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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: That Lass O' Lowrie's + 1877 + +Author: Frances Hodgson Burnett + +Release Date: June 8, 2008 [EBook #25725] +Last Updated: December 20, 2015 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THAT LASS O' LOWRIE'S *** + + + + +Produced by David Widger + + + + + +THAT LASS O' LOWRIE'S + +By Frances Hodgson Burnett + +Charles Scribners Sons - 1877 + + + + +THAT LASS O' LOWRIE'S + + + + +CHAPTER I - A Difficult Case + +They did not look like women, or at least a stranger new to the district +might easily have been misled by their appearance, as they stood +together in a group, by the pit's mouth. There were about a dozen of +them there--all "pit-girls," as they were called; women who wore a +dress more than half masculine, and who talked loudly and laughed +discordantly, and some of whom, God knows, had faces as hard and brutal +as the hardest of their collier brothers and husbands and sweethearts. +They had lived among the coal-pits, and had worked early and late at the +"mouth," ever since they had been old enough to take part in the heavy +labor. It was not to be wondered at that they had lost all bloom of +womanly modesty and gentleness. Their mothers had been "pit-girls" in +their time, their grandmothers in theirs; they had been born in coarse +homes; they had fared hardly, and worked hard; they had breathed in the +dust and grime of coal, and, somehow or other, it seemed to stick to +them and reveal itself in their natures as it did in their bold unwashed +faces. At first one shrank from them, but one's shrinking could not +fail to change to pity. There was no element of softness to rule or even +influence them in their half savage existence. + +On the particular evening of which I speak, the group at the pit's mouth +were even more than usually noisy. They were laughing, gossiping and +joking,--coarse enough jokes,--and now and then a listener might have +heard an oath flung out as if all were well used to the sound. Most of +them were young women, though there were a few older ones among them, +and the principal figure in the group--the center figure, about whom the +rest clustered--was a young woman. But she differed from the rest in two +or three respects. The others seemed somewhat stunted in growth; she was +tall enough to be imposing. She was as roughly clad as the poorest of +them, but she wore her uncouth garb differently. The man's jacket of +fustian, open at the neck, bared a handsome sunbrowned throat. The man's +hat shaded a face with dark eyes that had a sort of animal beauty, and a +well-molded chin. It was at this girl that all the rough jokes seemed to +be directed. + +"I'll tell thee, Joan," said one woman, "we'st ha' thee sweetheartin' +wi' him afore th' month's out." + +"Aye," laughed her fellows, "so we shall. Tha'st ha' to turn soft +after aw. Tha conna stond out again' th' Lunnon chap. We'st ha' thee +sweetheartin', Joan, i' th' face o' aw tha'st said." + +Joan Lowrie faced them defiantly: + +"Tha'st noan ha' me sweetheartin' wi' siccan a foo'," she said, "I amna +ower fond o' men folk at no time. I've had my fill on 'em; and I'm noan +loike to tak' up wi' such loike as this un. An' he's no an a Lunnoner +neither. He's on'y fro' th' South. An th' South is na Lunnon." + +"He's getten' Lunnon ways tho'," put in another. "Choppin' his words up +an' mincin' 'em sma'. He's noan Lancashire, ony gowk could tell." + +"I dunnot see as he minces so," said Joan roughly. "He dunnot speak our +loike, but he's well enow i' his way." + +A boisterous peal of laughter interrupted her. + +"I thowt tha' ca'ed him a foo' a minute sin'," cried two or three voices +at once. "Eh, Joan, lass, tha'st goin' t' change thy moind, I see." + +The girl's eyes flashed. + +"Theer's others I could ca' foo's," she said; "I need na go far to +foind foo's. Foo' huntin's th' best sport out, an' th' safest. Leave th' +engineer alone an' leave me alone too. It 'll be th' best fur yo'." + +She turned round and strode out of the group. + +Another burst of derisive laughter followed her, but she took no notice +of it She took no notice of anything--not even of the two men who at +that very moment passed and turned to look at her as she went by. + +"A fine creature!" said one of them. + +"A fine creature!" echoed the other. "Yes, and you see that is precisely +it, Derrick. 'A fine creature'--and nothing else." + +They were the young engineer and his friend the Reverend Paul Grace, +curate of the parish. There were never two men more unlike, physically +and mentally, and yet it would have been a hard task to find two natures +more harmonious and sympathetic. Still most people wondered at and +failed to comprehend their friendship. The mild, nervous little Oxonian +barely reached Derrick's shoulder; his finely cut face was singularly +feminine and innocent; the mild eyes beaming from behind his small +spectacles had an absent, dreamy look. One could not fail to see at +the first glance, that this refined, restless, conscientious little +gentleman was hardly the person to cope successfully with Riggan. +Derrick strode by his side like a young son of Anak--brains and muscle +evenly balanced and fully developed. + +He turned his head over his shoulder to look at Joan Lowrie once again. + +"That girl," said Grace, "has worked at the pit's mouth from her +childhood; her mother was a pit girl until she died--of hard work, +privation and ill treatment. Her father is a collier and lives as most +of them do--drinking, rioting, fighting. Their home is such a home as +you have seen dozens of since you came here; the girl could not better +it if she tried, and would not know how to begin if she felt inclined. +She has borne, they tell me, such treatment as would have killed most +women. She has been beaten, bruised, felled to the earth by this father +of hers, who is said to be a perfect fiend in his cups. And yet she +holds to her place in their wretched hovel, and makes herself a slave +to the fellow with a dogged, stubborn determination. What can I do with +such a case as that, Derrick?" + +"You have tried to make friends with the girl?" said Derrick. + +Grace colored sensitively. + +"There is not a man, woman or child in the parish," he answered, "with +whom I have not conscientiously tried to make friends, and there +is scarcely one, I think, with whom I have succeeded. Why can I not +succeed? Why do I always fail? The fault must be with myself----" + +"A mistake that at the outset," interposed Derrick. "There is no +'fault' in the matter; there is simply misfortune. Your parishioners are +so unfortunate as not to be able to understand you, and on your part you +are so unfortunate as to fail at first to place yourself on the right +footing with them. I say 'at first' you observe. Give yourself time, +Grace, and give them time too." + +"Thank you," said the Reverend Paul. "But speaking of this girl--'That +lass o' Lowrie's,' as she is always called--Joan I believe her name is. +Joan Lowrie is, I can assure you, a weight upon me. I cannot help her +and I cannot rid my mind of her. She stands apart from her fellows. She +has most of the faults of her class, but none of their follies; and she +has the reputation of being half feared, half revered. The man who dared +to approach her with the coarse love-making which is the fashion among +them, would rue it to the last day of his life. She seems to defy all +the world." + +"And it is impossible to win upon her?" + +"More than impossible. The first time I went to her with sympathy, I +felt myself a child in her hands. She never laughed nor jeered at me +as the rest do. She stood before me like a rock, listening until I had +finished speaking. 'Parson,' she said, 'if thal't leave me alone, I'll +leave thee alone,' and then turned about and walked into the house. I +am nothing but 'th' parson' to these people, and 'th' parson' is one for +whom they have little respect and no sympathy." + +He was not far wrong. The stolid heavy-natured colliers openly +looked down upon 'th' parson.' A 'bit of a whipper snapper,' even the +best-natured called him in sovereign contempt for his insignificant +physical proportions. Truly the sensitive little gentleman's lines had +not fallen in pleasant places. And this was not all. There was another +source of discouragement with which he had to battle in secret, though +of this he would have felt it almost dishonor to complain. But +Derrick's keen eyes had seen it long ago, and, understanding it well, he +sympathized with his friend accordingly. Yet, despite the many rebuffs +the curate had met with, he was not conquered by any means. His was not +an easily subdued nature, after all. He was very warm on the subject of +Joan Lowrie this evening--so warm, indeed, that the interest the mere +sight of the girl had awakened in Derrick's mind was considerably +heightened. They were still speaking of her when they stopped before the +door of Grace's modest lodgings. + +"You will come in, of course?" said Paul. + +"Yes," Derrick answered, "for a short time. I am tired and shall feel +all the better for a cup of Mrs. Burnie's tea," pushing the hair back +from his forehead, as he had a habit of doing when a little excited. + +He made the small parlor appear smaller than ever, when he entered it. +He was obliged to bend his head when he passed through the door, and it +was not until he had thrown himself into the largest easy chair, that +the trim apartment seemed to regain its countenance. + +Grace paused at the table, and with a sudden flush, took up a letter +that lay there among two or three uninteresting-looking epistles. + +"It is a note from Miss Anice," he said, coming to the hearth and +applying his pen-knife in a gentle way to the small square envelope. + +"Not a letter, Grace?" said Derrick with a smile. + +"A letter! Oh dear, no! She has never written me a letter. They are +always notes with some sort of business object. She has very decided +views on the subject of miscellaneous letter-writing." + +He read the note himself and then handed it to Derrick. + +It was a compact, decided hand, free from the suspicion of an +unnecessary curve. + + "Dear Mr. Grace,-- + + "Many thanks for the book. You are very kind indeed. Pray + let us hear something more about your people. I am afraid + papa must find them very discouraging, but I cannot help + feeling interested. Grandmamma wishes to be remembered to + you, + + "With more thanks, + + "Believe me your friend, + + "Anice Barholm." + +Derrick refolded the note and handed it back to his friend. To tell +the truth, it did not impress him very favorably. A girl not yet twenty +years old, who could write such a note as this to a man who loved her, +must be rather _too_ self-contained and well balanced. + +"You have never told me much of this story, Grace," he said. + +"There is not much to tell," answered the curate, flushing again. "She +is the Rector's daughter. I have known her three years. You remember I +wrote to you about meeting her while you were in India. As for the rest, +I do not exactly understand myself how it is that I have gone so far, +having so--so little encouragement--in fact having had no encouragement +at all; but, however that is, it has grown upon me, Derrick,--my feeling +for her has grown into my life. She has never cared for me. I am quite +sure of that, you see. Indeed, I could hardly expect it. It is not her +way to care for men as they are likely to care for her, though it will +come some day, I suppose--with the coming man," half smiling. "She is +simply what she signs herself here, my friend Anice Barholm, and I am +thankful for that much. She would not write even that if she did not +mean it." + +"Bless my soul," broke in Derrick, tossing back his head impatiently; +"and she is only nineteen yet, you say?" + +"Only nineteen," said the curate, with simple trustfulness in his +friend's sympathy, "but different, you know, from any other woman I have +ever seen." + +The tea and toast came in then, and they sat down together to partake of +it Derrick knew Anice quite well before the meal was ended, and yet +he had not asked many questions. He knew how Grace had met her at her +father's house--an odd, self-reliant, very pretty and youthful-looking +little creature, with the force and decision of half a dozen ordinary +women hidden in her small frame; how she had seemed to like him; how +their intimacy had grown; how his gentle, deep-rooted passion had grown +with it; how he had learned to understand that he had nothing to hope +for. + +"I am a little fearful for the result of her first visit here," said +Grace, pushing his cup aside and looking troubled. "I cannot bear to +think of her being disappointed and disturbed by the half-savage state +in which these people live. She knows nothing of the mining districts. +She has never been in Lancashire, and they have always lived in the +South. She is in Kent now, with Mrs. Barholm's mother. And though I have +tried, in my short letters to her, to prepare her for the rough side of +life she will be obliged to see, I am afraid it is impossible for her to +realize it, and it may be a shock to her when she comes." + +"She is coming to Riggan then?" said Derrick. + +"In a few weeks. She has been visiting Mrs. Galloway since the Rector +gave up his living at Ashley wolde, and Mrs. Barholm told me to-day that +she spoke in her last letter of coming to them." + +The moon was shining brightly when Derrick stepped out into the street +later in the evening, and though the air was somewhat chill it was by no +means unpleasant. He had rather a long walk before him. He disliked +the smoke and dust of the murky little town, and chose to live on its +outskirts; but he was fond of sharp exercise, and regarded the distance +between his lodging and the field of his daily labor as an advantage. + +"I work off a great deal of superfluous steam between the two places," +he said to Grace at the door. "The wind coming across Boggart Brow has a +way of scattering and cooling restless plans and feverish fancies, that +is good for a man. Half a mile of the Knoll Road is often enough to blow +all the morbidness out of a fellow." + +To-night by the time he reached the corner that turned him upon the +Knoll Road, his mind had wandered upon an old track, but it had been +drawn there by a new object,--nothing other than Joan Lowrie, indeed. +The impression made upon him by the story of Joan and her outcast life +was one not easy to be effaced. The hardest miseries in the lot of a +class in whom he could not fail to be interested, were grouped about +that dramatic figure. He was struck, too, by a painful sense of +incongruity. + +"If she had been in this other girl's niche," he said, "if she had lived +the life of this Anice----" + +But he did not finish his sentence. Something, not many yards beyond +him, caught his eye--a figure seated upon the road-side near a collier's +cottage--evidently a pit girl in some trouble, for her head was bowed +upon her hands, and there was a dogged sort of misery expressed in her +very posture. + +"A woman," he said aloud. "What woman, I wonder. This is not the time +for any woman to be sitting here alone." + +He crossed the road at once, and going to the girl, touched her lightly +on the shoulder. + +"My lass," he said good-naturedly, "what ails you?" + +She raised her head slowly as if she were dizzy and bewildered. Her face +was disfigured by a bruise, and on one temple was a cut from which the +blood trickled down her cheek; but the moonlight showed him that it was +Joan. He removed his hand from her shoulder and drew back a pace. + +"You have been hurt!" he exclaimed. + +"Aye," she answered deliberately, "I've had a hurt--a bad un." + +He did not ask her how she had been hurt. He knew as well as if she had +told him, that it had been done in one of her father's fits of drunken +passion. He had seen this sort of thing before during his sojourn in the +mining districts. But, shamefully repulsive as it had been to him, he +had never felt the degradation of it as fiercely as he did now. + +"You are Joan Lowrie?" he said. + +"Aye, I'm Joan Lowrie, if it 'll do yo' ony good to know." + +"You must have something done to that cut upon your temple." + +She put up her hand and wiped the blood away, as if impatient at his +persistence. + +"It 'll do well enow as it is," she said. + +"That is a mistake," he answered. "You are losing more blood than you +imagine. Will you let me help you?" + +She stirred uneasily. + +Derrick took no notice of the objection. He drew his handkerchief +from his pocket, and, after some little effort, managed to stanch the +bleeding, and having done so, bound the wound up. Perhaps something +in his sympathetic silence and the quiet consideration of his manner +touched Joan. Her face, upturned almost submissively, for the moment +seemed tremulous, and she set her lips together. She did not speak until +he had finished, and then she rose and stood before him immovable as +ever. + +"Thank yo'," she said in a suppressed voice, "I canna say no more." + +"Never mind that," he answered, "I could have done no less. If you could +go home now----" + +"I shall na go whoam to neet," she interrupted him. + +"You cannot remain out of doors!" he exclaimed. + +"If I do, it wunnot be th' first toime," meeting his startled glance +with a pride which defied him to pity or question her. But his sympathy +and interest must have stirred her, for the next minute her manner +softened. "I've done it often," she added, "an' nowts nivver feared me. +Yo' need na care, Mester, I'm used to it." + +"But I cannot go away and leave you here," he said. + +"You canna do no other," she answered. + +"Have you no friends?" he ventured hesitatingly. + +"No, I ha' not," she said, hardening again, and she turned away as if +she meant to end the discussion. But he would not leave her. The spirit +of determination was as strong in his character as in her own. He tore +a leaf from his pocket-book, and, writing a few lines upon it, handed it +to her. "If you will take that to Thwates' wife," he said, "there will +be no necessity for your remaining out of doors all night." + +She took it from him mechanically; but when he finished speaking, her +calmness left her. Her hand began to tremble, and then her whole frame, +and the next instant the note fell to the ground, and she dropped into +her old place again, sobbing passionately and hiding her face on her +arms. + +"I wunnot tak' it!" she cried. "I wunnot go no wheer an' tell as I'm +turned loike a dog into th' street." + +Her misery and shame shook her like a tempest. But she subdued herself +at last. + +"I dunnot see as yo' need care," she protested half resentfully. "Other +folk dunnot. I'm left to mysen most o' toimes." Her head fell again and +she trembled from head to foot. + +"But I do care!" he returned. "I cannot leave you here and will not. If +you will trust me and do as I tell you, the people you go to need know +nothing you do not choose to tell them." + +It was evident that his determination made her falter, and seeing this +he followed up his advantage and so far improved it that at last, after +a few more arguments, she rose slowly and picked up the fallen paper. + +"If I mun go, I mun," she said, twisting it nervously in her fingers, +and then there was a pause, in which she plainly lingered to say +something, for she stood before him with a restrained air and downcast +face. She broke the silence herself, however, suddenly looking up and +fixing her large eyes full upon him. + +"If I was a lady," she said, "happen I should know what to say to yo'; +but bein' what I am, I dunnot. Happen as yo're a gentleman yo' know what +I'd loike to say an' canna--happen yo' do." + +Even as she spoke, the instinct of defiance in her nature struggled +against that of gratitude; but the finer instinct conquered. + +"We will not speak of thanks," he said. "I may need help some day, and +come to you for it." + +"If yo' ivver need help at th' pit will yo' come to me?" she demanded. +"I've seen th' toime as I could ha' gi'en help to th' Mesters ef I'd had +th' moind. If yo'll promise _that_----" + +"I will promise it," he answered her. + +"An' I'll promise to gi' it yo'," eagerly. "So that's settled. Now I'll +go my ways. Good neet to yo'." + +"Good night," he returned, and uncovering with as grave a courtesy as he +might have shown to the finest lady in the land, or to his own mother or +sister, he stood at the road-side and watched her until she was out of +sight. + + + + +CHAPTER II. - "Liz" + +"Th' owd lad's been at his tricks again," was the rough comment made +on Joan Lowrie's appearance when she came down to her work the next +morning; but Joan looked neither right nor left, and went to her place +without a word. Not one among them had ever heard her speak of her +miseries and wrongs, or had known her to do otherwise than ignore the +fact that their existence was well known among her fellow-workers. + +When Derrick passed her on his way to his duties, she looked up from +her task with a faint, quick color, and replied to his courteous gesture +with a curt yet not ungracious nod. It was evident that not even her +gratitude would lead her to encourage any advances. But, notwithstanding +this, he did not feel repelled or disappointed. He had learned enough of +Joan, in their brief interview, to prepare him to expect no other manner +from her. He was none the less interested in the girl because he +found himself forced to regard her curiously and critically, and at a +distance. + +He watched her as she went about her work, silent, self-contained and +solitary. + +"That lass o' Lowrie's!" said a superannuated old collier once, in +answer to a remark of Derrick's. "Eh! hoo's a rare un, hoo is! Th' +fellys is haaf feart on her. Tha' sees hoo's getten a bit o' skoolin'. +Hoo con read a bit, if tha'll believe it, Mester," with a touch of +pride. + +"Not as th' owd chap ivver did owt fur her i' that road," the speaker +went on, nothing loath to gossip with 'one o' th' Mesters.' "He nivver +did nowt fur her but spend her wage i' drink. But theer wur a neet +skoo' here a few years sen', an' th' lass went her ways wi' a few o' th' +steady uns, an' they say as she getten ahead on 'em aw, so as it wur a +wonder. Just let her set her mind to do owt an' she'll do it." + +"Here," said Derrick to Paul that night, as the engineer leaned back in +his easy chair, glowering at the grate and knitting his brows, "Here," +he said, "is a creature with the majesty of a Juno--though really +nothing but a girl in years--who rules a set of savages by the mere +power of a superior will and mind, and yet a woman who works at the +mouth of a coal-pit,--who cannot write her own name, and who is beaten +by her fiend of a father as if she were a dog. Good Heaven! what is she +doing here? What does it all mean?" + +The Reverend Paul put up his delicate hand deprecatingly. + +"My dear Fergus," he said, "if I dare--if my own life and the lives of +others would let me--I think I should be tempted to give it up, as one +gives up other puzzles, when one is beaten by them." + +Derrick looked at him, forgetting himself in a sudden sympathetic +comprehension. + +"You have been more than ordinarily discouraged to-day," he said. "What +is it, Grace?" + +"Do you know Sammy Craddock?" was the reply. + +"'Owd Sammy Craddock'?" said Derrick with a laugh. "Wasn't it 'Owd +Sammy,' who was talking to me to-day about Joan Lowrie?" + +"I dare say it was," sighing. "And if you know Sammy Craddock, you know +one of the principal causes of my discouragement. I went to see him this +afternoon, and I have not quite--quite got over it, in fact." + +Derrick's interest in his friend's trials was stirred as usual at the +first signal of distress. It was the part of his stronger and more +evenly balanced nature to be constantly ready with generous sympathy and +comfort. + +"It has struck me," he said, "that Craddock is one of the institutions +of Riggan. I should like to hear something definite concerning him. Why +is he your principal cause of discouragement, in the first place?" + +"Because he is the man of all others whom it is hard for me to deal +with,--because he is the shrewdest, the most irreverent and the most +disputatious old fellow in Riggan. And yet, in the face of all this, +because he is so often right, I am forced into a sort of respect for +him." + +"Right!" repeated Derrick, raising his eyebrows. "That's bad." + +Grace rose from the chair, flushing up to the roots of his hair,-- + +"Right!" he reiterated. "Yes, _right_ I say. And how, I ask you, can a +man battle against the faintest element of right and truth, even when it +will and _must_ arraign itself on the side of wrong? If I could shut my +eyes to the right, and see only the wrong, I might leave myself at least +a blind content, but I cannot--I cannot. If I could look upon these +things as Barholm does----" But here he stopped, suddenly checking +himself. + +"Thank God you cannot," put in Derrick quietly. + +For a few minutes the Reverend Paul paced the room in silence. + +"Among the men who were once his fellow-workers, Craddock is an oracle," +he went on. "His influence is not unlike Joan Lowrie's. It is the +influence of a strong mind over weaker ones. His sharp sarcastic +speeches are proverbs among the Rigganites; he amuses them and can make +them listen to him. When he holds up 'Th' owd parson' to their ridicule, +he sweeps all before him. He can undo in an hour what I have struggled a +year to accomplish. He was a collier himself until he became +superannuated, and he knows their natures, you see." + +"What has he to say about Barholm?" asked Derrick--without looking at +his friend, however. + +"Oh!" he protested, "that is the worst side of it--that is +miserable--that is wretched! I may as well speak openly. Barholm is his +strong card, and that is what baffles me. He scans Barholm with the eye +of an eagle. He does not spare a single weakness. He studies him--he +knows his favorite phrases and gestures by heart, and has used them +until there is not a Riggan collier who does not recognize them when +they are presented to him, and applaud them as an audience might applaud +the staple jokes of a popular actor." + +Explained even thus far, the case looked difficult enough; but Derrick +felt no wonder at his friend's discouragement when he had heard his +story to the end, and understood it fully. + +The living at Riggan had never been happily managed. It had been +presented to men who did not understand the people under their charge, +and to men whom the people failed to understand; but possibly it had +never before fallen into the hands of a man who was so little qualified +to govern Rigganites, as was the present rector, the Reverend Harold +Barholm. A man who has mistaken his vocation, and who has become ever so +faintly conscious of his blunder, may be a stumbling-block in another's +path; but restrained as he will be by his secret pangs of conscience, he +can scarcely be an active obstructionist. But a man who, having mistaken +the field of his life's labor, yet remains amiably self-satisfied, and +unconscious of his unfitness, may do more harm in his serene ignorance +than he might have done good if he had chosen his proper sphere. Such +a man as the last was the Reverend Harold. A good-natured, +broad-shouldered, tactless, self-sufficient person, he had taken up his +work with a complacent feeling that no field of labor could fail to be +benefited by his patronage; he was content now as always. He had been +content with himself and his intellectual progress at Oxford; he had +been content with his first parish at Ashley-wold; he had been content +then with the gentle-natured, soft-spoken Kentish men and women; he had +never feared finding himself unequal to the guidance of their souls, and +he was not at all troubled by the prospect Riggan presented to him. + +"It is a different sort of thing," he said to his curate, in the best of +spirits, "and new to us--new of course; but we shall get over that--we +shall get over that easily enough, Grace." + +So with not a shadow of a doubt as to his speedy success, and with a +comfortable confidence in ecclesiastical power, in whomsoever vested, he +called upon his parishioners one after the other. He appeared at their +cottages at all hours, and gave the same greeting to each of them. He +was their new rector, and having come to Riggan with the intention of +doing them good, and improving their moral condition, he intended to do +them good, and improve them, in spite of themselves. They must come to +church: it was their business to come to church, as it was his business +to preach the gospel. All this implied, in half an hour's half-friendly, +half-ecclesiastical conversation, garnished with a few favorite texts +and religious platitudes, and the man felt that he had done his duty, +and done it well. + +Only one man nonplussed him, and even this man's effect upon him was +temporary, only lasting as long as his call. He had been met with a +dogged resentment in the majority of his visits, but when he encountered +'Owd Sammy Craddock' he encountered a different sort of opposition. + +"Aye," said Owd Sammy, "an' so tha'rt th' new rector, art ta? I thowt as +mich as another ud spring up as soon as th' owd un wur cut down. Tha +parsens is a nettle as dunnot soon dee oot. Well, I'll leave thee to th' +owd lass here. Hoo's a rare un fur gab when hoo' taks th' notion, an' +I'm noan so mich i' th' humor t' argufy mysen today." And he took his +pipe from the mantelpiece and strolled out with an imperturbable air. +But this was not the last of the matter. The Rector went again and +again, cheerfully persisting in bringing the old sinner to a proper +sense of his iniquities. There would be some triumph in converting such +a veteran as Sammy Craddock, and he was confident of winning this laurel +for himself. But the result was scarcely what he expected. 'Owd Sammy' +stood his ground like an old soldier. The fear of man was not before his +eyes, and 'parsens' were his favorite game. He was as contumacious and +profane as such men are apt to be, and he delighted in scattering his +clerical antagonists as a task worthy of his mettle. He encountered the +Reverend Harold with positive glee. He jeered at him in public, and +sneered at him in private, and held him up to the mockery of the collier +men and lads, with the dramatic mimicry which made him so popular a +character. As Derrick had said, Sammy Craddock was a Riggan institution. +In his youth, his fellows had feared his strength; in his old age they +feared his wit. "Let Owd Sammy tackle him," they said, when a new-comer +was disputatious, and hard to manage; "Owd Sammy's th' one to gi' him +one fur his nob. Owd Sammy'll fettle him--graidely." And the fact was +that Craddock's cantankerous sharpness of brain and tongue were usually +efficacious. So he "tackled" Barholm, and so he "tackled" the curate. +But, for some reason, he was never actually bitter against Grace. He +spoke of him lightly, and rather sneered at his physical insignificance; +but he did not hold him up to public ridicule. + +"I hav' not quite settled i' my moind about th' little chap," he would +say sententiously to his admirers. "He's noan siccan a foo' as th' owd +un, for he's a graidely foo', _he_ is, and no mistake. At any rate a +little foo' is better nor a big un." + +And there the matter stood. Against these tremendous odds Grace +fought--against coarse and perverted natures,--worse than all, against +the power that should have been ranged upon his side. And added to these +discouragements, were the obstacles of physical delicacy, and an almost +morbid conscientiousness. A man of coarser fibre might have borne the +burden better--or at least with less pain to himself. + +"A drop or so of Barholm's blood in Grace's veins," said Derrick, +communing with himself on the Knoll Road after their interview--"a few +drops of Barholm's rich, comfortable, stupid blood in Grace's veins +would not harm him. And yet it would have to be but a few drops indeed," +hastily. "On the whole I think it would be better if he had more blood +of his own." + +The following day Miss Barholm came. Business had taken Derrick to the +station in the morning, and being delayed, he was standing upon the +platform when one of the London trains came in. There were generally so +few passengers on such trains who were likely to stop at Riggan, that +the few who did so were of some interest to the bystanders. Accordingly +he stood gazing, in rather a preoccupied fashion, at the carriages, when +the door of a first-class compartment opened, and a girl stepped out +upon the platform near him. Before seeing her face one might have +imagined her to be a child of scarcely more than fourteen or fifteen. +This was Derrick's first impression; but when she turned toward him he +saw at once that it was not a child. And yet it was a small face, with +delicate oval features, smooth, clear skin, and stray locks of hazel +brown hair that fell over the low forehead. She had evidently made a +journey of some length, for she was encumbered with travelling wraps, +and in her hands she held a little flower-pot containing a cluster of +early blue violets,--such violets as would not bloom so far north as +Riggan for weeks to come. She stood upon the platform for a moment or +so, glancing up and down as if in search of some one, and then, plainly +deciding that the object of her quest had not arrived, she looked at +Derrick in a business-like, questioning way. She was going to speak to +him. The next minute she stepped forward without a shadow of girlish +hesitation. + +"May I trouble you to tell me where I can find a conveyance of some +sort?" she said. "I want to go to the Rectory." + +Derrick uncovered, recognizing his friend's picture at once. + +"I think," he said with far more hesitancy than she had herself shown, +"that this must be Miss Barholm." + +"Yes," she answered, "Anice Barholm. I think," she said, "from what Mr. +Grace has said to me, that you must be his friend." + +"I am _one_ of Grace's friends," he answered, "Fergus Derrick." + +She managed to free one of her small hands, and held it out to him. + +She had arrived earlier than had been expected, it turned out, and +through some mysterious chance or other, her letters to her friends +had not preceded her, so there was no carriage in waiting, and but for +Derrick she would have been thrown entirely upon her own resources. But +after their mutual introduction the two were friends at once, and before +he had put her into the cab, Derrick had begun to understand what it was +that led the Reverend Paul to think her an exceptional girl. She knew +where her trunks were, and was quite definite upon the subject of what +must be done with them. Though pretty and frail looking enough, there +was no suggestion of helplessness about her. When she was safely seated +in the cab, she spoke to Derrick through the open window. + +"If you will come to the Rectory to-night, and let papa thank you," she +said, "we shall all be very glad. Mr. Grace will be there, you know, and +I have a great many questions to ask which I think you must be able to +answer." + +Derrick went back to his work, thinking about Miss Barholm, of course. +She was different from other girls, he felt, not only in her fragile +frame and delicate face, but with another more subtle and less easily +defined difference. There was a suggestion of the development in a child +of the soul of a woman. + +Going down to the mine, Derrick found on approaching that there was some +commotion among the workers at the pit's mouth, and before he turned +in to his office, he paused upon the threshold for a few minutes to see +what it meant. But it was not a disturbance with which it was easy for +an outsider to interfere. A knot of women drawn away from their work +by some prevailing excitement, were gathered together around a girl--a +pretty but pale and haggard creature, with a helpless, despairing +face--who stood at bay in the midst of them, clasping a child to her +bosom--a target for all eyes. It was a wretched sight, and told its own +story. + +"Wheer ha' yo' been, Liz?" Derrick heard two or three voices exclaim at +once. "What did you coom back for? This is what thy handsome face has +browt thee to, is it?" + +And then the girl, white, wild-eyed and breathless with excitement, +turned on them, panting, bursting into passionate tears. + +"Let me a-be:" she cried, sobbing. "There's none of yo' need to talk. +Let me a-be! I didna coom back to ax nowt fro' none on you! Eh Joan! +Joan Lowrie?" + +Derrick turned to ascertain the meaning of this cry of appeal, but +almost before he had time to do so, Joan herself had borne down upon +the group; she had pushed her way through it, and was standing in the +centre, confronting the girl's tormentors in a flame of wrath, and Liz +was clinging to her. + +"What ha' they been sayin' to yo', lass?" she demanded. "Eh! but yo're a +brave lot, yo' are--women yo' ca' yo'rsens!--badgerin' a slip o' a wench +loike this." + +"I did na coom back to ax nowt fro' noan o' them," sobbed the girl. "I'd +rayther dee ony day nor do it! I'd rayther starve i' th' ditch--an' +it's comin' to that." + +"Here," said Joan, "gi' me th' choild." + +She bent down and took it from her, and then stood up before them all, +holding it high in her strong arms--so superb, so statuesque, and yet +so womanly a figure, that a thrill shot through the heart of the man +watching her. + +"Lasses," she cried, her voice fairly ringing, "do yo' see this? A bit +o' a helpless thing as canna answer back yo're jeers! Aye! look at it +well, aw' on yo'. Some on yo's getten th' loike at whoam. An' when yo've +looked at th' choild, look at th' mother! Seventeen year owd, Liz is, +an' th' world's gone wrong wi' her. I wunnot say as th' world's gone +ower reet wi' ony on us; but them on us as has had th' strength to +howd up agen it, need na set our foot on them as has gone down. Happen +theer's na so much to choose betwixt us after aw. But I've gotten this +to tell yo'--them as has owt to say o' Liz, mun say it to Joan Lowrie!" + +Rough, and coarsely pitiless as the majority of them were, she had +touched the right chord. Perhaps the bit of the dramatic in her +championship of the girl had as much to do with the success of her +half-commanding appeal as anything else. But at least, the most hardened +of them faltered before her daring, scornful words, and the fire in her +face. Liz would be safe enough from them henceforth, it was plain. + +That evening while arranging his papers before going home, Derrick was +called from his work by a summons at the office door, and going to open +it, he found Joan Lowrie standing there, looking half abashed, half +determined. + +"I ha' summat to ax yo'," she said briefly, declining his invitation to +enter and be seated. + +"If there is anything I can do for--" began Derrick. + +"It is na mysen," she interrupted him. "There is a poor lass as I'm fain +to help, if I could do it, but I ha' not th' power. I dunnot know of any +one as has, except yo'rsen and th' parson, an' I know more o' yo' than +I do o' th' parson, so I thowt I'd ax yo' to speak to him about th' poor +wench, an ax him if he could get her a bit o' work as ud help to keep +her honest." + +Derrick looked at her handsome face gravely, curiously. + +"I saw you defend this girl against some of her old companions, a few +hours ago, I believe," he said. + +She colored, but did not return his glance. + +"I dunnot believe in harryin' women down th' hill," she said. + +Then, suddenly, she raised her eyes. + +"Th' little un is a little lass," she said, "an' I canna bide th' thowt +o' what moight fa' on her if her mother's life is na an honest un--I +canna bide the thowt on it." + +"I will see my friend to-night," said Derrick, "and I will speak to him. +Where can he find the girl?" + +"Wi' me," she answered. "I'm taken both on 'em whoam wi' me." + + + + +CHAPTER III - The Reverend Harold Barholm + +When the Reverend Paul entered the parlor at the Rectory, he found that +his friend had arrived before him. Mr. Barholm, his wife and Anice, with +their guest, formed a group around the fire, and Grace saw at a glance +that Derrick had unconsciously fallen into the place of the centre +figure. He was talking and the others were listening--Mr. Barholm in +his usual restless fashion, Mrs. Barholm with evident interest, Anice +leaning forward on her ottoman, listening eagerly. + +"Ah!" exclaimed Mr. Barholm, when the servant announced the visitor, +"this is fortunate. Here is Grace. Glad to see you, Grace. Take a seat +We are talking about an uncommonly interesting case. I dare say you know +the young woman." + +Anice looked up. + +"We are talking about Joan Lowrie," she said. "Mr. Derrick is telling us +about her." + +"Most interesting affair--from beginning to end," continued the Rector, +briskly. "Something must be done for the young woman. We must go and see +her,--I will go and see her myself." + +He had caught fire at once, in his usual inconsequent, self-secure +style. Ecclesiastical patronage would certainly set this young woman +right at once. There was no doubt of that. And who was so well qualified +to bestow it as himself? + +"Yes, yes! I will go myself," he said. "That kind of people is easily +managed, when once one understands them. There really is some good +in them, after all. You see, Grace, it is as I have told you--only +understand them, and make them understand you, and the rest is easy." + +Derrick glanced from father to daughter. The clear eyes of the girl +rested on the man with a curious expression. + +"Do you think," she said quickly, "that they like us to go and see them +in that sort of way, papa? Do you think it is wise to remind them that +we know more than they do, and that if they want to learn they must +learn from us, just because we have been more fortunate? It really seems +to me that the rebellious ones would ask themselves what right we had to +be more fortunate." + +"My dear," returned the Rector, somewhat testily--he was not partial to +the interposition of obstacles even in suggestion--"My dear, if you had +been brought into contact with these people as closely as I have, or +even as Grace has, you would learn that they are not prone to regard +things from a metaphysical stand-point. Metaphysics are not in their +line. They are more apt to look upon life as a matter of bread and bacon +than as a problem." + +A shadow fell upon Anice's face, and before the visit ended, Derrick +had observed its presence more than once. It was always her father who +summoned it, he noticed. And yet it was evident enough that she was +fond of the man, and in no ordinary degree, and that the affection was +mutual. As he was contented with himself, so Barholm was contented +with his domestic relations. He was fond of his wife, and fond of his +daughter, as much, perhaps, through his appreciation of his own +good taste in wedding such a wife, and becoming the father of such a +daughter, as through his appreciation of their peculiar charms. He was +proud of them and indulgent to them. They reflected a credit on him of +which he felt himself wholly deserving. + +"They are very fond of him," remarked Grace afterward to his friend; +"which shows that there must be a great deal of virtue in the man. +Indeed there _is_ a great deal of virtue in him. You yourself, Derrick, +must have observed a certain kindliness and--and open generosity," with +a wistful sound in his voice. + +There was always this wistful appeal in the young man's tone when he +spoke of his clerical master--a certain anxiety to make the best of +him, and refrain from any suspicion of condemnation. Derrick was always +reminded by it of the shadow on Anice's face. + +"I want to tell you something," Miss Barholm said this evening to Grace +at parting. "I do not think I am afraid of Riggan at all. I think I +shall like it all the better because it is so new. Everything is so +earnest and energetic, that it is a little bracing--like the atmosphere. +Perhaps--when the time comes--I could do something to help you with +that girl. I shall try at any rate." She held out her hand to him with +a smile, and the Reverend Paul went home feeling not a little comforted +and encouraged. + +The Rector stood with his back to the fire, his portly person expressing +intense satisfaction. + +"You will remind me about that young woman in the morning, Anice," he +said. "I should like to attend to the matter myself. Singular that Grace +should not have mentioned her before. It really seems to me, you know, +that now and then Grace is a little deficient in interest, or energy." + +"Surely not interest, my dear," suggested Mrs. Barholm, gently. + +"Well, well," conceded the Rector, "perhaps not interest, but energy +or--or appreciation. I should have seen such a fine creature's +superiority, and mentioned it at once. She must be a fine creature. A +young woman of that kind should be encouraged. I will go and see her in +the morning--if it were not so late I would go now. Really, she ought to +be told that she has exhibited a very excellent spirit, and that people +approve of it. I wonder what sort of a household servant she would make +if she were properly trained?" + +"That would not do at all," put in Anice, decisively. "From the pit's +mouth to the kitchen would not be a natural transition." + +"Well, well, as usual, perhaps you are right. There is plenty of time to +think of it, however. We can judge better when we have seen her." + +He did not need reminding in the morning. He was as full of vague plans +for Joan Lowrie when he arose as he had been when he went to bed. He +came down to the charming breakfast-room in the most sanguine of moods. +But then his moods usually were sanguine. It was scarcely to be wondered +at. Fortune had treated him with great suavity from his earliest years. +Wellborn, comfortably trained, healthy and easy-natured, the world had +always turned its pleasant side to him. As a young man, he had been +a strong, handsome fellow, whose convenient patrimony had placed him +beyond the possibility of entire dependence upon his profession. When +a curate he had been well enough paid and without private +responsibilities; when he married he was lucky enough to win a woman who +added to his comfort; in fact, life had gone smoothly with him for so +long that he had no reason to suspect Fate of any intention to treat him +ill-naturedly. It was far more likely that she would reserve her scurvy +tricks for some one else. + +Even Riggan had not perplexed him at all. Its difficulties were not +such as would be likely to disturb him greatly. One found ignorance, and +vice, and discomfort among the lower classes always; there was the same +thing to contend against in the agricultural as in the mining districts. +And the Rectory was substantial and comfortable, even picturesque. The +house was roomy, the garden large and capable of improvement; there +were trees in abundance, ivy on the walls, and Anice would do the rest. +The breakfast-room looked specially encouraging this morning. Anice, in +a pretty pale blue gown, and with a few crocuses at her throat, awaited +his coming behind the handsomest of silver and porcelain, reading his +favorite newspaper the while. Her little pot of emigrant violets exhaled +a faint, spring-like odor from their sunny place at the window; there +was a vase of crocuses, snow-drops and ivy leaves in the centre of the +table; there was sunshine outside and comfort in. The Rector had a good +appetite and an unimpaired digestion. Anice rose when he entered, and +touched the bell. + +"Mamma's headache will keep her upstairs for a while," she said. "She +told me we were not to wait for her." And then she brought him his +newspaper and kissed him dutifully. + +"Very glad to see you home again, I am sure, my dear," remarked the +Rector. "I have really missed you very much. What excellent coffee this +is!--another cup, if you please." And, after a pause, + +"I think really, you know," he proceeded, "that you will not find the +place unpleasant, after all. For my part, I think it is well enough--for +such a place; one cannot expect Belgravian polish in Lancashire miners, +and certainly one does not meet with it; but it is well to make the best +of things. I get along myself reasonably well with the people. I do not +encounter the difficulties Grace complains of." + +"Does he complain?" asked Anice; "I did not think he exactly +complained." + +"Grace is too easily discouraged," answered the Rector in off-handed +explanation. "And he is apt to make blunders. He speaks of, and to, +these people as if they were of the same fibre as himself. He does not +take hold of things. He is deficient in courage. He means well, but he +is not good at reading character. That other young fellow now--Derrick, +the engineer--would do twice as well in his place. What do you think of +that young fellow, by the way, my dear?" + +"I like him," said Anice. "He will help Mr. Grace often." + +"Grace needs a support of some kind," returned Mr. Barholm, frowning +slightly, "and he does not seem to rely very much upon me--not so much +as I would wish. I don't quite understand him at times; the fact is, +it has struck me once or twice, that he preferred to take his own path, +instead of following mine." + +"Papa," commented Anice, "I scarcely think he is to blame for that. I +am sure it is always best, that conscientious, thinking people--and Mr. +Grace is a thinking man--should have paths of their own." + +Mr. Barholm pushed his hair from his forehead. His own obstinacy +confronted him sometimes through Anice in a finer, more baffling form. + +"Grace is a young man, my dear," he said, "and--and not a very +strong-minded one." + +"I cannot believe that is true," said Anice. "I do not think we can +blame his mind. It is his body that is not strong. Mr. Grace himself has +more power than you and mamma and myself all put together." + +One of Alice's peculiarities was a certain pretty sententiousness, +which, but for its innate refinement, and its sincerity, might have +impressed people as being a fault. When she pushed her opposition in that +steady, innocent way, Mr. Barholm always took refuge behind an inner +consciousness which "knew better," and was fully satisfied on the point +of its own knowledge. + +When breakfast was over, he rose from the table with the air of a +man who had business on hand. Anice rose too, and followed him to the +hearth. + +"You are going out, I suppose," she said. + +"I am going to see Joan Lowrie," he said complacently. "And I have +several calls to make besides. Shall I tell the young woman that you +will call on her?" + +Anice looked down at the foot she had placed on the shining rim of the +steel fender. + +"Joan Lowrie?" she said reflectively. + +"Certainly, my dear. I should think it would please the girl to feel +that we are interested in her." + +"I should scarcely think--from what Mr. Grace and his friend say--that +she is the kind of a girl to be reached in that way," said Anice. + +The Rector shrugged his shoulders. + +"My dear," he answered, "if we are always to depend upon what Grace +says, we shall often find ourselves in a dilemma. If you are going to +wait until these collier young women call on you after the manner of +polite society, I am afraid you will have time to lose interest in them +and their affairs." + +He had no scruples of his own on the subject of his errand. He felt very +comfortable as usual, as he wended his way through the village toward +Lowrie's cottage, on the Knoll Road. He did not ask himself what he +should say to the collier young woman, and her unhappy charge. Orthodox +phrases with various distinct flavors--the flavor of encouragement, the +flavor of reproof, the flavor of consolation,--were always ready with +the man; he never found it necessary to prepare them beforehand. The +flavor of approval was to be Joan's portion this morning; the flavor of +rebuke her companion's. He passed down the street with ecclesiastical +dignity, bestowing a curt, but not unamiable word of recognition here +and there. Unkempt, dirty-faced children, playing hop-scotch or marbles +on the flag pavement, looked up at him with a species of awe, not +un-mingled with secret resentment; women lounging on door-steps, holding +babies on their hips, stared in critical sullenness as he went by. + +"Theer's th' owd parson," commented one sharp-tongued matron. "Hoo's +goin' to teach some one summat, I warrant What th' owd lad dunnot know +is na worth knowin'. Eh! hoo's a graidely foo', that hoo is. Our Tommy, +if tha dost na let Jane Ann be, tha'lt be gettin' a hidin'." + +Unprepossessing as most of the colliers' homes were, Lowrie's cottage +was a trifle less inviting than the majority. It stood upon the +roadside, an ugly little bare place, with a look of stubborn desolation, +its only redeeming feature a certain rough cleanliness. The same +cleanliness reigned inside, Barholm observed when he entered; and yet on +the whole there was a stamp upon it which made it a place scarcely to +be approved of. Before the low fire sat a girl with a child on her knee, +and this girl, hearing the visitor's footsteps, got up hurriedly, and +met him with a half abashed, half frightened look on her pale face. + +"Lowrie is na here, an' neyther is Joan," she said, without waiting for +him to speak. "Both on 'em's at th' pit. Theer's no one here but me," +and she held the baby over her shoulder, as if she would like to have +hidden it. + +Mr. Barholm walked in serenely, sure that he ought to be welcome, if he +were not. + +"At the pit, are they?" he answered. "Dear me! I might have remembered +that they would be at this time. Well, well; I will take a seat, my +girl, and talk to you a little. I suppose you know me, the minister at +the church--Mr. Barholm?" + +Liz, a slender slip of a creature, large-eyed, and woe-begone, stood up +before him, staring at him irresolutely as he seated himself. + +"I--I dunnot know nobody much now," she stammered. "I--I've been away +fro' Riggan sin' afore yo' comn--if yo're th' new parson," and then she +colored nervously and became fearfully conscious of her miserable little +burden, "I've heerd Joan speak o' th' young parson," she faltered. + +Her visitor looked at her gravely. What a helpless, childish creature +she was, with her pretty face, and her baby, and her characterless, +frightened way. She was only one of many--poor Liz, ignorant, emotional, +weak, easily led, ready to err, unable to bear the consequences of +error, not strong enough to be resolutely wicked, not strong enough to +be anything in particular, but that which her surroundings made her. +If she had been well-born and well brought up, she would have been a +pretty, insipid girl, who needed to be taken care of; as it was, she had +"gone wrong." The excellent Rector of St. Michael's felt that she must +be awakened. + +"You are the girl Elizabeth?" he said. + +"I'm 'Lizabeth Barnes," she answered, pulling at the hem of her child's +small gown, "but folks nivver calls me nowt but Liz." + +Her visitor pointed to a chair considerately. "Sit down," he said, "I +want to talk to you." + +Liz obeyed him; but her pretty, weak face told its own story of distaste +and hysterical shrinking. She let the baby lie upon her lap; her fingers +were busy plaiting up folds of the little gown. + +"I dunnot want to be talked to," she whimpered. "I dunnot know as talk +can do folk as is i' trouble any good--an' th' trouble's bad enow wi'out +talk." + +"We must remember whence the trouble comes," answered the minister, "and +if the root lies in ourselves, and springs from our own sin, we must +bear our cross meekly, and carry our sorrows and iniquities to the +fountain head. We must ask for grace, and--and sanctification of +spirit." + +"I dunnot know nowt about th' fountain head," sobbed Liz aggrieved. +"I amna religious an' I canna see as such loike helps foak. No Methody +nivver did nowt for me when I war i' trouble an' want Joan Lowrie is na +a Methody." + +"If you mean that the young woman is in an unawakened condition, I am +sorry to hear it," with increased gravity of demeanor. "Without the +redeeming blood how are we to find peace? If you had clung to the Cross +you would have been spared all this sin and shame. You must know, my +girl, that this," with a motion toward the frail creature on her knee, +"is a very terrible thing." + +Liz burst into piteous sobs--crying like an abused child: + +"I know it's hard enow," she cried; "I canna get work neyther at th' pit +nor at th' factories, as long as I mun drag it about, an' I ha' not +got a place to lay my head, on'y this. If it wur na for Joan, I might +starve, and the choild too. But I'm noan so bad as yo'd mak' out. I--I +wur very fond o' _him_--I wur, an' I thowt he wur fond o' me, an' he wur +a gentleman too. He were no laboring-man, an' he wur kind to me, until +he got tired. Them sort allus gets tired o' yo' i' time, Joan says. I +wish I'd ha' towd Joan at first, an' axed her what to do." + +Barholm passed his hand through his hair uneasily. This shallow, +inconsequent creature baffled him. Her shame, her grief, her misery, +were all mere straws eddying on the pool of her discomfort It was not +her sin that crushed her, it was the consequence of it; hers was not a +sorrow, it was a petulant unhappiness. If her lot had been prosperous +outwardly, she would have felt no inward pang. + +It became more evident to him than ever that something must be done, and +he applied himself to his task of reform to the best of his ability. +But he exhausted his repertory of sonorous phrases in vain. His grave +exhortations only called forth fresh tears, and a new element +of resentment; and, to crown all, his visit terminated with a +discouragement of which his philosophy had never dreamed. + +In the midst of his most eloquent reproof, a shadow darkened the +threshold, and as Liz looked up with the explanation--"Joan!" a young +woman, in pit girl guise, came in, her hat pushed off her forehead, her +throat bare, her fustian jacket hanging over her arm. She glanced from +one to the other questioningly, knitting her brows slightly at the sight +of Liz's tears. In answer to her glance Liz spoke querulously. + +"It's th' parson, Joan," she said. "He comn to talk like th' rest on 'em +an' he maks me out too ill to burn." + +Just at that moment the child set up a fretful cry and Joan crossed the +room and took it up in her arms. + +"Yo've feart th' choild betwixt yo'," she said, "if yo've managed to do +nowt else." + +"I felt it my duty as Rector of the parish," explained Barholm somewhat +curtly, "I felt it my duty as Rector of the parish, to endeavor to bring +your friend to a proper sense of her position." + +Joan turned toward him. + +"Has tha done it?" she asked. + +The Reverend Harold felt his enthusiasm concerning the young woman dying +out. + +"I--I--" he stammered. + +Joan interrupted him. + +"Dost tha see as tha has done her any good?" she demanded. "I dunnot +mysen." + +"I have endeavored to the best of my ability to improve her mental +condition," the minister replied. + +"I thowt as much," said Joan; "I mak' no doubt tha'st done thy best, +neyther. Happen tha'st gi'en her what comfort tha had to spare, but if +yo'd been wiser than yo' are, yo'd ha' let her alone. I'll warrant theer +is na a parson 'twixt here an' Lunnon, that could na ha' towd her that +she's a sinner an' has shame to bear; but happen theer is na a parson +'twixt here an' Lunnon as she could na ha' towd that much to, hersen. +Howivver, as tha has said thy say, happen it 'll do yo' fur this toime, +an' yo' can let her be for a while." + +Mr. Barholm was unusually silent during dinner that evening, and as +he sat over his wine, his dissatisfaction rose to the surface, as it +invariably did. + +"I am rather disturbed this evening, Anice," he said. + +Anice looked up questioningly. + +"Why?" she asked. + +"I went to see Joan Lowrie this morning," he answered hesitatingly, "and +I am very much disappointed in her. I scarcely think, after all, that I +would advise you to take her in hand. She is not an amiable young woman. +In fact there is a positive touch of the vixen about her." + + + + +CHAPTER IV - "Love Me, Love My Dog" + +Mr. Barholm had fallen into the habit of turning to Anice for it, when +he required information concerning people and things. In her desultory +pilgrimages, Anice saw all that he missed, and heard much that he was +deaf to. The rough, hard-faced men and boisterous girls who passed to +and from their work at the mine, drew her to the window whenever they +made their appearance. She longed to know something definite of them--to +get a little nearer to their unprepossessing life. Sometimes the men and +women, passing, caught glimpses of her, and, asking each other who she +was, decided upon her relationship to the family. + +"Hoo's th' owd parson's lass," somebody said. "Hoo's noan so bad lookin' +neyther, if hoo was na sich a bit o' a thing." + +The people who had regarded Mr. Barholm with a spice of disfavor, still +could not look with ill-nature upon this pretty girl. The slatternly +women nudged each other as she passed, and the playing children stared +after their usual fashion; but even the hardest-natured matron could +find nothing more condemnatory to say than, "Hoo's noan Lancashire, +that's plain as th' nose on a body's face;" or, "Theer is na much on +her, at ony rate. Hoo's a bit of a weakly-like lass wi'out much blood i' +her." + +Now and then Anice caught the sound of their words, but she was used +to being commented upon. She had learned that people whose lives have a +great deal of hard, common discomfort and struggle, acquire a tendency +to depreciation almost as a second nature. It is easier to bear one's +own misfortunes, than to bear the good-fortune of better-used people. +That is the insult added by Fate to injury. + +Riggan was a crooked, rambling, cross-grained little place. From the one +wide street with its jumble of old, tumble-down shops, and glaring new +ones, branched out narrow, up-hill or down-hill thoroughfares, edged by +colliers' houses, with an occasional tiny provision shop, where +bread and bacon were ranged alongside potatoes and flabby cabbages; +ornithological specimens made of pale sweet cake, and adorned with +startling black currant eyes, rested unsteadily against the window-pane, +a sore temptation to the juvenile populace. + +It was in one of these side streets that Anice met with her first +adventure. + +Turning the corner, she heard the sharp yelp of a dog among a group +of children, followed almost immediately by a ringing of loud, angry, +boyish voices, a sound of blows and cries, and a violent scuffle. Anice +paused for a few seconds, looking over the heads of the excited little +crowd, and then made her way to it, and in a minute was in the heart +of it. The two boys who were the principal figures, were fighting +frantically, scuffling, kicking, biting, and laying on vigorous blows, +with not unscientific fists. Now and then a fierce, red, boyish face was +to be seen, and then the rough head ducked and the fight waxed fiercer +and hotter, while the dog--a small, shrewd sharp-nosed terrier--barked +at the combatants' heels, snapping at one pair, but not at the other, +and plainly enjoying the excitement. + +"Boys!" cried Anice. "What's the matter?" + +"They're feighten," remarked a philosophical young by-stander, with +placid interest,--"an' Jud Bates'll win." + +It was so astonishing a thing that any outsider should think of +interfering, and there was something so decided in the girlish voice +addressing them, that almost at the moment the combatants fell back, +panting heavily, breathing vengeance in true boy fashion, and evidently +resenting the unexpected intrusion. + +"What is it all about?" demanded the girl. "Tell me." + +The crowd gathered close around her to stare, the terrier sat down +breathless, his red tongue hanging out, his tail beating the ground. One +of the boys was his master, it was plain at a glance, and, as a natural +consequence, the dog had felt it his duty to assist to the full extent +of his powers. But the other boy was the first to speak. + +"Why could na he let me a-be then?" he asked irately. "I was na doin' +owt t' him." + +"Yea, tha was," retorted his opponent, a sturdy, ragged, ten-year-old. + +"Nay, I was na." + +"Yea, tha was." + +"Well," said Anice, "what _was_ he doing?" + +"Aye," cried the first youngster, "tha tell her if tha con. Who hit th' +first punse?" excitedly doubling his fist again. "I didna." + +"Nay, tha didna, but tha did summat else. Tha punsed at Nib wi' thy +clog, an' hit him aside o' th' yed, an' then I punsed thee, an' I'd do +it agen fur--" + +"Wait a minute," said Anice, holding up her little gloved hand. "Who is +Nib?" + +"Nib's my dog," surlily. "An' them as punses him, has getten to punse +me." + +Anice bent down and patted the small animal. + +"He seems a very nice dog," she said. "What did you kick him for?" + +Nib's master was somewhat mollified. A person who could appreciate the +virtues of "th' best tarrier i' Riggan," could not be regarded wholly +with contempt, or even indifference. + +"He kicked him fur nowt," he answered. "He's allus at uther him or me. +He bust my kite, an' he cribbed my marvels, didn't he?" appealing to the +by-standers. + +"Aye, he did. I seed him crib th' marvels mysen. He wur mad 'cos Jud +wur winnen, and then he kicked Nib." + +Jud bent down to pat Nib himself, not without a touch of pride in his +manifold injuries, and the readiness with which they were attested. + +"Aye," he said, "an' I did na set on him at first neyther. I nivver set +on him till he punsed Nib. He may bust my kite, an' steal my marvels, +an' he may ca' me ill names, but he shanna kick Nib. So theer!" + +It was evident that Nib's enemy was the transgressor. He was grievously +in the minority. Nobody seemed to side with him, and everybody seemed +ready--when once the tongues were loosed--to say a word for Jud and +"th' best tarrier i'Riggan." For a few minutes Anice could scarcely make +herself heard. + +"You are a good boy to take care of your dog," she said to Jud--"and +though fighting is not a good thing, perhaps if I had been a boy," +gravely deciding against moral suasion in one rapid glance at the +enemy--"perhaps if I had been a boy, I would have fought myself. _You_ +are a coward," she added, with incisive scorn to the other lad, who +slinked sulkily out of sight. + +"Owd Sammy Craddock," lounging at his window, clay pipe in hand, watched +Anice as she walked away, and gave vent to his feelings in a shrewd +chuckle. + +"Eh! eh!" he commented; "so that's th' owd parson's lass, is it? Wall, +hoo may be o' th' same mate, but hoo is na o' th' same grain, I'll +warrant. Hoo's a rare un, hoo is, fur a wench." + +"Owd Sammy's" amused chuckles, and exclamations of "Eh! hoo's a rare +un--that hoo is--fur a wench," at last drew his wife's attention. The +good woman pounced upon him sharply. + +"Tha'rt an owd yommer-head," she said. "What art tha ramblin' about now? +Who is it as is siccan a rare un?" + +Owd Sammy burst into a fresh chuckle, rubbing his knees with both hands. + +"Why," said he, "I'll warrant tha could na guess i' tha tried, but I'll +gi'e thee a try. Who dost tha think wur out i' th' street just now i' +th' thick of a foight among th' lads? I know thou'st nivver guess." + +"Nay, happen I canna, an' I dunnot know as I care so much, neyther," +testily. + +"Why," slapping his knee, "th' owd parson's lass. A little wench not +much higher nor thy waist, an' wi' a bit o' a face loike skim-milk, but +steady and full o' pluck as an owd un." + +"Nay now, tha dost na say so? What wor she doin' an' how did she come +theer? Tha mun ha' been dreamin'!" + +"Nowt o' th' soart. I seed her as plain as I see thee an' heerd ivvery +word she said. Tha shouldst ha' seen her! Hoo med as if hoo'd lived +wi' lads aw her days. Jud Bates and that young marplot o' Thorme's wur +feightin about Nib--at it tooth and nail--an' th' lass sees 'em, an' +marches into th' thick, an' sets 'em to reets. Yo' should ha' seen her! +An' hoo tells Jud as he's a good lad to tak' care o' his dog, an' hoo +does na know but what hoo'd fowt hersen i' his place, an' hoo ca's Jack +Thorme a coward, an' turns her back on him, an' ends up wi' tellin' Jud +to bring th' tarrier to th' Rectory to see her." + +"Well," exclaimed Mrs. Craddock, "did yo' iwer hear th' loike!" + +"I wish th' owd parson had seed her," chuckled her spouse irreverently. +"That soart is na i' his loine. He'd a waved his stick as if he'd been +king and council i' one, an' rated 'em fro' th' top round o' th' ladder. +He canna get down fro' his perch. Th' owd lad'll stick theer till he +gets a bit too heavy, an' then he'll coom down wi' a crash, ladder an' +aw'--but th' lass is a different mak'." + +Sammy being an oracle among his associates, new-comers usually passed +through his hands, and were condemned, or approved, by him. His +pipe, and his criticisms upon society in general, provided him with +occupation. Too old to fight and work, he was too shrewd to be ignored. +Where he could not make himself felt, he could make himself heard. +Accordingly, when he condescended to inform a select and confidential +audience that the "owd parson's lass was a rare un, lass as she +was"--(the masculine opinion of Riggan on the subject of the weaker +sex was a rather disparaging one)--the chances of the Rector's daughter +began, so to speak, to "look up." If Sammy Craddock found virtue in +the new-comer, it was possible such virtue might exist, at least in +a negative form,--and open enmity was rendered unnecessary, and even +impolitic. A faint interest began to be awakened. When Anice passed +through the streets, the slatternly, baby-laden women looked at her +curiously, and in a manner not absolutely unfriendly. She might not be +so bad after all, if she did have "Lunnon ways," and was smiled upon by +Fortune. At any rate, she differed from the parson himself, which was in +her favor. + + + + +CHAPTER V - Outside the Hedge + +Deeply as Anice was interested in Joan, she left her to herself. She +did not go to see her, and still more wisely, she managed to hush in her +father any awakening tendency toward parochial visits. But from +Grace and Fergus Derrick she heard much of her, and through Grace she +contrived to convey work and help to Liz, and encouragement to her +protectress. From what source the assistance came, Joan did not know, +and she was not prone to ask questions. + +"If she asks, tell her it is from a girl like herself," Anice had said, +and Joan had accepted the explanation. + +In a very short time from the date of their first acquaintance, Fergus +Derrick's position in the Barholm household had become established. He +was the man to make friends and keep them. Mrs. Barholm grew fond of +him; the Rector regarded him as an acquisition to their circle, and +Anice was his firm friend. So, being free to come and go, he came and +went, and found his unceremonious visits pleasant enough. On his arrival +at Riggan, he had not anticipated meeting with any such opportunities +of enjoyment. He had come to do hard work, and had expected a hard life, +softened by few social graces. The work of opening the new mines was +a heavy one, and was rendered additionally heavy and dangerous by +unforeseen circumstances. A load of responsibility rested upon his +shoulders, to which at times he felt himself barely equal, and which +men of less tough fibre would have been glad to shift upon others. +Naturally, his daily cares made his hours of relaxation all the more +pleasant. Mrs. Barholm's influence upon him was a gentle and soothing +one, and in Anice he found a subtle inspiration. She seemed to +understand his trials by instinct, and even the minutiae of his work +made themselves curiously clear to her. As to the people who were under +his control, she was never tired of hearing of them, and of +studying their quaint, rough ways. To please her he stored up many a +characteristic incident, and it was through him that she heard most +frequently of Joan. She did not even see Joan for fully two months after +her arrival in Riggan, and then it was Joan who came to her. + +As the weather became more spring-like she was oftener out in the +garden. She found a great deal to do among the flower-beds and +shrubbery, and as this had always been considered her department, she +took the management of affairs wholly into her own hands. The old place, +which had been rather neglected in the time of the previous inhabitant, +began to bloom out into fragrant luxuriance, and passing Rigganites +regarded it with admiring eyes. The colliers who had noticed her at the +window in the colder weather, seeing her so frequently from a nearer +point of view, felt themselves on more familiar terms. Some of them even +took a sort of liking to her, and gave her an uncouth greeting as they +went by; and, more than once, one or another of them had paused to ask +for a flower or two, and had received them with a curious bashful awe, +when they had been passed over the holly hedge. + +Having gone out one evening after dinner to gather flowers for the +house, Anice, standing before a high lilac bush, and pulling its pale +purple tassels, became suddenly conscious that some one was watching +her--some one standing upon the roadside behind the holly hedge. She did +not know that as she stopped here and there to fill her basket, she +had been singing to herself in a low tone. Her voice had attracted the +passer-by. + +This passer-by--a tall pit girl with a handsome, resolute face--stood +behind the dark green hedge, and watched her. Perhaps to this girl, +weary with her day's labor, grimed with coal-dust, it was not unlike +standing outside paradise. Early in the year as it was, there were +flowers enough in the beds, and among the shrubs, to make the spring air +fresh with a faint, sweet odor. But here too was Anice in her soft white +merino dress, with her basket of flowers, with the blue bells at her +belt, and her half audible song. She struck Joan Lowrie with a new +sense of beauty and purity. As she watched her she grew +discontented--restless--sore at heart. She could not have told why, but +she felt a certain anger against herself. She had had a hard day. Things +had gone wrong at the pit's mouth; things had gone wrong at home. It +was hard for her strong nature to bear with Liz's weakness. Her path was +never smooth, but to-day it had been at its roughest. The little song +fell upon her ear with strong pathos. + +"She's inside o' th' hedge," she said to herself in a dull voice. "I'm +outside, theer's th' difference. It a'most looks loike the hedge went +aw' around an' she'd been born among th' flowers, and theer's no way out +for her--no more than theer's a way in fur me." + +Then it was that Anice turned round and saw her. Their eyes met, +and, singularly enough, Anice's first thought was that this was Joan. +Derrick's description made her sure. There were not two such women in +Riggan. She made her decision in a moment. She stepped across the grass +to the hedge with a ready smile. + +"You were looking at my flowers," she said. "Will you have some?" + +Joan hesitated. + +"I often give them to people," said Anice, taking a handful from the +basket and offering them to her across the holly. "When the men come +home from the mines they often ask me for two or three, and I think they +like them even better than I do--though that is saying a great deal." + +Joan held out her hand, and took the flowers, holding them awkwardly, +but with tenderness. + +"Oh, thank yo'," she said. "It's kind o' yo' to gi' 'em away." + +"It's a pleasure to me," said Anice, picking out a delicate pink +hyacinth. "Here's a hyacinth." Then as Joan took it their eyes met. "Are +you Joan Lowrie?" asked the girl. + +Joan lifted her head. + +"Aye," she answered, "I'm Joan Lowrie." + +"Ah," said Anice, "then I am very glad." + +They stood on the same level from that moment. Something as +indescribable as all else in her manner, had done for Anice just what +she had simply and seriously desired to do. Proud and stubborn as her +nature was, Joan was subdued. The girl's air and speech were like her +song. She stood inside the hedge still, in her white dress, among the +flowers, looking just as much as if she had been born there as ever, but +some fine part of her had crossed the boundary. + +"Ah! then I am glad of that," she said. + +"Yo' are very good to say as much," she answered, "but I dunnot know as +I quite understand--" + +Anice drew a little nearer. + +"Mr. Grace has told me about you," she said. "And Mr. Derrick." + +Joan's brown throat raised itself a trifle, and Anice thought color +showed itself on her cheek. + +"Both on 'em's been good to me," she said, "but I did na think as--" + +Anice stopped her with a little gesture, "It was you who were so kind to +Liz when she had no friend," she began. + +Joan interrupted her with sudden eagerness. + +"It wur yo' as sent th' work an' th' things fur th' choild," she said. + +"Yes, it was I," answered Anice. "But I hardly knew what to send. I hope +I sent the right things, did I?" + +"Yes, miss; thank yo'." And then in a lower voice, "They wur a power +o' help to Liz an' me. Liz wur hard beset then, an' she's only a young +thing as canna bear sore trouble. Seemed loike that th' thowt as some un +had helped her wur a comfort to her." + +Anice took courage. + +"Perhaps if I might come and see her," she said. "May I come? I should +like to see the baby. I am very fond of little children." + +There was a moment's pause, and then Joan spoke awkwardly. + +"Do yo' know--happen yo' dunnot--what Liz's trouble is? Bein' as yo're +so young yorsen, happen they did na tell yo' all. Most o' toimes folk is +na apt to be fond o' such loike as this little un o' hers." + +"I heard all the story." + +"Then come if yo' loike,--an' if they'll let yo', some ud think there +wur harm i' th' choild's touch. I'm glad yo' dunna." + +She did not linger much longer. Anice watched her till she was out of +sight. An imposing figure she was--moving down the road in her rough +masculine garb--the massive perfection of her form clearly outlined +against the light. It seemed impossible that such a flower as this +could blossom, and decay, and die out in such a life, without any higher +fruition. + +"I have seen Joan Lowrie," said Anice to Derrick, when next they met. + +"Did she come to you, or did you go to her?" Fergus asked. + +"She came to me, but without knowing that she was coming." + +"That was best," was his comment. + +Joan Lowrie was as much a puzzle to him as she was to other people. +Despite the fact that he saw her every day of his life, he had never +found it possible to advance a step with her. She held herself aloof +from him, just as she held herself aloof from the rest. A common +greeting, and oftener than not, a silent one, was all that passed +between them. Try as he would, he could get no farther;--and he +certainly did make some effort. Now and then he found the chance to do +her a good turn, and such opportunities he never let slip, though +his way of doing such things was always so quiet as to be unlikely to +attract any observation. Usually he made his way with people easily, but +this girl held him at a distance, almost ungraciously. And he did +not like to be beaten. Who does? So he persevered with a shade of +stubbornness, hidden under a net-work of other motives. Once, when he +had exerted himself to lighten her labor somewhat, she set aside his +assistance openly. + +"Theer's others as needs help more nor me," she said. "Help them, an' +I'll thank yo'." + +In course of time, however, he accidentally discovered that there had +been occasions when, notwithstanding her apparent ungraciousness, she +had exerted her influence in his behalf. + +The older colliers resented his youth, the younger ones his authority. +The fact that he was "noan Lancashire" worked against him too, though +even if he had been a Lancashire man, he would not have been likely to +find over-much favor. It was enough that he was "one o' th' mesters." To +have been weak of will, or vacillating of purpose, would have been death +to every vestige of the authority vested in him; but he was as strong +mentally as physically--strong-willed to the verge of stubbornness. But +if they could not frighten or subdue him, they could still oppose +and irritate him, and the contention was obstinate. This feeling even +influenced the girls and women at the "mouth." They, too, organized in +petty rebellion, annoying if not powerful. + +"I think yo' will find as yo' may as well leave th' engineer be," Joan +would say dryly. "Yo' will na fear him much, an' yo'll tire yo'rsens wi' +yo're clatter. I donna see the good o' barkin' so much when yo' canna +bite." + +"Aye," jeered one of the boldest, once, "leave th' engineer be. Joan +sets a power o' store by th' engineer." + +There was a shout of laughter, but it died out when Joan confronted the +speaker with dangerous steadiness of gaze. + +"Save thy breath to cool thy porridge," she said. "It will be better for +thee." + +But it was neither the first nor the last time that her companions flung +out a jeer at her "sweetheartin'." The shrewdest among them had observed +Derrick's interest in her. They concluded, of course, that Joan's +handsome face had won her a sweetheart. They could not accuse her +of encouraging him; but they could profess to believe that she was +softening, and they could use the insinuation as a sharp weapon against +her, when such a course was not too hazardous. + +Of this, Derrick knew nothing. He could only see that Joan set her face +persistently against his attempts to make friends with her, and the +recognition of this fact almost exasperated him at times. It was quite +natural that, seeing so much of this handsome creature, and hearing +so much of her, his admiration should not die out, and that opposition +should rather invite him to stronger efforts to reach her. + +So it was that hearing Miss Barholm's story he fell into unconscious +reverie. Of course this did not last long. He was roused from it by the +fact that Anice was looking at him. When he looked up, it seemed as if +she awakened also, though she did not start. + +"How are you getting on at the mines?" she asked. + +"Badly. Or, at least, by no means well. The men are growing harder to +deal with every day." "And your plans about the fans?" The substitution +of the mechanical fan for the old furnace at the base of the shaft, was +one of the projects to which Derrick clung most tenaciously. During a +two years' sojourn among the Belgian mines, he had studied the system +earnestly. He had worked hard to introduce it at Riggan, and meant to +work still harder. But the miners were bitterly opposed to anything +"newfangled," and the owners were careless. So that the mines were +worked, and their profits made, it did not matter for the rest. They +were used to casualties, so well used to them in fact, that unless a +fearful loss of life occurred, they were not alarmed or even roused. As +to the injuries done to a man's health, and so on--they had not time to +inquire into such things. There was danger in all trades, for the matter +of that. Fergus Derrick was a young man, and young men were fond of +novelties. + +Opposition was bad enough, but indifference was far more baffling. The +colliers opposed Derrick to the utmost, the Company was rather inclined +to ignore him--some members good-naturedly, others with an air of +superiority, not unmixed with contempt. The colliers talked with rough +ill-nature; the Company did not want to talk at all. + +"Oh," answered Derrick, "I do not see that I have made one step forward; +but it will go hard with me before I am beaten. Some of the men I have +to deal with are as bat-blind as they are cantankerous. One would think +that experience might have taught them wisdom. Would you believe that +some of those working in the most dangerous parts of the mine have false +keys to their Davys, and use the flame to light their pipes? I have +heard of the thing being done before, but I only discovered the other +day that we had such madmen in the pits here. If I could only be sure +of them I would settle the matter at once, but they are crafty enough to +keep their secret, and it only drifts to the master as a rumor." + +"Have you no suspicion as to who they are?" asked Anice. + +"I suspect one man," he answered, "but only suspect him because he is a +bad fellow, reckless in all things, and always ready to break the rules. +I suspect Dan Lowrie." + +"Joan's father?" exclaimed Anice in distress. + +Derrick made a gesture of assent. + +"He is the worst man in the mines," he said, "The man with the worst +influence, the man who can work best if he will, the man whose feeling +against any authority is the strongest, and whose feeling against me +amounts to bitter enmity." + +"Against you? But why?" + +"I suppose because I have no liking for him myself, and because I will +have orders obeyed, whether they are my orders or the orders of the +owners. I will have work done as it should be done, and I will not be +frightened by bullies." + +"But if he is a dangerous man--" + +"He would knock me down from behind, or spoil my beauty with vitriol as +coolly as he would toss off a pint of beer, if he had the opportunity, +and chanced to feel vicious enough at the time," said Derrick, "But his +mood has not quite come to that yet. Just now he feels that he would +like to have a row,--and really, if we could have a row, it would be +the best thing for us both. If one of us could thrash the other at the +outset, it might never come to the vitriol." + +He was cool enough himself, and spoke in quite a matter-of-fact way, but +Anice suddenly lost her color. When, later, she bade him goodnight-- + +"I am afraid of that man," she said, as he held her hand for the moment. +"Don't let him harm you." + +"What man?" asked Derrick. "Is it possible you are thinking about what I +said of Lowrie?" + +"Yes. It is so horrible. I cannot bear the thought of it. I am not used +to hear of such things. I am afraid for you." + +"You are very good," he said, his strong hand returning her grasp with +warm gratitude. "But I am sorry I said so much, if I have frightened +you. I ought to have remembered how new such things were to you. It is +nothing, I assure you." And bidding her good-night again, he went away +quite warmed at heart by her innocent interest in him, but blaming +himself not a little for his indiscretion. + + + + +CHAPTER VI - Joan and the Child + +To the young curate's great wonder, on his first visit to her after the +advent of Liz and her child, Joan changed her manner towards him. She +did not attempt to repel him, she even bade him welcome in a way of her +own. Deep in Joan's heart was hidden a fancy that perhaps the work of +this young fellow who was "good enow fur a parson," lay with such as +Liz, and those who like Liz bore a heavy burden. + +"If yo' can do her any good," she said, "come and welcome. Come every +day. I dunnot know much about such like mysen, but happen yo' ha' a way +o' helpin' folk as canna help theirsens i' trouble--an' Liz is one on +'em." + +Truly Liz was one of these. She clung to Joan in a hopeless, childish +way, as her only comfort. She could do nothing for herself, she could +only obey Joan's dictates, and this she did in listless misery. When she +had work to do, she made weak efforts at doing it, and when she had none +she sat and held the child upon her knee, her eyes following her friend +with a vague appeal. The discomfort of her lot, the wretchedness of +coming back to shame and tears, after a brief season of pleasure and +luxury, was what crushed her. So long as her lover had cared for her, +and she had felt no fear of hunger or cold, or desertion, she had been +happy--happy because she could be idle and take no thought for the +morrow, and was almost a lady. But now all that was over. She had come +to the bitter dregs of the cup. She was thrown on her own resources, +nobody cared for her, nobody helped her but Joan, nobody called her +pretty and praised her ways. She was not to be a lady after all, she +must work for her living and it must be a poor one too. There would be +no fine clothes, no nice rooms, no flattery and sugar-plums. Everything +would be even far harder, and more unpleasant than it had been before. +And then, the baby? What could she do with it?--a creature more helpless +than herself, always to be clothed and taken care of, when she could not +take care of herself, always in the way, always crying and wailing and +troubling day and night. She almost blamed the baby for everything. +Perhaps she would not have lost her lover if it had not been for the +baby. Perhaps he knew what a trouble it would be, and wanted to be rid +of her before it came, and that was why he had gone away. The night Joan +had brought her home she had taken care of the child, and told Liz to +sit down and rest, and had sat down herself with the small creature in +her arms, and after watching her for a while, Liz had broken out into +sobs, and slipped down upon the floor at her feet, hiding her wretched, +pretty face upon her friend's knee. + +"I canna abide the sight o' it," she cried. "I canna see what it wur +born fur, mysen. I wish I'd deed when I wur i' Lunnon--when _he_ cared +fur me. He wor fond enow o' me at th' first. He could na abide me to be +out o' his sight. I nivver wur so happy i' my life as I wur then. Aye! +I did na think then, as th' toime ud come when he'd cast me out i' th' +road. He had no reet to do it," her voice rising hysterically. "He had +no reet to do it, if he wur a gentleman; but it seems gentlefolk can do +owt they please. If he did na mean to stick to me, why could na he ha' +let me a-be." + +"That is na gentlefolks' way," said Joan bitterly, "but if I wur i' +yo're place, Liz, I would na hate th' choild. It has na done yo' as much +harm as yo' ha' done it." + +After a while, when the girl was quieter, Joan asked her a question. + +"You nivver told me who yo' went away wi', Liz," she said. "I ha' a +reason fur wantin' to know, or I would na ax, but fur a' that if yo' +dunnot want to tell me, yo' need na do it against yo're will." + +Liz was silent a moment. + +"I would na tell ivverybody," she said. "I would na tell nobody but yo'. +It would na do no good, an' I dunnot care to do harm. You'll keep it to +yo'rsen, if I tell yo', Joan?" + +"Aye," Joan answered, "as long as it needs be kept to mysen. I am na one +to clatter." + +"Well," said Liz with a sob, "it wur Mester Landsell I went wi'--young +Mester Landsell--Mester Ralph." + +"I thout as much," said Joan, her face darkening. + +She had had her suspicions from the first, when Mr. Ralph Landsell had +come to Riggan with his father, who was one of the mining company. He +was a graceful, fair-faced young fellow, with an open hand and the air +of a potentate, and his grandeur had pleased Liz. She was not used to +flattery and "fine London ways," and her vanity made her an easy victim. + +"He wur allus after me," she said, with fresh tears. "He nivver let me +be till I promised to go. He said he would make a lady o' me an' he wur +allus givin' me things. He wur fond o' me at first,--that he wur,--an' I +wur fond o' him. I nivver seed no one loike him afore. Oh! it's hard, it +is.--Oh! it's bitter hard an' cruel, as it should come to this." + +And she wailed and sobbed until she wore herself out, and wearied Joan +to the very soul. + +But Joan bore with her and never showed impatience by word or deed. +Childish petulances and plaints fell upon her like water upon a +rock--but now and then the strong nature was rasped beyond endurance by +the weak one. She had taken no small task upon herself when she gave Liz +her word that she would shield her. Only after a while, in a few weeks, +a new influence began to work upon Liz's protectress. The child for whom +there seemed no place in the world, or in any pitying heart--the child +for whom Liz felt nothing but vague dislike and resentment--the child +laid its light but powerful hand upon Joan. Once or twice she noticed +as she moved about the room that the little creature's eyes would follow +her in a way something like its mother's, as if with appeal to her +superior strength. She fell gradually into the habit of giving it +more attention. It was so little and light, so easily taken from Liz's +careless hold when it was restless, so easily carried to and fro, as she +went about her household tasks. She had never known much about babies +until chance had thrown this one in her path; it was a great novelty. +It liked her strong arms, and Liz was always ready to give it up to her, +feeling only a weak bewilderment at her fancy for it. When she was at +home it was rarely out of her arms. It was no source of weariness to her +perfect strength. She carried it here and there, she cradled it upon +her knees, when she sat down by the fire to rest; she learned in time +a hundred gentle woman's ways through its presence. Her step became +lighter, her voice softer--a heavy tread, or a harsh tone might waken +the child. For the child's sake she doffed her uncouth working-dress +when she entered the house; for the child's sake she made an effort to +brighten the dulness, and soften the roughness of their surroundings. + +The Reverend Paul, in his visits to the house, observed with tremor, +the subtle changes wrought in her. Catching at the straw of her negative +welcome, he went to see Liz whenever he could find a tangible excuse. +He had a sensitive dread of intruding even upon the poor privacy of the +"lower orders," and he could rarely bring himself to the point of +taking them by storm as a mere matter of ecclesiastical routine. But +the oftener he saw Joan Lowrie, the more heavily she lay upon his mind. +Every day his conscience smote him more sorely for his want of success +with her. And yet how could he make way against her indifference. He +even felt himself a trifle spell-bound in her presence. He often found +himself watching her as she moved to and fro,--watching her as Liz and +the child did. + +But "th' parson" was "th' parson" to her still. A good-natured, simple +little fellow, who might be a trifle better than other folks, but who +certainly seemed weaker; a frail little gentleman in spectacles, who was +afraid of her, or was at least easily confounded; who might be of use to +Liz, but who was not in her line,--better in his way than his master in +his; but still a person to be regarded with just a touch of contempt. + +The confidence established between Grace and his friend Fergus Derrick, +leading to the discussion of all matters connected with the parish and +parishioners, led naturally to the frequent discussion of Joan Lowrie +among the rest. Over tea and toast in the small parlor the two men often +drew comfort from each other. When Derrick strode into the little place +and threw himself into his favorite chair, with knit brows and weary +irritation in his air, Grace was always ready to detect his mood, and +wait for him to reveal himself; or when Grace looked up at his friend's +entrance with a heavy, pained look on his face, Derrick was equally +quick to comprehend. There was one trouble in which Derrick specially +sympathized with his friend. This was in his feeling for Anice. + +Duty called Paul frequently to the house, and his position with regard +to its inhabitants was necessarily familiar. Mr. Barholm did not spare +his curate; he was ready to delegate to him all labor in which he was +not specially interested himself, or which he regarded as scarcely +worthy of his mettle. + +"Grace makes himself very useful in some cases," he would say; "a +certain kind of work suits him, and he is able to do himself justice in +it. He is a worthy enough young fellow in a certain groove, but it is +always best to confine him to that groove." + +So, when there was an ordinary sermon to be preached, or a commonplace +piece of work to be done, it was handed over to Grace, with a few +tolerant words of advice or comment, and as commonplace work was rather +the rule than the exception, the Reverend Paul's life was not idle. +Anice's manner toward her father's curate was so gentle and earnest, so +frank and full of trust in him, that it was not to be wondered at that +each day only fixed her more firmly in his heart. Nothing of his +conscientious labor was lost upon her; nothing of his self-sacrifice and +trial was passed by indifferently in her thoughts of him; his pain and +his effort went to her very heart. Her belief in him was so strong that +she never hesitated to carry any little bewilderment to him or to speak +to him openly upon any subject. Small marvel, that he found it delicious +pain to go to the house day after day, feeling himself so near to her, +yet knowing himself so far from any hope of reaching the sealed chamber +of her heart. + +Notwithstanding her knowledge of her inability to alter his position, +Anice still managed to exert some slight influence over her friend's +fate. + +"Do you not think, papa, that Mr. Grace has a great deal to do?" she +suggested once, when he was specially overburdened. + +"A great deal to do?" he said. "Well, he has enough to do, of course, +my dear, but then it is work of a kind that suits him. I never leave +anything very important to Grace. You do not mean, my dear, that you +fancy he has too much to do?" + +"Rather too much of a dull kind," answered Anice. "Dull work is tiring, +and he has a great deal of it on his hands. All that school work, you +know, papa--if you could share it with him, I should think it would make +it easier for him." + +"My dear Anice," the rector protested; "if Grace had my responsibilities +to carry on his shoulders,--but I do not leave my responsibilities to +him. In my opinion he is hardly fitted to bear them--they are not in his +line;" but seeing a dubious look on the delicate face opposite him--"but +if you think the young fellow has really too much to do, I will try to +take some of these minor matters upon myself. I am equal to a good deal +of hard work,"--evidently feeling himself somewhat aggrieved. + +But Anice made no further comment; having dropped a seed of suggestion, +she left it to fructify, experience teaching her that this was her best +plan. It was one of the good rector's weaknesses, to dislike to find +his course disapproved even by a wholly uninfluential critic, and his +daughter was by no means an uninfluential critic. He was never exactly +comfortable when her views did not strictly accord with his own. To find +that Anice was regarding a favorite whim with questioning, was for him +to begin to falter a trifle inwardly, however testily rebellious he +might feel. He was a man who thrived under encouragement, and sank at +once before failure; failure was unpleasant, and he rarely contended +long against unpleasantness; it was not a "fair wind and no favor" with +him, he wanted both the fair wind and the favor, and if either +failed him he felt himself rather badly used. So it was, through this +discreetly exerted influence of Anice's, that Grace, to his surprise, +found some irksome tasks taken from his shoulders at this time. He did +not know that it was Anice he had to thank for the temporary relief. + + + + +CHAPTER VII - Anice at the Cottage + +ANICE went to see Liz. Perhaps if the truth were told, she went to see +Joan more than to visit Joan's _protegee_ though her interest extended +from the one to the other. But she did not see Joan, she only heard of +her. Liz met her visitor without any manifestations of enthusiasm. She +was grateful, but gratitude was not often a powerful emotion with her. +But Anice began to attract her somewhat before she had been in the house +ten minutes. Liz found, first, that she was not one of the enemy, +and did not come to read a homily to her concerning her sins and +transgressions; having her mind set at ease thus far, she found time to +be interested in her. Her visitor's beauty, her prettiness of toilet, a +certain delicate grace of presence, were all virtues in Liz's eyes. She +was so fond of pretty things herself, she had been wont to feel such +pleasure and pride in her own beauty, that such outward charms were +the strongest of charms to her. She forgot to be abashed and miserable, +when, after talking a few minutes, Anice came to her and bent over the +child as it lay on her knee. She even had the courage to regard the +material of her dress with some degree of interest. + +"Yo'n getten that theer i' Lunnon," she ventured, wistfully touching the +pretty silk with her finger. "Theer's noan sich i' Riggan." + +"Yes," answered Anice, letting the baby's hand cling to her fingers. "I +bought it in London." + +Liz touched it again, and this time the wistfulness in her touch crept +up to her eyes, mingled with a little fretfulness. + +"Ivverything's fine as comes fro' Lunnon," she said. "It's the grandest +place i' th' world. I dunnot wonder as th' queen lives theer. I wur +happy aw th' toime I wur theer. I nivver were so happy i' my life. +I--I canna hardly bear to think on it--it gi'es me such a wearyin' an' +long-in'; I wish I could go back, I do"--ending with a sob. + +"Don't think about it any more than you can help," said Anice gently. +"It is very hard I know; don't cry, Liz." + +"I canna help it," sobbed Liz; "an' I can no more help thinkin' on it, +than th' choild theer can help thinkin' on its milk. I'm hungerin' +aw th' toime--an' I dunnot care to live; I wakken up i' th' noight +hungerin' an' cryin' fur--fur what I ha' not got, an' nivver shall ha' +agen." + +The tears ran down her cheeks and she whimpered like a child. The sight +of the silk dress had brought back to her mind her lost bit of paradise +as nothing else would have done--her own small store of finery, the +gayety and novelty of London sounds and sights. + +Anice knelt down upon the flagged floor, still holding the child's hand. + +"Don't cry," she said again. "Look at the baby, Liz. It is a pretty +baby. Perhaps if it lives, it may be a comfort to you some day." + +"Nay! it wunnot;" said Liz, regarding it resentfully. "I nivver could +tak' no comfort in it. It's nowt but a trouble. I dunnot loike it. I +canna. It would be better if it would na live. I canna tell wheer Joan +Lowrie gets her patience fro'. I ha' no patience with the little marred +thing mysen--allus whimperin' an' cryin'; I dunnot know what to do wi' +it half th' toime." + +Anice took it from her lap, and sitting down upon a low wooden stool, +held it gently, looking at its small round face. It was a pretty little +creature, pretty with Liz's own beauty, or at least, with the baby +promise of it. Anice stooped and kissed it, her heart stirred by the +feebly-strong clasp of the tiny fingers. + +During the remainder of her visit, she sat holding the child on her +knee, and talking to it as well as to its mother. But she made no +attempt to bring Liz to what Mr. Barholm had called, "a fitting sense +of her condition." She was not fully settled in her opinion as to what +Liz's "fitting sense" would be. So she simply made an effort to please +her, and awaken her to interest, and she succeeded very well. When she +went away, the girl was evidently sorry to see her go. + +"I dunnot often want to see folk twice," she said, looking at her shyly, +"but I'd loike to see yo'. Yo're not loike th' rest. Yo' dunnot harry me +wi' talk. Joan said yo' would na." + +"I will come again," said Anice. + +During her visit, Liz had told her much of Joan. She seemed to like to +talk of her, and certainly Anice had been quite ready to listen. + +"She is na easy to mak' out," said Liz, "an' p'r'aps that's th' reason +why folks puts theirsens to so much trouble to mak' her out." + +When he passed the cottage on the Knoll Road in going home at night, +Fergus could not help looking out for Joan. Sometimes he saw her, and +sometimes he did not. During the warm weather, he saw her often at the +door, or near the gate; almost always with the child in her arms. There +was no awkward shrinking in her manner at such times, no vestige of the +clumsy consciousness usually exhibited by girls of her class. She met +his glance with a grave quietude, scarcely touched with interest, he +thought; he never observed that she smiled, though he was uncomfortably +conscious now and then that she stood and calmly watched him out of +sight. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII - The Wager of Battle + +"Owd Sammy Craddock" rose from his chair, and going to the mantel-piece, +took down a tobacco jar of red and yellow delft, and proceeded to fill +his pipe with solemn ceremony. It was a large, deep clay pipe, and held +a great deal of tobacco--particularly when filled from the store of an +acquaintance. "It's a good enow pipe to borrow wi'," Sammy was wont to +remark. In the second place, Mr. Craddock drew forth a goodly portion +of the weed, and pressed it down with ease and precision into the top +of the foreign gentleman's turban which constituted the bowl. Then he +lighted it with a piece of paper, remarking to his wife between long +indrawn puffs, "I'm goin'--to th' Public." + +The good woman did not receive the intelligence as amicably as it had +been given. + +"Aye," she said, "I'll warrant tha art. When tha art no fillin' thy +belly tha art generally either goin' to th' Public, or comin' whoam. Aw +Riggan ud go to ruin if tha wert na at th' Public fro' morn till neet +looking after other folkses business. It's well for th' toun as tha'st +getten nowt else to do." + +Sammy puffed away at his pipe, without any appearance of disturbance. + +"Aye," he consented dryly, "it is, that. It ud be a bad thing to ha' +th' pits stop workin' aw because I had na attended to 'em, an' gi'en th' +mesters a bit o' encouragement. Tha sees mine's what th' gentlefolk +ca' a responsible position i' society. Th' biggest trouble I ha', is +settlin' i' my moind what th' world 'ill do when I turn up my toes to +th' daisies, an' how the government'll mak' up their moinds who shall +ha' th' honor o' payin' for th' moniment." + +In Mr. Craddock's opinion, his skill in the solution of political and +social problems was only equalled by his aptitude in managing the weaker +sex. He never lost his temper with a woman. He might be sarcastic, he +was sometimes even severe in his retorts, but he was never violent. In +any one else but Mr. Craddock, such conduct might have been considered +weak by the male population of Riggan, who not unfrequently settled +their trifling domestic difficulties with the poker and tongs, chairs, +or flat-irons, or indeed with any portable piece of household furniture. +But Mr. Craddock's way of disposing of feminine antagonists was +tolerated. It was pretty well known that Mrs. Craddock had a temper, +and since he could manage her, it was not worth while to criticise the +method. + +"Tha'rt an owd yommer-head," said Mrs. Craddock, as oracularly as if +she had never made the observation before. "Tha deserves what tha has na +getten." + +"Aye, that I do," with an air of amiable regret "Tha'rt reet theer fur +once i' thy loife. Th' country has na done its duty by me. If I'd had aw +I deserved I'd been th' Lord Mayor o' Lunnon by this toime, an' tha'd a +been th' Lady Mayoress, settin' up i' thy parlor wi' a goold crown atop +o' thy owd head, sortin' out thy cloathes fur th' wesh woman i'stead o' +dollyin' out thy bits o' duds fur thysen. Tha'rt reet, owd lass--tha'rt +reet enow." + +"Go thy ways to th' Public," retorted the old dame driven to +desperation. "I'm tired o' hearkenin' to thee. Get thee gone to th' +Public, or we'st ha' th' world standin' still; an' moind tha do'st na +set th' horse-ponds afire as tha goes by em. + +"I'll be keerful, owd lass," chuckled Sammy, taking his stick. "I'll be +keerful for th' sake o' th' town." + +He made his way toward the village ale-house in the best of humors. +Arriving at The Crown, he found a discussion in progress. Discussions +were always being carried on there in fact, but this time it was not +Craddock's particular friends who were busy. There were grades even +among the visitors at The Crown, and there were several grades below +Sammy's. The lowest was composed of the most disreputable of the +colliers--men who with Lowrie at their head were generally in some +mischief. It was these men who were talking together loudly this +evening, and as usual, Lowrie was the loudest in the party. They did +not seem to be quarrelling. Three or four sat round a table listening to +Lowrie with black looks, and toward them Sammy glanced as he came in. + +"What's up in them fellys?" he asked of a friend. + +"Summat's wrong at th' pit," was the answer. "I canna mak' out what +mysen. Summat about one o' th' mesters as they're out wi'. What'll tha +tak', owd lad?" + +"A pint o' sixpenny." And then with another sidelong glance at the +debaters: + +"They're an ill set, that lot, an' up to summat ill too, I'll warrant. +He's not the reet soart, that Lowrie." + +Lowrie was a burly fellow with a surly, sometimes ferocious, expression. +Drink made a madman of him, and among his companions he ruled supreme +through sheer physical superiority. The man who quarrelled with him +might be sure of broken bones, if not of something worse. He leaned over +the table now, scowling as he spoke. + +"I'll ha' no lads meddlin' an' settin' th' mesters agen _me_," Craddock +heard him say. "Them on yo' as loikes to tak' cheek mun tak' it, I'm too +owd a bird fur that soart o' feed. It sticks i' my crop. Look thee out +o' that theer window, Jock, and watch who passes. I'll punse that lad +into th' middle o' next week, as sure as he goes by." + +"Well," commented one of his companions, "aw I've gotten to say is, as +tha'll be loike to ha' a punse on it, fur he's a strappin' youngster, +an' noan so easy feart." + +"Da'st ta mean to say as I conna do it?" demanded Lowrie fiercely. + +"Nay--nay, mon," was the pacific and rather hasty reply. "Nowt o' th' +soart. I on'y meant as it was na ivvery mon as could." + +"Aye, to be sure!" said Sammy testily to his friend. "That's th' game is +it? Theer's a feight on hond. That's reet, my lads, lay in thy beer, +an' mak' dom'd fools o' thysens, an' tha'lt get a chance to sleep on th' +soft side o' a paving-stone i' th' lock-ups." + +He had been a fighting man himself in his young days, and had prided +himself particularly upon "showing his muscle," in Riggan parlance, but +he had never been such a man as Lowrie. His comparatively gentlemanly +encounters with personal friends had always been fair and square, and +in many cases had laid the foundation for future toleration, even +amiability. He had never hesitated to "tak' a punse" at an offending +individual, but he had always been equally ready to shake hands when +all was over, and in some cases, when having temporarily closed a +companion's eyes in the heat of an argument, he had been known to lead +him to the counter of "th' Public," and bestow nectar upon him in the +form of "sixpenny." But of Lowrie, even the fighting community, which +was the community predominating in Riggan, could not speak so well. He +was "ill-farrant," and revengeful,--ready to fight, but not ready to +forgive. He had been known to bear a grudge, and remember it, when it +had been forgotten by other people. His record was not a clean one, and +accordingly he was not a favorite of Sammy Craddock's. + +A short time afterward somebody passed the window facing the street, and +Lowrie started up with an oath. + +"Theer he is!" he exclaimed. "Now fur it. I thowt he'd go this road. +I'll see what tha's getten to say fur thysen, my lad." + +He was out in the street almost before Craddock and his companion had +time to reach the open window, and he had stopped the passer-by, who +paused to confront him haughtily. + +"Why!" cried Sammy, slapping his knee, "I'm dom'd if it is na th' Lunnon +engineer chap." + +Fergus Derrick stood before his enemy with anything but a propitiatory +air. That this brutal fellow who had caused him trouble enough already, +should interfere with his very progress in the street, was too much for +his high spirit to bear. + +"I comn out here," said Lowrie, "to see if tha had owt to say to me." + +"Then," replied Fergus, "you may go in again, for I have nothing." + +Lowrie drew a step nearer to him. + +"Art tha sure o' that?" he demanded. "Tha wert so ready wi' thy gab +about th' Davys this mornin' I thowt happen tha'd loike to say summat +more if a mon ud gi' yo' a chance. But happen agen yo're one o' th' +soart as sticks to gab an' goes no further." + +Derrick's eyes blazed, he flung out his open hand in a contemptuous +gesture. + +"Out of the way," he said, in a suppressed voice, "and let me pass." + +But Lowrie only came nearer. + +"Nay, but I wunnot," he said, "until I've said my say. Tha wert goin' to +mak' me obey th' rules or let th' mesters hear on it, wert tha? Tha wert +goin' to keep thy eye on me, an' report when th' toime come, wert +tha? Well, th' toime has na come yet, and now I'm goin' to gi' thee a +thrashin'." + +He sprang upon him with a ferocity which would have flung to the earth +any man who had not possessed the thews and sinews of a lion. Derrick +managed to preserve his equilibrium. After the first blow, he could not +control himself. Naturally, he had longed to thrash this fellow +soundly often enough, and now that he had been attacked by him, he +felt forbearance to be no virtue. Brute force could best conquer brute +nature. He felt that he would rather die a thousand deaths than be +conquered himself. He put forth all his strength in an effort that +awakened the crowd--which had speedily surrounded them, Owd Sammy among +the number--to wild admiration. + +"Get thee unto it, lad," cried the old sinner in an ecstasy of +approbation, "Get thee unto it! Tha'rt shapin' reet I see. Why, I'm +dom'd," slapping his knee as usual--"I'm dom'd if he is na goin' to +mill Dan Lowrie!" + +To the amazement of the by-standers, it became evident in a very short +time, that Lowrie had met his match. Finding it necessary to defend +himself, Derrick was going to do something more. The result was that +the breathless struggle for the mastery ended in a crash, and Lowrie lay +upon the pavement, Fergus Derrick standing above him pale, fierce and +panting. + +"Look to him," he said to the men about him, in a white heat, "and +remember that the fellow provoked me to it. If he tries it again, I will +try again too." And he turned on his heel and walked away. + +He had been far more tolerant, even in his wrath, than most men would +have been, but he had disposed of his enemy effectually. The fellow +lay stunned upon the ground. In his fall, he had cut his head upon the +curbstone, and the blood streamed from the wound when his companions +crowded near, and raised him. Owd Sammy Craddock offered no assistance; +he leaned upon his stick, and looked on with grim satisfaction. + +"Tha's getten what tha deserved, owd lad," he said in an undertone. "An' +tha'st getten no more. I'st owe th' Lunnon chap one fro' this on. He's +done a bit o' work as I'd ha' takken i' hond mysen long ago, if I'd ha' +been thirty years younger, an' a bit less stiff i' th' hinges." + +Fergus had not escaped without hurt himself, and the first angry +excitement over, he began to feel so sharp an ache in his wrist, that +he made up his mind to rest for a few minutes at Grace's lodgings before +going home. It would be wise to know the extent of his injury. + +Accordingly, he made his appearance in the parlor, somewhat startling +his friend, who was at supper. + +"My dear Fergus!" exclaimed Paul. "How excited you look!" + +Derrick flung himself into a chair, feeling rather dubious about his +strength, all at once. + +"Do I?" he said, with a faint smile. "Don't be alarmed, Grace, I have no +doubt I look as I feel. I have been having a brush with that scoundrel +Lowrie, and I believe something has happened to my wrist." + +He made an effort to raise his left hand and failed, succumbing to a +pain so intense that it forced an exclamation from him. + +"I thought it was a sprain," he said, when he recovered himself, "but it +is a job for a surgeon. It is broken." + +And so it proved under the examination of the nearest practitioner, and +then Derrick remembered a wrench and shock which he had felt in Lowrie's +last desperate effort to recover himself. Some of the small bones had +broken. + +Grace called in the surgeon himself, and stood by during the strapping +and bandaging with an anxious face, really suffering as much as Derrick, +perhaps a trifle more. He would not hear of his going home that night, +but insisted that he should remain where he was. + +"I can sleep on the lounge myself," he protested. "And though I shall be +obliged to leave you for half an hour, I assure you I shall not be away +a longer time." + +"Where are you going?" asked Derrick. + +"To the Rectory. Mr. Barholm sent a message an hour ago, that he wished +to see me upon business." + +Fergus agreed to remain. When Grace was on the point of leaving the +room, he turned his head. + +"You are going to the Rectory, you say?" he remarked. + +"Yes." + +"Do you think you shall see Anice?" + +"It is very probable," confusedly. + +"I merely thought I would ask you not to mention this affair to her," +said Derrick. The Curate's face assumed an expression at that moment, +which it was well that his friend did not see. A shadow of bewilderment +and anxiety fell upon it and the color faded away. + +"You think--" faltered he. + +"Well, I thought that perhaps it would shock or alarm her," answered +Derrick. "She might fancy it to have been a more serious matter than it +was." + +"Very well. I think you are right, perhaps." + + + + +CHAPTER IX - The News at the Rectory + +If she did not hear of the incident from Grace, Anice heard of it from +another quarter. + +The day following, the village was ringing with the particulars of "th' +feight betwix' th' Lunnon chap an' Dan Lowrie." + +Having occasion to go out in the morning, Mr. Barholm returned to +luncheon in a state of great excitement. + +"Dear me!" he began, almost as soon as he entered the room. "Bless my +life! what ill-conditioned animals these colliers are!" + +Anice and her mother regarded him questionably. + +"What do you suppose I have just heard?" he went on. "Mr. Derrick has +had a very unpleasant affair with one of the men who work under him--no +other than that Lowrie--the young woman's father. They are a bad lot it +seems, and Lowrie had a spite against Derrick, and attacked him openly, +and in the most brutal manner, as he was going through the village +yesterday evening." + +"Are you sure?" cried Anice. "Oh! papa," and she put her hand upon the +table as if she needed support. + +"There is not the slightest doubt," was the answer, "everybody is +talking about it. It appears that it is one of the strictest rules of +the mine that the men shall keep their Davy lamps locked while they are +in the pit--indeed they are directed to deliver up their keys before +going down, and Derrick having strong suspicions that Lowrie had +procured a false key, gave him a rather severe rating about it, and +threatened to report him, and the end of the matter was the trouble of +yesterday. The wonder is, that Derrick came off conqueror. They say he +gave the fellow a sound thrashing. There is a good deal of force in that +young man," he said, rubbing his hands. "There is a good deal of--of +pluck in him--as we used to say at Oxford." + +Anice shrank from her father's evident enjoyment, feeling a mixture +of discomfort and dread. Suppose the tables had turned the other way. +Suppose it had been Lowrie who had conquered. She had heard of horrible +things done by such men in their blind rage. Lowrie would not have +paused where Derrick did. The newspapers told direful tales of such +struggles ending in the conquered being stamped upon, maimed, beaten out +of life. + +"It is very strange," she said, almost impatiently. "Mr. Grace must have +known, and yet he said nothing. I wish he would come." + +As chance had it, the door opened just at that moment, and the Curate +was announced. He was obliged to drop in at all sorts of unceremonious +hours, and to-day some school business had brought him. The Rector +turned to greet him with unwonted warmth. "The very man we want," he +exclaimed. "Anice was just wishing for you. We have been talking of this +difficulty between Derrick and Lowrie, and we are anxious to hear what +you know about it." + +Grace glanced at Anice uneasily. + +"We wanted to know if Mr. Derrick was quite uninjured," she said. "Papa +did not hear that he was hurt at all, but you will be able to tell us." + +There was an expression in her upraised eyes the Curate had never seen +there. + +"He met with an injury," he answered, "but it was not a severe one. +He came to my rooms last night and remained with me. His wrist is +fractured." + +He was not desirous of discussing the subject very freely, it was +evident, even to Mr. Barholm, who was making an effort to draw him out. +He seemed rather to avoid it, after he had made a brief statement of +what he knew. In his secret heart, he shrank from it with a dread far +more nervous than Anice's. He had doubts of his own concerning Lowrie's +action in the future. Thus the Rector's excellent spirits grated on him, +and he said but little. + +Anice was silent too. After luncheon, however, she went into a small +conservatory adjoining the room, and before Grace took his departure, +she called him to her. + +"It is very strange that you did not tell us last night," she said; "why +did you not?" + +"It was Derrick's forethought for you," he answered. "He was afraid that +the story would alarm you, and as I agreed with him that it might, I +remained silent. I might as well have spoken, it appears." + +"He thought it would frighten me?" she said. + +"Yes." + +"Has this accident made him ill?" + +"No, not ill, though the fracture is a very painful and inconvenient +one." + +"I am very sorry; please tell him so. And, Mr. Grace, when he feels able +to come here, I have something to say to him." + +Derrick marched into the Barholm parlor that very night with his arm in +splints and bandages. + +It was a specially pleasant and homelike evening to him; Mrs. Barholm's +gentle heart went out to the handsome invalid. She had never had a son +of her own, though it must be confessed she had yearned for one, strong +and deep as was her affection for her girl. + +But it was not till Derrick bade Anice good-night, that he heard what +she intended to say to him. When he was going, just as he stepped across +the threshold of the entrance door, she stopped him. + +"Wait a minute, if you will be so good," she said, "I have something to +ask of you." + +He paused, half smiling. + +"I thought you had forgotten," he returned. + +"Oh! no, I had not forgotten," she answered. "But it will only seem a +very slight thing to you perhaps." Then she began again, after a pause. +"If you please, do not think I am a coward," she said. + +"A coward!" he repeated. + +"You were afraid to let Mr. Grace tell me about your accident last night +and though it was very kind of you, I did not like it. You must not +think that because these things are new and shock me, I am not strong +enough to trust in. I am stronger than I look." + +"My dear Miss Barholm," he protested, "I am sure of that. I ought to +have known better. Forgive me if--" + +"Oh," she interposed, "you must not blame yourself. But I wanted to ask +you to be so kind as to think better of me than that. I want to be sure +that if ever I can be of use to anybody, you will not stop to think of +the danger or annoyance. Such a time may never come, but if it does--" + +"I shall certainly remember what you have said," Fergus ended for her. + + + + +CHAPTER X - On the Knoll Road + +The moon was shining brightly when he stepped into the open road--so +brightly that he could see every object far before him unless where the +trees cast their black shadows, which seemed all the blacker for the +light. "What a grave little creature she is!" he was saying to himself. +But he stopped suddenly; under one of the trees by the roadside some one +was standing motionless; as he approached, the figure stepped boldly out +into the moonlight before him. It was a woman. + +"Dunnot be afeard," she said, in a low, hurried voice. "It's me, +mester--it's Joan Lowrie." + +"Joan Lowrie!" he said with surprise. "What has brought you out at this +hour, and whom are you waiting for?" + +"I'm waiting for yo'rsen," she answered. + +"For me?" + +"Aye; I ha' summat to say to you." + +She looked about her hurriedly. + +"Yo'd better come into th' shade o' them trees," she said, "I dunnot +want to gi' any one a chance to see me nor yo' either." + +It was impossible that he should not hesitate a moment. If she had been +forced into entrapping him! + +She made a sharp gesture. + +"I am na goin' to do no harm," she said. "Yo' may trust me. It's th' +other way about." + +"I ask pardon," he said, feeling heartily ashamed of himself the next +instant, "but you know--" + +"Aye," impatiently, as they passed into the shadow, "I know, or I should +na be here now." + +A moonbeam, finding its way through a rift in the boughs and falling on +her face, showed him that she was very pale. + +"Yo' wonder as I'm here at aw," she said, not meeting his eyes as she +spoke, "but yo' did me a good turn onct, an' I ha' na had so many done +me i' my loife as I can forget one on 'em. I'm come here--fur I may as +well mak' as few words on't as I con--I come here to tell yo' to tak' +heed o' Dan Lowrie." + +"What?" said Fergus. "He bears me a grudge, does he?" + +"Aye, he bears thee grudge enow," she said. "He bears thee that much +grudge that if he could lay his hond on thee, while th' heat's on him, +he'd kill thee or dee. He will na be so bitter after a while, happen, +but he'd do it now, and that's why I warn thee. Tha has no reet to be +goin' out loike this," glancing at his bandaged arm. "How could tha +help thysen if he were to set on thee? Tha had better tak' heed, I tell +thee." + +"I am very much indebted to you," began Fergus. + +She stopped him. + +"Tha did me a good turn," she said. And then her voice changed. "Dan +Lowrie's my feyther, an' I've stuck to him, I dunnot know why--happen +cause I never had nowt else to hold to and do for; but feyther or no +feyther I know he's a bad un when th' fit's on an' he has a spite agen a +mon. So tak' care, I tell thee agen. Theer now, I've done. Will tha walk +on first an' let me follow thee?" + +Something in her mode of making this suggestion impressed him +singularly. + +"I do not quite understand--" he said. + +She turned and looked at him, her face white and resolute. + +"I dunnot want harm done," she answered. "I will na ha' harm done if +I con help it, an' if I mun speak th' truth I know theer's harm afoot +toneet. If I'm behind thee, theer is na a mon i' Riggan as dare lay +hond on thee to my face, if I _am_ nowt but a lass. That's why I ax thee +to let me keep i' soight." + +"You are a brave woman," he said, "and I will do as you tell me, but I +feel like a coward." + +"Theer is no need as you should," she answered in a softened voice, "Yo' +dunnot seem loike one to me." + +Derrick bent suddenly, and taking her hand, raised it to his lips. At +this involuntary act of homage--for it was nothing less--Joan Lowrie +looked up at him with startled eyes. + +"I am na a lady," she said, and drew her hand away. + +They went out into the road together, he first, she following at a short +distance, so that nobody seeing the one could avoid seeing the other. It +was an awkward and trying position for a man of Derrick's temperament, +and under some circumstances he would have rebelled against it; as it +was, he could not feel humiliated. + +At a certain dark bend in the road not far from Lowrie's cottage, Joan +halted suddenly and spoke. + +"Feyther," she said, in a clear steady voice, "is na that yo' standin' +theer? I thowt yo'd happen to be comin' whoam this way. Wheer has tha +been?" And as he passed on, Derrick caught the sound of a muttered oath, +and gained a side glimpse of a heavy, slouching figure coming stealthily +out of the shadow. + + + + +CHAPTER XI - Nib and His Master Make a Call + +"Hoo's a queer little wench," said one of the roughest Rigganite +matrons, after Anice's first visit, "I wur i' th' middle o' my weshin +when she coom,--up to th' neck i' th' suds,--and I wur vexed enow when +I seed her standin' i' th' door, lookin' at me wi' them big eyes o' +hers--most loike a babby's wonderin' at summat. 'We dunnot want none,' +I says, soart o' sharp loike, th' minute I clapped my eyes on her. +'Theer's no one here as can read, an' none on us has no toime to spare +if we could, so we dunnot want none.' 'Dunnot want no what?' she says. +'No tracks,' says I. And what do yo' think she does, lasses? Why, she +begins to soart o' dimple up about th' corners o' her mouth as if I'd +said summat reight down queer, an' she gi'es a bit o' a laff. 'Well,' +she says, 'I'm glad o' that. It's a good thing, fur I hav'n't got +none.' An' then it turns out that she just stopped fur nowt but to leave +some owd linen an' salve for to dress that sore hond Jack crushed i' th' +pit. He'd towd her about it as he went to his work, and she promised to +bring him some. An' what's more, she wouldna coom in, but just gi' it +me, an' went her ways, as if she had na been th' Parson's lass at aw, +but just one o' th' common koind, as knowd how to moind her own business +an' leave other folkses a-be." + +The Rigganites became quite accustomed to the sight of Anice's small low +phaeton, with its comfortable fat gray pony. She was a pleasant sight +herself as she sat in it, her little whip in her small gloved hand, and +no one was ever sorry to see her check the gray pony before the door. + +"Anice!" said Mr. Barholm to his curate, "well! you see Anice +understands these people, and they understand her. She has the faculty +of understanding them. There is nothing, you may be assured, Grace, like +understanding the lower orders, and entering into their feelings." + +There was one member of Riggan society who had ranged himself among Miss +Barholm's disciples from the date of his first acquaintance with her, +who was her staunch friend and adviser from that time forward--the +young master of "th' best tarrier i' Riggan." Neither Jud Bates nor +Nib faltered in their joint devotions from the hour of their first +introduction to "th' Parson's daughter." When they presented themselves +at the Rectory together, the cordiality of Nib's reception had lessened +his master's awkwardness. Nib was neither awkward nor one whit abashed +upon his entree into a sphere so entirely new to him as a well-ordered, +handsomely furnished house. Once inside the parlor, Jud had lost courage +and stood fumbling his ragged cap, but Nib had bounced forward, in the +best of good spirits, barking in friendly recognition of Miss Barholm's +greeting caress, and licking her hand. Through Nib, Anice contrived +to inveigle Jud into conversation and make him forget his overwhelming +confusion. Catching her first glimpse of the lad as he stood upon the +threshold with his dubious garments and his abashed air, she was +not quite decided what she was to do with him. But Nib came to her +assistance. He forced himself upon her attention and gave her something +to say, and her manner of receiving him was such, that in a few minutes +she found Jud sidling toward her, as she half knelt on the hearth +patting his favorite's rough back. Jud looked down at her, and she +looked up at Jud. + +"Have you taught him to do anything?" she asked. "Does he know any +tricks?" + +"He'll kill more rats i' ten minutes than ony dog i' Riggan. He's th' +best tarrier fur rats as tha ivver seed. He's th' best tarrier for _owt_ +as tha ivver seed. Theer is nowt as he canna do. He con feight ony dog +as theer is fro' heer to Marfort." And he glowed in all the pride of +possession, and stooped down to pat Nib himself. + +He was quite communicative after this. He was a shrewd little fellow and +had not spent his ten years in the mining districts for nothing. He +was thoroughly conversant with the ways of the people his young hostess +wished to hear about. He had worked in the pits a little, and he had +tramped about the country with Nib at his heels a great deal. He was +supposed to live with his father and grandmother, but he was left +entirely to himself, unless when he was put to a chance job. He knew +Joan Lowrie and pronounced her a "brave un;" he knew and reverenced "Owd +Sammy Craddock;" he knew Joan's father and evidently regarded him with +distrust; in fact there was not a man, woman or child in the place of +whom he did not know something. + +Mr. Barholm happening to enter the room during the interview, found his +daughter seated on a low seat with Nib's head on her knee, and Jud a few +feet from her. She was so intent on the task of entertaining her guest +that she did not hear her father's entrance, and the Reverend Harold +left the three together, himself in rather a bewildered frame of mind. + +"Do you know?" he asked of his wife when he found her, "do you know who +it is Anice is amusing in the parlor? What singular fancies the girl +has, with all her good sense!" + + + + +CHAPTER XII - On Guard + +Though they saw comparatively little of each other, the friendly feeling +established between Anice and Joan, in their first interview, gained +strength gradually as time went on. Coming home from her work at noon or +at night, Joan would see traces of Anice's presence, and listen to Liz's +praises of her. Liz was fond of her and found comfort in her. The days +when the gray pony came to a stop in his jog-trot on the roadside before +the gate had a kind of pleasurable excitement in them. They were the +sole spice of her life. She understood Anice as little as she understood +Joan, but she liked her. She had a vague fancy that in some way Anice +was like Joan; that there was the same strength in her,--a strength +upon which she herself might depend. And then she found even a stronger +attraction in her visitor's personal adornments, in her graceful dress, +in any elegant trifle she wore. She liked to look at her clothes and ask +questions about them, and wonder how _she_ would look if she were the +possessor of such beautiful things. + +"She wur loike a pictur," she would say mournfully to Joan. "She had a +blue gown on, an' a hat wi' blue-bells in it, an' summat white an' soft +frilled up round her neck. Eh! it wur pretty. I wish I wur a lady. I +dunnot see why ivverybody canna be a lady an' have such loike." + +Later Joan got up and went to the child, who lay upon the bed in a +corner of the room. + +There were thoughts at work within her of which Liz knew nothing. Liz +only looked at her wondering as she took the sleeping baby in her arms, +and began to pace the floor, walking to and fro with a slow step. + +"Have I said owt to vex yo'?" said Liz. + +"No, lass," was the answer, "it is na thee as worrits me. I con scarce +tell what it is mysen, but it is na thee, nivver fear." + +But there was a shadow upon her all the rest of the night. She did not +lay the child down again, but carried it in her arms until they went to +bed, and even there it lay upon her breast. + +"It's queer to me as yo' should be so fond o' that choild, Joan," said +Liz, standing by the side of the bed. + +Joan raised her head from the pillow and looked down at the small face +resting upon her bosom, and she touched the baby's cheek lightly with +her finger, flushing curiously. + +"It's queer to me too," she answered, "Get thee into bed, Liz." + +Many a battle was fought upon that homely couch when Liz was slumbering +quietly, and the child's soft regular breathing was the only sound to +be heard in the darkened room. Amid the sordid cares and humiliations +of Joan's rough life, there had arisen new ones. She had secret +struggles--secret yearnings,--and added to these, a secret terror. When +she lay awake thinking, she was listening for her father's step. There +was not a night in which she did not long for, and dread to hear it. +If he stayed out all night, she went down to her work under a load of +foreboding. She feared to look into the faces of her work-fellows, lest +they should have some evil story to tell, she feared the road over which +she had to pass, lest at some point, its very dust should cry out to +her in a dark stain. She knew her father better than the oldest of his +companions, and she watched him closely. + +"He's what yo' wenches ud ca' a handsum chap, that theer," said Lowrie +to her, the night of his encounter with Derrick. "He's a tall chap an' +a strappin' chap an' he's getten a good-lookin' mug o' his own, but," +clenching his fist slowly and speaking, "I've not done wi' him yet--I +has not quite done wi' him. Wait till I ha', an' then see what yo'll +say about his beauty. Look yo' here, lass,"--more slowly and heavily +still,--"he'll noan be so tall then nor yet so straight an' strappin'. +I'll smash his good-lookin' mug if I'm dom'd to hell fur it. Heed tha +that?" + +Instead of taking lodgings nearer the town or avoiding the Knoll Road, +as Grace advised him to do when he heard of Joan's warning, Derrick +provided himself with a heavy stick, stuck a pistol into his belt every +night when he left his office, and walked home as usual, keeping a sharp +lookout, however. + +"If I avoid the fellow," he said to Grace, "he will suspect at once that +I feel I have cause to fear him; and if I give him grounds for such a +belief as that I might as well have given way at first." + +Strange to say he was not molested. The excitement seemed to die a +natural death in the course of a few days. Lowrie came back to his work +looking sullen and hard, but he made no open threats, and he even seemed +easier to manage. Certainly Derrick found his companions more respectful +and submissive. There was less grumbling among them and more passive +obedience. The rules were not broken, openly, at least, and he himself +was not defied. It was not pleasant to feel that what reason and +civility could not do, a tussle had accomplished, but this really seemed +to be the truth of the matter, and the result was one which made his +responsibilities easier to bear. + +But during his lonely walks homeward on these summer nights, Derrick +made a curious discovery. On one or two occasions he became conscious +that he had a companion who seemed to act as his escort. It was usually +upon dark or unpleasant nights that he observed this, and the first time +he caught sight of the figure which always walked on the opposite side +of the road, either some distance before or behind him, he put his hand +to his belt, not perceiving for some moments that it was not a man but +a woman. It _was_ a woman's figure, and the knowledge sent the blood to +his heart with a rush that quickened its beatings. It might have been +chance, he argued, that took her home that night at this particular +time; but when time after time, the same thing occurred, he saw that +his argument had lost its plausibility. It was no accident, there was +purpose in it; and though they never spoke to each other or in any +manner acknowledged each other's presence, and though often he fancied +that she convinced herself that he was not aware of her motive, he knew +that Joan's desire to protect him had brought her there. + +He did not speak of this even to Grace. + +One afternoon in making her visit at the cottage, Anice left a message +for Joan. She had brought a little plant-pot holding a tiny rose-bush in +full bloom, and when she went away she left her message with Liz. + +"I never see your friend when I am here," she said, "will you ask her to +come and see _me_ some night when she is not too tired?" + +When Joan came home from her work, the first thing that caught her +eye was a lovely bit of color,--the little rose-bush blooming on the +window-sill where Anice herself had placed it. + +She went and stood before it, and when Liz, who had been temporarily +absent, came into the room, she was standing before it still. + +"_She_ browt it," explained Liz, "she wur here this afternoon." + +"Aye," she answered, "wur she?" + +"Aye," said Liz. "An', Joan, what do yo' think she towd me to tell yo'?" + +Joan shook her head. + +"Why, she said I were to tell yo' to go and see her some neet when yo' +wur na tired,--just th' same as if yo' wur a lady. Shanna yo' go?" + +"I dunnot know," said Joan awakening, "I canna tell. What does she want +o' me?" + +"She wants to see thee an' talk to thee, that's what,"--answered +Liz,--"just th' same as if tha was a lady, I tell thee. That's her way +o' doin' things. She is na a bit loike the rest o' gentlefolk. Why, +she'll sit theer on that three-legged stool wi' the choild on her knee +an' laff an' talk to me an' it, as if she wur nowt but a common lass an' +noan a lady at aw. She's ta'en a great fancy to thee, Joan. She's allus +axin me about thee. If I wur thee I'd go. Happen she'd gi' thee some o' +her owd cloas as she's ta'en to thee so." + +"I dunnot want no owd cloas," said Joan brusquely, "an' she's noan so +daft as to offer 'em to me." + +"Well, I nivver did!" exclaimed Liz. "Would na tha tak' 'em? Tha nivver +means to say, tha would na tak' 'em, Joan? Eh! tha art a queer wench! +Why, I'd be set up for th' rest o' my days, if she'd offer 'em to me." + +"Thy ways an' mine is na loike," said Joan. "I want no gentlefolks' +finery. An' I tell you she would na offer 'em to me." + +"I nivver con mak' thee out," Liz said, in a fret. "Tha'rt as grand as +if tha wur a lady thy-sen. Tha'lt tak' nowt fro' nobody." + +"Wheer's th' choild?" asked Joan. + +"She's laid on th' bed," said Liz. "She wur so heavy she tired me an' I +gave her a rose-bud to play wi' an' left her. She has na cried sin'. Eh! +but these is a noice color," bending her pretty, large-eyed face over +the flowers, and inhaling their perfume; "I wish I had a bit o' ribbon +loike 'em." + + + + +CHAPTER XIII - Joan and the Picture + +Notwithstanding Anice's interference in his behalf, Paul did not find +his labors become very much lighter. And then after all his labor, the +prospect before him was not promising. Instead of appearing easier to +cope with as he learned more of it and its inhabitants, Riggan seemed +still more baffling. His "district" lay in the lower end of the town +among ugly back streets, and alleys; among dirt and ignorance and +obstinacy. He spent his days in laboring among people upon whom he +sometimes fancied he had obtained no hold. It really seemed that they +did not want him--these people; and occasionally a more distressing +view of the case presented itself to his troubled mind,--namely, that to +those who might chance to want him he had little to offer. + +He had his temporal thorn too. He found it difficult to read, hard to +fix his mind on his modest sermons; occasionally he even accused himself +of forgetting his duty. This had come since the night when he stood at +the door and listened to his friend's warning concerning the Rector's +daughter. Derrick's words were simple enough in themselves, but they had +fallen upon the young Curate's ears with startling significance. He had +given this significance to them himself,--in spite of himself,--and +then all at once he had fallen to wondering why it was that he had never +thought of such a possible denouement before. It was so very possible, +so very probable; nay, when he came to think of it seriously, it was +only impossible that it should not be. He had often told himself, that +some day a lover would come who would be worthy of the woman he had not +even hoped to win. And who was more worthy than Fergus Derrick--who was +more like the hero to whom such women surrender their hearts and lives. +If he himself had been such a man, he thought with the simplicity of +affection, he would not have felt that there was need for fear. And the +two had been thrown so much together and would be thrown together so +frequently in the future. He remembered how Fergus had been taken into +the family circle, and calling to mind a hundred trifling incidents, +smiled at his own blindness. When the next day he received Anice's +message, he received it as an almost positive confirmation. It was not +like her to bestow favors from an idle impulse. + +It was not so easy now to meet the girl in his visits to the Rectory: it +was not easy to listen to Mr. Barholm while Anice and Fergus Derrick +sat apart and talked. Sometimes he wondered if the time could ever come, +when his friend would be less his friend because he had rivalled him. +The idea of such a possibility only brought him fresh pain. His gentle +chivalric nature shrank within itself at the thought of the bereavement +that double loss would be. There was little room in his mind for +the envies of stronger men. Certainly Fergus had no suspicion of the +existence of his secret pain. He found no alteration in his gentle +friend. + +Among the Reverend Paul's private ventures was a small night school +which he had managed to establish by slow degrees. He had picked up a +reluctant scholar here, and one there,--two or three pit lads, two or +three girls, and two or three men for whose attendance he had worked so +hard and waited so long that he was quite surprised at his success in +the end. He scarcely knew how he had managed it, but the pupils were +there in the dingy room of the National School, waiting for him on two +nights in the week, upon which nights he gave them instruction on a plan +of his own. He had thought the matter so little likely to succeed at +first, that he had engaged in it as a private work, and did not even +mention it until his friends discovered it by chance. + +Said Jud Bates to Miss Barholm, during one of their confidential +interviews: + +"Did tha ivver go to a neet skoo?" + +"No," said Anice. + +Jud fondled Nib's ears patronizingly. + +"I ha', an' I'm goin' again. So is Nib. _He's_ getten one." + +"Who?" for Jud had signified by a gesture that _he_ was not the dog, but +some indefinite person in the village. + +"Th' little Parson." + +"Say, Mr. Grace," suggested Anice. "It sounds better." + +"Aye--Mester Grace--but ivverybody ca's him th' little Parson. He's +getten a neet skoo i' th' town, an' he axed me to go, an' I went I +took Nib an' we larned our letters; leastways I larned mine, an' Nib he +listened wi' his ears up, an' th' Par--Mester Grace laffed. He wur na +vext at Nib comin'. He said 'let him coom, as he wur so owdfashioned.'" + +So Mr. Grace found himself informed upon, and was rather abashed at +being confronted with his enterprise a few days after by Miss Barholm. + +"I like it," said Anice. "Joan Lowrie learned to read and write in a +night school. Mr. Derrick told me so." + +A new idea seemed to have been suggested to her. + +"Mr. Grace," she said, "why could not _I_ help you? Might I?" + +His delight revealed itself in his face. His first thought was a +selfish, unclerical one, and sudden consciousness sent the color to his +forehead as he answered her, though he spoke quite calmly. + +"There is no reason why you should not--if you choose," he said, "unless +Mr. Barholm should object. I need not tell you how grateful I should +be." + +"Papa will not object," she said, quietly. + +The next time the pupils met, she presented herself in the school-room. + +Ten minutes after Grace had given her work to her she was as much at +home with it as if she had been there from the first. + +"Hoo's a little un," said one of the boys, "but hoo does na seem to be +easy feart. Hoo does not look a bit tuk back." + +She had never been so near to Paul Grace during their friendship as +when she walked home with him. A stronger respect for him was growing +in her,--a new reverence for his faithfulness. She had always liked and +trusted him, but of late she had learned to do more. She recognized +more fully the purity and singleness of his life. She accused herself of +having underrated him. + +"Please let me help you when I can, Mr. Grace," she said; "I am not +blaming anybody--there is no real blame, even if I had the right to +attach it to any one; but there are mistakes now and then, and you must +promise me that I may use my influence to prevent them." + +She had stopped at the gate to say this, and she held out her hand. It +was a strange thing that she could be so utterly oblivious of the pain +she inflicted. But even Derrick would have taken her hand with less +self-control. He was so fearful of wounding or disturbing her, that he +was continually on his guard in her presence, and especially when she +was thus warm and unguarded herself. + +He had fancied before, sometimes, that she had seen his difficulties, +and sympathized with him, but he had never hoped that she would be thus +unreserved. His thanks came from the depths of his heart; he felt that +she had lightened his burden. + +After this, Miss Barholm was rarely absent from her place at the school. +The two evenings always found her at work among her young women, and she +made very steady progress among them. + +By degrees the enterprise was patronized more freely. New pupils dropped +in, and were usually so well satisfied that they did not drop out again. +Grace gave all the credit to Anice, but Anice knew better than to accept +it. She had been his "novelty" she said; time only would prove whether +her usefulness was equal to her power of attraction. + +She had been teaching in the school about three weeks, when a servant +came to her one night as she sat reading, with the information that a +young woman wished to see her. + +"A fine-looking young woman, Miss," added the girl. "I put her into your +own room, as you give orders." + +The room was a quiet place, away from the sounds of the house, which had +gradually come to be regarded as Miss Barholm's. It was not a large room +but it was a pretty one, with wide windows and a good view, and as Anice +liked it, her possessions drifted into it until they filled it,--her +books, her pictures,--and as she spent a good deal of her time there, +it was invariably spoken of as her room, and she had given orders to the +servants that her village visitors should be taken to it when they came. + +Carrying her book in her hand, she went upstairs. She had been very much +interested in what she was reading, and had hardly time to change the +channel of her thought. But when she opened the door, she was brought +back to earth at once. + +Against the end wall was suspended a picture of Christ in the last +agony, and beneath it was written, "It is finished." Before it, as Anice +opened the door, stood Joan Lowrie, with Liz's sleeping child on her +bosom. She had come upon the picture suddenly, and it had seized on some +deep, reluctant emotion. She had heard some vague history of the Man; +but it was different to find herself in this silent room, confronting +the upturned face, the crown, the cross, the anguish and the mystery. +She turned toward Anice, forgetting all else but her emotion. She even +looked at her for a few seconds in questioning silence, as if waiting +for an answer to words she had not spoken. + +When she found her voice, it was of the picture she spoke, not of the +real object of her visit. + +"Tha knows," she said, "I dunnot, though I've heerd on it afore. What is +it as is finished? I dunnot quite see. What is it?" + +"It means," said Anice, "that God's Son has finished his work." + +Joan did not speak. + +"I have no words of my own, to explain," continued Anice. "I can tell +you better in the words of the men who loved him and saw him die." + +Joan turned to her. + +"Saw him dee!" she repeated. + +"There were men who saw him when he died you know," said Anice. "The New +Testament tells us how. It is as real as the picture, I think. Did you +never read it?" + +The girl's face took an expression of distrust and sullenness. + +"Th' Bible has na been i' my line," she answered; + +"I've left that to th' parsons an' th' loike; but th' pictur' tuk my +eye. It seemt different." + +"Let us sit down," said Anice, "you will be tired of standing." + +When they sat down, Anice began to talk about the child, who was +sleeping, lowering her voice for fear of disturbing it. Joan regarded +the little thing with a look of half-subdued pride. + +"I browt it because I knowed it ud be easier wi' me than wi' Liz," she +said. "It worrits Liz an' it neer worrits me. I'm so strong, yo' see, I +con carry it, an' scarce feel its weight, but it wears Liz out, an' it +seems to me as it knows it too, fur th' minute she begins to fret it +frets too." + +There was a certain shamefacedness in her manner, when at last she began +to explain the object of her errand. Anice could not help fancying +that she was impelled on her course by some motive whose influence she +reluctantly submitted to. She had come to speak about the night school. + +"Theer wur a neet skoo here once afore as I went to," she said; "I larnt +to reed theer an' write a bit, but--but theer's other things I'd loike +to know. Tha canst understand," she added a little abruptly, "I need na +tell yo'. Little Jud Bates said as yo' had a class o' yore own, an' +it come into my moind as I would ax yo' about it. If I go to th' skoo +I--I'd loike to be wi' ye." + +"You can come to me," said Anice. "And do you know, I think you can help +me." This thought had occurred to her suddenly. "I am sure you can help +me," she repeated. + +When Joan at last started to go away, she paused before the picture, +hesitating for a moment, and then she turned to Anice again. + +"Yo' say as th' book maks it seem real as th' pictur," she said. + +"It seems so to me," Anice answered. + +"Will yof lend me th' book?" she asked abruptly. + +Anice's own Bible lay upon a side-table. She took it up and handed it to +the girl, saying simply, "I will give you this one if you will take it. +It was mine." + +And Joan carried the book away with her. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV - The Open "Davy" + + Mester Derik + + Th' rools is ben broak agen on th' quiet bi them as broak em + afore, i naim no naimes an wudnt say nowt but our loifes is + in danger And more than one, i Only ax yo' tu Wach out. i am + + Respekfully + + A honest man wi a famly tu fede + +The engineer found this letter near his plate one morning on coming down +to breakfast. His landlady explained that her daughter had picked it up +inside the garden gate, where it had been thrown upon the gravel-walk, +evidently from the road. + +Derrick read it twice or three times before putting it in his pocket. +Upon the whole, he was not unprepared for the intelligence. He knew +enough of human nature--such human nature as Lowrie represented--to feel +sure that the calm could not continue. If for the present the man did +not defy him openly, he would disobey him in secret, while biding his +time for other means of retaliation. + +Derrick had been on the lookout for some effort at revenge; but so far +since the night Joan had met him upon the road, Lowrie outwardly had +been perfectly quiet and submissive. + +After reading the letter, Derrick made up his mind to prompt and +decisive measures, and set about considering what these measures should +be, There was only one certain means of redress and safety,--Lowrie must +be got rid of at once. It would not be a difficult matter either. +There was to be a meeting of the owners that very week, and Derrick +had reports to make, and the mere mention of the violation of the rules +would be enough. + +"Bah!" he said aloud. "It is not pleasant; but it must be done." + +The affair had several aspects, rendering it unpleasant, but Derrick +shut his eyes to them resolutely. It seemed, too, that it was not +destined that he should have reason to remain undecided. That very day +he was confronted with positive proof that the writer of the anonymous +warning was an honest man, with an honest motive. + +During the morning, necessity called him away from his men to a side +gallery, and entering this gallery, he found himself behind a man +who stood at one side close to the wall, his Davy lamp open, his pipe +applied to the flame. It was Dan Lowrie, and his stealthy glance over +his shoulder revealing to him that he was discovered, he turned with an +oath. + +"Shut that lamp," said Derrick, "and give me your false key." + +Lowrie hesitated. + +"Give me that key," Derrick repeated, "or I will call the gang in the +next gallery and see what they have to say about the matter." + +"Dom yore eyes! does tha think as my toime 'll nivver coom?" + +But he gave up the key. + +"When it comes," he said, "I hope I shall be ready to help myself. Now +I've got only one thing to do. I gave you fair warning and asked you to +act the man toward your fellows. You have played the scoundrel instead, +and I have done with you. I shall report you. That's the end of it." + +He went on his way, and left the man uttering curses under his breath. +If there had not been workers near at hand, Derrick might not have +gotten away so easily. Among the men in the next gallery there were +some who were no friends to Lowrie, and who would have given him rough +handling if they had caught him just at that moment, and the fellow knew +it. + +Toward the end of the week, the owners came, and Derrick made his +report. The result was just what he had known it would be. Explosions +had been caused before by transgressions of the rules, and explosions +were expensive and disastrous affairs. Lowrie received his discharge, +and his fellow-workmen a severe warning, to the secret consternation of +some among them. + +That the engineer of the new mines was a zealous and really amiable +young man, if rather prone to innovations, became evident to his +employers. But his innovations were not encouraged. So, notwithstanding +his arguments, the blast-furnaces held their own, and "for the present," +as the easy-natured manager put it, other matters, even more important, +were set aside. + +"There is much to be done, Derrick," he said; "really so much that +requires time and money, that we must wait a little. 'Rome, etc'." + +"Ah, Rome!" returned Derrick. "I am sometimes of the opinion that +Rome had better never been built at all. You will not discharge your +imperfect apparatus for the same reason that you will discharge a +collier,--which is hardly fair to the collier. Your blast-furnaces +expose the miners to as great danger as Lowrie's pipe. The presence of +either may bring about an explosion when it is least expected." + +"Well, well," was the good-natured response; "we have not exploded yet; +and we have done away with Lowrie's pipe." + +Derrick carried the history of his ill-success to Anice, somewhat +dejectedly. + +"All this is discouraging to a man," said Derrick, and then he added +meditatively, "As to the rest, I wonder what Joan Lowrie will think of +it." + +A faint sense of discomfort fell upon Anice--not exactly easy to +understand. The color fluttered to her cheek and her smile died away. +But she did not speak,--merely waited to hear what Derrick had to say. + +He had nothing more to say about Joan Lowrie:--when he recovered +himself, as he did almost immediately, he went back to the discussion of +his pet plans, and was very eloquent on the subject. + +Going home one evening, Derrick found himself at a turn of the road +only a few paces behind Joan. He had thought much of her of late, and +wondered whether she was able to take an utterly unselfish view of his +action. She had a basket upon her arm and looked tired. He strode up to +her side and spoke to her without ceremony. + +"Let me carry that," he said. "It is too heavy for you." + +The sun was setting redly, so perhaps it was the sunset that flung its +color upon her face as she turned to look at him. + +"Thank yo'," she answered. "I'm used to carryin' such-loike loads." + +But he took her burden from her, and even if she had wished to be left +to herself she had no redress, and accordingly submitted. Influences +long at work upon her had rendered her less defiant than she had been +in the past. There was an element of quiet in her expression, such as +Derrick had not seen when her beauty first caught his attention. + +They walked together silently for a while. + +"I should like to hear you say that you do not blame me," said Derrick, +at last, abruptly. + +She knew what he meant, it was evident. + +"I conna blame yo' fur doin' what were reet," she answered. + +"Right,--you thought it right?" + +"Why should na I? Yo' couldna ha' done no other." + +"Thank you for saying that," he returned. "I have thought once or twice +that you might have blamed me." + +"I did na know," was her answer. "I did na know as I had done owt to +mak' yo' think so ill of me." + +He did not find further comment easy. He felt, as he had felt before, +that Joan had placed him at a disadvantage. He so often made irritating +mistakes in his efforts to read her, and in the end he seldom found that +he had made any advance. Anice Barholm, with her problems and her moods, +was far less difficult to comprehend than Joan Lowrie. + +Liz was at the cottage door when they parted, and Liz's eyes had +curiosity and wonder in them when she met her friend. + +"Joan," she said, peering over the door-sill at Derrick's retreating +figure, "is na that one o' th' mesters? Is na it the Lunnon engineer, +Joan?" + +"Yes," Joan answered briefly. + +The pretty, silly creature's eyes grew larger, with a shade of awe. + +"Is na it th' one as yore feyther's so bitter agen?" + +"Yes." + +"An' is na he a gentleman? He dunnot look loike a workin' mon. His cloas +dunnot fit him loike common foakes. He mun be a gentleman." + +"I've heerd foak ca' him one; an' if his cloas fit him reet, he mun be +one, I suppose." + +Liz looked after him again. + +"Aye," she sighed, "he's a gentleman sure enow. I've seed gentlemen enow +to know th' look on 'em. Did----" hesitating fearfully, but letting her +curiosity get the better of her discretion nevertheless,--"did he court +thee, Joan?" + +The next moment she was frightened into wishing she had not asked the +question. Joan turned round and faced her suddenly, pale and wrathful. + +"Nay, he did na," she said. "I am na a lady, an' he is what tha ca's +him--a gentleman." + + + + +CHAPTER XV - A Discovery + +The first time that Joan appeared at the night school, the men and +girls looked up from their tasks to stare at her, and whisper among +themselves; but she was, to all appearances, oblivious of their +scrutiny, and the flurry of curiosity and excitement soon died out. +After the first visit her place was never vacant. On the nights +appointed for the classes to meet, she came, did the work allotted to +her, and went her way again, pretty much as she did at the mines. When +in due time Anice began to work out her plan of co-operation with her, +she was not disappointed in the fulfilment of her hopes. Gradually it +became a natural thing for a slow and timid girl to turn to Joan Lowrie +for help. + +As for Joan's own progress, it was not long before Miss Barholm began to +regard the girl with a new wonder. She was absolutely amazed to find +out how much she was learning, and how much she had learned, working +on silently and by herself. She applied herself to her tasks with a +determination which seemed at times almost feverish. + +"I mun learn," she said to Anice once. "I _will_," and she closed her +hand with a sudden nervous strength. + +Then again there were times when her courage seemed to fail her, though +she never slackened her efforts. + +"Dost tha think," she said, "dost tha think as I could ivver learn as +much as tha knows thysen? Does tha think a workin' lass ivver did learn +as much as a lady?" + +"I think," said Anice, "that _you_ can do anything you try to do." + +By very slow degrees she had arrived at a discovery which a less close +observer might have missed altogether, or at least only arrived at much +later in the day of experience. Anice's thoughts were moved in this +direction the night that Derrick slipped into that half soliloquy about +Joan. She might well be startled. This man and woman could scarcely have +been placed at a greater distance from each other, and yet those half +dozen words of Fergus Derrick's had suggested to his hearer that each, +through some undefined attraction, was veering toward the other. Neither +might be aware of this; but it was surely true. Little as social creeds +influenced Anice, she could not close her eyes to the incongruous--the +unpleasant features of this strange situation. And, besides, there was a +more intimate and personal consideration. Her own feeling toward Fergus +Derrick was friendship at first, and then she had suddenly awakened +and found it something more. That had startled her, too, but it had +not alarmed her till her eyes were opened by that accidental speech +of Derrick's. After that, she saw what both Derrick and Joan were +themselves blind to. + +Setting her own pain aside, she stood apart, and pitied both. As for +herself, she was glad that she had made the discovery before it was too +late. She knew that there might have been a time when it would have been +too late. As it was, she drew back,--with a pang, to be sure; but still +she could draw back. + +"I have made a mistake," she said to herself in secret; but it did not +occur to her to visit the consequences of the mistake upon any other +than herself. + +The bond of sympathy between herself and Joan Lowrie only seemed to +increase in strength. Meeting oftener, they were knit more closely, +and drawn into deeper faith and friendship. With Joan, emotion was +invariably an undercurrent. She had trained herself to a stubborn +stoicism so long, and with such determination, that the habit of +complete self-control had become a second nature, and led her to hold +the world aloof. It was with something of secret wonder that she awoke +to the consciousness of the fact that she was not holding Anice Barholm +aloof, and that there was no necessity for doing so. She even found that +she was being attracted toward her, and was submitting to her influence +as to a spell. She did not understand at first, and wondered if it would +last; but the nearer she was drawn to the girl, the less doubting and +reluctant she became. There was no occasion for doubt, and her proud +suspiciousness melted like a cloud in the spring sunshine. Having +armed herself against patronage and curiosity, she encountered earnest +friendship and good faith. She was not patronized, she was not asked +questions, she was left to reveal as much of herself as she chose, and +allowed to retain her own secrets as if they were her own property. +So she went and came to and from the Rectory; and from spending a few +minutes in Anice's room, at last fell into the habit of spending +hours there. In this little room the books, and pictures, and other +refinements appealed to senses unmoved before. She drew in some fresh +experience with almost every breath. + +One evening, after a specially discouraging day, it occurred to Grace +that he would go and see Joan; and dropping in upon her on his way back +to town, after a visit to a parishioner who lived upon the high-road, he +found the girl sitting alone--sitting as she often did, with the child +asleep upon her knee; but this time with a book lying close to its hand +and her own. It was Anice's Bible. + +"Will yo' set down?" she said in a voice whose sound was new to him. +"Theer's a chair as yo' con tak'. I conna move fur fear o' wakenin' +th' choild. I'm fain to see yo' toneet." + +He took the chair and thanked her, and waited for her next words. Only a +few moments she was silent, and then she looked up at him. + +"I ha' been readin' th' Bible," she said, as if in desperation. "I +dunnot know why, unless happen some un stronger nor me set me at it. +Happen it coom out o' settin here wi' th' choild. An'--well, queer enow, +I coom reet on summat about childer,--that little un as he tuk and +set i' th' midst o' them, an' then that theer when he said 'Suffer th' +little childer to coom unto me.' Do yo' say aw that's true? I nivver +thowt on it afore,--but somehow I should na loike to think it wur na. +Nay, I should na!" Then, after a moment's pause--"I nivver troubled +mysen wi' readin' th' Bible afore," she went on, "I ha' na lived wi' +th' Bible soart; but now--well that theer has stirred me up. If he said +_that_--if he said it hissen--Ah! mester,"--and the words breaking from +her were an actual cry,--"Aye, mester, look at th' little un here! I +munnot go wrong--I munnot, if he said it hissen!" + +He felt his heart beat quick, and his pulses throb. Here was the birth +of a soul; here in his hands perhaps lay the rescue of two immortal +beings. God help him! he cried inwardly. God help him to deal rightly +with this woman. He found words to utter, and uttered them with courage +and with faith. What words it matters not,--but he did not fail. Joan +listened wondering, and in a passion of fear and belief. + +She clasped her arms about the child almost as if seeking help from it, +and wept. + +"I munnot go wrong," she said over and over again. "How could I hold th' +little un back, if he said hissen as she mun coom? If it's true as he +said that, I'll believe aw th' rest an' listen to yo'. 'Forbid them +not--'. Nay, but I wunnot--I could na ha' th' heart." + + + + +CHAPTER XVI - "Owd Sammy" in Trouble + +"Craddock is in serious trouble," said Mr. Barholm to his wife and +daughter. + +"'Owd Sammy' in trouble," said Anice. "How is that, papa?" + +The Reverend Harold looked at once concerned and annoyed. In truth he +had cause for irritation. The laurels he had intended to win through +Sammy Craddock were farther from being won to-day than they had ever +been. He was beginning to feel a dim, scarcely developed, but sore +conviction, that they were not laurels for his particular wearing. + +"It is that bank failure at Illsbery," he answered. "You have heard of +it, I dare say. There has been a complete crash, and Craddock's small +savings being deposited there, he has lost everything he depended upon +to support him in his old age. It is a hard business." + +"Have you been to see Craddock?" Mrs. Barholm asked. + +"Oh! yes," was the answer, and the irritation became even more apparent +than before. "I went as soon as I heard it, last night indeed; but it +was of no use. I had better have stayed away. I don't seem to make much +progress with Craddock, somehow or other. He is such a cross-grained, +contradictory old fellow, I hardly know what to make of him. And to add +to his difficulties, his wife is so prostrated by the blow that she is +confined to her bed. I talked to them and advised them to have patience, +and look for comfort to the Fountain-head; but Craddock almost seemed to +take it ill, and was even more disrespectful in manner than usual." + +It was indeed a heavy blow that had fallen upon "Owd Sammy." For a +man to lose his all at his time of life would have been hard enough +anywhere; but it was trebly hard to meet with such a trial in Riggan. To +have money, however small a sum, "laid by i' th' bank," was in Riggan to +be illustrious. The man who had an income of ten shillings a week was +a member of society whose opinion bore weight; the man with twenty was +regarded with private awe and public respect. He was deferred to as a +man of property; his presence was considered to confer something +like honor upon an assembly, or at least to make it respectable. The +Government was supposed to be not entirely oblivious of his existence, +and his remarks upon the affairs of the nation, and the conduct of the +Prime Minister and Cabinet, were regarded as having something more than +local interest. Sammy Craddock had been the man with twenty shillings +income. He had worked hard in his youth and had been too shrewd and +far-sighted to spend hard. His wife had helped him, and a lucky windfall +upon the decease of a parsimonious relative had done the rest. The +weekly deposit in the old stocking hidden under the mattress had become +a bank deposit, and by the time he was incapacitated from active +labor, a decent little income was ready. When the Illsbery Bank stopped +payment, not only his daily bread but his dearly valued importance +was swept away from him at one fell blow. Instead of being a man of +property, with a voice in the affairs of the nation, he was a beggar. He +saw himself set aside among the frequenters of The Crown, his political +opinions ignored, his sarcasms shorn of their point. Knowing his poverty +and misfortune; the men who had stood in awe of him would begin to +suspect him of needing their assistance and would avoid him accordingly. + +"It's human natur'," he said. "No one loikes a dog wi' th' mange, +whether th' dog's to blame or no. Th' dog may ha' getten it honest. Tis +na th' dog, it's the mange as foakes want to get rid on." + +"Providence?" said he to the Rector, when that portly consoler called on +him. "It's Providence, is it? Well, aw I say is, that if that's th' ways +o' Providence, th' less notice Providence takes o' us, th' better." + +His remarks upon his first appearance at The Crown among his associates, +after the occurrence of the misfortune, were even more caustic and +irreverent. He was an irreverent old sinner at his best, and now Sammy +was at his worst. Seeing his crabbed, wrinkled old face drawn into +an expression signifying defiance at once of his ill luck and worldly +comment, his acquaintances shook their heads discreetly. Their reverence +for him as a man of property could not easily die out. The next thing to +being a man of property, was to have possessed worldly goods which had +been "made away wi'," it scarcely mattered how. Indeed even to have +"made away wi' a mort o' money" one's self, was to be regarded a man of +parts and of no inconsiderable spirit. + +"Yo're in a mort o' trouble, Sammy, I mak' no doubt," remarked one +oracle, puffing at his long clay. + +"Trouble enow," returned Sammy, shortly, "if you ca' it trouble to be on +th' road to th' poor-house." + +"Aye, indeed!" with a sigh. "I should think so. But trouble's th' lot o' +mon. Riches is deceitful an' beauty is vain--not as tha wur ivver much +o' a beauty, Sammy; I canna mean that." + +"Dunnot hurt thysen explaining I nivver set up fur one. I left that to +thee. Thy mug wus allus thy fortune." + +"Tha'rt fretted now, Sammy," he said. "Tha'rt fretted, an' it maks thee +sharp-tongued." + +"Loike as not," answered Sammy. "Frettin' works different wi' some foak +to what it does wi' others. I nivver seed thee fretted, mysen. Does it +ha' th' same effect on thee? If it happens to, I should think it would +na harm thee,--or other foak either. A bit o' sharpness is na so hard to +stand wheer it's a variety." + +"Sithee, Sammy," called out a boisterous young fellow from the other +side of the room. "What did th' Parson ha' to say to thee? Thwaite wur +tellin' me as he carried th' prayer-book to thee, as soon as he heerd +th' news. Did he read thee th' Christenin' service, or th' Burial, to +gi' thee a bit o' comfort?" + +"Happen he gi' him both, and throwed in th' Litany," shouted another. +"How wur it, Sammy? Let's hear." + +Sammy's face began to relax. A few of the knots and wrinkles showed +signs of dispersing. A slow twisting of the features took place, which +might have been looked upon as promising a smile in due course of time. +These young fellows wanted to hear him talk, and "tak' off th' Parson." +His occupation was not entirely gone, after all. It was specially +soothing to his vanity to feel that his greatest importance lay in +his own powers, and not altogether in more corruptible and uncertain +attractions. He condescended to help himself to a pipe-full of a +friend's tobacco. + +"Let's hear," cried a third member of the company. "Gi' us th' tale owt +an' owt, owd lad. Tha'rt th' one to do it graidely." + +Sammy applied a lucifer to the fragrant weed, and sucked at his pipe +deliberately. + +"It's noan so much of a tale," he said, with an air of disparagement +and indifference. "Yo' chaps mak' so much out o' nowt. Th' Parson's well +enow i' his way, but," in naive self-satisfaction, "I mun say he's a +foo', an' th' biggest foo' fur his size I ivver had th' pleasure o' +seein'." + +They knew the right chord was touched. A laugh went round, but there was +no other interruption and Sammy proceeded. + +"Whatten yo' lads think as th' first thing he says to me wur?" puffing +vigorously. "Why, he cooms in an' sets hissen down, an' he swells hissen +out loike a frog i' trouble, an' ses he, 'My friend, I hope you cling +to th' rock o' ages.' An' ses I, 'No I dunnot nowt o' th' soart, an' +be dom'd to yo'. 'It wur na hos_pit_ible,'" with a momentary touch of +deprecation,--"An' I dunnot say as it wur hospitible, but I wor na i' +th' mood to be hospitible just at th' toime. It tuk him back too, but he +gettin round after a bit, an' he tacklet me agen, an' we had it back'ard +and for'ard betwixt us for a good haaf hour. He said it wur Providence, +an' I said, happen it wur, an' happen it wurn't. I wur na so friendly +and familiar wi' th' Lord as he seemed to be, so I could na tell foak +aw he meant, and aw he did na mean. Sithee here, lads," making a fist +of his knotty old hand and laying it upon the table, "that theer's what +stirs me up wi' th' parson kind. They're allus settin down to explain +what th' Lordamoigty's up to, as if he wur a confidential friend o' +theirs as they wur bound to back up i' some road; an' they mun drag him +in endways or sideways i' their talk whether or not, an' they wun-not be +content to leave him to work fur hissen. Seems to me if I wur a disciple +as they ca' it, I should be ashamed i' a manner to be allus apologizin' +fur him as I believed in. I dunnot say for 'em to say _nowt_, but I _do_ +say for 'em not to be so dom'd free an' easy about it. Now theer's th' +owd Parson, he's getten a lot o' Bible words as he uses, an' he brings +'em in by the scruft o' th' neck, if he canna do no better,--fur bring +'em in he mun,--an' it looks loike he's aw i' a fever till he's said 'em +an' getten 'em off his moind. An' it seems to me loike, when he has said +'em, he soart o' straightens hissen out, an' feels comfortable, loike a +mon as has done a masterly job as conna be mended. As fur me, yo' know, +I'm noan the Methody soart mysen, but I am na a foo', an' I know a foine +loike principle when I see it, an' this matter o' religion is a foine +enow thing if yo' could get it straightforward an' plain wi'out so much +trimmins. But----" feeling perhaps that this was a large admission, "I +am noan o' th' Methody breed mysen." + +"An' so tha tellt Parson, I'll warrant," suggested one of his listeners, +who was desirous of hearing further particulars of the combat. + +"Well, well," admitted Craddock with the self-satisfaction of a man who +feels that he has acquitted himself creditably. "Happen I did. He wur +fur havin' me thank th' A'moighty fur aw ut had happent me, but I towd +him as I did na quoite see th' road clear. I dunnot thank a chap as +gi'es me a crack at th' soide o' th' yed. I may stand it if so be as I +conna gi' him a crack back, but I dunnot know as I should thank him fur +th' favor, an' not bein' one o' th' regenerate, as he ca's 'em, I dunnot +feel loike singin' hymns just yet; happen it's 'cause I'm onregenerate, +or happen it's human natur'. I should na wonder if it's 'pull devil, +pull baker,' wi' th' best o' foak,--foak as is na prize foo's, loike th' +owd Parson. Ses I to him, 'Not bein' regenerate, I dunnot believe i' +so much grace afore meat. I say, lets ha' th' meat first, an' th' grace +arterward.'" + +These remarks upon matters theological were applauded enthusiastically +by Craddock's audience. "Owd Sammy" had finished his say, however, and +believing that having temporarily exhausted his views upon any subject, +it was well to let the field lie fallow, he did not begin again. He +turned his attention from his audience to his pipe, and the intimate +friends who sat near. + +"What art tha goin' to do, owd lad?" asked one. + +"Try fur a seat i' Parlyment," was the answer, "or pack my bits o' duds +i' a wheelbarrow, an' set th' owd lass on 'era an' tak' th' nighest road +to th' Union. I mun do summat fur a bein'." + +"That's true enow. We're main sorry fur thee, Sammy. Tak' another mug o' +sixpenny to keep up thy sperrets. Theer's nowt as cheers a mon loike a +sup o' th' reet soart." + +"I shanna get much on it if I go to th' poor-house," remarked Sammy, +filling his beer mug. "Skilly an' water-gruel dunnot fly to a raon's +head, I'll warrant. Aye! I wonder how th' owd lass'll do wi'out her drop +o' tea, an' how she'll stand bein' buried by th' parish? That'll be +worse than owt else. She'd set her moind on ridin' to th' grave-yard i' +th' shiniest hearse as could be getten, an' wi' aw th' black feathers i' +th' undertaker's shop wavin' on th' roof. Th' owd wench wur quoite set +i' her notion o' bein' a bit fashynable at th' last. I believe hoo'd ha' +enjoyed th' ride in a quiet way. Eh, dear! I'm feart she'll nivver be +able to stand th' thowt o' bein' put under i' a common style. I wish +we'd kept a bit o' brass i' th' owd stockin'." + +"It's a bad enow lookout," granted another, "but I would na gi' up aw at +onct, Sammy. Happen tha could find a bit o' leet work, as ud keep +thee owt o' th' Union. If tha could get a word or two spoke to Mester +Hoviland, now. He's jest lost his lodge-keeper an' he is na close about +payin' a mon fur what he does. How would tha loike to keep the lodge?" + +"It ud be aw I'd ax," said Sammy. "I'd be main well satisfied, yo' mebbe +sure; but yo' know theer's so mony lookin' out for a job o' that koind, +an' I ha' na mony friends among th' quality. I nivver wur smooth-tongued +enow." + +True enough that. Among the country gentry, Sammy Craddock was regarded +as a disrespectful, if not a dangerous, old fellow. A man who made +satirical observations upon the ways and manners of his social +superiors, could not be much better than a heretic. And since his +associates made an oracle of him, he was all the more dangerous. He +revered neither Lords nor Commons, and was not to be awed by the most +imposing institutions. He did not take his hat off when the gentry rode +by, and it was well known that he had jeered at several of the most +important individuals in county office. Consequently, discreet persons +who did not believe in the morals of "the masses" shook their heads at +him, figuratively speaking, and predicted that the end of his career +would be unfortunate. So it was not very likely that he would receive +much patronage in the hour of his downfall. + +Sammy Craddock was in an uncomfortable frame of mind when he left his +companions and turned homeward. It was a bad lookout for himself, and a +bad one for "th' owd lass." His sympathy for the good woman was not of a +sentimental order, but it was sympathy nevertheless. He had been a good +husband, if not an effusive one. "Th' owd lass" had known her only rival +in The Crown and his boon companions; and upon the whole, neither had +interfered with her comfort, though it was her habit and her pleasure +to be loud in her condemnation and disparagement of both. She would not +have felt her connubial life complete without a grievance, and Sammy's +tendency to talk politics over his pipe and beer was her standard +resource. + +When he went out, he had left her lying down in the depths of despair, +but when he entered the house, he found her up and dressed, seated by +the window in the sun, a bunch of bright flowers before her. + +"Well now!" he exclaimed. "Tha niwer says! What's takken thee? I thowt +tha wur bedrid fur th' rest o' thy days." + +"Howd thy tongue," she answered with a proper touch of wifely irritation +at his levity. "I've had a bit o' company an' it's chirked me up summat. +That little lass o' th' owd Parson has been settin wi' me." + +"That's it, is it?" + +"Aye, an' I tell yo' Sammy, she's a noice little wench. Why, she's +getten th' ways o' a woman, stead o' a lass,--she's that theer quoiet +an' steady, an' she's getten a face as pretty as her ways, too." + +Sammy scratched his head and reflected. + +"I mak' no doubt on it," he answered. "I mak' no doubt on it. It wur +her, tha knows, as settlet th' foight betwixt th' lads an' th' dog. I'm +wonderin' why she has na been here afore." + +"Well now!" taking up a stitch in her knitting, "that's th' queer part +o' it. Whatten yo' think th'little thing said, when I axt her why? She +says, 'It did na seem loike I was needed exactly, an' I did na know as +yo'd care to ha' a stranger coom wi'out bein' axt.' Just as if she had +been nowt but a neebor's lass, and would na tak' th' liberty." + +"That's noan th' owd Parson's way," said Sammy. + +"Th' owd Parson!" testily; "I ha' no patience wi' him. Th' little lass +is as different fro' him as chalk is fro' cheese." + + + + +CHAPTER XVII - The Member of Parliament + +The morning following, Anice's father being called away by business left +Riggan for a few days' absence, and it was not until after he had gone, +that the story of Mr. Haviland's lodge-keeper came to her ears. Mr. +Haviland was a Member of Parliament, a rich man with a large estate, and +his lodge-keeper had just left him to join a fortunate son in America. +Miss Barholm heard this from one of her village friends when she was +out with the phaeton and the gray pony, and she at once thought of Sammy +Craddock. The place was the very thing for him. The duties were light, +the lodge was a pretty and comfortable cottage, and Mr. Haviland was +known to be a generous master. If Sammy could gain the situation, he was +provided for. But of course there were other applicants, and who was +to speak for him? She touched up the gray pony with her whip, and drove +away from the woman who had told her the news, in a perplexed frame of +mind. She herself knew Mr. Haviland only by sight, his estate was three +miles from the village, her father was away, and there was really no +time to be lost. She drove to the corner of the road and paused there +for a moment. + +"Oh indeed, I must go myself," she said at last. "It is unconventional, +but there is no other way." And she bent over and touched the pony again +and turned the corner without any further delay. + +She drove her three miles at a pretty steady trot, and at the end of the +third,--at the very gates of the Haviland Park, in fact,--fortune came +to her rescue. A good-humored middle-aged gentleman on a brown +horse came cantering down the avenue and, passing through the gates, +approached her. Seeing her, he raised his hat courteously; seeing him, +she stopped her pony, for she recognized Mr. Haviland. + +She bent forward a little eagerly, feeling the color rise to her face. + +It was somewhat trying to find herself obliged by conscience to stop a +gentleman on the highway and ask a favor of him. + +"Mr. Haviland," she said. "If you have a moment to spare----" + +He drew rein by her phaeton, removing his hat again. He had heard a +great deal of Miss Barholm from his acquaintance among the county +families. He had heard her spoken of as a rather singular young lady who +had the appearance of a child, and the views of a feminine reconstructor +of society. He had heard of her little phaeton too, and her gray pony, +and so, though he had never seen her before, he recognized her at once. + +"Miss Barholm?" he said with deference. + +"Yes," answered Anice. "And indeed I am glad to have been fortunate +enough to meet you here. Papa is away from home, and I could not wait +for his return, because I was afraid I should be too late. I wanted to +speak to you about the lodge-keeper's place, Mr. Haviland." + +He had been rather of the opinion that Miss Barholm must be a terrible +young woman, with a tendency to model cottages and night schools. + +Young ladies who go out of the ordinary groove are not apt to be +attractive to the average English mind. There are conventional charities +in which they may indulge,--there are Sunday-schools, and rheumatic old +women, and flannel night-caps, and Dorcas societies, and such things +to which people are used and which are likely to alarm nobody. Among a +class of discreet persons these are held to afford sufficient charitable +exercise for any well regulated young woman; and girls whose plans +branch out in other directions are looked upon with some coldness. So +the country gentry, hearing of Miss Barholm and her novel fancies,--her +teaching in a night school with a young curate, her friendship for the +daughter of a dissipated collier, her intimate acquaintance with ragged +boys and fighting terriers, her interest in the unhappy mothers +of nameless babies,--hearing of these things, I say, the excellent +nonenthusiasts shook their heads as the very mildest possible expression +of dissent. They suspected strong-mindedness and "reform"--perhaps even +politics and a tendency to advance irregular notions concerning the +ballot. "At any rate," said they, "it does not look well, and it is very +much better for young persons to leave these matters alone and do as +others do who are guided wholly by their elders." + +It was an agreeable surprise to Mr. Haviland to see sitting in her +modest phaeton, a quiet girl who looked up at him with a pair of the +largest and clearest eyes he had ever seen, while she told him about +Sammy Craddock. + +"I want the place very much for him, you see," she ended. "But of course +I do not wish to be unfair to any one who may want it, and deserve +it more. If there is any one who really _is_ in greater need of it, I +suppose I must give it up." + +"But I am glad to tell you, there is nobody," answered Mr. Haviland +quite eagerly. "I can assure you, Miss Barholm, that the half dozen men +who have applied to me are without a solitary exception, unmitigated +scamps--great strong burly fellows, who would, ten to one, spend their +days in the public house, and their nights in my preserves, and leave +their wives and children to attend to my gates. This Craddock is +evidently the very man for me; I am not a model landowner, but I like +to combine charity with subservience to my own interest occasionally. +I have heard of the old fellow. Something of a demagogue, isn't he? But +that will not frighten me. I will allow him to get the better of me in +political discussion, if he will leave my pheasants alone." + +"I will answer for the pheasants," said Anice, "if you will let me send +him to you." + +"I will see him to-morrow morning with pleasure," said Mr. Haviland. +"And if there is anything else I can do, Miss Barholm------" + +"Thank you, there is nothing else at present. Indeed, you do not know +how grateful I feel." + +Before an hour had passed, Sammy Craddock heard the good news. Anice +drove back to his house and told him, without delay. + +"If you will go to-morrow morning, Mr. Haviland will see you," she +ended; "and I think you will be good friends, Mr. Craddock." + +"Owd Sammy" pushed his spectacles up on his forehead, and looked at her. + +"An' tha went at th' business o' thy own accord an' managt it i' haaf +an hour!" he said. "Well, I'm dom'd,--axin your pardin fur takkin th' +liberty; it's a habit I've getten--but I be, an' no mistake." + +He had not time to get over his grateful amazement and recover his +natural balance before she had said all she had come to say, and was +gone, leaving him with "th' owd lass" and his admiration. + +"Well," said Sammy, "I mun say I nivver seed nowt loike it i' my loife. +To think o' th' little wench ha'in' so mich gumption, an' to think +o' her takkin th' matter i' hond th' minnit she struck it! Why! hoo's +getten as mich sense as a mon. Eh! but hoo's a rare un--I said it when I +seed her amongst th' lads theer, an' I say it again. An' hoo is na mich +bigger nor six penn'orth o' copper neyther. An' I warrant hoo nivver +thowt o' fillin her pocket wi' tracks by way o' comfort. Well, tha'st +noan ha' to dee i' th' Union after aw, owd lass, an' happen we con save +a bit to gi' thee a graidely funeral if tha'lt mak' up thy moind to stay +to th' top a bit longer." + + + + +CHAPTER XVIII - A Confession of Faith + +The Sunday following the Curate's visit to Lowrie's cottage, just before +the opening of the morning service at St, Michael's, Joan Lowrie +entered, and walking up the side aisle, took her place among the free +seats. The church members turned to look at her as she passed their +pews. On her part, she seemed to see nobody and to hear nothing of the +rustlings of the genteel garments stirred by the momentary excitement +caused by her appearance. + +The Curate, taking his stand in the pulpit that morning, saw after the +first moment only two faces among his congregation. One, from among the +old men and women in the free seats, looked up at him with questioning +in its deep eyes, as if its owner had brought to him a solemn problem +to be solved this very hour, or forever left at rest; the other, turned +toward him from the Barholm pew, alight with appeal and trust. He stood +in sore need of the aid for which he asked in his silent opening prayer. + +Some of his flock who were somewhat prone to underrate the young +Parson's talents, were moved to a novel comprehension of them this +morning. The more appreciative went home saying among themselves that +the young man had power after all, and for once at least he had preached +with uncommon fire and pathos. His text was a brief one,--but three +words,--the three words Joan had read beneath the picture of the dead +Christ: "It is finished!" + +If it was chance that led him to them to-day, it was a strange and +fortunate chance, and surely he had never preached as he preached then. + +After the service, Anice looked for Joan in vain; she had gone before +the rest of the congregation. + +But in the evening, being out in the garden near the holly hedge, she +heard her name spoken, and glancing over the leafy barrier, saw Joan +standing on the side path, just as she had seen her the first time they +had spoken to each other. + +"I ha' na a minnit to stay," she said without any prelude, "but I ha' +summat to say to yo'." + +Her manner was quiet, and her face wore a softened pallor. Even her +physical power for a time appeared subdued. And yet she looked steady +and resolved. + +"I wur at church this mornin'." she began again almost immediately. + +"I saw you," Anice answered. + +"I wur nivver theer before. I went to see fur mysen. I ha' read the book +yo' g' me, an' theer's things in it as I nivver heerd on. Mester Grace +too,--he coom to see me an' I axt him questions. Theer wur things as I +wanted to know, an' now it seems loike it looks clearer. What wi' th' +pickur',--it begun wi' th' pictur',--an' th' book, an' what _he_ said +to-day i' church, I've made up my moind." + +She paused an instant, her lips trembled. + +"I dunnot want to say much about it now," she said, "I ha' not getten +th' words. But I thowt as yo'd loike to know. I believe i' th' Book; I +believe i' th' Cross; I believe i' Him as deed on it! That's what I coom +to say." + +The woman turned without another word and went away. + +Anice did not remain in the garden. The spirit of Joan Lowrie's intense +mood communicated itself to her. She, too, trembled and her pulse beat +rapidly. She thought of Paul Grace and wished for his presence. She felt +herself drawn near to him again. She wanted to tell him that his harvest +had come, that his faithfulness had not been without its reward. Her own +labor she only counted as chance-work. + +She found Fergus Derrick in the parlor, talking to her mother. + +He was sitting in his favorite position, leaning back in a chair before +a window, his hands clasped behind his head. His friendly intercourse +with the family had extended beyond the ceremonious epoch, when a man's +attitudes are studied and unnatural. In these days Derrick was as much +at ease at the Rectory as an only son might have been. + +"I thought some one spoke to you across the hedge, Anice?" her mother +said. + +"Yes," Anice answered. "It was Joan Lowrie." + +She sat down opposite Fergus, and told him what had occurred. Her voice +was not quite steady, and she made the relation as brief as possible. +Derrick sat looking out of the window without moving. + +"Mr. Derrick," said Anice at last, after a few minutes had elapsed, +"What _now_ is to be done with Joan Lowrie?" + +Derrick roused himself with a start to meet her eyes and find them +almost sad. + +"What now?" he said. "God knows! For one, I cannot see the end." + + + + +CHAPTER XIX - Ribbons + +The light in the cottage upon the Knoll Road burned late in these days, +and when Derrick was delayed in the little town, he used to see it +twinkle afar off, before he turned the bend of the road on his way home. +He liked to see it. It became a sort of beacon light, and as such he +began to watch for it. He used to wonder what Joan was doing, and he +glanced in through the curtainless windows as he passed by. Then he +discovered that when the light shone she was at work. Sometimes she was +sitting at the wooden table with a book, sometimes she was laboring at +some task with pen and ink, sometimes she was trying to use her needle. + +She had applied to Anice for instruction in this last effort. It was not +long before Anice found that she was intent upon acquiring the womanly +arts her life had put it out of her power to learn. + +"I'd loike to learn to sew a bit," she had said, and the confession +seemed awkward and reluctant "I want to learn to do a bit o' woman's +work. I'm tired o' bein' neyther th' one thing nor th' other. Seems +loike I've allus been doin' men's ways, an' I am na content." + +Two or three times Derrick saw her passing to and fro before the window, +hushing the child in her arms, and once he even heard her singing to +it in a low, and evidently rarely used voice. Up to the time that Joan +first sang to the child, she had never sung in her life. She caught +herself one day half chanting a lullaby she had heard Anice sing. The +sound of her own voice was so novel to her, that she paused all at once +in her walk across the room, prompted by a queer impulse to listen. + +"It moight ha' been somebody else," she said. "I wonder what made me do +it. It wur a queer thing." + +Sometimes Derrick met Joan entering the Rectory (at which both were +frequent visitors); sometimes, passing through the hall on her way home; +but however often he met her, he never felt that he advanced at all in +her friendship. + +On one occasion, having bidden Anice goodnight and gone out on the +staircase, Joan stepped hurriedly back into the room and stood at the +door as if waiting. + +"What is it?" Anice asked. + +Joan started. She had looked flushed and downcast, and when Anice +addressed her, an expression of conscious self-betrayal fell upon her. + +"It is Mester Derrick," she answered, and in a moment she went out. + +Anice remained seated at the table, her hands clasped before her. + +"Perhaps," at last she said aloud, "perhaps this is what is to be done +with her. And then--" her lips tremulous,--"it will be a work for me to +do." + +Derrick's friendship and affection for herself held no germ of warmer +feeling. If she had had the slightest doubt of this, she would have +relinquished nothing. She had no exaggerated notions of self-immolation. +She would not have given up to another woman what Heaven had given to +herself, any more than she would have striven to win from another woman +what had been Heaven's gift to her. If she felt pain, it was not the +pain of a small envy, but of a great tenderness. She was capable of +making any effort for the ultimate good of the man she could have loved +with the whole strength of her nature. + +When she entered her room that night, Joan Lowrie was moved to some +surprise by a scene which met her eyes. It was a simple thing, and under +some circumstances would have meant little; but taken in connection with +her remembrance of past events, it had a peculiar significance. Liz +was sitting upon the hearth, with some odds and ends of bright-colored +ribbon on her knee, and a little straw hat in her hand. She was trimming +the hat, and using the scraps of ribbon for the purpose. When she heard +Joan, she looked up and reddened somewhat, and then hung her head over +her work again. + +"I'm makin' up my hat agen," she said, almost deprecatingly. "It wur +sich a faded thing." + +"Are yo'?" said Joan. + +She came and stood leaning against the fireplace, and looked down at +Liz thoughtfully. The shallowness and simplicity of the girl baffled her +continually. She herself, who was prompted in action by deep motive and +strong feeling, found it hard to realize that there could be a surface +with no depth below. + +Her momentary embarrassment having died out, Liz had quite forgotten +herself in the interest of her task. She was full of self-satisfaction +and trivial pleasure. She looked really happy as she tried the effect of +one bit of color after another, holding the hat up. Joan had never +known her to show such interest in anything before. One would never +have fancied, seeing the girl at this moment, that a blight lay upon her +life, that she could only look back with shrinking and forward without +hope. She was neither looking backward nor forward now,--all her simple +energies were concentrated in her work. How was it? Joan asked herself. +Had she forgotten--could she forget the past and be ready for petty +vanities and follies? To Joan, Liz's history had been a tragedy--a +tragedy which must be tragic to its end. There was something startlingly +out of keeping in the present mood of this pretty seventeen-year-old +girl sitting eager and delighted over her lapful of ribbons. Not that +Joan begrudged her the slight happiness--she only wondered, and asked +herself how it could be. + +Possibly her silence attracted Liz's attention. Suddenly she looked up, +and when she saw the gravity of Joan's face, her own changed. + +"Yo're grudgin' me doin' it," she cried. "Yo' think I ha' no reet to +care for sich things," and she dropped hat and ribbon on her knee with +an angry gesture. "Happen I ha' na," she whimpered. "I ha' na getten no +reet to no soart o' pleasure, I dare say." + +"Nay," said Joan rousing herself from her revery. "Nay, yo' must na say +that, Liz. If it pleases yo' it conna do no hurt; I'm glad to see yo' +pleased." + +"I'm tired o' doin' nowt but mope i' th' house," Liz fretted. "I want to +go out a bit loike other foak. Theer's places i' Riggan as I could go to +wi'out bein' slurred at--theer's other wenches as has done worse nor +me. Ben Maxy towd Mary on'y yesterday as I was the prettiest lass i' th' +place, fur aw their slurs." + +"Ben Maxy!" Joan said slowly. + +Liz twisted a bit of ribbon around her finger. + +"It's not as I care fur what Ben Maxy says or what ony other mon says, +fur th' matter o' that, but--but it shows as I need na be so mich +ashamed o' mysen after aw, an' need na stay i' doors as if I dare na +show my face." + +Joan made no answer. + +"An' yet," she said, smiling faintly at her own train of thought +afterward, "I dunnot see what I'm complainin' on. Am I out o' patience +because her pain is na deeper? Surely I am na wantin' her to mak' th' +most o' her burden. I mun be a queer wench, tryin' to mak' her happy, +an' then feelin' worrited at her forgettin' her trouble. It's well as +she con let things slip so easy." + +But there came times when she could not help being anxious, seeing Liz +gradually drifting out into her old world again. She was so weak, and +pretty, and frivolous, so ready to listen to rough flatteries. Riggan +was more rigid in its criticism than in its morality, and criticism +having died out, offence was forgotten through indifference rather +than through charity. Those who had been hardest upon Liz in her day of +darkness were carelessly ready to take her up again when her fault was +an old story overshadowed by some newer scandal. + +Joan found herself left alone with the child oftener than she used +to be, but in truth this was a relief rather than otherwise. She was +accustomed to solitude, and the work of self-culture she had begun +filled her spare hours with occupation. + +Since his dismissal from the mines, she saw but little of her father. +Sometimes she saw nothing of him for weeks. The night after he lost +his place, he came into the house, and making up a small bundle of his +personal effects, took a surly leave of the two women. + +"I'm goin' on th' tramp a bit," he said. "If yo're axed, yo' con say I'm +gone to look fur a job. My day has na coom yet, but it's on th' way." + +Since then he had only returned once or twice, and his visits had always +been brief and unexpected, and at night. The first time he had startled +Joan by dropping in upon her at midnight, his small bundle on his +knob-stick over his shoulder, his clothes bespattered with road-side +mud. He said nothing of his motive in coming--merely asked for his +supper and ate it without much remark. + +"I ha' na had luck," he said. "Luck's not i my loine; I wur na born to +it, loike some foak. Happen th' tide'll tak' a turn after a bit." + +"Yore feyther wur axin me about th' engineer," Liz said to Joan the next +morning. "He wanted to know if we seed him pass heer i' his road hoam. +D'yo' think he's getten a spite agen th' engineer yet, Joan?" + +"I'm afeard," Joan answered. "Feyther's loike to bear a grudge agen them +as put him out, whether they're reet or wrong. Liz----" hesitating. + +"What is it, Joan?" + +"Dunnot yo' say no more nor yo' con help when he axes yo' about th' +engineer. I'm worritin' mysen lest feyther should get hissen into +trouble. He's hasty, yo' know." + +In the evening she went out and left the child to its mother. She had +business to look after, she told Liz, and it would keep her out late. +Whatever the business was, it kept her out so late that Liz was tired of +waiting, and went to bed worn out and a trifle fretted. + +She did not know what hour it was when she awakened; voices and a light +in the road roused her, and almost as soon as she was fully conscious, +the door opened and Joan came in. Liz raised her head from the pillow to +look at her. She was pale and seemed excited. She was even trembling a +little, and her voice was unsteady as she asked, + +"Has th' little un been quiet, Liz?" + +"Quiet enow," said Liz. "What a toime yo' ha' been, Joan! It mun be near +midneet. I got so worn out wi' waitin' fur yo' that I could na sit up no +longer. Wheer ha' yo' been?" + +"I went to Riggan," said Joan, "Theer wur summat as I wur obliged to see +to, an' I wur kept beyond my toime by summat as happent. But it is na +quoite midneet, though it's late enow." + +"Was na theer a lantern wi' yo'?" asked Liz. "I thowt I seed th' leet +fro' a lantern." + +"Yes," Joan answered, "theer wur a lantern. As I wur turnin' into th' +road, I met Mester Derrick comin' fro' th' Rectory an'--an' he walked +alongside o' me." + + + + +CHAPTER XX - The New Gate-Keeper + +Sammy Craddock made his appearance at Mr. Haviland's promptly, and being +shown into the library, which was empty, took a seat and proceeded to +regard the surroundings critically. + +"Dunnot scald thy nose wi' thy own broth," Mrs. Craddock had said to him +warningly, when he left her. "Keep a civil tongue i' thy head. Thy toime +fur saucin' thy betters is past an' gone. Tha'lt ha' to tak' both fat +an' lean together i' these days, or go wi'out mate." + +Sammy remembered these sage remarks rather sorely, as he sat awaiting +the master of the household. His independence had been very dear to +him, and the idea that he must relinquish it was a grievous thorn in +the flesh. He glanced round at the pictures and statuettes and shook his +head dubiously. + +"A mon wi' so many crinkum-crankums as he seems to ha' getten 'll be +apt to be reyther set i' polytics. An' I'll warrant this is na th' best +parlor neyther. Aw th' wall covered wi' books too, an' a ornymental +step-lather to climb up to th' high shelves. Well, Sammy, owd lad, +tha's not seen aw th' world yet, tha finds out. Theer's a bit o' summat +outside Riggan. After aw, it does a mon no hurt to travel. I should na +wonder if I mought see things as I nivver heerd on if I getten as fur +as th' Contynent. Theer's France now--foak say as they dunnot speak +Lancashire i' France, an' conna so much as understand it. Well, theer's +ignorance aw o'er th' world." + +The door opened at this juncture, and Mr. Haviland entered--fresh, +florid and cordial. His temperament being an easy one, he rather +dreaded collision with anybody, and would especially have disliked an +uncomfortable interview with this old fellow. He would like to be able +to preserve his affability of demeanor for his own sake as well as for +Miss Barholm's. + +"Ah!" he said, "Craddock, is it? Glad to see you, Craddock." + +Sammy rose from his seat + +"Aye," he answered. "Sam'll Craddock fro' Riggan. Same to you, Mester." + +Mr. Haviland waved his hand good-naturedly. + +"Take your seat again," he said. "Don't stand. You are the older man of +the two, you know, and I dare say you are tired with your walk. You came +about the lodge-keeper's place?" + +"That little lass o' th' owd Parson's----" began Sammy. + +"Miss Anice Barholm," interposed Mr. Haviland. "Yes, she told me she +would send you. I never had the pleasure of seeing her until she drove +here yesterday to ask for the place for you. She was afraid to lose time +in waiting for her father's return." + +"Yo' nivver saw her afore?" + +"No." + +"Well," rubbing his hands excitedly over the knob of his stick, "hoo's a +rarer un than I thowt fur, even. Hoo'll stond at nowt, wont that little +wench," and he gave vent to his feelings in a delighted chuckle. "I'd +loike to ax yo'," he added, "wheer's th' other lass, as ud ha' had the +pluck to do as mich?" + +"I don't think there is another woman in the country who would have done +it," said Mr. Haviland smiling. "We shall agree in our opinion of Miss +Barholm, I see, Craddock, if we quarrel about everything else." + +Sammy took out his flowered bandanna and wiped his bald forehead. He was +at once mollified and encouraged. He felt that he was being treated +with a kind of respect and consideration. Here was one of the gentry who +placed himself on a friendly footing with him. Perhaps upon the whole +he should not find it so difficult to reconcile himself to his change of +position after all. And being thus encouraged, a certain bold simplicity +made him address himself to Mr. Haviland not as a servant in prospective +to a prospective master, but as man to man. + +"Th' fact is," he said, "as I am na mich o' a lass's mon mysen, and +I wunnot say as I ha' mich opinion o' woman foak i' general--they're +flighty yo' see--they're flighty; but I mun say as I wur tuk by that +little wench o' th' Parson's--I wur tuk by her." + +"She would be glad to hear it, I am sure," with an irony so suave that +Sammy proceeded with fresh gravity. + +"I mak' no doubt on't," dogmatically. "I mak' no doubt on't i' th' +world, but I dunnot know as th' flattery ud do her good. Sugar sop is na +o'er digestible to th' best o' 'em. They ha' to be held a bit i' check, +yo' see. But hoo's a wonderfu' little lass--_fur_ a lass, I mun admit. +Seems a pity to ha' wasted so mich good lad metal on a slip o' a +wench,--does na it?" + +"You think so? Well, that is a matter of opinion, you know. +However--concerning the lodge-keeper's place. You understand what your +duties would be, I suppose?" + +"Tendin' th' gates an' th' loike. Aye sir. Th' little lass towd me aw +about it. Hoo is na one as misses owt." + +"So I see," smiling again. "And you think you can perform them?" + +"I wur thinkin' so. It did na stroike me as a mon need to be partic'lar +muskylar to do th' reet thing by 'em. I think I could tackle 'em wi'out +breakin' down." + +After a brief discussion of the subject, it was agreed that Mr. Craddock +should be installed as keeper of the lodge the week following. + +"As to politics," said Mr. Haviland, when his visitor rose to depart, "I +hear you are something of a politician, Craddock." + +"Summat o' one, sir," answered Sammy, his evident satisfaction touched +with a doubtful gravity. "Summat o' one. I ha' my opinions o' things i' +gineral." + +"So I have been told; and they have made you rather unpopular among our +county people, per-haps?" + +"I am na mich o' a favorite," with satisfaction. + +"No, the fact is that until Miss Barholm came to me I had rather a bad +idea of you, Craddock." + +This looked somewhat serious, Craddock regarding it rather in the light +of a challenge. + +"I'd loike well enow to ha' yo' change it," he said, "but my coat is na +o' th' turnin' web. I mun ha' my say about things--gentry or no gentry." +And his wrinkled old visage expressed so crabbed a determination that +Mr. Haviland laughed outright. + +"Oh! don't misunderstand me," he said, "stick to your party, Craddock. +We will try to agree, for Miss Barholm's sake. I will leave you to your +opinion, and you will leave me to mine--even a Member of Parliament +has a right to an opinion, you know, if he doesn't intrude it upon the +public too much." + +Craddock went home in a mollified frame of mind. He felt that he +had gained his point and held his ground, and he respected himself +accordingly. He felt too that his associates had additional right to +respect him. It was their ground too, and he had held it for them as +well as for himself. He stopped at The Crown for his midday glass of +ale; and his self-satisfaction was so evident that his friends observed +it, and remarked among themselves that "th' owd lad wur pickin' up his +crumbs a bit." + +"Yo're lookin' graidely to-day, Sammy," said one. + +"I'm feelin' a trifle graidelier than I ha' done," he answered, +oracularly. "Things is lookin' up." + +"I'm main glad to hear it. Tell us as how." + +"Well,"--with studied indifference,--"it's noan so great luck i' +comparison, but it's summat to be thankfu' fur to a mon as is down i' +th' world. I've getten the lodge-keeper's place at Mr. Haviland's." + +"Tha' nivver says! Who'd a' thowt it? How ivver did that coom about?" + +"Friends i' coort," with dignity. "Friends i' coort. Hond me that jug +o' ale, Tummy. Haviland's a mon o' discretion, if he is a Member o' +Parlyment. We've had quoite a friendly chat this mornin' as we set i' +th' loibery together. He is na so bad i' his pollytics after aw's said +an' done. He'll do, upo' th' whole." + +"Yo' stood up to him free enow, I warrant," said Tummy. "Th' gentle folk +dunnot often hear sich free speakin' as yo' gi' 'em, Sammy." + +"Well, I had to be a bit indypendent; it wur nat'ral. It would na ha' +done to ha' turnt soft, if he _wur_ th' mester an' me th' mon. But he's +a mon o' sense, as I say, an' he wur civil enow, an' friendly enow. He's +getten gumption to see as pollytics is pollytics. I'll tell yo' what, +lads, I'm comin' to th' opinion as happen theer's more sense i' some o' +th' gentry than we gi' em credit fur; they ha' not mich but book larnin +i' their heads, it's true, but they're noan so bad--some on 'em--if +yo're charytable wi' 'em." + +"Who was thy friend i' coort, Sammy?" was asked next. + +Sammy's fist went down upon the table with a force which made the mugs +dance and rattle. + +"Now tha'rt comin' to the meat i' th' egg." he said. "Who should tha +think it wur 'at had th' good-will an' th' head to tak' th' business i' +hond?" + +"It ud be hard to say." + +"Why, it wur that little lass o' th' owd Parsen's again. Dom'd if she +wunnot run aw Riggan i' a twelvemonth. I dunnot know wkeer she getten +her head-fillin' fro' unless she robbed th' owd Parson, an' left his nob +standin' empty. Happen that's what's up wi' th' owd chap." + + + + +CHAPTER XXI - Derrick's Question + +Derrick had had a great deal to think about of late. Affairs at the +mines had been troublesome, as usual, and he had been often irritated +by the stupidity of the men who were in authority over him. He began to +feel, moreover, that an almost impalpable barrier had sprung up between +himself and his nearest friend. When he came to face the matter, he was +obliged to acknowledge to himself that there were things he had kept +from Grace, though it had been without any positive intention of +concealment And, perhaps, being the sensitive fellow he had called +him, Grace had felt that there was something behind his occasional +abstraction and silence, and had shrunk within himself, feeling a trifle +hurt at Derrick's want of frankness and confidence. + +Hardly a day passed in which he did not spend some short time in the +society of his Pythias. He rarely passed his lodgings without dropping +in, and, to-night, he turned in on his way from the office, and fell +upon Grace hard at work over a volume of theology. + +"Lay your book aside," he said to him. "I want to gossip this evening, +old fellow." + +Grace closed his book and came to his usual seat, smiling +affectionately. There was a suggestion of feminine affectionateness in +his bearing toward his friend. + +"Gossip," he remarked. "The word gossip---- + +"Oh," put in Derrick, "it's a woman's word; but I am in a womanish sort +of humor. I am going to be--I suppose, one might say--confidential." + +The Reverend Paul reddened a little but as Derrick rather avoided +looking at him he did not observe the fact. + +"Grace," he said, after a silence, "I have a sort of confession to make. +I am in a difficulty, and I rather blame myself for not having come to +you before." + +"Don't blame yourself," said the Curate, faintly. "You--you are not to +blame." + +Then Derrick glanced up at him quickly. This sounded so significant +of some previous knowledge of his trouble, that he was taken aback. He +could not quite account for it. + +"What!" he exclaimed. "Is it possible that you have guessed it already?" + +"I have thought so--sometimes I have thought so--though I feel as if I +ought almost to ask your pardon for going so far." + +Grace had but one thought as he spoke. His friend's trouble meant his +friend's honor and regard for himself. It was for his sake that Derrick +was hesitating on the brink of a happy love--unselfishly fearing for +him. He knew the young man's impetuous generosity, and saw how under the +circumstances, it might involve him. Loving Anice Barholm with the full +strength of a strong nature, Derrick was generous enough still to shrink +from his prospect of success with the woman his friend had failed to +win. + +Derrick flung himself back in his chair with a sigh. He was thinking, +with secret irritation, that he must have felt even more than he had +acknowledged to himself since he had in all unconsciousness, confessed +so much. + +"You have saved me the trouble of putting into words a feeling I have +not words to explain," he said. "Perhaps that is the reason why I have +not spoken openly before. Grace,"--abruptly,--"I have fancied there was +a cloud between us." + +"Between us!" said Grace, eagerly and warmly. "No, no! That was a poor +fancy indeed; I could not bear that." + +"Nor I," impetuously. "But I cannot be explicit even now, Grace--even +my thoughts are not explicit. I have been bewildered and--yes, +amazed--amazed at finding that I had gone so far without knowing it. +Surely there never was a passion--if it is really a passion--that had so +little to feed upon." + +"So little!" echoed Grace. + +Derrick got up and began to walk across the floor. + +"I have nothing--nothing, and I am beset on every side." + +There was something extraordinary in the blindness of a man with an +absorbing passion. Absorbed by his passion for one woman, Grace was +blind to the greatest of inconsistencies in his friend's speech and +manner. Absorbed in his passion for another woman, Derrick forgot for +the hour everything concerning his friend's love for Anice Barholm. + +Suddenly he paused in his career across the room. + +"Grace," he said, "I cannot trust myself; but I can trust you, I cannot +be unselfish in this--you can. Tell me what I am to do--answer me +this question, though God knows, it would be a hard one for any man to +answer. Perhaps I ought not to ask it--perhaps I ought to have decision +enough to answer it myself without troubling you. But how can I? And you +who are so true to yourself and to me in other things, will be true in +this I know. This feeling is stronger than all else--so strong that I +have feared and failed to comprehend it. I had not even thought of it +until it came upon me with fearful force, and I am conscious that it has +not reached its height yet. It is not an ignoble passion, I know. How +could a passion for such a creature be ignoble? And yet again, there +have been times when I have felt that perhaps it was best to struggle +against it. I am beset on every side, as I have said, and I appeal to +you. Ought love to be stronger than all else? I used to tell myself so, +before it came upon me--and now I can only wonder at myself and tremble +to find that I have grown weak." + +God knows it was a hard question he had asked of the man who loved him; +but this man did not hesitate to answer it as freely as if he had had no +thought that he was signing the death-warrant of all hopes for himself. +Grace went to him and laid a hand upon his broad shoulder. + +"Come, sit down and I will tell you," he said, with a pallid face. + +Derrick obeyed his gentle touch with a faint smile. + +"I am too fiery and tempestuous, and you want to cool me," he said. "You +are as gentle as a woman, Grace." + +The Curate standing up before him, a slight, not at all heroic figure in +his well worn, almost threadbare garments, smiled in return. + +"I want to answer your question," he said, "and my answer is this: +When a man loves a woman wholly, truly, purely, and to her highest +honor,--such a love is the highest and noblest thing in this world, +and nothing should lead to its sacrifice,--no ambition, no hope, no +friendship." + + + + +CHAPTER XXII - Master Landsell's Son + +"I dunnot know what to mak' on her," Joan said to Anice, speaking of +Liz. "Sometimes she is i' sich sperrits that she's fairly flighty, an' +then agen, she's aw fretted an' crossed with ivvery-thing. Th' choild +seems to worrit her to death." + +"That lass o' Lowrie's has made a bad bargain, i' takin' up wi' that +wench," said a townswoman to Grace. "She's noan one o' th' soart as +'ll keep straight. She's as shallow as a brook i' midsummer. What's she +doin' leavin' th' young un to Joan, and gaddin' about wi' ribbons i' her +bonnet? Some lasses would na ha' th' heart to show theirsens." + +The truth was that the poor weak child was struggling feebly in deep +water again. She had not thought of danger. She had only been tired of +the monotony of her existence, and had longed for a change. If she had +seen the end she would have shrunk from it before she had taken her +first step. She wanted no more trouble and shame, she only wanted +variety and excitement. + +She was going down a by-lane leading to the Maxy's cottage, and was +hurrying through the twilight, when she brushed against a man who was +lounging carelessly along the path, smoking a cigar, and evidently +enjoying the balmy coolness of the summer evening. It was just light +enough for her to see that this person was well-dressed, and young, +and with a certain lazily graceful way of moving, and it was just light +enough for the man to see that the half-frightened face she lifted was +pretty and youthful. But, having seen this much, he must surely have +recognized more, for he made a quick backward step. "Liz!" he said. +"Why, Liz, my girl!" And Liz stood still. She stood still, because, for +the moment, she lost the power of motion. Her heart gave a great wild +leap, and, in a minute more, she was trembling all over with a strange, +dreadful emotion. It seemed as if long, terrible months were blotted +out, and she was looking into her cruel lover's face, as she had looked +at it last. It was the man who had brought her to her greatest happiness +and her deepest pain and misery. She could not speak at first; but +soon she broke into a passion of tears. It evidently made the young man +uncomfortable--perhaps it touched him a little. Ralph Landsell's nature +was not unlike Liz's own. He was invariably swayed by the passing +circumstance,--only, perhaps, he was a trifle more easily moved by an +evil impulse than a good one. The beauty of the girl's tearful face, +too, overbalanced his first feeling of irritation at seeing her and +finding that he was in a difficult position. Then he did not want her +to run away and per-haps betray him in her agitation, so he put out his +hand and laid it on her shoulder. + +"Hush," he said. "Don't cry. What a poor little goose you are. Somebody +will hear you." + +The girl made an effort to free herself from his detaining hand, but it +was useless. Light as his grasp was, it held her. + +"Let me a-be," she cried, sobbing petulantly. "Yo' ha' no reet to howd +me. Yo' were ready enow to let me go when--when I wur i' trouble." + +"Trouble!" he repeated after her. "Wasn't I in trouble, too? You don't +mean to say you did not know what a mess I was in? I'll own it looked +rather shabby, Liz, but I was obliged to bolt as I did. I hadn't time to +stay and explain. The governor was down on us, and there'd have been an +awful row. Don't be hard on a fellow, Lizzie. You're--you're too nice a +little girl to be hard on a fellow." + +But Liz would not listen. + +"Yo' went away an' left me wi'out a word," she said; "yo' went away an' +left me to tak' care o' mysen when I could na do it, an' had na strength +to howd up agen th' world. I wur turned out o' house an' home, an' if it +had na been fur th' hospytal, I might ha' deed i' th' street. Let me go. +I dunnot want to ha' awt to do wi' yo'. I nivver wanted to see yore +face agen. Leave me a-be. It's ower now, an' I dunnot want to get into +trouble agen." + +He drew his hand away, biting his lip and frowning boyishly. He had been +as fond of Liz as such a man could be. But she had been a trouble to him +in the end, and he had barely escaped, through his cowardly flight, from +being openly disgraced and visited by his father's wrath. + +"If you had not gone away in such a hurry, you would have found that I +did not mean to treat you so badly after all," he said. "I wrote to you +and sent you money, and told you why I was obliged to leave you for the +time, but you were gone, and the letter was returned to me. I was not so +much to blame." + +"Th' blame did na fa' on yo'," said Liz. "I tell yo' I wur turnt out, +but--it--it does na matter now," with a sob. + +Now that she was out of his reach, he discovered that she had not lost +all her old attractions for him. She was prettier than ever,--the shawl +had slipped from her curly hair, the tears in her eyes made them +look large and soft, and gave her face an expression of most pathetic +helplessness,--and he really felt that he would like to defend, if not +clear himself. So, when she made a movement as if to leave him, he was +positively anxious to detain her. + +"You are not going?" he said. "You won't leave a fellow in this way, +Lizzie?" + +The old tone, half caressing, half reproachful, was harder for the girl +to withstand than a stronger will could comprehend. It brought back so +much to her,--those first bright days, her poor, brief little reign, her +childish pleasures, his professed love for her, all her lost delight. +If she had been deliberately bad, she would have given way that instant, +knowing that she was trifling on the brink of sin once more. But she was +not bad, only emotional, weak and wavering. The tone held her one moment +and then she burst into fresh tears. + +"I wunnot listen to yo'," she cried. "I wunnot listen to yo'. I +wunnot--I wunnot," and before he had time to utter another word, she +had turned and fled down the lane back toward Joan's cottage, like some +hunted creature fleeing for life. + +Joan, sitting alone, rose in alarm, when she burst open the door and +rushed in. She was quivering from head to foot, panting for breath, and +the tears were wet upon her cheeks. + +"What is it?" cried Joan. "Lizzie, my lass, what ails yo'?" + +She threw herself down upon the floor and hid her face in the folds of +Joan's dress. + +"I--ha'--I ha' seed a ghost, or--summat," she panted and whimpered. +"I--I met summat as feart me." + +"Let me go and look what it wur," said Joan. "Was it i' th' lane? Tha +art tremblin' aw o'er, Lizzie." + +But Liz only clung to her more closely. + +"Nay--nay," she protested. "Tha shall na go. I'm feart to be +left--an'--an' I dunnot want yo' to go. Dunnot go, Joan, dunnot." + +And Joan was fain to remain. + +She did not go out into the village for several days after this, Joan +observed. She stayed at home and did not even leave the cottage. She +was not like herself, either. Up to that time she had seemed to be +forgetting her trouble, and gradually slipping back into the enjoyments +she had known before she had gone away. Now a cloud seemed to be upon +her. She was restless and nervous, or listless and unhappy. She was +easily startled, and now and then Joan fancied that she was expecting +something unusual to happen. She lost color and appetite, and the +child's presence troubled her more than usual. Once, when it set up a +sudden cry, she started, and the next moment burst into tears. + +"Why, Liz!" said Joan, almost tenderly. "Yo' mun be ailin', or yo' +hannot getten o'er yo're fright yet. Yo're not yoresen at aw. What a +simple little lass yo' are to be feart by a boggart i' that way." + +"I dunnot know what's the matter wi' me," said Liz, "I dunnot feel reet, +somehow. Happen I shall get o'er it i' toime." + +But though she recovered herself somewhat, she was not the same girl +again. And this change in her it was that made Joan open her heart to +Anice. She saw that something was wrong, and noted a new influence at +work even after the girl began to go out again and resume her visits +to her acquaintances. Then, alternating with fretful listlessness, were +tremulous high spirits and feverish fits of gayety. + +There came a day, however, when Joan gained a clue to the meaning of +this change, though never from her first recognition of it until the end +did she comprehend it fully. Perhaps she was wholly unconscious of what +narrower natures experience. Then, too, she had little opportunity for +hearing gossip. She had no visitors, and she was kept much at home with +the child, who was not healthy, and who, during the summer months, was +constantly feeble and ailing. + +Grace, hearing nothing more after the first hint of suspicion, was so +far relieved that he thought it best to spare Joan the pain of being +stung by it. + +But there came a piece of news to Joan that troubled her. + +"Theer's a young sprig o' one o' th' managers stayin' at th' 'Queen's +Arms,'" remarked a pit woman one morning. "He's a foine young chap, +too--dresses up loike a tailor's dummy, an' looks as if he'd stepped +reet square out o' a bandbox. He's a son o' owd Landsell's." + +Joan stopped a moment at her work. + +"Are yo' sure o' that?" she asked, anxiously. + +"Sure he's Mester Landsell's son? Aye, to be 'sure it's him. My mester +towd me hissen." + +This was Liz's trouble, then. + +At noon Joan went home full of self-reproach because sometimes her +patience had failed her. Liz looked up with traces of tears in her eyes, +when Joan came in. Joan did not hesitate. She only thought of giving her +comfort. She went and sat down in a chair near by--she drew the curly +head down upon her lap, and laid her hand on it caressingly. + +"Lizzie, lass," she said; "yo' need na ha' been afeard to tell me." + +There was a quick little pant from Liz, and then stillness. + +"I heard about it to-day," Joan went on, "an' I did na wonder as yo' wur +full o' trouble. It brings it back, Liz, I dare say." + +The pant became a sob--the sob broke into a low cry. + +"Oh, Joan! Joan! dunnot blame me--dunnot. It wur na my fault as he coom, +an'--an' I canna bear it." + +Even then Joan had no suspicion. To her mind it was quite natural that +such a cry of pain should be wrung from the weak heart. Her hand lost +its steadiness as she touched the soft, tangled hair more tenderly than +before. + +"He wur th' ghost as yo' seed i' th' lane," she said. "Wur na he?" + +"Aye," wept Liz, "he wur, an' I dare na tell yo'. It seemit loike it +tuk away my breath, an' aw my heart owt o' me. Nivver yo' blame me, +Joan--nivver yo' be hard on me--ivverything else is hard enow. I thowt I +wur safe wi' yo'--I did fur sure." + +"An' yo' _are_ safe," Joan answered. "Dost tha' think I would turn agen +thee? Nay, lass; tha'rt as safe as th' choild is, when I hold it i' my +breast. I ha' a pain o' my own, Liz, as 'll nivver heal, an' I'd loike +to know as I'd held out my hond to them as theer is healin' fur. I'd +thank God fur th' chance--poor lass--poor lass--poor lass!" And she bent +down and kissed her again and again. + + + + +CHAPTER XXIII - "Cannybles" + +The night school gained ground steadily. The number of scholars was +constantly on the increase, so much so, indeed, that Grace had his hands +inconveniently full. + +"They have dull natures, these people," said the Reverend Harold; +"and in the rare cases where they are not dull, they are stubborn. +Absolutely, I find it quite trying to face them at times, and it is not +my fortune to find it difficult to reach people, as a rule. They seem to +have made up their minds beforehand to resent what I am going to say. +It is most unpleasant. Grace has been working among them so long that, +I suppose, they are used to his methods; he has learned to place himself +on a level with them, so to speak. I notice they listen to, and seem to +understand him. The fact is, I have an idea that that sort of thing is +Grace's forte. He is not a brilliant fellow, and will never make any +particular mark, but he has an odd perseverance which carries him along +with a certain class. Riggan suits him, I think. He has dropped into +the right groove." + +Jud Bates and "th' best tarrier i' Riggan" were among the most faithful +attendants. The lad's fancy for Anice had extended to Grace. Grace's +friendly toleration of Nib had done much for him. Nib always appeared +with his master, and his manner was as composed and decorous as if rats +were subjects foreign to his meditations. His part it was to lie at +Jud's feet, his nose between his paws, his eyes twinkling sagaciously +behind his shaggy eyebrows, while occasionally, as a token of approval, +he wagged his tail. Once or twice, during a fitful slumber, he had been +known to give vent to his feelings in a sharp bark, but he never failed +to awaken immediately, with every appearance of the deepest abasement +and confusion at the unconscious transgression. + +During a visit to the Rectory one day, Jud's eyes fell upon a book which +lay on Anice's table. It was full of pictures--illustrations depicting +the adventures and vicissitudes of a fortunate unfortunate, whose desert +island has been the paradise of thousands; whose goat-skin habiliments +have been more worthy of envy than kingly purple; whose hairy cap has +been more significant of monarchy than any crown. For the man who wore +these savage garments has reigned supreme in realms of romance, known +only in their first beauty to boyhood's ecstatic belief. + +Jud put out his hand, and drawing the gold and crimson snare toward him, +opened it. When Anice came into the room she found him poring over it. +His ragged cap lay with Nib, at his feet, his face was in a glow, his +hair was pushed straight up on his head, both elbows were resting on the +table. He was spelling his way laboriously, but excitedly, through the +story of the foot-print on the sand. Anice waited a moment, and then +spoke: + +"Jud," she said, "when you can read I will give you 'Robinson Crusoe.'" + +In less than six months she was called upon to redeem her promise. + +This occurred a few weeks after Craddock had been established at the +lodge at the Haviland gates. The day Anice gave Jud his well-earned +reward, she had a package to send to Mrs. Craddock, and when the boy +came for the book, she employed him as a messenger to the park. + +"If you will take these things to Mrs. Craddock, Jud, I shall be much +obliged," she said; "and please tell her that I will drive out to see +her to-morrow." + +Jud accepted the mission readily. With Nib at his heels and "Robinson +Crusoe" under his arm, three miles were a trivial matter. He trudged +off, whistling with keen delight. As he went along he could fortify +himself with an occasional glance at the hero and his man Friday. What +would he not have sacrificed at the prospect of being cast with Nib upon +a desert island? + +"Owd Sammy" sat near the chimney-corner smoking his pipe, and making +severe mental comments upon the conduct of Parliament, then in session, +of whose erratic proceedings he was reading an account in a small but +highly seasoned newspaper. Sammy shook his head ominously over the +peppery reports, but feeling it as well to reserve his opinions for +a select audience at The Crown, allowed Mrs. Craddock to perform her +household tasks unmolested. + +Hearing Jud at the door, he turned his head. + +"It's yo', is it?" he said. "Tha con coom in. What's browten?" + +"Summat fur th' missis fro' th' Rectory," Jud answered, producing his +parcel; "Miss Anice sent me wi' it." + +"Tak' it to th' owd lass, then," said Sammy. "Tak' it to her. Tha'lt +find her in th' back kitchen." + +Having done as he was bidden, Jud came back again to the front room. +Mrs. Craddock had hospitably provided him with a huge sandwich of bread +and cheese, and Nib followed him with expectant eyes. + +"Sit thee down, lad," said Sammy, condescendingly. "Sit thee down, +tha'st getten a walk both afore and behind thee. What book 'st getten +under thy arm?" + +Jud regarded the volume with evident pride and exultation. + +"It's Robyson Crusoe, that theer is," he answered. + +Sammy shook his head dubiously. + +"Dunnot know as I ivver heerd on him. He's noan scripter, is he?" + +"No," said Jud, repelling the insinuation stoutly; "he is na." + +"Hond him over, an' let's ha' a look at him." + +Jud advanced. + +"Theer's picters in it," he commented eagerly. "Theer's one at th' +front. That theer un," pointing to the frontispiece, "that theer's him." + +Sammy gave it a sharp glance, then another, and then held the book at +arm's length, regarding Robinson's goat-skin habiliments over the rims +of his spectacles. + +"Well, I'm dom'd," he exclaimed. "I'm dom'd, if I would na loike to see +that chap i' Riggan! What's th' felly getten on?" + +"He's dressed i' goat-skins. He wur cast upon a desert island, an' had +na owt else to wear." + +"I thowt he must ha' been reduced i' circumstances, or he'd nivver ha' +turnt out i' that rig less he thowt more o' comfort than appearances. +What wur he doin' a-casting hissen on a desert island? Wur he reet i' +th' upper story?" + +"He wur shipwrecked," triumphantly. "Th' sea drifted him to th' shore, +an' he built hissen a hut, an' gettin' goats an' birds, an'--an' aw +sorts--an'--it's the graideliest book tha ivver seed. Miss Anice gave it +me." + +"Has she read it hersen?" + +"Aye, it wur her as tellt me most on it." + +Sammy turned the volume over, and looked at the back of it, at the edges +of the leaves, at the gilt-lettered title. + +"I would na be surprised," he observed with oracular amiability. "I +would na be surprised--if that's th' case--as theer's summat in it." + +"That as I've towd thee is nowt to th' rest on it," answered Jud in +enthusiasm. "Theer's a mon ca'd Friday, an' a lot o' fellys as eats each +other--cannybles they ca' 'em----" + +"Look tha here," interposed Craddock, his curiosity and interest getting +the better of him. "Sit thee down and read a bit. That's something as I +nivver heard on--cannybles an' th' loike. Pick thee th' place, an' let's +hear summat about th' cannybles if tha has na th' toime to do no more." + +Jud needed no second invitation. Sharing the general opinion that "Owd +Sammy" was a man of mark, he could not help feeling that Crusoe was +complimented by his attention. He picked out his place, as his hearer +had advised him, and plunged into the details of the cannibal feast with +pride and determination. Though his elocution may have been of a style +peculiar to beginners and his pronunciation occasionally startling in +its originality, still Sammy gathered the gist of the story. He puffed +at his pipe so furiously that the foreign gentleman's turbaned head was +emptied with amazing rapidity, and it was necessary to refill it two or +three times; he rubbed his corduroy knees with both hands, occasionally +he slapped one of them in the intensity of his interest, and when Jud +stopped he could only express himself in his usual emphatic formula-- + +"Well, I am dom'd. An' tha says, as th' chap's name wur Robyson?" + +"Aye, Robyson Crusoe." + +"Well, I mun say, as I'd ha' loike to ha' knowed him. I did know a mon +by th' name o' Robyson onct, but it could na ha' been him, fur he wur na +mich o' a chap. If he'd a bin cast o' a desert island, he would na had +th' gumption to do aw that theer--Jem Robyson could na. It could na +ha' been him--an' besides, he could na ha' writ it out, as that theer +felly's done." + +There was a pause, in which Craddock held his pipe in his hand +reflectively--shaking his head once more. + +"Cannybles an' th' loike too," he said. "Theer's a soight o' things as a +mon does na hear on. Why, _I_ nivver heard o' cannybles mysen, an' I +am na considert ignorant by th' most o' foak." Then, as Jud rose to go, +"Art tha fur goin'?" he asked. "Weil, I mun say as I'd loike to hear +summat more about Robyson; but, if tha mun go, tha mun, I suppose. +Sithee here, could tha coom again an' bring him wi' thee?" + +"I mowt; I dunna moind the walk." + +"Then thee do it," getting up to accompany him to the gates. "An' I'll +gi'e thee a copper now an' then to pay thee. Theer's summat i' a book o' +that soart. Coom thee again as soon as tha con, an' we'll go on wi' the +cannybles." + +"What's th' lad been readin' to thee, Sammy?" asked Mrs. Craddock +entering the room, after Jud had taken his departure. + +"A bit o' litterytoor. I dunnot know as tha'd know what th' book wur, +if I towd thee. Tha nivver wur mich o' a hand at litterytoor. He wur +readin' Robyson Crusoe." + +"Not a tract, sure-ly?" + +"Nay, that it wur na! It wur th' dairy o' a mon who wur cast upo' a +desert island 'i th' midst o' cannybles." + +"The dairy?" + +"Nay, lass, nay," testily, "not i' th' sense yo' mean. Th' dairy wur o' +th' litterairy soart. He wur a litterairy mon." + +"Cannybles an' th' loike," Sammy said to himself several times during +the evening. "Cannybles an' th' loike. Theer's a power o' things i' th' +universe." + +He took his pipe after supper and went out for a stroll. Mental activity +made him restless. The night was a bright one. A yellow harvest moon was +rising slowly above the tree-tops, and casting a mellow light upon the +road stretching out before him. He passed through the gates and down the +road at a leisurely pace, and had walked a hundred yards or so, when +he caught sight of two figures approaching him--a girl and a man, so +absorbed that they evidently had not noticed him. The girl was of light +and youthful figure, and the little old red shawl she wore over her +head was pushed aside, and showed curly hair lying upon her brow. It was +plain that she was uneasy or frightened, for, as soon as she was near +enough, her voice reached him in a tone of frightened protest. + +"Oh, dunnot!" she was saying, "I conna bear it I dunnot want to hear +yo', an'--an' I will na. Yo' moight ha' let me be. I dunnot believe yo'. +Let me go whoam. I'll nivver coom again," and then she broke out crying. + +Craddock looked after them as they passed from sight. + +"Theer's trouble there," he said, eagerly. "A working lass, an' a mon i' +gentlemen's cloas. Dom sich loike chaps, say I. What would they think if +workin' men ud coom meddlin' wi' theer lasses? I wish I'd had more toime +to see th' wench's face." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIV - Dan Lowrie's Return + +Not a pleasant road to travel at any time--the high road to Riggan, it +was certainly at its worst to-night. + +Between twelve and one o'clock, the rain which had been pouring down +steadily with true English pertinacity for two days, was gradually +passing into a drizzle still more unpleasant,--a drizzle that soaked +into the already soaked clay, that made the mud more slippery, that +penetrated a man's clothing and beat softly but irritatingly against his +face, and dripped from his hair and hat down upon his neck, however well +he might imagine himself protected by his outside wrappings. But, if he +was a common traveller--a rough tramp or laborer, who was not protected +from it at all, it could not fail to annoy him still more, and +consequently to affect his temper. + +At the hour I have named, such a traveller was making his way through +the mire and drizzle toward Riggan,--a tramp in mud-splashed corduroy +and with the regulation handkerchief bundle tied to the thick stick +which he carried over his shoulder. + +"Dom th' rain;--dom th' road," he said. + +It was not alone the state of the weather that put him out of humor. + +"Th' lass," he went on. "Dom her handsome face. Goin' agin a +chap--workin' agin him, an' settin' hersen i' his road. Blast me," +grinding his teeth--"Blast me if I dunnot ha' it out wi' her!" + +So cursing, and alternating his curses with raging silence, he trudged +on his way until four o'clock, when he was in sight of the cottage upon +the Knoll Road--the cottage where Joan and Liz lay asleep upon their +poor bed, with the child between them. + +Joan had not been asleep long. The child had been unusually fretful, and +had kept her awake. So she was the more easily awakened from her first +light and uneasy slumber by a knock on the door. Hearing it, she started +up and listened. + +"Who is it?" she asked in a voice too low to disturb the sleepers, but +distinct enough to reach Lowrie's hearing. + +"Get thee up an' oppen th' door," was the answer. "I want thee." + +She knew there was something wrong. She had not responded to his summons +for so many years without learning what each tone meant. But she did not +hesitate. + +When she had hastily thrown on some clothing, she opened the door and +stood before him. + +"I did not expect to see yo' toneet," she said, quietly. + +"Happen not," he replied. "Coom out here. I ha' summat to say to yo'." + +"Yo' wunnot come in?" she asked. + +"Nay. What I ha' to say mowt waken th' young un." + +She stepped out without another word, and closed the door quietly behind +her. + +There was the faintest possible light in the sky, the first tint of +dawn, and it showed even to his brutal eyes all the beauty of her face +and figure as she stood motionless, the dripping rain falling upon her; +there was so little suggestion of fear about her that he was roused to +fresh anger. + +"Dom yo'!" he broke forth. "Do yo' know as I've fun yo' out?" + +She did not profess not to understand him, but she did not stir an inch. + +"I did na know before," was her reply. + +"Yo' thowt as I wur to be stopped, did yo'? Yo' thowt as yo' could keep +quiet an' stond i' my way, an' houd me back till I'd forgetten? Yo're a +brave wench! Nivver moind how I fun yo' out, an' seed how it wur--I've +done it, that's enow fur yo'; an' now I've coom to ha' a few words wi' +yo' and settle matters. I coom here toneet a purpose, an' this is what +I've getten to say. Yo're stubborn enow, but yo' canna stop me. That's +one thing I ha' to tell yo', an here's another. Yo're hard enow, an' +yo're wise enow, but yo're noan so wise as yo' think fur, if yo' fancy +as a hundred years ud mak' me forget what I ha' made up my moind to, an' +yo're noan so wise as yo' think fur, if yo' put yoursen in my road. An' +here's another yet," clinching his fist. "If it wur murder, as I wur +goin' to do--not as I say it is--but if it wur murder itsen an' yo' wur +i' my way, theer mowt be two blows struck i'stead o' one--theer mowt be +two murders done--an' I wunnot say which ud coom first--fur I'll do what +I've set my moind to, if I'm dom'd to hell fur it!" + +She did not move nor speak. Perhaps because of her immobility he broke +out again. + +"What!" he cried. "_Yo'_ hangin' on to gentlemen, an' doggin' 'em, an' +draggin' yoursen thro' th' dark an' mire to save 'em fro' havin' theer +prutty faces hurt, an' getten theer dues! _Yo'_ creepin' behind a mon +as cares no more fur yo' than he does for th' dirt at his feet, an' as +laughs, ten to one, to know as yo're ready to be picked up or throwed +down at his pleasure! _Yo'_ watchin' i' th' shade o' trees an' stoppin' +a mon by neet as would na stop to speak to yo' by day. Dom yo'! theer +were na a mon i' Riggan as dare touch yo' wi' a yard-stick until this +chap coom." + +"I've listened to yo'," she said. "Will yo' listen to me?" + +He replied with another oath, and she continued as if it had been an +assent. + +"Theer's a few o' them words as yo've spoken as is na true, but theer's +others as is. It's true as I ha' set mysen to watch, an' it's true as I +mean to do it again. If it's nowt but simple harm yo' mean, yo' shanna +do it; if it's murder yo' mean--an' I dunnot trust yo' as it is na--if +it's murder yo' mean, theer's yo' an' me for it before it's done; an' if +theer's deathly blows struck, the first shall fa' on _me_. Theer!" and +she struck herself upon her breast. "If I wur ivver afraid o' yo' i' my +loife--if I ivver feared yo' as choild or woman, dunnot believe me now." + +"Yo' mean that?" he said. + +"Yo' know whether I mean it or not," she answered. + +"Aye!" he said. "I'm dom'd if yo' dunnot, yo' she-devil, an' bein' as +that's what's ailin' thee, I'm dom'd if I dunnot mean summat too," and +he raised his hand and gave her a blow that felled her to the ground; +then he turned away, cursing as he went. + +She uttered no cry of appeal or dread, and Liz and the child slept on +inside, as quietly as before. It was the light-falling rain and the cool +morning air that roused her. She came to herself at last, feeling sick +and dizzy, and conscious of a fierce pain in her bruised temple. +She managed to rise to her feet and stand, leaning against the rough +gate-post. She had borne such blows before, but she never felt her +humiliation so bitterly as she did at this moment. She laid her brow +upon her hand, which rested on the gate, and broke into heavy sobs. + +"I shall bear th' mark for mony a day," she said. "I mun hide mysen +away. I could na bear fur _him_ to see it, even tho' I getten it fur his +sake." + + + + +CHAPTER XXV - The Old Danger + +It had been some time since Derrick on his nightly walks homeward had +been conscious of the presence of the silent figure; but the very night +after the occurrence narrated in the last chapter, he was startled at +his first turning into the Knoll Road by recognizing Joan. + +There was a pang to him in the discovery. Her silent presence seemed +only to widen the distance Fate had placed between them. She was ready +to shield him from danger, but she held herself apart from him even +in doing so. She followed her own path as if she were a creature of a +different world,--a world so separated from his own that nothing could +ever bridge the gulf between them. + +To-night, Derrick was seized with an intense longing to speak to the +girl. He had forborne for her sake before, but to-night he was in one +of those frames of mind in which a man is selfish, and is apt to let his +course be regulated by his impulse. Why should he not speak, after all? +If there was danger for him there was danger for her, and it was absurd +that he should not show her that he was not afraid. Why should she +interpose her single strength between himself and the vengeance of a man +of whom he had had the best in their only encounter? As soon as they +had reached the more unfrequented part of the road, he wheeled round +suddenly, and spoke. + +"Joan," he said. + +He saw that she paused and hesitated, and he made up his mind more +strongly. He took a few impetuous steps toward her, and seeing this, she +addressed him hurriedly. + +"Dunnot stop," she said. "If--if yo' want to speak to me, I'll go along +wi' yo'." + +"You think I'm in danger?" + +He could not see her face, but her voice told him that her usual steady +composure was shaken--it was almost like the voice of another woman. + +"Yo' nivver wur i' more danger i' yo're loife." + +"The old danger?" + +"Th' old danger, as is worse to be feared now than ivver." + +"And you!" he broke out. "_You_ interpose yourself between that danger +and me!" + +His fire seemed to communicate itself to her. + +"Th' harm as is meant to be done, is coward's harm," she said, "an' will +be done i' coward's fashion--it is na a harm as will be done yo' wi' +fair warnin', i' dayleet, an' face to face. If it wur, I should na +fear--but th' way it is, I say it shanna be done--it shanna, if I dee +fur it!" Then her manner altered again, and her voice returned to its +first tremor. "It is na wi' me as it is wi' other women. Yo' munnot +judge o' me as yo' judge o' other lasses. What mowtn't be reet fur +other lasses to do, is reet enow fur me. It has na been left to me to be +lass-loike, an' feart, an'--an' modest," and she drew her breath hard, +as if she was forced to check herself. + +"It has been left to you," he burst forth, "it has been left to you to +stand higher in my eyes than any other woman God ever made." + +He could not have controlled himself. And yet, when he had said this, +his heart leaped for fear he might have wounded her or given her a false +impression. But strange to say, it proved this time that he had no need +for fear. + +There was a moment's silence, and then she answered low. + +"Thank yo'!" + +They had gone some yards together, before he recovered himself +sufficiently to remember what he had meant to say to her. + +"I wanted to tell you," he said, "that I do not think any--enemy I +have, can take me at any very great disadvantage. I am--I have prepared +myself." + +She shuddered. + +"Yo' carry--summat?" + +"Don't misunderstand me," he said quickly. "I shall not use any weapon +rashly. It is to be employed more as a means of warning and alarm than +anything else. Rigganites do not like firearms, and they are not used to +them. I only tell you this, because I cannot bear that you should expose +yourself unnecessarily." + +There was that in his manner which moved her as his light touch had +done that first night of their meeting, when he had bound up her wounded +temple with his handkerchief. It was that her womanhood--her hardly +used womanhood, of which she had herself thought with such pathetic +scorn--was always before him, and was even a stronger power with him +than her marvellous beauty. + +She remembered the fresh bruise upon her brow, and felt its throb with +less of shame, because she bore it for his sake. + +"Promise me one thing," he went on. "And do not think me ungracious in +asking it of you--promise me that you will not come out again through +any fear of danger for me, unless it is a greater one than threatens me +now and one I am unprepared to meet." + +"I conna," she answered firmly. "I conna promise yo'. Yo' mun let me do +as I ha' done fur th' sake o' my own peace." + +She made no further explanation, and he could not persuade her to alter +her determination. In fact, he was led to see at last, that there was +more behind than she had the will or power to reveal to him; something +in her reticence silenced him. + +"Yo' dunnot know what _I_ do," she said before they parted. "An' +happen yo' would na quoite understand it if yo' did. I dunnot do things +lightly,--I ha' no reason to,--an' I ha' set my moind on seein' that th' +harm as has been brewin' fur long enow, shanna reach wheer it's aimed. +I mun ha' my way. Dunnot ask me to gi'e it up. Let me do as I ha' been +doin' fur th' sake o' mysen, if fur no one else." + +The truth which he could not reach, and would not have reached if he had +talked to her till doomsday, was that she was right in saying that she +could not give it up. This woman had made no inconsequent boast when +she told her father that if deadly blows fell, they must fall first upon +herself. She was used to blows, she could bear them, she was fearless +before them,--but she could not have borne to sit at home, under any +possibility of wrong being done to this man. God knows what heavy +sadness had worn her soul, through the months in which she had never +for a moment flinched from the knowledge that a whole world lay +between herself and him. God knows how she had struggled against the +unconquerable tide of feeling as it crept slowly upon her, refusing to +be stemmed and threatening to overwhelm her in its remorseless waves. +She was only left endurance--yet even in this there was a gladness which +she had in nothing else. She could never meet him as a happier woman +might, but she could do for him what other women could not do--she could +brave darkness and danger, she could watch over him, if need be; if the +worst came to the worst, she could interpose herself between him and +violence, or death itself. + +But of all this, Fergus Derrick suspected nothing. He only knew that +while she had not misinterpreted his appeal, some reason of her own held +her firm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVI - The Package Returned + +As Joan turned the corner of a lane leading to the high road, she found +herself awkwardly trying to pass a man who confronted her--a young +fellow far too elegant and well-dressed to be a Rigganite. + +"Beg pardon!" he said abruptly, as if he were not in the best of humors. +And then she recognized him. + +"It's Mester Ralph Landsell," she said to herself as she went on. "What +is he doin' here?" + +But before she had finished speaking, she started at the sight of a +figure hurrying on before her,--Liz herself, who had evidently just +parted from her lover, and was walking rapidly homeward. + +It was a shock to Joan, though she did not suspect the whole truth. +She had trusted the girl completely; she had never interfered with her +outgoing or incoming; she had been generously lenient toward her on +every point, and her pang at finding herself deceived was keen. Her +sudden discovery of the subterfuge filled her with alarm. + +What was the meaning of it? Surely it could not mean that this man was +digging fresh pitfalls for the poor straying feet. She could not believe +this,--she could only shudder as the ominous thought suggested itself. +And Liz--nay, even Liz could not be weak enough to trifle with danger +again. + +But it was Liz who was hurrying on before her, and who was walking so +fast that both were breathless when Joan reached her side and laid a +detaining hand upon her shoulder. + +"Liz," she said, "are yo' afeard o' me?" + +Liz turned her face around, colorless and frightened. There was a tone +in the voice she had never heard before, a reproach in Joan's eyes +before which she faltered. + +"I--did na know it wur yo'," she said, almost peevishly. "What fur +should I be afeard o' yo'?" + +Joan's hand dropped. + +"Yo' know best," she answered. "I did na say yo' wur." + +Liz pulled her shawl closer about her shoulders, as if in nervous +protest. + +"I dunnot see why I should be, though to be sure it's enow to fear +one to be followed i' this way. Canna I go out fur a minnit +wi'out--wi'out--" + +"Nay, lass," Joan interrupted, "that's wild talk." + +Liz began to whimper. + +"Th' choild wur asleep," she said, "an' it wur so lonesome i' th' house. +Theer wur no harm i' comin' out." + +"I hope to God theer wur na," exclaimed Joan. "I'd rayther see thy dead +face lyin' by th' little un's on th' pillow than think as theer wur. Yo' +know what I mean, Liz. Yo' know I could na ha' caught up wi' yo' +wi'out passin' thot mon theer,--th' mon as yo' ha' been meetin' on th' +sly,--God knows why, lass, fur I canna see, unless yo' want to fa' back +to shame an' ruin." + +They were at home by this time, and she opened the door to let the girl +walk in before her. + +"Get thee inside, Liz," she said. "I mun hear what tha has to say, fur I +conna rest i' fear for thee. I am na angered, fur I pity thee too much. +Tha art naught but a choild at th' best, an' th' world is fu' o' traps +an' snares." + +Liz took off her hat and shawl and sat down. She covered her face with +her hands, and sobbed appealingly. + +"I ha' na done no harm," she protested. "I nivver meant none. It wur his +fault. He wunnot let me a-be, an'--an' he said he wanted to hear summat +about th' choild, an' gi'e me summat to help me along. He said as he wur +ashamed o' hissen to ha' left me wi'out money, but he wur hard run at +the toime, an' now he wanted to gi' me some." + +"Money!" said Joan. "Did he offer yo' money?" + +"Aye, he said----" + +"Wait!" said Joan. "Did yo' tak' it?" + +"What would yo' ha' me do?" restlessly. "Theer wur no harm----" + +"Ha' yo' getten it on yo'?" interrupting her again. + +"Aye," stopping to look up questioningly. + +Joan held out her hand. + +"Gi'e it to me," she said, steadily. + +Mr. Ralph Landsell, who was sitting in his comfortable private parlor at +the principal hotel of the little town, was disturbed in the enjoyment +of his nightly cigar by the abrupt announcement of a visitor,--a young +woman, who surprised him by walking into the room and straight up to the +table near which he sat. + +She was such a very handsome young woman, with her large eyes and finely +cut face, and heavy nut-brown hair, and, despite her common dress, +so very imposing a young woman, that the young man was quite +startled,--especially when she laid upon the table-cloth a little +package, which he knew had only left his hands half an hour before. + +"I ha' browt it back to yo';" she said, calmly. + +He glanced down at the package and then up at her, irritated and +embarrassed. + +"You have brought it back to me?" he said. "May I ask what it is?" + +"I dunnot think yo' need ask; but sin' yo' do so, I con answer. It's th' +money, Mester Landsell,--th' money yo' give to poor Lizzie." + +"And may I ask again, what the money I gave to poor Lizzie has to do +with you?" + +"Yo' may ask again, an' I con answer. I am th' poor lass's +friend,--happen th' only friend she has i' th' world,--an' I tell yo' as +I will na see yo' play her false again." + +"The devil!" he broke forth, angrily. "You speak as--as if you thought I +meant her harm." + +He colored and faltered, even as he spoke. Joan faced him with bright +and scornful eyes. + +"If yo' dunnot mean her harm, dunnot lead her to underhand ways o' +deceivin' them as means her well. If yo' dunnot mean her harm, tak' yore +belongings and leave Riggan to-morrow morning." + +He answered her by a short, uneasy laugh. + +"By Jove!" he said. "You are a cool hand, young woman--but you can set +your mind at rest. I shall not leave Riggan to-morrow morning, as you +modestly demand--not only because I have further business to transact, +but because I choose to remain. I shall not make any absurd promises +about not seeing Lizzie, which, it seems to me, is more my business than +yours, under the circumstances--and I shall not take the money back." + +"Yo' willna?" + +"No, I will not." + +"Very well. I ha' no more to say," and she went out of the room, leaving +the package lying upon the table. + +When she reached home, Liz was still sitting as she had left her, and +she looked up tearful and impatient. + +"Well?" she said. + +"He has th' money," was Joan's answer, "an' he ha' shown me as he is a +villain." + +She came and stood near the girl, a strong emotion in her half pitying, +half appealing look. + +"Lizzie, lass!" she said. "Tha mun listen to me,--tha mun. Tha mun mak' +me a promise before tha tak's thy choild upo' thy breast toneet." + +"I dunnot care," protested Liz, weeping fretfully. "I dunnot care what +I do. It's aw as bad as ivver now. I dunnot care for nowt. Ivvery-body's +at me--noan on yo' will let me a-be. What wi' first one an' then another +I'm a'most drove wild." + +"God help thee!" said Joan with a heavy sigh. "I dunnot mean to be hard, +lass, but yo' mun promise me. It is na mich, Lizzie, if--if things is na +worse wi' yo' than I would ivver believe. Yo're safe so far: promise +me as yo' will na run i' danger--promise me as yo' will na see that man +again, that yo'll keep out o' his way till he leaves Riggan." + +"I'll promise owt," cried Liz. "I dunnot care, I tell yo'. I'll promise +owt yo'll ax, if yo'll let me a-be," and she hid her face upon her arms +and wept aloud. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVII - Sammy Craddock's "Manny-ensis." + +At least twice a week Jud Bates made a pilgrimage to Haviland Park. +Having been enlightened to the extent of two or three chapters of +"Robinson Crusoe," Sammy Craddock was athirst for more. He regarded the +adventures of the hero as valuable information from foreign shores, as +information that might be used in political debates, and brought forth +on state occasions to floor a presumptuous antagonist. Accordingly, +he held out inducements to Jud such as the boy was not likely to think +lightly of. A penny a night, and a good supper for himself and Nib, held +solid attractions for Jud, and at this salary he found himself engaged +in the character of what "Owd Sammy" called "a manny-ensis." + +"What's that theer?" inquired Mrs. Craddock on first hearing this +imposing title. "A manny--what?" + +"A manny-ensis, owd lass," said Sammy, chuckling. "Did tha ivver hear o' +a private gentleman as had na a manny-ensis?" + +"Nay. I know nowt about thy manny-ensisses, an' I'll warrant tha does na +know what such loike is thysen." + +"It means a power o' things," answered Sammy; "a power o' things. It's +a word as is comprehensive, as they ca' it, an' it's one as will do as +well as any fur th' lad. A manny-ensis!" and manny-ensis it remained. + +Surely the adventures of the island-solitary had never given such +satisfaction as they gave in the cheery house room of the lodge. Sammy +listened to them over numerous pipes, with a respect for literature such +as had never before been engendered in his mind by the most imposing +display of bindings. + +"I've allus thowt as th' newspaper wur enow fur a mon to tackle," he +would say, reflectively; "but theer's summat outside o' th' newspapers. +I nivver seed a paper as had owt in it about desert islands, let alone +cannybles." + +"Cannybles, indeed!" replied Mrs. Craddock, who was occasionally one +of the audience. "I conna mak' no sense out o' thee an' thy cannybles. I +wonder they are na' shamt o' theirsens, goin' about wi'out so mich as a +hat on, an' eatin' each other, as if there wur na a bit o' good victual +i' th' place. I wonder th' Queen dunnot put a stop to it hersen if th' +parlyment ha' not getten the sense to do it. It's noan respectable, let +alone Christian." + +"Eh!" said Sammy; "but tha'rt i' a muddle. Th'dst allus be i' a muddle +if I'd let thee mak' things out thysen an' noan explain 'em to thee. +Does tha think aw this here happent i' England? It wur i' furrin lands, +owd wench, i' a desert island i' th' midst o' th' sea." + +"Well, I wur hopin' it wur na i' Lancashire, I mun say!" + +"Lancashire! Why, it happent further off nor Lunnon, i' a place as it's +loike th' Queen has nivver seed nor heerd tell on." + +The old woman looked dubious, if not disapproving. A place that was not +in Lancashire, and that the Queen had nothing to do with, was, to her, a +place quite "off color." + +"Well! well!" she resumed, with the manner of an unbeliever, "thee go on +thy way readin' if tha con tak' comfort i' it. But I mun say again as it +does na sound Christian to me. That's the least I con say on't." + +"Tha'rt slow i' understanding owd lass," was her husband's tolerant +comment. "Tha' does na know enow o' litterytoor to appreciate. Th' +female intylect is na strong at th' best, an' tha nivver wur more than +ordinary. Get into it, Manny-ensis. It's getten late, and I'm fain to +hear more about th' mon Friday, an' how th' poor' chap managed." + +Both reader and audience were so full of interest that Jud's story was +prolonged beyond the usual hour. But to the boy, this was a matter of +small consequence. He had tramped the woods too often with Nib for a +companion to feel fear at any time. He had slept under a hedge many a +night from choice, and had enjoyed his slumber like a young vagabond, as +he was. + +He set out on this occasion in high good humor. There were no clouds to +hide the stars; he had had an excellent supper, and he had enjoyed his +evening. He trudged along cheerily, his enjoyment as yet unabated. The +trees and hedges, half stripped of their leaves, were so suggestive of +birds' nests, that now and then he stepped aside to examine them more +closely. The nests might be there yet, though the birds had flown. Where +throstles had built this year, it was just possible others might build +again, and, at any rate, it was as well to know where their haunts had +been. So, having objects enough to attract his attention, the boy did +not find the way long. He was close upon the mine before he had time to +feel fatigue possible, and, nearing the mine, he was drawn from his +path again by a sudden remembrance brought up by the sight of a hedge +surrounding a field near it. + +"Theer wur a bird as built i' that hedge i' th' spring," he said. "She +wur a new kind. I'd forgotten her. I meant to ha' watched her. I wonder +if any other felly fun her. I'll go an' see if th' nest is theer." + +He crossed the road to the place where he fancied he had seen this +treasure; but not being quite certain as to the exact spot, he found his +search lengthened by this uncertainty. + +"It wur here," he said to himself; "at least I thowt it wur. Some chap +mun ha' fun it an' tuk it." + +At this moment he paused, as if listening. + +"What's that theer?" he said. "Theer's some one on th' other side o' th' +hedge." + +He had been attracted by the sound of voices--men's voices--the voices +of men who were evidently crouching under the shadow of the hedge on the +other side, and whose tones in a moment more reached him distinctly and +were recognized. + +The first was Dan Lowrie's, and before he had heard him utter a dozen +words, Jud dropped upon his knees and laid his hand warningly upon Nib's +neck. The dog pricked his pointed ears and looked up at him restlessly. +All the self-control of his nature could scarcely help him to suppress a +whine. + +"Them as is feared to stand by Dan Lowrie," said the voice, with an +oath, "let 'em say so." + +"Theer's not a mon here as is feart," was the gruff answer. + +"Then theer's no need to gab no more," returned Lowrie. "Yo' know what +yo' ha' getten to do. Yo' ha' th' vitriol an' th' sticks. Wait yo' fur +him at th' second corner an' I'll wait at th' first. If he does na tak' +one turn into th' road he'll tak' th' other, an' so which turn he tak's +we'll be ready fur him. Blast him! he'll be done wi' engineerin' fur a +while if he fa's into _my_ hands, an' he'll mak' no more rows about th' +Davvies." + +Impatient for the word of command, Nib stirred uneasily among the dead +leaves, and the men heard him. Not a moment's space was given to the two +listeners, or they would have saved themselves. There was a smothered +exclamation from three voices at once, a burst of profanity, and Dan +Lowrie had leaped the low hedge and caught Jud by the collar. The +man was ghastly with rage. He shook the lad until even he himself was +breathless. + +"Yo' young devil!" he cried, hoarsely, "yo've been listenin', ha' +yo'? Nay, theer's no use o' yo' tryin' to brave it out. Yo've done for +yorsen, by God!" + +"Let me a-be," said Jud, but he was as pale as his captor. "I wur na +doin' thee no harm. I on'y coom to look fur a bird's nest." + +"Yo' listened," said Lowrie; "y o' heerd what we said." + +"Let me a-be," was Jud's sullen reply. + +At this moment a man's face rose above the whitethorn hedge. + +"Who is it?" asked the fellow, in a low voice. + +"A dom'd young rascal as has been eaves-droppin'. Yo' may as well coom +out, lads. We've getten to settle wi' him, or we'n fun ourselves in th' +worst box yet." + +The man scrambled over the hedge without further comment and his +companion followed him; and seeing who they were, Jud felt that his +position was even more dangerous than he fancied at first. The three +plotters who grouped themselves about him were three of the most +desperate fellows in the district--brutal, revengeful, vicious, +combining all the characteristics of a bad class. The two last looked at +him with evident discomfort and bewilderment. + +"Here's a pretty go," said one. + +"Aye, by th' Lord Harry!" added the other. "How long's he bin here?" + +"How long'st bin here?" demanded Lowrie, with another shake. + +"Long enow to look fur a bird's nest an' not find it," said Jud, trying +to speak stoutly. + +The three exchanged glances and oaths. + +"He's heerd ivvery word," said Lowrie, in a savage answer. + +There was a moment's silence, and then Lowrie broke out again. + +"Theer's on'y one road to stop his gab," he said. "Pitch him into th' +mine, an' be dom'd to him. He shall na spoil th' job, if I ha' to swing +fur it." + +Nib gave a low whine, and Jud's heart leaped within him. Every lad +in Riggan knew Dan Lowrie and feared him. There was not a soul within +hearing, and people were not fond of visiting the mine at night, so +if they chose to dispose of him in any way, they would have time and +opportunity to do it without risk of being interfered with. But it +happened that upon the present occasion Lowrie's friends were not as +heated as himself. It was not a strictly personal grudge they were going +to settle, and consequently some remnant of humanity got the better of +them. + +"Nay," said the youngest, "one's enow." + +"Nay," Lowrie put in; "one's not enow fur me, if theer's another as is +goin' to meddle. Summat's getten to be done, an' done quick." + +"Mak' him promise to keep his mouth shut," suggested No. 3. "He'll do it +sooner nor get hissen into trouble." + +"Wilt ta?" demanded the young one. + +Jud looked up at him. He had the stubborn North country blood in him, +and the North country courage. Having heard what he had, he was sharp +enough to comprehend all. There was only one engineer whom Lowrie could +have a grudge against, and that one was Derrick. They were going to work +some harm against "Mester Derrick," who was his friend and Miss Anice's. + +"Wilt ta?" repeated his questioner, feeling quite sure of him. The youth +of Riggan were generally ready enough for mischief, and troubled by no +scruples of conscience, so the answer he received took him by surprise. + +"Nay," said Jud, "I will na." + +"Tha will na?" + +"Nay." + +The fellow fell back a step or two to stare at him. + +"Well, tha'rt a plucky one at ony rate," he growled, discomfited. + +Jud stood his ground. + +"Mester Derrick's bin good to me," he said, "an' he's bin good to Nib. +Th' rest o' yo' ha' a kick for Nib whenivver he gits i' yo're way; but +he nivver so much as spoke rough to him. He's gin me a penny more nor +onct to buy him summat to eat. Chuck me down the shaft, if yo' want +to." + +Though he scarcely believed they would take him at his word, since the +two were somewhat in his favor, it was a courageous thing to say. If his +fate had rested in Lowrie's hands alone, heaven knows what the result +might have been; but having the others to contend with, he was safe so +far. But there was not much time to lose, and even the less interested +parties to the transgression had a stolid determination to stand by +their comrade. There was a hurried consultation held in undertones, and +then the youngest man bent suddenly, and, with a short laugh, caught +Nib in his arms. He was vicious enough to take a pleasure in playing +tormentor, if in his cooler moods he held back from committing actual +crime. + +"Tha'rt a plucky young devil," he said; "but tha's getten to swear to +howd thy tongue between thy teeth, an' if tha wunnot do it fur thy own +sake, happen tha will fur th' dog's." + +"What art tha goin' to do wi' him?" cried Jud, trembling. "He has na +done yo' no hurt." + +"We're goin' to howd him over th' shaft a minnit till tha mak's up thy +mind. Bring th' young chap along, lads." + +He had not struggled before, but he began to struggle now with all his +strength. He grew hot and cold by turns. It might not be safe to kill +him; but it would be safe enough to kill Nib. + +"Let me a-be," he cried. "Let that theer dog loose. Nib, Nib,--seize +him, lad!" + +"Put thy hond over his mouth," said the young man. + +And so Jud was half dragged, half carried to the shaft. It was as +useless for him to struggle as it was for Nib. Both were powerless. +But Jud's efforts to free himself were so frantic that the men +laughed,--Lowrie grimly, the other two with a kind of malicious +enjoyment of the grotesqueness of the situation. + +"Set him down, but keep him quiet," was the command given when they +reached the pit's side. + +The next instant a dreadful cry was smothered in the boy's grappled +throat. They were leaning against the rail and holding Nib over the +black abyss. + +"Wilt ta promise?" he was asked. "Tha may let him speak, Lowrie; he +canna mak' foak hear." + +Nib looked down into the blackness, and broke into a terrific whine, +turning his head toward his master. + +"I--I--conna promise," said Jud; but he burst into tears. + +"Let th' dog go," said Lowrie. + +"Try him again. Wilt ta promise, or mun we let th' dog go, lad? We're +noan goin' to do th' chap ony great harm; we're on'y goin' to play him a +trick to pay him back fur his cheek." + +Jud looked at Nib. + +"Lowrie said you had vitriol and knob-sticks," he faltered. "Yo' dunnat +play tricks wi' _them_." + +"Yo' see how much he's heerd," said Lowrie. "He'll noan promise." + +The one who held the dog was evidently losing patience. + +"Say yes or no, yo' young devil," he said, and he made a threatening +gesture. "We conna stand here aw neet. Promise ta will na tell mon, +woman, nor choild, what tha heerd us say. When I say 'three,' I'll drop +th' dog. One--two--" + +The look of almost human terror in Nib's eyes was too much for his +master. Desperation filled him. He could not sacrifice Nib--he could not +sacrifice the man who had been Nib's friend; but he might make a sort of +sacrifice of himself to both. + +"Stop!" he cried. "I'll promise yo'" + +He had saved Nib, but there was some parleying before he was set free, +notwithstanding his promise to be silent. But for the fact that he was +under the control of the others for the time being, Lowrie would have +resorted to harsher precautions; but possibly influenced by a touch +of admiration for the lad, the youngest man held out against his +companions. They wrangled together for a few minutes, and then Nib was +handed over. + +"Here, cut an' run, tha young beggar," said the fellow who had stood by +him, "an' dunnot let's hear ony more on thee. If we do, it'll be worse +fur thee an' th' dog too. So look out." + +Jud did not wait for a second command. The instant he felt Nib in his +arms, he scudded over the bare space of ground before him at his best +speed. They should not have time to repent their decision. If the men +had seen his face, they might not have felt so safe. But the truth was, +they were reckoning upon Jud Bates as they would have reckoned upon any +other young Riggan rascal of his age. After all, it was not so much his +promise they relied on as his wholesome fear of the consequences of its +being broken. It was not a matter of honor but of dread. + + + + +CHAPTER XXVIII - Warned + +It was even later than usual this evening when Fergus Derrick left the +Rectory. When Mr. Barholm was in his talkative mood, it was not easy for +him to break away. So Derrick was fain to listen and linger, and then +supper was brought in and he was detained again, and at eleven o'clock +Mr. Barholm suddenly hit upon a new topic. + +"By the by," he said, "where is that fellow, Lowrie? I thought he had +left Riggan." + +"He did leave Riggan," answered Derrick. + +"So I heard," returned the Rector, "and I suppose I was mistaken in +fancying I caught sight of him to-day. I don't know the man very well +and I might easily be deceived. But where is he?" + +"I think," said Derrick, quietly, "that he is in Riggan. I am not of +the opinion that you were mistaken at all. I am sure he is here, but for +reasons of his own he is keeping himself quiet. I know him too well to +be deceived by any fancied resemblance." + +"But what are his reasons?" was the next question. "That looks bad, you +know. He belongs to a bad crew." + +"Bad enough," said Derrick. + +"Is it a grudge? He is just the rascal to bear a grudge." + +"Yes," said Derrick. "It is a grudge against _me_." + +He looked up then across the table at Anice and smiled reassuringly. + +"You did not tell us that you had seen him," she said. + +"No. You think I ought to be afraid of him, and I am too vain to like +to admit the possibility that it would be better to fear any man, even a +Riggan collier." + +"But such a man!" put in Mrs. Barholm. "It seems to me he is a man to be +feared." + +"I can thrash him," said Derrick. He could not help feeling some +enjoyment in this certainty. "I _did_ thrash him upon one occasion, you +know, and a single combat with a fellow of that kind is oftener than not +decisive." + +"Yes," said the Rector, "that is the principal cause of his grudge, I +think. He might forgive you for getting him into trouble, but he will +never forgive you for thrashing him." + +They were still sitting at the table discussing the matter, when Anice, +who sat opposite a window, rose from her seat, and crossing the room to +it, drew aside the curtain and looked out. + +"There was somebody there," she said, in answer to the questioning in +the faces of her companions. "There was a face pressed close against the +glass for a minute, and I am sure it was Jud Bates." + +Derrick sprang from his chair. To his mind, it did not appear at all +unlikely that Jud Bates had mischief in hand. There were apples enough +in the Rectory garden to be a sore trial to youthful virtue. + +He opened the door and stepped into the night, and in a short time +a sharp familiar yelp fell upon the ears of the listeners. Almost +immediately after, Derrick returned, holding the trespasser by the arm. + +It was Jud Bates, but he did not look exactly like a convicted culprit, +though his appearance was disordered enough. He was pale and out of +breath, he had no cap on, and he was holding Nib, panting and excited, +in his arms. + +"Jud," exclaimed Anice, "what have you been doing? Why did you come to +the window?" + +Jud drew Nib closer, and turned, if possible, a trifle paler. + +"I coom," he said, tremulously, "to look in." + +Nobody smiled. + +"To look in?" said Anice. "Why, whom did you want to see?" + +Jud jerked his elbow at Derrick. + +"It was _him_" he answered. "I wanted to see if he had gone home yet." + +"But why?" she asked again. + +He shuffled his feet uneasily and his eyes fell. He looked down at Nib's +head and faltered. + +"I--" he said. "I wanted to stop him. I--I dunnot know----" And then the +rest came in a burst. "He munnot go," he cried, trembling afresh. "He +mun keep away fro' th' Knoll Road." + +The party exchanged glances. + +"There is mischief in hand," said Mr. Barholm; "that is plain enough." + +"_He_ munnot go," persisted Jud; "_he_ mun keep away fro' th' Knoll +Road. I'm gettin' myself i' trouble," he added, the indifference of +despair in his pale face. "If I'm fun out they'll mill me." + +Derrick stepped aside into the hall and returned with his hat in his +hand. He looked roused and determined. + +"There are two or three stout colliers in Riggan who are my friends, I +think," he said, "and I am going to ask them to face the Knoll Road +with me. I should like to settle this matter to-night. If I give these +fellows the chance to attack me, they will be the more easily disposed +of. A few years in jail might have a salutary effect upon Lowrie." + +In his momentary heat, he forgot all but the strife into which he was +forced. He did not question Jud closely. He knew Riggan and the mining +districts too well not to have a clear enough idea of what means of +vengeance would be employed. + +But when he got out into the night he had not gone many yards before +a new thought flashed upon him, and quickened his pulse. It was not a +pleasant thought because it checked him, and he was in a mood to feel +impatient of a check. But he could not throw it off. There arose within +his mind a picture of a silent room in a cottage,--of a girl sitting by +the hearth. He seemed to see quite clearly the bent head, the handsome +face, the sad eyes. He had a fancy that Liz was not with her to-night, +that the silence of the room was only broken by the soft breathing of +the child upon Joan's knee. + +He stopped with an impatient gesture. + +"What was I thinking of?" he demanded of himself, "to have forgotten +_her_, and what my madness would bring upon her? I am a selfish fool! +Let it go. I will give it up. I will stay in Riggan for the future--it +will not be long, and she need torture herself no more. I will give it +up. Let them think I am afraid to face him. I am afraid--afraid to wound +the woman I--yes--the woman I _love_." + + + + +CHAPTER XXIX - Lying in Wait + +Liz crept close to the window and looked down the road. At this time of +the year it was not often that the sun set in as fair a sky. In October, +Riggan generally shut its doors against damps and mist, and turned +toward its fire when it had one. And yet Liz had hardly seen that the +sun had shone at all to-day. Still, seeing her face a passer-by would +not have fancied that she was chilled. There was a flush upon her +cheeks, and her eyes were more than usually bright. She was watching for +Joan with a restless eagerness. + +"She's late," she said. "I mought ha' knowed she'd be late. I wisht +she'd coom--I do. An' yet--an' yet I'm feart. I wisht it wur over;" and +she twisted her fingers together nervously. + +She had laid the child down upon the bed, and presently it roused her +with a cry. She went to it, took it up into her arms, and, carrying it +to the fire, sat down. + +"Why couldn't tha stay asleep?" she said. "I nivver seed a choild loike +thee." + +But the next minute, the little creature whimpering, she bent down in +impatient repentance and kissed it, whimpering too. + +"Dunnot," she said. "I conna bear to hear thee. Hush, thee! tha goes +on as if tha knew. Eh! but I mun be a bad lass. Ay, I'm bad through an' +through, an' I conna be no worse nor I am." + +She did not kiss the child again, but held it in her listless way even +after it fell asleep. She rested an elbow on her knee and her chin upon +her hand while her tearful eyes searched the fire, and thus Joan found +her when she came in at dusk. + +"Tha'rt late again, Joan," she said. + +"Ay," Joan answered, "I'm late." + +She laid her things aside and came to the firelight. The little one +always won her first attention when she came from her day's labor. + +"Has she been frettin'?" she asked. + +"Ay," said Liz, "she's done nowt else but fret lately. I dunnot know +what ails her." + +She was in Joan's arms by this time, and Joan stood looking at the puny +face. + +"She is na well," she said in a low voice. "She has pain as we know nowt +on, poor little lass. We conna help her, or bear it fur her. We would if +we could, little un,"--as if she forgot Liz's presence. + +"Joan," Liz faltered, "what if yo' were to lose her?" + +"I hope I shanna. I _hope_ I shanna." + +"Yo' could na bear it?" + +"Theer is na mich as we conna bear." + +"That's true enow," said Liz. "I wish foak could dee o' trouble." + +"Theer's more nor yo' has wished th' same," Joan answered. + +She thought afterward of the girl's words and remembered how she looked +when she uttered them,--her piteous eyes resting on the embers, her weak +little mouth quivering, her small hands at work,--but when she heard +them, she only recognized in them a new touch of the old petulance to +which she had become used. + +Joan went about her usual tasks, holding the baby in her arms. She +prepared the evening meal with Liz's assistance and they sat down to eat +it together. But Liz had little appetite. Indeed neither of them ate +much and both were more than usually silent. A shadow of reserve had +lately fallen between them. + +After the meal was ended they drew their seats to the hearth again, and +Liz went back to her brooding over the fire. Joan, lulling the child, +sat and watched her. All Liz's beauty had returned to her. Her soft, +rough hair was twisted into a curly knot upon her small head, her +pretty, babyish face was at its best of bloom and expression--that +absent, subdued look was becoming to her. + +"Theer's honest men as mought ha' loved her," said Joan, inwardly. +"Theer's honest men as would ha' made her life happy." + +It was just as she was thinking this that Liz turned round to her. + +"If she lived to be a woman," with a gesture toward the child; "if she +lived to be a woman, do yo' think as sh'd remember me if--if owt should +happen to me now?" + +"I conna tell," Joan answered, "but I'd try to mak' her." + +"Would yo'?" and then she dropped her face upon her hands. "It ud be +best if she'd forget me," she said. "It ud be best if she'd forget me." + +"Nay, Liz," said Joan. "Tha'rt out o' soarts." + +"Ay, I am," said the girl, "an' I need be. Eh, Joan! tha'rt a good +wench. I wish I wur loike thee." + +"Tha need na, lass." + +"But I do. Tha'd nivver go wrong i' th' world. Nowt could mak' thee go +wrong. Tha'rt so strong like. An' tha'rt patient, too, Joan, an' noan +loike the rest o' women. I dunnot think--if owt wur to happen me now--as +tha'd ha' hard thowts o' me. Wouldst tha?" wistfully. + +"Nay, lass. I've been fond o' thee, an' sorry fur thee, and if tha wur +to dee tha mayst mak' sure I'd noan be hard on thee. But tha art na +goin' to dee, I hope." + +To her surprise the girl caught her hand, and, pulling it down upon her +knee, laid her cheek against it and burst into tears. + +"I dunnot know; I mought, or--or--summat. But nivver tha turn agen me, +Joan,--nivver tha hate me. I am na loike thee,--I wur na made loike +thee. I conna stand up agen things, but I dunnot think as I'm so bad as +foaks say!" + +When this impassioned mood passed away, she was silent again for a long +time. The baby fell asleep upon Joan's breast, but she did not move +it,--she liked to feel it resting there; its close presence always +seemed to bring her peace. At length, however, Liz spoke once more. + +"Wheer wur thy feyther goin' wi' Spring an' Braddy?" she asked. + +Joan turned a pale face toward her. + +"Wheer did yo' see him wi' Spring an' Braddy?" + +"Here," was Liz's reply. "He wur here this afternoon wi' em. They did +na coom in, though,--they waited i' th' road, while he went i' th' back +room theer fur summat. I think it wur a bottle. It wur that he coom fur, +I know, fur I heerd Braddy say to him, 'Hast getten it?' an' thy feyther +said, 'Ay,' an' th' other two laughed as if they wur on a spree o' some +soart." + +Joan rose from her chair, white and shaking. + +"Tak' th' choild," she said, hoarsely. "I'm goin' out." + +"Out!" cried Liz. "Nay, dunnot go out. What ails thee, Joan?" + +"I ha' summat to do," said Joan. "Stay tha here with th' choild." And +almost before she finished speaking she was gone, and the door had +closed behind her. + +There would be three of them against one man. She walked faster as she +thought of it, and her breath was drawn heavily. + +Lowrie bent down in his hiding-place, smiling grimly. He knelt upon +the grass behind a hedge at the road-side. He had reached the place a +quarter of an hour before, and he had chosen his position as coolly as +if he had been sitting down to take his tramp dinner in the shade. There +was a gap in the hedge and he must not be too near to it or too far from +it. It would be easier to rush through this gap than to leap the hedge; +but he must not risk being seen. The corner where the other men lay +concealed was not far above him. It was only a matter of a few yards, +but if he stood to wait at one turn and the engineer took the other, the +game would escape. + +So he had placed his comrades at the second, and he had taken the first. + +"I'd loike to ha' th' first yammer at him," he had said, savagely. "Yo' +can coom when yo' hear me." + +As he waited by the hedge, he put his hand out stealthily toward his +"knob-stick" and drew it nearer, saying to himself: + +"When I ha' done settlin' wi' him fur mysen, I shall ha' a bit o' an +account to settle fur her. If it's his good looks as she's takken wi', +she'll be noan so fond on him when she sees him next, I'll warrant." + +He had hit upon the greater villainy of stopping short of murder,--if he +could contain himself when the time came. + +At this instant a sound reached his ears which caused him to start. He +bent forward slightly toward the gap to listen. There were footsteps +upon the road above him--footsteps that sounded familiar. Clouds had +drifted across the sky and darkened it, but he had heard that tread +too often to mistake it now when every nerve was strung to its highest +tension. A cold sweat broke out upon him in the impotence of his wrath. + +"It's th' lass hersen," he said. "She's heerd summat, an' she's as good +as her word!"--with an oath. + +He got up and stood a second trembling with rage. He drew his sleeve +across his forehead and wiped away the sweat, and then turned round +sharply. + +"I'll creep up th' road an' meet her afore she reaches th' first place," +he panted. "If she sees th' lads, it's aw up wi' us. I'll teach her +summat as she'll noan forget." + +He was out into the Knoll Road in a minute more. + +"I'll teach her to go agen me," he muttered. + +"I'll teach her, by ------" But the sentence was never ended. There was +a murmur he did not understand, a rush, a heavy rain of blows, a dash of +something in his face that scorched like liquid fire, and with a shriek, +he fell writhing. + + + + +CHAPTER XXX - The Slip of Paper + +A minute after there rushed past Joan, in the darkness, two +men,--stumbling and cursing as they went, out of breath, horror-stricken +and running at the top of their speed. + +"It wur Lowrie hissen, by ------!" she heard one say, as he dashed by. + +"Feyther! Feyther, wheer are yo'? Feyther, are yo' nigh me?" she cried, +for she heard both the blows and the shriek. + +But there came no answer to her ear. The rapid feet beating upon the +road, their echo dying in the distance, made the only sound that broke +the stillness. There was not even a groan. Yet a few paces from her, +lay a battered, bleeding form. There was no starlight now, she could see +only the vague outline of the figure, which might be that of either one +man or the other. For an instant, the similarity in stature which had +deceived his blundering companions, deceived her also; but when she +knelt down and touched the shoulder, she knew it was not the master who +lay before her. + +"It's feyther hissen," she said, and then she drew away her hand, +shuddering. "It's wet wi' blood," she said. "It's wet wi' blood!" + +He did not hear her when she spoke; he was not conscious that she tried +to raise him; his head hung forward when she lifted him; he lay heavily, +and without motion, upon her arms. + +"They ha' killed him!" she said. "How is it, as it is na _him?_" + +There was neither light nor help nearer than "The Crown" itself, and +when her brain became clearer, she remembered this. Without light and +assistance, she could do nothing; she could not even see what hurt he +had sustained. Dead or dying, he must lie here until she had time to get +help. + +She took off her shawl, and folding it, laid his head gently upon it. +Then she put her lips to his ear. + +"Feyther," she said, "I'm goin' to bring help to thee. If tha con hear +me, stir thy hond." + +He did not stir it, so she disengaged her arm as gently as possible, +and, rising to her feet, went on her way. + +There were half a dozen men in the bar-room when she pushed the door +inward and stood upon the threshold. They looked up in amazement. + +"Those on yo' as want to help a deeing mon," she said, "come wi' me. My +feyther's lyin' in the Knoll Road, done to death." + +All were astir in a moment. Lanterns and other necessaries were +provided, and bearing one of these lanterns herself, Joan led the way. + +As she stepped out onto the pavement a man was passing, and, attracted +by the confusion, turned to the crowd: + +"What is the matter?" he asked. + +"There's a mon been killed up on th' Knoll Road," answered one of the +colliers. "It's this lass's feyther, Dan Lowrie." + +The man strode into the light and showed an agitated face. + +"Killed!" he said, "Dan Lowrie!" + +It was Fergus Derrick. + +He recognized Joan immediately, and went to her. + +"For pity's sake," he exclaimed, "don't go with them. If what they +say is true, this is no place for you. Let me take you home. You ought +not----" + +"It wur me," interrupted Joan, in a steady voice, "as found him." + +He could not persuade her to remain behind, so he walked on by her side. +He asked her no questions. He knew enough to understand that his enemy +had reaped the whirlwind he had himself sown. + +It was he who knelt first by the side of the prostrate man, holding the +lantern above the almost unrecognizable face. Then he would have raised +the lifeless hand, but Joan, who had bent down near him, stopped him +with a quick move. + +"Dunnot do that," she faltered, and when he looked up in surprise, +he comprehended her meaning, even before she added, in a passionate +undertone, the miserable words: + +"Ther's blood on it, as might ha' bin yo're own." + +"Theer's a bottle here," some one cried out suddenly. "A bottle as I +just set my foot on. Chaps, theer's been vitriol throwed." + +"Ay," cried another, "so theer has; chaps, look yo' here. Th' villains +has vitriolled him." + +They laid him upon the shutter they had brought, and carried him +homeward. Joan and Derrick were nearest to him as they walked. + +They were not far from the cottage, and it was not long before the +light glimmered through the window upon them. Seeing it, Joan turned to +Derrick suddenly. + +"I mun hurry on before," she said. "I mun go and say a word to Liz. +Comin' aw at onct th' soight ud fear her." + +Reaching the house, she pushed the door open and went in. Everything was +so quiet that she fancied the girl must have gone to bed. + +"Liz," she said aloud. "Liz!" + +Her voice fell with an echoing sound upon the silent room. She looked at +the bed and saw the child lying there asleep. Liz was not with it. She +passed quickly into the room adjoining and glanced around. It was empty. +Moved by some impulse she went back to the bed, and in bending over the +child, saw a slip of paper pinned upon its breast, and upon this paper +Joan read, in the sprawling, uncertain hand she knew so well: + + "Dunnot be hard on me, Joan, dunnot--Good-bye!" + +When Derrick entered the door, he found Joan standing alone in the +centre of the room, holding the scrap of paper in her hand. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXI - The Last Blow + +"He won't live," the doctor said to Derrick. "He's not the man to +get over such injuries, powerful as he looks. He has been a reckless, +drunken brute, and what with the shock and reaction nothing will save +him. The clumsy rascals who attacked him meant to do him harm enough, +but they have done him more than they intended, or at least the man's +antecedents will help them to a result they may not have aimed at. We +may as well tell the girl, I suppose--fine creature, that girl, by the +way. She won't have any sentimental regrets. It's a good riddance for +her, to judge from what I know of them." + +"I will tell her," said Derrick. + +She listened to him with no greater show of emotion than an increased +pallor. She remembered the wounded man only as a bad husband and a bad +father. Her life would have been less hard to bear if he had died +years ago, but now that death stood near him, a miserable sense of +desolateness fell upon her, inconsistent as such a feeling might seem. + +The village was full of excitement during this week. Everybody was ready +with suggestions and conjectures, everybody wanted to account for the +assault. At first there seemed no accounting for it at all, but at +length some one recollected that Lowrie had been last seen with Spring +and Braddy. They had "getten up a row betwixt theirsens, and t'others +had punsed him." + +The greatest mystery was the use of vitriol. It could only be decided +that it had not been an ordinary case of neighborly "punsing," and that +there must have been a "grudge" in the matter. Spring and Braddy +had disappeared, and all efforts to discover their whereabouts were +unavailing. + +On the subject of Liz's flight Joan was silent, but it did not remain a +secret many hours. A collier's wife had seen her standing, crying, and +holding a little bundle on her arm at the corner of a lane, and having +been curious enough to watch, had also seen Landsell join her a few +minutes later. + +"She wur whimperin' afore he coom," said the woman, "but she cried i' +good earnest when he spoke to her, an' talked to him an' hung back as +if she could na mak' up her moind whether to go or no. She wur a soft +thing, that wench, it wur allus whichivver way th' wind blowed wi' her. +I could nivver see what that lass o' Lowrie's wanted wi' her. Now she's +getten th' choild on her honds." + +The double shock had numbed Joan. She went about the place and waited +upon her father in a dull, mechanical way. She said but little to the +curious crowd, who, on pretence of being neighborly, flocked to the +house. She had even had very little to say to Anice. Perhaps after all, +her affection for poor Liz had been a stronger one than she had thought. + +"I think," Grace said gently to Anice, "that she does not exactly need +us yet." + +He made the remark in the Rector's presence and the Reverend Harold did +not agree with him. + +"I am convinced that you are mistaken, Grace," he said. "You are a +little too--well, too delicately metaphysical for these people. You have +sensitive fancies about them, and they are not a sensitive class. What +they want is good strong doctrine, and a certain degree of wholesome +frankness. They need teaching. That young woman, now--it seems to +me that this is the time to rouse her to a sense of her--her moral +condition. She ought to be roused, and so ought the man. It is a great +pity that he is unconscious." + +Of Joan's strange confession of faith, Anice had told him something, but +he had been rather inclined to pronounce it "emotional," and somehow +or other could not quite divest himself of the idea that she needed +the special guidance of a well-balanced and experienced mind. The +well-balanced and experienced mind in view was his own, though of course +he was not aware of the fact that he would not have been satisfied with +that of any other individual. He was all the more disinclined to believe +in Joan's conversion because his interviews with her continued to be +as unsatisfactory as ever. Her manner had altered; she had toned down +somewhat, but she still caused him to feel ill at ease. If she did not +defy him any longer or set his teachings at naught, her grave eyes, +resting on him silently, had sometimes the effect of making his words +fail him; which was a novel experience with the Rector. + +In a few days Lowrie began to sink visibly. As the doctor predicted, the +reaction was powerful, and remedies were of no avail. He lay upon the +bed, at times unconscious, at times tossing to and fro in delirium. +During her watching at the bedside, Joan learned the truth. Sometimes he +fancied himself tramping the Knoll Road homeward through the rain, and +then he muttered sullenly of the "day" that was coming to him, and the +vengeance he was returning to take; sometimes he went through the scene +with Joan herself, and again, he waited behind the hedge for his enemy, +one moment exultant, the next striving to struggle to his feet with +curses upon his lips and rage in his heart, as he caught the sound of +the advancing steps he knew so well. As he went over these scenes again +and again, it was plain enough to the listener that his vengeance had +fallen upon his own head. + +The day after he received his hurts a collier dropped into "The Crown" +with a heavy stick in his hand. + +"I fun this knob-stick nigh a gap i' th' hedge on th' Knoll Road," he +said. "It wur na fur fro' wheer they fun Lowrie. Happen them chaps laid +i' wait fur him an' it belongs to one o' 'em." + +"Let's ha' a look at it," said a young miner, and on its being handed to +him he inspected it closely. + +"Why!" he exclaimed. "It's Lowrie's own. I seed him wi' it th' day afore +he wur hurt. I know th' shape o' th' knob. How could it ha' coom theer?" + +But nobody could guess. It was taken to Joan and she listened to the +story without comment. There was no reason why they should be told what +she had already discovered. + +When Lowrie died, Anice and Grace were in the room with Joan. After the +first two days the visitors had dropped off. They had satisfied their +curiosity. Lowrie was not a favorite, and Joan had always seemed to +stand apart from her fellows, so they were left to themselves. + +Joan was standing near the bed when there came to him his first and +last gleam of consciousness. The sun was setting, and its farewell glow +streaming through the window fell upon his disfigured face and sightless +eyes. He roused himself, moving uneasily. + +"What's up wi' me?" he muttered. "I conna see--I conna--" + +Joan stepped forward. + +"Feyther," she said. + +Then memory seemed to return to him. An angry light shot across his +face. He flung out his hands and groaned: + +"What!" he cried, "tha art theer, art tha?" and helpless and broken +as he was, he wore that moment a look Joan had long ago learned to +understand. + +"Ay, feyther," she answered. + +It appeared as if, during the few moments in which he lay gasping, a +full recognition of the fact that he had been baffled and beaten after +all--that his plotting had been of no avail--forced itself upon him. He +made an effort to speak once or twice and failed, but at last the words +came. + +"Tha went agen me, did tha?" he panted. "Dom thee!" and with a struggle +to summon all his strength, he raised himself, groping, struck at her +with his clenched hand, and failing to reach her, fell forward with his +face upon the bed. + +It was all over when they raised him and laid him back again. Joan stood +upright, trembling a little, but otherwise calm. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXII - "Turned Methody!" + +It had been generally expected that when all was over the cottage upon +the Knoll Road would be closed and deserted, but some secret fancy held +Joan to the spot. Perhaps the isolation suited her mood; perhaps the +mere sense of familiarity gave her comfort. + +"I should na be less lonely any wheer else," she said to Anice Barholm. +"Theer's more here as I feel near to than i' any other place. I ha' no +friends, yo' know. As to th' choild, I con carry it to Thwaite's wife +i' th' mornin' when I go to th' pit, an' she'll look after it till neet, +for a trifle. She's getten childern o' her own, and knows their ways." + +So she went backward and forward night and morning with her little +burden in her arms. The child was a frail, tiny creature, never strong, +and often suffering, and its very frailty drew Joan nearer to it. It +was sadly like Liz, pretty and infantine. Many a rough but experienced +mother, seeing it, prophesied that its battle with life would be brief. +With the pretty face, it had inherited also the helpless, irresolute, +appealing look. Joan saw this in the baby's eyes sometimes and was +startled at its familiarity; even the low, fretted cry had in it +something that was painfully like its girl-mother's voice. More than +once a sense of fear had come upon Joan when she heard and recognized +it. But her love only seemed to strengthen with her dread. + +Day by day those who worked with her felt more strongly the change +developing so subtly in the girl. The massive beauty which had almost +seemed to scorn itself was beginning to wear a different aspect; the +defiant bitterness of look and tone was almost a thing of the past; the +rough, contemptuous speech was less scathing and more merciful when at +rare intervals it broke forth. + +"Summat has coom over her," they said among themselves. "Happen it wur +trouble. She wur different, somehow." + +They were somewhat uneasy under this alteration; but, on the whole, the +general feeling was by no means unfriendly. Time had been when they had +known Joan Lowrie only as a "lass" who held herself aloof, and yet in +a manner overruled them; but in these days more than one stunted, +overworked girl or woman found her hard task rendered easier by Joan's +strength and swiftness. + +It was true that his quiet and unremitted efforts had smoothed Grace's +path to some extent. There were ill-used women whom he had helped and +comforted; there were neglected children whose lives he had contrived +to brighten; there were unbelievers whose scoffing his gentle simplicity +and long-suffering had checked a little. He could be regarded no longer +with contempt in Riggan; he even had his friends there. + +Among those who still mildly jeered at the little Parson stood foremost, +far more through vanity than malice, "Owd Sammy Craddock." A couple of +months after Lowrie's death, "Owd Sammy" had sauntered down to the mine +one day, and was entertaining a group of admirers when Grace went by. + +It chanced that, for some reason best known to himself, Sammy was by no +means in a good humor. Something had gone wrong at home or abroad, and +his grievance had rankled and rendered him unusually contumacious. + +Nearing the group, Grace looked up with a faint but kindly smile. + +"Good-morning!" he said; "a pleasant day, friends!" + +"Owd Sammy" glanced down at him with condescending tolerance. He had +been talking himself, and the greeting had broken in upon his eloquence. + +"Which on us," he asked dryly; "which on us said it wur na?" + +A few paces from the group of idlers Joan Lowrie stood at work. Some +of the men had noted her presence when they lounged by, but in the +enjoyment of their gossip, they had forgotten her again. She had seen +Grace too; she had heard his greeting and the almost brutal laugh that +followed it; and, added to this, she had caught a passing glimpse of the +Curate's face. She dropped her work, and, before the laugh had died out, +stood up confronting the loungers. + +"If theer is a mon among yo' as he has harmed," she said; "if theer's +one among yo' as he's ivver done a wrong to, let that mon speak up." + +It was "Owd Sammy" who was the first to recover himself. Probably he +remembered the power he prided himself upon wielding over the weaker +sex. He laid aside his pipe for a moment and tried sarcasm,--an +adaptation of the same sarcasm he had tried upon the Curate. + +"Which on us said theer wur?" he asked. + +Joan turned her face, pale with repressed emotion, toward him. + +"There be men here as I would scarce ha' believed could ha' had much +agen him. I see one mon here as has a wife as lay nigh death a month or +so ago, an' it were the Parson as went to see her day after day, an' +tuk her help and comfort. Theer's another mon here as had a little un +to dee, an' when it deed, it wur th' Parson as knelt by its bed an' held +its hond an' talkt to it when it were feart. Theer's other men here as +had help fro' him as they did na know of, an' it wur help from a mon as +wur na far fro' a-bein' as poor an' hard worked i' his way as they are +i' theirs. Happen th' mon I speak on dunnot know much about th' sick +wife, an' deein choild, an' what wur done for 'em, an' if they dunnot, +it's th' Parson's fault." + +"Why!" broke in "Owd Sammy." "Blame me, if tha art na turned Methody! +Blame me," in amazement, "if tha art na!" + +"Nay," her face softening; "it is na Methody so much. Happen I'm turnin' +woman, fur I conna abide to see a hurt gi'en to them as has na earned +it. That wur why I spoke. I ha' towd yo' th' truth o' th' little chap +yo' jeered at an' throw'd his words back to." + +Thus it became among her companions a commonly accepted belief that Joan +Lowrie had turned "Methody." They could find no other solution to her +championship of the Parson. + +"Is it true as tha's j'ined th' Methodys?" Thwaite's wife asked Joan, +somewhat nervously. + +She had learned to be fond of the girl, and did not like the idea of +believing in her defection. + +"No," she answered, "it is na." + +The woman heaved a sigh of relief. + +"I thowt it wur na," she said. "I towd th' Maxys as I did na believe +it when they browt th' tale to me. They're powerful fond o' talebearing +that Maxy lot." + +Joan stopped in her play with the child. + +"They dunnot understand," she said, "that's aw. I ha' learned to think +different, an' believe i' things as I did na use to believe in. Happen +that's what they mean by talkin' o' th' Methodys." + +People learned no more of the matter than this. They felt that in some +way Joan had separated herself from their ranks, but they found it +troublesome to work their way to any more definite conclusion. + +"Hast heard about that lass o' Lowrie's?" they said to one another; +"hoo's takken a new turn sin' Lowrie deed; hoo allus wur a queer-loike, +high-handed wench." + +After Lowrie's death, Anice Barholm and Joan were oftener together than +ever. What had at first been friendship had gradually become affection. + +"I think," Anice said to Grace, "that Joan must go away from here and +find a new life." + +"That is the only way," he answered. "In this old one there has been +nothing but misery for her, and bitterness and pain." + +Fergus Derrick was sitting at a table turning over a book of engravings. +He looked up sharply. + +"Where can you find a new life for her?" he asked. "And how can you help +her to it? One dare not offer her even a semblance of assistance." + +They had not spoken to him, but he had heard, as he always heard, +everything connected with Joan Lowrie. He was always restless and eager +where she was concerned. All intercourse between them seemed to be at an +end. Without appearing to make an effort to do so, she kept out of his +path. Try as he might, he could not reach her. At last it had come to +this: he was no longer dallying upon the brink of a great and dangerous +passion,--it had overwhelmed him. + +"One cannot even approach her," he said again. + +Anice regarded him with a shade of pity in her face. + +"The time is coming when it will not be so," she said. + +The night before Joan Lowrie had spent an hour with her. She had come in +on her way from her work, before going to Thwaite's, and had knelt down +upon the hearth-rug to warm herself. There had been no light in the room +but that of the fire, and its glow, falling upon her face, had revealed +to Anice something like haggardness. + +"Joan," she said, "are you ill?" + +Joan stirred a little uneasily, but did not look at her as she answered: + +"Nay, I am na ill; I nivver wur ill i' my loife." + +"Then," said Anice, "what--what is it that I see in your face?" + +There was a momentary tremor of the finely moulded, obstinate chin. + +"I'm tired out," Joan answered. "That's all," and her hand fell upon her +lap. + +Anice turned to the fire. + +"What is it?" she asked, almost in a whisper. + +Joan looked up at her,--not defiant, not bitter, not dogged,--simply in +appeal against her own despair. + +"Is na theer a woman's place fur me i' th' world? Is it allus to be this +way wi' me? Con I nivver reach no higher, strive as I will, pray as I +will,--fur I _have_ prayed? Is na theer a woman's place fur me i' th' +world?" + +"Yes," said Anice, "I am sure there is." + +"I've thowt as theer mun be somewheer. Sometimes I've felt sure as theer +mun be, an' then agen I've been beset so sore that I ha' almost gi'en it +up. If there is such a place fur me I mun find it--I mun!" + +"You will find it," said Anice. "Some day, surely." + +Anice thought of all this again when she glanced at Derrick. Derrick was +more than usually disturbed to-day. He had for some time been working +his way to an important decision, fraught with some annoyance and +anxiety to himself. There was to be a meeting of the owners in a few +weeks, and at this meeting he had determined to take a firm stand. + +"The longer I remain in my present position, the more fully I am +convinced of the danger constantly threatening us," he said to Anice. +"I am convinced that the present system of furnaces is the cause of more +explosions than are generally attributed to it. The mine here is a +'fiery' one, as they call it, and yet day after day goes by and no +precautions are taken. There are poor fellows working under me whose +existence means bread to helpless women and children. I hold their lives +in trust, and if I am not allowed to place one frail barrier between +them and sudden death, I will lead them into peril no longer,--I will +resign my position. At least I can do that." + +The men under him worked with a dull, heavy daring, born of long use and +a knowledge of their own helplessness against their fate. There was +not one among them who did not know that in going down the shaft to +his labor, he might be leaving the light of day behind him forever. But +seeing the blue sky vanish from sight thus during six days of fifty-two +weeks in the year, engendered a kind of hard indifference. Explosions +had occurred, and might occur again; dead men had been carried up to +be stretched on the green earth,--men crushed out of all semblance to +humanity; some of themselves bore the marks of terrible maiming; but +it was an old story, and they had learned to face the same hazard +recklessly. + +With Fergus Derrick, however, it was a different matter. It was he who +must lead these men into new fields of danger. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIII - Fate + +The time came, before many days, when the last tie that bound Joan to +her present life was broken. The little one, who from the first had +clung to existence with a frail hold, at last loosened its weak grasp. +It had been ill for several days,--so ill that Joan had remained at +home to nurse it,--and one night, sitting with it upon her knee in her +accustomed place, she saw a change upon the small face. + +It had been moaning continuously, and suddenly the plaintive sound +ceased. Joan bent over it. She had been holding the tiny hand as she +always did, and at this moment the soft fingers closed upon one of her +own quietly. She was quite alone, and for an instant there was a deep +silence. After her first glance at the tiny creature, she broke this +silence herself. + +"Little lass," she said in a whisper, "what ails thee? Is thy pain +o'er?" + +As she looked again at the baby face upturned as if in silent answer, +the truth broke in upon her. + +Folding her arms around the little form, she laid her head upon its +breast and wept aloud,--wept as she had never wept before. Then she laid +the child upon a pillow and covered its face. Liz's last words returned +to her with a double force. It had not lived to forget or blame her. +Where was Liz to-night,--at this hour, when her child was so safe? + +The next morning, on her way downstairs to the breakfast-room, Anice +Barholm was met by a servant. + +"The young woman from the mines would like to see you, Miss," said the +girl. + +Anice found Joan awaiting her below. + +"I ha' come to tell yo'," she said, "that th' little un deed at midneet. +Theer wur no one I could ca' in. I sat alone wi' it i' th' room aw th' +neet, an' then I left it to come here." + +Anice and Thwaite's wife returned home with her. What little there was +to be done, they re-mained to do. But this was scarcely more than to +watch with her until the pretty baby face was hidden away from human +sight. + +When all was over, Joan became restless. The presence of the child had +saved her from utter desolation, and now that it was gone, the emptiness +of the house chilled her. At the last, when her companions were about to +leave her, she broke down. + +"I conna bear it," she said. "I will go wi' yo'." + +Thwaite's wife had proposed before that she should make her home with +them; and now, when Mrs. Thwaite returned to Riggan, Joan accompanied +her, and the cottage was locked up. + +This alteration changed greatly the routine of her life. There were +children in the Thwaite household--half a dozen of them--who, having +overcome their first awe of her, had learned before the baby died to be +fond of Joan. Her handsome face attracted them when they ceased to fear +its novelty; and the hard-worked mother said to her neighbors: + +"She's getten a way wi' childer, somehow,--that lass o' Lowrie's. Yo'd +wonder if yo' could see her wi' 'em. She's mony a bit o' help to me." + +But as time progressed, Anice Barholm noted the constant presence +of that worn look upon her face. Instead of diminishing, it grew and +deepened. Even Derrick, who met her so rarely, saw it when he passed her +in the street. + +"She is not ill, is she?" he asked Anice once, abruptly. + +Anice shook her head. + +"No, she is not ill." + +"Then she has some trouble that nobody knows about," he said. "What a +splendid creature she is!" impetuously--"and how incomprehensible!" + +His eyes chanced to meet Anice's, and a dark flush swept over his face. +He got up almost immediately after and began to pace the room, as was +his habit. + +"Next week the crisis will come at the mines," he said. "I wonder how it +will end for me." + +"You are still determined?" said Anice. + +"Yes, I am still determined. I wish it were over. Perhaps there will be +a Fate in it"--his voice lowering itself as he added this last sentence. + +"A Fate?" said Anice. + +"I am growing superstitious and full of fancies," he said. "I do +not trust to myself, as I once did. I should like Fate to bear the +responsibility of my leaving Riggan or remaining in it." + +"And if you leave it?" asked Anice. + +For an instant he paused in his walk, with an uncertain air. But he +shook this uncertainty off with a visible effort, the next moment. + +"If I leave it, I do not think I shall return, and Fate will have +settled a long unsettled question for me." + +"Don't leave it to Fate," said Anice in a low tone. "Settle it for +yourself. It does not--it is not--it looks----" + +"It looks cowardly," he interrupted her. "So it does, and so it is. God +knows I never felt myself so great a coward before!" + +He had paused again. This time he stood before her. The girl's grave, +delicate face turned to meet his glance and seeing it, a thought seemed +to strike him. + +"Anice," he said, the dark flush rising afresh. "I promised you that if +the time should ever come when I needed help that it was possible you +might give, I should not be afraid to ask you for it. I am coming to you +for help. Not now--some day not far distant. That is why I remind you of +the compact." + +"I did not need reminding," she said to him. + +"I might have known that," he answered,--"I think I did know it But let +us make the compact over again." + +She held out her hand to him, and he took it eagerly. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIV - The Decision + +The owners of the Riggan collieries held their meeting. That a person +in their employ should differ from them boldly, and condemn their course +openly, was an extraordinary event; that a young man in the outset of +his career should dare so much was unprecedented. It would be a ruinous +thing, they said among themselves, for so young a man to lose so +important a position on the very threshold of his professional life, and +they were convinced that his knowledge of this would restrain him. But +they were astounded to find that it did not. + +He brought his plans with him, and laid them before them. They were +plans for the abolition of old and dangerous arrangements, for the +amelioration of the condition of the men who labored at the hourly risk +of their lives, and for rendering this labor easier. Especially, there +were plans for a newer system of ventilation--proposing the substitution +of fans for the long-used furnace. One or two of the younger men leaned +toward their adoption. But the men with the greatest influence were +older, and less prone to the encouragement of novelty. + +"It's all nonsense," said one. "Furnaces have been used ever since the +mines were opened, and as to the rest--it arises, I suppose, from the +complaints of the men. They always will complain--they always did." + +"So far they have had reason for complaint," remarked Derrick. "As you +say, there have been furnaces ever since there have been mines, and +there have also been explosions which may in many cases be attributed +to them. There was an explosion at Browton a month ago which was to +some extent a mystery, but there were old miners who understood it well +enough. The return air, loaded with gas, had ignited at the furnace, +and the result was that forty dead and wounded men were carried up the +shaft, to be recognized, when they were recognizable, by mothers, and +wives, and children, who depended upon them for their scant food." + +Derrick argued his cause well and with spirit, keeping a tight rein upon +himself; but when, having exhausted his arguments, he found that he had +not advanced his cause, and that it was a settled matter that he should +not, he took fire. + +"Then, gentlemen," he said, "I have but one resource. I will hold +no human life lightly in my hands. I have the honor to tender you my +resignation." + +There was a dead silence for a moment or so. They had certainly not +expected such a result as this. A well-disposed young man, who sat near +to Derrick, spoke to him in a rapid undertone. + +"My dear fellow," he said, "it will be the ruin of you. For my part, I +admire your enthusiasm, but do not be rash." + +"A man with a will and a pair of clean hands is not easily ruined," +returned Derrick a trifle hotly. "As to being rash or enthusiastic, I am +neither the one nor the other. It is not enthusiasm which moves me, it +is a familiarity with stern realities." + +When he left the room his fate had been decided. At the end of the week +he would have no further occupation in Riggan. He had only two more +days' work before him and he had gained the unenviable reputation of +being a fire-and-tow young fellow, who was flighty enough to make a +martyr of himself. + +Under the first street-lamp he met Grace, who was evidently making his +way home. + +"I will go with you," he said, taking his arm. + +Once within the walls of the pleasant little room, he found it easy to +unbosom himself. He described his interview with his employers, and its +termination. + +"A few months ago, I flattered myself that my prospects were improving," +he said; "but now it seems that I must begin again, which is not an easy +matter, by the way." + +By the time he ended he found his temporary excitement abating somewhat, +but still his mood was by no means undisturbed. + +It was after they had finished tea and the armchairs had been drawn to +the fire that Grace himself made a revelation. + +"When you met me to-night, I was returning from a visit I had paid to +Joan Lowrie." + +"At Thwaite's?" said Derrick. + +"At Thwaite's. She--the fact is I went on business--she has determined +to change her plan of life." + +"In what manner?" + +"She is to work no more at the mines. I am happy to say that I have been +able to find her other employment." + +There was an interval of silence, at length broken by Derrick. + +"Grace," he said, "can you tell me why she decided upon such a course?" + +Grace looked at him with questioning surprise. + +"I can tell you what she said to me on the subject," he replied. "She +said it was no woman's work, and she was tired of it." + +"She is not the woman to do anything without a motive," mused Derrick. + +"No," returned the Curate. + +A moment later, as if by one impulse, their eyes met. Grace started as +if he had been stung. Derrick simply flushed. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"I--I do not think I understand," Grace faltered. "Surely I am +blundering." + +"No," said Derrick, gloomily. "You cannot blunder since you know the +truth. You did not fancy that my feeling was so trivial that I could +have conquered it so soon? Joan Lowrie----" + +"Joan Lowrie!" + +Grace's voice had broken in upon him with a startled sound. + +The two men regarded each other in bewilderment. Then again Derrick was +the first to speak. + +"Grace," he said, "you have misunderstood me." + +Grace answered him with a visible tremor. + +"If," he said, "it was to your love for Joan Lowrie you referred when +you spoke to me of your trouble some months ago, I _have_ misunderstood +you. If the obstacles you meant were the obstacles you would find in the +path of such a love, I have misunderstood you. If you did not mean that +your heart had been stirred by a feeling your generous friendship caused +you to regard as unjust to _me_, I have misunderstood you miserably." + +"My dear fellow!" Derrick exclaimed, with some emotion. "My dear fellow, +do you mean to tell me that you imagined I referred to Miss Barholm?" + +"I was sure of it," was Grace's agitated reply. "As I said before, I +have misunderstood you miserably." + +"And yet you had no word of blame for me?" + +"I had no right to blame you. I had not lost what I believed you had +won. It had never been mine. It was a mistake," he added, endeavoring to +steady himself. "But don't mind me, Derrick. Let us try to set it right; +only I am afraid you will have to begin again." + +Derrick drew a heavy breath. He took up a paper-knife from the table, +and began to bend it in his hands. + +"Yes," he said, "we shall have to begin again. And it is told in a few +words," he said, with a deliberateness painful in its suggestion of an +intense effort at self-control. "Grace, what would you think of a +man who found himself setting reason at defiance, and in spite of all +obstacles confronting the possibility of loving and marrying--if she can +be won--such a woman as Joan Lowrie?" + +"You are putting me in a difficult position," Paul answered. "If he +would dare so much, he would be the man to dare to decide for himself." + +Derrick tossed the paper-knife aside. + +"And you know that I am the person in question. _I_ have so defied the +world, in spite of myself at first, I must confess. _I_ have confronted +the possibility of loving Joan Lowrie until I _do_ love her. So there +the case stands." + +Gradually there dawned upon the Curate's mind certain remembrances +connected with Joan. Now and then she had puzzled and startled him, but +here, possibly, might be a solution of the mystery. + +"And Joan Lowrie herself?" he asked, questioningly. + +"Joan Lowrie herself," said Derrick, "is no nearer to me to-day than she +was a year ago." + +"Are you,"--hesitatingly,--"are you quite sure of that?" + +The words had escaped his lips in spite of himself. + +Derrick started and turned toward him with a sudden movement + +"Grace!" he said. + +"I asked if you were sure of that," answered Grace, coloring. "I am +not." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXV - In the Pit + +The next morning Derrick went down to the mine as usual. There were +several things he wished to do in these last two days. He had heard that +the managers had entered into negotiations with a new engineer, and he +wished the man to find no half-done work. The day was bright and frosty, +and the sharp, bracing air seemed to clear his brain. He felt more +hopeful, and less inclined to view matters darkly. + +He remembered afterward that, as he stepped into the cage, he turned to +look at the unpicturesque little town, brightened by the winter's +sun; and that, as he went down, he glanced up at the sky and marked how +intense appeared the bit of blue, which was framed in by the mouth of +the shaft. + +Even in the few hours that had elapsed since the meeting the rumor of +what he had said and done had been bruited about. Some collier had heard +it and had told it to his comrades, and so it had gone from one to the +other. It had been talked over at the evening and morning meal in divers +cottages, and many an anxious woman had warmed into praise of the man +who had "had a thowt for th' men." + +In the first gallery he entered he found a deputation of men awaiting +him,--a group of burly miners with picks and shovels over their +shoulders,--and the head of this deputation, a spokesman burlier and +generally gruffer than the rest, stopped him. + +"Mester," he said, "we chaps 'ud loike to ha' a word wi' yo'." + +"All right," was Derrick's reply, "I am ready to listen." + +The rest crowded nearer as if anxious to participate as much as +possible, and give their spokesman the support of their presence. + +"It is na mich as we ha' getten to say," said the man, "but we're fain +to say it. Are na we, mates?" + +"Ay, we are, lad," in chorus. + +"It's about summat as we'n heerd. Theer wur a chap as towd some on us +last neet, as yo'd getten th' sack fro' th' managers--or leastways as +yo'd turned th' tables on 'em an' gi'en them th' sack yo'rsen. An' we'n +heerd as it begun wi' yo're standin' up fur us chaps--axin fur things +as wur wanted i' th' pit to save us fro' runnin' more risk than we need. +An' we heerd as yo' spoke up bold, an' argied fur us an' stood to what +yo' thowt war th' reet thing, an' we set our moinds on tellin' yo' as +we'd heerd it an' talked it over, an' we'd loike to say a word o' thanks +i' common fur th' pluck yo' showed. Is na that it, mates?" + +"Ay, that it is, lad!" responded the chorus. + +Suddenly one of the group stepped out and threw down his pick. + +"An' I'm dom'd, mates," he said, "if here is na a chap as 'ud loike to +shake hands wi' him." + +It was the signal for the rest to follow his example. They crowded about +their champion, thrusting grimy paws into his hand, grasping it almost +enthusiastically. + +"Good luck to yo', lad!" said one. "We'n noan smooth soart o' chaps, but +we'n stand by what's fair an' plucky. We shall ha' a good word fur thee +when tha hast made thy flittin'." + +"I'm glad of that lads," responded Derrick, heartily, by no means +unmoved by the rough-and-ready spirit of the scene. "I only wish I had +had better luck, that's all." + +A few hours later the whole of the little town was shaken to its very +foundations, by something like an earthquake, accompanied by an ominous, +booming sound which brought people flocking out of their houses, with +white faces. Some of them had heard it before--all knew what it +meant. From the colliers' cottages poured forth women, shrieking and +wailing,--women who bore children in their arms and had older ones +dragging at their skirts, and who made their desperate way to the pit +with one accord. From houses and workshops there rushed men, who, coming +out in twos and threes joined each other, and, forming a breathless +crowd, ran through the streets scarcely daring to speak a word--and all +ran toward the pit. + +There were scores at its mouth in five minutes; in ten minutes there +were hundreds, and above all the clamor rose the cry of women: + +"My Mester's down!" + +"An' mine!" + +"An' mine!" + +"Four lads o' mine is down!" + +"Three o' mine!" + +"My little un's theer--th' youngest--nobbut ten year owd--nobbut ten +year owd, poor little chap! an' on'y been at work a week!" + +"Ay, wenches, God ha' mercy on us aw'--God ha' mercy!" And then more +shrieks and wails in which the terror-stricken children joined. + +It was a fearful sight. How many lay dead and dying in the noisome +darkness below, God only knew! How many lay mangled and crushed, waiting +for their death, Heaven only could tell! + +In five minutes after the explosion occurred, a slight figure in +clerical garb made its way through the crowd with an air of excited +determination. + +"The Parson's feart," was the general comment. + +"My men," he said, raising his voice so that all could hear, "can any of +you tell me who last saw Fergus Derrick?" + +There was a brief pause, and then came a reply from a collier who stood +near. + +"I coom up out o' th' pit an hour ago," he said, "I wur th' last as coom +up, an' it wur on'y chance as browt me. Derrick wur wi' his men i' th' +new part o' th' mine. I seed him as I passed through." + +Grace's face became a shade or so paler, but he made no more inquiries. + +His friend either lay dead below, or was waiting for his doom at that +very moment. He stepped a little farther forward. + +"Unfortunately for myself, at present," he said, "I have no practical +knowledge of the nature of these accidents. Will some of you tell me how +long it will be before we can make our first effort to rescue the men +who are below?" + +Did he mean to volunteer--this young whipper-snapper of a parson? And if +he did, could he know what he was doing? + +"I ask you," he said, "because I wish to offer myself as a volunteer at +once; I think I am stronger than you imagine and at least my heart will +be in the work. I have a friend below,--myself," his voice altering its +tone and losing its firmness,--"a friend who is worthy the sacrifice of +ten such lives as mine if such a sacrifice could save him." + +One or two of the older and more experienced spoke up. Under an hour it +would be impossible to make the attempt--it might even be a longer time, +but in an hour they might, at least, make their first effort. + +If such was the case, the Parson said, the intervening period must be +turned to the best account. In that time much could be thought of and +done which would assist themselves and benefit the sufferers. He called +upon the strongest and most experienced, and almost without their +recognizing the prominence of his position, led them on in the work. He +even rallied the weeping women and gave them something to do. One was +sent for this necessary article and another for that. A couple of boys +were despatched to the next village for extra medical assistance, so +that there need be no lack of attention when it was required. He took +off his broadcloth and worked with the rest of them until all the +necessary preparations were made and it was considered possible to +descend into the mine. + +When all was ready, he went to the mouth of the shaft and took his place +quietly. + +It was a hazardous task they had before them. Death would stare them +in the face all through its performance. There was choking after-damp +below, noxious vapors, to breathe which was to die; there was the chance +of crushing masses falling from the shaken galleries--and yet these men +left their companions one by one and ranged themselves, without saying a +word, at the Curate's side. + +"My friends," said Grace, baring his head, and raising a feminine hand. +"My friends, we will say a short prayer." + +It was only a few words. Then the Curate spoke again. + +"Ready!" he said. + +But just at that moment there stepped out from the anguished crowd a +girl, whose face was set and deathly, though there was no touch of fear +upon it. + +"I ax yo'," she said, "to let me go wi' yo' and do what I con. Lasses, +some on yo' speak a word fur Joan Lowrie!" + +There was a breathless start. The women even stopped their outcry to +look at her as she stood apart from them,--a desperate appeal in the +very quiet of her gesture as she turned to look about her for some one +to speak. + +"Lasses," she said again. "Some on yo' speak a word fur Joan Lowrie!" + +There rose a murmur among them then, and the next instant this murmur +was a cry. + +"Ay," they answered, "we con aw speak fur yo'. Let her go, lads! She's +worth two o' th' best on yo'. Nowt fears her. Ay, she mun go, if she +will, mun Joan Lowrie! Go, Joan, lass, and we'n not forget thee!" + +But the men demurred. The finer instinct of some of them shrank from +giving a woman a place in such a perilous undertaking--the coarser +element in others rebelled against it. + +"We'n ha' no wenches," these said, surlily. + +Grace stepped forward. He went to Joan Lowrie and touched her gently on +the shoulder. + +"We cannot think of it," he said. "It is very brave and generous, +and--God bless you!--but it cannot be. I could not think of allowing it +myself, if the rest would." + +"Parson," said Joan coolly, but not roughly, "tha'd ha' hard work to +help thysen, if so be as th' lads wur willin'." + +"But," he protested, "it may be death. I could not bear the thought of +it. You are a woman. We cannot let you risk your life." + +She turned to the volunteers. + +"Lads," she cried, passionately, "yo' munnot turn me back. I--sin I +mun tell yo'----" and she faced them like a queen,--"theer's a mon down +theer as I'd gi' my heart's blood to save." + +They did not know whom she meant, but they demurred no longer. + +"Tak' thy place, wench," said the oldest of them. "If tha mun, tha mun." + +She took her seat in the cage by Grace, and when she took it she half +turned her face away. But when those above began to lower them, and they +found themselves swinging downward into what might be to them a pit of +death, she spoke to him. + +"Theer's a prayer I'd loike yo' to pray," she said. "Pray that if we mun +dee, we may na dee until we ha' done our work." + +It was a dreadful work indeed that the rescuers had to do in those black +galleries. And Joan was the bravest, quickest, most persistent of all. +Paul Grace, following in her wake, found himself obeying her slightest +word or gesture. He worked constantly at her side, for he, at least, +had guessed the truth. He knew that they were both engaged in the +same quest. When at last they had worked their way--lifting, helping, +comforting--to the end of the passage where the collier had said he last +saw the master then, for one moment, she paused, and her companion, with +a thrill of pity, touched her to attract her attention. + +"Let me go first," he said. + +"Nay," she answered, "we'n go together." + +The gallery was a long and low one, and had been terribly shaken. In +some places the props had been torn away, in others they were borne down +by the loosened blocks of coal. The dim light of the "Davy" Joan held up +showed such a wreck that Grace spoke to her again. + +"You must let me go first," he said, with gentle firmness. "If one of +these blocks should fall----" + +Joan interrupted him,-- + +"If one on 'em should fall I'm th' one as it had better fall on. There +is na mony foak as ud miss Joan Lowrie. Yo' ha' work o' yo're own to +do." + +She stepped into the gallery before he could protest, and he could only +follow her. She went before, holding the Davy high, so that its light +might be thrown as far forward as possible. Now and then she was forced +to stoop to make her way around a bending prop; sometimes there was a +fallen mass to be surmounted, but she was at the front still when they +reached the other end without finding the object of their search. + +"It--he is na there," she said. "Let us try th' next passage," and she +turned into it. + +It was she who first came upon what they were looking for; but they did +not find it in the next passage, or the next, or even the next. It was +farther away from the scene of the explosion than they had dared to +hope. As they entered a narrow side gallery, Grace heard her utter a low +sound, and the next minute she was down upon her knees. + +"Theer's a mon here," she said, "It's him as we're lookin' fur." + +She held the dim little lantern close to the face,--a still face with +closed eyes, and blood upon it Grace knelt down too, his heart aching +with dread. + +"Is he------" he began, but could not finish. + +Joan Lowrie laid her hand upon the apparently motionless breast and +waited almost a minute, and then she lifted her own face, white as the +wounded man's--white and solemn, and wet with a sudden rain of tears. + +"He is na dead," she said. "We ha' saved him." + +She sat down upon the floor of the gallery and lifting his head laid it +upon her bosom, holding it close as a mother might hold the head of her +child. + +"Mester," she said, "gi' me th' brandy flask, and tak' thou thy Davy an' +go fur some o' th' men to help us get him to th' leet o' day. I'm gone +weak at last. I conna do no more. I'll go wi' him to th' top." + +When the cage ascended to the mouth again with its last load of +sufferers, Joan Lowrie came with it, blinded and dazzled by the golden +winter's sunlight as it fell upon her haggard face. + +She was holding the head of what seemed to be a dead man upon her knee. +A great shout of welcome rose up from the bystanders. + +She helped them to lay her charge upon a pile of coats and blankets +prepared for him, and then she turned to the doctor who had hurried to +the spot to see what could be done. + +"He is na dead," she said. "Lay yo're hond on his heart. It beats yet, +Mester,--on'y a little, but it beats." + +"No," said the doctor, "he is not dead--yet," with a breath's pause +between the two last words. "If some of you will help me to put him on a +stretcher, he may be carried home, and I will go with him. There is just +a chance for him, poor fellow, and he must have immediate attention. +Where does he live?" + +"He must go with me," said Grace. "He is my friend." + +So they took him up, and Joan stood a little apart and watched them +carry him away,--watched the bearers until they were out of sight, +and then turned again and joined the women in their work among the +sufferers. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVI - Alive Yet + +In the bedroom above the small parlor a fire was burning at midnight, +and by this fire Grace was watching. The lamp was turned low and the +room was very quiet; a dropping cinder made quite a startling sound. +When a moan or a movement of the patient broke the stillness--which was +only at rare intervals--the Curate rose and went to the bedside. But +it was only to look at the sufferer lying upon it, bandaged and +unconscious. There was very little he could do. He could follow the +instructions given by the medical man before he went away, but these had +been few and hurried, and he could only watch with grief in his heart. +There was but a chance that his friend's life might be saved. Close +attention and unremitting care might rescue him, and to the best of his +ability the Curate meant to give him both. But he could not help feeling +a deep anxiety. His faith in his own skill was not very great, and there +were no professional nurses in Riggan. + +"It is the care women give that he needs," he said once, standing near +the pillow and speaking to himself. "Men cannot do these things well. A +mother or sister might save him." + +He went to the window and drew back the curtain to look out upon the +night. As he did so, he saw the figure of a woman nearing the house. As +she approached, she began to walk more slowly, and when she reached +the gates she hesitated, stopped and looked up. In a moment it became +evident that she saw him, and was conscious that he saw her. The dim +light in the chamber threw his form into strong relief. She raised her +hand and made a gesture. He turned away from the window, left the room +quietly, and went down-stairs. She had not moved, but stood at the gate +awaiting him. She spoke to him in a low tone, and he distinguished in +its sound a degree of physical exhaustion. + +"Yo' saw me," she said. "I thowt yo' did though I did na think o' yo' +bein' at th' winder when I stopped--to--to see th' leet." + +"I am glad I saw you," said Grace. "You have been at work among the men +who were hurt?" + +"Ay," pulling at a bush of evergreen nervously, and scattering the +leaves as she spoke. "Theer's scarce a house o' th' common soart i' +Riggan as has na trouble in it." + +"God help them all!" exclaimed Grace, fervently. + +"Have you seen Miss Barholm?" he asked next. + +"She wur on th' ground i' ten minnits after th' explosion. She wur +in th' village when it happent, an' she drove to th' pit. She's been +workin' as hard as ony woman i' Riggan. She saw us go down th' mine, but +she did not see us come up. She wur away then wi' a woman as had a lad +to be carried home dead. She would ha' come to _him_ but she knowed yo' +were wi' him, an' theer wur them as needed her. When th' cages coom up +theer wur women as screamed an' held to her, an' throwed theirsens on +their knees an' hid their faces i' her dress, an' i' her honds, as if +they thowt she could keep th' truth fro' 'em." + +Grace trembled in his excitement. + +"God bless her! God bless her!" he said, again and again. + +"Where is she now?" he asked at length. + +"Theer wur a little chap as come up i' the last cageful--he wur hurt +bad, an' he wur sich a little chap as it went hard wi' him. When th' +doctor touched him he screamed an' begged to be let alone, an' she heerd +an' went to him, an' knelt down an' quieted him a bit. Th' poor little +lad would na let go o' her dress; he held to it fur dear life, an' +sobbed an' shivered and begged her to go wi' him an' howd his head on +her lap while th' doctor did what mun be done. An' so she went, an' +she's wi' him now. He will na live till day-leet, an' he keeps crying +out for th' lady to stay wi' him." + +There was another silence, and then Joan spoke: + +"Canna yo' guess what I coom to say?" + +He thought he could, and perhaps his glance told her so. + +"If I wur a lady," she said, her lips, her hands trembling, "I could na +ax yo' what I've made up my moind to; but I'm noan a lady, an' it does +na matter. If yo' need some one to help yo' wi' him, will yo' let me ha' +th' place? I dunnot ax nowt else but--but to be let do th' hard work." + +She ended with a sob. Suddenly she covered her face with her hands, +weeping wildly. + +"Don't do that," he said, gently. "Come with me. It is you he needs." + +He led the way into the house and up the stairs, Joan following him. +When they entered the room they went to the bedside. + +The injured man lay motionless. + +"Is theer loife i' him yet?" asked Joan. "He looks as if theer might na +be." + +"There is life in him," Grace answered; "and he has been a strong man, +so I think we may feel some hope." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVII - Watching and Waiting + +The next morning the pony-carriage stopped before the door of the +Curate's lodgings. When Grace went downstairs to the parlor, Anice +Barholm turned from the window to greet him. The appearance of physical +exhaustion he had observed the night before in Joan Lowrie, he saw again +in her, but he had never before seen the face which Anice turned toward +him. + +"I was on the ground yesterday, and saw you go down into the mine," she +said. "I had never thought of such courage before." + +That was all, but in a second he comprehended that this morning they +stood nearer together than they had ever stood before. + +"How is the child you were with?" he asked. + +"He died an hour ago." + +When they went upstairs, Joan was standing by the sick man. + +"He's worse than he wur last neet," she said. "An' he'll be worse still. +I ha' nursed hurts like these afore. It'll be mony a day afore he'll be +better--if th' toime ivver comes." + +The Rector and Mrs. Barholm, hearing of the accident, and leaving +Browton hurriedly to return home, were met by half a dozen different +versions on their way to Riggan, and each one was so enthusiastically +related that Mr. Barholm's rather dampened interest in his daughter's +protege was fanned again into a brisk flame. + +"There must be something in the girl, after all," he said, "if one could +only get at it. Something ought to be done for her, really." + +Hearing of Grace's share in the transaction, he was simply amazed. + +"I think there must be some mistake," he said to his wife. "Grace is not +the man--not the man _physically_" straightening his broad shoulders, +"to be equal to such a thing." + +But the truth of the report forced itself upon him after hearing the +story repeated several times before they reached Riggan, and arriving at +home they heard the whole story from Anice. + +While Anice was talking, Mr. Barholm began to pace the floor of the room +restlessly. + +"I wish I had been there," he said. "I would have gone down myself." + +(It is true: he would have done so.) + +"You are a braver man than I took you for," he said to his Curate, +when he saw him,--and he felt sure that he was saying exactly the right +thing. "I should scarcely have expected such dashing heroism from you, +Grace." + +"I hardly regarded it in that light," said the little gentleman, +coloring sensitively. "If I had, I should scarcely have expected it of +myself." + +The fact that Joan Lowrie had engaged herself as nurse to the injured +engineer made some gossip among her acquaintances at first, but this +soon died out. Thwaite's wife had a practical enough explanation of the +case. + +"Th' lass wur tired o' pit-work; an' no wonder. She's made up her moind +to ha' done wi' it; an' she's a first-rate one to nurse,--strong i' the +arms, an' noan sleepy-headed. Happen she'll tak' up wi' it fur a trade. +As to it bein' _him_ as she meant when she said theer wur a mon as she +meant to save, it wur no such thing. Joan Lowrie's noan th' kind o' +wench to be runnin' after gentlefolk,--yo' know that yoresens. It's noan +o' our business who the mon wur. Happen he's dead; an' whether he's dead +or alive, you'd better leave him a-be, an' her too." + +In the sick man's room the time passed monotonously. There were days +and nights of heavy slumber or unconsciousness,--restless mutterings and +weary tossings to and fro. The face upon the pillow was sometimes white, +sometimes flushed with fever; but whatever change came to pass, Death +never seemed far away. + +Grace lost appetite, and grew thin with protracted anxiety and watching. +He would not give up his place even to Anice or Mrs. Barholm, who spent +much of their time in the house. He would barely consent to snatch a few +minutes' rest in the day-time; in truth, he could not have slept if he +would. Joan held to her post unflinchingly. She took even less respite +than Grace. Having almost forced her to leave the room one morning, +Anice went downstairs to find her lying upon the sofa,--her hands +clasped under her head, her eyes wide open. + +"I conna sleep yet a while," she said. "Dunnot let it trouble yo'. I'm +used to it." + +Sometimes during the long night Joan felt his hollow eyes following her +as she moved about the room, and fixed hungrily upon her when she stood +near him. + +"Who are you?" he would say. "I have seen you before, and I know your +face; but--but I have lost your name. Who are you?" + +One night, as she stood upon the hearth, alone in the room,--Grace +having gone downstairs for something,--she was startled by the sound of +Derrick's voice falling with a singular distinctness upon the silence. + +"Who is it that is standing there?" he said. + +"Do I know you? Yes--it is-----" but before he could finish, the +momentary gleam of recognition had passed away, and he had wandered off +again into low, disjointed murmurings. + +It was always of the mine, or one other anxiety, that he spoke. There +was something he must do or say,--some decision he must reach. Must he +give up? Could he give up? Perhaps he had better go away,--far away. +Yes; he had better go. No,--he could not,--he must wait and think again. +He was tired of thinking,--tired of reasoning and arguing with himself. +Let it go for a few minutes. Give him just an hour of rest. He was +full of pain; he was losing himself, somehow. And then, after a brief +silence, he would begin again and go the weary round once more. + +"He has had a great deal of mental anxiety of late,--too much +responsibility," said the medical man; "and it is going rather against +him." + + + + +CHAPTER XXXVIII - Recognition + +The turning-point was reached at last. One evening, at the close of his +usual visit, the doctor said to Grace: + +"To-morrow, I think, you will see a marked alteration. I should not be +surprised to find on my next visit that his mind had become permanently +cleared. The intervals of half consciousness have become lengthened. +Unless some entirely unlooked-for change occurs, I feel sure that the +worst is over. Give him close attention to-night. Don't let the young +woman leave the room." + +That night Anice watched with Joan. It was a strange experience through +which these two passed together. If Anice had not known the truth +before, she would have learned it then. Again and again Derrick went the +endless round of his miseries. How must it end? How could it end? What +must he do? How black and narrow the passages were! There she was, +coming toward him from the other end,--and if the props gave way------! +They _were_ giving way!--Good God! the light was out, and he was held +fast by the mass which had fallen upon him. What must he do about her +whom he loved, and who was separated from him by this horrible wall? He +was dying, and she would never know what he wanted to tell her. What was +it that he wanted to say,--That he loved her,--loved her,--loved her! +Could she hear him? He must make her hear him before he died,--"Joan! +Joan!" + +Thus he raved hour after hour; and the two sat and listened, often in +dead silence; but at last there rose in Joan Lowrie's face a look of +such intense and hopeless pain, that Anice spoke. + +"Joan! my poor Joan!" she said. + +Joan's head sank down upon her hands. + +"I mun go away fro' Riggan," she whispered. "I mun go away afore he +knows. Theer's no help fur me." + +"No help?" repeated Anice after her. + +She did not understand. + +"Theer's none," said Joan. "Dunnot yo' see as ony place wheer he is con +be no place fur me? I thowt--I thowt the trouble wur aw on my side, but +it is na. Do yo' think I'd stay an' let him do hissen a wrong?" + +Anice wrung her hands together. + +"A wrong?" she cried. "Not a wrong, Joan--I cannot let you call it +that." + +"It would na be nowt else. Am _I_ fit wife fur a gentlemon? Nay, my +work's done when the danger's ower. If he wakes to know th' leet o' day +to-morrow morning, it's done then." + +"You do not mean," said Anice, "that you will leave us?" + +"I conna stay i' Riggan; I mun go away." + +Toward morning Derrick became quieter. He muttered less and less until +his voice died away altogether, and he sank into a profound slumber. +Grace, coming in and finding him sleeping, turned to Joan with a look of +intense relief. + +"The worst is over," he said; "now we may hope for the best." + +"Ay," Joan answered, quietly, "th' worst is ower--fur him." + +At last darkness gave way to a faint gray light, and then the gray +sky showed long slender streaks of wintry red, gradually widening and +deepening until all the east seemed flushed. + +"It's mornin'," said Joan, turning from the window to the bed. "I mun +gi' him th' drops again." + +She was standing near the pillow when the first flood of the sunlight +poured in at the window. At this moment Derrick awoke from his sleep to +a full recognition of all around him. But the strength of his delirium +had died out; his prostration was so utter, that for the moment he had +no power to speak and could only look up at the pale face hopelessly. It +seemed as if the golden glow of the morning light transfigured it. + +"He's awake," Joan said, moving away and speaking to those on the other +side of the room. "Will one on yo' pour out th' medicine? My hand's noan +steady." + +Grace went to the bedside hurriedly. + +"Derrick," he said, bending down, "do you know me?" + +"Yes," Derrick answered in a faltering whisper, and as he said it the +bedroom door closed. Both of them heard it. A shadow fell upon the sick +man's face. His eyes met his friend's with a question in them, and the +next instant the question put itself into words: + +"Who--went out?" + +Grace bent lower. + +"It was Joan Lowrie." + +He closed his eyes and waited a little as if to gain fresh strength. +There rose a faint flush upon his hollow cheeks and his mouth trembled. + +"How"--he said next--"how--long?" + +"You mean to ask me," said Grace, "how long she has been here?" + +A motion of assent. + +"She has been here from the first." + +He asked no further questions. His eyes closed once more and he lay +silent. + + + + +CHAPTER XXXIX - A Testimonial + +Joan went back to her lodgings at the Thwaites' and left Mrs. Barholm +and Anice to fill her place. + +Too prostrate to question his nurses, Derrick could only lie with closed +eyes helpless and weary. He could not even keep himself awake long +enough to work his way to any very clear memories of what had happened. +He had so many half recollections to tantalize him. He could remember +his last definite sensation,--a terrible shock flinging him to the +ground, a second of pain and horror, and then utter oblivion. Had he +awakened one night and seen Joan Lowrie by the dim fire-light and called +out to her, and then lost himself? Had he awakened for a second or so +again and seen her standing close to his pillow, looking down at him +with an agony of dread in her face? + +In answer to his question, Grace had told him that she had been with +him from the first. How had it happened? This he asked himself again and +again, until he grew feverish over it. + +"Above all things," he heard the doctor say, "don't let him talk and +don't talk to him." + +But Grace comprehended something of his mental condition. + +"I see by your look that you wish to question me," he said to him. "Have +patience for a few days and then I will answer every question you may +ask. Try to rest upon that assurance." + +There was one question, however, which would not wait. Grace saw it +lying in the eager eyes and answered it. + +"Joan Lowrie," he said, "has gone home." + +Joan's welcome at the Thwaites' house was tumultuous. The children +crowded about her, neighbors dropped in, both men and women wanting to +have a word with her. There were few of them who had not met with some +loss by the explosion, and there were those among them who had cause to +remember the girl's daring. + +"How's th' engineer?" they asked. "What do th' doctors say o' him?" + +"He'll get better," she answered. "They say as he's out o' danger." + +"Wur na it him as had his head on yo're knee when yo' come up i' th' +cage?" asked one woman. + +Mrs. Thwaite answered for her with some sharpness. They should not +gossip about Joan, if she could help it. + +"I dunnot suppose as she knowd th' difference betwixt one mon an' +another," she said. "It wur na loikely as she'd pick and choose. Let th' +lass ha' a bit o' quoiet, wenches. Yo' moither her wi' yo're talk." + +"It's an ill wind as blows nobody good," said Thwaite himself. "Th' +explosion has done one thing--it's made th' mesters change their minds. +They're i' th' humor to do what th' engineer axed fur, now." + +"Ay," said a tired-looking woman, whose poor attempt at mourning told +its own story; "but that wunnot bring my mester back." + +"Nay," said another, "nor my two lads." + +There had been a great deal of muttered discontent among the colliers +before the accident, and since its occurrence there had been signs +of open rebellion. Then, too, results had proved that the seasonable +adoption of Derrick's plan would have saved some lives at least, and, +in fact, some future expenditure. Most of the owners, perhaps, felt +somewhat remorseful; a few, it is not impossible, experienced nothing +more serious than annoyance and embarrassment, but it is certain +that there were one or two who were crushed by a sense of personal +responsibility for what had occurred. + +It was one of these who made the proposition that Derrick's plan be +accepted unreservedly, and that the engineer himself should be requested +to resume his position and undertake the management of the work. There +was some slight demurring at first, but the catastrophe was so recent +that its effect had not had time to wear away, and finally the agreement +was made. + +But at that time Derrick was lying senseless in the bedroom over the +parlor, and the deputation from the company could only wait upon Grace, +and make an effort at expressing their sympathy. + +After Joan's return to her lodgings, she, too, was visited. There was +some curiosity felt concerning her. A young and handsome woman, who had +taken so remarkable a part in the tragedy, was necessarily an object of +interest. + +Mr. Barholm was so fluently decided in his opinion that something +really ought to be done, that a visit to the heroine of the day was the +immediate result. There was only one form the appreciation of a higher +for a lower social grade could take, and it was Mr. Barholm who had +been, naturally, selected as spokesman. He explained to Joan the nature +of the visit. His friends of the Company had heard the story of her +remarkable heroism, and had felt that something was due to her--some +token of the admiration her conduct had inspired in them. They had +agreed that something ought to be done, and they had called this evening +to present her with a little testimonial. + +The bundle of crisp bank-notes burned the hand of the man who held them, +as Joan Lowrie listened to this speech. She stood upright before them, +resting one hand upon the back of a chair, but when the bearer of the +testimonial in question rose, she made a step forward. There was more +of her old self in her gesture than she had shown for months. Her eyes +flashed, her face hardened, a sudden red flew to her cheek. + +"Put it up," she said. "I wunnot tak' it." + +The man who had the money laid it upon the table, as if he were anxious +to be rid of it He was in a glow of anger and shame at the false step +they had made. + +"I beg your pardon," he said. "I see we have made a mistake." + +"Ay," she said, "yo' ha' made a mistake. If yo' choose to tak' that an' +gi'e it to th' women an' childer as is left to want bread, yo' may do it +an' welcome." + + + + +CHAPTER XL - Going South + +The first day Fergus Derrick was allowed to spend an hour in an +easy-chair by the fire, he heard the story of his rescue from the +lips of his friend, listening to it as he rested against the propping +cushions. + +"Don't be afraid of exciting me," he had said to Grace. "I have +conjectured until I am tired of it. Tell me the whole story. Let me hear +the end _now_." + +Derrick's breath came quick and short as he listened, and his haggard +face flushed. It was not only to his friend he owed his life, but to +Joan Lowrie. + +"I should like to see her," he said when Grace had finished. "As for +you, Grace--well--words are poor things." + +"They are very poor things between friends," was Grace's answer; "so +let us have none of them. You are on this side of the grave, dear +fellow--that is enough." + +During the rest of the day Derrick was silent and abstracted, but +plainly full of active thought. + +By nightfall a feverish spot burned upon his cheek, and his pulse had +quickened dangerously. + +"I must wait," he said to Grace, "and it is hard work." + +Just at that time Anice was sitting in her room at the Rectory, thinking +of Joan also, when there came to her the sound of footsteps in the +passage and then a summons to the door. + +"You may come in," she said. + +But it was not a servant, as she had supposed; it was Joan, with a +bundle upon her arm. + +"You are going away, Joan?" she said. "Tonight?" + +"Ay," Joan answered, as she came and stood upon the hearth. "I'm goin' +away toneet." + +"You have quite made up your mind?" + +"Ay," said Joan. "I mun break loose. I want to get as far fro' th' owd +life as I con. I'd loike to forget th' most on it. I'm goin' toneet, +because I dunnot want to be axed questions. If I passed thro' th' town +by day-leet, theer's them as ud fret me wi' their talk." + +"Have you seen Mr. Grace?" Anice asked. + +"No. I shanna ha' th' chance to say good-by to him. I coom partly to ax +yo' to say it fur me." + +"Yes, I will say it I wish there were no need that I should, though. I +wish I could keep you." + +There was a brief silence. Joan knelt on one knee by the fender. + +"I ha' bin thinkin' o' Liz," she said. "I thowt I'd ax yo'--if it wur to +happen so as she'd drift back here agen while I wur away--as yo'd say +a kind word to her, an' tell her about th' choild, an' how as I nivver +thowt hard on her, an' as th' day nivver wur as I did na pity her fro' +th' bottom o' my soul. I'm goin' toward th' south," she said again after +a while. "They say as th' south is as different fro' th' north as th' +day is fro' the neet. I ha' money enow to help me on, an' when I stop I +shall look fur work." + +Anice's face lighted up suddenly. + +"To the south!" she said. "Why did I not think of that before? If you go +toward the south, there is Ashley-Wold and grandmamma, Mrs. Galloway. I +will write to her now, if you will let me," rising to her feet. + +"If yo'll gi' me th' letter, I'll tak' it an' thank yo'," said Joan. "If +she could help me to work or th' loike, I should be glad enow." + +Anice's mother's mother had always been her safest resource in the past, +and yet, curiously enough, she had not thought of turning toward her in +this case until Joan's words had suggested such a course. + +Joan took the letter and put it in the bosom of her dress. + +"Theer's no more danger fur _him?_" she said. "Thwaite towd me he wur +better." + +She spoke questioningly, and Anice answered her-- + +"Yes, he is out of danger. Joan, what am I to say to him?" + +"To say to him!" + +She started slightly, but ended with a strained quietness of manner. + +"Theer's nowt to say," she added, rising, and preparing to go. + +Anice rose also. She held out both her hands, and Joan took them. + +"I will go downstairs with you," said Anice; and they went out together. + +When they reached the front door, they kissed each other, and Anice +stood in the lighted hall and watched the girl's departure. + +"Good-by!" she said; "and God bless you!" + +Early in the morning, Derrick called his friend to his bedside. + +"I have had a bad night," he said to him. + +"Yes," Grace answered. "It is easy enough to see that." + +There was an unnatural sparkle in the hollow eyes, and the flush upon +the cheek had not faded away. + +Derrick tried to laugh, and moved restlessly upon his pillow. + +"So I should imagine," said he. "The fact is--well you see I have been +thinking." + +"About--" + +"Yes--yes--Grace, I cannot wait--I must hear something. A hundred things +might happen. I must at least be sure she is not far away. I shall never +regain strength as long as I have not the rest that knowledge will bring +me. Will you go to her and take her a few words of gratitude from me?" + +"Yes, readily." + +"Will you go now?" + +"Yes." + +Grace would have left the room, but Derrick stretched out his hand and +touched him. + +"Stay--" he said. + +Grace turned to him again. + +"You know"--in the old resolute way--"you know what I mean the end to +be, if it may be?" + +"I think I do." + +Grace appeared at the Rectory very soon afterward, and asked for Miss +Barholm. Anice came down into the parlor to meet him at once. She could +not help guessing that for some reason or other he had come to speak of +Joan, and his first words confirmed her impression. + +"I have just left the Thwaites'," he said. "I went there to see Joan +Lowrie, and find that she is not there. Mrs. Thwaite told me that she +had left Riggan. Is that true?" + +"Yes. She went away last night She came here to bid me good-by, and +leave a farewell message for you." + +Grace was both troubled and embarrassed. + +"I----" he faltered. "Do _you_ understand it?" + +"Yes," Anice answered. + +Their eyes met, and she went on: + +"You know we have said that it was best that she should break away +entirely from the past. She has gone to try if it is possible to do it. +She wants another life altogether." + +"I do not know what I must do," said Grace. "You say she has gone away, +and I--I came to her from Derrick." + +"From Mr. Derrick!" Anice exclaimed; and then both relapsed into +silence. + +It was Anice who spoke first + +"Mamma was going to send some things to Mr. Derrick this morning," she +said. "I will have the basket packed and take it myself. If you will let +me, I will go with you as soon as I can have the things prepared." + + + + +CHAPTER XLI - "A Soart o' Pollygy" + +The interview between Anice and Derrick was a long one. At the end +Derrick said: + +"I shall go to Ashley-Wold." + +Grace had been called out almost immediately after his return to the +house; but on his way home he met Anice, and having something to say +about the school, he turned toward the Rectory with her. + +They had not gone far, however, before they were joined by a third +party,--Mr. Sammy Craddock, who was wending his way Crownward. Seeing +them, Mr. Craddock hesitated for a moment, as if feeling somewhat +doubtful; but as they approached him, he pulled off his hat. "I dunnot +know," he said, "after aw, if it would not be as well to ha' a witness. +Hope yo're nicely, Miss," affably; "an' th' same to yo', Parson. Would +yo'" clearing his throat, "would yo' moind shakin' honds wi' a chap?" + +Grace gave him his hand. + +"Thank yo', Parson," said "Owd Sammy." "It's th' first toime, yo' know, +but it shanna be th' last, if yo' dnnnot see owt agen it. Th' truth is, +as it's summat as has been on my moind for some toime,--ivver sin' th' +accident, i' fact. Pluck's pluck, yo' see, whether yo're for a mon or +agen him. Yo're not mich to look at. Yo' mowt be handsomer, an' yo' mowt +be likelier,--yo' mowt easily ha' more muscle, an' yo' dnnnot look as +if yo' wnr like to be mich i' argyment; but yo're getten a backbone o' +yo're own,--I'm danged if yo' ha' na." + +"I'm much obliged to you, I am sure," said Grace. + +"Yo' need na be," answered Sammy, encouragingly. "Yo' need na be. If +yo'd getten owt to be obleeged to me fur, I should na ha' so mich to +say. Yo' see I'm makin' a soart o' pollygy,--a soart o' pollygy," with +evident enjoyment of the word. "An' that's why I said as it mowt be as +well to ha' a witness. I wur allus one as set more store by th' State +than th' Church, an' parsons wur na i' my line, an' happen I ha' ben a +bit hard on yo', an' ha' said things as carried weight agen yo' wi' them +as valleyed my opinion o' things i' general. An' sin' th' blow-up, I ha' +made up my moind as I would na moind tellin' yo' as I wur agoin' to +w'draw my oppysition, sin' it seemit as if I'd made a bit o' a mistake. +Yo're neyther knave nor foo', if yo' are a parson. Theer now! +Good-mornin' to yo'!" + +"Noan on 'em con say as I wur na fair," Owd Sammy said to himself, as +he went on his way shaking his head, "I could na ha' done no fairer. He +desarved a bit o' commendation, an' I let him ha' it. Be fair wi a mon, +say I, parson or no. An' he is na th' wrong sort, after aw." + +He was so well pleased with himself, that he even carried his virtue +into The Crown, and diffused it abroad over his pint of sixpenny. He +found it not actually unpleasant to display himself as a magnate, +who, having made a most natural mistake, had been too independent and +straightforward to let the matter rest, and consequently had gone to the +magnificent length of apologetic explanation. + +"I ha' bin havin' a word or so wi' th' little Parson," he said. "I ha' +ben tellin' him what I thowt o' what he did th' day o' th' blow-up. I +changed my moind about th' little chap that day, an' I ha' ben tellin' +him so." + +"Yo' ha'?" in an amazed chorus. "Well, now, that theer _wur_ a turn, +Sammy." + +"Ay, it wur. I'm noan afeard to speak my moind one way or t'other, yo' +see. When a mon shows as he's med o' th' reet cloth, I am na afeard to +tell him I loike th' web." + + + + +CHAPTER XLII - Ashley-Wold + +Two weeks after Joan left Riggan, she entered the village of Ashley-Wold +on foot. With the exception of a few miles here and there, when a +friendly wagoner had offered her a lift, she had made all her journey in +this manner. She had met with discouragement and disappointment. She had +not fancied that it would be an easy matter to find work, though she +had expressed no doubt to Anice, but it was even a more difficult matter +than she had imagined. At some places work was not to be had, in others +the fact that she was an utter stranger went against her. + +It was evening when she came to Ashley-Wold; the rain was falling soft +and slowly, and the air was chill. She was cold, and faint with hunger. +The firelight that shone through the cottage windows brought to her an +acute sense of her bodily weariness through its suggestion of rest and +cheerfulness. The few passers-by--principally men and women returning +from their daily labor--glanced at her curiously. + +She had held to the letter as a last resource. When she could not help +herself she would ask for assistance, but not until then. Still she had +always turned her face toward Ashley-Wold, Now she meant to go to Mrs. +Galloway and deliver the letter. + +Upon entering the village she had stopped and asked a farmer for +directions. He had stared at her at first, hardly comprehending her +northern dialect, but had finally understood and pointed out the house, +whose gables could be seen from the road-side. + +So Joan made her way toward it through the evening rain and mist. It +was a pretty place, with a quaint picturesqueness. A hedge, which was +a marvel of trimness, surrounded the garden, ivy clung to the walls and +gables, and fancifully clipped box and other evergreens made a modest +greenery about it, winter though it was. At her first glance at this +garden Joan felt something familiar in it. Perhaps Anice herself had +planned some portion of it. Joan paused a moment and stood looking over +the hedge. + +Mrs. Galloway, sitting at her work-table near the window, had found her +attention attracted a few moments before by a tall young woman coming +down the road which passed on one side of the hedge. + +"There is something a little remarkable about her," she said. "She +certainly does not belong to Ashley-Wold." + +Then Joan stopped by the hedge and she saw her face and uttered a low +exclamation of surprise at its beauty. She drew nearer to the window and +looked out at her. + +"She must be very cold," said Mrs. Galloway. "She looks as if she had +made a long journey. I will send Hollis to her." + +A few minutes later there tripped down the garden-walk a trimly attired +young housemaid. + +The mistress had seen her from the window and thought she looked cold +and tired. Would she come into the house to rest? + +Joan answered with a tinge of color on her cheek. She felt a little like +a beggar. + +"Thank yo'; I'll come," she said. "If th' mistress is Mrs. Galloway, I +ha' a letter fur her fro' Lancashire." + +Mrs. Galloway met them on the threshold. + +"The young woman, ma'am," said the servant, "has a letter from +Lancashire." + +"From Lancashire!" said Mrs. Galloway. + +"Fro' Riggan, mistress," said Joan. "Fro' Miss Anice. I'm Joan Lowrie." + +That Joan Lowrie was a name familiar to her was evident by the change in +Mrs. Galloway's face. A faint flush of pleasure warmed it, and she spoke +quickly. + +"Joan Lowrie!" she said. "My dear child's friend! Then I know you very +well. Come into the room, my dear." + +She led her into the room and closed the door. + +"You are very cold and your shawl is wet," laying a kind hand upon it. +"Give it to me, and take a seat by the fire. You must warm yourself +thoroughly and have a cup of tea," she said, "and then I will begin to +ask questions." + +There was a wide, low-seated, low-armed, soft-cushioned chair at one +side of the fire, and in this chair she had made Joan seat herself. The +sudden change from the chill dampness of the winter day to the exquisite +relief and rest, almost overcame the girl. She was deadly pale when Mrs. +Galloway ceased, and her lips trembled; she tried to speak, and for a +moment could not; tears rushed to her eyes and stood in them. But she +managed to answer at last. + +"I beg yo're pardon," she said. "Yo' ha' no need to moind me. Th' warmth +has made me a bit faint, that's aw. I've noan been used to it lately." + +Mrs. Galloway came and stood near her. + +"I am sorry to hear that, my dear," she said. + +"Yo're very kind, ma'am," Joan answered. + +She drew the letter from her dress and handed it to her. + +"I getten that fro' Miss Anice the neet I left Riggan," she said. + +When the tea was brought in and Joan had sat down, the old lady read the +letter. + +"_Keep her with you if you can. Give her the help she needs most. She +has had a hard life, and wants to forget it._" + +"Now, I wonder," said Mrs. Galloway to herself, "what the help is that +she needs most?" + +The rare beauty of the face impressed her as it invariably impressed +strangers, but she looked beneath the surface and saw something more in +it than its beauty. She saw its sadness, its resolution. + +When Joan rose from the table, the old lady was still standing with the +letter in her hand. She folded it and spoke to her. + +"If you are sufficiently rested, I should like you to sit down and talk +to me a little. I want to speak to you about your plans." + +"Then," said Joan, "happen I'd better tell yo' at th' start as I ha' +none." + +Mrs. Galloway put her hand upon her shoulder. + +"Then," she returned, "that is all the better for me, for I have in my +mind one of my own. You would like to find work to help you----" + +"I _mun_ find work," Joan interrupted, "or starve." + +"Of any kind?" questioningly. + +"I ha' worked at th' pit's mouth aw my life," said Joan. "I need na be +dainty, yo' see." + +Mrs. Galloway smoothed the back of the small, withered hand upon her +knee with the palm of the other. + +"Then, perhaps," she said slowly, "you will not refuse to accept my +offer and stay here--with me?" + +"Wi' yo'?" Joan exclaimed. "I am an old woman, you see," Mrs. Galloway +answered. "I have lived in Ashley-Wold all my life, and have, as it +were, accumulated duties, and now as the years go by, I do not find it +so easy to perform them as I used to. I need a companion who is young +and strong, and quick to understand the wants of those who suffer. Will +you stay here and help _me?_" + +"Wi' yo'?" said Joan again. "Nay," she cried; "nay--that is not fur me. +I am na fit." + +On her way to her chamber some hours later Mrs. Galloway stopped at the +room which had been Anice's, and looked in upon her guest. But Joan was +not asleep, as she had hoped to find her. She stood at the fireside, +looking into the blaze. + +"Will you come here a minnit?" she said. + +She looked haggard and wearied, but the eyes she raised to her hostess +were resolute. + +"Theer's summat as I ha' held back fro' sayin' to yo'," she said, "an' +th' more I think on it, th' more I see as I mun tell yo' if I mean +to begin fair an' clear. I ha' a trouble as I'm fain to hide; it's +a trouble as I ha' fowt wi' an' ha' na helped mysen agen. It's na a +shame," straightening herself; "it's a trouble such as ony woman might +bear an' be honest. I coom away fro' Riggan to be out o' th' way on +it--not to forget it, for I conna--but so as I should na be so near +to--to th' hurt on it." + +"I do not need another word," Mrs. Galloway answered. "If you had chosen +to keep it a secret, it would have been your own secret as long as you +chose that it should be so. There is nothing more you need? Very well +Good-night, my dear!" + + + + +CHAPTER XLIII - Liz Comes Back + +"Miss," said Mrs. Thwaite, "it wur last neet, an' you mowt ha' knocked +me down wi' a feather, fur I seed her as plain as I see yo'." + +"Then," said Anice, "she must be in Riggan now." + +"Ay," the woman answered, "that she mun, though wheer, God knows, I +dunnot. It wur pretty late, yo' see, an' I wur gettin' th' mester's +supper ready, an' as I turns mysen fro' th' oven, wheer I had been +stoopin' down to look at th' bit o' bacon, I seed her face agen th' +winder, starin' in at me wild loike. Ay, it wur her sure enow, poor +wench! She wur loike death itsen--main different fro' th' bit o' a soft, +pretty, leet-headed lass she used to be." + +"I will go and speak to Mr. Grace," Anice said. + +The habit of referring to Grace was growing stronger every day. She met +him not many yards away, and before she spoke to him saw that he was not +ignorant of what she had to say. + +"I think you know what I am going to tell you," she said. + +"I think I do," was his reply. + +The rumor had come to him from an acquaintance of the Maxys, and he had +made up his mind to go to them at once. + +"Ay," said the mother, regarding them with rather resentful curiosity, +"she wur here this mornin'--Liz wur. She wur in a bad way enow--said +she'd been out on th' tramp fur nigh a week--seemit a bit out o' her +head. Th' mon had left her again, as she mowt ha' knowed he would. Ay, +lasses _is_ foo's. She'd ben i' th' Union, too, bad o' th' fever. I towd +her she'd better ha' stayed theer. She wanted to know wheer Joan Lowrie +wur, an' kept axin fur her till I wur tired o' hearin' her, and towd her +so." + +"Did she ask about her little child?" said Anice. + +"Ay, I think she did, if I remember reet. She said summat about wantin' +to know wheer we'd put it, an' if Joan wur dead, too. But it did na seem +to be th' choild she cared about so much as Joan Lowrie." + +"Did you tell her where we buried it?" Grace asked. + +"Ay." + +"Thank you. I will go to the church-yard," he said to Anice. "I may find +her there." + +"Will you let me go too?" Anice asked. + +He paused a moment + +"I am afraid that it would be best that I should go alone." + +"Let me go," she pleaded. "Don't be afraid for me. I could not stay +away. Let me go--for Joan's sake." + +So he gave way, and they passed out together. But they did not find her +in the church-yard. The gate had been pushed open and hung swinging on +its hinges. There were fresh footprints upon the damp clay of the path +that led to the corner where the child lay, and when they approached +the little mound they saw that something had been dropped upon the grass +near it. It was a thin, once gay-colored, little red shawl. Anice bent +down and picked it up. "She has been here," she said. + +It was Anice who, after this, first thought of going to the old cottage +upon the Knoll Road. The afternoon was waning when they left the +church-yard; when they came within sight of the cottage the sun had sunk +behind the hills. In the red, wintry light, the place looked terribly +desolate. Weeds had sprung up about the house, and their rank growth +covered the very threshold, the shutters hung loose and broken, and a +damp greenness had crept upon the stone step. + +A chill fell upon her when they stood before the gate and saw what was +within. Something besides the clinging greenness had crept upon the +step,--something human,--a homeless creature, who might have staggered +there and fallen, or who might have laid herself there to die. It was +Liz, lying with her face downward and with her dead hand against the +closed door. + + + + +CHAPTER XLIV - Not Yet + +Mrs. Galloway arose and advanced to meet her visitor with a slightly +puzzled air. + +"Mr. ------" she began. + +"Fergus Derrick," ended the young man. "From Riggan, madam." + +She held out her hand cordially. + +"Joan is in the garden," she said, after a few moments of earnest +conversation. "Go to her." + +It was a day very different from the one upon which Joan Lowrie had +come to Ashley-Wold. Spring had set her light foot fairly upon the green +Kentish soil. Farther north she had only begun to show her face timidly, +but here the atmosphere was fresh and balmy, the hedges were budding +bravely, and there was a low twitter of birds in the air. The garden +Anice had so often tended was flushing into bloom in sunny corners, and +the breath of early violets was sweet in it. Derrick was conscious of +their springtime odor as he walked down the path, in the direction Mrs. +Galloway had pointed out. It was a retired nook where evergreens were +growing, and where the violet fragrance was more powerful than anywhere +else, for the rich, moist earth of one bed was blue with them. Joan was +standing near these violets,--he saw her as he turned into the walk,--a +motionless figure in heavy brown drapery. + +She heard him and started from her revery. With another half-dozen steps +he was at her side. + +"Don't look as if I had alarmed you," he said. "It seems such a poor +beginning to what I have come to say." + +Her hand trembled so that one or two of the loose violets she held fell +at his feet. She had a cluster of their fragrant bloom fastened in the +full knot of her hair. The dropping of the flowers seemed to help her +to recover herself. She drew back a little, a shade of pride in her +gesture, though the color dyed her cheeks and her eyes were downcast. + +"I cannot--I cannot listen," she said. + +The slight change which he noted in her speech touched him unutterably. +It was not a very great change; she spoke slowly and uncertainly, and +the quaint northern burr still held its own, and here and there a word +betrayed her effort. + +"No, no," he said, "you will listen. You gave me back my life. You will +not make it worthless. If you cannot love me," his voice shaking, "it +would have been less cruel to have left me where you found me--a dead +man,--for whom all pain was over." + +He stopped. The woman trembled from head to foot. She raised her eyes +from the ground and looked at him catching her breath. + +"Yo' are askin' me to be yo're wife!" she said. "Me!" + +"I love you," he answered. "_You_, and no other woman!" + +She waited a moment and then turned suddenly away from him, and leaned +against the tree under which they were standing, resting her face upon +her arm. Her hand clung among the ivy leaves and crushed them. Her old +speech came back in the quick hushed cry she uttered. + +"I conna turn yo' fro' me," she said. "Oh! I conna!" + +"Thank God! Thank God!" he cried. + +He would have caught her to his breast, but she held up her hand to +restrain him. + +"Not yet," she said, "not yet. I conna turn you fro' me, but theer's +summat I must ask. Give me th' time to make myself worthy--give me th' +time to work an' strive; be patient with me until th' day comes when I +can come to yo' an' know I need not shame yo'. They say I am na slow at +learnin'--wait and see how I can work for th' mon--for th' mon I love." + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg's That Lass O' Lowrie's, by Frances Hodgson Burnett + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THAT LASS O' LOWRIE'S *** + +***** This file should be named 25725.txt or 25725.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/5/7/2/25725/ + +Produced by David Widger + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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