; there was a lot of +traffic about, but I rather fancy it was something in the nature of a +pressing invite." + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +The days that followed were racing days for Gertie. At Great +Titchfield Street a special order came in, and Madame held a kind of +rehearsal, that the girls might know exactly what to do if the +inspector called. The inspector represented the State, which, in the +opinion of Madame and Miss Rabbit and all the assistants, male and +female, was an interfering busybody hampering industry, and preventing +honest workers from earning useful pay for unlimited overtime. To +Great Titchfield Street, by day, came private letters by express +messenger for Gertie, and more than one telegram; she generally found a +communication awaiting her on the return home to Praed Street. Miss +Rabbit accepted the statement that these came from Gertie's cousin, +referring to nothing more romantic than a visit to the country; in +private conversation with senior girls in the workroom, she said, +rather bitterly, that Miss Higham surely took her for a born idiot. + +Clarence proved himself alert and quick witted in retort, with an +answer ready for every objection. When Gertie, as a final argument, +put forward the matter of evening dress, he took her straightway to a +celebrated firm (one-half of the lady passengers in public conveyances +along the route gave, as their instruction and appeal to conductors, +"Set me down as near as you can to Brown and Hodgkinson's!"), and there +was purchased a blouse of white lace--costing so much that Gertie, on +hearing the amount, had to clutch at one of the high chairs; and as +Clarence paid readily with gold, the polite young woman on the other +side of the counter assured him it was well worth the money. Gertie, +at another establishment, bought a pair of slippers, saying to herself +that they would come in handy, even though she did not go to Ewelme. +Reluctance to accept the invitation conveyed through Clarence was +supported at Praed Street by her aunt, who declared the girl would be +like a fish out of water; that she would wish herself home again before +she had been there the space of two minutes. But for Mrs. Mills's +over-earnest counsel it is likely Gertie might have kept her threat (or +promise) to back out at the last moment. On the Friday night, Mrs. +Mills mentioned that the Douglass people were probably only asking +Gertie in order to enjoy a laugh at her expense. The following +morning, to her aunt's astonishment and open dismay, Gertie took a +carefully-packed portmanteau along to the cloakroom at Paddington +Station. In the afternoon she found herself, for the first time in her +life, seated in a second-class carriage. + +"Afraid you've had rather a rush," said her cousin. + +"It isn't only that," she admitted, breathlessly. "I'm excited about +this visit." + +"Not more so than I am. All the same, I feel very much indebted to +you, Gertie, for coming with me. The letter was worded in a way that +meant I was to bring you, or not go at all. You see Mary--Miss +Loriner--is only a companion at Morden Place. She couldn't have asked +me on her own responsibility." + +The girl closed her eyes and snuggled back in the corner. If Henry +exhibited any special sign of affection, she would have to draw herself +up to her full height and say, "Mr. Douglass, you're evidently not +aware that you are speaking to an engaged lady." If he went so far as +to propose marriage, the situation would be still more dramatic. "Mr. +Douglass, you appear to have left it too late. I am already pledged to +another!" There were alternative remarks prepared, and she felt +certain that any one of them would be telling and effective. Clearly, +he wanted to see her; otherwise so much trouble would not have been +expended over the present visit; it was her business to make him see +that a London girl was not to be taken up and dropped, and taken up +again. + +"Manners," she said resolutely, opening her eyes, and addressing a +barge on the canal, "manners. That's what some people have got to be +taught!" + +The short train brought them slowly to the one platform of the station, +and before she realized it, Henry Douglass was holding both of her +hands, and looking down at her affectionately. He turned to give a +welcome to her cousin, and Gertie told herself there was no necessity, +for the present, to be dignified or reserved; that could come later. +Outside the station, Miss Loriner was talking to a horse that seemed +impatient to make its way in the direction of home; she and Clarence +took seats at the back of the dogcart with a light rug spread over +knees; they made no complaint of overcrowding. + +"Can you really drive?" inquired Gertie with anxiety. "You never used +to speak about it when Mr. Trew was talking." + +"Life," answered Henry Douglass, "is too short to allow one to brag +about everything. I do the best I can." They took the corner and went +at a good pace through the town. "By Jove," he went on, +enthusiastically, "you have no idea how I've missed you." + +The first of the selected reproofs would have come in here +appropriately, but a motor car was coming in the opposite direction +with, as it seemed to her, the definite intention of running into their +conveyance; she grabbed nervously at Henry's arm. When she looked +again the car had gone, leaving dust as a slight memento of the +encounter. + +"Don't take it away!" he begged. + +Here again either of the sentences might have been delivered; Gertie +decided it would be sufficient to refrain from acceding to his request. +Henry saluted with his whip folk who passed by, and told her who they +were; stopped at one shop to take a parcel of wools intended for his +mother. He had talked about Gertie to his mother, and she was anxious +to meet Miss Higham. + +"She'll be still more anxious to see me go away." + +"You wouldn't say that," he asserted, "if you knew her." + +"It's really Lady Douglass I'm afraid of. Look at that board, +'Trespassers will be prosecuted.' I feel it's meant for me." + +"Trespassers," he said, "as a matter of fact, cannot be prosecuted. +The board is all nonsense. Trespassers can only be prosecuted when +they do some sort of damage." + +She glanced around to watch a baby in the garden of a cottage; Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner were kissing. Gertie did not speak again until +they reached the iron gates. + +"I want to show you the tennis court," he said. "The man here can +drive your cousin and Miss Loriner up to the house." She hesitated as +he, stepping down, held out his hand. "My mother is waiting there!" + +They found the grey-haired old lady resting on a low white enamelled +seat, watching a game of singles between two stout men, who had the +distressed look of those who play for the sake of health and figure. +The ruddier of the two was pointed out as Mr. Jim Langham, brother to +Lady Douglass; the other, a barrister with leanings in the direction of +political work, and a present desire to be amiable towards everybody in +the neighbourhood who possessed a vote. + +"Now, you are to sit down here, Miss Higham," said the old lady, "and +talk to me. I may interrupt you, now and again, but you mustn't mind +that. One of the few privileges of age." + +"I don't know what to talk about." + +"Talk about yourself. I've heard about you from Henry, but I want to +verify the information. You work for your living, don't you? Well +now, that is interesting. I did the same before I was married. I +married rather well, and then, of course, there was no necessity for me +to go on with it." + +"When my dear mother says she wants you to talk to her," explained +Henry, "what she really means is that she wishes to talk to you. If +you don't mind, I'll go over and teach these men how to play tennis." + +Jim Langham came across directly that the game was finished, +interrupting the two as they were getting on good terms with each +other; on the way, he shouted an order to a gardener working near. He +was effusive over the introduction to Gertie, showing his perfect +teeth, and expressing the hope that she would not have to leave on +Monday. The gardener brought a tumbler on a tray, and a syphon. + +"At this time of the day?" said Mrs. Douglass, glancing at the contents +of the glass. + +"Good whisky," retorted Jim Langham, taking a small quantity of soda, +"makes one feel like another man altogether." + +"In that case," said the old lady, "by all means have the drink. My +dear," to Gertie, "give me my stick and we'll walk up to the house and +have tea." + +"I'll come with you," remarked Jim Langham. + +"You will stay where you are," ordered Mrs. Douglass. + +Gertie, at Great Titchfield Street, had invented a house, doubled it, +and multiplied it by ten; it came as a surprise to her to find that the +residence was a solid building of fair extent with a parapet wall of +stone in front, broad steps leading to the open doors. On the lawn tea +was being set out by a man-servant; he lighted the wick underneath a +silver kettle. Lady Douglass, in black, made an effective entrance +down the steps in the company of a dog that looked like a rat. + +"How perfectly charming of you to come and see us," she cried, +extending a limp hand. "We do so want some one to brighten us up. +Darling," to old Mrs. Douglass, "why didn't you tell them to send the +bath-chair for you?" + +"Myra," retorted the other, "I walk ten times as much as you do." + +"Pray take care of yourself, for my sake." + +"I hope to find some better incentive than that," said the old lady. + +Lady Douglass approached the task of pouring out tea with the hopeless +air of one who scarcely hoped to escape error, and when she had asked +for and obtained particulars concerning tastes, Clarence Mills came, +and his presence seemed to upset all the table plans; Mrs. Douglass +arrested her action as she started to pour tea into the sugar basin. +The arrival of Miss Loriner enabled her to resign the position. Going +across to sit beside Gertie, she gave a highly interesting account of +the way in which she had by sheer force of will conquered the cigarette +habit; at present she consumed but twenty a day, unless, of course, +special circumstances provided an excuse. + +"Not for me, thanks," said Gertie, shaking her head. "I can't smoke; +and if I could, I shouldn't." + +"Tell me!" begged Lady Douglass; "how is that eccentric old gentleman +we met at the Zoological Gardens?--Crew, or Brew, or some astonishing +name of the kind?" + +"I don't suppose," answered the girl defensively, "that you really want +to know how he is, but Mr. Trew is quite well, and he isn't in the +least eccentric, and he doesn't profess to be a gentleman." + +Henry touched her shoulder with a gesture of appeal; she gave an +impatient movement. + +"But how extremely interesting," cried Lady Douglass, with something +like rapture. "And do most of your friends work for a living?" + +"All of 'em. I don't care for loafers." + +"I myself have been up to my eyebrows in industry this week," said the +other, self-commiseratingly. "I sometimes wish charity could be +abolished altogether. It does entail such an enormous amount of hard +labour. One might as well be in Wormwood Scrubbs." + +She paused and looked at the girl intently. + +"By the bye, where is Wormwood Scrubbs? One often hears of it." + +"Over beyond Shepherd's Bush." + +"Have you ever been there?" + +"No," answered Gertie; "and I've never been to Portland, and I'm not +acquainted with Dartmoor, and I don't know much about Newgate. Why do +you ask?" + +"I am hugely interested in prison life," declared the other. + +"You mustn't be surprised," interposed Henry, addressing Gertie, "at +any new subject that my sister-in-law mentions. I haven't heard her +speak of this before; and it's only fair to her to say that when she +takes up anything fresh, she drops it long before it has the chance of +becoming stale. Another cup?" + +He went to the table. + +"A strange lad," said Lady Douglass musingly. "His heart is in the +right place, but sometimes I wonder whether it is the right kind of +heart. Do you mind dining at seven for once in your life. Miss +Higham? It's a ridiculous hour, I know, but we must be at the hall +sharp by eight. Miss Loriner will show you your room when you are +ready. I have a thousand and one things to do," she added exhaustedly. + +When Jim Langham joined the party and sat on the grass beside Miss +Higham's chair, the girl rose, and Miss Loriner conducted her into the +house; Henry regarded them with a cheerful smile as they left. The +doors gave entrance to a square hall, with a broad staircase going up +and turning suddenly to an open corridor that went around three sides. +Gertie looked about her astonishedly. + +"I've never been in a house like this before," she explained. + +They went up the highly-polished staircase, Gertie holding at the +banisters for safety. + +"So Mr. Henry explained to me; and because he was so very good as to +ask your cousin Clarence down, we have made a bargain between each +other. I am to look after you, if you don't mind, and see that you get +through all right." + +"In a general way," confessed Gertie Higham, "I can look after myself, +but just now it's likely I may be glad of a wrinkle or two." The other +nodded. + +"I have some on my forehead to spare, thanks to Lady Douglass. This is +your room"--throwing open a door--"and mine is here, next door. Come +along in, and let us have a talk." + +Miss Loriner had a good deal to say, mainly in describing her present +happiness. Clarence was a dear; Clarence was a clever dear, Clarence +had brought a joy into her life that had previously been absent. +Hitherto Miss Loriner, living in houses as a companion to some testy +and difficult woman, found herself only annoyed by the attentions of +men of the Jim Langham type; it was new and enchanting to be approached +courteously. Gertie, when the other stopped to regain breath, managed +to ask how Henry Douglass filled his time, and was surprised, and +partially hurt, to discover that he still went up to Old Quebec Street +on five days of the week. + +"He might have called at the shop," she argued. + +Miss Loriner, for the defence, commended him for his industry. Henry +would, later, have to face the alternative of either giving up his +office in London, or relinquishing duties in the country, but at +present he was engaged in a double task; and if Gertie appreciated how +difficult it proved to deal with Lady Douglass, she would not utter a +word of blame in regard to Henry. One of Lady Douglass's inconvenient +tricks was to shift responsibility. As a case in point, take the +entertainment to which they were going that evening. Lady Douglass, +having promised to organize it, had done not a single thing in the way +of-- + +"Is the place on fire?" asked Gertie, startled. + +"That's the first warning for dinner. You have twenty minutes to +dress. Be sure to let me know if there is anything you want." + +Gertie left, to return immediately with a concerned expression and the +announcement that her portmanteau had been robbed of every blessed +thing it contained. Miss Loriner accompanied her to make +investigations, and, switching on the electric light, pointed out that +the maid had unpacked the bag--the articles were on the dressing-table, +and hanging up in the wardrobe. Gertie had only to ring, and the maid +would come at once to help her to dress. Gertie said she had done this +without assistance since the age of three. + +Apologies were made later for the brevity of the evening meal, but it +seemed to her a dinner that could only be eaten by folk who had starved +for weeks. Her cousin sat opposite, and she watched his methods as +each course arrived; envied the composure with which Clarence dealt +with such trying dishes as _vol au vent_ and artichokes. Her serviette +was of a larkish disposition, declining to remain on her lap, and +distress increased each time that Henry recovered it; generally, at +these moments of confusion, Lady Douglass took the opportunity to send +down some perplexing inquiry, and the girl felt grateful to Henry for +replying on her behalf. Henry, it appeared, was to contribute to the +programme at the hall, but he declined to give particulars; the +disaster would, he said, be serious enough when it came. Jim Langham +excused himself after dinner from joining the party on the grounds that +he had to play billiards with the groom; and this reminded him of one +of the groom's stories which (taking her aside) he thought Miss Higham +as a Londoner would relish. The anecdote was but half told when Miss +Higham turned abruptly. + +"That's the right way," said old Mrs. Douglass to her approvingly. + +At the door of the town hall carriages and motor cars were setting folk +down, and Gertie, who had hoped the new blouse would enable her to +smile at country costumes, felt depressed by their magnificence. In +the front row Lady Douglass stood up, nodded, gave brief ingratiating +smiles, and told people how remarkably well they were looking. Gertie, +comforted by the near presence of her cousin, glanced over her +shoulder, and wished she were with the shilling folk. + +"Care to see the programme, Gertie?" + +"I'll do the same as I do at a music hall," she said, "and take it as +it comes. How did you think I managed at dinner, Clarence?" + +"Capitally!" + +"I had a knife and two forks left at the end," she said regretfully. + +"A recitation," Clarence read from his programme. "Our friend ought to +be here." + +"Who do you mean?" + +"Bulpert. You remember Bulpert, don't you?" + +"I'd nearly forgotten him," she admitted. + +There was an interval after men had sung and ladies had played, and a +nervous youth had given imitations of popular actors who, it seemed, +possessed the same tone of voice, and practised identical gestures. +The curtain went up on an outdoor scene. A lady was reclining in a +hammock. + +"Why, it's Miss Loriner," whispered Gertie. + +A man in tweeds came on backwards and collided with the hammock. + +"Who's this supposed to be, Clarence?" + +"Young Douglass. Made up with a beard." + +An apology was made for the accident, and with the rapidity that the +drama exacts in matters of the heart, the bearded gentleman was in less +than fifteen minutes deeply in love with the lady of the hammock. "And +if I promise to worship you all my life, will you then give me my +heart's desire?" The lady, with a dexterous movement, came out of her +resting-place. "You must first make a name in the world, and, hand +upon heart, show yourself worthy of a woman's love!" + +"What's the matter, Gertie?" asked Clarence Mills. + +"I've made a--made a fearful muddle of nearly everything." + +"Buck up!" urged Clarence. "Don't let people see you giving way." + +The bearded man was leaving when the lady bethought herself to inquire +his name; he proved to be none other than Mr. Francis Mainright, the +well-known African explorer; and after a few more words the curtain +came down on an affianced couple, with applause from all parts of the +hall. + +"Easy enough," said Gertie, in ceasing to clap hands, "for troubles to +be put right on the stage. It's a bit harder in real life." + +Lady Douglass accepted congratulations upon the success of her +entertainment, and turned at the end, before leaving the hall, to +request Gertie's attention for a moment. She was extremely anxious +that her dear young brother-in-law should not commit an error that +might last a lifetime. Apparently there was some one up in town who +had managed to engage his affections: Lady Douglass did not know her; +Miss Higham, of course, had not her acquaintance. The young woman, she +believed, occupied an inferior position in life, and Lady Douglass +would dearly like to have the opportunity of pointing out that +supposing the two married, all the stories of ill-bred wives would be +fastened upon Mrs. Henry Douglass. Every night, in every +billiard-room, in every smoking-room in Berkshire, amusing stories, not +always true, would be told of her mistakes; dull folk might find +themselves reckoned as humorists by inventing anecdotes about her, and +the general gaiety would find itself increased. Furthermore, there was +this to be said. Supposing-- + +"Are you ready, dear girl?" asked Henry. He came down the steps from +the platform, addressing his inquiry to Gertie. + +"Quite!" answered Lady Douglass. "We were just chatting about your +performance. Miss Higham seems to think you should have had more +rehearsals. Doesn't exactly say so, but that is evidently what she +means." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +There came a pleasant luxury in waking in a large room, with a maid +pulling up the blinds, and reporting that the day promised to be grand. +The maid could be looked upon as a friend, in that she knew the best and +the worst concerning Miss Higham's clothes, and inquiries were put to her +concerning breakfast; the answer came that this meal was ready at +half-past eight; you went down at any time you pleased between this and +ten o'clock. Mr. Henry breakfasted early; her ladyship and Mr. Langham +were always the last. A start had to be made for church at twenty past +ten. The maid asked whether Miss Higham would like the bathroom now, and +Miss Higham, not quite certain whether it was good form to say "Yes" or +"No," replied in the affirmative. As they went along the corridor, +Gertie heard Henry Douglass singing in the hall below. The most +astonishing detail in this wonderful house proved to be the size of the +sponge. + +She determined to hurry over her dressing and get downstairs quickly in +order to talk privately with him, and consequent on this resolve, found +herself, later, knocking at Miss Loriner's room and inquiring whether +that young woman was ready to accompany her. After all, there would be +time to make the announcement during the day. + +"Have you slept well?" + +"Like a top," declared Gertie. "For all the world as though I'd nothing +on my mind." + +"I don't suppose you have many serious murders to brood about." + +"Not exactly murders," she replied. "Plenty of blunders." + +Henry rose from the table as she entered; he dropped his open arms on +seeing that she was not alone. Miss Loriner poured out coffee, and +Henry, at the sideboard, recited the dishes that were being kept warm +there. "Sausages," decided Gertie, "because it's Sunday morning!" She +smiled, out of sheer content at being thus waited upon, and gave them a +description of Praed Street, where the meal was continually interrupted +by purchasers of journals, buyers of half-ounces of shag. She remarked +that it would have been possible here to take breakfast out of doors, and +Henry rang and gave instructions to Rutley, the butler, and the next +moment, as it seemed, they were at table on the lawn, with sparrows +pecking at stray crumbs. Henry, asking permission to smoke, lighted a +pipe. + +"I've only seen you with cigarettes before," she remarked. "Doesn't the +tobacco smell good in the morning air! Do you know what I miss most of +all? Sound of cabs going along to Paddington Station. I shouldn't care +for the country, you know, not for always." She rattled on, jumping, as +was her custom when happy, from one subject to another. + +"It's miraculous to hear you talking again," he declared. "Last night we +could scarcely get a word out of you." + +"Tell me if I babble too much." + +"You dear little woman!" he cried protestingly. + +Clarence Mills came down, and Miss Loriner was relieved of the difficult +task of keeping her eyes averted. Clarence, on the plea that he had some +writing to do, wondered whether he might be excused from church, and +Henry recommended the billiard-room as a quiet place for work; there was +a writing-table at the end, and no one would interfere. Miss Loriner, +when Clarence had finished his meal, offered to conduct him to the +apartment; it was, it seemed, over the stables at the back of the house, +and not easy for a stranger to find; moreover, Miss Loriner felt anxious +to see how writing people started their work. Thus Henry Douglass and +Gertie Higham would have been left alone, but that Jim Langham, +exercising his gift of interference, appeared, rather puffed about the +eyes, and one or two indications hinting that the task of shaving had not +been without accident. Jim Langham's temper in the early hours seemed to +be imperfect; he made only a pretence of eating, crumbling toast and +chipping the top of an egg; he admitted he never felt thoroughly in form +until after lunch. When Henry suggested that Gertie would like to see +the grounds, Jim Langham followed them, pointing out the rose walk, and +the summer-house (that was like a large beehive) with an air of +proprietorship which Henry did not assume. Henry made an inquiry. + +"I'm really chapel, if I'm anything," she answered; "but I shall like to +go. Especially if you're to be there. It'll be the first time we've +ever been in a place of worship together." + +"We shall go together again," he said, "some day." She shook her head +quickly. + +Lady Douglass had breakfasted in her room, and came when they were ready +and waiting; she complained severely that she seemed to be always the +first when any expedition was in train. They walked around the carriage +drive and across fields; at the porch, Lady Douglass offered to Gertie +the hospitable inquiry in regard to the night's rest that Miss Loriner +had made, and went on without waiting for a reply. + +Gertie found herself wishing the service would continue for ever. It was +soothing, beautiful, appropriate. "Forgiving us those things whereof our +conscience is afraid, and giving us those good things which we are not +worthy to ask," said the first collect of the day. "Grant that this day +we fall into no sin, neither run into any kind of danger," said the third +collect. "Fulfil now," said the prayer, "the desires and petitions of +Thy servants, as may be most expedient for them." Announced the nervous +young curate from the pulpit, "The eighth chapter of John, the +thirty-second verse. 'The truth shall make you free.'" The curate had +an artificial voice, and he glanced anxiously at Lady Douglass's aspect +of jaded resignation; but it soon became evident he had something to say; +Gertie, listening attentively, wondered whether he might, in some +remarkable manner, have become acquainted with the particulars of her own +case. Truth, he contended, was indispensable to the wise and comfortable +conduct of life. Truth could only run on the main line; any deviation +led to serious disaster. Truth might, at times, hurt others at the +moment, but, in the end, it did nothing but good. Gertie felt impressed, +and the effect of the address upon her was not decreased when, outside +the church, and in accepting Lady Douglass's invitation to lunch, the +young curate mentioned that he well remembered the great pleasure of +meeting Miss Higham at a garden party, given up in town by the Bishop of +London. + +Folk had been asked for three o'clock to play tennis, and in walking +across the lawn to look for them, Henry found the first opportunity of +speaking to her alone. + +"Tell me, dear girl," he said urgently, "why did you take no notice of my +letters?" + +"I never received any." + +"Are you sure? I don't mean that," he went on hurriedly. "Only, I wrote +to you three times, and no answer came." + +"They must have been wrongly addressed. What number did you put on the +envelopes?" + +"But I also called, and saw your aunt." + +"I didn't know that," admitted Gertie. + +"Looks as though she stopped your notes. I'm sorry if that's the case." + +"It worried me frightfully at the time," he said; "but it doesn't matter +now." + +"I rather fancy it does matter now." The tennis players came in sight, +waving a salutation with their rackets. + +Henry's mother apologized for a late appearance; no longer young, no +longer indeed middle-aged, she found it necessary to save up strength, to +use it economically. Gertie listened, content to be free from the +presence of Lady Douglass, and genuinely interested in the other's +conversation. Mark, the eldest son, she explained, arrived within a year +after her marriage; then came two baby girls who went back to Heaven; +then, after a long interval-- + +"It was because I had given away the rocking-horse," she declared. + +--Then Henry. Mark was a good lad, but Henry had always been a dear lad. +Poor Mark made the one great mistake of his life when he selected a wife, +and Mrs. Douglass hoped the girl would understand why she felt anxious +that Henry should not commit a similar error. + +"I don't care whom he marries," declared the old lady resolutely, +"providing he loves her, that she loves him, and that she is a good girl." + +"That sort ought not to be hard to find." + +"They are less plentiful," said the other, "than some people imagine. +Now I want you to tell me something, my dear." + +The girl was preparing to use caution when Jim Langham strolled up; his +expectations of increased cheerfulness appeared to be realized, and his +manner was almost rollicking. He suggested that Gertie should walk +around with him; and the girl, to evade the threatened cross-examination, +nodded an acceptance. + +"You don't go in for many games, I suppose?" + +"Wish I did," replied Gertie. "I shouldn't feel quite so much out of it." + +"Henry will expect you to play him at billiards this evening. If you +care to come across now," he offered, "I shall be delighted to give you +some idea how to start." + +As they turned to go along the path that led to the back of the house, +Gertie glanced over her shoulder. Henry, watching their departure, +missed an easy serve, and endured the reproaches of his partner. + +"Rutley, I want the key of the billiard-room. Rutley, get it at once." + +"I think I know where it was put last," said the butler. + +They went up the steps, and waited until Rutley came. Jim Langham called +him a slow-coach, a tortoise, a stick-in-the-mud, and a few other names. +Rutley, unmoved, inquired whether his services were wanted as marker. +Mr. Langham retorted that the butler might take it that whenever his help +was required, definite instructions would be given. + +The long room being well lighted by windows on both sides, the assistance +of green shaded lamps that hung dependent above the table was not +required. At the end, a raised platform with table and corner couches; +on the mantelpiece rested a box of cigars, a silver case containing +cigarettes and matches. A dozen cues stood upright in a military +position on a stand. Jim Langham placed the red ball in its position, +and Gertie took spot white. In showing her how to hold the cue, he +touched her hand, and looked quickly to see if she resented this. + +"You are going to make a very fine player," he declared presently. "All +you need is practice." + +Because of the pronounced scent of spirits, she drew away when he came +too near; Jim Langham instantly became more deferential. By the luck +that often comes to beginners, Gertie presently made five, potting the +red and effecting a cannon; she beamed with the delight of success. Spot +white was left in the centre of the table, and Langham, obtaining the +long rest, explained the manner of using it. In doing so, he placed his +hand upon her neck; the next moment he was on his knees conducting an +active search under the table. Gertie, flushed with annoyance, went +towards the door. Before she reached it, a knock came; the door was +rattled impatiently. + +"Open it from your side," ordered the high-pitched voice of Lady Douglass. + +"The key is not here," answered Gertie. + +"It must be there. Why is the door locked?" + +"How should I know?" retorted the girl sharply. "You don't suppose I +locked it, do you?" She heard Lady Douglass call for the useful Rutley; +and when the butler came, there was a consultation outside. The door +creaked, the lock gave way; Rutley, falling in with the door, just +escaped collision with the perturbed girl. He was told to go. + +"What does this mean?" demanded Lady Douglass. "Why are you in the +billiard-room alone, Miss Higham?" + +"I'm not alone. Your brother is here." + +"That scarcely improves the look of affairs.--Jim, where are you?" + +The gentleman, half emerging, made a mumbled, indistinct request for +matches. Gertie, walking to the end of the room, found a box. + +"There's your set of teeth," she pointed out, "just by the corner leg. +It half frightened me when I saw I'd knocked the whole lot out." + +"This is a serious matter," said Lady Douglass judicially. "The great +thing will be to keep it from the knowledge of Henry." + +"I'm not ashamed of my part in it!" She turned indignantly upon the +red-faced man; his mouth was again furnished with the productions of the +dentist, but he scowled in an alarming way. "What did you mean by it? +Was this a dodge of yours, or of hers?" + +"I simply, and by the merest chance," he complained to his sister, +"happened to touch her near the shoulder, and you saw for yourself how +she treated me. I shall go off and get a drink, and leave you both to +clear it up as best you can. Serves her right!" He repeated this remark +several times, with additions, as he stamped out of the room. + +"My brother," said Lady Douglass, "is peculiar in his manners." + +"I haven't met his sort before." + +"But I wonder you did not know better than to trust yourself with him. +Fortunately, you can rely upon me to say nothing about the affair. It +would have been very unlucky if someone else had happened to come to the +door." + +"I don't particularly like being under any sort of obligation to you." + +"We won't say anything more about it," ordered the other. "I have an +enormous objection to a scandal." + +"You're not alone in that respect," she retorted. + +"And we will of course avoid all references to Wormwood Scrubbs." + +"I don't know what you mean by that!" + +The tennis folk, after they had replayed their games over the tea-table, +left; Gertie was quiet, and her cousin inquired anxiously whether +anything had occurred. Clarence urged her to keep up courage, declaring +she had managed admirably up to the present. + +"I feel as though there's thunder in the air," she said. + +"There isn't," he assured her; "not a trace of it. It's a beautiful day. +And," with enthusiasm, "Mary tells me she doesn't mind waiting until I +make three hundred a year." + +"Lucky boy!" she remarked absently. + +They were still out on the lawn, and Henry had made a suggestion that +they should all play golf-croquet when Rutley came to clear the table. +Lady Douglass gave an instruction aside. "Very well, my lady," said +Rutley; "it shall be seen to first thing in the morning. If we could +only find the key I'd manage it myself." Henry asked whether anything +was missing; his sister-in-law replied that it was nothing of +importance--nothing that he need trouble about. Henry had quite enough +to occupy his mind, and he must please allow her to take charge of some +of the domestic anxieties. + +"Rather unusual," said old Mrs. Douglass, "to find you so considerate." + +"I get very little credit," sighed Lady Douglass. + +As they waited on the croquet lawn to take their turn, Henry remarked to +Gertie that no opportunity had yet been found for their long talk; +looking down at her affectionately, he added that perhaps she could guess +all that was in his mind. It had been perfectly splendid, he went on in +his boyish way, simply magnificent, to be near to her for so long a +period of time; they would have many week-ends similar to this. His +mother had spoken approvingly of Gertie, and nothing else mattered. The +girl kept her eyes on her mallet; she could not bring herself to the +point of arresting his speech. + +"We are waiting for yellow," said Lady Douglass resignedly. + +Miss Loriner and Clarence seemed to lose interest in the game as it +proceeded; later, they were missing when their colours were called. Lady +Douglass, throwing down her mallet, delivered a brief oration. If people +intended to play golf-croquet, they should play golf-croquet; if, on the +other hand, they did not propose to play golf-croquet, they should say, +frankly and openly, that they did not propose to play golf-croquet. +Deploring the lack of candour and straight-forwardness, she pronounced +the game at an end. + +"Where are you going, Henry?" He answered promptly. "Come back! I +don't want you to go to the billiard-room. You dare not ask me why; you +must just comply with this one wish of mine." + +"Have you any reasons?" + +"The best of reasons." She exhibited a considerable amount of agitation; +her head went from side to side. "Do please obey me. If you do not, you +will regret it to the last hour of your life." + +He stared at her curiously. + +"I rather fancy," interposed Gertie, breaking the pause, "that I'm the +best one to explain." She was standing beside old Mrs. Douglass, and as +she spoke she gripped at the back of the wicker chair. "I don't like +this mystery where I am concerned. Lady Douglass came to the door of the +billiard-room whilst Mr. Langham and me--Mr. Langham and I were there. +The door was locked. She had it burst open." + +Henry held out his hand appealingly. "That can't be all," he urged. + +"It's all that matters." + +"Where is Jim?" he demanded of Lady Douglass. + +"I am not my brother's keeper, but I believe he has gone down into the +village." + +"There's something more I've got to say," Gertie went on. Her voice +trembled; she made an effort to control it. "It's kind of you to ask me +down here, but I wish you had invited Clarence alone. He knows how to +behave in company like this; I don't. I'm not in it. It was foolish of +me to come. It's like anybody trying to go Nap without a single picture +card in their hand. And I want to tell you something more--I'm engaged! +Engaged to a youngish man in my own station of life." + +"No, no!" he cried. + +"My dear," said old Mrs. Douglass, looking up concernedly, "surely you're +not in earnest!" + +"I think," remarked Lady Douglass impartially, "that she is acting with +great wisdom." + +"I was wishing to-day," the girl went on, raising her voice, "that I +hadn't got myself engaged. It happened because of a misunderstanding, +and I did it on the impulse of the moment; all the same, it can't be +helped. And I was pretty jolly before I met Henry, and--I don't know--I +may be pretty jolly again. If I go right out of his life now--why, I +shall only think, I shall only remember--" + +Old Mrs. Douglass turned in her chair and patted the girl's hand. + +"I shall only remember how happy I was all the time after I was lucky +enough to meet him. It's over and done with now, and I'm going back +home, where I can be trusted. I must be trusted. Here, you don't quite +believe me." She bent down to old Mrs. Douglass. "Not even you. I'm a +foreigner at this place; a foreigner, trying to learn your habits and +customs, and trying to forget my own. Perhaps, one day, you'll see that +although I wasn't very refined, and not too well brought up," she raised +her face, and her chin went out, "all the same, I did know how to keep +myself straight." + +Young Mills came across the croquet lawn. + +"Want you for a moment, Clarence," she said. + + +Henry Douglass, descending the staircase slowly and thoughtfully at eight +o'clock, asked Rutley whether Miss Higham was in the drawing-room. +Rutley answered that the young lady and Mr. Mills had gone. Walked to +Cholsey to catch the evening train to town. One of the under-gardeners +carried their luggage. + +"Quite thought you knew, sir," mentioned Rutley. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Frederick Bulpert, having obtained two professional engagements at +seven shillings and sixpence each, resigned his situation in the Post +Office, and this left him free to call at Praed Street whenever he +cared to do so. Mrs. Mills described him as a hearty eater, but she +made much of him, apparently out of gratitude. Gertie had spoken to +her about Henry's letters-- + +"She looked rather white," said Mrs. Mills to Mr. Trew confidentially; +"but I must admit she kept her temper wonderfully well, considering!" + +--And the girl took charge of the intercepted envelopes with their +contents. Her aunt declared, with emphasis, that all along she had +acted for the best. Gertie remarked that people said this whenever +they had done their worst: this was the only reproach given, and Mr. +Trew, as a candid friend, assured Mrs. Mills she had been let off very +lightly. Mr. Trew had anxieties of his own. The new motor omnibuses +still broke down occasionally, and he was able, in passing, to make +offers for the conveyances at an extremely low figure; but many of them +ran without accident, and ran speedily, and he was losing customers +hitherto considered faithful and regular. Summing up, he came to the +conclusion that the world was becoming a jolly sight too clever; the +only comfort he found was that it could not possibly exist much longer. +Regaining cheerfulness, he mentioned that if Mrs. Mills happened to +hear of an American heiress who wanted a good-looking English husband +with a special and particular knowledge of horses, well acquainted with +London, and fond of the sea, why, it would be kind of her to drop him a +postcard, giving the name and address. + +"When you've finished talking nonsense," she said, "perhaps you'll +kindly tell me how I'm to manage in order to get these two young people +married. She'll be happy enough, once she settles down; but, +meanwhile, I don't like seeing her so quiet and thoughtful." + +"I have never denied," he remarked, "that you are the prize packet of +your sex, and in many respects you've got almost the intelligence of a +man. But in a matter of this kind--remember, she's as pretty as they +make 'em--you're a born muddler. Leave it to me, and I'll do the best +I can for you." + +Wherefore, Mr. Trew made appointments with Bulpert and held secret +discussions with him, sheltering his words with a broad, big hand, +enjoying greatly the sense of management, and, even more, the +atmosphere of conspiracy. Bulpert, on his side, began to realize his +importance, and treated Praed Street with a condescension that was +meant to represent a correct and proper pride. One evening, seated at +the counter there, and waiting for the return of Gertie, he gave a +formal warning to the effect that any cigar presented to him was, in +future, to be taken from the threepenny box. + +At Great Titchfield Street, Gertie tried to divert her mind from +personal anxieties by throwing energy into work, with more than common +resolution. A large commission arrived from a ruler of an Eastern +nation, who considered a new and elaborately ornamental sash would +revive a feeling of loyalty in his army and patriotism in his country. +The girls were not permitted except on strictly limited occasions to +work after nine o'clock in the evening, and extra assistants had to be +engaged; the men upstairs who made the leather foundations were watched +and encouraged; Madame begged Gertie to recommend them to keep off the +drink, adding that they would take more notice of this advice if it +came from Miss Higham and not from Madame herself. All the looms were +at their noisy spider work; reels of gold thread were ordered in +twenties; the bobbins began to dance around the maypole, +sewing-machines sang lustily; the telephone only ceased ringing to +deliver messages. Miss Rabbit became hysterical, vehement, cross; +Gertie's intervention became necessary to prevent a strike amongst the +pinafored young women. + +"We can be led, Miss Higham," they announced determinedly, "but we +won't be drove. You tell her to keep a civil tongue in her head, and +all will go well. We're not going to be treated as though we was +Russians." + +The rush of work had, for consequence, a distinct advantage to Gertie, +apart from useful occupation of the mind. She stayed late to finish +books which could not be entered up in the day, and this meant that, on +returning home, the good news was frequently communicated that Mr. +Bulpert had gone; there was also the comfortable fact that she felt +sufficiently tired to go straight to bed. Bunny, at Great Titchfield +Street, on the occasions when she herself had to depart and leave +Madame and Miss Higham together, was a picture of woeful apprehension; +if she managed to gain the private ear of the girl, she reminded her +that no good ever yet came to one who failed to keep a solemn promise. + +"Don't you worry," answered Gertie. "I'm not a parrot." + +"I shan't feel happy about you," said the forewoman solicitously, +"until I hear you've got another berth. The smash-up will come as a +surprise to the others, but I don't care a snap of the fingers about +them or about myself. It's you I'm thinking about!" + +Madame one night, at the sloping desk, referred vaguely to a wish that, +as she hastened to add, could never in any circumstances be gratified. +Urged by Gertie, on the other side, to put the desire into words, +Madame took off spectacles which she wore only when the rest of the +staff had gone, and said wistfully that if she could but get a +paragraph into the newspapers containing the name of the firm, she +thought it would be possible to die happy. Having ascertained this did +not mean that suicide would follow, Gertie sent a note to Clarence +Mills, absent since the evening of the impulsive departure from Ewelme. +No answer came, and Gertie was assuming that her cousin intended, in +this way, to prove he was not on terms of peace with her, when one of +the loom workers brought in, after lunch hour, an evening journal, +obtained by him because he required advice regarding the investment of +small sums on the prospects of racehorses. + +"Here's a bit about us, miss," he said exultantly, with thumb against +the paragraph. "Here we are. Large as life, and twice as natural!" + +The paragraph was found in other newspapers, and indeed it went about +Great Britain later and found its way to the Colonies. "An Oriental +Omen" it was headed, and Madame's only regret appeared to be that it +could not be held to be distinguished by the quality of absolute truth. +But there it stood in print, and there was the name of Hilbert and Co., +the old established firm, making a speciality of manufacturing military +accoutrements, dating from the glorious year of Waterloo, and Madame's +delight proved beyond the powers of expression; her gratitude to Miss +Higham was conveyed by a kiss. One competing firm, it was discovered, +wrote a sarcastic letter to the papers that must have taken hours to +compose, throwing doubts on the accuracy of the report and inquiring +whether it was a fact that Wellington's achievement followed the +Franco-Prussian War, and this might have been inserted but for the +suggestion of self-advertisement made with something less than the +dexterity that belonged to Clarence's pen. + +"I tell you what, Miss Higham," said Madame definitely. "You must come +to supper at my house the very next Sunday evening that ever is. Your +aunt won't mind for once. I'll write down the address. My proper name +is Jacks. Yes, dear, I'm married, to tell you the truth, only I don't +want it talked about here." + +Frederick Bulpert, when he arrived on the Sunday evening, entered a +warm protest against what he described as this eternal gadding about. +On ascertaining the destination, he admitted circumstances altered +cases; where business was concerned, private interests had to give way. +He explained that some of his present irritation was due to the fact +that, at a Bohemian concert the previous evening, an elderly gentleman +had been pointed out to him as the representative of an important +Sunday newspaper; the comic singer who gave the information, +encountered a few minutes since in Marylebone Road, confessed that it +was one of his jokes. "And all the drinks I stood," complained +Bulpert, "and all the amiable remarks I made, absolutely wasted!" +Gertie, apparelled in her finest and best, went at the hour of seven, +after Bulpert and her aunt had quarrelled regarding the best and +speediest mode of transit, to make her way to King's Road, Chelsea. +There, in a turning she twice walked by without noticing, she found a +house with several brass knobs at the side of the door. A maid +answered her ring. + +"Sounds as though they're in the studio," remarked the maid, with a +wink. "What name?" + +The servant opened the door and gave the announcement, but in the +tumult it was not heard. Madame's husband was informing Madame in a +loud voice that the most unfortunate day in his life was the occasion +when he allowed her to drag him into a registrar's office. Gertie went +back a few steps, and the maid repeated the name. + +"You dear!" cried Madame, coming forward pleasantly. "This is my +husband. You know him by name, I expect." She whispered, "The +celebrated river painter. Most successful. And such a worker. Never +idle for a moment." + +"How d'ye do?" said Mr. Jacks, coming forward casually. "Sorry I'm +just going out. What's the night like?" + +Madame switched on the electric light, and Gertie could see that the +room suggested a large cucumber frame with a sloping glass roof and +windows at the far end. On a raised square platform in a corner stood +a draped lay figure, not, apparently, quite sober. + +"Well," said Madame's husband, after glancing again at the visitor, "if +it's fine, I don't know that there's any special necessity for me to +go. What do you say, darling?" This to his wife. + +"Please yourself, Digby, my sweet. If you think you can put up with +our company, I am sure Miss Higham and myself will be delighted if you +can stay. Mr. Jacks," she explained to Gertie, "is naturally attracted +to his club, not only because he finds there all the latest news +concerning his profession, but because it gives him an opportunity of +coming into contact with other bright, vivacious spirits." She took +Gertie's coat and hat. "Perhaps we can get him to tell us some of his +best stories presently." + +Her husband smoothed his hair at the mirror with both hands, and gave +style and uniformity to the two halves of his moustache. This done, he +turned and asked the girl whether she did not consider Whistler an +overrated artist. Just because he happened to be dead, people raved +about him. Would not allow any one else to produce impressions of the +Thames round about Chelsea. Mr. Jacks said, rather bitterly, that when +he too was no more, folk would doubtless be going mad about him, and +Jubilee Place might become impassable owing to the crowd of dealers +waiting their turn there. + +"And what good do you imagine that will do to me?" he demanded. "Eh, +what? No use you saying that I ought to be content with the praise of +posterity." + +"I didn't say so. How many hours do you work a day?" + +"I can't work unless the fit takes me," argued Madame's husband weakly. + +"Are you subject to them? Fits, I mean?" + +Madame, assisting the maid in setting the table, took up the case for +the defence, and pointed out to Miss Higham that one profession +differed from another. In the case of painting, for instance, you +could not expect to be ruled by office hours; you had to wait until +inspiration came, and then the light was, perhaps, not exactly what you +required. Besides, friends might drop in at that moment for a smoke +and a chat. + +"Sounds like an easy life," remarked Gertie. + +"You forget the wear and tear of the brain," said Madame. + +"But we get that in our business." + +"Hush!" whispered the other. "He doesn't like hearing that referred +to." + +Conversation during the meal was restricted to the subject of the +production of pictures and their subsequent disposal; Madame showed +great deference to the arguments of her husband, occasionally +interposing a mild suggestion which he had no difficulty in knocking +down. At moments of excited contention Madame's husband became +inarticulate, and had to fall back upon the gestures of the studio, +that conveyed nothing to the visitor. + +"How much do you make a year?" she asked, when an opportunity came. He +paused in his task of opening another bottle of stout, and regarded her +with something of surprise. + +"My good girl," he replied, "I don't estimate my results by pounds, +shillings, and pence." + +"Do you earn a hundred in twelve months?" + +"Wish I did," confessed Madame's husband. "In that case, I shouldn't +have to be beholden to other people." + +"How would you manage if you weren't married?" + +He looked at the mantelpiece, and inquired of his wife if the clock was +indicating the correct time. Receiving the answer, Madame's husband +became alarmed, declaring it a fortunate thing that he had remembered a +highly important appointment. It represented, he said, the chance of a +lifetime, and to miss it would be nothing short of madness; he bade +Miss Higham good evening in a curt way, and Madame accompanied him to +the front door. There they had a spirited discussion. Madame +considered an allowance of half a crown would be ample; he said, in +going, that his wife was a mean, miserable cat. + +"I'm afraid, my dear, you shunted him off," remarked Madame, coming +back to the studio. "You don't seem to know how to manage men, do you?" + +"Had my suspicions of that before now." + +"Of course, they're very trying but"--helplessly--"I don't know. +Sometimes I wish I'd kept single, and then again at other times, when +I've had a hard day of it, I feel glad I'm not coming home to empty +rooms. Taking the rough with the smooth, I suppose most women think +that any husband is better than no husband at all." + +"Rather than get hold of one who didn't earn his living," declared +Gertie with vehemence, "I'd keep single all my life." + +"He did nearly sell a picture," argued the other, "once!" + +They took easy-chairs, and Madame found a box of chocolates. Mr. +Jacks, it appeared, was not Madame's first love. Mr. Jacks's +predecessor had been ordered out years ago to take part in a war that +improved the receipts entered up in Hilbert's books; on the debit side, +the loss of a good sweetheart had to be placed. Madame dried her eyes, +and in less than half a minute the two were on the subject which +absorbed their principal interests. Price of gold thread, difficulty +with one of the home workers, questions of aiguillettes, sword belts, +sashes, grenades; hopes that the King would shortly issue a new order +concerning officers' uniforms. Madame said that, nowadays, profits +were cut very close; she could remember, in her father's time, when, if +there was not a balance at the end of the year of over a thousand +pounds, serious anxiety ensued. Madame brought out a large album to +show pictures of gorgeous apparel that belonged to days before thrift +became a hobby. + +"Seems to me," she said, without leading up to the remark, "that Miss +Rabbit is the weak link in our chain." Gertie did not make any +comment. "I'm going to tell you something. I want to give her other +work to do, and get you to take her place. It will amount to an extra +ten shillings a week, Miss Higham." + +"Do you really mean it?" + +"It's why I asked you to come here this evening. You see, you have +improved so much this summer. Improved in style, speech, everything!" + +"There's a reason for that!" + +Gertie Higham walked up and down the studio with excitement in her +eyes. She wanted to ask Madame how long the firm was likely to endure, +but to do this might lead to the betrayal of confidence; meanwhile she +fired inquiries, and Madame, eager to gain her approval of the +suggestion, answered each one promptly. Bunny was not to be reduced in +wages; only in position. One of the new duties would be to run about +and see people; Madame's nerves were not quite all they used to be, and +the hurried traffic of the street frightened her. Next to Madame, +Gertie would be considered, so to speak, as head cook and +bottle-washer. Gertie, collecting all this information, wondered how +it would be possible to let Henry Douglass know that she was making +important progress. Possibly it could be managed through Clarence +Mills and Miss Loriner; she might meet him in London, at some +unexpected moment. + +"Do you object, Madame," she asked, "if I run off now, and tell aunt +about it?" + +"You accept the offer?" + +"Like a shot!" answered Gertie. + +"You dear!" cried Madame. + +Frederick Bulpert was on the point of leaving when she reached Praed +Street; he came back into the shop parlour to hear the news. Her aunt +kissed her, and said Gertie was a good, clever girl; Bulpert declared +the promotion well earned. + +"This is distinctly frankincense and myrrh," he acknowledged. "I feel +proud of you, and I don't care who hears me say so. Let me see; your +birthday's next week, isn't it? How about arranging something in the +nature of a conversazione, or what not?" + +"I hope," said Mrs. Mills, escorting him through the shop, "that, later +on, you'll do your best to make her happy." + +"But it's her," protested Bulpert, "it's her that's got to make me +happy." + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Clarence Mills, invited to be present at the birthday evening, wrote in +frolicsome terms, from which the young hostess judged that with him the +progress of love was satisfactory. "My dear young relation, near +Paddington Station, of course I will come to your show. If forced to +leave early, you won't think me surly; I have to meet some one you +know!" To this Gertie sent a card begging Miss Loriner to include +herself in the invitation, and that young woman forwarded a telegram +from Ewelme with the word "Delighted." + +"Now"--to herself hopefully--"now I shall hear some news about him!" + +Gertie decided the evening should differ from evenings which had +preceded it, in that the entire expense was to be borne by herself; and +Mrs. Mills therefore only offered a feeble objection when the girl +arranged that the front room upstairs was to be turned out, rout seats +hired, and a few articles of furniture, including the piano-forte +(which, at one perilous moment, threatened to remain for the rest of +its life at the turn of the staircase), transferred from the shop +parlour. Bulpert announced his intention of taking charge of the +musical and dramatic part of the entertainment. Bulpert no longer +considered himself a visitor at Praed Street, and on one occasion he +entered a stern protest when he found Mr. Trew's hat there, resting +upon the peg which he considered his own. Twice he had suggested that +Gertie should lend him half a sovereign, reducing the amount, by +stages, to eighteenpence; but she answered definitely that advances of +this kind interfered with friendship, and she preferred not to start +the practice. + +"I could let you have it back in a fortnight." + +"Perhaps!" she said. "And if you did, you would be under the +impression that you were doing me a great favour." + +"I like to see a girl economical," he remarked, frowning, "but there's +a diff'rence between that and being miserly. And," with resolution, "I +go further, and I say that if there's anybody who's got a just and fair +and proper claim on your consideration, it is F. W. B." + +"There's some one who comes before you." + +"The name, please?" + +"Myself," replied Gertie. + +The question of conciliating Miss Rabbit at Great Titchfield Street had +been solved, and matters there were going smoothly. Miss Rabbit +continued to hold her title of forewoman, although she was no longer +forewoman; and Miss Higham took the label of secretary, which well +described duties she did not perform. The girls in the workroom made +no concealment of their satisfaction with the change, and men at the +looms upstairs came individually to Gertie and said, "Look here, miss! +If ever you have any difficulty or awk'ardness or anything of the kind +with the other chaps, just give the word, and I'll put it all right." + +Bunny, for the preservation of friendship, went down on the birthday +party list, and Miss Radford (who had not been seen for some time) and +two girls (formerly at school with Gertie, and then known as a couple +of terrors, but now grown tall and distinguished, and doing well in a +notable shop in Westbourne Grove), and, of course, Mr. Trew, and two +friends of Bulpert's, whom he guaranteed capable of keeping any party +on the go. Mrs. Mills checked the names, expressed satisfaction. + +"I was half afraid," she said, "you'd want to send a note to that young +gentleman who lives near where I was brought up." + +"If he came here," replied the girl steadily, "I should only fall in +love with him again, and that would complicate matters." + +"I think you're wise," approved Mrs. Mills. + +A charwoman from Sale Street came in to scrub floors, to see to +fireplaces, and to renovate apartments generally--a slow worker, on +account of some affection of the heart, but an uncommonly good talker. +When human intercourse failed she addressed articles of furniture, +asking them how much they cost originally, and, sarcastically, whether +they were under the impression that they looked as good as new; to some +she gave the assurance that if she were to meet them at a jumble sale, +she would pass by without a second glance. The charwoman suggested, at +the completion of her task, and rolling up her square mat with the care +of one belonging to an Oriental sect, that her help should be engaged +for the party; Mrs. Mills replied that if they required help, some one +of more active methods and of less years would be approached. + +"Right you are!" she said, taking her money from the counter. "In that +case, I'll send along my Sarah." + +To suit the young hostess, and to meet the convenience of one or two of +the guests, the party began at an hour that was quite fashionably late. +Miss Radford came early, excusing herself for this breach of decorum on +the grounds that it made her painfully nervous to enter a room when +strangers were present; apart from which, to arrive in good time meant +that one had a chance of looking at oneself in the mirror. Did Gertie +consider that her (Miss Radford's) complexion was showing signs of +going off? A lady friend, who, from the description given, seemed to +be neither a friend nor a lady, had mentioned that Miss Radford was +beginning to look her full age; and remarks of this kind might be +contradicted but could not be ignored. + +"Don't you ever get anxious about your personal appearance?" she +inquired. + +"Not specially." + +"I suppose," agreed Miss Radford, "that being properly engaged does +make you a bit less anxious." + +Clarence came with Miss Loriner, and the young hostess flushed at the +young woman's first words. Henry sent his best regards. Henry, it +appeared, no longer spent week-ends at Ewelme--this because of some +want of agreement with Lady Douglass; and he was now busy in connection +with a sanatorium at Walton-on-Naze, which demanded frequent journeys +from Liverpool Street. Gertie, in taking Miss Loriner to get rid of +hat and dust-cloak in the adjoining room, felt it good to find herself +remembered. Miss Loriner wanted a small fan, and searching the +hand-bag which she had brought, first looked puzzled, and then became +enlightened. + +"I've brought Lady Douglass's bag by mistake," she cried, +self-reproachfully. "Here are her initials in the corner--'M. D.'; not +'M. L.'" Miss Loriner gave an ejaculation. + +"What is it you've found there?" + +"This," announced the other deliberately, "is the missing key of the +billiard-room at Morden Place!" + +The two girls looked at each other, and Gertie nodded. + +"I've been blaming her brother all along for that trick." + +"My dear girl," demanded Miss Loriner, "aren't you fearfully excited +and indignant about it?" + +"Doesn't seem to matter much now. But," smiling, "she is a character, +isn't she? I pity you if she often does things like that." + +"I shall be uncommonly glad," admitted the other, "when Clarence earns +three hundred a year. Do you know that if you had stayed on at Morden +Place, this key would most likely have been found in your portmanteau." + +Frederick Bulpert, arriving with his friends, asserted his position by +attempting to kiss Gertie; she drew back, and Bulpert said manfully +that if she could do without it he could also afford to dispense with +the ceremony. He introduced his companions as two of the very best and +brightest, and they intimated, by a modest shrug of the shoulders, that +this might be taken as a correct description. The sisters of +Westbourne Grove came bearing a highly-ornamental cardboard case with a +decoration of angels, and containing a pair of gloves. They mentioned +that if the size was not correct the gloves could be changed, and at +once took seats in the corner of the room, whence they surveyed the +company with a critical air, sighing in unison, as though regretting +deeply their mad impulsiveness in accepting the invitation. On this, +other presents were offered; Bulpert said his memento would come later +on. One of his friends sat on the music-stool, and Sarah, the +charwoman's daughter, entering at the first chord with a tray that held +sandwiches and cakes, said to him casually, "Hullo, George, you on in +this scene?" and handed around the refreshments. Bulpert's friend, +disturbed by the incident, waited until the girl left the room, and +then explained that he had met her in pantomime, the previous +Christmas, at the West London Theatre; he argued forcibly that people +encountered behind the footlights had no right to claim acquaintance +outside. "Otherwise," contended Bulpert's friend, "we're none of us +safe." He was induced to give his song, and the first lines,-- + + "I went to Margate, once I did, to spend my holidee, + Such funny things you seem to see beside the silver sea" + +suggested that he was not one disposed to worship originality or make a +fetish of invention. Bulpert, at the end, pointed out that his friend +had omitted the last verse; the man at the pianoforte said there were +some places where he was in the habit of giving the last verse; this, +he declared flatteringly, was not one of them. Gertie's aunt came +upstairs to announce that, the occasion being special, she had taken it +upon herself to put up the shutters. If they excused her for half a +second this would give her sufficient space to tittivate and smarten up. + +"Say when you want me to liven 'em up, Gertie," remarked Bulpert. + +"Go and be nice to those two sisters in the corner." + +"When we're married," he said, "we'll often give little affairs of this +kind. I'm a great believer in hospitality myself." + +As he did not appear to make a great deal of headway with the +Westbourne Grove ladies, he was recalled and the task handed over to +Clarence Mills. Clarence scored an immediate success. The sisters, it +seemed, prided themselves upon being tremendous readers; Clarence was +acquainted with some of the writers who, to them, were only names. And +the young hostess would have been able to survey the room with +contentment, but for the fact that Miss Radford suddenly became +depressed--with hands clasped over a knee she rocked to and fro in her +chair. Gertie discovered that to her friend had just come the +terrifying thought that no one loved her, nobody cared for her, and for +all practical purposes Miss Radford might as well be dead and buried, +with daisies growing over her grave. Gertie argued against this +melancholy attitude, and the other explained that it came to her only +at moments when every one else was jolly and cheerful, adding defiantly +that she could not avoid it, and did not mean to avoid it. + +"People," declared Miss Radford with truculence, "have to take me as +they happen to find me!" + +Bulpert's second friend, advancing with a pack of cards, asked if Miss +Radford would kindly select one and tell him the description. "The +Queen of Hearts? Nothing," said Bulpert's second friend, with a +gallant bow, "nothing could be more appropriate." Miss Radford cried, +"Oh, what a cheeky thing to say!" and at once bade farewell to +melancholy. + +A wonderful man, the second friend--able to do everything with cards +that ordinary folk deemed impossible. If you selected a card and tore +it up; and he presently--talking all the while--produced a card, and +said in the politest way, "I think that is yours, madam?" and you +remarked that this was the four of clubs, whereas you selected the +five, he exclaimed, with pretence of irritation, "Well, what is there +to grumble at?" and, looking again, you saw that it had changed to the +five of clubs. There was nothing to do but to applaud and wonder. He +swallowed cards, and produced them with a slight click from his elbow, +the middle of his back, and his ankle. He allowed Miss Loriner to find +the four aces and put them at the bottom of the pack, and the next +moment asked Mr. Trew, who had just arrived, to produce them from the +inside pocket of his coat. Mr. Trew had some difficulty in finding +them, but the conjurer assisted, and there were the four aces; and Mr. +Trew, after denying the suggestion that he had come prepared to play +whist, admitted the young man was a masterpiece. Mr. Trew's watch was +next borrowed and wrapped in paper; the poker borrowed in order to +smash it; the violent blow given. Miss Radford was asked to be so very +kind as to assist by looking in the plate of nuts that stood on the +table, and there the watch was discovered, safe and sound. Some +thought-reading followed, not easy to understand because of the +incessant monologue kept up by the gifted youth; but the results were +satisfactory, and by pressing the folded pieces of paper very hard +against his forehead, he was able to announce the names written within. + +"This is yours, I think, Miss Higham. Now, I don't guarantee success, +mind you, in every case, but--the name, I think, is Henry"--he +contorted his features--"Henry Douglass. Is that right, may I ask?" + +"Quite correct!" replied Gertie. + +"What did you want to write his name for?" demanded Bulpert, seated +next to her. + +"It was the first that came into my head." + +"Kindly keep it out of your head in future," he ordered, "or else +there'll be ructions." + +Did the ladies object to smoke? asked some one. The ladies answered, +separately and collectively, that they adored smoke; the Westbourne +Grove young women, now in excellent fettle, admitted that, at times, +they themselves enjoyed a cigarette, but could not be persuaded to give +a public exhibition of their powers. They did, however, agree to give +a short sketch entitled "Who is Who?" and the hearthrug was given up to +them; and if they had not made so many corrections--neither appeared to +be well acquainted with her own part in the piece, but each was letter +perfect in the part of the other--the duologue would have been a great +success. + +"And now," said Mrs. Mills, "let's see about refreshments. Mr. Trew, +where's that corkscrew of yours?" + +"Isn't it about time I was asked to do something?" demanded Bulpert, +with an injured air. + +"Let us see you do your celebrated trick," suggested Gertie's aunt, +with irony, "of eating nearly everything there is on the table. That's +what you're really clever at." + +Miss Radford, by a sudden inspiration, suggested the ladies should wait +upon the gentlemen, and herself took a plate to Bulpert's conjuring +friend; the example was imitated. Mr. Trew, attended to by Gertie, +declared it a real treat to see her looking like his own little friend +once again. + +"Makes me think," he said, "that if there wasn't quite so much +diplomacy about on the part of those of us who reckon we know +everything, you young uns would get a far better chance. Speaking as +one who's been a fusser all my life, that's my candid opinion." + +"If you interfered, Mr. Trew, you would interfere wisely." + +He emptied his glass in one drink, and set it upon the mantelpiece. "I +wouldn't kiss the book on that, if I was you," he replied. "But what +you can be very well certain about is that if I saw the chance of doing +anything for you--" + +Miss Rabbit was announced by Sarah, and Gertie had to leave Mr. Trew in +order to make much of her colleague. Bulpert, having edged other folk +from the hearthrug, announced that he was about to give, with the aid +of memory, a short incident of the American Civil War; to his +astonishment and open indignation, one of the Westbourne Grove girls +arrested him with the suggestion that instead they should all have a +game. Challenged to indicate one, she asked what was the matter with +musical chairs. So chairs were placed down the centre of the room, +facing opposite ways alternately. Gertie went to the pianoforte, and +all prepared to join, with the exception of Bulpert, who, in the +corner, and his back to the others, ate sandwiches. + +Admirable confusion, thanks to Gertie's ingenious playing. As they +started to march warily in a line up and down the row, she, after +giving the first bar, stopped, and they had to rush for seats. +Clarence Mills was left out and a chair withdrawn. The next trial was +much longer, and only when caution was being relaxed did the music +cease; Miss Loriner, defeated at this bye-election, had to take a seat +near to Clarence. The joyousness was so pronounced that Bulpert found +himself to take some interest, and when Mrs. Mills, left in with Mr. +Trew, eventually won the game, he urged it should be restarted, and +that some other lady should play the music. On the first arrest by +Miss Rabbit at the pianoforte, he sat himself on a chair already +occupied by Gertie. At the moment, Sarah appeared again at the doorway. + +"A young man," she announced importantly. "A gentleman this time." + +Henry Douglass came in. Gertie struggled to disengage herself, but +Bulpert declined to move. + +"Mrs. Mills, I must apologize for calling at this late hour." + +"Don't mention it, sir." + +"I have just had a message from my sister-in-law, and I wanted to see +Miss Loriner. Lady Douglass has been taken seriously ill." + +Mr. Trew took Bulpert by the collar and sent him with a jerk against +the wall. Gertie, flushed and confused, shook hands with Henry. + +"I'm not going to break up your evening," he said, looking at her +eagerly. "The matter is urgent, or I wouldn't have dared to call." + +"We are always," she stammered, "always pleased to see you, Mr. +Douglass." + +"My dear mother asked me to give you her love when I met you. There is +a car waiting," he went on, addressing Miss Loriner; "could you manage +to come now? We can do it in little over a couple of hours." + +Gertie took Miss Loriner into the adjoining room. + +"If she's really ill," said the girl, "don't tell him anything about +the key. He can hear it all, later on. And nobody at Praed Street +knows anything about the affair." + +Bulpert declined to escort Miss Rabbit to her omnibus, and, in spite of +hints from Mrs. Mills, remained when all the other guests had departed. +He took opportunity to criticize the management of the evening, and to +deplore the fact that his services had not been utilized. Making an +estimate of the total cost, he again referred to his suggestion in +regard to a series of similar entertainments later on. + +"If you find you can afford it," agreed Gertie. + +"If I can afford it!" he echoed surprisedly. "There's no question of +me affording it. Why don't you talk sense? You'll be earning the same +good salary after we're spliced as you're earning at the present +moment." + +"No!" she answered definitely. "When I'm married I give up work at +Great Titchfield Street." + +"Why, of course," agreed Mrs. Mills. "She'll have her home duties to +attend to." + +Bulpert stared at the two separately. Then he rose, pulled at his +waistcoat, and went without speaking a word. + +"He's took the precaution," remarked Sarah, coming in to clear, as a +bang sounded below, "to shut the door after him." + +Mrs. Mills, reviewing the party, and expressing the hope that all had +enjoyed themselves, mentioned that Miss Rabbit in the course of the +evening made a statement to her which had, apparently, been weighing on +the lady's mind. Miss Rabbit reproached herself for giving wrong +information in regard to the stability of the firm of Hilbert, and +begged Mrs. Mills would explain. In her own phrase she tried to out +Gertie, and as this had not come off, her suggestion was that bygones +should be considered as bygones, and nothing more said about the matter. + +"It isn't such a bad world," decided Mrs. Mills, "if you only come to +look at it in a good light." + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +Gertie's sympathy with the invalid of Morden Place found itself +slightly diminished on Monday morning. The front room had not yet been +restored to its normal state, and Mrs. Mills, before rising to start +the boy with his delivery of morning newspapers, had given a brief +lecture on the drawback of excessive ambition, the advisability of not +going on to Land's End when you but held a ticket for Westbourne Park. +Ten minutes later she brought upstairs an important-looking envelope +that bore her name and address in handwriting which left just the space +for the stamp, and Mrs. Mills speculated on the probable contents of +the communication until Gertie made the useful suggestion that the +envelope should be opened. Mrs. Mills, after reading the letter, flung +herself upon the bed and, her head resting on the pillow, sobbed +hysterically. + +Lady Douglass wrote near the telegram instructions "Private," and, to +ensure perfect secrecy, underlined the word three times. Nevertheless, +Gertie read it without hesitation, and her first impression was one of +regard for the writer's ingenuity. Lady Douglass feared some rumours +might have reached Praed Street concerning the behaviour of Miss Higham +during the brief stay at Ewelme; unable to rid her mind of this, she +was sending a note to assure Mrs. Mills that no grounds whatever +existed for the statements. She, herself, had taken great trouble to +keep the incident quiet, and could not understand how it had become +public property. She hoped Mrs. Mills would believe that Miss Higham +had been guilty of nothing more than a want of discretion, natural +enough in a girl of her age, and, if Lady Douglass might be allowed to +say so, her position in life. Lady Douglass felt it only right to send +this note, and hoped her motives would be understood. + +"Her motives are clear enough," agreed Gertie. "What I can't quite +make out is why she should take so much trouble in going for me. I'm +out of her way, and I shan't get into her way again. What more does +she want?" + +"I'd no idea," wailed her aunt, "that there'd been anything amiss. Of +course, I knew you came back Sunday night instead of Monday morning, +but you hinted that was because of Clarence. What are the facts, dear?" + +Particulars given, Mrs. Mills changed her attitude, both of body and of +mind, and announced an intention of starting at once to have it out +with her ladyship. A good straight talking to, that was what my lady +required, with plain language which included selection of home truths, +and Mrs. Mills flattered herself she was the very woman to undertake +the task. To this Gertie offered several determined objections. +First, Henry's sister-in-law was ill; second, she had endured trouble, +and was not perhaps quite herself; third, the incident was ended, and +there would be nothing useful in raking up the past. Mrs. Mills +listened to the arguments, and agreed to substitute a new +resolution--namely, that a reply was to be written couched in terms +which could not be charged with the defect of ambiguity. + +"I shan't help you with the spelling," declared the girl. + +"Somehow or other," complained Mrs. Mills, "you always seem to manage +to get everything your own way." + +"Not always." + +One gratifying result of the evening party came in the fact that +Bulpert decreased his visits. For two or three weeks he absented +himself from Praed Street; and Mrs. Mills approved this, mentioning as +one of the reasons, that it was not wise for an engaged couple to have +too much of each other's company. When he did call, Mrs. Mills +reported of him that he appeared to have something on his mind; he left +before Gertie arrived, and without disclosing the nature of the burden. + +As a rule, it happened at Great Titchfield Street that one good +contract was followed by a slack period, when the difficulty was to +find sufficient work to keep all hands going. But here and now, a high +authority ordered some alteration in the uniform of certain of His +Majesty's officers of the army, and either Madame or Miss Higham was +called frequently to Pall Mall; and, in a brief period, all the +outworkers were again busy: Great Titchfield Street found itself so +fully occupied that the girls had no time to recall songs learned at +the second house of their favourite music hall. Into the hum and +activity of this busy hive came, one evening, Madame's husband, making +his way to the office where Madame and Miss Higham faced each other at +sloping desks. He began to shout; it was clear that on the way from +King's Road he had been taking refreshment to encourage determination. +When he raised his fist, Gertie stepped forward. + +"Miss Higham," said Madame calmly, "I wish you would just run +downstairs and fetch a policeman." + +Madame's husband instantly showed a diminution of aggressiveness. All +he wanted was fair play and reasonable treatment. If there did not +happen to be a five-pound note handy, gold would do; failing gold, he +must, of course, be content with silver. + +"You will go out of this place at once," ordered Madame, in an even +voice; "and as a punishment for disobeying my orders, I shall not give +you a single penny all this week. I know very well what you want money +for. I know what you do with money when I give it to you." + +"Impossible to discuss these matt'rs with you," he said, with an effort +at haughtiness. "Purely private 'fairs." + +"If it wasn't for the business here," she went on, "I think you'd +succeed in driving me mad. This just saves me. I'm not going to allow +you to interfere with it, and if you dare to come here again, I shall +most certainly lock you up. Now be off with you." + +Mr. Digby Jacks wept, and, at the doorway, threatened to drown himself +in the Thames. In the Thames, just to the right of Cleopatra's Needle. + +"I wish you would." + +"Shan't, now," he retorted sulkily, "just in order to dis'point you. +You're cruel woman, and some day you'll realize it and be sorry. Goo' +night, and be hanged to you." + +Gertie congratulated Madame upon her firmness, and the other admitted +the situation was one not easy to handle. For if, she explained, money +had been given, then he would have absented himself from Jubilee Place +for a week; as it was, he would be absent for a space of two or three +days. Gertie expressed surprise at this behaviour, and Madame said it +was almost bound to happen where the wife earned an income, and the +husband gained none. By rights, it should be the other way about, and +then there was a fair prospect of happiness. Madame counselled the +girl to be careful not to imitate the example; Gertie replied that she +had long since made up her mind on this point. + +"But why don't you get rid of him?" she inquired. + +"Because I've left it too long. Besides, I'm too old to get anybody +else." + +"Surely you'd be better off alone?" + +"No, I shouldn't," answered Madame promptly. "What do you make the +proper total, my dear, of that account Miss Rabbit made a muddle of?" + + +Within her experience it had sometimes happened that Gertie, on the way +home, found herself spoken to by a stranger; this rarely occurred, +because she walked with briskness, and refrained from glancing at other +pedestrians. (Generally the intruder was a youth anxious to make or +sustain a reputation for gallantry, and he accepted the sharp rebuff +with docility.) But news came from Miss Loriner that Lady Douglass, +after years of the luxury of imagining herself in delicate health, was +now genuinely ill, and Henry went down from town each evening by a late +train to make inquiries, returning in the morning. Miss Loriner added +that some of Lady Douglass's indisposition might be due to the fact +that the executors were hinting at the eventual necessity of taking out +probate in regard to Sir Mark's will; this done, a considerable change +in affairs was inevitable. In consequence of the information, Gertie +could not avoid looking about her in the vague hope of encountering +Henry; she wanted to see him, although she knew a meeting would only +disturb and confuse. She waited outside the street door after business +was over, gazing up and down before making a start for home, and it +occurred frequently that a short man of middle age moved a few steps +towards her, and stopped; later, in turning out of Portland Place, she +observed he was following. Once he came so close that she expected to +hear a whining voice complain of space of time since the last meal, and +having the superstition that casual charity appeased the gods, she +found some coppers; but he fell back, and did not speak. It was at the +close of a trying day when the representative of a firm had called, in +Madame's absence, to have what he described in a preface as a jolly, +thundering good row, which finished by an endeavour on his part to +indicate apology by stroking Miss Higham's hand--on this night, Gertie, +less composed than usual, again caught sight, in crossing Great +Portland Street, of the short man. He turned. She, also turning, met +him in the centre of the roadway. + +"Do you want to speak to me?" she demanded sharply. + +"Not specially," he answered, in a husky voice. + +"Then why do you so often follow me about?" + +"I hope I don't cause you any ill convenience; if so be as I do, I'll +stop it at once." + +"That's all right," said Gertie, impressed by his deferential manner. +"Only it seemed to me rather odd. And just now my nerves are somewhat +jerky." He touched his cap, and was shuffling off, when she recalled +him. "Stroll along with me, and let's have a talk. What do you do for +a living?" + +"Sure you don't mind being seen with me?" he asked. + +"We'll go up Great Portland Street, and you can say 'good-bye' when we +reach the underground station." + +He buttoned his well-worn frock coat, gave himself a brisk punch on the +chest, and with every indication of pride, accompanied her, keeping, +however, slightly to the rear. Gertie repeated her question, and he +replied it was not easy to explain how he gained a livelihood; odd +jobs, was perhaps the best answer he could give. Warning her not to be +frightened, he gave the information that he had spent fifteen years of +his life in prison. Did he begin young, then? No, that was the +curious part about it. He had little thought of starting the game +until, in one week, he lost his wife and, through the failure of a +firm, his employment. Then it seemed to him nothing mattered, and +another out-of-work made a suggestion, and he fell into it, was caught, +and his friend managed to get away. + +"When I came out," he went on, "I found I'd lost all respect for +myself, and I assumed everybody else had lost all respect for me. I +tell you, it isn't a hard task to go down in this world. I've no +business to complain, but there it is; plenty can help you in that +direction, but there's very few capable of assisting you to pick +yourself up." + +"It's not too late to make a change." + +"I've got no luck, you see," he explained patiently. "This summer I +did nearly get back to what you may call the old style. I was in a +reg'lar job; I contrived to dress myself up almost like a duke, and I +sets out on Sunday afternoon with the full intention of calling on some +old friends I hadn't seen for a good many years. It didn't come off." + +"Drink, I suppose." + +"Yes," he said. "A chap driving one of these motors had taken a drop +too much. I was in St. Mary's in Praed Street for over six weeks. If +it had been anybody but me, the car would have been driven by some +well-to-do gentleman, and I should have found myself compensated for +life. As I say, I never did have my share of good fortune, and I +s'pose I never shall. All I haven't had of that, I hope will be passed +on to my daughter." + +"She ought to do something for you." + +"I don't want her to. I've no wish to interfere with her. I can't +flatter myself I've done her any good, and I'd like to have the +satisfaction of feeling I've done her no harm. Here, I think," looking +around him, "we say oh revor." + +Gertie took out her purse; he gave an emphatic shake of the head, and +went. + +The next night he was at the same place, improved in appearance, and +Gertie allowed him to accompany her along Marylebone Road so far as +Harley Street. On the following evening he furnished an escort to +Upper Baker Street, and afterwards extended the journey. His manner +was always respectful, and he still made no attempt to walk abreast +with her. Sometimes a constable would say, "Hullo, Joe!" and he +replied, "Good evening, sir. Not bad weather for the time of year!" +and going on, informed Gertie where, and in what circumstances, the +acquaintance had been made. + +It happened, on one occasion, that Gertie saw Mr. Trew on the box seat +of his small brown omnibus coming along from the Great Central Station; +he was preparing to flourish a cheery salute, when he caught sight of +her companion. Almost dropping his whip, he gave his head a jerk to +send the shining silk hat well back, and thus give relief to a suddenly +heated brain. + +Mrs. Mills was waiting on the Friday evening, some doors east of her +own shop; Gertie's new friend did not wait for instructions from his +companion, but left her instantly. + +"Who's looking after the counter, aunt?" + +"Mr. Bulpert," replied the other, panting. "I've give him a cigar to +stick in his face. He wants to see you. And I want to see you, too. +Who is that you were talking to?" + +"The elderly man I told you about. The one who always waits now to see +me part of the distance home. Quite a character in his way." + +"Quite a bad character," snapped Mrs. Mills. + +"Do you know him?" + +Her aunt gave a gulp. "I had the word from Mr. Trew," she said, still +rather breathless, "and his idea is that you may as well know it now as +later on. That man is your father, my dear--your father; and the less +you see of him the better. Now, perhaps, you can realize why I knew it +was no use letting you carry on with Mr. Douglass. It was bound to +come out some day!" + +"My father," said the girl slowly and thoughtfully. + +"Your very own, dearie. Don't let it upset you more than you can help. +I know you've a good deal to put up with just now. Come along and see +Mr. Bulpert. A little sweethearting talk will cheer you up." + +Bulpert admitted he had one or two questions to put; but on Gertie +ordering that they should be offered there and then, he said, gloomily, +that some other time would do as well. The girl told him the news just +communicated by her aunt, and waited hopefully for the comment; Bulpert +remarked, with an indulgent air, that it took all sorts to make a +world, and he thought no worse of Gertie because of the fact that she +possessed a parent with a spotted record. He offered to see her father +and give him a definitely worded warning; the girl answered that the +matter could be left in her hands. + +"But we don't want him to be a drain on us," he contended. "I know +what these individuals are like. Species of blackmail, that's what it +amounts to. And I don't wish to see you working your fingers to the +bone, and a certain proportion of the money earned being paid out to +him. I couldn't bear it, so I tell you straight!" He slapped a pile +of magazines on the counter. + +"I'm rather worried," she said, "and I don't want any more +misunderstandings. I told you not long ago I shouldn't go back to +Great Titchfield Street once I was married." + +"That's what I wanted to speak to you about. You're not serious, I +s'pose, in saying this. You're only doing it to test my affection." + +"I mean every word." + +"Very well!" announced Bulpert defiantly. "Understand, then, that the +engagement's off. Entirely and absolutely off. And if you're so +ill-advised as to bring an action for breach, you jolly well can. +Won't be a bad advert, for a public man like F. W. B. It'll get him +talked about!" + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +The final departure of Bulpert erased a troublesome detail in the +girl's life, and she felt suitably thankful; another disappearance gave +her a sensation of regret. She had thought seriously of the patient, +elderly man whom she had now to look upon as her parent, and planned a +scheme, to be prefaced by something in the nature of a brief lecture, +involving pecuniary sacrifice; her game of bricks was knocked over by +the hand of Fate, and Gertie Higham had to put them back into the box. +Mrs. Mills told her much that had hitherto been a secret shared by Mr. +Trew. + +"Quite a good sort he was, my dear, until your poor young mother went, +and then--well, Mr. Trew met him when he came out of Wormwood Scrubbs, +and your father's first words were, 'Don't let the kid ever know!' +Meaning yourself. So we kept it from you, you see, and I hope you +don't blame us. No doubt, he recognized you, because you're so much +like your poor mother, only more stylish, and of course better +educated, and I suppose he felt as though he had to speak. Very likely +he won't ever let you see him again." + +"Wish I knew where to find him now." + +"He was like a lot of the others. Not really bad, you understand, but +just rather easily led; and because he thought everything was going +against him, he became reckless. And he belonged to the old days when +once in prison meant always in prison, and no one ever thought that a +man who had made a single blunder could be reformed. I often used to +think," declared Mrs. Mills, "that something ought to be done, but of +course I had my business to look after." + +"You found time to look after me, aunt." + +"If you could realize," argued the other earnestly, "what a dear baby +you was then, you wouldn't trouble to give me any credit for that." +She hesitated. "What I've always hoped," lowering her voice, "that +some day I might see another one like you." + +"Madame's case," said Gertie, "is a warning to me. I want the right +kind of husband, or none at all!" + +From Clarence Mills, calling at Praed Street, came news that Lady +Douglass had been instructed to go abroad so soon as she became well +enough to endure the journey; to his great concern, Miss Loriner was +instructed to accompany her. Gertie asked for further information, and +Clarence replied that Henry Douglass had not given up the office in Old +Quebec Street; indeed, he recently entered a competition for plans of a +provincial art gallery, and his portrait was in some journal consequent +on the decision of the judges. Gertie presumed that Clarence did not +happen to have this with him; Clarence found the cutting in his +letter-case and presented it. (Later, it was mounted carefully and +placed in a small frame, and given a position upon her dressing-table.) +Clarence's book was out, and he had just seen a copy at Paddington, +with a card bearing the words, "Tremendously Thrilling." + +On another point, Clarence was able to announce that Henry had held +something like a court-martial at Ewelme, with all concerned present. +Jim Langham gave evidence; and Lady Douglass, when her turn came, +suggested the key had been placed in her bag by Miss Loriner. Upon +which Miss Loriner declared it would be impossible, in view of this +remark, to give her company to Beaulieu; and Lady Douglass, without any +further hesitation, confessed the truth, urging, in excuse, that it was +but natural in this world to look after oneself, adding a caution to +the effect that anything in the nature of a scene would now mar the +work of the London specialist. Henry's mother, it appeared, was in +favour of taking the risk. + +"I don't want to see her punished," remarked Gertie. "So long as he +knows I was not to blame, I'm perfectly satisfied." + +Clarence had private audience with Mrs. Mills before going, and, as a +result, Sarah, the temporary assistant at the party, came to Praed +Street daily; Mrs. Mills admitted that, seeing her niece frequently, +any want of colour might not be so apparent to her as to any one who +saw the girl less often. Sarah's objections to living in were easy to +meet; the only other provision was that liberty should be given if her +services were required for "Puss in Boots" during the Christmas period. +An excellent worker, Sarah left nothing to be done at the end of the +day, and Gertie, arriving home after the stress of business at Great +Titchfield Street, was able to rest in the parlour, or give assistance +in the shop. + +She was making out orders for Christmas cards at the newspaper counter +one night (the popular remark of customers at this period was "Ain't +the evenings drawing in something awful!") when a man rushed in and +looked around in a dazed, frightened manner. He muttered indistinctly +some explanation, and was going off, when Gertie called to him. + +"Thought it was a bar," he said confusedly. "My mistake." + +"Come here, Mr. Langham," she ordered, putting down her book. "Sit on +the high chair." He obeyed, blinking up at the light. "What's the +matter?" + +Jim Langham was trembling. He leaned across, and whispered. + +"You've seen a ghost?" she echoed. "Don't be so stupid. There are no +such things nowadays, especially in a neighbourhood like this. Where +did you come across it?" + +"Near--near the station. I've only just come from Wallingford. I was +hurrying up the slope on the right-hand side, and about to turn into +the hotel, when across the way--" + +He looked around apprehensively, and caught sight of Mrs. Mills peeping +over the half blind of the parlour door. Gertie sent her a reassuring +nod, and she disappeared. + +"What have I done," he wailed appealingly, "that everybody should spy? +A police sergeant gazed at me in a most peculiar way about two minutes +ago. What does it mean, Miss Higham?" + +"Doesn't matter what it means," she said sharply, "so long as you've +done nothing wrong. Pull yourself together, Mr. Langham. Why don't +you knock off the drink, and be a man?" + +"I'll go and get some now." + +"It will do you no good. You've been in the habit of taking it when +you didn't need it, and you've spoilt it as a remedy. Stay here for a +while, and calm yourself." + +"Bad enough," he complained, "when living people begin to track you +about, but when the others start doing it--!" He shivered. Gertie +went to the parlour, and asked her aunt to make some coffee. + +"Has Lady Douglass gone away yet?" + +"Now why, apropos of nothing, should you mention her name?" + +"You never did have much sense about you, and now you seem to have none +at all. Concentrate your mind. Think! What was the question I put to +you?" He admitted he could not recall it, and she repeated the inquiry. + +"Leaves early to-morrow morning," he answered; "that is partly why I +have come up to town. I don't want to see her again before she goes." +Jim Langham rested elbows on the counter, and covered eyes with his +hands. "Have you ever," he asked, "in the course of your existence, +met with a bigger fool than me?" + +"To be quite candid," said Gertie, "I don't think I have." + +She fetched the cup from the back room, and brought it to him. He +sipped at the hot beverage, and appeared to recover. + +"Do you mind if I smoke?" he asked courteously. + +She laughed. "This is half a tobacconist's shop!" + +"Quite so," remarked Jim Langham, taking a cigar from his case. "I +say," he went on confidentially, taking the movable gas jet, "do you +know anything about the Argentine?" + +"Mr. Trew might tell you something about it if he were here. I don't +take any interest in horse-racing." + +"It's a place in South America," he said. "I've an idea of getting out +there, and making a fresh start. But I'm in the state of mind that +prevents me from knowing how to set about it. It would be a great +kindness on your part to give me some assistance." + +"I want all the money I've saved up." + +He placed his hand in his waistcoat pocket and pulled out sovereigns. +Gertie, taking a newspaper, turned the pages to find the shipping +advertisements. + +"'The R. M. S. P.,'" she read. "I thought that meant you had to reply +to an invitation. Oh, I see. Royal Mail Steam Packet. Here's the +address. There's a boat leaving to-morrow. Would you like to catch +that?" + +"The earlier the better," he cried. "I must get away at once. Now, +who can do it all?" + +A lad came for a packet of cigarettes, and, as Gertie served him, Mr. +Trew entered the doorway; his cheerful salutation caused Jim Langham to +start. Trew announced, joyously, that he was up to the neck in +trouble; for failing to see a young constable's warning in Oxford +Street, he had been suspended from duty for a period of three days. + +"As I told him, if a driver took notice of all the baby hands held up, +why the 'bus would never reach Victoria. Howsomever, here I am; my own +master for a time, and ready to make myself generally useless. What +about a half-day excursion to Brighton to-morrow, little missy?" + +"This, Mr. Trew, is Mr. Langham." + +"I don't get on over and above first class," he said, "with a certain +relative of yours, sir, but I never met a family yet that was all +alike. Some white sheep in every flock." + +Gertie explained Jim Langham's requirements, and Trew, placing his hat +upon the counter, and admitting himself to be something of an authority +on matters connected with the sea, brought his best intelligence to +bear upon the subject. It was too late, he decided, to go down that +evening to the steamship office, but a telegram might be sent, asking +for a berth to be reserved, and Mr. Langham could go to the docks in +the morning. + +"It is absolutely imperative," declared the other urgently, "that I +leave at the first possible moment." + +"If the worst comes to the worst," said Mr. Trew, "you can ship as a +stowaway. You come up on deck, third day out, and kneel at the +captain's feet and sing a song about being an orphan. That, of course, +would be a last resource." + +Gertie discovered a telegram form, and on the instructions of Mr. Trew, +filled it in; and Jim Langham assured her that he was more obliged than +he could express in words. Mr. Trew left to arrange the dispatch of +the message. + +"I count myself extremely fortunate," said the other, "to have +encountered you, Miss Higham. If you hear anything against me later +on, I--I should feel grateful if you thought the best of me that you +can. I wish," he went on, with an anxious air, "I wish I knew how to +repay you." + +"Don't make a fuss about trifles," she recommended. + +He gazed at a picture of a well-attired youth smoking a cigar. + +"I was a decent chap once," he said thoughtfully, "but that was long +ago. Look here, Miss Higham! Henry--you know Henry?" + +"I did know him." Turning her face away. + +"He will be at Paddington Station tomorrow morning at ten. See him +there. Put off every other engagement, and see him." + +"There will be no use in doing that." + +"There may be," he contradicted earnestly. "You've been very hard hit +over this business, and I happen to know he wants to meet you, only +that he is afraid of appearing intrusive. At ten o'clock at the +arrival platform. May I say good-bye now? God bless you. I haven't +much influence with Him, but I--I hope He'll be good to you!" + +She came from behind the counter, and accompanied him to the swing +doors. + +"Whose ghost was it you thought you saw, Mr. Langham?" + +"I must have been mistaken," he replied vaguely. "A shame to have +worried you!" + + +All the comedy in life and some of the tragedy can be found at London +railway stations, and only the fact that members of the staff are well +occupied prevents them from furnishing shelves of bookstalls with +records of their observation. The classes are there (an effort is +being made to cancel one useful intermediate stage), presenting +themselves, for the most part, in a highly-agitated condition of mind, +with the result that officials acquire the methods of those who deal +with the mentally unhinged; show themselves prepared for any display of +eccentricity. Ever, as in life, you remark the people who arrive too +soon, or too late; a few lucky ones come in the very nick of time. The +last named are favourites, selected with no obvious reason by Fortune, +and greatly envied by their contemporaries; it is usual for them to +claim the entire credit to themselves. Apart from these, at the +terminal stations where no barriers exist, are folk who make but little +affectation of being passengers, and use the station as a playground, +with engine and train for toys. + +To Paddington at a quarter to ten in the morning came hurriedly, +although there was no cause for hurry, Gertie Higham, escorted by Mr. +Trew, both exceptionally costumed as befitting a notable occasion. +Gertie's escort had a pair of driving-gloves, and he could not +determine whether it looked more aristocratic to wear these or to carry +them with a negligent air; he compromised on the departure platform by +wearing one and carrying the other. The collector-dog trotted up with +the box on his back, and both put in some coppers. They glanced at the +giant clock. + +"I wish," she said agitatedly, "that I could skip half an hour of my +life." + +"When you get to my age, little missy," remarked Trew, "you won't talk +like that. Speaking personally, I can fairly say that if it wasn't for +these new motors I sh'd like to live to be a 'underd. Now, let's jest +make sure and certain about this train." + +"I thought we had done so." + +"May as well be on the safe side." + +Mr. Trew left her at the bookstall to go on a journey in search of +verification. She observed that he obtained news first from a junior +porter, and worked upwards in the scale, with the evident intention of +obtaining at last corroborative evidence from a director. The girl +turned, and, gazing at the rows of books, found she could not read the +titles clearly. One of the lads of the stall came with a book in his +hand, recommending it to her notice; written by a new chap, he +mentioned confidentially, and highly interesting. Gertie pulled +herself together, and gave attention. + +"Thank you," she said, "but it's the work of a cousin of mine." + +The lad put Clarence Mills's novel down, and took up a pocket edition +of "Merchant of Venice." + +"In that case," he remarked, "I suppose it's no use showing you +anything written by your Uncle William." + +Trew came at a run, saving her the necessity of thinking of an answer. +Mr. Henry was now on the arrival platform, right across where a finger +pointed; Gertie was to wait until a scarlet handkerchief showed itself, +and she begged him very earnestly not to give the signal unless it +appeared to be well justified. A train, that had received no education +in the art of reticence, came to an intervening set of lines, and +Gertie's anxiety increased; she hurried down the platform to a point +from which it was possible to see the meeting. Henry was engaged in +conversation with a Great Western official; Mr. Trew, in going past, +turned and, with a great air of wonder, recognized him. Gertie noted +with satisfaction that Henry's greeting was hearty and unrestrained. +Mr. Trew indicated a superior carriage standing near; she knew, from +his gestures, that he was describing the uncovered conveyances recalled +from his early youth. + +"Oh, do make haste!" she urged under her breath. + +They moved a few steps together, and Henry interrupted conversation +with an inquiry. Mr. Trew, astonished to the extent of taking off his +hat, gave a wave with it in the direction of Platform Number One, and +Henry spoke eagerly. Mr. Trew took out his scarlet handkerchief, +rubbed his face. + +"Now," cried Henry, advancing delightedly to meet her, "I wonder what +the chances were against our meeting here?" + +"It is rather unexpected, isn't it?" + +"Where," he hesitated, "where is Mr. Bulpert?" + +"I really don't know," she replied, smiling. "We're not engaged any +longer." + +"Good news!" he cried with emphasis. "That is to say, it's good news +if you wished the engagement to cease." + +"I wasn't sorry." + +He took her elbow, and glanced around. Mr. Trew was examining a set of +milk churns with the air of an experienced dairyman. + +"Isn't it amazing," said Henry, "how one lucky moment can change the +appearance of everything? I've been feeling lately that nothing could +possibly come right, and now--" + +"We mustn't go on too fast," she interposed sagely, "because that only +means more disappointment. You haven't heard yet about my father. +Listen whilst I tell you about him." + +Gertie waited, as she went on, for a relaxation in the pleasant hold on +her arm, but this did not come. When she had said the last word, he +nodded. + +"I knew all about this long before you did," he said. "The information +came from my sister-in-law. She had discovered the facts, and felt +disappointed, I think, to find that I was not greatly impressed. Of +course, you're not responsible for his actions any more than I can be +held liable for the behaviour of Jim Langham. Jim is a much worse nut +than your father; he hasn't any excuse for his conduct. Forged his +sister's name to a big cheque, and, naturally, he has disappeared. I +am giving him time to get away before I say anything about it to her." + +"May be leaving England now, I suppose?" + +"I hope so; but we needn't bother about him. Let us talk about +ourselves, just as we used to do. Do you remember, dear girl?" + +"I recollect it," she admitted. "Every moment, and every step, and +every word. It will always be something good for me to look back upon, +when I'm older." + +He bent down to her. "We'll look back upon it together," he said +affectionately. + +"No!" + +The official to whom Henry had been speaking begged pardon for +interrupting; the train, he announced, would be about five minutes +late. Gertie thanked him with a glance that, at any honestly managed +exchange office, could be converted into bank notes. + +"Has your view of me altered, then?" he asked. + +"My view of you," she replied steadily, "is exactly the same that it +always has been, ever since I first met you. I like you better--oh, a +lot better--than any one else in the world, and I know that if you +married me you'd do all you could to make me happy and comfortable. +But I shouldn't be happy and comfortable. I've got to look forward; +and when I do that, there's no use in shutting my eyes. I can see +quite clearly what would happen. You'd have this large house down in +the country, and you would ask friends there, and I should make +blunders, and, sooner or later, you'd be certain to feel ashamed of me." + +"I don't agree, dear," he said with emphasis. "Anyhow let us try the +experiment. I am sure you overestimate the distance between us. Think +how well we used to get along together." + +"If life was all summer evenings and Primrose Hill," she remarked, "I +might stand a chance. But it isn't. Your life is going to be that of +a country gentleman in Berkshire; my life is going to be that of a +well-paid worker in Great Titchfield Street." + +"Wish I could find some method," he cried vehemently, "of giving events +a twist. I'd much rather go on in my own profession. I'm making my +way slowly, but I'm making it for myself, and I--I want you for +company." He gave a gesture of appeal. "Can't you see how much it +means?" + +"We've got to take matters as they are, and not as we should like them +to be. And it isn't as though I'd only got myself to think about. +There's you. If I didn't care so much for you, it might be different." + +"For the moment," protested Henry Douglass, "I find myself wishing, +dear, that you were not quite so sensible. We will talk about this +again, won't we? Let me call at Praed Street." + +"Rather you didn't," said Gertie, "if you don't mind, because I shall +never change my decision. And I wish I could explain how sorry I am it +hasn't all come right." She looked up at him with tears in her eyes. +"Give me a kiss before we say good-bye." + +"We're to say a lot of other things to each other," he asserted +determinedly, "but we are never to say that! Stay here, until I have +seen these people into the railway omnibus. Please!" + +The train came slowly; the engine with the air of one that had, in its +time, hurt itself by violent contact with buffers; a line of porters +edged the platform, ready to seize brass handles of compartments so +soon as the train stopped. Gertie stood behind a trolley, and watched +the crowd of alighting passengers. She caught sight of Lady Douglass +and Miss Loriner: Lady Douglass carrying her small dog, and apparently +more authoritative than ever in manner; her companion nursing a copy of +Clarence's book. Henry and Rutley went to the rear van to see to the +luggage, and presently returned; Rutley talked animatedly, Henry's +features exhibited surprise. The railway omnibus was found; transfer +of luggage began. + +"My dearest, dearest!" cried Henry excitedly. "Listen to me; hear the +great news Rutley has brought. My brother arrived home last night. +The good fellow is safe and sound. He came down from here, from +Paddington, and called at Ewelme to get some important papers he +wanted. Heard Lady Douglass's voice--she happened to be annoyed about +something--and left without seeing her. This means--don't you +see?--that I have nothing now to bother about, excepting my work. And +you!" + +She had a difficulty in finding words. "Mr. Langham did not meet a +ghost, then." + +"I'm going to see the boat train off at Victoria," he went on rapidly, +"and I shall be back at Praed Street in an hour. 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