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diff --git a/25941-8.txt b/25941-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..c84a022 --- /dev/null +++ b/25941-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,7638 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Autobiography of Frank G. Allen, Minister +of the Gospel, by Frank G. Allen + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Autobiography of Frank G. Allen, Minister of the Gospel + and Selections from his Writings + +Author: Frank G. Allen + +Editor: Robert Graham + +Release Date: June 30, 2008 [EBook #25941] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF FRANK G. ALLEN *** + + + + +Produced by David Garcia and the Online Distributed +Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net (This file was +produced from images generously made available by The +Kentuckiana Digital Library) + + + + + + +AUTOBIOGRAPHY + +OF + +FRANK G. ALLEN, + +Minister of the Gospel + +AND + +SELECTIONS FROM HIS WRITINGS + + + +EDITED BY + +ROBERT GRAHAM + +_President of the College of the Bible, Lexington, Ky._ + + + +CINCINNATI +GUIDE PRINTING & PUBLISHING CO. +1887 + +Copyright, 1887, by +THE GUIDE PRINTING & PUBLISHING CO. + + + + +Dedication. + +To all who love the Old Paths, +This Volume, +In Memory of One Who Found Them +And Walked Therein, +Is Respectfully Inscribed, by +The Editor. + + + + +PREFACE. + + +By prescription, which often has the force of law, a book should have +both a _Preface_ and an _Introduction_: the first relating to the +writer; the second to the things written. I may well dispense with the +latter, for what is here written the humblest capacity can understand; +and it would be cruel to detain him long on the porch who is anxious to +enter the building. + +But, dear reader, a word with you (for that is the meaning of +"Preface") before you begin this unpretentious little book, the joint +production of an author, an editor, and a publisher. + +It is due the first, to say that he wrote what is here called his +Autobiography in great physical weakness, and without expecting that it +would appear in this form. This will account for its homely garb, and +apologize for it, if apology be necessary. Frank Allen had no time to +spend upon mere style in anything he wrote. He aimed at clearness and +force of expression, and reached these in a remarkable degree in his +latter days. If any one, therefore, should take up this volume +expecting to find literary entertainment, he will have the search for +his pains; but if he seeks for what is far better, the secret of a life +devoted to God and goodness, told in plain, unvarnished English, he +will not be disappointed. + +When I received from the gifted author the record of his "travel's +history," I intended to write his Life, but death came and found us, +not him, unprepared; and so, under the constraint of other and pressing +duties, my purpose was reluctantly abandoned. Besides, upon examination +it was found that with a few changes and additions here and there, +these memoranda, as they came from the hand of their author, could, +under the circumstances, appear in that form and do him no discredit. + +Such is my admiration of this noble man, and such my deference to what +I am sure must be the desire of his friends, that I have preferred to +let _him_ tell in simple phrase the strange story of his struggles and +triumphs; and if its perusal should give the reader half the pleasure +it has been to me to prepare it for the press, I shall not have labored +in vain. The book is intended to be a _Memorial Volume_, and especially +one to encourage young men who, under adverse circumstances, are +striving to qualify themselves to preach the gospel. Bro. Allen was +always in warm and loving sympathy with these--so much so, that he was +rightly called the young preacher's friend. + +It is a pleasure to say that such is the veneration of the publishers, +The Guide Printing and Publishing Company, for the memory of our +deceased brother, that but for them this tribute would hardly have +appeared. With a generosity as rare as it is praiseworthy, they have +undertaken to publish the work in the best style of their art, at a low +price, and without any pecuniary risk to Sister Allen; and, indeed, in +all their transactions with her they have given abundant proof that men +can carry into business the benevolent spirit of pure and undefiled +religion. + +It only remains to be said that whatever profits arise from the sale of +this book go to the wife and children of its lamented author, and that +should sufficient encouragement be given, a companion volume containing +the letters and miscellaneous productions of Bro. Allen may in due time +be issued. + +THE EDITOR. + +LEXINGTON, Ky., May, 1887. + + + + +CONTENTS. + + + Page. + +PART I.--AUTOBIOGRAPHY. + +CHAPTER I. + +Birth and Ancestors. Family Circumstances. "Fist and Skull" +Entertainment. Removal to Ohio and Return. Fight with his Mother. +Gets Lost. His Father Buys a Farm. The "Improvements." Plenty of +Hard Work. His Opinion of Work and of Play. 1 + + +CHAPTER II. + +His First School. The School-house. The Teacher. The Order of +Reciting. Spelling Matches. First Sweetheart. Extremes in Likes +and Dislikes. Fondness for Study. Improvement in Schools. 7 + + +CHAPTER III. + +His Religious Experience. Tries to be a Methodist. Hopes to Become +a Preacher. Boy Preaching. Attends a Sunday-school. "Chaws" Tobacco. +Goes to Love Feast. Mourners' Bench Experience. Is Puzzled and +Disgusted. 12 + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Fun and Mischief. His Little Cousin and the "Gnats." The Aurora +Borealis. A Bumble-bee Scrape. Another Bee Scrape. Justification by +Faith Alone. Readiness to Fight. Love of Justice. No Surrender. 17 + + +CHAPTER V. + +Given to Abstraction of Thought. Cases in Point. Opinion of +Debating Societies. Perseverance. Consumption. Endurance. More +Comfortable Home. Death of his Father. Love of Fashionable +Amusements. Meets his Future Wife. Is Married. Tribute to his +Wife. Her Father and Mother. 25 + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Goes to Housekeeping. Discussions with Mr. Maddox. Attends Meeting. +Is Baptized by William Tharp. Double Damages for an Old Horse. +Begins Trading. Moves to Floydsburg. Description of the Place. 31 + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Tries to Become a Politician. Fails. Last Act as a Politician. +Tries to Join the Southern Army. Fails Again. His First +Appointment. Feeling of Responsibility. His Plan. Text. Analysis +of Sermon. Buys a Family Bible. Rules of Life. 36 + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Resolves to go to College. Friends Oppose. Wife Decides It. Hard +Living and Hard Work. Impaired Health. Preaches for his Home +Church. Father-in-law Dies. "Frank, Be a True Man." House Robbed. +"Scraps." College Incidents. First Pay for Preaching. Holds Several +Meetings. Dishonest Preacher. 43 + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Leaves College. Goes to Alexandria, Ky. An Adventure in Ohio. A +Baby _not_ Baptized. Peril in Crossing the River. Opens his School. +Makes Some Money. Buys a Nice Home. 52 + + +CHAPTER X. + +Narrow Escapes. Is Thrown from a Horse. Has Pneumonia. Nearly +Killed. Self-possession. Almost Drowned. Eludes Angry Soldiers. +Reflections. 58 + + +CHAPTER XI. + +He Abandons the School-room. Remarkable Meeting near Alexandria. +Incidents. Establishes a Church. Mischief-making Preachers. +Long and Severe Attack of Typhoid Fever. Does not Lose Hope. +Gratitude. 65 + + +CHAPTER XII. + +Sells out at Alexandria. Moves to Crittenden. Preaches there and at +Williamstown. Low State of these Churches. Plan of Work. Memorizing +in Sunday-school. Lack of Church Discipline. One-Man System. Moves +to New Liberty. Visits Mount Byrd 71 + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +History of the Mt. Byrd Church. When Established. Where. Charter +Members. Officers. Preachers. Number of Members. Three Things +Contributing to its Prosperity. New House of Worship. Serious +Trouble in the Church. How Settled. Method of Raising Money. The +Church Builds Allen a House. Organizes a Sunday-school. How it is +Conducted 77 + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +He Moves to Mt. Byrd. Debate with J. W. Fitch. Preaches at Madison, +Ind. Protracted meetings at Columbia, Burksville, Thompson's +Church, Dover, Germantown, Pleasant Hill, Burksville again, Beech +Grove, Dover again 88 + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Begins Preaching at Beech Grove. Debates with Elder Hiner. Amusing +Incident. Holds Many Meetings. Debates with Elder Frogge. Debates +again with Elder Hiner. Repudiates Miller's Book. Sick Again. Holds +more Meetings 96 + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Continues to Evangelize. Dr. Cook's Prescription. Incident at +Glendale. Peculiar Feature in the Meeting at Madisonville. The +Fractious Preacher at Sonora. Closes his Evangelistic Labors. +Establishes the _Old Path Guide_. The Bruner Debate 101 + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +Visits Midway. Attends the Missouri State Convention. Reflections. +Annual Sermons. Last Protracted Meeting. Kindness of Mt. Byrd, +Glendale and Smithfield Churches. Gives up Office Work. Goes to +Eureka, Ill. Country Home. Takes Cold at the Lexington Convention. +Goes to Florida 107 + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Organizes a Church at DeLand. Health Improves. Relapses. Starts +Home. Resignation. Sells His Interest in the _Guide_. Begins +Writing again. Attends Two Conventions. Goes to Texas. At Home +again. Works on. 113 + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +Reflections on his Fiftieth Birthday. What a Wonderful Being is +Man! Governed, not by Instinct, but by Reason. Man Lives by Deeds, +not Years. How to Grow Old. Half of Life Spent in Satan's Service. +Renewed Consecration. Last Three Birthdays. His Trust in God. 118 + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Conclusion, by the Editor. Tokens of Love from Many. Keeps Writing. +Controversy with the _Standard_. Last Meeting with His Mother. +Visited by Professors McGarvey and Graham. Commits His Writings to +the Latter. Visits Eminence and Lexington. Many Brethren Come to +See Him. Meeting at Mt. Byrd. Estimate of His Character. The +Closing Scenes. Farewell to His Family. Dies. Funeral Services. 127 + + +PART II.--ADDRESSES. + + I.--Culture and Christianity: their Relation and Necessity. 137 + + II.--Self-culture. 159 + + III.--Plus Ultra _vs._ Ne Plus Ultra. 175 + + +PART III.--SELECTIONS. + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + + I.--Christ the Lamb of God. 190 + + II.--Christ the Bread of Life. 194 + + III.--Christ the Water of Life. 199 + + IV.--Christ the Son of God. 202 + + V.--Christ the Son of Man 212 + + VI.--Christ the Great Teacher 218 + + VII.--Christ the Deliverer 223 + +VIII.--Christ the Great Physician 230 + + IX.--Christ Our Mediator 236 + + X.--Christ Our Mediator (continued) 242 + + XI.--Christ Our High Priest 249 + + XII.--Christ Our Righteousness 254 + + + + +PART I.--AUTOBIOGRAPHY. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +Birth and Ancestors. Family Circumstances. "Fist and Skull" +Entertainment. Removal to Ohio and Return. Fight with his Mother. +Gets Lost. His Father Buys a Farm. The "Improvements." Plenty of +Hard Work. His Opinion of Work and of Play. + + +I was born near La Grange, Oldham county, Ky., March 7, 1836. My +father, Francis Myers Allen, was born in Brown county, Ohio, December +7, 1807. He was the son of Thomas Allen, who, in 1812, when my father +was only five years old, moved from Brown county, O., to Shelby county, +Ky., and lived on Little Bullskin, a few miles west of Shelbyville. + +My mother, Sarah A. Gibbs, was a daughter of James L. Gibbs and Mary +Ashby, and was born in Loudoun county, Va., April 6, 1808. The family +moved from Virginia to Kentucky in 1810, and lived in Shelbyville. + +My grandparents on both sides reared large families of industrious, +thrifty children, and both grandfathers lived to be quite aged, my +mother's father living to be nearly one hundred years old. + +My parents were married near Simpsonville, in Shelby county, April 9, +1829, and to them were born thirteen children--five boys and eight +girls--ten of whom lived to be grown. I was the fifth child--two boys +and two girls being older. The oldest child, a boy, died in infancy. +Being poor, both parents and children had to work hard and use strict +economy to make ends meet. We all knew much of the toils and hardships +of life, little of its luxuries. Both parents were blessed with good +constitutions, and had fine native intellects, but they were uneducated +save in the mere rudiments of the common school. They thought that "to +read, write and cipher" as far as the single rule of three, was all the +learning one needed for this life, unless he was going to teach. If my +father's mind had been trained, it would have been one of vast power. +He was philosophical, a good reasoner, and possessed of unusual +discrimination. He had also great coolness and self-possession in +emergencies. + +In illustration of the latter statement, there recurs an incident in my +father's life that will bear recital. In those old-fashioned days of +"fist and skull" entertainments on public occasions, it was common for +each county to have its bully. Oldham at different times had +several--men of great muscular build and power, whose chief idea of +fame was that they could "whip anything in the county." My father was a +small man, weighing only one hundred and thirty pounds, and of a +peaceable disposition. Indeed, it was hard to provoke him to pugilistic +measures. But circumstances caused one of these bullies to force a +fight upon him at La Grange, in which the man was whipped so quickly +and so badly that no one knew how it was done. The man himself +accounted for it on the ground that "Mr. Allen came at me smiling." +This caused one or two others, at different times, to seek to +immortalize themselves by doing what the first had failed to +accomplish; but with the same result. + +Being a farmer, my father was never without occupation, and he always +had plenty for his boys to do; hence I knew nothing but hard work on +the farm, except a few school days in winter, from the time I could +pull a weed out of a hill of corn till I reached my majority. + +In the fall after I was born my parents moved from the farm near La +Grange to Brown county, O., not far from Hamersville. There they +remained a year; but my mother being much dissatisfied, they moved to +Floydsburg, Ky., and in the following spring, when I was two years old, +returned to the old place where I was born. Here the memories of life +begin. The incidents of daily life from this time forward are fresh in +my memory to-day. Here I had my first and last fight with my mother. +When I was three years old, my father, one day in June, was plowing +corn in a field not far from the house. When he went out, after noon, I +wanted to go with him. He took me behind him on the horse to the field. +When we got there I wanted to come back. He brought me back. I then +wanted to go to the field. He took me to the field. I then wanted to +come back. He brought me back. I then wanted to go to the field, but he +left me, telling my mother to take me in charge. Because she attempted +to control me I began fighting her. She whipped me with a small switch, +and I fought till I fell. Being completely exhausted, I begged my +oldest sister to fight for me, and when she refused and I had recovered +a little, I got up and went at it again. But when I fell the second +time, I lay till they took me and put me to bed, and there I remained +several days. Though I did not surrender, I never afterwards felt +disposed to renew the engagement. It was almost death to my mother, for +she did not chastise me in anger; her firmness, however, saved me. + +In the spring of 1840 we moved to a farm some two miles south of La +Grange, on the road leading from that place to Ballardsville. Here we +lived one year. Only one event worth naming occurred while we lived +here. My mother took myself, an older sister, and a younger brother to +visit a sister she had living in La Grange. It was a beautiful summer +day, the roads were good, and we walked. My mother stopped at the house +of a neighbor on the road side for a few minutes, and told us to go on, +and be sure not to leave the road. With childish perversity we thought +the green fields better than the dusty road, and were soon into them. +It was not long till we were completely lost, and naturally wandered +the wrong way, not thinking to observe the sun and consider our course. +So, when we did not put in an appearance, the whole neighborhood was +aroused, and several hours of excitement followed before we were found. +My sister Bettie, two years my senior, was captain of this expedition. + +In the spring of 1841 my father bought a farm of one hundred and twenty +acres, lying about three miles southwest from La Grange. Most of the +land was poor, and the "improvements" equally so. The house was a hewed +log cabin about 18×20 feet, with clap-board roof held down by weight +poles, and the walls "chinked" with mud. It had a large fire-place at +one end, and a chimney made of slats and mortar, familiarly known as a +"stick" chimney. The only window was paneless, with a solid shutter +hung on leather hinges, propped up with a stick, except when it was +wanted down. The floors above and below, were of broad lumber, and laid +loose. The door, when closed, was fastened with a big pin. A narrow +porch ran along the front, connecting with another at one end of the +house, between it and the kitchen. This was large and of the same style +of architecture as the house, but what that style was would puzzle any +one to tell. These two rooms and porches, with the smoke-house and +hen-house, constituted the "improvements" in that line. The +out-buildings were stables and a crib, of round logs. The fences were +all of rails, and inferior in kind. "Bars" and "slip-gaps" supplied the +place of gates in some places, and in others the fences had to be often +pulled down for lack of such conveniences. A fine spring gushed from +the foot of a hill, one hundred yards in front of this humble abode. +The location of dwellings, in that age and country, was determined +almost exclusively by springs. Every other consideration yielded to +this. + +Here we took up our abode in a home of our own in the spring of 1841, +as above stated. The farm was afterwards enlarged by other purchases, +and the original still remains in the family. The poverty of the soil, +its tendency to produce briars, its large amount of heavy timber, with +the clearing necessary to be done, made it a place specially favorable +for the cultivation of industry. My father was one of those men who +never ran short of work; he always had plenty of it for himself and the +whole family. Recreation was almost unknown, and we had hardly rest +enough to secure good health. We were not of those who had to resort to +base-ball and foot-ball for exercise; it was ours to combine pleasure +with profit, only the profit was more than the pleasure. There is no +doubt that employment contributes to health of both body and mind. Good +blood, good thought and good morals are born of industry, provided it +be not pushed to the extreme of exhaustion. Children and young people +must have relaxation from toil, that both the physical and mental +powers may recuperate; but not much attention was paid to this +beneficent philosophy in my father's family. Had there been, it might +have been better for at least some of his children in after years. +There is a golden mean in this, as in other things, which parents +sometimes miss in their blind adhesion to a false theory. Rest and +labor are both appointments of God's benevolence. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +His First School. The School-house. The Teacher. The Order of Reciting. +Spelling Matches. First Sweetheart. Extremes in Likes and Dislikes. +Fondness for Study. Improvement in Schools. + + +At the age of about seven I attended my first school. The house was on +my father's farm, a half a mile from our dwelling. It was constructed +of round logs, and had _five_ corners--the fifth was formed at one +end by having shorter logs laid from the corners at an obtuse angle, +like the corner of a rail fence, and meeting in the middle. It was +built up thus to the square, then the logs went straight across, +forming the end for the roof to rest on; consequently this fifth corner +was open, and this was the fire-place. Stones laid with mud mortar were +built in this corner, extending several feet each way, and wood nearly +as long as the breadth of the house would be filled in. The seats were +split logs smoothed on the flat side, and supported on legs put in with +an auger. From these the feet of the children dangled early and late. +There was no support for the back. The house had a dirt floor and a +clap-board roof. Light was let in by cutting away part of two logs in +the end. A wide puncheon was fastened just below this for the writers, +with a seat to correspond. During winter they pasted paper over these +openings, and light for the rest of the school came down the chimney. + +The first teacher we had was an old man by the name of Ballou. He lived +on our place, not far from the school-house, and taught for several +years. He was very poor, did poor teaching, and got poor pay. He was +master of only reading, writing and ciphering. + +There were no classes in the school, and each one went it +independently, studying what suited his taste and ability. Some read in +the Testament, and others in any book they happened to have. In those +days the rule was that those who got to school first "said first"--that +is, they recited in the order in which they got to the house. This +would sometimes get up a great rivalry, and I have known young men +living two miles away to be at school before daylight. The whole day, +except an hour at noon, was spent in saying lessons. The old teacher +sat in his chair, and the pupils went to him one by one, in the order +in which they got to the house, and said their lessons. When they got +around, the same process was repeated. Sometimes between turns the old +man would take a little nap, and then we all would have some fun. One +more bold than the rest would tickle his bald head or his nose, and to +see him scratching would afford us much amusement. + +Each Friday afternoon was spent in a spelling-match. Captains were +chosen, and they would "choose up" till the school was divided into two +classes. Beginning at the head, one of each class would stand up and +spell, till one was "turned down;" then another took his place, and so +on until all on one side were down. I began at this school in the +alphabet, and the second winter I could spell almost every word in +Webster's old Elementary Speller. If provided with a sharp knife, and a +stick on which to whittle, which the kind old man would allow, I could +generally stand most of an afternoon without missing. Strange to say, +after a few years, when I had given myself to the study of other +things, it all went from me, and I have been a poor speller ever since. + +In this school I had my first sweetheart--a buxom, jolly good girl, +about six years my senior. To her I wrote my first love letter, and +when it was done its chirography looked as if it had been struck by +lightning; and I had to get an old bachelor friend to help me read it. +Here I am reminded of an early tendency to extremes in my likes and +dislikes. I had a race one morning with a girl whom I saw coming to +school from an opposite direction, each striving to get into the house +first. I clearly went in ahead, but she claimed the race and beat me +out of it. From this on I had an extreme dislike for her. The spring to +which we all had to go for a drink, was about a hundred yards from the +house. The path to it passed through a broken place in a large log that +lay across this path. In this I would never walk, nor would I pass +through the gap, but would always climb over that big log. + +These school days were only during winter, after the crop was all +gathered in and before spring work began. After I got large enough to +help in winter work, my attendance was only "semi-occasional." After a +while a better school-house was built, a mile further away, and it was +every way more comfortable, save that we had still the backless slab +seats. Here I went at odd times in winter for several years. I had +acquired a great fondness for reading, devouring everything in the way +of books I could lay my hands upon. Especially I had a great passion +for history, biography, geography, natural philosophy, and the like, +and I let nothing escape me that the country afforded. I had no money +to buy books, and had to depend on borrowing them. I soon went through +arithmetic, grammar, and the history of the United States. This was +more than my paterfamilias recognized as essential to a practical +education, and hence he was not disposed to let me go to school as much +as the other children, who gave themselves no concern about books out +of school. The idea of one's going through grammar, philosophy, or more +than half the arithmetic, "unless he was going to teach," he regarded +as a waste of time. His conception of life and mine were so different +that there was frequently more or less friction. It was decidedly +unpleasant from youth to manhood to be discouraged and opposed in my +one absorbing passion for obtaining an education. My mother sympathized +with me, but could not help me. The first dollar I ever made I spent +for a book, and for this purpose I saved my hard-earned pennies. +Midnight often found me poring over this book by the light of kindling +prepared for the purpose. This was opposed; and thus the struggle went +on during my minority. + +I can not forbear, before closing this short chapter upon my school +life, to allude to the great improvement in the matter of common +schools since I was a boy. My native State, though sadly behind many of +her younger sisters, has made some progress in this direction, and I +can but hope this is only an earnest of what is to come. In a few +favored localities, chiefly the cities, there is ample provision made +for the education of the children of the people, but in the country +districts much remains to be done before we are up with the demands of +the age in regard to the comfort of the pupils as well as the +facilities for the prosecution of their studies. We need more and +better school-houses, better furniture, and more attractive +surroundings. Well qualified and earnest teachers are not yet as thick +as blackberries in Kentucky. When as much attention is bestowed on +these as on jockeys, and on our boys as on our horses, we shall be both +richer and better. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +His Religious Experience. Tries to be a Methodist. Hopes to become a +Preacher. Boy Preaching. Attends a Sunday-school. "Chaws" Tobacco. Goes +to Love Feast. Mourners' Bench Experience. Is Puzzled and Disgusted. + + +My parents were Methodists, as were their ancestors on both sides. My +mother was uniformly religious, but not fussy about it. I have seen her +intensely happy, but never heard her shout. Her religion was a deep, +smooth, current without fluctuation. My father was religious more by +spells, but still he never went to extremes, and could never "get +religion" at the altar, in the Methodist fashion. This lifelong failure +of his discouraged him, causing him at times to become somewhat +skeptical and indifferent. But he died, rejoicing in the faith of +Christ as held by the Methodist Church. + +When about ten years of age I joined the Methodist Episcopal Church, +South. A great revival was in progress at La Grange, and over one +hundred persons united with the church. I enjoyed the services, and +continued to do so for a number of years. Often in those early times I +rode to meeting at surrounding churches and private dwellings on +horseback behind my mother. I still remember, as vividly as if it were +but yesterday, the texts and treatment of many of the sermons I heard. +In later years I have frequently thought of the fallacies the preachers +imposed upon us, and, I charitably believe, upon themselves, in these +sermons, but which neither we nor they could detect for want of correct +scriptural knowledge. The thought that I should one day become a +preacher impressed me, and it clung to me for years. When afterwards I +grew wild and wicked, this impression possessed me, and many a time, +when my good wife would rebuke me for my wickedness, I would say, +"Never mind, dear; I'll be a preacher yet." I had a high regard for +preachers, and from early life was fond of their company; and since I +have become one myself, the society of good, faithful men of God brings +me as near heaven as I shall ever be in the flesh. + +It was a common thing with me, when I came home from meeting, to get up +one of my own by gathering the children together and preaching to them +the sermons I had heard; and while these were not verbally correct, +there was in them the substance of what the preachers had delivered. I +would sing and pray, and go through the whole performance. I improvised +a little pulpit, and had a church after my own notion; I was a great +plagiarist, and in this, too, I copied after some others. + +I attended the first Sunday-school I ever heard of; it was conducted by +Floyd Wellman, a gentleman who afterwards became a prominent and +honored citizen of Louisville. Sunday-schools were then poor things, as +I fear many of them are yet. Little question-books, with the answers +supplied, and reading-books, mostly about angelic boys and girls who +died of early piety, furnished the staple of our reading, while but +little of the Scriptures was taught, or thought about. + +To chew tobacco seemed to me to be manly; so to let the people see I +was thus far developed, I prepared me a rough twist of "long green;" +this I stuck in my pantaloons pocket, for the occasion, and when +everything was propitious in the Sunday-school, I drew out the twist +and bit off a "chaw." It raised quite a laugh, in which the +superintendent himself joined; and this ended for life my chewing +tobacco to be seen of men. + +I often went with my parents to "love feast." At the first of these +which I attended I had an experience of my own. The light-bread was cut +into slips about two inches long and a half an inch wide and thick. +Some of these were then divided into small pieces. On the plate which +was passed around were two long pieces, and I concluded that if there +was any virtue in the thing it would be enhanced by my taking a long +one; but when I discovered that all the rest had taken but a bite my +philosophy failed, and I hid the remainder where Rachel hid the gods of +her father Laban. + +When about fifteen years of age the Methodists had a big revival at +Mount Tabor, a neighboring country church. In this meeting a great many +of my friends and companions were "getting religion" at the altar of +prayer. I became intensely desirous of the same blessing, and in great +anxiety and hopefulness I went to the altar. Day after day did I go, +but only to be disappointed. Every time some would "get through," and +there would be great rejoicing, till only one young man and myself were +left. The whole power of the church was then concentrated on us, but to +no purpose. In this extremity I began to reason about it as I had not +done before. I had been taught that "God was no respecter of persons; +but that in every nation he that feareth him, and worketh +righteousness, is accepted with him." My soul ever recoiled from the +idea of His decreeing some men to salvation and others to damnation, +irrespective of their own will and conduct. Here, now, I was as +helpless as a stone till God should do this work of grace for me. Why +would he send down the Holy Spirit and convert one on my right, another +on my left, till the "bench" was vacant, and not convert me? The +preachers were praying for Him to do it; my father and mother were +praying earnestly for it; the whole church were pleading with Him, and +yet He would not do it. I knew I was a sinner; that I wanted salvation; +that I was sincere, earnest as the others could be: but all this +availed nothing. The preachers tried to explain the failure on the +ground that I was still clinging to the world and my own righteousness; +that I had not given my heart wholly to God, etc. This I knew to be +false. I concluded that if a poor, penitent, agonizing sinner with all +his prayers and pleadings, with the whole church earnestly coöperating, +could not induce God to save him, he might just as well be decreed to +damnation from all eternity. With these reflections I left the +mourners' bench in disgust, and ever since I have had for it an +inexpressible contempt. Time and observation have confirmed me in this +feeling; and while I cherish a sincere respect for those who in +ignorance think it is a divine arrangement, and that in resorting to it +they are obeying a command of God, I have none for those who, knowing +better, still use it as a means of conversion. As often employed by +professional evangelists, there is so much of clap-trap that it must +bring the whole subject of religion into contempt with sensible people. +It is amazing to me that, in view of its entire lack of Scripture +precept or example, the light and knowledge of this day, and its +frequent failures, it, and the whole system of which it is an essential +part, are not laid aside. + +Having been taught that Methodism and Christianity were identical, and +having completely lost faith in the former, it was natural enough that +I should become skeptical as to the latter. Only a lingering suspicion +that after all they might be different, saved me from hopeless +infidelity; and had I not in after years learned such to be the case, I +should have lived and died in rebellion against God. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +Fun and Mischief. His Little Cousin and the "Gnats." The Aurora +Borealis. A Bumble-bee Scrape. Another Bee Scrape. Justification by +Faith alone. Readiness to Fight. Love of Justice. No Surrender. + + +When a boy, I was as full of fun and mischief as an egg is of meat, and +I have never got rid of it. With a younger brother and a neighbor boy +of my own age, equally mischievous with myself, there was hardly a +thing in the way of fun and frolic that we were not continually into. +Hunting rabbits was our chief sport, and, when we got larger, coons, +'possums and the like at night. There was not a tree of any +peculiarity, or a hole in the ground, for miles around, that we did not +know all about. We knew, also, every fruit tree, from the apple to the +black-haw or persimmon in the same territory, and the time they were +ready for company; and we never failed to pay our respects to them all +in due time. I would not mention many of the bad things of my early +life; but that is the way the Bible does with its heroes, and the Bible +is always a safe guide to follow. + +About all the money we made in our boyhood days was from the sale of +nuts and the flesh and skins of the animals we caught during the fall +and winter. This was my way of getting books, maps, etc., to help me in +my studies. I was the recognized leader in all the mischief we did, and +many prophecies were made that I should one day be hanged, and in this +anticipation my father fully shared. My younger brother and I were +constantly playing practical jokes on each other, and often upon +others. We never became offended, though the pranks were sometimes +exceedingly rough; but we were always watching an opportunity to "get +even." I will relate a few as samples, while others are too bad to +tell. + +On one occasion some cousins and their children visited us from Shelby +county. They were considered quite wealthy for that time. Their little +boy was dressed in very fine clothes, at least, in our estimation, and +we concluded he was putting on airs. We thought we would do him a +valuable service by taking him down a little, so we asked him if he had +ever seen a singular kind of gnat, which we described. He had not. We +proposed to show him a fine lot--a big nest of them. We affirmed that +they were nice, harmless things to play with. So we went forth to see +the gnats. We got him to the nest and stirred them up, and in a few +minutes the innocent, unsuspecting boy was covered with yellow jackets. +Of course, he ran to the house screaming, and they had a time in +getting them off of him. He was badly stung, but we made it appear that +we had gone down there to fight them, which was a favorite pastime with +us, and that he got too near the nest. Thus we escaped a well-merited +whipping. + +About the same time in life my younger brother and I caught a rabbit +and dressed it for breakfast. It was Saturday afternoon, and father and +mother had gone to her father's, some six miles away, to stay till the +next evening. That night the aurora borealis was unusually bright, and +as the excitement of Millerism had not died away, there was much talk +of the world's coming to an end. My oldest sister, Mary, was getting +supper ready and was greatly alarmed. She would go out and watch the +sky, and then go back to see about the supper. Finally I said, "Mary, +do you really think the world will come to an end before morning?" "I +do believe it will," said she. "Then," said I, "_we must have the +rabbit for supper_." I had no notion of losing my rabbit by such a +trifling circumstance as that. + +Later in life, when old enough to work in the harvest field, we had a +neighbor who was very "close," and we never had any fancy for him. He +was always boasting of his ability to work with bees. One year he had a +large harvest, and many hands employed, and we were helping him. One +day we told him we had found a fine bee tree which could be cut down in +a few minutes, and that if he would go and take the honey he might have +it all except what we could eat. He was delighted with the proposal, so +after supper a number of us started for the bee tree, a mile and a half +from his house, in a dense forest. He had several buckets prepared to +secure a large amount of honey. When we began to chop, the bees began +to roar, and our friend was frantic with delight. Soon the tree fell, +and he "waded in" with his axe and buckets to get the luscious spoil. +As he went in we went out, and soon he discovered himself in a big +bumble-bees' nest alone with all his buckets, etc., a mile and a half +from home! We saw no more of him that night, and did not care to meet +him next day. + +This reminds me of another bee scrape, in which my father figured +largely. He prided himself on being able to handle bees as so many +flies. On a cool, drizzly day we cut a bee tree on the farm. I was +wearing a brown jeans sack coat. This I laid aside while chopping. When +the tree fell the bees swarmed forth in great numbers, and my father +stalked in with his axe, chipping and cutting the limbs, preparatory to +chopping for the honey, and was as indifferent as if surrounded only by +gnats. We stood at a safe distance. Soon he came out with a trifle less +indifference than he went in with, picking the bees out of his hair +with both hands. They had literally settled on his head and were +stinging him furiously. He came running to us to fight them off. I +grabbed up my coat, and with both hands struck him over the head. A +large jack knife, very heavy, was in one of the pockets, and this +struck him on the opposite side of the head and came near felling him +to the ground. We fought the bees off the best we could, but he was +terribly stung. This was the last of his working with bees as with +flies. + +My father was a firm believer in the doctrine of justification by faith +alone. All those passages of Scripture that connect justification or +salvation with faith, without mentioning anything else as a condition, +he had at his tongue's end. His argument was, whatever may be mentioned +elsewhere, here salvation is promised on the condition of faith, and +nothing else is in the text. With all this I had become perfectly +familiar, and always had a suspicion that there was a fallacy in it +some where, though I could not exactly expose it. We were clearing a +piece of new ground in April, about the time the spring fever sets in, +and my younger brother and I always "had it bad." It was a Monday +morning, and father was going to La Grange to attend court. At +breakfast he gave us very particular instructions about our work--what +to do and how to do it--and a feature emphasized was that we were to +keep at it. It was getting quite dry, and when he had started to town +he hallooed back and said, "Boys, I want you to watch the fire to-day +and not let it get out." "All right," we responded. His two directions, +perhaps not an hour apart, reminded me of his theology, and I resolved +at once to test its validity when weighed in his own scales. So we went +out to the clearing, lay down under the shade of a tree, and "watched +the fire" all day! Having returned, he asked us how we had got along. +We replied, "Finely," that we had done what he told us; but when he +came to "view the landscape o'er," we had to give an account for the +deeds done in the body, or, rather, not done. I told him that his +specific instruction was to watch the fire. "But," said he, "I told you +before that, that you were to do the work." "Yes," I replied, "but the +last time you said anything about it you did not allude to the work; +but only to watch the fire. There was no work in the text." However, he +was by no means disposed to look upon that as favorably as upon +justification by faith only, which rests on the same principle. Still +it opened his eyes to a fallacy in his argument that he had not seen +before. + +I generally lived in peace and good will with all the boys in the +neighborhood, but a few times in my life feeling imposed on, or that +some one else was, I got into fights, and always with those older and +stronger than myself. I had learned something of the secret of success +in that line from what I had heard said of my father. This often gave +me a victory quite unlooked for. I would fight the best friend I had in +the world if he imposed on one unable to cope with him. I had a +companion much stronger than I, and inclined to be overbearing. On one +occasion, at a corn husking, he tried to force a fight on a boy smaller +than himself. When I saw he was quite determined about it, while the +other boy was trying to avoid it, I said, "Jim, you and I are good +friends. I have nothing against you in the world. I like you, but you +can't fight that boy. If you fight any body you will have to fight me. +I don't want any quarrel with you, nor do I want to hurt you, but if +nothing but a fight will do you, that's just the way it has to be +done." When he saw I was in earnest, the matter was dropped, and our +friendship continued. + +I was severely tried on one occasion. My older brother had a falling +out with a neighbor, and we three were alone in the woods. I had a +dislike for the man, as much as my brother had. He was boastful, +bigoted and disagreeable. But in this particular case I saw clearly +that my brother was in the wrong, I felt compelled, therefore, to take +sides with the other man. At this my brother was deeply offended, and +it took him a long time to get over it. He did not see his wrong, and +thought my conduct very strange and unnatural, especially as I did not +like the man. I deplored this, but could not yield the principle of +holding justice superior to persons. + +One of my difficulties was so peculiar that I will recount it. It was +in the winter, and the ground was frozen deep. The day was bright, and +on the south hillsides the ground had thawed to the depth of two or +three inches. Several boys were together, and one of them several years +older than I. He was a son of one of our tenants, and entirely too +proud for one in his condition. He was imposing on my younger brother, +and I gave him to understand he must not do that. With this he turned +upon me. We were upon a south hillside, under a large beech tree, and +the ground was thawed on top and frozen beneath. About the first pass I +slipped on a root concealed in the mud, and fell on my back, with my +shoulders wedged between two projecting roots and my head against the +tree. I was utterly powerless. After pommeling me a while, he proposed +to let me up if I would say "enough." This I declined to do. Then he +would renew the operation, and then the proposition. The sun was three +hours high, no one interfered, and I insisted that they should not. +Sometimes he would lie upon me and talk for half an hour or more; he +would argue the case, remind me of my helplessness, and that it would +be death to lie there on the frozen ground till night. Then when his +advice all failed, he would renew hostilities. Thus it continued till +sundown. As the sun got low he changed his proposal. He would now let +me up if I would promise to make friends, and not fight him. This I +also declined. Finally, when he saw that nothing would avail, he gave +me a few parting salutes, and, springing to his feet, ran away. Before +I could get up he had such a start that I could not overtake him. For +some time I watched for a chance to pay him back, but he kept out of my +sight; and soon after his folks moved away, and thus the matter ended. + +From my infancy it has been my disposition to stick to my convictions +till I saw I was in the wrong. I can not say that I am obstinate, +though it may have that appearance to others. I never could yield a +point for policy's sake, though my adherence to my convictions has cost +me a good deal. This led me early in life to be careful in coming to a +conclusion, and I have always admired Davy Crockett's motto, "Be sure +you're right, and then go ahead." I commend this homemade philosophy to +all who may read this chapter. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +Given to Abstraction of Thought. Cases in Point. Opinion of Debating +Societies. Perseverance. Consumption. Endurance. More Comfortable +Home. Death of his Father. Love of Fashionable Amusements. Meets his +Future Wife. Is Married. Tribute to his Wife. Her Father and Mother. + + +During early life I was much given to abstraction of thought, and I am +still down with the same disease. From morning till night, between the +plow-handles or swinging the maul, I was absorbed in reflection. My +reading and other studies raised many questions that I sought to find +out. Natural philosophy and the elements of astronomy were subjects of +peculiar delight, and would cause me to become oblivious of all +surroundings. This frequently got me into trouble. It vexed my father +very much that my mind was not more on my work, and he had but little +patience with me. When about the house I would often realize that I had +been told to do something, and I would start at once about it, and +perchance when I came to myself I would find that I was at the barn or +spring, wholly forgetful of what I had been told to do. On one occasion +I was told to go to the lot and catch a horse and come to the crib, and +my father would put the sack on for me, and I was to go to mill. I went +and caught the horse, got on and went, but when I arrived the mill was +in ashes; it was just through burning. On my return I saw that my +father was not as serene as a May morning. But not till he spoke of it +did I discover that I had gone off without the sack. I at once taxed my +eloquence to give a glowing account of the fire, and thus divert his +attention from my neglect. + +Many a time have I acted ridiculously on account of this absorption of +thought. While at Eminence College, there was a public exhibition one +evening in the chapel. A few minutes before it began I went into the +room of Prof. Henry Giltner, just across the hall from the chapel, and +here I saw McGarvey's "Commentary on Acts" for the first time. I +thought I would look into it for a moment before the exercises should +begin; and that was the last I thought of the exhibition till some one +came into the room just before its close, hunting for me. + +One more instance of this nature must suffice. About 1872, I was +holding a very successful meeting at Burksville, on the Cumberland +river, and while I was preaching one night there came up a terrific +thunderstorm, with vivid lightning and hard rain. A young man occupied +a front seat who had just been reclaimed from a life of sin, and who is +now a preacher. I had a faint recollection of seeing him leave the +house. He had become alarmed at the storm and left, but I knew nothing +of the confusion till the services closed. + +Every fall and winter we would have debating societies at the +school-house, and at these, men of considerable attainments would be +present and participate--teachers, preachers, and lawyers. In these I +took a deep interest. My reading enabled me to become well posted on +most of the questions discussed; and by careful preparation I soon came +to be recognized as a good debater for one of my age. These discussions +were of great advantage to me, and I am clearly of opinion that +debating societies, when properly conducted, can be made useful to +aspiring young men. + +From childhood my under front teeth passed up on the outside, and, when +a good sized boy, I concluded that that was not just the right thing, +and that I would bring them into their proper place. By an effort in +drawing back my under jaw, I could barely get the edges to so pass as +to make a pressure of any value. But with this slight purchase the +operation was continued from day to day, till the work was +accomplished. The teeth became very sore from pressure, and the muscles +of the jaw very tired from the unnatural strain, but in about ten days +it was all over, and the job complete for life. + +Another case required much greater perseverance. My older brother was +very hollow-chested, and died of consumption; several others of the +family were afflicted in like manner, and met the same fate. When about +sixteen, I had strong tendencies in that direction. My chest was +becoming "hollow," and I decided upon an effort to counteract it. To +this end I slept on my back with no pillow under my head, and a +good-sized one under my chest. I would awake of a morning feeling +almost too dignified to bend forward. This I kept up for two years, +holding myself erect during the day, till my chest expanded and the +threatening trouble was overcome. But for that I should have been in my +grave long ago. The simple fact is, I have been fighting consumption +since I was sixteen years of age. + +While I was never robust in health or appearance, I was exceedingly +tough, and had great power of endurance. One of my physicians told me +long ago that in all his practice he had never seen anything that would +compare with it. This enabled me to do as much work as men of much +greater strength. In those days reapers were generally unknown in our +country, and the grain was all "cradled." At this I was an adept, never +meeting any one that could excel me. The same was true of jumping and +running foot races. Hundreds of men could no doubt beat me, but I never +happened to meet them. I kept up these exercises till I left college. + +When I was about twelve years of age my father built a large and +comfortable house on another part of his farm. It was of hewed logs, +and a story and a half high, with a large kitchen and dining-room, +porches, etc. It was subsequently weather-boarded, and it is still a +comfortable, commodious dwelling, owned by my mother, who never left it +till her children all married and went to themselves. Father died of +typhoid fever in 1860, in the fifty-third year of his age. He left my +mother in comparatively easy circumstances, with nearly three hundred +acres of land, plenty of stock, and a considerable amount of money on +interest. By industry and economy on the part of himself and the whole +family this property was accumulated, and he died in the assurance that +with prudence on our part we could all make a respectable living. My +mother now makes her home with her oldest daughter, Mary Crenshaw, wife +of Mr. O. B. Crenshaw, a few miles north of Simpsonville, Shelby +county, Ky. She waits in confident expectation that before long she too +will depart to be with Christ and His redeemed, where the families of +his saints will be reunited for ever. + +After I grew to be a young man, I became very fond of fashionable +amusements; I liked dancing, and went far and near to engage in the +fascinating exercise. I gave a great deal of attention to dress; +priding myself on being a gentleman; hence I found a welcome in the +best society. In those years of wildness and wickedness, some things I +was careful to avoid. I never learned to play cards, to gamble, or to +tolerate the company of immodest women. For the latter I had an +invincible repugnance that grew stronger with my years. + +In the summer of 1855, while harvesting for her uncle, I first met at +the dinner-table Miss Jennie Maddox, the lady whom I afterwards +married. I looked as rough and unprepossessing that day as she ever saw +me afterwards. I was as brown as a Florida "cracker," and my dress was +anything but elegant. Had I anticipated the forming of such a +captivating acquaintance, I should have made some preparation, but I +was caught, and I had to make the best of it. We were married September +11, 1856; I was twenty years and a half old; she ten months younger. +From that time to this she has been a loving, faithful wife, prudent in +all things, industrious and frugal, caring for me and her children; +and, above all, a consistent disciple of Jesus Christ, whom she had +obeyed several years before our marriage. When we first met I thought +her very handsome; she was rather small, had auburn hair, blue eyes and +fair skin. + + "And to-day you are fairer to me, Jennie, + Than when you and I were young." + +As to myself, I was six feet one inch in height, weighed a hundred and +forty pounds, had brown eyes, and was, and am still, of a +nervous-bilious temperament. My complexion was then, as now, very dark. + +My wife's father, G. W. Maddox, was an elder in the Pleasant Hill +church, Oldham county, Ky., near which he lived. The church is about +two miles south-east of Baird's Station, on the Louisville & Lexington +Railroad. He was a man of a firm logical mind, good general +information, and more intelligent in the Scriptures than any man I ever +met, outside of the ministry. I have heard several preachers make the +same remark. He was, however, a timid man, and it was difficult to get +much out of him in public. He began too late in life, and had no +training in that direction. But he was a very popular man, both in and +out of the church, and his counsel was generally taken. His wife was a +timid, unassuming, good woman, very conscientious and religious. They +reared a family of six girls and one boy, all of whom obeyed the gospel +in good time. I myself baptized several of them. + +My father-in-law and I soon became very much attached to each other, +fond of each other's company, and I loved him as I loved few others. +His fine information, philosophic Christian spirit and wonderful +self-control first won my admiration, and this ripened into the +strongest friendship. He, more than all other men, caused me to see the +error of my way. We spent the first winter of our married life in his +pious home, and this gave us much time for investigation and +conversation upon the subject of religion. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +Goes to Housekeeping. Discussions with Mr. Maddox. Attends Meeting. Is +Baptized by William Tharp. Double Damages for an Old Horse. Begins +Trading. Moves to Floydsburg. Description of the Place. + + +In the spring of 1857 we moved to a place on Currie's Fork, near +Centerfield, about a mile and a half from my former home and a little +farther from hers. So it will be seen I married only a few miles from +home. It may seem a little strange that we grew up in the same +neighborhood, and knew nothing of each other till a year before we were +married. But I rarely went to her church, and she as rarely went +anywhere else. Our religious proclivities led us in different +directions, and into different society. I had been taught to look upon +"Campbellism" as the most miserable of all heresies; and till I began +to visit at the Maddox house I was seldom in the company of "that +deluded people." + +After moving to ourselves, we went nearly every Lord's day to the home +of my wife's father, and this for several reasons: she wanted to attend +her church, and this took her virtually home: this she enjoyed, and so +did I. The old folks could not visit us on that day without missing +church, and this they would not do. Mr. Maddox and I still engaged in +the investigation of Methodism, "Campbellism" and Infidelity. I could +feel the ground gradually giving way under me, but I was resolved upon +thoroughly testing every inch, and not yielding till I should become +satisfied as to the truth of all his positions. I would therefore study +all week and arrange my arguments with the utmost care, and when the +time seemed propitious I would present them as forcibly as I could. He +would never say a word till I was through; then he would say, "Well! +now let us test that." Then he would very calmly and pleasantly pick +the thing all to pieces, till I could see nothing but shreds. With a +mere touch, my carefully built structure would tumble like a cob house. +Thus the work went on for years. In the meantime I attended meeting +with my wife nearly every Lord's day, and heard much good preaching. +Every important point in the sermon would be afterward investigated, +and, like the noble Bereans, I searched the Scriptures daily, "to see +whether those things were so." + +During these years several successful meetings were held at the church, +all of which I closely attended. One of these was conducted by John A. +Brooks, and another by the lamented Simeon King. At the latter I came +very near yielding to Christ, but persuaded myself that all was not yet +ready. I delighted to see others obey the Lord, and enjoy the blessings +of his religion, but I could not exactly see the way clear for myself. +In spite of a more enlightened judgment, I would find some of my old +erroneous notions clinging to me. I had a high regard for the church, +and loved the company of its good members, and only a supreme +carefulness, born of former blunders, kept me in disobedience. + +In May, 1861, William Tharp and Wallace Cox were holding a meeting, and +at this I confessed Christ, and was immersed by Bro. Tharp. My doubts +as to the truth of the Christian religion and the way of salvation +therein, had all been removed; and to this day not a shadow of a doubt +has crossed my mind as to either. I now experienced a peace of +conscience that I had not known since my thought was first disturbed in +regard to the right way of the Lord. + +I farmed for three years after marriage. The last year, we lived on the +railroad just below Buckner's Station, and while here I had a little +experience with the railroad company that teaches a lesson worth +learning. I had an old horse, of not much value, but useful to me; he +got out upon the road, and was killed by a passing train. I spoke of +going to Louisville, to see if I could not get pay for it. The +neighbors discouraged the idea, saying it would be useless. They cited +a number of instances where stock had been killed, and in no case had +any one obtained damages. But I went, found the Superintendent, and to +him I made my speech of about three minutes' length. At its conclusion, +he asked me if seventy-five dollars would satisfy me; and on my +replying that it would, he handed me the money. He then remarked that +the reason people got nothing in such cases, was because of the spirit +in which they came and the way they talked about it. I left him feeling +quite pleasant, for it was more than double the animal was worth. This +was before I became an adept in Christian ethics. + +In the fall of 1859 I began trading, having obtained an interest in a +country store at a little place called Centerfield. We moved to the +place, and I began to haul country produce to Louisville. I had a team +which was said to be the best that came into the city, and I made +weekly trips, bringing back merchandise. This I continued for three +years, without the least regard to weather, and with scarcely a failure +during the whole time. This employment threw me into rough associations +in the city every week. Many engaged in like business from Kentucky and +Indiana stopped at the same tavern, and most of them were given to +dissipation. At home it was predicted that with my inclination to +wildness this would finish me; and while truth compels me to confess +that I often had "a jolly good time" with "the boys," the excess of +wickedness I saw had an opposite effect, and I came out at last a +preacher. + +The next year we moved to Floydsburg, sixteen miles from Louisville, +because, as I did not stay in the store, but did the hauling back and +forth, it was a better location for us. It is an old town, in which my +maternal grandfather lived before I was born, in which I spent much +time before I was old enough to work, and around which cluster the +earliest memories of life. It was once a place of large business, on +the main road from Henry and adjacent counties to Louisville, and in +ante-railroad times a large amount of wagoning was done through the +place. At certain seasons great droves of cattle and hogs were driven +through it, and everything was lively; besides, it had a good trade +with the country around. But the Louisville & Lexington Railroad, which +runs within a mile of the town, killed it as dead as an Egyptian mummy, +because all this through business was taken by the railroad, and the +surrounding trade went to the stations or to the city. It is, +therefore, a quiet, undisturbed little place to live in, if one is not +dependent upon making his expenses there. Most of the old citizens, +business men of its prosperous days, have passed away, and the town has +the appearance of being at their funeral. + +As far back as I recollect, and I know not how much farther, it had in +it one church, built of stone, small, and with a roof as sharp as the +best presentations of Methodism that were ever set forth in it. About +1850, this ancient structure was replaced by one of brick, of good +size, but poorly furnished. This is the only church that has ever been +in the place; and while the people have been unusually quiet and moral, +they have never been burdened with religion. There is a graveyard in +the rear of the house, opened, perhaps, when the first building was +erected, and in this silent spot sleep many of my friends and +relatives. I have never thought it made much difference where one is +buried--and in this I suppose I agree with most Protestants--but it is +one proof of the improved taste of the age to see the care now taken of +our cemeteries. Such places were unknown when I was a boy and where I +lived, and even yet, outside of our cities and larger towns, they are +too rare. Every village should have a neat and well-kept cemetery, to +take the place of the neglected old burying-grounds where, + + "Each in his narrow cell forever laid, + The rude forefathers of the hamlet sleep." + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +Tries to Become a Politician. Fails. Last Act as a Politician. Tries to +Join the Southern Army. Fails Again. His First Appointment. Feeling of +Responsibility. His Plan. Text. Analysis of Sermon. Buys a Family +Bible. Rules of Life. + + +When I obeyed the Saviour, the brethren urged me to begin at once to +preach the gospel. I had been accustomed to making political speeches, +and public addresses of different kinds, and they thought I could just +as easily preach a sermon as to make a speech on any other subject. But +I was not thus inclined. I had political aspirations, and was not +disposed to give them up. My idea was, that I could have a good +influence on public men, in conversation and association, by being a +faithful and consistent Christian. I regarded this as a field in which +the influence of Christianity was much needed; and I decided to make +this a specialty, while leading a public political life. But it did not +take long for me to learn that there was at least a strong probability +that the influence would go the other way. However successfully some +men may be politicians and Christians both, I soon discovered that, +with my temperament, the two things would not work harmoniously +together. I concluded that if I continued in politics I would be a very +sorry kind of Christian, if one at all. For a thing of this kind I had +a deep repugnance. The issue, then, as it appeared to me, was finally +forced upon me: Shall I give up politics or Christianity? Of course I +was not compelled to give up Christianity in theory, but I felt that I +would virtually do so in practice; and with me the difference between +the two was hardly worth considering. While I felt that it was a great +sacrifice, in a worldly point of view, to give up the golden dreams of +a brilliant future, I decided in favor of Christ and the Bible. I shall +never cease to thank God for the decision. + +My last act in political life was attending, as a delegate, a State +Convention at Frankfort, in August, 1861. This was, in some respects, a +miserable affair, and I became thoroughly disgusted with politics and +politicians, such as seemed to be pushing to the front, and crowding +modesty and decency and honesty out of sight. I decided that that kind +of association, that kind of companionship in the profession, that kind +of trickery and treachery as food for daily thought, however successful +one might be, was disgusting and debasing. I went home from the +convention determined upon a clear cut-loose from the whole concern. + +During the convention, Gen. Wm. Preston remarked in a speech that in +one year from that day, "the stars and bars" would be waving from the +dome of that capitol. In twelve months to a day, I went to Frankfort to +see the Board of the Christian Education Society, about assisting me in +college. The railroad was not in use, and I went by way of the +Shelbyville pike. When I got in sight of the city, I saw "the stars and +bars" waving from the dome of the capitol! Gen. Kirby Smith had +possession. + +When the brethren learned of my determination to give up politics, they +renewed their solicitations in regard to my preaching. But I had become +intensely concerned about the cause of the Southern Confederacy, and +longed to take a part in what I then considered her struggle for +independence and justice. In my misguided zeal, I regarded this a duty +that patriotism would not allow me to exchange for anything till it was +performed. Then, if spared, my life-work should be begun. A peculiar +circumstance, greatly lamented at the time, kept me out of the Southern +army. But I have long regarded it as a special providence of God. + +I was an officer in a large cavalry company under the training of Col. +J. W. Griffith. He had fought through the Mexican war, was an +intelligent man, and a good soldier. He also fought through the late +war, and was several times promoted. We had been drilling for some +weeks, and the time was set for our departure. I had a good deal of +unsettled business at Louisville, and went to the city to settle it up. +During my absence the Federal authorities of Louisville were apprised, +in some way, of the movements and purposes of our men, and two +companies of cavalry were sent out to intercept them. Our men were +notified of this, and went twenty-four hours in advance of the set +time. Of all this I knew nothing, and when I got home the company was +gone. I knew not which way it had taken, for our Colonel kept his own +counsel. When night came I left home, determined upon an earnest effort +to find the trail of the company and follow them. Twice I came near +being caught by the soldiers in pursuit, and after a night's fruitless +search, I was compelled to return disappointed. I had not another +opportunity, and ere long I gave up the vain idea. But for that +disappointment I should have gone into the Southern army; and what the +result would have been will remain a secret till the day in which the +results of all contingencies are known. But it is highly improbable +that I should have ever become a preacher of the gospel of the grace of +God. Thank Him for the providence that overruled me! + +I finally yielded to the importunities of the brethren, and allowed +them to make an appointment. This was in May, 1862, one year after +making the confession. The meeting was announced two weeks ahead. It +was a fine day, and through curiosity a great crowd assembled. I had +never been in the pulpit before, nor made any remarks in the church +except to pray. The brethren had a Bible-class every Lord's day when +there was no preaching, and no public speaking was indulged in except a +few remarks at the Lord's table, by one of the elders. Though I was +accustomed to speak in public, I felt a responsibility in this matter +that I never felt before. I decided upon three things as insuring +success, or at least resulting in no harm: + + 1. To select a plain, practical subject, on which I would not be + likely to indulge in false teaching. + + 2. To thoroughly study the _subject_, rather than the _sermon_. + + 3. To make myself thoroughly familiar with the analysis of the + subject, and then talk about it, without relying upon memory as + to language. + +Relying on memory has been the cause of ten thousand failures, and has +taken all the "snap" out of ten thousand more, that were considered a +success. The intellect never leaps and bounds with vivacity when it is +chained by verbal memory. + +I selected for my text Matt. xvi. 24: "Then said Jesus unto his +disciples, If any man will come after me, let him deny himself, and +take up his cross, and follow me." I went into the pulpit alone, +"introduced," as the saying is, for myself, and then spoke for forty +minutes. While I felt embarrassed by a sense of responsibility, there +was no confusion of thought in regard to the subject; hence no +difficulty in its presentation. As it was my first sermon, the analysis +of it may be of some interest. + +I called attention, first, to the universal offer of salvation: "If +_any man_." Second, to the freedom of the will: "If any man _will_." +Third, personal responsibility involved in the foregoing. Fourth, +self-denial as a condition of eternal life. Fifth, the nature and +necessity of cross-bearing. Sixth, examples of self-denial and +cross-bearing on the part of Christ and the apostles. + +The church in which I preached my first sermon was the same in which I +made the confession, and near which I was reared. For it I did my first +regular monthly preaching, while in college, and in it held a number of +successful protracted meetings, one annually, during the early years of +my ministry. The old church is dear to me yet; its old members are my +devoted friends, and I delight to visit them when Providence permits. + +Immediately after obeying the Saviour I bought a family Bible and a +pocket Testament; not that we had none before, but they were not such +as suited my convenience. At home and abroad, in the city or the +country, in the store or on the road, I had my Testament. As I drove +all day along the highway, I would look at it occasionally to see how a +certain passage read, and then study its meaning. I have never read the +Bible largely, as some do, but I have studied it every day since I knew +the way of life, unless I was too sick to have anything in mind. I have +studied, doubtless, a hundred times as much without the book in my +hands as with it. The idea that one can study the Bible only as he has +opportunity to sit down with the book in his hands, is a great mistake. +Hence many people complain of having no time to study the Bible, when +the fact is they have nearly all their time, if they only knew it. I +early learned to study the Bible at any time or under any +circumstances, and the advantages of this to me have been beyond +estimation. + +As soon as I got my family Bible, I wrote on a flyleaf a few simple + + RULES OF LIFE. + + 1. To study this book carefully and prayerfully every day. + + 2. To try to understand its teaching, regardless of the theories + and traditions of men. + + 3. To make it the man of my counsel, the source and limit of my + knowledge of divine things, and to speak on such matters only as it + speaks. + + 4. To measure myself in everything by this standard, and bring my + life, in all respects, in subjection to its divine authority. + + 5. To strive to grow in grace, and in the knowledge of the truth, + that I may become strong in the Lord, be a blessing to my fellow + men, and at last obtain a home in heaven. + +These rules, in some respects, have been closely observed; especially +the first three. While in the others I have fallen immeasurably short, +I feel that, upon the whole, the rules have been of great advantage to +me. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +Resolves to Go to College. Friends Oppose. Wife Decides It. Hard Living +and Hard Work. Impaired Health. Preaches for His Home Church. +Father-in-law Dies. "Frank, Be a True Man." House Robbed. "Scraps." +College Incidents. First Pay for Preaching. Holds Several Meetings. +Dishonest Preacher. + + +When I fully decided to devote my life to the ministry of the Word, I +felt an overwhelming desire for a better education, in order to do the +kind of work for the Master that his cause demanded. I had a good deal +of general information that I had acquired through years of reading and +study, but I was wholly ignorant of a number of things that I felt to +be necessary to reliable, satisfactory work for the Lord. I wanted to +devote my life to study, and I needed assistance in laying the +foundation on which to build in after years. I decided, therefore, to +quit business and go to college. This was vigorously opposed by all my +friends. The church insisted that I had education enough, and that all +I lacked was practice, to make me as good a preacher as there was need +to be. My relatives opposed it, because they could not see the +necessity, and it promised to wife and children only starvation. I had +had some reverses, and had got just fairly square with the world. The +flush war times had just come on. Trade was booming, money abundant and +prices going up. I was now prepared to make money as I had never made +it before, by five to one. To quit business just at that time, cut off +all source of revenue, and go with a wife and three children to +college, with but little money to start on, did, indeed, in one sense, +look like absolute recklessness. Indeed, some of the brethren thought I +was actually going crazy. + +It was then argued that I should at least defer it a few years, till I +should make some money, which was then easily done, and thus provide +for the wants of my family while going through college. This looked +very plausible; but I was deeply impressed with the blunders I had +already made in trying to be a politician, then a soldier, and not +going at once to the work of the Lord. I was afraid to dally about the +matter any longer. I laid the case before the Lord and my wife. I knew +she was to be the greatest sufferer by the change, and her counsel +weighed more with me than that of all others. Considering what _might_ +result from delay, the brave little woman said "Go." That settled it. + +In August, 1862, I wound up my business, and prepared to enter Eminence +College. I rented an old, dilapidated house near the railroad, a mile +above town. The place had about three acres for cultivation, and the +same amount in grass. I kept a horse and buggy, a cow and several hogs. +My wife raised a large number of fowls. I cultivated the ground, making +it produce all it would, cut and hauled my fuel from the woods, and so +managed as to be at no great expense in living. But when going to a +city market every week, and feeling no embarrassment about money, we +indulged in a style of living that now had to be discontinued. This +went rather hard, but we tried to bear it bravely. The plainest and +hardest living of our lives, by far, were those years at Eminence. The +self-denial of my wife, for my sake and the gospel's, greatly +encouraged me to bear the cross. + +I did double work during the whole time, reciting eight times a day. +This required intense application. I allowed myself eight hours for +sleep, and the other sixteen were given to study. Whether eating, +walking, working in the garden or chopping wood, I was boring into the +questions of the recitation room. I would occasionally take a little +turn with the boys on the playground at noon, but not often. I was fond +of it, but felt that I could not spare the time. This was a sad +mistake, confirmed by a life of broken-down health. But, like many +others, it was not discovered till the mischief was done. A determined +effort to crowd four years' work into two, under discouraging +circumstances, resulted in impaired health; which continued labor +beyond my strength kept impaired for the rest of my life. It is often +stated that preachers suffer more from overeating than overwork. This +is doubtless true to a large extent. But it was far from true in my +case. I was never a large eater after I was grown. And when my health +first failed me, want of a variety of good, nourishing food had no +little to do with it. And all through subsequent life, a trouble has +been to take sufficient food to meet the wants of the system. + +I was the first married man that ever attended Eminence College. It was +considered quite a novelty by some. But a few months later, in the same +term, Bro. Briney came in. He and his wife boarded at the college. A +few years later Bro. George Bersot and wife came, and married +school-boys got to be quite common. + +While attending school, I preached once a month for the old church at +home--Pleasant Hill. The distance was twenty miles, with a good dirt +road--when it wasn't bad. This afforded my wife an opportunity, during +favorable weather, to go to see her parents once a month. And her +father was now getting low with consumption. The church promised me no +specified amount for my preaching, and, as is frequently the case, most +of them considered the contract complied with when they gave me a +hearing. They were not in sympathy with my college enterprise, and were +not specially concerned about supporting it. + +In May, 1863, my father-in-law died. In his death I lost one of my best +and dearest earthly friends. He was the only one who encouraged me in +my efforts for an education. While he could give me no material aid, +being himself embarrassed by years of affliction, his wise counsel and +deep sympathy helped me even more than money, badly as that was needed. +When he was gone, I felt as if the only bright spot in my horizon, +apart from my family, had faded into darkness. By nature he had a quick +temper, and was very impulsive. By Christian culture he came to be a +model in gentleness, patience and self-control. He was a wonderful +example of how men, by faith, "out of weakness are made strong." As we +stood around his bed of death, and his breathing indicated that the end +was at hand, he opened his eyes as I was bending over him, looked me +earnestly in the face, and composedly said, "Frank, be a true man." And +with these words his spirit took its flight. No other words that ever +fell from mortal lips ever so impressed me as these. The source whence +they came, and the circumstances under which they were uttered, gave +them peculiar significance. My soul, what is it for one to be a true +man--true to his friends and true to his foes; true to his family and +to her whose life is dearer to him than his own; true to himself and +his better nature in all that involves his honor as a man; true to the +truth, under all circumstances; and true to the Saviour and His cause, +to which he has dedicated his life? Ever in after years when tempted in +regard to a faithful discharge of its responsibilities, those sacred +words came from the sleeping dust of death--"Frank, be a true man." +Though dead, he yet speaks, and his words have been fruitful of good. + +While attending his death and funeral, our house was broken into, and +almost everything we had was stolen. We had laid in meat and lard for +the year, and not a pound was left. All the flour, meal, sugar, coffee, +preserves, jams, jellies, and everything else, was taken. Not a pound +of anything to eat was left on the place. All the best cupboard ware, +and part of the bedding and my wife's clothing were taken. This was a +sorry plight to find ourselves in when we returned from the funeral. +The country was full of soldiers, and nothing was done towards +recovering the property. Thus we started on a darker and rougher road +for the rest of college life. + +During the first year at Eminence there grew up a strong rivalry +between the two leading college societies--the Philomathean and the +Rising Star. Both were strong in numbers, and each had in it an unusual +amount of talent. I was appointed by the Philomathean Society to +criticise the Rising Stars. This was my special business. I prepared +what I called a scrap-basket. For this I would prepare notes from time +to time, as something would suggest them, and on the nights of public +exhibition, which were quite frequent, I would read them. These were +cuts at the young ladies and criticisms of their performances, as sharp +as I could make them. The result was, the whole Society soon got too +much out of humor to speak to me. They called me "Scraps." Even Sister +Giltner became offended, and was so for several months, till I was +brought down in sickness, and then her good heart conquered, and she +came to see me, bringing a load of delicacies to tempt and satisfy my +appetite. The "scrap" at which she became offended was about this: +Coming on the stage, the first scrap I took from the basket read: "We +do not expect many compliments for this dish of scraps, especially from +the young ladies of the boarding-house, as they are so used to being +fed on scraps, it will be no variety to them." Sister G. prided herself +on her good table. I knew it was good, and hence felt free to make the +jocular remark. Had it been otherwise, I should have felt some +hesitation in doing so. + +President Giltner and I were in frequent conflict, and he came in for a +full share of notice from the scrap-basket. While I would not assent to +his views of things, which frequently caused disputation, on the whole +he was kind and generous, and did much to help me through those hard +school years. I have since met many of those young ladies in all parts +of the country, mothers of interesting families, but not one of them +had ever forgotten that scrap-basket. + +Doctor Russell was my teacher in Latin and the Sciences, and Prof. +Henry Giltner in Mathematics and Greek. The Doctor was a fine moralist, +but an unbeliever. He was a fine teacher, and very popular with the +boys. + +In the public debates in our society, Bro. J. B. Briney and I were +always pitted against each other. We were the oldest and the nearest +equal in our advancement, especially in this line. We had quite a +number of public discussions. + +Here, as elsewhere, many went through on the shoulders of others. As an +illustration of this, take two young men who were appointed on public +debate. Soon each came to me insisting that I should write his speech. +I refused both. The time was drawing nigh, and neither had done +anything. One evening one of them went home with me from school, and +compelled me, virtually, to write his speech. He was delighted with it. +The next morning, while he was asleep, I got up and wrote a reply, just +"tearing it all to flinders." The negative gained the decision, and +neither one knows to this day that I wrote the speech of the other. + +During the winter of 1862-3 I went to Hendronsville, the old church +that now composes the one at Smithfield, to fill an appointment for +Bro. Giltner. I went to dinner with old Bro. Hieatt. On leaving, he +gave me a dollar--the first dollar I ever received for preaching. + +In the summer of 1863 I held a meeting at Hendronsville, with Bro. +Giltner, for which I was liberally paid, all things considered, and +this was my first pay for a protracted meeting. + +The same vacation, I went to South Fork, in Boone county, to fill an +appointment for Bro. Wm. Tandy. Bro. Jacob Hugley was to come on the +first of the week, and join me in a protracted meeting. Something +prevented him from coming. I soon ran out of sermons, the supply on +hand being small. In the meantime a fine interest had sprung up, and I +had no excuse for quitting. So I had either to face the music, prepare +and preach two sermons a day, or ingloriously surrender. The meeting +continued two weeks, with some eighteen or twenty additions. During the +same trip I held a meeting at a church near Walton, at which several +additions were made to the congregation. + +I did but little preaching during the school term. Convenient churches +could not be obtained, and inconvenient ones took too much of my time +to be given for nothing. + +At Eminence I first met Bro. I. B. Grubbs. He came to preach for a few +days, and spent a day at our humble home. I then formed for him a +peculiar attachment, which has grown and strengthened with the passing +years. Our minds ran close together in the channels of divine truth, +and they have never materially diverged. A disagreement between us in +the interpretation of Scripture has been very rare. + +Old Bro. T. M. Allen preached for the church at Eminence while I was +there. His sermons were enjoyable, and possessed considerable power, +but they lacked logical construction, and I learned but little from +them. + +In a few weeks after going to Eminence, in the fall of 1862, we were +blessed with the birth of a third daughter, and in the summer of 1864 +the Lord took her to himself, and left us to mourn her absence. + +In June, 1864, I went with Willis and Wallace Cox to Daviess county, to +hold some meetings. Wallace was not able to preach, but went along for +the enjoyment of the trip. He had labored there before, and was well +acquainted. We held a meeting at Owensboro, and one at a new church +some eight miles in the country. Both meetings were moderately +successful. + +As an evidence of what some men can do, I shall speak of a meeting held +about this time, _without giving place or name_. The meeting had been +successful, and a fine interest prevailed. The night it was to close +there came a severe storm, and no one was out. We had to leave the next +morning, and on the next Lord's day the brethren raised considerable +money and gave it to the preacher to send to us. Some years after, the +brother who was with me in the meeting went back there to preach for +the church, and while there some one asked him whether he and I +received our money all right. This was the first intimation that any +money had been sent to us. The case was investigated by the church, and +the man confessed he had never sent it. The brother got his, and the +thief preacher promised to send mine, but hasn't done it yet. He is +still preaching, and on several occasions has come a long way to hear +me preach. What kind of a face and heart such a man can have, is a +mystery I have never been able to solve! + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +Leaves College. Goes to Alexandria, Ky. An Adventure in Ohio. A Baby +_not_ Baptized. Peril in Crossing the River. Opens His School. Makes +Some Money. Buys a Nice Home. + + +Having obtained a sufficient knowledge of Latin, Greek, and various +sciences, to enable me to prosecute my education without a teacher, and +my health being bad through close application and hard living, and +feeling that I ought not to subject my family to such hardships any +longer, I determined, very reluctantly, to leave college, at least for +a time. I had now been at Eminence two years, and I shall ever thank +God that even for this short time I was able to gratify my burning +desire to acquire knowledge. It was at a great sacrifice we went there +and remained as long as we did, but we have never once regretted it. + +Through the influence of President Giltner, we secured the High School +at Alexandria, Campbell county, Ky. This had been conducted for some +years previously by Bros. O. A. and Chester Bartholomew, under the name +of the "Mammoth Institute." I visited the place, and arranged to +conduct the school and preach for the church there, which was small and +financially weak; but there was no other in reach. So I could not do +better than to give them all my time, at whatever could be raised in +the way of salary. They had a nice little brick house, and a number of +good members, and for several years the church prospered; but the +county filled up with Germans, some of the best members moved away, and +the cause went down. The house was sold, and to-day we have no church +in the place. + +After completing arrangements to preach and teach, I went over to +Hamersville, Brown county, O., to see some relatives. A brother and +sister of my father lived there, besides other relatives. My uncle had +a large family. I had never visited any of them, and now being near and +having a little time, I borrowed a horse and rode over. I sent an +appointment for Lord's day at Hamersville, and got there about the +middle of the week. I found that an appointment had not been made for +Sunday morning, but for night. The reason was, the Methodists were to +have a quarterly meeting in the woods near town--a big affair--and +everybody was going. Hence I could get no hearing in the morning. I +went to the meeting, as it was the only place to which to go. It was +thought that three thousand people were on the ground. There were seven +preachers. It was during the darkest period of the war, and every man +from the south side of the Ohio River was looked upon with suspicion. I +had been there several days, and quite a number knew who I was and +where I was from. I took a seat near the stand, and when they prayed, +in conformity with their custom, I kneeled in the leaves. The old +preacher who "led in prayer" yelled as if his congregation was a mile +away and God was on a journey. He began by praying for the President; +then his Cabinet; then the Senate; then the Representatives; then the +generals; then the colonels; then the captains; then the private +soldiers. All this I tolerated, but did not say Amen. Finally he prayed +for the utter extermination of the Southern people. He besought God to +wipe them out of existence--men, women and children--from the Ohio +River to the Gulf of Mexico. This blasphemy and contemptible wickedness +I could not endure, and I arose from my knees. Perhaps five hundred +people saw me when I got up. The point in the prayer at which I got up +aroused suspicion, and inquiry was in a moment rife. They learned who I +was and where I was from, and the excitement grew intense. Numerous +threats were made to hang me on a limb there and then. The country was +full of what they called "copperheads," who had kept very quiet, +because it was to their interest to do so, but now they were aroused, +and any attempt at violence would have led to the most serious trouble. +During the intermission at noon, men of different politics congregated +in different groups, in earnest conversation, and the meeting was +forgotten in the excitement over a refusal to indorse that prayer. I +was waited on by a committee to know if it was my political feelings +that caused me to get up when I did. Without hesitation, I confessed +that it was. Then they said, "What more need have we of evidence?" It +was finally decided, so we were informed, that I would not be allowed +to preach at night--that they would egg me, etc. But at night, not only +the house, but the yard, was full of "copperheads" who meant +"business," and I preached without molestation. + +They had been holding these meetings at various places throughout the +country, and at all of them sprinkled all the children that their +parents could be induced to bring. One lady had a bright little boy +about eighteen months old, and when the Presiding Elder took him to +"baptize" him, he said, "Sister, name this child." She responded, "His +name is Vallandigham." He flew into a perfect rage, handed the child to +her as if it were burning his fingers, saying, "If you want this child +baptized you will have to change its name. I will baptize no child +named for a traitor." The mother took the child and departed. We +presume that had its name been Jeff. Davis, he would have broken its +neck on the spot. Such was the "religion" of that class at that time. +The speeches on the day alluded to were nothing but political harangues +of the most exciting nature. Previously I had thought they had politics +and religion mixed, but I now discovered that there was no mixture +about it. + +On my return, I had a little adventure in crossing the river. The ferry +was at New Richmond. The boat was a small affair, propelled by poles +and oars. It was just wide enough for a wagon, and had railings on the +sides. A two-horse wagon went in before me. When we got some distance +out into the river, one of the horses jumped over the railing, and +caused the boat to careen so that it was filling rapidly. It was +astonishing how those river men, who, perhaps, had been reared on the +water, became excited. They seemed almost incapable of any intelligent +action, but yelled like so many savages. I decided at once upon my +course. I got into the wagon, calculating that the water would probably +not come to my head while standing up, should the boat go down. If it +should, then I determined to take my horse by the tail and let him tow +me ashore. But the owner of the team succeeded in cutting the harness, +thus freeing the horse and allowing the boat to right itself so that it +did not sink. + +We moved from Eminence to Alexandria, and boarded with a gentleman by +the name of Brown. He had a nice family, a good house, and he was a +clever gentleman, and a "hardshell" Baptist of the first water. + +Our school opened about the first of September, with seventy-eight +pupils, and it soon increased to 130. Not expecting so many, I had +secured no assistant but my wife; and the result was, we were both +over-worked. I had to hear several classes out of school hours, +especially in Latin and Greek. There were some young men in these +studies, clerks, merchants, etc., who were not otherwise in the school, +and these recitations were in the evening after school was dismissed. +This, with preaching every Lord's day, worked me very hard. The school +paid well, and for the first time since I gave up business for the +gospel of Christ, I made some money. + +In a few months, as soon as I saw an open road to success, I bought a +nice little cottage and two acres of ground, from Bro. Giltner, at +$1,200. He had taken it for a school debt, and let us have it on +reasonable terms. It was nicely improved, and altogether a desirable +piece of property. Thus for the first time we had a home of our own. +This is a luxury that comparatively few preachers can enjoy. Moving +from place to place as, for example, Methodist preachers have to do, is +unfavorable to domestic happiness. How few members of our churches ever +think of this, or make allowance for the discomfort frequent changes of +residence impose upon the families of their preachers! To own a home +and have the taste and the means to adorn it, is an educational force +in any family; its lack, a great misfortune. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +Narrow Escapes. Is Thrown from a Horse. Has Pneumonia. Nearly Killed. +Self-possession. Almost Drowned. Eludes Angry Soldiers. Reflections. + + +During the Christmas holidays we went down to Oldham county to see our +relatives. While there, an event occurred, the recollection of which +brings up a chapter of NARROW ESCAPES hitherto untold, a few of which I +shall relate in their order. + +When about thirteen years of age, a horse on which I was riding in a +slow walk and on a level road, fell, throwing me over its head and +coming over on top of me. It broke both bones of my left ankle and +several ribs, mashing in my left breast, which has ever since been much +depressed; it never developed like the other, and the lung on that side +is the one now chiefly affected. This accident occurred at +Ballardsville, on a public day, some three miles from home. I was taken +to the home of Dr. Swaine, our family physician, near which it +happened. He was absent, and a doctor from Shelby county was called. He +had a carpenter to make a box, reaching from my foot to my knee, and in +this he put my leg. The box was straight on the bottom, and as the +break was just in the hollow between the calf and the heel, anybody +that had any sense should have known that the broken part would settle +down level with the rest, and a bad job be the result. It was badly +set, and gave me much trouble for several years. + +Following this, in successive winters, I had two severe spells of +pneumonia in that left lung, in both of which my life was despaired of. + +One day I was hauling heavy barn sills. They were swung under the hind +axle, and the pole was tied by a chain back around the sill. The chain +caught on a solid rock in the road, and, as I had four strong horses, +and they all came to a dead pull, the chain broke; then the pole came +over with force enough to have mashed every bone in a man's body. The +horses happened to be on a straight pull, and the pole just brushed by +my right shoulder and side. Had it struck me, I might as well have been +struck by a cannon-ball. That ended my dragging logs without a block +under the front end of the pole. + +While trading in Louisville, a grocery firm with which I dealt to some +extent had a clerk who was very dissipated at times. He was a desperate +character, and, when drinking, was very dangerous. One day I sold them +a lot of bacon, and this clerk, who almost had delirium tremens at the +time, made a mistake in weighing it. When I told him of it, he took it +as an accusation of intentional swindling. Instantly he came at me with +a large cheese knife, swearing vengeance and his eyes flashing fire. +There was nothing in reach with which to defend myself, and I could not +well get out of his way. I decided instantly on the only possible way +of escape. I stood perfectly still, did not move a hand, and looked him +steadily in the eye. When he got to me, he hesitated a moment, and the +uplifted hand with the huge knife dropped to his side. Not a word was +spoken, nor did my eye fall from his, and he turned and went back to +his work. + +During the summer after I confessed the Saviour, quite a number of +hands were harvesting at my father-in-law's. On Saturday evening we +went to a large pond near by to bathe. It was made to supply a saw-mill +by throwing a large dam across a hollow. It covered, perhaps, an acre +of ground, and was twelve or fifteen feet deep in places. I never could +swim successfully, but a number of those present were good swimmers, +and there were many slabs on the pond that would float several men. I +told them I believed I could swim across the pond, and if I could not +there were too many good swimmers present to let me drown. I swam +across once, and, after resting a moment, started back. When I got +about the middle, I missed my stroke and went down. I thought nothing +of it at first, fully expecting that when I came to the top they would +save me. I came to the top, could hear them yelling like Indians, but +no one came to my rescue. I took breath and went down again. When I +came up the second time the result was the same. When I came up the +third time, and no one there to help me, I began to get a little uneasy +and considerably out of humor. I was becoming exhausted, and I knew +that I could not come to the top more than once or twice more. I tried +to go to the bottom, knowing that if I could touch bottom I could +spring to the surface without exertion. But I could not reach the +bottom. I came up the fourth time; still no one gave me assistance. By +summoning the entire stock of remaining strength, I came up the fifth +time. As I did so, a strong young man, Sparks by name, a good swimmer, +caught me by the left arm near the shoulder. He told me to take hold of +him, but this I refused to do. I thought this might endanger him, and +that if I would be perfectly passive he could manage me with no danger +to himself. But when I would not take hold of him, he let me go and +swam off and left me. Another man was within ten feet at the time, +coming to his assistance. When I went down this time, I was satisfied +they were going to let me drown. I felt that I could not come to the +top again, and could not reach the bottom. I thought if I could reach +the bottom I could crawl out by springing to the top now and then for +breath. But I could not touch bottom. I then began to calculate the +chances of their getting my body out in time to resuscitate it. I knew +it would not take long to cut the dam and drain the pond; but, when I +reflected that they had not the presence of mind to do anything, I lost +all hope in that direction. I saw no chance for me, and regarded the +end as come. The reflection that I had obeyed the gospel was intensely +joyous. During the whole time I had not strangled, knowing that it +would be fatal. A young man named Gipson--Sam Gipson--one of the owners +of the mill, was some eighty yards away, filing the saw. When Sparks +swam away and left me, Gipson saw they were going to let me drown, and +ran to my assistance. He got on one of the large slabs, and came in to +where I had gone down. I was still making some commotion in the water, +and, guessing about where I was, he pushed a plank down that came just +under my left arm. I knew what it was, and pressed it to my side. He +then bore on the other end and brought me to the surface. He held on +thus till others came and helped me upon the slab. As soon as I got +breath a few times I appeared to be all right, and they thought I was +only playing a trick on them; but in a few moments I tumbled over, +became black in the face, and suffered intensely for several hours. + +On one occasion during the war I went into Floydsburg, on the morning +after Christmas day. There was a little squad of Confederates there, +belonging to the command of Col. Jessee, of New Castle, Ky. One of them +was a boy, named Hall, who went from that neighborhood. The rest were +strangers. I was introduced to the lieutenant in command, and had some +talk with him. The main street of the town runs east and west. About +the middle, the Brownsboro road comes in from the north, at a right +angle. This comes down a "branch" which crosses the main street. At the +east end of town the road descends into another hollow. Some of the +soldiers were inside, some sitting outside, of a blacksmith shop, and +some on their horses. I had walked near the east end, till I was just +on the ridge between the two hollows. I was standing at the door of +Col. Wilson, talking to his wife, when several companies of negroes, +stationed at La Grange under the command of white men, came marching +into town. They were a terror to the whole country. A little negro boy, +chopping wood just at the east edge of town, informed the commander, +who was riding in front, that the rebels were at the shop. Instantly +everything was quieted, and a stealthy march for the shop began. From +my position I could see both parties, and that the rebels were wholly +unsuspecting. While they were nothing to me, and I had but little +sympathy with them, for they were not in the regular service, I could +not stand and see them surprised and shot. I determined to warn them. +Mrs. Wilson tried to dissuade me, assuring me that it would be certain +death. I confess I could see it in no other light myself, yet I could +not decline. I walked down the street with an unconcerned air, about +forty yards in advance of the company. The lieutenant was sitting on +his horse sidewise, with his face turned from me, talking to a +Presbyterian preacher. I could see the eyes of the preacher over the +shoulders of the horse, but he was looking up into the face of the +other man, and I could catch the eye of neither. Finally, I had to stop +and make lively demonstrations in the face of the whole negro command. +When the attention of the Confederates was attracted, they endeavored +to escape by the Brownsboro road, and a charge from the other company +was instantly ordered. Each company opened fire on the other. I was on +the side of the street next to the Brownsboro road, and hence thrown +into all of the crossfire. I stood perfectly still till the entire +colored company passed by me. One man fell within a few feet of me, and +afterwards died. They had a running fight till they got out of hearing. +They caught young Hall, the only one I knew, and killed him. +Notwithstanding the agreeable disappointment at not finding myself +killed, I concluded that it might not be healthy to stay around there. +The town contained one of the most unprincipled white men that ever +went unhung. He was a sneak thief, and made it his business to get +Southern men into trouble. I saw him watching me all the time. I +concluded, therefore, that it would be better for me to leave town +before the soldiers got back. I had not gone more than a mile when they +returned, and threatened to burn the town if I was not produced. They +were watching me from the first, and the only thing that saved me was +they concluded that they could attend to me after they got through with +the rebels. They were told that I had left town, and were put on the +wrong road in search of me. I was then notified, and my holiday visit +terminated suddenly. + +When I think now of the many narrow escapes from death before I was a +child of God, a number of which are not recorded, my heart overflows +with gratitude for the kind Providence that spared me till I knew the +way of life and had the precious promises of God. An ungodly man may be +brave, and face death without a tremor, but only a child of God can +face certain death as it comes on apace in the stillness of the sick +chamber, and when the body is wasted with disease, in perfect composure +and even inexpressible joy. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +He Abandons the School-room. Remarkable Meeting near Alexandria. +Incidents. Establishes a Church. Mischief-making Preachers. Long and +Severe Attack of Typhoid Fever. Does not Lose Hope. Gratitude. + + +After teaching a year, I decided to abandon the school-room and give +myself wholly to the preaching of the Word. In the summer of 1865 I did +some mission work in Boone county, under the direction of the State +Board. In August, I held a meeting in Campbell county, about five miles +from Alexandria. The circumstances were a little peculiar. The Baptist +meeting-house in Alexandria had been blown down, and they were using +our house, at our invitation, every Lord's day afternoon, till they +could rebuild. They had a house about five miles in the country, and a +large congregation. Nearly the whole community were Baptists, and they +claimed a kind of preëmption. We had not a member in the neighborhood. +I was exceedingly anxious to hold a meeting in the very center of this +stronghold, and thought that as they were using our house, they would +grant me the use of theirs; but they would not. They offered to let me +have it for one sermon, but not for a protracted meeting. This did not +suit my purpose; and as there was an old log school-house near by, I +made an appointment for a meeting in this, which was to begin on Sunday +afternoon; and a few friends went with me from town. When we arrived at +the place, not a soul was on the ground; so having waited after the +time, and no one coming, I decided at once that the Baptists had +reported the appointment withdrawn, so that when I came and found no +one, I would be disgusted, and return home. But I was not disposed to +be defeated in that way. There was no brother in reach with whom I +could stay, but I told the friends to go back to town and leave me, and +that I would hold the meeting, "if I had to sleep in the woods, live on +pawpaws, and drink out of the 'branch.'" So they left me. + +There was a man living about a mile away whom the Baptists had excluded +about a year before, and who had no good feeling for them. Concluding +that that would be the best chance for shelter, I went to the house, +and learned from him that the appointment had indeed been +countermanded, just as I suspected. He promised me food and shelter +while I held the meeting. A number of neighbor boys were there with +his, and these were told to circulate the appointment for next night. +The following day he and I went and cleaned the house, putting in some +"anxious seats," fixing it to hold as many as possible. He sent his +boys out through the neighborhood notifying the people, and that night +we had about thirty present. The next night the house was full; and +from this on we had large audiences, day and night. In a few days we +built an arbor in front, and seated it; then, standing in the door, I +preached to those within and without. The meeting continued two weeks, +and resulted in fifty-two additions. Twenty-seven of these were from +that Baptist Church, and the rest by confession. A few of the +twenty-seven, the man with whom I lodged among the number, were not in +the fellowship of the church at that time. + +Several incidents occurred during the meeting. A very wicked man began +to attend, and one night he felt that he could stand the fire no +longer; but as I was in the door, preventing his escape in that +direction, he leaped out of a window, and ran off into the woods. In +about ten minutes he came crowding in from the outside, to make the +confession. + +A Baptist man became interested in the meeting, but his wife was so +bitter in her feelings that she would not attend. He finally prevailed +upon her to come. Going home, he asked her how she liked it. "Better +than I expected," was the reply. No more was said, but the next day she +came without persuasion. When asked the same question, she said, "They +don't preach what I thought they did." He was anxious to unite with us +on the Bible, but was waiting in the hope of getting her to come with +him. The next day she was in the house and he on the outside, and he +did not know till the meeting was over that she had come forward and +been received into the fellowship. + +At this meeting a gentleman came and asked me to marry him that night +after the services should be over. I told him I could not, as I had not +obtained license to marry. He then asked if I would object to his +getting a Methodist preacher who lived several miles away. That night +there was a great crowd, and I saw nothing of the preacher, but while +we were singing an invitation song a gentleman came pushing in, and +gave me his hand. I thought, of course, he wanted to make the +confession, and I tried to seat him with the others who had come +forward; but he would not. He soon became excited, and, tearing himself +loose, forced his way into the crowd. Just then some one whispered to +me that that was the Methodist preacher. It was a long time before the +services closed, and he was still so embarrassed that it was with great +difficulty he performed the required ceremony. He hurried away without +speaking to me, and then sent his apology, stating that he was so +mortified over his blunder that he could not speak to me about it that +night. + +On account of the numbers, the distance from town, and the want of +facilities for attendance there on the part of many of the converts, +they insisted upon having a church of their own at the school-house. +Under the circumstances it was thought best to comply with their +request. No officers were appointed as such, because of inexperience, +but several brethren were designated as those who should take a general +oversight of the flock, conduct their worship, etc., but none had +authority; and all were exhorted to be in subjection one to another. +They met every Lord's day and broke the loaf, and had prayer-meeting +Wednesday night. A large number took part in the worship. They had +frequent confessions, and a blacksmith across Licking River, who +preached, met them at the water, when notified, to attend to baptizing. +They thus grew in a few months from the fifty-two to seventy-five, when +two mischief-making preachers visited them and insisted that without +ordained elders and deacons they were no church at all, and finally +prevailed upon them to have a number of men ordained. I was sick, and +knew nothing that was going on. These ignorant novices thought there +was no use in having authority unless it were exercised. So they began +to crack their ecclesiastical whip, and the peace of the church was +disturbed. Things went from bad to worse till the whole congregation +went to pieces. Thus a good work was destroyed by the folly of two +ignorant, self-important preachers. Much mischief has been done in our +reformatory work by hasty organization. Like the New Testament +churches, we should have no ordained officers till we have material out +of which to make them. + +About September 10, 1865, I was stricken down with typhoid fever. I had +a good physician, and he nursed me with the utmost care. During that +sickness he came to see me a _hundred and thirty_ times. For over seven +weeks there was not a hopeful symptom. He allowed no company in the +room but my wife and the nurses. He appointed good brethren to nurse +me, each night about. No one else was allowed to touch me, except my +wife. I did not see my two little children for over two months, though +they were all the time in the house. After seven weeks he told me that +for the first time he saw a slight indication of recovery. After I +became convalescent, he said, in talking over the case, that he could +attribute my recovery to but two things--my confidence all the time +that I should get well, and the faith I had in my physician. He +determined this latter by saying that I followed his direction minutely +in everything. Theologically, he could not have given a better +definition of faith. He was a Baptist. + +I never gave up for a moment, and would not allow my mother to be sent +for till I was far on the road to recovery. I got out for the first +time on Christmas day, but it was a year before I was able to resume +regular preaching; and even then, and for a long time afterwards, I +felt the effects of this terrible disease. Had it not been for the +close attention of the doctor, and the good nursing of my dear wife and +kind brethren, I am sure that attack of sickness would have sent me to +my grave. Truly, God has been very merciful to me in giving me friends +wherever I have lived, and I have ever felt I could not be grateful +enough or diligent enough in the service of my Redeemer and His church +to repay Him or them for all this undeserved goodness. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +Sells Out at Alexandria. Moves to Crittenden. Preaches there and at +Williamstown. Low State of these Churches. Plan of Work. Memorizing in +Sunday-school. Lack of Church Discipline. One-Man System. Moves to New +Liberty. Visits Mount Byrd. + + +In the spring of 1866, we sold out at Alexandria, and spent most of the +summer in Oldham county, among our friends, while I was recuperating my +health. + +The meeting-house at La Grange had been blown down in a storm, and at +the solicitation of the church I visited a number of congregations and +obtained help to rebuild it. Midway was one of the places visited. Bro. +Franklin was there holding a meeting. This was my first acquaintance +with that grand hero of the Cross of Christ. + +In September we moved to Crittenden, Ky. I preached for that church and +at Williamstown, each half the time, for the rest of that year, and for +1867. The churches were both at low ebb. They had had no regular +preaching for some time; had not met on Lord's day; had no discipline; +and everything was in decay and disorder. + +I decided upon a plan of work for each church. The first point was to +get them to meet on the Lord's day and break the loaf, having social +worship, when I could not be with them. This done, we carefully revised +the church records, excluding whom we could not induce to attend the +house of the Lord and to try to discharge their Christian duties. This +was followed by protracted meetings at neighboring school-houses, +through which quite a number were added to both churches. Meetings were +then held in each church. By this time both churches were in a +prosperous condition. They both had good Sunday-schools, and a number +of members were taking an active part in the work of the church. We +disposed of the old house in Williamstown, and got the new house roofed +in 1867. We also repaired the house at Crittenden, getting it in nice +order, and putting in a baptistery. + +For the year 1868, the church at Crittenden wanted all my time, and I +gave up the church at Williamstown, devoting all my energies to the one +church. We arranged a book in which each member promised to pay so much +a week. Envelopes were given them, through which they were to pay their +weekly installment on each Lord's day. The congregations were large and +regular, and double the amount of money was thus collected that had +ever been raised before. + +That was before the days of Sunday-school "helps," and we made +memorizing the Scriptures a prominent feature in the work. The first of +January, 1868, I offered a reward to the one memorizing and repeating +the most Scripture that year. Quite a number started in to win the +prize, but it was soon evident that the contest was between three +girls. The amount of Scripture memorized was immense. All the scholars +memorized largely. Soon it required a teacher's whole time to hear the +verses of one of those girls. Then we had them recite during the week; +and, finally, I had them examined on the Scripture committed, repeating +here and there as called on. This was harder than repeating it all. The +first of June another little girl entered the lists. On the day they +were examined they could repeat with ease and accuracy any passage +committed to memory during the year. They were examined for several +hours. + +Incredible as it may appear, two of these girls committed the whole +Bible, and another committed Anderson's Translation of the New +Testament in addition; still another did not begin till June, and +committed the Bible by the end of the year. I never intended such a +result, nor can I approve that way of cramming the memory. + +While the church at Crittenden was in other respects in a flourishing +condition (indeed, rather too much flourish), it was difficult to get +it to act promptly and strictly in the administration of discipline. +The officers and church generally had more lax ideas on that subject +than I had. But in this particular I suppose they were about on a par +with most other congregations in Kentucky, both among our people and +others. Indeed, I must confess that at that time I was unusually strict +in such matters. I wanted everything pertaining to the church to come +square up to the mark in all respects, and I was unnecessarily worried +over every shortcoming. On account of not having discipline attended to +as strictly as I desired, I was disposed to resign at the close of +1868. But the elders promised more hearty coöperation in the matter, +and I accepted for another year conditionally. I stated publicly that I +would begin on three months' trial, and if at the end of that time the +church had not so coöperated with me as to effect certain ends, our +engagement would close. I did not succeed in getting the coöperation +desired, and the first Lord's day in April I announced to a crowded +house that my relation to them as preacher had closed. It fell upon +them like a thunder-clap from a clear sky. I stated the reasons, which +they understood, but had not regarded. Thus ended my ministry with that +church. + +My preaching at Crittenden, and the subsequent history of the church, +impressed upon me a very important lesson, upon which I acted in after +life. While everything was "booming," I could not teach them +self-reliance. They depended upon me. I had to take the lead in +everything. Consequently, when I left, it was just like taking the +engine off a big lot of machinery. Everything came to a standstill. I +feared this, and tried to guard against it. The material, however, was +of such a nature that it was next to impossible to get them to go +forward in church work without being led. But I was so impressed with +the virtual loss of my work then, that I made it a special point, ever +after, to develop the church in self-reliance, and make it largely +independent of a preacher. + +In 1869 I decided that it was not best for the Master's cause for me to +longer give all my time to the Crittenden church, as I wanted them to +learn to do without me. So the first of January I engaged to preach for +the church at New Liberty, Owen county, one-half my time. Resigning at +Crittenden in April, in May I moved to New Liberty. Here I found a +good, substantial set of brethren, and did a substantial work. We soon +had a good Sunday-school, renovated the house, cut off a lot of dead +material, and got the church in good working order. + +In May, 1869, I held a successful meeting in Owenton, and established +the cause in that place. Up to this time we had no organization there. +In 1870 I held them the second meeting. The cause continued to grow +there. In a few years they built a house of worship. The church has +generally been in a prosperous condition. + +In August of this year, I held another meeting for my old home church, +Pleasant Hill. It resulted in a goodly number of additions. It was +always a peculiar pleasure to hold a meeting among these old +associates, and I held quite a number. + +In August, 1869, Bro. I. B. Grubbs and I met at Mt. Byrd to hold a +protracted meeting. It was the first in their new house, after its +completion. We had an enjoyable and successful meeting. This was my +introduction to Mt. Byrd, which has since afforded me a home, has stood +by me through good and evil fortune, has never wavered in its devotion +and fidelity, and among whose good members my frail body will rest, +till it rises in the likeness of Christ. + +Here I might as well express my views upon the lack of church +discipline, as they have been formed from an extensive observation in +this and other States. I must, however, do this briefly. No one can +read the epistles of the apostles, and especially those of Paul, and +not be profoundly impressed with the belief that the administration of +discipline engaged a large share of their attention; and we may infer +the necessity of this from the very nature of the case. The first +churches were largely formed of Gentile converts, and these came from +heathenism; and they had to be recovered from its debasing practices; +and even the converts from among the Jews had to be reformed from many +evil ways. Any one who will read even casually Paul's pastoral epistles +will see these evils and sins exposed. These were contrary to the +purity and benevolence of the new religion, and hence the necessity of +self-denial and constant diligence on the part of both people and +pastors. + +"The times have changed and we have changed with them," but the _forms_ +of sin have changed rather than the thing itself, and we have as much +need to practice watchcare over ourselves and others as ever. It was +Cain that asked, "Am I my brother's keeper?" + +I am satisfied that the two crying needs in our Kentucky churches, and +I suppose elsewhere, are the faithful administration of discipline by +our elders and activity in Christian work by our members. I think we +are growing in the latter, and fear we are falling off in the former. +The reasons for both these opinions are not, in my opinion, hard to +find. Had I time and strength I should like to give them in full. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +History of the Mt. Byrd Church. When Established. Where. Charter +Members. Officers. Preachers. Number of Members. Three Things +Contributing to its Prosperity. New House of Worship. Serious Trouble +in the Church. How Settled. Method of Raising Money. The Church Builds +Allen a House. Organizes a Sunday-school. How it is Conducted. + + +Since the history of Mt. Byrd church from 1869 till my death will be an +inseparable part of my history, the two being linked together, the +church is destined to be known, and is known to-day, wherever I am +known. And as a part of its history will be given, I think it would be +more satisfactory to all who may feel interested in it, and more +profitable as a study, if an outline of its career from the beginning +were known. I therefore insert it here. + +In 1832, Isaac Foster, then a Baptist preacher, came into this +community preaching the principles of reform as advocated by Thomas and +Alexander Campbell. The people gave heed to his teaching concerning the +kingdom of God and the name of Jesus Christ, and on the second Lord's +day in September, 1832, at the house of David Floyd, on the top of the +Ohio River hill, opposite Hanover College, Ind., a church was +established. The following were the charter members: James Lindsey, +Hatty Ann Lindsey, William Maddox, Elizabeth Maddox, David Floyd, John +B. Floyd, Miss Mary A. Trout, Miss Catherine Trout, Miss Priscilla B. +Trout, Miss Sally Trout, Miss Saloma Overpeck, Miss Julia Ann Lindsey, +Miss Artamisia Cooper, Mrs. Minerva Cooper. + +James Lindsey and his wife, Hatty A., were formerly members of the Old +Christian Connection, at Cane Ridge, Ky. William Maddox and his wife, +Elizabeth, were from the Baptists. The rest were admitted by immersion. + +William Maddox and John B. Floyd were appointed elders, and David Lloyd +deacon. + +For a time they met and worshiped in private houses. They then built a +meeting-house, near the river bluff, on the farm of Bro. David Floyd. +It was of hewed logs, and primitive in architecture. It was called Mt. +Olivet. They met every Lord's day to break bread, to worship God and to +edify one another in love. Much of the long-continued prosperity of the +Mt. Byrd church is doubtless due to beginning with good material and on +correct principles. + +In that early day the church enjoyed the visits of such men as Isaiah +Cornelius, Allen Kendrick, L. L. Fleming, Jesse Mavity, Wm. Brown, and +others. The church increased in number rapidly. + +In a short time several families of standing and influence moved into +the present neighborhood of Mt. Byrd and south of it, from Woodford +county, Ky. The house was unfavorably located, being on the extreme +edge of the territory from which the membership must come. It was +agreed by all parties to build another house, farther back from the +river, in a more desirable locality. About 1837 this house was built on +the farm of Bro. Robert Moffett, at the crossing of the Strother and +Cooper roads, about two and one-half miles from the other house, and +one and one-half south of Milton. It was a commodious frame building. +The site is now on the corner of Bro. Allen's place, two hundred yards +from his house. It was called Mt. Byrd, from the fact that it was on +part of a large survey of land known as the Byrd survey; and the "Mt." +was due to its elevation. It was understood that so soon as certain +obstacles were removed, the two churches were to become one. Hence the +house was used a year or two before our organization was established. +And, in one view of the case, Mt. Byrd had its origin in 1832; and in +another, in 1839. + +On the second day of August, being the first Lord's day, 1839, an +organization was established on the following covenant: + + "We, the undersigned individuals, agree to have fellowship with + each other, and to be united together in the bonds of Christian + affection according to all the rules of conduct and requirements of + God, as contained in His Word--the Scriptures of the Old and New + Testaments." + + CHARTER MEMBERS. + + Robert Moffett, Elizabeth Moffett, Lucinda Moffett, Sarah Ann + Moffett, Catherine Stipes, Alexander Moffett, Nancy Moffett, Emily + Moffett, Harriet Moffett, Jane Moffett, Porter Fisher, Caroline + Fisher, Hayden Fisher, Robert Thompson, Anna F. Thompson, Polly + Blake, Elizabeth Taylor, Susan Taylor, Zachariah Taylor, Sally + Taylor. + +Porter Fisher was chosen elder. + +In September following, Dr. Curtis J. Smith and Newton Short held them +a meeting, resulting in forty additions. + +The members of the first organization began to move their membership to +Mt. Byrd, and soon the two congregations were one. + +The following is a list of the overseers of the church, in their order, +from its establishment till 1885: + + Porter Fisher, Hayden Fisher, John B. Floyd, James Jones, Samuel + Morris, John A. Bain, Isaac Trout, John S. Maddox, Jacob Trout, + George Craig, F. G. Allen. + +The following are the names of the preachers who have served the church +a stated length of time: + + Porter Fisher, Hiram Stark, J. Newton Payne, Dr. C. J. Smith, Henry + Rice, Jesse Mavity, Dr. Sadler, J. A. Bain, G. B. Moore, A. A. + Knight, J. C. Walden, J. V. Price, F. G. Allen. + +In addition to meetings held by the regular preachers, it has enjoyed +the evangelistic labors of some of the ablest preachers in the +Reformation. + +From its organization to June, 1885, there were added to the church, at +various times and in various ways, 982 members. At this time (June 12, +1885) the membership is 350. + +In addition to removals, deaths, exclusions, etc., we gave a large +number to the Bedford Church when it last organized (1874), and our +colored membership organized to themselves in 1877. Also the nucleus of +the Beech Grove church went from here. + +Three things, that have had much to do with the prosperity of this +church, deserve special mention--their course during the war, their way +of choosing church officers, and their method of church discipline. + +During the war the church remained in a peaceful and prosperous +condition. At the beginning they were of one mind in the decision that +the religion of Christ was more important to them than political +interests; that the war would end, but that the kingdom of God would +not, and that they would stand for the things that could not be shaken +by the shock of arms. A large number of young men of the community were +in the service, and they wanted to be in a spiritual condition to take +care of such of them as should return. Though soldiers of both armies +were frequently in the neighborhood, the church continued the service +of God and the discharge of Christian duty as if the peace of the +country was undisturbed. Consequently, when the war was over, they had +no alienations to adjust, no broken down walls to rebuild, no breaches +to close up. They needed no reconstruction. Their history demonstrates +that even cruel war need not necessarily alienate the people of God. +The congregation was not a unit in political sympathy, but they allowed +no mixing of politics with religion, in the pulpit or elsewhere, on +either side. Strong rebels from Kentucky and strong Union men from +Indiana filled the pulpit during the time, but with the understanding +that they preach the gospel and not politics--no difference was made. + +Till 1867 the method of selecting church officers was by popular +ballot. They were thus selected according to the feelings, and tastes, +and prejudices of men, women and children, many of whom are always +controlled by personal likes and dislikes. At this time a change was +made that resulted in great good. The change was to this effect, that a +committee in whom the church have perfect confidence be appointed to +select elders and deacons. When selected, their names are submitted to +the congregation, and two weeks given during which objections may be +made privately to the committee. Should objections be made to any one, +which are considered valid, and can not be removed, that name is +dropped and another substituted. It is understood from the beginning, +by all parties, that the objections are to be kept private, and if a +candidate is dropped on account of objections, he has no right to +demand the name of the objector nor the objections. When objections are +not made, or they no longer exist, it is understood that the selection +is ratified by the church. The parties are then set apart to their work +by fasting, prayer and the laying on of hands. In this way a better +selection is made, and the church is much more impressed with the +importance of the official work, and of their obligation to those set +apart, as co-operants in the work. The plan gave entire satisfaction, +and the church ever after observed it. + +When I began to preach for the church, I introduced a plan of +disciplinary work which I had observed since my labors with the +Crittenden Church. The leading idea in it was to save the offender, and +the church was impressed with that fact. The relatives and friends of +the offending party were enlisted in an effort with the preachers and +elders to save him, with the understanding that if this could not be +done, the law of the Lord must be enforced in his exclusion. Such +efforts rarely failed, and, when they did, those most likely to be hurt +about his exclusion felt that they had failed in trying to save him, +and that all was done that could be done. When such efforts failed, the +case was then stated to the church, and if any one thought that he +might accomplish something, and wished an opportunity to try, action +was delayed till he did what he could, and thus the whole moral force +of the church was exerted. When all felt that nothing more could be +done, the law of the Lord was executed, the church withdrew its +fellowship, and the occasion was made as solemn and impressive as +possible. There was no voting as to whether or not they would exclude +him. That is a matter of divine legislation on which we have no right +to vote. The sense of the congregation was taken only as to whether or +not they had done all they could to save the offender, and had thus +complied with the law of the Lord in this respect. In twenty years, +with much attention to disciplinary work, I have never had the least +trouble or evil consequence result from a case of exclusion. + +In 1867 they built a new house of worship, about a quarter of a mile +nearer Milton than was the old house. It is a large and substantial +frame. + +When Mt. Byrd was established there were several strong Methodist and +Baptist churches within a few miles. They have all dwindled into +comparative insignificance, and Mt. Byrd has the controlling influence +in the county. Her territory extends sixteen miles along the Ohio River +and eight miles back. + +I engaged to preach for Mt. Byrd Church one-half my time, beginning the +first of October, 1869. It is thirty miles from New Liberty, and at +that time it was reached by a dirt road terribly muddy in the winter. I +went back and forth on horseback. I arranged to have my two Sundays +come together, and spent the intervening week visiting the congregation +and preaching at some neighboring school-house. I thus made but one +trip a month. My health was very poor, and each visit I made they +thought would be the last. + +After I began preaching at Mt. Byrd, I discovered a very serious +trouble in the church, of which I before knew nothing. I saw, from its +nature and the men involved in it, that unless it was peaceably and +permanently settled, the church would be effectually ruined. And +circumstances indicated that it was next to impossible to secure such a +settlement. I was deeply concerned about it. + +The difficulty grew out of a man's making engagements to teach two +schools at once, and consequently having to disappoint one of the +parties. They had depended on him, and thereby lost the opportunity of +getting a good teacher. They felt grievously wronged, and sued for +damages. The teacher was a poor man, not able to fight the suit, and he +so worked upon his patrons that they promised to stand by him and +defend him in court. A large number of good and influential brethren +were involved in it, and they had worked up a very bad state of +feeling. Bro. J. S. Maddox, the leading elder, stood by me faithfully +in the work. We labored incessantly day and night for over two weeks +before we accomplished our purpose. I preached in the two school-houses +alternately, day and night, so as to reach all of both parties; for +they would not go to each other's houses. The rest of the time was +spent in visiting and laboring privately with the disaffected members. +The preaching was all directed to the one special end. Sometimes we +would have it nearly completed as we thought, and then the trouble +would break out again. One day our hearts beat with joyous hope, and +the next we were depressed and discouraged. + +Finally, they agreed to arbitrate the matter if I alone would act as +arbitrator. I tried hard to reason them out of this, for I felt almost +certain that I would sacrifice myself in so doing. I felt that I could +hardly hope to retain the friendship of both parties in such a +complicated matter, over which there was so much bad feeling. But, +finding that there was no other way of settlement, I concluded that the +sacrifice of myself was a small matter as compared with the ruin of the +church, and I consented. All parties agreed to abide by my decision in +good faith, bury all their animosities, and be at peace among +themselves. I wrote out carefully the whole case, giving my decision on +each point, and the reasons therefor. I read it at a meeting at which +all were present. They all signed it, and the trouble was forever +ended. Both parties kept it in good faith, and I retained their +fraternal love. + +When the church had been "rounded up," and all dead matter cast off, we +had 240 members on the list. Some new deacons were appointed, till we +had seven in all. Not because there were seven appointed at Jerusalem, +but because we needed that number and had material out of which to make +them. We divided the congregation into seven districts, each deacon +having his boundary defined. Each had a list of all the members in his +district, and it was his duty to obtain a subscription from each member +and collect it. Each child of a family made his own subscription. All +were expected to give something, unless they were beneficiaries of the +church. This system has several advantages: (1) More money is obtained +than when given only by heads of families. (2) Each one feels that he +is a factor in the church, not an overlooked cipher, and this does him +good. It stimulates him to do something. (3) In training each one to +give, however little they may be able, there is developed in them a +right spirit and a very important principle. + +A business meeting was held every three months. At these the deacons +made their reports, and squared accounts with the preacher. Thus the +exact financial condition of the church was known. Cases of discipline, +missions, charities, and everything pertaining to the interests of the +church, were freely discussed. A record was kept of everything done. +These meetings were held on Saturday, and the next day a statement was +made to the church of what was done, and their sanction obtained to +such matters as it was thought best to submit. + +With a thorough organization, systematic working, and the happy +settlement of the big trouble over which all were filled with anxiety, +the church took on new life, and ever after continued in an active, +growing condition. + +The brethren soon petitioned me to move into their midst. I jocularly +told them I would do so if they would give me a good home. The +suggestion was no sooner made than accepted. Bro. J. H. Moffett gave me +eight acres of ground just where I wanted it, and he and the rest of +the brethren agreed to build me a house. I was permitted to plan just +such a house as I wanted, and they would see that it was built. No +obligation whatever was required of me as a condition. I was free to +dispose of it and leave them at any time, if I wished to do so. It was +all a matter of trust. The outside improvements were also made mostly +by the brethren. I may say here that in the fifteen years I preached +for that church, not a man ever charged me a cent for anything he ever +did for me, and they did everything that I needed to have done. + +In the spring of 1870 we organized a Sunday-school. It ranged usually, +one year with another, from 125 to 150. One peculiar feature about it +was that a large number of old people attended. In a word, the _church_ +went into the Sunday-school. The teachers have all the time been of the +older brethren and sisters, and many men and women of middle age and +beyond have been in the classes. We kept a record of the attendance, +recitations, contributions, etc., thus indicating the regularity of the +work. The record shows that there were perfect, in recitations and +attendance, twenty-six in 1873, thirty-four in 1874, and twenty in +1875. This is a fair sample for the fifteen years. The school is still +in a fine condition. Some members have not missed a single recitation +in five years. + +From the beginning we have adhered to the rule of opening on the last +Sunday in April and continuing till Christmas. The congregation being +scattered over a large district, and the roads being bad in winter, we +have been in the habit of dismissing the children for the rest of the +year; but all the older people form one class, and are taught the +Scriptures by the preacher or elder of the church from the first of +January till the last of April. + +I am satisfied this is a good arrangement for churches in the country, +where the membership is much scattered. It works well at Mt. Byrd, and +I don't see why it may not work well elsewhere under the same +circumstances. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +He Moves to Mt. Byrd. Debate with J. W. Fitch. Preaches at Madison, +Ind. Protracted Meetings at Columbia, Burksville, Thompson's Church, +Dover, Germantown, Pleasant Hill, Burksville again, Beech Grove, Dover +again. + + +In September, 1870, we moved to the neighborhood of Mt. Byrd. My house +not being completed, we lived in the lower end of Hunter's Bottom, +above Milton. We spent here a very pleasant year. I gave a good deal of +time to the building, helping in whatever I could do, which was quite a +benefit to my health. I continued to preach at New Liberty half my time +during this year and 1871. The last of October, 1871, we got into our +new house. It is about three hundred yards from the church, beautifully +situated on the main thoroughfare to Milton and Madison. + +In 1871 I held two meetings in Carrollton, Ky. The cause was very low +there at that time. Our band was feeble; and the place almost entirely +given to sectarianism. We had no place of worship, and the court-house +in which we met was not comfortable. Some of the prominent members had +become very worldly. Because I preached against their sins, they became +much offended, but the offense was to reformation. They afterwards +built a meeting-house, and they are now in good condition. + +Nov. 2, 1871, I began my first public religious debate. It was at Mt. +Byrd, and with Presiding Elder J. W. Fitch. It came about in this way: +At a Quarterly Conference in the county, the preachers and prominent +men present, to the number of fourteen, drew up and sent me a formal +challenge to meet C. W. Miller, at Mt. Byrd (this being by far the +largest house in the county), and debate certain designated +propositions. At that time I had a very bad opinion of Mr. Miller, and +there was no good feeling existing between us. In reply to their +communication I said: "You have a number of brethren in Kentucky of +equal or superior ability to Mr. Miller, whom I can meet as Christian +gentlemen, and when I have the promise of such a disputant, I shall be +ready to arrange propositions." They then applied to Mr. Fitch, and a +correspondence between us was opened. My purpose then, and ever since +in debating with Methodists, was to discuss the _system_ of Methodism, +instead of a few isolated propositions. In that way the people see what +_Methodism_ is; in this, they do not. We finally agreed that each +would affirm that the polity and practice of the church with which he +was identified are authorized by the word of God. + +An immense crowd attended the debate. The weather was beautiful, and we +had dinner on the ground. Each affirmed for three days. My affirmation +closed Saturday afternoon. The President Moderator announced that the +debate would be resumed at 10 o'clock Monday, on the polity of the +Methodist Church, Mr. Fitch affirming. Monday, Mr. Fitch declined to +discuss the polity of his church, giving as a reason that it was of no +consequence, and he wanted to give all his time to more important +matters. He further stated that he had agreed to discuss the polity of +the church simply in order to get the debate, not that it was worth +discussing. I happened to have in my pocket a letter in which he had +insisted on the discussion of the polity of the two churches as a very +important matter. This was read. The President Moderator--Col. +Preston--ruled that he must either debate the question, as agreed upon, +or concede that it was indefensible; and he yielded. We learned +afterward, just what we then suspected, that the preachers present, of +whom there were about twelve, held a council on Saturday night, and +protested against his discussing the polity of the church. + +The debate created a great deal of interest and investigation in the +community, and within nine months following, over one hundred were +added to the church. Of these, quite a number were from the Baptists +and Methodists. + +A rather curious thing occurred during the debate. While on the +practice of the M. E. Church, I made a raid on the mourners' bench, +describing its workings and demanding authority for it. Mr. Fitch +jumped up, very much excited, and called me to order. His point of +order was that the M. E. Church, South, had abandoned the mourners' +bench; that it was now countenanced only by a few ignorant preachers +for whose conduct the church was not willing to be held responsible. +And as it was no longer a part of the practice of the church, he was +not there to affirm that it was authorized by the word of God. The +President appealed to all the Methodist preachers present to know if +that was the case. The last one of them said "yes." In three weeks I +went to Carrollton to hold a meeting, and the two most prominent +preachers at the debate were there in a meeting, and they had the +mourners' bench out twice a day, and six or eight mourners were +striving to "get through!" What are we to think of such as that? + +By preaching at adjacent school-houses, the membership of the church +was considerably increased. This plan was continued till my editorial +work on the _Guide_ interfered with it. + +About seven miles back from Mt. Byrd the Methodists had an old house, +and a weak church where they years ago had a strong one. We had quite a +number of members in that neighborhood. By our assisting in rebuilding +the old chapel, we held by written contract a fourth interest in it. +This gave us the use of the house one Sunday in the month, and at such +other times as it was not occupied by the Methodists. This we did in +order to have a place to preach in that community, and especially for +protracted meetings. We also rented the Presbyterian house in Milton, +by the year, for the same purpose. + +In 1872 I engaged to preach at Carrollton and White's Run, both in +Carroll county, once a month at each. I held a meeting for each church, +and got the membership, to some extent, reconstructed. + +But in May I was called to preach for the church in Madison, Ind., +one-half my time. It being so convenient--just across the river from +me--and an important field, I got the churches at Carrollton and +White's Run to release me, and I entered on my work in Madison the +first of June, 1871. I preached for them the rest of that year. I held +a protracted meeting in October. The number of additions for the seven +months was small. Finding that they needed a preacher all the time, +since they had no one to lead them in the absence of a preacher, and +wishing to devote half my time to evangelizing, I resigned and induced +them to get Bro. J. H. Hardin in my place. + +In November, 1872, I had a fine meeting at Columbia, Ky. This was +before the college there was built. Bro. J. H. Hardin was preaching for +the church. Bro. Azbill has since built up the church, but was that +year in Butler University. The fruits of my first meeting there are +manifest to this day. Prominent among these is the efficient work of +Dr. U. L. Taylor, who was formerly a Methodist, but for years has been +the stay of the congregation and college in that place. + +In 1873 I gave one-half my time to holding meetings. In March I went to +Burksville, Cumberland county, Ky. The church had had no preaching for +a long time, and was not meeting on the Lord's day. There were a few +faithful ones, especially sisters, but the majority had gone to the +world. We had over forty additions. The membership was organized for +work, a Sunday-school was established, a preacher secured, and the +church entered on a long period of prosperity. Two preachers were the +result of this meeting--C. M. McPherson, of the _Apostolic Guide_, +and E. J. Ellison, now of Glasgow, Ky. They had been immersed, but, +with many others, had strayed from the fold. They were reclaimed and +put to work, and to-day they are faithful ministers of the Word. + +As showing what may result from a word timely spoken, a young lady from +Nashville, now the wife of Bro. McPherson, was visiting a sister at +Burksville. She was a devoted Episcopalian, talented and accomplished. +One day she was telling me about her church and preacher, etc., and the +work she was trying to do for the Master. I asked her if she had ever +obeyed the gospel. She looked amazed, and remarked that that was a +strange question to ask a church member. I told her I feared that many +church members, and even devoted ones, had never obeyed the gospel; and +in a few words explained the reason why. She soon made the confession +and was immersed, stating afterwards that that question led to an +entire change of religious views. + +In May I held a meeting at Thompson's Church, in Robinson county. The +meeting was of no special importance; the number of additions was +small, and no important results any way. Willis Cox was preaching for +the church. + +At this meeting the wealthiest man in the church was greatly taken with +the preaching, said he intended to go to Dover, twenty odd miles away, +to hear me there, had three of his children immersed, and was almost +too happy to behave himself. He gave a _two cent copper_ to help pay +the expenses of the meeting! This was all they could get out of him. He +got so happy that it dried up the fountain of his liberality. + +In June I held a meeting at Dover, Mason county. This was an old +church, and once a prosperous one, but a bad spirit had been engendered +during the war, and it had virtually gone to pieces. They were meeting, +and had a preacher employed, Bro. Willis Cox; but only a few members +were concerned about the things of Zion. They had had no additions for +so long that the town was full of young people who had grown up out of +the church. The brethren expected no additions, but wanted a meeting +for the encouragement of the faithful few. This was the way they put it +when they engaged me to hold the meeting. The house was well-filled +from the first, and in a few nights crowded. They paid profound +attention to the Word. This led me to hope for additions, but the +brethren hooted at the idea. I preached only at night and on the Lord's +day. On the ninth night they made a move, and continued to move till +fifty-seven were added. I baptized fifty. The deepest religious +interest prevailed that I ever had in any of my meetings. No telling +what the result would have been, had I not been taken sick and +compelled to leave. As I was going to the boat to return home, I went +by the church. It was crowded. I had just a few minutes. I went in and +explained the situation, and proposed to take the confession of any +that wished to make it, before I left. Without a word of exhortation +two came forward. Thus I left them. + +Nearly all the young people of the town came into the church, so that +there was no outside element left to get up mischief, and it is +gratifying to know how faithfully they held out. The church has ever +since been in active working order. + +In July I held a meeting at Germantown. Bro. J. C. Walden was preaching +for them. We had a pleasant meeting, but no special results. + +In August I held another good meeting at my old home church--Pleasant +Hill, in Oldham county. I held them a meeting each year for five or six +years. While they were slow to assist me when I was struggling for a +start, after I got well under way they were quite liberal in reward of +my labor. But one dollar at the first would have done me more good, +because more needed, than five at the time they were given. This is a +mistake made by many churches. + +In October, 1873, I held another meeting at Burksville. This was also a +fine meeting, but not quite so many additions were made as at the one +in March preceding. + +In November I had a good meeting at Beech Grove, a country church in +Trimble county, eight miles from Mt. Byrd. + +In December I was again at Dover. We had another excellent meeting, but +there was not material for so many converts as at first. This visit was +mainly for the membership, to rid the church of some dead material, and +put it into good working order. On account of getting sick at the +previous meeting, I had to leave before this needed work was +accomplished. Thus ended my labors for 1873. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +Begins Preaching at Beech Grove. Debates with Elder Hiner. Amusing +Incident. Holds many Meetings. Debates with Elder Frogge. Debates again +with Elder Hiner. Repudiates Miller's Book. Sick Again. Holds more +Meetings. + + +In 1874 I engaged to preach once a month for the Beech Grove Church. + +Beginning January 20th, at a Methodist church near Beech Grove, I held +a debate with Elder Robert Hiner. The debate continued eight days. It +was largely attended, though the roads and weather were bad. The +feeling throughout the debate was good, but hardly so much so as at the +one held at Mt. Byrd with Elder Fitch. A very amusing thing occurred. +Mr. Hiner brought all of his books, and, coming through Bedford, he got +all of Mr. Young's, the preacher at that place. They made a perfect +wagon load. He obtained a long table, like a carpenter's bench, and +stacked them up on it. I soon discovered that it was all for a show, +and the question was how to most successfully burlesque it. I first +thought of sending to Bedford and getting a large wagon-load of Patent +Office Reports and the like, and stacking them up on my table. But in +my room I discovered a little toy-book, about an inch long, called +"Orphan Willie." This I took to church in my vest pocket, with a few +leaves carefully turned down. After alluding to his "silent artillery," +as I had done before, I drew out "Orphan Willie," and planted it on the +pulpit in position to effectually blow up his entire battery, with the +assurance that that was going to be done. I had laughed over the idea +till I thought I could do it without laughing. But in this I failed; +and the whole audience, Methodist preachers and all, got into such a +laugh that I lost half my speech. But the books were put out of sight, +and thus ended the scarecrow business. + +During the debate Mr. Hiner expressed the opinion that I would yet come +back to the Methodist church. I told him he might as well talk of a +full-grown rooster, spurs and all, going back into the shell that +hatched it. For a long time this gave me the sobriquet of "Old +Chicken." Some brethren use it even now. + +While on the design of baptism, Mr. Hiner remarked that if he believed +baptism was for the remission of sins, he would live on a creek or +river and be baptized every time he sinned. I gave it as my opinion +that in that case he would find it a very difficult matter to keep any +dry clothes! + +During this year I held meetings at Louisville, Crittenden, Cove Hill, +Burksville and Glasgow, with varied success. + +In 1875 I held meetings at Glasgow, Carrollton, Campbellsville, +Burksville, Bedford, Hodgenville and Columbia. + +In July of this year I debated twelve days, at Burksville, with +Presiding Elder Frogge. He was the great champion of Methodism in +Southern Kentucky. He had had a great many debates, and, while he was +very ready and glib in his line of debating, I soon discovered that his +scholarship and reading were both very limited, exceedingly so; and I +intentionally widened the range of controversy more than was my wont, +to see what he would do--and he was completely lost. His forte in +debating is wit and ridicule, by which he gets his opponents angry and +confused. He tried this hard for three days, till he rendered himself +offensive to all. It was rumored that his brethren then held a council +and told him that this must be stopped; that he must debate the +questions on their merits or quit; that he was bringing the cause into +disrepute. The county paper, edited by a scholarly Episcopalian, was +very severe in its criticism of his conduct. This caused much +excitement among the Methodists. When he had to quit his efforts to get +me excited, he was no longer himself. This debate was held at the +request of the Baptists. Mr. Frogge and a Baptist preacher had debated +near there the fall before, and, the Baptist having failed, had to give +up the discussion. Mr. Frogge then left a broad and boastful challenge +for any immersionist. The Baptists were very sore over it, and when I +went there in the winter to hold a meeting they requested me to accept +his challenge. I referred them to the brethren, and with their +concurrence I entered upon the discussion. + +In November I held another debate with Mr. Hiner, this time at Bedford, +Ky. It continued eight days. This created the most intense excitement I +ever saw in a meeting-house. At the two previous debates in the county +I repudiated C. W. Miller's book (_Points of Controversy_) as +authority. It is the book that Dr. Ditzler exposed. Our opponents said +I would not dare to do that where Miller was. They had him at this +debate. Mr. Hiner read from it a passage purporting to be from Moses +Stuart. I asked him what he was reading from. He said, "'Points of +Controversy,' and you challenge it if you dare." I then asked for the +page in Stuart's book where the language occurred. He refused to give +it. I had Stuart, and the inference was that he didn't want the +comparison made. When I got up I referred to what had passed about the +quotation, saying I was willing to take Stuart for it if he had given +me the page, but as for "Points of Controversy," I could take nothing +on its authority, for I repudiated the book and its author as authority +in anything. This provoked a personal wrangle with Miller, who was +close to me, after the debate--for the day was over. The excitement was +intense as we passed and repassed our compliments. Finally the house +refused to hear Mr. M. Even his own brethren rose as one man and went +out of the house. This so infuriated him that he left the place. + +January 1, 1876, I went on the _Apostolic Times_ with I. B. Grubbs and +S. A. Kelley. I had been writing for it every two weeks, by contract, +for several years. From this time I devoted special attention to it +every week, and, with the exception of a few months from the sale of +the _Times_ to Dr. Hopson and Cozine till the establishing of the +_Guide_, I have been constantly engaged in editorial work. + +About the middle of January I was taken down with intercostal +rheumatism and spinal trouble, and was very low for several months. +Very little hope was entertained of my recovery. After the intense +suffering was over, my system was so racked that convalescence was +slow. The doctors agreed that it was due to nervous exhaustion produced +by overwork. For years I had known nothing practically of mental rest, +and the year preceding was unusually severe on me, in my feeble state +of health. When I held the twelve days' debate at Burksville the summer +before, I went from my bed to the house and from the house to my bed. I +was hardly any better in the one held a few weeks before. These labors, +with those given to my home church of over three hundred members, +together with holding seven protracted meetings, and writing for the +_Times_, all the while in feeble health, brought me down very low. + +I wish here to emphasize the fact that I have never gone out of my way +to either seek or shun a religious debate. I repeat this statement +here, lest some might think otherwise from the fact that I have held so +many. + +After getting up again, I held meetings at Antioch, in Shelby county, +Glasgow, Burksville, South Elkhorn, and at some other points. This has +always been congenial employment for me. + + + + +CHAPTER XVI. + +Continues to Evangelize. Dr. Cook's Prescription. Incident at Glendale. +Peculiar Feature in the Meeting at Madisonville. The Fractious Preacher +at Sonora. Closes his Evangelistic Labors. Establishes the _Old Path +Guide_. The Bruner Debate. + + +In 1877 I spent much time evangelizing, being called to hold protracted +meetings at many important places. I accepted work at seven of these, +and my labors were fruitful in the conversion of sinners and in +building up the saints in their most holy faith; but I had to be away +from home a great deal, and my exposure in all kinds of weather, and +the wear and tear of constant preaching, increased my lung disease. + +While preaching at Cynthiana my spinal trouble returned, causing me to +close abruptly, and I could preach no more till July. On my return from +Cynthiana, some friends in Cincinnati induced me to visit a Dr. Cook (I +think that is the name). He was celebrated for his skill in such +afflictions. He was a corpulent, jolly old gentleman, full of humor. +When I was introduced, he looked at me for a moment without coming +near, and said: "Well, sir, you don't laugh enough. You take too +serious a view of life. Why, sir, at least two inches of your spinal +marrow is inflamed, produced by nervous exhaustion, the result of +overwork and no mental recreation. I tell you, sir, all the medicine in +the world will do you no good till you quit that and cultivate +laziness. You must take a more cheerful view of life. And you must +learn to laugh, not giggle a little, but laugh away down to the bottom +of the abdomen. Then you will get well. I used to be a little, scrawny, +sallow, nervous, overworked thing like you are, but I saw it was going +to kill me, and I quit it and went to laughing, and now see what I am?" +And this was all the prescription he gave me. There is, doubtless, a +good deal of philosophy in it. + +At Glendale a rather singular circumstance occurred. The first night of +the meeting, I observed a very intelligent looking lady in the +audience, and she was intensely interested. When we got back to the +place where I was stopping, I asked the sister who this lady was. She +gave her name, stating that she was the pride of the Methodist Church +in that country; that her talk at the love-feast a few weeks before had +been the topic of conversation ever since. I remarked that she would +not be a Methodist when that meeting was over. But they would not +listen to the idea that she would ever be anything but a Methodist. She +was present the second and third nights, and manifested the same +intense interest. The next morning early, she sent to ascertain if she +could have a private interview. When she came, she made her business +known at once. She wanted to learn if I would immerse her and let her +remain in the M. E. Church. Without answering her question, I asked her +what she wanted to be immersed for. She said she had become convinced +that she had never obeyed the gospel, and she wanted to be immersed +because it was the Saviour's will, and her sprinkling was not +authorized. "Well," said I, "why do you want to correct your life in +some things according to the divine authority, and not in others?" She +said she wanted to correct it in all respects where it was contrary to +divine authority. I then told her that there were a number of things in +the Methodist Church for which there was no more authority than there +is for infant baptism. She inquired what, and when I told her, she +said, "That will do," and right away I immersed her. She had been +brought up a Romanist, and while we were gone to the baptizing her +sister burnt her Bible. No special persecution followed her change to +the Methodists, but it was otherwise when she united with us. Her +relatives, so far as known to me, have never become reconciled. + +The meeting at Madisonville, O., eighteen miles from Cincinnati, also +had a peculiar feature which I think worthy of mention. It was the +first preaching by our brethren ever heard in the place, and most of +those who made the confession had never before heard it made. The first +person called upon to make it answered aloud and distinctly: "Yes, sir; +I believe with my whole heart that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of the +living God." All who followed answered in the same way. I wish it could +always be so. + +In 1878 calls upon me to conduct meetings were multiplied, but I could +comply only with those from Vevay, Ind., Sonora, Ky., Dover, White's +Run, Columbia, Burksville, Glendale, Oakland and Owenton. + +At Sonora, a Methodist preacher attended a few times, and he was +remarkably fractious. Several times he interrupted me. One night, in +preaching on the "Plan of Salvation," commenting on the case of the +jailer, I remarked that the fact that the apostles sometimes baptized +households, was no evidence that they baptized infants, since there are +many households without infants. He spoke up very much excited, saying, +"May I ask you a question?" I told him yes. "Well, now," he says, +"suppose we take a common sense view of that matter. Suppose you were +to come to town, and start out to baptizing households, and you were to +go to Bro. Creel's house and mine, wouldn't you have to baptize +infants?" (Bro. Creel had five little fellows, and he seven.) I +answered, "Yes, Bro. Campbell, I admit that whenever you go to a +preacher's house, you are very apt to find them." The whole house +laughed outright, and they never ceased laughing at that preacher till +he left the circuit. + +These meetings were all successful in the way of additions, except that +at Vevay. But I have never kept an account of my additions, and +remember the number at only a few meetings. + +This year my regular evangelistic work closed on account of editing the +_Guide_ and preaching half the time at Portland Avenue Church, in +Louisville. + +In January, 1879, I established the _Old Path Guide_, in Louisville. I +was owner, proprietor, editor, bookkeeper, treasurer, mailing clerk, +general agent, and special "boss." This required all my time, except +what I had necessarily to give to preaching on the Lord's day and the +preparation therefor. The _Guide_ was a success, financially, from +the beginning. I put money in bank the first three months of each year +to pay every dollar of expense to the end. The net profits the first +year were over $600, and this increased each year for the three years +that I managed it all myself. The third year would have netted $1,000, +but in the midst of it I made the change, transferring one-half of it +to Cline, Marrs & Co., and giving them control of its business +management. This was the beginning of financial embarrassment. The +change was demanded by my failing health, and I could no longer do +everything, as I had been doing from the first. + +That year I engaged to preach half my time for the Portland Avenue +Church. In order to serve the Glendale church, which is fifty miles on +the Louisville & Nashville road, the Mt. Byrd church released me one +Sunday in the month. During the year the Portland Avenue Church +increased 120 per cent. + +In February, 1879, I held a meeting for the Campbell St. church, +Louisville. The meeting proved to be quite beneficial to the +congregation, in many respects. I boarded in the city during the +winter, and moved my family down in April. + +The church at Glendale had a partnership house--a very common thing in +all Southwestern Kentucky. This prevented their meeting regularly on +the Lord's day, and also prevented a Sunday-school, as the house was +occupied more than half the time by others. Knowing that I could +accomplish no substantial and enduring good while this state of things +lasted, I made it a condition of preaching for them that they build a +new house. This they did. The house is a neat frame, well finished +inside and out, and large enough for all ordinary use. It was promptly +built and paid for. + +In November I held a debate there--the first use made of the new +house--with I. W. Bruner, a Baptist preacher. The Baptist church there +and ours arranged for a debate, on certain specified propositions, and +each had the privilege of selecting its representative. Consequently I +had nothing to do with getting up the debate or arranging for it. I +never challenged a man for debate in my life, and never held one except +by special invitation. And I have declined more debates than I ever +held. While I was peculiarly fond of it, I never debated simply for the +sake of debating; hence, if the circumstances were not favorable for +good results, I always declined. This debate with Mr. Bruner was, I +think, the poorest one I ever held, and I lost all interest in it +before it was half over. + + + + +CHAPTER XVII. + +Visits Midway. Attends the Missouri State Convention. Reflections. +Annual Sermons. Last Protracted Meeting. Kindness of Mt. Byrd, Glendale +and Smithfield Churches. Gives up Office Work. Goes to Eureka, Ill. +Country Home. Takes Cold at the Lexington Convention. Goes to Florida. + + +In October, 1879, I visited Midway, and though I had virtually closed +my evangelistic labors when I began the _Guide_, I could not resist the +desire to hold a meeting there. It is the seat of our Female Orphan +School, one of our grandest enterprises. Bro. Shouse was then preaching +for the church and Bro. Lucy was president of the school. Their +companionship was highly enjoyable. What a feast to the soul is the +companionship of wise, godly men! It has for me the highest happiness I +expect to know this side of heaven. And will it not be a very prominent +factor of that which constitutes heaven? Any place in the universe of +God where my brethren and the Saviour are will be heaven enough for me. + +In 1880 I continued at the Avenue Church, Louisville, Mt. Byrd and +Glendale. The State Board of the Missouri Christian Missionary Society +invited me to deliver an address before the State Convention, held that +year at Moberly. In order to justify me in a visit to the State, they +arranged several meetings for me--one in connection with the convention +of Audrain county, at a country church near Mexico, called Sunrise; one +at New London, and one at Slater. These meetings were all enjoyable and +profitable; but the one in Audrain county was only for a few days, and +resulted in but few additions. + +The address at Moberly was on "Our Strength and Our Weakness." The +convention was largely attended, and it was a great pleasure to meet so +many brethren known only by name, and loved for their work's sake, and +to renew the acquaintance of others known before. + +The addresses of Haley, Procter, Jones and others were very able. That +of Jones was speculative, and the basic principle of it, in my opinion, +erroneous. Several of those Missouri preachers have done much harm by +preaching a false philosophy instead of the gospel of Christ. Bro. +Procter, whom we all allow to be one of our best men and ablest +preachers, went from this convention to California and held several +meetings. Within a few months I had several applications to come out +there to undo some of his work, and I should have been glad to comply +had my other duties permitted. + +In 1881 I resigned at the Avenue Church, as they needed more pastoral +labor than my other duties would allow me to perform. I gave half my +time to Mt. Byrd, one-fourth to Glendale, and one-fourth to my old home +church--Pleasant Hill, in Oldham county. It was a pleasure to visit +these old friends of my youth once a month. Old memories were revived, +and the past, in a sense, lived over again. Besides, several members of +the families related to my wife and to myself were enabled to attend. +To preach to them, after years of separation, was a great pleasure. Mt. +Byrd moved on in the even tenor of its way, in a prosperous condition. + +In August of this year, and also the year previous, I preached the +annual sermon at the Clark county, Ind., Coöperation Meeting. The +county contains sixteen or eighteen churches, including those of +Jeffersonville and New Albany, and for more than forty years they have +had an annual county meeting. Representatives from all the churches +attend, as a rule, and the condition, etc., of each church is given. It +brings together a great congregation, and the day meetings are held in +the woods. + +In September of this year the _Guide_ was changed to a weekly. While +the monthly magazine was the most desirable for preservation, it was +thought that a weekly would best serve the cause of Christ, and +peculiar circumstances at that time seemed to demand it. + +In November I went to Poplar Plains and held the last protracted +meeting of my life. It was a pleasant one, and attended with some good +results. + +In 1882 I preached at Mt. Byrd, Glendale and Smithfield, that is, I +engaged to preach for these churches, but my health was such that I +preached but little to any. At my first visit to Smithfield, the first +Lord's day in the year, I was taken sick, and I never visited them once +when I was not sick. I was never able to so preach as to do them or +myself justice. While this was equally so at the other churches, I did +not regret it so much, since I had been laboring for them a long time. +The work at Smithfield was virtually a failure, and early in the fall I +had to give it up entirely. Yet they paid me for the whole year, and +made me a present of about $150 besides. They are a noble band of +brethren, and one of the most liberal I ever knew. + +The church at Glendale also paid for the entire year, though I lost +much time and resigned in October. It also made me a generous present +in addition. + +Speaking of their generosity, reminds me that the Mt. Byrd Church +continued my salary three or four years when I was able to do little or +nothing in return. In 1876 I lost most of the year through spinal and +rheumatic affections; I did very little in 1882; I was in the church +but once in 1883, and in 1884 I attempted to talk only a few times, yet +all these years my salary continued. When the _Guide_ was sold to the +present Guide Printing and Publishing Company, which relieved me of +financial embarrassments which the failure of C. C. Cline & Co. had +produced, I refused to longer accept support from the church. + +In April, 1882, I was compelled, on account of failing health, to give +up the office work of the _Guide_. I had been under a physician all the +year, and grew constantly worse. I allowed the office work to make a +heavier draft on me than some men do. I always knew every paragraph +that was going into the paper, and where and how it would appear. I +stood by the foreman and noticed everything that went in--when it went +in, what was put in and what was left out--till the forms were locked +up. I have never been able to get any one else to do it. But that is my +idea of editing a paper. This thing of giving printers a mass of matter +and telling them to put it in, leaving them to add or diminish, and put +in where and what they please, is simply a burlesque on the business; +and yet this is the way it is largely done. I have had no little +annoyance over just that thing. Had I been willing to edit in that way +I could have continued, but I would not consent to follow such a +course. + +In May I went to Eureka College, to preach the baccalaureate sermon. I +arranged to make the trip as easy as possible, on account of my +feebleness, by stopping over at Indianapolis for the night, in both +going and returning. The trip was every way pleasant, and the +associations there very agreeable. I hoped it would be a benefit to me +in the way of recreation, but on reaching home I was taken down with +typho-malarial fever. I was quite low for several weeks. I got up with +a trouble in my throat, causing a constant coughing and hacking, which +has increased without intermission to the present time. + +In September, realizing that my health was permanently broken down, we +went back to our country home. I was satisfied that if I should even +continue to edit the _Guide_, I would not be able to assume the +responsibilities of the office, and that the best place for me, under +the circumstances, was my country home. After going back to the country +I rallied considerably, and attended the General Convention, at +Lexington, about the 20th of October. Here I took life memberships in +both the General and Foreign Societies for the Mt. Byrd Church. This +was the first church taking membership in those societies, so far as I +am informed. It has since become quite common. Last year (1884) I +succeeded in getting their constitutions so amended as to provide for +this. + +I took cold at the convention, and relapsed. My physicians were very +fearful of tubercular trouble, and advised me to go to Florida for the +winter. We went the first of December, not knowing whither we went, but +it seems that the hand of Providence guided us. We knew not where to +turn, but concluded to try DeLand, where we had some acquaintances, and +there look out for accommodations. In a few days after reaching DeLand +old Bro. Anderson, who lived two miles in the country, heard we were +there and came in for us. He had formerly seen a copy of the _Guide_ +and subscribed for it. This good man rented for us a convenient house +near him, paid the rent, set us up, and would not allow me to pay for +anything we needed while there if he knew it and could prevent it. His +wife was as kind as he, and did all in her power to make our stay in +"The Land of Flowers" comfortable and inexpensive. + +The Great Teacher has said, in a well-known passage, "It is more +blessed to give than to receive." What, then, must not have been the +blessedness of this pious couple in thus caring for a poor broken-down +invalid and his family, whom Providence had guided to their hospitable +home? May God reward them richly for their kindness. + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII. + +Organizes a Church at DeLand. Health Improves. Relapses. Starts Home. +Resignation. Sells His Interest in the _Guide_. Begins Writing again. +Attends Two Conventions. Goes to Texas. At Home Again. Works On. + + +While at DeLand we gathered up the few scattered Disciples in and +around the town, and organized them into a church. I felt quite +confident, from the character of the material, that the enterprise +would be a success. It has thus far proved to be so; they have not +failed to keep up their weekly meetings to break the loaf and edify one +another after the apostolic model. They now have a nice house, and have +employed a preacher and given him a home among them. This is just what +all churches should aim to do; all may not be able, but they should aim +to accomplish it. The church is in a prosperous condition. I was able +to talk to them occasionally while there. + +The climate of Florida agreed with me. My cough left me in a few weeks, +my appetite became good, and I got heavier than I ever was before. I +went there weighing 130 pounds, and increased to 148. In good health, +my usual weight was 144 pounds, and it had been many years since I +weighed that. I should have come home in this improved condition but +for my own imprudence. I don't blame the country, Providence, nor +anything else but myself. I was passionately fond of hunting, as I have +ever been. I hunted a great deal, and frequently got overheated, and +took cold; sometimes got my feet wet when in the woods. Thus I had +several backsets. But still I was in that condition when the time came +to return home. The day before we were to start, I concluded I must +have one more hunt. It had rained the night before; the sand was damp; +it was cloudy, quite warm, and a strong south wind was blowing. I would +get warm in walking (the sand there is very slavish to walk in), and +would sit down and let the wind cool me off. I should have had more +discretion; but sometimes people act with very little sense about such +things. Before I reached the house I felt acute inflammation of the +mucus membrane, to the bottom of my lungs. In three hours fever set in, +and I was completely prostrated. I remained there about three weeks, +and the doctors urged my return as the only chance of recovery. They +considered that very hazardous, on account of exposure to cold; but to +stay there was less hopeful. I was taken to the boat, carried on board +by two men, then carried off at Jacksonville to a hack, taken to a +hotel, thence to the train. I secured a good berth in a sleeper, and +got through without the least trouble. I improved, every mile of the +way; but as soon as I got home I went down again, and was extremely low +for some time. + +My dread of dying in Florida and having my wife return with my body, +was such that I concentrated all my prayers to that one point. I prayed +the Lord to enable me to get home, that I might die in the midst of my +family. I felt and prayed that if He would enable me to reach home, He +could have the rest all His own way, without any further petition. He +enabled me to rally, gave a week of the best weather of the whole +season, brought me home under the most favorable circumstances, and I +never afterwards felt free to ask Him to restore me to health, and have +never done it. It may be wrong, but I promised to let Him have the rest +all His own way, and my prayers have ever since conformed to that idea. + +I never could have believed, till I experienced it, that one could +become so indifferent as to whether he lived or died, I saw many days, +after my return from Florida, when it was a matter of perfect +indifference to me; previous anxiety to get home, and the resolution to +leave all the rest to the Lord, had no doubt much to do with it. I +observed this, however: that as hope revived, a desire to live would +arise in proportion. When there was little or no prospect, there was +little or no concern. + +When I was at my worst, I decided, taking my past and present condition +into consideration, the medicine I was taking, the attention received, +etc., that if I did not take a turn for the better by a certain day, +then in three days the case would be entirely hopeless. In the +afternoon of that day the change came. That evening I took some +nourishment--the first for fourteen days. + +After I sufficiently recovered to be able to do anything, I was anxious +to get my business arranged, with a view to death. I never expected to +be able to write another editorial, and I was concerned about making +some arrangement by which to get rid of the _Guide_ and its +responsibility. I was not pleased with its business management, and did +not want to leave it as the property of my family, not knowing what +trouble it might give nor what expense it might involve them in. And +without a change in management, I knew it could never be of any profit. +I wrote for Bro. Srygley to come, and I sold him my remaining +half-interest. My purpose was to resign, and thus have no further +connection with it. But he would not buy unless I would agree to let my +name remain, with a promise to resume the responsibility of chief +editor if I should ever get able; and the firm would consent to the +sale only upon these conditions. So I had to sell upon those +conditions, or not sell at all. + +The latter part of September the company urged me to begin to write +again, if it were at all possible, even if it were only a few +paragraphs each week. They said the impression everywhere entertained +that I would not recover, was injuring the paper very much. The people +were losing interest in it. They insisted that I should counteract that +feeling as much as possible. Under this pressure, though confined to my +bed and suffering every hour, I began writing, the first of October, +and never after missed a week. That winter I stayed at home, and was +not out of my room for eight months. The last of August I started to +Midway, to see Dr. Lucy. I got as far as Louisville, and could get no +further. We dispatched for the Doctor, and he came down. After resting +a few days I got home, the last of August, and I was not out of the +door again till the last of April. During that winter I did a large +amount of writing, besides my weekly work on the _Guide_. + +June 10 I went to Louisville to attend the International Sunday-school +Convention, but was able to get out only a few times. I attended the +State meeting at Paris, but was able to take no part. I greatly enjoyed +meeting with the brethren, and hearing them concerning the things of +the kingdom of God. These convocations are seasons of refreshing from +the presence of the Lord. + +The first of October we went to Mason, in South-west Texas, to spend +the winter. Here, as at De Land, it looked as if the hand of Providence +guided us. We knew no one there, but we found some of the dearest and +best friends of our lives. They had been taking the _Guide_, and, in +competition with several other places that wanted us, made such a +liberal offer that our trip cost us nothing. They seemed to anticipate +all our wants, and find great pleasure in supplying them. The Lord has +always blessed me with many good friends--more than I deserved. I have +felt, for a number of years, that I was greatly overestimated, and it +has been a source of no little humiliation. I should have quit +editorial work several years ago, and lived in obscurity here at my +retired home, if I could have done so. I appreciate the good opinion of +my brethren, to the extent that I think it is merited; but to realize +that I am not what I am thought by some to be, is a great +mortification. + +I am now at home enjoying the company of my family, the quiet of my +home, with every want anticipated and supplied by a devoted wife and +children, pleasantly, though in much feebleness, doing my work on the +_Guide_, and putting in my spare time in other writing. I find my +greatest pleasure in being about my Father's business. I must be +employed. I expect to thus work on till the Master says, "It is +enough." + +MT. BYRD, Ky., June 13, 1885. + + + + +CHAPTER XIX. + +Reflections on his Fiftieth Birthday. What a Wonderful Being is +Man! Governed, not by Instinct, but by Reason. Man Lives by Deeds, not +Years. How to Grow Old. Half of Life Spent in Satan's Service. Renewed +Consecration. Last Three Birthdays. His Trust in God. + + +The seventh day of March has come again. Fifty times has come this +anniversary of my natal day! Half a hundred years old to-day! What a +period through which to carry the burdens and responsibilities of life! +(What a time for which to give account to God for wasted moments and +opportunities lost!) What a period to be devoted to building a +character for the skies! What a period of time devoted to the issues of +eternity! + +What a wonderful being is man! Time is but his cradle, from which he +walks forth into a world where life is parallel with the ages of God. +An intelligent, expansive being that will never cease to be--what a +thought! When the sun grows gray with age, his eye is dimmed, and +darkness reigns, man will still be drinking in the light of heaven from +the morning star of eternity. The century-living crow doubles this +period of man's probation, with life as it began. She builds her nest +the last year, as she did the first, with no improvement sought. She +rears her young the hundredth time as she did the first, by the long +experience none the wiser. This is her nature. God made her thus. +Instinct is wonderful, but it never improves. It grows not wiser with +age nor the ages. It nothing from experience learns. The sparrow builds +her nest, and the beaver his dam, just as they did in the years before +the flood. The little quails an hour from the shell, will hide at the +danger-signal of the mother bird, when they never saw a hawk, nor heard +of one's existence. How different this from man! More helpless than the +stupid beast, and more senseless than the creeping worm, he starts to +make the pilgrimage of life. But what a change does time produce! The +child more helpless than the humming insect of an hour, becomes the +monarch of the world. He bridles the lightning in its home above the +mountain peaks, and makes it do his bidding. The terror of the ages +past, becomes his willing servant. He harnesses the steam, that for +ages spent its power in the open air, and with it moves the world. He +sends his whisperings through old ocean's bed, where the great +leviathan sports, as if he talked to one across the room. He leaps +aloft as if on steady wing, till his look is downward where the +lightnings play and the thunderbolt leaps to its deadly mission. +Wonderful development! The heavens declare the glory of God, and the +earth proclaims the dominion of man. He was made a little lower than +the angels, and crowned with majesty. Age counts with man, and years +bring knowledge, but not unfailing wisdom. Did man grow wise with age, +as a sure result, age should be an unfailing blessing sought. But +imbecility it often brings and childish discontent. These are the +blighted sheaves of evil sowing in the spring and summer days of life. +With right ideas of life, men grow wiser and better, as they older grow +in the service of their God. Life is not measured simply by the flight +of time. Men live more now than they did before the flood. Intenser +now is _life_. Into a few decades, is now crowded the patriarch's +experience of nearly a thousand years. How to grow old, is a problem +not to be despised. It should not be left to solve itself. To grow old +gracefully, is to make a picture on which the world delights to look. +But, alas! how sadly blurred is the picture by many made! It is sad to +see one's religion sour with age. While young and strong the loved +disciple on the bosom of the Master leaned. Then when age had dimmed +his eagle eye, and time had stolen his elastic step, he had the same +love for his children in the faith. His was a sweet old age, the +outgrowth of a life of faith and love. He grew old gracefully. When +brought, as was his wont, and before his congregation set, his last +sermons were mainly the touching, tender words, "My little children, +love one another." O, that his mantle could on many of us fall! But +oft, alas! we see grow cross, self-willed and sour the shepherd of the +flock. This, too, when age should give his words both weight and +wisdom. Lord, give me poverty and affliction, if it be thy will, but +save me, I pray, from this sad end. Far better that one die young, +than grow old against the grain. "Is life worth living?" the sages ask. +That depends on how one lives it. Lived aright, it is worth living, and +many such worlds as this beside. Otherwise 'tis not. Of right living, +the more the better; of wrong, the less. The life lived faithfully to +God, can never be too long; its opposite, too short. + +Of the half-century, this day gone, one claim I can safely make--it was +not spent in idleness. The years to Satan's service given, were well to +his account put in; and those devoted to a better cause, I have tried +to give as faithfully to Him to whom they all belonged. For the years +in Satan's service spent, like Saul of Tarsus, I conscientious +ignorance plead. O'er eyes unused to heaven's light, sectarianism's +vail was thick. But no sooner was known the way of life, than in its +path I tried to walk; and in it have I tried to keep, till this good +day. Thus equally divided has the time been spent. Except the years of +childish innocence, twenty-five were in the service spent of him who +for this life pays the soul in spurious coin, and leaves it bankrupt in +the life beyond; while an equal number, praise the Lord, have a better +Master claimed. For the rest of life, be it long or short, the long +side will the right side be, while hitherto it otherwise has been. The +periods of service have not before been equally divided, nor will they +be again. But the sides have changed proportions, praise the Lord! +Should not this turning-point in life an epoch make? A half century, +and a half divided life, in one! Surely I shall not look upon its like +again. + +The past few birthdays I have noted as those of former years were noted +not, and for reasons I need hardly state. The first that deep +impression on the mind did make since apprehension was that each would +be the last, was three years ago, amid the orange groves of the sunny +South. The day was lovely as the Queen of May; and friends more lovely +than the day, made it a time not to be forgotten. The feasting of the +outer man was the lesser part of the day's enjoyment. "The feast of +reason and the flow of soul" was chief. Three of us were seeking health +in that sunny land. Two have found it, but not there. In a fairer land +by far than this world can boast, did they find the fountain of +perpetual health. Beneath the branches of the tree of life, have they +also sat and plucked its leaves for the healing of the nations given. +I, the feeblest of the three, and thought the nearest to the other side +to be, on the shores of time am struggling still. Thus it is with man's +poor guessing. + +Two years ago the day was cold and bleak. It drizzled through the +dreary hours, freezing as it fell. But to many loving hearts, its sleet +and rain were not its gloom. On this day was laid to rest in Mother +Earth the loved remains of one numbered in the health-seeking trio of +the year before. What a contrast with that day one year before! The day +and its events, how sadly changed! But such is life. Well do I remember +on this asking, "Shall I another birthday live to see?" And well do I +remember, too, the thought expressed in grave response. While, in the +providence of God, it was possible, of course, the other way were all +the probabilities. But this so oft before the case had been, it left a +ray of hope. And that has now been more than realized. As said our +sweetest poet, how truly can we say: + + "God moves in a mysterious way + His wonders to perform." + +One year ago, in the balmy breezes of the "Lone Star" State, compelled +was I by feebleness of frame to miss the sumptuous feast by loving +hands so deftly spread. And sad, yet happy thought, those as ever ready +on the poor to wait, are now in those of the Master clasped. And still +I linger, and the years go by. Such is life. Deep and many are her +mysteries. God knows it all, but he keeps it to himself. But what are +now the prospects for the year to come? Better now, by far, than they +before have been in all these dreary years of pain. Would it not be +strange, if once again in providence divine I should mingle with my +fellow men, and tell them, as of yore, the story of the cross? Indeed, +it would; but stranger things have happened. Stranger things by +providence divine have come to pass without the aid of "Warner's Safe +Cure," or other disgusting humbuggery, with its offensive intrusion +into the reading of decent men. The providence of God is not dependent +on patent nostrums; nor is He limited in His healing power to calomel +or blue mass. Prayer is oft more potent than all the noxious drugs of +man's device. God has promised, when consistent with His holy will, the +prayers of His believing children to hear and bless. And in numbers +more by far than this poor life is worth, have these from earnest, +pleading souls gone up to God. Hence to-day we rest in the cheering +hope that these have not been in vain. + +Should it please the Lord to give the health I need to fight again the +battles of Christian life, what responsibilities will it bring! That +strength must all be counted His who gave it. All those years must be +wholly His, His cause to serve. The interests of His kingdom to His +children left, must be strictly guarded. Conflicts with men, even those +we love, will come to him who strictly guards the faith, as Jude +directs. In all conflicts with fellow men, for two good graces I humbly +pray--the courage of Paul and the gentleness of John. + +This holy Lord's-day morning, the sun rose bright and charming as on +the seventh day of March it did three years ago in the sunny land of +Florida. For the first time in many weary months did I a whiff of the +outside air inhale. Oh! how delicious! 'Twas like a prisoner's whiff of +the air of freedom. But this was not the best. To sit again with the +brethren around the table of the Lord and hear again the sweet old +story that is forever new, what a feast to the hungry soul! Then the +birthday feast is next to be enjoyed. Loved ones gathered at the dear +old "cottage home" to celebrate the marked event with music, song and +recitation. + +The birthday cakes and other "dainty tricks" by loving hands prepared +and sent to grace the festive board, told tales of love. One thing +alone marred the pleasure of the day and checked the overflow of its +cup of bliss: Two loved and loving ones were far away and disappointed +in their hope of being here. These would have made the ring complete, +the family circle whole. But such, again, is life. Its disappointments +will forever come. We should expect them, therefore, and be content. + +This is my fiftieth milestone along life's rugged road. At this +half-century mark I set up a pillar, as did Jacob of old. + + "Here I'll raise my Ebenezer, + Hither by Thy help I've come, + And I hope, by Thy good pleasure, + Safely to arrive at home." + +Thus far in life has a loving Father led me, and in his providential +care I trust for all the rest. I place my trusting hand in His, asking +to be led as He sees the way. "Guide me, O Thou great Jehovah," shall +be my constant prayer. And thus, dear Father, the rest of life I leave +with thee. + + Dear Lord, should birthdays more be mine + To spend on earth to Thee, + Thy cause shall claim them wholly Thine + As earnest work can be. + + And should'st Thou will the next be one + In Thy bright home above, + I gladly say, "Thy will be done," + And join Thee in Thy love. + +COTTAGE HOME, March 7, 1886. + + + + +CHAPTER XX. + +Conclusion by the Editor. Tokens of Love from Many. Keeps Writing. +Controversy with the _Standard_. Last Meeting with His Mother. Visited +by Professors McGarvey and Graham. Commits His Writings to the Latter. +Visits Eminence and Lexington. Many Brethren Come to See Him. Meeting +at Mt. Byrd. Estimate of His Character. The Closing Scenes. Farewell to +His Family. Dies. Funeral Services. + + +The foregoing autobiography closes with June 13, 1885, while the life +of the author was prolonged till January 6, 1887, and it remains for +the editor to record a few of the incidents transpiring in the +interval; and to bring this remarkable recital to a close. + +Midsummer found Bro. Allen in his "Cottage Home," at Mt. Byrd, growing +weaker in body day by day, but with no very acute suffering. Everything +that devoted love on the part of his family and church could suggest +for his comfort was done; and there were not wanting from abroad many +tokens of undying affection, as it became generally known that he was +gradually but surely passing away. Many of his friends, and especially +preachers, came to Mt. Byrd as to a Mecca, to find their pilgrimage +repaid in the fresh inspiration received by communing with this saintly +man. The company of his brethren did not weary him; on the contrary, it +seemed to have a favorable effect on both his body and mind; he greatly +desired the visits of his friends, and found comfort in them. Still +many were deterred from going to see him for fear it might disturb the +quiet which they hoped would contribute to lengthen out his days. +Meanwhile he kept writing with a diligence and persistence marvelous to +those who witnessed it, and incredible to others; so much so, that many +at a distance could not understand how one so near the grave could +continue to write so much and so well; hence the hope entertained that +he might survive for years to bless the church and the world. It must +be remembered that his disease never affected his mind, and that, like +most persons who die of consumption, he retained the full possession of +his mental faculties even unto the end. Besides, he was sustained by an +indomitable will that hesitated at nothing that stood in the way of +duty; added to which was an unfaltering trust in God and a joyous +resignation to His will, causing him to cease praying for longer life. +Propped up in an invalid chair with a convenience of his own invention, +he continued his weekly editorials to the _Guide_ as regularly as ever, +and developed abilities as an editor that none suspected he possessed +till the last years of his life. + +It was at this time that the unfortunate controversy began between the +_Guide_ and the _Standard_ about our work in London, England, causing +so much regret on the part of many friends of both papers. It was +feared by some that this controversy would work irreparable injury to +our mission enterprises, not only in England, but in other lands, for +we all realized that Titans were engaged in the conflict; men, not like +those of old, giants in physical strength and daring, but of +intellectual power intensified by the love of God and his cause. Of +course the disputants viewed the matter from different angles, and +both, we must think, were equally sincere in their convictions. The +present writer was not of those who thought upon the whole harm would +come of this dispute, though he deeply regretted the asperity with +which it was conducted. In our present imperfect state we need, I doubt +not, these conflicts to remind us of our frailty, and if only we have +grace to profit by them, God will turn them to our good and to His own +glory. It is a source of devout thankfulness to those who knew Bro. +Allen's unselfish purpose, that many who censured his course united +with multitudes who approved it in paying honor to his memory, when the +messenger who ends all earthly strifes called him to his final account. + +In July, 1885, his aged and revered mother made him a visit, and +remained some time; it was their last meeting; and now that her gifted +son has gone to his reward, she waits in joyous hope for the day that +shall reunite them forever. + +A few weeks later it was the pleasure of the writer, in company with +Prof. McGarvey, to spend two days at Mt. Byrd, in delightful fellowship +with this grand man. He had been apprised of our coming, and was +prepared for it. Truly, to him and to us it was a foretaste of the joys +of the future world, and we left him the same resolute, confiding +servant of Christ he had ever been, wholly resigned to the will of God +and rejoicing in assured hope of eternal rest. + +It pleased his Master to protract his life and usefulness a little +longer, and so 1885 closed, and we find him still with his family, +receiving many tokens of love from them and from brethren far away. +Spring comes, and birds and flowers; the bright sunshine beams into his +chamber, and now and then he is barely able to walk out to see and feel +his Father's goodness bathing all things in quiet beauty. He repines +not, knowing that "our light affliction, which is but for a moment, +worketh for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory." + +He continues to write, and with the rest the preceding chapter of +"Reflections on his Fiftieth Birthday." He commits it, his diary, and +other writings to me, with the request that I do with them as I think +best, for now he is sure that this unequal contest with mortality can +not last much longer. + +Summer comes, and with it increasing weakness, but no diminution of his +trust in God. He wishes to visit Eminence once more, and to see his two +younger daughters graduate from the college that had helped himself in +former years. He attends, and then, unable to walk without help, he +comes on to Lexington, to spend commencement week among his friends and +brethren; this done, he returns to his beloved Mt. Byrd, to leave it no +more till he goes to stand with the redeemed on the Mount of God. + +During the fall of this year hardly a week passed that several of his +relatives and Christian brethren were not found at his home; and did +not the limit of this chapter forbid, we would like to record their +names, for in love they came to testify their admiration for him and +their sympathy with his sorrowing family. For one and all he had a word +of cheer, and none came away without being deeply impressed with the +conviction that he had been with one of the purest and best of men--one +who lived in daily communion with his Maker. His one theme of +conversation was religion, and if we may judge from his increasing +delight in it, to no one was death a more gentle transition from faith +to sight. Narrow, indeed, to him was the bourn that divides the seen +from the unseen, the temporal from the eternal, and the labors of earth +from the felicities of heaven. He daily lived upon the boundary of two +worlds. + +In October, Bro. J. K. P. South held a meeting with the Mt. Byrd +church, and, though feeble beyond measure, Bro. Allen made out to +attend a few times, and even to take part in prayer and exhortation, +sitting in his chair. Only twice after this was he able to be carried +to the Lord's house, but on neither occasion could he take an active +part in the worship. + +In all the relations of life Bro. Allen was a model of all that is +lovable in human character--kind, gentle, considerate of the feelings +of others, even the least, and always cheerful. A refined and delicate +humor pervaded his conversation, which was always chaste and +instructive. There was in him a moderation that always attends reserved +power, and a candor that was transparent; these qualities, united with +an equipoise of intellectual and moral strength, harmony of emotions, +and hatred of everything mean or unfair, made him revered by his +friends, and an idol in his household. Wife, children, servants, all +who came into that charmed circle, were attached to him in a love that +bordered on idolatry. To draw a portraiture of this remarkable man +would indeed be a pleasing task did space allow--his logical +penetration, depth of feeling, strength of will, energy, industry, +unwavering faith in God and goodness, and, crowning all, his fidelity +to the gospel of Christ--but it is unnecessary. To us who knew him +these virtues were conspicuous; by others, they may be gathered from +the unvarnished story of his life as it is told in the foregoing pages. +We must hasten to the closing scene. + +On New Year's day, 1887, he laid down his pen to resume it again no +more. He was forced to this by sheer exhaustion; his body was wasted to +a skeleton, and it was clear to all that the end was near. Having +suffered much for several days, but without a murmur, on the evening of +Jan. 5 he requested all his family to come to his bedside, and while +their hearts were breaking for grief and all eyes were blinded with +tears, he spoke to them for the last time. + +"My dear children," said he, "I want to say a few things to you while I +can. I may not be able to do it if I put it off longer. I will soon +leave you, and I know you will miss me. It is hard for you to give me +up, but it is the will of God, and you must bear up as best you can. I +am sure I have always had your love, and you have always obeyed me; and +now I want you to always love and obey your mother. Remember, wherever +you may be, that you are all of one household. Live in peace, and let +no strife or discord spring up among you." Taking the hand of each of +his daughters, he asked them to meet him in heaven, and then kissed +them good-bye. + +Laying his hand upon Frank's head, he said, "My dear son, papa has to +leave you." "O papa," said the lad, "pray not to die." "We have prayed, +my dear boy, but it is God's will to take me home, and He knows best. +You must love your mamma and obey her; be good to your sisters. I want +you to grow up and become a minister of the gospel. Try to make a +better preacher than your papa has been. Be studious and industrious, +and live so that you may at last meet me in heaven. May God bless you, +my son, and keep you in His care. Kiss me good-bye." + +Throwing one arm around his wife, he said, "My dear, my affliction has +been a blessing to me in having you near me all the time. You have been +everything on earth that a good wife could be. I have loved you even +more in my affliction than I ever did before. I want to thank you for +all your kindness to me and loving care of me. If I have ever done or +said anything I should not, I want you to forgive me now. I can say on +my dying bed that I have always been a true husband to you. I have made +the best provision I could for you and the children, and if there +should appear any mistakes they have not been of my heart." He then +bade her a long and last farewell. + +He then blessed his three little grandchildren and kissed them; +expressed a desire to see his "dear old mother," brother and sisters +once more, and spoke of some business matters a moment, then said, +"This is too sacred for that." + +For two or three days before this he had been able to speak only a few +words at a time; but throughout this interview with his family, his +voice was as strong and clear as it had ever been. After this his +breathing became difficult, and he could gasp only a single word now +and then. He seemed to have no wish to be occupied with this world. The +weary traveler had at last reached the goal; and about nine o'clock +Thursday night, January 6, 1887, his pure spirit left its frail +tenement to suffer no more. + +The following account of his funeral, written by his devoted friend and +Christian brother, W. K. Azbill, may well close the biography of Frank +Gibbs Allen: + + "IT IS FINISHED." + + It is finished. The struggle with his fatal malady is over at last, + and F. G. Allen is at rest. He sank into a quiet sleep last + Thursday night, Jan. 6, 1887. + + A few friends were notified of the end by telegrams, and that the + burial would take place from Mt. Byrd Church on Sunday, but the + condition of the Ohio River rendered it extremely difficult to + reach "Cottage Home." However, in spite of the difficulties and + dangers in crossing the river, and the extreme cold weather, there + were seven ministers and a very large audience present at the + burial. The people came over the snow and through the snow, in + sleighs and sleds and buggies, afoot and on horseback, till the + large country audience-room was well filled. The presence of such + an assembly on such a day evinced the truth of what is now widely + known, that Frank Allen was loved best where he has lived and + labored for the past sixteen years. + + The services were begun by Bro. A. W. Kokendoffer, who lead in an + invocation of divine blessing and strength and guidance. The + congregation then sang "Nearer, My God, to Thee." The writer read + the following Scriptures; John xiv. 1-4, 27, 28; I. Cor. xv. 51-58; + I. Thess. iv. 13-18; II. Sam, iii. 31-39, repeating 38. + + He felt that he should not, because he could not speak on the + occasion. He had followed the inclinations of his own grief, and + had come as a mourner and not as a comforter. We had not met to + tell how much we esteemed our departed brother, or how much we + loved him, or how much we should miss him, now that he has gone. + The gap is a wide one he has left in the family, in the + congregation of his love, and in the larger church; and it will + seem wider and wider as the days go by. We had come as his brothers + and sisters--as those who loved him--to lay him away in the grave, + and to ask God's help and blessing in this time of loss and sorrow. + He then led in worship, thanking God for His gift to the church of + the precious life that had just been surrendered at His call; + praising God for His love of brave and true men like him; + expressing the loving confidence of all that the heavenly Father + would deal tenderly with our widowed sister and her children; + asking especially that the little boy might live to honor the name + of his beloved father, and praying that the dear church, that has + borne him on their hearts through all this anxious time of weakness + and suffering, might forever be blessed by the memory of his godly + life in it. + + The song, "Asleep in Jesus," was then sung, after which President + R. Graham, of the College of the Bible, addressed the audience on + the life and character of the deceased. + + He had thought of how truly it might be said of him, that "There is + a prince and a great man fallen this day in Israel." He had felt + inclined to derive comfort for the church, and to those to whom he + was doubly dear, from the passage in the Apocalypse, "I heard a + voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which + die in the Lord from henceforth; yea, saith the Spirit, that they + may rest from their labors: and their works do follow them." He did + not know whether others would be present to take part in the + services. But Bro. Kurfees was here from the churches in + Louisville, and, as a representative of the _Guide_, Bro. + McDiarmid, from Cincinnati, to represent his associates in our + other publishing interests, and Bro. Azbill, from Indianapolis, + connected with our missionary interests, while he himself brought + the sympathies of those in the College of the Bible. He felt there + was a suitableness in all this, for all these things were dear to + the heart of our brother. + + He then proceeded to give a sketch of his life and career. There + were several distinct periods in his history. The first was from + his birth, March 7, 1836, to his marriage in 1856, a period of + about twenty years. Here he spoke of his early struggles for an + education, and of the signs of a useful life manifested even then. + The second, from the time of his marriage till his entry upon + general evangelistic work, about 1866. During this decade he became + a Christian, resolved to preach the gospel, and entered and passed + through a course of collegiate studies in Eminence College. The + third period began with his evangelistic labors. During this time + he became a pastor of the Mt. Byrd church. During this period most + of his public discussions were held. It was through these labors + that he was revealed to his brethren as a man who was greater than + we knew. + + The last period began with his editorial career, and closed with + his death. He became first a contributing editor of _The Apostolic + Times_, and afterwards co-editor. Then he became the proprietor and + editor of _The Old-Path Guide_, which, in the course of events, was + consolidated with the _Times_, and became _The Apostolic Guide_. + + President Graham then spoke of his character and his characteristic + abilities. He was a sincere man, he was a conscientious man, he was + a brave, true man; he was a pure-minded man, he was a godly man. + + His ability was not that of the great scholar, but of the logician + of keen, accurate perceptions. He was not an encyclopedia, but a + compact volume of naked logic. He was capable of the very nicest + discriminations; and he had the faculty of pointing out a fallacy + with marvelous clearness, and of turning an objection to his + position into an argument in its favor. + + He was sometimes misunderstood; but he was always true to his + convictions, and there was no honorable thing he would not do for + the truth's sake. He believed in the gospel as the power of God + unto salvation; and he made no compromises with doctrines in + conflict with his conviction that the gospel must be believed and + obeyed by those who would be saved. + + The speaker said many tender and fatherly things to the bereaved + family and to the church, one of which was that we who knew of our + brother's sufferings, could have had but the one motive of + selfishness for detaining him an hour longer than he lingered with + us. + + Bro. M. C. Kurfees followed the remarks of President Graham with + some comforting reflections on Bro. Allen's views of death and of + the future life. He spoke of his willingness "to depart and to be + with Christ, which is far better." Heaven is not a far off place, + but an actual spiritual presence with God. He spoke of the + blessedness of being always ready for this change from our life in + the body to our life with God in the invisible world. + + Bro. McDiarmid closed the services with suitable remarks and an + earnest prayer. After the singing of the song, "Jesus, Lover of my + Soul," came the final leave-taking, and the departure from the + church to the grave. Not the least touching of these scenes was the + breaking down in grief of the sturdy yeomen of the congregation as + they stood around the bier of their dear brother and former pastor, + and looked on that manly face and form for the last time. + + Finally we laid him to rest in the burying-place near by. At the + grave the closing prayer was offered by Bro. Wm. Buchanan, who + referred tenderly to his aged mother and absent relatives. And thus + the final scenes closed. + + His resting-place is a lovely spot, overlooking the city of + Madison, commanding an extended view of the river valley, and in + sight of the stream and of all the vessels that go by. It is near + to his "Cottage Home" and to the church he so much loved; and the + spot will be all the dearer now that he sleeps in it. + + Only four days ago the writer said in a letter to the family: "I + linger on the eve of taking a long voyage, and he may soon go on a + very short one; but which of these shall be made the occasion of + saying 'good-bye,' I hardly know." Even then the solitary voyager + was on his way. The breakers dashed about him as he launched; the + great billows roared beneath and around him as he went out; the + waves broke over each other in ripples as he passed on; and the + ripples hushed into whispers as he neared the other shore. At last + he took the adorable divine Guide by the hand, and passed beyond + our view. + + + + +PART II.--ADDRESSES. + + + + +I.--CULTURE AND CHRISTIANITY: THEIR RELATION AND NECESSITY. + +[An Address Delivered Before Eminence College, June 8, 1877.] + + +There are periods in our history which form the oases in the desert of +life. In one of these our spirits are to-day refreshed. Its dark shade +and cooling fountain strengthen us for the onward pilgrimage. From its +green sward we pluck bright flowers, whose fragrance will linger with +us till the end of life's journey. From these let us to-day weave fresh +garlands, which shall ever exhale the sweetness of these associations. + +This is ever a proud day for Eminence College. Annually on these +festive occasions do the hearts of the many thousands who have gone out +from these classic halls turn to them again with longing. Memory, +unfettered by space, walks again amid these lovely bowers and responds +unconsciously to the greetings of other days. Though separated far, and +mingling in the busy scenes of life, how their souls revel in these +delights! These college associations are the golden links which bind +many hearts in an unbroken chain. The chords so exquisitely touched in +our hearts to-day will vibrate for an age. Ere these sweet strains die +away on the distant air they will be caught up by responsive hearts and +reëchoed round the earth. These are times in our college life that must +ever be linked with the future. Memory will ever delight to lift the +heavy curtain of material life, and behold again these visions of +beauty, and paint in fancy these rose tints of youth. Then let this day +be one whose brightness shall shed a ray of celestial light along the +path of life. Let our spirits bathe in the fountain of living waters, +while the chords of our hearts are swept with entrancing melodies. + + "Then th' inexpressive strain + Diffuses its enchantment. Fancy dreams + Of sacred fountains and Elysian groves, + And vales of bliss; the intellectual power + Bends from his awful throne a wandering ear, + And smiles." + +As a theme worthy of your consideration to-day, I have selected + + "_Culture and Christianity: Their Relation and Necessity_." + +The Greek word for man, [Greek: anthropos], signifies etymologically to +_look upward_. Man is the only terrestrial being capable of looking +inward and upward. In this there lies between him and the animal +creation an impassable gulf. Man alone can look into his inner nature, +and thereby make his very failures the stepping-stones to a higher +life. God designed that man's progress should be upward; hence his high +destiny is attained, not by creation, but by development. The ladder at +whose foot he begins his immortal career rests upon the eternal throne. +This is not a development _into_ man, but a development _of_ man. The +theory of development into man is of the flesh; but the development of +man is of the spirit. Since man is destined for eternity, it is not +befitting that he should attain perfection in time. Hence he does not +develop as the beast of the field, or the fowl of the air. They soon +learn all that they ever know. They soon enjoy all they are capable of +enjoying. They soon attain to the perfection of their being, and +fulfill the end of their creation. The swallow builds her nest and the +beaver his dam precisely as they did in the days before the flood. Nor +can it ever be otherwise. But it is not so with man. This life is too +short and this world too small for his development. He but begins to +live in this world. This life is simply a state of probation. Our +faculties but begin to unfold on the things of time when we are called +hence. This unfolding of our faculties, this development of our inner +self, is the result of culture--a culture not of the flesh, but of the +spirit; not of the outer, but of the inner man. + +Culture and Christianity, properly considered, are inseparable. He who +relies on culture apart from Christianity misconceives the end of his +being. He appreciates not his high destiny. Animals have minds +susceptible of a high degree of cultivation, but not of a culture which +reaches beyond time. Their culture is wholly a thing of this life; but +not more so than is the culture of men unsanctified by the religion of +Christ. A culture that terminates with death is in harmony with the +nature of a horse, but contrary to the nature of a man. What is +culture? This is a question on whose solution man's eternal destiny is +largely suspended. Our age prides itself on being an age of culture; +but do we know in what true culture really consists? As a whole, I +think not. A smattering of sentimental literature, a superficial +refinement of manners, a few borrowed phrases and appropriated customs +of "society," the rendering of a few pieces by rote, and fashionable +dress, constitute with, alas! too many the standard of culture. How +unworthy of their race are those who entertain the thought! All this +may be but the gilding of barbarism; beneath this external glitter +there may be a heart and character steeped in moral rudeness and +degradation. + +True culture consists not in the cultivation of outward accomplishments. +It consists not in intellectual acquirements. It consists in the +development of the triune man--body, soul and spirit--in their divine +harmony. Without a cultivation of the spirit in harmony with its +immortal destiny, all that this world calls culture is but the gilded +tinsel that bedecks the putrefaction of death. The truly cultured man +is developed in harmony with the laws of his being. This being is +compound, having a fleshly and a spiritual side. Hence, to cultivate +one to the neglect of the other is to disproportion him whom God +created in His own image. As we exist first in time and next in +eternity, that culture which loses sight of either state misconceives +the full mission of man. Man's conception of his present mission and +ultimate destiny determines his standard of culture. He must have an +ideal, and if that ideal be low, his life will be correspondingly low. +Nothing but Christianity can furnish man an ideal worthy of himself; +and nothing but Christian culture can develop him in the direction of +that ideal. + +Classical antiquity never conceived a destiny worthy of man. It never +contemplated him in that relation of Christ-likeness to his God, which +the Bible reveals. Even Aristotle, the most cultivated of all heathen +philosophers, thought that only a part of mankind possessed a rational +soul. With such a conception man is incapable of the highest culture. +It is degrading to his dignity. All culture based on such a hypothesis +must be a culture of the flesh, and not of the spirit. It is the +culture of materialism, not of Christianity. Between modern materialism +and the cultivated heathenism of the ancient Greeks the difference is +not worth the naming. "To assume the existence of a soul," says Vogt, +"which uses the brain as an instrument with which to work as it +pleases, is utter nonsense. Physiology distinctly and categorically +pronounces against any individual immortality, and against all ideas +which are connected with a figment of a separate existence of the +soul." "Man," says Moleschott, "is produced from wind and ashes. The +action of vegetable life called him into existence.... Thought consists +in the motion of matter, it is a translocation of the cerebral +substance; without phosphorus there can be no thought; and consciousness +itself is nothing but an attribute of matter." This deification of the +flesh, this "gospel of dirt," makes man consist simply of what he eats. +The missionaries of this heathen gospel have no need to address the +reason of men; only feed them on the right kind of food and their +regeneration is accomplished! Materialism is a religion of the flesh, a +deification of matter; its laver of regeneration is the chemist's +retort; its new birth, phosphorus! Give the brain plenty of phosphorus +by high living, and you develop the _soul_ of materialism! Yet the +heralds of this soulless gospel talk flippantly about culture! + +Man's fall was due to an attempt to acquire knowledge at the expense of +heart culture. Here, amid the bowers of "paradise lost" is found the +root of all false culture, and from that root the world has ever been +filled with a noxious growth. True culture consists in a correction of +the process which + + "Brought death into the world, + And all our woe." + +Man in his spiritual nature must be educated back to the divine image +from which he fell. No culture comprehending less than this has ever +proved a permanent blessing to the race. The highest culture hitherto +attained apart from Christianity was incapable of saving its devotees +from ruin. Greece and Rome were never more cultured, in a popular +sense, than when they began to go down in death. Materialistic culture +was their winding-sheet, and "A Religion of the Flesh" should be their +epitaph. As Christlieb has truly said: "Wherever civilization is not +made to rest on the basis of moral and religious truth it can not +attain to any permanent existence, and is incapable of preserving the +nations possessed of it from spiritual starvation, to say nothing of +political death." + +It is idle to boast of Liberty when the foundations of her temples are +not laid in divine truth. Of this, Greece and Rome have furnished the +world examples. In Greece freedom had a field peculiarly her own; she +breathed her inspiration into the people, and her spirit into their +literature; she lived in the deeds of their youth, and was sung by the +muse of their bards. This spirit was diffused in Rome. Plato, Aristotle +and Homer were transplanted to the Rhine, the Seine, and the Thames. +Their land was full of liberty and culture, but not the liberty nor the +culture of the soul. When we learn from Tacitus that "in the first +century, in a time of famine, all the teachers of youth were banished +from the city, and six thousand dancers were retained," we have an +example of that culture which made Rome a sink of iniquity. It is not +impossible that the fatal mistake of Greece and Rome should be repeated +in our own country. We are venturing to some extent on the slippery +places from which they fell. The evil star of their national ruin is +that on which the eyes of many of our political leaders are fixed. The +godless spirit that animated the Roman senate is being nursed into new +life in American politics, and this nursing is not simply in the halls +of legislation, but in the homes of the people. Here lies the trouble. +If the American republic ever goes down in ruin, the power that hurls +it from its high position will be enthroned in the family circle. + +We complain that those in authority have not the fear of God before +their eyes. We lift our hands in holy horror at the public corruption +which brings our nation into dishonor before the world. But who is to +blame? One political party is ever ready to ascribe all the corruption +of the country to its political rival. But this godless disregard of +national honor and national interest is confined to no party. Neither +is it confined to party leaders; but it controls the people on whom the +leaders rely for support. Here is the seat of the disease which is +gnawing at the vitals of the republic. The man who now refuses to cater +to the depraved tastes of the masses, can not, as a rule, be promoted +to office. How many men can sit in the halls of legislation, or even on +our benches of justice, who persistently refuse to influence men's +votes by money, or inflame their passions and sway their judgment with +strong drink? When a man of a high sense of moral honor seeks promotion +by the suffrage of his fellow-citizens, he soon learns that he must +come down from his "stilted dignity" or be defeated. In the excitement +of the canvass he yields to base motives to prevent defeat. He +compromises his high sense of honor, deadens his conscience, and sells +out his manhood to secure an honorable (?) position. We should not +expect men to manifest a high sense of honor in public places as long +as we require them to compromise their honor in order to secure such +places. The thing is both unreasonable and unjust. As well expect sweet +water to flow from a fountain which we have made bitter! + +Party spirit is hostile to moral purity. As one becomes filled with the +spirit of party, to that extent does he surrender the freedom of a man. +He can neither think nor speak impartially. He stifles the convictions +of conscience and shouts the shibboleth of party. With him the triumph +of party is infinitely dearer than the maintenance of principle. Hence +the conflict becomes a struggle, not for principle, but for victory. +The people are distracted and the nation brought to the verge of ruin +over the most trivial matters. The Eastern empire was once shaken to +its foundation by parties which differed only about the merits of +charioteers at the amphitheater. + +This ruinous party spirit is fostered by ignorance. The masses who are +controlled at the ballot-box by the basest influences, because they +will not be controlled by any other; and who in turn control the +ballots of our country, are, as a rule, the uncultured part of society. +The better class of citizens are not approached with the influences +which control the ignorant. Therefore, the remedy is in the _correct_ +education of the masses. The emphasis is correctly made; for any kind +of education will not accomplish this end. Only as people are _truly_ +cultured do they cease to be tools of politicians. Then their +intelligence, not their passions, must be addressed. When the masses +are thus cultured they will refine instead of demoralize our public +men. + +As a remedy, then, for the demoralization of all classes we need a +better system of education. We must have a free education if we would +have a free people. Our children must be educated in just principles, +if we would perpetuate a just government. To make this remedy +effectual, when the means of education are provided for the ignorant, +they should be required to appropriate them, or forfeit their right of +suffrage. No man should have a voice in determining the destiny of our +nation, who rejects the means of that culture which alone can qualify +him to act intelligently. A man who has not spirit enough to avail +himself of the benefits of an elementary education, when placed within +his reach, is not worthy of being a citizen of a free government. + +Not only must the ballot-box be elevated by culture, if this government +would number its centennials, but it must be purified by Christianity. +We need to erect a high standard of moral qualification for positions +of trust and honor. Those in authority will ever be about what the +people require of them. When ungodliness and moral corruption are at a +discount among the people, and party spirit can not atone for the +darkest crimes, then may we expect more purity in high places; not +before. This standard must be erected at the ballot-box or our +liberties will find an untimely grave. + +This government was established on a false idea--the idea that man is +capable of self-government. God never intended that man should govern +himself. Consequently, in the strictest sense of the word, he is +incapable, both individually and collectively, of self-government. +Since, by his own wisdom, man is incapable of governing himself he is +likewise incapable of governing others. The men and the nations, in the +ages of the past, that attempted this, failed of the high destiny for +which God gave them being. The ultimate prosperity of men and nations +depends on the government of God. Only He who created man fully +understands his ultimate destiny and the laws of his being to attain to +that end. Therefore, only when man is thus governed is his life a +success. All sacred history shows that God rules in the governments of +men; and only when this fact is practically acknowledged may nations +expect permanent prosperity. That nation whose laws are framed and +executed regardless of the law of God will eventually fall under the +divine chastisement. No more can the statesmanship of this world, +unsanctified by divine wisdom, save a nation from the wrath of God, +than the wisdom of man can save a soul from eternal death, regardless +of Him, "who of God is made unto us wisdom, and righteousness, and +sanctification, and redemption." For the disregard of God's will, +nations are punished here, because as nations they do not exist +hereafter. On this the Lord has clearly spoken: "At what instant I +shall speak concerning a nation, and concerning a kingdom, to pluck up, +and to pull down, and to destroy it: If that nation against whom I have +pronounced, turn from their evil, I will repent of the evil that I +thought to do unto them. And at what instant I shall speak concerning a +nation, and concerning a kingdom, to build and to plant it: If it do +evil in my sight, that it obey not my voice, then I will repent of the +good, wherewith I said I would benefit them." Thus it is that nations +are in the hands of God as clay in the hands of the potter. Only, +therefore, when they purge themselves from ungodly legislation, will +they become "vessels unto honor, sanctified and meet for the Master's +use." + +The voice of God, then, must be heard and heeded in our nation, and if +the people rule, and the nation prosper, the voice of God must become +the voice of the people. _In this sense, and this only, are any people +capable of self-government._ To this end we need more extended culture, +and that of a higher order. Our politics must be purified by our +religion, and our religion must be a religion of the spirit, not of the +flesh. We need more religion in our politics, and less politics in our +religion. The history of other nations fully confirms the language of +Goethe: "All epochs," says he, "in which faith prevailed have been the +most heart-stirring and fruitful, both as regards contemporaries and +posterity; whereas, on the other hand, all epochs in which unbelief +obtains its miserable triumphs, even when they boast of some apparent +brilliancy, are not less surely doomed to speedy oblivion." Liberty is +the twin sister of Faith. In the language of Seneca: "To obey God is +freedom. A nation that desires to be free must believe, and a nation +that will not believe must be in servitude; only despotism can dispense +with faith, but not liberty." + +History clearly proves that national prosperity depends on an +appreciation of the intimate relation existing between culture and +Christianity. Of this relation Christlieb truly speaks: "No one, +indeed," says he, "will wish to deny that in our modern culture there +is much that is false, egotistic, and selfish; much that is misleading +and exaggerated, and consequently opposed to true culture. Against +these untrue elements of culture, Christianity will and must always +take the field; it must not oppose progress, although it is at all +times bound to show itself hostile to the _sins_ of progress, just as +from its very commencement it has always testified and striven against +such sins. Between Christless culture and Christianity a bridge of +accommodation can no more be built than between light and darkness, and +woe to him who undertakes this! But whatever in our modern culture is +thoroughly _Christless_, and therefore Godless, is unworthy of the +name and can, therefore, claim from us no further consideration; it is +mere naked rudeness and selfishness, ill-disguised by the gaudy rays of +outward decency; a mere cherishing of the sensual nature which, left to +itself, would soon degenerate into monstrous barbarism, of which we +already see many indications." + +Intellectual, at the expense of moral, culture is one of the curses of +this age. By such culture man acquires power without the principles +which alone can make that power a blessing. Intellect is deified; but +intellect unsubdued by Christianity is a remorseless god. True culture +would lift man above this low conception of his own nature. It would +give him a more comprehensive view of himself; of the infinite +development of which he is susceptible; of the rulings of an all-wise +Providence, whose loving care + + "From seeming evil still educing good, + And better thence again, and better still, + In infinite progression." + +True culture consists not in an accumulation of facts or ideas, but in +developing a force of thought that is ever a ready and willing servant. +To educate is to lead out and develop the faculties, not to break them +down with the endless rubbish of other minds. The collection of facts +amounts to but little unless with those facts we build towers from +which to take higher and wider views of truth. Thus it is that culture +demands them as a means, not as an end. To build up the mental and +moral faculties, so as to comprehend and appreciate the great +principles which control the life that now is, and that which is to +come, is the highest culture in our probationary state. This can be +accomplished only by an education in which the Bible and the _authority +of Christ_ are made paramount. On this, as we have seen, our free +institutions and the perpetuity of religious liberty depend. This is +the secret of Roman Catholic opposition to the Bible in our public +schools. And it is not simply the Bible in the public schools that Rome +opposes; she is opposed to the existence of the schools themselves; to +the system of free education. No people understand better than the +Catholics the power of religious teaching in connection with education. +Hence they are the foe to all religion in connection with education +that is not Catholic. Rome is the friend of education and religion when +that education is priestly and that religion Romish; otherwise she is +the enemy of both. Hence those who support Catholic schools foster the +deadliest foe of our religious liberties. There will ever be, +therefore, an irrepressible conflict between Roman Catholicism and +Christian culture. Let him who doubts this study impartially the +history of Catholic countries. We ask no more. + +The idea is fast passing away, and it can not pass too rapidly, that +the mass of the people need no other culture than that which fits them +for their various vocations. The world is beginning to learn that +culture is due to our _nature_, not to our _calling_. It is not the +calling nor the place of residence that makes the man. It is what a man +_is_, not what he does, that makes him great. True greatness is in the +man, not in circumstances. True greatness and worldly fame are two +widely different things. The greatest men of earth may be but little +known. As force of thought measures intellectual, so force of principle +measures moral, greatness. There is more true greatness in the huts of +poverty than in the palaces of kings, only it is undeveloped. Here, +therefore, is where we need true Christian culture. I can not better +express my appreciation of obscure greatness, which culture should +develop, than by repeating the words of Dr. Channing: "The greatest +man," says he, "is he who chooses the right with invincible resolution, +who resists the sorest temptation from within and without, who bears +the heaviest burdens cheerfully, who is calmest in storms and most +fearless under menace and frowns, whose reliance on truth, on virtue, +on God, is most unfaltering; and is this a greatness which is apt to +make a show, or which is most likely to abound in conspicuous stations? +The solemn conflicts of reason with passion; the victories of moral and +religious principles over urgent and almost irresistible solicitations +to self-indulgence; the hardest sacrifices of duty, those of +deep-seated affection and of the heart's fondest hopes; the +consolations, hopes, joys, and peace, of disappointed, persecuted, +scorned, deserted virtue; these are of course unseen, so that the true +greatness of human life is almost wholly out of sight. Perhaps in our +presence the most heroic deed on earth is done in some silent spirit, +the loftiest purpose cherished, the most generous sacrifices made, and +we do not suspect it. I believe this greatness to be most common among +the multitude, whose names are never heard." Most beautifully has the +poet expressed the same fine thought: + + "Full many a gem of purest ray serene, + The dark, unfathomed caves of ocean bear; + Full many a flower is born to blush unseen, + And waste its sweetness on the desert air." + +These pure gems need to be discovered and polished, and these sweet +flowers cultivated and utilized by Christian culture. It is idle to +talk of developing these hidden resources of intellectual and moral +wealth but by true culture, and this can never exist apart from +Christianity. Christianity is the spiritual power that vitalizes the +culture of our age. So evident is this that even a Fichte was compelled +to confess that, "We and our whole age are rooted in the soil of +Christianity, and have sprung from it; it has exercised its influence +in the most manifold ways on the whole of our culture, and we should be +absolutely nothing of all that we are, if this mighty principle had not +preceded us." Culture and Christianity can not now be divorced. Those +who would array culture against Christianity are themselves under the +influence of that which they oppose. The very imagined imperfections of +Christianity must be discovered by the light of Christianity, "just as +he who seeks to discover spots in the sun, must for this purpose borrow +the light of the sun itself." Culture and Christianity are so +interwoven that we may never expect either, separate from the other, as +a blessing to the world. The very fact that the Protestant nations of +the earth, where God is honored by a free Bible, are the chief +exponents of true culture, attests this connection. So vital is this +relation that, "United they stand; divided they fall." + +Another important end to be attained in the culture of the masses is +independence of thought. We need to cast off the yoke of human opinion +and cultivate the individual judgment. We are too much the slaves of +fashion. We are disposed to dress our minds as well as our bodies, +after the fashion of the times. This destroys originality and +independence of thought, and renders our lives tame and insipid. We +need connection with other minds to excite our own, not to enslave +them. We want the thoughts of others that we may think; and without +correct modes of thinking, all efforts at education and culture are +failures. + +But it may be argued, the masses are denied the privilege of +association with the cultivated. This is not true. They may deprive +themselves, but they are not denied. This is peculiarly an age of +printing. The best of literature may now find its way into the most +humble homes. There is not a roof in the land under which the prophets +and apostles of God will not enter with the glad message containing the +promise of the life that is and that which is to come; not one under +which the poets will not come to sing to us of that far-off land; not +one too holy for the habitation of the great minds of earth which +inspire us + + "With thoughts that breathe, + And words that burn." + +With these for our companions, we may have the best society that this +world affords, and, by such association, fit ourselves for the +companionship of the cultivated. + +Is it argued that the poor have not time for self-culture? This is one +of the greatest mistakes of life. It is not _time_ that we want; it is +_inclination_. Generally, those who have most time profit by it least. +An earnest purpose will either find time or make time. Nor is it +necessary that much time should be taken. The spare moments, the mere +fragments of time, often worse than wasted, will, if carefully +improved, make both mind and heart a store-house of the most precious +treasure. It is said that Spurgeon read the whole of Macaulay's History +of England between the courses at dinner. I would not advise that these +golden opportunities for social culture be devoted to reading; but the +circumstance shows how much may be accomplished by gathering up the +crumbs which fall from the table of time. When Martin Luther was asked +how, amid all his other labors, he found time to translate the Holy +Scriptures, he replied, "One verse a day." A small amount of daily +reading, of the right kind, will furnish food for thought; and it is +thought, after all, that enriches the soul. + +A proper improvement of the most slender opportunities for self-culture +creates new capacities for enjoyment, and saves the leisure moments +from being dull and wearisome. More than this; it saves them from being +devoted to ruinous indulgence. The soul-culture for which these +fragments of time provide, lifts humanity above mere brutal enjoyments, +and implants pleasures worthy of their race. Christian culture is +essential to the subduing of sensuality, and the subduing of sensuality +is essential to the permanent prosperity of both individuals and +nations. + +But, it may be said, any considerable degree of culture will lift the +masses above their vocations, and cause them to become dissatisfied +with their lot; that the cultured mind despises drudgery. The very +reverse of this is true. Culture dignifies labor and destroys drudgery. +The man determines the dignity of the calling; not the calling the +dignity of the man. Let men of culture carry their culture into their +vocations, and their vocations will become honorable. Let cultured men +plow and reap, and plowing and reaping will become as dignified as the +"learned professions." Because a man can not wear as fine a garb at the +forge as he can at the desk, it does not follow that his thoughts may +not be as fine. A man may wear a polished intellect and a cultivated +soul under a coarse garb as well as under a fine one; and he should be +respected the more, if circumstances have compelled him to develop his +intellectual and moral forces; if at all, under a rough exterior. + +While in these thoughts I have spoken of men, I have used the term +generically. The principles apply with equal force to the women of this +country. One of the great evils of our land is, that among the ladies, +domestic labor is not sufficiently dignified. The number of mothers in +the ordinary walks of life, silly enough to think that ignorance of +domestic duties is an accomplishment for their daughters, is by no +means small. This results from a want of true culture and common sense. +There is no just reason why a young lady should not knead her dough and +conjugate a Greek verb at the same time with equal skill. True culture +will dignify domestic labor among women of all classes, and this will +result in more domestic prosperity, and more domestic happiness. The +rich and the poor will be brought into closer sympathy, unnecessary +distinctions will be broken down, and the people will become one in the +essential elements of good government and pure religion. + +Young ladies, you above all others should appreciate the blending of +culture and Christianity. One glance at the history of the world must +convince you that the highest culture, unsanctified by Christianity, +has never elevated your sex above disgraceful servitude. Certainly you +can not entertain the thought, that the culture which does not elevate +woman can ever bless the world. Only Christianity has exalted the +gentler sex to that position in the esteem and affections of men that +God designed she should occupy. Hence, of all the friends of ancient +Christianity, woman should be the truest and most lasting; and of all +the enemies of modern Rationalism, she should be the most bitter and +unrelenting. + +In conclusion, allow me to repeat the thought of the beginning, that it +is the nature of man to _look upward_, and he who does not look upward +is untrue to his nature. But in the flesh, we can only begin to ascend +the heights of God. Here we are weighed down with infirmity, with our +frail, decaying bodies; but our souls long for the power of incessant, +never-wearying, glorious activity, awaiting us in the upper world. One +of my highest conceptions of Heaven; one that thrills me to +contemplate, is a life of no more prostration from labor; no more +weariness of over-wrought brain; no aching head nor pain-racked body; +but incessant labor, unincumbered by frail mortality; growth, +development, expanding visions of God, among pure intelligences, and +amid the celestial splendor of eternal worlds. But in the flesh, I can +not bathe in those fountains of celestial light. Then let me leave this +frail tenement of clay, as one steps out of the vehicle that can take +him no farther, and leaving it behind, ascends the lofty mountain to +gaze upon the unfolding wonders of God. Let my liberated spirit not +only look upward, but mount upward, as on eagles' wings, till rising +above the Pleiades, and leaving the Milky-way to fade out in the +receding distance, it walks with God on the ever-ascending plain, +reached only by culture and Christianity. + + + + +II.--SELF CULTURE. + +[An Address Delivered Before Columbia Christian College, June 7, 1878.] + + +_Ladies and Gentlemen:_--I am happy in the privilege of again +addressing you in the interests of the great work in which you are so +nobly engaged. To-day many of you go out from under the fostering care +of this institution, to engage in the ceaseless battle of life. That +you have been well panoplied for the conflict is not questioned. And, +if I can second, in some degree, the efforts of your faithful and +worthy Faculty in directing and encouraging you to that success that +should crown their efforts and yours, I shall feel that I have labored +to no trifling purpose. The theme selected for your consideration is + + "_Self-Culture_." + +Man, though fallen, is in his ruins grand. His powers of development +are little less than infinite. They begin with the cradle, but do not +end with the grave. No other being begins so low and ascends so high. +In his beginning, he is "crushed before the moth;" in the fullness of +his power he shall "judge angels." In this world he scarcely begins to +live. This life is too short and this world too small for the +development of his God-given faculties. Here he scarcely learns the +alphabet preparatory to God's grand university from which he is never +to graduate. He simply begins the study of an unending book. He but +gathers a few pebbles on the shores of the river of time, then sinks +beneath its wave. + +But while in this world we scarcely make a beginning, yet everything +depends on the character of that beginning. As is the beginning, so +will be the conclusion. In the direction taken in time will we progress +in eternity. We may repent of our mistakes here and correct them, but +there is no repentance beyond the grave. There are no mistakes +corrected in eternity. Hence the necessity of a proper use of time. + +I have selected the word culture to express the idea which I wish to +convey, and yet I must confess that it does not express it as happily +as I should desire. Where the Greeks had their _paideia_, the Romans +their _humanitas_, we have the more elastic and accommodating word +culture. I use it in this address in the sense of drawing out and +developing the nobler powers that are potentially in fallen humanity. +It is not so much the development of all the faculties in man to their +highest extent, as the directing and training of the better ones to +their true end. We are dealing here with beginnings, not endings. The +perfection of man in all his capacities is not a thing of time. In +time, the character must receive its mold; in eternity, its highest +polish. + +By self-culture I mean, of course, the power that one has, and ought to +use, of cultivating himself. "To cultivate anything," says Dr. +Channing, "be it a plant, an animal, a mind, is to make grow. Growth, +expansion is the end. Nothing admits culture but that which has a +principle of life, capable of being expanded. He, therefore, who does +what he can to unfold all his powers and capacities, especially his +nobler ones, so as to become a well proportioned, vigorous, happy +being, practices self-culture." This may apply to those who have not +the advantages of schools and colleges, and to the after education of +those who have. + +We hear much in this age about a "finished education at college." There +is, alas! too much truth in the expression. Generally, the more +superficial our collegiate education, the more completely is it +"finished" on the day of graduation. How few young ladies and gentlemen +meet the expectations raised by their educational advantages! How few +years sadden loving hearts with disappointed hopes! How many stars +shine brilliantly within college walls, then go out to be seen no more! +And all this the result of a "finished education!" + +Most of these failures are the result of wrong views of education. Our +school days are but a beginning of our earthly education, as this is +but the beginning of that which is to come. It is not what we learn in +school, but what we learn after leaving it, that determines our success +or failure. These advantages are but for the purpose of laying the +foundation; the building is the work of after years. And he who does +not build, does not even preserve the foundation. Alas! how many +well-laid foundations have moldered into ruin! No sooner does the plant +cease to grow than it begins to decay. Therefore, he who would live +must grow, and he who would grow must be active. There is no success to +him who stands with his hands in his pockets. This is an age of intense +activity. Competition in every calling is sharp; the professions are +crowded, and there is room only at the top. Therefore, the path to +success is not strewed with flowers and tinted with the rainbow's hue. +As Carlyle truly says: "The race of life has become intense; the +runners are treading upon each other's heels, woe be to him who stops +to tie his shoestrings." + +Many a young man fails because he thinks himself a genius, and +therefore does not need to study. The sooner you get rid of the idea +that you are a genius the better. The old idea of a genius that never +has to study is the pet of laziness and the ruin of manliness. Sidney +Smith truly says: "There is but one method of attaining to excellence, +and that is hard labor; and a man who will not pay that price for +distinction had better at once dedicate himself to the pursuit of the +fox, or sport with the tangles of Neæra's hair, or talk of bullocks and +glory in the goad! There are many modes of being frivolous, and not a +few of being useful; there is but one mode of being intellectually +great." + +It is common for those who have not the wealth to afford them a +luxurious college course to bemoan their misfortune and content +themselves with being nothing. If culture were attained by complaining +of misfortune, many would soon reach perfection. To some, extreme +poverty is doubtless a misfortune, but to many others it is a blessing. +The world's grandest heroes and benefactors have struggled with +poverty; and, but for this, they would have died unwept and unhonored. +The great men and women of earth were not dandled in the lap of luxury. +Lord Thurlow, Chancellor of England, when asked by a wealthy friend +what course his son should pursue to secure success at the bar, is said +to have thus replied: "Let your son spend his fortune, marry and spend +his wife's, and then go to the bar; there will be little fear of his +failure." The Chancellor well knew that, with his wealth, the young man +would not do the work that success demanded. How many men, and women, +too, were never anything till they lost their fortune! Then the world +felt their power. What a fortune, then, to have no fortune to lose! +True, poverty brings difficulties, but difficulties develop men. They +show the material out of which one is composed. While they dishearten +the irresolute, they stimulate the brave. The wind that extinguishes +the taper only intensifies the heat of the stronger flame. Gnats are +blown with the wind, but kites rise only against it. + +All culture is, in a large degree, self-culture. Our teachers are only +helps. They can teach us, but they can not learn us. We must do our own +learning. Wealth can not buy it, nor luxurious surroundings impart it; +it must be made ours by personal application. + +I am not contending that all may or should be scholars in the proper +sense of that word. There is a difference between culture and +scholarship. A man of culture may or may not be a scholar. I plead more +especially for the training of the mind, for the development of the +nobler faculties of our nature, that we may fulfill the true end of our +being. + +I do not mean that all should be great, in the popular acceptation of +that term. This is neither desirable nor possible. If all were great, +then none were great. But God has designed us all for positions of +usefulness and happiness; some in one direction, some in another. These +positions we should seek and fill to the full extent of our ability. +And it is with reference to this ability that I am making the plea for +self-culture. It is not simply preparation for a position, but +development in it, for which I plead. There is much said in this age +about education for a position, and this education is all right; the +more thorough the better. But the trouble is, too many seem to think +that this is all. Here is the ruinous mistake. There is a world of +difference between being educated _for_ a calling, and being educated +_in_ it. That may be obtained in schools and colleges; this is a +work of subsequent life. That is important; this is indispensable. +Without that, this may be a grand success; without this, that is next +to worthless. Many men are highly educated in their calling who were +never educated for it. This is self-culture in its true sense. + +Nor is the culture for which I plead derived simply from books. These +we need, but we need them simply as helps. We should make them our +servants, not our masters. A "bookworm" is sometimes a very inferior +kind of a worm. Some men that the schools call highly educated rely so +much on books that they are nothing in themselves. They have no mind of +their own. They deal altogether in second-hand goods. We need to lay +aside our books, and study men and things--commence with God and +nature. We must learn to _think_. To think much. To think accurately. +To do our own thinking, not have it done for us. Without this, we shall +make but little of our advantages; with it, we rise superior to +advantages. + +Neither am I contending that we should all strive for the "learned +professions." It is just the reverse. We want to elevate and ennoble +the _un_learned professions. The American people, at least, should +learn that the calling does not make the man. We need to dignify all +the honest and legitimate vocations by intellectual and moral culture. +We not only need to dignify labor by culture, but, by so doing, we need +to dignify the mass of our common humanity. Personal worth consists not +in what one does, but in what one is. Better be a good barber than a +poor doctor, a good shoemaker than a poor lawyer. + +I would not be understood as claiming that men and women in all the +vocations in life should be cultured in all directions. In this age of +short and intense life this is not practicable. It might have done +before the flood, when men lived a thousand years, but it is not +adapted to the nineteenth century. Remember I am speaking with +reference to the masses. Men can not know everything, neither can they +do everything, and do it well. All knowledge may be made useful, and I +would urge the obtaining of all possible; but it is a mistake to try to +do too much, and do nothing. A few things well understood are of more +value than a smattering of much. By all means avoid being +"Jack-of-all-trades." Decide what you want to do and do it. I would +urge the training of mind and heart and hand as a specialty in that +which you select as a life work, embellished and perfected by all the +general knowledge that a life of intense application will enable you to +possess. Difference in occupation demands a difference in special +culture, but not in general. This is culture, not of the schools, +simply, but of life. + +But the difficulties and the means of self-culture need now to be +considered. In doing this, the first essential element to success to +which your attention is called, is + + SELF-RELIANCE. + +No man ever amounted to much who did not rely on God and himself. The +young man who whines around, waiting for some one to help him, instead +of helping himself, ought to be sent back to the nursery, clothed in +enlarged baby-gowns, and fed with a spoon. Men of independence are the +men that move the world. The living rarely walk well in the shoes of +the dead, and he who waits for them ought to go barefooted all his +life. God helps those who help themselves. Self-reliance toughens our +sinews and develops our manhood. "It is not in the sheltered garden or +the hothouse, but on the rugged Alpine cliffs where the storm bursts +most violently, that the toughest plants are reared." The man who does +not rely on self, soon ceases to have any self. He becomes a zoological +parasite, instead of a man. He is a lobster that waits for the sea to +come to him, instead of going to it, though its waves may be dashing at +his feet. Should the sea accommodate him in time, well enough; +otherwise he dies. These men make the subjunctive heroes of the world. +They always "might," "could," "would" or "should" do some great thing; +but they never get into the imperative mood to do it. They have never +learned self-reliance; and, the result is, they never learned anything +worth knowing. They can never appreciate this saying of the immortal +Burke: "I was not rocked and swaddled and dandled into a legislator. +_Nitor in adversum_ is the motto for a man like me." + +Those who are afraid to move without the arms of a rich ancestry around +them, will never learn to walk erect. They will never have a firm, +elastic step, nor make the world feel the weight of their tread. The +man who thus shrinks from difficulties and responsibilities, refuses to +be a pupil of the best teacher the world affords. They should learn +that repeated failure, if wisely used, is but a means to grand success. +As Dr. Mathews truly says: "Great statesmen in all countries have owed +their sagacity, tact and foresight more to their failures than to their +successes. The diplomatist becomes master of his art by being baffled, +thwarted, defeated, quite as much as by winning his points. Every time +he is checkmated he acquires a profounder knowledge of the political +game, and makes his next combination with increased skill and increased +chances of success." Ease and luxury may make the butterflies of +society, but difficulties make men and women. That was a wise saying of +Pythagoras, that, "ability and necessity dwell near each other." It is +astonishing how difficulties will yield to one who will not yield to +them. They tip their plumed caps to his dominant will, and politely bow +themselves out of sight. They not only clear the way for self-reliance, +but give him the encouragement of their parting salute. + +"Every person," says Gibbon, "has two educations--one which he receives +from others, and one, more important, which he gives himself." +Archimedes said, "Give me a standing-place and I will move the world." +But Goethe more happily says, "Make good thy standing-place and move +the world." Circumstances may afford a standing-place, but +self-reliance alone can give the leverage power. We must learn that +character and worth consists in doing, not in possessing. Not resting, +not having, not being simply, but growing and becoming, is the true +character of self-culture. This thought is most beautifully expressed +by Rogers-- + + "Our reward + Is in the race we run, not in the prize, + Those few, to whom is given what they ne'er earned, + Having by favor or inheritance + The dangerous gifts placed in their hands, + Know not, nor ever can, the generous pride + That glows in him who on himself relies, + Entering the lists of life. He speeds beyond + Them all, and foremost in the race succeeds. + His joy is not that he has got his crown, + But that the power to win the crown is his." + +Another important item in the attainment of self-culture is the + + ECONOMY OF TIME. + +Time is a divine inheritance that no man has a right to squander. The +antediluvians might have afforded to be a little profligate in this +direction, but the man who would fulfill his high destiny in this age +has no time to lose. Lost time is forever lost. There is much useless +complaint in the world of a want of time. It is not more time we need, +so much as a better use of that we have. I do not mean that we should +deprive ourselves of requisite sleep and rest. On the contrary, the +regulation of these constitutes a part of the economy of which I speak. +Rest is necessary; but all rest is not idleness. We should learn to +rest by changing our employment, not by its abandonment. The man whose +mind becomes weary in his study, finds the most invigorating rest in +manual labor. The physical and intellectual have a happy reflective +influence on each other. The moments wisely taken for intellectual and +moral culture by the laboring man are fountains whose refreshing +stream, like that from Horeb, follows him through his daily toil. They +are a ceaseless pleasure, both in remembrance and anticipation. Those, +also whose lives are disconnected with manual labor should have such a +variety of work that one kind prepares the way for the enjoyment of +another. There are both pleasure and health in a change of diet. To +happily manage this variety requires a training of the mind essential +to self-culture. We must learn to do the right thing at the right time. +The happy influence of one thing upon another depends on their +arrangement and the manner of their execution. It may not be well to +have too many irons in the fire, but it is certainly best to have +enough for some to be heating while others are cooling. + +In order to do the right thing at the right time, and do it well, we +must learn to think about the right thing at the right time. This is +one of the most important features in mental training. We can think +well on but one thing at a time. Therefore, the mind that is filled +with various kinds of thoughts can prosecute none of them successfully. +We must learn to select the guests that we would have sit at our +intellectual banquets, summon or exclude them at will, and never permit +the intrusion of a promiscuous crowd. When our work is arranged for the +day, the week, the month, the year, we should set apart the time to be +devoted to each item, both in work and in thought; and then never allow +the thoughts of one to encroach upon the time allotted to another. We +should so train the mind that we can think about the thing only of +which we wish to think, concentrate our whole mind upon it till the +time comes to put it away; then dismiss it in a moment, turn to +something else, and think no more about it, till its proper time. The +mind is soon trained to pass from one subject to another in a moment, +with all its powers of concentration. This mastery of the mind, once +attained, will enable us to study at all times and places regardless of +circumstances. The man who can not study amid the wild shouts of the +excited multitude is not his own master. He who can command his time +and his talents only when no surging billows beat against his quiet +retreat, has necessarily to spend much of life in which he has neither +time nor talents which he can call his own. A very important item, +then, in the economy of time, is to learn to labor under difficulties, +till we rise superior to external surroundings. To keep the reins of +the mind well in hand when there is a stampede all around us, is +absolutely essential in the great crises of life. This is attained only +by training the mind to instantaneous concentration under all +circumstances. This, then, I would urge you to persist in until it is +accomplished. Without this you will lose much time in acquiring +information, and, what is of vastly more importance, you will be +unprepared to use what you have at the very time, it may be, when it is +most needed. + +Another important element in the economy of time we learn from the +great Teacher who said, "Gather up the fragments, that nothing be +lost." If He who had the power to create as well as to preserve, was +such an economist of the remnants of loaves and fishes, how much more +should we save the fragments of time, which we can not lengthen out a +span? + +Many people seem to think they can make garments only out of whole +cloth. If they have not an abundance of uninterrupted time in which to +accomplish a thing, they think they can not accomplish it at all. Such +men accomplish but little, not for want of time, but for want of its +economy. To avoid this waste, we must learn to weave whole garments out +of the mere ravelings of the fabric of time. But some complain that +they can not "get up steam" for intellectual labor in these fractions +of time. We don't need to "get up steam." The "steam" should be already +up. We only need to change the gearing. "There is a momentum in the +active man," says Mathews, "which of itself almost carries him to the +mark, just as a very light stroke will keep a hoop going, when a smart +one was required to set it in motion. While others are yawning and +stretching themselves to overcome the _vis inertiae_, he has his eyes +wide open, his faculties keyed up for action, and is thoroughly alive +in every fiber. He walks through the world with his hands unmuffled and +ready by his side, and so can sometimes do more by a single touch in +passing than a vacant man is likely to do by strenuous effort." + +Let no one conclude that nothing important can be accomplished by these +scattered fragments. It is said that "Hugh Miller found time while +pursuing his trade as a stone-mason, not only to read but to write, +cultivating his style till he became one of the most facile and +brilliant authors of the day." Also, that Elihu Burritt "acquired a +mastery of eighteen languages and twenty-two dialects, not by rare +genius, which he disclaimed, but by improving the bits and fragments of +time which he could steal from his occupation as a blacksmith." + +With these examples before us, then, let no one conclude that he can +not get time from his daily vocation, whatever it may be, to cultivate +his mind, and develop his moral and intellectual faculties. Another +essential element in self-culture is + + SINGLENESS OF PURPOSE. + +"A man," says Emerson, "is like a bit of Labrador spar, which has no +lustre as you turn it in your hand until you come to a particular +angle; then it shows deep and beautiful colors." There is no adaptation +or universal applicability in man; but each has his special talent; and +the mastery of successful men consists in adroitly keeping themselves +where and when that turn shall need oftenest to be practiced. The +successful man in every calling, whether literary, scientific or +business, is he who is _totus in illo_--who can say with Paul, this one +thing I do! With the exception of a few great creative minds, the men +whose names are historic are identified with some one achievement, upon +which all their life force is spent. "Whatever I have tried to do in my +life," says Dickens, "I have tried with all my heart to do well. What I +have devoted myself to, I have devoted myself to completely. Never to +put one hand to a thing on which I would not throw my whole self, and +never to affect depreciation of my work, whatever it was, I find now to +have been golden rules." The fact is, the range of human knowledge has +become so extensive that the man who would know some things well must +have the courage to be ignorant of many others. There are many things +for which one is wholly incapacitated; for which he has no talent, and, +as a rule, time spent in this direction is time lost. Goethe justly +says: "We should guard against a talent which we can not hope to +practice in perfection. Improve it as we may, we shall always, in the +end, when the merit of the master has become apparent to us, painfully +lament the loss of time and strength devoted to such botching." Sidney +Smith condemns what he calls the "foppery of _universality_--of knowing +all sciences and excelling in all arts." "Now _my_ advice," he says, +"on the contrary, is to have the courage to be ignorant of a great +number of things, in order to avoid the calamity of being ignorant of +everything." + +I do not mean that you should try to learn but one thing, or be a man +or woman of one idea; far from it. I simply mean that you must be +select. Select your calling, and then bend all your energies in that +direction. Let those branches of knowledge that bear most directly on +your vocation be mastered first, then widen the circle as opportunity +affords. Do not scatter your powers over so much territory that they +are felt nowhere. It is only when the sun's rays are brought to a focus +that they burn. The man who is one thing this year, another next; +studies medicine a while, then law, is next a school-teacher, and then +an insurance agent, will, in the end, be nothing. Men who are always +changing, never learn enough about anything to make it of any value. +Men who are eminent in their professions have stuck to them with a +singleness of purpose. Men talk much about genius, when, generally, the +genius of which they speak is but the result of unremitting +application. The genius that blesses this world is simply a talent for +hard work. They are men who have the resolution to try, and the courage +to persevere. Idle men of the most eminent natural ability are soon +distanced in the race by the mediocre who sticks to his purpose and +plods. Then, I repeat, if you would succeed in life, in whatever +calling you may select, divest yourself of the idea that you are a +genius and do not need the application demanded by common mortality; +rely not on the caprices of fickle fortune; but rely on God and +yourself, economize your time, apply yourself with diligence and with +singleness of purpose. With these you will be a blessing to the world, +and fulfill the high and holy purposes of God in giving you being. + +Self-culture looks not simply to time, but to eternity. No man is truly +cultured who is not cultured for eternity. His culture is but +one-sided, and that the most inferior side. The well-rounded and +perfected culture, though it may be only partial so far as the culture +of this world is concerned, is the culture that prepares one to +matriculate in the great university over which God presides, and sit +forever in delightful appreciation at the feet of the great Teacher. +Let this, then, be the ultimatum of all your efforts. + +It is for this reason that you should so highly appreciate this +institution from which you go out to-day as honored students. While the +various branches of the arts and sciences that pertain to this life, +have been carefully and accurately taught you, the great Science of +eternal life, if I may so term it, has been, I trust, indelibly +engraved on your every heart. A college whose faculty is composed +exclusively of Christian men and women, and in which the systematic +study of the Bible by both ladies and gentlemen is made one of its most +prominent features, will ever be most highly appreciated by those who +appreciate true culture, and know in what it consists. I think I +appreciate a high standard of education, and I want, if possible, to +give my children its advantages; but I should infinitely prefer their +never going beyond the common school than to be graduated with the +first honors from the most renowned colleges or universities of Europe +or America, in which the authority of Jesus is not held as supreme, and +the Bible honored as our only divine guide. Other things being equal, +we should always honor those institutions most that honor God's word +most. For this reason, then, as well as for many others, we delight to +honor this institution from whose fostering care you this day go forth. + +In conclusion, let me entreat you to be what this world now most +needs--MEN and WOMEN. The world is now burdened with "gentlemen and +ladies;" but it is perishing for the want of MEN and WOMEN. The world +needs men and women that are true to themselves, true to each other, +and true to God--men and women who know what manliness is, and what +womanly virtues are; who delight in the real, and scorn the +counterfeit; who have the courage to do right because it is right; who +would rather stand alone on the side of truth, than with the world on +the side of error; who are governed by high and holy principle, not by +selfish policy. We need men and women that will create a healthier +public sentiment, rather than to float on that which exists; who will +frown out of countenance the fraud, dishonesty and meanness that now +lifts high its head in society; who will not live in fine palaces, +drive fast horses, and occupy the first pews in the sanctuary, at ten +cents on the dollar. The world needs men and women who have hearts and +consciences, as well as brains; who realize that they have a soul as +well as a body; who live for eternity rather than for time. + +God grant that you may all make such men and women. That you may not +only be a blessing to the age and generation in which you live; but +that your influence for the "true, the beautiful and the good," may be +felt like the gentle dews of heaven upon the earth, generations after +you are gathered to your fathers! May you be diligent and faithful in +the cultivation of your nobler powers of mind and heart till the world +shall bless God that you have lived in it; then laying aside the body, +in which you have fought the grand fight for righteousness and truth--a +fight on which God and angels have looked with interest and delight--as +you would lay aside a worn-out garment, and passing through "the gates +ajar," enter on a higher plane of culture, where you will not have to +rely upon self, and struggle against adversity as here; but where you +will have all the facilities of Heaven, and be forever pupils of the +great Teacher! + + + + +III.--PLUS ULTRA VS. NE PLUS ULTRA. + +[An Address Delivered Before Eminence College, June 10, 1881.] + + +LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OF EMINENCE COLLEGE:--It has ever been a delight +to me to meet with the faculty and students of Eminence College on +these festive occasions. It is but natural that the hearts of those who +have gone out from these classic halls should turn on these gala days, +and in feeling if not in fact, renew the fond associations of the past. +They are oases in the desert; well-springs to the thirsty soul in the +journey of life. I should, therefore, be untrue to myself, and unjust +to you, were I not to confess to a pardonable pride in the privilege of +addressing for the second time one of the graduating classes of this +renowned institution. The subject on which I shall to-day address you +is + + "_Plus Ultra vs. Ne Plus Ultra._" + +Spain is the great southwestern peninsula of Europe. It juts out +between two seas as does no other country of that continent. Before the +discovery of America by Columbus, the Spaniards prided themselves on +the supposed fact that their country was the last point of solid land +on the earth westward. Beyond them, they thought, there was nothing but +a vast expanse of water--a shoreless ocean--a mystery never to be +solved. Consequently the early coins of that country, in order to give +prominence to this idea, were indented with a picture of the pillars of +Hercules, the two great sentries on each side of the straits of +Gibraltar. Encircling these pillars on their coins was the inscription, +_ne plus ultra_--nothing beyond. They imagined, therefore, that they +constituted the limits of creation; that beyond them there was nothing. +Consequently, as in creation the last is the best, they gave to +themselves the preëminence. In this proud idea they rested and praised +the Lord. In their own estimation, therefore, they constituted the _ne +plus ultra_ of God's favored people. Thus they constituted another +proud monument of man's folly and ignorance, from which it is well to +take warning. In course of time, however, Columbus conceived the idea +of another world west of Spain. After long years of discouragement, +sufficient to crush the spirit of all but those of noble impulses and +high resolves, he was permitted, with a small fleet, utterly +insignificant in this age, to sail westward. He thus discovered the +_new world_ whose existence, if ever known before, had faded from the +memory of man. On his return, when the Spaniards became convinced that +a great continent lay to the west of them, they were compelled, +humiliating as it was, to change the inscription on their coins, +encircling the pillars of Hercules, to _plus ultra_--more beyond. This +the demonstrated truth demanded. Thus the discovery of America took the +_ne_ off of their proud motto, thus teaching them a lesson which should +be a lesson to the world. Their negation was changed to an affirmation. +Their boasted limit of creation was changed to an acknowledgment of the +unknown beyond. Thus it has ever been in man's proud history. Thus it +will doubtless continue to be till we know as we are known. "Whether +there be knowledge, it shall vanish away; for now we know only in part, +but then shall we know even also as we are known." + +The first thought with which I would impress your minds to-day, +especially the minds of those who go out from this institution with the +honors of graduation, is that there is something beyond--the _plus +ultra_ of a collegiate education. One of the most fatal mistakes in +securing a collegiate education is, that this is all. If one of you +entertains the idea to-day that your education is "finished," you will +be a failure. We hear much in this age about a "finished education" in +college. Alas! there is too much truth in it. The education of many is +thus "finished," and their progress in life is also _finished_. A +college course is not the end, but simply the means, of an education. +This is simply the foundation, not the structure. On this you are to +hereafter build; otherwise the foundation will be worthless. Without +the after building the foundation itself will decay. This is alike the +teaching of the history of man and the Son of God. On this foundation, +therefore, I would urge you to build, not for time only, but for +eternity. On it you should erect a noble structure, at once an ornament +and a blessing to your race. This can not be done in a day. Patience +and perseverance are the price of success. You must learn to "labor and +to wait." + +How often do we see the scintillations of genius within college walls, +of which we see or hear nothing after the day of graduation? On that +day the sun of their brilliancy seems to set forever. Why is this? +Simply because they think their graduation is the _ne plus ultra_ of +their literary life. + +It is not what we learn in college, but what we learn after leaving it, +that makes us what we are in after life. The value of a collegiate +education consists not in the amount of information it imparts, but in +a preparation for the accumulation and use of information. Not simply +the best minds, but the best students are those who win the prize in +the end. Not the best students in college, but the best students after +leaving it, are those who make the world feel their power. Many study +hard for the honors of graduation, and beyond this seem to have no +aspirations. If this is their _ne plus ultra_, then it is worthless. +This institution does not educate you for graduation; it graduates you +for education. Without this end in view, its labors would better cease. +An institution is honored not by what its students know on the day of +commencement, but by what they know and do ere they matriculate in the +great university of worlds. It is, therefore, young ladies and +gentlemen, to this end and not to this hour, that your teachers have +faithfully labored to bring you. Without this in view, you will miss +the grand purpose of your education thus far. + +Doubtless many of us know men and women who have not grown an inch +since the day that they went out from these or other halls of learning. +They may have promised much at the beginning. On their success high +hopes were built. Loving hands were impatient to wreathe their brows +with the garlands of victory. But, alas! those hopes have been blighted +and those garlands have withered. We see them in the pulpit, at the +bar, and in all the other vocations of life. They are failures, not for +want of mind, but for want of application. They have not followed up +their victories, and their victories have turned to defeat. They have +been resting on the honor of faded laurels, that in their freshness so +become you to-day. To gather these was the _ne plus ultra_ of their +efforts, and hence the end of their success. Therefore, if any of you +to-day look upon your graduation as the consummation of your literary +struggles, let me exhort you to change your motto, and, like the +Spaniards, on the birth of the new world, discard the idea of a +possessed _ultimatum_, and imprint upon your banner _plus ultra_--more +beyond. + +As most of the graduating class are ladies, I feel the necessity of +speaking especially of their hopes and prospects. Till recently, the +hindrances of woman's education and literary position have been great +and discouraging. But, thanks to the religion of Jesus, her +disabilities have in Christian lands been removed. Woman was the +crowning workmanship of God, and she has received the crowning +blessings of Christianity. By the blessing of Christianity, the +intellectual and spiritual powers of woman are encouraged. The world is +often dazzled by her genius, astonished at her resources, and subdued +by her spirit. She has stood in the halls of learning, walked in the +groves of science, and gathered laurels on the mountains of fame. She +has stimulated the world's genius, soothed its passion, and strewed her +pathway through it with the sweetest flowers. Women have ever been the +world's brightest angels of mercy-- + + "Whose company has harmonized mankind, + Soften'd the rude and calmed the boisterous mind." + +There are positions in the world for which woman was not made. The +finishing touches of creation's wondrous works were too delicate to fit +her for the political arena, the command of armies, or the founding of +empires. She was made for higher and holier ends than these. She is +adapted to a work more noble and more enduring. Her empire is in the +heart, and her scepter one of spiritual dominion. Here she is a queen, +and reigns without a rival. While there is a limit to her appropriate +field of action, there is no limit to her power. Some one has said: +"The current of female existence runs more within the embankments of +home." This is true, but her influence overflows those banks and +inundates the world. Her influence may be compared to the sparkling +rivulet that bursts from the mountain peak, then winding its way to the +valley below, it flows gently onward for thousands of miles, through +rugged hills and fertile plains, bathing the feet of great cities and +slaking the thirst of great countries, augmented by its tributaries, +till, bearing upon its bosom the commerce of a nation, it pours its +flood of waters into the world's great ocean. As our grand Mississippi +will readily yield to an infant's touch, and yet bear upon its bosom +the proudest vessels of man's invention, so is the tenderness and the +power of woman's influence. + +I have spoken of woman being the "last of creation." This expression is +generally used in a false sense. She was last because God created on an +ascending scale. She was, therefore, last in creation and first in +redemption. She gave to the world its Saviour, and first proclaimed His +birth from the dead. She was His best friend while He was here, and has +been most devoted to His cause during His absence. Hence where +Christianity goes woman's power is felt. The extent to which woman is +honored marks to-day with unerring certainty the extent of a nation's +civilization. + +Young ladies, you have before you a field of golden opportunities. Only +thrust in your sickles and reap. In this age and country there are +great potentialities to every young lady of a good mind and a pure +heart. Let no one, therefore, be discouraged. Remember that there is +something beyond--the _plus ultra_ of a well-begun life. + +Having urged the necessity of _plus ultra_ as your motto, as against +_ne plus ultra_, I may drop some profitable hints as to the +attainment of success. You know that one may give good advice, though +he may not have profited by it himself. + +In the first place, everything depends on work. Intense application is +the price of success. The world's benefactors are the world's hard +workers. "Tickle the earth with a hoe, and it will laugh at you with a +harvest." But it closes its fists against those who extend to it an +idle hand. Many people contend that the world owes them a living, and +grumble that it does not pay the debt. What have they done for the +world to bring it into their debt? The world owes every man a living +when he earns it by honest toil, and not before. Those who sow with a +stingy hand may expect to reap a scanty harvest. You should, therefore, +in whatever vocation you may elect, strive to succeed on this +principle; otherwise you will not deserve success. + +You should not be discouraged because surroundings are not favorable, +and hope seems long deferred. Be not impatient of results. Do your +whole duty, and leave the consequences with the Lord. Never strive to +be great. Few men become great this way, and they never deserve it. +True greatness comes as a result of devotion to principle and duty. The +highest and noblest success comes through a spirit of +self-forgetfulness. + +Learn to be indifferent to surroundings. You need not catch the "spirit +of the age" unless the "spirit of the age" is worth catching. When you +contemplate Marquis de Condorcet, in the dark days of the French +Revolution, hiding in a lonely room in the city of Paris, while its +streets ran red with noble and innocent blood, quietly writing a book +whose subject was, "_Man's Certain Progress to Liberty, Virtue, and +Happiness_," you will understand what I mean. + +You must learn to _think_; to think regardless of surroundings; to +think only of the thing of which you wish to think; and on this to +concentrate the whole power of your mind. This requires careful +training; but this only is _education_. With this you have full command +of all your resources; without this they avail but little. The great +motive power of the world is thought. Information without thought is +simply a peddler burdened with stale wares on a dead market. It is not +what one knows, but what he can produce, that makes the world feel his +power. Hence one must be a producer as well as a receiver. The world's +thought must be regenerated in his own mind. He should turn the world's +dead facts into living thoughts--"Thoughts that breathe, and words that +burn." + +Avoid fickleness of purpose. Decide to do something in harmony with +your endowments and the will of God, _and do it_. Many people of fine +attainments and intellectual powers are spending their lives trying to +decide for what purpose the Lord made them. Before they determine what +they are good for, the world is certain to decide that they are good +for nothing. Life is too precious to be spent in hesitation. He who +vacillates will do nothing. Concentration is power. The rays of the sun +that would hardly warm an infant's hand will, when concentrated by a +lens, blister the palms of the hardiest sons of toil. + +If we would make life a success, we must live for a purpose. He who +lives simply for the sake of living, has no just conception of life. +Those who live for the gratification of the flesh should remember that +the goat lives for the same purpose. How humiliating the thought, that +so many of the cultured, as well as the ignorant; the rich as well as +the poor; the "cream of society" as well as its dregs, are thus living +on the low plane of animal life! The grand distinction between man and +the brute creation is in his _spirit_ nature. Without spiritual +culture, every thought, every aspiration, every gratification, is of +the earth earthy. How sad, then, to see the gaudy "butterflies of +society" spending their lives without a thought above that which alone +can lift them forever above the plane of animal life! It is sad thus to +think, but sadder still 'tis true. The enjoyment of "society," +therefore, must not be your _ne plus ultra_, else life will be a +failure. + +In order to the highest success, you should live fast, but not in the +world's bad sense of that word. I simply mean that your life should be +intense. Mere existence is not life. Life is action. Life is not +measured by time, but by experience. It is our duty, therefore, to live +all we can in the time allotted us. The patriarchs lived longer than +we, but we may live more than they. This is a grand age in which we +live. We may now live more in fifty years than Methuselah did before +the flood. The time is short. Hence if we would live much we must live +fast. + +But here I anticipate an objection. You say, "We shall shorten our days +by fast living." Not by _this kind_ of fast living. The world will +never be troubled for burying ground for those who kill themselves +simply by hard work. It is not work, but worry, that wears men out. We +have too much friction in our lives. This must be stopped. An hour's +passion will tell more on the constitution than a week's work. The +largest amount of action, with the smallest amount of friction, is the +problem before you; and he is the wisest philosopher who gives to us +its best practical solution. + +I wish now to invite your attention to mistakes that men have made in +supposing that their knowledge was the _ne plus ultra_ of human wisdom. +Time was when the alchemists thought they possessed the _ne plus ultra_ +of human knowledge, and that wisdom would die with them; yet their +knowledge is now to chemistry what astrology is to astronomy. It is a +superstition on whose claims no scientist would dare to risk his +reputation. Now chemistry is the _ne plus ultra_ of human wisdom, and +every man is a fool who does not hold the key to the secret chambers of +its hidden treasures! But how long till we shall have a new chemistry +that will render the old a bundle of laughable folly? The fact is, by +the advancement of human knowledge we demonstrate that our ancestors +were a set of fools, and our posterity will doubtless pay us the same +compliment! The philosophy of history should teach us to be modest, and +to keep as our motto _plus ultra versus ne plus ultra_. + +Modern science has demonstrated that of all unreliable things, ancient +science is the most unreliable. We should, therefore, expect to +eventually see modern science remanded to the same category. One of the +greatest inventors of the age, Mr. Edison, whose inventions have had to +do wholly with modern science, tells us that he has been constantly +thrown off the track and misled by the frauds of science. He thus +expresses his estimate of the authorities in modern science: + + "They [the text-books] are mostly misleading. I get mad with myself + when I think I have believed what was so learnedly set out in them. + _There are more frauds in science than anywhere else_.... Take a + whole pile of them and you will find uncertainty, if _not + imposition_, in half of what they state as scientific truth. They + have time and again set down _experiments as done by them_, + curious, out-of-the-way experiments, _that they never did_, and + upon which they have founded so-called scientific truths. I have + been thrown off my track often by them, and for months at a time. + You see a great name, and you believe it. Try the experiment + yourself, and you find the result altogether different.... I tell + you I'd rather know nothing about a thing in science, nine times + out of ten, than what the books would tell me--for practical + purposes, for applied science, the best science, the only science, + I'd rather take the thing up and go through with it myself. I'd + find out more about it than any one could tell me, and I'd be sure + of what I know. That's the thing. Professor this or that will + controvert you out of the books, and prove out of the books it + can't be so, though you have it right in the hollow of your hand + all the time and could break his spectacles with it." + +Thus it is that these authorities have been weighed in the balances and +found wanting. This is a marvelous age, an age of unsurpassed invention +and discovery of truth, but it is not the _ne plus ultra_ of human +wisdom--if we are to take any lessons from the past ages. + +The wave theory of sound, which has been regarded as a settled +scientific fact since the days of Pythagorean, is now vigorously +attacked, and the adherents to the orthodox ground will have to rally +their forces and reconsider their proofs, if they save the theory from +slumbering among the follies of the past. + +In the past few years the world has been startled by the bold theory of +evolution, as advocated by Darwin, Haeckel, Huxley and others. Many +have felt uneasy about the foundations of our faith. But such alarm is +all premature. The glaring contradictions of one another of these +modern apostles of a "gospel of dirt," and their self-stultification, +are enough to convince any thoughtful reader, that if the race has not +developed from apes, a few of them bear marks of descent from asses! +The credulity of this class of men is simply marvelous. They can +believe that a moneron can be developed into a man, but can not believe +in a miracle! Their wonderful development of a moneron into a man +terminates with the boundary line of time, and thus the _ne plus ultra_ +is reached of their "infinite progression!" + +In order to a proper appreciation of the present life, we must be +deeply impressed with the nature of that which lies beyond. No one can +well spend the present life who does not spend it in view of the life +to come. Man must properly appreciate himself before he can live in +harmonious relations with his being. No man can have that appreciation +of himself essential to a true life, who believes that his ancestors +were monerons and mud-turtles! + +While there are many striking resemblances between animals and man, +just such as we should expect to find from the hand of the same +Creator, who began farthest from himself and worked to his own divine +model, yet there are striking differentiae which demand profound +consideration. Animals come into the world with the knowledge of their +ancestors. The beaver knows just what its ancestors knew before the +flood. It is born into the world with that transmitted knowledge. Its +posterity will know no more during the millennium. On the contrary, man +is born into the world an intellectual blank. However wise his parents, +he inherits not one idea. He knows absolutely nothing except what he +learns--learns from teachers and by experience. It would be +incomprehensibly strange if man in his development from a mollusk, +should accumulate inherited knowledge till he reaches the _ne plus +ultra_ of terrestrial life, and then by a sudden break in the chain of +nature lose it all, and come into the world a born fool!! This would be +"development," "natural selection," and the "survival of the fittest," +with a vengeance! Here is a chasm between man and the lower animals, +made by the hand of God, that human wisdom can never bridge. + +In his intellectual, moral and spiritual development, man starts from +zero. God has thus ordained it. He is dependent on progression for all +that he is and all that he is to be. God simply gives him a start in +this world, with the numberless ages of eternity before him for +infinite advancement. The idea, therefore, that "death ends all" nips +in the bud this grand conception of man's greatness, and blights +forever that which is noblest and truest in his nature. To regard this +life as the _ne plus ultra_ of man's development, is to charge nature +with a freak of folly, and an abortion in her best works. Men may laud +human virtue for human virtue's sake; but if man is but the moth of a +day, the fire-fly whose phosphorescent light flashes for a moment and +then goes out in eternal night, his virtues are but the tales of the +hour that have their value in the telling. If this life is all there is +of man, then he is the most unmeaning portion of the creation of God. +There is for him no perfection, no satisfying of his inherent wants, +and the whole of his existence is a sham and a fraud. As Young has +beautifully said: + + "How poor, how rich, how abject, how august, + How complicate, how wonderful, is man! + How passing wonder He who made him such! + Who centered in our make such strange extremes, + From different natures marvelously mixed, + Connection exquisite of distant worlds! + Distinguished link in being's endless chain! + Midway from nothing to the Deity! + A beam ethereal, sullied, and absorbed! + Though sullied and dishonored, still divine! + Dim miniature of greatness absolute! + An heir of glory! a frail child of dust! + Helpless immortal! insect infinite! + A worm! a God!--I tremble at myself, + And in myself am lost. At home, a stranger. + Thought wanders up and down, surprised, aghast, + And wondering at her own. How reason reels! + O, what a miracle to man is man! + Triumphantly distressed! What joy! what dread! + Alternately transported and alarmed! + What can preserve my life? or what destroy? + An angel's arm can't snatch me from the grave; + Legions of angels can't confine me there." + +It is only when we thus look beyond this life, and contemplate his +relation to the Deity, that we realize the true dignity of man. + +It is natural that you should desire power--power to bless the race and +bring it nearer to God. Do not be discouraged if you do not find this +power clothed in the world's pomp and parade. The most God-like power +comes not in this way. God works by quiet forces that man may scorn but +can not equal. Behold that mountain of ice in the polar sea held by the +relentless grip of a winter's frost. All the engineering power of man +could not shake it upon its throne. All the locomotives in the world +could not move it an inch. But nature unveils her smiling face when the +springtime comes, the sun sheds upon it his gentle rays, noiseless as +the grave, too mild to hurt an infant's flesh, and soon these mountains +of ice relax their grip and glide away into the great deep! This is +power. This power you may possess, and should strive to possess, +through the gentle forces of a regenerated nature, till the quiet +influences you exert for God will pass beyond the bounds of time and be +expended on a shoreless eternity. + +In conclusion, then, let me urge you to live for eternity, and let the +life that now is be with reference to that which is to come. Then will +you progress from the low plane of our terrestrial sphere to +association with God, and eternity alone will mark the _ne plus ultra_ +in intellectual and spiritual development toward the Divine Being. + + + + +PART III.--SELECTIONS. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +I.--CHRIST THE LAMB OF GOD. + + "Behold, the Lamb of God, that taketh away the sin of the world" + (John i. 29) + + +The New Testament presents a many-sided view of Christ. From each point +of view he appears in a new relation, and we study him in a different +character. We can see but one side of a mountain by approaching it from +only one direction. We must view it from every point from which it +presents a different aspect, before we have seen it as it is. So we +should study Christ in the many characters in which He is introduced +upon the sacred page, that we may understand more of the many dear +relations He sustains to us. The more we know of Him in His various +relations, the more we will love Him and the better we will serve Him. + +We therefore purpose a number of articles under the general title of +"New Testament Views of Christ." They will appear, we trust, with as +much regularity as the press of other matters will permit. + +After the temptation, Jesus returned to where John was baptizing, and +began the work of gathering about Him His apostles. On different +occasions, as Jesus moved among the multitudes during this visit, John +pointed Him out as the Lamb of God. And John said, "I knew him not; but +he that sent me to baptize in water, he said unto me, Upon whomsoever +thou shalt see the Spirit descending and abiding upon him, the same is +he that baptizeth with the Holy Spirit. And I have seen and borne +witness that this is the Son of God" (John i. 33, 34). Both before and +after this statement, John calls Him the Lamb of God. John knew that He +was to make the Messiah manifest to Israel by His baptism, for God had +told him so. He did not know Jesus to be the Christ till after His +baptism, yet he shrank back from the idea of baptizing him, and pleaded +his unworthiness. He was worthy, and specially appointed of God, to +make manifest the Messiah, but gave way under a sense of unworthiness +at the thought of baptizing his cousin, Jesus of Nazareth! What a flood +of light does this pour upon the private life of the Son of Mary! John +knew Jesus as a _man_; and while he doubtless had hopes that He was the +long-promised One, he did not _know_ it, and could not base his refusal +of baptism on that ground. John was baptizing for the remission of +sins, and required those whom he baptized to confess their sins, and +his knowledge of the spotless life of Jesus caused him to shrink at the +thought of administering to Him such a baptism. Thus impressed with the +purity and innocence of Jesus, it is not strange that he should call +Him the Lamb of God. + +But innocence is not the only prominent feature in contemplating Jesus +as a lamb. The idea of sacrifice to which innocence and purity are +essential has pre-eminence. The first accepted offering on the earth, +of which we have an account, was a lamb. It was offered in faith; hence +by divine direction. That Abel saw anything in it beyond an act of +simple obedience to God in an arbitrary appointment, we have no reason +to believe. He did what God directed, and because it was directed. This +is the essential element of obedience in all ages, regardless of the +thing required. Nothing else can be the "obedience of faith." + +What different conceptions had God and Abel of that sacrifice! Abel saw +in it only a "firstling of his flock." God saw in it His own Son--"the +Lamb of God that taketh away the sin of the world." Not only so, but on +this account was it directed. The fact that this was not revealed to +Abel, shows that God intends us to obey Him in what He directs, without +being concerned about the reasons He has for the requirement. He who +sees the end from the beginning makes the first in execution conform to +that which is to be last. Hence, the first act of worship, and every +subsequent act, from the divine point of view, harmonizes with the +perfection which in the fullness of times, was given us in Christ +Jesus. The lamb of Abel borrowed all its value and significance from +the Lamb of God. While we are enabled to see this through the +development of the scheme of redemption, he was not; and the fact that +his act of simple obedience in ignorance of God's far-seeing purposes +is recorded as an example for us, is of unspeakable value to the child +of faith. + +During the four thousand years in which God was preparing the world for +Christ, both in patriarchal and Jewish worship, a lamb without spot or +blemish was the most prominent offering for sin. In every case the +offering was made as directed, and when made, the worshiper was assured +that his sin was forgiven. Christ is our sin-offering--the Lamb of God +that takes away our sins--and we must present Him before God as +divinely directed. We may build no strange fire on God's altars. We may +substitute nothing for Christ as an offering for sin, and no ways of +our own for God's way, in His presentation. + +In viewing Christ as the Lamb of God--the Lamb slain from the +foundation of the world--the prominent feature of His saving +relationship to us is His _blood_. Hence we are redeemed, not with +silver and gold and perishable things, "but with the precious blood of +Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot." As a Lamb, +Christ is sin-atoning. His power to save is not in the innocence of His +life, but the merits of His death. The sacrifice of an innocent life is +God's wisdom and power to save the world. Let us remember it was for +_us_ He was led as a lamb to the slaughter; that _our_ sins were laid +upon Him; that He was bruised for _our_ iniquities; that He bore _our_ +sins in His bosom on the tree; that by His stripes we are healed; that +in His innocent life and sacrificial death, we behold the Lamb of God +that taketh away the sin of the world. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +II.--CHRIST THE BREAD OF LIFE. + + "I am the bread of life. Your fathers did eat the manna in the + wilderness, and they died. This is the bread which cometh down out + of heaven, that a man may eat thereof, and not die. I am the living + bread which came down out of heaven; if any man eat of this bread, + he will live forever; yea, and the bread which I will give is my + flesh, for the life of the world" (John vi. 48-51). + + +When the Israelites came out of Egypt and started on their wilderness +journey to the promised land, they found themselves without sustenance. +The land furnished no supplies. In this respect they were cut off from +earthly resources. In their emergency they cried unto the Lord, and God +gave them bread from heaven. Each day they gathered the necessary +supply. The amount for the Sabbath was gathered the day preceding. +Beyond this there was no collection for future use. An effort to save +it proved a disgusting failure. Forty years did the daily supply of +manna fail not, till they reached the land that God had promised. + +The bread on which God fed His people from the land of bondage to the +land of Canaan was a type of Christ. This is asserted by both Paul and +the Saviour. As such it is worthy of careful study. + +1. The Israelites were wholly dependent on the daily bread which God +gave. This was a want which the world could not supply. They must feed +upon the heaven-supplied food or die. So is every one thus dependent on +the bread of life. The world can not supply the wants of the child of +God. He needs a daily food which the world does not produce. The world +is to him a spiritual desert. He can not look to it to meet the wants +of his spiritual nature. Being born from above, he has to live from +above. When he seeks to gratify the cravings of his carnal nature by +turning back to the flesh-pots of Egypt, he languishes and dies. + +Be it remembered that this bread of life is Christ. It is not some +theory about Him. It is not some system of theology of man's +formulation. Men may feed upon systems and theories till their souls +are dwarfed and starved. Such feeding makes partisans and cold-blooded +sectarians, without imparting divine life to the soul. We must come +directly to Christ. Through His holy word we must study Him, assimilate +our lives to His, feed upon Him as the bread from heaven, and drink in +of His gracious spirit. The world took knowledge of the saints of old, +that they had been with Jesus. And so it may now easily decide as to +those of such holy companionship. + +2. Christ is the bread of life. As such He has to be appropriated. +There is no virtue in bread to sustain life until it is appropriated +and assimilated to the system. Men may starve within reach of +abundance. God supplies the bread of life, but He does not compel men +to eat it. They are urged to eat and live, but they may refuse and die. +Oh, the millions in our land who are starving for the bread of life, +when it is offered them day by day! Unless we eat the body of the Son +of God we have no life. Our salvation, therefore, depends upon eating. +Yet there is no virtue in the act of eating. The virtue is in the thing +eaten. It is not putting on your coat that makes you warm, but the coat +after it is on. Faith is a condition of salvation; but there is no +power to save in believing. The saving virtue is in the thing believed. +So we may substitute nothing for that which God has given. We must eat +the bread which God provides, else all our eating will be in vain. + +3. It is well understood by all classes that the wants of the physical +man need to be daily supplied. To meet these demands, is the chief +concern of the great mass of humanity. Observe that young man. He is in +the vigor of robust manhood. He has just enjoyed a night's refreshing +sleep and a hearty breakfast. His system seems to be overflowing with +an excess of vitality. He goes forth to his work boastful of his +strength. But how many hours is it till nature cries aloud for the +replenishing of his strength? How long can he live on the boastful +supply of his physical manhood? A few days finds him as helpless as a +babe. So essential is physical food to physical life. + +Nor is spiritual food less essential to spiritual life. As new-born +babes we need the unadulterated milk of the word, that we may grow +thereby. As men and women, we need the strong meat adapted to our +maturity. The great mistake is in trying to live the spiritual life +without spiritual food. The strong men in Christ are the good feeders. +Those who feed upon the bread of heaven will develop in that which is +heavenly. No man has religion enough at the start to take him through +life, unless he dies early. The foolishness of the five foolish virgins +consisted in their not taking an additional supply of oil. So it is now +with every one who does not daily replenish his supply of spirituality. +He who tries to live without communion with God--in reading, in +praying, in meditation and obedience to the divine will--will end in +shameful failure. + +Christian character is a growth, not a divine impartation. God does not +give spiritual strength in an arbitrary way. He provides the means to +that end. If we use them, strength results. If we neglect them, we die +in feebleness. The means in the figure before us is the bread of life, +and the bread of life is Christ. There is an absolute necessity, +therefore, for feeding upon Him. From Him all spiritual strength is +derived. He is the source of all life. He said to His disciples: +"Without me, ye can do nothing." As the branch draws its nourishment +and fruit-bearing qualities from the vine, so we draw all spirituality +and fruitfulness from Christ. We are fruitful in proportion as we abide +in the Vine; and we are strong in proportion to our feeding on the +bread of life. + +4. God permitted Israel to gather manna for one day only at a time. So +in teaching His disciples to pray, the Saviour said: "Give us this day +our daily bread." Our bread of life is a never-failing supply. There +was no need of laying up manna, for God gave a fresh and abundant +supply every morning. This daily supply never ceased till their +pilgrimage was over. Of this they had assurance. Hence an attempt to +lay up a supply for future use was to distrust the God of their +fathers. The true bread of heaven is as unfailing as was the typical +bread of the wilderness. God's people will ever have an abundant supply +of that bread of which, if a man eats, he shall never hunger. Hence the +Saviour says: "Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the +world." + +5. The world has been greatly concerned about food for six thousand +years. The gratification of the appetite has both blessed and cursed +the race. Life has ever depended upon food; hence food has been the +chief concern of man. During the history of the world the race has been +ignorant of the processes of digestion and assimilation. They have +known nothing of the chemistry of this source of life. They have gone +on from age to age building up their bodies by taking food, wholly +ignorant of the process by which it was done. The value of the thing +eaten has never depended on a knowledge of the process by which it was +assimilated. We thank God that it is thus with the bread of life. We +may never expect to comprehend the "mystery of godliness" in this life. +Just how the bread of life enables us to live forever, we are not +concerned to know. It is enough for us to know that it is so. Let us, +then, appropriate this rich provision of God's grace, and the blessing +will be ours. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +III.--CHRIST THE WATER OF LIFE. + + "Jesus answered and said unto her, Every one that drinketh of this + water shall thirst again: but whosoever drinketh of the water that + I shall give him shall never thirst; but the water that I shall + give him shall become in him a well of water springing up unto + eternal life" (John iv. 13, 14). + + "Now on the last day, the great day of the feast, Jesus stood and + cried, saying, If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink" + (John vii. 37). + + "And did all drink the same spiritual drink: for they drank of a + spiritual rock that followed them: and the rock was Christ" (I. + Cor. x. 4). + + +Twice was a rock smitten by Moses in the wilderness to supply the +Israelites with water. The first was at Rephidim, in the wilderness of +Sin, during the first year of their Exodus, before they came to Mount +Sinai. The second was at Kadesh, in the wilderness of Zin, in the +fortieth year of the Exodus. It is evident that the apostle refers to +the first of these, though we can hardly think, with most commentators +known to us, that he does so exclusively. The fact that the rock +followed them, as a type of Christ, in their wilderness life, demands +that it be from the beginning, rather than the end, of their journey. +And the fact that many who drank of it fell in the wilderness, requires +the same conclusion. But for reasons yet to appear, we think the two +are considered as one. The miracle was in all respects the same in the +second as in the first. There was the same dependence for life on the +second as the first. There was the same necessity that the second rock +or stream should follow them as there was of the first; for they were +yet a long way from Canaan, with a waterless desert before them. We +can, therefore, see no reason why the first should be a type of Christ +and not the second. + +Was it the stream or the rock which followed the Israelites? Paul says +the rock. But commentators seem generally to agree that the "rock" is +here put by metonymy for the water of the rock, Barnes says, "It would +be absurd to suppose that the rock that was smitten by Moses literally +followed them in the wilderness." Just why it is more "absurd" to +suppose the rock followed them, than the stream from a stationary +fountain at Horeb, we are wholly unable to see. Let us look at the +facts and probabilities in the case. + +We must keep in view the important fact, as mentioned in the last +chapter, that these people were _dependent on God_. They had seen the +mighty hand of God in their delivery, and now they were to be taught +dependence on Him, as the only source of life. They had, therefore, to +be sustained by miraculous food and miraculous drink. The country +supplied neither food nor water. The miraculous supply of water was as +great a necessity as that of bread. For two or three millions of +people, with their flocks and herds, a large stream, even a small +river, would be required. It is also true that their cattle had to have +food, as well as themselves. Just how this was furnished, we are not +told. Here is a large field for conjecture. It is generally held that +the river continued to flow from a stationary source at Horeb, and that +it irrigated the country in its following of the people, and thus +caused vegetation for the flocks and herds. But in the fortieth year +they are again found without water. Why was this? What had become of +the river that had followed them from the first year, if it was the +river, and not the rock, that followed them? On this point we can not +refrain from quoting Macknight and Barnes, as examples of how learned +commentators, led by a theory, sometimes drop their readers into a +perfect abyss of darkness. Macknight says: "For as Wall observes, from +Horeb, which was a high mountain, there may have been a descent to the +sea; and the Israelites during the thirty-seven years of their +journeying from Mount Sinai may have gone by those tracts of country in +which the waters from Horeb could follow them, till in the thirty-ninth +year of the Exodus they came to Ezion-gaber (Num. xxxiii. 36), which +was a part of the Red Sea a great way down the Arabian side, where it +is supposed the waters from Horeb went into that sea." Barnes says: +"Mount Horeb was higher than the adjacent country, and the water that +thus gushed from the rock, instead of collecting into a pool and +becoming stagnant, would flow off in the direction of the sea. The sea +to which it would naturally flow would be the Red Sea. The Israelites +doubtless, in their journeyings, would be influenced by the natural +direction of the water, or would not wander far from it, as it was +daily needful for the supply of their wants. At the end of thirty-seven +years we find the Israelites at Ezion-gaber, a seaport on the eastern +branch of the Red Sea, where the waters probably flowed into the sea +(Num. xxxiii. 36). In the fortieth year of their departure from Egypt, +they left this place to go into Canaan, by the country of Edom, and +were immediately in distress again by the want of water." + +These comments involve several objectionable features. (1) The +Israelites were guided in their course by the pillar of cloud and fire; +not by the stream of water on its course to the sea. (2) Paul says the +rock followed them; not that they followed the river. (3) We can not +allow that when God sets out to work a miracle, He is defeated by +natural causes. The idea that the river ran into the sea, and left the +children of Israel without water, just because the situation would +naturally lead to that result, is to let go the miracle and have God +defeated, because the surroundings are not favorable! The idea that God +could cause a river to flow from a flinty rock, and then have to leave +it to seek its natural way to the sea, leaving His people destitute +when the surface of the country would be in the way of its natural +flow, is equaled only by admitting that God created the heavens and the +earth, but could not give sight to the blind or call Lazarus out of the +grave. We, therefore, repeat the question, If the river followed the +people, what became of it when they came into the wilderness of Zin? + +On the hypothesis that it was the rock which followed them, just as +Paul says it was, there is nothing unreasonable in the supposition that +for some cause, not given, God withheld the flow of water to chastise +them for their wickedness, as He did in other ways, and make them +realize their dependence. As favoring this idea, when they were +destitute the second time, and cried unto Moses in their distress, God +told him to gather the people together and speak unto _the rock_. Not +only was there a suitable rock present for the second river of water, +but it seemed to be a particular rock. Hence designated "_the_ rock." +Our conclusion is, therefore, that the two rocks were one; that it +followed the Israelites during their entire journey to Canaan, +supplying the people with the _fresh_ out-gushings of its crystal +stream. That rock was typical of Christ, and the blessings of Christ +are never stale or stagnant, as the water from a fountain in Horeb +would have been, after winding its sluggish way through the parched +desert of Arabia. + +"That rock was Christ." That is, it was a type of Him. All those +transactions were typical. "Now these things happened unto them by way +of types; and they were written for our admonition." + +"A dry and thirsty land where no water is," well represents this world +to one who has not an ever-present Saviour as the fountain of the water +of life. As the Israelites would have perished without the crystal flow +from the flinty rock, so perishes the world without Christ. There is no +appetite more distressing than thirst. There is nothing more delightful +than the cooling draught to the parched throat. Oh, to those who thus +"thirst after righteousness," how delightful it is to be "filled"! "As +the heart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after +thee, O God." Only the thirsty can appreciate drink; so only those who +first feel the need of a Saviour can experience the joy of salvation. +Not only shall the thirsty soul be satisfied that drinks of the water +of life, but it shall "become within him a well of water springing up +unto eternal life." This refreshing and ever-present fountain of life +flows for all. "If any man thirst, let him come unto me, and drink." To +slake one's thirst at this fountain, is a foretaste of the river of +life that flows from beneath the throne in the eternal city of God. +Many who drank of the typical water of the wilderness, fell under the +displeasure of God, and died short of the promised land. Hence we +should be careful to live ever near to the water of life, that our +thirsty souls may be continually supplied, and our strength renewed. +Only by being constantly refreshed can we be saved from perishing in +the wilderness and kept unto the land of God beyond. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +IV.--CHRIST THE SON OF GOD. + + "Thou art the Christ, the Son of the living God" (Matt. xvi. 16). + + "Whosoever shall confess that Jesus is the Son of God, God abideth + in him and he in God" (I. John iv. 15). + + "And who is he that overcometh the world, but he that believeth + that Jesus is the Son of God?" (I. John v. 5). + + +In one sense all men are sons of God. In a much dearer sense all +Christians are sons and daughters of the Almighty. But the relationship +of Christ to the Father is infinitely above this. He is _the_ Son of +God. God is His Father by direct production, without the agency of a +human father. The same divine power that can create life through the +agency of man, can create it without such agency. Hence there is +nothing to stumble over in the idea of the miraculous conception, to +one who fully accepts the God of the Bible in the character in which He +is revealed as a divine creator. To accept God as the creator of heaven +and earth, and then stagger at His performance of any miracle is a +logical absurdity. + +Jesus claimed to be the Son of God in the high sense that involved +equality with the Father. He said: "I and the Father are one." On +account of this relationship, "He thought it not robbery to be equal +with God." His enemies understood that this equality was involved in +His claim; hence they charged Him with blasphemy in making Himself +equal with God. + +This was a high claim on the part of the Nazarene. He claimed to be +more than a man. When some said that He was John, or Elijah, or +Jeremiah, or some one of the prophets, they underestimated Him +according to His claim. The greatest prophet, or inspired teacher, that +had ever appeared among men, _even if raised from the dead as the +special messenger of God to His people_, could not meet the demands +involved in the claim of Jesus, that He was the Son of God. + +This high claim had to be sustained by two distinct lines of +testimony--miracles and a sinless life. The purpose of miracles is to +establish the claims of the miracle-worker and to glorify God. The +miracles of Jesus establish His divine mission and claim to the +Messiahship. No man could do the miracles He did "except God be with +him;" and God would not be with one who was advocating false claims. +The enemies of Jesus understood this; hence they said: "God heareth not +sinners." Miracles are the substratum of the foundation underlying our +faith. + +While the divine claims of Jesus are attested by His miracles, the +evidence is crowned by His sublime character. His life is itself among +the most wonderful of miracles. As a child of poverty and a son of +toil, He lived thirty years among men. When He afterwards claimed to be +the Son of God, He had many bitter enemies. They persecuted Him even +unto death, and yet not one of them ever pointed to an act of His +private life as inconsistent with, or unworthy of, His divine claim. +This simple fact speaks volumes as to the purity of His life. The world +has contained but one such. The very life which His claims require is +the life revealed on the sacred page. + +Infidels have ordinarily contented themselves with mere negations. They +seem not to realize the fact that in denying some things they are +logically bound to account for others. If we deny the claim of Jesus +that He is the Son of God, then we have to account for His miracles, +His life, the disposal of His entombed body, and the establishment and +development of His kingdom. These are facts. As such they have to be +accounted for. On the hypothesis that Jesus is the Christ, all +difficulty vanishes. On any other, it is more than the world has yet +been able to meet. Skeptics laud the character of Jesus as a model of +purity, such as the world has never elsewhere found, and yet deny the +claim on which was based His mission to men and on which He built His +church. How the establishment of a religion upon a known falsehood can +harmonize with a life of faultless purity, they do not pretend to tell +us, for it is a palpable absurdity. How His disciples could testify on +a point of fact in regard to which they could not be mistaken, and +surrender all worldly position and comfort, and life itself, to +establish a known falsehood in the hearts of men, in which they--the +witnesses--could have no personal interest, they leave in the Egyptian +darkness characteristic of their system. How can he account for +American history and American institutions who denies the existence of +Washington, or claims that he was a disreputable impostor? How, then, +shall he account for the history and institutions of civilization who +denies to Jesus of Nazareth existence as a man of that age and country, +or makes Him a base deceiver and vile impostor? + +That Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, is the fundamental, pivotal +fact in the Christian religion. It underlies every other feature of the +Christian system. On it turn the value and significance of every other +item of the faith. Everything takes position with regard to this, and +derives its value from it. With this, all else stands by divine +appointment, and bears the seal of heaven. Without it, the whole system +is but as the chaff which the wind driveth away. + +When the proposition is established that Jesus is the Son of God, every +other feature of the Christian system rests upon _authority_. Nothing +else has to be proved as this does. Before establishing this proposition, +the word of Jesus settles nothing. After its establishment, it settles +everything. When we accept Him as the Christ, we accept all else on His +authority. Hence He says, "Why do you call me Lord, Lord, and do not +the things which I say?" "All authority hath been given unto me in +heaven and on earth. Go ye therefore, and make disciples of all +nations, baptizing them into the name of the Father, and of the Son, +and of the Holy Spirit." The making and baptizing of disciples rests +upon the authority of Jesus, and that authority is based upon His +Messiahship. So of every other item of the Christian system of faith. + +The great inconsistency and consequent weakness of the religious world, +is in not accepting the simple authority of Jesus as conclusive and +wholly sufficient on any matter on which He has expressed the divine +mind. As the Son of God and coronated Lord of lords, His authority is +supreme, and His word is law. What He says is to be accepted as +infallibly true, and the end of all controversy. Whatever He directs is +to be done, simply because He directs it. Whatever else we may consider +a corroborative reason, the direction of Jesus alone is to determine +our action. Only this can be the obedience of faith. And in regard to +what He directs, there can be no compromise. The King speaks to be +obeyed, not to be argued with. It is His prerogative to command; ours +to obey. + +Jesus made His authority the controlling principle in His religion. +Where this is maintained, the religion of Christ is preserved in its +purity. Where it is disregarded, anything follows that the tastes and +follies of men may demand. The religion of Christ is pure or corrupt in +proportion as His authority is observed or ignored. + +The authority of Jesus can not be separated from His appointments. His +entire authority is embodied in each of His appointments. Hence he who +disregards an appointment of Jesus Christ, disregards His authority. +And he who disregards His authority, ignores His Lordship. The man who +deliberately refuses to do what Christ directs, ignores the authority +of his Lord, and dethrones the Son of the living God. Yet how much of +this do we see among men! Not only in the world, but in the church as +well. It seems strange that one should make a profession of the +religion of Christ, and yet thus ignore His Lordship. The authority of +Jesus against a life of indifference in the church, of non-attendance, +of want of coöperation in the work of the Lord, against carnality, +pleasure-loving, worldliness, the lusts of the flesh, want of +spirituality, and such like, is as direct and positive as that against +rejecting the gospel of Christ; and yet how many church members, all +over our land, are disregarding the authority of Jesus in these +matters. Those who make a profession of religion and live in the church +without continuing to honor the Lord Jesus by regarding His authority +and complying with His will, would better have never known the way of +life. The authority of Jesus follows us to the grave, and is never +relaxed for a day. His will, not ours, is to rule in our life. Our +desires, however strong, are to be subordinated to the mind of Him who +gave His life for ours, and said, "all authority in heaven and on earth +is given unto me." + +It is the height of inconsistency, therefore, to exalt the name of +Jesus in words and professions, and speak lightly of, or disregard any +one of His appointments. It is not only inconsistent; it is disloyal +and wicked. This is the great stumbling-block in our way to the +indorsement of Mr. Moody and such men. We care not what else he may be, +we can indorse no man who tears in two the commission of Jesus Christ. +He who refuses to "speak as the oracles of God speak," in order to +promote his work, is not doing the work that God would have him do. We +can not honor Christ without honoring His teaching, and we can not +honor His teaching by withholding a part of it from those inquiring the +way of eternal life. We can honor Jesus as the Son of God only by +declaring His whole counsel, and yielding submissively in all things to +His divine authority. + +This acceptance of Jesus as an infallible teacher, as one whose every +word is to be believed simply because He said it, and whose every +direction is to be observed simply because He directs it, whose spirit +is to be possessed and cultivated to the transforming of the life, till +we grow into the divine image and become partakers of the divine +nature, is all involved in the "good confession": Jesus is the Christ, +the Son of the living God. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +V.--CHRIST THE SON OF MAN. + + "The foxes have holes, and the birds of the heaven have nests; but + the Son of man hath not where to lay his head" (Matt. viii. 20). + + "Who do men say that the Son of man is?" (Matt. xvi. 13). + + "And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must + the Son of man be lifted up; that whosoever believeth may in him + have eternal life" (John iii. 14). + + +It is a matter of profound gratitude that our Saviour was a man. "The +Son of man," as well as "the Son of God," was essential to His great +work of bringing salvation to the race. In one sense we are all sons of +man, but not as He was. He was not simply the Son of Mary and her +ancestors. He was the Son of humanity. He was equally akin to the race. +He touches humanity at every angle and on every side. While He was the +Son of David according to the flesh, He is the kinsman of the race as a +partaker of our common nature. "Since the children are sharers in flesh +and blood, he also himself, in like manner, partook of the same." He +ignored all accidental relationships closer than this shared by the +race. The members of His own household obtained not a blessing which He +did not as freely bestow on others. The fact that He did not manifest +greater partiality toward His mother has been a matter of comment. The +simple fact is, that the relationship with which we are concerned, and +of which the inspired record treats, is to the race; hence it is not +concerned about His personal family affections. His brothers and +sisters and mothers are those who hear His word and keep it. + +The world has ever had too far-away ideas of God. It has contemplated +God at a great distance. It puts Him beyond the stars. Indeed, the +stars fade away from view in the distance behind us, as we ascend in +imagination to the dwelling-place of the Most High. The world can never +be suitably impressed with God's presence while it holds Him at a +distance. He can never be sensibly near unto us while we keep Him +beyond the stars. Nor can we be influenced by the idea of His presence +till we learn that "he is not far from each one of us." + +God tried to impress His people anciently with the idea of His presence +by various visible manifestations. Abraham realized time and again that +God was his present companion and friend. When Jacob saw the ladder +reaching to heaven, and angels ascending and descending on it, he said, +"Surely, the Lord is in this place." And when Moses drew near to see +the burning bush, a voice from its flame demanded the removal of the +sandals from his feet, for the ground on which he stood was holy +ground. + +God impressed Israel with the awfulness of His presence as a Lawgiver, +whom the nations were to honor, by His voice from Mount Sinai which +"shook the earth." The glorious manifestation of God's presence at the +tabernacle, in the midst of the camp of Israel, impressed them with the +fact that the God of their fathers was with them; that He was in their +midst; that He had not forgotten His covenant; and that He would be +with them to sustain them in every emergency till the end. With all +this, they often forgot God and went astray. What would they have done +without it? + +In the person of Jesus, God perfected the divine purpose of bringing +Himself into a realized nearness to the human family. He clothed +Himself in our humanity, and became one with us. We are thus enabled to +look upon Him, to contemplate Him, not as a great, self-existing +Spirit, incomprehensible and awful, but as a _man_. Jesus was a man; +and "in him dwelleth all the fullness of the Godhead bodily." He is God +manifest in flesh. And as God is thus manifest, would He have us +apprehend Him. Just, therefore, as we can appreciate the nearness of +Jesus as a loving and sympathizing kinsman, may we appreciate the +nearness of His Father and our God. + +It is evident that men need a God to whom they can get sensibly near. +There is no profit in the worship of a God of abstractions. There is in +it no food for the soul. What is there to satisfy the languishing soul +in a prayer to the "Great Unknown and Unknowable"? They that come to +God must believe that He _is_. And that "is" is a personal divine +being, into whose arms we may cast our helpless selves, and on whose +bosom we may pillow our weary head; instead of a great, bewildering, +incomprehensible abstraction, "without body, parts, or passions." + +We are brought into a sacred nearness with God in the life of Jesus. +From His bed in the manger to His rest in a borrowed grave, we have a +life of abject poverty. He was the friend and companion of the poor. +The world is full of poverty, and ever will be. But the poorest of +every age and country find a companion and friend, of like sufferings +with themselves, in the person of Jesus. The cares and sorrows of life, +resulting from poverty, of which the world knows most as a daily +burden, were fully realized by Him; and in it all He is a deeply +sympathetic friend. + +Jesus was a man of labor. The hands so often extended to bless +humanity, and through which the cruel nails were driven, were hardened +by daily toil. He never did a day's work with which His employers found +fault. Long after He had built mansions in the skies for them that love +Him, were the houses of His own workmanship standing in Galilee; but +when He laid aside His tools to do the work of His Father, no man ever +pointed to an earthly house and said, "This job is not in harmony with +His claims to be the Son of God." He knew what it was to be tired and +hungry. He doubtless knew the meaning of hard work and low wages. It +follows, therefore, that every son of toil, every burdened and weary +life, has for a gracious Redeemer and providential Saviour one who was +"a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief." + +Jesus was a man of temptation. He was tempted as no other man was ever +tempted. The devil is the author of temptation, and he had a peculiar +interest in the temptation of Jesus. Through temptation comes sin. Sin +is the yielding of the will under temptation to do wrong. The devil had +a special interest in inducing Jesus to sin. He was the representative +of the race. Their fortunes were all involved in His. The consummation +of His work as a Redeemer required a sinless life. Hence if Jesus could +be induced to yield to temptation, the world's hope of salvation was +forever gone. It is evident, therefore, that the devil exhausted his +resources to accomplish that end. Consequently He was "tempted in all +points like as we are," and infinitely beyond what we know of +temptation. And He who withstood Satan in every onset has promised to +be with us to the end, and suffer us not to be tempted above what we +are able, if we only keep Him between us and the enemy of our souls. It +is a source of profound gratitude that we have a Saviour who has felt +in all its forms the tempting power of sin, who is full of sympathy for +us in our temptations, and who has promised to ever be in such our +faithful friend. Hence the great apostle to the Gentiles, whose life +was full of temptation and trial, gives us a reason why we should "draw +near with boldness unto the throne of grace," that "we have not a high +priest that can not be touched with the feelings of our infirmities; +but one that hath been in all points tempted like we are; yet without +sin." This very fact in the character of our Saviour gives us humble +boldness to approach the throne of grace that nothing else could give. +When we have given way under temptation, and our souls are burdened +with a sense of sin, we can come to God through the mediation of Jesus, +with a confidence that His sympathy for us has been perfected by the +experience of His own earthly life. For Christ was perfected for the +special parts of His work by His mission among men. "For it become him, +for whom are all things, and through whom are all things, in bringing +sons unto glory, to make the author of their salvation perfect through +sufferings." "And having been made perfect, he became unto all them +that obey him the author of eternal salvation." + +In order to accomplish the great work of redeeming the race, Christ had +to be a _man_. He had to be human, as well as divine. Hence it was just +as essential that He be the Son of man as that He be the Son of God. He +had to make an offering for sin, and that required a human body. Hence +he says, "Sacrifice and offering thou wouldst not. But a body didst +thou prepare for me." He had to be human in order to die, and divine in +order to conquer death. Hence, while we exalt His divinity, we must +none the less appreciate His humanity. We must not cease to contemplate +our Lord and Saviour as the Son of man. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +VI.--CHRIST THE GREAT TEACHER. + + "We know that thou art a teacher come from God: for no man can do + these signs that thou does, except God be with him" (John iii. 2). + + "And it came to pass, when Jesus ended these words, the multitudes + were astonished at his teaching: for he taught them as one having + authority, and not as their scribes" (Matt. vii. 28, 29). + + "Never man spake like this man" (John vii. 46). + + +On "the great day of the feast"--the feast of the tabernacles--in the +second year of His ministry, Jesus was performing many miracles, and +there was great commotion among the people as to whether He was the +Christ. The chief priests and the Pharisees sent officers to take Him. +But they returned without Him. Then the chief priests and Pharisees +said, "Why did you not bring him?" They simply reply, "Never man so +spake." These were, doubtless, resolute men who were accustomed to +obeying orders. But in this case they did not obey orders, nor even try +to do it. Their excuse for not doing so was peculiar. They gave no +ordinary or natural circumstances as hindering the execution of orders. +They made no plea to exculpate themselves. They simply said, "No man +ever spake like this man." How, then, shall we account for this? There +was simply an unearthly majesty in the person, the manner and the words +of Jesus, that awed them into inaction. The very fact that such men +were so unnerved by the presence and words of Jesus, gives us an idea +of His majesty as a teacher, and of His power over men. Thus it was +that He could cleanse the temple, overturn the tables of the +money-changers, drive out the whole crew who were making merchandise of +the house of God, and no one resisted. When did the world produce +another man whose presence alone awed bold officers of the law into +disregard of duty, and the chastised multitude into non-resistance? + +Jesus was the world's great teacher, and yet He was never taught. This +fact was recognized by those who knew His history. "The Jews therefore +marveled, saying, How knoweth this man letters, having never learned?" +Jesus explained it by saying, "My teaching is not mine, but His that +sent me." This is the only satisfactory explanation that can be given. +That Jesus was a man of unequaled wisdom, surpassing infinitely all the +great philosophers of renown, is freely admitted by the best informed +of modern skeptics. That the world has been influenced by His teaching +infinitely beyond what it has been by that of any other man, is not +denied. That the world regards His teaching to-day, after eighteen +hundred years from the day of His death as a malefactor and His rest in +a borrowed grave, as it has never regarded the teaching of another man, +is also an admitted fact. How shall we account for such +teaching--teaching of such accumulating power over ages and generations +of men--when He Himself was untaught? The world can not answer the +question except as Jesus answered it: "My teaching is not mine, but His +that sent me." + +Christ was the only teacher among men who never made a mistake. After +nearly two thousand years, during which His teaching has been subjected +to the severest scrutiny, He stands without conviction as to a single +error. Its ethics, its morals, its righteousness, its philosophy, its +wisdom, its accuracy, have stood the test of the most rigid investigation. +How can this be accounted for on the hypothesis that Jesus was only a +man? The greatest of all other men, with the advantage of the world's +best facilities, and under teachers of renown, have furnished the world +with teaching full of mistakes and imperfections. If Jesus were only a +man, how came it that He was so infinitely superior to all other men? +And if thus superior in wisdom, righteousness and purity, how belie +Himself in claiming to be infinitely more than a man? It were +impossible. The two things are mutually destructive. Jesus furnishes +the only explanation: "My teaching is not mine, but His that sent me." + +Jesus is _the_ teacher of the science of salvation. Others before Him +taught the things pertaining to salvation, but their teaching was all +by the Spirit of God, framed with reference to what His was to be. + +Others, after Him, taught the way of life, but they taught it as they +received it from Him. When He ascended to the Father He sent the Holy +Spirit as His advocate. The Spirit imparted to the apostles what He +received from Christ. He took the words of the coronated Christ and +gave them to the apostles, and they spake as the Spirit gave them +utterance (see John xvi. 7, 15). It follows, therefore, that the +teaching of the apostles is as infallible as that of the Christ, for it +is simply His. + +It was not the purpose of Jesus to teach the wisdom of this world. He +was not of this world, and His teaching was not with reference to this +world. He came from another world, and the things pertaining to another +world were the ultimatum of His teaching. The way of salvation is +purely a matter of revelation. Man knows nothing about it except what +God has revealed through Christ. The same is true as to that from which +we are saved, and that to which we are saved. We know nothing of God, +heaven, hell and eternity, except that which is revealed. All that we +know of sin and its remedy we learn from the great Teacher. The nature +and the consequences of sin we learn from the same source. The +revelation of God is at once the source and limit of our knowledge of +sin and righteousness, and their consequences. In the whole scheme of +redemption Christ is the central figure; and on it He is the great +teacher and supreme authority. + +Christ, as a teacher of law and morals, legislates for the heart. Men +can take cognizance only of deeds. They can not know the heart. Hence +they can judge it only by outward manifestations. But Christ knew what +was in man. Hence He could legislate for man's thoughts, as well as his +deeds. Hence He says: "Ye have heard that it was said, Thou shalt not +commit adultery: but I say unto you, that every one that looketh on a +woman to lust after her hath committed adultery with her already in his +heart." Even the law of the Ten Commandments legislated against +adultery only as an outward act, but Christ legislates against the +thought. In this respect, as in many others, He is unique as a teacher. + +Finally, He taught by His own authority. This was the cause of the +astonishment at the conclusion of the Sermon on the Mount. "The +multitudes were astonished at His teaching; for He taught them as one +having authority, and not as their scribes." The scribes taught that +which "was said to them of old time," and the traditions of men, but +Christ said, "I say unto you." Mark this feature in that discourse. A +dozen times does he say, "_I_ say unto you." This was in harmony with +that which was predicted of Him as a teacher. "Moses indeed said, A +prophet shall the Lord God raise up unto you from among your brethren, +like unto me; to him shall ye hearken in all things whatsoever he shall +speak unto you. And it shall be, that every soul which shall not +hearken to that prophet shall be utterly destroyed from among the +people." And in the presence of Moses and Elijah, the great teachers of +the past, the divine Father said: "This is my beloved Son, in whom I am +well pleased; hear ye him." All this recognizes one of the fundamental +principles in the Christian religion--the supreme authority of Christ. +The world seems slow to learn that what He said He said by His own +authority, whether personally or through the apostles and prophets; +that it needs no other support, and that it is the irrepealable +_law_ of the kingdom of God. Because we are not under the law, but +under grace, many conclude that we have a religious latitude in which +we may legislate for ourselves, forgetting that Paul says we are "under +law to Christ." + +In our supreme ignorance we need a teacher--an infallible teacher; and +that we have in the person of Jesus. In order to become wise unto +salvation, we must hear and learn of Him. In believing what He says, +and doing what He directs, we have His divine assurance of salvation +from sin and a home in heaven. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +VII.--CHRIST THE DELIVERER. + + "And he [Jesus] came to Nazareth, where he had been brought up; and + he entered, as his custom was, into the synagogue on the sabbath + day, and stood up to read. And there was delivered unto him the + book of the prophet Isaiah. And he opened the book, and found the + place where it was written, + + The spirit of the Lord is upon me, + Because he anointed me to preach good tidings to the poor: + He hath sent me to proclaim release to the captives, + And recovering of sight to the blind, + To set at liberty them that are bruised, + To proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord. + + And he closed the book, and gave it back to the attendant, and sat + down; and the eyes of all in the synagogue were fastened on him. + And he began to say unto them, To-day hath this scripture been + fulfilled in your ears" (Luke iv. 16-21). + + +This sublime passage is a quotation of Isaiah lxi. 1-3. It contains +several words indicating a character in which the Messiah was to +appear, strikingly appreciated by the Jews at the time of the prophecy. +Especially from the time of the Babylonish captivity did the Jews make +prominent the idea of a deliverer in the person of their promised +Messiah. "_Release_ to the _captives_" and "_liberty_ to the +_bruised_"--ill-treated by their captors--was to them a precious +proclamation, looked forward to with great anxiety, when deliverance +should be proclaimed and Israel should again be the free and favored +people of God. + +Since this characteristic was so long appreciated as a matter of +prophecy, and Jesus announced its fulfillment in Himself, it is a +befitting occasion on which to briefly notice the relation of Christ to +prophecy. The understanding of this relationship is important at any +time, because it furnishes a valuable class of evidence as to the +Messiahship and divinity of Jesus. It is especially so at this time, +since infidels are making a special effort to destroy the value of +prophecy in this respect; and some from whom we should expect better +things seem to be assisting in the work. + +A great deal of importance was given to Messianic prophecies during the +days of the Saviour and the apostolic age of the church. Indeed, this +was the main source of evidence to the Jewish mind that Jesus was the +Christ. And the use made of it by Christ and the apostles shows that it +was abundant. + +When Jesus talked with two of the disciples on their way to Emmaus, on +the day of the resurrection, He said to them: "O foolish men, and slow +of heart to believe in all that the prophets have spoken! Behooved it +not the Christ to suffer these things, and to enter into his glory? And +beginning from Moses and from all the prophets, he interpreted to them +in all the scriptures the things concerning himself." Here Jesus +Himself states that Moses and all the prophets prophesied of Him. And +when He had returned to Jerusalem, and stood in the midst of the +eleven, He said to them: "These are my words which I spake unto you, +while I was yet with you, how that all things must needs be fulfilled +which are written in the law of Moses and the prophets and the psalms +concerning me." Thus the books of Moses, and all the prophets, and the +psalms, contained teaching concerning the Christ, according to Jesus' +own statement; and it was all in the form of type and prophecy. Indeed, +types are but forms of prophecy. + +Jesus charged the Jews with not believing Moses, and gave that as the +reason why they did not believe on Him. He said: "For if ye believe +Moses, ye would believe me: for he wrote of me. But if ye believe not +his writings how shall ye believe my words?" Like modern skeptics, they +did not believe the writings of Moses concerning the Messiah--did not +believe that they referred to the Messiah; hence their value was +destroyed, and they did not believe in Jesus. Had they believed these +prophecies they would have believed on Christ. + +On the day of Pentecost Peter convinced the three thousand by argument +from prophecy concerning the Christ. In his sermon in Solomon's porch +the argument was likewise based upon prophecy. Paul's manner of +preaching (see Acts xvii. 1-3) was to show the prophecies of the Old +Testament concerning the Messiah and then show that these were +fulfilled in Jesus of Nazareth. Therefore the conclusion was +necessitated that He was the Christ. As this was Paul's method, he +evidently attached to prophecy the highest possible value. That all the +apostles did this is evident from the statement of Peter. Speaking of +their being "eye-witnesses of His majesty," and of the infallible signs +He gave of His divinity, he says: "And we have the word of prophecy +made more sure; whereunto ye do well that ye take heed, as unto a lamp +shining in a dark place." + +How are we to determine the Messianic prophecies? We unhesitatingly +reply, by the example of Christ and the apostles. Three important +points are established by their testimony: (1) They teach that such +prophecies are numerous, and made by Moses, David, and all the +prophets. (2) They quote or refer to specifically, and thus apply, +quite a number. It is evident that these are Messianic, because so +applied. (3) Since Christ and the apostles designate a large number as +Messianic, we are safe in concluding that others are so that are of +like character. They are infallible judges, and they furnish us a +criterion by which to judge. + +It is not true, as claimed, that in order to a Messianic prophecy, the +prophet making it must so understand it at the time. On the contrary, +Peter tells us that they searched diligently to ascertain the things +and the time of them referred to in their own prophecies concerning the +sufferings of the Christ and the glory that was to follow. (See I. Pet. +i. 10-12). They, therefore, did not understand the things or the time +referred to. Since they did not know these, they did not know that the +prophecy referred to the Messiah. The same Peter did not understand +some of his own utterances on the day of Pentecost. His language here +makes the promise of salvation to Gentiles as well as to Jews. But he +did not so understand it till he had a special revelation at Joppa and +the house of Cornelius. + +Nor is it true, as claimed, that a Messianic prophecy must have been so +understood by the people before its fulfillment. Many of the Messianic +prophecies were not understood as such in Old Testament times. The +Saviour charged this want of understanding upon His disciples, and told +them that if they had correctly interpreted Moses and the prophets, in +this very respect, they would have known that His death was required by +such prophecies, and they would not have received the story of His +resurrection as an idle tale. Moreover, He charged the Jews that this +failure to understand Messianic prophecies, as such, was the ground of +their not believing on Him. (See John v. 45-47). + +In regard to types, which is a feature of prophetic teaching, and a +strong chapter of evidence as to inspiration, Clark Braden says: "There +are but few real types in the Bible; that is, there are but few things +that men devised and acted with the intention of symbolizing or +typifying anything future. There are exceeding few that were devised or +acted with that as their sole object." It would be difficult for one to +crowd more flagrant error into the same space than the above contains, +if he were to make it a specialty. It contains the following positions, +all of which are false: (1) That there are but few types in the Bible. +(2) That types are _devised_ by _men_. (3) That types were "devised and +acted" by the same party. (4) That they were "devised and acted" by men +with the intention of typifying something future. (5) That this, in +order to their value as evidence of inspiration, should have been +"their sole object." This will do quite well for five lines. We would +suggest that _God_ devised types, not men. While men were the actors, +they were not the originators. While men may not have intended to +typify anything in the case, God did. While types were intended by God +to typify something future, this was not "their sole object." God had +in them a purpose for the actors in addition to their typical +significance. The purpose they then served detracts not from their +value as types. As to the comparative number, we prefer Paul as +authority. Speaking of the wilderness life of the Israelites, from +their baptism in the cloud and in the sea, he says: "Now these things +happened unto them by way of types [_tupoi_], and they were written for +our admonition." This history contains numerous types, Paul being +judge. Indeed, the patriarchal and Jewish religions were mainly +typical. When Noah built the ark to the saving of his house, it is not +probable that he thought of anything typical. Certainly that was not +the only purpose, nor the main purpose. But Peter says it was a type, +all the same. + +The fact that God's people did not understand the full significance of +their worship, did not destroy its character or its value. The same is +true now. While God's oppressed people worshiped in types and symbols +which foreshadowed the perfection to come, they were taught by the +spirit of prophecy to look with longing anxiety to the coming of a +deliverer. While, in debate, we may not rely on a large number of +prophecies as Messianic, because the proof is not conclusive, it does +not effect the fact that many of them have that character. + +To appreciate Christ as a deliverer one must realize his own +bondage--the slave of sin, and sold under its power. There is no +appreciation of the Deliverer till there is a longing for deliverance, +and no longing for deliverance till there is a hatred of bondage. Hence +one must have a just sense of the heinousness of sin before he can +appreciate Christ as a Saviour. + +In coming to this world to deliver us, Christ had, in a sense, to come +within the dominion of Satan, and under the assaults of sin. This is +typfied by Moses going into Egypt to deliver his brethren. He had to +place himself under the reign of Pharaoh, and in order to deliver his +brethren he had to deliver himself. The Son of God took upon Him our +humanity. This He had to do to make a sacrifice and be a mediator for +us. In doing this He placed Himself under the tempting power of sin, +and was tempted in all points as we are. He had to save Himself from +this condition before He could save us. This was done through death and +the resurrection. With Him the old life ceased at the cross, and the +new one began from the grave. He conquered Satan--dragged the captor +captive--and was forever delivered from his tempting power. "He died +unto sin once," says Paul; and we die to sin just where He did, being +put to death by the cross. We are buried with Him, and rise with Him to +walk in newness of life. Thus the new life begins with us just where it +began with Him--from the grave--the grave of baptism in which we are +buried together and rise together. The denominational world want to +make the new life begin from the cross. But it did not thus begin with +Jesus, and Paul says it does not thus begin with us. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +VIII.--CHRIST THE GREAT PHYSICIAN. + + "They that are whole have no need of a physician; but they that are + sick. I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners, to + repentance" (Luke v. 31, 32). + + "For this people's heart is waxed gross, + And their ears are dull of hearing, + And their eyes they have closed; + Lest haply they should perceive with their eyes, + And hear with their ears, + And understand with their heart, + And should turn again, + And I should heal them" (Matt. xiii. 15). + + "He hath sent me to heal the broken-hearted" (Luke iv. 18). + + +Several times, either directly or indirectly, Christ alludes to Himself +as a physician. In this character He is worthy of careful study. + +The first thing in order to appreciate a physician, is to realize that +one is sick. The Saviour says the well need not a physician. It is +equally true that the well care not for a physician. Sin is the disease +of which Christ, as a physician, is the healer. The disease is deadly. +The smallest amount is fatal. The Great Physician alone can heal it. +There is no other remedy. When a man is once affected, however much he +may keep it under control, and prevent its increase, there is never a +diminution of the disease till the remedy of the Great Physician is +applied. + +There is much senseless talk about depravity that necessarily implies, +though its advocates may not so intend, that sin has comparatively +little condemnatory force. The idea so often expressed that one must be +"a great sinner in order to need a great Saviour;" that if he is only +"partially depraved, he needs to be only partially saved;" that he must +be "totally depraved in order to be totally lost;" that he must be +"totally depraved in order to be wholly dependent on Christ for +salvation," and such like, necessarily puts a light estimate upon sin. +The idea is, that if one has but a comparatively small amount of sin, +he is not wholly lost and utterly helpless, and wholly dependent on +Christ. When the simple fact is, that sin is so heinous in its +character and condemnatory in its consequences, that any amount of it, +whether much or little, renders one as helpless and hopeless and +dependent on Christ as if he were totally depraved by nature and doubly +defiled by a life of sin. There is, therefore, no necessity for total +depravity, in order that man be in an utterly lost and helpless +condition without Christ. A grain of strychnine is just as fatal as an +ounce, without an antidote. + +In order that we appreciate a physician, and avail ourselves of the +benefits of his skill, we must have faith in him. Without faith that +his skill is superior to ours, and that he can help us, we will not +call upon him. If we have faith in him we will do as he directs. The +highest evidence of faith in a physician, and the surest way of being +benefited by his skill, is in going precisely by his directions. Some +years ago the writer had a long spell of typhoid fever. His physician +came to see him one hundred and thirty times. After he became +convalescent, his physician said to him one day, "In looking back over +your case, I can attribute your recovery to but two things--your +unyielding resolution and confidence, and your faith in your +physician." What did he mean by faith in my physician? What had that to +do with it? He explained. "For," said he, "you followed my directions +minutely in everything, and for more than seven weeks the least wabble +would have turned the scale against you." This was a fine illustration +of faith, but theologically he attached to the word a very different +idea. + +Such must be our faith in the Great Physician that we apply to Him for +the treatment of a sin-sick soul. And having called upon Him, we are to +follow His directions. On one occasion He said to the Pharisees, "Why +do you call me Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?" So in +this case He would say, "Why do you call on me as a physician, and do +not as I direct you?" As well apply to an earthly physician and expect +to be healed by faith in his skill, without taking his medicine or +following his directions in other respects, as to expect the Great +Physician to heal you in the same way. This illustrates the absolute +folly of expecting to be "justified by faith only" in the Great +Physician of souls, before and without doing as He directs. Our faith +in a physician is valuable only as it induces us to take his remedies. +When it leads to this, it has fulfilled its only office. When it does +not lead to this, it is worthless. So of our faith in Christ. The only +value of faith is in its leading to the observance of the divine will. +The faith that does this saves, because it leads us to where God saves +us. God promises salvation in the doing of His will. "Not every one +that says unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; +but he that doeth the will of my Father who is in heaven." Faith leads +to the doing of the Father's will. In this it performs its only office, +and in this it saves. Faith can have value only as it leads to the +appropriation and use of the remedies prescribed. + +It is often the case that a physician is stationary, and his patients +have to come to him in order to get the benefits of his treatment. In +such case, the acts necessary to take us to him are essential to our +recovery, though they have no virtue whatever except as means of +reaching him. So of coming to Christ. Christ does not come to the +sinner, as orthodox prayers at the mourners' bench imply; but He +invites the sinner to come to Him. "Come unto me, all ye that labor and +are heavy laden, and I will give you rest." "And you will not come to +me that you may have life." Believing on Christ is one thing, and +coming to Him is quite another. One must first believe before he will +come. Yet, in addition to believing, the orthodox world, so-called, +utterly fails to tell us how to come to Christ. They cry, "Come, come," +but tell us not how. Christ plainly teaches that we come to Him in +obedience. We are baptized into Him; into His body. We put Him on by +baptism. Being baptized into Christ is Paul's explanation of how we +become the children of God by faith. "Ye are all sons of God, through +faith in Christ Jesus. For as many of you as were baptized into Christ +did put on Christ." We come to Christ, then, in baptism. This is the +first overt act in the "obedience of faith." Our faith, repentance and +baptism bring us to Christ; then He, as the Great Physician, heals our +sin-sick soul. There is no healing virtue in these things that bring us +to Him; but they are conditions of our healing because they are means +of our reaching the Physician. + +The remedy for sin is the Physician's own blood. That is the only thing +in the universe of God that can heal the disease of sin, and remove the +ruinous consequences. "The blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, cleanses +from all sin." The blood of animal sacrifices could not take away sin. +"For it is impossible that the blood of bulls and goats should take +away sins." Since animal sacrifice could not meet the demands of the +law, God prepared a body for His Son in which to make a sacrifice. + + "Sacrifice and offering thou wouldst not, + But a body thou didst prepare me." + +Hence we are redeemed from the curse of sin, not with corruptible +things, "but with precious blood, as of a lamb without blemish and +without spot, even the blood of Christ." "And without the shedding of +blood there was no remission." + +It is plain, therefore, that the blood of the Physician is the only +remedy. This remedy is freely given when we come to Him. + +Jesus said: "As Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so +must the Son of Man be lifted up; that whosoever believeth may in him +have eternal life." The Israelites were commanded to look upon the +brazen serpent; and they that looked were healed. They had to have +faith, in order to look with a view to being healed. Looking was the +thing commanded. It was the result of faith. In looking they were +healed. But there was no virtue in the looking. Looking, in and of +itself, had no power to heal. Still it was essential to the healing. +Neither had the thing looked upon any power to heal. There was no +virtue in the serpent. The healing power lay back of that. It was in +God, who had promised. God did the healing. But while there was no +healing virtue in the look nor in the thing looked upon, they were +necessary to the healing, because to this end were they commanded. They +were, therefore, necessary to bring one to the point in the obedience +of faith where God promised to heal. So it is with the Great Healer of +souls. They that believe shall _in Him_ find the healing power. Their +faith leads them to Him, where the healing power is applied, as the +look brought the Israelites to the healing power of God. Our obedience +that brings us to Christ is the outgrowth of our faith, just as their +look was the outgrowth of theirs. There is no healing virtue in the one +nor the other, but they were and are necessary to bring the believer +where the healing virtue is. + +After all that is said about being saved by faith, and by other things, +it is simply true that _Christ_ saves us. _He_ is our Saviour. And He +saves us by means of His own blood. + + "There is a fountain filled with blood, + Drawn from Immanuel's veins; + And sinners plunged beneath that flood + Lose all their guilty stains." + +It is thus that Christ is precious to us as the great Physician of +souls. We should give heed to His inviting voice, place ourselves under +His continued care, follow His directions, and we shall enjoy a healed +and healthful state of the soul. + + "The great Physician now is near, + The sympathizing Jesus; + He speaks, the drooping heart to cheer: + Oh, hear the voice of Jesus." + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +IX.--CHRIST OUR MEDIATOR. + + "For there is one God, one mediator also between God and men, + himself man, Christ Jesus, who gave himself a ransom for all; the + testimony to be borne in its own time" (I. Tim. ii. 5-6). + + +A mediator is one who comes between alienated parties to effect a +reconciliation. He must be the friend, the advocate and equal of both +parties. Failing in one of these, he is incapacitated. No one would +accept a mediator whom he believed would be wanting in any of these +respects in his relations to him. No one is fit to mediate who is not +qualified to do justice to both parties. This he can not do unless he +knows the rights of both and is the friend of both. He must be unbiased +in his judgment and impartial in his friendship. He must be considered +the equal of both, in so far, at least, as his knowledge of them and +his ability to judge between them is concerned. + +A mediator between God and men implies alienation between them. The +history of the race shows this to be true. The time was when they were +one; when not a feeling or a shadow came between them. The bliss of +Eden reached its daily acme when the footfall of God was heard amid its +bowers. The hour that He joined their company was that of supreme joy. +But man sinned, and then the presence of God was shunned. That which +was delightful before is painful now. Such is the principle of +congeniality; and such the consequences of sin--to make of heaven a +hell. This fact alone should teach us that it lies not within the +limits of divine power to make a heaven for sinful men. Separation from +God is hell; and with the soul defiled by sin, union is worse than +separation. + +After the fall of man he could no longer stand in the immediate +presence of God, as he was wont to do before. Sin can not approach the +divine presence, hence he needed a mediator, one to stand between him +and an offended God, through whom he might again be heard and blessed. +Mediators of an imperfect and typical character were had in that age of +preparation for the coming perfection. But where could a perfect +mediator be found to stand between an offended God and rebellious man? +Where in all the universe could one be found the friend and equal of +both parties? Where could one be found that could stand on equality +with God, know what was just and right in regard to Him, and, at the +same time know the weaknesses, the wants and the rights of man? Where +was one who could poise with one hand the scales of God's justice and +gather fallen humanity to his bosom with the other? The boundless +dominions of God contained not such a being. Man could not thus act, +for the best of men are themselves sinners, and can approach God only +through a mediator. The best of men know nothing of God's side of this +matter, and they fall below equality with Him, as the earth is below +the stars. An angel could not stand between God and men, for he can not +descend to equality with fleshly natures, to know their weaknesses and +their wants; nor can ascend the heights of divine perfection till he +knows the mind and the rights of God. In the Divine Logos, and the +Divine Spirit we find, in a sense, equality with God, but no equality +with men. How, then, is this great problem, that on which the world's +salvation turns, to be solved? The human and the divine must be +blended. They must meet and dwell in one. This is accomplished, not by +lifting the human up to the divine, but by bringing the divine down to +the human. God glories in condescension. + +The Word that was in the beginning with God, that was God in His divine +attributes, became flesh and dwelt among us. In the person of the babe +of Bethlehem we have a being that never before existed--a being both +human and divine. He brought from the skies the divinity of His Father, +and dwelt among men with the humanity of His mother. Hence the mighty +chasm between man and God, between earth and heaven, is bridged over in +the God-man, Christ Jesus. His divinity reaches half-way from heaven to +earth, and His humanity half-way from earth to heaven, and the two +unite in Him. + +In the life of Jesus we see His two natures constantly manifested. As +He hungers and thirsts and sleeps; as He weeps over the sins of men, +and sorrows over their afflictions, we see His humanity. He seems to be +only a man. But when He stills the tempest on the Sea of Galilee, or +calls Lazarus back to life, we see His divinity. It is interesting to +study His life with a view to the manifestation of His two natures in +each event--their distinctness and their blending. + +We may never know in this life the reasons for the blending of the +divine and the human in the person of the mediator. These things are +doubtless beyond the ken of an archangel, in all their fullness. Yet +from our point of view, obscured by our fleshly weakness, we may see +some reasons lying on the surface why this was a necessity. Some of +these let us consider. + +Man fell through the weakness of the flesh and the power of temptation. +Satan works through the flesh to pollute the spirit. In order to be one +with us in our temptation, and perfect Himself as an experimental +sympathizer, our mediator must be tempted in all points like as we are, +that He may know how we feel under temptation. This demanded that He +take upon Himself not the nature of angels, but that of the seed of +Abraham. He must, therefore, be a man. But this temptation is to be +successfully met. It is to be without sin. No man had ever successfully +withstood the assaults of Satan. Our mediator was to do this. Hence the +necessity of divinity. He must be human to be tempted; He must be +divine to resist it. And to make His victory the more complete, He had +His flesh put to the sorest test. After a fast of forty days, when His +long pent-up hunger rushed upon Him as a lion upon its prey, Satan +approached and exhausted his strength to overcome Him. Not only did He +give Satan this advantage, such as he had never had nor needed over +men, but He even went out of the flesh, into the citadel of which Satan +held the keys, and came out a triumphant conqueror. Hence His humanity +in order to enter in; His divinity in order to come out. + +The scheme of redemption contemplated a sacrifice for the sins of the +world. Men must get rid of sin. They had no power of themselves to do +this. Sin must be remitted. This demanded a sacrifice for sin. "Without +the shedding of blood there is no remission." The blood shed must be +the blood of humanity. It must contain the life under condemnation. +Hence the "blood of bulls and of goats could not take away sin." It +could not reach and cleanse the conscience. It was used as an imperfect +type, but the perfection required the blood that courses in human +veins; but the victim must be innocent. It must be absolutely free from +sin. Only a sinless offering can meet the requirements of the divine +government. Hence, in order to offer the blood of the condemned race, +our mediator must be human; in order to offer it in innocence, He must +be divine. + +The completion of the preparation of our mediator for His work as such, +required His death and resurrection. It is shocking to the mind of some +to speak of Christ having to be educated and perfected for His office +of mediator, but this He asserts Himself. "For it became him, for whom +are all things, and through whom are all things, in bringing many sons +unto glory, to make the author of their salvation perfect through +sufferings." "Though he was a Son, yet learned he obedience by the +things which he suffered; and having been made perfect, he became unto +all them that obey him, the author of eternal salvation." This +officiating for man as mediator and high priest, is the only thing, as +we now remember, in which Christ is said to have been specially +qualified by His life among men. This is significant. The reasons for +it are easily seen in the foregoing. He had to become a man, and these +things peculiar to humanity He had to learn. + +In offering Himself a sacrifice for sin, our mediator had to die. In +order to His work as such, of which His death was only preparatory, He +had to live again. His death was voluntary. He said, "I have power to +lay down my life, and I have power to take it up again." In order to +lay down His life, He had to be human; in order to take it up again, He +had to be divine. + +Having accomplished His preparatory work, Christ returned to the Father +to make an atonement, and to sit henceforth as a mediator between God +and men. He was equal with God before He left the heavens; He became +the equal of man in His sojourn in the world. Hence He is now perfectly +qualified for His work. But we find that we can not dispose of this +subject in one chapter. + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +X.--CHRIST OUR MEDIATOR.--CONTINUED. + + "But now hath he [Christ] obtained a more excellent ministry, by + how much also He is the mediator of a better covenant, which was + established upon better promises" (Heb. viii. 6). + + +Having considered Christ's preparatory work, His earthly mission, we +wish now to consider His office and work as mediator between God and +men. Christ sought no additional honor because of His message to men +and suffering on their account. On the contrary, He prayed: "And now, O +Father, glorify thou me with thine own self, with the glory which I had +with thee before the world was." But while He sought no additional +glory, He found additional work. The office He now fills existed not +till He ascended to the Father from an empty grave. He descended into +the dominion of death and robbed it of its power. He dragged the captor +captive, and gave gifts unto men. Ascending, as a conquering king, His +angelic retinue raise the exultant shout: "Lift up your heads, O ye +gates, and be ye lifted up, ye everlasting doors; and the King of glory +shall come in." "Who is this King of glory?" the guardian hosts shout +back. "The Lord strong and mighty, the Lord mighty in battle." Again, +the gates of the eternal city are shaken with the shout: "Lift up your +heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; and the +King of glory shall come in." + +Christ was coronated King of kings and Lord of lords. He began at once +His work of mediation. Through the Holy Spirit, sent as His advocate, +He convicts men of sin, and brings them into harmony and union with +God. His mediatorship involves a work of reconciliation. This is His +fundamental work. The old theology was that Christ labors to reconcile +God to men. Indeed, the world is not yet as free from the thought as +the truth and the honor of God demand. Whatever may be true of the +atonement, one thing is certain, it grew out of the love of God. "God +so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever +believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life." Any theory, +therefore, that does not harmonize with this is false. God already +loves the world. He loves sinners, even, who are not penitent. He is +not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to +repentance. How dishonoring to God, then, to represent Him as unwilling +to save agonizing sinners; so that the protracted prayers of the church +are necessary, and often unavailing! Paul says that God was in Christ, +reconciling the world unto Himself. The world had transgressed, had +gone away from God, and Christ's mission as mediator, is to bring it +back in agreement and submission to the divine will. + +The importance of the mediatorial office of Christ is very improperly +apprehended. The necessity of a mediator between us and God can never +be fully realized in this life. This belongs to that association of +deep and profound mysteries emanating from the mind of God, that angels +intently desire to look into. We are permitted to see only the surface +in this life. But we know enough about the general character of His +work, to know, that it has a value far above the world's comprehension. + +When one stands as our intercessor we are favored in proportion to his +standing with the other party. When one seeks a favor at the hands of +the chief executive of the nation, if he has no standing of his own, +all depends on the standing of his advocate. If the one interceding for +him stands high in the president's favor, and has great influence with +him, his request is favorably considered on account of his advocate. +When we consider the standing of the Son with the Father; that through +Him the Father has sought the reconciliation of the world; that He is +the "brightness, the Father's glory, and the express image of his +person;" we have perfect confidence that His pleadings will prevail. +But when the Father "so loved the world as to give his Son to die for +it;" when He so loves sinners that His great loving heart goes out in +yearnings for their salvation, why should His loving, struggling +children need an intercessor with Him at all? This has been one of the +questions of the ages. Theories more curious than satisfactory have +been promulgated concerning it by the different schools of theology. We +shall not presume to answer it, beyond the simple suggestion that this +was the special work for which the divine Logos that was in the +beginning with God, had to qualify Himself by special education. Hence +it is a matter not of difference between the love and goodness of the +Father and that of the Son, but of qualification by _experience_ in the +trials, temptations and weaknesses of the flesh. The consideration of +this fact would have saved the world from much vain speculation. + +When Paul argues the importance of a mediator, it is not on the ground +that the Son loves us more than the Father, but on the ground that He +knows us by experience. "For we have not a high priest that can not be +touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but one that hath been in +all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin. Let us, therefore, +draw near with boldness unto the throne of grace." The fact that our +high priest, or intercessor, was "tempted in all points, like as we +are," is the reason why we may approach a throne of grace with +boldness. This boldness is simply a profound confidence based upon the +humanity of our mediator. + +When we approach a throne of grace, conscious of sin and imperfection, +how little can we trust ourselves. We realize that we come empty-handed +before God. With the poet, each can sing: + + "Nothing in my hands I bring, + Simply to Thy cross I cling." + +We can plead no merit of our own. We have no legal claim on the +store-house of God's boundless mercy and love. But we remember that we +have a Friend; that this Friend has suffered the same trials and +temptations; that He knows by bitter experience just how we feel; that +He deeply sympathizes with us, and that He loves us with a devotion and +faithfulness beyond human experience or expression. Remembering this, +how can we feel otherwise than confident that an already loving Father +will hear our petitions in harmony with His will, and bless us as His +believing children? The efficacy of prayer, therefore, grows out of the +mediatorship of Jesus, and the confidence in prayer grows out of our +appreciation of the mediator and of His work. Hence a light +appreciation of the mediatorial work of Jesus leads to a prayerless +life. + +Jesus Himself taught that there is no way of approach to the Father +except through Him. "I am the way, the truth and the life; no man +cometh unto the Father but by me." No man can approach God _in his own +name_. God does not look upon men in their own personality. He looks +upon them only _through their mediator_; and what He sees to commend, +is seen and commended only through, and on account of, their mediator. +In other words, God sees the mediator only, not them. Hence the man +that does not accept the mediator cuts himself off from God. He rejects +the only way of approach to God. He prevents God's considering his +case; for God considers us only through the mediator. It is this fact, +that God considers the mediator through whom the petition is made, +rather than the petitioner, that gives significance to the fact that +our prayers are to be _in the name_ of Jesus Christ; and that we ask +that our petitions be granted for "Christ's sake." At a throne of grace +we present the name of our intercessor. We ask in _his name_, not our +own. We present Him, not ourselves. We hide ourselves behind Him, put +Him in our place, and ask what God will do for Him. He authorizes us to +thus use His name, and the blessings bestowed are just to the extent +that that name prevails with God. Should Vanderbilt grant you the legal +right to use his name to the full extent of your desire in presentation +of checks, etc.; with his pledge to redeem all paper bearing his +signature in your hand, his whole fortune would be pledged to meet the +demands of your drafts upon him. Bankrupt financially, as you are +spiritually, you present your check for a large amount and it would be +rejected. But add to that the name of Vanderbilt, and your check is +honored. You draw the money not in your name, but in his. The bank sees +not you, but him. Now, just as you would thus present the name of +Vanderbilt, with full assurance of your request being granted to the +extent of his fortune, you to-day present the name of Jesus at the +court of heaven, and a heaven honors that name; its resources are +pledged to meet your petition. The name of Jesus, therefore, when thus +presented, means to us all that it signifies in the government of God. +To the extent that His name is honored are heavenly blessings secured +to us. + +In the light of these sublime truths, we see the significance of the +Saviour's requirement that henceforth all prayer should be offered in +His name. "Verily, verily, I say unto you, if ye shall ask anything of +the Father, he will give it to you in my name. Hitherto ye have asked +nothing in my name; ask, and ye shall receive." What is called the +Lord's Prayer, is not in His name, because His mediatorship had not +then been established. But now it would be sinful to repeat that +prayer, as thousands do, and omit to offer it in the name of Christ. +The custom of Masons, and other secret orders, of having a form of +religion that ignores Christ, that does not recognize His mediatorship +and that is not offered in His name, is supremely wicked. It is a gross +perversion of the religion of Jesus. And how Christian men, even +preachers of the gospel, can find it in their hearts to acquiesce in +such a thing, is to us a profound puzzle. The institution that has no +place for my Master has no place for me. + +The only way of approach to God is through Christ as our mediator; and +the mediatorial office of Christ is in the church, not in the world. +Hence, as God can be glorified only through Christ, He can be glorified +only through the church. Paul, recognizing this, says: "Unto God be +glory in the church, by Christ Jesus, throughout all ages, world +without end. Amen." + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +XI.--CHRIST OUR HIGH PRIEST. + + "Now, if there was perfection through the Levitical priesthood (for + under it hath the people received the law), what further need _was + there_ that another priest should arise after the order of + Melchisedec, and not be reckoned after the order of Aaron? For the + priesthood being changed, there is made of necessity a change also + of the law. For he of whom these things are said belongeth to + another tribe, from which no man hath given attendance at the + altar. For it is evident that our Lord hath sprung out of Judah; as + to which tribe Moses spake nothing concerning priests. And _what we + say_ is yet more abundantly evident, if after the likeness of + Melchisedec there ariseth another priest, who hath been made, not + after the law of a carnal commandment, but after the power of an + endless life, for it is witnessed of him, Thou art a priest forever + after the order of Melchisedec" (Heb. vii. 11-17). + + +Each dispensation has had its priesthood. Each has had its priests and +its high priests. Each has had its priests, its altars and its +sacrifices peculiar to itself. Only priests in any age could worship +God; and acceptable worship must ever be in accordance with the law of +the priesthood. + +During the patriarchal age the father of the family was priest. He +offered sacrifice for the family. The grandfather, great grandfather, +etc., was high priest over his posterity for all the generations +descending from him while he lived. Adam was high priest of the whole +race during his life. Then the high priesthood descended to each of his +sons for the posterity of each. So Noah was high priest of all the +post-diluvian world during his life. Then it descended to each of his +sons. Each son was high priest of his branch of the family, in all its +generations, during his life. In that age, therefore, as in this, there +was a universal priesthood. The priesthood of the Christian +dispensation is, in a certain sense, modeled after the patriarchal and +in contrast with the Jewish. It is after the order of Melchisedec, and +not after that of Aaron. Melchisedec was high priest of that division +of the human family to which Abraham belonged, and this distinguished +patriarch paid tithes to him. If we do not misinterpret the law of the +priesthood of that age, this could have been none other than Shem. Shem +was then living, and Noah was dead; and Abraham belonged to Shem's +posterity. Hence no one else could be high priest while Shem lived. +Many have thought that because it is said he was "without father, +without mother, without genealogy, having neither beginning of days nor +end of life," that he could not be a man. But they fail to observe that +he was without these things _in the Aaronic priesthood_. For it is said +that he had a genealogy, but that it was not in the priestly family. +"And they indeed of the sons of Levi that receive the priest's office +have commandment to take tithes of the people according to the law, +that is, of their brethren, though these have come out of the loins of +Abraham; but he whose genealogy is not counted from them hath taken +tithes of Abraham." Shem had neither father nor mother, nor beginning +of days, nor end of life, in the sense that the Aaronic priests had +them; and this is all that is affirmed of Melchisedec. + +When God called His people out of Egyptian bondage, and gave them the +law, He gave them a new priesthood. The priests were now all confined +to the tribe of Levi and the family of Aaron. Men could no longer build +their own altars and offer their own sacrifices. On the contrary, they +had all to bring their offering to the priests appointed of the family +of Aaron, and have them make the offering. With a change of the +priesthood came a change of the law. "For," says Paul, "the priesthood +being changed, there is made of necessity a change also in the law." +The law thus changed was the law of worship through the priesthood. And +as it was through this worship that pardon was obtained, the change of +priesthood changed the law of pardon. Hence the law of pardon under +each priesthood has been different from that under either of the +others. After the establishment of the Aaronic priesthood, a descendant +of Jacob could no longer build his altar and offer his sacrifice just +as he had done before the change. And now a priest under the Christian +dispensation can not offer acceptable worship as did either the Jew or +the patriarch. The worship that once brought to one the divine blessing +would now bring upon him a curse. How strange it is, then, that the +denominational world in large measure go back to a different priesthood +for their ideas of religion and salvation. + +Under the law the kings and the priests were of two distinct tribes. +These were of the tribe of Levi; those of the tribe of Judah. Hence it +is written: "The scepter shall not depart from Judah, nor a law-giver +from between his feet, until Shiloh come; and unto him shall the +gathering of the people be." Christ was of the tribe of Judah; hence +He, like Melchisedec, is both priest and king. He could not be a priest +of the Aaronic order, for he was of a different tribe--a tribe of which +Moses spoke nothing concerning the priesthood. Hence all the efforts to +make Him a priest of that kind are refuted by that simple fact. Many +insist that Christ was inducted into His priestly office at His +baptism, and many vain speculations are based thereon. But this can not +be. Christ was not a priest while He was on the earth, says Paul in +these words: "Now, if he were on earth he would not be a priest at all, +seeing there are those who offer the gifts according to the law" (Heb. +viii. 4). He could not be a priest on earth, because the Aaronic +priesthood was then in force, and He was not of the Aaronic family. +Since He could not be a priest while on earth, it is folly to talk of +His becoming a priest at His baptism. He could not become a priest till +the law of the priesthood was changed, and that was not changed till +after His death. The Aaronic priesthood was in full force till His +death. He was made high priest, not by the legal ritual, but by the +oath of God; and this oath was "_after the law_," not while it was in +force. The law continued till His death, hence it was after His death +that He was made high priest by the oath of God. He was a sacrifice +when He died, not a priest. He could not be priest and sacrifice at the +same time. After His ascension He, as high priest, made atonement with +His own blood which He shed as a sacrifice for the sins of the world. +Hence a number of facts show the utter folly of claiming that He was a +priest among men. + +It is through Christ as high priest that we worship God. We can worship +acceptably in no other way. There are no other means of access to the +Father. Only through and by the priesthood can God be worshiped. Hence +the worshiper must become a priest, and then worship through Christ as +high priest. All pretensions to approach God in worship, without +recognizing Christ as our high priest and mediator, is only an +exhibition of an infidel farce. It is an insult to God, because a +rejection of His Son. Hence those who do not accept Christ as their +high priest cut themselves off from access to the Father. Christ +Himself says, "No man cometh unto the Father but by me." + +Paul makes it a matter of rejoicing that we have a great high priest +who can be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; one that has +been tempted in all points like as we are, yet without sin. Such a high +priest knows how to sympathize with us, and to make for us all just +excuses. + +The earthly high priest went once a year, on the great day of +atonement, into the most holy place, with the blood of others, to make +atonement for the sins of Israel; but Christ, as the high priest of the +good things to come, has entered the holy place on high, with His own +blood, to make atonement for the sins of the whole world. The offerings +made by the priests under the law pertained only to the cleansing of +the flesh; but the blood offered by our high priest "cleanses the +conscience from dead works to serve the living God." + + + + +NEW TESTAMENT VIEWS OF CHRIST. + +XII.--CHRIST OUR RIGHTEOUSNESS. + + "But of him are ye in Christ Jesus, who was made unto us wisdom + from God, and righteousness and sanctification, and redemption: + that, according as it is written, He that glorieth, let him glory + in the Lord" (I. Cor. i. 30, 31). + + +In this language Paul affirms that Christ is our righteousness. This is +a momentous thought. It goes to the heart of the scheme of redemption. +How is Christ our righteousness? What does Paul mean by the +affirmation? The very life of Christianity is involved in the answer. +By one's answer we know just where to place him in regard to the vital +principles of Christianity. + +That one must be righteous in order to be prepared for heaven, must be +conceded by those who accept the Bible as authority. "Know ye not that +the unrighteous shall not inherit the kingdom of God." And this must be +a positive, not simply a relative, righteousness. Men may be +comparatively righteous, and yet be wholly unprepared for the presence +of God. The righteousness required in order to a home in heaven is +absolute. All unrighteousness is sin, and one must be perfectly free +from sin to be accepted in the Beloved. No sin can enter heaven. One +can not stand in the presence of God, accepted through the +righteousness of Christ, with the least taint of sin upon his soul. +Hence perfect righteousness is required. One must be righteous even as +Christ Himself is righteous. Knowing this to be true, and knowing our +own imperfections and shortcomings, even in our best estate, it is no +wonder that the way is described as narrow. One can not but see at a +glance his utter hopelessness if he has to depend on himself. If Christ +has made any provision by which this righteousness can be attained then +one can not but appreciate what Christ has done for him and his +absolute dependence on Him for salvation. + +Two distinct kinds of righteousness are clearly defined in the Word of +God. They are in striking contrast. One is approved; the other +condemned. One is of God; the other of men. One is of faith; the other +of law. + +God's righteousness is not only a divine, holy principle of justice and +mercy, but is also a system or plan of salvation. When Jesus applied to +John for baptism, John declined. He was preaching the "baptism of +repentance for the remission of sins." He also required a confession of +their sins. They were baptized of him in Jordan, "confessing their +sins." While he did not know Jesus to be the Christ, he knew Him as his +kinsman, and he knew enough of the purity and sinlessness of His life +to think that He should not confess His sins to be baptized for their +remission. Besides he doubtless hoped that Jesus would be the favored +one on whom he was to see the Holy Spirit descending and abiding upon +Him. He, therefore, felt himself unworthy to baptize his cousin Jesus. +But Jesus said, "Suffer it now, for thus it becometh us to fulfill all +righteousness." No matter what John's personal feelings were, or the +sinlessness and purity of Jesus, it became the duty of one as the +administrator and the other as the subject to observe this divine +appointment. Had their idea been that baptism was to be administered to +those free from sin, such an objection could never have been raised. +Here the word "righteousness" evidently refers to God's appointments in +the divine economy--the plan of salvation. + +When Peter went to the house of Cornelius to break the bread of life to +the Gentiles, he said: "I now perceive that God is no respecter of +persons, but in every nation he that feareth God and worketh +righteousness is accepted of him." Here "righteousness" is something to +be "worked." It is, therefore, something to be done. In it men are +active. It is not, therefore, a quality in God or man, but something +that enlists the activities of men. It is a plan by the observance of +which men are accepted of God. + +Speaking of his own brethren according to the flesh, Paul says: +"Brethren, my heart's desire and supplication to God is for them, that +they may be saved. For I bear them witness that they have a zeal for +God, but not according to knowledge. For being ignorant of God's +righteousness, and seeking to establish their own, they did not submit +themselves to the righteousness of God" (Rom. x. 1-3). Here the +righteousness of God is contrasted with that of the unbelieving Jews. +They rejected God's, and set up one of their own. They did not submit +to God's righteousness. Here it is clearly a religious system, a plan +of salvation. They rejected God's plan and tried to establish one of +their own. In this they were zealous, but it was a misguided zeal. + +In harmony with this idea of righteousness we understand the expression +in the first chapter of this epistle: "For I am not ashamed of the +gospel: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that +believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek. For therein is +revealed a righteousness of God by faith unto faith: as it is written, +But the righteous shall live by faith." Here we understand God's +righteousness to be God's plan of saving or justifying men by faith; +the plan to which the Jews would not submit in the tenth chapter. +Hence, in the gospel, God's system of justification by faith is +revealed in order to faith. Faith comes by hearing the word of God. In +the gospel God's plan of saving men by faith in Christ is revealed, and +this is the only place in which it is revealed. Consequently the truth +herein revealed produces faith. This results in the acceptance of God's +plan of salvation. + +We have "the faith" as a system of salvation through Christ, and faith +as a personal state of the mind and heart. So, also, have we +righteousness as a plan of salvation which we accept from God, and +righteousness as a personal quality--a state of personal freedom from +sin. And the one leads to the other, as a revelation of "the faith" +produces personal faith. + +This leads us to consider how we obtain that perfect righteousness, +without which we can not enjoy the blissful presence of God. + +Paul's teaching in regard to the personal righteousness of the saints, +makes salvation by a mere reformation of life, an impossibility. The +importance of this fact can not be over-estimated. Many people seem to +think that a reformation in regard to moral conduct, is all that is +necessary to prepare to meet God. If they can only break off their +sinful practices, and practice morality, they think they have done all +that is really essential. In this there are two fatal mistakes. First, +no reformation is perfect. The best of men whose lives have been +moulded into the divine image, and are most conformed to the divine +nature, have their imperfections. The ripest saint upon the earth feels +that if his salvation depended on his perfect sinlessness in conduct +for the rest of life, the chances of heaven would at once become dark +and hopeless. The cheerfulness and bright assurance of the child of God +are not because he hopes to live a perfect life, but because his +imperfections will be taken away in Christ. And second, the most +perfect reformation would avail nothing. Could one so reform his life +as to never sin again, and practice virtue in place of the former vice, +it would fall far short of securing the end. However free from sin one +may live in the future, the sins of the past are upon him. These will +forever condemn him, unless they are removed. Our ceasing to sin will +not take away the old ones. The fact that a man refuses to contract any +more debts, will not pay a dollar of his old ones. So no amount of +reformation will make amends for the past. Our past sins must be taken +away, else they will condemn us in the day of eternity. We can not +remove them ourselves; we can not atone for our own sins. Here we are +utterly helpless. To what source, then, shall we go? Christ is the only +refuge. He alone can take away our sins; His blood alone can cleanse +from sin. "If we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have +fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ, his Son, +cleanseth us from all sin." This is the "fountain opened in the house +of David for all manner of sin and uncleanness." "Though your sins be +as scarlet, he will make them white as wool." "He will put them as far +from us as the east is from the west, and remember them against us no +more forever." Thus it is that Christ is our righteousness. We are +righteous because He has made us such. He makes us such by taking away +our sins. When our sins are pardoned, we are as free from sin as if we +had never sinned at all. Hence as regards the guilt of sin, we are +perfect. We are made perfect in righteousness because Christ removes +all unrighteousness. We are, therefore, absolutely dependent on Him +for salvation. We have no righteousness of our own. Our robes of +self-righteousness are but filthy tatters in His sight. Those clothed +in the righteousness of Christ, that is, the righteousness which Christ +gives them, shall have right to the tree of life, and shall enter +through the gates into the eternal city. Their right is not one of +merit, but one that Christ has given. He is our righteousness, and +apart from Him none is possibly attainable. + +Since we have to be perfectly righteous in order to be saved, and since +this is impossible on our part, when relying on ourselves, but is +obtained only by being pardoned through Christ, it follows that all +boasting is cut off. No man has occasion to glory except in the cross +of Christ. Hence the apostle concludes his argument by saying: "He that +glorieth let him glory in the Lord." It also follows that he who would +obtain personal righteousness, must submit to the "righteousness of +God"--God's plan of salvation. Through the one "righteousness," is the +other righteousness obtained. + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Autobiography of Frank G. Allen, +Minister of the Gospel, by Frank G. Allen + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK AUTOBIOGRAPHY OF FRANK G. 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