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FOR PUBLIC DOMAIN ETEXTS*Ver.04.29.93*END* + + + + + +This etext was prepared by David Price, email ccx074@coventry.ac.uk +from the 1896 "Lizzie Leigh and Other Tales" Macmillan and Co. edition. + + + + + +THE DOOM OF THE GRIFFITHS. + +by Elizabeth Gaskell + + + + +CHAPTER I. + + + +I have always been much interested by the traditions which are +scattered up and down North Wales relating to Owen Glendower (Owain +Glendwr is the national spelling of the name), and I fully enter into +the feeling which makes the Welsh peasant still look upon him as the +hero of his country. There was great joy among many of the +inhabitants of the principality, when the subject of the Welsh prize +poem at Oxford, some fifteen or sixteen years ago, was announced to +be "Owain Glendwr." It was the most proudly national subject that +had been given for years. + +Perhaps, some may not be aware that this redoubted chieftain is, even +in the present days of enlightenment, as famous among his illiterate +countrymen for his magical powers as for his patriotism. He says +himself--or Shakespeare says it for him, which is much the same thing +- + + +'At my nativity +The front of heaven was full of fiery shapes +Of burning cressets . . . +. . . I can call spirits from the vasty deep.' + + +And few among the lower orders in the principality would think of +asking Hotspur's irreverent question in reply. + +Among other traditions preserved relative to this part of the Welsh +hero's character, is the old family prophecy which gives title to +this tale. When Sir David Gam, "as black a traitor as if he had been +born in Builth," sought to murder Owen at Machynlleth, there was one +with him whose name Glendwr little dreamed of having associated with +his enemies. Rhys ap Gryfydd, his "old familiar friend," his +relation, his more than brother, had consented unto his blood. Sir +David Gam might be forgiven, but one whom he had loved, and who had +betrayed him, could never be forgiven. Glendwr was too deeply read +in the human heart to kill him. No, he let him live on, the loathing +and scorn of his compatriots, and the victim of bitter remorse. The +mark of Cain was upon him. + +But before he went forth--while he yet stood a prisoner, cowering +beneath his conscience before Owain Glendwr--that chieftain passed a +doom upon him and his race: + +"I doom thee to live, because I know thou wilt pray for death. Thou +shalt live on beyond the natural term of the life of man, the scorn +of all good men. The very children shall point to thee with hissing +tongue, and say, 'There goes one who would have shed a brother's +blood!' For I loved thee more than a brother, oh Rhys ap Gryfydd! +Thou shalt live on to see all of thy house, except the weakling in +arms, perish by the sword. Thy race shall be accursed. Each +generation shall see their lands melt away like snow; yea their +wealth shall vanish, though they may labour night and day to heap up +gold. And when nine generations have passed from the face of the +earth, thy blood shall no longer flow in the veins of any human +being. In those days the last male of thy race shall avenge me. The +son shall slay the father." + +Such was the traditionary account of Owain Glendwr's speech to his +once-trusted friend. And it was declared that the doom had been +fulfilled in all things; that live in as miserly a manner as they +would, the Griffiths never were wealthy and prosperous--indeed that +their worldly stock diminished without any visible cause. + +But the lapse of many years had almost deadened the wonder-inspiring +power of the whole curse. It was only brought forth from the hoards +of Memory when some untoward event happened to the Griffiths family; +and in the eighth generation the faith in the prophecy was nearly +destroyed, by the marriage of the Griffiths of that day, to a Miss +Owen, who, unexpectedly, by the death of a brother, became an +heiress--to no considerable amount, to be sure, but enough to make +the prophecy appear reversed. The heiress and her husband removed +from his small patrimonial estate in Merionethshire, to her heritage +in Caernarvonshire, and for a time the prophecy lay dormant. + +If you go from Tremadoc to Criccaeth, you pass by the parochial +church of Ynysynhanarn, situated in a boggy valley running from the +mountains, which shoulder up to the Rivals, down to Cardigan Bay. +This tract of land has every appearance of having been redeemed at no +distant period of time from the sea, and has all the desolate +rankness often attendant upon such marshes. But the valley beyond, +similar in character, had yet more of gloom at the time of which I +write. In the higher part there were large plantations of firs, set +too closely to attain any size, and remaining stunted in height and +scrubby in appearance. Indeed, many of the smaller and more weakly +had died, and the bark had fallen down on the brown soil neglected +and unnoticed. These trees had a ghastly appearance, with their +white trunks, seen by the dim light which struggled through the thick +boughs above. Nearer to the sea, the valley assumed a more open, +though hardly a more cheerful character; it looked dark and overhung +by sea-fog through the greater part of the year, and even a farm- +house, which usually imparts something of cheerfulness to a +landscape, failed to do so here. This valley formed the greater part +of the estate to which Owen Griffiths became entitled by right of his +wife. In the higher part of the valley was situated the family +mansion, or rather dwelling-house, for "mansion" is too grand a word +to apply to the clumsy, but substantially-built Bodowen. It was +square and heavy-looking, with just that much pretension to ornament +necessary to distinguish it from the mere farm-house. + +In this dwelling Mrs. Owen Griffiths bore her husband two sons-- +Llewellyn, the future Squire, and Robert, who was early destined for +the Church. The only difference in their situation, up to the time +when Robert was entered at Jesus College, was, that the elder was +invariably indulged by all around him, while Robert was thwarted and +indulged by turns; that Llewellyn never learned anything from the +poor Welsh parson, who was nominally his private tutor; while +occasionally Squire Griffiths made a great point of enforcing +Robert's diligence, telling him that, as he had his bread to earn, he +must pay attention to his learning. There is no knowing how far the +very irregular education he had received would have carried Robert +through his college examinations; but, luckily for him in this +respect, before such a trial of his learning came round, he heard of +the death of his elder brother, after a short illness, brought on by +a hard drinking-bout. Of course, Robert was summoned home, and it +seemed quite as much of course, now that there was no necessity for +him to "earn his bread by his learning," that he should not return to +Oxford. So the half-educated, but not unintelligent, young man +continued at home, during the short remainder of his parent's +lifetime. + +His was not an uncommon character. In general he was mild, indolent, +and easily managed; but once thoroughly roused, his passions were +vehement and fearful. He seemed, indeed, almost afraid of himself, +and in common hardly dared to give way to justifiable anger--so much +did he dread losing his self-control. Had he been judiciously +educated, he would, probably, have distinguished himself in those +branches of literature which call for taste and imagination, rather +than any exertion of reflection or judgment. As it was, his literary +taste showed itself in making collections of Cambrian antiquities of +every description, till his stock of Welsh MSS. would have excited +the envy of Dr. Pugh himself, had he been alive at the time of which +I write. + +There is one characteristic of Robert Griffiths which I have omitted +to note, and which was peculiar among his class. He was no hard +drinker; whether it was that his head was easily affected, or that +his partially-refined taste led him to dislike intoxication and its +attendant circumstances, I cannot say; but at five-and-twenty Robert +Griffiths was habitually sober--a thing so rare in Llyn, that he was +almost shunned as a churlish, unsociable being, and paused much of +his time in solitude. + +About this time, he had to appear in some case that was tried at the +Caernarvon assizes; and while there, was a guest at the house of his +agent, a shrewd, sensible Welsh attorney, with one daughter, who had +charms enough to captivate Robert Griffiths. Though he remained only +a few days at her father's house, they were sufficient to decide his +affections, and short was the period allowed to elapse before he +brought home a mistress to Bodowen. The new Mrs. Griffiths was a +gentle, yielding person, full of love toward her husband, of whom, +nevertheless, she stood something in awe, partly arising from the +difference in their ages, partly from his devoting much time to +studies of which she could understand nothing. + +She soon made him the father of a blooming little daughter, called +Augharad after her mother. Then there came several uneventful years +in the household of Bodowen; and when the old women had one and all +declared that the cradle would not rock again, Mrs. Griffiths bore +the son and heir. His birth was soon followed by his mother's death: +she had been ailing and low-spirited during her pregnancy, and she +seemed to lack the buoyancy of body and mind requisite to bring her +round after her time of trial. Her husband, who loved her all the +more from having few other claims on his affections, was deeply +grieved by her early death, and his only comforter was the sweet +little boy whom she had left behind. That part of the squire's +character, which was so tender, and almost feminine, seemed called +forth by the helpless situation of the little infant, who stretched +out his arms to his father with the same earnest cooing that happier +children make use of to their mother alone. Augharad was almost +neglected, while the little Owen was king of the house; still next to +his father, none tended him so lovingly as his sister. She was so +accustomed to give way to him that it was no longer a hardship. By +night and by day Owen was the constant companion of his father, and +increasing years seemed only to confirm the custom. It was an +unnatural life for the child, seeing no bright little faces peering +into his own (for Augharad was, as I said before, five or six years +older, and her face, poor motherless girl! was often anything but +bright), hearing no din of clear ringing voices, but day after day +sharing the otherwise solitary hours of his father, whether in the +dim room, surrounded by wizard-like antiquities, or pattering his +little feet to keep up with his "tada" in his mountain rambles or +shooting excursions. When the pair came to some little foaming +brook, where the stepping-stones were far and wide, the father +carried his little boy across with the tenderest care; when the lad +was weary, they rested, he cradled in his father's arms, or the +Squire would lift him up and carry him to his home again. The boy +was indulged (for his father felt flattered by the desire) in his +wish of sharing his meals and keeping the same hours. All this +indulgence did not render Owen unamiable, but it made him wilful, and +not a happy child. He had a thoughtful look, not common to the face +of a young boy. He knew no games, no merry sports; his information +was of an imaginative and speculative character. His father +delighted to interest him in his own studies, without considering how +far they were healthy for so young a mind. + +Of course Squire Griffiths was not unaware of the prophecy which was +to be fulfilled in his generation. He would occasionally refer to it +when among his friends, with sceptical levity; but in truth it lay +nearer to his heart than he chose to acknowledge. His strong +imagination rendered him peculiarly impressible on such subjects; +while his judgment, seldom exercised or fortified by severe thought, +could not prevent his continually recurring to it. He used to gaze +on the half-sad countenance of the child, who sat looking up into his +face with his large dark eyes, so fondly yet so inquiringly, till the +old legend swelled around his heart, and became too painful for him +not to require sympathy. Besides, the overpowering love he bore to +the child seemed to demand fuller vent than tender words; it made him +like, yet dread, to upbraid its object for the fearful contrast +foretold. Still Squire Griffiths told the legend, in a half-jesting +manner, to his little son, when they were roaming over the wild +heaths in the autumn days, "the saddest of the year," or while they +sat in the oak-wainscoted room, surrounded by mysterious relics that +gleamed strangely forth by the flickering fire-light. The legend was +wrought into the boy's mind, and he would crave, yet tremble, to hear +it told over and over again, while the words were intermingled with +caresses and questions as to his love. Occasionally his loving words +and actions were cut short by his father's light yet bitter speech-- +"Get thee away, my lad; thou knowest not what is to come of all this +love." + +When Augharad was seventeen, and Owen eleven or twelve, the rector of +the parish in which Bodowen was situated, endeavoured to prevail on +Squire Griffiths to send the boy to school. Now, this rector had +many congenial tastes with his parishioner, and was his only +intimate; and, by repeated arguments, he succeeded in convincing the +Squire that the unnatural life Owen was leading was in every way +injurious. Unwillingly was the father wrought to part from his son; +but he did at length send him to the Grammar School at Bangor, then +under the management of an excellent classic. Here Owen showed that +he had more talents than the rector had given him credit for, when he +affirmed that the lad had been completely stupefied by the life he +led at Bodowen. He bade fair to do credit to the school in the +peculiar branch of learning for which it was famous. But he was not +popular among his schoolfellows. He was wayward, though, to a +certain degree, generous and unselfish; he was reserved but gentle, +except when the tremendous bursts of passion (similar in character to +those of his father) forced their way. + +On his return from school one Christmas-time, when he had been a year +or so at Bangor, he was stunned by hearing that the undervalued +Augharad was about to be married to a gentleman of South Wales, +residing near Aberystwith. Boys seldom appreciate their sisters; but +Owen thought of the many slights with which he had requited the +patient Augharad, and he gave way to bitter regrets, which, with a +selfish want of control over his words, he kept expressing to his +father, until the Squire was thoroughly hurt and chagrined at the +repeated exclamations of "What shall we do when Augharad is gone?" +"How dull we shall be when Augharad is married!" Owen's holidays +were prolonged a few weeks, in order that he might be present at the +wedding; and when all the festivities were over, and the bride and +bridegroom had left Bodowen, the boy and his father really felt how +much they missed the quiet, loving Augharad. She had performed so +many thoughtful, noiseless little offices, on which their daily +comfort depended; and now she was gone, the household seemed to miss +the spirit that peacefully kept it in order; the servants roamed +about in search of commands and directions, the rooms had no longer +the unobtrusive ordering of taste to make them cheerful, the very +fires burned dim, and were always sinking down into dull heaps of +gray ashes. Altogether Owen did not regret his return to Bangor, and +this also the mortified parent perceived. Squire Griffiths was a +selfish parent. + +Letters in those days were a rare occurrence. Owen usually received +one during his half-yearly absences from home, and occasionally his +father paid him a visit. This half-year the boy had no visit, nor +even a letter, till very near the time of his leaving school, and +then he was astounded by the intelligence that his father was married +again. + +Then came one of his paroxysms of rage; the more disastrous in its +effects upon his character because it could find no vent in action. +Independently of slight to the memory of the first wife which +children are so apt to fancy such an action implies, Owen had +hitherto considered himself (and with justice) the first object of +his father's life. They had been so much to each other; and now a +shapeless, but too real something had come between him and his father +there for ever. He felt as if his permission should have been asked, +as if he should have been consulted. Certainly he ought to have been +told of the intended event. So the Squire felt, and hence his +constrained letter which had so much increased the bitterness of +Owen's feelings. + +With all this anger, when Owen saw his stepmother, he thought he had +never seen so beautiful a woman for her age; for she was no longer in +the bloom of youth, being a widow when his father married her. Her +manners, to the Welsh lad, who had seen little of female grace among +the families of the few antiquarians with whom his father visited, +were so fascinating that he watched her with a sort of breathless +admiration. Her measured grace, her faultless movements, her tones +of voice, sweet, till the ear was sated with their sweetness, made +Owen less angry at his father's marriage. Yet he felt, more than +ever, that the cloud was between him and his father; that the hasty +letter he had sent in answer to the announcement of his wedding was +not forgotten, although no allusion was ever made to it. He was no +longer his father's confidant--hardly ever his father's companion, +for the newly-married wife was all in all to the Squire, and his son +felt himself almost a cipher, where he had so long been everything. +The lady herself had ever the softest consideration for her stepson; +almost too obtrusive was the attention paid to his wishes, but still +he fancied that the heart had no part in the winning advances. There +was a watchful glance of the eye that Owen once or twice caught when +she had imagined herself unobserved, and many other nameless little +circumstances, that gave him a strong feeling of want of sincerity in +his stepmother. Mrs. Owen brought with her into the family her +little child by her first husband, a boy nearly three years old. He +was one of those elfish, observant, mocking children, over whose +feelings you seem to have no control: agile and mischievous, his +little practical jokes, at first performed in ignorance of the pain +he gave, but afterward proceeding to a malicious pleasure in +suffering, really seemed to afford some ground to the superstitious +notion of some of the common people that he was a fairy changeling. + +Years passed on; and as Owen grew older he became more observant. He +saw, even in his occasional visits at home (for from school he had +passed on to college), that a great change had taken place in the +outward manifestations of his father's character; and, by degrees, +Owen traced this change to the influence of his stepmother; so +slight, so imperceptible to the common observer, yet so resistless in +its effects. Squire Griffiths caught up his wife's humbly advanced +opinions, and, unawares to himself, adopted them as his own, defying +all argument and opposition. It was the same with her wishes; they +met their fulfilment, from the extreme and delicate art with which +she insinuated them into her husband's mind, as his own. She +sacrificed the show of authority for the power. At last, when Owen +perceived some oppressive act in his father's conduct toward his +dependants, or some unaccountable thwarting of his own wishes, he +fancied he saw his stepmother's secret influence thus displayed, +however much she might regret the injustice of his father's actions +in her conversations with him when they were alone. His father was +fast losing his temperate habits, and frequent intoxication soon took +its usual effect upon the temper. Yet even here was the spell of his +wife upon him. Before her he placed a restraint upon his passion, +yet she was perfectly aware of his irritable disposition, and +directed it hither and thither with the same apparent ignorance of +the tendency of her words. + +Meanwhile Owen's situation became peculiarly mortifying to a youth +whose early remembrances afforded such a contrast to his present +state. As a child, he had been elevated to the consequence of a man +before his years gave any mental check to the selfishness which such +conduct was likely to engender; he could remember when his will was +law to the servants and dependants, and his sympathy necessary to his +father: now he was as a cipher in his father's house; and the +Squire, estranged in the first instance by a feeling of the injury he +had done his son in not sooner acquainting him with his purposed +marriage, seemed rather to avoid than to seek him as a companion, and +too frequently showed the most utter indifference to the feelings and +wishes which a young man of a high and independent spirit might be +supposed to indulge. + +Perhaps Owen was not fully aware of the force of all these +circumstances; for an actor in a family drama is seldom unimpassioned +enough to be perfectly observant. But he became moody and soured; +brooding over his unloved existence, and craving with a human heart +after sympathy. + +This feeling took more full possession of his mind when he had left +college, and returned home to lead an idle and purposeless life. As +the heir, there was no worldly necessity for exertion: his father +was too much of a Welsh squire to dream of the moral necessity, and +he himself had not sufficient strength of mind to decide at once upon +abandoning a place and mode of life which abounded in daily +mortifications; yet to this course his judgment was slowly tending, +when some circumstances occurred to detain him at Bodowen. + +It was not to be expected that harmony would long be preserved, even +in appearance, between an unguarded and soured young man, such as +Owen, and his wary stepmother, when he had once left college, and +come, not as a visitor, but as the heir to his father's house. Some +cause of difference occurred, where the woman subdued her hidden +anger sufficiently to become convinced that Owen was not entirely the +dupe she had believed him to be. Henceforward there was no peace +between them. Not in vulgar altercations did this show itself; but +in moody reserve on Owen's part, and in undisguised and contemptuous +pursuance of her own plans by his stepmother. Bodowen was no longer +a place where, if Owen was not loved or attended to, he could at +least find peace, and care for himself: he was thwarted at every +step, and in every wish, by his father's desire, apparently, while +the wife sat by with a smile of triumph on her beautiful lips. + +So Owen went forth at the early day dawn, sometimes roaming about on +the shore or the upland, shooting or fishing, as the season might be, +but oftener "stretched in indolent repose" on the short, sweet grass, +indulging in gloomy and morbid reveries. He would fancy that this +mortified state of existence was a dream, a horrible dream, from +which he should awake and find himself again the sole object and +darling of his father. And then he would start up and strive to +shake off the incubus. There was the molten sunset of his childish +memory; the gorgeous crimson piles of glory in the west, fading away +into the cold calm light of the rising moon, while here and there a +cloud floated across the western heaven, like a seraph's wing, in its +flaming beauty; the earth was the same as in his childhood's days, +full of gentle evening sounds, and the harmonies of twilight--the +breeze came sweeping low over the heather and blue-bells by his side, +and the turf was sending up its evening incense of perfume. But +life, and heart, and hope were changed for ever since those bygone +days! + +Or he would seat himself in a favourite niche of the rocks on Moel +Gest, hidden by a stunted growth of the whitty, or mountain-ash, from +general observation, with a rich-tinted cushion of stone-crop for his +feet, and a straight precipice of rock rising just above. Here would +he sit for hours, gazing idly at the bay below with its back-ground +of purple hills, and the little fishing-sail on its bosom, showing +white in the sunbeam, and gliding on in such harmony with the quiet +beauty of the glassy sea; or he would pull out an old school-volume, +his companion for years, and in morbid accordance with the dark +legend that still lurked in the recesses of his mind--a shape of +gloom in those innermost haunts awaiting its time to come forth in +distinct outline--would he turn to the old Greek dramas which treat +of a family foredoomed by an avenging Fate. The worn page opened of +itself at the play of the OEdipus Tyrannus, and Owen dwelt with the +craving disease upon the prophecy so nearly resembling that which +concerned himself. With his consciousness of neglect, there was a +sort of self-flattery in the consequence which the legend gave him. +He almost wondered how they durst, with slights and insults, thus +provoke the Avenger. + +The days drifted onward. Often he would vehemently pursue some +sylvan sport, till thought and feeling were lost in the violence of +bodily exertion. Occasionally his evenings were spent at a small +public-house, such as stood by the unfrequented wayside, where the +welcome, hearty, though bought, seemed so strongly to contrast with +the gloomy negligence of home--unsympathising home. + +One evening (Owen might be four or five-and-twenty), wearied with a +day's shooting on the Clenneny Moors, he passed by the open door of +"The Goat" at Penmorfa. The light and the cheeriness within tempted +him, poor self-exhausted man! as it has done many a one more wretched +in worldly circumstances, to step in, and take his evening meal where +at least his presence was of some consequence. It was a busy day in +that little hostel. A flock of sheep, amounting to some hundreds, +had arrived at Penmorfa, on their road to England, and thronged the +space before the house. Inside was the shrewd, kind-hearted hostess, +bustling to and fro, with merry greetings for every tired drover who +was to pass the night in her house, while the sheep were penned in a +field close by. Ever and anon, she kept attending to the second +crowd of guests, who were celebrating a rural wedding in her house. +It was busy work to Martha Thomas, yet her smile never flagged; and +when Owen Griffiths had finished his evening meal she was there, +ready with a hope that it had done him good, and was to his mind, and +a word of intelligence that the wedding-folk were about to dance in +the kitchen, and the harper was the famous Edward of Corwen. + +Owen, partly from good-natured compliance with his hostess's implied +wish, and partly from curiosity, lounged to the passage which led to +the kitchen--not the every-day, working, cooking kitchen, which was +behind, but a good-sized room, where the mistress sat, when her work +was done, and where the country people were commonly entertained at +such merry-makings as the present. The lintels of the door formed a +frame for the animated picture which Owen saw within, as he leaned +against the wall in the dark passage. The red light of the fire, +with every now and then a falling piece of turf sending forth a fresh +blaze, shone full upon four young men who were dancing a measure +something like a Scotch reel, keeping admirable time in their rapid +movements to the capital tune the harper was playing. They had their +hats on when Owen first took his stand, but as they grew more and +more animated they flung them away, and presently their shoes were +kicked off with like disregard to the spot where they might happen to +alight. Shouts of applause followed any remarkable exertion of +agility, in which each seemed to try to excel his companions. At +length, wearied and exhausted, they sat down, and the harper +gradually changed to one of those wild, inspiring national airs for +which he was so famous. The thronged audience sat earnest and +breathless, and you might have heard a pin drop, except when some +maiden passed hurriedly, with flaring candle and busy look, through +to the real kitchen beyond. When he had finished his beautiful theme +on "The March of the men of Harlech," he changed the measure again to +"Tri chant o' bunnan" (Three hundred pounds), and immediately a most +unmusical-looking man began chanting "Pennillion," or a sort of +recitative stanzas, which were soon taken up by another, and this +amusement lasted so long that Owen grew weary, and was thinking of +retreating from his post by the door, when some little bustle was +occasioned, on the opposite side of the room, by the entrance of a +middle-aged man, and a young girl, apparently his daughter. The man +advanced to the bench occupied by the seniors of the party, who +welcomed him with the usual pretty Welsh greeting, "Pa sut mae dy +galon?" ("How is thy heart?") and drinking his health passed on to +him the cup of excellent cwrw. The girl, evidently a village belle, +was as warmly greeted by the young men, while the girls eyed her +rather askance with a half-jealous look, which Owen set down to the +score of her extreme prettiness. Like most Welsh women, she was of +middle size as to height, but beautifully made, with the most perfect +yet delicate roundness in every limb. Her little mob-cap was +carefully adjusted to a face which was excessively pretty, though it +never could be called handsome. It also was round, with the +slightest tendency to the oval shape, richly coloured, though +somewhat olive in complexion, with dimples in cheek and chin, and the +most scarlet lips Owen had ever seen, that were too short to meet +over the small pearly teeth. The nose was the most defective +feature; but the eyes were splendid. They were so long, so lustrous, +yet at times so very soft under their thick fringe of eyelash! The +nut-brown hair was carefully braided beneath the border of delicate +lace: it was evident the little village beauty knew how to make the +most of all her attractions, for the gay colours which were displayed +in her neckerchief were in complete harmony with the complexion. + +Owen was much attracted, while yet he was amused, by the evident +coquetry the girl displayed, collecting around her a whole bevy of +young fellows, for each of whom she seemed to have some gay speech, +some attractive look or action. In a few minutes young Griffiths of +Bodowen was at her side, brought thither by a variety of idle +motives, and as her undivided attention was given to the Welsh heir, +her admirers, one by one, dropped off, to seat themselves by some +less fascinating but more attentive fair one. The more Owen +conversed with the girl, the more he was taken; she had more wit and +talent than he had fancied possible; a self-abandon and +thoughtfulness, to boot, that seemed full of charms; and then her +voice was so clear and sweet, and her actions so full of grace, that +Owen was fascinated before he was well aware, and kept looking into +her bright, blushing face, till her uplifted flashing eye fell +beneath his earnest gaze. + +While it thus happened that they were silent--she from confusion at +the unexpected warmth of his admiration, he from an unconsciousness +of anything but the beautiful changes in her flexile countenance--the +man whom Owen took for her father came up and addressed some +observation to his daughter, from whence he glided into some +commonplace though respectful remark to Owen, and at length engaging +him in some slight, local conversation, he led the way to the account +of a spot on the peninsula of Penthryn, where teal abounded, and +concluded with begging Owen to allow him to show him the exact place, +saying that whenever the young Squire felt so inclined, if he would +honour him by a call at his house, he would take him across in his +boat. While Owen listened, his attention was not so much absorbed as +to be unaware that the little beauty at his side was refusing one or +two who endeavoured to draw her from her place by invitations to +dance. Flattered by his own construction of her refusals, he again +directed all his attention to her, till she was called away by her +father, who was leaving the scene of festivity. Before he left he +reminded Owen of his promise, and added - + +"Perhaps, sir, you do not know me. My name is Ellis Pritchard, and I +live at Ty Glas, on this side of Moel Gest; anyone can point it out +to you." + +When the father and daughter had left, Owen slowly prepared for his +ride home; but encountering the hostess, he could not resist asking a +few questions relative to Ellis Pritchard and his pretty daughter. +She answered shortly but respectfully, and then said, rather +hesitatingly - + +"Master Griffiths, you know the triad, 'Tri pheth tebyg y naill i'r +llall, ysgnbwr heb yd, mail deg heb ddiawd, a merch deg heb ei +geirda' (Three things are alike: a fine barn without corn, a fine +cup without drink, a fine woman without her reputation)." She +hastily quitted him, and Owen rode slowly to his unhappy home. + +Ellis Pritchard, half farmer and half fisherman, was shrewd, and +keen, and worldly; yet he was good-natured, and sufficiently generous +to have become rather a popular man among his equals. He had been +struck with the young Squire's attention to his pretty daughter, and +was not insensible to the advantages to be derived from it. Nest +would not be the first peasant girl, by any means, who had been +transplanted to a Welsh manor-house as its mistress; and, +accordingly, her father had shrewdly given the admiring young man +some pretext for further opportunities of seeing her. + +As for Nest herself, she had somewhat of her father's worldliness, +and was fully alive to the superior station of her new admirer, and +quite prepared to slight all her old sweethearts on his account. But +then she had something more of feeling in her reckoning; she had not +been insensible to the earnest yet comparatively refined homage which +Owen paid her; she had noticed his expressive and occasionally +handsome countenance with admiration, and was flattered by his so +immediately singling her out from her companions. As to the hint +which Martha Thomas had thrown out, it is enough to say that Nest was +very giddy, and that she was motherless. She had high spirits and a +great love of admiration, or, to use a softer term, she loved to +please; men, women, and children, all, she delighted to gladden with +her smile and voice. She coquetted, and flirted, and went to the +extreme lengths of Welsh courtship, till the seniors of the village +shook their heads, and cautioned their daughters against her +acquaintance. If not absolutely guilty, she had too frequently been +on the verge of guilt. + +Even at the time, Martha Thomas's hint made but little impression on +Owen, for his senses were otherwise occupied; but in a few days the +recollection thereof had wholly died away, and one warm glorious +summer's day, he bent his steps toward Ellis Pritchard's with a +beating heart; for, except some very slight flirtations at Oxford, +Owen had never been touched; his thoughts, his fancy, had been +otherwise engaged. + +Ty Glas was built against one of the lower rocks of Moel Gest, which, +indeed, formed a side to the low, lengthy house. The materials of +the cottage were the shingly stones which had fallen from above, +plastered rudely together, with deep recesses for the small oblong +windows. Altogether, the exterior was much ruder than Owen had +expected; but inside there seemed no lack of comforts. The house was +divided into two apartments, one large, roomy, and dark, into which +Owen entered immediately; and before the blushing Nest came from the +inner chamber (for she had seen the young Squire coming, and hastily +gone to make some alteration in her dress), he had had time to look +around him, and note the various little particulars of the room. +Beneath the window (which commanded a magnificent view) was an oaken +dresser, replete with drawers and cupboards, and brightly polished to +a rich dark colour. In the farther part of the room Owen could at +first distinguish little, entering as he did from the glaring +sunlight, but he soon saw that there were two oaken beds, closed up +after the manner of the Welsh: in fact, the domitories of Ellis +Pritchard and the man who served under him, both on sea and on land. +There was the large wheel used for spinning wool, left standing on +the middle of the floor, as if in use only a few minutes before; and +around the ample chimney hung flitches of bacon, dried kids'-flesh, +and fish, that was in process of smoking for winter's store. + +Before Nest had shyly dared to enter, her father, who had been +mending his nets down below, and seen Owen winding up to the house, +came in and gave him a hearty yet respectful welcome; and then Nest, +downcast and blushing, full of the consciousness which her father's +advice and conversation had not failed to inspire, ventured to join +them. To Owen's mind this reserve and shyness gave her new charms. + +It was too bright, too hot, too anything to think of going to shoot +teal till later in the day, and Owen was delighted to accept a +hesitating invitation to share the noonday meal. Some ewe-milk +cheese, very hard and dry, oat-cake, slips of the dried kids'-flesh +broiled, after having been previously soaked in water for a few +minutes, delicious butter and fresh butter-milk, with a liquor called +"diod griafol" (made from the berries of the Sorbus aucuparia, +infused in water and then fermented), composed the frugal repast; but +there was something so clean and neat, and withal such a true +welcome, that Owen had seldom enjoyed a meal so much. Indeed, at +that time of day the Welsh squires differed from the farmers more in +the plenty and rough abundance of their manner of living than in the +refinement of style of their table. + +At the present day, down in Llyn, the Welsh gentry are not a wit +behind their Saxon equals in the expensive elegances of life; but +then (when there was but one pewter-service in all Northumberland) +there was nothing in Ellis Pritchard's mode of living that grated on +the young Squire's sense of refinement. + +Little was said by that young pair of wooers during the meal; the +father had all the conversation to himself, apparently heedless of +the ardent looks and inattentive mien of his guest. As Owen became +more serious in his feelings, he grew more timid in their expression, +and at night, when they returned from their shooting-excursion, the +caress he gave Nest was almost as bashfully offered as received. + +This was but the first of a series of days devoted to Nest in +reality, though at first he thought some little disguise of his +object was necessary. The past, the future, was all forgotten in +those happy days of love. + +And every worldly plan, every womanly wile was put in practice by +Ellis Pritchard and his daughter, to render his visits agreeable and +alluring. Indeed, the very circumstance of his being welcome was +enough to attract the poor young man, to whom the feeling so produced +was new and full of charms. He left a home where the certainty of +being thwarted made him chary in expressing his wishes; where no +tones of love ever fell on his ear, save those addressed to others; +where his presence or absence was a matter of utter indifference; and +when he entered Ty Glas, all, down to the little cur which, with +clamorous barkings, claimed a part of his attention, seemed to +rejoice. His account of his day's employment found a willing +listener in Ellis; and when he passed on to Nest, busy at her wheel +or at her churn, the deepened colour, the conscious eye, and the +gradual yielding of herself up to his lover-like caress, had worlds +of charms. Ellis Pritchard was a tenant on the Bodowen estate, and +therefore had reasons in plenty for wishing to keep the young +Squire's visits secret; and Owen, unwilling to disturb the sunny calm +of these halcyon days by any storm at home, was ready to use all the +artifice which Ellis suggested as to the mode of his calls at Ty +Glas. Nor was he unaware of the probable, nay, the hoped-for +termination of these repeated days of happiness. He was quite +conscious that the father wished for nothing better than the marriage +of his daughter to the heir of Bodowen; and when Nest had hidden her +face in his neck, which was encircled by her clasping arms, and +murmured into his ear her acknowledgment of love, he felt only too +desirous of finding some one to love him for ever. Though not highly +principled, he would not have tried to obtain Nest on other terms +save those of marriage: he did so pine after enduring love, and +fancied he should have bound her heart for evermore to his, when they +had taken the solemn oaths of matrimony. + +There was no great difficulty attending a secret marriage at such a +place and at such a time. One gusty autumn day, Ellis ferried them +round Penthryn to Llandutrwyn, and there saw his little Nest become +future Lady of Bodowen. + +How often do we see giddy, coquetting, restless girls become sobered +by marriage? A great object in life is decided; one on which their +thoughts have been running in all their vagaries, and they seem to +verify the beautiful fable of Undine. A new soul beams out in the +gentleness and repose of their future lives. An indescribable +softness and tenderness takes place of the wearying vanity of their +former endeavours to attract admiration. Something of this sort took +place in Nest Pritchard. If at first she had been anxious to attract +the young Squire of Bodowen, long before her marriage this feeling +had merged into a truer love than she had ever felt before; and now +that he was her own, her husband, her whole soul was bent toward +making him amends, as far as in her lay, for the misery which, with a +woman's tact, she saw that he had to endure at his home. Her +greetings were abounding in delicately-expressed love; her study of +his tastes unwearying, in the arrangement of her dress, her time, her +very thoughts. + +No wonder that he looked back on his wedding-day with a thankfulness +which is seldom the result of unequal marriages. No wonder that his +heart beat aloud as formerly when he wound up the little path to Ty +Glas, and saw--keen though the winter's wind might be--that Nest was +standing out at the door to watch for his dimly-seen approach, while +the candle flared in the little window as a beacon to guide him +aright. + +The angry words and unkind actions of home fell deadened on his +heart; he thought of the love that was surely his, and of the new +promise of love that a short time would bring forth, and he could +almost have smiled at the impotent efforts to disturb his peace. + +A few more months, and the young father was greeted by a feeble +little cry, when he hastily entered Ty Glas, one morning early, in +consequence of a summons conveyed mysteriously to Bodowen; and the +pale mother, smiling, and feebly holding up her babe to its father's +kiss, seemed to him even more lovely than the bright gay Nest who had +won his heart at the little inn of Penmorfa. + +But the curse was at work! The fulfilment of the prophecy was nigh +at hand! + + + +CHAPTER II. + + + +It was the autumn after the birth of their boy; it had been a +glorious summer, with bright, hot, sunny weather; and now the year +was fading away as seasonably into mellow days, with mornings of +silver mists and clear frosty nights. The blooming look of the time +of flowers, was past and gone; but instead there were even richer +tints abroad in the sun-coloured leaves, the lichens, the golden +blossomed furze; if it was the time of fading, there was a glory in +the decay. + +Nest, in her loving anxiety to surround her dwelling with every charm +for her husband's sake, had turned gardener, and the little corners +of the rude court before the house were filled with many a delicate +mountain-flower, transplanted more for its beauty than its rarity. +The sweetbrier bush may even yet be seen, old and gray, which she and +Owen planted a green slipling beneath the window of her little +chamber. In those moments Owen forgot all besides the present; all +the cares and griefs he had known in the past, and all that might +await him of woe and death in the future. The boy, too, was as +lovely a child as the fondest parent was ever blessed with; and +crowed with delight, and clapped his little hands, as his mother held +him in her arms at the cottage-door to watch his father's ascent up +the rough path that led to Ty Glas, one bright autumnal morning; and +when the three entered the house together, it was difficult to say +which was the happiest. Owen carried his boy, and tossed and played +with him, while Nest sought out some little article of work, and +seated herself on the dresser beneath the window, where now busily +plying the needle, and then again looking at her husband, she eagerly +told him the little pieces of domestic intelligence, the winning ways +of the child, the result of yesterday's fishing, and such of the +gossip of Penmorfa as came to the ears of the now retired Nest. She +noticed that, when she mentioned any little circumstance which bore +the slightest reference to Bodowen, her husband appeared chafed and +uneasy, and at last avoided anything that might in the least remind +him of home. In truth, he had been suffering much of late from the +irritability of his father, shown in trifles to be sure, but not the +less galling on that account. + +While they were thus talking, and caressing each other and the child, +a shadow darkened the room, and before they could catch a glimpse of +the object that had occasioned it, it vanished, and Squire Griffiths +lifted the door-latch and stood before them. He stood and looked-- +first on his son, so different, in his buoyant expression of content +and enjoyment, with his noble child in his arms, like a proud and +happy father, as he was, from the depressed, moody young man he too +often appeared at Bodowen; then on Nest--poor, trembling, sickened +Nest!--who dropped her work, but yet durst not stir from her seat, on +the dresser, while she looked to her husband as if for protection +from his father. + +The Squire was silent, as he glared from one to the other, his +features white with restrained passion. When he spoke, his words +came most distinct in their forced composure. It was to his son he +addressed himself: + +"That woman! who is she?" + +Owen hesitated one moment, and then replied, in a steady, yet quiet +voice: + +"Father, that woman is my wife." + +He would have added some apology for the long concealment of his +marriage; have appealed to his father's forgiveness; but the foam +flew from Squire Owen's lips as he burst forth with invective against +Nest:- + +"You have married her! It is as they told me! Married Nest +Pritchard yr buten! And you stand there as if you had not disgraced +yourself for ever and ever with your accursed wiving! And the fair +harlot sits there, in her mocking modesty, practising the mimming +airs that will become her state as future Lady of Bodowen. But I +will move heaven and earth before that false woman darken the doors +of my father's house as mistress!" + +All this was said with such rapidity that Owen had no time for the +words that thronged to his lips. "Father!" (he burst forth at +length) "Father, whosoever told you that Nest Pritchard was a harlot +told you a lie as false as hell! Ay! a lie as false as hell!" he +added, in a voice of thunder, while he advanced a step or two nearer +to the Squire. And then, in a lower tone, he said - + +"She is as pure as your own wife; nay, God help me! as the dear, +precious mother who brought me forth, and then left me--with no +refuge in a mother's heart--to struggle on through life alone. I +tell you Nest is as pure as that dear, dead mother!" + +"Fool--poor fool!" + +At this moment the child--the little Owen--who had kept gazing from +one angry countenance to the other, and with earnest look, trying to +understand what had brought the fierce glare into the face where till +now he had read nothing but love, in some way attracted the Squire's +attention, and increased his wrath. + +"Yes," he continued, "poor, weak fool that you are, hugging the child +of another as if it were your own offspring!" Owen involuntarily +caressed the affrighted child, and half smiled at the implication of +his father's words. This the Squire perceived, and raising his voice +to a scream of rage, he went on: + +"I bid you, if you call yourself my son, to cast away that miserable, +shameless woman's offspring; cast it away this instant--this +instant!" + +In this ungovernable rage, seeing that Owen was far from complying +with his command, he snatched the poor infant from the loving arms +that held it, and throwing it to his mother, left the house +inarticulate with fury. + +Nest--who had been pale and still as marble during this terrible +dialogue, looking on and listening as if fascinated by the words that +smote her heart--opened her arms to receive and cherish her precious +babe; but the boy was not destined to reach the white refuge of her +breast. The furious action of the Squire had been almost without +aim, and the infant fell against the sharp edge of the dresser down +on to the stone floor. + +Owen sprang up to take the child, but he lay so still, so motionless, +that the awe of death came over the father, and he stooped down to +gaze more closely. At that moment, the upturned, filmy eyes rolled +convulsively--a spasm passed along the body--and the lips, yet warm +with kissing, quivered into everlasting rest. + +A word from her husband told Nest all. She slid down from her seat, +and lay by her little son as corpse-like as he, unheeding all the +agonizing endearments and passionate adjurations of her husband. And +that poor, desolate husband and father! Scarce one little quarter of +an hour, and he had been so blessed in his consciousness of love! the +bright promise of many years on his infant's face, and the new, fresh +soul beaming forth in its awakened intelligence. And there it was; +the little clay image, that would never more gladden up at the sight +of him, nor stretch forth to meet his embrace; whose inarticulate, +yet most eloquent cooings might haunt him in his dreams, but would +never more be heard in waking life again! And by the dead babe, +almost as utterly insensate, the poor mother had fallen in a merciful +faint--the slandered, heart-pierced Nest! Owen struggled against the +sickness that came over him, and busied himself in vain attempts at +her restoration. + +It was now near noon-day, and Ellis Pritchard came home, little +dreaming of the sight that awaited him; but though stunned, he was +able to take more effectual measures for his poor daughter's recovery +than Owen had done. + +By-and-by she showed symptoms of returning sense, and was placed in +her own little bed in a darkened room, where, without ever waking to +complete consciousness, she fell asleep. Then it was that her +husband, suffocated by pressure of miserable thought, gently drew his +hand from her tightened clasp, and printing one long soft kiss on her +white waxen forehead, hastily stole out of the room, and out of the +house. + +Near the base of Moel Gest--it might be a quarter of a mile from Ty +Glas--was a little neglected solitary copse, wild and tangled with +the trailing branches of the dog-rose and the tendrils of the white +bryony. Toward the middle of this thicket a deep crystal pool--a +clear mirror for the blue heavens above--and round the margin floated +the broad green leaves of the water-lily, and when the regal sun +shone down in his noonday glory the flowers arose from their cool +depths to welcome and greet him. The copse was musical with many +sounds; the warbling of birds rejoicing in its shades, the ceaseless +hum of the insects that hovered over the pool, the chime of the +distant waterfall, the occasional bleating of the sheep from the +mountaintop, were all blended into the delicious harmony of nature. + +It had been one of Owen's favourite resorts when he had been a lonely +wanderer--a pilgrim in search of love in the years gone by. And +thither he went, as if by instinct, when he left Ty Glas; quelling +the uprising agony till he should reach that little solitary spot. + +It was the time of day when a change in the aspect of the weather so +frequently takes place; and the little pool was no longer the +reflection of a blue and sunny sky: it sent back the dark and slaty +clouds above, and, every now and then, a rough gust shook the painted +autumn leaves from their branches, and all other music was lost in +the sound of the wild winds piping down from the moorlands, which lay +up and beyond the clefts in the mountain-side. Presently the rain +came on and beat down in torrents. + +But Owen heeded it not. He sat on the dank ground, his face buried +in his hands, and his whole strength, physical and mental, employed +in quelling the rush of blood, which rose and boiled and gurgled in +his brain as if it would madden him. + +The phantom of his dead child rose ever before him, and seemed to cry +aloud for vengeance. And when the poor young man thought upon the +victim whom he required in his wild longing for revenge, he +shuddered, for it was his father! + +Again and again he tried not to think; but still the circle of +thought came round, eddying through his brain. At length he mastered +his passions, and they were calm; then he forced himself to arrange +some plan for the future. + +He had not, in the passionate hurry of the moment, seen that his +father had left the cottage before he was aware of the fatal accident +that befell the child. Owen thought he had seen all; and once he +planned to go to the Squire and tell him of the anguish of heart he +had wrought, and awe him, as it were, by the dignity of grief. But +then again he durst not--he distrusted his self-control--the old +prophecy rose up in its horror--he dreaded his doom. + +At last he determined to leave his father for ever; to take Nest to +some distant country where she might forget her firstborn, and where +he himself might gain a livelihood by his own exertions. + +But when he tried to descend to the various little arrangements which +were involved in the execution of this plan, he remembered that all +his money (and in this respect Squire Griffiths was no niggard) was +locked up in his escritoire at Bodowen. In vain he tried to do away +with this matter-of-fact difficulty; go to Bodowen he must: and his +only hope--nay his determination--was to avoid his father. + +He rose and took a by-path to Bodowen. The house looked even more +gloomy and desolate than usual in the heavy down-pouring rain, yet +Owen gazed on it with something of regret--for sorrowful as his days +in it had been, he was about to leave it for many many years, if not +for ever. He entered by a side door opening into a passage that led +to his own room, where he kept his books, his guns, his fishing- +tackle, his writing materials, et cetera. + +Here he hurriedly began to select the few articles he intended to +take; for, besides the dread of interruption, he was feverishly +anxious to travel far that very night, if only Nest was capable of +performing the journey. As he was thus employed, he tried to +conjecture what his father's feelings would be on finding that his +once-loved son was gone away for ever. Would he then awaken to +regret for the conduct which had driven him from home, and bitterly +think on the loving and caressing boy who haunted his footsteps in +former days? Or, alas! would he only feel that an obstacle to his +daily happiness--to his contentment with his wife, and his strange, +doting affection for the child--was taken away? Would they make +merry over the heir's departure? Then he thought of Nest--the young +childless mother, whose heart had not yet realized her fulness of +desolation. Poor Nest! so loving as she was, so devoted to her +child--how should he console her? He pictured her away in a strange +land, pining for her native mountains, and refusing to be comforted +because her child was not. + +Even this thought of the home-sickness that might possibly beset Nest +hardly made him hesitate in his determination; so strongly had the +idea taken possession of him that only by putting miles and leagues +between him and his father could he avert the doom which seemed +blending itself with the very purposes of his life as long as he +stayed in proximity with the slayer of his child. + +He had now nearly completed his hasty work of preparation, and was +full of tender thoughts of his wife, when the door opened, and the +elfish Robert peered in, in search of some of his brother's +possessions. On seeing Owen he hesitated, but then came boldly +forward, and laid his hand on Owen's arm, saying, + +"Nesta yr buten! How is Nest yr buten?" + +He looked maliciously into Owen's face to mark the effect of his +words, but was terrified at the expression he read there. He started +off and ran to the door, while Owen tried to check himself, saying +continually, "He is but a child. He does not understand the meaning +of what he says. He is but a child!" Still Robert, now in fancied +security, kept calling out his insulting words, and Owen's hand was +on his gun, grasping it as if to restrain his rising fury. + +But when Robert passed on daringly to mocking words relating to the +poor dead child, Owen could bear it no longer; and before the boy was +well aware, Owen was fiercely holding him in an iron clasp with one +hand, while he struck him hard with the other. + +In a minute he checked himself. He paused, relaxed his grasp, and, +to his horror, he saw Robert sink to the ground; in fact, the lad was +half-stunned, half-frightened, and thought it best to assume +insensibility. + +Owen--miserable Owen--seeing him lie there prostrate, was bitterly +repentant, and would have dragged him to the carved settle, and done +all he could to restore him to his senses, but at this instant the +Squire came in. + +Probably, when the household at Bodowen rose that morning, there was +but one among them ignorant of the heir's relation to Nest Pritchard +and her child; for secret as he tried to make his visits to Ty Glas, +they had been too frequent not to be noticed, and Nest's altered +conduct--no longer frequenting dances and merry-makings--was a +strongly corroborative circumstance. But Mrs. Griffiths' influence +reigned paramount, if unacknowledged, at Bodowen, and till she +sanctioned the disclosure, none would dare to tell the Squire. + +Now, however, the time drew near when it suited her to make her +husband aware of the connection his son had formed; so, with many +tears, and much seeming reluctance, she broke the intelligence to +him--taking good care, at the same time, to inform him of the light +character Nest had borne. Nor did she confine this evil reputation +to her conduct before her marriage, but insinuated that even to this +day she was a "woman of the grove and brake"--for centuries the Welsh +term of opprobrium for the loosest female characters. + +Squire Griffiths easily tracked Owen to Ty Glas; and without any aim +but the gratification of his furious anger, followed him to upbraid +as we have seen. But he left the cottage even more enraged against +his son than he had entered it, and returned home to hear the evil +suggestions of the stepmother. He had heard a slight scuffle in +which he caught the tones of Robert's voice, as he passed along the +hall, and an instant afterwards he saw the apparently lifeless body +of his little favourite dragged along by the culprit Owen--the marks +of strong passion yet visible on his face. Not loud, but bitter and +deep were the evil words which the father bestowed on the son; and as +Owen stood proudly and sullenly silent, disdaining all exculpation of +himself in the presence of one who had wrought him so much graver--so +fatal an injury--Robert's mother entered the room. At sight of her +natural emotion the wrath of the Squire was redoubled, and his wild +suspicions that this violence of Owen's to Robert was a premeditated +act appeared like the proven truth through the mists of rage. He +summoned domestics as if to guard his own and his wife's life from +the attempts of his son; and the servants stood wondering around--now +gazing at Mrs. Griffiths, alternately scolding and sobbing, while she +tried to restore the lad from his really bruised and half-unconscious +state; now at the fierce and angry Squire; and now at the sad and +silent Owen. And he--he was hardly aware of their looks of wonder +and terror; his father's words fell on a deadened ear; for before his +eyes there rose a pale dead babe, and in that lady's violent sounds +of grief he heard the wailing of a more sad, more hopeless mother. +For by this time the lad Robert had opened his eyes, and though +evidently suffering a good deal from the effects of Owen's blows, was +fully conscious of all that was passing around him. + +Had Owen been left to his own nature, his heart would have worked +itself to doubly love the boy whom he had injured; but he was +stubborn from injustice, and hardened by suffering. He refused to +vindicate himself; he made no effort to resist the imprisonment the +Squire had decreed, until a surgeon's opinion of the real extent of +Robert's injuries was made known. It was not until the door was +locked and barred, as if upon some wild and furious beast, that the +recollection of poor Nest, without his comforting presence, came into +his mind. Oh! thought he, how she would be wearying, pining for his +tender sympathy; if, indeed, she had recovered the shock of mind +sufficiently to be sensible of consolation! What would she think of +his absence? Could she imagine he believed his father's words, and +had left her, in this her sore trouble and bereavement? The thought +madened him, and he looked around for some mode of escape. + +He had been confined in a small unfurnished room on the first floor, +wainscoted, and carved all round, with a massy door, calculated to +resist the attempts of a dozen strong men, even had he afterward been +able to escape from the house unseen, unheard. The window was placed +(as is common in old Welsh houses) over the fire-place; with +branching chimneys on either hand, forming a sort of projection on +the outside. By this outlet his escape was easy, even had he been +less determined and desperate than he was. And when he had +descended, with a little care, a little winding, he might elude all +observation and pursue his original intention of going to Ty Glas. + +The storm had abated, and watery sunbeams were gilding the bay, as +Owen descended from the window, and, stealing along in the broad +afternoon shadows, made his way to the little plateau of green turf +in the garden at the top of a steep precipitous rock, down the abrupt +face of which he had often dropped, by means of a well-secured rope, +into the small sailing-boat (his father's present, alas! in days gone +by) which lay moored in the deep sea-water below. He had always kept +his boat there, because it was the nearest available spot to the +house; but before he could reach the place--unless, indeed, he +crossed a broad sun-lighted piece of ground in full view of the +windows on that side of the house, and without the shadow of a single +sheltering tree or shrub--he had to skirt round a rude semicircle of +underwood, which would have been considered as a shrubbery had any +one taken pains with it. Step by step he stealthily moved along-- +hearing voices now, again seeing his father and stepmother in no +distant walk, the Squire evidently caressing and consoling his wife, +who seemed to be urging some point with great vehemence, again forced +to crouch down to avoid being seen by the cook, returning from the +rude kitchen-garden with a handful of herbs. This was the way the +doomed heir of Bodowen left his ancestral house for ever, and hoped +to leave behind him his doom. At length he reached the plateau--he +breathed more freely. He stooped to discover the hidden coil of +rope, kept safe and dry in a hole under a great round flat piece of +rock: his head was bent down; he did not see his father approach, +nor did he hear his footstep for the rush of blood to his head in the +stooping effort of lifting the stone; the Squire had grappled with +him before he rose up again, before he fully knew whose hands +detained him, now, when his liberty of person and action seemed +secure. He made a vigorous struggle to free himself; he wrestled +with his father for a moment--he pushed him hard, and drove him on to +the great displaced stone, all unsteady in its balance. + +Down went the Squire, down into the deep waters below--down after him +went Owen, half consciously, half unconsciously, partly compelled by +the sudden cessation of any opposing body, partly from a vehement +irrepressible impulse to rescue his father. But he had instinctively +chosen a safer place in the deep seawater pool than that into which +his push had sent his father. The Squire had hit his head with much +violence against the side of the boat, in his fall; it is, indeed, +doubtful whether he was not killed before ever he sank into the sea. +But Owen knew nothing save that the awful doom seemed even now +present. He plunged down, he dived below the water in search of the +body which had none of the elasticity of life to buoy it up; he saw +his father in those depths, he clutched at him, he brought him up and +cast him, a dead weight, into the boat, and exhausted by the effort, +he had begun himself to sink again before he instinctively strove to +rise and climb into the rocking boat. There lay his father, with a +deep dent in the side of his head where the skull had been fractured +by his fall; his face blackened by the arrested course of the blood. +Owen felt his pulse, his heart--all was still. He called him by his +name. + +"Father, father!" he cried, "come back! come back! You never knew +how I loved you! how I could love you still--if--Oh God!" + +And the thought of his little child rose before him. "Yes, father," +he cried afresh, "you never knew how he fell--how he died! Oh, if I +had but had patience to tell you! If you would but have borne with +me and listened! And now it is over! Oh father! father!" + +Whether she had heard this wild wailing voice, or whether it was only +that she missed her husband and wanted him for some little every-day +question, or, as was perhaps more likely, she had discovered Owen's +escape, and come to inform her husband of it, I do not know, but on +the rock, right above his head, as it seemed, Owen heard his +stepmother calling her husband. + +He was silent, and softly pushed the boat right under the rock till +the sides grated against the stones, and the overhanging branches +concealed him and it from all not on a level with the water. Wet as +he was, he lay down by his dead father the better to conceal himself; +and, somehow, the action recalled those early days of childhood--the +first in the Squire's widowhood--when Owen had shared his father's +bed, and used to waken him in the morning to hear one of the old +Welsh legends. How long he lay thus--body chilled, and brain hard- +working through the heavy pressure of a reality as terrible as a +nightmare--he never knew; but at length he roused himself up to think +of Nest. + +Drawing out a great sail, he covered up the body of his father with +it where he lay in the bottom of the boat. Then with his numbed +hands he took the oars, and pulled out into the more open sea toward +Criccaeth. He skirted along the coast till he found a shadowed cleft +in the dark rocks; to that point he rowed, and anchored his boat +close in land. Then he mounted, staggering, half longing to fall +into the dark waters and be at rest--half instinctively finding out +the surest foot-rests on that precipitous face of rock, till he was +high up, safe landed on the turfy summit. He ran off, as if pursued, +toward Penmorfa; he ran with maddened energy. Suddenly he paused, +turned, ran again with the same speed, and threw himself prone on the +summit, looking down into his boat with straining eyes to see if +there had been any movement of life--any displacement of a fold of +sail-cloth. It was all quiet deep down below, but as he gazed the +shifting light gave the appearance of a slight movement. Owen ran to +a lower part of the rock, stripped, plunged into the water, and swam +to the boat. When there, all was still--awfully still! For a minute +or two, he dared not lift up the cloth. Then reflecting that the +same terror might beset him again--of leaving his father unaided +while yet a spark of life lingered--he removed the shrouding cover. +The eyes looked into his with a dead stare! He closed the lids and +bound up the jaw. Again he looked. This time he raised himself out +of the water and kissed the brow. + +"It was my doom, father! It would have been better if I had died at +my birth!" + +Daylight was fading away. Precious daylight! He swam back, dressed, +and set off afresh for Penmorfa. When he opened the door of Ty Glas, +Ellis Pritchard looked at him reproachfully, from his seat in the +darkly-shadowed chimney-corner. + +"You're come at last," said he. "One of our kind (i.e., station) +would not have left his wife to mourn by herself over her dead child; +nor would one of our kind have let his father kill his own true son. +I've a good mind to take her from you for ever." + +"I did not tell him," cried Nest, looking piteously at her husband; +"he made me tell him part, and guessed the rest." + +She was nursing her babe on her knee as if it was alive. Owen stood +before Ellis Pritchard. + +"Be silent," said he, quietly. "Neither words nor deeds but what are +decreed can come to pass. I was set to do my work, this hundred +years and more. The time waited for me, and the man waited for me. +I have done what was foretold of me for generations!" + +Ellis Pritchard knew the old tale of the prophecy, and believed in it +in a dull, dead kind of way, but somehow never thought it would come +to pass in his time. Now, however, he understood it all in a moment, +though he mistook Owen's nature so much as to believe that the deed +was intentionally done, out of revenge for the death of his boy; and +viewing it in this light, Ellis thought it little more than a just +punishment for the cause of all the wild despairing sorrow he had +seen his only child suffer during the hours of this long afternoon. +But he knew the law would not so regard it. Even the lax Welsh law +of those days could not fail to examine into the death of a man of +Squire Griffith's standing. So the acute Ellis thought how he could +conceal the culprit for a time. + +"Come," said he; "don't look so scared! It was your doom, not your +fault;" and he laid a hand on Owen's shoulder. + +"You're wet," said he, suddenly. "Where have you been? Nest, your +husband is dripping, drookit wet. That's what makes him look so blue +and wan." + +Nest softly laid her baby in its cradle; she was half stupefied with +crying, and had not understood to what Owen alluded, when he spoke of +his doom being fulfilled, if indeed she had heard the words. + +Her touch thawed Owen's miserable heart. + +"Oh, Nest!" said he, clasping her in his arms; "do you love me still- +-can you love me, my own darling?" + +"Why not?" asked she, her eyes filling with tears. "I only love you +more than ever, for you were my poor baby's father!" + +"But, Nest--Oh, tell her, Ellis! YOU know." + +"No need, no need!" said Ellis. "She's had enough to think on. +Bustle, my girl, and get out my Sunday clothes." + +"I don't understand," said Nest, putting her hand up to her head. +"What is to tell? and why are you so wet? God help me for a poor +crazed thing, for I cannot guess at the meaning of your words and +your strange looks! I only know my baby is dead!" and she burst into +tears. + +"Come, Nest! go and fetch him a change, quick!" and as she meekly +obeyed, too languid to strive further to understand, Ellis said +rapidly to Owen, in a low, hurried voice - + +"Are you meaning that the Squire is dead? Speak low, lest she hear. +Well, well, no need to talk about how he died. It was sudden, I see; +and we must all of us die; and he'll have to be buried. It's well +the night is near. And I should not wonder now if you'd like to +travel for a bit; it would do Nest a power of good; and then--there's +many a one goes out of his own house and never comes back again; and- +-I trust he's not lying in his own house--and there's a stir for a +bit, and a search, and a wonder--and, by-and-by, the heir just steps +in, as quiet as can be. And that's what you'll do, and bring Nest to +Bodowen after all. Nay, child, better stockings nor those; find the +blue woollens I bought at Llanrwst fair. Only don't lose heart. +It's done now and can't be helped. It was the piece of work set you +to do from the days of the Tudors, they say. And he deserved it. +Look in yon cradle. So tell us where he is, and I'll take heart of +grace and see what can be done for him." + +But Owen sat wet and haggard, looking into the peat fire as if for +visions of the past, and never heeding a word Ellis said. Nor did he +move when Nest brought the armful of dry clothes. + +"Come, rouse up, man!" said Ellis, growing impatient. But he neither +spoke nor moved. + +"What is the matter, father?" asked Nest, bewildered. + +Ellis kept on watching Owen for a minute or two, till on his +daughter's repetition of the question, he said - + +"Ask him yourself, Nest." + +"Oh, husband, what is it?" said she, kneeling down and bringing her +face to a level with his. + +"Don't you know?" said he, heavily. "You won't love me when you do +know. And yet it was not my doing: it was my doom." + +"What does he mean, father?" asked Nest, looking up; but she caught a +gesture from Ellis urging her to go on questioning her husband. + +"I will love you, husband, whatever has happened. Only let me know +the worst." + +A pause, during which Nest and Ellis hung breathless. + +"My father is dead, Nest." + +Nest caught her breath with a sharp gasp. + +"God forgive him!" said she, thinking on her babe. + +"God forgive ME!" said Owen. + +"You did not--" Nest stopped. + +"Yes, I did. Now you know it. It was my doom. How could I help it? +The devil helped me--he placed the stone so that my father fell. I +jumped into the water to save him. I did, indeed, Nest. I was +nearly drowned myself. But he was dead--dead--killed by the fall!" + +"Then he is safe at the bottom of the sea?" said Ellis, with hungry +eagerness. + +"No, he is not; he lies in my boat," said Owen, shivering a little, +more at the thought of his last glimpse at his father's face than +from cold. + +"Oh, husband, change your wet clothes!" pleaded Nest, to whom the +death of the old man was simply a horror with which she had nothing +to do, while her husband's discomfort was a present trouble. + +While she helped him to take off the wet garments which he would +never have had energy enough to remove of himself, Ellis was busy +preparing food, and mixing a great tumbler of spirits and hot water. +He stood over the unfortunate young man and compelled him to eat and +drink, and made Nest, too, taste some mouthfuls--all the while +planning in his own mind how best to conceal what had been done, and +who had done it; not altogether without a certain feeling of vulgar +triumph in the reflection that Nest, as she stood there, carelessly +dressed, dishevelled in her grief, was in reality the mistress of +Bodowen, than which Ellis Pritchard had never seen a grander house, +though he believed such might exist. + +By dint of a few dexterous questions he found out all he wanted to +know from Owen, as he ate and drank. In fact, it was almost a relief +to Owen to dilute the horror by talking about it. Before the meal +was done, if meal it could be called, Ellis knew all he cared to +know. + +"Now, Nest, on with your cloak and haps. Pack up what needs to go +with you, for both you and your husband must be half way to Liverpool +by to-morrow's morn. I'll take you past Rhyl Sands in my fishing- +boat, with yours in tow; and, once over the dangerous part, I'll +return with my cargo of fish, and learn how much stir there is at +Bodowen. Once safe hidden in Liverpool, no one will know where you +are, and you may stay quiet till your time comes for returning." + +"I will never come home again," said Owen, doggedly. "The place is +accursed!" + +"Hoot! be guided by me, man. Why, it was but an accident, after all! +And we'll land at the Holy Island, at the Point of Llyn; there is an +old cousin of mine, the parson, there--for the Pritchards have known +better days, Squire--and we'll bury him there. It was but an +accident, man. Hold up your head! You and Nest will come home yet +and fill Bodowen with children, and I'll live to see it." + +"Never!" said Owen. "I am the last male of my race, and the son has +murdered his father!" + +Nest came in laden and cloaked. Ellis was for hurrying them off. +The fire was extinguished, the door was locked. + +"Here, Nest, my darling, let me take your bundle while I guide you +down the steps." But her husband bent his head, and spoke never a +word. Nest gave her father the bundle (already loaded with such +things as he himself had seen fit to take), but clasped another +softly and tightly. + +"No one shall help me with this," said she, in a low voice. + +Her father did not understand her; her husband did, and placed his +strong helping arm round her waist, and blessed her. + +"We will all go together, Nest," said he. "But where?" and he looked +up at the storm-tossed clouds coming up from windward. + +"It is a dirty night," said Ellis, turning his head round to speak to +his companions at last. "But never fear, we'll weather it?" And he +made for the place where his vessel was moored. Then he stopped and +thought a moment. + +"Stay here!" said he, addressing his companions. "I may meet folk, +and I shall, maybe, have to hear and to speak. You wait here till I +come back for you." So they sat down close together in a corner of +the path. + +"Let me look at him, Nest!" said Owen. + +She took her little dead son out from under her shawl; they looked at +his waxen face long and tenderly; kissed it, and covered it up +reverently and softly. + +"Nest," said Owen, at last, "I feel as though my father's spirit had +been near us, and as if it had bent over our poor little one. A +strange chilly air met me as I stooped over him. I could fancy the +spirit of our pure, blameless child guiding my father's safe over the +paths of the sky to the gates of heaven, and escaping those accursed +dogs of hell that were darting up from the north in pursuit of souls +not five minutes since. + +"Don't talk so, Owen," said Nest, curling up to him in the darkness +of the copse. "Who knows what may be listening?" + +The pair were silent, in a kind of nameless terror, till they heard +Ellis Pritchard's loud whisper. "Where are ye? Come along, soft and +steady. There were folk about even now, and the Squire is missed, +and madam in a fright." + +They went swiftly down to the little harbour, and embarked on board +Ellis's boat. The sea heaved and rocked even there; the torn clouds +went hurrying overhead in a wild tumultuous manner. + +They put out into the bay; still in silence, except when some word of +command was spoken by Ellis, who took the management of the vessel. +They made for the rocky shore, where Owen's boat had been moored. It +was not there. It had broken loose and disappeared. + +Owen sat down and covered his face. This last event, so simple and +natural in itself, struck on his excited and superstitious mind in an +extraordinary manner. He had hoped for a certain reconciliation, so +to say, by laying his father and his child both in one grave. But +now it appeared to him as if there was to be no forgiveness; as if +his father revolted even in death against any such peaceful union. +Ellis took a practical view of the case. If the Squire's body was +found drifting about in a boat known to belong to his son, it would +create terrible suspicion as to the manner of his death. At one time +in the evening, Ellis had thought of persuading Owen to let him bury +the Squire in a sailor's grave; or, in other words, to sew him up in +a spare sail, and weighting it well, sink it for ever. He had not +broached the subject, from a certain fear of Owen's passionate +repugnance to the plan; otherwise, if he had consented, they might +have returned to Penmorfa, and passively awaited the course of +events, secure of Owen's succession to Bodowen, sooner or later; or +if Owen was too much overwhelmed by what had happened, Ellis would +have advised him to go away for a short time, and return when the +buzz and the talk was over. + +Now it was different. It was absolutely necessary that they should +leave the country for a time. Through those stormy waters they must +plough their way that very night. Ellis had no fear--would have had +no fear, at any rate, with Owen as he had been a week, a day ago; but +with Owen wild, despairing, helpless, fate-pursued, what could he do? + +They sailed into the tossing darkness, and were never more seen of +men. + +The house of Bodowen has sunk into damp, dark ruins; and a Saxon +stranger holds the lands of the Griffiths. + + + + + +End of Project Gutenberg Etext Doom of the Griffiths, by Elizabeth Gaskell + diff --git a/old/dmgrf10.zip b/old/dmgrf10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..0f1a712 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/dmgrf10.zip |
