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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:16:48 -0700 |
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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Boy Life + Stories and Readings Selected From The Works of William Dean Howells + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Editor: Percival Chubb + +Release Date: May 7, 2008 [EBook #25383] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + + + + + + + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration: KITE-TIME] + + + + +BOY LIFE + +STORIES AND READINGS SELECTED FROM THE WORKS OF + +WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS + +AND ARRANGED FOR SUPPLEMENTARY +READING IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS BY + +PERCIVAL CHUBB + +DIRECTOR OF ENGLISH IN THE +ETHICAL CULTURE SCHOOL, NEW YORK + +ILLUSTRATED + + +[Illustration] + + +HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS + + NEW YORK AND LONDON + MCMIX + + + + +HARPER'S MODERN SERIES + +OF SUPPLEMENTARY READERS FOR THE ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS + +_Each, Illustrated, 16mo, 50 Cents School._ + + +BOY LIFE + +Stories and Readings Selected from the Works of WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS, +and Arranged by PERCIVAL CHUBB, Director of English in the Ethical +Culture School, New York. + + "The literary culture which we are trying to give our boys and + girls is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not + sufficiently national and American.... + + "Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more + distinctively American savor than that of William Dean + Howells.... The juvenile books of Mr. Howells' contain some of + the very best pages ever written for the enjoyment of young + people."--PERCIVAL CHUBB. + +(_Others in Preparation._) + +HARPER & BROTHERS, PUBLISHERS, NEW YORK + +Copyright, 1909, by HARPER & BROTHERS. + +_All rights reserved._ + +Published September, 1909. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + +INTRODUCTION ix + + +I. ADVENTURES IN A BOY'S TOWN + + HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS 3 + + THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN 13 + + JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE 23 + + +II. LIFE IN A BOY'S TOWN + + THE TOWN 41 + + EARLIEST MEMORIES 45 + + HOME LIFE 47 + + THE RIVER 51 + + SWIMMING 55 + + SKATING 61 + + MANNERS AND CUSTOMS 64 + + GIRLS 68 + + MOTHERS 69 + + A BROTHER 73 + + A FRIEND 79 + + +III. GAMES AND PASTIMES + + MARBLES 89 + + RACES 91 + + A MEAN TRICK 93 + + TOPS 96 + + KITES 98 + + THE BUTLER GUARDS 103 + + PETS 108 + + INDIANS 124 + + GUNS 129 + + NUTTING 138 + + THE FIRE-ENGINES 145 + + +IV. GLIMPSES OF THE LARGER WORLD + + THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS 151 + + PASSING SHOWS 163 + + THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN 168 + + THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS 171 + + +V. THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN 183 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + +PAGE + +KITE-TIME _Frontispiece_ + +HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE +VERY NEXT MORNING 5 + +THE FIRST LOCK 43 + +THE BUTLER GUARDS 105 + +ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE 127 + +NUTTING 141 + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +There are two conspicuous faults in the literary culture which we are +trying to give to our boys and girls in our elementary and secondary +schools: it is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not +sufficiently national and American. Hence it lacks vitality and +actuality. So little of it is carried over into life because so little +of it is interpretative of the life that is. It is associated too +exclusively in the child's mind with things dead and gone--with the +Puritan world of Miles Standish, the Revolutionary days of Paul Revere, +the Dutch epoch of Rip Van Winkle; or with not even this comparatively +recent national interest, it takes the child back to the strange folk of +the days of King Arthur and King Robert of Sicily, of Ivanhoe and the +Ancient Mariner. Thus when the child leaves school his literary studies +do not connect helpfully with those forms of literature with which--if +he reads at all--he is most likely to be concerned: the short story, the +sketch, and the popular essay of the magazines and newspapers; the new +novel, or the plays which he may see at the theatre. He has not been +interested in the writers of his own time, and has never been put in the +way of the best contemporary fiction. Hence the ineffectualness and +wastefulness of much of our school work: it does not lead forward into +the life of to-day, nor help the young to judge intelligently of the +popular books which later on will compete for their favor. + +To be sure, not a little of the material used in our elementary schools +is drawn from Longfellow, Whittier, and Holmes, from Irving and +Hawthorne; but because it is often studied in a so-called thorough and, +therefore, very deadly way--slowly and laboriously for drill, rather +than briskly for pleasure--there is comparatively little of it read, and +almost no sense gained of its being part of a national literature. In +the high school, owing to the unfortunate domination of the college +entrance requirements, the situation is not much better. Our students +leave with a scant and hurried glimpse--if any glimpse at all--of +Emerson, Thoreau, and Whitman, or of Lowell, Lanier, and Poe; with no +intimate view of Hawthorne, our great classic; none at all of Parkman +and Fiske, our historians; or of writers like Howells, James, and Cable, +or Wilkins, Jewett, and Deland, and a worthy company of story-tellers. + +We may well be on our guard against a vaunting nationalism. It retards +our culture. There should be no confusion of the second-rate values of +most of our American products with the supreme values of the greatest +British classics. We may work, of course, toward an ultimate +appreciation of these greatest things. We fail, however, in securing +such appreciation because we have failed to enlist those forms of +interest which vitalize and stimulate literary studies--above all, the +patriotic or national interest. Concord and Cambridge should be dearer, +as they are nearer, to the young American than even Stratford and +Abbotsford; Hawthorne should be as familiar as Goldsmith; and Emerson, +as Addison or Burke. Ordinarily it is not so; and we suffer the +consequences in the failure of our youth to grasp the spiritual ideals +and the distinctively American democratic spirit which find expression +in the greatest work of our literary masters, Emerson and Whitman, +Lowell and Lanier. Our culture and our nationalism both suffer thereby. +Our literature suffers also, because we have not an instructed and +interested public to encourage excellence. + +Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more +distinctively American savor than that of William Dean Howells; and it +is to make his delightful writings more widely known and more easily +accessible that this volume of selections from his books for the young +has been prepared as a reading-book for the elementary school. These +juvenile books of Mr. Howells contain some of the very best pages ever +written for the enjoyment of young people. His two books for boys--_A +Boy's Town_ and _The Flight of Pony Baker_--rank with such favorites as +_Tom Sawyer_ and _The Story of a Bad Boy_. + +These should be introductory to the best of Mr. Howells' novels and +essays in the high school; for Mr. Howells, it need scarcely be said, is +one of our few masters of style: his style is as individual and +distinguished as it is felicitous and delicate. More important still, +from the educational point of view, he is one of our most modern +writers: the spiritual issues and social problems of our age, which our +older high-school pupils are anxious to deal with, are alive in his +books. Our young people should know his _Rise of Silas Lapham_ and _A +Hazard of New Fortunes_, as well as his social and literary criticism. +As stimulating and alluring a volume of selections may be made for +high-school students as this volume will be, we venture to predict, for +the younger boys and girls of the elementary school. + +In this little book of readings we have made, we believe, an entirely +legitimate and desirable use of the books named above. _A Boy's Town_ +is a series of detachable pictures and episodes into which the boy--or +the healthy girl who loves boys' books--may dip, as the selections here +given will, we believe, tempt him to do. The same is true of _The Flight +of Pony Baker_. The volume is for class-room enjoyment; for happy hours +of profitable reading--profitable, because happy. Much of it should be +read aloud rather than silently, and dramatic justice be done to the +scenes and conversations which have dramatic quality. + + PERCIVAL CHUBB. + + + + +I + +ADVENTURES IN A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS + + +Just before the circus came, about the end of July, something happened +that made Pony mean to run off more than anything that ever was. His +father and mother were coming home from a walk, in the evening; it was +so hot nobody could stay in the house, and just as they were coming to +the front steps Pony stole up behind them and tossed a snowball which he +had got out of the garden at his mother, just for fun. The flower struck +her very softly on her hair, for she had no bonnet on, and she gave a +jump and a hollo that made Pony laugh; and then she caught him by the +arm and boxed his ears. + +"Oh, my goodness! It was you, was it, you good-for-nothing boy? I +thought it was a bat!" she said, and she broke out crying and ran into +the house, and would not mind his father, who was calling after her, +"Lucy, Lucy, my dear child!" + +Pony was crying, too, for he did not intend to frighten his mother, and +when she took his fun as if he had done something wicked he did not know +what to think. He stole off to bed, and he lay there crying in the dark +and expecting that she would come to him, as she always did, to have him +say that he was sorry when he had been wicked, or to tell him that she +was sorry when she thought she had not been quite fair with him. But she +did not come, and after a good while his father came and said: "Are you +awake, Pony? I am sorry your mother misunderstood your fun. But you +mustn't mind it, dear boy. She's not well, and she's very nervous." + +"I don't care!" Pony sobbed out. "She won't have a chance to touch me +again!" For he had made up his mind to run off with the circus which was +coming the next Tuesday. + +He turned his face away, sobbing, and his father, after standing by his +bed a moment, went away without saying anything but "Don't forget your +prayers, Pony. You'll feel differently in the morning, I hope." + +Pony fell asleep thinking how he would come back to the Boy's Town with +the circus when he was grown up, and when he came out in the ring riding +three horses bareback he would see his father and mother and sisters in +one of the lower seats. They would not know him, but he would know them, +and he would send for them to come to the dressing-room, and would be +very good to them, all but his mother; he would be very cold and stiff +with her, though he would know that she was prouder of him than all the +rest put together, and she would go away almost crying. + +[Illustration: HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE VERY NEXT +MORNING] + +He began being cold and stiff with her the very next morning, although +she was better than ever to him, and gave him waffles for breakfast with +unsalted butter, and tried to pet him up. That whole day she kept trying +to do things for him, but he would scarcely speak to her; and at night +she came to him and said, "What makes you act so strangely, Pony? Are +you offended with your mother?" + +"Yes, I am!" said Pony, haughtily, and he twitched away from where she +was sitting on the side of his bed, leaning over him. + +"On account of last night, Pony?" she asked, softly. + +"I reckon you know well enough," said Pony, and he tried to be disgusted +with her for being such a hypocrite, but he had to set his teeth hard, +hard, or he would have broken down crying. + +"If it's for that, you mustn't, Pony dear. You don't know how you +frightened me. When your snowball hit me, I felt sure it was a bat, and +I'm so afraid of bats, you know. I didn't mean to hurt my poor boy's +feelings so, and you mustn't mind it any more, Pony." + +She stooped down and kissed him on the forehead, but he did not move or +say anything; only, after that he felt more forgiving toward his mother. +He made up his mind to be good to her along with the rest when he came +back with the circus. But still he meant to run off with the circus. He +did not see how he could do anything else, for he had told all the boys +that day that he was going to do it; and when they just laughed, and +said, "Oh yes. Think you can fool your grandmother! It'll be like +running off with the Indians," Pony wagged his head, and said they would +see whether it would or not, and offered to bet them what they dared. + +The morning of the circus day all the fellows went out to the +corporation line to meet the circus procession. There were ladies and +knights, the first thing, riding on spotted horses; and then a +band-chariot, all made up of swans and dragons. There were about twenty +baggage-wagons; but before you got to them there was the greatest thing +of all. It was a chariot drawn by twelve Shetland ponies, and it was +shaped like a big shell, and around in the bottom of the shell there +were little circus actors, boys and girls, dressed in their circus +clothes, and they all looked exactly like fairies. They scarce seemed +to see the fellows, as they ran alongside of their chariot, but Hen +Billard and Archy Hawkins, who were always cutting up, got close enough +to throw some peanuts to the circus boys, and some of the little circus +girls laughed, and the driver looked around and cracked his whip at the +fellows, and they all had to get out of the way then. + +Jim Leonard said that the circus boys and girls were all stolen, and +nobody was allowed to come close to them for fear they would try to send +word to their friends. Some of the fellows did not believe it, and +wanted to know how he knew it; and he said he read it in a paper; after +that nobody could deny it. But he said that if you went with the circus +men of your own free will they would treat you first-rate; only they +would give you burnt brandy to keep you little; nothing else but burnt +brandy would do it, but that would do it, sure. + +Pony was scared at first when he heard that most of the circus fellows +were stolen, but he thought if he went of his own accord he would be all +right. Still, he did not feel so much like running off with the circus +as he did before the circus came. He asked Jim Leonard whether the +circus men made all the children drink burnt brandy; and Archy Hawkins +and Hen Billard heard him ask, and began to mock him. They took him up +between them, one by his arms and the other by the legs, and ran along +with him, and kept saying, "Does it want to be a great big circus actor? +Then it shall, so it shall," and, "We'll tell the circus men to be very +careful of you, Pony dear!" till Pony wriggled himself loose and began +to stone them. + +After that they had to let him alone, for when a fellow began to stone +you in the Boy's Town you had to let him alone, unless you were going to +whip him, and the fellows only wanted to have a little fun with Pony. +But what they did made him all the more resolved to run away with the +circus, just to show them. + +He helped to carry water for the circus men's horses, along with the +boys who earned their admission that way. He had no need to do it, +because his father was going to take him in, anyway; but Jim Leonard +said it was the only way to get acquainted with the circus men. Still, +Pony was afraid to speak to them, and he would not have said a word to +any of them if it had not been for one of them speaking to him first, +when he saw him come lugging a great pail of water, and bending far over +on the right to balance it. + +"That's right," the circus man said to Pony. "If you ever fell into that +bucket you'd drown, sure." + +He was a big fellow, with funny eyes, and he had a white bulldog at his +heels; and all the fellows said he was the one who guarded the outside +of the tent when the circus began, and kept the boys from hooking in +under the curtain. + +Even then Pony would not have had the courage to say anything, but Jim +Leonard was just behind him with another bucket of water, and he spoke +up for him. "He wants to go with the circus." + +They both set down their buckets, and Pony felt himself turning pale +when the circus man came toward them. "Wants to go with the circus, +heigh? Let's have a look at you." He took Pony by the shoulders and +turned him slowly round, and looked at his nice clothes, and took him by +the chin. "Orphan?" he asked. + +Pony did not know what to say, but Jim Leonard nodded; perhaps he did +not know what to say, either; but Pony felt as if they had both told a +lie. + +"Parents living?" The circus man looked at Pony, and Pony had to say +that they were. + +He gasped out, "Yes," so that you could scarcely hear him, and the +circus man said: + +"Well, that's right. When we take an orphan, we want to have his parents +living, so that we can go and ask them what sort of a boy he is." + +He looked at Pony in such a friendly, smiling way that Pony took courage +to ask him whether they would want him to drink burnt brandy. + +"What for?" + +"To keep me little." + +"Oh, I see." The circus man took off his hat and rubbed his forehead +with a silk handkerchief, which he threw into the top of his hat before +he put it on again. "No, I don't know as we will. We're rather short of +giants just now. How would you like to drink a glass of elephant milk +every morning and grow into an eight-footer?" + +Pony said he didn't know whether he would like to be quite so big; and +then the circus man said perhaps he would rather go for an India-rubber +man; that was what they called the contortionists in those days. + +"Let's feel of you again." The circus man took hold of Pony and felt his +joints. "You're put together pretty tight; but I reckon we could make +you do if you'd let us take you apart with a screw-driver and limber up +the pieces with rattlesnake oil. Wouldn't like it, heigh? Well, let me +see!" The circus man thought a moment, and then he said: "How would +double-somersaults on four horses bareback do?" + +Pony said that would do, and then the circus man said: "Well, then, +we've just hit it, because our double-somersault, four-horse bareback +is just going to leave us, and we want a new one right away. Now, +there's more than one way of joining a circus, but the best way is to +wait on your front steps with your things all packed up, and the +procession comes along at about one o'clock in the morning and picks you +up. Which'd you rather do?" + +Pony pushed his toe into the turf, as he always did when he was ashamed, +but he made out to say he would rather wait out on the front steps. + +"Well, then, that's all settled," said the circus man. "We'll be along," +and he was going away with his dog, but Tim Leonard called after him: + +"You hain't asked him whereabouts he lives?" + +The circus man kept on, and he said, without looking around, "Oh, that's +all right. We've got somebody that looks after that." + +"It's the magician," Jim Leonard whispered to Pony, and they walked +away. + + + + +THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN + + +A crowd of the fellows had been waiting to know what the boys had been +talking about to the circus man, but Jim Leonard said, "Don't you tell, +Pony Baker!" and he started to run, and that made Pony run, too, and +they both ran till they got away from the fellows. + +"You have got to keep it a secret; for if a lot of fellows find it out +the constable'll get to know it, and he'll be watching out around the +corner of your house, and when the procession comes along and he sees +you're really going he'll take you up, and keep you in jail till your +father comes and bails you out. Now, you mind!" + +Pony said, "Oh, I won't tell anybody," and when Jim Leonard said that if +a circus man was to feel _him_ over, that way, and act so kind of +pleasant and friendly, he would be too proud to speak to anybody, Pony +confessed that he knew it was a great thing all the time. + +"The way'll be," said Jim Leonard, "to keep in with him, and he'll keep +the others from picking on you; they'll be afraid to, on account of his +dog. You'll see, he'll be the one to come for you to-night; and if the +constable is there the dog won't let him touch you. I never thought of +that." + +Perhaps on account of thinking of it now Jim Leonard felt free to tell +the other fellows how Pony was going to run off, for when a crowd of +them came along he told them. They said it was splendid, and they said +that if they could make their mothers let them, or if they could get out +of the house without their mothers knowing it, they were going to sit +up with Pony and watch out for the procession, and bid him good-bye. + +At dinner-time he found out that his father was going to take him and +all his sisters to the circus, and his father and mother were so nice to +him, asking him about the procession and everything, that his heart +ached at the thought of running away from home and leaving them. But now +he had to do it; the circus man was coming for him, and he could not +back out; he did not know what would happen if he did. It seemed to him +as if his mother had done everything she could to make it harder for +him. She had stewed chicken for dinner, with plenty of gravy, and hot +biscuits to sop in, and peach preserves afterward; and she kept helping +him to more, because she said boys that followed the circus around got +dreadfully hungry. The eating seemed to keep his heart down; it was +trying to get into his throat all the time; and he knew that she was +being good to him, but if he had not known it he would have believed his +mother was just doing it to mock him. + +Pony had to go to the circus with his father and sisters, and to get on +his shoes and a clean collar. But a crowd of the fellows were there at +the tent door to watch out whether the circus man would say anything to +him when he went in; and Jim Leonard rubbed against him, when the man +passed with his dog and did not even look at Pony, and said: "He's just +pretending. He don't want your father to know. He'll be round for you, +sure. I saw him kind of smile to one of the other circus men." + +It was a splendid circus, and there were more things than Pony ever saw +in a circus before. But instead of hating to have it over, it seemed to +him that it would never come to an end. He kept thinking and thinking, +and wondering whether he would like to be a circus actor; and when the +one came out who rode four horses bareback and stood on his head on the +last horse, and drove with the reins in his teeth, Pony thought that he +never could learn to do it; and if he could not learn he did not know +what the circus men would say to him. It seemed to him that it was very +strange he had not told that circus man that he didn't know whether he +could do it or not; but he had not, and now it was too late. + +A boy came around calling lemonade, and Pony's father bought some for +each of the children, but Pony could hardly taste his. + +"What is the matter with you, Pony? Are you sick?" his father asked. + +"No. I don't care for any; that's all. I'm well," said Pony; but he felt +very miserable. + +After supper Jim Leonard came round and went up to Pony's room with him +to help him pack, and he was so gay about it and said he only wished +_he_ was going, that Pony cheered up a little. Jim had brought a large +square of checked gingham that he said he did not believe his mother +would ever want, and that he would tell her he had taken if she asked +for it. He said it would be the very thing for Pony to carry his clothes +in, for it was light and strong and would hold a lot. He helped Pony to +choose his things out of his bureau drawers: a pair of stockings and a +pair of white pantaloons and a blue roundabout, and a collar, and two +handkerchiefs. That was all he said Pony would need, because he would +have his circus clothes right away, and there was no use taking things +that he would never wear. + +Jim did these up in the square of gingham, and he tied it across +cater-cornered twice, in double knots, and showed Pony how he could put +his hand through and carry it just as easy. He hid it under the bed for +him, and he told Pony that if he was in Pony's place he should go to bed +right away or pretty soon, so that nobody would think anything, and +maybe he could get some sleep before he got up and went down to wait on +the front steps for the circus to come along. He promised to be there +with the other boys and keep them from fooling or making a noise, or +doing anything to wake his father up, or make the constable come. "You +see, Pony," he said, "if you can run off this year, and come back with +the circus next year, then a whole lot of fellows can run off. Don't you +see that?" + +Pony said he saw that, but he said he wished some of the other fellows +were going now, because he did not know any of the circus boys and he +was afraid he might feel kind of lonesome. But Jim Leonard said he would +soon get acquainted, and, anyway, a year would go before he knew it, and +then if the other fellows could get off he would have plenty of company. + +As soon as Jim Leonard was gone Pony undressed and got into bed. He was +not sleepy, but he thought maybe it would be just as well to rest a +little while before the circus procession came along for him; and, +anyway, he could not bear to go down-stairs and be with the family when +he was going to leave them so soon, and not come back for a whole year. + +After a good while, or about the time he usually came in from playing, +he heard his mother saying: "Where in the world is Pony? Has he come in +yet? Have you seen him, girls? Pony! Pony!" she called. + +But somehow Pony could not get his voice up out of his throat; he wanted +to answer her, but he could not speak. He heard her say, "Go out to the +front steps, girls, and see if you can see him," and then he heard her +coming up the stairs; and she came into his room, and when she saw him +lying there in bed, she said: "Why, I believe in my heart the child's +asleep! Pony! Are you awake?" + +Pony made out to say no, and his mother said: "My! what a fright you +gave me! Why didn't you answer me? Are you sick, Pony? Your father said +you didn't seem well at the circus; and you didn't eat any supper, +hardly." + +Pony said he was first-rate, but he spoke very low, and his mother came +up and sat down on the side of his bed. + +"What is the matter, child?" She bent over and felt his forehead. "No, +you haven't got a bit of fever," she said, and she kissed him, and began +to tumble his short black hair in the way she had, and she got one of +his hands between her two, and kept rubbing it. "But you've had a long, +tiresome day, and that's why you've gone to bed, I suppose. But if you +feel the least sick, Pony, I'll send for the doctor." + +Pony said he was not sick at all; just tired; and that was true; he felt +as if he never wanted to get up again. + +His mother put her arm under his neck, and pressed her face close down +to his, and said very low: "Pony dear, you don't feel hard toward your +mother for what she did the other night?" + +He knew she meant boxing his ears, when he was not to blame, and he +said: "Oh no," and then he threw his arms round her neck and cried; and +she told him not to cry, and that she would never do such a thing again; +but she was really so frightened she did not know what she was doing. + +When he quieted down, she said: "Now say your prayers, Pony, 'Our +Father,'" and she said, "Our Father" all through with him, and after +that, "Now I lay me," just as when he was a very little fellow. After +they had finished she stooped over and kissed him again, and when he +turned his face into his pillow she kept smoothing his hair with her +hand for about a minute. Then she went away. + +Pony could hear them stirring about for a good while down-stairs. His +father came in from uptown at last, and asked: "Has Pony come in?" + +And his mother said; "Yes, he's up in bed. I wouldn't disturb him, +Henry. He's asleep by this time." + +His father said: "I don't know what to make of the boy. If he keeps on +acting so strangely I shall have the doctor see him in the morning." + +Pony felt dreadfully to think how far away from them he should be in the +morning, and he would have given anything if he could have gone down to +his father and mother and told them what he was going to do. But it did +not seem as if he could. + +By-and-by he began to be sleepy, and then he dozed off, but he thought +it was hardly a minute before he heard the circus band, and knew that +the procession was coming for him. He jumped out of bed and put on his +things as fast as he could; but his roundabout had only one sleeve to +it, somehow, and he had to button the lower buttons of his trousers to +keep it on. He got his bundle and stole down to the front door without +seeming to touch his feet to anything, and when he got out on the front +steps he saw the circus magician coming along. By that time the music +had stopped and Pony could not see any procession. The magician had on a +tall, peaked hat, like a witch. He took up the whole street, he was so +wide in the black glazed gown that hung from his arms when he stretched +them out, for he seemed to be groping along that way, with his wand in +one hand, like a blind man. + +He kept saying in a kind of deep, shaking voice, "It's all glory; it's +all glory," and the sound of those words froze Pony's blood. He tried to +get back into the house again, so that the magician should not find him, +but when he felt for the door-knob there was no door there anywhere; +nothing but a smooth wall. Then he sat down on the steps and tried to +shrink up so little that the magician would miss him; but he saw his +wide goggles getting nearer and nearer; and then his father and the +doctor were standing by him looking down at him, and the doctor said: + +"He has been walking in his sleep; he must be bled," and he got out his +lancet, when Pony heard his mother calling: "Pony, Pony! What's the +matter? Have you got the nightmare?" and he woke up, and found it was +just morning. + +The sun was shining in at his window, and it made him so glad to think +that by this time the circus was far away and he was not with it, that +he hardly knew what to do. + +He was not very well for two or three days afterward, and his mother let +him stay out of school to see whether he was really going to be sick or +not. When he went back most of the fellows had forgotten that he had +been going to run off with the circus. Some of them that happened to +think of it plagued him a little and asked how he liked being a circus +actor. + +Hen Billard was the worst; he said he reckoned the circus magician got +scared when he saw what a whaler Pony was, and told the circus men that +they would have to get a new tent to hold him; and that was the reason +why they didn't take him. Archy Hawkins said: "How long did you have to +wait on the front steps, Pony dear?" But after that he was pretty good +to him, and said he reckoned they had better not any of them pretend +that Pony had not tried to run off if they had not been up to see. + +Pony himself could never be exactly sure whether he had waited on the +front steps and seen the circus magician or not. Sometimes it seemed all +of it like a dream, and sometimes only part of it. Jim Leonard tried to +help him make it out, but they could not. He said it was a pity he had +overslept himself, for if he had come to bid Pony good-bye, the way he +said, then he could have told just how much of it was a dream and how +much was not. + + + + +JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE + + +Jim Leonard's stable used to stand on the flat near the river, and on a +rise of ground above it stood Jim Leonard's log-cabin. The boys called +it Jim Leonard's log-cabin, but it was really his mother's, and the +stable was hers, too. It was a log stable, but up where the gable began +the logs stopped, and it was weather-boarded the rest of the way, and +the roof was shingled. + +Jim Leonard said it was all logs once, and that the roof was loose +clapboards, held down by logs that ran across them, like the roofs in +the early times, before there were shingles or nails, or anything, in +the country. But none of the oldest boys had ever seen it like that, and +you had to take Jim Leonard's word for it if you wanted to believe it. +The little fellows nearly all did; but everybody said afterward it was a +good thing for Jim Leonard that it was not that kind of roof when he had +his hair-breadth escape on it. He said himself that he would not have +cared if it had been; but that was when it was all over, and his mother +had whipped him, and everything, and he was telling the boys about it. + +He said that in his Pirate Book lots of fellows on rafts got to land +when they were shipwrecked, and that the old-fashioned roof would have +been just like a raft, anyway, and he could have steered it right across +the river to Delorac's Island as easy! Pony Baker thought very likely he +could, but Hen Billard said: + +"Well, why didn't you do it, with the kind of a roof you had?" + +Some of the boys mocked Jim Leonard; but a good many of them thought he +could have done it if he could have got into the eddy that there was +over by the island. If he could have landed there, once, he could have +camped out and lived on fish till the river fell. + +It was that spring, about fifty-four years ago, when the freshet, which +always came in the spring, was the worst that anybody could remember. +The country above the Boy's Town was under water for miles and miles. +The river-bottoms were flooded so that the corn had to be all planted +over again when the water went down. The freshet tore away pieces of +orchard, and apple-trees in bloom came sailing along with logs and +fence-rails and chicken-coops, and pretty soon dead cows and horses. +There was a dog chained to a dog-kennel that went by, howling awfully; +the boys would have given anything if they could have saved him, but the +yellow river whirled him out of sight behind the middle pier of the +bridge, which everybody was watching from the bank, expecting it to go +any minute. The water was up within four or five feet of the bridge, and +the boys believed that if a good big log had come along and hit it, the +bridge would have been knocked loose from its piers and carried down the +river. + +Perhaps it would, and perhaps it would not. The boys all ran to watch it +as soon as school was out, and stayed till they had to go to supper. +After supper some of their mothers let them come back and stay till +bedtime, if they would promise to keep a full yard back from the edge of +the bank. They could not be sure just how much a yard was, and they +nearly all sat down on the edge and let their legs hang over. + +Jim Leonard was there, holloing and running up and down the bank, and +showing the other boys things away out in the river that nobody else +could see; he said he saw a man out there. He had not been to supper, +and he had not been to school all day, which might have been the reason +why he would rather stay with the men and watch the bridge than go home +to supper; his mother would have been waiting for him with a sucker from +the pear-tree. He told the boys that while they were gone he went out +with one of the men on the bridge as far as the middle pier, and it +shook like a leaf; he showed with his hand how it shook. + +Jim Leonard was a fellow who believed he did all kinds of things that he +would like to have done; and the big boys just laughed. That made Jim +Leonard mad, and he said that as soon as the bridge began to go, he was +going to run out on it and go with it; and then they would see whether +he was a liar or not! They mocked him and danced round him till he +cried. But Pony Baker, who had come with his father, believed that Jim +Leonard would really have done it; and at any rate, he felt sorry for +him when Jim cried. + +He stayed later than any of the little fellows, because his father was +with him, and even all the big boys had gone home except Hen Billard, +when Pony left Jim Leonard on the bank and stumbled sleepily away, with +his hand in his father's. + +When Pony was gone, Hen Billard said: "Well, going to stay all night, +Jim?" + +And Jim Leonard answered back, as cross as could be, "Yes, I am!" And he +said the men who were sitting up to watch the bridge were going to give +him some of their coffee, and that would keep him awake. But perhaps he +thought this because he wanted some coffee so badly. He was awfully +hungry, for he had not had anything since breakfast, except a piece of +bread-and-butter that he got Pony Baker to bring him in his pocket when +he came down from school at noontime. + +Hen Billard said, "Well, I suppose I won't see you any more, Jim; +good-bye," and went away laughing; and after a while one of the men saw +Jim Leonard hanging about, and asked him what he wanted there at that +time of night; and Jim could not say he wanted coffee, and so there was +nothing for him to do but go. There was nowhere for him to go but home, +and he sneaked off in the dark. + +When he came in sight of the cabin he could not tell whether he would +rather have his mother waiting for him with a whipping and some supper, +or get to bed somehow with neither. He climbed softly over the back +fence and crept up to the back door, but it was fast; then he crept +round to the front door, and that was fast, too. There was no light in +the house, and it was perfectly still. + +All of a sudden it struck him that he could sleep in the stable-loft, +and he thought what a fool he was not to have thought of it before. The +notion brightened him up so that he got the gourd that hung beside the +well-curb and took it out to the stable with him; for now he remembered +that the cow would be there, unless she was in somebody's garden-patch +or cornfield. + +He noticed as he walked down toward the stable that the freshet had come +up over the flat, and just before the door he had to wade. But he was in +his bare feet, and he did not care; if he thought anything, he thought +that his mother would not come out to milk till the water went down, and +he would be safe till then from the whipping he must take, sooner or +later, for playing hooky. + +Sure enough, the old cow was in the stable, and she gave Jim Leonard a +snort of welcome and then lowed anxiously. He fumbled through the dark +to her side, and began to milk her. She had been milked only a few hours +before, and so he got only a gourdful from her. But it was all +strippings, and rich as cream, and it was smoking warm. It seemed to Jim +Leonard that it went down to his very toes when he poured it into his +throat, and it made him feel so good that he did not know what to do. + +There really was not anything for him to do but to climb up into the +loft by the ladder in the corner of the stable, and lie down on the old +last year's fodder. The rich, warm milk made Jim Leonard awfully sleepy, +and he dropped off almost as soon as his head touched the cornstalks. +The last thing he remembered was the hoarse roar of the freshet outside, +and that was a lulling music in his ears. + +The next thing he knew, and he hardly knew that, was a soft, jolting, +sinking motion, first to one side and then to the other; then he seemed +to be going down, down, straight down, and then to be drifting off into +space. He rubbed his eyes and found it was full daylight, although it +was the daylight of early morning; and while he lay looking out of the +stable-loft window and trying to make out what it all meant, he felt a +wash of cold water along his back, and his bed of fodder melted away +under him and around him, and some loose planks of the loft floor swam +weltering out of the window. Then he knew what had happened. The flood +had stolen up while he slept, and sapped the walls of the stable; the +logs had given way, one after another, and had let him down, with the +roof, into the water. + +He got to his feet as well as he could, and floundered over the rising +and falling boards to the window in the floating gable. One look outside +showed him his mother's log-cabin safe on its rise of ground, and at the +corner the old cow, that must have escaped through the stable door he +had left open, and passed the night among the cabbages. She seemed to +catch sight of Jim Leonard when he put his head out, and she lowed to +him. + +Jim Leonard did not stop to make any answer. He clambered out of the +window and up onto the ridge of the roof, and there, in the company of a +large gray rat, he set out on the strangest voyage a boy ever made. In a +few moments the current swept him out into the middle of the river, and +he was sailing down between his native shore on one side and Delorac's +Island on the other. + +All round him seethed and swirled the yellow flood in eddies and +ripples, where drift of all sorts danced and raced. His vessel, such as +it was, seemed seaworthy enough. It held securely together, fitting like +a low, wide cup over the water, and perhaps finding some buoyancy from +the air imprisoned in it above the window. But Jim Leonard was not +satisfied, and so far from being proud of his adventure, he was +frightened worse even than the rat which shared it. As soon as he could +get his voice, he began to shout for help to the houses on the empty +shores, which seemed to fly backward on both sides while he lay still on +the gulf that swashed around him, and tried to drown his voice before it +swallowed him up. At the same time the bridge, which had looked so far +off when he first saw it, was rushing swiftly toward him, and getting +nearer and nearer. + +He wondered what had become of all the people and all the boys. He +thought that if he were safe there on shore he should not be sleeping in +bed while somebody was out in the river on a roof, with nothing but a +rat to care whether he got drowned or not. + +Where was Hen Billard, that always made fun so; or Archy Hawkins, that +pretended to be so good-natured; or Pony Baker, that seemed to like a +fellow so much? He began to call for them by name: "Hen Billard--_O_ +Hen! Help, help! Archy Hawkins--_O_ Archy! I'm drowning! Pony, Pony--_O_ +Pony! Don't you _see_ me, Pony?" + +He could see the top of Pony Baker's house, and he thought what a good, +kind man Pony's father was. Surely _he_ would try to save him; and Jim +Leonard began to yell: "O Mr. Baker! Look here, Mr. Baker! It's Jim +Leonard, and I'm floating down the river on a roof! Save me, Mr. Baker, +save me! Help, help, somebody! Fire! Fire! Fire! Murder! Fire!" + +By this time he was about crazy, and did not half know what he was +saying. Just in front of where Hen Billard's grandmother lived, on the +street that ran along the top of the bank, the roof got caught in the +branches of a tree which had drifted down and stuck in the bottom of the +river so that the branches waved up and down as the current swashed +through them. Jim Leonard was glad of anything that would stop the roof, +and at first he thought he would get off on the tree. That was what the +rat did. Perhaps the rat thought Jim Leonard really was crazy and he had +better let him have the roof to himself; but the rat saw that he had +made a mistake, and he jumped back again after he had swung up and down +on a limb two or three times. Jim Leonard felt awfully when the rat +first got into the tree, for he remembered how it said in the Pirate +Book that rats always leave a sinking ship, and now he believed that he +certainly was gone. But that only made him hollo the louder, and he +holloed so loud that at last he made somebody hear. + +It was Hen Billard's grandmother, and she put her head out of the window +with her nightcap on, to see what the matter was. Jim Leonard caught +sight of her, and he screamed: "Fire, fire, fire! I'm drownding, Mrs. +Billard! Oh, do somebody come!" + +Hen Billard's grandmother just gave one yell of "Fire! The world's +a-burnin' up, Hen Billard, and you layin' there sleepin' and not helpin' +a bit! Somebody's out there in the river!" and she rushed into the room +where Hen was, and shook him. + +He bounced out of bed and pulled on his pantaloons, and was down-stairs +in a minute. He ran bareheaded over to the bank, and when Jim Leonard +saw him coming he holloed ten times as loud: "It's me, Hen! It's Jim +Leonard! Oh, do get somebody to come out and save me! Fire!" + +As soon as Hen heard that, and felt sure it was not a dream, which he +did in about half a second, he began to yell, too, and to say: "How did +you get there? Fire, fire, fire! What are you on? Fire! Are you in a +tree, or what? Fire, fire! Are you in a flat-boat? Fire, fire, fire! If +I had a skiff--fire!" + +He kept racing up and down the bank, and back and forth between the bank +and the houses. The river was almost up to the top of the bank, and it +looked a mile wide. Down at the bridge you could hardly see any light +between the water and the bridge. + +Pretty soon people began to look out of their doors and windows, and Hen +Billard's grandmother kept screaming: "The world's a-burnin' up! The +river's on fire!" Then boys came out of their houses; and then men with +no hats on; and then women and girls, with their hair half down. The +fire-bells began to ring, and in less than five minutes both the fire +companies were on the shore, with the men at the brakes and the foremen +of the companies holloing through their trumpets. + +Then Jim Leonard saw what a good thing it was that he had thought of +holloing fire. He felt sure now that they would save him somehow, and he +made up his mind to save the rat, too, and pet it, and maybe go around +and exhibit it. He would name it Bolivar; it was just the color of the +elephant Bolivar that came to the Boy's Town every year. These things +whirled through his brain while he watched two men setting out in a +skiff toward him. + +They started from the shore a little above him, and they meant to row +slanting across to his tree, but the current, when they got fairly into +it, swept them far below, and they were glad to row back to land again +without ever getting anywhere near him. At the same time, the tree-top +where his roof was caught was pulled southward by a sudden rush of the +torrent; it opened, and the roof slipped out, with Jim Leonard and the +rat on it. They both joined in one squeal of despair as the river leaped +forward with them, and a dreadful "Oh!" went up from the people on the +bank. + +Some of the firemen had run down to the bridge when they saw that the +skiff was not going to be of any use, and one of them had got out of the +window of the bridge onto the middle pier, with a long pole in his hand. +It had an iron hook at the end, and it was the kind of pole that the men +used to catch driftwood with and drag it ashore. When the people saw +Blue Bob with that pole in his hand, they understood what he was up to. +He was going to wait till the water brought the roof with Jim Leonard on +it down to the bridge, and then catch the hook into the shingles and +pull it up to the pier. The strongest current set close in around the +middle pier, and the roof would have to pass on one side or the other. +That was what Blue Bob argued out in his mind when he decided that the +skiff would never reach Jim Leonard, and he knew that if he could not +save him that way, nothing could save him. + +Blue Bob must have had a last name, but none of the little fellows knew +what it was. Everybody called him Blue Bob because he had such a thick, +black beard that when he was just shaved his face looked perfectly blue. +He knew all about the river and its ways, and if it had been of any use +to go out with a boat, he would have gone. That was what all the boys +said, when they followed Blue Bob to the bridge and saw him getting out +on the pier. He was the only person that the watchman had let go on the +bridge for two days. + +The water was up within three feet of the floor, and if Jim Leonard's +roof slipped by Blue Bob's guard and passed under the bridge, it would +scrape Jim Leonard off, and that would be the last of him. + +All the time the roof was coming nearer the bridge, sometimes slower, +sometimes faster, just as it got into an eddy or into the current; once +it seemed almost to stop, and swayed completely round; then it just +darted forward. + +Blue Bob stood on the very point of the pier, where the strong +stone-work divided the current, and held his hooked pole ready to make a +clutch at the roof, whichever side it took. Jim Leonard saw him there, +but although he had been holloing and yelling and crying all the time, +now he was still. He wanted to say, "O Bob, save me!" but he could not +make a sound. + +It seemed to him that Bob was going to miss him when he made a lunge at +the roof on the right side of the pier; it seemed to him that the roof +was going down the left side; but he felt it quiver and stop, and then +it gave a loud crack and went to pieces, and flung itself away upon the +whirling and dancing flood. At first Jim Leonard thought he had gone +with it; but it was only the rat that tried to run up Blue Bob's pole, +and slipped off into the water; and then somehow Jim was hanging onto +Blue Bob's hands and scrambling onto the bridge. + +Blue Bob always said he never saw any rat, and a good many people said +there never was any rat on the roof with Jim Leonard; they said that he +just made the rat up. + +He did not mention the rat himself for several days; he told Pony Baker +that he did not think of it at first, he was so excited. + +Pony asked his father what he thought, and Pony's father said that it +might have been the kind of rat that people see when they have been +drinking too much, and that Blue Bob had not seen it because he had +signed the temperance pledge. + +But this was a good while after. At the time the people saw Jim Leonard +standing safe with Blue Bob on the pier, they set up a regular election +cheer, and they would have believed anything Jim Leonard said. They all +agreed that Blue Bob had a right to go home with Jim and take him to his +mother, for he had saved Jim's life, and he ought to have the credit of +it. + +Before this, and while everybody supposed that Jim Leonard would surely +be drowned, some of the people had gone up to his mother's cabin to +prepare her for the worst. She did not seem to understand exactly, and +she kept round getting breakfast, with her old clay pipe in her mouth; +but when she got it through her head, she made an awful face, and +dropped her pipe on the door-stone and broke it; and then she threw her +check apron over her head and sat down and cried. + +But it took so long for her to come to this that the people had not got +over comforting her and trying to make her believe that it was all for +the best, when Blue Bob came up through the bars with his hand on Jim's +shoulder, and about all the boys in town tagging after them. + +Jim's mother heard the hurrahing and pulled off her apron, and saw that +Jim was safe and sound there before her. She gave him a look that made +him slip round behind Blue Bob, and she went in and got a table-knife, +and she came out and went to the pear-tree and cut a sucker. + +She said, "I'll learn that limb to sleep in a cow-barn when he's got a +decent bed in the house!" and then she started to come toward Jim +Leonard. + + + + +II + +LIFE IN A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +THE TOWN + + +I call it a Boy's Town because I wish it to appear to the reader as a +town appears to a boy from his third to his eleventh year, when he +seldom, if ever, catches a glimpse of life much higher than the middle +of a man, and has the most distorted and mistaken views of most +things.... Some people remain in this condition as long as they live, +and keep the ignorance of childhood, after they have lost its innocence; +heaven has been shut, but the earth is still a prison to them. These +will not know what I mean by much that I shall have to say; but I hope +that the ungrown-up children will, and that the boys of to-day will like +to know what a boy of forty years ago was like, even if he had no very +exciting adventures or thread-bare escapes; perhaps I mean hair-breadth +escapes; but it is the same thing--they have been used so often. I shall +try to describe him very minutely in his daily doings and dreamings, and +it may amuse them to compare these doings and dreamings with their own. +For convenience, I shall call this boy, my boy; but I hope he might have +been almost anybody's boy; and I mean him sometimes for a boy in +general, as well as a boy in particular. + +[Illustration: THE FIRST LOCK] + +It seems to me that my Boy's Town was a town peculiarly adapted for a +boy to be a boy in. It had a river, the great Miami River, which was as +blue as the sky when it was not as yellow as gold; and it had another +river, called the Old River, which was the Miami's former channel, and +which held an island in its sluggish loop; the boys called it The +Island; and it must have been about the size of Australia; perhaps it +was not so large. Then this town had a Canal, and a Canal-Basin, and a +First Lock and a Second Lock; you could walk out to the First Lock, but +the Second Lock was at the edge of the known world, and, when my boy was +very little, the biggest boy had never been beyond it. Then it had a +Hydraulic, which brought the waters of Old River for mill-power through +the heart of the town, from a Big Reservoir and a Little Reservoir; the +Big Reservoir was as far off as the Second Lock, and the Hydraulic ran +under mysterious culverts at every street-crossing. All these streams +and courses had fish in them at all seasons, and all summer long they +had boys in them, and now and then a boy in winter, when the thin ice +of the mild Southern Ohio winter let him through with his skates. Then +there were the Commons: a wide expanse of open fields, where the cows +were pastured, and the boys flew their kites, and ran races, and +practised for their circuses in the tan-bark rings of the real circuses. + + + + +EARLIEST MEMORIES + + +Some of my boy's memories reach a time earlier than his third year, and +relate to the little Ohio River hamlet where he was born, and where his +mother's people, who were river-faring folk, all lived. Every two or +three years the river rose and flooded the village; and his +grandmother's household was taken out of the second-story window in a +skiff; but no one minded a trivial inconvenience like that, any more +than the Romans have minded the annual freshet of the Tiber for the last +three or four thousand years. When the waters went down the family +returned and scrubbed out the five or six inches of rich mud they had +left. In the mean time it was a godsend to all boys of an age to enjoy +it; but it was nothing out of the order of Providence. So, if my boy +ever saw a freshet, it naturally made no impression upon him. What he +remembered was something much more important, and that was waking up one +morning and seeing a peach-tree in bloom through the window beside his +bed; and he was always glad that this vision of beauty was his very +earliest memory. All his life he has never seen a peach-tree in bloom +without a swelling of the heart, without some fleeting sense that + + "Heaven lies about us in our infancy." + +Over the spot where the little house once stood a railroad has drawn its +erasing lines, and the house itself was long since taken down and built +up brick by brick in quite another place; but the blooming peach-tree +glows before his childish eyes untouched by time or change. The tender, +pathetic pink of its flowers repeated itself many long years afterward +in the paler tints of the almond blossoms in Italy, but always with a +reminiscence of that dim past, and the little coal-smoky town on the +banks of the Ohio. + +Perversely blended with that vision of the blooming peach is a glimpse +of a pet deer in the kitchen of the same little house, with its head up +and its antlers erect, as if he meditated offence. My boy might never +have seen him so; he may have had the vision at second hand; but it is +certain that there was a pet deer in the family, and that he was as +likely to have come into the kitchen by the window as by the door. One +of the boy's uncles had seen this deer swimming the Mississippi, far to +the southward, and had sent out a yawl and captured him, and brought him +home. He began a checkered career of uselessness when they were ferrying +him over from Wheeling in a skiff, by trying to help wear the pantaloons +of the boy who was holding him; he put one of his fore-legs in at the +watch-pocket; but it was disagreeable to the boy and ruinous to the +trousers. He grew very tame, and butted children over, right and left, +in the village streets; and he behaved like one of the family whenever +he got into a house; he ate the sugar out of the bowl on the table, and +plundered the pantry of its sweet cakes. One day a dog got after him, +and he jumped over the river-bank and broke his leg, and had to be shot. + + + + +HOME LIFE + + +The house gave even to him a sense of space unknown before, and he could +recall his mother's satisfaction in it. He has often been back there in +dreams, and found it on the old scale of grandeur; but no doubt it was a +very simple affair. The fortunes of a Whig editor in a place so +overwhelmingly Democratic as the Boy's Town were not such as could have +warranted his living in a palace; and he must have been poor, as the +world goes now. But the family always lived in abundance, and in their +way they belonged to the employing class; that is, the father had men to +work for him. On the other hand, he worked with them; and the boys, as +they grew old enough, were taught to work with them, too. My boy grew +old enough very young; and was put to use in the printing-office before +he was ten years of age. This was not altogether because he was needed +there, I dare say, but because it was part of his father's Swedenborgian +philosophy that every one should fulfil a use; I do not know that when +the boy wanted to go swimming, or hunting, or skating, it consoled him +much to reflect that the angels in the highest heaven delighted in uses; +nevertheless, it was good for him to be of use, though maybe not so much +use. + +If his mother did her own work, with help only now and then from a hired +girl, that was the custom of the time and country; and her memory was +always the more reverend to him, because whenever he looked back at her +in those dim years, he saw her about some of those household offices +which are so beautiful to a child. She was always the best and tenderest +mother, and her love had the heavenly art of making each child feel +itself the most important, while she was partial to none. In spite of +her busy days she followed their father in his religion and literature, +and at night, when her long toil was over, she sat with the children and +listened while he read aloud. + +The first book my boy remembered to have heard him read was Moore's +_Lalla Rookh_, of which he formed but a vague notion, though while he +struggled after its meaning he took all its music in, and began at once +to make rhymes of his own. He had no conception of literature except the +pleasure there was in making it; and he had no outlook into the world of +it, which must have been pretty open to his father. The father read +aloud some of Dickens' Christmas stories, then new; and the boy had a +good deal of trouble with the _Haunted Man_. One rarest night of all, +the family sat up till two o'clock, listening to a novel that my boy +long ago forgot the name of, if he ever knew its name. It was all about +a will, forged or lost, and there was a great scene in court, and after +that the mother declared that she could not go to bed till she heard the +end. His own first reading was in history. At nine years of age he read +the history of Greece, and the history of Rome, and he knew that +Goldsmith wrote them. One night his father told the boys all about Don +Quixote; and a little while after he gave my boy the book. He read it +over and over again; but he did not suppose it was a novel. It was his +elder brother who read novels, and a novel was like _Handy Andy_, or +_Harry Lorrequer_, or the _Bride of Lammermoor_. His brother had another +novel which they preferred to either; it was in Harper's old "Library of +Select Novels," and was called _Alamance; or, the Great and Final +Experiment_, and it was about the life of some sort of community in +North Carolina. It bewitched them, and though my boy could not afterward +recall a single fact or figure in it, he could bring before his mind's +eye every trait of its outward aspect. + +All this went along with great and continued political excitement, and +with some glimpses of the social problem. It was very simple then; +nobody was very rich, and nobody was in want; but somehow, as the boy +grew older, he began to discover that there were differences, even in +the little world about him; some were higher and some were lower. From +the first he was taught by precept and example to take the side of the +lower. As the children were denied oftener than they were indulged, the +margin of their own abundance must have been narrower than they ever +knew then; but if they had been of the most prosperous, their bent in +this matter would have been the same. Once there was a church festival, +or something of that sort, and there was a good deal of the provision +left over, which it was decided should be given to the poor. This was +very easy, but it was not so easy to find the poor whom it should be +given to. At last a hard-working widow was chosen to receive it; the +ladies carried it to her front door and gave it her, and she carried it +to her back door and threw it into the alley. No doubt she had enough +without it, but there were circumstances of indignity or patronage +attending the gift which were recognized in my boy's home, and which +helped afterward to make him doubtful of all giving, except the +humblest, and restive with a world in which there need be any giving at +all. + + + + +THE RIVER + + +It seems to me that the best way to get at the heart of any boy's town +is to take its different watercourses and follow them into it. + +The house where my boy first lived was not far from the river, and he +must have seen it often before he noticed it. But he was not aware of it +till he found it under the bridge. Without the river there could not +have been a bridge; the fact of the bridge may have made him look for +the river; but the bridge is foremost in his mind. It is a long, wooden +tunnel, with two roadways, and a foot-path on either side of these; +there is a toll-house at each end, and from one to the other it is about +as far as from the Earth to the planet Mars. On the western shore of the +river is a smaller town than the Boy's Town, and in the perspective the +entrance of the bridge on that side is like a dim little doorway. The +timbers are of a hugeness to strike fear into the heart of the boldest +little boy; and there is something awful even about the dust in the +roadways; soft and thrillingly cool to the boy's bare feet, it lies +thick in a perpetual twilight, streaked at intervals by the sun that +slants in at the high, narrow windows under the roof; it has a certain +potent, musty smell. The bridge has three piers, and at low water +hardier adventurers than he wade out to the middle pier; some heroes +even fish there, standing all day on the loose rocks about the base of +the pier. He shudders to see them, and aches with wonder how they will +get ashore. Once he is there when a big boy wades back from the middle +pier, where he has been to rob a goose's nest; he has some loose silver +change in his wet hand, and my boy understands that it has come out of +one of the goose eggs. This fact, which he never thought of questioning, +gets mixed up in his mind with an idea of riches, of treasure-trove, in +the cellar of an old house that has been torn down near the end of the +bridge. + +The river had its own climate, and this climate was of course much such +a climate as the boys, for whom nature intended the river, would have +chosen. I do not believe it was ever winter there, though it was +sometimes late autumn, so that the boys could have some use for the +caves they dug at the top of the bank, with a hole coming through the +turf, to let out the smoke of the fires they built inside. They had the +joy of choking and blackening over these flues, and they intended to +live on corn and potatoes borrowed from the household stores of the boy +whose house was nearest. They never got so far as to parch the corn or +to bake the potatoes in their caves, but there was the fire, and the +draught was magnificent. The light of the red flames painted the little, +happy, foolish faces, so long since wrinkled and grizzled with age, or +mouldered away to dust, as the boys huddled before them under the bank, +and fed them with the drift, or stood patient of the heat and cold in +the afternoon light of some vast Saturday waning to nightfall. + +The river-climate, with these autumnal intervals, was made up of a +quick, eventful springtime, followed by the calm of a cloudless summer +that seemed never to end. But the spring, short as it was, had its great +attractions, and chief of these was the freshet which it brought to the +river. They would hear somehow that the river was rising, and then the +boys, who had never connected its rise with the rains they must have +been having, would all go down to its banks and watch the swelling +waters. These would be yellow and thick, and the boiling current would +have smooth, oily eddies, where pieces of drift would whirl round and +round, and then escape and slip down the stream. There were saw-logs and +whole trees with their branching tops, lengths of fence and hen-coops +and pig-pens; once there was a stable; and if the flood continued, there +began to come swollen bodies of horses and cattle. This must have meant +serious loss to the people living on the river-bottoms above, but the +boys counted it all gain. They cheered the objects as they floated by, +and they were breathless with the excitement of seeing the men who +caught fence-rails and cord-wood, and even saw-logs, with iron prongs at +the points of long poles, as they stood on some jutting point of shore +and stretched far out over the flood. The boys exulted in the turbid +spread of the stream, which filled its low western banks and stole over +their tops, and washed into all the hollow places along its shores, and +shone among the trunks of the sycamores on Delorac's Island, which was +almost of the geographical importance of The Island in Old River. When +the water began to go down their hearts sank with it; and they gave up +the hope of seeing the bridge carried away. Once the river rose to +within a few feet of it, so that if the right piece of drift had been +there to do its duty, the bridge might have been torn from its piers and +swept down the raging tide into those unknown gulfs to the southward. +Many a time they went to bed full of hope that it would at least happen +in the night, and woke to learn with shame and grief in the morning that +the bridge was still there, and the river was falling. It was a little +comfort to know that some of the big boys had almost seen it go, +watching as far into the night as nine o'clock with the men who sat up +near the bridge till daylight: men of leisure and public spirit, but not +perhaps the leading citizens. + + + + +SWIMMING + + +There must have been a tedious time between the going down of the flood +and the first days when the water was warm enough for swimming; but it +left no trace. The boys are standing on the shore while the freshet +rushes by, and then they are in the water, splashing, diving, ducking; +it is like that; so that I do not know just how to get in that period of +fishing which must always have come between. There were not many fish in +that part of the Miami; my boy's experience was full of the ignominy of +catching shiners and suckers, or, at the best, mudcats, as they called +the yellow catfish; but there were boys, of those who cursed and swore, +who caught sunfish, as they called the bream; and there were men who +were reputed to catch at will, as it were, silvercats and river-bass. +They fished with minnows, which they kept in battered tin buckets that +they did not allow you even to touch, or hardly to look at; my boy +scarcely breathed in their presence; when one of them got up to cast his +line in a new place, the boys all ran, and then came slowly back. These +men often carried a flask of liquid that had the property, when taken +inwardly, of keeping the damp out. The boys respected them for their +ability to drink whiskey, and thought it a fit and honorable thing that +they should now and then fall into the river over the brinks where they +had set their poles. But they disappear like persons in a dream, and +their fishing-time vanishes with them, and the swimming-time is in full +possession of the river, and of all the other waters of the Boy's Town. + +[Illustration] + +The swimming-holes in the river were the greatest favorites. My boy +could not remember when he began to go into them, though it certainly +was before he could swim. There was a time when he was afraid of getting +in over his head; but he did not know just when he learned to swim, any +more than he knew when he learned to read; he could not swim, and then +he could swim; he could not read, and then he could read; but I dare say +the reading came somewhat before the swimming. Yet the swimming must +have come very early, and certainly it was kept up with continual +practise; he swam quite as much as he read; perhaps more. The boys had +deep swimming-holes and shallow ones; and over the deep ones there was +always a spring-board, from which they threw somersaults, or dived +straight down into the depths, where there were warm and cold currents +mysteriously interwoven. They believed that these deep holes were +infested by water-snakes, though they never saw any, and they expected +to be bitten by snapping-turtles, though this never happened. Fiery +dragons could not have kept them out; gallynippers, whatever they were, +certainly did not; they were believed to abound at the bottom of the +deep holes; but the boys never stayed long in the deep holes, and they +preferred the shallow places, where the river broke into a long ripple +(they called it riffle) on its gravelly bed, and where they could at +once soak and bask in the musical rush of the sunlit waters. I have +heard people in New England blame all the Western rivers for being +yellow and turbid; but I know that after the spring floods, when the +Miami had settled down to its summer business with the boys, it was as +clear and as blue as if it were spilled out of the summer sky. The boys +liked the riffle because they could stay in so long there, and there +were little land-locked pools and shallows, where the water was even +warmer, and they could stay in longer. At most places under the banks +there was clay of different colors, which they used for war-paint in +their Indian fights; and after they had their Indian fights they could +rush screaming and clattering into the riffle. When the stream had +washed them clean down to their red sunburn or their leathern tan, they +could paint up again and have more Indian fights. + +I wonder what sign the boys who read this have for challenging or +inviting one another to go in swimming. The boys in the Boy's Town used +to make the motion of swimming with both arms; or they held up the +forefinger and middle-finger in the form of a swallow-tail; they did +this when it was necessary to be secret about it, as in school, and when +they did not want the whole crowd of boys to come along; and often when +they just pretended they did not want some one to know. They really had +to be secret at times, for some of the boys were not allowed to go in at +all; others were forbidden to go in more than once or twice a day; and +as they all _had_ to go in at least three or four times a day, some sort +of sign had to be used that was understood among themselves alone. Since +this is a true history, I had better own that they nearly all, at one +time or other, must have told lies about it, either before or after the +fact, some habitually, some only in great extremity. Here and there a +boy, like my boy's elder brother, would not tell lies at all, even about +going in swimming; but by far the greater number bowed to their hard +fate, and told them. They promised that they would not go in, and then +they said that they had not been in; but Sin, for which they had made +this sacrifice, was apt to betray them. Either they got their shirts on +wrong side out in dressing, or else, while they were in, some enemy came +upon them and tied their shirts. There are few cruelties which public +opinion in the boy's world condemns, but I am glad to remember, to their +honor, that there were not many in that Boy's Town who would tie shirts; +and I fervently hope that there is no boy now living who would do it. As +the crime is probably extinct, I will say that in those wicked days, if +you were such a miscreant, and there was some boy you hated, you stole +up and tied the hardest kind of a knot in one arm or both arms of his +shirt. Then, if the Evil One put it into your heart, you soaked the knot +in water, and pounded it with a stone. + +I am glad to know that in the days when he was thoughtless and senseless +enough, my boy never was guilty of any degree of this meanness. It was +his brother, I suppose, who taught him to abhor it; and perhaps it was +his own suffering from it in part; for he, too, sometimes shed bitter +tears over such a knot, as I have seen hapless little wretches do, +tearing at it with their nails and gnawing at it with their teeth, +knowing that the time was passing when they could hope to hide the fact +that they had been in swimming, and foreseeing no remedy but to cut off +the sleeve above the knot, or else put on their clothes without the +shirt, and trust to untying the knot when it got dry. + +There must have been a lurking anxiety in all the boys' hearts when they +went in without leave, or, as my boy was apt to do, when explicitly +forbidden. He was not apt at lying, I dare say, and so he took the +course of open disobedience. He could not see the danger that filled the +home hearts with fear for him, and he must have often broken the law and +been forgiven, before Justice one day appeared for him on the river-bank +and called him away from his stolen joys. It was an awful moment, and +it covered him with shame before his mates, who heartlessly rejoiced, as +children do, in the doom which they are escaping. That sin, at least, he +fully expiated; and I will whisper to the young people here at the end +of the chapter that somehow, soon or late, our sins do overtake us, and +insist upon being paid for. That is not the best reason for not sinning, +but it is well to know it, and to believe it in our acts as well as our +thoughts. You will find people to tell you that things only happen so +and so. It may be; only, I know that no good thing ever happened to +happen to me when I had done wrong. + + + + +SKATING + + +I am afraid that the young people will think I am telling them too much +about swimming. But in the Boy's Town the boys really led a kind of +amphibious life, and as long as the long summer lasted they were almost +as much in the water as on the land. The Basin, however, unlike the +river, had a winter as well as a summer climate, and one of the very +first things that my boy could remember was being on the ice there. He +learned to skate, but he did not know when, any more than he knew just +the moment of learning to read or to swim. He became passionately fond +of skating, and kept at it all day long when there was ice for it, +which was not often in those soft winters. They made a very little ice +go a long way in the Boy's Town; and began to use it for skating as soon +as there was a glazing of it on the Basin. None of them ever got drowned +there; though a boy would often start from one bank and go flying to the +other, trusting his speed to save him, while the thin sheet sank and +swayed, but never actually broke under him. Usually the ice was not +thick enough to have a fire built on it; and it must have been on ice +which was just strong enough to bear that my boy skated all one bitter +afternoon at Old River, without a fire to warm by. At first his feet +were very cold, and then they gradually felt less cold, and at last he +did not feel them at all. He thought this very nice, and he told one of +the big boys. "Why, your feet are frozen!" said the big boy, and he +dragged off my boy's skates, and the little one ran all the long mile +home, crazed with terror, and not knowing what moment his feet might +drop off there in the road. His mother plunged them in a bowl of +ice-cold water, and then rubbed them with flannel, and so thawed them +out; but that could not save him from the pain of their coming to: it +was intense, and there must have been a time afterward when he did not +use his feet. + +His skates themselves were of a sort that I am afraid boys would smile +at nowadays. When you went to get a pair of skates forty or fifty years +ago, you did not make your choice between a Barney & Berry and an Acme, +which fastened on with the turn of a screw or the twist of a clamp. You +found an assortment of big and little sizes of solid wood bodies with +guttered blades turning up in front with a sharp point, or perhaps +curling over above the toe. In this case they sometimes ended in an +acorn; if this acorn was of brass, it transfigured the boy who wore that +skate; he might have been otherwise all rags and patches, but the brass +acorn made him splendid from head to foot. When you had bought your +skates, you took them to a carpenter, and stood awe-strickenly about +while he pierced the wood with strap-holes; or else you managed to bore +them through with a hot iron yourself. Then you took them to a saddler, +and got him to make straps for them; that is, if you were rich, and your +father let you have a quarter to pay for the job. If not, you put +strings through, and tied your skates on. They were always coming off, +or getting crosswise of your foot, or feeble-mindedly slumping down on +one side of the wood; but it did not matter, if you had a fire on the +ice, fed with old barrels and boards and cooper's shavings, and could +sit round it with your skates on, and talk and tell stones, between +your flights and races afar; and come whizzing back to it from the +frozen distance, and glide, with one foot lifted, almost among the +embers. + + + + +MANNERS AND CUSTOMS + + +I sometimes wonder how much these have changed since my boy's time. Of +course they differ somewhat from generation to generation, and from East +to West and North to South, but not so much, I believe, as grown people +are apt to think. Everywhere and always the world of boys is outside of +the laws that govern grown-up communities, and it has its unwritten +usages, which are handed down from old to young, and perpetuated on the +same level of years, and are lived into and lived out of, but are +binding, through all personal vicissitudes, upon the great body of boys +between six and twelve years old. No boy can violate them without losing +his standing among the other boys, and he cannot enter into their world +without coming under them. He must do this, and must not do that; he +obeys, but he does not know why, any more than the far-off savages from +whom his customs seem mostly to have come. His world is all in and +through the world of men and women, but no man or woman can get into it +any more than if it were a world of invisible beings. It has its own +ideals and superstitions, and these are often of a ferocity, a +depravity, scarcely credible in after-life. It is a great pity that +fathers and mothers cannot penetrate that world; but they cannot, and it +is only by accident that they can catch some glimpse of what goes on in +it. No doubt it will be civilized in time, but it will be very slowly; +and in the mean while it is only in some of its milder manners and +customs that the boy's world can be studied. + +The first great law was that, whatever happened to you through another +boy, whatever hurt or harm he did you, you were to right yourself upon +his person if you could; but if he was too big, and you could not hope +to revenge yourself, then you were to bear the wrong, not only for that +time, but for as many times as he chose to inflict it. To tell the +teacher or your mother, or to betray your tormentor to any one outside +of the boys' world, was to prove yourself a cry-baby, without honor or +self-respect, and unfit to go with the other fellows. They would have +the right to mock you, to point at you, and call "E-e-e, e-e-e, e-e-e!" +at you, till you fought them. After that, whether you whipped them or +not, there began to be some feeling in your favor again, and they had to +stop. + +Every boy who came to town from somewhere else, or who moved into a new +neighborhood, had to fight the old residents. There was no reason for +this, except that he was a stranger, and there appeared to be no other +means of making his acquaintance. If he was generally whipped he became +subject to the local tribe, as the Delawares were to the Iroquois in the +last century; if he whipped the other boys, then they adopted him into +their tribe, and he became a leader among them. When you moved away from +a neighborhood you did not lose all your rights in it; you did not have +to fight when you went back to see the boys, or anything; but if one of +them met you in your new precincts you might have to try conclusions +with him; and perhaps, if he was a boy who had been in the habit of +whipping you, you were quite ready to do so. When my boy's family left +the Smith house, one of the boys from that neighborhood came up to see +him at the Falconer house, and tried to carry things with a high hand, +as he always had done. Then my boy fought him, quite as if he were not a +Delaware and the other boy not an Iroquois, with sovereign rights over +him. My boy was beaten, but the difference was that, if he had not been +on new ground, he would have been beaten without daring to fight. His +mother witnessed the combat, and came out and shamed him for his +behavior, and had in the other boy, and made them friends over some +sugar-cakes. But after that the boys of the Smith neighborhood +understood that my boy would not be whipped without fighting. The home +instruction was all against fighting; my boy was taught that it was not +only wicked but foolish; that if it was wrong to strike, it was just as +wrong to strike back; that two wrongs never made a right, and so on. But +all this was not of the least effect with a hot temper amid the trials +and perplexities of life in the Boy's Town. + +Their fights were mostly informal scuffles, on and off in a flash, and +conducted with none of the ceremony which I have read of concerning the +fights of English boys. It was believed that some of the fellows knew +how to box, and all the fellows intended to learn, but nobody ever did. +The fights sprang usually out of some trouble of the moment; but at +times they were arranged to settle some question of moral or physical +superiority. Then one boy put a chip on his shoulder and dared the other +to knock it off. It took a great while to bring the champions to blows, +and I have known the mere preparatory insults of a fight of this kind to +wear out the spirit of the combatants and the patience of the +spectators, so that not a blow was struck, finally, and the whole affair +fell through. + + + + +GIRLS + + +Though they were so quarrelsome among themselves, the boys that my boy +went with never molested girls. They mostly ignored them; but they would +have scorned to hurt a girl almost as much as they would have scorned to +play with one. Of course, while they were very little, they played with +girls; and after they began to be big boys, eleven or twelve years old, +they began to pay girls some attention; but for the rest they simply +left them out of the question, except at parties, when the games obliged +them to take some notice of the girls. Even then, however, it was not +good form for a boy to be greatly interested in them; and he had to +conceal any little fancy he had about this girl or that unless he wanted +to be considered soft by the other fellows. When they were having fun +they did not want to have any girls around; but in the back-yard a boy +might play teeter or seesaw, or some such thing, with his sisters and +their friends, without necessarily losing caste, though such things were +not encouraged. On the other hand, a boy was bound to defend them +against anything that he thought slighting or insulting; and you did not +have to verify the fact that anything had been said or done; you merely +had to hear that it had. + + + + +MOTHERS + + +The boys had very little to do with the inside of one another's houses. +They would follow a boy to his door, and wait for him to come out; and +they would sometimes get him to go in and ask his mother for crullers or +sugar-cakes; when they came to see him they never went indoors for him, +but stood on the sidewalk and called him with a peculiar cry, something +like "E-oo-we, e-oo-we!" and threw stones at trees, or anything, till he +came out. If he did not come after a reasonable time, they knew he was +not there, or that his mother would not let him come. A fellow was kept +in that way, now and then. If a fellow's mother came to the door the +boys always ran. + +The mother represented the family sovereignty; the father was seldom +seen, and he counted for little or nothing among the outside boys. It +was the mother who could say whether a boy might go fishing or in +swimming, and she was held a good mother or not according as she +habitually said yes or no. There was no other standard of goodness for +mothers in the boy's world, and could be none; and a bad mother might be +outwitted by any device that the other boys could suggest to her boy. +Such a boy was always willing to listen to any suggestion, and no boy +took it hard if the other fellows made fun when their plan got him into +trouble at home. If a boy came out after some such experience with his +face wet, and his eyes red, and his lips swollen, of course you had to +laugh; he expected it, and you expected him to stone you for laughing. + +When a boy's mother had company, he went and hid till the guests were +gone, or only came out of concealment to get some sort of shy lunch. If +the other fellows' mothers were there, he might be a little bolder, and +bring out cake from the second table. But he had to be pretty careful +how he conformed to any of the usages of grown-up society. A fellow who +brushed his hair, and put on shoes, and came into the parlor when there +was company, was not well seen among the fellows; he was regarded in +some degree as a girl-boy; a boy who wished to stand well with other +boys kept in the woodshed, and only went in as far as the kitchen to get +things for his guests in the back-yard. Yet there were mothers who would +make a boy put on a collar when they had company, and disgrace him +before the world by making him stay round and help; they acted as if +they had no sense and no pity; but such mothers were rare. + +Most mothers yielded to public opinion and let their boys leave the +house, and wear just what they always wore. I have told how little they +wore in summer. Of course in winter they had to put on more things. In +those days knickerbockers were unknown, and if a boy had appeared in +short pants and long stockings he would have been thought dressed like a +circus-actor. Boys wore long pantaloons, like men, as soon as they put +off skirts, and they wore jackets or roundabouts such as the English +boys still wear at Eton. When the cold weather came they had to put on +shoes and stockings, or rather long-legged boots, such as are seen now +only among lumbermen and teamsters in the country. Most of the fellows +had stoga boots, as heavy as iron and as hard; they were splendid to +skate in, they kept your ankles so stiff. Sometimes they greased them to +keep the water out; but they never blacked them except on Sunday, and +before Saturday they were as red as a rusty stovepipe. At night they +were always so wet that you could not get them off without a boot-jack, +and you could hardly do it anyway; sometimes you got your brother to +help you off with them, and then he pulled you all round the room. In +the morning they were dry, but just as hard as stone, and you had to +soap the heel of your woollen sock (which your grandmother had knitted +for you, or maybe some of your aunts) before you could get your foot in, +and sometimes the ears of the boot that you pulled it on by would give +way, and you would have to stamp your foot in and kick the toe against +the mop-board. Then you gasped and limped round, with your feet like +fire, till you could get out and limber your boots up in some water +somewhere. About noon your chilblains began. + +I have tried to give some notion of the general distribution of comfort, +which was never riches, in the Boy's Town; but I am afraid that I could +not paint the simplicity of things there truly without being +misunderstood in these days of great splendor and great squalor. +Everybody had enough, but nobody had too much; the richest man in town +might be worth twenty thousand dollars. There were distinctions among +the grown people, and no doubt there were the social cruelties which are +the modern expression of the savage spirit otherwise repressed by +civilization; but these were unknown among the boys. Savages they were, +but not that kind of savages. They valued a boy for his character and +prowess, and it did not matter in the least that he was ragged and +dirty. Their mothers might not allow him the run of their kitchens quite +so freely as some other boys, but the boys went with him just the same, +and they never noticed how little he was washed and dressed. The best of +them had not an overcoat; and underclothing was unknown among them. +When a boy had buttoned up his roundabout, and put on his mittens, and +tied his comforter round his neck and over his ears, he was warmly +dressed. + + + + +A BROTHER + + +My boy was often kept from being a fool, and worse, by that elder +brother of his; and I advise every boy to have an elder brother. Have a +brother about four years older than yourself, I should say; and if your +temper is hot, and your disposition revengeful, and you are a vain and +ridiculous dreamer at the same time that you are eager to excel in feats +of strength and games of skill, and to do everything that the other +fellows do, and are ashamed to be better than the worst boy in the +crowd, your brother can be of the greatest use to you, with his larger +experience and wisdom. My boy's brother seemed to have an ideal of +usefulness, while my boy only had an ideal of glory--to wish to help +others, while my boy only wished to help himself. My boy would as soon +have thought of his father's doing a wrong thing as of his brother's +doing it; and his brother was a calm light of common-sense, of justice, +of truth, while he was a fantastic flicker of gaudy purposes which he +wished to make shine before men in their fulfilment. His brother was +always doing for him and for the younger children; while my boy only did +for himself; he had a very gray mustache before he began to have any +conception of the fact that he was sent into the world to serve and to +suffer, as well as to rule and enjoy. But his brother seemed to know +this instinctively; he bore the yoke in his youth, patiently if not +willingly; he shared the anxieties as he parted the cares of his father +and mother. Yet he was a boy among boys, too; he loved to swim, to +skate, to fish, to forage, and passionately, above all, he loved to +hunt; but in everything he held himself in check, that he might hold the +younger boys in check; and my boy often repaid his conscientious +vigilance with hard words and hard names, such as embitter even the most +self-forgiving memories. He kept mechanically within certain laws, and +though in his rage he hurled every other name at his brother, he would +not call him a fool, because then he would be in danger of hell-fire. If +he had known just what Raca meant, he might have called him Raca, for he +was not so much afraid of the council; but, as it was, his brother +escaped that insult, and held through all a rein upon him, and governed +him through his scruples as well as his fears. + +His brother was full of inventions and enterprises beyond most other +boys, and his undertakings came to the same end of nothingness that +awaits all boyish endeavor. He intended to make fireworks and sell them; +he meant to raise silkworms; he prepared to take the contract of +clearing the new cemetery grounds of stumps by blasting them out with +gunpowder. Besides this, he had a plan with another big boy for making +money, by getting slabs from the saw-mill, and sawing them up into +stove-wood, and selling them to the cooks of canal-boats. The only +trouble was that the cooks would not buy the fuel, even when the boys +had a half-cord of it all nicely piled up on the canal-bank; they would +rather come ashore after dark and take it for nothing. He had a good +many other schemes for getting rich that failed; and he wanted to go to +California and dig gold; only his mother would not consent. He really +did save the Canal-Basin once, when the banks began to give way after a +long rain. He saw the break beginning, and ran to tell his father, who +had the fire-bells rung. The fire companies came rushing to the rescue, +but as they could not put the Basin out with their engines, they all got +shovels and kept it in. They did not do this before it had overflowed +the street, and run into the cellars of the nearest houses. The water +stood two feet deep in the kitchen of my boy's house, and the yard was +flooded so that the boys made rafts and navigated it for a whole day. +My boy's brother got drenched to the skin in the rain, and lots of +fellows fell off the rafts. + +He belonged to a military company of big boys that had real wooden guns, +such as the little boys never could get, and silk oil-cloth caps, and +nankeen roundabouts, and white pantaloons with black stripes down the +legs; and once they marched out to a boy's that had a father that had a +farm, and he gave them all a free dinner in an arbor before the house: +bread-and-butter, and apple-butter, and molasses and pound cake, and +peaches and apples; it was splendid. When the excitement about the +Mexican War was the highest, the company wanted a fort; and they got a +farmer to come and scale off the sod with his plough, in a grassy place +there was near a piece of woods, where a good many cows were pastured. +They took the pieces of sod, and built them up into the walls of a fort +about fifteen feet square; they intended to build them higher than their +heads, but they got so eager to have the works stormed that they could +not wait, and they commenced having the battle when they had the walls +only breast high. There were going to be two parties: one to attack the +fort, and the other to defend it, and they were just going to throw +sods; but one boy had a real shot-gun, that he was to load up with +powder and fire off when the battle got to the worst, so as to have it +more like a battle. He thought it would be more like yet if he put in a +few shot, and he did it on his own hook. It was a splendid gun, but it +would not stand cocked long, and he was resting it on the wall of the +fort, ready to fire when the storming-party came on, throwing sods and +yelling and holloing; and all at once his gun went off, and a cow that +was grazing broadside to the fort gave a frightened bellow, and put up +her tail, and started for home. When they found out that the gun, if not +the boy, had shot a cow, the Mexicans and Americans both took to their +heels; and it was a good thing they did so, for as soon as that cow got +home, and the owner found out by the blood on her that she had been +shot, though it was only a very slight wound, he was so mad that he did +not know what to do, and very likely he would have half killed those +boys if he had caught them. He got a plough, and he went out to their +fort, and he ploughed it all down flat, so that not one sod remained +upon another. + +My boy's brother went to all sorts of places that my boy was too shy to +go to; and he associated with much older boys, but there was one boy +who, as I have said, was the dear friend of both of them, and that was +the boy who came to learn the trade in their father's printing-office, +and who began an historical romance at the time my boy began his great +Moorish novel. The first day he came he was put to roll, or ink, the +types, while my boy's brother worked the press, and all day long my boy, +from where he was setting type, could hear him telling the story of a +book he had read. It was about a person named Monte Cristo, who was a +count, and who could do anything. My boy listened with a gnawing +literary jealousy of a boy who had read a book that he had never heard +of. He tried to think whether it sounded as if it were as great a book +as the _Conquest of Granada_, or _Gesta Romanorum_; and for a time he +kept aloof from this boy because of his envy. Afterward they came +together on _Don Quixote_, but though my boy came to have quite a +passionate fondness for him, he was long in getting rid of his grudge +against him for his knowledge of _Monte Cristo_. He was as great a +laugher as my boy and his brother, and he liked the same sports, so that +two by two, or all three together, they had no end of jokes and fun. He +became the editor of a country newspaper, with varying fortunes but +steadfast principles, and when the war broke out he went as a private +soldier. He soon rose to be an officer, and fought bravely in many +battles. Then he came back to a country-newspaper office where, ever +after, he continued to fight the battles of right against wrong, till he +died not long ago at his post of duty--a true, generous, and lofty +soul. He was one of those boys who grow into the men who seem commoner +in America than elsewhere, and who succeed far beyond our millionaires +and statesmen in realizing the ideal of America in their nobly simple +lives. If his story could be faithfully written out, word for word, deed +for deed, it would be far more thrilling than that of Monte Cristo, or +any hero of romance; and so would the common story of any common life. +But we cannot tell these stories, somehow. + + + + +A FRIEND + + +My boy's closest friend was a boy who was probably never willingly at +school in his life, and who had no more relish of literature or learning +in him than the open fields, or the warm air of an early spring day. I +dare say it was a sense of his kinship with Nature that took my boy with +him, and rested his soul from all its wild dreams and vain imaginings. +He was like a piece of the genial earth, with no more hint of toiling or +spinning in him; willing for anything, but passive, and without force or +aim. He lived in a belated log-cabin that stood in the edge of a +cornfield on the river-bank, and he seemed, one day when my boy went to +find him there, to have a mother, who smoked a cob-pipe, and two or +three large sisters who hulked about in the one dim, low room. But the +boys had very little to do with each other's houses, or, for that +matter, with each other's yards. His friend seldom entered my boy's +gate, and never his door; for with all the toleration his father felt +for every manner of human creature, he could not see what good the boy +was to get from this queer companion. It is certain that he got no harm; +for his companion was too vague and void even to think evil. Socially, +he was as low as the ground under foot, but morally he was as good as +any boy in the Boy's Town, and he had no bad impulses. He had no +impulses at all, in fact, and of his own motion he never did anything, +or seemed to think anything. When he wished to get at my boy, he simply +appeared in the neighborhood, and hung about the outside of the fence +till he came out. He did not whistle, or call "E-oo-we!" as the other +fellows did, but waited patiently to be discovered, and to be gone off +with wherever my boy listed. He never had any plans himself, and never +any will but to go in swimming; he neither hunted nor foraged; he did +not even fish; and I suppose that money could not have hired him to run +races. He played marbles, but not very well, and he did not care much +for the game. The two boys soaked themselves in the river together, and +then they lay on the sandy shore, or under some tree, and talked; but +my boy could not have talked to him about any of the things that were in +his books, or the fume of dreams they sent up in his mind. He must +rather have soothed against his soft, caressing ignorance the ache of +his fantastic spirit, and reposed his intensity of purpose in that lax +and easy aimlessness. Their friendship was not only more innocent than +any other friendship my boy had, but it was wholly innocent; they loved +each other, and that was all; and why people love one another there is +never any satisfactory telling. But this friend of his must have had +great natural good in him; and if I could find a man of the make of that +boy I am sure I should love him. + +My boy's other friends wondered at his fondness for him, and it was +often made a question with him at home, if not a reproach to him; so +that in the course of time it ceased to be that comfort it had been to +him. He could not give him up, but he could not help seeing that he was +ignorant and idle, and in a fatal hour he resolved to reform him. I am +not able to say now just how he worked his friend up to the point of +coming to school, and of washing his hands and feet and face, and +putting on a new check shirt to come in. But one day he came, and my +boy, as he had planned, took him into his seat, and owned his friendship +with him before the whole school. This was not easy, for though +everybody knew how much the two were together, it was a different thing +to sit with him as if he thought him just as good as any boy, and to +help him get his lessons, and stay him mentally as well as socially. He +struggled through one day, and maybe another; but it was a failure from +the first moment, and my boy breathed freer when his friend came one +half-day, and then never came again. The attempted reform had spoiled +their simple and harmless intimacy. They never met again upon the old +ground of perfect trust and affection. Perhaps the kindly earth-spirit +had instinctively felt a wound from the shame my boy had tried to brave +out, and shrank from their former friendship without quite knowing why. +Perhaps it was my boy who learned to realize that there could be little +in common but their common humanity between them, and could not go back +to that. At any rate, their friendship declined from this point; and it +seems to me, somehow, a pity. + +Among the boys who were between my boy and his brother in age was one +whom all the boys liked, because he was clever with everybody, with +little boys as well as big boys. He was a laughing, pleasant fellow, +always ready for fun, but he never did mean things, and he had an open +face that made a friend of every one who saw him. He had a father that +had a house with a lightning-rod, so that if you were in it when there +was a thunder-storm you could not get struck by lightning, as my boy +once proved by being in it when there was a thunder-storm and not +getting struck. This in itself was a great merit, and there were +grape-arbors and peach-trees in his yard which added to his popularity, +with cling-stone peaches almost as big as oranges on them. He was a +fellow who could take you home to meals whenever he wanted to, and he +liked to have boys stay all night with him; his mother was as clever as +he was, and even the sight of his father did not make the fellows want +to go and hide. His father was so clever that he went home with my boy +one night about midnight when the boy had come to pass the night with +his boys, and the youngest of them had said he always had the nightmare +and walked in his sleep, and as likely as not he might kill you before +he knew it. My boy tried to sleep, but the more he reflected upon his +chances of getting through the night alive the smaller they seemed; and +so he woke up his potential murderer from the sweetest and soundest +slumber, and said he was going home, but he was afraid; and the boy had +to go and wake his father. Very few fathers would have dressed up and +gone home with a boy at midnight, and perhaps this one did so only +because the mother made him; but it shows how clever the whole family +was. + +It was their oldest boy whom my boy and his brother chiefly went with +before that boy who knew about _Monte Cristo_ came to learn the trade in +their father's office. One Saturday in July they three spent the whole +day together. It was just the time when the apples are as big as walnuts +on the trees, and a boy wants to try whether any of them are going to be +sweet or not. The boys tried a great many of them, in an old orchard +thrown open for building-lots behind my boy's yard; but they could not +find any that were not sour; or that they could eat till they thought of +putting salt on them; if you put salt on it, you could eat any kind of +green apple, whether it was going to be a sweet kind or not. They went +up to the Basin bank and got lots of salt out of the holes in the +barrels lying there, and then they ate all the apples they could hold, +and after that they cut limber sticks off the trees, and sharpened the +points, and stuck apples on them and threw them. You could send an apple +almost out of sight that way, and you could scare a dog almost as far as +you could see him. + +On Monday my boy and his brother went to school, but the other boy was +not there, and in the afternoon they heard he was sick. Then, toward the +end of the week they heard that he had the flux; and on Friday, just +before school let out, the teacher--it was the one that whipped so, and +that the fellows all liked--rapped on his desk, and began to speak very +solemnly to the scholars. He told them that their little mate, whom they +had played with and studied with, was lying very sick, so very sick that +it was expected he would die; and then he read them a serious lesson +about life and death, and tried to make them feel how passing and +uncertain all things were, and resolve to live so that they need never +be afraid to die. + +Some of the fellows cried, and the next day some of them went to see the +dying boy, and my boy went with them. His spirit was stricken to the +earth, when he saw his gay, kind playmate lying there, white as the +pillow under his wasted face, in which his sunken blue eyes showed large +and strange. The sick boy did not say anything that the other boys could +hear, but they could see the wan smile that came to his dry lips, and +the light come sadly into his eyes, when his mother asked him if he knew +this one or that; and they could not bear it, and went out of the room. + +In a few days they heard that he was dead, and one afternoon school did +not keep, so that the boys might go to the funeral. Most of them walked +in the procession; but some of them were waiting beside the open grave, +that was dug near the grave of that man who believed there was a hole +through the earth from pole to pole, and had a perforated stone globe on +top of his monument. + + + + +III + +GAMES AND PASTIMES + + + + +MARBLES + + +In the Boy's Town they had regular games and plays, which came and went +in a stated order. The first thing in the spring, as soon as the frost +began to come out of the ground, they had marbles which they played till +the weather began to be pleasant for the game, and then they left it +off. There were some mean-spirited fellows who played for fun, but any +boy who was anything played for keeps: that is, keeping all the marbles +he won. As my boy was skilful at marbles, he was able to start out in +the morning with his toy, or the marble he shot with, and a commy, or a +brown marble of the lowest value, and come home at night with a +pocketful of white-alleys and blood-alleys, striped plasters and +bull's-eyes, and crystals, clear and clouded. His gambling was not +approved of at home, but it was allowed him because of the hardness of +his heart, I suppose, and because it was not thought well to keep him up +too strictly; and I suspect it would have been useless to forbid his +playing for keeps, though he came to have a bad conscience about it +before he gave it up. There were three kinds of games at marbles which +the boys played: one with a long ring marked out on the ground, and a +base some distance off, which you began to shoot from; another with a +round ring, whose line formed the base; and another with holes, three or +five, hollowed in the earth at equal distances from each other, which +was called knucks. You could play for keeps in all these games; and in +knucks, if you won, you had a shot or shots at the knuckles of the +fellow who lost, and who was obliged to hold them down for you to shoot +at. Fellows who were mean would twitch their knuckles away when they saw +your toy coming, and run; but most of them took their punishment with +the savage pluck of so many little Sioux. As the game began in the raw +cold of the earliest spring, every boy had chapped hands, and nearly +every one had the skin worn off the knuckle of his middle finger from +resting it on the ground when he shot. You could use a knuckle-dabster +of fur or cloth to rest your hand on, but is was considered effeminate, +and in the excitement you were apt to forget it, anyway. Marbles were +always very exciting, and were played with a clamor as incessant as that +of a blackbird roost. A great many points were always coming up: whether +a boy took-up, or edged, beyond the very place where his toy lay when he +shot; whether he knuckled down, or kept his hand on the ground, in +shooting; whether, when another boy's toy drove one marble against +another and knocked both out of the ring, he holloed "Fen doubs!" before +the other fellow holloed "Doubs!" whether a marble was in or out of the +ring, and whether the umpire's decision was just or not. The gambling +and the quarrelling went on till the second-bell rang for school, and +began again as soon as the boys could get back to their rings when +school let out. The rings were usually marked on the ground with a +stick, but when there was a great hurry, or there was no stick handy, +the side of a fellow's boot would do, and the hollows for knucks were +always bored by twirling round on your boot-heel. This helped a boy to +wear out his boots very rapidly, but that was what his boots were made +for, just as the sidewalks were made for the boys' marble-rings, and a +citizen's character for cleverness or meanness was fixed by his walking +round or over the rings. Cleverness was used in the Virginia sense for +amiability; a person who was clever in the English sense was smart. + + +RACES + +When the warm weather came on in April, and the boys got off their shoes +for good, there came races, in which they seemed to fly on wings. Life +has a good many innocent joys for the human animal, but surely none so +ecstatic as the boy feels when his bare foot first touches the breast of +our mother earth in the spring. Something thrills through him then from +the heart of her inmost being that makes him feel kin with her, and +cousin to all her dumb children of the grass and trees. His blood leaps +as wildly as at that kiss of the waters when he plunges into their arms +in June; there is something even finer and sweeter in the rapture of the +earlier bliss. The day will not be long enough for his flights, his +races; he aches more with regret than with fatigue when he must leave +the happy paths under the stars outside, and creep into his bed. It is +all like some glimpse, some foretaste of the heavenly time when the +earth and her sons shall be reconciled in a deathless love, and they +shall not be thankless, nor she a stepmother any more. + +[Illustration] + +About the only drawback to going barefoot was stumping your toe, which +you were pretty sure to do when you first took off your shoes and before +you had got used to your new running weight. When you struck your toe +against a rock, or anything, you caught it up in your hand, and hopped +about a hundred yards before you could bear to put it to the ground. +Then you sat down, and held it as tight as you could, and cried over it, +till the fellows helped you to the pump to wash the blood off. Then, as +soon as you could, you limped home for a rag, and kept pretty quiet +about it so as to get out again without letting on to your mother. + + + + +A MEAN TRICK + + +There were shade-trees all along the street, that you could climb if you +wanted to, or that you could lie down under when you had run yourself +out of breath, or play mumble-the-peg. My boy distinctly remembered that +under one of these trees his elder brother first broached to him that +awful scheme of reform about fibbing, and applied to their own lives the +moral of _The Trippings of Tom Pepper_; he remembered how a conviction +of the righteousness of the scheme sank into his soul, and he could not +withhold his consent. Under the same tree, and very likely at the same +time, a solemn conclave of boys, all the boys there were, discussed the +feasibility of tying a tin can to a dog's tail, and seeing how he would +act. They had all heard of the thing, but none of them had seen it; and +it was not so much a question of whether you ought to do a thing that on +the very face of it would be so much fun, and if it did not amuse the +dog as highly as anybody, could certainly do him no harm, as it was a +question of whose dog you should get to take the dog's part in the +sport. It was held that an old dog would probably not keep still long +enough for you to tie the can on; he would have his suspicions; or else +he would not run when the can was tied on, but very likely just go and +lie down somewhere. The lot finally fell to a young yellow dog belonging +to one of the boys, and the owner at once ran home to get him, and +easily lured him back to the other boys with flatteries and caresses. +The flatteries and caresses were not needed, for a dog is always glad to +go with boys, upon any pretext, and so far from thinking that he does +them a favor, he feels himself greatly honored. But I dare say the boy +had a guilty fear that if his dog had known why he was invited to be of +that party of boys, he might have pleaded a previous engagement. As it +was, he came joyfully, and allowed the can to be tied to his tail +without misgiving. If there had been any question with the boys as to +whether he would enter fully into the spirit of the affair, it must have +been instantly dissipated by the dogs behavior when he felt the loop +tighten on his tail, and looked round to see what the matter was. The +boys hardly had a chance to cheer him before he flashed out of sight +round the corner, and they hardly had time to think before he flashed +into sight again from the other direction. He whizzed along the ground, +and the can hurtled in the air, but there was no other sound, and the +cheers died away on the boys' lips. The boy who owned the dog began to +cry, and the other fellows began to blame him for not stopping the dog. +But he might as well have tried to stop a streak of lightning; the only +thing you could do was to keep out of the dog's way. As an experiment it +was successful beyond the wildest dreams of its projectors, though it +would have been a sort of relief if the dog had taken some other road, +for variety, or had even reversed his course. But he kept on as he +began, and by a common impulse the boys made up their minds to abandon +the whole affair to him. They all ran home and hid, or else walked about +and tried to ignore it. But at this point the grown-up people began to +be interested; the mothers came to their doors to see what was the +matter. Yet even the mothers were powerless in a case like that, and the +enthusiast had to be left to his fate. He was found under a barn at +last, breathless, almost lifeless, and he tried to bite the man who +untied the can from his tail. Eventually he got well again, and lived +to be a solemn warning to the boys; he was touchingly distrustful of +their advances for a time, but he finally forgot and forgave everything. +They did not forget, and they never tried tying a tin can to a dog's +tail again, among all the things they tried and kept trying. Once was +enough; and they never even liked to talk of it, the sight was so awful. +They were really fond of the dog, and if they could have thought he +would take the matter so seriously, they would not have tried to have +that kind of fun with him. It cured them of ever wanting to have that +kind of fun with any dog. + + + + +TOPS + + +As the weather softened, tops came in some weeks after marbles went out, +and just after foot-races were over, and a little before swimming began. +At first the boys bought their tops at the stores, but after a while the +boy whose father had the turning-shop on the Hydraulic learned to turn +their tops, and did it for nothing, which was cheaper than buying tops, +especially as he furnished the wood, too, and you only had to get the +metal peg yourself. I believe he was the same boy who wanted to be a +pirate and ended by inventing a steam-governor. He was very ingenious, +and he knew how to turn a top out of beech or maple that would outspin +anything you could get in a store. The boys usually chose a firm, smooth +piece of sidewalk, under one of the big trees in the Smith neighborhood, +and spun their tops there. A fellow launched his top into the ring, and +the rest waited till it began to go to sleep--that is, to settle in one +place, and straighten up and spin silently, as if standing still. Then +any fellow had a right to peg at it with his top, and if he hit it, he +won it; and if he split it, as sometimes happened, the fellow that owned +it had to give him a top. The boys came with their pockets bulged out +with tops, but before long they had to go for more tops to that boy who +could turn them. From this it was but another step to go to the shop +with him and look on while he turned the tops; and then in process of +time the boys discovered that the smooth floor of the shop was a better +place to fight tops than the best piece of sidewalk. They would have +given whole Saturdays to the sport there, but when they got to holloing +too loudly the boy's father would come up, and then they would all run. +It was considered mean in him, but the boy himself was awfully clever, +and the first thing the fellows knew they were back there again. Some +few of the boys had humming-tops, but though these pleased by their +noise, they were not much esteemed, and could make no head against the +good old turnip-shaped tops, solid and weighty, that you could wind up +with a stout cotton cord, and launch with perfect aim from the flat +button held between your forefinger and middle finger. Some of the boys +had a very pretty art in the twirl they gave the top, and could control +its course, somewhat as a skilful pitcher can govern that of a baseball. + + + + +KITES + + +I do not know why a certain play went out, but suddenly the fellows who +had been playing ball, or marbles, or tops, would find themselves +playing something else. Kites came in just about the time of the +greatest heat in summer, and lasted a good while; but could not have +lasted as long as the heat, which began about the first of June, and +kept on well through September; no play could last so long as that, and +I suppose kite-flying must have died into swimming after the Fourth of +July. The kites were of various shapes: bow kites, two-stick kites, and +house kites. A bow kite could be made with half a barrel hoop carried +over the top of a cross, but it was troublesome to make, and it did not +fly very well, and somehow it was thought to look babyish; but it was +held in greater respect than the two-stick kite, which only the +smallest boys played with, and which was made by fastening two sticks in +the form of a cross. Any fellow more than six years old who appeared on +the Commons with a two-stick kite would have been met with jeers, as a +kind of girl. + +The favorite kite, the kite that balanced best, took the wind best, and +flew best, and that would stand all day when you got it up, was the +house kite, which was made of three sticks, and shaped nearly in the +form of the gable of a gambrel-roofed house, only smaller at the base +than at the point where the roof would begin. The outline of all these +kites was given, and the sticks stayed in place by a string carried taut +from stick to stick, which was notched at the ends to hold it; sometimes +the sticks were held with a tack at the point of crossing, and sometimes +they were mortised into one another; but this was apt to weaken them. +The frame was laid down on a sheet of paper, and the paper was cut an +inch or two larger, and then pasted and folded over the string. Most of +the boys used a paste made of flour and cold water; but my boy and his +brother could usually get paste from the printing-office; and when they +could not they would make it by mixing flour and water cream-thick, and +slowly boiling it. That was a paste that would hold till the cows came +home, the boys said, and my boy was courted for his skill in making it. +But after the kite was pasted, and dried in the sun, or behind the +kitchen stove, if you were in very much of a hurry (and you nearly +always were), it had to be hung, with belly-bands and tail-bands; that +is, with strings carried from stick to stick over the face and at the +bottom, to attach the cord for flying it and to fasten on the tail by. +This took a good deal of art, and unless it were well done the kite +would not balance, but would be always pitching and darting. Then the +tail had to be of just the right weight; if it was too heavy the kite +kept sinking, even after you got it up where otherwise it would stand; +if too light, the kite would dart, and dash itself to pieces on the +ground. A very pretty tail was made by tying twists of paper across a +string a foot apart, till there were enough to balance the kite; but +this sort of tail was apt to get tangled, and the best tail was made of +a long streamer of cotton rags, with a gay tuft of dog-fennel at the +end. Dog-fennel was added or taken away till just the right weight was +got; and when this was done, after several experimental tests, the kite +was laid flat on its face in the middle of the road, or on a long +stretch of smooth grass; the bands were arranged, and the tail stretched +carefully out behind, where it would not catch on bushes. You unwound a +great length of twine, running backward, and letting the twine slip +swiftly through your hands till you had run enough out; then you seized +the ball, and with one look over your shoulder to see that all was +right, started swiftly forward. The kite reared itself from the ground, +and swaying gracefully from side to side, rose slowly into the air, with +its long tail climbing after it till the fennel tuft swung free. If +there was not much surface wind you might have to run a little way, but +as soon as the kite caught the upper currents it straightened itself, +pulled the twine taut, and steadily mounted, while you gave it more and +more twine; if the breeze was strong, the cord burned as it ran through +your hands; till at last the kite stood still in the sky, at such a +height that the cord holding it sometimes melted out of sight in the +distance. + +If it was a hot July day the sky would be full of kites, and the Commons +would be dotted over with boys holding them, or setting them up, or +winding them in, and all talking and screaming at the tops of their +voices under the roasting sun. One might think that kite-flying, at +least, could be carried on quietly and peaceably; but it was not. +Besides the wild debate of the rival excellences of the different kites, +there were always quarrels from getting the strings crossed; for, as the +boys got their kites up, they drew together for company and for an +easier comparison of their merits. It was only a mean boy who would try +to cross another fellow's string; but sometimes accidents would happen; +two kites would become entangled and both would have to be hauled in, +while their owners cried and scolded, and the other fellows cheered and +laughed. Now and then the tail of a kite would part midway, and then the +kite would begin to dart violently from side to side, and then to whirl +round and round in swifter and narrower circles till it dashed itself to +the ground. Sometimes the kite-string would break, and the kite would +waver and fall like a bird shot in the wing; and the owner of the kite, +and all the fellows who had no kites, would run to get it where it came +down, perhaps a mile or more away. It usually came down in a tree, and +they had to climb for it; but sometimes it lodged so high that no one +could reach it; and then it was slowly beaten and washed away in the +winds and rains, and its long tail left streaming all winter from the +naked bough where it had caught. It was so good for kites on the +Commons, because there were no trees there, and not even fences, but a +vast open stretch of level grass, which the cows and geese kept cropped +to the earth; and for the most part the boys had no trouble with their +kites there. Some of them had paper fringe pasted round the edges of +their kites; this made a fine rattling as the kite rose, and when the +kite stood, at the end of its string, you could hear the humming if you +put your ear to the twine. But the most fun was sending up messengers. +The messengers were cut out of thick paper, with a slit at one side, so +as to slip over the string, which would be pulled level long enough to +give the messenger a good start, and then released, when the wind would +catch the little circle, and drive it up the long curving incline till +it reached the kite. + +It was thought a great thing in a kite to pull, and it was a favor to +another boy to let him take hold of your string and feel how your kite +pulled. If you wanted to play mumble-the-peg, or anything, while your +kite was up, you tied it to a stake in the ground, or gave it to some +other fellow to hold; there were always lots of fellows eager to hold +it. But you had to be careful how you let a little fellow hold it; for, +if it was a very powerful kite, it would take him up. It was not certain +just how strong a kite had to be to take a small boy up, and nobody had +ever seen a kite do it, but everybody expected to see it. + + + + +THE BUTLER GUARDS + + +The Butler Guards were the finest military company in the world. I do +not believe there was a fellow in the Boy's Town who even tried to +imagine a more splendid body of troops: when they talked of them, as +they did a great deal, it was simply to revel in the recognition of +their perfection. I forget just what their uniform was, but there were +white pantaloons in it, and a tuft of white-and-red cockerel plumes that +almost covered the front of the hat, and swayed when the soldier walked, +and blew in the wind. I think the coat was gray, and the skirts were +buttoned back with buff, but I will not be sure of this; and somehow I +cannot say how the officers differed from the privates in dress; it was +impossible for them to be more magnificent. They walked backward in +front of the platoons, with their swords drawn, and held in their +white-gloved hands at hilt and point, and kept holloing, +"Shoulder-r-r--arms! Carry--arms! Present--arms!" and then faced round, +and walked a few steps forward, till they could think of something else +to make the soldiers do. + +[Illustration: THE BUTLER GUARDS] + +Every boy intended to belong to the Butler Guards when he grew up; and +he would have given anything to be the drummer or the marker. These were +both boys, and they were just as much dressed up as the Guards +themselves, only they had caps instead of hats with plumes. It was +strange that the other fellows somehow did not know who these boys were; +but they never knew, or at least my boy never knew. They thought more of +the marker than of the drummer; for the marker carried a little flag, +and when the officers holloed out, "By the left flank--left! Wheel!" he +set his flag against his shoulder, and stood marking time with his feet +till the soldiers all got by him, and then he ran up to the front rank, +with the flag fluttering behind him. The fellows used to wonder how he +got to be marker, and to plan how they could get to be markers in other +companies, if not in the Butler Guards. There were other companies that +used to come to town on the Fourth of July and Muster Day, from smaller +places round about; and some of them had richer uniforms: one company +had blue coats with gold epaulets, and gold braid going down in loops on +the sides of their legs; all the soldiers, of course, had braid straight +down the outer seams of their pantaloons. One Muster Day a captain of +one of the country companies came home with my boy's father to dinner; +he was in full uniform, and he put his plumed helmet down on the entry +table just like any other hat. + +There was a company of Germans, or Dutchmen, as the boys always called +them; and the boys believed that they each had hay in his right shoe, +and straw in his left, because a Dutchman was too dumb, as the boys said +for stupid, to know his feet apart any other way; and that the Dutch +officers had to call out to the men when they were marching, "Up mit de +hay-foot, down mit de straw-foot--_links, links, links!_" (left, left, +left!). But the boys honored even these imperfect intelligences so much +in their quality of soldiers that they would any of them have been proud +to be marker in the Dutch company; and they followed the Dutchmen round +in their march as fondly as any other body of troops. Of course, school +let out when there was a regular muster, and the boys gave the whole day +to it; but I do not know just when the Muster Day came. They fired the +cannon a good deal on the river-bank, and they must have camped +somewhere near the town, though no recollection of tents remained in my +boy's mind. He believed with the rest of the boys that the right way to +fire the cannon was to get it so hot you need not touch it off, but just +keep your thumb on the touch-hole, and take it away when you wanted the +cannon to go off. Once he saw the soldiers ram the piece full of +dog-fennel on top of the usual charge, and then he expected the cannon +to burst. But it only roared away as usual. + + + + +PETS + +[Illustration] + + +As there are no longer any Whig boys in the world, the coon can no +longer be kept anywhere as a political emblem, I dare say. Even in my +boy's time the boys kept coons just for the pleasure of it, and without +meaning to elect Whig governors and presidents with them. I do not know +how they got them--they traded for them, perhaps, with fellows in the +country that had caught them, or perhaps their fathers bought them in +market; some people thought they were very good to eat, and, like +poultry and other things for the table, they may have been brought alive +to market. But, anyhow, when a boy had a coon, he had to have a +store-box turned open side down to keep it in, behind the house; and he +had to have a little door in the box to pull the coon out through when +he wanted to show it to other boys, or to look at it himself, which he +did forty or fifty times a day, when he first got it. He had to have a +small collar for the coon, and a little chain, because the coon would +gnaw through a string in a minute. The coon himself never seemed to take +much interest in keeping a coon, or to see much fun or sense in it. He +liked to stay inside his box, where he had a bed of hay, and whenever +the boy pulled him out, he did his best to bite the boy. He had no +tricks; his temper was bad; and there was nothing about him except the +rings round his tail and his political principles that anybody could +care for. He never did anything but bite, and try to get away, or else +run back into his box, which smelled, pretty soon, like an animal-show; +he would not even let a fellow see him eat. + +My boy's brother had a coon, which he kept a good while, at a time when +there was no election, for the mere satisfaction of keeping a coon. +During his captivity the coon bit his keeper repeatedly through the +thumb, and upon the whole seemed to prefer him to any other food; I do +not really know what coons eat in a wild state, but this captive coon +tasted the blood of nearly that whole family of children. Besides biting +and getting away, he never did the slightest thing worth remembering; as +there was no election, he did not even take part in a Whig procession. +He got away two or three times. The first thing his owner would know +when he pulled the chain out was that there was no coon at the end of +it, and then he would have to poke round the inside of the box pretty +carefully with a stick, so as not to get bitten; after that he would +have to see which tree the coon had gone up. It was usually the tall +locust-tree in front of the house, and in about half a second all the +boys in town would be there, telling the owner of the coon how to get +him. Of course the only way was to climb for the coon, which would be +out at the point of a high and slender limb, and would bite you awfully, +even if the limb did not break under you, while the boys kept whooping +and yelling and holloing out what to do, and Tip the dog just howled +with excitement. I do not know how that coon was ever caught, but I know +that the last time he got away he was not found during the day, but +after nightfall he was discovered by moonlight in the locust-tree. His +owner climbed for him, but the coon kept shifting about, and getting +higher and higher, and at last he had to be left till morning. In the +morning he was not there, nor anywhere. + +It had been expected, perhaps, that Tip would watch him, and grab him if +he came down, and Tip would have done it probably if he had kept awake. +He was a dog of the greatest courage, and he was especially fond of +hunting. He had been bitten oftener by that coon than anybody but the +coon's owner, but he did not care for biting. He was always getting +bitten by rats, but he was the greatest dog for rats that there almost +ever was. The boys hunted rats with him at night, when they came out of +the stables that backed down to the Hydraulic, for water; and a dog who +liked above all things to lie asleep on the back-step, by day, and would +no more think of chasing a pig out of the garden than he would think of +sitting up all night with a coon, would get frantic about rats, and +would perfectly wear himself out hunting them on land and in the water, +and keep on after the boys themselves were tired. He was so fond of +hunting, anyway, that the sight of a gun would drive him about crazy; he +would lick the barrel all over, and wag his tail so hard that it would +lift his hind legs off the ground. + +I do not know how he came into that family, but I believe he was given +to it full grown by somebody. It was some time after my boy failed to +buy what he called a Confoundland dog, from a colored boy who had it for +sale, a pretty puppy with white and black spots which he had quite set +his heart on; but Tip more than consoled him. Tip was of no particular +breed, and he had no personal beauty; he was of the color of a mouse or +an elephant, and his tail was without the smallest grace; it was smooth +and round, but it was so strong that he could pull a boy all over the +town by it, and usually did; and he had the best, and kindest, and +truest ugly old face in the world. He loved the whole human race, and as +a watch-dog he was a failure through his trustful nature; he would no +more have bitten a person than he would have bitten a pig; but where +other dogs were concerned, he was a lion. He might be lying fast asleep +in the back-yard, and he usually was, but if a dog passed the front of +the house under a wagon, he would be up and after that dog before you +knew what you were about. He seemed to want to fight country dogs the +worst, but any strange dog would do. A good half the time he would come +off best; but, however he came off, he returned to the back-yard with +his tongue hanging out, and wagging his tail in good-humor with all the +world. Nothing could stop him, however, where strange dogs were +concerned. He was a Whig dog, of course, as any one could tell by his +name, which was Tippecanoe in full, and was given him because it was the +nickname of General Harrison, the great Whig who won the battle of +Tippecanoe. The boys' Henry Clay Club used him to pull the little wagon +that they went about in singing Whig songs, and he would pull five or +six boys, guided simply by a stick which he held in his mouth, and +which a boy held on either side of him. But if he caught sight of a dog +that he did not know, he would drop that stick and start for that dog as +far off as he could see him, spilling the Henry Clay Club out of the +wagon piecemeal as he went, and never stopping till he mixed up the +strange dog in a fight where it would have been hard to tell which was +either champion and which was the club wagon. When the fight was over +Tip would come smilingly back to the fragments of the Henry Clay Club, +with pieces of the vehicle sticking about him, and profess himself, in a +dog's way, ready to go on with the concert. + +Any crowd of boys could get Tip to go off with them, in swimming, or +hunting, or simply running races. He was known through the whole town, +and beloved for his many endearing qualities of heart. As to his mind, +it was perhaps not much to brag of, and he certainly had some defects of +character. He was incurably lazy, and his laziness grew upon him as he +grew older, till hardly anything but the sight of a gun or a bone would +move him. He lost his interest in politics, and, though there is no +reason to suppose that he ever became indifferent to his principles, it +is certain that he no longer showed his early ardor. He joined the +Free-Soil movement in 1848, and supported Van Buren and Adams, but +without the zeal he had shown for Henry Clay. Once a year, as long as +the family lived in the Boy's Town, the children were anxious about Tip +when the dog-law was put in force, and the constables went round +shooting all the dogs that were found running at large without muzzles. +At this time, when Tip was in danger of going mad and biting people, he +showed a most unseasonable activity, and could hardly be kept in bounds. +A dog whose sole delight at other moments was to bask in the summer sun, +or dream by the winter fire, would now rouse himself to an interest in +everything that was going on in the dangerous world, and make forays +into it at all unguarded points. The only thing to do was to muzzle him, +and this was done by my boy's brother with a piece of heavy twine, in +such a manner as to interfere with Tip's happiness as little as +possible. It was a muzzle that need not be removed for either eating, +drinking, or fighting; but it satisfied the law, and Tip always came +safely through the dog-days, perhaps by favor or affection with the +officers who were so inexorable with some dogs. + +While Tip was still in his prime the family of children was further +enriched by the possession of a goat; but this did not belong to the +whole family, or it was, at least nominally, the property of that eldest +brother they all looked up to. I do not know how they came by the goat, +any more than I know how they came by Tip; I only know that there came a +time when it was already in the family, and that before it was got rid +of it was a presence there was no mistaking. Nobody who has not kept a +goat can have any notion of how many different kinds of mischief a goat +can get into, without seeming to try, either, but merely by following +the impulses of its own goatishness. This one was a nanny-goat, and it +answered to the name of Nanny with an intelligence that was otherwise +wholly employed in making trouble. It went up and down stairs, from +cellar to garret, and in and out of all the rooms, like anybody, with a +faint, cynical indifference in the glance of its cold gray eyes that +gave no hint of its purposes or performances. In the chambers it chewed +the sheets and pillow-cases on the beds, and in the dining-room, if it +found nothing else, it would do its best to eat the table-cloth. +Washing-day was a perfect feast for it, for then it would banquet on the +shirt-sleeves and stockings that dangled from the clothes-line, and +simply glut itself with the family linen and cotton. In default of these +dainties, Nanny would gladly eat a chip-hat; she was not proud; she +would eat a split-basket, if there was nothing else at hand. Once she +got up on the kitchen table, and had a perfect orgy with a lot of +fresh-baked pumpkin-pies she found there; she cleaned all the pumpkin so +neatly out of the pastry shells that, if there had been any more pumpkin +left, they could have been filled up again, and nobody could have told +the difference. The grandmother, who was visiting in the house at the +time, declared to the mother that it would serve the father and the boys +just right if she did fill these very shells up and give them to the +father and the boys to eat. But I believe this was not done, and it was +only suggested in a moment of awful exasperation, and because it was the +father who was to blame for letting the boys keep the goat. The mother +was always saying that the goat should not stay in the house another +day, but she had not the heart to insist on its banishment, the children +were so fond of it. I do not know why they were fond of it, for it never +showed them the least affection, but was always taking the most unfair +advantages of them, and it would butt them over whenever it got the +chance. It would try to butt them into the well when they leaned down to +pull up the bucket from the curb; and if it came out of the house, and +saw a boy cracking nuts at the low flat stone the children had in the +back-yard to crack nuts on, it would pretend that the boy was making +motions to insult it, and before he knew what he was about it would fly +at him and send him spinning head over heels. It was not of the least +use in the world, and could not be, but the children were allowed to +keep it till, one fatal day, when the mother had a number of other +ladies to tea, as the fashion used to be in small towns, when they sat +down to a comfortable gossip over dainty dishes of stewed chicken, hot +biscuit, peach-preserves, sweet tomato-pickles, and pound-cake. That day +they all laid off their bonnets on the hall table, and the goat, after +demurely waiting and watching with its faded eyes, which saw everything +and seemed to see nothing, discerned a golden opportunity, and began to +make such a supper of bonnet-ribbons as perhaps never fell to a goat's +lot in life before. It was detected in its stolen joys just as it had +chewed the ribbon of a best bonnet up to the bonnet, and was chased into +the back-yard; but, as it had swallowed the ribbon without being able to +swallow the bonnet, it carried that with it. The boy who specially owned +the goat ran it down in a frenzy of horror and apprehension, and managed +to unravel the ribbon from its throat, and get back the bonnet. Then he +took the bonnet in and laid it carefully down on the table again, and +decided that it would be best not to say anything about the affair. But +such a thing as that could not be kept. The goat was known at once to +have done the mischief; and this time it was really sent away. All the +children mourned it, and the boy who owned it the most used to go to the +house of the people who took it, and who had a high board fence round +their yard, and try to catch sight of it through the cracks. When he +called "Nanny!" it answered him instantly with a plaintive "Baa!" and +then, after a vain interchange of lamentations, he had to come away, and +console himself as he could with the pets that were left him. + +But all were trifling joys, except maybe Tip and Nanny, compared with +the pony which the boys owned in common, and which was the greatest +thing that ever came into their lives. I cannot tell just how their +father came to buy it for them, or where he got it; but I dare say he +thought they were about old enough for a pony, and might as well have +one. It was a Mexican pony, and as it appeared on the scene just after +the Mexican war, some volunteer may have brought it home. One volunteer +brought home a Mexican dog, that was smooth and hairless, with a skin +like an elephant, and that was always shivering round with the cold; he +was not otherwise a remarkable dog, and I do not know that he ever felt +even the warmth of friendship among the boys; his manners were reserved +and his temper seemed doubtful. But the pony never had any trouble with +the climate of Southern Ohio (which is indeed hot enough to fry a +salamander in summer); and though his temper was no better than other +ponies', he was perfectly approachable. I mean that he was approachable +from the side, for it was not well to get where he could bite you or +kick you. He was of a bright sorrel color, and he had a brand on one +haunch. + +My boy had an ideal of a pony, conceived from pictures in his +reading-books at school, that held its head high and arched its neck, +and he strove by means of checks and martingales to make this real pony +conform to the illustrations. But it was of no use; the real pony held +his neck straight out like a ewe, or, if reined up, like a camel, and he +hung his big head at the end of it with no regard whatever for the +ideal. His caparison was another mortification and failure. What the boy +wanted was an English saddle, embroidered on the morocco seat in crimson +silk, and furnished with shining steel stirrups. What he had was the +framework of a Mexican saddle, covered with rawhide, and cushioned with +a blanket; the stirrups were Mexican, too, and clumsily fashioned out of +wood. The boys were always talking about getting their father to get +them a pad, but they never did it, and they managed as they could with +the saddle they had. For the most part they preferred to ride the pony +barebacked, for then they could ride him double, and when they first +got him they all wanted to ride him so much that they had to ride him +double. They kept him going the whole day long; but after a while they +calmed down enough to take him one at a time, and to let him have a +chance for his meals. + +They had no regular stable, and the father left the boys to fit part of +the cow-shed up for the pony, which they did by throwing part of the +hen-coop open into it. The pigeon-cots were just over his head, and he +never could have complained of being lonesome. At first everybody wanted +to feed him as well as ride him, and if he had been allowed time for it +he might have eaten himself to death, or if he had not always tried to +bite you or kick you when you came in with his corn. After a while the +boys got so they forgot him, and nobody wanted to go out and feed the +pony, especially after dark; but he knew how to take care of himself, +and when he had eaten up everything there was in the cow-shed he would +break out and eat up everything there was in the yard. + +The boys got lots of good out of him. When you were once on his back you +were pretty safe, for he was so lazy that he would not think of running +away, and there was no danger unless he bounced you off when he trotted; +he had a hard trot. The boys wanted to ride him standing up, like +circus-actors, and the pony did not mind, but the boys could not stay +on, though they practised a good deal, turn about, when the other +fellows were riding their horses, standing up, on the Commons. He was +not of much use in Indian fights, for he could seldom be lashed into a +gallop, and a pony that proposed to walk through an Indian fight was +ridiculous. Still, with the help of imagination, my boy employed him in +some scenes of wild Arab life, and hurled the Moorish javelin from him +in mid-career, when the pony was flying along at the mad pace of a +canal-boat. The pony early gave the boys to understand that they could +get very little out of him in the way of herding the family cow. He +would let them ride him to the pasture, and he would keep up with the +cow on the way home, when she walked, but if they wanted anything more +than that they must get some other pony. They tried to use him in +carrying papers, but the subscribers objected to having him ridden up to +their front doors over the sidewalk, and they had to give it up. + +When he became an old story, and there was no competition for him among +the brothers, my boy sometimes took him into the woods, and rode him in +the wandering bridle-paths, with a thrilling sense of adventure. He did +not like to be alone there, and he oftener had the company of a boy who +was learning the trade in his father's printing-office. This boy was +just between him and his elder brother in age, and he was the good +comrade of both; all the family loved him, and made him one of them, and +my boy was fond of him because they had some tastes in common that were +not very common among the other boys. They liked the same books, and +they both began to write historical romances. My boy's romance was +founded on facts of the Conquest of Granada, which he had read of again +and again in Washington Irving, with a passionate pity for the Moors, +and yet with pride in the grave and noble Spaniards. He would have given +almost anything to be a Spaniard, and he lived in a dream of some day +sallying out upon the Vega before Granada, in silk and steel, with an +Arabian charger under him that champed its bit. In the mean time he did +what he could with the family pony, and he had long rides in the woods +with the other boy, who used to get his father's horse when he was not +using it on Sunday, and race with him through the dangling wild +grape-vines and pawpaw thickets, and over the reedy levels of the river, +their hearts both bounding with the same high hopes of a world that +could never come true. + + + + +INDIANS + + +There was not a boy in the Boy's Town who would not gladly have turned +from the town and lived in the woods if his mother had let him; and in +every vague plan of running off the forest had its place as a city of +refuge from pursuit and recapture. The pioneer days were still so close +to those times that the love of solitary adventure which took the boys' +fathers into the sylvan wastes of the great West might well have burned +in the boys' hearts; and if their ideal of life was the free life of the +woods, no doubt it was because their near ancestors had lived it. At any +rate, that was their ideal, and they were always talking among +themselves of how they would go farther West when they grew up, and be +trappers and hunters. I do not remember any boy but one who meant to be +a sailor; they lived too hopelessly far from the sea; and I dare say the +boy who invented the marine-engine governor, and who wished to be a +pirate, would just as soon have been a bandit of the Osage. In those +days Oregon had just been opened to settlers, and the boys all wanted to +go and live in Oregon, where you could stand in your door and shoot deer +and wild turkey, while a salmon big enough to pull you in was tugging +away at the line you had set in the river that ran before the +log-cabin. + +If they could, the boys would rather have been Indians than anything +else, but, as there was really no hope of this whatever, they were +willing to be settlers, and fight the Indians. They had rather a mixed +mind about them in the mean time, but perhaps they were not unlike other +idolaters in both fearing and adoring their idols; perhaps they came +pretty near being Indians in that, and certainly they came nearer than +they knew. When they played war, and the war was between the whites and +the Indians, it was almost as low a thing to be white as it was to be +British when there were Americans on the other side; in either case you +had to be beaten. The boys lived in the desire, if not the hope, of some +time seeing an Indian, and they made the most of the Indians in the +circus, whom they knew to be just white men dressed up; but none of them +dreamed that what really happened one day could ever happen. This was at +the arrival of several canal-boat loads of genuine Indians from the +Wyandot Reservation in the northwestern part of the State, on their way +to new lands beyond the Mississippi. The boys' fathers must have known +that these Indians were coming, but it just shows how stupid the most of +fathers are, that they never told the boys about it. All at once there +the Indians were, as if the canal-boats had dropped with them out of +heaven. There they were, crowding the decks, in their blankets and +moccasins, braves and squaws and pappooses, standing about or squatting +in groups, not saying anything, and looking exactly like the pictures. +The squaws had the pappooses on their backs, and the men and boys had +bows and arrows in their hands; and as soon as the boats landed the +Indians, all except the squaws and pappooses, came ashore, and went up +to the courthouse yard, and began to shoot with their bows and arrows. +It almost made the boys crazy. + +[Illustration: ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE] + +Of course they would have liked to have the Indians shoot at birds, or +some game, but they were mighty glad to have them shoot at cents and +bits and quarters that anybody could stick up in the ground. The Indians +would all shoot at the mark till some one hit it, and the one who hit it +had the money, whatever it was. The boys ran and brought back the +arrows; and they were so proud to do this that I wonder they lived +through it. My boy was too bashful to bring the Indians their arrows; he +could only stand apart and long to approach the filthy savages, whom he +revered; to have touched the border of one of their blankets would have +been too much. Some of them were rather handsome, and two or three of +the Indian boys were so pretty that the Boy's Town boys said they were +girls. They were of all ages, from old, withered men to children of six +or seven, but they were all alike grave and unsmiling; the old men were +not a whit more dignified than the children, and the children did not +enter into their sport with more zeal and ardor than the wrinkled sages +who shared it. In fact they were, old and young alike, savages, and the +boys who looked on and envied them were savages in their ideal of a +world where people spent their lives in hunting and fishing and ranging +the woods, and never grew up into the toils and cares that can alone +make men of boys. They wished to escape these, as many foolish persons +do among civilized nations, and they thought if they could only escape +them they would be happy; they did not know that they would be merely +savage, and that the great difference between a savage and a civilized +man is work. They would all have been willing to follow these Indians +away into the Far West, where they were going, and be barbarians for the +rest of their days; and the wonder is that some of the fellows did not +try it. + + + + +GUNS + + +After the red men had flitted away like red leaves, their memory +remained with the boys, and a plague of bows and arrows raged among +them, and it was a good while before they calmed down to their old +desire of having a gun. But they came back to that at last, for that was +the normal desire of every boy in the Boy's Town who was not a girl-boy, +and there were mighty few girl-boys there. Up to a certain point a +pistol would do, especially if you had bullet-moulds, and could run +bullets to shoot out of it; only your mother would be sure to see you +running them, and just as likely as not would be so scared that she +would say you must not shoot bullets. Then you would have to use +buckshot, if you could get them anywhere near the right size, or small +marbles; but a pistol was always a makeshift, and you never could hit +anything with it, not even a board fence; it always kicked, or burst, or +something. + +Very few boys ever came to have a gun, though they all expected to have +one. But seven or eight boys would go hunting with one shot-gun, and +take turn-about shooting; some of the little fellows never got to shoot +at all, but they could run and see whether the big boys had hit anything +when they fired, and that was something. This was my boy's privilege for +a long time before he had a gun of his own, and he went patiently with +his elder brother, and never expected to fire the gun, except, perhaps, +to shoot the load off before they got back to town; they were not +allowed to bring the gun home loaded. It was a gun that was pretty safe +for anything in front of it, but you never could tell what it was going +to do. It began by being simply an old gun-barrel, which my boy's +brother bought of another boy who was sick of it for a fip, as the +half-real piece was called, and it went on till it got a lock from one +gunsmith and a stock from another, and was a complete gun. But this took +time; perhaps a month; for the gunsmiths would only work at it in their +leisure; they were delinquent subscribers, and they did it in part pay +for their papers. When they got through with it my boy's brother made +himself a ramrod out of a straight piece of hickory, or at least as +straight as the gun-barrel, which was rather sway-backed, and had a +little twist to one side, so that one of the jour printers said it was a +first-rate gun to shoot round a corner with. Then he made himself a +powder-flask out of an ox-horn that he got and boiled till it was soft +(it smelt the whole house up), and then scraped thin with a piece of +glass; it hung at his side; and he carried his shot in his pantaloons +pocket. He went hunting with this gun for a good many years, but he had +never shot anything with it, when his uncle gave him a smooth-bore +rifle, and he in turn gave his gun to my boy, who must then have been +nearly ten years old. + +It seemed to him that he was quite old enough to have a gun; but he was +mortified the very next morning after he got it by a citizen who thought +differently. He had risen at daybreak to go out and shoot kildees on the +Common, and he was hurrying along with his gun on his shoulder when the +citizen stopped him and asked him what he was going to do with that gun. +He said to shoot kildees, and he added that it was his gun. This seemed +to surprise the citizen even more than the boy could have wished. He +asked him if he did not think he was a pretty small boy to have a gun; +and he took the gun from him, and examined it thoughtfully, and then +handed it back to the boy, who felt himself getting smaller all the +time. The man went his way without saying anything more, but his +behavior was somehow so sarcastic that the boy had no pleasure in his +sport that morning; partly, perhaps, because he found no kildees to +shoot at on the Common. He only fired off his gun once or twice at a +fence, and then he sneaked home with it through alleys and by-ways, and +whenever he met a person he hurried by for fear the person would find +him too small to have a gun. + +Afterward he came to have a bolder spirit about it, and he went hunting +with it a good deal. It was a very curious kind of gun; you had to snap +a good many caps on it, sometimes, before the load would go off; and +sometimes it would hang fire, and then seem to recollect itself, and go +off, maybe, just when you were going to take it down from your shoulder. +The barrel was so crooked that it could not shoot straight, but this was +not the only reason why the boy never hit anything with it. He could not +shut his left eye and keep his right eye open; so he had to take aim +with both eyes, or else with the left eye, which was worse yet, till one +day when he was playing shinny (or hockey) at school, and got a blow +over his left eye from a shinny-stick. At first he thought his eye was +put out; he could not see for the blood that poured into it from the cut +above it. He ran homeward wild with fear, but on the way he stopped at a +pump to wash away the blood, and then he found his eye was safe. It +suddenly came into his mind to try if he could not shut that eye now, +and keep the right one open. He found that he could do it perfectly; by +help of his handkerchief, he stanched his wound, and made himself +presentable, with the glassy pool before the pump for a mirror, and went +joyfully back to school. He kept trying his left eye, to make sure it +had not lost its new-found art, and as soon as school was out he hurried +home to share the joyful news with his family. + +He went hunting the very next Saturday, and at the first shot he killed +a bird. It was a suicidal sap-sucker, which had suffered him to steal +upon it so close that it could not escape even the vagaries of that +wandering gun-barrel, and was blown into such small pieces that the boy +could bring only a few feathers of it away. In the evening, when his +father came home, he showed him these trophies of the chase, and boasted +of his exploit with the minutest detail. His father asked him whether he +had expected to eat this sap-sucker, if he could have got enough of it +together. He said no, sap-suckers were not good to eat. "Then you took +its poor little life merely for the pleasure of killing it," said the +father. "Was it a great pleasure to see it die?" The boy hung his head +in shame and silence; it seemed to him that he would never go hunting +again. Of course he did go hunting often afterward, but his brother and +he kept faithfully to the rule of never killing anything that they did +not want to eat. To be sure, they gave themselves a wide range; they +were willing to eat almost anything that they could shoot, even +blackbirds, which were so abundant and so easy to shoot. But there were +some things which they would have thought it not only wanton but wicked +to kill, like turtle-doves, which they somehow believed were sacred, nor +robins either, because robins were hallowed by poetry, and they kept +about the house, and were almost tame, so that it seemed a shame to +shoot them. They were very plentiful, and so were the turtle-doves, +which used to light on the Basin bank, and pick up the grain scattered +there from the boats and wagons. + +There were a good many things you could do with a gun: you could fire +your ramrod out of it, and see it sail through the air; you could fill +the muzzle up with water, on top of a charge, and send the water in a +straight column at a fence. The boys all believed that you could fire +that column of water right through a man, and they always wanted to try +whether it would go through a cow, but they were afraid the owner of the +cow would find it out. There was a good deal of pleasure in cleaning +your gun when it got so foul that your ramrod stuck in it and you could +hardly get it out. You poured hot water into the muzzle and blew it +through the nipple, till it began to show clear; then you wiped it dry +with soft rags wound on your gun-screw, and then oiled it with greasy +tow. Sometimes the tow would get loose from the screw, and stay in the +barrel, and then you would have to pick enough powder in at the nipple +to blow it out. Of course I am talking of the old muzzle-loading +shot-gun, which I dare say the boys never use nowadays. + +But the great pleasure of all, in hunting, was getting home tired and +footsore in the evening, and smelling the supper almost as soon as you +came in sight of the house. There was nearly always hot biscuit for +supper, with steak, and with coffee such as nobody but a boy's mother +ever knew how to make; and just as likely as not there was some kind of +preserves; at any rate, there was apple-butter. You could hardly take +the time to wash the powder-grime off your hands and face before you +rushed to the table; and if you had brought home a yellowhammer you left +it with your gun on the back porch, and perhaps the cat got it and saved +you the trouble of cleaning it. A cat can clean a bird a good deal +quicker than a boy can, and she does not hate to do it half as badly. + +Next to the pleasure of getting home from hunting late was the pleasure +of starting early, as my boy and his brother sometimes did, to shoot +ducks on the Little Reservoir in the fall. His brother had an +alarm-clock, which he set at about four, and he was up the instant it +rang, and pulling my boy out of bed, where he would rather have stayed +than shot the largest mallard duck in the world. They raked the ashes +off the bed of coals in the fireplace, and while the embers ticked and +bristled, and flung out little showers of sparks, they hustled on their +clothes, and ran down the back stairs into the yard with their guns. + +Tip, the dog, was already waiting for them there, for he seemed to know +they were going that morning, and he began whimpering for joy, and +twisting himself sideways up against them, and nearly wagging his tail +off; and licking their hands and faces, and kissing their guns all over; +he was about crazy. When they started, he knew where they were going, +and he rushed ahead through the silent little sleeping town, and led the +way across the wide Commons, where the cows lay in dim bulks on the +grass, and the geese waddled out of his way with wild, clamorous cries, +till they came in sight of the Reservoir. Then Tip fell back with my boy +and let the elder brother go ahead, for he always had a right to the +first shot; and while he dodged down behind the bank, and crept along to +the place where the ducks usually were, my boy kept a hold on Tip's +collar, and took in the beautiful mystery of the early morning. The +place so familiar by day was estranged to his eyes in that pale light, +and he was glad of old Tip's company, for it seemed a time when there +might very well be ghosts about. The water stretched a sheet of smooth, +gray silver, with little tufts of mist on its surface, and through these +at last he could see the ducks softly gliding to and fro, and he could +catch some dreamy sound from them. His heart stood still and then jumped +wildly in his breast, as the still air was startled with the rush of +wings, and the water broke with the plunge of other flocks arriving. +Then he began to make those bets with himself that a boy hopes he will +lose: he bet that his brother would not hit any of them; he bet that he +did not even see them; he bet that if he did see them and got a shot at +them, they would not come back so that he could get a chance himself to +kill any. It seemed to him that he had to wait an hour, and just when he +was going to hollo, and tell his brother where the ducks were, the old +smooth-bore sent out a red flash and a white puff before he heard the +report; Tip tore loose from his grasp; and he heard the splashing rise +of the ducks, and the hurtling rush of their wings; and he ran forward, +yelling, "How many did you hit? Where are they? Where are you? Are they +coming back? It's my turn now!" and making an outcry that would have +frightened away a fleet of ironclads, but much less a flock of ducks. + +One shot always ended the morning's sport, and there were always good +reasons why this shot never killed anything. + + + + +NUTTING + + +The woods were pretty full of the kind of hickory-trees called pignuts, +and the boys gathered the nuts, and even ate their small, bitter +kernels; and around the Poor-House woods there were some shag-barks, but +the boys did not go for them because of the bull and the crazy people. +Their great and constant reliance in foraging was the abundance of black +walnuts which grew everywhere, along the roads and on the river-banks, +as well as in the woods and the pastures. Long before it was time to go +walnutting, the boys began knocking off the nuts and trying whether they +were ripe enough; and just as soon as the kernels began to fill out, the +fellows began making walnut wagons. I do not know why it was thought +necessary to have a wagon to gather walnuts, but I know that it was, and +that a boy had to make a new wagon every year. + +No boy's walnut wagon could last till the next year; it did very well if +it lasted till the next day. He had to make it nearly all with his +pocket-knife. He could use a saw to block the wheels out of a pine +board, and he could use a hatchet to rough off the corners of the +blocks, but he had to use his knife to give them any sort of roundness, +and they were not very round then; they were apt to be oval in shape, +and they always wabbled. He whittled the axles out with his knife, and +he made the hubs with it. He could get a tongue ready-made if he used a +broom-handle or a hoop-pole, but that had in either case to be whittled +so it could be fastened to the wagon; he even bored the linchpin holes +with his knife if he could not get a gimlet; and if he could not get an +auger, he bored the holes through the wheels with a red-hot poker, and +then whittled them large enough with his knife. He had to use pine for +nearly everything, because any other wood was too hard to whittle; and +then the pine was always splitting. It split in the axles when he was +making the linchpin holes, and the wheels had to be kept on by linchpins +that were tied in; the wheels themselves split, and had to be +strengthened by slats nailed across the rifts. The wagon-bed was a +candle-box nailed to the axles, and that kept the front axle tight, so +that it took the whole width of a street to turn a very little wagon in +without upsetting. + +When the wagon was all done, the boy who owned it started off with his +brothers, or some other boys who had no wagon, to gather walnuts. He +started early in the morning of some bright autumn day while the frost +still bearded the grass in the back-yard, and bristled on the fence-tops +and the roof of the woodshed, and hurried off to the woods so as to get +there before the other boys had got the walnuts. The best place for them +was in some woods-pasture where the trees stood free of one another, and +around them, in among the tall, frosty grass, the tumbled nuts lay +scattered in groups of twos and threes, or fives, some still +yellowish-green in their hulls, and some black, but all sending up to +the nostrils of the delighted boy the incense of their clean, keen, +wild-woody smell, to be a memory forever. + +[Illustration: NUTTING] + +The leaves had dropped from the trees overhead, and the branches +outlined themselves against the blue sky, and dangled from their outer +stems clusters of the unfallen fruit, as large as oranges, and only +wanting a touch to send them plumping down into the grass where +sometimes their fat hulls burst, and the nuts almost leaped into the +boy's hands. The boys ran, some of them to gather the fallen nuts, and +others to get clubs and rocks to beat them from the trees; one was sure +to throw off his jacket and kick off his shoes and climb the tree to +shake every limb where a walnut was still clinging. When they had got +them all heaped up like a pile of grape-shot at the foot of the tree, +they began to hull them, with blows of a stick, or with stones, and to +pick the nuts from the hulls, where the grubs were battening on their +assured ripeness, and to toss them into a little heap, a very little +heap indeed compared with the bulk of that they came from. The boys +gloried in getting as much walnut stain on their hands as they could, +for it would not wash off, and it showed for days that they had been +walnutting; sometimes they got to staining one another's faces with the +juice, and pretending they were Indians. + +The sun rose higher and higher, and burned the frost from the grass, and +while the boys worked and yelled and chattered they got hotter and +hotter, and began to take off their shoes and stockings, till every one +of them was barefoot. Then, about three or four o'clock, they would +start homeward, with half a bushel of walnuts in their wagon, and their +shoes and stockings piled in on top of them. That is, if they had good +luck. In a story, they would always have had good luck, and always gone +home with half a bushel of walnuts; but this is a history, and so I have +to own that they usually went home with about two quarts of walnuts +rattling round under their shoes and stockings in the bottom of the +wagon. They usually had no such easy time getting them as they always +would in a story; they did not find them under the trees, or ready to +drop off, but they had to knock them off with about six or seven clubs +or rocks to every walnut, and they had to pound the hulls so hard to get +the nuts out that sometimes they cracked the nuts. That was because they +usually went walnutting before the walnuts were ripe. But they made just +as much preparation for drying the nuts on the woodshed roof whether +they got half a gallon or half a bushel; for they did not intend to stop +gathering them till they had two or three barrels. They nailed a cleat +across the roof to keep them from rolling off, and they spread them out +thin, so that they could look more than they were, and dry better. They +said they were going to keep them for Christmas, but they had to try +pretty nearly every hour or so whether they were getting dry, and in +about three days they were all eaten up. + + + + +THE FIRE-ENGINES + + +There were two fire-engines in the Boy's Town; but there seemed to be +something always the matter with them, so that they would not work, if +there was a fire. When there was no fire, the companies sometimes pulled +them up through the town to the Basin bank, and practised with them +against the roofs and fronts of the pork-houses. It was almost as good +as a muster to see the firemen in their red shirts and black trousers, +dragging the engine at a run, two and two together, one on each side of +the rope. + +My boy would have liked to speak to a fireman, but he never dared; and +the foreman of the _Neptune_, which was the larger and feebler of the +engines, was a figure of such worshipful splendor in his eyes that he +felt as if he could not be just a common human being. He was a +storekeeper, to begin with, and he was tall and slim, and his black +trousers fitted him like a glove; he had a patent-leather helmet, and a +brass speaking-trumpet, and he gave all his orders through this. It did +not make any difference how close he was to the men, he shouted +everything through the trumpet; and when they manned the brakes and +began to pump, he roared at them, "Down on her, down on her, boys!" so +that you would have thought the _Neptune_ could put out the world if it +was burning up. Instead of that there was usually a feeble splutter from +the nozzle, and sometimes none at all, even if the hose did not break; +it was fun to see the hose break. + +The _Neptune_ was a favorite with the boys, though they believed that +the _Tremont_ could squirt farther, and they had a belief in its quiet +efficiency which was fostered by its reticence in public. It was small +and black, but the _Neptune_ was large, and painted of a gay color lit +up with gilding that sent the blood leaping through a boy's veins. The +boys knew the _Neptune_ was out of order, but they were always expecting +it would come right, and in the mean time they felt that it was an honor +to the town, and they followed it as proudly back to the engine-house +after one of its magnificent failures as if it had been a magnificent +success. The boys were always making magnificent failures themselves, +and they could feel for the _Neptune_. + + + + +IV + +GLIMPSES OF THE LARGER WORLD + + + + +THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS + + +The boys made a very careful study of the circus bills, and when the +circus came they held the performance to a strict account for any +difference between the feats and their representation. For a fortnight +beforehand they worked themselves up for the arrival of the circus into +a fever of fear and hope, for it was always a question with a great many +whether they could get their fathers to give them the money to go in. +The full price was two bits, and the half-price was a bit, or a Spanish +real, then a commoner coin than the American dime in the West; and every +boy, for that time only, wished to be little enough to look young enough +to go in for a bit. Editors of newspapers had a free ticket for every +member of their families; and my boy was sure of going to the circus +from the first rumor of its coming. But he was none the less deeply +thrilled by the coming event, and he was up early on the morning of the +great day, to go out and meet the circus procession beyond the +corporation line. + +I do not really know how boys live through the wonder and the glory of +such a sight. Once there were two chariots--one held the band in +red-and-blue uniforms, and was drawn by eighteen piebald horses; and the +other was drawn by a troop of Shetland ponies, and carried in a vast +mythical sea-shell little boys in spangled tights and little girls in +the gauze skirts and wings of fairies. There was not a flaw in this +splendor to the young eyes that gloated on it, and that followed it in +rapture through every turn and winding of its course in the Boy's Town; +nor in the magnificence of the actors and actresses, who came riding two +by two in their circus dresses after the chariots, and looking some +haughty and contemptuous, and others quiet and even bored, as if it were +nothing to be part of such a procession. The boys tried to make them out +by the pictures and names on the bills: which was Rivers, the +bareback-rider, and which was O'Dale, the champion tumbler; which was +the India-rubber man, which the ring-master, which the clown. + +Covered with dust, gasping with the fatigue of a three hours' run beside +the procession, but fresh at heart as in the beginning, they arrived +with it on the Commons, where the tent-wagons were already drawn up, and +the ring was made, and mighty men were driving the iron-headed +tent-stakes, and stretching the ropes of the great skeleton of the +pavilion which they were just going to clothe with canvas. The boys were +not allowed to come anywhere near, except three or four who got leave to +fetch water from a neighboring well, and thought themselves richly paid +with half-price tickets. The other boys were proud to pass a word with +them as they went by with their brimming buckets; fellows who had money +to go in would have been glad to carry water just for the glory of +coming close to the circus men. They stood about in twos and threes, and +lay upon the grass in groups debating whether a tan-bark ring was better +than a saw-dust ring; there were different opinions. They came as near +the wagons as they dared, and looked at the circus horses munching hay +from the tail-boards, just like common horses. The wagons were left +standing outside of the tent; but when it was up, the horses were taken +into the dressing-room, and then the boys, with many a backward look at +the wide spread of canvas, and the flags and streamers floating over it +from the centre-pole (the centre-pole was revered almost like a +distinguished personage), ran home to dinner so as to get back good and +early, and be among the first to go in. + +All round, before the circus doors were open, the doorkeepers of the +side-shows were inviting people to come in and see the giants and fat +woman and boa-constrictors, and there were stands for peanuts and candy +and lemonade; the vendors cried, "Ice-cold lemonade, from fifteen +hundred miles under ground! Walk up, roll up, tumble up, any way you get +up!" The boys thought this brilliant drolling, but they had no time to +listen after the doors were open, and they had no money to spend on +side-shows or dainties anyway. Inside the tent they found it dark and +cool, and their hearts thumped in their throats with the wild joy of +being there; they recognized one another with amaze, as if they had not +met for years, and the excitement kept growing as other fellows came in. +It was lots of fun, too, watching the country-jakes, as the boys called +the farmer-folk, and seeing how green they looked, and now some of them +tried to act smart with the circus men that came round with oranges to +sell. But the great thing was to see whether fellows that said they were +going to hook in really got in. The boys held it to be a high and +creditable thing to hook into a show of any kind, but hooking into a +circus was something that a fellow ought to be held in special honor for +doing. He ran great risks, and if he escaped the vigilance of the +massive circus man who patrolled the outside of the tent with a cow-hide +and a bulldog, perhaps he merited the fame he was sure to win. + +I do not know where boys get some of the notions of morality that govern +them. These notions are like the sports and plays that a boy leaves off +as he gets older to the boys that are younger. He outgrows them, and +other boys grow into them, and then outgrow them as he did. Perhaps they +come down to the boyhood of our time from the boyhood of the race, and +the unwritten laws of conduct may have prevailed among the earliest +Aryans on the plains of Asia that I now find so strange in a retrospect +of the Boy's Town. + +The standard of honor there was, in a certain way, very high among the +boys; they would have despised a thief as he deserved, and I cannot +remember one of them who might not have been safely trusted. None of +them would have taken an apple out of a market-wagon, or stolen a melon +from a farmer who came to town with it; but they would all have thought +it fun, if not right, to rob an orchard or hook a watermelon out of a +patch. This would have been a foray into the enemy's country, and the +fruit of the adventure would have been the same as the plunder of a +city, or the capture of a vessel belonging to him on the high seas. In +the same way, if one of the boys had seen a circus man drop a quarter, +he would have hurried to give it back to him, but he would only have +been proud to hook into the circus man's show, and the other fellows +would have been proud of his exploit, too, as something that did honor +to them all. As a person who enclosed bounds and forbade trespass, the +circus man constituted himself the enemy of every boy who respected +himself, and challenged him to practise any sort of strategy. There was +not a boy in the crowd that my boy went with who would have been allowed +to hook into a circus by his parents; yet hooking in was an ideal that +was cherished among them, that was talked of, and that was even +sometimes attempted, though not often. Once, when a fellow really hooked +in, and joined the crowd that had ignobly paid, one of the fellows could +not stand it. He asked him just how and where he got in, and then he +went to the door, and got back his money from the doorkeeper upon the +plea that he did not feel well; and in five or ten minutes he was back +among the boys, a hero of such moral grandeur as would be hard to +describe. Not one of the fellows saw him as he really was--a little +lying, thievish scoundrel. Not even my boy saw him so, though he had on +some other point of personal honesty the most fantastic scruples. + +The boys liked to be at the circus early so as to make sure of the grand +entry of the performers into the ring, where they caracoled round on +horseback, and gave a delicious foretaste of the wonders to come. The +fellows were united in this, but upon other matters feeling +varied--some liked tumbling best; some the slack-rope; some +bareback-riding; some the feats of tossing knives and balls and catching +them. There never was more than one ring in those days; and you were not +tempted to break your neck and set your eyes forever askew, by trying to +watch all the things that went on at once in two or three rings. + +The boys did not miss the smallest feats of any performance, and they +enjoyed them every one, not equally, but fully. They had their +preferences, of course, as I have hinted; and one of the most popular +acts was that where a horse has been trained to misbehave, so that +nobody can mount him; and after the actors have tried him, the +ring-master turns to the audience, and asks if some gentleman among them +wants to try it. Nobody stirs, till at last a tipsy country-jake is seen +making his way down from one of the top seats toward the ring. He can +hardly walk, he is so drunk, and the clown has to help him across the +ring-board, and even then he trips and rolls over on the saw-dust, and +has to be pulled to his feet. When they bring him up to the horse, he +falls against it; and the little fellows think he will certainly get +killed. But the big boys tell the little fellows to shut up and watch +out. The ring-master and the clown manage to get the country-jake on to +the broad platform on the horse's back, and then the ring-master cracks +his whip, and the two supes who have been holding the horse's head let +go, and the horse begins cantering round the ring. The little fellows +are just sure the country-jake is going to fall off, he reels and +totters so; but the big boys tell them to keep watching out; and pretty +soon the country-jake begins to straighten up. He begins to unbutton his +long gray overcoat, and then he takes it off and throws it into the +ring, where one of the supes catches it. Then he sticks a short pipe +into his mouth, and pulls on an old wool hat, and flourishes a stick +that the supe throws to him, and you see that he is an Irishman just +come across the sea; and then off goes another coat, and he comes out a +British soldier in white duck trousers and red coat. That comes off, and +he is an American sailor, with his hands on his hips, dancing a +horn-pipe. Suddenly away flash wig and beard and false-face, the +pantaloons are stripped off with the same movement, the actor stoops for +the reins lying on the horse's neck, and James Rivers, the greatest +three-horse rider in the world, nimbly capers on the broad pad, and +kisses his hand to the shouting and cheering spectators as he dashes +from the ring past the braying and bellowing brass-band into the +dressing-room! + +The big boys have known all along that he was not a real country-jake; +but when the trained mule begins, and shakes everybody off, just like +the horse, and another country-jake gets up, and offers to bet that he +can ride that mule, nobody can tell whether he is a real country-jake or +not. This is always the last thing in the performance, and the boys have +seen with heavy hearts many signs openly betokening the end which they +knew was at hand. The actors have come out of the dressing-room door, +some in their every-day clothes, and some with just overcoats on over +their circus-dresses, and they lounge about near the bandstand watching +the performance in the ring. Some of the people are already getting up +to go out, and stand for this last act, and will not mind the shouts of +"Down in front! Down there!" which the boys eagerly join in, to eke out +their bliss a little longer by keeping away even the appearance of +anything transitory in it. The country-jake comes stumbling awkwardly +into the ring, but he is perfectly sober, and he boldly leaps astride +the mule, which tries all its arts to shake him off, plunging, kicking, +rearing. He sticks on, and everybody cheers him, and the owner of the +mule begins to get mad and to make it do more things to shake the +country-jake off. At last, with one convulsive spring, it flings him +from its back, and dashes into the dressing-room, while the country-jake +picks himself up and vanishes among the crowd. + +A man mounted on a platform in the ring is imploring the ladies and +gentlemen to keep their seats, and to buy tickets for the negro-minstrel +entertainment which is to follow, but which is not included in the price +of admission. The boys would like to stay, but they have not the money, +and they go out clamoring over the performance, and trying to decide +which was the best feat. As to which was the best actor, there is never +any question; it is the clown, who showed by the way he turned a double +somersault that he can do anything, and who chooses to be clown simply +because he is too great a creature to enter into rivalry with the other +actors. + +There will be another performance in the evening, with real fights +outside between the circus men and the country-jakes, and perhaps some +of the Basin rounders, but the boys do not expect to come; that would be +too much. The boy's brother once stayed away in the afternoon, and went +at night with one of the jour printers; but he was not able to report +that the show was better than it was in the afternoon. He did not get +home till nearly ten o'clock, though, and he saw the sides of the tent +dropped before the people got out; that was a great thing; and what was +greater yet, and reflected a kind of splendor on the boy at second hand, +was that the jour printer and the clown turned out to be old friends. +After the circus, the boy actually saw them standing near the +centre-pole talking together; and the next day the jour showed the +grease that had dripped on his coat from the candles. Otherwise the boy +might have thought it was a dream, that some one he knew had talked on +equal terms with the clown. The boys were always intending to stay up +and see the circus go out of town, and they would have done so, but +their mothers would not let them. This may have been one reason why none +of them ever ran off with a circus. + +As soon as a circus had been in town, the boys began to have circuses of +their own, and to practise for them. Everywhere you could see boys +upside down, walking on their hands or standing on them with their legs +dangling over, or stayed against house walls. It was easy to stand on +your head; one boy stood on his head so much that he had to have it +shaved, in the brain-fever that he got from standing on it; but that did +not stop the other fellows. Another boy fell head downward from a rail +where he was skinning-the-cat, and nearly broke his neck, and made it so +sore that it was stiff ever so long. Another boy, who was playing +Samson, almost had his leg torn off by the fellows that were pulling at +it with a hook; and he did have the leg of his pantaloons torn off. +Nothing could stop the boys but time, or some other play coming in; and +circuses lasted a good while. Some of the boys learned to turn +hand-springs; anybody could turn cart-wheels; one fellow, across the +river, could just run along and throw a somersault and light on his +feet; lots of fellows could light on their backs; but if you had a +spring-board, or shavings under a bank, like those by the turning-shop, +you could practise for somersaults pretty safely. + +All the time you were practising you were forming your circus company. +The great trouble was not that any boy minded paying five or ten pins to +come in, but that so many fellows wanted to belong there were hardly any +left to form an audience. You could get girls, but even as spectators +girls were a little _too_ despicable; they did not know anything; they +had no sense; if a fellow got hurt they cried. Then another thing was, +where to have the circus. Of course it was simply hopeless to think of a +tent, and a boy's circus was very glad to get a barn. The boy whose +father owned the barn had to get it for the circus without his father +knowing it; and just as likely as not his mother would hear the noise +and come out and break the whole thing up while you were in the very +middle of it. Then there were all sorts of anxieties and perplexities +about the dress. You could do something by turning your roundabout +inside out, and rolling your trousers up as far as they would go; but +what a fellow wanted to make him a real circus-actor was a long pair of +white cotton stockings, and I never knew a fellow that got a pair; I +heard of many a fellow who was said to have got a pair; but when you +came down to the fact, they vanished like ghosts when you try to verify +them. I believe the fellows always expected to get them out of a +bureau-drawer or the clothes-line at home, but failed. In most other +ways, a boy's circus was always a failure, like most other things boys +undertake. They usually broke up under the strain of rivalry; everybody +wanted to be the clown or ring-master; or else the boy they got the barn +of behaved badly, and went into the house crying, and all the fellows +had to run. + +[Illustration] + + + + +PASSING SHOWS + + +There were only two kinds of show known by that name in the Boy's Town: +a nigger show, or a performance of burnt-cork minstrels; and an animal +show, or a strolling menagerie; and the boys always meant a menagerie +when they spoke of a show, unless they said just what sort of show. The +only perfect joy on earth in the way of an entertainment, of course, was +a circus, but after the circus the show came unquestionably next. It +made a processional entry into the town almost as impressive as the +circus's, and the boys went out to meet it beyond the corporation line +in the same way. It always had two elephants, at least, and four or five +camels, and sometimes there was a giraffe. These headed the procession, +the elephants in the very front, with their keepers at their heads, and +then the camels led by halters dangling from their sneering lips and +contemptuous noses. After these began to come the show-wagons, with +pictures on their sides, very flattered portraits of the wild beasts and +birds inside; lions first, then tigers (never meaner than Royal Bengal +ones, which the boys understood to be a superior breed), then leopards, +then pumas and panthers; then bears, then jackals and hyenas; then bears +and wolves; then kangaroos, musk-oxen, deer, and such harmless cattle; +and then ostriches, emus, lyre-birds, birds-of-Paradise, and all the +rest. + +From time to time the boys ran back from the elephants and camels to get +what good they could out of the scenes in which these hidden wonders +were dramatized in acts of rapine or the chase, but they always came +forward to the elephants and camels again. Even with them they had to +endure a degree of denial, for although you could see most of the +camels' figures, the elephants were so heavily draped that it was a kind +of disappointment to look at them. The boys kept as close as they could, +and came as near getting under the elephants' feet as the keepers would +allow; but, after all, they were driven off a good deal and had to keep +stealing back. They gave the elephants apples and bits of cracker and +cake, and some tried to put tobacco into their trunks, though they knew +very well that it was nearly certain death to do so; for any elephant +that was deceived that way would recognize the boy that did it, and kill +him the next time he came, if it was twenty years afterward. The boys +used to believe that the Miami bridge would break down under the +elephants if they tried to cross it, and they would have liked to see it +do it, but no one ever saw it, perhaps because the elephants always +waded the river. Some boys had seen them wading it, and stopping to +drink and squirt the water out of their trunks. If an elephant got a boy +that had given him tobacco into the river, he would squirt water on him +till he drowned him. Still, some boys always tried to give the +elephants tobacco, just to see how they would act for the time being. + +A show was not so much in favor as a circus, because there was so little +performance in the ring. You could go round and look at the animals, +mostly very sleepy in their cages, but you were not allowed to poke them +through the bars, or anything; and when you took your seat there was +nothing much till Herr Driesbach entered the lions' cage, and began to +make them jump over his whip. It was some pleasure to see him put his +head between the jaws of the great African King of Beasts, but the lion +never did anything to him, and so the act wanted a true dramatic climax. +The boys would really rather have seen a bareback-rider, like James +Rivers, turn a back-somersault and light on his horse's crupper, any +time, though they respected Herr Driesbach, too; they did not care much +for a woman who once went into the lions' cage and made them jump round. + +The boys had their own beliefs about the different animals, and one of +these concerned the inappeasable ferocity of the zebra. I do not know +why the zebra should have had this repute, for he certainly never did +anything to deserve it; but, for the matter of that, he was like all the +other animals. Bears were not much esteemed, but they would have been if +they could have been really seen hugging anybody to death. It was +always hoped that some of the fiercest animals would get away and have +to be hunted down, and retaken after they had killed a lot of dogs. If +the elephants, some of them, had gone crazy, it would have been +something, for then they would have roamed up and down the turnpike +smashing buggies and wagons, and had to be shot with the six-pound +cannon that was used to celebrate the Fourth of July with. + +Another thing that was against the show was that the animals were fed +after it was out, and you could not see the tigers tearing their prey +when the great lumps of beef were thrown them. There was somehow not so +much chance of hooking into a show as a circus, because the seats did +not go all round, and you could be seen under the cages as soon as you +got in under the canvas. I never heard of a boy that hooked into a show; +perhaps nobody ever tried. + +But the great reason of all was that you could not have an animal show +of your own as you could a circus. You could not get the animals; and no +boy living could act a camel, or a Royal Bengal tiger, or an elephant so +as to look the least like one. + +Of course you could have negro shows, and the boys often had them; but +they were not much fun, and you were always getting the black on your +shirt-sleeves. + + + + +THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN + + +A great new experience which now came to the boy was the theatre, which +he had sometimes heard his father speak of. There had once been a +theatre in the Boy's Town, when a strolling company came up from +Cincinnati, and opened for a season in an empty pork-house. But that was +a long time ago, and, though he had written a tragedy, all that the boy +knew of a theatre was from a picture in a Sunday-school book where a +stage scene was given to show what kind of desperate amusements a person +might come to in middle life if he began by breaking the Sabbath in his +youth. His brother had once been taken to a theatre in Pittsburg by one +of their river-going uncles, and he often told about it; but my boy +formed no conception of the beautiful reality from his accounts of a +burglar who jumped from a roof and was chased by a watchman with a +pistol up and down a street with houses painted on a curtain. + +The company which came to the Boy's Town in his time was again from +Cincinnati, and it was under the management of the father and mother of +two actresses, afterward famous, who were then children, just starting +upon their career. These pretty little creatures took the leading parts +in _Bombastes Furioso_ the first night my boy ever saw a play, and he +instantly fell impartially in love with both of them, and tacitly +remained their abject slave for a great while after. When the smaller of +them came out with a large pair of stage boots in one hand and a drawn +sword in the other, and said: + + "Whoever dares these boots displace + Shall meet Bombastes face to face," + +if the boy had not already been bereft of his senses by the melodrama +preceding the burlesque, he must have been transported by her beauty, +her grace, her genius. He, indeed, gave her and her sister his heart, +but his mind was already gone, rapt from him by the adorable pirate +who fought a losing fight with broadswords, two up and two +down--click-click, click-click--and died all over the deck of the pirate +ship in the opening piece. This was called the _Beacon of Death_, and +the scene represented the forecastle of the pirate ship with a lantern +dangling from the rigging, to lure unsuspecting merchantmen to their +doom. Afterward the boy remembered nothing of the story, but a scrap of +the dialogue meaninglessly remained with him; and when the pirate +captain appeared with his bloody crew and said, hoarsely, "Let us go +below and get some brandy!" the boy would have bartered all his hopes +of bliss to have been that abandoned ruffian. In fact, he always liked, +and longed to be, the villain, rather than any other person in the play, +and he so glutted himself with crime of every sort in his tender years +at the theatre that he afterward came to be very tired of it, and +avoided the plays and novels that had very marked villains in them. + +He was in an ecstasy as soon as the curtain rose that night, and he +lived somewhere out of his body as long as the playing lasted, which was +well on to midnight; for in those days the theatre did not meanly put +the public off with one play, but gave it a heartful and its money's +worth with three. On his first night my boy saw _The Beacon of Death_, +_Bombastes Furioso_, and _Black-Eyed Susan_, and he never afterward saw +less than three plays each night, and he never missed a night, as long +as the theatre languished in the unfriendly air of that mainly +Calvinistic community, where the theatre was regarded by most good +people as the eighth of the seven deadly sins. The whole day long he +dwelt in a dream of it that blotted out, or rather consumed with more +effulgent brightness, all the other day-dreams he had dreamed before, +and his heart almost burst with longing to be a villain like those +villains on the stage, to have a mustache--a black mustache--such as +they wore at a time when every one off the stage was clean shaven, and +somehow to end bloodily, murderously, as became a villain. + +I dare say this was not quite a wholesome frame of mind for a boy of ten +years; but I do not defend it; I only portray it. Being the boy he was, +he was destined somehow to dwell half the time in a world of dreamery; +and I have tried to express how, when he had once got enough of villany, +he reformed his ideals and rather liked virtue. + + + + +THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS + + +Every boy is two or three boys, or twenty or thirty different kinds of +boys in one; he is all the time living many lives and forming many +characters; but it is a good thing if he can keep one life and one +character when he gets to be a man. He may turn out to be like an onion +when he is grown up, and be nothing but hulls, that you keep peeling +off, one after another, till you think you have got down to the heart, +at last, and then you have got down to nothing. + +All the boys may have been like my boy in the Boy's Town, in having each +an inward being that was not the least like their outward being, but +that somehow seemed to be their real self, whether it truly was so or +not. But I am certain that this was the case with him, and that while +he was joyfully sharing the wild sports and conforming to the savage +usages of the boy's world about him, he was dwelling in a wholly +different world within him, whose wonders no one else knew. I could not +tell now these wonders any more than he could have told them then; but +it was a world of dreams, of hopes, of purposes, which he would have +been more ashamed to avow for himself than I should be to avow for him. +It was all vague and vast, and it came out of the books that he read, +and that filled his soul with their witchery, and often held him aloof +with their charm in the midst of the plays from which they could not +lure him wholly away, or at all away. He did not know how or when their +enchantment began, and he could hardly recall the names of some of them +afterward. + +First of them was Goldsmith's _History of Greece_, which made him an +Athenian of Pericles' time, and Goldsmith's _History of Rome_, which +naturalized him in a Roman citizenship chiefly employed in slaying +tyrants; from the time of Appius Claudius down to the time of Domitian, +there was hardly a tyrant that he did not slay. After he had read these +books, not once or twice, but twenty times over, his father thought fit +to put into his hands _The Travels of Captain Ashe in North America_, to +encourage, or perhaps to test, his taste for useful reading; but this +was a failure. The captain's travels were printed with long esses, and +the boy could make nothing of them, for other reasons. The fancy +nourished upon + + "The glory that was Greece + And the grandeur that was Rome," + +starved amid the robust plenty of the Englishman's criticisms of our +early manners and customs. Neither could money hire the boy to read +_Malte-Brun's Geography_, in three large folios, of a thousand pages +each, for which there was a standing offer of fifty cents from the +father, who had never been able to read it himself. + +But shortly after he failed so miserably with Captain Ashe, the boy came +into possession of a priceless treasure. It was that little treatise on +_Greek and Roman Mythology_ which I have mentioned, and which he must +literally have worn out with reading, since no fragment of it seems to +have survived his boyhood. Heaven knows who wrote it or published it; +his father bought it with a number of other books at an auction, and the +boy, who had about that time discovered the chapter on prosody in the +back part of his grammar, made poems from it for years, and appeared in +many transfigurations, as this and that god and demigod and hero upon +imagined occasions in the Boy's Town, to the fancied admiration of all +the other fellows. I do not know just why he wished to appear to his +grandmother in a vision; now as Mercury with winged feet, now as Apollo +with his drawn bow, now as Hercules leaning upon his club and resting +from his Twelve Labors. Perhaps it was because he thought that his +grandmother, who used to tell the children about her life in Wales, and +show them the picture of a castle where she had once slept when she was +a girl, would appreciate him in these apotheoses. If he believed they +would make a vivid impression upon the sweet old Quaker lady, no doubt +he was right. + +There was another book which he read about this time, and that was _The +Greek Soldier_. It was the story of a young Greek, a glorious Athenian, +who had fought through the Greek war of independence against the Turks, +and then come to America and published the narrative of his adventures. +They fired my boy with a retrospective longing to have been present at +the Battle of Navarino, when the allied ships of the English, French, +and Russians destroyed the Turkish fleet; but it seemed to him that he +could not have borne to have the allies impose a king upon the Greeks, +when they really wanted a republic, and so he was able to console +himself for having been absent. He did what he could in fighting the war +over again, and he intended to harden himself for the long struggle by +sleeping on the floor, as the Greek soldier had done. But the children +often fell asleep on the floor in the warmth of the hearth-fire; and his +preparation for the patriotic strife was not distinguishable in its +practical effect from a reluctance to go to bed at the right hour. + +Captain Riley's narrative of his shipwreck on the coast of Africa, and +his captivity among the Arabs, was a book which my boy and his brother +prized with a kind of personal interest, because their father told them +that he had once seen a son of Captain Riley when he went to get his +appointment of collector at Columbus, and that this son was named +William Willshire Riley, after the good English merchant, William +Willshire, who had ransomed Captain Riley. William Willshire seemed to +them almost the best man who ever lived; though my boy had secretly a +greater fondness for the Arab, Sidi Hamet, who was kind to Captain Riley +and kept his brother Seid from ill-treating him whenever he could. +Probably the boy liked him better because the Arab was more picturesque +than the Englishman. The whole narrative was very interesting; it had a +vein of sincere and earnest piety in it which was not its least charm, +and it was written in a style of old-fashioned stateliness which was not +without its effect with the boys. + +Somehow they did not think of the Arabs in this narrative as of the same +race and faith with the Arabs of Bagdad and the other places in the +_Arabian Nights_. They did not think whether these were Mohammedans or +not; they naturalized them in the fairy world where all boys are +citizens, and lived with them there upon the same familiar terms as they +lived with Robinson Crusoe. Their father once told them that _Robinson +Crusoe_ had robbed the real narrative of Alexander Selkirk of the place +it ought to have held in the remembrance of the world; and my boy had a +feeling of guilt in reading it, as if he were making himself the +accomplice of an impostor. + +He liked the _Arabian Nights_, but oddly enough these wonderful tales +made no such impression on his fancy as the stories in a wretchedly +inferior book made. He did not know the name of this book, or who wrote +it; from which I imagine that much of his reading was of the purblind +sort that ignorant grown-up people do, without any sort of literary +vision. He read this book perpetually, when he was not reading his +_Greek and Roman Mythology_; and then suddenly, one day, as happens in +childhood with so many things, it vanished out of his possession as if +by magic. Perhaps he lost it; perhaps he lent it; at any rate it was +gone, and he never got it back, and he never knew what book it was till +thirty years afterward, when he picked up from a friend's library-table +a copy of _Gesta Romanorum_, and recognized in this collection of old +monkish legends the long-missing treasure of his boyhood. + +These stories, without beauty of invention, without art of construction +or character, without spirituality in their crude materialization, which +were read aloud in the refectories of mediæval cloisters while the monks +sat at meat, laid a spell upon the soul of the boy that governed his +life. He conformed his conduct to the principles and maxims which +actuated the behavior of the shadowy people of these dry-as-dust tales; +he went about drunk with the fumes of fables about Roman emperors that +never were, in an empire that never was; and, though they tormented him +by putting a mixed and impossible civilization in the place of that he +knew from his Goldsmith, he was quite helpless to break from their +influence. He was always expecting some wonderful thing to happen to him +as things happened there in fulfilment of some saying or prophecy; and +at every trivial moment he made sayings and prophecies for himself, +which he wished events to fulfil. One Sunday when he was walking in an +alley behind one of the stores, he found a fur cap that had probably +fallen out of the store-loft window. He ran home with it, and in his +simple-hearted rapture he told his mother that as soon as he picked it +up there came into his mind the words, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and he could hardly wait for Monday to come and +let him restore the cap to its owner and receive an enduring prosperity +in reward of his virtue. Heaven knows what form he expected this to +take; but when he found himself in the store, he lost all courage; his +tongue clove to the roof of his mouth, and he could not utter a syllable +of the fine phrases he had made to himself. He laid the cap on the +counter without a word; the storekeeper came up and took it in his hand. +"What's this?" he said. "Why, this is ours," and he tossed the cap into +a loose pile of hats by the showcase, and the boy slunk out, cut to the +heart and crushed to the dust. It was such a cruel disappointment and +mortification that it was rather a relief to have his brother mock him, +and come up and say from time to time, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and then split into a jeering laugh. At least he +could fight his brother, and, when he ran, could stone him; and he could +throw quads and quoins, and pieces of riglet at the jour printers when +the story spread to them, and one of them would begin, "He who +picketh--" + +He could not make anything either of Byron or Cowper; and he did not +even try to read the little tree-calf volumes of Homer and Virgil which +his father had in the versions of Pope and Dryden; the small +copper-plates with which they were illustrated conveyed no suggestion to +him. Afterward he read Goldsmith's _Deserted Village_, and he formed a +great passion for Pope's _Pastorals_, which he imitated in their easy +heroics; but till he came to read Longfellow, and Tennyson, and Heine, +he never read any long poem without more fatigue than pleasure. His +father used to say that the taste for poetry was an acquired taste, like +the taste for tomatoes, and that he would come to it yet; but he never +came to it, or so much of it as some people seemed to do, and he always +had his sorrowful misgivings as to whether they liked it as much as they +pretended. I think, too, that it should be a flavor, a spice, a sweet, a +delicate relish in the high banquet of literature, and never a chief +dish; and I should not know how to defend my boy for trying to make long +poems of his own at the very time when he found it so hard to read other +people's long poems. + + + + +V + +THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN + + +My boy was twelve years old, and was already a swift compositor, though +he was still so small that he had to stand on a chair to reach the case +in setting type on Taylor's inaugural message. But what he lacked in +stature he made up in gravity of demeanor; and he got the name of "The +Old Man" from the printers as soon as he began to come about the office, +which he did almost as soon as he could walk. His first attempt in +literature, an essay on the vain and disappointing nature of human life, +he set up and printed off himself in his sixth or seventh year; and the +printing-office was in some sort his home, as well as his school, his +university. He could no more remember learning to set type than he could +remember learning to read; and in after-life he could not come within +smell of the ink, the dusty types, the humid paper, of a printing-office +without that tender swelling of the heart which so fondly responds to +any memory-bearing perfume: his youth, his boyhood, almost his infancy +came back to him in it. He now looked forward eagerly to helping on the +new paper, and somewhat proudly to living in the larger place the family +were going to. The moment it was decided he began to tell the boys that +he was going to live in a city, and he felt that it gave him +distinction. He had nothing but joy in it, and he did not dream that as +the time drew near it could be sorrow. But when it came at last, and he +was to leave the house, the town, the boys, he found himself deathly +homesick. + +The parting days were days of gloom; the parting was an anguish of +bitter tears. Nothing consoled him but the fact that they were going all +the way to the new place in a canal-boat, which his father chartered for +the trip. My boy and his brother had once gone to Cincinnati in a +canal-boat, with a friendly captain of their acquaintance, and, though +they were both put to sleep in a berth so narrow that when they turned +they fell out on the floor, the glory of the adventure remained with +him, and he could have thought of nothing more delightful than such +another voyage. The household goods were piled up in the middle of the +boat, and the family had a cabin forward, which seemed immense to the +children. They played in it and ran races up and down the long +canal-boat roof, where their father and mother sometimes put their +chairs and sat to admire the scenery. + +They arrived safely at their journey's end, without any sort of +accident. They had made the whole forty miles in less than two days, and +were all as well as when they started, without having suffered for a +moment from seasickness. The boat drew up at the tow-path just before +the stable belonging to the house which the father had already taken, +and the whole family at once began helping the crew put the things +ashore. The boys thought it would have been a splendid stable to keep +the pony in, only they had sold the pony; but they saw in an instant +that it would do for a circus as soon as they could get acquainted with +enough boys to have one. + +The strangeness of the house and street, and the necessity of meeting +the boys of the neighborhood, and paying with his person for his +standing among them, kept my boy interested for a time, and he did not +realize at first how much he missed the Boy's Town and all the familiar +fellowships there, and all the manifold privileges of the place. Then he +began to be very homesick, and to be torn with the torment of a divided +love. His mother, whom he loved so dearly, so tenderly, was here, and +wherever she was, that was home; and yet home was yonder, far off, at +the end of those forty inexorable miles, where he had left his life-long +mates. The first months there was a dumb heartache at the bottom of +every pleasure and excitement. + +After a while he was allowed to revisit the Boy's Town. It could only +have been three or four months after he had left it, but it already +seemed a very long time; and he figured himself returning as stage +heroes do to the scenes of their childhood, after an absence of some +fifteen years. He fancied that if the boys did not find him grown, they +would find him somehow changed, and that he would dazzle them with the +light accumulated by his residence in a city. He was going to stay with +his grandmother, and he planned to make a long stay; for he was very +fond of her, and he liked the quiet and comfort of her pleasant house. +He must have gone back by the canal-packet, but his memory kept no +record of the fact, and afterward he knew only of having arrived, and of +searching about in a ghostly fashion for his old comrades. They may have +been at school; at any rate, he found very few of them; and with them he +was certainly strange enough; too strange, even. They received him with +a kind of surprise; and they could not begin playing together at once in +the old way. He went to all the places that were so dear to him; but he +felt in them the same kind of refusal, or reluctance, that he felt in +the boys. His heart began to ache again, he did not quite know why; +only it ached. When he went up from his grandmother's to look at the +Faulkner house, he realized that it was no longer home, and he could not +bear the sight of it. There were other people living in it; strange +voices sounded from the open doors, strange faces peered from the +windows. + +He came back to his grandmother's, bruised and defeated, and spent the +morning indoors reading. After dinner he went out again, and hunted up +that queer earth-spirit who had been so long and closely his only +friend. He at least was not changed; he was as unwashed and as unkempt +as ever; but he seemed shy of my poor boy. He had probably never been +shaken hands with in his life before; he dropped my boy's hand; and they +stood looking at each other, not knowing what to say. My boy had on his +best clothes, which he wore so as to affect the Boy's Town boys with the +full splendor of a city boy. After all, he was not so very splendid, but +his presence altogether was too much for the earth-spirit, and he +vanished out of his consciousness like an apparition. + +After school was out in the afternoon, he met more of the boys, but none +of them knew just what to do with him. The place that he had once had in +their lives was filled; he was an outsider, who might be suffered among +them, but he was no longer of them. He did not understand this at once, +nor well know what hurt him. But something was gone that could not be +called back, something lost that could not be found. + +At tea-time his grandfather came home and gravely made him welcome; the +uncle who was staying with them was jovially kind. But a heavy +homesickness weighed down the child's heart, which now turned from the +Boy's Town as longingly as it had turned toward it before. + +They all knelt down with the grandfather before they went to the table. +There had been a good many deaths from cholera during the day, and the +grandfather prayed for grace and help amid the pestilence that walketh +in darkness and wasteth at noonday in such a way that the boy felt there +would be very little of either for him unless he got home at once. All +through the meal that followed he was trying to find the courage to say +that he must go home. When he managed to say it, his grandmother and +aunt tried to comfort and coax him, and his uncle tried to shame him, +out of his homesickness, to joke it off, to make him laugh. But his +grandfather's tender heart was moved. He could not endure the child's +mute misery; he said he must go home if he wished. + +In half an hour the boy was on the canal-packet speeding homeward at the +highest pace of the three-horse team, and the Boy's Town was out of +sight. He could not sleep for excitement that night, and he came and +spent the time talking on quite equal terms with the steersman, one of +the canalers whom he had admired afar in earlier and simpler days. He +found him a very amiable fellow, by no means haughty, who began to tell +him funny stories, and who even let him take the helm for a while. The +rudder-handle was of polished iron, very different from the clumsy +wooden affair of a freight-boat; and the packet made in a single night +the distance which the boy's family had been nearly two days in +travelling when they moved away from the Boy's Town. + +He arrived home for breakfast a travelled and experienced person, and +wholly cured of that longing for his former home that had tormented him +before he revisited its scenes. He now fully gave himself up to his new +environment, and looked forward and not backward. I do not mean to say +that he ceased to love the Boy's Town; that he could not do and never +did. But he became more and more aware that the past was gone from him +forever, and that he could not return to it. He did not forget it, but +cherished its memories the more fondly for that reason. + +There was no bitterness in it, and no harm that he could not hope would +easily be forgiven him. He had often been foolish, and sometimes he had +been wicked; but he had never been such a little fool or such a little +sinner but he had wished for more sense and more grace. There are some +great fools and great sinners who try to believe in after-life that they +are the manlier men because they have been silly and mischievous boys, +but he has never believed that. He is glad to have had a boyhood fully +rounded out with all a boy's interests and pleasures, and he is glad +that his lines were cast in the Boy's Town; but he knows, or believes he +knows, that whatever is good in him now came from what was good in him +then; and he is sure that the town was delightful chiefly because his +home in it was happy. The town was small, and the boys there were hemmed +in by their inexperience and ignorance; but the simple home was large +with vistas that stretched to the ends of the earth, and it was serenely +bright with a father's reason and warm with a mother's love. + + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Boy Life, by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + +***** This file should be named 25383-8.txt or 25383-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/5/3/8/25383/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Boy Life + Stories and Readings Selected From The Works of William Dean Howells + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Editor: Percival Chubb + +Release Date: May 7, 2008 [EBook #25383] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + + + + + +</pre> + + + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 295px;"> +<img src="images/cover.jpg" width="295" height="448" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p><a name="frontispiece" id="frontispiece"></a></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 319px;"> +<img src="images/frontispiece.jpg" width="319" height="448" alt="KITE-TIME" title="" /> +<span class="caption">KITE-TIME</span> +</div> + + + + +<h1>BOY LIFE</h1> + +<h3>STORIES AND READINGS SELECTED FROM THE WORKS OF</h3> + +<h2>WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS</h2> + +<h4>AND ARRANGED FOR SUPPLEMENTARY<br /> +READING IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS BY</h4> + +<h3>PERCIVAL CHUBB</h3> + +<h4>DIRECTOR OF ENGLISH IN THE<br /> +ETHICAL CULTURE SCHOOL, NEW YORK</h4> + +<h4>ILLUSTRATED</h4> + + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 126px;"> +<img src="images/symbol.jpg" width="126" height="150" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<p class="center">HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS<br /><br /> +NEW YORK AND LONDON<br /> +MCMIX</p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>HARPER'S MODERN SERIES</h2> + +<h3>OF SUPPLEMENTARY READERS FOR THE ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS</h3> + +<h4><i>Each, Illustrated, 16mo, 50 Cents School.</i></h4> + + +<h2>BOY LIFE</h2> + +<p>Stories and Readings Selected from the Works of <span class="smcap">William Dean Howells</span>, +and Arranged by <span class="smcap">Percival Chubb</span>, Director of English in the Ethical +Culture School, New York.</p> + +<div class="blockquot"><p>"The literary culture which we are trying to give our boys and +girls is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not +sufficiently national and American....</p> + +<p>"Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more +distinctively American savor than that of William Dean +Howells.... The juvenile books of Mr. Howells' contain some of +the very best pages ever written for the enjoyment of young +people."—<span class="smcap">Percival Chubb.</span></p></div> + +<p>(<i>Others in Preparation.</i>)</p> + +<p>HARPER & BROTHERS, PUBLISHERS, NEW YORK</p> + +<p>Copyright, 1909, by <span class="smcap">Harper & Brothers</span>.</p> + +<p><i>All rights reserved.</i></p> + +<p>Published September, 1909.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>CONTENTS</h2> + +<div class='center'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" summary=""> +<tr><td align='left'></td><td align='right'>PAGE</td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">Introduction</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_ix">ix</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">I. Adventures in a Boy's Town</span></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_3">3</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_13">13</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_23">23</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">II. Life in a Boy's Town</span></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE TOWN</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_41">41</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> EARLIEST MEMORIES</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_45">45</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> HOME LIFE</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_47">47</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE RIVER</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_51">51</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> SWIMMING</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_55">55</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> SKATING</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_61">61</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> MANNERS AND CUSTOMS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_64">64</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> GIRLS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_68">68</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> MOTHERS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_69">69</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> A BROTHER</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_73">73</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> A FRIEND</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_79">79</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">III. Games and Pastimes</span></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> MARBLES</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_89">89</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> RACES</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_91">91</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> A MEAN TRICK</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_93">93</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> TOPS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_96">96</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> KITES</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_98">98</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE BUTLER GUARDS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_103">103</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> PETS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_108">108</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> INDIANS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_124">124</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> GUNS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_129">129</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> NUTTING</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_138">138</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE FIRE-ENGINES</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_145">145</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">IV. Glimpses of the Larger World</span></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_151">151</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> PASSING SHOWS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_163">163</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_168">168</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'> THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_171">171</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'><span class="smcap">V. The Last of a Boy's Town</span></td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_183">183</a></td></tr> +</table></div> + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>ILLUSTRATIONS</h2> + + +<div class='center'> +<table border="0" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="0" summary=""> +<tr><td align='left'></td><td align='left'>PAGE</td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>KITE-TIME</td><td align='right'><i><a href="#frontispiece">Frontispiece</a></i></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE VERY NEXT MORNING</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_5">5</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>THE FIRST LOCK</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_43">43</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>THE BUTLER GUARDS</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_105">105</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_127">127</a></td></tr> +<tr><td align='left'>NUTTING</td><td align='right'><a href="#Page_141">141</a></td></tr> +</table></div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_ix" id="Page_ix">[Pg ix]</a></span></p> +<h2>INTRODUCTION</h2> + + +<p>There are two conspicuous faults in the literary culture which we are +trying to give to our boys and girls in our elementary and secondary +schools: it is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not +sufficiently national and American. Hence it lacks vitality and +actuality. So little of it is carried over into life because so little +of it is interpretative of the life that is. It is associated too +exclusively in the child's mind with things dead and gone—with the +Puritan world of Miles Standish, the Revolutionary days of Paul Revere, +the Dutch epoch of Rip Van Winkle; or with not even this comparatively +recent national interest, it takes the child back to the strange folk of +the days of King Arthur and King Robert of Sicily, of Ivanhoe and the +Ancient Mariner. Thus when the child leaves school his literary studies +do not connect helpfully with those forms of literature with which—if +he reads at all—he is most likely to be concerned: the short story, the +sketch, and the popular essay of the magazines and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_x" id="Page_x">[Pg x]</a></span> newspapers; the new +novel, or the plays which he may see at the theatre. He has not been +interested in the writers of his own time, and has never been put in the +way of the best contemporary fiction. Hence the ineffectualness and +wastefulness of much of our school work: it does not lead forward into +the life of to-day, nor help the young to judge intelligently of the +popular books which later on will compete for their favor.</p> + +<p>To be sure, not a little of the material used in our elementary schools +is drawn from Longfellow, Whittier, and Holmes, from Irving and +Hawthorne; but because it is often studied in a so-called thorough and, +therefore, very deadly way—slowly and laboriously for drill, rather +than briskly for pleasure—there is comparatively little of it read, and +almost no sense gained of its being part of a national literature. In +the high school, owing to the unfortunate domination of the college +entrance requirements, the situation is not much better. Our students +leave with a scant and hurried glimpse—if any glimpse at all—of +Emerson, Thoreau, and Whitman, or of Lowell, Lanier, and Poe; with no +intimate view of Hawthorne, our great classic; none at all of Parkman +and Fiske, our historians; or of writers like Howells, James, and Cable, +or Wilkins, Jewett, and Deland, and a worthy company of story-tellers.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xi" id="Page_xi">[Pg xi]</a></span></p> + +<p>We may well be on our guard against a vaunting nationalism. It retards +our culture. There should be no confusion of the second-rate values of +most of our American products with the supreme values of the greatest +British classics. We may work, of course, toward an ultimate +appreciation of these greatest things. We fail, however, in securing +such appreciation because we have failed to enlist those forms of +interest which vitalize and stimulate literary studies—above all, the +patriotic or national interest. Concord and Cambridge should be dearer, +as they are nearer, to the young American than even Stratford and +Abbotsford; Hawthorne should be as familiar as Goldsmith; and Emerson, +as Addison or Burke. Ordinarily it is not so; and we suffer the +consequences in the failure of our youth to grasp the spiritual ideals +and the distinctively American democratic spirit which find expression +in the greatest work of our literary masters, Emerson and Whitman, +Lowell and Lanier. Our culture and our nationalism both suffer thereby. +Our literature suffers also, because we have not an instructed and +interested public to encourage excellence.</p> + +<p>Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more +distinctively American savor than that of William Dean Howells; and it +is to make his delightful writings more widely<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xii" id="Page_xii">[Pg xii]</a></span> known and more easily +accessible that this volume of selections from his books for the young +has been prepared as a reading-book for the elementary school. These +juvenile books of Mr. Howells contain some of the very best pages ever +written for the enjoyment of young people. His two books for boys—<i>A +Boy's Town</i> and <i>The Flight of Pony Baker</i>—rank with such favorites as +<i>Tom Sawyer</i> and <i>The Story of a Bad Boy</i>.</p> + +<p>These should be introductory to the best of Mr. Howells' novels and +essays in the high school; for Mr. Howells, it need scarcely be said, is +one of our few masters of style: his style is as individual and +distinguished as it is felicitous and delicate. More important still, +from the educational point of view, he is one of our most modern +writers: the spiritual issues and social problems of our age, which our +older high-school pupils are anxious to deal with, are alive in his +books. Our young people should know his <i>Rise of Silas Lapham</i> and <i>A +Hazard of New Fortunes</i>, as well as his social and literary criticism. +As stimulating and alluring a volume of selections may be made for +high-school students as this volume will be, we venture to predict, for +the younger boys and girls of the elementary school.</p> + +<p>In this little book of readings we have made, we believe, an entirely +legitimate and desirable use of the books named above. <i>A Boy's Town</i><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_xiii" id="Page_xiii">[Pg xiii]</a></span> +is a series of detachable pictures and episodes into which the boy—or +the healthy girl who loves boys' books—may dip, as the selections here +given will, we believe, tempt him to do. The same is true of <i>The Flight +of Pony Baker</i>. The volume is for class-room enjoyment; for happy hours +of profitable reading—profitable, because happy. Much of it should be +read aloud rather than silently, and dramatic justice be done to the +scenes and conversations which have dramatic quality.</p> + + +<p class="right"><span class="smcap">Percival Chubb.</span></p> + + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>I</h2> + +<h3>ADVENTURES IN A BOY'S TOWN</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_3" id="Page_3">[Pg 3]</a></span></p> +<h2>HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS</h2> + + +<p>Just before the circus came, about the end of July, something happened +that made Pony mean to run off more than anything that ever was. His +father and mother were coming home from a walk, in the evening; it was +so hot nobody could stay in the house, and just as they were coming to +the front steps Pony stole up behind them and tossed a snowball which he +had got out of the garden at his mother, just for fun. The flower struck +her very softly on her hair, for she had no bonnet on, and she gave a +jump and a hollo that made Pony laugh; and then she caught him by the +arm and boxed his ears.</p> + +<p>"Oh, my goodness! It was you, was it, you good-for-nothing boy? I +thought it was a bat!" she said, and she broke out crying and ran into +the house, and would not mind his father, who was calling after her, +"Lucy, Lucy, my dear child!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_4" id="Page_4">[Pg 4]</a></span></p> + +<p>Pony was crying, too, for he did not intend to frighten his mother, and +when she took his fun as if he had done something wicked he did not know +what to think. He stole off to bed, and he lay there crying in the dark +and expecting that she would come to him, as she always did, to have him +say that he was sorry when he had been wicked, or to tell him that she +was sorry when she thought she had not been quite fair with him. But she +did not come, and after a good while his father came and said: "Are you +awake, Pony? I am sorry your mother misunderstood your fun. But you +mustn't mind it, dear boy. She's not well, and she's very nervous."</p> + +<p>"I don't care!" Pony sobbed out. "She won't have a chance to touch me +again!" For he had made up his mind to run off with the circus which was +coming the next Tuesday.</p> + +<p>He turned his face away, sobbing, and his father, after standing by his +bed a moment, went away without saying anything but "Don't forget your +prayers, Pony. You'll feel differently in the morning, I hope."</p> + +<p>Pony fell asleep thinking how he would come back to the Boy's Town with +the circus when he was grown up, and when he came out in the ring riding +three horses bareback he would see his father and mother and sisters in +one of the lower seats. They would not know him, but he would know them, +and he would send for them to come to the dressing-room, and would be +very good to them, all but his mother; he would be very cold and stiff +with her, though he would know that she was prouder of him than all the +rest put together, and she would go away almost crying.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_5" id="Page_5">[Pg 5]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 279px;"> +<img src="images/i001.jpg" width="279" height="440" alt="HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE VERY NEXT +MORNING" title="" /> +<span class="caption">HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE VERY NEXT +MORNING</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_7" id="Page_7">[Pg 7]</a></span></p> + +<p>He began being cold and stiff with her the very next morning, although +she was better than ever to him, and gave him waffles for breakfast with +unsalted butter, and tried to pet him up. That whole day she kept trying +to do things for him, but he would scarcely speak to her; and at night +she came to him and said, "What makes you act so strangely, Pony? Are +you offended with your mother?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am!" said Pony, haughtily, and he twitched away from where she +was sitting on the side of his bed, leaning over him.</p> + +<p>"On account of last night, Pony?" she asked, softly.</p> + +<p>"I reckon you know well enough," said Pony, and he tried to be disgusted +with her for being such a hypocrite, but he had to set his teeth hard, +hard, or he would have broken down crying.</p> + +<p>"If it's for that, you mustn't, Pony dear. You don't know how you +frightened me. When your snowball hit me, I felt sure it was a bat, and +I'm so afraid of bats, you know. I didn't<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_8" id="Page_8">[Pg 8]</a></span> mean to hurt my poor boy's +feelings so, and you mustn't mind it any more, Pony."</p> + +<p>She stooped down and kissed him on the forehead, but he did not move or +say anything; only, after that he felt more forgiving toward his mother. +He made up his mind to be good to her along with the rest when he came +back with the circus. But still he meant to run off with the circus. He +did not see how he could do anything else, for he had told all the boys +that day that he was going to do it; and when they just laughed, and +said, "Oh yes. Think you can fool your grandmother! It'll be like +running off with the Indians," Pony wagged his head, and said they would +see whether it would or not, and offered to bet them what they dared.</p> + +<p>The morning of the circus day all the fellows went out to the +corporation line to meet the circus procession. There were ladies and +knights, the first thing, riding on spotted horses; and then a +band-chariot, all made up of swans and dragons. There were about twenty +baggage-wagons; but before you got to them there was the greatest thing +of all. It was a chariot drawn by twelve Shetland ponies, and it was +shaped like a big shell, and around in the bottom of the shell there +were little circus actors, boys and girls, dressed in their circus +clothes, and they all looked exactly like fairies. They scarce<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_9" id="Page_9">[Pg 9]</a></span> seemed +to see the fellows, as they ran alongside of their chariot, but Hen +Billard and Archy Hawkins, who were always cutting up, got close enough +to throw some peanuts to the circus boys, and some of the little circus +girls laughed, and the driver looked around and cracked his whip at the +fellows, and they all had to get out of the way then.</p> + +<p>Jim Leonard said that the circus boys and girls were all stolen, and +nobody was allowed to come close to them for fear they would try to send +word to their friends. Some of the fellows did not believe it, and +wanted to know how he knew it; and he said he read it in a paper; after +that nobody could deny it. But he said that if you went with the circus +men of your own free will they would treat you first-rate; only they +would give you burnt brandy to keep you little; nothing else but burnt +brandy would do it, but that would do it, sure.</p> + +<p>Pony was scared at first when he heard that most of the circus fellows +were stolen, but he thought if he went of his own accord he would be all +right. Still, he did not feel so much like running off with the circus +as he did before the circus came. He asked Jim Leonard whether the +circus men made all the children drink burnt brandy; and Archy Hawkins +and Hen Billard heard him ask, and began to mock him. They<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_10" id="Page_10">[Pg 10]</a></span> took him up +between them, one by his arms and the other by the legs, and ran along +with him, and kept saying, "Does it want to be a great big circus actor? +Then it shall, so it shall," and, "We'll tell the circus men to be very +careful of you, Pony dear!" till Pony wriggled himself loose and began +to stone them.</p> + +<p>After that they had to let him alone, for when a fellow began to stone +you in the Boy's Town you had to let him alone, unless you were going to +whip him, and the fellows only wanted to have a little fun with Pony. +But what they did made him all the more resolved to run away with the +circus, just to show them.</p> + +<p>He helped to carry water for the circus men's horses, along with the +boys who earned their admission that way. He had no need to do it, +because his father was going to take him in, anyway; but Jim Leonard +said it was the only way to get acquainted with the circus men. Still, +Pony was afraid to speak to them, and he would not have said a word to +any of them if it had not been for one of them speaking to him first, +when he saw him come lugging a great pail of water, and bending far over +on the right to balance it.</p> + +<p>"That's right," the circus man said to Pony. "If you ever fell into that +bucket you'd drown, sure."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_11" id="Page_11">[Pg 11]</a></span></p> + +<p>He was a big fellow, with funny eyes, and he had a white bulldog at his +heels; and all the fellows said he was the one who guarded the outside +of the tent when the circus began, and kept the boys from hooking in +under the curtain.</p> + +<p>Even then Pony would not have had the courage to say anything, but Jim +Leonard was just behind him with another bucket of water, and he spoke +up for him. "He wants to go with the circus."</p> + +<p>They both set down their buckets, and Pony felt himself turning pale +when the circus man came toward them. "Wants to go with the circus, +heigh? Let's have a look at you." He took Pony by the shoulders and +turned him slowly round, and looked at his nice clothes, and took him by +the chin. "Orphan?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Pony did not know what to say, but Jim Leonard nodded; perhaps he did +not know what to say, either; but Pony felt as if they had both told a +lie.</p> + +<p>"Parents living?" The circus man looked at Pony, and Pony had to say +that they were.</p> + +<p>He gasped out, "Yes," so that you could scarcely hear him, and the +circus man said:</p> + +<p>"Well, that's right. When we take an orphan, we want to have his parents +living, so that we can go and ask them what sort of a boy he is."<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_12" id="Page_12">[Pg 12]</a></span></p> + +<p>He looked at Pony in such a friendly, smiling way that Pony took courage +to ask him whether they would want him to drink burnt brandy.</p> + +<p>"What for?"</p> + +<p>"To keep me little."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I see." The circus man took off his hat and rubbed his forehead +with a silk handkerchief, which he threw into the top of his hat before +he put it on again. "No, I don't know as we will. We're rather short of +giants just now. How would you like to drink a glass of elephant milk +every morning and grow into an eight-footer?"</p> + +<p>Pony said he didn't know whether he would like to be quite so big; and +then the circus man said perhaps he would rather go for an India-rubber +man; that was what they called the contortionists in those days.</p> + +<p>"Let's feel of you again." The circus man took hold of Pony and felt his +joints. "You're put together pretty tight; but I reckon we could make +you do if you'd let us take you apart with a screw-driver and limber up +the pieces with rattlesnake oil. Wouldn't like it, heigh? Well, let me +see!" The circus man thought a moment, and then he said: "How would +double-somersaults on four horses bareback do?"</p> + +<p>Pony said that would do, and then the circus man said: "Well, then, +we've just hit it, because<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_13" id="Page_13">[Pg 13]</a></span> our double-somersault, four-horse bareback +is just going to leave us, and we want a new one right away. Now, +there's more than one way of joining a circus, but the best way is to +wait on your front steps with your things all packed up, and the +procession comes along at about one o'clock in the morning and picks you +up. Which 'd you rather do?"</p> + +<p>Pony pushed his toe into the turf, as he always did when he was ashamed, +but he made out to say he would rather wait out on the front steps.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, that's all settled," said the circus man. "We'll be along," +and he was going away with his dog, but Tim Leonard called after him:</p> + +<p>"You hain't asked him whereabouts he lives?"</p> + +<p>The circus man kept on, and he said, without looking around, "Oh, that's +all right. We've got somebody that looks after that."</p> + +<p>"It's the magician," Jim Leonard whispered to Pony, and they walked +away.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN</h2> + + +<p>A crowd of the fellows had been waiting to know what the boys had been +talking about to the circus man, but Jim Leonard said, "Don't you tell, +Pony Baker!" and he started to run,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_14" id="Page_14">[Pg 14]</a></span> and that made Pony run, too, and +they both ran till they got away from the fellows.</p> + +<p>"You have got to keep it a secret; for if a lot of fellows find it out +the constable'll get to know it, and he'll be watching out around the +corner of your house, and when the procession comes along and he sees +you're really going he'll take you up, and keep you in jail till your +father comes and bails you out. Now, you mind!"</p> + +<p>Pony said, "Oh, I won't tell anybody," and when Jim Leonard said that if +a circus man was to feel <i>him</i> over, that way, and act so kind of +pleasant and friendly, he would be too proud to speak to anybody, Pony +confessed that he knew it was a great thing all the time.</p> + +<p>"The way'll be," said Jim Leonard, "to keep in with him, and he'll keep +the others from picking on you; they'll be afraid to, on account of his +dog. You'll see, he'll be the one to come for you to-night; and if the +constable is there the dog won't let him touch you. I never thought of +that."</p> + +<p>Perhaps on account of thinking of it now Jim Leonard felt free to tell +the other fellows how Pony was going to run off, for when a crowd of +them came along he told them. They said it was splendid, and they said +that if they could make their mothers let them, or if they could get out +of the house without their mothers knowing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_15" id="Page_15">[Pg 15]</a></span> it, they were going to sit +up with Pony and watch out for the procession, and bid him good-bye.</p> + +<p>At dinner-time he found out that his father was going to take him and +all his sisters to the circus, and his father and mother were so nice to +him, asking him about the procession and everything, that his heart +ached at the thought of running away from home and leaving them. But now +he had to do it; the circus man was coming for him, and he could not +back out; he did not know what would happen if he did. It seemed to him +as if his mother had done everything she could to make it harder for +him. She had stewed chicken for dinner, with plenty of gravy, and hot +biscuits to sop in, and peach preserves afterward; and she kept helping +him to more, because she said boys that followed the circus around got +dreadfully hungry. The eating seemed to keep his heart down; it was +trying to get into his throat all the time; and he knew that she was +being good to him, but if he had not known it he would have believed his +mother was just doing it to mock him.</p> + +<p>Pony had to go to the circus with his father and sisters, and to get on +his shoes and a clean collar. But a crowd of the fellows were there at +the tent door to watch out whether the circus man would say anything to +him when he went in; and Jim Leonard rubbed against him, when<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_16" id="Page_16">[Pg 16]</a></span> the man +passed with his dog and did not even look at Pony, and said: "He's just +pretending. He don't want your father to know. He'll be round for you, +sure. I saw him kind of smile to one of the other circus men."</p> + +<p>It was a splendid circus, and there were more things than Pony ever saw +in a circus before. But instead of hating to have it over, it seemed to +him that it would never come to an end. He kept thinking and thinking, +and wondering whether he would like to be a circus actor; and when the +one came out who rode four horses bareback and stood on his head on the +last horse, and drove with the reins in his teeth, Pony thought that he +never could learn to do it; and if he could not learn he did not know +what the circus men would say to him. It seemed to him that it was very +strange he had not told that circus man that he didn't know whether he +could do it or not; but he had not, and now it was too late.</p> + +<p>A boy came around calling lemonade, and Pony's father bought some for +each of the children, but Pony could hardly taste his.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter with you, Pony? Are you sick?" his father asked.</p> + +<p>"No. I don't care for any; that's all. I'm well," said Pony; but he felt +very miserable.</p> + +<p>After supper Jim Leonard came round and went up to Pony's room with him +to help him<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_17" id="Page_17">[Pg 17]</a></span> pack, and he was so gay about it and said he only wished +<i>he</i> was going, that Pony cheered up a little. Jim had brought a large +square of checked gingham that he said he did not believe his mother +would ever want, and that he would tell her he had taken if she asked +for it. He said it would be the very thing for Pony to carry his clothes +in, for it was light and strong and would hold a lot. He helped Pony to +choose his things out of his bureau drawers: a pair of stockings and a +pair of white pantaloons and a blue roundabout, and a collar, and two +handkerchiefs. That was all he said Pony would need, because he would +have his circus clothes right away, and there was no use taking things +that he would never wear.</p> + +<p>Jim did these up in the square of gingham, and he tied it across +cater-cornered twice, in double knots, and showed Pony how he could put +his hand through and carry it just as easy. He hid it under the bed for +him, and he told Pony that if he was in Pony's place he should go to bed +right away or pretty soon, so that nobody would think anything, and +maybe he could get some sleep before he got up and went down to wait on +the front steps for the circus to come along. He promised to be there +with the other boys and keep them from fooling or making a noise, or +doing anything to wake his father up,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_18" id="Page_18">[Pg 18]</a></span> or make the constable come. "You +see, Pony," he said, "if you can run off this year, and come back with +the circus next year, then a whole lot of fellows can run off. Don't you +see that?"</p> + +<p>Pony said he saw that, but he said he wished some of the other fellows +were going now, because he did not know any of the circus boys and he +was afraid he might feel kind of lonesome. But Jim Leonard said he would +soon get acquainted, and, anyway, a year would go before he knew it, and +then if the other fellows could get off he would have plenty of company.</p> + +<p>As soon as Jim Leonard was gone Pony undressed and got into bed. He was +not sleepy, but he thought maybe it would be just as well to rest a +little while before the circus procession came along for him; and, +anyway, he could not bear to go down-stairs and be with the family when +he was going to leave them so soon, and not come back for a whole year.</p> + +<p>After a good while, or about the time he usually came in from playing, +he heard his mother saying: "Where in the world is Pony? Has he come in +yet? Have you seen him, girls? Pony! Pony!" she called.</p> + +<p>But somehow Pony could not get his voice up out of his throat; he wanted +to answer her, but he could not speak. He heard her say, "Go out to the +front steps, girls, and see if you can<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_19" id="Page_19">[Pg 19]</a></span> see him," and then he heard her +coming up the stairs; and she came into his room, and when she saw him +lying there in bed, she said: "Why, I believe in my heart the child's +asleep! Pony! Are you awake?"</p> + +<p>Pony made out to say no, and his mother said: "My! what a fright you +gave me! Why didn't you answer me? Are you sick, Pony? Your father said +you didn't seem well at the circus; and you didn't eat any supper, +hardly."</p> + +<p>Pony said he was first-rate, but he spoke very low, and his mother came +up and sat down on the side of his bed.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, child?" She bent over and felt his forehead. "No, +you haven't got a bit of fever," she said, and she kissed him, and began +to tumble his short black hair in the way she had, and she got one of +his hands between her two, and kept rubbing it. "But you've had a long, +tiresome day, and that's why you've gone to bed, I suppose. But if you +feel the least sick, Pony, I'll send for the doctor."</p> + +<p>Pony said he was not sick at all; just tired; and that was true; he felt +as if he never wanted to get up again.</p> + +<p>His mother put her arm under his neck, and pressed her face close down +to his, and said very low: "Pony dear, you don't feel hard toward your +mother for what she did the other night?"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_20" id="Page_20">[Pg 20]</a></span></p> + +<p>He knew she meant boxing his ears, when he was not to blame, and he +said: "Oh no," and then he threw his arms round her neck and cried; and +she told him not to cry, and that she would never do such a thing again; +but she was really so frightened she did not know what she was doing.</p> + +<p>When he quieted down, she said: "Now say your prayers, Pony, 'Our +Father,'" and she said, "Our Father" all through with him, and after +that, "Now I lay me," just as when he was a very little fellow. After +they had finished she stooped over and kissed him again, and when he +turned his face into his pillow she kept smoothing his hair with her +hand for about a minute. Then she went away.</p> + +<p>Pony could hear them stirring about for a good while down-stairs. His +father came in from uptown at last, and asked: "Has Pony come in?"</p> + +<p>And his mother said; "Yes, he's up in bed. I wouldn't disturb him, +Henry. He's asleep by this time."</p> + +<p>His father said: "I don't know what to make of the boy. If he keeps on +acting so strangely I shall have the doctor see him in the morning."</p> + +<p>Pony felt dreadfully to think how far away from them he should be in the +morning, and he would have given anything if he could have gone down to +his father and mother and told<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_21" id="Page_21">[Pg 21]</a></span> them what he was going to do. But it did +not seem as if he could.</p> + +<p>By-and-by he began to be sleepy, and then he dozed off, but he thought +it was hardly a minute before he heard the circus band, and knew that +the procession was coming for him. He jumped out of bed and put on his +things as fast as he could; but his roundabout had only one sleeve to +it, somehow, and he had to button the lower buttons of his trousers to +keep it on. He got his bundle and stole down to the front door without +seeming to touch his feet to anything, and when he got out on the front +steps he saw the circus magician coming along. By that time the music +had stopped and Pony could not see any procession. The magician had on a +tall, peaked hat, like a witch. He took up the whole street, he was so +wide in the black glazed gown that hung from his arms when he stretched +them out, for he seemed to be groping along that way, with his wand in +one hand, like a blind man.</p> + +<p>He kept saying in a kind of deep, shaking voice, "It's all glory; it's +all glory," and the sound of those words froze Pony's blood. He tried to +get back into the house again, so that the magician should not find him, +but when he felt for the door-knob there was no door there anywhere; +nothing but a smooth wall. Then he sat down on the steps and tried to +shrink up so<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_22" id="Page_22">[Pg 22]</a></span> little that the magician would miss him; but he saw his +wide goggles getting nearer and nearer; and then his father and the +doctor were standing by him looking down at him, and the doctor said:</p> + +<p>"He has been walking in his sleep; he must be bled," and he got out his +lancet, when Pony heard his mother calling: "Pony, Pony! What's the +matter? Have you got the nightmare?" and he woke up, and found it was +just morning.</p> + +<p>The sun was shining in at his window, and it made him so glad to think +that by this time the circus was far away and he was not with it, that +he hardly knew what to do.</p> + +<p>He was not very well for two or three days afterward, and his mother let +him stay out of school to see whether he was really going to be sick or +not. When he went back most of the fellows had forgotten that he had +been going to run off with the circus. Some of them that happened to +think of it plagued him a little and asked how he liked being a circus +actor.</p> + +<p>Hen Billard was the worst; he said he reckoned the circus magician got +scared when he saw what a whaler Pony was, and told the circus men that +they would have to get a new tent to hold him; and that was the reason +why they didn't take him. Archy Hawkins said: "How long did you have to +wait on the front steps,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_23" id="Page_23">[Pg 23]</a></span> Pony dear?" But after that he was pretty good +to him, and said he reckoned they had better not any of them pretend +that Pony had not tried to run off if they had not been up to see.</p> + +<p>Pony himself could never be exactly sure whether he had waited on the +front steps and seen the circus magician or not. Sometimes it seemed all +of it like a dream, and sometimes only part of it. Jim Leonard tried to +help him make it out, but they could not. He said it was a pity he had +overslept himself, for if he had come to bid Pony good-bye, the way he +said, then he could have told just how much of it was a dream and how +much was not.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE</h2> + + +<p>Jim Leonard's stable used to stand on the flat near the river, and on a +rise of ground above it stood Jim Leonard's log-cabin. The boys called +it Jim Leonard's log-cabin, but it was really his mother's, and the +stable was hers, too. It was a log stable, but up where the gable began +the logs stopped, and it was weather-boarded the rest of the way, and +the roof was shingled.</p> + +<p>Jim Leonard said it was all logs once, and that the roof was loose +clapboards, held down by logs that ran across them, like the roofs in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_24" id="Page_24">[Pg 24]</a></span> +the early times, before there were shingles or nails, or anything, in +the country. But none of the oldest boys had ever seen it like that, and +you had to take Jim Leonard's word for it if you wanted to believe it. +The little fellows nearly all did; but everybody said afterward it was a +good thing for Jim Leonard that it was not that kind of roof when he had +his hair-breadth escape on it. He said himself that he would not have +cared if it had been; but that was when it was all over, and his mother +had whipped him, and everything, and he was telling the boys about it.</p> + +<p>He said that in his Pirate Book lots of fellows on rafts got to land +when they were shipwrecked, and that the old-fashioned roof would have +been just like a raft, anyway, and he could have steered it right across +the river to Delorac's Island as easy! Pony Baker thought very likely he +could, but Hen Billard said:</p> + +<p>"Well, why didn't you do it, with the kind of a roof you had?"</p> + +<p>Some of the boys mocked Jim Leonard; but a good many of them thought he +could have done it if he could have got into the eddy that there was +over by the island. If he could have landed there, once, he could have +camped out and lived on fish till the river fell.</p> + +<p>It was that spring, about fifty-four years ago,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_25" id="Page_25">[Pg 25]</a></span> when the freshet, which +always came in the spring, was the worst that anybody could remember. +The country above the Boy's Town was under water for miles and miles. +The river-bottoms were flooded so that the corn had to be all planted +over again when the water went down. The freshet tore away pieces of +orchard, and apple-trees in bloom came sailing along with logs and +fence-rails and chicken-coops, and pretty soon dead cows and horses. +There was a dog chained to a dog-kennel that went by, howling awfully; +the boys would have given anything if they could have saved him, but the +yellow river whirled him out of sight behind the middle pier of the +bridge, which everybody was watching from the bank, expecting it to go +any minute. The water was up within four or five feet of the bridge, and +the boys believed that if a good big log had come along and hit it, the +bridge would have been knocked loose from its piers and carried down the +river.</p> + +<p>Perhaps it would, and perhaps it would not. The boys all ran to watch it +as soon as school was out, and stayed till they had to go to supper. +After supper some of their mothers let them come back and stay till +bedtime, if they would promise to keep a full yard back from the edge of +the bank. They could not be sure just how much a yard was, and they +nearly all<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_26" id="Page_26">[Pg 26]</a></span> sat down on the edge and let their legs hang over.</p> + +<p>Jim Leonard was there, holloing and running up and down the bank, and +showing the other boys things away out in the river that nobody else +could see; he said he saw a man out there. He had not been to supper, +and he had not been to school all day, which might have been the reason +why he would rather stay with the men and watch the bridge than go home +to supper; his mother would have been waiting for him with a sucker from +the pear-tree. He told the boys that while they were gone he went out +with one of the men on the bridge as far as the middle pier, and it +shook like a leaf; he showed with his hand how it shook.</p> + +<p>Jim Leonard was a fellow who believed he did all kinds of things that he +would like to have done; and the big boys just laughed. That made Jim +Leonard mad, and he said that as soon as the bridge began to go, he was +going to run out on it and go with it; and then they would see whether +he was a liar or not! They mocked him and danced round him till he +cried. But Pony Baker, who had come with his father, believed that Jim +Leonard would really have done it; and at any rate, he felt sorry for +him when Jim cried.</p> + +<p>He stayed later than any of the little fellows, because his father was +with him, and even all the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_27" id="Page_27">[Pg 27]</a></span> big boys had gone home except Hen Billard, +when Pony left Jim Leonard on the bank and stumbled sleepily away, with +his hand in his father's.</p> + +<p>When Pony was gone, Hen Billard said: "Well, going to stay all night, +Jim?"</p> + +<p>And Jim Leonard answered back, as cross as could be, "Yes, I am!" And he +said the men who were sitting up to watch the bridge were going to give +him some of their coffee, and that would keep him awake. But perhaps he +thought this because he wanted some coffee so badly. He was awfully +hungry, for he had not had anything since breakfast, except a piece of +bread-and-butter that he got Pony Baker to bring him in his pocket when +he came down from school at noontime.</p> + +<p>Hen Billard said, "Well, I suppose I won't see you any more, Jim; +good-bye," and went away laughing; and after a while one of the men saw +Jim Leonard hanging about, and asked him what he wanted there at that +time of night; and Jim could not say he wanted coffee, and so there was +nothing for him to do but go. There was nowhere for him to go but home, +and he sneaked off in the dark.</p> + +<p>When he came in sight of the cabin he could not tell whether he would +rather have his mother waiting for him with a whipping and some supper, +or get to bed somehow with neither. He climbed softly over the back +fence and crept up to the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_28" id="Page_28">[Pg 28]</a></span> back door, but it was fast; then he crept +round to the front door, and that was fast, too. There was no light in +the house, and it was perfectly still.</p> + +<p>All of a sudden it struck him that he could sleep in the stable-loft, +and he thought what a fool he was not to have thought of it before. The +notion brightened him up so that he got the gourd that hung beside the +well-curb and took it out to the stable with him; for now he remembered +that the cow would be there, unless she was in somebody's garden-patch +or cornfield.</p> + +<p>He noticed as he walked down toward the stable that the freshet had come +up over the flat, and just before the door he had to wade. But he was in +his bare feet, and he did not care; if he thought anything, he thought +that his mother would not come out to milk till the water went down, and +he would be safe till then from the whipping he must take, sooner or +later, for playing hooky.</p> + +<p>Sure enough, the old cow was in the stable, and she gave Jim Leonard a +snort of welcome and then lowed anxiously. He fumbled through the dark +to her side, and began to milk her. She had been milked only a few hours +before, and so he got only a gourdful from her. But it was all +strippings, and rich as cream, and it was smoking warm. It seemed to Jim +Leonard that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_29" id="Page_29">[Pg 29]</a></span> it went down to his very toes when he poured it into his +throat, and it made him feel so good that he did not know what to do.</p> + +<p>There really was not anything for him to do but to climb up into the +loft by the ladder in the corner of the stable, and lie down on the old +last year's fodder. The rich, warm milk made Jim Leonard awfully sleepy, +and he dropped off almost as soon as his head touched the cornstalks. +The last thing he remembered was the hoarse roar of the freshet outside, +and that was a lulling music in his ears.</p> + +<p>The next thing he knew, and he hardly knew that, was a soft, jolting, +sinking motion, first to one side and then to the other; then he seemed +to be going down, down, straight down, and then to be drifting off into +space. He rubbed his eyes and found it was full daylight, although it +was the daylight of early morning; and while he lay looking out of the +stable-loft window and trying to make out what it all meant, he felt a +wash of cold water along his back, and his bed of fodder melted away +under him and around him, and some loose planks of the loft floor swam +weltering out of the window. Then he knew what had happened. The flood +had stolen up while he slept, and sapped the walls of the stable; the +logs had given way, one after another, and had let him down, with the +roof, into the water.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_30" id="Page_30">[Pg 30]</a></span></p> + +<p>He got to his feet as well as he could, and floundered over the rising +and falling boards to the window in the floating gable. One look outside +showed him his mother's log-cabin safe on its rise of ground, and at the +corner the old cow, that must have escaped through the stable door he +had left open, and passed the night among the cabbages. She seemed to +catch sight of Jim Leonard when he put his head out, and she lowed to +him.</p> + +<p>Jim Leonard did not stop to make any answer. He clambered out of the +window and up onto the ridge of the roof, and there, in the company of a +large gray rat, he set out on the strangest voyage a boy ever made. In a +few moments the current swept him out into the middle of the river, and +he was sailing down between his native shore on one side and Delorac's +Island on the other.</p> + +<p>All round him seethed and swirled the yellow flood in eddies and +ripples, where drift of all sorts danced and raced. His vessel, such as +it was, seemed seaworthy enough. It held securely together, fitting like +a low, wide cup over the water, and perhaps finding some buoyancy from +the air imprisoned in it above the window. But Jim Leonard was not +satisfied, and so far from being proud of his adventure, he was +frightened worse even than the rat which shared it. As soon as he could +get his voice, he began to shout for help<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_31" id="Page_31">[Pg 31]</a></span> to the houses on the empty +shores, which seemed to fly backward on both sides while he lay still on +the gulf that swashed around him, and tried to drown his voice before it +swallowed him up. At the same time the bridge, which had looked so far +off when he first saw it, was rushing swiftly toward him, and getting +nearer and nearer.</p> + +<p>He wondered what had become of all the people and all the boys. He +thought that if he were safe there on shore he should not be sleeping in +bed while somebody was out in the river on a roof, with nothing but a +rat to care whether he got drowned or not.</p> + +<p>Where was Hen Billard, that always made fun so; or Archy Hawkins, that +pretended to be so good-natured; or Pony Baker, that seemed to like a +fellow so much? He began to call for them by name: "Hen Billard—<i>O</i> +Hen! Help, help! Archy Hawkins—<i>O</i> Archy! I'm drowning! Pony, Pony—<i>O</i> +Pony! Don't you <i>see</i> me, Pony?"</p> + +<p>He could see the top of Pony Baker's house, and he thought what a good, +kind man Pony's father was. Surely <i>he</i> would try to save him; and Jim +Leonard began to yell: "O Mr. Baker! Look here, Mr. Baker! It's Jim +Leonard, and I'm floating down the river on a roof! Save me, Mr. Baker, +save me! Help, help, somebody! Fire! Fire! Fire! Murder! Fire!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_32" id="Page_32">[Pg 32]</a></span></p> + +<p>By this time he was about crazy, and did not half know what he was +saying. Just in front of where Hen Billard's grandmother lived, on the +street that ran along the top of the bank, the roof got caught in the +branches of a tree which had drifted down and stuck in the bottom of the +river so that the branches waved up and down as the current swashed +through them. Jim Leonard was glad of anything that would stop the roof, +and at first he thought he would get off on the tree. That was what the +rat did. Perhaps the rat thought Jim Leonard really was crazy and he had +better let him have the roof to himself; but the rat saw that he had +made a mistake, and he jumped back again after he had swung up and down +on a limb two or three times. Jim Leonard felt awfully when the rat +first got into the tree, for he remembered how it said in the Pirate +Book that rats always leave a sinking ship, and now he believed that he +certainly was gone. But that only made him hollo the louder, and he +holloed so loud that at last he made somebody hear.</p> + +<p>It was Hen Billard's grandmother, and she put her head out of the window +with her nightcap on, to see what the matter was. Jim Leonard caught +sight of her, and he screamed: "Fire, fire, fire! I'm drownding, Mrs. +Billard! Oh, do somebody come!"<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_33" id="Page_33">[Pg 33]</a></span></p> + +<p>Hen Billard's grandmother just gave one yell of "Fire! The world's +a-burnin' up, Hen Billard, and you layin' there sleepin' and not helpin' +a bit! Somebody's out there in the river!" and she rushed into the room +where Hen was, and shook him.</p> + +<p>He bounced out of bed and pulled on his pantaloons, and was down-stairs +in a minute. He ran bareheaded over to the bank, and when Jim Leonard +saw him coming he holloed ten times as loud: "It's me, Hen! It's Jim +Leonard! Oh, do get somebody to come out and save me! Fire!"</p> + +<p>As soon as Hen heard that, and felt sure it was not a dream, which he +did in about half a second, he began to yell, too, and to say: "How did +you get there? Fire, fire, fire! What are you on? Fire! Are you in a +tree, or what? Fire, fire! Are you in a flat-boat? Fire, fire, fire! If +I had a skiff—fire!"</p> + +<p>He kept racing up and down the bank, and back and forth between the bank +and the houses. The river was almost up to the top of the bank, and it +looked a mile wide. Down at the bridge you could hardly see any light +between the water and the bridge.</p> + +<p>Pretty soon people began to look out of their doors and windows, and Hen +Billard's grandmother kept screaming: "The world's a-burnin'<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_34" id="Page_34">[Pg 34]</a></span> up! The +river's on fire!" Then boys came out of their houses; and then men with +no hats on; and then women and girls, with their hair half down. The +fire-bells began to ring, and in less than five minutes both the fire +companies were on the shore, with the men at the brakes and the foremen +of the companies holloing through their trumpets.</p> + +<p>Then Jim Leonard saw what a good thing it was that he had thought of +holloing fire. He felt sure now that they would save him somehow, and he +made up his mind to save the rat, too, and pet it, and maybe go around +and exhibit it. He would name it Bolivar; it was just the color of the +elephant Bolivar that came to the Boy's Town every year. These things +whirled through his brain while he watched two men setting out in a +skiff toward him.</p> + +<p>They started from the shore a little above him, and they meant to row +slanting across to his tree, but the current, when they got fairly into +it, swept them far below, and they were glad to row back to land again +without ever getting anywhere near him. At the same time, the tree-top +where his roof was caught was pulled southward by a sudden rush of the +torrent; it opened, and the roof slipped out, with Jim Leonard and the +rat on it. They both joined in one squeal of despair as the river leaped +forward with them,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_35" id="Page_35">[Pg 35]</a></span> and a dreadful "Oh!" went up from the people on the +bank.</p> + +<p>Some of the firemen had run down to the bridge when they saw that the +skiff was not going to be of any use, and one of them had got out of the +window of the bridge onto the middle pier, with a long pole in his hand. +It had an iron hook at the end, and it was the kind of pole that the men +used to catch driftwood with and drag it ashore. When the people saw +Blue Bob with that pole in his hand, they understood what he was up to. +He was going to wait till the water brought the roof with Jim Leonard on +it down to the bridge, and then catch the hook into the shingles and +pull it up to the pier. The strongest current set close in around the +middle pier, and the roof would have to pass on one side or the other. +That was what Blue Bob argued out in his mind when he decided that the +skiff would never reach Jim Leonard, and he knew that if he could not +save him that way, nothing could save him.</p> + +<p>Blue Bob must have had a last name, but none of the little fellows knew +what it was. Everybody called him Blue Bob because he had such a thick, +black beard that when he was just shaved his face looked perfectly blue. +He knew all about the river and its ways, and if it had been of any use +to go out with a boat, he would have gone. That was what all the boys +said, when they followed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_36" id="Page_36">[Pg 36]</a></span> Blue Bob to the bridge and saw him getting out +on the pier. He was the only person that the watchman had let go on the +bridge for two days.</p> + +<p>The water was up within three feet of the floor, and if Jim Leonard's +roof slipped by Blue Bob's guard and passed under the bridge, it would +scrape Jim Leonard off, and that would be the last of him.</p> + +<p>All the time the roof was coming nearer the bridge, sometimes slower, +sometimes faster, just as it got into an eddy or into the current; once +it seemed almost to stop, and swayed completely round; then it just +darted forward.</p> + +<p>Blue Bob stood on the very point of the pier, where the strong +stone-work divided the current, and held his hooked pole ready to make a +clutch at the roof, whichever side it took. Jim Leonard saw him there, +but although he had been holloing and yelling and crying all the time, +now he was still. He wanted to say, "O Bob, save me!" but he could not +make a sound.</p> + +<p>It seemed to him that Bob was going to miss him when he made a lunge at +the roof on the right side of the pier; it seemed to him that the roof +was going down the left side; but he felt it quiver and stop, and then +it gave a loud crack and went to pieces, and flung itself away upon the +whirling and dancing flood. At first Jim Leonard thought he had gone +with it; but it was only the rat that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_37" id="Page_37">[Pg 37]</a></span> tried to run up Blue Bob's pole, +and slipped off into the water; and then somehow Jim was hanging onto +Blue Bob's hands and scrambling onto the bridge.</p> + +<p>Blue Bob always said he never saw any rat, and a good many people said +there never was any rat on the roof with Jim Leonard; they said that he +just made the rat up.</p> + +<p>He did not mention the rat himself for several days; he told Pony Baker +that he did not think of it at first, he was so excited.</p> + +<p>Pony asked his father what he thought, and Pony's father said that it +might have been the kind of rat that people see when they have been +drinking too much, and that Blue Bob had not seen it because he had +signed the temperance pledge.</p> + +<p>But this was a good while after. At the time the people saw Jim Leonard +standing safe with Blue Bob on the pier, they set up a regular election +cheer, and they would have believed anything Jim Leonard said. They all +agreed that Blue Bob had a right to go home with Jim and take him to his +mother, for he had saved Jim's life, and he ought to have the credit of +it.</p> + +<p>Before this, and while everybody supposed that Jim Leonard would surely +be drowned, some of the people had gone up to his mother's cabin to +prepare her for the worst. She did not seem to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_38" id="Page_38">[Pg 38]</a></span> understand exactly, and +she kept round getting breakfast, with her old clay pipe in her mouth; +but when she got it through her head, she made an awful face, and +dropped her pipe on the door-stone and broke it; and then she threw her +check apron over her head and sat down and cried.</p> + +<p>But it took so long for her to come to this that the people had not got +over comforting her and trying to make her believe that it was all for +the best, when Blue Bob came up through the bars with his hand on Jim's +shoulder, and about all the boys in town tagging after them.</p> + +<p>Jim's mother heard the hurrahing and pulled off her apron, and saw that +Jim was safe and sound there before her. She gave him a look that made +him slip round behind Blue Bob, and she went in and got a table-knife, +and she came out and went to the pear-tree and cut a sucker.</p> + +<p>She said, "I'll learn that limb to sleep in a cow-barn when he's got a +decent bed in the house!" and then she started to come toward Jim +Leonard.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_39" id="Page_39">[Pg 39]</a></span></p> +<h2>II</h2> + +<h3>LIFE IN A BOY'S TOWN</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_41" id="Page_41">[Pg 41]</a></span></p> +<h2>THE TOWN</h2> + + +<p>I call it a Boy's Town because I wish it to appear to the reader as a +town appears to a boy from his third to his eleventh year, when he +seldom, if ever, catches a glimpse of life much higher than the middle +of a man, and has the most distorted and mistaken views of most +things.... Some people remain in this condition as long as they live, +and keep the ignorance of childhood, after they have lost its innocence; +heaven has been shut, but the earth is still a prison to them. These +will not know what I mean by much that I shall have to say; but I hope +that the ungrown-up children will, and that the boys of to-day will like +to know what a boy of forty years ago was like, even if he had no very +exciting adventures or thread-bare escapes; perhaps I mean hair-breadth +escapes; but it is the same thing—they have been used so often. I shall +try to describe him very minutely in his daily doings and dreamings, and +it may amuse<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_42" id="Page_42">[Pg 42]</a></span> them to compare these doings and dreamings with their own. +For convenience, I shall call this boy, my boy; but I hope he might have +been almost anybody's boy; and I mean him sometimes for a boy in +general, as well as a boy in particular.</p> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_43" id="Page_43">[Pg 43]</a></span></p> +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 430px;"> +<img src="images/i002.jpg" width="430" height="336" alt="THE FIRST LOCK" title="" /> +<span class="caption">THE FIRST LOCK</span> +</div> + +<p>It seems to me that my Boy's Town was a town peculiarly adapted for a +boy to be a boy in. It had a river, the great Miami River, which was as +blue as the sky when it was not as yellow as gold; and it had another +river, called the Old River, which was the Miami's former channel, and +which held an island in its sluggish loop; the boys called it The +Island; and it must have been about the size of Australia; perhaps it +was not so large. Then this town had a Canal, and a Canal-Basin, and a +First Lock and a Second Lock; you could walk out to the First Lock, but +the Second Lock was at the edge of the known world, and, when my boy was +very little, the biggest boy had never been beyond it. Then it had a +Hydraulic, which brought the waters of Old River for mill-power through +the heart of the town, from a Big Reservoir and a Little Reservoir; the +Big Reservoir was as far off as the Second Lock, and the Hydraulic ran +under mysterious culverts at every street-crossing. All these streams +and courses had fish in them at all seasons, and all summer long they +<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_45" id="Page_45">[Pg 45]</a></span>had boys in them, and now and then a boy in winter, when the thin ice +of the mild Southern Ohio winter let him through with his skates. Then +there were the Commons: a wide expanse of open fields, where the cows +were pastured, and the boys flew their kites, and ran races, and +practised for their circuses in the tan-bark rings of the real circuses.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>EARLIEST MEMORIES</h2> + + +<p>Some of my boy's memories reach a time earlier than his third year, and +relate to the little Ohio River hamlet where he was born, and where his +mother's people, who were river-faring folk, all lived. Every two or +three years the river rose and flooded the village; and his +grandmother's household was taken out of the second-story window in a +skiff; but no one minded a trivial inconvenience like that, any more +than the Romans have minded the annual freshet of the Tiber for the last +three or four thousand years. When the waters went down the family +returned and scrubbed out the five or six inches of rich mud they had +left. In the mean time it was a godsend to all boys of an age to enjoy +it; but it was nothing out of the order of Providence. So, if my boy +ever saw a freshet, it naturally made no impression<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_46" id="Page_46">[Pg 46]</a></span> upon him. What he +remembered was something much more important, and that was waking up one +morning and seeing a peach-tree in bloom through the window beside his +bed; and he was always glad that this vision of beauty was his very +earliest memory. All his life he has never seen a peach-tree in bloom +without a swelling of the heart, without some fleeting sense that</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Heaven lies about us in our infancy."<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Over the spot where the little house once stood a railroad has drawn its +erasing lines, and the house itself was long since taken down and built +up brick by brick in quite another place; but the blooming peach-tree +glows before his childish eyes untouched by time or change. The tender, +pathetic pink of its flowers repeated itself many long years afterward +in the paler tints of the almond blossoms in Italy, but always with a +reminiscence of that dim past, and the little coal-smoky town on the +banks of the Ohio.</p> + +<p>Perversely blended with that vision of the blooming peach is a glimpse +of a pet deer in the kitchen of the same little house, with its head up +and its antlers erect, as if he meditated offence. My boy might never +have seen him so; he may have had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_47" id="Page_47">[Pg 47]</a></span> the vision at second hand; but it is +certain that there was a pet deer in the family, and that he was as +likely to have come into the kitchen by the window as by the door. One +of the boy's uncles had seen this deer swimming the Mississippi, far to +the southward, and had sent out a yawl and captured him, and brought him +home. He began a checkered career of uselessness when they were ferrying +him over from Wheeling in a skiff, by trying to help wear the pantaloons +of the boy who was holding him; he put one of his fore-legs in at the +watch-pocket; but it was disagreeable to the boy and ruinous to the +trousers. He grew very tame, and butted children over, right and left, +in the village streets; and he behaved like one of the family whenever +he got into a house; he ate the sugar out of the bowl on the table, and +plundered the pantry of its sweet cakes. One day a dog got after him, +and he jumped over the river-bank and broke his leg, and had to be shot.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>HOME LIFE</h2> + + +<p>The house gave even to him a sense of space unknown before, and he could +recall his mother's satisfaction in it. He has often been back there in +dreams, and found it on the old scale of grandeur; but no doubt it was a +very simple affair. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_48" id="Page_48">[Pg 48]</a></span> fortunes of a Whig editor in a place so +overwhelmingly Democratic as the Boy's Town were not such as could have +warranted his living in a palace; and he must have been poor, as the +world goes now. But the family always lived in abundance, and in their +way they belonged to the employing class; that is, the father had men to +work for him. On the other hand, he worked with them; and the boys, as +they grew old enough, were taught to work with them, too. My boy grew +old enough very young; and was put to use in the printing-office before +he was ten years of age. This was not altogether because he was needed +there, I dare say, but because it was part of his father's Swedenborgian +philosophy that every one should fulfil a use; I do not know that when +the boy wanted to go swimming, or hunting, or skating, it consoled him +much to reflect that the angels in the highest heaven delighted in uses; +nevertheless, it was good for him to be of use, though maybe not so much +use.</p> + +<p>If his mother did her own work, with help only now and then from a hired +girl, that was the custom of the time and country; and her memory was +always the more reverend to him, because whenever he looked back at her +in those dim years, he saw her about some of those household offices +which are so beautiful to a child. She was always the best and tenderest +mother, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_49" id="Page_49">[Pg 49]</a></span> her love had the heavenly art of making each child feel +itself the most important, while she was partial to none. In spite of +her busy days she followed their father in his religion and literature, +and at night, when her long toil was over, she sat with the children and +listened while he read aloud.</p> + +<p>The first book my boy remembered to have heard him read was Moore's +<i>Lalla Rookh</i>, of which he formed but a vague notion, though while he +struggled after its meaning he took all its music in, and began at once +to make rhymes of his own. He had no conception of literature except the +pleasure there was in making it; and he had no outlook into the world of +it, which must have been pretty open to his father. The father read +aloud some of Dickens' Christmas stories, then new; and the boy had a +good deal of trouble with the <i>Haunted Man</i>. One rarest night of all, +the family sat up till two o'clock, listening to a novel that my boy +long ago forgot the name of, if he ever knew its name. It was all about +a will, forged or lost, and there was a great scene in court, and after +that the mother declared that she could not go to bed till she heard the +end. His own first reading was in history. At nine years of age he read +the history of Greece, and the history of Rome, and he knew that +Goldsmith wrote them. One night his father told the boys all about Don +Quixote;<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_50" id="Page_50">[Pg 50]</a></span> and a little while after he gave my boy the book. He read it +over and over again; but he did not suppose it was a novel. It was his +elder brother who read novels, and a novel was like <i>Handy Andy</i>, or +<i>Harry Lorrequer</i>, or the <i>Bride of Lammermoor</i>. His brother had another +novel which they preferred to either; it was in Harper's old "Library of +Select Novels," and was called <i>Alamance; or, the Great and Final +Experiment</i>, and it was about the life of some sort of community in +North Carolina. It bewitched them, and though my boy could not afterward +recall a single fact or figure in it, he could bring before his mind's +eye every trait of its outward aspect.</p> + +<p>All this went along with great and continued political excitement, and +with some glimpses of the social problem. It was very simple then; +nobody was very rich, and nobody was in want; but somehow, as the boy +grew older, he began to discover that there were differences, even in +the little world about him; some were higher and some were lower. From +the first he was taught by precept and example to take the side of the +lower. As the children were denied oftener than they were indulged, the +margin of their own abundance must have been narrower than they ever +knew then; but if they had been of the most prosperous, their bent in +this matter would have been the same. Once there was a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_51" id="Page_51">[Pg 51]</a></span> church festival, +or something of that sort, and there was a good deal of the provision +left over, which it was decided should be given to the poor. This was +very easy, but it was not so easy to find the poor whom it should be +given to. At last a hard-working widow was chosen to receive it; the +ladies carried it to her front door and gave it her, and she carried it +to her back door and threw it into the alley. No doubt she had enough +without it, but there were circumstances of indignity or patronage +attending the gift which were recognized in my boy's home, and which +helped afterward to make him doubtful of all giving, except the +humblest, and restive with a world in which there need be any giving at +all.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE RIVER</h2> + + +<p>It seems to me that the best way to get at the heart of any boy's town +is to take its different watercourses and follow them into it.</p> + +<p>The house where my boy first lived was not far from the river, and he +must have seen it often before he noticed it. But he was not aware of it +till he found it under the bridge. Without the river there could not +have been a bridge; the fact of the bridge may have made him look for +the river; but the bridge is foremost in his mind.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_52" id="Page_52">[Pg 52]</a></span> It is a long, wooden +tunnel, with two roadways, and a foot-path on either side of these; +there is a toll-house at each end, and from one to the other it is about +as far as from the Earth to the planet Mars. On the western shore of the +river is a smaller town than the Boy's Town, and in the perspective the +entrance of the bridge on that side is like a dim little doorway. The +timbers are of a hugeness to strike fear into the heart of the boldest +little boy; and there is something awful even about the dust in the +roadways; soft and thrillingly cool to the boy's bare feet, it lies +thick in a perpetual twilight, streaked at intervals by the sun that +slants in at the high, narrow windows under the roof; it has a certain +potent, musty smell. The bridge has three piers, and at low water +hardier adventurers than he wade out to the middle pier; some heroes +even fish there, standing all day on the loose rocks about the base of +the pier. He shudders to see them, and aches with wonder how they will +get ashore. Once he is there when a big boy wades back from the middle +pier, where he has been to rob a goose's nest; he has some loose silver +change in his wet hand, and my boy understands that it has come out of +one of the goose eggs. This fact, which he never thought of questioning, +gets mixed up in his mind with an idea of riches, of treasure-trove, in +the cellar of an old house<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_53" id="Page_53">[Pg 53]</a></span> that has been torn down near the end of the +bridge.</p> + +<p>The river had its own climate, and this climate was of course much such +a climate as the boys, for whom nature intended the river, would have +chosen. I do not believe it was ever winter there, though it was +sometimes late autumn, so that the boys could have some use for the +caves they dug at the top of the bank, with a hole coming through the +turf, to let out the smoke of the fires they built inside. They had the +joy of choking and blackening over these flues, and they intended to +live on corn and potatoes borrowed from the household stores of the boy +whose house was nearest. They never got so far as to parch the corn or +to bake the potatoes in their caves, but there was the fire, and the +draught was magnificent. The light of the red flames painted the little, +happy, foolish faces, so long since wrinkled and grizzled with age, or +mouldered away to dust, as the boys huddled before them under the bank, +and fed them with the drift, or stood patient of the heat and cold in +the afternoon light of some vast Saturday waning to nightfall.</p> + +<p>The river-climate, with these autumnal intervals, was made up of a +quick, eventful springtime, followed by the calm of a cloudless summer +that seemed never to end. But the spring, short as it was, had its great +attractions, and chief of these<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_54" id="Page_54">[Pg 54]</a></span> was the freshet which it brought to the +river. They would hear somehow that the river was rising, and then the +boys, who had never connected its rise with the rains they must have +been having, would all go down to its banks and watch the swelling +waters. These would be yellow and thick, and the boiling current would +have smooth, oily eddies, where pieces of drift would whirl round and +round, and then escape and slip down the stream. There were saw-logs and +whole trees with their branching tops, lengths of fence and hen-coops +and pig-pens; once there was a stable; and if the flood continued, there +began to come swollen bodies of horses and cattle. This must have meant +serious loss to the people living on the river-bottoms above, but the +boys counted it all gain. They cheered the objects as they floated by, +and they were breathless with the excitement of seeing the men who +caught fence-rails and cord-wood, and even saw-logs, with iron prongs at +the points of long poles, as they stood on some jutting point of shore +and stretched far out over the flood. The boys exulted in the turbid +spread of the stream, which filled its low western banks and stole over +their tops, and washed into all the hollow places along its shores, and +shone among the trunks of the sycamores on Delorac's Island, which was +almost of the geographical importance of The Island in Old River. When +the water<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_55" id="Page_55">[Pg 55]</a></span> began to go down their hearts sank with it; and they gave up +the hope of seeing the bridge carried away. Once the river rose to +within a few feet of it, so that if the right piece of drift had been +there to do its duty, the bridge might have been torn from its piers and +swept down the raging tide into those unknown gulfs to the southward. +Many a time they went to bed full of hope that it would at least happen +in the night, and woke to learn with shame and grief in the morning that +the bridge was still there, and the river was falling. It was a little +comfort to know that some of the big boys had almost seen it go, +watching as far into the night as nine o'clock with the men who sat up +near the bridge till daylight: men of leisure and public spirit, but not +perhaps the leading citizens.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>SWIMMING</h2> + + +<p>There must have been a tedious time between the going down of the flood +and the first days when the water was warm enough for swimming; but it +left no trace. The boys are standing on the shore while the freshet +rushes by, and then they are in the water, splashing, diving, ducking; +it is like that; so that I do not know just how to get in that period of +fishing which must always have come between. There were not many fish in +that<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_56" id="Page_56">[Pg 56]</a></span> part of the Miami; my boy's experience was full of the ignominy of +catching shiners and suckers, or, at the best, mudcats, as they called +the yellow catfish; but there were boys, of those who cursed and swore, +who caught sunfish, as they called the bream; and there were men who +were reputed to catch at will, as it were, silvercats and river-bass. +They fished with minnows, which they kept in battered tin buckets that +they did not allow you even to touch, or hardly to look at; my boy +scarcely breathed in their presence; when one of them got up to cast his +line in a new place, the boys all ran, and then came slowly back. These +men often carried a flask of liquid that had the property, when taken +inwardly, of keeping the damp out. The boys respected them for their +ability to drink whiskey, and thought it a fit and honorable thing that +they should now and then fall into the river over the brinks where they +had set their poles. But they disappear like persons in a dream, and +their fishing-time vanishes with them, and the swimming-time is in full +possession of the river, and of all the other waters of the Boy's Town.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_57" id="Page_57">[Pg 57]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figleft" style="width: 336px;"> +<img src="images/i003.jpg" width="336" height="419" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p>The swimming-holes in the river were the greatest favorites. My boy +could not remember when he began to go into them, though it certainly +was before he could swim. There was a time when he was afraid of getting +in over his head; but he did not know just when he learned to swim, any +more than he knew when he learned to read; he could not swim, and then +he could swim; he could not read, and then he could read; but I dare say +the reading came somewhat before the swimming. Yet the swimming must +have come very early, and certainly it was kept up with continual +practise; he swam quite as much as he read; perhaps more. The boys had +deep swimming-holes and shallow ones; and over the deep ones there was +always a spring-board, from which they threw somersaults, or dived +straight down into the depths, where there were warm and cold currents +mysteriously interwoven. They believed that these deep holes were +infested by water-snakes, though they never saw any, and they expected +to be bitten by snapping-turtles, though this never happened. Fiery +dragons could not have kept them out; gallynippers, whatever they were, +certainly did not; they were believed to abound at the bottom of the +deep holes; but the boys never stayed long in the deep holes, and they +preferred the shallow places, where the river broke into a long ripple +(they called it riffle) on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_58" id="Page_58">[Pg 58]</a></span> its gravelly bed, and where they could at +once soak and bask in the musical rush of the sunlit waters. I have +heard people in New England blame all the Western rivers for being +yellow and turbid; but I know that after the spring floods, when the +Miami had settled down to its summer business with the boys, it was as +clear and as blue as if it were spilled out of the summer sky. The boys +liked the riffle because they could stay in so long there, and there +were little land-locked pools and shallows, where the water was even +warmer, and they could stay in longer. At most places under the banks +there was clay of different colors, which they used for war-paint in +their Indian fights; and after they had their Indian fights they could +rush screaming and clattering into the riffle. When the stream had +washed them clean down to their red sunburn or their leathern tan, they +could paint up again and have more Indian fights.</p> + +<p>I wonder what sign the boys who read this have for challenging or +inviting one another to go in swimming. The boys in the Boy's Town used +to make the motion of swimming with both arms; or they held up the +forefinger and middle-finger in the form of a swallow-tail; they did +this when it was necessary to be secret about it, as in school, and when +they did not want the whole crowd of boys to come along; and often when +they just pretended they did not want some<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_59" id="Page_59">[Pg 59]</a></span> one to know. They really had +to be secret at times, for some of the boys were not allowed to go in at +all; others were forbidden to go in more than once or twice a day; and +as they all <i>had</i> to go in at least three or four times a day, some sort +of sign had to be used that was understood among themselves alone. Since +this is a true history, I had better own that they nearly all, at one +time or other, must have told lies about it, either before or after the +fact, some habitually, some only in great extremity. Here and there a +boy, like my boy's elder brother, would not tell lies at all, even about +going in swimming; but by far the greater number bowed to their hard +fate, and told them. They promised that they would not go in, and then +they said that they had not been in; but Sin, for which they had made +this sacrifice, was apt to betray them. Either they got their shirts on +wrong side out in dressing, or else, while they were in, some enemy came +upon them and tied their shirts. There are few cruelties which public +opinion in the boy's world condemns, but I am glad to remember, to their +honor, that there were not many in that Boy's Town who would tie shirts; +and I fervently hope that there is no boy now living who would do it. As +the crime is probably extinct, I will say that in those wicked days, if +you were such a miscreant, and there was some boy you hated,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_60" id="Page_60">[Pg 60]</a></span> you stole +up and tied the hardest kind of a knot in one arm or both arms of his +shirt. Then, if the Evil One put it into your heart, you soaked the knot +in water, and pounded it with a stone.</p> + +<p>I am glad to know that in the days when he was thoughtless and senseless +enough, my boy never was guilty of any degree of this meanness. It was +his brother, I suppose, who taught him to abhor it; and perhaps it was +his own suffering from it in part; for he, too, sometimes shed bitter +tears over such a knot, as I have seen hapless little wretches do, +tearing at it with their nails and gnawing at it with their teeth, +knowing that the time was passing when they could hope to hide the fact +that they had been in swimming, and foreseeing no remedy but to cut off +the sleeve above the knot, or else put on their clothes without the +shirt, and trust to untying the knot when it got dry.</p> + +<p>There must have been a lurking anxiety in all the boys' hearts when they +went in without leave, or, as my boy was apt to do, when explicitly +forbidden. He was not apt at lying, I dare say, and so he took the +course of open disobedience. He could not see the danger that filled the +home hearts with fear for him, and he must have often broken the law and +been forgiven, before Justice one day appeared for him on the river-bank +and called him away from his stolen joys. It was<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_61" id="Page_61">[Pg 61]</a></span> an awful moment, and +it covered him with shame before his mates, who heartlessly rejoiced, as +children do, in the doom which they are escaping. That sin, at least, he +fully expiated; and I will whisper to the young people here at the end +of the chapter that somehow, soon or late, our sins do overtake us, and +insist upon being paid for. That is not the best reason for not sinning, +but it is well to know it, and to believe it in our acts as well as our +thoughts. You will find people to tell you that things only happen so +and so. It may be; only, I know that no good thing ever happened to +happen to me when I had done wrong.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>SKATING</h2> + + +<p>I am afraid that the young people will think I am telling them too much +about swimming. But in the Boy's Town the boys really led a kind of +amphibious life, and as long as the long summer lasted they were almost +as much in the water as on the land. The Basin, however, unlike the +river, had a winter as well as a summer climate, and one of the very +first things that my boy could remember was being on the ice there. He +learned to skate, but he did not know when, any more than he knew just +the moment of learning to read or to swim. He became passionately fond +of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_62" id="Page_62">[Pg 62]</a></span> skating, and kept at it all day long when there was ice for it, +which was not often in those soft winters. They made a very little ice +go a long way in the Boy's Town; and began to use it for skating as soon +as there was a glazing of it on the Basin. None of them ever got drowned +there; though a boy would often start from one bank and go flying to the +other, trusting his speed to save him, while the thin sheet sank and +swayed, but never actually broke under him. Usually the ice was not +thick enough to have a fire built on it; and it must have been on ice +which was just strong enough to bear that my boy skated all one bitter +afternoon at Old River, without a fire to warm by. At first his feet +were very cold, and then they gradually felt less cold, and at last he +did not feel them at all. He thought this very nice, and he told one of +the big boys. "Why, your feet are frozen!" said the big boy, and he +dragged off my boy's skates, and the little one ran all the long mile +home, crazed with terror, and not knowing what moment his feet might +drop off there in the road. His mother plunged them in a bowl of +ice-cold water, and then rubbed them with flannel, and so thawed them +out; but that could not save him from the pain of their coming to: it +was intense, and there must have been a time afterward when he did not +use his feet.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_63" id="Page_63">[Pg 63]</a></span></p> + +<p>His skates themselves were of a sort that I am afraid boys would smile +at nowadays. When you went to get a pair of skates forty or fifty years +ago, you did not make your choice between a Barney & Berry and an Acme, +which fastened on with the turn of a screw or the twist of a clamp. You +found an assortment of big and little sizes of solid wood bodies with +guttered blades turning up in front with a sharp point, or perhaps +curling over above the toe. In this case they sometimes ended in an +acorn; if this acorn was of brass, it transfigured the boy who wore that +skate; he might have been otherwise all rags and patches, but the brass +acorn made him splendid from head to foot. When you had bought your +skates, you took them to a carpenter, and stood awe-strickenly about +while he pierced the wood with strap-holes; or else you managed to bore +them through with a hot iron yourself. Then you took them to a saddler, +and got him to make straps for them; that is, if you were rich, and your +father let you have a quarter to pay for the job. If not, you put +strings through, and tied your skates on. They were always coming off, +or getting crosswise of your foot, or feeble-mindedly slumping down on +one side of the wood; but it did not matter, if you had a fire on the +ice, fed with old barrels and boards and cooper's shavings, and could +sit round it with<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_64" id="Page_64">[Pg 64]</a></span> your skates on, and talk and tell stones, between +your flights and races afar; and come whizzing back to it from the +frozen distance, and glide, with one foot lifted, almost among the +embers.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>MANNERS AND CUSTOMS</h2> + + +<p>I sometimes wonder how much these have changed since my boy's time. Of +course they differ somewhat from generation to generation, and from East +to West and North to South, but not so much, I believe, as grown people +are apt to think. Everywhere and always the world of boys is outside of +the laws that govern grown-up communities, and it has its unwritten +usages, which are handed down from old to young, and perpetuated on the +same level of years, and are lived into and lived out of, but are +binding, through all personal vicissitudes, upon the great body of boys +between six and twelve years old. No boy can violate them without losing +his standing among the other boys, and he cannot enter into their world +without coming under them. He must do this, and must not do that; he +obeys, but he does not know why, any more than the far-off savages from +whom his customs seem mostly to have come. His world is all in and +through the world of men and women, but no<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_65" id="Page_65">[Pg 65]</a></span> man or woman can get into it +any more than if it were a world of invisible beings. It has its own +ideals and superstitions, and these are often of a ferocity, a +depravity, scarcely credible in after-life. It is a great pity that +fathers and mothers cannot penetrate that world; but they cannot, and it +is only by accident that they can catch some glimpse of what goes on in +it. No doubt it will be civilized in time, but it will be very slowly; +and in the mean while it is only in some of its milder manners and +customs that the boy's world can be studied.</p> + +<p>The first great law was that, whatever happened to you through another +boy, whatever hurt or harm he did you, you were to right yourself upon +his person if you could; but if he was too big, and you could not hope +to revenge yourself, then you were to bear the wrong, not only for that +time, but for as many times as he chose to inflict it. To tell the +teacher or your mother, or to betray your tormentor to any one outside +of the boys' world, was to prove yourself a cry-baby, without honor or +self-respect, and unfit to go with the other fellows. They would have +the right to mock you, to point at you, and call "E-e-e, e-e-e, e-e-e!" +at you, till you fought them. After that, whether you whipped them or +not, there began to be some feeling in your favor again, and they had to +stop.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_66" id="Page_66">[Pg 66]</a></span></p> + +<p>Every boy who came to town from somewhere else, or who moved into a new +neighborhood, had to fight the old residents. There was no reason for +this, except that he was a stranger, and there appeared to be no other +means of making his acquaintance. If he was generally whipped he became +subject to the local tribe, as the Delawares were to the Iroquois in the +last century; if he whipped the other boys, then they adopted him into +their tribe, and he became a leader among them. When you moved away from +a neighborhood you did not lose all your rights in it; you did not have +to fight when you went back to see the boys, or anything; but if one of +them met you in your new precincts you might have to try conclusions +with him; and perhaps, if he was a boy who had been in the habit of +whipping you, you were quite ready to do so. When my boy's family left +the Smith house, one of the boys from that neighborhood came up to see +him at the Falconer house, and tried to carry things with a high hand, +as he always had done. Then my boy fought him, quite as if he were not a +Delaware and the other boy not an Iroquois, with sovereign rights over +him. My boy was beaten, but the difference was that, if he had not been +on new ground, he would have been beaten without daring to fight. His +mother witnessed the combat, and came out and shamed him for his +behavior,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_67" id="Page_67">[Pg 67]</a></span> and had in the other boy, and made them friends over some +sugar-cakes. But after that the boys of the Smith neighborhood +understood that my boy would not be whipped without fighting. The home +instruction was all against fighting; my boy was taught that it was not +only wicked but foolish; that if it was wrong to strike, it was just as +wrong to strike back; that two wrongs never made a right, and so on. But +all this was not of the least effect with a hot temper amid the trials +and perplexities of life in the Boy's Town.</p> + +<p>Their fights were mostly informal scuffles, on and off in a flash, and +conducted with none of the ceremony which I have read of concerning the +fights of English boys. It was believed that some of the fellows knew +how to box, and all the fellows intended to learn, but nobody ever did. +The fights sprang usually out of some trouble of the moment; but at +times they were arranged to settle some question of moral or physical +superiority. Then one boy put a chip on his shoulder and dared the other +to knock it off. It took a great while to bring the champions to blows, +and I have known the mere preparatory insults of a fight of this kind to +wear out the spirit of the combatants and the patience of the +spectators, so that not a blow was struck, finally, and the whole affair +fell through.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_68" id="Page_68">[Pg 68]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>GIRLS</h2> + + +<p>Though they were so quarrelsome among themselves, the boys that my boy +went with never molested girls. They mostly ignored them; but they would +have scorned to hurt a girl almost as much as they would have scorned to +play with one. Of course, while they were very little, they played with +girls; and after they began to be big boys, eleven or twelve years old, +they began to pay girls some attention; but for the rest they simply +left them out of the question, except at parties, when the games obliged +them to take some notice of the girls. Even then, however, it was not +good form for a boy to be greatly interested in them; and he had to +conceal any little fancy he had about this girl or that unless he wanted +to be considered soft by the other fellows. When they were having fun +they did not want to have any girls around; but in the back-yard a boy +might play teeter or seesaw, or some such thing, with his sisters and +their friends, without necessarily losing caste, though such things were +not encouraged. On the other hand, a boy was bound to defend them +against anything that he thought slighting or insulting; and you did not +have to verify the fact that anything had been said or done; you merely +had to hear that it had.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_69" id="Page_69">[Pg 69]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>MOTHERS</h2> + + +<p>The boys had very little to do with the inside of one another's houses. +They would follow a boy to his door, and wait for him to come out; and +they would sometimes get him to go in and ask his mother for crullers or +sugar-cakes; when they came to see him they never went indoors for him, +but stood on the sidewalk and called him with a peculiar cry, something +like "E-oo-we, e-oo-we!" and threw stones at trees, or anything, till he +came out. If he did not come after a reasonable time, they knew he was +not there, or that his mother would not let him come. A fellow was kept +in that way, now and then. If a fellow's mother came to the door the +boys always ran.</p> + +<p>The mother represented the family sovereignty; the father was seldom +seen, and he counted for little or nothing among the outside boys. It +was the mother who could say whether a boy might go fishing or in +swimming, and she was held a good mother or not according as she +habitually said yes or no. There was no other standard of goodness for +mothers in the boy's world, and could be none; and a bad mother might be +outwitted by any device that the other boys could suggest to her boy. +Such a boy was always willing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_70" id="Page_70">[Pg 70]</a></span> to listen to any suggestion, and no boy +took it hard if the other fellows made fun when their plan got him into +trouble at home. If a boy came out after some such experience with his +face wet, and his eyes red, and his lips swollen, of course you had to +laugh; he expected it, and you expected him to stone you for laughing.</p> + +<p>When a boy's mother had company, he went and hid till the guests were +gone, or only came out of concealment to get some sort of shy lunch. If +the other fellows' mothers were there, he might be a little bolder, and +bring out cake from the second table. But he had to be pretty careful +how he conformed to any of the usages of grown-up society. A fellow who +brushed his hair, and put on shoes, and came into the parlor when there +was company, was not well seen among the fellows; he was regarded in +some degree as a girl-boy; a boy who wished to stand well with other +boys kept in the woodshed, and only went in as far as the kitchen to get +things for his guests in the back-yard. Yet there were mothers who would +make a boy put on a collar when they had company, and disgrace him +before the world by making him stay round and help; they acted as if +they had no sense and no pity; but such mothers were rare.</p> + +<p>Most mothers yielded to public opinion and let their boys leave the +house, and wear just what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_71" id="Page_71">[Pg 71]</a></span> they always wore. I have told how little they +wore in summer. Of course in winter they had to put on more things. In +those days knickerbockers were unknown, and if a boy had appeared in +short pants and long stockings he would have been thought dressed like a +circus-actor. Boys wore long pantaloons, like men, as soon as they put +off skirts, and they wore jackets or roundabouts such as the English +boys still wear at Eton. When the cold weather came they had to put on +shoes and stockings, or rather long-legged boots, such as are seen now +only among lumbermen and teamsters in the country. Most of the fellows +had stoga boots, as heavy as iron and as hard; they were splendid to +skate in, they kept your ankles so stiff. Sometimes they greased them to +keep the water out; but they never blacked them except on Sunday, and +before Saturday they were as red as a rusty stovepipe. At night they +were always so wet that you could not get them off without a boot-jack, +and you could hardly do it anyway; sometimes you got your brother to +help you off with them, and then he pulled you all round the room. In +the morning they were dry, but just as hard as stone, and you had to +soap the heel of your woollen sock (which your grandmother had knitted +for you, or maybe some of your aunts) before you could get your foot in, +and sometimes the ears of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_72" id="Page_72">[Pg 72]</a></span> the boot that you pulled it on by would give +way, and you would have to stamp your foot in and kick the toe against +the mop-board. Then you gasped and limped round, with your feet like +fire, till you could get out and limber your boots up in some water +somewhere. About noon your chilblains began.</p> + +<p>I have tried to give some notion of the general distribution of comfort, +which was never riches, in the Boy's Town; but I am afraid that I could +not paint the simplicity of things there truly without being +misunderstood in these days of great splendor and great squalor. +Everybody had enough, but nobody had too much; the richest man in town +might be worth twenty thousand dollars. There were distinctions among +the grown people, and no doubt there were the social cruelties which are +the modern expression of the savage spirit otherwise repressed by +civilization; but these were unknown among the boys. Savages they were, +but not that kind of savages. They valued a boy for his character and +prowess, and it did not matter in the least that he was ragged and +dirty. Their mothers might not allow him the run of their kitchens quite +so freely as some other boys, but the boys went with him just the same, +and they never noticed how little he was washed and dressed. The best of +them had not an overcoat; and underclothing was unknown<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_73" id="Page_73">[Pg 73]</a></span> among them. +When a boy had buttoned up his roundabout, and put on his mittens, and +tied his comforter round his neck and over his ears, he was warmly +dressed.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>A BROTHER</h2> + + +<p>My boy was often kept from being a fool, and worse, by that elder +brother of his; and I advise every boy to have an elder brother. Have a +brother about four years older than yourself, I should say; and if your +temper is hot, and your disposition revengeful, and you are a vain and +ridiculous dreamer at the same time that you are eager to excel in feats +of strength and games of skill, and to do everything that the other +fellows do, and are ashamed to be better than the worst boy in the +crowd, your brother can be of the greatest use to you, with his larger +experience and wisdom. My boy's brother seemed to have an ideal of +usefulness, while my boy only had an ideal of glory—to wish to help +others, while my boy only wished to help himself. My boy would as soon +have thought of his father's doing a wrong thing as of his brother's +doing it; and his brother was a calm light of common-sense, of justice, +of truth, while he was a fantastic flicker of gaudy purposes which he +wished to make shine before men in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_74" id="Page_74">[Pg 74]</a></span> their fulfilment. His brother was +always doing for him and for the younger children; while my boy only did +for himself; he had a very gray mustache before he began to have any +conception of the fact that he was sent into the world to serve and to +suffer, as well as to rule and enjoy. But his brother seemed to know +this instinctively; he bore the yoke in his youth, patiently if not +willingly; he shared the anxieties as he parted the cares of his father +and mother. Yet he was a boy among boys, too; he loved to swim, to +skate, to fish, to forage, and passionately, above all, he loved to +hunt; but in everything he held himself in check, that he might hold the +younger boys in check; and my boy often repaid his conscientious +vigilance with hard words and hard names, such as embitter even the most +self-forgiving memories. He kept mechanically within certain laws, and +though in his rage he hurled every other name at his brother, he would +not call him a fool, because then he would be in danger of hell-fire. If +he had known just what Raca meant, he might have called him Raca, for he +was not so much afraid of the council; but, as it was, his brother +escaped that insult, and held through all a rein upon him, and governed +him through his scruples as well as his fears.</p> + +<p>His brother was full of inventions and enterprises beyond most other +boys, and his undertakings<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_75" id="Page_75">[Pg 75]</a></span> came to the same end of nothingness that +awaits all boyish endeavor. He intended to make fireworks and sell them; +he meant to raise silkworms; he prepared to take the contract of +clearing the new cemetery grounds of stumps by blasting them out with +gunpowder. Besides this, he had a plan with another big boy for making +money, by getting slabs from the saw-mill, and sawing them up into +stove-wood, and selling them to the cooks of canal-boats. The only +trouble was that the cooks would not buy the fuel, even when the boys +had a half-cord of it all nicely piled up on the canal-bank; they would +rather come ashore after dark and take it for nothing. He had a good +many other schemes for getting rich that failed; and he wanted to go to +California and dig gold; only his mother would not consent. He really +did save the Canal-Basin once, when the banks began to give way after a +long rain. He saw the break beginning, and ran to tell his father, who +had the fire-bells rung. The fire companies came rushing to the rescue, +but as they could not put the Basin out with their engines, they all got +shovels and kept it in. They did not do this before it had overflowed +the street, and run into the cellars of the nearest houses. The water +stood two feet deep in the kitchen of my boy's house, and the yard was +flooded so that the boys made rafts and navigated it for a whole day.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_76" id="Page_76">[Pg 76]</a></span> +My boy's brother got drenched to the skin in the rain, and lots of +fellows fell off the rafts.</p> + +<p>He belonged to a military company of big boys that had real wooden guns, +such as the little boys never could get, and silk oil-cloth caps, and +nankeen roundabouts, and white pantaloons with black stripes down the +legs; and once they marched out to a boy's that had a father that had a +farm, and he gave them all a free dinner in an arbor before the house: +bread-and-butter, and apple-butter, and molasses and pound cake, and +peaches and apples; it was splendid. When the excitement about the +Mexican War was the highest, the company wanted a fort; and they got a +farmer to come and scale off the sod with his plough, in a grassy place +there was near a piece of woods, where a good many cows were pastured. +They took the pieces of sod, and built them up into the walls of a fort +about fifteen feet square; they intended to build them higher than their +heads, but they got so eager to have the works stormed that they could +not wait, and they commenced having the battle when they had the walls +only breast high. There were going to be two parties: one to attack the +fort, and the other to defend it, and they were just going to throw +sods; but one boy had a real shot-gun, that he was to load up with +powder and fire off when the battle got to the worst, so as to have it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_77" id="Page_77">[Pg 77]</a></span> +more like a battle. He thought it would be more like yet if he put in a +few shot, and he did it on his own hook. It was a splendid gun, but it +would not stand cocked long, and he was resting it on the wall of the +fort, ready to fire when the storming-party came on, throwing sods and +yelling and holloing; and all at once his gun went off, and a cow that +was grazing broadside to the fort gave a frightened bellow, and put up +her tail, and started for home. When they found out that the gun, if not +the boy, had shot a cow, the Mexicans and Americans both took to their +heels; and it was a good thing they did so, for as soon as that cow got +home, and the owner found out by the blood on her that she had been +shot, though it was only a very slight wound, he was so mad that he did +not know what to do, and very likely he would have half killed those +boys if he had caught them. He got a plough, and he went out to their +fort, and he ploughed it all down flat, so that not one sod remained +upon another.</p> + +<p>My boy's brother went to all sorts of places that my boy was too shy to +go to; and he associated with much older boys, but there was one boy +who, as I have said, was the dear friend of both of them, and that was +the boy who came to learn the trade in their father's printing-office, +and who began an historical romance at the time my boy began his great +Moorish novel. The<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_78" id="Page_78">[Pg 78]</a></span> first day he came he was put to roll, or ink, the +types, while my boy's brother worked the press, and all day long my boy, +from where he was setting type, could hear him telling the story of a +book he had read. It was about a person named Monte Cristo, who was a +count, and who could do anything. My boy listened with a gnawing +literary jealousy of a boy who had read a book that he had never heard +of. He tried to think whether it sounded as if it were as great a book +as the <i>Conquest of Granada</i>, or <i>Gesta Romanorum</i>; and for a time he +kept aloof from this boy because of his envy. Afterward they came +together on <i>Don Quixote</i>, but though my boy came to have quite a +passionate fondness for him, he was long in getting rid of his grudge +against him for his knowledge of <i>Monte Cristo</i>. He was as great a +laugher as my boy and his brother, and he liked the same sports, so that +two by two, or all three together, they had no end of jokes and fun. He +became the editor of a country newspaper, with varying fortunes but +steadfast principles, and when the war broke out he went as a private +soldier. He soon rose to be an officer, and fought bravely in many +battles. Then he came back to a country-newspaper office where, ever +after, he continued to fight the battles of right against wrong, till he +died not long ago at his post of duty—a true, generous, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_79" id="Page_79">[Pg 79]</a></span> lofty +soul. He was one of those boys who grow into the men who seem commoner +in America than elsewhere, and who succeed far beyond our millionaires +and statesmen in realizing the ideal of America in their nobly simple +lives. If his story could be faithfully written out, word for word, deed +for deed, it would be far more thrilling than that of Monte Cristo, or +any hero of romance; and so would the common story of any common life. +But we cannot tell these stories, somehow.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>A FRIEND</h2> + + +<p>My boy's closest friend was a boy who was probably never willingly at +school in his life, and who had no more relish of literature or learning +in him than the open fields, or the warm air of an early spring day. I +dare say it was a sense of his kinship with Nature that took my boy with +him, and rested his soul from all its wild dreams and vain imaginings. +He was like a piece of the genial earth, with no more hint of toiling or +spinning in him; willing for anything, but passive, and without force or +aim. He lived in a belated log-cabin that stood in the edge of a +cornfield on the river-bank, and he seemed, one day when my boy went to +find him there, to have a mother, who smoked a cob-pipe, and two or +three large sisters who<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_80" id="Page_80">[Pg 80]</a></span> hulked about in the one dim, low room. But the +boys had very little to do with each other's houses, or, for that +matter, with each other's yards. His friend seldom entered my boy's +gate, and never his door; for with all the toleration his father felt +for every manner of human creature, he could not see what good the boy +was to get from this queer companion. It is certain that he got no harm; +for his companion was too vague and void even to think evil. Socially, +he was as low as the ground under foot, but morally he was as good as +any boy in the Boy's Town, and he had no bad impulses. He had no +impulses at all, in fact, and of his own motion he never did anything, +or seemed to think anything. When he wished to get at my boy, he simply +appeared in the neighborhood, and hung about the outside of the fence +till he came out. He did not whistle, or call "E-oo-we!" as the other +fellows did, but waited patiently to be discovered, and to be gone off +with wherever my boy listed. He never had any plans himself, and never +any will but to go in swimming; he neither hunted nor foraged; he did +not even fish; and I suppose that money could not have hired him to run +races. He played marbles, but not very well, and he did not care much +for the game. The two boys soaked themselves in the river together, and +then they lay on the sandy shore, or under some tree, and talked; but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_81" id="Page_81">[Pg 81]</a></span> +my boy could not have talked to him about any of the things that were in +his books, or the fume of dreams they sent up in his mind. He must +rather have soothed against his soft, caressing ignorance the ache of +his fantastic spirit, and reposed his intensity of purpose in that lax +and easy aimlessness. Their friendship was not only more innocent than +any other friendship my boy had, but it was wholly innocent; they loved +each other, and that was all; and why people love one another there is +never any satisfactory telling. But this friend of his must have had +great natural good in him; and if I could find a man of the make of that +boy I am sure I should love him.</p> + +<p>My boy's other friends wondered at his fondness for him, and it was +often made a question with him at home, if not a reproach to him; so +that in the course of time it ceased to be that comfort it had been to +him. He could not give him up, but he could not help seeing that he was +ignorant and idle, and in a fatal hour he resolved to reform him. I am +not able to say now just how he worked his friend up to the point of +coming to school, and of washing his hands and feet and face, and +putting on a new check shirt to come in. But one day he came, and my +boy, as he had planned, took him into his seat, and owned his friendship +with him before the whole school. This was not easy, for though +everybody knew<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_82" id="Page_82">[Pg 82]</a></span> how much the two were together, it was a different thing +to sit with him as if he thought him just as good as any boy, and to +help him get his lessons, and stay him mentally as well as socially. He +struggled through one day, and maybe another; but it was a failure from +the first moment, and my boy breathed freer when his friend came one +half-day, and then never came again. The attempted reform had spoiled +their simple and harmless intimacy. They never met again upon the old +ground of perfect trust and affection. Perhaps the kindly earth-spirit +had instinctively felt a wound from the shame my boy had tried to brave +out, and shrank from their former friendship without quite knowing why. +Perhaps it was my boy who learned to realize that there could be little +in common but their common humanity between them, and could not go back +to that. At any rate, their friendship declined from this point; and it +seems to me, somehow, a pity.</p> + +<p>Among the boys who were between my boy and his brother in age was one +whom all the boys liked, because he was clever with everybody, with +little boys as well as big boys. He was a laughing, pleasant fellow, +always ready for fun, but he never did mean things, and he had an open +face that made a friend of every one who saw him. He had a father that +had a house with a lightning-rod, so that if you were<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_83" id="Page_83">[Pg 83]</a></span> in it when there +was a thunder-storm you could not get struck by lightning, as my boy +once proved by being in it when there was a thunder-storm and not +getting struck. This in itself was a great merit, and there were +grape-arbors and peach-trees in his yard which added to his popularity, +with cling-stone peaches almost as big as oranges on them. He was a +fellow who could take you home to meals whenever he wanted to, and he +liked to have boys stay all night with him; his mother was as clever as +he was, and even the sight of his father did not make the fellows want +to go and hide. His father was so clever that he went home with my boy +one night about midnight when the boy had come to pass the night with +his boys, and the youngest of them had said he always had the nightmare +and walked in his sleep, and as likely as not he might kill you before +he knew it. My boy tried to sleep, but the more he reflected upon his +chances of getting through the night alive the smaller they seemed; and +so he woke up his potential murderer from the sweetest and soundest +slumber, and said he was going home, but he was afraid; and the boy had +to go and wake his father. Very few fathers would have dressed up and +gone home with a boy at midnight, and perhaps this one did so only +because the mother made him; but it shows how clever the whole family +was.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_84" id="Page_84">[Pg 84]</a></span></p> + +<p>It was their oldest boy whom my boy and his brother chiefly went with +before that boy who knew about <i>Monte Cristo</i> came to learn the trade in +their father's office. One Saturday in July they three spent the whole +day together. It was just the time when the apples are as big as walnuts +on the trees, and a boy wants to try whether any of them are going to be +sweet or not. The boys tried a great many of them, in an old orchard +thrown open for building-lots behind my boy's yard; but they could not +find any that were not sour; or that they could eat till they thought of +putting salt on them; if you put salt on it, you could eat any kind of +green apple, whether it was going to be a sweet kind or not. They went +up to the Basin bank and got lots of salt out of the holes in the +barrels lying there, and then they ate all the apples they could hold, +and after that they cut limber sticks off the trees, and sharpened the +points, and stuck apples on them and threw them. You could send an apple +almost out of sight that way, and you could scare a dog almost as far as +you could see him.</p> + +<p>On Monday my boy and his brother went to school, but the other boy was +not there, and in the afternoon they heard he was sick. Then, toward the +end of the week they heard that he had the flux; and on Friday, just +before school let out, the teacher—it was the one that whipped<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_85" id="Page_85">[Pg 85]</a></span> so, and +that the fellows all liked—rapped on his desk, and began to speak very +solemnly to the scholars. He told them that their little mate, whom they +had played with and studied with, was lying very sick, so very sick that +it was expected he would die; and then he read them a serious lesson +about life and death, and tried to make them feel how passing and +uncertain all things were, and resolve to live so that they need never +be afraid to die.</p> + +<p>Some of the fellows cried, and the next day some of them went to see the +dying boy, and my boy went with them. His spirit was stricken to the +earth, when he saw his gay, kind playmate lying there, white as the +pillow under his wasted face, in which his sunken blue eyes showed large +and strange. The sick boy did not say anything that the other boys could +hear, but they could see the wan smile that came to his dry lips, and +the light come sadly into his eyes, when his mother asked him if he knew +this one or that; and they could not bear it, and went out of the room.</p> + +<p>In a few days they heard that he was dead, and one afternoon school did +not keep, so that the boys might go to the funeral. Most of them walked +in the procession; but some of them were waiting beside the open grave, +that was dug near the grave of that man who believed there was a hole +through the earth from pole to pole, and had a perforated stone globe on +top of his monument.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>III</h2> + +<h3>GAMES AND PASTIMES</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_89" id="Page_89">[Pg 89]</a></span></p> +<h2>MARBLES</h2> + + +<p>In the Boy's Town they had regular games and plays, which came and went +in a stated order. The first thing in the spring, as soon as the frost +began to come out of the ground, they had marbles which they played till +the weather began to be pleasant for the game, and then they left it +off. There were some mean-spirited fellows who played for fun, but any +boy who was anything played for keeps: that is, keeping all the marbles +he won. As my boy was skilful at marbles, he was able to start out in +the morning with his toy, or the marble he shot with, and a commy, or a +brown marble of the lowest value, and come home at night with a +pocketful of white-alleys and blood-alleys, striped plasters and +bull's-eyes, and crystals, clear and clouded. His gambling was not +approved of at home, but it was allowed him because of the hardness of +his heart, I suppose, and because it was not thought well to keep him up +too strictly; and I suspect it would have been useless to forbid his +playing for keeps, though he came to have a bad conscience about it +before he gave it<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_90" id="Page_90">[Pg 90]</a></span> up. There were three kinds of games at marbles which +the boys played: one with a long ring marked out on the ground, and a +base some distance off, which you began to shoot from; another with a +round ring, whose line formed the base; and another with holes, three or +five, hollowed in the earth at equal distances from each other, which +was called knucks. You could play for keeps in all these games; and in +knucks, if you won, you had a shot or shots at the knuckles of the +fellow who lost, and who was obliged to hold them down for you to shoot +at. Fellows who were mean would twitch their knuckles away when they saw +your toy coming, and run; but most of them took their punishment with +the savage pluck of so many little Sioux. As the game began in the raw +cold of the earliest spring, every boy had chapped hands, and nearly +every one had the skin worn off the knuckle of his middle finger from +resting it on the ground when he shot. You could use a knuckle-dabster +of fur or cloth to rest your hand on, but is was considered effeminate, +and in the excitement you were apt to forget it, anyway. Marbles were +always very exciting, and were played with a clamor as incessant as that +of a blackbird roost. A great many points were always coming up: whether +a boy took-up, or edged, beyond the very place where his toy lay when he +shot; whether he knuckled down, or kept his hand<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_91" id="Page_91">[Pg 91]</a></span> on the ground, in +shooting; whether, when another boy's toy drove one marble against +another and knocked both out of the ring, he holloed "Fen doubs!" before +the other fellow holloed "Doubs!" whether a marble was in or out of the +ring, and whether the umpire's decision was just or not. The gambling +and the quarrelling went on till the second-bell rang for school, and +began again as soon as the boys could get back to their rings when +school let out. The rings were usually marked on the ground with a +stick, but when there was a great hurry, or there was no stick handy, +the side of a fellow's boot would do, and the hollows for knucks were +always bored by twirling round on your boot-heel. This helped a boy to +wear out his boots very rapidly, but that was what his boots were made +for, just as the sidewalks were made for the boys' marble-rings, and a +citizen's character for cleverness or meanness was fixed by his walking +round or over the rings. Cleverness was used in the Virginia sense for +amiability; a person who was clever in the English sense was smart.</p> + + +<p>RACES</p> + +<p>When the warm weather came on in April, and the boys got off their shoes +for good, there came races, in which they seemed to fly on wings.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_92" id="Page_92">[Pg 92]</a></span> Life +has a good many innocent joys for the human animal, but surely none so +ecstatic as the boy feels when his bare foot first touches the breast of +our mother earth in the spring. Something thrills through him then from +the heart of her inmost being that makes him feel kin with her, and +cousin to all her dumb children of the grass and trees. His blood leaps +as wildly as at that kiss of the waters when he plunges into their arms +in June; there is something even finer and sweeter in the rapture of the +earlier bliss. The day will not be long enough for his flights, his +races; he aches more with regret than with fatigue when he must leave +the happy paths under the stars outside, and creep into his bed. It is +all like some glimpse, some foretaste of the heavenly time when the +earth and her sons shall be reconciled in a deathless love, and they +shall not be thankless, nor she a stepmother any more.</p> + +<div class="figright" style="width: 303px;"> +<img src="images/i004.jpg" width="303" height="448" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + +<p>About the only drawback to going barefoot was stumping your toe, which +you were pretty sure to do when you first took off your shoes and before +you had got used to your new running weight.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_93" id="Page_93">[Pg 93]</a></span> When you struck your toe +against a rock, or anything, you caught it up in your hand, and hopped +about a hundred yards before you could bear to put it to the ground. +Then you sat down, and held it as tight as you could, and cried over it, +till the fellows helped you to the pump to wash the blood off. Then, as +soon as you could, you limped home for a rag, and kept pretty quiet +about it so as to get out again without letting on to your mother.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>A MEAN TRICK</h2> + + +<p>There were shade-trees all along the street, that you could climb if you +wanted to, or that you could lie down under when you had run yourself +out of breath, or play mumble-the-peg. My boy distinctly remembered that +under one of these trees his elder brother first broached to him that +awful scheme of reform about fibbing, and applied to their own lives the +moral of <i>The Trippings of Tom Pepper</i>; he remembered how a conviction +of the righteousness of the scheme sank into his soul, and he could not +withhold his consent. Under the same tree, and very likely at the same +time, a solemn conclave of boys, all the boys there were, discussed the +feasibility of tying a tin can to a dog's tail, and seeing how he would +act. They had all heard of the thing, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_94" id="Page_94">[Pg 94]</a></span> none of them had seen it; and +it was not so much a question of whether you ought to do a thing that on +the very face of it would be so much fun, and if it did not amuse the +dog as highly as anybody, could certainly do him no harm, as it was a +question of whose dog you should get to take the dog's part in the +sport. It was held that an old dog would probably not keep still long +enough for you to tie the can on; he would have his suspicions; or else +he would not run when the can was tied on, but very likely just go and +lie down somewhere. The lot finally fell to a young yellow dog belonging +to one of the boys, and the owner at once ran home to get him, and +easily lured him back to the other boys with flatteries and caresses. +The flatteries and caresses were not needed, for a dog is always glad to +go with boys, upon any pretext, and so far from thinking that he does +them a favor, he feels himself greatly honored. But I dare say the boy +had a guilty fear that if his dog had known why he was invited to be of +that party of boys, he might have pleaded a previous engagement. As it +was, he came joyfully, and allowed the can to be tied to his tail +without misgiving. If there had been any question with the boys as to +whether he would enter fully into the spirit of the affair, it must have +been instantly dissipated by the dogs behavior when he felt the loop +tighten on<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_95" id="Page_95">[Pg 95]</a></span> his tail, and looked round to see what the matter was. The +boys hardly had a chance to cheer him before he flashed out of sight +round the corner, and they hardly had time to think before he flashed +into sight again from the other direction. He whizzed along the ground, +and the can hurtled in the air, but there was no other sound, and the +cheers died away on the boys' lips. The boy who owned the dog began to +cry, and the other fellows began to blame him for not stopping the dog. +But he might as well have tried to stop a streak of lightning; the only +thing you could do was to keep out of the dog's way. As an experiment it +was successful beyond the wildest dreams of its projectors, though it +would have been a sort of relief if the dog had taken some other road, +for variety, or had even reversed his course. But he kept on as he +began, and by a common impulse the boys made up their minds to abandon +the whole affair to him. They all ran home and hid, or else walked about +and tried to ignore it. But at this point the grown-up people began to +be interested; the mothers came to their doors to see what was the +matter. Yet even the mothers were powerless in a case like that, and the +enthusiast had to be left to his fate. He was found under a barn at +last, breathless, almost lifeless, and he tried to bite the man who +untied the can from his tail. Eventually he got well again, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_96" id="Page_96">[Pg 96]</a></span> lived +to be a solemn warning to the boys; he was touchingly distrustful of +their advances for a time, but he finally forgot and forgave everything. +They did not forget, and they never tried tying a tin can to a dog's +tail again, among all the things they tried and kept trying. Once was +enough; and they never even liked to talk of it, the sight was so awful. +They were really fond of the dog, and if they could have thought he +would take the matter so seriously, they would not have tried to have +that kind of fun with him. It cured them of ever wanting to have that +kind of fun with any dog.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>TOPS</h2> + + +<p>As the weather softened, tops came in some weeks after marbles went out, +and just after foot-races were over, and a little before swimming began. +At first the boys bought their tops at the stores, but after a while the +boy whose father had the turning-shop on the Hydraulic learned to turn +their tops, and did it for nothing, which was cheaper than buying tops, +especially as he furnished the wood, too, and you only had to get the +metal peg yourself. I believe he was the same boy who wanted to be a +pirate and ended by inventing a steam-governor. He was very ingenious, +and he knew how to turn a top out of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_97" id="Page_97">[Pg 97]</a></span> beech or maple that would outspin +anything you could get in a store. The boys usually chose a firm, smooth +piece of sidewalk, under one of the big trees in the Smith neighborhood, +and spun their tops there. A fellow launched his top into the ring, and +the rest waited till it began to go to sleep—that is, to settle in one +place, and straighten up and spin silently, as if standing still. Then +any fellow had a right to peg at it with his top, and if he hit it, he +won it; and if he split it, as sometimes happened, the fellow that owned +it had to give him a top. The boys came with their pockets bulged out +with tops, but before long they had to go for more tops to that boy who +could turn them. From this it was but another step to go to the shop +with him and look on while he turned the tops; and then in process of +time the boys discovered that the smooth floor of the shop was a better +place to fight tops than the best piece of sidewalk. They would have +given whole Saturdays to the sport there, but when they got to holloing +too loudly the boy's father would come up, and then they would all run. +It was considered mean in him, but the boy himself was awfully clever, +and the first thing the fellows knew they were back there again. Some +few of the boys had humming-tops, but though these pleased by their +noise, they were not much esteemed, and could make no head<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_98" id="Page_98">[Pg 98]</a></span> against the +good old turnip-shaped tops, solid and weighty, that you could wind up +with a stout cotton cord, and launch with perfect aim from the flat +button held between your forefinger and middle finger. Some of the boys +had a very pretty art in the twirl they gave the top, and could control +its course, somewhat as a skilful pitcher can govern that of a baseball.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>KITES</h2> + + +<p>I do not know why a certain play went out, but suddenly the fellows who +had been playing ball, or marbles, or tops, would find themselves +playing something else. Kites came in just about the time of the +greatest heat in summer, and lasted a good while; but could not have +lasted as long as the heat, which began about the first of June, and +kept on well through September; no play could last so long as that, and +I suppose kite-flying must have died into swimming after the Fourth of +July. The kites were of various shapes: bow kites, two-stick kites, and +house kites. A bow kite could be made with half a barrel hoop carried +over the top of a cross, but it was troublesome to make, and it did not +fly very well, and somehow it was thought to look babyish; but it was +held in greater respect than the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_99" id="Page_99">[Pg 99]</a></span> two-stick kite, which only the +smallest boys played with, and which was made by fastening two sticks in +the form of a cross. Any fellow more than six years old who appeared on +the Commons with a two-stick kite would have been met with jeers, as a +kind of girl.</p> + +<p>The favorite kite, the kite that balanced best, took the wind best, and +flew best, and that would stand all day when you got it up, was the +house kite, which was made of three sticks, and shaped nearly in the +form of the gable of a gambrel-roofed house, only smaller at the base +than at the point where the roof would begin. The outline of all these +kites was given, and the sticks stayed in place by a string carried taut +from stick to stick, which was notched at the ends to hold it; sometimes +the sticks were held with a tack at the point of crossing, and sometimes +they were mortised into one another; but this was apt to weaken them. +The frame was laid down on a sheet of paper, and the paper was cut an +inch or two larger, and then pasted and folded over the string. Most of +the boys used a paste made of flour and cold water; but my boy and his +brother could usually get paste from the printing-office; and when they +could not they would make it by mixing flour and water cream-thick, and +slowly boiling it. That was a paste that would hold till the cows came<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_100" id="Page_100">[Pg 100]</a></span> +home, the boys said, and my boy was courted for his skill in making it. +But after the kite was pasted, and dried in the sun, or behind the +kitchen stove, if you were in very much of a hurry (and you nearly +always were), it had to be hung, with belly-bands and tail-bands; that +is, with strings carried from stick to stick over the face and at the +bottom, to attach the cord for flying it and to fasten on the tail by. +This took a good deal of art, and unless it were well done the kite +would not balance, but would be always pitching and darting. Then the +tail had to be of just the right weight; if it was too heavy the kite +kept sinking, even after you got it up where otherwise it would stand; +if too light, the kite would dart, and dash itself to pieces on the +ground. A very pretty tail was made by tying twists of paper across a +string a foot apart, till there were enough to balance the kite; but +this sort of tail was apt to get tangled, and the best tail was made of +a long streamer of cotton rags, with a gay tuft of dog-fennel at the +end. Dog-fennel was added or taken away till just the right weight was +got; and when this was done, after several experimental tests, the kite +was laid flat on its face in the middle of the road, or on a long +stretch of smooth grass; the bands were arranged, and the tail stretched +carefully out behind, where it would not catch on bushes.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_101" id="Page_101">[Pg 101]</a></span> You unwound a +great length of twine, running backward, and letting the twine slip +swiftly through your hands till you had run enough out; then you seized +the ball, and with one look over your shoulder to see that all was +right, started swiftly forward. The kite reared itself from the ground, +and swaying gracefully from side to side, rose slowly into the air, with +its long tail climbing after it till the fennel tuft swung free. If +there was not much surface wind you might have to run a little way, but +as soon as the kite caught the upper currents it straightened itself, +pulled the twine taut, and steadily mounted, while you gave it more and +more twine; if the breeze was strong, the cord burned as it ran through +your hands; till at last the kite stood still in the sky, at such a +height that the cord holding it sometimes melted out of sight in the +distance.</p> + +<p>If it was a hot July day the sky would be full of kites, and the Commons +would be dotted over with boys holding them, or setting them up, or +winding them in, and all talking and screaming at the tops of their +voices under the roasting sun. One might think that kite-flying, at +least, could be carried on quietly and peaceably; but it was not. +Besides the wild debate of the rival excellences of the different kites, +there were always quarrels from getting the strings crossed; for, as the +boys<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_102" id="Page_102">[Pg 102]</a></span> got their kites up, they drew together for company and for an +easier comparison of their merits. It was only a mean boy who would try +to cross another fellow's string; but sometimes accidents would happen; +two kites would become entangled and both would have to be hauled in, +while their owners cried and scolded, and the other fellows cheered and +laughed. Now and then the tail of a kite would part midway, and then the +kite would begin to dart violently from side to side, and then to whirl +round and round in swifter and narrower circles till it dashed itself to +the ground. Sometimes the kite-string would break, and the kite would +waver and fall like a bird shot in the wing; and the owner of the kite, +and all the fellows who had no kites, would run to get it where it came +down, perhaps a mile or more away. It usually came down in a tree, and +they had to climb for it; but sometimes it lodged so high that no one +could reach it; and then it was slowly beaten and washed away in the +winds and rains, and its long tail left streaming all winter from the +naked bough where it had caught. It was so good for kites on the +Commons, because there were no trees there, and not even fences, but a +vast open stretch of level grass, which the cows and geese kept cropped +to the earth; and for the most part the boys had no trouble with their +kites there. Some of them had paper fringe pasted<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_103" id="Page_103">[Pg 103]</a></span> round the edges of +their kites; this made a fine rattling as the kite rose, and when the +kite stood, at the end of its string, you could hear the humming if you +put your ear to the twine. But the most fun was sending up messengers. +The messengers were cut out of thick paper, with a slit at one side, so +as to slip over the string, which would be pulled level long enough to +give the messenger a good start, and then released, when the wind would +catch the little circle, and drive it up the long curving incline till +it reached the kite.</p> + +<p>It was thought a great thing in a kite to pull, and it was a favor to +another boy to let him take hold of your string and feel how your kite +pulled. If you wanted to play mumble-the-peg, or anything, while your +kite was up, you tied it to a stake in the ground, or gave it to some +other fellow to hold; there were always lots of fellows eager to hold +it. But you had to be careful how you let a little fellow hold it; for, +if it was a very powerful kite, it would take him up. It was not certain +just how strong a kite had to be to take a small boy up, and nobody had +ever seen a kite do it, but everybody expected to see it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE BUTLER GUARDS</h2> + + +<p>The Butler Guards were the finest military company in the world. I do +not believe there<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_104" id="Page_104">[Pg 104]</a></span> was a fellow in the Boy's Town who even tried to +imagine a more splendid body of troops: when they talked of them, as +they did a great deal, it was simply to revel in the recognition of +their perfection. I forget just what their uniform was, but there were +white pantaloons in it, and a tuft of white-and-red cockerel plumes that +almost covered the front of the hat, and swayed when the soldier walked, +and blew in the wind. I think the coat was gray, and the skirts were +buttoned back with buff, but I will not be sure of this; and somehow I +cannot say how the officers differed from the privates in dress; it was +impossible for them to be more magnificent. They walked backward in +front of the platoons, with their swords drawn, and held in their +white-gloved hands at hilt and point, and kept holloing, +"Shoulder-r-r—arms! Carry—arms! Present—arms!" and then faced round, +and walked a few steps forward, till they could think of something else +to make the soldiers do.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_105" id="Page_105">[Pg 105]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 319px;"> +<img src="images/butler.jpg" width="319" height="450" alt="THE BUTLER GUARDS" title="" /> +<span class="caption">THE BUTLER GUARDS</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_107" id="Page_107">[Pg 107]</a></span></p> + +<p>Every boy intended to belong to the Butler Guards when he grew up; and +he would have given anything to be the drummer or the marker. These were +both boys, and they were just as much dressed up as the Guards +themselves, only they had caps instead of hats with plumes. It was +strange that the other fellows somehow did not know who these boys were; +but they never knew, or at least my boy never knew. They thought more of +the marker than of the drummer; for the marker carried a little flag, +and when the officers holloed out, "By the left flank—left! Wheel!" he +set his flag against his shoulder, and stood marking time with his feet +till the soldiers all got by him, and then he ran up to the front rank, +with the flag fluttering behind him. The fellows used to wonder how he +got to be marker, and to plan how they could get to be markers in other +companies, if not in the Butler Guards. There were other companies that +used to come to town on the Fourth of July and Muster Day, from smaller +places round about; and some of them had richer uniforms: one company +had blue coats with gold epaulets, and gold braid going down in loops on +the sides of their legs; all the soldiers, of course, had braid straight +down the outer seams of their pantaloons. One Muster Day a captain of +one of the country companies came home with my boy's father to dinner; +he was in full uniform, and he put his plumed helmet down on the entry +table just like any other hat.</p> + +<p>There was a company of Germans, or Dutchmen, as the boys always called +them; and the boys believed that they each had hay in his right shoe, +and straw in his left, because a Dutchman was too dumb, as the boys said +for stupid, to know his feet apart any other way; and that the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_108" id="Page_108">[Pg 108]</a></span> Dutch +officers had to call out to the men when they were marching, "Up mit de +hay-foot, down mit de straw-foot—<i>links, links, links!</i>" (left, left, +left!). But the boys honored even these imperfect intelligences so much +in their quality of soldiers that they would any of them have been proud +to be marker in the Dutch company; and they followed the Dutchmen round +in their march as fondly as any other body of troops. Of course, school +let out when there was a regular muster, and the boys gave the whole day +to it; but I do not know just when the Muster Day came. They fired the +cannon a good deal on the river-bank, and they must have camped +somewhere near the town, though no recollection of tents remained in my +boy's mind. He believed with the rest of the boys that the right way to +fire the cannon was to get it so hot you need not touch it off, but just +keep your thumb on the touch-hole, and take it away when you wanted the +cannon to go off. Once he saw the soldiers ram the piece full of +dog-fennel on top of the usual charge, and then he expected the cannon +to burst. But it only roared away as usual.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>PETS</h2> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 448px;"> +<img src="images/i005.jpg" width="448" height="302" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + +<p>As there are no longer any Whig boys in the world, the coon can no +longer be kept anywhere<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_109" id="Page_109">[Pg 109]</a></span> as a political emblem, I dare say. Even in my +boy's time the boys kept coons just for the pleasure of it, and without +meaning to elect Whig governors and presidents with them. I do not know +how they got them—they traded for them, perhaps, with fellows in the +country that had caught them, or perhaps their fathers bought them in +market; some people thought they were very good to eat, and, like +poultry and other things for the table, they may have been brought alive +to market. But, anyhow, when a boy had a coon, he had to have a +store-box turned open side down to keep it in, behind the house; and he +had to have a little door in the box to pull the coon out through when +he wanted to show it to other boys, or to look at it himself, which he +did<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_110" id="Page_110">[Pg 110]</a></span> forty or fifty times a day, when he first got it. He had to have a +small collar for the coon, and a little chain, because the coon would +gnaw through a string in a minute. The coon himself never seemed to take +much interest in keeping a coon, or to see much fun or sense in it. He +liked to stay inside his box, where he had a bed of hay, and whenever +the boy pulled him out, he did his best to bite the boy. He had no +tricks; his temper was bad; and there was nothing about him except the +rings round his tail and his political principles that anybody could +care for. He never did anything but bite, and try to get away, or else +run back into his box, which smelled, pretty soon, like an animal-show; +he would not even let a fellow see him eat.</p> + +<p>My boy's brother had a coon, which he kept a good while, at a time when +there was no election, for the mere satisfaction of keeping a coon. +During his captivity the coon bit his keeper repeatedly through the +thumb, and upon the whole seemed to prefer him to any other food; I do +not really know what coons eat in a wild state, but this captive coon +tasted the blood of nearly that whole family of children. Besides biting +and getting away, he never did the slightest thing worth remembering; as +there was no election, he did not even take part in a Whig procession. +He got away two or three times. The first thing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_111" id="Page_111">[Pg 111]</a></span> his owner would know +when he pulled the chain out was that there was no coon at the end of +it, and then he would have to poke round the inside of the box pretty +carefully with a stick, so as not to get bitten; after that he would +have to see which tree the coon had gone up. It was usually the tall +locust-tree in front of the house, and in about half a second all the +boys in town would be there, telling the owner of the coon how to get +him. Of course the only way was to climb for the coon, which would be +out at the point of a high and slender limb, and would bite you awfully, +even if the limb did not break under you, while the boys kept whooping +and yelling and holloing out what to do, and Tip the dog just howled +with excitement. I do not know how that coon was ever caught, but I know +that the last time he got away he was not found during the day, but +after nightfall he was discovered by moonlight in the locust-tree. His +owner climbed for him, but the coon kept shifting about, and getting +higher and higher, and at last he had to be left till morning. In the +morning he was not there, nor anywhere.</p> + +<p>It had been expected, perhaps, that Tip would watch him, and grab him if +he came down, and Tip would have done it probably if he had kept awake. +He was a dog of the greatest courage, and he was especially fond of +hunting. He had<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_112" id="Page_112">[Pg 112]</a></span> been bitten oftener by that coon than anybody but the +coon's owner, but he did not care for biting. He was always getting +bitten by rats, but he was the greatest dog for rats that there almost +ever was. The boys hunted rats with him at night, when they came out of +the stables that backed down to the Hydraulic, for water; and a dog who +liked above all things to lie asleep on the back-step, by day, and would +no more think of chasing a pig out of the garden than he would think of +sitting up all night with a coon, would get frantic about rats, and +would perfectly wear himself out hunting them on land and in the water, +and keep on after the boys themselves were tired. He was so fond of +hunting, anyway, that the sight of a gun would drive him about crazy; he +would lick the barrel all over, and wag his tail so hard that it would +lift his hind legs off the ground.</p> + +<p>I do not know how he came into that family, but I believe he was given +to it full grown by somebody. It was some time after my boy failed to +buy what he called a Confoundland dog, from a colored boy who had it for +sale, a pretty puppy with white and black spots which he had quite set +his heart on; but Tip more than consoled him. Tip was of no particular +breed, and he had no personal beauty; he was of the color of a mouse or +an elephant, and his tail was without the smallest<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_113" id="Page_113">[Pg 113]</a></span> grace; it was smooth +and round, but it was so strong that he could pull a boy all over the +town by it, and usually did; and he had the best, and kindest, and +truest ugly old face in the world. He loved the whole human race, and as +a watch-dog he was a failure through his trustful nature; he would no +more have bitten a person than he would have bitten a pig; but where +other dogs were concerned, he was a lion. He might be lying fast asleep +in the back-yard, and he usually was, but if a dog passed the front of +the house under a wagon, he would be up and after that dog before you +knew what you were about. He seemed to want to fight country dogs the +worst, but any strange dog would do. A good half the time he would come +off best; but, however he came off, he returned to the back-yard with +his tongue hanging out, and wagging his tail in good-humor with all the +world. Nothing could stop him, however, where strange dogs were +concerned. He was a Whig dog, of course, as any one could tell by his +name, which was Tippecanoe in full, and was given him because it was the +nickname of General Harrison, the great Whig who won the battle of +Tippecanoe. The boys' Henry Clay Club used him to pull the little wagon +that they went about in singing Whig songs, and he would pull five or +six boys, guided simply by a stick which he held in his mouth, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_114" id="Page_114">[Pg 114]</a></span> +which a boy held on either side of him. But if he caught sight of a dog +that he did not know, he would drop that stick and start for that dog as +far off as he could see him, spilling the Henry Clay Club out of the +wagon piecemeal as he went, and never stopping till he mixed up the +strange dog in a fight where it would have been hard to tell which was +either champion and which was the club wagon. When the fight was over +Tip would come smilingly back to the fragments of the Henry Clay Club, +with pieces of the vehicle sticking about him, and profess himself, in a +dog's way, ready to go on with the concert.</p> + +<p>Any crowd of boys could get Tip to go off with them, in swimming, or +hunting, or simply running races. He was known through the whole town, +and beloved for his many endearing qualities of heart. As to his mind, +it was perhaps not much to brag of, and he certainly had some defects of +character. He was incurably lazy, and his laziness grew upon him as he +grew older, till hardly anything but the sight of a gun or a bone would +move him. He lost his interest in politics, and, though there is no +reason to suppose that he ever became indifferent to his principles, it +is certain that he no longer showed his early ardor. He joined the +Free-Soil movement in 1848, and supported Van Buren and Adams,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_115" id="Page_115">[Pg 115]</a></span> but +without the zeal he had shown for Henry Clay. Once a year, as long as +the family lived in the Boy's Town, the children were anxious about Tip +when the dog-law was put in force, and the constables went round +shooting all the dogs that were found running at large without muzzles. +At this time, when Tip was in danger of going mad and biting people, he +showed a most unseasonable activity, and could hardly be kept in bounds. +A dog whose sole delight at other moments was to bask in the summer sun, +or dream by the winter fire, would now rouse himself to an interest in +everything that was going on in the dangerous world, and make forays +into it at all unguarded points. The only thing to do was to muzzle him, +and this was done by my boy's brother with a piece of heavy twine, in +such a manner as to interfere with Tip's happiness as little as +possible. It was a muzzle that need not be removed for either eating, +drinking, or fighting; but it satisfied the law, and Tip always came +safely through the dog-days, perhaps by favor or affection with the +officers who were so inexorable with some dogs.</p> + +<p>While Tip was still in his prime the family of children was further +enriched by the possession of a goat; but this did not belong to the +whole family, or it was, at least nominally, the property of that eldest +brother they all looked up to. I<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_116" id="Page_116">[Pg 116]</a></span> do not know how they came by the goat, +any more than I know how they came by Tip; I only know that there came a +time when it was already in the family, and that before it was got rid +of it was a presence there was no mistaking. Nobody who has not kept a +goat can have any notion of how many different kinds of mischief a goat +can get into, without seeming to try, either, but merely by following +the impulses of its own goatishness. This one was a nanny-goat, and it +answered to the name of Nanny with an intelligence that was otherwise +wholly employed in making trouble. It went up and down stairs, from +cellar to garret, and in and out of all the rooms, like anybody, with a +faint, cynical indifference in the glance of its cold gray eyes that +gave no hint of its purposes or performances. In the chambers it chewed +the sheets and pillow-cases on the beds, and in the dining-room, if it +found nothing else, it would do its best to eat the table-cloth. +Washing-day was a perfect feast for it, for then it would banquet on the +shirt-sleeves and stockings that dangled from the clothes-line, and +simply glut itself with the family linen and cotton. In default of these +dainties, Nanny would gladly eat a chip-hat; she was not proud; she +would eat a split-basket, if there was nothing else at hand. Once she +got up on the kitchen table, and had a perfect orgy with a lot<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_117" id="Page_117">[Pg 117]</a></span> of +fresh-baked pumpkin-pies she found there; she cleaned all the pumpkin so +neatly out of the pastry shells that, if there had been any more pumpkin +left, they could have been filled up again, and nobody could have told +the difference. The grandmother, who was visiting in the house at the +time, declared to the mother that it would serve the father and the boys +just right if she did fill these very shells up and give them to the +father and the boys to eat. But I believe this was not done, and it was +only suggested in a moment of awful exasperation, and because it was the +father who was to blame for letting the boys keep the goat. The mother +was always saying that the goat should not stay in the house another +day, but she had not the heart to insist on its banishment, the children +were so fond of it. I do not know why they were fond of it, for it never +showed them the least affection, but was always taking the most unfair +advantages of them, and it would butt them over whenever it got the +chance. It would try to butt them into the well when they leaned down to +pull up the bucket from the curb; and if it came out of the house, and +saw a boy cracking nuts at the low flat stone the children had in the +back-yard to crack nuts on, it would pretend that the boy was making +motions to insult it, and before he knew what he was about it would fly +at him and send him spinning head<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_118" id="Page_118">[Pg 118]</a></span> over heels. It was not of the least +use in the world, and could not be, but the children were allowed to +keep it till, one fatal day, when the mother had a number of other +ladies to tea, as the fashion used to be in small towns, when they sat +down to a comfortable gossip over dainty dishes of stewed chicken, hot +biscuit, peach-preserves, sweet tomato-pickles, and pound-cake. That day +they all laid off their bonnets on the hall table, and the goat, after +demurely waiting and watching with its faded eyes, which saw everything +and seemed to see nothing, discerned a golden opportunity, and began to +make such a supper of bonnet-ribbons as perhaps never fell to a goat's +lot in life before. It was detected in its stolen joys just as it had +chewed the ribbon of a best bonnet up to the bonnet, and was chased into +the back-yard; but, as it had swallowed the ribbon without being able to +swallow the bonnet, it carried that with it. The boy who specially owned +the goat ran it down in a frenzy of horror and apprehension, and managed +to unravel the ribbon from its throat, and get back the bonnet. Then he +took the bonnet in and laid it carefully down on the table again, and +decided that it would be best not to say anything about the affair. But +such a thing as that could not be kept. The goat was known at once to +have done the mischief; and this time it was really sent away. All<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_119" id="Page_119">[Pg 119]</a></span> the +children mourned it, and the boy who owned it the most used to go to the +house of the people who took it, and who had a high board fence round +their yard, and try to catch sight of it through the cracks. When he +called "Nanny!" it answered him instantly with a plaintive "Baa!" and +then, after a vain interchange of lamentations, he had to come away, and +console himself as he could with the pets that were left him.</p> + +<p>But all were trifling joys, except maybe Tip and Nanny, compared with +the pony which the boys owned in common, and which was the greatest +thing that ever came into their lives. I cannot tell just how their +father came to buy it for them, or where he got it; but I dare say he +thought they were about old enough for a pony, and might as well have +one. It was a Mexican pony, and as it appeared on the scene just after +the Mexican war, some volunteer may have brought it home. One volunteer +brought home a Mexican dog, that was smooth and hairless, with a skin +like an elephant, and that was always shivering round with the cold; he +was not otherwise a remarkable dog, and I do not know that he ever felt +even the warmth of friendship among the boys; his manners were reserved +and his temper seemed doubtful. But the pony never had any trouble with +the climate of Southern Ohio (which is indeed hot enough to fry a +salamander in summer);<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_120" id="Page_120">[Pg 120]</a></span> and though his temper was no better than other +ponies', he was perfectly approachable. I mean that he was approachable +from the side, for it was not well to get where he could bite you or +kick you. He was of a bright sorrel color, and he had a brand on one +haunch.</p> + +<p>My boy had an ideal of a pony, conceived from pictures in his +reading-books at school, that held its head high and arched its neck, +and he strove by means of checks and martingales to make this real pony +conform to the illustrations. But it was of no use; the real pony held +his neck straight out like a ewe, or, if reined up, like a camel, and he +hung his big head at the end of it with no regard whatever for the +ideal. His caparison was another mortification and failure. What the boy +wanted was an English saddle, embroidered on the morocco seat in crimson +silk, and furnished with shining steel stirrups. What he had was the +framework of a Mexican saddle, covered with rawhide, and cushioned with +a blanket; the stirrups were Mexican, too, and clumsily fashioned out of +wood. The boys were always talking about getting their father to get +them a pad, but they never did it, and they managed as they could with +the saddle they had. For the most part they preferred to ride the pony +barebacked, for then they could ride him double, and when they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_121" id="Page_121">[Pg 121]</a></span> first +got him they all wanted to ride him so much that they had to ride him +double. They kept him going the whole day long; but after a while they +calmed down enough to take him one at a time, and to let him have a +chance for his meals.</p> + +<p>They had no regular stable, and the father left the boys to fit part of +the cow-shed up for the pony, which they did by throwing part of the +hen-coop open into it. The pigeon-cots were just over his head, and he +never could have complained of being lonesome. At first everybody wanted +to feed him as well as ride him, and if he had been allowed time for it +he might have eaten himself to death, or if he had not always tried to +bite you or kick you when you came in with his corn. After a while the +boys got so they forgot him, and nobody wanted to go out and feed the +pony, especially after dark; but he knew how to take care of himself, +and when he had eaten up everything there was in the cow-shed he would +break out and eat up everything there was in the yard.</p> + +<p>The boys got lots of good out of him. When you were once on his back you +were pretty safe, for he was so lazy that he would not think of running +away, and there was no danger unless he bounced you off when he trotted; +he had a hard trot. The boys wanted to ride him standing<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_122" id="Page_122">[Pg 122]</a></span> up, like +circus-actors, and the pony did not mind, but the boys could not stay +on, though they practised a good deal, turn about, when the other +fellows were riding their horses, standing up, on the Commons. He was +not of much use in Indian fights, for he could seldom be lashed into a +gallop, and a pony that proposed to walk through an Indian fight was +ridiculous. Still, with the help of imagination, my boy employed him in +some scenes of wild Arab life, and hurled the Moorish javelin from him +in mid-career, when the pony was flying along at the mad pace of a +canal-boat. The pony early gave the boys to understand that they could +get very little out of him in the way of herding the family cow. He +would let them ride him to the pasture, and he would keep up with the +cow on the way home, when she walked, but if they wanted anything more +than that they must get some other pony. They tried to use him in +carrying papers, but the subscribers objected to having him ridden up to +their front doors over the sidewalk, and they had to give it up.</p> + +<p>When he became an old story, and there was no competition for him among +the brothers, my boy sometimes took him into the woods, and rode him in +the wandering bridle-paths, with a thrilling sense of adventure. He did +not like to be alone there, and he oftener had the company of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_123" id="Page_123">[Pg 123]</a></span> a boy who +was learning the trade in his father's printing-office. This boy was +just between him and his elder brother in age, and he was the good +comrade of both; all the family loved him, and made him one of them, and +my boy was fond of him because they had some tastes in common that were +not very common among the other boys. They liked the same books, and +they both began to write historical romances. My boy's romance was +founded on facts of the Conquest of Granada, which he had read of again +and again in Washington Irving, with a passionate pity for the Moors, +and yet with pride in the grave and noble Spaniards. He would have given +almost anything to be a Spaniard, and he lived in a dream of some day +sallying out upon the Vega before Granada, in silk and steel, with an +Arabian charger under him that champed its bit. In the mean time he did +what he could with the family pony, and he had long rides in the woods +with the other boy, who used to get his father's horse when he was not +using it on Sunday, and race with him through the dangling wild +grape-vines and pawpaw thickets, and over the reedy levels of the river, +their hearts both bounding with the same high hopes of a world that +could never come true.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_124" id="Page_124">[Pg 124]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>INDIANS</h2> + + +<p>There was not a boy in the Boy's Town who would not gladly have turned +from the town and lived in the woods if his mother had let him; and in +every vague plan of running off the forest had its place as a city of +refuge from pursuit and recapture. The pioneer days were still so close +to those times that the love of solitary adventure which took the boys' +fathers into the sylvan wastes of the great West might well have burned +in the boys' hearts; and if their ideal of life was the free life of the +woods, no doubt it was because their near ancestors had lived it. At any +rate, that was their ideal, and they were always talking among +themselves of how they would go farther West when they grew up, and be +trappers and hunters. I do not remember any boy but one who meant to be +a sailor; they lived too hopelessly far from the sea; and I dare say the +boy who invented the marine-engine governor, and who wished to be a +pirate, would just as soon have been a bandit of the Osage. In those +days Oregon had just been opened to settlers, and the boys all wanted to +go and live in Oregon, where you could stand in your door and shoot deer +and wild turkey, while a salmon big enough to pull you in was tugging +away at the line you had set in the river that ran before the +log-cabin.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_125" id="Page_125">[Pg 125]</a></span></p> + +<p>If they could, the boys would rather have been Indians than anything +else, but, as there was really no hope of this whatever, they were +willing to be settlers, and fight the Indians. They had rather a mixed +mind about them in the mean time, but perhaps they were not unlike other +idolaters in both fearing and adoring their idols; perhaps they came +pretty near being Indians in that, and certainly they came nearer than +they knew. When they played war, and the war was between the whites and +the Indians, it was almost as low a thing to be white as it was to be +British when there were Americans on the other side; in either case you +had to be beaten. The boys lived in the desire, if not the hope, of some +time seeing an Indian, and they made the most of the Indians in the +circus, whom they knew to be just white men dressed up; but none of them +dreamed that what really happened one day could ever happen. This was at +the arrival of several canal-boat loads of genuine Indians from the +Wyandot Reservation in the northwestern part of the State, on their way +to new lands beyond the Mississippi. The boys' fathers must have known +that these Indians were coming, but it just shows how stupid the most of +fathers are, that they never told the boys about it. All at once there +the Indians were, as if the canal-boats had dropped with them out of +heaven. There<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_126" id="Page_126">[Pg 126]</a></span> they were, crowding the decks, in their blankets and +moccasins, braves and squaws and pappooses, standing about or squatting +in groups, not saying anything, and looking exactly like the pictures. +The squaws had the pappooses on their backs, and the men and boys had +bows and arrows in their hands; and as soon as the boats landed the +Indians, all except the squaws and pappooses, came ashore, and went up +to the courthouse yard, and began to shoot with their bows and arrows. +It almost made the boys crazy.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_127" id="Page_127">[Pg 127]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 305px;"> +<img src="images/i006.jpg" width="305" height="448" alt="ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE" title="" /> +<span class="caption">ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE</span> +</div> + +<p>Of course they would have liked to have the Indians shoot at birds, or +some game, but they were mighty glad to have them shoot at cents and +bits and quarters that anybody could stick up in the ground. The Indians +would all shoot at the mark till some one hit it, and the one who hit it +had the money, whatever it was. The boys ran and brought back the +arrows; and they were so proud to do this that I wonder they lived +through it. My boy was too bashful to bring the Indians their arrows; he +could only stand apart and long to approach the filthy savages, whom he +revered; to have touched the border of one of their blankets would have +been too much. Some of them were rather handsome, and two or three of +the Indian boys were so pretty that the Boy's Town boys said they were +girls. They were of all ages, from old, withered men to children of six +or seven, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_129" id="Page_129">[Pg 129]</a></span> they were all alike grave and unsmiling; the old men were +not a whit more dignified than the children, and the children did not +enter into their sport with more zeal and ardor than the wrinkled sages +who shared it. In fact they were, old and young alike, savages, and the +boys who looked on and envied them were savages in their ideal of a +world where people spent their lives in hunting and fishing and ranging +the woods, and never grew up into the toils and cares that can alone +make men of boys. They wished to escape these, as many foolish persons +do among civilized nations, and they thought if they could only escape +them they would be happy; they did not know that they would be merely +savage, and that the great difference between a savage and a civilized +man is work. They would all have been willing to follow these Indians +away into the Far West, where they were going, and be barbarians for the +rest of their days; and the wonder is that some of the fellows did not +try it.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>GUNS</h2> + + +<p>After the red men had flitted away like red leaves, their memory +remained with the boys, and a plague of bows and arrows raged among +them, and it was a good while before they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_130" id="Page_130">[Pg 130]</a></span> calmed down to their old +desire of having a gun. But they came back to that at last, for that was +the normal desire of every boy in the Boy's Town who was not a girl-boy, +and there were mighty few girl-boys there. Up to a certain point a +pistol would do, especially if you had bullet-moulds, and could run +bullets to shoot out of it; only your mother would be sure to see you +running them, and just as likely as not would be so scared that she +would say you must not shoot bullets. Then you would have to use +buckshot, if you could get them anywhere near the right size, or small +marbles; but a pistol was always a makeshift, and you never could hit +anything with it, not even a board fence; it always kicked, or burst, or +something.</p> + +<p>Very few boys ever came to have a gun, though they all expected to have +one. But seven or eight boys would go hunting with one shot-gun, and +take turn-about shooting; some of the little fellows never got to shoot +at all, but they could run and see whether the big boys had hit anything +when they fired, and that was something. This was my boy's privilege for +a long time before he had a gun of his own, and he went patiently with +his elder brother, and never expected to fire the gun, except, perhaps, +to shoot the load off before they got back to town; they were not +allowed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_131" id="Page_131">[Pg 131]</a></span> to bring the gun home loaded. It was a gun that was pretty safe +for anything in front of it, but you never could tell what it was going +to do. It began by being simply an old gun-barrel, which my boy's +brother bought of another boy who was sick of it for a fip, as the +half-real piece was called, and it went on till it got a lock from one +gunsmith and a stock from another, and was a complete gun. But this took +time; perhaps a month; for the gunsmiths would only work at it in their +leisure; they were delinquent subscribers, and they did it in part pay +for their papers. When they got through with it my boy's brother made +himself a ramrod out of a straight piece of hickory, or at least as +straight as the gun-barrel, which was rather sway-backed, and had a +little twist to one side, so that one of the jour printers said it was a +first-rate gun to shoot round a corner with. Then he made himself a +powder-flask out of an ox-horn that he got and boiled till it was soft +(it smelt the whole house up), and then scraped thin with a piece of +glass; it hung at his side; and he carried his shot in his pantaloons +pocket. He went hunting with this gun for a good many years, but he had +never shot anything with it, when his uncle gave him a smooth-bore +rifle, and he in turn gave his gun to my boy, who must then have been +nearly ten years old.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_132" id="Page_132">[Pg 132]</a></span></p> + +<p>It seemed to him that he was quite old enough to have a gun; but he was +mortified the very next morning after he got it by a citizen who thought +differently. He had risen at daybreak to go out and shoot kildees on the +Common, and he was hurrying along with his gun on his shoulder when the +citizen stopped him and asked him what he was going to do with that gun. +He said to shoot kildees, and he added that it was his gun. This seemed +to surprise the citizen even more than the boy could have wished. He +asked him if he did not think he was a pretty small boy to have a gun; +and he took the gun from him, and examined it thoughtfully, and then +handed it back to the boy, who felt himself getting smaller all the +time. The man went his way without saying anything more, but his +behavior was somehow so sarcastic that the boy had no pleasure in his +sport that morning; partly, perhaps, because he found no kildees to +shoot at on the Common. He only fired off his gun once or twice at a +fence, and then he sneaked home with it through alleys and by-ways, and +whenever he met a person he hurried by for fear the person would find +him too small to have a gun.</p> + +<p>Afterward he came to have a bolder spirit about it, and he went hunting +with it a good deal. It was a very curious kind of gun; you had to snap +a good many caps on it, sometimes, before the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_133" id="Page_133">[Pg 133]</a></span> load would go off; and +sometimes it would hang fire, and then seem to recollect itself, and go +off, maybe, just when you were going to take it down from your shoulder. +The barrel was so crooked that it could not shoot straight, but this was +not the only reason why the boy never hit anything with it. He could not +shut his left eye and keep his right eye open; so he had to take aim +with both eyes, or else with the left eye, which was worse yet, till one +day when he was playing shinny (or hockey) at school, and got a blow +over his left eye from a shinny-stick. At first he thought his eye was +put out; he could not see for the blood that poured into it from the cut +above it. He ran homeward wild with fear, but on the way he stopped at a +pump to wash away the blood, and then he found his eye was safe. It +suddenly came into his mind to try if he could not shut that eye now, +and keep the right one open. He found that he could do it perfectly; by +help of his handkerchief, he stanched his wound, and made himself +presentable, with the glassy pool before the pump for a mirror, and went +joyfully back to school. He kept trying his left eye, to make sure it +had not lost its new-found art, and as soon as school was out he hurried +home to share the joyful news with his family.</p> + +<p>He went hunting the very next Saturday, and at the first shot he killed +a bird. It was a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_134" id="Page_134">[Pg 134]</a></span> suicidal sap-sucker, which had suffered him to steal +upon it so close that it could not escape even the vagaries of that +wandering gun-barrel, and was blown into such small pieces that the boy +could bring only a few feathers of it away. In the evening, when his +father came home, he showed him these trophies of the chase, and boasted +of his exploit with the minutest detail. His father asked him whether he +had expected to eat this sap-sucker, if he could have got enough of it +together. He said no, sap-suckers were not good to eat. "Then you took +its poor little life merely for the pleasure of killing it," said the +father. "Was it a great pleasure to see it die?" The boy hung his head +in shame and silence; it seemed to him that he would never go hunting +again. Of course he did go hunting often afterward, but his brother and +he kept faithfully to the rule of never killing anything that they did +not want to eat. To be sure, they gave themselves a wide range; they +were willing to eat almost anything that they could shoot, even +blackbirds, which were so abundant and so easy to shoot. But there were +some things which they would have thought it not only wanton but wicked +to kill, like turtle-doves, which they somehow believed were sacred, nor +robins either, because robins were hallowed by poetry, and they kept +about the house, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_135" id="Page_135">[Pg 135]</a></span> were almost tame, so that it seemed a shame to +shoot them. They were very plentiful, and so were the turtle-doves, +which used to light on the Basin bank, and pick up the grain scattered +there from the boats and wagons.</p> + +<p>There were a good many things you could do with a gun: you could fire +your ramrod out of it, and see it sail through the air; you could fill +the muzzle up with water, on top of a charge, and send the water in a +straight column at a fence. The boys all believed that you could fire +that column of water right through a man, and they always wanted to try +whether it would go through a cow, but they were afraid the owner of the +cow would find it out. There was a good deal of pleasure in cleaning +your gun when it got so foul that your ramrod stuck in it and you could +hardly get it out. You poured hot water into the muzzle and blew it +through the nipple, till it began to show clear; then you wiped it dry +with soft rags wound on your gun-screw, and then oiled it with greasy +tow. Sometimes the tow would get loose from the screw, and stay in the +barrel, and then you would have to pick enough powder in at the nipple +to blow it out. Of course I am talking of the old muzzle-loading +shot-gun, which I dare say the boys never use nowadays.</p> + +<p>But the great pleasure of all, in hunting, was getting home tired and +footsore in the evening,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_136" id="Page_136">[Pg 136]</a></span> and smelling the supper almost as soon as you +came in sight of the house. There was nearly always hot biscuit for +supper, with steak, and with coffee such as nobody but a boy's mother +ever knew how to make; and just as likely as not there was some kind of +preserves; at any rate, there was apple-butter. You could hardly take +the time to wash the powder-grime off your hands and face before you +rushed to the table; and if you had brought home a yellowhammer you left +it with your gun on the back porch, and perhaps the cat got it and saved +you the trouble of cleaning it. A cat can clean a bird a good deal +quicker than a boy can, and she does not hate to do it half as badly.</p> + +<p>Next to the pleasure of getting home from hunting late was the pleasure +of starting early, as my boy and his brother sometimes did, to shoot +ducks on the Little Reservoir in the fall. His brother had an +alarm-clock, which he set at about four, and he was up the instant it +rang, and pulling my boy out of bed, where he would rather have stayed +than shot the largest mallard duck in the world. They raked the ashes +off the bed of coals in the fireplace, and while the embers ticked and +bristled, and flung out little showers of sparks, they hustled on their +clothes, and ran down the back stairs into the yard with their guns.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_137" id="Page_137">[Pg 137]</a></span></p> + +<p>Tip, the dog, was already waiting for them there, for he seemed to know +they were going that morning, and he began whimpering for joy, and +twisting himself sideways up against them, and nearly wagging his tail +off; and licking their hands and faces, and kissing their guns all over; +he was about crazy. When they started, he knew where they were going, +and he rushed ahead through the silent little sleeping town, and led the +way across the wide Commons, where the cows lay in dim bulks on the +grass, and the geese waddled out of his way with wild, clamorous cries, +till they came in sight of the Reservoir. Then Tip fell back with my boy +and let the elder brother go ahead, for he always had a right to the +first shot; and while he dodged down behind the bank, and crept along to +the place where the ducks usually were, my boy kept a hold on Tip's +collar, and took in the beautiful mystery of the early morning. The +place so familiar by day was estranged to his eyes in that pale light, +and he was glad of old Tip's company, for it seemed a time when there +might very well be ghosts about. The water stretched a sheet of smooth, +gray silver, with little tufts of mist on its surface, and through these +at last he could see the ducks softly gliding to and fro, and he could +catch some dreamy sound from them. His heart stood still and then jumped +wildly in his breast, as the still<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_138" id="Page_138">[Pg 138]</a></span> air was startled with the rush of +wings, and the water broke with the plunge of other flocks arriving. +Then he began to make those bets with himself that a boy hopes he will +lose: he bet that his brother would not hit any of them; he bet that he +did not even see them; he bet that if he did see them and got a shot at +them, they would not come back so that he could get a chance himself to +kill any. It seemed to him that he had to wait an hour, and just when he +was going to hollo, and tell his brother where the ducks were, the old +smooth-bore sent out a red flash and a white puff before he heard the +report; Tip tore loose from his grasp; and he heard the splashing rise +of the ducks, and the hurtling rush of their wings; and he ran forward, +yelling, "How many did you hit? Where are they? Where are you? Are they +coming back? It's my turn now!" and making an outcry that would have +frightened away a fleet of ironclads, but much less a flock of ducks.</p> + +<p>One shot always ended the morning's sport, and there were always good +reasons why this shot never killed anything.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>NUTTING</h2> + + +<p>The woods were pretty full of the kind of hickory-trees called pignuts, +and the boys gathered<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_139" id="Page_139">[Pg 139]</a></span> the nuts, and even ate their small, bitter +kernels; and around the Poor-House woods there were some shag-barks, but +the boys did not go for them because of the bull and the crazy people. +Their great and constant reliance in foraging was the abundance of black +walnuts which grew everywhere, along the roads and on the river-banks, +as well as in the woods and the pastures. Long before it was time to go +walnutting, the boys began knocking off the nuts and trying whether they +were ripe enough; and just as soon as the kernels began to fill out, the +fellows began making walnut wagons. I do not know why it was thought +necessary to have a wagon to gather walnuts, but I know that it was, and +that a boy had to make a new wagon every year.</p> + +<p>No boy's walnut wagon could last till the next year; it did very well if +it lasted till the next day. He had to make it nearly all with his +pocket-knife. He could use a saw to block the wheels out of a pine +board, and he could use a hatchet to rough off the corners of the +blocks, but he had to use his knife to give them any sort of roundness, +and they were not very round then; they were apt to be oval in shape, +and they always wabbled. He whittled the axles out with his knife, and +he made the hubs with it. He could get a tongue ready-made if he used a +broom-handle<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_140" id="Page_140">[Pg 140]</a></span> or a hoop-pole, but that had in either case to be whittled +so it could be fastened to the wagon; he even bored the linchpin holes +with his knife if he could not get a gimlet; and if he could not get an +auger, he bored the holes through the wheels with a red-hot poker, and +then whittled them large enough with his knife. He had to use pine for +nearly everything, because any other wood was too hard to whittle; and +then the pine was always splitting. It split in the axles when he was +making the linchpin holes, and the wheels had to be kept on by linchpins +that were tied in; the wheels themselves split, and had to be +strengthened by slats nailed across the rifts. The wagon-bed was a +candle-box nailed to the axles, and that kept the front axle tight, so +that it took the whole width of a street to turn a very little wagon in +without upsetting.</p> + +<p>When the wagon was all done, the boy who owned it started off with his +brothers, or some other boys who had no wagon, to gather walnuts. He +started early in the morning of some bright autumn day while the frost +still bearded the grass in the back-yard, and bristled on the fence-tops +and the roof of the woodshed, and hurried off to the woods so as to get +there before the other boys had got the walnuts. The best place for them +was in some woods-pasture where the trees stood free of one another, and +around them, in among the tall, frosty grass, the tumbled nuts lay +scattered in groups of twos and threes, or fives, some still +yellowish-green in their hulls, and some black, but all sending up to +the nostrils of the delighted boy the incense of their clean, keen, +wild-woody smell, to be a memory forever.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_141" id="Page_141">[Pg 141]</a></span></p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 287px;"> +<img src="images/i007.jpg" width="287" height="448" alt="NUTTING" title="" /> +<span class="caption">NUTTING</span> +</div><p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_143" id="Page_143">[Pg 143]</a></span></p> + +<p>The leaves had dropped from the trees overhead, and the branches +outlined themselves against the blue sky, and dangled from their outer +stems clusters of the unfallen fruit, as large as oranges, and only +wanting a touch to send them plumping down into the grass where +sometimes their fat hulls burst, and the nuts almost leaped into the +boy's hands. The boys ran, some of them to gather the fallen nuts, and +others to get clubs and rocks to beat them from the trees; one was sure +to throw off his jacket and kick off his shoes and climb the tree to +shake every limb where a walnut was still clinging. When they had got +them all heaped up like a pile of grape-shot at the foot of the tree, +they began to hull them, with blows of a stick, or with stones, and to +pick the nuts from the hulls, where the grubs were battening on their +assured ripeness, and to toss them into a little heap, a very little +heap indeed compared with the bulk of that they came from. The boys +gloried in getting as much walnut stain on their hands as they could, +for it would not<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_144" id="Page_144">[Pg 144]</a></span> wash off, and it showed for days that they had been +walnutting; sometimes they got to staining one another's faces with the +juice, and pretending they were Indians.</p> + +<p>The sun rose higher and higher, and burned the frost from the grass, and +while the boys worked and yelled and chattered they got hotter and +hotter, and began to take off their shoes and stockings, till every one +of them was barefoot. Then, about three or four o'clock, they would +start homeward, with half a bushel of walnuts in their wagon, and their +shoes and stockings piled in on top of them. That is, if they had good +luck. In a story, they would always have had good luck, and always gone +home with half a bushel of walnuts; but this is a history, and so I have +to own that they usually went home with about two quarts of walnuts +rattling round under their shoes and stockings in the bottom of the +wagon. They usually had no such easy time getting them as they always +would in a story; they did not find them under the trees, or ready to +drop off, but they had to knock them off with about six or seven clubs +or rocks to every walnut, and they had to pound the hulls so hard to get +the nuts out that sometimes they cracked the nuts. That was because they +usually went walnutting before the walnuts were ripe. But they made just +as much preparation for drying the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_145" id="Page_145">[Pg 145]</a></span> nuts on the woodshed roof whether +they got half a gallon or half a bushel; for they did not intend to stop +gathering them till they had two or three barrels. They nailed a cleat +across the roof to keep them from rolling off, and they spread them out +thin, so that they could look more than they were, and dry better. They +said they were going to keep them for Christmas, but they had to try +pretty nearly every hour or so whether they were getting dry, and in +about three days they were all eaten up.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE FIRE-ENGINES</h2> + + +<p>There were two fire-engines in the Boy's Town; but there seemed to be +something always the matter with them, so that they would not work, if +there was a fire. When there was no fire, the companies sometimes pulled +them up through the town to the Basin bank, and practised with them +against the roofs and fronts of the pork-houses. It was almost as good +as a muster to see the firemen in their red shirts and black trousers, +dragging the engine at a run, two and two together, one on each side of +the rope.</p> + +<p>My boy would have liked to speak to a fireman, but he never dared; and +the foreman of the <i>Neptune</i>,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_146" id="Page_146">[Pg 146]</a></span> which was the larger and feebler of the +engines, was a figure of such worshipful splendor in his eyes that he +felt as if he could not be just a common human being. He was a +storekeeper, to begin with, and he was tall and slim, and his black +trousers fitted him like a glove; he had a patent-leather helmet, and a +brass speaking-trumpet, and he gave all his orders through this. It did +not make any difference how close he was to the men, he shouted +everything through the trumpet; and when they manned the brakes and +began to pump, he roared at them, "Down on her, down on her, boys!" so +that you would have thought the <i>Neptune</i> could put out the world if it +was burning up. Instead of that there was usually a feeble splutter from +the nozzle, and sometimes none at all, even if the hose did not break; +it was fun to see the hose break.</p> + +<p>The <i>Neptune</i> was a favorite with the boys, though they believed that +the <i>Tremont</i> could squirt farther, and they had a belief in its quiet +efficiency which was fostered by its reticence in public. It was small +and black, but the <i>Neptune</i> was large, and painted of a gay color lit +up with gilding that sent the blood leaping through a boy's veins. The +boys knew the <i>Neptune</i> was out of order, but they were always expecting +it would come right, and in the mean time they felt that it was an honor +to the town, and they followed<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_147" id="Page_147">[Pg 147]</a></span> it as proudly back to the engine-house +after one of its magnificent failures as if it had been a magnificent +success. The boys were always making magnificent failures themselves, +and they could feel for the <i>Neptune</i>.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_149" id="Page_149">[Pg 149]</a></span></p> +<h2>IV</h2> + +<h3>GLIMPSES OF THE LARGER WORLD</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_151" id="Page_151">[Pg 151]</a></span></p> +<h2>THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS</h2> + + +<p>The boys made a very careful study of the circus bills, and when the +circus came they held the performance to a strict account for any +difference between the feats and their representation. For a fortnight +beforehand they worked themselves up for the arrival of the circus into +a fever of fear and hope, for it was always a question with a great many +whether they could get their fathers to give them the money to go in. +The full price was two bits, and the half-price was a bit, or a Spanish +real, then a commoner coin than the American dime in the West; and every +boy, for that time only, wished to be little enough to look young enough +to go in for a bit. Editors of newspapers had a free ticket for every +member of their families; and my boy was sure of going to the circus +from the first rumor of its coming. But he was none the less deeply +thrilled by the coming event, and he was up early on the morning of the +great day, to go out and meet the circus procession beyond the +corporation line.</p> + +<p>I do not really know how boys live through the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_152" id="Page_152">[Pg 152]</a></span> wonder and the glory of +such a sight. Once there were two chariots—one held the band in +red-and-blue uniforms, and was drawn by eighteen piebald horses; and the +other was drawn by a troop of Shetland ponies, and carried in a vast +mythical sea-shell little boys in spangled tights and little girls in +the gauze skirts and wings of fairies. There was not a flaw in this +splendor to the young eyes that gloated on it, and that followed it in +rapture through every turn and winding of its course in the Boy's Town; +nor in the magnificence of the actors and actresses, who came riding two +by two in their circus dresses after the chariots, and looking some +haughty and contemptuous, and others quiet and even bored, as if it were +nothing to be part of such a procession. The boys tried to make them out +by the pictures and names on the bills: which was Rivers, the +bareback-rider, and which was O'Dale, the champion tumbler; which was +the India-rubber man, which the ring-master, which the clown.</p> + +<p>Covered with dust, gasping with the fatigue of a three hours' run beside +the procession, but fresh at heart as in the beginning, they arrived +with it on the Commons, where the tent-wagons were already drawn up, and +the ring was made, and mighty men were driving the iron-headed +tent-stakes, and stretching the ropes of<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_153" id="Page_153">[Pg 153]</a></span> the great skeleton of the +pavilion which they were just going to clothe with canvas. The boys were +not allowed to come anywhere near, except three or four who got leave to +fetch water from a neighboring well, and thought themselves richly paid +with half-price tickets. The other boys were proud to pass a word with +them as they went by with their brimming buckets; fellows who had money +to go in would have been glad to carry water just for the glory of +coming close to the circus men. They stood about in twos and threes, and +lay upon the grass in groups debating whether a tan-bark ring was better +than a saw-dust ring; there were different opinions. They came as near +the wagons as they dared, and looked at the circus horses munching hay +from the tail-boards, just like common horses. The wagons were left +standing outside of the tent; but when it was up, the horses were taken +into the dressing-room, and then the boys, with many a backward look at +the wide spread of canvas, and the flags and streamers floating over it +from the centre-pole (the centre-pole was revered almost like a +distinguished personage), ran home to dinner so as to get back good and +early, and be among the first to go in.</p> + +<p>All round, before the circus doors were open, the doorkeepers of the +side-shows were inviting people to come in and see the giants and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_154" id="Page_154">[Pg 154]</a></span> fat +woman and boa-constrictors, and there were stands for peanuts and candy +and lemonade; the vendors cried, "Ice-cold lemonade, from fifteen +hundred miles under ground! Walk up, roll up, tumble up, any way you get +up!" The boys thought this brilliant drolling, but they had no time to +listen after the doors were open, and they had no money to spend on +side-shows or dainties anyway. Inside the tent they found it dark and +cool, and their hearts thumped in their throats with the wild joy of +being there; they recognized one another with amaze, as if they had not +met for years, and the excitement kept growing as other fellows came in. +It was lots of fun, too, watching the country-jakes, as the boys called +the farmer-folk, and seeing how green they looked, and now some of them +tried to act smart with the circus men that came round with oranges to +sell. But the great thing was to see whether fellows that said they were +going to hook in really got in. The boys held it to be a high and +creditable thing to hook into a show of any kind, but hooking into a +circus was something that a fellow ought to be held in special honor for +doing. He ran great risks, and if he escaped the vigilance of the +massive circus man who patrolled the outside of the tent with a cow-hide +and a bulldog, perhaps he merited the fame he was sure to win.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_155" id="Page_155">[Pg 155]</a></span></p> + +<p>I do not know where boys get some of the notions of morality that govern +them. These notions are like the sports and plays that a boy leaves off +as he gets older to the boys that are younger. He outgrows them, and +other boys grow into them, and then outgrow them as he did. Perhaps they +come down to the boyhood of our time from the boyhood of the race, and +the unwritten laws of conduct may have prevailed among the earliest +Aryans on the plains of Asia that I now find so strange in a retrospect +of the Boy's Town.</p> + +<p>The standard of honor there was, in a certain way, very high among the +boys; they would have despised a thief as he deserved, and I cannot +remember one of them who might not have been safely trusted. None of +them would have taken an apple out of a market-wagon, or stolen a melon +from a farmer who came to town with it; but they would all have thought +it fun, if not right, to rob an orchard or hook a watermelon out of a +patch. This would have been a foray into the enemy's country, and the +fruit of the adventure would have been the same as the plunder of a +city, or the capture of a vessel belonging to him on the high seas. In +the same way, if one of the boys had seen a circus man drop a quarter, +he would have hurried to give it back to him, but he would only have +been proud to hook into the circus man's show, and the other<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_156" id="Page_156">[Pg 156]</a></span> fellows +would have been proud of his exploit, too, as something that did honor +to them all. As a person who enclosed bounds and forbade trespass, the +circus man constituted himself the enemy of every boy who respected +himself, and challenged him to practise any sort of strategy. There was +not a boy in the crowd that my boy went with who would have been allowed +to hook into a circus by his parents; yet hooking in was an ideal that +was cherished among them, that was talked of, and that was even +sometimes attempted, though not often. Once, when a fellow really hooked +in, and joined the crowd that had ignobly paid, one of the fellows could +not stand it. He asked him just how and where he got in, and then he +went to the door, and got back his money from the doorkeeper upon the +plea that he did not feel well; and in five or ten minutes he was back +among the boys, a hero of such moral grandeur as would be hard to +describe. Not one of the fellows saw him as he really was—a little +lying, thievish scoundrel. Not even my boy saw him so, though he had on +some other point of personal honesty the most fantastic scruples.</p> + +<p>The boys liked to be at the circus early so as to make sure of the grand +entry of the performers into the ring, where they caracoled round on +horseback, and gave a delicious foretaste of the wonders to come. The +fellows were united in<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_157" id="Page_157">[Pg 157]</a></span> this, but upon other matters feeling +varied—some liked tumbling best; some the slack-rope; some +bareback-riding; some the feats of tossing knives and balls and catching +them. There never was more than one ring in those days; and you were not +tempted to break your neck and set your eyes forever askew, by trying to +watch all the things that went on at once in two or three rings.</p> + +<p>The boys did not miss the smallest feats of any performance, and they +enjoyed them every one, not equally, but fully. They had their +preferences, of course, as I have hinted; and one of the most popular +acts was that where a horse has been trained to misbehave, so that +nobody can mount him; and after the actors have tried him, the +ring-master turns to the audience, and asks if some gentleman among them +wants to try it. Nobody stirs, till at last a tipsy country-jake is seen +making his way down from one of the top seats toward the ring. He can +hardly walk, he is so drunk, and the clown has to help him across the +ring-board, and even then he trips and rolls over on the saw-dust, and +has to be pulled to his feet. When they bring him up to the horse, he +falls against it; and the little fellows think he will certainly get +killed. But the big boys tell the little fellows to shut up and watch +out. The ring-master and the clown manage to get the country-jake on to +the broad platform on the horse's back,<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_158" id="Page_158">[Pg 158]</a></span> and then the ring-master cracks +his whip, and the two supes who have been holding the horse's head let +go, and the horse begins cantering round the ring. The little fellows +are just sure the country-jake is going to fall off, he reels and +totters so; but the big boys tell them to keep watching out; and pretty +soon the country-jake begins to straighten up. He begins to unbutton his +long gray overcoat, and then he takes it off and throws it into the +ring, where one of the supes catches it. Then he sticks a short pipe +into his mouth, and pulls on an old wool hat, and flourishes a stick +that the supe throws to him, and you see that he is an Irishman just +come across the sea; and then off goes another coat, and he comes out a +British soldier in white duck trousers and red coat. That comes off, and +he is an American sailor, with his hands on his hips, dancing a +horn-pipe. Suddenly away flash wig and beard and false-face, the +pantaloons are stripped off with the same movement, the actor stoops for +the reins lying on the horse's neck, and James Rivers, the greatest +three-horse rider in the world, nimbly capers on the broad pad, and +kisses his hand to the shouting and cheering spectators as he dashes +from the ring past the braying and bellowing brass-band into the +dressing-room!</p> + +<p>The big boys have known all along that he was not a real country-jake; +but when the trained<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_159" id="Page_159">[Pg 159]</a></span> mule begins, and shakes everybody off, just like +the horse, and another country-jake gets up, and offers to bet that he +can ride that mule, nobody can tell whether he is a real country-jake or +not. This is always the last thing in the performance, and the boys have +seen with heavy hearts many signs openly betokening the end which they +knew was at hand. The actors have come out of the dressing-room door, +some in their every-day clothes, and some with just overcoats on over +their circus-dresses, and they lounge about near the bandstand watching +the performance in the ring. Some of the people are already getting up +to go out, and stand for this last act, and will not mind the shouts of +"Down in front! Down there!" which the boys eagerly join in, to eke out +their bliss a little longer by keeping away even the appearance of +anything transitory in it. The country-jake comes stumbling awkwardly +into the ring, but he is perfectly sober, and he boldly leaps astride +the mule, which tries all its arts to shake him off, plunging, kicking, +rearing. He sticks on, and everybody cheers him, and the owner of the +mule begins to get mad and to make it do more things to shake the +country-jake off. At last, with one convulsive spring, it flings him +from its back, and dashes into the dressing-room, while the country-jake +picks himself up and vanishes among the crowd.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_160" id="Page_160">[Pg 160]</a></span></p> + +<p>A man mounted on a platform in the ring is imploring the ladies and +gentlemen to keep their seats, and to buy tickets for the negro-minstrel +entertainment which is to follow, but which is not included in the price +of admission. The boys would like to stay, but they have not the money, +and they go out clamoring over the performance, and trying to decide +which was the best feat. As to which was the best actor, there is never +any question; it is the clown, who showed by the way he turned a double +somersault that he can do anything, and who chooses to be clown simply +because he is too great a creature to enter into rivalry with the other +actors.</p> + +<p>There will be another performance in the evening, with real fights +outside between the circus men and the country-jakes, and perhaps some +of the Basin rounders, but the boys do not expect to come; that would be +too much. The boy's brother once stayed away in the afternoon, and went +at night with one of the jour printers; but he was not able to report +that the show was better than it was in the afternoon. He did not get +home till nearly ten o'clock, though, and he saw the sides of the tent +dropped before the people got out; that was a great thing; and what was +greater yet, and reflected a kind of splendor on the boy at second hand, +was that the jour printer and the clown turned out to be old friends. +After<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_161" id="Page_161">[Pg 161]</a></span> the circus, the boy actually saw them standing near the +centre-pole talking together; and the next day the jour showed the +grease that had dripped on his coat from the candles. Otherwise the boy +might have thought it was a dream, that some one he knew had talked on +equal terms with the clown. The boys were always intending to stay up +and see the circus go out of town, and they would have done so, but +their mothers would not let them. This may have been one reason why none +of them ever ran off with a circus.</p> + +<p>As soon as a circus had been in town, the boys began to have circuses of +their own, and to practise for them. Everywhere you could see boys +upside down, walking on their hands or standing on them with their legs +dangling over, or stayed against house walls. It was easy to stand on +your head; one boy stood on his head so much that he had to have it +shaved, in the brain-fever that he got from standing on it; but that did +not stop the other fellows. Another boy fell head downward from a rail +where he was skinning-the-cat, and nearly broke his neck, and made it so +sore that it was stiff ever so long. Another boy, who was playing +Samson, almost had his leg torn off by the fellows that were pulling at +it with a hook; and he did have the leg of his pantaloons torn off. +Nothing could stop the boys but time, or some other play coming in; and +circuses<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_162" id="Page_162">[Pg 162]</a></span> lasted a good while. Some of the boys learned to turn +hand-springs; anybody could turn cart-wheels; one fellow, across the +river, could just run along and throw a somersault and light on his +feet; lots of fellows could light on their backs; but if you had a +spring-board, or shavings under a bank, like those by the turning-shop, +you could practise for somersaults pretty safely.</p> + +<p>All the time you were practising you were forming your circus company. +The great trouble was not that any boy minded paying five or ten pins to +come in, but that so many fellows wanted to belong there were hardly any +left to form an audience. You could get girls, but even as spectators +girls were a little <i>too</i> despicable; they did not know anything; they +had no sense; if a fellow got hurt they cried. Then another thing was, +where to have the circus. Of course it was simply hopeless to think of a +tent, and a boy's circus was very glad to get a barn. The boy whose +father owned the barn had to get it for the circus without his father +knowing it; and just as likely as not his mother would hear the noise +and come out and break the whole thing up while you were in the very +middle of it. Then there were all sorts of anxieties and perplexities +about the dress. You could do something by turning your roundabout +inside out, and rolling your trousers up as far as they would go; but +what a<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_163" id="Page_163">[Pg 163]</a></span> fellow wanted to make him a real circus-actor was a long pair of +white cotton stockings, and I never knew a fellow that got a pair; I +heard of many a fellow who was said to have got a pair; but when you +came down to the fact, they vanished like ghosts when you try to verify +them. I believe the fellows always expected to get them out of a +bureau-drawer or the clothes-line at home, but failed. In most other +ways, a boy's circus was always a failure, like most other things boys +undertake. They usually broke up under the strain of rivalry; everybody +wanted to be the clown or ring-master; or else the boy they got the barn +of behaved badly, and went into the house crying, and all the fellows +had to run.</p> + +<div class="figcenter" style="width: 600px;"> +<img src="images/i008.jpg" width="600" height="212" alt="" title="" /> +</div> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>PASSING SHOWS</h2> + + +<p>There were only two kinds of show known by that name in the Boy's Town: +a nigger show, or<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_164" id="Page_164">[Pg 164]</a></span> a performance of burnt-cork minstrels; and an animal +show, or a strolling menagerie; and the boys always meant a menagerie +when they spoke of a show, unless they said just what sort of show. The +only perfect joy on earth in the way of an entertainment, of course, was +a circus, but after the circus the show came unquestionably next. It +made a processional entry into the town almost as impressive as the +circus's, and the boys went out to meet it beyond the corporation line +in the same way. It always had two elephants, at least, and four or five +camels, and sometimes there was a giraffe. These headed the procession, +the elephants in the very front, with their keepers at their heads, and +then the camels led by halters dangling from their sneering lips and +contemptuous noses. After these began to come the show-wagons, with +pictures on their sides, very flattered portraits of the wild beasts and +birds inside; lions first, then tigers (never meaner than Royal Bengal +ones, which the boys understood to be a superior breed), then leopards, +then pumas and panthers; then bears, then jackals and hyenas; then bears +and wolves; then kangaroos, musk-oxen, deer, and such harmless cattle; +and then ostriches, emus, lyre-birds, birds-of-Paradise, and all the +rest.</p> + +<p>From time to time the boys ran back from the elephants and camels to get +what good they<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_165" id="Page_165">[Pg 165]</a></span> could out of the scenes in which these hidden wonders +were dramatized in acts of rapine or the chase, but they always came +forward to the elephants and camels again. Even with them they had to +endure a degree of denial, for although you could see most of the +camels' figures, the elephants were so heavily draped that it was a kind +of disappointment to look at them. The boys kept as close as they could, +and came as near getting under the elephants' feet as the keepers would +allow; but, after all, they were driven off a good deal and had to keep +stealing back. They gave the elephants apples and bits of cracker and +cake, and some tried to put tobacco into their trunks, though they knew +very well that it was nearly certain death to do so; for any elephant +that was deceived that way would recognize the boy that did it, and kill +him the next time he came, if it was twenty years afterward. The boys +used to believe that the Miami bridge would break down under the +elephants if they tried to cross it, and they would have liked to see it +do it, but no one ever saw it, perhaps because the elephants always +waded the river. Some boys had seen them wading it, and stopping to +drink and squirt the water out of their trunks. If an elephant got a boy +that had given him tobacco into the river, he would squirt water on him +till he drowned him. Still, some boys always tried to<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_166" id="Page_166">[Pg 166]</a></span> give the +elephants tobacco, just to see how they would act for the time being.</p> + +<p>A show was not so much in favor as a circus, because there was so little +performance in the ring. You could go round and look at the animals, +mostly very sleepy in their cages, but you were not allowed to poke them +through the bars, or anything; and when you took your seat there was +nothing much till Herr Driesbach entered the lions' cage, and began to +make them jump over his whip. It was some pleasure to see him put his +head between the jaws of the great African King of Beasts, but the lion +never did anything to him, and so the act wanted a true dramatic climax. +The boys would really rather have seen a bareback-rider, like James +Rivers, turn a back-somersault and light on his horse's crupper, any +time, though they respected Herr Driesbach, too; they did not care much +for a woman who once went into the lions' cage and made them jump round.</p> + +<p>The boys had their own beliefs about the different animals, and one of +these concerned the inappeasable ferocity of the zebra. I do not know +why the zebra should have had this repute, for he certainly never did +anything to deserve it; but, for the matter of that, he was like all the +other animals. Bears were not much esteemed, but they would have been if +they could have<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_167" id="Page_167">[Pg 167]</a></span> been really seen hugging anybody to death. It was +always hoped that some of the fiercest animals would get away and have +to be hunted down, and retaken after they had killed a lot of dogs. If +the elephants, some of them, had gone crazy, it would have been +something, for then they would have roamed up and down the turnpike +smashing buggies and wagons, and had to be shot with the six-pound +cannon that was used to celebrate the Fourth of July with.</p> + +<p>Another thing that was against the show was that the animals were fed +after it was out, and you could not see the tigers tearing their prey +when the great lumps of beef were thrown them. There was somehow not so +much chance of hooking into a show as a circus, because the seats did +not go all round, and you could be seen under the cages as soon as you +got in under the canvas. I never heard of a boy that hooked into a show; +perhaps nobody ever tried.</p> + +<p>But the great reason of all was that you could not have an animal show +of your own as you could a circus. You could not get the animals; and no +boy living could act a camel, or a Royal Bengal tiger, or an elephant so +as to look the least like one.</p> + +<p>Of course you could have negro shows, and the boys often had them; but +they were not much fun, and you were always getting the black on your +shirt-sleeves.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_168" id="Page_168">[Pg 168]</a></span></p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN</h2> + + +<p>A great new experience which now came to the boy was the theatre, which +he had sometimes heard his father speak of. There had once been a +theatre in the Boy's Town, when a strolling company came up from +Cincinnati, and opened for a season in an empty pork-house. But that was +a long time ago, and, though he had written a tragedy, all that the boy +knew of a theatre was from a picture in a Sunday-school book where a +stage scene was given to show what kind of desperate amusements a person +might come to in middle life if he began by breaking the Sabbath in his +youth. His brother had once been taken to a theatre in Pittsburg by one +of their river-going uncles, and he often told about it; but my boy +formed no conception of the beautiful reality from his accounts of a +burglar who jumped from a roof and was chased by a watchman with a +pistol up and down a street with houses painted on a curtain.</p> + +<p>The company which came to the Boy's Town in his time was again from +Cincinnati, and it was under the management of the father and mother of +two actresses, afterward famous, who were then children, just starting +upon their career. These pretty little creatures took the leading<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_169" id="Page_169">[Pg 169]</a></span> parts +in <i>Bombastes Furioso</i> the first night my boy ever saw a play, and he +instantly fell impartially in love with both of them, and tacitly +remained their abject slave for a great while after. When the smaller of +them came out with a large pair of stage boots in one hand and a drawn +sword in the other, and said:</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Whoever dares these boots displace<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Shall meet Bombastes face to face,"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>if the boy had not already been bereft of his senses by the melodrama +preceding the burlesque, he must have been transported by her beauty, +her grace, her genius. He, indeed, gave her and her sister his heart, +but his mind was already gone, rapt from him by the adorable pirate who +fought a losing fight with broadswords, two up and two +down—click-click, click-click—and died all over the deck of the pirate +ship in the opening piece. This was called the <i>Beacon of Death</i>, and +the scene represented the forecastle of the pirate ship with a lantern +dangling from the rigging, to lure unsuspecting merchantmen to their +doom. Afterward the boy remembered nothing of the story, but a scrap of +the dialogue meaninglessly remained with him; and when the pirate +captain appeared with his bloody crew and said, hoarsely, "Let us go +below and get some brandy!" the boy<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_170" id="Page_170">[Pg 170]</a></span> would have bartered all his hopes +of bliss to have been that abandoned ruffian. In fact, he always liked, +and longed to be, the villain, rather than any other person in the play, +and he so glutted himself with crime of every sort in his tender years +at the theatre that he afterward came to be very tired of it, and +avoided the plays and novels that had very marked villains in them.</p> + +<p>He was in an ecstasy as soon as the curtain rose that night, and he +lived somewhere out of his body as long as the playing lasted, which was +well on to midnight; for in those days the theatre did not meanly put +the public off with one play, but gave it a heartful and its money's +worth with three. On his first night my boy saw <i>The Beacon of Death</i>, +<i>Bombastes Furioso</i>, and <i>Black-Eyed Susan</i>, and he never afterward saw +less than three plays each night, and he never missed a night, as long +as the theatre languished in the unfriendly air of that mainly +Calvinistic community, where the theatre was regarded by most good +people as the eighth of the seven deadly sins. The whole day long he +dwelt in a dream of it that blotted out, or rather consumed with more +effulgent brightness, all the other day-dreams he had dreamed before, +and his heart almost burst with longing to be a villain like those +villains on the stage, to have a mustache—a black mustache—such as +they wore at a time when every one off<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_171" id="Page_171">[Pg 171]</a></span> the stage was clean shaven, and +somehow to end bloodily, murderously, as became a villain.</p> + +<p>I dare say this was not quite a wholesome frame of mind for a boy of ten +years; but I do not defend it; I only portray it. Being the boy he was, +he was destined somehow to dwell half the time in a world of dreamery; +and I have tried to express how, when he had once got enough of villany, +he reformed his ideals and rather liked virtue.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<h2>THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS</h2> + + +<p>Every boy is two or three boys, or twenty or thirty different kinds of +boys in one; he is all the time living many lives and forming many +characters; but it is a good thing if he can keep one life and one +character when he gets to be a man. He may turn out to be like an onion +when he is grown up, and be nothing but hulls, that you keep peeling +off, one after another, till you think you have got down to the heart, +at last, and then you have got down to nothing.</p> + +<p>All the boys may have been like my boy in the Boy's Town, in having each +an inward being that was not the least like their outward being, but +that somehow seemed to be their real self, whether it truly was so or +not. But I am certain that this was the case with him, and that while<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_172" id="Page_172">[Pg 172]</a></span> +he was joyfully sharing the wild sports and conforming to the savage +usages of the boy's world about him, he was dwelling in a wholly +different world within him, whose wonders no one else knew. I could not +tell now these wonders any more than he could have told them then; but +it was a world of dreams, of hopes, of purposes, which he would have +been more ashamed to avow for himself than I should be to avow for him. +It was all vague and vast, and it came out of the books that he read, +and that filled his soul with their witchery, and often held him aloof +with their charm in the midst of the plays from which they could not +lure him wholly away, or at all away. He did not know how or when their +enchantment began, and he could hardly recall the names of some of them +afterward.</p> + +<p>First of them was Goldsmith's <i>History of Greece</i>, which made him an +Athenian of Pericles' time, and Goldsmith's <i>History of Rome</i>, which +naturalized him in a Roman citizenship chiefly employed in slaying +tyrants; from the time of Appius Claudius down to the time of Domitian, +there was hardly a tyrant that he did not slay. After he had read these +books, not once or twice, but twenty times over, his father thought fit +to put into his hands <i>The Travels of Captain Ashe in North America</i>, to +encourage, or perhaps to test, his taste for useful<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_173" id="Page_173">[Pg 173]</a></span> reading; but this +was a failure. The captain's travels were printed with long esses, and +the boy could make nothing of them, for other reasons. The fancy +nourished upon</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"The glory that was Greece<br /></span> +<span class="i0">And the grandeur that was Rome,"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>starved amid the robust plenty of the Englishman's criticisms of our +early manners and customs. Neither could money hire the boy to read +<i>Malte-Brun's Geography</i>, in three large folios, of a thousand pages +each, for which there was a standing offer of fifty cents from the +father, who had never been able to read it himself.</p> + +<p>But shortly after he failed so miserably with Captain Ashe, the boy came +into possession of a priceless treasure. It was that little treatise on +<i>Greek and Roman Mythology</i> which I have mentioned, and which he must +literally have worn out with reading, since no fragment of it seems to +have survived his boyhood. Heaven knows who wrote it or published it; +his father bought it with a number of other books at an auction, and the +boy, who had about that time discovered the chapter on prosody in the +back part of his grammar, made poems from it for years, and appeared in +many transfigurations, as this and that god and demigod and hero upon +imagined occasions in the Boy's Town, to the fancied admiration<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_174" id="Page_174">[Pg 174]</a></span> of all +the other fellows. I do not know just why he wished to appear to his +grandmother in a vision; now as Mercury with winged feet, now as Apollo +with his drawn bow, now as Hercules leaning upon his club and resting +from his Twelve Labors. Perhaps it was because he thought that his +grandmother, who used to tell the children about her life in Wales, and +show them the picture of a castle where she had once slept when she was +a girl, would appreciate him in these apotheoses. If he believed they +would make a vivid impression upon the sweet old Quaker lady, no doubt +he was right.</p> + +<p>There was another book which he read about this time, and that was <i>The +Greek Soldier</i>. It was the story of a young Greek, a glorious Athenian, +who had fought through the Greek war of independence against the Turks, +and then come to America and published the narrative of his adventures. +They fired my boy with a retrospective longing to have been present at +the Battle of Navarino, when the allied ships of the English, French, +and Russians destroyed the Turkish fleet; but it seemed to him that he +could not have borne to have the allies impose a king upon the Greeks, +when they really wanted a republic, and so he was able to console +himself for having been absent. He did what he could in fighting the war +over again, and he intended<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_175" id="Page_175">[Pg 175]</a></span> to harden himself for the long struggle by +sleeping on the floor, as the Greek soldier had done. But the children +often fell asleep on the floor in the warmth of the hearth-fire; and his +preparation for the patriotic strife was not distinguishable in its +practical effect from a reluctance to go to bed at the right hour.</p> + +<p>Captain Riley's narrative of his shipwreck on the coast of Africa, and +his captivity among the Arabs, was a book which my boy and his brother +prized with a kind of personal interest, because their father told them +that he had once seen a son of Captain Riley when he went to get his +appointment of collector at Columbus, and that this son was named +William Willshire Riley, after the good English merchant, William +Willshire, who had ransomed Captain Riley. William Willshire seemed to +them almost the best man who ever lived; though my boy had secretly a +greater fondness for the Arab, Sidi Hamet, who was kind to Captain Riley +and kept his brother Seid from ill-treating him whenever he could. +Probably the boy liked him better because the Arab was more picturesque +than the Englishman. The whole narrative was very interesting; it had a +vein of sincere and earnest piety in it which was not its least charm, +and it was written in a style of old-fashioned stateliness which was not +without its effect with the boys.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_176" id="Page_176">[Pg 176]</a></span></p> + +<p>Somehow they did not think of the Arabs in this narrative as of the same +race and faith with the Arabs of Bagdad and the other places in the +<i>Arabian Nights</i>. They did not think whether these were Mohammedans or +not; they naturalized them in the fairy world where all boys are +citizens, and lived with them there upon the same familiar terms as they +lived with Robinson Crusoe. Their father once told them that <i>Robinson +Crusoe</i> had robbed the real narrative of Alexander Selkirk of the place +it ought to have held in the remembrance of the world; and my boy had a +feeling of guilt in reading it, as if he were making himself the +accomplice of an impostor.</p> + +<p>He liked the <i>Arabian Nights</i>, but oddly enough these wonderful tales +made no such impression on his fancy as the stories in a wretchedly +inferior book made. He did not know the name of this book, or who wrote +it; from which I imagine that much of his reading was of the purblind +sort that ignorant grown-up people do, without any sort of literary +vision. He read this book perpetually, when he was not reading his +<i>Greek and Roman Mythology</i>; and then suddenly, one day, as happens in +childhood with so many things, it vanished out of his possession as if +by magic. Perhaps he lost it; perhaps he lent it; at any rate it was +gone, and he never got it back, and he never knew what<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_177" id="Page_177">[Pg 177]</a></span> book it was till +thirty years afterward, when he picked up from a friend's library-table +a copy of <i>Gesta Romanorum</i>, and recognized in this collection of old +monkish legends the long-missing treasure of his boyhood.</p> + +<p>These stories, without beauty of invention, without art of construction +or character, without spirituality in their crude materialization, which +were read aloud in the refectories of mediæval cloisters while the monks +sat at meat, laid a spell upon the soul of the boy that governed his +life. He conformed his conduct to the principles and maxims which +actuated the behavior of the shadowy people of these dry-as-dust tales; +he went about drunk with the fumes of fables about Roman emperors that +never were, in an empire that never was; and, though they tormented him +by putting a mixed and impossible civilization in the place of that he +knew from his Goldsmith, he was quite helpless to break from their +influence. He was always expecting some wonderful thing to happen to him +as things happened there in fulfilment of some saying or prophecy; and +at every trivial moment he made sayings and prophecies for himself, +which he wished events to fulfil. One Sunday when he was walking in an +alley behind one of the stores, he found a fur cap that had probably +fallen out of the store-loft window. He ran home with it, and<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_178" id="Page_178">[Pg 178]</a></span> in his +simple-hearted rapture he told his mother that as soon as he picked it +up there came into his mind the words, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and he could hardly wait for Monday to come and +let him restore the cap to its owner and receive an enduring prosperity +in reward of his virtue. Heaven knows what form he expected this to +take; but when he found himself in the store, he lost all courage; his +tongue clove to the roof of his mouth, and he could not utter a syllable +of the fine phrases he had made to himself. He laid the cap on the +counter without a word; the storekeeper came up and took it in his hand. +"What's this?" he said. "Why, this is ours," and he tossed the cap into +a loose pile of hats by the showcase, and the boy slunk out, cut to the +heart and crushed to the dust. It was such a cruel disappointment and +mortification that it was rather a relief to have his brother mock him, +and come up and say from time to time, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and then split into a jeering laugh. At least he +could fight his brother, and, when he ran, could stone him; and he could +throw quads and quoins, and pieces of riglet at the jour printers when +the story spread to them, and one of them would begin, "He who +picketh—"</p> + +<p>He could not make anything either of Byron or Cowper; and he did not +even try to read the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_179" id="Page_179">[Pg 179]</a></span> little tree-calf volumes of Homer and Virgil which +his father had in the versions of Pope and Dryden; the small +copper-plates with which they were illustrated conveyed no suggestion to +him. Afterward he read Goldsmith's <i>Deserted Village</i>, and he formed a +great passion for Pope's <i>Pastorals</i>, which he imitated in their easy +heroics; but till he came to read Longfellow, and Tennyson, and Heine, +he never read any long poem without more fatigue than pleasure. His +father used to say that the taste for poetry was an acquired taste, like +the taste for tomatoes, and that he would come to it yet; but he never +came to it, or so much of it as some people seemed to do, and he always +had his sorrowful misgivings as to whether they liked it as much as they +pretended. I think, too, that it should be a flavor, a spice, a sweet, a +delicate relish in the high banquet of literature, and never a chief +dish; and I should not know how to defend my boy for trying to make long +poems of his own at the very time when he found it so hard to read other +people's long poems.</p> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_181" id="Page_181">[Pg 181]</a></span></p> +<h2>V</h2> + +<h3>THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN</h3> + + + +<hr style="width: 65%;" /> +<p><span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_183" id="Page_183">[Pg 183]</a></span></p> +<h2>THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN</h2> + + +<p>My boy was twelve years old, and was already a swift compositor, though +he was still so small that he had to stand on a chair to reach the case +in setting type on Taylor's inaugural message. But what he lacked in +stature he made up in gravity of demeanor; and he got the name of "The +Old Man" from the printers as soon as he began to come about the office, +which he did almost as soon as he could walk. His first attempt in +literature, an essay on the vain and disappointing nature of human life, +he set up and printed off himself in his sixth or seventh year; and the +printing-office was in some sort his home, as well as his school, his +university. He could no more remember learning to set type than he could +remember learning to read; and in after-life he could not come within +smell of the ink, the dusty types, the humid paper, of a printing-office +without that tender swelling of the heart which so fondly responds to +any memory-bearing perfume: his youth, his boyhood, almost his infancy +came back to him in it. He now looked forward eagerly<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_184" id="Page_184">[Pg 184]</a></span> to helping on the +new paper, and somewhat proudly to living in the larger place the family +were going to. The moment it was decided he began to tell the boys that +he was going to live in a city, and he felt that it gave him +distinction. He had nothing but joy in it, and he did not dream that as +the time drew near it could be sorrow. But when it came at last, and he +was to leave the house, the town, the boys, he found himself deathly +homesick.</p> + +<p>The parting days were days of gloom; the parting was an anguish of +bitter tears. Nothing consoled him but the fact that they were going all +the way to the new place in a canal-boat, which his father chartered for +the trip. My boy and his brother had once gone to Cincinnati in a +canal-boat, with a friendly captain of their acquaintance, and, though +they were both put to sleep in a berth so narrow that when they turned +they fell out on the floor, the glory of the adventure remained with +him, and he could have thought of nothing more delightful than such +another voyage. The household goods were piled up in the middle of the +boat, and the family had a cabin forward, which seemed immense to the +children. They played in it and ran races up and down the long +canal-boat roof, where their father and mother sometimes put their +chairs and sat to admire the scenery.<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_185" id="Page_185">[Pg 185]</a></span></p> + +<p>They arrived safely at their journey's end, without any sort of +accident. They had made the whole forty miles in less than two days, and +were all as well as when they started, without having suffered for a +moment from seasickness. The boat drew up at the tow-path just before +the stable belonging to the house which the father had already taken, +and the whole family at once began helping the crew put the things +ashore. The boys thought it would have been a splendid stable to keep +the pony in, only they had sold the pony; but they saw in an instant +that it would do for a circus as soon as they could get acquainted with +enough boys to have one.</p> + +<p>The strangeness of the house and street, and the necessity of meeting +the boys of the neighborhood, and paying with his person for his +standing among them, kept my boy interested for a time, and he did not +realize at first how much he missed the Boy's Town and all the familiar +fellowships there, and all the manifold privileges of the place. Then he +began to be very homesick, and to be torn with the torment of a divided +love. His mother, whom he loved so dearly, so tenderly, was here, and +wherever she was, that was home; and yet home was yonder, far off, at +the end of those forty inexorable miles, where he had left his life-long +mates. The first months<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_186" id="Page_186">[Pg 186]</a></span> there was a dumb heartache at the bottom of +every pleasure and excitement.</p> + +<p>After a while he was allowed to revisit the Boy's Town. It could only +have been three or four months after he had left it, but it already +seemed a very long time; and he figured himself returning as stage +heroes do to the scenes of their childhood, after an absence of some +fifteen years. He fancied that if the boys did not find him grown, they +would find him somehow changed, and that he would dazzle them with the +light accumulated by his residence in a city. He was going to stay with +his grandmother, and he planned to make a long stay; for he was very +fond of her, and he liked the quiet and comfort of her pleasant house. +He must have gone back by the canal-packet, but his memory kept no +record of the fact, and afterward he knew only of having arrived, and of +searching about in a ghostly fashion for his old comrades. They may have +been at school; at any rate, he found very few of them; and with them he +was certainly strange enough; too strange, even. They received him with +a kind of surprise; and they could not begin playing together at once in +the old way. He went to all the places that were so dear to him; but he +felt in them the same kind of refusal, or reluctance, that he felt in +the boys. His heart began to ache again, he did not quite know why; +only<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_187" id="Page_187">[Pg 187]</a></span> it ached. When he went up from his grandmother's to look at the +Faulkner house, he realized that it was no longer home, and he could not +bear the sight of it. There were other people living in it; strange +voices sounded from the open doors, strange faces peered from the +windows.</p> + +<p>He came back to his grandmother's, bruised and defeated, and spent the +morning indoors reading. After dinner he went out again, and hunted up +that queer earth-spirit who had been so long and closely his only +friend. He at least was not changed; he was as unwashed and as unkempt +as ever; but he seemed shy of my poor boy. He had probably never been +shaken hands with in his life before; he dropped my boy's hand; and they +stood looking at each other, not knowing what to say. My boy had on his +best clothes, which he wore so as to affect the Boy's Town boys with the +full splendor of a city boy. After all, he was not so very splendid, but +his presence altogether was too much for the earth-spirit, and he +vanished out of his consciousness like an apparition.</p> + +<p>After school was out in the afternoon, he met more of the boys, but none +of them knew just what to do with him. The place that he had once had in +their lives was filled; he was an outsider, who might be suffered among +them, but<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_188" id="Page_188">[Pg 188]</a></span> he was no longer of them. He did not understand this at once, +nor well know what hurt him. But something was gone that could not be +called back, something lost that could not be found.</p> + +<p>At tea-time his grandfather came home and gravely made him welcome; the +uncle who was staying with them was jovially kind. But a heavy +homesickness weighed down the child's heart, which now turned from the +Boy's Town as longingly as it had turned toward it before.</p> + +<p>They all knelt down with the grandfather before they went to the table. +There had been a good many deaths from cholera during the day, and the +grandfather prayed for grace and help amid the pestilence that walketh +in darkness and wasteth at noonday in such a way that the boy felt there +would be very little of either for him unless he got home at once. All +through the meal that followed he was trying to find the courage to say +that he must go home. When he managed to say it, his grandmother and +aunt tried to comfort and coax him, and his uncle tried to shame him, +out of his homesickness, to joke it off, to make him laugh. But his +grandfather's tender heart was moved. He could not endure the child's +mute misery; he said he must go home if he wished.</p> + +<p>In half an hour the boy was on the canal-packet speeding homeward at the +highest pace of the<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_189" id="Page_189">[Pg 189]</a></span> three-horse team, and the Boy's Town was out of +sight. He could not sleep for excitement that night, and he came and +spent the time talking on quite equal terms with the steersman, one of +the canalers whom he had admired afar in earlier and simpler days. He +found him a very amiable fellow, by no means haughty, who began to tell +him funny stories, and who even let him take the helm for a while. The +rudder-handle was of polished iron, very different from the clumsy +wooden affair of a freight-boat; and the packet made in a single night +the distance which the boy's family had been nearly two days in +travelling when they moved away from the Boy's Town.</p> + +<p>He arrived home for breakfast a travelled and experienced person, and +wholly cured of that longing for his former home that had tormented him +before he revisited its scenes. He now fully gave himself up to his new +environment, and looked forward and not backward. I do not mean to say +that he ceased to love the Boy's Town; that he could not do and never +did. But he became more and more aware that the past was gone from him +forever, and that he could not return to it. He did not forget it, but +cherished its memories the more fondly for that reason.</p> + +<p>There was no bitterness in it, and no harm that he could not hope would +easily be forgiven him. He had often been foolish, and sometimes<span class='pagenum'><a name="Page_190" id="Page_190">[Pg 190]</a></span> he had +been wicked; but he had never been such a little fool or such a little +sinner but he had wished for more sense and more grace. There are some +great fools and great sinners who try to believe in after-life that they +are the manlier men because they have been silly and mischievous boys, +but he has never believed that. He is glad to have had a boyhood fully +rounded out with all a boy's interests and pleasures, and he is glad +that his lines were cast in the Boy's Town; but he knows, or believes he +knows, that whatever is good in him now came from what was good in him +then; and he is sure that the town was delightful chiefly because his +home in it was happy. The town was small, and the boys there were hemmed +in by their inexperience and ignorance; but the simple home was large +with vistas that stretched to the ends of the earth, and it was serenely +bright with a father's reason and warm with a mother's love.</p> + + +<h4>THE END</h4> + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Boy Life, by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + +***** This file should be named 25383-h.htm or 25383-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/5/3/8/25383/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Boy Life + Stories and Readings Selected From The Works of William Dean Howells + +Author: William Dean Howells + +Editor: Percival Chubb + +Release Date: May 7, 2008 [EBook #25383] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + + + + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + + + + + + + +[Illustration] + +[Illustration: KITE-TIME] + + + + +BOY LIFE + +STORIES AND READINGS SELECTED FROM THE WORKS OF + +WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS + +AND ARRANGED FOR SUPPLEMENTARY +READING IN ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS BY + +PERCIVAL CHUBB + +DIRECTOR OF ENGLISH IN THE +ETHICAL CULTURE SCHOOL, NEW YORK + +ILLUSTRATED + + +[Illustration] + + +HARPER & BROTHERS PUBLISHERS + + NEW YORK AND LONDON + MCMIX + + + + +HARPER'S MODERN SERIES + +OF SUPPLEMENTARY READERS FOR THE ELEMENTARY SCHOOLS + +_Each, Illustrated, 16mo, 50 Cents School._ + + +BOY LIFE + +Stories and Readings Selected from the Works of WILLIAM DEAN HOWELLS, +and Arranged by PERCIVAL CHUBB, Director of English in the Ethical +Culture School, New York. + + "The literary culture which we are trying to give our boys and + girls is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not + sufficiently national and American.... + + "Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more + distinctively American savor than that of William Dean + Howells.... The juvenile books of Mr. Howells' contain some of + the very best pages ever written for the enjoyment of young + people."--PERCIVAL CHUBB. + +(_Others in Preparation._) + +HARPER & BROTHERS, PUBLISHERS, NEW YORK + +Copyright, 1909, by HARPER & BROTHERS. + +_All rights reserved._ + +Published September, 1909. + + + + +CONTENTS + + + PAGE + +INTRODUCTION ix + + +I. ADVENTURES IN A BOY'S TOWN + + HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS 3 + + THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN 13 + + JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE 23 + + +II. LIFE IN A BOY'S TOWN + + THE TOWN 41 + + EARLIEST MEMORIES 45 + + HOME LIFE 47 + + THE RIVER 51 + + SWIMMING 55 + + SKATING 61 + + MANNERS AND CUSTOMS 64 + + GIRLS 68 + + MOTHERS 69 + + A BROTHER 73 + + A FRIEND 79 + + +III. GAMES AND PASTIMES + + MARBLES 89 + + RACES 91 + + A MEAN TRICK 93 + + TOPS 96 + + KITES 98 + + THE BUTLER GUARDS 103 + + PETS 108 + + INDIANS 124 + + GUNS 129 + + NUTTING 138 + + THE FIRE-ENGINES 145 + + +IV. GLIMPSES OF THE LARGER WORLD + + THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS 151 + + PASSING SHOWS 163 + + THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN 168 + + THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS 171 + + +V. THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN 183 + + + + +ILLUSTRATIONS + +PAGE + +KITE-TIME _Frontispiece_ + +HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE +VERY NEXT MORNING 5 + +THE FIRST LOCK 43 + +THE BUTLER GUARDS 105 + +ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE 127 + +NUTTING 141 + + + + +INTRODUCTION + + +There are two conspicuous faults in the literary culture which we are +trying to give to our boys and girls in our elementary and secondary +schools: it is not sufficiently contemporaneous, and it is not +sufficiently national and American. Hence it lacks vitality and +actuality. So little of it is carried over into life because so little +of it is interpretative of the life that is. It is associated too +exclusively in the child's mind with things dead and gone--with the +Puritan world of Miles Standish, the Revolutionary days of Paul Revere, +the Dutch epoch of Rip Van Winkle; or with not even this comparatively +recent national interest, it takes the child back to the strange folk of +the days of King Arthur and King Robert of Sicily, of Ivanhoe and the +Ancient Mariner. Thus when the child leaves school his literary studies +do not connect helpfully with those forms of literature with which--if +he reads at all--he is most likely to be concerned: the short story, the +sketch, and the popular essay of the magazines and newspapers; the new +novel, or the plays which he may see at the theatre. He has not been +interested in the writers of his own time, and has never been put in the +way of the best contemporary fiction. Hence the ineffectualness and +wastefulness of much of our school work: it does not lead forward into +the life of to-day, nor help the young to judge intelligently of the +popular books which later on will compete for their favor. + +To be sure, not a little of the material used in our elementary schools +is drawn from Longfellow, Whittier, and Holmes, from Irving and +Hawthorne; but because it is often studied in a so-called thorough and, +therefore, very deadly way--slowly and laboriously for drill, rather +than briskly for pleasure--there is comparatively little of it read, and +almost no sense gained of its being part of a national literature. In +the high school, owing to the unfortunate domination of the college +entrance requirements, the situation is not much better. Our students +leave with a scant and hurried glimpse--if any glimpse at all--of +Emerson, Thoreau, and Whitman, or of Lowell, Lanier, and Poe; with no +intimate view of Hawthorne, our great classic; none at all of Parkman +and Fiske, our historians; or of writers like Howells, James, and Cable, +or Wilkins, Jewett, and Deland, and a worthy company of story-tellers. + +We may well be on our guard against a vaunting nationalism. It retards +our culture. There should be no confusion of the second-rate values of +most of our American products with the supreme values of the greatest +British classics. We may work, of course, toward an ultimate +appreciation of these greatest things. We fail, however, in securing +such appreciation because we have failed to enlist those forms of +interest which vitalize and stimulate literary studies--above all, the +patriotic or national interest. Concord and Cambridge should be dearer, +as they are nearer, to the young American than even Stratford and +Abbotsford; Hawthorne should be as familiar as Goldsmith; and Emerson, +as Addison or Burke. Ordinarily it is not so; and we suffer the +consequences in the failure of our youth to grasp the spiritual ideals +and the distinctively American democratic spirit which find expression +in the greatest work of our literary masters, Emerson and Whitman, +Lowell and Lanier. Our culture and our nationalism both suffer thereby. +Our literature suffers also, because we have not an instructed and +interested public to encourage excellence. + +Among the living writers there is no one whose work has a more +distinctively American savor than that of William Dean Howells; and it +is to make his delightful writings more widely known and more easily +accessible that this volume of selections from his books for the young +has been prepared as a reading-book for the elementary school. These +juvenile books of Mr. Howells contain some of the very best pages ever +written for the enjoyment of young people. His two books for boys--_A +Boy's Town_ and _The Flight of Pony Baker_--rank with such favorites as +_Tom Sawyer_ and _The Story of a Bad Boy_. + +These should be introductory to the best of Mr. Howells' novels and +essays in the high school; for Mr. Howells, it need scarcely be said, is +one of our few masters of style: his style is as individual and +distinguished as it is felicitous and delicate. More important still, +from the educational point of view, he is one of our most modern +writers: the spiritual issues and social problems of our age, which our +older high-school pupils are anxious to deal with, are alive in his +books. Our young people should know his _Rise of Silas Lapham_ and _A +Hazard of New Fortunes_, as well as his social and literary criticism. +As stimulating and alluring a volume of selections may be made for +high-school students as this volume will be, we venture to predict, for +the younger boys and girls of the elementary school. + +In this little book of readings we have made, we believe, an entirely +legitimate and desirable use of the books named above. _A Boy's Town_ +is a series of detachable pictures and episodes into which the boy--or +the healthy girl who loves boys' books--may dip, as the selections here +given will, we believe, tempt him to do. The same is true of _The Flight +of Pony Baker_. The volume is for class-room enjoyment; for happy hours +of profitable reading--profitable, because happy. Much of it should be +read aloud rather than silently, and dramatic justice be done to the +scenes and conversations which have dramatic quality. + + PERCIVAL CHUBB. + + + + +I + +ADVENTURES IN A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +HOW PONY BAKER CAME PRETTY NEAR RUNNING OFF WITH A CIRCUS + + +Just before the circus came, about the end of July, something happened +that made Pony mean to run off more than anything that ever was. His +father and mother were coming home from a walk, in the evening; it was +so hot nobody could stay in the house, and just as they were coming to +the front steps Pony stole up behind them and tossed a snowball which he +had got out of the garden at his mother, just for fun. The flower struck +her very softly on her hair, for she had no bonnet on, and she gave a +jump and a hollo that made Pony laugh; and then she caught him by the +arm and boxed his ears. + +"Oh, my goodness! It was you, was it, you good-for-nothing boy? I +thought it was a bat!" she said, and she broke out crying and ran into +the house, and would not mind his father, who was calling after her, +"Lucy, Lucy, my dear child!" + +Pony was crying, too, for he did not intend to frighten his mother, and +when she took his fun as if he had done something wicked he did not know +what to think. He stole off to bed, and he lay there crying in the dark +and expecting that she would come to him, as she always did, to have him +say that he was sorry when he had been wicked, or to tell him that she +was sorry when she thought she had not been quite fair with him. But she +did not come, and after a good while his father came and said: "Are you +awake, Pony? I am sorry your mother misunderstood your fun. But you +mustn't mind it, dear boy. She's not well, and she's very nervous." + +"I don't care!" Pony sobbed out. "She won't have a chance to touch me +again!" For he had made up his mind to run off with the circus which was +coming the next Tuesday. + +He turned his face away, sobbing, and his father, after standing by his +bed a moment, went away without saying anything but "Don't forget your +prayers, Pony. You'll feel differently in the morning, I hope." + +Pony fell asleep thinking how he would come back to the Boy's Town with +the circus when he was grown up, and when he came out in the ring riding +three horses bareback he would see his father and mother and sisters in +one of the lower seats. They would not know him, but he would know them, +and he would send for them to come to the dressing-room, and would be +very good to them, all but his mother; he would be very cold and stiff +with her, though he would know that she was prouder of him than all the +rest put together, and she would go away almost crying. + +[Illustration: HE BEGAN BEING COLD AND STIFF WITH HER THE VERY NEXT +MORNING] + +He began being cold and stiff with her the very next morning, although +she was better than ever to him, and gave him waffles for breakfast with +unsalted butter, and tried to pet him up. That whole day she kept trying +to do things for him, but he would scarcely speak to her; and at night +she came to him and said, "What makes you act so strangely, Pony? Are +you offended with your mother?" + +"Yes, I am!" said Pony, haughtily, and he twitched away from where she +was sitting on the side of his bed, leaning over him. + +"On account of last night, Pony?" she asked, softly. + +"I reckon you know well enough," said Pony, and he tried to be disgusted +with her for being such a hypocrite, but he had to set his teeth hard, +hard, or he would have broken down crying. + +"If it's for that, you mustn't, Pony dear. You don't know how you +frightened me. When your snowball hit me, I felt sure it was a bat, and +I'm so afraid of bats, you know. I didn't mean to hurt my poor boy's +feelings so, and you mustn't mind it any more, Pony." + +She stooped down and kissed him on the forehead, but he did not move or +say anything; only, after that he felt more forgiving toward his mother. +He made up his mind to be good to her along with the rest when he came +back with the circus. But still he meant to run off with the circus. He +did not see how he could do anything else, for he had told all the boys +that day that he was going to do it; and when they just laughed, and +said, "Oh yes. Think you can fool your grandmother! It'll be like +running off with the Indians," Pony wagged his head, and said they would +see whether it would or not, and offered to bet them what they dared. + +The morning of the circus day all the fellows went out to the +corporation line to meet the circus procession. There were ladies and +knights, the first thing, riding on spotted horses; and then a +band-chariot, all made up of swans and dragons. There were about twenty +baggage-wagons; but before you got to them there was the greatest thing +of all. It was a chariot drawn by twelve Shetland ponies, and it was +shaped like a big shell, and around in the bottom of the shell there +were little circus actors, boys and girls, dressed in their circus +clothes, and they all looked exactly like fairies. They scarce seemed +to see the fellows, as they ran alongside of their chariot, but Hen +Billard and Archy Hawkins, who were always cutting up, got close enough +to throw some peanuts to the circus boys, and some of the little circus +girls laughed, and the driver looked around and cracked his whip at the +fellows, and they all had to get out of the way then. + +Jim Leonard said that the circus boys and girls were all stolen, and +nobody was allowed to come close to them for fear they would try to send +word to their friends. Some of the fellows did not believe it, and +wanted to know how he knew it; and he said he read it in a paper; after +that nobody could deny it. But he said that if you went with the circus +men of your own free will they would treat you first-rate; only they +would give you burnt brandy to keep you little; nothing else but burnt +brandy would do it, but that would do it, sure. + +Pony was scared at first when he heard that most of the circus fellows +were stolen, but he thought if he went of his own accord he would be all +right. Still, he did not feel so much like running off with the circus +as he did before the circus came. He asked Jim Leonard whether the +circus men made all the children drink burnt brandy; and Archy Hawkins +and Hen Billard heard him ask, and began to mock him. They took him up +between them, one by his arms and the other by the legs, and ran along +with him, and kept saying, "Does it want to be a great big circus actor? +Then it shall, so it shall," and, "We'll tell the circus men to be very +careful of you, Pony dear!" till Pony wriggled himself loose and began +to stone them. + +After that they had to let him alone, for when a fellow began to stone +you in the Boy's Town you had to let him alone, unless you were going to +whip him, and the fellows only wanted to have a little fun with Pony. +But what they did made him all the more resolved to run away with the +circus, just to show them. + +He helped to carry water for the circus men's horses, along with the +boys who earned their admission that way. He had no need to do it, +because his father was going to take him in, anyway; but Jim Leonard +said it was the only way to get acquainted with the circus men. Still, +Pony was afraid to speak to them, and he would not have said a word to +any of them if it had not been for one of them speaking to him first, +when he saw him come lugging a great pail of water, and bending far over +on the right to balance it. + +"That's right," the circus man said to Pony. "If you ever fell into that +bucket you'd drown, sure." + +He was a big fellow, with funny eyes, and he had a white bulldog at his +heels; and all the fellows said he was the one who guarded the outside +of the tent when the circus began, and kept the boys from hooking in +under the curtain. + +Even then Pony would not have had the courage to say anything, but Jim +Leonard was just behind him with another bucket of water, and he spoke +up for him. "He wants to go with the circus." + +They both set down their buckets, and Pony felt himself turning pale +when the circus man came toward them. "Wants to go with the circus, +heigh? Let's have a look at you." He took Pony by the shoulders and +turned him slowly round, and looked at his nice clothes, and took him by +the chin. "Orphan?" he asked. + +Pony did not know what to say, but Jim Leonard nodded; perhaps he did +not know what to say, either; but Pony felt as if they had both told a +lie. + +"Parents living?" The circus man looked at Pony, and Pony had to say +that they were. + +He gasped out, "Yes," so that you could scarcely hear him, and the +circus man said: + +"Well, that's right. When we take an orphan, we want to have his parents +living, so that we can go and ask them what sort of a boy he is." + +He looked at Pony in such a friendly, smiling way that Pony took courage +to ask him whether they would want him to drink burnt brandy. + +"What for?" + +"To keep me little." + +"Oh, I see." The circus man took off his hat and rubbed his forehead +with a silk handkerchief, which he threw into the top of his hat before +he put it on again. "No, I don't know as we will. We're rather short of +giants just now. How would you like to drink a glass of elephant milk +every morning and grow into an eight-footer?" + +Pony said he didn't know whether he would like to be quite so big; and +then the circus man said perhaps he would rather go for an India-rubber +man; that was what they called the contortionists in those days. + +"Let's feel of you again." The circus man took hold of Pony and felt his +joints. "You're put together pretty tight; but I reckon we could make +you do if you'd let us take you apart with a screw-driver and limber up +the pieces with rattlesnake oil. Wouldn't like it, heigh? Well, let me +see!" The circus man thought a moment, and then he said: "How would +double-somersaults on four horses bareback do?" + +Pony said that would do, and then the circus man said: "Well, then, +we've just hit it, because our double-somersault, four-horse bareback +is just going to leave us, and we want a new one right away. Now, +there's more than one way of joining a circus, but the best way is to +wait on your front steps with your things all packed up, and the +procession comes along at about one o'clock in the morning and picks you +up. Which'd you rather do?" + +Pony pushed his toe into the turf, as he always did when he was ashamed, +but he made out to say he would rather wait out on the front steps. + +"Well, then, that's all settled," said the circus man. "We'll be along," +and he was going away with his dog, but Tim Leonard called after him: + +"You hain't asked him whereabouts he lives?" + +The circus man kept on, and he said, without looking around, "Oh, that's +all right. We've got somebody that looks after that." + +"It's the magician," Jim Leonard whispered to Pony, and they walked +away. + + + + +THE CIRCUS MAGICIAN + + +A crowd of the fellows had been waiting to know what the boys had been +talking about to the circus man, but Jim Leonard said, "Don't you tell, +Pony Baker!" and he started to run, and that made Pony run, too, and +they both ran till they got away from the fellows. + +"You have got to keep it a secret; for if a lot of fellows find it out +the constable'll get to know it, and he'll be watching out around the +corner of your house, and when the procession comes along and he sees +you're really going he'll take you up, and keep you in jail till your +father comes and bails you out. Now, you mind!" + +Pony said, "Oh, I won't tell anybody," and when Jim Leonard said that if +a circus man was to feel _him_ over, that way, and act so kind of +pleasant and friendly, he would be too proud to speak to anybody, Pony +confessed that he knew it was a great thing all the time. + +"The way'll be," said Jim Leonard, "to keep in with him, and he'll keep +the others from picking on you; they'll be afraid to, on account of his +dog. You'll see, he'll be the one to come for you to-night; and if the +constable is there the dog won't let him touch you. I never thought of +that." + +Perhaps on account of thinking of it now Jim Leonard felt free to tell +the other fellows how Pony was going to run off, for when a crowd of +them came along he told them. They said it was splendid, and they said +that if they could make their mothers let them, or if they could get out +of the house without their mothers knowing it, they were going to sit +up with Pony and watch out for the procession, and bid him good-bye. + +At dinner-time he found out that his father was going to take him and +all his sisters to the circus, and his father and mother were so nice to +him, asking him about the procession and everything, that his heart +ached at the thought of running away from home and leaving them. But now +he had to do it; the circus man was coming for him, and he could not +back out; he did not know what would happen if he did. It seemed to him +as if his mother had done everything she could to make it harder for +him. She had stewed chicken for dinner, with plenty of gravy, and hot +biscuits to sop in, and peach preserves afterward; and she kept helping +him to more, because she said boys that followed the circus around got +dreadfully hungry. The eating seemed to keep his heart down; it was +trying to get into his throat all the time; and he knew that she was +being good to him, but if he had not known it he would have believed his +mother was just doing it to mock him. + +Pony had to go to the circus with his father and sisters, and to get on +his shoes and a clean collar. But a crowd of the fellows were there at +the tent door to watch out whether the circus man would say anything to +him when he went in; and Jim Leonard rubbed against him, when the man +passed with his dog and did not even look at Pony, and said: "He's just +pretending. He don't want your father to know. He'll be round for you, +sure. I saw him kind of smile to one of the other circus men." + +It was a splendid circus, and there were more things than Pony ever saw +in a circus before. But instead of hating to have it over, it seemed to +him that it would never come to an end. He kept thinking and thinking, +and wondering whether he would like to be a circus actor; and when the +one came out who rode four horses bareback and stood on his head on the +last horse, and drove with the reins in his teeth, Pony thought that he +never could learn to do it; and if he could not learn he did not know +what the circus men would say to him. It seemed to him that it was very +strange he had not told that circus man that he didn't know whether he +could do it or not; but he had not, and now it was too late. + +A boy came around calling lemonade, and Pony's father bought some for +each of the children, but Pony could hardly taste his. + +"What is the matter with you, Pony? Are you sick?" his father asked. + +"No. I don't care for any; that's all. I'm well," said Pony; but he felt +very miserable. + +After supper Jim Leonard came round and went up to Pony's room with him +to help him pack, and he was so gay about it and said he only wished +_he_ was going, that Pony cheered up a little. Jim had brought a large +square of checked gingham that he said he did not believe his mother +would ever want, and that he would tell her he had taken if she asked +for it. He said it would be the very thing for Pony to carry his clothes +in, for it was light and strong and would hold a lot. He helped Pony to +choose his things out of his bureau drawers: a pair of stockings and a +pair of white pantaloons and a blue roundabout, and a collar, and two +handkerchiefs. That was all he said Pony would need, because he would +have his circus clothes right away, and there was no use taking things +that he would never wear. + +Jim did these up in the square of gingham, and he tied it across +cater-cornered twice, in double knots, and showed Pony how he could put +his hand through and carry it just as easy. He hid it under the bed for +him, and he told Pony that if he was in Pony's place he should go to bed +right away or pretty soon, so that nobody would think anything, and +maybe he could get some sleep before he got up and went down to wait on +the front steps for the circus to come along. He promised to be there +with the other boys and keep them from fooling or making a noise, or +doing anything to wake his father up, or make the constable come. "You +see, Pony," he said, "if you can run off this year, and come back with +the circus next year, then a whole lot of fellows can run off. Don't you +see that?" + +Pony said he saw that, but he said he wished some of the other fellows +were going now, because he did not know any of the circus boys and he +was afraid he might feel kind of lonesome. But Jim Leonard said he would +soon get acquainted, and, anyway, a year would go before he knew it, and +then if the other fellows could get off he would have plenty of company. + +As soon as Jim Leonard was gone Pony undressed and got into bed. He was +not sleepy, but he thought maybe it would be just as well to rest a +little while before the circus procession came along for him; and, +anyway, he could not bear to go down-stairs and be with the family when +he was going to leave them so soon, and not come back for a whole year. + +After a good while, or about the time he usually came in from playing, +he heard his mother saying: "Where in the world is Pony? Has he come in +yet? Have you seen him, girls? Pony! Pony!" she called. + +But somehow Pony could not get his voice up out of his throat; he wanted +to answer her, but he could not speak. He heard her say, "Go out to the +front steps, girls, and see if you can see him," and then he heard her +coming up the stairs; and she came into his room, and when she saw him +lying there in bed, she said: "Why, I believe in my heart the child's +asleep! Pony! Are you awake?" + +Pony made out to say no, and his mother said: "My! what a fright you +gave me! Why didn't you answer me? Are you sick, Pony? Your father said +you didn't seem well at the circus; and you didn't eat any supper, +hardly." + +Pony said he was first-rate, but he spoke very low, and his mother came +up and sat down on the side of his bed. + +"What is the matter, child?" She bent over and felt his forehead. "No, +you haven't got a bit of fever," she said, and she kissed him, and began +to tumble his short black hair in the way she had, and she got one of +his hands between her two, and kept rubbing it. "But you've had a long, +tiresome day, and that's why you've gone to bed, I suppose. But if you +feel the least sick, Pony, I'll send for the doctor." + +Pony said he was not sick at all; just tired; and that was true; he felt +as if he never wanted to get up again. + +His mother put her arm under his neck, and pressed her face close down +to his, and said very low: "Pony dear, you don't feel hard toward your +mother for what she did the other night?" + +He knew she meant boxing his ears, when he was not to blame, and he +said: "Oh no," and then he threw his arms round her neck and cried; and +she told him not to cry, and that she would never do such a thing again; +but she was really so frightened she did not know what she was doing. + +When he quieted down, she said: "Now say your prayers, Pony, 'Our +Father,'" and she said, "Our Father" all through with him, and after +that, "Now I lay me," just as when he was a very little fellow. After +they had finished she stooped over and kissed him again, and when he +turned his face into his pillow she kept smoothing his hair with her +hand for about a minute. Then she went away. + +Pony could hear them stirring about for a good while down-stairs. His +father came in from uptown at last, and asked: "Has Pony come in?" + +And his mother said; "Yes, he's up in bed. I wouldn't disturb him, +Henry. He's asleep by this time." + +His father said: "I don't know what to make of the boy. If he keeps on +acting so strangely I shall have the doctor see him in the morning." + +Pony felt dreadfully to think how far away from them he should be in the +morning, and he would have given anything if he could have gone down to +his father and mother and told them what he was going to do. But it did +not seem as if he could. + +By-and-by he began to be sleepy, and then he dozed off, but he thought +it was hardly a minute before he heard the circus band, and knew that +the procession was coming for him. He jumped out of bed and put on his +things as fast as he could; but his roundabout had only one sleeve to +it, somehow, and he had to button the lower buttons of his trousers to +keep it on. He got his bundle and stole down to the front door without +seeming to touch his feet to anything, and when he got out on the front +steps he saw the circus magician coming along. By that time the music +had stopped and Pony could not see any procession. The magician had on a +tall, peaked hat, like a witch. He took up the whole street, he was so +wide in the black glazed gown that hung from his arms when he stretched +them out, for he seemed to be groping along that way, with his wand in +one hand, like a blind man. + +He kept saying in a kind of deep, shaking voice, "It's all glory; it's +all glory," and the sound of those words froze Pony's blood. He tried to +get back into the house again, so that the magician should not find him, +but when he felt for the door-knob there was no door there anywhere; +nothing but a smooth wall. Then he sat down on the steps and tried to +shrink up so little that the magician would miss him; but he saw his +wide goggles getting nearer and nearer; and then his father and the +doctor were standing by him looking down at him, and the doctor said: + +"He has been walking in his sleep; he must be bled," and he got out his +lancet, when Pony heard his mother calling: "Pony, Pony! What's the +matter? Have you got the nightmare?" and he woke up, and found it was +just morning. + +The sun was shining in at his window, and it made him so glad to think +that by this time the circus was far away and he was not with it, that +he hardly knew what to do. + +He was not very well for two or three days afterward, and his mother let +him stay out of school to see whether he was really going to be sick or +not. When he went back most of the fellows had forgotten that he had +been going to run off with the circus. Some of them that happened to +think of it plagued him a little and asked how he liked being a circus +actor. + +Hen Billard was the worst; he said he reckoned the circus magician got +scared when he saw what a whaler Pony was, and told the circus men that +they would have to get a new tent to hold him; and that was the reason +why they didn't take him. Archy Hawkins said: "How long did you have to +wait on the front steps, Pony dear?" But after that he was pretty good +to him, and said he reckoned they had better not any of them pretend +that Pony had not tried to run off if they had not been up to see. + +Pony himself could never be exactly sure whether he had waited on the +front steps and seen the circus magician or not. Sometimes it seemed all +of it like a dream, and sometimes only part of it. Jim Leonard tried to +help him make it out, but they could not. He said it was a pity he had +overslept himself, for if he had come to bid Pony good-bye, the way he +said, then he could have told just how much of it was a dream and how +much was not. + + + + +JIM LEONARD'S HAIR-BREADTH ESCAPE + + +Jim Leonard's stable used to stand on the flat near the river, and on a +rise of ground above it stood Jim Leonard's log-cabin. The boys called +it Jim Leonard's log-cabin, but it was really his mother's, and the +stable was hers, too. It was a log stable, but up where the gable began +the logs stopped, and it was weather-boarded the rest of the way, and +the roof was shingled. + +Jim Leonard said it was all logs once, and that the roof was loose +clapboards, held down by logs that ran across them, like the roofs in +the early times, before there were shingles or nails, or anything, in +the country. But none of the oldest boys had ever seen it like that, and +you had to take Jim Leonard's word for it if you wanted to believe it. +The little fellows nearly all did; but everybody said afterward it was a +good thing for Jim Leonard that it was not that kind of roof when he had +his hair-breadth escape on it. He said himself that he would not have +cared if it had been; but that was when it was all over, and his mother +had whipped him, and everything, and he was telling the boys about it. + +He said that in his Pirate Book lots of fellows on rafts got to land +when they were shipwrecked, and that the old-fashioned roof would have +been just like a raft, anyway, and he could have steered it right across +the river to Delorac's Island as easy! Pony Baker thought very likely he +could, but Hen Billard said: + +"Well, why didn't you do it, with the kind of a roof you had?" + +Some of the boys mocked Jim Leonard; but a good many of them thought he +could have done it if he could have got into the eddy that there was +over by the island. If he could have landed there, once, he could have +camped out and lived on fish till the river fell. + +It was that spring, about fifty-four years ago, when the freshet, which +always came in the spring, was the worst that anybody could remember. +The country above the Boy's Town was under water for miles and miles. +The river-bottoms were flooded so that the corn had to be all planted +over again when the water went down. The freshet tore away pieces of +orchard, and apple-trees in bloom came sailing along with logs and +fence-rails and chicken-coops, and pretty soon dead cows and horses. +There was a dog chained to a dog-kennel that went by, howling awfully; +the boys would have given anything if they could have saved him, but the +yellow river whirled him out of sight behind the middle pier of the +bridge, which everybody was watching from the bank, expecting it to go +any minute. The water was up within four or five feet of the bridge, and +the boys believed that if a good big log had come along and hit it, the +bridge would have been knocked loose from its piers and carried down the +river. + +Perhaps it would, and perhaps it would not. The boys all ran to watch it +as soon as school was out, and stayed till they had to go to supper. +After supper some of their mothers let them come back and stay till +bedtime, if they would promise to keep a full yard back from the edge of +the bank. They could not be sure just how much a yard was, and they +nearly all sat down on the edge and let their legs hang over. + +Jim Leonard was there, holloing and running up and down the bank, and +showing the other boys things away out in the river that nobody else +could see; he said he saw a man out there. He had not been to supper, +and he had not been to school all day, which might have been the reason +why he would rather stay with the men and watch the bridge than go home +to supper; his mother would have been waiting for him with a sucker from +the pear-tree. He told the boys that while they were gone he went out +with one of the men on the bridge as far as the middle pier, and it +shook like a leaf; he showed with his hand how it shook. + +Jim Leonard was a fellow who believed he did all kinds of things that he +would like to have done; and the big boys just laughed. That made Jim +Leonard mad, and he said that as soon as the bridge began to go, he was +going to run out on it and go with it; and then they would see whether +he was a liar or not! They mocked him and danced round him till he +cried. But Pony Baker, who had come with his father, believed that Jim +Leonard would really have done it; and at any rate, he felt sorry for +him when Jim cried. + +He stayed later than any of the little fellows, because his father was +with him, and even all the big boys had gone home except Hen Billard, +when Pony left Jim Leonard on the bank and stumbled sleepily away, with +his hand in his father's. + +When Pony was gone, Hen Billard said: "Well, going to stay all night, +Jim?" + +And Jim Leonard answered back, as cross as could be, "Yes, I am!" And he +said the men who were sitting up to watch the bridge were going to give +him some of their coffee, and that would keep him awake. But perhaps he +thought this because he wanted some coffee so badly. He was awfully +hungry, for he had not had anything since breakfast, except a piece of +bread-and-butter that he got Pony Baker to bring him in his pocket when +he came down from school at noontime. + +Hen Billard said, "Well, I suppose I won't see you any more, Jim; +good-bye," and went away laughing; and after a while one of the men saw +Jim Leonard hanging about, and asked him what he wanted there at that +time of night; and Jim could not say he wanted coffee, and so there was +nothing for him to do but go. There was nowhere for him to go but home, +and he sneaked off in the dark. + +When he came in sight of the cabin he could not tell whether he would +rather have his mother waiting for him with a whipping and some supper, +or get to bed somehow with neither. He climbed softly over the back +fence and crept up to the back door, but it was fast; then he crept +round to the front door, and that was fast, too. There was no light in +the house, and it was perfectly still. + +All of a sudden it struck him that he could sleep in the stable-loft, +and he thought what a fool he was not to have thought of it before. The +notion brightened him up so that he got the gourd that hung beside the +well-curb and took it out to the stable with him; for now he remembered +that the cow would be there, unless she was in somebody's garden-patch +or cornfield. + +He noticed as he walked down toward the stable that the freshet had come +up over the flat, and just before the door he had to wade. But he was in +his bare feet, and he did not care; if he thought anything, he thought +that his mother would not come out to milk till the water went down, and +he would be safe till then from the whipping he must take, sooner or +later, for playing hooky. + +Sure enough, the old cow was in the stable, and she gave Jim Leonard a +snort of welcome and then lowed anxiously. He fumbled through the dark +to her side, and began to milk her. She had been milked only a few hours +before, and so he got only a gourdful from her. But it was all +strippings, and rich as cream, and it was smoking warm. It seemed to Jim +Leonard that it went down to his very toes when he poured it into his +throat, and it made him feel so good that he did not know what to do. + +There really was not anything for him to do but to climb up into the +loft by the ladder in the corner of the stable, and lie down on the old +last year's fodder. The rich, warm milk made Jim Leonard awfully sleepy, +and he dropped off almost as soon as his head touched the cornstalks. +The last thing he remembered was the hoarse roar of the freshet outside, +and that was a lulling music in his ears. + +The next thing he knew, and he hardly knew that, was a soft, jolting, +sinking motion, first to one side and then to the other; then he seemed +to be going down, down, straight down, and then to be drifting off into +space. He rubbed his eyes and found it was full daylight, although it +was the daylight of early morning; and while he lay looking out of the +stable-loft window and trying to make out what it all meant, he felt a +wash of cold water along his back, and his bed of fodder melted away +under him and around him, and some loose planks of the loft floor swam +weltering out of the window. Then he knew what had happened. The flood +had stolen up while he slept, and sapped the walls of the stable; the +logs had given way, one after another, and had let him down, with the +roof, into the water. + +He got to his feet as well as he could, and floundered over the rising +and falling boards to the window in the floating gable. One look outside +showed him his mother's log-cabin safe on its rise of ground, and at the +corner the old cow, that must have escaped through the stable door he +had left open, and passed the night among the cabbages. She seemed to +catch sight of Jim Leonard when he put his head out, and she lowed to +him. + +Jim Leonard did not stop to make any answer. He clambered out of the +window and up onto the ridge of the roof, and there, in the company of a +large gray rat, he set out on the strangest voyage a boy ever made. In a +few moments the current swept him out into the middle of the river, and +he was sailing down between his native shore on one side and Delorac's +Island on the other. + +All round him seethed and swirled the yellow flood in eddies and +ripples, where drift of all sorts danced and raced. His vessel, such as +it was, seemed seaworthy enough. It held securely together, fitting like +a low, wide cup over the water, and perhaps finding some buoyancy from +the air imprisoned in it above the window. But Jim Leonard was not +satisfied, and so far from being proud of his adventure, he was +frightened worse even than the rat which shared it. As soon as he could +get his voice, he began to shout for help to the houses on the empty +shores, which seemed to fly backward on both sides while he lay still on +the gulf that swashed around him, and tried to drown his voice before it +swallowed him up. At the same time the bridge, which had looked so far +off when he first saw it, was rushing swiftly toward him, and getting +nearer and nearer. + +He wondered what had become of all the people and all the boys. He +thought that if he were safe there on shore he should not be sleeping in +bed while somebody was out in the river on a roof, with nothing but a +rat to care whether he got drowned or not. + +Where was Hen Billard, that always made fun so; or Archy Hawkins, that +pretended to be so good-natured; or Pony Baker, that seemed to like a +fellow so much? He began to call for them by name: "Hen Billard--_O_ +Hen! Help, help! Archy Hawkins--_O_ Archy! I'm drowning! Pony, Pony--_O_ +Pony! Don't you _see_ me, Pony?" + +He could see the top of Pony Baker's house, and he thought what a good, +kind man Pony's father was. Surely _he_ would try to save him; and Jim +Leonard began to yell: "O Mr. Baker! Look here, Mr. Baker! It's Jim +Leonard, and I'm floating down the river on a roof! Save me, Mr. Baker, +save me! Help, help, somebody! Fire! Fire! Fire! Murder! Fire!" + +By this time he was about crazy, and did not half know what he was +saying. Just in front of where Hen Billard's grandmother lived, on the +street that ran along the top of the bank, the roof got caught in the +branches of a tree which had drifted down and stuck in the bottom of the +river so that the branches waved up and down as the current swashed +through them. Jim Leonard was glad of anything that would stop the roof, +and at first he thought he would get off on the tree. That was what the +rat did. Perhaps the rat thought Jim Leonard really was crazy and he had +better let him have the roof to himself; but the rat saw that he had +made a mistake, and he jumped back again after he had swung up and down +on a limb two or three times. Jim Leonard felt awfully when the rat +first got into the tree, for he remembered how it said in the Pirate +Book that rats always leave a sinking ship, and now he believed that he +certainly was gone. But that only made him hollo the louder, and he +holloed so loud that at last he made somebody hear. + +It was Hen Billard's grandmother, and she put her head out of the window +with her nightcap on, to see what the matter was. Jim Leonard caught +sight of her, and he screamed: "Fire, fire, fire! I'm drownding, Mrs. +Billard! Oh, do somebody come!" + +Hen Billard's grandmother just gave one yell of "Fire! The world's +a-burnin' up, Hen Billard, and you layin' there sleepin' and not helpin' +a bit! Somebody's out there in the river!" and she rushed into the room +where Hen was, and shook him. + +He bounced out of bed and pulled on his pantaloons, and was down-stairs +in a minute. He ran bareheaded over to the bank, and when Jim Leonard +saw him coming he holloed ten times as loud: "It's me, Hen! It's Jim +Leonard! Oh, do get somebody to come out and save me! Fire!" + +As soon as Hen heard that, and felt sure it was not a dream, which he +did in about half a second, he began to yell, too, and to say: "How did +you get there? Fire, fire, fire! What are you on? Fire! Are you in a +tree, or what? Fire, fire! Are you in a flat-boat? Fire, fire, fire! If +I had a skiff--fire!" + +He kept racing up and down the bank, and back and forth between the bank +and the houses. The river was almost up to the top of the bank, and it +looked a mile wide. Down at the bridge you could hardly see any light +between the water and the bridge. + +Pretty soon people began to look out of their doors and windows, and Hen +Billard's grandmother kept screaming: "The world's a-burnin' up! The +river's on fire!" Then boys came out of their houses; and then men with +no hats on; and then women and girls, with their hair half down. The +fire-bells began to ring, and in less than five minutes both the fire +companies were on the shore, with the men at the brakes and the foremen +of the companies holloing through their trumpets. + +Then Jim Leonard saw what a good thing it was that he had thought of +holloing fire. He felt sure now that they would save him somehow, and he +made up his mind to save the rat, too, and pet it, and maybe go around +and exhibit it. He would name it Bolivar; it was just the color of the +elephant Bolivar that came to the Boy's Town every year. These things +whirled through his brain while he watched two men setting out in a +skiff toward him. + +They started from the shore a little above him, and they meant to row +slanting across to his tree, but the current, when they got fairly into +it, swept them far below, and they were glad to row back to land again +without ever getting anywhere near him. At the same time, the tree-top +where his roof was caught was pulled southward by a sudden rush of the +torrent; it opened, and the roof slipped out, with Jim Leonard and the +rat on it. They both joined in one squeal of despair as the river leaped +forward with them, and a dreadful "Oh!" went up from the people on the +bank. + +Some of the firemen had run down to the bridge when they saw that the +skiff was not going to be of any use, and one of them had got out of the +window of the bridge onto the middle pier, with a long pole in his hand. +It had an iron hook at the end, and it was the kind of pole that the men +used to catch driftwood with and drag it ashore. When the people saw +Blue Bob with that pole in his hand, they understood what he was up to. +He was going to wait till the water brought the roof with Jim Leonard on +it down to the bridge, and then catch the hook into the shingles and +pull it up to the pier. The strongest current set close in around the +middle pier, and the roof would have to pass on one side or the other. +That was what Blue Bob argued out in his mind when he decided that the +skiff would never reach Jim Leonard, and he knew that if he could not +save him that way, nothing could save him. + +Blue Bob must have had a last name, but none of the little fellows knew +what it was. Everybody called him Blue Bob because he had such a thick, +black beard that when he was just shaved his face looked perfectly blue. +He knew all about the river and its ways, and if it had been of any use +to go out with a boat, he would have gone. That was what all the boys +said, when they followed Blue Bob to the bridge and saw him getting out +on the pier. He was the only person that the watchman had let go on the +bridge for two days. + +The water was up within three feet of the floor, and if Jim Leonard's +roof slipped by Blue Bob's guard and passed under the bridge, it would +scrape Jim Leonard off, and that would be the last of him. + +All the time the roof was coming nearer the bridge, sometimes slower, +sometimes faster, just as it got into an eddy or into the current; once +it seemed almost to stop, and swayed completely round; then it just +darted forward. + +Blue Bob stood on the very point of the pier, where the strong +stone-work divided the current, and held his hooked pole ready to make a +clutch at the roof, whichever side it took. Jim Leonard saw him there, +but although he had been holloing and yelling and crying all the time, +now he was still. He wanted to say, "O Bob, save me!" but he could not +make a sound. + +It seemed to him that Bob was going to miss him when he made a lunge at +the roof on the right side of the pier; it seemed to him that the roof +was going down the left side; but he felt it quiver and stop, and then +it gave a loud crack and went to pieces, and flung itself away upon the +whirling and dancing flood. At first Jim Leonard thought he had gone +with it; but it was only the rat that tried to run up Blue Bob's pole, +and slipped off into the water; and then somehow Jim was hanging onto +Blue Bob's hands and scrambling onto the bridge. + +Blue Bob always said he never saw any rat, and a good many people said +there never was any rat on the roof with Jim Leonard; they said that he +just made the rat up. + +He did not mention the rat himself for several days; he told Pony Baker +that he did not think of it at first, he was so excited. + +Pony asked his father what he thought, and Pony's father said that it +might have been the kind of rat that people see when they have been +drinking too much, and that Blue Bob had not seen it because he had +signed the temperance pledge. + +But this was a good while after. At the time the people saw Jim Leonard +standing safe with Blue Bob on the pier, they set up a regular election +cheer, and they would have believed anything Jim Leonard said. They all +agreed that Blue Bob had a right to go home with Jim and take him to his +mother, for he had saved Jim's life, and he ought to have the credit of +it. + +Before this, and while everybody supposed that Jim Leonard would surely +be drowned, some of the people had gone up to his mother's cabin to +prepare her for the worst. She did not seem to understand exactly, and +she kept round getting breakfast, with her old clay pipe in her mouth; +but when she got it through her head, she made an awful face, and +dropped her pipe on the door-stone and broke it; and then she threw her +check apron over her head and sat down and cried. + +But it took so long for her to come to this that the people had not got +over comforting her and trying to make her believe that it was all for +the best, when Blue Bob came up through the bars with his hand on Jim's +shoulder, and about all the boys in town tagging after them. + +Jim's mother heard the hurrahing and pulled off her apron, and saw that +Jim was safe and sound there before her. She gave him a look that made +him slip round behind Blue Bob, and she went in and got a table-knife, +and she came out and went to the pear-tree and cut a sucker. + +She said, "I'll learn that limb to sleep in a cow-barn when he's got a +decent bed in the house!" and then she started to come toward Jim +Leonard. + + + + +II + +LIFE IN A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +THE TOWN + + +I call it a Boy's Town because I wish it to appear to the reader as a +town appears to a boy from his third to his eleventh year, when he +seldom, if ever, catches a glimpse of life much higher than the middle +of a man, and has the most distorted and mistaken views of most +things.... Some people remain in this condition as long as they live, +and keep the ignorance of childhood, after they have lost its innocence; +heaven has been shut, but the earth is still a prison to them. These +will not know what I mean by much that I shall have to say; but I hope +that the ungrown-up children will, and that the boys of to-day will like +to know what a boy of forty years ago was like, even if he had no very +exciting adventures or thread-bare escapes; perhaps I mean hair-breadth +escapes; but it is the same thing--they have been used so often. I shall +try to describe him very minutely in his daily doings and dreamings, and +it may amuse them to compare these doings and dreamings with their own. +For convenience, I shall call this boy, my boy; but I hope he might have +been almost anybody's boy; and I mean him sometimes for a boy in +general, as well as a boy in particular. + +[Illustration: THE FIRST LOCK] + +It seems to me that my Boy's Town was a town peculiarly adapted for a +boy to be a boy in. It had a river, the great Miami River, which was as +blue as the sky when it was not as yellow as gold; and it had another +river, called the Old River, which was the Miami's former channel, and +which held an island in its sluggish loop; the boys called it The +Island; and it must have been about the size of Australia; perhaps it +was not so large. Then this town had a Canal, and a Canal-Basin, and a +First Lock and a Second Lock; you could walk out to the First Lock, but +the Second Lock was at the edge of the known world, and, when my boy was +very little, the biggest boy had never been beyond it. Then it had a +Hydraulic, which brought the waters of Old River for mill-power through +the heart of the town, from a Big Reservoir and a Little Reservoir; the +Big Reservoir was as far off as the Second Lock, and the Hydraulic ran +under mysterious culverts at every street-crossing. All these streams +and courses had fish in them at all seasons, and all summer long they +had boys in them, and now and then a boy in winter, when the thin ice +of the mild Southern Ohio winter let him through with his skates. Then +there were the Commons: a wide expanse of open fields, where the cows +were pastured, and the boys flew their kites, and ran races, and +practised for their circuses in the tan-bark rings of the real circuses. + + + + +EARLIEST MEMORIES + + +Some of my boy's memories reach a time earlier than his third year, and +relate to the little Ohio River hamlet where he was born, and where his +mother's people, who were river-faring folk, all lived. Every two or +three years the river rose and flooded the village; and his +grandmother's household was taken out of the second-story window in a +skiff; but no one minded a trivial inconvenience like that, any more +than the Romans have minded the annual freshet of the Tiber for the last +three or four thousand years. When the waters went down the family +returned and scrubbed out the five or six inches of rich mud they had +left. In the mean time it was a godsend to all boys of an age to enjoy +it; but it was nothing out of the order of Providence. So, if my boy +ever saw a freshet, it naturally made no impression upon him. What he +remembered was something much more important, and that was waking up one +morning and seeing a peach-tree in bloom through the window beside his +bed; and he was always glad that this vision of beauty was his very +earliest memory. All his life he has never seen a peach-tree in bloom +without a swelling of the heart, without some fleeting sense that + + "Heaven lies about us in our infancy." + +Over the spot where the little house once stood a railroad has drawn its +erasing lines, and the house itself was long since taken down and built +up brick by brick in quite another place; but the blooming peach-tree +glows before his childish eyes untouched by time or change. The tender, +pathetic pink of its flowers repeated itself many long years afterward +in the paler tints of the almond blossoms in Italy, but always with a +reminiscence of that dim past, and the little coal-smoky town on the +banks of the Ohio. + +Perversely blended with that vision of the blooming peach is a glimpse +of a pet deer in the kitchen of the same little house, with its head up +and its antlers erect, as if he meditated offence. My boy might never +have seen him so; he may have had the vision at second hand; but it is +certain that there was a pet deer in the family, and that he was as +likely to have come into the kitchen by the window as by the door. One +of the boy's uncles had seen this deer swimming the Mississippi, far to +the southward, and had sent out a yawl and captured him, and brought him +home. He began a checkered career of uselessness when they were ferrying +him over from Wheeling in a skiff, by trying to help wear the pantaloons +of the boy who was holding him; he put one of his fore-legs in at the +watch-pocket; but it was disagreeable to the boy and ruinous to the +trousers. He grew very tame, and butted children over, right and left, +in the village streets; and he behaved like one of the family whenever +he got into a house; he ate the sugar out of the bowl on the table, and +plundered the pantry of its sweet cakes. One day a dog got after him, +and he jumped over the river-bank and broke his leg, and had to be shot. + + + + +HOME LIFE + + +The house gave even to him a sense of space unknown before, and he could +recall his mother's satisfaction in it. He has often been back there in +dreams, and found it on the old scale of grandeur; but no doubt it was a +very simple affair. The fortunes of a Whig editor in a place so +overwhelmingly Democratic as the Boy's Town were not such as could have +warranted his living in a palace; and he must have been poor, as the +world goes now. But the family always lived in abundance, and in their +way they belonged to the employing class; that is, the father had men to +work for him. On the other hand, he worked with them; and the boys, as +they grew old enough, were taught to work with them, too. My boy grew +old enough very young; and was put to use in the printing-office before +he was ten years of age. This was not altogether because he was needed +there, I dare say, but because it was part of his father's Swedenborgian +philosophy that every one should fulfil a use; I do not know that when +the boy wanted to go swimming, or hunting, or skating, it consoled him +much to reflect that the angels in the highest heaven delighted in uses; +nevertheless, it was good for him to be of use, though maybe not so much +use. + +If his mother did her own work, with help only now and then from a hired +girl, that was the custom of the time and country; and her memory was +always the more reverend to him, because whenever he looked back at her +in those dim years, he saw her about some of those household offices +which are so beautiful to a child. She was always the best and tenderest +mother, and her love had the heavenly art of making each child feel +itself the most important, while she was partial to none. In spite of +her busy days she followed their father in his religion and literature, +and at night, when her long toil was over, she sat with the children and +listened while he read aloud. + +The first book my boy remembered to have heard him read was Moore's +_Lalla Rookh_, of which he formed but a vague notion, though while he +struggled after its meaning he took all its music in, and began at once +to make rhymes of his own. He had no conception of literature except the +pleasure there was in making it; and he had no outlook into the world of +it, which must have been pretty open to his father. The father read +aloud some of Dickens' Christmas stories, then new; and the boy had a +good deal of trouble with the _Haunted Man_. One rarest night of all, +the family sat up till two o'clock, listening to a novel that my boy +long ago forgot the name of, if he ever knew its name. It was all about +a will, forged or lost, and there was a great scene in court, and after +that the mother declared that she could not go to bed till she heard the +end. His own first reading was in history. At nine years of age he read +the history of Greece, and the history of Rome, and he knew that +Goldsmith wrote them. One night his father told the boys all about Don +Quixote; and a little while after he gave my boy the book. He read it +over and over again; but he did not suppose it was a novel. It was his +elder brother who read novels, and a novel was like _Handy Andy_, or +_Harry Lorrequer_, or the _Bride of Lammermoor_. His brother had another +novel which they preferred to either; it was in Harper's old "Library of +Select Novels," and was called _Alamance; or, the Great and Final +Experiment_, and it was about the life of some sort of community in +North Carolina. It bewitched them, and though my boy could not afterward +recall a single fact or figure in it, he could bring before his mind's +eye every trait of its outward aspect. + +All this went along with great and continued political excitement, and +with some glimpses of the social problem. It was very simple then; +nobody was very rich, and nobody was in want; but somehow, as the boy +grew older, he began to discover that there were differences, even in +the little world about him; some were higher and some were lower. From +the first he was taught by precept and example to take the side of the +lower. As the children were denied oftener than they were indulged, the +margin of their own abundance must have been narrower than they ever +knew then; but if they had been of the most prosperous, their bent in +this matter would have been the same. Once there was a church festival, +or something of that sort, and there was a good deal of the provision +left over, which it was decided should be given to the poor. This was +very easy, but it was not so easy to find the poor whom it should be +given to. At last a hard-working widow was chosen to receive it; the +ladies carried it to her front door and gave it her, and she carried it +to her back door and threw it into the alley. No doubt she had enough +without it, but there were circumstances of indignity or patronage +attending the gift which were recognized in my boy's home, and which +helped afterward to make him doubtful of all giving, except the +humblest, and restive with a world in which there need be any giving at +all. + + + + +THE RIVER + + +It seems to me that the best way to get at the heart of any boy's town +is to take its different watercourses and follow them into it. + +The house where my boy first lived was not far from the river, and he +must have seen it often before he noticed it. But he was not aware of it +till he found it under the bridge. Without the river there could not +have been a bridge; the fact of the bridge may have made him look for +the river; but the bridge is foremost in his mind. It is a long, wooden +tunnel, with two roadways, and a foot-path on either side of these; +there is a toll-house at each end, and from one to the other it is about +as far as from the Earth to the planet Mars. On the western shore of the +river is a smaller town than the Boy's Town, and in the perspective the +entrance of the bridge on that side is like a dim little doorway. The +timbers are of a hugeness to strike fear into the heart of the boldest +little boy; and there is something awful even about the dust in the +roadways; soft and thrillingly cool to the boy's bare feet, it lies +thick in a perpetual twilight, streaked at intervals by the sun that +slants in at the high, narrow windows under the roof; it has a certain +potent, musty smell. The bridge has three piers, and at low water +hardier adventurers than he wade out to the middle pier; some heroes +even fish there, standing all day on the loose rocks about the base of +the pier. He shudders to see them, and aches with wonder how they will +get ashore. Once he is there when a big boy wades back from the middle +pier, where he has been to rob a goose's nest; he has some loose silver +change in his wet hand, and my boy understands that it has come out of +one of the goose eggs. This fact, which he never thought of questioning, +gets mixed up in his mind with an idea of riches, of treasure-trove, in +the cellar of an old house that has been torn down near the end of the +bridge. + +The river had its own climate, and this climate was of course much such +a climate as the boys, for whom nature intended the river, would have +chosen. I do not believe it was ever winter there, though it was +sometimes late autumn, so that the boys could have some use for the +caves they dug at the top of the bank, with a hole coming through the +turf, to let out the smoke of the fires they built inside. They had the +joy of choking and blackening over these flues, and they intended to +live on corn and potatoes borrowed from the household stores of the boy +whose house was nearest. They never got so far as to parch the corn or +to bake the potatoes in their caves, but there was the fire, and the +draught was magnificent. The light of the red flames painted the little, +happy, foolish faces, so long since wrinkled and grizzled with age, or +mouldered away to dust, as the boys huddled before them under the bank, +and fed them with the drift, or stood patient of the heat and cold in +the afternoon light of some vast Saturday waning to nightfall. + +The river-climate, with these autumnal intervals, was made up of a +quick, eventful springtime, followed by the calm of a cloudless summer +that seemed never to end. But the spring, short as it was, had its great +attractions, and chief of these was the freshet which it brought to the +river. They would hear somehow that the river was rising, and then the +boys, who had never connected its rise with the rains they must have +been having, would all go down to its banks and watch the swelling +waters. These would be yellow and thick, and the boiling current would +have smooth, oily eddies, where pieces of drift would whirl round and +round, and then escape and slip down the stream. There were saw-logs and +whole trees with their branching tops, lengths of fence and hen-coops +and pig-pens; once there was a stable; and if the flood continued, there +began to come swollen bodies of horses and cattle. This must have meant +serious loss to the people living on the river-bottoms above, but the +boys counted it all gain. They cheered the objects as they floated by, +and they were breathless with the excitement of seeing the men who +caught fence-rails and cord-wood, and even saw-logs, with iron prongs at +the points of long poles, as they stood on some jutting point of shore +and stretched far out over the flood. The boys exulted in the turbid +spread of the stream, which filled its low western banks and stole over +their tops, and washed into all the hollow places along its shores, and +shone among the trunks of the sycamores on Delorac's Island, which was +almost of the geographical importance of The Island in Old River. When +the water began to go down their hearts sank with it; and they gave up +the hope of seeing the bridge carried away. Once the river rose to +within a few feet of it, so that if the right piece of drift had been +there to do its duty, the bridge might have been torn from its piers and +swept down the raging tide into those unknown gulfs to the southward. +Many a time they went to bed full of hope that it would at least happen +in the night, and woke to learn with shame and grief in the morning that +the bridge was still there, and the river was falling. It was a little +comfort to know that some of the big boys had almost seen it go, +watching as far into the night as nine o'clock with the men who sat up +near the bridge till daylight: men of leisure and public spirit, but not +perhaps the leading citizens. + + + + +SWIMMING + + +There must have been a tedious time between the going down of the flood +and the first days when the water was warm enough for swimming; but it +left no trace. The boys are standing on the shore while the freshet +rushes by, and then they are in the water, splashing, diving, ducking; +it is like that; so that I do not know just how to get in that period of +fishing which must always have come between. There were not many fish in +that part of the Miami; my boy's experience was full of the ignominy of +catching shiners and suckers, or, at the best, mudcats, as they called +the yellow catfish; but there were boys, of those who cursed and swore, +who caught sunfish, as they called the bream; and there were men who +were reputed to catch at will, as it were, silvercats and river-bass. +They fished with minnows, which they kept in battered tin buckets that +they did not allow you even to touch, or hardly to look at; my boy +scarcely breathed in their presence; when one of them got up to cast his +line in a new place, the boys all ran, and then came slowly back. These +men often carried a flask of liquid that had the property, when taken +inwardly, of keeping the damp out. The boys respected them for their +ability to drink whiskey, and thought it a fit and honorable thing that +they should now and then fall into the river over the brinks where they +had set their poles. But they disappear like persons in a dream, and +their fishing-time vanishes with them, and the swimming-time is in full +possession of the river, and of all the other waters of the Boy's Town. + +[Illustration] + +The swimming-holes in the river were the greatest favorites. My boy +could not remember when he began to go into them, though it certainly +was before he could swim. There was a time when he was afraid of getting +in over his head; but he did not know just when he learned to swim, any +more than he knew when he learned to read; he could not swim, and then +he could swim; he could not read, and then he could read; but I dare say +the reading came somewhat before the swimming. Yet the swimming must +have come very early, and certainly it was kept up with continual +practise; he swam quite as much as he read; perhaps more. The boys had +deep swimming-holes and shallow ones; and over the deep ones there was +always a spring-board, from which they threw somersaults, or dived +straight down into the depths, where there were warm and cold currents +mysteriously interwoven. They believed that these deep holes were +infested by water-snakes, though they never saw any, and they expected +to be bitten by snapping-turtles, though this never happened. Fiery +dragons could not have kept them out; gallynippers, whatever they were, +certainly did not; they were believed to abound at the bottom of the +deep holes; but the boys never stayed long in the deep holes, and they +preferred the shallow places, where the river broke into a long ripple +(they called it riffle) on its gravelly bed, and where they could at +once soak and bask in the musical rush of the sunlit waters. I have +heard people in New England blame all the Western rivers for being +yellow and turbid; but I know that after the spring floods, when the +Miami had settled down to its summer business with the boys, it was as +clear and as blue as if it were spilled out of the summer sky. The boys +liked the riffle because they could stay in so long there, and there +were little land-locked pools and shallows, where the water was even +warmer, and they could stay in longer. At most places under the banks +there was clay of different colors, which they used for war-paint in +their Indian fights; and after they had their Indian fights they could +rush screaming and clattering into the riffle. When the stream had +washed them clean down to their red sunburn or their leathern tan, they +could paint up again and have more Indian fights. + +I wonder what sign the boys who read this have for challenging or +inviting one another to go in swimming. The boys in the Boy's Town used +to make the motion of swimming with both arms; or they held up the +forefinger and middle-finger in the form of a swallow-tail; they did +this when it was necessary to be secret about it, as in school, and when +they did not want the whole crowd of boys to come along; and often when +they just pretended they did not want some one to know. They really had +to be secret at times, for some of the boys were not allowed to go in at +all; others were forbidden to go in more than once or twice a day; and +as they all _had_ to go in at least three or four times a day, some sort +of sign had to be used that was understood among themselves alone. Since +this is a true history, I had better own that they nearly all, at one +time or other, must have told lies about it, either before or after the +fact, some habitually, some only in great extremity. Here and there a +boy, like my boy's elder brother, would not tell lies at all, even about +going in swimming; but by far the greater number bowed to their hard +fate, and told them. They promised that they would not go in, and then +they said that they had not been in; but Sin, for which they had made +this sacrifice, was apt to betray them. Either they got their shirts on +wrong side out in dressing, or else, while they were in, some enemy came +upon them and tied their shirts. There are few cruelties which public +opinion in the boy's world condemns, but I am glad to remember, to their +honor, that there were not many in that Boy's Town who would tie shirts; +and I fervently hope that there is no boy now living who would do it. As +the crime is probably extinct, I will say that in those wicked days, if +you were such a miscreant, and there was some boy you hated, you stole +up and tied the hardest kind of a knot in one arm or both arms of his +shirt. Then, if the Evil One put it into your heart, you soaked the knot +in water, and pounded it with a stone. + +I am glad to know that in the days when he was thoughtless and senseless +enough, my boy never was guilty of any degree of this meanness. It was +his brother, I suppose, who taught him to abhor it; and perhaps it was +his own suffering from it in part; for he, too, sometimes shed bitter +tears over such a knot, as I have seen hapless little wretches do, +tearing at it with their nails and gnawing at it with their teeth, +knowing that the time was passing when they could hope to hide the fact +that they had been in swimming, and foreseeing no remedy but to cut off +the sleeve above the knot, or else put on their clothes without the +shirt, and trust to untying the knot when it got dry. + +There must have been a lurking anxiety in all the boys' hearts when they +went in without leave, or, as my boy was apt to do, when explicitly +forbidden. He was not apt at lying, I dare say, and so he took the +course of open disobedience. He could not see the danger that filled the +home hearts with fear for him, and he must have often broken the law and +been forgiven, before Justice one day appeared for him on the river-bank +and called him away from his stolen joys. It was an awful moment, and +it covered him with shame before his mates, who heartlessly rejoiced, as +children do, in the doom which they are escaping. That sin, at least, he +fully expiated; and I will whisper to the young people here at the end +of the chapter that somehow, soon or late, our sins do overtake us, and +insist upon being paid for. That is not the best reason for not sinning, +but it is well to know it, and to believe it in our acts as well as our +thoughts. You will find people to tell you that things only happen so +and so. It may be; only, I know that no good thing ever happened to +happen to me when I had done wrong. + + + + +SKATING + + +I am afraid that the young people will think I am telling them too much +about swimming. But in the Boy's Town the boys really led a kind of +amphibious life, and as long as the long summer lasted they were almost +as much in the water as on the land. The Basin, however, unlike the +river, had a winter as well as a summer climate, and one of the very +first things that my boy could remember was being on the ice there. He +learned to skate, but he did not know when, any more than he knew just +the moment of learning to read or to swim. He became passionately fond +of skating, and kept at it all day long when there was ice for it, +which was not often in those soft winters. They made a very little ice +go a long way in the Boy's Town; and began to use it for skating as soon +as there was a glazing of it on the Basin. None of them ever got drowned +there; though a boy would often start from one bank and go flying to the +other, trusting his speed to save him, while the thin sheet sank and +swayed, but never actually broke under him. Usually the ice was not +thick enough to have a fire built on it; and it must have been on ice +which was just strong enough to bear that my boy skated all one bitter +afternoon at Old River, without a fire to warm by. At first his feet +were very cold, and then they gradually felt less cold, and at last he +did not feel them at all. He thought this very nice, and he told one of +the big boys. "Why, your feet are frozen!" said the big boy, and he +dragged off my boy's skates, and the little one ran all the long mile +home, crazed with terror, and not knowing what moment his feet might +drop off there in the road. His mother plunged them in a bowl of +ice-cold water, and then rubbed them with flannel, and so thawed them +out; but that could not save him from the pain of their coming to: it +was intense, and there must have been a time afterward when he did not +use his feet. + +His skates themselves were of a sort that I am afraid boys would smile +at nowadays. When you went to get a pair of skates forty or fifty years +ago, you did not make your choice between a Barney & Berry and an Acme, +which fastened on with the turn of a screw or the twist of a clamp. You +found an assortment of big and little sizes of solid wood bodies with +guttered blades turning up in front with a sharp point, or perhaps +curling over above the toe. In this case they sometimes ended in an +acorn; if this acorn was of brass, it transfigured the boy who wore that +skate; he might have been otherwise all rags and patches, but the brass +acorn made him splendid from head to foot. When you had bought your +skates, you took them to a carpenter, and stood awe-strickenly about +while he pierced the wood with strap-holes; or else you managed to bore +them through with a hot iron yourself. Then you took them to a saddler, +and got him to make straps for them; that is, if you were rich, and your +father let you have a quarter to pay for the job. If not, you put +strings through, and tied your skates on. They were always coming off, +or getting crosswise of your foot, or feeble-mindedly slumping down on +one side of the wood; but it did not matter, if you had a fire on the +ice, fed with old barrels and boards and cooper's shavings, and could +sit round it with your skates on, and talk and tell stones, between +your flights and races afar; and come whizzing back to it from the +frozen distance, and glide, with one foot lifted, almost among the +embers. + + + + +MANNERS AND CUSTOMS + + +I sometimes wonder how much these have changed since my boy's time. Of +course they differ somewhat from generation to generation, and from East +to West and North to South, but not so much, I believe, as grown people +are apt to think. Everywhere and always the world of boys is outside of +the laws that govern grown-up communities, and it has its unwritten +usages, which are handed down from old to young, and perpetuated on the +same level of years, and are lived into and lived out of, but are +binding, through all personal vicissitudes, upon the great body of boys +between six and twelve years old. No boy can violate them without losing +his standing among the other boys, and he cannot enter into their world +without coming under them. He must do this, and must not do that; he +obeys, but he does not know why, any more than the far-off savages from +whom his customs seem mostly to have come. His world is all in and +through the world of men and women, but no man or woman can get into it +any more than if it were a world of invisible beings. It has its own +ideals and superstitions, and these are often of a ferocity, a +depravity, scarcely credible in after-life. It is a great pity that +fathers and mothers cannot penetrate that world; but they cannot, and it +is only by accident that they can catch some glimpse of what goes on in +it. No doubt it will be civilized in time, but it will be very slowly; +and in the mean while it is only in some of its milder manners and +customs that the boy's world can be studied. + +The first great law was that, whatever happened to you through another +boy, whatever hurt or harm he did you, you were to right yourself upon +his person if you could; but if he was too big, and you could not hope +to revenge yourself, then you were to bear the wrong, not only for that +time, but for as many times as he chose to inflict it. To tell the +teacher or your mother, or to betray your tormentor to any one outside +of the boys' world, was to prove yourself a cry-baby, without honor or +self-respect, and unfit to go with the other fellows. They would have +the right to mock you, to point at you, and call "E-e-e, e-e-e, e-e-e!" +at you, till you fought them. After that, whether you whipped them or +not, there began to be some feeling in your favor again, and they had to +stop. + +Every boy who came to town from somewhere else, or who moved into a new +neighborhood, had to fight the old residents. There was no reason for +this, except that he was a stranger, and there appeared to be no other +means of making his acquaintance. If he was generally whipped he became +subject to the local tribe, as the Delawares were to the Iroquois in the +last century; if he whipped the other boys, then they adopted him into +their tribe, and he became a leader among them. When you moved away from +a neighborhood you did not lose all your rights in it; you did not have +to fight when you went back to see the boys, or anything; but if one of +them met you in your new precincts you might have to try conclusions +with him; and perhaps, if he was a boy who had been in the habit of +whipping you, you were quite ready to do so. When my boy's family left +the Smith house, one of the boys from that neighborhood came up to see +him at the Falconer house, and tried to carry things with a high hand, +as he always had done. Then my boy fought him, quite as if he were not a +Delaware and the other boy not an Iroquois, with sovereign rights over +him. My boy was beaten, but the difference was that, if he had not been +on new ground, he would have been beaten without daring to fight. His +mother witnessed the combat, and came out and shamed him for his +behavior, and had in the other boy, and made them friends over some +sugar-cakes. But after that the boys of the Smith neighborhood +understood that my boy would not be whipped without fighting. The home +instruction was all against fighting; my boy was taught that it was not +only wicked but foolish; that if it was wrong to strike, it was just as +wrong to strike back; that two wrongs never made a right, and so on. But +all this was not of the least effect with a hot temper amid the trials +and perplexities of life in the Boy's Town. + +Their fights were mostly informal scuffles, on and off in a flash, and +conducted with none of the ceremony which I have read of concerning the +fights of English boys. It was believed that some of the fellows knew +how to box, and all the fellows intended to learn, but nobody ever did. +The fights sprang usually out of some trouble of the moment; but at +times they were arranged to settle some question of moral or physical +superiority. Then one boy put a chip on his shoulder and dared the other +to knock it off. It took a great while to bring the champions to blows, +and I have known the mere preparatory insults of a fight of this kind to +wear out the spirit of the combatants and the patience of the +spectators, so that not a blow was struck, finally, and the whole affair +fell through. + + + + +GIRLS + + +Though they were so quarrelsome among themselves, the boys that my boy +went with never molested girls. They mostly ignored them; but they would +have scorned to hurt a girl almost as much as they would have scorned to +play with one. Of course, while they were very little, they played with +girls; and after they began to be big boys, eleven or twelve years old, +they began to pay girls some attention; but for the rest they simply +left them out of the question, except at parties, when the games obliged +them to take some notice of the girls. Even then, however, it was not +good form for a boy to be greatly interested in them; and he had to +conceal any little fancy he had about this girl or that unless he wanted +to be considered soft by the other fellows. When they were having fun +they did not want to have any girls around; but in the back-yard a boy +might play teeter or seesaw, or some such thing, with his sisters and +their friends, without necessarily losing caste, though such things were +not encouraged. On the other hand, a boy was bound to defend them +against anything that he thought slighting or insulting; and you did not +have to verify the fact that anything had been said or done; you merely +had to hear that it had. + + + + +MOTHERS + + +The boys had very little to do with the inside of one another's houses. +They would follow a boy to his door, and wait for him to come out; and +they would sometimes get him to go in and ask his mother for crullers or +sugar-cakes; when they came to see him they never went indoors for him, +but stood on the sidewalk and called him with a peculiar cry, something +like "E-oo-we, e-oo-we!" and threw stones at trees, or anything, till he +came out. If he did not come after a reasonable time, they knew he was +not there, or that his mother would not let him come. A fellow was kept +in that way, now and then. If a fellow's mother came to the door the +boys always ran. + +The mother represented the family sovereignty; the father was seldom +seen, and he counted for little or nothing among the outside boys. It +was the mother who could say whether a boy might go fishing or in +swimming, and she was held a good mother or not according as she +habitually said yes or no. There was no other standard of goodness for +mothers in the boy's world, and could be none; and a bad mother might be +outwitted by any device that the other boys could suggest to her boy. +Such a boy was always willing to listen to any suggestion, and no boy +took it hard if the other fellows made fun when their plan got him into +trouble at home. If a boy came out after some such experience with his +face wet, and his eyes red, and his lips swollen, of course you had to +laugh; he expected it, and you expected him to stone you for laughing. + +When a boy's mother had company, he went and hid till the guests were +gone, or only came out of concealment to get some sort of shy lunch. If +the other fellows' mothers were there, he might be a little bolder, and +bring out cake from the second table. But he had to be pretty careful +how he conformed to any of the usages of grown-up society. A fellow who +brushed his hair, and put on shoes, and came into the parlor when there +was company, was not well seen among the fellows; he was regarded in +some degree as a girl-boy; a boy who wished to stand well with other +boys kept in the woodshed, and only went in as far as the kitchen to get +things for his guests in the back-yard. Yet there were mothers who would +make a boy put on a collar when they had company, and disgrace him +before the world by making him stay round and help; they acted as if +they had no sense and no pity; but such mothers were rare. + +Most mothers yielded to public opinion and let their boys leave the +house, and wear just what they always wore. I have told how little they +wore in summer. Of course in winter they had to put on more things. In +those days knickerbockers were unknown, and if a boy had appeared in +short pants and long stockings he would have been thought dressed like a +circus-actor. Boys wore long pantaloons, like men, as soon as they put +off skirts, and they wore jackets or roundabouts such as the English +boys still wear at Eton. When the cold weather came they had to put on +shoes and stockings, or rather long-legged boots, such as are seen now +only among lumbermen and teamsters in the country. Most of the fellows +had stoga boots, as heavy as iron and as hard; they were splendid to +skate in, they kept your ankles so stiff. Sometimes they greased them to +keep the water out; but they never blacked them except on Sunday, and +before Saturday they were as red as a rusty stovepipe. At night they +were always so wet that you could not get them off without a boot-jack, +and you could hardly do it anyway; sometimes you got your brother to +help you off with them, and then he pulled you all round the room. In +the morning they were dry, but just as hard as stone, and you had to +soap the heel of your woollen sock (which your grandmother had knitted +for you, or maybe some of your aunts) before you could get your foot in, +and sometimes the ears of the boot that you pulled it on by would give +way, and you would have to stamp your foot in and kick the toe against +the mop-board. Then you gasped and limped round, with your feet like +fire, till you could get out and limber your boots up in some water +somewhere. About noon your chilblains began. + +I have tried to give some notion of the general distribution of comfort, +which was never riches, in the Boy's Town; but I am afraid that I could +not paint the simplicity of things there truly without being +misunderstood in these days of great splendor and great squalor. +Everybody had enough, but nobody had too much; the richest man in town +might be worth twenty thousand dollars. There were distinctions among +the grown people, and no doubt there were the social cruelties which are +the modern expression of the savage spirit otherwise repressed by +civilization; but these were unknown among the boys. Savages they were, +but not that kind of savages. They valued a boy for his character and +prowess, and it did not matter in the least that he was ragged and +dirty. Their mothers might not allow him the run of their kitchens quite +so freely as some other boys, but the boys went with him just the same, +and they never noticed how little he was washed and dressed. The best of +them had not an overcoat; and underclothing was unknown among them. +When a boy had buttoned up his roundabout, and put on his mittens, and +tied his comforter round his neck and over his ears, he was warmly +dressed. + + + + +A BROTHER + + +My boy was often kept from being a fool, and worse, by that elder +brother of his; and I advise every boy to have an elder brother. Have a +brother about four years older than yourself, I should say; and if your +temper is hot, and your disposition revengeful, and you are a vain and +ridiculous dreamer at the same time that you are eager to excel in feats +of strength and games of skill, and to do everything that the other +fellows do, and are ashamed to be better than the worst boy in the +crowd, your brother can be of the greatest use to you, with his larger +experience and wisdom. My boy's brother seemed to have an ideal of +usefulness, while my boy only had an ideal of glory--to wish to help +others, while my boy only wished to help himself. My boy would as soon +have thought of his father's doing a wrong thing as of his brother's +doing it; and his brother was a calm light of common-sense, of justice, +of truth, while he was a fantastic flicker of gaudy purposes which he +wished to make shine before men in their fulfilment. His brother was +always doing for him and for the younger children; while my boy only did +for himself; he had a very gray mustache before he began to have any +conception of the fact that he was sent into the world to serve and to +suffer, as well as to rule and enjoy. But his brother seemed to know +this instinctively; he bore the yoke in his youth, patiently if not +willingly; he shared the anxieties as he parted the cares of his father +and mother. Yet he was a boy among boys, too; he loved to swim, to +skate, to fish, to forage, and passionately, above all, he loved to +hunt; but in everything he held himself in check, that he might hold the +younger boys in check; and my boy often repaid his conscientious +vigilance with hard words and hard names, such as embitter even the most +self-forgiving memories. He kept mechanically within certain laws, and +though in his rage he hurled every other name at his brother, he would +not call him a fool, because then he would be in danger of hell-fire. If +he had known just what Raca meant, he might have called him Raca, for he +was not so much afraid of the council; but, as it was, his brother +escaped that insult, and held through all a rein upon him, and governed +him through his scruples as well as his fears. + +His brother was full of inventions and enterprises beyond most other +boys, and his undertakings came to the same end of nothingness that +awaits all boyish endeavor. He intended to make fireworks and sell them; +he meant to raise silkworms; he prepared to take the contract of +clearing the new cemetery grounds of stumps by blasting them out with +gunpowder. Besides this, he had a plan with another big boy for making +money, by getting slabs from the saw-mill, and sawing them up into +stove-wood, and selling them to the cooks of canal-boats. The only +trouble was that the cooks would not buy the fuel, even when the boys +had a half-cord of it all nicely piled up on the canal-bank; they would +rather come ashore after dark and take it for nothing. He had a good +many other schemes for getting rich that failed; and he wanted to go to +California and dig gold; only his mother would not consent. He really +did save the Canal-Basin once, when the banks began to give way after a +long rain. He saw the break beginning, and ran to tell his father, who +had the fire-bells rung. The fire companies came rushing to the rescue, +but as they could not put the Basin out with their engines, they all got +shovels and kept it in. They did not do this before it had overflowed +the street, and run into the cellars of the nearest houses. The water +stood two feet deep in the kitchen of my boy's house, and the yard was +flooded so that the boys made rafts and navigated it for a whole day. +My boy's brother got drenched to the skin in the rain, and lots of +fellows fell off the rafts. + +He belonged to a military company of big boys that had real wooden guns, +such as the little boys never could get, and silk oil-cloth caps, and +nankeen roundabouts, and white pantaloons with black stripes down the +legs; and once they marched out to a boy's that had a father that had a +farm, and he gave them all a free dinner in an arbor before the house: +bread-and-butter, and apple-butter, and molasses and pound cake, and +peaches and apples; it was splendid. When the excitement about the +Mexican War was the highest, the company wanted a fort; and they got a +farmer to come and scale off the sod with his plough, in a grassy place +there was near a piece of woods, where a good many cows were pastured. +They took the pieces of sod, and built them up into the walls of a fort +about fifteen feet square; they intended to build them higher than their +heads, but they got so eager to have the works stormed that they could +not wait, and they commenced having the battle when they had the walls +only breast high. There were going to be two parties: one to attack the +fort, and the other to defend it, and they were just going to throw +sods; but one boy had a real shot-gun, that he was to load up with +powder and fire off when the battle got to the worst, so as to have it +more like a battle. He thought it would be more like yet if he put in a +few shot, and he did it on his own hook. It was a splendid gun, but it +would not stand cocked long, and he was resting it on the wall of the +fort, ready to fire when the storming-party came on, throwing sods and +yelling and holloing; and all at once his gun went off, and a cow that +was grazing broadside to the fort gave a frightened bellow, and put up +her tail, and started for home. When they found out that the gun, if not +the boy, had shot a cow, the Mexicans and Americans both took to their +heels; and it was a good thing they did so, for as soon as that cow got +home, and the owner found out by the blood on her that she had been +shot, though it was only a very slight wound, he was so mad that he did +not know what to do, and very likely he would have half killed those +boys if he had caught them. He got a plough, and he went out to their +fort, and he ploughed it all down flat, so that not one sod remained +upon another. + +My boy's brother went to all sorts of places that my boy was too shy to +go to; and he associated with much older boys, but there was one boy +who, as I have said, was the dear friend of both of them, and that was +the boy who came to learn the trade in their father's printing-office, +and who began an historical romance at the time my boy began his great +Moorish novel. The first day he came he was put to roll, or ink, the +types, while my boy's brother worked the press, and all day long my boy, +from where he was setting type, could hear him telling the story of a +book he had read. It was about a person named Monte Cristo, who was a +count, and who could do anything. My boy listened with a gnawing +literary jealousy of a boy who had read a book that he had never heard +of. He tried to think whether it sounded as if it were as great a book +as the _Conquest of Granada_, or _Gesta Romanorum_; and for a time he +kept aloof from this boy because of his envy. Afterward they came +together on _Don Quixote_, but though my boy came to have quite a +passionate fondness for him, he was long in getting rid of his grudge +against him for his knowledge of _Monte Cristo_. He was as great a +laugher as my boy and his brother, and he liked the same sports, so that +two by two, or all three together, they had no end of jokes and fun. He +became the editor of a country newspaper, with varying fortunes but +steadfast principles, and when the war broke out he went as a private +soldier. He soon rose to be an officer, and fought bravely in many +battles. Then he came back to a country-newspaper office where, ever +after, he continued to fight the battles of right against wrong, till he +died not long ago at his post of duty--a true, generous, and lofty +soul. He was one of those boys who grow into the men who seem commoner +in America than elsewhere, and who succeed far beyond our millionaires +and statesmen in realizing the ideal of America in their nobly simple +lives. If his story could be faithfully written out, word for word, deed +for deed, it would be far more thrilling than that of Monte Cristo, or +any hero of romance; and so would the common story of any common life. +But we cannot tell these stories, somehow. + + + + +A FRIEND + + +My boy's closest friend was a boy who was probably never willingly at +school in his life, and who had no more relish of literature or learning +in him than the open fields, or the warm air of an early spring day. I +dare say it was a sense of his kinship with Nature that took my boy with +him, and rested his soul from all its wild dreams and vain imaginings. +He was like a piece of the genial earth, with no more hint of toiling or +spinning in him; willing for anything, but passive, and without force or +aim. He lived in a belated log-cabin that stood in the edge of a +cornfield on the river-bank, and he seemed, one day when my boy went to +find him there, to have a mother, who smoked a cob-pipe, and two or +three large sisters who hulked about in the one dim, low room. But the +boys had very little to do with each other's houses, or, for that +matter, with each other's yards. His friend seldom entered my boy's +gate, and never his door; for with all the toleration his father felt +for every manner of human creature, he could not see what good the boy +was to get from this queer companion. It is certain that he got no harm; +for his companion was too vague and void even to think evil. Socially, +he was as low as the ground under foot, but morally he was as good as +any boy in the Boy's Town, and he had no bad impulses. He had no +impulses at all, in fact, and of his own motion he never did anything, +or seemed to think anything. When he wished to get at my boy, he simply +appeared in the neighborhood, and hung about the outside of the fence +till he came out. He did not whistle, or call "E-oo-we!" as the other +fellows did, but waited patiently to be discovered, and to be gone off +with wherever my boy listed. He never had any plans himself, and never +any will but to go in swimming; he neither hunted nor foraged; he did +not even fish; and I suppose that money could not have hired him to run +races. He played marbles, but not very well, and he did not care much +for the game. The two boys soaked themselves in the river together, and +then they lay on the sandy shore, or under some tree, and talked; but +my boy could not have talked to him about any of the things that were in +his books, or the fume of dreams they sent up in his mind. He must +rather have soothed against his soft, caressing ignorance the ache of +his fantastic spirit, and reposed his intensity of purpose in that lax +and easy aimlessness. Their friendship was not only more innocent than +any other friendship my boy had, but it was wholly innocent; they loved +each other, and that was all; and why people love one another there is +never any satisfactory telling. But this friend of his must have had +great natural good in him; and if I could find a man of the make of that +boy I am sure I should love him. + +My boy's other friends wondered at his fondness for him, and it was +often made a question with him at home, if not a reproach to him; so +that in the course of time it ceased to be that comfort it had been to +him. He could not give him up, but he could not help seeing that he was +ignorant and idle, and in a fatal hour he resolved to reform him. I am +not able to say now just how he worked his friend up to the point of +coming to school, and of washing his hands and feet and face, and +putting on a new check shirt to come in. But one day he came, and my +boy, as he had planned, took him into his seat, and owned his friendship +with him before the whole school. This was not easy, for though +everybody knew how much the two were together, it was a different thing +to sit with him as if he thought him just as good as any boy, and to +help him get his lessons, and stay him mentally as well as socially. He +struggled through one day, and maybe another; but it was a failure from +the first moment, and my boy breathed freer when his friend came one +half-day, and then never came again. The attempted reform had spoiled +their simple and harmless intimacy. They never met again upon the old +ground of perfect trust and affection. Perhaps the kindly earth-spirit +had instinctively felt a wound from the shame my boy had tried to brave +out, and shrank from their former friendship without quite knowing why. +Perhaps it was my boy who learned to realize that there could be little +in common but their common humanity between them, and could not go back +to that. At any rate, their friendship declined from this point; and it +seems to me, somehow, a pity. + +Among the boys who were between my boy and his brother in age was one +whom all the boys liked, because he was clever with everybody, with +little boys as well as big boys. He was a laughing, pleasant fellow, +always ready for fun, but he never did mean things, and he had an open +face that made a friend of every one who saw him. He had a father that +had a house with a lightning-rod, so that if you were in it when there +was a thunder-storm you could not get struck by lightning, as my boy +once proved by being in it when there was a thunder-storm and not +getting struck. This in itself was a great merit, and there were +grape-arbors and peach-trees in his yard which added to his popularity, +with cling-stone peaches almost as big as oranges on them. He was a +fellow who could take you home to meals whenever he wanted to, and he +liked to have boys stay all night with him; his mother was as clever as +he was, and even the sight of his father did not make the fellows want +to go and hide. His father was so clever that he went home with my boy +one night about midnight when the boy had come to pass the night with +his boys, and the youngest of them had said he always had the nightmare +and walked in his sleep, and as likely as not he might kill you before +he knew it. My boy tried to sleep, but the more he reflected upon his +chances of getting through the night alive the smaller they seemed; and +so he woke up his potential murderer from the sweetest and soundest +slumber, and said he was going home, but he was afraid; and the boy had +to go and wake his father. Very few fathers would have dressed up and +gone home with a boy at midnight, and perhaps this one did so only +because the mother made him; but it shows how clever the whole family +was. + +It was their oldest boy whom my boy and his brother chiefly went with +before that boy who knew about _Monte Cristo_ came to learn the trade in +their father's office. One Saturday in July they three spent the whole +day together. It was just the time when the apples are as big as walnuts +on the trees, and a boy wants to try whether any of them are going to be +sweet or not. The boys tried a great many of them, in an old orchard +thrown open for building-lots behind my boy's yard; but they could not +find any that were not sour; or that they could eat till they thought of +putting salt on them; if you put salt on it, you could eat any kind of +green apple, whether it was going to be a sweet kind or not. They went +up to the Basin bank and got lots of salt out of the holes in the +barrels lying there, and then they ate all the apples they could hold, +and after that they cut limber sticks off the trees, and sharpened the +points, and stuck apples on them and threw them. You could send an apple +almost out of sight that way, and you could scare a dog almost as far as +you could see him. + +On Monday my boy and his brother went to school, but the other boy was +not there, and in the afternoon they heard he was sick. Then, toward the +end of the week they heard that he had the flux; and on Friday, just +before school let out, the teacher--it was the one that whipped so, and +that the fellows all liked--rapped on his desk, and began to speak very +solemnly to the scholars. He told them that their little mate, whom they +had played with and studied with, was lying very sick, so very sick that +it was expected he would die; and then he read them a serious lesson +about life and death, and tried to make them feel how passing and +uncertain all things were, and resolve to live so that they need never +be afraid to die. + +Some of the fellows cried, and the next day some of them went to see the +dying boy, and my boy went with them. His spirit was stricken to the +earth, when he saw his gay, kind playmate lying there, white as the +pillow under his wasted face, in which his sunken blue eyes showed large +and strange. The sick boy did not say anything that the other boys could +hear, but they could see the wan smile that came to his dry lips, and +the light come sadly into his eyes, when his mother asked him if he knew +this one or that; and they could not bear it, and went out of the room. + +In a few days they heard that he was dead, and one afternoon school did +not keep, so that the boys might go to the funeral. Most of them walked +in the procession; but some of them were waiting beside the open grave, +that was dug near the grave of that man who believed there was a hole +through the earth from pole to pole, and had a perforated stone globe on +top of his monument. + + + + +III + +GAMES AND PASTIMES + + + + +MARBLES + + +In the Boy's Town they had regular games and plays, which came and went +in a stated order. The first thing in the spring, as soon as the frost +began to come out of the ground, they had marbles which they played till +the weather began to be pleasant for the game, and then they left it +off. There were some mean-spirited fellows who played for fun, but any +boy who was anything played for keeps: that is, keeping all the marbles +he won. As my boy was skilful at marbles, he was able to start out in +the morning with his toy, or the marble he shot with, and a commy, or a +brown marble of the lowest value, and come home at night with a +pocketful of white-alleys and blood-alleys, striped plasters and +bull's-eyes, and crystals, clear and clouded. His gambling was not +approved of at home, but it was allowed him because of the hardness of +his heart, I suppose, and because it was not thought well to keep him up +too strictly; and I suspect it would have been useless to forbid his +playing for keeps, though he came to have a bad conscience about it +before he gave it up. There were three kinds of games at marbles which +the boys played: one with a long ring marked out on the ground, and a +base some distance off, which you began to shoot from; another with a +round ring, whose line formed the base; and another with holes, three or +five, hollowed in the earth at equal distances from each other, which +was called knucks. You could play for keeps in all these games; and in +knucks, if you won, you had a shot or shots at the knuckles of the +fellow who lost, and who was obliged to hold them down for you to shoot +at. Fellows who were mean would twitch their knuckles away when they saw +your toy coming, and run; but most of them took their punishment with +the savage pluck of so many little Sioux. As the game began in the raw +cold of the earliest spring, every boy had chapped hands, and nearly +every one had the skin worn off the knuckle of his middle finger from +resting it on the ground when he shot. You could use a knuckle-dabster +of fur or cloth to rest your hand on, but is was considered effeminate, +and in the excitement you were apt to forget it, anyway. Marbles were +always very exciting, and were played with a clamor as incessant as that +of a blackbird roost. A great many points were always coming up: whether +a boy took-up, or edged, beyond the very place where his toy lay when he +shot; whether he knuckled down, or kept his hand on the ground, in +shooting; whether, when another boy's toy drove one marble against +another and knocked both out of the ring, he holloed "Fen doubs!" before +the other fellow holloed "Doubs!" whether a marble was in or out of the +ring, and whether the umpire's decision was just or not. The gambling +and the quarrelling went on till the second-bell rang for school, and +began again as soon as the boys could get back to their rings when +school let out. The rings were usually marked on the ground with a +stick, but when there was a great hurry, or there was no stick handy, +the side of a fellow's boot would do, and the hollows for knucks were +always bored by twirling round on your boot-heel. This helped a boy to +wear out his boots very rapidly, but that was what his boots were made +for, just as the sidewalks were made for the boys' marble-rings, and a +citizen's character for cleverness or meanness was fixed by his walking +round or over the rings. Cleverness was used in the Virginia sense for +amiability; a person who was clever in the English sense was smart. + + +RACES + +When the warm weather came on in April, and the boys got off their shoes +for good, there came races, in which they seemed to fly on wings. Life +has a good many innocent joys for the human animal, but surely none so +ecstatic as the boy feels when his bare foot first touches the breast of +our mother earth in the spring. Something thrills through him then from +the heart of her inmost being that makes him feel kin with her, and +cousin to all her dumb children of the grass and trees. His blood leaps +as wildly as at that kiss of the waters when he plunges into their arms +in June; there is something even finer and sweeter in the rapture of the +earlier bliss. The day will not be long enough for his flights, his +races; he aches more with regret than with fatigue when he must leave +the happy paths under the stars outside, and creep into his bed. It is +all like some glimpse, some foretaste of the heavenly time when the +earth and her sons shall be reconciled in a deathless love, and they +shall not be thankless, nor she a stepmother any more. + +[Illustration] + +About the only drawback to going barefoot was stumping your toe, which +you were pretty sure to do when you first took off your shoes and before +you had got used to your new running weight. When you struck your toe +against a rock, or anything, you caught it up in your hand, and hopped +about a hundred yards before you could bear to put it to the ground. +Then you sat down, and held it as tight as you could, and cried over it, +till the fellows helped you to the pump to wash the blood off. Then, as +soon as you could, you limped home for a rag, and kept pretty quiet +about it so as to get out again without letting on to your mother. + + + + +A MEAN TRICK + + +There were shade-trees all along the street, that you could climb if you +wanted to, or that you could lie down under when you had run yourself +out of breath, or play mumble-the-peg. My boy distinctly remembered that +under one of these trees his elder brother first broached to him that +awful scheme of reform about fibbing, and applied to their own lives the +moral of _The Trippings of Tom Pepper_; he remembered how a conviction +of the righteousness of the scheme sank into his soul, and he could not +withhold his consent. Under the same tree, and very likely at the same +time, a solemn conclave of boys, all the boys there were, discussed the +feasibility of tying a tin can to a dog's tail, and seeing how he would +act. They had all heard of the thing, but none of them had seen it; and +it was not so much a question of whether you ought to do a thing that on +the very face of it would be so much fun, and if it did not amuse the +dog as highly as anybody, could certainly do him no harm, as it was a +question of whose dog you should get to take the dog's part in the +sport. It was held that an old dog would probably not keep still long +enough for you to tie the can on; he would have his suspicions; or else +he would not run when the can was tied on, but very likely just go and +lie down somewhere. The lot finally fell to a young yellow dog belonging +to one of the boys, and the owner at once ran home to get him, and +easily lured him back to the other boys with flatteries and caresses. +The flatteries and caresses were not needed, for a dog is always glad to +go with boys, upon any pretext, and so far from thinking that he does +them a favor, he feels himself greatly honored. But I dare say the boy +had a guilty fear that if his dog had known why he was invited to be of +that party of boys, he might have pleaded a previous engagement. As it +was, he came joyfully, and allowed the can to be tied to his tail +without misgiving. If there had been any question with the boys as to +whether he would enter fully into the spirit of the affair, it must have +been instantly dissipated by the dogs behavior when he felt the loop +tighten on his tail, and looked round to see what the matter was. The +boys hardly had a chance to cheer him before he flashed out of sight +round the corner, and they hardly had time to think before he flashed +into sight again from the other direction. He whizzed along the ground, +and the can hurtled in the air, but there was no other sound, and the +cheers died away on the boys' lips. The boy who owned the dog began to +cry, and the other fellows began to blame him for not stopping the dog. +But he might as well have tried to stop a streak of lightning; the only +thing you could do was to keep out of the dog's way. As an experiment it +was successful beyond the wildest dreams of its projectors, though it +would have been a sort of relief if the dog had taken some other road, +for variety, or had even reversed his course. But he kept on as he +began, and by a common impulse the boys made up their minds to abandon +the whole affair to him. They all ran home and hid, or else walked about +and tried to ignore it. But at this point the grown-up people began to +be interested; the mothers came to their doors to see what was the +matter. Yet even the mothers were powerless in a case like that, and the +enthusiast had to be left to his fate. He was found under a barn at +last, breathless, almost lifeless, and he tried to bite the man who +untied the can from his tail. Eventually he got well again, and lived +to be a solemn warning to the boys; he was touchingly distrustful of +their advances for a time, but he finally forgot and forgave everything. +They did not forget, and they never tried tying a tin can to a dog's +tail again, among all the things they tried and kept trying. Once was +enough; and they never even liked to talk of it, the sight was so awful. +They were really fond of the dog, and if they could have thought he +would take the matter so seriously, they would not have tried to have +that kind of fun with him. It cured them of ever wanting to have that +kind of fun with any dog. + + + + +TOPS + + +As the weather softened, tops came in some weeks after marbles went out, +and just after foot-races were over, and a little before swimming began. +At first the boys bought their tops at the stores, but after a while the +boy whose father had the turning-shop on the Hydraulic learned to turn +their tops, and did it for nothing, which was cheaper than buying tops, +especially as he furnished the wood, too, and you only had to get the +metal peg yourself. I believe he was the same boy who wanted to be a +pirate and ended by inventing a steam-governor. He was very ingenious, +and he knew how to turn a top out of beech or maple that would outspin +anything you could get in a store. The boys usually chose a firm, smooth +piece of sidewalk, under one of the big trees in the Smith neighborhood, +and spun their tops there. A fellow launched his top into the ring, and +the rest waited till it began to go to sleep--that is, to settle in one +place, and straighten up and spin silently, as if standing still. Then +any fellow had a right to peg at it with his top, and if he hit it, he +won it; and if he split it, as sometimes happened, the fellow that owned +it had to give him a top. The boys came with their pockets bulged out +with tops, but before long they had to go for more tops to that boy who +could turn them. From this it was but another step to go to the shop +with him and look on while he turned the tops; and then in process of +time the boys discovered that the smooth floor of the shop was a better +place to fight tops than the best piece of sidewalk. They would have +given whole Saturdays to the sport there, but when they got to holloing +too loudly the boy's father would come up, and then they would all run. +It was considered mean in him, but the boy himself was awfully clever, +and the first thing the fellows knew they were back there again. Some +few of the boys had humming-tops, but though these pleased by their +noise, they were not much esteemed, and could make no head against the +good old turnip-shaped tops, solid and weighty, that you could wind up +with a stout cotton cord, and launch with perfect aim from the flat +button held between your forefinger and middle finger. Some of the boys +had a very pretty art in the twirl they gave the top, and could control +its course, somewhat as a skilful pitcher can govern that of a baseball. + + + + +KITES + + +I do not know why a certain play went out, but suddenly the fellows who +had been playing ball, or marbles, or tops, would find themselves +playing something else. Kites came in just about the time of the +greatest heat in summer, and lasted a good while; but could not have +lasted as long as the heat, which began about the first of June, and +kept on well through September; no play could last so long as that, and +I suppose kite-flying must have died into swimming after the Fourth of +July. The kites were of various shapes: bow kites, two-stick kites, and +house kites. A bow kite could be made with half a barrel hoop carried +over the top of a cross, but it was troublesome to make, and it did not +fly very well, and somehow it was thought to look babyish; but it was +held in greater respect than the two-stick kite, which only the +smallest boys played with, and which was made by fastening two sticks in +the form of a cross. Any fellow more than six years old who appeared on +the Commons with a two-stick kite would have been met with jeers, as a +kind of girl. + +The favorite kite, the kite that balanced best, took the wind best, and +flew best, and that would stand all day when you got it up, was the +house kite, which was made of three sticks, and shaped nearly in the +form of the gable of a gambrel-roofed house, only smaller at the base +than at the point where the roof would begin. The outline of all these +kites was given, and the sticks stayed in place by a string carried taut +from stick to stick, which was notched at the ends to hold it; sometimes +the sticks were held with a tack at the point of crossing, and sometimes +they were mortised into one another; but this was apt to weaken them. +The frame was laid down on a sheet of paper, and the paper was cut an +inch or two larger, and then pasted and folded over the string. Most of +the boys used a paste made of flour and cold water; but my boy and his +brother could usually get paste from the printing-office; and when they +could not they would make it by mixing flour and water cream-thick, and +slowly boiling it. That was a paste that would hold till the cows came +home, the boys said, and my boy was courted for his skill in making it. +But after the kite was pasted, and dried in the sun, or behind the +kitchen stove, if you were in very much of a hurry (and you nearly +always were), it had to be hung, with belly-bands and tail-bands; that +is, with strings carried from stick to stick over the face and at the +bottom, to attach the cord for flying it and to fasten on the tail by. +This took a good deal of art, and unless it were well done the kite +would not balance, but would be always pitching and darting. Then the +tail had to be of just the right weight; if it was too heavy the kite +kept sinking, even after you got it up where otherwise it would stand; +if too light, the kite would dart, and dash itself to pieces on the +ground. A very pretty tail was made by tying twists of paper across a +string a foot apart, till there were enough to balance the kite; but +this sort of tail was apt to get tangled, and the best tail was made of +a long streamer of cotton rags, with a gay tuft of dog-fennel at the +end. Dog-fennel was added or taken away till just the right weight was +got; and when this was done, after several experimental tests, the kite +was laid flat on its face in the middle of the road, or on a long +stretch of smooth grass; the bands were arranged, and the tail stretched +carefully out behind, where it would not catch on bushes. You unwound a +great length of twine, running backward, and letting the twine slip +swiftly through your hands till you had run enough out; then you seized +the ball, and with one look over your shoulder to see that all was +right, started swiftly forward. The kite reared itself from the ground, +and swaying gracefully from side to side, rose slowly into the air, with +its long tail climbing after it till the fennel tuft swung free. If +there was not much surface wind you might have to run a little way, but +as soon as the kite caught the upper currents it straightened itself, +pulled the twine taut, and steadily mounted, while you gave it more and +more twine; if the breeze was strong, the cord burned as it ran through +your hands; till at last the kite stood still in the sky, at such a +height that the cord holding it sometimes melted out of sight in the +distance. + +If it was a hot July day the sky would be full of kites, and the Commons +would be dotted over with boys holding them, or setting them up, or +winding them in, and all talking and screaming at the tops of their +voices under the roasting sun. One might think that kite-flying, at +least, could be carried on quietly and peaceably; but it was not. +Besides the wild debate of the rival excellences of the different kites, +there were always quarrels from getting the strings crossed; for, as the +boys got their kites up, they drew together for company and for an +easier comparison of their merits. It was only a mean boy who would try +to cross another fellow's string; but sometimes accidents would happen; +two kites would become entangled and both would have to be hauled in, +while their owners cried and scolded, and the other fellows cheered and +laughed. Now and then the tail of a kite would part midway, and then the +kite would begin to dart violently from side to side, and then to whirl +round and round in swifter and narrower circles till it dashed itself to +the ground. Sometimes the kite-string would break, and the kite would +waver and fall like a bird shot in the wing; and the owner of the kite, +and all the fellows who had no kites, would run to get it where it came +down, perhaps a mile or more away. It usually came down in a tree, and +they had to climb for it; but sometimes it lodged so high that no one +could reach it; and then it was slowly beaten and washed away in the +winds and rains, and its long tail left streaming all winter from the +naked bough where it had caught. It was so good for kites on the +Commons, because there were no trees there, and not even fences, but a +vast open stretch of level grass, which the cows and geese kept cropped +to the earth; and for the most part the boys had no trouble with their +kites there. Some of them had paper fringe pasted round the edges of +their kites; this made a fine rattling as the kite rose, and when the +kite stood, at the end of its string, you could hear the humming if you +put your ear to the twine. But the most fun was sending up messengers. +The messengers were cut out of thick paper, with a slit at one side, so +as to slip over the string, which would be pulled level long enough to +give the messenger a good start, and then released, when the wind would +catch the little circle, and drive it up the long curving incline till +it reached the kite. + +It was thought a great thing in a kite to pull, and it was a favor to +another boy to let him take hold of your string and feel how your kite +pulled. If you wanted to play mumble-the-peg, or anything, while your +kite was up, you tied it to a stake in the ground, or gave it to some +other fellow to hold; there were always lots of fellows eager to hold +it. But you had to be careful how you let a little fellow hold it; for, +if it was a very powerful kite, it would take him up. It was not certain +just how strong a kite had to be to take a small boy up, and nobody had +ever seen a kite do it, but everybody expected to see it. + + + + +THE BUTLER GUARDS + + +The Butler Guards were the finest military company in the world. I do +not believe there was a fellow in the Boy's Town who even tried to +imagine a more splendid body of troops: when they talked of them, as +they did a great deal, it was simply to revel in the recognition of +their perfection. I forget just what their uniform was, but there were +white pantaloons in it, and a tuft of white-and-red cockerel plumes that +almost covered the front of the hat, and swayed when the soldier walked, +and blew in the wind. I think the coat was gray, and the skirts were +buttoned back with buff, but I will not be sure of this; and somehow I +cannot say how the officers differed from the privates in dress; it was +impossible for them to be more magnificent. They walked backward in +front of the platoons, with their swords drawn, and held in their +white-gloved hands at hilt and point, and kept holloing, +"Shoulder-r-r--arms! Carry--arms! Present--arms!" and then faced round, +and walked a few steps forward, till they could think of something else +to make the soldiers do. + +[Illustration: THE BUTLER GUARDS] + +Every boy intended to belong to the Butler Guards when he grew up; and +he would have given anything to be the drummer or the marker. These were +both boys, and they were just as much dressed up as the Guards +themselves, only they had caps instead of hats with plumes. It was +strange that the other fellows somehow did not know who these boys were; +but they never knew, or at least my boy never knew. They thought more of +the marker than of the drummer; for the marker carried a little flag, +and when the officers holloed out, "By the left flank--left! Wheel!" he +set his flag against his shoulder, and stood marking time with his feet +till the soldiers all got by him, and then he ran up to the front rank, +with the flag fluttering behind him. The fellows used to wonder how he +got to be marker, and to plan how they could get to be markers in other +companies, if not in the Butler Guards. There were other companies that +used to come to town on the Fourth of July and Muster Day, from smaller +places round about; and some of them had richer uniforms: one company +had blue coats with gold epaulets, and gold braid going down in loops on +the sides of their legs; all the soldiers, of course, had braid straight +down the outer seams of their pantaloons. One Muster Day a captain of +one of the country companies came home with my boy's father to dinner; +he was in full uniform, and he put his plumed helmet down on the entry +table just like any other hat. + +There was a company of Germans, or Dutchmen, as the boys always called +them; and the boys believed that they each had hay in his right shoe, +and straw in his left, because a Dutchman was too dumb, as the boys said +for stupid, to know his feet apart any other way; and that the Dutch +officers had to call out to the men when they were marching, "Up mit de +hay-foot, down mit de straw-foot--_links, links, links!_" (left, left, +left!). But the boys honored even these imperfect intelligences so much +in their quality of soldiers that they would any of them have been proud +to be marker in the Dutch company; and they followed the Dutchmen round +in their march as fondly as any other body of troops. Of course, school +let out when there was a regular muster, and the boys gave the whole day +to it; but I do not know just when the Muster Day came. They fired the +cannon a good deal on the river-bank, and they must have camped +somewhere near the town, though no recollection of tents remained in my +boy's mind. He believed with the rest of the boys that the right way to +fire the cannon was to get it so hot you need not touch it off, but just +keep your thumb on the touch-hole, and take it away when you wanted the +cannon to go off. Once he saw the soldiers ram the piece full of +dog-fennel on top of the usual charge, and then he expected the cannon +to burst. But it only roared away as usual. + + + + +PETS + +[Illustration] + + +As there are no longer any Whig boys in the world, the coon can no +longer be kept anywhere as a political emblem, I dare say. Even in my +boy's time the boys kept coons just for the pleasure of it, and without +meaning to elect Whig governors and presidents with them. I do not know +how they got them--they traded for them, perhaps, with fellows in the +country that had caught them, or perhaps their fathers bought them in +market; some people thought they were very good to eat, and, like +poultry and other things for the table, they may have been brought alive +to market. But, anyhow, when a boy had a coon, he had to have a +store-box turned open side down to keep it in, behind the house; and he +had to have a little door in the box to pull the coon out through when +he wanted to show it to other boys, or to look at it himself, which he +did forty or fifty times a day, when he first got it. He had to have a +small collar for the coon, and a little chain, because the coon would +gnaw through a string in a minute. The coon himself never seemed to take +much interest in keeping a coon, or to see much fun or sense in it. He +liked to stay inside his box, where he had a bed of hay, and whenever +the boy pulled him out, he did his best to bite the boy. He had no +tricks; his temper was bad; and there was nothing about him except the +rings round his tail and his political principles that anybody could +care for. He never did anything but bite, and try to get away, or else +run back into his box, which smelled, pretty soon, like an animal-show; +he would not even let a fellow see him eat. + +My boy's brother had a coon, which he kept a good while, at a time when +there was no election, for the mere satisfaction of keeping a coon. +During his captivity the coon bit his keeper repeatedly through the +thumb, and upon the whole seemed to prefer him to any other food; I do +not really know what coons eat in a wild state, but this captive coon +tasted the blood of nearly that whole family of children. Besides biting +and getting away, he never did the slightest thing worth remembering; as +there was no election, he did not even take part in a Whig procession. +He got away two or three times. The first thing his owner would know +when he pulled the chain out was that there was no coon at the end of +it, and then he would have to poke round the inside of the box pretty +carefully with a stick, so as not to get bitten; after that he would +have to see which tree the coon had gone up. It was usually the tall +locust-tree in front of the house, and in about half a second all the +boys in town would be there, telling the owner of the coon how to get +him. Of course the only way was to climb for the coon, which would be +out at the point of a high and slender limb, and would bite you awfully, +even if the limb did not break under you, while the boys kept whooping +and yelling and holloing out what to do, and Tip the dog just howled +with excitement. I do not know how that coon was ever caught, but I know +that the last time he got away he was not found during the day, but +after nightfall he was discovered by moonlight in the locust-tree. His +owner climbed for him, but the coon kept shifting about, and getting +higher and higher, and at last he had to be left till morning. In the +morning he was not there, nor anywhere. + +It had been expected, perhaps, that Tip would watch him, and grab him if +he came down, and Tip would have done it probably if he had kept awake. +He was a dog of the greatest courage, and he was especially fond of +hunting. He had been bitten oftener by that coon than anybody but the +coon's owner, but he did not care for biting. He was always getting +bitten by rats, but he was the greatest dog for rats that there almost +ever was. The boys hunted rats with him at night, when they came out of +the stables that backed down to the Hydraulic, for water; and a dog who +liked above all things to lie asleep on the back-step, by day, and would +no more think of chasing a pig out of the garden than he would think of +sitting up all night with a coon, would get frantic about rats, and +would perfectly wear himself out hunting them on land and in the water, +and keep on after the boys themselves were tired. He was so fond of +hunting, anyway, that the sight of a gun would drive him about crazy; he +would lick the barrel all over, and wag his tail so hard that it would +lift his hind legs off the ground. + +I do not know how he came into that family, but I believe he was given +to it full grown by somebody. It was some time after my boy failed to +buy what he called a Confoundland dog, from a colored boy who had it for +sale, a pretty puppy with white and black spots which he had quite set +his heart on; but Tip more than consoled him. Tip was of no particular +breed, and he had no personal beauty; he was of the color of a mouse or +an elephant, and his tail was without the smallest grace; it was smooth +and round, but it was so strong that he could pull a boy all over the +town by it, and usually did; and he had the best, and kindest, and +truest ugly old face in the world. He loved the whole human race, and as +a watch-dog he was a failure through his trustful nature; he would no +more have bitten a person than he would have bitten a pig; but where +other dogs were concerned, he was a lion. He might be lying fast asleep +in the back-yard, and he usually was, but if a dog passed the front of +the house under a wagon, he would be up and after that dog before you +knew what you were about. He seemed to want to fight country dogs the +worst, but any strange dog would do. A good half the time he would come +off best; but, however he came off, he returned to the back-yard with +his tongue hanging out, and wagging his tail in good-humor with all the +world. Nothing could stop him, however, where strange dogs were +concerned. He was a Whig dog, of course, as any one could tell by his +name, which was Tippecanoe in full, and was given him because it was the +nickname of General Harrison, the great Whig who won the battle of +Tippecanoe. The boys' Henry Clay Club used him to pull the little wagon +that they went about in singing Whig songs, and he would pull five or +six boys, guided simply by a stick which he held in his mouth, and +which a boy held on either side of him. But if he caught sight of a dog +that he did not know, he would drop that stick and start for that dog as +far off as he could see him, spilling the Henry Clay Club out of the +wagon piecemeal as he went, and never stopping till he mixed up the +strange dog in a fight where it would have been hard to tell which was +either champion and which was the club wagon. When the fight was over +Tip would come smilingly back to the fragments of the Henry Clay Club, +with pieces of the vehicle sticking about him, and profess himself, in a +dog's way, ready to go on with the concert. + +Any crowd of boys could get Tip to go off with them, in swimming, or +hunting, or simply running races. He was known through the whole town, +and beloved for his many endearing qualities of heart. As to his mind, +it was perhaps not much to brag of, and he certainly had some defects of +character. He was incurably lazy, and his laziness grew upon him as he +grew older, till hardly anything but the sight of a gun or a bone would +move him. He lost his interest in politics, and, though there is no +reason to suppose that he ever became indifferent to his principles, it +is certain that he no longer showed his early ardor. He joined the +Free-Soil movement in 1848, and supported Van Buren and Adams, but +without the zeal he had shown for Henry Clay. Once a year, as long as +the family lived in the Boy's Town, the children were anxious about Tip +when the dog-law was put in force, and the constables went round +shooting all the dogs that were found running at large without muzzles. +At this time, when Tip was in danger of going mad and biting people, he +showed a most unseasonable activity, and could hardly be kept in bounds. +A dog whose sole delight at other moments was to bask in the summer sun, +or dream by the winter fire, would now rouse himself to an interest in +everything that was going on in the dangerous world, and make forays +into it at all unguarded points. The only thing to do was to muzzle him, +and this was done by my boy's brother with a piece of heavy twine, in +such a manner as to interfere with Tip's happiness as little as +possible. It was a muzzle that need not be removed for either eating, +drinking, or fighting; but it satisfied the law, and Tip always came +safely through the dog-days, perhaps by favor or affection with the +officers who were so inexorable with some dogs. + +While Tip was still in his prime the family of children was further +enriched by the possession of a goat; but this did not belong to the +whole family, or it was, at least nominally, the property of that eldest +brother they all looked up to. I do not know how they came by the goat, +any more than I know how they came by Tip; I only know that there came a +time when it was already in the family, and that before it was got rid +of it was a presence there was no mistaking. Nobody who has not kept a +goat can have any notion of how many different kinds of mischief a goat +can get into, without seeming to try, either, but merely by following +the impulses of its own goatishness. This one was a nanny-goat, and it +answered to the name of Nanny with an intelligence that was otherwise +wholly employed in making trouble. It went up and down stairs, from +cellar to garret, and in and out of all the rooms, like anybody, with a +faint, cynical indifference in the glance of its cold gray eyes that +gave no hint of its purposes or performances. In the chambers it chewed +the sheets and pillow-cases on the beds, and in the dining-room, if it +found nothing else, it would do its best to eat the table-cloth. +Washing-day was a perfect feast for it, for then it would banquet on the +shirt-sleeves and stockings that dangled from the clothes-line, and +simply glut itself with the family linen and cotton. In default of these +dainties, Nanny would gladly eat a chip-hat; she was not proud; she +would eat a split-basket, if there was nothing else at hand. Once she +got up on the kitchen table, and had a perfect orgy with a lot of +fresh-baked pumpkin-pies she found there; she cleaned all the pumpkin so +neatly out of the pastry shells that, if there had been any more pumpkin +left, they could have been filled up again, and nobody could have told +the difference. The grandmother, who was visiting in the house at the +time, declared to the mother that it would serve the father and the boys +just right if she did fill these very shells up and give them to the +father and the boys to eat. But I believe this was not done, and it was +only suggested in a moment of awful exasperation, and because it was the +father who was to blame for letting the boys keep the goat. The mother +was always saying that the goat should not stay in the house another +day, but she had not the heart to insist on its banishment, the children +were so fond of it. I do not know why they were fond of it, for it never +showed them the least affection, but was always taking the most unfair +advantages of them, and it would butt them over whenever it got the +chance. It would try to butt them into the well when they leaned down to +pull up the bucket from the curb; and if it came out of the house, and +saw a boy cracking nuts at the low flat stone the children had in the +back-yard to crack nuts on, it would pretend that the boy was making +motions to insult it, and before he knew what he was about it would fly +at him and send him spinning head over heels. It was not of the least +use in the world, and could not be, but the children were allowed to +keep it till, one fatal day, when the mother had a number of other +ladies to tea, as the fashion used to be in small towns, when they sat +down to a comfortable gossip over dainty dishes of stewed chicken, hot +biscuit, peach-preserves, sweet tomato-pickles, and pound-cake. That day +they all laid off their bonnets on the hall table, and the goat, after +demurely waiting and watching with its faded eyes, which saw everything +and seemed to see nothing, discerned a golden opportunity, and began to +make such a supper of bonnet-ribbons as perhaps never fell to a goat's +lot in life before. It was detected in its stolen joys just as it had +chewed the ribbon of a best bonnet up to the bonnet, and was chased into +the back-yard; but, as it had swallowed the ribbon without being able to +swallow the bonnet, it carried that with it. The boy who specially owned +the goat ran it down in a frenzy of horror and apprehension, and managed +to unravel the ribbon from its throat, and get back the bonnet. Then he +took the bonnet in and laid it carefully down on the table again, and +decided that it would be best not to say anything about the affair. But +such a thing as that could not be kept. The goat was known at once to +have done the mischief; and this time it was really sent away. All the +children mourned it, and the boy who owned it the most used to go to the +house of the people who took it, and who had a high board fence round +their yard, and try to catch sight of it through the cracks. When he +called "Nanny!" it answered him instantly with a plaintive "Baa!" and +then, after a vain interchange of lamentations, he had to come away, and +console himself as he could with the pets that were left him. + +But all were trifling joys, except maybe Tip and Nanny, compared with +the pony which the boys owned in common, and which was the greatest +thing that ever came into their lives. I cannot tell just how their +father came to buy it for them, or where he got it; but I dare say he +thought they were about old enough for a pony, and might as well have +one. It was a Mexican pony, and as it appeared on the scene just after +the Mexican war, some volunteer may have brought it home. One volunteer +brought home a Mexican dog, that was smooth and hairless, with a skin +like an elephant, and that was always shivering round with the cold; he +was not otherwise a remarkable dog, and I do not know that he ever felt +even the warmth of friendship among the boys; his manners were reserved +and his temper seemed doubtful. But the pony never had any trouble with +the climate of Southern Ohio (which is indeed hot enough to fry a +salamander in summer); and though his temper was no better than other +ponies', he was perfectly approachable. I mean that he was approachable +from the side, for it was not well to get where he could bite you or +kick you. He was of a bright sorrel color, and he had a brand on one +haunch. + +My boy had an ideal of a pony, conceived from pictures in his +reading-books at school, that held its head high and arched its neck, +and he strove by means of checks and martingales to make this real pony +conform to the illustrations. But it was of no use; the real pony held +his neck straight out like a ewe, or, if reined up, like a camel, and he +hung his big head at the end of it with no regard whatever for the +ideal. His caparison was another mortification and failure. What the boy +wanted was an English saddle, embroidered on the morocco seat in crimson +silk, and furnished with shining steel stirrups. What he had was the +framework of a Mexican saddle, covered with rawhide, and cushioned with +a blanket; the stirrups were Mexican, too, and clumsily fashioned out of +wood. The boys were always talking about getting their father to get +them a pad, but they never did it, and they managed as they could with +the saddle they had. For the most part they preferred to ride the pony +barebacked, for then they could ride him double, and when they first +got him they all wanted to ride him so much that they had to ride him +double. They kept him going the whole day long; but after a while they +calmed down enough to take him one at a time, and to let him have a +chance for his meals. + +They had no regular stable, and the father left the boys to fit part of +the cow-shed up for the pony, which they did by throwing part of the +hen-coop open into it. The pigeon-cots were just over his head, and he +never could have complained of being lonesome. At first everybody wanted +to feed him as well as ride him, and if he had been allowed time for it +he might have eaten himself to death, or if he had not always tried to +bite you or kick you when you came in with his corn. After a while the +boys got so they forgot him, and nobody wanted to go out and feed the +pony, especially after dark; but he knew how to take care of himself, +and when he had eaten up everything there was in the cow-shed he would +break out and eat up everything there was in the yard. + +The boys got lots of good out of him. When you were once on his back you +were pretty safe, for he was so lazy that he would not think of running +away, and there was no danger unless he bounced you off when he trotted; +he had a hard trot. The boys wanted to ride him standing up, like +circus-actors, and the pony did not mind, but the boys could not stay +on, though they practised a good deal, turn about, when the other +fellows were riding their horses, standing up, on the Commons. He was +not of much use in Indian fights, for he could seldom be lashed into a +gallop, and a pony that proposed to walk through an Indian fight was +ridiculous. Still, with the help of imagination, my boy employed him in +some scenes of wild Arab life, and hurled the Moorish javelin from him +in mid-career, when the pony was flying along at the mad pace of a +canal-boat. The pony early gave the boys to understand that they could +get very little out of him in the way of herding the family cow. He +would let them ride him to the pasture, and he would keep up with the +cow on the way home, when she walked, but if they wanted anything more +than that they must get some other pony. They tried to use him in +carrying papers, but the subscribers objected to having him ridden up to +their front doors over the sidewalk, and they had to give it up. + +When he became an old story, and there was no competition for him among +the brothers, my boy sometimes took him into the woods, and rode him in +the wandering bridle-paths, with a thrilling sense of adventure. He did +not like to be alone there, and he oftener had the company of a boy who +was learning the trade in his father's printing-office. This boy was +just between him and his elder brother in age, and he was the good +comrade of both; all the family loved him, and made him one of them, and +my boy was fond of him because they had some tastes in common that were +not very common among the other boys. They liked the same books, and +they both began to write historical romances. My boy's romance was +founded on facts of the Conquest of Granada, which he had read of again +and again in Washington Irving, with a passionate pity for the Moors, +and yet with pride in the grave and noble Spaniards. He would have given +almost anything to be a Spaniard, and he lived in a dream of some day +sallying out upon the Vega before Granada, in silk and steel, with an +Arabian charger under him that champed its bit. In the mean time he did +what he could with the family pony, and he had long rides in the woods +with the other boy, who used to get his father's horse when he was not +using it on Sunday, and race with him through the dangling wild +grape-vines and pawpaw thickets, and over the reedy levels of the river, +their hearts both bounding with the same high hopes of a world that +could never come true. + + + + +INDIANS + + +There was not a boy in the Boy's Town who would not gladly have turned +from the town and lived in the woods if his mother had let him; and in +every vague plan of running off the forest had its place as a city of +refuge from pursuit and recapture. The pioneer days were still so close +to those times that the love of solitary adventure which took the boys' +fathers into the sylvan wastes of the great West might well have burned +in the boys' hearts; and if their ideal of life was the free life of the +woods, no doubt it was because their near ancestors had lived it. At any +rate, that was their ideal, and they were always talking among +themselves of how they would go farther West when they grew up, and be +trappers and hunters. I do not remember any boy but one who meant to be +a sailor; they lived too hopelessly far from the sea; and I dare say the +boy who invented the marine-engine governor, and who wished to be a +pirate, would just as soon have been a bandit of the Osage. In those +days Oregon had just been opened to settlers, and the boys all wanted to +go and live in Oregon, where you could stand in your door and shoot deer +and wild turkey, while a salmon big enough to pull you in was tugging +away at the line you had set in the river that ran before the +log-cabin. + +If they could, the boys would rather have been Indians than anything +else, but, as there was really no hope of this whatever, they were +willing to be settlers, and fight the Indians. They had rather a mixed +mind about them in the mean time, but perhaps they were not unlike other +idolaters in both fearing and adoring their idols; perhaps they came +pretty near being Indians in that, and certainly they came nearer than +they knew. When they played war, and the war was between the whites and +the Indians, it was almost as low a thing to be white as it was to be +British when there were Americans on the other side; in either case you +had to be beaten. The boys lived in the desire, if not the hope, of some +time seeing an Indian, and they made the most of the Indians in the +circus, whom they knew to be just white men dressed up; but none of them +dreamed that what really happened one day could ever happen. This was at +the arrival of several canal-boat loads of genuine Indians from the +Wyandot Reservation in the northwestern part of the State, on their way +to new lands beyond the Mississippi. The boys' fathers must have known +that these Indians were coming, but it just shows how stupid the most of +fathers are, that they never told the boys about it. All at once there +the Indians were, as if the canal-boats had dropped with them out of +heaven. There they were, crowding the decks, in their blankets and +moccasins, braves and squaws and pappooses, standing about or squatting +in groups, not saying anything, and looking exactly like the pictures. +The squaws had the pappooses on their backs, and the men and boys had +bows and arrows in their hands; and as soon as the boats landed the +Indians, all except the squaws and pappooses, came ashore, and went up +to the courthouse yard, and began to shoot with their bows and arrows. +It almost made the boys crazy. + +[Illustration: ALL AT ONCE THERE THE INDIANS WERE] + +Of course they would have liked to have the Indians shoot at birds, or +some game, but they were mighty glad to have them shoot at cents and +bits and quarters that anybody could stick up in the ground. The Indians +would all shoot at the mark till some one hit it, and the one who hit it +had the money, whatever it was. The boys ran and brought back the +arrows; and they were so proud to do this that I wonder they lived +through it. My boy was too bashful to bring the Indians their arrows; he +could only stand apart and long to approach the filthy savages, whom he +revered; to have touched the border of one of their blankets would have +been too much. Some of them were rather handsome, and two or three of +the Indian boys were so pretty that the Boy's Town boys said they were +girls. They were of all ages, from old, withered men to children of six +or seven, but they were all alike grave and unsmiling; the old men were +not a whit more dignified than the children, and the children did not +enter into their sport with more zeal and ardor than the wrinkled sages +who shared it. In fact they were, old and young alike, savages, and the +boys who looked on and envied them were savages in their ideal of a +world where people spent their lives in hunting and fishing and ranging +the woods, and never grew up into the toils and cares that can alone +make men of boys. They wished to escape these, as many foolish persons +do among civilized nations, and they thought if they could only escape +them they would be happy; they did not know that they would be merely +savage, and that the great difference between a savage and a civilized +man is work. They would all have been willing to follow these Indians +away into the Far West, where they were going, and be barbarians for the +rest of their days; and the wonder is that some of the fellows did not +try it. + + + + +GUNS + + +After the red men had flitted away like red leaves, their memory +remained with the boys, and a plague of bows and arrows raged among +them, and it was a good while before they calmed down to their old +desire of having a gun. But they came back to that at last, for that was +the normal desire of every boy in the Boy's Town who was not a girl-boy, +and there were mighty few girl-boys there. Up to a certain point a +pistol would do, especially if you had bullet-moulds, and could run +bullets to shoot out of it; only your mother would be sure to see you +running them, and just as likely as not would be so scared that she +would say you must not shoot bullets. Then you would have to use +buckshot, if you could get them anywhere near the right size, or small +marbles; but a pistol was always a makeshift, and you never could hit +anything with it, not even a board fence; it always kicked, or burst, or +something. + +Very few boys ever came to have a gun, though they all expected to have +one. But seven or eight boys would go hunting with one shot-gun, and +take turn-about shooting; some of the little fellows never got to shoot +at all, but they could run and see whether the big boys had hit anything +when they fired, and that was something. This was my boy's privilege for +a long time before he had a gun of his own, and he went patiently with +his elder brother, and never expected to fire the gun, except, perhaps, +to shoot the load off before they got back to town; they were not +allowed to bring the gun home loaded. It was a gun that was pretty safe +for anything in front of it, but you never could tell what it was going +to do. It began by being simply an old gun-barrel, which my boy's +brother bought of another boy who was sick of it for a fip, as the +half-real piece was called, and it went on till it got a lock from one +gunsmith and a stock from another, and was a complete gun. But this took +time; perhaps a month; for the gunsmiths would only work at it in their +leisure; they were delinquent subscribers, and they did it in part pay +for their papers. When they got through with it my boy's brother made +himself a ramrod out of a straight piece of hickory, or at least as +straight as the gun-barrel, which was rather sway-backed, and had a +little twist to one side, so that one of the jour printers said it was a +first-rate gun to shoot round a corner with. Then he made himself a +powder-flask out of an ox-horn that he got and boiled till it was soft +(it smelt the whole house up), and then scraped thin with a piece of +glass; it hung at his side; and he carried his shot in his pantaloons +pocket. He went hunting with this gun for a good many years, but he had +never shot anything with it, when his uncle gave him a smooth-bore +rifle, and he in turn gave his gun to my boy, who must then have been +nearly ten years old. + +It seemed to him that he was quite old enough to have a gun; but he was +mortified the very next morning after he got it by a citizen who thought +differently. He had risen at daybreak to go out and shoot kildees on the +Common, and he was hurrying along with his gun on his shoulder when the +citizen stopped him and asked him what he was going to do with that gun. +He said to shoot kildees, and he added that it was his gun. This seemed +to surprise the citizen even more than the boy could have wished. He +asked him if he did not think he was a pretty small boy to have a gun; +and he took the gun from him, and examined it thoughtfully, and then +handed it back to the boy, who felt himself getting smaller all the +time. The man went his way without saying anything more, but his +behavior was somehow so sarcastic that the boy had no pleasure in his +sport that morning; partly, perhaps, because he found no kildees to +shoot at on the Common. He only fired off his gun once or twice at a +fence, and then he sneaked home with it through alleys and by-ways, and +whenever he met a person he hurried by for fear the person would find +him too small to have a gun. + +Afterward he came to have a bolder spirit about it, and he went hunting +with it a good deal. It was a very curious kind of gun; you had to snap +a good many caps on it, sometimes, before the load would go off; and +sometimes it would hang fire, and then seem to recollect itself, and go +off, maybe, just when you were going to take it down from your shoulder. +The barrel was so crooked that it could not shoot straight, but this was +not the only reason why the boy never hit anything with it. He could not +shut his left eye and keep his right eye open; so he had to take aim +with both eyes, or else with the left eye, which was worse yet, till one +day when he was playing shinny (or hockey) at school, and got a blow +over his left eye from a shinny-stick. At first he thought his eye was +put out; he could not see for the blood that poured into it from the cut +above it. He ran homeward wild with fear, but on the way he stopped at a +pump to wash away the blood, and then he found his eye was safe. It +suddenly came into his mind to try if he could not shut that eye now, +and keep the right one open. He found that he could do it perfectly; by +help of his handkerchief, he stanched his wound, and made himself +presentable, with the glassy pool before the pump for a mirror, and went +joyfully back to school. He kept trying his left eye, to make sure it +had not lost its new-found art, and as soon as school was out he hurried +home to share the joyful news with his family. + +He went hunting the very next Saturday, and at the first shot he killed +a bird. It was a suicidal sap-sucker, which had suffered him to steal +upon it so close that it could not escape even the vagaries of that +wandering gun-barrel, and was blown into such small pieces that the boy +could bring only a few feathers of it away. In the evening, when his +father came home, he showed him these trophies of the chase, and boasted +of his exploit with the minutest detail. His father asked him whether he +had expected to eat this sap-sucker, if he could have got enough of it +together. He said no, sap-suckers were not good to eat. "Then you took +its poor little life merely for the pleasure of killing it," said the +father. "Was it a great pleasure to see it die?" The boy hung his head +in shame and silence; it seemed to him that he would never go hunting +again. Of course he did go hunting often afterward, but his brother and +he kept faithfully to the rule of never killing anything that they did +not want to eat. To be sure, they gave themselves a wide range; they +were willing to eat almost anything that they could shoot, even +blackbirds, which were so abundant and so easy to shoot. But there were +some things which they would have thought it not only wanton but wicked +to kill, like turtle-doves, which they somehow believed were sacred, nor +robins either, because robins were hallowed by poetry, and they kept +about the house, and were almost tame, so that it seemed a shame to +shoot them. They were very plentiful, and so were the turtle-doves, +which used to light on the Basin bank, and pick up the grain scattered +there from the boats and wagons. + +There were a good many things you could do with a gun: you could fire +your ramrod out of it, and see it sail through the air; you could fill +the muzzle up with water, on top of a charge, and send the water in a +straight column at a fence. The boys all believed that you could fire +that column of water right through a man, and they always wanted to try +whether it would go through a cow, but they were afraid the owner of the +cow would find it out. There was a good deal of pleasure in cleaning +your gun when it got so foul that your ramrod stuck in it and you could +hardly get it out. You poured hot water into the muzzle and blew it +through the nipple, till it began to show clear; then you wiped it dry +with soft rags wound on your gun-screw, and then oiled it with greasy +tow. Sometimes the tow would get loose from the screw, and stay in the +barrel, and then you would have to pick enough powder in at the nipple +to blow it out. Of course I am talking of the old muzzle-loading +shot-gun, which I dare say the boys never use nowadays. + +But the great pleasure of all, in hunting, was getting home tired and +footsore in the evening, and smelling the supper almost as soon as you +came in sight of the house. There was nearly always hot biscuit for +supper, with steak, and with coffee such as nobody but a boy's mother +ever knew how to make; and just as likely as not there was some kind of +preserves; at any rate, there was apple-butter. You could hardly take +the time to wash the powder-grime off your hands and face before you +rushed to the table; and if you had brought home a yellowhammer you left +it with your gun on the back porch, and perhaps the cat got it and saved +you the trouble of cleaning it. A cat can clean a bird a good deal +quicker than a boy can, and she does not hate to do it half as badly. + +Next to the pleasure of getting home from hunting late was the pleasure +of starting early, as my boy and his brother sometimes did, to shoot +ducks on the Little Reservoir in the fall. His brother had an +alarm-clock, which he set at about four, and he was up the instant it +rang, and pulling my boy out of bed, where he would rather have stayed +than shot the largest mallard duck in the world. They raked the ashes +off the bed of coals in the fireplace, and while the embers ticked and +bristled, and flung out little showers of sparks, they hustled on their +clothes, and ran down the back stairs into the yard with their guns. + +Tip, the dog, was already waiting for them there, for he seemed to know +they were going that morning, and he began whimpering for joy, and +twisting himself sideways up against them, and nearly wagging his tail +off; and licking their hands and faces, and kissing their guns all over; +he was about crazy. When they started, he knew where they were going, +and he rushed ahead through the silent little sleeping town, and led the +way across the wide Commons, where the cows lay in dim bulks on the +grass, and the geese waddled out of his way with wild, clamorous cries, +till they came in sight of the Reservoir. Then Tip fell back with my boy +and let the elder brother go ahead, for he always had a right to the +first shot; and while he dodged down behind the bank, and crept along to +the place where the ducks usually were, my boy kept a hold on Tip's +collar, and took in the beautiful mystery of the early morning. The +place so familiar by day was estranged to his eyes in that pale light, +and he was glad of old Tip's company, for it seemed a time when there +might very well be ghosts about. The water stretched a sheet of smooth, +gray silver, with little tufts of mist on its surface, and through these +at last he could see the ducks softly gliding to and fro, and he could +catch some dreamy sound from them. His heart stood still and then jumped +wildly in his breast, as the still air was startled with the rush of +wings, and the water broke with the plunge of other flocks arriving. +Then he began to make those bets with himself that a boy hopes he will +lose: he bet that his brother would not hit any of them; he bet that he +did not even see them; he bet that if he did see them and got a shot at +them, they would not come back so that he could get a chance himself to +kill any. It seemed to him that he had to wait an hour, and just when he +was going to hollo, and tell his brother where the ducks were, the old +smooth-bore sent out a red flash and a white puff before he heard the +report; Tip tore loose from his grasp; and he heard the splashing rise +of the ducks, and the hurtling rush of their wings; and he ran forward, +yelling, "How many did you hit? Where are they? Where are you? Are they +coming back? It's my turn now!" and making an outcry that would have +frightened away a fleet of ironclads, but much less a flock of ducks. + +One shot always ended the morning's sport, and there were always good +reasons why this shot never killed anything. + + + + +NUTTING + + +The woods were pretty full of the kind of hickory-trees called pignuts, +and the boys gathered the nuts, and even ate their small, bitter +kernels; and around the Poor-House woods there were some shag-barks, but +the boys did not go for them because of the bull and the crazy people. +Their great and constant reliance in foraging was the abundance of black +walnuts which grew everywhere, along the roads and on the river-banks, +as well as in the woods and the pastures. Long before it was time to go +walnutting, the boys began knocking off the nuts and trying whether they +were ripe enough; and just as soon as the kernels began to fill out, the +fellows began making walnut wagons. I do not know why it was thought +necessary to have a wagon to gather walnuts, but I know that it was, and +that a boy had to make a new wagon every year. + +No boy's walnut wagon could last till the next year; it did very well if +it lasted till the next day. He had to make it nearly all with his +pocket-knife. He could use a saw to block the wheels out of a pine +board, and he could use a hatchet to rough off the corners of the +blocks, but he had to use his knife to give them any sort of roundness, +and they were not very round then; they were apt to be oval in shape, +and they always wabbled. He whittled the axles out with his knife, and +he made the hubs with it. He could get a tongue ready-made if he used a +broom-handle or a hoop-pole, but that had in either case to be whittled +so it could be fastened to the wagon; he even bored the linchpin holes +with his knife if he could not get a gimlet; and if he could not get an +auger, he bored the holes through the wheels with a red-hot poker, and +then whittled them large enough with his knife. He had to use pine for +nearly everything, because any other wood was too hard to whittle; and +then the pine was always splitting. It split in the axles when he was +making the linchpin holes, and the wheels had to be kept on by linchpins +that were tied in; the wheels themselves split, and had to be +strengthened by slats nailed across the rifts. The wagon-bed was a +candle-box nailed to the axles, and that kept the front axle tight, so +that it took the whole width of a street to turn a very little wagon in +without upsetting. + +When the wagon was all done, the boy who owned it started off with his +brothers, or some other boys who had no wagon, to gather walnuts. He +started early in the morning of some bright autumn day while the frost +still bearded the grass in the back-yard, and bristled on the fence-tops +and the roof of the woodshed, and hurried off to the woods so as to get +there before the other boys had got the walnuts. The best place for them +was in some woods-pasture where the trees stood free of one another, and +around them, in among the tall, frosty grass, the tumbled nuts lay +scattered in groups of twos and threes, or fives, some still +yellowish-green in their hulls, and some black, but all sending up to +the nostrils of the delighted boy the incense of their clean, keen, +wild-woody smell, to be a memory forever. + +[Illustration: NUTTING] + +The leaves had dropped from the trees overhead, and the branches +outlined themselves against the blue sky, and dangled from their outer +stems clusters of the unfallen fruit, as large as oranges, and only +wanting a touch to send them plumping down into the grass where +sometimes their fat hulls burst, and the nuts almost leaped into the +boy's hands. The boys ran, some of them to gather the fallen nuts, and +others to get clubs and rocks to beat them from the trees; one was sure +to throw off his jacket and kick off his shoes and climb the tree to +shake every limb where a walnut was still clinging. When they had got +them all heaped up like a pile of grape-shot at the foot of the tree, +they began to hull them, with blows of a stick, or with stones, and to +pick the nuts from the hulls, where the grubs were battening on their +assured ripeness, and to toss them into a little heap, a very little +heap indeed compared with the bulk of that they came from. The boys +gloried in getting as much walnut stain on their hands as they could, +for it would not wash off, and it showed for days that they had been +walnutting; sometimes they got to staining one another's faces with the +juice, and pretending they were Indians. + +The sun rose higher and higher, and burned the frost from the grass, and +while the boys worked and yelled and chattered they got hotter and +hotter, and began to take off their shoes and stockings, till every one +of them was barefoot. Then, about three or four o'clock, they would +start homeward, with half a bushel of walnuts in their wagon, and their +shoes and stockings piled in on top of them. That is, if they had good +luck. In a story, they would always have had good luck, and always gone +home with half a bushel of walnuts; but this is a history, and so I have +to own that they usually went home with about two quarts of walnuts +rattling round under their shoes and stockings in the bottom of the +wagon. They usually had no such easy time getting them as they always +would in a story; they did not find them under the trees, or ready to +drop off, but they had to knock them off with about six or seven clubs +or rocks to every walnut, and they had to pound the hulls so hard to get +the nuts out that sometimes they cracked the nuts. That was because they +usually went walnutting before the walnuts were ripe. But they made just +as much preparation for drying the nuts on the woodshed roof whether +they got half a gallon or half a bushel; for they did not intend to stop +gathering them till they had two or three barrels. They nailed a cleat +across the roof to keep them from rolling off, and they spread them out +thin, so that they could look more than they were, and dry better. They +said they were going to keep them for Christmas, but they had to try +pretty nearly every hour or so whether they were getting dry, and in +about three days they were all eaten up. + + + + +THE FIRE-ENGINES + + +There were two fire-engines in the Boy's Town; but there seemed to be +something always the matter with them, so that they would not work, if +there was a fire. When there was no fire, the companies sometimes pulled +them up through the town to the Basin bank, and practised with them +against the roofs and fronts of the pork-houses. It was almost as good +as a muster to see the firemen in their red shirts and black trousers, +dragging the engine at a run, two and two together, one on each side of +the rope. + +My boy would have liked to speak to a fireman, but he never dared; and +the foreman of the _Neptune_, which was the larger and feebler of the +engines, was a figure of such worshipful splendor in his eyes that he +felt as if he could not be just a common human being. He was a +storekeeper, to begin with, and he was tall and slim, and his black +trousers fitted him like a glove; he had a patent-leather helmet, and a +brass speaking-trumpet, and he gave all his orders through this. It did +not make any difference how close he was to the men, he shouted +everything through the trumpet; and when they manned the brakes and +began to pump, he roared at them, "Down on her, down on her, boys!" so +that you would have thought the _Neptune_ could put out the world if it +was burning up. Instead of that there was usually a feeble splutter from +the nozzle, and sometimes none at all, even if the hose did not break; +it was fun to see the hose break. + +The _Neptune_ was a favorite with the boys, though they believed that +the _Tremont_ could squirt farther, and they had a belief in its quiet +efficiency which was fostered by its reticence in public. It was small +and black, but the _Neptune_ was large, and painted of a gay color lit +up with gilding that sent the blood leaping through a boy's veins. The +boys knew the _Neptune_ was out of order, but they were always expecting +it would come right, and in the mean time they felt that it was an honor +to the town, and they followed it as proudly back to the engine-house +after one of its magnificent failures as if it had been a magnificent +success. The boys were always making magnificent failures themselves, +and they could feel for the _Neptune_. + + + + +IV + +GLIMPSES OF THE LARGER WORLD + + + + +THE TRAVELLING CIRCUS + + +The boys made a very careful study of the circus bills, and when the +circus came they held the performance to a strict account for any +difference between the feats and their representation. For a fortnight +beforehand they worked themselves up for the arrival of the circus into +a fever of fear and hope, for it was always a question with a great many +whether they could get their fathers to give them the money to go in. +The full price was two bits, and the half-price was a bit, or a Spanish +real, then a commoner coin than the American dime in the West; and every +boy, for that time only, wished to be little enough to look young enough +to go in for a bit. Editors of newspapers had a free ticket for every +member of their families; and my boy was sure of going to the circus +from the first rumor of its coming. But he was none the less deeply +thrilled by the coming event, and he was up early on the morning of the +great day, to go out and meet the circus procession beyond the +corporation line. + +I do not really know how boys live through the wonder and the glory of +such a sight. Once there were two chariots--one held the band in +red-and-blue uniforms, and was drawn by eighteen piebald horses; and the +other was drawn by a troop of Shetland ponies, and carried in a vast +mythical sea-shell little boys in spangled tights and little girls in +the gauze skirts and wings of fairies. There was not a flaw in this +splendor to the young eyes that gloated on it, and that followed it in +rapture through every turn and winding of its course in the Boy's Town; +nor in the magnificence of the actors and actresses, who came riding two +by two in their circus dresses after the chariots, and looking some +haughty and contemptuous, and others quiet and even bored, as if it were +nothing to be part of such a procession. The boys tried to make them out +by the pictures and names on the bills: which was Rivers, the +bareback-rider, and which was O'Dale, the champion tumbler; which was +the India-rubber man, which the ring-master, which the clown. + +Covered with dust, gasping with the fatigue of a three hours' run beside +the procession, but fresh at heart as in the beginning, they arrived +with it on the Commons, where the tent-wagons were already drawn up, and +the ring was made, and mighty men were driving the iron-headed +tent-stakes, and stretching the ropes of the great skeleton of the +pavilion which they were just going to clothe with canvas. The boys were +not allowed to come anywhere near, except three or four who got leave to +fetch water from a neighboring well, and thought themselves richly paid +with half-price tickets. The other boys were proud to pass a word with +them as they went by with their brimming buckets; fellows who had money +to go in would have been glad to carry water just for the glory of +coming close to the circus men. They stood about in twos and threes, and +lay upon the grass in groups debating whether a tan-bark ring was better +than a saw-dust ring; there were different opinions. They came as near +the wagons as they dared, and looked at the circus horses munching hay +from the tail-boards, just like common horses. The wagons were left +standing outside of the tent; but when it was up, the horses were taken +into the dressing-room, and then the boys, with many a backward look at +the wide spread of canvas, and the flags and streamers floating over it +from the centre-pole (the centre-pole was revered almost like a +distinguished personage), ran home to dinner so as to get back good and +early, and be among the first to go in. + +All round, before the circus doors were open, the doorkeepers of the +side-shows were inviting people to come in and see the giants and fat +woman and boa-constrictors, and there were stands for peanuts and candy +and lemonade; the vendors cried, "Ice-cold lemonade, from fifteen +hundred miles under ground! Walk up, roll up, tumble up, any way you get +up!" The boys thought this brilliant drolling, but they had no time to +listen after the doors were open, and they had no money to spend on +side-shows or dainties anyway. Inside the tent they found it dark and +cool, and their hearts thumped in their throats with the wild joy of +being there; they recognized one another with amaze, as if they had not +met for years, and the excitement kept growing as other fellows came in. +It was lots of fun, too, watching the country-jakes, as the boys called +the farmer-folk, and seeing how green they looked, and now some of them +tried to act smart with the circus men that came round with oranges to +sell. But the great thing was to see whether fellows that said they were +going to hook in really got in. The boys held it to be a high and +creditable thing to hook into a show of any kind, but hooking into a +circus was something that a fellow ought to be held in special honor for +doing. He ran great risks, and if he escaped the vigilance of the +massive circus man who patrolled the outside of the tent with a cow-hide +and a bulldog, perhaps he merited the fame he was sure to win. + +I do not know where boys get some of the notions of morality that govern +them. These notions are like the sports and plays that a boy leaves off +as he gets older to the boys that are younger. He outgrows them, and +other boys grow into them, and then outgrow them as he did. Perhaps they +come down to the boyhood of our time from the boyhood of the race, and +the unwritten laws of conduct may have prevailed among the earliest +Aryans on the plains of Asia that I now find so strange in a retrospect +of the Boy's Town. + +The standard of honor there was, in a certain way, very high among the +boys; they would have despised a thief as he deserved, and I cannot +remember one of them who might not have been safely trusted. None of +them would have taken an apple out of a market-wagon, or stolen a melon +from a farmer who came to town with it; but they would all have thought +it fun, if not right, to rob an orchard or hook a watermelon out of a +patch. This would have been a foray into the enemy's country, and the +fruit of the adventure would have been the same as the plunder of a +city, or the capture of a vessel belonging to him on the high seas. In +the same way, if one of the boys had seen a circus man drop a quarter, +he would have hurried to give it back to him, but he would only have +been proud to hook into the circus man's show, and the other fellows +would have been proud of his exploit, too, as something that did honor +to them all. As a person who enclosed bounds and forbade trespass, the +circus man constituted himself the enemy of every boy who respected +himself, and challenged him to practise any sort of strategy. There was +not a boy in the crowd that my boy went with who would have been allowed +to hook into a circus by his parents; yet hooking in was an ideal that +was cherished among them, that was talked of, and that was even +sometimes attempted, though not often. Once, when a fellow really hooked +in, and joined the crowd that had ignobly paid, one of the fellows could +not stand it. He asked him just how and where he got in, and then he +went to the door, and got back his money from the doorkeeper upon the +plea that he did not feel well; and in five or ten minutes he was back +among the boys, a hero of such moral grandeur as would be hard to +describe. Not one of the fellows saw him as he really was--a little +lying, thievish scoundrel. Not even my boy saw him so, though he had on +some other point of personal honesty the most fantastic scruples. + +The boys liked to be at the circus early so as to make sure of the grand +entry of the performers into the ring, where they caracoled round on +horseback, and gave a delicious foretaste of the wonders to come. The +fellows were united in this, but upon other matters feeling +varied--some liked tumbling best; some the slack-rope; some +bareback-riding; some the feats of tossing knives and balls and catching +them. There never was more than one ring in those days; and you were not +tempted to break your neck and set your eyes forever askew, by trying to +watch all the things that went on at once in two or three rings. + +The boys did not miss the smallest feats of any performance, and they +enjoyed them every one, not equally, but fully. They had their +preferences, of course, as I have hinted; and one of the most popular +acts was that where a horse has been trained to misbehave, so that +nobody can mount him; and after the actors have tried him, the +ring-master turns to the audience, and asks if some gentleman among them +wants to try it. Nobody stirs, till at last a tipsy country-jake is seen +making his way down from one of the top seats toward the ring. He can +hardly walk, he is so drunk, and the clown has to help him across the +ring-board, and even then he trips and rolls over on the saw-dust, and +has to be pulled to his feet. When they bring him up to the horse, he +falls against it; and the little fellows think he will certainly get +killed. But the big boys tell the little fellows to shut up and watch +out. The ring-master and the clown manage to get the country-jake on to +the broad platform on the horse's back, and then the ring-master cracks +his whip, and the two supes who have been holding the horse's head let +go, and the horse begins cantering round the ring. The little fellows +are just sure the country-jake is going to fall off, he reels and +totters so; but the big boys tell them to keep watching out; and pretty +soon the country-jake begins to straighten up. He begins to unbutton his +long gray overcoat, and then he takes it off and throws it into the +ring, where one of the supes catches it. Then he sticks a short pipe +into his mouth, and pulls on an old wool hat, and flourishes a stick +that the supe throws to him, and you see that he is an Irishman just +come across the sea; and then off goes another coat, and he comes out a +British soldier in white duck trousers and red coat. That comes off, and +he is an American sailor, with his hands on his hips, dancing a +horn-pipe. Suddenly away flash wig and beard and false-face, the +pantaloons are stripped off with the same movement, the actor stoops for +the reins lying on the horse's neck, and James Rivers, the greatest +three-horse rider in the world, nimbly capers on the broad pad, and +kisses his hand to the shouting and cheering spectators as he dashes +from the ring past the braying and bellowing brass-band into the +dressing-room! + +The big boys have known all along that he was not a real country-jake; +but when the trained mule begins, and shakes everybody off, just like +the horse, and another country-jake gets up, and offers to bet that he +can ride that mule, nobody can tell whether he is a real country-jake or +not. This is always the last thing in the performance, and the boys have +seen with heavy hearts many signs openly betokening the end which they +knew was at hand. The actors have come out of the dressing-room door, +some in their every-day clothes, and some with just overcoats on over +their circus-dresses, and they lounge about near the bandstand watching +the performance in the ring. Some of the people are already getting up +to go out, and stand for this last act, and will not mind the shouts of +"Down in front! Down there!" which the boys eagerly join in, to eke out +their bliss a little longer by keeping away even the appearance of +anything transitory in it. The country-jake comes stumbling awkwardly +into the ring, but he is perfectly sober, and he boldly leaps astride +the mule, which tries all its arts to shake him off, plunging, kicking, +rearing. He sticks on, and everybody cheers him, and the owner of the +mule begins to get mad and to make it do more things to shake the +country-jake off. At last, with one convulsive spring, it flings him +from its back, and dashes into the dressing-room, while the country-jake +picks himself up and vanishes among the crowd. + +A man mounted on a platform in the ring is imploring the ladies and +gentlemen to keep their seats, and to buy tickets for the negro-minstrel +entertainment which is to follow, but which is not included in the price +of admission. The boys would like to stay, but they have not the money, +and they go out clamoring over the performance, and trying to decide +which was the best feat. As to which was the best actor, there is never +any question; it is the clown, who showed by the way he turned a double +somersault that he can do anything, and who chooses to be clown simply +because he is too great a creature to enter into rivalry with the other +actors. + +There will be another performance in the evening, with real fights +outside between the circus men and the country-jakes, and perhaps some +of the Basin rounders, but the boys do not expect to come; that would be +too much. The boy's brother once stayed away in the afternoon, and went +at night with one of the jour printers; but he was not able to report +that the show was better than it was in the afternoon. He did not get +home till nearly ten o'clock, though, and he saw the sides of the tent +dropped before the people got out; that was a great thing; and what was +greater yet, and reflected a kind of splendor on the boy at second hand, +was that the jour printer and the clown turned out to be old friends. +After the circus, the boy actually saw them standing near the +centre-pole talking together; and the next day the jour showed the +grease that had dripped on his coat from the candles. Otherwise the boy +might have thought it was a dream, that some one he knew had talked on +equal terms with the clown. The boys were always intending to stay up +and see the circus go out of town, and they would have done so, but +their mothers would not let them. This may have been one reason why none +of them ever ran off with a circus. + +As soon as a circus had been in town, the boys began to have circuses of +their own, and to practise for them. Everywhere you could see boys +upside down, walking on their hands or standing on them with their legs +dangling over, or stayed against house walls. It was easy to stand on +your head; one boy stood on his head so much that he had to have it +shaved, in the brain-fever that he got from standing on it; but that did +not stop the other fellows. Another boy fell head downward from a rail +where he was skinning-the-cat, and nearly broke his neck, and made it so +sore that it was stiff ever so long. Another boy, who was playing +Samson, almost had his leg torn off by the fellows that were pulling at +it with a hook; and he did have the leg of his pantaloons torn off. +Nothing could stop the boys but time, or some other play coming in; and +circuses lasted a good while. Some of the boys learned to turn +hand-springs; anybody could turn cart-wheels; one fellow, across the +river, could just run along and throw a somersault and light on his +feet; lots of fellows could light on their backs; but if you had a +spring-board, or shavings under a bank, like those by the turning-shop, +you could practise for somersaults pretty safely. + +All the time you were practising you were forming your circus company. +The great trouble was not that any boy minded paying five or ten pins to +come in, but that so many fellows wanted to belong there were hardly any +left to form an audience. You could get girls, but even as spectators +girls were a little _too_ despicable; they did not know anything; they +had no sense; if a fellow got hurt they cried. Then another thing was, +where to have the circus. Of course it was simply hopeless to think of a +tent, and a boy's circus was very glad to get a barn. The boy whose +father owned the barn had to get it for the circus without his father +knowing it; and just as likely as not his mother would hear the noise +and come out and break the whole thing up while you were in the very +middle of it. Then there were all sorts of anxieties and perplexities +about the dress. You could do something by turning your roundabout +inside out, and rolling your trousers up as far as they would go; but +what a fellow wanted to make him a real circus-actor was a long pair of +white cotton stockings, and I never knew a fellow that got a pair; I +heard of many a fellow who was said to have got a pair; but when you +came down to the fact, they vanished like ghosts when you try to verify +them. I believe the fellows always expected to get them out of a +bureau-drawer or the clothes-line at home, but failed. In most other +ways, a boy's circus was always a failure, like most other things boys +undertake. They usually broke up under the strain of rivalry; everybody +wanted to be the clown or ring-master; or else the boy they got the barn +of behaved badly, and went into the house crying, and all the fellows +had to run. + +[Illustration] + + + + +PASSING SHOWS + + +There were only two kinds of show known by that name in the Boy's Town: +a nigger show, or a performance of burnt-cork minstrels; and an animal +show, or a strolling menagerie; and the boys always meant a menagerie +when they spoke of a show, unless they said just what sort of show. The +only perfect joy on earth in the way of an entertainment, of course, was +a circus, but after the circus the show came unquestionably next. It +made a processional entry into the town almost as impressive as the +circus's, and the boys went out to meet it beyond the corporation line +in the same way. It always had two elephants, at least, and four or five +camels, and sometimes there was a giraffe. These headed the procession, +the elephants in the very front, with their keepers at their heads, and +then the camels led by halters dangling from their sneering lips and +contemptuous noses. After these began to come the show-wagons, with +pictures on their sides, very flattered portraits of the wild beasts and +birds inside; lions first, then tigers (never meaner than Royal Bengal +ones, which the boys understood to be a superior breed), then leopards, +then pumas and panthers; then bears, then jackals and hyenas; then bears +and wolves; then kangaroos, musk-oxen, deer, and such harmless cattle; +and then ostriches, emus, lyre-birds, birds-of-Paradise, and all the +rest. + +From time to time the boys ran back from the elephants and camels to get +what good they could out of the scenes in which these hidden wonders +were dramatized in acts of rapine or the chase, but they always came +forward to the elephants and camels again. Even with them they had to +endure a degree of denial, for although you could see most of the +camels' figures, the elephants were so heavily draped that it was a kind +of disappointment to look at them. The boys kept as close as they could, +and came as near getting under the elephants' feet as the keepers would +allow; but, after all, they were driven off a good deal and had to keep +stealing back. They gave the elephants apples and bits of cracker and +cake, and some tried to put tobacco into their trunks, though they knew +very well that it was nearly certain death to do so; for any elephant +that was deceived that way would recognize the boy that did it, and kill +him the next time he came, if it was twenty years afterward. The boys +used to believe that the Miami bridge would break down under the +elephants if they tried to cross it, and they would have liked to see it +do it, but no one ever saw it, perhaps because the elephants always +waded the river. Some boys had seen them wading it, and stopping to +drink and squirt the water out of their trunks. If an elephant got a boy +that had given him tobacco into the river, he would squirt water on him +till he drowned him. Still, some boys always tried to give the +elephants tobacco, just to see how they would act for the time being. + +A show was not so much in favor as a circus, because there was so little +performance in the ring. You could go round and look at the animals, +mostly very sleepy in their cages, but you were not allowed to poke them +through the bars, or anything; and when you took your seat there was +nothing much till Herr Driesbach entered the lions' cage, and began to +make them jump over his whip. It was some pleasure to see him put his +head between the jaws of the great African King of Beasts, but the lion +never did anything to him, and so the act wanted a true dramatic climax. +The boys would really rather have seen a bareback-rider, like James +Rivers, turn a back-somersault and light on his horse's crupper, any +time, though they respected Herr Driesbach, too; they did not care much +for a woman who once went into the lions' cage and made them jump round. + +The boys had their own beliefs about the different animals, and one of +these concerned the inappeasable ferocity of the zebra. I do not know +why the zebra should have had this repute, for he certainly never did +anything to deserve it; but, for the matter of that, he was like all the +other animals. Bears were not much esteemed, but they would have been if +they could have been really seen hugging anybody to death. It was +always hoped that some of the fiercest animals would get away and have +to be hunted down, and retaken after they had killed a lot of dogs. If +the elephants, some of them, had gone crazy, it would have been +something, for then they would have roamed up and down the turnpike +smashing buggies and wagons, and had to be shot with the six-pound +cannon that was used to celebrate the Fourth of July with. + +Another thing that was against the show was that the animals were fed +after it was out, and you could not see the tigers tearing their prey +when the great lumps of beef were thrown them. There was somehow not so +much chance of hooking into a show as a circus, because the seats did +not go all round, and you could be seen under the cages as soon as you +got in under the canvas. I never heard of a boy that hooked into a show; +perhaps nobody ever tried. + +But the great reason of all was that you could not have an animal show +of your own as you could a circus. You could not get the animals; and no +boy living could act a camel, or a Royal Bengal tiger, or an elephant so +as to look the least like one. + +Of course you could have negro shows, and the boys often had them; but +they were not much fun, and you were always getting the black on your +shirt-sleeves. + + + + +THE THEATRE COMES TO TOWN + + +A great new experience which now came to the boy was the theatre, which +he had sometimes heard his father speak of. There had once been a +theatre in the Boy's Town, when a strolling company came up from +Cincinnati, and opened for a season in an empty pork-house. But that was +a long time ago, and, though he had written a tragedy, all that the boy +knew of a theatre was from a picture in a Sunday-school book where a +stage scene was given to show what kind of desperate amusements a person +might come to in middle life if he began by breaking the Sabbath in his +youth. His brother had once been taken to a theatre in Pittsburg by one +of their river-going uncles, and he often told about it; but my boy +formed no conception of the beautiful reality from his accounts of a +burglar who jumped from a roof and was chased by a watchman with a +pistol up and down a street with houses painted on a curtain. + +The company which came to the Boy's Town in his time was again from +Cincinnati, and it was under the management of the father and mother of +two actresses, afterward famous, who were then children, just starting +upon their career. These pretty little creatures took the leading parts +in _Bombastes Furioso_ the first night my boy ever saw a play, and he +instantly fell impartially in love with both of them, and tacitly +remained their abject slave for a great while after. When the smaller of +them came out with a large pair of stage boots in one hand and a drawn +sword in the other, and said: + + "Whoever dares these boots displace + Shall meet Bombastes face to face," + +if the boy had not already been bereft of his senses by the melodrama +preceding the burlesque, he must have been transported by her beauty, +her grace, her genius. He, indeed, gave her and her sister his heart, +but his mind was already gone, rapt from him by the adorable pirate +who fought a losing fight with broadswords, two up and two +down--click-click, click-click--and died all over the deck of the pirate +ship in the opening piece. This was called the _Beacon of Death_, and +the scene represented the forecastle of the pirate ship with a lantern +dangling from the rigging, to lure unsuspecting merchantmen to their +doom. Afterward the boy remembered nothing of the story, but a scrap of +the dialogue meaninglessly remained with him; and when the pirate +captain appeared with his bloody crew and said, hoarsely, "Let us go +below and get some brandy!" the boy would have bartered all his hopes +of bliss to have been that abandoned ruffian. In fact, he always liked, +and longed to be, the villain, rather than any other person in the play, +and he so glutted himself with crime of every sort in his tender years +at the theatre that he afterward came to be very tired of it, and +avoided the plays and novels that had very marked villains in them. + +He was in an ecstasy as soon as the curtain rose that night, and he +lived somewhere out of his body as long as the playing lasted, which was +well on to midnight; for in those days the theatre did not meanly put +the public off with one play, but gave it a heartful and its money's +worth with three. On his first night my boy saw _The Beacon of Death_, +_Bombastes Furioso_, and _Black-Eyed Susan_, and he never afterward saw +less than three plays each night, and he never missed a night, as long +as the theatre languished in the unfriendly air of that mainly +Calvinistic community, where the theatre was regarded by most good +people as the eighth of the seven deadly sins. The whole day long he +dwelt in a dream of it that blotted out, or rather consumed with more +effulgent brightness, all the other day-dreams he had dreamed before, +and his heart almost burst with longing to be a villain like those +villains on the stage, to have a mustache--a black mustache--such as +they wore at a time when every one off the stage was clean shaven, and +somehow to end bloodily, murderously, as became a villain. + +I dare say this was not quite a wholesome frame of mind for a boy of ten +years; but I do not defend it; I only portray it. Being the boy he was, +he was destined somehow to dwell half the time in a world of dreamery; +and I have tried to express how, when he had once got enough of villany, +he reformed his ideals and rather liked virtue. + + + + +THE WORLD OPENED BY BOOKS + + +Every boy is two or three boys, or twenty or thirty different kinds of +boys in one; he is all the time living many lives and forming many +characters; but it is a good thing if he can keep one life and one +character when he gets to be a man. He may turn out to be like an onion +when he is grown up, and be nothing but hulls, that you keep peeling +off, one after another, till you think you have got down to the heart, +at last, and then you have got down to nothing. + +All the boys may have been like my boy in the Boy's Town, in having each +an inward being that was not the least like their outward being, but +that somehow seemed to be their real self, whether it truly was so or +not. But I am certain that this was the case with him, and that while +he was joyfully sharing the wild sports and conforming to the savage +usages of the boy's world about him, he was dwelling in a wholly +different world within him, whose wonders no one else knew. I could not +tell now these wonders any more than he could have told them then; but +it was a world of dreams, of hopes, of purposes, which he would have +been more ashamed to avow for himself than I should be to avow for him. +It was all vague and vast, and it came out of the books that he read, +and that filled his soul with their witchery, and often held him aloof +with their charm in the midst of the plays from which they could not +lure him wholly away, or at all away. He did not know how or when their +enchantment began, and he could hardly recall the names of some of them +afterward. + +First of them was Goldsmith's _History of Greece_, which made him an +Athenian of Pericles' time, and Goldsmith's _History of Rome_, which +naturalized him in a Roman citizenship chiefly employed in slaying +tyrants; from the time of Appius Claudius down to the time of Domitian, +there was hardly a tyrant that he did not slay. After he had read these +books, not once or twice, but twenty times over, his father thought fit +to put into his hands _The Travels of Captain Ashe in North America_, to +encourage, or perhaps to test, his taste for useful reading; but this +was a failure. The captain's travels were printed with long esses, and +the boy could make nothing of them, for other reasons. The fancy +nourished upon + + "The glory that was Greece + And the grandeur that was Rome," + +starved amid the robust plenty of the Englishman's criticisms of our +early manners and customs. Neither could money hire the boy to read +_Malte-Brun's Geography_, in three large folios, of a thousand pages +each, for which there was a standing offer of fifty cents from the +father, who had never been able to read it himself. + +But shortly after he failed so miserably with Captain Ashe, the boy came +into possession of a priceless treasure. It was that little treatise on +_Greek and Roman Mythology_ which I have mentioned, and which he must +literally have worn out with reading, since no fragment of it seems to +have survived his boyhood. Heaven knows who wrote it or published it; +his father bought it with a number of other books at an auction, and the +boy, who had about that time discovered the chapter on prosody in the +back part of his grammar, made poems from it for years, and appeared in +many transfigurations, as this and that god and demigod and hero upon +imagined occasions in the Boy's Town, to the fancied admiration of all +the other fellows. I do not know just why he wished to appear to his +grandmother in a vision; now as Mercury with winged feet, now as Apollo +with his drawn bow, now as Hercules leaning upon his club and resting +from his Twelve Labors. Perhaps it was because he thought that his +grandmother, who used to tell the children about her life in Wales, and +show them the picture of a castle where she had once slept when she was +a girl, would appreciate him in these apotheoses. If he believed they +would make a vivid impression upon the sweet old Quaker lady, no doubt +he was right. + +There was another book which he read about this time, and that was _The +Greek Soldier_. It was the story of a young Greek, a glorious Athenian, +who had fought through the Greek war of independence against the Turks, +and then come to America and published the narrative of his adventures. +They fired my boy with a retrospective longing to have been present at +the Battle of Navarino, when the allied ships of the English, French, +and Russians destroyed the Turkish fleet; but it seemed to him that he +could not have borne to have the allies impose a king upon the Greeks, +when they really wanted a republic, and so he was able to console +himself for having been absent. He did what he could in fighting the war +over again, and he intended to harden himself for the long struggle by +sleeping on the floor, as the Greek soldier had done. But the children +often fell asleep on the floor in the warmth of the hearth-fire; and his +preparation for the patriotic strife was not distinguishable in its +practical effect from a reluctance to go to bed at the right hour. + +Captain Riley's narrative of his shipwreck on the coast of Africa, and +his captivity among the Arabs, was a book which my boy and his brother +prized with a kind of personal interest, because their father told them +that he had once seen a son of Captain Riley when he went to get his +appointment of collector at Columbus, and that this son was named +William Willshire Riley, after the good English merchant, William +Willshire, who had ransomed Captain Riley. William Willshire seemed to +them almost the best man who ever lived; though my boy had secretly a +greater fondness for the Arab, Sidi Hamet, who was kind to Captain Riley +and kept his brother Seid from ill-treating him whenever he could. +Probably the boy liked him better because the Arab was more picturesque +than the Englishman. The whole narrative was very interesting; it had a +vein of sincere and earnest piety in it which was not its least charm, +and it was written in a style of old-fashioned stateliness which was not +without its effect with the boys. + +Somehow they did not think of the Arabs in this narrative as of the same +race and faith with the Arabs of Bagdad and the other places in the +_Arabian Nights_. They did not think whether these were Mohammedans or +not; they naturalized them in the fairy world where all boys are +citizens, and lived with them there upon the same familiar terms as they +lived with Robinson Crusoe. Their father once told them that _Robinson +Crusoe_ had robbed the real narrative of Alexander Selkirk of the place +it ought to have held in the remembrance of the world; and my boy had a +feeling of guilt in reading it, as if he were making himself the +accomplice of an impostor. + +He liked the _Arabian Nights_, but oddly enough these wonderful tales +made no such impression on his fancy as the stories in a wretchedly +inferior book made. He did not know the name of this book, or who wrote +it; from which I imagine that much of his reading was of the purblind +sort that ignorant grown-up people do, without any sort of literary +vision. He read this book perpetually, when he was not reading his +_Greek and Roman Mythology_; and then suddenly, one day, as happens in +childhood with so many things, it vanished out of his possession as if +by magic. Perhaps he lost it; perhaps he lent it; at any rate it was +gone, and he never got it back, and he never knew what book it was till +thirty years afterward, when he picked up from a friend's library-table +a copy of _Gesta Romanorum_, and recognized in this collection of old +monkish legends the long-missing treasure of his boyhood. + +These stories, without beauty of invention, without art of construction +or character, without spirituality in their crude materialization, which +were read aloud in the refectories of mediaeval cloisters while the monks +sat at meat, laid a spell upon the soul of the boy that governed his +life. He conformed his conduct to the principles and maxims which +actuated the behavior of the shadowy people of these dry-as-dust tales; +he went about drunk with the fumes of fables about Roman emperors that +never were, in an empire that never was; and, though they tormented him +by putting a mixed and impossible civilization in the place of that he +knew from his Goldsmith, he was quite helpless to break from their +influence. He was always expecting some wonderful thing to happen to him +as things happened there in fulfilment of some saying or prophecy; and +at every trivial moment he made sayings and prophecies for himself, +which he wished events to fulfil. One Sunday when he was walking in an +alley behind one of the stores, he found a fur cap that had probably +fallen out of the store-loft window. He ran home with it, and in his +simple-hearted rapture he told his mother that as soon as he picked it +up there came into his mind the words, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and he could hardly wait for Monday to come and +let him restore the cap to its owner and receive an enduring prosperity +in reward of his virtue. Heaven knows what form he expected this to +take; but when he found himself in the store, he lost all courage; his +tongue clove to the roof of his mouth, and he could not utter a syllable +of the fine phrases he had made to himself. He laid the cap on the +counter without a word; the storekeeper came up and took it in his hand. +"What's this?" he said. "Why, this is ours," and he tossed the cap into +a loose pile of hats by the showcase, and the boy slunk out, cut to the +heart and crushed to the dust. It was such a cruel disappointment and +mortification that it was rather a relief to have his brother mock him, +and come up and say from time to time, "He who picketh up this cap +picketh up a fortune," and then split into a jeering laugh. At least he +could fight his brother, and, when he ran, could stone him; and he could +throw quads and quoins, and pieces of riglet at the jour printers when +the story spread to them, and one of them would begin, "He who +picketh--" + +He could not make anything either of Byron or Cowper; and he did not +even try to read the little tree-calf volumes of Homer and Virgil which +his father had in the versions of Pope and Dryden; the small +copper-plates with which they were illustrated conveyed no suggestion to +him. Afterward he read Goldsmith's _Deserted Village_, and he formed a +great passion for Pope's _Pastorals_, which he imitated in their easy +heroics; but till he came to read Longfellow, and Tennyson, and Heine, +he never read any long poem without more fatigue than pleasure. His +father used to say that the taste for poetry was an acquired taste, like +the taste for tomatoes, and that he would come to it yet; but he never +came to it, or so much of it as some people seemed to do, and he always +had his sorrowful misgivings as to whether they liked it as much as they +pretended. I think, too, that it should be a flavor, a spice, a sweet, a +delicate relish in the high banquet of literature, and never a chief +dish; and I should not know how to defend my boy for trying to make long +poems of his own at the very time when he found it so hard to read other +people's long poems. + + + + +V + +THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN + + + + +THE LAST OF A BOY'S TOWN + + +My boy was twelve years old, and was already a swift compositor, though +he was still so small that he had to stand on a chair to reach the case +in setting type on Taylor's inaugural message. But what he lacked in +stature he made up in gravity of demeanor; and he got the name of "The +Old Man" from the printers as soon as he began to come about the office, +which he did almost as soon as he could walk. His first attempt in +literature, an essay on the vain and disappointing nature of human life, +he set up and printed off himself in his sixth or seventh year; and the +printing-office was in some sort his home, as well as his school, his +university. He could no more remember learning to set type than he could +remember learning to read; and in after-life he could not come within +smell of the ink, the dusty types, the humid paper, of a printing-office +without that tender swelling of the heart which so fondly responds to +any memory-bearing perfume: his youth, his boyhood, almost his infancy +came back to him in it. He now looked forward eagerly to helping on the +new paper, and somewhat proudly to living in the larger place the family +were going to. The moment it was decided he began to tell the boys that +he was going to live in a city, and he felt that it gave him +distinction. He had nothing but joy in it, and he did not dream that as +the time drew near it could be sorrow. But when it came at last, and he +was to leave the house, the town, the boys, he found himself deathly +homesick. + +The parting days were days of gloom; the parting was an anguish of +bitter tears. Nothing consoled him but the fact that they were going all +the way to the new place in a canal-boat, which his father chartered for +the trip. My boy and his brother had once gone to Cincinnati in a +canal-boat, with a friendly captain of their acquaintance, and, though +they were both put to sleep in a berth so narrow that when they turned +they fell out on the floor, the glory of the adventure remained with +him, and he could have thought of nothing more delightful than such +another voyage. The household goods were piled up in the middle of the +boat, and the family had a cabin forward, which seemed immense to the +children. They played in it and ran races up and down the long +canal-boat roof, where their father and mother sometimes put their +chairs and sat to admire the scenery. + +They arrived safely at their journey's end, without any sort of +accident. They had made the whole forty miles in less than two days, and +were all as well as when they started, without having suffered for a +moment from seasickness. The boat drew up at the tow-path just before +the stable belonging to the house which the father had already taken, +and the whole family at once began helping the crew put the things +ashore. The boys thought it would have been a splendid stable to keep +the pony in, only they had sold the pony; but they saw in an instant +that it would do for a circus as soon as they could get acquainted with +enough boys to have one. + +The strangeness of the house and street, and the necessity of meeting +the boys of the neighborhood, and paying with his person for his +standing among them, kept my boy interested for a time, and he did not +realize at first how much he missed the Boy's Town and all the familiar +fellowships there, and all the manifold privileges of the place. Then he +began to be very homesick, and to be torn with the torment of a divided +love. His mother, whom he loved so dearly, so tenderly, was here, and +wherever she was, that was home; and yet home was yonder, far off, at +the end of those forty inexorable miles, where he had left his life-long +mates. The first months there was a dumb heartache at the bottom of +every pleasure and excitement. + +After a while he was allowed to revisit the Boy's Town. It could only +have been three or four months after he had left it, but it already +seemed a very long time; and he figured himself returning as stage +heroes do to the scenes of their childhood, after an absence of some +fifteen years. He fancied that if the boys did not find him grown, they +would find him somehow changed, and that he would dazzle them with the +light accumulated by his residence in a city. He was going to stay with +his grandmother, and he planned to make a long stay; for he was very +fond of her, and he liked the quiet and comfort of her pleasant house. +He must have gone back by the canal-packet, but his memory kept no +record of the fact, and afterward he knew only of having arrived, and of +searching about in a ghostly fashion for his old comrades. They may have +been at school; at any rate, he found very few of them; and with them he +was certainly strange enough; too strange, even. They received him with +a kind of surprise; and they could not begin playing together at once in +the old way. He went to all the places that were so dear to him; but he +felt in them the same kind of refusal, or reluctance, that he felt in +the boys. His heart began to ache again, he did not quite know why; +only it ached. When he went up from his grandmother's to look at the +Faulkner house, he realized that it was no longer home, and he could not +bear the sight of it. There were other people living in it; strange +voices sounded from the open doors, strange faces peered from the +windows. + +He came back to his grandmother's, bruised and defeated, and spent the +morning indoors reading. After dinner he went out again, and hunted up +that queer earth-spirit who had been so long and closely his only +friend. He at least was not changed; he was as unwashed and as unkempt +as ever; but he seemed shy of my poor boy. He had probably never been +shaken hands with in his life before; he dropped my boy's hand; and they +stood looking at each other, not knowing what to say. My boy had on his +best clothes, which he wore so as to affect the Boy's Town boys with the +full splendor of a city boy. After all, he was not so very splendid, but +his presence altogether was too much for the earth-spirit, and he +vanished out of his consciousness like an apparition. + +After school was out in the afternoon, he met more of the boys, but none +of them knew just what to do with him. The place that he had once had in +their lives was filled; he was an outsider, who might be suffered among +them, but he was no longer of them. He did not understand this at once, +nor well know what hurt him. But something was gone that could not be +called back, something lost that could not be found. + +At tea-time his grandfather came home and gravely made him welcome; the +uncle who was staying with them was jovially kind. But a heavy +homesickness weighed down the child's heart, which now turned from the +Boy's Town as longingly as it had turned toward it before. + +They all knelt down with the grandfather before they went to the table. +There had been a good many deaths from cholera during the day, and the +grandfather prayed for grace and help amid the pestilence that walketh +in darkness and wasteth at noonday in such a way that the boy felt there +would be very little of either for him unless he got home at once. All +through the meal that followed he was trying to find the courage to say +that he must go home. When he managed to say it, his grandmother and +aunt tried to comfort and coax him, and his uncle tried to shame him, +out of his homesickness, to joke it off, to make him laugh. But his +grandfather's tender heart was moved. He could not endure the child's +mute misery; he said he must go home if he wished. + +In half an hour the boy was on the canal-packet speeding homeward at the +highest pace of the three-horse team, and the Boy's Town was out of +sight. He could not sleep for excitement that night, and he came and +spent the time talking on quite equal terms with the steersman, one of +the canalers whom he had admired afar in earlier and simpler days. He +found him a very amiable fellow, by no means haughty, who began to tell +him funny stories, and who even let him take the helm for a while. The +rudder-handle was of polished iron, very different from the clumsy +wooden affair of a freight-boat; and the packet made in a single night +the distance which the boy's family had been nearly two days in +travelling when they moved away from the Boy's Town. + +He arrived home for breakfast a travelled and experienced person, and +wholly cured of that longing for his former home that had tormented him +before he revisited its scenes. He now fully gave himself up to his new +environment, and looked forward and not backward. I do not mean to say +that he ceased to love the Boy's Town; that he could not do and never +did. But he became more and more aware that the past was gone from him +forever, and that he could not return to it. He did not forget it, but +cherished its memories the more fondly for that reason. + +There was no bitterness in it, and no harm that he could not hope would +easily be forgiven him. He had often been foolish, and sometimes he had +been wicked; but he had never been such a little fool or such a little +sinner but he had wished for more sense and more grace. There are some +great fools and great sinners who try to believe in after-life that they +are the manlier men because they have been silly and mischievous boys, +but he has never believed that. He is glad to have had a boyhood fully +rounded out with all a boy's interests and pleasures, and he is glad +that his lines were cast in the Boy's Town; but he knows, or believes he +knows, that whatever is good in him now came from what was good in him +then; and he is sure that the town was delightful chiefly because his +home in it was happy. The town was small, and the boys there were hemmed +in by their inexperience and ignorance; but the simple home was large +with vistas that stretched to the ends of the earth, and it was serenely +bright with a father's reason and warm with a mother's love. + + +THE END + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Boy Life, by William Dean Howells + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK BOY LIFE *** + +***** This file should be named 25383.txt or 25383.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + https://www.gutenberg.org/2/5/3/8/25383/ + +Produced by David Edwards, Josephine Paolucci and the +Online Distributed Proofreading Team at https://www.pgdp.net. +(This file was produced from images generously made +available by The Internet Archive.) + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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