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+The Project Gutenberg EBook of Heart Utterances at Various Periods of a
+Chequered Life., by Eliza Paul Kirkbride Gurney
+
+This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with
+almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or
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+
+
+Title: Heart Utterances at Various Periods of a Chequered Life.
+
+Author: Eliza Paul Kirkbride Gurney
+
+Release Date: May 25, 2008 [EBook #25599]
+
+Language: English
+
+Character set encoding: ASCII
+
+*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK HEART UTTERANCES ***
+
+
+
+
+Produced by Bethanne M. Simms, Barbara Tozier and the
+Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net
+
+
+
+
+
+Heart Utterances
+
+AT
+
+VARIOUS PERIODS
+
+OF
+
+A CHEQUERED LIFE.
+
+
+NOT PUBLISHED.
+
+
+
+
+ In this book I have scribbled some innocent rhymes,
+ In various moods, and at different times;
+ Some grave and some cheerful, some merry, some sad,
+ Though none may be _good_, there are none _very bad_.
+
+
+
+
+Contents.
+
+
+ KINDNESS
+ WRITTEN AT THE DELAWARE WATER GAP
+ WRITTEN IN AN ALBUM
+ ON READING "GIBBON'S ROME"
+ WRITTEN IN A FRIEND'S ALBUM
+ WRITTEN AFTER A VISIT TO THE INSTITUTION FOR THE DEAF AND DUMB
+ OH! TIME, AS IT FLEETS, DOOMS A JOY TO DECAY
+ ON LEAVING PINE COTTAGE
+ THE MORN AND EVE OF LIFE
+ THE EVENING STAR
+ RECOGNITION IN HEAVEN
+ WRITTEN IN L. J.'S ALBUM
+ THE ALPINE HORN
+ THE GATHERING ROUND THE OAK TREE
+ J. H. ON THE DEATH OF HIS WIFE
+ THOU GREAT FIRST CAUSE
+ IN A SEASON OF BEREAVEMENT
+ ON A PACKET OF LETTERS
+ REPLY OF THE MESSENGER BIRD
+ HEAVEN AND EARTH
+ HUSH, HUSH! MY THOUGHTS ARE RESTING
+ CONSOLATION IN BEREAVEMENT
+ SUGGESTED BY THE CONVERSATION OF A BROTHER AND SISTER
+ ON THE DEATH OF MY UNCLE, JOSEPH PAUL
+ SPRING
+ OH, FOR A HOME OF REST!
+ LIFE'S STAGES
+ THE SHEPHERD OF ISRAEL
+ WOODBURN
+ J. & H. C. BACKHOUSE
+ THE PLAGUES OF EGYPT
+ THE LAST LOOK IS TAKEN
+ TO A FRIEND
+ FAREWELL
+ THE LAST DAY
+ THE REUNION
+ ON THE DEATH OF ELIZABETH FRY AND SIR T. F. BUXTON
+ EPHESIANS 4:32
+ AT A TIME OF DEEP PROVING
+ AS AN EAGLE STIRRETH UP HER NEST
+ WILLIAM FORSTER
+ ALL ALONE
+
+
+
+
+Heart Utterances.
+
+
+
+
+FIRST ATTEMPT AT RHYME.
+
+KINDNESS.
+
+
+ Kindness soothes the bitter anguish,
+ Kindness wipes the falling tear,
+ Kindness cheers us when we languish,
+ Kindness makes a friend more dear.
+
+ Kindness turns a pain to pleasure,
+ Kindness softens every woe,
+ Kindness is the greatest treasure,
+ That frail man enjoys below.
+
+ Then how can I, so frail a being,
+ Hope thy kindness to repay,
+ My great weakness plainly seeing,
+ Seeing plainer every day.
+
+ Oh, I never can repay thee!
+ That I but too plainly see;
+ But I trust thou wilt forgive me,
+ For the love I bear to thee.
+
+1811. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WRITTEN AT THE DELAWARE WATER GAP.
+
+
+ Great and omnipotent that Power must be,
+ That wings the whirlwind and directs the storm,
+ That, by a strong convulsion, severed thee,
+ And wrought this wondrous chasm in thy form.
+
+ Man is a dweller, where, in some past day,
+ Thy rock-ribbed frame majestically rose;
+ The river rushes on its new-made way,
+ And all is life where all was once repose.
+
+ Pleased, as I gazed upon thy lofty brow
+ Where Nature seems her loveliest robes to wear,
+ I felt that Pride at such a scene must bow,
+ And own its insignificancy there.
+
+ Oh Thou, to whom directing worlds is play,
+ Thy condescension without bounds must be,
+ If man, the frail ephemera of a day,
+ Be graciously regarded still by Thee.
+
+ Here, as I ponder on Thy mighty deeds,
+ And marvel at Thy bounteousness to me,
+ While wrapt in solemn awe, my bosom bleeds,
+ Lest recklessly I may have wounded Thee,--
+
+ Wounded that Being who is fain to call
+ The heavy-laden and the wearied home;
+ The dear Redeemer! He who died that all
+ Might to his glorious in-gathering come.
+
+1818. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WRITTEN IN AN ALBUM.
+
+
+ Judge we of coming, by the by-past, years,
+ And still can Hope, the siren, soothe our fears?
+ Cheated, deceived, our cherished day-dreams o'er,
+ We cling the closer, and we trust the more.
+ Oh, who can say there's bliss in the review
+ Of hours, when Hope with fairy fingers drew
+ A magic sketch of "rapture yet to be,"
+ A rainbow horizon, a life of glee!
+ The world all bright before us--vivid scene
+ Of cloudless sunshine and of fadeless green;
+ A treacherous picture of our coming years,
+ Bright in prospective--welcomed but with tears.
+
+ How false the view, a backward glance will tell!
+ A tale of visions wrecked, of broken spell,
+ Of valued hearts estranged or careless grown,
+ Affection's links dissevered or unknown;
+ Of joys, deemed fadeless, gone to swift decay,
+ And love's broad circle dwindled half away;
+ Of early graves of friends who, one by one,
+ Leave us at last to journey on alone.
+
+ Turn to the home of childhood--hallowed spot,
+ Through life's vicissitudes still unforgot;
+ The sacred hearth deserted now is found,
+ Or unloved stranger-forms are circling round.
+ In the dear hall, whose sounds were all our own,
+ Are other voices, other accents known;
+ And where our early friends? A starting tear
+ And the rude headstone promptly answer, "Here."
+
+ Thus will compare Hope's sketch of bliss to be
+ With the undreamed of, sad reality;
+ Yet this and more the afflicted heart may bear,
+ If Faith, celestial visitant, be there,
+ Whispering of greener shores, of purer skies,
+ Of flowers unfading, love that never dies,
+ A glimpse of joy to come in mercy given,
+ The eternal sunshine of approving Heaven.
+
+1818. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+ON READING "GIBBON'S ROME."
+
+
+ And this man was "an infidel!" Ah, no!
+ The tale's incredible--it was not so.
+ The untutored savage through the world may plod,
+ Reckless of Heaven and ignorant of his God;
+ But that a mind that's culled improvement's flowers
+ From all her brightest amaranthine bowers,
+ A mind whose keen and comprehensive glance
+ Comprised at once a world--should worship chance,
+ Is strangely inconsistent--seems to me
+ The very essence of absurdity;
+ Who, from the exhaustless granary of Heaven,
+ Receives the blessings so profusely given,
+ Looks with a curious eye on Nature's face,
+ Forever beaming with a new-born grace,
+ And dares with impious voice aloud proclaim
+ He knows no Heaven but this--no God but Fame.
+ Lord, in refusing to acknowledge Thee,
+ Vain man denies his own reality;
+ But tho' the boon of _life_ he may receive
+ From God, and still affect to disbelieve,
+ What are his views at _death's_ resounding knell?
+ Just Heaven! Sure, man ne'er _died_ an infidel.
+ Stretched on the agonizing couch of pain,
+ All human aid inefficacious, vain,
+ Where shall his tortured spirit rest? Ah, where?
+ The past, all gloom! the future, all despair!
+ 'Tis then, O Lord, the skeptic turns to Thee,
+ Then the proud scoffer humbly bends the knee;
+ Feels in this darksome hour there's much to do--
+ Earth fading fast, Heaven's portals far from view.
+ Oh, what a hopeless wretch this man must be!
+ His very soul weeps tears of agony.
+ Dying he owns there _is_ a God above,
+ A God of Justice, tho' a Prince of Love.
+
+1820. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WRITTEN IN A FRIEND'S ALBUM.
+
+
+ Trust not Hope's illusive ray,
+ Trust not Joy's deceitful smiles;
+ Oft they reckless youth betray
+ With their bland, seductive wiles.
+
+ I have proved them all, alas!
+ Transient as the hues of eve;
+ Meteor-like, they quickly pass
+ Through the bosoms they deceive.
+
+ Let not Love thy prospects gild;
+ Soon they will be clouded o'er,
+ And the budding heart once chilled,
+ It can brightly bloom no more.
+
+ Slumber not in Pleasure's beam;
+ It may sparkle for a while,
+ But 'tis transient as a dream,
+ Faithless as a foeman's smile.
+
+ There's a light that's brighter far,
+ Soothes the soul by anguish riven,
+ 'Tis Religion's guiding star
+ Glittering on the verge of Heaven.
+
+ Oh! this beam divine is worth
+ All the charm that life can give;
+ 'Tis not false as things of earth,
+ Trust it then, 'twill ne'er deceive.
+
+1821. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WRITTEN AFTER A VISIT TO THE INSTITUTION FOR THE DEAF AND DUMB.
+
+
+ I thought those youthful hearts were bleak and bare,
+ That not a germ had ever flourished there,
+ Unless perchance the night-shade of despair,
+ Which blooms amid the sunless wilderness.
+
+ But I was told that flowers of fairest kind
+ Graced what I deemed a desert of the mind,
+ That for these hapless beings man had twined
+ A fadeless wreath to make their sorrows less.
+
+ And then I feared, like sunbeams of the morn
+ Which spoil the frost-work they awhile adorn,
+ That rays of light might render more forlorn
+ The expanding bosoms they were meant to cheer.
+
+ I feared those glittering beams would vainly show
+ That the best charms of life they ne'er could know,
+ "The feast of reason and the soul's calm flow,"
+ The witchery of sound, the bliss to hear.
+
+ But when I saw those eyes mirthful and bright,
+ And beaming soft with intellectual light,
+ My groundless fears that moment winged their flight,
+ I felt that joy would on their path attend.
+
+ May Heaven this favored Institution bless,
+ Man's "high endeavor" crown with "glad success,"
+ And on each patron's noble brow impress
+ The glorious title of "The dumb man's friend."
+
+1822. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+TIME.
+
+
+ Oh! Time, as it fleets, dooms a joy to decay,
+ From the chaplet of hope steals a blossom away,
+ Throws a cloud o'er the lustre of life's fairy scene,
+ And leaves but a thorn where the rosebud had been.
+ It sullies a link in affection's young chain,
+ That, once slightly tarnished, ne'er sparkles again,
+ Spoils the sheaves that the heart in its summer would bind,
+ To guard 'gainst a bleak, leafless autumn of mind.
+
+ But a region there is where the buds never die,
+ Where the sun meets no cloud in his path through the sky,
+ Where the rose-wreath of joy is immortal in bloom,
+ And pours on the gale a celestial perfume;
+ Where ethereal melodies steal through the soul,
+ And the full tide of rapture is free from control.
+ Oh, we've nothing to do in a bleak world like this,
+ But to toil for a home in that haven of bliss.
+
+1822. E. P. K.
+
+
+(Added in 11th mo., 1861.)
+
+ "Nay, toil not," saith Jesus, "but come unto Me;"
+ There's rest for the weary, rest even for thee--
+ I have toiled, and have suffered, and died for thy sin;
+ Then only believe, and the crown thou shalt win,
+ The crown of Eternal Life, fadeless and bright,
+ Prepared for all nations who walk in the light.
+
+ E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+ON LEAVING PINE COTTAGE.
+
+
+ When our bosoms were lightest,
+ And day-dreams were brightest,
+ The gay vision melted away;
+ By sorrow 'twas shaded,
+ Too quickly it faded;
+ How transient its halcyon sway!
+
+ From my heart would you sever,
+ (Harsh fate!) and forever,
+ The friends who to life gave a charm,
+ What oblivion effaces
+ Fond mem'ry retraces,
+ And pictures each well-beloved form.
+
+ Some accent well known,
+ Some melodious tone,
+ Through my bosom like witchery shed,
+ Shall awake the sad sigh,
+ To the hours gone by,
+ And the friends, like a fairy dream, fled.
+
+ Long remembrance shall treasure
+ Those moments of pleasure,
+ When time flew unheeded away;
+ Joy's light skiff was near us,
+ Hope ventured to steer us,
+ And brighten our path with her ray.
+
+ We sailed down the stream
+ 'Neath her luminous beam,
+ Our spirits were closely entwined;
+ What are joys of the bowl
+ To this calm flow of soul,
+ This heavenly mingling of mind?
+
+ Pure Friendship was there
+ With celestial air,
+ Her cestus around us she threw;
+ "Be united," she cried,
+ "Ne'er may discord divide
+ A union so blissful and true."
+
+ But those hours are past,
+ They were too bright to last;
+ Joyous moments but seldom are given,
+ That man may be taught,
+ Worldly pleasures are naught,--
+ True happiness dwells but in Heaven.
+
+1822. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE MORN AND EVE OF LIFE.
+
+
+ So soft Time's plumage in life's budding spring,
+ We rarely note the flutter of his wing.
+ The untutored heart, from pain and sadness free,
+ Beats high with hope and joy and ecstasy;
+ And the fond bosoms of confiding youth
+ Believe their fairy world a world of truth.
+ The thorn is young upon the rose's stem;
+ They heed it not, it has no wound for them.
+
+ While yet the heart is new to misery,
+ There is a gloss on everything we see;
+ There is a freshness, which returns no more
+ When fades the morn of life that soon is o'er;
+ A warmth of feeling, ardency of joy,
+ Delight almost exempt from an alloy,
+ A zest for pleasure, fearlessness of pain,
+ That we are destined ne'er to know again.
+
+ And what succeeds this era joyous, bright?
+ Is it a cloudless eve or starless night?
+ To those who're busied in life's brilliant dawn
+ With gathering flowers that bloom when spring is gone,
+ And, ere their morning sun begins to wane,
+ Add many a link to fond affection's chain,
+ To Heaven's supreme behest have meekly bowed--
+ 'Twill prove indeed an eve without a cloud.
+
+ What though the brilliancy and sheen of day
+ With youthful hours have faded all away;
+ What though the fresh and roseate bloom of spring
+ A fragrance in our path no more shall fling;
+ Yet there's a foretaste pure of joys divine,
+ A quiet, holy calm in life's decline,
+ A moonlight of the soul in mercy given
+ To light the pilgrim to the gates of Heaven.
+
+1824. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE EVENING STAR.
+
+
+ Hail, pensile gem, that thus can softly gild
+ The starry coronal of quiet eve!
+ What frost-work fabrics man shall vainly build
+ Ere thou art doomed thy heavenly post to leave!
+
+ Bright star! thou seem'st to me a blest retreat,
+ The wearied pilgrim's paradise of rest;
+ I love to think long-parted friends shall meet,
+ Blissful reunion! in thy tranquil breast.
+
+ I saw thee shine when life with me was young,
+ And fresh as fleet-winged time's infantile hour,
+ When Hope her treacherous chaplet 'round me flung,
+ And daily twined a new-created flower.
+
+ I saw thee shine while yet the sacred smile
+ Of home and kindred round my path would play,
+ But Time, who loves our fairest joys to spoil,
+ Destined this hour of bloom to swift decay.
+
+ The buds, that then were wreathed around my heart,
+ Now breathe their hallowed sweetness there no more;
+ 'Twas thine to see them one by one depart,
+ And yet thou shinest brightly as before.
+
+ So, when this bosom, that 'mid all its woes
+ Has longed thy little port of rest to win,
+ In the calm grave shall find at last repose,
+ Thou'lt beam as fair as though I ne'er had been.
+
+1824. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+RECOGNITION IN HEAVEN.
+
+
+ Oh! say, shall those ties, now so sacred and dear,
+ That with rainbow hues tint all our wanderings here,
+ Be regarded no more in that heavenly sphere
+ Whose portal's the grave?
+
+ When, "washed and forgiven," our spirits ascend
+ To the home of the blest where all sorrowings end,
+ O, will not a parent, a sister, a friend,
+ Haste to welcome us there?
+
+ Shall we see no loved form we have gazed on before,
+ To commune with of times that are faded and o'er?
+ Will the "dear chosen few" be remembered no more
+ In that haven of bliss?
+
+ O my heart must believe, 'mid ethereal chimes
+ A gloom would steal over my spirit sometimes,
+ If the friends I have loved, in these heavenly climes,
+ Seemed to know me no more.
+
+ But hope fondly whispers it shall not be so;
+ Each purified spirit my bosom shall know,
+ And all unremembered the 'plaining of woe,
+ We'll joy in the Lord.
+
+1824. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WRITTEN IN L. J.'S ALBUM.
+
+
+ Gay visions for thee 'neath hope's pencil have glowed,
+ Peace dwells in thy bosom, a guileless abode;
+ Thou hast seen the bright side of existence alone,
+ And believ'st every spirit as pure as thine own.
+ May'st thou never awake from these rapturous dreams,
+ To find that the world is not fair as it seems,
+ To feel that the few thou hast loved have deceived,
+ Have forsaken the heart that confided, believed,
+ And left it as leafless, as bloomless, and waste
+ As the rose-tree that's stript by the merciless blast.
+
+ When the warm sky of childhood was beaming for me,
+ My days were all joyous, my heart was all glee;
+ Affection's best ties round my bosom were spun;
+ No cloud dimmed the lustre of life's morning sun.
+ If I watched o'er my favorite rose-bud's decay,
+ And mourned that its bright tints were fading away,
+ I knew not an anguish more poignant than this,
+ And the morrow's young brow wore a halo of bliss.
+ May'st thou long be a novice to feelings like mine,
+ When the shades of joy's noonday proclaimed their decline,
+ When death has doomed hearts warm as thine to decay,
+ Or frigid estrangement has torn them away.
+
+ Oh, I sometimes have questioned, when lingering near
+ The home of the dead, of the friends who were dear,
+ If the brightest enchantments of earth could repair
+ The sad devastation that time has made there;
+ If the joys of the world had a balm to impart,
+ That would act as a charm to the woes of the heart.
+ Yes, there is such a balm, but it comes from _above_,
+ It is wafted to earth on the pinions of love;
+ 'Tis the spirit of piety, spotless and pure,
+ That teaches us calmly life's ills to endure;
+ When it reigns in the heart, every error's forgiven,
+ It resigns us to earth, and prepares us for Heaven.
+
+1825. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE ALPINE HORN.
+
+ "Just at the close of day the Alpine Horn is sounded from the
+ highest mountain top, and mountain, rock and cave echo the
+ solemn sound, 'Praised be the Lord.'"
+
+
+ When rainbow hues of closing day
+ O'er evening's portals faintly play,
+ The Alpine horn calls far away,
+ "Praised be the Lord."
+
+ And every hill and rock around,
+ As though they loved the grateful sound,
+ Send back, 'mid solitudes profound,
+ "Praised be the Lord."
+
+ O God! has man so thankless grown,
+ He brings no anthems to thy throne,
+ When voiceless things have found a tone
+ To praise the Lord?
+
+ Ah no! for, see, the shepherds come,
+ Though hardly heard the welcome home;
+ From toil of day they quickly come
+ To worship God.
+
+ The look that taught their hearts to bow,
+ And childhood's laugh and sunny brow,
+ All, all by them forgotten now
+ In praise to God.
+
+ Kneeling the starry vault beneath,
+ With spirits free as air they breathe,
+ Oh, pure should be their votive wreath
+ Of praise to God.
+
+ How glorious such a scene must be,
+ When prayer and praise ascend to Thee
+ In one glad voice of melody,
+ Eternal Lord!
+
+ All space thy temple, and the air
+ A viewless messenger, to bear
+ Creation's holy vesper prayer
+ On wings to Heaven.
+
+ Oh, that for me some Alpine horn,
+ Both closing eve and wak'ning morn,
+ Would sound, and bid my bosom scorn
+ The world's vain joys;
+
+ Its treasured idols all resign,
+ That, when Life's cheating hues decline,
+ The one undying thought be mine,
+ To praise the Lord!
+
+1826. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE GATHERING ROUND THE OAK TREE.
+
+ [Written in commemoration of the exclusion of Friends from their
+ meeting-house at Abington.]
+
+
+ Why should "the little remnant mourn?"
+ Though closed the house of prayer,
+ An aged oak its shelter gave;
+ And surely He was there,
+ Who dwells in house not built with hands,
+ Eternal in the skies;
+ Incense nor costly altar craves,
+ Nor lamb for sacrifice;
+ But who the purest offering still
+ Finds in a willing mind,
+ And oft "through paths they know not of,"
+ In safety leads the blind.
+ Yes, He was there! The faithful band,
+ "O'ershadowed by His love,"
+ Saw in each bough that gently waved
+ A peace-branch from above.
+ Jesus was in the awful pause;
+ The prayer He prompted too;
+ And softly sighed, "Father, forgive,
+ They know not what they do."
+
+ While thus they crucify afresh
+ The Lamb of Calvary,
+ O Lord! be merciful to them,
+ Though they are false to Thee.
+ And many a voiceless prayer was borne
+ Up to the throne of God,
+ That none might question Heaven's decree,
+ But bless the chastening rod;
+ That though our pathway thorny be,
+ We fearless might pursue
+ The track our fathers marked with blood,
+ Unmurmuring marked it too.
+ How freely may the little band
+ Accept the chalice given,
+ Till by the Saviour called to swell
+ The symphonies of Heaven;
+ And when their weary pilgrimage,
+ Their day on earth is done,
+ God hath a coronal for those
+ Who trusted in the Son.
+
+1826. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+J. H. ON THE DEATH OF HIS WIFE.
+
+
+ Oh, when I found that Death had set
+ His awful stamp on thee,
+ Deserted on Life's stormy shore,
+ I thought that Time could have in store
+ Not one more shaft for me.
+
+ Long I had watched thy lingering bloom
+ That brightened 'mid decay;
+ And then its eloquent appeal
+ Would ask my heart if death _could_ steal
+ Such loveliness away.
+
+ And oh! could pure unsullied worth
+ Or peerless beauty save,
+ We had not stood as mourners here,
+ And shed the unavailing tear
+ O'er thy untimely grave.
+
+ But we have seen thee lowly laid,
+ And I am here alone;
+ Each morn I shuddering wake to feel
+ The consciousness around me steal,
+ That all my hopes are flown.
+
+ All, did I say? Ingrate indeed!
+ Oh, be the thought forgiven;
+ Has he not hopes and interests here,
+ Whose sacred task it is to rear
+ A family for Heaven?
+
+ Rebellious heart! some tendril ties
+ Around thee still are thrown;
+ Oh, while this cherub group is mine,
+ Heaven's dearest gift I can resign,
+ And say, "Thy will be done."
+
+1826.
+
+
+
+
+LINES,
+
+ON HEARING IT SAID "THAT IT WAS UNREASONABLE TO SUPPOSE MAN SHOULD BELIEVE
+WHAT HE COULD NOT COMPREHEND."
+
+
+ "Thou great First Cause," Creator, King, and Lord,
+ The worm that breathed at Thy commanding word,
+ And dies whene'er Thou wilt, presumptuous man,
+ Has dared the mazes of Thy path to scan;
+ Guided by reason's powerless rays alone,
+ Would pierce the veil of mystery round Thee thrown.
+
+ Tell me, proud being!--flutterer of an hour--
+ (Who thus would comprehend creative power),
+ Why worlds were made, why man was formed at all,
+ Or crimeless once, permitted then to fall,
+ The why, the wherefore, boots not us to know,
+ Enough--that God ordained it to be so.
+
+ Go thou, and cull the simplest flower that blows,
+ The hillside daisy or the wilding rose,
+ And tell me why so bright their hues appear,
+ Why they return with each revolving year;
+ Or how, when countless worlds are all in bloom,
+ O'er every bud is breathed its own perfume.
+ Yes, solve me this, and I'll believe with thee,
+ 'Twas meant that man should doubt all mystery.
+
+ Presumptuous worm! enough to know is given--
+ 'Tis fearful meddling with the things of Heaven;
+ Its sacred mysteries belong alone
+ To Him whose paths are awful and unknown;
+ Who wings the storm, or whispers "Peace, be still;"
+ Cradling to rest the mountain wave at will;
+ Who for our souls his Son a ransom gave,
+ And guards "his fold" from childhood to the grave.
+ Confess, proud man, all his known ways are just,
+ And what thou canst not fathom "learn to trust."
+
+1827. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+IN A SEASON OF BEREAVEMENT.
+
+
+ Bright summer comes, all bloom and flowers,
+ To garland o'er her faded bowers;
+ There's balm and sunshine on her wing,
+ But where's the _friend_ she used to bring?
+ One heart is sad 'mid all the glee,
+ And only asks, "_Oh, where is he?_"
+
+ He comes not now, he comes not now,
+ To chase the gloom from off my brow,
+ He comes not with his wonted smile
+ The weary moments to beguile.
+ There's joy in every look I see,
+ But mine is sad, for "Where is he?"
+
+ Closed is the book we used to read;
+ There's none to smile, there's none to heed;
+ Our 'customed walk's deserted, too;
+ It charms not as it used to do;
+ The fav'rite path, the well-known tree,
+ All, all are whispering, "Where is he?"
+
+ This faithful heart is now a shrine
+ For each dear look and tone of thine,
+ And every scene thou used to prize
+ Forever hallowed in my eyes;
+ But oh! how loved those friends shall be
+ Whose tearful eyes say, "Where is he?"
+
+ I would not breathe to stranger's ear
+ A name so sacred and so clear,
+ And, when the reckless crowd are nigh,
+ My bosom checks the rising sigh;
+ But when no human eye can see.
+ It bleeding cries, "Ah, where is he?"
+
+ Oh, how I miss thy smile of light,
+ "Welcome" at morn and kind "good night!"
+ But, when the quiet eve comes on,
+ I feel that thou indeed art _gone_.
+ That herald of delight to me
+ Is joyless now, for "Where is he?"
+
+ I have not seen the crimson dye,
+ Which sunset gives the western sky,
+ Since on thy couch of death thou lay
+ And watched its glories fade away.
+ Those hues, so oft admired with thee,
+ Would ask too loudly, "Where is he?"
+
+ And oh! that orb, on whose mild rays
+ So fondly, too, we used to gaze,
+ And, though far distant, there unite
+ At the same sacred hour of night,
+ Seems sadly now to whisper me,
+ "Thou art all alone,--where, where is he?"
+
+ Life was to _us_ no cloudless day,
+ Blossom and blight still marked our way;
+ But sorrow is not skilled to part,
+ It links more closely heart to heart.
+ Yes! and they _ever_ linked _shall_ be--
+ "Summer, oh! tell me, where is he?"
+
+ I hear a voice upon the breeze,
+ It speaks of holier ties than these;
+ Of worlds, where farewell sounds are o'er,
+ And Death a victor never more.
+ It bids me for that clime prepare,
+ And sweetly whispers, "He is there."
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+ON A PACKET OF LETTERS.
+
+
+ "To-day"--Oh! not to-day shall sound
+ Thy mild and gentle voice;
+ Nor yet "to-morrow" will it bid
+ My heart rejoice.
+
+ But one, one fondly treasured thing
+ Is left me 'mid decay,
+ This record, hallowed with thy thoughts
+ Of yesterday.
+
+ Chaste thoughts and holy, such as still
+ To purest hearts are given,
+ Breathing of Earth, yet wafting high
+ The soul to Heaven;
+
+ Soaring beyond the bounds of Time,
+ Beyond the blight of Death,
+ To worlds where "parting is no more,"
+ "Nor Life a breath."
+
+ 'Tis true they whisper mournfully
+ Of buds too bright to bloom,
+ Of hopes that blossomed but to die
+ Around the tomb.
+
+ Still they are sweet remembrances
+ Of life's unclouded day--
+ Sketches of mind, which death alone
+ Can wrench away;
+
+ Memorials sad of by-past hours,
+ Gone with the silent dead;
+ Pictured affections, pencilled dreams.
+ Forever fled!
+
+ Forever? Are they hushed indeed
+ To wake again no more?
+ Ties dearer far than Life itself
+ With life all o'er?
+
+ No! Faith can point to holier climes,
+ And bid the soul prepare
+ For deathless union that awaits
+ The faithful there.
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+REPLY OF THE MESSENGER BIRD.
+
+ Thou art come from the spirits' land, thou bird!
+ Thou art come from the spirits' land:
+ Through the dark pine grove let thy voice be heard,
+ And tell of the shadowy band!
+
+ * * * * *
+
+ But tell us, thou bird of the solemn strain,
+ Can those who have loved, forget?
+ We call--and they answer not again--
+ Do they love, do they love us yet?
+
+ F. HEMANS.
+
+ Yes! yes, I have come from the spirits' land,
+ From the land that is bright and fair,
+ I come with a voice from the shadowy band,
+ To tell that they love you there!
+
+ To say, if a wish or a fond regret
+ Could live in Elysian bowers,
+ 'Twould be for the friends they could ne'er forget,
+ The loved of their youthful hours;
+
+ To whisper the dear deserted band,
+ Who smiled on their tarriance here,
+ That a faithful guard in the dreamless land
+ Are the friends they have loved so dear.
+
+ They have gone to be seen of men no more;
+ But oft on a shadowy hill,
+ Or the crest of a wave where the moonbeams pour,
+ They are watching around you still.
+
+ And oft on a fleecy cloud they sail,
+ And oft on the hurrying blast,
+ When slumber her light and magic veil
+ O'er man and his woes has cast.
+
+ 'Tis true, in the silent night you call,
+ And they answer you not again--
+ For the spirits of bliss are voiceless all;
+ Sound only was made for pain.
+
+ That their land is bright and they weep no more,
+ I have warbled from hill to hill,
+ But my plaintive strains should have told before,
+ They love, oh! they love you still.
+
+ They bid me say that unfading flowers
+ You'll find in the path they trod,
+ And a welcome true to their deathless bowers
+ Pronounced by the voice of God.
+
+
+
+
+HEAVEN AND EARTH.
+
+
+ Turn from the grave, turn from the grave,
+ There's fearful mystery there;
+ Descend not to the shadowy tomb,
+ If thou wouldst shun despair.
+ It tells a tale of severed ties
+ To break the bleeding heart,
+ And from the "canopy of dust"
+ Would make it death to part.
+ Oh! lift the eye of faith to worlds
+ Where death shall never come,
+ And _there_ behold "the pure in heart"
+ Whom God has gathered home,
+ Beyond the changing things of time,
+ Beyond the reach of care.
+ How sweet to view the ransomed ones
+ In dazzling glory there!
+ They seem to whisper to the loved
+ Who smoothed their path below,
+ "Weep not for us, _our_ tears have all
+ Forever ceased to flow."
+ Take from the grave, take from the grave,
+ Those bright, but withering; flowers,
+ The spirit that had loved them once
+ Is now in fadeless bowers;
+ Undying is the fragrance there,
+ Eternal is the bloom;
+ But the next breeze may waft away
+ This perishing perfume.
+ One fearful stamp, "Doomed to decay,"
+ Marks all the joys of earth;
+ Oh! what a resting-place for souls
+ Of an immortal birth!
+ Then linger round the grave no more,
+ Lift, lift the eye to Heaven,
+ Till hues of faith shall gild the gloom,
+ And every sigh's forgiven.
+ Then, when the golden harvest's done,
+ The path of duty trod,
+ Thou with the loved may'st garnered be,
+ And gathered home to God.
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+ "And the laughter of the young and gay
+ Was far too glad and loud."
+
+
+ Hush, hush! my thoughts are resting on a changeless world of bliss;
+ Oh! come not with the voice of mirth to lure them back to this.
+ 'Tis true, we've much of sadness in our weary sojourn here,
+ That fades, and leaves no deeper trace than childhood's reckless tear;
+ But there are woes which scathe the heart till all its bloom is o'er,
+ A deadly blight we feel but once, _that once for evermore_.
+
+ Oh, then, 'tis sweet on fancy's wing to cleave that bright domain!
+ The loved and the redeemed are there, why lure me back again?
+ The cadences of gladness to your hearts may yet be dear;
+ They have no melody for mine, all, all is desert here.
+ The sunshine still is bright to you, the moonlight and the flowers;
+ To me they tell a harrowing tale of dear departed hours.
+
+ I would not cull Hope's blossoms now, they seem of deadly bloom;
+ And can I love the sunshine, when it smiles upon the tomb?
+ When on one little hallowed spot its joyous beams are thrown,
+ That sacred turf--the all of earth--I now may call my own.
+ For there my joys are sepulchred, my hopes are buried there;
+ Yet with that holy earth are linked high thoughts that mock despair;
+ Unfaltering faith, that whispers of a purer world than this,
+ Where spirits that are parted here may "mingle into bliss;"
+ "Deep _trust_" that all our sinless hopes, which death forbids to bloom,
+ Shall ripen 'neath the cloudless sky that dawns beyond the tomb;
+ _Conviction_ firm that things of time were never yet designed
+ To quench the vast and deathless thirst of an immortal mind.
+
+ Then hush! my thoughts are resting on a changeless world of bliss;
+ There is no voice of gladness now can lure them back to this.
+ I look to Thee, Redeemer! Oh! be every crime forgiven,
+ And take the weary captive to Thy paradise in Heaven;
+ Or teach my heart resignedly to say, "Thy will be done,"
+ And calmly wait thy summons home, thou just and holy One!
+ Thou mayst have spoiled my cherished schemes, to let my spirit see
+ That happiness is only found, great God, in serving Thee.
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+CONSOLATION IN BEREAVEMENT.
+
+
+ 'Tis not when we look on the dreamless dead,
+ And feel that the spirit forever has fled;
+ 'Tis not when we're called to the voiceless tomb
+ By the loved who were culled in their brightest bloom;
+ 'Tis not when the grave's last rite is o'er,
+ And we know they are gone to return no more;
+ But, oh! 'tis when Time with oblivious wing
+ A balm to all other hearts may bring;
+ When the dark, dark hours of grief are o'er,
+ And we join the world we can love no more,--
+ That world whose grief for the absent one
+ Passed like a cloud from an April sun;
+ When, amid the mirth that salutes the ear,
+ _One_ tone is gone we had used to hear,
+ _One_ form is missed in that happy train,
+ That will never exult in its sports again;
+ We feel that death has indeed passed o'er,
+ And a blank is left, to be filled no more.
+ But though the world and its witching smile,
+ That cheats the heart of its woes awhile,
+ Would prove in its time of deepest need
+ But the frail support of a broken reed,
+ Religion's beam has the magic power
+ To chase the cloud from its darkest hour,
+ To turn the soul from its idols here,
+ And fix its hopes on a purer sphere;
+ Then land it safe in a port of rest,
+ The haven sure of a Saviour's breast.
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+LINES
+
+SUGGESTED BY THE CONVERSATION OF A BROTHER AND SISTER IN THE CHAMBER OF A
+DECEASED AND HIGHLY VALUED PARENT.
+
+
+ My father! Oh! I cannot dwell
+ On hours when we shall meet again;
+ I only feel, I only know
+ That all my prayers for thee were vain.
+
+ "Come, brother, take a _last_ farewell;
+ Soon, soon they'll bear him far away."--
+ "No, sister, no,--he is not there,
+ I parted with him yesterday.
+
+ "Our father is in Heaven now,
+ Forever free from care and pain;
+ And, if a half-formed wish could bring
+ His sainted spirit back again,
+
+ "The selfish wish I would not breathe;
+ 'Twould cloud with woe that placid brow,
+ Round which a seraph seems to wreathe
+ A crown of glory even now.
+
+ "How deep the gloom that mantled there!
+ How sweetly, too, 'twas all withdrawn!
+ Thus, ever thus, night's darkest hour
+ Precedes the day's triumphant dawn.
+
+ "Oh! while he lingered, struggling still
+ With pain and anguish and despair,
+ The sting of death was felt indeed,
+ And then I wearied Heaven with prayer.
+
+ "But when the unfettered spirit fled
+ From earth and earthly cares away,
+ I joyed to think how blest would be
+ Its entrance on eternal day.
+
+ "I joyed to think that never more
+ That tranquil breast would throb with pain;
+ Hope pencilled, too, the sheltering port
+ Where parted spirits meet again.
+
+ "Oh! I would drain the bitter cup
+ To him in boundless mercy given,
+ A glorious Sabbath-day to win
+ Of never-ending rest in Heaven.
+
+ "Come, sister, let us follow him,
+ Though rugged was the path he trod;
+ 'Twill lead us to the 'saints in light,'
+ 'Twill lead us to our father's God."
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+ON THE DEATH OF MY UNCLE, JOSEPH PAUL.
+
+
+ Fare thee well, fare thee well, for thy journey is o'er,
+ And the place that has known thee, shall know thee no more;
+ The eye that has seen thee, shall seek thee in vain,
+ And thy kindness will soothe us, oh, never again!
+ Yet we cannot forget thee, for, shrined in the heart,
+ Is the memory of virtues that will not depart,--
+ Generosity, candor, integrity, worth,
+ An assemblage of all that is lovely on earth.
+ Thou wert guardian, guide, and instructor to me,
+ And I lose, with thy children, a father in thee.
+ Thy children, alas! they are orphans indeed.
+ Who now shall direct them in seasons of need?
+ The smile that has blest them will bless them no more,
+ And approval and counsel forever are o'er.
+ But the angel of mercy recorded thy prayers,
+ And in gloom and in sunshine _thy_ God will be _theirs_.
+
+1828. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+SPRING.
+
+
+ Oh! the world looks glad, for the spring has smiled,
+ And the birds are come with their "wood-notes wild,"
+ And the waters leap with a joyous sound,
+ Like freedom's voice when a chain's unbound.
+
+ And soon with its bloom will the earth be gay,
+ For the air is bland as the breath of May;
+ Sunshine and buds and all glorious things
+ Will give to the hours their downiest wings.
+
+ Nature has burst from her wintry tomb,
+ Wreathed with the glory of brightening bloom;
+ Fetters of frost-work are gently unbound,
+ Blossoms and flowers are clustering round.
+
+ Bosoms that know not the blighting of care,
+ Sunshine and gladness may smilingly wear;
+ But for the broken and desolate heart
+ Springtime, alas! has no balm to impart.
+
+ Tones that are hushed it awakens no more;
+ "Friends that are gone" it can never restore;
+ Yet e'en to the mourner one hope it may bring,
+ 'Tis the type of Eternity's glorious spring.
+
+1829. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+OH, FOR A HOME OF REST!
+
+
+ Oh, for a home of rest!
+ Time lags alone so slow, so wearily;
+ Couldst thou but smile on me, I should be blest.
+ Alas, alas! that never more may be.
+ Oh, for the sky-lark's wing to soar to thee!
+
+ This earth I would forsake
+ For starry realms whose sky's forever fair;
+ _There_, tears are shed not, hearts will cease to ache,
+ And sorrow's plaintive voice shall never break
+ The heavenly stillness that is reigning there.
+
+ Life's every charm has fled,
+ The world is all a wilderness to me;
+ "For thou art numbered with the silent dead."
+ Oh, how my heart o'er this dark thought has bled!
+ How I have longed for wings to follow thee!
+
+ In visions of the night
+ With angel smile thou beckon'st me away,
+ Pointing to worlds where hope is free from blight;
+ And then a cloud comes o'er that brow of light,
+ Seeming to chide me for my long delay.
+
+1829. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+LIFE'S STAGES.
+
+
+ To the heart of trusting childhood life is all a gilded way,
+ Wherein a beam of sunny bliss forever seems to play;
+ It roams about delightedly through pleasure's roseate bower,
+ And gaily makes a playmate, too, of every bird and flower;
+ Holds with the rushing of the winds companionship awhile,
+ And, on the tempest's darkest brow, discerns a brightening smile,
+ Converses with the babbling waves, as on their way they wend,
+ And sees, in everything it meets, the features of a friend.
+ "To-day" is full of rosy joy, "to-morrow" is not here:
+ When, for an uncreated hour, was childhood known to fear?
+ Not until hopes, warm hopes, its heart a treasure-house have made,
+ Like summer flowers to bloom awhile, like them, alas, to fade;
+ Cherished too fondly and too long, for ah! the rich parterre,
+ Crushed in its brightest blossoming, leaves but a desert there.
+
+ This is life's second stage; the gloss of springtime has passed o'er,
+ The trusting bosom is deceived, but still it trusts the more;
+ Its young affections are bound up within a mother's love,
+ And oh! if blessings ever yet descended from above
+ And rested on an earthly tie to mark approval given,
+ A mother's love, assuredly, is sanctioned thus by Heaven.
+ But soon the ruthless spoiler comes, and all its trust is vain:
+ The eye that beamed so kindly once, will ne'er unclose again;
+ The voice of love that still could soothe when all its hopes were o'er,
+ Alas! those sweetly sacred tones are hushed forever-more;
+ The smile that lingered round its path when other lights had fled,
+ Oh! can it be that blessed smile is buried with the dead?
+ Then what is left the orphan heart thus mournfully bereft?
+ To call its crushed affections home and count the treasures left,
+ With trembling fear to count them o'er, and bitterly to sigh,
+ Remembering they are earthly too,--they, too, alas, must die.
+
+ Perchance of its remaining joys, its fondly garnered things,
+ One may be dearer than the rest--to that it fondly clings;
+ And, resting thus confidingly, it half forgets the woe
+ Which changed the orphan's joyous tones to cadence sad and low.
+ And can the stern destroyer find naught else to call his own
+ That he has stamped his fearful mark upon this chosen one?
+ It boots not to inquire the cause, the why it must be so;
+ "It is his victim," this alone is pain enough to know.
+ What's left thee now, poor orphan heart, that entered life so gay,
+ And fondly dreamed 'twould all have proved a bright and cloudless way?
+ Where are the joys that wreathed thee round in childhood's reckless hours?
+ 'Twas thine to watch them droop and fall, like pale, decaying flowers.
+ Where is thy home of love? Ah! well, that thought may cloud thy brow--
+ The dear loved home that sheltered thee is claimed by strangers now;
+ And does that echoing hall repeat no well-remembered tone?
+ The stranger's voice, the stranger's step have there familiar grown.
+
+ And where the joyous faces now that circled round the hearth?
+ Gone. Are all gone? Then changed indeed, fearfully changed, is earth!
+ Alas! poor desolated heart, what more remains for thee?
+ (A sad and solitary wreck on life's tempestuous sea)--
+ What but to feel, destroying Time, indeed, has roughly past
+ And blighted fairest dreams of bliss, oh! too, too fair to last;
+ What but to muse on perished joys to which sad memory clings,
+ While pleasure's wrecked and ruined hopes, a mournful band, she brings,
+ Death's trophies, which proclaim his shaft at treasured bliss he threw,
+ And oh! which mournfully disclose his fearful victory too.
+
+ Yes, this is life! but life it is without that heavenly ray
+ Which ever throws its purest light upon the stormiest way;
+ Which sweetly gilds the darkest sky and comes like angel voice,
+ (E'en 'mid the wreck of dearest hopes), to bid the heart rejoice;
+ Which flings a smile on sorrow's brow, and sunshine on the tomb,
+ And scatters o'er the bed of death bright buds of deathless bloom.
+ 'Tis true the parting hour will come, "the loved" it cannot save;
+ But it can teach us with a smile to yield them to the grave;
+ To watch with chastened sober bliss the spirit's calm release,
+ Trusting, though life have storms for us, all with the dead is peace.
+ And even while the bosom aches, aches to its inmost core,
+ This heavenly beam can bid it joy that earthly ties are o'er.
+ For oh! our covenant Lord, who ne'er his sacred promise breaks,
+ Has sweetly said, when all the world, the changing world, forsakes,
+ He will be all the world to us; then freely may the heart
+ Resign the fondly coffered bliss that clogs the immortal part,
+ (In holy trust 'twill all be ours when earth has passed away,)
+ And calmly wait the unclouded dawn of an eternal day,
+ Conscious while God is near, earth's best and purest joy is given,
+ For 'tis His holy presence makes the perfect bliss of Heaven.
+
+1829. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+SHEPHERD OF ISRAEL.
+
+
+ Shepherd of Israel! o'er Thy fold
+ How sweet Thy guardian care,
+ To them invisible indeed,
+ Yet present everywhere.
+
+ Thy crook still points to "pastures green,"
+ When rugged paths they see,
+ Beside "still waters" bids them rest,
+ And cast their care on Thee.
+
+ The "stranger's voice" thou, Lord, canst teach
+ Their watchful ears to know,
+ And make their "peace," their heavenly peace,
+ Like boundless waters flow.
+
+ When round this thorny world we stray
+ And find no place of rest,
+ Then come like "doves unto the ark,"
+ Faint, wearied, and oppressed,
+
+ Thy gentle hand is soon put forth
+ Each wanderer to receive;
+ Thou bindest up the broken heart,
+ And bidd'st the sinner live.
+
+ Why should we fear the storms of time?
+ Thy word their force can stay;
+ _Enough, be still!_ the high behest,
+ Which winds and waves obey.
+
+ "Thy will be done" can calm the soul
+ By fearful tempests driven,
+ The holiest anthem sung on earth,
+ The highest heard in Heaven.
+
+1830. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+WOODBURN.
+
+
+ Oh, the brow that has never been shaded by care
+ The rosewreath of pleasure may smilingly wear,
+ And the heart that is wholly a stranger to gloom,
+ 'Mid the din of existence may fearlessly bloom;
+ But the one that is blighted by sadness and pain,
+ And blighted too rudely to blossom again,
+ When its hold on a reed-like support is resigned.
+ Nor peace, nor composure, nor solace can find,
+ Nor strength to submit to the chastening rod,
+ Save only in stillness--_alone with its God_!
+
+ And oh! if a blissful communion with Heaven
+ To earth-wearied spirits has ever been given,
+ If the loved and the distant, the lost and the dead,
+ Who smiled on our pathway a moment, and fled,
+ Who darkened our sunshine and saddened our mirth,
+ To prove that the soul has no home upon earth,
+ Are sent in the night-time of gloom and distress,
+ As heralds of mercy to comfort and bless,
+ To place, while the tempest is fearfully loud,
+ The bright bow of peace on the dark thundercloud,
+ To whisper of purer and holier ties,
+ Of a land where the blossom of joy never dies--
+ Such tidings to welcome, oh! where shall we flee,
+ If not, dearest Woodburn, to silence and thee?
+
+ For ah! did the angel of peace over roam,
+ On an errand of love, from her own hallowed home,
+ To gladden a sin-blighted world for awhile,
+ Make the desert rejoice and the wilderness smile,
+ She has certainly paused in her holy career,
+ And closed up her pinions delightfully here.
+ Dear to me are thy shades, when no sound may be heard
+ Save the soul-soothing strains of thy harmonist bird,
+ For they seem on the soft wing of quiet to come,
+ Like celestial melodies luring us home,
+ Faint breathings from Heaven, to bid us prepare
+ For peals of ethereal minstrelsy there.
+
+ But oh! when day rests on the portals of eve,
+ As though loath the bright scene of enchantment to leave,
+ While its drapery of gold, hurried carelessly on,
+ Fades away, tint by tint, till at last all are gone,
+ I feel 'tis an emblem of life's little hour,
+ (Thus perish the hues of hope's loveliest flower),
+ And I sigh for repose on that heavenly shore
+ Where the day is eternal, and change is no more.
+
+1830. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+LINES
+
+SUGGESTED BY THE PRESENCE OF THE ENGLISH FRIENDS, J. AND H. C. BACKHOUSE,
+IN AMERICA--1831.
+
+ ... "They that turn many to righteousness,
+ shall shine as the stars forever and ever." ...
+
+
+ They have left their homes and kindred, they are in the strangers' land,
+ The voice of God revealed his will; His will was their command.
+ They crossed the pathless main, nor feared the sadly treacherous wave,
+ For is not He in whom they trust omnipotent to save?
+
+ But did no dark forebodings come? Was all at peace within?
+ Did prompt obedience' sure reward e'en with the toil begin?
+ Ah no! for nature's fond appeal would in that hour be heard;
+ Maternity's deep spring of love within the heart was stirred.
+ Perhaps some little cherub form, that it was joy to see,
+ Would climb no more, with sunny smile, its happy parent's knee;
+ Perhaps some gentle household voice, that sighed "farewell" with pain,
+ Might never welcome their return to that loved home again;
+ Then came the thought of glistening eyes, which long had done with tears,
+ Eyes that had kept an anxious watch o'er childhood's reckless years;
+ While mem'ry dwelt upon that last and earnest gaze of love,
+ Which shows the heart withholds its seal from what the lips approve.
+ They feared those silvery locks, that told 'twas almost "close of day,"
+ Would to the grave go down, and they, their children, far away!
+ A moment nature shrank--the thought was too, too full of pain--
+ But ah! their Master's strength was made in weakness perfect then;
+ The voice that lulls the billowy deep soon bade the storm be still,
+ Bade them rejoice that they were called to do his perfect will;
+ To execute with fearless trust the holy high command,--
+ "Go, and glad gospel tidings spread, over a distant land,
+ And beams of heavenly peace around your guarded path shall play,
+ Peace that the world can never give, nor ever take away."
+ But has the fearful sacrifice at last been made in vain?
+ And shall no trace within our hearts, no deathless trace remain?
+ Bright record, that with us awhile their dwelling place has been,
+ Preparing temples for their Lord's high service to begin.
+ Oh yes, I trust, a fount of light and life they have unsealed
+ To many a thirsting, fainting soul, a Saviour's love revealed;
+ Have taught "that in his service there is perfect freedom" still,
+ That 'tis the highest bliss of Heaven to do his sovereign will,
+ And if a humble suppliant may bow before Thy throne,
+ My Father! and a blessing ask on hearts to her unknown,
+ Oh! grant for them "the lines may fall in pleasant places" here,
+ "Beside still waters" bid them rest, and feel that Thou art near.
+ Thou hast Thyself declared, that great their recompense shall be,
+ Who have "forsaken all" to love and follow only Thee;
+ And they have left the "near and dear," the parent, child, and friend;
+ Then in Thy holy name may all these sweet affections blend!
+ And should the world desert them, Lord, oh, be the world to them,
+ The song of their rejoicing here, in Heaven the crowning gem;
+ Thy sacred guidance grant, I pray, o'er life's tempestuous sea,
+ Awhile a gentle course, and then,--a sheltering port in Thee.
+
+3d mo., 1831. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE PLAGUES OF EGYPT;
+
+OR, GOD'S PROVIDENCE MAGNIFIED IN THE CARE OF HIS CHOSEN.
+
+
+ When darkness over Egypt reigned,
+ A darkness to be felt,
+ Light sweetly shone round Goshen still,
+ The tents where Israel dwelt.
+
+ Awestruck, the Egyptians silent lay,
+ They rose not from their place;
+ God's finger had been o'er their land,
+ And left a fearful trace.
+
+ The very idols which they served
+ A gloom around them threw,
+ The stream they worshipped turned to blood,
+ The sun his light withdrew.
+
+ But Pharaoh's heart was hardened still,
+ He let not Israel go
+ Until Jehovah, King of kings,
+ Struck the last fearful blow.
+
+ The first-born on the kingly throne,
+ The first-born in the hall,--
+ God sent his awful mandate forth,
+ And death passed over all.
+
+ No house remained in this proud land
+ Which mourned not for its dead,
+ And every street was filled with gloom,
+ And every heart with dread.
+
+ At midnight was the message sent--
+ It was an awful hour,
+ Proclaiming man's impotency
+ And God's eternal power.
+
+ The mighty monarch, struck with awe,
+ Dismissed the people then;
+ Contending with Omnipotence
+ He felt indeed was vain.
+
+ And how were Israel employed
+ When light around them shone?
+ They then prepared the paschal lamb,
+ And stood with sandals on;
+
+ Staves in their hands, loins girded too,
+ They waited the command
+ To throw their loosened shackles off,
+ And seek the promised land.
+
+ But first they ate the passover,
+ And freely sprinkled round
+ The blood of an unblemished lamb,
+ In whom no spot was found.
+
+ And the destroying angel passed
+ Harmless o'er every door
+ Whose side-posts and whose lintels, too,
+ Faith's striking symbol bore.
+
+ Now let us pause and ask our hearts
+ If we have aught to learn,
+ If very many teaching things
+ We cannot here discern?
+
+ Is there not "darkness to be _felt_"
+ In Egypt at this hour?
+ And does she not refuse to bow
+ Before Jehovah's power?
+
+ And oh! when God's own Israel
+ Would break the oppressor's chain,
+ Does she approach His sacred throne
+ And supplicate in vain?
+
+ Ah, no! upon the captive still
+ Is poured a flood of light,
+ While he prepares for better worlds
+ To take his joyous flight.
+
+ His bonds are burst, he only waits
+ The omnipotent command
+ To journey forth,--his armor's on,
+ His staff within his hand.
+
+ Not settled down in carnal ease,
+ This world is not his home,
+ A pilgrim and a stranger here,
+ He seeks for one to come.
+
+ Christ is his holy passover,
+ He has a part in Him;
+ For he applies his blood, in faith,
+ To purify from sin.
+
+ But oh! with very bitter herbs
+ It must be eaten still;
+ Suffering is yet the lot of those
+ Who do their Master's will.
+
+ And let the Christian not forget,
+ Israel was bid to stay
+ Within the shelter of the tent
+ Until the opening day.
+
+ And God is now his people's tent,
+ In Him may we abide;
+ Then though the faith will oft be proved,
+ The patience oft be tried,
+
+ An hour of sweet release will come,
+ And all the pilgrim band,
+ By flame and cloud alternate led,
+ Attain the promised land;
+
+ And wearing there the crown of joy,
+ And carrying, too, the palm,
+ Eternally ascribe the praise
+ To God and to the Lamb.
+
+6th mo., 1836. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+ The last look is taken, the last word is said--
+ Haste away o'er the waves, then, glad tidings to spread;
+ Thy Master has called thee, no longer delay,
+ His work it is glorious, haste, haste thee away.
+ Come, set the sails, mariner, now we're off shore,
+ Then weep for the loved ones thou leavest no more;
+ He is faithful who promised, thou heard'st Him declare
+ That all thou intrusts to his fatherly care
+ He will keep in the sheltering fold of his love,
+ Where nothing shall harm them and nothing shall move.
+ He will suffer no plague nigh thy dwelling to come,
+ And His angels shall guard thee wherever thou roam;
+ No weapon shall prosper that's formed against thee,
+ For the truth thou hast loved, shield and buckler shall be.
+ This the heritage is of the child of the Lord,
+ Of him who confides in his covenant word,
+ And freely forsakes, when his Saviour commands,
+ His brethren, and sisters, and children, and lands.
+ Though the ocean may roar, and earth shake with the swell,
+ His home is in Jesus, and all will be well;
+ Though the mountains depart, and the hills may remove,
+ He quietly rests 'neath the wing of His love.
+ He knows that the work of the righteous is peace,
+ That the blessed effect thereof never shall cease;
+ A gracious assurance of quietude here,
+ And bliss without end in a holier sphere.
+ So, Christian, God speed thee, and should the storm lower,
+ Cast firmly thine anchor, and trust in His power.
+ His voice than the billows is mightier far,
+ And His mercy is o'er thee a safe guiding star.
+ But oh! when the clouds have all vanished away,
+ And life smiles around thee, a bright summer's day,
+ When the breeze wafts thee onward, and no rocks appear,
+ Then, Christian, thine hour of peril is near;
+ The world may frown on thee, but oh! should it smile,
+ Come apart to the desert, and rest thee awhile.
+
+1837. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+TO A FRIEND.
+
+
+ Ah! be not sad, though adverse winds may blow,
+ Thy patience and thy fortitude to prove;
+ Thy Saviour wears no frown upon his brow,--
+ "'Tis but the graver countenance of love."
+
+ Though clouds and darkness round about him roll,
+ In righteousness and truth He sits enthroned;
+ And precious in His sight the immortal soul,
+ For whose deep stain of guilt His love atoned.
+
+ He makes our dearest earthly comforts flee,
+ Or, e'en when clustering round us, bids them pall,
+ That thus the "altogether lovely,"--He,--
+ "Chief of ten thousand," may be all in all.
+
+ And hast thou not some blissful moments known,
+ Even while bowed beneath the chast'ning rod,
+ When to thy humble spirit it was shown
+ That glorious is the "City of thy God?"
+
+ Hast thou not seen the King in beauty there,
+ And has He not assured thy fainting heart,
+ That from His reconciled, His child and heir,
+ The covenant of His peace would ne'er depart?
+
+ Has He not fully satisfied thy soul
+ With the pure river of His joy and love,
+ Subdued each murmuring thought to his control,
+ And stayed thy mind on changeless things above?
+
+ When He, thou callest "Abba, Father," placed
+ The earnest of adoption in thine heart,
+ Thou wast engraven, ne'er to be effaced,[A]
+ Upon His holy hands, and His thou art.
+
+ Then doubt no more, for the omniscient God,
+ All whose mysterious ways are just and true,
+ In life will comfort with his staff and rod,
+ Be near in death, and guide thee safely through.
+
+ And when the race is run, the victory given,
+ How sweet with the redeemed to bear the palm,
+ Ten thousand times ten thousand saints in Heaven,
+ Who hymn eternal praises to the Lamb!
+
+1837. E. P. K.
+
+ [A] John 10:28.
+
+
+
+
+FAREWELL.
+
+
+ Fare thee well, we've no wish to detain thee,
+ For the loved ones are bidding thee come,
+ And, we know, a bright welcome awaits thee
+ In the smiles and the sunshine of home,
+ Thou art safe on the crest of the billow,
+ And safe in the depths of the sea;
+ For the God we have worshipped together
+ Is Almighty, and careth for _thee_.
+
+ And when, in the home of thy fathers,
+ Thy fervent petition shall rise
+ For the loved who are circling around thee,
+ The joy and delight of thine eyes,
+ Oh, then, for the weak and the faltering,
+ Should a prayer, as sweet incense, ascend
+ To the God we have worshipped together,
+ Remember thy far-distant friend.
+
+ We miss the calm light of thy spirit,
+ We miss thy encouraging smile;
+ But we bless the unslumbering Shepherd
+ Who sent thee to cheer us awhile.
+ The light, which burned brightly among us,
+ We rejoiced for a season to see,
+ For the God we have worshipped together
+ Gave a halo of glory to thee.
+
+ But didst thou not point to another,
+ A brighter, an _unsetting_ sun?
+ For thou preached not thyself to us, brother,
+ But Jesus, the Crucified One.
+ May He be thy rock and thy refuge,
+ In Him thy "strong confidence" be;
+ For the God we have worshipped together
+ Still loveth and careth for thee.
+
+ Oh! mayst thou abide 'neath the shadow
+ Of Immanuel's sheltering wing,
+ And continue proclaiming the goodness
+ Of Zion's all-glorious King,
+ Till the sun shall be turned into darkness,
+ The moon in obscurity be;
+ And the God we have worshipped together,
+ Be a "light everlasting" to thee.
+
+9th mo. 10th, 1840. E. P. K.
+
+
+
+
+THE LAST DAY.
+
+
+ The God of glory thundereth! who hath not heard His voice,
+ Bidding the sinner tremble, and the pure in heart rejoice?
+
+ Yes, yes, the sinner trembleth, for the Judge is on His throne,
+ Rendering to all a recompense for the deeds which they have done,
+ For the mercies they have slighted, and the time they have destroyed,
+ For the idols they have worshipped, and the talents misemployed.
+
+ But the pure in heart rejoiceth, because for him doth blend,
+ In the Judge of all the universe, a Saviour and a Friend;
+ He looketh up confidingly, with unpresumptuous eye,
+ And smiling says, "My Father, on Thy mercy I rely!"
+
+ The God of glory thundereth! How awful is His voice,
+ Bidding the sinner tremble, and the pure in heart rejoice?
+
+ Yes, yes, the sinner trembleth, for his robes are still defiled,
+ To the God of love and purity he is not reconciled;
+ Yet He is seated on His throne in fearful, dread array,
+ Before whose face both heaven and earth shall swiftly flee away.
+
+ But the pure in heart rejoiceth, for his robes are free from stain,
+ And not one dark, defiling spot shall cleave to them again;
+ Made white beneath the fountain which flowed from Jesus' side,
+ So as "no fuller on the earth could whiten them" beside.
+
+ The God of glory thundereth! still louder is His voice,
+ Bidding the sinner tremble, and the pure in heart rejoice.
+
+ Yes, yes, the sinner trembleth, for his day of grace is o'er,
+ The Bridegroom hath arisen, and closed is mercy's door;
+ That grace he long resisted, how did it plead in vain!
+ And now its sweet persuasive strains will ne'er be heard again.
+
+ But the pure in heart rejoiceth, his lamp is burning bright,
+ And welcome is the cry to him, though heard at dead of night,
+ "Behold, the Bridegroom cometh!" Oh, what joy to enter in
+ Where the nations that are saved, their Sabbath shall begin.
+
+ The God of glory thundereth! yet louder is His voice,
+ Bidding the sinner tremble, and the pure in heart rejoice.
+
+ Well may the sinner tremble, and quake with fear and dread,
+ For the last trump is sounding and the sea gives up her dead.
+ The Books, the Books are opened! awestruck his eyes behold
+ That in the unfolded Book of Life his name is not enrolled.
+
+ But the pure in heart rejoiceth, he hath heard a welcome home;
+ With songs of joy and gladness unto Zion he is come;
+ "Well done, thou faithful servant! to _thee_ it shall be given
+ To see thy Saviour as He is, and reign with Him in Heaven."
+
+ But the great men and the captains and the chief men, where are they?
+ And the sellers of the souls of men upon this fearful day?
+ They are calling on the mountains and on the rocks to fall,
+ And hide them from the wrath of Him who died to save them all.
+
+1845. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+THE REUNION OF SIR T. F. BUXTON AND ELIZABETH FRY.
+
+
+ They have met, they have met! now their pinions unfurl
+ In that city whose pavement is gold,
+ Whose every gate is of one liquid pearl,
+ And her beauty and glory untold;
+
+ That city, which needeth no light from the sun,
+ Where the moon sheds her lustre no more,
+ But where, in the smile of the Crucified One,
+ Countless myriads bow down and adore.
+
+ One by one are the loved ones all gathering there,
+ In white robes they encircle the throne;
+ Oh! what bliss to unite where sin cannot blight,
+ And where parting and death are unknown.
+
+ They are come to Mount Zion, the city of God;
+ They are joined to the glorified throng;
+ One pathway of sorrow by all has been trod,
+ All sing one harmonious song.
+
+ Omnipotent Lord, just and true are Thy ways!
+ Thy works great and marvellous are!
+ Oh! who shall not fear Thee and echo Thy praise,
+ And Thy glory and honor declare.
+
+1845. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+ON THE DEATH OF ELIZABETH FRY AND SIR T. F. BUXTON.
+
+
+ Ye have met, ye have met, disencumbered of pain,
+ Of sorrow, and sickness, and care;
+ And the slave and the prisoner, now freed from their chain,
+ Have rejoicingly welcomed you there.
+
+ The true light now shines and the darkness is past,
+ For that which is perfect is come,
+ And your pure loving spirits are gathered at last,
+ In their only congenial home.
+
+ May the balm of your memory steal through the soul,
+ Like a gale from Arabia the blest,
+ Exert o'er the feelings a sacred control,
+ And hush every murmur to rest!
+
+ In the world we shall seek your resemblance in vain,
+ Your places shall know you no more;
+ Yet who by a wish would recall you again?
+ For the days of your mourning are o'er.
+
+ The King in His beauty your eyes now behold,
+ He has sweetly dispelled all your fears;
+ To the well-spring of waters the Lamb leads His fold,
+ And God wipes away all their tears.
+
+ Great grace was upon you, and oh! unto us
+ May a manifold portion be given,
+ That through pardoning love we may mingle above.
+ A circle unbroken in Heaven!
+
+1845. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+EPHESIANS 4:32.
+
+
+ "The accuser of the brethren!"
+ How fitting is the name!
+ Since the creation of the world
+ His business is the same;
+
+ Bringing false accusations,
+ Sowing the seeds of strife,
+ Watching the halting of the saints,
+ And striking at the life.
+
+ If with the aspersed one he should fail,
+ The asperser's sure to fall;
+ For, losing Christian charity,
+ Have we not lost our all?
+
+ Ye know not, vain contenders,
+ What spirit ye are of;
+ Alas! ye are weak "defenders"
+ Of "the faith that works by love,"
+
+ Which purifies the feelings,
+ And makes all sweet within,
+ Tenders the heart before the Lord,
+ And keeps the spirit clean.
+
+ Go and adorn the doctrine
+ Ye are feigning to approve,
+ And seek for strength to follow Him
+ Whose first, best name is Love.
+
+ But cease from defamation;
+ The poet says 'tis worse
+ To steal his _reputation_
+ Than rob him of his _purse_.
+
+ Look home, look home, defamers,
+ There's business there for _you_;
+ Weed well your own deceitful hearts,
+ You'll find enough to do.
+
+ Perhaps _that_ God, before whose glance
+ Each soul unveiled appears,
+ Sees that thy brother's work is done,
+ While thine is in arrears.
+
+ Then leave, ah! leave the little mote
+ Which thou, and thou alone,
+ Mark'st in his eye, and take away
+ The beam that blinds thine own.
+
+ _Thou_ hast had much, yea _much_ forgiven;
+ Then is it just and right,
+ From him, who is thy fellow worm,
+ To exact the utmost mite?
+
+ "Judge not," the blessed Jesus said,
+ "Judgment is mine alone;
+ He only who has never sinned
+ Should dare to cast a stone.
+
+ "But love thy neighbor as thyself,
+ His friend, his helper be,
+ And show _that_ mercy unto him
+ Which God has shown to thee."
+
+1845. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+AT A TIME OF DEEP PROVING.
+
+
+ Poor throbbing heart! the battle wave of life
+ Beats strong against thee, yet thou strugglest on,
+ Breasting the mighty billows, though no kind, well-known voice,
+ When the great mountain wave threatens to o'erwhelm,
+ Whispers the soul-reviving words, "Be of good cheer,
+ The port is nearing fast!" Instead of this
+ Is heard the mournful moan of the discourager,
+ Portending peril, shipwreck, loss of all.
+ But ah! poor struggling heart!
+ An eye is over thee, a Father's eye,
+ Of tender love and pity. There is ONE
+ Whose voice is mightier than the noise
+ Of many waters, who sitteth on the flood
+ And reigneth King forever.
+ He sees thee breast the wave, upheld alone
+ By childlike trust and confidence in Him,
+ And through the storm is heard His gentle tone,
+ "Daughter, be comforted,--thy faith hath saved thee."
+
+12th mo., 1850. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+
+ The Lord's portion is his people, Jacob is the lot of his
+ inheritance. He found him in a desert land, and in the waste
+ howling wilderness. He led him about, he instructed him, he kept
+ him as the apple of his eye. As an eagle stirreth up her nest,
+ fluttereth over her young, spreadeth abroad her wings, taketh
+ them, beareth them on her wings, so the Lord alone did lead him,
+ and there was no strange god with him.--DEUT. 32: 9-12.
+
+ _T. E.'s Sermon._
+
+
+ When the eagle finds her brood is fledged,
+ She stirreth up the nest;
+ Gently she fluttereth over it,
+ And breaketh up their rest.
+
+ She taketh them, she beareth them,
+ She spreadeth abroad her wings,
+ Then soars aloft to a purer air
+ Above terrestrial things.
+
+ Thus, when the heart with the cares of time
+ Is burdened and oppressed,
+ 'Tis only the parent hand of love
+ That is stirring up the nest.
+
+ He found us in the wilderness
+ When no strange god was nigh,
+ He instructed us, He kept us
+ As "the apple of His eye."
+
+ Now His wing is fluttering over us
+ And stirring up the nest,
+ For the Lord alone is leading us
+ To His bright and glorious rest.
+
+ The shining host of ransomed ones
+ _There_ worship and adore;
+ Fulness of joy their portion is,
+ Pleasure forever more.
+
+ Then be glad when the Father teaches us
+ That this is not our rest,
+ And bless the hand of sparing love
+ That stirreth up the nest.
+
+ For those who know no chastisement
+ Are not the sons of God;
+ He chooseth His adopted ones
+ Beneath the chastening rod.
+
+ Thus, when the fond heart reareth up
+ A little ark of rest,
+ How soon the fluttering wing is heard
+ That stirreth up the nest!
+
+ But ah! He spreadeth it abroad,
+ And teacheth us to soar
+ To the realms of cloudless blessedness,
+ Where change is known no more.
+
+1850. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+WILLIAM FORSTER.
+
+
+ Ah! know ye not in Israel
+ A prince is fallen to-day,
+ A just man, from the ills to come,
+ In mercy called away!
+
+ The Church is clothed in mourning,
+ Who shall supply her loss?
+ A standard bearer's quit the field,
+ A soldier of the cross.
+
+ On mission high and holy
+ He braved the watery main,
+ And many a faithful heart rejoiced
+ To welcome him again.
+
+ Thrice had the veteran warrior
+ Nobly forsaken all,
+ And trod our western wilderness
+ Obedient to His call,
+
+ Whose voice he knew from childhood,
+ And followed where it led,
+ For perfect love reigned over him,
+ And banished fear and dread.
+
+ Meekly he journeyed onward,
+ Unmoved by praise or blame;
+ The mark was always kept in view,
+ And steady was his aim.
+
+ Unfaltering trust in Jesus
+ Had ever nerved his arm;
+ He knew His shield of love was near,
+ Protecting him from harm.
+
+ Like Paul, he "went from house to house,"
+ And boldly preached the word,
+ And many souls, accepting it,
+ Were gathered to the Lord;
+
+ While from his heart and from his lips,
+ As onward he would pass,
+ Fell gentle benedictions,
+ As showers upon the grass.
+
+ Nor from the galling chains of sin
+ Alone he sought to free;
+ However named, the bondsman claimed
+ His whole-souled sympathy.
+
+ Bending beneath a weight of care,
+ A pilgrimage of years,
+ Before the rulers of the land
+ Behold him plead with tears!
+
+ For poor down-trodden Africa
+ He lifts his latest breath,
+ And, with her name upon his lips,
+ Sinks in the arms of death.
+
+ Thoughts of the distant and the loved
+ Came thronging to his heart;
+ He felt 'twere sweet to be with them,
+ Yet sweeter to depart.
+
+ "Better to go and be with Christ,"
+ Were the blest words he said;
+ Then, in the midst of bonds and chains,
+ The enfranchised spirit fled;
+
+ And in a far-off stranger land,
+ Near Holston's billowy wave,
+ A voice is calling silently
+ From that lone martyr's grave.
+
+ Oppressor, list its meaning!
+ It is to _thee_ it calls;
+ Ah! heed the solemn warning voice
+ Before the judgment falls.
+
+ It tells thee that a martyr's prayers
+ Are heard in highest Heaven,
+ That soon the shackles of the slave
+ In mercy shall be riven.
+
+ God will avenge his own elect
+ Who are groaning to be free;
+ His promises are sure: "He will
+ Avenge them speedily."
+
+ But where will be the oppressor
+ In that soul-searching day,
+ When perfect truth and equity
+ Have undivided sway?
+
+ Quailing before the majesty
+ Of the Omniscient One,
+ Dealers in slaves and souls of men
+ Will feel their work is done;
+
+ And, bowed beneath that word of God
+ Which pierces like a sword,
+ Call on the rocks to hide them
+ From the presence of the Lord.
+
+ But Mercy's voice is whispering,
+ Immanuel died to save,
+ And he designs rich fruit shall spring
+ From that lone martyr's grave.
+
+1854. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+ALL ALONE.
+
+
+ Alas! they have left me all alone
+ By the receding tide;
+ But oh! the countless multitudes
+ Upon the other side!
+
+ The loved, the lost, the cherished ones,
+ Who dwelt with us awhile,
+ To scatter sunbeams on our path,
+ And make the desert smile.
+
+ The other side! how fair it is!
+ Its loveliness untold,
+ Its "every several gate a pearl,"
+ Its streets are paved with gold.
+
+ Its sun shall never more go down,
+ For there is no night there!
+ And oh! what heavenly melodies
+ Are floating through the air!
+
+ How sweet to join the ransomed ones
+ On the other side the flood,
+ And sing a song of praise to Him
+ Who washed us in His blood.
+
+ Ten thousand times ten thousand
+ Are hymning the new song!
+ O Father, join Thy weary child
+ To that triumphant throng!
+
+ But oh! I would be patient,
+ "My times are in Thy hand,"
+ "And glory, glory dwelleth
+ In Immanuel's land."
+
+1875. E. P. G.
+
+
+
+
+
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