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diff --git a/old/hnrye10.txt b/old/hnrye10.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..364387b --- /dev/null +++ b/old/hnrye10.txt @@ -0,0 +1,19053 @@ +whitespaces; small checks; italics; poetry; dashes; + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ. + +A COLONEL IN THE SERVICE OF HER MAJESTY QUEEN ANNE + +WRITTEN BY HIMSELF + + +By William Makepeace Thackeray + + + +Boston, Estes and Lauriat, Publishers + + + +TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE + +WILLIAM BINGHAM, LORD ASHBURTON. + + +MY DEAR LORD, + +The writer of a book which copies the manners and language of Queen +Anne's time, must not omit the Dedication to the Patron; and I ask +leave to inscribe this volume to your Lordship, for the sake of the +great kindness and friendship which I owe to you and yours. + +My volume will reach you when the Author is on his voyage to a +country where your name is as well known as here. Wherever I am, I +shall gratefully regard you; and shall not be the less welcomed in +America because I am, + +Your obliged friend and servant, + +W. M. THACKERAY. + +LONDON, October 18, 1852. + + + + +PREFACE. + +THE ESMONDS OF VIRGINIA. + + +The estate of Castlewood, in Virginia, which was given to our +ancestors by King Charles the First, as some return for the +sacrifices made in his Majesty's cause by the Esmond family, lies +in Westmoreland county, between the rivers Potomac and +Rappahannock, and was once as great as an English Principality, +though in the early times its revenues were but small. Indeed, for +near eighty years after our forefathers possessed them, our +plantations were in the hands of factors, who enriched themselves +one after another, though a few scores of hogsheads of tobacco were +all the produce that, for long after the Restoration, our family +received from their Virginian estates. + +My dear and honored father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose history, +written by himself, is contained in the accompanying volume, came +to Virginia in the year 1718, built his house of Castlewood, and +here permanently settled. After a long stormy life in England, he +passed the remainder of his many years in peace and honor in this +country; how beloved and respected by all his fellow-citizens, how +inexpressibly dear to his family, I need not say. His whole life +was a benefit to all who were connected with him. He gave the best +example, the best advice, the most bounteous hospitality to his +friends; the tenderest care to his dependants; and bestowed on +those of his immediate family such a blessing of fatherly love and +protection as can never be thought of, by us, at least, without +veneration and thankfulness; and my sons' children, whether +established here in our Republic, or at home in the always beloved +mother country, from which our late quarrel hath separated us, may +surely be proud to be descended from one who in all ways was so +truly noble. + +My dear mother died in 1736, soon after our return from England, +whither my parents took me for my education; and where I made the +acquaintance of Mr. Warrington, whom my children never saw. When +it pleased heaven, in the bloom of his youth, and after but a few +months of a most happy union, to remove him from me, I owed my +recovery from the grief which that calamity caused me, mainly to my +dearest father's tenderness, and then to the blessing vouchsafed to +me in the birth of my two beloved boys. I know the fatal +differences which separated them in politics never disunited their +hearts; and as I can love them both, whether wearing the King's +colors or the Republic's, I am sure that they love me and one +another, and him above all, my father and theirs, the dearest +friend of their childhood, the noble gentleman who bred them from +their infancy in the practice and knowledge of Truth, and Love and +Honor. + +My children will never forget the appearance and figure of their +revered grandfather; and I wish I possessed the art of drawing +(which my papa had in perfection), so that I could leave to our +descendants a portrait of one who was so good and so respected. My +father was of a dark complexion, with a very great forehead and +dark hazel eyes, overhung by eyebrows which remained black long +after his hair was white. His nose was aquiline, his smile +extraordinary sweet. How well I remember it, and how little any +description I can write can recall his image! He was of rather low +stature, not being above five feet seven inches in height; he used +to laugh at my sons, whom he called his crutches, and say they were +grown too tall for him to lean upon. But small as he was, he had a +perfect grace and majesty of deportment, such as I have never seen +in this country, except perhaps in our friend Mr. Washington, and +commanded respect wherever he appeared. + +In all bodily exercises he excelled, and showed an extraordinary +quickness and agility. Of fencing he was especially fond, and made +my two boys proficient in that art; so much so, that when the +French came to this country with Monsieur Rochambeau, not one of +his officers was superior to my Henry, and he was not the equal of +my poor George, who had taken the King's side in our lamentable but +glorious war of independence. + +Neither my father nor my mother ever wore powder in their hair; +both their heads were as white as silver, as I can remember them. +My dear mother possessed to the last an extraordinary brightness +and freshness of complexion; nor would people believe that she did +not wear rouge. At sixty years of age she still looked young, and +was quite agile. It was not until after that dreadful siege of our +house by the Indians, which left me a widow ere I was a mother, +that my dear mother's health broke. She never recovered her terror +and anxiety of those days which ended so fatally for me, then a +bride scarce six months married, and died in my father's arms ere +my own year of widowhood was over. + +From that day, until the last of his dear and honored life, it was +my delight and consolation to remain with him as his comforter and +companion; and from those little notes which my mother hath made +here and there in the volume in which my father describes his +adventures in Europe, I can well understand the extreme devotion +with which she regarded him--a devotion so passionate and exclusive +as to prevent her, I think, from loving any other person except +with an inferior regard; her whole thoughts being centred on this +one object of affection and worship. I know that, before her, my +dear father did not show the love which he had for his daughter; +and in her last and most sacred moments, this dear and tender +parent owned to me her repentance that she had not loved me enough: +her jealousy even that my father should give his affection to any +but herself: and in the most fond and beautiful words of affection +and admonition, she bade me never to leave him, and to supply the +place which she was quitting. With a clear conscience, and a heart +inexpressibly thankful, I think I can say that I fulfilled those +dying commands, and that until his last hour my dearest father +never had to complain that his daughter's love and fidelity failed +him. + +And it is since I knew him entirely--for during my mother's life he +never quite opened himself to me--since I knew the value and +splendor of that affection which he bestowed upon me, that I have +come to understand and pardon what, I own, used to anger me in my +mother's lifetime, her jealousy respecting her husband's love. +'Twas a gift so precious, that no wonder she who had it was for +keeping it all, and could part with none of it, even to her +daughter. + +Though I never heard my father use a rough word, 'twas extraordinary +with how much awe his people regarded him; and the servants on our +plantation, both those assigned from England and the purchased +negroes, obeyed him with an eagerness such as the most severe +taskmasters round about us could never get from their people. He +was never familiar, though perfectly simple and natural; he was the +same with the meanest man as with the greatest, and as courteous to +a black slave-girl as to the Governor's wife. No one ever thought of +taking a liberty with him (except once a tipsy gentleman from York, +and I am bound to own that my papa never forgave him): he set the +humblest people at once on their ease with him, and brought down the +most arrogant by a grave satiric way, which made persons exceedingly +afraid of him. His courtesy was not put on like a Sunday suit, and +laid by when the company went away; it was always the same; as he +was always dressed the same, whether for a dinner by ourselves or +for a great entertainment. They say he liked to be the first in his +company; but what company was there in which he would not be first? +When I went to Europe for my education, and we passed a winter at +London with my half-brother, my Lord Castlewood and his second lady, +I saw at her Majesty's Court some of the most famous gentlemen of +those days; and I thought to myself none of these are better than my +papa; and the famous Lord Bolingbroke, who came to us from Dawley, +said as much, and that the men of that time were not like those of +his youth:--"Were your father, Madam," he said, "to go into the +woods, the Indians would elect him Sachem;" and his lordship was +pleased to call me Pocahontas. + +I did not see our other relative, Bishop Tusher's lady, of whom so +much is said in my papa's memoirs--although my mamma went to visit +her in the country. I have no pride (as I showed by complying with +my mother's request, and marrying a gentleman who was but the +younger son of a Suffolk Baronet), yet I own to A DECENT RESPECT +for my name, and wonder how one who ever bore it, should change it +for that of Mrs. THOMAS TUSHER. I pass over as odious and unworthy +of credit those reports (which I heard in Europe and was then too +young to understand), how this person, having LEFT HER FAMILY and +fled to Paris, out of jealousy of the Pretender betrayed his +secrets to my Lord Stair, King George's Ambassador, and nearly +caused the Prince's death there; how she came to England and +married this Mr. Tusher, and became a great favorite of King George +the Second, by whom Mr. Tusher was made a Dean, and then a Bishop. +I did not see the lady, who chose to remain AT HER PALACE all the +time we were in London; but after visiting her, my poor mamma said +she had lost all her good looks, and warned me not to set too much +store by any such gifts which nature had bestowed upon me. She +grew exceedingly stout; and I remember my brother's wife, Lady +Castlewood, saying--"No wonder she became a favorite, for the King +likes them old and ugly, as his father did before him." On which +papa said--"All women were alike; that there was never one so +beautiful as that one; and that we could forgive her everything but +her beauty." And hereupon my mamma looked vexed, and my Lord +Castlewood began to laugh; and I, of course, being a young +creature, could not understand what was the subject of their +conversation. + +After the circumstances narrated in the third book of these +Memoirs, my father and mother both went abroad, being advised by +their friends to leave the country in consequence of the +transactions which are recounted at the close of the volume of the +Memoirs. But my brother, hearing how the FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had +quitted Castlewood and joined the Pretender at Paris, pursued him, +and would have killed him, Prince as he was, had not the Prince +managed to make his escape. On his expedition to Scotland directly +after, Castlewood was so enraged against him that he asked leave to +serve as a volunteer, and join the Duke of Argyle's army in +Scotland, which the Pretender never had the courage to face; and +thenceforth my Lord was quite reconciled to the present reigning +family, from whom he hath even received promotion. + +Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry against the Pretender as any +of her relations could be, and used to boast, as I have heard, that +she not only brought back my Lord to the Church of England, but +procured the English peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of +our family at present enjoys. She was a great friend of Sir Robert +Walpole, and would not rest until her husband slept at Lambeth, my +papa used laughing to say. However, the Bishop died of apoplexy +suddenly, and his wife erected a great monument over him; and the +pair sleep under that stone, with a canopy of marble clouds and +angels above them--the first Mrs. Tusher lying sixty miles off at +Castlewood. + +But my papa's genius and education are both greater than any a +woman can be expected to have, and his adventures in Europe far +more exciting than his life in this country, which was passed in +the tranquil offices of love and duty; and I shall say no more by +way of introduction to his Memoirs, nor keep my children from the +perusal of a story which is much more interesting than that of +their affectionate old mother, + +RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. + +CASTLEWOOD, VIRGINIA, + +November 3, 1778. + + + +CONTENTS. + + +BOOK I. + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING +TRINITY COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +CHAPTER + +I. An Account of the Family of Esmond of Castlewood Hall + +II. Relates how Francis, Fourth Viscount, arrives at Castlewood + +III. Whither, in the time of Thomas, Third Viscount, I had preceded + him as Page to Isabella + +IV. I am placed under a Popish Priest and bred to that Religion.-- + Viscountess Castlewood + +V. My Superiors are engaged in Plots for the Restoration of King + James II + +VI. The Issue of the Plots.--The Death of Thomas, Third Viscount of + Castlewood; and the Imprisonment of his Viscountess + +VII. I am left at Castlewood an Orphan, and find most kind + Protectors there + +VIII. After Good Fortune comes Evil + +IX. I have the Small-pox, and prepare to leave Castlewood + +X. I go to Cambridge, and do but little Good there + +XI. I come home for a Holiday to Castlewood, and find a Skeleton in + the House + +XII. My Lord Mohun comes among us for no Good + +XIII. My Lord leaves us and his Evil behind him + +XIV. We ride after him to London + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING +TO THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + +I. I am in Prison, and Visited, but not Consoled there + +II. I come to the End of my Captivity, but not of my Trouble + +III. I take the Queen's Pay in Quin's Regiment + +IV. Recapitulations + +V. I go on the Vigo Bay Expedition, taste Salt Water and smell + Powder + +VI. The 29th December + +VII. I am made Welcome at Walcote + +VIII. Family Talk + +IX. I make the Campaign of 1704 + +X. An Old Story about a Fool and a Woman + +XI. The famous Mr. Joseph Addison + +XII. I get a Company in the Campaign of 1706 + +XIII. I meet an Old Acquaintance in Flanders, and find my Mother's + Grave and my own Cradle there + +XIV. The Campaign of 1707, 1708 + +XV. General Webb wins the Battle of Wynendael + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + +I. I come to an End of my Battles and Bruises + +II. I go Home, and harp on the Old String + +III. A Paper out of the "Spectator" + +IV. Beatrix's New Suitor + +V. Mohun appears for the Last Time in this History + +VI. Poor Beatrix + +VII. I visit Castlewood once more + +VIII. I travel to France and bring Home a Portrait of Rigaud + +IX. The Original of the Portrait comes to England + +X. We entertain a very Distinguished Guest at Kensington + +XI. Our Guest quits us as not being Hospitable enough + +XII. A great Scheme, and who Balked it + +XIII. August 1st, 1714 + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND. + + + + +BOOK I + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING +TRINITY COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, piped their iambics to +a tune, speaking from under a mask, and wearing stilts and a great +head-dress. 'Twas thought the dignity of the Tragic Muse required +these appurtenances, and that she was not to move except to a +measure and cadence. So Queen Medea slew her children to a slow +music: and King Agamemnon perished in a dying fall (to use Mr. +Dryden's words): the Chorus standing by in a set attitude, and +rhythmically and decorously bewailing the fates of those great +crowned persons. The Muse of History hath encumbered herself with +ceremony as well as her Sister of the Theatre. She too wears the +mask and the cothurnus, and speaks to measure. She too, in our +age, busies herself with the affairs only of kings; waiting on them +obsequiously and stately, as if she were but a mistress of court +ceremonies, and had nothing to do with the registering of the +affairs of the common people. I have seen in his very old age and +decrepitude the old French King Lewis the Fourteenth, the type and +model of kinghood--who never moved but to measure, who lived and +died according to the laws of his Court-marshal, persisting in +enacting through life the part of Hero; and, divested of poetry, +this was but a little wrinkled old man, pock-marked, and with a +great periwig and red heels to make him look tall--a hero for a +book if you like, or for a brass statue or a painted ceiling, a god +in a Roman shape, but what more than a man for Madame Maintenon, or +the barber who shaved him, or Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I +wonder shall History ever pull off her periwig and cease to be +court-ridden? Shall we see something of France and England besides +Versailles and Windsor? I saw Queen Anne at the latter place +tearing down the Park slopes, after her stag-hounds, and driving +her one-horse chaise--a hot, red-faced woman, not in the least +resembling that statue of her which turns its stone back upon St. +Paul's, and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate Hill. She was +neither better bred nor wiser than you and me, though we knelt to +hand her a letter or a wash-hand basin. Why shall History go on +kneeling to the end of time? I am for having her rise up off her +knees, and take a natural posture: not to be for ever performing +cringes and congees like a court-chamberlain, and shuffling +backwards out of doors in the presence of the sovereign. In a +word, I would have History familiar rather than heroic: and think +that Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will give our children a much +better idea of the manners of the present age in England, than the +Court Gazette and the newspapers which we get thence. + +There was a German officer of Webb's, with whom we used to joke, +and of whom a story (whereof I myself was the author) was got to be +believed in the army, that he was eldest son of the hereditary +Grand Bootjack of the Empire, and the heir to that honor of which +his ancestors had been very proud, having been kicked for twenty +generations by one imperial foot, as they drew the boot from the +other. I have heard that the old Lord Castlewood, of part of whose +family these present volumes are a chronicle, though he came of +quite as good blood as the Stuarts whom he served (and who as +regards mere lineage are no better than a dozen English and +Scottish houses I could name), was prouder of his post about the +Court than of his ancestral honors, and valued his dignity (as Lord +of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset) so highly, that he +cheerfully ruined himself for the thankless and thriftless race who +bestowed it. He pawned his plate for King Charles the First, +mortgaged his property for the same cause, and lost the greater +part of it by fines and sequestration: stood a siege of his castle +by Ireton, where his brother Thomas capitulated (afterward making +terms with the Commonwealth, for which the elder brother never +forgave him), and where his second brother Edward, who had embraced +the ecclesiastical profession, was slain on Castlewood Tower, being +engaged there both as preacher and artilleryman. This resolute old +loyalist, who was with the King whilst his house was thus being +battered down, escaped abroad with his only son, then a boy, to +return and take a part in Worcester fight. On that fatal field +Eustace Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled from it once more +into exile, and henceforward, and after the Restoration, never was +away from the Court of the monarch (for whose return we offer +thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold his country and who took bribes +of the French king. + +What spectacle is more august than that of a great king in exile? +Who is more worthy of respect than a brave man in misfortune? Mr. +Addison has painted such a figure in his noble piece of Cato. But +suppose fugitive Cato fuddling himself at a tavern with a wench on +each knee, a dozen faithful and tipsy companions of defeat, and a +landlord calling out for his bill; and the dignity of misfortune is +straightway lost. The Historical Muse turns away shamefaced from +the vulgar scene, and closes the door--on which the exile's unpaid +drink is scored up--upon him and his pots and his pipes, and the +tavern-chorus which he and his friends are singing. Such a man as +Charles should have had an Ostade or Mieris to paint him. Your +Knellers and Le Bruns only deal in clumsy and impossible allegories: +and it hath always seemed to me blasphemy to claim Olympus for +such a wine-drabbled divinity as that. + +About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood--orphan of his +son, ruined by his fidelity, bearing many wounds and marks of +bravery, old and in exile--his kinsmen I suppose should be silent; +nor if this patriarch fell down in his cups, call fie upon him, and +fetch passers-by to laugh at his red face and white hairs. What! +does a stream rush out of a mountain free and pure, to roll through +fair pastures, to feed and throw out bright tributaries, and to end +in a village gutter? Lives that have noble commencements have +often no better endings; it is not without a kind of awe and +reverence that an observer should speculate upon such careers as he +traces the course of them. I have seen too much of success in life +to take off my hat and huzzah to it as it passes in its gilt coach: +and would do my little part with my neighbors on foot, that they +should not gape with too much wonder, nor applaud too loudly. Is +it the Lord Mayor going in state to mince-pies and the Mansion +House? Is it poor Jack of Newgate's procession, with the sheriff +and javelin-men, conducting him on his last journey to Tyburn? I +look into my heart and think that I sin as good as my Lord Mayor, +and know I am as bad as Tyburn Jack. Give me a chain and red gown +and a pudding before me, and I could play the part of Alderman very +well, and sentence Jack after dinner. Starve me, keep me from +books and honest people, educate me to love dice, gin, and +pleasure, and put me on Hounslow Heath, with a purse before me, and +I will take it. "And I shall be deservedly hanged," say you, +wishing to put an end to this prosing. I don't say No. I can't +but accept the world as I find it, including a rope's end, as long +as it is in fashion. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF ESMOND OF CASTLEWOOD HALL. + + +When Francis, fourth Viscount Castlewood, came to his title, and +presently after to take possession of his house of Castlewood, +county Hants, in the year 1691, almost the only tenant of the place +besides the domestics was a lad of twelve years of age, of whom no +one seemed to take any note until my Lady Viscountess lighted upon +him, going over the house with the housekeeper on the day of her +arrival. The boy was in the room known as the Book-room, or Yellow +Gallery, where the portraits of the family used to hang, that fine +piece among others of Sir Antonio Van Dyck of George, second +Viscount, and that by Mr. Dobson of my lord the third Viscount, +just deceased, which it seems his lady and widow did not think fit +to carry away, when she sent for and carried off to her house at +Chelsey, near to London, the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, +in which her ladyship was represented as a huntress of Diana's +court. + +The new and fair lady of Castlewood found the sad, lonely, little +occupant of this gallery busy over his great book, which he laid +down when he was aware that a stranger was at hand. And, knowing +who that person must be, the lad stood up and bowed before her, +performing a shy obeisance to the mistress of his house. + +She stretched out her hand--indeed when was it that that hand would +not stretch out to do an act of kindness, or to protect grief and +ill-fortune? "And this is our kinsman," she said "and what is your +name, kinsman?" + +"My name is Henry Esmond," said the lad, looking up at her in a +sort of delight and wonder, for she had come upon him as a Dea +certe, and appeared the most charming object he had ever looked on. +Her golden hair was shining in the gold of the sun; her complexion +was of a dazzling bloom; her lips smiling, and her eyes beaming +with a kindness which made Harry Esmond's heart to beat with +surprise. + +"His name is Henry Esmond, sure enough, my lady," says Mrs. +Worksop, the housekeeper (an old tyrant whom Henry Esmond plagued +more than he hated), and the old gentlewoman looked significantly +towards the late lord's picture, as it now is in the family, noble +and severe-looking, with his hand on his sword, and his order on +his cloak, which he had from the Emperor during the war on the +Danube against the Turk. + +Seeing the great and undeniable likeness between this portrait and +the lad, the new Viscountess, who had still hold of the boy's hand +as she looked at the picture, blushed and dropped the hand quickly, +and walked down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop. + +When the lady came back, Harry Esmond stood exactly in the same +spot, and with his hand as it had fallen when he dropped it on his +black coat. + +Her heart melted, I suppose (indeed she hath since owned as much), +at the notion that she should do anything unkind to any mortal, +great or small; for, when she returned, she had sent away the +housekeeper upon an errand by the door at the farther end of the +gallery; and, coming back to the lad, with a look of infinite pity +and tenderness in her eyes, she took his hand again, placing her +other fair hand on his head, and saying some words to him, which +were so kind, and said in a voice so sweet, that the boy, who had +never looked upon so much beauty before, felt as if the touch of a +superior being or angel smote him down to the ground, and kissed +the fair protecting hand as he knelt on one knee. To the very last +hour of his life, Esmond remembered the lady as she then spoke and +looked, the rings on her fair hands, the very scent of her robe, +the beam of her eyes lighting up with surprise and kindness, her +lips blooming in a smile, the sun making a golden halo round her +hair. + +As the boy was yet in this attitude of humility, enters behind him +a portly gentleman, with a little girl of four years old in his +hand. The gentleman burst into a great laugh at the lady and her +adorer, with his little queer figure, his sallow face, and long +black hair. The lady blushed, and seemed to deprecate his ridicule +by a look of appeal to her husband, for it was my Lord Viscount who +now arrived, and whom the lad knew, having once before seen him in +the late lord's lifetime. + +"So this is the little priest" says my lord, looking down at the +lad; "welcome, kinsman." + +"He is saying his prayers to mamma," says the little girl, who came +up to her papa's knees; and my lord burst out into another great +laugh at this, and kinsman Henry looked very silly. He invented a +half-dozen of speeches in reply, but 'twas months afterwards when +he thought of this adventure: as it was, he had never a word in +answer. + +"Le pauvre enfant, il n'a que nous," says the lady, looking to her +lord; and the boy, who understood her, though doubtless she thought +otherwise, thanked her with all his heart for her kind speech. + +"And he shan't want for friends here," says my lord in a kind +voice, "shall he, little Trix?" + +The little girl, whose name was Beatrix, and whom her papa called +by this diminutive, looked at Henry Esmond solemnly, with a pair of +large eyes, and then a smile shone over her face, which was as +beautiful as that of a cherub, and she came up and put out a little +hand to him. A keen and delightful pang of gratitude, happiness, +affection, filled the orphan child's heart, as he received from the +protectors, whom heaven had sent to him, these touching words and +tokens of friendliness and kindness. But an hour since, he had +felt quite alone in the world: when he heard the great peal of +bells from Castlewood church ringing that morning to welcome the +arrival of the new lord and lady, it had rung only terror and +anxiety to him, for he knew not how the new owner would deal with +him; and those to whom he formerly looked for protection were +forgotten or dead. Pride and doubt too had kept him within-doors, +when the Vicar and the people of the village, and the servants of +the house, had gone out to welcome my Lord Castlewood--for Henry +Esmond was no servant, though a dependant; no relative, though he +bore the name and inherited the blood of the house; and in the +midst of the noise and acclamations attending the arrival of the +new lord (for whom, you may be sure, a feast was got ready, and +guns were fired, and tenants and domestics huzzahed when his +carriage approached and rolled into the court-yard of the hall), no +one ever took any notice of young Henry Esmond, who sat unobserved +and alone in the Book-room, until the afternoon of that day, when +his new friends found him. + +When my lord and lady were going away thence, the little girl, +still holding her kinsman by the hand, bade him to come too. "Thou +wilt always forsake an old friend for a new one, Trix," says her +father to her good-naturedly; and went into the gallery, giving an +arm to his lady. They passed thence through the music-gallery, +long since dismantled, and Queen Elizabeth's Rooms, in the clock-tower, and out into the terrace, where was a fine prospect of +sunset and the great darkling woods with a cloud of rooks +returning; and the plain and river with Castlewood village beyond, +and purple hills beautiful to look at--and the little heir of +Castlewood, a child of two years old, was already here on the +terrace in his nurse's arms, from whom he ran across the grass +instantly he perceived his mother, and came to her. + +"If thou canst not be happy here," says my lord, looking round at +the scene, "thou art hard to please, Rachel." + +"I am happy where you are," she said, "but we were happiest of all +at Walcote Forest." Then my lord began to describe what was before +them to his wife, and what indeed little Harry knew better than he--viz., the history of the house: how by yonder gate the page ran +away with the heiress of Castlewood, by which the estate came into +the present family; how the Roundheads attacked the clock-tower, +which my lord's father was slain in defending. "I was but two +years old then," says he, "but take forty-six from ninety, and how +old shall I be, kinsman Harry?" + +"Thirty," says his wife, with a laugh. + +"A great deal too old for you, Rachel," answers my lord, looking +fondly down at her. Indeed she seemed to be a girl, and was at +that time scarce twenty years old. + +"You know, Frank, I will do anything to please you," says she, "and +I promise you I will grow older every day." + +"You mustn't call papa, Frank; you must call papa my lord now," +says Miss Beatrix, with a toss of her little head; at which the +mother smiled, and the good-natured father laughed, and the little +trotting boy laughed, not knowing why--but because he was happy, no +doubt--as every one seemed to be there. How those trivial +incidents and words, the landscape and sunshine, and the group of +people smiling and talking, remain fixed on the memory! + +As the sun was setting, the little heir was sent in the arms of his +nurse to bed, whither he went howling; but little Trix was promised +to sit to supper that night--"and you will come too, kinsman, won't +you?" she said. + +Harry Esmond blushed: "I--I have supper with Mrs. Worksop," says +he. + +"D--n it," says my lord, "thou shalt sup with us, Harry, to-night! +Shan't refuse a lady, shall he, Trix?"--and they all wondered at +Harry's performance as a trencher-man, in which character the poor +boy acquitted himself very remarkably; for the truth is he had had +no dinner, nobody thinking of him in the bustle which the house was +in, during the preparations antecedent to the new lord's arrival. + +"No dinner! poor dear child!" says my lady, heaping up his plate +with meat, and my lord, filling a bumper for him, bade him call a +health; on which Master Harry, crying "The King," tossed off the +wine. My lord was ready to drink that, and most other toasts: +indeed only too ready. He would not hear of Doctor Tusher (the +Vicar of Castlewood, who came to supper) going away when the +sweetmeats were brought: he had not had a chaplain long enough, he +said, to be tired of him: so his reverence kept my lord company for +some hours over a pipe and a punch-bowl; and went away home with +rather a reeling gait, and declaring a dozen of times, that his +lordship's affability surpassed every kindness he had ever had from +his lordship's gracious family. + +As for young Esmond, when he got to his little chamber, it was with +a heart full of surprise and gratitude towards the new friends whom +this happy day had brought him. He was up and watching long before +the house was astir, longing to see that fair lady and her +children--that kind protector and patron: and only fearful lest +their welcome of the past night should in any way be withdrawn or +altered. But presently little Beatrix came out into the garden, +and her mother followed, who greeted Harry as kindly as before. He +told her at greater length the histories of the house (which he had +been taught in the old lord's time), and to which she listened with +great interest; and then he told her, with respect to the night +before, that he understood French, and thanked her for her +protection. + +"Do you?" says she, with a blush; "then, sir, you shall teach me +and Beatrix." And she asked him many more questions regarding +himself, which had best be told more fully and explicitly than in +those brief replies which the lad made to his mistress's questions. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +RELATES HOW FRANCIS, FOURTH VISCOUNT, ARRIVES AT CASTLEWOOD. + + +'Tis known that the name of Esmond and the estate of Castlewood, +com. Hants, came into possession of the present family through +Dorothea, daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, +and Lord of Castlewood, which lady married, 23 Eliz., Henry Poyns, +gent.; the said Henry being then a page in the household of her +father. Francis, son and heir of the above Henry and Dorothea, who +took the maternal name which the family hath borne subsequently, +was made Knight and Baronet by King James the First; and being of a +military disposition, remained long in Germany with the Elector-Palatine, in whose service Sir Francis incurred both expense and +danger, lending large sums of money to that unfortunate Prince; and +receiving many wounds in the battles against the Imperialists, in +which Sir Francis engaged. + +On his return home Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and +many sacrifices, by his late Majesty James the First, who +graciously conferred upon this tried servant the post of Warden of +the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which high and +confidential office he filled in that king's and his unhappy +successor's reign. + +His age, and many wounds and infirmities, obliged Sir Francis to +perform much of his duty by deputy: and his son, Sir George Esmond, +knight and banneret, first as his father's lieutenant, and +afterwards as inheritor of his father's title and dignity, +performed this office during almost the whole of the reign of King +Charles the First, and his two sons who succeeded him. + +Sir George Esmond married, rather beneath the rank that a person of +his name and honor might aspire to, the daughter of Thos. Topham, +of the city of London, alderman and goldsmith, who, taking the +Parliamentary side in the troubles then commencing, disappointed +Sir George of the property which he expected at the demise of his +father-in-law, who devised his money to his second daughter, +Barbara, a spinster. + +Sir George Esmond, on his part, was conspicuous for his attachment +and loyalty to the Royal cause and person: and the King being at +Oxford in 1642, Sir George, with the consent of his father, then +very aged and infirm, and residing at his house of Castlewood, +melted the whole of the family plate for his Majesty's service. + +For this, and other sacrifices and merits, his Majesty, by patent +under the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, Jan., 1643, was pleased to +advance Sir Francis Esmond to the dignity of Viscount Castlewood, +of Shandon, in Ireland: and the Viscount's estate being much +impoverished by loans to the King, which in those troublesome times +his Majesty could not repay, a grant of land in the plantations of +Virginia was given to the Lord Viscount.; part of which land is in +possession of descendants of his family to the present day. + +The first Viscount Castlewood died full of years, and within a few +months after he had been advanced to his honors. He was succeeded +by his eldest son, the before-named George; and left issue besides, +Thomas, a colonel in the King's army, who afterwards joined the +Usurper's Government; and Francis, in holy orders, who was slain +whilst defending the House of Castlewood against the Parliament, +anno 1647. + +George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), of King Charles the +First's time, had no male issue save his one son, Eustace Esmond, +who was killed, with half of the Castlewood men beside him, at +Worcester fight. The lands about Castlewood were sold and +apportioned to the Commonwealth men; Castlewood being concerned in +almost all of the plots against the Protector, after the death of +the King, and up to King Charles the Second's restoration. My lord +followed that king's Court about in its exile, having ruined +himself in its service. He had but one daughter, who was of no +great comfort to her father; for misfortune had not taught those +exiles sobriety of life; and it is said that the Duke of York and +his brother the King both quarrelled about Isabel Esmond. She was +maid of honor to the Queen Henrietta Maria; she early joined the +Roman Church; her father, a weak man, following her not long after +at Breda. + +On the death of Eustace Esmond at Worcester, Thomas Esmond, nephew +to my Lord Castlewood, and then a stripling, became heir to the +title. His father had taken the Parliament side in the quarrels, +and so had been estranged from the chief of his house; and my Lord +Castlewood was at first so much enraged to think that his title +(albeit little more than an empty one now) should pass to a +rascally Roundhead, that he would have married again, and indeed +proposed to do so to a vintner's daughter at Bruges, to whom his +lordship owed a score for lodging when the King was there, but for +fear of the laughter of the Court, and the anger of his daughter, +of whom he stood in awe; for she was in temper as imperious and +violent as my lord, who was much enfeebled by wounds and drinking, +was weak. + +Lord Castlewood would have had a match between his daughter Isabel +and her cousin, the son of that Francis Esmond who was killed at +Castlewood siege. And the lady, it was said, took a fancy to the +young man, who was her junior by several years (which circumstance +she did not consider to be a fault in him); but having paid his +court, and being admitted to the intimacy of the house, he suddenly +flung up his suit, when it seemed to be pretty prosperous, without +giving a pretext for his behavior. His friends rallied him at what +they laughingly chose to call his infidelity; Jack Churchill, Frank +Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal Regiment of Foot-guards, getting +the company which Esmond vacated, when he left the Court and went +to Tangier in a rage at discovering that his promotion depended on +the complaisance of his elderly affianced bride. He and Churchill, +who had been condiscipuli at St. Paul's School, had words about +this matter; and Frank Esmond said to him with an oath, "Jack, your +sister may be so-and-so, but by Jove my wife shan't!" and swords +were drawn, and blood drawn too, until friends separated them on +this quarrel. Few men were so jealous about the point of honor in +those days; and gentlemen of good birth and lineage thought a royal +blot was an ornament to their family coat. Frank Esmond retired in +the sulks, first to Tangier, whence he returned after two years' +service, settling on a small property he had of his mother, near to +Winchester, and became a country gentleman, and kept a pack of +beagles, and never came to Court again in King Charles's time. But +his uncle Castlewood was never reconciled to him; nor, for some +time afterwards, his cousin whom he had refused. + +By places, pensions, bounties from France, and gifts from the King, +whilst his daughter was in favor, Lord Castlewood, who had spent in +the Royal service his youth and fortune, did not retrieve the +latter quite, and never cared to visit Castlewood, or repair it, +since the death of his son, but managed to keep a good house, and +figure at Court, and to save a considerable sum of ready money. + +And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, began to bid for his +uncle's favor. Thomas had served with the Emperor, and with the +Dutch, when King Charles was compelled to lend troops to the +States; and against them, when his Majesty made an alliance with +the French King. In these campaigns Thomas Esmond was more +remarked for duelling, brawling, vice, and play, than for any +conspicuous gallantry in the field, and came back to England, like +many another English gentleman who has travelled, with a character +by no means improved by his foreign experience. He had dissipated +his small paternal inheritance of a younger brother's portion, and, +as truth must be told, was no better than a hanger-on of +ordinaries, and a brawler about Alsatia and the Friars, when he +bethought him of a means of mending his fortune. + +His cousin was now of more than middle age, and had nobody's word +but her own for the beauty which she said she once possessed. She +was lean, and yellow, and long in the tooth; all the red and white +in all the toy-shops in London could not make a beauty of her--Mr. +Killigrew called her the Sybil, the death's-head put up at the +King's feast as a memento mori, &c.--in fine, a woman who might be +easy of conquest, but whom only a very bold man would think of +conquering. This bold man was Thomas Esmond. He had a fancy to my +Lord Castlewood's savings, the amount of which rumor had very much +exaggerated. Madame Isabel was said to have Royal jewels of great +value; whereas poor Tom Esmond's last coat but one was in pawn. + +My lord had at this time a fine house in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, nigh +to the Duke's Theatre and the Portugal ambassador's chapel. Tom +Esmond, who had frequented the one as long as he had money to spend +among the actresses, now came to the church as assiduously. He +looked so lean and shabby, that he passed without difficulty for a +repentant sinner; and so, becoming converted, you may be sure took +his uncle's priest for a director. + +This charitable father reconciled him with the old lord, his uncle, +who a short time before would not speak to him, as Tom passed under +my lord's coach window, his lordship going in state to his place at +Court, while his nephew slunk by with his battered hat and feather, +and the point of his rapier sticking out of the scabbard--to his +twopenny ordinary in Bell Yard. + +Thomas Esmond, after this reconciliation with his uncle, very soon +began to grow sleek, and to show signs of the benefits of good +living and clean linen. He fasted rigorously twice a week, to be +sure; but he made amends on the other days: and, to show how great +his appetite was, Mr. Wycherley said, he ended by swallowing that +fly-blown rank old morsel his cousin. There were endless jokes and +lampoons about this marriage at Court: but Tom rode thither in his +uncle's coach now, called him father, and having won could afford +to laugh. This marriage took place very shortly before King +Charles died: whom the Viscount of Castlewood speedily followed. + +The issue of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched +with an intense eagerness and care; but who, in spite of nurses and +physicians, had only a brief existence. His tainted blood did not +run very long in his poor feeble little body. Symptoms of evil +broke out early on him; and, part from flattery, part superstition, +nothing would satisfy my lord and lady, especially the latter, but +having the poor little cripple touched by his Majesty at his +church. They were ready to cry out miracle at first (the doctors +and quack-salvers being constantly in attendance on the child, and +experimenting on his poor little body with every conceivable +nostrum) but though there seemed, from some reason, a notable +amelioration in the infant's health after his Majesty touched him, +in a few weeks afterward the poor thing died--causing the +lampooners of the Court to say, that the King, in expelling evil +out of the infant of Tom Esmond and Isabella his wife, expelled the +life out of it, which was nothing but corruption. + +The mother's natural pang at losing this poor little child must +have been increased when she thought of her rival Frank Esmond's +wife, who was a favorite of the whole Court, where my poor Lady +Castlewood was neglected, and who had one child, a daughter, +flourishing and beautiful, and was about to become a mother once +more. + +The Court, as I have heard, only laughed the more because the poor +lady, who had pretty well passed the age when ladies are accustomed +to have children, nevertheless determined not to give hope up, and +even when she came to live at Castlewood, was constantly sending +over to Hexton for the doctor, and announcing to her friends the +arrival of an heir. This absurdity of hers was one amongst many +others which the wags used to play upon. Indeed, to the last days +of her life, my Lady Viscountess had the comfort of fancying +herself beautiful, and persisted in blooming up to the very midst +of winter, painting roses on her cheeks long after their natural +season, and attiring herself like summer though her head was +covered with snow. + +Gentlemen who were about the Court of King Charles, and King James, +have told the present writer a number of stories about this queer +old lady, with which it's not necessary that posterity should be +entertained. She is said to have had great powers of invective +and, if she fought with all her rivals in King James's favor, 'tis +certain she must have had a vast number of quarrels on her hands. +She was a woman of an intrepid spirit, and, it appears, pursued and +rather fatigued his Majesty with her rights and her wrongs. Some +say that the cause of her leaving Court was jealousy of Frank +Esmond's wife: others, that she was forced to retreat after a great +battle which took place at Whitehall, between her ladyship and Lady +Dorchester, Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King delighted to +honor, and in which that ill-favored Esther got the better of our +elderly Vashti. But her ladyship, for her part, always averred +that it was her husband's quarrel, and not her own, which +occasioned the banishment of the two into the country; and the +cruel ingratitude of the Sovereign in giving away, out of the +family, that place of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the +King's Posset, which the two last Lords Castlewood had held so +honorably, and which was now conferred upon a fellow of yesterday, +and a hanger-on of that odious Dorchester creature, my Lord +Bergamot;* "I never," said my lady, could have come to see his +Majesty's posset carried by any other hand than an Esmond. I +should have dashed the salver out of Lord Bergamot's hand, had I +met him." And those who knew her ladyship are aware that she was a +person quite capable of performing this feat, had she not wisely +kept out of the way. + +/* + * Lionel Tipton, created Baron Bergamot, ann. 1686, + Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and afterwards appointed + Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (on + the decease of George, second Viscount Castlewood), + accompanied his Majesty to St. Germain's, where he died + without issue. No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the + Prince of Orange, nor hath there been such an officer in any + succeeding reign. +*/ + +Holding the purse-strings in her own control, to which, indeed, she +liked to bring most persons who came near her, Lady Castlewood +could command her husband's obedience, and so broke up her +establishment at London; she had removed from Lincoln's-Inn-Fields +to Chelsey, to a pretty new house she bought there; and brought her +establishment, her maids, lap-dogs, and gentlewomen, her priest, +and his lordship her husband, to Castlewood Hall, that she had +never seen since she quitted it as a child with her father during +the troubles of King Charles the First's reign. The walls were +still open in the old house as they had been left by the shot of +the Commonwealthmen. A part of the mansion was restored and +furbished up with the plate, hangings, and furniture brought from +the house in London. My lady meant to have a triumphal entry into +Castlewood village, and expected the people to cheer as she drove +over the Green in her great coach, my lord beside her, her +gentlewomen, lap-dogs, and cockatoos on the opposite seat, six +horses to her carriage, and servants armed and mounted following it +and preceding it. But 'twas in the height of the No-Popery cry; +the folks in the village and the neighboring town were scared by +the sight of her ladyship's painted face and eyelids, as she bobbed +her head out of the coach window, meaning, no doubt, to be very +gracious; and one old woman said, "Lady Isabel! lord-a-mercy, it's +Lady Jezebel!" a name by which the enemies of the right honorable +Viscountess were afterwards in the habit of designating her. The +country was then in a great No-Popery fervor; her ladyship's known +conversion, and her husband's, the priest in her train, and the +service performed at the chapel of Castlewood (though the chapel +had been built for that worship before any other was heard of in +the country, and though the service was performed in the most quiet +manner), got her no favor at first in the county or village. By +far the greater part of the estate of Castlewood had been +confiscated, and been parcelled out to Commonwealthmen. One or two +of these old Cromwellian soldiers were still alive in the village, +and looked grimly at first upon my Lady Viscountess, when she came +to dwell there. + +She appeared at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her lord after her, +scaring the country folks with the splendor of her diamonds, which +she always wore in public. They said she wore them in private, +too, and slept with them round her neck; though the writer can +pledge his word that this was a calumny. "If she were to take them +off," my Lady Sark said, "Tom Esmond, her husband, would run away +with them and pawn them." 'Twas another calumny. My Lady Sark was +also an exile from Court, and there had been war between the two +ladies before. + +The village people began to be reconciled presently to their lady, +who was generous and kind, though fantastic and haughty, in her +ways; and whose praises Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, sounded loudly +amongst his flock. As for my lord, he gave no great trouble, being +considered scarce more than an appendage to my lady, who, as +daughter of the old lords of Castlewood, and possessor of vast +wealth, as the country folks said (though indeed nine-tenths of it +existed but in rumor), was looked upon as the real queen of the +Castle, and mistress of all it contained. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +WHITHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD PRECEDED HIM +AS PAGE TO ISABELLA. + + +Coming up to London again some short time after this retreat, the +Lord Castlewood despatched a retainer of his to a little Cottage in +the village of Ealing, near to London, where for some time had +dwelt an old French refugee, by name Mr. Pastoureau, one of those +whom the persecution of the Huguenots by the French king had +brought over to this country. With this old man lived a little +lad, who went by the name of Henry Thomas. He remembered to have +lived in another place a short time before, near to London too, +amongst looms and spinning-wheels, and a great deal of psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole colony of Frenchmen. + +There he had a dear, dear friend, who died, and whom he called +Aunt. She used to visit him in his dreams sometimes; and her face, +though it was homely, was a thousand times dearer to him than that +of Mrs. Pastoureau, Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who came to +live with him after aunt went away. And there, at Spittlefields, +as it used to be called, lived Uncle George, who was a weaver too, +but used to tell Harry that he was a little gentleman, and that his +father was a captain, and his mother an angel. + +When he said so, Bon Papa used to look up from the loom, where he +was embroidering beautiful silk flowers, and say, "Angel! she +belongs to the Babylonish scarlet woman." Bon Papa was always +talking of the scarlet woman. He had a little room where he always +used to preach and sing hymns out of his great old nose. Little +Harry did not like the preaching; he liked better the fine stories +which aunt used to tell him. Bon Papa's wife never told him pretty +stories; she quarrelled with Uncle George, and he went away. + +After this, Harry's Bon Papa and his wife and two children of her +own that she brought with her, came to live at Ealing. The new +wife gave her children the best of everything, and Harry many a +whipping, he knew not why. Besides blows, he got ill names from +her, which need not be set down here, for the sake of old Mr. +Pastoureau, who was still kind sometimes. The unhappiness of those +days is long forgiven, though they cast a shade of melancholy over +the child's youth, which will accompany him, no doubt, to the end +of his days: as those tender twigs are bent the trees grow +afterward; and he, at least, who has suffered as a child, and is +not quite perverted in that early school of unhappiness, learns to +be gentle and long-suffering with little children. + +Harry was very glad when a gentleman dressed in black, on +horseback, with a mounted servant behind him, came to fetch him +away from Ealing. The noverca, or unjust stepmother, who had +neglected him for her own two children, gave him supper enough the +night before he went away, and plenty in the morning. She did not +beat him once, and told the children to keep their hands off him. +One was a girl, and Harry never could bear to strike a girl; and +the other was a boy, whom he could easily have beat, but he always +cried out, when Mrs. Pastoureau came sailing to the rescue with +arms like a flail. She only washed Harry's face the day he went +away; nor ever so much as once boxed his ears. She whimpered +rather when the gentleman in black came for the boy; and old Mr. +Pastoureau, as he gave the child his blessing, scowled over his +shoulder at the strange gentleman, and grumbled out something about +Babylon and the scarlet lady. He was grown quite old, like a child +almost. Mrs. Pastoureau used to wipe his nose as she did to the +children. She was a great, big, handsome young woman; but, though +she pretended to cry, Harry thought 'twas only a sham, and sprung +quite delighted upon the horse upon which the lackey helped him. + +He was a Frenchman; his name was Blaise. The child could talk to +him in his own language perfectly well: he knew it better than +English indeed, having lived hitherto chiefly among French people: +and being called the Little Frenchman by other boys on Ealing +Green. He soon learnt to speak English perfectly, and to forget +some of his French: children forget easily. Some earlier and +fainter recollections the child had of a different country; and a +town with tall white houses: and a ship. But these were quite +indistinct in the boy's mind, as indeed the memory of Ealing soon +became, at least of much that he suffered there. + +The lackey before whom he rode was very lively and voluble, and +informed the boy that the gentleman riding before him was my lord's +chaplain, Father Holt--that he was now to be called Master Harry +Esmond--that my Lord Viscount Castlewood was his parrain--that he +was to live at the great house of Castlewood, in the province +of ----shire, where he would see Madame the Viscountess, who was +a grand lady. And so, seated on a cloth before Blaise's saddle, +Harry Esmond was brought to London, and to a fine square called +Covent Garden, near to which his patron lodged. + +Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand, and brought him +to this nobleman, a grand languid nobleman in a great cap and +flowered morning-gown, sucking oranges. He patted Harry on the +head and gave him an orange. + +"C'est bien ca," he said to the priest after eying the child, and +the gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders. + +"Let Blaise take him out for a holiday," and out for a holiday the +boy and the valet went. Harry went jumping along; he was glad +enough to go. + +He will remember to his life's end the delights of those days. He +was taken to see a play by Monsieur Blaise, in a house a thousand +times greater and finer than the booth at Ealing Fair--and on the +next happy day they took water on the river, and Harry saw London +Bridge, with the houses and booksellers' shops thereon, looking +like a street, and the Tower of London, with the Armor, and the +great lions and bears in the moat--all under company of Monsieur +Blaise. + +Presently, of an early morning, all the party set forth for the +country, namely, my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman; Monsieur +Blaise and Harry on a pillion behind them, and two or three men +with pistols leading the baggage-horses. And all along the road +the Frenchman told little Harry stories of brigands, which made the +child's hair stand on end, and terrified him; so that at the great +gloomy inn on the road where they lay, he besought to be allowed to +sleep in a room with one of the servants, and was compassionated by +Mr. Holt, the gentleman who travelled with my lord, and who gave +the child a little bed in his chamber. + +His artless talk and answers very likely inclined this gentleman in +the boy's favor, for next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride +behind him, and not with the French lacky; and all along the +journey put a thousand questions to the child--as to his foster-brother and relations at Ealing; what his old grandfather had +taught him; what languages he knew; whether he could read and +write, and sing, and so forth. And Mr. Holt found that Harry could +read and write, and possessed the two languages of French and +English very well; and when he asked Harry about singing, the lad +broke out with a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which set +Mr. Holt a-laughing; and even caused his grand parrain in the laced +hat and periwig to laugh too when Holt told him what the child was +singing. For it appeared that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns were not +sung in the churches Mr. Holt preached at. + +"You must never sing that song any more: do you hear, little +mannikin?" says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger. + +"But we will try and teach you a better, Harry," Mr. Holt said; and +the child answered, for he was a docile child, and of an +affectionate nature, "That he loved pretty songs, and would try and +learn anything the gentleman would tell him." That day he so +pleased the gentlemen by his talk, that they had him to dine with +them at the inn, and encouraged him in his prattle; and Monsieur +Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the day before, waited upon him +now. + +"'Tis well, 'tis well!" said Blaise, that night (in his own +language) when they lay again at an inn. "We are a little lord +here; we are a little lord now: we shall see what we are when we +come to Castlewood, where my lady is." + +"When shall we come to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?" says Harry. + +"Parbleu! my lord does not press himself," Blaise says, with a +grin; and, indeed, it seemed as if his lordship was not in a great +hurry, for he spent three days on that journey which Harry Esmond +hath often since ridden in a dozen hours. For the last two of the +days Harry rode with the priest, who was so kind to him, that the +child had grown to be quite fond and familiar with him by the +journey's end, and had scarce a thought in his little heart which +by that time he had not confided to his new friend. + +At length, on the third day, at evening, they came to a village +standing on a green with elms round it, very pretty to look at; and +the people there all took off their hats, and made curtsies to my +Lord Viscount, who bowed to them all languidly; and there was one +portly person that wore a cassock and a broad-leafed hat, who bowed +lower than any one--and with this one both my lord and Mr. Holt had +a few words. "This, Harry, is Castlewood church," says Mr. Holt, +"and this is the pillar thereof, learned Doctor Tusher. Take off +your hat, sirrah, and salute Dr. Tusher!" + +"Come up to supper, Doctor," says my lord; at which the Doctor made +another low bow, and the party moved on towards a grand house that +was before them, with many gray towers and vanes on them, and +windows flaming in the sunshine; and a great army of rooks, +wheeling over their heads, made for the woods behind the house, as +Harry saw; and Mr. Holt told him that they lived at Castlewood too. + +They came to the house, and passed under an arch into a court-yard, +with a fountain in the centre, where many men came and held my +lord's stirrup as he descended, and paid great respect to Mr. Holt +likewise. And the child thought that the servants looked at him +curiously, and smiled to one another--and he recalled what Blaise +had said to him when they were in London, and Harry had spoken +about his godpapa, when the Frenchman said, "Parbleu, one sees well +that my lord is your godfather;" words whereof the poor lad did not +know the meaning then, though he apprehended the truth in a very +short time afterwards, and learned it, and thought of it with no +small feeling of shame. + +Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they were both descended from +their horses, Mr. Holt led him across the court, and under a low +door to rooms on a level with the ground; one of which Father Holt +said was to be the boy's chamber, the other on the other side of +the passage being the Father's own; and as soon as the little man's +face was washed, and the Father's own dress arranged, Harry's guide +took him once more to the door by which my lord had entered the +hall, and up a stair, and through an ante-room to my lady's +drawing-room--an apartment than which Harry thought he had never +seen anything more grand--no, not in the Tower of London which he +had just visited. Indeed, the chamber was richly ornamented in the +manner of Queen Elizabeth's time, with great stained windows at +either end, and hangings of tapestry, which the sun shining through +the colored glass painted of a thousand lines; and here in state, +by the fire, sat a lady to whom the priest took up Harry, who was +indeed amazed by her appearance. + +My Lady Viscountess's face was daubed with white and red up to the +eyes, to which the paint gave an unearthly glare: she had a tower +of lace on her head, under which was a bush of black curls--borrowed curls--so that no wonder little Harry Esmond was scared +when he was first presented to her--the kind priest acting as +master of the ceremonies at that solemn introduction--and he stared +at her with eyes almost as great as her own, as he had stared at +the player woman who acted the wicked tragedy-queen, when the +players came down to Ealing Fair. She sat in a great chair by the +fire-corner; in her lap was a spaniel-dog that barked furiously; on +a little table by her was her ladyship's snuff-box and her sugar-plum box. She wore a dress of black velvet, and a petticoat of +flame-colored brocade. She had as many rings on her fingers as the +old woman of Banbury Cross; and pretty small feet which she was +fond of showing, with great gold clocks to her stockings, and white +pantofles with red heels; and an odor of musk was shook out of her +garments whenever she moved or quitted the room, leaning on her +tortoise-shell stick, little Fury barking at her heels. + +Mrs. Tusher, the parson's wife, was with my lady. She had been +waiting-woman to her ladyship in the late lord's time, and, having +her soul in that business, took naturally to it when the +Viscountess of Castlewood returned to inhabit her father's house. + +"I present to your ladyship your kinsman and little page of honor, +Master Henry Esmond," Mr. Holt said, bowing lowly, with a sort of +comical humility. "Make a pretty bow to my lady, Monsieur; and +then another little bow, not so low, to Madame Tusher--the fair +priestess of Castlewood." + +"Where I have lived and hope to die, sir," says Madame Tusher, +giving a hard glance at the brat, and then at my lady. + +Upon her the boy's whole attention was for a time directed. He +could not keep his great eyes off from her. Since the Empress of +Ealing, he had seen nothing so awful. + +"Does my appearance please you, little page?" asked the lady. + +"He would be very hard to please if it didn't," cried Madame +Tusher. + +"Have done, you silly Maria," said Lady Castlewood. + +"Where I'm attached, I'm attached, Madame--and I'd die rather than +not say so." + +"Je meurs ou je m'attache," Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. "The +ivy says so in the picture, and clings to the oak like a fond +parasite as it is." + +"Parricide, sir!" cries Mrs. Tusher. + +"Hush, Tusher--you are always bickering with Father Holt," cried my +lady. "Come and kiss my hand, child;" and the oak held out a +BRANCH to little Harry Esmond, who took and dutifully kissed the +lean old hand, upon the gnarled knuckles of which there glittered a +hundred rings. + +"To kiss that hand would make many a pretty fellow happy!" cried +Mrs. Tusher: on which my lady crying out, "Go, you foolish Tusher!" +and tapping her with her great fan, Tusher ran forward to seize her +hand and kiss it. Fury arose and barked furiously at Tusher; and +Father Holt looked on at this queer scene, with arch, grave glances. + +The awe exhibited by the little boy perhaps pleased the lady to +whom this artless flattery was bestowed: for having gone down on +his knee (as Father Holt had directed him, and the mode then was) +and performed his obeisance, she said, "Page Esmond, my groom of +the chamber will inform you what your duties are, when you wait +upon my lord and me; and good Father Holt will instruct you as +becomes a gentleman of our name. You will pay him obedience in +everything, and I pray you may grow to be as learned and as good as +your tutor." + +The lady seemed to have the greatest reverence for Mr. Holt, and to +be more afraid of him than of anything else in the world. If she +was ever so angry, a word or look from Father Holt made her calm: +indeed he had a vast power of subjecting those who came near him; +and, among the rest, his new pupil gave himself up with an entire +confidence and attachment to the good Father, and became his +willing slave almost from the first moment he saw him. + +He put his small hand into the Father's as he walked away from his +first presentation to his mistress, and asked many questions in his +artless childish way. "Who is that other woman?" he asked. "She +is fat and round; she is more pretty than my Lady Castlewood." + +"She is Madame Tusher, the parson's wife of Castlewood. She has a +son of your age, but bigger than you." + +"Why does she like so to kiss my lady's hand. It is not good to +kiss." + +"Tastes are different, little man. Madame Tusher is attached to my +lady, having been her waiting-woman before she was married, in the +old lord's time. She married Doctor Tusher the chaplain. The +English household divines often marry the waiting-women." + +"You will not marry the French woman, will you? I saw her laughing +with Blaise in the buttery." + +"I belong to a church that is older and better than the English +church," Mr. Holt said (making a sign whereof Esmond did not then +understand the meaning, across his breast and forehead); "in our +church the clergy do not marry. You will understand these things +better soon." + +"Was not Saint Peter the head of your church?--Dr. Rabbits of +Ealing told us so." + +The Father said, "Yes, he was." + +"But Saint Peter was married, for we heard only last Sunday that +his wife's mother lay sick of a fever." On which the Father again +laughed, and said he would understand this too better soon, and +talked of other things, and took away Harry Esmond, and showed him +the great old house which he had come to inhabit. + +It stood on a rising green hill, with woods behind it, in which +were rooks' nests, where the birds at morning and returning home at +evening made a great cawing. At the foot of the hill was a river, +with a steep ancient bridge crossing it; and beyond that a large +pleasant green flat, where the village of Castlewood stood, and +stands, with the church in the midst, the parsonage hard by it, the +inn with the blacksmith's forge beside it, and the sign of the +"Three Castles" on the elm. The London road stretched away towards +the rising sun, and to the west were swelling hills and peaks, +behind which many a time Harry Esmond saw the same sun setting, +that he now looks on thousands of miles away across the great +ocean--in a new Castlewood, by another stream, that bears, like the +new country of wandering AEneas, the fond names of the land of his +youth. + +The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courts, whereof one only, +the fountain-court, was now inhabited, the other having been +battered down in the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain-court, +still in good repair, was the great hall, near to the kitchen and +butteries. A dozen of living-rooms looking to the north, and +communicating with the little chapel that faced eastwards and the +buildings stretching from that to the main gate, and with the hall +(which looked to the west) into the court now dismantled. This +court had been the most magnificent of the two, until the +Protector's cannon tore down one side of it before the place was +taken and stormed. The besiegers entered at the terrace under the +clock-tower, slaying every man of the garrison, and at their head +my lord's brother, Francis Esmond. + +The Restoration did not bring enough money to the Lord Castlewood +to restore this ruined part of his house; where were the morning +parlors, above them the long music-gallery, and before which +stretched the garden-terrace, where, however, the flowers grew +again which the boots of the Roundheads had trodden in their +assault, and which was restored without much cost, and only a +little care, by both ladies who succeeded the second viscount in +the government of this mansion. Round the terrace-garden was a low +wall with a wicket leading to the wooded height beyond, that is +called Cromwell's Battery to this day. + +Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic part of his duty, which was +easy enough, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the +Countess, as the custom commonly was in his boyhood, as page, +waiting at her chair, bringing her scented water and the silver +basin after dinner--sitting on her carriage-step on state +occasions, or on public days introducing her company to her. This +was chiefly of the Catholic gentry, of whom there were a pretty +many in the country and neighboring city; and who rode not seldom +to Castlewood to partake of the hospitalities there. In the second +year of their residence, the company seemed especially to increase. +My lord and my lady were seldom without visitors, in whose society +it was curious to contrast the difference of behavior between +Father Holt, the director of the family, and Doctor Tusher, the +rector of the parish--Mr. Holt moving amongst the very highest as +quite their equal, and as commanding them all; while poor Doctor +Tusher, whose position was indeed a difficult one, having been +chaplain once to the Hall, and still to the Protestant servants +there, seemed more like an usher than an equal, and always rose to +go away after the first course. + +Also there came in these times to Father Holt many private +visitors, whom, after a little, Henry Esmond had little difficulty +in recognizing as ecclesiastics of the Father's persuasion, +whatever their dresses (and they adopted all) might be. These were +closeted with the Father constantly, and often came and rode away +without paying their devoirs to my lord and lady--to the lady and +lord rather--his lordship being little more than a cipher in the +house, and entirely under his domineering partner. A little +fowling, a little hunting, a great deal of sleep, and a long dine +at cards and table, carried through one day after another with his +lordship. When meetings took place in this second year, which +often would happen with closed doors, the page found my lord's +sheet of paper scribbled over with dogs and horses, and 'twas said +he had much ado to keep himself awake at these councils: the +Countess ruling over them, and he acting as little more than her +secretary. + +Father Holt began speedily to be so much occupied with these +meetings as rather to neglect the education of the little lad who +so gladly put himself under the kind priest's orders. At first +they read much and regularly, both in Latin and French; the Father +not neglecting in anything to impress his faith upon his pupil, but +not forcing him violently, and treating him with a delicacy and +kindness which surprised and attached the child, always more easily +won by these methods than by any severe exercise of authority. And +his delight in their walks was to tell Harry of the glories of his +order, of its martyrs and heroes, of its Brethren converting the +heathen by myriads, traversing the desert, facing the stake, ruling +the courts and councils, or braving the tortures of kings; so that +Harry Esmond thought that to belong to the Jesuits was the greatest +prize of life and bravest end of ambition; the greatest career +here, and in heaven the surest reward; and began to long for the +day, not only when he should enter into the one church and receive +his first communion, but when he might join that wonderful +brotherhood, which was present throughout all the world, and which +numbered the wisest, the bravest, the highest born, the most +eloquent of men among its members. Father Holt bade him keep his +views secret, and to hide them as a great treasure which would +escape him if it was revealed; and, proud of this confidence and +secret vested in him, the lad became fondly attached to the master +who initiated him into a mystery so wonderful and awful. And when +little Tom Tusher, his neighbor, came from school for his holiday, +and said how he, too, was to be bred up for an English priest, and +would get what he called an exhibition from his school, and then a +college scholarship and fellowship, and then a good living--it +tasked young Harry Esmond's powers of reticence not to say to his +young companion, "Church! priesthood! fat living! My dear Tommy, +do you call yours a church and a priesthood? What is a fat living +compared to converting a hundred thousand heathens by a single +sermon? What is a scholarship at Trinity by the side of a crown of +martyrdom, with angels awaiting you as your head is taken off? +Could your master at school sail over the Thames on his gown? Have +you statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, and cry? +My good Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church these things take place +every day. You know Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord +Castlewood, and caused him to turn to the one true church. No +saints ever come to you." And Harry Esmond, because of his promise +to Father Holt, hiding away these treasures of faith from T. +Tusher, delivered himself of them nevertheless simply to Father +Holt; who stroked his head, smiled at him with his inscrutable +look, and told him that he did well to meditate on these great +things, and not to talk of them except under direction. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +I AM PLACED UNDER A POPISH PRIEST AND BRED TO THAT RELIGION.--VISCOUNTESS CASTLEWOOD. + + +Had time enough been given, and his childish inclinations been +properly nurtured, Harry Esmond had been a Jesuit priest ere he was +a dozen years older, and might have finished his days a martyr in +China or a victim on Tower Hill: for, in the few months they spent +together at Castlewood, Mr. Holt obtained an entire mastery over +the boy's intellect and affections; and had brought him to think, +as indeed Father Holt thought with all his heart too, that no life +was so noble, no death so desirable, as that which many brethren of +his famous order were ready to undergo. By love, by a brightness +of wit and good-humor that charmed all, by an authority which he +knew how to assume, by a mystery and silence about him which +increased the child's reverence for him, he won Harry's absolute +fealty, and would have kept it, doubtless, if schemes greater and +more important than a poor little boy's admission into orders had +not called him away. + +After being at home for a few months in tranquillity (if theirs +might be called tranquillity, which was, in truth, a constant +bickering), my lord and lady left the country for London, taking +their director with them: and his little pupil scarce ever shed +more bitter tears in his life than he did for nights after the +first parting with his dear friend, as he lay in the lonely chamber +next to that which the Father used to occupy. He and a few +domestics were left as the only tenants of the great house: and, +though Harry sedulously did all the tasks which the Father set him, +he had many hours unoccupied, and read in the library, and +bewildered his little brains with the great books he found there. + +After a while, the little lad grew accustomed to the loneliness of +the place; and in after days remembered this part of his life as a +period not unhappy. When the family was at London the whole of the +establishment travelled thither with the exception of the porter--who was, moreover, brewer, gardener, and woodman--and his wife and +children. These had their lodging in the gate-house hard by, with +a door into the court; and a window looking out on the green was +the Chaplain's room; and next to this a small chamber where Father +Holt had his books, and Harry Esmond his sleeping closet. The side +of the house facing the east had escaped the guns of the +Cromwellians, whose battery was on the height facing the western +court; so that this eastern end bore few marks of demolition, save +in the chapel, where the painted windows surviving Edward the Sixth +had been broke by the Commonwealthmen. In Father Holt's time +little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and faithful little +servitor; beating his clothes, folding his vestments, fetching his +water from the well long before daylight, ready to run anywhere for +the service of his beloved priest. When the Father was away, he +locked his private chamber; but the room where the books were was +left to little Harry, who, but for the society of this gentleman, +was little less solitary when Lord Castlewood was at home. + +The French wit saith that a hero is none to his valet-de-chambre, +and it required less quick eyes than my lady's little page was +naturally endowed with, to see that she had many qualities by no +means heroic, however much Mrs. Tusher might flatter and coax her. +When Father Holt was not by, who exercised an entire authority over +the pair, my lord and my lady quarrelled and abused each other so +as to make the servants laugh, and to frighten the little page on +duty. The poor boy trembled before his mistress, who called him by +a hundred ugly names, who made nothing of boxing his ears, and +tilting the silver basin in his face which it was his business to +present to her after dinner. She hath repaired, by subsequent +kindness to him, these severities, which it must be owned made his +childhood very unhappy. She was but unhappy herself at this time, +poor soul! and I suppose made her dependants lead her own sad life. +I think my lord was as much afraid of her as her page was, and the +only person of the household who mastered her was Mr. Holt. Harry +was only too glad when the Father dined at table, and to slink away +and prattle with him afterwards, or read with him, or walk with +him. Luckily my Lady Viscountess did not rise till noon. Heaven +help the poor waiting-woman who had charge of her toilet! I have +often seen the poor wretch come out with red eyes from the closet +where those long and mysterious rites of her ladyship's dress were +performed, and the backgammon-box locked up with a rap on Mrs. +Tusher's fingers when she played ill, or the game was going the +wrong way. + +Blessed be the king who introduced cards, and the kind inventors of +piquet and cribbage, for they employed six hours at least of her +ladyship's day, during which her family was pretty easy. Without +this occupation my lady frequently declared she should die. Her +dependants one after another relieved guard--'twas rather a +dangerous post to play with her ladyship--and took the cards turn +about. Mr. Holt would sit with her at piquet during hours +together, at which time she behaved herself properly; and as for +Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a parishioner's dying bed, +if summoned to play a rubber with his patroness at Castlewood. +Sometimes, when they were pretty comfortable together, my lord took +a hand. Besides these my lady had her faithful poor Tusher, and +one, two, three gentlewomen whom Harry Esmond could recollect in +his time. They could not bear that genteel service very long; one +after another tried and failed at it. These and the housekeeper, +and little Harry Esmond, had a table of their own. Poor ladies +their life was far harder than the page's. He was sound asleep, +tucked up in his little bed, whilst they were sitting by her +ladyship reading her to sleep, with the "News Letter" or the "Grand +Cyrus." My lady used to have boxes of new plays from London, and +Harry was forbidden, under the pain of a whipping, to look into +them. I am afraid he deserved the penalty pretty often, and got it +sometimes. Father Holt applied it twice or thrice, when he caught +the young scapegrace with a delightful wicked comedy of Mr. +Shadwell's or Mr. Wycherley's under his pillow. + +These, when he took any, were my lord's favorite reading. But he +was averse to much study, and, as his little page fancied, to much +occupation of any sort. + +It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him +with more kindness when his lady was not present, and Lord +Castlewood would take the lad sometimes on his little journeys a-hunting or a-birding; he loved to play at cards and tric-trac with +him, which games the boy learned to pleasure his lord: and was +growing to like him better daily, showing a special pleasure if +Father Holt gave a good report of him, patting him on the head, and +promising that he would provide for the boy. However, in my lady's +presence, my lord showed no such marks of kindness, and affected to +treat the lad roughly, and rebuked him sharply for little faults, +for which he in a manner asked pardon of young Esmond when they +were private, saying if he did not speak roughly, she would, and +his tongue was not such a bad one as his lady's--a point whereof +the boy, young as he was, was very well assured. + +Great public events were happening all this while, of which the +simple young page took little count. But one day, riding into the +neighboring town on the step of my lady's coach, his lordship and +she and Father Holt being inside, a great mob of people came +hooting and jeering round the coach, bawling out "The Bishops for +ever!" "Down with the Pope!" "No Popery! no Popery! Jezebel, +Jezebel!" so that my lord began to laugh, my lady's eyes to roll +with anger, for she was as bold as a lioness, and feared nobody; +whilst Mr. Holt, as Esmond saw from his place on the step, sank +back with rather an alarmed face, crying out to her ladyship, "For +God's sake, madam, do not speak or look out of window; sit still." +But she did not obey this prudent injunction of the Father; she +thrust her head out of the coach window, and screamed out to the +coachman, "Flog your way through them, the brutes, James, and use +your whip!" + +The mob answered with a roaring jeer of laughter, and fresh cries +of "Jezebel! Jezebel!" My lord only laughed the more: he was a +languid gentleman: nothing seemed to excite him commonly, though I +have seen him cheer and halloo the hounds very briskly, and his +face (which was generally very yellow and calm) grow quite red and +cheerful during a burst over the Downs after a hare, and laugh, and +swear, and huzzah at a cockfight, of which sport he was very fond. +And now, when the mob began to hoot his lady, he laughed with +something of a mischievous look, as though he expected sport, and +thought that she and they were a match. + +James the coachman was more afraid of his mistress than the mob, +probably, for he whipped on his horses as he was bidden, and the +post-boy that rode with the first pair (my lady always rode with +her coach-and-six,) gave a cut of his thong over the shoulders of +one fellow who put his hand out towards the leading horse's rein. + +It was a market-day, and the country-people were all assembled with +their baskets of poultry, eggs, and such things; the postilion had +no sooner lashed the man who would have taken hold of his horse, +but a great cabbage came whirling like a bombshell into the +carriage, at which my lord laughed more, for it knocked my lady's +fan out of her hand, and plumped into Father Holt's stomach. Then +came a shower of carrots and potatoes. + +"For Heaven's sake be still!" says Mr. Holt; "we are not ten paces +from the 'Bell' archway, where they can shut the gates on us, and +keep out this canaille." + +The little page was outside the coach on the step, and a fellow in +the crowd aimed a potato at him, and hit him in the eye, at which +the poor little wretch set up a shout; the man laughed, a great big +saddler's apprentice of the town. "Ah! you d--- little yelling +Popish bastard," he said, and stooped to pick up another; the crowd +had gathered quite between the horses and the inn door by this +time, and the coach was brought to a dead stand-still. My lord +jumped as briskly as a boy out of the door on his side of the +coach, squeezing little Harry behind it; had hold of the potato-thrower's collar in an instant, and the next moment the brute's +heels were in the air, and he fell on the stones with a thump. + +"You hulking coward!" says he; "you pack of screaming blackguards! +how dare you attack children, and insult women? Fling another shot +at that carriage, you sneaking pigskin cobbler, and by the Lord +I'll send my rapier through you!" + +Some of the mob cried, "Huzzah, my lord!" for they knew him, and +the saddler's man was a known bruiser, near twice as big as my lord +Viscount. + +"Make way there," says he (he spoke in a high shrill voice, but +with a great air of authority). "Make way, and let her ladyship's +carriage pass." The men that were between the coach and the gate +of the "Bell" actually did make way, and the horses went in, my +lord walking after them with his hat on his head. + +As he was going in at the gate, through which the coach had just +rolled, another cry begins, of "No Popery--no Papists!" My lord +turns round and faces them once more. + +"God save the King!" says he at the highest pitch of his voice. +"Who dares abuse the King's religion? You, you d--d psalm-singing +cobbler, as sure as I'm a magistrate of this county I'll commit +you!" The fellow shrank back, and my lord retreated with all the +honors of the day. But when the little flurry caused by the scene +was over, and the flush passed off his face, he relapsed into his +usual languor, trifled with his little dog, and yawned when my lady +spoke to him. + +This mob was one of many thousands that were going about the +country at that time, huzzahing for the acquittal of the seven +bishops who had been tried just then, and about whom little Harry +Esmond at that time knew scarce anything. It was Assizes at +Hexton, and there was a great meeting of the gentry at the "Bell;" +and my lord's people had their new liveries on, and Harry a little +suit of blue and silver, which he wore upon occasions of state; and +the gentlefolks came round and talked to my lord: and a judge in a +red gown, who seemed a very great personage, especially +complimented him and my lady, who was mighty grand. Harry +remembers her train borne up by her gentlewoman. There was an +assembly and ball at the great room at the "Bell," and other young +gentlemen of the county families looked on as he did. One of them +jeered him for his black eye, which was swelled by the potato, and +another called him a bastard, on which he and Harry fell to +fisticuffs. My lord's cousin, Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was +there, and separated the two lads--a great tall gentleman, with a +handsome good-natured face. The boy did not know how nearly in +after-life he should be allied to Colonel Esmond, and how much +kindness he should have to owe him. + +There was little love between the two families. My lady used not +to spare Colonel Esmond in talking of him, for reasons which have +been hinted already; but about which, at his tender age, Henry +Esmond could be expected to know nothing. + +Very soon afterwards, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. +Holt, leaving, however, the page behind them. The little man had +the great house of Castlewood to himself; or between him and the +housekeeper, Mrs. Worksop, an old lady who was a kinswoman of the +family in some distant way, and a Protestant, but a staunch Tory +and king's-man, as all the Esmonds were. He used to go to school +to Dr. Tusher when he was at home, though the Doctor was much +occupied too. There was a great stir and commotion everywhere, +even in the little quiet village of Castlewood, whither a party of +people came from the town, who would have broken Castlewood Chapel +windows, but the village people turned out, and even old +Sieveright, the republican blacksmith, along with them: for my +lady, though she was a Papist, and had many odd ways, was kind to +the tenantry, and there was always a plenty of beef, and blankets, +and medicine for the poor at Castlewood Hall. + +A kingdom was changing hands whilst my lord and lady were away. +King James was flying, the Dutchmen were coming; awful stories +about them and the Prince of Orange used old Mrs. Worksop to tell +to the idle little page. + +He liked the solitude of the great house very well; he had all the +play-books to read, and no Father Holt to whip him, and a hundred +childish pursuits and pastimes, without doors and within, which +made this time very pleasant. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MY SUPERIORS ARE ENGAGED IN PLOTS FOR THE RESTORATION OF KING JAMES II. + + +Not having been able to sleep, for thinking of some lines for eels +which he had placed the night before, the lad was lying in his +little bed, waiting for the hour when the gate would be open, and +he and his comrade, John Lockwood, the porter's son, might go to +the pond and see what fortune had brought them. At daybreak John +was to awaken him, but his own eagerness for the sport had served +as a reveillez long since--so long, that it seemed to him as if the +day never would come. + +It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the +opposite chamber, the Chaplain's room, open, and the voice of a man +coughing in the passage. Harry jumped up, thinking for certain it +was a robber, or hoping perhaps for a ghost, and, flinging open his +own door, saw before him the Chaplain's door open, and a light +inside, and a figure standing in the doorway, in the midst of a +great smoke which issued from the room. + +"Who's there?" cried out the boy, who was of a good spirit. + +"Silentium!" whispered the other; "'tis I, my boy!" and, holding +his hand out, Harry had no difficulty in recognizing his master and +friend, Father Holt. A curtain was over the window of the +Chaplain's room that looked to the court, and Harry saw that the +smoke came from a great flame of papers which were burning in a +brazier when he entered the Chaplain's room. After giving a hasty +greeting and blessing to the lad, who was charmed to see his tutor, +the Father continued the burning of his papers, drawing them from a +cupboard over the mantel-piece wall, which Harry had never seen +before. + +Father Holt laughed, seeing the lad's attention fixed at once on +this hole. "That is right, Harry," he said; "faithful little +famuli, see all and say nothing. You are faithful, I know." + +"I know I would go to the stake for you," said Harry. + +"I don't want your head," said the Father, patting it kindly; all +you have to do is to hold your tongue. Let us burn these papers, +and say nothing to anybody. Should you like to read them?" + +Harry Esmond blushed, and held down his head; he HAD looked as the +fact was, and without thinking, at the paper before him; and though +he had seen it, could not understand a word of it, the letters +being quite clear enough, but quite without meaning. They burned +the papers, beating down the ashes in a brazier, so that scarce any +traces of them remained. + +Harry had been accustomed to see Father Holt in more dresses than +one; it not being safe, or worth the danger, for Popish +ecclesiastics to wear their proper dress; and he was, in +consequence, in no wise astonished that the priest should now +appear before him in a riding-dress, with large buff leather boots, +and a feather to his hat, plain, but such as gentlemen wore. + +"You know the secret of the cupboard," said he, laughing, "and must +be prepared for other mysteries;" and he opened--but not a secret +cupboard this time--only a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked, +and from which he now took out two or three dresses and perruques +of different colors, and a couple of swords of a pretty make +(Father Holt was an expert practitioner with the small-sword, and +every day, whilst he was at home, he and his pupil practised this +exercise, in which the lad became a very great proficient), a +military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, and placed them in +the large hole over the mantel-piece from which the papers had been +taken. + +"If they miss the cupboard," he said, "they will not find these; if +they find them, they'll tell no tales, except that Father Holt wore +more suits of clothes than one. All Jesuits do. You know what +deceivers we are, Harry." + +Harry was alarmed at the notion that his friend was about to leave +him; but "No," the priest said, "I may very likely come back with +my lord in a few days. We are to be tolerated; we are not to be +persecuted. But they may take a fancy to pay a visit at Castlewood +ere our return; and, as gentlemen of my cloth are suspected, they +might choose to examine my papers, which concern nobody--at least +not them." And to this day, whether the papers in cipher related +to politics, or to the affairs of that mysterious society whereof +Father Holt was a member, his pupil, Harry Esmond, remains in +entire ignorance. + +The rest of his goods, his small wardrobe, &c. Holt left untouched +on his shelves and in his cupboard, taking down--with a laugh, +however--and flinging into the brazier, where he only half burned +them, some theological treatises which he had been writing against +the English divines. "And now," said he, "Henry, my son, you may +testify, with a safe conscience, that you saw me burning Latin +sermons the last time I was here before I went away to London; and +it will be daybreak directly, and I must be away before Lockwood is +stirring." + +"Will not Lockwood let you out, sir?" Esmond asked. Holt laughed; +he was never more gay or good-humored than when in the midst of +action or danger. + +"Lockwood knows nothing of my being here, mind you," he said; "nor +would you, you little wretch! had you slept better. You must +forget that I have been here; and now farewell. Close the door, +and go to your own room, and don't come out till--stay, why should +you not know one secret more? I know you will never betray me." + +In the Chaplain's room were two windows; the one looking into the +court facing westwards to the fountain; the other, a small casement +strongly barred, and looking on to the green in front of the Hall. +This window was too high to reach from the ground; but, mounting on +a buffet which stood beneath it, Father Holt showed me how, by +pressing on the base of the window, the whole framework of lead, +glass, and iron stanchions descended into a cavity worked below, +from which it could be drawn and restored to its usual place from +without; a broken pane being purposely open to admit the hand which +was to work upon the spring of the machine. + +"When I am gone," Father Holt said, "you may push away the buffet, +so that no one may fancy that an exit has been made that way; lock +the door; place the key--where shall we put the key?--under +'Chrysostom' on the book-shelf; and if any ask for it, say I keep +it there, and told you where to find it, if you had need to go to +my room. The descent is easy down the wall into the ditch; and so, +once more farewell, until I see thee again, my dear son." And with +this the intrepid Father mounted the buffet with great agility and +briskness, stepped across the window, lifting up the bars and +framework again from the other side, and only leaving room for +Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand before the +casement closed, the bars fixing as firmly as ever, seemingly, in +the stone arch overhead. When Father Holt next arrived at +Castlewood, it was by the public gate on horseback; and he never so +much as alluded to the existence of the private issue to Harry, +except when he had need of a private messenger from within, for +which end, no doubt, he had instructed his young pupil in the means +of quitting the Hall. + +Esmond, young as he was, would have died sooner than betray his +friend and master, as Mr. Holt well knew; for he had tried the boy +more than once, putting temptations in his way, to see whether he +would yield to them and confess afterwards, or whether he would +resist them, as he did sometimes, or whether he would lie, which he +never did. Holt instructing the boy on this point, however, that +if to keep silence is not to lie, as it certainly is not, yet +silence is, after all, equivalent to a negation--and therefore a +downright No, in the interest of justice or your friend, and in +reply to a question that may be prejudicial to either, is not +criminal, but, on the contrary, praiseworthy; and as lawful a way +as the other of eluding a wrongful demand. For instance (says he), +suppose a good citizen, who had seen his Majesty take refuge there, +had been asked, "Is King Charles up that oak-tree?" his duty would +have been not to say, Yes--so that the Cromwellians should seize +the king and murder him like his father--but No; his Majesty being +private in the tree, and therefore not to be seen there by loyal +eyes: all which instruction, in religion and morals, as well as in +the rudiments of the tongues and sciences, the boy took eagerly and +with gratitude from his tutor. When, then, Holt was gone, and told +Harry not to see him, it was as if he had never been. And he had +this answer pat when he came to be questioned a few days after. + +The Prince of Orange was then at Salisbury, as young Esmond learned +from seeing Doctor Tusher in his best cassock (though the roads +were muddy, and he never was known to wear his silk, only his stuff +one, a-horseback), with a great orange cockade in his broad-leafed +hat, and Nahum, his clerk, ornamented with a like decoration. The +Doctor was walking up and down in front of his parsonage, when +little Esmond saw him, and heard him say he was going to pay his +duty to his Highness the Prince, as he mounted his pad and rode +away with Nahum behind. The village people had orange cockades +too, and his friend the blacksmith's laughing daughter pinned one +into Harry's old hat, which he tore out indignantly when they bade +him to cry "God save the Prince of Orange and the Protestant +religion!" but the people only laughed, for they liked the boy in +the village, where his solitary condition moved the general pity, +and where he found friendly welcomes and faces in many houses. +Father Holt had many friends there too, for he not only would fight +the blacksmith at theology, never losing his temper, but laughing +the whole time in his pleasant way; but he cured him of an ague +with quinquina, and was always ready with a kind word for any man +that asked it, so that they said in the village 'twas a pity the +two were Papists. + +The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood agreed very well; indeed, +the former was a perfectly-bred gentleman, and it was the latter's +business to agree with everybody. Doctor Tusher and the lady's-maid, his spouse, had a boy who was about the age of little Esmond; +and there was such a friendship between the lads, as propinquity +and tolerable kindness and good-humor on either side would be +pretty sure to occasion. Tom Tusher was sent off early, however, +to a school in London, whither his father took him and a volume of +sermons, in the first year of the reign of King James; and Tom +returned but once, a year afterwards, to Castlewood for many years +of his scholastic and collegiate life. Thus there was less danger +to Tom of a perversion of his faith by the Director, who scarce +ever saw him, than there was to Harry, who constantly was in the +Vicar's company; but as long as Harry's religion was his Majesty's, +and my lord's, and my lady's, the Doctor said gravely, it should +not be for him to disturb or disquiet him: it was far from him to +say that his Majesty's Church was not a branch of the Catholic +Church; upon which Father Holt used, according to his custom, to +laugh, and say that the Holy Church throughout all the world, and +the noble Army of Martyrs, were very much obliged to the Doctor. + +It was while Dr. Tusher was away at Salisbury that there came a +troop of dragoons with orange scarfs, and quartered in Castlewood, +and some of them came up to the Hall, where they took possession, +robbing nothing however beyond the hen-house and the beer-cellar: +and only insisting upon going through the house and looking for +papers. The first room they asked to look at was Father Holt's +room, of which Harry Esmond brought the key, and they opened the +drawers and the cupboards, and tossed over the papers and clothes--but found nothing except his books and clothes, and the vestments +in a box by themselves, with which the dragoons made merry, to +Harry Esmond's horror. And to the questions which the gentleman +put to Harry, he replied that Father Holt was a very kind man to +him, and a very learned man, and Harry supposed would tell him none +of his secrets if he had any. He was about eleven years old at +this time, and looked as innocent as boys of his age. + +The family were away more than six months, and when they returned +they were in the deepest state of dejection, for King James had +been banished, the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and the +direst persecutions of those of the Catholic faith were apprehended +by my lady, who said she did not believe that there was a word of +truth in the promises of toleration that Dutch monster made, or in +a single word the perjured wretch said. My lord and lady were in a +manner prisoners in their own house; so her ladyship gave the +little page to know, who was by this time growing of an age to +understand what was passing about him, and something of the +characters of the people he lived with. + +"We are prisoners," says she; "in everything but chains, we are +prisoners. Let them come, let them consign me to dungeons, or +strike off my head from this poor little throat" (and she clasped +it in her long fingers). "The blood of the Esmonds will always +flow freely for their kings. We are not like the Churchills--the +Judases, who kiss their master and betray him. We know how to +suffer, how even to forgive in the royal cause" (no doubt it was to +that fatal business of losing the place of Groom of the Posset to +which her ladyship alluded, as she did half a dozen times in the +day). "Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and his odious +Dutch tortures--the beast! the wretch! I spit upon him and defy +him. Cheerfully will I lay this head upon the block; cheerfully +will I accompany my lord to the scaffold: we will cry 'God save +King James!' with our dying breath, and smile in the face of the +executioner." And she told her page, a hundred times at least, of +the particulars of the last interview which she had with his +Majesty. + +"I flung myself before my liege's feet," she said, "at Salisbury. +I devoted myself--my husband--my house, to his cause. Perhaps he +remembered old times, when Isabella Esmond was young and fair; +perhaps he recalled the day when 'twas not I that knelt--at least +he spoke to me with a voice that reminded ME of days gone by. +'Egad!' said his Majesty, 'you should go to the Prince of Orange; +if you want anything.' 'No, sire,' I replied, 'I would not kneel +to a Usurper; the Esmond that would have served your Majesty will +never be groom to a traitor's posset.' The royal exile smiled, +even in the midst of his misfortune; he deigned to raise me with +words of consolation. The Viscount, my husband, himself, could not +be angry at the august salute with which he honored me!" + +The public misfortune had the effect of making my lord and his lady +better friends than they ever had been since their courtship. My +lord Viscount had shown both loyalty and spirit, when these were +rare qualities in the dispirited party about the King; and the +praise he got elevated him not a little in his wife's good opinion, +and perhaps in his own. He wakened up from the listless and supine +life which he had been leading; was always riding to and fro in +consultation with this friend or that of the King's; the page of +course knowing little of his doings, but remarking only his greater +cheerfulness and altered demeanor. + +Father Holt came to the Hall constantly, but officiated no longer +openly as chaplain; he was always fetching and carrying: strangers, +military and ecclesiastic (Harry knew the latter, though they came +in all sorts of disguises), were continually arriving and +departing. My lord made long absences and sudden reappearances, +using sometimes the means of exit which Father Holt had employed, +though how often the little window in the Chaplain's room let in or +let out my lord and his friends, Harry could not tell. He stoutly +kept his promise to the Father of not prying, and if at midnight +from his little room he heard noises of persons stirring in the +next chamber, he turned round to the wall, and hid his curiosity +under his pillow until it fell asleep. Of course he could not help +remarking that the priest's journeys were constant, and +understanding by a hundred signs that some active though secret +business employed him: what this was may pretty well be guessed by +what soon happened to my lord. + +No garrison or watch was put into Castlewood when my lord came +back, but a Guard was in the village; and one or other of them was +always on the Green keeping a look-out on our great gate, and those +who went out and in. Lockwood said that at night especially every +person who came in or went out was watched by the outlying +sentries. 'Twas lucky that we had a gate which their Worships knew +nothing about. My lord and Father Holt must have made constant +journeys at night: once or twice little Harry acted as their +messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers he was +bidden to go into the village with his fishing-rod, enter certain +houses, ask for a drink of water, and tell the good man, "There +would be a horse-market at Newbury next Thursday," and so carry the +same message on to the next house on his list. + +He did not know what the message meant at the time, nor what was +happening: which may as well, however, for clearness' sake, be +explained here. The Prince of Orange being gone to Ireland, where +the King was ready to meet him with a great army, it was determined +that a great rising of his Majesty's party should take place in +this country; and my lord was to head the force in our county. Of +late he had taken a greater lead in affairs than before, having the +indefatigable Mr. Holt at his elbow, and my Lady Viscountess +strongly urging him on; and my Lord Sark being in the Tower a +prisoner, and Sir Wilmot Crawley, of Queen's Crawley, having gone +over to the Prince of Orange's side--my lord became the most +considerable person in our part of the county for the affairs of +the King. + +It was arranged that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, then +quartered at Newbury, should declare for the King on a certain day, +when likewise the gentry affected to his Majesty's cause were to +come in with their tenants and adherents to Newbury, march upon the +Dutch troops at Reading under Ginckel; and, these overthrown, and +their indomitable little master away in Ireland, 'twas thought that +our side might move on London itself, and a confident victory was +predicted for the King. + +As these great matters were in agitation, my lord lost his listless +manner and seemed to gain health; my lady did not scold him, Mr. +Holt came to and fro, busy always; and little Harry longed to have +been a few inches taller, that he might draw a sword in this good +cause. + +One day, it must have been about the month of July, 1690, my lord, +in a great horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shining +of a steel breastplate he had on, called little Harry to him, put +the hair off the child's forehead, and kissed him, and bade God +bless him in such an affectionate way as he never had used before. +Father Holt blessed him too, and then they took leave of my Lady +Viscountess, who came from her apartment with a pocket-handkerchief +to her eyes, and her gentlewoman and Mrs. Tusher supporting her. +"You are going to--to ride," says she. "Oh, that I might come too--but in my situation I am forbidden horse exercise." + +"We kiss my Lady Marchioness's hand," says Mr. Holt. + +"My lord, God speed you!" she said, stepping up and embracing my +lord in a grand manner. "Mr. Holt, I ask your blessing:" and she +knelt down for that, whilst Mrs. Tusher tossed her head up. + +Mr. Holt gave the same benediction to the little page, who went +down and held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two +servants waiting there too--and they rode out of Castlewood gate. + +As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in scarlet +ride up touching his hat, and address my lord. + +The party stopped, and came to some parley or discussion, which +presently ended, my lord putting his horse into a canter after +taking off his hat and making a bow to the officer, who rode +alongside him step for step: the trooper accompanying him falling +back, and riding with my lord's two men. They cantered over the +Green, and behind the elms (my lord waving his hand, Harry +thought), and so they disappeared. That evening we had a great +panic, the cow-boy coming at milking-time riding one of our horses, +which he had found grazing at the outer park-wall. + +All night my Lady Viscountess was in a very quiet and subdued mood. +She scarce found fault with anybody; she played at cards for six +hours; little page Esmond went to sleep. He prayed for my lord and +the good cause before closing his eyes. + +It was quite in the gray of the morning when the porter's bell +rang, and old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's +servants, who had gone with him in the morning, and who returned +with a melancholy story. The officer who rode up to my lord had, +it appeared, said to him, that it was his duty to inform his +lordship that he was not under arrest, but under surveillance, and +to request him not to ride abroad that day. + +My lord replied that riding was good for his health, that if the +Captain chose to accompany him he was welcome; and it was then that +he made a bow, and they cantered away together. + +When he came on to Wansey Down, my lord all of a sudden pulled up, +and the party came to a halt at the cross-way. + +"Sir," says he to the officer, "we are four to two; will you be so +kind as to take that road, and leave me go mine?" + +"Your road is mine, my lord," says the officer. + +"Then--" says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the +officer, drawing a pistol, snapped it at his lordship; as at the +same moment Father Holt, drawing a pistol, shot the officer through +the head. It was done, and the man dead in an instant of time. +The orderly, gazing at the officer, looked seared for a moment, and +galloped away for his life. + +"Fire! fire!" cries out Father Holt, sending another shot after the +trooper, but the two servants were too much surprised to use their +pieces, and my lord calling to them to hold their hands, the fellow +got away. + +"Mr. Holt, qui pensait a tout," says Blaise, "gets off his horse, +examines the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his +money to us two, and says, 'The wine is drawn, M. le Marquis,'--why +did he say Marquis to M. le Vicomte?--'we must drink it.' + +"The poor gentleman's horse was a better one than that I rode," +Blaise continues; "Mr. Holt bids me get on him, and so I gave a cut +to Whitefoot, and she trotted home. We rode on towards Newbury; we +heard firing towards midday: at two o'clock a horseman comes up to +us as we were giving our cattle water at an inn--and says, 'All is +done! The Ecossais declared an hour too soon--General Ginckel was +down upon them.' The whole thing was at an end. + +"'And we've shot an officer on duty, and let his orderly escape,' +says my lord. + +"'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines on his table-book, one +for my lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you must go back to +Castlewood, and deliver these,' and behold me." + +And he gave Harry the two papers. He read that to himself, which +only said, "Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You know +nothing about anything." Harry read this, ran up stairs to his +mistress's apartment, where her gentlewoman slept near to the door, +made her bring a light and wake my lady, into whose hands he gave +the paper. She was a wonderful object to look at in her night +attire, nor had Harry ever seen the like. + +As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the +Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard over the fireplace, +burned all the papers in it, and, as he had seen the priest do +before, took down one of his reverence's manuscript sermons, and +half burnt that in the brazier. By the time the papers were quite +destroyed it was daylight. Harry ran back to his mistress again. +Her gentlewoman ushered him again into her ladyship's chamber; she +told him (from behind her nuptial curtains) to bid the coach be got +ready, and that she would ride away anon. + +But the mysteries of her ladyship's toilet were as awfully long on +this day as on any other, and, long after the coach was ready, my +lady was still attiring herself. And just as the Viscountess +stepped forth from her room, ready for departure, young John +Lockwood comes running up from the village with news that a lawyer, +three officers, and twenty or four-and-twenty soldiers, were +marching thence upon the house. John had but two minutes the start +of them, and, ere he had well told his story, the troop rode into +our court-yard. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.--THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF +CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS. + + +At first my lady was for dying like Mary, Queen of Scots (to whom +she fancied she bore a resemblance in beauty), and, stroking her +scraggy neck, said, "They will find Isabel of Castlewood is equal +to her fate." Her gentlewoman, Victoire, persuaded her that her +prudent course was, as she could not fly, to receive the troops as +though she suspected nothing, and that her chamber was the best +place wherein to await them. So her black Japan casket, which +Harry was to carry to the coach, was taken back to her ladyship's +chamber, whither the maid and mistress retired. Victoire came out +presently, bidding the page to say her ladyship was ill, confined +to her bed with the rheumatism. + +By this time the soldiers had reached Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw +them from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels +were posted at the gate--a half-dozen more walked towards the +stable; and some others, preceded by their commander, and a man in +black, a lawyer probably, were conducted by one of the servants to +the stair leading up to the part of the house which my lord and +lady inhabited. + +So the Captain, a handsome kind man, and the lawyer, came through +the ante-room to the tapestry parlor, and where now was nobody but +young Harry Esmond, the page. + +"Tell your mistress, little man," says the Captain, kindly, "that +we must speak to her." + +"My mistress is ill a-bed," said the page. + +"What complaint has she?" asked the Captain. + +The boy said, "The rheumatism!" + +"Rheumatism! that's a sad complaint," continues the good-natured +Captain; "and the coach is in the yard to fetch the Doctor, I +suppose?" + +"I don't know," says the boy. + +"And how long has her ladyship been ill?" + +"I don't know," says the boy. + +"When did my lord go away?" + +"Yesterday night." + +"With Father Holt?" + +"With Mr. Holt." + +"And which way did they travel?" asks the lawyer. + +"They travelled without me," says the page. + +"We must see Lady Castlewood." + +"I have orders that nobody goes in to her ladyship--she is sick," +says the page; but at this moment Victoire came out. "Hush!" says +she; and, as if not knowing that any one was near, "What's this +noise?" says she. "Is this gentleman the Doctor?" + +"Stuff! we must see Lady Castlewood," says the lawyer, pushing by. + +The curtains of her ladyship's room were down, and the chamber +dark, and she was in bed with a nightcap on her head, and propped +up by her pillows, looking none the less ghastly because of the red +which was still on her cheeks, and which she could not afford to +forego. + +"Is that the Doctor?" she said. + +"There is no use with this deception, madam," Captain Westbury said +(for so he was named). "My duty is to arrest the person of Thomas, +Viscount Castlewood, a nonjuring peer--of Robert Tusher, Vicar of +Castlewood--and Henry Holt, known under various other names and +designations, a Jesuit priest, who officiated as chaplain here in +the late king's time, and is now at the head of the conspiracy +which was about to break out in this country against the authority +of their Majesties King William and Queen Mary--and my orders are +to search the house for such papers or traces of the conspiracy as +may be found here. Your ladyship will please give me your keys, +and it will be as well for yourself that you should help us, in +every way, in our search." + +"You see, sir, that I have the rheumatism, and cannot move," said +the lady, looking uncommonly ghastly as she sat up in her bed, +where, however, she had had her cheeks painted, and a new cap put +on, so that she might at least look her best when the officers +came. + +"I shall take leave to place a sentinel in the chamber, so that +your ladyship, in case you should wish to rise, may have an arm to +lean on," Captain Westbury said. "Your woman will show me where I +am to look;" and Madame Victoire, chattering in her half French and +half English jargon, opened while the Captain examined one drawer +after another; but, as Harry Esmond thought, rather carelessly, +with a smile on his face, as if he was only conducting the +examination for form's sake. + +Before one of the cupboards Victoire flung herself down, stretching +out her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, cried, "Non, jamais, +monsieur l'officier! Jamais! I will rather die than let you see +this wardrobe." + +But Captain Westbury would open it, still with a smile on his face, +which, when the box was opened, turned into a fair burst of +laughter. It contained--not papers regarding the conspiracy--but +my lady's wigs, washes, and rouge-pots, and Victoire said men were +monsters, as the Captain went on with his perquisition. He tapped +the back to see whether or no it was hollow, and as he thrust his +hands into the cupboard, my lady from her bed called out, with a +voice that did not sound like that of a very sick woman, "Is it +your commission to insult ladies as well as to arrest gentlemen, +Captain?" + +"These articles are only dangerous when worn by your ladyship," the +Captain said, with a low bow, and a mock grin of politeness. "I +have found nothing which concerns the Government as yet--only the +weapons with which beauty is authorized to kill," says he, pointing +to a wig with his sword-tip. "We must now proceed to search the +rest of the house." + +"You are not going to leave that wretch in the room with me," cried +my lady, pointing to the soldier. + +"What can I do, madam? Somebody you must have to smooth your +pillow and bring your medicine--permit me--" + +"Sir!" screamed out my lady. + +"Madam, if you are too ill to leave the bed," the Captain then +said, rather sternly, "I must have in four of my men to lift you +off in the sheet. I must examine this bed, in a word; papers may +be hidden in a bed as elsewhere; we know that very well and * * *." + +Here it was her ladyship's turn to shriek, for the Captain, with +his fist shaking the pillows and bolsters, at last came to "burn" +as they say in the play of forfeits, and wrenching away one of the +pillows, said, "Look! did not I tell you so? Here is a pillow +stuffed with paper." + +"Some villain has betrayed us," cried out my lady, sitting up in +the bed, showing herself full dressed under her night-rail. + +"And now your ladyship can move, I am sure; permit me to give you +my hand to rise. You will have to travel for some distance, as far +as Hexton Castle to-night. Will you have your coach? Your woman +shall attend you if you like--and the japan-box?" + +"Sir! you don't strike a MAN when he is down," said my lady, with +some dignity: "can you not spare a woman?" + +"Your ladyship must please to rise, and let me search the bed," +said the Captain; "there is no more time to lose in bandying talk." + +And, without more ado, the gaunt old woman got up. Harry Esmond +recollected to the end of his life that figure, with the brocade +dress and the white night-rail, and the gold-clocked red stockings, +and white red-heeled shoes, sitting up in the bed, and stepping +down from it. The trunks were ready packed for departure in her +ante-room, and the horses ready harnessed in the stable: about all +which the Captain seemed to know, by information got from some +quarter or other; and whence Esmond could make a pretty shrewd +guess in after-times, when Dr. Tusher complained that King +William's government had basely treated him for services done in +that cause. + +And here he may relate, though he was then too young to know all +that was happening, what the papers contained, of which Captain +Westbury had made a seizure, and which papers had been transferred +from the japan-box to the bed when the officers arrived. + +There was a list of gentlemen of the county in Father Holt's hand +writing--Mr. Freeman's (King James's) friends--a similar paper +being found among those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who +suffered death for this conspiracy. + +There was a patent conferring the title of Marquis of Esmond on my +Lord Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body; his appointment as +Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.* + +/* + * To have this rank of Marquis restored in the family had + always been my Lady Viscountess's ambition; and her old + maiden aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, dying + about this time, and leaving all her property to Lady + Castlewood, I have heard that her ladyship sent almost the + whole of the money to King James, a proceeding which so + irritated my Lord Castlewood that he actually went to the + parish church, and was only appeased by the Marquis's title + which his exiled Majesty sent to him in return for the + 15,000L. his faithful subject lent him. +*/ + +There were various letters from the nobility and gentry, some +ardent and some doubtful, in the King's service; and (very luckily +for him) two letters concerning Colonel Francis Esmond: one from +Father Holt, which said, "I have been to see this Colonel at his +house at Walcote, near to Wells, where he resides since the King's +departure, and pressed him very eagerly in Mr. Freeman's cause, +showing him the great advantage he would have by trading with that +merchant, offering him large premiums there as agreed between us. +But he says no: he considers Mr. Freeman the head of the firm, will +never trade against him or embark with any other trading company, +but considers his duty was done when Mr. Freeman left England. +This Colonel seems to care more for his wife and his beagles than +for affairs. He asked me much about young H. E., 'that bastard,' +as he called him; doubting my lord's intentions respecting him. I +reassured him on this head, stating what I knew of the lad, and our +intentions respecting him, but with regard to Freeman he was +inflexible." + +And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his kinsman, to say +that one Captain Holton had been with him offering him large bribes +to join, YOU KNOW WHO, and saying that the head of the house of +Castlewood was deeply engaged in that quarter. But for his part he +had broke his sword when the K. left the country, and would never +again fight in that quarrel. The P. of O. was a man, at least, of +a noble courage, and his duty, and, as he thought, every +Englishman's, was to keep the country quiet, and the French out of +it: and, in fine, that he would have nothing to do with the scheme. + +Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the +pillow, Colonel Frank Esmond, who became Viscount Castlewood, told +Henry Esmond afterwards, when the letters were shown to his +lordship, who congratulated himself, as he had good reason, that he +had not joined in the scheme which proved so fatal to many +concerned in it. But, naturally, the lad knew little about these +circumstances when they happened under his eyes: only being aware +that his patron and his mistress were in some trouble, which had +caused the flight of the one and the apprehension of the other by +the officers of King William. + +The seizure of the papers effected, the gentlemen did not pursue +their further search through Castlewood House very rigorously. +They examined Mr. Holt's room, being led thither by his pupil, who +showed, as the Father had bidden him, the place where the key of +his chamber lay, opened the door for the gentlemen, and conducted +them into the room. + +When the gentlemen came to the half-burned papers in the brazier, +they examined them eagerly enough, and their young guide was a +little amused at their perplexity. + +"What are these?" says one. + +"They're written in a foreign language," says the lawyer. "What +are you laughing at, little whelp?" adds he, turning round as he +saw the boy smile. + +"Mr. Holt said they were sermons," Harry said, "and bade me to burn +them;" which indeed was true of those papers. + +"Sermons indeed--it's treason, I would lay a wager," cries the +lawyer. + +"Egad! it's Greek to me," says Captain Westbury. "Can you read it, +little boy?" + +"Yes, sir, a little," Harry said. + +"Then read, and read in English, sir, on your peril," said the +lawyer. And Harry began to translate:-- + +"Hath not one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are +now laboring as much as he himself ever did, about the tree of the +knowledge of good and evil, shaking the boughs thereof, and seeking +the fruit, being for the most part unmindful of the tree of life.' +Oh blind generation! 'tis this tree of knowledge to which the +serpent has led you"--and here the boy was obliged to stop, the +rest of the page being charred by the fire: and asked of the +lawyer--"Shall I go on, sir?" + +The lawyer said--"This boy is deeper than he seems: who knows that +he is not laughing at us?" + +"Let's have in Dick the Scholar," cried Captain Westbury, laughing: +and he called to a trooper out of the window--"Ho, Dick, come in +here and construe." + +A thick-set soldier, with a square good-humored face, came in at +the summons, saluting his officer. + +"Tell us what is this, Dick," says the lawyer. + +"My name is Steele, sir," says the soldier. "I may be Dick for my +friends, but I don't name gentlemen of your cloth amongst them." + +"Well then, Steele." + +"Mr. Steele, sir, if you please. When you address a gentleman of +his Majesty's Horse Guards, be pleased not to be so familiar." + +"I didn't know, sir," said the lawyer. + +"How should you? I take it you are not accustomed to meet with +gentlemen," says the trooper. + +"Hold thy prate, and read that bit of paper," says Westbury. + +"'Tis Latin," says Dick, glancing at it, and again saluting his +officer, "and from a sermon of Mr. Cudworth's," and he translated +the words pretty much as Henry Esmond had rendered them. + +"What a young scholar you are," says the Captain to the boy. + +"Depend on't, he knows more than he tells," says the lawyer. "I +think we will pack him off in the coach with old Jezebel." + +"For construing a bit of Latin?" said the Captain, very good-naturedly. + +"I would as lief go there as anywhere," Harry Esmond said, simply, +"for there is nobody to care for me." + +There must have been something touching in the child's voice, or in +this description of his solitude--for the Captain looked at him +very good-naturedly, and the trooper, called Steele, put his hand +kindly on the lad's head, and said some words in the Latin tongue. + +"What does he say?" says the lawyer. + +"Faith, ask Dick himself," cried Captain Westbury. + +"I said I was not ignorant of misfortune myself, and had learned to +succor the miserable, and that's not YOUR trade, Mr. Sheepskin," +said the trooper. + +"You had better leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet," the +Captain said. And Harry Esmond, always touched by a kind face and +kind word, felt very grateful to this good-natured champion. + +The horses were by this time harnessed to the coach; and the +Countess and Victoire came down and were put into the vehicle. +This woman, who quarrelled with Harry Esmond all day, was melted at +parting with him, and called him "dear angel," and "poor infant," +and a hundred other names. + +The Viscountess, giving him her lean hand to kiss, bade him always +be faithful to the house of Esmond. "If evil should happen to my +lord," says she, "his SUCCESSOR, I trust, will be found, and give +you protection. Situated as I am, they will not dare wreak their +vengeance on me NOW." And she kissed a medal she wore with great +fervor, and Henry Esmond knew not in the least what her meaning +was; but hath since learned that, old as she was, she was for ever +expecting, by the good offices of saints and relics, to have an +heir to the title of Esmond. + +Harry Esmond was too young to have been introduced into the secrets +of politics in which his patrons were implicated; for they put but +few questions to the boy (who was little of stature, and looked +much younger than his age), and such questions as they put he +answered cautiously enough, and professing even more ignorance than +he had, for which his examiners willingly enough gave him credit. +He did not say a word about the window or the cupboard over the +fireplace; and these secrets quite escaped the eyes of the +searchers. + +So then my lady was consigned to her coach, and sent off to Hexton, +with her woman and the man of law to bear her company, a couple of +troopers riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left +behind at the Hall, belonging as it were to nobody, and quite alone +in the world. The captain and a guard of men remained in +possession there; and the soldiers, who were very good-natured and +kind, ate my lord's mutton and drank his wine, and made themselves +comfortable, as they well might do in such pleasant quarters. + +The captains had their dinner served in my lord's tapestry parlor, +and poor little Harry thought his duty was to wait upon Captain +Westbury's chair, as his custom had been to serve his lord when he +sat there. + +After the departure of the Countess, Dick the Scholar took Harry +Esmond under his special protection, and would examine him in his +humanities and talk to him both of French and Latin, in which +tongues the lad found, and his new friend was willing enough to +acknowledge, that he was even more proficient than Scholar Dick. +Hearing that he had learned them from a Jesuit, in the praise of +whom and whose goodness Harry was never tired of speaking, Dick, +rather to the boy's surprise, who began to have an early +shrewdness, like many children bred up alone, showed a great deal +of theological science, and knowledge of the points at issue +between the two churches; so that he and Harry would have hours of +controversy together, in which the boy was certainly worsted by the +arguments of this singular trooper. "I am no common soldier," Dick +would say, and indeed it was easy to see by his learning, breeding, +and many accomplishments, that he was not. I am of one of the most +ancient families in the empire; I have had my education at a famous +school, and a famous university; I learned my first rudiments of +Latin near to Smithfield, in London, where the martyrs were roasted." + +"You hanged as many of ours," interposed Harry; "and, for the +matter of persecution, Father Holt told me that a young gentleman +of Edinburgh, eighteen years of age, student at the college there, +was hanged for heresy only last year, though he recanted, and +solemnly asked pardon for his errors." + +"Faith! there has been too much persecution on both sides: but +'twas you taught us." + +"Nay, 'twas the Pagans began it," cried the lad, and began to +instance a number of saints of the Church, from the proto-martyr +downwards--"this one's fire went out under him: that one's oil +cooled in the caldron: at a third holy head the executioner chopped +three times and it would not come off. Show us martyrs in YOUR +church for whom such miracles have been done." + +"Nay," says the trooper gravely, "the miracles of the first three +centuries belong to my Church as well as yours, Master Papist," and +then added, with something of a smile upon his countenance, and a +queer look at Harry--"And yet, my little catechiser, I have +sometimes thought about those miracles, that there was not much +good in them, since the victim's head always finished by coming off +at the third or fourth chop, and the caldron, if it did not boil +one day, boiled the next. Howbeit, in our times, the Church has +lost that questionable advantage of respites. There never was a +shower to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to turn the edge of +Campion's axe. The rack tore the limbs of Southwell the Jesuit and +Sympson the Protestant alike. For faith, everywhere multitudes die +willingly enough. I have read in Monsieur Rycaut's 'History of the +Turks,' of thousands of Mahomet's followers rushing upon death in +battle as upon certain Paradise; and in the great Mogul's dominions +people fling themselves by hundreds under the cars of the idols +annually, and the widows burn themselves on their husbands' bodies, +as 'tis well known. 'Tis not the dying for a faith that's so hard, +Master Harry--every man of every nation has done that--'tis the +living up to it that is difficult, as I know to my cost," he added +with a sigh. "And ah!" he added, "my poor lad, I am not strong +enough to convince thee by my life--though to die for my religion +would give me the greatest of joys--but I had a dear friend in +Magdalen College in Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here to +convince thee, as he quickly could--for I think he's a match for +the whole College of Jesuits; and what's more, in his life too. In +that very sermon of Dr. Cudworth's which your priest was quoting +from, and which suffered martydom in the brazier,"--Dick added with +a smile, "I had a thought of wearing the black coat (but was +ashamed of my life, you see, and took to this sorry red one); I +have often thought of Joe Addison--Dr. Cudworth says, 'A good +conscience is the best looking-glass of heaven'--and there's +serenity in my friend's face which always reflects it--I wish you +could see him, Harry." + +"Did he do you a great deal of good?" asked the lad, simply. + +"He might have done," said the other--"at least he taught me to see +and approve better things. 'Tis my own fault, deteriora sequi." + +"You seem very good," the boy said. + +"I'm not what I seem, alas!" answered the trooper--and indeed, as +it turned out, poor Dick told the truth--for that very night, at +supper in the hall, where the gentlemen of the troop took their +repasts, and passed most part of their days dicing and smoking of +tobacco, and singing and cursing, over the Castlewood ale--Harry +Esmond found Dick the Scholar in a woful state of drunkenness. He +hiccupped out a sermon and his laughing companions bade him sing a +hymn, on which Dick, swearing he would run the scoundrel through +the body who insulted his religion, made for his sword, which was +hanging on the wall, and fell down flat on the floor under it, +saying to Harry, who ran forward to help him, "Ah, little Papist, I +wish Joseph Addison was here!" + +Though the troopers of the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, +yet the rest of the gentlemen seemed ignorant and vulgar boors to +Harry Esmond, with the exception of this good-natured Corporal +Steele the Scholar, and Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant, who +were always kind to the lad. They remained for some weeks or +months encamped in Castlewood, and Harry learned from them, from +time to time, how the lady at Hexton Castle was treated, and the +particulars of her confinement there. 'Tis known that King William +was disposed to deal very leniently with the gentry who remained +faithful to the old King's cause; and no prince usurping a crown, +as his enemies said he did, (righteously taking it, as I think +now,) ever caused less blood to be shed. As for women-conspirators, +he kept spies on the least dangerous, and locked up the others. +Lady Castlewood had the best rooms in Hexton Castle, and the +gaoler's garden to walk in; and though she repeatedly desired to be +led out to execution, like Mary Queen of Scots, there never was any +thought of taking her painted old head off, or any desire to do +aught but keep her person in security. + +And it appeared she found that some were friends in her misfortune, +whom she had, in her prosperity, considered as her worst enemies. +Colonel Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's, who +had married the Dean of Winchester's daughter, and, since King +James's departure out of England, had lived not very far away from +Hexton town, hearing of his kinswoman's strait, and being friends +with Colonel Brice, commanding for King William in Hexton, and with +the Church dignitaries there, came to visit her ladyship in prison, +offering to his uncle's daughter any friendly services which lay in +his power. And he brought his lady and little daughter to see the +prisoner, to the latter of whom, a child of great beauty and many +winning ways, the old Viscountess took not a little liking, +although between her ladyship and the child's mother there was +little more love than formerly. There are some injuries which +women never forgive one another; and Madam Francis Esmond, in +marrying her cousin, had done one of those irretrievable wrongs to +Lady Castlewood. But as she was now humiliated, and in misfortune, +Madam Francis could allow a truce to her enmity, and could be kind +for a while, at least, to her husband's discarded mistress. So the +little Beatrix, her daughter, was permitted often to go and visit +the imprisoned Viscountess, who, in so far as the child and its +father were concerned, got to abate in her anger towards that +branch of the Castlewood family. And the letters of Colonel Esmond +coming to light, as has been said, and his conduct being known to +the King's council, the Colonel was put in a better position with +the existing government than he had ever before been; any +suspicions regarding his loyalty were entirely done away; and so he +was enabled to be of more service to his kinswoman than he could +otherwise have been. + +And now there befell an event by which this lady recovered her +liberty, and the house of Castlewood got a new owner, and +fatherless little Harry Esmond a new and most kind protector and +friend. Whatever that secret was which Harry was to hear from my +lord, the boy never heard it; for that night when Father Holt +arrived, and carried my lord away with him, was the last on which +Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my lord may be briefly +told here. Having found the horses at the place where they were +lying, my lord and Father Holt rode together to Chatteris, where +they had temporary refuge with one of the Father's penitents in +that city; but the pursuit being hot for them, and the reward for +the apprehension of one or the other considerable, it was deemed +advisable that they should separate; and the priest betook himself +to other places of retreat known to him, whilst my lord passed over +from Bristol into Ireland, in which kingdom King James had a court +and an army. My lord was but a small addition to this; bringing, +indeed, only his sword and the few pieces in his pocket; but the +King received him with some kindness and distinction in spite of +his poor plight, confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave +him a regiment, and promised him further promotion. But titles or +promotion were not to benefit him now. My lord was wounded at the +fatal battle of the Boyne, flying from which field (long after his +master had set him an example) he lay for a while concealed in the +marshy country near to the town of Trim, and more from catarrh and +fever caught in the bogs than from the steel of the enemy in the +battle, sank and died. May the earth lie light upon Thomas of +Castlewood! He who writes this must speak in charity, though this +lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these he would +have made amends, perhaps, had life been spared him; but the other +lay beyond his power to repair, though 'tis to be hoped that a +greater Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He got the +comfort of this absolution, too, such as it was: a priest of Trim +writing a letter to my lady to inform her of this calamity. + +But in those days letters were slow of travelling, and our priest's +took two months or more on its journey from Ireland to England: +where, when it did arrive, it did not find my lady at her own +house; she was at the King's house of Hexton Castle when the letter +came to Castlewood, but it was opened for all that by the officer +in command there. + +Harry Esmond well remembered the receipt of this letter, which +Lockwood brought in as Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were +on the green playing at bowls, young Esmond looking on at the +sport, or reading his book in the arbor. + +"Here's news for Frank Esmond," says Captain Westbury; "Harry, did +you ever see Colonel Esmond?" And Captain Westbury looked very +hard at the boy as he spoke. + +Harry said he had seen him but once when he was at Hexton, at the +ball there. + +"And did he say anything?" + +"He said what I don't care to repeat," Harry answered. For he was +now twelve years of age: he knew what his birth was, and the +disgrace of it; and he felt no love towards the man who had most +likely stained his mother's honor and his own. + +"Did you love my Lord Castlewood?" + +"I wait until I know my mother, sir, to say," the boy answered, his +eyes filling with tears. + +"Something has happened to Lord Castlewood," Captain Westbury said +in a very grave tone--"something which must happen to us all. He +is dead of a wound received at the Boyne, fighting for King James." + +"I am glad my lord fought for the right cause," the boy said. + +"It was better to meet death on the field like a man, than face it +on Tower-hill, as some of them may," continued Mr. Westbury. "I +hope he has made some testament, or provided for thee somehow. +This letter says he recommends unicum filium suum dilectissimum to +his lady. I hope he has left you more than that." + +Harry did not know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and +Fate; but more lonely now, as it seemed to him, than he had been +all the rest of his life; and that night, as he lay in his little +room which he still occupied, the boy thought with many a pang of +shame and grief of his strange and solitary condition: how he had a +father and no father; a nameless mother that had been brought to +ruin, perhaps, by that very father whom Harry could only +acknowledge in secret and with a blush, and whom he could neither +love nor revere. And he sickened to think how Father Holt, a +stranger, and two or three soldiers, his acquaintances of the last +six weeks, were the only friends he had in the great wide world, +where he was now quite alone. The soul of the boy was full of +love, and he longed as he lay in the darkness there for some one +upon whom he could bestow it. He remembers, and must to his dying +day, the thoughts and tears of that long night, the hours tolling +through it. Who was he, and what? Why here rather than elsewhere? +I have a mind, he thought, to go to that priest at Trim, and find +out what my father said to him on his death-bed confession. Is +there any child in the whole world so unprotected as I am? Shall I +get up and quit this place, and run to Ireland? With these +thoughts and tears the lad passed that night away until he wept +himself to sleep. + +The next day, the gentlemen of the guard, who had heard what had +befallen him, were more than usually kind to the child, especially +his friend Scholar Dick, who told him about his own father's death, +which had happened when Dick was a child at Dublin, not quite five +years of age. "That was the first sensation of grief," Dick said, +"I ever knew. I remember I went into the room where his body lay, +and my mother sat weeping beside it. I had my battledore in my +hand, and fell a-beating the coffin, and calling Papa; on which my +mother caught me in her arms, and told me in a flood of tears Papa +could not hear me, and would play with me no more, for they were +going to put him under ground, whence he could never come to us +again. And this," said Dick kindly, "has made me pity all children +ever since; and caused me to love thee, my poor fatherless, +motherless lad. And, if ever thou wantest a friend, thou shalt +have one in Richard Steele." + +Harry Esmond thanked him, and was grateful. But what could +Corporal Steele do for him? take him to ride a spare horse, and be +servant to the troop? Though there might be a bar in Harry +Esmond's shield, it was a noble one. The counsel of the two +friends was, that little Harry should stay where he was, and abide +his fortune: so Esmond stayed on at Castlewood, awaiting with no +small anxiety the fate, whatever it was, which was over him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM LEFT AT CASTLEWOOD AN ORPHAN, AND FIND MOST KIND PROTECTORS +THERE. + + +During the stay of the soldiers in Castlewood, honest Dick the +Scholar was the constant companion of the lonely little orphan lad +Harry Esmond: and they read together, and they played bowls +together, and when the other troopers or their officers, who were +free-spoken over their cups, (as was the way of that day, when +neither men nor women were over-nice,) talked unbecomingly of their +amours and gallantries before the child, Dick, who very likely was +setting the whole company laughing, would stop their jokes with a +maxima debetur pueris reverentia, and once offered to lug out +against another trooper called Hulking Tom, who wanted to ask Harry +Esmond a ribald question. + +Also, Dick seeing that the child had, as he said, a sensibility +above his years, and a great and praiseworthy discretion, confided +to Harry his love for a vintner's daughter, near to the Tollyard, +Westminster, whom Dick addressed as Saccharissa in many verses of +his composition, and without whom he said it would be impossible +that he could continue to live. He vowed this a thousand times in +a day, though Harry smiled to see the love-lorn swain had his +health and appetite as well as the most heart-whole trooper in the +regiment: and he swore Harry to secrecy too, which vow the lad +religiously kept, until he found that officers and privates were +all taken into Dick's confidence, and had the benefit of his +verses. And it must be owned likewise that, while Dick was sighing +after Saccharissa in London, he had consolations in the country; +for there came a wench out of Castlewood village who had washed his +linen, and who cried sadly when she heard he was gone: and without +paying her bill too, which Harry Esmond took upon himself to +discharge by giving the girl a silver pocket-piece, which Scholar +Dick had presented to him, when, with many embraces and prayers for +his prosperity, Dick parted from him, the garrison of Castlewood +being ordered away. Dick the Scholar said he would never forget +his young friend, nor indeed did he: and Harry was sorry when the +kind soldiers vacated Castlewood, looking forward with no small +anxiety (for care and solitude had made him thoughtful beyond his +years) to his fate when the new lord and lady of the house came to +live there. He had lived to be past twelve years old now; and had +never had a friend, save this wild trooper, perhaps, and Father +Holt; and had a fond and affectionate heart, tender to weakness, +that would fain attach itself to somebody, and did not seem at rest +until it had found a friend who would take charge of it. + +The instinct which led Henry Esmond to admire and love the gracious +person, the fair apparition of whose beauty and kindness had so +moved him when he first beheld her, became soon a devoted affection +and passion of gratitude, which entirely filled his young heart, +that as yet, except in the case of dear Father Holt, had had very +little kindness for which to be thankful. O Dea certe, thought he, +remembering the lines out of the AEneas which Mr. Holt had taught +him. There seemed, as the boy thought, in every look or gesture of +this fair creature, an angelical softness and bright pity--in +motion or repose she seemed gracious alike; the tone of her voice, +though she uttered words ever so trivial, gave him a pleasure that +amounted almost to anguish. It cannot be called love, that a lad +of twelve years of age, little more than a menial, felt for an +exalted lady, his mistress: but it was worship. To catch her +glance, to divine her errand and run on it before she had spoken +it; to watch, follow, adore her; became the business of his life. +Meanwhile, as is the way often, his idol had idols of her own, and +never thought of or suspected the admiration of her little pigmy +adorer. + +My lady had on her side her three idols: first and foremost, Jove +and supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount +of Castlewood. All wishes of his were laws with her. If he had a +headache, she was ill. If he frowned, she trembled. If he joked, +she smiled and was charmed. If he went a-hunting, she was always +at the window to see him ride away, her little son crowing on her +arm, or on the watch till his return. She made dishes for his +dinner: spiced wine for him: made the toast for his tankard at +breakfast: hushed the house when he slept in his chair, and watched +for a look when he woke. If my lord was not a little proud of his +beauty, my lady adored it. She clung to his arm as he paced the +terrace, her two fair little hands clasped round his great one; her +eyes were never tired of looking in his face and wondering at its +perfection. Her little son was his son, and had his father's look +and curly brown hair. Her daughter Beatrix was his daughter, and +had his eyes--were there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? +All the house was arranged so as to bring him ease and give him +pleasure. She liked the small gentry round about to come and pay +him court, never caring for admiration for herself; those who +wanted to be well with the lady must admire him. Not regarding her +dress, she would wear a gown to rags, because he had once liked it: +and, if he brought her a brooch or a ribbon, would prefer it to all +the most costly articles of her wardrobe. + +My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and the family +being too poor to appear at Court with any figure, he went alone. +It was not until he was out of sight that her face showed any +sorrow: and what a joy when he came back! What preparation before +his return! The fond creature had his arm-chair at the chimney-side--delighting to put the children in it, and look at them there. +Nobody took his place at the table; but his silver tankard stood +there as when my lord was present. + +A pretty sight it was to see, during my lord's absence, or on those +many mornings when sleep or headache kept him a-bed, this fair +young lady of Castlewood, her little daughter at her knee, and her +domestics gathered round her, reading the Morning Prayer of the +English Church. Esmond long remembered how she looked and spoke, +kneeling reverently before the sacred book, the sun shining upon +her golden hair until it made a halo round about her. A dozen of +the servants of the house kneeled in a line opposite their +mistress; for a while Harry Esmond kept apart from these mysteries, +but Doctor Tusher showing him that the prayers read were those of +the Church of all ages, and the boy's own inclination prompting him +to be always as near as he might to his mistress, and to think all +things she did right, from listening to the prayers in the ante-chamber, he came presently to kneel down with the rest of the +household in the parlor; and before a couple of years my lady had +made a thorough convert. Indeed, the boy loved his catechiser so +much that he would have subscribed to anything she bade him, and +was never tired of listening to her fond discourse and simple +comments upon the book, which she read to him in a voice of which +it was difficult to resist the sweet persuasion and tender +appealing kindness. This friendly controversy, and the intimacy +which it occasioned, bound the lad more fondly than ever to his +mistress. The happiest period of all his life was this; and the +young mother, with her daughter and son, and the orphan lad whom +she protected, read and worked and played, and were children +together. If the lady looked forward--as what fond woman does +not?--towards the future, she had no plans from which Harry Esmond +was left out; and a thousand and a thousand times, in his +passionate and impetuous way, he vowed that no power should +separate him from his mistress; and only asked for some chance to +happen by which he might show his fidelity to her. Now, at the +close of his life, as he sits and recalls in tranquillity the happy +and busy scenes of it, he can think, not ungratefully, that he has +been faithful to that early vow. Such a life is so simple that +years may be chronicled in a few lines. But few men's life-voyages +are destined to be all prosperous; and this calm of which we are +speaking was soon to come to an end. + +As Esmond grew, and observed for himself, he found of necessity +much to read and think of outside that fond circle of kinsfolk who +had admitted him to join hand with them. He read more books than +they cared to study with him; was alone in the midst of them many a +time, and passed nights over labors, futile perhaps, but in which +they could not join him. His dear mistress divined his thoughts +with her usual jealous watchfulness of affection: began to forebode +a time when he would escape from his home-nest; and, at his eager +protestations to the contrary, would only sigh and shake her head. +Before those fatal decrees in life are executed, there are always +secret previsions and warning omens. When everything yet seems +calm, we are aware that the storm is coming. Ere the happy days +were over, two at least of that home-party felt that they were +drawing to a close; and were uneasy, and on the look-out for the +cloud which was to obscure their calm. + +'Twas easy for Harry to see, however much his lady persisted in +obedience and admiration for her husband, that my lord tired of his +quiet life, and grew weary, and then testy, at those gentle bonds +with which his wife would have held him. As they say the Grand +Lama of Thibet is very much fatigued by his character of divinity, +and yawns on his altar as his bonzes kneel and worship him, many a +home-god grows heartily sick of the reverence with which his +family-devotees pursue him, and sighs for freedom and for his old +life, and to be off the pedestal on which his dependants would have +him sit for ever, whilst they adore him, and ply him with flowers, +and hymns, and incense, and flattery;--so, after a few years of his +marriage my honest Lord Castlewood began to tire; all the high-flown raptures and devotional ceremonies with which his wife, his +chief priestess, treated him, first sent him to sleep, and then +drove him out of doors; for the truth must be told, that my lord +was a jolly gentleman, with very little of the august or divine in +his nature, though his fond wife persisted in revering it--and, +besides, he had to pay a penalty for this love, which persons of +his disposition seldom like to defray: and, in a word, if he had a +loving wife, had a very jealous and exacting one. Then he wearied +of this jealousy; then he broke away from it; then came, no doubt, +complaints and recriminations; then, perhaps, promises of amendment +not fulfilled; then upbraidings not the more pleasant because they +were silent, and only sad looks and tearful eyes conveyed them. +Then, perhaps, the pair reached that other stage which is not +uncommon in married life, when the woman perceives that the god of +the honeymoon is a god no more; only a mortal like the rest of us--and so she looks into her heart, and lo! vacuae sedes et inania +arcana. And now, supposing our lady to have a fine genius and a +brilliant wit of her own, and the magic spell and infatuation +removed from her which had led her to worship as a god a very +ordinary mortal--and what follows? They live together, and they +dine together, and they say "my dear" and "my love" as heretofore; +but the man is himself, and the woman herself: that dream of love +is over as everything else is over in life; as flowers and fury, +and griefs and pleasures, are over. + +Very likely the Lady Castlewood had ceased to adore her husband +herself long before she got off her knees, or would allow her +household to discontinue worshipping him. To do him justice, my +lord never exacted this subservience: he laughed and joked and +drank his bottle, and swore when he was angry, much too familiarly +for any one pretending to sublimity; and did his best to destroy +the ceremonial with which his wife chose to surround him. And it +required no great conceit on young Esmond's part to see that his +own brains were better than his patron's, who, indeed, never +assumed any airs of superiority over the lad, or over any dependant +of his, save when he was displeased, in which case he would express +his mind in oaths very freely; and who, on the contrary, perhaps, +spoiled "Parson Harry," as he called young Esmond, by constantly +praising his parts and admiring his boyish stock of learning. + +It may seem ungracious in one who has received a hundred favors +from his patron to speak in any but a reverential manner of his +elders; but the present writer has had descendants of his own, whom +he has brought up with as little as possible of the servility at +present exacted by parents from children (under which mask of duty +there often lurks indifference, contempt, or rebellion): and as he +would have his grandsons believe or represent him to be not an inch +taller than Nature has made him: so, with regard to his past +acquaintances, he would speak without anger, but with truth, as far +as he knows it, neither extenuating nor setting down aught in +malice. + +So long, then, as the world moved according to Lord Castlewood's +wishes, he was good-humored enough; of a temper naturally sprightly +and easy, liking to joke, especially with his inferiors, and +charmed to receive the tribute of their laughter. All exercises of +the body he could perform to perfection--shooting at a mark and +flying, breaking horses, riding at the ring, pitching the quoit, +playing at all games with great skill. And not only did he do +these things well, but he thought he did them to perfection; hence +he was often tricked about horses, which he pretended to know +better than any jockey; was made to play at ball and billiards by +sharpers who took his money, and came back from London wofully +poorer each time than he went, as the state of his affairs +testified when the sudden accident came by which his career was +brought to an end. + +He was fond of the parade of dress, and passed as many hours daily +at his toilette as an elderly coquette. A tenth part of his day +was spent in the brushing of his teeth and the oiling of his hair, +which was curling and brown, and which he did not like to conceal +under a periwig, such as almost everybody of that time wore. (We +have the liberty of our hair back now, but powder and pomatum along +with it. When, I wonder, will these monstrous poll-taxes of our +age be withdrawn, and men allowed to carry their colors, black, +red, or gray, as Nature made them?) And as he liked her to be well +dressed, his lady spared no pains in that matter to please him; +indeed, she would dress her head or cut it off if he had bidden her. + +It was a wonder to young Esmond, serving as page to my lord and +lady, to hear, day after day, to such company as came, the same +boisterous stories told by my lord, at which his lady never failed +to smile or hold down her head, and Doctor Tusher to burst out +laughing at the proper point, or cry, "Fie, my lord, remember my +cloth!" but with such a faint show of resistance, that it only +provoked my lord further. Lord Castlewood's stories rose by +degrees, and became stronger after the ale at dinner and the bottle +afterwards; my lady always taking flight after the very first glass +to Church and King, and leaving the gentlemen to drink the rest of +the toasts by themselves. + +And, as Harry Esmond was her page, he also was called from duty at +this time. "My lord has lived in the army and with soldiers," she +would say to the lad, "amongst whom great license is allowed. You +have had a different nurture, and I trust these things will change +as you grow older; not that any fault attaches to my lord, who is +one of the best and most religious men in this kingdom." And very +likely she believed so. 'Tis strange what a man may do, and a +woman yet think him an angel. + +And as Esmond has taken truth for his motto, it must be owned, even +with regard to that other angel, his mistress, that she had a fault +of character which flawed her perfections. With the other sex +perfectly tolerant and kindly, of her own she was invariably +jealous; and a proof that she had this vice is, that though she +would acknowledge a thousand faults that she had not, to this which +she had she could never be got to own. But if there came a woman +with even a semblance of beauty to Castlewood, she was so sure to +find out some wrong in her, that my lord, laughing in his jolly +way, would often joke with her concerning her foible. Comely +servant-maids might come for hire, but none were taken at +Castlewood. The housekeeper was old; my lady's own waiting-woman +squinted, and was marked with the small-pox; the housemaids and +scullion were ordinary country wenches, to whom Lady Castlewood was +kind, as her nature made her to everybody almost; but as soon as +ever she had to do with a pretty woman, she was cold, retiring, and +haughty. The country ladies found this fault in her; and though +the men all admired her, their wives and daughters complained of +her coldness and aims, and said that Castlewood was pleasanter in +Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager was called) than at present. +Some few were of my mistress's side. Old Lady Blenkinsop Jointure, +who had been at court in King James the First's time, always took +her side; and so did old Mistress Crookshank, Bishop Crookshank's +daughter, of Hexton, who, with some more of their like, pronounced +my lady an angel: but the pretty women were not of this mind; and +the opinion of the country was that my lord was tied to his wife's +apron-strings, and that she ruled over him. + +The second fight which Harry Esmond had, was at fourteen years of +age, with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son, of Bramblebrook, +who, advancing this opinion, that my lady was jealous and henpecked +my lord, put Harry in such a fury, that Harry fell on him and with +such rage, that the other boy, who was two years older and by far +bigger than he, had by far the worst of the assault, until it was +interrupted by Doctor Tusher walking out of the dinner-room. + +Bryan Hawkshaw got up bleeding at the nose, having, indeed, been +surprised, as many a stronger man might have been, by the fury of +the assault upon him. + +"You little bastard beggar!" he said, "I'll murder you for this!" + +And indeed he was big enough. + +"Bastard or not," said the other, grinding his teeth, "I have a +couple of swords, and if you like to meet me, as a man, on the +terrace to-night--" + +And here the Doctor coming up, the colloquy of the young champions +ended. Very likely, big as he was, Hawkshaw did not care to +continue a fight with such a ferocious opponent as this had been. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +AFTER GOOD FORTUNE COMES EVIL. + + +Since my Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought home the custom of +inoculation from Turkey (a perilous practice many deem it, and only +a useless rushing into the jaws of danger), I think the severity of +the small-pox, that dreadful scourge of the world, has somewhat +been abated in our part of it; and remember in my time hundreds of +the young and beautiful who have been carried to the grave, or have +only risen from their pillows frightfully scarred and disfigured by +this malady. Many a sweet face hath left its roses on the bed on +which this dreadful and withering blight has laid them. In my +early days, this pestilence would enter a village and destroy half +its inhabitants: at its approach, it may well be imagined, not only +the beautiful but the strongest were alarmed, and those fled who +could. One day in the year 1694 (I have good reason to remember +it), Doctor Tusher ran into Castlewood House, with a face of +consternation, saying that the malady had made its appearance at +the blacksmith's house in the village, and that one of the maids +there was down in the small-pox. + +The blacksmith, besides his forge and irons for horses, had an ale-house for men, which his wife kept, and his company sat on benches +before the inn-door, looking at the smithy while they drank their +beer. Now, there was a pretty girl at this inn, the landlord's men +called Nancy Sievewright, a bouncing, fresh-looking lass, whose +face was as red as the hollyhocks over the pales of the garden +behind the inn. At this time Harry Esmond was a lad of sixteen, +and somehow in his walks and rambles it often happened that he fell +in with Nancy Sievewright's bonny face; if he did not want +something done at the blacksmith's he would go and drink ale at the +"Three Castles," or find some pretext for seeing this poor Nancy. +Poor thing, Harry meant or imagined no harm; and she, no doubt, as +little, but the truth is they were always meeting--in the lanes, or +by the brook, or at the garden-palings, or about Castlewood: it +was, "Lord, Mr. Henry!" and "how do you do, Nancy?" many and many a +time in the week. 'Tis surprising the magnetic attraction which +draws people together from ever so far. I blush as I think of poor +Nancy now, in a red bodice and buxom purple cheeks and a canvas +petticoat; and that I devised schemes, and set traps, and made +speeches in my heart, which I seldom had courage to say when in +presence of that humble enchantress, who knew nothing beyond +milking a cow, and opened her black eyes with wonder when I made +one of my fine speeches out of Waller or Ovid. Poor Nancy! from +the midst of far-off years thine honest country face beams out; and +I remember thy kind voice as if I had heard it yesterday. + +When Doctor Tusher brought the news that the small-pox was at the +"Three Castles," whither a tramper, it was said, had brought the +malady, Henry Esmond's first thought was of alarm for poor Nancy, +and then of shame and disquiet for the Castlewood family, lest he +might have brought this infection; for the truth is that Mr. Harry +had been sitting in a back room for an hour that day, where Nancy +Sievewright was with a little brother who complained of headache, +and was lying stupefied and crying, either in a chair by the corner +of the fire, or in Nancy's lap, or on mine. + +Little Lady Beatrix screamed out at Dr. Tusher's news; and my lord +cried out, "God bless me!" He was a brave man, and not afraid of +death in any shape but this. He was very proud of his pink +complexion and fair hair--but the idea of death by small-pox scared +him beyond all other ends. "We will take the children and ride +away to-morrow to Walcote:" this was my lord's small house, +inherited from his mother, near to Winchester. + +"That is the best refuge in case the disease spreads," said Dr. +Tusher. "'Tis awful to think of it beginning at the ale-house; +half the people of the village have visited that to-day, or the +blacksmith's, which is the same thing. My clerk Nahum lodges with +them--I can never go into my reading-desk and have that fellow so +near me. I WON'T have that man near me." + +"If a parishioner dying in the small-pox sent to you, would you not +go?" asked my lady, looking up from her frame of work, with her +calm blue eyes. + +"By the Lord, I wouldn't," said my lord. + +"We are not in a popish country; and a sick man doth not absolutely +need absolution and confession," said the Doctor. "'Tis true they +are a comfort and a help to him when attainable, and to be +administered with hope of good. But in a case where the life of a +parish priest in the midst of his flock is highly valuable to them, +he is not called upon to risk it (and therewith the lives, future +prospects, and temporal, even spiritual welfare of his own family) +for the sake of a single person, who is not very likely in a +condition even to understand the religious message whereof the +priest is the bringer--being uneducated, and likewise stupefied or +delirious by disease. If your ladyship or his lordship, my +excellent good friend and patron, were to take it . . ." + +"God forbid!" cried my lord. + +"Amen," continued Dr. Tusher. "Amen to that prayer, my very good +lord! for your sake I would lay my life down"--and, to judge from +the alarmed look of the Doctor's purple face, you would have +thought that that sacrifice was about to be called for instantly. + +To love children, and be gentle with them, was an instinct, rather +than a merit, in Henry Esmond; so much so, that he thought almost +with a sort of shame of his liking for them, and of the softness +into which it betrayed him; and on this day the poor fellow had not +only had his young friend, the milkmaid's brother, on his knee, but +had been drawing pictures and telling stories to the little Frank +Castlewood, who had occupied the same place for an hour after +dinner, and was never tired of Henry's tales, and his pictures of +soldiers and horses. As luck would have it, Beatrix had not on +that evening taken her usual place, which generally she was glad +enough to have, upon her tutor's lap. For Beatrix, from the +earliest time, was jealous of every caress which was given to her +little brother Frank. She would fling away even from the maternal +arms, if she saw Frank had been there before her; insomuch that +Lady Esmond was obliged not to show her love for her son in the +presence of the little girl, and embraced one or the other alone. +She would turn pale and red with rage if she caught signs of +intelligence or affection between Frank and his mother: would sit +apart, and not speak for a whole night, if she thought the boy had +a better fruit or a larger cake than hers; would fling away a +ribbon if he had one; and from the earliest age, sitting up in her +little chair by the great fireplace opposite to the corner where +Lady Castlewood commonly sat at her embroidery, would utter +infantine sarcasms about the favor shown to her brother. These, if +spoken in the presence of Lord Castlewood, tickled and amused his +humor; he would pretend to love Frank best, and dandle and kiss +him, and roar with laughter at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth +is, my lord did not often witness these scenes, nor very much +trouble the quiet fireside at which his lady passed many long +evenings. My lord was hunting all day when the season admitted; he +frequented all the cock-fights and fairs in the country, and would +ride twenty miles to see a main fought, or two clowns break their +heads at a cudgelling-match; and he liked better to sit in his +parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and Tom, than in his wife's +drawing-room: whither, if he came, he brought only too often +bloodshot eyes, a hiccupping voice, and a reeling gait. The +management of the house, and the property, the care of the few +tenants and the village poor, and the accounts of the estate, were +in the hands of his lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My +lord took charge of the stables, the kennel, and the cellar--and he +filled this and emptied it too. + +So it chanced that upon this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had +had the blacksmith's son, and the peer's son, alike upon his knee, +little Beatrix, who would come to her tutor willingly enough with +her book and her writing, had refused him, seeing the place +occupied by her brother, and, luckily for her, had sat at the +further end of the room, away from him, playing with a spaniel dog +which she had, (and for which, by fits and starts, she would take a +great affection,) and talking at Harry Esmond over her shoulder, as +she pretended to caress the dog, saying that Fido would love her, +and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido all her life. + +When, then, the news was brought that the little boy at the "Three +Castles" was ill with the small-pox, poor Harry Esmond felt a shock +of alarm, not so much for himself as for his mistress's son, whom +he might have brought into peril. Beatrix, who had pouted +sufficiently, (and who, whenever a stranger appeared, began, from +infancy almost, to play off little graces to catch his attention,) +her brother being now gone to bed, was for taking her place upon +Esmond's knee: for, though the Doctor was very obsequious to her, +she did not like him, because he had thick boots and dirty hands +(the pert young miss said), and because she hated learning the +catechism. + +But as she advanced towards Esmond from the corner where she had +been sulking, he started back and placed the great chair on which +he was sitting between him and her--saying in the French language +to Lady Castlewood, with whom the young lad had read much, and whom +he had perfected in this tongue--Madam, the child must not approach +me; I must tell you that I was at the blacksmith's to-day, and had +his little boy upon my lap." + +"Where you took my son afterwards," Lady Castlewood said, very +angry, and turning red. "I thank you, sir, for giving him such +company. Beatrix," she said in English, "I forbid you to touch Mr. +Esmond. Come away, child--come to your room. Come to your room--I +wish your Reverence good-night--and you, sir, had you not better go +back to your friends at the ale-house?" her eyes, ordinarily so +kind, darted flashes of anger as she spoke; and she tossed up her +head (which hung down commonly) with the mien of a princess. + +"Hey-day!" says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace--indeed +he was in the position to which he generally came by that hour of +the evening--"Hey-day! Rachel, what are you in a passion about? +Ladies ought never to be in a passion. Ought they, Doctor Tusher? +though it does good to see Rachel in a passion--Damme, Lady +Castlewood, you look dev'lish handsome in a passion." + +"It is, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to do +with his time here, and not having a taste for our company, has +been to the ale-house, where he has SOME FRIENDS." + +My lord burst out, with a laugh and an oath--"You young slyboots, +you've been at Nancy Sievewright. D--- the young hypocrite, who'd +have thought it in him? I say, Tusher, he's been after--" + +"Enough, my lord," said my lady, "don't insult me with this talk." + +"Upon my word," said poor Harry, ready to cry with shame and +mortification, "the honor of that young person is perfectly +unstained for me." + +"Oh, of course, of course," says my lord, more and more laughing +and tipsy. "Upon his HONOR, Doctor--Nancy Sieve-- . . ." + +"Take Mistress Beatrix to bed," my lady cried at this moment to +Mrs. Tucker her woman, who came in with her ladyship's tea. "Put +her into my room--no, into yours," she added quickly. "Go, my +child: go, I say: not a word!" And Beatrix, quite surprised at so +sudden a tone of authority from one who was seldom accustomed to +raise her voice, went out of the room with a scared countenance, +and waited even to burst out a-crying until she got to the door +with Mrs. Tucker. + +For once her mother took little heed of her sobbing, and continued +to speak eagerly--"My lord," she said, "this young man--your +dependant--told me just now in French--he was ashamed to speak in +his own language--that he had been at the ale-house all day, where +he has had that little wretch who is now ill of the small-pox on +his knee. And he comes home reeking from that place--yes, reeking +from it--and takes my boy into his lap without shame, and sits down +by me, yes, by ME. He may have killed Frank for what I know--killed our child. Why was he brought in to disgrace our house? +Why is he here? Let him go--let him go, I say, to-night, and +pollute the place no more." + +She had never once uttered a syllable of unkindness to Harry +Esmond; and her cruel words smote the poor boy, so that he stood +for some moments bewildered with grief and rage at the injustice of +such a stab from such a hand. He turned quite white from red, +which he had been. + +"I cannot help my birth, madam," he said, "nor my other misfortune. +And as for your boy, if--if my coming nigh to him pollutes him now, +it was not so always. Good-night, my lord. Heaven bless you and +yours for your goodness to me. I have tired her ladyship's +kindness out, and I will go;" and, sinking down on his knee, Harry +Esmond took the rough hand of his benefactor and kissed it. + +"He wants to go to the ale-house--let him go," cried my lady. + +"I'm d--d if he shall," said my lord. "I didn't think you could be +so d--d ungrateful, Rachel." + +Her reply was to burst into a flood of tears, and to quit the room +with a rapid glance at Harry Esmond,--as my lord, not heeding them, +and still in great good-humor, raised up his young client from his +kneeling posture (for a thousand kindnesses had caused the lad to +revere my lord as a father), and put his broad hand on Harry +Esmond's shoulder. + +"She was always so," my lord said; "the very notion of a woman +drives her mad. I took to liquor on that very account, by Jove, +for no other reason than that; for she can't be jealous of a beer-barrel or a bottle of rum, can she, Doctor? D--- it, look at the +maids--just look at the maids in the house" (my lord pronounced all +the words together--just-look-at-the-maze-in-the-house: jever-see-such-maze?) "You wouldn't take a wife out of Castlewood now, would +you, Doctor?" and my lord burst out laughing. + +The Doctor, who had been looking at my Lord Castlewood from under +his eyelids, said, "But joking apart, and, my lord, as a divine, I +cannot treat the subject in a jocular light, nor, as a pastor of +this congregation, look with anything but sorrow at the idea of so +very young a sheep going astray." + +"Sir," said young Esmond, bursting out indignantly, "she told me +that you yourself were a horrid old man, and had offered to kiss +her in the dairy." + +"For shame, Henry," cried Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a +turkey-cock, while my lord continued to roar with laughter. "If +you listen to the falsehoods of an abandoned girl--" + +"She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me," +cried out Henry, "and, as kind, and as good. For shame on you to +malign her!" + +"Far be it from me to do so," cried the Doctor. "Heaven grant I +may be mistaken in the girl, and in you, sir, who have a truly +PRECOCIOUS genius; but that is not the point at issue at present. +It appears that the small-pox broke out in the little boy at the +'Three Castles;' that it was on him when you visited the ale-house, +for your OWN reasons; and that you sat with the child for some +time, and immediately afterwards with my young lord." The Doctor +raised his voice as he spoke, and looked towards my lady, who had +now come back, looking very pale, with a handkerchief in her hand. + +"This is all very true, sir," said Lady Esmond, looking at the +young man. + +"'Tis to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him." + +"From the ale-house--yes," said my lady. + +"D--- it, I forgot when I collared you, boy," cried my lord, +stepping back. "Keep off, Harry my boy; there's no good in running +into the wolf's jaws, you know." + +My lady looked at him with some surprise, and instantly advancing +to Henry Esmond, took his hand. "I beg your pardon, Henry," she +said; "I spoke very unkindly. I have no right to interfere with +you--with your--" + +My lord broke out into an oath. "Can't you leave the boy alone, my +lady?" She looked a little red, and faintly pressed the lad's hand +as she dropped it. + +"There is no use, my lord," she said; "Frank was on his knee as he +was making pictures, and was running constantly from Henry to me. +The evil is done, if any." + +"Not with me, damme," cried my lord. "I've been smoking,"--and he +lighted his pipe again with a coal--"and it keeps off infection; +and as the disease is in the village--plague take it--I would have +you leave it. We'll go to-morrow to Walcote, my lady." + +"I have no fear," said my lady; "I may have had it as an infant: it +broke out in our house then; and when four of my sisters had it at +home, two years before our marriage, I escaped it, and two of my +dear sisters died." + +"I won't run the risk," said my lord; "I'm as bold as any man, but +I'll not bear that." + +"Take Beatrix with you and go," said my lady. "For us the mischief +is done; and Tucker can wait upon us, who has had the disease." + +"You take care to choose 'em ugly enough," said my lord, at which +her ladyship hung down her head and looked foolish: and my lord, +calling away Tusher, bade him come to the oak parlor and have a +pipe. The Doctor made a low bow to her ladyship (of which salaams +he was profuse), and walked off on his creaking square-toes after +his patron. + +When the lady and the young man were alone, there was a silence of +some moments, during which he stood at the fire, looking rather +vacantly at the dying embers, whilst her ladyship busied herself +with the tambour-frame and needles. + +"I am sorry," she said, after a pause, in a hard, dry voice,--"I +REPEAT I am sorry that I showed myself so ungrateful for the safety +of my son. It was not at all my wish that you should leave us, I +am sure, unless you found pleasure elsewhere. But you must +perceive, Mr. Esmond, that at your age, and with your tastes, it is +impossible that you can continue to stay upon the intimate footing +in which you have been in this family. You have wished to go to +the University, and I think 'tis quite as well that you should be +sent thither. I did not press this matter, thinking you a child, +as you are, indeed, in years--quite a child; and I should never +have thought of treating you otherwise until--until these +CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. And I shall beg my lord to despatch +you as quick as possible: and will go on with Frank's learning as +well as I can, (I owe my father thanks for a little grounding, and +you, I'm sure, for much that you have taught me,)--and--and I wish +you a good-night, Mr. Esmond." + +And with this she dropped a stately curtsy, and, taking her candle, +went away through the tapestry door, which led to her apartments. +Esmond stood by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. Indeed, +he scarce seemed to see until she was gone; and then her image was +impressed upon him, and remained for ever fixed upon his memory. +He saw her retreating, the taper lighting up her marble face, her +scarlet lip quivering, and her shining golden hair. He went to his +own room, and to bed, where he tried to read, as his custom was; +but he never knew what he was reading until afterwards he +remembered the appearance of the letters of the book (it was in +Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day passed before him--that is, of the last hour of the day; for as for the morning, and +the poor milkmaid yonder, he never so much as once thought. And he +could not get to sleep until daylight, and woke with a violent +headache, and quite unrefreshed. + +He had brought the contagion with him from the "Three Castles" sure +enough, and was presently laid up with the smallpox, which spared +the hall no more than it did the cottage. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I HAVE THE SMALL-POX, AND PREPARE TO LEAVE CASTLEWOOD. + + +When Harry Esmond passed through the crisis of that malady, and +returned to health again, he found that little Frank Esmond had +also suffered and rallied after the disease, and the lady his +mother was down with it, with a couple more of the household. "It +was a Providence, for which we all ought to be thankful," Doctor +Tusher said, "that my lady and her son were spared, while Death +carried off the poor domestics of the house;" and rebuked Harry for +asking, in his simple way, For which we ought to be thankful--that +the servants were killed, or the gentlefolks were saved? Nor could +young Esmond agree in the Doctor's vehement protestations to my +lady, when he visited her during her convalescence, that the malady +had not in the least impaired her charms, and had not been churl +enough to injure the fair features of the Viscountess of +Castlewood; whereas, in spite of these fine speeches, Harry thought +that her ladyship's beauty was very much injured by the small-pox. +When the marks of the disease cleared away, they did not, it is +true, leave furrows or scars on her face (except one, perhaps, on +her forehead over her left eyebrow); but the delicacy of her rosy +color and complexion was gone: her eyes had lost their brilliancy, +her hair fell, and her face looked older. It was as if a coarse +hand had rubbed off the delicate tints of that sweet picture, and +brought it, as one has seen unskilful painting-cleaners do, to the +dead color. Also, it must be owned, that for a year or two after +the malady, her ladyship's nose was swollen and redder. + +There would be no need to mention these trivialities, but that they +actually influenced many lives, as trifles will in the world, where +a gnat often plays a greater part than an elephant, and a mole-hill, as we know in King William's case, can upset an empire. When +Tusher in his courtly way (at which Harry Esmond always chafed and +spoke scornfully) vowed and protested that my lady's face was none +the worse--the lad broke out and said, "It IS worse and my mistress +is not near so handsome as she was;" on which poor Lady Castlewood +gave a rueful smile, and a look into a little Venice glass she had, +which showed her, I suppose, that what the stupid boy said was only +too true, for she turned away from the glass, and her eyes filled +with tears. + +The sight of these in Esmond's heart always created a sort of rage +of pity, and seeing them on the face of the lady whom he loved +best, the young blunderer sank down on his knees, and besought her +to pardon him, saying that he was a fool and an idiot, that he was +a brute to make such a speech, he who had caused her malady; and +Doctor Tusher told him that a bear he was indeed, and a bear he +would remain, at which speech poor young Esmond was so dumbstricken +that he did not even growl. + +"He is MY bear, and I will not have him baited, Doctor," my lady +said, patting her hand kindly on the boy's head, as he was still +kneeling at her feet. "How your hair has come off! And mine, +too," she added with another sigh. + +"It is not for myself that I cared," my lady said to Harry, when +the parson had taken his leave; "but AM I very much changed? Alas! +I fear 'tis too true." + +"Madam, you have the dearest, and kindest, and sweetest face in the +world, I think," the lad said; and indeed he thought and thinks so. + +"Will my lord think so when he comes back?" the lady asked with a +sigh, and another look at her Venice glass. "Suppose he should +think as you do, sir, that I am hideous--yes, you said hideous--he +will cease to care for me. 'Tis all men care for in women, our +little beauty. Why did he select me from among my sisters? 'Twas +only for that. We reign but for a day or two: and be sure that +Vashti knew Esther was coming." + +"Madam," said Mr. Esmond, "Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and to +change was the manner of his country, and according to his law." + +"You are all Grand Turks for that matter," said my lady, "or would +be if you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. You are well, +praised be Heaven. YOUR locks are not thinned by this dreadful +small-pox: nor your poor face scarred--is it, my angel?" + +Frank began to shout and whimper at the idea of such a misfortune. +From the very earliest time the young lord had been taught to +admire his beauty by his mother: and esteemed it as highly as any +reigning toast valued hers. + +One day, as he himself was recovering from his fever and illness, a +pang of something like shame shot across young Esmond's breast, as +he remembered that he had never once during his illness given a +thought to the poor girl at the smithy, whose red cheeks but a +month ago he had been so eager to see. Poor Nancy! her cheeks had +shared the fate of roses, and were withered now. She had taken the +illness on the same day with Esmond--she and her brother were both +dead of the small-pox, and buried under the Castlewood yew-trees. +There was no bright face looking now from the garden, or to cheer +the old smith at his lonely fireside. Esmond would have liked to +have kissed her in her shroud (like the lass in Mr. Prior's pretty +poem); but she rested many a foot below the ground, when Esmond +after his malady first trod on it. + +Doctor Tusher brought the news of this calamity, about which Harry +Esmond longed to ask, but did not like. He said almost the whole +village had been stricken with the pestilence; seventeen persons +were dead of it, among them mentioning the names of poor Nancy and +her little brother. He did not fail to say how thankful we +survivors ought to be. It being this man's business to flatter and +make sermons, it must be owned he was most industrious in it, and +was doing the one or the other all day. + +And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond blushed that he had not a +single tear for her, and fell to composing an elegy in Latin verses +over the rustic little beauty. He bade the dryads mourn and the +river-nymphs deplore her. As her father followed the calling of +Vulcan, he said that surely she was like a daughter of Venus, +though Sievewright's wife was an ugly shrew, as he remembered to +have heard afterwards. He made a long face, but, in truth, felt +scarcely more sorrowful than a mute at a funeral. These first +passions of men and women are mostly abortive; and are dead almost +before they are born. Esmond could repeat, to his last day, some +of the doggerel lines in which his muse bewailed his pretty lass; +not without shame to remember how bad the verses were, and how good +he thought them; how false the grief, and yet how he was rather +proud of it. 'Tis an error, surely, to talk of the simplicity of +youth. I think no persons are more hypocritical, and have a more +affected behavior to one another, than the young. They deceive +themselves and each other with artifices that do not impose upon +men of the world; and so we get to understand truth better, and +grow simpler as we grow older. + +When my lady heard of the fate which had befallen poor Nancy, she +said nothing so long as Tusher was by, but when he was gone, she +took Harry Esmond's hand and said-- + +"Harry, I beg your pardon for those cruel words I used on the night +you were taken ill. I am shocked at the fate of the poor creature, +and am sure that nothing had happened of that with which, in my +anger, I charged you. And the very first day we go out, you must +take me to the blacksmith, and we must see if there is anything I +can do to console the poor old man. Poor man! to lose both his +children! What should I do without mine?" + +And this was, indeed, the very first walk which my lady took, +leaning on Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought +no consolation to the old father; and he showed no softness, or +desire to speak. "The Lord gave and took away," he said; and he +knew what His servant's duty was. He wanted for nothing--less now +than ever before, as there were fewer mouths to feed. He wished +her ladyship and Master Esmond good morning--he had grown tall in +his illness, and was but very little marked; and with this, and a +surly bow, he went in from the smithy to the house, leaving my +lady, somewhat silenced and shamefaced, at the door. He had a +handsome stone put up for his two children, which may be seen in +Castlewood churchyard to this very day; and before a year was out +his own name was upon the stone. In the presence of Death, that +sovereign ruler, a woman's coquetry is seared; and her jealousy +will hardly pass the boundaries of that grim kingdom. 'Tis +entirely of the earth, that passion, and expires in the cold blue +air, beyond our sphere. + +At length, when the danger was quite over, it was announced that my +lord and his daughter would return. Esmond well remembered the +day. The lady his mistress was in a flurry of fear: before my lord +came, she went into her room, and returned from it with reddened +cheeks. Her fate was about to be decided. Her beauty was gone--was her reign, too, over? A minute would say. My lord came riding +over the bridge--he could be seen from the great window, clad in +scarlet, and mounted on his gray hackney--his little daughter +ambled by him in a bright riding-dress of blue, on a shining +chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the great mantel-piece, +looking on, with one hand on her heart--she seemed only the more +pale for those red marks on either cheek. She put her handkerchief +to her eyes, and withdrew it, laughing hysterically--the cloth was +quite red with the rouge when she took it away. She ran to her +room again, and came back with pale cheeks and red eyes--her son in +her hand--just as my lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who +had gone out to meet his protector, and to hold his stirrup as he +descended from horseback. + +"What, Harry, boy!" my lord said, good-naturedly, "you look as +gaunt as a greyhound. The small-pox hasn't improved your beauty, +and your side of the house hadn't never too much of it--ho, ho!" + +And he laughed, and sprang to the ground with no small agility, +looking handsome and red, within a jolly face and brown hair, like +a Beef-eater; Esmond kneeling again, as soon as his patron had +descended, performed his homage, and then went to greet the little +Beatrix, and help her from her horse. + +"Fie! how yellow you look," she said; "and there are one, two, red +holes in your face;" which, indeed, was very true; Harry Esmond's +harsh countenance bearing, as long as it continued to be a human +face, the marks of the disease. + +My lord laughed again, in high good-humor. + +"D--- it!" said he, with one of his usual oaths, "the little slut +sees everything. She saw the Dowager's paint t'other day, and +asked her why she wore that red stuff--didn't you, Trix? and the +Tower; and St. James's; and the play; and the Prince George, and +the Princess Anne--didn't you, Trix?" + +"They are both very fat, and smelt of brandy," the child said. + +Papa roared with laughing. + +"Brandy!" he said. "And how do you know, Miss Pert?" + +"Because your lordship smells of it after supper, when I embrace +you before you go to bed," said the young lady, who, indeed, was as +pert as her father said, and looked as beautiful a little gipsy as +eyes ever gazed on. + +"And now for my lady," said my lord, going up the stairs, and +passing under the tapestry curtain that hung before the drawing-room door. Esmond remembered that noble figure, handsomely arrayed +in scarlet. Within the last few months he himself had grown from a +boy to be a man, and with his figure his thoughts had shot up, and +grown manly. + +My lady's countenance, of which Harry Esmond was accustomed to +watch the changes, and with a solicitous affection to note and +interpret the signs of gladness or care, wore a sad and depressed +look for many weeks after her lord's return: during which it seemed +as if, by caresses and entreaties, she strove to win him back from +some ill humor he had, and which he did not choose to throw off. +In her eagerness to please him she practised a hundred of those +arts which had formerly charmed him, but which seemed now to have +lost their potency. Her songs did not amuse him; and she hushed +them and the children when in his presence. My lord sat silent at +his dinner, drinking greatly, his lady opposite to him, looking +furtively at his face, though also speechless. Her silence annoyed +him as much as her speech; and he would peevishly, and with an +oath, ask her why she held her tongue and looked so glum; or he +would roughly check her when speaking, and bid her not talk +nonsense. It seemed as if, since his return, nothing she could do +or say could please him. + +When a master and mistress are at strife in a house, the +subordinates in the family take the one side or the other. Harry +Esmond stood in so great fear of my lord, that he would run a +league barefoot to do a message for him; but his attachment for +Lady Esmond was such a passion of grateful regard, that to spare +her a grief, or to do her a service, he would have given his life +daily: and it was by the very depth and intensity of this regard +that he began to divine how unhappy his adored lady's life was, and +that a secret care (for she never spoke of her anxieties) was +weighing upon her. + +Can any one, who has passed through the world and watched the +nature of men and women there, doubt what had befallen her? I have +seen, to be sure, some people carry down with them into old age the +actual bloom of their youthful love, and I know that Mr. Thomas +Parr lived to be a hundred and sixty years old. But, for all that, +threescore and ten is the age of men, and few get beyond it; and +'tis certain that a man who marries for mere beaux yeux, as my lord +did, considers this part of the contract at an end when the woman +ceases to fulfil hers, and his love does not survive her beauty. I +know 'tis often otherwise, I say; and can think (as most men in +their own experience may) of many a house, where, lighted in early +years, the sainted lamp of love hath never been extinguished; but +so there is Mr. Parr, and so there is the great giant at the fair +that is eight feet high--exceptions to men--and that poor lamp +whereof I speak, that lights at first the nuptial chamber, is +extinguished by a hundred winds and draughts down the chimney, or +sputters out for want of feeding. And then--and then it is Chloe, +in the dark, stark awake, and Strephon snoring unheeding; or vice +versa, 'tis poor Strephon that has married a heartless jilt, and +awoke out of that absurd vision of conjugal felicity, which was to +last for ever, and is over like any other dream. One and other has +made his bed, and so must lie in it, until that final day when life +ends, and they sleep separate. + +About this time young Esmond, who had a knack of stringing verses, +turned some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes, and brought them to his +lady for her delectation. Those which treated of forsaken women +touched her immensely, Harry remarked; and when Oenone called after +Paris, and Medea bade Jason come back again, the lady of Castlewood +sighed, and said she thought that part of the verses was the most +pleasing. Indeed, she would have chopped up the Dean, her old +father, in order to bring her husband back again. But her +beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons will go, and the poor +enchantress had never a spell to keep him. + +My lord was only sulky as long as his wife's anxious face or +behavior seemed to upbraid him. When she had got to master these, +and to show an outwardly cheerful countenance and behavior, her +husband's good-humor returned partially, and he swore and stormed +no longer at dinner, but laughed sometimes, and yawned +unrestrainedly; absenting himself often from home, inviting more +company thither, passing the greater part of his days in the +hunting-field, or over the bottle as before; but with this +difference, that the poor wife could no longer see now, as she had +done formerly, the light of love kindled in his eyes. He was with +her, but that flame was out: and that once welcome beacon no more +shone there. + +What were this lady's feelings when forced to admit the truth +whereof her foreboding glass had given her only too true warning, +that within her beauty her reign had ended, and the days of her +love were over? What does a seaman do in a storm if mast and +rudder are carried away? He ships a jurymast, and steers as he +best can with an oar. What happens if your roof falls in a +tempest? After the first stun of the calamity the sufferer starts +up, gropes around to see that the children are safe, and puts them +under a shed out of the rain. If the palace burns down, you take +shelter in the barn. What man's life is not overtaken by one or +more of these tornadoes that send us out of the course, and fling +us on rocks to shelter as best we may? + +When Lady Castlewood found that her great ship had gone down, she +began as best she might after she had rallied from the effects of +the loss, to put out small ventures of happiness; and hope for +little gains and returns, as a merchant on 'Change, indocilis +pauperiem pati, having lost his thousands, embarks a few guineas +upon the next ship. She laid out her all upon her children, +indulging them beyond all measure, as was inevitable with one of +her kindness of disposition; giving all her thoughts to their +welfare--learning, that she might teach them; and improving her own +many natural gifts and feminine accomplishments, that she might +impart them to her young ones. To be doing good for some one else, +is the life of most good women. They are exuberant of kindness, as +it were, and must impart it to some one. She made herself a good +scholar of French, Italian, and Latin, having been grounded in +these by her father in her youth; hiding these gifts from her +husband out of fear, perhaps, that they should offend him, for my +lord was no bookman--pish'd and psha'd at the notion of learned +ladies, and would have been angry that his wife could construe out +of a Latin book of which he could scarce understand two words. +Young Esmond was usher, or house tutor, under her or over her, as +it might happen. During my lord's many absences, these school-days +would go on uninterruptedly: the mother and daughter learning with +surprising quickness; the latter by fits and starts only, and as +suited her wayward humor. As for the little lord, it must be owned +that he took after his father in the matter of learning--liked +marbles and play, and the great horse and the little one which his +father brought him, and on which he took him out a-hunting, a great +deal better than Corderius and Lily; marshalled the village boys, +and had a little court of them, already flogging them, and +domineering over them with a fine imperious spirit, that made his +father laugh when he beheld it, and his mother fondly warn him. +The cook had a son, the woodman had two, the big lad at the +porter's lodge took his cuffs and his orders. Doctor Tusher said +he was a young nobleman of gallant spirit; and Harry Esmond, who +was his tutor, and eight years his little lordship's senior, had +hard work sometimes to keep his own temper, and hold his authority +over his rebellious little chief and kinsman. + +In a couple of years after that calamity had befallen which had +robbed Lady Castlewood of a little--a very little--of her beauty, +and her careless husband's heart (if the truth must be told, my +lady had found not only that her reign was over, but that her +successor was appointed, a Princess of a noble house in Drury Lane +somewhere, who was installed and visited by my lord at the town +eight miles off--pudet haec opprobria dicere nobis)--a great change +had taken place in her mind, which, by struggles only known to +herself, at least never mentioned to any one, and unsuspected by +the person who caused the pain she endured--had been schooled into +such a condition as she could not very likely have imagined +possible a score of months since, before her misfortunes had begun. + +She had oldened in that time as people do who suffer silently great +mental pain; and learned much that she had never suspected before. +She was taught by that bitter teacher Misfortune. A child the +mother of other children, but two years back her lord was a god to +her; his words her law; his smile her sunshine; his lazy +commonplaces listened to eagerly, as if they were words of wisdom--all his wishes and freaks obeyed with a servile devotion. She had +been my lord's chief slave and blind worshipper. Some women bear +farther than this, and submit not only to neglect but to +unfaithfulness too--but here this lady's allegiance had failed her. +Her spirit rebelled, and disowned any more obedience. First she +had to bear in secret the passion of losing the adored object; then +to get further initiation, and to find this worshipped being was +but a clumsy idol: then to admit the silent truth, that it was she +was superior, and not the monarch her master: that she had thoughts +which his brains could never master, and was the better of the two; +quite separate from my lord although tied to him, and bound, as +almost all people (save a very happy few), to work all her life +alone. My lord sat in his chair, laughing his laugh, cracking his +joke, his face flushing with wine--my lady in her place over +against him--he never suspecting that his superior was there, in +the calm resigned lady, cold of manner, with downcast eyes. When +he was merry in his cups, he would make jokes about her coldness, +and, "D--- it, now my lady is gone, we will have t'other bottle," +he would say. He was frank enough in telling his thoughts, such as +they were. There was little mystery about my lord's words or +actions. His Fair Rosamond did not live in a Labyrinth, like the +lady of Mr. Addison's opera, but paraded with painted cheeks and a +tipsy retinue in the country town. Had she a mind to be revenged, +Lady Castlewood could have found the way to her rival's house +easily enough; and, if she had come with bowl and dagger, would +have been routed off the ground by the enemy with a volley of +Billingsgate, which the fair person always kept by her. + +Meanwhile, it has been said, that for Harry Esmond his benefactress's +sweet face had lost none of its charms. It had always the kindest +of looks and smiles for him--smiles, not so gay and artless perhaps +as those which Lady Castlewood had formerly worn, when, a child +herself, playing with her children, her husband's pleasure and +authority were all she thought of; but out of her griefs and cares, +as will happen I think when these trials fall upon a kindly heart, +and are not too unbearable, grew up a number of thoughts and +excellences which had never come into existence, had not her sorrow +and misfortunes engendered them. Sure, occasion is the father of +most that is good in us. As you have seen the awkward fingers and +clumsy tools of a prisoner cut and fashion the most delicate little +pieces of carved work; or achieve the most prodigious underground +labors, and cut through walls of masonry, and saw iron bars and +fetters; 'tis misfortune that awakens ingenuity, or fortitude, or +endurance, in hearts where these qualities had never come to life +but for the circumstance which gave them a being. + +"'Twas after Jason left her, no doubt," Lady Castlewood once said +with one of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading to her a +version of certain lines out of Euripides), "that Medea became a +learned woman and a great enchantress." + +"And she could conjure the stars out of heaven," the young tutor +added, "but she could not bring Jason back again." + +"What do you mean?" asked my lady, very angry. + +"Indeed I mean nothing," said the other, "save what I've read in +books. What should I know about such matters? I have seen no +woman save you and little Beatrix, and the parson's wife and my +late mistress, and your ladyship's woman here." + +"The men who wrote your books," says my lady, "your Horaces, and +Ovids, and Virgils, as far as I know of them, all thought ill of +us, as all the heroes they wrote about used us basely. We were +bred to be slaves always; and even of our own times, as you are +still the only lawgivers, I think our sermons seem to say that the +best woman is she who bears her master's chains most gracefully. +'Tis a pity there are no nunneries permitted by our church: Beatrix +and I would fly to one, and end our days in peace there away from +you." + +"And is there no slavery in a convent?" says Esmond. + +"At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them," answered +the lady. "They don't work in street gangs with the public to jeer +them: and if they suffer, suffer in private. Here comes my lord +home from hunting. Take away the books. My lord does not love to +see them. Lessons are over for to-day, Mr. Tutor." And with a +curtsy and a smile she would end this sort of colloquy. + +Indeed "Mr. Tutor," as my lady called Esmond, had now business +enough on his hands in Castlewood house. He had three pupils, his +lady and her two children, at whose lessons she would always be +present; besides writing my lord's letters, and arranging his +accompts for him--when these could be got from Esmond's indolent +patron. + +Of the pupils the two young people were but lazy scholars, and as +my lady would admit no discipline such as was then in use, my +lord's son only learned what he liked, which was but little, and +never to his life's end could be got to construe more than six +lines of Virgil. Mistress Beatrix chattered French prettily, from +a very early age; and sang sweetly, but this was from her mother's +teaching--not Harry Esmond's, who could scarce distinguish between +"Green Sleeves" and "Lillibullero;" although he had no greater +delight in life than to hear the ladies sing. He sees them now +(will he ever forget them?) as they used to sit together of the +summer evenings--the two golden heads over the page--the child's +little hand, and the mother's beating the time, with their voices +rising and falling in unison. + +But if the children were careless, 'twas a wonder how eagerly the +mother learnt from her young tutor--and taught him too. The +happiest instinctive faculty was this lady's--a faculty for +discerning latent beauties and hidden graces of books, especially +books of poetry, as in a walk she would spy out field-flowers and +make posies of them, such as no other hand could. She was a +critic, not by reason but by feeling; the sweetest commentator of +those books they read together; and the happiest hours of young +Esmond's life, perhaps, were those passed in the company of this +kind mistress and her children. + +These happy days were to end soon, however; and it was by the Lady +Castlewood's own decree that they were brought to a conclusion. It +happened about Christmas-time, Harry Esmond being now past sixteen +years of age, that his old comrade, adversary, and friend, Tom +Tusher, returned from his school in London, a fair, well-grown, and +sturdy lad, who was about to enter college, with an exhibition from +his school, and a prospect of after promotion in the church. Tom +Tusher's talk was of nothing but Cambridge now; and the boys, who +were good friends, examined each other eagerly about their progress +in books. Tom had learned some Greek and Hebrew, besides Latin, in +which he was pretty well skilled, and also had given himself to +mathematical studies under his father's guidance, who was a +proficient in those sciences, of which Esmond knew nothing; nor +could he write Latin so well as Tom, though he could talk it +better, having been taught by his dear friend the Jesuit Father, +for whose memory the lad ever retained the warmest affection, +reading his books, keeping his swords clean in the little crypt +where the Father had shown them to Esmond on the night of his +visit; and often of a night sitting in the chaplain's room, which +he inhabited, over his books, his verses, and rubbish, with which +the lad occupied himself, he would look up at the window, thinking +he wished it might open and let in the good Father. He had come +and passed away like a dream; but for the swords and books Harry +might almost think the Father was an imagination of his mind--and +for two letters which had come to him, one from abroad, full of +advice and affection, another soon after he had been confirmed by +the Bishop of Hexton, in which Father Holt deplored his falling +away. But Harry Esmond felt so confident now of his being in the +right, and of his own powers as a casuist, that he thought he was +able to face the Father himself in argument, and possibly convert +him. + +To work upon the faith of her young pupil, Esmond's kind mistress +sent to the library of her father the Dean, who had been +distinguished in the disputes of the late king's reign; and, an old +soldier now, had hung up his weapons of controversy. These he took +down from his shelves willingly for young Esmond, whom he benefited +by his own personal advice and instruction. It did not require +much persuasion to induce the boy to worship with his beloved +mistress. And the good old nonjuring Dean flattered himself with a +conversion which, in truth, was owing to a much gentler and fairer +persuader. + +Under her ladyship's kind eyes (my lord's being sealed in sleep +pretty generally), Esmond read many volumes of the works of the +famous British Divines of the last age, and was familiar with Wake +and Sherlock, with Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never +tired to listen or to read, to pursue the texts with fond comments, +to urge those points which her fancy dwelt on most, or her reason +deemed most important. Since the death of her father the Dean, +this lady hath admitted a certain latitude of theological reading +which her orthodox father would never have allowed; his favorite +writers appealing more to reason and antiquity than to the passions +or imaginations of their readers, so that the works of Bishop +Taylor, nay, those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have in reality found +more favor with my Lady Castlewood than the severer volumes of our +great English schoolmen. + +In later life, at the University, Esmond reopened the controversy, +and pursued it in a very different manner, when his patrons had +determined for him that he was to embrace the ecclesiastical life. +But though his mistress's heart was in this calling, his own never +was much. After that first fervor of simple devotion, which his +beloved Jesuit priest had inspired in him, speculative theology +took but little hold upon the young man's mind. When his early +credulity was disturbed, and his saints and virgins taken out of +his worship, to rank little higher than the divinities of Olympus, +his belief became acquiescence rather than ardor; and he made his +mind up to assume the cassock and bands, as another man does to +wear a breastplate and jack-boots, or to mount a merchant's desk, +for a livelihood, and from obedience and necessity, rather than +from choice. There were scores of such men in Mr. Esmond's time at +the universities, who were going to the church with no better +calling than his. + +When Thomas Tusher was gone, a feeling of no small depression and +disquiet fell upon young Esmond, of which, though he did not +complain, his kind mistress must have divined the cause: for soon +after she showed not only that she understood the reason of Harry's +melancholy, but could provide a remedy for it. Her habit was thus +to watch, unobservedly, those to whom duty or affection bound her, +and to prevent their designs, or to fulfil them, when she had the +power. It was this lady's disposition to think kindnesses, and +devise silent bounties and to scheme benevolence, for those about +her. We take such goodness, for the most part, as if it was our +due; the Marys who bring ointment for our feet get but little +thanks. Some of us never feel this devotion at all, or are moved +by it to gratitude or acknowledgment; others only recall it years +after, when the days are past in which those sweet kindnesses were +spent on us, and we offer back our return for the debt by a poor +tardy payment of tears. Then forgotten tones of love recur to us, +and kind glances shine out of the past--oh so bright and clear!--oh +so longed after!--because they are out of reach; as holiday music +from withinside a prison wall--or sunshine seen through the bars; +more prized because unattainable--more bright because of the +contrast of present darkness and solitude, whence there is no +escape. + +All the notice, then, which Lady Castlewood seemed to take of Harry +Esmond's melancholy, upon Tom Tusher's departure, was, by a gayety +unusual to her, to attempt to dispel his gloom. She made his three +scholars (herself being the chief one) more cheerful than ever they +had been before, and more docile, too, all of them learning and +reading much more than they had been accustomed to do. "For who +knows," said the lady, "what may happen, and whether we may be able +to keep such a learned tutor long?" + +Frank Esmond said he for his part did not want to learn any more, +and cousin Harry might shut up his book whenever he liked, if he +would come out a-fishing; and little Beatrix declared she would +send for Tom Tusher, and HE would be glad enough to come to +Castlewood, if Harry chose to go away. + +At last comes a messenger from Winchester one day, bearer of a +letter, with a great black seal, from the Dean there, to say that +his sister was dead, and had left her fortune of 2,000L. among her +six nieces, the Dean's daughters; and many a time since has Harry +Esmond recalled the flushed face and eager look wherewith, after +this intelligence, his kind lady regarded him. She did not pretend +to any grief about the deceased relative, from whom she and her +family had been many years parted. + +When my lord heard of the news, he also did not make any very long +face. "The money will come very handy to furnish the music-room +and the cellar, which is getting low, and buy your ladyship a coach +and a couple of horses that will do indifferent to ride or for the +coach. And, Beatrix, you shall have a spinnet: and, Frank, you +shall have a little horse from Hexton Fair; and, Harry, you shall +have five pounds to buy some books," said my lord, who was generous +with his own, and indeed with other folk's money. "I wish your +aunt would die once a year, Rachel; we could spend your money, and +all your sisters', too." + +"I have but one aunt--and--and I have another use for the money, my +lord," says my lady, turning very red. + +"Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?" cries my +lord. "And what the devil is there that I don't give you which you +want!" + +"I intend to give this money--can't you fancy how, my lord?" + +My lord swore one of his large oaths that he did not know in the +least what she meant. + +"I intend it for Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry," +says my lady, "you mustn't stay longer in this dull place, but make +a name to yourself, and for us too, Harry." + +"D--n it, Harry's well enough here," says my lord, for a moment +looking rather sulky. + +"Is Harry going away? You don't mean to say you will go away?" cry +out Frank and Beatrix at one breath. + +"But he will come back: and this will always be his home," cries my +lady, with blue eyes looking a celestial kindness: "and his +scholars will always love him; won't they?" + +"By G-d, Rachel, you're a good woman!" says my lord, seizing my +lady's hand, at which she blushed very much, and shrank back, +putting her children before her. "I wish you joy, my kinsman," he +continued, giving Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. "I +won't balk your luck. Go to Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher dies +you shall have the living here, if you are not better provided by +that time. We'll furnish the dining-room and buy the horses +another year. I'll give thee a nag out of the stable: take any one +except my hack and the bay gelding and the coach-horses; and God +speed thee, my boy!" + +"Have the sorrel, Harry; 'tis a good one. Father says 'tis the +best in the stable," says little Frank, clapping his hands, and +jumping up. "Let's come and see him in the stable." And the +other, in his delight and eagerness, was for leaving the room that +instant to arrange about his journey. + +The Lady Castlewood looked after him with sad penetrating glances. +"He wishes to be gone already, my lord," said she to her husband. + +The young man hung back abashed. "Indeed, I would stay for ever, +if your ladyship bade me," he said. + +"And thou wouldst be a fool for thy pains, kinsman," said my lord. +"Tut, tut, man. Go and see the world. Sow thy wild oats; and take +the best luck that Fate sends thee. I wish I were a boy again, +that I might go to college, and taste the Trumpington ale." + +"Ours, indeed, is but a dull home," cries my lady, with a little of +sadness and, maybe, of satire, in her voice: "an old glum house, +half ruined, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two +children are but poor company for men that are accustomed to +better. We are only fit to be your worship's handmaids, and your +pleasures must of necessity lie elsewhere than at home." + +"Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether thou art in earnest or +not," said my lord. + +"In earnest, my lord!" says she, still clinging by one of her +children. "Is there much subject here for joke?" And she made him +a grand curtsy, and, giving a stately look to Harry Esmond, which +seemed to say, "Remember; you understand me, though he does not," +she left the room with her children. + +"Since she found out that confounded Hexton business," my lord +said--"and be hanged to them that told her!--she has not been the +same woman. She, who used to be as humble as a milkmaid, is as +proud as a princess," says my lord. "Take my counsel, Harry +Esmond, and keep clear of women. Since I have had anything to do +with the jades, they have given me nothing but disgust. I had a +wife at Tangier, with whom, as she couldn't speak a word of my +language, you'd have thought I might lead a quiet life. But she +tried to poison me, because she was jealous of a Jew girl. There +was your aunt, for aunt she is--aunt Jezebel, a pretty life your +father led with HER! and here's my lady. When I saw her on a +pillion, riding behind the Dean her father, she looked and was such +a baby, that a sixpenny doll might have pleased her. And now you +see what she is--hands off, highty-tighty, high and mighty, an +empress couldn't be grander. Pass us the tankard, Harry my boy. A +mug of beer and a toast at morn, says my host. A toast and a mug +of beer at noon, says my dear. D--n it, Polly loves a mug of ale, +too, and laced with brandy, by Jove!" Indeed, I suppose they drank +it together; for my lord was often thick in his speech at mid-day +dinner; and at night at supper, speechless altogether. + +Harry Esmond's departure resolved upon, it seemed as if the Lady +Castlewood, too, rejoiced to lose him; for more than once, when the +lad, ashamed perhaps at his own secret eagerness to go away (at any +rate stricken with sadness at the idea of leaving those from whom +he had received so many proofs of love and kindness inestimable), +tried to express to his mistress his sense of gratitude to her, and +his sorrow at quitting those who had so sheltered and tended a +nameless and houseless orphan, Lady Castlewood cut short his +protests of love and his lamentations, and would hear of no grief, +but only look forward to Harry's fame and prospects in life. "Our +little legacy will keep you for four years like a gentleman. +Heaven's Providence, your own genius, industry, honor, must do the +rest for you. Castlewood will always be a home for you; and these +children, whom you have taught and loved, will not forget to love +you. And, Harry," said she (and this was the only time when she +spoke with a tear in her eye, or a tremor in her voice), "it may +happen in the course of nature that I shall be called away from +them: and their father--and--and they will need true friends and +protectors. Promise me that you will be true to them--as--as I +think I have been to you--and a mother's fond prayer and blessing +go with you." + +"So help me God, madam, I will," said Harry Esmond, falling on his +knees, and kissing the hand of his dearest mistress. "If you will +have me stay now, I will. What matters whether or no I make my way +in life, or whether a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? +'Tis enough that I have your love and kindness surely; and to make +you happy is duty enough for me." + +"Happy!" says she; "but indeed I ought to be, with my children, +and--" + +"Not happy!" cried Esmond (for he knew what her life was, though he +and his mistress never spoke a word concerning it). "If not +happiness, it may be ease. Let me stay and work for you--let me +stay and be your servant." + +"Indeed, you are best away," said my lady, laughing, as she put her +hand on the boy's head for a moment. "You shall stay in no such +dull place. You shall go to college and distinguish yourself as +becomes your name. That is how you shall please me best; and--and +if my children want you, or I want you, you shall come to us; and I +know we may count on you." + +"May heaven forsake me if you may not!" Harry said, getting up from +his knee. + +"And my knight longs for a dragon this instant that he may fight," +said my lady, laughing; which speech made Harry Esmond start, and +turn red; for indeed the very thought was in his mind, that he +would like that some chance should immediately happen whereby he +might show his devotion. And it pleased him to think that his lady +had called him "her knight," and often and often he recalled this +to his mind, and prayed that he might be her true knight, too. + +My lady's bed-chamber window looked out over the country, and you +could see from it the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the +green common betwixt that and the Hall, and the old bridge which +crossed over the river. When Harry Esmond went away for Cambridge, +little Frank ran alongside his horse as far as the bridge, and +there Harry stopped for a moment, and looked back at the house +where the best part of his life had been passed. It lay before him +with its gray familiar towers, a pinnacle or two shining in the +sun, the buttresses and terrace walls casting great blue shades on +the grass. And Harry remembered, all his life after, how he saw +his mistress at the window looking out on him in a white robe, the +little Beatrix's chestnut curls resting at her mother's side. Both +waved a farewell to him, and little Frank sobbed to leave him. +Yes, he WOULD be his lady's true knight, he vowed in his heart; he +waved her an adieu with his hat. The village people had Good-by to +say to him too. All knew that Master Harry was going to college, +and most of them had a kind word and a look of farewell. I do not +stop to say what adventures he began to imagine, or what career to +devise for himself before he had ridden three miles from home. He +had not read Monsieur Galland's ingenious Arabian tales as yet; but +be sure that there are other folks who build castles in the air, +and have fine hopes, and kick them down too, besides honest Alnaschar. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +I GO TO CAMBRIDGE, AND DO BUT LITTLE GOOD THERE. + + +Mr lord, who said he should like to revisit the old haunts of his +youth, kindly accompanied Harry Esmond in his first journey to +Cambridge. Their road lay through London, where my Lord Viscount +would also have Harry stay a few days to show him the pleasures of +the town before he entered upon his university studies, and whilst +here Harry's patron conducted the young man to my Lady Dowager's +house at Chelsey near London: the kind lady at Castlewood having +specially ordered that the young gentleman and the old should pay a +respectful visit in that quarter. + +Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager occupied a handsome new house +in Chelsey, with a garden behind it, and facing the river, always a +bright and animated sight with its swarms of sailors, barges, and +wherries. Harry laughed at recognizing in the parlor the well-remembered old piece of Sir Peter Lely, wherein his father's widow +was represented as a virgin huntress, armed with a gilt bow-and-arrow, and encumbered only with that small quantity of drapery +which it would seem the virgins in King Charles's day were +accustomed to wear. + +My Lady Dowager had left off this peculiar habit of huntress when +she married. But though she was now considerably past sixty years +of age, I believe she thought that airy nymph of the picture could +still be easily recognized in the venerable personage who gave an +audience to Harry and his patron. + +She received the young man with even more favor than she showed to +the elder, for she chose to carry on the conversation in French, in +which my Lord Castlewood was no great proficient, and expressed her +satisfaction at finding that Mr. Esmond could speak fluently in +that language. "'Twas the only one fit for polite conversation," +she condescended to say, "and suitable to persons of high breeding." + +My lord laughed afterwards, as the gentlemen went away, at his +kinswoman's behavior. He said he remembered the time when she +could speak English fast enough, and joked in his jolly way at the +loss he had had of such a lovely wife as that. + +My Lady Viscountess deigned to ask his lordship news of his wife +and children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had had the small-pox; she hoped she was not so VERY much disfigured as people said. + +At this remark about his wife's malady, my Lord Viscount winced and +turned red; but the Dowager, in speaking of the disfigurement of +the young lady, turned to her looking-glass and examined her old +wrinkled countenance in it with such a grin of satisfaction, that +it was all her guests could do to refrain from laughing in her +ancient face. + +She asked Harry what his profession was to be; and my lord, saying +that the lad was to take orders, and have the living of Castlewood +when old Dr. Tusher vacated it, she did not seem to show any +particular anger at the notion of Harry's becoming a Church of +England clergyman, nay, was rather glad than otherwise, that the +youth should be so provided for. She bade Mr. Esmond not to forget +to pay her a visit whenever he passed through London, and carried +her graciousness so far as to send a purse with twenty guineas for +him, to the tavern at which my lord put up (the "Greyhound," in +Charing Cross); and, along with this welcome gift for her kinsman, +she sent a little doll for a present to my lord's little daughter +Beatrix, who was growing beyond the age of dolls by this time, and +was as tall almost as her venerable relative. + +After seeing the town, and going to the plays, my Lord Castlewood +and Esmond rode together to Cambridge, spending two pleasant days +upon the journey. Those rapid new coaches were not established, as +yet, that performed the whole journey between London and the +University in a single day; however, the road was pleasant and +short enough to Harry Esmond, and he always gratefully remembered +that happy holiday which his kind patron gave him. + +Mr. Esmond was entered a pensioner of Trinity College in Cambridge, +to which famous college my lord had also in his youth belonged. +Dr. Montague was master at this time, and received my Lord Viscount +with great politeness: so did Mr. Bridge, who was appointed to be +Harry's tutor. Tom Tusher, who was of Emanuel College, and was by +this time a junior soph, came to wait upon my lord, and to take +Harry under his protection; and comfortable rooms being provided +for him in the great court close by the gate, and near to the +famous Mr. Newton's lodgings, Harry's patron took leave of him with +many kind words and blessings, and an admonition to him to behave +better at the University than my lord himself had ever done. + +'Tis needless in these memoirs to go at any length into the +particulars of Harry Esmond's college career. It was like that of +a hundred young gentlemen of that day. But he had the ill fortune +to be older by a couple of years than most of his fellow-students; +and by his previous solitary mode of bringing up, the circumstances +of his life, and the peculiar thoughtfulness and melancholy that +had naturally engendered, he was, in a great measure, cut off from +the society of comrades who were much younger and higher-spirited +than he. His tutor, who had bowed down to the ground, as he walked +my lord over the college grass-plats, changed his behavior as soon +as the nobleman's back was turned, and was--at least Harry thought +so--harsh and overbearing. When the lads used to assemble in their +greges in hall, Harry found himself alone in the midst of that +little flock of boys; they raised a great laugh at him when he was +set on to read Latin, which he did with the foreign pronunciation +taught to him by his old master, the Jesuit, than which he knew no +other. Mr. Bridge, the tutor, made him the object of clumsy jokes, +in which he was fond of indulging. The young man's spirit was +chafed, and his vanity mortified; and he found himself, for some +time, as lonely in this place as ever he had been at Castlewood, +whither he longed to return. His birth was a source of shame to +him, and he fancied a hundred slights and sneers from young and +old, who, no doubt, had treated him better had he met them himself +more frankly. And as he looks back, in calmer days, upon this +period of his life, which he thought so unhappy, he can see that +his own pride and vanity caused no small part of the mortifications +which he attributed to other's ill will. The world deals good-naturedly with good-natured people, and I never knew a sulky +misanthropist who quarrelled with it, but it was he, and not it, +that was in the wrong. Tom Tusher gave Harry plenty of good advice +on this subject, for Tom had both good sense and good humor; but +Mr. Harry chose to treat his senior with a great deal of +superfluous disdain and absurd scorn, and would by no means part +from his darling injuries, in which, very likely, no man believed +but himself. As for honest Doctor Bridge, the tutor found, after a +few trials of wit with the pupil, that the young man was an ugly +subject for wit, and that the laugh was often turned against him. +This did not make tutor and pupil any better friends; but had, so +far, an advantage for Esmond, that Mr. Bridge was induced to leave +him alone; and so long as he kept his chapels, and did the college +exercises required of him, Bridge was content not to see Harry's +glum face in his class, and to leave him to read and sulk for +himself in his own chamber. + +A poem or two in Latin and English, which were pronounced to have +some merit, and a Latin oration, (for Mr. Esmond could write that +language better than pronounce it,) got him a little reputation +both with the authorities of the University and amongst the young +men, with whom he began to pass for more than he was worth. A few +victories over their common enemy, Mr. Bridge, made them incline +towards him, and look upon him as the champion of their order +against the seniors. Such of the lads as he took into his +confidence found him not so gloomy and haughty as his appearance +led them to believe; and Don Dismallo, as he was called, became +presently a person of some little importance in his college, and +was, as he believes, set down by the seniors there as rather a +dangerous character. + +Don Dismallo was a staunch young Jacobite, like the rest of his +family; gave himself many absurd airs of loyalty; used to invite +young friends to Burgundy, and give the King's health on King +James's birthday; wore black on the day of his abdication; fasted +on the anniversary of King William's coronation; and performed a +thousand absurd antics, of which he smiles now to think. + +These follies caused many remonstrances on Tom Tusher's part, who +was always a friend to the powers that be, as Esmond was always in +opposition to them. Tom was a Whig, while Esmond was a Tory. Tom +never missed a lecture, and capped the proctor with the profoundest +of bows. No wonder he sighed over Harry's insubordinate courses, +and was angry when the others laughed at him. But that Harry was +known to have my Lord Viscount's protection, Tom no doubt would +have broken with him altogether. But honest Tom never gave up a +comrade as long as he was the friend of a great man. This was not +out of scheming on Tom's part, but a natural inclination towards +the great. 'Twas no hypocrisy in him to flatter, but the bent of +his mind, which was always perfectly good-humored, obliging, and +servile. + +Harry had very liberal allowances, for his dear mistress of +Castlewood not only regularly supplied him, but the Dowager of +Chelsey made her donation annual, and received Esmond at her house +near London every Christmas; but, in spite of these benefactions, +Esmond was constantly poor; whilst 'twas a wonder with how small a +stipend from his father Tom Tusher contrived to make a good figure. +'Tis true that Harry both spent, gave, and lent his money very +freely, which Thomas never did. I think he was like the famous +Duke of Marlborough in this instance, who, getting a present of +fifty pieces, when a young man, from some foolish woman who fell in +love with his good looks, showed the money to Cadogan in a drawer +scores of years after, where it had lain ever since he had sold his +beardless honor to procure it. I do not mean to say that Tom ever +let out his good looks so profitably, for nature had not endowed +him with any particular charms of person, and he ever was a pattern +of moral behavior, losing no opportunity of giving the very best +advice to his younger comrade; with which article, to do him +justice, he parted very freely. Not but that he was a merry +fellow, too, in his way; he loved a joke, if by good fortune he +understood it, and took his share generously of a bottle if another +paid for it, and especially if there was a young lord in company to +drink it. In these cases there was not a harder drinker in the +University than Mr. Tusher could be; and it was edifying to behold +him, fresh shaved and with smug face, singing out "Amen!" at early +chapel in the morning. In his reading, poor Harry permitted +himself to go a-gadding after all the Nine Muses, and so very +likely had but little favor from any one of them; whereas Tom +Tusher, who had no more turn for poetry than a ploughboy, +nevertheless, by a dogged perseverance and obsequiousness in +courting the divine Calliope, got himself a prize, and some credit +in the University, and a fellowship at his college, as a reward for +his scholarship. In this time of Mr. Esmond's life, he got the +little reading which he ever could boast of, and passed a good part +of his days greedily devouring all the books on which he could lay +hand. In this desultory way the works of most of the English, +French, and Italian poets came under his eyes, and he had a +smattering of the Spanish tongue likewise, besides the ancient +languages, of which, at least of Latin, he was a tolerable master. + +Then, about midway in his University career, he fell to reading for +the profession to which worldly prudence rather than inclination +called him, and was perfectly bewildered in theological +controversy. In the course of his reading (which was neither +pursued with that seriousness or that devout mind which such a +study requires) the youth found himself at the end of one month a +Papist, and was about to proclaim his faith; the next month a +Protestant, with Chillingworth; and the third a sceptic, with +Hobbes and Bayle. Whereas honest Tom Tusher never permitted his +mind to stray out of the prescribed University path, accepted the +Thirty-nine Articles with all his heart, and would have signed and +sworn to other nine-and-thirty with entire obedience. Harry's +wilfulness in this matter, and disorderly thoughts and +conversation, so shocked and afflicted his senior, that there grew +up a coldness and estrangement between them, so that they became +scarce more than mere acquaintances, from having been intimate +friends when they came to college first. Politics ran high, too, +at the University; and here, also, the young men were at variance. +Tom professed himself, albeit a high-churchman, a strong King +William's-man; whereas Harry brought his family Tory politics to +college with him, to which he must add a dangerous admiration for +Oliver Cromwell, whose side, or King James's by turns, he often +chose to take in the disputes which the young gentlemen used to +hold in each other's rooms, where they debated on the state of the +nation, crowned and deposed kings, and toasted past and present +heroes and beauties in flagons of college ale. + +Thus, either from the circumstances of his birth, or the natural +melancholy of his disposition, Esmond came to live very much by +himself during his stay at the University, having neither ambition +enough to distinguish himself in the college career, nor caring to +mingle with the mere pleasures and boyish frolics of the students, +who were, for the most part, two or three years younger than he. +He fancied that the gentlemen of the common-room of his college +slighted him on account of his birth, and hence kept aloof from +their society. It may be that he made the ill will, which he +imagined came from them, by his own behavior, which, as he looks +back on it in after life, he now sees was morose and haughty. At +any rate, he was as tenderly grateful for kindness as he was +susceptible of slight and wrong; and, lonely as he was generally, +yet had one or two very warm friendships for his companions of +those days. + +One of these was a queer gentleman that resided in the University, +though he was no member of it, and was the professor of a science +scarce recognized in the common course of college education. This +was a French refugee-officer, who had been driven out of his native +country at the time of the Protestant persecutions there, and who +came to Cambridge, where he taught the science of the small-sword, +and set up a saloon-of-arms. Though he declared himself a +Protestant, 'twas said Mr. Moreau was a Jesuit in disguise; indeed, +he brought very strong recommendations to the Tory party, which was +pretty strong in that University, and very likely was one of the +many agents whom King James had in this country. Esmond found this +gentleman's conversation very much more agreeable and to his taste +than the talk of the college divines in the common-room; he never +wearied of Moreau's stories of the wars of Turenne and Conde, in +which he had borne a part; and being familiar with the French +tongue from his youth, and in a place where but few spoke it, his +company became very agreeable to the brave old professor of arms, +whose favorite pupil he was, and who made Mr. Esmond a very +tolerable proficient in the noble science of escrime. + +At the next term Esmond was to take his degree of Bachelor of Arts, +and afterwards, in proper season, to assume the cassock and bands +which his fond mistress would have him wear. Tom Tusher himself +was a parson and a fellow of his college by this time; and Harry +felt that he would very gladly cede his right to the living of +Castlewood to Tom, and that his own calling was in no way to the +pulpit. But as he was bound, before all things in the world, to +his dear mistress at home, and knew that a refusal on his part +would grieve her, he determined to give her no hint of his +unwillingness to the clerical office: and it was in this +unsatisfactory mood of mind that he went to spend the last +vacation he should have at Castlewood before he took orders. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +I COME HOME FOR A HOLIDAY TO CASTLEWOOD, AND FIND A SKELETON IN THE +HOUSE. + + +At his third long vacation, Esmond came as usual to Castlewood, +always feeling an eager thrill of pleasure when he found himself +once more in the house where he had passed so many years, and +beheld the kind familiar eyes of his mistress looking upon him. +She and her children (out of whose company she scarce ever saw him) +came to greet him. Miss Beatrix was grown so tall that Harry did +not quite know whether he might kiss her or no; and she blushed and +held back when he offered that salutation, though she took it, and +even courted it, when they were alone. The young lord was shooting +up to be like his gallant father in look, though with his mother's +kind eyes: the lady of Castlewood herself seemed grown, too, since +Harry saw her--in her look more stately, in her person fuller, in +her face still as ever most tender and friendly, a greater air of +command and decision than had appeared in that guileless sweet +countenance which Harry remembered so gratefully. The tone of her +voice was so much deeper and sadder when she spoke and welcomed +him, that it quite startled Esmond, who looked up at her surprised +as she spoke, when she withdrew her eyes from him; nor did she ever +look at him afterwards when his own eyes were gazing upon her. A +something hinting at grief and secret, and filling his mind with +alarm undefinable, seemed to speak with that low thrilling voice of +hers, and look out of those clear sad eyes. Her greeting to Esmond +was so cold that it almost pained the lad, (who would have liked to +fall on his knees, and kiss the skirt of her robe, so fond and +ardent was his respect and regard for her,) and he faltered in +answering the questions which she, hesitating on her side, began to +put to him. Was he happy at Cambridge? Did he study too hard? +She hoped not. He had grown very tall, and looked very well. + +"He has got a moustache!" cries out Master Esmond. + +"Why does he not wear a peruke like my Lord Mohun?" asked Miss +Beatrix. "My lord says that nobody wears their own hair." + +"I believe you will have to occupy your old chamber," says my lady. +"I hope the housekeeper has got it ready." + +"Why, mamma, you have been there ten times these three days +yourself!" exclaims Frank. + +"And she cut some flowers which you planted in my garden--do you +remember, ever so many years ago? when I was quite a little girl," +cries out Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. "And mamma put them in your +window." + +"I remember when you grew well after you were ill that you used to +like roses," said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all +conducted Harry Esmond to his chamber; the children running before, +Harry walking by his mistress hand-in-hand. + +The old room had been ornamented and beautified not a little to +receive him. The flowers were in the window in a china vase; and +there was a fine new counterpane on the bed, which chatterbox +Beatrix said mamma had made too. A fire was crackling on the +hearth, although it was June. My lady thought the room wanted +warming; everything was done to make him happy and welcome: "And +you are not to be a page any longer, but a gentleman and kinsman, +and to walk with papa and mamma," said the children. And as soon +as his dear mistress and children had left him to himself, it was +with a heart overflowing with love and gratefulness that he flung +himself down on his knees by the side of the little bed, and asked +a blessing upon those who were so kind to him. + +The children, who are always house tell-tales, soon made him +acquainted with the little history of the house and family. Papa +had been to London twice. Papa often went away now. Papa had +taken Beatrix to Westlands, where she was taller than Sir George +Harper's second daughter, though she was two years older. Papa had +taken Beatrix and Frank both to Bellminster, where Frank had got +the better of Lord Bellminster's son in a boxing-match--my lord, +laughing, told Harry afterwards. Many gentlemen came to stop with +papa, and papa had gotten a new game from London, a French game, +called a billiard--that the French king played it very well: and +the Dowager Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a present; and +papa had gotten a new chaise, with two little horses, which he +drove himself, beside the coach, which mamma went in; and Dr. +Tusher was a cross old plague, and they did not like to learn from +him at all; and papa did not care about them learning, and laughed +when they were at their books, but mamma liked them to learn, and +taught them; and "I don't think papa is fond of mamma," said Miss +Beatrix, with her great eyes. She had come quite close up to Harry +Esmond by the time this prattle took place, and was on his knee, +and had examined all the points of his dress, and all the good or +bad features of his homely face. + +"You shouldn't say that papa is not fond of mamma," said the boy, +at this confession. "Mamma never said so; and mamma forbade you to +say it, Miss Beatrix." + +'Twas this, no doubt, that accounted for the sadness in Lady +Castlewood's eyes, and the plaintive vibrations of her voice. Who +does not know of eyes, lighted by love once, where the flame shines +no more?--of lamps extinguished, once properly trimmed and tended? +Every man has such in his house. Such mementoes make our +splendidest chambers look blank and sad; such faces seen in a day +cast a gloom upon our sunshine. So oaths mutually sworn, and +invocations of heaven, and priestly ceremonies, and fond belief, +and love, so fond and faithful that it never doubted but that it +should live for ever, are all of no avail towards making love +eternal: it dies, in spite of the banns and the priest; and I have +often thought there should be a visitation of the sick for it, and +a funeral service, and an extreme unction, and an abi in pace. It +has its course, like all mortal things--its beginning, progress, +and decay. It buds and it blooms out into sunshine, and it withers +and ends. Strephon and Chloe languish apart; join in a rapture: +and presently you hear that Chloe is crying, and Strephon has +broken his crook across her back. Can you mend it so as to show no +marks of rupture? Not all the priests of Hymen, not all the +incantations to the gods, can make it whole! + +Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in +which for two years, Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found +himself, instantly, on his return home, in the midst of this actual +tragedy of life, which absorbed and interested him more than all +his tutor had taught him. The persons whom he loved best in the +world, and to whom he owed most, were living unhappily together. +The gentlest and kindest of women was suffering ill usage and +shedding tears in secret: the man who made her wretched by neglect, +if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor and patron. In houses +where, in place of that sacred, inmost flame of love, there is +discord at the centre, the whole household becomes hypocritical, +and each lies to his neighbor. The husband (or it may be the wife) +lies when the visitor comes in, and wears a grin of reconciliation +or politeness before him. The wife lies (indeed, her business is +to do that, and to smile, however much she is beaten), swallows her +tears, and lies to her lord and master; lies in bidding little +Jackey respect dear papa; lies in assuring grandpapa that she is +perfectly happy. The servants lie, wearing grave faces behind +their master's chair, and pretending to be unconscious of the +fighting; and so, from morning till bedtime, life is passed in +falsehood. And wiseacres call this a proper regard of morals, and +point out Baucis and Philemon as examples of a good life. + +If my lady did not speak of her griefs to Harry Esmond, my lord was +by no means reserved when in his cups, and spoke his mind very +freely, bidding Harry in his coarse way, and with his blunt +language, beware of all women as cheats, jades, jilts, and using +other unmistakable monosyllables in speaking of them. Indeed, +'twas the fashion of the day, as I must own; and there's not a +writer of my time of any note, with the exception of poor Dick +Steele, that does not speak of a woman as of a slave, and scorn and +use her as such. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. Addison, Mr. Gay, +every one of 'em, sing in this key, each according to his nature +and politeness, and louder and fouler than all in abuse is Dr. +Swift, who spoke of them as he treated them, worst of all. + +Much of the quarrels and hatred which arise between married people +come in my mind from the husband's rage and revolt at discovering +that his slave and bedfellow, who is to minister to all his wishes, +and is church-sworn to honor and obey him--is his superior; and +that HE, and not she, ought to be the subordinate of the twain; and +in these controversies, I think, lay the cause of my lord's anger +against his lady. When he left her, she began to think for +herself, and her thoughts were not in his favor. After the +illumination, when the love-lamp is put out that anon we spoke of, +and by the common daylight we look at the picture, what a daub it +looks! what a clumsy effigy! How many men and wives come to this +knowledge, think you? And if it be painful to a woman to find +herself mated for life to a boor, and ordered to love and honor a +dullard; it is worse still for the man himself perhaps, whenever in +his dim comprehension the idea dawns that his slave and drudge +yonder is, in truth, his superior; that the woman who does his +bidding, and submits to his humor, should be his lord; that she can +think a thousand things beyond the power of his muddled brains; and +that in yonder head, on the pillow opposite to him, lie a thousand +feelings, mysteries of thought, latent scorns and rebellions, +whereof he only dimly perceives the existence as they look out +furtively from her eyes: treasures of love doomed to perish without +a hand to gather them; sweet fancies and images of beauty that +would grow and unfold themselves into flower; bright wit that would +shine like diamonds could it be brought into the sun: and the +tyrant in possession crushes the outbreak of all these, drives them +back like slaves into the dungeon and darkness, and chafes without +that his prisoner is rebellious, and his sworn subject undutiful +and refractory. So the lamp was out in Castlewood Hall, and the +lord and lady there saw each other as they were. With her illness +and altered beauty my lord's fire for his wife disappeared; with +his selfishness and faithlessness her foolish fiction of love and +reverence was rent away. Love!--who is to love what is base and +unlovely? Respect!--who is to respect what is gross and sensual? +Not all the marriage oaths sworn before all the parsons, cardinals, +ministers, muftis, and rabbins in the world, can bind to that +monstrous allegiance. This couple was living apart then; the woman +happy to be allowed to love and tend her children (who were never +of her own good-will away from her), and thankful to have saved +such treasures as these out of the wreck in which the better part +of her heart went down. + +These young ones had had no instructors save their mother, and +Doctor Tusher for their theology occasionally, and had made more +progress than might have been expected under a tutor so indulgent +and fond as Lady Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a +nymph. Her voice was her father's delight after dinner. She ruled +over the house with little imperial ways, which her parents coaxed +and laughed at. She had long learned the value of her bright eyes, +and tried experiments in coquetry, in corpore vili, upon rustics +and country squires, until she should prepare to conquer the world +and the fashion. She put on a new ribbon to welcome Harry Esmond, +made eyes at him, and directed her young smiles at him, not a +little to the amusement of the young man, and the joy of her +father, who laughed his great laugh, and encouraged her in her +thousand antics. Lady Castlewood watched the child gravely and +sadly: the little one was pert in her replies to her mother, yet +eager in her protestations of love and promises of amendment; and +as ready to cry (after a little quarrel brought on by her own +giddiness) until she had won back her mamma's favor, as she was to +risk the kind lady's displeasure by fresh outbreaks of restless +vanity. From her mother's sad looks she fled to her father's chair +and boozy laughter. She already set the one against the other: and +the little rogue delighted in the mischief which she knew how to +make so early. + +The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by father and mother both. +He took their caresses as men do, and as if they were his right. +He had his hawks and his spaniel dog, his little horse and his +beagles. He had learned to ride, and to drink, and to shoot +flying: and he had a small court, the sons of the huntsman and +woodman, as became the heir-apparent, taking after the example of +my lord his father. If he had a headache, his mother was as much +frightened as if the plague were in the house: my lord laughed and +jeered in his abrupt way--(indeed, 'twas on the day after New +Year's Day, and an excess of mince-pie)--and said with some of his +usual oaths--"D--n it, Harry Esmond--you see how my lady takes on +about Frank's megrim. She used to be sorry about me, my boy (pass +the tankard, Harry), and to be frightened if I had a headache once. +She don't care about my head now. They're like that--women are--all the same, Harry, all jilts in their hearts. Stick to college--stick to punch and buttery ale: and never see a woman that's +handsomer than an old cinder-faced bed-maker. That's my counsel." + +It was my lord's custom to fling out many jokes of this nature, in +presence of his wife and children, at meals--clumsy sarcasms which +my lady turned many a time, or which, sometimes, she affected not +to hear, or which now and again would hit their mark and make the +poor victim wince (as you could see by her flushing face and eyes +filling with tears), or which again worked her up to anger and +retort, when, in answer to one of these heavy bolts, she would +flash back with a quivering reply. The pair were not happy; nor +indeed was it happy to be with them. Alas that youthful love and +truth should end in bitterness and bankruptcy! To see a young +couple loving each other is no wonder; but to see an old couple +loving each other is the best sight of all. Harry Esmond became +the confidant of one and the other--that is, my lord told the lad +all his griefs and wrongs (which were indeed of Lord Castlewood's +own making), and Harry divined my lady's; his affection leading him +easily to penetrate the hypocrisy under which Lady Castlewood +generally chose to go disguised, and see her heart aching whilst +her face wore a smile. 'Tis a hard task for women in life, that +mask which the world bids them wear. But there is no greater crime +than for a woman who is ill used and unhappy to show that she is +so. The world is quite relentless about bidding her to keep a +cheerful face; and our women, like the Malabar wives, are forced to +go smiling and painted to sacrifice themselves with their husbands; +their relations being the most eager to push them on to their duty, +and, under their shouts and applauses, to smother and hush their +cries of pain. + +So, into the sad secret of his patron's household, Harry Esmond +became initiated, he scarce knew how. It had passed under his eyes +two years before, when he could not understand it; but reading, and +thought, and experience of men, had oldened him; and one of the +deepest sorrows of a life which had never, in truth, been very +happy, came upon him now, when he was compelled to understand and +pity a grief which he stood quite powerless to relieve. + + +It hath been said my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, +nor his seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where, indeed, he +had but a nominal estate; and refused an English peerage which King +William's government offered him as a bribe to secure his loyalty. + +He might have accepted this, and would doubtless, but for the +earnest remonstrances of his wife, who ruled her husband's opinions +better than she could govern his conduct, and who being a simple-hearted woman, with but one rule of faith and right, never thought +of swerving from her fidelity to the exiled family, or of +recognizing any other sovereign but King James; and though she +acquiesced in the doctrine of obedience to the reigning power, no +temptation, she thought, could induce her to acknowledge the Prince +of Orange as rightful monarch, nor to let her lord so acknowledge +him. So my Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror all his life +nearly, though his self-denial caused him many a pang, and left him +sulky and out of humor. + +The year after the Revolution, and all through King William's life, +'tis known there were constant intrigues for the restoration of the +exiled family; but if my Lord Castlewood took any share of these, +as is probable, 'twas only for a short time, and when Harry Esmond +was too young to be introduced into such important secrets. + +But in the year 1695, when that conspiracy of Sir John Fenwick, +Colonel Lowick, and others, was set on foot, for waylaying King +William as he came from Hampton Court to London, and a secret plot +was formed, in which a vast number of the nobility and people of +honor were engaged, Father Holt appeared at Castlewood, and brought +a young friend with him, a gentleman whom 'twas easy to see that +both my lord and the Father treated with uncommon deference. Harry +Esmond saw this gentleman, and knew and recognized him in after +life, as shall be shown in its place; and he has little doubt now +that my Lord Viscount was implicated somewhat in the transactions +which always kept Father Holt employed and travelling hither and +thither under a dozen of different names and disguises. The +Father's companion went by the name of Captain James; and it was +under a very different name and appearance that Harry Esmond +afterwards saw him. + +It was the next year that the Fenwick conspiracy blew up, which is +a matter of public history now, and which ended in the execution of +Sir John and many more, who suffered manfully for their treason, +and who were attended to Tyburn by my lady's father Dean Armstrong, +Mr. Collier, and other stout nonjuring clergymen, who absolved them +at the gallows-foot. + +'Tis known that when Sir John was apprehended, discovery was made +of a great number of names of gentlemen engaged in the conspiracy; +when, with a noble wisdom and clemency, the Prince burned the list +of conspirators furnished to him, and said he would know no more. +Now it was after this that Lord Castlewood swore his great oath, +that he would never, so help him heaven, be engaged in any +transaction against that brave and merciful man; and so he told +Holt when the indefatigable priest visited him, and would have had +him engage in a farther conspiracy. After this my lord ever spoke +of King William as he was--as one of the wisest, the bravest, and +the greatest of men. My Lady Esmond (for her part) said she could +never pardon the King, first, for ousting his father-in-law from +his throne, and secondly, for not being constant to his wife, the +Princess Mary. Indeed, I think if Nero were to rise again, and be +king of England, and a good family man, the ladies would pardon +him. My lord laughed at his wife's objections--the standard of +virtue did not fit him much. + +The last conference which Mr. Holt had with his lordship took place +when Harry was come home for his first vacation from college (Harry +saw his old tutor but for a half-hour, and exchanged no private +words with him), and their talk, whatever it might be, left my Lord +Viscount very much disturbed in mind--so much so, that his wife, +and his young kinsman, Henry Esmond, could not but observe his +disquiet. After Holt was gone, my lord rebuffed Esmond, and again +treated him with the greatest deference; he shunned his wife's +questions and company, and looked at his children with such a face +of gloom and anxiety, muttering, "Poor children--poor children!" in +a way that could not but fill those whose life it was to watch him +and obey him with great alarm. For which gloom, each person +interested in the Lord Castlewood, framed in his or her own mind an +interpretation. + +My lady, with a laugh of cruel bitterness said, "I suppose the +person at Hexton has been ill, or has scolded him" (for my lord's +infatuation about Mrs. Marwood was known only too well). Young +Esmond feared for his money affairs, into the condition of which he +had been initiated; and that the expenses, always greater than his +revenue, had caused Lord Castlewood disquiet. + +One of the causes why my Lord Viscount had taken young Esmond into +his special favor was a trivial one, that hath not before been +mentioned, though it was a very lucky accident in Henry Esmond's +life. A very few months after my lord's coming to Castlewood, in +the winter time--the little boy, being a child in a petticoat, +trotting about--it happened that little Frank was with his father +after dinner, who fell asleep over his wine, heedless of the child, +who crawled to the fire; and, as good fortune would have it, Esmond +was sent by his mistress for the boy just as the poor little +screaming urchin's coat was set on fire by a log; when Esmond, +rushing forward, tore the dress off the infant, so that his own +hands were burned more than the child's, who was frightened rather +than hurt by this accident. But certainly 'twas providential that +a resolute person should have come in at that instant, or the child +had been burned to death probably, my lord sleeping very heavily +after drinking, and not waking so cool as a man should who had a +danger to face. + +Ever after this the father, loud in his expressions of remorse and +humility for being a tipsy good-for-nothing, and of admiration for +Harry Esmond, whom his lordship would style a hero for doing a very +trifling service, had the tenderest regard for his son's preserver, +and Harry became quite as one of the family. His burns were tended +with the greatest care by his kind mistress, who said that heaven +had sent him to be the guardian of her children, and that she would +love him all her life. + +And it was after this, and from the very great love and tenderness +which had grown up in this little household, rather than from the +exhortations of Dean Armstrong (though these had no small weight +with him), that Harry came to be quite of the religion of his house +and his dear mistress, of which he has ever since been a professing +member. As for Dr. Tusher's boasts that he was the cause of this +conversion--even in these young days Mr. Esmond had such a contempt +for the Doctor, that had Tusher bade him believe anything (which he +did not--never meddling at all), Harry would that instant have +questioned the truth on't. + +My lady seldom drank wine; but on certain days of the year, such as +birthdays (poor Harry had never a one) and anniversaries, she took +a little; and this day, the 29th December, was one. At the end, +then, of this year, '96, it might have been a fortnight after Mr. +Holt's last visit, Lord Castlewood being still very gloomy in mind, +and sitting at table--my lady bidding a servant bring her a glass +of wine, and looking at her husband with one of her sweet smiles, +said-- + +"My lord, will you not fill a bumper too, and let me call a toast?" + +"What is it, Rachel?" says he, holding out his empty glass to be +filled. + +"'Tis the 29th of December," says my lady, with her fond look of +gratitude: "and my toast is, 'Harry--and God bless him, who saved +my boy's life!'" + +My lord looked at Harry hard, and drank the glass, but clapped it +down on the table in a moment, and, with a sort of groan, rose up, +and went out of the room. What was the matter? We all knew that +some great grief was over him. + +Whether my lord's prudence had made him richer, or legacies had +fallen to him, which enabled him to support a greater establishment +than that frugal one which had been too much for his small means, +Harry Esmond knew not; but the house of Castlewood was now on a +scale much more costly than it had been during the first years of +his lordship's coming to the title. There were more horses in the +stable and more servants in the hall, and many more guests coming +and going now than formerly, when it was found difficult enough by +the strictest economy to keep the house as befitted one of his +lordship's rank, and the estate out of debt. And it did not +require very much penetration to find that many of the new +acquaintances at Castlewood were not agreeable to the lady there: +not that she ever treated them or any mortal with anything but +courtesy; but they were persons who could not be welcome to her; +and whose society a lady so refined and reserved could scarce +desire for her children. There came fuddling squires from the +country round, who bawled their songs under her windows and drank +themselves tipsy with my lord's punch and ale: there came officers +from Hexton, in whose company our little lord was made to hear talk +and to drink, and swear too, in a way that made the delicate lady +tremble for her son. Esmond tried to console her by saying what he +knew of his College experience; that with this sort of company and +conversation a man must fall in sooner or later in his course +through the world: and it mattered very little whether he heard it +at twelve years old or twenty--the youths who quitted mother's +apron-strings the latest being not uncommonly the wildest rakes. +But it was about her daughter that Lady Castlewood was the most +anxious, and the danger which she thought menaced the little +Beatrix from the indulgences which her father gave her, (it must be +owned that my lord, since these unhappy domestic differences +especially, was at once violent in his language to the children +when angry, as he was too familiar, not to say coarse, when he was +in a good humor,) and from the company into which the careless lord +brought the child. + +Not very far off from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the +Marchioness of Sark lived, who was known to have been a mistress of +the late King Charles--and to this house, whither indeed a great +part of the country gentry went, my lord insisted upon going, not +only himself, but on taking his little daughter and son, to play +with the children there. The children were nothing loth, for the +house was splendid, and the welcome kind enough. But my lady, +justly no doubt, thought that the children of such a mother as that +noted Lady Sark had been, could be no good company for her two; and +spoke her mind to her lord. His own language when he was thwarted +was not indeed of the gentlest: to be brief, there was a family +dispute on this, as there had been on many other points--and the +lady was not only forced to give in, for the other's will was law--nor could she, on account of their tender age, tell her children +what was the nature of her objection to their visit of pleasure, or +indeed mention to them any objection at all--but she had the +additional secret mortification to find them returning delighted +with their new friends, loaded with presents from them, and eager +to be allowed to go back to a place of such delights as Sark +Castle. Every year she thought the company there would be more +dangerous to her daughter, as from a child Beatrix grew to a woman, +and her daily increasing beauty, and many faults of character too, +expanded. + +It was Harry Esmond's lot to see one of the visits which the old +Lady of Sark paid to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: whither she came +in state with six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page on each +carriage step, a gentleman of the horse, and armed servants riding +before and behind her. And, but that it was unpleasant to see Lady +Castlewood's face, it was amusing to watch the behavior of the two +enemies: the frigid patience of the younger lady, and the +unconquerable good-humor of the elder--who would see no offence +whatever her rival intended, and who never ceased to smile and to +laugh, and to coax the children, and to pay compliments to every +man, woman, child, nay dog, or chair and table, in Castlewood, so +bent was she upon admiring everything there. She lauded the +children, and wished as indeed she well might--that her own family +had been brought up as well as those cherubs. She had never seen +such a complexion as dear Beatrix's--though to be sure she had a +right to it from father and mother--Lady Castlewood's was indeed a +wonder of freshness, and Lady Sark sighed to think she had not been +born a fair woman; and remarking Harry Esmond, with a fascinating +superannuated smile, she complimented him on his wit, which she +said she could see from his eyes and forehead; and vowed that she +would never have HIM at Sark until her daughter were out of the way. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +MY LORD MOHUN COMES AMONG US FOR NO GOOD. + + +There had ridden along with this old Princess's cavalcade, two +gentlemen: her son, my Lord Firebrace, and his friend, my Lord +Mohun, who both were greeted with a great deal of cordiality by the +hospitable Lord of Castlewood. My Lord Firebrace was but a feeble-minded and weak-limbed young nobleman, small in stature and limited +in understanding to judge from the talk young Esmond had with him; +but the other was a person of a handsome presence, with the bel +air, and a bright daring warlike aspect, which, according to the +chronicle of those days, had already achieved for him the conquest +of several beauties and toasts. He had fought and conquered in +France, as well as in Flanders; he had served a couple of campaigns +with the Prince of Baden on the Danube, and witnessed the rescue of +Vienna from the Turk. And he spoke of his military exploits +pleasantly, and with the manly freedom of a soldier, so as to +delight all his hearers at Castlewood, who were little accustomed +to meet a companion so agreeable. + +On the first day this noble company came, my lord would not hear of +their departure before dinner, and carried away the gentlemen to +amuse them, whilst his wife was left to do the honors of her house +to the old Marchioness and her daughter within. They looked at the +stables where my Lord Mohun praised the horses, though there was +but a poor show there: they walked over the old house and gardens, +and fought the siege of Oliver's time over again: they played a +game of rackets in the old court, where my Lord Castlewood beat my +Lord Mohun, who said he loved ball of all things, and would quickly +come back to Castlewood for his revenge. After dinner they played +bowls and drank punch in the green alley; and when they parted they +were sworn friends, my Lord Castlewood kissing the other lord +before he mounted on horseback, and pronouncing him the best +companion he had met for many a long day. All night long, over his +tobacco-pipe, Castlewood did not cease to talk to Harry Esmond in +praise of his new friend, and in fact did not leave off speaking of +him until his lordship was so tipsy that he could not speak plainly +any more. + +At breakfast next day it was the same talk renewed; and when my +lady said there was something free in the Lord Mohun's looks and +manner of speech which caused her to mistrust him, her lord burst +out with one of his laughs and oaths; said that he never liked man, +woman, or beast, but what she was sure to be jealous of it; that +Mohun was the prettiest fellow in England; that he hoped to see +more of him whilst in the country; and that he would let Mohun know +what my Lady Prude said of him. + +"Indeed," Lady Castlewood said, "I liked his conversation well +enough. 'Tis more amusing than that of most people I know. I +thought it, I own, too free; not from what he said, as rather from +what he implied." + +"Psha! your ladyship does not know the world," said her husband; +"and you have always been as squeamish as when you were a miss of +fifteen." + +"You found no fault when I was a miss at fifteen." + +"Begad, madam, you are grown too old for a pinafore now; and I hold +that 'tis for me to judge what company my wife shall see," said my +lord, slapping the table. + +"Indeed, Francis, I never thought otherwise," answered my lady, +rising and dropping him a curtsy, in which stately action, if there +was obedience, there was defiance too; and in which a bystander, +deeply interested in the happiness of that pair as Harry Esmond +was, might see how hopelessly separated they were; what a great +gulf of difference and discord had run between them. + +"By G-d! Mohun is the best fellow in England; and I'll invite him +here, just to plague that woman. Did you ever see such a frigid +insolence as it is, Harry? That's the way she treats me," he broke +out, storming, and his face growing red as he clenched his fists +and went on. "I'm nobody in my own house. I'm to be the humble +servant of that parson's daughter. By Jove! I'd rather she should +fling the dish at my head than sneer at me as she does. She puts +me to shame before the children with her d--d airs; and, I'll +swear, tells Frank and Beaty that papa's a reprobate, and that they +ought to despise me." + +"Indeed and indeed, sir, I never heard her say a word but of +respect regarding you," Harry Esmond interposed. + +"No, curse it! I wish she would speak. But she never does. She +scorns me, and holds her tongue. She keeps off from me, as if I +was a pestilence. By George! she was fond enough of her pestilence +once. And when I came a-courting, you would see miss blush--blush +red, by George! for joy. Why, what do you think she said to me, +Harry? She said herself, when I joked with her about her d--d +smiling red cheeks: ''Tis as they do at St. James's; I put up my +red flag when my king comes.' I was the king, you see, she meant. +But now, sir, look at her! I believe she would be glad if I was +dead; and dead I've been to her these five years--ever since you +all of you had the small-pox: and she never forgave me for going +away." + +"Indeed, my lord, though 'twas hard to forgive, I think my mistress +forgave it," Harry Esmond said; "and remember how eagerly she +watched your lordship's return, and how sadly she turned away when +she saw your cold looks." + +"Damme!" cries out my lord; "would you have had me wait and catch +the small-pox? Where the deuce had been the good of that? I'll +bear danger with any man--but not useless danger--no, no. Thank +you for nothing. And--you nod your head, and I know very well, +Parson Harry, what you mean. There was the--the other affair to +make her angry. But is a woman never to forgive a husband who goes +a-tripping? Do you take me for a saint?" + +"Indeed, sir, I do not," says Harry, with a smile. + +"Since that time my wife's as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. +I tell thee she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness +blights my whole life, and sends me to the punch-bowl, or driving +about the country. My children are not mine, but hers, when we are +together. 'Tis only when she is out of sight with her abominable +cold glances, that run through me, that they'll come to me, and +that I dare to give them so much as a kiss; and that's why I take +'em and love 'em in other people's houses, Harry. I'm killed by +the very virtue of that proud woman. Virtue! give me the virtue +that can forgive; give me the virtue that thinks not of preserving +itself, but of making other folks happy. Damme, what matters a +scar or two if 'tis got in helping a friend in ill fortune?" + +And my lord again slapped the table, and took a great draught from +the tankard. Harry Esmond admired as he listened to him, and +thought how the poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had fled from +the small-pox, which the lady had borne so cheerfully, and which +had been the cause of so much disunion in the lives of all in this +house. "How well men preach," thought the young man, "and each is +the example in his own sermon. How each has a story in a dispute, +and a true one, too, and both are right or wrong as you will!" +Harry's heart was pained within him, to watch the struggles and +pangs that tore the breast of this kind, manly friend and protector. + +"Indeed, sir," said he, "I wish to God that my mistress could hear +you speak as I have heard you; she would know much that would make +her life the happier, could she hear it." But my lord flung away +with one of his oaths, and a jeer; he said that Parson Harry was a +good fellow; but that as for women, all women were alike--all jades +and heartless. So a man dashes a fine vase down, and despises it +for being broken. It may be worthless--true: but who had the +keeping of it, and who shattered it? + +Harry, who would have given his life to make his benefactress and +her husband happy, bethought him, now that he saw what my lord's +state of mind was, and that he really had a great deal of that love +left in his heart, and ready for his wife's acceptance if she would +take it, whether he could not be a means of reconciliation between +these two persons, whom he revered the most in the world. And he +cast about how he should break a part of his mind to his mistress, +and warn her that in his, Harry's opinion, at least, her husband +was still her admirer, and even her lover. + +But he found the subject a very difficult one to handle, when he +ventured to remonstrate, which he did in the very gravest tone, +(for long confidence and reiterated proofs of devotion and loyalty +had given him a sort of authority in the house, which he resumed as +soon as ever he returned to it,) and with a speech that should have +some effect, as, indeed, it was uttered with the speaker's own +heart, he ventured most gently to hint to his adored mistress that +she was doing her husband harm by her ill opinion of him, and that +the happiness of all the family depended upon setting her right. + +She, who was ordinarily calm and most gentle, and full of smiles +and soft attentions, flushed up when young Esmond so spoke to her, +and rose from her chair, looking at him with a haughtiness and +indignation that he had never before known her to display. She was +quite an altered being for that moment; and looked an angry +princess insulted by a vassal. + +"Have you ever heard me utter a word in my lord's disparagement?" +she asked hastily, hissing out her words, and stamping her foot. + +"Indeed, no," Esmond said, looking down. + +"Are you come to me as his ambassador--YOU?" she continued. + +"I would sooner see peace between you than anything else in the +world," Harry answered, "and would go of any embassy that had that +end." + +"So YOU are my lord's go-between?" she went on, not regarding this +speech. "You are sent to bid me back into slavery again, and +inform me that my lord's favor is graciously restored to his +handmaid? He is weary of Covent Garden, is he, that he comes home +and would have the fatted calf killed?" + +"There's good authority for it, surely," said Esmond. + +"For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. It was he who cast me +away from him. It was he who broke our happiness down, and he bids +me to repair it. It was he who showed himself to me at last, as he +was, not as I had thought him. It is he who comes before my +children stupid and senseless with wine--who leaves our company for +that of frequenters of taverns and bagnios--who goes from his home +to the City yonder and his friends there, and when he is tired of +them returns hither, and expects that I shall kneel and welcome +him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! What a proud embassy! +Monsieur, I make you my compliment of the new place." + +"It would be a proud embassy, and a happy embassy too, could I +bring you and my lord together," Esmond replied. + +"I presume you have fulfilled your mission now, sir. 'Twas a +pretty one for you to undertake. I don't know whether 'tis your +Cambridge philosophy, or time, that has altered your ways of +thinking," Lady Castlewood continued, still in a sarcastic tone. +"Perhaps you too have learned to love drink, and to hiccup over +your wine or punch;--which is your worship's favorite liquor? +Perhaps you too put up at the 'Rose' on your way to London, and +have your acquaintances in Covent Garden. My services to you, sir, +to principal and ambassador, to master and--and lackey." + +"Great heavens! madam," cried Harry. "What have I done that thus, +for a second time, you insult me? Do you wish me to blush for what +I used to be proud of, that I lived on your bounty? Next to doing +you a service (which my life would pay for), you know that to +receive one from you is my highest pleasure. What wrong have I +done you that you should wound me so, cruel woman?" + +"What wrong?" she said, looking at Esmond with wild eyes. "Well, +none--none that you know of, Harry, or could help. Why did you +bring back the small-pox," she added, after a pause, "from +Castlewood village? You could not help it, could you? Which of us +knows whither fate leads us? But we were all happy, Henry, till +then." And Harry went away from this colloquy, thinking still that +the estrangement between his patron and his beloved mistress was +remediable, and that each had at heart a strong attachment to the +other. + +The intimacy between the Lords Mohun and Castlewood appeared to +increase as long as the former remained in the country; and my Lord +of Castlewood especially seemed never to be happy out of his new +comrade's sight. They sported together, they drank, they played +bowls and tennis: my Lord Castlewood would go for three days to +Sark, and bring back my Lord Mohun to Castlewood--where indeed his +lordship made himself very welcome to all persons, having a joke or +a new game at romps for the children, all the talk of the town for +my lord, and music and gallantry and plenty of the beau langage for +my lady, and for Harry Esmond, who was never tired of hearing his +stories of his campaigns and his life at Vienna, Venice, Paris, and +the famous cities of Europe which he had visited both in peace and +war. And he sang at my lady's harpsichord, and played cards or +backgammon, or his new game of billiards with my lord (of whom he +invariably got the better) always having a consummate good-humor, +and bearing himself with a certain manly grace, that might exhibit +somewhat of the camp and Alsatia perhaps, but that had its charm, +and stamped him a gentleman: and his manner to Lady Castlewood was +so devoted and respectful, that she soon recovered from the first +feelings of dislike which she had conceived against him--nay, +before long, began to be interested in his spiritual welfare, and +hopeful of his conversion, lending him books of piety, which he +promised dutifully to study. With her my lord talked of reform, of +settling into quiet life, quitting the court and town, and buying +some land in the neighborhood--though it must be owned that, when +the two lords were together over their Burgundy after dinner, their +talk was very different, and there was very little question of +conversion on my Lord Mohun's part. When they got to their second +bottle, Harry Esmond used commonly to leave these two noble topers, +who, though they talked freely enough, heaven knows, in his +presence (Good Lord, what a set of stories, of Alsatia and Spring +Garden, of the taverns and gaming-houses, of the ladies of the +court, and mesdames of the theatres, he can recall out of their +godly conversation!)--although, I say, they talked before Esmond +freely, yet they seemed pleased when he went away, and then they +had another bottle, and then they fell to cards, and then my Lord +Mohun came to her ladyship's drawing-room; leaving his boon +companion to sleep off his wine. + +'Twas a point of honor with the fine gentlemen of those days to +lose or win magnificently at their horse-matches, or games of cards +and dice--and you could never tell, from the demeanor of these two +lords afterwards, which had been successful and which the loser at +their games. And when my lady hinted to my lord that he played +more than she liked, he dismissed her with a "pish," and swore that +nothing was more equal than play betwixt gentlemen, if they did but +keep it up long enough. And these kept it up long enough, you may +be sure. A man of fashion of that time often passed a quarter of +his day at cards, and another quarter at drink: I have known many a +pretty fellow, who was a wit too, ready of repartee, and possessed +of a thousand graces, who would be puzzled if he had to write more +than his name. + +There is scarce any thoughtful man or woman, I suppose, but can +look back upon his course of past life, and remember some point, +trifling as it may have seemed at the time of occurrence, which has +nevertheless turned and altered his whole career. 'Tis with almost +all of us, as in M. Massillon's magnificent image regarding King +William, a grain de sable that perverts or perhaps overthrows us; +and so it was but a light word flung in the air, a mere freak of +perverse child's temper, that brought down a whole heap of crushing +woes upon that family whereof Harry Esmond formed a part. + +Coming home to his dear Castlewood in the third year of his +academical course, (wherein he had now obtained some distinction, +his Latin Poem on the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess +Anne of Denmark's son, having gained him a medal, and introduced +him to the society of the University wits,) Esmond found his little +friend and pupil Beatrix grown to be taller than her mother, a slim +and lovely young girl, with cheeks mantling with health and roses: +with eyes like stars shining out of azure, with waving bronze hair +clustered about the fairest young forehead ever seen: and a mien +and shape haughty and beautiful, such as that of the famous antique +statue of the huntress Diana--at one time haughty, rapid, +imperious, with eyes and arrows that dart and kill. Harry watched +and wondered at this young creature, and likened her in his mind to +Artemis with the ringing bow and shafts flashing death upon the +children of Niobe; at another time she was coy and melting as Luna +shining tenderly upon Endymion. This fair creature, this lustrous +Phoebe, was only young as yet, nor had nearly reached her full +splendor: but crescent and brilliant, our young gentleman of the +University, his head full of poetical fancies, his heart perhaps +throbbing with desires undefined, admired this rising young +divinity; and gazed at her (though only as at some "bright +particular star," far above his earth) with endless delight and +wonder. She had been a coquette from the earliest times almost, +trying her freaks and jealousies, her wayward frolics and winning +caresses, upon all that came within her reach; she set her women +quarrelling in the nursery, and practised her eyes on the groom as +she rode behind him on the pillion. + +She was the darling and torment of father and mother. She +intrigued with each secretly; and bestowed her fondness and +withdrew it, plied them with tears, smiles, kisses, cajolements;--when the mother was angry, as happened often, flew to the father, +and sheltering behind him, pursued her victim; when both were +displeased, transferred her caresses to the domestics, or watched +until she could win back her parents' good graces, either by +surprising them into laughter and good-humor, or appeasing them by +submission and artful humility. She was saevo laeta negotio, like +that fickle goddess Horace describes, and of whose "malicious joy" +a great poet of our own has written so nobly--who, famous and +heroic as he was, was not strong enough to resist the torture of +women. + +It was but three years before that the child, then but ten years +old, had nearly managed to make a quarrel between Harry Esmond and +his comrade, good-natured, phlegmatic Thomas Tusher, who never of +his own seeking quarrelled with anybody: by quoting to the latter +some silly joke which Harry had made regarding him--(it was the +merest idlest jest, though it near drove two old friends to blows, +and I think such a battle would have pleased her)--and from that +day Tom kept at a distance from her; and she respected him, and +coaxed him sedulously whenever they met. But Harry was much more +easily appeased, because he was fonder of the child: and when she +made mischief, used cutting speeches, or caused her friends pain, +she excused herself for her fault, not by admitting and deploring +it, but by pleading not guilty, and asserting innocence so +constantly, and with such seeming artlessness, that it was +impossible to question her plea. In her childhood, they were but +mischiefs then which she did; but her power became more fatal as +she grew older--as a kitten first plays with a ball, and then +pounces on a bird and kills it. 'Tis not to be imagined that Harry +Esmond had all this experience at this early stage of his life, +whereof he is now writing the history--many things here noted were +but known to him in later days. Almost everything Beatrix did or +undid seemed good, or at least pardonable, to him then, and years +afterwards. + +It happened, then, that Harry Esmond came home to Castlewood for +his last vacation, with good hopes of a fellowship at his college, +and a contented resolve to advance his fortune that way. 'Twas in +the first year of the present century, Mr. Esmond (as far as he +knew the period of his birth) being then twenty-two years old. He +found his quondam pupil shot up into this beauty of which we have +spoken, and promising yet more: her brother, my lord's son, a +handsome high-spirited brave lad, generous and frank, and kind to +everybody, save perhaps his sister, with whom Frank was at war (and +not from his but her fault)--adoring his mother, whose joy he was: +and taking her side in the unhappy matrimonial differences which +were now permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix ranged with +her father. When heads of families fall out, it must naturally be +that their dependants wear the one or the other party's color; and +even in the parliaments in the servants' hall or the stables, +Harry, who had an early observant turn, could see which were my +lord's adherents and which my lady's, and conjecture pretty +shrewdly how their unlucky quarrel was debated. Our lackeys sit in +judgment on us. My lord's intrigues may be ever so stealthily +conducted, but his valet knows them; and my lady's woman carries +her mistress's private history to the servants' scandal market, and +exchanges it against the secrets of other abigails. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MY LORD LEAVES US AND HIS EVIL BEHIND HIM. + + +My Lord Mohun (of whose exploits and fame some of the gentlemen of +the University had brought down but ugly reports) was once more a +guest at Castlewood, and seemingly more intimately allied with my +lord even than before. Once in the spring those two noblemen had +ridden to Cambridge from Newmarket, whither they had gone for the +horse-racing, and had honored Harry Esmond with a visit at his +rooms; after which Doctor Montague, the master of the College, who +had treated Harry somewhat haughtily, seeing his familiarity with +these great folks, and that my Lord Castlewood laughed and walked +with his hand on Harry's shoulder, relented to Mr. Esmond, and +condescended to be very civil to him; and some days after his +arrival, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady Esmond, remarking +how strange it was that men famous for learning and renowned over +Europe, should, nevertheless, so bow down to a title, and cringe to +a nobleman ever so poor. At this Mistress Beatrix flung up her +head, and said it became those of low origin to respect their +betters; that the parsons made themselves a great deal too proud, +she thought; and that she liked the way at Lady Sark's best, where +the chaplain, though he loved pudding, as all parsons do, always +went away before the custard. + +"And when I am a parson," says Mr. Esmond, "will you give me no +custard, Beatrix?" + +"You--you are different," Beatrix answered. "You are of our +blood." + +"My father was a parson, as you call him," said my lady. + +"But mine is a peer of Ireland," says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her +head. "Let people know their places. I suppose you will have me +go down on my knees and ask a blessing of Mr. Thomas Tusher, that +has just been made a curate and whose mother was a waiting-maid." + +And she tossed out of the room, being in one of her flighty humors +then. + +When she was gone, my lady looked so sad and grave, that Harry +asked the cause of her disquietude. She said it was not merely +what he said of Newmarket, but what she had remarked, with great +anxiety and terror, that my lord, ever since his acquaintance with +the Lord Mohun especially, had recurred to his fondness for play, +which he had renounced since his marriage. + +"But men promise more than they are able to perform in marriage," +said my lady, with a sigh. "I fear he has lost large sums; and our +property, always small, is dwindling away under this reckless +dissipation. I heard of him in London with very wild company. +Since his return, letters and lawyers are constantly coming and +going: he seems to me to have a constant anxiety, though he hides +it under boisterousness and laughter. I looked through--through +the door last night, and--and before," said my lady, "and saw them +at cards after midnight; no estate will bear that extravagance, +much less ours, which will be so diminished that my son will have +nothing at all, and my poor Beatrix no portion!" + +"I wish I could help you, madam," said Harry Esmond, sighing, and +wishing that unavailingly, and for the thousandth time in his life. + +"Who can? Only God," said Lady Esmond--"only God, in whose hands +we are." And so it is, and for his rule over his family, and for +his conduct to wife and children--subjects over whom his power is +monarchical--any one who watches the world must think with +trembling sometimes of the account which many a man will have to +render. For in our society there's no law to control the King of +the Fireside. He is master of property, happiness--life almost. +He is free to punish, to make happy or unhappy--to ruin or to +torture. He may kill a wife gradually, and be no more questioned +than the Grand seignior who drowns a slave at midnight. He may +make slaves and hypocrites of his children; or friends and freemen; +or drive them into revolt and enmity against the natural law of +love. I have heard politicians and coffee-house wiseacres talking +over the newspaper, and railing at the tyranny of the French King, +and the Emperor, and wondered how these (who are monarchs, too, in +their way) govern their own dominions at home, where each man rules +absolute. When the annals of each little reign are shown to the +Supreme Master, under whom we hold sovereignty, histories will be +laid bare of household tyrants as cruel as Amurath, and as savage +as Nero, and as reckless and dissolute as Charles. + +If Harry Esmond's patron erred, 'twas in the latter way, from a +disposition rather self-indulgent than cruel; and he might have +been brought back to much better feelings, had time been given to +him to bring his repentance to a lasting reform. + +As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close companions, +Mistress Beatrix chose to be jealous of the latter; and the two +gentlemen often entertained each other by laughing, in their rude +boisterous way, at the child's freaks of anger and show of dislike. +"When thou art old enough, thou shalt marry Lord Mohun," Beatrix's +father would say: on which the girl would pout and say, "I would +rather marry Tom Tusher." And because the Lord Mohun always showed +an extreme gallantry to my Lady Castlewood, whom he professed to +admire devotedly, one day, in answer to this old joke of her +father's, Beatrix said, "I think my lord would rather marry mamma +than marry me; and is waiting till you die to ask her." + +The words were said lightly and pertly by the girl one night before +supper, as the family party were assembled near the great fire. +The two lords, who were at cards, both gave a start; my lady turned +as red as scarlet, and bade Mistress Beatrix go to her own chamber; +whereupon the girl, putting on, as her wont was, the most innocent +air, said, "I am sure I meant no wrong; I am sure mamma talks a +great deal more to Harry Esmond than she does to papa--and she +cried when Harry went away, and she never does when papa goes away! +and last night she talked to Lord Mohun for ever so long, and sent +us out of the room, and cried when we came back, and--" + +"D--n!" cried out my Lord Castlewood, out of all patience. "Go out +of the room, you little viper!" and he started up and flung down +his cards. + +"Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis," her ladyship said, +rising up with a scared face, but yet with a great and touching +dignity and candor in her look and voice. "Come away with me, +Beatrix." Beatrix sprung up too; she was in tears now. + +"Dearest mamma, what have I done?" she asked. "Sure I meant no +harm." And she clung to her mother, and the pair went out sobbing +together. + +"I will tell you what your wife said to me, Frank," my Lord Mohun +cried. "Parson Harry may hear it; and, as I hope for heaven, every +word I say is true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife +implored me to play no more with you at dice or at cards, and you +know best whether what she asked was not for your good." + +"Of course, it was, Mohun," says my lord in a dry hard voice. "Of +course you are a model of a man: and the world knows what a saint +you are." + +My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife, and had had many affairs +of honor: of which women as usual had been the cause. + +"I am no saint, though your wife is--and I can answer for my +actions as other people must for their words," said my Lord Mohun. + +"By G--, my lord, you shall," cried the other, starting up. + +"We have another little account to settle first, my lord," says +Lord Mohun. Whereupon Harry Esmond, filled with alarm for the +consequences to which this disastrous dispute might lead, broke out +into the most vehement expostulations with his patron and his +adversary. "Gracious heavens!" he said, "my lord, are you going to +draw a sword upon your friend in your own house? Can you doubt the +honor of a lady who is as pure as heaven, and would die a thousand +times rather than do you a wrong? Are the idle words of a jealous +child to set friends at variance? Has not my mistress, as much as +she dared do, besought your lordship, as the truth must be told, to +break your intimacy with my Lord Mohun; and to give up the habit +which may bring ruin on your family? But for my Lord Mohun's +illness, had he not left you?" + +"'Faith, Frank, a man with a gouty toe can't run after other men's +wives," broke out my Lord Mohun, who indeed was in that way, and +with a laugh and a look at his swathed limb so frank and comical, +that the other dashing his fist across his forehead was caught by +that infectious good-humor, and said with his oath, "---- it, +Harry, I believe thee," and so this quarrel was over, and the two +gentlemen, at swords drawn but just now, dropped their points, and +shook hands. + +Beati pacifici. "Go, bring my lady back," said Harry's patron. +Esmond went away only too glad to be the bearer of such good news. +He found her at the door; she had been listening there, but went +back as he came. She took both his hands, hers were marble cold. +She seemed as if she would fall on his shoulder. "Thank you, and +God bless you, my dear brother Harry," she said. She kissed his +hand, Esmond felt her tears upon it: and leading her into the room, +and up to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, with an outbreak of feeling +and affection such as he had not exhibited for many a long day, +took his wife to his heart, and bent over and kissed her and asked +her pardon. + +"'Tis time for me to go to roost. I will have my gruel a-bed," +said my Lord Mohun: and limped off comically on Harry Esmond's arm. +"By George, that woman is a pearl!" he said; "and 'tis only a pig +that wouldn't value her. Have you seen the vulgar traipsing +orange-girl whom Esmond"--but here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, +saying, that these were not affairs for him to know. + +My lord's gentleman came in to wait upon his master, who was no +sooner in his nightcap and dressing-gown than he had another +visitor whom his host insisted on sending to him: and this was no +other than the Lady Castlewood herself with the toast and gruel, +which her husband bade her make and carry with her own hands in to +her guest. + +Lord Castlewood stood looking after his wife as she went on this +errand, and as he looked, Harry Esmond could not but gaze on him, +and remarked in his patron's face an expression of love, and grief, +and care, which very much moved and touched the young man. Lord +Castlewood's hands fell down at his sides, and his head on his +breast, and presently he said,-- + +"You heard what Mohun said, parson?" + +"That my lady was a saint?" + +"That there are two accounts to settle. I have been going wrong +these five years, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that damned +small-pox into the house, there has been a fate pursuing me, and I +had best have died of it, and not run away from it like a coward. +I left Beatrix with her relations, and went to London; and I fell +among thieves, Harry, and I got back to confounded cards and dice, +which I hadn't touched since my marriage--no, not since I was in +the Duke's Guard, with those wild Mohocks. And I have been playing +worse and worse, and going deeper and deeper into it; and I owe +Mohun two thousand pounds now; and when it's paid I am little +better than a beggar. I don't like to look my boy in the face; he +hates me, I know he does. And I have spent Beaty's little portion: +and the Lord knows what will come if I live; the best thing I can +do is to die, and release what portion of the estate is redeemable +for the boy." + +Mohun was as much master at Castlewood as the owner of the Hall +itself; and his equipages filled the stables, where, indeed, there +was room and plenty for many more horses than Harry Esmond's +impoverished patron could afford to keep. He had arrived on +horseback with his people; but when his gout broke out my Lord +Mohun sent to London for a light chaise he had, drawn by a pair of +small horses, and running as swift, wherever roads were good, as a +Laplander's sledge. When this carriage came, his lordship was +eager to drive the Lady Castlewood abroad in it, and did so many +times, and at a rapid pace, greatly to his companion's enjoyment, +who loved the swift motion and the healthy breezes over the downs +which lie hard upon Castlewood, and stretch thence towards the sea. +As this amusement was very pleasant to her, and her lord, far from +showing any mistrust of her intimacy with Lord Mohun, encouraged +her to be his companion--as if willing by his present extreme +confidence to make up for any past mistrust which his jealousy had +shown--the Lady Castlewood enjoyed herself freely in this harmless +diversion, which, it must be owned, her guest was very eager to +give her; and it seemed that she grew the more free with Lord +Mohun, and pleased with his company, because of some sacrifice +which his gallantry was pleased to make in her favor. + +Seeing the two gentlemen constantly at cards still of evenings, +Harry Esmond one day deplored to his mistress that this fatal +infatuation of her lord should continue; and now they seemed +reconciled together, begged his lady to hint to her husband that he +should play no more. + +But Lady Castlewood, smiling archly and gayly, said she would speak +to him presently, and that, for a few nights more at least, he +might be let to have his amusement. + +"Indeed, madam," said Harry, "you know not what it costs you; and +'tis easy for any observer who knows the game, to see that Lord +Mohun is by far the stronger of the two." + +"I know he is," says my lady, still with exceeding good-humor; "he +is not only the best player, but the kindest player in the world." + +"Madam, madam!" Esmond cried, transported and provoked. "Debts of +honor must be paid some time or other; and my master will be ruined +if he goes on." + +"Harry, shall I tell you a secret?" my lady replied, with kindness +and pleasure still in her eyes. "Francis will not be ruined if he +goes on; he will be rescued if he goes on. I repent of having +spoken and thought unkindly of the Lord Mohun when he was here in +the past year. He is full of much kindness and good; and 'tis my +belief that we shall bring him to better things. I have lent him +'Tillotson' and your favorite 'Bishop Taylor,' and he is much +touched, he says; and as a proof of his repentance--(and herein +lies my secret)--what do you think he is doing with Francis? He is +letting poor Frank win his money back again. He hath won already +at the last four nights; and my Lord Mohun says that he will not be +the means of injuring poor Frank and my dear children." + +"And in God's name, what do you return him for the sacrifice?" +asked Esmond, aghast; who knew enough of men, and of this one in +particular, to be aware that such a finished rake gave nothing for +nothing. "How, in heaven's name, are you to pay him?" + +"Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!" cries my +lady, clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond did not know +whether to laugh, to be angry, or to love his dear mistress more +than ever for the obstinate innocency with which she chose to +regard the conduct of a man of the world, whose designs he knew +better how to interpret. He told the lady, guardedly, but so as to +make his meaning quite clear to her, what he knew in respect of the +former life and conduct of this nobleman; of other women against +whom he had plotted, and whom he had overcome; of the conversation +which he, Harry himself, had had with Lord Mohun, wherein the lord +made a boast of his libertinism, and frequently avowed that he held +all women to be fair game (as his lordship styled this pretty +sport), and that they were all, without exception, to be won. And +the return Harry had for his entreaties and remonstrances was a fit +of anger on Lady Castlewood's part, who would not listen to his +accusations; she said and retorted that he himself must be very +wicked and perverted to suppose evil designs where she was sure +none were meant. "And this is the good meddlers get of +interfering," Harry thought to himself with much bitterness; and +his perplexity and annoyance were only the greater, because he +could not speak to my Lord Castlewood himself upon a subject of +this nature, or venture to advise or warn him regarding a matter so +very sacred as his own honor, of which my lord was naturally the +best guardian. + +But though Lady Castlewood would listen to no advice from her young +dependant, and appeared indignantly to refuse it when offered, +Harry had the satisfaction to find that she adopted the counsel +which she professed to reject; for the next day she pleaded a +headache, when my Lord Mohun would have had her drive out, and the +next day the headache continued; and next day, in a laughing gay +way, she proposed that the children should take her place in his +lordship's car, for they would be charmed with a ride of all +things; and she must not have all the pleasure for herself. My +lord gave them a drive with a very good grace, though, I dare say, +with rage and disappointment inwardly--not that his heart was very +seriously engaged in his designs upon this simple lady: but the +life of such men is often one of intrigue, and they can no more go +through the day without a woman to pursue, than a fox-hunter +without his sport after breakfast. + +Under an affected carelessness of demeanor, and though there was no +outward demonstration of doubt upon his patron's part since the +quarrel between the two lords, Harry yet saw that Lord Castlewood +was watching his guest very narrowly; and caught sight of distrust +and smothered rage (as Harry thought) which foreboded no good. On +the point of honor Esmond knew how touchy his patron was; and +watched him almost as a physician watches a patient, and it seemed +to him that this one was slow to take the disease, though he could +not throw off the poison when once it had mingled with his blood. +We read in Shakspeare (whom the writer for his part considers to be +far beyond Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of the wits of the +present period,) that when jealousy is once declared, nor poppy, +nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the East, will ever +soothe it or medicine it away. + +In fine, the symptoms seemed to be so alarming to this young +physician (who, indeed, young as he was, had felt the kind pulses +of all those dear kinsmen), that Harry thought it would be his duty +to warn my Lord Mohun, and let him know that his designs were +suspected and watched. So one day, when in rather a pettish humor +his lordship had sent to Lady Castlewood, who had promised to drive +with him, and now refused to come, Harry said--"My lord, if you +will kindly give me a place by your side I will thank you; I have +much to say to you, and would like to speak to you alone." + +"You honor me by giving me your confidence, Mr. Henry Esmond," says +the other, with a very grand bow. My lord was always a fine +gentleman, and young as he was there was that in Esmond's manner +which showed that he was a gentleman too, and that none might take +a liberty with him--so the pair went out, and mounted the little +carriage, which was in waiting for them in the court, with its two +little cream-colored Hanoverian horses covered with splendid +furniture and champing at the bit. + +"My lord," says Harry Esmond, after they were got into the country, +and pointing to my Lord Mohun's foot, which was swathed in flannel, +and put up rather ostentatiously on a cushion--"my lord, I studied +medicine at Cambridge." + +"Indeed, Parson Harry," says he; "and are you going to take out a +diploma: and cure your fellow-students of the--" + +"Of the gout," says Harry, interrupting him, and looking him hard +in the face; "I know a good deal about the gout." + +"I hope you may never have it. 'Tis an infernal disease," says my +lord, "and its twinges are diabolical. Ah!" and he made a dreadful +wry face, as if he just felt a twinge. + +"Your lordship would be much better if you took off all that +flannel--it only serves to inflame the toe," Harry continued, +looking his man full in the face. + +"Oh! it only serves to inflame the toe, does it?" says the other, +with an innocent air. + +"If you took off that flannel, and flung that absurd slipper away, +and wore a boot," continues Harry. + +"You recommend me boots, Mr. Esmond?" asks my lord. + +"Yes, boots and spurs. I saw your lordship three days ago run down +the gallery fast enough," Harry goes on. "I am sure that taking +gruel at night is not so pleasant as claret to your lordship; and +besides it keeps your lordship's head cool for play, whilst my +patron's is hot and flustered with drink." + +"'Sdeath, sir, you dare not say that I don't play fair?" cries my +lord, whipping his horses, which went away at a gallop. + +"You are cool when my lord is drunk," Harry continued; "your +lordship gets the better of my patron. I have watched you as I +looked up from my books." + +"You young Argus!" says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond--and for +whose company and wit, and a certain daring manner, Harry had a +great liking too--"You young Argus! you may look with all your +hundred eyes and see we play fair. I've played away an estate of a +night, and I've played my shirt off my back; and I've played away +my periwig and gone home in a nightcap. But no man can say I ever +took an advantage of him beyond the advantage of the game. I +played a dice-cogging scoundrel in Alsatia for his ears and won +'em, and have one of 'em in my lodging in Bow Street in a bottle of +spirits. Harry Mohun will play any man for anything--always +would." + +"You are playing awful stakes, my lord, in my patron's house," +Harry said, "and more games than are on the cards." + +"What do you mean, sir?" cries my lord, turning round, with a flush +on his face. + +"I mean," answers Harry, in a sarcastic tone, "that your gout is +well--if ever you had it." + +"Sir!" cried my lord, getting hot. + +"And to tell the truth I believe your lordship has no more gout +than I have. At any rate, change of air will do you good, my Lord +Mohun. And I mean fairly that you had better go from Castlewood." + +"And were you appointed to give me this message?" cries the Lord +Mohun. "Did Frank Esmond commission you?" + +"No one did. 'Twas the honor of my family that commissioned me." + +"And you are prepared to answer this?" cries the other, furiously +lashing his horses. + +"Quite, my lord: your lordship will upset the carriage if you whip +so hotly." + +"By George, you have a brave spirit!" my lord cried out, bursting +into a laugh. "I suppose 'tis that infernal botte de Jesuite that +makes you so bold," he added. + +"'Tis the peace of the family I love best in the world," Harry +Esmond said warmly--"'tis the honor of a noble benefactor--the +happiness of my dear mistress and her children. I owe them +everything in life, my lord; and would lay it down for any one of +them. What brings you here to disturb this quiet household? What +keeps you lingering month after month in the country? What makes +you feign illness, and invent pretexts for delay? Is it to win my +poor patron's money? Be generous, my lord, and spare his weakness +for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to practise upon the +simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well storm the Tower +single-handed. But you may blemish her name by light comments on +it, or by lawless pursuits--and I don't deny that 'tis in your +power to make her unhappy. Spare these innocent people, and leave +them." + +"By the Lord, I believe thou hast an eye to the pretty Puritan +thyself, Master Harry," says my lord, with his reckless, good-humored laugh, and as if he had been listening with interest to the +passionate appeal of the young man. "Whisper, Harry. Art thou in +love with her thyself? Hath tipsy Frank Esmond come by the way of +all flesh?" + +"My lord, my lord," cried Harry, his face flushing and his eyes +filling as he spoke, "I never had a mother, but I love this lady as +one. I worship her as a devotee worships a saint. To hear her +name spoken lightly seems blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of +your own mother so, or suffer any one so to speak of her? It is a +horror to me to fancy that any man should think of her impurely. I +implore you, I beseech you, to leave her. Danger will come out of +it." + +"Danger, psha!" says my lord, giving a cut to the horses, which at +this minute--for we were got on to the Downs--fairly ran off into a +gallop that no pulling could stop. The rein broke in Lord Mohun's +hands, and the furious beasts scampered madly forwards, the +carriage swaying to and fro, and the persons within it holding on +to the sides as best they might, until seeing a great ravine before +them, where an upset was inevitable, the two gentlemen leapt for +their lives, each out of his side of the chaise. Harry Esmond was +quit for a fall on the grass, which was so severe that it stunned +him for a minute; but he got up presently very sick, and bleeding +at the nose, but with no other hurt. The Lord Mohun was not so +fortunate; he fell on his head against a stone, and lay on the +ground, dead to all appearance. + +This misadventure happened as the gentlemen were on their return +homewards; and my Lord Castlewood, with his son and daughter, who +were going out for a ride, met the ponies as they were galloping +with the car behind, the broken traces entangling their heels, and +my lord's people turned and stopped them. It was young Frank who +spied out Lord Mohun's scarlet coat as he lay on the ground, and +the party made up to that unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was +now standing over him. His large periwig and feathered hat had +fallen off, and he was bleeding profusely from a wound on the +forehead, and looking, and being, indeed, a corpse. + +"Great God! he's dead!" says my lord. "Ride, some one: fetch a +doctor--stay. I'll go home and bring back Tusher; he knows +surgery," and my lord, with his son after him, galloped away. + +They were scarce gone when Harry Esmond, who was indeed but just +come to himself, bethought him of a similar accident which he had +seen on a ride from Newmarket to Cambridge, and taking off a sleeve +of my lord's coat, Harry, with a penknife, opened a vein of his +arm, and was greatly relieved, after a moment, to see the blood +flow. He was near half an hour before he came to himself, by which +time Doctor Tusher and little Frank arrived, and found my lord not +a corpse indeed, but as pale as one. + +After a time, when he was able to bear motion, they put my lord +upon a groom's horse, and gave the other to Esmond, the men walking +on each side of my lord, to support him, if need were, and worthy +Doctor Tusher with them. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a +foot pace. + +When we rode together home, the boy said: "We met mamma, who was +walking on the terrace with the doctor, and papa frightened her, +and told her you were dead . . ." + +"That I was dead!" asks Harry. + +"Yes. Papa says: 'Here's poor Harry killed, my dear;' on which +mamma gives a great scream; and oh, Harry! she drops down; and I +thought she was dead too. And you never saw such a way as papa was +in: he swore one of his great oaths: and he turned quite pale; and +then he began to laugh somehow, and he told the Doctor to take his +horse, and me to follow him; and we left him. And I looked back, +and saw him dashing water out of the fountain on to mamma. Oh, she +was so frightened!" + +Musing upon this curious history--for my Lord Mohun's name was +Henry too, and they called each other Frank and Harry often--and +not a little disturbed and anxious, Esmond rode home. His dear +lady was on the terrace still, one of her women with her, and my +lord no longer there. There are steps and a little door thence +down into the road. My lord passed, looking very ghastly, with a +handkerchief over his head, and without his hat and periwig, which +a groom carried, but his politeness did not desert him, and he made +a bow to the lady above. + +"Thank heaven, you are safe," she said. + +"And so is Harry too, mamma," says little Frank,--"huzzay!" + +Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did +little Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two beasts, +while the other, hat and periwig in hand, walked by my lord's +bridle to the front gate, which lay half a mile away. + +"Oh, my boy! what a fright you have given me!" Lady Castlewood +said, when Harry Esmond came up, greeting him with one of her +shining looks, and a voice of tender welcome; and she was so kind +as to kiss the young man ('twas the second time she had so honored +him), and she walked into the house between him and her son, +holding a hand of each. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +WE RIDE AFTER HIM TO LONDON. + + +After a repose of a couple of days, the Lord Mohun was so far +recovered of his hurt as to be able to announce his departure for +the next morning; when, accordingly, he took leave of Castlewood, +proposing to ride to London by easy stages, and lie two nights upon +the road. His host treated him with a studied and ceremonious +courtesy, certainly different from my lord's usual frank and +careless demeanor; but there was no reason to suppose that the two +lords parted otherwise than good friends, though Harry Esmond +remarked that my Lord Viscount only saw his guest in company with +other persons, and seemed to avoid being alone with him. Nor did +he ride any distance with Lord Mohun, as his custom was with most +of his friends, whom he was always eager to welcome and unwilling +to lose; but contented himself, when his lordship's horses were +announced, and their owner appeared, booted for his journey, to +take a courteous leave of the ladies of Castlewood, by following +the Lord Mohun down stairs to his horses, and by bowing and wishing +him a good-day, in the court-yard. "I shall see you in London +before very long, Mohun," my lord said, with a smile, "when we will +settle our accounts together." + +"Do not let them trouble you, Frank," said the other good-naturedly, and holding out his hand, looked rather surprised at the +grim and stately manner in which his host received his parting +salutation; and so, followed by his people, he rode away. + +Harry Esmond was witness of the departure. It was very different +to my lord's coming, for which great preparation had been made (the +old house putting on its best appearance to welcome its guest), and +there was a sadness and constraint about all persons that day, +which filled Mr. Esmond with gloomy forebodings, and sad indefinite +apprehensions. Lord Castlewood stood at the door watching his +guest and his people as they went out under the arch of the outer +gate. When he was there, Lord Mohun turned once more, my Lord +Viscount slowly raised his beaver and bowed. His face wore a +peculiar livid look, Harry thought. He cursed and kicked away his +dogs, which came jumping about him--then he walked up to the +fountain in the centre of the court, and leaned against a pillar +and looked into the basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, +late the chaplain's, on the other side of the court, and turned to +enter in at the low door, he saw Lady Castlewood looking through +the curtains of the great window of the drawing-room overhead, at +my lord as he stood regarding the fountain. There was in the court +a peculiar silence somehow; and the scene remained long in Esmond's +memory:--the sky bright overhead; the buttresses of the building +and the sun-dial casting shadow over the gilt memento mori +inscribed underneath; the two dogs, a black greyhound and a spaniel +nearly white, the one with his face up to the sun, and the other +snuffing amongst the grass and stones, and my lord leaning over the +fountain, which was bubbling audibly. 'Tis strange how that scene, +and the sound of that fountain, remain fixed on the memory of a man +who has beheld a hundred sights of splendor, and danger too, of +which he has kept no account. + +It was Lady Castlewood--she had been laughing all the morning, and +especially gay and lively before her husband and his guest--who as +soon as the two gentlemen went together from her room, ran to +Harry, the expression of her countenance quite changed now, and +with a face and eyes full of care, and said, "Follow them, Harry, I +am sure something has gone wrong." And so it was that Esmond was +made an eavesdropper at this lady's orders and retired to his own +chamber, to give himself time in truth to try and compose a story +which would soothe his mistress, for he could not but have his own +apprehension that some serious quarrel was pending between the two +gentlemen. + +And now for several days the little company at Castlewood sat at +table as of evenings: this care, though unnamed and invisible, +being nevertheless present alway, in the minds of at least three +persons there. My lord was exceeding gentle and kind. Whenever he +quitted the room, his wife's eyes followed him. He behaved to her +with a kind of mournful courtesy and kindness remarkable in one of +his blunt ways and ordinary rough manner. He called her by her +Christian name often and fondly, was very soft and gentle with the +children, especially with the boy, whom he did not love, and being +lax about church generally, he went thither and performed all the +offices (down even to listening to Dr. Tusher's sermon) with great +devotion. + +"He paces his room all night; what is it? Henry, find out what it +is," Lady Castlewood said constantly to her young dependant. "He +has sent three letters to London," she said, another day. + +"Indeed, madam, they were to a lawyer," Harry answered, who knew of +these letters, and had seen a part of the correspondence, which +related to a new loan my lord was raising; and when the young man +remonstrated with his patron, my lord said, "He was only raising +money to pay off an old debt on the property, which must be +discharged." + +Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood was not in the least anxious. +Few fond women feel money-distressed; indeed you can hardly give a +woman a greater pleasure than to bid her pawn her diamonds for the +man she loves; and I remember hearing Mr. Congreve say of my Lord +Marlborough, that the reason why my lord was so successful with +women as a young man, was because he took money of them. "There +are few men who will make such a sacrifice for them," says Mr. +Congreve, who knew a part of the sex pretty well. + +Harry Esmond's vacation was just over, and, as hath been said, he +was preparing to return to the University for his last term before +taking his degree and entering into the Church. He had made up his +mind for this office, not indeed with that reverence which becomes +a man about to enter upon a duty so holy, but with a worldly spirit +of acquiescence in the prudence of adopting that profession for his +calling. But his reasoning was that he owed all to the family of +Castlewood, and loved better to be near them than anywhere else in +the world; that he might be useful to his benefactors, who had the +utmost confidence in him and affection for him in return; that he +might aid in bringing up the young heir of the house and acting as +his governor; that he might continue to be his dear patron's and +mistress's friend and adviser, who both were pleased to say that +they should ever look upon him as such; and so, by making himself +useful to those he loved best, he proposed to console himself for +giving up of any schemes of ambition which he might have had in his +own bosom. Indeed, his mistress had told him that she would not +have him leave her; and whatever she commanded was will to him. + +The Lady Castlewood's mind was greatly relieved in the last few +days of this well-remembered holiday time, by my lord's announcing +one morning, after the post had brought him letters from London, in +a careless tone, that the Lord Mohun was gone to Paris, and was +about to make a great journey in Europe; and though Lord +Castlewood's own gloom did not wear off, or his behavior alter, yet +this cause of anxiety being removed from his lady's mind, she began +to be more hopeful and easy in her spirits, striving too, with all +her heart, and by all the means of soothing in her power, to call +back my lord's cheerfulness and dissipate his moody humor. + +He accounted for it himself, by saying that he was out of health; +that he wanted to see his physician; that he would go to London, +and consult Doctor Cheyne. It was agreed that his lordship and +Harry Esmond should make the journey as far as London together; and +of a Monday morning, the 11th of October, in the year 1700, they +set forwards towards London on horseback. The day before being +Sunday, and the rain pouring down, the family did not visit church; +and at night my lord read the service to his family very finely, +and with a peculiar sweetness and gravity--speaking the parting +benediction, Harry thought, as solemn as ever he heard it. And he +kissed and embraced his wife and children before they went to their +own chambers with more fondness than he was ordinarily wont to +show, and with a solemnity and feeling of which they thought in +after days with no small comfort. + +They took horse the next morning (after adieux from the family as +tender as on the night previous), lay that night on the road, and +entered London at nightfall; my lord going to the "Trumpet," in the +Cockpit, Whitehall, a house used by the military in his time as a +young man, and accustomed by his lordship ever since. + +An hour after my lord's arrival (which showed that his visit had +been arranged beforehand), my lord's man of business arrived from +Gray's Inn; and thinking that his patron might wish to be private +with the lawyer, Esmond was for leaving them: but my lord said his +business was short; introduced Mr. Esmond particularly to the +lawyer, who had been engaged for the family in the old lord's time; +who said that he had paid the money, as desired that day, to my +Lord Mohun himself, at his lodgings in Bow Street; that his +lordship had expressed some surprise, as it was not customary to +employ lawyers, he said, in such transactions between men of honor; +but nevertheless, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of hand, +which he held at his client's disposition. + +"I thought the Lord Mohun had been in Paris!" cried Mr. Esmond, in +great alarm and astonishment. + +"He is come back at my invitation," said my Lord Viscount. "We +have accounts to settle together." + +"I pray heaven they are over, sir," says Esmond. + +"Oh, quite," replied the other, looking hard at the young man. "He +was rather troublesome about that money which I told you I had lost +to him at play. And now 'tis paid, and we are quits on that score, +and we shall meet good friends again." + +"My lord," cried out Esmond, "I am sure you are deceiving me, and +that there is a quarrel between the Lord Mohun and you." + +"Quarrel--pish! We shall sup together this very night, and drink a +bottle. Every man is ill-humored who loses such a sum as I have +lost. But now 'tis paid, and my anger is gone with it." + +"Where shall we sup, sir?" says Harry. + +"WE! Let some gentlemen wait till they are asked," says my Lord +Viscount with a laugh. "You go to Duke Street, and see Mr. +Betterton. You love the play, I know. Leave me to follow my own +devices: and in the morning we'll breakfast together, with what +appetite we may, as the play says." + +"By G--! my lord, I will not leave you this night," says Harry +Esmond. "I think I know the cause of your dispute. I swear to you +'tis nothing. On the very day the accident befell Lord Mohun, I +was speaking to him about it. I know that nothing has passed but +idle gallantry on his part." + +"You know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry between Lord +Mohun and my wife," says my lord, in a thundering voice--"you knew +of this and did not tell me?" + +"I knew more of it than my dear mistress did herself, sir--a +thousand times more. How was she, who was as innocent as a child, +to know what was the meaning of the covert addresses of a villain?" + +"A villain he is, you allow, and would have taken my wife away from +me." + +"Sir, she is as pure as an angel," cried young Esmond. + +"Have I said a word against her?" shrieks out my lord. "Did I ever +doubt that she was pure? It would have been the last day of her +life when I did. Do you fancy I think that SHE would go astray? +No, she hasn't passion enough for that. She neither sins nor +forgives. I know her temper--and now I've lost her, by heaven I +love her ten thousand times more than ever I did--yes, when she was +as young and as beautiful as an angel--when she smiled at me in her +old father's house, and used to lie in wait for me there as I came +from hunting--when I used to fling my head down on her little knees +and cry like a child on her lap--and swear I would reform, and +drink no more and play no more, and follow women no more; when all +the men of the Court used to be following her--when she used to +look with her child more beautiful, by George, than the Madonna in +the Queen's Chapel. I am not good like her, I know it. Who is--by +heaven, who is? I tired and wearied her, I know that very well. I +could not talk to her. You men of wit and books could do that, and +I couldn't--I felt I couldn't. Why, when you was but a boy of +fifteen I could hear you two together talking your poetry and your +books till I was in such a rage that I was fit to strangle you. +But you were always a good lad, Harry, and I loved you, you know I +did. And I felt she didn't belong to me: and the children don't. +And I besotted myself, and gambled and drank, and took to all sorts +of deviltries out of despair and fury. And now comes this Mohun, +and she likes him, I know she likes him." + +"Indeed, and on my soul, you are wrong, sir," Esmond cried. + +"She takes letters from him," cries my lord--"look here, Harry," +and he pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood upon it. "It +fell from him that day he wasn't killed. One of the grooms picked +it up from the ground and gave it me. Here it is in their d--d +comedy jargon. 'Divine Gloriana--Why look so coldly on your slave +who adores you? Have you no compassion on the tortures you have +seen me suffering? Do you vouchsafe no reply to billets that are +written with the blood of my heart.' She had more letters from +him." + +"But she answered none," cries Esmond. + +"That's not Mohun's fault," says my lord, "and I will be revenged +on him, as God's in heaven, I will." + +"For a light word or two, will you risk your lady's honor and your +family's happiness, my lord?" Esmond interposed beseechingly. + +"Psha--there shall be no question of my wife's honor," said my +lord; "we can quarrel on plenty of grounds beside. If I live, that +villain will be punished; if I fall, my family will be only the +better: there will only be a spendthrift the less to keep in the +world: and Frank has better teaching than his father. My mind is +made up, Harry Esmond, and whatever the event is, I am easy about +it. I leave my wife and you as guardians to the children." + +Seeing that my lord was bent upon pursuing this quarrel, and that +no entreaties would draw him from it, Harry Esmond (then of a +hotter and more impetuous nature than now, when care, and +reflection, and gray hairs have calmed him) thought it was his duty +to stand by his kind, generous patron, and said, "My lord, if you +are determined upon war, you must not go into it alone. 'Tis the +duty of our house to stand by its chief; and I should neither +forgive myself nor you if you did not call me, or I should be +absent from you at a moment of danger." + +"Why, Harry, my poor boy, you are bred for a parson," says my lord, +taking Esmond by the hand very kindly; "and it were a great pity +that you should meddle in the matter." + +"Your lordship thought of being a churchman once," Harry answered, +"and your father's orders did not prevent him fighting at +Castlewood against the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine, sir; I +can use the foils, as you have seen, indifferently well, and don't +think I shall be afraid when the buttons are taken off 'em." And +then Harry explained, with some blushes and hesitation (for the +matter was delicate, and he feared lest, by having put himself +forward in the quarrel, he might have offended his patron), how he +had himself expostulated with the Lord Mohun, and proposed to +measure swords with him if need were, and he could not be got to +withdraw peaceably in this dispute. "And I should have beat him, +sir," says Harry, laughing. "He never could parry that botte I +brought from Cambridge. Let us have half an hour of it, and +rehearse--I can teach it your lordship: 'tis the most delicate +point in the world, and if you miss it, your adversary's sword is +through you." + +"By George, Harry, you ought to be the head of the house," says my +lord, gloomily. "You had been a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy +sot like me," he added, drawing his hand across his eyes, and +surveying his kinsman with very kind and affectionate glances. + +"Let us take our coats off and have half an hour's practice before +nightfall," says Harry, after thankfully grasping his patron's +manly hand. + +"You are but a little bit of a lad," says my lord, good-humoredly; +"but, in faith, I believe you could do for that fellow. No, my +boy," he continued, "I'll have none of your feints and tricks of +stabbing: I can use my sword pretty well too, and will fight my own +quarrel my own way." + +"But I shall be by to see fair play?" cries Harry. + +"Yes, God bless you--you shall be by." + +"When is it, sir?" says Harry, for he saw that the matter had been +arranged privately and beforehand by my lord. + +"'Tis arranged thus: I sent off a courier to Jack Westbury to say +that I wanted him specially. He knows for what, and will be here +presently, and drink part of that bottle of sack. Then we shall go +to the theatre in Duke Street, where we shall meet Mohun; and then +we shall all go sup at the 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' Then we +shall call for cards, and there will be probably a difference over +the cards--and then, God help us!--either a wicked villain and +traitor shall go out of the world, or a poor worthless devil, that +doesn't care to remain in it. I am better away, Hal--my wife will +be all the happier when I am gone," says my lord, with a groan, +that tore the heart of Harry Esmond, so that he fairly broke into a +sob over his patron's kind hand. + +"The business was talked over with Mohun before he left home--Castlewood I mean"--my lord went on. "I took the letter in to him, +which I had read, and I charged him with his villainy, and he could +make no denial of it, only he said that my wife was innocent." + +"And so she is; before heaven, my lord, she is!" cries Harry. + +"No doubt, no doubt. They always are," says my lord. "No doubt, +when she heard he was killed, she fainted from accident." + +"But, my lord, MY name is Harry," cried out Esmond, burning red. +"You told my lady, 'Harry was killed!'" + +"Damnation! shall I fight you too?" shouts my lord in a fury." Are +you, you little serpent, warmed by my fire, going to sting--YOU?--No, my boy, you're an honest boy; you are a good boy." (And here +he broke from rage into tears even more cruel to see.) "You are an +honest boy, and I love you; and, by heavens, I am so wretched that +I don't care what sword it is that ends me. Stop, here's Jack +Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, old boy! This is my kinsman, +Harry Esmond." + +"Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?" says Harry, +bowing; and the three gentlemen sat down and drank of that bottle +of sack which was prepared for them. + +"Harry is number three," says my lord. "You needn't be afraid of +him, Jack." And the Colonel gave a look, as much as to say, +"Indeed, he don't look as if I need." And then my lord explained +what he had only told by hints before. When he quarrelled with +Lord Mohun he was indebted to his lordship in a sum of sixteen +hundred pounds, for which Lord Mohun said he proposed to wait until +my Lord Viscount should pay him. My lord had raised the sixteen +hundred pounds and sent them to Lord Mohun that morning, and before +quitting home had put his affairs into order, and was now quite +ready to abide the issue of the quarrel. + +When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, +and the three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. +The play was one of Mr. Wycherley's--"Love in a Wood." + +Harry Esmond has thought of that play ever since with a kind of +terror, and of Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who performed the +girl's part in the comedy. She was disguised as a page, and came +and stood before the gentlemen as they sat on the stage, and looked +over her shoulder with a pair of arch black eyes, and laughed at my +lord, and asked what ailed the gentleman from the country, and had +he had bad news from Bullock fair? + +Between the acts of the play the gentlemen crossed over and +conversed freely. There were two of Lord Mohun's party, Captain +Macartney, in a military habit, and a gentleman in a suit of blue +velvet and silver in a fair periwig, with a rich fall of point of +Venice lace--my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland. My lord had +a paper of oranges, which he ate and offered to the actresses, +joking with them. And Mrs. Bracegirdle, when my Lord Mohun said +something rude, turned on him, and asked him what he did there, and +whether he and his friends had come to stab anybody else, as they +did poor Will Mountford? My lord's dark face grew darker at this +taunt, and wore a mischievous, fatal look. They that saw it +remembered it, and said so afterward. + +When the play was ended the two parties joined company; and my Lord +Castlewood then proposed that they should go to a tavern and sup. +Lockit's, the "Greyhound," in Charing Cross, was the house +selected. All six marched together that way; the three lords going +a-head, Lord Mohun's captain, and Colonel Westbury, and Harry +Esmond, walking behind them. As they walked, Westbury told Harry +Esmond about his old friend Dick the Scholar, who had got +promotion, and was Cornet of the Guards, and had wrote a book +called the "Christian Hero," and had all the Guards to laugh at him +for his pains, for the Christian Hero was breaking the commandments +constantly, Westbury said, and had fought one or two duels already. +And, in a lower tone, Westbury besought young Mr. Esmond to take no +part in the quarrel. "There was no need for more seconds than +one," said the Colonel, "and the Captain or Lord Warwick might +easily withdraw." But Harry said no; he was bent on going through +with the business. Indeed, he had a plan in his head, which, he +thought, might prevent my Lord Viscount from engaging. + +They went in at the bar of the tavern, and desired a private room +and wine and cards, and when the drawer had brought these, they +began to drink and call healths, and as long as the servants were +in the room appeared very friendly. + +Harry Esmond's plan was no other than to engage in talk with Lord +Mohun, to insult him, and so get the first of the quarrel. So when +cards were proposed he offered to play. "Psha!" says my Lord Mohun +(whether wishing to save Harry, or not choosing, to try the botte +de Jesuite, it is not to be known)--"Young gentlemen from college +should not play these stakes. You are too young." + +"Who dares say I am too young?" broke out Harry. "Is your lordship +afraid?" + +"Afraid!" cries out Mohun. + +But my good Lord Viscount saw the move--"I'll play you for ten +moidores, Mohun," says he. "You silly boy, we don't play for +groats here as you do at Cambridge." And Harry, who had no such +sum in his pocket (for his half-year's salary was always pretty +well spent before it was due), fell back with rage and vexation in +his heart that he had not money enough to stake. + +"I'll stake the young gentleman a crown," says the Lord Mohun's +captain. + +"I thought crowns were rather scarce with the gentlemen of the +army," says Harry. + +"Do they birch at College?" says the Captain. + +"They birch fools," says Harry, "and they cane bullies, and they +fling puppies into the water." + +"Faith, then, there's some escapes drowning," says the Captain, who +was an Irishman; and all the gentlemen began to laugh, and made +poor Harry only more angry. + +My Lord Mohun presently snuffed a candle. It was when the drawers +brought in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room on which +my Lord Viscount said--"The Deuce take you, Mohun, how damned +awkward you are. Light the candle, you drawer." + +"Damned awkward is a damned awkward expression, my lord," says the +other. "Town gentlemen don't use such words--or ask pardon if they +do." + +"I'm a country gentleman," says my Lord Viscount. + +"I see it by your manner," says my Lord Mohun. "No man shall say +damned awkward to me." + +"I fling the words in your face, my lord," says the other; "shall I +send the cards too?" + +"Gentlemen, gentlemen! before the servants?" cry out Colonel +Westbury and my Lord Warwick in a breath. The drawers go out of +the room hastily. They tell the people below of the quarrel up +stairs. + +"Enough has been said," says Colonel Westbury. "Will your +lordships meet to-morrow morning?" + +"Will my Lord Castlewood withdraw his words?" asks the Earl of +Warwick. + +"My Lord Castlewood will be ---- first," says Colonel Westbury. + +"Then we have nothing for it. Take notice, gentlemen, there have +been outrageous words--reparation asked and refused." + +"And refused," says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. "Where +shall the meeting be? and when?" + +"Since my Lord refuses me satisfaction, which I deeply regret, +there is no time so good as now," says my Lord Mohun. "Let us have +chairs and go to Leicester Field." + +"Are your lordship and I to have the honor of exchanging a pass or +two?" says Colonel Westbury, with a low bow to my Lord of Warwick +and Holland. + +"It is an honor for me," says my lord, with a profound congee, "to +be matched with a gentleman who has been at Mons and Namur." + +"Will your Reverence permit me to give you a lesson?" says the +Captain. + +"Nay, nay, gentlemen, two on a side are plenty," says Harry's +patron. "Spare the boy, Captain Macartney," and he shook Harry's +hand--for the last time, save one, in his life. + +At the bar of the tavern all the gentlemen stopped, and my Lord +Viscount said, laughing, to the barwoman, that those cards set +people sadly a-quarrelling; but that the dispute was over now, and +the parties were all going away to my Lord Mohun's house, in Bow +Street, to drink a bottle more before going to bed. + +A half-dozen of chairs were now called, and the six gentlemen +stepping into them, the word was privately given to the chairmen to +go to Leicester Field, where the gentlemen were set down opposite +the "Standard Tavern." It was midnight, and the town was abed by +this time, and only a few lights in the windows of the houses; but +the night was bright enough for the unhappy purpose which the +disputants came about; and so all six entered into that fatal +square, the chairmen standing without the railing and keeping the +gate, lest any persons should disturb the meeting. + +All that happened there hath been matter of public notoriety, and +is recorded, for warning to lawless men, in the annals of our +country. After being engaged for not more than a couple of +minutes, as Harry Esmond thought (though being occupied at the time +with his own adversary's point, which was active, he may not have +taken a good note of time), a cry from the chairmen without, who +were smoking their pipes, and leaning over the railings of the +field as they watched the dim combat within, announced that some +catastrophe had happened, which caused Esmond to drop his sword and +look round, at which moment his enemy wounded him in the right +hand. But the young man did not heed this hurt much, and ran up to +the place where he saw his dear master was down. + +My Lord Mohun was standing over him. + +"Are you much hurt, Frank?" he asked in a hollow voice. + +"I believe I am a dead man," my lord said from the ground. + +"No, no, not so," says the other; "and I call God to witness, Frank +Esmond, that I would have asked your pardon, had you but given me a +chance. In--in the first cause of our falling out, I swear that no +one was to blame but me, and--and that my lady--" + +"Hush!" says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow +and speaking faintly. "'Twas a dispute about the cards--the cursed +cards. Harry my boy, are you wounded, too? God help thee! I +loved thee, Harry, and thou must watch over my little Frank--and--and carry this little heart to my wife." + +And here my dear lord felt in his breast for a locket he wore +there, and, in the act, fell back fainting. + +We were all at this terrified, thinking him dead; but Esmond and +Colonel Westbury bade the chairmen come into the field; and so my +lord was carried to one Mr. Aimes, a surgeon, in Long Acre, who +kept a bath, and there the house was wakened up, and the victim of +this quarrel carried in. + +My Lord Viscount was put to bed, and his wound looked to by the +surgeon, who seemed both kind and skilful. When he had looked to +my lord, he bandaged up Harry Esmond's hand (who, from loss of +blood, had fainted too, in the house, and may have been some time +unconscious); and when the young man came to himself, you may be +sure he eagerly asked what news there were of his dear patron; on +which the surgeon carried him to the room where the Lord Castlewood +lay; who had already sent for a priest; and desired earnestly, they +said, to speak with his kinsman. He was lying on a bed, very pale +and ghastly, with that fixed, fatal look in his eyes, which +betokens death; and faintly beckoning all the other persons away +from him with his hand, and crying out "Only Harry Esmond," the +hand fell powerless down on the coverlet, as Harry came forward, +and knelt down and kissed it. + +"Thou art all but a priest, Harry," my Lord Viscount gasped out, +with a faint smile, and pressure of his cold hand. "Are they all +gone? Let me make thee a death-bed confession." + +And with sacred Death waiting, as it were, at the bed-foot, as an +awful witness of his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his last +wishes in respect of his family;--his humble profession of +contrition for his faults;--and his charity towards the world he +was leaving. Some things he said concerned Harry Esmond as much as +they astonished him. And my Lord Viscount, sinking visibly, was in +the midst of these strange confessions, when the ecclesiastic for +whom my lord had sent, Mr. Atterbury, arrived. + +This gentleman had reached to no great church dignity as yet, but +was only preacher at St. Bride's, drawing all the town thither by +his eloquent sermons. He was godson to my lord, who had been pupil +to his father; had paid a visit to Castlewood from Oxford more than +once; and it was by his advice, I think, that Harry Esmond was sent +to Cambridge, rather than to Oxford, of which place Mr. Atterbury, +though a distinguished member, spoke but ill. + +Our messenger found the good priest already at his books at five +o'clock in the morning, and he followed the man eagerly to the +house where my poor Lord Viscount lay--Esmond watching him, and +taking his dying words from his mouth. + +My lord, hearing of Mr. Atterbury's arrival, and squeezing Esmond's +hand, asked to be alone with the priest; and Esmond left them there +for this solemn interview. You may be sure that his own prayers +and grief accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had said to +him that which confounded the young man--informed him of a secret +which greatly concerned him. Indeed, after hearing it, he had had +good cause for doubt and dismay; for mental anguish as well as +resolution. While the colloquy between Mr. Atterbury and his dying +penitent took place within, an immense contest of perplexity was +agitating Lord Castlewood's young companion. + +At the end of an hour--it may be more--Mr. Atterbury came out of +the room, looking very hard at Esmond, and holding a paper. + +"He is on the brink of God's awful judgment," the priest whispered. +"He has made his breast clean to me. He forgives and believes, and +makes restitution. Shall it be in public? Shall we call a witness +to sign it?" + +"God knows," sobbed out the young man, "my dearest lord has only +done me kindness all his life." + +The priest put the paper into Esmond's hand. He looked at it. It +swam before his eyes. + +"'Tis a confession," he said. + +"'Tis as you please," said Mr. Atterbury. + +There was a fire in the room where the cloths were drying for the +baths, and there lay a heap in a corner saturated with the blood of +my dear lord's body. Esmond went to the fire, and threw the paper +into it. 'Twas a great chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. How we +remember such trifles at such awful moments!--the scrap of the book +that we have read in a great grief--the taste of that last dish +that we have eaten before a duel, or some such supreme meeting or +parting. On the Dutch tiles at the Bagnio was a rude picture +representing Jacob in hairy gloves, cheating Isaac of Esau's +birthright. The burning paper lighted it up. + +"'Tis only a confession, Mr. Atterbury," said the young man. He +leaned his head against the mantel-piece: a burst of tears came to +his eyes. They were the first he had shed as he sat by his lord, +scared by this calamity, and more yet by what the poor dying +gentleman had told him, and shocked to think that he should be the +agent of bringing this double misfortune on those he loved best. + +"Let us go to him," said Mr. Esmond. And accordingly they went +into the next chamber, where by this time, the dawn had broke, +which showed my lord's poor pale face and wild appealing eyes, that +wore that awful fatal look of coming dissolution. The surgeon was +with him. He went into the chamber as Atterbury came out thence. +My Lord Viscount turned round his sick eyes towards Esmond. It +choked the other to hear that rattle in his throat. + +"My Lord Viscount," says Mr. Atterbury, "Mr. Esmond wants no +witnesses, and hath burned the paper." + +"My dearest master!" Esmond said, kneeling down, and taking his +hand and kissing it. + +My Lord Viscount sprang up in his bed, and flung his arms round +Esmond. "God bl--bless--" was all he said. The blood rushed from +his mouth, deluging the young man. My dearest lord was no more. +He was gone with a blessing on his lips, and love and repentance +and kindness in his manly heart. + +"Benedicti benedicentes," says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, +kneeling at the bedside, groaned out an "Amen." + +"Who shall take the news to her?" was Mr. Esmond's next thought. +And on this he besought Mr. Atterbury to bear the tidings to +Castlewood. He could not face his mistress himself with those +dreadful news. Mr. Atterbury complying kindly, Esmond writ a hasty +note on his table-book to my lord's man, bidding him get the horses +for Mr. Atterbury, and ride with him, and send Esmond's own valise +to the Gatehouse prison, whither he resolved to go and give himself +up. + + + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING +TO THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I AM IN PRISON, AND VISITED, BUT NOT CONSOLED THERE. + + +Those may imagine, who have seen death untimely strike down persons +revered and beloved, and know how unavailing consolation is, what +was Harry Esmond's anguish after being an actor in that ghastly +midnight scene of blood and homicide. He could not, he felt, have +faced his dear mistress, and told her that story. He was thankful +that kind Atterbury consented to break the sad news to her; but, +besides his grief, which he took into prison with him, he had that +in his heart which secretly cheered and consoled him. + +A great secret had been told to Esmond by his unhappy stricken +kinsman, lying on his death-bed. Were he to disclose it, as in +equity and honor he might do, the discovery would but bring greater +grief upon those whom he loved best in the world, and who were sad +enough already. Should he bring down shame and perplexity upon all +those beings to whom he was attached by so many tender ties of +affection and gratitude? degrade his father's widow? impeach and +sully his father's and kinsman's honor? and for what? for a barren +title, to be worn at the expense of an innocent boy, the son of his +dearest benefactress. He had debated this matter in his +conscience, whilst his poor lord was making his dying confession. +On one side were ambition, temptation, justice even; but love, +gratitude, and fidelity, pleaded on the other. And when the +struggle was over in Harry's mind, a glow of righteous happiness +filled it; and it was with grateful tears in his eyes that he +returned thanks to God for that decision which he had been enabled +to make. + +"When I was denied by my own blood," thought he, "these dearest +friends received and cherished me. When I was a nameless orphan +myself, and needed a protector, I found one in yonder kind soul, +who has gone to his account repenting of the innocent wrong he has +done." + +And with this consoling thought he went away to give himself up at +the prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor. + +It was on the third day after he had come to the Gatehouse prison, +(where he lay in no small pain from his wound, which inflamed and +ached severely,) and with those thoughts and resolutions that have +been just spoke of, to depress, and yet to console him, that H. +Esmond's keeper came and told him that a visitor was asking for +him, and though he could not see her face, which was enveloped in a +black hood, her whole figure, too, being veiled and covered with +the deepest mourning, Esmond knew at once that his visitor was his +dear mistress. + +He got up from his bed, where he was lying, being very weak; and +advancing towards her as the retiring keeper shut the door upon him +and his guest in that sad place, he put forward his left hand (for +the right was wounded and bandaged), and he would have taken that +kind one of his mistress, which had done so many offices of +friendship for him for so many years. + +But the Lady Castlewood went back from him, putting back her hood, +and leaning against the great stanchioned door which the gaoler had +just closed upon them. Her face was ghastly white, as Esmond saw +it, looking from the hood; and her eyes, ordinarily so sweet and +tender, were fixed on him with such a tragic glance of woe and +anger, as caused the young man, unaccustomed to unkindness from +that person, to avert his own glances from her face. + +"And this, Mr. Esmond," she said, "is where I see you; and 'tis to +this you have brought me!" + +"You have come to console me in my calamity, madam," said he +(though, in truth, he scarce knew how to address her, his emotions +at beholding her so overpowered him). + +She advanced a little, but stood silent and trembling, looking out +at him from her black draperies, with her small white hands clasped +together, and quivering lips and hollow eyes. + +"Not to reproach me," he continued after a pause. "My grief is +sufficient as it is." + +"Take back your hand--do not touch me with it!" she cried. "Look! +there's blood on it!" + +"I wish they had taken it all," said Esmond; "if you are unkind to +me." + +"Where is my husband?" she broke out. "Give me back my husband, +Henry. Why did you stand by at midnight and see him murdered? Why +did the traitor escape who did it? You, the champion of your +house, who offered to die for us! You that he loved and trusted, +and to whom I confided him--you that vowed devotion and gratitude, +and I believed you--yes, I believed you--why are you here, and my +noble Francis gone? Why did you come among us? You have only +brought us grief and sorrow; and repentance, bitter, bitter +repentance, as a return for our love and kindness. Did I ever do +you a wrong, Henry? You were but an orphan child when I first saw +you--when HE first saw you, who was so good, and noble, and +trusting. He would have had you sent away, but, like a foolish +woman, I besought him to let you stay. And you pretended to love +us, and we believed you--and you made our house wretched, and my +husband's heart went from me: and I lost him through you--I lost +him--the husband of my youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I +worshipped him--and he was changed to me. He was no more my +Francis of old--my dear, dear soldier. He loved me before he saw +you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my witness how I loved him! Why +did he not send you from among us? 'Twas only his kindness, that +could refuse me nothing then. And, young as you were--yes, and +weak and alone--there was evil, I knew there was evil in keeping +you. I read it in your face and eyes. I saw that they boded harm +to us--and it came, I knew it would. Why did you not die when you +had the small-pox--and I came myself and watched you, and you +didn't know me in your delirium--and you called out for me, though +I was there at your side? All that has happened since, was a just +judgment on my wicked heart--my wicked jealous heart. Oh, I am +punished--awfully punished! My husband lies in his blood--murdered +for defending me, my kind, kind, generous lord--and you were by, +and you let him die, Henry!" + +These words, uttered in the wildness of her grief, by one who was +ordinarily quiet, and spoke seldom except with a gentle smile and a +soothing tone, rung in Esmond's ear; and 'tis said that he repeated +many of them in the fever into which he now fell from his wound, +and perhaps from the emotion which such passionate, undeserved +upbraidings caused him. It seemed as if his very sacrifices and +love for this lady and her family were to turn to evil and +reproach: as if his presence amongst them was indeed a cause of +grief, and the continuance of his life but woe and bitterness to +theirs. As the Lady Castlewood spoke bitterly, rapidly, without a +tear, he never offered a word of appeal or remonstrance: but sat at +the foot of his prison-bed, stricken only with the more pain at +thinking it was that soft and beloved hand which should stab him so +cruelly, and powerless against her fatal sorrow. Her words as she +spoke struck the chords of all his memory, and the whole of his +boyhood and youth passed within him; whilst this lady, so fond and +gentle but yesterday--this good angel whom he had loved and +worshipped--stood before him, pursuing him with keen words and +aspect malign. + +"I wish I were in my lord's place," he groaned out. "It was not my +fault that I was not there, madam. But Fate is stronger than all +of us, and willed what has come to pass. It had been better for me +to have died when I had the illness." + +"Yes, Henry," said she--and as she spoke she looked at him with a +glance that was at once so fond and so sad, that the young man, +tossing up his arms, wildly fell back, hiding his head in the +coverlet of the bed. As he turned he struck against the wall with +his wounded hand, displacing the ligature; and he felt the blood +rushing again from the wound. He remembered feeling a secret +pleasure at the accident--and thinking, "Suppose I were to end now, +who would grieve for me?" + +This hemorrhage, or the grief and despair in which the luckless +young man was at the time of the accident, must have brought on a +deliquium presently; for he had scarce any recollection afterwards, +save of some one, his mistress probably, seizing his hand--and then +of the buzzing noise in his ears as he awoke, with two or three +persons of the prison around his bed, whereon he lay in a pool of +blood from his arm. + +It was now bandaged up again by the prison surgeon, who happened to +be in the place; and the governor's wife and servant, kind people +both, were with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the +room when he awoke from his trance; but she went away without a +word; though the governor's wife told him that she sat in her room +for some time afterward, and did not leave the prison until she +heard that Esmond was likely to do well. + +Days afterwards, when Esmond was brought out of a fever which he +had, and which attacked him that night pretty sharply, the honest +keeper's wife brought her patient a handkerchief fresh washed and +ironed, and at the corner of which he recognized his mistress's +well-known cipher and viscountess's crown. "The lady had bound it +round his arm when he fainted, and before she called for help," the +keeper's wife said. "Poor lady! she took on sadly about her +husband. He has been buried to-day, and a many of the coaches of +the nobility went with him--my Lord Marlborough's and my Lord +Sunderland's, and many of the officers of the Guards, in which he +served in the old King's time; and my lady has been with her two +children to the King at Kensington, and asked for justice against +my Lord Mohun, who is in hiding, and my Lord the Earl of Warwick +and Holland, who is ready to give himself up and take his trial." + +Such were the news, coupled with assertions about her own honesty +and that of Molly her maid, who would never have stolen a certain +trumpery gold sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that was missing after +his fainting fit, that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. +His thoughts followed to that untimely grave, the brave heart, the +kind friend, the gallant gentleman, honest of word and generous of +thought, (if feeble of purpose, but are his betters much stronger +than he?) who had given him bread and shelter when he had none; +home and love when he needed them; and who, if he had kept one +vital secret from him, had done that of which he repented ere +dying--a wrong indeed, but one followed by remorse, and occasioned +by almost irresistible temptation. + +Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him, and very +likely kissed it, and looked at the bauble embroidered in the +corner. "It has cost thee grief enough," he thought, "dear lady, +so loving and so tender. Shall I take it from thee and thy +children? No, never! Keep it, and wear it, my little Frank, my +pretty boy. If I cannot make a name for myself, I can die without +one. Some day, when my dear mistress sees my heart, I shall be +righted; or if not here or now, why, elsewhere; where Honor doth +not follow us, but where Love reigns perpetual." + +'Tis needless to relate here, as the reports of the lawyers already +have chronicled them, the particulars or issue of that trial which +ensued upon my Lord Castlewood's melancholy homicide. Of the two +lords engaged in that sad matter, the second, my Lord the Earl of +Warwick and Holland, who had been engaged with Colonel Westbury, +and wounded by him, was found not guilty by his peers, before whom +he was tried (under the presidence of the Lord Steward, Lord +Somers); and the principal, the Lord Mohun, being found guilty of +the manslaughter, (which, indeed, was forced upon him, and of which +he repented most sincerely,) pleaded his clergy, and so was +discharged without any penalty. The widow of the slain nobleman, +as it was told us in prison, showed an extraordinary spirit; and, +though she had to wait for ten years before her son was old enough +to compass it, declared she would have revenge of her husband's +murderer. So much and suddenly had grief, anger, and misfortune +appeared to change her. But fortune, good or ill, as I take it, +does not change men and women. It but develops their characters. +As there are a thousand thoughts lying within a man that he does +not know till he takes up the pen to write, so the heart is a +secret even to him (or her) who has it in his own breast. Who hath +not found himself surprised into revenge, or action, or passion, +for good or evil, whereof the seeds lay within him, latent and +unsuspected, until the occasion called them forth? With the death +of her lord, a change seemed to come over the whole conduct and +mind of Lady Castlewood; but of this we shall speak in the right +season and anon. + +The lords being tried then before their peers at Westminster, +according to their privilege, being brought from the Tower with +state processions and barges, and accompanied by lieutenants and +axe-men, the commoners engaged in that melancholy fray took their +trial at Newgate, as became them; and, being all found guilty, +pleaded likewise their benefit of clergy. The sentence, as we all +know in these cases, is, that the culprit lies a year in prison, or +during the King's pleasure, and is burned in the hand, or only +stamped with a cold iron; or this part of the punishment is +altogether remitted at the grace of the Sovereign. So Harry Esmond +found himself a criminal and a prisoner at two-and-twenty years +old; as for the two colonels, his comrades, they took the matter +very lightly. Duelling was a part of their business; and they +could not in honor refuse any invitations of that sort. + +But the case was different with Mr. Esmond. His life was changed +by that stroke of the sword which destroyed his kind patron's. As +he lay in prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and died; and Lady +Castlewood appointed Thomas Tusher to the vacant living; about the +filling of which she had a thousand times fondly talked to Harry +Esmond: how they never should part; how he should educate her boy; +how to be a country clergyman, like saintly George Herbert or pious +Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest lot in life; how (if he were +obstinately bent on it, though, for her part, she owned rather to +holding Queen Bess's opinion, that a bishop should have no wife, +and if not a bishop why a clergyman?) she would find a good wife +for Harry Esmond: and so on, with a hundred pretty prospects told +by fireside evenings, in fond prattle, as the children played about +the hall. All these plans were overthrown now. Thomas Tusher +wrote to Esmond, as he lay in prison, announcing that his patroness +had conferred upon him the living his reverend father had held for +many years; that she never, after the tragical events which had +occurred (whereof Tom spoke with a very edifying horror), could see +in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, the man who +was answerable for the father's life; that her ladyship bade him to +say that she prayed for her kinsman's repentance and his worldly +happiness; that he was free to command her aid for any scheme of +life which he might propose to himself; but that on this side of +the grave she would see him no more. And Tusher, for his own part, +added that Harry should have his prayers as a friend of his youth, +and commended him whilst he was in prison to read certain works of +theology, which his Reverence pronounced to be very wholesome for +sinners in his lamentable condition. + +And this was the return for a life of devotion--this the end of +years of affectionate intercourse and passionate fidelity! Harry +would have died for his patron, and was held as little better than +his murderer: he had sacrificed, she did not know how much, for his +mistress, and she threw him aside; he had endowed her family with +all they had, and she talked about giving him alms as to a menial! +The grief for his patron's loss; the pains of his own present +position, and doubts as to the future: all these were forgotten +under the sense of the consummate outrage which he had to endure, +and overpowered by the superior pang of that torture. + +He writ back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating +his Reverence upon his appointment to the living of Castlewood: +sarcastically bidding him to follow in the footsteps of his +admirable father, whose gown had descended upon him; thanking her +ladyship for her offer of alms, which he said he should trust not +to need; and beseeching her to remember that, if ever her +determination should change towards him, he would be ready to give +her proofs of a fidelity which had never wavered, and which ought +never to have been questioned by that house. "And if we meet no +more, or only as strangers in this world," Mr. Esmond concluded, "a +sentence against the cruelty and injustice of which I disdain to +appeal; hereafter she will know who was faithful to her, and +whether she had any cause to suspect the love and devotion of her +kinsman and servant." + +After the sending of this letter, the poor young fellow's mind was +more at ease than it had been previously. The blow had been +struck, and he had borne it. His cruel goddess had shaken her +wings and fled: and left him alone and friendless, but virtute sua. +And he had to bear him up, at once the sense of his right and the +feeling of his wrongs, his honor and his misfortune. As I have +seen men waking and running to arms at a sudden trumpet, before +emergency a manly heart leaps up resolute; meets the threatening +danger with undaunted countenance; and, whether conquered or +conquering, faces it always. Ah! no man knows his strength or his +weakness, till occasion proves them. If there be some thoughts and +actions of his life from the memory of which a man shrinks with +shame, sure there are some which he may be proud to own and +remember; forgiven injuries, conquered temptations (now and then) +and difficulties vanquished by endurance. + +It was these thoughts regarding the living, far more than any great +poignancy of grief respecting the dead, which affected Harry Esmond +whilst in prison after his trial: but it may be imagined that he +could take no comrade of misfortune into the confidence of his +feelings, and they thought it was remorse and sorrow for his +patron's loss which affected the young man, in error of which +opinion he chose to leave them. As a companion he was so moody and +silent that the two officers, his fellow-sufferers, left him to +himself mostly, liked little very likely what they knew of him, +consoled themselves with dice, cards, and the bottle, and whiled +away their own captivity in their own way. It seemed to Esmond as +if he lived years in that prison: and was changed and aged when he +came out of it. At certain periods of life we live years of +emotion in a few weeks--and look back on those times, as on great +gaps between the old life and the new. You do not know how much +you suffer in those critical maladies of the heart, until the +disease is over and you look back on it afterwards. During the +time, the suffering is at least sufferable. The day passes in more +or less of pain, and the night wears away somehow. 'Tis only in +after days that we see what the danger has been--as a man out a-hunting or riding for his life looks at a leap, and wonders how he +should have survived the taking of it. O dark months of grief and +rage! of wrong and cruel endurance! He is old now who recalls you. +Long ago he has forgiven and blest the soft hand that wounded him: +but the mark is there, and the wound is cicatrized only--no time, +tears, caresses, or repentance, can obliterate the scar. We are +indocile to put up with grief, however. Reficimus rates quassas: +we tempt the ocean again and again, and try upon new ventures. +Esmond thought of his early time as a novitiate, and of this past +trial as an initiation before entering into life--as our young +Indians undergo tortures silently before they pass to the rank of +warriors in the tribe. + +The officers, meanwhile, who were not let into the secret of the +grief which was gnawing at the side of their silent young friend, +and being accustomed to such transactions, in which one comrade or +another was daily paying the forfeit of the sword, did not, of +course, bemoan themselves very inconsolably about the fate of their +late companion in arms. This one told stories of former adventures +of love, or war, or pleasure, in which poor Frank Esmond had been +engaged; t'other recollected how a constable had been bilked, or a +tavern-bully beaten: whilst my lord's poor widow was sitting at his +tomb worshipping him as an actual saint and spotless hero--so the +visitors said who had news of Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and +Macartney had pretty nearly had all the town to come and see them. + +The duel, its fatal termination, the trial of the two peers and the +three commoners concerned, had caused the greatest excitement in +the town. The prints and News Letters were full of them. The +three gentlemen in Newgate were almost as much crowded as the +bishops in the Tower, or a highwayman before execution. We were +allowed to live in the Governor's house, as hath been said, both +before trial and after condemnation, waiting the King's pleasure; +nor was the real cause of the fatal quarrel known, so closely had +my lord and the two other persons who knew it kept the secret, but +every one imagined that the origin of the meeting was a gambling +dispute. Except fresh air, the prisoners had, upon payment, most +things they could desire. Interest was made that they should not +mix with the vulgar convicts, whose ribald choruses and loud +laughter and curses could be heard from their own part of the +prison, where they and the miserable debtors were confined pell-mell. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I COME TO THE END OF MY CAPTIVITY, BUT NOT OF MY TROUBLE. + + +Among the company which came to visit the two officers was an old +acquaintance of Harry Esmond; that gentleman of the Guards, namely, +who had been so kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop had +been quartered at Castlewood more than seven years before. Dick +the Scholar was no longer Dick the Trooper now, but Captain Steele +of Lucas's Fusiliers, and secretary to my Lord Cutts, that famous +officer of King William's, the bravest and most beloved man of the +English army. The two jolly prisoners had been drinking with a +party of friends (for our cellar and that of the keepers of +Newgate, too, were supplied with endless hampers of Burgundy and +Champagne that the friends of the Colonels sent in); and Harry, +having no wish for their drink or their conversation, being too +feeble in health for the one and too sad in spirits for the other, +was sitting apart in his little room, reading such books as he had, +one evening, when honest Colonel Westbury, flushed with liquor, and +always good-humored in and out of his cups, came laughing into +Harry's closet and said, "Ho, young Killjoy! here's a friend come +to see thee; he'll pray with thee, or he'll drink with thee; or +he'll drink and pray turn about. Dick, my Christian hero, here's +the little scholar of Castlewood." + +Dick came up and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, imparting a strong +perfume of burnt sack along with his caress to the young man. + +"What! is this the little man that used to talk Latin and fetch our +bowls? How tall thou art grown! I protest I should have known +thee anywhere. And so you have turned ruffian and fighter; and +wanted to measure swords with Mohun, did you? I protest that Mohun +said at the Guard dinner yesterday, where there was a pretty +company of us, that the young fellow wanted to fight him, and was +the better man of the two." + +"I wish we could have tried and proved it, Mr. Steele," says +Esmond, thinking of his dead benefactor, and his eyes filling with +tears. + +With the exception of that one cruel letter which he had from his +mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed +determined to execute her resolve of parting from him and disowning +him. But he had news of her, such as it was, which Mr. Steele +assiduously brought him from the Prince's and Princess's Court, +where our honest Captain had been advanced to the post of gentleman +waiter. When off duty there, Captain Dick often came to console +his friends in captivity; a good nature and a friendly disposition +towards all who were in ill-fortune no doubt prompting him to make +his visits, and good-fellowship and good wine to prolong them. + +"Faith," says Westbury, "the little scholar was the first to begin +the quarrel--I mind me of it now--at Lockit's. I always hated that +fellow Mohun. What was the real cause, of the quarrel betwixt him +and poor Frank? I would wager 'twas a woman." + +"'Twas a quarrel about play--on my word, about play," Harry said. +"My poor lord lost great sums to his guest at Castlewood. Angry +words passed between them; and, though Lord Castlewood was the +kindest and most pliable soul alive, his spirit was very high; and +hence that meeting which has brought us all here," says Mr. Esmond, +resolved never to acknowledge that there had ever been any other +cause but cards for the duel. + +"I do not like to use bad words of a nobleman," says Westbury; "but +if my Lord Mohun were a commoner, I would say, 'twas a pity he was +not hanged. He was familiar with dice and women at a time other +boys are at school being birched; he was as wicked as the oldest +rake, years ere he had done growing; and handled a sword and a +foil, and a bloody one, too, before he ever used a razor. He held +poor Will Mountford in talk that night, when bloody Dick Hill ran +him through. He will come to a bad end, will that young lord; and +no end is bad enough for him," says honest Mr. Westbury: whose +prophecy was fulfilled twelve years after, upon that fatal day when +Mohun fell, dragging down one of the bravest and greatest gentlemen +in England in his fall. + +From Mr. Steele, then, who brought the public rumor, as well as his +own private intelligence, Esmond learned the movements of his +unfortunate mistress. Steele's heart was of very inflammable +composition; and the gentleman usher spoke in terms of boundless +admiration both of the widow (that most beautiful woman, as he +said) and of her daughter, who, in the Captain's eyes, was a still +greater paragon. If the pale widow, whom Captain Richard, in his +poetic rapture compared to a Niobe in tears--to a Sigismunda--to a +weeping Belvidera, was an object the most lovely and pathetic which +his eyes had ever beheld, or for which his heart had melted, even +her ripened perfections and beauty were as nothing compared to the +promise of that extreme loveliness which the good Captain saw in +her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. Steele composed +sonnets whilst he was on duty in his Prince's ante-chamber, to the +maternal and filial charms. He would speak for hours about them to +Harry Esmond; and, indeed, he could have chosen few subjects more +likely to interest the unhappy young man, whose heart was now as +always devoted to these ladies; and who was thankful to all who +loved them, or praised them, or wished them well. + +Not that his fidelity was recompensed by any answering kindness, or +show of relenting even, on the part of a mistress obdurate now +after ten years of love and benefactions. The poor young man +getting no answer, save Tusher's, to that letter which he had +written, and being too proud to write more, opened a part of his +heart to Steele, than whom no man, when unhappy, could find a +kinder hearer, or more friendly emissary; described (in words which +were no doubt pathetic, for they came imo pectore, and caused +honest Dick to weep plentifully) his youth, his constancy, his fond +devotion to that household which had reared him; his affection, how +earned, and how tenderly requited until but yesterday, and (as far +as he might) the circumstances and causes for which that sad +quarrel had made of Esmond a prisoner under sentence, a widow and +orphans of those whom in life he held dearest. In terms that might +well move a harder-hearted man than young Esmond's confidant--for, +indeed, the speaker's own heart was half broke as he uttered them--he described a part of what had taken place in that only sad +interview which his mistress had granted him; how she had left him +with anger and almost imprecation, whose words and thoughts until +then had been only blessing and kindness; how she had accused him +of the guilt of that blood, in exchange for which he would +cheerfully have sacrificed his own (indeed, in this the Lord Mohun, +the Lord Warwick, and all the gentlemen engaged, as well as the +common rumor out of doors--Steele told him--bore out the luckless +young man); and with all his heart, and tears, he besought Mr. +Steele to inform his mistress of her kinsman's unhappiness, and to +deprecate that cruel anger she showed him. Half frantic with grief +at the injustice done him, and contrasting it with a thousand soft +recollections of love and confidence gone by, that made his present +misery inexpressibly more bitter, the poor wretch passed many a +lonely day and wakeful night in a kind of powerless despair and +rage against his iniquitous fortune. It was the softest hand that +struck him, the gentlest and most compassionate nature that +persecuted him. "I would as lief," he said, "have pleaded guilty +to the murder, and have suffered for it like any other felon, as +have to endure the torture to which my mistress subjects me." + +Although the recital of Esmond's story, and his passionate appeals +and remonstrances, drew so many tears from Dick who heard them, +they had no effect upon the person whom they were designed to move. +Esmond's ambassador came back from the mission with which the poor +young gentleman had charged him, with a sad blank face and a shake +of the head, which told that there was no hope for the prisoner; +and scarce a wretched culprit in that prison of Newgate ordered for +execution, and trembling for a reprieve, felt more cast down than +Mr. Esmond, innocent and condemned. + +As had been arranged between the prisoner and his counsel in their +consultations, Mr. Steele had gone to the dowager's house in +Chelsey, where it has been said the widow and her orphans were, had +seen my Lady Viscountess, and pleaded the cause of her unfortunate +kinsman. "And I think I spoke well, my poor boy," says Mr. Steele; +"for who would not speak well in such a cause, and before so +beautiful a judge? I did not see the lovely Beatrix (sure her +famous namesake of Florence was never half so beautiful), only the +young Viscount was in the room with the Lord Churchill, my Lord of +Marlborough's eldest son. But these young gentlemen went off to +the garden; I could see them from the window tilting at each other +with poles in a mimic tournament (grief touches the young but +lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at the coffin of my own +father). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys at their +game and said--'You see, sir, children are taught to use weapons of +death as toys, and to make a sport of murder;' and as she spoke she +looked so lovely, and stood there in herself so sad and beautiful, +an instance of that doctrine whereof I am a humble preacher, that +had I not dedicated my little volume of the 'Christian Hero'--(I +perceive, Harry, thou hast not cut the leaves of it. The sermon is +good, believe me, though the preacher's life may not answer it)--I +say, hadn't I dedicated the volume to Lord Cutts, I would have +asked permission to place her ladyship's name on the first page. I +think I never saw such a beautiful violet as that of her eyes, +Harry. Her complexion is of the pink of the blush-rose, she hath +an exquisite turned wrist and dimpled hand, and I make no doubt--" + +"Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?" +broke out Mr. Esmond, sadly. + +"A lovely creature in affliction seems always doubly beautiful to +me," says the poor Captain, who indeed was but too often in a state +to see double, and so checked he resumed the interrupted thread of +his story. "As I spoke my business," Mr. Steele said, "and +narrated to your mistress what all the world knows, and the other +side hath been eager to acknowledge--that you had tried to put +yourself between the two lords, and to take your patron's quarrel +on your own point; I recounted the general praises of your +gallantry, besides my Lord Mohun's particular testimony to it; I +thought the widow listened with some interest, and her eyes--I have +never seen such a violet, Harry--looked up at mine once or twice. +But after I had spoken on this theme for a while she suddenly broke +away with a cry of grief. 'I would to God, sir,' she said, 'I had +never heard that word gallantry which you use, or known the meaning +of it. My lord might have been here but for that; my home might be +happy; my poor boy have a father. It was what you gentlemen call +gallantry came into my home, and drove my husband on to the cruel +sword that killed him. You should not speak the word to a +Christian woman, sir, a poor widowed mother of orphans, whose home +was happy until the world came into it--the wicked godless world, +that takes the blood of the innocent, and lets the guilty go free.' + +"As the afflicted lady spoke in this strain, sir," Mr. Steele +continued, "it seemed as if indignation moved her, even more than +grief. 'Compensation!' she went on passionately, her cheeks and +eyes kindling; 'what compensation does your world give the widow +for her husband, and the children for the murderer of their father? +The wretch who did the deed has not even a punishment. Conscience! +what conscience has he, who can enter the house of a friend, +whisper falsehood and insult to a woman that never harmed him, and +stab the kind heart that trusted him? My Lord--my Lord Wretch's, +my Lord Villain's, my Lord Murderer's peers meet to try him, and +they dismiss him with a word or two of reproof and send him into +the world again, to pursue women with lust and falsehood, and to +murder unsuspecting guests that harbor him. That day, my Lord--my +Lord Murderer--(I will never name him)--was let loose, a woman was +executed at Tyburn for stealing in a shop. But a man may rob +another of his life, or a lady of her honor, and shall pay no +penalty! I take my child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask +for justice, and the King refuses me. The King! he is no king of +mine--he never shall be. He, too, robbed the throne from the king +his father--the true king--and he has gone unpunished, as the great +do.' + +"I then thought to speak for you," Mr. Steele continued, "and I +interposed by saying, 'There was one, madam, who, at least, would +have put his own breast between your husband's and my Lord Mohun's +sword. Your poor young kinsman, Harry Esmond, hath told me that he +tried to draw the quarrel on himself.' + +"'Are you come from HIM?' asked the lady (so Mr. Steele went on) +rising up with a great severity and stateliness. 'I thought you +had come from the Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison, and +bade him farewell. He brought misery into my house. He never +should have entered it.' + +"'Madam, madam, he is not to blame,' I interposed," continued Mr. +Steele. + +"'Do I blame him to you, sir?' asked the widow. 'If 'tis he who +sent you, say that I have taken counsel, where'--she spoke with a +very pallid cheek now, and a break in her voice--'where all who ask +may have it;--and that it bids me to part from him, and to see him +no more. We met in the prison for the last time--at least for +years to come. It may be, in years hence, when--when our knees and +our tears and our contrition have changed our sinful hearts, sir, +and wrought our pardon, we may meet again--but not now. After what +has passed, I could not bear to see him. I wish him well, sir; but +I wish him farewell, too; and if he has that--that regard towards +us which he speaks of, I beseech him to prove it by obeying me in +this.' + +"'I shall break the young man's heart, madam, by this hard +sentence,'" Mr. Steele said. + +"The lady shook her head," continued my kind scholar. "'The hearts +of young men, Mr. Steele, are not so made,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond +will find other--other friends. The mistress of this house has +relented very much towards the late lord's son,' she added, with a +blush, 'and has promised me, that is, has promised that she will +care for his fortune. Whilst I live in it, after the horrid horrid +deed which has passed, Castlewood must never be a home to him--never. Nor would I have him write to me--except--no--I would have +him never write to me, nor see him more. Give him, if you will, my +parting--Hush! not a word of this before my daughter.' + +"Here the fair Beatrix entered from the river, with her cheeks +flushing with health, and looking only the more lovely and fresh +for the mourning habiliments which she wore. And my Lady +Viscountess said-- + +"'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, gentleman-usher to the Prince's +Highness. When does your new comedy appear, Mr. Steele?' I hope +thou wilt be out of prison for the first night, Harry." + +The sentimental Captain concluded his sad tale, saying, "Faith, the +beauty of Filia pulcrior drove pulcram matrem out of my head; and +yet as I came down the river, and thought about the pair, the +pallid dignity and exquisite grace of the matron had the uppermost, +and I thought her even more noble than the virgin!" + + +The party of prisoners lived very well in Newgate, and with +comforts very different to those which were awarded to the poor +wretches there (his insensibility to their misery, their gayety +still more frightful, their curses and blasphemy, hath struck with +a kind of shame since--as proving how selfish, during his +imprisonment, his own particular grief was, and how entirely the +thoughts of it absorbed him): if the three gentlemen lived well +under the care of the Warden of Newgate, it was because they paid +well: and indeed the cost at the dearest ordinary or the grandest +tavern in London could not have furnished a longer reckoning, than +our host of the "Handcuff Inn"--as Colonel Westbury called it. Our +rooms were the three in the gate over Newgate--on the second story +looking up Newgate Street towards Cheapside and Paul's Church. And +we had leave to walk on the roof, and could see thence Smithfield +and the Bluecoat Boys' School, Gardens, and the Chartreux, where, +as Harry Esmond remembered, Dick the Scholar, and his friend Tom +Tusher, had had their schooling. + +Harry could never have paid his share of that prodigious heavy +reckoning which my landlord brought to his guests once a week: for +be had but three pieces in his pockets that fatal night before the +duel, when the gentlemen were at cards, and offered to play five. +But whilst he was yet ill at the Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood +had visited him there, and before his trial, there came one in an +orange-tawny coat and blue lace, the livery which the Esmonds +always wore, and brought a sealed packet for Mr. Esmond, which +contained twenty guineas, and a note saying that a counsel had been +appointed for him, and that more money would be forthcoming +whenever he needed it. + +'Twas a queer letter from the scholar as she was, or as she called +herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the strange +barbarous French which she and many other fine ladies of that time--witness her Grace of Portsmouth--employed. Indeed, spelling was +not an article of general commodity in the world then, and my Lord +Marlborough's letters can show that he, for one, had but a little +share of this part of grammar:-- + + +"MONG COUSSIN," my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, "je scay que +vous vous etes bravement batew et grievement blessay--du coste de +feu M. le Vicomte. M. le Compte de Varique ne se playt qua parlay +de vous: M. de Moon aucy. Il di que vous avay voulew vous bastre +avecque luy--que vous estes plus fort que luy fur l'ayscrimme--quil'y a surtout certaine Botte que vous scavay quil n'a jammay +sceu pariay: et que c'en eut ete fay de luy si vouseluy vous vous +fussiay battews ansamb. Aincy ce pauv Vicompte est mort. Mort et +pontayt--Mon coussin, mon coussin! jay dans la tayste que vous +n'estes quung pety Monst--angcy que les Esmonds ong tousjours este. +La veuve est chay moy. J'ay recuilly cet' pauve famme. Elle est +furieuse cont vous, allans tous les jours chercher ley Roy (d'icy) +demandant a gran cri revanche pour son Mary. Elle ne veux voyre ni +entende parlay de vous: pourtant elle ne fay qu'en parlay milfoy +par jour. Quand vous seray hor prison venay me voyre. J'auray +soing de vous. Si cette petite Prude veut se defaire de song pety +Monste (Helas je craing quil ne soy trotar!) je m'on chargeray. +J'ay encor quelqu interay et quelques escus de costay. + +"La Veuve se raccommode avec Miladi Marlboro qui est tout puicante +avecque la Reine Anne. Cet dam senteraysent pour la petite prude; +qui pourctant a un fi du mesme asge que vous savay. + +"En sortant de prisong venez icy. Je ne puy vous recevoir chaymoy +a cause des mechansetes du monde, may pre du moy vous aurez +logement. + +"ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND" + + +Marchioness of Esmond this lady sometimes called herself, in virtue +of that patent which had been given by the late King James to Harry +Esmond's father; and in this state she had her train carried by a +knight's wife, a cup and cover of assay to drink from, and fringed +cloth. + +He who was of the same age as little Francis, whom we shall +henceforth call Viscount Castlewood here, was H. R. H. the Prince +of Wales, born in the same year and month with Frank, and just +proclaimed at Saint Germains, King of Great Britain, France, and +Ireland. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +I TAKE THE QUEEN'S PAY IN QUIN'S REGIMENT. + + +The fellow in the orange-tawny livery with blue lace and facings +was in waiting when Esmond came out of prison, and, taking the +young gentleman's slender baggage, led the way out of that odious +Newgate, and by Fleet Conduit, down to the Thames, where a pair of +oars was called, and they went up the river to Chelsey. Esmond +thought the sun had never shone so bright; nor the air felt so +fresh and exhilarating. Temple Garden, as they rowed by, looked +like the garden of Eden to him, and the aspect of the quays, +wharves, and buildings by the river, Somerset House, and +Westminster (where the splendid new bridge was just beginning), +Lambeth tower and palace, and that busy shining scene of the Thames +swarming with boats and barges, filled his heart with pleasure and +cheerfulness--as well such a beautiful scene might to one who had +been a prisoner so long, and with so many dark thoughts deepening +the gloom of his captivity. They rowed up at length to the pretty +village of Chelsey, where the nobility have many handsome country-houses; and so came to my Lady Viscountess's house, a cheerful new +house in the row facing the river, with a handsome garden behind +it, and a pleasant look-out both towards Surrey and Kensington, +where stands the noble ancient palace of the Lord Warwick, Harry's +reconciled adversary. + +Here in her ladyship's saloon, the young man saw again some of +those pictures which had been at Castlewood, and which she had +removed thence on the death of her lord, Harry's father. +Specially, and in the place of honor, was Sir Peter Lely's picture +of the honorable Mistress Isabella Esmond as Diana, in yellow +satin, with a bow in her hand and a crescent in her forehead; and +dogs frisking about her. 'Twas painted about the time when royal +Endymions were said to find favor with this virgin huntress; and, +as goddesses have youth perpetual, this one believed to the day of +her death that she never grew older: and always persisted in +supposing the picture was still like her. + +After he had been shown to her room by the groom of the chamber, +who filled many offices besides in her ladyship's modest household, +and after a proper interval, his elderly goddess Diana vouchsafed +to appear to the young man. A blackamoor in a Turkish habit, with +red boots and a silver collar, on which the Viscountess's arms were +engraven, preceded her and bore her cushion; then came her +gentlewoman; a little pack of spaniels barking and frisking about +preceded the austere huntress--then, behold, the Viscountess +herself "dropping odors." Esmond recollected from his childhood +that rich aroma of musk which his mother-in-law (for she may be +called so) exhaled. As the sky grows redder and redder towards +sunset, so, in the decline of her years, the cheeks of my Lady +Dowager blushed more deeply. Her face was illuminated with +vermilion, which appeared the brighter from the white paint +employed to set it off. She wore the ringlets which had been in +fashion in King Charles's time; whereas the ladies of King +William's had head-dresses like the towers of Cybele. Her eyes +gleamed out from the midst of this queer structure of paint, dyes, +and pomatums. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's father's +widow. + +He made her such a profound bow as her dignity and relationship +merited, and advanced with the greatest gravity, and once more +kissed that hand, upon the trembling knuckles of which glittered a +score of rings--remembering old times when that trembling hand made +him tremble. "Marchioness," says he, bowing, and on one knee, "is +it only the hand I may have the honor of saluting?" For, +accompanying that inward laughter, which the sight of such an +astonishing old figure might well produce in the young man, there +was good will too, and the kindness of consanguinity. She had been +his father's wife, and was his grandfather's daughter. She had +suffered him in old days, and was kind to him now after her +fashion. And now that bar-sinister was removed from Esmond's +thought, and that secret opprobrium no longer cast upon his mind, +he was pleased to feel family ties and own them--perhaps secretly +vain of the sacrifice he had made, and to think that he, Esmond, +was really the chief of his house, and only prevented by his own +magnanimity from advancing his claim. + +At least, ever since he had learned that secret from his poor +patron on his dying bed, actually as he was standing beside it, he +had felt an independency which he had never known before, and which +since did not desert him. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, +but with an air as if he was the Marquis of Esmond who so addressed +her. + +Did she read in the young gentleman's eyes, which had now no fear +of hers or their superannuated authority, that he knew or suspected +the truth about his birth? She gave a start of surprise at his +altered manner: indeed, it was quite a different bearing to that of +the Cambridge student who had paid her a visit two years since, and +whom she had dismissed with five pieces sent by the groom of the +chamber. She eyed him, then trembled a little more than was her +wont, perhaps, and said, "Welcome, cousin," in a frightened voice. + +His resolution, as has been said before, had been quite different, +namely, so to bear himself through life as if the secret of his +birth was not known to him; but he suddenly and rightly determined +on a different course. He asked that her ladyship's attendants +should be dismissed, and when they were private--"Welcome, nephew, +at least, madam, it should be," he said. "A great wrong has been +done to me and to you, and to my poor mother, who is no more." + +"I declare before heaven that I was guiltless of it," she cried +out, giving up her cause at once. "It was your wicked father who--" + +"Who brought this dishonor on our family," says Mr. Esmond. "I +know it full well. I want to disturb no one. Those who are in +present possession have been my dearest benefactors, and are quite +innocent of intentional wrong to me. The late lord, my dear +patron, knew not the truth until a few months before his death, +when Father Holt brought the news to him." + +"The wretch! he had it in confession! he had it in confession!" +cried out the Dowager Lady. + +"Not so. He learned it elsewhere as well as in confession," Mr. +Esmond answered. "My father, when wounded at the Boyne, told the +truth to a French priest, who was in hiding after the battle, as +well as to the priest there, at whose house he died. This +gentleman did not think fit to divulge the story till he met with +Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And the latter kept it back for his own +purpose, and until he had learned whether my mother was alive or +no. She is dead years since, my poor patron told me with his dying +breath, and I doubt him not. I do not know even whether I could +prove a marriage. I would not if I could. I do not care to bring +shame on our name, or grief upon those whom I love, however hardly +they may use me. My father's son, madam, won't aggravate the wrong +my father did you. Continue to be his widow, and give me your +kindness. 'Tis all I ask from you; and I shall never speak of this +matter again." + +"Mais vous etes un noble jeune homme!" breaks out my lady, +speaking, as usual with her when she was agitated, in the French +language. + +"Noblesse oblige," says Mr. Esmond, making her a low bow. "There +are those alive to whom, in return for their love to me, I often +fondly said I would give my life away. Shall I be their enemy now, +and quarrel about a title? What matters who has it? 'Tis with the +family still." + +"What can there be in that little prude of a woman that makes men +so raffoler about her?" cries out my Lady Dowager. "She was here +for a month petitioning the King. She is pretty, and well +conserved; but she has not the bel air. In his late Majesty's +Court all the men pretended to admire her, and she was no better +than a little wax doll. She is better now, and looks the sister of +her daughter; but what mean you all by bepraising her? Mr. Steele, +who was in waiting on Prince George, seeing her with her two +children going to Kensington, writ a poem about her, and says he +shall wear her colors, and dress in black for the future. Mr. +Congreve says he will write a 'Mourning Widow,' that shall be +better than his 'Mourning Bride.' Though their husbands quarrelled +and fought when that wretch Churchill deserted the King (for which +he deserved to be hung), Lady Marlborough has again gone wild about +the little widow; insulted me in my own drawing-room, by saying +'twas not the OLD widow, but the young Viscountess, she had come to +see. Little Castlewood and little Lord Churchill are to be sworn +friends, and have boxed each other twice or thrice like brothers +already. 'Twas that wicked young Mohun who, coming back from the +provinces last year, where he had disinterred her, raved about her +all the winter; said she was a pearl set before swine; and killed +poor stupid Frank. The quarrel was all about his wife. I know +'twas all about her. Was there anything between her and Mohun, +nephew? Tell me now--was there anything? About yourself, I do not +ask you to answer questions." + +Mr. Esmond blushed up. "My lady's virtue is like that of a saint +in heaven, madam," he cried out. + +"Eh!--mon neveu. Many saints get to heaven after having a deal to +repent of. I believe you are like all the rest of the fools, and +madly in love with her." + +"Indeed, I loved and honored her before all the world," Esmond +answered. "I take no shame in that." + +"And she has shut her door on you--given the living to that horrid +young cub, son of that horrid old bear, Tusher, and says she will +never see you more. Monsieur mon neveu--we are all like that. +When I was a young woman, I'm positive that a thousand duels were +fought about me. And when poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself +in the canal at Bruges because I danced with Count Springbock, I +couldn't squeeze out a single tear, but danced till five o'clock +the next morning. 'Twas the Count--no, 'twas my Lord Ormond that +played the fiddles, and his Majesty did me the honor of dancing all +night with me.--How you are grown! You have got the bel air. You +are a black man. Our Esmonds are all black. The little prude's +son is fair; so was his father--fair and stupid. You were an ugly +little wretch when you came to Castlewood--you were all eyes, like +a young crow. We intended you should be a priest. That awful +Father Holt--how he used to frighten me when I was ill! I have a +comfortable director now--the Abbe Douillette--a dear man. We make +meagre on Fridays always. My cook is a devout pious man. You, of +course, are of the right way of thinking. They say the Prince of +Orange is very ill indeed." + +In this way the old Dowager rattled on remorselessly to Mr. Esmond, +who was quite astounded with her present volubility, contrasting it +with her former haughty behavior to him. But she had taken him +into favor for the moment, and chose not only to like him, as far +as her nature permitted, but to be afraid of him; and he found +himself to be as familiar with her now as a young man, as, when a +boy, he had been timorous and silent. She was as good as her word +respecting him. She introduced him to her company, of which she +entertained a good deal--of the adherents of King James of course--and a great deal of loud intriguing took place over her card-tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her kinsman to many persons of +honor; she supplied him not illiberally with money, which he had no +scruple in accepting from her, considering the relationship which +he bore to her, and the sacrifices which he himself was making in +behalf of the family. But he had made up his mind to continue at +no woman's apron-strings longer; and perhaps had cast about how he +should distinguish himself, and make himself a name, which his +singular fortune had denied him. A discontent with his former +bookish life and quietude,--a bitter feeling of revolt at that +slavery in which he had chosen to confine himself for the sake of +those whose hardness towards him make his heart bleed,--a restless +wish to see men and the world,--led him to think of the military +profession: at any rate, to desire to see a few campaigns, and +accordingly he pressed his new patroness to get him a pair of +colors; and one day had the honor of finding himself appointed an +ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers on the Irish +establishment. + +Mr. Esmond's commission was scarce three weeks old when that +accident befell King William which ended the life of the greatest, +the wisest, the bravest, and most clement sovereign whom England +ever knew. 'Twas the fashion of the hostile party to assail this +great prince's reputation during his life; but the joy which they +and all his enemies in Europe showed at his death, is a proof of +the terror in which they held him. Young as Esmond was, he was +wise enough (and generous enough too, let it be said) to scorn that +indecency of gratulation which broke out amongst the followers of +King James in London, upon the death of this illustrious prince, +this invincible warrior, this wise and moderate statesman. Loyalty +to the exiled king's family was traditional, as has been said, in +that house to which Mr. Esmond belonged. His father's widow had +all her hopes, sympathies, recollections, prejudices, engaged on +King James's side; and was certainly as noisy a conspirator as ever +asserted the King's rights, or abused his opponent's, over a +quadrille table or a dish of bohea. Her ladyship's house swarmed +with ecclesiastics, in disguise and out; with tale-bearers from St. +Germains; and quidnuncs that knew the last news from Versailles; +nay, the exact force and number of the next expedition which the +French king was to send from Dunkirk, and which was to swallow up +the Prince of Orange, his army and his court. She had received the +Duke of Berwick when he landed here in '96. She kept the glass he +drank from, vowing she never would use it till she drank King James +the Third's health in it on his Majesty's return; she had tokens +from the Queen, and relics of the saint who, if the story was true, +had not always been a saint as far as she and many others were +concerned. She believed in the miracles wrought at his tomb, and +had a hundred authentic stories of wondrous cures effected by the +blessed king's rosaries, the medals which he wore, the locks of his +hair, or what not. Esmond remembered a score of marvellous tales +which the credulous old woman told him. There was the Bishop of +Autun, that was healed of a malady he had for forty years, and +which left him after he said mass for the repose of the king's +soul. There was M. Marais, a surgeon in Auvergne, who had a palsy +in both his legs, which was cured through the king's intercession. +There was Philip Pitet, of the Benedictines, who had a suffocating +cough, which wellnigh killed him, but he besought relief of heaven +through the merits and intercession of the blessed king, and he +straightway felt a profuse sweat breaking out all over him, and was +recovered perfectly. And there was the wife of Mons. Lepervier, +dancing-master to the Duke of Saxe-Gotha, who was entirely eased of +a rheumatism by the king's intercession, of which miracle there +could be no doubt, for her surgeon and his apprentice had given +their testimony, under oath, that they did not in any way +contribute to the cure. Of these tales, and a thousand like them, +Mr. Esmond believed as much as he chose. His kinswoman's greater +faith had swallow for them all. + +The English High Church party did not adopt these legends. But +truth and honor, as they thought, bound them to the exiled king's +side; nor had the banished family any warmer supporter than that +kind lady of Castlewood, in whose house Esmond was brought up. She +influenced her husband, very much more perhaps than my lord knew, +who admired his wife prodigiously though he might be inconstant to +her, and who, adverse to the trouble of thinking himself, gladly +enough adopted the opinions which she chose for him. To one of her +simple and faithful heart, allegiance to any sovereign but the one +was impossible. To serve King William for interest's sake would +have been a monstrous hypocrisy and treason. Her pure conscience +could no more have consented to it than to a theft, a forgery, or +any other base action. Lord Castlewood might have been won over, +no doubt, but his wife never could: and he submitted his conscience +to hers in this case as he did in most others, when he was not +tempted too sorely. And it was from his affection and gratitude +most likely, and from that eager devotion for his mistress, which +characterized all Esmond's youth, that the young man subscribed to +this, and other articles of faith, which his fond benefactress set +him. Had she been a Whig, he had been one; had she followed Mr. +Fox, and turned Quaker, no doubt he would have abjured ruffles and +a periwig, and have forsworn swords, lace-coats, and clocked +stockings. In the scholars' boyish disputes at the University, +where parties ran very high, Esmond was noted as a Jacobite, and +very likely from vanity as much as affection took the side of his +family. + +Almost the whole of the clergy of the country and more than a half +of the nation were on this side. Ours is the most loyal people in +the world surely; we admire our kings, and are faithful to them +long after they have ceased to be true to us. 'Tis a wonder to any +one who looks back at the history of the Stuart family to think how +they kicked their crowns away from them; how they flung away +chances after chances; what treasures of loyalty they dissipated, +and how fatally they were bent on consummating their own ruin. If +ever men had fidelity, 'twas they; if ever men squandered +opportunity, 'twas they; and, of all the enemies they had, they +themselves were the most fatal. + +When the Princess Anne succeeded, the wearied nation was glad +enough to cry a truce from all these wars, controversies, and +conspiracies, and to accept in the person of a Princess of the +blood royal a compromise between the parties into which the country +was divided. The Tories could serve under her with easy +consciences; though a Tory herself, she represented the triumph of +the Whig opinion. The people of England, always liking that their +Princes should be attached to their own families, were pleased to +think the Princess was faithful to hers; and up to the very last +day and hour of her reign, and but for that fatality which he +inherited from his fathers along with their claims to the English +crown, King James the Third might have worn it. But he neither +knew how to wait an opportunity, nor to use it when he had it; he +was venturesome when he ought to have been cautious, and cautious +when he ought to have dared everything. 'Tis with a sort of rage +at his inaptitude that one thinks of his melancholy story. Do the +Fates deal more specially with kings than with common men? One is +apt to imagine so, in considering the history of that royal race, +in whose behalf so much fidelity, so much valor, so much blood were +desperately and bootlessly expended. + +The King dead then, the Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, +our Dowager at Chelsey called her) was proclaimed by trumpeting +heralds all over the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, amidst +immense jubilations of the people. + +Next week my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter, and to be +Captain-General of her Majesty's forces at home and abroad. This +appointment only inflamed the Dowager's rage, or, as she thought +it, her fidelity to her rightful sovereign. "The Princess is but a +puppet in the hands of that fury of a woman, who comes into my +drawing-room and insults me to my face. What can come to a country +that is given over to such a woman?" says the Dowager: "As for that +double-faced traitor, my Lord Marlborough, he has betrayed every +man and every woman with whom he has had to deal, except his horrid +wife, who makes him tremble. 'Tis all over with the country when +it has got into the clutches of such wretches as these." + +Esmond's old kinswoman saluted the new powers in this way; but some +good fortune at last occurred to a family which stood in great need +of it, by the advancement of these famous personages who benefited +humbler people that had the luck of being in their favor. Before +Mr. Esmond left England in the month of August, and being then at +Portsmouth, where he had joined his regiment, and was busy at +drill, learning the practice and mysteries of the musket and pike, +he heard that a pension on the Stamp Office had been got for his +late beloved mistress, and that the young Mistress Beatrix was also +to be taken into court. So much good, at least, had come of the +poor widow's visit to London, not revenge upon her husband's +enemies, but reconcilement to old friends, who pitied, and seemed +inclined to serve her. As for the comrades in prison and the late +misfortune, Colonel Westbury was with the Captain-General gone to +Holland; Captain Macartney was now at Portsmouth, with his regiment +of Fusileers and the force under command of his Grace the Duke of +Ormond, bound for Spain it was said; my Lord Warwick was returned +home; and Lord Mohun, so far from being punished for the homicide +which had brought so much grief and change into the Esmond family, +was gone in company of my Lord Macclesfield's splendid embassy to +the Elector of Hanover, carrying the Garter to his Highness, and a +complimentary letter from the Queen. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +RECAPITULATIONS. + + +From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by +the broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and +struggling in the last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been +made to understand so far, that his mother was long since dead; and +so there could be no question as regarded her or her honor, +tarnished by her husband's desertion and injury, to influence her +son in any steps which he might take either for prosecuting or +relinquishing his own just claims. It appeared from my poor lord's +hurried confession, that he had been made acquainted with the real +facts of the case only two years since, when Mr. Holt visited him, +and would have implicated him in one of those many conspiracies by +which the secret leaders of King James's party in this country were +ever endeavoring to destroy the Prince of Orange's life or power: +conspiracies so like murder, so cowardly in the means used, so +wicked in the end, that our nation has sure done well in throwing +off all allegiance and fidelity to the unhappy family that could +not vindicate its right except by such treachery--by such dark +intrigue and base agents. There were designs against King William +that were no more honorable than the ambushes of cut-throats and +footpads. 'Tis humiliating to think that a great Prince, possessor +of a great and sacred right, and upholder of a great cause, should +have stooped to such baseness of assassination and treasons as are +proved by the unfortunate King James's own warrant and sign manual +given to his supporters in this country. What he and they called +levying war was, in truth, no better than instigating murder. The +noble Prince of Orange burst magnanimously through those feeble +meshes of conspiracy in which his enemies tried to envelop him: it +seemed as if their cowardly daggers broke upon the breast of his +undaunted resolution. After King James's death, the Queen and her +people at St. Germains--priests and women for the most part--continued their intrigues in behalf of the young Prince, James the +Third, as he was called in France and by his party here (this +Prince, or Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year with +Esmond's young pupil Frank, my Lord Viscount's son); and the +Prince's affairs, being in the hands of priests and women, were +conducted as priests and women will conduct them, artfully, +cruelly, feebly, and to a certain bad issue. The moral of the +Jesuits' story I think as wholesome a one as ever was writ: the +artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and dexterous plot-builders in the world--there always comes a day when the roused +public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends its +cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that +passion for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, +which belongs to weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. 'Tis the +nature of such to hate and envy the strong, and conspire their +ruin; and the conspiracy succeeds very well, and everything +presages the satisfactory overthrow of the great victim; until one +day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off the little vermin of an +enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish soldiers might +well say after the Boyne, "Change kings with us and we will fight +it over again." Indeed, the fight was not fair between the two. +'Twas a weak, priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny +allies and weapons as his own poor nature led him to choose, +contending against the schemes, the generalship, the wisdom, and +the heart of a hero. + +On one of these many coward's errands then, (for, as I view them +now, I can call them no less,) Mr. Holt had come to my lord at +Castlewood, proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of +Orange's destruction, in which my Lord Viscount, loyalist as he +was, had indignantly refused to join. As far as Mr. Esmond could +gather from his dying words, Holt came to my lord with a plan of +insurrection, and offer of the renewal, in his person, of that +marquis's title which King James had conferred on the preceding +viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, on +Holt's part, to upset my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and +title of Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of +intelligence, of which Henry Esmond's patron now had the first +light, Holt came armed with the late lord's dying declaration, +after the affair of the Boyne, at Trim, in Ireland, made both to +the Irish priest and a French ecclesiastic of Holt's order, that +was with King James's army. Holt showed, or pretended to show, the +marriage certificate of the late Viscount Esmond with my mother, in +the city of Brussels, in the year 1677, when the viscount, then +Thomas Esmond, was serving with the English army in Flanders; he +could show, he said, that this Gertrude, deserted by her husband +long since, was alive, and a professed nun in the year 1685, at +Brussels, in which year Thomas Esmond married his uncle's daughter, +Isabella, now called Viscountess Dowager of Castlewood; and leaving +him, for twelve hours, to consider this astounding news (so the +poor dying lord said), disappeared with his papers in the +mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how, well enough: by +that window from which he had seen the Father issue:--but there was +no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his parting +lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more. + +Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, +implicated in Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and locked up at +Hexton first, whence he was transferred to the Tower; leaving the +poor Lord Viscount, who was not aware of the others being taken, in +daily apprehension of his return, when (as my Lord Castlewood +declared, calling God to witness, and with tears in his dying eyes) +it had been his intention at once to give up his estate and his +title to their proper owner, and to retire to his own house at +Walcote with his family. "And would to God I had done it," the +poor lord said. "I would not be here now, wounded to death, a +miserable, stricken man!" + +My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger +came; but at a month's end Holt got means to convey to him a +message out of the Tower, which was to this effect: that he should +consider all unsaid that had been said, and that things were as +they were. + +"I had a sore temptation," said my poor lord. "Since I had come +into this cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered +with me, I have spent far more than the income of that estate, and +my paternal one, too. I calculated all my means down to the last +shilling, and found I never could pay you back, my poor Harry, +whose fortune I had had for twelve years. My wife and children +must have gone out of the house dishonored, and beggars. God +knows, it hath been a miserable one for me and mine. Like a +coward, I clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I kept the +truth from Rachel and you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and only +plunged deeper into debt; I scarce dared look thee in the face when +I saw thee. This sword hath been hanging over my head these two +years. I swear I felt happy when Mohun's blade entered my side." + +After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing +could be found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in +King James's interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible +forgiveness of King William, who promised him, however, a hanging +if ever he should again set foot on English shore. More than once, +whilst he was in prison himself, Esmond had thought where those +papers could be, which the Jesuit had shown to his patron, and +which had such an interest for himself. They were not found on Mr. +Holt's person when that Father was apprehended, for had such been +the case my Lords of the Council had seen them, and this family +history had long since been made public. However, Esmond cared not +to seek the papers. His resolution being taken; his poor mother +dead; what matter to him that documents existed proving his right +to a title which he was determined not to claim, and of which he +vowed never to deprive that family which he loved best in the +world? Perhaps he took a greater pride out of his sacrifice than +he would have had in those honors which he was resolved to forego. +Again, as long as these titles were not forthcoming, Esmond's +kinsman, dear young Francis, was the honorable and undisputed owner +of the Castlewood estate and title. The mere word of a Jesuit +could not overset Frank's right of occupancy, and so Esmond's mind +felt actually at ease to think the papers were missing, and in +their absence his dear mistress and her son the lawful Lady and +Lord of Castlewood. + +Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to +ride to that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest +years in this country, and to see if his old guardians were still +alive and inhabitants of that place. But the only relique which he +found of old M. Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, which +told that Athanasius Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, lay there +buried, aged 87 years. The old man's cottage, which Esmond +perfectly recollected, and the garden (where in his childhood he +had passed many hours of play and reverie, and had many a beating +from his termagant of a foster-mother), were now in the occupation +of quite a different family; and it was with difficulty that he +could learn in the village what had come of Pastoureau's widow and +children. The clerk of the parish recollected her--the old man was +scarce altered in the fourteen years that had passed since last +Esmond set eyes on him. It appeared she had pretty soon consoled +herself after the death of her old husband, whom she ruled over, by +taking a new one younger than herself, who spent her money and ill-treated her and her children. The girl died; one of the boys +'listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr. Rogers, the clerk, +said he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too. She and her +husband had left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond's hopes +of gaining any information regarding his parentage from this family +were brought to an end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for +his news, smiling to think of the time when he and his little +playfellows had slunk out of the churchyard or hidden behind the +gravestones, at the approach of this awful authority. + +Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? +Esmond longed to find some one who could answer these questions to +him, and thought even of putting them to his aunt the Viscountess, +who had innocently taken the name which belonged of right to +Henry's mother. But she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on +this subject, nor, indeed, could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak +on it. Father Holt was the only man who could enlighten him, and +Esmond felt he must wait until some fresh chance or new intrigue +might put him face to face with his old friend, or bring that +restless indefatigable spirit back to England again. + +The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for +the campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to +think of. His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; +she promised to make interest and pay money, too, to get him a +company speedily; she bade him procure a handsome outfit, both of +clothes and of arms, and was pleased to admire him when he made his +first appearance in his laced scarlet coat, and to permit him to +salute her on the occasion of this interesting investiture. "Red," +says she, tossing up her old head, "hath always been the color worn +by the Esmonds." And so her ladyship wore it on her own cheeks +very faithfully to the last. She would have him be dressed, she +said, as became his father's son, and paid cheerfully for his five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland +shirts, and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. +Since the day he was born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine +gentleman: his liberal step-mother filled his purse with guineas, +too, some of which Captain Steele and a few choice spirits helped +Harry to spend in an entertainment which Dick ordered (and, indeed, +would have paid for, but that he had no money when the reckoning +was called for; nor would the landlord give him any more credit) at +the "Garter," over against the gate of the Palace, in Pall Mall. + +The old Viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong +formerly, seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of +her behavior: she embraced him copiously at parting, wept +plentifully, bade him write by every packet, and gave him an +inestimable relic, which she besought him to wear round his neck--a +medal, blessed by I know not what pope, and worn by his late sacred +Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his regiment with a +better equipage than most young officers could afford. He was +older than most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which +belonged but to very few of the army gentlemen in his day--many of +whom could do little more than write their names--that he had read +much, both at home and at the University, was master of two or +three languages, and had that further education which neither books +nor years will give, but which some men get from the silent +teaching of adversity. She is a great schoolmistress, as many a +poor fellow knows, that hath held his hand out to her ferule, and +whimpered over his lesson before her awful chair. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +I GO ON THE VIGO BAY EXPEDITION, TASTE SALT-WATER AND SMELL POWDER. + + +The first expedition in which Mr. Esmond had the honor to be +engaged, rather resembled one of the invasions projected by the +redoubted Captain Avory or Captain Kidd, than a war between crowned +heads, carried on by generals of rank and honor. On the 1st day of +July, 1702, a great fleet, of a hundred and fifty sail, set sail +from Spithead, under the command of Admiral Shovell, having on +board 12,000 troops, with his Grace the Duke of Ormond as the +Capt.-General of the expedition. One of these 12,000 heroes having +never been to sea before, or, at least, only once in his infancy, +when he made the voyage to England from that unknown country where +he was born--one of those 12,000--the junior ensign of Colonel +Quin's regiment of Fusileers--was in a quite unheroic state of +corporal prostration a few hours after sailing; and an enemy, had +he boarded the ship, would have had easy work of him. From +Portsmouth we put into Plymouth, and took in fresh reinforcements. +We were off Finisterre on the 31st of July, so Esmond's table-book +informs him: and on the 8th of August made the rock of Lisbon. By +this time the Ensign was grown as bold as an admiral, and a week +afterwards had the fortune to be under fire for the first time--and +under water, too,--his boat being swamped in the surf in Toros Bay, +where the troops landed. The ducking of his new coat was all the +harm the young soldier got in this expedition, for, indeed, the +Spaniards made no stand before our troops, and were not in strength +to do so. + +But the campaign, if not very glorious, was very pleasant. New +sights of nature, by sea and land--a life of action, beginning now +for the first time--occupied and excited the young man. The many +accidents, and the routine of shipboard--the military duty--the new +acquaintances, both of his comrades in arms, and of the officers of +the fleet--served to cheer and occupy his mind, and waken it out of +that selfish depression into which his late unhappy fortunes had +plunged him. He felt as if the ocean separated him from his past +care, and welcomed the new era of life which was dawning for him. +Wounds heal rapidly in a heart of two-and-twenty; hopes revive +daily; and courage rallies in spite of a man. Perhaps, as Esmond +thought of his late despondency and melancholy, and how +irremediable it had seemed to him, as he lay in his prison a few +months back, he was almost mortified in his secret mind at finding +himself so cheerful. + +To see with one's own eyes men and countries, is better than +reading all the books of travel in the world: and it was with +extreme delight and exultation that the young man found himself +actually on his grand tour, and in the view of people and cities +which he had read about as a boy. He beheld war for the first +time--the pride, pomp, and circumstance of it, at least, if not +much of the danger. He saw actually, and with his own eyes, those +Spanish cavaliers and ladies whom he had beheld in imagination in +that immortal story of Cervantes, which had been the delight of his +youthful leisure. 'Tis forty years since Mr. Esmond witnessed +those scenes, but they remain as fresh in his memory as on the day +when first he saw them as a young man. A cloud, as of grief, that +had lowered over him, and had wrapped the last years of his life in +gloom, seemed to clear away from Esmond during this fortunate +voyage and campaign. His energies seemed to awaken and to expand +under a cheerful sense of freedom. Was his heart secretly glad to +have escaped from that fond but ignoble bondage at home? Was it +that the inferiority to which the idea of his base birth had +compelled him, vanished with the knowledge of that secret, which +though, perforce, kept to himself, was yet enough to cheer and +console him? At any rate, young Esmond of the army was quite a +different being to the sad little dependant of the kind Castlewood +household, and the melancholy student of Trinity Walks; +discontented with his fate, and with the vocation into which that +drove him, and thinking, with a secret indignation, that the +cassock and bands, and the very sacred office with which he had +once proposed to invest himself, were, in fact, but marks of a +servitude which was to continue all his life long. For, disguise +it as he might to himself, he had all along felt that to be +Castlewood's chaplain was to be Castlewood's inferior still, and +that his life was but to be a long, hopeless servitude. So, +indeed, he was far from grudging his old friend Tom Tusher's good +fortune (as Tom, no doubt, thought it). Had it been a mitre and +Lambeth which his friends offered him, and not a small living and a +country parsonage, he would have felt as much a slave in one case +as in the other, and was quite happy and thankful to be free. + +The bravest man I ever knew in the army, and who had been present +in most of King William's actions, as well as in the campaigns of +the great Duke of Marlborough, could never be got to tell us of any +achievement of his, except that once Prince Eugene ordered him up a +tree to reconnoitre the enemy, which feat he could not achieve on +account of the horseman's boots he wore; and on another day that he +was very nearly taken prisoner because of these jack-boots, which +prevented him from running away. The present narrator shall +imitate this laudable reserve, and doth not intend to dwell upon +his military exploits, which were in truth not very different from +those of a thousand other gentlemen. This first campaign of Mr. +Esmond's lasted but a few days; and as a score of books have been +written concerning it, it may be dismissed very briefly here. + +When our fleet came within view of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat +with a white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of +Cadiz, Don Scipio de Brancaccio, with a letter from his Grace, in +which he hoped that as Don Scipio had formerly served with the +Austrians against the French, 'twas to be hoped that his Excellency +would now declare himself against the French King, and for the +Austrian in the war between King Philip and King Charles. But his +Excellency, Don Scipio, prepared a reply, in which he announced +that, having served his former king with honor and fidelity, he +hoped to exhibit the same loyalty and devotion towards his present +sovereign, King Philip V.; and by the time this letter was ready, +the two officers had been taken to see the town, and the alameda, +and the theatre, where bull-fights are fought, and the convents, +where the admirable works of Don Bartholomew Murillo inspired one +of them with a great wonder and delight--such as he had never felt +before--concerning this divine art of painting; and these sights +over, and a handsome refection and chocolate being served to the +English gentlemen, they were accompanied back to their shallop with +every courtesy, and were the only two officers of the English army +that saw at that time that famous city. + +The general tried the power of another proclamation on the +Spaniards, in which he announced that we only came in the interest +of Spain and King Charles, and for ourselves wanted to make no +conquest nor settlement in Spain at all. But all this eloquence +was lost upon the Spaniards, it would seem: the Captain-General of +Andalusia would no more listen to us than the Governor of Cadiz; +and in reply to his Grace's proclamation, the Marquis of +Villadarias fired off another, which those who knew the Spanish +thought rather the best of the two; and of this number was Harry +Esmond, whose kind Jesuit in old days had instructed him, and now +had the honor of translating for his Grace these harmless documents +of war. There was a hard touch for his Grace, and, indeed, for +other generals in her Majesty's service, in the concluding sentence +of the Don: "That he and his council had the generous example of +their ancestors to follow, who had never yet sought their elevation +in the blood or in the flight of their kings. 'Mori pro patria' +was his device, which the Duke might communicate to the Princess +who governed England." + +Whether the troops were angry at this repartee or no, 'tis certain +something put them in a fury; for, not being able to get possession +of Cadiz, our people seized upon Port Saint Mary's and sacked it, +burning down the merchants' storehouses, getting drunk with the +famous wines there, pillaging and robbing quiet houses and +convents, murdering and doing worse. And the only blood which Mr. +Esmond drew in this shameful campaign, was the knocking down an +English sentinel with a half-pike, who was offering insult to a +poor trembling nun. Is she going to turn out a beauty? or a +princess? or perhaps Esmond's mother that he had lost and never +seen? Alas no, it was but a poor wheezy old dropsical woman, with +a wart upon her nose. But having been early taught a part of the +Roman religion, he never had the horror of it that some Protestants +have shown, and seem to think to be a part of ours. + +After the pillage and plunder of St. Mary's and an assault upon a +fort or two, the troops all took shipping, and finished their +expedition, at any rate, more brilliantly than it had begun. +Hearing that the French fleet with a great treasure was in Vigo +Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and Hopson, pursued the enemy thither; the +troops landed and carried the forts that protected the bay, Hopson +passing the boom first on board his ship the "Torbay," and the rest +of the ships, English and Dutch, following him. Twenty ships were +burned or taken in the Port of Redondilla, and a vast deal more +plunder than was ever accounted for; but poor men before that +expedition were rich afterwards, and so often was it found and +remarked that the Vigo officers came home with pockets full of +money, that the notorious Jack Shafto, who made such a figure at +the coffeehouses and gaming-tables in London, and gave out that he +had been a soldier at Vigo, owned, when he was about to be hanged, +that Bagshot Heath had been HIS Vigo, and that he only spoke of La +Redondilla to turn away people's eyes from the real place where the +booty lay. Indeed, Hounslow or Vigo--which matters much? The +latter was a bad business, though Mr. Addison did sing its praises +in Latin. That honest gentleman's muse had an eye to the main +chance; and I doubt whether she saw much inspiration in the losing +side. + +But though Esmond, for his part, got no share of this fabulous +booty, one great prize which he had out of the campaign was, that +excitement of action and change of scene, which shook off a great +deal of his previous melancholy. He learnt at any rate to bear his +fate cheerfully. He brought back a browned face, a heart resolute +enough, and a little pleasant store of knowledge and observation, +from that expedition, which was over with the autumn, when the +troops were back in England again; and Esmond giving up his post of +secretary to General Lumley, whose command was over, and parting +with that officer with many kind expressions of good will on the +General's side, had leave to go to London, to see if he could push +his fortunes any way further, and found himself once more in his +dowager aunt's comfortable quarters at Chelsey, and in greater +favor than ever with the old lady. He propitiated her with a +present of a comb, a fan, and a black mantle, such as the ladies of +Cadiz wear, and which my Lady Viscountess pronounced became her +style of beauty mightily. And she was greatily edified at hearing +of that story of his rescue of the nun, and felt very little doubt +but that her King James's relic, which he had always dutifully worn +in his desk, had kept him out of danger, and averted the shot of +the enemy. My lady made feasts for him, introduced him to more +company, and pushed his fortunes with such enthusiasm and success, +that she got a promise of a company for him through the Lady +Marlborough's interest, who was graciously pleased to accept of a +diamond worth a couple of hundred guineas, which Mr. Esmond was +enabled to present to her ladyship through his aunt's bounty, and +who promised that she would take charge of Esmond's fortune. He +had the honor to make his appearance at the Queen's drawing-room +occasionally, and to frequent my Lord Marlborough's levees. That +great man received the young one with very especial favor, so +Esmond's comrades said, and deigned to say that he had received the +best reports of Mr. Esmond, both for courage and ability, whereon +you may be sure the young gentleman made a profound bow, and +expressed himself eager to serve under the most distinguished +captain in the world. + +Whilst his business was going on thus prosperously, Esmond had his +share of pleasure too, and made his appearance along with other +young gentlemen at the coffee-houses, the theatres, and the Mall. +He longed to hear of his dear mistress and her family: many a time, +in the midst of the gayeties and pleasures of the town, his heart +fondly reverted to them; and often as the young fellows of his +society were making merry at the tavern, and calling toasts (as the +fashion of that day was) over their wine, Esmond thought of +persons--of two fair women, whom he had been used to adore almost, +and emptied his glass with a sigh. + +By this time the elder Viscountess had grown tired again of the +younger, and whenever she spoke of my lord's widow, 'twas in terms +by no means complimentary towards that poor lady: the younger woman +not needing her protection any longer, the elder abused her. Most +of the family quarrels that I have seen in life (saving always +those arising from money disputes, when a division of twopence +halfpenny will often drive the dearest relatives into war and +estrangement,) spring out of jealousy and envy. Jack and Tom, born +of the same family and to the same fortune, live very cordially +together, not until Jack is ruined when Tom deserts him, but until +Tom makes a sudden rise in prosperity, which Jack can't forgive. +Ten times to one 'tis the unprosperous man that is angry, not the +other who is in fault. 'Tis Mrs. Jack, who can only afford a +chair, that sickens at Mrs. Tom's new coach-and-sick, cries out +against her sister's airs, and sets her husband against his +brother. 'Tis Jack who sees his brother shaking hands with a lord +(with whom Jack would like to exchange snuff-boxes himself), that +goes home and tells his wife how poor Tom is spoiled, he fears, and +no better than a sneak, parasite, and beggar on horse back. I +remember how furious the coffee-house wits were with Dick Steele +when he set up his coach and fine house in Bloomsbury: they began +to forgive him when the bailiffs were after him, and abused Mr. +Addison for selling Dick's country-house. And yet Dick in the +sponging-house, or Dick in the Park, with his four mares and plated +harness, was exactly the same gentle, kindly, improvident, jovial +Dick Steele: and yet Mr. Addison was perfectly right in getting the +money which was his, and not giving up the amount of his just +claim, to be spent by Dick upon champagne and fiddlers, laced +clothes, fine furniture, and parasites, Jew and Christian, male and +female, who clung to him. As, according to the famous maxim of +Monsieur de Rochefoucault, "in our friends' misfortunes there's +something secretly pleasant to us;" so, on the other hand, their +good fortune is disagreeable. If 'tis hard for a man to bear his +own good luck, 'tis harder still for his friends to bear it for him +and but few of them ordinarily can stand that trial: whereas one of +the "precious uses" of adversity is, that it is a great reconciler; +that it brings back averted kindness, disarms animosity, and causes +yesterday's enemy to fling his hatred aside, and hold out a hand to +the fallen friend of old days. There's pity and love, as well as +envy, in the same heart and towards the same person. The rivalry +stops when the competitor tumbles; and, as I view it, we should +look at these agreeable and disagreeable qualities of our humanity +humbly alike. They are consequent and natural, and our kindness +and meanness both manly. + +So you may either read the sentence, that the elder of Esmond's two +kinswomen pardoned the younger her beauty, when that had lost +somewhat of its freshness, perhaps; and forgot most her grievances +against the other, when the subject of them was no longer +prosperous and enviable; or we may say more benevolently (but the +sum comes to the same figures, worked either way,) that Isabella +repented of her unkindness towards Rachel, when Rachel was unhappy; +and, bestirring herself in behalf of the poor widow and her +children, gave them shelter and friendship. The ladies were quite +good friends as long as the weaker one needed a protector. Before +Esmond went away on his first campaign, his mistress was still on +terms of friendship (though a poor little chit, a woman that had +evidently no spirit in her, &c.) with the elder Lady Castlewood; +and Mistress Beatrix was allowed to be a beauty. + +But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign, and the second, +sad changes for the worse had taken place in the two younger +ladies, at least in the elder's description of them. Rachel, +Viscountess Castlewood, had no more face than a dumpling, and Mrs. +Beatrix was grown quite coarse, and was losing all her beauty. +Little Lord Blandford--(she never would call him Lord Blandford; +his father was Lord Churchill--the King, whom he betrayed, had made +him Lord Churchill, and he was Lord Churchill still)--might be +making eyes at her; but his mother, that vixen of a Sarah Jennings, +would never hear of such a folly. Lady Marlborough had got her to +be a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, but she would repent +of it. The widow Francis (she was but Mrs. Francis Esmond) was a +scheming, artful, heartless hussy. She was spoiling her brat of a +boy, and she would end by marrying her chaplain. + +"What, Tusher!" cried Mr. Esmond, feeling a strange pang of rage +and astonishment. + +"Yes--Tusher, my maid's son; and who has got all the qualities of +his father the lackey in black, and his accomplished mamma the +waiting-woman," cries my lady. "What do you suppose that a +sentimental widow, who will live down in that dingy dungeon of a +Castlewood, where she spoils her boy, kills the poor with her +drugs, has prayers twice a day and sees nobody but the chaplain--what do you suppose she can do, mon Cousin, but let the horrid +parson, with his great square toes and hideous little green eyes, +make love to her? Cela c'est vu, mon Cousin. When I was a girl at +Castlewood, all the chaplains fell in love with me--they've nothing +else to do." + +My lady went on with more talk of this kind, though, in truth, +Esmond had no idea of what she said further, so entirely did her +first words occupy his thought. Were they true? Not all, nor +half, nor a tenth part of what the garrulous old woman said, was +true. Could this be so? No ear had Esmond for anything else, +though his patroness chatted on for an hour. + +Some young gentlemen of the town, with whom Esmond had made +acquaintance, had promised to present him to that most charming of +actresses, and lively and agreeable of women, Mrs. Bracegirdle, +about whom Harry's old adversary Mohun had drawn swords, a few +years before my poor lord and he fell out. The famous Mr. Congreve +had stamped with his high approval, to the which there was no +gainsaying, this delightful person: and she was acting in Dick +Steele's comedies, and finally, and for twenty-four hours after +beholding her, Mr. Esmond felt himself, or thought himself, to be +as violently enamored of this lovely brunette, as were a thousand +other young fellows about the city. To have once seen her was to +long to behold her again; and to be offered the delightful +privilege of her acquaintance, was a pleasure the very idea of +which set the young lieutenant's heart on fire. A man cannot live +with comrades under the tents without finding out that he too is +five-and-twenty. A young fellow cannot be cast down by grief and +misfortune ever so severe but some night he begins to sleep sound, +and some day when dinner-time comes to feel hungry for a beefsteak. +Time, youth and good health, new scenes and the excitement of +action and a campaign, had pretty well brought Esmond's mourning to +an end; and his comrades said that Don Dismal, as they called him, +was Don Dismal no more. So when a party was made to dine at the +"Rose," and go to the playhouse afterward, Esmond was as pleased as +another to take his share of the bottle and the play. + +How was it that the old aunt's news, or it might be scandal, about +Tom Tusher, caused such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's +old playfellow? Hadn't he sworn a thousand times in his own mind +that the Lady of Castlewood, who had treated him with such kindness +once, and then had left him so cruelly, was, and was to remain +henceforth, indifferent to him for ever? Had his pride and his +sense of justice not long since helped him to cure the pain of that +desertion--was it even a pain to him now? Why, but last night as +he walked across the fields and meadows to Chelsey from Pall Mall, +had he not composed two or three stanzas of a song, celebrating +Bracegirdle's brown eyes, and declaring them a thousand times more +beautiful than the brightest blue ones that ever languished under +the lashes of an insipid fair beauty! But Tom Tusher! Tom Tusher, +the waiting-woman's son, raising up his little eyes to his +mistress! Tom Tusher presuming to think of Castlewood's widow! +Rage and contempt filled Mr. Harry's heart at the very notion; the +honor of the family, of which he was the chief, made it his duty to +prevent so monstrous an alliance, and to chastise the upstart who +could dare to think of such an insult to their house. 'Tis true +Mr. Esmond often boasted of republican principles, and could +remember many fine speeches he had made at college and elsewhere, +with WORTH and not BIRTH for a text: but Tom Tusher to take the +place of the noble Castlewood--faugh! 'twas as monstrous as King +Hamlet's widow taking off her weeds for Claudius. Esmond laughed +at all widows, all wives, all women; and were the banns about to be +published, as no doubt they were, that very next Sunday at Walcote +Church, Esmond swore that he would be present to shout No! in the +face of the congregation, and to take a private revenge upon the +ears of the bridegroom. + +Instead of going to dinner then at the "Rose" that night, Mr. +Esmond bade his servant pack a portmanteau and get horses, and was +at Farnham, half-way on the road to Walcote, thirty miles off, +before his comrades had got to their supper after the play. He +bade his man give no hint to my Lady Dowager's household of the +expedition on which he was going; and as Chelsey was distant from +London, the roads bad, and infested by footpads, and Esmond often +in the habit, when engaged in a party of pleasure, of lying at a +friend's lodging in town, there was no need that his old aunt +should be disturbed at his absence--indeed, nothing more delighted +the old lady than to fancy that mon cousin, the incorrigible young +sinner, was abroad boxing the watch, or scouring St. Giles's. When +she was not at her books of devotion, she thought Etheridge and +Sedley very good reading. She had a hundred pretty stories about +Rochester, Harry Jermyn, and Hamilton; and if Esmond would but have +run away with the wife even of a citizen, 'tis my belief she would +have pawned her diamonds (the best of them went to our Lady of +Chaillot) to pay his damages. + +My lord's little house of Walcote--which he inhabited before he +took his title and occupied the house of Castlewood--lies about a +mile from Winchester, and his widow had returned to Walcote after +my lord's death as a place always dear to her, and where her +earliest and happiest days had been spent, cheerfuller than +Castlewood, which was too large for her straitened means, and +giving her, too, the protection of the ex-dean, her father. The +young Viscount had a year's schooling at the famous college there, +with Mr. Tusher as his governor. So much news of them Mr. Esmond +had had during the past year from the old Viscountess, his own +father's widow; from the young one there had never been a word. + +Twice or thrice in his benefactor's lifetime, Esmond had been to +Walcote; and now, taking but a couple of hours' rest only at the +inn on the road, he was up again long before daybreak, and made +such good speed that he was at Walcote by two o'clock of the day. +He rid to the end of the village, where he alighted and sent a man +thence to Mr. Tusher, with a message that a gentleman from London +would speak with him on urgent business. The messenger came back +to say the Doctor was in town, most likely at prayers in the +Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there, too; she always went to +Cathedral prayers every day. + +The horses belonged to the post-house at Winchester. Esmond +mounted again and rode on to the "George;" whence he walked, +leaving his grumbling domestic at last happy with a dinner, +straight to the Cathedral. The organ was playing: the winter's day +was already growing gray: as he passed under the street-arch into +the Cathedral yard, and made his way into the ancient solemn +edifice. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE 29TH DECEMBER. + + +There was scarce a score of persons in the Cathedral beside the +Dean and some of his clergy, and the choristers, young and old, +that performed the beautiful evening prayer. But Mr. Tusher was +one of the officiants, and read from the eagle in an authoritative +voice, and a great black periwig; and in the stalls, still in her +black widow's hood, sat Esmond's dear mistress, her son by her +side, very much grown, and indeed a noble-looking youth, with his +mother's eyes, and his father's curling brown hair, that fell over +his point de Venise--a pretty picture such as Van Dyck might have +painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord Viscount, done at +Paris afterwards, gives but a French version of his manly, frank, +English face. When he looked up there were two sapphire beams out +of his eyes such as no painter's palette has the color to match, I +think. On this day there was not much chance of seeing that +particular beauty of my young lord's countenance; for the truth is, +he kept his eyes shut for the most part, and, the anthem being +rather long, was asleep. + +But the music ceasing, my lord woke up, looking about him, and his +eyes lighting on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting opposite him, gazing +with no small tenderness and melancholy upon two persons who had so +much of his heart for so many years, Lord Castlewood, with a start, +pulled at his mother's sleeve (her face had scarce been lifted from +her book), and said, "Look, mother!" so loud, that Esmond could +hear on the other side of the church, and the old Dean on his +throned stall. Lady Castlewood looked for an instant as her son +bade her, and held up a warning finger to Frank; Esmond felt his +whole face flush, and his heart throbbing, as that dear lady beheld +him once more. The rest of the prayers were speedily over; Mr. +Esmond did not hear them; nor did his mistress, very likely, whose +hood went more closely over her face, and who never lifted her head +again until the service was over, the blessing given, and Mr. Dean, +and his procession of ecclesiastics, out of the inner chapel. + +Young Castlewood came clambering over the stalls before the clergy +were fairly gone, and running up to Esmond, eagerly embraced him. +"My dear, dearest old Harry!" he said, "are you come back? Have +you been to the wars? You'll take me with you when you go again? +Why didn't you write to us? Come to mother." + +Mr. Esmond could hardly say more than a "God bless you, my boy," +for his heart was very full and grateful at all this tenderness on +the lad's part; and he was as much moved at seeing Frank as he was +fearful about that other interview which was now to take place: for +he knew not if the widow would reject him as she had done so +cruelly a year ago. + +"It was kind of you to come back to us, Henry," Lady Esmond said. +"I thought you might come." + +"We read of the fleet coming to Portsmouth. Why did you not come +from Portsmouth?" Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he now must +be called. + +Esmond had thought of that too. He would have given one of his +eyes so that he might see his dear friends again once more; but +believing that his mistress had forbidden him her house, he had +obeyed her, and remained at a distance. + +"You had but to ask, and you know I would be here," he said. + +She gave him her hand, her little fair hand; there was only her +marriage ring on it. The quarrel was all over. The year of grief +and estrangement was passed. They never had been separated. His +mistress had never been out of his mind all that time. No, not +once. No, not in the prison; nor in the camp; nor on shore before +the enemy; nor at sea under the stars of solemn midnight; nor as he +watched the glorious rising of the dawn: not even at the table, +where he sat carousing with friends, or at the theatre yonder, +where he tried to fancy that other eyes were brighter than hers. +Brighter eyes there might be, and faces more beautiful, but none so +dear--no voice so sweet as that of his beloved mistress, who had +been sister, mother, goddess to him during his youth--goddess now +no more, for he knew of her weaknesses; and by thought, by +suffering, and that experience it brings, was older now than she; +but more fondly cherished as woman perhaps than ever she had been +adored as divinity. What is it? Where lies it? the secret which +makes one little hand the dearest of all? Whoever can unriddle +that mystery? Here she was, her son by his side, his dear boy. +Here she was, weeping and happy. She took his hand in both hers; +he felt her tears. It was a rapture of reconciliation. + +"Here comes Squaretoes," says Frank. "Here's Tusher." + +Tusher, indeed, now appeared, creaking on his great heels. Mr. Tom +had divested himself of his alb or surplice, and came forward +habited in his cassock and great black periwig. How had Esmond +ever been for a moment jealous of this fellow? + +"Give us thy hand, Tom Tusher," he said. The chaplain made him a +very low and stately bow. "I am charmed to see Captain Esmond," +says he. "My lord and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and +applied it, I am sure, to you. You come back with Gaditanian +laurels; when I heard you were bound thither, I wished, I am sure, +I was another Septimius. My Lord Viscount, your lordship remembers +Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?" + +"There's an angle of earth that I love better than Gades, Tusher," +says Mr. Esmond. "'Tis that one where your reverence hath a +parsonage, and where our youth was brought up." + +"A house that has so many sacred recollections to me," says Mr. +Tusher (and Harry remembered how Tom's father used to flog him +there)--"a house near to that of my respected patron, my most +honored patroness, must ever be a dear abode to me. But, madam, +the verger waits to close the gates on your ladyship." + +"And Harry's coming home to supper. Huzzay! huzzay!" cries my +lord. "Mother, I shall run home and bid Beatrix put her ribbons +on. Beatrix is a maid of honor, Harry. Such a fine set-up minx!" + +"Your heart was never in the Church, Harry," the widow said, in her +sweet low tone, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they +never had been parted, and again, as if they had been ages +asunder.) "I always thought you had no vocation that way; and that +'twas a pity to shut you out from the world. You would but have +pined and chafed at Castlewood: and 'tis better you should make a +name for yourself. I often said so to my dear lord. How he loved +you! 'Twas my lord that made you stay with us." + +"I asked no better than to stay near you always," said Mr. Esmond. + +"But to go was best, Harry. When the world cannot give peace, you +will know where to find it; but one of your strong imagination and +eager desires must try the world first before he tires of it. +'Twas not to be thought of, or if it once was, it was only by my +selfishness, that you should remain as chaplain to a country +gentleman and tutor to a little boy. You are of the blood of the +Esmonds, kinsman; and that was always wild in youth. Look at +Francis. He is but fifteen, and I scarce can keep him in my nest. +His talk is all of war and pleasure, and he longs to serve in the +next campaign. Perhaps he and the young Lord Churchill shall go +the next. Lord Marlborough has been good to us. You know how kind +they were in my misfortune. And so was your--your father's widow. +No one knows how good the world is, till grief comes to try us. +'Tis through my Lady Marlborough's goodness that Beatrix hath her +place at Court; and Frank is under my Lord Chamberlain. And the +dowager lady, your father's widow, has promised to provide for you--has she not?" + +Esmond said, "Yes. As far as present favor went, Lady Castlewood +was very good to him. And should her mind change," he added gayly, +"as ladies' minds will, I am strong enough to bear my own burden, +and make my way somehow. Not by the sword very likely. Thousands +have a better genius for that than I, but there are many ways in +which a young man of good parts and education can get on in the +world; and I am pretty sure, one way or other, of promotion!" +Indeed, he had found patrons already in the army, and amongst +persons very able to serve him, too; and told his mistress of the +flattering aspect of fortune. They walked as though they had never +been parted, slowly, with the gray twilight closing round them. + +"And now we are drawing near to home," she continued, "I knew you +would come, Harry, if--if it was but to forgive me for having +spoken unjustly to you after that horrid--horrid misfortune. I was +half frantic with grief then when I saw you. And I know now--they +have told me. That wretch, whose name I can never mention, even +has said it: how you tried to avert the quarrel, and would have +taken it on yourself, my poor child: but it was God's will that I +should be punished, and that my dear lord should fall." + +"He gave me his blessing on his death-bed," Esmond said. "Thank +God for that legacy!" + +"Amen, amen! dear Henry," said the lady, pressing his arm. "I knew +it. Mr. Atterbury, of St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me +so. And I thanked God, too, and in my prayers ever since +remembered it." + +"You had spared me many a bitter night, had you told me sooner," +Mr. Esmond said. + +"I know it, I know it," she answered, in a tone of such sweet +humility, as made Esmond repent that he should ever have dared to +reproach her. "I know how wicked my heart has been; and I have +suffered too, my dear. I confessed to Mr. Atterbury--I must not +tell any more. He--I said I would not write to you or go to you--and it was better even that having parted, we should part. But I +knew you would come back--I own that. That is no one's fault. And +to-day, Henry, in the anthem, when they sang it, 'When the Lord +turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them that dream,' I +thought, yes, like them that dream--them that dream. And then it +went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that goeth +forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, +bringing his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book, and saw +you. I was not surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, +my dear, and saw the gold sunshine round your head." + +She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon +was up by this time, glittering keen in the frosty sky. He could +see, for the first time now clearly, her sweet careworn face. + +"Do you know what day it is?" she continued. "It is the 29th of +December--it is your birthday! But last year we did not drink it--no, no. My lord was cold, and my Harry was likely to die: and my +brain was in a fever; and we had no wine. But now--now you are +come again, bringing your sheaves with you, my dear." She burst +into a wild flood of weeping as she spoke; she laughed and sobbed +on the young man's heart, crying out wildly, "bringing your sheaves +with you--your sheaves with you!" + +As he had sometimes felt, gazing up from the deck at midnight into +the boundless starlit depths overhead, in a rapture of devout +wonder at that endless brightness and beauty--in some such a way +now, the depth of this pure devotion (which was, for the first +time, revealed to him) quite smote upon him, and filled his heart +with thanksgiving. Gracious God, who was he, weak and friendless +creature, that such a love should be poured out upon him? Not in +vain--not in vain has he lived--hard and thankless should he be to +think so--that has such a treasure given him. What is ambition +compared to that, but selfish vanity? To be rich, to be famous? +What do these profit a year hence, when other names sound louder +than yours, when you lie hidden away under the ground, along with +idle titles engraven on your coffin? But only true love lives +after you--follows your memory with secret blessing--or precedes +you, and intercedes for you. Non omnis moriar--if dying, I yet +live in a tender heart or two; nor am lost and hopeless living, if +a sainted departed soul still loves and prays for me. + +"If--if 'tis so, dear lady," Mr. Esmond said, "why should I ever +leave you? If God hath given me this great boon--and near or far +from me, as I know now, the heart of my dearest mistress follows +me, let me have that blessing near me, nor ever part with it till +death separate us. Come away--leave this Europe, this place which +has so many sad recollections for you. Begin a new life in a new +world. My good lord often talked of visiting that land in Virginia +which King Charles gave us--gave his ancestor. Frank will give us +that. No man there will ask if there is a blot on my name, or +inquire in the woods what my title is." + +"And my children--and my duty--and my good father, Henry?" she +broke out. "He has none but me now! for soon my sister will leave +him, and the old man will be alone. He has conformed since the new +Queen's reign; and here in Winchester, where they love him, they +have found a church for him. When the children leave me, I will +stay with him. I cannot follow them into the great world, where +their way lies--it scares me. They will come and visit me; and you +will, sometimes, Henry--yes, sometimes, as now, in the Holy Advent +season, when I have seen and blessed you once more." + +"I would leave all to follow you," said Mr. Esmond; "and can you +not be as generous for me, dear lady?" + +"Hush, boy!" she said, and it was with a mother's sweet plaintive +tone and look that she spoke. "The world is beginning for you. +For me, I have been so weak and sinful that I must leave it, and +pray out an expiation, dear Henry. Had we houses of religion as +there were once, and many divines of our Church would have them +again, I often think I would retire to one and pass my life in +penance. But I would love you still--yes, there is no sin in such +a love as mine now; and my dear lord in heaven may see my heart; +and knows the tears that have washed my sin away--and now--now my +duty is here, by my children whilst they need me, and by my poor +old father, and--" + +"And not by me?" Henry said. + +"Hush!" she said again, and raised her hand up to his lip. "I have +been your nurse. You could not see me, Harry, when you were in the +small-pox, and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might +die, but it would have been in sin, Henry. Oh, it is horrid to +look back to that time. It is over now and past, and it has been +forgiven me. When you need me again, I will come ever so far. +When your heart is wounded, then come to me, my dear. Be silent! +let me say all. You never loved me, dear Henry--no, you do not +now, and I thank heaven for it. I used to watch you, and knew by a +thousand signs that it was so. Do you remember how glad you were +to go away to college? 'Twas I sent you. I told my papa that, and +Mr. Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they both +gave me absolution--both--and they are godly men, having authority +to bind and to loose. And they forgave me, as my dear lord forgave +me before he went to heaven." + +"I think the angels are not all in heaven," Mr. Esmond said. And +as a brother folds a sister to his heart; and as a mother cleaves +to her son's breast--so for a few moments Esmond's beloved mistress +came to him and blessed him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM MADE WELCOME AT WALCOTE. + + +As they came up to the house at Walcote, the windows from within +were lighted up with friendly welcome; the supper-table was spread +in the oak-parlor; it seemed as if forgiveness and love were +awaiting the returning prodigal. Two or three familiar faces of +domestics were on the look-out at the porch--the old housekeeper +was there, and young Lockwood from Castlewood in my lord's livery +of tawny and blue. His dear mistress pressed his arm as they +passed into the hall. Her eyes beamed out on him with affection +indescribable. "Welcome," was all she said, as she looked up, +putting back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile +blushed on her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so +charming. Her face was lighted with a joy that was brighter than +beauty--she took a hand of her son who was in the hall waiting his +mother--she did not quit Esmond's arm. + +"Welcome, Harry!" my young lord echoed after her. "Here, we are +all come to say so. Here's old Pincot, hasn't she grown handsome?" +and Pincot, who was older, and no handsomer than usual, made a +curtsy to the Captain, as she called Esmond, and told my lord to +"Have done, now." + +"And here's Jack Lockwood. He'll make a famous grenadier, Jack; +and so shall I; we'll both 'list under you, Cousin. As soon as I'm +seventeen, I go to the army--every gentleman goes to the army. +Look! who comes here--ho, ho!" he burst into a laugh. "'Tis +Mistress Trix, with a new ribbon; I knew she would put one on as +soon as she heard a captain was coming to supper." + +This laughing colloquy took place in the hall of Walcote House: in +the midst of which is a staircase that leads from an open gallery, +where are the doors of the sleeping chambers: and from one of +these, a wax candle in her hand, and illuminating her, came +Mistress Beatrix--the light falling indeed upon the scarlet ribbon +which she wore, and upon the most brilliant white neck in the +world. + +Esmond had left a child and found a woman, grown beyond the common +height; and arrived at such a dazzling completeness of beauty, that +his eyes might well show surprise and delight at beholding her. In +hers there was a brightness so lustrous and melting, that I have +seen a whole assembly follow her as if by an attraction +irresistible: and that night the great Duke was at the playhouse +after Ramillies, every soul turned and looked (she chanced to enter +at the opposite side of the theatre at the same moment) at her, and +not at him. She was a brown beauty: that is, her eyes, hair, and +eyebrows and eyelashes were dark: her hair curling with rich +undulations, and waving over her shoulders; but her complexion was +as dazzling white as snow in sunshine; except her cheeks, which +were a bright red, and her lips, which were of a still deeper +crimson. Her mouth and chin, they said, were too large and full, +and so they might be for a goddess in marble, but not for a woman +whose eyes were fire, whose look was love, whose voice was the +sweetest low song, whose shape was perfect symmetry, health, +decision, activity, whose foot as it planted itself on the ground +was firm but flexible, and whose motion, whether rapid or slow, was +always perfect grace--agile as a nymph, lofty as a queen,--now +melting, now imperious, now sarcastic--there was no single movement +of hers but was beautiful. As he thinks of her, he who writes +feels young again, and remembers a paragon. + +So she came holding her dress with one fair rounded arm, and her +taper before her, tripping down the stair to greet Esmond. + +"She hath put on her scarlet stockings and white shoes," says my +lord, still laughing. "Oh, my fine mistress! is this the way you +set your cap at the Captain?" She approached, shining smiles upon +Esmond, who could look at nothing but her eyes. She advanced +holding forward her head, as if she would have him kiss her as he +used to do when she was a child. + +"Stop," she said, "I am grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry," and +she made him an arch curtsy, sweeping down to the ground almost, +with the most gracious bend, looking up the while with the +brightest eyes and sweetest smile. Love seemed to radiate from +her. Harry eyed her with such a rapture as the first lover is +described as having by Milton. + +"N'est-ce pas?" says my lady, in a low, sweet voice, still hanging +on his arm. + +Esmond turned round with a start and a blush, as he met his +mistress's clear eyes. He had forgotten her, rapt in admiration of +the filia pulcrior. + +"Right foot forward, toe turned out, so: now drop the curtsy, and +show the red stockings, Trix. They've silver clocks, Harry. The +Dowager sent 'em. She went to put 'em on," cries my lord. + +"Hush, you stupid child!" says Miss, smothering her brother with +kisses; and then she must come and kiss her mamma, looking all the +while at Harry, over his mistress's shoulder. And if she did not +kiss him, she gave him both her hands, and then took one of his in +both hands, and said, "Oh, Harry, we're so, SO glad you're come!" + +"There are woodcocks for supper," says my lord. "Huzzay! It was +such a hungry sermon." + +"And it is the 29th of December; and our Harry has come home." + +"Huzzay, old Pincot!" again says my lord; and my dear lady's lips +looked as if they were trembling with a prayer. She would have +Harry lead in Beatrix to the supper-room, going herself with my +young Lord Viscount; and to this party came Tom Tusher directly, +whom four at least out of the company of five wished away. Away he +went, however, as soon as the sweetmeats were put down, and then, +by the great crackling fire, his mistress or Beatrix, with her +blushing graces, filling his glass for him, Harry told the story of +his campaign, and passed the most delightful night his life had +ever known. The sun was up long ere he was, so deep, sweet, and +refreshing was his slumber. He woke as if angels had been watching +at his bed all night. I dare say one that was as pure and loving +as an angel had blessed his sleep with her prayers. + +Next morning the chaplain read prayers to the little household at +Walcote, as the custom was; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix did not +listen to Tusher's exhortation much: her eyes were wandering +everywhere during the service, at least whenever he looked up he +met them. Perhaps he also was not very attentive to his Reverence +the Chaplain. "This might have been my life," he was thinking; +"this might have been my duty from now till old age. Well, were it +not a pleasant one to be with these dear friends and part from 'em +no more? Until--until the destined lover comes and takes away +pretty Beatrix"--and the best part of Tom Tusher's exposition, +which may have been very learned and eloquent, was quite lost to +poor Harry by this vision of the destined lover, who put the +preacher out. + +All the while of the prayers, Beatrix knelt a little way before +Harry Esmond. The red stockings were changed for a pair of gray, +and black shoes, in which her feet looked to the full as pretty. +All the roses of spring could not vie with the brightness of her +complexion; Esmond thought he had never seen anything like the +sunny lustre of her eyes. My Lady Viscountess looked fatigued, as +if with watching, and her face was pale. + +Miss Beatrix remarked these signs of indisposition in her mother +and deplored them. "I am an old woman," says my lady, with a kind +smile; "I cannot hope to look as young as you do, my dear." + +"She'll never look as good as you do if she lives till she's a +hundred," says my lord, taking his mother by the waist, and kissing +her hand. + +"Do I look very wicked, cousin?" says Beatrix, turning full round +on Esmond, with her pretty face so close under his chin, that the +soft perfumed hair touched it. She laid her finger-tips on his +sleeve as she spoke; and he put his other hand over hers. + +"I'm like your looking-glass," says he, "and that can't flatter +you." + +"He means that you are always looking at him, my dear," says her +mother, archly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this, and flew to +her mamma, whom she kissed, stopping my lady's mouth with her +pretty hand. + +"And Harry is very good to look at," says my lady, with her fond +eyes regarding the young man. + +"If 'tis good to see a happy face," says he, "you see that." My +lady said, "Amen," with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her +dear lord rose up and rebuked her back again into sadness; for her +face lost the smile, and resumed its look of melancholy. + +"Why, Harry, how fine we look in our scarlet and silver, and our +black periwig," cries my lord. "Mother, I am tired of my own hair. +When shall I have a peruke? Where did you get your steenkirk, +Harry?" + +"It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace," says Harry; "she gave me +this and a number of other fine things." + +"My Lady Dowager isn't such a bad woman," my lord continued. + +"She's not so--so red as she's painted," says Miss Beatrix. + +Her brother broke into a laugh. "I'll tell her you said so; by the +Lord, Trix, I will," he cries out. + +"She'll know that you hadn't the wit to say it, my lord," says Miss +Beatrix. + +"We won't quarrel the first day Harry's here, will we, mother?" +said the young lord. "We'll see if we can get on to the new year +without a fight. Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes +the tankard; no, it's Pincot with the tea." + +"Will the Captain choose a dish?" asked Mistress Beatrix. + +"I say, Harry," my lord goes on, "I'll show thee my horses after +breakfast; and we'll go a bird-netting to-night, and on Monday +there's a cock-match at Winchester--do you love cock-fighting, +Harry?--between the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of +Hampshire, at ten pound the battle, and fifty pound the odd battle +to show one-and-twenty cocks." + +"And what will you do, Beatrix, to amuse our kinsman?" asks my +lady. + +"I'll listen to him," says Beatrix. "I am sure he has a hundred +things to tell us. And I'm jealous already of the Spanish ladies. +Was that a beautiful nun at Cadiz that you rescued from the +soldiers? Your man talked of it last night in the kitchen, and +Mrs. Betty told me this morning as she combed my hair. And he says +you must be in love, for you sat on deck all night, and scribbled +verses all day in your tablebook." Harry thought if he had wanted +a subject for verses yesterday, to-day he had found one: and not +all the Lindamiras and Ardelias of the poets were half so beautiful +as this young creature; but he did not say so, though some one did +for him. + +This was his dear lady, who, after the meal was over, and the young +people were gone, began talking of her children with Mr. Esmond, +and of the characters of one and the other, and of her hopes and +fears for both of them. "'Tis not while they are at home," she +said, "and in their mother's nest, I fear for them--'tis when they +are gone into the world, whither I shall not be able to follow +them. Beatrix will begin her service next year. You may have +heard a rumor about--about my Lord Blandford. They were both +children; and it is but idle talk. I know my kinswoman would never +let him make such a poor marriage as our Beatrix would be. There's +scarce a princess in Europe that she thinks is good enough for him +or for her ambition." + +"There's not a princess in Europe to compare with her," says +Esmond. + +"In beauty? No, perhaps not," answered my lady. "She is most +beautiful, isn't she? 'Tis not a mother's partiality that deceives +me. I marked you yesterday when she came down the stair: and read +it in your face. We look when you don't fancy us looking, and see +better than you think, dear Harry: and just now when they spoke +about your poems--you writ pretty lines when you were but a boy--you thought Beatrix was a pretty subject for verse, did not you, +Harry?" (The gentleman could only blush for a reply.) "And so she +is--nor are you the first her pretty face has captivated. 'Tis +quickly done. Such a pair of bright eyes as hers learn their power +very soon, and use it very early." And, looking at him keenly with +hers, the fair widow left him. + +And so it is--a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances suffice to +subdue a man; to enslave him, and inflame him; to make him even +forget; they dazzle him so that the past becomes straightway dim to +him; and he so prizes them that he would give all his life to +possess 'em. What is the fond love of dearest friends compared to +this treasure? Is memory as strong as expectancy? fruition, as +hunger? gratitude, as desire? I have looked at royal diamonds in +the jewel-rooms in Europe, and thought how wars have been made +about 'em; Mogul sovereigns deposed and strangled for them, or +ransomed with them; millions expended to buy them; and daring lives +lost in digging out the little shining toys that I value no more +than the button in my hat. And so there are other glittering +baubles (of rare water too) for which men have been set to kill and +quarrel ever since mankind began; and which last but for a score of +years, when their sparkle is over. Where are those jewels now that +beamed under Cleopatra's forehead, or shone in the sockets of +Helen? + +The second day after Esmond's coming to Walcote, Tom Tusher had +leave to take a holiday, and went off in his very best gown and +bands to court the young woman whom his Reverence desired to marry, +and who was not a viscount's widow, as it turned out, but a +brewer's relict at Southampton, with a couple of thousand pounds to +her fortune: for honest Tom's heart was under such excellent +control, that Venus herself without a portion would never have +caused it to flutter. So he rode away on his heavy-paced gelding +to pursue his jog-trot loves, leaving Esmond to the society of his +dear mistress and her daughter, and with his young lord for a +companion, who was charmed, not only to see an old friend, but to +have the tutor and his Latin books put out of the way. + +The boy talked of things and people, and not a little about +himself, in his frank artless way. 'Twas easy to see that he and +his sister had the better of their fond mother, for the first place +in whose affections, though they fought constantly, and though the +kind lady persisted that she loved both equally, 'twas not +difficult to understand that Frank was his mother's darling and +favorite. He ruled the whole household (always excepting +rebellious Beatrix) not less now than when he was a child +marshalling the village boys in playing at soldiers, and caning +them lustily too, like the sturdiest corporal. As for Tom Tusher, +his Reverence treated the young lord with that politeness and +deference which he always showed for a great man, whatever his age +or his stature was. Indeed, with respect to this young one, it was +impossible not to love him, so frank and winning were his manners, +his beauty, his gayety, the ring of his laughter, and the +delightful tone of his voice. Wherever he went, he charmed and +domineered. I think his old grandfather the Dean, and the grim old +housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were as much his slaves as his mother +was: and as for Esmond, he found himself presently submitting to a +certain fascination the boy had, and slaving it like the rest of +the family. The pleasure which he had in Frank's mere company and +converse exceeded that which he ever enjoyed in the society of any +other man, however delightful in talk, or famous for wit. His +presence brought sunshine into a room, his laugh, his prattle, his +noble beauty and brightness of look cheered and charmed +indescribably. At the least tale of sorrow, his hands were in his +purse, and he was eager with sympathy and bounty. The way in which +women loved and petted him, when, a year or two afterwards, he came +upon the world, yet a mere boy, and the follies which they did for +him (as indeed he for them), recalled the career of Rochester, and +outdid the successes of Grammont. His very creditors loved him; +and the hardest usurers, and some of the rigid prudes of the other +sex too, could deny him nothing. He was no more witty than another +man, but what he said, he said and looked as no man else could say +or look it. I have seen the women at the comedy at Bruxelles crowd +round him in the lobby: and as he sat on the stage more people +looked at him than at the actors, and watched him; and I remember +at Ramillies, when he was hit and fell, a great big red-haired +Scotch sergeant flung his halbert down, burst out a-crying like a +woman, seizing him up as if he had been an infant, and carrying him +out of the fire. This brother and sister were the most beautiful +couple ever seen; though after he winged away from the maternal +nest this pair were seldom together. + +Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last +day of the year), and so happy a one to Harry Esmond, that to enjoy +it was quite worth all the previous pain which he had endured and +forgot, my young lord, filling a bumper, and bidding Harry take +another, drank to his sister, saluting her under the title of +"Marchioness." + +"Marchioness!" says Harry, not without a pang of wonder, for he was +curious and jealous already. + +"Nonsense, my lord," says Beatrix, with a toss of her head. My +Lady Viscountess looked up for a moment at Esmond, and cast her +eyes down. + +"The Marchioness of Blandford," says Frank. "Don't you know--hath +not Rouge Dragon told you?" (My lord used to call the Dowager of +Chelsey by this and other names.) "Blandford has a lock of her +hair: the Duchess found him on his knees to Mistress Trix, and +boxed his ears, and said Dr. Hare should whip him." + +"I wish Mr. Tusher would whip you too," says Beatrix. + +My lady only said: "I hope you will tell none of these silly +stories elsewhere than at home, Francis." + +"'Tis true, on my word," continues Frank: "look at Harry scowling, +mother, and see how Beatrix blushes as red as the silver-clocked +stockings." + +"I think we had best leave the gentlemen to their wine and their +talk," says Mistress Beatrix, rising up with the air of a young +queen, tossing her rustling flowing draperies about her, and +quitting the room, followed by her mother. + +Lady Castlewood again looked at Esmond, as she stooped down and +kissed Frank. "Do not tell those silly stories, child," she said: +"do not drink much wine, sir; Harry never loved to drink wine." +And she went away, too, in her black robes, looking back on the +young man with her fair, fond face. + +"Egad! it's true," says Frank, sipping his wine with the air of a +lord. "What think you of this Lisbon--real Collares? 'Tis better +than your heady port: we got it out of one of the Spanish ships +that came from Vigo last year: my mother bought it at Southampton, +as the ship was lying there--the 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins." + +"Why, I came home in that ship," says Harry. + +"And it brought home a good fellow and good wine," says my lord. +"I say, Harry, I wish thou hadst not that cursed bar sinister." + +"And why not the bar sinister?" asks the other. + +"Suppose I go to the army and am killed--every gentleman goes to +the army--who is to take care of the women? Trix will never stop +at home; mother's in love with you,--yes, I think mother's in love +with you. She was always praising you, and always talking about +you; and when she went to Southampton, to see the ship, I found her +out. But you see it is impossible: we are of the oldest blood in +England; we came in with the Conqueror; we were only baronets,--but +what then? we were forced into that. James the First forced our +great grandfather. We are above titles; we old English gentry +don't want 'em; the Queen can make a duke any day. Look at +Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings, what were +they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they, to turn up their noses +at us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at +Agincourt, and filled up the French King's cup after Poictiers? +'Fore George, sir, why shouldn't Blandford marry Beatrix? By G--! +he SHALL marry Beatrix, or tell me the reason why. We'll marry +with the best blood of England, and none but the best blood of +England. You are an Esmond, and you can't help your birth, my boy. +Let's have another bottle. What! no more? I've drunk three parts +of this myself. I had many a night with my father; you stood to +him like a man, Harry. You backed your blood; you can't help your +misfortune, you know,--no man can help that." + +The elder said he would go in to his mistress's tea-table. The +young lad, with a heightened color and voice, began singing a +snatch of a song, and marched out of the room. Esmond heard him +presently calling his dogs about him, and cheering and talking to +them; and by a hundred of his looks and gestures, tricks of voice +and gait, was reminded of the dead lord, Frank's father. + +And so, the sylvester night passed away; the family parted long +before midnight, Lady Castlewood remembering, no doubt, former New +Years' Eves, when healths were drunk, and laughter went round in +the company of him, to whom years, past, and present, and future, +were to be as one; and so cared not to sit with her children and +hear the Cathedral bells ringing the birth of the year 1703. +Esmond heard the chimes as he sat in his own chamber, ruminating by +the blazing fire there, and listened to the last notes of them, +looking out from his window towards the city, and the great gray +towers of the Cathedral lying under the frosty sky, with the keen +stars shining above. + +The sight of these brilliant orbs no doubt made him think of other +luminaries. "And so her eyes have already done execution," thought +Esmond--"on whom?--who can tell me?" Luckily his kinsman was by, +and Esmond knew he would have no difficulty in finding out Mistress +Beatrix's history from the simple talk of the boy. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +FAMILY TALK. + + +What Harry admired and submitted to in the pretty lad his kinsman +was (for why should he resist it?) the calmness of patronage which +my young lord assumed, as if to command was his undoubted right, +and all the world (below his degree) ought to bow down to Viscount +Castlewood. + +"I know my place, Harry," he said. "I'm not proud--the boys at +Winchester College say I'm proud: but I'm not proud. I am simply +Francis James Viscount Castlewood in the peerage of Ireland. I +might have been (do you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl +of Esmond in that of England. The late lord refused the title +which was offered to him by my godfather, his late Majesty. You +should know that--you are of our family, you know you cannot help +your bar sinister, Harry, my dear fellow; and you belong to one of +the best families in England, in spite of that; and you stood by my +father, and by G--! I'll stand by you. You shall never want a +friend, Harry, while Francis James Viscount Castlewood has a +shilling. It's now 1703--I shall come of age in 1709. I shall go +back to Castlewood; I shall live at Castlewood; I shall build up +the house. My property will be pretty well restored by then. The +late viscount mismanaged my property, and left it in a very bad +state. My mother is living close, as you see, and keeps me in a +way hardly befitting a peer of these realms; for I have but a pair +of horses, a governor, and a man that is valet and groom. But when +I am of age, these things will be set right, Harry. Our house will +be as it should be. You will always come to Castlewood, won't you? +You shall always have your two rooms in the court kept for you; and +if anybody slights you, d--- them! let them have a care of ME. I +shall marry early--Trix will be a duchess by that time, most +likely; for a cannon ball may knock over his grace any day, you +know." + +"How?" says Harry. + +"Hush, my dear!" says my Lord Viscount. "You are of the family--you are faithful to us, by George, and I tell you everything. +Blandford will marry her--or"--and here he put his little hand on +his sword--"you understand the rest. Blandford knows which of us +two is the best weapon. At small-sword, or back-sword, or sword +and dagger if he likes; I can beat him. I have tried him, Harry; +and begad he knows I am a man not to be trifled with." + +"But you do not mean," says Harry, concealing his laughter, but not +his wonder, "that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the +first man of this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword's point?" + +"I mean to say that we are cousins by the mother's side, though +that's nothing to boast of. I mean to say that an Esmond is as +good as a Churchill; and when the King comes back, the Marquis of +Esmond's sister may be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the +kingdom. There are but two marquises in all England, William +Herbert Marquis of Powis, and Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and +hark you, Harry,--now swear you will never mention this. Give me +your honor as a gentleman, for you ARE a gentleman, though you are +a--" + +"Well, well?" says Harry, a little impatient. + +"Well, then, when after my late viscount's misfortune, my mother +went up with us to London, to ask for justice against you all (as +for Mohun, I'll have his blood, as sure as my name is Francis +Viscount Esmond)--we went to stay with our cousin my Lady +Marlborough, with whom we had quarrelled for ever so long. But +when misfortune came, she stood by her blood:--so did the Dowager +Viscountess stand by her blood,--so did you. Well, sir, whilst my +mother was petitioning the late Prince of Orange--for I will never +call him king--and while you were in prison, we lived at my Lord +Marlborough's house, who was only a little there, being away with +the army in Holland. And then . . . I say, Harry, you won't tell, +now?" + +Harry again made a vow of secrecy. + +"Well, there used to be all sorts of fun, you know: my Lady +Marlborough was very fond of us, and she said I was to be her page; +and she got Trix to be a maid of honor, and while she was up in her +room crying, we used to be always having fun, you know; and the +Duchess used to kiss me, and so did her daughters, and Blandford +fell tremendous in love with Trix, and she liked him; and one day +he--he kissed her behind a door--he did though,--and the Duchess +caught him, and she banged such a box of the ear both at Trix and +Blandford--you should have seen it! And then she said that we must +leave directly, and abused my mamma who was cognizant of the +business; but she wasn't--never thinking about anything but father. +And so we came down to Walcote. Blandford being locked up, and not +allowed to see Trix. But I got at him. I climbed along the +gutter, and in through the window, where he was crying. + +"'Marquis,' says I, when he had opened it and helped me in, 'you +know I wear a sword,' for I had brought it. + +"'Oh, viscount,' says he--'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw +himself into my arms and burst out a-crying. 'I do love Mistress +Beatrix so, that I shall die if I don't have her.' + +"'My dear Blandford,' says I, 'you are young to think of marrying;' +for he was but fifteen, and a young fellow of that age can scarce +do so, you know. + +"'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' says he. 'I'll +never marry--no, never, never, never, marry anybody but her. No, +not a princess, though they would have me do it ever so. If +Beatrix will wait for me, her Blandford swears he will be +faithful.' And he wrote a paper (it wasn't spelt right, for he +wrote 'I'm ready to SINE WITH MY BLODE,' which, you know, Harry, +isn't the way of spelling it), and vowing that he would marry none +other but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix Esmond, only +sister of his dearest friend Francis James, fourth Viscount Esmond. +And so I gave him a locket of her hair." + +"A locket of her hair?" cries Esmond. + +"Yes. Trix gave me one after the fight with the Duchess that very +day. I am sure I didn't want it; and so I gave it him, and we +kissed at parting, and said--'Good-by, brother.' And I got back +through the gutter; and we set off home that very evening. And he +went to King's College, in Cambridge, and I'M going to Cambridge +soon; and if he doesn't stand to his promise (for he's only wrote +once),--he knows I wear a sword, Harry. Come along, and let's go +see the cocking-match at Winchester. + +". . . . But I say," he added, laughing, after a pause, "I don't +think Trix will break her heart about him. La bless you! whenever +she sees a man, she makes eyes at him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley +of Queen's Crawley, and Anthony Henley of Airesford, were at swords +drawn about her, at the Winchester Assembly, a month ago." + +That night Mr. Harry's sleep was by no means so pleasant or sweet +as it had been on the first two evenings after his arrival at +Walcote. "So the bright eyes have been already shining on +another," thought he, "and the pretty lips, or the cheeks at any +rate, have begun the work which they were made for. Here's a girl +not sixteen, and one young gentleman is already whimpering over a +lock of her hair, and two country squires are ready to cut each +other's throats that they may have the honor of a dance with her. +What a fool am I to be dallying about this passion, and singeing my +wings in this foolish flame. Wings!--why not say crutches? 'There +is but eight years' difference between us, to be sure; but in life +I am thirty years older. How could I ever hope to please such a +sweet creature as that, with my rough ways and glum face? Say that +I have merit ever so much, and won myself a name, could she ever +listen to me? She must be my Lady Marchioness, and I remain a +nameless bastard. Oh! my master, my master!" (here he fell to +thinking with a passionate grief of the vow which he had made to +his poor dying lord.) "Oh! my mistress, dearest and kindest, will +you be contented with the sacrifice which the poor orphan makes for +you, whom you love, and who so loves you?" + +And then came a fiercer pang of temptation. "A word from me," +Harry thought, "a syllable of explanation, and all this might be +changed; but no, I swore it over the dying bed of my benefactor. +For the sake of him and his; for the sacred love and kindness of +old days; I gave my promise to him, and may kind heaven enable me +to keep my vow!" + +The next day, although Esmond gave no sign of what was going on in +his mind, but strove to be more than ordinarily gay and cheerful +when he met his friends at the morning meal, his dear mistress, +whose clear eyes it seemed no emotion of his could escape, +perceived that something troubled him, for she looked anxiously +towards him more than once during the breakfast, and when he went +up to his chamber afterwards she presently followed him, and +knocked at his door. + +As she entered, no doubt the whole story was clear to her at once, +for she found our young gentleman packing his valise, pursuant to +the resolution which he had come to over-night of making a brisk +retreat out of this temptation. + +She closed the door very carefully behind her, and then leant +against it, very pale, her hands folded before her, looking at the +young man, who was kneeling over his work of packing. "Are you +going so soon?" she said. + +He rose up from his knees, blushing, perhaps, to be so discovered, +in the very act, as it were, and took one of her fair little hands--it was that which had her marriage ring on--and kissed it. + +"It is best that it should be so, dearest lady," he said. + +"I knew you were going, at breakfast. I--I thought you might stay. +What has happened? Why can't you remain longer with us? What has +Frank told you--you were talking together late last night?" + +"I had but three days' leave from Chelsey," Esmond said, as gayly +as he could. "My aunt--she lets me call her aunt--is my mistress +now! I owe her my lieutenancy and my laced coat. She has taken me +into high favor; and my new General is to dine at Chelsey to-morrow--General Lumley, madam--who has appointed me his aide-de-camp, and on whom I must have the honor of waiting. See, here is a +letter from the Dowager; the post brought it last night; and I +would not speak of it, for fear of disturbing our last merry +meeting." + +My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that +was somewhat contemptuous. "I have no need to read the letter," +says she--(indeed, 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey +missive, in the poor Dowager's usual French jargon, permitted him a +longer holiday than he said. "Je vous donne," quoth her ladyship, +"oui jour, pour vous fatigay parfaictement de vos parens +fatigans")--"I have no need to read the letter," says she. "What +was it Frank told you last night?" + +"He told me little I did not know," Mr. Esmond answered. "But I +have thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right +to the name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance +that I am allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has +perhaps crossed your mind too--" + +"Yes, I did, Harry," said she; "I thought of it; and think of it. +I would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe--yes, than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so +brave, and who would love her as you would? But there are reasons +a mother can't tell." + +"I know them," said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. "I +know there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony +Henley of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems +to be the favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady +Marchioness's favors and to dance at her ladyship's wedding." + +"Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me," +cried out Lady Castlewood. "Lord Churchill is but a child, his +outbreak about Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would +rather see him buried than married to one below him in rank. And +do you think that I would stoop to sue for a husband for Francis +Esmond's daughter; or submit to have my girl smuggled into that +proud family to cause a quarrel between son and parents, and to be +treated only as an inferior? I would disdain such a meanness. +Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you the fault +lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I be +ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear +Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble--whose +headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was +jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose +vanity no words or prayers of mine can cure--only suffering, only +experience, and remorse afterwards. Oh! Henry, she will make no +man happy who loves her. Go away, my son: leave her: love us +always, and think kindly of us: and for me, my dear, you know that +these walls contain all that I love in the world." + +In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond +mistress spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt +others had warning before his time, and since: and he benefited by +it as most men do. + +My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry +could not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, +but no doubt my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won +the match; and he saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly +over the conquered Sussex gentlemen. + +As Esmond rode towards town his servant, coming up to him, informed +him with a grin, that Mistress Beatrix had brought out a new gown +and blue stockings for that day's dinner, in which she intended to +appear, and had flown into a rage and given her maid a slap on the +face soon after she heard he was going away. Mistress Beatrix's +woman, the fellow said, came down to the servants' hall crying, and +with the mark of a blow still on her cheek: but Esmond peremptorily +ordered him to fall back and be silent, and rode on with thoughts +enough of his own to occupy him--some sad ones, some inexpressibly +dear and pleasant. + +His mistress, from whom he had been a year separated, was his +dearest mistress again. The family from which he had been parted, +and which he loved with the fondest devotion, was his family once +more. If Beatrix's beauty shone upon him, it was with a friendly +lustre, and he could regard it with much such a delight as he +brought away after seeing the beautiful pictures of the smiling +Madonnas in the convent at Cadiz, when he was despatched thither +with a flag; and as for his mistress, 'twas difficult to say with +what a feeling he regarded her. 'Twas happiness to have seen her; +'twas no great pang to part; a filial tenderness, a love that was +at once respect and protection, filled his mind as he thought of +her; and near her or far from her, and from that day until now, and +from now till death is past and beyond it, he prays that sacred +flame may ever burn. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I MAKE THE CAMPAIGN OF 1704. + + +Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been +angry at the abrupt leave of absence he took, she was mightily +pleased at his speedy return. + +He went immediately and paid his court to his new general, General +Lumley, who received him graciously, having known his father, and +also, he was pleased to say, having had the very best accounts of +Mr. Esmond from the officer whose aide-de-camp he had been at Vigo. +During this winter Mr. Esmond was gazetted to a lieutenancy in +Brigadier Webb's regiment of Fusileers, then with their colonel in +Flanders; but being now attached to the suite of Mr. Lumley, Esmond +did not join his own regiment until more than a year afterwards, +and after his return from the campaign of Blenheim, which was +fought the next year. The campaign began very early, our troops +marching out of their quarters before the winter was almost over, +and investing the city of Bonn, on the Rhine, under the Duke's +command. His Grace joined the army in deep grief of mind, with +crape on his sleeve, and his household in mourning; and the very +same packet which brought the Commander-in-Chief over, brought +letters to the forces which preceded him, and one from his dear +mistress to Esmond, which interested him not a little. + +The young Marquis of Blandford, his Grace's son, who had been +entered in King's College in Cambridge, (whither my Lord Viscount +had also gone, to Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his governor,) had +been seized with small-pox, and was dead at sixteen years of age, +and so poor Frank's schemes for his sister's advancement were over, +and that innocent childish passion nipped in the birth. + +Esmond's mistress would have had him return, at least her letters +hinted as much; but in the presence of the enemy this was +impossible, and our young man took his humble share in the siege, +which need not be described here, and had the good luck to escape +without a wound of any sort, and to drink his general's health +after the surrender. He was in constant military duty this year, +and did not think of asking for a leave of absence, as one or two +of his less fortunate friends did, who were cast away in that +tremendous storm which happened towards the close of November, that +"which of late o'er pale Britannia past" (as Mr. Addison sang of +it), and in which scores of our greatest ships and 15,000 of our +seamen went down. + +They said that our Duke was quite heart-broken by the calamity +which had befallen his family; but his enemies found that he could +subdue them, as well as master his grief. Successful as had been +this great General's operations in the past year, they were far +enhanced by the splendor of his victory in the ensuing campaign. +His Grace the Captain-General went to England after Bonn, and our +army fell back into Holland, where, in April 1704, his Grace again +found the troops, embarking from Harwich and landing at Maesland +Sluys: thence his Grace came immediately to the Hague, where he +received the foreign ministers, general officers, and other people +of quality. The greatest honors were paid to his Grace everywhere--at the Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maestricht; the civil +authorities coming to meet his coaches: salvos of cannon saluting +him, canopies of state being erected for him where he stopped, and +feasts prepared for the numerous gentlemen following in his suite. +His Grace reviewed the troops of the States-General between Liege +and Maestricht, and afterwards the English forces, under the +command of General Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. Every preparation +was made for a long march; and the army heard, with no small +elation, that it was the Commander-in-Chief's intention to carry +the war out of the Low Countries, and to march on the Mozelle. +Before leaving our camp at Maestricht, we heard that the French, +under the Marshal Villeroy, were also bound towards the Mozelle. + +Towards the end of May, the army reached Coblentz; and next day, +his Grace, and the generals accompanying him, went to visit the +Elector of Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, the horse and +dragoons passing the Rhine whilst the Duke was entertained at a +grand feast by the Elector. All as yet was novelty, festivity, and +splendor--a brilliant march of a great and glorious army through a +friendly country, and sure through some of the most beautiful +scenes of nature which I ever witnessed. + +The foot and artillery, following after the horse as quick as +possible, crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein, and so to +Castel, over against Mayntz, in which city his Grace, his generals, +and his retinue were received at the landing-place by the Elector's +coaches, carried to his Highness's palace amidst the thunder of +cannon, and then once more magnificently entertained. Gidlingen, +in Bavaria, was appointed as the general rendezvous of the army, +and thither, by different routes, the whole forces of English, +Dutch, Danes, and German auxiliaries took their way. The foot and +artillery under General Churchill passed the Neckar, at Heidelberg; +and Esmond had an opportunity of seeing that city and palace, once +so famous and beautiful (though shattered and battered by the +French, under Turenne, in the late war), where his grandsire had +served the beautiful and unfortunate Electress-Palatine, the first +King Charles's sister. + +At Mindelsheim, the famous Prince of Savoy came to visit our +commander, all of us crowding eagerly to get a sight of that +brilliant and intrepid warrior; and our troops were drawn up in +battalia before the Prince, who was pleased to express his +admiration of this noble English army. At length we came in sight +of the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, the Brentz lying +between the two armies. The Elector, judging that Donauwort would +be the point of his Grace's attack, sent a strong detachment of his +best troops to Count Darcos, who was posted at Schellenberg, near +that place, where great intrenchments were thrown up, and thousands +of pioneers employed to strengthen the position. + +On the 2nd of July his Grace stormed the post, with what success on +our part need scarce be told. His Grace advanced with six thousand +foot, English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of +Imperial Cuirassiers, the Duke crossing the river at the head of +the cavalry. Although our troops made the attack with unparalleled +courage and fury--rushing up to the very guns of the enemy, and +being slaughtered before their works--we were driven back many +times, and should not have carried them, but that the Imperialists +came up under the Prince of Baden, when the enemy could make no +head against us: we pursued them into the trenches, making a +terrible slaughter there, and into the very Danube, where a great +part of his troops, following the example of their generals, Count +Darcos and the Elector himself, tried to save themselves by +swimming. Our army entered Donauwort, which the Bavarians +evacuated; and where 'twas said the Elector purposed to have given +us a warm reception, by burning us in our beds; the cellars of the +houses, when we took possession of them, being found stuffed with +straw. But though the links were there, the link-boys had run +away. The townsmen saved their houses, and our General took +possession of the enemy's ammunition in the arsenals, his stores, +and magazines. Five days afterwards a great "Te Deum" was sung in +Prince Lewis's army, and a solemn day of thanksgiving held in our +own; the Prince of Savoy's compliments coming to his Grace the +Captain-General during the day's religious ceremony, and +concluding, as it were, with an Amen. + +And now, having seen a great military march through a friendly +country; the pomps and festivities of more than one German court; +the severe struggle of a hotly contested battle, and the triumph of +victory, Mr. Esmond beheld another part of military duty: our +troops entering the enemy's territory, and putting all around them +to fire and sword; burning farms, wasted fields, shrieking women, +slaughtered sons and fathers, and drunken soldiery, cursing and +carousing in the midst of tears, terror, and murder. Why does the +stately Muse of History, that delights in describing the valor of +heroes and the grandeur of conquest, leave out these scenes, so +brutal, mean, and degrading, that yet form by far the greater part +of the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who live at home +at ease, and compliment yourselves in the songs of triumph with +which our chieftains are bepraised--you pretty maidens, that come +tumbling down the stairs when the fife and drum call you, and +huzzah for the British Grenadiers--do you take account that these +items go to make up the amount of the triumph you admire, and form +part of the duties of the heroes you fondle? Our chief, whom +England and all Europe, saving only the Frenchmen, worshipped +almost, had this of the godlike in him, that he was impassible +before victory, before danger, before defeat. Before the greatest +obstacle or the most trivial ceremony; before a hundred thousand +men drawn in battalia, or a peasant slaughtered at the door of his +burning hovel; before a carouse of drunken German lords, or a +monarch's court or a cottage table, where his plans were laid, or +an enemy's battery, vomiting flame and death, and strewing corpses +round about him;--he was always cold, calm, resolute, like fate. +He performed a treason or a court-bow, he told a falsehood as black +as Styx, as easily as he paid a compliment or spoke about the +weather. He took a mistress, and left her; he betrayed his +benefactor, and supported him, or would have murdered him, with the +same calmness always, and having no more remorse than Clotho when +she weaves the thread, or Lachesis when she cuts it. In the hour +of battle I have heard the Prince of Savoy's officers say, the +Prince became possessed with a sort of warlike fury; his eyes +lighted up; he rushed hither and thither, raging; he shrieked +curses and encouragement, yelling and harking his bloody war-dogs +on, and himself always at the first of the hunt. Our duke was as +calm at the mouth of the cannon as at the door of a drawing-room. +Perhaps he could not have been the great man he was, had he had a +heart either for love or hatred, or pity or fear, or regret or +remorse. He achieved the highest deed of daring, or deepest +calculation of thought, as he performed the very meanest action of +which a man is capable; told a lie, or cheated a fond woman, or +robbed a poor beggar of a halfpenny, with a like awful serenity and +equal capacity of the highest and lowest acts of our nature. + +His qualities were pretty well known in the army, where there were +parties of all politics, and of plenty of shrewdness and wit; but +there existed such a perfect confidence in him, as the first +captain of the world, and such a faith and admiration in his +prodigious genius and fortune, that the very men whom he +notoriously cheated of their pay, the chiefs whom he used and +injured--(for he used all men, great and small, that came near him, +as his instruments alike, and took something of theirs, either some +quality or some property--the blood of a soldier, it might be, or a +jewelled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, or a +portion out of a starving sentinel's three-farthings; or (when he +was young) a kiss from a woman, and the gold chain off her neck, +taking all he could from woman or man, and having, as I have said, +this of the godlike in him, that he could see a hero perish or a +sparrow fall, with the same amount of sympathy for either. Not +that he had no tears; he could always order up this reserve at the +proper moment to battle; he could draw upon tears or smiles alike, +and whenever need was for using this cheap coin. He would cringe +to a shoeblack, as he would flatter a minister or a monarch; be +haughty, be humble, threaten, repent, weep, grasp your hand, (or +stab you whenever he saw occasion)--but yet those of the army, who +knew him best and had suffered most from him, admired him most of +all: and as he rode along the lines to battle or galloped up in the +nick of time to a battalion reeling from before the enemy's charge +or shot, the fainting men and officers got new courage as they saw +the splendid calm of his face, and felt that his will made them +irresistible. + +After the great victory of Blenheim the enthusiasm of the army for +the Duke, even of his bitterest personal enemies in it, amounted to +a sort of rage--nay, the very officers who cursed him in their +hearts were among the most frantic to cheer him. Who could refuse +his meed of admiration to such a victory and such a victor? Not he +who writes: a man may profess to be ever so much a philosopher; but +he who fought on that day must feel a thrill of pride as he recalls +it. + +The French right was posted near to the village of Blenheim, on the +Danube, where the Marshal Tallard's quarters were; their line +extending through, it may be a league and a half, before Lutzingen +and up to a woody hill, round the base of which, and acting against +the Prince of Savoy, were forty of his squadrons. + +Here was a village that the Frenchmen had burned, the wood being, +in fact, a better shelter and easier of guard than any village. + +Before these two villages and the French lines ran a little stream, +not more than two foot broad, through a marsh (that was mostly +dried up from the heats of the weather), and this stream was the +only separation between the two armies--ours coming up and ranging +themselves in line of battle before the French, at six o'clock in +the morning; so that our line was quite visible to theirs; and the +whole of this great plain was black and swarming with troops for +hours before the cannonading began. + +On one side and the other this cannonading lasted many hours. The +French guns being in position in front of their line, and doing +severe damage among our horse especially, and on our right wing of +Imperialists under the Prince of Savoy, who could neither advance +his artillery nor his lines, the ground before him being cut up by +ditches, morasses, and very difficult of passage for the guns. + +It was past mid-day when the attack began on our left, where Lord +Cutts commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the +English army. And now, as if to make his experience in war +complete, our young aide-de-camp having seen two great armies +facing each other in line of battle, and had the honor of riding +with orders from one end to other of the line, came in for a not +uncommon accompaniment of military glory, and was knocked on the +head, along with many hundred of brave fellows, almost at the very +commencement of this famous day of Blenheim. A little after noon, +the disposition for attack being completed with much delay and +difficulty, and under a severe fire from the enemy's guns, that +were better posted and more numerous than ours, a body of English +and Hessians, with Major-General Wilkes commanding at the extreme +left of our line, marched upon Blenheim, advancing with great +gallantry, the Major-General on foot, with his officers, at the +head of the column, and marching, with his hat off, intrepidly in +the face of the enemy, who was pouring in a tremendous fire from +his guns and musketry, to which our people were instructed not to +reply, except with pike and bayonet when they reached the French +palisades. To these Wilkes walked intrepidly, and struck the +woodwork with his sword before our people charged it. He was shot +down at the instant, with his colonel, major, and several officers; +and our troops cheering and huzzaing, and coming on, as they did, +with immense resolution and gallantry, were nevertheless stopped by +the murderous fire from behind the enemy's defences, and then +attacked in flank by a furious charge of French horse which swept +out of Blenheim, and cut down our men in great numbers. Three +fierce and desperate assaults of our foot were made and repulsed by +the enemy; so that our columns of foot were quite shattered, and +fell back, scrambling over the little rivulet, which we had crossed +so resolutely an hour before, and pursued by the French cavalry, +slaughtering us and cutting us down. + +And now the conquerors were met by a furious charge of English +horse under Esmond's general, General Lumley, behind whose +squadrons the flying foot found refuge, and formed again, whilst +Lumley drove back the French horse, charging up to the village of +Blenheim and the palisades where Wilkes, and many hundred more +gallant Englishmen, lay in slaughtered heaps. Beyond this moment, +and of this famous victory, Mr. Esmond knows nothing; for a shot +brought down his horse and our young gentleman on it, who fell +crushed and stunned under the animal, and came to his senses he +knows not how long after, only to lose them again from pain and +loss of blood. A dim sense, as of people groaning round about him, +a wild incoherent thought or two for her who occupied so much of +his heart now, and that here his career, and his hopes, and +misfortunes were ended, he remembers in the course of these hours. +When he woke up, it was with a pang of extreme pain, his +breastplate was taken off, his servant was holding his head up, the +good and faithful lad of Hampshire* was blubbering over his master, +whom he found and had thought dead, and a surgeon was probing a +wound in the shoulder, which he must have got at the same moment +when his horse was shot and fell over him. The battle was over at +this end of the field, by this time: the village was in possession +of the English, its brave defenders prisoners, or fled, or drowned, +many of them, in the neighboring waters of Donau. But for honest +Lockwood's faithful search after his master, there had no doubt +been an end of Esmond here, and of this his story. The marauders +were out riffling the bodies as they lay on the field, and Jack had +brained one of these gentry with the club-end of his musket, who +had eased Esmond of his hat and periwig, his purse, and fine +silver-mounted pistols which the Dowager gave him, and was fumbling +in his pockets for further treasure, when Jack Lockwood came up and +put an end to the scoundrel's triumph. + +/* + * My mistress, before I went this campaign, sent me John + Lockwood out of Walcote, who hath ever since remained with + me.--H. E. +*/ + +Hospitals for our wounded were established at Blenheim, and here +for several weeks Esmond lay in very great danger of his life; the +wound was not very great from which he suffered, and the ball +extracted by the surgeon on the spot where our young gentleman +received it; but a fever set in next day, as he was lying in +hospital, and that almost carried him away. Jack Lockwood said he +talked in the wildest manner during his delirium; that he called +himself the Marquis of Esmond, and seizing one of the surgeon's +assistants who came to dress his wounds, swore that he was Madam +Beatrix, and that he would make her a duchess if she would but say +yes. He was passing the days in these crazy fancies, and vana +somnia, whilst the army was singing "Te Deum" for the victory, and +those famous festivities were taking place at which our Duke, now +made a Prince of the Empire, was entertained by the King of the +Romans and his nobility. His Grace went home by Berlin and +Hanover, and Esmond lost the festivities which took place at those +cities, and which his general shared in company of the other +general officers who travelled with our great captain. When he +could move, it was by the Duke of Wurtemberg's city of Stuttgard +that he made his way homewards, revisiting Heidelberg again, whence +he went to Manheim, and hence had a tedious but easy water journey +down the river of Rhine, which he had thought a delightful and +beautiful voyage indeed, but that his heart was longing for home, +and something far more beautiful and delightful. + +As bright and welcome as the eyes almost of his mistress shone the +lights of Harwich, as the packet came in from Holland. It was not +many hours ere he, Esmond, was in London, of that you may be sure, +and received with open arms by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who +vowed, in her jargon of French and English, that he had the air +noble, that his pallor embellished him, that he was an Amadis and +deserved a Gloriana; and oh! flames and darts! what was his joy at +hearing that his mistress was come into waiting, and was now with +her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. Esmond had told Jack +Lockwood to get horses and they would ride for Winchester that +night, when he heard this news he countermanded the horses at once; +his business lay no longer in Hants; all his hope and desire lay +within a couple of miles of him in Kensington Park wall. Poor +Harry had never looked in the glass before so eagerly to see +whether he had the bel air, and his paleness really did become him; +he never took such pains about the curl of his periwig, and the +taste of his embroidery and point-lace, as now, before Mr. Amadis +presented himself to Madam Gloriana. Was the fire of the French +lines half so murderous as the killing glances from her ladyship's +eyes? Oh! darts and raptures, how beautiful were they! + +And as, before the blazing sun of morning, the moon fades away in +the sky almost invisible, Esmond thought, with a blush perhaps, of +another sweet pale face, sad and faint, and fading out of sight, +with its sweet fond gaze of affection; such a last look it seemed +to cast as Eurydice might have given, yearning after her lover, +when Fate and Pluto summoned her, and she passed away into the +shades. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +AN OLD STORY ABOUT A FOOL AND A WOMAN. + + +Any taste for pleasure which Esmond had (and he liked to desipere +in loco, neither more nor less than most young men of his age) he +could now gratify to the utmost extent, and in the best company +which the town afforded. When the army went into winter quarters +abroad, those of the officers who had interest or money easily got +leave of absence, and found it much pleasanter to spend their time +in Pall Mall and Hyde Park, than to pass the winter away behind the +fortifications of the dreary old Flanders towns, where the English +troops were gathered. Yachts and packets passed daily between the +Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; the roads thence to London and +the great inns were crowded with army gentlemen; the taverns and +ordinaries of the town swarmed with red-coats; and our great Duke's +levees at St. James's were as thronged as they had been at Ghent +and Brussels, where we treated him, and he us, with the grandeur +and ceremony of a sovereign. Though Esmond had been appointed to a +lieutenancy in the Fusileer regiment, of which that celebrated +officer, Brigadier John Richmond Webb, was colonel, he had never +joined the regiment, nor been introduced to its excellent +commander, though they had made the same campaign together, and +been engaged in the same battle. But being aide-de-camp to General +Lumley, who commanded the division of horse, and the army marching +to its point of destination on the Danube by different routes, +Esmond had not fallen in, as yet, with his commander and future +comrades of the fort; and it was in London, in Golden Square, where +Major-General Webb lodged, that Captain Esmond had the honor of +first paying his respects to his friend, patron, and commander of +after days. + +Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman may +recollect his character, upon which he prided himself, I think, not +a little, of being the handsomest man in the army; a poet who writ +a dull copy of verses upon the battle of Oudenarde three years +after, describing Webb, says:-- + +/* + "To noble danger Webb conducts the way, + His great example all his troops obey; + Before the front the general sternly rides, + With such an air as Mars to battle strides: + Propitious heaven must sure a hero save, + Like Paris handsome, and like Hector brave." +*/ + +Mr. Webb thought these verses quite as fine as Mr. Addison's on the +Blenheim Campaign, and, indeed, to be Hector a la mode de Paris, +was part of this gallant gentleman's ambition. It would have been +difficult to find an officer in the whole army, or amongst the +splendid courtiers and cavaliers of the Maison du Roy, that fought +under Vendosme and Villeroy in the army opposed to ours, who was a +more accomplished soldier and perfect gentleman, and either braver +or better-looking. And if Mr. Webb believed of himself what the +world said of him, and was deeply convinced of his own indisputable +genius, beauty, and valor, who has a right to quarrel with him very +much? This self-content of his kept him in general good-humor, of +which his friends and dependants got the benefit. + +He came of a very ancient Wiltshire family, which he respected +above all families in the world: he could prove a lineal descent +from King Edward the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de +Richmond, rode by William the Conqueror's side on Hastings field. +"We were gentlemen, Esmond," he used to say, "when the Churchills +were horse-boys." He was a very tall man, standing in his pumps +six feet three inches (in his great jack-boots, with his tall fair +periwig, and hat and feather, he could not have been less than +eight feet high). "I am taller than Churchill," he would say, +surveying himself in the glass, "and I am a better made man; and if +the women won't like a man that hasn't a wart on his nose, faith, I +can't help myself, and Churchill has the better of me there." +Indeed, he was always measuring himself with the Duke, and always +asking his friends to measure them. And talking in this frank way, +as he would do, over his cups, wags would laugh and encourage him; +friends would be sorry for him; schemers and flatterers would egg +him on, and tale-bearers carry the stories to headquarters, and +widen the difference which already existed there, between the great +captain and one of the ablest and bravest lieutenants he ever had. + +His rancor against the Duke was so apparent, that one saw it in the +first half-hour's conversation with General Webb; and his lady, who +adored her General, and thought him a hundred times taller, +handsomer, and braver than a prodigal nature had made him, hated +the great Duke with such an intensity as it becomes faithful wives +to feel against their husbands' enemies. Not that my Lord Duke was +so yet; Mr. Webb had said a thousand things against him, which his +superior had pardoned; and his Grace, whose spies were everywhere, +had heard a thousand things more that Webb had never said. But it +cost this great man no pains to pardon; and he passed over an +injury or a benefit alike easily. + +Should any child of mine take the pains to read these his +ancestor's memoirs, I would not have him judge of the great Duke* +by what a contemporary has written of him. No man hath been so +immensely lauded and decried as this great statesman and warrior; +as, indeed, no man ever deserved better the very greatest praise +and the strongest censure. If the present writer joins with the +latter faction, very likely a private pique of his own may be the +cause of his ill-feeling. + +/* + * This passage in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a leaf + inserted into the MS. book, and dated 1744, probably after + he had heard of the Duchess's death. +*/ + +On presenting himself at the Commander-in-Chief's levee, his Grace +had not the least remembrance of General Lumley's aide-de-camp, and +though he knew Esmond's family perfectly well, having served with +both lords (my Lord Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in +Flanders, and in the Duke of York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, +who was friendly and serviceable to the (so-styled) legitimate +representatives of the Viscount Castlewood, took no sort of notice +of the poor lieutenant who bore their name. A word of kindness or +acknowledgment, or a single glance of approbation, might have +changed Esmond's opinion of the great man; and instead of a satire, +which his pen cannot help writing, who knows but that the humble +historian might have taken the other side of panegyric? We have +but to change the point of view, and the greatest action looks +mean; as we turn the perspective-glass, and a giant appears a +pigmy. You may describe, but who can tell whether your sight is +clear or not, or your means of information accurate? Had the great +man said but a word of kindness to the small one (as he would have +stepped out of his gilt chariot to shake hands with Lazarus in rags +and sores, if he thought Lazarus could have been of any service to +him), no doubt Esmond would have fought for him with pen and sword +to the utmost of his might; but my lord the lion did not want +master mouse at this moment, and so Muscipulus went off and nibbled +in opposition. + +So it was, however, that a young gentleman, who, in the eyes of his +family, and in his own, doubtless, was looked upon as a consummate +hero, found that the great hero of the day took no more notice of +him than of the smallest drummer in his Grace's army. The Dowager +at Chelsey was furious against this neglect of her family, and had +a great battle with Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted +on calling the Duchess). Her Grace was now Mistress of the Robes +to her Majesty, and one of the greatest personages in this kingdom, +as her husband was in all Europe, and the battle between the two +ladies took place in the Queen's drawing-room. + +The Duchess, in reply to my aunt's eager clamor, said haughtily, +that she had done her best for the legitimate branch of the +Esmonds, and could not be expected to provide for the bastard brats +of the family. + +"Bastards!" says the Viscountess, in a fury. "There are bastards +among the Churchills, as your Grace knows, and the Duke of Berwick +is provided for well enough." + +"Madam," says the Duchess, "you know whose fault it is that there +are no such dukes in the Esmond family too, and how that little +scheme of a certain lady miscarried." + +Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was in waiting on the Prince, +heard the controversy between the ladies at court. "And faith," +says Dick, "I think, Harry, thy kinswoman had the worst of it." + +He could not keep the story quiet; 'twas all over the coffee-houses +ere night; it was printed in a News Letter before a month was over, +and "The reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Popish +Lady of the Court, once a favorite of the late K--- J-m-s," was +printed in half a dozen places, with a note stating that "this +duchess, when the head of this lady's family came by his death +lately in a fatal duel, never rested until she got a pension for +the orphan heir, and widow, from her Majesty's bounty." The +squabble did not advance poor Esmond's promotion much, and indeed +made him so ashamed of himself that he dared not show his face at +the Commander-in-Chief's levees again. + +During those eighteen months which had passed since Esmond saw his +dear mistress, her good father, the old Dean, quitted this life, +firm in his principles to the very last, and enjoining his family +always to remember that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, +was their rightful sovereign. He made a very edifying end, as his +daughter told Esmond, and not a little to her surprise, after his +death (for he had lived always very poorly) my lady found that her +father had left no less a sum than 3,000L. behind him, which he +bequeathed to her. + +With this little fortune Lady Castlewood was enabled, when her +daughter's turn at Court came, to come to London, where she took a +small genteel house at Kensington, in the neighborhood of the +Court, bringing her children with her, and here it was that Esmond +found his friends. + +As for the young lord, his university career had ended rather +abruptly. Honest Tusher, his governor, had found my young +gentleman quite ungovernable. My lord worried his life away with +tricks; and broke out, as home-bred lads will, into a hundred +youthful extravagances, so that Dr. Bentley, the new master of +Trinity, thought fit to write to the Viscountess Castlewood, my +lord's mother, and beg her to remove the young nobleman from a +college where he declined to learn, and where he only did harm by +his riotous example. Indeed, I believe he nearly set fire to +Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college, which +Sir Christopher Wren had lately built. He knocked down a proctor's +man that wanted to arrest him in a midnight prank; he gave a +dinner-party on the Prince of Wales's birthday, which was within a +fortnight of his own, and the twenty young gentlemen then present +sallied out after their wine, having toasted King James's health +with open windows, and sung cavalier songs, and shouted "God save +the King!" in the great court, so that the master came out of his +lodge at midnight, and dissipated the riotous assembly. + +This was my lord's crowning freak, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, +domestic chaplain to the Right Honorable the Lord Viscount +Castlewood, finding his prayers and sermons of no earthly avail to +his lordship, gave up his duties of governor; went and married his +brewer's widow at Southampton, and took her and her money to his +parsonage house at Castlewood. + +My lady could not be angry with her son for drinking King James's +health, being herself a loyal Tory, as all the Castlewood family +were, and acquiesced with a sigh, knowing, perhaps, that her +refusal would be of no avail to the young lord's desire for a +military life. She would have liked him to be in Mr. Esmond's +regiment, hoping that Harry might act as a guardian and adviser to +his wayward young kinsman; but my young lord would hear of nothing +but the Guards, and a commission was got for him in the Duke of +Ormond's regiment; so Esmond found my lord, ensign and lieutenant, +when he returned from Germany after the Blenheim campaign. + +The effect produced by both Lady Castlewood's children when they +appeared in public was extraordinary, and the whole town speedily +rang with their fame: such a beautiful couple, it was declared, +never had been seen; the young maid of honor was toasted at every +table and tavern, and as for my young lord, his good looks were +even more admired than his sister's. A hundred songs were written +about the pair, and as the fashion of that day was, my young lord +was praised in these Anacreontics as warmly as Bathyllus. You may +be sure that he accepted very complacently the town's opinion of +him, and acquiesced with that frankness and charming good-humor he +always showed in the idea that he was the prettiest fellow in all +London. + +The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never be got to +acknowledge that Mistress Beatrix was any beauty at all, (in which +opinion, as it may be imagined, a vast number of the ladies agreed +with her), yet, on the very first sight of young Castlewood, she +owned she fell in love with him: and Henry Esmond, on his return to +Chelsey, found himself quite superseded in her favor by her younger +kinsman. The feat of drinking the King's health at Cambridge would +have won her heart, she said, if nothing else did. "How had the +dear young fellow got such beauty?" she asked. "Not from his +father--certainly not from his mother. How had he come by such +noble manners, and the perfect bel air? That countrified Walcote +widow could never have taught him." Esmond had his own opinion +about the countrified Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace and +serene kindness, that had always seemed to him the perfection of +good breeding, though he did not try to argue this point with his +aunt. But he could agree in most of the praises which the +enraptured old dowager bestowed on my Lord Viscount, than whom he +never beheld a more fascinating and charming gentleman. Castlewood +had not wit so much as enjoyment. "The lad looks good things," Mr. +Steele used to say; "and his laugh lights up a conversation as much +as ten repartees from Mr. Congreve. I would as soon sit over a +bottle with him as with Mr. Addison; and rather listen to his talk +than hear Nicolini. Was ever man so gracefully drunk as my Lord +Castlewood? I would give anything to carry my wine (though, +indeed, Dick bore his very kindly, and plenty of it, too), "like +this incomparable young man. When he is sober he is delightful; +and when tipsy, perfectly irresistible." And referring to his +favorite, Shakspeare (who was quite out of fashion until Steele +brought him back into the mode), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to +Prince Hal, and was pleased to dub Esmond as ancient Pistol. + +The Mistress of the Robes, the greatest lady in England after the +Queen, or even before her Majesty, as the world said, though she +never could be got to say a civil word to Beatrix, whom she had +promoted to her place as maid of honor, took her brother into +instant favor. When young Castlewood, in his new uniform, and +looking like a prince out of a fairy tale, went to pay his duty to +her Grace, she looked at him for a minute in silence, the young man +blushing and in confusion before her, then fairly burst out a-crying, and kissed him before her daughters and company. "He was +my boy's friend," she said, through her sobs. "My Blandford might +have been like him." And everybody saw, after this mark of the +Duchess's favor, that my young lord's promotion was secure, and +people crowded round the favorite's favorite, who became vainer and +gayer, and more good-humored than ever. + +Meanwhile Madam Beatrix was making her conquests on her own side, +and amongst them was one poor gentleman, who had been shot by her +young eyes two years before, and had never been quite cured of that +wound; he knew, to be sure, how hopeless any passion might be, +directed in that quarter, and had taken that best, though ignoble, +remedium amoris, a speedy retreat from before the charmer, and a +long absence from her; and not being dangerously smitten in the +first instance, Esmond pretty soon got the better of his complaint, +and if he had it still, did not know he had it, and bore it easily. +But when he returned after Blenheim, the young lady of sixteen, who +had appeared the most beautiful object his eyes had ever looked on +two years back, was now advanced to a perfect ripeness and +perfection of beauty, such as instantly enthralled the poor devil, +who had already been a fugitive from her charms. Then he had seen +her but for two days, and fled; now he beheld her day after day, +and when she was at Court watched after her; when she was at home, +made one of the family party; when she went abroad, rode after her +mother's chariot; when she appeared in public places, was in the +box near her, or in the pit looking at her; when she went to church +was sure to be there, though he might not listen to the sermon, and +be ready to hand her to her chair if she deigned to accept of his +services, and select him from a score of young men who were always +hanging round about her. When she went away, accompanying her +Majesty to Hampton Court, a darkness fell over London. Gods, what +nights has Esmond passed, thinking of her, rhyming about her, +talking about her! His friend Dick Steele was at this time +courting the young lady, Mrs. Scurlock, whom he married; she had a +lodging in Kensington Square, hard by my Lady Castlewood's house +there. Dick and Harry, being on the same errand, used to meet +constantly at Kensington. They were always prowling about that +place, or dismally walking thence, or eagerly running thither. +They emptied scores of bottles at the "King's Arms," each man +prating of his love, and allowing the other to talk on condition +that he might have his own turn as a listener. Hence arose an +intimacy between them, though to all the rest of their friends they +must have been insufferable. Esmond's verses to "Gloriana at the +Harpsichord," to "Gloriana's Nosegay," to "Gloriana at Court," +appeared this year in the Observator.--Have you never read them? +They were thought pretty poems, and attributed by some to Mr. +Prior. + +This passion did not escape--how should it?--the clear eyes of +Esmond's mistress: he told her all; what will a man not do when +frantic with love? To what baseness will he not demean himself? +What pangs will he not make others suffer, so that he may ease his +selfish heart of a part of its own pain? Day after day he would +seek his dear mistress, pour insane hopes, supplications, +rhapsodies, raptures, into her ear. She listened, smiled, +consoled, with untiring pity and sweetness. Esmond was the eldest +of her children, so she was pleased to say; and as for her +kindness, who ever had or would look for aught else from one who +was an angel of goodness and pity? After what has been said, 'tis +needless almost to add that poor Esmond's suit was unsuccessful. +What was a nameless, penniless lieutenant to do, when some of the +greatest in the land were in the field? Esmond never so much as +thought of asking permission to hope so far above his reach as he +knew this prize was and passed his foolish, useless life in mere +abject sighs and impotent longing. What nights of rage, what days +of torment, of passionate unfulfilled desire, of sickening jealousy +can he recall! Beatrix thought no more of him than of the lackey +that followed her chair. His complaints did not touch her in the +least; his raptures rather fatigued her; she cared for his verses +no more than for Dan Chaucer's, who's dead these ever so many +hundred years; she did not hate him; she rather despised him, and +just suffered him. + +One day, after talking to Beatrix's mother, his dear, fond, +constant mistress--for hours--for all day long--pouring out his +flame and his passion, his despair and rage, returning again and +again to the theme, pacing the room, tearing up the flowers on the +table, twisting and breaking into bits the wax out of the stand-dish, and performing a hundred mad freaks of passionate folly; +seeing his mistress at last quite pale and tired out with sheer +weariness of compassion, and watching over his fever for the +hundredth time, Esmond seized up his hat, and took his leave. As +he got into Kensington Square, a sense of remorse came over him for +the wearisome pain he had been inflicting upon the dearest and +kindest friend ever man had. He went back to the house, where the +servant still stood at the open door, ran up the stairs, and found +his mistress where he had left her in the embrasure of the window, +looking over the fields towards Chelsey. She laughed, wiping away +at the same time the tears which were in her kind eyes; he flung +himself down on his knees, and buried his head in her lap. She had +in her hand the stalk of one of the flowers, a pink, that he had +torn to pieces. "Oh, pardon me, pardon me, my dearest and +kindest," he said; "I am in hell, and you are the angel that brings +me a drop of water." + +"I am your mother, you are my son, and I love you always," she +said, holding her hands over him: and he went away comforted and +humbled in mind, as he thought of that amazing and constant love +and tenderness with which this sweet lady ever blessed and pursued +him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE FAMOUS MR. JOSEPH ADDISON. + + +The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard a +very splendid dinner daily at St. James's, at either of which +ordinaries Esmond was free to dine. Dick Steele liked the Guard-table better than his own at the gentlemen ushers', where there was +less wine and more ceremony; and Esmond had many a jolly afternoon +in company of his friend, and a hundred times at least saw Dick +into his chair. If there is verity in wine, according to the old +adage, what an amiable-natured character Dick's must have been! In +proportion as he took in wine he overflowed with kindness. His +talk was not witty so much as charming. He never said a word that +could anger anybody, and only became the more benevolent the more +tipsy he grew. Many of the wags derided the poor fellow in his +cups, and chose him as a butt for their satire: but there was a +kindness about him, and a sweet playful fancy, that seemed to +Esmond far more charming than the pointed talk of the brightest +wits, with their elaborate repartees and affected severities. I +think Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those famous beaux-esprits of the coffee-houses (Mr. William Congreve, for instance, +when his gout and his grandeur permitted him to come among us) +would make many brilliant hits--half a dozen in a night sometimes--but, like sharp-shooters, when they had fired their shot, they were +obliged to retire under cover till their pieces were loaded again, +and wait till they got another chance at their enemy; whereas Dick +never thought that his bottle companion was a butt to aim at--only +a friend to shake by the hand. The poor fellow had half the town +in his confidence; everybody knew everything about his loves and +his debts, his creditors or his mistress's obduracy. When Esmond +first came on to the town, honest Dick was all flames and raptures +for a young lady, a West India fortune, whom he married. In a +couple of years the lady was dead, the fortune was all but spent, +and the honest widower was as eager in pursuit of a new paragon of +beauty, as if he had never courted and married and buried the last +one. + +Quitting the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when by chance Dick +had a sober fit upon him, be and his friend were making their way +down Germain Street, and Dick all of a sudden left his companion's +arm, and ran after a gentleman who was poring over a folio volume +at the book-shop near to St. James's Church. He was a fair, tall +man, in a snuff-colored suit, with a plain sword, very sober, and +almost shabby in appearance--at least when compared to Captain +Steele, who loved to adorn his jolly round person with the finest +of clothes, and shone in scarlet and gold lace. The Captain rushed +up, then, to the student of the book-stall, took him in his arms, +hugged him, and would have kissed him--for Dick was always hugging +and bussing his friends--but the other stepped back with a flush on +his pale face, seeming to decline this public manifestation of +Steele's regard. + +"My dearest Joe, where hast thou hidden thyself this age?" cries +the Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; "I have been +languishing for thee this fortnight." + +"A fortnight is not an age, Dick," says the other, very good-humoredly. (He had light blue eyes, extraordinary bright, and a +face perfectly regular and handsome, like a tinted statue.) "And I +have been hiding myself--where do you think?" + +"What! not across the water, my dear Joe?" says Steele, with a look +of great alarm: "thou knowest I have always--" + +"No," says his friend, interrupting him with a smile: "we are not +come to such straits as that, Dick. I have been hiding, sir, at a +place where people never think of finding you--at my own lodgings, +whither I am going to smoke a pipe now and drink a glass of sack: +will your honor come?" + +"Harry Esmond, come hither," cries out Dick. "Thou hast heard me +talk over and over again of my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?" + +"Indeed," says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, "it is not from you only +that I have learnt to admire Mr. Addison. We loved good poetry at +Cambridge as well as at Oxford; and I have some of yours by heart, +though I have put on a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius +Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' shall I go on, sir?" says Mr. Esmond, +who, indeed, had read and loved the charming Latin poems of Mr. +Addison, as every scholar of that time knew and admired them. + +"This is Captain Esmond who was at Blenheim," says Steele. + +"Lieutenant Esmond," says the other, with a low bow, "at Mr. +Addison's service. + +"I have heard of you," says Mr. Addison, with a smile; as, indeed, +everybody about town had heard that unlucky story about Esmond's +dowager aunt and the Duchess. + +"We were going to the 'George' to take a bottle before the play," +says Steele: "wilt thou be one, Joe?" + +Mr. Addison said his own lodgings were hard by, where he was still +rich enough to give a good bottle of wine to his friends; and +invited the two gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, +whither we accordingly went. + +"I shall get credit with my landlady," says he, with a smile, "when +she sees two such fine gentlemen as you come up my stair." And he +politely made his visitors welcome to his apartment, which was +indeed but a shabby one, though no grandee of the land could +receive his guests with a more perfect and courtly grace than this +gentleman. A frugal dinner, consisting of a slice of meat and a +penny loaf, was awaiting the owner of the lodgings. "My wine is +better than my meat," says Mr. Addison; "my Lord Halifax sent me +the Burgundy." And he set a bottle and glasses before his friends, +and ate his simple dinner in a very few minutes, after which the +three fell to, and began to drink. "You see," says Mr. Addison, +pointing to his writing-table, whereon was a map of the action at +Hochstedt, and several other gazettes and pamphlets relating to the +battle, "that I, too, am busy about your affairs, Captain. I am +engaged as a poetical gazetteer, to say truth, and am writing a +poem on the campaign." + +So Esmond, at the request of his host, told him what he knew about +the famous battle, drew the river on the table aliquo mero, and +with the aid of some bits of tobacco-pipe showed the advance of the +left wing, where he had been engaged. + +A sheet or two of the verses lay already on the table beside our +bottles and glasses, and Dick having plentifully refreshed himself +from the latter, took up the pages of manuscript, writ out with +scarce a blot or correction, in the author's slim, neat +handwriting, and began to read therefrom with great emphasis and +volubility. At pauses of the verse, the enthusiastic reader +stopped and fired off a great salvo of applause. + +Esmond smiled at the enthusiasm of Addison's friend. "You are like +the German Burghers," says he, "and the Princes on the Mozelle: +when our army came to a halt, they always sent a deputation to +compliment the chief, and fired a salute with all their artillery +from their walls." + +"And drunk the great chiefs health afterward, did not they?" says +Captain Steele, gayly filling up a bumper;--he never was tardy at +that sort of acknowledgment of a friend's merit. + +"And the Duke, since you will have me act his Grace's part," says +Mr. Addison, with a smile, and something of a blush, "pledged his +friends in return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I drink +to your Highness's health," and he filled himself a glass. Joseph +required scarce more pressing than Dick to that sort of amusement; +but the wine never seemed at all to fluster Mr. Addison's brains; +it only unloosed his tongue: whereas Captain Steele's head and +speech were quite overcome by a single bottle. + +No matter what the verses were, and, to say truth, Mr. Esmond found +some of them more than indifferent, Dick's enthusiasm for his chief +never faltered, and in every line from Addison's pen, Steele found +a master-stroke. By the time Dick had come to that part of the +poem, wherein the bard describes as blandly as though he were +recording a dance at the opera, or a harmless bout of bucolic +cudgelling at a village fair, that bloody and ruthless part of our +campaign, with the remembrance whereof every soldier who bore a +part in it must sicken with shame--when we were ordered to ravage +and lay waste the Elector's country; and with fire and murder, +slaughter and crime, a great part of his dominions was overrun; +when Dick came to the lines-- + +/* + "In vengeance roused the soldier fills his hand + With sword and fire, and ravages the land, + In crackling flames a thousand harvests burn, + A thousand villages to ashes turn. + To the thick woods the woolly flocks retreat, + And mixed with bellowing herds confusedly bleat. + Their trembling lords the common shade partake, + And cries of infants found in every brake. + The listening soldier fixed in sorrow stands, + Loth to obey his leader's just commands. + The leader grieves, by generous pity swayed, + To see his just commands so well obeyed;" +*/ + +by this time wine and friendship had brought poor Dick to a +perfectly maudlin state, and he hiccupped out the last line with a +tenderness that set one of his auditors a-laughing. + +"I admire the license of your poets," says Esmond to Mr. Addison. +(Dick, after reading of the verses, was fain to go off, insisting +on kissing his two dear friends before his departure, and reeling +away with his periwig over his eyes.) "I admire your art: the +murder of the campaign is done to military music, like a battle at +the opera, and the virgins shriek in harmony, as our victorious +grenadiers march into their villages. Do you know what a scene it +was?"--(by this time, perhaps, the wine had warmed Mr. Esmond's +head too,)--"what a triumph you are celebrating? what scenes of +shame and horror were enacted, over which the commander's genius +presided, as calm as though he didn't belong to our sphere? You +talk of the 'listening soldier fixed in sorrow,' the 'leader's +grief swayed by generous pity;' to my belief the leader cared no +more for bleating flocks than he did for infants' cries, and many +of our ruffians butchered one or the other with equal alacrity. I +was ashamed of my trade when I saw those horrors perpetrated, which +came under every man's eyes. You hew out of your polished verses a +stately image of smiling victory; I tell you 'tis an uncouth, +distorted, savage idol; hideous, bloody, and barbarous. The rites +performed before it are shocking to think of. You great poets +should show it as it is--ugly and horrible, not beautiful and +serene. Oh, sir, had you made the campaign, believe me, you never +would have sung it so." + +During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking out +of his long pipe, and smiling very placidly. "What would you +have?" says he. "In our polished days, and according to the rules +of art, 'tis impossible that the Muse should depict tortures or +begrime her hands with the horrors of war. These are indicated +rather than described; as in the Greek tragedies, that, I dare say, +you have read (and sure there can be no more elegant specimens of +composition), Agamemnon is slain, or Medea's children destroyed, +away from the scene;--the chorus occupying the stage and singing of +the action to pathetic music. Something of this I attempt, my dear +sir, in my humble way: 'tis a panegyric I mean to write, and not a +satire. Were I to sing as you would have me, the town would tear +the poet in pieces, and burn his book by the hands of the common +hangman. Do you not use tobacco? Of all the weeds grown on earth, +sure the nicotian is the most soothing and salutary. We must paint +our great Duke," Mr. Addison went on, "not as a man, which no doubt +he is, with weaknesses like the rest of us, but as a hero. 'Tis in +a triumph, not a battle, that your humble servant is riding his +sleek Pegasus. We college poets trot, you know, on very easy nags; +it hath been, time out of mind, part of the poet's profession to +celebrate the actions of heroes in verse, and to sing the deeds +which you men of war perform. I must follow the rules of my art, +and the composition of such a strain as this must be harmonious and +majestic, not familiar, or too near the vulgar truth. Si parva +licet: if Virgil could invoke the divine Augustus, a humbler poet +from the banks of the Isis may celebrate a victory and a conqueror +of our own nation, in whose triumphs every Briton has a share, and +whose glory and genius contributes to every citizen's individual +honor. When hath there been, since our Henrys' and Edwards' days, +such a great feat of arms as that from which you yourself have +brought away marks of distinction? If 'tis in my power to sing +that song worthily, I will do so, and be thankful to my Muse. If I +fail as a poet, as a Briton at least I will show my loyalty, and +fling up my cap and huzzah for the conqueror:-- + +/* + / "'Rheni pacator et Istri + Omnis in hoc uno variis discordia cessit + Ordinibus; laetatur eques, plauditque senator, + Votaque patricio certant plebeia favori.'" +*/ + +"There were as brave men on that field," says Mr. Esmond (who never +could be made to love the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those +stories which he used to hear in his youth regarding that great +chiefs selfishness and treachery)--"there were men at Blenheim as +good as the leader, whom neither knights nor senators applauded, +nor voices plebeian or patrician favored, and who lie there +forgotten, under the clods. What poet is there to sing them?" + +"To sing the gallant souls of heroes sent to Hades!" says Mr. +Addison, with a smile. "Would you celebrate them all? If I may +venture to question anything in such an admirable work, the +catalogue of the ships in Homer hath always appeared to me as +somewhat wearisome; what had the poem been, supposing the writer +had chronicled the names of captains, lieutenants, rank and file? +One of the greatest of a great man's qualities is success; 'tis the +result of all the others; 'tis a latent power in him which compels +the favor of the gods, and subjugates fortune. Of all his gifts I +admire that one in the great Marlborough. To be brave? every man +is brave. But in being victorious, as he is, I fancy there is +something divine. In presence of the occasion, the great soul of +the leader shines out, and the god is confessed. Death itself +respects him, and passes by him to lay others low. War and carnage +flee before him to ravage other parts of the field, as Hector from +before the divine Achilles. You say he hath no pity; no more have +the gods, who are above it, and superhuman. The fainting battle +gathers strength at his aspect; and, wherever he rides, victory +charges with him." + +A couple of days after, when Mr. Esmond revisited his poetic +friend, he found this thought, struck out in the fervor of +conversation, improved and shaped into those famous lines, which +are in truth the noblest in the poem of the "Campaign." As the two +gentlemen sat engaged in talk, Mr. Addison solacing himself with +his customary pipe, the little maid-servant that waited on his +lodging came up, preceding a gentleman in fine laced clothes, that +had evidently been figuring at Court or a great man's levee. The +courtier coughed a little at the smoke of the pipe, and looked +round the room curiously, which was shabby enough, as was the owner +in his worn, snuff-colored suit and plain tie-wig. + +"How goes on the magnum opus, Mr. Addison?" says the Court +gentleman on looking down at the papers that were on the table. + +"We were but now over it," says Addison (the greatest courtier in +the land could not have a more splendid politeness, or greater +dignity of manner). "Here is the plan," says he, "on the table: +hac ibat Simois, here ran the little river Nebel: hic est Sigeia +tellus, here are Tallard's quarters, at the bowl of this pipe, at +the attack of which Captain Esmond was present. I have the honor +to introduce him to Mr. Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was but now depicting +aliquo proelia mixta mero, when you came in." In truth, the two +gentlemen had been so engaged when the visitor arrived, and +Addison, in his smiling way, speaking of Mr. Webb, colonel of +Esmond's regiment (who commanded a brigade in the action, and +greatly distinguished himself there), was lamenting that he could +find never a suitable rhyme for Webb, otherwise the brigade should +have had a place in the poet's verses. "And for you, you are but a +lieutenant," says Addison, "and the Muse can't occupy herself with +any gentleman under the rank of a field officer." + +Mr. Boyle was all impatient to hear, saying that my Lord Treasurer +and my Lord Halifax were equally anxious; and Addison, blushing, +began reading of his verses, and, I suspect, knew their weak parts +as well as the most critical hearer. When he came to the lines +describing the angel, that + +/* + "Inspired repulsed battalions to engage, + And taught the doubtful battle where to rage," +*/ + +he read with great animation, looking at Esmond, as much as to say, +"You know where that simile came from--from our talk, and our +bottle of Burgundy, the other day." + +The poet's two hearers were caught with enthusiasm, and applauded +the verses with all their might. The gentleman of the Court sprang +up in great delight. "Not a word more, my dear sir," says he. +"Trust me with the papers--I'll defend them with my life. Let me +read them over to my Lord Treasurer, whom I am appointed to see in +half an hour. I venture to promise, the verses shall lose nothing +by my reading, and then, sir, we shall see whether Lord Halifax has +a right to complain that his friend's pension is no longer paid." +And without more ado, the courtier in lace seized the manuscript +pages, placed them in his breast with his ruffled hand over his +heart, executed a most gracious wave of the hat with the disengaged +hand, and smiled and bowed out of the room, leaving an odor of +pomander behind him. + +"Does not the chamber look quite dark?" says Addison, surveying it, +"after the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious +messenger? Why, he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. +Esmond, will bear any light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, +how very worn it looked under the glare of that splendor! I wonder +whether they will do anything for me," he continued. "When I came +out of Oxford into the world, my patrons promised me great things; +and you see where their promises have landed me, in a lodging up +two pair of stairs, with a sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. +Well, I suppose this promise will go after the others, and fortune +will jilt me, as the jade has been doing any time these seven +years. 'I puff the prostitute away,'" says he, smiling, and +blowing a cloud out of his pipe. "There is no hardship in poverty, +Esmond, that is not bearable; no hardship even in honest dependence +that an honest man may not put up with. I came out of the lap of +Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of me, and thinking to make +a figure in the world with the parts and learning which had got me +no small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and Isis and +Charwell are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. +My reputation ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note +of me; and I learned this at least, to bear up against evil fortune +with a cheerful heart. Friend Dick hath made a figure in the +world, and has passed me in the race long ago. What matters a +little name or a little fortune? There is no fortune that a +philosopher cannot endure. I have been not unknown as a scholar, +and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, and teaching a boy +to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but possible--the +bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go back to +Oxford; and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a +curate in a cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my +cottage in the country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not +poverty that's the hardest to bear, or the least happy lot in +life," says Mr. Addison, shaking the ash out of his pipe. "See, my +pipe is smoked out. Shall we have another bottle? I have still a +couple in the cupboard, and of the right sort. No more?--let us go +abroad and take a turn on the Mall, or look in at the theatre and +see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick is a +good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on fire." + +Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket had come up a +prodigious prize in the lottery of life. All the town was in an +uproar of admiration of his poem, the "Campaign," which Dick Steele +was spouting at every coffee-house in Whitehall and Covent Garden. +The wits on the other side of Temple Bar saluted him at once as the +greatest poet the world had seen for ages; the people huzza'ed for +Marlborough and for Addison, and, more than this, the party in +power provided for the meritorious poet, and Addison got the +appointment of Commissioner of Excise, which the famous Mr. Locke +vacated, and rose from this place to other dignities and honors; +his prosperity from henceforth to the end of his life being scarce +ever interrupted. But I doubt whether he was not happier in his +garret in the Haymarket, than ever he was in his splendid palace at +Kensington; and I believe the fortune that came to him in the shape +of the countess his wife was no better than a shrew and a vixen. + + +Gay as the town was, 'twas but a dreary place for Mr. Esmond, +whether his charmer was in or out of it, and he was glad when his +general gave him notice that he was going back to his division of +the army which lay in winter-quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear +mistress bade him farewell with a cheerful face; her blessing he +knew he had always, and wheresoever fate carried him. Mistress +Beatrix was away in attendance on her Majesty at Hampton Court, and +kissed her fair fingertips to him, by way of adieu, when he rode +thither to take his leave. She received her kinsman in a waiting-room, where there were half a dozen more ladies of the Court, so +that his high-flown speeches, had he intended to make any (and very +likely he did), were impossible; and she announced to her friends +that her cousin was going to the army, in as easy a manner as she +would have said he was going to a chocolate-house. He asked with a +rather rueful face, if she had any orders for the army? and she was +pleased to say that she would like a mantle of Mechlin lace. She +made him a saucy curtsy in reply to his own dismal bow. She +deigned to kiss her fingertips from the window, where she stood +laughing with the other ladies, and chanced to see him as he made +his way to the "Toy." The Dowager at Chelsey was not sorry to part +with him this time. "Mon cher, vous etes triste comme un sermon," +she did him the honor to say to him; indeed, gentlemen in his +condition are by no means amusing companions, and besides, the +fickle old woman had now found a much more amiable favorite, and +raffoled for her darling lieutenant of the Guard. Frank remained +behind for a while, and did not join the army till later, in the +suite of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. His dear mother, on the +last day before Esmond went away, and when the three dined +together, made Esmond promise to befriend her boy, and besought +Frank to take the example of his kinsman as of a loyal gentleman +and brave soldier, so she was pleased to say; and at parting, +betrayed not the least sign of faltering or weakness, though, God +knows, that fond heart was fearful enough when others were +concerned, though so resolute in bearing its own pain. + +Esmond's general embarked at Harwich. 'Twas a grand sight to see +Mr. Webb dressed in scarlet on the deck, waving his hat as our +yacht put off, and the guns saluted from the shore. Harry did not +see his viscount again, until three months after, at Bois-le-Duc, +when his Grace the Duke came to take the command, and Frank brought +a budget of news from home: how he had supped with this actress, +and got tired of that; how he had got the better of Mr. St. John, +both over the bottle, and with Mrs. Mountford, of the Haymarket +Theatre (a veteran charmer of fifty, with whom the young scapegrace +chose to fancy himself in love); how his sister was always at her +tricks, and had jilted a young baron for an old earl. "I can't +make out Beatrix," he said; "she cares for none of us--she only +thinks about herself; she is never happy unless she is quarrelling; +but as for my mother--my mother, Harry, is an angel." Harry tried +to impress on the young fellow the necessity of doing everything in +his power to please that angel; not to drink too much; not to go +into debt; not to run after the pretty Flemish girls, and so forth, +as became a senior speaking to a lad. "But Lord bless thee!" the +boy said; "I may do what I like, and I know she will love me all +the same;" and so, indeed, he did what he liked. Everybody spoiled +him, and his grave kinsman as much as the rest. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +I GET A COMPANY IN THE CAMPAIGN OF 1706. + + +On Whit-Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first +came under the fire of the enemy, whom we found posted in order of +battle, their lines extending three miles or more, over the high +ground behind the little Gheet river, and having on his left the +little village of Anderkirk or Autre-eglise, and on his right +Ramillies, which has given its name to one of the most brilliant +and disastrous days of battle that history ever hath recorded. + +Our Duke here once more met his old enemy of Blenheim, the Bavarian +Elector and the Marechal Villeroy, over whom the Prince of Savoy +had gained the famous victory of Chiari. What Englishman or +Frenchman doth not know the issue of that day? Having chosen his +own ground, having a force superior to the English, and besides the +excellent Spanish and Bavarian troops, the whole Maison-du-Roy with +him, the most splendid body of horse in the world,--in an hour (and +in spite of the prodigious gallantry of the French Royal Household, +who charged through the centre of our line and broke it,) this +magnificent army of Villeroy was utterly routed by troops that had +been marching for twelve hours, and by the intrepid skill of a +commander, who did, indeed, seem in the presence of the enemy to be +the very Genius of Victory. + +I think it was more from conviction than policy, though that policy +was surely the most prudent in the world, that the great Duke +always spoke of his victories with an extraordinary modesty, and as +if it was not so much his own admirable genius and courage which +achieved these amazing successes, but as if he was a special and +fatal instrument in the hands of Providence, that willed +irresistibly the enemy's overthrow. Before his actions he always +had the church service read solemnly, and professed an undoubting +belief that our Queen's arms were blessed and our victory sure. +All the letters which he writ after his battles show awe rather +than exultation; and he attributes the glory of these achievements, +about which I have heard mere petty officers and men bragging with +a pardonable vainglory, in nowise to his own bravery or skill, but +to the superintending protection of heaven, which he ever seemed to +think was our especial ally. And our army got to believe so, and +the enemy learnt to think so too; for we never entered into a +battle without a perfect confidence that it was to end in a +victory; nor did the French, after the issue of Blenheim, and that +astonishing triumph of Ramillies, ever meet us without feeling that +the game was lost before it was begun to be played, and that our +general's fortune was irresistible. Here, as at Blenheim, the +Duke's charger was shot, and 'twas thought for a moment he was +dead. As he mounted another, Binfield, his master of the horse, +kneeling to hold his Grace's stirrup, had his head shot away by a +cannon-ball. A French gentleman of the Royal Household, that was a +prisoner with us, told the writer that at the time of the charge of +the Household, when their horse and ours were mingled, an Irish +officer recognized the Prince-Duke, and calling out--"Marlborough, +Marlborough!" fired his pistol at him a bout-portant, and that a +score more carbines and pistols were discharged at him. Not one +touched him: he rode through the French Curiassiers sword-in-hand, +and entirely unhurt, and calm and smiling, rallied the German +Horse, that was reeling before the enemy, brought these and twenty +squadrons of Orkney's back upon them, and drove the French across +the river, again leading the charge himself, and defeating the only +dangerous move the French made that day. + +Major-General Webb commanded on the left of our line, and had his +own regiment under the orders of their beloved colonel. Neither he +nor they belied their character for gallantry on this occasion; but +it was about his dear young lord that Esmond was anxious, never +having sight of him save once, in the whole course of the day, when +he brought an order from the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When +our horse, having charged round the right flank of the enemy by +Overkirk, had thrown him into entire confusion, a general advance +was made, and our whole line of foot, crossing the little river and +the morass, ascended the high ground where the French were posted, +cheering as they went, the enemy retreating before them. 'Twas a +service of more glory than danger, the French battalions never +waiting to exchange push of pike or bayonet with ours; and the +gunners flying from their pieces, which our line left behind us as +they advanced, and the French fell back. + +At first it was a retreat orderly enough; but presently the retreat +became a rout, and a frightful slaughter of the French ensued on +this panic: so that an army of sixty thousand men was utterly +crushed and destroyed in the course of a couple of hours. It was +as if a hurricane had seized a compact numerous fleet, flung it all +to the winds, shattered, sunk, and annihilated it: afflavit Deus, +et dissipati sunt. The French army of Flanders was gone, their +artillery, their standards, their treasure, provisions, and +ammunition were all left behind them: the poor devils had even fled +without their soup-kettles, which are as much the palladia of the +French infantry as of the Grand Seignior's Janissaries, and round +which they rally even more than round their lilies. + +The pursuit, and a dreadful carnage which ensued (for the dregs of +a battle, however brilliant, are ever a base residue of rapine, +cruelty, and drunken plunder,) was carried far beyond the field of +Ramillies. + +Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, no doubt wanted to be among the +marauders himself and take his share of the booty; for when, the +action over, and the troops got to their ground for the night, the +Captain bade Lockwood get a horse, he asked, with a very rueful +countenance, whether his honor would have him come too; but his +honor only bade him go about his own business, and Jack hopped away +quite delighted as soon as he saw his master mounted. Esmond made +his way, and not without danger and difficulty, to his Grace's +headquarters, and found for himself very quickly where the aide-de-camps' quarters were, in an out-building of a farm, where several +of these gentlemen were seated, drinking and singing, and at +supper. If he had any anxiety about his boy, 'twas relieved at +once. One of the gentlemen was singing a song to a tune that Mr. +Farquhar and Mr. Gay both had used in their admirable comedies, and +very popular in the army of that day; and after the song came a +chorus, "Over the hills and far away;" and Esmond heard Frank's +fresh voice, soaring, as it were, over the songs of the rest of the +young men--a voice that had always a certain artless, indescribable +pathos with it, and indeed which caused Mr. Esmond's eyes to fill +with tears now, out of thankfulness to God the child was safe and +still alive to laugh and sing. + +When the song was over Esmond entered the room, where he knew +several of the gentlemen present, and there sat my young lord, +having taken off his cuirass, his waistcoat open, his face flushed, +his long yellow hair hanging over his shoulders, drinking with the +rest; the youngest, gayest, handsomest there. As soon as he saw +Esmond, he clapped down his glass, and running towards his friend, +put both his arms round him and embraced him. The other's voice +trembled with joy as he greeted the lad; he had thought but now as +he stood in the court-yard under the clear-shining moonlight: +"Great God! what a scene of murder is here within a mile of us; +what hundreds and thousands have faced danger to-day; and here are +these lads singing over their cups, and the same moon that is +shining over yonder horrid field is looking down on Walcote very +likely, while my lady sits and thinks about her boy that is at the +war." As Esmond embraced his young pupil now, 'twas with the +feeling of quite religious thankfulness and an almost paternal +pleasure that he beheld him. + +Round his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, that was made of +small brilliants and might be worth a hundred crowns. "Look," says +he, "won't that be a pretty present for mother?" + +"Who gave you the Order?" says Harry, saluting the gentleman: "did +you win it in battle?" + +"I won it," cried the other, "with my sword and my spear. There +was a mousquetaire that had it round his neck--such a big +mousquetaire, as big as General Webb. I called out to him to +surrender, and that I'd give him quarter: he called me a petit +polisson and fired his pistol at me, and then sent it at my head +with a curse. I rode at him, sir, drove my sword right under his +arm-hole, and broke it in the rascal's body. I found a purse in +his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, and a bundle of love-letters, and a flask of Hungary-water. Vive la guerre! there are +the ten pieces you lent me. I should like to have a fight every +day;" and he pulled at his little moustache and bade a servant +bring a supper to Captain Esmond. + +Harry fell to with a very good appetite; he had tasted nothing +since twenty hours ago, at early dawn. Master Grandson, who read +this, do you look for the history of battles and sieges? Go, find +them in the proper books; this is only the story of your +grandfather and his family. Far more pleasant to him than the +victory, though for that too he may say meminisse juvat, it was to +find that the day was over, and his dear young Castlewood was +unhurt. + +And would you, sirrah, wish to know how it was that a sedate +Captain of Foot, a studious and rather solitary bachelor of eight +or nine and twenty years of age, who did not care very much for the +jollities which his comrades engaged in, and was never known to +lose his heart in any garrison-town--should you wish to know why +such a man had so prodigious a tenderness, and tended so fondly a +boy of eighteen, wait, my good friend, until thou art in love with +thy schoolfellow's sister, and then see how mighty tender thou wilt +be towards him. Esmond's general and his Grace the Prince-Duke +were notoriously at variance, and the former's friendship was in +nowise likely to advance any man's promotion of whose services Webb +spoke well; but rather likely to injure him, so the army said, in +the favor of the greater man. However, Mr. Esmond had the good +fortune to be mentioned very advantageously by Major-General Webb +in his report after the action; and the major of his regiment and +two of the captains having been killed upon the day of Ramillies, +Esmond, who was second of the lieutenants, got his company, and had +the honor of serving as Captain Esmond in the next campaign. + +My lord went home in the winter, but Esmond was afraid to follow +him. His dear mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking +him, as mothers know how to thank, for his care and protection of +her boy, extolling Esmond's own merits with a great deal more +praise than they deserved; for he did his duty no better than any +other officer; and speaking sometimes, though gently and +cautiously, of Beatrix. News came from home of at least half a +dozen grand matches that the beautiful maid of honor was about to +make. She was engaged to an earl, our gentleman of St. James's +said, and then jilted him for a duke, who, in his turn, had drawn +off. Earl or duke it might be who should win this Helen, Esmond +knew she would never bestow herself on a poor captain. Her +conduct, it was clear, was little satisfactory to her mother, who +scarcely mentioned her, or else the kind lady thought it was best +to say nothing, and leave time to work out its cure. At any rate, +Harry was best away from the fatal object which always wrought him +so much mischief; and so he never asked for leave to go home, but +remained with his regiment that was garrisoned in Brussels, which +city fell into our hands when the victory of Ramillies drove the +French out of Flanders. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +I MEET AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN FLANDERS, AND FIND MY MOTHER'S GRAVE +AND MY OWN CRADLE THERE. + + +Being one day in the Church of St. Gudule, at Brussels, admiring +the antique splendor of the architecture (and always entertaining a +great tenderness and reverence for the Mother Church, that hath +been as wickedly persecuted in England as ever she herself +persecuted in the days of her prosperity), Esmond saw kneeling at a +side altar an officer in a green uniform coat, very deeply engaged +in devotion. Something familiar in the figure and posture of the +kneeling man struck Captain Esmond, even before he saw the +officer's face. As he rose up, putting away into his pocket a +little black breviary, such as priests use, Esmond beheld a +countenance so like that of his friend and tutor of early days, +Father Holt, that he broke out into an exclamation of astonishment +and advanced a step towards the gentleman, who was making his way +out of church. The German officer too looked surprised when he saw +Esmond, and his face from being pale grew suddenly red. By this +mark of recognition, the Englishman knew that he could not be +mistaken; and though the other did not stop, but on the contrary +rather hastily walked away towards the door, Esmond pursued him and +faced him once more, as the officer, helping himself to holy water, +turned mechanically towards the altar, to bow to it ere he quitted +the sacred edifice. + + +"My Father!" says Esmond in English. + +"Silence! I do not understand. I do not speak English," says the +other in Latin. + +Esmond smiled at this sign of confusion, and replied in the same +language--"I should know my Father in any garment, black or white, +shaven or bearded;" for the Austrian officer was habited quite in +the military manner, and had as warlike a mustachio as any Pandour. + +He laughed--we were on the church steps by this time, passing +through the crowd of beggars that usually is there holding up +little trinkets for sale and whining for alms. "You speak Latin," +says he, "in the English way, Harry Esmond; you have forsaken the +old true Roman tongue you once knew." His tone was very frank, and +friendly quite; the kind voice of fifteen years back; he gave +Esmond his hand as he spoke. + +"Others have changed their coats too, my Father," says Esmond, +glancing at his friend's military decoration. + +"Hush! I am Mr. or Captain von Holtz, in the Bavarian Elector's +service, and on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. You +can keep a secret I know from old times." + +"Captain von Holtz," says Esmond, "I am your very humble servant." + +"And you, too, have changed your coat," continues the other in his +laughing way; "I have heard of you at Cambridge and afterwards: we +have friends everywhere; and I am told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge +was as good a fencer as he was a bad theologian." (So, thinks +Esmond, my old maitre d'armes was a Jesuit, as they said.) + +"Perhaps you are right," says the other, reading his thoughts quite +as he used to do in old days; "you were all but killed at Hochstedt +of a wound in the left side. You were before that at Vigo, aide-de-camp to the Duke of Ormonde. You got your company the other day +after Ramillies; your general and the Prince-Duke are not friends; +he is of the Webbs of Lydiard Tregoze, in the county of York, a +relation of my Lord St. John. Your cousin, M. de Castlewood, +served his first campaign this year in the Guard; yes, I do know a +few things, as you see." + +Captain Esmond laughed in his turn. "You have indeed a curious +knowledge," he says. A foible of Mr. Holt's, who did know more +about books and men than, perhaps, almost any person Esmond had +ever met, was omniscience; thus in every point he here professed to +know, he was nearly right, but not quite. Esmond's wound was in +the right side, not the left; his first general was General Lumley; +Mr. Webb came out of Wiltshire, not out of Yorkshire; and so forth. +Esmond did not think fit to correct his old master in these +trifling blunders, but they served to give him a knowledge of the +other's character, and he smiled to think that this was his oracle +of early days; only now no longer infallible or divine. + +"Yes," continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, "for a man who +has not been in England these eight years, I know what goes on in +London very well. The old Dean is dead, my Lady Castlewood's +father. Do you know that your recusant bishops wanted to +consecrate him Bishop of Southampton, and that Collier is Bishop of +Thetford by the same imposition? The Princess Anne has the gout +and eats too much; when the King returns, Collier will be an +archbishop." + +"Amen!" says Esmond, laughing; "and I hope to see your Eminence no +longer in jack-boots, but red stockings, at Whitehall." + +"You are always with us--I know that--I heard of that when you were +at Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount." + +"And so was my father before me," said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly +at the other, who did not, however, show the least sign of +intelligence in his impenetrable gray eyes--how well Harry +remembered them and their look! only crows' feet were wrinkled +round them--marks of black old Time had settled there. + +Esmond's face chose to show no more sign of meaning than the +Father's. There may have been on the one side and the other just +the faintest glitter of recognition, as you see a bayonet shining +out of an ambush; but each party fell back, when everything was +again dark. + +"And you, mon capitaine, where have you been?" says Esmond, turning +away the conversation from this dangerous ground, where neither +chose to engage. + +"I may have been in Pekin," says he, "or I may have been in +Paraguay--who knows where? I am now Captain von Holtz, in the +service of his Electoral Highness, come to negotiate exchange of +prisoners with his Highness of Savoy." + +'Twas well known that very many officers in our army were well-affected towards the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the +throne was undeniable, and whose accession to it, at the death of +his sister, by far the greater part of the English people would +have preferred, to the having a petty German prince for a +sovereign, about whose cruelty, rapacity, boorish manners, and +odious foreign ways, a thousand stories were current. It wounded +our English pride to think that a shabby High-Dutch duke, whose +revenues were not a tithe as great as those of many of the princes +of our ancient English nobility, who could not speak a word of our +language, and whom we chose to represent as a sort of German boor, +feeding on train-oil and sour-crout, with a bevy of mistresses in a +barn, should come to reign over the proudest and most polished +people in the world. Were we, the conquerors of the Grand Monarch, +to submit to that ignoble domination? What did the Hanoverian's +Protestantism matter to us? Was it not notorious (we were told and +led to believe so) that one of the daughters of this Protestant +hero was being bred up with no religion at all, as yet, and ready +to be made Lutheran or Roman, according as the husband might be +whom her parents should find for her? This talk, very idle and +abusive much of it was, went on at a hundred mess-tables in the +army; there was scarce an ensign that did not hear it, or join in +it, and everybody knew, or affected to know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had relations with his nephew, the Duke of Berwick +('twas by an Englishman, thank God, that we were beaten at +Almanza), and that his Grace was most anxious to restore the royal +race of his benefactors, and to repair his former treason. + +This is certain, that for a considerable period no officer in the +Duke's army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for entertaining +or proclaiming his loyalty towards the exiled family. When the +Chevalier de St. George, as the King of England called himself, +came with the dukes of the French blood royal, to join the French +army under Vendosme, hundreds of ours saw him and cheered him, and +we all said he was like his father in this, who, seeing the action +of La Hogue fought between the French ships and ours, was on the +side of his native country during the battle. But this, at least +the Chevalier knew, and every one knew, that, however well our +troops and their general might be inclined towards the prince +personally, in the face of the enemy there was no question at all. +Wherever my Lord Duke found a French army, he would fight and beat +it, as he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, where his +Grace achieved another of his transcendent victories; and the noble +young prince, who charged gallantly along with the magnificent +Maison-du-Roy, sent to compliment his conquerors after the action. + +In this battle, where the young Electoral Prince of Hanover behaved +himself very gallantly, fighting on our side, Esmond's dear General +Webb distinguished himself prodigiously, exhibiting consummate +skill and coolness as a general, and fighting with the personal +bravery of a common soldier. Esmond's good-luck again attended +him; he escaped without a hurt, although more than a third of his +regiment was killed, had again the honor to be favorably mentioned +in his commander's report, and was advanced to the rank of major. +But of this action there is little need to speak, as it hath been +related in every Gazette, and talked of in every hamlet in this +country. To return from it to the writer's private affairs, which +here, in his old age, and at a distance, he narrates for his +children who come after him. Before Oudenarde, after that chance +rencontre with Captain von Holtz at Brussels, a space of more than +a year elapsed, during which the captain of Jesuits and the captain +of Webb's Fusileers were thrown very much together. Esmond had no +difficulty in finding out (indeed, the other made no secret of it +to him, being assured from old times of his pupil's fidelity), that +the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. Germains, and +that he carried intelligence between great personages in our camp +and that of the French. "My business," said he--"and I tell you, +both because I can trust you and your keen eyes have already +discovered it--is between the King of England and his subjects here +engaged in fighting the French king. As between you and them, all +the Jesuits in the world will not prevent your quarrelling: fight +it out, gentlemen. St. George for England, I say--and you know who +says so, wherever he may be." + +I think Holt loved to make a parade of mystery, as it were, and +would appear and disappear at our quarters as suddenly as he used +to return and vanish in the old days at Castlewood. He had passes +between both armies, and seemed to know (but with that inaccuracy +which belonged to the good Father's omniscience) equally well what +passed in the French camp and in ours. One day he would give +Esmond news of a great feste that took place in the French +quarters, of a supper of Monsieur de Rohan's, where there was play +and violins, and then dancing and masques; the King drove thither +in Marshal Villars' own guinguette. Another day he had the news of +his Majesty's ague: the King had not had a fit these ten days, and +might be said to be well. Captain Holtz made a visit to England +during this time, so eager was he about negotiating prisoners; and +'twas on returning from this voyage that he began to open himself +more to Esmond, and to make him, as occasion served, at their +various meetings, several of those confidences which are here set +down all together. + +The reason of his increased confidence was this: upon going to +London, the old director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, paid her +ladyship a visit at Chelsey, and there learnt from her that Captain +Esmond was acquainted with the secret of his family, and was +determined never to divulge it. The knowledge of this fact raised +Esmond in his old tutor's eyes, so Holt was pleased to say, and he +admired Harry very much for his abnegation. + +"The family at Castlewood have done far more for me than my own +ever did," Esmond said. "I would give my life for them. Why +should I grudge the only benefit that 'tis in my power to confer on +them?" The good Father's eyes filled with tears at this speech, +which to the other seemed very simple: he embraced Esmond, and +broke out into many admiring expressions; he said he was a noble +coeur, that he was proud of him, and fond of him as his pupil and +friend--regretted more than ever that he had lost him, and been +forced to leave him in those early times, when he might have had an +influence over him, have brought him into that only true church to +which the Father belonged, and enlisted him in the noblest army in +which a man ever engaged--meaning his own society of Jesus, which +numbers (says he) in its troops the greatest heroes the world ever +knew;--warriors brave enough to dare or endure anything, to +encounter any odds, to die any death--soldiers that have won +triumphs a thousand times more brilliant than those of the greatest +general; that have brought nations on their knees to their sacred +banner, the Cross; that have achieved glories and palms +incomparably brighter than those awarded to the most splendid +earthly conquerors--crowns of immortal light, and seats in the high +places of heaven. + +Esmond was thankful for his old friend's good opinion, however +little he might share the Jesuit-father's enthusiasm. "I have +thought of that question, too," says he, "dear Father," and he took +the other's hand--"thought it out for myself, as all men must, and +contrive to do the right, and trust to heaven as devoutly in my way +as you in yours. Another six months of you as a child, and I had +desired no better. I used to weep upon my pillow at Castlewood as +I thought of you, and I might have been a brother of your order; +and who knows," Esmond added, with a smile, "a priest in full +orders, and with a pair of mustachios, and a Bavarian uniform?" + +"My son," says Father Holt, turning red, "in the cause of religion +and loyalty all disguises are fair." + +"Yes," broke in Esmond, "all disguises are fair, you say; and all +uniforms, say I, black or red,--a black cockade or a white one--or +a laced hat, or a sombrero, with a tonsure under it. I cannot +believe that St. Francis Xavier sailed over the sea in a cloak, or +raised the dead--I tried, and very nearly did once, but cannot. +Suffer me to do the right, and to hope for the best in my own way." + +Esmond wished to cut short the good Father's theology, and +succeeded; and the other, sighing over his pupil's invincible +ignorance, did not withdraw his affection from him, but gave him +his utmost confidence--as much, that is to say, as a priest can +give: more than most do; for he was naturally garrulous, and too +eager to speak. + +Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask, what he long +wished to know, and none could tell him, some history of the poor +mother whom he had often imagined in his dreams, and whom he never +knew. He described to Holt those circumstances which are already +put down in the first part of this story--the promise he had made +to his dear lord, and that dying friend's confession; and he +besought Mr. Holt to tell him what he knew regarding the poor woman +from whom he had been taken. + +"She was of this very town," Holt said, and took Esmond to see the +street where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was +born. "In 1676, when your father came hither in the retinue of the +late king, then Duke of York, and banished hither in disgrace, +Captain Thomas Esmond became acquainted with your mother, pursued +her, and made a victim of her; he hath told me in many subsequent +conversations, which I felt bound to keep private then, that she +was a woman of great virtue and tenderness, and in all respects a +most fond, faithful creature. He called himself Captain Thomas, +having good reason to be ashamed of his conduct towards her, and +hath spoken to me many times with sincere remorse for that, as with +fond love for her many amiable qualities, he owned to having +treated her very ill: and that at this time his life was one of +profligacy, gambling, and poverty. She became with child of you; +was cursed by her own parents at that discovery; though she never +upbraided, except by her involuntary tears, and the misery depicted +on her countenance, the author of her wretchedness and ruin. + +"Thomas Esmond--Captain Thomas, as he was called--became engaged in +a gaming-house brawl, of which the consequence was a duel, and a +wound so severe that he never--his surgeon said--could outlive it. +Thinking his death certain, and touched with remorse, he sent for a +priest of the very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the +same day, after his making submission to our Church, was married to +your mother a few weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount +Castlewood, Marquis of Esmond, by King James's patent, which I +myself took to your father, your lordship was christened at St. +Gudule by the same cure who married your parents, and by the name +of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, officier Anglois, and Gertrude +Maes. You see you belong to us from your birth, and why I did not +christen you when you became my dear little pupil at Castlewood. + +"Your father's wound took a favorable turn--perhaps his conscience +was eased by the right he had done--and to the surprise of the +doctors he recovered. But as his health came back, his wicked +nature, too, returned. He was tired of the poor girl, whom he had +ruined; and receiving some remittance from his uncle, my lord the +old viscount, then in England, he pretended business, promised +return, and never saw your poor mother more. + +"He owned to me, in confession first, but afterwards in talk before +your aunt, his wife, else I never could have disclosed what I now +tell you, that on coming to London he writ a pretended confession +to poor Gertrude Maes--Gertrude Esmond--of his having been married +in England previously, before uniting himself with her; said that +his name was not Thomas; that he was about to quit Europe for the +Virginian plantations, where, indeed, your family had a grant of +land from King Charles the First; sent her a supply of money, the +half of the last hundred guineas he had, entreated her pardon, and +bade her farewell. + +"Poor Gertrude never thought that the news in this letter might be +untrue as the rest of your father's conduct to her. But though a +young man of her own degree, who knew her history, and whom she +liked before she saw the English gentleman who was the cause of all +her misery, offered to marry her, and to adopt you as his own +child, and give you his name, she refused him. This refusal only +angered her father, who had taken her home; she never held up her +head there, being the subject of constant unkindness after her +fall; and some devout ladies of her acquaintance offering to pay a +little pension for her, she went into a convent, and you were put +out to nurse. + +"A sister of the young fellow who would have adopted you as his son +was the person who took charge of you. Your mother and this person +were cousins. She had just lost a child of her own, which you +replaced, your own mother being too sick and feeble to feed you; +and presently your nurse grew so fond of you, that she even grudged +letting you visit the convent where your mother was, and where the +nuns petted the little infant, as they pitied and loved its unhappy +parent. Her vocation became stronger every day, and at the end of +two years she was received as a sister of the house. + +"Your nurse's family were silk-weavers out of France, whither they +returned to Arras in French Flanders, shortly before your mother +took her vows, carrying you with them, then a child of three years +old. 'Twas a town, before the late vigorous measures of the French +king, full of Protestants, and here your nurse's father, old +Pastoureau, he with whom you afterwards lived at Ealing, adopted +the reformed doctrines, perverting all his house with him. They +were expelled thence by the edict of his most Christian Majesty, +and came to London, and set up their looms in Spittlefields. The +old man brought a little money with him, and carried on his trade, +but in a poor way. He was a widower; by this time his daughter, a +widow too, kept house for him, and his son and he labored together +at their vocation. Meanwhile your father had publicly owned his +conversion just before King Charles's death (in whom our Church had +much such another convert), was reconciled to my Lord Viscount +Castlewood, and married, as you know, to his daughter. + +"It chanced that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of +brocade to the mercer who employed him, on Ludgate Hill, met his +old rival coming out of an ordinary there. Pastoureau knew your +father at once, seized him by the collar, and upbraided him as a +villain, who had seduced his mistress, and afterwards deserted her +and her son. Mr. Thomas Esmond also recognized Pastoureau at once, +besought him to calm his indignation, and not to bring a crowd +round about them; and bade him to enter into the tavern, out of +which he had just stepped, when he would give him any explanation. +Pastoureau entered, and heard the landlord order the drawer to show +Captain Thomas to a room; it was by his Christian name that your +father was familiarly called at his tavern haunts, which, to say +the truth, were none of the most reputable. + +"I must tell you that Captain Thomas, or my Lord Viscount +afterwards, was never at a loss for a story, and could cajole a +woman or a dun with a volubility, and an air of simplicity at the +same time, of which many a creditor of his has been the dupe. His +tales used to gather verisimilitude as he went on with them. He +strung together fact after fact with a wonderful rapidity and +coherence. It required, saving your presence, a very long habit of +acquaintance with your father to know when his lordship was l----,--telling the truth or no. + +"He told me with rueful remorse when he was ill--for the fear of +death set him instantly repenting, and with shrieks of laughter +when he was well, his lordship having a very great sense of humor--how in a half an hour's time, and before a bottle was drunk, he had +completely succeeded in biting poor Pastoureau. The seduction he +owned to: that he could not help: he was quite ready with tears at +a moment's warning, and shed them profusely to melt his credulous +listener. He wept for your mother even more than Pastoureau did, +who cried very heartily, poor fellow, as my lord informed me; he +swore upon his honor that he had twice sent money to Brussels, and +mentioned the name of the merchant with whom it was lying for poor +Gertrude's use. He did not even know whether she had a child or +no, or whether she was alive or dead; but got these facts easily +out of honest Pastoureau's answers to him. When he heard that she +was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, +should he survive his wife, whom he hated, and had been forced by a +cruel father to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude's son was +alive, and actually in London, 'I started,' says he; 'for then, +damme, my wife was expecting to lie in, and I thought should this +old Put, my father-in-law, run rusty, here would be a good chance +to frighten him.' + +"He expressed the deepest gratitude to the Pastoureau family for +the care of the infant: you were now near six years old; and on +Pastoureau bluntly telling him, when he proposed to go that instant +and see the darling child, that they never wished to see his ill-omened face again within their doors; that he might have the boy, +though they should all be very sorry to lose him; and that they +would take his money, they being poor, if he gave it; or bring him +up, by God's help, as they had hitherto done, without: he +acquiesced in this at once, with a sigh, said, 'Well, 'twas better +that the dear child should remain with friends who had been so +admirably kind to him;' and in his talk to me afterwards, honestly +praised and admired the weaver's conduct and spirit; owned that the +Frenchman was a right fellow, and he, the Lord have mercy upon him, +a sad villain. + +"Your father," Mr. Holt went on to say, "was good-natured with his +money when he had it; and having that day received a supply from +his uncle, gave the weaver ten pieces with perfect freedom, and +promised him further remittances. He took down eagerly +Pastoureau's name and place of abode in his table-book, and when +the other asked him for his own, gave, with the utmost readiness, +his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, Penzance, Cornwall; he said +he was in London for a few days only on business connected with his +wife's property; described her as a shrew, though a woman of kind +disposition; and depicted his father as a Cornish squire, in an +infirm state of health, at whose death he hoped for something +handsome, when he promised richly to reward the admirable protector +of his child, and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' he +said to me in his strange laughing way, 'I ordered a piece of +brocade of the very same pattern as that which the fellow was +carrying, and presented it to my wife for a morning wrapper, to +receive company after she lay in of our little boy.' + +"Your little pension was paid regularly enough; and when your +father became Viscount Castlewood on his uncle's demise, I was +employed to keep a watch over you, and 'twas at my instance that +you were brought home. Your foster-mother was dead; her father +made acquaintance with a woman whom he married, who quarrelled with +his son. The faithful creature came back to Brussels to be near +the woman he loved, and died, too, a few months before her. Will +you see her cross in the convent cemetery? The Superior is an old +penitent of mine, and remembers Soeur Marie Madeleine fondly +still." + + +Esmond came to this spot in one sunny evening of spring, and saw, +amidst a thousand black crosses, casting their shadows across the +grassy mounds, that particular one which marked his mother's +resting-place. Many more of those poor creatures that lay there +had adopted that same name, with which sorrow had rebaptized her, +and which fondly seemed to hint their individual story of love and +grief. He fancied her in tears and darkness, kneeling at the foot +of her cross, under which her cares were buried. Surely he knelt +down, and said his own prayer there, not in sorrow so much as in +awe (for even his memory had no recollection of her), and in pity +for the pangs which the gentle soul in life had been made to +suffer. To this cross she brought them; for this heavenly +bridegroom she exchanged the husband who had wooed her, the traitor +who had left her. A thousand such hillocks lay round about, the +gentle daisies springing out of the grass over them, and each +bearing its cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled in black, was +kneeling hard by, at a sleeping sister's bedside (so fresh made, +that the spring had scarce had time to spin a coverlid for it); +beyond the cemetery walls you had glimpses of life and the world, +and the spires and gables of the city. A bird came down from a +roof opposite, and lit first on a cross, and then on the grass +below it, whence it flew away presently with a leaf in its mouth: +then came a sound as of chanting, from the chapel of the sisters +hard by; others had long since filled the place which poor Mary +Magdeleine once had there, were kneeling at the same stall, and +hearing the same hymns and prayers in which her stricken heart had +found consolation. Might she sleep in peace--might she sleep in +peace; and we, too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the +earth is the Lord's as the heaven is; we are alike his creatures +here and yonder. I took a little flower off the hillock and kissed +it, and went my way, like the bird that had just lighted on the +cross by me, back into the world again. Silent receptacle of +death; tranquil depth of calm, out of reach of tempest and trouble! +I felt as one who had been walking below the sea, and treading +amidst the bones of shipwrecks. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE CAMPAIGN OF 1707, 1708. + + +During the whole of the year which succeeded that in which the +glorious battle of Ramillies had been fought, our army made no +movement of importance, much to the disgust of very many of our +officers remaining inactive in Flanders, who said that his Grace +the Captain-General had had fighting enough, and was all for money +now, and the enjoyment of his five thousand a year and his splendid +palace at Woodstock, which was now being built. And his Grace had +sufficient occupation fighting his enemies at home this year, where +it began to be whispered that his favor was decreasing, and his +duchess losing her hold on the Queen, who was transferring her +royal affections to the famous Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. Masham's +humble servant, Mr. Harley. Against their intrigues, our Duke +passed a great part of his time intriguing. Mr. Harley was got out +of office, and his Grace, in so far, had a victory. But her +Majesty, convinced against her will, was of that opinion still, of +which the poet says people are when so convinced, and Mr. Harley +before long had his revenge. + +Meanwhile the business of fighting did not go on any way to the +satisfaction of Marlborough's gallant lieutenants. During all +1707, with the French before us, we had never so much as a battle; +our army in Spain was utterly routed at Almanza by the gallant Duke +of Berwick; and we of Webb's, which regiment the young Duke had +commanded before his father's abdication, were a little proud to +think that it was our colonel who had achieved this victory. "I +think if I had had Galway's place, and my Fusileers," says our +General, "we would not have laid down our arms, even to our old +colonel, as Galway did;" and Webb's officers swore if we had had +Webb, at least we would not have been taken prisoners. Our dear +old general talked incautiously of himself and of others; a braver +or a more brilliant soldier never lived than he; but he blew his +honest trumpet rather more loudly than became a commander of his +station, and, mighty man of valor as he was, shook his great spear +and blustered before the army too fiercely. + +Mysterious Mr. Holtz went off on a secret expedition in the early +part of 1708, with great elation of spirits and a prophecy to +Esmond that a wonderful something was about to take place. This +secret came out on my friend's return to the army, whither he +brought a most rueful and dejected countenance, and owned that the +great something he had been engaged upon had failed utterly. He +had been indeed with that luckless expedition of the Chevalier de +St. George, who was sent by the French king with ships and an army +from Dunkirk, and was to have invaded and conquered Scotland. But +that ill wind which ever opposed all the projects upon which the +Prince ever embarked, prevented the Chevalier's invasion of +Scotland, as 'tis known, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz back into +our camp again, to scheme and foretell, and to pry about as usual. +The Chevalier (the king of England, as some of us held him) went +from Dunkirk to the French army to make the campaign against us. +The Duke of Burgundy had the command this year, having the Duke of +Berry with him, and the famous Mareschal Vendosme and the Duke of +Matignon to aid him in the campaign. Holtz, who knew everything +that was passing in Flanders and France (and the Indies for what I +know), insisted that there would be no more fighting in 1708 than +there had been in the previous year, and that our commander had +reasons for keeping him quiet. Indeed, Esmond's general, who was +known as a grumbler, and to have a hearty mistrust of the great +Duke, and hundreds more officers besides, did not scruple to say +that these private reasons came to the Duke in the shape of crown-pieces from the French King, by whom the Generalissimo was bribed +to avoid a battle. There were plenty of men in our lines, +quidnuncs, to whom Mr. Webb listened only too willingly, who could +specify the exact sums the Duke got, how much fell to Cadogan's +share, and what was the precise fee given to Doctor Hare. + +And the successes with which the French began the campaign of 1708 +served to give strength to these reports of treason, which were in +everybody's mouth. Our general allowed the enemy to get between us +and Ghent, and declined to attack him, though for eight and forty +hours the armies were in presence of each other. Ghent was taken, +and on the same day Monsieur de la Mothe summoned Bruges; and these +two great cities fell into the hands of the French without firing a +shot. A few days afterwards La Mothe seized upon the fort of +Plashendall: and it began to be supposed that all Spanish Flanders, +as well as Brabant, would fall into the hands of the French troops; +when the Prince Eugene arrived from the Mozelle, and then there was +no more shilly-shallying. + +The Prince of Savoy always signalized his arrival at the army by a +great feast (my Lord Duke's entertainments were both seldom and +shabby): and I remember our general returning from this dinner with +the two commanders-in-chief; his honest head a little excited by +wine, which was dealt out much more liberally by the Austrian than +by the English commander:--"Now," says my general, slapping the +table, with an oath, "he must fight; and when he is forced to it, +d--- it, no man in Europe can stand up against Jack Churchill." +Within a week the battle of Oudenarde was fought, when, hate each +other as they might, Esmond's general and the Commander-in-Chief +were forced to admire each other, so splendid was the gallantry of +each upon this day. + +The brigade commanded by Major-General Webb gave and received about +as hard knocks as any that were delivered in that action, in which +Mr. Esmond had the fortune to serve at the head of his own company +in his regiment, under the command of their own Colonel as Major-General; and it was his good luck to bring the regiment out of +action as commander of it, the four senior officers above him being +killed in the prodigious slaughter which happened on that day. I +like to think that Jack Haythorn, who sneered at me for being a +bastard and a parasite of Webb's, as he chose to call me, and with +whom I had had words, shook hands with me the day before the battle +began. Three days before, poor Brace, our Lieutenant-Colonel, had +heard of his elder brother's death, and was heir to a baronetcy in +Norfolk, and four thousand a year. Fate, that had left him +harmless through a dozen campaigns, seized on him just as the world +was worth living for, and he went into action knowing, as he said, +that the luck was going to turn against him. The Major had just +joined us--a creature of Lord Marlborough, put in much to the +dislike of the other officers, and to be a spy upon us, as it was +said. I know not whether the truth was so, nor who took the tattle +of our mess to headquarters, but Webb's regiment, as its Colonel, +was known to be in the Commander-in-Chief's black books: "And if he +did not dare to break it up at home," our gallant old chief used to +say, "he was determined to destroy it before the enemy;" so that +poor Major Proudfoot was put into a post of danger. + +Esmond's dear young Viscount, serving as aide-de-camp to my Lord +Duke, received a wound, and won an honorable name for himself in +the Gazette; and Captain Esmond's name was sent in for promotion by +his General, too, whose favorite he was. It made his heart beat to +think that certain eyes at home, the brightest in the world, might +read the page on which his humble services were recorded; but his +mind was made up steadily to keep out of their dangerous influence, +and to let time and absence conquer that passion he had still +lurking about him. Away from Beatrix, it did not trouble him; but +he knew as certain that if he returned home, his fever would break +out again, and avoided Walcote as a Lincolnshire man avoids +returning to his fens, where he is sure that the ague is lying in +wait for him. + +We of the English party in the army, who were inclined to sneer at +everything that came out of Hanover, and to treat as little better +than boors and savages the Elector's court and family, were yet +forced to confess that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young +Electoral Prince, then making his first campaign, conducted himself +with the spirit and courage of an approved soldier. On this +occasion his Electoral Highness had better luck than the King of +England, who was with his cousins in the enemy's camp, and had to +run with them at the ignominious end of the day. With the most +consummate generals in the world before them, and an admirable +commander on their own side, they chose to neglect the councils, +and to rush into a combat with the former, which would have ended +in the utter annihilation of their army but for the great skill and +bravery of the Duke of Vendosme, who remedied, as far as courage +and genius might, the disasters occasioned by the squabbles and +follies of his kinsmen, the legitimate princes of the blood royal. + +"If the Duke of Berwick had but been in the army, the fate of the +day would have been very different," was all that poor Mr. von +Holtz could say; "and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza +was fit to measure swords with the conqueror of Blenheim." + +The business relative to the exchange of prisoners was always going +on, and was at least that ostensible one which kept Mr. Holtz +perpetually on the move between the forces of the French and the +Allies. I can answer for it, that he was once very near hanged as +a spy by Major-General Wayne, when he was released and sent on to +head-quarters by a special order of the Commander-in-Chief. He +came and went, always favored, wherever he was, by some high though +occult protection. He carried messages between the Duke of Berwick +and his uncle, our Duke. He seemed to know as well what was taking +place in the Prince's quarter as our own: he brought the +compliments of the King of England to some of our officers, the +gentlemen of Webb's among the rest, for their behavior on that +great day; and after Wynendael, when our General was chafing at the +neglect of our Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action +was regarded by the chiefs of the French army, and that the stand +made before Wynendael wood was the passage by which the Allies +entered Lille. + +"Ah!" says Holtz (and some folks were very willing to listen to +him), "if the king came by his own, how changed the conduct of +affairs would be! His Majesty's very exile has this advantage, +that he is enabled to read England impartially, and to judge +honestly of all the eminent men. His sister is always in the hand +of one greedy favorite or another, through whose eyes she sees, and +to whose flattery or dependants she gives away everything. Do you +suppose that his Majesty, knowing England so well as he does, would +neglect such a man as General Webb? He ought to be in the House of +Peers as Lord Lydiard. The enemy and all Europe know his merit; it +is that very reputation which certain great people, who hate all +equality and independence, can never pardon." It was intended that +these conversations should be carried to Mr. Webb. They were +welcome to him, for great as his services were, no man could value +them more than John Richmond Webb did himself, and the differences +between him and Marlborough being notorious, his Grace's enemies in +the army and at home began to court Webb, and set him up against +the all-grasping, domineering chief. And soon after the victory of +Oudenarde, a glorious opportunity fell into General Webb's way, +which that gallant warrior did not neglect, and which gave him the +means of immensely increasing his reputation at home. + +After Oudenarde, and against the counsels of Marlborough, it was +said, the Prince of Savoy sat down before Lille, the capital of +French Flanders, and commenced that siege, the most celebrated of +our time, and almost as famous as the siege of Troy itself, for the +feats of valor performed in the assault and the defence. The +enmity of the Prince of Savoy against the French king was a furious +personal hate, quite unlike the calm hostility of our great English +general, who was no more moved by the game of war than that of +billiards, and pushed forward his squadrons, and drove his red +battalions hither and thither as calmly as he would combine a +stroke or make a cannon with the balls. The game over (and he +played it so as to be pretty sure to win it), not the least +animosity against the other party remained in the breast of this +consummate tactician. Whereas between the Prince of Savoy and the +French it was guerre a mort. Beaten off in one quarter, as he had +been at Toulon in the last year, he was back again on another +frontier of France, assailing it with his indefatigable fury. When +the Prince came to the army, the smouldering fires of war were +lighted up and burst out into a flame. Our phlegmatic Dutch allies +were made to advance at a quick march--our calm Duke forced into +action. The Prince was an army in himself against the French; the +energy of his hatred, prodigious, indefatigable--infectious over +hundreds of thousands of men. The Emperor's general was repaying, +and with a vengeance, the slight the French King had put upon the +fiery little Abbe of Savoy. Brilliant and famous as a leader +himself, and beyond all measure daring and intrepid, and enabled to +cope with almost the best of those famous men of war who commanded +the armies of the French King, Eugene had a weapon, the equal of +which could not be found in France, since the cannon-shot of +Sasbach laid low the noble Turenne, and could hurl Marlborough at +the heads of the French host, and crush them as with a rock, under +which all the gathered strength of their strongest captains must go +down. + +The English Duke took little part in that vast siege of Lille, +which the Imperial Generalissimo pursued with all his force and +vigor, further than to cover the besieging lines from the Duke of +Burgundy's army, between which and the Imperialists our Duke lay. +Once, when Prince Eugene was wounded, our Duke took his Highness's +place in the trenches; but the siege was with the Imperialists, not +with us. A division under Webb and Rantzau was detached into +Artois and Picardy upon the most painful and odious service that +Mr. Esmond ever saw in the course of his military life. The +wretched towns of the defenceless provinces, whose young men had +been drafted away into the French armies, which year after year the +insatiable war devoured, were left at our mercy; and our orders +were to show them none. We found places garrisoned by invalids, +and children and women; poor as they were, and as the costs of this +miserable war had made them, our commission was to rob these almost +starving wretches--to tear the food out of their granaries, and +strip them of their rags. 'Twas an expedition of rapine and murder +we were sent on: our soldiers did deeds such as an honest man must +blush to remember. We brought back money and provisions in +quantity to the Duke's camp; there had been no one to resist us, +and yet who dares to tell with what murder and violence, with what +brutal cruelty, outrage, insult, that ignoble booty had been +ravished from the innocent and miserable victims of the war? + +Meanwhile, gallantly as the operations before Lille had been +conducted, the Allies had made but little progress, and 'twas said +when we returned to the Duke of Marlborough's camp, that the siege +would never be brought to a satisfactory end, and that the Prince +of Savoy would be forced to raise it. My Lord Marlborough gave +this as his opinion openly; those who mistrusted him, and Mr. +Esmond owns himself to be of the number, hinted that the Duke had +his reasons why Lille should not be taken, and that he was paid to +that end by the French King. If this was so, and I believe it, +General Webb had now a remarkable opportunity of gratifying his +hatred of the Commander-in-Chief, of balking that shameful avarice, +which was one of the basest and most notorious qualities of the +famous Duke, and of showing his own consummate skill as a +commander. And when I consider all the circumstances preceding the +event which will now be related, that my Lord Duke was actually +offered certain millions of crowns provided that the siege of Lille +should be raised: that the Imperial army before it was without +provisions and ammunition, and must have decamped but for the +supplies that they received; that the march of the convoy destined +to relieve the siege was accurately known to the French; and that +the force covering it was shamefully inadequate to that end, and by +six times inferior to Count de la Mothe's army, which was sent to +intercept the convoy; when 'tis certain that the Duke of Berwick, +De la Mothe's chief, was in constant correspondence with his uncle, +the English Generalissimo: I believe on my conscience that 'twas my +Lord Marlborough's intention to prevent those supplies, of which +the Prince of Savoy stood in absolute need, from ever reaching his +Highness; that he meant to sacrifice the little army which covered +this convoy, and to betray it as he had betrayed Tollemache at +Brest; as he had betrayed every friend he had, to further his own +schemes of avarice or ambition. But for the miraculous victory +which Esmond's general won over an army six or seven times greater +than his own, the siege of Lille must have been raised; and it must +be remembered that our gallant little force was under the command +of a general whom Marlborough hated, that he was furious with the +conqueror, and tried by the most open and shameless injustice +afterwards to rob him of the credit of his victory. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +GENERAL WEBB WINS THE BATTLE OF WYNENDAEL. + + +By the besiegers and besieged of Lille, some of the most brilliant +feats of valor were performed that ever illustrated any war. On +the French side (whose gallantry was prodigious, the skill and +bravery of Marshal Boufflers actually eclipsing those of his +conqueror, the Prince of Savoy) may be mentioned that daring action +of Messieurs de Luxembourg and Tournefort, who, with a body of +horse and dragoons, carried powder into the town, of which the +besieged were in extreme want, each soldier bringing a bag with +forty pounds of powder behind him; with which perilous provision +they engaged our own horse, faced the fire of the foot brought out +to meet them: and though half of the men were blown up in the +dreadful errand they rode on, a part of them got into the town with +the succors of which the garrison was so much in want. A French +officer, Monsieur du Bois, performed an act equally daring, and +perfectly successful. The Duke's great army lying at Helchin, and +covering the siege, and it being necessary for M. de Vendosme to +get news of the condition of the place, Captain Dubois performed +his famous exploit: not only passing through the lines of the +siege, but swimming afterwards no less than seven moats and +ditches: and coming back the same way, swimming with his letters in +his mouth. + +By these letters Monsieur de Boufflers said that he could undertake +to hold the place till October; and that if one of the convoys of +the Allies could be intercepted, they must raise the siege +altogether. + +Such a convoy as hath been said was now prepared at Ostend, and +about to march for the siege; and on the 27th September we (and the +French too) had news that it was on its way. It was composed of +700 wagons, containing ammunition of all sorts, and was escorted +out of Ostend by 2,000 infantry and 300 horse. At the same time M. +de la Mothe quitted Bruges, having with him five-and-thirty +battalions, and upwards of sixty squadrons and forty guns, in +pursuit of the convoy. + +Major-General Webb had meanwhile made up a force of twenty +battalions and three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, whence he +moved to cover the convoy and pursue La Mothe: with whose advanced +guard ours came up upon the great plain of Turout, and before the +little wood and castle of Wynendael; behind which the convoy was +marching. + +As soon as they came in sight of the enemy, our advanced troops +were halted, with the wood behind them, and the rest of our force +brought up as quickly as possible, our little body of horse being +brought forward to the opening of the plain, as our General said, +to amuse the enemy. When M. de la Mothe came up, he found us +posted in two lines in front of the wood; and formed his own army +in battle facing ours, in eight lines, four of infantry in front, +and dragoons and cavalry behind. + +The French began the action, as usual, with a cannonade which +lasted three hours, when they made their attack, advancing in eight +lines, four of foot and four of horse, upon the allied troops in +the wood where we were posted. Their infantry behaved ill; they +were ordered to charge with the bayonet, but, instead, began to +fire, and almost at the very first discharge from our men, broke +and fled. The cavalry behaved better; with these alone, who were +three or four times as numerous as our whole force, Monsieur de la +Mothe might have won victory: but only two of our battalions were +shaken in the least; and these speedily rallied: nor could the +repeated attacks of the French horse cause our troops to budge an +inch from the position in the wood in which our General had placed +them. + +After attacking for two hours, the French retired at nightfall +entirely foiled. With all the loss we had inflicted upon him, the +enemy was still three times stronger than we: and it could not be +supposed that our General could pursue M. de la Mothe, or do much +more than hold our ground about the wood, from which the Frenchman +had in vain attempted to dislodge us. La Mothe retired behind his +forty guns, his cavalry protecting them better than it had been +enabled to annoy us; and meanwhile the convoy, which was of more +importance than all our little force, and the safe passage of which +we would have dropped to the last man to accomplish, marched away +in perfect safety during the action, and joyfully reached the +besieging camp before Lille. + +Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (and +between whom and Mr. Webb there was no love lost), accompanied the +convoy, and joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horse just as +the battle was over, and the enemy in full retreat. He offered, +readily enough, to charge with his horse upon the French as they +fell back; but his force was too weak to inflict any damage upon +them; and Mr. Webb, commanding as Cadogan's senior, thought enough +was done in holding our ground before an enemy that might still +have overwhelmed us had we engaged him in the open territory, and +in securing the safe passage of the convoy. Accordingly, the horse +brought up by Cadogan did not draw a sword; and only prevented, by +the good countenance they showed, any disposition the French might +have had to renew the attack on us. And no attack coming, at +nightfall General Cadogan drew off with his squadron, being bound +for head-quarters, the two Generals at parting grimly saluting each +other. + +"He will be at Roncq time enough to lick my Lord Duke's trenchers +at supper," says Mr. Webb. + +Our own men lay out in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our +General had his supper in the little castle there. + +"If I was Cadogan, I would have a peerage for this day's work," +General Webb said; "and, Harry, thou shouldst have a regiment. +Thou hast been reported in the last two actions: thou wert near +killed in the first. I shall mention thee in my despatch to his +Grace the Commander-in-Chief, and recommend thee to poor Dick +Harwood's vacant majority. Have you ever a hundred guineas to give +Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand to-morrow, when you go to head-quarters with my report." + +In this report the Major-General was good enough to mention Captain +Esmond's name with particular favor; and that gentleman carried the +despatch to head-quarters the next day, and was not a little +pleased to bring back a letter by his Grace's secretary, addressed +to Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer despatched by Count +Nassau Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, brought +back also a complimentary letter to his commander, who had seconded +Mr. Webb in the action with great valor and skill. + +Esmond, with a low bow and a smiling face, presented his despatch, +and saluted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General, as he gave it in. The +gentlemen round about him--he was riding with his suite on the road +to Menin as Esmond came up with him--gave a cheer, and he thanked +them, and opened the despatch with rather a flushed, eager face. + +He slapped it down on his boot in a rage after he had read it. +"'Tis not even writ with his own hand. Read it out, Esmond." And +Esmond read it out:-- + + +"SIR,--Mr. Cadogan is just now come in, and has acquainted me with +the success of the action you had yesterday in the afternoon +against the body of troops commanded by M. de la Mothe, at +Wynendael, which must be attributed chiefly to your good conduct +and resolution. You may be sure I shall do you justice at home, +and be glad on all occasions to own the service you have done in +securing this convoy.--Yours, &c., M." + + +"Two lines by that d--d Cardonnel, and no more, for the taking of +Lille--for beating five times our number--for an action as +brilliant as the best he ever fought," says poor Mr. Webb. +"Lieutenant-General! That's not his doing. I was the oldest +major-general. By ----, I believe he had been better pleased if I +had been beat." + +The letter to the Dutch officer was in French, and longer and more +complimentary than that to Mr. Webb. + +"And this is the man," he broke out, "that's gorged with gold--that's covered with titles and honors that we won for him--and that +grudges even a line of praise to a comrade in arms! Hasn't he +enough? Don't we fight that he may roll in riches? Well, well, +wait for the Gazette, gentlemen. The Queen and the country will do +us justice if his Grace denies it us." There were tears of rage in +the brave warrior's eyes as he spoke; and he dashed them off his +face on to his glove. He shook his fist in the air. "Oh, by the +Lord!" says he, "I know what I had rather have than a peerage!" + +"And what is that, sir?" some of them asked. + +"I had rather have a quarter of an hour with John Churchill, on a +fair green field, and only a pair of rapiers between my shirt and +his--" + +"Sir!" interposes one. + +"Tell him so! I know that's what you mean. I know every word goes +to him that's dropped from every general officer's mouth. I don't +say he's not brave. Curse him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait +for the Gazette, gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll do us +justice." + +The Gazette did not come to us till a month afterwards; when my +General and his officers had the honor to dine with Prince Eugene +in Lille; his Highness being good enough to say that we had brought +the provisions, and ought to share in the banquet. 'Twas a great +banquet. His Grace of Marlborough was on his Highness's right, and +on his left the Mareschal de Boufflers, who had so bravely defended +the place. The chief officers of either army were present; and you +may be sure Esmond's General was splendid this day: his tall noble +person, and manly beauty of face, made him remarkable anywhere; he +wore, for the first time, the star of the Order of Generosity, that +his Prussian Majesty had sent to him for his victory. His Highness +the Prince of Savoy called a toast to the conqueror of Wynendael. +My Lord Duke drank it with rather a sickly smile. The aides-de-camp were present: and Harry Esmond and his dear young lord were +together, as they always strove to be when duty would permit: they +were over against the table where the generals were, and could see +all that passed pretty well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's glum +face: the affair of Wynendael, and the Captain-General's conduct to +Webb, had been the talk of the whole army. When his Highness +spoke, and gave--"Le vainqueur de Wynendael; son armee et sa +victoire," adding, "qui nous font diner a Lille aujourd'huy"--there +was a great cheer through the hall; for Mr. Webb's bravery, +generosity, and very weaknesses of character caused him to be +beloved in the army. + +"Like Hector, handsome, and like Paris, brave!" whispers Frank +Castlewood. "A Venus, an elderly Venus, couldn't refuse him a +pippin. Stand up, Harry. See, we are drinking the army of +Wynendael. Ramillies is nothing to it. Huzzay! huzzay!" + +At this very time, and just after our General had made his +acknowledgment, some one brought in an English Gazette--and was +passing it from hand to hand down the table. Officers were eager +enough to read it; mothers and sisters at home must have sickened +over it. There scarce came out a Gazette for six years that did +not tell of some heroic death or some brilliant achievement. + +"Here it is--Action of Wynendael--here you are, General," says +Frank, seizing hold of the little dingy paper that soldiers love to +read so; and, scrambling over from our bench, he went to where the +General sat, who knew him, and had seen many a time at his table +his laughing, handsome face, which everybody loved who saw. The +generals in their great perukes made way for him. He handed the +paper over General Dohna's buff-coat to our General on the opposite +side. + +He came hobbling back, and blushing at his feat: "I thought he'd +like it, Harry," the young fellow whispered. "Didn't I like to +read my name after Ramillies, in the London Gazette?--Viscount +Castlewood serving a volunteer--I say, what's yonder?" + +Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very strange--slapped it down +on the table--then sprang up in his place, and began to--"Will your +Highness please to--" + +His Grace the Duke of Marlborough here jumped up too--"There's some +mistake, my dear General Webb." + +"Your Grace had better rectify it," says Mr. Webb, holding out the +letter; but he was five off his Grace the Prince Duke, who, +besides, was higher than the General (being seated with the Prince +of Savoy, the Electoral Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of +Prussia and Denmark, under a baldaquin), and Webb could not reach +him, tall as he was. + +"Stay," says he, with a smile, as if catching at some idea, and +then, with a perfect courtesy, drawing his sword, he ran the +Gazette through with the point, and said, "Permit me to hand it to +your Grace." + +The Duke looked very black. "Take it," says he, to his Master of +the Horse, who was waiting behind him. + +The Lieutenant-General made a very low bow, and retired and +finished his glass. The Gazette in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's +secretary, gave an account of the victory of Wynendael, mentioned +Mr. Webb's name, but gave the sole praise and conduct of the action +to the Duke's favorite, Mr. Cadogan. + +There was no little talk and excitement occasioned by this strange +behavior of General Webb, who had almost drawn a sword upon the +Commander-in-Chief; but the General, after the first outbreak of +his anger, mastered it outwardly altogether; and, by his subsequent +behavior, had the satisfaction of even more angering the Commander-in-Chief, than he could have done by any public exhibition of +resentment. + +On returning to his quarters, and consulting with his chief +adviser, Mr. Esmond, who was now entirely in the General's +confidence, and treated by him as a friend, and almost a son, Mr. +Webb writ a letter to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, in which he +said:-- + + +"Your Grace must be aware that the sudden perusal of the London +Gazette, in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, hath +mentioned Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer commanding in +the late action of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling of +anything but pleasure to the General who fought that action. + +"Your Grace must be aware that Mr. Cadogan was not even present at +the battle, though he arrived with squadrons of horse at its close, +and put himself under the command of his superior officer. And as +the result of the battle of Wynendael, in which Lieutenant-General +Webb had the good fortune to command, was the capture of Lille, the +relief of Brussels, then invested by the enemy under the Elector of +Bavaria, the restoration of the great cities of Ghent and Bruges, +of which the enemy (by treason within the walls) had got possession +in the previous year, Mr. Webb cannot consent to forego the honors +of such a success and service, for the benefit of Mr. Cadogan, or +any other person. + +"As soon as the military operations of the year are over, +Lieutenant-General Webb will request permission to leave the army, +and return to his place in Parliament, where he gives notice to his +Grace the Commander-in Chief, that he shall lay his case before the +House of Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen. + +"By his eagerness to rectify that false statement of the Gazette, +which had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. +Webb, not being able to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief on +account of the gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper +containing the false statement on his sword, so that it might more +readily arrive in the hands of his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, +who surely would wish to do justice to every officer of his army. + +"Mr. Webb knows his duty too well to think of insubordination to +his superior officer, or of using his sword in a campaign against +any but the enemies of her Majesty. He solicits permission to +return to England immediately the military duties will permit, and +take with him to England Captain Esmond, of his regiment, who acted +as his aide-de-camp, and was present during the entire action, and +noted by his watch the time when Mr. Cadogan arrived at its close." + + +The Commander-in-Chief could not but grant this permission, nor +could he take notice of Webb's letter, though it was couched in +terms the most insulting. Half the army believed that the cities +of Ghent and Bruges were given up by a treason, which some in our +army very well understood; that the Commander-in-Chief would not +have relieved Lille if he could have helped himself; that he would +not have fought that year had not the Prince of Savoy forced him. +When the battle once began, then, for his own renown, my Lord +Marlborough would fight as no man in the world ever fought better; +and no bribe on earth could keep him from beating the enemy.* + +/* + * Our Grandfather's hatred of the Duke of Marlborough + appears all through his account of these campaigns. He + always persisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and + soldier history ever told of: and declared that he took + bribes on all hands during the war. My Lord Marquis (for so + we may call him here, though he never went by any other name + than Colonel Esmond) was in the habit of telling many + stories which he did not set down in his memoirs, and which + he had from his friend the Jesuit, who was not always + correctly informed, and who persisted that Marlborough was + looking for a bribe of two millions of crowns before the + campaign of Ramillies. + + And our Grandmother used to tell us children, that on his + first presentation to my Lord duke, the Duke turned his back + upon my Grandfather; and said to the Duchess, who told my + lady dowager at Chelsey, who afterwards told Colonel Esmond + --"Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the + hang-dog look of his rogue of a father"--an expression which + my Grandfather never forgave. He was as constant in his + dislikes as in his attachments; and exceedingly partial to + Webb, whose side he took against the more celebrated + general. We have General Webb's portrait now at Castlewood, + Va. +*/ + +But the matter was taken up by the subordinates; and half the army +might have been by the ears, if the quarrel had not been stopped. +General Cadogan sent an intimation to General Webb to say that he +was ready if Webb liked, and would meet him. This was a kind of +invitation our stout old general was always too ready to accept, +and 'twas with great difficulty we got the General to reply that he +had no quarrel with Mr. Cadogan, who had behaved with perfect +gallantry, but only with those at head-quarters, who had belied +him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb reparation; Mr. Webb said +he had a cane at the service of Mr. Cardonnel, and the only +satisfaction he wanted from him was one he was not likely to get, +namely, the truth. The officers in our staff of Webb's, and those +in the immediate suite of the General, were ready to come to blows; +and hence arose the only affair in which Mr. Esmond ever engaged as +principal, and that was from a revengeful wish to wipe off an old +injury. + +My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's regiment of +the Horse Guards, rode this campaign with the Duke. He had sunk by +this time to the very worst reputation; he had had another fatal +duel in Spain; he had married, and forsaken his wife; he was a +gambler, a profligate, and debauchee. He joined just before +Oudenarde; and, as Esmond feared, as soon as Frank Castlewood heard +of his arrival, Frank was for seeking him out, and killing him. +The wound my lord got at Oudenarde prevented their meeting, but +that was nearly healed, and Mr. Esmond trembled daily lest any +chance should bring his boy and this known assassin together. They +met at the mess-table of Handyside's regiment at Lille; the officer +commanding not knowing of the feud between the two noblemen. + +Esmond had not seen the hateful handsome face of Mohun for nine +years, since they had met on that fatal night in Leicester Field. +It was degraded with crime and passion now; it wore the anxious +look of a man who has three deaths, and who knows how many hidden +shames, and lusts, and crimes on his conscience. He bowed with a +sickly low bow, and slunk away when our host presented us round to +one another. Frank Castlewood had not known him till then, so +changed was he. He knew the boy well enough. + +'Twas curious to look at the two--especially the young man, whose +face flushed up when he heard the hated name of the other; and who +said in his bad French and his brave boyish voice--"He had long +been anxious to meet my Lord Mohun." The other only bowed, and +moved away from him. I do him justice, he wished to have no +quarrel with the lad. + +Esmond put himself between them at table. "D--- it," says Frank, +"why do you put yourself in the place of a man who is above you in +degree? My Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit by my +Lord Mohun." + +Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun, that Frank was hurt in the leg at +Oudenarde; and besought the other to be quiet. Quiet enough he was +for some time; disregarding the many taunts which young Castlewood +flung at him, until after several healths, when my Lord Mohun got +to be rather in liquor. + +"Will you go away, my lord?" Mr. Esmond said to him, imploring him +to quit the table. + +"No, by G--," says my Lord Mohun. "I'll not go away for any man;" +he was quite flushed with wine by this time. + +The talk got round to the affairs of yesterday. Webb had offered +to challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb had been ill-used: Webb +was the bravest, handsomest, vainest man in the army. Lord Mohun +did not know that Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He began to tell +some stories against the General; which, from t'other side of +Esmond, young Castlewood contradicted. + +"I can't bear any more of this," says my Lord Mohun. + +"Nor can I, my lord," says Mr. Esmond, starting up. "The story my +Lord Mohun has told respecting General Webb is false, gentlemen--false, I repeat," and making a low bow to Lord Mohun, and without a +single word more, Esmond got up and left the dining-room. These +affairs were common enough among the military of those days. There +was a garden behind the house, and all the party turned instantly +into it; and the two gentlemen's coats were off and their points +engaged within two minutes after Esmond's words had been spoken. +If Captain Esmond had put Mohun out of the world, as he might, a +villain would have been punished and spared further villanies--but +who is one man to punish another? I declare upon my honor that my +only thought was to prevent Lord Mohun from mischief with Frank, +and the end of this meeting was, that after half a dozen passes my +lord went home with a hurt which prevented him from lifting his +right arm for three months. + +"Oh, Harry! why didn't you kill the villain?" young Castlewood +asked. "I can't walk without a crutch: but I could have met him on +horseback with sword and pistol." But Harry Esmond said, "'Twas +best to have no man's life on one's conscience, not even that +villain's." And this affair, which did not occupy three minutes, +being over, the gentlemen went back to their wine, and my Lord +Mohun to his quarters, where he was laid up with a fever which had +spared mischief had it proved fatal. And very soon after this +affair Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for London; +whither a certain reputation had preceded the Captain, for my Lady +Castlewood of Chelsey received him as if he had been a conquering +hero. She gave a great dinner to Mr. Webb, where the General's +chair was crowned with laurels; and her ladyship called Esmond's +health in a toast, to which my kind General was graciously pleased +to bear the strongest testimony: and took down a mob of at least +forty coaches to cheer our General as he came out of the House of +Commons, the day when he received the thanks of Parliament for his +action. The mob huzza'd and applauded him, as well as the fine +company: it was splendid to see him waving his hat, and bowing, and +laying his hand upon his Order of Generosity. He introduced Mr. +Esmond to Mr. St. John and the Right Honorable Robert Harley, +Esquire, as he came out of the House walking between them; and was +pleased to make many flattering observations regarding Mr. Esmond's +behavior during the three last campaigns. + +Mr. St. John (who had the most winning presence of any man I ever +saw, excepting always my peerless young Frank Castlewood) said he +had heard of Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had +helped Mr. Addison to write his famous poem of the "Campaign." + +"'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself," +Mr. Harley said, who was famous as a judge and patron of letters, +and so, perhaps, it may be--though for my part I think there are +twenty beautiful lines, but all the rest is commonplace, and Mr. +Addison's hymn worth a thousand such poems. + +All the town was indignant at my Lord Duke's unjust treatment of +General Webb, and applauded the vote of thanks which the House of +Commons gave to the General for his victory at Wynendael. 'Tis +certain that the capture of Lille was the consequence of that lucky +achievement, and the humiliation of the old French King, who was +said to suffer more at the loss of this great city, than from any +of the former victories our troops had won over him. And, I think, +no small part of Mr. Webb's exultation at his victory arose from +the idea that Marlborough had been disappointed of a great bribe +the French King had promised him, should the siege be raised. The +very sum of money offered to him was mentioned by the Duke's +enemies; and honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the notion, not only of +beating the French, but of beating Marlborough too, and +intercepting a convoy of three millions of French crowns, that were +on their way to the Generalissimo's insatiable pockets. When the +General's lady went to the Queen's drawing-room, all the Tory women +crowded round her with congratulations, and made her a train +greater than the Duchess of Marlborough's own. Feasts were given +to the General by all the chiefs of the Tory party, who vaunted him +as the Duke's equal in military skill; and perhaps used the worthy +soldier as their instrument, whilst he thought they were but +acknowledging his merits as a commander. As the General's aide-de-camp and favorite officer, Mr. Esmond came in for a share of his +chief's popularity, and was presented to her Majesty, and advanced +to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, at the request of his grateful +chief. + +We may be sure there was one family in which any good fortune that +happened to Esmond caused such a sincere pride and pleasure, that +he, for his part, was thankful he could make them so happy. With +these fond friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde seemed to be mere +trifling incidents of the war; and Wynendael was its crowning +victory. Esmond's mistress never tired to hear accounts of the +battle; and I think General Webb's lady grew jealous of her, for +the General was for ever at Kensington, and talking on that +delightful theme. As for his aide-de-camp, though, no doubt, +Esmond's own natural vanity was pleased at the little share of +reputation which his good fortune had won him, yet it was chiefly +precious to him (he may say so, now that he hath long since +outlived it,) because it pleased his mistress, and, above all, +because Beatrix valued it. + +As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, never was an old woman in all +England more delighted nor more gracious than she. Esmond had his +quarters in her ladyship's house, where the domestics were +instructed to consider him as their master. She bade him give +entertainments, of which she defrayed the charges, and was charmed +when his guests were carried away tipsy in their coaches. She must +have his picture taken; and accordingly he was painted by Mr. +Jervas, in his red coat, and smiling upon a bomb-shell, which was +bursting at the corner of the piece. She vowed that unless he made +a great match, she should never die easy, and was for ever bringing +young ladies to Chelsey, with pretty faces and pretty fortunes, at +the disposal of the Colonel. He smiled to think how times were +altered with him, and of the early days in his father's lifetime, +when a trembling page he stood before her, with her ladyship's +basin and ewer, or crouched in her coach-step. The only fault she +found with him was, that he was more sober than an Esmond ought to +be; and would neither be carried to bed by his valet, nor lose his +heart to any beauty, whether of St. James's or Covent Garden. + +What is the meaning of fidelity in love, and whence the birth of it? +'Tis a state of mind that men fall into, and depending on the man +rather than the woman. We love being in love, that's the truth +on't. If we had not met Joan, we should have met Kate, and adored +her. We know our mistresses are no better than many other women, +nor no prettier, nor no wiser, nor no wittier. 'Tis not for these +reasons we love a woman, or for any special quality or charm I know +of; we might as well demand that a lady should be the tallest woman +in the world, like the Shropshire giantess,* as that she should be a +paragon in any other character, before we began to love her. +Esmond's mistress had a thousand faults beside her charms; he knew +both perfectly well! She was imperious, she was light-minded, she +was flighty, she was false, she had no reverence in her character; +she was in everything, even in beauty, the contrast of her mother, +who was the most devoted and the least selfish of women. Well, from +the very first moment he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, Esmond +knew he loved Beatrix. There might be better women--he wanted that +one. He cared for none other. Was it because she was gloriously +beautiful? Beautiful as she was, he had heard people say a score of +times in their company that Beatrix's mother looked as young, and +was the handsomer of the two. Why did her voice thrill in his ear +so? She could not sing near so well as Nicolini or Mrs. Tofts; nay, +she sang out of tune, and yet he liked to hear her better than St. +Cecilia. She had not a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick's +wife, whom he had now got, and who ruled poor Dick with a rod of +pickle,) and yet to see her dazzled Esmond; he would shut his eyes, +and the thought of her dazzled him all the same. She was brilliant +and lively in talk, but not so incomparably witty as her mother, +who, when she was cheerful, said the finest things; but yet to hear +her, and to be with her, was Esmond's greatest pleasure. Days +passed away between him and these ladies, he scarce knew how. He +poured his heart out to them, so as he never could in any other +company, where he hath generally passed for being moody, or +supercilious and silent. This society** was more delightful than +that of the greatest wits to him. May heaven pardon him the lies he +told the Dowager at Chelsey, in order to get a pretext for going +away to Kensington: the business at the Ordnance which he invented; +the interview with his General, the courts and statesmen's levees +which he DIDN'T frequent and describe; who wore a new suit on Sunday +at St. James's or at the Queen's birthday; how many coaches filled +the street at Mr. Harley's levee; how many bottles he had had the +honor to drink over-night with Mr. St. John at the "Cocoa-Tree," or +at the "Garter" with Mr. Walpole and Mr. Steele. + +/* + * 'Tis not thus WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. hath owned to this + folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.--R. + + ** And, indeed, so was his to them, a thousand thousand + times more charming, for where was his equal?--R. +*/ + +Mistress Beatrix Esmond had been a dozen times on the point of +making great matches, so the Court scandal said; but for his part +Esmond never would believe the stories against her; and came back, +after three years' absence from her, not so frantic as he had been +perhaps, but still hungering after her and no other; still hopeful, +still kneeling, with his heart in his hand for the young lady to +take. We were now got to 1709. She was near twenty-two years old, +and three years at Court, and without a husband. + +"'Tis not for want of being asked," Lady Castlewood said, looking +into Esmond's heart, as she could, with that perceptiveness +affection gives. "But she will make no mean match, Harry: she will +not marry as I would have her; the person whom I should like to +call my son, and Henry Esmond knows who that is, is best served by +my not pressing his claim. Beatrix is so wilful, that what I would +urge on her, she would be sure to resist. The man who would marry +her, will not be happy with her, unless he be a great person, and +can put her in a great position. Beatrix loves admiration more +than love; and longs, beyond all things, for command. Why should a +mother speak so of her child? You are my son, too, Harry. You +should know the truth about your sister. I thought you might cure +yourself of your passion," my lady added, fondly. "Other people +can cure themselves of that folly, you know. But I see you are +still as infatuated as ever. When we read your name in the +Gazette, I pleaded for you, my poor boy. Poor boy, indeed! You +are growing a grave old gentleman, now, and I am an old woman. She +likes your fame well enough, and she likes your person. She says +you have wit, and fire, and good-breeding, and are more natural +than the fine gentlemen of the Court. But this is not enough. She +wants a commander-in-chief, and not a colonel. Were a duke to ask +her, she would leave an earl whom she had promised. I told you so +before. I know not how my poor girl is so worldly." + +"Well," says Esmond, "a man can but give his best and his all. She +has that from me. What little reputation I have won, I swear I +cared for it because I thought Beatrix would be pleased with it. +What care I to be a colonel or a general? Think you 'twill matter +a few score years hence, what our foolish honors to-day are? I +would have had a little fame, that she might wear it in her hat. +If I had anything better, I would endow her with it. If she wants +my life, I would give it her. If she marries another, I will say +God bless him. I make no boast, nor no complaint. I think my +fidelity is folly, perhaps. But so it is. I cannot help myself. +I love her. You are a thousand times better: the fondest, the +fairest, the dearest of women. Sure, my dear lady, I see all +Beatrix's faults as well as you do. But she is my fate. 'Tis +endurable. I shall not die for not having her. I think I should +be no happier if I won her. Que voulez-vous? as my Lady of Chelsey +would say. Je l'aime." + +"I wish she would have you," said Harry's fond mistress, giving a +hand to him. He kissed the fair hand ('twas the prettiest dimpled +little hand in the world, and my Lady Castlewood, though now almost +forty years old, did not look to be within ten years of her age). +He kissed and kept her fair hand, as they talked together. + +"Why," says he, "should she hear me? She knows what I would say. +Far or near, she knows I'm her slave. I have sold myself for +nothing, it may be. Well, 'tis the price I choose to take. I am +worth nothing, or I am worth all." + +"You are such a treasure," Esmond's mistress was pleased to say, +"that the woman who has your love, shouldn't change it away against +a kingdom, I think. I am a country-bred woman, and cannot say but +the ambitions of the town seem mean to me. I never was awe-stricken by my Lady Duchess's rank and finery, or afraid," she +added, with a sly laugh, "of anything but her temper. I hear of +Court ladies who pine because her Majesty looks cold on them; and +great noblemen who would give a limb that they might wear a garter +on the other. This worldliness, which I can't comprehend, was born +with Beatrix, who, on the first day of her waiting, was a perfect +courtier. We are like sisters, and she the eldest sister, somehow. +She tells me I have a mean spirit. I laugh, and say she adores a +coach-and-six. I cannot reason her out of her ambition. 'Tis +natural to her, as to me to love quiet, and be indifferent about +rank and riches. What are they, Harry? and for how long do they +last? Our home is not here." She smiled as she spoke, and looked +like an angel that was only on earth on a visit. "Our home is +where the just are, and where our sins and sorrows enter not. My +father used to rebuke me, and say that I was too hopeful about +heaven. But I cannot help my nature, and grow obstinate as I grow +to be an old woman; and as I love my children so, sure our Father +loves us with a thousand and a thousand times greater love. It +must be that we shall meet yonder, and be happy. Yes, you--and my +children, and my dear lord. Do you know, Harry, since his death, +it has always seemed to me as if his love came back to me, and that +we are parted no more. Perhaps he is here now, Harry--I think he +is. Forgiven I am sure he is: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and +he died forgiving. Oh, what a noble heart he had! How generous he +was! I was but fifteen and a child when he married me. How good +he was to stoop to me! He was always good to the poor and humble." +She stopped, then presently, with a peculiar expression, as if her +eyes were looking into heaven, and saw my lord there, she smiled, +and gave a little laugh. "I laugh to see you, sir," she says; +"when you come, it seems as if you never were away." One may put +her words down, and remember them, but how describe her sweet +tones, sweeter than music! + +My young lord did not come home at the end of the campaign, and +wrote that he was kept at Bruxelles on military duty. Indeed, I +believe he was engaged in laying siege to a certain lady, who was +of the suite of Madame de Soissons, the Prince of Savoy's mother, +who was just dead, and who, like the Flemish fortresses, was taken +and retaken a great number of times during the war, and occupied by +French, English, and Imperialists. Of course, Mr. Esmond did not +think fit to enlighten Lady Castlewood regarding the young +scapegrace's doings: nor had he said a word about the affair with +Lord Mohun, knowing how abhorrent that man's name was to his +mistress. Frank did not waste much time or money on pen and ink; +and, when Harry came home with his General, only writ two lines to +his mother, to say his wound in the leg was almost healed, that he +would keep his coming of age next year--that the duty aforesaid +would keep him at Bruxelles, and that Cousin Harry would tell all +the news. + +But from Bruxelles, knowing how the Lady Castlewood always liked to +have a letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord writ her a +long and full one, and in this he must have described the affair +with Mohun; for when Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, +early in the new year, to his great wonderment, she and her +daughter both came up and saluted him, and after them the Dowager +of Chelsey, too, whose chairman had just brought her ladyship from +her village to Kensington across the fields. After this honor, I +say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the Dowager came forward in +great state, with her grand tall head-dress of King James's reign, +that, she never forsook, and said, "Cousin Henry, all our family +have met; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble conduct towards +the head of our house." And pointing to her blushing cheek, she +made Mr. Esmond aware that he was to enjoy the rapture of an +embrace there. Having saluted one cheek, she turned to him the +other. "Cousin Harry," said both the other ladies, in a little +chorus, "we thank you for your noble conduct;" and then Harry +became aware that the story of the Lille affair had come to his +kinswomen's ears. It pleased him to hear them all saluting him as +one of their family. + +The tables of the dining-room were laid for a great entertainment; +and the ladies were in gala dresses--my Lady of Chelsey in her +highest tour, my Lady Viscountess out of black, and looking fair +and happy a ravir; and the Maid of Honor attired with that splendor +which naturally distinguished her, and wearing on her beautiful +breast the French officer's star which Frank had sent home after +Ramillies. + +"You see, 'tis a gala day with us," says she, glancing down to the +star complacently, "and we have our orders on. Does not mamma look +charming? 'Twas I dressed her!" Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, +blushing as he looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair, and an +elegant dress according to the mode, appeared to have the shape and +complexion of a girl of twenty. + +On the table was a fine sword, with a red velvet scabbard, and a +beautiful chased silver handle, with a blue ribbon for a sword-knot. "What is this?" says the Captain, going up to look at this +pretty piece. + +Mrs. Beatrix advanced towards it. "Kneel down," says she: "we dub +you our knight with this"--and she waved the sword over his head. +"My Lady Dowager hath given the sword; and I give the ribbon, and +mamma hath sewn on the fringe." + +"Put the sword on him, Beatrix," says her mother. "You are our +knight, Harry--our true knight. Take a mother's thanks and prayers +for defending her son, my dear, dear friend." She could say no +more, and even the Dowager was affected, for a couple of rebellious +tears made sad marks down those wrinkled old roses which Esmond had +just been allowed to salute. + +"We had a letter from dearest Frank," his mother said, "three days +since, whilst you were on your visit to your friend Captain Steele, +at Hampton. He told us all that you had done, and how nobly you +had put yourself between him and that--that wretch." + +"And I adopt you from this day," says the Dowager, "and I wish I +was richer, for your sake, son Esmond," she added with a wave of +her hand; and as Mr. Esmond dutifully went down on his knee before +her ladyship, she cast her eyes up to the ceiling, (the gilt +chandelier, and the twelve wax-candles in it, for the party was +numerous,) and invoked a blessing from that quarter upon the newly +adopted son. + +"Dear Frank," says the other viscountess, "how fond he is of his +military profession! He is studying fortification very hard. I +wish he were here. We shall keep his coming of age at Castlewood +next year." + +"If the campaign permit us," says Mr. Esmond. + +"I am never afraid when he is with you," cries the boy's mother. +"I am sure my Henry will always defend him." + +"But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for +certain," cries the Maid of Honor. "Lord Marlborough will be +dismissed, and that horrible duchess turned out of all her places. +Her Majesty won't speak to her now. Did you see her at Bushy, +Harry? She is furious, and she ranges about the park like a +lioness, and tears people's eyes out." + +"And the Princess Anne will send for somebody," says my Lady of +Chelsey, taking out her medal and kissing it. + +"Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?" his mistress asked. +She was a staunch Jacobite, and would no more have thought of +denying her king than her God. + +"I saw the young Hanoverian only," Harry said. "The Chevalier de +St. George--" + +"The King, sir, the King!" said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and +she clapped her pretty hands, and cried, "Vive le Roy." + +By this time there came a thundering knock, that drove in the doors +of the house almost. It was three o'clock, and the company were +arriving; and presently the servant announced Captain Steele and +his lady. + +Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven +to Kensington from their country-house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. +"Not from our mansion in Bloomsbury Square," as Mrs. Steele took +care to inform the ladies. Indeed Harry had ridden away from +Hampton that very morning, leaving the couple by the ears; for from +the chamber where he lay, in a bed that was none of the cleanest, +and kept awake by the company which he had in his own bed, and the +quarrel which was going on in the next room, he could hear both +night and morning the curtain lecture which Mrs. Steele was in the +habit of administering to poor Dick. + +At night it did not matter so much for the culprit; Dick was +fuddled, and when in that way no scolding could interrupt his +benevolence. Mr. Esmond could hear him coaxing and speaking in +that maudlin manner, which punch and claret produce, to his beloved +Prue, and beseeching her to remember that there was a distiwisht +officer ithe rex roob, who would overhear her. She went on, +nevertheless, calling him a drunken wretch, and was only +interrupted in her harangues by the Captain's snoring. + +In the morning, the unhappy victim awoke to a headache, and +consciousness, and the dialogue of the night was resumed. "Why do +you bring captains home to dinner when there's not a guinea in the +house? How am I to give dinners when you leave me without a +shilling? How am I to go traipsing to Kensington in my yellow +satin sack before all the fine company? I've nothing fit to put +on; I never have:" and so the dispute went on--Mr. Esmond +interrupting the talk when it seemed to be growing too intimate by +blowing his nose as loudly as ever he could, at the sound of which +trumpet there came a lull. But Dick was charming, though his wife +was odious, and 'twas to give Mr. Steele pleasure, that the ladies +of Castlewood, who were ladies of no small fashion, invited Mrs. +Steele. + +Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a great and notable +assemblage of company: my Lady of Chelsey having sent her lackeys +and liveries to aid the modest attendance at Kensington. There was +Lieutenant-General Webb, Harry's kind patron, of whom the Dowager +took possession, and who resplended in velvet and gold lace; there +was Harry's new acquaintance, the Right Honorable Henry St. John, +Esquire, the General's kinsman, who was charmed with the Lady +Castlewood, even more than with her daughter; there was one of the +greatest noblemen in the kingdom, the Scots Duke of Hamilton, just +created Duke of Brandon in England; and two other noble lords of +the Tory party, my Lord Ashburnham, and another I have forgot; and +for ladies, her Grace the Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, the +Lady Mary and the Lady Betty, the former one of Mistress Beatrix's +colleagues in waiting on the Queen. + +"What a party of Tories!" whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we +were assembled in the parlor before dinner. Indeed, all the +company present, save Steele, were of that faction. + +Mr. St. John made his special compliments to Mrs. Steele, and so +charmed her that she declared she would have Steele a Tory too. + +"Or will you have me a Whig?" says Mr. St. John. "I think, madam, +you could convert a man to anything." + +"If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square I will teach him +what I know," says Mrs. Steele, dropping her handsome eyes. "Do +you know Bloomsbury Square?" + +"Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the reigning +toast? Why, Bloomsbury is the very height of the mode," says Mr. +St. John. "'Tis rus in urbe. You have gardens all the way to +Hampstead, and palaces round about you--Southampton House and +Montague House." + +"Where you wretches go and fight duels," cries Mrs. Steele. + +"Of which the ladies are the cause!" says her entertainer. "Madam, +is Dick a good swordsman? How charming the 'Tatler' is! We all +recognized your portrait in the 49th number, and I have been dying +to know you ever since I read it. 'Aspasia must be allowed to be +the first of the beauteous order of love.' Doth not the passage +run so? 'In this accomplished lady love is the constant effect, +though it is never the design; yet though her mien carries much +more invitation than command, to behold her is an immediate check +to loose behavior, and to love her is a liberal education.'" + +"Oh, indeed!" says Mrs. Steele, who did not seem to understand a +word of what the gentleman was saying. + +"Who could fail to be accomplished under such a mistress?" says Mr. +St. John, still gallant and bowing. + +"Mistress! upon my word, sir!" cries the lady. "If you mean me, +sir, I would have you know that I am the Captain's wife." + +"Sure we all know it," answers Mr. St. John, keeping his +countenance very gravely; and Steele broke in saying, "'Twas not +about Mrs. Steele I writ that paper--though I am sure she is worthy +of any compliment I can pay her--but of the Lady Elizabeth +Hastings." + +"I hear Mr. Addison is equally famous as a wit and a poet," says +Mr. St. John. "Is it true that his hand is to be found in your +'Tatler,' Mr. Steele?" + +"Whether 'tis the sublime or the humorous, no man can come near +him," cries Steele. + +"A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison! cries out his lady: "a +gentleman who gives himself such airs and holds his head so high +now. I hope your ladyship thinks as I do: I can't bear those very +fair men with white eyelashes--a black man for me." (All the black +men at table applauded, and made Mrs. Steele a bow for this +compliment.) "As for this Mr. Addison," she went on, "he comes to +dine with the Captain sometimes, never says a word to me, and then +they walk up stairs both tipsy, to a dish of tea. I remember your +Mr. Addison when he had but one coat to his back, and that with a +patch at the elbow." + +"Indeed--a patch at the elbow! You interest me," says Mr. St. +John. "'Tis charming to hear of one man of letters from the +charming wife of another." + +"La, I could tell you ever so much about 'em," continues the +voluble lady. "What do you think the Captain has got now?--a +little hunchback fellow--a little hop-o'-my-thumb creature that he +calls a poet--a little Popish brat!" + +"Hush, there are two in the room," whispers her companion. + +"Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope," says the lady. +"'Tis only my joking way. And this little dwarf of a fellow has +wrote a pastoral poem--all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you +know." + +"A shepherd should have a little crook," says my mistress, laughing +from her end of the table: on which Mrs. Steele said, "She did not +know, but the Captain brought home this queer little creature when +she was in bed with her first boy, and it was a mercy he had come +no sooner; and Dick raved about his genus, and was always raving +about some nonsense or other." + +"Which of the 'Tatlers' do you prefer, Mrs. Steele?" asked Mr. St. +John. + +"I never read but one, and think it all a pack of rubbish, sir," +says the lady. "Such stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and +Quarterstaff, as it all is! There's the Captain going on still +with the Burgundy--I know he'll be tipsy before he stops--Captain +Steele!" + +"I drink to your eyes, my dear," says the Captain, who seemed to +think his wife charming, and to receive as genuine all the satiric +compliments which Mr. St. John paid her. + +All this while the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond +to talk, and no doubt voted him a dull fellow. For, by some +mistake, just as he was going to pop into the vacant place, he was +placed far away from Beatrix's chair, who sat between his Grace and +my Lord Ashburnham, and shrugged her lovely white shoulders, and +cast a look as if to say, "Pity me," to her cousin. My Lord Duke +and his young neighbor were presently in a very animated and close +conversation. Mrs. Beatrix could no more help using her eyes than +the sun can help shining, and setting those it shines on a-burning. +By the time the first course was done the dinner seemed long to +Esmond; by the time the soup came he fancied they must have been +hours at table: and as for the sweets and jellies he thought they +never would be done. + +At length the ladies rose, Beatrix throwing a Parthian glance at +her duke as she retreated; a fresh bottle and glasses were fetched, +and toasts were called. Mr. St. John asked his Grace the Duke of +Hamilton and the company to drink to the health of his Grace the +Duke of Brandon. Another lord gave General Webb's health, "and may +he get the command the bravest officer in the world deserves." Mr. +Webb thanked the company, complimented his aide-de-camp, and fought +his famous battle over again. + +"Il est fatiguant," whispers Mr. St. John, "avec sa trompette de +Wynendael." + +Captain Steele, who was not of our side, loyally gave the health of +the Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of the age. + +"I drink to the greatest general with all my heart," says Mr. Webb; +"there can be no gainsaying that character of him. My glass goes +to the General, and not to the Duke, Mr. Steele." And the stout +old gentleman emptied his bumper; to which Dick replied by filling +and emptying a pair of brimmers, one for the General and one for +the Duke. + +And now his Grace of Hamilton, rising up with flashing eyes (we had +all been drinking pretty freely), proposed a toast to the lovely, +to the incomparable Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all drank it with +cheers, and my Lord Ashburnham especially, with a shout of +enthusiasm. + +"What a pity there is a Duchess of Hamilton," whispers St. John, +who drank more wine and yet was more steady than most of the +others, and we entered the drawing-room where the ladies were at +their tea. As for poor Dick, we were obliged to leave him alone at +the dining-table, where he was hiccupping out the lines from the +"Campaign," in which the greatest poet had celebrated the greatest +general in the world; and Harry Esmond found him, half an hour +afterwards, in a more advanced stage of liquor, and weeping about +the treachery of Tom Boxer. + +The drawing-room was all dark to poor Harry, in spite of the grand +illumination. Beatrix scarce spoke to him. When my Lord Duke went +away, she practised upon the next in rank, and plied my young Lord +Ashburnham with all the fire of her eyes and the fascinations of +her wit. Most of the party were set to cards, and Mr. St. John, +after yawning in the face of Mrs. Steele, whom he did not care to +pursue any more; and talking in his most brilliant animated way to +Lady Castlewood, whom he pronounced to be beautiful, of a far +higher order of beauty than her daughter, presently took his leave, +and went his way. The rest of the company speedily followed, my +Lord Ashburnham the last, throwing fiery glances at the smiling +young temptress, who had bewitched more hearts than his in her +thrall. + +No doubt, as a kinsman of the house, Mr. Esmond thought fit to be +the last of all in it; he remained after the coaches had rolled +away--after his dowager aunt's chair and flambeaux had marched off +in the darkness towards Chelsey, and the town's people had gone to +bed, who had been drawn into the square to gape at the unusual +assemblage of chairs and chariots, lackeys, and torchmen. The poor +mean wretch lingered yet for a few minutes, to see whether the girl +would vouchsafe him a smile, or a parting word of consolation. But +her enthusiasm of the morning was quite died out, or she chose to +be in a different mood. She fell to joking about the dowdy +appearance of Lady Betty, and mimicked the vulgarity of Mrs. +Steele; and then she put up her little hand to her mouth and +yawned, lighted a taper, and shrugged her shoulders, and dropping +Mr. Esmond a saucy curtsy, sailed off to bed. + +"The day began so well, Henry, that I hoped it might have ended +better," was all the consolation that poor Esmond's fond mistress +could give him; and as he trudged home through the dark alone, he +thought with bitter rage in his heart, and a feeling of almost +revolt against the sacrifice he had made:--"She would have me," +thought he, "had I but a name to give her. But for my promise to +her father, I might have my rank and my mistress too." + +I suppose a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion in him; +for I blush, even now, as I recall the humiliation of those distant +days, the memory of which still smarts, though the fever of balked +desire has passed away more than a score of years ago. When the +writer's descendants come to read this memoir, I wonder will they +have lived to experience a similar defeat and shame? Will they +ever have knelt to a woman who has listened to them, and played +with them, and laughed with them--who beckoning them with lures and +caresses, and with Yes smiling from her eyes, has tricked them on +to their knees, and turned her back and left them. All this shame +Mr. Esmond had to undergo; and he submitted, and revolted, and +presently came crouching back for more. + +After this feste, my young Lord Ashburnham's coach was for ever +rolling in and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother came to +visit Esmond's mistress, and at every assembly in the town, +wherever the Maid of Honor made her appearance, you might be pretty +sure to see the young gentleman in a new suit every week, and +decked out in all the finery that his tailor or embroiderer could +furnish for him. My lord was for ever paying Mr. Esmond +compliments: bidding him to dinner, offering him horses to ride, +and giving him a thousand uncouth marks of respect and good-will. +At last, one night at the coffee-house, whither my lord came +considerably flushed and excited with drink, he rushes up to Mr. +Esmond, and cries out--"Give me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the +happiest of men." + +"The happiest of men needs no dearest colonel to give him joy," +says Mr. Esmond. "What is the cause of this supreme felicity?" + +"Haven't you heard?" says he. "Don't you know? I thought the +family told you everything: the adorable Beatrix hath promised to +be mine." + +"What!" cries out Mr. Esmond, who had spent happy hours with +Beatrix that very morning--had writ verses for her, that she had +sung at the harpsichord. + +"Yes," says he; "I waited on her to-day. I saw you walking towards +Knightsbridge as I passed in my coach; and she looked so lovely, +and spoke so kind, that I couldn't help going down on my knees, +and--and--sure I am the happiest of men in all the world; and I'm +very young; but she says I shall get older: and you know I shall be +of age in four months; and there's very little difference between +us; and I'm so happy. I should like to treat the company to +something. Let us have a bottle--a dozen bottles--and drink the +health of the finest woman in England." + +Esmond left the young lord tossing off bumper after bumper, and +strolled away to Kensington to ask whether the news was true. +'Twas only too sure: his mistress's sad, compassionate face told +him the story; and then she related what particulars of it she +knew, and how my young lord had made his offer, half an hour after +Esmond went away that morning, and in the very room where the song +lay yet on the harpsichord, which Esmond had writ, and they had +sung together. + + + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I COME TO AN END OF MY BATTLES AND BRUISES. + + +That feverish desire to gain a little reputation which Esmond had +had, left him now perhaps that he had attained some portion of his +wish, and the great motive of his ambition was over. His desire +for military honor was that it might raise him in Beatrix's eyes. +'Twas next to nobility and wealth, the only kind of rank she +valued. It was the stake quickest won or lost too; for law is a +very long game that requires a life to practise; and to be +distinguished in letters or the Church would not have forwarded the +poor gentleman's plans in the least. So he had no suit to play but +the red one, and he played it; and this, in truth, was the reason +of his speedy promotion; for he exposed himself more than most +gentlemen do, and risked more to win more. Is he the only man that +hath set his life against a stake which may be not worth the +winning? Another risks his life (and his honor, too, sometimes,) +against a bundle of bank-notes, or a yard of blue ribbon, or a seat +in Parliament; and some for the mere pleasure and excitement of the +sport; as a field of a hundred huntsmen will do, each out-bawling +and out-galloping the other at the tail of a dirty fox, that is to +be the prize of the foremost happy conqueror. + +When he heard this news of Beatrix's engagement in marriage, +Colonel Esmond knocked under to his fate, and resolved to surrender +his sword, that could win him nothing now he cared for; and in this +dismal frame of mind he determined to retire from the regiment, to +the great delight of the captain next in rank to him, who happened +to be a young gentleman of good fortune, who eagerly paid Mr. +Esmond a thousand guineas for his majority in Webb's regiment, and +was knocked on the head the next campaign. Perhaps Esmond would +not have been sorry to share his fate. He was more the Knight of +the Woful Countenance than ever he had been. His moodiness must +have made him perfectly odious to his friends under the tents, who +like a jolly fellow, and laugh at a melancholy warrior always +sighing after Dulcinea at home. + +Both the ladies of Castlewood approved of Mr. Esmond quitting the +army, and his kind General coincided in his wish of retirement and +helped in the transfer of his commission, which brought a pretty +sum into his pocket. But when the Commander-in-Chief came home, +and was forced, in spite of himself, to appoint Lieutenant-General +Webb to the command of a division of the army in Flanders, the +Lieutenant-General prayed Colonel Esmond so urgently to be his +aide-de-camp and military secretary, that Esmond could not resist +his kind patron's entreaties, and again took the field, not +attached to any regiment, but under Webb's orders. What must have +been the continued agonies of fears* and apprehensions which racked +the gentle breasts of wives and matrons in those dreadful days, +when every Gazette brought accounts of deaths and battles, and when +the present anxiety over, and the beloved person escaped, the doubt +still remained that a battle might be fought, possibly, of which +the next Flanders letter would bring the account; so they, the poor +tender creatures, had to go on sickening and trembling through the +whole campaign. Whatever these terrors were on the part of +Esmond's mistress, (and that tenderest of women must have felt them +most keenly for both her sons, as she called them), she never +allowed them outwardly to appear, but hid her apprehension, as she +did her charities and devotion. 'Twas only by chance that Esmond, +wandering in Kensington, found his mistress coming out of a mean +cottage there, and heard that she had a score of poor retainers, +whom she visited and comforted in their sickness and poverty, and +who blessed her daily. She attended the early church daily (though +of a Sunday, especially, she encouraged and advanced all sorts of +cheerfulness and innocent gayety in her little household): and by +notes entered into a table-book of hers at this time, and +devotional compositions writ with a sweet artless fervor, such as +the best divines could not surpass, showed how fond her heart was, +how humble and pious her spirit, what pangs of apprehension she +endured silently, and with what a faithful reliance she committed +the care of those she loved to the awful Dispenser of death and +life. + +/* +* What indeed? Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.--R. E. +*/ + +As for her ladyship at Chelsey, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she +was now of an age when the danger of any second party doth not +disturb the rest much. She cared for trumps more than for most +things in life. She was firm enough in her own faith, but no +longer very bitter against ours. She had a very good-natured, easy +French director, Monsieur Gauthier by name, who was a gentleman of +the world, and would take a hand of cards with Dean Atterbury, my +lady's neighbor at Chelsey, and was well with all the High Church +party. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier knew what Esmond's peculiar +position was, for he corresponded with Holt, and always treated +Colonel Esmond with particular respect and kindness; but for good +reasons the Colonel and the Abbe never spoke on this matter +together, and so they remained perfect good friends. + +All the frequenters of my Lady of Chelsey's house were of the Tory +and High Church party. Madame Beatrix was as frantic about the +King as her elderly kinswoman: she wore his picture on her heart; +she had a piece of his hair; she vowed he was the most injured, and +gallant, and accomplished, and unfortunate, and beautiful of +princes. Steele, who quarrelled with very many of his Tory +friends, but never with Esmond, used to tell the Colonel that his +kinswoman's house was a rendezvous of Tory intrigues; that Gauthier +was a spy; that Atterbury was a spy; that letters were constantly +going from that house to the Queen at St. Germains; on which +Esmond, laughing, would reply, that they used to say in the army +the Duke of Marlborough was a spy too, and as much in +correspondence with that family as any Jesuit. And without +entering very eagerly into the controversy, Esmond had frankly +taken the side of his family. It seemed to him that King James the +Third was undoubtedly King of England by right: and at his sister's +death it would be better to have him than a foreigner over us. No +man admired King William more; a hero and a conqueror, the bravest, +justest, wisest of men--but 'twas by the sword he conquered the +country, and held and governed it by the very same right that the +great Cromwell held it, who was truly and greatly a sovereign. But +that a foreign despotic Prince, out of Germany, who happened to be +descended from King James the First, should take possession of this +empire, seemed to Mr. Esmond a monstrous injustice--at least, every +Englishman had a right to protest, and the English Prince, the +heir-at-law, the first of all. What man of spirit with such a +cause would not back it? What man of honor with such a crown to +win would not fight for it? But that race was destined. That +Prince had himself against him, an enemy he could not overcome. He +never dared to draw his sword, though he had it. He let his +chances slip by as he lay in the lap of opera-girls, or snivelled +at the knees of priests asking pardon; and the blood of heroes, and +the devotedness of honest hearts, and endurance, courage, fidelity, +were all spent for him in vain. + +But let us return to my Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond +announced to her ladyship that he proposed to make the ensuing +campaign, took leave of him with perfect alacrity, and was down to +piquet with her gentlewoman before he had well quitted the room on +his last visit. "Tierce to a king," were the last words he ever +heard her say: the game of life was pretty nearly over for the good +lady, and three months afterwards she took to her bed, where she +flickered out without any pain, so the Abbe Gauthier wrote over to +Mr. Esmond, then with his General on the frontier of France. The +Lady Castlewood was with her at her ending, and had written too, +but these letters must have been taken by a privateer in the packet +that brought them; for Esmond knew nothing of their contents until +his return to England. + +My Lady Castlewood had left everything to Colonel Esmond, "as a +reparation for the wrong done to him;" 'twas writ in her will. But +her fortune was not much, for it never had been large, and the +honest viscountess had wisely sunk most of the money she had upon +an annuity which terminated with her life. However, there was the +house and furniture, plate and pictures at Chelsey, and a sum of +money lying at her merchant's, Sir Josiah Child, which altogether +would realize a sum of near three hundred pounds per annum, so that +Mr. Esmond found himself, if not rich, at least easy for life. +Likewise there were the famous diamonds which had been said to be +worth fabulous sums, though the goldsmith pronounced they would +fetch no more than four thousand pounds. These diamonds, however, +Colonel Esmond reserved, having a special use for them: but the +Chelsey house, plate, goods, &c., with the exception of a few +articles which he kept back, were sold by his orders; and the sums +resulting from the sale invested in the public securities so as to +realize the aforesaid annual income of three hundred pounds. + +Having now something to leave, he made a will and despatched it +home. The army was now in presence of the enemy; and a great +battle expected every day. 'Twas known that the General-in-Chief +was in disgrace, and the parties at home strong against him, and +there was no stroke this great and resolute player would not +venture to recall his fortune when it seemed desperate. Frank +Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his General having gladly taken +the young nobleman on to his staff. His studies of fortifications +at Bruxelles were over by this time. The fort he was besieging had +yielded, I believe, and my lord had not only marched in with flying +colors, but marched out again. He used to tell his boyish +wickednesses with admirable humor, and was the most charming young +scapegrace in the army. + +'Tis needless to say that Colonel Esmond had left every penny of +his little fortune to this boy. It was the Colonel's firm +conviction that the next battle would put an end to him: for he +felt aweary of the sun, and quite ready to bid that and the earth +farewell. Frank would not listen to his comrade's gloomy +forebodings, but swore they would keep his birthday at Castlewood +that autumn, after the campaign. He had heard of the engagement at +home. "If Prince Eugene goes to London," says Frank, "and Trix can +get hold of him, she'll jilt Ashburnham for his Highness. I tell +you, she used to make eyes at the Duke of Marlborough, when she was +only fourteen, and ogling poor little Blandford. I wouldn't marry +her, Harry--no, not if her eyes were twice as big. I'll take my +fun. I'll enjoy for the next three years every possible pleasure. +I'll sow my wild oats then, and marry some quiet, steady, modest, +sensible viscountess; hunt my harriers; and settle down at +Castlewood. Perhaps I'll represent the county--no, damme, YOU +shall represent the county. You have the brains of the family. By +the Lord, my dear old Harry, you have the best head and the kindest +heart in all the army; and every man says so--and when the Queen +dies, and the King comes back, why shouldn't you go to the House of +Commons, and be a Minister, and be made a Peer, and that sort of +thing? YOU be shot in the next action! I wager a dozen of +Burgundy you are not touched. Mohun is well of his wound. He is +always with Corporal John now. As soon as ever I see his ugly face +I'll spit in it. I took lessons of Father--of Captain Holt at +Bruxelles. What a man that is! He knows everything." Esmond bade +Frank have a care; that Father Holt's knowledge was rather +dangerous; not, indeed, knowing as yet how far the Father had +pushed his instructions with his young pupil. + +The gazetteers and writers, both of the French and English side, +have given accounts sufficient of that bloody battle of Blarignies +or Malplaquet, which was the last and the hardest earned of the +victories of the great Duke of Marlborough. In that tremendous +combat near upon two hundred and fifty thousand men were engaged, +more than thirty thousand of whom were slain or wounded (the Allies +lost twice as many men as they killed of the French, whom they +conquered): and this dreadful slaughter very likely took place +because a great general's credit was shaken at home, and he thought +to restore it by a victory. If such were the motives which induced +the Duke of Marlborough to venture that prodigious stake, and +desperately sacrifice thirty thousand brave lives, so that he might +figure once more in a Gazette, and hold his places and pensions a +little longer, the event defeated the dreadful and selfish design, +for the victory was purchased at a cost which no nation, greedy of +glory as it may be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The +gallantry of the French was as remarkable as the furious bravery of +their assailants. We took a few score of their flags, and a few +pieces of their artillery; but we left twenty thousand of the +bravest soldiers of the world round about the intrenched lines, +from which the enemy was driven. He retreated in perfect good +order; the panic-spell seemed to be broke, under which the French +had labored ever since the disaster of Hochstedt; and, fighting now +on the threshold of their country, they showed an heroic ardor of +resistance, such as had never met us in the course of their +aggressive war. Had the battle been more successful, the conqueror +might have got the price for which he waged it. As it was, (and +justly, I think,) the party adverse to the Duke in England were +indignant at the lavish extravagance of slaughter, and demanded +more eagerly than ever the recall of a chief whose cupidity and +desperation might urge him further still. After this bloody fight +of Malplaquet, I can answer for it, that in the Dutch quarters and +our own, and amongst the very regiments and commanders whose +gallantry was most conspicuous upon this frightful day of carnage, +the general cry was, that there was enough of the war. The French +were driven back into their own boundary, and all their conquests +and booty of Flanders disgorged. As for the Prince of Savoy, with +whom our Commander-in-Chief, for reasons of his own, consorted more +closely than ever, 'twas known that he was animated not merely by a +political hatred, but by personal rage against the old French King: +the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight put by Lewis +upon the Abbe de Savoie; and in the humiliation or ruin of his most +Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his account. But +what were these quarrels to us, the free citizens of England and +Holland! Despot as he was, the French monarch was yet the chief of +European civilization, more venerable in his age and misfortunes +than at the period of his most splendid successes; whilst his +opponent was but a semi-barbarous tyrant, with a pillaging, +murderous horde of Croats and Pandours, composing a half of his +army, filling our camp with their strange figures, bearded like the +miscreant Turks their neighbors, and carrying into Christian +warfare their native heathen habits of rapine, lust, and murder. +Why should the best blood in England and France be shed in order +that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians should +have his revenge over the Christian king? And it was to this end +we were fighting; for this that every village and family in England +was deploring the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not +speak to each other, even at table, of Malplaquet, so frightful +were the gaps left in our army by the cannon of that bloody action. +'Twas heartrending for an officer who had a heart to look down his +line on a parade-day afterwards, and miss hundreds of faces of +comrades--humble or of high rank--that had gathered but yesterday +full of courage and cheerfulness round the torn and blackened +flags. Where were our friends? As the great Duke reviewed us, +riding along our lines with his fine suite of prancing aides-de-camp and generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer with +those eager smiles and bows of which his Grace was always lavish, +scarce a huzzah could be got for him, though Cadogan, with an oath, +rode up and cried--"D--n you, why don't you cheer?" But the men +had no heart for that: not one of them but was thinking, "Where's +my comrade?--where's my brother that fought by me, or my dear +captain that led me yesterday?" 'Twas the most gloomy pageant I +ever looked on; and the "Te Deum" sung by our chaplains, the most +woful and dreary satire. + +Esmond's General added one more to the many marks of honor which he +had received in the front of a score of battles, and got a wound in +the groin, which laid him on his back; and you may be sure he +consoled himself by abusing the Commander-in-Chief, as he lay +groaning,--"Corporal John's as fond of me," he used to say, "as +King David was of General Uriah; and so he always gives me the post +of danger." He persisted, to his dying day, in believing that the +Duke intended he should be beat at Wynendael, and sent him +purposely with a small force, hoping that he might be knocked on +the head there. Esmond and Frank Castlewood both escaped without +hurt, though the division which our General commanded suffered even +more than any other, having to sustain not only the fury of the +enemy's cannonade, which was very hot and well served, but the +furious and repeated charges of the famous Maison du Roy, which we +had to receive and beat off again and again, with volleys of shot +and hedges of iron, and our four lines of musqueteers and pikemen. +They said the King of England charged us no less than twelve times +that day, along with the French Household. Esmond's late regiment, +General Webb's own Fusileers, served in the division which their +colonel commanded. The General was thrice in the centre of the +square of the Fusileers, calling the fire at the French charges, +and, after the action, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his +compliments to his old regiment and their Colonel for their +behavior on the field. + +We drank my Lord Castlewood's health and majority, the 25th of +September, the army being then before Mons: and here Colonel Esmond +was not so fortunate as he had been in actions much more dangerous, +and was hit by a spent ball just above the place where his former +wound was, which caused the old wound to open again, fever, +spitting of blood, and other ugly symptoms, to ensue; and, in a +word, brought him near to death's door. The kind lad, his kinsman, +attended his elder comrade with a very praiseworthy +affectionateness and care until he was pronounced out of danger by +the doctors, when Frank went off, passed the winter at Bruxelles, +and besieged, no doubt, some other fortress there. Very few lads +would have given up their pleasures so long and so gayly as Frank +did; his cheerful prattle soothed many long days of Esmond's pain +and languor. Frank was supposed to be still at his kinsman's +bedside for a month after he had left it, for letters came from his +mother at home full of thanks to the younger gentleman for his care +of his elder brother (so it pleased Esmond's mistress now +affectionately to style him); nor was Mr. Esmond in a hurry to +undeceive her, when the good young fellow was gone for his +Christmas holiday. It was as pleasant to Esmond on his couch to +watch the young man's pleasure at the idea of being free, as to +note his simple efforts to disguise his satisfaction on going away. +There are days when a flask of champagne at a cabaret, and a red-cheeked partner to share it, are too strong temptations for any +young fellow of spirit. I am not going to play the moralist, and +cry "Fie." For ages past, I know how old men preach, and what +young men practise; and that patriarchs have had their weak moments +too, long since Father Noah toppled over after discovering the +vine. Frank went off, then, to his pleasures at Bruxelles, in +which capital many young fellows of our army declared they found +infinitely greater diversion even than in London: and Mr. Henry +Esmond remained in his sick-room, where he writ a fine comedy, that +his mistress pronounced to be sublime, and that was acted no less +than three successive nights in London in the next year. + +Here, as he lay nursing himself, ubiquitous Mr. Holt reappeared, +and stopped a whole month at Mons, where he not only won over +Colonel Esmond to the King's side in politics (that side being +always held by the Esmond family); but where he endeavored to +reopen the controversial question between the churches once more, +and to recall Esmond to that religion in which, in his infancy, he +had been baptized. Holt was a casuist, both dexterous and learned, +and presented the case between the English church and his own in +such a way that those who granted his premises ought certainly to +allow his conclusions. He touched on Esmond's delicate state of +health, chance of dissolution, and so forth; and enlarged upon the +immense benefits that the sick man was likely to forego--benefits +which the church of England did not deny to those of the Roman +communion, as how should she, being derived from that church, and +only an offshoot from it? But Mr. Esmond said that his church was +the church of his country, and to that he chose to remain faithful: +other people were welcome to worship and to subscribe any other set +of articles, whether at Rome or at Augsburg. But if the good +Father meant that Esmond should join the Roman communion for fear +of consequences, and that all England ran the risk of being damned +for heresy, Esmond, for one, was perfectly willing to take his +chance of the penalty along with the countless millions of his +fellow-countrymen, who were bred in the same faith, and along with +some of the noblest, the truest, the purest, the wisest, the most +pious and learned men and women in the world. + +As for the political question, in that Mr. Esmond could agree with +the Father much more readily, and had come to the same conclusion, +though, perhaps, by a different way. The right divine, about which +Dr. Sacheverel and the High Church party in England were just now +making a bother, they were welcome to hold as they chose. If +Richard Cromwell, and his father before him had been crowned and +anointed (and bishops enough would have been found to do it), it +seemed to Mr. Esmond that they would have had the right divine just +as much as any Plantagenet, or Tudor, or Stuart. But the desire of +the country being unquestionably for an hereditary monarchy, Esmond +thought an English king out of St. Germains was better and fitter +than a German prince from Herrenhausen, and that if he failed to +satisfy the nation, some other Englishman might be found to take +his place; and so, though with no frantic enthusiasm, or worship of +that monstrous pedigree which the Tories chose to consider divine, +he was ready to say, "God save King James!" when Queen Anne went +the way of kings and commoners. + +"I fear, Colonel, you are no better than a republican at heart," +says the priest with a sigh. + +"I am an Englishman," says Harry, "and take my country as I find +her. The will of the nation being for church and king, I am for +church and king too; but English church and English king; and that +is why your church isn't mine, though your king is." + +Though they lost the day at Malplaquet, it was the French who were +elated by that action, whilst the conquerors were dispirited, by +it; and the enemy gathered together a larger army than ever, and +made prodigious efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was +with the French this year; and we heard that Mareschal Villars was +still suffering of his wound, was eager to bring our Duke to +action, and vowed he would fight us in his coach. Young Castlewood +came flying back from Bruxelles, as soon as he heard that fighting +was to begin; and the arrival of the Chevalier de St. George was +announced about May. "It's the King's third campaign, and it's +mine," Frank liked saying. He was come back a greater Jacobite +than ever, and Esmond suspected that some fair conspirators at +Bruxelles had been inflaming the young man's ardor. Indeed, he +owned that he had a message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, +who had given her name to Frank's sister the year before he and his +sovereign were born. + +However desirous Marshal Villars might be to fight, my Lord Duke +did not seem disposed to indulge him this campaign. Last year his +Grace had been all for the Whigs and Hanoverians; but finding, on +going to England, his country cold towards himself, and the people +in a ferment of High Church loyalty, the Duke comes back to his +army cooled towards the Hanoverians, cautious with the +Imperialists, and particularly civil and polite towards the +Chevalier de St. George. 'Tis certain that messengers and letters +were continually passing between his Grace and his brave nephew, +the Duke of Berwick, in the opposite camp. No man's caresses were +more opportune than his Grace's, and no man ever uttered +expressions of regard and affection more generously. He professed +to Monsieur de Torcy, so Mr. St. John told the writer, quite an +eagerness to be cut in pieces for the exiled Queen and her family; +nay more, I believe, this year he parted with a portion of the most +precious part of himself--his money--which he sent over to the +royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who was in the Prince's service, was +twice or thrice in and out of our camp; the French, in theirs of +Arlieu and about Arras. A little river, the Canihe I think 'twas +called, (but this is writ away from books and Europe; and the only +map the writer hath of these scenes of his youth, bears no mark of +this little stream,) divided our pickets from the enemy's. Our +sentries talked across the stream, when they could make themselves +understood to each other, and when they could not, grinned, and +handed each other their brandy-flasks or their pouches of tobacco. +And one fine day of June, riding thither with the officer who +visited the outposts, (Colonel Esmond was taking an airing on +horseback, being too weak for military duty,) they came to this +river, where a number of English and Scots were assembled, talking +to the good-natured enemy on the other side. + +Esmond was especially amused with the talk of one long fellow, with +a great curling red moustache, and blue eyes, that was half a dozen +inches taller than his swarthy little comrades on the French side +of the stream, and being asked by the Colonel, saluted him, and +said that he belonged to the Royal Cravats. + +From his way of saying "Royal Cravat," Esmond at once knew that the +fellow's tongue had first wagged on the banks of the Liffey, and +not the Loire; and the poor soldier--a deserter probably--did not +like to venture very deep into French conversation, lest his +unlucky brogue should peep out. He chose to restrict himself to +such few expressions in the French language as he thought he had +mastered easily; and his attempt at disguise was infinitely +amusing. Mr. Esmond whistled Lillibullero, at which Teague's eyes +began to twinkle, and then flung him a dollar, when the poor boy +broke out with a "God bless--that is, Dieu benisse votre honor," +that would infallibly have sent him to the provost-marshal had he +been on our side of the river. + +Whilst this parley was going on, three officers on horseback, on +the French side, appeared at some little distance, and stopped as +if eying us, when one of them left the other two, and rode close up +to us who were by the stream. "Look, look!" says the Royal Cravat, +with great agitation, "pas lui, that's he; not him, l'autre," and +pointed to the distant officer on a chestnut horse, with a cuirass +shining in the sun, and over it a broad blue ribbon. + +"Please to take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough--my +Lord Duke," says the gentleman in English: and, looking to see that +the party were not hostilely disposed, he added, with a smile, +"There's a friend of yours, gentlemen, yonder; he bids me to say +that he saw some of your faces on the 11th of September last year." + +As the gentleman spoke, the other two officers rode up, and came +quite close. We knew at once who it was. It was the King, then +two-and-twenty years old, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes, that +looked melancholy, though his lips wore a smile. We took off our +hats and saluted him. No man, sure, could see for the first time, +without emotion, the youthful inheritor of so much fame and +misfortune. It seemed to Mr. Esmond that the Prince was not unlike +young Castlewood, whose age and figure he resembled. The Chevalier +de St. George acknowledged the salute, and looked at us hard. Even +the idlers on our side of the river set up a hurrah. As for the +Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt down and kissed +his boot, and bawled and looked a hundred ejaculations and +blessings. The prince bade the aide-de-camp give him a piece of +money; and when the party saluting us had ridden away, Cravat spat +upon the piece of gold by way of benediction, and swaggered away, +pouching his coin and twirling his honest carroty moustache. + +The officer in whose company Esmond was, the same little captain of +Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had proposed the garden at +Lille, when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their affair, was an +Irishman too, and as brave a little soul as ever wore a sword. +"Bedad," says Roger Sterne, "that long fellow spoke French so +beautiful that I shouldn't have known he wasn't a foreigner, till +he broke out with his hulla-ballooing, and only an Irish calf can +bellow like that." And Roger made another remark in his wild way, +in which there was sense as well as absurdity--"If that young +gentleman," says he, "would but ride over to our camp, instead of +Villars's, toss up his hat and say, 'Here am I, the King, who'll +follow me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise and +carry him home again, and beat Villars, and take Paris by the way." + +The news of the Prince's visit was all through the camp quickly, +and scores of ours went down in hopes to see him. Major Hamilton, +whom we had talked with, sent back by a trumpet several silver +pieces for officers with us. Mr. Esmond received one of these; and +that medal, and a recompense not uncommon amongst Princes, were the +only rewards he ever had from a Royal person, whom he endeavored +not very long after to serve. + +Esmond quitted the army almost immediately after this, following +his general home; and, indeed, being advised to travel in the fine +weather and attempt to take no further part in the campaign. But +he heard from the army, that of the many who crowded to see the +Chevalier de St. George, Frank Castlewood had made himself most +conspicuous: my Lord Viscount riding across the little stream +bareheaded to where the Prince was, and dismounting and kneeling +before him to do him homage. Some said that the Prince had +actually knighted him, but my lord denied that statement, though he +acknowledged the rest of the story, and said:--"From having been +out of favor with Corporal John," as he called the Duke, "before +his Grace warned him not to commit those follies, and smiled on him +cordially ever after." + +"And he was so kind to me," Frank writ, "that I thought I would put +in a good word for Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name he +looked as black as thunder, and said he had never heard of you." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I GO HOME, AND HARP ON THE OLD STRING. + + +After quitting Mons and the army, and as he was waiting for a +packet at Ostend, Esmond had a letter from his young kinsman +Castlewood at Bruxelles, conveying intelligence whereof Frank +besought him to be the bearer to London, and which caused Colonel +Esmond no small anxiety. + +The young scapegrace, being one-and-twenty years old, and being +anxious to sow his "wild otes," as he wrote, had married +Mademoiselle de Wertheim, daughter of Count de Wertheim, +Chamberlain to the Emperor, and having a post in the Household of +the Governor of the Netherlands. "P.S.," the young gentleman +wrote: "Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which perhaps may be objected to +her: but I am so OLD A RAIK that the age makes no difference, and I +am DETERMINED to reform. We were married at St. Gudule, by Father +Holt. She is heart and soul for the GOOD CAUSE. And here the cry +is Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, and Trix TOO. Break +this news to 'em gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to press the +people for their rents, and send me the RYNO anyhow. Clotilda +sings, and plays on the Spinet BEAUTIFULLY. She is a fair beauty. +And if it's a son, you shall stand GODFATHER. I'm going to leave +the army, having had ENUF OF SOLDERING; and my Lord Duke RECOMMENDS +me. I shall pass the winter here: and stop at least until Clo's +lying in. I call her OLD CLO, but nobody else shall. She is the +cleverest woman in all Bruxelles: understanding painting, music, +poetry, and perfect at COOKERY AND PUDDENS. I borded with the +Count, that's how I came to know her. There are four Counts her +brothers. One an Abbey--three with the Prince's army. They have a +lawsuit for AN IMMENCE FORTUNE: but are now in a PORE WAY. Break +this to mother, who'll take anything from YOU. And write, and bid +Finch write AMEDIATELY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, Bruxelles, +Flanders." + +So Frank had married a Roman Catholic lady, and an heir was +expected, and Mr. Esmond was to carry this intelligence to his +mistress at London. 'Twas a difficult embassy; and the Colonel +felt not a little tremor as he neared the capital. + +He reached his inn late, and sent a messenger to Kensington to +announce his arrival and visit the next morning. The messenger +brought back news that the Court was at Windsor, and the fair +Beatrix absent and engaged in her duties there. Only Esmond's +mistress remained in her house at Kensington. She appeared in +court but once in the year; Beatrix was quite the mistress and +ruler of the little mansion, inviting the company thither, and +engaging in every conceivable frolic of town pleasure. Whilst her +mother, acting as the young lady's protectress and elder sister, +pursued her own path, which was quite modest and secluded. + +As soon as ever Esmond was dressed (and he had been awake long +before the town), he took a coach for Kensington, and reached it so +early that he met his dear mistress coming home from morning +prayers. She carried her prayer-book, never allowing a footman to +bear it, as everybody else did: and it was by this simple sign +Esmond knew what her occupation had been. He called to the +coachman to stop, and jumped out as she looked towards him. She +wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when she saw him. +To feel that kind little hand near to his heart seemed to give him +strength. They were soon at the door of her ladyship's house--and +within it. + +With a sweet sad smile she took his hand and kissed it. + +"How ill you have been: how weak you look, my dear Henry," she +said. + +'Tis certain the Colonel did look like a ghost, except that ghosts +do not look very happy, 'tis said. Esmond always felt so on +returning to her after absence, indeed whenever he looked in her +sweet kind face. + +"I am come back to be nursed by my family," says he. "If Frank had +not taken care of me after my wound, very likely I should have gone +altogether." + +"Poor Frank, good Frank!" says his mother. "You'll always be kind +to him, my lord," she went on. "The poor child never knew he was +doing you a wrong." + +"My lord!" cries out Colonel Esmond. "What do you mean, dear +lady?" + +"I am no lady," says she; "I am Rachel Esmond, Francis Esmond's +widow, my lord. I cannot bear that title. Would we never had +taken it from him who has it now. But we did all in our power, +Henry: we did all in our power; and my lord and I--that is--" + +"Who told you this tale, dearest lady?" asked the Colonel. + +"Have you not had the letter I writ you? I writ to you at Mons +directly I heard it," says Lady Esmond. + +"And from whom?" again asked Colonel Esmond--and his mistress then +told him that on her death-bed the Dowager Countess, sending for +her, had presented her with this dismal secret as a legacy. "'Twas +very malicious of the Dowager," Lady Esmond said, "to have had it +so long, and to have kept the truth from me." "Cousin Rachel," she +said,--and Esmond's mistress could not forbear smiling as she told +the story--"Cousin Rachel," cries the Dowager, "I have sent for +you, as the doctors say I may go off any day in this dysentery; and +to ease my conscience of a great load that has been on it. You +always have been a poor creature and unfit for great honor, and +what I have to say won't, therefore, affect you so much. You must +know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, plate, and +furniture, three thousand pounds in money, and my diamonds that my +late revered Saint and Sovereign, King James, presented me with, to +my Lord Viscount Castlewood." + +"To my Frank?" says Lady Castlewood; "I was in hopes--" + +To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron +Esmond of Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of +Esmond under patent of his Majesty King James the Second, conferred +upon my husband the late Marquis--for I am Marchioness of Esmond +before God and man." + +"And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?" asks Lady +Castlewood (she hath told me the story completely since with her +quiet arch way; the most charming any woman ever had: and I set +down the narrative here at length, so as to have done with it). +"And have you left poor Harry nothing?" asks my dear lady: "for you +know, Henry," she says with her sweet smile, "I used always to pity +Esau--and I think I am on his side--though papa tried very hard to +convince me the other way." + +"Poor Harry!" says the old lady. "So you want something left to +poor Harry: he,--he! (reach me the drops, cousin). Well, then, my +dear, since you want poor Harry to have a fortune, you must +understand that ever since the year 1691, a week after the battle +of the Boyne, where the Prince of Orange defeated his royal +sovereign and father, for which crime he is now suffering in flames +(ugh! ugh!) Henry Esmond hath been Marquis of Esmond and Earl of +Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and Baron and Viscount Castlewood +of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet--and his eldest son will be, +by courtesy, styled Earl of Castlewood--he! he! What do you think +of that, my dear?" + +"Gracious mercy! how long have you known this?" cries the other +lady (thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was wandering in +her wits). + +"My husband, before he was converted, was a wicked wretch," the +sick sinner continued. "When he was in the Low Countries he +seduced a weaver's daughter; and added to his wickedness by +marrying her. And then he came to this country and married me--a +poor girl--a poor innocent young thing--I say,"--"though she was +past forty, you know, Harry, when she married: and as for being +innocent"--"Well," she went on, "I knew nothing of my lord's +wickedness for three years after our marriage, and after the burial +of our poor little boy I had it done over again, my dear: I had +myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon as ever +I heard the creature was dead--and having a great illness then, +arising from another sad disappointment I had, the priest came and +told me that my lord had a son before our marriage, and that the +child was at nurse in England; and I consented to let the brat be +brought home, and a queer little melancholy child it was when it +came. + +"Our intention was to make a priest of him: and he was bred for +this, until you perverted him from it, you wicked woman. And I had +again hopes of giving an heir to my lord, when he was called away +upon the King's business, and died fighting gloriously at the Boyne +water. + +"Should I be disappointed--I owed your husband no love, my dear, +for he had jilted me in the most scandalous way and I thought there +would be time to declare the little weaver's son for the true heir. +But I was carried off to prison, where your husband was so kind to +me--urging all his friends to obtain my release, and using all his +credit in my favor--that I relented towards him, especially as my +director counselled me to be silent; and that it was for the good +of the King's service that the title of our family should continue +with your husband the late viscount, whereby his fidelity would be +always secured to the King. And a proof of this is, that a year +before your husband's death, when he thought of taking a place +under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to him, and told him what +the state of the matter was, and obliged him to raise a large sum +for his Majesty; and engaged him in the true cause so heartily, +that we were sure of his support on any day when it should be +considered advisable to attack the usurper. Then his sudden death +came; and there was a thought of declaring the truth. But 'twas +determined to be best for the King's service to let the title still +go with the younger branch; and there's no sacrifice a Castlewood +wouldn't make for that cause, my dear. + +"As for Colonel Esmond, he knew the truth already." ("And then, +Harry," my mistress said, "she told me of what had happened at my +dear husband's death-bed"). "He doth not intend to take the title, +though it belongs to him. But it eases my conscience that you +should know the truth, my dear. And your son is lawfully Viscount +Castlewood so long as his cousin doth not claim the rank." + +This was the substance of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury +had knowledge of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond very well +knows how: that divine being the clergyman for whom the late lord +had sent on his death-bed: and when Lady Castlewood would instantly +have written to her son, and conveyed the truth to him, the Dean's +advice was that a letter should be writ to Colonel Esmond rather; +that the matter should be submitted to his decision, by which alone +the rest of the family were bound to abide. + +"And can my dearest lady doubt what that will be?" says the Colonel. + +"It rests with you, Harry, as the head of our house." + +"It was settled twelve years since, by my dear lord's bedside," +says Colonel Esmond. "The children must know nothing of this. +Frank and his heirs after him must bear our name. 'Tis his +rightfully; I have not even a proof of that marriage of my father +and mother, though my poor lord, on his death-bed, told me that +Father Holt had brought such a proof to Castlewood. I would not +seek it when I was abroad. I went and looked at my poor mother's +grave in her convent. What matter to her now? No court of law on +earth, upon my mere word, would deprive my Lord Viscount and set me +up. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank is Viscount +of Castlewood still. And rather than disturb him, I would turn +monk, or disappear in America." + +As he spoke so to his dearest mistress, for whom he would have been +willing to give up his life, or to make any sacrifice any day, the +fond creature flung herself down on her knees before him, and +kissed both his hands in an outbreak of passionate love and +gratitude, such as could not but melt his heart, and make him feel +very proud and thankful that God had given him the power to show +his love for her, and to prove it by some little sacrifice on his +own part. To be able to bestow benefits or happiness on those one +loves is sure the greatest blessing conferred upon a man--and what +wealth or name, or gratification of ambition or vanity, could +compare with the pleasure Esmond now had of being able to confer +some kindness upon his best and dearest friends? + +"Dearest saint," says he--"purest soul, that has had so much to +suffer, that has blest the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure +of love. 'Tis for me to kneel, not for you: 'tis for me to be +thankful that I can make you happy. Hath my life any other aim? +Blessed be God that I can serve you! What pleasure, think you, +could all the world give me compared to that?" + +"Don't raise me," she said, in a wild way, to Esmond, who would +have lifted her. "Let me kneel--let me kneel, and--and--worship +you." + +Before such a partial judge as Esmond's dear mistress owned herself +to be, any cause which he might plead was sure to be given in his +favor; and accordingly he found little difficulty in reconciling +her to the news whereof he was bearer, of her son's marriage to a +foreign lady, Papist though she was. Lady Castlewood never could +be brought to think so ill of that religion as other people in +England thought of it: she held that ours was undoubtedly a branch +of the Catholic church, but that the Roman was one of the main +stems on which, no doubt, many errors had been grafted (she was, +for a woman, extraordinarily well versed in this controversy, +having acted, as a girl, as secretary to her father, the late dean, +and written many of his sermons, under his dictation); and if Frank +had chosen to marry a lady of the church of south Europe, as she +would call the Roman communion, there was no need why she should +not welcome her as a daughter-in-law: and accordingly she wrote to +her new daughter a very pretty, touching letter (as Esmond thought, +who had cognizance of it before it went), in which the only hint of +reproof was a gentle remonstrance that her son had not written to +herself, to ask a fond mother's blessing for that step which he was +about taking. "Castlewood knew very well," so she wrote to her +son, "that she never denied him anything in her power to give, much +less would she think of opposing a marriage that was to make his +happiness, as she trusted, and keep him out of wild courses, which +had alarmed her a good deal:" and she besought him to come quickly +to England, to settle down in his family house of Castlewood ("It +is his family house," says she, to Colonel Esmond, "though only his +own house by your forbearance") and to receive the accompt of her +stewardship during his ten years' minority. By care and frugality, +she had got the estate into a better condition than ever it had +been since the Parliamentary wars; and my lord was now master of a +pretty, small income, not encumbered of debts, as it had been, +during his father's ruinous time. "But in saving my son's +fortune," says she, "I fear I have lost a great part of my hold on +him." And, indeed, this was the case: her ladyship's daughter +complaining that their mother did all for Frank, and nothing for +her; and Frank himself being dissatisfied at the narrow, simple way +of his mother's living at Walcote, where he had been brought up +more like a poor parson's son than a young nobleman that was to +make a figure in the world. 'Twas this mistake in his early +training, very likely, that set him so eager upon pleasure when he +had it in his power; nor is he the first lad that has been spoiled +by the over-careful fondness of women. No training is so useful +for children, great or small, as the company of their betters in +rank or natural parts; in whose society they lose the overweening +sense of their own importance, which stay-at-home people very +commonly learn. + +But, as a prodigal that's sending in a schedule of his debts to his +friends, never puts all down, and, you may be sure, the rogue keeps +back some immense swingeing bill, that he doesn't dare to own; so +the poor Frank had a very heavy piece of news to break to his +mother, and which he hadn't the courage to introduce into his first +confession. Some misgivings Esmond might have, upon receiving +Frank's letter, and knowing into what hands the boy had fallen; but +whatever these misgivings were, he kept them to himself, not caring +to trouble his mistress with any fears that might be groundless. + +However, the next mail which came from Bruxelles, after Frank had +received his mother's letters there, brought back a joint +composition from himself and his wife, who could spell no better +than her young scapegrace of a husband, full of expressions of +thanks, love, and duty to the Dowager Viscountess, as my poor lady +now was styled; and along with this letter (which was read in a +family council, namely, the Viscountess, Mistress Beatrix, and the +writer of this memoir, and which was pronounced to be vulgar by the +maid of honor, and felt to be so by the other two), there came a +private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor Frank, with another +dismal commission for the Colonel to execute, at his best +opportunity; and this was to announce that Frank had seen fit, "by +the exhortation of Mr. Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the +blessing of heaven and the saints," says my lord, demurely, "to +change his religion, and be received into the bosom of that church +of which his sovereign, many of his family, and the greater part of +the civilized world, were members." And his lordship added a +postscript, of which Esmond knew the inspiring genius very well, +for it had the genuine twang of the Seminary, and was quite unlike +poor Frank's ordinary style of writing and thinking; in which he +reminded Colonel Esmond that he too was, by birth, of that church; +and that his mother and sister should have his lordship's prayers +to the saints (an inestimable benefit, truly!) for their conversion. + +If Esmond had wanted to keep this secret, he could not; for a day +or two after receiving this letter, a notice from Bruxelles +appeared in the Post-Boy and other prints, announcing that "a young +Irish lord, the Viscount C-stlew--d, just come to his majority, and +who had served the last campaigns with great credit, as aide-de-camp to his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, had declared for the +Popish religion at Bruxelles, and had walked in a procession +barefoot, with a wax-taper in his hand." The notorious Mr. Holt, +who had been employed as a Jacobite agent during the last reign, +and many times pardoned by King William, had been, the Post-Boy +said, the agent of this conversion. + +The Lady Castlewood was as much cast down by this news as Miss +Beatrix was indignant at it. "So," says she, "Castlewood is no +longer a home for us, mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her +confessor, and there will be frogs for dinner; and all Tusher's and +my grandfather's sermons are flung away upon my brother. I used to +tell you that you killed him with the catechism, and that he would +turn wicked as soon as he broke from his mammy's leading-strings. +Oh, mother, you would not believe that the young scapegrace was +playing you tricks, and that sneak of a Tusher was not a fit guide +for him. Oh, those parsons, I hate 'em all!" says Mistress +Beatrix, clapping her hands together; "yes, whether they wear +cassocks and buckles, or beards and bare feet. There's a horrid +Irish wretch who never misses a Sunday at Court, and who pays me +compliments there, the horrible man; and if you want to know what +parsons are, you should see his behavior, and hear him talk of his +own cloth. They're all the same, whether they're bishops, or +bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They try to domineer, and they frighten +us with kingdom come; and they wear a sanctified air in public, and +expect us to go down on our knees and ask their blessing; and they +intrigue, and they grasp, and they backbite, and they slander worse +than the worst courtier or the wickedest old woman. I heard this +Mr. Swift sneering at my Lord Duke of Marlborough's courage the +other day. He! that Teague from Dublin! because his Grace is not +in favor, dares to say this of him; and he says this that it may +get to her Majesty's ear, and to coax and wheedle Mrs. Masham. +They say the Elector of Hanover has a dozen of mistresses in his +court at Herrenhausen, and if he comes to be king over us, I wager +that the bishops and Mr. Swift, that wants to be one, will coax and +wheedle them. Oh, those priests and their grave airs! I'm sick of +their square toes and their rustling cassocks. I should like to go +to a country where there was not one, or turn Quaker, and get rid +of 'em; and I would, only the dress is not becoming, and I've much +too pretty a figure to hide it. Haven't I, cousin?" and here she +glanced at her person and the looking-glass, which told her rightly +that a more beautiful shape and face never were seen. + +"I made that onslaught on the priests," says Miss Beatrix, +afterwards, "in order to divert my poor dear mother's anguish about +Frank. Frank is as vain as a girl, cousin. Talk of us girls being +vain, what are WE to you? It was easy to see that the first woman +who chose would make a fool of him, or the first robe--I count a +priest and a woman all the same. We are always caballing; we are +not answerable for the fibs we tell; we are always cajoling and +coaxing, or threatening; and we are always making mischief, Colonel +Esmond--mark my word for that, who know the world, sir, and have to +make my way in it. I see as well as possible how Frank's marriage +hath been managed. The Count, our papa-in-law, is always away at +the coffee-house. The Countess, our mother, is always in the +kitchen looking after the dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at +the spinet. When my lord comes to say he is going on the campaign, +the lovely Clotilda bursts into tears, and faints--so; he catches +her in his arms--no, sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you +please--she cries on his shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my +adored, my beloved Clotilda, are you sorry to part with me?' 'Oh, +my Francisco,' says she, 'oh my lord!' and at this very instant +mamma and a couple of young brothers, with moustaches and long +rapiers, come in from the kitchen, where they have been eating +bread and onions. Mark my word, you will have all this woman's +relations at Castlewood three months after she has arrived there. +The old count and countess, and the young counts and all the little +countesses her sisters. Counts! every one of these wretches says +he is a count. Guiscard, that stabbed Mr. Harvey, said he was a +count; and I believe he was a barber. All Frenchmen are barbers--Fiddledee! don't contradict me--or else dancing-masters, or else +priests." And so she rattled on. + +"Who was it taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?" says the Colonel. + +She laughed out the air of a minuet, and swept a low curtsy, coming +up to the recover with the prettiest little foot in the world +pointed out. Her mother came in as she was in this attitude; my +lady had been in her closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion +in a very serious way; the madcap girl ran up to her mother, put +her arms round her waist, kissed her, tried to make her dance, and +said: "Don't be silly, you kind little mamma, and cry about Frank +turning Papist. What a figure he must be, with a white sheet and a +candle, walking in a procession barefoot!" And she kicked off her +little slippers (the wonderfullest little shoes with wonderful tall +red heels: Esmond pounced upon one as it fell close beside him), +and she put on the drollest little moue, and marched up and down +the room holding Esmond's cane by way of taper. Serious as her +mood was, Lady Castlewood could not refrain from laughing; and as +for Esmond he looked on with that delight with which the sight of +this fair creature always inspired him: never had he seen any woman +so arch, so brilliant, and so beautiful. + +Having finished her march, she put out her foot for her slipper. +The Colonel knelt down: "If you will be Pope I will turn Papist," +says he; and her Holiness gave him gracious leave to kiss the +little stockinged foot before he put the slipper on. + +Mamma's feet began to pat on the floor during this operation, and +Beatrix, whose bright eyes nothing escaped, saw that little mark of +impatience. She ran up and embraced her mother, with her usual cry +of, "Oh, you silly little mamma: your feet are quite as pretty as +mine," says she: "they are, cousin, though she hides 'em; but the +shoemaker will tell you that he makes for both off the same last." + +"You are taller than I am, dearest," says her mother, blushing over +her whole sweet face--"and--and it is your hand, my dear, and not +your foot he wants you to give him;" and she said it with a +hysteric laugh, that had more of tears than laughter in it; laying +her head on her daughter's fair shoulder, and hiding it there. +They made a very pretty picture together, and looked like a pair of +sisters--the sweet simple matron seeming younger than her years, +and her daughter, if not older, yet somehow, from a commanding +manner and grace which she possessed above most women, her mother's +superior and protectress. + +"But oh!" cries my mistress, recovering herself after this scene, +and returning to her usual sad tone, "'tis a shame that we should +laugh and be making merry on a day when we ought to be down on our +knees and asking pardon." + +"Asking pardon for what?" says saucy Mrs. Beatrix--"because Frank +takes it into his head to fast on Fridays and worship images? You +know if you had been born a Papist, mother, a Papist you would have +remained to the end of your days. 'Tis the religion of the King +and of some of the best quality. For my part, I'm no enemy to it, +and think Queen Bess was not a penny better than Queen Mary." + +"Hush, Beatrix! Do not jest with sacred things, and remember of +what parentage you come," cries my lady. Beatrix was ordering her +ribbons, and adjusting her tucker, and performing a dozen +provokingly pretty ceremonies, before the glass. The girl was no +hypocrite at least. She never at that time could be brought to +think but of the world and her beauty; and seemed to have no more +sense of devotion than some people have of music, that cannot +distinguish one air from another. Esmond saw this fault in her, as +he saw many others--a bad wife would Beatrix Esmond make, he +thought, for any man under the degree of a Prince. She was born to +shine in great assemblies, and to adorn palaces, and to command +everywhere--to conduct an intrigue of politics, or to glitter in a +queen's train. But to sit at a homely table, and mend the +stockings of a poor man's children! that was no fitting duty for +her, or at least one that she wouldn't have broke her heart in +trying to do. She was a princess, though she had scarce a shilling +to her fortune; and one of her subjects--the most abject and +devoted wretch, sure, that ever drivelled at a woman's knees--was +this unlucky gentleman; who bound his good sense, and reason, and +independence, hand and foot, and submitted them to her. + +And who does not know how ruthlessly women will tyrannize when they +are let to domineer? and who does not know how useless advice is? +I could give good counsel to my descendants, but I know they'll +follow their own way, for all their grandfather's sermon. A man +gets his own experience about women, and will take nobody's +hearsay; nor, indeed, is the young fellow worth a fig that would. +'Tis I that am in love with my mistress, not my old grandmother +that counsels me: 'tis I that have fixed the value of the thing I +would have, and know the price I would pay for it. It may be +worthless to you, but 'tis all my life to me. Had Esmond possessed +the Great Mogul's crown and all his diamonds, or all the Duke of +Marlborough's money, or all the ingots sunk at Vigo, he would have +given them all for this woman. A fool he was, if you will; but so +is a sovereign a fool, that will give half a principality for a +little crystal as big as a pigeon's egg, and called a diamond: so +is a wealthy nobleman a fool, that will face danger or death, and +spend half his life, and all his tranquillity, caballing for a blue +ribbon; so is a Dutch merchant a fool, that hath been known to pay +ten thousand crowns for a tulip. There's some particular prize we +all of us value, and that every man of spirit will venture his life +for. With this, it may be to achieve a great reputation for +learning; with that, to be a man of fashion, and the admiration of +the town; with another, to consummate a great work of art or +poetry, and go to immortality that way; and with another, for a +certain time of his life, the sole object and aim is a woman. + +Whilst Esmond was under the domination of this passion, he +remembers many a talk he had with his intimates, who used to rally +Our Knight of the Rueful Countenance at his devotion, whereof he +made no disguise, to Beatrix; and it was with replies such as the +above he met his friends' satire. "Granted, I am a fool," says he, +"and no better than you; but you are no better than I. You have +your folly you labor for; give me the charity of mine. What +flatteries do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper in the ears of a +queen's favorite? What nights of labor doth not the laziest man in +the world endure, foregoing his bottle, and his boon companions, +foregoing Lais, in whose lap he would like to be yawning, that he +may prepare a speech full of lies, to cajole three hundred stupid +country-gentlemen in the House of Commons, and get the hiccupping +cheers of the October Club! What days will you spend in your +jolting chariot." (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, and +especially, of later days, with the secretary.) "What hours will +you pass on your gouty feet--and how humbly will you kneel down to +present a despatch--you, the proudest man in the world, that has +not knelt to God since you were a boy, and in that posture whisper, +flatter, adore almost, a stupid woman, that's often boozy with too +much meat and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes for his audience! If +my pursuit is vanity, sure yours is too." And then the Secretary, +would fly out in such a rich flow of eloquence, as this pen cannot +pretend to recall; advocating his scheme of ambition, showing the +great good he would do for his country when he was the undisputed +chief of it; backing his opinion with a score of pat sentences from +Greek and Roman authorities (of which kind of learning he made +rather an ostentatious display), and scornfully vaunting the very +arts and meannesses by which fools were to be made to follow him, +opponents to be bribed or silenced, doubters converted, and enemies +overawed. + +"I am Diogenes," says Esmond, laughing, "that is taken up for a +ride in Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to vanquish Darius +or to tame Bucephalus. I do not want what you want, a great name +or a high place: to have them would bring me no pleasure. But my +moderation is taste, not virtue; and I know that what I do want is +as vain as that which you long after. Do not grudge me my vanity, +if I allow yours; or rather, let us laugh at both indifferently, +and at ourselves, and at each other." + +"If your charmer holds out," says St. John, "at this rate she may +keep you twenty years besieging her, and surrender by the time you +are seventy, and she is old enough to be a grandmother. I do not +say the pursuit of a particular woman is not as pleasant a pastime +as any other kind of hunting," he added; "only, for my part, I find +the game won't run long enough. They knock under too soon--that's +the fault I find with 'em." + +"The game which you pursue is in the habit of being caught, and +used to being pulled down," says Mr. Esmond. + +"But Dulcinea del Toboso is peerless, eh?" says the other. "Well, +honest Harry, go and attack windmills--perhaps thou art not more +mad than other people," St. John added, with a sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A PAPER OUT OF THE "SPECTATOR." + + +Doth any young gentleman of my progeny, who may read his old +grandfather's papers, chance to be presently suffering under the +passion of Love? There is a humiliating cure, but one that is easy +and almost specific for the malady--which is, to try an alibi. +Esmond went away from his mistress and was cured a half-dozen +times; he came back to her side, and instantly fell ill again of +the fever. He vowed that he could leave her and think no more of +her, and so he could pretty well, at least, succeed in quelling +that rage and longing he had whenever he was with her; but as soon +as he returned he was as bad as ever again. Truly a ludicrous and +pitiable object, at least exhausting everybody's pity but his +dearest mistress's, Lady Castlewood's, in whose tender breast he +reposed all his dreary confessions, and who never tired of hearing +him and pleading for him. + +Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would +be plagued with despair, at some impertinence or coquetry of his +mistress. For days they would be like brother and sister, or the +dearest friends--she, simple, fond, and charming--he, happy beyond +measure at her good behavior. But this would all vanish on a +sudden. Either he would be too pressing, and hint his love, when +she would rebuff him instantly, and give his vanity a box on the +ear; or he would be jealous, and with perfect good reason, of some +new admirer that had sprung up, or some rich young gentleman newly +arrived in the town, that this incorrigible flirt would set her +nets and baits to draw in. If Esmond remonstrated, the little +rebel would say--"Who are you? I shall go my own way, sirrah, and +that way is towards a husband, and I don't want YOU on the way. I +am for your betters, Colonel, for your betters: do you hear that? +You might do if you had an estate and were younger; only eight +years older than I, you say! pish, you are a hundred years older. +You are an old, old Graveairs, and I should make you miserable, +that would be the only comfort I should have in marrying you. But +you have not money enough to keep a cat decently after you have +paid your man his wages, and your landlady her bill. Do you think +I am going to live in a lodging, and turn the mutton at a string +whilst your honor nurses the baby? Fiddlestick, and why did you +not get this nonsense knocked out of your head when you were in the +wars? You are come back more dismal and dreary than ever. You and +mamma are fit for each other. You might be Darby and Joan, and +play cribbage to the end of your lives." + +"At least you own to your worldliness, my poor Trix," says her +mother. + +"Worldliness. Oh, my pretty lady! Do you think that I am a child +in the nursery, and to be frightened by Bogey! Worldliness, to be +sure; and pray, madam, where is the harm of wishing to be +comfortable? When you are gone, you dearest old woman, or when I +am tired of you and have run away from you, where shall I go? +Shall I go and be head nurse to my Popish sister-in-law, take the +children their physic, and whip 'em, and put 'em to bed when they +are naughty? Shall I be Castlewood's upper servant, and perhaps +marry Tom Tusher? Merci! I have been long enough Frank's humble +servant. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, and had +I worn the--well, don't let your ladyship be frightened--had I worn +a sword and periwig instead of this mantle and commode to which +nature has condemned me--(though 'tis a pretty stuff, too--Cousin +Esmond! you will go to the Exchange to-morrow, and get the exact +counterpart of this ribbon, sir; do you hear?)--I would have made +our name talked about. So would Graveairs here have made something +out of our name if he had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would +have done very well. Yes, you have a very pretty way, and would +have made a very decent, grave speaker." And here she began to +imitate Esmond's way of carrying himself and speaking to his face, +and so ludicrously that his mistress burst out a-laughing, and even +he himself could see there was some likeness in the fantastical +malicious caricature. + +"Yes," says she, "I solemnly vow, own, and confess, that I want a +good husband. Where's the harm of one? My face is my fortune. +Who'll come?--buy, buy, buy! I cannot toil, neither can I spin, +but I can play twenty-three games on the cards. I can dance the +last dance, I can hunt the stag, and I think I could shoot flying. +I can talk as wicked as any woman of my years, and know enough +stories to amuse a sulky husband for at least one thousand and one +nights. I have a pretty taste for dress, diamonds, gambling, and +old China. I love sugar-plums, Malines lace (that you brought me, +cousin, is very pretty), the opera, and everything that is useless +and costly. I have got a monkey and a little black boy--Pompey, +sir, go and give a dish of chocolate to Colonel Graveairs,--and a +parrot and a spaniel, and I must have a husband. Cupid, you hear?" + +"Iss, Missis!" says Pompey, a little grinning negro Lord +Peterborrow gave her, with a bird of Paradise in his turbant, and a +collar with his mistress's name on it. + +"Iss, Missis!" says Beatrix, imitating the child. "And if husband +not come, Pompey must go fetch one." + +And Pompey went away grinning with his chocolate tray as Miss +Beatrix ran up to her mother and ended her sally of mischief in her +common way, with a kiss--no wonder that upon paying such a penalty +her fond judge pardoned her. + + +When Mr. Esmond came home, his health was still shattered; and he +took a lodging near to his mistresses, at Kensington, glad enough +to be served by them, and to see them day after day. He was +enabled to see a little company--and of the sort he liked best. +Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison both did him the honor to visit him; and +drank many a glass of good claret at his lodging, whilst their +entertainer, through his wound, was kept to diet drink and gruel. +These gentlemen were Whigs, and great admirers of my Lord Duke of +Marlborough; and Esmond was entirely of the other party. But their +different views of politics did not prevent the gentlemen from +agreeing in private, nor from allowing, on one evening when +Esmond's kind old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, with a stick and +a crutch, hobbled up to the Colonel's lodging (which was prettily +situate at Knightsbridge, between London and Kensington, and +looking over the Gardens), that the Lieutenant-General was a noble +and gallant soldier--and even that he had been hardly used in the +Wynendael affair. He took his revenge in talk, that must be +confessed; and if Mr. Addison had had a mind to write a poem about +Wynendael, he might have heard from the commander's own lips the +story a hundred times over. + +Mr. Esmond, forced to be quiet, betook himself to literature for a +relaxation, and composed his comedy, whereof the prompter's copy +lieth in my walnut escritoire, sealed up and docketed, "The +Faithful Fool, a Comedy, as it was performed by her Majesty's +Servants." 'Twas a very sentimental piece; and Mr. Steele, who had +more of that kind of sentiment than Mr. Addison, admired it, whilst +the other rather sneered at the performance; though he owned that, +here and there, it contained some pretty strokes. He was bringing +out his own play of "Cato" at the time, the blaze of which quite +extinguished Esmond's farthing candle; and his name was never put +to the piece, which was printed as by a Person of Quality. Only +nine copies were sold, though Mr. Dennis, the great critic, praised +it, and said 'twas a work of great merit; and Colonel Esmond had +the whole impression burned one day in a rage, by Jack Lockwood, +his man. + +All this comedy was full of bitter satiric strokes against a +certain young lady. The plot of the piece was quite a new one. A +young woman was represented with a great number of suitors, +selecting a pert fribble of a peer, in place of the hero (but ill-acted, I think, by Mr. Wilks, the Faithful Fool,) who persisted in +admiring her. In the fifth act, Teraminta was made to discover the +merits of Eugenio (the F. F.), and to feel a partiality for him too +late; for he announced that he had bestowed his hand and estate +upon Rosaria, a country lass, endowed with every virtue. But it +must be owned that the audience yawned through the play; and that +it perished on the third night, with only half a dozen persons to +behold its agonies. Esmond and his two mistresses came to the +first night, and Miss Beatrix fell asleep; whilst her mother, who +had not been to a play since King James the Second's time, thought +the piece, though not brilliant, had a very pretty moral. + +Mr. Esmond dabbled in letters, and wrote a deal of prose and verse +at this time of leisure. When displeased with the conduct of Miss +Beatrix, he would compose a satire, in which he relieved his mind. +When smarting under the faithlessness of women, he dashed off a +copy of verses, in which he held the whole sex up to scorn. One +day, in one of these moods, he made a little joke, in which +(swearing him to secrecy) he got his friend Dick Steele to help +him; and, composing a paper, he had it printed exactly like +Steele's paper, and by his printer, and laid on his mistress's +breakfast-table the following-- + +/* + / "SPECTATOR. + +"No. 341. "Tuesday, April 1, 1712. + + Mutato nomine de te Fabula narratur.--HORACE. + Thyself the morain of the fable see.--CREECH. +*/ + +"Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and fashion, and as one of +the most amiable persons of this court and country. She is at home +two mornings of the week, and all the wits and a few of the +beauties of London flock to her assemblies. When she goes abroad +to Tunbridge or the Bath, a retinue of adorers rides the journey +with her; and besides the London beaux, she has a crowd of admirers +at the Wells, the polite amongst the natives of Sussex and Somerset +pressing round her tea-tables, and being anxious for a nod from her +chair. Jocasta's acquaintance is thus very numerous. Indeed, 'tis +one smart writer's work to keep her visiting-book--a strong footman +is engaged to carry it; and it would require a much stronger head +even than Jocasta's own to remember the names of all her dear +friends. + +"Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (for of this important +matter Jocasta cannot be certain) it was her ladyship's fortune to +become acquainted with a young gentleman, whose conversation was so +sprightly, and manners amiable, that she invited the agreeable +young spark to visit her if ever he came to London, where her house +in Spring Garden should be open to him. Charming as he was, and +without any manner of doubt a pretty fellow, Jocasta hath such a +regiment of the like continually marching round her standard, that +'tis no wonder her attention is distracted amongst them. And so, +though this gentleman made a considerable impression upon her, and +touched her heart for at least three-and-twenty minutes, it must be +owned that she has forgotten his name. He is a dark man, and may +be eight-and-twenty years old. His dress is sober, though of rich +materials. He has a mole on his forehead over his left eye; has a +blue ribbon to his cane and sword, and wears his own hair. + +"Jocasta was much flattered by beholding her admirer (for that +everybody admires who sees her is a point which she never can for a +moment doubt) in the next pew to her at St. James's Church last +Sunday; and the manner in which he appeared to go to sleep during +the sermon--though from under his fringed eyelids it was evident he +was casting glances of respectful rapture towards Jocasta--deeply +moved and interested her. On coming out of church, he found his +way to her chair, and made her an elegant bow as she stepped into +it. She saw him at Court afterwards, where he carried himself with +a most distinguished air, though none of her acquaintances knew his +name; and the next night he was at the play, where her ladyship was +pleased to acknowledge him from the side-box. + +"During the whole of the comedy she racked her brains so to +remember his name that she did not hear a word of the piece: and +having the happiness to meet him once more in the lobby of the +playhouse, she went up to him in a flutter, and bade him remember +that she kept two nights in the week, and that she longed to see +him at Spring Garden. + +"He appeared on Tuesday, in a rich suit, showing a very fine taste +both in the tailor and wearer; and though a knot of us were +gathered round the charming Jocasta, fellows who pretended to know +every face upon the town, not one could tell the gentleman's name +in reply to Jocasta's eager inquiries, flung to the right and left +of her as he advanced up the room with a bow that would become a +duke. + +"Jocasta acknowledged this salute with one of those smiles and +curtsies of which that lady hath the secret. She curtsies with a +languishing air, as if to say, 'You are come at last. I have been +pining for you:' and then she finishes her victim with a killing +look, which declares: 'O Philander! I have no eyes but for you.' +Camilla hath as good a curtsy perhaps, and Thalestris much such +another look; but the glance and the curtsy together belong to +Jocasta of all the English beauties alone. + +"'Welcome to London, sir,' says she. 'One can see you are from the +country by your looks.' She would have said 'Epsom,' or +'Tunbridge,' had she remembered rightly at which place she had met +the stranger; but, alas! she had forgotten. + +"The gentleman said, 'he had been in town but three days; and one +of his reasons for coming hither was to have the honor of paying +his court to Jocasta.' + +"She said, 'the waters had agreed with her but indifferently.' + +"'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and +beautiful came but to make them sparkle. And as the clergyman read +the service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the +angel that visited the pool.' A murmur of approbation saluted this +sally. Manilio, who is a wit when he is not at cards, was in such +a rage that he revoked when he heard it. + +"Jocasta was an angel visiting the waters; but at which of the +Bethesdas? She was puzzled more and more; and, as her way always +is, looked the more innocent and simple, the more artful her +intentions were. + +"'We were discoursing,' says she, 'about spelling of names and +words when you came. Why should we say goold and write gold, and +call china chayney, and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley +Chumley? If we call Pulteney Poltney, why shouldn't we call +poultry pultry--and--' + +"'Such an enchantress as your ladyship,' says he, 'is mistress of +all sorts of spells.' But this was Dr. Swift's pun, and we all +knew it. + +"'And--and how do you spell your name?' says she, coming to the +point at length; for this sprightly conversation had lasted much +longer than is here set down, and been carried on through at least +three dishes of tea. + +"'Oh, madam,' says he, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH THE Y.' And laying +down his dish, my gentleman made another elegant bow, and was gone +in a moment. + +"Jocasta hath had no sleep since this mortification, and the +stranger's disappearance. If balked in anything, she is sure to +lose her health and temper; and we, her servants, suffer, as usual, +during the angry fits of our Queen. Can you help us, Mr. +Spectator, who know everything, to read this riddle for her, and +set at rest all our minds? We find in her list, Mr. Berty, Mr. +Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler--who may be Mr. Bertie, Mr. Smyth, Mr. +Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for what we know. She hath turned away the clerk +of her visiting-book, a poor fellow with a great family of +children. Read me this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and oblige your +admirer--OEDIPUS." + + +"THE TRUMPET COFFEE-HOUSE, WHITEHALL. + +MR. SPECTATOR,--I am a gentleman but little acquainted with the +town, though I have had a university education, and passed some +years serving my country abroad, where my name is better known than +in the coffee-house and St. James's. + +"Two years since my uncle died, leaving me a pretty estate in the +county of Kent; and being at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my +mourning was over, and on the look-out, if truth must be told, for +some young lady who would share with me the solitude of my great +Kentish house, and be kind to my tenantry (for whom a woman can do +a great deal more good than the best-intentioned man can), I was +greatly fascinated by a young lady of London, who was the toast of +all the company at the Wells. Every one knows Saccharissa's +beauty; and I think, Mr. Spectator, no one better than herself. + +"My table-book informs me that I danced no less than seven-and-twenty sets with her at the Assembly. I treated her to the fiddles +twice. I was admitted on several days to her lodging, and received +by her with a great deal of distinction, and, for a time, was +entirely her slave. It was only when I found, from common talk of +the company at the Wells, and from narrowly watching one, who I +once thought of asking the most sacred question a man can put to a +woman, that I became aware how unfit she was to be a country +gentleman's wife; and that this fair creature was but a heartless +worldly jilt, playing with affections that she never meant to +return, and, indeed, incapable of returning them. 'Tis admiration +such women want, not love that touches them; and I can conceive, in +her old age, no more wretched creature than this lady will be, when +her beauty hath deserted her, when her admirers have left her, and +she hath neither friendship nor religion to console her. + +"Business calling me to London, I went to St. James's Church last +Sunday, and there opposite me sat my beauty of the Wells. Her +behavior during the whole service was so pert, languishing, and +absurd; she flirted her fan, and ogled and eyed me in a manner so +indecent, that I was obliged to shut my eyes, so as actually not to +see her, and whenever I opened them beheld hers (and very bright +they are) still staring at me. I fell in with her afterwards at +Court, and at the playhouse; and here nothing would satisfy her but +she must elbow through the crowd and speak to me, and invite me to +the assembly, which she holds at her house, not very far from +Ch-r-ng Cr-ss. + +"Having made her a promise to attend, of course I kept my promise; +and found the young widow in the midst of a half-dozen of card +tables, and a crowd of wits and admirers. I made the best bow I +could, and advanced towards her; and saw by a peculiar puzzled look +in her face, though she tried to hide her perplexity, that she had +forgotten even my name. + +"Her talk, artful as it was, convinced me that I had guessed +aright. She turned the conversation most ridiculously upon the +spelling of names and words; and I replied with as ridiculous +fulsome compliments as I could pay her: indeed, one in which I +compared her to an angel visiting the sick wells, went a little too +far; nor should I have employed it, but that the allusion came from +the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both had heard, and I was +pressed to answer her. + +"Then she came to the question, which I knew was awaiting me, and +asked how I SPELT my name? 'Madam,' says I, turning on my heel, 'I +spell it with a Y.' And so I left her, wondering at the light-heartedness of the town-people, who forget and make friends so +easily, and resolved to look elsewhere for a partner for your +constant reader, + +"CYMON WYLDOATS." + +"You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, in which there is no such a +letter as HUPSILON. But if the lady, whom I have called +Saccharissa, wonders that I appear no more at the tea-tables, she +is hereby respectfully informed the reason Y." + + +The above is a parable, whereof the writer will now expound the +meaning. Jocasta was no other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to +her Majesty. She had told Mr. Esmond this little story of having +met a gentleman somewhere, and forgetting his name, when the +gentleman, with no such malicious intentions as those of "Cymon" in +the above fable, made the answer simply as above; and we all +laughed to think how little Mistress Jocasta-Beatrix had profited +by her artifice and precautions. + +As for Cymon, he was intended to represent yours and her very +humble servant, the writer of the apologue and of this story, which +we had printed on a "Spectator" paper at Mr. Steele's office, +exactly as those famous journals were printed, and which was laid +on the table at breakfast in place of the real newspaper. Mistress +Jocasta, who had plenty of wit, could not live without her +Spectator to her tea; and this sham Spectator was intended to +convey to the young woman that she herself was a flirt, and that +Cymon was a gentleman of honor and resolution, seeing all her +faults, and determined to break the chains once and for ever. + +For though enough hath been said about this love-business already--enough, at least, to prove to the writer's heirs what a silly fond +fool their old grandfather was, who would like them to consider him +as a very wise old gentleman; yet not near all has been told +concerning this matter, which, if it were allowed to take in +Esmond's journal the space it occupied in his time, would weary his +kinsmen and women of a hundred years' time beyond all endurance; +and form such a diary of folly and drivelling, raptures and rage, +as no man of ordinary vanity would like to leave behind him. + +The truth is, that, whether she laughed at him or encouraged him; +whether she smiled or was cold, and turned her smiles on another; +worldly and ambitious, as he knew her to be; hard and careless, as +she seemed to grow with her court life, and a hundred admirers that +came to her and left her; Esmond, do what he would, never could get +Beatrix out of his mind; thought of her constantly at home or away. +If he read his name in a Gazette, or escaped the shot of a cannon-ball or a greater danger in the campaign, as has happened to him +more than once, the instant thought after the honor achieved or the +danger avoided, was, "What will SHE say of it?" "Will this +distinction or the idea of this peril elate her or touch her, so as +to be better inclined towards me?" He could no more help this +passionate fidelity of temper than he could help the eyes he saw +with--one or the other seemed a part of his nature; and knowing +every one of her faults as well as the keenest of her detractors, +and the folly of an attachment to such a woman, of which the +fruition could never bring him happiness for above a week, there +was yet a charm about this Circe from which the poor deluded +gentleman could not free himself; and for a much longer period than +Ulysses (another middle-aged officer, who had travelled much, and +been in the foreign wars,) Esmond felt himself enthralled and +besotted by the wiles of this enchantress. Quit her! He could no +more quit her, as the Cymon of this story was made to quit his +false one, than he could lose his consciousness of yesterday. She +had but to raise her finger, and he would come back from ever so +far; she had but to say I have discarded such and such an adorer, +and the poor infatuated wretch would be sure to come and roder +about her mother's house, willing to be put on the ranks of +suitors, though he knew he might be cast off the next week. If he +were like Ulysses in his folly, at least she was in so far like +Penelope that she had a crowd of suitors, and undid day after day +and night after night the handiwork of fascination and the web of +coquetry with which she was wont to allure and entertain them. + +Part of her coquetry may have come from her position about the +Court, where the beautiful maid of honor was the light about which +a thousand beaux came and fluttered; where she was sure to have a +ring of admirers round her, crowding to listen to her repartees as +much as to admire her beauty; and where she spoke and listened to +much free talk, such as one never would have thought the lips or +ears of Rachel Castlewood's daughter would have uttered or heard. +When in waiting at Windsor or Hampton, the Court ladies and +gentlemen would be making riding parties together; Mrs. Beatrix in +a horseman's coat and hat, the foremost after the stag-hounds and +over the park fences, a crowd of young fellows at her heels. If +the English country ladies at this time were the most pure and +modest of any ladies in the world--the English town and court +ladies permitted themselves words and behavior that were neither +modest nor pure; and claimed, some of them, a freedom which those +who love that sex most would never wish to grant them. The +gentlemen of my family that follow after me (for I don't encourage +the ladies to pursue any such studies), may read in the works of +Mr. Congreve, and Dr. Swift and others, what was the conversation +and what the habits of our time. + +The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned +to this country, a lady of high birth, and though of no fortune to +be sure, with a thousand fascinations of wit and manners, Beatrix +Esmond was now six-and-twenty years old, and Beatrix Esmond still. +Of her hundred adorers she had not chosen one for a husband; and +those who had asked had been jilted by her; and more still had left +her. A succession of near ten years' crops of beauties had come up +since her time, and had been reaped by proper HUSBANDmen, if we may +make an agricultural simile, and had been housed comfortably long +ago. Her own contemporaries were sober mothers by this time; girls +with not a tithe of her charms, or her wit, having made good +matches, and now claiming precedence over the spinster who but +lately had derided and outshone them. The young beauties were +beginning to look down on Beatrix as an old maid, and sneer, and +call her one of Charles II.'s ladies, and ask whether her portrait +was not in the Hampton Court Gallery? But still she reigned, at +least in one man's opinion, superior over all the little misses +that were the toasts of the young lads; and in Esmond's eyes was +ever perfectly lovely and young. + +Who knows how many were nearly made happy by possessing her, or, +rather, how many were fortunate in escaping this siren? 'Tis a +marvel to think that her mother was the purest and simplest woman +in the whole world, and that this girl should have been born from +her. I am inclined to fancy, my mistress, who never said a harsh +word to her children (and but twice or thrice only to one person), +must have been too fond and pressing with the maternal authority; +for her son and her daughter both revolted early; nor after their +first flight from the nest could they ever be brought back quite to +the fond mother's bosom. Lady Castlewood, and perhaps it was as +well, knew little of her daughter's life and real thoughts. How +was she to apprehend what passes in Queen's ante-chambers and at +Court tables? Mrs. Beatrix asserted her own authority so +resolutely that her mother quickly gave in. The maid of honor had +her own equipage; went from home and came back at her own will: her +mother was alike powerless to resist her or to lead her, or to +command or to persuade her. + +She had been engaged once, twice, thrice, to be married, Esmond +believed. When he quitted home, it hath been said, she was +promised to my Lord Ashburnham, and now, on his return, behold his +lordship was just married to Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of +Ormonde's daughter, and his fine houses, and twelve thousand a year +of fortune, for which Miss Beatrix had rather coveted him, was out +of her power. To her Esmond could say nothing in regard to the +breaking of this match; and, asking his mistress about it, all Lady +Castlewood answered was: "do not speak to me about it, Harry. I +cannot tell you how or why they parted, and I fear to inquire. I +have told you before, that with all her kindness, and wit, and +generosity, and that sort of splendor of nature she has, I can say +but little good of poor Beatrix, and look with dread at the +marriage she will form. Her mind is fixed on ambition only, and +making a great figure; and, this achieved, she will tire of it as +she does of everything. Heaven help her husband, whoever he shall +be! My Lord Ashburnham was a most excellent young man, gentle and +yet manly, of very good parts, so they told me, and as my little +conversation would enable me to judge: and a kind temper--kind and +enduring I'm sure he must have been, from all that he had to +endure. But he quitted her at last, from some crowning piece of +caprice or tyranny of hers; and now he has married a young woman +that will make him a thousand times happier than my poor girl ever +could." + +The rupture, whatever its cause was, (I heard the scandal, but +indeed shall not take pains to repeat at length in this diary the +trumpery coffee-house story,) caused a good deal of low talk; and +Mr. Esmond was present at my lord's appearance at the Birthday with +his bride, over whom the revenge that Beatrix took was to look so +imperial and lovely that the modest downcast young lady could not +appear beside her, and Lord Ashburnham, who had his reasons for +wishing to avoid her, slunk away quite shamefaced, and very early. +This time his Grace the Duke of Hamilton, whom Esmond had seen +about her before, was constant at Miss Beatrix's side: he was one +of the most splendid gentlemen of Europe, accomplished by books, by +travel, by long command of the best company, distinguished as a +statesman, having been ambassador in King Williamn's time, and a +noble speaker in the Scots' Parliament, where he had led the party +that was against the Union, and though now five or six and forty +years of age, a gentleman so high in stature, accomplished in wit, +and favored in person, that he might pretend to the hand of any +Princess in Europe. + +"Should you like the Duke for a cousin?" says Mr. Secretary St. +John, whispering to Colonel Esmond in French; "it appears that the +widower consoles himself." + +But to return to our little Spectator paper and the conversation +which grew out of it. Miss Beatrix at first was quite BIT (as the +phrase of that day was) and did not "smoke" the authorship of the +story; indeed Esmond had tried to imitate as well as he could Mr. +Steele's manner (as for the other author of the Spectator, his +prose style I think is altogether inimitable); and Dick, who was +the idlest and best-natured of men, would have let the piece pass +into his journal and go to posterity as one of his own +lucubrations, but that Esmond did not care to have a lady's name +whom he loved sent forth to the world in a light so unfavorable. +Beatrix pished and psha'd over the paper; Colonel Esmond watching +with no little interest her countenance as she read it. + +"How stupid your friend Mr. Steele becomes!" cries Miss Beatrix. +"Epsom and Tunbridge! Will he never have done with Epsom and +Tunbridge, and with beaux at church, and Jocastas and Lindamiras? +Why does he not call women Nelly and Betty, as their godfathers and +godmothers did for them in their baptism?" + +"Beatrix. Beatrix!" says her mother, "speak gravely of grave +things." + +"Mamma thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe," +says Beatrix, with a laugh, "and was brought down by a bishop from +a mountain. Oh, how I used to break my heart over it! Besides, I +had a Popish godmother, mamma; why did you give me one?" + +"I gave you the Queen's name," says her mother blushing. "And a +very pretty name it is," said somebody else. + +Beatrix went on reading--"Spell my name with a Y--why, you wretch," +says she, turning round to Colonel Esmond, "you have been telling +my story to Mr. Steele--or stop--you have written the paper +yourself to turn me into ridicule. For shame, sir!" + +Poor Mr. Esmond felt rather frightened, and told a truth, which was +nevertheless an entire falsehood. "Upon my honor," says he, "I +have not even read the Spectator of this morning." Nor had he, for +that was not the Spectator, but a sham newspaper put in its place. + +She went on reading: her face rather flushed as she read. "No," +she says, "I think you couldn't have written it. I think it must +have been Mr. Steele when he was drunk--and afraid of his horrid +vulgar wife. Whenever I see an enormous compliment to a woman, and +some outrageous panegyric about female virtue, I always feel sure +that the Captain and his better half have fallen out over-night, +and that he has been brought home tipsy, or has been found out in--" + +"Beatrix!" cries the Lady Castlewood. + +"Well, mamma! Do not cry out before you are hurt. I am not going +to say anything wrong. I won't give you more annoyance than you +can help, you pretty kind mamma. Yes, and your little Trix is a +naughty little Trix, and she leaves undone those things which she +ought to have done, and does those things which she ought not to +have done, and there's--well now--I won't go on. Yes, I will, +unless you kiss me." And with this the young lady lays aside her +paper, and runs up to her mother and performs a variety of embraces +with her ladyship, saying as plain as eyes could speak to Mr. +Esmond--"There, sir: would not YOU like to play the very same +pleasant game?" + +"Indeed, madam, I would," says he. + +"Would what?" asked Miss Beatrix. + +"What you meant when you looked at me in that provoking way," +answers Esmond. + +"What a confessor!" cries Beatrix, with a laugh. + +"What is it Henry would like, my dear?" asks her mother, the kind +soul, who was always thinking what we would like, and how she could +please us. + +The girl runs up to her--"Oh, you silly kind mamma," she says, +kissing her again, "that's what Harry would like;" and she broke +out into a great joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as +bashful as a maid of sixteen. + +"Look at her, Harry," whispers Beatrix, running up, and speaking in +her sweet low tones. "Doesn't the blush become her? Isn't she +pretty? She looks younger than I am, and I am sure she is a +hundred million thousand times better." + +Esmond's kind mistress left the room, carrying her blushes away +with her. + +"If we girls at Court could grow such roses as that," continues +Beatrix, with her laugh, "what wouldn't we do to preserve 'em? +We'd clip their stalks and put 'em in salt and water. But those +flowers don't bloom at Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry." She +paused for a minute, and the smile fading away from her April face, +gave place to a menacing shower of tears; "Oh, how good she is, +Harry," Beatrix went on to say. "Oh, what a saint she is! Her +goodness frightens me. I'm not fit to live with her. I should be +better I think if she were not so perfect. She has had a great +sorrow in her life, and a great secret; and repented of it. It +could not have been my father's death. She talks freely about +that; nor could she have loved him very much--though who knows what +we women do love, and why?" + +"What, and why, indeed," says Mr. Esmond. + +"No one knows," Beatrix went on, without noticing this interruption +except by a look, "what my mother's life is. She hath been at +early prayer this morning; she passes hours in her closet; if you +were to follow her thither, you would find her at prayers now. She +tends the poor of the place--the horrid dirty poor! She sits +through the curate's sermons--oh, those dreary sermons! And you +see on a beau dire; but good as they are, people like her are not +fit to commune with us of the world. There is always, as it were, +a third person present, even when I and my mother are alone. She +can't be frank with me quite; who is always thinking of the next +world, and of her guardian angel, perhaps that's in company. Oh, +Harry, I'm jealous of that guardian angel!" here broke out Mistress +Beatrix. "It's horrid, I know; but my mother's life is all for +heaven, and mine--all for earth. We can never be friends quite; +and then, she cares more for Frank's little finger than she does +for me--I know she does: and she loves you, sir, a great deal too +much; and I hate you for it. I would have had her all to myself; +but she wouldn't. In my childhood, it was my father she loved--(oh, how could she? I remember him kind and handsome, but so +stupid, and not being able to speak after drinking wine). And then +it was Frank; and now, it is heaven and the clergyman. How I would +have loved her! From a child I used to be in a rage that she loved +anybody but me; but she loved you all better--all, I know she did. +And now, she talks of the blessed consolation of religion. Dear +soul! she thinks she is happier for believing, as she must, that we +are all of us wicked and miserable sinners; and this world is only +a pied-a-terre for the good, where they stay for a night, as we do, +coming from Walcote, at that great, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow +Inn, in those horrid beds--oh, do you remember those horrid beds?--and the chariot comes and fetches them to heaven the next morning." + +"Hush, Beatrix," says Mr. Esmond. + +"Hush, indeed. You are a hypocrite, too, Henry, with your grave +airs and your glum face. We are all hypocrites. O dear me! We +are all alone, alone, alone," says poor Beatrix, her fair breast +heaving with a sigh. + +"It was I that writ every line of that paper, my dear," says Mr. +Esmond. "You are not so worldly as you think yourself, Beatrix, +and better than we believe you. The good we have in us we doubt +of; and the happiness that's to our hand we throw away. You bend +your ambition on a great marriage and establishment--and why? +You'll tire of them when you win them; and be no happier with a +coronet on your coach--" + +"Than riding pillion with Lubin to market," says Beatrix. "Thank +you, Lubin!" + +"I'm a dismal shepherd, to be sure," answers Esmond, with a blush; +"and require a nymph that can tuck my bed-clothes up, and make me +water-gruel. Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He took me out of +the fire upon his shoulders, and nursed me through my illness as +love will scarce ever do. Only good wages, and a hope of my +clothes, and the contents of my portmanteau. How long was it that +Jacob served an apprenticeship for Rachel?" + +"For mamma?" says Beatrix. "It is mamma your honor wants, and that +I should have the happiness of calling you papa?" + +Esmond blushed again. "I spoke of a Rachel that a shepherd courted +five thousand years ago; when shepherds were longer lived than now. +And my meaning was, that since I saw you first after our +separation--a child you were then . . ." + +"And I put on my best stockings to captivate you, I remember, +sir . . ." + +"You have had my heart ever since then, such as it was; and such as +you were, I cared for no other woman. What little reputation I +have won, it was that you might be pleased with it: and indeed, it +is not much; and I think a hundred fools in the army have got and +deserved quite as much. Was there something in the air of that +dismal old Castlewood that made us all gloomy, and dissatisfied, +and lonely under its ruined old roof? We were all so, even when +together and united, as it seemed, following our separate schemes, +each as we sat round the table." + +"Dear, dreary old place!" cries Beatrix. "Mamma hath never had the +heart to go back thither since we left it, when--never mind how +many years ago." And she flung back her curls, and looked over her +fair shoulder at the mirror superbly, as if she said, "Time, I defy +you." + +"Yes," says Esmond, who had the art, as she owned, of divining many +of her thoughts. "You can afford to look in the glass still; and +only be pleased by the truth it tells you. As for me, do you know +what my scheme is? I think of asking Frank to give me the +Virginian estate King Charles gave our grandfather. (She gave a +superb curtsy, as much as to say, 'Our grandfather, indeed! Thank +you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you are thinking of my bar-sinister, and so am I. A man cannot get over it in this country; +unless, indeed, he wears it across a king's arms, when 'tis a +highly honorable coat; and I am thinking of retiring into the +plantations, and building myself a wigwam in the woods, and +perhaps, if I want company, suiting myself with a squaw. We will +send your ladyship furs over for the winter; and, when you are old, +we'll provide you with tobacco. I am not quite clever enough, or +not rogue enough--I know not which--for the Old World. I may make +a place for myself in the New, which is not so full; and found a +family there. When you are a mother yourself, and a great lady, +perhaps I shall send you over from the plantation some day a little +barbarian that is half Esmond half Mohock, and you will be kind to +him for his father's sake, who was, after all, your kinsman; and +whom you loved a little." + +"What folly you are talking, Harry," says Miss Beatrix, looking +with her great eyes. + +"'Tis sober earnest," says Esmond. And, indeed, the scheme had +been dwelling a good deal in his mind for some time past, and +especially since his return home, when he found how hopeless, and +even degrading to himself, his passion was. "No," says he, then: +"I have tried half a dozen times now. I can bear being away from +you well enough; but being with you is intolerable" (another low +curtsy on Mistress Beatrix's part), "and I will go. I have enough +to buy axes and guns for my men, and beads and blankets for the +savages; and I'll go and live amongst them." + +"Mon ami," she says quite kindly, and taking Esmond's hand, with an +air of great compassion, "you can't think that in our position +anything more than our present friendship is possible. You are our +elder brother--as such we view you, pitying your misfortune, not +rebuking you with it. Why, you are old enough and grave enough to +be our father. I always thought you a hundred years old, Harry, +with your solemn face and grave air. I feel as a sister to you, +and can no more. Isn't that enough, sir?" And she put her face +quite close to his--who knows with what intention? + +"It's too much," says Esmond, turning away. "I can't bear this +life, and shall leave it. I shall stay, I think, to see you +married, and then freight a ship, and call it the 'Beatrix,' and +bid you all . . ." + +Here the servant, flinging the door open, announced his Grace the +Duke of Hamilton, and Esmond started back with something like an +imprecation on his lips, as the nobleman entered, looking splendid +in his star and green ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond just that +gracious bow which he would have given to a lackey who fetched him +a chair or took his hat, and seated himself by Miss Beatrix, as the +poor Colonel went out of the room with a hang-dog look. + +Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he passed down stairs. +She often met him as he was coming away from Beatrix; and she +beckoned him into the apartment. + +"Has she told you, Harry?" Lady Castlewood said. + +"She has been very frank--very," says Esmond. + +"But--but about what is going to happen?" + +"What is going to happen?" says he, his heart beating. + +"His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her," says my lady. +"He made his offer yesterday. They will marry as soon as his +mourning is over; and you have heard his Grace is appointed +Ambassador to Paris; and the Ambassadress goes with him." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +BEATRIX'S NEW SUITOR. + + +The gentleman whom Beatrix had selected was, to be sure, twenty +years older than the Colonel, with whom she quarrelled for being +too old; but this one was but a nameless adventurer, and the other +the greatest duke in Scotland, with pretensions even to a still +higher title. My Lord Duke of Hamilton had, indeed, every merit +belonging to a gentleman, and he had had the time to mature his +accomplishments fully, being upwards of fifty years old when Madam +Beatrix selected him for a bridegroom. Duke Hamilton, then Earl of +Arran, had been educated at the famous Scottish university of +Glasgow, and, coming to London, became a great favorite of Charles +the Second, who made him a lord of his bedchamber, and afterwards +appointed him ambassador to the French king, under whom the Earl +served two campaigns as his Majesty's aide-de-camp; and he was +absent on this service when King Charles died. + +King James continued my lord's promotion--made him Master of the +Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his +lordship adhered firmly to King James, being of the small company +that never quitted that unfortunate monarch till his departure out +of England; and then it was, in 1688 namely, that he made the +friendship with Colonel Francis Esmond, that had always been, more +or less, maintained in the two families. + +The Earl professed a great admiration for King William always, but +never could give him his allegiance; and was engaged in more than +one of the plots in the late great King's reign which always ended +in the plotters' discomfiture, and generally in their pardon, by +the magnanimity of the King. Lord Arran was twice prisoner in the +Tower during this reign, undauntedly saying, when offered his +release, upon parole not to engage against King William, that he +would not give his word, because "he was sure he could not keep +it;" but, nevertheless, he was both times discharged without any +trial; and the King bore this noble enemy so little malice, that +when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, of her own right, +resigned her claim on her husband's death, the Earl was, by patent +signed at Loo, 1690, created Duke of Hamilton, Marquis of +Clydesdale, and Earl of Arran, with precedency from the original +creation. His Grace took the oaths and his seat in the Scottish +parliament in 1700: was famous there for his patriotism and +eloquence, especially in the debates about the Union Bill, which +Duke Hamilton opposed with all his strength, though he would not go +the length of the Scottish gentry, who were for resisting it by +force of arms. 'Twas said he withdrew his opposition all of a +sudden, and in consequence of letters from the King at St. +Germains, who entreated him on his allegiance not to thwart the +Queen his sister in this measure; and the Duke, being always bent +upon effecting the King's return to his kingdom through a +reconciliation between his Majesty and Queen Anne, and quite averse +to his landing with arms and French troops, held aloof, and kept +out of Scotland during the time when the Chevalier de St. George's +descent from Dunkirk was projected, passing his time in England in +his great estate in Staffordshire. + +When the Whigs went out of office in 1710, the Queen began to show +his Grace the very greatest marks of her favor. He was created +Duke of Brandon and Baron of Dutton in England; having the Thistle +already originally bestowed on him by King James the Second, his +Grace was now promoted to the honor of the Garter--a distinction so +great and illustrious, that no subject hath ever borne them +hitherto together. When this objection was made to her Majesty, +she was pleased to say, "Such a subject as the Duke of Hamilton has +a pre-eminent claim to every mark of distinction which a crowned +head can confer. I will henceforth wear both orders myself." + +At the Chapter held at Windsor in October, 1712, the Duke and other +knights, including Lord-Treasurer, the new-created Earl of Oxford +and Mortimer, were installed; and a few days afterwards his Grace +was appointed Ambassador-Extraordinary to France, and his +equipages, plate, and liveries commanded, of the most sumptuous +kind, not only for his Excellency the Ambassador, but for her +Excellency the Ambassadress, who was to accompany him. Her arms +were already quartered on the coach panels, and her brother was to +hasten over on the appointed day to give her away. + +His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, +daughter of Digby Lord Gerard, by which marriage great estates came +into the Hamilton family; and out of these estates came, in part, +that tragic quarrel which ended the Duke's career. + + +From the loss of a tooth to that of a mistress there's no pang that +is not bearable. The apprehension is much more cruel than the +certainty; and we make up our mind to the misfortune when 'tis +irremediable, part with the tormentor, and mumble our crust on +t'other side of the jaws. I think Colonel Esmond was relieved when +a ducal coach and six came and whisked his charmer away out of his +reach, and placed her in a higher sphere. As you have seen the +nymph in the opera-machine go up to the clouds at the end of the +piece where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the divine company of +Olympians are seated, and quaver out her last song as a goddess: so +when this portentous elevation was accomplished in the Esmond +family, I am not sure that every one of us did not treat the divine +Beatrix with special honors; at least the saucy little beauty +carried her head with a toss of supreme authority, and assumed a +touch-me-not air, which all her friends very good-humoredly bowed to. + +An old army acquaintance of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who +had sold his company, married a wife, and turned merchant in the +city, was dreadfully gloomy for a long time, though living in a +fine house on the river, and carrying on a great trade to all +appearance. At length Esmond saw his friend's name in the Gazette +as a bankrupt; and a week after this circumstance my bankrupt walks +into Mr. Esmond's lodging with a face perfectly radiant with good-humor, and as jolly and careless as when they had sailed from +Southampton ten years before for Vigo. "This bankruptcy," says +Tom, "has been hanging over my head these three years; the thought +hath prevented my sleeping, and I have looked at poor Polly's head +on t'other pillow, and then towards my razor on the table, and +thought to put an end to myself, and so give my woes the slip. But +now we are bankrupts: Tom Trett pays as many shillings in the pound +as he can; his wife has a little cottage at Fulham, and her fortune +secured to herself. I am afraid neither of bailiff nor of +creditor: and for the last six nights have slept easy." So it was +that when Fortune shook her wings and left him, honest Tom cuddled +himself up in his ragged virtue, and fell asleep. + +Esmond did not tell his friend how much his story applied to Esmond +too; but he laughed at it, and used it; and having fairly struck +his docket in this love transaction, determined to put a cheerful +face on his bankruptcy. Perhaps Beatrix was a little offended at +his gayety. "Is this the way, sir, that you receive the +announcement of your misfortune," says she, "and do you come +smiling before me as if you were glad to be rid of me?" + +Esmond would not be put off from his good-humor, but told her the +story of Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. "I have been hankering +after the grapes on the wall," says he, "and lost my temper because +they were beyond my reach; was there any wonder? They're gone now, +and another has them--a taller man than your humble servant has won +them." And the Colonel made his cousin a low bow. + +"A taller man, Cousin Esmond!" says she. "A man of spirit would +have sealed the wall, sir, and seized them! A man of courage would +have fought for 'em, not gaped for 'em." + +"A Duke has but to gape and they drop into his mouth," says Esmond, +with another low bow. + +"Yes, sir," says she, "a Duke IS a taller man than you. And why +should I not be grateful to one such as his Grace, who gives me his +heart and his great name? It is a great gift he honors me with; I +know 'tis a bargain between us; and I accept it, and will do my +utmost to perform my part of it. 'Tis no question of sighing and +philandering between a noble man of his Grace's age and a girl who +hath little of that softness in her nature. Why should I not own +that I am ambitious, Harry Esmond; and if it be no sin in a man to +covet honor, why should a woman too not desire it? Shall I be +frank with you, Harry, and say that if you had not been down on +your knees, and so humble, you might have fared better with me? A +woman of my spirit, cousin, is to be won by gallantry, and not by +sighs and rueful faces. All the time you are worshipping and +singing hymns to me, I know very well I am no goddess, and grow +weary of the incense. So would you have been weary of the goddess +too--when she was called Mrs. Esmond, and got out of humor because +she had not pin-money enough, and was forced to go about in an old +gown. Eh! cousin, a goddess in a mob-cap, that has to make her +husband's gruel, ceases to be divine--I am sure of it. I should +have been sulky and scolded; and of all the proud wretches in the +world Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me tell him that. You never +fall into a passion; but you never forgive, I think. Had you been +a great man, you might have been good-humored; but being nobody, +sir, you are too great a man for me; and I'm afraid of you, cousin--there! and I won't worship you, and you'll never be happy except +with a woman who will. Why, after I belonged to you, and after one +of my tantrums, you would have put the pillow over my head some +night, and smothered me, as the black man does the woman in the +play that you're so fond of. What's the creature's name?--Desdemona. You would, you little black-dyed Othello!" + +"I think I should, Beatrix," says the Colonel. + +"And I want no such ending. I intend to live to be a hundred, and +to go to ten thousand routs and balls, and to play cards every +night of my life till the year eighteen hundred. And I like to be +the first of my company, sir; and I like flattery and compliments, +and you give me none; and I like to be made to laugh, sir, and +who's to laugh at YOUR dismal face, I should like to know? and I +like a coach-and six or a coach-and-eight; and I like diamonds, and +a new gown every week; and people to say--'That's the Duchess--How +well her Grace looks--Make way for Madame l'Ambassadrice +d'Angleterre--Call her Excellency's people'--that's what I like. +And as for you, you want a woman to bring your slippers and cap, +and to sit at your feet, and cry, 'O caro! O bravo!' whilst you +read your Shakespeares and Miltons and stuff. Mamma would have +been the wife for you, had you been a little older, though you look +ten years older than she does--you do, you glum-faced, blue-bearded +little old man! You might have sat, like Darby and Joan, and +flattered each other; and billed and cooed like a pair of old +pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to use them, sir." And +she spread out her beautiful arms, as if indeed she could fly off +like the pretty "Gawrie," whom the man in the story was enamored of. + +"And what will your Peter Wilkins say to your flight?" says Esmond, +who never admired this fair creature more than when she rebelled +and laughed at him. + +"A duchess knows her place," says she, with a laugh. "Why, I have +a son already made for me, and thirty years old (my Lord Arran), +and four daughters. How they will scold, and what a rage they will +be in, when I come to take the head of the table! But I give them +only a month to be angry; at the end of that time they shall love +me every one, and so shall Lord Arran, and so shall all his Grace's +Scots vassals and followers in the Highlands. I'm bent on it; and +when I take a thing in my head, 'tis done. His Grace is the +greatest gentleman in Europe, and I'll try and make him happy; and, +when the King comes back, you may count on my protection, Cousin +Esmond--for come back the King will and shall; and I'll bring him +back from Versailles, if he comes under my hoop." + +"I hope the world will make you happy, Beatrix," says Esmond, with +a sigh. "You'll be Beatrix till you are my Lady Duchess--will you +not? I shall then make your Grace my very lowest bow." + +"None of these sighs and this satire, cousin," she says. "I take +his Grace's great bounty thankfully--yes, thankfully; and will wear +his honors becomingly. I do not say he hath touched my heart; but +he has my gratitude, obedience, admiration--I have told him that, +and no more; and with that his noble heart is content. I have told +him all--even the story of that poor creature that I was engaged +to--and that I could not love; and I gladly gave his word back to +him, and jumped for joy to get back my own. I am twenty-five years +old." + +"Twenty-six, my dear," says Esmond. + +"Twenty-five, sir--I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years +no man hath ever touched my heart. Yes--you did once, for a +little, Harry, when you came back after Lille, and engaging with +that murderer Mohun, and saving Frank's life. I thought I could +like you; and mamma begged me hard, on her knees, and I did--for a +day. But the old chill came over me, Henry, and the old fear of +you and your melancholy; and I was glad when you went away, and +engaged with my Lord Ashburnham, that I might hear no more of you, +that's the truth. You are too good for me, somehow. I could not +make you happy, and should break my heart in trying, and not being +able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you the +sword, you might have had me, sir, and we both should have been +miserable by this time. I talked with that silly lord all night +just to vex you and mamma, and I succeeded, didn't I? How frankly +we can talk of these things! It seems a thousand years ago: and, +though we are here sitting in the same room, there is a great wall +between us. My dear, kind, faithful, gloomy old cousin! I can +like now, and admire you too, sir, and say that you are brave, and +very kind, and very true, and a fine gentleman for all--for all +your little mishap at your birth," says she, wagging her arch head. + +"And now, sir," says she, with a curtsy, "we must have no more talk +except when mamma is by, as his Grace is with us; for he does not +half like you, cousin, and is jealous as the black man in your +favorite play." + +Though the very kindness of the words stabbed Mr. Esmond with the +keenest pang, he did not show his sense of the wound by any look of +his (as Beatrix, indeed, afterwards owned to him), but said, with a +perfect command of himself and an easy smile, "The interview must +not end yet, my dear, until I have had my last word. Stay, here +comes your mother" (indeed she came in here with her sweet anxious +face, and Esmond going up kissed her hand respectfully). "My dear +lady may hear, too, the last words, which are no secrets, and are +only a parting benediction accompanying a present for your marriage +from an old gentleman your guardian; for I feel as if I was the +guardian of all the family, and an old old fellow that is fit to be +the grandfather of you all; and in this character let me make my +Lady Duchess her wedding present. They are the diamonds my +father's widow left me. I had thought Beatrix might have had them +a year ago; but they are good enough for a duchess, though not +bright enough for the handsomest woman in the world." And he took +the case out of his pocket in which the jewels were, and presented +them to his cousin. + +She gave a cry of delight, for the stones were indeed very +handsome, and of great value; and the next minute the necklace was +where Belinda's cross is in Mr. Pope's admirable poem, and +glittering on the whitest and most perfectly-shaped neck in all +England. + +The girl's delight at receiving these trinkets was so great, that +after rushing to the looking-glass and examining the effect they +produced upon that fair neck which they surrounded, Beatrix was +running back with her arms extended, and was perhaps for paying her +cousin with a price, that he would have liked no doubt to receive +from those beautiful rosy lips of hers, but at this moment the door +opened, and his Grace the bridegroom elect was announced. + +He looked very black upon Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a very low +bow indeed, and kissed the hand of each lady in his most +ceremonious manner. He had come in his chair from the palace hard +by, and wore his two stars of the Garter and the Thistle. + +"Look, my Lord Duke," says Mistress Beatrix, advancing to him, and +showing the diamonds on her breast. + +"Diamonds," says his Grace. "Hm! they seem pretty." + +"They are a present on my marriage," says Beatrix. + +"From her Majesty?" asks the Duke. "The Queen is very good." + +"From my cousin Henry--from our cousin Henry"--cry both the ladies +in a breath. + +"I have not the honor of knowing the gentleman. I thought that my +Lord Castlewood had no brother: and that on your ladyship's side +there were no nephews." + +"From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord," says Beatrix, +taking the Colonel's hand very bravely,--"who was left guardian to +us by our father, and who has a hundred times shown his love and +friendship for our family." + +"The Duchess of Hamilton receives no diamonds but from her husband, +madam," says the Duke--"may I pray you to restore these to Mr. +Esmond?" + +"Beatrix Esmond may receive a present from our kinsman and +benefactor, my Lord Duke," says Lady Castlewood, with an air of +great dignity. "She is my daughter yet: and if her mother +sanctions the gift--no one else hath the right to question it." + +"Kinsman and benefactor!" says the Duke. "I know of no kinsman: +and I do not choose that my wife should have for benefactor a--" + +"My lord!" says Colonel Esmond. + +"I am not here to bandy words," says his Grace: "frankly I tell you +that your visits to this house are too frequent, and that I choose +no presents for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen that bear a +name they have no right to." + +"My lord!" breaks out Lady Castlewood, "Mr. Esmond hath the best +right to that name of any man in the world: and 'tis as old and as +honorable as your Grace's." + +My Lord Duke smiled, and looked as if Lady Castlewood was mad, that +was so talking to him. + +"If I called him benefactor," said my mistress, "it is because he +has been so to us--yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the +dearest of benefactors. He would have saved my husband's life from +Mohun's sword. He did save my boy's, and defended him from that +villain. Are those no benefits?" + +"I ask Colonel Esmond's pardon," says his Grace, if possible more +haughty than before. "I would say not a word that should give him +offence, and thank him for his kindness to your ladyship's family. +My Lord Mohun and I are connected, you know, by marriage--though +neither by blood nor friendship; but I must repeat what I said, +that my wife can receive no presents from Colonel Esmond." + +"My daughter may receive presents from the Head of our House: my +daughter may thankfully take kindness from her father's, her +mother's, her brother's dearest friend; and be grateful for one +more benefit besides the thousand we owe him," cries Lady Esmond. +"What is a string of diamond stones compared to that affection he +hath given us--our dearest preserver and benefactor? We owe him +not only Frank's life, but our all--yes, our all," says my +mistress, with a heightened color and a trembling voice. "The +title we bear is his, if he would claim it. 'Tis we who have no +right to our name: not he that's too great for it. He sacrificed +his name at my dying lord's bedside--sacrificed it to my orphan +children; gave up rank and honor because he loved us so nobly. His +father was Viscount of Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before him; +and he is his father's lawful son and true heir, and we are the +recipients of his bounty, and he the chief of a house that's as old +as your own. And if he is content to forego his name that my child +may bear it, we love him and honor him and bless him under whatever +name he bears"--and here the fond and affectionate creature would +have knelt to Esmond again, but that he prevented her; and Beatrix, +running up to her with a pale face and a cry of alarm, embraced her +and said, "Mother, what is this?" + +"'Tis a family secret, my Lord Duke," says Colonel Esmond: "poor +Beatrix knew nothing of it; nor did my lady till a year ago. And I +have as good a right to resign my title as your Grace's mother to +abdicate hers to you." + +"I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton," said my +mistress, "had his Grace applied to me for my daughter's hand, and +not to Beatrix. I should have spoken with you this very day in +private, my lord, had not your words brought about this sudden +explanation--and now 'tis fit Beatrix should hear it; and know, as +I would have all the world know, what we owe to our kinsman and +patron." + +And then in her touching way, and having hold of her daughter's +hand, and speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood +told the story which you know already--lauding up to the skies her +kinsman's behavior. On his side Mr. Esmond explained the reasons +that seemed quite sufficiently cogent with him, why the succession +in the family, as at present it stood, should not be disturbed; and +he should remain as he was, Colonel Esmond. + +"And Marquis of Esmond, my lord," says his Grace, with a low bow. +"Permit me to ask your lordship's pardon for words that were +uttered in ignorance; and to beg for the favor of your friendship. +To be allied to you, sir, must be an honor under whatever name you +are known" (so his Grace was pleased to say); "and in return for +the splendid present you make my wife, your kinswoman, I hope you +will please to command any service that James Douglas can perform. +I shall never be easy until I repay you a part of my obligations at +least; and ere very long, and with the mission her Majesty hath +given me," says the Duke, "that may perhaps be in my power. I +shall esteem it as a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond will give +away the bride." + +"And if he will take the usual payment in advance, he is welcome," +says Beatrix, stepping up to him; and, as Esmond kissed her, she +whispered, "Oh, why didn't I know you before?" + +My Lord Duke was as hot as a flame at this salute, but said never a +word: Beatrix made him a proud curtsy, and the two ladies quitted +the room together. + +"When does your Excellency go for Paris?" asks Colonel Esmond. + +"As soon after the ceremony as may be," his Grace answered. "'Tis +fixed for the first of December: it cannot be sooner. The equipage +will not be ready till then. The Queen intends the embassy should +be very grand--and I have law business to settle. That ill-omened +Mohun has come, or is coming, to London again: we are in a lawsuit +about my late Lord Gerard's property; and he hath sent to me to +meet him." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MOHUN APPEARS FOR THE LAST TIME IN THIS HISTORY. + + +Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who for family +reasons had kindly promised his protection and patronage to Colonel +Esmond, he had other great friends in power now, both able and +willing to assist him, and he might, with such allies, look forward +to as fortunate advancement in civil life at home as he had got +rapid promotion abroad. His Grace was magnanimous enough to offer +to take Mr. Esmond as secretary on his Paris embassy, but no doubt +he intended that proposal should be rejected; at any rate, Esmond +could not bear the thoughts of attending his mistress farther than +the church-door after her marriage, and so declined that offer +which his generous rival made him. + +Other gentlemen in power were liberal at least of compliments and +promises to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, now become my Lord Oxford +and Mortimer, and installed Knight of the Garter on the same day as +his Grace of Hamilton had received the same honor, sent to the +Colonel to say that a seat in Parliament should be at his disposal +presently, and Mr. St. John held out many flattering hopes of +advancement to the Colonel when he should enter the House. +Esmond's friends were all successful, and the most successful and +triumphant of all was his dear old commander, General Webb, who was +now appointed Lieutenant-General of the Land Forces, and received +with particular honor by the Ministry, by the Queen, and the people +out of doors, who huzza'd the brave chief when they used to see him +in his chariot going to the House or to the Drawing-room, or +hobbling on foot to his coach from St. Stephen's upon his glorious +old crutch and stick, and cheered him as loud as they had ever done +Marlborough. + +That great Duke was utterly disgraced; and honest old Webb dated +all his Grace's misfortunes from Wynendael, and vowed that Fate +served the traitor right. Duchess Sarah had also gone to ruin; she +had been forced to give up her keys, and her places, and her +pensions:--"Ah, ah!" says Webb, "she would have locked up three +millions of French crowns with her keys had I but been knocked on +the head, but I stopped that convoy at Wynendael." Our enemy +Cardonnel was turned out of the House of Commons (along with Mr. +Walpole) for malversation of public money. Cadogan lost his place +of Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters resigned their +posts of ladies of the bedchamber; and so complete was the Duke's +disgrace, that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, was absolutely +obliged to give up his lodgings at St. James's, and had his half-pension, as Master of the Horse, taken away. But I think the +lowest depth of Marlborough's fall was when he humbly sent to ask +General Webb when he might wait upon him; he who had commanded the +stout old General, who had injured him and sneered at him, who had +kept him dangling in his ante-chamber, who could not even after his +great service condescend to write him a letter in his own hand. +The nation was as eager for peace as ever it had been hot for war. +The Prince of Savoy came amongst us, had his audience of the Queen, +and got his famous Sword of Honor, and strove with all his force to +form a Whig party together, to bring over the young Prince of +Hanover to do anything which might prolong the war, and consummate +the ruin of the old sovereign whom he hated so implacably. But the +nation was tired of the struggle: so completely wearied of it that +not even our defeat at Denain could rouse us into any anger, though +such an action so lost two years before would have set all England +in a fury. 'Twas easy to see that the great Marlborough was not +with the army. Eugene was obliged to fall back in a rage, and +forego the dazzling revenge of his life. 'Twas in vain the Duke's +side asked, "Would we suffer our arms to be insulted? Would we not +send back the only champion who could repair our honor?" The +nation had had its bellyful of fighting; nor could taunts or +outcries goad up our Britons any more. + +For a statesman that was always prating of liberty, and had the +grandest philosophic maxims in his mouth, it must be owned that Mr. +St. John sometimes rather acted like a Turkish than a Greek +philosopher, and especially fell foul of one unfortunate set of +men, the men of letters, with a tyranny a little extraordinary in a +man who professed to respect their calling so much. The literary +controversy at this time was very bitter, the Government side was +the winning one, the popular one, and I think might have been the +merciful one. 'Twas natural that the opposition should be peevish +and cry out: some men did so from their hearts, admiring the Duke +of Marlborough's prodigious talents, and deploring the disgrace of +the greatest general the world ever knew: 'twas the stomach that +caused other patriots to grumble, and such men cried out because +they were poor, and paid to do so. Against these my Lord +Bolingbroke never showed the slightest mercy, whipping a dozen into +prison or into the pillory without the least commiseration. + +From having been a man of arms Mr. Esmond had now come to be a man +of letters, but on a safer side than that in which the above-cited +poor fellows ventured their liberties and ears. There was no +danger on ours, which was the winning side; besides, Mr. Esmond +pleased himself by thinking that he writ like a gentleman if he did +not always succeed as a wit. + +Of the famous wits of that age, who have rendered Queen Anne's +reign illustrious, and whose works will be in all Englishmen's +hands in ages yet to come, Mr. Esmond saw many, but at public +places chiefly; never having a great intimacy with any of them, +except with honest Dick Steele and Mr. Addison, who parted company +with Esmond, however, when that gentleman became a declared Tory, +and lived on close terms with the leading persons of that party. +Addison kept himself to a few friends, and very rarely opened +himself except in their company. A man more upright and +conscientious than he it was not possible to find in public life, +and one whose conversation was so various, easy, and delightful. +Writing now in my mature years, I own that I think Addison's +politics were the right, and were my time to come over again, I +would be a Whig in England and not a Tory; but with people that +take a side in politics, 'tis men rather than principles that +commonly bind them. A kindness or a slight puts a man under one +flag or the other, and he marches with it to the end of the +campaign. Esmond's master in war was injured by Marlborough, and +hated him: and the lieutenant fought the quarrels of his leader. +Webb coming to London was used as a weapon by Marlborough's enemies +(and true steel he was, that honest chief); nor was his aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an unfaithful or unworthy partisan. 'Tis strange +here, and on a foreign soil, and in a land that is independent in +all but the name, (for that the North American colonies shall +remain dependants on yonder little island for twenty years more, I +never can think,) to remember how the nation at home seemed to give +itself up to the domination of one or other aristocratic party, and +took a Hanoverian king, or a French one, according as either +prevailed. And while the Tories, the October club gentlemen, the +High Church parsons that held by the Church of England, were for +having a Papist king, for whom many of their Scottish and English +leaders, firm churchmen all, laid down their lives with admirable +loyalty and devotion; they were governed by men who had notoriously +no religion at all, but used it as they would use any opinion for +the purpose of forwarding their own ambition. The Whigs, on the +other hand, who professed attachment to religion and liberty too, +were compelled to send to Holland or Hanover for a monarch around +whom they could rally. A strange series of compromises is that +English History; compromise of principle, compromise of party, +compromise of worship! The lovers of English freedom and +independence submitted their religious consciences to an Act of +Parliament; could not consolidate their liberty without sending to +Zell or the Hague for a king to live under; and could not find +amongst the proudest people in the world a man speaking their own +language, and understanding their laws, to govern them. The Tory +and High Church patriots were ready to die in defence of a Papist +family that had sold us to France; the great Whig nobles, the +sturdy republican recusants who had cut off Charles Stuart's head +for treason, were fain to accept a king whose title came to him +through a royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother's head had +fallen under Queen Bess's hatchet. And our proud English nobles +sent to a petty German town for a monarch to come and reign in +London and our prelates kissed the ugly hands of his Dutch +mistresses, and thought it no dishonor. In England you can but +belong to one party or t'other, and you take the house you live in +with all its encumbrances, its retainers, its antique discomforts, +and ruins even; you patch up, but you never build up anew. Will we +of the new world submit much longer, even nominally, to this +ancient British superstition? There are signs of the times which +make me think that ere long we shall care as little about King +George here, and peers temporal and peers spiritual, as we do for +King Canute or the Druids. + +This chapter began about the wits, my grandson may say, and hath +wandered very far from their company. The pleasantest of the wits +I knew were the Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot, and Mr. Gay, the +author of "Trivia," the most charming kind soul that ever laughed +at a joke or cracked a bottle. Mr. Prior I saw, and he was the +earthen pot swimming with the pots of brass down the stream, and +always and justly frightened lest he should break in the voyage. I +met him both at London and Paris, where he was performing piteous +congees to the Duke of Shrewsbury, not having courage to support +the dignity which his undeniable genius and talent had won him, and +writing coaxing letters to Secretary St. John, and thinking about +his plate and his place, and what on earth should become of him +should his party go out. The famous Mr. Congreve I saw a dozen of +times at Button's, a splendid wreck of a man, magnificently +attired, and though gouty, and almost blind, bearing a brave face +against fortune. + +The great Mr. Pope (of whose prodigious genius I have no words to +express my admiration) was quite a puny lad at this time, appearing +seldom in public places. There were hundreds of men, wits, and +pretty fellows frequenting the theatres and coffee-houses of that +day--whom "nunc perscribere longum est." Indeed I think the most +brilliant of that sort I ever saw was not till fifteen years +afterwards, when I paid my last visit in England, and met young +Harry Fielding, son of the Fielding that served in Spain and +afterwards in Flanders with us, and who for fun and humor seemed to +top them all. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say of him, "Vidi +tantum." He was in London all these years up to the death of the +Queen; and in a hundred public places where I saw him, but no more; +he never missed Court of a Sunday, where once or twice he was +pointed out to your grandfather. He would have sought me out +eagerly enough had I been a great man with a title to my name, or a +star on my coat. At Court the Doctor had no eyes but for the very +greatest. Lord Treasurer and St. John used to call him Jonathan, +and they paid him with this cheap coin for the service they took of +him. He writ their lampoons, fought their enemies, flogged and +bullied in their service, and it must be owned with a consummate +skill and fierceness. 'Tis said he hath lost his intellect now, +and forgotten his wrongs and his rage against mankind. I have +always thought of him and of Marlborough as the two greatest men of +that age. I have read his books (who doth not know them?) here in +our calm woods, and imagine a giant to myself as I think of him, a +lonely fallen Prometheus, groaning as the vulture tears him. +Prometheus I saw, but when first I ever had any words with him, the +giant stepped out of a sedan chair in the Poultry, whither he had +come with a tipsy Irish servant parading before him, who announced +him, bawling out his Reverence's name, whilst his master below was +as yet haggling with the chairman. I disliked this Mr. Swift, and +heard many a story about him, of his conduct to men, and his words +to women. He could flatter the great as much as he could bully the +weak; and Mr. Esmond, being younger and hotter in that day than +now, was determined, should he ever meet this dragon, not to run +away from his teeth and his fire. + +Men have all sorts of motives which carry them onwards in life, and +are driven into acts of desperation, or it may be of distinction, +from a hundred different causes. There was one comrade of +Esmond's, an honest little Irish lieutenant of Handyside's, who +owed so much money to a camp sutler, that he began to make love to +the man's daughter, intending to pay his debt that way; and at the +battle of Malplaquet, flying away from the debt and lady too, he +rushed so desperately on the French lines, that he got his company; +and came a captain out of the action, and had to marry the sutler's +daughter after all, who brought him his cancelled debt to her +father as poor Roger's fortune. To run out of the reach of bill +and marriage, he ran on the enemy's pikes; and as these did not +kill him he was thrown back upon t'other horn of his dilemma. Our +great Duke at the same battle was fighting, not the French, but the +Tories in England; and risking his life and the army's, not for his +country but for his pay and places; and for fear of his wife at +home, that only being in life whom he dreaded. I have asked about +men in my own company, (new drafts of poor country boys were +perpetually coming over to us during the wars, and brought from the +ploughshare to the sword,) and found that a half of them under the +flags were driven thither on account of a woman: one fellow was +jilted by his mistress and took the shilling in despair; another +jilted the girl, and fled from her and the parish to the tents +where the law could not disturb him. Why go on particularizing? +What can the sons of Adam and Eve expect, but to continue in that +course of love and trouble their father and mother set out on? Oh, +my grandson! I am drawing nigh to the end of that period of my +history, when I was acquainted with the great world of England and +Europe; my years are past the Hebrew poet's limit, and I say unto +thee, all my troubles and joys too, for that matter, have come from +a woman; as thine will when thy destined course begins. 'Twas a +woman that made a soldier of me, that set me intriguing afterwards; +I believe I would have spun smocks for her had she so bidden me; +what strength I had in my head I would have given her; hath not +every man in his degree had his Omphale and Delilah? Mine befooled +me on the banks of the Thames, and in dear old England; thou mayest +find thine own by Rappahannock. + +To please that woman then I tried to distinguish myself as a +soldier, and afterwards as a wit and a politician; as to please +another I would have put on a black cassock and a pair of bands, +and had done so but that a superior fate intervened to defeat that +project. And I say, I think the world is like Captain Esmond's +company I spoke of anon; and could you see every man's career in +life, you would find a woman clogging him; or clinging round his +march and stopping him; or cheering him and goading him: or +beckoning him out of her chariot, so that he goes up to her, and +leaves the race to be run without him or bringing him the apple, +and saying "Eat;" or fetching him the daggers and whispering "Kill! +yonder lies Duncan, and a crown, and an opportunity." + +Your grandfather fought with more effect as a politician than as a +wit: and having private animosities and grievances of his own and +his General's against the great Duke in command of the army, and +more information on military matters than most writers, who had +never seen beyond the fire of a tobacco-pipe at "Wills's," he was +enabled to do good service for that cause which he embarked in, and +for Mr. St. John and his party. But he disdained the abuse in +which some of the Tory writers indulged; for instance, Dr. Swift, +who actually chose to doubt the Duke of Marlborough's courage, and +was pleased to hint that his Grace's military capacity was +doubtful: nor were Esmond's performances worse for the effect they +were intended to produce, (though no doubt they could not injure +the Duke of Marlborough nearly so much in the public eyes as the +malignant attacks of Swift did, which were carefully directed so as +to blacken and degrade him,) because they were writ openly and +fairly by Mr. Esmond, who made no disguise of them, who was now out +of the army, and who never attacked the prodigious courage and +talents, only the selfishness and rapacity, of the chief. + +The Colonel then, having writ a paper for one of the Tory journals, +called the Post-Boy, (a letter upon Bouchain, that the town talked +about for two whole days, when the appearance of an Italian singer +supplied a fresh subject for conversation,) and having business at +the Exchange, where Mistress Beatrix wanted a pair of gloves or a +fan very likely, Esmond went to correct his paper, and was sitting +at the printer's, when the famous Doctor Swift came in, his Irish +fellow with him that used to walk before his chair, and bawled out +his master's name with great dignity. + +Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer too, whose wife had gone to +the tavern to fetch him, and was meantime engaged in drawing a +picture of a soldier on horseback for a dirty little pretty boy of +the printer's wife, whom she had left behind her. + +"I presume you are the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?" says the +Doctor, in a grating voice that had an Irish twang; and he looked +at the Colonel from under his two bushy eyebrows with a pair of +very clear blue eyes. His complexion was muddy, his figure rather +fat, his chin double. He wore a shabby cassock, and a shabby hat +over his black wig, and he pulled out a great gold watch, at which +he looks very fierce. + +"I am but a contributor, Doctor Swift," says Esmond, with the +little boy still on his knee. He was sitting with his back in the +window, so that the Doctor could not see him. + +"Who told you I was Dr. Swift?" says the Doctor, eying the other +very haughtily. + +"Your Reverence's valet bawled out your name," says the Colonel. +"I should judge you brought him from Ireland?" + +"And pray, sir, what right have you to judge whether my servant +came from Ireland or no? I want to speak with your employer, Mr. +Leach. I'll thank ye go fetch him." + +"Where's your papa, Tommy?" asks the Colonel of the child, a smutty +little wretch in a frock. + +Instead of answering, the child begins to cry; the Doctor's +appearance had no doubt frightened the poor little imp. + +"Send that squalling little brat about his business, and do what I +bid ye, sir," says the Doctor. + +"I must finish, the picture first for Tommy," says the Colonel, +laughing. "Here, Tommy, will you have your Pandour with whiskers +or without?" + +"Whisters," says Tommy, quite intent on the picture. + +"Who the devil are ye, sir?" cries the Doctor; "are ye a printer's +man or are ye not?" he pronounced it like NAUGHT. + +"Your reverence needn't raise the devil to ask who I am," says +Colonel Esmond. "Did you ever hear of Doctor Faustus, little +Tommy? or Friar Bacon, who invented gunpowder, and set the Thames +on fire?" + +Mr. Swift turned quite red, almost purple. "I did not intend any +offence, sir," says he. + +"I dare say, sir, you offended without meaning," says the other, +dryly. + +"Who are ye, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You are one of the +pack of Grub Street scribblers that my friend Mr. Secretary hath +laid by the heels. How dare ye, sir, speak to me in this tone?" +cries the Doctor, in a great fume. + +"I beg your honor's humble pardon if I have offended your honor," +says Esmond in a tone of great humility. "Rather than be sent to +the Compter, or be put in the pillory, there's nothing I wouldn't +do. But Mrs. Leach, the printer's lady, told me to mind Tommy +whilst she went for her husband to the tavern, and I daren't leave +the child lest he should fall into the fire; but if your Reverence +will hold him--" + +"I take the little beast!" says the Doctor, starting back. "I am +engaged to your betters, fellow. Tell Mr. Leach that when he makes +an appointment with Dr. Swift he had best keep it, do ye hear? And +keep a respectful tongue in your head, sir, when you address a +person like me." + +"I'm but a poor broken-down soldier," says the Colonel, "and I've +seen better days, though I am forced now to turn my hand to +writing. We can't help our fate, sir." + +"You're the person that Mr. Leach hath spoken to me of, I presume. +Have the goodness to speak civilly when you are spoken to--and tell +Leach to call at my lodgings in Bury Street, and bring the papers +with him to-night at ten o'clock. And the next time you see me, +you'll know me, and be civil, Mr. Kemp." + +Poor Kemp, who had been a lieutenant at the beginning of the war, +and fallen into misfortune, was the writer of the Post-Boy, and now +took honest Mr. Leach's pay in place of her Majesty's. Esmond had +seen this gentleman, and a very ingenious, hardworking honest +fellow he was, toiling to give bread to a great family, and +watching up many a long winter night to keep the wolf from his +door. And Mr. St. John, who had liberty always on his tongue, had +just sent a dozen of the opposition writers into prison, and one +actually into the pillory, for what he called libels, but libels +not half so violent as those writ on our side. With regard to this +very piece of tyranny, Esmond had remonstrated strongly with the +Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals were served quite +right; and told Esmond a joke of Swift's regarding the matter. +Nay, more, this Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon a poor +wretch condemned to death for rape, absolutely prevented the +Secretary from exercising this act of good-nature, and boasted that +he had had the man hanged; and great as the Doctor's genius might +be, and splendid his ability, Esmond for one would affect no love +for him, and never desired to make his acquaintance. The Doctor +was at Court every Sunday assiduously enough, a place the Colonel +frequented but rarely, though he had a great inducement to go there +in the person of a fair maid of honor of her Majesty's; and the +airs and patronage Mr. Swift gave himself, forgetting gentlemen of +his country whom he knew perfectly, his loud talk at once insolent +and servile, nay, perhaps his very intimacy with Lord Treasurer and +the Secretary, who indulged all his freaks and called him Jonathan, +you may be sure, were remarked by many a person of whom the proud +priest himself took no note, during that time of his vanity and +triumph. + +'Twas but three days after the 15th of November, 1712 (Esmond minds +him well of the date), that he went by invitation to dine with his +General, the foot of whose table he used to take on these festive +occasions, as he had done at many a board, hard and plentiful, +during the campaign. This was a great feast, and of the latter +sort; the honest old gentleman loved to treat his friends +splendidly: his Grace of Ormonde, before he joined his army as +generalissimo, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of her Majesty's +Secretaries of State, my Lord Orkney, that had served with us +abroad, being of the party. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of the +Ordnance, and in whose honor the feast had been given, upon his +approaching departure as Ambassador to Paris, had sent an excuse to +General Webb at two o'clock, but an hour before the dinner: nothing +but the most immediate business, his Grace said, should have +prevented him having the pleasure of drinking a parting glass to +the health of General Webb. His absence disappointed Esmond's old +chief, who suffered much from his wounds besides; and though the +company was grand, it was rather gloomy. St. John came last, and +brought a friend with him: "I'm sure," says my General, bowing very +politely, "my table hath always a place for Dr. Swift." + +Mr. Esmond went up to the Doctor with a bow and a smile:--"I gave +Dr. Swift's message," says he, "to the printer: I hope he brought +your pamphlet to your lodgings in time." Indeed poor Leach had +come to his house very soon after the Doctor left it, being brought +away rather tipsy from the tavern by his thrifty wife; and he +talked of Cousin Swift in a maudlin way, though of course Mr. +Esmond did not allude to this relationship. The Doctor scowled, +blushed, and was much confused, and said scarce a word during the +whole of dinner. A very little stone will sometimes knock down +these Goliaths of wit; and this one was often discomfited when met +by a man of any spirit; he took his place sulkily, put water in his +wine that the others drank plentifully, and scarce said a word. + +The talk was about the affairs of the day, or rather about persons +than affairs: my Lady Marlborough's fury, her daughters in old +clothes and mob-caps looking out from their windows and seeing the +company pass to the Drawing-room; the gentleman-usher's horror when +the Prince of Savoy was introduced to her Majesty in a tie-wig, no +man out of a full-bottomed periwig ever having kissed the Royal +hand before; about the Mohawks and the damage they were doing, +rushing through the town, killing and murdering. Some one said the +ill-omened face of Mohun had been seen at the theatre the night +before, and Macartney and Meredith with him. Meant to be a feast, +the meeting, in spite of drink and talk, was as dismal as a +funeral. Every topic started subsided into gloom. His Grace of +Ormonde went away because the conversation got upon Denain, where +we had been defeated in the last campaign. Esmond's General was +affected at the allusion to this action too, for his comrade of +Wynendael, the Count of Nassau Woudenbourg, had been slain there. +Mr. Swift, when Esmond pledged him, said he drank no wine, and took +his hat from the peg and went away, beckoning my Lord Bolingbroke +to follow him; but the other bade him take his chariot and save his +coach-hire--he had to speak with Colonel Esmond; and when the rest +of the company withdrew to cards, these two remained behind in the +dark. + +Bolingbroke always spoke freely when he had drunk freely. His +enemies could get any secret out of him in that condition; women +were even employed to ply him, and take his words down. I have +heard that my Lord Stair, three years after, when the Secretary +fled to France and became the Pretender's Minister, got all the +information he wanted by putting female spies over St. John in his +cups. He spoke freely now:--"Jonathan knows nothing of this for +certain, though he suspects it, and by George, Webb will take an +Archbishopric, and Jonathan a--no,--damme--Jonathan will take an +Arch-bishopric from James, I warrant me, gladly enough. Your Duke +hath the string of the whole matter in his hand," the Secretary +went on. "We have that which will force Marlborough to keep his +distance, and he goes out of London in a fortnight. Prior hath his +business; he left me this morning, and mark me, Harry, should fate +carry off our august, our beloved, our most gouty and plethoric +Queen, and Defender of the Faith, la bonne cause triomphera. A la +sante de la bonne cause! Everything good comes from France. Wine +comes from France; give us another bumper to the bonne cause." We +drank it together. + +"Will the bonne cause turn Protestant?" asked Mr. Esmond. + +"No, hang it," says the other, "he'll defend our Faith as in duty +bound, but he'll stick by his own. The Hind and the Panther shall +run in the same car, by Jove. Righteousness and peace shall kiss +each other: and we'll have Father Massillon to walk down the aisle +of St. Paul's, cheek by jowl with Dr. Sacheverel. Give us more +wine; here's a health to the bonne cause, kneeling--damme, let's +drink it kneeling." He was quite flushed and wild with wine as he +was talking. + +"And suppose," says Esmond, who always had this gloomy apprehension, +"the bonne cause should give us up to the French, as his father +and uncle did before him?" + +"Give us up to the French!" starts up Bolingbroke; "is there any +English gentleman that fears that? You who have seen Blenheim and +Ramillies, afraid of the French! Your ancestors and mine, and +brave old Webb's yonder, have met them in a hundred fields, and our +children will be ready to do the like. Who's he that wishes for +more men from England? My Cousin Westmoreland? Give us up to the +French, pshaw!" + +"His uncle did," says Mr. Esmond. + +"And what happened to his grandfather?" broke out St. John, filling +out another bumper. "Here's to the greatest monarch England ever +saw; here's to the Englishman that made a kingdom of her. Our +great King came from Huntingdon, not Hanover; our fathers didn't +look for a Dutchman to rule us. Let him come and we'll keep him, +and we'll show him Whitehall. If he's a traitor let us have him +here to deal with him; and then there are spirits here as great as +any that have gone before. There are men here that can look at +danger in the face and not be frightened at it. Traitor! treason! +what names are these to scare you and me? Are all Oliver's men +dead, or his glorious name forgotten in fifty years? Are there no +men equal to him, think you, as good--ay, as good? God save the +King! and, if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!" + +He filled another great bumper, and tossed it up and drained it +wildly, just as the noise of rapid carriage-wheels approaching was +stopped at our door, and after a hurried knock and a moment's +interval, Mr. Swift came into the hall, ran up stairs to the room +we were dining in, and entered it with a perturbed face. St. John, +excited with drink, was making some wild quotation out of Macbeth, +but Swift stopped him. + +"Drink no more, my lord, for God's sake!" says he. "I come with +the most dreadful news." + +"Is the Queen dead?" cries out Bolingbroke, seizing on a water-glass. + +"No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun +and Macartney; they had a quarrel this morning; they gave him not +so much time as to write a letter. He went for a couple of his +friends, and he is dead, and Mohun, too, the bloody villain, who +was set on him. They fought in Hyde Park just before sunset; the +Duke killed Mohun, and Macartney came up and stabbed him, and the +dog is fled. I have your chariot below; send to every part of the +country and apprehend that villain; come to the Duke's house and +see if any life be left in him." + +"Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix," thought Esmond, "and here ends my poor +girl's ambition!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +POOR BEATRIX. + + +There had been no need to urge upon Esmond the necessity of a +separation between him and Beatrix: Fate had done that completely; +and I think from the very moment poor Beatrix had accepted the +Duke's offer, she began to assume the majestic air of a Duchess, +nay, Queen Elect, and to carry herself as one sacred and removed +from us common people. Her mother and kinsman both fell into her +ways, the latter scornfully perhaps, and uttering his usual gibes +at her vanity and his own. There was a certain charm about this +girl of which neither Colonel Esmond nor his fond mistress could +forego the fascination; in spite of her faults and her pride and +wilfulness, they were forced to love her; and, indeed, might be set +down as the two chief flatterers of the brilliant creature's court. + +Who, in the course of his life, hath not been so bewitched, and +worshipped some idol or another? Years after this passion hath +been dead and buried, along with a thousand other worldly cares and +ambitions, he who felt it can recall it out of its grave, and +admire, almost as fondly as he did in his youth, that lovely +queenly creature. I invoke that beautiful spirit from the shades +and love her still; or rather I should say such a past is always +present to a man; such a passion once felt forms a part of his +whole being, and cannot be separated from it; it becomes a portion +of the man of to-day, just as any great faith or conviction, the +discovery of poetry, the awakening of religion, ever afterwards +influence him; just as the wound I had at Blenheim, and of which I +wear the scar, hath become part of my frame and influenced my whole +body, nay, spirit subsequently, though 'twas got and healed forty +years ago. Parting and forgetting! What faithful heart can do +these? Our great thoughts, our great affections, the Truths of our +life, never leave us. Surely, they cannot separate from our +consciousness; shall follow it whithersoever that shall go; and are +of their nature divine and immortal. + +With the horrible news of this catsstrophe, which was confirmed by +the weeping domestics at the Duke's own door, Esmond rode homewards +as quick as his lazy coach would carry him, devising all the time +how he should break the intelligence to the person most concerned +in it; and if a satire upon human vanity could be needed, that poor +soul afforded it in the altered company and occupations in which +Esmond found her. For days before, her chariot had been rolling +the street from mercer to toyshop--from goldsmith to laceman: her +taste was perfect, or at least the fond bridegroom had thought so, +and had given her entire authority over all tradesmen, and for all +the plate, furniture and equipages, with which his Grace the +Ambassador wished to adorn his splendid mission. She must have her +picture by Kneller, a duchess not being complete without a +portrait, and a noble one he made, and actually sketched in, on a +cushion, a coronet which she was about to wear. She vowed she +would wear it at King James the Third's coronation, and never a +princess in the land would have become ermine better. Esmond found +the ante-chamber crowded with milliners and toyshop women, +obsequious goldsmiths with jewels, salvers, and tankards; and +mercers' men with hangings, and velvets, and brocades. My Lady +Duchess elect was giving audience to one famous silversmith from +Exeter Change, who brought with him a great chased salver, of which +he was pointing out the beauties as Colonel Esmond entered. +"Come," says she, "cousin, and admire the taste of this pretty +thing." I think Mars and Venus were lying in the golden bower, +that one gilt Cupid carried off the war-god's casque--another his +sword--another his great buckler, upon which my Lord Duke +Hamilton's arms with ours were to be engraved--and a fourth was +kneeling down to the reclining goddess with the ducal coronet in +her hands, God help us! The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of +plate, the arms were changed, the ducal coronet had been replaced +by a viscount's; it formed part of the fortune of the thrifty +goldsmith's own daughter, when she married my Lord Viscount +Squanderfield two years after. + +"Isn't this a beautiful piece?" says Beatrix, examining it, and she +pointed out the arch graces of the Cupids, and the fine carving of +the languid prostrate Mars. Esmond sickened as he thought of the +warrior dead in his chamber, his servants and children weeping +around him; and of this smiling creature attiring herself, as it +were, for that nuptial death-bed. "'Tis a pretty piece of vanity," +says he, looking gloomily at the beautiful creature: there were +flambeaux in the room lighting up the brilliant mistress of it. +She lifted up the great gold salver with her fair arms. + +"Vanity!" says she, haughtily. "What is vanity in you, sir, is +propriety in me. You ask a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but +have it I will, if only to spite Mr. Esmond." + +"Oh, Beatrix, lay it down!" says Mr. Esmond. "Herodias! you know +not what you carry in the charger." + +She dropped it with a clang; the eager goldsmith running to seize +his fallen ware. The lady's face caught the fright from Esmond's +pale countenance, and her eyes shone out like beacons of alarm:--"What is it, Henry!" says she, running to him, and seizing both his +hands. "What do you mean by your pale face and gloomy tones?" + +"Come away, come away!" says Esmond, leading her: she clung +frightened to him, and he supported her upon his heart, bidding the +scared goldsmith leave them. The man went into the next apartment, +staring with surprise, and hugging his precious charger. + +"Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!" says Esmond, still holding in his arms +the pallid and affrighted creature, "you have the greatest courage +of any woman in the world; prepare to show it now, for you have a +dreadful trial to bear." + +She sprang away from the friend who would have protected her:--"Hath he left me?" says she. "We had words this morning: he was +very gloomy, and I angered him: but he dared not, he dared not!" +As she spoke a burning blush flushed over her whole face and bosom. +Esmond saw it reflected in the glass by which she stood, with +clenched hands, pressing her swelling heart. + +"He has left you," says Esmond, wondering that rage rather than +sorrow was in her looks. + +"And he is alive," cried Beatrix, "and you bring me this +commission! He has left me, and you haven't dared to avenge me! +You, that pretend to be the champion of our house, have let me +suffer this insult! Where is Castlewood? I will go to my +brother." + +"The Duke is not alive, Beatrix," said Esmond. + +She looked at her cousin wildly, and fell back to the wall as +though shot in the breast:--"And you come here, and--and--you +killed him?" + +"No; thank heaven!" her kinsman said. "The blood of that noble +heart doth not stain my sword! In its last hour it was faithful to +thee, Beatrix Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! kneel and thank the +awful heaven which awards life and death, and chastises pride, that +the noble Hamilton died true to you; at least that 'twas not your +quarrel, or your pride, or your wicked vanity, that drove him to +his fate. He died by the bloody sword which already had drank your +own father's blood. O woman, O sister! to that sad field where two +corpses are lying--for the murderer died too by the hand of the man +he slew--can you bring no mourners but your revenge and your +vanity? God help and pardon thee, Beatrix, as he brings this awful +punishment to your hard and rebellious heart." + +Esmond had scarce done speaking, when his mistress came in. The +colloquy between him and Beatrix had lasted but a few minutes, +during which time Esmond's servant had carried the disastrous news +through the household. The army of Vanity Fair, waiting without, +gathered up all their fripperies and fled aghast. Tender Lady +Castlewood had been in talk above with Dean Atterbury, the pious +creature's almoner and director; and the Dean had entered with her +as a physician whose place was at a sick-bed. Beatrix's mother +looked at Esmond and ran towards her daughter, with a pale face and +open heart and hands, all kindness and pity. But Beatrix passed +her by, nor would she have any of the medicaments of the spiritual +physician. "I am best in my own room and by myself," she said. +Her eyes were quite dry; nor did Esmond ever see them otherwise, +save once, in respect to that grief. She gave him a cold hand as +she went out: "Thank you, brother," she said, in a low voice, and +with a simplicity more touching than tears; "all you have said is +true and kind, and I will go away and ask pardon." The three +others remained behind, and talked over the dreadful story. It +affected Dr. Atterbury more even than us, as it seemed. The death +of Mohun, her husband's murderer, was more awful to my mistress +than even the Duke's unhappy end. Esmond gave at length what +particulars he knew of their quarrel, and the cause of it. The two +noblemen had long been at war with respect to the Lord Gerard's +property, whose two daughters my Lord Duke and Mohun had married. +They had met by appointment that day at the lawyer's in Lincoln's +Inn Fields; had words which, though they appeared very trifling to +those who heard them, were not so to men exasperated by long and +previous enmity. Mohun asked my Lord Duke where he could see his +Grace's friends, and within an hour had sent two of his own to +arrange this deadly duel. It was pursued with such fierceness, and +sprung from so trifling a cause, that all men agreed at the time +that there was a party, of which these three notorious brawlers +were but agents, who desired to take Duke Hamilton's life away. +They fought three on a side, as in that tragic meeting twelve years +back, which hath been recounted already, and in which Mohun +performed his second murder. They rushed in, and closed upon each +other at once without any feints or crossing of swords even, and +stabbed one at the other desperately, each receiving many wounds; +and Mohun having his death-wound, and my Lord Duke lying by him, +Macartney came up and stabbed his Grace as he lay on the ground, +and gave him the blow of which he died. Colonel Macartney denied +this, of which the horror and indignation of the whole kingdom +would nevertheless have him guilty, and fled the country, whither +he never returned. + +What was the real cause of the Duke Hamilton's death?--a paltry +quarrel that might easily have been made up, and with a ruffian so +low, base, profligate, and degraded with former crimes and repeated +murders, that a man of such renown and princely rank as my Lord +Duke might have disdained to sully his sword with the blood of such +a villain. But his spirit was so high that those who wished his +death knew that his courage was like his charity, and never turned +any man away; and he died by the hands of Mohun, and the other two +cut-throats that were set on him. The Queen's ambassador to Paris +died, the loyal and devoted servant of the House of Stuart, and a +Royal Prince of Scotland himself, and carrying the confidence, the +repentance of Queen Anne along with his own open devotion, and the +good-will of millions in the country more, to the Queen's exiled +brother and sovereign. + +That party to which Lord Mohun belonged had the benefit of his +service, and now were well rid of such a ruffian. He, and +Meredith, and Macartney, were the Duke of Marlborough's men; and +the two colonels had been broke but the year before for drinking +perdition to the Tories. His Grace was a Whig now and a +Hanoverian, and as eager for war as Prince Eugene himself. I say +not that he was privy to Duke Hamilton's death, I say that his +party profited by it; and that three desperate and bloody +instruments were found to effect that murder. + +As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discoursing of +this tragedy, and how fatal it was to the cause which they both had +at heart, the street-criers were already out with their broadsides, +shouting through the town the full, true, and horrible account of +the death of Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton in a duel. A fellow had +got to Kensington, and was crying it in the square there at very +early morning, when Mr. Esmond happened to pass by. He drove the +man from under Beatrix's very window, whereof the casement had been +set open. The sun was shining though 'twas November: he had seen +the market-carts rolling into London, the guard relieved at the +palace, the laborers trudging to their work in the gardens between +Kensington and the City--the wandering merchants and hawkers +filling the air with their cries. The world was going to its +business again, although dukes lay dead and ladies mourned for +them; and kings, very likely, lost their chances. So night and day +pass away, and to-morrow comes, and our place knows us not. Esmond +thought of the courier, now galloping on the North road to inform +him, who was Earl of Arran yesterday, that he was Duke of Hamilton +to-day, and of a thousand great schemes, hopes, ambitions, that +were alive in the gallant heart, beating a few hours since, and now +in a little dust quiescent. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I VISIT CASTLEWOOD ONCE MORE. + + +Thus, for a third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were +circumvented, and she might well believe that a special malignant +fate watched and pursued her, tearing her prize out of her hand +just as she seemed to grasp it, and leaving her with only rage and +grief for her portion. Whatever her feelings might have been of +anger or of sorrow, (and I fear me that the former emotion was that +which most tore her heart,) she would take no confidant, as people +of softer natures would have done under such a calamity; her mother +and her kinsman knew that she would disdain their pity, and that to +offer it would be but to infuriate the cruel wound which fortune +had inflicted. We knew that her pride was awfully humbled and +punished by this sudden and terrible blow; she wanted no teaching +of ours to point out the sad moral of her story. Her fond mother +could give but her prayers, and her kinsman his faithful friendship +and patience to the unhappy, stricken creature; and it was only by +hints, and a word or two uttered months afterwards, that Beatrix +showed she understood their silent commiseration, and on her part +was secretly thankful for their forbearance. The people about the +Court said there was that in her manner which frightened away +scoffing and condolence: she was above their triumph and their +pity, and acted her part in that dreadful tragedy greatly and +courageously; so that those who liked her least were yet forced to +admire her. We, who watched her after her disaster, could not but +respect the indomitable courage and majestic calm with which she +bore it. "I would rather see her tears than her pride," her mother +said, who was accustomed to bear her sorrows in a very different +way, and to receive them as the stroke of God, with an awful +submission and meekness. But Beatrix's nature was different to +that tender parent's; she seemed to accept her grief and to defy +it; nor would she allow it (I believe not even in private and in +her own chamber) to extort from her the confession of even a tear +of humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends and children of our race, +who come after me, in which way will you bear your trials? I know +one that prays God will give you love rather than pride, and that +the Eye all-seeing shall find you in the humble place. Not that we +should judge proud spirits otherwise than charitably. 'Tis nature +hath fashioned some for ambition and dominion, as it hath formed +others for obedience and gentle submission. The leopard follows +his nature as the lamb does, and acts after leopard law; she can +neither help her beauty, nor her courage, nor her cruelty; nor a +single spot on her shining coat; nor the conquering spirit which +impels her; nor the shot which brings her down. + +During that well-founded panic the Whigs had, lest the Queen should +forsake their Hanoverian Prince, bound by oaths and treaties as she +was to him, and recall her brother, who was allied to her by yet +stronger ties of nature and duty; the Prince of Savoy, and the +boldest of that party of the Whigs, were for bringing the young +Duke of Cambridge over, in spite of the Queen, and the outcry of +her Tory servants, arguing that the Electoral Prince, a Peer and +Prince of the Blood-Royal of this Realm too, and in the line of +succession to the crown, had, a right to sit in the Parliament +whereof he was a member, and to dwell in the country which he one +day was to govern. Nothing but the strongest ill will expressed by +the Queen, and the people about her, and menaces of the Royal +resentment, should this scheme be persisted in, prevented it from +being carried into effect. + +The boldest on our side were, in like manner, for having our Prince +into the country. The undoubted inheritor of the right divine; the +feelings of more than half the nation, of almost all the clergy, of +the gentry of England and Scotland with him; entirely innocent of +the crime for which his father suffered--brave, young, handsome, +unfortunate--who in England would dare to molest the Prince should +he come among us, and fling himself upon British generosity, +hospitality, and honor? An invader with an army of Frenchmen +behind him, Englishmen of spirit would resist to the death, and +drive back to the shores whence he came; but a Prince, alone, armed +with his right only, and relying on the loyalty of his people, was +sure, many of his friends argued, of welcome, at least of safety, +among us. The hand of his sister the Queen, of the people his +subjects, never could be raised to do him a wrong. But the Queen +was timid by nature, and the successive Ministers she had, had +private causes for their irresolution. The bolder and honester +men, who had at heart the illustrious young exile's cause, had no +scheme of interest of their own to prevent them from seeing the +right done, and, provided only he came as an Englishman, were ready +to venture their all to welcome and defend him. + +St. John and Harley both had kind words in plenty for the Prince's +adherents, and gave him endless promises of future support; but +hints and promises were all they could be got to give; and some of +his friends were for measures much bolder, more efficacious, and +more open. With a party of these, some of whom are yet alive, and +some whose names Mr. Esmond has no right to mention, he found +himself engaged the year after that miserable death of Duke +Hamilton, which deprived the Prince of his most courageous ally in +this country. Dean Atterbury was one of the friends whom Esmond +may mention, as the brave bishop is now beyond exile and +persecution, and to him, and one or two more, the Colonel opened +himself of a scheme of his own, that, backed by a little resolution +on the Prince's part, could not fail of bringing about the +accomplishment of their dearest wishes. + +My young Lord Viscount Castlewood had not come to England to keep +his majority, and had now been absent from the country for several +years. The year when his sister was to be married and Duke +Hamilton died, my lord was kept at Bruxelles by his wife's lying-in. The gentle Clotilda could not bear her husband out of her +sight; perhaps she mistrusted the young scapegrace should he ever +get loose from her leading-strings; and she kept him by her side to +nurse the baby and administer posset to the gossips. Many a laugh +poor Beatrix had had about Frank's uxoriousness: his mother would +have gone to Clotilda when her time was coming, but that the +mother-in-law was already in possession, and the negotiations for +poor Beatrix's marriage were begun. A few months after the horrid +catastrophe in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter retired to +Castlewood, where my lord, it was expected, would soon join them. +But, to say truth, their quiet household was little to his taste; +he could be got to come to Walcote but once after his first +campaign; and then the young rogue spent more than half his time in +London, not appearing at Court or in public under his own name and +title, but frequenting plays, bagnios, and the very worst company, +under the name of Captain Esmond (whereby his innocent kinsman got +more than once into trouble); and so under various pretexts, and in +pursuit of all sorts of pleasures, until he plunged into the lawful +one of marriage, Frank Castlewood had remained away from this +country, and was unknown, save amongst the gentlemen of the army, +with whom he had served abroad. The fond heart of his mother was +pained by this long absence. 'Twas all that Henry Esmond could do +to soothe her natural mortification, and find excuses for his +kinsman's levity. + +In the autumn of the year 1713, Lord Castlewood thought of +returning home. His first child had been a daughter; Clotilda was +in the way of gratifying his lordship with a second, and the pious +youth thought that, by bringing his wife to his ancestral home, by +prayers to St. Philip of Castlewood, and what not, heaven might be +induced to bless him with a son this time, for whose coming the +expectant mamma was very anxious. + +The long-debated peace had been proclaimed this year at the end of +March; and France was open to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had +made all things ready for Lord Castlewood's reception, and was +eagerly expecting her son, it was by Colonel Esmond's means that +the kind lady was disappointed of her longing, and obliged to defer +once more the darling hope of her heart. + +Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He had not seen its ancient gray +towers and well-remembered woods for nearly fourteen years, and +since he rode thence with my lord, to whom his mistress with her +young children by her side waved an adieu. What ages seemed to +have passed since then, what years of action and passion, of care, +love, hope, disaster! The children were grown up now, and had +stories of their own. As for Esmond, he felt to be a hundred years +old; his dear mistress only seemed unchanged; she looked and +welcomed him quite as of old. There was the fountain in the court +babbling its familiar music, the old hall and its furniture, the +carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank from. +Esmond's mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room he +used to occupy; 'twas made ready for him, and wall-flowers and +sweet herbs set in the adjoining chamber, the chaplain's room. + +In tears of not unmanly emotion, with prayers of submission to the +awful Dispenser of death and life, of good and evil fortune, Mr. +Esmond passed a part of that first night at Castlewood, lying awake +for many hours as the clock kept tolling (in tones so well +remembered), looking back, as all men will, that revisit their home +of childhood, over the great gulf of time, and surveying himself on +the distant bank yonder, a sad little melancholy boy with his lord +still alive--his dear mistress, a girl yet, her children sporting +around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, when she had +blessed him and called him her knight, he had made a vow to be +faithful and never desert her dear service. Had he kept that fond +boyish promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, praise be to God! His +life had been hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole +heart ever since had been hers and her children's. All night long +he was dreaming his boyhood over again, and waking fitfully; he +half fancied he heard Father Holt calling to him from the next +chamber, and that he was coming in and out of from the mysterious +window. + +Esmond rose up before the dawn, passed into the next room, where +the air was heavy with the odor of the wall-flowers; looked into +the brazier where the papers had been burnt, into the old presses +where Holt's books and papers had been kept, and tried the spring +and whether the window worked still. The spring had not been +touched for years, but yielded at length, and the whole fabric of +the window sank down. He lifted it and it relapsed into its frame; +no one had ever passed thence since Holt used it sixteen years ago. + +Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his +life, that Holt used to come in and out of the house like a ghost, +and knew that the Father liked these mysteries, and practised such +secret disguises, entrances and exits: this was the way the ghost +came and went, his pupil had always conjectured. Esmond closed the +casement up again as the dawn was rising over Castlewood village; +he could hear the clinking at the blacksmith's forge yonder among +the trees, across the green, and past the river, on which a mist +still lay sleeping. + +Next Esmond opened that long cupboard over the woodwork of the +mantel-piece, big enough to hold a man, and in which Mr. Holt used +to keep sundry secret properties of his. The two swords he +remembered so well as a boy, lay actually there still, and Esmond +took them out and wiped them, with a strange curiosity of emotion. +There were a bundle of papers here, too, which no doubt had been +left at Holt's last visit to the place, in my Lord Viscount's life, +that very day when the priest had been arrested and taken to Hexham +Castle. Esmond made free with these papers, and found treasonable +matter of King William's reign, the names of Charnock and Perkins, +Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood and Lodwick, Lords +Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, that had all been +engaged in plots against the usurper; a letter from the Duke of +Berwick too, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering to +confer upon his trusty and well-beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood +the titles of Earl and Marquis of Esmond, bestowed by patent royal, +and in the fourth year of his reign, upon Thomas Viscount +Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body, in default of which +issue the ranks and dignities were to pass to Francis aforesaid. + +This was the paper, whereof my lord had spoken, which Holt showed +him the very day he was arrested, and for an answer to which he +would come back in a week's time. I put these papers hastily into +the crypt whence I had taken them, being interrupted by a tapping +of a light finger at the ring of the chamber-door: 'twas my kind +mistress, with her face full of love and welcome. She, too, had +passed the night wakefuly, no doubt; but neither asked the other +how the hours had been spent. There are things we divine without +speaking, and know though they happen out of our sight. This fond +lady hath told me that she knew both days when I was wounded +abroad. Who shall say how far sympathy reaches, and how truly love +can prophesy? "I looked into your room," was all she said; "the +bed was vacant, the little old bed! I knew I should find you +here." And tender and blushing faintly with a benediction in her +eyes, the gentle creature kissed him. + +They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old court, and to the +terrace-walk, where the grass was glistening with dew, and the +birds in the green woods above were singing their delicious +choruses under the blushing morning sky. How well all things were +remembered! The ancient towers and gables of the hall darkling +against the east, the purple shadows on the green slopes, the +quaint devices and carvings of the dial, the forest-crowned +heights, the fair yellow plain cheerful with crops and corn, the +shining river rolling through it towards the pearly hills beyond; +all these were before us, along with a thousand beautiful memories +of our youth, beautiful and sad, but as real and vivid in our minds +as that fair and always-remembered scene our eyes beheld once more. +We forget nothing. The memory sleeps, but wakens again; I often +think how it shall be when, after the last sleep of death, the +reveillee shall arouse us for ever, and the past in one flash of +self-consciousness rush back, like the soul revivified. + +The house would not be up for some hours yet, (it was July, and the +dawn was only just awake,) and here Esmond opened himself to his +mistress, of the business he had in hand, and what part Frank was +to play in it. He knew he could confide anything to her, and that +the fond soul would die rather than reveal it; and bidding her keep +the secret from all, he laid it entirely before his mistress +(always as staunch a little loyalist as any in the kingdom), and +indeed was quite sure that any plan, of his was secure of her +applause and sympathy. Never was such a glorious scheme to her +partial mind, never such a devoted knight to execute it. An hour +or two may have passed whilst they were having their colloquy. +Beatrix came out to them just as their talk was over; her tall +beautiful form robed in sable (which she wore without ostentation +ever since last year's catastrophe), sweeping over the green +terrace, and casting its shadows before her across the grass. + +She made us one of her grand curtsies smiling, and called us "the +young people." She was older, paler, and more majestic than in the +year before; her mother seemed the youngest of the two. She never +once spoke of her grief, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, or alluded, +save by a quiet word or two, to the death of her hopes. + +When Beatrix came back to Castlewood she took to visiting all the +cottages and all the sick. She set up a school of children, and +taught singing to some of them. We had a pair of beautiful old +organs in Castlewood Church, on which she played admirably, so that +the music there became to be known in the country for many miles +round, and no doubt people came to see the fair organist as well as +to hear her. Parson Tusher and his wife were established at the +vicarage, but his wife had brought him no children wherewith Tom +might meet his enemies at the gate. Honest Tom took care not to +have many such, his great shovel-hat was in his hand for everybody. +He was profuse of bows and compliments. He behaved to Esmond as if +the Colonel had been a Commander-in-Chief; he dined at the hall +that day, being Sunday, and would not partake of pudding except +under extreme pressure. He deplored my lord's perversion, but +drank his lordship's health very devoutly; and an hour before at +church sent the Colonel to sleep, with a long, learned, and +refreshing sermon. + +Esmond's visit home was but for two days; the business he had in +hand calling him away and out of the country. Ere he went, he saw +Beatrix but once alone, and then she summoned him out of the long +tapestry room, where he and his mistress were sitting, quite as in +old times, into the adjoining chamber, that had been Viscountess +Isabel's sleeping apartment, and where Esmond perfectly well +remembered seeing the old lady sitting up in the bed, in her night-rail, that morning when the troop of guard came to fetch her. The +most beautiful woman in England lay in that bed now, whereof the +great damask hangings were scarce faded since Esmond saw them last. + +Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; +'twas that which Esmond had given her before her marriage, stamped +with a coronet which the disappointed girl was never to wear; and +containing his aunt's legacy of diamonds. + +"You had best take these with you, Harry," says she; "I have no +need of diamonds any more." There was not the least token of +emotion in her quiet low voice. She held out the black shagreen +case with her fair arm, that did not shake in the least. Esmond +saw she wore a black velvet bracelet on it, with my Lord Duke's +picture in enamel; he had given it her but three days before he +fell. + +Esmond said the stones were his no longer, and strove to turn off +that proffered restoration with a laugh: "Of what good," says he, +"are they to me? The diamond loop to his hat did not set off +Prince Eugene, and will not make my yellow face look any handsomer." + +"You will give them to your wife, cousin," says she. "My cousin, +your wife has a lovely complexion and shape." + +"Beatrix," Esmond burst out, the old fire flaming out as it would +at times, "will you wear those trinkets at your marriage? You +whispered once you did not know me: you know me better now: how I +sought, what I have sighed for, for ten years, what foregone!" + +"A price for your constancy, my lord!" says she; "such a preux +chevalier wants to be paid. Oh fie, cousin!" + +"Again," Esmond spoke out, "if I do something you have at heart; +something worthy of me and you; something that shall make me a name +with which to endow you; will you take it? There was a chance for +me once, you said; is it impossible to recall it? Never shake your +head, but hear me; say you will hear me a year hence. If I come +back to you and bring you fame, will that please you? If I do what +you desire most--what he who is dead desired most--will that soften +you?" + +"What is it, Henry?" says she, her face lighting up; "what mean +you?" + +"Ask no questions," he said; "wait, and give me but time; if I +bring back that you long for, that I have a thousand times heard +you pray for, will you have no reward for him who has done you that +service? Put away those trinkets, keep them: it shall not be at my +marriage, it shall not be at yours; but if man can do it, I swear a +day shall come when there shall be a feast in your house, and you +shall be proud to wear them. I say no more now; put aside these +words, and lock away yonder box until the day when I shall remind +you of both. All I pray of you now is, to wait and to remember." + +"You are going out of the country?" says Beatrix, in some agitation. + +"Yes, to-morrow," says Esmond. + +"To Lorraine, cousin?" says Beatrix, laying her hand on his arm; +'twas the hand on which she wore the Duke's bracelet. "Stay, +Harry!" continued she, with a tone that had more despondency in it +than she was accustomed to show. "Hear a last word. I do love +you. I do admire you--who would not, that has known such love as +yours has been for us all? But I think I have no heart; at least I +have never seen the man that could touch it; and, had I found him, +I would have followed him in rags had he been a private soldier, or +to sea, like one of those buccaneers you used to read to us about +when we were children. I would do anything for such a man, bear +anything for him: but I never found one. You were ever too much of +a slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke could not command it. I +had not been happy had I married him. I knew that three months +after our engagement--and was too vain to break it. Oh, Harry! I +cried once or twice, not for him, but with tears of rage because I +could not be sorry for him. I was frightened to find I was glad of +his death; and were I joined to you, I should have the same sense +of servitude, the same longing to escape. We should both be +unhappy, and you the most, who are as jealous as the Duke was +himself. I tried to love him; I tried, indeed I did: affected +gladness when he came: submitted to hear when he was by me, and +tried the wife's part I thought I was to play for the rest of my +days. But half an hour of that complaisance wearied me, and what +would a lifetime be? My thoughts were away when he was speaking; +and I was thinking, Oh that this man would drop my hand, and rise +up from before my feet! I knew his great and noble qualities, +greater and nobler than mine a thousand times, as yours are, +cousin, I tell you, a million and a million times better. But +'twas not for these I took him. I took him to have a great place +in the world, and I lost it. I lost it, and do not deplore him--and I often thought, as I listened to his fond vows and ardent +words, Oh, if I yield to this man, and meet THE OTHER, I shall hate +him and leave him! I am not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and +good like an angel. I wonder how she should have had such a child. +She is weak, but she would die rather than do a wrong; I am +stronger than she, but I would do it out of defiance. I do not +care for what the parsons tell me with their droning sermons: I +used to see them at court as mean and as worthless as the meanest +woman there. Oh, I am sick and weary of the world! I wait but for +one thing, and when 'tis done, I will take Frank's religion and +your poor mother's, and go into a nunnery, and end like her. Shall +I wear the diamonds then?--they say the nuns wear their best +trinkets the day they take the veil. I will put them away as you +bid me; farewell, cousin: mamma is pacing the next room racking her +little head to know what we have been saying. She is jealous, all +women are. I sometimes think that is the only womanly quality I +have." + +"Farewell. Farewell, brother." She gave him her cheek as a +brotherly privilege. The cheek was as cold as marble. + +Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he returned to +the room where she was. She had schooled herself so as to look +quite inscrutably, when she had a mind. Amongst her other feminine +qualities she had that of being a perfect dissembler. + +He rode away from Castlewood to attempt the task he was bound on, +and stand or fall by it; in truth his state of mind was such, that +he was eager for some outward excitement to counteract that gnawing +malady which he was inwardly enduring. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +I TRAVEL TO FRANCE AND BRING HOME A PORTRAIT OF RIGAUD. + + +Mr. Esmond did not think fit to take leave at Court, or to inform +all the world of Pall Mall and the coffee-houses, that he was about +to quit England; and chose to depart in the most private manner +possible. He procured a pass as for a Frenchman, through Dr. +Atterbury, who did that business for him, getting the signature +even from Lord Bolingbroke's office, without any personal +application to the Secretary. Lockwood, his faithful servant, he +took with him to Castlewood, and left behind there: giving out ere +he left London that he himself was sick, and gone to Hampshire for +country air, and so departed as silently as might be upon his +business. + +As Frank Castlewood's aid was indispensable for Mr. Esmond's +scheme, his first visit was to Bruxelles (passing by way of +Antwerp, where the Duke of Marlborough was in exile), and in the +first-named place Harry found his dear young Benedict, the married +man, who appeared to be rather out of humor with his matrimonial +chain, and clogged with the obstinate embraces which Clotilda kept +round his neck. Colonel Esmond was not presented to her; but +Monsieur Simon was, a gentleman of the Royal Cravat (Esmond +bethought him of the regiment of his honest Irishman, whom he had +seen that day after Malplaquet, when he first set eyes on the young +King); and Monsieur Simon was introduced to the Viscountess +Castlewood, nee Comptesse Wertheim; to the numerous counts, the +Lady Clotilda's tall brothers; to her father the chamberlain; and +to the lady his wife, Frank's mother-in-law, a tall and majestic +person of large proportions, such as became the mother of such a +company of grenadiers as her warlike sons formed. The whole race +were at free quarters in the little castle nigh to Bruxelles which +Frank had taken; rode his horses; drank his wine; and lived easily +at the poor lad's charges. Mr. Esmond had always maintained a +perfect fluency in the French, which was his mother tongue; and if +this family (that spoke French with the twang which the Flemings +use) discovered any inaccuracy in Mr. Simon's pronunciation, 'twas +to be attributed to the latter's long residence in England, where +he had married and remained ever since he was taken prisoner at +Blenheim. His story was perfectly pat; there were none there to +doubt it save honest Frank, and he was charmed with his kinsman's +scheme, when he became acquainted with it; and, in truth, always +admired Colonel Esmond with an affectionate fidelity, and thought +his cousin the wisest and best of all cousins and men. Frank +entered heart and soul into the plan, and liked it the better as it +was to take him to Paris, out of reach of his brothers, his father, +and his mother-in-law, whose attentions rather fatigued him. + +Castlewood, I have said, was born in the same year as the Prince of +Wales; had not a little of the Prince's air, height, and figure; +and, especially since he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on +the occasion before-named, took no small pride in his resemblance +to a person so illustrious; which likeness he increased by all +means in his power, wearing fair brown periwigs, such as the Prince +wore, and ribbons, and so forth, of the Chevalier's color. + +This resemblance was, in truth, the circumstance on which Mr. +Esmond's scheme was founded; and having secured Frank's secrecy and +enthusiasm, he left him to continue his journey, and see the other +personages on whom its success depended. The place whither Mr. +Simon next travelled was Bar, in Lorraine, where that merchant +arrived with a consignment of broadcloths, valuable laces from +Malines, and letters for his correspondent there. + +Would you know how a prince, heroic from misfortunes, and descended +from a line of kings, whose race seemed to be doomed like the +Atridae of old--would you know how he was employed, when the envoy +who came to him through danger and difficulty beheld him for the +first time? The young king, in a flannel jacket, was at tennis +with the gentlemen of his suite, crying out after the balls, and +swearing like the meanest of his subjects. The next time Mr. +Esmond saw him, 'twas when Monsieur Simon took a packet of laces to +Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's ante-chamber in those days, at which +ignoble door men were forced to knock for admission to his Majesty. +The admission was given, the envoy found the King and the mistress +together; the pair were at cards and his Majesty was in liquor. He +cared more for three honors than three kingdoms; and a half-dozen +glasses of ratafia made him forget all his woes and his losses, his +father's crown, and his grandfather's head. + +Mr. Esmond did not open himself to the Prince then. His Majesty +was scarce in a condition to hear him; and he doubted whether a +King who drank so much could keep a secret in his fuddled head; or +whether a hand that shook so, was strong enough to grasp at a +crown. However, at last, and after taking counsel with the +Prince's advisers, amongst whom were many gentlemen, honest and +faithful, Esmond's plan was laid before the King, and her actual +Majesty Queen Oglethorpe, in council. The Prince liked the scheme +well enough; 'twas easy and daring, and suited to his reckless +gayety and lively youthful spirit. In the morning after he had +slept his wine off, he was very gay, lively, and agreeable. His +manner had an extreme charm of archness, and a kind simplicity; +and, to do her justice, her Oglethorpean Majesty was kind, acute, +resolute, and of good counsel; she gave the Prince much good advice +that he was too weak to follow, and loved him with a fidelity which +he returned with an ingratitude quite Royal. + +Having his own forebodings regarding his scheme should it ever be +fulfilled, and his usual sceptic doubts as to the benefit which +might accrue to the country by bringing a tipsy young monarch back +to it, Colonel Esmond had his audience of leave and quiet. +Monsieur Simon took his departure. At any rate the youth at Bar +was as good as the older Pretender at Hanover; if the worst came to +the worst, the Englishman could be dealt with as easy as the +German. Monsieur Simon trotted on that long journey from Nancy to +Paris, and saw that famous town, stealthily and like a spy, as in +truth he was; and where, sure, more magnificence and more misery is +heaped together, more rags and lace, more filth and gilding, than +in any city in this world. Here he was put in communication with +the King's best friend, his half brother, the famous Duke of +Berwick; Esmond recognized him as the stranger who had visited +Castlewood now near twenty years ago. His Grace opened to him when +he found that Mr. Esmond was one of Webb's brave regiment, that had +once been his Grace's own. He was the sword and buckler indeed of +the Stuart cause: there was no stain on his shield except the bar +across it, which Marlborough's sister left him. Had Berwick been +his father's heir, James the Third had assuredly sat on the English +throne. He could dare, endure, strike, speak, be silent. The fire +and genius, perhaps, he had not (that were given to baser men), but +except these he had some of the best qualities of a leader. His +Grace knew Esmond's father and history; and hinted at the latter in +such a way as made the Colonel to think he was aware of the +particulars of that story. But Esmond did not choose to enter on +it, nor did the Duke press him. Mr. Esmond said, "No doubt he +should come by his name if ever greater people came by theirs." + +What confirmed Esmond in his notion that the Duke of Berwick knew +of his case was, that when the Colonel went to pay his duty at St. +Germains, her Majesty once addressed him by the title of Marquis. +He took the Queen the dutiful remembrances of her goddaughter, and +the lady whom, in the days of her prosperity, her Majesty had +befriended. The Queen remembered Rachel Esmond perfectly well, had +heard of my Lord Castlewood's conversion, and was much edified by +that act of heaven in his favor. She knew that others of that +family had been of the only true church too: "Your father and your +mother, M. le Marquis," her Majesty said (that was the only time +she used the phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed very low, and said he +had found other parents than his own, who had taught him +differently; but these had only one king: on which her Majesty was +pleased to give him a medal blessed by the Pope, which had been +found very efficacious in cases similar to his own, and to promise +she would offer up prayers for his conversion and that of the +family: which no doubt this pious lady did, though up to the +present moment, and after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond is +bound to say that neither the medal nor the prayers have had the +slightest known effect upon his religious convictions. + +As for the splendors of Versailles, Monsieur Simon, the merchant, +only beheld them as a humble and distant spectator, seeing the old +King but once, when he went to feed his carps; and asking for no +presentation at his Majesty's Court. + +By this time my Lord Viscount Castlewood was got to Paris, where, +as the London prints presently announced, her ladyship was brought +to bed of a son and heir. For a long while afterwards she was in a +delicate state of health, and ordered by the physicians not to +travel; otherwise 'twas well known that the Viscount Castlewood +proposed returning to England, and taking up his residence at his +own seat. + +Whilst he remained at Paris, my Lord Castlewood had his picture +done by the famous French painter, Monsieur Rigaud, a present for +his mother in London; and this piece Monsieur Simon took back with +him when he returned to that city, which he reached about May, in +the year 1714, very soon after which time my Lady Castlewood and +her daughter, and their kinsman, Colonel Esmond, who had been at +Castlewood all this time, likewise returned to London; her ladyship +occupying her house at Kensington, Mr. Esmond returning to his +lodgings at Knightsbridge, nearer the town, and once more making +his appearance at all public places, his health greatly improved by +his long stay in the country. + +The portrait of my lord, in a handsome gilt frame, was hung up in +the place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship +was represented in his scarlet uniform of Captain of the Guard, +with a light brown periwig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue +ribbon, and a fall of Bruxelles lace. Many of her ladyship's +friends admired the piece beyond measure, and flocked to see it; +Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old Mr. Collier, and others +amongst the clergy, were delighted with the performance, and many +among the first quality examined and praised it; only I must own +that Doctor Tusher happening to come up to London, and seeing the +picture, (it was ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on this day +Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived,) +the Vicar of Castlewood vowed he could not see any resemblance in +the piece to his old pupil, except, perhaps, a little about the +chin and the periwig; but we all of us convinced him that he had +not seen Frank for five years or more; that he knew no more about +the Fine Arts than a ploughboy, and that he must be mistaken; and +we sent him home assured that the piece was an excellent likeness. +As for my Lord Bolingbroke, who honored her ladyship with a visit +occasionally, when Colonel Esmond showed him the picture he burst +out laughing, and asked what devilry he was engaged on? Esmond +owned simply that the portrait was not that of Viscount Castlewood; +besought the Secretary on his honor to keep the secret; said that +the ladies of the house were enthusiastic Jacobites, as was well +known; and confessed that the picture was that of the Chevalier St. +George. + +The truth is, that Mr. Simon, waiting upon Lord Castlewood one day +at Monsieur Rigaud's whilst his lordship was sitting for his +picture, affected to be much struck with a piece representing the +Chevalier, whereof the head only was finished, and purchased it of +the painter for a hundred crowns. It had been intended, the artist +said, for Miss Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but that young +lady quitting Paris, had left the work on the artist's hands; and +taking this piece home, when my lord's portrait arrived, Colonel +Esmond, alias Monsieur Simon, had copied the uniform and other +accessories from my lord's picture to fill up Rigaud's incomplete +canvas: the Colonel all his life having been a practitioner of +painting, and especially followed it during his long residence in +the cities of Flanders, among the masterpieces of Van Dyck and +Rubens. My grandson hath the piece, such as it is, in Virginia +now. + +At the commencement of the month of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond, and +my Lady Viscountess, her mother, arrived from Castlewood; the +former to resume her services at Court, which had been interrupted +by the fatal catastrophe of Duke Hamilton's death. She once more +took her place, then, in her Majesty's suite and at the Maids' +table, being always a favorite with Mrs. Masham, the Queen's chief +woman, partly perhaps on account of their bitterness against the +Duchess of Marlborough, whom Miss Beatrix loved no better than her +rival did. The gentlemen about the Court, my Lord Bolingbroke +amongst others, owned that the young lady had come back handsomer +than ever, and that the serious and tragic air which her face now +involuntarily wore became her better than her former smiles and +archness. + +All the old domestics at the little house of Kensington Square were +changed; the old steward that had served the family any time these +five-and-twenty years, since the birth of the children of the +house, was despatched into the kingdom of Ireland to see my lord's +estate there: the housekeeper, who had been my lady's woman time +out of mind, and the attendant of the young children, was sent away +grumbling to Walcote, to see to the new painting and preparing of +that house, which my Lady Dowager intended to occupy for the +future, giving up Castlewood to her daughter-in-law that might be +expected daily from France. Another servant the Viscountess had +was dismissed too--with a gratuity--on the pretext that her +ladyship's train of domestics must be diminished; so, finally, +there was not left in the household a single person who had +belonged to it during the time my young Lord Castlewood was yet at +home. + +For the plan which Colonel Esmond had in view, and the stroke he +intended, 'twas necessary that the very smallest number of persons +should be put in possession of his secret. It scarce was known, +except to three or four out of his family, and it was kept to a +wonder. + +On the 10th of June, 1714, there came by Mr. Prior's messenger from +Paris a letter from my Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother, +saying that he had been foolish in regard of money matters, that he +was ashamed to own he had lost at play, and by other extravagances; +and that instead of having great entertainments as he had hoped at +Castlewood this year, he must live as quiet as he could, and make +every effort to be saving. So far every word of poor Frank's +letter was true, nor was there a doubt that he and his tall +brothers-in-law had spent a great deal more than they ought, and +engaged the revenues of the Castlewood property, which the fond +mother had husbanded and improved so carefully during the time of +her guardianship. + +His "Clotilda," Castlewood went on to say, "was still delicate, and +her physicians thought her lying-in had best take place at Paris. +He should come without her ladyship, and be at his mother's house +about the 17th or 18th day of June, proposing to take horse from +Paris immediately, and bringing but a single servant with him; and +he requested that the lawyers of Gray's inn might be invited to +meet him with their account, and the land-steward come from +Castlewood with his, so that he might settle with them speedily, +raise a sum of money whereof he stood in need, and be back to his +viscountess by the time of her lying-in." Then his lordship gave +some of the news of the town, sent his remembrance to kinsfolk, and +so the letter ended. 'Twas put in the common post, and no doubt +the French police and the English there had a copy of it, to which +they were exceeding welcome. + +Two days after another letter was despatched by the public post of +France, in the same open way, and this, after giving news of the +fashion at Court there, ended by the following sentences, in which, +but for those that had the key, 'twould be difficult for any man to +find any secret lurked at all:-- + + +"(The King will take) medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is better +than he hath been of late, though incommoded by indigestion from +his too great appetite. Madame Maintenon continues well. They +have performed a play of Mons. Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of +Shrewsbury and Mr. Prior, our envoy, and all the English nobility +here were present at it. (The Viscount Castlewood's passports) +were refused to him, 'twas said; his lordship being sued by a +goldsmith for Vaisselle plate, and a pearl necklace supplied to +Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. 'Tis a pity such news +should get abroad (and travel to England) about our young nobility +here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to the Fort l'Evesque; +they say she has ordered not only plate, but furniture, and a +chariot and horses (under that lord's name), of which extravagance +his unfortunate Viscountess knows nothing. + +"(His Majesty will be) eighty-two years of age on his next +birthday. The Court prepares to celebrate it with a great feast. +Mr. Prior is in a sad way about their refusing at home to send him +his plate. All here admired my Lord Viscount's portrait, and said +it was a masterpiece of Rigaud. Have you seen it? It is (at the +Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square). I think no English +painter could produce such a piece. + +"Our poor friend the Abbe hath been at the Bastile, but is now +transported to the Conciergerie (where his friends may visit him. +They are to ask for) a remission of his sentence soon. Let us hope +the poor rogue will have repented in prison. + +"(The Lord Castlewood) has had the affair of the plate made up, and +departs for England. + +"Is not this a dull letter? I have a cursed headache with drinking +with Mat and some more over-night, and tipsy or sober am + +"Thine ever ----." + + +All this letter, save some dozen of words which I have put above +between brackets, was mere idle talk, though the substance of the +letter was as important as any letter well could be. It told those +that had the key, that The King will take the Viscount Castlewood's +passports and travel to England under that lord's name. His +Majesty will be at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington +Square, where his friends may visit him; they are to ask for the +Lord Castlewood. This note may have passed under Mr. Prior's eyes, +and those of our new allies the French, and taught them nothing; +though it explains sufficiently to persons in London what the event +was which was about to happen, as 'twill show those who read my +memoirs a hundred years hence, what was that errand on which +Colonel Esmond of late had been busy. Silently and swiftly to do +that about which others were conspiring, and thousands of Jacobites +all over the country clumsily caballing; alone to effect that which +the leaders here were only talking about; to bring the Prince of +Wales into the country openly in the face of all, under Bolingbroke's +very eyes, the walls placarded with the proclamation signed with +the Secretary's name, and offering five hundred pounds reward for +his apprehension: this was a stroke, the playing and winning of +which might well give any adventurous spirit pleasure: the loss +of the stake might involve a heavy penalty, but all our family were +eager to risk that for the glorious chance of winning the game. + +Nor shall it be called a game, save perhaps with the chief player, +who was not more or less sceptical than most public men with whom +he had acquaintance in that age. (Is there ever a public man in +England that altogether believes in his party? Is there one, +however doubtful, that will not fight for it?) Young Frank was +ready to fight without much thinking, he was a Jacobite as his +father before him was; all the Esmonds were Royalists. Give him +but the word, he would cry, "God save King James!" before the +palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand; and with respect to +the women, as is usual with them, 'twas not a question of party but +of faith; their belief was a passion; either Esmond's mistress or +her daughter would have died for it cheerfully. I have laughed +often, talking of King William's reign, and said I thought Lady +Castlewood was disappointed the King did not persecute the family +more; and those who know the nature of women may fancy for +themselves, what needs not here be written down, the rapture with +which these neophytes received the mystery when made known to them; +the eagerness with which they looked forward to its completion; the +reverence which they paid the minister who initiated them into that +secret Truth, now known only to a few, but presently to reign over +the world. Sure there is no bound to the trustingness of women. +Look at Arria worshipping the drunken clodpate of a husband who +beats her; look at Cornelia treasuring as a jewel in her maternal +heart the oaf her son; I have known a woman preach Jesuit's bark, +and afterwards Dr. Berkeley's tar-water, as though to swallow them +were a divine decree, and to refuse them no better than blasphemy. + +On his return from France Colonel Esmond put himself at the head of +this little knot of fond conspirators. No death or torture he knew +would frighten them out of their constancy. When he detailed his +plan for bringing the King back, his elder mistress thought that +that Restoration was to be attributed under heaven to the +Castlewood family and to its chief, and she worshipped and loved +Esmond, if that could be, more than ever she had done. She doubted +not for one moment of the success of his scheme, to mistrust which +would have seemed impious in her eyes. And as for Beatrix, when +she became acquainted with the plan, and joined it, as she did with +all her heart, she gave Esmond one of her searching bright looks. +"Ah, Harry," says she, "why were you not the head of our house? +You are the only one fit to raise it; why do you give that silly +boy the name and the honor? But 'tis so in the world; those get +the prize that don't deserve or care for it. I wish I could give +you YOUR silly prize, cousin, but I can't; I have tried, and I +can't." And she went away, shaking her head mournfully, but +always, it seemed to Esmond, that her liking and respect for him +was greatly increased, since she knew what capability he had both +to act and bear; to do and to forego. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE ORIGINAL OF THE PORTRAIT COMES TO ENGLAND. + + +'Twas announced in the family that my Lord Castlewood would arrive, +having a confidential French gentleman in his suite, who acted as +secretary to his lordship, and who, being a Papist, and a foreigner +of a good family, though now in rather a menial place, would have +his meals served in his chamber, and not with the domestics of the +house. The Viscountess gave up her bedchamber contiguous to her +daughter's, and having a large convenient closet attached to it, in +which a bed was put up, ostensibly for Monsieur Baptiste, the +Frenchman; though, 'tis needless to say, when the doors of the +apartments were locked, and the two guests retired within it, the +young viscount became the servant of the illustrious Prince whom he +entertained, and gave up gladly the more convenient and airy +chamber and bed to his master. Madam Beatrix also retired to the +upper region, her chamber being converted into a sitting-room for +my lord. The better to carry the deceit, Beatrix affected to +grumble before the servants, and to be jealous that she was turned +out of her chamber to make way for my lord. + +No small preparations were made, you may be sure, and no slight +tremor of expectation caused the hearts of the gentle ladies of +Castlewood to flutter, before the arrival of the personages who +were about to honor their house. The chamber was ornamented with +flowers; the bed covered with the very finest of linen; the two +ladies insisting on making it themselves, and kneeling down at the +bedside and kissing the sheets out of respect for the web that was +to hold the sacred person of a King. The toilet was of silver and +crystal; there was a copy of "Eikon Basilike" laid on the writing-table; a portrait of the martyred King hung always over the mantel, +having a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath it, and a +little picture or emblem which the widow loved always to have +before her eyes on waking, and in which the hair of her lord and +her two children was worked together. Her books of private +devotions, as they were all of the English Church, she carried away +with her to the upper apartment, which she destined for herself. +The ladies showed Mr. Esmond, when they were completed, the fond +preparations they had made. 'Twas then Beatrix knelt down and +kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, Lady Castlewood made a +curtsy at the door, as she would have done to the altar on entering +a church, and owned that she considered the chamber in a manner +sacred. + +The company in the servants' hall never for a moment supposed that +these preparations were made for any other person than the young +viscount, the lord of the house, whom his fond mother had been for +so many years without seeing. Both ladies were perfect housewives, +having the greatest skill in the making of confections, scented +waters, &c., and keeping a notable superintendence over the +kitchen. Calves enough were killed to feed an army of prodigal +sons, Esmond thought, and laughed when he came to wait on the +ladies, on the day when the guests were to arrive, to find two +pairs of the finest and roundest arms to be seen in England (my +Lady Castlewood was remarkable for this beauty of her person), +covered with flour up above the elbows, and preparing paste, and +turning rolling-pins in the housekeeper's closet. The guest would +not arrive till supper-time, and my lord would prefer having that +meal in his own chamber. You may be sure the brightest plate of +the house was laid out there, and can understand why it was that +the ladies insisted that they alone would wait upon the young chief +of the family. + +Taking horse, Colonel Esmond rode rapidly to Rochester, and there +awaited the King in that very town where his father had last set +his foot on the English shore. A room had been provided at an inn +there for my Lord Castlewood and his servant; and Colonel Esmond +timed his ride so well that he had scarce been half an hour in the +place, and was looking over the balcony into the yard of the inn, +when two travellers rode in at the inn gate, and the Colonel +running down, the next moment embraced his dear young lord. + +My lord's companion, acting the part of a domestic, dismounted, and +was for holding the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling +to his own man, who was in the court, bade him take the horses and +settle with the lad who had ridden the post along with the two +travellers, crying out in a cavalier tone in the French language to +my lord's companion, and affecting to grumble that my lord's fellow +was a Frenchman, and did not know the money or habits of the +country:--"My man will see to the horses, Baptiste," says Colonel +Esmond: "do you understand English?" "Very leetle!" "So, follow +my lord and wait upon him at dinner in his own room." The landlord +and his people came up presently bearing the dishes; 'twas well +they made a noise and stir in the gallery, or they might have found +Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's servant, +welcoming his Majesty to his kingdom, and kissing the hand of the +King. We told the landlord that the Frenchman would wait on his +master; and Esmond's man was ordered to keep sentry in the gallery +without the door. The Prince dined with a good appetite, laughing +and talking very gayly, and condescendingly bidding his two +companions to sit with him at table. He was in better spirits than +poor Frank Castlewood, who Esmond thought might be woe-begone on +account of parting with his divine Clotilda; but the Prince wishing +to take a short siesta after dinner, and retiring to an inner +chamber where there was a bed, the cause of poor Frank's discomfiture +came out; and bursting into tears, with many expressions of fondness, +friendship, and humiliation, the faithful lad gave his kinsman to +understand that he now knew all the truth, and the sacrifices +which Colonel Esmond had made for him. + +Seeing no good in acquainting poor Frank with that secret, Mr. +Esmond had entreated his mistress also not to reveal it to her son. +The Prince had told the poor lad all as they were riding from +Dover: "I had as lief he had shot me, cousin," Frank said: "I knew +you were the best, and the bravest, and the kindest of all men" (so +the enthusiastic young fellow went on); "but I never thought I owed +you what I do, and can scarce bear the weight of the obligation." + +"I stand in the place of your father," says Mr. Esmond, kindly, +"and sure a father may dispossess himself in favor of his son. I +abdicate the twopenny crown, and invest you with the kingdom of +Brentford; don't be a fool and cry; you make a much taller and +handsomer viscount than ever I could." But the fond boy, with +oaths and protestations, laughter and incoherent outbreaks of +passionate emotion, could not be got, for some little time, to put +up with Esmond's raillery; wanted to kneel down to him, and kissed +his hand; asked him and implored him to order something, to bid +Castlewood give his own life or take somebody else's; anything, so +that he might show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond showed +him. + +"The K---, HE laughed," Frank said, pointing to the door where the +sleeper was, and speaking in a low tone. "I don't think he should +have laughed as he told me the story. As we rode along from Dover, +talking in French, he spoke about you, and your coming to him at +Bar; he called you 'le grand serieux,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and +I don't know what names; mimicking your manner" (here Castlewood +laughed himself)--"and he did it very well. He seems to sneer at +everything. He is not like a king: somehow Harry, I fancy you are +like a king. He does not seem to think what a stake we are all +playing. He would have stopped at Canterbury to run after a +barmaid there, had I not implored him to come on. He hath a house +at Chaillot, where he used to go and bury himself for weeks away +from the Queen, and with all sorts of bad company," says Frank, +with a demure look; "you may smile, but I am not the wild fellow I +was; no, no, I have been taught better," says Castlewood devoutly, +making a sign on his breast. + +"Thou art my dear brave boy," says Colonel Esmond, touched at the +young fellow's simplicity, "and there will be a noble gentleman at +Castlewood so long as my Frank is there." + +The impetuous young lad was for going down on his knees again, with +another explosion of gratitude, but that we heard the voice from +the next chamber of the august sleeper, just waking, calling out:--"Eh, La-Fleur, un verre d'eau!" His Majesty came out yawning:--"A +pest," says he, "upon your English ale, 'tis so strong that, ma +foi, it hath turned my head." + +The effect of the ale was like a spur upon our horses, and we rode +very quickly to London, reaching Kensington at nightfall. Mr. +Esmond's servant was left behind at Rochester, to take care of the +tired horses, whilst we had fresh beasts provided along the road. +And galloping by the Prince's side the Colonel explained to the +Prince of Wales what his movements had been; who the friends were +that knew of the expedition; whom, as Esmond conceived, the Prince +should trust; entreating him, above all, to maintain the very +closest secrecy until the time should come when his Royal Highness +should appear. The town swarmed with friends of the Prince's +cause; there were scores of correspondents with St. Germains; +Jacobites known and secret; great in station and humble; about the +Court and the Queen; in the Parliament, Church, and among the +merchants in the City. The Prince had friends numberless in the +army, in the Privy Council, and the Officers of State. The great +object, as it seemed, to the small band of persons who had +concerted that bold stroke, who had brought the Queen's brother +into his native country, was, that his visit should remain unknown +till the proper time came, when his presence should surprise +friends and enemies alike; and the latter should be found so +unprepared and disunited, that they should not find time to attack +him. We feared more from his friends than from his enemies. The +lies and tittle-tattle sent over to St. Germains by the Jacobite +agents about London, had done an incalculable mischief to his +cause, and wofully misguided him, and it was from these especially, +that the persons engaged in the present venture were anxious to +defend the chief actor in it.* + +/* + * The managers were the Bishop, who cannot be hurt by having + his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist + Divine, a lady in the highest favor at Court, with whom + Beatrix Esmond had communication, and two noblemen of the + greatest rank, and a member of the House of Commons, who was + implicated in more transactions than one in behalf of the + Stuart family. +*/ + +The party reached London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the +Posting-House over against Westminster, and being ferried over the +water, where Lady Esmond's coach was already in waiting. In +another hour we were all landed at Kensington, and the mistress of +the house had that satisfaction which her heart had yearned after +for many years, once more to embrace her son, who, on his side, +with all his waywardness, ever retained a most tender affection for +his parent. + +She did not refrain from this expression of her feeling, though the +domestics were by, and my Lord Castlewood's attendant stood in the +hall. Esmond had to whisper to him in French to take his hat off. +Monsieur Baptiste was constantly neglecting his part with an +inconceivable levity: more than once on the ride to London, little +observations of the stranger, light remarks, and words betokening +the greatest ignorance of the country the Prince came to govern, +had hurt the susceptibility of the two gentlemen forming his +escort; nor could either help owning in his secret mind that they +would have had his behavior otherwise, and that the laughter and +the lightness, not to say license, which characterized his talk, +scarce befitted such a great Prince, and such a solemn occasion. +Not but that he could act at proper times with spirit and dignity. +He had behaved, as we all knew, in a very courageous manner on the +field. Esmond had seen a copy of the letter the Prince had writ +with his own hand when urged by his friends in England to abjure +his religion, and admired that manly and magnanimous reply by which +he refused to yield to the temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off +his hat, blushing at the hint Colonel Esmond ventured to give him, +and said:--"Tenez, elle est jolie, la petite mere. Foi de +Chevalier! elle est charmante; mais l'autre, qui est cette nymphe, +cet astre qui brille, cette Diane qui descend sur nous?" And he +started back, and pushed forward, as Beatrix was descending the +stair. She was in colors for the first time at her own house; she +wore the diamonds Esmond gave her; it had been agreed between them, +that she should wear these brilliants on the day when the King +should enter the house, and a Queen she looked, radiant in charms, +and magnificent and imperial in beauty. + +Castlewood himself was startled by that beauty and splendor; he +stepped back and gazed at his sister as though he had not been +aware before (nor was he very likely) how perfectly lovely she was, +and I thought blushed as he embraced her. The Prince could not +keep his eyes off her; he quite forgot his menial part, though he +had been schooled to it, and a little light portmanteau prepared +expressly that he should carry it. He pressed forward before my +Lord Viscount. 'Twas lucky the servants' eyes were busy in other +directions, or they must have seen that this was no servant, or at +least a very insolent and rude one. + +Again Colonel Esmond was obliged to cry out, "Baptiste," in a loud +imperious voice, "have a care to the valise;" at which hint the +wilful young man ground his teeth together with something very like +a curse between them, and then gave a brief look of anything but +pleasure to his Mentor. Being reminded, however, he shouldered the +little portmanteau, and carried it up the stair, Esmond preceding +him, and a servant with lighted tapers. He flung down his burden +sulkily in the bedchamber:--"A Prince that will wear a crown must +wear a mask," says Mr. Esmond in French. + +"Ah peste! I see how it is," says Monsieur Baptiste, continuing the +talk in French. "The Great Serious is seriously"--"alarmed for +Monsieur Baptiste," broke in the Colonel. Esmond neither liked the +tone with which the Prince spoke of the ladies, nor the eyes with +which he regarded them. + +The bedchamber and the two rooms adjoining it, the closet and the +apartment which was to be called my lord's parlor, were already +lighted and awaiting their occupier; and the collation laid for my +lord's supper. Lord Castlewood and his mother and sister came up +the stair a minute afterwards, and, so soon as the domestics had +quitted the apartment, Castlewood and Esmond uncovered, and the two +ladies went down on their knees before the Prince, who graciously +gave a hand to each. He looked his part of Prince much more +naturally than that of servant, which he had just been trying, and +raised them both with a great deal of nobility, as well as kindness +in his air. "Madam," says he, "my mother will thank your ladyship +for your hospitality to her son; for you, madam," turning to +Beatrix, "I cannot bear to see so much beauty in such a posture. +You will betray Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; sure 'tis +his place rather to kneel to you." + +A light shone out of her eyes; a gleam bright enough to kindle +passion in any breast. There were times when this creature was so +handsome, that she seemed, as it were, like Venus revealing herself +a goddess in a flash of brightness. She appeared so now; radiant, +and with eyes bright with a wonderful lustre. A pang, as of rage +and jealousy, shot through Esmond's heart, as he caught the look +she gave the Prince; and he clenched his hand involuntarily and +looked across to Castlewood, whose eyes answered his alarm-signal, +and were also on the alert. The Prince gave his subjects an +audience of a few minutes, and then the two ladies and Colonel +Esmond quitted the chamber. Lady Castlewood pressed his hand as +they descended the stair, and the three went down to the lower +rooms, where they waited awhile till the travellers above should be +refreshed and ready for their meal. + +Esmond looked at Beatrix, blazing with her jewels on her beautiful +neck. "I have kept my word," says he: "And I mine," says Beatrix, +looking down on the diamonds. + +"Were I the Mogul Emperor," says the Colonel, "you should have all +that were dug out of Golconda." + +"These are a great deal too good for me," says Beatrix, dropping +her head on her beautiful breast,--"so are you all, all!" And when +she looked up again, as she did in a moment, and after a sigh, her +eyes, as they gazed at her cousin, wore that melancholy and +inscrutable look which 'twas always impossible to sound. + +When the time came for the supper, of which we were advertised by a +knocking overhead, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the +upper apartment, where the Prince already was, and by his side the +young Viscount, of exactly the same age, shape, and with features +not dissimilar, though Frank's were the handsomer of the two. The +Prince sat down and bade the ladies sit. The gentlemen remained +standing: there was, indeed, but one more cover laid at the table:--"Which of you will take it?" says he. + +"The head of our house," says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's +hand, and looking towards Colonel Esmond with a bow and a great +tremor of the voice; "the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of +serving the King." + +"I shall have the honor of waiting on his Royal Highness," says +Colonel Esmond, filling a cup of wine, and, as the fashion of that +day was, he presented it to the King on his knee. + +"I drink to my hostess and her family," says the Prince, with no +very well-pleased air; but the cloud passed immediately off his +face, and he talked to the ladies in a lively, rattling strain, +quite undisturbed by poor Mr. Esmond's yellow countenance, that, I +dare say, looked very glum. + +When the time came to take leave, Esmond marched homewards to his +lodgings, and met Mr. Addison on the road that night, walking to a +cottage he had at Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome serene +face:--"What cheer, brother?" says Addison, laughing: "I thought it +was a footpad advancing in the dark, and behold 'tis an old friend. +We may shake hands, Colonel, in the dark, 'tis better than fighting +by daylight. Why should we quarrel, because I am a Whig and thou +art a Tory? Turn thy steps and walk with me to Fulham, where there +is a nightingale still singing in the garden, and a cool bottle in +a cave I know of; you shall drink to the Pretender if you like, and +I will drink my liquor my own way: I have had enough of good +liquor?--no, never! There is no such word as enough as a stopper +for good wine. Thou wilt not come? Come any day, come soon. You +know I remember Simois and the Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta +mero, mixta mero," he repeated, with ever so slight a touch of +merum in his voice, and walked back a little way on the road with +Esmond, bidding the other remember he was always his friend, and +indebted to him for his aid in the "Campaign" poem. And very +likely Mr. Under-Secretary would have stepped in and taken t'other +bottle at the Colonel's lodging, had the latter invited him, but +Esmond's mood was none of the gayest, and he bade his friend an +inhospitable good-night at the door. + +"I have done the deed," thought he, sleepless, and looking out into +the night; "he is here, and I have brought him; he and Beatrix are +sleeping under the same roof now. Whom did I mean to serve in +bringing him? Was it the Prince? was it Henry Esmond? Had I not +best have joined the manly creed of Addison yonder, that scouts the +old doctrine of right divine, that boldly declares that Parliament +and people consecrate the Sovereign, not bishops, nor genealogies, +nor oils, nor coronations." The eager gaze of the young Prince, +watching every movement of Beatrix, haunted Esmond and pursued him. +The Prince's figure appeared before him in his feverish dreams many +times that night. He wished the deed undone for which he had +labored so. He was not the first that has regretted his own act, +or brought about his own undoing. Undoing? Should he write that +word in his late years? No, on his knees before heaven, rather be +thankful for what then he deemed his misfortune, and which hath +caused the whole subsequent happiness of his life. + +Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the +family all his life, and the Colonel knew that he could answer for +John's fidelity as for his own. John returned with the horses from +Rochester betimes the next morning, and the Colonel gave him to +understand that on going to Kensington, where he was free of the +servants' hall, and indeed courting Miss Beatrix's maid, he was to +ask no questions, and betray no surprise, but to vouch stoutly that +the young gentleman he should see in a red coat there was my Lord +Viscount Castlewood, and that his attendant in gray was Monsieur +Baptiste the Frenchman. He was to tell his friends in the kitchen +such stories as he remembered of my Lord Viscount's youth at +Castlewood; what a wild boy he was; how he used to drill Jack and +cane him, before ever he was a soldier; everything, in fine, he +knew respecting my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's ideas of +painting had not been much cultivated during his residence in +Flanders with his master; and, before my young lord's return, he +had been easily got to believe that the picture brought over from +Paris, and now hanging in Lady Castlewood's drawing-room, was a +perfect likeness of her son, the young lord. And the domestics +having all seen the picture many times, and catching but a +momentary imperfect glimpse of the two strangers on the night of +their arrival, never had a reason to doubt the fidelity of the +portrait; and next day, when they saw the original of the piece +habited exactly as he was represented in the painting, with the +same periwig, ribbons, and uniform of the Guard, quite naturally +addressed the gentleman as my Lord Castlewood, my Lady +Viscountess's son. + +The secretary of the night previous was now the viscount; the +viscount wore the secretary's gray frock; and John Lockwood was +instructed to hint to the world below stairs that my lord being a +Papist, and very devout in that religion, his attendant might be no +other than his chaplain from Bruxelles; hence, if he took his meals +in my lord's company there was little reason for surprise. Frank +was further cautioned to speak English with a foreign accent, which +task he performed indifferently well, and this caution was the more +necessary because the Prince himself scarce spoke our language like +a native of the island: and John Lockwood laughed with the folks +below stairs at the manner in which my lord, after five years +abroad, sometimes forgot his own tongue, and spoke it like a +Frenchman. "I warrant," says he, "that, with the English beef and +beer, his lordship will soon get back the proper use of his mouth;" +and, to do his new lordship justice, he took to beer and beef very +kindly. + +The Prince drank so much, and was so loud and imprudent in his talk +after his drink, that Esmond often trembled for him. His meals +were served as much as possible in his own chamber, though +frequently he made his appearance in Lady Castlewood's parlor and +drawing-room, calling Beatrix "sister," and her ladyship "mother," +or "madam" before the servants. And, choosing to act entirely up +to the part of brother and son, the Prince sometimes saluted Mrs. +Beatrix and Lady Castlewood with a freedom which his secretary did +not like, and which, for his part, set Colonel Esmond tearing with +rage. + +The guests had not been three days in the house when poor Jack +Lockwood came with a rueful countenance to his master, and said: +"My Lord--that is the gentleman--has been tampering with Mrs. Lucy +(Jack's sweetheart), and given her guineas and a kiss." I fear +that Colonel Esmond's mind was rather relieved than otherwise when +he found that the ancillary beauty was the one whom the Prince had +selected. His royal tastes were known to lie that way, and +continued so in after life. The heir of one of the greatest names, +of the greatest kingdoms, and of the greatest misfortunes in +Europe, was often content to lay the dignity of his birth and grief +at the wooden shoes of a French chambermaid, and to repent +afterwards (for he was very devout) in ashes taken from the dust-pan. 'Tis for mortals such as these that nations suffer, that +parties struggle, that warriors fight and bleed. A year afterwards +gallant heads were falling, and Nithsdale in escape, and +Derwentwater on the scaffold; whilst the heedless ingrate, for whom +they risked and lost all, was tippling with his seraglio of +mistresses in his petite maison of Chaillot. + +Blushing to be forced to bear such an errand, Esmond had to go to +the Prince and warn him that the girl whom his Highness was bribing +was John Lockwood's sweetheart, an honest resolute man, who had +served in six campaigns, and feared nothing, and who knew that the +person calling himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master: +and the Colonel besought the Prince to consider what the effect of +a single man's jealousy might be, and to think of other designs he +had in hand, more important than the seduction of a waiting-maid, +and the humiliation of a brave man. + +Ten times, perhaps, in the course of as many days, Mr. Esmond had +to warn the royal young adventurer of some imprudence or some +freedom. He received these remonstrances very testily, save +perhaps in this affair of poor Lockwood's, when he deigned to burst +out a-laughing, and said, "What! the soubrette has peached to the +amoureux, and Crispin is angry, and Crispin has served, and Crispin +has been a corporal, has he? Tell him we will reward his valor +with a pair of colors, and recompense his fidelity." + +Colonel Esmond ventured to utter some other words of entreaty, but +the Prince, stamping imperiously, cried out, "Assez, milord: je +m'ennuye a la preche; I am not come to London to go to the sermon." +And he complained afterwards to Castlewood, that "le petit jaune, +le noir Colonel, le Marquis Misanthrope" (by which facetious names +his Royal Highness was pleased to designate Colonel Esmond), +"fatigued him with his grand airs and virtuous homilies." + +The Bishop of Rochester, and other gentlemen engaged in the +transaction which had brought the Prince over, waited upon his +Royal Highness, constantly asking for my Lord Castlewood on their +arrival at Kensington, and being openly conducted to his Royal +Highness in that character, who received them either in my lady's +drawing-room below, or above in his own apartment; and all implored +him to quit the house as little as possible, and to wait there till +the signal should be given for him to appear. The ladies +entertained him at cards, over which amusement he spent many hours +in each day and night. He passed many hours more in drinking, +during which time he would rattle and talk very agreeably, and +especially if the Colonel was absent, whose presence always seemed +to frighten him; and the poor "Colonel Noir" took that hint as a +command accordingly, and seldom intruded his black face upon the +convivial hours of this august young prisoner. Except for those +few persons of whom the porter had the list, Lord Castlewood was +denied to all friends of the house who waited on his lordship. The +wound he had received had broke out again from his journey on +horseback, so the world and the domestics were informed. And +Doctor A----,* his physician (I shall not mention his name, but he +was physician to the Queen, of the Scots nation, and a man +remarkable for his benevolence as well as his wit), gave orders +that he should be kept perfectly quiet until the wound should heal. +With this gentleman, who was one of the most active and influential +of our party, and the others before spoken of, the whole secret +lay; and it was kept with so much faithfulness, and the story we +told so simple and natural, that there was no likelihood of a +discovery except from the imprudence of the Prince himself, and an +adventurous levity that we had the greatest difficulty to control. +As for Lady Castlewood, although she scarce spoke a word, 'twas +easy to gather from her demeanor, and one or two hints she dropped, +how deep her mortification was at finding the hero whom she had +chosen to worship all her life (and whose restoration had formed +almost the most sacred part of her prayers), no more than a man, +and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have chastened +him; but that instructress had rather rendered him callous than +humble. His devotion, which was quite real, kept him from no sin +he had a mind to. His talk showed good-humor, gayety, even wit +enough; but there was a levity in his acts and words that he had +brought from among those libertine devotees with whom he had been +bred, and that shocked the simplicity and purity of the English +lady, whose guest he was. Esmond spoke his mind to Beatrix pretty +freely about the Prince, getting her brother to put in a word of +warning. Beatrix was entirely of their opinion; she thought he was +very light, very light and reckless; she could not even see the +good looks Colonel Esmond had spoken of. The Prince had bad teeth, +and a decided squint. How could we say he did not squint? His +eyes were fine, but there was certainly a cast in them. She +rallied him at table with wonderful wit; she spoke of him +invariably as of a mere boy; she was more fond of Esmond than ever, +praised him to her brother, praised him to the Prince, when his +Royal Highness was pleased to sneer at the Colonel, and warmly +espoused his cause: "And if your Majesty does not give him the +Garter his father had, when the Marquis of Esmond comes to your +Majesty's court, I will hang myself in my own garters, or will cry +my eyes out." "Rather than lose those," says the Prince, "he shall +be made Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard" (it was Frank +Castlewood who told me of this conversation over their supper). + +/* + * There can be very little doubt that the Doctor mentioned + by my dear father was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.--R. E. W. +*/ + +"Yes," cries she, with one of her laughs--I fancy I hear it now. +Thirty years afterwards I hear that delightful music. "Yes, he +shall be Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury." + +"And what will your ladyship be?" says the Prince; "you have but to +choose your place." + +"I," says Beatrix, "will be mother of the maids to the Queen of his +Majesty King James the Third--Vive le Roy!" and she made him a +great curtsy, and drank a part of a glass of wine in his honor. + +"The Prince seized hold of the glass and drank the last drop of +it," Castlewood said, "and my mother, looking very anxious, rose up +and asked leave to retire. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, +Harry," Frank continued, "I don't know what a horrid fear I should +have of her. I wish--I wish this business were over. You are +older than I am, and wiser, and better, and I owe you everything, +and would die for you--before George I would; but I wish the end of +this were come." + +Neither of us very likely passed a tranquil night; horrible doubts +and torments racked Esmond's soul: 'twas a scheme of personal +ambition, a daring stroke for a selfish end--he knew it. What +cared he, in his heart, who was King? Were not his very sympathies +and secret convictions on the other side--on the side of People, +Parliament, Freedom? And here was he, engaged for a Prince that +had scarce heard the word liberty; that priests and women, tyrants +by nature, both made a tool of. The misanthrope was in no better +humor after hearing that story, and his grim face more black and +yellow than ever. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +WE ENTERTAIN A VERY DISTINGUISHED GUEST AT KENSINGTON. + + +Should any clue be found to the dark intrigues at the latter end of +Queen Anne's time, or any historian be inclined to follow it, +'twill be discovered, I have little doubt, that not one of the +great personages about the Queen had a defined scheme of policy, +independent of that private and selfish interest which each was +bent on pursuing: St. John was for St. John, and Harley for Oxford, +and Marlborough for John Churchill, always; and according as they +could get help from St. Germains or Hanover, they sent over +proffers of allegiance to the Princes there, or betrayed one to the +other: one cause, or one sovereign, was as good as another to them, +so that they could hold the best place under him; and like Lockit +and Peachem, the Newgate chiefs in the "Rogues' Opera," Mr. Gay +wrote afterwards, had each in his hand documents and proofs of +treason which would hang the other, only he did not dare to use the +weapon, for fear of that one which his neighbor also carried in his +pocket. Think of the great Marlborough, the greatest subject in +all the world, a conqueror of princes, that had marched victorious +over Germany, Flanders, and France, that had given the law to +sovereigns abroad, and been worshipped as a divinity at home, +forced to sneak out of England--his credit, honors, places, all +taken from him; his friends in the army broke and ruined; and +flying before Harley, as abject and powerless as a poor debtor +before a bailiff with a writ. A paper, of which Harley got +possession, and showing beyond doubt that the Duke was engaged with +the Stuart family, was the weapon with which the Treasurer drove +Marlborough out of the kingdom. He fled to Antwerp, and began +intriguing instantly on the other side, and came back to England, +as all know, a Whig and a Hanoverian. + +Though the Treasurer turned out of the army and office every man, +military or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and gave the +vacant posts among the Tory party; he, too, was playing the double +game between Hanover and St. Germains, awaiting the expected +catastrophe of the Queen's death to be Master of the State, and +offer it to either family that should bribe him best, or that the +nation should declare for. Whichever the King was, Harley's object +was to reign over him; and to this end he supplanted the former +famous favorite, decried the actions of the war which had made +Marlborough's name illustrious, and disdained no more than the +great fallen competitor of his, the meanest arts, flatteries, +intimidations, that would secure his power. If the greatest +satirist the world ever hath seen had writ against Harley, and not +for him, what a history had he left behind of the last years of +Queen Anne's reign! But Swift, that scorned all mankind, and +himself not the least of all, had this merit of a faithful +partisan, that he loved those chiefs who treated him well, and +stuck by Harley bravely in his fall, as he gallantly had supported +him in his better fortune. + +Incomparably more brilliant, more splendid, eloquent, accomplished +than his rival, the great St. John could be as selfish as Oxford +was, and could act the double part as skilfully as ambidextrous +Churchill. He whose talk was always of liberty, no more shrunk +from using persecution and the pillory against his opponents than +if he had been at Lisbon and Grand Inquisitor. This lofty patriot +was on his knees at Hanover and St. Germains too; notoriously of no +religion, he toasted Church and Queen as boldly as the stupid +Sacheverel, whom he used and laughed at; and to serve his turn, and +to overthrow his enemy, he could intrigue, coax, bully, wheedle, +fawn on the Court favorite and creep up the back-stair as silently +as Oxford, who supplanted Marlborough, and whom he himself +supplanted. The crash of my Lord Oxford happened at this very time +whereat my history is now arrived. He was come to the very last +days of his power, and the agent whom he employed to overthrow the +conqueror of Blenheim, was now engaged to upset the conqueror's +conqueror, and hand over the staff of government to Bolingbroke, +who had been panting to hold it. + +In expectation of the stroke that was now preparing, the Irish +regiments in the French service were all brought round about +Boulogne in Picardy, to pass over if need were with the Duke of +Berwick; the soldiers of France no longer, but subjects of James +the Third of England and Ireland King. The fidelity of the great +mass of the Scots (though a most active, resolute, and gallant Whig +party, admirably and energetically ordered and disciplined, was +known to be in Scotland too) was notoriously unshaken in their +King. A very great body of Tory clergy, nobility, and gentry, were +public partisans of the exiled Prince; and the indifferents might +be counted on to cry King George or King James, according as either +should prevail. The Queen, especially in her latter days, inclined +towards her own family. The Prince was lying actually in London, +within a stone's cast of his sister's palace; the first Minister +toppling to his fall, and so tottering that the weakest push of a +woman's finger would send him down; and as for Bolingbroke, his +successor, we know on whose side his power and his splendid +eloquence would be on the day when the Queen should appear openly +before her Council and say:--"This, my lords, is my brother; here +is my father's heir, and mine after me." + +During the whole of the previous year the Queen had had many and +repeated fits of sickness, fever, and lethargy, and her death had +been constantly looked for by all her attendants. The Elector of +Hanover had wished to send his son, the Duke of Cambridge--to pay +his court to his cousin the Queen, the Elector said;--in truth, to +be on the spot when death should close her career. Frightened +perhaps to have such a memento mori under her royal eyes, her +Majesty had angrily forbidden the young Prince's coming into +England. Either she desired to keep the chances for her brother +open yet; or the people about her did not wish to close with the +Whig candidate till they could make terms with him. The quarrels +of her Ministers before her face at the Council board, the pricks +of conscience very likely, the importunities of her Ministers, and +constant turmoil and agitation round about her, had weakened and +irritated the Princess extremely; her strength was giving way under +these continual trials of her temper, and from day to day it was +expected she must come to a speedy end of them. Just before +Viscount Castlewood and his companion came from France, her Majesty +was taken ill. The St. Anthony's fire broke out on the royal legs; +there was no hurry for the presentation of the young lord at Court, +or that person who should appear under his name; and my Lord +Viscount's wound breaking out opportunely, he was kept conveniently +in his chamber until such time as his physician would allow him to +bend his knee before the Queen. At the commencement of July, that +influential lady, with whom it has been mentioned that our party +had relations, came frequently to visit her young friend, the Maid +of Honor, at Kensington, and my Lord Viscount (the real or +supposititious), who was an invalid at Lady Castlewood's house. + +On the 27th day of July, the lady in question, who held the most +intimate post about the Queen, came in her chair from the Palace +hard by, bringing to the little party in Kensington Square +intelligence of the very highest importance. The final blow had +been struck, and my Lord of Oxford and Mortimer was no longer +Treasurer. The staff was as yet given to no successor, though my +Lord Bolingbroke would undoubtedly be the man. And now the time +was come, the Queen's Abigail said: and now my Lord Castlewood +ought to be presented to the Sovereign. + +After that scene which Lord Castlewood witnessed and described to +his cousin, who passed such a miserable night of mortification and +jealousy as he thought over the transaction, no doubt the three +persons who were set by nature as protectors over Beatrix came to +the same conclusion, that she must be removed from the presence of +a man whose desires towards her were expressed only too clearly; +and who was no more scrupulous in seeking to gratify them than his +father had been before him. I suppose Esmond's mistress, her son, +and the Colonel himself, had been all secretly debating this matter +in their minds, for when Frank broke out, in his blunt way, with:--"I think Beatrix had best be anywhere but here,"--Lady Castlewood +said:--"I thank you, Frank, I have thought so, too;" and Mr. +Esmond, though he only remarked that it was not for him to speak, +showed plainly, by the delight on his countenance, how very +agreeable that proposal was to him. + +"One sees that you think with us, Henry," says the viscountess, +with ever so little of sarcasm in her tone: "Beatrix is best out of +this house whilst we have our guest in it, and as soon as this +morning's business is done, she ought to quit London." + +"What morning's business?" asked Colonel Esmond, not knowing what +had been arranged, though in fact the stroke next in importance to +that of bringing the Prince, and of having him acknowledged by the +Queen, was now being performed at the very moment we three were +conversing together. + +The Court-lady with whom our plan was concerted, and who was a chief +agent in it, the Court physician, and the Bishop of Rochester, who +were the other two most active participators in our plan, had held +many councils in our house at Kensington and elsewhere, as to the +means best to be adopted for presenting our young adventurer to his +sister the Queen. The simple and easy plan proposed by Colonel +Esmond had been agreed to by all parties, which was that on some +rather private day, when there were not many persons about the +Court, the Prince should appear there as my Lord Castlewood, should +be greeted by his sister in waiting, and led by that other lady into +the closet of the Queen. And according to her Majesty's health or +humor, and the circumstances that might arise during the interview, +it was to be left to the discretion of those present at it, and to +the Prince himself, whether he should declare that it was the +Queen's own brother, or the brother of Beatrix Esmond, who kissed +her Royal hand. And this plan being determined on, we were all +waiting in very much anxiety for the day and signal of execution. + +Two mornings after that supper, it being the 27th day of July, the +Bishop of Rochester breakfasting with Lady Castlewood and her +family, and the meal scarce over, Doctor A.'s coach drove up to our +house at Kensington, and the Doctor appeared amongst the party +there, enlivening a rather gloomy company; for the mother and +daughter had had words in the morning in respect to the transactions +of that supper, and other adventures perhaps, and on the day +succeeding. Beatrix's haughty spirit brooked remonstrances from no +superior, much less from her mother, the gentlest of creatures, whom +the girl commanded rather than obeyed. And feeling she was wrong, +and that by a thousand coquetries (which she could no more help +exercising on every man that came near her, than the sun can help +shining on great and small) she had provoked the Prince's dangerous +admiration, and allured him to the expression of it, she was only +the more wilful and imperious the more she felt her error. + +To this party, the Prince being served with chocolate in his +bedchamber, where he lay late, sleeping away the fumes of his wine, +the Doctor came, and by the urgent and startling nature of his +news, dissipated instantly that private and minor unpleasantry +under which the family of Castlewood was laboring. + +He asked for the guest; the guest was above in his own apartment: +he bade Monsieur Baptiste go up to his master instantly, and +requested that MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD would straightway put +his uniform on, and come away in the Doctor's coach now at the +door. + +He then informed Madam Beatrix what her part of the comedy was to +be:--"In half an hour," says he, "her Majesty and her favorite lady +will take the air in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. Her Majesty will be drawn in a garden-chair, Madam Beatrix +Esmond and HER BROTHER, MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be +walking in the private garden, (here is Lady Masham's key,) and +will come unawares upon the Royal party. The man that draws the +chair will retire, and leave the Queen, the favorite, and the maid +of honor and her brother together; Mistress Beatrix will present +her brother, and then!--and then, my Lord Bishop will pray for the +result of the interview, and his Scots clerk will say Amen! Quick, +put on your hood, Madam Beatrix; why doth not his Majesty come +down? Such another chance may not present itself for months again." + +The Prince was late and lazy, and indeed had all but lost that +chance through his indolence. The Queen was actually about to +leave the garden just when the party reached it; the Doctor, the +Bishop, the maid of honor and her brother went off together in the +physician's coach, and had been gone half an hour when Colonel +Esmond came to Kensington Square. + +The news of this errand, on which Beatrix was gone, of course for a +moment put all thoughts of private jealousy out of Colonel Esmond's +head. In half an hour more the coach returned; the Bishop +descended from it first, and gave his arm to Beatrix, who now came +out. His lordship went back into the carriage again, and the maid +of honor entered the house alone. We were all gazing at her from +the upper window, trying to read from her countenance the result of +the interview from which she had just come. + +She came into the drawing-room in a great tremor and very pale; she +asked for a glass of water as her mother went to meet her, and +after drinking that and putting off her hood, she began to speak--"We may all hope for the best," says she; "it has cost the Queen a +fit. Her Majesty was in her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied +only by Lady ----, when we entered by the private wicket from the +west side of the garden, and turned towards her, the Doctor +following us. They waited in a side walk hidden by the shrubs, as +we advanced towards the chair. My heart throbbed so I scarce could +speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, Beatrix,' and marched on +with a steady step. His face was a little flushed, but he was not +afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely at Malplaquet fears +nothing." Esmond and Castlewood looked at each other at this +compliment, neither liking the sound of it. + +"The Prince uncovered," Beatrix continued, "and I saw the Queen +turning round to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her +Majesty looked very pale and ill, and then flushed up; the favorite +made us a signal to advance, and I went up, leading my Prince by +the hand, quite close to the chair: 'Your Majesty will give my Lord +Viscount your hand to kiss,' says her lady, and the Queen put out +her hand, which the Prince kissed, kneeling on his knee, he who +should kneel to no mortal man or woman. + +"'You have been long from England, my lord,' says the Queen: 'why +were you not here to give a home to your mother and sister?' + +"'I am come, Madam, to stay now, if the Queen desires me,' says the +Prince, with another low bow. + +"'You have taken a foreign wife, my lord, and a foreign religion; +was not that of England good enough for you?' + +"'In returning to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I do not +love my mother the less, nor am I the less faithful servant of your +majesty.' + +"Here," says Beatrix, "the favorite gave me a little signal with +her hand to fall back, which I did, though I died to hear what +should pass; and whispered something to the Queen, which made her +Majesty start and utter one or two words in a hurried manner, +looking towards the Prince, and catching hold with her hand of the +arm of her chair. He advanced still nearer towards it; he began to +speak very rapidly; I caught the words, 'Father, blessing, +forgiveness,'--and then presently the Prince fell on his knees; +took from his breast a paper he had there, handed it to the Queen, +who, as soon as she saw it, flung up both her arms with a scream, +and took away that hand nearest the Prince, and which he endeavored +to kiss. He went on speaking with great animation of gesture, now +clasping his hands together on his heart, now opening them as +though to say: 'I am here, your brother, in your power.' Lady +Masham ran round on the other side of the chair, kneeling too, and +speaking with great energy. She clasped the Queen's hand on her +side, and picked up the paper her Majesty had let fall. The Prince +rose and made a further speech as though he would go; the favorite +on the other hand urging her mistress, and then, running back to +the Prince, brought him back once more close to the chair. Again +he knelt down and took the Queen's hand, which she did not +withdraw, kissing it a hundred times; my lady all the time, with +sobs and supplications, speaking over the chair. This while the +Queen sat with a stupefied look, crumpling the paper with one hand, +as my Prince embraced the other; then of a sudden she uttered +several piercing shrieks, and burst into a great fit of hysteric +tears and laughter. 'Enough, enough, sir, for this time,' I heard +Lady Masham say: and the chairman, who had withdrawn round the +Banqueting-room, came back, alarmed by the cries. 'Quick,' says +Lady Masham, 'get some help,' and I ran towards the Doctor, who, +with the Bishop of Rochester, came up instantly. Lady Masham +whispered the Prince he might hope for the very best; and to be +ready to-morrow; and he hath gone away to the Bishop of Rochester's +house, to meet several of his friends there. And so the great +stroke is struck," says Beatrix, going down on her knees, and +clasping her hands. "God save the King: God save the King!" + +Beatrix's tale told, and the young lady herself calmed somewhat of +her agitation, we asked with regard to the Prince, who was absent +with Bishop Atterbury, and were informed that 'twas likely he might +remain abroad the whole day. Beatrix's three kinsfolk looked at +one another at this intelligence: 'twas clear the same thought was +passing through the minds of all. + +But who should begin to break the news? Monsieur Baptiste, that is +Frank Castlewood, turned very red, and looked towards Esmond; the +Colonel bit his lips, and fairly beat a retreat into the window: it +was Lady Castlewood that opened upon Beatrix with the news which we +knew would do anything but please her. + +"We are glad," says she, taking her daughter's hand, and speaking +in a gentle voice, "that the guest is away." + +Beatrix drew back in an instant, looking round her at us three, and +as if divining a danger. "Why glad?" says she, her breast beginning +to heave; "are you so soon tired of him?" + +"We think one of us is devilishly too fond of him," cries out Frank +Castlewood. + +"And which is it--you, my lord, or is it mamma, who is jealous +because he drinks my health? or is it the head of the family" (here +she turned with an imperious look towards Colonel Esmond), "who has +taken of late to preach the King sermons?" + +"We do not say you are too free with his Majesty." + +"I thank you, madam," says Beatrix, with a toss of the head and a +curtsey. + +But her mother continued, with very great calmness and dignity--"At +least we have not said so, though we might, were it possible for a +mother to say such words to her own daughter, your father's +daughter." + +"Eh? mon pere," breaks out Beatrix, "was no better than other +persons' fathers." And again she looked towards the Colonel. + +We all felt a shock as she uttered those two or three French words; +her manner was exactly imitated from that of our foreign guest. + +"You had not learned to speak French a month ago, Beatrix," says +her mother, sadly, "nor to speak ill of your father." + +Beatrix, no doubt, saw that slip she had made in her flurry, for +she blushed crimson: "I have learnt to honor the King," says she, +drawing up, "and 'twere as well that others suspected neither his +Majesty nor me." + +"If you respected your mother a little more," Frank said, "Trix, +you would do yourself no hurt." + +"I am no child," says she, turning round on him; "we have lived +very well these five years without the benefit of your advice or +example, and I intend to take neither now. Why does not the head +of the house speak?" she went on; "he rules everything here. When +his chaplain has done singing the psalms, will his lordship deliver +the sermon? I am tired of the psalms." The Prince had used almost +the very same words in regard to Colonel Esmond that the imprudent +girl repeated in her wrath. + +"You show yourself a very apt scholar, madam," says the Colonel; +and, turning to his mistress, "Did your guest use these words in +your ladyship's hearing, or was it to Beatrix in private that he +was pleased to impart his opinion regarding my tiresome sermon?" + +"Have you seen him alone?" cries my lord, starting up with an oath: +"by God, have you seen him alone?" + +"Were he here, you wouldn't dare so to insult me; no, you would not +dare!" cries Frank's sister. "Keep your oaths, my lord, for your +wife; we are not used here to such language. Till you came, there +used to be kindness between me and mamma, and I cared for her when +you never did, when you were away for years with your horses and +your mistress, and your Popish wife." + +"By ---," says my lord, rapping out another oath, "Clotilda is an +angel; how dare you say a word against Clotilda?" + +Colonel Esmond could not refrain from a smile, to see how easy +Frank's attack was drawn off by that feint:--"I fancy Clotilda is +not the subject in hand," says Mr. Esmond, rather scornfully; "her +ladyship is at Paris, a hundred leagues off, preparing baby-linen. +It is about my Lord Castlewood's sister, and not his wife, the +question is." + +"He is not my Lord Castlewood," says Beatrix, "and he knows he is +not; he is Colonel Francis Esmond's son, and no more, and he wears +a false title; and he lives on another man's land, and he knows +it." Here was another desperate sally of the poor beleaguered +garrison, and an alerte in another quarter. "Again, I beg your +pardon," says Esmond. "If there are no proofs of my claim, I have +no claim. If my father acknowledged no heir, yours was his lawful +successor, and my Lord Castlewood hath as good a right to his rank +and small estate as any man in England. But that again is not the +question, as you know very well; let us bring our talk back to it, +as you will have me meddle in it. And I will give you frankly my +opinion, that a house where a Prince lies all day, who respects no +woman, is no house for a young unmarried lady; that you were better +in the country than here; that he is here on a great end, from +which no folly should divert him; and that having nobly done your +part of this morning, Beatrix, you should retire off the scene +awhile, and leave it to the other actors of the play." + +As the Colonel spoke with a perfect calmness and politeness, such +as 'tis to be hoped he hath always shown to women,* his mistress +stood by him on one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the +other, hemming in poor Beatrix, that was behind it, and, as it +were, surrounding her with our approaches. + +/* + * My dear father saith quite truly, that his manner towards + our sex was uniformly courteous. From my infancy upwards, + he treated me with an extreme gentleness, as though I was a + little lady. I can scarce remember (though I tried him + often) ever hearing a rough word from him, nor was he less + grave and kind in his manner to the humblest negresses on + his estate. He was familiar with no one except my mother, + and it was delightful to witness up to the very last days + the confidence between them. He was obeyed eagerly by all + under him; and my mother and all her household lived in a + constant emulation to please him, and quite a terror lest in + any way they should offend him. He was the humblest man + with all this; the least exacting, the more easily + contented; and Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who + attended him at the last, ever said--"I know not what + Colonel Esmond's doctrine was, but his life and death were + those of a devout Christian."--R. E. W. +*/ + +Having twice sallied out and been beaten back, she now, as I +expected, tried the ultima ratio of women, and had recourse to +tears. Her beautiful eyes filled with them; I never could bear in +her, nor in any woman, that expression of pain:--"I am alone," +sobbed she; "you are three against me--my brother, my mother, and +you. What have I done, that you should speak and look so unkindly +at me? Is it my fault that the Prince should, as you say, admire +me? Did I bring him here? Did I do aught but what you bade me, in +making him welcome? Did you not tell me that our duty was to die +for him? Did you not teach me, mother, night and morning to pray +for the King, before even ourselves? What would you have of me, +cousin, for you are the chief of the conspiracy against me; I know +you are, sir, and that my mother and brother are acting but as you +bid them; whither would you have me go?" + +"I would but remove from the Prince," says Esmond, gravely, "a +dangerous temptation; heaven forbid I should say you would yield; I +would only have him free of it. Your honor needs no guardian, +please God, but his imprudence doth. He is so far removed from all +women by his rank, that his pursuit of them cannot but be unlawful. +We would remove the dearest and fairest of our family from the +chance of that insult, and that is why we would have you go, dear +Beatrix." + +"Harry speaks like a book," says Frank, with one of his oaths, +"and, by ---, every word he saith is true. You can't help being +handsome, Trix; no more can the Prince help following you. My +counsel is that you go out of harm's way; for, by the Lord, were +the Prince to play any tricks with you, King as he is, or is to be, +Harry Esmond and I would have justice of him." + +"Are not two such champions enough to guard me?" says Beatrix, +something sorrowfully; "sure, with you two watching, no evil could +happen to me." + +"In faith, I think not, Beatrix," says Colonel Esmond; "nor if the +Prince knew us would he try." + +"But does he know you?" interposed Lady Castlewood, very quiet: "he +comes of a country where the pursuit of kings is thought no +dishonor to a woman. Let us go, dearest Beatrix. Shall we go to +Walcote or to Castlewood? We are best away from the city; and when +the Prince is acknowledged, and our champions have restored him, +and he hath his own house at St. James's or Windsor, we can come +back to ours here. Do you not think so, Harry and Frank?" + +Frank and Harry thought with her, you may be sure. + +"We will go, then," says Beatrix, turning a little pale; "Lady +Masham is to give me warning to-night how her Majesty is, and +to-morrow--" + +"I think we had best go to-day, my dear," says my Lady Castlewood; +"we might have the coach and sleep at Hounslow, and reach home +to-morrow. 'Tis twelve o'clock; bid the coach, cousin, be ready +at one." + +"For shame!" burst out Beatrix, in a passion of tears and +mortification. "You disgrace me by your cruel precautions; my own +mother is the first to suspect me, and would take me away as my +gaoler. I will not go with you, mother; I will go as no one's +prisoner. If I wanted to deceive, do you think I could find no +means of evading you? My family suspects me. As those mistrust me +that ought to love me most, let me leave them; I will go, but I +will go alone: to Castlewood, be it. I have been unhappy there and +lonely enough; let me go back, but spare me at least the +humiliation of setting a watch over my misery, which is a trial I +can't bear. Let me go when you will, but alone, or not at all. +You three can stay and triumph over my unhappiness, and I will bear +it as I have borne it before. Let my gaoler-in-chief go order the +coach that is to take me away. I thank you, Henry Esmond, for your +share in the conspiracy. All my life long I'll thank you, and +remember you, and you, brother, and you, mother, how shall I show +my gratitude to you for your careful defence of my honor?" + +She swept out of the room with the air of an empress, flinging +glances of defiance at us all, and leaving us conquerors of the +field, but scared, and almost ashamed of our victory. It did +indeed seem hard and cruel that we three should have conspired the +banishment and humiliation of that fair creature. We looked at +each other in silence: 'twas not the first stroke by many of our +actions in that unlucky time, which, being done, we wished undone. +We agreed it was best she should go alone, speaking stealthily to +one another, and under our breaths, like persons engaged in an act +they felt ashamed in doing. + +In a half-hour, it might be, after our talk she came back, her +countenance wearing the same defiant air which it had borne when +she left us. She held a shagreen-case in her hand; Esmond knew it +as containing his diamonds which he had given to her for her +marriage with Duke Hamilton, and which she had worn so splendidly +on the inauspicious night of the Prince's arrival. "I have brought +back," says she, "to the Marquis of Esmond the present he deigned +to make me in days when he trusted me better than now. I will +never accept a benefit or a kindness from Henry Esmond more, and I +give back these family diamonds, which belonged to one king's +mistress, to the gentleman that suspected I would be another. Have +you been upon your message of coach-caller, my Lord Marquis? Will +you send your valet to see that I do not run away?" We were right, +yet, by her manner, she had put us all in the wrong; we were +conquerors, yet the honors of the day seemed to be with the poor +oppressed girl. + +That luckless box containing the stones had first been ornamented +with a baron's coronet, when Beatrix was engaged to the young +gentleman from whom she parted, and afterwards the gilt crown of a +duchess figured on the cover, which also poor Beatrix was destined +never to wear. Lady Castlewood opened the case mechanically and +scarce thinking what she did; and behold, besides the diamonds, +Esmond's present, there lay in the box the enamelled miniature of +the late Duke, which Beatrix had laid aside with her mourning when +the King came into the house; and which the poor heedless thing +very likely had forgotten. + +"Do you leave this, too, Beatrix?" says her mother, taking the +miniature out, and with a cruelty she did not very often show; but +there are some moments when the tenderest women are cruel, and some +triumphs which angels can't forego.* + +/* + * This remark shows how unjustly and contemptuously even the + best of men will sometimes judge of our sex. Lady + Castlewood had no intention of triumphing over her daughter; + but from a sense of duty alone pointed out her deplorable + wrong.--H. E. +*/ + +Having delivered this stab, Lady Castlewood was frightened at the +effect of her blow. It went to poor Beatrix's heart: she flushed +up and passed a handkerchief across her eyes, and kissed the +miniature, and put it into her bosom:--"I had forgot it," says she; +"my injury made me forget my grief: my mother has recalled both to +me. Farewell, mother; I think I never can forgive you; something +hath broke between us that no tears nor years can repair. I always +said I was alone; you never loved me, never--and were jealous of me +from the time I sat on my father's knee. Let me go away, the +sooner the better: I can bear to be with you no more." + +"Go, child," says her mother, still very stern; "go and bend your +proud knees and ask forgiveness; go, pray in solitude for humility +and repentance. 'Tis not your reproaches that make me unhappy, +'tis your hard heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it, and teach +you one day to feel for your mother." + +If my mistress was cruel, at least she never could be got to own as +much. Her haughtiness quite overtopped Beatrix's; and, if the girl +had a proud spirit, I very much fear it came to her by inheritance. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +OUR GUEST QUITS US AS NOT BEING HOSPITABLE ENOUGH. + + +Beatrix's departure took place within an hour, her maid going with +her in the post-chaise, and a man armed on the coach-box to prevent +any danger of the road. Esmond and Frank thought of escorting the +carriage, but she indignantly refused their company, and another +man was sent to follow the coach, and not to leave it till it had +passed over Hounslow Heath on the next day. And these two forming +the whole of Lady Castlewood's male domestics, Mr. Esmond's +faithful John Lockwood came to wait on his mistress during their +absence, though he would have preferred to escort Mrs. Lucy, his +sweetheart, on her journey into the country. + +We had a gloomy and silent meal; it seemed as if a darkness was +over the house, since the bright face of Beatrix had been withdrawn +from it. In the afternoon came a message from the favorite to +relieve us somewhat from this despondency. "The Queen hath been +much shaken," the note said; "she is better now, and all things +will go well. Let MY LORD CASTLEWOOD be ready against we send for +him." + +At night there came a second billet: "There hath been a great +battle in Council; Lord Treasurer hath broke his staff, and hath +fallen never to rise again; no successor is appointed. Lord B----receives a great Whig company to-night at Golden Square. If he is +trimming, others are true; the Queen hath no more fits, but is +a-bed now, and more quiet. Be ready against morning, when I still +hope all will be well." + +The Prince came home shortly after the messenger who bore this +billet had left the house. His Royal Highness was so much the +better for the Bishop's liquor, that to talk affairs to him now was +of little service. He was helped to the Royal bed; he called +Castlewood familiarly by his own name; he quite forgot the part +upon the acting of which his crown, his safety, depended. 'Twas +lucky that my Lady Castlewood's servants were out of the way, and +only those heard him who would not betray him. He inquired after +the adorable Beatrix, with a royal hiccup in his voice; he was +easily got to bed, and in a minute or two plunged in that deep +slumber and forgetfulness with which Bacchus rewards the votaries +of that god. We wished Beatrix had been there to see him in his +cups. We regretted, perhaps, that she was gone. + +One of the party at Kensington Square was fool enough to ride to +Hounslow that night, coram latronibus, and to the inn which the +family used ordinarily in their journeys out of London. Esmond +desired my landlord not to acquaint Madam Beatrix with his coming, +and had the grim satisfaction of passing by the door of the chamber +where she lay with her maid, and of watching her chariot set forth +in the early morning. He saw her smile and slip money into the +man's hand who was ordered to ride behind the coach as far as +Bagshot. The road being open, and the other servant armed, it +appeared she dispensed with the escort of a second domestic; and +this fellow, bidding his young mistress adieu with many bows, went +and took a pot of ale in the kitchen, and returned in company with +his brother servant, John Coachman, and his horses, back to London. + +They were not a mile out of Hounslow when the two worthies stopped +for more drink, and here they were scared by seeing Colonel Esmond +gallop by them. The man said in reply to Colonel Esmond's stern +question, that his young mistress had sent her duty; only that, no +other message: she had had a very good night, and would reach +Castlewood by nightfall. The Colonel had no time for further +colloquy, and galloped on swiftly to London, having business of +great importance there, as my reader very well knoweth. The +thought of Beatrix riding away from the danger soothed his mind not +a little. His horse was at Kensington Square (honest Dapple knew +the way thither well enough) before the tipsy guest of last night +was awake and sober. + +The account of the previous evening was known all over the town +early next day. A violent altercation had taken place before the +Queen in the Council Chamber; and all the coffee-houses had their +version of the quarrel. The news brought my Lord Bishop early to +Kensington Square, where he awaited the waking of his Royal master +above stairs, and spoke confidently of having him proclaimed as +Prince of Wales and heir to the throne before that day was over. +The Bishop had entertained on the previous afternoon certain of the +most influential gentlemen of the true British party. His Royal +highness had charmed all, both Scots and English, Papists and +Churchmen: "Even Quakers," says he, "were at our meeting; and, if +the stranger took a little too much British punch and ale, he will +soon grow more accustomed to those liquors; and my Lord +Castlewood," says the Bishop with a laugh, "must bear the cruel +charge of having been for once in his life a little tipsy. He +toasted your lovely sister a dozen times, at which we all laughed," +says the Bishop, "admiring so much fraternal affection.--Where is +that charming nymph, and why doth she not adorn your ladyship's +tea-table with her bright eyes?" + +Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix was not at home that +morning; my Lord Bishop was too busy with great affairs to trouble +himself much about the presence or absence of any lady, however +beautiful. + +We were yet at table when Dr. A---- came from the Palace with a +look of great alarm; the shocks the Queen had had the day before +had acted on her severely; he had been sent for, and had ordered +her to be blooded. The surgeon of Long Acre had come to cup the +Queen, and her Majesty was now more easy and breathed more freely. +What made us start at the name of Mr. Ayme? "Il faut etre aimable +pour etre aime," says the merry Doctor; Esmond pulled his sleeve, +and bade him hush. It was to Ayme's house, after his fatal duel, +that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's father, had been carried to +die. + +No second visit could be paid to the Queen on that day at any rate; +and when our guest above gave his signal that he was awake, the +Doctor, the Bishop, and Colonel Esmond waited upon the Prince's +levee, and brought him their news, cheerful or dubious. The Doctor +had to go away presently, but promised to keep the Prince constantly +acquainted with what was taking place at the Palace hard by. His +counsel was, and the Bishop's, that as soon as ever the Queen's +malady took a favorable turn, the Prince should be introduced to her +bedside; the Council summoned; the guard at Kensington and St. +James's, of which two regiments were to be entirely relied on, and +one known not to be hostile, would declare for the Prince, as the +Queen would before the Lords of her Council, designating him as the +heir to her throne. + +With locked doors, and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the +Prince and his Lordship of Rochester passed many hours of this day, +composing Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, to the Scots, +to the Clergy, to the People of London and England; announcing the +arrival of the exile descendant of three sovereigns, and his +acknowledgment by his sister as heir to the throne. Every safeguard +for their liberties, the Church and People could ask, was promised +to them. The Bishop could answer for the adhesion of very many +prelates, who besought of their flocks and brother ecclesiastics to +recognize the sacred right of the future sovereign, and to purge the +country of the sin of rebellion. + +During the composition of these papers, more messengers than one +came from the Palace regarding the state of the august patient +there lying. At mid-day she was somewhat better; at evening the +torpor again seized her, and she wandered in her mind. At night +Dr. A---- was with us again, with a report rather more favorable: +no instant danger at any rate was apprehended. In the course of +the last two years her Majesty had had many attacks similar, but +more severe. + +By this time we had finished a half-dozen of Proclamations, (the +wording of them so as to offend no parties, and not to give umbrage +to Whigs or Dissenters, required very great caution,) and the young +Prince, who had indeed shown, during a long day's labor, both +alacrity at seizing the information given him, and ingenuity and +skill in turning the phrases which were to go out signed by his +name, here exhibited a good-humor and thoughtfulness that ought to +be set down to his credit. + +"Were these papers to be mislaid," says he, "or our scheme to come +to mishap, my Lord Esmond's writing would bring him to a place +where I heartily hope never to see him; and so, by your leave, I +will copy the papers myself, though I am not very strong in +spelling; and if they are found they will implicate none but the +person they most concern;" and so, having carefully copied the +Proclamations out, the Prince burned those in Colonel Esmond's +handwriting: "And now, and now, gentlemen," says he, "let us go to +supper, and drink a glass with the ladies. My Lord Esmond, you +will sup with us to-night; you have given us of late too little of +your company." + +The Prince's meals were commonly served in the chamber which had +been Beatrix's bedroom, adjoining that in which he slept. And the +dutiful practice of his entertainers was to wait until their Royal +guest bade them take their places at table before they sat down to +partake of the meal. On this night, as you may suppose, only Frank +Castlewood and his mother were in waiting when the supper was +announced to receive the Prince; who had passed the whole of the +day in his own apartment, with the Bishop as his Minister of State, +and Colonel Esmond officiating as Secretary of his Council. + +The Prince's countenance wore an expression by no means pleasant; +when looking towards the little company assembled, and waiting for +him, he did not see Beatrix's bright face there as usual to greet +him. He asked Lady Esmond for his fair introducer of yesterday: +her ladyship only cast her eyes down, and said quietly, Beatrix +could not be of the supper that night; nor did she show the least +sign of confusion, whereas Castlewood turned red, and Esmond was no +less embarrassed. I think women have an instinct of dissimulation; +they know by nature how to disguise their emotions far better than +the most consummate male courtiers can do. Is not the better part +of the life of many of them spent in hiding their feelings, in +cajoling their tyrants, in masking over with fond smiles and artful +gayety, their doubt, or their grief, or their terror? + +Our guest swallowed his supper very sulkily; it was not till the +second bottle his Highness began to rally. When Lady Castlewood +asked leave to depart, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she +would be present at the next day's dinner, and applied himself to +drink, and to talk afterwards, for which there was subject in +plenty. + +The next day, we heard from our informer at Kensington that the +Queen was somewhat better, and had been up for an hour, though she +was not well enough yet to receive any visitor. + +At dinner a single cover was laid for his Royal Highness; and the +two gentlemen alone waited on him. We had had a consultation in +the morning with Lady Castlewood, in which it had been determined +that, should his Highness ask further questions about Beatrix, he +should be answered by the gentlemen of the house. + +He was evidently disturbed and uneasy, looking towards the door +constantly, as if expecting some one. There came, however, nobody, +except honest John Lockwood, when he knocked with a dish, which +those within took from him; so the meals were always arranged, and +I believe the council in the kitchen were of opinion that my young +lord had brought over a priest, who had converted us all into +Papists, and that Papists were like Jews, eating together, and not +choosing to take their meals in the sight of Christians. + +The Prince tried to cover his displeasure; he was but a clumsy +dissembler at that time, and when out of humor could with +difficulty keep a serene countenance; and having made some foolish +attempts at trivial talk, he came to his point presently, and in as +easy a manner as he could, saying to Lord Castlewood, he hoped, he +requested, his lordship's mother and sister would be of the supper +that night. As the time hung heavy on him, and he must not go +abroad, would not Miss Beatrix hold him company at a game of cards? + +At this, looking up at Esmond, and taking the signal from him, Lord +Castlewood informed his Royal Highness* that his sister Beatrix was +not at Kensington; and that her family had thought it best she +should quit the town. + +/* + * In London we addressed the Prince as Royal Highness + invariably, though the women persisted in giving him the + title of King. +*/ + +"Not at Kensington!" says he; "is she ill? she was well yesterday; +wherefore should she quit the town? Is it at your orders, my lord, +or Colonel Esmond's, who seems the master of this house?" + +"Not of this, sir," says Frank very nobly, "only of our house in +the country, which he hath given to us. This is my mother's house, +and Walcote is my father's, and the Marquis of Esmond knows he hath +but to give his word, and I return his to him." + +"The Marquis of Esmond!--the Marquis of Esmond," says the Prince, +tossing off a glass, "meddles too much with my affairs, and +presumes on the service he hath done me. If you want to carry your +suit with Beatrix, my lord, by blocking her up in gaol, let me tell +you that is not the way to win a woman." + +"I was not aware, sir, that I had spoken of my suit to Madam +Beatrix to your Royal Highness." + +"Bah, bah, Monsieur! we need not be a conjurer to see that. It +makes itself seen at all moments. You are jealous, my lord, and +the maid of honor cannot look at another face without yours +beginning to scowl. That which you do is unworthy, Monsieur; is +inhospitable--is, is lache, yes, lache: (he spoke rapidly in +French, his rage carrying him away with each phrase:) "I come to +your house; I risk my life; I pass it in ennui; I repose myself on +your fidelity; I have no company but your lordship's sermons or the +conversations of that adorable young lady, and you take her from +me, and you, you rest! Merci, Monsieur! I shall thank you when I +have the means; I shall know to recompense a devotion a little +importunate, my lord--a little importunate. For a month past your +airs of protector have annoyed me beyond measure. You deign to +offer me the crown, and bid me take it on my knees like King John--eh! I know my history, Monsieur, and mock myself of frowning +barons. I admire your mistress, and you send her to a Bastile of +the Province; I enter your house, and you mistrust me. I will +leave it, Monsieur; from to-night I will leave it. I have other +friends whose loyalty will not be so ready to question mine. If I +have garters to give away, 'tis to noblemen who are not so ready to +think evil. Bring me a coach and let me quit this place, or let +the fair Beatrix return to it. I will not have your hospitality at +the expense of the freedom of that fair creature." + +This harangue was uttered with rapid gesticulation such as the +French use, and in the language of that nation. The Prince +striding up and down the room; his face flushed, and his hands +trembling with anger. He was very thin and frail from repeated +illness and a life of pleasure. Either Castlewood or Esmond could +have broke him across their knee, and in half a minute's struggle +put an end to him; and here he was insulting us both, and scarce +deigning to hide from the two, whose honor it most concerned, the +passion he felt for the young lady of our family. My Lord +Castlewood replied to the Prince's tirade very nobly and simply. + +"Sir," says he, "your Royal Highness is pleased to forget that +others risk their lives, and for your cause. Very few Englishmen, +please God, would dare to lay hands on your sacred person, though +none would ever think of respecting ours. Our family's lives are +at your service, and everything we have except our honor." + +"Honor! bah, sir, who ever thought of hurting your honor?" says the +Prince with a peevish air. + +"We implore your Royal Highness never to think of hurting it," says +Lord Castlewood with a low bow. The night being warm, the windows +were open both towards the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond +heard through the closed door the voice of the watchman calling the +hour, in the square on the other side. He opened the door +communicating with the Prince's room; Martin, the servant that had +rode with Beatrix to Hounslow, was just going out of the chamber as +Esmond entered it, and when the fellow was gone, and the watchman +again sang his cry of "Past ten o'clock, and a starlight night," +Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low voice, and said--"Your Royal +Highness hears that man." + +"Apres, Monsieur?" says the Prince. + +"I have but to beckon him from the window, and send him fifty +yards, and he returns with a guard of men, and I deliver up to him +the body of the person calling himself James the Third, for whose +capture Parliament hath offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal +Highness saw on our ride from Rochester. I have but to say the +word, and, by the heaven that made me, I would say it if I thought +the Prince, for his honor's sake, would not desist from insulting +ours. But the first gentleman of England knows his duty too well +to forget himself with the humblest, or peril his crown for a deed +that were shameful if it were done." + +"Has your lordship anything to say," says the Prince, turning to +Frank Castlewood, and quite pale with anger; "any threat or any +insult, with which you would like to end this agreeable night's +entertainment?" + +"I follow the head of our house," says Castlewood, bowing gravely. +"At what time shall it please the Prince that we should wait upon +him in the morning?" + +"You will wait on the Bishop of Rochester early, you will bid him +bring his coach hither; and prepare an apartment for me in his own +house, or in a place of safety. The King will reward you handsomely, +never fear, for all you have done in his behalf. I wish you a good +night, and shall go to bed, unless it pleases the Marquis of Esmond +to call his colleague, the watchman, and that I should pass the +night with the Kensington guard. Fare you well, be sure I will +remember you. My Lord Castlewood, I can go to bed to-night without +need of a chamberlain." And the Prince dismissed us with a grim +bow, locking one door as he spoke, that into the supping-room, and +the other through which we passed, after us. It led into the small +chamber which Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR BAPTISTE occupied, and by +which Martin entered when Colonel Esmond but now saw him in the +chamber. + +At an early hour next morning the Bishop arrived, and was closeted +for some time with his master in his own apartment, where the +Prince laid open to his counsellor the wrongs which, according to +his version, he had received from the gentlemen of the Esmond +family. The worthy prelate came out from the conference with an +air of great satisfaction; he was a man full of resources, and of a +most assured fidelity, and possessed of genius, and a hundred good +qualities; but captious and of a most jealous temper, that could +not help exulting at the downfall of any favorite; and he was +pleased in spite of himself to hear that the Esmond Ministry was at +an end. + +"I have soothed your guest," says he, coming out to the two +gentlemen and the widow; who had been made acquainted with somewhat +of the dispute of the night before. (By the version we gave her, +the Prince was only made to exhibit anger because we doubted of his +intentions in respect to Beatrix; and to leave us, because we +questioned his honor.) "But I think, all things considered, 'tis +as well he should leave this house; and then, my Lady Castlewood," +says the Bishop, "my pretty Beatrix may come back to it." + +"She is quite as well at home at Castlewood," Esmond's mistress +said, "till everything is over." + +"You shall have your title, Esmond, that I promise you," says the +good Bishop, assuming the airs of a Prime Minister. "The Prince +hath expressed himself most nobly in regard of the little +difference of last night, and I promise you he hath listened to my +sermon, as well as to that of other folks," says the Doctor, +archly; "he hath every great and generous quality, with perhaps a +weakness for the sex which belongs to his family, and hath been +known in scores of popular sovereigns from King David downwards." + +"My lord, my lord!" breaks out Lady Esmond, "the levity with which +you speak of such conduct towards our sex shocks me, and what you +call weakness I call deplorable sin." + +"Sin it is, my dear creature," says the Bishop, with a shrug, +taking snuff; "but consider what a sinner King Solomon was, and in +spite of a thousand of wives too." + +"Enough of this, my lord," says Lady Castlewood, with a fine blush, +and walked out of the room very stately. + +The Prince entered it presently with a smile on his face, and if he +felt any offence against us on the previous night, at present +exhibited none. He offered a hand to each gentleman with great +courtesy. "If all your bishops preach so well as Doctor +Atterbury." says he, "I don't know, gentlemen, what may happen to +me. I spoke very hastily, my lords, last night, and ask pardon of +both of you. But I must not stay any longer," says he, "giving +umbrage to good friends, or keeping pretty girls away from their +homes. My Lord Bishop hath found a safe place for me, hard by at a +curate's house, whom the Bishop can trust, and whose wife is so +ugly as to be beyond all danger; we will decamp into those new +quarters, and I leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses +here. Where is my hostess, that I may bid her farewell; to welcome +her in a house of my own, soon, I trust, where my friends shall +have no cause to quarrel with me." + +Lady Castlewood arrived presently, blushing with great grace, and +tears filling her eyes as the Prince graciously saluted her. She +looked so charming and young, that the doctor, in his bantering +way, could not help speaking of her beauty to the Prince; whose +compliment made her blush, and look more charming still. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A GREAT SCHEME, AND WHO BALKED IT. + + +As characters written with a secret ink come out with the +application of fire, and disappear again and leave the paper white, +as soon as it is cool; a hundred names of men, high in repute and +favoring the Prince's cause, that were writ in our private lists, +would have been visible enough on the great roll of the conspiracy, +had it ever been laid open under the sun. What crowds would have +pressed forward, and subscribed their names and protested their +loyalty, when the danger was over! What a number of Whigs, now +high in place and creatures of the all-powerful Minister, scorned +Mr. Walpole then! If ever a match was gained by the manliness and +decision of a few at a moment of danger; if ever one was lost by +the treachery and imbecility of those that had the cards in their +hands, and might have played them, it was in that momentous game +which was enacted in the next three days, and of which the noblest +crown in the world was the stake. + +From the conduct of my Lord Bolingbroke, those who were interested +in the scheme we had in hand, saw pretty well that he was not to be +trusted. Should the Prince prevail, it was his lordship's gracious +intention to declare for him: should the Hanoverian party bring in +their sovereign, who more ready to go on his knee, and cry, "God +Save King George?" And he betrayed the one Prince and the other; +but exactly at the wrong time. When he should have struck for King +James, he faltered and coquetted with the Whigs; and having +committed himself by the most monstrous professions of devotion, +which the Elector rightly scorned, he proved the justness of their +contempt for him by flying and taking renegade service with St. +Germains, just when he should have kept aloof: and that Court +despised him, as the manly and resolute men who established the +Elector in England had before done. He signed his own name to +every accusation of insincerity his enemies made against him; and +the King and the Pretender alike could show proofs of St. John's +treachery under his own hand and seal. + +Our friends kept a pretty close watch upon his motions, as on those +of the brave and hearty Whig party, that made little concealment of +theirs. They would have in the Elector, and used every means in +their power to effect their end. My Lord Marlborough was now with +them. His expulsion from power by the Tories had thrown that great +captain at once on the Whig side. We heard he was coming from +Antwerp; and, in fact, on the day of the Queen's death, he once +more landed on English shore. A great part of the army was always +with their illustrious leader; even the Tories in it were indignant +at the injustice of the persecution which the Whig officers were +made to undergo. The chiefs of these were in London, and at the +head of them one of the most intrepid men in the world, the Scots +Duke of Argyle, whose conduct on the second day after that to which +I have now brought down my history, ended, as such honesty and +bravery deserved to end, by establishing the present Royal race on +the English throne. + +Meanwhile there was no slight difference of opinion amongst the +councillors surrounding the Prince, as to the plan his Highness +should pursue. His female Minister at Court, fancying she saw some +amelioration in the Queen, was for waiting a few days, or hours it +might be, until he could be brought to her bedside, and +acknowledged as her heir. Mr. Esmond was for having him march +thither, escorted by a couple of troops of Horse Guards, and openly +presenting himself to the Council. During the whole of the night +of the 29th-30th July, the Colonel was engaged with gentlemen of +the military profession, whom 'tis needless here to name; suffice +it to say that several of them had exceeding high rank in the army, +and one of them in especial was a General, who, when he heard the +Duke of Marlborough was coming on the other side, waved his crutch +over his head with a huzzah, at the idea that he should march out +and engage him. Of the three Secretaries of State, we knew that +one was devoted to us. The Governor of the Tower was ours; the two +companies on duty at Kensington barrack were safe; and we had +intelligence, very speedy and accurate, of all that took place at +the Palace within. + +At noon, on the 30th of July, a message came to the Prince's +friends that the Committee of Council was sitting at Kensington +Palace, their Graces of Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of +Canterbury and the three Secretaries of State, being there +assembled. In an hour afterwards, hurried news was brought that +the two great Whig Dukes, Argyle and Somerset, had broke into the +Council-chamber without a summons, and taken their seat at table. +After holding a debate there, the whole party proceeded to the +chamber of the Queen, who was lying in great weakness, but still +sensible, and the Lords recommended his Grace of Shrewsbury as the +fittest person to take the vacant place of Lord Treasurer; her +Majesty gave him the staff, as all know. "And now," writ my +messenger from Court, "NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME." + +Now or never was the time indeed. In spite of the Whig Dukes, our +side had still the majority in the Council, and Esmond, to whom the +message had been brought, (the personage at Court not being aware +that the Prince had quitted his lodging in Kensington Square,) and +Esmond's gallant young aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, putting on +sword and uniform, took a brief leave of their dear lady, who +embraced and blessed them both, and went to her chamber to pray for +the issue of the great event which was then pending. + +Castlewood sped to the barrack to give warning to the captain of +the Guard there; and then went to the "King's Arms" tavern at +Kensington, where our friends were assembled, having come by +parties of twos and threes, riding or in coaches, and were got +together in the upper chamber, fifty-three of them; their servants, +who had been instructed to bring arms likewise, being below in the +garden of the tavern, where they were served with drink. Out of +this garden is a little door that leads into the road of the +Palace, and through this it was arranged that masters and servants +were to march; when that signal was given, and that Personage +appeared, for whom all were waiting. There was in our company the +famous officer next in command to the Captain-General of the +Forces, his Grace the Duke of Ormonde, who was within at the +Council. There were with him two more lieutenant-generals, nine +major-generals and brigadiers, seven colonels, eleven Peers of +Parliament, and twenty-one members of the House of Commons. The +Guard was with us within and without the Palace: the Queen was with +us; the Council (save the two Whig Dukes, that must have +succumbed); the day was our own, and with a beating heart Esmond +walked rapidly to the Mall of Kensington, where he had parted with +the Prince on the night before. For three nights the Colonel had +not been to bed: the last had been passed summoning the Prince's +friends together, of whom the great majority had no sort of inkling +of the transaction pending until they were told that he was +actually on the spot, and were summoned to strike the blow. The +night before and after the altercation with the Prince, my +gentleman, having suspicions of his Royal Highness, and fearing +lest he should be minded to give us the slip, and fly off after his +fugitive beauty, had spent, if the truth must be told, at the +"Greyhound" tavern, over against my Lady Castlewood's house in +Kensington Square, with an eye on the door, lest the Prince should +escape from it. The night before that he had passed in his boots +at the "Crown" at Hounslow, where he must watch forsooth all night, +in order to get one moment's glimpse of Beatrix in the morning. +And fate had decreed that he was to have a fourth night's ride and +wakefulness before his business was ended. + +He ran to the curate's house in Kensington Mall, and asked for Mr. +Bates, the name the Prince went by. The curate's wife said Mr. +Bates had gone abroad very early in the morning in his boots, +saying he was going to the Bishop of Rochester's house at Chelsey. +But the Bishop had been at Kensington himself two hours ago to seek +for Mr. Bates, and had returned in his coach to his own house, when +he heard that the gentleman was gone thither to seek him. + +This absence was most unpropitious, for an hour's delay might cost +a kingdom; Esmond had nothing for it but to hasten to the "King's +Arms," and tell the gentlemen there assembled that Mr. George (as +we called the Prince there) was not at home, but that Esmond would +go fetch him; and taking a General's coach that happened to be +there, Esmond drove across the country to Chelsey, to the Bishop's +house there. + +The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond +ran past this sentry up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, +at which he rattled, and was admitted presently. Of the Bishop's +guests one was a brother prelate, and the other the Abbe G----. + +"Where is Mr. George?" says Mr. Esmond; "now is the time." The +Bishop looked scared: "I went to his lodging," he said, "and they +told me he was come hither. I returned as quick as coach would +carry me; and he hath not been here." + +The Colonel burst out with an oath; that was all he could say to +their reverences; ran down the stairs again, and bidding the +coachman, an old friend and fellow-campaigner, drive as if he was +charging the French with his master at Wynendael--they were back at +Kensington in half an hour. + +Again Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates had not +returned. The Colonel had to go with this blank errand to the +gentlemen at the "King's Arms," that were grown very impatient by +this time. + +Out of the window of the tavern, and looking over the garden wall, +you can see the green before Kensington Palace, the Palace gate +(round which the Ministers' coaches were standing), and the barrack +building. As we were looking out from this window in gloomy +discourse, we heard presently trumpets blowing, and some of us ran +to the window of the front-room, looking into the High Street of +Kensington, and saw a regiment of Horse coming. + +"It's Ormonde's Guards," says one. + +"No, by God, it's Argyle's old regiment!" says my General, clapping +down his crutch. + +It was, indeed, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, +and that took the place of the regiment at Kensington on which we +could rely. + +"Oh, Harry!" says one of the generals there present, "you were born +under an unlucky star; I begin to think that there's no Mr. George, +nor Mr. Dragon either. 'Tis not the peerage I care for, for our +name is so ancient and famous, that merely to be called Lord +Lydiard would do me no good; but 'tis the chance you promised me of +fighting Marlborough." + +As we were talking, Castlewood entered the room with a disturbed +air. + +"What news, Frank?" says the Colonel. "Is Mr. George coming at +last?" + +"Damn him, look here!" says Castlewood, holding out a paper. "I +found it in the book--the what you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum,'--that villain Martin put it there--he said his young mistress bade +him. It was directed to me, but it was meant for him I know, and I +broke the seal and read it." + +The whole assembly of officers seemed to swim away before Esmond's +eyes as he read the paper; all that was written on it was:--"Beatrix Esmond is sent away to prison, to Castlewood, where she +will pray for happier days." + +"Can you guess where he is?" says Castlewood. + +"Yes," says Colonel Esmond. He knew full well, Frank knew full +well: our instinct told whither that traitor had fled. + +He had courage to turn to the company and say, "Gentlemen, I fear +very much that Mr. George will not be here to-day; something hath +happened--and--and--I very much fear some accident may befall him, +which must keep him out of the way. Having had your noon's +draught, you had best pay the reckoning and go home; there can be +no game where there is no one to play it." + +Some of the gentlemen went away without a word, others called to +pay their duty to her Majesty and ask for her health. The little +army disappeared into the darkness out of which it had been called; +there had been no writings, no paper to implicate any man. Some +few officers and Members of Parliament had been invited over night +to breakfast at the "King's Arms," at Kensington; and they had +called for their bill and gone home. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +AUGUST 1ST, 1714. + + +"Does my mistress know of this?" Esmond asked of Frank, as they +walked along. + +"My mother found the letter in the book, on the toilet-table. She +had writ it ere she had left home," Frank said. "Mother met her on +the stairs, with her hand upon the door, trying to enter, and never +left her after that till she went away. He did not think of +looking at it there, nor had Martin the chance of telling him. I +believe the poor devil meant no harm, though I half killed him; he +thought 'twas to Beatrix's brother he was bringing the letter." + +Frank never said a word of reproach to me for having brought the +villain amongst us. As we knocked at the door I said, "When will +the horses be ready?" Frank pointed with his cane, they were +turning the street that moment. + +We went up and bade adieu to our mistress; she was in a dreadful +state of agitation by this time, and that Bishop was with her whose +company she was so fond of. + +"Did you tell him, my lord," says Esmond, "that Beatrix was at +Castlewood?" The Bishop blushed and stammered: "Well," says he, +"I . . ." + +"You served the villain right," broke out Mr. Esmond, "and he has +lost a crown by what you told him." + +My mistress turned quite white, "Henry, Henry," says she, "do not +kill him." + +"It may not be too late," says Esmond; "he may not have gone to +Castlewood; pray God, it is not too late." The Bishop was breaking +out with some banale phrases about loyalty, and the sacredness of +the Sovereign's person; but Esmond sternly bade him hold his +tongue, burn all papers, and take care of Lady Castlewood; and in +five minutes he and Frank were in the saddle, John Lockwood behind +them, riding towards Castlewood at a rapid pace. + +We were just got to Alton, when who should meet us but old +Lockwood, the porter from Castlewood, John's father, walking by the +side of the Hexton flying-coach, who slept the night at Alton. +Lockwood said his young mistress had arrived at home on Wednesday +night, and this morning, Friday, had despatched him with a packet +for my lady at Kensington, saying the letter was of great +importance. + +We took the freedom to break it, while Lockwood stared with wonder, +and cried out his "Lord bless me's," and "Who'd a thought it's," at +the sight of his young lord, whom he had not seen these seven +years. + +The packet from Beatrix contained no news of importance at all. It +was written in a jocular strain, affecting to make light of her +captivity. She asked whether she might have leave to visit Mrs. +Tusher, or to walk beyond the court and the garden wall. She gave +news of the peacocks, and a fawn she had there. She bade her +mother send her certain gowns and smocks by old Lockwood; she sent +her duty to a certain Person, if certain other persons permitted +her to take such a freedom; how that, as she was not able to play +cards with him, she hoped he would read good books, such as Doctor +Atterbury's sermons and "Eikon Basilike:" she was going to read +good books; she thought her pretty mamma would like to know she was +not crying her eyes out. + +"Who is in the house besides you, Lockwood?" says the Colonel. + +"There be the laundry-maid, and the kitchen-maid, Madam Beatrix's +maid, the man from London, and that be all; and he sleepeth in my +lodge away from the maids," says old Lockwood. + +Esmond scribbled a line with a pencil on the note, giving it to the +old man, and bidding him go on to his lady. We knew why Beatrix +had been so dutiful on a sudden, and why she spoke of "Eikon +Basilike." She writ this letter to put the Prince on the scent, +and the porter out of the way. + +"We have a fine moonlight night for riding on," says Esmond; +"Frank, we may reach Castlewood in time yet." All the way along +they made inquiries at the post-houses, when a tall young gentleman +in a gray suit, with a light brown periwig, just the color of my +lord's, had been seen to pass. He had set off at six that morning, +and we at three in the afternoon. He rode almost as quickly as we +had done; he was seven hours a-head of us still when we reached the +last stage. + +We rode over Castlewood Downs before the breaking of dawn. We +passed the very spot where the car was upset fourteen years since, +and Mohun lay. The village was not up yet, nor the forge lighted, +as we rode through it, passing by the elms, where the rooks were +still roosting, and by the church, and over the bridge. We got off +our horses at the bridge and walked up to the gate. + +"If she is safe," says Frank, trembling, and his honest eyes +filling with tears, "a silver statue to Our Lady!" He was going to +rattle at the great iron knocker on the oak gate; but Esmond +stopped his kinsman's hand. He had his own fears, his own hopes, +his own despairs and griefs, too; but he spoke not a word of these +to his companion, or showed any signs of emotion. + +He went and tapped at the little window at the porter's lodge, +gently, but repeatedly, until the man came to the bars. + +"Who's there?" says he, looking out; it was the servant from +Kensington. + +"My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond," we said, from below. +"Open the gate and let us in without any noise." + +"My Lord Castlewood?" says the other; "my lord's here, and in bed." + +"Open, d--n you," says Castlewood, with a curse. + +"I shall open to no one," says the man, shutting the glass window +as Frank drew a pistol. He would have fired at the porter, but +Esmond again held his hand. + +"There are more ways than one," says he, "of entering such a great +house as this." Frank grumbled that the west gate was half a mile +round. "But I know of a way that's not a hundred yards off," says +Mr. Esmond; and leading his kinsman close along the wall, and by +the shrubs which had now grown thick on what had been an old moat +about the house, they came to the buttress, at the side of which +the little window was, which was Father Holt's private door. +Esmond climbed up to this easily, broke a pane that had been +mended, and touched the spring inside, and the two gentlemen passed +in that way, treading as lightly as they could; and so going +through the passage into the court, over which the dawn was now +reddening, and where the fountain plashed in the silence. + +They sped instantly to the porter's lodge, where the fellow had not +fastened his door that led into the court; and pistol in hand came +upon the terrified wretch, and bade him be silent. Then they asked +him (Esmond's head reeled, and he almost fell as he spoke) when +Lord Castlewood had arrived? He said on the previous evening, +about eight of the clock.--"And what then?"--His lordship supped +with his sister.--"Did the man wait?" Yes, he and my lady's maid +both waited: the other servants made the supper; and there was no +wine, and they could give his lordship but milk, at which he +grumbled; and--and Madam Beatrix kept Miss Lucy always in the room +with her. And there being a bed across the court in the Chaplain's +room, she had arranged my lord was to sleep there. Madam Beatrix +had come down stairs laughing with the maids, and had locked +herself in, and my lord had stood for a while talking to her +through the door, and she laughing at him. And then he paced the +court awhile, and she came again to the upper window; and my lord +implored her to come down and walk in the room; but she would not, +and laughed at him again, and shut the window; and so my lord, +uttering what seemed curses, but in a foreign language, went to the +Chaplain's room to bed. + +"Was this all!"--"All," the man swore upon his honor; all as he +hoped to be saved.--"Stop, there was one thing more. My lord, on +arriving, and once or twice during supper, did kiss his sister, as +was natural, and she kissed him." At this Esmond ground his teeth +with rage, and wellnigh throttled the amazed miscreant who was +speaking, whereas Castlewood, seizing hold of his cousin's hand, +burst into a great fit of laughter. + +"If it amuses thee," says Esmond in French, "that your sister +should be exchanging of kisses with a stranger, I fear poor Beatrix +will give thee plenty of sport."--Esmond darkly thought, how +Hamilton, Ashburnham, had before been masters of those roses that +the young Prince's lips were now feeding on. He sickened at that +notion. Her cheek was desecrated, her beauty tarnished; shame and +honor stood between it and him. The love was dead within him; had +she a crown to bring him with her love, he felt that both would +degrade him. + +But this wrath against Beatrix did not lessen the angry feelings of +the Colonel against the man who had been the occasion if not the +cause of the evil. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the court-yard, and fairly fell asleep, while Esmond paced up and down the +court, debating what should ensue. What mattered how much or how +little had passed between the Prince and the poor faithless girl? +They were arrived in time perhaps to rescue her person, but not her +mind; had she not instigated the young Prince to come to her; +suborned servants, dismissed others, so that she might communicate +with him? The treacherous heart within her had surrendered, though +the place was safe; and it was to win this that he had given a +life's struggle and devotion; this, that she was ready to give away +for the bribe of a coronet or a wink of the Prince's eye. + +When he had thought his thoughts out he shook up poor Frank from +his sleep, who rose yawning, and said he had been dreaming of +Clotilda. "You must back me," says Esmond, in what I am going to +do. I have been thinking that yonder scoundrel may have been +instructed to tell that story, and that the whole of it may be a +lie; if it be, we shall find it out from the gentleman who is +asleep yonder. See if the door leading to my lady's rooms," (so we +called the rooms at the north-west angle of the house,) "see if the +door is barred as he saith." We tried; it was indeed as the lackey +had said, closed within. + +"It may have been opened and shut afterwards," says poor Esmond; +"the foundress of our family let our ancestor in in that way." + +"What will you do, Harry, if--if what that fellow saith should turn +out untrue?" The young man looked scared and frightened into his +kinsman's face; I dare say it wore no very pleasant expression. + +"Let us first go see whether the two stories agree," says Esmond; +and went in at the passage and opened the door into what had been +his own chamber now for wellnigh five-and-twenty years. A candle +was still burning, and the Prince asleep dressed on the bed--Esmond +did not care for making a noise. The Prince started up in his bed, +seeing two men in his chamber. "Qui est la" says he, and took a +pistol from under his pillow. + +"It is the Marquis of Esmond," says the Colonel, "come to welcome +his Majesty to his house of Castlewood, and to report of what hath +happened in London. Pursuant to the King's orders, I passed the +night before last, after leaving his Majesty, in waiting upon the +friends of the King. It is a pity that his Majesty's desire to see +the country and to visit our poor house should have caused the King +to quit London without notice yesterday, when the opportunity +happened which in all human probability may not occur again; and +had the King not chosen to ride to Castlewood, the Prince of Wales +might have slept at St. James's." + +"'Sdeath! gentlemen," says the Prince, starting off his bed, +whereon he was lying in his clothes, "the Doctor was with me +yesterday morning, and after watching by my sister all night, told +me I might not hope to see the Queen." + +"It would have been otherwise," says Esmond with another bow; "as, +by this time, the Queen may be dead in spite of the Doctor. The +Council was met, a new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were +devoted to the King's cause; and fifty loyal gentlemen of the +greatest names of this kingdom were assembled to accompany the +Prince of Wales, who might have been the acknowledged heir of the +throne, or the possessor of it by this time, had your Majesty not +chosen to take the air. We were ready; there was only one person +that failed us, your Majesty's gracious--" + +"Morbleu, Monsieur, you give me too much Majesty," said the Prince, +who had now risen up and seemed to be looking to one of us to help +him to his coat. But neither stirred. + +"We shall take care," says Esmond, "not much oftener to offend in +that particular." + +"What mean you, my lord?" says the Prince, and muttered something +about a guet-a-pens, which Esmond caught up. + +"The snare, Sir," said he, "was not of our laying; it is not we +that invited you. We came to avenge, and not to compass, the +dishonor of our family." + +"Dishonor! Morbleu, there has been no dishonor," says the Prince, +turning scarlet, "only a little harmless playing." + +"That was meant to end seriously." + +"I swear," the Prince broke out impetuously, "upon the honor of a +gentleman, my lords--" + +"That we arrived in time. No wrong hath been done, Frank," says +Colonel Esmond, turning round to young Castlewood, who stood at the +door as the talk was going on. "See! here is a paper whereon his +Majesty has deigned to commence some verses in honor, or dishonor, +of Beatrix. Here is 'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and +'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' in the Royal writing and +spelling. Had the Gracious lover been happy, he had not passed his +time in sighing." In fact, and actually as he was speaking, Esmond +cast his eyes down towards the table, and saw a paper on which my +young Prince had been scrawling a madrigal, that was to finish his +charmer on the morrow. + +"Sir," says the Prince, burning with rage (he had assumed his Royal +coat unassisted by this time), "did I come here to receive +insults?" + +"To confer them, may it please your Majesty," says the Colonel, +with a very low bow, "and the gentlemen of our family are come to +thank you." + +"Malediction!" says the young man, tears starting into his eyes +with helpless rage and mortification. "What will you with me, +gentlemen?" + +"If your Majesty will please to enter the next apartment," says +Esmond, preserving his grave tone, "I have some papers there which +I would gladly submit to you, and by your permission I will lead +the way;" and, taking the taper up, and backing before the Prince +with very great ceremony, Mr. Esmond passed into the little +Chaplain's room, through which we had just entered into the house:--"Please to set a chair for his Majesty, Frank," says the Colonel +to his companion, who wondered almost as much at this scene, and +was as much puzzled by it, as the other actor in it. Then going to +the crypt over the mantel-piece, the Colonel opened it, and drew +thence the papers which so long had lain there. + +"Here, may it please your Majesty," says he, "is the Patent of +Marquis sent over by your Royal Father at St. Germains to Viscount +Castlewood, my father: here is the witnessed certificate of my +father's marriage to my mother, and of my birth and christening; I +was christened of that religion of which your sainted sire gave all +through life so shining example. These are my titles, dear Frank, +and this what I do with them: here go Baptism and Marriage, and +here the Marquisate and the August Sign-Manual, with which your +predecessor was pleased to honor our race." And as Esmond spoke he +set the papers burning in the brazier. "You will please, sir, to +remember," he continued, "that our family hath ruined itself by +fidelity to yours: that my grandfather spent his estate, and gave +his blood and his son to die for your service; that my dear lord's +grandfather (for lord you are now, Frank, by right and title too) +died for the same cause; that my poor kinswoman, my father's second +wife, after giving away her honor to your wicked perjured race, +sent all her wealth to the King; and got in return, that precious +title that lies in ashes, and this inestimable yard of blue ribbon. +I lay this at your feet and stamp upon it: I draw this sword, and +break it and deny you; and, had you completed the wrong you +designed us, by heaven I would have driven it through your heart, +and no more pardoned you than your father pardoned Monmouth. Frank +will do the same, won't you, cousin?" + +Frank, who had been looking on with a stupid air at the papers, as +they flamed in the old brazier, took out his sword and broke it, +holding his head down:--"I go with my cousin," says he, giving +Esmond a grasp of the hand. "Marquis or not, by ---, I stand by +him any day. I beg your Majesty's pardon for swearing; that is--that is--I'm for the Elector of Hanover. It's all your Majesty's +own fault. The Queen's dead most likely by this time. And you +might have been King if you hadn't come dangling after Trix." + +"Thus to lose a crown," says the young Prince, starting up, and +speaking French in his eager way; "to lose the loveliest woman in +the world; to lose the loyalty of such hearts as yours, is not +this, my lords, enough of humiliation?--Marquis, if I go on my +knees will you pardon me?--No, I can't do that, but I can offer you +reparation, that of honor, that of gentlemen. Favor me by crossing +the sword with mine: yours is broke--see, yonder in the armoire are +two;" and the Prince took them out as eager as a boy, and held them +towards Esmond:--"Ah! you will? Merci, monsieur, merci!" + +Extremely touched by this immense mark of condescension and +repentance for wrong done, Colonel Esmond bowed down so low as +almost to kiss the gracious young hand that conferred on him such +an honor, and took his guard in silence. The swords were no sooner +met, than Castlewood knocked up Esmond's with the blade of his own, +which he had broke off short at the shell; and the Colonel falling +back a step dropped his point with another very low bow, and +declared himself perfectly satisfied. + +"Eh bien, Vicomte!" says the young Prince, who was a boy, and a +French boy, "il ne nous reste qu'une chose a faire:" he placed his +sword upon the table, and the fingers of his two hands upon his +breast:--"We have one more thing to do," says he; "you do not +divine it?" He stretched out his arms:--"Embrassons nous!" + +The talk was scarce over when Beatrix entered the room:--What came +she to seek there? She started and turned pale at the sight of her +brother and kinsman, drawn swords, broken sword-blades, and papers +yet smouldering in the brazier. + +"Charming Beatrix," says the Prince, with a blush which became him +very well, "these lords have come a-horseback from London, where my +sister lies in a despaired state, and where her successor makes +himself desired. Pardon me for my escapade of last evening. I had +been so long a prisoner, that I seized the occasion of a promenade +on horseback, and my horse naturally bore me towards you. I found +you a Queen in your little court, where you deigned to entertain +me. Present my homages to your maids of honor. I sighed as you +slept, under the window of your chamber, and then retired to seek +rest in my own. It was there that these gentlemen agreeably roused +me. Yes, milords, for that is a happy day that makes a Prince +acquainted, at whatever cost to his vanity, with such a noble heart +as that of the Marquis of Esmond. Mademoiselle, may we take your +coach to town? I saw it in the hangar, and this poor Marquis must +be dropping with sleep." + +"Will it please the King to breakfast before he goes?" was all +Beatrix could say. The roses had shuddered out of her cheeks; her +eyes were glaring; she looked quite old. She came up to Esmond and +hissed out a word or two:--"If I did not love you before, cousin," +says she, "think how I love you now." If words could stab, no +doubt she would have killed Esmond; she looked at him as if she +could. + +But her keen words gave no wound to Mr. Esmond; his heart was too +hard. As he looked at her, he wondered that he could ever have +loved her. His love of ten years was over; it fell down dead on +the spot, at the Kensington Tavern, where Frank brought him the +note out of "Eikon Basilike." The Prince blushed and bowed low, as +she gazed at him, and quitted the chamber. I have never seen her +from that day. + +Horses were fetched and put to the chariot presently. My lord rode +outside, and as for Esmond he was so tired that he was no sooner in +the carriage than he fell asleep, and never woke till night, as the +coach came into Alton. + +As we drove to the "Bell" Inn comes a mitred coach with our old +friend Lockwood beside the coachman. My Lady Castlewood and the +Bishop were inside; she gave a little scream when she saw us. The +two coaches entered the inn almost together; the landlord and +people coming out with lights to welcome the visitors. + +We in our coach sprang out of it, as soon as ever we saw the dear +lady, and above all, the Doctor in his cassock. What was the news? +Was there yet time? Was the Queen alive? These questions were put +hurriedly, as Boniface stood waiting before his noble guests to bow +them up the stair. + +"Is she safe?" was what Lady Castlewood whispered in a flutter to +Esmond. + +"All's well, thank God," says he, as the fond lady took his hand +and kissed it, and called him her preserver and her dear. SHE +wasn't thinking of Queens and crowns. + +The Bishop's news was reassuring: at least all was not lost; the +Queen yet breathed, or was alive when they left London, six hours +since. ("It was Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming," the +Doctor said.) Argyle had marched up regiments from Portsmouth, and +sent abroad for more; the Whigs were on the alert, a pest on them, +(I am not sure but the Bishop swore as he spoke,) and so too were +our people. And all might be saved, if only the Prince could be at +London in time. We called for horses, instantly to return to +London. We never went up poor crestfallen Boniface's stairs, but +into our coaches again. The Prince and his Prime Minister in one, +Esmond in the other, with only his dear mistress as a companion. + +Castlewood galloped forwards on horseback to gather the Prince's +friends and warn them of his coming. We travelled through the +night. Esmond discoursing to his mistress of the events of the +last twenty-four hours; of Castlewood's ride and his; of the +Prince's generous behavior and their reconciliation. The night +seemed short enough; and the starlit hours passed away serenely in +that fond company. + +So we came along the road; the Bishop's coach heading ours; and, +with some delays in procuring horses, we got to Hammersmith about +four o'clock on Sunday morning, the first of August, and half an +hour after, it being then bright day, we rode by my Lady Warwick's +house, and so down the street of Kensington. + +Early as the hour was, there was a bustle in the street and many +people moving to and fro. Round the gate leading to the Palace, +where the guard is, there was especially a great crowd. And the +coach ahead of us stopped, and the Bishop's man got down to know +what the concourse meant? + +There presently came from out of the gate--Horse Guards with their +trumpets, and a company of heralds with their tabards. The +trumpets blew, and the herald-at-arms came forward and proclaimed +GEORGE, by the Grace of God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, +King, Defender of the Faith. And the people shouted God save the +King! + +Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I caught sight of +one sad face, which I had known all my life, and seen under many +disguises. It was no other than poor Mr. Holt's, who had slipped +over to England to witness the triumph of the good cause; and now +beheld its enemies victorious, amidst the acclamations of the +English people. The poor fellow had forgot to huzzah or to take +his hat off, until his neighbors in the crowd remarked his want of +loyalty, and cursed him for a Jesuit in disguise, when he ruefully +uncovered and began to cheer. Sure he was the most unlucky of men: +he never played a game but he lost it; or engaged in a conspiracy +but 'twas certain to end in defeat. I saw him in Flanders after +this, whence he went to Rome to the head-quarters of his Order; and +actually reappeared among us in America, very old, and busy, and +hopeful. I am not sure that he did not assume the hatchet and +moccasins there; and, attired in a blanket and war-paint, skulk +about a missionary amongst the Indians. He lies buried in our +neighboring province of Maryland now, with a cross over him, and a +mound of earth above him; under which that unquiet spirit is for +ever at peace. + + +With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the vain hopes of the +weak and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that +music, too, I may say, the drama of my own life was ended. That +happiness, which hath subsequently crowned it, cannot be written in +words; 'tis of its nature sacred and secret, and not to be spoken +of, though the heart be ever so full of thankfulness, save to +Heaven and the One Ear alone--to one fond being, the truest and +tenderest and purest wife ever man was blessed with. As I think of +the immense happiness which was in store for me, and of the depth +and intensity of that love which, for so many years, hath blessed +me, I own to a transport of wonder and gratitude for such a boon--nay, am thankful to have been endowed with a heart capable of +feeling and knowing the immense beauty and value of the gift which +God hath bestowed upon me. Sure, love vincit omnia; is +immeasurably above all ambition, more precious than wealth, more +noble than name. He knows not life who knows not that: he hath not +felt the highest faculty of the soul who hath not enjoyed it. In +the name of my wife I write the completion of hope, and the summit +of happiness. To have such a love is the one blessing, in +comparison of which all earthly joy is of no value; and to think of +her, is to praise God. + +It was at Bruxelles, whither we retreated after the failure of our +plot--our Whig friends advising us to keep out of the way--that the +great joy of my life was bestowed upon me, and that my dear +mistress became my wife. We had been so accustomed to an extreme +intimacy and confidence, and had lived so long and tenderly +together, that we might have gone on to the end without thinking of +a closer tie; but circumstances brought about that event which so +prodigiously multiplied my happiness and hers (for which I humbly +thank Heaven), although a calamity befell us, which, I blush to +think, hath occurred more than once in our house. I know not what +infatuation of ambition urged the beautiful and wayward woman, +whose name hath occupied so many of these pages, and who was served +by me with ten years of such constant fidelity and passion; but +ever after that day at Castlewood, when we rescued her, she +persisted in holding all her family as her enemies, and left us, +and escaped to France, to what a fate I disdain to tell. Nor was +her son's house a home for my dear mistress; my poor Frank was +weak, as perhaps all our race hath been, and led by women. Those +around him were imperious, and in a terror of his mother's +influence over him, lest he should recant, and deny the creed which +he had adopted by their persuasion. The difference of their +religion separated the son and the mother: my dearest mistress felt +that she was severed from her children and alone in the world--alone but for one constant servant on whose fidelity, praised be +Heaven, she could count. 'Twas after a scene of ignoble quarrel on +the part of Frank's wife and mother (for the poor lad had been made +to marry the whole of that German family with whom he had connected +himself), that I found my mistress one day in tears, and then +besought her to confide herself to the care and devotion of one +who, by God's help, would never forsake her. And then the tender +matron, as beautiful in her Autumn, and as pure as virgins in their +spring, with blushes of love and "eyes of meek surrender," yielded +to my respectful importunity, and consented to share my home. Let +the last words I write thank her, and bless her who hath blessed +it. + +By the kindness of Mr. Addison, all danger of prosecution, and +every obstacle against our return to England, was removed; and my +son Frank's gallantry in Scotland made his peace with the King's +government. But we two cared no longer to live in England: and +Frank formally and joyfully yielded over to us the possession of +that estate which we now occupy, far away from Europe and its +troubles, on the beautiful banks of the Potomac, where we have +built a new Castlewood, and think with grateful hearts of our old +home. In our Transatlantic country we have a season, the calmest +and most delightful of the year, which we call the Indian summer: I +often say the autumn of our life resembles that happy and serene +weather, and am thankful for its rest and its sweet sunshine. +Heaven hath blessed us with a child, which each parent loves for +her resemblance to the other. Our diamonds are turned into ploughs +and axes for our plantations; and into negroes, the happiest and +merriest, I think, in all this country: and the only jewel by which +my wife sets any store, and from which she hath never parted, is +that gold button she took from my arm on the day when she visited +me in prison, and which she wore ever after, as she told me, on the +tenderest heart in the world. + + diff --git a/old/hnrye10.zip b/old/hnrye10.zip Binary files differnew file mode 100644 index 0000000..db29368 --- /dev/null +++ b/old/hnrye10.zip diff --git a/old/old-2024-06-23/2511-0.txt b/old/old-2024-06-23/2511-0.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..2b37f0d --- /dev/null +++ b/old/old-2024-06-23/2511-0.txt @@ -0,0 +1,18403 @@ +Project Gutenberg's The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., by W. M. Thackeray + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. 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Thackeray + +Release Date: May 18, 2006 [EBook #2511] +Last Updated: March 5, 2018 + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: UTF-8 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ. *** + + + + +Produced by Donald Lainson; David Widger + + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ. + +A COLONEL IN THE SERVICE OF HER MAJESTY QUEEN ANNE + +WRITTEN BY HIMSELF + + +By William Makepeace Thackeray + + + +Boston, Estes and Lauriat, Publishers + + + +TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE + +WILLIAM BINGHAM, LORD ASHBURTON. + + +MY DEAR LORD, + +The writer of a book which copies the manners and language of Queen +Anne's time, must not omit the Dedication to the Patron; and I ask leave +to inscribe this volume to your Lordship, for the sake of the great +kindness and friendship which I owe to you and yours. + +My volume will reach you when the Author is on his voyage to a country +where your name is as well known as here. Wherever I am, I shall +gratefully regard you; and shall not be the less welcomed in America +because I am, + +Your obliged friend and servant, + +W. M. THACKERAY. + +LONDON, October 18, 1852. + + + + +PREFACE. + +THE ESMONDS OF VIRGINIA. + + +The estate of Castlewood, in Virginia, which was given to our ancestors +by King Charles the First, as some return for the sacrifices made in +his Majesty's cause by the Esmond family, lies in Westmoreland county, +between the rivers Potomac and Rappahannock, and was once as great as +an English Principality, though in the early times its revenues were +but small. Indeed, for near eighty years after our forefathers possessed +them, our plantations were in the hands of factors, who enriched +themselves one after another, though a few scores of hogsheads of +tobacco were all the produce that, for long after the Restoration, our +family received from their Virginian estates. + +My dear and honored father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose history, written +by himself, is contained in the accompanying volume, came to Virginia +in the year 1718, built his house of Castlewood, and here permanently +settled. After a long stormy life in England, he passed the remainder +of his many years in peace and honor in this country; how beloved and +respected by all his fellow-citizens, how inexpressibly dear to his +family, I need not say. His whole life was a benefit to all who were +connected with him. He gave the best example, the best advice, the +most bounteous hospitality to his friends; the tenderest care to +his dependants; and bestowed on those of his immediate family such a +blessing of fatherly love and protection as can never be thought of, +by us, at least, without veneration and thankfulness; and my sons' +children, whether established here in our Republic, or at home in +the always beloved mother country, from which our late quarrel hath +separated us, may surely be proud to be descended from one who in all +ways was so truly noble. + +My dear mother died in 1736, soon after our return from England, whither +my parents took me for my education; and where I made the acquaintance +of Mr. Warrington, whom my children never saw. When it pleased heaven, +in the bloom of his youth, and after but a few months of a most happy +union, to remove him from me, I owed my recovery from the grief which +that calamity caused me, mainly to my dearest father's tenderness, and +then to the blessing vouchsafed to me in the birth of my two beloved +boys. I know the fatal differences which separated them in politics +never disunited their hearts; and as I can love them both, whether +wearing the King's colors or the Republic's, I am sure that they love +me and one another, and him above all, my father and theirs, the dearest +friend of their childhood, the noble gentleman who bred them from their +infancy in the practice and knowledge of Truth, and Love and Honor. + +My children will never forget the appearance and figure of their revered +grandfather; and I wish I possessed the art of drawing (which my papa +had in perfection), so that I could leave to our descendants a portrait +of one who was so good and so respected. My father was of a dark +complexion, with a very great forehead and dark hazel eyes, overhung by +eyebrows which remained black long after his hair was white. His nose +was aquiline, his smile extraordinary sweet. How well I remember it, and +how little any description I can write can recall his image! He was of +rather low stature, not being above five feet seven inches in height; he +used to laugh at my sons, whom he called his crutches, and say they +were grown too tall for him to lean upon. But small as he was, he had +a perfect grace and majesty of deportment, such as I have never seen in +this country, except perhaps in our friend Mr. Washington, and commanded +respect wherever he appeared. + +In all bodily exercises he excelled, and showed an extraordinary +quickness and agility. Of fencing he was especially fond, and made my +two boys proficient in that art; so much so, that when the French came +to this country with Monsieur Rochambeau, not one of his officers was +superior to my Henry, and he was not the equal of my poor George, +who had taken the King's side in our lamentable but glorious war of +independence. + +Neither my father nor my mother ever wore powder in their hair; both +their heads were as white as silver, as I can remember them. My dear +mother possessed to the last an extraordinary brightness and freshness +of complexion; nor would people believe that she did not wear rouge. At +sixty years of age she still looked young, and was quite agile. It was +not until after that dreadful siege of our house by the Indians, which +left me a widow ere I was a mother, that my dear mother's health broke. +She never recovered her terror and anxiety of those days which ended so +fatally for me, then a bride scarce six months married, and died in my +father's arms ere my own year of widowhood was over. + +From that day, until the last of his dear and honored life, it was +my delight and consolation to remain with him as his comforter and +companion; and from those little notes which my mother hath made here +and there in the volume in which my father describes his adventures +in Europe, I can well understand the extreme devotion with which she +regarded him--a devotion so passionate and exclusive as to prevent her, +I think, from loving any other person except with an inferior regard; +her whole thoughts being centred on this one object of affection and +worship. I know that, before her, my dear father did not show the love +which he had for his daughter; and in her last and most sacred moments, +this dear and tender parent owned to me her repentance that she had +not loved me enough: her jealousy even that my father should give his +affection to any but herself: and in the most fond and beautiful words +of affection and admonition, she bade me never to leave him, and to +supply the place which she was quitting. With a clear conscience, and a +heart inexpressibly thankful, I think I can say that I fulfilled those +dying commands, and that until his last hour my dearest father never had +to complain that his daughter's love and fidelity failed him. + +And it is since I knew him entirely--for during my mother's life he +never quite opened himself to me--since I knew the value and splendor of +that affection which he bestowed upon me, that I have come to understand +and pardon what, I own, used to anger me in my mother's lifetime, her +jealousy respecting her husband's love. 'Twas a gift so precious, that +no wonder she who had it was for keeping it all, and could part with +none of it, even to her daughter. + +Though I never heard my father use a rough word, 'twas extraordinary +with how much awe his people regarded him; and the servants on our +plantation, both those assigned from England and the purchased negroes, +obeyed him with an eagerness such as the most severe taskmasters round +about us could never get from their people. He was never familiar, +though perfectly simple and natural; he was the same with the meanest +man as with the greatest, and as courteous to a black slave-girl as to +the Governor's wife. No one ever thought of taking a liberty with him +(except once a tipsy gentleman from York, and I am bound to own that +my papa never forgave him): he set the humblest people at once on their +ease with him, and brought down the most arrogant by a grave satiric +way, which made persons exceedingly afraid of him. His courtesy was not +put on like a Sunday suit, and laid by when the company went away; it +was always the same; as he was always dressed the same, whether for a +dinner by ourselves or for a great entertainment. They say he liked +to be the first in his company; but what company was there in which +he would not be first? When I went to Europe for my education, and we +passed a winter at London with my half-brother, my Lord Castlewood and +his second lady, I saw at her Majesty's Court some of the most famous +gentlemen of those days; and I thought to myself none of these are +better than my papa; and the famous Lord Bolingbroke, who came to us +from Dawley, said as much, and that the men of that time were not like +those of his youth:--“Were your father, Madam,” he said, “to go into the +woods, the Indians would elect him Sachem;” and his lordship was pleased +to call me Pocahontas. + +I did not see our other relative, Bishop Tusher's lady, of whom so much +is said in my papa's memoirs--although my mamma went to visit her in +the country. I have no pride (as I showed by complying with my mother's +request, and marrying a gentleman who was but the younger son of a +Suffolk Baronet), yet I own to A DECENT RESPECT for my name, and wonder +how one who ever bore it, should change it for that of Mrs. THOMAS +TUSHER. I pass over as odious and unworthy of credit those reports +(which I heard in Europe and was then too young to understand), how this +person, having LEFT HER FAMILY and fled to Paris, out of jealousy of +the Pretender betrayed his secrets to my Lord Stair, King George's +Ambassador, and nearly caused the Prince's death there; how she came to +England and married this Mr. Tusher, and became a great favorite of +King George the Second, by whom Mr. Tusher was made a Dean, and then a +Bishop. I did not see the lady, who chose to remain AT HER PALACE all +the time we were in London; but after visiting her, my poor mamma said +she had lost all her good looks, and warned me not to set too much +store by any such gifts which nature had bestowed upon me. She grew +exceedingly stout; and I remember my brother's wife, Lady Castlewood, +saying--“No wonder she became a favorite, for the King likes them old +and ugly, as his father did before him.” On which papa said--“All women +were alike; that there was never one so beautiful as that one; and that +we could forgive her everything but her beauty.” And hereupon my mamma +looked vexed, and my Lord Castlewood began to laugh; and I, of course, +being a young creature, could not understand what was the subject of +their conversation. + +After the circumstances narrated in the third book of these Memoirs, my +father and mother both went abroad, being advised by their friends to +leave the country in consequence of the transactions which are recounted +at the close of the volume of the Memoirs. But my brother, hearing how +the FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had quitted Castlewood and joined the Pretender +at Paris, pursued him, and would have killed him, Prince as he was, had +not the Prince managed to make his escape. On his expedition to Scotland +directly after, Castlewood was so enraged against him that he asked +leave to serve as a volunteer, and join the Duke of Argyle's army +in Scotland, which the Pretender never had the courage to face; and +thenceforth my Lord was quite reconciled to the present reigning family, +from whom he hath even received promotion. + +Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry against the Pretender as any of +her relations could be, and used to boast, as I have heard, that she +not only brought back my Lord to the Church of England, but procured +the English peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of our family at +present enjoys. She was a great friend of Sir Robert Walpole, and would +not rest until her husband slept at Lambeth, my papa used laughing to +say. However, the Bishop died of apoplexy suddenly, and his wife erected +a great monument over him; and the pair sleep under that stone, with +a canopy of marble clouds and angels above them--the first Mrs. Tusher +lying sixty miles off at Castlewood. + +But my papa's genius and education are both greater than any a woman can +be expected to have, and his adventures in Europe far more exciting than +his life in this country, which was passed in the tranquil offices of +love and duty; and I shall say no more by way of introduction to his +Memoirs, nor keep my children from the perusal of a story which is much +more interesting than that of their affectionate old mother, + +RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. + +CASTLEWOOD, VIRGINIA, + +November 3, 1778. + + + +CONTENTS. + + +BOOK I. + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY +COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +CHAPTER + +I. An Account of the Family of Esmond of Castlewood Hall + +II. Relates how Francis, Fourth Viscount, arrives at Castlewood + +III. Whither, in the time of Thomas, Third Viscount, I had preceded him + as Page to Isabella + +IV. I am placed under a Popish Priest and bred to that Religion.-- + Viscountess Castlewood + +V. My Superiors are engaged in Plots for the Restoration of King James + II + +VI. The Issue of the Plots.--The Death of Thomas, Third Viscount of + Castlewood; and the Imprisonment of his Viscountess + +VII. I am left at Castlewood an Orphan, and find most kind Protectors + there + +VIII. After Good Fortune comes Evil + +IX. I have the Small-pox, and prepare to leave Castlewood + +X. I go to Cambridge, and do but little Good there + +XI. I come home for a Holiday to Castlewood, and find a Skeleton in the + House + +XII. My Lord Mohun comes among us for no Good + +XIII. My Lord leaves us and his Evil behind him + +XIV. We ride after him to London + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO +THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + +I. I am in Prison, and Visited, but not Consoled there + +II. I come to the End of my Captivity, but not of my Trouble + +III. I take the Queen's Pay in Quin's Regiment + +IV. Recapitulations + +V. I go on the Vigo Bay Expedition, taste Salt Water and smell Powder + +VI. The 29th December + +VII. I am made Welcome at Walcote + +VIII. Family Talk + +IX. I make the Campaign of 1704 + +X. An Old Story about a Fool and a Woman + +XI. The famous Mr. Joseph Addison + +XII. I get a Company in the Campaign of 1706 + +XIII. I meet an Old Acquaintance in Flanders, and find my Mother's Grave + and my own Cradle there + +XIV. The Campaign of 1707, 1708 + +XV. General Webb wins the Battle of Wynendael + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + +I. I come to an End of my Battles and Bruises + +II. I go Home, and harp on the Old String + +III. A Paper out of the “Spectator” + +IV. Beatrix's New Suitor + +V. Mohun appears for the Last Time in this History + +VI. Poor Beatrix + +VII. I visit Castlewood once more + +VIII. I travel to France and bring Home a Portrait of Rigaud + +IX. The Original of the Portrait comes to England + +X. We entertain a very Distinguished Guest at Kensington + +XI. Our Guest quits us as not being Hospitable enough + +XII. A great Scheme, and who Balked it + +XIII. August 1st, 1714 + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND. + + + + +BOOK I + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY +COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, piped their iambics to +a tune, speaking from under a mask, and wearing stilts and a great +head-dress. 'Twas thought the dignity of the Tragic Muse required these +appurtenances, and that she was not to move except to a measure and +cadence. So Queen Medea slew her children to a slow music: and King +Agamemnon perished in a dying fall (to use Mr. Dryden's words): the +Chorus standing by in a set attitude, and rhythmically and decorously +bewailing the fates of those great crowned persons. The Muse of History +hath encumbered herself with ceremony as well as her Sister of the +Theatre. She too wears the mask and the cothurnus, and speaks to +measure. She too, in our age, busies herself with the affairs only of +kings; waiting on them obsequiously and stately, as if she were but a +mistress of court ceremonies, and had nothing to do with the registering +of the affairs of the common people. I have seen in his very old age and +decrepitude the old French King Lewis the Fourteenth, the type and +model of kinghood--who never moved but to measure, who lived and died +according to the laws of his Court-marshal, persisting in enacting +through life the part of Hero; and, divested of poetry, this was but a +little wrinkled old man, pock-marked, and with a great periwig and red +heels to make him look tall--a hero for a book if you like, or for a +brass statue or a painted ceiling, a god in a Roman shape, but what +more than a man for Madame Maintenon, or the barber who shaved him, or +Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I wonder shall History ever pull off her +periwig and cease to be court-ridden? Shall we see something of France +and England besides Versailles and Windsor? I saw Queen Anne at the +latter place tearing down the Park slopes, after her stag-hounds, and +driving her one-horse chaise--a hot, red-faced woman, not in the least +resembling that statue of her which turns its stone back upon St. +Paul's, and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate Hill. She was +neither better bred nor wiser than you and me, though we knelt to hand +her a letter or a wash-hand basin. Why shall History go on kneeling to +the end of time? I am for having her rise up off her knees, and take a +natural posture: not to be for ever performing cringes and congees +like a court-chamberlain, and shuffling backwards out of doors in the +presence of the sovereign. In a word, I would have History familiar +rather than heroic: and think that Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will +give our children a much better idea of the manners of the present +age in England, than the Court Gazette and the newspapers which we get +thence. + +There was a German officer of Webb's, with whom we used to joke, and of +whom a story (whereof I myself was the author) was got to be believed in +the army, that he was eldest son of the hereditary Grand Bootjack of the +Empire, and the heir to that honor of which his ancestors had been very +proud, having been kicked for twenty generations by one imperial foot, +as they drew the boot from the other. I have heard that the old +Lord Castlewood, of part of whose family these present volumes are a +chronicle, though he came of quite as good blood as the Stuarts whom +he served (and who as regards mere lineage are no better than a dozen +English and Scottish houses I could name), was prouder of his post about +the Court than of his ancestral honors, and valued his dignity (as Lord +of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset) so highly, that he +cheerfully ruined himself for the thankless and thriftless race who +bestowed it. He pawned his plate for King Charles the First, mortgaged +his property for the same cause, and lost the greater part of it by +fines and sequestration: stood a siege of his castle by Ireton, +where his brother Thomas capitulated (afterward making terms with the +Commonwealth, for which the elder brother never forgave him), and +where his second brother Edward, who had embraced the ecclesiastical +profession, was slain on Castlewood Tower, being engaged there both as +preacher and artilleryman. This resolute old loyalist, who was with the +King whilst his house was thus being battered down, escaped abroad with +his only son, then a boy, to return and take a part in Worcester fight. +On that fatal field Eustace Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled from +it once more into exile, and henceforward, and after the Restoration, +never was away from the Court of the monarch (for whose return we offer +thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold his country and who took bribes of +the French king. + +What spectacle is more august than that of a great king in exile? Who is +more worthy of respect than a brave man in misfortune? Mr. Addison has +painted such a figure in his noble piece of Cato. But suppose fugitive +Cato fuddling himself at a tavern with a wench on each knee, a dozen +faithful and tipsy companions of defeat, and a landlord calling out +for his bill; and the dignity of misfortune is straightway lost. The +Historical Muse turns away shamefaced from the vulgar scene, and closes +the door--on which the exile's unpaid drink is scored up--upon him and +his pots and his pipes, and the tavern-chorus which he and his friends +are singing. Such a man as Charles should have had an Ostade or Mieris +to paint him. Your Knellers and Le Bruns only deal in clumsy and +impossible allegories: and it hath always seemed to me blasphemy to +claim Olympus for such a wine-drabbled divinity as that. + +About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood--orphan of his son, +ruined by his fidelity, bearing many wounds and marks of bravery, +old and in exile--his kinsmen I suppose should be silent; nor if this +patriarch fell down in his cups, call fie upon him, and fetch passers-by +to laugh at his red face and white hairs. What! does a stream rush out +of a mountain free and pure, to roll through fair pastures, to feed and +throw out bright tributaries, and to end in a village gutter? Lives that +have noble commencements have often no better endings; it is not without +a kind of awe and reverence that an observer should speculate upon such +careers as he traces the course of them. I have seen too much of success +in life to take off my hat and huzzah to it as it passes in its gilt +coach: and would do my little part with my neighbors on foot, that they +should not gape with too much wonder, nor applaud too loudly. Is it the +Lord Mayor going in state to mince-pies and the Mansion House? Is it +poor Jack of Newgate's procession, with the sheriff and javelin-men, +conducting him on his last journey to Tyburn? I look into my heart +and think that I sin as good as my Lord Mayor, and know I am as bad as +Tyburn Jack. Give me a chain and red gown and a pudding before me, and +I could play the part of Alderman very well, and sentence Jack after +dinner. Starve me, keep me from books and honest people, educate me to +love dice, gin, and pleasure, and put me on Hounslow Heath, with a purse +before me, and I will take it. “And I shall be deservedly hanged,” say +you, wishing to put an end to this prosing. I don't say No. I can't but +accept the world as I find it, including a rope's end, as long as it is +in fashion. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF ESMOND OF CASTLEWOOD HALL. + + +When Francis, fourth Viscount Castlewood, came to his title, and +presently after to take possession of his house of Castlewood, county +Hants, in the year 1691, almost the only tenant of the place besides +the domestics was a lad of twelve years of age, of whom no one seemed to +take any note until my Lady Viscountess lighted upon him, going over the +house with the housekeeper on the day of her arrival. The boy was in the +room known as the Book-room, or Yellow Gallery, where the portraits of +the family used to hang, that fine piece among others of Sir Antonio Van +Dyck of George, second Viscount, and that by Mr. Dobson of my lord the +third Viscount, just deceased, which it seems his lady and widow did not +think fit to carry away, when she sent for and carried off to her house +at Chelsey, near to London, the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, in +which her ladyship was represented as a huntress of Diana's court. + +The new and fair lady of Castlewood found the sad, lonely, little +occupant of this gallery busy over his great book, which he laid down +when he was aware that a stranger was at hand. And, knowing who that +person must be, the lad stood up and bowed before her, performing a shy +obeisance to the mistress of his house. + +She stretched out her hand--indeed when was it that that hand would +not stretch out to do an act of kindness, or to protect grief and +ill-fortune? “And this is our kinsman,” she said “and what is your name, +kinsman?” + +“My name is Henry Esmond,” said the lad, looking up at her in a sort +of delight and wonder, for she had come upon him as a Dea certe, and +appeared the most charming object he had ever looked on. Her golden hair +was shining in the gold of the sun; her complexion was of a dazzling +bloom; her lips smiling, and her eyes beaming with a kindness which made +Harry Esmond's heart to beat with surprise. + +“His name is Henry Esmond, sure enough, my lady,” says Mrs. Worksop, +the housekeeper (an old tyrant whom Henry Esmond plagued more than he +hated), and the old gentlewoman looked significantly towards the late +lord's picture, as it now is in the family, noble and severe-looking, +with his hand on his sword, and his order on his cloak, which he had +from the Emperor during the war on the Danube against the Turk. + +Seeing the great and undeniable likeness between this portrait and the +lad, the new Viscountess, who had still hold of the boy's hand as she +looked at the picture, blushed and dropped the hand quickly, and walked +down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop. + +When the lady came back, Harry Esmond stood exactly in the same spot, +and with his hand as it had fallen when he dropped it on his black coat. + +Her heart melted, I suppose (indeed she hath since owned as much), at +the notion that she should do anything unkind to any mortal, great or +small; for, when she returned, she had sent away the housekeeper upon an +errand by the door at the farther end of the gallery; and, coming back +to the lad, with a look of infinite pity and tenderness in her eyes, she +took his hand again, placing her other fair hand on his head, and saying +some words to him, which were so kind, and said in a voice so sweet, +that the boy, who had never looked upon so much beauty before, felt as +if the touch of a superior being or angel smote him down to the ground, +and kissed the fair protecting hand as he knelt on one knee. To the very +last hour of his life, Esmond remembered the lady as she then spoke and +looked, the rings on her fair hands, the very scent of her robe, the +beam of her eyes lighting up with surprise and kindness, her lips +blooming in a smile, the sun making a golden halo round her hair. + +As the boy was yet in this attitude of humility, enters behind him a +portly gentleman, with a little girl of four years old in his hand. The +gentleman burst into a great laugh at the lady and her adorer, with +his little queer figure, his sallow face, and long black hair. The lady +blushed, and seemed to deprecate his ridicule by a look of appeal to her +husband, for it was my Lord Viscount who now arrived, and whom the lad +knew, having once before seen him in the late lord's lifetime. + +“So this is the little priest” says my lord, looking down at the lad; +“welcome, kinsman.” + +“He is saying his prayers to mamma,” says the little girl, who came up +to her papa's knees; and my lord burst out into another great laugh at +this, and kinsman Henry looked very silly. He invented a half-dozen of +speeches in reply, but 'twas months afterwards when he thought of this +adventure: as it was, he had never a word in answer. + +“Le pauvre enfant, il n'a que nous,” says the lady, looking to her lord; +and the boy, who understood her, though doubtless she thought otherwise, +thanked her with all his heart for her kind speech. + +“And he shan't want for friends here,” says my lord in a kind voice, +“shall he, little Trix?” + +The little girl, whose name was Beatrix, and whom her papa called by +this diminutive, looked at Henry Esmond solemnly, with a pair of large +eyes, and then a smile shone over her face, which was as beautiful as +that of a cherub, and she came up and put out a little hand to him. A +keen and delightful pang of gratitude, happiness, affection, filled the +orphan child's heart, as he received from the protectors, whom heaven +had sent to him, these touching words and tokens of friendliness and +kindness. But an hour since, he had felt quite alone in the world: when +he heard the great peal of bells from Castlewood church ringing that +morning to welcome the arrival of the new lord and lady, it had rung +only terror and anxiety to him, for he knew not how the new owner would +deal with him; and those to whom he formerly looked for protection were +forgotten or dead. Pride and doubt too had kept him within-doors, when +the Vicar and the people of the village, and the servants of the house, +had gone out to welcome my Lord Castlewood--for Henry Esmond was no +servant, though a dependant; no relative, though he bore the name and +inherited the blood of the house; and in the midst of the noise and +acclamations attending the arrival of the new lord (for whom, you may +be sure, a feast was got ready, and guns were fired, and tenants and +domestics huzzahed when his carriage approached and rolled into the +court-yard of the hall), no one ever took any notice of young Henry +Esmond, who sat unobserved and alone in the Book-room, until the +afternoon of that day, when his new friends found him. + +When my lord and lady were going away thence, the little girl, still +holding her kinsman by the hand, bade him to come too. “Thou wilt always +forsake an old friend for a new one, Trix,” says her father to her +good-naturedly; and went into the gallery, giving an arm to his lady. +They passed thence through the music-gallery, long since dismantled, and +Queen Elizabeth's Rooms, in the clock-tower, and out into the terrace, +where was a fine prospect of sunset and the great darkling woods with +a cloud of rooks returning; and the plain and river with Castlewood +village beyond, and purple hills beautiful to look at--and the little +heir of Castlewood, a child of two years old, was already here on the +terrace in his nurse's arms, from whom he ran across the grass instantly +he perceived his mother, and came to her. + +“If thou canst not be happy here,” says my lord, looking round at the +scene, “thou art hard to please, Rachel.” + +“I am happy where you are,” she said, “but we were happiest of all at +Walcote Forest.” Then my lord began to describe what was before them to +his wife, and what indeed little Harry knew better than he--viz., the +history of the house: how by yonder gate the page ran away with the +heiress of Castlewood, by which the estate came into the present family; +how the Roundheads attacked the clock-tower, which my lord's father was +slain in defending. “I was but two years old then,” says he, “but take +forty-six from ninety, and how old shall I be, kinsman Harry?” + +“Thirty,” says his wife, with a laugh. + +“A great deal too old for you, Rachel,” answers my lord, looking fondly +down at her. Indeed she seemed to be a girl, and was at that time scarce +twenty years old. + +“You know, Frank, I will do anything to please you,” says she, “and I +promise you I will grow older every day.” + +“You mustn't call papa, Frank; you must call papa my lord now,” says +Miss Beatrix, with a toss of her little head; at which the mother +smiled, and the good-natured father laughed, and the little trotting boy +laughed, not knowing why--but because he was happy, no doubt--as every +one seemed to be there. How those trivial incidents and words, the +landscape and sunshine, and the group of people smiling and talking, +remain fixed on the memory! + +As the sun was setting, the little heir was sent in the arms of his +nurse to bed, whither he went howling; but little Trix was promised to +sit to supper that night--“and you will come too, kinsman, won't you?” + she said. + +Harry Esmond blushed: “I--I have supper with Mrs. Worksop,” says he. + +“D--n it,” says my lord, “thou shalt sup with us, Harry, to-night! +Shan't refuse a lady, shall he, Trix?”--and they all wondered at Harry's +performance as a trencher-man, in which character the poor boy acquitted +himself very remarkably; for the truth is he had had no dinner, nobody +thinking of him in the bustle which the house was in, during the +preparations antecedent to the new lord's arrival. + +“No dinner! poor dear child!” says my lady, heaping up his plate with +meat, and my lord, filling a bumper for him, bade him call a health; on +which Master Harry, crying “The King,” tossed off the wine. My lord was +ready to drink that, and most other toasts: indeed only too ready. He +would not hear of Doctor Tusher (the Vicar of Castlewood, who came to +supper) going away when the sweetmeats were brought: he had not had a +chaplain long enough, he said, to be tired of him: so his reverence kept +my lord company for some hours over a pipe and a punch-bowl; and went +away home with rather a reeling gait, and declaring a dozen of times, +that his lordship's affability surpassed every kindness he had ever had +from his lordship's gracious family. + +As for young Esmond, when he got to his little chamber, it was with a +heart full of surprise and gratitude towards the new friends whom this +happy day had brought him. He was up and watching long before the house +was astir, longing to see that fair lady and her children--that kind +protector and patron: and only fearful lest their welcome of the past +night should in any way be withdrawn or altered. But presently little +Beatrix came out into the garden, and her mother followed, who greeted +Harry as kindly as before. He told her at greater length the histories +of the house (which he had been taught in the old lord's time), and +to which she listened with great interest; and then he told her, with +respect to the night before, that he understood French, and thanked her +for her protection. + +“Do you?” says she, with a blush; “then, sir, you shall teach me and +Beatrix.” And she asked him many more questions regarding himself, which +had best be told more fully and explicitly than in those brief replies +which the lad made to his mistress's questions. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +RELATES HOW FRANCIS, FOURTH VISCOUNT, ARRIVES AT CASTLEWOOD. + + +'Tis known that the name of Esmond and the estate of Castlewood, com. +Hants, came into possession of the present family through Dorothea, +daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, and Lord of +Castlewood, which lady married, 23 Eliz., Henry Poyns, gent.; the said +Henry being then a page in the household of her father. Francis, son and +heir of the above Henry and Dorothea, who took the maternal name which +the family hath borne subsequently, was made Knight and Baronet by King +James the First; and being of a military disposition, remained long in +Germany with the Elector-Palatine, in whose service Sir Francis incurred +both expense and danger, lending large sums of money to that +unfortunate Prince; and receiving many wounds in the battles against the +Imperialists, in which Sir Francis engaged. + +On his return home Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and +many sacrifices, by his late Majesty James the First, who graciously +conferred upon this tried servant the post of Warden of the Butteries +and Groom of the King's Posset, which high and confidential office he +filled in that king's and his unhappy successor's reign. + +His age, and many wounds and infirmities, obliged Sir Francis to perform +much of his duty by deputy: and his son, Sir George Esmond, knight and +banneret, first as his father's lieutenant, and afterwards as inheritor +of his father's title and dignity, performed this office during almost +the whole of the reign of King Charles the First, and his two sons who +succeeded him. + +Sir George Esmond married, rather beneath the rank that a person of his +name and honor might aspire to, the daughter of Thos. Topham, of the +city of London, alderman and goldsmith, who, taking the Parliamentary +side in the troubles then commencing, disappointed Sir George of the +property which he expected at the demise of his father-in-law, who +devised his money to his second daughter, Barbara, a spinster. + +Sir George Esmond, on his part, was conspicuous for his attachment and +loyalty to the Royal cause and person: and the King being at Oxford in +1642, Sir George, with the consent of his father, then very aged and +infirm, and residing at his house of Castlewood, melted the whole of the +family plate for his Majesty's service. + +For this, and other sacrifices and merits, his Majesty, by patent under +the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, Jan., 1643, was pleased to advance Sir +Francis Esmond to the dignity of Viscount Castlewood, of Shandon, in +Ireland: and the Viscount's estate being much impoverished by loans to +the King, which in those troublesome times his Majesty could not repay, +a grant of land in the plantations of Virginia was given to the Lord +Viscount.; part of which land is in possession of descendants of his +family to the present day. + +The first Viscount Castlewood died full of years, and within a few +months after he had been advanced to his honors. He was succeeded by his +eldest son, the before-named George; and left issue besides, Thomas, +a colonel in the King's army, who afterwards joined the Usurper's +Government; and Francis, in holy orders, who was slain whilst defending +the House of Castlewood against the Parliament, anno 1647. + +George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), of King Charles the +First's time, had no male issue save his one son, Eustace Esmond, who +was killed, with half of the Castlewood men beside him, at Worcester +fight. The lands about Castlewood were sold and apportioned to the +Commonwealth men; Castlewood being concerned in almost all of the plots +against the Protector, after the death of the King, and up to King +Charles the Second's restoration. My lord followed that king's Court +about in its exile, having ruined himself in its service. He had but one +daughter, who was of no great comfort to her father; for misfortune had +not taught those exiles sobriety of life; and it is said that the Duke +of York and his brother the King both quarrelled about Isabel Esmond. +She was maid of honor to the Queen Henrietta Maria; she early joined the +Roman Church; her father, a weak man, following her not long after at +Breda. + +On the death of Eustace Esmond at Worcester, Thomas Esmond, nephew to +my Lord Castlewood, and then a stripling, became heir to the title. His +father had taken the Parliament side in the quarrels, and so had been +estranged from the chief of his house; and my Lord Castlewood was at +first so much enraged to think that his title (albeit little more than +an empty one now) should pass to a rascally Roundhead, that he would +have married again, and indeed proposed to do so to a vintner's daughter +at Bruges, to whom his lordship owed a score for lodging when the King +was there, but for fear of the laughter of the Court, and the anger +of his daughter, of whom he stood in awe; for she was in temper as +imperious and violent as my lord, who was much enfeebled by wounds and +drinking, was weak. + +Lord Castlewood would have had a match between his daughter Isabel and +her cousin, the son of that Francis Esmond who was killed at Castlewood +siege. And the lady, it was said, took a fancy to the young man, who was +her junior by several years (which circumstance she did not consider to +be a fault in him); but having paid his court, and being admitted to the +intimacy of the house, he suddenly flung up his suit, when it seemed +to be pretty prosperous, without giving a pretext for his behavior. +His friends rallied him at what they laughingly chose to call his +infidelity; Jack Churchill, Frank Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal +Regiment of Foot-guards, getting the company which Esmond vacated, when +he left the Court and went to Tangier in a rage at discovering that his +promotion depended on the complaisance of his elderly affianced bride. +He and Churchill, who had been condiscipuli at St. Paul's School, had +words about this matter; and Frank Esmond said to him with an oath, +“Jack, your sister may be so-and-so, but by Jove my wife shan't!” and +swords were drawn, and blood drawn too, until friends separated them on +this quarrel. Few men were so jealous about the point of honor in those +days; and gentlemen of good birth and lineage thought a royal blot was +an ornament to their family coat. Frank Esmond retired in the sulks, +first to Tangier, whence he returned after two years' service, settling +on a small property he had of his mother, near to Winchester, and became +a country gentleman, and kept a pack of beagles, and never came to +Court again in King Charles's time. But his uncle Castlewood was never +reconciled to him; nor, for some time afterwards, his cousin whom he had +refused. + +By places, pensions, bounties from France, and gifts from the King, +whilst his daughter was in favor, Lord Castlewood, who had spent in the +Royal service his youth and fortune, did not retrieve the latter quite, +and never cared to visit Castlewood, or repair it, since the death of +his son, but managed to keep a good house, and figure at Court, and to +save a considerable sum of ready money. + +And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, began to bid for his +uncle's favor. Thomas had served with the Emperor, and with the Dutch, +when King Charles was compelled to lend troops to the States; and +against them, when his Majesty made an alliance with the French King. In +these campaigns Thomas Esmond was more remarked for duelling, brawling, +vice, and play, than for any conspicuous gallantry in the field, and +came back to England, like many another English gentleman who has +travelled, with a character by no means improved by his foreign +experience. He had dissipated his small paternal inheritance of a +younger brother's portion, and, as truth must be told, was no better +than a hanger-on of ordinaries, and a brawler about Alsatia and the +Friars, when he bethought him of a means of mending his fortune. + +His cousin was now of more than middle age, and had nobody's word but +her own for the beauty which she said she once possessed. She was lean, +and yellow, and long in the tooth; all the red and white in all the +toy-shops in London could not make a beauty of her--Mr. Killigrew called +her the Sybil, the death's-head put up at the King's feast as a memento +mori, &c.--in fine, a woman who might be easy of conquest, but whom +only a very bold man would think of conquering. This bold man was Thomas +Esmond. He had a fancy to my Lord Castlewood's savings, the amount of +which rumor had very much exaggerated. Madame Isabel was said to have +Royal jewels of great value; whereas poor Tom Esmond's last coat but one +was in pawn. + +My lord had at this time a fine house in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, nigh to +the Duke's Theatre and the Portugal ambassador's chapel. Tom Esmond, +who had frequented the one as long as he had money to spend among the +actresses, now came to the church as assiduously. He looked so lean and +shabby, that he passed without difficulty for a repentant sinner; and +so, becoming converted, you may be sure took his uncle's priest for a +director. + +This charitable father reconciled him with the old lord, his uncle, +who a short time before would not speak to him, as Tom passed under my +lord's coach window, his lordship going in state to his place at Court, +while his nephew slunk by with his battered hat and feather, and the +point of his rapier sticking out of the scabbard--to his twopenny +ordinary in Bell Yard. + +Thomas Esmond, after this reconciliation with his uncle, very soon began +to grow sleek, and to show signs of the benefits of good living and +clean linen. He fasted rigorously twice a week, to be sure; but he made +amends on the other days: and, to show how great his appetite was, Mr. +Wycherley said, he ended by swallowing that fly-blown rank old morsel +his cousin. There were endless jokes and lampoons about this marriage at +Court: but Tom rode thither in his uncle's coach now, called him father, +and having won could afford to laugh. This marriage took place very +shortly before King Charles died: whom the Viscount of Castlewood +speedily followed. + +The issue of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched with an +intense eagerness and care; but who, in spite of nurses and physicians, +had only a brief existence. His tainted blood did not run very long in +his poor feeble little body. Symptoms of evil broke out early on him; +and, part from flattery, part superstition, nothing would satisfy my +lord and lady, especially the latter, but having the poor little cripple +touched by his Majesty at his church. They were ready to cry out miracle +at first (the doctors and quack-salvers being constantly in attendance +on the child, and experimenting on his poor little body with every +conceivable nostrum) but though there seemed, from some reason, a +notable amelioration in the infant's health after his Majesty touched +him, in a few weeks afterward the poor thing died--causing the +lampooners of the Court to say, that the King, in expelling evil out of +the infant of Tom Esmond and Isabella his wife, expelled the life out of +it, which was nothing but corruption. + +The mother's natural pang at losing this poor little child must have +been increased when she thought of her rival Frank Esmond's wife, who +was a favorite of the whole Court, where my poor Lady Castlewood was +neglected, and who had one child, a daughter, flourishing and beautiful, +and was about to become a mother once more. + +The Court, as I have heard, only laughed the more because the poor lady, +who had pretty well passed the age when ladies are accustomed to have +children, nevertheless determined not to give hope up, and even when she +came to live at Castlewood, was constantly sending over to Hexton for +the doctor, and announcing to her friends the arrival of an heir. This +absurdity of hers was one amongst many others which the wags used to +play upon. Indeed, to the last days of her life, my Lady Viscountess had +the comfort of fancying herself beautiful, and persisted in blooming +up to the very midst of winter, painting roses on her cheeks long after +their natural season, and attiring herself like summer though her head +was covered with snow. + +Gentlemen who were about the Court of King Charles, and King James, have +told the present writer a number of stories about this queer old lady, +with which it's not necessary that posterity should be entertained. She +is said to have had great powers of invective and, if she fought with +all her rivals in King James's favor, 'tis certain she must have had +a vast number of quarrels on her hands. She was a woman of an intrepid +spirit, and, it appears, pursued and rather fatigued his Majesty with +her rights and her wrongs. Some say that the cause of her leaving Court +was jealousy of Frank Esmond's wife: others, that she was forced to +retreat after a great battle which took place at Whitehall, between her +ladyship and Lady Dorchester, Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King +delighted to honor, and in which that ill-favored Esther got the better +of our elderly Vashti. But her ladyship, for her part, always averred +that it was her husband's quarrel, and not her own, which occasioned the +banishment of the two into the country; and the cruel ingratitude of the +Sovereign in giving away, out of the family, that place of Warden of +the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which the two last Lords +Castlewood had held so honorably, and which was now conferred upon a +fellow of yesterday, and a hanger-on of that odious Dorchester creature, +my Lord Bergamot;* “I never,” said my lady, “could have come to see his +Majesty's posset carried by any other hand than an Esmond. I should have +dashed the salver out of Lord Bergamot's hand, had I met him.” And those +who knew her ladyship are aware that she was a person quite capable of +performing this feat, had she not wisely kept out of the way. + + * Lionel Tipton, created Baron Bergamot, ann. 1686, + Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and afterwards appointed + Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (on + the decease of George, second Viscount Castlewood), + accompanied his Majesty to St. Germain's, where he died + without issue. No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the + Prince of Orange, nor hath there been such an officer in any + succeeding reign. + +Holding the purse-strings in her own control, to which, indeed, she +liked to bring most persons who came near her, Lady Castlewood could +command her husband's obedience, and so broke up her establishment +at London; she had removed from Lincoln's-Inn-Fields to Chelsey, to a +pretty new house she bought there; and brought her establishment, her +maids, lap-dogs, and gentlewomen, her priest, and his lordship her +husband, to Castlewood Hall, that she had never seen since she quitted +it as a child with her father during the troubles of King Charles the +First's reign. The walls were still open in the old house as they had +been left by the shot of the Commonwealthmen. A part of the mansion +was restored and furbished up with the plate, hangings, and furniture +brought from the house in London. My lady meant to have a triumphal +entry into Castlewood village, and expected the people to cheer as +she drove over the Green in her great coach, my lord beside her, her +gentlewomen, lap-dogs, and cockatoos on the opposite seat, six horses to +her carriage, and servants armed and mounted following it and preceding +it. But 'twas in the height of the No-Popery cry; the folks in the +village and the neighboring town were scared by the sight of her +ladyship's painted face and eyelids, as she bobbed her head out of the +coach window, meaning, no doubt, to be very gracious; and one old woman +said, “Lady Isabel! lord-a-mercy, it's Lady Jezebel!” a name by which +the enemies of the right honorable Viscountess were afterwards in the +habit of designating her. The country was then in a great No-Popery +fervor; her ladyship's known conversion, and her husband's, the priest +in her train, and the service performed at the chapel of Castlewood +(though the chapel had been built for that worship before any other was +heard of in the country, and though the service was performed in the +most quiet manner), got her no favor at first in the county or +village. By far the greater part of the estate of Castlewood had been +confiscated, and been parcelled out to Commonwealthmen. One or two of +these old Cromwellian soldiers were still alive in the village, and +looked grimly at first upon my Lady Viscountess, when she came to dwell +there. + +She appeared at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her lord after her, +scaring the country folks with the splendor of her diamonds, which she +always wore in public. They said she wore them in private, too, and +slept with them round her neck; though the writer can pledge his word +that this was a calumny. “If she were to take them off,” my Lady Sark +said, “Tom Esmond, her husband, would run away with them and pawn them.” + 'Twas another calumny. My Lady Sark was also an exile from Court, and +there had been war between the two ladies before. + +The village people began to be reconciled presently to their lady, who +was generous and kind, though fantastic and haughty, in her ways; and +whose praises Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, sounded loudly amongst his flock. +As for my lord, he gave no great trouble, being considered scarce more +than an appendage to my lady, who, as daughter of the old lords of +Castlewood, and possessor of vast wealth, as the country folks said +(though indeed nine-tenths of it existed but in rumor), was looked upon +as the real queen of the Castle, and mistress of all it contained. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +WHITHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD PRECEDED HIM AS +PAGE TO ISABELLA. + + +Coming up to London again some short time after this retreat, the Lord +Castlewood despatched a retainer of his to a little Cottage in the +village of Ealing, near to London, where for some time had dwelt an +old French refugee, by name Mr. Pastoureau, one of those whom the +persecution of the Huguenots by the French king had brought over to this +country. With this old man lived a little lad, who went by the name of +Henry Thomas. He remembered to have lived in another place a short time +before, near to London too, amongst looms and spinning-wheels, and a +great deal of psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole colony of +Frenchmen. + +There he had a dear, dear friend, who died, and whom he called Aunt. She +used to visit him in his dreams sometimes; and her face, though it was +homely, was a thousand times dearer to him than that of Mrs. Pastoureau, +Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who came to live with him after aunt +went away. And there, at Spittlefields, as it used to be called, lived +Uncle George, who was a weaver too, but used to tell Harry that he was +a little gentleman, and that his father was a captain, and his mother an +angel. + +When he said so, Bon Papa used to look up from the loom, where he was +embroidering beautiful silk flowers, and say, “Angel! she belongs to the +Babylonish scarlet woman.” Bon Papa was always talking of the scarlet +woman. He had a little room where he always used to preach and +sing hymns out of his great old nose. Little Harry did not like the +preaching; he liked better the fine stories which aunt used to tell him. +Bon Papa's wife never told him pretty stories; she quarrelled with Uncle +George, and he went away. + +After this, Harry's Bon Papa and his wife and two children of her own +that she brought with her, came to live at Ealing. The new wife gave her +children the best of everything, and Harry many a whipping, he knew not +why. Besides blows, he got ill names from her, which need not be set +down here, for the sake of old Mr. Pastoureau, who was still kind +sometimes. The unhappiness of those days is long forgiven, though they +cast a shade of melancholy over the child's youth, which will accompany +him, no doubt, to the end of his days: as those tender twigs are bent +the trees grow afterward; and he, at least, who has suffered as a child, +and is not quite perverted in that early school of unhappiness, learns +to be gentle and long-suffering with little children. + +Harry was very glad when a gentleman dressed in black, on horseback, +with a mounted servant behind him, came to fetch him away from Ealing. +The noverca, or unjust stepmother, who had neglected him for her own +two children, gave him supper enough the night before he went away, and +plenty in the morning. She did not beat him once, and told the children +to keep their hands off him. One was a girl, and Harry never could bear +to strike a girl; and the other was a boy, whom he could easily have +beat, but he always cried out, when Mrs. Pastoureau came sailing to the +rescue with arms like a flail. She only washed Harry's face the day he +went away; nor ever so much as once boxed his ears. She whimpered rather +when the gentleman in black came for the boy; and old Mr. Pastoureau, as +he gave the child his blessing, scowled over his shoulder at the strange +gentleman, and grumbled out something about Babylon and the scarlet +lady. He was grown quite old, like a child almost. Mrs. Pastoureau +used to wipe his nose as she did to the children. She was a great, big, +handsome young woman; but, though she pretended to cry, Harry thought +'twas only a sham, and sprung quite delighted upon the horse upon which +the lackey helped him. + +He was a Frenchman; his name was Blaise. The child could talk to him in +his own language perfectly well: he knew it better than English indeed, +having lived hitherto chiefly among French people: and being called the +Little Frenchman by other boys on Ealing Green. He soon learnt to speak +English perfectly, and to forget some of his French: children forget +easily. Some earlier and fainter recollections the child had of a +different country; and a town with tall white houses: and a ship. But +these were quite indistinct in the boy's mind, as indeed the memory of +Ealing soon became, at least of much that he suffered there. + +The lackey before whom he rode was very lively and voluble, and informed +the boy that the gentleman riding before him was my lord's chaplain, +Father Holt--that he was now to be called Master Harry Esmond--that my +Lord Viscount Castlewood was his parrain--that he was to live at the +great house of Castlewood, in the province of ----shire, where he would +see Madame the Viscountess, who was a grand lady. And so, seated on a +cloth before Blaise's saddle, Harry Esmond was brought to London, and to +a fine square called Covent Garden, near to which his patron lodged. + +Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand, and brought him to +this nobleman, a grand languid nobleman in a great cap and flowered +morning-gown, sucking oranges. He patted Harry on the head and gave him +an orange. + +“C'est bien ca,” he said to the priest after eying the child, and the +gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders. + +“Let Blaise take him out for a holiday,” and out for a holiday the boy +and the valet went. Harry went jumping along; he was glad enough to go. + +He will remember to his life's end the delights of those days. He was +taken to see a play by Monsieur Blaise, in a house a thousand times +greater and finer than the booth at Ealing Fair--and on the next happy +day they took water on the river, and Harry saw London Bridge, with the +houses and booksellers' shops thereon, looking like a street, and the +Tower of London, with the Armor, and the great lions and bears in the +moat--all under company of Monsieur Blaise. + +Presently, of an early morning, all the party set forth for the country, +namely, my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman; Monsieur Blaise +and Harry on a pillion behind them, and two or three men with pistols +leading the baggage-horses. And all along the road the Frenchman told +little Harry stories of brigands, which made the child's hair stand +on end, and terrified him; so that at the great gloomy inn on the road +where they lay, he besought to be allowed to sleep in a room with one +of the servants, and was compassionated by Mr. Holt, the gentleman +who travelled with my lord, and who gave the child a little bed in his +chamber. + +His artless talk and answers very likely inclined this gentleman in the +boy's favor, for next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride behind him, +and not with the French lacky; and all along the journey put a thousand +questions to the child--as to his foster-brother and relations at +Ealing; what his old grandfather had taught him; what languages he knew; +whether he could read and write, and sing, and so forth. And Mr. Holt +found that Harry could read and write, and possessed the two languages +of French and English very well; and when he asked Harry about singing, +the lad broke out with a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which +set Mr. Holt a-laughing; and even caused his grand parrain in the laced +hat and periwig to laugh too when Holt told him what the child was +singing. For it appeared that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns were not sung in +the churches Mr. Holt preached at. + +“You must never sing that song any more: do you hear, little mannikin?” + says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger. + +“But we will try and teach you a better, Harry,” Mr. Holt said; and +the child answered, for he was a docile child, and of an affectionate +nature, “That he loved pretty songs, and would try and learn anything +the gentleman would tell him.” That day he so pleased the gentlemen by +his talk, that they had him to dine with them at the inn, and encouraged +him in his prattle; and Monsieur Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the +day before, waited upon him now. + +“'Tis well, 'tis well!” said Blaise, that night (in his own language) +when they lay again at an inn. “We are a little lord here; we are a +little lord now: we shall see what we are when we come to Castlewood, +where my lady is.” + +“When shall we come to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?” says Harry. + +“Parbleu! my lord does not press himself,” Blaise says, with a grin; +and, indeed, it seemed as if his lordship was not in a great hurry, for +he spent three days on that journey which Harry Esmond hath often since +ridden in a dozen hours. For the last two of the days Harry rode with +the priest, who was so kind to him, that the child had grown to be +quite fond and familiar with him by the journey's end, and had scarce +a thought in his little heart which by that time he had not confided to +his new friend. + +At length, on the third day, at evening, they came to a village standing +on a green with elms round it, very pretty to look at; and the people +there all took off their hats, and made curtsies to my Lord Viscount, +who bowed to them all languidly; and there was one portly person that +wore a cassock and a broad-leafed hat, who bowed lower than any one--and +with this one both my lord and Mr. Holt had a few words. “This, Harry, +is Castlewood church,” says Mr. Holt, “and this is the pillar thereof, +learned Doctor Tusher. Take off your hat, sirrah, and salute Dr. +Tusher!” + +“Come up to supper, Doctor,” says my lord; at which the Doctor made +another low bow, and the party moved on towards a grand house that +was before them, with many gray towers and vanes on them, and windows +flaming in the sunshine; and a great army of rooks, wheeling over their +heads, made for the woods behind the house, as Harry saw; and Mr. Holt +told him that they lived at Castlewood too. + +They came to the house, and passed under an arch into a court-yard, with +a fountain in the centre, where many men came and held my lord's stirrup +as he descended, and paid great respect to Mr. Holt likewise. And the +child thought that the servants looked at him curiously, and smiled to +one another--and he recalled what Blaise had said to him when they were +in London, and Harry had spoken about his godpapa, when the Frenchman +said, “Parbleu, one sees well that my lord is your godfather;” + words whereof the poor lad did not know the meaning then, though he +apprehended the truth in a very short time afterwards, and learned it, +and thought of it with no small feeling of shame. + +Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they were both descended from their +horses, Mr. Holt led him across the court, and under a low door to rooms +on a level with the ground; one of which Father Holt said was to be +the boy's chamber, the other on the other side of the passage being the +Father's own; and as soon as the little man's face was washed, and the +Father's own dress arranged, Harry's guide took him once more to the +door by which my lord had entered the hall, and up a stair, and through +an ante-room to my lady's drawing-room--an apartment than which Harry +thought he had never seen anything more grand--no, not in the Tower +of London which he had just visited. Indeed, the chamber was richly +ornamented in the manner of Queen Elizabeth's time, with great stained +windows at either end, and hangings of tapestry, which the sun shining +through the colored glass painted of a thousand lines; and here in +state, by the fire, sat a lady to whom the priest took up Harry, who was +indeed amazed by her appearance. + +My Lady Viscountess's face was daubed with white and red up to the eyes, +to which the paint gave an unearthly glare: she had a tower of lace on +her head, under which was a bush of black curls--borrowed curls--so that +no wonder little Harry Esmond was scared when he was first presented to +her--the kind priest acting as master of the ceremonies at that solemn +introduction--and he stared at her with eyes almost as great as her own, +as he had stared at the player woman who acted the wicked tragedy-queen, +when the players came down to Ealing Fair. She sat in a great chair by +the fire-corner; in her lap was a spaniel-dog that barked furiously; on +a little table by her was her ladyship's snuff-box and her sugar-plum +box. She wore a dress of black velvet, and a petticoat of flame-colored +brocade. She had as many rings on her fingers as the old woman of +Banbury Cross; and pretty small feet which she was fond of showing, with +great gold clocks to her stockings, and white pantofles with red heels; +and an odor of musk was shook out of her garments whenever she moved +or quitted the room, leaning on her tortoise-shell stick, little Fury +barking at her heels. + +Mrs. Tusher, the parson's wife, was with my lady. She had been +waiting-woman to her ladyship in the late lord's time, and, having her +soul in that business, took naturally to it when the Viscountess of +Castlewood returned to inhabit her father's house. + +“I present to your ladyship your kinsman and little page of honor, +Master Henry Esmond,” Mr. Holt said, bowing lowly, with a sort of +comical humility. “Make a pretty bow to my lady, Monsieur; and then +another little bow, not so low, to Madame Tusher--the fair priestess of +Castlewood.” + +“Where I have lived and hope to die, sir,” says Madame Tusher, giving a +hard glance at the brat, and then at my lady. + +Upon her the boy's whole attention was for a time directed. He could not +keep his great eyes off from her. Since the Empress of Ealing, he had +seen nothing so awful. + +“Does my appearance please you, little page?” asked the lady. + +“He would be very hard to please if it didn't,” cried Madame Tusher. + +“Have done, you silly Maria,” said Lady Castlewood. + +“Where I'm attached, I'm attached, Madame--and I'd die rather than not +say so.” + +“Je meurs ou je m'attache,” Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. “The ivy +says so in the picture, and clings to the oak like a fond parasite as it +is.” + +“Parricide, sir!” cries Mrs. Tusher. + +“Hush, Tusher--you are always bickering with Father Holt,” cried my +lady. “Come and kiss my hand, child;” and the oak held out a BRANCH to +little Harry Esmond, who took and dutifully kissed the lean old hand, +upon the gnarled knuckles of which there glittered a hundred rings. + +“To kiss that hand would make many a pretty fellow happy!” cried Mrs. +Tusher: on which my lady crying out, “Go, you foolish Tusher!” and +tapping her with her great fan, Tusher ran forward to seize her hand +and kiss it. Fury arose and barked furiously at Tusher; and Father Holt +looked on at this queer scene, with arch, grave glances. + +The awe exhibited by the little boy perhaps pleased the lady to whom +this artless flattery was bestowed: for having gone down on his knee (as +Father Holt had directed him, and the mode then was) and performed his +obeisance, she said, “Page Esmond, my groom of the chamber will inform +you what your duties are, when you wait upon my lord and me; and good +Father Holt will instruct you as becomes a gentleman of our name. You +will pay him obedience in everything, and I pray you may grow to be as +learned and as good as your tutor.” + +The lady seemed to have the greatest reverence for Mr. Holt, and to be +more afraid of him than of anything else in the world. If she was ever +so angry, a word or look from Father Holt made her calm: indeed he had +a vast power of subjecting those who came near him; and, among the rest, +his new pupil gave himself up with an entire confidence and attachment +to the good Father, and became his willing slave almost from the first +moment he saw him. + +He put his small hand into the Father's as he walked away from his first +presentation to his mistress, and asked many questions in his artless +childish way. “Who is that other woman?” he asked. “She is fat and +round; she is more pretty than my Lady Castlewood.” + +“She is Madame Tusher, the parson's wife of Castlewood. She has a son of +your age, but bigger than you.” + +“Why does she like so to kiss my lady's hand. It is not good to kiss.” + +“Tastes are different, little man. Madame Tusher is attached to my lady, +having been her waiting-woman before she was married, in the old lord's +time. She married Doctor Tusher the chaplain. The English household +divines often marry the waiting-women.” + +“You will not marry the French woman, will you? I saw her laughing with +Blaise in the buttery.” + +“I belong to a church that is older and better than the English church,” + Mr. Holt said (making a sign whereof Esmond did not then understand the +meaning, across his breast and forehead); “in our church the clergy do +not marry. You will understand these things better soon.” + +“Was not Saint Peter the head of your church?--Dr. Rabbits of Ealing +told us so.” + +The Father said, “Yes, he was.” + +“But Saint Peter was married, for we heard only last Sunday that his +wife's mother lay sick of a fever.” On which the Father again laughed, +and said he would understand this too better soon, and talked of other +things, and took away Harry Esmond, and showed him the great old house +which he had come to inhabit. + +It stood on a rising green hill, with woods behind it, in which were +rooks' nests, where the birds at morning and returning home at evening +made a great cawing. At the foot of the hill was a river, with a steep +ancient bridge crossing it; and beyond that a large pleasant green flat, +where the village of Castlewood stood, and stands, with the church in +the midst, the parsonage hard by it, the inn with the blacksmith's forge +beside it, and the sign of the “Three Castles” on the elm. The London +road stretched away towards the rising sun, and to the west were +swelling hills and peaks, behind which many a time Harry Esmond saw the +same sun setting, that he now looks on thousands of miles away across +the great ocean--in a new Castlewood, by another stream, that bears, +like the new country of wandering AEneas, the fond names of the land of +his youth. + +The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courts, whereof one only, the +fountain-court, was now inhabited, the other having been battered down +in the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain-court, still in good repair, +was the great hall, near to the kitchen and butteries. A dozen of +living-rooms looking to the north, and communicating with the little +chapel that faced eastwards and the buildings stretching from that to +the main gate, and with the hall (which looked to the west) into the +court now dismantled. This court had been the most magnificent of the +two, until the Protector's cannon tore down one side of it before the +place was taken and stormed. The besiegers entered at the terrace under +the clock-tower, slaying every man of the garrison, and at their head my +lord's brother, Francis Esmond. + +The Restoration did not bring enough money to the Lord Castlewood to +restore this ruined part of his house; where were the morning parlors, +above them the long music-gallery, and before which stretched the +garden-terrace, where, however, the flowers grew again which the boots +of the Roundheads had trodden in their assault, and which was restored +without much cost, and only a little care, by both ladies who succeeded +the second viscount in the government of this mansion. Round the +terrace-garden was a low wall with a wicket leading to the wooded height +beyond, that is called Cromwell's Battery to this day. + +Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic part of his duty, which was easy +enough, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the Countess, +as the custom commonly was in his boyhood, as page, waiting at +her chair, bringing her scented water and the silver basin after +dinner--sitting on her carriage-step on state occasions, or on public +days introducing her company to her. This was chiefly of the Catholic +gentry, of whom there were a pretty many in the country and neighboring +city; and who rode not seldom to Castlewood to partake of the +hospitalities there. In the second year of their residence, the company +seemed especially to increase. My lord and my lady were seldom without +visitors, in whose society it was curious to contrast the difference +of behavior between Father Holt, the director of the family, and Doctor +Tusher, the rector of the parish--Mr. Holt moving amongst the very +highest as quite their equal, and as commanding them all; while poor +Doctor Tusher, whose position was indeed a difficult one, having been +chaplain once to the Hall, and still to the Protestant servants there, +seemed more like an usher than an equal, and always rose to go away +after the first course. + +Also there came in these times to Father Holt many private visitors, +whom, after a little, Henry Esmond had little difficulty in recognizing +as ecclesiastics of the Father's persuasion, whatever their dresses +(and they adopted all) might be. These were closeted with the Father +constantly, and often came and rode away without paying their devoirs to +my lord and lady--to the lady and lord rather--his lordship being little +more than a cipher in the house, and entirely under his domineering +partner. A little fowling, a little hunting, a great deal of sleep, and +a long dine at cards and table, carried through one day after another +with his lordship. When meetings took place in this second year, which +often would happen with closed doors, the page found my lord's sheet of +paper scribbled over with dogs and horses, and 'twas said he had much +ado to keep himself awake at these councils: the Countess ruling over +them, and he acting as little more than her secretary. + +Father Holt began speedily to be so much occupied with these meetings +as rather to neglect the education of the little lad who so gladly put +himself under the kind priest's orders. At first they read much and +regularly, both in Latin and French; the Father not neglecting in +anything to impress his faith upon his pupil, but not forcing him +violently, and treating him with a delicacy and kindness which surprised +and attached the child, always more easily won by these methods than by +any severe exercise of authority. And his delight in their walks was to +tell Harry of the glories of his order, of its martyrs and heroes, of +its Brethren converting the heathen by myriads, traversing the desert, +facing the stake, ruling the courts and councils, or braving the +tortures of kings; so that Harry Esmond thought that to belong to the +Jesuits was the greatest prize of life and bravest end of ambition; the +greatest career here, and in heaven the surest reward; and began to +long for the day, not only when he should enter into the one church +and receive his first communion, but when he might join that wonderful +brotherhood, which was present throughout all the world, and which +numbered the wisest, the bravest, the highest born, the most eloquent of +men among its members. Father Holt bade him keep his views secret, +and to hide them as a great treasure which would escape him if it was +revealed; and, proud of this confidence and secret vested in him, +the lad became fondly attached to the master who initiated him into +a mystery so wonderful and awful. And when little Tom Tusher, his +neighbor, came from school for his holiday, and said how he, too, was +to be bred up for an English priest, and would get what he called +an exhibition from his school, and then a college scholarship and +fellowship, and then a good living--it tasked young Harry Esmond's +powers of reticence not to say to his young companion, “Church! +priesthood! fat living! My dear Tommy, do you call yours a church and +a priesthood? What is a fat living compared to converting a hundred +thousand heathens by a single sermon? What is a scholarship at Trinity +by the side of a crown of martyrdom, with angels awaiting you as your +head is taken off? Could your master at school sail over the Thames on +his gown? Have you statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, +and cry? My good Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church these things take +place every day. You know Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord +Castlewood, and caused him to turn to the one true church. No saints +ever come to you.” And Harry Esmond, because of his promise to Father +Holt, hiding away these treasures of faith from T. Tusher, delivered +himself of them nevertheless simply to Father Holt; who stroked his +head, smiled at him with his inscrutable look, and told him that he did +well to meditate on these great things, and not to talk of them except +under direction. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +I AM PLACED UNDER A POPISH PRIEST AND BRED TO THAT +RELIGION.--VISCOUNTESS CASTLEWOOD. + + +Had time enough been given, and his childish inclinations been properly +nurtured, Harry Esmond had been a Jesuit priest ere he was a dozen years +older, and might have finished his days a martyr in China or a victim +on Tower Hill: for, in the few months they spent together at Castlewood, +Mr. Holt obtained an entire mastery over the boy's intellect and +affections; and had brought him to think, as indeed Father Holt +thought with all his heart too, that no life was so noble, no death so +desirable, as that which many brethren of his famous order were ready +to undergo. By love, by a brightness of wit and good-humor that charmed +all, by an authority which he knew how to assume, by a mystery and +silence about him which increased the child's reverence for him, he won +Harry's absolute fealty, and would have kept it, doubtless, if schemes +greater and more important than a poor little boy's admission into +orders had not called him away. + +After being at home for a few months in tranquillity (if theirs might be +called tranquillity, which was, in truth, a constant bickering), my lord +and lady left the country for London, taking their director with them: +and his little pupil scarce ever shed more bitter tears in his life than +he did for nights after the first parting with his dear friend, as he +lay in the lonely chamber next to that which the Father used to occupy. +He and a few domestics were left as the only tenants of the great house: +and, though Harry sedulously did all the tasks which the Father set him, +he had many hours unoccupied, and read in the library, and bewildered +his little brains with the great books he found there. + +After a while, the little lad grew accustomed to the loneliness of the +place; and in after days remembered this part of his life as a +period not unhappy. When the family was at London the whole of the +establishment travelled thither with the exception of the porter--who +was, moreover, brewer, gardener, and woodman--and his wife and children. +These had their lodging in the gate-house hard by, with a door into the +court; and a window looking out on the green was the Chaplain's room; +and next to this a small chamber where Father Holt had his books, and +Harry Esmond his sleeping closet. The side of the house facing the +east had escaped the guns of the Cromwellians, whose battery was on the +height facing the western court; so that this eastern end bore few marks +of demolition, save in the chapel, where the painted windows surviving +Edward the Sixth had been broke by the Commonwealthmen. In Father Holt's +time little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and faithful little +servitor; beating his clothes, folding his vestments, fetching his +water from the well long before daylight, ready to run anywhere for the +service of his beloved priest. When the Father was away, he locked his +private chamber; but the room where the books were was left to little +Harry, who, but for the society of this gentleman, was little less +solitary when Lord Castlewood was at home. + +The French wit saith that a hero is none to his valet-de-chambre, and +it required less quick eyes than my lady's little page was naturally +endowed with, to see that she had many qualities by no means heroic, +however much Mrs. Tusher might flatter and coax her. When Father Holt +was not by, who exercised an entire authority over the pair, my lord +and my lady quarrelled and abused each other so as to make the servants +laugh, and to frighten the little page on duty. The poor boy trembled +before his mistress, who called him by a hundred ugly names, who made +nothing of boxing his ears, and tilting the silver basin in his face +which it was his business to present to her after dinner. She hath +repaired, by subsequent kindness to him, these severities, which it must +be owned made his childhood very unhappy. She was but unhappy herself at +this time, poor soul! and I suppose made her dependants lead her own sad +life. I think my lord was as much afraid of her as her page was, and the +only person of the household who mastered her was Mr. Holt. Harry was +only too glad when the Father dined at table, and to slink away and +prattle with him afterwards, or read with him, or walk with him. +Luckily my Lady Viscountess did not rise till noon. Heaven help the poor +waiting-woman who had charge of her toilet! I have often seen the poor +wretch come out with red eyes from the closet where those long and +mysterious rites of her ladyship's dress were performed, and the +backgammon-box locked up with a rap on Mrs. Tusher's fingers when she +played ill, or the game was going the wrong way. + +Blessed be the king who introduced cards, and the kind inventors +of piquet and cribbage, for they employed six hours at least of her +ladyship's day, during which her family was pretty easy. Without this +occupation my lady frequently declared she should die. Her dependants +one after another relieved guard--'twas rather a dangerous post to play +with her ladyship--and took the cards turn about. Mr. Holt would sit +with her at piquet during hours together, at which time she behaved +herself properly; and as for Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a +parishioner's dying bed, if summoned to play a rubber with his patroness +at Castlewood. Sometimes, when they were pretty comfortable together, +my lord took a hand. Besides these my lady had her faithful poor Tusher, +and one, two, three gentlewomen whom Harry Esmond could recollect in +his time. They could not bear that genteel service very long; one after +another tried and failed at it. These and the housekeeper, and little +Harry Esmond, had a table of their own. Poor ladies their life was far +harder than the page's. He was sound asleep, tucked up in his little +bed, whilst they were sitting by her ladyship reading her to sleep, with +the “News Letter” or the “Grand Cyrus.” My lady used to have boxes of +new plays from London, and Harry was forbidden, under the pain of a +whipping, to look into them. I am afraid he deserved the penalty pretty +often, and got it sometimes. Father Holt applied it twice or thrice, +when he caught the young scapegrace with a delightful wicked comedy of +Mr. Shadwell's or Mr. Wycherley's under his pillow. + +These, when he took any, were my lord's favorite reading. But he +was averse to much study, and, as his little page fancied, to much +occupation of any sort. + +It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him with +more kindness when his lady was not present, and Lord Castlewood would +take the lad sometimes on his little journeys a-hunting or a-birding; +he loved to play at cards and tric-trac with him, which games the boy +learned to pleasure his lord: and was growing to like him better daily, +showing a special pleasure if Father Holt gave a good report of him, +patting him on the head, and promising that he would provide for the +boy. However, in my lady's presence, my lord showed no such marks of +kindness, and affected to treat the lad roughly, and rebuked him sharply +for little faults, for which he in a manner asked pardon of young Esmond +when they were private, saying if he did not speak roughly, she would, +and his tongue was not such a bad one as his lady's--a point whereof the +boy, young as he was, was very well assured. + +Great public events were happening all this while, of which the simple +young page took little count. But one day, riding into the neighboring +town on the step of my lady's coach, his lordship and she and Father +Holt being inside, a great mob of people came hooting and jeering round +the coach, bawling out “The Bishops for ever!” “Down with the Pope!” “No +Popery! no Popery! Jezebel, Jezebel!” so that my lord began to laugh, +my lady's eyes to roll with anger, for she was as bold as a lioness, +and feared nobody; whilst Mr. Holt, as Esmond saw from his place on the +step, sank back with rather an alarmed face, crying out to her ladyship, +“For God's sake, madam, do not speak or look out of window; sit still.” + But she did not obey this prudent injunction of the Father; she thrust +her head out of the coach window, and screamed out to the coachman, +“Flog your way through them, the brutes, James, and use your whip!” + +The mob answered with a roaring jeer of laughter, and fresh cries of +“Jezebel! Jezebel!” My lord only laughed the more: he was a languid +gentleman: nothing seemed to excite him commonly, though I have seen +him cheer and halloo the hounds very briskly, and his face (which was +generally very yellow and calm) grow quite red and cheerful during a +burst over the Downs after a hare, and laugh, and swear, and huzzah at a +cockfight, of which sport he was very fond. And now, when the mob began +to hoot his lady, he laughed with something of a mischievous look, as +though he expected sport, and thought that she and they were a match. + +James the coachman was more afraid of his mistress than the mob, +probably, for he whipped on his horses as he was bidden, and the +post-boy that rode with the first pair (my lady always rode with her +coach-and-six,) gave a cut of his thong over the shoulders of one fellow +who put his hand out towards the leading horse's rein. + +It was a market-day, and the country-people were all assembled with +their baskets of poultry, eggs, and such things; the postilion had no +sooner lashed the man who would have taken hold of his horse, but a +great cabbage came whirling like a bombshell into the carriage, at which +my lord laughed more, for it knocked my lady's fan out of her hand, and +plumped into Father Holt's stomach. Then came a shower of carrots and +potatoes. + +“For Heaven's sake be still!” says Mr. Holt; “we are not ten paces from +the 'Bell' archway, where they can shut the gates on us, and keep out +this canaille.” + +The little page was outside the coach on the step, and a fellow in the +crowd aimed a potato at him, and hit him in the eye, at which the poor +little wretch set up a shout; the man laughed, a great big saddler's +apprentice of the town. “Ah! you d--- little yelling Popish bastard,” + he said, and stooped to pick up another; the crowd had gathered quite +between the horses and the inn door by this time, and the coach was +brought to a dead stand-still. My lord jumped as briskly as a boy out of +the door on his side of the coach, squeezing little Harry behind it; had +hold of the potato-thrower's collar in an instant, and the next moment +the brute's heels were in the air, and he fell on the stones with a +thump. + +“You hulking coward!” says he; “you pack of screaming blackguards! how +dare you attack children, and insult women? Fling another shot at that +carriage, you sneaking pigskin cobbler, and by the Lord I'll send my +rapier through you!” + +Some of the mob cried, “Huzzah, my lord!” for they knew him, and +the saddler's man was a known bruiser, near twice as big as my lord +Viscount. + +“Make way there,” says he (he spoke in a high shrill voice, but with +a great air of authority). “Make way, and let her ladyship's carriage +pass.” The men that were between the coach and the gate of the “Bell” + actually did make way, and the horses went in, my lord walking after +them with his hat on his head. + +As he was going in at the gate, through which the coach had just rolled, +another cry begins, of “No Popery--no Papists!” My lord turns round and +faces them once more. + +“God save the King!” says he at the highest pitch of his voice. “Who +dares abuse the King's religion? You, you d--d psalm-singing cobbler, +as sure as I'm a magistrate of this county I'll commit you!” The fellow +shrank back, and my lord retreated with all the honors of the day. +But when the little flurry caused by the scene was over, and the flush +passed off his face, he relapsed into his usual languor, trifled with +his little dog, and yawned when my lady spoke to him. + +This mob was one of many thousands that were going about the country at +that time, huzzahing for the acquittal of the seven bishops who had been +tried just then, and about whom little Harry Esmond at that time knew +scarce anything. It was Assizes at Hexton, and there was a great meeting +of the gentry at the “Bell;” and my lord's people had their new liveries +on, and Harry a little suit of blue and silver, which he wore upon +occasions of state; and the gentlefolks came round and talked to my +lord: and a judge in a red gown, who seemed a very great personage, +especially complimented him and my lady, who was mighty grand. Harry +remembers her train borne up by her gentlewoman. There was an assembly +and ball at the great room at the “Bell,” and other young gentlemen of +the county families looked on as he did. One of them jeered him for his +black eye, which was swelled by the potato, and another called him a +bastard, on which he and Harry fell to fisticuffs. My lord's cousin, +Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was there, and separated the two lads--a +great tall gentleman, with a handsome good-natured face. The boy did not +know how nearly in after-life he should be allied to Colonel Esmond, and +how much kindness he should have to owe him. + +There was little love between the two families. My lady used not to +spare Colonel Esmond in talking of him, for reasons which have been +hinted already; but about which, at his tender age, Henry Esmond could +be expected to know nothing. + +Very soon afterwards, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. Holt, +leaving, however, the page behind them. The little man had the great +house of Castlewood to himself; or between him and the housekeeper, Mrs. +Worksop, an old lady who was a kinswoman of the family in some distant +way, and a Protestant, but a staunch Tory and king's-man, as all the +Esmonds were. He used to go to school to Dr. Tusher when he was at home, +though the Doctor was much occupied too. There was a great stir and +commotion everywhere, even in the little quiet village of Castlewood, +whither a party of people came from the town, who would have broken +Castlewood Chapel windows, but the village people turned out, and even +old Sieveright, the republican blacksmith, along with them: for my +lady, though she was a Papist, and had many odd ways, was kind to the +tenantry, and there was always a plenty of beef, and blankets, and +medicine for the poor at Castlewood Hall. + +A kingdom was changing hands whilst my lord and lady were away. King +James was flying, the Dutchmen were coming; awful stories about them and +the Prince of Orange used old Mrs. Worksop to tell to the idle little +page. + +He liked the solitude of the great house very well; he had all the +play-books to read, and no Father Holt to whip him, and a hundred +childish pursuits and pastimes, without doors and within, which made +this time very pleasant. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MY SUPERIORS ARE ENGAGED IN PLOTS FOR THE RESTORATION OF KING JAMES II. + + +Not having been able to sleep, for thinking of some lines for eels which +he had placed the night before, the lad was lying in his little bed, +waiting for the hour when the gate would be open, and he and his +comrade, John Lockwood, the porter's son, might go to the pond and see +what fortune had brought them. At daybreak John was to awaken him, but +his own eagerness for the sport had served as a reveillez long since--so +long, that it seemed to him as if the day never would come. + +It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the opposite +chamber, the Chaplain's room, open, and the voice of a man coughing in +the passage. Harry jumped up, thinking for certain it was a robber, or +hoping perhaps for a ghost, and, flinging open his own door, saw before +him the Chaplain's door open, and a light inside, and a figure standing +in the doorway, in the midst of a great smoke which issued from the +room. + +“Who's there?” cried out the boy, who was of a good spirit. + +“Silentium!” whispered the other; “'tis I, my boy!” and, holding his +hand out, Harry had no difficulty in recognizing his master and friend, +Father Holt. A curtain was over the window of the Chaplain's room that +looked to the court, and Harry saw that the smoke came from a great +flame of papers which were burning in a brazier when he entered the +Chaplain's room. After giving a hasty greeting and blessing to the lad, +who was charmed to see his tutor, the Father continued the burning of +his papers, drawing them from a cupboard over the mantel-piece wall, +which Harry had never seen before. + +Father Holt laughed, seeing the lad's attention fixed at once on this +hole. “That is right, Harry,” he said; “faithful little famuli, see all +and say nothing. You are faithful, I know.” + +“I know I would go to the stake for you,” said Harry. + +“I don't want your head,” said the Father, patting it kindly; “all you +have to do is to hold your tongue. Let us burn these papers, and say +nothing to anybody. Should you like to read them?” + +Harry Esmond blushed, and held down his head; he HAD looked as the fact +was, and without thinking, at the paper before him; and though he had +seen it, could not understand a word of it, the letters being quite +clear enough, but quite without meaning. They burned the papers, beating +down the ashes in a brazier, so that scarce any traces of them remained. + +Harry had been accustomed to see Father Holt in more dresses than one; +it not being safe, or worth the danger, for Popish ecclesiastics to wear +their proper dress; and he was, in consequence, in no wise astonished +that the priest should now appear before him in a riding-dress, with +large buff leather boots, and a feather to his hat, plain, but such as +gentlemen wore. + +“You know the secret of the cupboard,” said he, laughing, “and must be +prepared for other mysteries;” and he opened--but not a secret cupboard +this time--only a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked, and from which +he now took out two or three dresses and perruques of different colors, +and a couple of swords of a pretty make (Father Holt was an expert +practitioner with the small-sword, and every day, whilst he was at home, +he and his pupil practised this exercise, in which the lad became a very +great proficient), a military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, +and placed them in the large hole over the mantel-piece from which the +papers had been taken. + +“If they miss the cupboard,” he said, “they will not find these; if +they find them, they'll tell no tales, except that Father Holt wore more +suits of clothes than one. All Jesuits do. You know what deceivers we +are, Harry.” + +Harry was alarmed at the notion that his friend was about to leave him; +but “No,” the priest said, “I may very likely come back with my lord +in a few days. We are to be tolerated; we are not to be persecuted. But +they may take a fancy to pay a visit at Castlewood ere our return; and, +as gentlemen of my cloth are suspected, they might choose to examine +my papers, which concern nobody--at least not them.” And to this day, +whether the papers in cipher related to politics, or to the affairs of +that mysterious society whereof Father Holt was a member, his pupil, +Harry Esmond, remains in entire ignorance. + +The rest of his goods, his small wardrobe, &c. Holt left untouched on +his shelves and in his cupboard, taking down--with a laugh, however--and +flinging into the brazier, where he only half burned them, some +theological treatises which he had been writing against the English +divines. “And now,” said he, “Henry, my son, you may testify, with a +safe conscience, that you saw me burning Latin sermons the last time I +was here before I went away to London; and it will be daybreak directly, +and I must be away before Lockwood is stirring.” + +“Will not Lockwood let you out, sir?” Esmond asked. Holt laughed; he +was never more gay or good-humored than when in the midst of action or +danger. + +“Lockwood knows nothing of my being here, mind you,” he said; “nor would +you, you little wretch! had you slept better. You must forget that I +have been here; and now farewell. Close the door, and go to your own +room, and don't come out till--stay, why should you not know one secret +more? I know you will never betray me.” + +In the Chaplain's room were two windows; the one looking into the court +facing westwards to the fountain; the other, a small casement strongly +barred, and looking on to the green in front of the Hall. This window +was too high to reach from the ground; but, mounting on a buffet which +stood beneath it, Father Holt showed me how, by pressing on the base +of the window, the whole framework of lead, glass, and iron stanchions +descended into a cavity worked below, from which it could be drawn and +restored to its usual place from without; a broken pane being purposely +open to admit the hand which was to work upon the spring of the machine. + +“When I am gone,” Father Holt said, “you may push away the buffet, so +that no one may fancy that an exit has been made that way; lock the +door; place the key--where shall we put the key?--under 'Chrysostom' on +the book-shelf; and if any ask for it, say I keep it there, and told you +where to find it, if you had need to go to my room. The descent is easy +down the wall into the ditch; and so, once more farewell, until I see +thee again, my dear son.” And with this the intrepid Father mounted +the buffet with great agility and briskness, stepped across the window, +lifting up the bars and framework again from the other side, and only +leaving room for Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand +before the casement closed, the bars fixing as firmly as ever, +seemingly, in the stone arch overhead. When Father Holt next arrived at +Castlewood, it was by the public gate on horseback; and he never so much +as alluded to the existence of the private issue to Harry, except when +he had need of a private messenger from within, for which end, no doubt, +he had instructed his young pupil in the means of quitting the Hall. + +Esmond, young as he was, would have died sooner than betray his friend +and master, as Mr. Holt well knew; for he had tried the boy more than +once, putting temptations in his way, to see whether he would yield to +them and confess afterwards, or whether he would resist them, as he did +sometimes, or whether he would lie, which he never did. Holt instructing +the boy on this point, however, that if to keep silence is not to lie, +as it certainly is not, yet silence is, after all, equivalent to a +negation--and therefore a downright No, in the interest of justice +or your friend, and in reply to a question that may be prejudicial to +either, is not criminal, but, on the contrary, praiseworthy; and as +lawful a way as the other of eluding a wrongful demand. For instance +(says he), suppose a good citizen, who had seen his Majesty take refuge +there, had been asked, “Is King Charles up that oak-tree?” his duty +would have been not to say, Yes--so that the Cromwellians should seize +the king and murder him like his father--but No; his Majesty being +private in the tree, and therefore not to be seen there by loyal +eyes: all which instruction, in religion and morals, as well as in the +rudiments of the tongues and sciences, the boy took eagerly and with +gratitude from his tutor. When, then, Holt was gone, and told Harry not +to see him, it was as if he had never been. And he had this answer pat +when he came to be questioned a few days after. + +The Prince of Orange was then at Salisbury, as young Esmond learned from +seeing Doctor Tusher in his best cassock (though the roads were +muddy, and he never was known to wear his silk, only his stuff one, +a-horseback), with a great orange cockade in his broad-leafed hat, and +Nahum, his clerk, ornamented with a like decoration. The Doctor was +walking up and down in front of his parsonage, when little Esmond saw +him, and heard him say he was going to pay his duty to his Highness +the Prince, as he mounted his pad and rode away with Nahum behind. The +village people had orange cockades too, and his friend the blacksmith's +laughing daughter pinned one into Harry's old hat, which he tore out +indignantly when they bade him to cry “God save the Prince of Orange and +the Protestant religion!” but the people only laughed, for they liked +the boy in the village, where his solitary condition moved the general +pity, and where he found friendly welcomes and faces in many houses. +Father Holt had many friends there too, for he not only would fight the +blacksmith at theology, never losing his temper, but laughing the whole +time in his pleasant way; but he cured him of an ague with quinquina, +and was always ready with a kind word for any man that asked it, so that +they said in the village 'twas a pity the two were Papists. + +The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood agreed very well; indeed, the +former was a perfectly-bred gentleman, and it was the latter's business +to agree with everybody. Doctor Tusher and the lady's-maid, his spouse, +had a boy who was about the age of little Esmond; and there was such a +friendship between the lads, as propinquity and tolerable kindness and +good-humor on either side would be pretty sure to occasion. Tom Tusher +was sent off early, however, to a school in London, whither his father +took him and a volume of sermons, in the first year of the reign of King +James; and Tom returned but once, a year afterwards, to Castlewood for +many years of his scholastic and collegiate life. Thus there was less +danger to Tom of a perversion of his faith by the Director, who scarce +ever saw him, than there was to Harry, who constantly was in the Vicar's +company; but as long as Harry's religion was his Majesty's, and my +lord's, and my lady's, the Doctor said gravely, it should not be for +him to disturb or disquiet him: it was far from him to say that his +Majesty's Church was not a branch of the Catholic Church; upon which +Father Holt used, according to his custom, to laugh, and say that the +Holy Church throughout all the world, and the noble Army of Martyrs, +were very much obliged to the Doctor. + +It was while Dr. Tusher was away at Salisbury that there came a troop +of dragoons with orange scarfs, and quartered in Castlewood, and some +of them came up to the Hall, where they took possession, robbing nothing +however beyond the hen-house and the beer-cellar: and only insisting +upon going through the house and looking for papers. The first room they +asked to look at was Father Holt's room, of which Harry Esmond brought +the key, and they opened the drawers and the cupboards, and tossed over +the papers and clothes--but found nothing except his books and clothes, +and the vestments in a box by themselves, with which the dragoons +made merry, to Harry Esmond's horror. And to the questions which the +gentleman put to Harry, he replied that Father Holt was a very kind man +to him, and a very learned man, and Harry supposed would tell him none +of his secrets if he had any. He was about eleven years old at this +time, and looked as innocent as boys of his age. + +The family were away more than six months, and when they returned +they were in the deepest state of dejection, for King James had been +banished, the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and the direst +persecutions of those of the Catholic faith were apprehended by my +lady, who said she did not believe that there was a word of truth in the +promises of toleration that Dutch monster made, or in a single word the +perjured wretch said. My lord and lady were in a manner prisoners in +their own house; so her ladyship gave the little page to know, who was +by this time growing of an age to understand what was passing about him, +and something of the characters of the people he lived with. + +“We are prisoners,” says she; “in everything but chains, we are +prisoners. Let them come, let them consign me to dungeons, or strike off +my head from this poor little throat” (and she clasped it in her long +fingers). “The blood of the Esmonds will always flow freely for their +kings. We are not like the Churchills--the Judases, who kiss their +master and betray him. We know how to suffer, how even to forgive in the +royal cause” (no doubt it was to that fatal business of losing the place +of Groom of the Posset to which her ladyship alluded, as she did half +a dozen times in the day). “Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and +his odious Dutch tortures--the beast! the wretch! I spit upon him and +defy him. Cheerfully will I lay this head upon the block; cheerfully +will I accompany my lord to the scaffold: we will cry 'God save +King James!' with our dying breath, and smile in the face of the +executioner.” And she told her page, a hundred times at least, of the +particulars of the last interview which she had with his Majesty. + +“I flung myself before my liege's feet,” she said, “at Salisbury. +I devoted myself--my husband--my house, to his cause. Perhaps he +remembered old times, when Isabella Esmond was young and fair; perhaps +he recalled the day when 'twas not I that knelt--at least he spoke to me +with a voice that reminded ME of days gone by. 'Egad!' said his Majesty, +'you should go to the Prince of Orange; if you want anything.' 'No, +sire,' I replied, 'I would not kneel to a Usurper; the Esmond that would +have served your Majesty will never be groom to a traitor's posset.' The +royal exile smiled, even in the midst of his misfortune; he deigned to +raise me with words of consolation. The Viscount, my husband, himself, +could not be angry at the august salute with which he honored me!” + +The public misfortune had the effect of making my lord and his lady +better friends than they ever had been since their courtship. My +lord Viscount had shown both loyalty and spirit, when these were rare +qualities in the dispirited party about the King; and the praise he got +elevated him not a little in his wife's good opinion, and perhaps in his +own. He wakened up from the listless and supine life which he had been +leading; was always riding to and fro in consultation with this friend +or that of the King's; the page of course knowing little of his doings, +but remarking only his greater cheerfulness and altered demeanor. + +Father Holt came to the Hall constantly, but officiated no longer openly +as chaplain; he was always fetching and carrying: strangers, military +and ecclesiastic (Harry knew the latter, though they came in all sorts +of disguises), were continually arriving and departing. My lord made +long absences and sudden reappearances, using sometimes the means of +exit which Father Holt had employed, though how often the little window +in the Chaplain's room let in or let out my lord and his friends, Harry +could not tell. He stoutly kept his promise to the Father of not prying, +and if at midnight from his little room he heard noises of persons +stirring in the next chamber, he turned round to the wall, and hid his +curiosity under his pillow until it fell asleep. Of course he could +not help remarking that the priest's journeys were constant, and +understanding by a hundred signs that some active though secret business +employed him: what this was may pretty well be guessed by what soon +happened to my lord. + +No garrison or watch was put into Castlewood when my lord came back, but +a Guard was in the village; and one or other of them was always on the +Green keeping a look-out on our great gate, and those who went out and +in. Lockwood said that at night especially every person who came in or +went out was watched by the outlying sentries. 'Twas lucky that we had +a gate which their Worships knew nothing about. My lord and Father Holt +must have made constant journeys at night: once or twice little Harry +acted as their messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers +he was bidden to go into the village with his fishing-rod, enter certain +houses, ask for a drink of water, and tell the good man, “There would be +a horse-market at Newbury next Thursday,” and so carry the same message +on to the next house on his list. + +He did not know what the message meant at the time, nor what was +happening: which may as well, however, for clearness' sake, be explained +here. The Prince of Orange being gone to Ireland, where the King was +ready to meet him with a great army, it was determined that a great +rising of his Majesty's party should take place in this country; and my +lord was to head the force in our county. Of late he had taken a greater +lead in affairs than before, having the indefatigable Mr. Holt at his +elbow, and my Lady Viscountess strongly urging him on; and my Lord +Sark being in the Tower a prisoner, and Sir Wilmot Crawley, of Queen's +Crawley, having gone over to the Prince of Orange's side--my lord became +the most considerable person in our part of the county for the affairs +of the King. + +It was arranged that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, then +quartered at Newbury, should declare for the King on a certain day, when +likewise the gentry affected to his Majesty's cause were to come in with +their tenants and adherents to Newbury, march upon the Dutch troops +at Reading under Ginckel; and, these overthrown, and their indomitable +little master away in Ireland, 'twas thought that our side might move on +London itself, and a confident victory was predicted for the King. + +As these great matters were in agitation, my lord lost his listless +manner and seemed to gain health; my lady did not scold him, Mr. Holt +came to and fro, busy always; and little Harry longed to have been a few +inches taller, that he might draw a sword in this good cause. + +One day, it must have been about the month of July, 1690, my lord, in +a great horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shining of a +steel breastplate he had on, called little Harry to him, put the hair +off the child's forehead, and kissed him, and bade God bless him in such +an affectionate way as he never had used before. Father Holt blessed him +too, and then they took leave of my Lady Viscountess, who came from her +apartment with a pocket-handkerchief to her eyes, and her gentlewoman +and Mrs. Tusher supporting her. “You are going to--to ride,” says she. +“Oh, that I might come too--but in my situation I am forbidden horse +exercise.” + +“We kiss my Lady Marchioness's hand,” says Mr. Holt. + +“My lord, God speed you!” she said, stepping up and embracing my lord in +a grand manner. “Mr. Holt, I ask your blessing:” and she knelt down for +that, whilst Mrs. Tusher tossed her head up. + +Mr. Holt gave the same benediction to the little page, who went down +and held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two servants +waiting there too--and they rode out of Castlewood gate. + +As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in scarlet ride +up touching his hat, and address my lord. + +The party stopped, and came to some parley or discussion, which +presently ended, my lord putting his horse into a canter after taking +off his hat and making a bow to the officer, who rode alongside him step +for step: the trooper accompanying him falling back, and riding with my +lord's two men. They cantered over the Green, and behind the elms (my +lord waving his hand, Harry thought), and so they disappeared. That +evening we had a great panic, the cow-boy coming at milking-time riding +one of our horses, which he had found grazing at the outer park-wall. + +All night my Lady Viscountess was in a very quiet and subdued mood. +She scarce found fault with anybody; she played at cards for six hours; +little page Esmond went to sleep. He prayed for my lord and the good +cause before closing his eyes. + +It was quite in the gray of the morning when the porter's bell rang, and +old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's servants, who had gone +with him in the morning, and who returned with a melancholy story. The +officer who rode up to my lord had, it appeared, said to him, that it +was his duty to inform his lordship that he was not under arrest, but +under surveillance, and to request him not to ride abroad that day. + +My lord replied that riding was good for his health, that if the Captain +chose to accompany him he was welcome; and it was then that he made a +bow, and they cantered away together. + +When he came on to Wansey Down, my lord all of a sudden pulled up, and +the party came to a halt at the cross-way. + +“Sir,” says he to the officer, “we are four to two; will you be so kind +as to take that road, and leave me go mine?” + +“Your road is mine, my lord,” says the officer. + +“Then--” says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the officer, +drawing a pistol, snapped it at his lordship; as at the same moment +Father Holt, drawing a pistol, shot the officer through the head. It was +done, and the man dead in an instant of time. The orderly, gazing at the +officer, looked seared for a moment, and galloped away for his life. + +“Fire! fire!” cries out Father Holt, sending another shot after the +trooper, but the two servants were too much surprised to use their +pieces, and my lord calling to them to hold their hands, the fellow got +away. + +“Mr. Holt, qui pensait a tout,” says Blaise, “gets off his horse, +examines the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his money to +us two, and says, 'The wine is drawn, M. le Marquis,'--why did he say +Marquis to M. le Vicomte?--'we must drink it.' + +“The poor gentleman's horse was a better one than that I rode,” + Blaise continues; “Mr. Holt bids me get on him, and so I gave a cut to +Whitefoot, and she trotted home. We rode on towards Newbury; we heard +firing towards midday: at two o'clock a horseman comes up to us as we +were giving our cattle water at an inn--and says, 'All is done! The +Ecossais declared an hour too soon--General Ginckel was down upon them.' +The whole thing was at an end. + +“'And we've shot an officer on duty, and let his orderly escape,' says +my lord. + +“'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines on his table-book, one for +my lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you must go back to Castlewood, +and deliver these,' and behold me.” + +And he gave Harry the two papers. He read that to himself, which only +said, “Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You know nothing +about anything.” Harry read this, ran up stairs to his mistress's +apartment, where her gentlewoman slept near to the door, made her bring +a light and wake my lady, into whose hands he gave the paper. She was a +wonderful object to look at in her night attire, nor had Harry ever seen +the like. + +As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the +Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard over the fireplace, burned +all the papers in it, and, as he had seen the priest do before, took +down one of his reverence's manuscript sermons, and half burnt that +in the brazier. By the time the papers were quite destroyed it was +daylight. Harry ran back to his mistress again. Her gentlewoman ushered +him again into her ladyship's chamber; she told him (from behind her +nuptial curtains) to bid the coach be got ready, and that she would ride +away anon. + +But the mysteries of her ladyship's toilet were as awfully long on this +day as on any other, and, long after the coach was ready, my lady was +still attiring herself. And just as the Viscountess stepped forth from +her room, ready for departure, young John Lockwood comes running up +from the village with news that a lawyer, three officers, and twenty or +four-and-twenty soldiers, were marching thence upon the house. John had +but two minutes the start of them, and, ere he had well told his story, +the troop rode into our court-yard. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.--THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF +CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS. + + +At first my lady was for dying like Mary, Queen of Scots (to whom she +fancied she bore a resemblance in beauty), and, stroking her scraggy +neck, said, “They will find Isabel of Castlewood is equal to her fate.” + Her gentlewoman, Victoire, persuaded her that her prudent course was, +as she could not fly, to receive the troops as though she suspected +nothing, and that her chamber was the best place wherein to await them. +So her black Japan casket, which Harry was to carry to the coach, was +taken back to her ladyship's chamber, whither the maid and mistress +retired. Victoire came out presently, bidding the page to say her +ladyship was ill, confined to her bed with the rheumatism. + +By this time the soldiers had reached Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw +them from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels were +posted at the gate--a half-dozen more walked towards the stable; and +some others, preceded by their commander, and a man in black, a lawyer +probably, were conducted by one of the servants to the stair leading up +to the part of the house which my lord and lady inhabited. + +So the Captain, a handsome kind man, and the lawyer, came through the +ante-room to the tapestry parlor, and where now was nobody but young +Harry Esmond, the page. + +“Tell your mistress, little man,” says the Captain, kindly, “that we +must speak to her.” + +“My mistress is ill a-bed,” said the page. + +“What complaint has she?” asked the Captain. + +The boy said, “The rheumatism!” + +“Rheumatism! that's a sad complaint,” continues the good-natured +Captain; “and the coach is in the yard to fetch the Doctor, I suppose?” + +“I don't know,” says the boy. + +“And how long has her ladyship been ill?” + +“I don't know,” says the boy. + +“When did my lord go away?” + +“Yesterday night.” + +“With Father Holt?” + +“With Mr. Holt.” + +“And which way did they travel?” asks the lawyer. + +“They travelled without me,” says the page. + +“We must see Lady Castlewood.” + +“I have orders that nobody goes in to her ladyship--she is sick,” says +the page; but at this moment Victoire came out. “Hush!” says she; and, +as if not knowing that any one was near, “What's this noise?” says she. +“Is this gentleman the Doctor?” + +“Stuff! we must see Lady Castlewood,” says the lawyer, pushing by. + +The curtains of her ladyship's room were down, and the chamber dark, +and she was in bed with a nightcap on her head, and propped up by her +pillows, looking none the less ghastly because of the red which was +still on her cheeks, and which she could not afford to forego. + +“Is that the Doctor?” she said. + +“There is no use with this deception, madam,” Captain Westbury said (for +so he was named). “My duty is to arrest the person of Thomas, Viscount +Castlewood, a nonjuring peer--of Robert Tusher, Vicar of Castlewood--and +Henry Holt, known under various other names and designations, a Jesuit +priest, who officiated as chaplain here in the late king's time, and is +now at the head of the conspiracy which was about to break out in this +country against the authority of their Majesties King William and Queen +Mary--and my orders are to search the house for such papers or traces of +the conspiracy as may be found here. Your ladyship will please give me +your keys, and it will be as well for yourself that you should help us, +in every way, in our search.” + +“You see, sir, that I have the rheumatism, and cannot move,” said +the lady, looking uncommonly ghastly as she sat up in her bed, where, +however, she had had her cheeks painted, and a new cap put on, so that +she might at least look her best when the officers came. + +“I shall take leave to place a sentinel in the chamber, so that your +ladyship, in case you should wish to rise, may have an arm to lean on,” + Captain Westbury said. “Your woman will show me where I am to look;” and +Madame Victoire, chattering in her half French and half English jargon, +opened while the Captain examined one drawer after another; but, as +Harry Esmond thought, rather carelessly, with a smile on his face, as if +he was only conducting the examination for form's sake. + +Before one of the cupboards Victoire flung herself down, stretching out +her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, cried, “Non, jamais, monsieur +l'officier! Jamais! I will rather die than let you see this wardrobe.” + +But Captain Westbury would open it, still with a smile on his face, +which, when the box was opened, turned into a fair burst of laughter. +It contained--not papers regarding the conspiracy--but my lady's wigs, +washes, and rouge-pots, and Victoire said men were monsters, as the +Captain went on with his perquisition. He tapped the back to see whether +or no it was hollow, and as he thrust his hands into the cupboard, my +lady from her bed called out, with a voice that did not sound like that +of a very sick woman, “Is it your commission to insult ladies as well as +to arrest gentlemen, Captain?” + +“These articles are only dangerous when worn by your ladyship,” the +Captain said, with a low bow, and a mock grin of politeness. “I have +found nothing which concerns the Government as yet--only the weapons +with which beauty is authorized to kill,” says he, pointing to a wig +with his sword-tip. “We must now proceed to search the rest of the +house.” + +“You are not going to leave that wretch in the room with me,” cried my +lady, pointing to the soldier. + +“What can I do, madam? Somebody you must have to smooth your pillow and +bring your medicine--permit me--” + +“Sir!” screamed out my lady. + +“Madam, if you are too ill to leave the bed,” the Captain then said, +rather sternly, “I must have in four of my men to lift you off in the +sheet. I must examine this bed, in a word; papers may be hidden in a bed +as elsewhere; we know that very well and * * *.” + +Here it was her ladyship's turn to shriek, for the Captain, with his +fist shaking the pillows and bolsters, at last came to “burn” as they +say in the play of forfeits, and wrenching away one of the pillows, +said, “Look! did not I tell you so? Here is a pillow stuffed with +paper.” + +“Some villain has betrayed us,” cried out my lady, sitting up in the +bed, showing herself full dressed under her night-rail. + +“And now your ladyship can move, I am sure; permit me to give you my +hand to rise. You will have to travel for some distance, as far as +Hexton Castle to-night. Will you have your coach? Your woman shall +attend you if you like--and the japan-box?” + +“Sir! you don't strike a MAN when he is down,” said my lady, with some +dignity: “can you not spare a woman?” + +“Your ladyship must please to rise, and let me search the bed,” said the +Captain; “there is no more time to lose in bandying talk.” + +And, without more ado, the gaunt old woman got up. Harry Esmond +recollected to the end of his life that figure, with the brocade dress +and the white night-rail, and the gold-clocked red stockings, and white +red-heeled shoes, sitting up in the bed, and stepping down from it. The +trunks were ready packed for departure in her ante-room, and the horses +ready harnessed in the stable: about all which the Captain seemed to +know, by information got from some quarter or other; and whence Esmond +could make a pretty shrewd guess in after-times, when Dr. Tusher +complained that King William's government had basely treated him for +services done in that cause. + +And here he may relate, though he was then too young to know all that +was happening, what the papers contained, of which Captain Westbury had +made a seizure, and which papers had been transferred from the japan-box +to the bed when the officers arrived. + +There was a list of gentlemen of the county in Father Holt's hand +writing--Mr. Freeman's (King James's) friends--a similar paper being +found among those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who suffered +death for this conspiracy. + +There was a patent conferring the title of Marquis of Esmond on my +Lord Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body; his appointment as +Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.* + + * To have this rank of Marquis restored in the family had + always been my Lady Viscountess's ambition; and her old + maiden aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, dying + about this time, and leaving all her property to Lady + Castlewood, I have heard that her ladyship sent almost the + whole of the money to King James, a proceeding which so + irritated my Lord Castlewood that he actually went to the + parish church, and was only appeased by the Marquis's title + which his exiled Majesty sent to him in return for the + 15,000L. his faithful subject lent him. + +There were various letters from the nobility and gentry, some ardent +and some doubtful, in the King's service; and (very luckily for him) two +letters concerning Colonel Francis Esmond: one from Father Holt, which +said, “I have been to see this Colonel at his house at Walcote, near to +Wells, where he resides since the King's departure, and pressed him very +eagerly in Mr. Freeman's cause, showing him the great advantage he would +have by trading with that merchant, offering him large premiums there as +agreed between us. But he says no: he considers Mr. Freeman the head of +the firm, will never trade against him or embark with any other trading +company, but considers his duty was done when Mr. Freeman left England. +This Colonel seems to care more for his wife and his beagles than for +affairs. He asked me much about young H. E., 'that bastard,' as he +called him; doubting my lord's intentions respecting him. I reassured +him on this head, stating what I knew of the lad, and our intentions +respecting him, but with regard to Freeman he was inflexible.” + +And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his kinsman, to say that +one Captain Holton had been with him offering him large bribes to join, +YOU KNOW WHO, and saying that the head of the house of Castlewood was +deeply engaged in that quarter. But for his part he had broke his +sword when the K. left the country, and would never again fight in that +quarrel. The P. of O. was a man, at least, of a noble courage, and his +duty, and, as he thought, every Englishman's, was to keep the country +quiet, and the French out of it: and, in fine, that he would have +nothing to do with the scheme. + +Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the pillow, +Colonel Frank Esmond, who became Viscount Castlewood, told Henry +Esmond afterwards, when the letters were shown to his lordship, who +congratulated himself, as he had good reason, that he had not joined +in the scheme which proved so fatal to many concerned in it. But, +naturally, the lad knew little about these circumstances when they +happened under his eyes: only being aware that his patron and his +mistress were in some trouble, which had caused the flight of the one +and the apprehension of the other by the officers of King William. + +The seizure of the papers effected, the gentlemen did not pursue their +further search through Castlewood House very rigorously. They examined +Mr. Holt's room, being led thither by his pupil, who showed, as the +Father had bidden him, the place where the key of his chamber lay, +opened the door for the gentlemen, and conducted them into the room. + +When the gentlemen came to the half-burned papers in the brazier, they +examined them eagerly enough, and their young guide was a little amused +at their perplexity. + +“What are these?” says one. + +“They're written in a foreign language,” says the lawyer. “What are you +laughing at, little whelp?” adds he, turning round as he saw the boy +smile. + +“Mr. Holt said they were sermons,” Harry said, “and bade me to burn +them;” which indeed was true of those papers. + +“Sermons indeed--it's treason, I would lay a wager,” cries the lawyer. + +“Egad! it's Greek to me,” says Captain Westbury. “Can you read it, +little boy?” + +“Yes, sir, a little,” Harry said. + +“Then read, and read in English, sir, on your peril,” said the lawyer. +And Harry began to translate:-- + +“Hath not one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are now +laboring as much as he himself ever did, about the tree of the knowledge +of good and evil, shaking the boughs thereof, and seeking the fruit, +being for the most part unmindful of the tree of life.' Oh blind +generation! 'tis this tree of knowledge to which the serpent has led +you”--and here the boy was obliged to stop, the rest of the page being +charred by the fire: and asked of the lawyer--“Shall I go on, sir?” + +The lawyer said--“This boy is deeper than he seems: who knows that he is +not laughing at us?” + +“Let's have in Dick the Scholar,” cried Captain Westbury, laughing: and +he called to a trooper out of the window--“Ho, Dick, come in here and +construe.” + +A thick-set soldier, with a square good-humored face, came in at the +summons, saluting his officer. + +“Tell us what is this, Dick,” says the lawyer. + +“My name is Steele, sir,” says the soldier. “I may be Dick for my +friends, but I don't name gentlemen of your cloth amongst them.” + +“Well then, Steele.” + +“Mr. Steele, sir, if you please. When you address a gentleman of his +Majesty's Horse Guards, be pleased not to be so familiar.” + +“I didn't know, sir,” said the lawyer. + +“How should you? I take it you are not accustomed to meet with +gentlemen,” says the trooper. + +“Hold thy prate, and read that bit of paper,” says Westbury. + +“'Tis Latin,” says Dick, glancing at it, and again saluting his officer, +“and from a sermon of Mr. Cudworth's,” and he translated the words +pretty much as Henry Esmond had rendered them. + +“What a young scholar you are,” says the Captain to the boy. + +“Depend on't, he knows more than he tells,” says the lawyer. “I think we +will pack him off in the coach with old Jezebel.” + +“For construing a bit of Latin?” said the Captain, very good-naturedly. + +“I would as lief go there as anywhere,” Harry Esmond said, simply, “for +there is nobody to care for me.” + +There must have been something touching in the child's voice, or in +this description of his solitude--for the Captain looked at him very +good-naturedly, and the trooper, called Steele, put his hand kindly on +the lad's head, and said some words in the Latin tongue. + +“What does he say?” says the lawyer. + +“Faith, ask Dick himself,” cried Captain Westbury. + +“I said I was not ignorant of misfortune myself, and had learned to +succor the miserable, and that's not YOUR trade, Mr. Sheepskin,” said +the trooper. + +“You had better leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet,” the Captain +said. And Harry Esmond, always touched by a kind face and kind word, +felt very grateful to this good-natured champion. + +The horses were by this time harnessed to the coach; and the Countess +and Victoire came down and were put into the vehicle. This woman, who +quarrelled with Harry Esmond all day, was melted at parting with him, +and called him “dear angel,” and “poor infant,” and a hundred other +names. + +The Viscountess, giving him her lean hand to kiss, bade him always be +faithful to the house of Esmond. “If evil should happen to my lord,” + says she, “his SUCCESSOR, I trust, will be found, and give you +protection. Situated as I am, they will not dare wreak their vengeance +on me NOW.” And she kissed a medal she wore with great fervor, and +Henry Esmond knew not in the least what her meaning was; but hath since +learned that, old as she was, she was for ever expecting, by the good +offices of saints and relics, to have an heir to the title of Esmond. + +Harry Esmond was too young to have been introduced into the secrets +of politics in which his patrons were implicated; for they put but few +questions to the boy (who was little of stature, and looked much younger +than his age), and such questions as they put he answered cautiously +enough, and professing even more ignorance than he had, for which his +examiners willingly enough gave him credit. He did not say a word about +the window or the cupboard over the fireplace; and these secrets quite +escaped the eyes of the searchers. + +So then my lady was consigned to her coach, and sent off to Hexton, with +her woman and the man of law to bear her company, a couple of troopers +riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left behind at the +Hall, belonging as it were to nobody, and quite alone in the world. +The captain and a guard of men remained in possession there; and the +soldiers, who were very good-natured and kind, ate my lord's mutton and +drank his wine, and made themselves comfortable, as they well might do +in such pleasant quarters. + +The captains had their dinner served in my lord's tapestry parlor, and +poor little Harry thought his duty was to wait upon Captain Westbury's +chair, as his custom had been to serve his lord when he sat there. + +After the departure of the Countess, Dick the Scholar took Harry Esmond +under his special protection, and would examine him in his humanities +and talk to him both of French and Latin, in which tongues the lad +found, and his new friend was willing enough to acknowledge, that he was +even more proficient than Scholar Dick. Hearing that he had learned them +from a Jesuit, in the praise of whom and whose goodness Harry was never +tired of speaking, Dick, rather to the boy's surprise, who began to have +an early shrewdness, like many children bred up alone, showed a great +deal of theological science, and knowledge of the points at issue +between the two churches; so that he and Harry would have hours of +controversy together, in which the boy was certainly worsted by the +arguments of this singular trooper. “I am no common soldier,” Dick would +say, and indeed it was easy to see by his learning, breeding, and +many accomplishments, that he was not. “I am of one of the most ancient +families in the empire; I have had my education at a famous school, +and a famous university; I learned my first rudiments of Latin near to +Smithfield, in London, where the martyrs were roasted.” + +“You hanged as many of ours,” interposed Harry; “and, for the matter of +persecution, Father Holt told me that a young gentleman of Edinburgh, +eighteen years of age, student at the college there, was hanged for +heresy only last year, though he recanted, and solemnly asked pardon for +his errors.” + +“Faith! there has been too much persecution on both sides: but 'twas you +taught us.” + +“Nay, 'twas the Pagans began it,” cried the lad, and began to instance +a number of saints of the Church, from the proto-martyr downwards--“this +one's fire went out under him: that one's oil cooled in the caldron: at +a third holy head the executioner chopped three times and it would not +come off. Show us martyrs in YOUR church for whom such miracles have +been done.” + +“Nay,” says the trooper gravely, “the miracles of the first three +centuries belong to my Church as well as yours, Master Papist,” and then +added, with something of a smile upon his countenance, and a queer look +at Harry--“And yet, my little catechiser, I have sometimes thought about +those miracles, that there was not much good in them, since the victim's +head always finished by coming off at the third or fourth chop, and the +caldron, if it did not boil one day, boiled the next. Howbeit, in our +times, the Church has lost that questionable advantage of respites. +There never was a shower to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to turn +the edge of Campion's axe. The rack tore the limbs of Southwell +the Jesuit and Sympson the Protestant alike. For faith, everywhere +multitudes die willingly enough. I have read in Monsieur Rycaut's +'History of the Turks,' of thousands of Mahomet's followers rushing +upon death in battle as upon certain Paradise; and in the great Mogul's +dominions people fling themselves by hundreds under the cars of the +idols annually, and the widows burn themselves on their husbands' +bodies, as 'tis well known. 'Tis not the dying for a faith that's so +hard, Master Harry--every man of every nation has done that--'tis the +living up to it that is difficult, as I know to my cost,” he added with +a sigh. “And ah!” he added, “my poor lad, I am not strong enough to +convince thee by my life--though to die for my religion would give me +the greatest of joys--but I had a dear friend in Magdalen College in +Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here to convince thee, as he quickly +could--for I think he's a match for the whole College of Jesuits; and +what's more, in his life too. In that very sermon of Dr. Cudworth's +which your priest was quoting from, and which suffered martydom in the +brazier,”--Dick added with a smile, “I had a thought of wearing the +black coat (but was ashamed of my life, you see, and took to this sorry +red one); I have often thought of Joe Addison--Dr. Cudworth says, +'A good conscience is the best looking-glass of heaven'--and there's +serenity in my friend's face which always reflects it--I wish you could +see him, Harry.” + +“Did he do you a great deal of good?” asked the lad, simply. + +“He might have done,” said the other--“at least he taught me to see and +approve better things. 'Tis my own fault, deteriora sequi.” + +“You seem very good,” the boy said. + +“I'm not what I seem, alas!” answered the trooper--and indeed, as it +turned out, poor Dick told the truth--for that very night, at supper +in the hall, where the gentlemen of the troop took their repasts, +and passed most part of their days dicing and smoking of tobacco, and +singing and cursing, over the Castlewood ale--Harry Esmond found Dick +the Scholar in a woful state of drunkenness. He hiccupped out a sermon +and his laughing companions bade him sing a hymn, on which Dick, +swearing he would run the scoundrel through the body who insulted his +religion, made for his sword, which was hanging on the wall, and fell +down flat on the floor under it, saying to Harry, who ran forward to +help him, “Ah, little Papist, I wish Joseph Addison was here!” + +Though the troopers of the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, yet +the rest of the gentlemen seemed ignorant and vulgar boors to Harry +Esmond, with the exception of this good-natured Corporal Steele the +Scholar, and Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant, who were always +kind to the lad. They remained for some weeks or months encamped in +Castlewood, and Harry learned from them, from time to time, how the lady +at Hexton Castle was treated, and the particulars of her confinement +there. 'Tis known that King William was disposed to deal very leniently +with the gentry who remained faithful to the old King's cause; and no +prince usurping a crown, as his enemies said he did, (righteously +taking it, as I think now,) ever caused less blood to be shed. As for +women-conspirators, he kept spies on the least dangerous, and locked up +the others. Lady Castlewood had the best rooms in Hexton Castle, and the +gaoler's garden to walk in; and though she repeatedly desired to be led +out to execution, like Mary Queen of Scots, there never was any thought +of taking her painted old head off, or any desire to do aught but keep +her person in security. + +And it appeared she found that some were friends in her misfortune, whom +she had, in her prosperity, considered as her worst enemies. Colonel +Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's, who had married the +Dean of Winchester's daughter, and, since King James's departure out of +England, had lived not very far away from Hexton town, hearing of his +kinswoman's strait, and being friends with Colonel Brice, commanding for +King William in Hexton, and with the Church dignitaries there, came +to visit her ladyship in prison, offering to his uncle's daughter any +friendly services which lay in his power. And he brought his lady and +little daughter to see the prisoner, to the latter of whom, a child +of great beauty and many winning ways, the old Viscountess took not +a little liking, although between her ladyship and the child's mother +there was little more love than formerly. There are some injuries which +women never forgive one another; and Madam Francis Esmond, in marrying +her cousin, had done one of those irretrievable wrongs to Lady +Castlewood. But as she was now humiliated, and in misfortune, Madam +Francis could allow a truce to her enmity, and could be kind for a +while, at least, to her husband's discarded mistress. So the little +Beatrix, her daughter, was permitted often to go and visit the +imprisoned Viscountess, who, in so far as the child and its father +were concerned, got to abate in her anger towards that branch of the +Castlewood family. And the letters of Colonel Esmond coming to light, +as has been said, and his conduct being known to the King's council, the +Colonel was put in a better position with the existing government than +he had ever before been; any suspicions regarding his loyalty were +entirely done away; and so he was enabled to be of more service to his +kinswoman than he could otherwise have been. + +And now there befell an event by which this lady recovered her liberty, +and the house of Castlewood got a new owner, and fatherless little Harry +Esmond a new and most kind protector and friend. Whatever that secret +was which Harry was to hear from my lord, the boy never heard it; for +that night when Father Holt arrived, and carried my lord away with him, +was the last on which Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my +lord may be briefly told here. Having found the horses at the place +where they were lying, my lord and Father Holt rode together to +Chatteris, where they had temporary refuge with one of the Father's +penitents in that city; but the pursuit being hot for them, and the +reward for the apprehension of one or the other considerable, it was +deemed advisable that they should separate; and the priest betook +himself to other places of retreat known to him, whilst my lord passed +over from Bristol into Ireland, in which kingdom King James had a court +and an army. My lord was but a small addition to this; bringing, indeed, +only his sword and the few pieces in his pocket; but the King received +him with some kindness and distinction in spite of his poor plight, +confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave him a regiment, and +promised him further promotion. But titles or promotion were not to +benefit him now. My lord was wounded at the fatal battle of the Boyne, +flying from which field (long after his master had set him an example) +he lay for a while concealed in the marshy country near to the town of +Trim, and more from catarrh and fever caught in the bogs than from the +steel of the enemy in the battle, sank and died. May the earth lie light +upon Thomas of Castlewood! He who writes this must speak in charity, +though this lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these +he would have made amends, perhaps, had life been spared him; but the +other lay beyond his power to repair, though 'tis to be hoped that a +greater Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He got the comfort +of this absolution, too, such as it was: a priest of Trim writing a +letter to my lady to inform her of this calamity. + +But in those days letters were slow of travelling, and our priest's took +two months or more on its journey from Ireland to England: where, when +it did arrive, it did not find my lady at her own house; she was at the +King's house of Hexton Castle when the letter came to Castlewood, but it +was opened for all that by the officer in command there. + +Harry Esmond well remembered the receipt of this letter, which Lockwood +brought in as Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were on the green +playing at bowls, young Esmond looking on at the sport, or reading his +book in the arbor. + +“Here's news for Frank Esmond,” says Captain Westbury; “Harry, did you +ever see Colonel Esmond?” And Captain Westbury looked very hard at the +boy as he spoke. + +Harry said he had seen him but once when he was at Hexton, at the ball +there. + +“And did he say anything?” + +“He said what I don't care to repeat,” Harry answered. For he was now +twelve years of age: he knew what his birth was, and the disgrace of +it; and he felt no love towards the man who had most likely stained his +mother's honor and his own. + +“Did you love my Lord Castlewood?” + +“I wait until I know my mother, sir, to say,” the boy answered, his eyes +filling with tears. + +“Something has happened to Lord Castlewood,” Captain Westbury said in a +very grave tone--“something which must happen to us all. He is dead of a +wound received at the Boyne, fighting for King James.” + +“I am glad my lord fought for the right cause,” the boy said. + +“It was better to meet death on the field like a man, than face it on +Tower-hill, as some of them may,” continued Mr. Westbury. “I hope he has +made some testament, or provided for thee somehow. This letter says he +recommends unicum filium suum dilectissimum to his lady. I hope he has +left you more than that.” + +Harry did not know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and Fate; but +more lonely now, as it seemed to him, than he had been all the rest of +his life; and that night, as he lay in his little room which he still +occupied, the boy thought with many a pang of shame and grief of his +strange and solitary condition: how he had a father and no father; a +nameless mother that had been brought to ruin, perhaps, by that very +father whom Harry could only acknowledge in secret and with a blush, +and whom he could neither love nor revere. And he sickened to think how +Father Holt, a stranger, and two or three soldiers, his acquaintances +of the last six weeks, were the only friends he had in the great wide +world, where he was now quite alone. The soul of the boy was full of +love, and he longed as he lay in the darkness there for some one upon +whom he could bestow it. He remembers, and must to his dying day, the +thoughts and tears of that long night, the hours tolling through it. +Who was he, and what? Why here rather than elsewhere? I have a mind, he +thought, to go to that priest at Trim, and find out what my father said +to him on his death-bed confession. Is there any child in the whole +world so unprotected as I am? Shall I get up and quit this place, and +run to Ireland? With these thoughts and tears the lad passed that night +away until he wept himself to sleep. + +The next day, the gentlemen of the guard, who had heard what had +befallen him, were more than usually kind to the child, especially his +friend Scholar Dick, who told him about his own father's death, which +had happened when Dick was a child at Dublin, not quite five years of +age. “That was the first sensation of grief,” Dick said, “I ever knew. +I remember I went into the room where his body lay, and my mother sat +weeping beside it. I had my battledore in my hand, and fell a-beating +the coffin, and calling Papa; on which my mother caught me in her arms, +and told me in a flood of tears Papa could not hear me, and would play +with me no more, for they were going to put him under ground, whence he +could never come to us again. And this,” said Dick kindly, “has made +me pity all children ever since; and caused me to love thee, my poor +fatherless, motherless lad. And, if ever thou wantest a friend, thou +shalt have one in Richard Steele.” + +Harry Esmond thanked him, and was grateful. But what could Corporal +Steele do for him? take him to ride a spare horse, and be servant to the +troop? Though there might be a bar in Harry Esmond's shield, it was a +noble one. The counsel of the two friends was, that little Harry +should stay where he was, and abide his fortune: so Esmond stayed on at +Castlewood, awaiting with no small anxiety the fate, whatever it was, +which was over him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM LEFT AT CASTLEWOOD AN ORPHAN, AND FIND MOST KIND PROTECTORS THERE. + + +During the stay of the soldiers in Castlewood, honest Dick the Scholar +was the constant companion of the lonely little orphan lad Harry Esmond: +and they read together, and they played bowls together, and when the +other troopers or their officers, who were free-spoken over their cups, +(as was the way of that day, when neither men nor women were over-nice,) +talked unbecomingly of their amours and gallantries before the child, +Dick, who very likely was setting the whole company laughing, would stop +their jokes with a maxima debetur pueris reverentia, and once offered +to lug out against another trooper called Hulking Tom, who wanted to ask +Harry Esmond a ribald question. + +Also, Dick seeing that the child had, as he said, a sensibility above +his years, and a great and praiseworthy discretion, confided to Harry +his love for a vintner's daughter, near to the Tollyard, Westminster, +whom Dick addressed as Saccharissa in many verses of his composition, +and without whom he said it would be impossible that he could continue +to live. He vowed this a thousand times in a day, though Harry smiled to +see the love-lorn swain had his health and appetite as well as the most +heart-whole trooper in the regiment: and he swore Harry to secrecy too, +which vow the lad religiously kept, until he found that officers and +privates were all taken into Dick's confidence, and had the benefit of +his verses. And it must be owned likewise that, while Dick was sighing +after Saccharissa in London, he had consolations in the country; for +there came a wench out of Castlewood village who had washed his linen, +and who cried sadly when she heard he was gone: and without paying her +bill too, which Harry Esmond took upon himself to discharge by giving +the girl a silver pocket-piece, which Scholar Dick had presented to him, +when, with many embraces and prayers for his prosperity, Dick parted +from him, the garrison of Castlewood being ordered away. Dick the +Scholar said he would never forget his young friend, nor indeed did he: +and Harry was sorry when the kind soldiers vacated Castlewood, looking +forward with no small anxiety (for care and solitude had made him +thoughtful beyond his years) to his fate when the new lord and lady of +the house came to live there. He had lived to be past twelve years old +now; and had never had a friend, save this wild trooper, perhaps, and +Father Holt; and had a fond and affectionate heart, tender to weakness, +that would fain attach itself to somebody, and did not seem at rest +until it had found a friend who would take charge of it. + +The instinct which led Henry Esmond to admire and love the gracious +person, the fair apparition of whose beauty and kindness had so moved +him when he first beheld her, became soon a devoted affection and +passion of gratitude, which entirely filled his young heart, that +as yet, except in the case of dear Father Holt, had had very little +kindness for which to be thankful. O Dea certe, thought he, remembering +the lines out of the AEneas which Mr. Holt had taught him. There seemed, +as the boy thought, in every look or gesture of this fair creature, +an angelical softness and bright pity--in motion or repose she seemed +gracious alike; the tone of her voice, though she uttered words ever so +trivial, gave him a pleasure that amounted almost to anguish. It cannot +be called love, that a lad of twelve years of age, little more than a +menial, felt for an exalted lady, his mistress: but it was worship. +To catch her glance, to divine her errand and run on it before she had +spoken it; to watch, follow, adore her; became the business of his life. +Meanwhile, as is the way often, his idol had idols of her own, and never +thought of or suspected the admiration of her little pigmy adorer. + +My lady had on her side her three idols: first and foremost, Jove +and supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount of +Castlewood. All wishes of his were laws with her. If he had a headache, +she was ill. If he frowned, she trembled. If he joked, she smiled and +was charmed. If he went a-hunting, she was always at the window to see +him ride away, her little son crowing on her arm, or on the watch till +his return. She made dishes for his dinner: spiced wine for him: made +the toast for his tankard at breakfast: hushed the house when he slept +in his chair, and watched for a look when he woke. If my lord was not a +little proud of his beauty, my lady adored it. She clung to his arm as +he paced the terrace, her two fair little hands clasped round his great +one; her eyes were never tired of looking in his face and wondering at +its perfection. Her little son was his son, and had his father's look +and curly brown hair. Her daughter Beatrix was his daughter, and had his +eyes--were there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? All the house +was arranged so as to bring him ease and give him pleasure. She liked +the small gentry round about to come and pay him court, never caring for +admiration for herself; those who wanted to be well with the lady must +admire him. Not regarding her dress, she would wear a gown to rags, +because he had once liked it: and, if he brought her a brooch or a +ribbon, would prefer it to all the most costly articles of her wardrobe. + +My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and the family being +too poor to appear at Court with any figure, he went alone. It was not +until he was out of sight that her face showed any sorrow: and what +a joy when he came back! What preparation before his return! The fond +creature had his arm-chair at the chimney-side--delighting to put the +children in it, and look at them there. Nobody took his place at the +table; but his silver tankard stood there as when my lord was present. + +A pretty sight it was to see, during my lord's absence, or on those many +mornings when sleep or headache kept him a-bed, this fair young lady of +Castlewood, her little daughter at her knee, and her domestics gathered +round her, reading the Morning Prayer of the English Church. Esmond +long remembered how she looked and spoke, kneeling reverently before the +sacred book, the sun shining upon her golden hair until it made a halo +round about her. A dozen of the servants of the house kneeled in a line +opposite their mistress; for a while Harry Esmond kept apart from these +mysteries, but Doctor Tusher showing him that the prayers read were +those of the Church of all ages, and the boy's own inclination prompting +him to be always as near as he might to his mistress, and to think all +things she did right, from listening to the prayers in the ante-chamber, +he came presently to kneel down with the rest of the household in +the parlor; and before a couple of years my lady had made a thorough +convert. Indeed, the boy loved his catechiser so much that he would have +subscribed to anything she bade him, and was never tired of listening to +her fond discourse and simple comments upon the book, which she read to +him in a voice of which it was difficult to resist the sweet persuasion +and tender appealing kindness. This friendly controversy, and the +intimacy which it occasioned, bound the lad more fondly than ever to his +mistress. The happiest period of all his life was this; and the +young mother, with her daughter and son, and the orphan lad whom she +protected, read and worked and played, and were children together. +If the lady looked forward--as what fond woman does not?--towards the +future, she had no plans from which Harry Esmond was left out; and a +thousand and a thousand times, in his passionate and impetuous way, +he vowed that no power should separate him from his mistress; and only +asked for some chance to happen by which he might show his fidelity +to her. Now, at the close of his life, as he sits and recalls in +tranquillity the happy and busy scenes of it, he can think, not +ungratefully, that he has been faithful to that early vow. Such a life +is so simple that years may be chronicled in a few lines. But few men's +life-voyages are destined to be all prosperous; and this calm of which +we are speaking was soon to come to an end. + +As Esmond grew, and observed for himself, he found of necessity much to +read and think of outside that fond circle of kinsfolk who had admitted +him to join hand with them. He read more books than they cared to study +with him; was alone in the midst of them many a time, and passed nights +over labors, futile perhaps, but in which they could not join him. His +dear mistress divined his thoughts with her usual jealous watchfulness +of affection: began to forebode a time when he would escape from his +home-nest; and, at his eager protestations to the contrary, would +only sigh and shake her head. Before those fatal decrees in life are +executed, there are always secret previsions and warning omens. When +everything yet seems calm, we are aware that the storm is coming. Ere +the happy days were over, two at least of that home-party felt that they +were drawing to a close; and were uneasy, and on the look-out for the +cloud which was to obscure their calm. + +'Twas easy for Harry to see, however much his lady persisted in +obedience and admiration for her husband, that my lord tired of his +quiet life, and grew weary, and then testy, at those gentle bonds with +which his wife would have held him. As they say the Grand Lama of Thibet +is very much fatigued by his character of divinity, and yawns on +his altar as his bonzes kneel and worship him, many a home-god grows +heartily sick of the reverence with which his family-devotees pursue +him, and sighs for freedom and for his old life, and to be off the +pedestal on which his dependants would have him sit for ever, whilst +they adore him, and ply him with flowers, and hymns, and incense, +and flattery;--so, after a few years of his marriage my honest Lord +Castlewood began to tire; all the high-flown raptures and devotional +ceremonies with which his wife, his chief priestess, treated him, first +sent him to sleep, and then drove him out of doors; for the truth must +be told, that my lord was a jolly gentleman, with very little of the +august or divine in his nature, though his fond wife persisted in +revering it--and, besides, he had to pay a penalty for this love, which +persons of his disposition seldom like to defray: and, in a word, if he +had a loving wife, had a very jealous and exacting one. Then he wearied +of this jealousy; then he broke away from it; then came, no doubt, +complaints and recriminations; then, perhaps, promises of amendment +not fulfilled; then upbraidings not the more pleasant because they +were silent, and only sad looks and tearful eyes conveyed them. Then, +perhaps, the pair reached that other stage which is not uncommon in +married life, when the woman perceives that the god of the honeymoon is +a god no more; only a mortal like the rest of us--and so she looks into +her heart, and lo! vacuae sedes et inania arcana. And now, supposing our +lady to have a fine genius and a brilliant wit of her own, and the magic +spell and infatuation removed from her which had led her to worship as +a god a very ordinary mortal--and what follows? They live together, and +they dine together, and they say “my dear” and “my love” as heretofore; +but the man is himself, and the woman herself: that dream of love is +over as everything else is over in life; as flowers and fury, and griefs +and pleasures, are over. + +Very likely the Lady Castlewood had ceased to adore her husband herself +long before she got off her knees, or would allow her household to +discontinue worshipping him. To do him justice, my lord never exacted +this subservience: he laughed and joked and drank his bottle, and +swore when he was angry, much too familiarly for any one pretending to +sublimity; and did his best to destroy the ceremonial with which his +wife chose to surround him. And it required no great conceit on young +Esmond's part to see that his own brains were better than his patron's, +who, indeed, never assumed any airs of superiority over the lad, or +over any dependant of his, save when he was displeased, in which case he +would express his mind in oaths very freely; and who, on the contrary, +perhaps, spoiled “Parson Harry,” as he called young Esmond, by +constantly praising his parts and admiring his boyish stock of learning. + +It may seem ungracious in one who has received a hundred favors from his +patron to speak in any but a reverential manner of his elders; but the +present writer has had descendants of his own, whom he has brought +up with as little as possible of the servility at present exacted +by parents from children (under which mask of duty there often lurks +indifference, contempt, or rebellion): and as he would have his +grandsons believe or represent him to be not an inch taller than Nature +has made him: so, with regard to his past acquaintances, he would +speak without anger, but with truth, as far as he knows it, neither +extenuating nor setting down aught in malice. + +So long, then, as the world moved according to Lord Castlewood's wishes, +he was good-humored enough; of a temper naturally sprightly and easy, +liking to joke, especially with his inferiors, and charmed to receive +the tribute of their laughter. All exercises of the body he could +perform to perfection--shooting at a mark and flying, breaking horses, +riding at the ring, pitching the quoit, playing at all games with great +skill. And not only did he do these things well, but he thought he did +them to perfection; hence he was often tricked about horses, which he +pretended to know better than any jockey; was made to play at ball and +billiards by sharpers who took his money, and came back from London +wofully poorer each time than he went, as the state of his affairs +testified when the sudden accident came by which his career was brought +to an end. + +He was fond of the parade of dress, and passed as many hours daily at +his toilette as an elderly coquette. A tenth part of his day was spent +in the brushing of his teeth and the oiling of his hair, which was +curling and brown, and which he did not like to conceal under a periwig, +such as almost everybody of that time wore. (We have the liberty of our +hair back now, but powder and pomatum along with it. When, I wonder, +will these monstrous poll-taxes of our age be withdrawn, and men allowed +to carry their colors, black, red, or gray, as Nature made them?) And as +he liked her to be well dressed, his lady spared no pains in that matter +to please him; indeed, she would dress her head or cut it off if he had +bidden her. + +It was a wonder to young Esmond, serving as page to my lord and lady, +to hear, day after day, to such company as came, the same boisterous +stories told by my lord, at which his lady never failed to smile or hold +down her head, and Doctor Tusher to burst out laughing at the proper +point, or cry, “Fie, my lord, remember my cloth!” but with such a +faint show of resistance, that it only provoked my lord further. Lord +Castlewood's stories rose by degrees, and became stronger after the ale +at dinner and the bottle afterwards; my lady always taking flight after +the very first glass to Church and King, and leaving the gentlemen to +drink the rest of the toasts by themselves. + +And, as Harry Esmond was her page, he also was called from duty at this +time. “My lord has lived in the army and with soldiers,” she would +say to the lad, “amongst whom great license is allowed. You have had +a different nurture, and I trust these things will change as you grow +older; not that any fault attaches to my lord, who is one of the best +and most religious men in this kingdom.” And very likely she believed +so. 'Tis strange what a man may do, and a woman yet think him an angel. + +And as Esmond has taken truth for his motto, it must be owned, even +with regard to that other angel, his mistress, that she had a fault of +character which flawed her perfections. With the other sex perfectly +tolerant and kindly, of her own she was invariably jealous; and a proof +that she had this vice is, that though she would acknowledge a thousand +faults that she had not, to this which she had she could never be got +to own. But if there came a woman with even a semblance of beauty to +Castlewood, she was so sure to find out some wrong in her, that my lord, +laughing in his jolly way, would often joke with her concerning her +foible. Comely servant-maids might come for hire, but none were taken +at Castlewood. The housekeeper was old; my lady's own waiting-woman +squinted, and was marked with the small-pox; the housemaids and scullion +were ordinary country wenches, to whom Lady Castlewood was kind, as her +nature made her to everybody almost; but as soon as ever she had to do +with a pretty woman, she was cold, retiring, and haughty. The country +ladies found this fault in her; and though the men all admired her, +their wives and daughters complained of her coldness and aims, and said +that Castlewood was pleasanter in Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager +was called) than at present. Some few were of my mistress's side. +Old Lady Blenkinsop Jointure, who had been at court in King James the +First's time, always took her side; and so did old Mistress Crookshank, +Bishop Crookshank's daughter, of Hexton, who, with some more of their +like, pronounced my lady an angel: but the pretty women were not of this +mind; and the opinion of the country was that my lord was tied to his +wife's apron-strings, and that she ruled over him. + +The second fight which Harry Esmond had, was at fourteen years of age, +with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son, of Bramblebrook, who, +advancing this opinion, that my lady was jealous and henpecked my lord, +put Harry in such a fury, that Harry fell on him and with such rage, +that the other boy, who was two years older and by far bigger than he, +had by far the worst of the assault, until it was interrupted by Doctor +Tusher walking out of the dinner-room. + +Bryan Hawkshaw got up bleeding at the nose, having, indeed, been +surprised, as many a stronger man might have been, by the fury of the +assault upon him. + +“You little bastard beggar!” he said, “I'll murder you for this!” + +And indeed he was big enough. + +“Bastard or not,” said the other, grinding his teeth, “I have a +couple of swords, and if you like to meet me, as a man, on the terrace +to-night--” + +And here the Doctor coming up, the colloquy of the young champions +ended. Very likely, big as he was, Hawkshaw did not care to continue a +fight with such a ferocious opponent as this had been. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +AFTER GOOD FORTUNE COMES EVIL. + + +Since my Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought home the custom of +inoculation from Turkey (a perilous practice many deem it, and only a +useless rushing into the jaws of danger), I think the severity of the +small-pox, that dreadful scourge of the world, has somewhat been abated +in our part of it; and remember in my time hundreds of the young and +beautiful who have been carried to the grave, or have only risen from +their pillows frightfully scarred and disfigured by this malady. Many +a sweet face hath left its roses on the bed on which this dreadful and +withering blight has laid them. In my early days, this pestilence would +enter a village and destroy half its inhabitants: at its approach, it +may well be imagined, not only the beautiful but the strongest were +alarmed, and those fled who could. One day in the year 1694 (I have good +reason to remember it), Doctor Tusher ran into Castlewood House, with a +face of consternation, saying that the malady had made its appearance at +the blacksmith's house in the village, and that one of the maids there +was down in the small-pox. + +The blacksmith, besides his forge and irons for horses, had an ale-house +for men, which his wife kept, and his company sat on benches before the +inn-door, looking at the smithy while they drank their beer. Now, +there was a pretty girl at this inn, the landlord's men called Nancy +Sievewright, a bouncing, fresh-looking lass, whose face was as red as +the hollyhocks over the pales of the garden behind the inn. At this time +Harry Esmond was a lad of sixteen, and somehow in his walks and rambles +it often happened that he fell in with Nancy Sievewright's bonny face; +if he did not want something done at the blacksmith's he would go and +drink ale at the “Three Castles,” or find some pretext for seeing this +poor Nancy. Poor thing, Harry meant or imagined no harm; and she, no +doubt, as little, but the truth is they were always meeting--in the +lanes, or by the brook, or at the garden-palings, or about Castlewood: +it was, “Lord, Mr. Henry!” and “how do you do, Nancy?” many and many a +time in the week. 'Tis surprising the magnetic attraction which draws +people together from ever so far. I blush as I think of poor Nancy now, +in a red bodice and buxom purple cheeks and a canvas petticoat; and that +I devised schemes, and set traps, and made speeches in my heart, which +I seldom had courage to say when in presence of that humble enchantress, +who knew nothing beyond milking a cow, and opened her black eyes with +wonder when I made one of my fine speeches out of Waller or Ovid. Poor +Nancy! from the midst of far-off years thine honest country face beams +out; and I remember thy kind voice as if I had heard it yesterday. + +When Doctor Tusher brought the news that the small-pox was at the “Three +Castles,” whither a tramper, it was said, had brought the malady, Henry +Esmond's first thought was of alarm for poor Nancy, and then of shame +and disquiet for the Castlewood family, lest he might have brought this +infection; for the truth is that Mr. Harry had been sitting in a back +room for an hour that day, where Nancy Sievewright was with a little +brother who complained of headache, and was lying stupefied and crying, +either in a chair by the corner of the fire, or in Nancy's lap, or on +mine. + +Little Lady Beatrix screamed out at Dr. Tusher's news; and my lord cried +out, “God bless me!” He was a brave man, and not afraid of death in +any shape but this. He was very proud of his pink complexion and fair +hair--but the idea of death by small-pox scared him beyond all other +ends. “We will take the children and ride away to-morrow to Walcote:” + this was my lord's small house, inherited from his mother, near to +Winchester. + +“That is the best refuge in case the disease spreads,” said Dr. Tusher. +“'Tis awful to think of it beginning at the ale-house; half the people +of the village have visited that to-day, or the blacksmith's, which is +the same thing. My clerk Nahum lodges with them--I can never go into my +reading-desk and have that fellow so near me. I WON'T have that man near +me.” + +“If a parishioner dying in the small-pox sent to you, would you not go?” + asked my lady, looking up from her frame of work, with her calm blue +eyes. + +“By the Lord, I wouldn't,” said my lord. + +“We are not in a popish country; and a sick man doth not absolutely +need absolution and confession,” said the Doctor. “'Tis true they are a +comfort and a help to him when attainable, and to be administered with +hope of good. But in a case where the life of a parish priest in the +midst of his flock is highly valuable to them, he is not called upon to +risk it (and therewith the lives, future prospects, and temporal, even +spiritual welfare of his own family) for the sake of a single person, +who is not very likely in a condition even to understand the religious +message whereof the priest is the bringer--being uneducated, and +likewise stupefied or delirious by disease. If your ladyship or his +lordship, my excellent good friend and patron, were to take it . . .” + +“God forbid!” cried my lord. + +“Amen,” continued Dr. Tusher. “Amen to that prayer, my very good lord! +for your sake I would lay my life down”--and, to judge from the alarmed +look of the Doctor's purple face, you would have thought that that +sacrifice was about to be called for instantly. + +To love children, and be gentle with them, was an instinct, rather than +a merit, in Henry Esmond; so much so, that he thought almost with a +sort of shame of his liking for them, and of the softness into which it +betrayed him; and on this day the poor fellow had not only had his +young friend, the milkmaid's brother, on his knee, but had been drawing +pictures and telling stories to the little Frank Castlewood, who had +occupied the same place for an hour after dinner, and was never tired +of Henry's tales, and his pictures of soldiers and horses. As luck would +have it, Beatrix had not on that evening taken her usual place, which +generally she was glad enough to have, upon her tutor's lap. For +Beatrix, from the earliest time, was jealous of every caress which was +given to her little brother Frank. She would fling away even from the +maternal arms, if she saw Frank had been there before her; insomuch that +Lady Esmond was obliged not to show her love for her son in the presence +of the little girl, and embraced one or the other alone. She would turn +pale and red with rage if she caught signs of intelligence or affection +between Frank and his mother: would sit apart, and not speak for a whole +night, if she thought the boy had a better fruit or a larger cake than +hers; would fling away a ribbon if he had one; and from the earliest +age, sitting up in her little chair by the great fireplace opposite to +the corner where Lady Castlewood commonly sat at her embroidery, would +utter infantine sarcasms about the favor shown to her brother. These, if +spoken in the presence of Lord Castlewood, tickled and amused his humor; +he would pretend to love Frank best, and dandle and kiss him, and roar +with laughter at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth is, my lord did not +often witness these scenes, nor very much trouble the quiet fireside at +which his lady passed many long evenings. My lord was hunting all day +when the season admitted; he frequented all the cock-fights and fairs +in the country, and would ride twenty miles to see a main fought, or two +clowns break their heads at a cudgelling-match; and he liked better to +sit in his parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and Tom, than in +his wife's drawing-room: whither, if he came, he brought only too often +bloodshot eyes, a hiccupping voice, and a reeling gait. The management +of the house, and the property, the care of the few tenants and the +village poor, and the accounts of the estate, were in the hands of his +lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My lord took charge of the +stables, the kennel, and the cellar--and he filled this and emptied it +too. + +So it chanced that upon this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had had +the blacksmith's son, and the peer's son, alike upon his knee, little +Beatrix, who would come to her tutor willingly enough with her book and +her writing, had refused him, seeing the place occupied by her brother, +and, luckily for her, had sat at the further end of the room, away from +him, playing with a spaniel dog which she had, (and for which, by fits +and starts, she would take a great affection,) and talking at Harry +Esmond over her shoulder, as she pretended to caress the dog, saying +that Fido would love her, and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido +all her life. + +When, then, the news was brought that the little boy at the “Three +Castles” was ill with the small-pox, poor Harry Esmond felt a shock of +alarm, not so much for himself as for his mistress's son, whom he might +have brought into peril. Beatrix, who had pouted sufficiently, (and who, +whenever a stranger appeared, began, from infancy almost, to play off +little graces to catch his attention,) her brother being now gone to +bed, was for taking her place upon Esmond's knee: for, though the Doctor +was very obsequious to her, she did not like him, because he had thick +boots and dirty hands (the pert young miss said), and because she hated +learning the catechism. + +But as she advanced towards Esmond from the corner where she had been +sulking, he started back and placed the great chair on which he was +sitting between him and her--saying in the French language to Lady +Castlewood, with whom the young lad had read much, and whom he had +perfected in this tongue--“Madam, the child must not approach me; I must +tell you that I was at the blacksmith's to-day, and had his little boy +upon my lap.” + +“Where you took my son afterwards,” Lady Castlewood said, very angry, +and turning red. “I thank you, sir, for giving him such company. +Beatrix,” she said in English, “I forbid you to touch Mr. Esmond. Come +away, child--come to your room. Come to your room--I wish your Reverence +good-night--and you, sir, had you not better go back to your friends at +the ale-house?” her eyes, ordinarily so kind, darted flashes of anger +as she spoke; and she tossed up her head (which hung down commonly) with +the mien of a princess. + +“Hey-day!” says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace--indeed +he was in the position to which he generally came by that hour of the +evening--“Hey-day! Rachel, what are you in a passion about? Ladies ought +never to be in a passion. Ought they, Doctor Tusher? though it does good +to see Rachel in a passion--Damme, Lady Castlewood, you look dev'lish +handsome in a passion.” + +“It is, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to do with +his time here, and not having a taste for our company, has been to the +ale-house, where he has SOME FRIENDS.” + +My lord burst out, with a laugh and an oath--“You young slyboots, you've +been at Nancy Sievewright. D--- the young hypocrite, who'd have thought +it in him? I say, Tusher, he's been after--” + +“Enough, my lord,” said my lady, “don't insult me with this talk.” + +“Upon my word,” said poor Harry, ready to cry with shame and +mortification, “the honor of that young person is perfectly unstained +for me.” + +“Oh, of course, of course,” says my lord, more and more laughing and +tipsy. “Upon his HONOR, Doctor--Nancy Sieve-- . . .” + +“Take Mistress Beatrix to bed,” my lady cried at this moment to Mrs. +Tucker her woman, who came in with her ladyship's tea. “Put her into my +room--no, into yours,” she added quickly. “Go, my child: go, I say: not +a word!” And Beatrix, quite surprised at so sudden a tone of authority +from one who was seldom accustomed to raise her voice, went out of the +room with a scared countenance, and waited even to burst out a-crying +until she got to the door with Mrs. Tucker. + +For once her mother took little heed of her sobbing, and continued +to speak eagerly--“My lord,” she said, “this young man--your +dependant--told me just now in French--he was ashamed to speak in his +own language--that he had been at the ale-house all day, where he has +had that little wretch who is now ill of the small-pox on his knee. And +he comes home reeking from that place--yes, reeking from it--and takes +my boy into his lap without shame, and sits down by me, yes, by ME. +He may have killed Frank for what I know--killed our child. Why was he +brought in to disgrace our house? Why is he here? Let him go--let him +go, I say, to-night, and pollute the place no more.” + +She had never once uttered a syllable of unkindness to Harry Esmond; and +her cruel words smote the poor boy, so that he stood for some moments +bewildered with grief and rage at the injustice of such a stab from such +a hand. He turned quite white from red, which he had been. + +“I cannot help my birth, madam,” he said, “nor my other misfortune. And +as for your boy, if--if my coming nigh to him pollutes him now, it was +not so always. Good-night, my lord. Heaven bless you and yours for your +goodness to me. I have tired her ladyship's kindness out, and I will +go;” and, sinking down on his knee, Harry Esmond took the rough hand of +his benefactor and kissed it. + +“He wants to go to the ale-house--let him go,” cried my lady. + +“I'm d--d if he shall,” said my lord. “I didn't think you could be so +d--d ungrateful, Rachel.” + +Her reply was to burst into a flood of tears, and to quit the room with +a rapid glance at Harry Esmond,--as my lord, not heeding them, and +still in great good-humor, raised up his young client from his kneeling +posture (for a thousand kindnesses had caused the lad to revere my lord +as a father), and put his broad hand on Harry Esmond's shoulder. + +“She was always so,” my lord said; “the very notion of a woman drives +her mad. I took to liquor on that very account, by Jove, for no other +reason than that; for she can't be jealous of a beer-barrel or a bottle +of rum, can she, Doctor? D--- it, look at the maids--just look at +the maids in the house” (my lord pronounced all the words +together--just-look-at-the-maze-in-the-house: jever-see-such-maze?) “You +wouldn't take a wife out of Castlewood now, would you, Doctor?” and my +lord burst out laughing. + +The Doctor, who had been looking at my Lord Castlewood from under his +eyelids, said, “But joking apart, and, my lord, as a divine, I +cannot treat the subject in a jocular light, nor, as a pastor of this +congregation, look with anything but sorrow at the idea of so very young +a sheep going astray.” + +“Sir,” said young Esmond, bursting out indignantly, “she told me that +you yourself were a horrid old man, and had offered to kiss her in the +dairy.” + +“For shame, Henry,” cried Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a +turkey-cock, while my lord continued to roar with laughter. “If you +listen to the falsehoods of an abandoned girl--” + +“She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me,” cried +out Henry, “and, as kind, and as good. For shame on you to malign her!” + +“Far be it from me to do so,” cried the Doctor. “Heaven grant I may +be mistaken in the girl, and in you, sir, who have a truly PRECOCIOUS +genius; but that is not the point at issue at present. It appears that +the small-pox broke out in the little boy at the 'Three Castles;' that +it was on him when you visited the ale-house, for your OWN reasons; and +that you sat with the child for some time, and immediately afterwards +with my young lord.” The Doctor raised his voice as he spoke, and +looked towards my lady, who had now come back, looking very pale, with a +handkerchief in her hand. + +“This is all very true, sir,” said Lady Esmond, looking at the young +man. + +“'Tis to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him.” + +“From the ale-house--yes,” said my lady. + +“D--- it, I forgot when I collared you, boy,” cried my lord, stepping +back. “Keep off, Harry my boy; there's no good in running into the +wolf's jaws, you know.” + +My lady looked at him with some surprise, and instantly advancing to +Henry Esmond, took his hand. “I beg your pardon, Henry,” she said; “I +spoke very unkindly. I have no right to interfere with you--with your--” + +My lord broke out into an oath. “Can't you leave the boy alone, my +lady?” She looked a little red, and faintly pressed the lad's hand as +she dropped it. + +“There is no use, my lord,” she said; “Frank was on his knee as he was +making pictures, and was running constantly from Henry to me. The evil +is done, if any.” + +“Not with me, damme,” cried my lord. “I've been smoking,”--and he +lighted his pipe again with a coal--“and it keeps off infection; and as +the disease is in the village--plague take it--I would have you leave +it. We'll go to-morrow to Walcote, my lady.” + +“I have no fear,” said my lady; “I may have had it as an infant: it +broke out in our house then; and when four of my sisters had it at home, +two years before our marriage, I escaped it, and two of my dear sisters +died.” + +“I won't run the risk,” said my lord; “I'm as bold as any man, but I'll +not bear that.” + +“Take Beatrix with you and go,” said my lady. “For us the mischief is +done; and Tucker can wait upon us, who has had the disease.” + +“You take care to choose 'em ugly enough,” said my lord, at which her +ladyship hung down her head and looked foolish: and my lord, calling +away Tusher, bade him come to the oak parlor and have a pipe. The Doctor +made a low bow to her ladyship (of which salaams he was profuse), and +walked off on his creaking square-toes after his patron. + +When the lady and the young man were alone, there was a silence of some +moments, during which he stood at the fire, looking rather vacantly +at the dying embers, whilst her ladyship busied herself with the +tambour-frame and needles. + +“I am sorry,” she said, after a pause, in a hard, dry voice,--“I REPEAT +I am sorry that I showed myself so ungrateful for the safety of my son. +It was not at all my wish that you should leave us, I am sure, unless +you found pleasure elsewhere. But you must perceive, Mr. Esmond, that at +your age, and with your tastes, it is impossible that you can continue +to stay upon the intimate footing in which you have been in this family. +You have wished to go to the University, and I think 'tis quite as well +that you should be sent thither. I did not press this matter, thinking +you a child, as you are, indeed, in years--quite a child; and I +should never have thought of treating you otherwise until--until these +CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. And I shall beg my lord to despatch you +as quick as possible: and will go on with Frank's learning as well as I +can, (I owe my father thanks for a little grounding, and you, I'm sure, +for much that you have taught me,)--and--and I wish you a good-night, +Mr. Esmond.” + +And with this she dropped a stately curtsy, and, taking her candle, +went away through the tapestry door, which led to her apartments. Esmond +stood by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. Indeed, he scarce +seemed to see until she was gone; and then her image was impressed upon +him, and remained for ever fixed upon his memory. He saw her retreating, +the taper lighting up her marble face, her scarlet lip quivering, and +her shining golden hair. He went to his own room, and to bed, where he +tried to read, as his custom was; but he never knew what he was reading +until afterwards he remembered the appearance of the letters of the book +(it was in Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day passed before +him--that is, of the last hour of the day; for as for the morning, and +the poor milkmaid yonder, he never so much as once thought. And he could +not get to sleep until daylight, and woke with a violent headache, and +quite unrefreshed. + +He had brought the contagion with him from the “Three Castles” sure +enough, and was presently laid up with the smallpox, which spared the +hall no more than it did the cottage. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I HAVE THE SMALL-POX, AND PREPARE TO LEAVE CASTLEWOOD. + + +When Harry Esmond passed through the crisis of that malady, and returned +to health again, he found that little Frank Esmond had also suffered +and rallied after the disease, and the lady his mother was down with it, +with a couple more of the household. “It was a Providence, for which we +all ought to be thankful,” Doctor Tusher said, “that my lady and her son +were spared, while Death carried off the poor domestics of the house;” + and rebuked Harry for asking, in his simple way, For which we ought +to be thankful--that the servants were killed, or the gentlefolks +were saved? Nor could young Esmond agree in the Doctor's vehement +protestations to my lady, when he visited her during her convalescence, +that the malady had not in the least impaired her charms, and had not +been churl enough to injure the fair features of the Viscountess of +Castlewood; whereas, in spite of these fine speeches, Harry thought that +her ladyship's beauty was very much injured by the small-pox. When +the marks of the disease cleared away, they did not, it is true, leave +furrows or scars on her face (except one, perhaps, on her forehead over +her left eyebrow); but the delicacy of her rosy color and complexion was +gone: her eyes had lost their brilliancy, her hair fell, and her face +looked older. It was as if a coarse hand had rubbed off the delicate +tints of that sweet picture, and brought it, as one has seen unskilful +painting-cleaners do, to the dead color. Also, it must be owned, that +for a year or two after the malady, her ladyship's nose was swollen and +redder. + +There would be no need to mention these trivialities, but that they +actually influenced many lives, as trifles will in the world, where a +gnat often plays a greater part than an elephant, and a mole-hill, as +we know in King William's case, can upset an empire. When Tusher in his +courtly way (at which Harry Esmond always chafed and spoke scornfully) +vowed and protested that my lady's face was none the worse--the lad +broke out and said, “It IS worse and my mistress is not near so handsome +as she was;” on which poor Lady Castlewood gave a rueful smile, and a +look into a little Venice glass she had, which showed her, I suppose, +that what the stupid boy said was only too true, for she turned away +from the glass, and her eyes filled with tears. + +The sight of these in Esmond's heart always created a sort of rage of +pity, and seeing them on the face of the lady whom he loved best, the +young blunderer sank down on his knees, and besought her to pardon him, +saying that he was a fool and an idiot, that he was a brute to make such +a speech, he who had caused her malady; and Doctor Tusher told him that +a bear he was indeed, and a bear he would remain, at which speech poor +young Esmond was so dumbstricken that he did not even growl. + +“He is MY bear, and I will not have him baited, Doctor,” my lady said, +patting her hand kindly on the boy's head, as he was still kneeling at +her feet. “How your hair has come off! And mine, too,” she added with +another sigh. + +“It is not for myself that I cared,” my lady said to Harry, when the +parson had taken his leave; “but AM I very much changed? Alas! I fear +'tis too true.” + +“Madam, you have the dearest, and kindest, and sweetest face in the +world, I think,” the lad said; and indeed he thought and thinks so. + +“Will my lord think so when he comes back?” the lady asked with a sigh, +and another look at her Venice glass. “Suppose he should think as you +do, sir, that I am hideous--yes, you said hideous--he will cease to care +for me. 'Tis all men care for in women, our little beauty. Why did he +select me from among my sisters? 'Twas only for that. We reign but for a +day or two: and be sure that Vashti knew Esther was coming.” + +“Madam,” said Mr. Esmond, “Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and to change +was the manner of his country, and according to his law.” + +“You are all Grand Turks for that matter,” said my lady, “or would be if +you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. You are well, praised be Heaven. +YOUR locks are not thinned by this dreadful small-pox: nor your poor +face scarred--is it, my angel?” + +Frank began to shout and whimper at the idea of such a misfortune. From +the very earliest time the young lord had been taught to admire his +beauty by his mother: and esteemed it as highly as any reigning toast +valued hers. + +One day, as he himself was recovering from his fever and illness, a +pang of something like shame shot across young Esmond's breast, as he +remembered that he had never once during his illness given a thought +to the poor girl at the smithy, whose red cheeks but a month ago he +had been so eager to see. Poor Nancy! her cheeks had shared the fate of +roses, and were withered now. She had taken the illness on the same day +with Esmond--she and her brother were both dead of the small-pox, and +buried under the Castlewood yew-trees. There was no bright face looking +now from the garden, or to cheer the old smith at his lonely fireside. +Esmond would have liked to have kissed her in her shroud (like the +lass in Mr. Prior's pretty poem); but she rested many a foot below the +ground, when Esmond after his malady first trod on it. + +Doctor Tusher brought the news of this calamity, about which Harry +Esmond longed to ask, but did not like. He said almost the whole village +had been stricken with the pestilence; seventeen persons were dead +of it, among them mentioning the names of poor Nancy and her little +brother. He did not fail to say how thankful we survivors ought to be. +It being this man's business to flatter and make sermons, it must be +owned he was most industrious in it, and was doing the one or the other +all day. + +And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond blushed that he had not a single +tear for her, and fell to composing an elegy in Latin verses over the +rustic little beauty. He bade the dryads mourn and the river-nymphs +deplore her. As her father followed the calling of Vulcan, he said that +surely she was like a daughter of Venus, though Sievewright's wife was +an ugly shrew, as he remembered to have heard afterwards. He made a +long face, but, in truth, felt scarcely more sorrowful than a mute at a +funeral. These first passions of men and women are mostly abortive; and +are dead almost before they are born. Esmond could repeat, to his last +day, some of the doggerel lines in which his muse bewailed his pretty +lass; not without shame to remember how bad the verses were, and how +good he thought them; how false the grief, and yet how he was rather +proud of it. 'Tis an error, surely, to talk of the simplicity of youth. +I think no persons are more hypocritical, and have a more affected +behavior to one another, than the young. They deceive themselves and +each other with artifices that do not impose upon men of the world; and +so we get to understand truth better, and grow simpler as we grow older. + +When my lady heard of the fate which had befallen poor Nancy, she said +nothing so long as Tusher was by, but when he was gone, she took Harry +Esmond's hand and said-- + +“Harry, I beg your pardon for those cruel words I used on the night you +were taken ill. I am shocked at the fate of the poor creature, and +am sure that nothing had happened of that with which, in my anger, I +charged you. And the very first day we go out, you must take me to the +blacksmith, and we must see if there is anything I can do to console +the poor old man. Poor man! to lose both his children! What should I do +without mine?” + +And this was, indeed, the very first walk which my lady took, leaning on +Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought no consolation to +the old father; and he showed no softness, or desire to speak. “The Lord +gave and took away,” he said; and he knew what His servant's duty was. +He wanted for nothing--less now than ever before, as there were +fewer mouths to feed. He wished her ladyship and Master Esmond good +morning--he had grown tall in his illness, and was but very little +marked; and with this, and a surly bow, he went in from the smithy to +the house, leaving my lady, somewhat silenced and shamefaced, at the +door. He had a handsome stone put up for his two children, which may be +seen in Castlewood churchyard to this very day; and before a year was +out his own name was upon the stone. In the presence of Death, that +sovereign ruler, a woman's coquetry is seared; and her jealousy will +hardly pass the boundaries of that grim kingdom. 'Tis entirely of +the earth, that passion, and expires in the cold blue air, beyond our +sphere. + +At length, when the danger was quite over, it was announced that my lord +and his daughter would return. Esmond well remembered the day. The lady +his mistress was in a flurry of fear: before my lord came, she went into +her room, and returned from it with reddened cheeks. Her fate was about +to be decided. Her beauty was gone--was her reign, too, over? A minute +would say. My lord came riding over the bridge--he could be seen from +the great window, clad in scarlet, and mounted on his gray hackney--his +little daughter ambled by him in a bright riding-dress of blue, on a +shining chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the great mantel-piece, +looking on, with one hand on her heart--she seemed only the more pale +for those red marks on either cheek. She put her handkerchief to her +eyes, and withdrew it, laughing hysterically--the cloth was quite red +with the rouge when she took it away. She ran to her room again, and +came back with pale cheeks and red eyes--her son in her hand--just as my +lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who had gone out to meet his +protector, and to hold his stirrup as he descended from horseback. + +“What, Harry, boy!” my lord said, good-naturedly, “you look as gaunt as +a greyhound. The small-pox hasn't improved your beauty, and your side of +the house hadn't never too much of it--ho, ho!” + +And he laughed, and sprang to the ground with no small agility, looking +handsome and red, within a jolly face and brown hair, like a Beef-eater; +Esmond kneeling again, as soon as his patron had descended, performed +his homage, and then went to greet the little Beatrix, and help her from +her horse. + +“Fie! how yellow you look,” she said; “and there are one, two, red +holes in your face;” which, indeed, was very true; Harry Esmond's harsh +countenance bearing, as long as it continued to be a human face, the +marks of the disease. + +My lord laughed again, in high good-humor. + +“D--- it!” said he, with one of his usual oaths, “the little slut sees +everything. She saw the Dowager's paint t'other day, and asked her +why she wore that red stuff--didn't you, Trix? and the Tower; and +St. James's; and the play; and the Prince George, and the Princess +Anne--didn't you, Trix?” + +“They are both very fat, and smelt of brandy,” the child said. + +Papa roared with laughing. + +“Brandy!” he said. “And how do you know, Miss Pert?” + +“Because your lordship smells of it after supper, when I embrace you +before you go to bed,” said the young lady, who, indeed, was as pert +as her father said, and looked as beautiful a little gipsy as eyes ever +gazed on. + +“And now for my lady,” said my lord, going up the stairs, and passing +under the tapestry curtain that hung before the drawing-room door. +Esmond remembered that noble figure, handsomely arrayed in scarlet. +Within the last few months he himself had grown from a boy to be a man, +and with his figure his thoughts had shot up, and grown manly. + +My lady's countenance, of which Harry Esmond was accustomed to watch the +changes, and with a solicitous affection to note and interpret the signs +of gladness or care, wore a sad and depressed look for many weeks +after her lord's return: during which it seemed as if, by caresses and +entreaties, she strove to win him back from some ill humor he had, and +which he did not choose to throw off. In her eagerness to please him she +practised a hundred of those arts which had formerly charmed him, but +which seemed now to have lost their potency. Her songs did not amuse +him; and she hushed them and the children when in his presence. My lord +sat silent at his dinner, drinking greatly, his lady opposite to him, +looking furtively at his face, though also speechless. Her silence +annoyed him as much as her speech; and he would peevishly, and with an +oath, ask her why she held her tongue and looked so glum; or he would +roughly check her when speaking, and bid her not talk nonsense. It +seemed as if, since his return, nothing she could do or say could please +him. + +When a master and mistress are at strife in a house, the subordinates +in the family take the one side or the other. Harry Esmond stood in +so great fear of my lord, that he would run a league barefoot to do a +message for him; but his attachment for Lady Esmond was such a passion +of grateful regard, that to spare her a grief, or to do her a service, +he would have given his life daily: and it was by the very depth and +intensity of this regard that he began to divine how unhappy his adored +lady's life was, and that a secret care (for she never spoke of her +anxieties) was weighing upon her. + +Can any one, who has passed through the world and watched the nature +of men and women there, doubt what had befallen her? I have seen, to be +sure, some people carry down with them into old age the actual bloom +of their youthful love, and I know that Mr. Thomas Parr lived to be a +hundred and sixty years old. But, for all that, threescore and ten is +the age of men, and few get beyond it; and 'tis certain that a man who +marries for mere beaux yeux, as my lord did, considers this part of the +contract at an end when the woman ceases to fulfil hers, and his love +does not survive her beauty. I know 'tis often otherwise, I say; and can +think (as most men in their own experience may) of many a house, +where, lighted in early years, the sainted lamp of love hath never been +extinguished; but so there is Mr. Parr, and so there is the great giant +at the fair that is eight feet high--exceptions to men--and that poor +lamp whereof I speak, that lights at first the nuptial chamber, is +extinguished by a hundred winds and draughts down the chimney, or +sputters out for want of feeding. And then--and then it is Chloe, in the +dark, stark awake, and Strephon snoring unheeding; or vice versa, 'tis +poor Strephon that has married a heartless jilt, and awoke out of that +absurd vision of conjugal felicity, which was to last for ever, and is +over like any other dream. One and other has made his bed, and so must +lie in it, until that final day when life ends, and they sleep separate. + +About this time young Esmond, who had a knack of stringing verses, +turned some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes, and brought them to his lady +for her delectation. Those which treated of forsaken women touched her +immensely, Harry remarked; and when Oenone called after Paris, and Medea +bade Jason come back again, the lady of Castlewood sighed, and said she +thought that part of the verses was the most pleasing. Indeed, she would +have chopped up the Dean, her old father, in order to bring her husband +back again. But her beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons will +go, and the poor enchantress had never a spell to keep him. + +My lord was only sulky as long as his wife's anxious face or behavior +seemed to upbraid him. When she had got to master these, and to show an +outwardly cheerful countenance and behavior, her husband's good-humor +returned partially, and he swore and stormed no longer at dinner, but +laughed sometimes, and yawned unrestrainedly; absenting himself often +from home, inviting more company thither, passing the greater part of +his days in the hunting-field, or over the bottle as before; but with +this difference, that the poor wife could no longer see now, as she had +done formerly, the light of love kindled in his eyes. He was with her, +but that flame was out: and that once welcome beacon no more shone +there. + +What were this lady's feelings when forced to admit the truth whereof +her foreboding glass had given her only too true warning, that within +her beauty her reign had ended, and the days of her love were over? +What does a seaman do in a storm if mast and rudder are carried away? He +ships a jurymast, and steers as he best can with an oar. What happens if +your roof falls in a tempest? After the first stun of the calamity the +sufferer starts up, gropes around to see that the children are safe, and +puts them under a shed out of the rain. If the palace burns down, you +take shelter in the barn. What man's life is not overtaken by one or +more of these tornadoes that send us out of the course, and fling us on +rocks to shelter as best we may? + +When Lady Castlewood found that her great ship had gone down, she began +as best she might after she had rallied from the effects of the loss, +to put out small ventures of happiness; and hope for little gains and +returns, as a merchant on 'Change, indocilis pauperiem pati, having lost +his thousands, embarks a few guineas upon the next ship. She laid out +her all upon her children, indulging them beyond all measure, as was +inevitable with one of her kindness of disposition; giving all her +thoughts to their welfare--learning, that she might teach them; and +improving her own many natural gifts and feminine accomplishments, that +she might impart them to her young ones. To be doing good for some one +else, is the life of most good women. They are exuberant of kindness, as +it were, and must impart it to some one. She made herself a good scholar +of French, Italian, and Latin, having been grounded in these by her +father in her youth; hiding these gifts from her husband out of fear, +perhaps, that they should offend him, for my lord was no bookman--pish'd +and psha'd at the notion of learned ladies, and would have been angry +that his wife could construe out of a Latin book of which he could +scarce understand two words. Young Esmond was usher, or house tutor, +under her or over her, as it might happen. During my lord's many +absences, these school-days would go on uninterruptedly: the mother +and daughter learning with surprising quickness; the latter by fits and +starts only, and as suited her wayward humor. As for the little lord, +it must be owned that he took after his father in the matter of +learning--liked marbles and play, and the great horse and the little one +which his father brought him, and on which he took him out a-hunting, a +great deal better than Corderius and Lily; marshalled the village boys, +and had a little court of them, already flogging them, and domineering +over them with a fine imperious spirit, that made his father laugh when +he beheld it, and his mother fondly warn him. The cook had a son, the +woodman had two, the big lad at the porter's lodge took his cuffs +and his orders. Doctor Tusher said he was a young nobleman of gallant +spirit; and Harry Esmond, who was his tutor, and eight years his little +lordship's senior, had hard work sometimes to keep his own temper, and +hold his authority over his rebellious little chief and kinsman. + +In a couple of years after that calamity had befallen which had robbed +Lady Castlewood of a little--a very little--of her beauty, and her +careless husband's heart (if the truth must be told, my lady had found +not only that her reign was over, but that her successor was appointed, +a Princess of a noble house in Drury Lane somewhere, who was installed +and visited by my lord at the town eight miles off--pudet haec opprobria +dicere nobis)--a great change had taken place in her mind, which, by +struggles only known to herself, at least never mentioned to any one, +and unsuspected by the person who caused the pain she endured--had +been schooled into such a condition as she could not very likely have +imagined possible a score of months since, before her misfortunes had +begun. + +She had oldened in that time as people do who suffer silently great +mental pain; and learned much that she had never suspected before. She +was taught by that bitter teacher Misfortune. A child the mother of +other children, but two years back her lord was a god to her; his words +her law; his smile her sunshine; his lazy commonplaces listened to +eagerly, as if they were words of wisdom--all his wishes and freaks +obeyed with a servile devotion. She had been my lord's chief slave and +blind worshipper. Some women bear farther than this, and submit not only +to neglect but to unfaithfulness too--but here this lady's allegiance +had failed her. Her spirit rebelled, and disowned any more obedience. +First she had to bear in secret the passion of losing the adored object; +then to get further initiation, and to find this worshipped being was +but a clumsy idol: then to admit the silent truth, that it was she was +superior, and not the monarch her master: that she had thoughts which +his brains could never master, and was the better of the two; quite +separate from my lord although tied to him, and bound, as almost all +people (save a very happy few), to work all her life alone. My lord sat +in his chair, laughing his laugh, cracking his joke, his face flushing +with wine--my lady in her place over against him--he never suspecting +that his superior was there, in the calm resigned lady, cold of manner, +with downcast eyes. When he was merry in his cups, he would make jokes +about her coldness, and, “D--- it, now my lady is gone, we will have +t'other bottle,” he would say. He was frank enough in telling his +thoughts, such as they were. There was little mystery about my lord's +words or actions. His Fair Rosamond did not live in a Labyrinth, like +the lady of Mr. Addison's opera, but paraded with painted cheeks and a +tipsy retinue in the country town. Had she a mind to be revenged, Lady +Castlewood could have found the way to her rival's house easily enough; +and, if she had come with bowl and dagger, would have been routed off +the ground by the enemy with a volley of Billingsgate, which the fair +person always kept by her. + +Meanwhile, it has been said, that for Harry Esmond his benefactress's +sweet face had lost none of its charms. It had always the kindest of +looks and smiles for him--smiles, not so gay and artless perhaps as +those which Lady Castlewood had formerly worn, when, a child herself, +playing with her children, her husband's pleasure and authority were all +she thought of; but out of her griefs and cares, as will happen I think +when these trials fall upon a kindly heart, and are not too unbearable, +grew up a number of thoughts and excellences which had never come into +existence, had not her sorrow and misfortunes engendered them. Sure, +occasion is the father of most that is good in us. As you have seen the +awkward fingers and clumsy tools of a prisoner cut and fashion the most +delicate little pieces of carved work; or achieve the most prodigious +underground labors, and cut through walls of masonry, and saw iron bars +and fetters; 'tis misfortune that awakens ingenuity, or fortitude, or +endurance, in hearts where these qualities had never come to life but +for the circumstance which gave them a being. + +“'Twas after Jason left her, no doubt,” Lady Castlewood once said with +one of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading to her a version of +certain lines out of Euripides), “that Medea became a learned woman and +a great enchantress.” + +“And she could conjure the stars out of heaven,” the young tutor added, +“but she could not bring Jason back again.” + +“What do you mean?” asked my lady, very angry. + +“Indeed I mean nothing,” said the other, “save what I've read in books. +What should I know about such matters? I have seen no woman save you +and little Beatrix, and the parson's wife and my late mistress, and your +ladyship's woman here.” + +“The men who wrote your books,” says my lady, “your Horaces, and Ovids, +and Virgils, as far as I know of them, all thought ill of us, as all +the heroes they wrote about used us basely. We were bred to be slaves +always; and even of our own times, as you are still the only lawgivers, +I think our sermons seem to say that the best woman is she who bears +her master's chains most gracefully. 'Tis a pity there are no nunneries +permitted by our church: Beatrix and I would fly to one, and end our +days in peace there away from you.” + +“And is there no slavery in a convent?” says Esmond. + +“At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them,” answered the +lady. “They don't work in street gangs with the public to jeer them: and +if they suffer, suffer in private. Here comes my lord home from hunting. +Take away the books. My lord does not love to see them. Lessons are over +for to-day, Mr. Tutor.” And with a curtsy and a smile she would end this +sort of colloquy. + +Indeed “Mr. Tutor,” as my lady called Esmond, had now business enough on +his hands in Castlewood house. He had three pupils, his lady and her two +children, at whose lessons she would always be present; besides writing +my lord's letters, and arranging his accompts for him--when these could +be got from Esmond's indolent patron. + +Of the pupils the two young people were but lazy scholars, and as my +lady would admit no discipline such as was then in use, my lord's son +only learned what he liked, which was but little, and never to his +life's end could be got to construe more than six lines of Virgil. +Mistress Beatrix chattered French prettily, from a very early age; +and sang sweetly, but this was from her mother's teaching--not Harry +Esmond's, who could scarce distinguish between “Green Sleeves” and +“Lillibullero;” although he had no greater delight in life than to hear +the ladies sing. He sees them now (will he ever forget them?) as they +used to sit together of the summer evenings--the two golden heads over +the page--the child's little hand, and the mother's beating the time, +with their voices rising and falling in unison. + +But if the children were careless, 'twas a wonder how eagerly the +mother learnt from her young tutor--and taught him too. The happiest +instinctive faculty was this lady's--a faculty for discerning latent +beauties and hidden graces of books, especially books of poetry, as in a +walk she would spy out field-flowers and make posies of them, such as +no other hand could. She was a critic, not by reason but by feeling; the +sweetest commentator of those books they read together; and the happiest +hours of young Esmond's life, perhaps, were those passed in the company +of this kind mistress and her children. + +These happy days were to end soon, however; and it was by the Lady +Castlewood's own decree that they were brought to a conclusion. It +happened about Christmas-time, Harry Esmond being now past sixteen +years of age, that his old comrade, adversary, and friend, Tom Tusher, +returned from his school in London, a fair, well-grown, and sturdy lad, +who was about to enter college, with an exhibition from his school, and +a prospect of after promotion in the church. Tom Tusher's talk was of +nothing but Cambridge now; and the boys, who were good friends, examined +each other eagerly about their progress in books. Tom had learned some +Greek and Hebrew, besides Latin, in which he was pretty well skilled, +and also had given himself to mathematical studies under his father's +guidance, who was a proficient in those sciences, of which Esmond knew +nothing; nor could he write Latin so well as Tom, though he could talk +it better, having been taught by his dear friend the Jesuit Father, for +whose memory the lad ever retained the warmest affection, reading his +books, keeping his swords clean in the little crypt where the Father +had shown them to Esmond on the night of his visit; and often of a night +sitting in the chaplain's room, which he inhabited, over his books, his +verses, and rubbish, with which the lad occupied himself, he would look +up at the window, thinking he wished it might open and let in the good +Father. He had come and passed away like a dream; but for the swords +and books Harry might almost think the Father was an imagination of his +mind--and for two letters which had come to him, one from abroad, full +of advice and affection, another soon after he had been confirmed by the +Bishop of Hexton, in which Father Holt deplored his falling away. But +Harry Esmond felt so confident now of his being in the right, and of his +own powers as a casuist, that he thought he was able to face the Father +himself in argument, and possibly convert him. + +To work upon the faith of her young pupil, Esmond's kind mistress sent +to the library of her father the Dean, who had been distinguished in the +disputes of the late king's reign; and, an old soldier now, had hung +up his weapons of controversy. These he took down from his shelves +willingly for young Esmond, whom he benefited by his own personal advice +and instruction. It did not require much persuasion to induce the boy +to worship with his beloved mistress. And the good old nonjuring Dean +flattered himself with a conversion which, in truth, was owing to a much +gentler and fairer persuader. + +Under her ladyship's kind eyes (my lord's being sealed in sleep pretty +generally), Esmond read many volumes of the works of the famous British +Divines of the last age, and was familiar with Wake and Sherlock, with +Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never tired to listen or to +read, to pursue the texts with fond comments, to urge those points which +her fancy dwelt on most, or her reason deemed most important. Since the +death of her father the Dean, this lady hath admitted a certain latitude +of theological reading which her orthodox father would never have +allowed; his favorite writers appealing more to reason and antiquity +than to the passions or imaginations of their readers, so that the works +of Bishop Taylor, nay, those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have in reality +found more favor with my Lady Castlewood than the severer volumes of our +great English schoolmen. + +In later life, at the University, Esmond reopened the controversy, and +pursued it in a very different manner, when his patrons had determined +for him that he was to embrace the ecclesiastical life. But though his +mistress's heart was in this calling, his own never was much. After that +first fervor of simple devotion, which his beloved Jesuit priest had +inspired in him, speculative theology took but little hold upon the +young man's mind. When his early credulity was disturbed, and his saints +and virgins taken out of his worship, to rank little higher than the +divinities of Olympus, his belief became acquiescence rather than ardor; +and he made his mind up to assume the cassock and bands, as another +man does to wear a breastplate and jack-boots, or to mount a merchant's +desk, for a livelihood, and from obedience and necessity, rather than +from choice. There were scores of such men in Mr. Esmond's time at the +universities, who were going to the church with no better calling than +his. + +When Thomas Tusher was gone, a feeling of no small depression and +disquiet fell upon young Esmond, of which, though he did not complain, +his kind mistress must have divined the cause: for soon after she showed +not only that she understood the reason of Harry's melancholy, but could +provide a remedy for it. Her habit was thus to watch, unobservedly, +those to whom duty or affection bound her, and to prevent their +designs, or to fulfil them, when she had the power. It was this lady's +disposition to think kindnesses, and devise silent bounties and to +scheme benevolence, for those about her. We take such goodness, for the +most part, as if it was our due; the Marys who bring ointment for our +feet get but little thanks. Some of us never feel this devotion at all, +or are moved by it to gratitude or acknowledgment; others only recall it +years after, when the days are past in which those sweet kindnesses were +spent on us, and we offer back our return for the debt by a poor tardy +payment of tears. Then forgotten tones of love recur to us, and kind +glances shine out of the past--oh so bright and clear!--oh so longed +after!--because they are out of reach; as holiday music from withinside +a prison wall--or sunshine seen through the bars; more prized because +unattainable--more bright because of the contrast of present darkness +and solitude, whence there is no escape. + +All the notice, then, which Lady Castlewood seemed to take of Harry +Esmond's melancholy, upon Tom Tusher's departure, was, by a gayety +unusual to her, to attempt to dispel his gloom. She made his three +scholars (herself being the chief one) more cheerful than ever they had +been before, and more docile, too, all of them learning and reading +much more than they had been accustomed to do. “For who knows,” said +the lady, “what may happen, and whether we may be able to keep such a +learned tutor long?” + +Frank Esmond said he for his part did not want to learn any more, and +cousin Harry might shut up his book whenever he liked, if he would +come out a-fishing; and little Beatrix declared she would send for Tom +Tusher, and HE would be glad enough to come to Castlewood, if Harry +chose to go away. + +At last comes a messenger from Winchester one day, bearer of a letter, +with a great black seal, from the Dean there, to say that his sister +was dead, and had left her fortune of 2,000L. among her six nieces, the +Dean's daughters; and many a time since has Harry Esmond recalled the +flushed face and eager look wherewith, after this intelligence, his kind +lady regarded him. She did not pretend to any grief about the deceased +relative, from whom she and her family had been many years parted. + +When my lord heard of the news, he also did not make any very long +face. “The money will come very handy to furnish the music-room and the +cellar, which is getting low, and buy your ladyship a coach and a +couple of horses that will do indifferent to ride or for the coach. And, +Beatrix, you shall have a spinnet: and, Frank, you shall have a little +horse from Hexton Fair; and, Harry, you shall have five pounds to buy +some books,” said my lord, who was generous with his own, and indeed +with other folk's money. “I wish your aunt would die once a year, +Rachel; we could spend your money, and all your sisters', too.” + +“I have but one aunt--and--and I have another use for the money, my +lord,” says my lady, turning very red. + +“Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?” cries my lord. +“And what the devil is there that I don't give you which you want!” + +“I intend to give this money--can't you fancy how, my lord?” + +My lord swore one of his large oaths that he did not know in the least +what she meant. + +“I intend it for Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry,” says my +lady, “you mustn't stay longer in this dull place, but make a name to +yourself, and for us too, Harry.” + +“D--n it, Harry's well enough here,” says my lord, for a moment looking +rather sulky. + +“Is Harry going away? You don't mean to say you will go away?” cry out +Frank and Beatrix at one breath. + +“But he will come back: and this will always be his home,” cries my +lady, with blue eyes looking a celestial kindness: “and his scholars +will always love him; won't they?” + +“By G-d, Rachel, you're a good woman!” says my lord, seizing my lady's +hand, at which she blushed very much, and shrank back, putting her +children before her. “I wish you joy, my kinsman,” he continued, giving +Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. “I won't balk your luck. Go +to Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher dies you shall have the living +here, if you are not better provided by that time. We'll furnish the +dining-room and buy the horses another year. I'll give thee a nag out +of the stable: take any one except my hack and the bay gelding and the +coach-horses; and God speed thee, my boy!” + +“Have the sorrel, Harry; 'tis a good one. Father says 'tis the best +in the stable,” says little Frank, clapping his hands, and jumping up. +“Let's come and see him in the stable.” And the other, in his delight +and eagerness, was for leaving the room that instant to arrange about +his journey. + +The Lady Castlewood looked after him with sad penetrating glances. “He +wishes to be gone already, my lord,” said she to her husband. + +The young man hung back abashed. “Indeed, I would stay for ever, if your +ladyship bade me,” he said. + +“And thou wouldst be a fool for thy pains, kinsman,” said my lord. “Tut, +tut, man. Go and see the world. Sow thy wild oats; and take the best +luck that Fate sends thee. I wish I were a boy again, that I might go to +college, and taste the Trumpington ale.” + +“Ours, indeed, is but a dull home,” cries my lady, with a little of +sadness and, maybe, of satire, in her voice: “an old glum house, half +ruined, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two children are +but poor company for men that are accustomed to better. We are only fit +to be your worship's handmaids, and your pleasures must of necessity lie +elsewhere than at home.” + +“Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether thou art in earnest or not,” + said my lord. + +“In earnest, my lord!” says she, still clinging by one of her children. +“Is there much subject here for joke?” And she made him a grand curtsy, +and, giving a stately look to Harry Esmond, which seemed to say, +“Remember; you understand me, though he does not,” she left the room +with her children. + +“Since she found out that confounded Hexton business,” my lord +said--“and be hanged to them that told her!--she has not been the same +woman. She, who used to be as humble as a milkmaid, is as proud as a +princess,” says my lord. “Take my counsel, Harry Esmond, and keep clear +of women. Since I have had anything to do with the jades, they have +given me nothing but disgust. I had a wife at Tangier, with whom, as she +couldn't speak a word of my language, you'd have thought I might lead a +quiet life. But she tried to poison me, because she was jealous of a Jew +girl. There was your aunt, for aunt she is--aunt Jezebel, a pretty +life your father led with HER! and here's my lady. When I saw her on a +pillion, riding behind the Dean her father, she looked and was such a +baby, that a sixpenny doll might have pleased her. And now you see what +she is--hands off, highty-tighty, high and mighty, an empress couldn't +be grander. Pass us the tankard, Harry my boy. A mug of beer and a toast +at morn, says my host. A toast and a mug of beer at noon, says my dear. +D--n it, Polly loves a mug of ale, too, and laced with brandy, by Jove!” + Indeed, I suppose they drank it together; for my lord was often thick +in his speech at mid-day dinner; and at night at supper, speechless +altogether. + +Harry Esmond's departure resolved upon, it seemed as if the Lady +Castlewood, too, rejoiced to lose him; for more than once, when the +lad, ashamed perhaps at his own secret eagerness to go away (at any +rate stricken with sadness at the idea of leaving those from whom he +had received so many proofs of love and kindness inestimable), tried to +express to his mistress his sense of gratitude to her, and his sorrow at +quitting those who had so sheltered and tended a nameless and houseless +orphan, Lady Castlewood cut short his protests of love and his +lamentations, and would hear of no grief, but only look forward to +Harry's fame and prospects in life. “Our little legacy will keep you +for four years like a gentleman. Heaven's Providence, your own genius, +industry, honor, must do the rest for you. Castlewood will always be a +home for you; and these children, whom you have taught and loved, will +not forget to love you. And, Harry,” said she (and this was the only +time when she spoke with a tear in her eye, or a tremor in her voice), +“it may happen in the course of nature that I shall be called away +from them: and their father--and--and they will need true friends and +protectors. Promise me that you will be true to them--as--as I think I +have been to you--and a mother's fond prayer and blessing go with you.” + +“So help me God, madam, I will,” said Harry Esmond, falling on his +knees, and kissing the hand of his dearest mistress. “If you will have +me stay now, I will. What matters whether or no I make my way in life, +or whether a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? 'Tis enough +that I have your love and kindness surely; and to make you happy is duty +enough for me.” + +“Happy!” says she; “but indeed I ought to be, with my children, and--” + +“Not happy!” cried Esmond (for he knew what her life was, though he and +his mistress never spoke a word concerning it). “If not happiness, +it may be ease. Let me stay and work for you--let me stay and be your +servant.” + +“Indeed, you are best away,” said my lady, laughing, as she put her hand +on the boy's head for a moment. “You shall stay in no such dull place. +You shall go to college and distinguish yourself as becomes your name. +That is how you shall please me best; and--and if my children want you, +or I want you, you shall come to us; and I know we may count on you.” + +“May heaven forsake me if you may not!” Harry said, getting up from his +knee. + +“And my knight longs for a dragon this instant that he may fight,” said +my lady, laughing; which speech made Harry Esmond start, and turn red; +for indeed the very thought was in his mind, that he would like +that some chance should immediately happen whereby he might show his +devotion. And it pleased him to think that his lady had called him “her +knight,” and often and often he recalled this to his mind, and prayed +that he might be her true knight, too. + +My lady's bed-chamber window looked out over the country, and you could +see from it the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the green common +betwixt that and the Hall, and the old bridge which crossed over the +river. When Harry Esmond went away for Cambridge, little Frank ran +alongside his horse as far as the bridge, and there Harry stopped for a +moment, and looked back at the house where the best part of his life had +been passed. It lay before him with its gray familiar towers, a pinnacle +or two shining in the sun, the buttresses and terrace walls casting +great blue shades on the grass. And Harry remembered, all his life +after, how he saw his mistress at the window looking out on him in a +white robe, the little Beatrix's chestnut curls resting at her mother's +side. Both waved a farewell to him, and little Frank sobbed to leave +him. Yes, he WOULD be his lady's true knight, he vowed in his heart; he +waved her an adieu with his hat. The village people had Good-by to say +to him too. All knew that Master Harry was going to college, and most of +them had a kind word and a look of farewell. I do not stop to say what +adventures he began to imagine, or what career to devise for himself +before he had ridden three miles from home. He had not read Monsieur +Galland's ingenious Arabian tales as yet; but be sure that there are +other folks who build castles in the air, and have fine hopes, and kick +them down too, besides honest Alnaschar. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +I GO TO CAMBRIDGE, AND DO BUT LITTLE GOOD THERE. + + +Mr lord, who said he should like to revisit the old haunts of his youth, +kindly accompanied Harry Esmond in his first journey to Cambridge. Their +road lay through London, where my Lord Viscount would also have Harry +stay a few days to show him the pleasures of the town before he entered +upon his university studies, and whilst here Harry's patron conducted +the young man to my Lady Dowager's house at Chelsey near London: +the kind lady at Castlewood having specially ordered that the young +gentleman and the old should pay a respectful visit in that quarter. + +Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager occupied a handsome new house in +Chelsey, with a garden behind it, and facing the river, always a bright +and animated sight with its swarms of sailors, barges, and wherries. +Harry laughed at recognizing in the parlor the well-remembered old +piece of Sir Peter Lely, wherein his father's widow was represented as +a virgin huntress, armed with a gilt bow-and-arrow, and encumbered only +with that small quantity of drapery which it would seem the virgins in +King Charles's day were accustomed to wear. + +My Lady Dowager had left off this peculiar habit of huntress when she +married. But though she was now considerably past sixty years of age, I +believe she thought that airy nymph of the picture could still be easily +recognized in the venerable personage who gave an audience to Harry and +his patron. + +She received the young man with even more favor than she showed to the +elder, for she chose to carry on the conversation in French, in which my +Lord Castlewood was no great proficient, and expressed her satisfaction +at finding that Mr. Esmond could speak fluently in that language. “'Twas +the only one fit for polite conversation,” she condescended to say, “and +suitable to persons of high breeding.” + +My lord laughed afterwards, as the gentlemen went away, at his +kinswoman's behavior. He said he remembered the time when she could +speak English fast enough, and joked in his jolly way at the loss he had +had of such a lovely wife as that. + +My Lady Viscountess deigned to ask his lordship news of his wife and +children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had had the small-pox; she +hoped she was not so VERY much disfigured as people said. + +At this remark about his wife's malady, my Lord Viscount winced and +turned red; but the Dowager, in speaking of the disfigurement of the +young lady, turned to her looking-glass and examined her old wrinkled +countenance in it with such a grin of satisfaction, that it was all her +guests could do to refrain from laughing in her ancient face. + +She asked Harry what his profession was to be; and my lord, saying that +the lad was to take orders, and have the living of Castlewood when old +Dr. Tusher vacated it, she did not seem to show any particular anger at +the notion of Harry's becoming a Church of England clergyman, nay, was +rather glad than otherwise, that the youth should be so provided for. +She bade Mr. Esmond not to forget to pay her a visit whenever he passed +through London, and carried her graciousness so far as to send a purse +with twenty guineas for him, to the tavern at which my lord put up (the +“Greyhound,” in Charing Cross); and, along with this welcome gift for +her kinsman, she sent a little doll for a present to my lord's little +daughter Beatrix, who was growing beyond the age of dolls by this time, +and was as tall almost as her venerable relative. + +After seeing the town, and going to the plays, my Lord Castlewood and +Esmond rode together to Cambridge, spending two pleasant days upon the +journey. Those rapid new coaches were not established, as yet, that +performed the whole journey between London and the University in a +single day; however, the road was pleasant and short enough to Harry +Esmond, and he always gratefully remembered that happy holiday which his +kind patron gave him. + +Mr. Esmond was entered a pensioner of Trinity College in Cambridge, +to which famous college my lord had also in his youth belonged. Dr. +Montague was master at this time, and received my Lord Viscount with +great politeness: so did Mr. Bridge, who was appointed to be Harry's +tutor. Tom Tusher, who was of Emanuel College, and was by this time +a junior soph, came to wait upon my lord, and to take Harry under his +protection; and comfortable rooms being provided for him in the great +court close by the gate, and near to the famous Mr. Newton's lodgings, +Harry's patron took leave of him with many kind words and blessings, +and an admonition to him to behave better at the University than my lord +himself had ever done. + +'Tis needless in these memoirs to go at any length into the particulars +of Harry Esmond's college career. It was like that of a hundred young +gentlemen of that day. But he had the ill fortune to be older by a +couple of years than most of his fellow-students; and by his previous +solitary mode of bringing up, the circumstances of his life, and the +peculiar thoughtfulness and melancholy that had naturally engendered, he +was, in a great measure, cut off from the society of comrades who were +much younger and higher-spirited than he. His tutor, who had bowed +down to the ground, as he walked my lord over the college grass-plats, +changed his behavior as soon as the nobleman's back was turned, and +was--at least Harry thought so--harsh and overbearing. When the lads +used to assemble in their greges in hall, Harry found himself alone in +the midst of that little flock of boys; they raised a great laugh at +him when he was set on to read Latin, which he did with the foreign +pronunciation taught to him by his old master, the Jesuit, than which +he knew no other. Mr. Bridge, the tutor, made him the object of clumsy +jokes, in which he was fond of indulging. The young man's spirit was +chafed, and his vanity mortified; and he found himself, for some time, +as lonely in this place as ever he had been at Castlewood, whither he +longed to return. His birth was a source of shame to him, and he fancied +a hundred slights and sneers from young and old, who, no doubt, had +treated him better had he met them himself more frankly. And as he looks +back, in calmer days, upon this period of his life, which he thought so +unhappy, he can see that his own pride and vanity caused no small part +of the mortifications which he attributed to other's ill will. The world +deals good-naturedly with good-natured people, and I never knew a sulky +misanthropist who quarrelled with it, but it was he, and not it, that +was in the wrong. Tom Tusher gave Harry plenty of good advice on this +subject, for Tom had both good sense and good humor; but Mr. Harry chose +to treat his senior with a great deal of superfluous disdain and absurd +scorn, and would by no means part from his darling injuries, in which, +very likely, no man believed but himself. As for honest Doctor Bridge, +the tutor found, after a few trials of wit with the pupil, that the +young man was an ugly subject for wit, and that the laugh was often +turned against him. This did not make tutor and pupil any better +friends; but had, so far, an advantage for Esmond, that Mr. Bridge was +induced to leave him alone; and so long as he kept his chapels, and did +the college exercises required of him, Bridge was content not to see +Harry's glum face in his class, and to leave him to read and sulk for +himself in his own chamber. + +A poem or two in Latin and English, which were pronounced to have some +merit, and a Latin oration, (for Mr. Esmond could write that language +better than pronounce it,) got him a little reputation both with the +authorities of the University and amongst the young men, with whom he +began to pass for more than he was worth. A few victories over their +common enemy, Mr. Bridge, made them incline towards him, and look upon +him as the champion of their order against the seniors. Such of the lads +as he took into his confidence found him not so gloomy and haughty as +his appearance led them to believe; and Don Dismallo, as he was called, +became presently a person of some little importance in his college, and +was, as he believes, set down by the seniors there as rather a dangerous +character. + +Don Dismallo was a staunch young Jacobite, like the rest of his family; +gave himself many absurd airs of loyalty; used to invite young friends +to Burgundy, and give the King's health on King James's birthday; wore +black on the day of his abdication; fasted on the anniversary of King +William's coronation; and performed a thousand absurd antics, of which +he smiles now to think. + +These follies caused many remonstrances on Tom Tusher's part, who +was always a friend to the powers that be, as Esmond was always in +opposition to them. Tom was a Whig, while Esmond was a Tory. Tom never +missed a lecture, and capped the proctor with the profoundest of bows. +No wonder he sighed over Harry's insubordinate courses, and was angry +when the others laughed at him. But that Harry was known to have my +Lord Viscount's protection, Tom no doubt would have broken with him +altogether. But honest Tom never gave up a comrade as long as he was the +friend of a great man. This was not out of scheming on Tom's part, but +a natural inclination towards the great. 'Twas no hypocrisy in him +to flatter, but the bent of his mind, which was always perfectly +good-humored, obliging, and servile. + +Harry had very liberal allowances, for his dear mistress of Castlewood +not only regularly supplied him, but the Dowager of Chelsey made her +donation annual, and received Esmond at her house near London every +Christmas; but, in spite of these benefactions, Esmond was constantly +poor; whilst 'twas a wonder with how small a stipend from his father Tom +Tusher contrived to make a good figure. 'Tis true that Harry both spent, +gave, and lent his money very freely, which Thomas never did. I think he +was like the famous Duke of Marlborough in this instance, who, getting +a present of fifty pieces, when a young man, from some foolish woman +who fell in love with his good looks, showed the money to Cadogan in a +drawer scores of years after, where it had lain ever since he had sold +his beardless honor to procure it. I do not mean to say that Tom ever +let out his good looks so profitably, for nature had not endowed him +with any particular charms of person, and he ever was a pattern of moral +behavior, losing no opportunity of giving the very best advice to his +younger comrade; with which article, to do him justice, he parted very +freely. Not but that he was a merry fellow, too, in his way; he loved a +joke, if by good fortune he understood it, and took his share generously +of a bottle if another paid for it, and especially if there was a young +lord in company to drink it. In these cases there was not a harder +drinker in the University than Mr. Tusher could be; and it was edifying +to behold him, fresh shaved and with smug face, singing out “Amen!” + at early chapel in the morning. In his reading, poor Harry permitted +himself to go a-gadding after all the Nine Muses, and so very likely had +but little favor from any one of them; whereas Tom Tusher, who had +no more turn for poetry than a ploughboy, nevertheless, by a dogged +perseverance and obsequiousness in courting the divine Calliope, got +himself a prize, and some credit in the University, and a fellowship +at his college, as a reward for his scholarship. In this time of Mr. +Esmond's life, he got the little reading which he ever could boast of, +and passed a good part of his days greedily devouring all the books on +which he could lay hand. In this desultory way the works of most of the +English, French, and Italian poets came under his eyes, and he had +a smattering of the Spanish tongue likewise, besides the ancient +languages, of which, at least of Latin, he was a tolerable master. + +Then, about midway in his University career, he fell to reading for the +profession to which worldly prudence rather than inclination called him, +and was perfectly bewildered in theological controversy. In the course +of his reading (which was neither pursued with that seriousness or that +devout mind which such a study requires) the youth found himself at the +end of one month a Papist, and was about to proclaim his faith; the next +month a Protestant, with Chillingworth; and the third a sceptic, with +Hobbes and Bayle. Whereas honest Tom Tusher never permitted his mind to +stray out of the prescribed University path, accepted the Thirty-nine +Articles with all his heart, and would have signed and sworn to other +nine-and-thirty with entire obedience. Harry's wilfulness in this +matter, and disorderly thoughts and conversation, so shocked and +afflicted his senior, that there grew up a coldness and estrangement +between them, so that they became scarce more than mere acquaintances, +from having been intimate friends when they came to college first. +Politics ran high, too, at the University; and here, also, the young +men were at variance. Tom professed himself, albeit a high-churchman, +a strong King William's-man; whereas Harry brought his family Tory +politics to college with him, to which he must add a dangerous +admiration for Oliver Cromwell, whose side, or King James's by turns, +he often chose to take in the disputes which the young gentlemen used +to hold in each other's rooms, where they debated on the state of the +nation, crowned and deposed kings, and toasted past and present heroes +and beauties in flagons of college ale. + +Thus, either from the circumstances of his birth, or the natural +melancholy of his disposition, Esmond came to live very much by himself +during his stay at the University, having neither ambition enough to +distinguish himself in the college career, nor caring to mingle with +the mere pleasures and boyish frolics of the students, who were, for +the most part, two or three years younger than he. He fancied that the +gentlemen of the common-room of his college slighted him on account of +his birth, and hence kept aloof from their society. It may be that +he made the ill will, which he imagined came from them, by his own +behavior, which, as he looks back on it in after life, he now sees +was morose and haughty. At any rate, he was as tenderly grateful for +kindness as he was susceptible of slight and wrong; and, lonely as +he was generally, yet had one or two very warm friendships for his +companions of those days. + +One of these was a queer gentleman that resided in the University, +though he was no member of it, and was the professor of a science scarce +recognized in the common course of college education. This was a French +refugee-officer, who had been driven out of his native country at the +time of the Protestant persecutions there, and who came to Cambridge, +where he taught the science of the small-sword, and set up a +saloon-of-arms. Though he declared himself a Protestant, 'twas said +Mr. Moreau was a Jesuit in disguise; indeed, he brought very strong +recommendations to the Tory party, which was pretty strong in that +University, and very likely was one of the many agents whom King James +had in this country. Esmond found this gentleman's conversation very +much more agreeable and to his taste than the talk of the college +divines in the common-room; he never wearied of Moreau's stories of +the wars of Turenne and Conde, in which he had borne a part; and being +familiar with the French tongue from his youth, and in a place where +but few spoke it, his company became very agreeable to the brave old +professor of arms, whose favorite pupil he was, and who made Mr. Esmond +a very tolerable proficient in the noble science of escrime. + +At the next term Esmond was to take his degree of Bachelor of Arts, and +afterwards, in proper season, to assume the cassock and bands which his +fond mistress would have him wear. Tom Tusher himself was a parson and +a fellow of his college by this time; and Harry felt that he would very +gladly cede his right to the living of Castlewood to Tom, and that his +own calling was in no way to the pulpit. But as he was bound, before +all things in the world, to his dear mistress at home, and knew that a +refusal on his part would grieve her, he determined to give her no +hint of his unwillingness to the clerical office: and it was in this +unsatisfactory mood of mind that he went to spend the last vacation he +should have at Castlewood before he took orders. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +I COME HOME FOR A HOLIDAY TO CASTLEWOOD, AND FIND A SKELETON IN THE +HOUSE. + + +At his third long vacation, Esmond came as usual to Castlewood, always +feeling an eager thrill of pleasure when he found himself once more +in the house where he had passed so many years, and beheld the kind +familiar eyes of his mistress looking upon him. She and her children +(out of whose company she scarce ever saw him) came to greet him. Miss +Beatrix was grown so tall that Harry did not quite know whether he +might kiss her or no; and she blushed and held back when he offered +that salutation, though she took it, and even courted it, when they were +alone. The young lord was shooting up to be like his gallant father in +look, though with his mother's kind eyes: the lady of Castlewood herself +seemed grown, too, since Harry saw her--in her look more stately, in +her person fuller, in her face still as ever most tender and friendly, a +greater air of command and decision than had appeared in that guileless +sweet countenance which Harry remembered so gratefully. The tone of her +voice was so much deeper and sadder when she spoke and welcomed him, +that it quite startled Esmond, who looked up at her surprised as she +spoke, when she withdrew her eyes from him; nor did she ever look at him +afterwards when his own eyes were gazing upon her. A something hinting +at grief and secret, and filling his mind with alarm undefinable, seemed +to speak with that low thrilling voice of hers, and look out of those +clear sad eyes. Her greeting to Esmond was so cold that it almost pained +the lad, (who would have liked to fall on his knees, and kiss the skirt +of her robe, so fond and ardent was his respect and regard for her,) +and he faltered in answering the questions which she, hesitating on her +side, began to put to him. Was he happy at Cambridge? Did he study too +hard? She hoped not. He had grown very tall, and looked very well. + +“He has got a moustache!” cries out Master Esmond. + +“Why does he not wear a peruke like my Lord Mohun?” asked Miss Beatrix. +“My lord says that nobody wears their own hair.” + +“I believe you will have to occupy your old chamber,” says my lady. “I +hope the housekeeper has got it ready.” + +“Why, mamma, you have been there ten times these three days yourself!” + exclaims Frank. + +“And she cut some flowers which you planted in my garden--do you +remember, ever so many years ago? when I was quite a little girl,” cries +out Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. “And mamma put them in your window.” + +“I remember when you grew well after you were ill that you used to like +roses,” said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all conducted +Harry Esmond to his chamber; the children running before, Harry walking +by his mistress hand-in-hand. + +The old room had been ornamented and beautified not a little to receive +him. The flowers were in the window in a china vase; and there was a +fine new counterpane on the bed, which chatterbox Beatrix said mamma had +made too. A fire was crackling on the hearth, although it was June. My +lady thought the room wanted warming; everything was done to make him +happy and welcome: “And you are not to be a page any longer, but a +gentleman and kinsman, and to walk with papa and mamma,” said the +children. And as soon as his dear mistress and children had left him to +himself, it was with a heart overflowing with love and gratefulness that +he flung himself down on his knees by the side of the little bed, and +asked a blessing upon those who were so kind to him. + +The children, who are always house tell-tales, soon made him acquainted +with the little history of the house and family. Papa had been to London +twice. Papa often went away now. Papa had taken Beatrix to Westlands, +where she was taller than Sir George Harper's second daughter, though +she was two years older. Papa had taken Beatrix and Frank both to +Bellminster, where Frank had got the better of Lord Bellminster's son in +a boxing-match--my lord, laughing, told Harry afterwards. Many gentlemen +came to stop with papa, and papa had gotten a new game from London, +a French game, called a billiard--that the French king played it very +well: and the Dowager Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a present; +and papa had gotten a new chaise, with two little horses, which he drove +himself, beside the coach, which mamma went in; and Dr. Tusher was a +cross old plague, and they did not like to learn from him at all; and +papa did not care about them learning, and laughed when they were at +their books, but mamma liked them to learn, and taught them; and “I +don't think papa is fond of mamma,” said Miss Beatrix, with her great +eyes. She had come quite close up to Harry Esmond by the time this +prattle took place, and was on his knee, and had examined all the points +of his dress, and all the good or bad features of his homely face. + +“You shouldn't say that papa is not fond of mamma,” said the boy, at +this confession. “Mamma never said so; and mamma forbade you to say it, +Miss Beatrix.” + +'Twas this, no doubt, that accounted for the sadness in Lady +Castlewood's eyes, and the plaintive vibrations of her voice. Who +does not know of eyes, lighted by love once, where the flame shines no +more?--of lamps extinguished, once properly trimmed and tended? Every +man has such in his house. Such mementoes make our splendidest chambers +look blank and sad; such faces seen in a day cast a gloom upon our +sunshine. So oaths mutually sworn, and invocations of heaven, and +priestly ceremonies, and fond belief, and love, so fond and faithful +that it never doubted but that it should live for ever, are all of no +avail towards making love eternal: it dies, in spite of the banns and +the priest; and I have often thought there should be a visitation of the +sick for it, and a funeral service, and an extreme unction, and an +abi in pace. It has its course, like all mortal things--its beginning, +progress, and decay. It buds and it blooms out into sunshine, and it +withers and ends. Strephon and Chloe languish apart; join in a rapture: +and presently you hear that Chloe is crying, and Strephon has broken +his crook across her back. Can you mend it so as to show no marks of +rupture? Not all the priests of Hymen, not all the incantations to the +gods, can make it whole! + +Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in which +for two years, Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found himself, +instantly, on his return home, in the midst of this actual tragedy of +life, which absorbed and interested him more than all his tutor had +taught him. The persons whom he loved best in the world, and to whom he +owed most, were living unhappily together. The gentlest and kindest of +women was suffering ill usage and shedding tears in secret: the man who +made her wretched by neglect, if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor +and patron. In houses where, in place of that sacred, inmost flame +of love, there is discord at the centre, the whole household becomes +hypocritical, and each lies to his neighbor. The husband (or it may +be the wife) lies when the visitor comes in, and wears a grin of +reconciliation or politeness before him. The wife lies (indeed, her +business is to do that, and to smile, however much she is beaten), +swallows her tears, and lies to her lord and master; lies in bidding +little Jackey respect dear papa; lies in assuring grandpapa that she +is perfectly happy. The servants lie, wearing grave faces behind their +master's chair, and pretending to be unconscious of the fighting; +and so, from morning till bedtime, life is passed in falsehood. And +wiseacres call this a proper regard of morals, and point out Baucis and +Philemon as examples of a good life. + +If my lady did not speak of her griefs to Harry Esmond, my lord was +by no means reserved when in his cups, and spoke his mind very freely, +bidding Harry in his coarse way, and with his blunt language, beware +of all women as cheats, jades, jilts, and using other unmistakable +monosyllables in speaking of them. Indeed, 'twas the fashion of the day, +as I must own; and there's not a writer of my time of any note, with the +exception of poor Dick Steele, that does not speak of a woman as of +a slave, and scorn and use her as such. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. +Addison, Mr. Gay, every one of 'em, sing in this key, each according to +his nature and politeness, and louder and fouler than all in abuse is +Dr. Swift, who spoke of them as he treated them, worst of all. + +Much of the quarrels and hatred which arise between married people come +in my mind from the husband's rage and revolt at discovering that +his slave and bedfellow, who is to minister to all his wishes, and is +church-sworn to honor and obey him--is his superior; and that HE, +and not she, ought to be the subordinate of the twain; and in these +controversies, I think, lay the cause of my lord's anger against his +lady. When he left her, she began to think for herself, and her thoughts +were not in his favor. After the illumination, when the love-lamp is +put out that anon we spoke of, and by the common daylight we look at the +picture, what a daub it looks! what a clumsy effigy! How many men and +wives come to this knowledge, think you? And if it be painful to a woman +to find herself mated for life to a boor, and ordered to love and honor +a dullard; it is worse still for the man himself perhaps, whenever in +his dim comprehension the idea dawns that his slave and drudge yonder +is, in truth, his superior; that the woman who does his bidding, and +submits to his humor, should be his lord; that she can think a thousand +things beyond the power of his muddled brains; and that in yonder head, +on the pillow opposite to him, lie a thousand feelings, mysteries of +thought, latent scorns and rebellions, whereof he only dimly perceives +the existence as they look out furtively from her eyes: treasures of +love doomed to perish without a hand to gather them; sweet fancies and +images of beauty that would grow and unfold themselves into flower; +bright wit that would shine like diamonds could it be brought into the +sun: and the tyrant in possession crushes the outbreak of all these, +drives them back like slaves into the dungeon and darkness, and chafes +without that his prisoner is rebellious, and his sworn subject undutiful +and refractory. So the lamp was out in Castlewood Hall, and the lord +and lady there saw each other as they were. With her illness and altered +beauty my lord's fire for his wife disappeared; with his selfishness and +faithlessness her foolish fiction of love and reverence was rent away. +Love!--who is to love what is base and unlovely? Respect!--who is to +respect what is gross and sensual? Not all the marriage oaths sworn +before all the parsons, cardinals, ministers, muftis, and rabbins in +the world, can bind to that monstrous allegiance. This couple was living +apart then; the woman happy to be allowed to love and tend her children +(who were never of her own good-will away from her), and thankful to +have saved such treasures as these out of the wreck in which the better +part of her heart went down. + +These young ones had had no instructors save their mother, and Doctor +Tusher for their theology occasionally, and had made more progress than +might have been expected under a tutor so indulgent and fond as Lady +Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a nymph. Her voice was +her father's delight after dinner. She ruled over the house with little +imperial ways, which her parents coaxed and laughed at. She had long +learned the value of her bright eyes, and tried experiments in coquetry, +in corpore vili, upon rustics and country squires, until she should +prepare to conquer the world and the fashion. She put on a new ribbon to +welcome Harry Esmond, made eyes at him, and directed her young smiles at +him, not a little to the amusement of the young man, and the joy of her +father, who laughed his great laugh, and encouraged her in her thousand +antics. Lady Castlewood watched the child gravely and sadly: the +little one was pert in her replies to her mother, yet eager in her +protestations of love and promises of amendment; and as ready to cry +(after a little quarrel brought on by her own giddiness) until she +had won back her mamma's favor, as she was to risk the kind lady's +displeasure by fresh outbreaks of restless vanity. From her mother's sad +looks she fled to her father's chair and boozy laughter. She already +set the one against the other: and the little rogue delighted in the +mischief which she knew how to make so early. + +The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by father and mother both. He +took their caresses as men do, and as if they were his right. He had +his hawks and his spaniel dog, his little horse and his beagles. He had +learned to ride, and to drink, and to shoot flying: and he had a +small court, the sons of the huntsman and woodman, as became the +heir-apparent, taking after the example of my lord his father. If he had +a headache, his mother was as much frightened as if the plague were in +the house: my lord laughed and jeered in his abrupt way--(indeed, 'twas +on the day after New Year's Day, and an excess of mince-pie)--and said +with some of his usual oaths--“D--n it, Harry Esmond--you see how my +lady takes on about Frank's megrim. She used to be sorry about me, my +boy (pass the tankard, Harry), and to be frightened if I had a headache +once. She don't care about my head now. They're like that--women +are--all the same, Harry, all jilts in their hearts. Stick to +college--stick to punch and buttery ale: and never see a woman that's +handsomer than an old cinder-faced bed-maker. That's my counsel.” + +It was my lord's custom to fling out many jokes of this nature, in +presence of his wife and children, at meals--clumsy sarcasms which my +lady turned many a time, or which, sometimes, she affected not to hear, +or which now and again would hit their mark and make the poor victim +wince (as you could see by her flushing face and eyes filling with +tears), or which again worked her up to anger and retort, when, +in answer to one of these heavy bolts, she would flash back with a +quivering reply. The pair were not happy; nor indeed was it happy to be +with them. Alas that youthful love and truth should end in bitterness +and bankruptcy! To see a young couple loving each other is no wonder; +but to see an old couple loving each other is the best sight of all. +Harry Esmond became the confidant of one and the other--that is, my +lord told the lad all his griefs and wrongs (which were indeed of Lord +Castlewood's own making), and Harry divined my lady's; his affection +leading him easily to penetrate the hypocrisy under which Lady +Castlewood generally chose to go disguised, and see her heart aching +whilst her face wore a smile. 'Tis a hard task for women in life, that +mask which the world bids them wear. But there is no greater crime than +for a woman who is ill used and unhappy to show that she is so. The +world is quite relentless about bidding her to keep a cheerful face; and +our women, like the Malabar wives, are forced to go smiling and painted +to sacrifice themselves with their husbands; their relations being the +most eager to push them on to their duty, and, under their shouts and +applauses, to smother and hush their cries of pain. + +So, into the sad secret of his patron's household, Harry Esmond became +initiated, he scarce knew how. It had passed under his eyes two years +before, when he could not understand it; but reading, and thought, and +experience of men, had oldened him; and one of the deepest sorrows of a +life which had never, in truth, been very happy, came upon him now, when +he was compelled to understand and pity a grief which he stood quite +powerless to relieve. + + +It hath been said my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, nor +his seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where, indeed, he had but +a nominal estate; and refused an English peerage which King William's +government offered him as a bribe to secure his loyalty. + +He might have accepted this, and would doubtless, but for the earnest +remonstrances of his wife, who ruled her husband's opinions better than +she could govern his conduct, and who being a simple-hearted woman, +with but one rule of faith and right, never thought of swerving from her +fidelity to the exiled family, or of recognizing any other sovereign but +King James; and though she acquiesced in the doctrine of obedience to +the reigning power, no temptation, she thought, could induce her to +acknowledge the Prince of Orange as rightful monarch, nor to let her +lord so acknowledge him. So my Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror all +his life nearly, though his self-denial caused him many a pang, and left +him sulky and out of humor. + +The year after the Revolution, and all through King William's life, 'tis +known there were constant intrigues for the restoration of the exiled +family; but if my Lord Castlewood took any share of these, as is +probable, 'twas only for a short time, and when Harry Esmond was too +young to be introduced into such important secrets. + +But in the year 1695, when that conspiracy of Sir John Fenwick, Colonel +Lowick, and others, was set on foot, for waylaying King William as he +came from Hampton Court to London, and a secret plot was formed, in +which a vast number of the nobility and people of honor were engaged, +Father Holt appeared at Castlewood, and brought a young friend with +him, a gentleman whom 'twas easy to see that both my lord and the Father +treated with uncommon deference. Harry Esmond saw this gentleman, and +knew and recognized him in after life, as shall be shown in its place; +and he has little doubt now that my Lord Viscount was implicated +somewhat in the transactions which always kept Father Holt employed +and travelling hither and thither under a dozen of different names and +disguises. The Father's companion went by the name of Captain James; +and it was under a very different name and appearance that Harry Esmond +afterwards saw him. + +It was the next year that the Fenwick conspiracy blew up, which is a +matter of public history now, and which ended in the execution of Sir +John and many more, who suffered manfully for their treason, and who +were attended to Tyburn by my lady's father Dean Armstrong, Mr. +Collier, and other stout nonjuring clergymen, who absolved them at the +gallows-foot. + +'Tis known that when Sir John was apprehended, discovery was made of a +great number of names of gentlemen engaged in the conspiracy; when, with +a noble wisdom and clemency, the Prince burned the list of conspirators +furnished to him, and said he would know no more. Now it was after this +that Lord Castlewood swore his great oath, that he would never, so +help him heaven, be engaged in any transaction against that brave and +merciful man; and so he told Holt when the indefatigable priest visited +him, and would have had him engage in a farther conspiracy. After this +my lord ever spoke of King William as he was--as one of the wisest, the +bravest, and the greatest of men. My Lady Esmond (for her part) said she +could never pardon the King, first, for ousting his father-in-law +from his throne, and secondly, for not being constant to his wife, the +Princess Mary. Indeed, I think if Nero were to rise again, and be king +of England, and a good family man, the ladies would pardon him. My lord +laughed at his wife's objections--the standard of virtue did not fit him +much. + +The last conference which Mr. Holt had with his lordship took place when +Harry was come home for his first vacation from college (Harry saw his +old tutor but for a half-hour, and exchanged no private words with him), +and their talk, whatever it might be, left my Lord Viscount very much +disturbed in mind--so much so, that his wife, and his young kinsman, +Henry Esmond, could not but observe his disquiet. After Holt was +gone, my lord rebuffed Esmond, and again treated him with the greatest +deference; he shunned his wife's questions and company, and looked at +his children with such a face of gloom and anxiety, muttering, “Poor +children--poor children!” in a way that could not but fill those whose +life it was to watch him and obey him with great alarm. For which gloom, +each person interested in the Lord Castlewood, framed in his or her own +mind an interpretation. + +My lady, with a laugh of cruel bitterness said, “I suppose the person +at Hexton has been ill, or has scolded him” (for my lord's infatuation +about Mrs. Marwood was known only too well). Young Esmond feared for his +money affairs, into the condition of which he had been initiated; and +that the expenses, always greater than his revenue, had caused Lord +Castlewood disquiet. + +One of the causes why my Lord Viscount had taken young Esmond into his +special favor was a trivial one, that hath not before been mentioned, +though it was a very lucky accident in Henry Esmond's life. A very few +months after my lord's coming to Castlewood, in the winter time--the +little boy, being a child in a petticoat, trotting about--it happened +that little Frank was with his father after dinner, who fell asleep over +his wine, heedless of the child, who crawled to the fire; and, as good +fortune would have it, Esmond was sent by his mistress for the boy just +as the poor little screaming urchin's coat was set on fire by a log; +when Esmond, rushing forward, tore the dress off the infant, so that his +own hands were burned more than the child's, who was frightened rather +than hurt by this accident. But certainly 'twas providential that a +resolute person should have come in at that instant, or the child had +been burned to death probably, my lord sleeping very heavily after +drinking, and not waking so cool as a man should who had a danger to +face. + +Ever after this the father, loud in his expressions of remorse and +humility for being a tipsy good-for-nothing, and of admiration for Harry +Esmond, whom his lordship would style a hero for doing a very trifling +service, had the tenderest regard for his son's preserver, and Harry +became quite as one of the family. His burns were tended with the +greatest care by his kind mistress, who said that heaven had sent him +to be the guardian of her children, and that she would love him all her +life. + +And it was after this, and from the very great love and tenderness which +had grown up in this little household, rather than from the exhortations +of Dean Armstrong (though these had no small weight with him), that +Harry came to be quite of the religion of his house and his dear +mistress, of which he has ever since been a professing member. As for +Dr. Tusher's boasts that he was the cause of this conversion--even in +these young days Mr. Esmond had such a contempt for the Doctor, that had +Tusher bade him believe anything (which he did not--never meddling at +all), Harry would that instant have questioned the truth on't. + +My lady seldom drank wine; but on certain days of the year, such as +birthdays (poor Harry had never a one) and anniversaries, she took a +little; and this day, the 29th December, was one. At the end, then, of +this year, '96, it might have been a fortnight after Mr. Holt's last +visit, Lord Castlewood being still very gloomy in mind, and sitting at +table--my lady bidding a servant bring her a glass of wine, and looking +at her husband with one of her sweet smiles, said-- + +“My lord, will you not fill a bumper too, and let me call a toast?” + +“What is it, Rachel?” says he, holding out his empty glass to be filled. + +“'Tis the 29th of December,” says my lady, with her fond look of +gratitude: “and my toast is, 'Harry--and God bless him, who saved my +boy's life!'” + +My lord looked at Harry hard, and drank the glass, but clapped it down +on the table in a moment, and, with a sort of groan, rose up, and went +out of the room. What was the matter? We all knew that some great grief +was over him. + +Whether my lord's prudence had made him richer, or legacies had fallen +to him, which enabled him to support a greater establishment than that +frugal one which had been too much for his small means, Harry Esmond +knew not; but the house of Castlewood was now on a scale much more +costly than it had been during the first years of his lordship's coming +to the title. There were more horses in the stable and more servants in +the hall, and many more guests coming and going now than formerly, when +it was found difficult enough by the strictest economy to keep the house +as befitted one of his lordship's rank, and the estate out of debt. And +it did not require very much penetration to find that many of the new +acquaintances at Castlewood were not agreeable to the lady there: not +that she ever treated them or any mortal with anything but courtesy; but +they were persons who could not be welcome to her; and whose society a +lady so refined and reserved could scarce desire for her children. There +came fuddling squires from the country round, who bawled their songs +under her windows and drank themselves tipsy with my lord's punch and +ale: there came officers from Hexton, in whose company our little lord +was made to hear talk and to drink, and swear too, in a way that made +the delicate lady tremble for her son. Esmond tried to console her by +saying what he knew of his College experience; that with this sort +of company and conversation a man must fall in sooner or later in his +course through the world: and it mattered very little whether he heard +it at twelve years old or twenty--the youths who quitted mother's +apron-strings the latest being not uncommonly the wildest rakes. But it +was about her daughter that Lady Castlewood was the most anxious, +and the danger which she thought menaced the little Beatrix from the +indulgences which her father gave her, (it must be owned that my lord, +since these unhappy domestic differences especially, was at once violent +in his language to the children when angry, as he was too familiar, not +to say coarse, when he was in a good humor,) and from the company into +which the careless lord brought the child. + +Not very far off from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the Marchioness +of Sark lived, who was known to have been a mistress of the late King +Charles--and to this house, whither indeed a great part of the country +gentry went, my lord insisted upon going, not only himself, but on +taking his little daughter and son, to play with the children there. The +children were nothing loth, for the house was splendid, and the welcome +kind enough. But my lady, justly no doubt, thought that the children of +such a mother as that noted Lady Sark had been, could be no good company +for her two; and spoke her mind to her lord. His own language when he +was thwarted was not indeed of the gentlest: to be brief, there was a +family dispute on this, as there had been on many other points--and the +lady was not only forced to give in, for the other's will was law--nor +could she, on account of their tender age, tell her children what +was the nature of her objection to their visit of pleasure, or indeed +mention to them any objection at all--but she had the additional secret +mortification to find them returning delighted with their new friends, +loaded with presents from them, and eager to be allowed to go back to +a place of such delights as Sark Castle. Every year she thought the +company there would be more dangerous to her daughter, as from a child +Beatrix grew to a woman, and her daily increasing beauty, and many +faults of character too, expanded. + +It was Harry Esmond's lot to see one of the visits which the old Lady of +Sark paid to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: whither she came in state with +six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page on each carriage step, a +gentleman of the horse, and armed servants riding before and behind her. +And, but that it was unpleasant to see Lady Castlewood's face, it was +amusing to watch the behavior of the two enemies: the frigid patience +of the younger lady, and the unconquerable good-humor of the elder--who +would see no offence whatever her rival intended, and who never ceased +to smile and to laugh, and to coax the children, and to pay compliments +to every man, woman, child, nay dog, or chair and table, in Castlewood, +so bent was she upon admiring everything there. She lauded the children, +and wished as indeed she well might--that her own family had been +brought up as well as those cherubs. She had never seen such a +complexion as dear Beatrix's--though to be sure she had a right to +it from father and mother--Lady Castlewood's was indeed a wonder of +freshness, and Lady Sark sighed to think she had not been born a fair +woman; and remarking Harry Esmond, with a fascinating superannuated +smile, she complimented him on his wit, which she said she could see +from his eyes and forehead; and vowed that she would never have HIM at +Sark until her daughter were out of the way. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +MY LORD MOHUN COMES AMONG US FOR NO GOOD. + + +There had ridden along with this old Princess's cavalcade, two +gentlemen: her son, my Lord Firebrace, and his friend, my Lord Mohun, +who both were greeted with a great deal of cordiality by the hospitable +Lord of Castlewood. My Lord Firebrace was but a feeble-minded +and weak-limbed young nobleman, small in stature and limited in +understanding to judge from the talk young Esmond had with him; but +the other was a person of a handsome presence, with the bel air, and a +bright daring warlike aspect, which, according to the chronicle of those +days, had already achieved for him the conquest of several beauties and +toasts. He had fought and conquered in France, as well as in Flanders; +he had served a couple of campaigns with the Prince of Baden on the +Danube, and witnessed the rescue of Vienna from the Turk. And he spoke +of his military exploits pleasantly, and with the manly freedom of a +soldier, so as to delight all his hearers at Castlewood, who were little +accustomed to meet a companion so agreeable. + +On the first day this noble company came, my lord would not hear of +their departure before dinner, and carried away the gentlemen to amuse +them, whilst his wife was left to do the honors of her house to the old +Marchioness and her daughter within. They looked at the stables where my +Lord Mohun praised the horses, though there was but a poor show there: +they walked over the old house and gardens, and fought the siege of +Oliver's time over again: they played a game of rackets in the old +court, where my Lord Castlewood beat my Lord Mohun, who said he loved +ball of all things, and would quickly come back to Castlewood for his +revenge. After dinner they played bowls and drank punch in the green +alley; and when they parted they were sworn friends, my Lord Castlewood +kissing the other lord before he mounted on horseback, and pronouncing +him the best companion he had met for many a long day. All night long, +over his tobacco-pipe, Castlewood did not cease to talk to Harry Esmond +in praise of his new friend, and in fact did not leave off speaking of +him until his lordship was so tipsy that he could not speak plainly any +more. + +At breakfast next day it was the same talk renewed; and when my lady +said there was something free in the Lord Mohun's looks and manner of +speech which caused her to mistrust him, her lord burst out with one of +his laughs and oaths; said that he never liked man, woman, or beast, +but what she was sure to be jealous of it; that Mohun was the prettiest +fellow in England; that he hoped to see more of him whilst in the +country; and that he would let Mohun know what my Lady Prude said of +him. + +“Indeed,” Lady Castlewood said, “I liked his conversation well enough. +'Tis more amusing than that of most people I know. I thought it, I own, +too free; not from what he said, as rather from what he implied.” + +“Psha! your ladyship does not know the world,” said her husband; “and +you have always been as squeamish as when you were a miss of fifteen.” + +“You found no fault when I was a miss at fifteen.” + +“Begad, madam, you are grown too old for a pinafore now; and I hold +that 'tis for me to judge what company my wife shall see,” said my lord, +slapping the table. + +“Indeed, Francis, I never thought otherwise,” answered my lady, rising +and dropping him a curtsy, in which stately action, if there was +obedience, there was defiance too; and in which a bystander, deeply +interested in the happiness of that pair as Harry Esmond was, might see +how hopelessly separated they were; what a great gulf of difference and +discord had run between them. + +“By G-d! Mohun is the best fellow in England; and I'll invite him here, +just to plague that woman. Did you ever see such a frigid insolence as +it is, Harry? That's the way she treats me,” he broke out, storming, and +his face growing red as he clenched his fists and went on. “I'm nobody +in my own house. I'm to be the humble servant of that parson's daughter. +By Jove! I'd rather she should fling the dish at my head than sneer at +me as she does. She puts me to shame before the children with her d--d +airs; and, I'll swear, tells Frank and Beaty that papa's a reprobate, +and that they ought to despise me.” + +“Indeed and indeed, sir, I never heard her say a word but of respect +regarding you,” Harry Esmond interposed. + +“No, curse it! I wish she would speak. But she never does. She +scorns me, and holds her tongue. She keeps off from me, as if I was a +pestilence. By George! she was fond enough of her pestilence once. And +when I came a-courting, you would see miss blush--blush red, by George! +for joy. Why, what do you think she said to me, Harry? She said herself, +when I joked with her about her d--d smiling red cheeks: ''Tis as they +do at St. James's; I put up my red flag when my king comes.' I was the +king, you see, she meant. But now, sir, look at her! I believe she would +be glad if I was dead; and dead I've been to her these five years--ever +since you all of you had the small-pox: and she never forgave me for +going away.” + +“Indeed, my lord, though 'twas hard to forgive, I think my mistress +forgave it,” Harry Esmond said; “and remember how eagerly she watched +your lordship's return, and how sadly she turned away when she saw your +cold looks.” + +“Damme!” cries out my lord; “would you have had me wait and catch the +small-pox? Where the deuce had been the good of that? I'll bear danger +with any man--but not useless danger--no, no. Thank you for nothing. +And--you nod your head, and I know very well, Parson Harry, what you +mean. There was the--the other affair to make her angry. But is a woman +never to forgive a husband who goes a-tripping? Do you take me for a +saint?” + +“Indeed, sir, I do not,” says Harry, with a smile. + +“Since that time my wife's as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. I +tell thee she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness blights +my whole life, and sends me to the punch-bowl, or driving about the +country. My children are not mine, but hers, when we are together. 'Tis +only when she is out of sight with her abominable cold glances, that +run through me, that they'll come to me, and that I dare to give them so +much as a kiss; and that's why I take 'em and love 'em in other people's +houses, Harry. I'm killed by the very virtue of that proud woman. +Virtue! give me the virtue that can forgive; give me the virtue that +thinks not of preserving itself, but of making other folks happy. +Damme, what matters a scar or two if 'tis got in helping a friend in ill +fortune?” + +And my lord again slapped the table, and took a great draught from the +tankard. Harry Esmond admired as he listened to him, and thought how the +poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had fled from the small-pox, which +the lady had borne so cheerfully, and which had been the cause of so +much disunion in the lives of all in this house. “How well men preach,” + thought the young man, “and each is the example in his own sermon. How +each has a story in a dispute, and a true one, too, and both are right +or wrong as you will!” Harry's heart was pained within him, to watch the +struggles and pangs that tore the breast of this kind, manly friend and +protector. + +“Indeed, sir,” said he, “I wish to God that my mistress could hear you +speak as I have heard you; she would know much that would make her life +the happier, could she hear it.” But my lord flung away with one of his +oaths, and a jeer; he said that Parson Harry was a good fellow; but that +as for women, all women were alike--all jades and heartless. So a man +dashes a fine vase down, and despises it for being broken. It may be +worthless--true: but who had the keeping of it, and who shattered it? + +Harry, who would have given his life to make his benefactress and her +husband happy, bethought him, now that he saw what my lord's state of +mind was, and that he really had a great deal of that love left in his +heart, and ready for his wife's acceptance if she would take it, whether +he could not be a means of reconciliation between these two persons, +whom he revered the most in the world. And he cast about how he should +break a part of his mind to his mistress, and warn her that in his, +Harry's opinion, at least, her husband was still her admirer, and even +her lover. + +But he found the subject a very difficult one to handle, when he +ventured to remonstrate, which he did in the very gravest tone, (for +long confidence and reiterated proofs of devotion and loyalty had given +him a sort of authority in the house, which he resumed as soon as ever +he returned to it,) and with a speech that should have some effect, as, +indeed, it was uttered with the speaker's own heart, he ventured most +gently to hint to his adored mistress that she was doing her husband +harm by her ill opinion of him, and that the happiness of all the family +depended upon setting her right. + +She, who was ordinarily calm and most gentle, and full of smiles and +soft attentions, flushed up when young Esmond so spoke to her, and rose +from her chair, looking at him with a haughtiness and indignation that +he had never before known her to display. She was quite an altered being +for that moment; and looked an angry princess insulted by a vassal. + +“Have you ever heard me utter a word in my lord's disparagement?” she +asked hastily, hissing out her words, and stamping her foot. + +“Indeed, no,” Esmond said, looking down. + +“Are you come to me as his ambassador--YOU?” she continued. + +“I would sooner see peace between you than anything else in the world,” + Harry answered, “and would go of any embassy that had that end.” + +“So YOU are my lord's go-between?” she went on, not regarding this +speech. “You are sent to bid me back into slavery again, and inform me +that my lord's favor is graciously restored to his handmaid? He is weary +of Covent Garden, is he, that he comes home and would have the fatted +calf killed?” + +“There's good authority for it, surely,” said Esmond. + +“For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. It was he who cast me away +from him. It was he who broke our happiness down, and he bids me to +repair it. It was he who showed himself to me at last, as he was, not +as I had thought him. It is he who comes before my children stupid and +senseless with wine--who leaves our company for that of frequenters of +taverns and bagnios--who goes from his home to the City yonder and his +friends there, and when he is tired of them returns hither, and expects +that I shall kneel and welcome him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! +What a proud embassy! Monsieur, I make you my compliment of the new +place.” + +“It would be a proud embassy, and a happy embassy too, could I bring you +and my lord together,” Esmond replied. + +“I presume you have fulfilled your mission now, sir. 'Twas a pretty +one for you to undertake. I don't know whether 'tis your Cambridge +philosophy, or time, that has altered your ways of thinking,” Lady +Castlewood continued, still in a sarcastic tone. “Perhaps you too have +learned to love drink, and to hiccup over your wine or punch;--which is +your worship's favorite liquor? Perhaps you too put up at the 'Rose' +on your way to London, and have your acquaintances in Covent Garden. My +services to you, sir, to principal and ambassador, to master and--and +lackey.” + +“Great heavens! madam,” cried Harry. “What have I done that thus, for a +second time, you insult me? Do you wish me to blush for what I used to +be proud of, that I lived on your bounty? Next to doing you a service +(which my life would pay for), you know that to receive one from you is +my highest pleasure. What wrong have I done you that you should wound me +so, cruel woman?” + +“What wrong?” she said, looking at Esmond with wild eyes. “Well, +none--none that you know of, Harry, or could help. Why did you bring +back the small-pox,” she added, after a pause, “from Castlewood village? +You could not help it, could you? Which of us knows whither fate leads +us? But we were all happy, Henry, till then.” And Harry went away from +this colloquy, thinking still that the estrangement between his patron +and his beloved mistress was remediable, and that each had at heart a +strong attachment to the other. + +The intimacy between the Lords Mohun and Castlewood appeared to increase +as long as the former remained in the country; and my Lord of Castlewood +especially seemed never to be happy out of his new comrade's sight. +They sported together, they drank, they played bowls and tennis: my Lord +Castlewood would go for three days to Sark, and bring back my Lord Mohun +to Castlewood--where indeed his lordship made himself very welcome to +all persons, having a joke or a new game at romps for the children, all +the talk of the town for my lord, and music and gallantry and plenty of +the beau langage for my lady, and for Harry Esmond, who was never tired +of hearing his stories of his campaigns and his life at Vienna, Venice, +Paris, and the famous cities of Europe which he had visited both in +peace and war. And he sang at my lady's harpsichord, and played cards +or backgammon, or his new game of billiards with my lord (of whom he +invariably got the better) always having a consummate good-humor, and +bearing himself with a certain manly grace, that might exhibit somewhat +of the camp and Alsatia perhaps, but that had its charm, and stamped +him a gentleman: and his manner to Lady Castlewood was so devoted and +respectful, that she soon recovered from the first feelings of dislike +which she had conceived against him--nay, before long, began to be +interested in his spiritual welfare, and hopeful of his conversion, +lending him books of piety, which he promised dutifully to study. With +her my lord talked of reform, of settling into quiet life, quitting the +court and town, and buying some land in the neighborhood--though it +must be owned that, when the two lords were together over their Burgundy +after dinner, their talk was very different, and there was very little +question of conversion on my Lord Mohun's part. When they got to their +second bottle, Harry Esmond used commonly to leave these two noble +topers, who, though they talked freely enough, heaven knows, in his +presence (Good Lord, what a set of stories, of Alsatia and Spring +Garden, of the taverns and gaming-houses, of the ladies of the +court, and mesdames of the theatres, he can recall out of their godly +conversation!)--although, I say, they talked before Esmond freely, yet +they seemed pleased when he went away, and then they had another +bottle, and then they fell to cards, and then my Lord Mohun came to her +ladyship's drawing-room; leaving his boon companion to sleep off his +wine. + +'Twas a point of honor with the fine gentlemen of those days to lose +or win magnificently at their horse-matches, or games of cards and +dice--and you could never tell, from the demeanor of these two lords +afterwards, which had been successful and which the loser at their +games. And when my lady hinted to my lord that he played more than she +liked, he dismissed her with a “pish,” and swore that nothing was more +equal than play betwixt gentlemen, if they did but keep it up long +enough. And these kept it up long enough, you may be sure. A man of +fashion of that time often passed a quarter of his day at cards, and +another quarter at drink: I have known many a pretty fellow, who was +a wit too, ready of repartee, and possessed of a thousand graces, who +would be puzzled if he had to write more than his name. + +There is scarce any thoughtful man or woman, I suppose, but can look +back upon his course of past life, and remember some point, trifling +as it may have seemed at the time of occurrence, which has nevertheless +turned and altered his whole career. 'Tis with almost all of us, as +in M. Massillon's magnificent image regarding King William, a grain de +sable that perverts or perhaps overthrows us; and so it was but a light +word flung in the air, a mere freak of perverse child's temper, that +brought down a whole heap of crushing woes upon that family whereof +Harry Esmond formed a part. + +Coming home to his dear Castlewood in the third year of his academical +course, (wherein he had now obtained some distinction, his Latin Poem +on the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess Anne of Denmark's son, +having gained him a medal, and introduced him to the society of the +University wits,) Esmond found his little friend and pupil Beatrix grown +to be taller than her mother, a slim and lovely young girl, with cheeks +mantling with health and roses: with eyes like stars shining out +of azure, with waving bronze hair clustered about the fairest young +forehead ever seen: and a mien and shape haughty and beautiful, such +as that of the famous antique statue of the huntress Diana--at one time +haughty, rapid, imperious, with eyes and arrows that dart and kill. +Harry watched and wondered at this young creature, and likened her in +his mind to Artemis with the ringing bow and shafts flashing death upon +the children of Niobe; at another time she was coy and melting as +Luna shining tenderly upon Endymion. This fair creature, this lustrous +Phoebe, was only young as yet, nor had nearly reached her full splendor: +but crescent and brilliant, our young gentleman of the University, his +head full of poetical fancies, his heart perhaps throbbing with desires +undefined, admired this rising young divinity; and gazed at her (though +only as at some “bright particular star,” far above his earth) with +endless delight and wonder. She had been a coquette from the earliest +times almost, trying her freaks and jealousies, her wayward frolics and +winning caresses, upon all that came within her reach; she set her women +quarrelling in the nursery, and practised her eyes on the groom as she +rode behind him on the pillion. + +She was the darling and torment of father and mother. She intrigued with +each secretly; and bestowed her fondness and withdrew it, plied them +with tears, smiles, kisses, cajolements;--when the mother was angry, as +happened often, flew to the father, and sheltering behind him, pursued +her victim; when both were displeased, transferred her caresses to the +domestics, or watched until she could win back her parents' good graces, +either by surprising them into laughter and good-humor, or appeasing +them by submission and artful humility. She was saevo laeta negotio, +like that fickle goddess Horace describes, and of whose “malicious joy” + a great poet of our own has written so nobly--who, famous and heroic as +he was, was not strong enough to resist the torture of women. + +It was but three years before that the child, then but ten years old, +had nearly managed to make a quarrel between Harry Esmond and his +comrade, good-natured, phlegmatic Thomas Tusher, who never of his own +seeking quarrelled with anybody: by quoting to the latter some silly +joke which Harry had made regarding him--(it was the merest idlest jest, +though it near drove two old friends to blows, and I think such a battle +would have pleased her)--and from that day Tom kept at a distance from +her; and she respected him, and coaxed him sedulously whenever they met. +But Harry was much more easily appeased, because he was fonder of the +child: and when she made mischief, used cutting speeches, or caused her +friends pain, she excused herself for her fault, not by admitting and +deploring it, but by pleading not guilty, and asserting innocence so +constantly, and with such seeming artlessness, that it was impossible to +question her plea. In her childhood, they were but mischiefs then which +she did; but her power became more fatal as she grew older--as a kitten +first plays with a ball, and then pounces on a bird and kills it. 'Tis +not to be imagined that Harry Esmond had all this experience at this +early stage of his life, whereof he is now writing the history--many +things here noted were but known to him in later days. Almost everything +Beatrix did or undid seemed good, or at least pardonable, to him then, +and years afterwards. + +It happened, then, that Harry Esmond came home to Castlewood for his +last vacation, with good hopes of a fellowship at his college, and a +contented resolve to advance his fortune that way. 'Twas in the first +year of the present century, Mr. Esmond (as far as he knew the period of +his birth) being then twenty-two years old. He found his quondam pupil +shot up into this beauty of which we have spoken, and promising yet +more: her brother, my lord's son, a handsome high-spirited brave lad, +generous and frank, and kind to everybody, save perhaps his sister, +with whom Frank was at war (and not from his but her fault)--adoring his +mother, whose joy he was: and taking her side in the unhappy matrimonial +differences which were now permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix +ranged with her father. When heads of families fall out, it must +naturally be that their dependants wear the one or the other party's +color; and even in the parliaments in the servants' hall or the stables, +Harry, who had an early observant turn, could see which were my lord's +adherents and which my lady's, and conjecture pretty shrewdly how their +unlucky quarrel was debated. Our lackeys sit in judgment on us. My +lord's intrigues may be ever so stealthily conducted, but his valet +knows them; and my lady's woman carries her mistress's private history +to the servants' scandal market, and exchanges it against the secrets of +other abigails. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MY LORD LEAVES US AND HIS EVIL BEHIND HIM. + + +My Lord Mohun (of whose exploits and fame some of the gentlemen of the +University had brought down but ugly reports) was once more a guest at +Castlewood, and seemingly more intimately allied with my lord even than +before. Once in the spring those two noblemen had ridden to Cambridge +from Newmarket, whither they had gone for the horse-racing, and had +honored Harry Esmond with a visit at his rooms; after which Doctor +Montague, the master of the College, who had treated Harry somewhat +haughtily, seeing his familiarity with these great folks, and that my +Lord Castlewood laughed and walked with his hand on Harry's shoulder, +relented to Mr. Esmond, and condescended to be very civil to him; and +some days after his arrival, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady +Esmond, remarking how strange it was that men famous for learning and +renowned over Europe, should, nevertheless, so bow down to a title, and +cringe to a nobleman ever so poor. At this Mistress Beatrix flung up her +head, and said it became those of low origin to respect their betters; +that the parsons made themselves a great deal too proud, she thought; +and that she liked the way at Lady Sark's best, where the chaplain, +though he loved pudding, as all parsons do, always went away before the +custard. + +“And when I am a parson,” says Mr. Esmond, “will you give me no custard, +Beatrix?” + +“You--you are different,” Beatrix answered. “You are of our blood.” + +“My father was a parson, as you call him,” said my lady. + +“But mine is a peer of Ireland,” says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her +head. “Let people know their places. I suppose you will have me go down +on my knees and ask a blessing of Mr. Thomas Tusher, that has just been +made a curate and whose mother was a waiting-maid.” + +And she tossed out of the room, being in one of her flighty humors then. + +When she was gone, my lady looked so sad and grave, that Harry asked +the cause of her disquietude. She said it was not merely what he said +of Newmarket, but what she had remarked, with great anxiety and +terror, that my lord, ever since his acquaintance with the Lord +Mohun especially, had recurred to his fondness for play, which he had +renounced since his marriage. + +“But men promise more than they are able to perform in marriage,” said +my lady, with a sigh. “I fear he has lost large sums; and our property, +always small, is dwindling away under this reckless dissipation. I heard +of him in London with very wild company. Since his return, letters +and lawyers are constantly coming and going: he seems to me to have a +constant anxiety, though he hides it under boisterousness and laughter. +I looked through--through the door last night, and--and before,” said +my lady, “and saw them at cards after midnight; no estate will bear that +extravagance, much less ours, which will be so diminished that my son +will have nothing at all, and my poor Beatrix no portion!” + +“I wish I could help you, madam,” said Harry Esmond, sighing, and +wishing that unavailingly, and for the thousandth time in his life. + +“Who can? Only God,” said Lady Esmond--“only God, in whose hands we +are.” And so it is, and for his rule over his family, and for +his conduct to wife and children--subjects over whom his power is +monarchical--any one who watches the world must think with trembling +sometimes of the account which many a man will have to render. For in +our society there's no law to control the King of the Fireside. He is +master of property, happiness--life almost. He is free to punish, +to make happy or unhappy--to ruin or to torture. He may kill a wife +gradually, and be no more questioned than the Grand seignior who drowns +a slave at midnight. He may make slaves and hypocrites of his children; +or friends and freemen; or drive them into revolt and enmity against the +natural law of love. I have heard politicians and coffee-house wiseacres +talking over the newspaper, and railing at the tyranny of the French +King, and the Emperor, and wondered how these (who are monarchs, too, +in their way) govern their own dominions at home, where each man rules +absolute. When the annals of each little reign are shown to the Supreme +Master, under whom we hold sovereignty, histories will be laid bare of +household tyrants as cruel as Amurath, and as savage as Nero, and as +reckless and dissolute as Charles. + +If Harry Esmond's patron erred, 'twas in the latter way, from a +disposition rather self-indulgent than cruel; and he might have been +brought back to much better feelings, had time been given to him to +bring his repentance to a lasting reform. + +As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close companions, +Mistress Beatrix chose to be jealous of the latter; and the two +gentlemen often entertained each other by laughing, in their rude +boisterous way, at the child's freaks of anger and show of dislike. +“When thou art old enough, thou shalt marry Lord Mohun,” Beatrix's +father would say: on which the girl would pout and say, “I would rather +marry Tom Tusher.” And because the Lord Mohun always showed an extreme +gallantry to my Lady Castlewood, whom he professed to admire devotedly, +one day, in answer to this old joke of her father's, Beatrix said, “I +think my lord would rather marry mamma than marry me; and is waiting +till you die to ask her.” + +The words were said lightly and pertly by the girl one night before +supper, as the family party were assembled near the great fire. The two +lords, who were at cards, both gave a start; my lady turned as red as +scarlet, and bade Mistress Beatrix go to her own chamber; whereupon the +girl, putting on, as her wont was, the most innocent air, said, “I am +sure I meant no wrong; I am sure mamma talks a great deal more to Harry +Esmond than she does to papa--and she cried when Harry went away, and +she never does when papa goes away! and last night she talked to Lord +Mohun for ever so long, and sent us out of the room, and cried when we +came back, and--” + +“D--n!” cried out my Lord Castlewood, out of all patience. “Go out of +the room, you little viper!” and he started up and flung down his cards. + +“Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis,” her ladyship said, rising +up with a scared face, but yet with a great and touching dignity and +candor in her look and voice. “Come away with me, Beatrix.” Beatrix +sprung up too; she was in tears now. + +“Dearest mamma, what have I done?” she asked. “Sure I meant no harm.” + And she clung to her mother, and the pair went out sobbing together. + +“I will tell you what your wife said to me, Frank,” my Lord Mohun cried. +“Parson Harry may hear it; and, as I hope for heaven, every word I say +is true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife implored me to +play no more with you at dice or at cards, and you know best whether +what she asked was not for your good.” + +“Of course, it was, Mohun,” says my lord in a dry hard voice. “Of course +you are a model of a man: and the world knows what a saint you are.” + +My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife, and had had many affairs of +honor: of which women as usual had been the cause. + +“I am no saint, though your wife is--and I can answer for my actions as +other people must for their words,” said my Lord Mohun. + +“By G--, my lord, you shall,” cried the other, starting up. + +“We have another little account to settle first, my lord,” says Lord +Mohun. Whereupon Harry Esmond, filled with alarm for the consequences +to which this disastrous dispute might lead, broke out into the most +vehement expostulations with his patron and his adversary. “Gracious +heavens!” he said, “my lord, are you going to draw a sword upon your +friend in your own house? Can you doubt the honor of a lady who is as +pure as heaven, and would die a thousand times rather than do you a +wrong? Are the idle words of a jealous child to set friends at variance? +Has not my mistress, as much as she dared do, besought your lordship, as +the truth must be told, to break your intimacy with my Lord Mohun; and +to give up the habit which may bring ruin on your family? But for my +Lord Mohun's illness, had he not left you?” + +“'Faith, Frank, a man with a gouty toe can't run after other men's +wives,” broke out my Lord Mohun, who indeed was in that way, and with +a laugh and a look at his swathed limb so frank and comical, that the +other dashing his fist across his forehead was caught by that infectious +good-humor, and said with his oath, “---- it, Harry, I believe thee,” + and so this quarrel was over, and the two gentlemen, at swords drawn but +just now, dropped their points, and shook hands. + +Beati pacifici. “Go, bring my lady back,” said Harry's patron. Esmond +went away only too glad to be the bearer of such good news. He found her +at the door; she had been listening there, but went back as he came. She +took both his hands, hers were marble cold. She seemed as if she would +fall on his shoulder. “Thank you, and God bless you, my dear brother +Harry,” she said. She kissed his hand, Esmond felt her tears upon it: +and leading her into the room, and up to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, +with an outbreak of feeling and affection such as he had not exhibited +for many a long day, took his wife to his heart, and bent over and +kissed her and asked her pardon. + +“'Tis time for me to go to roost. I will have my gruel a-bed,” said my +Lord Mohun: and limped off comically on Harry Esmond's arm. “By George, +that woman is a pearl!” he said; “and 'tis only a pig that wouldn't +value her. Have you seen the vulgar traipsing orange-girl whom +Esmond”--but here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, saying, that these were +not affairs for him to know. + +My lord's gentleman came in to wait upon his master, who was no sooner +in his nightcap and dressing-gown than he had another visitor whom his +host insisted on sending to him: and this was no other than the Lady +Castlewood herself with the toast and gruel, which her husband bade her +make and carry with her own hands in to her guest. + +Lord Castlewood stood looking after his wife as she went on this errand, +and as he looked, Harry Esmond could not but gaze on him, and remarked +in his patron's face an expression of love, and grief, and care, which +very much moved and touched the young man. Lord Castlewood's hands fell +down at his sides, and his head on his breast, and presently he said,-- + +“You heard what Mohun said, parson?” + +“That my lady was a saint?” + +“That there are two accounts to settle. I have been going wrong these +five years, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that damned small-pox +into the house, there has been a fate pursuing me, and I had best have +died of it, and not run away from it like a coward. I left Beatrix with +her relations, and went to London; and I fell among thieves, Harry, and +I got back to confounded cards and dice, which I hadn't touched since +my marriage--no, not since I was in the Duke's Guard, with those wild +Mohocks. And I have been playing worse and worse, and going deeper and +deeper into it; and I owe Mohun two thousand pounds now; and when it's +paid I am little better than a beggar. I don't like to look my boy in +the face; he hates me, I know he does. And I have spent Beaty's little +portion: and the Lord knows what will come if I live; the best thing I +can do is to die, and release what portion of the estate is redeemable +for the boy.” + +Mohun was as much master at Castlewood as the owner of the Hall itself; +and his equipages filled the stables, where, indeed, there was room +and plenty for many more horses than Harry Esmond's impoverished patron +could afford to keep. He had arrived on horseback with his people; but +when his gout broke out my Lord Mohun sent to London for a light chaise +he had, drawn by a pair of small horses, and running as swift, wherever +roads were good, as a Laplander's sledge. When this carriage came, his +lordship was eager to drive the Lady Castlewood abroad in it, and did so +many times, and at a rapid pace, greatly to his companion's enjoyment, +who loved the swift motion and the healthy breezes over the downs which +lie hard upon Castlewood, and stretch thence towards the sea. As this +amusement was very pleasant to her, and her lord, far from showing +any mistrust of her intimacy with Lord Mohun, encouraged her to be his +companion--as if willing by his present extreme confidence to make up +for any past mistrust which his jealousy had shown--the Lady Castlewood +enjoyed herself freely in this harmless diversion, which, it must be +owned, her guest was very eager to give her; and it seemed that she grew +the more free with Lord Mohun, and pleased with his company, because of +some sacrifice which his gallantry was pleased to make in her favor. + +Seeing the two gentlemen constantly at cards still of evenings, Harry +Esmond one day deplored to his mistress that this fatal infatuation +of her lord should continue; and now they seemed reconciled together, +begged his lady to hint to her husband that he should play no more. + +But Lady Castlewood, smiling archly and gayly, said she would speak to +him presently, and that, for a few nights more at least, he might be let +to have his amusement. + +“Indeed, madam,” said Harry, “you know not what it costs you; and 'tis +easy for any observer who knows the game, to see that Lord Mohun is by +far the stronger of the two.” + +“I know he is,” says my lady, still with exceeding good-humor; “he is +not only the best player, but the kindest player in the world.” + +“Madam, madam!” Esmond cried, transported and provoked. “Debts of honor +must be paid some time or other; and my master will be ruined if he goes +on.” + +“Harry, shall I tell you a secret?” my lady replied, with kindness and +pleasure still in her eyes. “Francis will not be ruined if he goes on; +he will be rescued if he goes on. I repent of having spoken and thought +unkindly of the Lord Mohun when he was here in the past year. He is full +of much kindness and good; and 'tis my belief that we shall bring him +to better things. I have lent him 'Tillotson' and your favorite +'Bishop Taylor,' and he is much touched, he says; and as a proof of his +repentance--(and herein lies my secret)--what do you think he is doing +with Francis? He is letting poor Frank win his money back again. He hath +won already at the last four nights; and my Lord Mohun says that he will +not be the means of injuring poor Frank and my dear children.” + +“And in God's name, what do you return him for the sacrifice?” asked +Esmond, aghast; who knew enough of men, and of this one in particular, +to be aware that such a finished rake gave nothing for nothing. “How, in +heaven's name, are you to pay him?” + +“Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!” cries my lady, +clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond did not know whether to +laugh, to be angry, or to love his dear mistress more than ever for the +obstinate innocency with which she chose to regard the conduct of a man +of the world, whose designs he knew better how to interpret. He told the +lady, guardedly, but so as to make his meaning quite clear to her, what +he knew in respect of the former life and conduct of this nobleman; of +other women against whom he had plotted, and whom he had overcome; +of the conversation which he, Harry himself, had had with Lord Mohun, +wherein the lord made a boast of his libertinism, and frequently avowed +that he held all women to be fair game (as his lordship styled this +pretty sport), and that they were all, without exception, to be won. And +the return Harry had for his entreaties and remonstrances was a fit +of anger on Lady Castlewood's part, who would not listen to his +accusations; she said and retorted that he himself must be very wicked +and perverted to suppose evil designs where she was sure none were +meant. “And this is the good meddlers get of interfering,” Harry thought +to himself with much bitterness; and his perplexity and annoyance were +only the greater, because he could not speak to my Lord Castlewood +himself upon a subject of this nature, or venture to advise or warn him +regarding a matter so very sacred as his own honor, of which my lord was +naturally the best guardian. + +But though Lady Castlewood would listen to no advice from her young +dependant, and appeared indignantly to refuse it when offered, Harry +had the satisfaction to find that she adopted the counsel which she +professed to reject; for the next day she pleaded a headache, when my +Lord Mohun would have had her drive out, and the next day the headache +continued; and next day, in a laughing gay way, she proposed that the +children should take her place in his lordship's car, for they would +be charmed with a ride of all things; and she must not have all the +pleasure for herself. My lord gave them a drive with a very good grace, +though, I dare say, with rage and disappointment inwardly--not that his +heart was very seriously engaged in his designs upon this simple lady: +but the life of such men is often one of intrigue, and they can no more +go through the day without a woman to pursue, than a fox-hunter without +his sport after breakfast. + +Under an affected carelessness of demeanor, and though there was no +outward demonstration of doubt upon his patron's part since the quarrel +between the two lords, Harry yet saw that Lord Castlewood was watching +his guest very narrowly; and caught sight of distrust and smothered rage +(as Harry thought) which foreboded no good. On the point of honor Esmond +knew how touchy his patron was; and watched him almost as a physician +watches a patient, and it seemed to him that this one was slow to take +the disease, though he could not throw off the poison when once it had +mingled with his blood. We read in Shakspeare (whom the writer for his +part considers to be far beyond Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of the +wits of the present period,) that when jealousy is once declared, nor +poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the East, will ever +soothe it or medicine it away. + +In fine, the symptoms seemed to be so alarming to this young physician +(who, indeed, young as he was, had felt the kind pulses of all those +dear kinsmen), that Harry thought it would be his duty to warn my Lord +Mohun, and let him know that his designs were suspected and watched. So +one day, when in rather a pettish humor his lordship had sent to Lady +Castlewood, who had promised to drive with him, and now refused to come, +Harry said--“My lord, if you will kindly give me a place by your side +I will thank you; I have much to say to you, and would like to speak to +you alone.” + +“You honor me by giving me your confidence, Mr. Henry Esmond,” says the +other, with a very grand bow. My lord was always a fine gentleman, and +young as he was there was that in Esmond's manner which showed that he +was a gentleman too, and that none might take a liberty with him--so the +pair went out, and mounted the little carriage, which was in waiting for +them in the court, with its two little cream-colored Hanoverian horses +covered with splendid furniture and champing at the bit. + +“My lord,” says Harry Esmond, after they were got into the country, and +pointing to my Lord Mohun's foot, which was swathed in flannel, and put +up rather ostentatiously on a cushion--“my lord, I studied medicine at +Cambridge.” + +“Indeed, Parson Harry,” says he; “and are you going to take out a +diploma: and cure your fellow-students of the--” + +“Of the gout,” says Harry, interrupting him, and looking him hard in the +face; “I know a good deal about the gout.” + +“I hope you may never have it. 'Tis an infernal disease,” says my lord, +“and its twinges are diabolical. Ah!” and he made a dreadful wry face, +as if he just felt a twinge. + +“Your lordship would be much better if you took off all that flannel--it +only serves to inflame the toe,” Harry continued, looking his man full +in the face. + +“Oh! it only serves to inflame the toe, does it?” says the other, with +an innocent air. + +“If you took off that flannel, and flung that absurd slipper away, and +wore a boot,” continues Harry. + +“You recommend me boots, Mr. Esmond?” asks my lord. + +“Yes, boots and spurs. I saw your lordship three days ago run down the +gallery fast enough,” Harry goes on. “I am sure that taking gruel at +night is not so pleasant as claret to your lordship; and besides it +keeps your lordship's head cool for play, whilst my patron's is hot and +flustered with drink.” + +“'Sdeath, sir, you dare not say that I don't play fair?” cries my lord, +whipping his horses, which went away at a gallop. + +“You are cool when my lord is drunk,” Harry continued; “your lordship +gets the better of my patron. I have watched you as I looked up from my +books.” + +“You young Argus!” says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond--and for +whose company and wit, and a certain daring manner, Harry had a great +liking too--“You young Argus! you may look with all your hundred eyes +and see we play fair. I've played away an estate of a night, and I've +played my shirt off my back; and I've played away my periwig and gone +home in a nightcap. But no man can say I ever took an advantage of him +beyond the advantage of the game. I played a dice-cogging scoundrel in +Alsatia for his ears and won 'em, and have one of 'em in my lodging in +Bow Street in a bottle of spirits. Harry Mohun will play any man for +anything--always would.” + +“You are playing awful stakes, my lord, in my patron's house,” Harry +said, “and more games than are on the cards.” + +“What do you mean, sir?” cries my lord, turning round, with a flush on +his face. + +“I mean,” answers Harry, in a sarcastic tone, “that your gout is +well--if ever you had it.” + +“Sir!” cried my lord, getting hot. + +“And to tell the truth I believe your lordship has no more gout than I +have. At any rate, change of air will do you good, my Lord Mohun. And I +mean fairly that you had better go from Castlewood.” + +“And were you appointed to give me this message?” cries the Lord Mohun. +“Did Frank Esmond commission you?” + +“No one did. 'Twas the honor of my family that commissioned me.” + +“And you are prepared to answer this?” cries the other, furiously +lashing his horses. + +“Quite, my lord: your lordship will upset the carriage if you whip so +hotly.” + +“By George, you have a brave spirit!” my lord cried out, bursting into a +laugh. “I suppose 'tis that infernal botte de Jesuite that makes you so +bold,” he added. + +“'Tis the peace of the family I love best in the world,” Harry Esmond +said warmly--“'tis the honor of a noble benefactor--the happiness of my +dear mistress and her children. I owe them everything in life, my lord; +and would lay it down for any one of them. What brings you here to +disturb this quiet household? What keeps you lingering month after month +in the country? What makes you feign illness, and invent pretexts for +delay? Is it to win my poor patron's money? Be generous, my lord, and +spare his weakness for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to +practise upon the simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well +storm the Tower single-handed. But you may blemish her name by light +comments on it, or by lawless pursuits--and I don't deny that 'tis in +your power to make her unhappy. Spare these innocent people, and leave +them.” + +“By the Lord, I believe thou hast an eye to the pretty Puritan thyself, +Master Harry,” says my lord, with his reckless, good-humored laugh, and +as if he had been listening with interest to the passionate appeal of +the young man. “Whisper, Harry. Art thou in love with her thyself? Hath +tipsy Frank Esmond come by the way of all flesh?” + +“My lord, my lord,” cried Harry, his face flushing and his eyes filling +as he spoke, “I never had a mother, but I love this lady as one. I +worship her as a devotee worships a saint. To hear her name spoken +lightly seems blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of your own mother +so, or suffer any one so to speak of her? It is a horror to me to fancy +that any man should think of her impurely. I implore you, I beseech you, +to leave her. Danger will come out of it.” + +“Danger, psha!” says my lord, giving a cut to the horses, which at this +minute--for we were got on to the Downs--fairly ran off into a gallop +that no pulling could stop. The rein broke in Lord Mohun's hands, and +the furious beasts scampered madly forwards, the carriage swaying to +and fro, and the persons within it holding on to the sides as best +they might, until seeing a great ravine before them, where an upset was +inevitable, the two gentlemen leapt for their lives, each out of his +side of the chaise. Harry Esmond was quit for a fall on the grass, which +was so severe that it stunned him for a minute; but he got up presently +very sick, and bleeding at the nose, but with no other hurt. The Lord +Mohun was not so fortunate; he fell on his head against a stone, and lay +on the ground, dead to all appearance. + +This misadventure happened as the gentlemen were on their return +homewards; and my Lord Castlewood, with his son and daughter, who were +going out for a ride, met the ponies as they were galloping with the car +behind, the broken traces entangling their heels, and my lord's people +turned and stopped them. It was young Frank who spied out Lord Mohun's +scarlet coat as he lay on the ground, and the party made up to that +unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was now standing over him. His +large periwig and feathered hat had fallen off, and he was bleeding +profusely from a wound on the forehead, and looking, and being, indeed, +a corpse. + +“Great God! he's dead!” says my lord. “Ride, some one: fetch a +doctor--stay. I'll go home and bring back Tusher; he knows surgery,” and +my lord, with his son after him, galloped away. + +They were scarce gone when Harry Esmond, who was indeed but just come to +himself, bethought him of a similar accident which he had seen on a ride +from Newmarket to Cambridge, and taking off a sleeve of my lord's +coat, Harry, with a penknife, opened a vein of his arm, and was greatly +relieved, after a moment, to see the blood flow. He was near half an +hour before he came to himself, by which time Doctor Tusher and little +Frank arrived, and found my lord not a corpse indeed, but as pale as +one. + +After a time, when he was able to bear motion, they put my lord upon +a groom's horse, and gave the other to Esmond, the men walking on each +side of my lord, to support him, if need were, and worthy Doctor Tusher +with them. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a foot pace. + +When we rode together home, the boy said: “We met mamma, who was walking +on the terrace with the doctor, and papa frightened her, and told her +you were dead . . .” + +“That I was dead!” asks Harry. + +“Yes. Papa says: 'Here's poor Harry killed, my dear;' on which mamma +gives a great scream; and oh, Harry! she drops down; and I thought she +was dead too. And you never saw such a way as papa was in: he swore one +of his great oaths: and he turned quite pale; and then he began to laugh +somehow, and he told the Doctor to take his horse, and me to follow him; +and we left him. And I looked back, and saw him dashing water out of the +fountain on to mamma. Oh, she was so frightened!” + +Musing upon this curious history--for my Lord Mohun's name was Henry +too, and they called each other Frank and Harry often--and not a little +disturbed and anxious, Esmond rode home. His dear lady was on the +terrace still, one of her women with her, and my lord no longer there. +There are steps and a little door thence down into the road. My lord +passed, looking very ghastly, with a handkerchief over his head, and +without his hat and periwig, which a groom carried, but his politeness +did not desert him, and he made a bow to the lady above. + +“Thank heaven, you are safe,” she said. + +“And so is Harry too, mamma,” says little Frank,--“huzzay!” + +Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did little +Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two beasts, while the +other, hat and periwig in hand, walked by my lord's bridle to the front +gate, which lay half a mile away. + +“Oh, my boy! what a fright you have given me!” Lady Castlewood said, +when Harry Esmond came up, greeting him with one of her shining looks, +and a voice of tender welcome; and she was so kind as to kiss the young +man ['twas the second time she had so honored him), and she walked into +the house between him and her son, holding a hand of each. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +WE RIDE AFTER HIM TO LONDON. + + +After a repose of a couple of days, the Lord Mohun was so far recovered +of his hurt as to be able to announce his departure for the next +morning; when, accordingly, he took leave of Castlewood, proposing to +ride to London by easy stages, and lie two nights upon the road. His +host treated him with a studied and ceremonious courtesy, certainly +different from my lord's usual frank and careless demeanor; but there +was no reason to suppose that the two lords parted otherwise than good +friends, though Harry Esmond remarked that my Lord Viscount only saw +his guest in company with other persons, and seemed to avoid being alone +with him. Nor did he ride any distance with Lord Mohun, as his custom +was with most of his friends, whom he was always eager to welcome and +unwilling to lose; but contented himself, when his lordship's horses +were announced, and their owner appeared, booted for his journey, to +take a courteous leave of the ladies of Castlewood, by following the +Lord Mohun down stairs to his horses, and by bowing and wishing him +a good-day, in the court-yard. “I shall see you in London before very +long, Mohun,” my lord said, with a smile, “when we will settle our +accounts together.” + +“Do not let them trouble you, Frank,” said the other good-naturedly, and +holding out his hand, looked rather surprised at the grim and stately +manner in which his host received his parting salutation; and so, +followed by his people, he rode away. + +Harry Esmond was witness of the departure. It was very different to my +lord's coming, for which great preparation had been made (the old house +putting on its best appearance to welcome its guest), and there was +a sadness and constraint about all persons that day, which filled Mr. +Esmond with gloomy forebodings, and sad indefinite apprehensions. Lord +Castlewood stood at the door watching his guest and his people as they +went out under the arch of the outer gate. When he was there, Lord Mohun +turned once more, my Lord Viscount slowly raised his beaver and bowed. +His face wore a peculiar livid look, Harry thought. He cursed and kicked +away his dogs, which came jumping about him--then he walked up to the +fountain in the centre of the court, and leaned against a pillar and +looked into the basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, late the +chaplain's, on the other side of the court, and turned to enter in at +the low door, he saw Lady Castlewood looking through the curtains of +the great window of the drawing-room overhead, at my lord as he stood +regarding the fountain. There was in the court a peculiar silence +somehow; and the scene remained long in Esmond's memory:--the sky bright +overhead; the buttresses of the building and the sun-dial casting shadow +over the gilt memento mori inscribed underneath; the two dogs, a black +greyhound and a spaniel nearly white, the one with his face up to the +sun, and the other snuffing amongst the grass and stones, and my lord +leaning over the fountain, which was bubbling audibly. 'Tis strange how +that scene, and the sound of that fountain, remain fixed on the memory +of a man who has beheld a hundred sights of splendor, and danger too, of +which he has kept no account. + +It was Lady Castlewood--she had been laughing all the morning, and +especially gay and lively before her husband and his guest--who as soon +as the two gentlemen went together from her room, ran to Harry, the +expression of her countenance quite changed now, and with a face and +eyes full of care, and said, “Follow them, Harry, I am sure something +has gone wrong.” And so it was that Esmond was made an eavesdropper at +this lady's orders and retired to his own chamber, to give himself time +in truth to try and compose a story which would soothe his mistress, for +he could not but have his own apprehension that some serious quarrel was +pending between the two gentlemen. + +And now for several days the little company at Castlewood sat at +table as of evenings: this care, though unnamed and invisible, being +nevertheless present alway, in the minds of at least three persons +there. My lord was exceeding gentle and kind. Whenever he quitted the +room, his wife's eyes followed him. He behaved to her with a kind of +mournful courtesy and kindness remarkable in one of his blunt ways and +ordinary rough manner. He called her by her Christian name often and +fondly, was very soft and gentle with the children, especially with the +boy, whom he did not love, and being lax about church generally, he went +thither and performed all the offices (down even to listening to Dr. +Tusher's sermon) with great devotion. + +“He paces his room all night; what is it? Henry, find out what it is,” + Lady Castlewood said constantly to her young dependant. “He has sent +three letters to London,” she said, another day. + +“Indeed, madam, they were to a lawyer,” Harry answered, who knew of +these letters, and had seen a part of the correspondence, which related +to a new loan my lord was raising; and when the young man remonstrated +with his patron, my lord said, “He was only raising money to pay off an +old debt on the property, which must be discharged.” + +Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood was not in the least anxious. Few +fond women feel money-distressed; indeed you can hardly give a woman +a greater pleasure than to bid her pawn her diamonds for the man she +loves; and I remember hearing Mr. Congreve say of my Lord Marlborough, +that the reason why my lord was so successful with women as a young man, +was because he took money of them. “There are few men who will make such +a sacrifice for them,” says Mr. Congreve, who knew a part of the sex +pretty well. + +Harry Esmond's vacation was just over, and, as hath been said, he was +preparing to return to the University for his last term before taking +his degree and entering into the Church. He had made up his mind for +this office, not indeed with that reverence which becomes a man about to +enter upon a duty so holy, but with a worldly spirit of acquiescence +in the prudence of adopting that profession for his calling. But his +reasoning was that he owed all to the family of Castlewood, and loved +better to be near them than anywhere else in the world; that he might +be useful to his benefactors, who had the utmost confidence in him and +affection for him in return; that he might aid in bringing up the young +heir of the house and acting as his governor; that he might continue to +be his dear patron's and mistress's friend and adviser, who both were +pleased to say that they should ever look upon him as such; and so, by +making himself useful to those he loved best, he proposed to console +himself for giving up of any schemes of ambition which he might have had +in his own bosom. Indeed, his mistress had told him that she would not +have him leave her; and whatever she commanded was will to him. + +The Lady Castlewood's mind was greatly relieved in the last few days of +this well-remembered holiday time, by my lord's announcing one morning, +after the post had brought him letters from London, in a careless tone, +that the Lord Mohun was gone to Paris, and was about to make a great +journey in Europe; and though Lord Castlewood's own gloom did not wear +off, or his behavior alter, yet this cause of anxiety being removed from +his lady's mind, she began to be more hopeful and easy in her spirits, +striving too, with all her heart, and by all the means of soothing in +her power, to call back my lord's cheerfulness and dissipate his moody +humor. + +He accounted for it himself, by saying that he was out of health; that +he wanted to see his physician; that he would go to London, and consult +Doctor Cheyne. It was agreed that his lordship and Harry Esmond should +make the journey as far as London together; and of a Monday morning, the +11th of October, in the year 1700, they set forwards towards London on +horseback. The day before being Sunday, and the rain pouring down, the +family did not visit church; and at night my lord read the service +to his family very finely, and with a peculiar sweetness and +gravity--speaking the parting benediction, Harry thought, as solemn +as ever he heard it. And he kissed and embraced his wife and children +before they went to their own chambers with more fondness than he was +ordinarily wont to show, and with a solemnity and feeling of which they +thought in after days with no small comfort. + +They took horse the next morning (after adieux from the family as tender +as on the night previous), lay that night on the road, and entered +London at nightfall; my lord going to the “Trumpet,” in the Cockpit, +Whitehall, a house used by the military in his time as a young man, and +accustomed by his lordship ever since. + +An hour after my lord's arrival (which showed that his visit had been +arranged beforehand), my lord's man of business arrived from Gray's Inn; +and thinking that his patron might wish to be private with the lawyer, +Esmond was for leaving them: but my lord said his business was short; +introduced Mr. Esmond particularly to the lawyer, who had been engaged +for the family in the old lord's time; who said that he had paid the +money, as desired that day, to my Lord Mohun himself, at his lodgings in +Bow Street; that his lordship had expressed some surprise, as it was not +customary to employ lawyers, he said, in such transactions between men +of honor; but nevertheless, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of +hand, which he held at his client's disposition. + +“I thought the Lord Mohun had been in Paris!” cried Mr. Esmond, in great +alarm and astonishment. + +“He is come back at my invitation,” said my Lord Viscount. “We have +accounts to settle together.” + +“I pray heaven they are over, sir,” says Esmond. + +“Oh, quite,” replied the other, looking hard at the young man. “He was +rather troublesome about that money which I told you I had lost to him +at play. And now 'tis paid, and we are quits on that score, and we shall +meet good friends again.” + +“My lord,” cried out Esmond, “I am sure you are deceiving me, and that +there is a quarrel between the Lord Mohun and you.” + +“Quarrel--pish! We shall sup together this very night, and drink a +bottle. Every man is ill-humored who loses such a sum as I have lost. +But now 'tis paid, and my anger is gone with it.” + +“Where shall we sup, sir?” says Harry. + +“WE! Let some gentlemen wait till they are asked,” says my Lord Viscount +with a laugh. “You go to Duke Street, and see Mr. Betterton. You love +the play, I know. Leave me to follow my own devices: and in the morning +we'll breakfast together, with what appetite we may, as the play says.” + +“By G--! my lord, I will not leave you this night,” says Harry Esmond. +“I think I know the cause of your dispute. I swear to you 'tis nothing. +On the very day the accident befell Lord Mohun, I was speaking to him +about it. I know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry on his +part.” + +“You know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry between Lord Mohun +and my wife,” says my lord, in a thundering voice--“you knew of this and +did not tell me?” + +“I knew more of it than my dear mistress did herself, sir--a thousand +times more. How was she, who was as innocent as a child, to know what +was the meaning of the covert addresses of a villain?” + +“A villain he is, you allow, and would have taken my wife away from me.” + +“Sir, she is as pure as an angel,” cried young Esmond. + +“Have I said a word against her?” shrieks out my lord. “Did I ever doubt +that she was pure? It would have been the last day of her life when +I did. Do you fancy I think that SHE would go astray? No, she hasn't +passion enough for that. She neither sins nor forgives. I know her +temper--and now I've lost her, by heaven I love her ten thousand times +more than ever I did--yes, when she was as young and as beautiful as an +angel--when she smiled at me in her old father's house, and used to lie +in wait for me there as I came from hunting--when I used to fling my +head down on her little knees and cry like a child on her lap--and swear +I would reform, and drink no more and play no more, and follow women no +more; when all the men of the Court used to be following her--when she +used to look with her child more beautiful, by George, than the Madonna +in the Queen's Chapel. I am not good like her, I know it. Who is--by +heaven, who is? I tired and wearied her, I know that very well. I +could not talk to her. You men of wit and books could do that, and I +couldn't--I felt I couldn't. Why, when you was but a boy of fifteen I +could hear you two together talking your poetry and your books till I +was in such a rage that I was fit to strangle you. But you were always a +good lad, Harry, and I loved you, you know I did. And I felt she didn't +belong to me: and the children don't. And I besotted myself, and gambled +and drank, and took to all sorts of deviltries out of despair and fury. +And now comes this Mohun, and she likes him, I know she likes him.” + +“Indeed, and on my soul, you are wrong, sir,” Esmond cried. + +“She takes letters from him,” cries my lord--“look here, Harry,” and he +pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood upon it. “It fell from +him that day he wasn't killed. One of the grooms picked it up from the +ground and gave it me. Here it is in their d--d comedy jargon. 'Divine +Gloriana--Why look so coldly on your slave who adores you? Have you no +compassion on the tortures you have seen me suffering? Do you vouchsafe +no reply to billets that are written with the blood of my heart.' She +had more letters from him.” + +“But she answered none,” cries Esmond. + +“That's not Mohun's fault,” says my lord, “and I will be revenged on +him, as God's in heaven, I will.” + +“For a light word or two, will you risk your lady's honor and your +family's happiness, my lord?” Esmond interposed beseechingly. + +“Psha--there shall be no question of my wife's honor,” said my lord; “we +can quarrel on plenty of grounds beside. If I live, that villain will be +punished; if I fall, my family will be only the better: there will only +be a spendthrift the less to keep in the world: and Frank has better +teaching than his father. My mind is made up, Harry Esmond, and whatever +the event is, I am easy about it. I leave my wife and you as guardians +to the children.” + +Seeing that my lord was bent upon pursuing this quarrel, and that no +entreaties would draw him from it, Harry Esmond (then of a hotter and +more impetuous nature than now, when care, and reflection, and gray +hairs have calmed him) thought it was his duty to stand by his kind, +generous patron, and said, “My lord, if you are determined upon war, you +must not go into it alone. 'Tis the duty of our house to stand by its +chief; and I should neither forgive myself nor you if you did not call +me, or I should be absent from you at a moment of danger.” + +“Why, Harry, my poor boy, you are bred for a parson,” says my lord, +taking Esmond by the hand very kindly; “and it were a great pity that +you should meddle in the matter.” + +“Your lordship thought of being a churchman once,” Harry answered, “and +your father's orders did not prevent him fighting at Castlewood against +the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine, sir; I can use the foils, as you +have seen, indifferently well, and don't think I shall be afraid when +the buttons are taken off 'em.” And then Harry explained, with some +blushes and hesitation (for the matter was delicate, and he feared lest, +by having put himself forward in the quarrel, he might have offended +his patron), how he had himself expostulated with the Lord Mohun, and +proposed to measure swords with him if need were, and he could not be +got to withdraw peaceably in this dispute. “And I should have beat him, +sir,” says Harry, laughing. “He never could parry that botte I brought +from Cambridge. Let us have half an hour of it, and rehearse--I can +teach it your lordship: 'tis the most delicate point in the world, and +if you miss it, your adversary's sword is through you.” + +“By George, Harry, you ought to be the head of the house,” says my lord, +gloomily. “You had been a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy sot like +me,” he added, drawing his hand across his eyes, and surveying his +kinsman with very kind and affectionate glances. + +“Let us take our coats off and have half an hour's practice before +nightfall,” says Harry, after thankfully grasping his patron's manly +hand. + +“You are but a little bit of a lad,” says my lord, good-humoredly; +“but, in faith, I believe you could do for that fellow. No, my boy,” he +continued, “I'll have none of your feints and tricks of stabbing: I can +use my sword pretty well too, and will fight my own quarrel my own way.” + +“But I shall be by to see fair play?” cries Harry. + +“Yes, God bless you--you shall be by.” + +“When is it, sir?” says Harry, for he saw that the matter had been +arranged privately and beforehand by my lord. + +“'Tis arranged thus: I sent off a courier to Jack Westbury to say that I +wanted him specially. He knows for what, and will be here presently, and +drink part of that bottle of sack. Then we shall go to the theatre in +Duke Street, where we shall meet Mohun; and then we shall all go sup at +the 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' Then we shall call for cards, and +there will be probably a difference over the cards--and then, God help +us!--either a wicked villain and traitor shall go out of the world, or +a poor worthless devil, that doesn't care to remain in it. I am better +away, Hal--my wife will be all the happier when I am gone,” says my +lord, with a groan, that tore the heart of Harry Esmond, so that he +fairly broke into a sob over his patron's kind hand. + +“The business was talked over with Mohun before he left home--Castlewood +I mean”--my lord went on. “I took the letter in to him, which I had +read, and I charged him with his villainy, and he could make no denial +of it, only he said that my wife was innocent.” + +“And so she is; before heaven, my lord, she is!” cries Harry. + +“No doubt, no doubt. They always are,” says my lord. “No doubt, when she +heard he was killed, she fainted from accident.” + +“But, my lord, MY name is Harry,” cried out Esmond, burning red. “You +told my lady, 'Harry was killed!'” + +“Damnation! shall I fight you too?” shouts my lord in a fury. “Are you, +you little serpent, warmed by my fire, going to sting--YOU?--No, my boy, +you're an honest boy; you are a good boy.” (And here he broke from rage +into tears even more cruel to see.) “You are an honest boy, and I love +you; and, by heavens, I am so wretched that I don't care what sword it +is that ends me. Stop, here's Jack Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, old +boy! This is my kinsman, Harry Esmond.” + +“Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?” says Harry, bowing; +and the three gentlemen sat down and drank of that bottle of sack which +was prepared for them. + +“Harry is number three,” says my lord. “You needn't be afraid of him, +Jack.” And the Colonel gave a look, as much as to say, “Indeed, he don't +look as if I need.” And then my lord explained what he had only told by +hints before. When he quarrelled with Lord Mohun he was indebted to his +lordship in a sum of sixteen hundred pounds, for which Lord Mohun said +he proposed to wait until my Lord Viscount should pay him. My lord +had raised the sixteen hundred pounds and sent them to Lord Mohun that +morning, and before quitting home had put his affairs into order, and +was now quite ready to abide the issue of the quarrel. + +When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, and +the three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. The play +was one of Mr. Wycherley's--“Love in a Wood.” + +Harry Esmond has thought of that play ever since with a kind of terror, +and of Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who performed the girl's part in +the comedy. She was disguised as a page, and came and stood before the +gentlemen as they sat on the stage, and looked over her shoulder with +a pair of arch black eyes, and laughed at my lord, and asked what ailed +the gentleman from the country, and had he had bad news from Bullock +fair? + +Between the acts of the play the gentlemen crossed over and conversed +freely. There were two of Lord Mohun's party, Captain Macartney, in a +military habit, and a gentleman in a suit of blue velvet and silver in a +fair periwig, with a rich fall of point of Venice lace--my Lord the Earl +of Warwick and Holland. My lord had a paper of oranges, which he ate and +offered to the actresses, joking with them. And Mrs. Bracegirdle, when +my Lord Mohun said something rude, turned on him, and asked him what he +did there, and whether he and his friends had come to stab anybody else, +as they did poor Will Mountford? My lord's dark face grew darker at this +taunt, and wore a mischievous, fatal look. They that saw it remembered +it, and said so afterward. + +When the play was ended the two parties joined company; and my Lord +Castlewood then proposed that they should go to a tavern and sup. +Lockit's, the “Greyhound,” in Charing Cross, was the house selected. +All six marched together that way; the three lords going a-head, Lord +Mohun's captain, and Colonel Westbury, and Harry Esmond, walking behind +them. As they walked, Westbury told Harry Esmond about his old friend +Dick the Scholar, who had got promotion, and was Cornet of the Guards, +and had wrote a book called the “Christian Hero,” and had all the Guards +to laugh at him for his pains, for the Christian Hero was breaking the +commandments constantly, Westbury said, and had fought one or two duels +already. And, in a lower tone, Westbury besought young Mr. Esmond to +take no part in the quarrel. “There was no need for more seconds than +one,” said the Colonel, “and the Captain or Lord Warwick might easily +withdraw.” But Harry said no; he was bent on going through with the +business. Indeed, he had a plan in his head, which, he thought, might +prevent my Lord Viscount from engaging. + +They went in at the bar of the tavern, and desired a private room and +wine and cards, and when the drawer had brought these, they began to +drink and call healths, and as long as the servants were in the room +appeared very friendly. + +Harry Esmond's plan was no other than to engage in talk with Lord Mohun, +to insult him, and so get the first of the quarrel. So when cards were +proposed he offered to play. “Psha!” says my Lord Mohun (whether wishing +to save Harry, or not choosing, to try the botte de Jesuite, it is +not to be known)--“Young gentlemen from college should not play these +stakes. You are too young.” + +“Who dares say I am too young?” broke out Harry. “Is your lordship +afraid?” + +“Afraid!” cries out Mohun. + +But my good Lord Viscount saw the move--“I'll play you for ten moidores, +Mohun,” says he. “You silly boy, we don't play for groats here as you +do at Cambridge.” And Harry, who had no such sum in his pocket (for his +half-year's salary was always pretty well spent before it was due), fell +back with rage and vexation in his heart that he had not money enough to +stake. + +“I'll stake the young gentleman a crown,” says the Lord Mohun's captain. + +“I thought crowns were rather scarce with the gentlemen of the army,” + says Harry. + +“Do they birch at College?” says the Captain. + +“They birch fools,” says Harry, “and they cane bullies, and they fling +puppies into the water.” + +“Faith, then, there's some escapes drowning,” says the Captain, who was +an Irishman; and all the gentlemen began to laugh, and made poor Harry +only more angry. + +My Lord Mohun presently snuffed a candle. It was when the drawers +brought in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room on which my +Lord Viscount said--“The Deuce take you, Mohun, how damned awkward you +are. Light the candle, you drawer.” + +“Damned awkward is a damned awkward expression, my lord,” says the +other. “Town gentlemen don't use such words--or ask pardon if they do.” + +“I'm a country gentleman,” says my Lord Viscount. + +“I see it by your manner,” says my Lord Mohun. “No man shall say damned +awkward to me.” + +“I fling the words in your face, my lord,” says the other; “shall I send +the cards too?” + +“Gentlemen, gentlemen! before the servants?” cry out Colonel Westbury +and my Lord Warwick in a breath. The drawers go out of the room hastily. +They tell the people below of the quarrel up stairs. + +“Enough has been said,” says Colonel Westbury. “Will your lordships meet +to-morrow morning?” + +“Will my Lord Castlewood withdraw his words?” asks the Earl of Warwick. + +“My Lord Castlewood will be ---- first,” says Colonel Westbury. + +“Then we have nothing for it. Take notice, gentlemen, there have been +outrageous words--reparation asked and refused.” + +“And refused,” says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. “Where shall +the meeting be? and when?” + +“Since my Lord refuses me satisfaction, which I deeply regret, there is +no time so good as now,” says my Lord Mohun. “Let us have chairs and go +to Leicester Field.” + +“Are your lordship and I to have the honor of exchanging a pass or two?” + says Colonel Westbury, with a low bow to my Lord of Warwick and Holland. + +“It is an honor for me,” says my lord, with a profound congee, “to be +matched with a gentleman who has been at Mons and Namur.” + +“Will your Reverence permit me to give you a lesson?” says the Captain. + +“Nay, nay, gentlemen, two on a side are plenty,” says Harry's patron. +“Spare the boy, Captain Macartney,” and he shook Harry's hand--for the +last time, save one, in his life. + +At the bar of the tavern all the gentlemen stopped, and my Lord Viscount +said, laughing, to the barwoman, that those cards set people sadly +a-quarrelling; but that the dispute was over now, and the parties were +all going away to my Lord Mohun's house, in Bow Street, to drink a +bottle more before going to bed. + +A half-dozen of chairs were now called, and the six gentlemen stepping +into them, the word was privately given to the chairmen to go to +Leicester Field, where the gentlemen were set down opposite the +“Standard Tavern.” It was midnight, and the town was abed by this time, +and only a few lights in the windows of the houses; but the night was +bright enough for the unhappy purpose which the disputants came about; +and so all six entered into that fatal square, the chairmen standing +without the railing and keeping the gate, lest any persons should +disturb the meeting. + +All that happened there hath been matter of public notoriety, and is +recorded, for warning to lawless men, in the annals of our country. +After being engaged for not more than a couple of minutes, as Harry +Esmond thought (though being occupied at the time with his own +adversary's point, which was active, he may not have taken a good note +of time), a cry from the chairmen without, who were smoking their pipes, +and leaning over the railings of the field as they watched the dim +combat within, announced that some catastrophe had happened, which +caused Esmond to drop his sword and look round, at which moment his +enemy wounded him in the right hand. But the young man did not heed +this hurt much, and ran up to the place where he saw his dear master was +down. + +My Lord Mohun was standing over him. + +“Are you much hurt, Frank?” he asked in a hollow voice. + +“I believe I am a dead man,” my lord said from the ground. + +“No, no, not so,” says the other; “and I call God to witness, Frank +Esmond, that I would have asked your pardon, had you but given me a +chance. In--in the first cause of our falling out, I swear that no one +was to blame but me, and--and that my lady--” + +“Hush!” says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow and +speaking faintly. “'Twas a dispute about the cards--the cursed cards. +Harry my boy, are you wounded, too? God help thee! I loved thee, Harry, +and thou must watch over my little Frank--and--and carry this little +heart to my wife.” + +And here my dear lord felt in his breast for a locket he wore there, +and, in the act, fell back fainting. + +We were all at this terrified, thinking him dead; but Esmond and Colonel +Westbury bade the chairmen come into the field; and so my lord was +carried to one Mr. Aimes, a surgeon, in Long Acre, who kept a bath, and +there the house was wakened up, and the victim of this quarrel carried +in. + +My Lord Viscount was put to bed, and his wound looked to by the surgeon, +who seemed both kind and skilful. When he had looked to my lord, he +bandaged up Harry Esmond's hand (who, from loss of blood, had fainted +too, in the house, and may have been some time unconscious); and when +the young man came to himself, you may be sure he eagerly asked what +news there were of his dear patron; on which the surgeon carried him +to the room where the Lord Castlewood lay; who had already sent for a +priest; and desired earnestly, they said, to speak with his kinsman. He +was lying on a bed, very pale and ghastly, with that fixed, fatal look +in his eyes, which betokens death; and faintly beckoning all the other +persons away from him with his hand, and crying out “Only Harry Esmond,” + the hand fell powerless down on the coverlet, as Harry came forward, and +knelt down and kissed it. + +“Thou art all but a priest, Harry,” my Lord Viscount gasped out, with a +faint smile, and pressure of his cold hand. “Are they all gone? Let me +make thee a death-bed confession.” + +And with sacred Death waiting, as it were, at the bed-foot, as an awful +witness of his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his last wishes +in respect of his family;--his humble profession of contrition for his +faults;--and his charity towards the world he was leaving. Some things +he said concerned Harry Esmond as much as they astonished him. And +my Lord Viscount, sinking visibly, was in the midst of these strange +confessions, when the ecclesiastic for whom my lord had sent, Mr. +Atterbury, arrived. + +This gentleman had reached to no great church dignity as yet, but +was only preacher at St. Bride's, drawing all the town thither by his +eloquent sermons. He was godson to my lord, who had been pupil to his +father; had paid a visit to Castlewood from Oxford more than once; and +it was by his advice, I think, that Harry Esmond was sent to Cambridge, +rather than to Oxford, of which place Mr. Atterbury, though a +distinguished member, spoke but ill. + +Our messenger found the good priest already at his books at five o'clock +in the morning, and he followed the man eagerly to the house where my +poor Lord Viscount lay--Esmond watching him, and taking his dying words +from his mouth. + +My lord, hearing of Mr. Atterbury's arrival, and squeezing Esmond's +hand, asked to be alone with the priest; and Esmond left them there for +this solemn interview. You may be sure that his own prayers and grief +accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had said to him that which +confounded the young man--informed him of a secret which greatly +concerned him. Indeed, after hearing it, he had had good cause for doubt +and dismay; for mental anguish as well as resolution. While the colloquy +between Mr. Atterbury and his dying penitent took place within, an +immense contest of perplexity was agitating Lord Castlewood's young +companion. + +At the end of an hour--it may be more--Mr. Atterbury came out of the +room, looking very hard at Esmond, and holding a paper. + +“He is on the brink of God's awful judgment,” the priest whispered. “He +has made his breast clean to me. He forgives and believes, and makes +restitution. Shall it be in public? Shall we call a witness to sign it?” + +“God knows,” sobbed out the young man, “my dearest lord has only done me +kindness all his life.” + +The priest put the paper into Esmond's hand. He looked at it. It swam +before his eyes. + +“'Tis a confession,” he said. + +“'Tis as you please,” said Mr. Atterbury. + +There was a fire in the room where the cloths were drying for the baths, +and there lay a heap in a corner saturated with the blood of my dear +lord's body. Esmond went to the fire, and threw the paper into it. 'Twas +a great chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. How we remember such trifles at +such awful moments!--the scrap of the book that we have read in a great +grief--the taste of that last dish that we have eaten before a duel, or +some such supreme meeting or parting. On the Dutch tiles at the Bagnio +was a rude picture representing Jacob in hairy gloves, cheating Isaac of +Esau's birthright. The burning paper lighted it up. + +“'Tis only a confession, Mr. Atterbury,” said the young man. He leaned +his head against the mantel-piece: a burst of tears came to his eyes. +They were the first he had shed as he sat by his lord, scared by this +calamity, and more yet by what the poor dying gentleman had told him, +and shocked to think that he should be the agent of bringing this double +misfortune on those he loved best. + +“Let us go to him,” said Mr. Esmond. And accordingly they went into the +next chamber, where by this time, the dawn had broke, which showed my +lord's poor pale face and wild appealing eyes, that wore that awful +fatal look of coming dissolution. The surgeon was with him. He went into +the chamber as Atterbury came out thence. My Lord Viscount turned round +his sick eyes towards Esmond. It choked the other to hear that rattle in +his throat. + +“My Lord Viscount,” says Mr. Atterbury, “Mr. Esmond wants no witnesses, +and hath burned the paper.” + +“My dearest master!” Esmond said, kneeling down, and taking his hand and +kissing it. + +My Lord Viscount sprang up in his bed, and flung his arms round Esmond. +“God bl--bless--” was all he said. The blood rushed from his mouth, +deluging the young man. My dearest lord was no more. He was gone with a +blessing on his lips, and love and repentance and kindness in his manly +heart. + +“Benedicti benedicentes,” says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, +kneeling at the bedside, groaned out an “Amen.” + +“Who shall take the news to her?” was Mr. Esmond's next thought. And +on this he besought Mr. Atterbury to bear the tidings to Castlewood. +He could not face his mistress himself with those dreadful news. Mr. +Atterbury complying kindly, Esmond writ a hasty note on his table-book +to my lord's man, bidding him get the horses for Mr. Atterbury, and ride +with him, and send Esmond's own valise to the Gatehouse prison, whither +he resolved to go and give himself up. + + + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO +THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I AM IN PRISON, AND VISITED, BUT NOT CONSOLED THERE. + + +Those may imagine, who have seen death untimely strike down persons +revered and beloved, and know how unavailing consolation is, what was +Harry Esmond's anguish after being an actor in that ghastly midnight +scene of blood and homicide. He could not, he felt, have faced his dear +mistress, and told her that story. He was thankful that kind Atterbury +consented to break the sad news to her; but, besides his grief, which +he took into prison with him, he had that in his heart which secretly +cheered and consoled him. + +A great secret had been told to Esmond by his unhappy stricken kinsman, +lying on his death-bed. Were he to disclose it, as in equity and honor +he might do, the discovery would but bring greater grief upon those whom +he loved best in the world, and who were sad enough already. Should he +bring down shame and perplexity upon all those beings to whom he was +attached by so many tender ties of affection and gratitude? degrade his +father's widow? impeach and sully his father's and kinsman's honor? and +for what? for a barren title, to be worn at the expense of an innocent +boy, the son of his dearest benefactress. He had debated this matter in +his conscience, whilst his poor lord was making his dying confession. On +one side were ambition, temptation, justice even; but love, gratitude, +and fidelity, pleaded on the other. And when the struggle was over in +Harry's mind, a glow of righteous happiness filled it; and it was with +grateful tears in his eyes that he returned thanks to God for that +decision which he had been enabled to make. + +“When I was denied by my own blood,” thought he, “these dearest friends +received and cherished me. When I was a nameless orphan myself, and +needed a protector, I found one in yonder kind soul, who has gone to his +account repenting of the innocent wrong he has done.” + +And with this consoling thought he went away to give himself up at the +prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor. + +It was on the third day after he had come to the Gatehouse prison, +(where he lay in no small pain from his wound, which inflamed and ached +severely,) and with those thoughts and resolutions that have been just +spoke of, to depress, and yet to console him, that H. Esmond's keeper +came and told him that a visitor was asking for him, and though he could +not see her face, which was enveloped in a black hood, her whole figure, +too, being veiled and covered with the deepest mourning, Esmond knew at +once that his visitor was his dear mistress. + +He got up from his bed, where he was lying, being very weak; and +advancing towards her as the retiring keeper shut the door upon him and +his guest in that sad place, he put forward his left hand (for the right +was wounded and bandaged), and he would have taken that kind one of his +mistress, which had done so many offices of friendship for him for so +many years. + +But the Lady Castlewood went back from him, putting back her hood, and +leaning against the great stanchioned door which the gaoler had just +closed upon them. Her face was ghastly white, as Esmond saw it, looking +from the hood; and her eyes, ordinarily so sweet and tender, were fixed +on him with such a tragic glance of woe and anger, as caused the young +man, unaccustomed to unkindness from that person, to avert his own +glances from her face. + +“And this, Mr. Esmond,” she said, “is where I see you; and 'tis to this +you have brought me!” + +“You have come to console me in my calamity, madam,” said he (though, in +truth, he scarce knew how to address her, his emotions at beholding her +so overpowered him). + +She advanced a little, but stood silent and trembling, looking out +at him from her black draperies, with her small white hands clasped +together, and quivering lips and hollow eyes. + +“Not to reproach me,” he continued after a pause. “My grief is +sufficient as it is.” + +“Take back your hand--do not touch me with it!” she cried. “Look! +there's blood on it!” + +“I wish they had taken it all,” said Esmond; “if you are unkind to me.” + +“Where is my husband?” she broke out. “Give me back my husband, Henry. +Why did you stand by at midnight and see him murdered? Why did the +traitor escape who did it? You, the champion of your house, who offered +to die for us! You that he loved and trusted, and to whom I confided +him--you that vowed devotion and gratitude, and I believed you--yes, I +believed you--why are you here, and my noble Francis gone? Why did +you come among us? You have only brought us grief and sorrow; and +repentance, bitter, bitter repentance, as a return for our love and +kindness. Did I ever do you a wrong, Henry? You were but an orphan child +when I first saw you--when HE first saw you, who was so good, and noble, +and trusting. He would have had you sent away, but, like a foolish +woman, I besought him to let you stay. And you pretended to love us, and +we believed you--and you made our house wretched, and my husband's heart +went from me: and I lost him through you--I lost him--the husband of my +youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I worshipped him--and he was +changed to me. He was no more my Francis of old--my dear, dear soldier. +He loved me before he saw you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my witness +how I loved him! Why did he not send you from among us? 'Twas only +his kindness, that could refuse me nothing then. And, young as you +were--yes, and weak and alone--there was evil, I knew there was evil in +keeping you. I read it in your face and eyes. I saw that they boded harm +to us--and it came, I knew it would. Why did you not die when you had +the small-pox--and I came myself and watched you, and you didn't know me +in your delirium--and you called out for me, though I was there at your +side? All that has happened since, was a just judgment on my wicked +heart--my wicked jealous heart. Oh, I am punished--awfully punished! +My husband lies in his blood--murdered for defending me, my kind, kind, +generous lord--and you were by, and you let him die, Henry!” + +These words, uttered in the wildness of her grief, by one who was +ordinarily quiet, and spoke seldom except with a gentle smile and a +soothing tone, rung in Esmond's ear; and 'tis said that he repeated many +of them in the fever into which he now fell from his wound, and perhaps +from the emotion which such passionate, undeserved upbraidings caused +him. It seemed as if his very sacrifices and love for this lady and her +family were to turn to evil and reproach: as if his presence amongst +them was indeed a cause of grief, and the continuance of his life but +woe and bitterness to theirs. As the Lady Castlewood spoke bitterly, +rapidly, without a tear, he never offered a word of appeal or +remonstrance: but sat at the foot of his prison-bed, stricken only with +the more pain at thinking it was that soft and beloved hand which should +stab him so cruelly, and powerless against her fatal sorrow. Her words +as she spoke struck the chords of all his memory, and the whole of +his boyhood and youth passed within him; whilst this lady, so fond +and gentle but yesterday--this good angel whom he had loved and +worshipped--stood before him, pursuing him with keen words and aspect +malign. + +“I wish I were in my lord's place,” he groaned out. “It was not my fault +that I was not there, madam. But Fate is stronger than all of us, and +willed what has come to pass. It had been better for me to have died +when I had the illness.” + +“Yes, Henry,” said she--and as she spoke she looked at him with a glance +that was at once so fond and so sad, that the young man, tossing up his +arms, wildly fell back, hiding his head in the coverlet of the bed. As +he turned he struck against the wall with his wounded hand, displacing +the ligature; and he felt the blood rushing again from the wound. He +remembered feeling a secret pleasure at the accident--and thinking, +“Suppose I were to end now, who would grieve for me?” + +This hemorrhage, or the grief and despair in which the luckless young +man was at the time of the accident, must have brought on a deliquium +presently; for he had scarce any recollection afterwards, save of some +one, his mistress probably, seizing his hand--and then of the buzzing +noise in his ears as he awoke, with two or three persons of the prison +around his bed, whereon he lay in a pool of blood from his arm. + +It was now bandaged up again by the prison surgeon, who happened to be +in the place; and the governor's wife and servant, kind people both, +were with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the room when +he awoke from his trance; but she went away without a word; though +the governor's wife told him that she sat in her room for some time +afterward, and did not leave the prison until she heard that Esmond was +likely to do well. + +Days afterwards, when Esmond was brought out of a fever which he had, +and which attacked him that night pretty sharply, the honest keeper's +wife brought her patient a handkerchief fresh washed and ironed, and at +the corner of which he recognized his mistress's well-known cipher +and viscountess's crown. “The lady had bound it round his arm when he +fainted, and before she called for help,” the keeper's wife said. “Poor +lady! she took on sadly about her husband. He has been buried to-day, +and a many of the coaches of the nobility went with him--my Lord +Marlborough's and my Lord Sunderland's, and many of the officers of the +Guards, in which he served in the old King's time; and my lady has been +with her two children to the King at Kensington, and asked for justice +against my Lord Mohun, who is in hiding, and my Lord the Earl of Warwick +and Holland, who is ready to give himself up and take his trial.” + +Such were the news, coupled with assertions about her own honesty and +that of Molly her maid, who would never have stolen a certain trumpery +gold sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that was missing after his fainting +fit, that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. His thoughts followed +to that untimely grave, the brave heart, the kind friend, the gallant +gentleman, honest of word and generous of thought, (if feeble of +purpose, but are his betters much stronger than he?) who had given him +bread and shelter when he had none; home and love when he needed them; +and who, if he had kept one vital secret from him, had done that +of which he repented ere dying--a wrong indeed, but one followed by +remorse, and occasioned by almost irresistible temptation. + +Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him, and very likely +kissed it, and looked at the bauble embroidered in the corner. “It +has cost thee grief enough,” he thought, “dear lady, so loving and so +tender. Shall I take it from thee and thy children? No, never! Keep it, +and wear it, my little Frank, my pretty boy. If I cannot make a name for +myself, I can die without one. Some day, when my dear mistress sees my +heart, I shall be righted; or if not here or now, why, elsewhere; where +Honor doth not follow us, but where Love reigns perpetual.” + +'Tis needless to relate here, as the reports of the lawyers already have +chronicled them, the particulars or issue of that trial which ensued +upon my Lord Castlewood's melancholy homicide. Of the two lords engaged +in that sad matter, the second, my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, +who had been engaged with Colonel Westbury, and wounded by him, was +found not guilty by his peers, before whom he was tried (under the +presidence of the Lord Steward, Lord Somers); and the principal, the +Lord Mohun, being found guilty of the manslaughter, (which, indeed, was +forced upon him, and of which he repented most sincerely,) pleaded his +clergy, and so was discharged without any penalty. The widow of the +slain nobleman, as it was told us in prison, showed an extraordinary +spirit; and, though she had to wait for ten years before her son was old +enough to compass it, declared she would have revenge of her husband's +murderer. So much and suddenly had grief, anger, and misfortune appeared +to change her. But fortune, good or ill, as I take it, does not change +men and women. It but develops their characters. As there are a thousand +thoughts lying within a man that he does not know till he takes up the +pen to write, so the heart is a secret even to him (or her) who has it +in his own breast. Who hath not found himself surprised into revenge, or +action, or passion, for good or evil, whereof the seeds lay within him, +latent and unsuspected, until the occasion called them forth? With the +death of her lord, a change seemed to come over the whole conduct and +mind of Lady Castlewood; but of this we shall speak in the right season +and anon. + +The lords being tried then before their peers at Westminster, according +to their privilege, being brought from the Tower with state processions +and barges, and accompanied by lieutenants and axe-men, the commoners +engaged in that melancholy fray took their trial at Newgate, as became +them; and, being all found guilty, pleaded likewise their benefit +of clergy. The sentence, as we all know in these cases, is, that the +culprit lies a year in prison, or during the King's pleasure, and is +burned in the hand, or only stamped with a cold iron; or this part of +the punishment is altogether remitted at the grace of the Sovereign. So +Harry Esmond found himself a criminal and a prisoner at two-and-twenty +years old; as for the two colonels, his comrades, they took the matter +very lightly. Duelling was a part of their business; and they could not +in honor refuse any invitations of that sort. + +But the case was different with Mr. Esmond. His life was changed by +that stroke of the sword which destroyed his kind patron's. As he lay in +prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and died; and Lady Castlewood appointed +Thomas Tusher to the vacant living; about the filling of which she had +a thousand times fondly talked to Harry Esmond: how they never should +part; how he should educate her boy; how to be a country clergyman, like +saintly George Herbert or pious Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest +lot in life; how (if he were obstinately bent on it, though, for her +part, she owned rather to holding Queen Bess's opinion, that a bishop +should have no wife, and if not a bishop why a clergyman?) she would +find a good wife for Harry Esmond: and so on, with a hundred pretty +prospects told by fireside evenings, in fond prattle, as the children +played about the hall. All these plans were overthrown now. Thomas +Tusher wrote to Esmond, as he lay in prison, announcing that his +patroness had conferred upon him the living his reverend father had +held for many years; that she never, after the tragical events which had +occurred (whereof Tom spoke with a very edifying horror), could see +in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, the man who was +answerable for the father's life; that her ladyship bade him to say that +she prayed for her kinsman's repentance and his worldly happiness; that +he was free to command her aid for any scheme of life which he might +propose to himself; but that on this side of the grave she would see him +no more. And Tusher, for his own part, added that Harry should have his +prayers as a friend of his youth, and commended him whilst he was in +prison to read certain works of theology, which his Reverence pronounced +to be very wholesome for sinners in his lamentable condition. + +And this was the return for a life of devotion--this the end of years of +affectionate intercourse and passionate fidelity! Harry would have died +for his patron, and was held as little better than his murderer: he had +sacrificed, she did not know how much, for his mistress, and she threw +him aside; he had endowed her family with all they had, and she talked +about giving him alms as to a menial! The grief for his patron's loss; +the pains of his own present position, and doubts as to the future: all +these were forgotten under the sense of the consummate outrage which he +had to endure, and overpowered by the superior pang of that torture. + +He writ back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating +his Reverence upon his appointment to the living of Castlewood: +sarcastically bidding him to follow in the footsteps of his admirable +father, whose gown had descended upon him; thanking her ladyship for her +offer of alms, which he said he should trust not to need; and beseeching +her to remember that, if ever her determination should change towards +him, he would be ready to give her proofs of a fidelity which had never +wavered, and which ought never to have been questioned by that house. +“And if we meet no more, or only as strangers in this world,” Mr. Esmond +concluded, “a sentence against the cruelty and injustice of which I +disdain to appeal; hereafter she will know who was faithful to her, +and whether she had any cause to suspect the love and devotion of her +kinsman and servant.” + +After the sending of this letter, the poor young fellow's mind was more +at ease than it had been previously. The blow had been struck, and he +had borne it. His cruel goddess had shaken her wings and fled: and left +him alone and friendless, but virtute sua. And he had to bear him up, at +once the sense of his right and the feeling of his wrongs, his honor +and his misfortune. As I have seen men waking and running to arms at a +sudden trumpet, before emergency a manly heart leaps up resolute; +meets the threatening danger with undaunted countenance; and, whether +conquered or conquering, faces it always. Ah! no man knows his strength +or his weakness, till occasion proves them. If there be some thoughts +and actions of his life from the memory of which a man shrinks with +shame, sure there are some which he may be proud to own and remember; +forgiven injuries, conquered temptations (now and then) and difficulties +vanquished by endurance. + +It was these thoughts regarding the living, far more than any great +poignancy of grief respecting the dead, which affected Harry Esmond +whilst in prison after his trial: but it may be imagined that he could +take no comrade of misfortune into the confidence of his feelings, +and they thought it was remorse and sorrow for his patron's loss which +affected the young man, in error of which opinion he chose to leave +them. As a companion he was so moody and silent that the two officers, +his fellow-sufferers, left him to himself mostly, liked little very +likely what they knew of him, consoled themselves with dice, cards, and +the bottle, and whiled away their own captivity in their own way. It +seemed to Esmond as if he lived years in that prison: and was changed +and aged when he came out of it. At certain periods of life we live +years of emotion in a few weeks--and look back on those times, as on +great gaps between the old life and the new. You do not know how much +you suffer in those critical maladies of the heart, until the disease is +over and you look back on it afterwards. During the time, the suffering +is at least sufferable. The day passes in more or less of pain, and the +night wears away somehow. 'Tis only in after days that we see what the +danger has been--as a man out a-hunting or riding for his life looks at +a leap, and wonders how he should have survived the taking of it. O dark +months of grief and rage! of wrong and cruel endurance! He is old now +who recalls you. Long ago he has forgiven and blest the soft hand that +wounded him: but the mark is there, and the wound is cicatrized only--no +time, tears, caresses, or repentance, can obliterate the scar. We are +indocile to put up with grief, however. Reficimus rates quassas: we +tempt the ocean again and again, and try upon new ventures. Esmond +thought of his early time as a novitiate, and of this past trial as +an initiation before entering into life--as our young Indians undergo +tortures silently before they pass to the rank of warriors in the tribe. + +The officers, meanwhile, who were not let into the secret of the grief +which was gnawing at the side of their silent young friend, and being +accustomed to such transactions, in which one comrade or another was +daily paying the forfeit of the sword, did not, of course, bemoan +themselves very inconsolably about the fate of their late companion in +arms. This one told stories of former adventures of love, or war, +or pleasure, in which poor Frank Esmond had been engaged; t'other +recollected how a constable had been bilked, or a tavern-bully beaten: +whilst my lord's poor widow was sitting at his tomb worshipping him as +an actual saint and spotless hero--so the visitors said who had news of +Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and Macartney had pretty nearly had all +the town to come and see them. + +The duel, its fatal termination, the trial of the two peers and the +three commoners concerned, had caused the greatest excitement in the +town. The prints and News Letters were full of them. The three gentlemen +in Newgate were almost as much crowded as the bishops in the Tower, or +a highwayman before execution. We were allowed to live in the Governor's +house, as hath been said, both before trial and after condemnation, +waiting the King's pleasure; nor was the real cause of the fatal quarrel +known, so closely had my lord and the two other persons who knew it kept +the secret, but every one imagined that the origin of the meeting was +a gambling dispute. Except fresh air, the prisoners had, upon payment, +most things they could desire. Interest was made that they should not +mix with the vulgar convicts, whose ribald choruses and loud laughter +and curses could be heard from their own part of the prison, where they +and the miserable debtors were confined pell-mell. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I COME TO THE END OF MY CAPTIVITY, BUT NOT OF MY TROUBLE. + + +Among the company which came to visit the two officers was an old +acquaintance of Harry Esmond; that gentleman of the Guards, namely, +who had been so kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop had been +quartered at Castlewood more than seven years before. Dick the Scholar +was no longer Dick the Trooper now, but Captain Steele of Lucas's +Fusiliers, and secretary to my Lord Cutts, that famous officer of King +William's, the bravest and most beloved man of the English army. The +two jolly prisoners had been drinking with a party of friends (for +our cellar and that of the keepers of Newgate, too, were supplied +with endless hampers of Burgundy and Champagne that the friends of the +Colonels sent in); and Harry, having no wish for their drink or their +conversation, being too feeble in health for the one and too sad in +spirits for the other, was sitting apart in his little room, reading +such books as he had, one evening, when honest Colonel Westbury, flushed +with liquor, and always good-humored in and out of his cups, came +laughing into Harry's closet and said, “Ho, young Killjoy! here's a +friend come to see thee; he'll pray with thee, or he'll drink with thee; +or he'll drink and pray turn about. Dick, my Christian hero, here's the +little scholar of Castlewood.” + +Dick came up and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, imparting a strong +perfume of burnt sack along with his caress to the young man. + +“What! is this the little man that used to talk Latin and fetch our +bowls? How tall thou art grown! I protest I should have known thee +anywhere. And so you have turned ruffian and fighter; and wanted to +measure swords with Mohun, did you? I protest that Mohun said at the +Guard dinner yesterday, where there was a pretty company of us, that the +young fellow wanted to fight him, and was the better man of the two.” + +“I wish we could have tried and proved it, Mr. Steele,” says Esmond, +thinking of his dead benefactor, and his eyes filling with tears. + +With the exception of that one cruel letter which he had from his +mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed determined +to execute her resolve of parting from him and disowning him. But he had +news of her, such as it was, which Mr. Steele assiduously brought him +from the Prince's and Princess's Court, where our honest Captain had +been advanced to the post of gentleman waiter. When off duty there, +Captain Dick often came to console his friends in captivity; a good +nature and a friendly disposition towards all who were in ill-fortune +no doubt prompting him to make his visits, and good-fellowship and good +wine to prolong them. + +“Faith,” says Westbury, “the little scholar was the first to begin the +quarrel--I mind me of it now--at Lockit's. I always hated that fellow +Mohun. What was the real cause, of the quarrel betwixt him and poor +Frank? I would wager 'twas a woman.” + +“'Twas a quarrel about play--on my word, about play,” Harry said. “My +poor lord lost great sums to his guest at Castlewood. Angry words passed +between them; and, though Lord Castlewood was the kindest and most +pliable soul alive, his spirit was very high; and hence that meeting +which has brought us all here,” says Mr. Esmond, resolved never to +acknowledge that there had ever been any other cause but cards for the +duel. + +“I do not like to use bad words of a nobleman,” says Westbury; “but +if my Lord Mohun were a commoner, I would say, 'twas a pity he was not +hanged. He was familiar with dice and women at a time other boys are at +school being birched; he was as wicked as the oldest rake, years ere he +had done growing; and handled a sword and a foil, and a bloody one, too, +before he ever used a razor. He held poor Will Mountford in talk that +night, when bloody Dick Hill ran him through. He will come to a bad end, +will that young lord; and no end is bad enough for him,” says honest +Mr. Westbury: whose prophecy was fulfilled twelve years after, upon that +fatal day when Mohun fell, dragging down one of the bravest and greatest +gentlemen in England in his fall. + +From Mr. Steele, then, who brought the public rumor, as well as his own +private intelligence, Esmond learned the movements of his unfortunate +mistress. Steele's heart was of very inflammable composition; and the +gentleman usher spoke in terms of boundless admiration both of the widow +(that most beautiful woman, as he said) and of her daughter, who, in +the Captain's eyes, was a still greater paragon. If the pale widow, whom +Captain Richard, in his poetic rapture compared to a Niobe in tears--to +a Sigismunda--to a weeping Belvidera, was an object the most lovely +and pathetic which his eyes had ever beheld, or for which his heart had +melted, even her ripened perfections and beauty were as nothing compared +to the promise of that extreme loveliness which the good Captain saw +in her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. Steele composed +sonnets whilst he was on duty in his Prince's ante-chamber, to the +maternal and filial charms. He would speak for hours about them to Harry +Esmond; and, indeed, he could have chosen few subjects more likely to +interest the unhappy young man, whose heart was now as always devoted +to these ladies; and who was thankful to all who loved them, or praised +them, or wished them well. + +Not that his fidelity was recompensed by any answering kindness, or +show of relenting even, on the part of a mistress obdurate now after ten +years of love and benefactions. The poor young man getting no answer, +save Tusher's, to that letter which he had written, and being too proud +to write more, opened a part of his heart to Steele, than whom no man, +when unhappy, could find a kinder hearer, or more friendly emissary; +described (in words which were no doubt pathetic, for they came imo +pectore, and caused honest Dick to weep plentifully) his youth, his +constancy, his fond devotion to that household which had reared him; his +affection, how earned, and how tenderly requited until but yesterday, +and (as far as he might) the circumstances and causes for which that +sad quarrel had made of Esmond a prisoner under sentence, a widow and +orphans of those whom in life he held dearest. In terms that might well +move a harder-hearted man than young Esmond's confidant--for, indeed, +the speaker's own heart was half broke as he uttered them--he described +a part of what had taken place in that only sad interview which his +mistress had granted him; how she had left him with anger and almost +imprecation, whose words and thoughts until then had been only blessing +and kindness; how she had accused him of the guilt of that blood, in +exchange for which he would cheerfully have sacrificed his own (indeed, +in this the Lord Mohun, the Lord Warwick, and all the gentlemen engaged, +as well as the common rumor out of doors--Steele told him--bore out the +luckless young man); and with all his heart, and tears, he besought +Mr. Steele to inform his mistress of her kinsman's unhappiness, and to +deprecate that cruel anger she showed him. Half frantic with grief +at the injustice done him, and contrasting it with a thousand soft +recollections of love and confidence gone by, that made his present +misery inexpressibly more bitter, the poor wretch passed many a lonely +day and wakeful night in a kind of powerless despair and rage against +his iniquitous fortune. It was the softest hand that struck him, the +gentlest and most compassionate nature that persecuted him. “I would as +lief,” he said, “have pleaded guilty to the murder, and have suffered +for it like any other felon, as have to endure the torture to which my +mistress subjects me.” + +Although the recital of Esmond's story, and his passionate appeals and +remonstrances, drew so many tears from Dick who heard them, they had +no effect upon the person whom they were designed to move. Esmond's +ambassador came back from the mission with which the poor young +gentleman had charged him, with a sad blank face and a shake of the +head, which told that there was no hope for the prisoner; and scarce a +wretched culprit in that prison of Newgate ordered for execution, and +trembling for a reprieve, felt more cast down than Mr. Esmond, innocent +and condemned. + +As had been arranged between the prisoner and his counsel in their +consultations, Mr. Steele had gone to the dowager's house in Chelsey, +where it has been said the widow and her orphans were, had seen my Lady +Viscountess, and pleaded the cause of her unfortunate kinsman. “And I +think I spoke well, my poor boy,” says Mr. Steele; “for who would not +speak well in such a cause, and before so beautiful a judge? I did not +see the lovely Beatrix (sure her famous namesake of Florence was never +half so beautiful), only the young Viscount was in the room with the +Lord Churchill, my Lord of Marlborough's eldest son. But these young +gentlemen went off to the garden; I could see them from the window +tilting at each other with poles in a mimic tournament (grief touches +the young but lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at the coffin +of my own father). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys at +their game and said--'You see, sir, children are taught to use weapons +of death as toys, and to make a sport of murder;' and as she spoke she +looked so lovely, and stood there in herself so sad and beautiful, an +instance of that doctrine whereof I am a humble preacher, that had I not +dedicated my little volume of the 'Christian Hero'--(I perceive, Harry, +thou hast not cut the leaves of it. The sermon is good, believe me, +though the preacher's life may not answer it)--I say, hadn't I dedicated +the volume to Lord Cutts, I would have asked permission to place her +ladyship's name on the first page. I think I never saw such a beautiful +violet as that of her eyes, Harry. Her complexion is of the pink of the +blush-rose, she hath an exquisite turned wrist and dimpled hand, and I +make no doubt--” + +“Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?” broke out +Mr. Esmond, sadly. + +“A lovely creature in affliction seems always doubly beautiful to me,” + says the poor Captain, who indeed was but too often in a state to see +double, and so checked he resumed the interrupted thread of his story. +“As I spoke my business,” Mr. Steele said, “and narrated to your +mistress what all the world knows, and the other side hath been eager to +acknowledge--that you had tried to put yourself between the two lords, +and to take your patron's quarrel on your own point; I recounted the +general praises of your gallantry, besides my Lord Mohun's particular +testimony to it; I thought the widow listened with some interest, and +her eyes--I have never seen such a violet, Harry--looked up at mine once +or twice. But after I had spoken on this theme for a while she suddenly +broke away with a cry of grief. 'I would to God, sir,' she said, 'I had +never heard that word gallantry which you use, or known the meaning of +it. My lord might have been here but for that; my home might be happy; +my poor boy have a father. It was what you gentlemen call gallantry came +into my home, and drove my husband on to the cruel sword that killed +him. You should not speak the word to a Christian woman, sir, a poor +widowed mother of orphans, whose home was happy until the world came +into it--the wicked godless world, that takes the blood of the innocent, +and lets the guilty go free.' + +“As the afflicted lady spoke in this strain, sir,” Mr. Steele +continued, “it seemed as if indignation moved her, even more than grief. +'Compensation!' she went on passionately, her cheeks and eyes kindling; +'what compensation does your world give the widow for her husband, and +the children for the murderer of their father? The wretch who did the +deed has not even a punishment. Conscience! what conscience has he, who +can enter the house of a friend, whisper falsehood and insult to a woman +that never harmed him, and stab the kind heart that trusted him? My +Lord--my Lord Wretch's, my Lord Villain's, my Lord Murderer's peers meet +to try him, and they dismiss him with a word or two of reproof and send +him into the world again, to pursue women with lust and falsehood, and +to murder unsuspecting guests that harbor him. That day, my Lord--my +Lord Murderer--(I will never name him)--was let loose, a woman was +executed at Tyburn for stealing in a shop. But a man may rob another of +his life, or a lady of her honor, and shall pay no penalty! I take my +child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask for justice, and the King +refuses me. The King! he is no king of mine--he never shall be. He, too, +robbed the throne from the king his father--the true king--and he has +gone unpunished, as the great do.' + +“I then thought to speak for you,” Mr. Steele continued, “and I +interposed by saying, 'There was one, madam, who, at least, would have +put his own breast between your husband's and my Lord Mohun's sword. +Your poor young kinsman, Harry Esmond, hath told me that he tried to +draw the quarrel on himself.' + +“'Are you come from HIM?' asked the lady (so Mr. Steele went on) rising +up with a great severity and stateliness. 'I thought you had come from +the Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison, and bade him farewell. He +brought misery into my house. He never should have entered it.' + +“'Madam, madam, he is not to blame,' I interposed,” continued Mr. +Steele. + +“'Do I blame him to you, sir?' asked the widow. 'If 'tis he who sent +you, say that I have taken counsel, where'--she spoke with a very +pallid cheek now, and a break in her voice--'where all who ask may have +it;--and that it bids me to part from him, and to see him no more. We +met in the prison for the last time--at least for years to come. It +may be, in years hence, when--when our knees and our tears and our +contrition have changed our sinful hearts, sir, and wrought our pardon, +we may meet again--but not now. After what has passed, I could not bear +to see him. I wish him well, sir; but I wish him farewell, too; and if +he has that--that regard towards us which he speaks of, I beseech him to +prove it by obeying me in this.' + +“'I shall break the young man's heart, madam, by this hard sentence,'” + Mr. Steele said. + +“The lady shook her head,” continued my kind scholar. “'The hearts of +young men, Mr. Steele, are not so made,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond will find +other--other friends. The mistress of this house has relented very much +towards the late lord's son,' she added, with a blush, 'and has promised +me, that is, has promised that she will care for his fortune. Whilst I +live in it, after the horrid horrid deed which has passed, Castlewood +must never be a home to him--never. Nor would I have him write to +me--except--no--I would have him never write to me, nor see him more. +Give him, if you will, my parting--Hush! not a word of this before my +daughter.' + +“Here the fair Beatrix entered from the river, with her cheeks flushing +with health, and looking only the more lovely and fresh for the mourning +habiliments which she wore. And my Lady Viscountess said-- + +“'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, gentleman-usher to the Prince's Highness. +When does your new comedy appear, Mr. Steele?' I hope thou wilt be out +of prison for the first night, Harry.” + +The sentimental Captain concluded his sad tale, saying, “Faith, the +beauty of Filia pulcrior drove pulcram matrem out of my head; and yet +as I came down the river, and thought about the pair, the pallid dignity +and exquisite grace of the matron had the uppermost, and I thought her +even more noble than the virgin!” + + +The party of prisoners lived very well in Newgate, and with comforts +very different to those which were awarded to the poor wretches there +(his insensibility to their misery, their gayety still more frightful, +their curses and blasphemy, hath struck with a kind of shame since--as +proving how selfish, during his imprisonment, his own particular grief +was, and how entirely the thoughts of it absorbed him): if the three +gentlemen lived well under the care of the Warden of Newgate, it was +because they paid well: and indeed the cost at the dearest ordinary +or the grandest tavern in London could not have furnished a longer +reckoning, than our host of the “Handcuff Inn”--as Colonel Westbury +called it. Our rooms were the three in the gate over Newgate--on the +second story looking up Newgate Street towards Cheapside and Paul's +Church. And we had leave to walk on the roof, and could see thence +Smithfield and the Bluecoat Boys' School, Gardens, and the Chartreux, +where, as Harry Esmond remembered, Dick the Scholar, and his friend Tom +Tusher, had had their schooling. + +Harry could never have paid his share of that prodigious heavy reckoning +which my landlord brought to his guests once a week: for he had but +three pieces in his pockets that fatal night before the duel, when the +gentlemen were at cards, and offered to play five. But whilst he was yet +ill at the Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood had visited him there, and +before his trial, there came one in an orange-tawny coat and blue lace, +the livery which the Esmonds always wore, and brought a sealed packet +for Mr. Esmond, which contained twenty guineas, and a note saying that +a counsel had been appointed for him, and that more money would be +forthcoming whenever he needed it. + +'Twas a queer letter from the scholar as she was, or as she called +herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the strange +barbarous French which she and many other fine ladies of that +time--witness her Grace of Portsmouth--employed. Indeed, spelling was +not an article of general commodity in the world then, and my Lord +Marlborough's letters can show that he, for one, had but a little share +of this part of grammar:-- + + +“MONG COUSSIN,” my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, “je scay que vous +vous etes bravement batew et grievement blessay--du coste de feu M. le +Vicomte. M. le Compte de Varique ne se playt qua parlay de vous: M. de +Moon aucy. Il di que vous avay voulew vous bastre avecque luy--que vous +estes plus fort que luy fur l'ayscrimme--quil'y a surtout certaine Botte +que vous scavay quil n'a jammay sceu pariay: et que c'en eut ete fay de +luy si vouseluy vous vous fussiay battews ansamb. Aincy ce pauv Vicompte +est mort. Mort et pontayt--Mon coussin, mon coussin! jay dans la tayste +que vous n'estes quung pety Monst--angcy que les Esmonds ong tousjours +este. La veuve est chay moy. J'ay recuilly cet' pauve famme. Elle est +furieuse cont vous, allans tous les jours chercher ley Roy (d'icy) +demandant a gran cri revanche pour son Mary. Elle ne veux voyre ni +entende parlay de vous: pourtant elle ne fay qu'en parlay milfoy par +jour. Quand vous seray hor prison venay me voyre. J'auray soing de vous. +Si cette petite Prude veut se defaire de song pety Monste (Helas je +craing quil ne soy trotar!) je m'on chargeray. J'ay encor quelqu interay +et quelques escus de costay. + +“La Veuve se raccommode avec Miladi Marlboro qui est tout puicante +avecque la Reine Anne. Cet dam senteraysent pour la petite prude; qui +pourctant a un fi du mesme asge que vous savay. + +“En sortant de prisong venez icy. Je ne puy vous recevoir chaymoy a +cause des mechansetes du monde, may pre du moy vous aurez logement. + +“ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND” + + +Marchioness of Esmond this lady sometimes called herself, in virtue +of that patent which had been given by the late King James to Harry +Esmond's father; and in this state she had her train carried by a +knight's wife, a cup and cover of assay to drink from, and fringed +cloth. + +He who was of the same age as little Francis, whom we shall henceforth +call Viscount Castlewood here, was H. R. H. the Prince of Wales, born +in the same year and month with Frank, and just proclaimed at Saint +Germains, King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +I TAKE THE QUEEN'S PAY IN QUIN'S REGIMENT. + + +The fellow in the orange-tawny livery with blue lace and facings was +in waiting when Esmond came out of prison, and, taking the young +gentleman's slender baggage, led the way out of that odious Newgate, and +by Fleet Conduit, down to the Thames, where a pair of oars was called, +and they went up the river to Chelsey. Esmond thought the sun had never +shone so bright; nor the air felt so fresh and exhilarating. Temple +Garden, as they rowed by, looked like the garden of Eden to him, and +the aspect of the quays, wharves, and buildings by the river, Somerset +House, and Westminster (where the splendid new bridge was just +beginning), Lambeth tower and palace, and that busy shining scene of the +Thames swarming with boats and barges, filled his heart with pleasure +and cheerfulness--as well such a beautiful scene might to one who had +been a prisoner so long, and with so many dark thoughts deepening the +gloom of his captivity. They rowed up at length to the pretty village +of Chelsey, where the nobility have many handsome country-houses; and +so came to my Lady Viscountess's house, a cheerful new house in the +row facing the river, with a handsome garden behind it, and a pleasant +look-out both towards Surrey and Kensington, where stands the noble +ancient palace of the Lord Warwick, Harry's reconciled adversary. + +Here in her ladyship's saloon, the young man saw again some of those +pictures which had been at Castlewood, and which she had removed thence +on the death of her lord, Harry's father. Specially, and in the place of +honor, was Sir Peter Lely's picture of the honorable Mistress Isabella +Esmond as Diana, in yellow satin, with a bow in her hand and a crescent +in her forehead; and dogs frisking about her. 'Twas painted about the +time when royal Endymions were said to find favor with this virgin +huntress; and, as goddesses have youth perpetual, this one believed to +the day of her death that she never grew older: and always persisted in +supposing the picture was still like her. + +After he had been shown to her room by the groom of the chamber, who +filled many offices besides in her ladyship's modest household, and +after a proper interval, his elderly goddess Diana vouchsafed to appear +to the young man. A blackamoor in a Turkish habit, with red boots and a +silver collar, on which the Viscountess's arms were engraven, preceded +her and bore her cushion; then came her gentlewoman; a little pack of +spaniels barking and frisking about preceded the austere huntress--then, +behold, the Viscountess herself “dropping odors.” Esmond recollected +from his childhood that rich aroma of musk which his mother-in-law +(for she may be called so) exhaled. As the sky grows redder and redder +towards sunset, so, in the decline of her years, the cheeks of my Lady +Dowager blushed more deeply. Her face was illuminated with vermilion, +which appeared the brighter from the white paint employed to set it off. +She wore the ringlets which had been in fashion in King Charles's time; +whereas the ladies of King William's had head-dresses like the towers of +Cybele. Her eyes gleamed out from the midst of this queer structure of +paint, dyes, and pomatums. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's +father's widow. + +He made her such a profound bow as her dignity and relationship merited, +and advanced with the greatest gravity, and once more kissed that +hand, upon the trembling knuckles of which glittered a score of +rings--remembering old times when that trembling hand made him tremble. +“Marchioness,” says he, bowing, and on one knee, “is it only the hand I +may have the honor of saluting?” For, accompanying that inward laughter, +which the sight of such an astonishing old figure might well produce +in the young man, there was good will too, and the kindness of +consanguinity. She had been his father's wife, and was his grandfather's +daughter. She had suffered him in old days, and was kind to him now +after her fashion. And now that bar-sinister was removed from Esmond's +thought, and that secret opprobrium no longer cast upon his mind, he was +pleased to feel family ties and own them--perhaps secretly vain of the +sacrifice he had made, and to think that he, Esmond, was really the +chief of his house, and only prevented by his own magnanimity from +advancing his claim. + +At least, ever since he had learned that secret from his poor patron +on his dying bed, actually as he was standing beside it, he had felt an +independency which he had never known before, and which since did not +desert him. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, but with an air as if +he was the Marquis of Esmond who so addressed her. + +Did she read in the young gentleman's eyes, which had now no fear of +hers or their superannuated authority, that he knew or suspected the +truth about his birth? She gave a start of surprise at his altered +manner: indeed, it was quite a different bearing to that of the +Cambridge student who had paid her a visit two years since, and whom +she had dismissed with five pieces sent by the groom of the chamber. She +eyed him, then trembled a little more than was her wont, perhaps, and +said, “Welcome, cousin,” in a frightened voice. + +His resolution, as has been said before, had been quite different, +namely, so to bear himself through life as if the secret of his birth +was not known to him; but he suddenly and rightly determined on a +different course. He asked that her ladyship's attendants should be +dismissed, and when they were private--“Welcome, nephew, at least, +madam, it should be,” he said. “A great wrong has been done to me and to +you, and to my poor mother, who is no more.” + +“I declare before heaven that I was guiltless of it,” she cried out, +giving up her cause at once. “It was your wicked father who--” + +“Who brought this dishonor on our family,” says Mr. Esmond. “I know it +full well. I want to disturb no one. Those who are in present possession +have been my dearest benefactors, and are quite innocent of intentional +wrong to me. The late lord, my dear patron, knew not the truth until a +few months before his death, when Father Holt brought the news to him.” + +“The wretch! he had it in confession! he had it in confession!” cried +out the Dowager Lady. + +“Not so. He learned it elsewhere as well as in confession,” Mr. Esmond +answered. “My father, when wounded at the Boyne, told the truth to a +French priest, who was in hiding after the battle, as well as to the +priest there, at whose house he died. This gentleman did not think fit +to divulge the story till he met with Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And +the latter kept it back for his own purpose, and until he had learned +whether my mother was alive or no. She is dead years since, my poor +patron told me with his dying breath, and I doubt him not. I do not know +even whether I could prove a marriage. I would not if I could. I do +not care to bring shame on our name, or grief upon those whom I love, +however hardly they may use me. My father's son, madam, won't aggravate +the wrong my father did you. Continue to be his widow, and give me +your kindness. 'Tis all I ask from you; and I shall never speak of this +matter again.” + +“Mais vous etes un noble jeune homme!” breaks out my lady, speaking, as +usual with her when she was agitated, in the French language. + +“Noblesse oblige,” says Mr. Esmond, making her a low bow. “There are +those alive to whom, in return for their love to me, I often fondly said +I would give my life away. Shall I be their enemy now, and quarrel about +a title? What matters who has it? 'Tis with the family still.” + +“What can there be in that little prude of a woman that makes men so +raffoler about her?” cries out my Lady Dowager. “She was here for a +month petitioning the King. She is pretty, and well conserved; but she +has not the bel air. In his late Majesty's Court all the men pretended +to admire her, and she was no better than a little wax doll. She is +better now, and looks the sister of her daughter; but what mean you +all by bepraising her? Mr. Steele, who was in waiting on Prince George, +seeing her with her two children going to Kensington, writ a poem about +her, and says he shall wear her colors, and dress in black for the +future. Mr. Congreve says he will write a 'Mourning Widow,' that shall +be better than his 'Mourning Bride.' Though their husbands quarrelled +and fought when that wretch Churchill deserted the King (for which he +deserved to be hung), Lady Marlborough has again gone wild about the +little widow; insulted me in my own drawing-room, by saying 'twas not +the OLD widow, but the young Viscountess, she had come to see. Little +Castlewood and little Lord Churchill are to be sworn friends, and have +boxed each other twice or thrice like brothers already. 'Twas that +wicked young Mohun who, coming back from the provinces last year, where +he had disinterred her, raved about her all the winter; said she was a +pearl set before swine; and killed poor stupid Frank. The quarrel was +all about his wife. I know 'twas all about her. Was there anything +between her and Mohun, nephew? Tell me now--was there anything? About +yourself, I do not ask you to answer questions.” + +Mr. Esmond blushed up. “My lady's virtue is like that of a saint in +heaven, madam,” he cried out. + +“Eh!--mon neveu. Many saints get to heaven after having a deal to repent +of. I believe you are like all the rest of the fools, and madly in love +with her.” + +“Indeed, I loved and honored her before all the world,” Esmond answered. +“I take no shame in that.” + +“And she has shut her door on you--given the living to that horrid young +cub, son of that horrid old bear, Tusher, and says she will never see +you more. Monsieur mon neveu--we are all like that. When I was a young +woman, I'm positive that a thousand duels were fought about me. And when +poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself in the canal at Bruges because I +danced with Count Springbock, I couldn't squeeze out a single tear, but +danced till five o'clock the next morning. 'Twas the Count--no, 'twas my +Lord Ormond that played the fiddles, and his Majesty did me the honor of +dancing all night with me.--How you are grown! You have got the bel air. +You are a black man. Our Esmonds are all black. The little prude's son +is fair; so was his father--fair and stupid. You were an ugly little +wretch when you came to Castlewood--you were all eyes, like a young +crow. We intended you should be a priest. That awful Father Holt--how +he used to frighten me when I was ill! I have a comfortable director +now--the Abbe Douillette--a dear man. We make meagre on Fridays always. +My cook is a devout pious man. You, of course, are of the right way of +thinking. They say the Prince of Orange is very ill indeed.” + +In this way the old Dowager rattled on remorselessly to Mr. Esmond, who +was quite astounded with her present volubility, contrasting it with her +former haughty behavior to him. But she had taken him into favor for the +moment, and chose not only to like him, as far as her nature permitted, +but to be afraid of him; and he found himself to be as familiar with her +now as a young man, as, when a boy, he had been timorous and silent. +She was as good as her word respecting him. She introduced him to her +company, of which she entertained a good deal--of the adherents of King +James of course--and a great deal of loud intriguing took place over her +card-tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her kinsman to many persons +of honor; she supplied him not illiberally with money, which he had no +scruple in accepting from her, considering the relationship which he +bore to her, and the sacrifices which he himself was making in behalf +of the family. But he had made up his mind to continue at no woman's +apron-strings longer; and perhaps had cast about how he should +distinguish himself, and make himself a name, which his singular +fortune had denied him. A discontent with his former bookish life and +quietude,--a bitter feeling of revolt at that slavery in which he had +chosen to confine himself for the sake of those whose hardness +towards him make his heart bleed,--a restless wish to see men and the +world,--led him to think of the military profession: at any rate, +to desire to see a few campaigns, and accordingly he pressed his new +patroness to get him a pair of colors; and one day had the honor of +finding himself appointed an ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of +Fusileers on the Irish establishment. + +Mr. Esmond's commission was scarce three weeks old when that accident +befell King William which ended the life of the greatest, the wisest, +the bravest, and most clement sovereign whom England ever knew. +'Twas the fashion of the hostile party to assail this great prince's +reputation during his life; but the joy which they and all his enemies +in Europe showed at his death, is a proof of the terror in which they +held him. Young as Esmond was, he was wise enough (and generous enough +too, let it be said) to scorn that indecency of gratulation which broke +out amongst the followers of King James in London, upon the death of +this illustrious prince, this invincible warrior, this wise and moderate +statesman. Loyalty to the exiled king's family was traditional, as has +been said, in that house to which Mr. Esmond belonged. His father's +widow had all her hopes, sympathies, recollections, prejudices, engaged +on King James's side; and was certainly as noisy a conspirator as ever +asserted the King's rights, or abused his opponent's, over a +quadrille table or a dish of bohea. Her ladyship's house swarmed with +ecclesiastics, in disguise and out; with tale-bearers from St. Germains; +and quidnuncs that knew the last news from Versailles; nay, the exact +force and number of the next expedition which the French king was to +send from Dunkirk, and which was to swallow up the Prince of Orange, his +army and his court. She had received the Duke of Berwick when he landed +here in '96. She kept the glass he drank from, vowing she never would +use it till she drank King James the Third's health in it on his +Majesty's return; she had tokens from the Queen, and relics of the saint +who, if the story was true, had not always been a saint as far as she +and many others were concerned. She believed in the miracles wrought at +his tomb, and had a hundred authentic stories of wondrous cures effected +by the blessed king's rosaries, the medals which he wore, the locks of +his hair, or what not. Esmond remembered a score of marvellous tales +which the credulous old woman told him. There was the Bishop of Autun, +that was healed of a malady he had for forty years, and which left +him after he said mass for the repose of the king's soul. There was M. +Marais, a surgeon in Auvergne, who had a palsy in both his legs, which +was cured through the king's intercession. There was Philip Pitet, of +the Benedictines, who had a suffocating cough, which wellnigh +killed him, but he besought relief of heaven through the merits and +intercession of the blessed king, and he straightway felt a profuse +sweat breaking out all over him, and was recovered perfectly. And +there was the wife of Mons. Lepervier, dancing-master to the Duke +of Saxe-Gotha, who was entirely eased of a rheumatism by the king's +intercession, of which miracle there could be no doubt, for her surgeon +and his apprentice had given their testimony, under oath, that they did +not in any way contribute to the cure. Of these tales, and a thousand +like them, Mr. Esmond believed as much as he chose. His kinswoman's +greater faith had swallow for them all. + +The English High Church party did not adopt these legends. But truth and +honor, as they thought, bound them to the exiled king's side; nor +had the banished family any warmer supporter than that kind lady of +Castlewood, in whose house Esmond was brought up. She influenced her +husband, very much more perhaps than my lord knew, who admired his wife +prodigiously though he might be inconstant to her, and who, adverse +to the trouble of thinking himself, gladly enough adopted the opinions +which she chose for him. To one of her simple and faithful heart, +allegiance to any sovereign but the one was impossible. To serve King +William for interest's sake would have been a monstrous hypocrisy and +treason. Her pure conscience could no more have consented to it than to +a theft, a forgery, or any other base action. Lord Castlewood might have +been won over, no doubt, but his wife never could: and he submitted his +conscience to hers in this case as he did in most others, when he was +not tempted too sorely. And it was from his affection and gratitude +most likely, and from that eager devotion for his mistress, which +characterized all Esmond's youth, that the young man subscribed to this, +and other articles of faith, which his fond benefactress set him. Had +she been a Whig, he had been one; had she followed Mr. Fox, and turned +Quaker, no doubt he would have abjured ruffles and a periwig, and have +forsworn swords, lace-coats, and clocked stockings. In the scholars' +boyish disputes at the University, where parties ran very high, +Esmond was noted as a Jacobite, and very likely from vanity as much as +affection took the side of his family. + +Almost the whole of the clergy of the country and more than a half of +the nation were on this side. Ours is the most loyal people in the world +surely; we admire our kings, and are faithful to them long after they +have ceased to be true to us. 'Tis a wonder to any one who looks back at +the history of the Stuart family to think how they kicked their +crowns away from them; how they flung away chances after chances; what +treasures of loyalty they dissipated, and how fatally they were bent on +consummating their own ruin. If ever men had fidelity, 'twas they; if +ever men squandered opportunity, 'twas they; and, of all the enemies +they had, they themselves were the most fatal. + +When the Princess Anne succeeded, the wearied nation was glad enough to +cry a truce from all these wars, controversies, and conspiracies, and +to accept in the person of a Princess of the blood royal a compromise +between the parties into which the country was divided. The Tories +could serve under her with easy consciences; though a Tory herself, +she represented the triumph of the Whig opinion. The people of England, +always liking that their Princes should be attached to their own +families, were pleased to think the Princess was faithful to hers; and +up to the very last day and hour of her reign, and but for that fatality +which he inherited from his fathers along with their claims to the +English crown, King James the Third might have worn it. But he neither +knew how to wait an opportunity, nor to use it when he had it; he was +venturesome when he ought to have been cautious, and cautious when +he ought to have dared everything. 'Tis with a sort of rage at his +inaptitude that one thinks of his melancholy story. Do the Fates deal +more specially with kings than with common men? One is apt to imagine +so, in considering the history of that royal race, in whose behalf +so much fidelity, so much valor, so much blood were desperately and +bootlessly expended. + +The King dead then, the Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, our +Dowager at Chelsey called her) was proclaimed by trumpeting heralds +all over the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, amidst immense +jubilations of the people. + +Next week my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter, and to +be Captain-General of her Majesty's forces at home and abroad. This +appointment only inflamed the Dowager's rage, or, as she thought it, her +fidelity to her rightful sovereign. “The Princess is but a puppet in +the hands of that fury of a woman, who comes into my drawing-room and +insults me to my face. What can come to a country that is given over to +such a woman?” says the Dowager: “As for that double-faced traitor, my +Lord Marlborough, he has betrayed every man and every woman with whom he +has had to deal, except his horrid wife, who makes him tremble. 'Tis all +over with the country when it has got into the clutches of such wretches +as these.” + +Esmond's old kinswoman saluted the new powers in this way; but some good +fortune at last occurred to a family which stood in great need of it, by +the advancement of these famous personages who benefited humbler people +that had the luck of being in their favor. Before Mr. Esmond left +England in the month of August, and being then at Portsmouth, where he +had joined his regiment, and was busy at drill, learning the practice +and mysteries of the musket and pike, he heard that a pension on the +Stamp Office had been got for his late beloved mistress, and that the +young Mistress Beatrix was also to be taken into court. So much good, +at least, had come of the poor widow's visit to London, not revenge upon +her husband's enemies, but reconcilement to old friends, who pitied, and +seemed inclined to serve her. As for the comrades in prison and the +late misfortune, Colonel Westbury was with the Captain-General gone to +Holland; Captain Macartney was now at Portsmouth, with his regiment of +Fusileers and the force under command of his Grace the Duke of Ormond, +bound for Spain it was said; my Lord Warwick was returned home; and Lord +Mohun, so far from being punished for the homicide which had brought so +much grief and change into the Esmond family, was gone in company of my +Lord Macclesfield's splendid embassy to the Elector of Hanover, carrying +the Garter to his Highness, and a complimentary letter from the Queen. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +RECAPITULATIONS. + + +From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by the +broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and struggling in +the last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been made to understand +so far, that his mother was long since dead; and so there could be +no question as regarded her or her honor, tarnished by her husband's +desertion and injury, to influence her son in any steps which he might +take either for prosecuting or relinquishing his own just claims. It +appeared from my poor lord's hurried confession, that he had been made +acquainted with the real facts of the case only two years since, when +Mr. Holt visited him, and would have implicated him in one of those many +conspiracies by which the secret leaders of King James's party in this +country were ever endeavoring to destroy the Prince of Orange's life or +power: conspiracies so like murder, so cowardly in the means used, so +wicked in the end, that our nation has sure done well in throwing +off all allegiance and fidelity to the unhappy family that could not +vindicate its right except by such treachery--by such dark intrigue and +base agents. There were designs against King William that were no +more honorable than the ambushes of cut-throats and footpads. 'Tis +humiliating to think that a great Prince, possessor of a great and +sacred right, and upholder of a great cause, should have stooped to such +baseness of assassination and treasons as are proved by the unfortunate +King James's own warrant and sign manual given to his supporters in this +country. What he and they called levying war was, in truth, no better +than instigating murder. The noble Prince of Orange burst magnanimously +through those feeble meshes of conspiracy in which his enemies tried +to envelop him: it seemed as if their cowardly daggers broke upon the +breast of his undaunted resolution. After King James's death, the +Queen and her people at St. Germains--priests and women for the most +part--continued their intrigues in behalf of the young Prince, James the +Third, as he was called in France and by his party here (this Prince, or +Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year with Esmond's young +pupil Frank, my Lord Viscount's son); and the Prince's affairs, being in +the hands of priests and women, were conducted as priests and women will +conduct them, artfully, cruelly, feebly, and to a certain bad issue. The +moral of the Jesuits' story I think as wholesome a one as ever was +writ: the artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and dexterous +plot-builders in the world--there always comes a day when the roused +public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends its +cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that passion +for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, which belongs to +weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. 'Tis the nature of such to +hate and envy the strong, and conspire their ruin; and the conspiracy +succeeds very well, and everything presages the satisfactory overthrow +of the great victim; until one day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off +the little vermin of an enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish +soldiers might well say after the Boyne, “Change kings with us and we +will fight it over again.” Indeed, the fight was not fair between the +two. 'Twas a weak, priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny +allies and weapons as his own poor nature led him to choose, contending +against the schemes, the generalship, the wisdom, and the heart of a +hero. + +On one of these many coward's errands then, (for, as I view them now, +I can call them no less,) Mr. Holt had come to my lord at Castlewood, +proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of Orange's destruction, +in which my Lord Viscount, loyalist as he was, had indignantly refused +to join. As far as Mr. Esmond could gather from his dying words, Holt +came to my lord with a plan of insurrection, and offer of the renewal, +in his person, of that marquis's title which King James had conferred on +the preceding viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, +on Holt's part, to upset my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and +title of Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of +intelligence, of which Henry Esmond's patron now had the first light, +Holt came armed with the late lord's dying declaration, after the affair +of the Boyne, at Trim, in Ireland, made both to the Irish priest and a +French ecclesiastic of Holt's order, that was with King James's army. +Holt showed, or pretended to show, the marriage certificate of the late +Viscount Esmond with my mother, in the city of Brussels, in the year +1677, when the viscount, then Thomas Esmond, was serving with the +English army in Flanders; he could show, he said, that this Gertrude, +deserted by her husband long since, was alive, and a professed nun in +the year 1685, at Brussels, in which year Thomas Esmond married +his uncle's daughter, Isabella, now called Viscountess Dowager of +Castlewood; and leaving him, for twelve hours, to consider this +astounding news (so the poor dying lord said), disappeared with his +papers in the mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how, well +enough: by that window from which he had seen the Father issue:--but +there was no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his +parting lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more. + +Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, implicated +in Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and locked up at Hexton first, whence +he was transferred to the Tower; leaving the poor Lord Viscount, who +was not aware of the others being taken, in daily apprehension of his +return, when (as my Lord Castlewood declared, calling God to witness, +and with tears in his dying eyes) it had been his intention at once to +give up his estate and his title to their proper owner, and to retire to +his own house at Walcote with his family. “And would to God I had done +it,” the poor lord said. “I would not be here now, wounded to death, a +miserable, stricken man!” + +My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger +came; but at a month's end Holt got means to convey to him a message +out of the Tower, which was to this effect: that he should consider all +unsaid that had been said, and that things were as they were. + +“I had a sore temptation,” said my poor lord. “Since I had come into +this cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered with me, I +have spent far more than the income of that estate, and my paternal one, +too. I calculated all my means down to the last shilling, and found I +never could pay you back, my poor Harry, whose fortune I had had for +twelve years. My wife and children must have gone out of the house +dishonored, and beggars. God knows, it hath been a miserable one for me +and mine. Like a coward, I clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I +kept the truth from Rachel and you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and +only plunged deeper into debt; I scarce dared look thee in the face when +I saw thee. This sword hath been hanging over my head these two years. I +swear I felt happy when Mohun's blade entered my side.” + +After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing could +be found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in King James's +interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible forgiveness of King +William, who promised him, however, a hanging if ever he should again +set foot on English shore. More than once, whilst he was in prison +himself, Esmond had thought where those papers could be, which the +Jesuit had shown to his patron, and which had such an interest for +himself. They were not found on Mr. Holt's person when that Father was +apprehended, for had such been the case my Lords of the Council had seen +them, and this family history had long since been made public. However, +Esmond cared not to seek the papers. His resolution being taken; his +poor mother dead; what matter to him that documents existed proving his +right to a title which he was determined not to claim, and of which he +vowed never to deprive that family which he loved best in the world? +Perhaps he took a greater pride out of his sacrifice than he would have +had in those honors which he was resolved to forego. Again, as long as +these titles were not forthcoming, Esmond's kinsman, dear young Francis, +was the honorable and undisputed owner of the Castlewood estate and +title. The mere word of a Jesuit could not overset Frank's right of +occupancy, and so Esmond's mind felt actually at ease to think the +papers were missing, and in their absence his dear mistress and her son +the lawful Lady and Lord of Castlewood. + +Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to ride +to that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest years in +this country, and to see if his old guardians were still alive and +inhabitants of that place. But the only relique which he found of old +M. Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, which told that Athanasius +Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, lay there buried, aged 87 years. The +old man's cottage, which Esmond perfectly recollected, and the garden +(where in his childhood he had passed many hours of play and reverie, +and had many a beating from his termagant of a foster-mother), were +now in the occupation of quite a different family; and it was with +difficulty that he could learn in the village what had come of +Pastoureau's widow and children. The clerk of the parish recollected +her--the old man was scarce altered in the fourteen years that had +passed since last Esmond set eyes on him. It appeared she had pretty +soon consoled herself after the death of her old husband, whom she ruled +over, by taking a new one younger than herself, who spent her money +and ill-treated her and her children. The girl died; one of the boys +'listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr. Rogers, the clerk, said +he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too. She and her husband had +left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond's hopes of gaining any +information regarding his parentage from this family were brought to an +end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for his news, smiling to think +of the time when he and his little playfellows had slunk out of the +churchyard or hidden behind the gravestones, at the approach of this +awful authority. + +Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond +longed to find some one who could answer these questions to him, and +thought even of putting them to his aunt the Viscountess, who had +innocently taken the name which belonged of right to Henry's mother. +But she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on this subject, nor, +indeed, could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak on it. Father Holt was +the only man who could enlighten him, and Esmond felt he must wait until +some fresh chance or new intrigue might put him face to face with his +old friend, or bring that restless indefatigable spirit back to England +again. + +The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for the +campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to think of. +His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; she promised +to make interest and pay money, too, to get him a company speedily; she +bade him procure a handsome outfit, both of clothes and of arms, and +was pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced +scarlet coat, and to permit him to salute her on the occasion of this +interesting investiture. “Red,” says she, tossing up her old head, “hath +always been the color worn by the Esmonds.” And so her ladyship wore +it on her own cheeks very faithfully to the last. She would have him be +dressed, she said, as became his father's son, and paid cheerfully for +his five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland +shirts, and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. Since the +day he was born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine gentleman: his +liberal step-mother filled his purse with guineas, too, some of which +Captain Steele and a few choice spirits helped Harry to spend in an +entertainment which Dick ordered (and, indeed, would have paid for, but +that he had no money when the reckoning was called for; nor would the +landlord give him any more credit) at the “Garter,” over against the +gate of the Palace, in Pall Mall. + +The old Viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong formerly, +seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of her behavior: +she embraced him copiously at parting, wept plentifully, bade him write +by every packet, and gave him an inestimable relic, which she besought +him to wear round his neck--a medal, blessed by I know not what pope, +and worn by his late sacred Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his +regiment with a better equipage than most young officers could afford. +He was older than most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which +belonged but to very few of the army gentlemen in his day--many of whom +could do little more than write their names--that he had read much, both +at home and at the University, was master of two or three languages, and +had that further education which neither books nor years will give, but +which some men get from the silent teaching of adversity. She is a great +schoolmistress, as many a poor fellow knows, that hath held his hand out +to her ferule, and whimpered over his lesson before her awful chair. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +I GO ON THE VIGO BAY EXPEDITION, TASTE SALT-WATER AND SMELL POWDER. + + +The first expedition in which Mr. Esmond had the honor to be engaged, +rather resembled one of the invasions projected by the redoubted Captain +Avory or Captain Kidd, than a war between crowned heads, carried on by +generals of rank and honor. On the 1st day of July, 1702, a great fleet, +of a hundred and fifty sail, set sail from Spithead, under the command +of Admiral Shovell, having on board 12,000 troops, with his Grace the +Duke of Ormond as the Capt.-General of the expedition. One of these +12,000 heroes having never been to sea before, or, at least, only once +in his infancy, when he made the voyage to England from that unknown +country where he was born--one of those 12,000--the junior ensign of +Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers--was in a quite unheroic state of +corporal prostration a few hours after sailing; and an enemy, had he +boarded the ship, would have had easy work of him. From Portsmouth +we put into Plymouth, and took in fresh reinforcements. We were off +Finisterre on the 31st of July, so Esmond's table-book informs him: and +on the 8th of August made the rock of Lisbon. By this time the Ensign +was grown as bold as an admiral, and a week afterwards had the fortune +to be under fire for the first time--and under water, too,--his boat +being swamped in the surf in Toros Bay, where the troops landed. The +ducking of his new coat was all the harm the young soldier got in this +expedition, for, indeed, the Spaniards made no stand before our troops, +and were not in strength to do so. + +But the campaign, if not very glorious, was very pleasant. New sights of +nature, by sea and land--a life of action, beginning now for the first +time--occupied and excited the young man. The many accidents, and the +routine of shipboard--the military duty--the new acquaintances, both of +his comrades in arms, and of the officers of the fleet--served to cheer +and occupy his mind, and waken it out of that selfish depression into +which his late unhappy fortunes had plunged him. He felt as if the ocean +separated him from his past care, and welcomed the new era of life which +was dawning for him. Wounds heal rapidly in a heart of two-and-twenty; +hopes revive daily; and courage rallies in spite of a man. Perhaps, +as Esmond thought of his late despondency and melancholy, and how +irremediable it had seemed to him, as he lay in his prison a few months +back, he was almost mortified in his secret mind at finding himself so +cheerful. + +To see with one's own eyes men and countries, is better than reading all +the books of travel in the world: and it was with extreme delight and +exultation that the young man found himself actually on his grand tour, +and in the view of people and cities which he had read about as a boy. +He beheld war for the first time--the pride, pomp, and circumstance of +it, at least, if not much of the danger. He saw actually, and with +his own eyes, those Spanish cavaliers and ladies whom he had beheld +in imagination in that immortal story of Cervantes, which had been +the delight of his youthful leisure. 'Tis forty years since Mr. Esmond +witnessed those scenes, but they remain as fresh in his memory as on the +day when first he saw them as a young man. A cloud, as of grief, that +had lowered over him, and had wrapped the last years of his life in +gloom, seemed to clear away from Esmond during this fortunate voyage and +campaign. His energies seemed to awaken and to expand under a cheerful +sense of freedom. Was his heart secretly glad to have escaped from that +fond but ignoble bondage at home? Was it that the inferiority to +which the idea of his base birth had compelled him, vanished with the +knowledge of that secret, which though, perforce, kept to himself, was +yet enough to cheer and console him? At any rate, young Esmond of the +army was quite a different being to the sad little dependant of the +kind Castlewood household, and the melancholy student of Trinity Walks; +discontented with his fate, and with the vocation into which that drove +him, and thinking, with a secret indignation, that the cassock and +bands, and the very sacred office with which he had once proposed to +invest himself, were, in fact, but marks of a servitude which was to +continue all his life long. For, disguise it as he might to himself, +he had all along felt that to be Castlewood's chaplain was to be +Castlewood's inferior still, and that his life was but to be a long, +hopeless servitude. So, indeed, he was far from grudging his old friend +Tom Tusher's good fortune (as Tom, no doubt, thought it). Had it been a +mitre and Lambeth which his friends offered him, and not a small living +and a country parsonage, he would have felt as much a slave in one case +as in the other, and was quite happy and thankful to be free. + +The bravest man I ever knew in the army, and who had been present in +most of King William's actions, as well as in the campaigns of the great +Duke of Marlborough, could never be got to tell us of any achievement of +his, except that once Prince Eugene ordered him up a tree to reconnoitre +the enemy, which feat he could not achieve on account of the horseman's +boots he wore; and on another day that he was very nearly taken prisoner +because of these jack-boots, which prevented him from running away. +The present narrator shall imitate this laudable reserve, and doth not +intend to dwell upon his military exploits, which were in truth not very +different from those of a thousand other gentlemen. This first campaign +of Mr. Esmond's lasted but a few days; and as a score of books have been +written concerning it, it may be dismissed very briefly here. + +When our fleet came within view of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat +with a white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of Cadiz, Don +Scipio de Brancaccio, with a letter from his Grace, in which he hoped +that as Don Scipio had formerly served with the Austrians against the +French, 'twas to be hoped that his Excellency would now declare himself +against the French King, and for the Austrian in the war between King +Philip and King Charles. But his Excellency, Don Scipio, prepared a +reply, in which he announced that, having served his former king with +honor and fidelity, he hoped to exhibit the same loyalty and devotion +towards his present sovereign, King Philip V.; and by the time this +letter was ready, the two officers had been taken to see the town, and +the alameda, and the theatre, where bull-fights are fought, and the +convents, where the admirable works of Don Bartholomew Murillo inspired +one of them with a great wonder and delight--such as he had never felt +before--concerning this divine art of painting; and these sights over, +and a handsome refection and chocolate being served to the English +gentlemen, they were accompanied back to their shallop with every +courtesy, and were the only two officers of the English army that saw at +that time that famous city. + +The general tried the power of another proclamation on the Spaniards, in +which he announced that we only came in the interest of Spain and King +Charles, and for ourselves wanted to make no conquest nor settlement +in Spain at all. But all this eloquence was lost upon the Spaniards, it +would seem: the Captain-General of Andalusia would no more listen to us +than the Governor of Cadiz; and in reply to his Grace's proclamation, +the Marquis of Villadarias fired off another, which those who knew the +Spanish thought rather the best of the two; and of this number was Harry +Esmond, whose kind Jesuit in old days had instructed him, and now had +the honor of translating for his Grace these harmless documents of war. +There was a hard touch for his Grace, and, indeed, for other generals in +her Majesty's service, in the concluding sentence of the Don: “That he +and his council had the generous example of their ancestors to follow, +who had never yet sought their elevation in the blood or in the flight +of their kings. 'Mori pro patria' was his device, which the Duke might +communicate to the Princess who governed England.” + +Whether the troops were angry at this repartee or no, 'tis certain +something put them in a fury; for, not being able to get possession of +Cadiz, our people seized upon Port Saint Mary's and sacked it, burning +down the merchants' storehouses, getting drunk with the famous wines +there, pillaging and robbing quiet houses and convents, murdering and +doing worse. And the only blood which Mr. Esmond drew in this shameful +campaign, was the knocking down an English sentinel with a half-pike, +who was offering insult to a poor trembling nun. Is she going to turn +out a beauty? or a princess? or perhaps Esmond's mother that he had lost +and never seen? Alas no, it was but a poor wheezy old dropsical woman, +with a wart upon her nose. But having been early taught a part of the +Roman religion, he never had the horror of it that some Protestants have +shown, and seem to think to be a part of ours. + +After the pillage and plunder of St. Mary's and an assault upon a fort +or two, the troops all took shipping, and finished their expedition, at +any rate, more brilliantly than it had begun. Hearing that the French +fleet with a great treasure was in Vigo Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and +Hopson, pursued the enemy thither; the troops landed and carried the +forts that protected the bay, Hopson passing the boom first on board +his ship the “Torbay,” and the rest of the ships, English and Dutch, +following him. Twenty ships were burned or taken in the Port of +Redondilla, and a vast deal more plunder than was ever accounted for; +but poor men before that expedition were rich afterwards, and so often +was it found and remarked that the Vigo officers came home with pockets +full of money, that the notorious Jack Shafto, who made such a figure at +the coffeehouses and gaming-tables in London, and gave out that he had +been a soldier at Vigo, owned, when he was about to be hanged, that +Bagshot Heath had been HIS Vigo, and that he only spoke of La Redondilla +to turn away people's eyes from the real place where the booty lay. +Indeed, Hounslow or Vigo--which matters much? The latter was a bad +business, though Mr. Addison did sing its praises in Latin. That honest +gentleman's muse had an eye to the main chance; and I doubt whether she +saw much inspiration in the losing side. + +But though Esmond, for his part, got no share of this fabulous booty, +one great prize which he had out of the campaign was, that excitement of +action and change of scene, which shook off a great deal of his previous +melancholy. He learnt at any rate to bear his fate cheerfully. He +brought back a browned face, a heart resolute enough, and a little +pleasant store of knowledge and observation, from that expedition, which +was over with the autumn, when the troops were back in England again; +and Esmond giving up his post of secretary to General Lumley, whose +command was over, and parting with that officer with many kind +expressions of good will on the General's side, had leave to go to +London, to see if he could push his fortunes any way further, and found +himself once more in his dowager aunt's comfortable quarters at Chelsey, +and in greater favor than ever with the old lady. He propitiated her +with a present of a comb, a fan, and a black mantle, such as the ladies +of Cadiz wear, and which my Lady Viscountess pronounced became her style +of beauty mightily. And she was greatily edified at hearing of that +story of his rescue of the nun, and felt very little doubt but that her +King James's relic, which he had always dutifully worn in his desk, had +kept him out of danger, and averted the shot of the enemy. My lady made +feasts for him, introduced him to more company, and pushed his fortunes +with such enthusiasm and success, that she got a promise of a company +for him through the Lady Marlborough's interest, who was graciously +pleased to accept of a diamond worth a couple of hundred guineas, which +Mr. Esmond was enabled to present to her ladyship through his aunt's +bounty, and who promised that she would take charge of Esmond's fortune. +He had the honor to make his appearance at the Queen's drawing-room +occasionally, and to frequent my Lord Marlborough's levees. That +great man received the young one with very especial favor, so Esmond's +comrades said, and deigned to say that he had received the best reports +of Mr. Esmond, both for courage and ability, whereon you may be sure +the young gentleman made a profound bow, and expressed himself eager to +serve under the most distinguished captain in the world. + +Whilst his business was going on thus prosperously, Esmond had his +share of pleasure too, and made his appearance along with other young +gentlemen at the coffee-houses, the theatres, and the Mall. He longed to +hear of his dear mistress and her family: many a time, in the midst of +the gayeties and pleasures of the town, his heart fondly reverted to +them; and often as the young fellows of his society were making merry +at the tavern, and calling toasts (as the fashion of that day was) over +their wine, Esmond thought of persons--of two fair women, whom he had +been used to adore almost, and emptied his glass with a sigh. + +By this time the elder Viscountess had grown tired again of the younger, +and whenever she spoke of my lord's widow, 'twas in terms by no means +complimentary towards that poor lady: the younger woman not needing her +protection any longer, the elder abused her. Most of the family quarrels +that I have seen in life (saving always those arising from money +disputes, when a division of twopence halfpenny will often drive the +dearest relatives into war and estrangement,) spring out of jealousy +and envy. Jack and Tom, born of the same family and to the same fortune, +live very cordially together, not until Jack is ruined when Tom deserts +him, but until Tom makes a sudden rise in prosperity, which Jack can't +forgive. Ten times to one 'tis the unprosperous man that is angry, not +the other who is in fault. 'Tis Mrs. Jack, who can only afford a chair, +that sickens at Mrs. Tom's new coach-and-sick, cries out against her +sister's airs, and sets her husband against his brother. 'Tis Jack who +sees his brother shaking hands with a lord (with whom Jack would like +to exchange snuff-boxes himself), that goes home and tells his wife how +poor Tom is spoiled, he fears, and no better than a sneak, parasite, and +beggar on horse back. I remember how furious the coffee-house wits were +with Dick Steele when he set up his coach and fine house in Bloomsbury: +they began to forgive him when the bailiffs were after him, and abused +Mr. Addison for selling Dick's country-house. And yet Dick in the +sponging-house, or Dick in the Park, with his four mares and plated +harness, was exactly the same gentle, kindly, improvident, jovial Dick +Steele: and yet Mr. Addison was perfectly right in getting the money +which was his, and not giving up the amount of his just claim, to +be spent by Dick upon champagne and fiddlers, laced clothes, fine +furniture, and parasites, Jew and Christian, male and female, who clung +to him. As, according to the famous maxim of Monsieur de Rochefoucault, +“in our friends' misfortunes there's something secretly pleasant to us;” + so, on the other hand, their good fortune is disagreeable. If 'tis hard +for a man to bear his own good luck, 'tis harder still for his friends +to bear it for him and but few of them ordinarily can stand that trial: +whereas one of the “precious uses” of adversity is, that it is a great +reconciler; that it brings back averted kindness, disarms animosity, and +causes yesterday's enemy to fling his hatred aside, and hold out a hand +to the fallen friend of old days. There's pity and love, as well as +envy, in the same heart and towards the same person. The rivalry stops +when the competitor tumbles; and, as I view it, we should look at these +agreeable and disagreeable qualities of our humanity humbly alike. They +are consequent and natural, and our kindness and meanness both manly. + +So you may either read the sentence, that the elder of Esmond's two +kinswomen pardoned the younger her beauty, when that had lost somewhat +of its freshness, perhaps; and forgot most her grievances against the +other, when the subject of them was no longer prosperous and enviable; +or we may say more benevolently (but the sum comes to the same figures, +worked either way,) that Isabella repented of her unkindness towards +Rachel, when Rachel was unhappy; and, bestirring herself in behalf of +the poor widow and her children, gave them shelter and friendship. +The ladies were quite good friends as long as the weaker one needed a +protector. Before Esmond went away on his first campaign, his mistress +was still on terms of friendship (though a poor little chit, a +woman that had evidently no spirit in her, &c.) with the elder Lady +Castlewood; and Mistress Beatrix was allowed to be a beauty. + +But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign, and the second, sad +changes for the worse had taken place in the two younger ladies, +at least in the elder's description of them. Rachel, Viscountess +Castlewood, had no more face than a dumpling, and Mrs. Beatrix was grown +quite coarse, and was losing all her beauty. Little Lord Blandford--(she +never would call him Lord Blandford; his father was Lord Churchill--the +King, whom he betrayed, had made him Lord Churchill, and he was Lord +Churchill still)--might be making eyes at her; but his mother, that +vixen of a Sarah Jennings, would never hear of such a folly. Lady +Marlborough had got her to be a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, +but she would repent of it. The widow Francis (she was but Mrs. Francis +Esmond) was a scheming, artful, heartless hussy. She was spoiling her +brat of a boy, and she would end by marrying her chaplain. + +“What, Tusher!” cried Mr. Esmond, feeling a strange pang of rage and +astonishment. + +“Yes--Tusher, my maid's son; and who has got all the qualities of +his father the lackey in black, and his accomplished mamma the +waiting-woman,” cries my lady. “What do you suppose that a sentimental +widow, who will live down in that dingy dungeon of a Castlewood, where +she spoils her boy, kills the poor with her drugs, has prayers twice a +day and sees nobody but the chaplain--what do you suppose she can do, +mon Cousin, but let the horrid parson, with his great square toes and +hideous little green eyes, make love to her? Cela c'est vu, mon Cousin. +When I was a girl at Castlewood, all the chaplains fell in love with +me--they've nothing else to do.” + +My lady went on with more talk of this kind, though, in truth, Esmond +had no idea of what she said further, so entirely did her first words +occupy his thought. Were they true? Not all, nor half, nor a tenth part +of what the garrulous old woman said, was true. Could this be so? No +ear had Esmond for anything else, though his patroness chatted on for an +hour. + +Some young gentlemen of the town, with whom Esmond had made +acquaintance, had promised to present him to that most charming of +actresses, and lively and agreeable of women, Mrs. Bracegirdle, about +whom Harry's old adversary Mohun had drawn swords, a few years before my +poor lord and he fell out. The famous Mr. Congreve had stamped with his +high approval, to the which there was no gainsaying, this delightful +person: and she was acting in Dick Steele's comedies, and finally, and +for twenty-four hours after beholding her, Mr. Esmond felt himself, or +thought himself, to be as violently enamored of this lovely brunette, +as were a thousand other young fellows about the city. To have once seen +her was to long to behold her again; and to be offered the delightful +privilege of her acquaintance, was a pleasure the very idea of which set +the young lieutenant's heart on fire. A man cannot live with comrades +under the tents without finding out that he too is five-and-twenty. A +young fellow cannot be cast down by grief and misfortune ever so severe +but some night he begins to sleep sound, and some day when dinner-time +comes to feel hungry for a beefsteak. Time, youth and good health, new +scenes and the excitement of action and a campaign, had pretty well +brought Esmond's mourning to an end; and his comrades said that Don +Dismal, as they called him, was Don Dismal no more. So when a party was +made to dine at the “Rose,” and go to the playhouse afterward, Esmond +was as pleased as another to take his share of the bottle and the play. + +How was it that the old aunt's news, or it might be scandal, about +Tom Tusher, caused such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's old +playfellow? Hadn't he sworn a thousand times in his own mind that the +Lady of Castlewood, who had treated him with such kindness once, +and then had left him so cruelly, was, and was to remain henceforth, +indifferent to him for ever? Had his pride and his sense of justice not +long since helped him to cure the pain of that desertion--was it even a +pain to him now? Why, but last night as he walked across the fields +and meadows to Chelsey from Pall Mall, had he not composed two or three +stanzas of a song, celebrating Bracegirdle's brown eyes, and declaring +them a thousand times more beautiful than the brightest blue ones that +ever languished under the lashes of an insipid fair beauty! But Tom +Tusher! Tom Tusher, the waiting-woman's son, raising up his little eyes +to his mistress! Tom Tusher presuming to think of Castlewood's widow! +Rage and contempt filled Mr. Harry's heart at the very notion; the honor +of the family, of which he was the chief, made it his duty to prevent +so monstrous an alliance, and to chastise the upstart who could dare +to think of such an insult to their house. 'Tis true Mr. Esmond often +boasted of republican principles, and could remember many fine speeches +he had made at college and elsewhere, with WORTH and not BIRTH for a +text: but Tom Tusher to take the place of the noble Castlewood--faugh! +'twas as monstrous as King Hamlet's widow taking off her weeds for +Claudius. Esmond laughed at all widows, all wives, all women; and were +the banns about to be published, as no doubt they were, that very next +Sunday at Walcote Church, Esmond swore that he would be present to shout +No! in the face of the congregation, and to take a private revenge upon +the ears of the bridegroom. + +Instead of going to dinner then at the “Rose” that night, Mr. Esmond +bade his servant pack a portmanteau and get horses, and was at Farnham, +half-way on the road to Walcote, thirty miles off, before his comrades +had got to their supper after the play. He bade his man give no hint to +my Lady Dowager's household of the expedition on which he was going; +and as Chelsey was distant from London, the roads bad, and infested +by footpads, and Esmond often in the habit, when engaged in a party of +pleasure, of lying at a friend's lodging in town, there was no need that +his old aunt should be disturbed at his absence--indeed, nothing more +delighted the old lady than to fancy that mon cousin, the incorrigible +young sinner, was abroad boxing the watch, or scouring St. Giles's. When +she was not at her books of devotion, she thought Etheridge and Sedley +very good reading. She had a hundred pretty stories about Rochester, +Harry Jermyn, and Hamilton; and if Esmond would but have run away with +the wife even of a citizen, 'tis my belief she would have pawned her +diamonds (the best of them went to our Lady of Chaillot) to pay his +damages. + +My lord's little house of Walcote--which he inhabited before he took +his title and occupied the house of Castlewood--lies about a mile from +Winchester, and his widow had returned to Walcote after my lord's death +as a place always dear to her, and where her earliest and happiest days +had been spent, cheerfuller than Castlewood, which was too large for her +straitened means, and giving her, too, the protection of the ex-dean, +her father. The young Viscount had a year's schooling at the famous +college there, with Mr. Tusher as his governor. So much news of them Mr. +Esmond had had during the past year from the old Viscountess, his own +father's widow; from the young one there had never been a word. + +Twice or thrice in his benefactor's lifetime, Esmond had been to +Walcote; and now, taking but a couple of hours' rest only at the inn on +the road, he was up again long before daybreak, and made such good speed +that he was at Walcote by two o'clock of the day. He rid to the end of +the village, where he alighted and sent a man thence to Mr. Tusher, with +a message that a gentleman from London would speak with him on urgent +business. The messenger came back to say the Doctor was in town, most +likely at prayers in the Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there, too; +she always went to Cathedral prayers every day. + +The horses belonged to the post-house at Winchester. Esmond mounted +again and rode on to the “George;” whence he walked, leaving his +grumbling domestic at last happy with a dinner, straight to the +Cathedral. The organ was playing: the winter's day was already growing +gray: as he passed under the street-arch into the Cathedral yard, and +made his way into the ancient solemn edifice. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE 29TH DECEMBER. + + +There was scarce a score of persons in the Cathedral beside the Dean and +some of his clergy, and the choristers, young and old, that performed +the beautiful evening prayer. But Mr. Tusher was one of the officiants, +and read from the eagle in an authoritative voice, and a great black +periwig; and in the stalls, still in her black widow's hood, sat +Esmond's dear mistress, her son by her side, very much grown, and indeed +a noble-looking youth, with his mother's eyes, and his father's curling +brown hair, that fell over his point de Venise--a pretty picture such +as Van Dyck might have painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord +Viscount, done at Paris afterwards, gives but a French version of his +manly, frank, English face. When he looked up there were two sapphire +beams out of his eyes such as no painter's palette has the color to +match, I think. On this day there was not much chance of seeing that +particular beauty of my young lord's countenance; for the truth is, he +kept his eyes shut for the most part, and, the anthem being rather long, +was asleep. + +But the music ceasing, my lord woke up, looking about him, and his eyes +lighting on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting opposite him, gazing with no +small tenderness and melancholy upon two persons who had so much of his +heart for so many years, Lord Castlewood, with a start, pulled at his +mother's sleeve (her face had scarce been lifted from her book), and +said, “Look, mother!” so loud, that Esmond could hear on the other side +of the church, and the old Dean on his throned stall. Lady Castlewood +looked for an instant as her son bade her, and held up a warning finger +to Frank; Esmond felt his whole face flush, and his heart throbbing, +as that dear lady beheld him once more. The rest of the prayers were +speedily over; Mr. Esmond did not hear them; nor did his mistress, very +likely, whose hood went more closely over her face, and who never lifted +her head again until the service was over, the blessing given, and Mr. +Dean, and his procession of ecclesiastics, out of the inner chapel. + +Young Castlewood came clambering over the stalls before the clergy were +fairly gone, and running up to Esmond, eagerly embraced him. “My dear, +dearest old Harry!” he said, “are you come back? Have you been to the +wars? You'll take me with you when you go again? Why didn't you write to +us? Come to mother.” + +Mr. Esmond could hardly say more than a “God bless you, my boy,” for +his heart was very full and grateful at all this tenderness on the lad's +part; and he was as much moved at seeing Frank as he was fearful about +that other interview which was now to take place: for he knew not if the +widow would reject him as she had done so cruelly a year ago. + +“It was kind of you to come back to us, Henry,” Lady Esmond said. “I +thought you might come.” + +“We read of the fleet coming to Portsmouth. Why did you not come from +Portsmouth?” Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he now must be called. + +Esmond had thought of that too. He would have given one of his eyes so +that he might see his dear friends again once more; but believing +that his mistress had forbidden him her house, he had obeyed her, and +remained at a distance. + +“You had but to ask, and you know I would be here,” he said. + +She gave him her hand, her little fair hand; there was only her marriage +ring on it. The quarrel was all over. The year of grief and estrangement +was passed. They never had been separated. His mistress had never been +out of his mind all that time. No, not once. No, not in the prison; nor +in the camp; nor on shore before the enemy; nor at sea under the stars +of solemn midnight; nor as he watched the glorious rising of the dawn: +not even at the table, where he sat carousing with friends, or at the +theatre yonder, where he tried to fancy that other eyes were brighter +than hers. Brighter eyes there might be, and faces more beautiful, but +none so dear--no voice so sweet as that of his beloved mistress, who +had been sister, mother, goddess to him during his youth--goddess now no +more, for he knew of her weaknesses; and by thought, by suffering, +and that experience it brings, was older now than she; but more fondly +cherished as woman perhaps than ever she had been adored as divinity. +What is it? Where lies it? the secret which makes one little hand the +dearest of all? Whoever can unriddle that mystery? Here she was, her son +by his side, his dear boy. Here she was, weeping and happy. She took +his hand in both hers; he felt her tears. It was a rapture of +reconciliation. + +“Here comes Squaretoes,” says Frank. “Here's Tusher.” + +Tusher, indeed, now appeared, creaking on his great heels. Mr. Tom had +divested himself of his alb or surplice, and came forward habited in his +cassock and great black periwig. How had Esmond ever been for a moment +jealous of this fellow? + +“Give us thy hand, Tom Tusher,” he said. The chaplain made him a very +low and stately bow. “I am charmed to see Captain Esmond,” says he. “My +lord and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and applied it, I am +sure, to you. You come back with Gaditanian laurels; when I heard you +were bound thither, I wished, I am sure, I was another Septimius. My +Lord Viscount, your lordship remembers Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?” + +“There's an angle of earth that I love better than Gades, Tusher,” says +Mr. Esmond. “'Tis that one where your reverence hath a parsonage, and +where our youth was brought up.” + +“A house that has so many sacred recollections to me,” says Mr. Tusher +(and Harry remembered how Tom's father used to flog him there)--“a house +near to that of my respected patron, my most honored patroness, must +ever be a dear abode to me. But, madam, the verger waits to close the +gates on your ladyship.” + +“And Harry's coming home to supper. Huzzay! huzzay!” cries my lord. +“Mother, I shall run home and bid Beatrix put her ribbons on. Beatrix is +a maid of honor, Harry. Such a fine set-up minx!” + +“Your heart was never in the Church, Harry,” the widow said, in her +sweet low tone, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they never +had been parted, and again, as if they had been ages asunder.) “I always +thought you had no vocation that way; and that 'twas a pity to shut you +out from the world. You would but have pined and chafed at Castlewood: +and 'tis better you should make a name for yourself. I often said so to +my dear lord. How he loved you! 'Twas my lord that made you stay with +us.” + +“I asked no better than to stay near you always,” said Mr. Esmond. + +“But to go was best, Harry. When the world cannot give peace, you will +know where to find it; but one of your strong imagination and eager +desires must try the world first before he tires of it. 'Twas not to be +thought of, or if it once was, it was only by my selfishness, that you +should remain as chaplain to a country gentleman and tutor to a little +boy. You are of the blood of the Esmonds, kinsman; and that was always +wild in youth. Look at Francis. He is but fifteen, and I scarce can keep +him in my nest. His talk is all of war and pleasure, and he longs to +serve in the next campaign. Perhaps he and the young Lord Churchill +shall go the next. Lord Marlborough has been good to us. You know how +kind they were in my misfortune. And so was your--your father's widow. +No one knows how good the world is, till grief comes to try us. 'Tis +through my Lady Marlborough's goodness that Beatrix hath her place at +Court; and Frank is under my Lord Chamberlain. And the dowager lady, +your father's widow, has promised to provide for you--has she not?” + +Esmond said, “Yes. As far as present favor went, Lady Castlewood was +very good to him. And should her mind change,” he added gayly, “as +ladies' minds will, I am strong enough to bear my own burden, and make +my way somehow. Not by the sword very likely. Thousands have a better +genius for that than I, but there are many ways in which a young man of +good parts and education can get on in the world; and I am pretty sure, +one way or other, of promotion!” Indeed, he had found patrons already in +the army, and amongst persons very able to serve him, too; and told his +mistress of the flattering aspect of fortune. They walked as though +they had never been parted, slowly, with the gray twilight closing round +them. + +“And now we are drawing near to home,” she continued, “I knew you would +come, Harry, if--if it was but to forgive me for having spoken unjustly +to you after that horrid--horrid misfortune. I was half frantic with +grief then when I saw you. And I know now--they have told me. That +wretch, whose name I can never mention, even has said it: how you tried +to avert the quarrel, and would have taken it on yourself, my poor +child: but it was God's will that I should be punished, and that my dear +lord should fall.” + +“He gave me his blessing on his death-bed,” Esmond said. “Thank God for +that legacy!” + +“Amen, amen! dear Henry,” said the lady, pressing his arm. “I knew it. +Mr. Atterbury, of St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me so. And I +thanked God, too, and in my prayers ever since remembered it.” + +“You had spared me many a bitter night, had you told me sooner,” Mr. +Esmond said. + +“I know it, I know it,” she answered, in a tone of such sweet humility, +as made Esmond repent that he should ever have dared to reproach her. “I +know how wicked my heart has been; and I have suffered too, my dear. I +confessed to Mr. Atterbury--I must not tell any more. He--I said I +would not write to you or go to you--and it was better even that having +parted, we should part. But I knew you would come back--I own that. That +is no one's fault. And to-day, Henry, in the anthem, when they sang +it, 'When the Lord turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them that +dream,' I thought, yes, like them that dream--them that dream. And then +it went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that goeth +forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing +his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book, and saw you. I was not +surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, my dear, and saw the +gold sunshine round your head.” + +She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon was up +by this time, glittering keen in the frosty sky. He could see, for the +first time now clearly, her sweet careworn face. + +“Do you know what day it is?” she continued. “It is the 29th of +December--it is your birthday! But last year we did not drink it--no, +no. My lord was cold, and my Harry was likely to die: and my brain +was in a fever; and we had no wine. But now--now you are come again, +bringing your sheaves with you, my dear.” She burst into a wild flood of +weeping as she spoke; she laughed and sobbed on the young man's heart, +crying out wildly, “bringing your sheaves with you--your sheaves with +you!” + +As he had sometimes felt, gazing up from the deck at midnight into the +boundless starlit depths overhead, in a rapture of devout wonder at that +endless brightness and beauty--in some such a way now, the depth of this +pure devotion (which was, for the first time, revealed to him) quite +smote upon him, and filled his heart with thanksgiving. Gracious God, +who was he, weak and friendless creature, that such a love should be +poured out upon him? Not in vain--not in vain has he lived--hard and +thankless should he be to think so--that has such a treasure given him. +What is ambition compared to that, but selfish vanity? To be rich, to be +famous? What do these profit a year hence, when other names sound louder +than yours, when you lie hidden away under the ground, along with +idle titles engraven on your coffin? But only true love lives after +you--follows your memory with secret blessing--or precedes you, and +intercedes for you. Non omnis moriar--if dying, I yet live in a tender +heart or two; nor am lost and hopeless living, if a sainted departed +soul still loves and prays for me. + +“If--if 'tis so, dear lady,” Mr. Esmond said, “why should I ever leave +you? If God hath given me this great boon--and near or far from me, as I +know now, the heart of my dearest mistress follows me, let me have that +blessing near me, nor ever part with it till death separate us. Come +away--leave this Europe, this place which has so many sad recollections +for you. Begin a new life in a new world. My good lord often talked +of visiting that land in Virginia which King Charles gave us--gave his +ancestor. Frank will give us that. No man there will ask if there is a +blot on my name, or inquire in the woods what my title is.” + +“And my children--and my duty--and my good father, Henry?” she broke +out. “He has none but me now! for soon my sister will leave him, and the +old man will be alone. He has conformed since the new Queen's reign; and +here in Winchester, where they love him, they have found a church for +him. When the children leave me, I will stay with him. I cannot follow +them into the great world, where their way lies--it scares me. They will +come and visit me; and you will, sometimes, Henry--yes, sometimes, as +now, in the Holy Advent season, when I have seen and blessed you once +more.” + +“I would leave all to follow you,” said Mr. Esmond; “and can you not be +as generous for me, dear lady?” + +“Hush, boy!” she said, and it was with a mother's sweet plaintive tone +and look that she spoke. “The world is beginning for you. For me, I have +been so weak and sinful that I must leave it, and pray out an expiation, +dear Henry. Had we houses of religion as there were once, and many +divines of our Church would have them again, I often think I would +retire to one and pass my life in penance. But I would love you +still--yes, there is no sin in such a love as mine now; and my dear lord +in heaven may see my heart; and knows the tears that have washed my sin +away--and now--now my duty is here, by my children whilst they need me, +and by my poor old father, and--” + +“And not by me?” Henry said. + +“Hush!” she said again, and raised her hand up to his lip. “I have been +your nurse. You could not see me, Harry, when you were in the small-pox, +and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might die, but it would +have been in sin, Henry. Oh, it is horrid to look back to that time. +It is over now and past, and it has been forgiven me. When you need me +again, I will come ever so far. When your heart is wounded, then come +to me, my dear. Be silent! let me say all. You never loved me, dear +Henry--no, you do not now, and I thank heaven for it. I used to watch +you, and knew by a thousand signs that it was so. Do you remember how +glad you were to go away to college? 'Twas I sent you. I told my papa +that, and Mr. Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they +both gave me absolution--both--and they are godly men, having authority +to bind and to loose. And they forgave me, as my dear lord forgave me +before he went to heaven.” + +“I think the angels are not all in heaven,” Mr. Esmond said. And as +a brother folds a sister to his heart; and as a mother cleaves to her +son's breast--so for a few moments Esmond's beloved mistress came to him +and blessed him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM MADE WELCOME AT WALCOTE. + + +As they came up to the house at Walcote, the windows from within were +lighted up with friendly welcome; the supper-table was spread in the +oak-parlor; it seemed as if forgiveness and love were awaiting the +returning prodigal. Two or three familiar faces of domestics were on the +look-out at the porch--the old housekeeper was there, and young Lockwood +from Castlewood in my lord's livery of tawny and blue. His dear mistress +pressed his arm as they passed into the hall. Her eyes beamed out on him +with affection indescribable. “Welcome,” was all she said, as she looked +up, putting back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile +blushed on her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so +charming. Her face was lighted with a joy that was brighter than +beauty--she took a hand of her son who was in the hall waiting his +mother--she did not quit Esmond's arm. + +“Welcome, Harry!” my young lord echoed after her. “Here, we are all come +to say so. Here's old Pincot, hasn't she grown handsome?” and Pincot, +who was older, and no handsomer than usual, made a curtsy to the +Captain, as she called Esmond, and told my lord to “Have done, now.” + +“And here's Jack Lockwood. He'll make a famous grenadier, Jack; and so +shall I; we'll both 'list under you, Cousin. As soon as I'm seventeen, +I go to the army--every gentleman goes to the army. Look! who comes +here--ho, ho!” he burst into a laugh. “'Tis Mistress Trix, with a new +ribbon; I knew she would put one on as soon as she heard a captain was +coming to supper.” + +This laughing colloquy took place in the hall of Walcote House: in the +midst of which is a staircase that leads from an open gallery, where are +the doors of the sleeping chambers: and from one of these, a wax candle +in her hand, and illuminating her, came Mistress Beatrix--the light +falling indeed upon the scarlet ribbon which she wore, and upon the most +brilliant white neck in the world. + +Esmond had left a child and found a woman, grown beyond the common +height; and arrived at such a dazzling completeness of beauty, that +his eyes might well show surprise and delight at beholding her. In hers +there was a brightness so lustrous and melting, that I have seen a whole +assembly follow her as if by an attraction irresistible: and that night +the great Duke was at the playhouse after Ramillies, every soul turned +and looked (she chanced to enter at the opposite side of the theatre at +the same moment) at her, and not at him. She was a brown beauty: that +is, her eyes, hair, and eyebrows and eyelashes were dark: her hair +curling with rich undulations, and waving over her shoulders; but her +complexion was as dazzling white as snow in sunshine; except her cheeks, +which were a bright red, and her lips, which were of a still deeper +crimson. Her mouth and chin, they said, were too large and full, and so +they might be for a goddess in marble, but not for a woman whose eyes +were fire, whose look was love, whose voice was the sweetest low song, +whose shape was perfect symmetry, health, decision, activity, whose +foot as it planted itself on the ground was firm but flexible, and whose +motion, whether rapid or slow, was always perfect grace--agile as +a nymph, lofty as a queen,--now melting, now imperious, now +sarcastic--there was no single movement of hers but was beautiful. As he +thinks of her, he who writes feels young again, and remembers a paragon. + +So she came holding her dress with one fair rounded arm, and her taper +before her, tripping down the stair to greet Esmond. + +“She hath put on her scarlet stockings and white shoes,” says my lord, +still laughing. “Oh, my fine mistress! is this the way you set your cap +at the Captain?” She approached, shining smiles upon Esmond, who could +look at nothing but her eyes. She advanced holding forward her head, as +if she would have him kiss her as he used to do when she was a child. + +“Stop,” she said, “I am grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry,” and she +made him an arch curtsy, sweeping down to the ground almost, with the +most gracious bend, looking up the while with the brightest eyes and +sweetest smile. Love seemed to radiate from her. Harry eyed her with +such a rapture as the first lover is described as having by Milton. + +“N'est-ce pas?” says my lady, in a low, sweet voice, still hanging on +his arm. + +Esmond turned round with a start and a blush, as he met his mistress's +clear eyes. He had forgotten her, rapt in admiration of the filia +pulcrior. + +“Right foot forward, toe turned out, so: now drop the curtsy, and show +the red stockings, Trix. They've silver clocks, Harry. The Dowager sent +'em. She went to put 'em on,” cries my lord. + +“Hush, you stupid child!” says Miss, smothering her brother with kisses; +and then she must come and kiss her mamma, looking all the while at +Harry, over his mistress's shoulder. And if she did not kiss him, she +gave him both her hands, and then took one of his in both hands, and +said, “Oh, Harry, we're so, SO glad you're come!” + +“There are woodcocks for supper,” says my lord. “Huzzay! It was such a +hungry sermon.” + +“And it is the 29th of December; and our Harry has come home.” + +“Huzzay, old Pincot!” again says my lord; and my dear lady's lips looked +as if they were trembling with a prayer. She would have Harry lead in +Beatrix to the supper-room, going herself with my young Lord Viscount; +and to this party came Tom Tusher directly, whom four at least out of +the company of five wished away. Away he went, however, as soon as the +sweetmeats were put down, and then, by the great crackling fire, his +mistress or Beatrix, with her blushing graces, filling his glass +for him, Harry told the story of his campaign, and passed the most +delightful night his life had ever known. The sun was up long ere he +was, so deep, sweet, and refreshing was his slumber. He woke as if +angels had been watching at his bed all night. I dare say one that was +as pure and loving as an angel had blessed his sleep with her prayers. + +Next morning the chaplain read prayers to the little household at +Walcote, as the custom was; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix did not +listen to Tusher's exhortation much: her eyes were wandering everywhere +during the service, at least whenever he looked up he met them. Perhaps +he also was not very attentive to his Reverence the Chaplain. “This +might have been my life,” he was thinking; “this might have been my duty +from now till old age. Well, were it not a pleasant one to be with these +dear friends and part from 'em no more? Until--until the destined lover +comes and takes away pretty Beatrix”--and the best part of Tom Tusher's +exposition, which may have been very learned and eloquent, was quite +lost to poor Harry by this vision of the destined lover, who put the +preacher out. + +All the while of the prayers, Beatrix knelt a little way before Harry +Esmond. The red stockings were changed for a pair of gray, and black +shoes, in which her feet looked to the full as pretty. All the roses +of spring could not vie with the brightness of her complexion; Esmond +thought he had never seen anything like the sunny lustre of her eyes. My +Lady Viscountess looked fatigued, as if with watching, and her face was +pale. + +Miss Beatrix remarked these signs of indisposition in her mother and +deplored them. “I am an old woman,” says my lady, with a kind smile; “I +cannot hope to look as young as you do, my dear.” + +“She'll never look as good as you do if she lives till she's a hundred,” + says my lord, taking his mother by the waist, and kissing her hand. + +“Do I look very wicked, cousin?” says Beatrix, turning full round on +Esmond, with her pretty face so close under his chin, that the soft +perfumed hair touched it. She laid her finger-tips on his sleeve as she +spoke; and he put his other hand over hers. + +“I'm like your looking-glass,” says he, “and that can't flatter you.” + +“He means that you are always looking at him, my dear,” says her mother, +archly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this, and flew to her mamma, +whom she kissed, stopping my lady's mouth with her pretty hand. + +“And Harry is very good to look at,” says my lady, with her fond eyes +regarding the young man. + +“If 'tis good to see a happy face,” says he, “you see that.” My lady +said, “Amen,” with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her dear lord +rose up and rebuked her back again into sadness; for her face lost the +smile, and resumed its look of melancholy. + +“Why, Harry, how fine we look in our scarlet and silver, and our black +periwig,” cries my lord. “Mother, I am tired of my own hair. When shall +I have a peruke? Where did you get your steenkirk, Harry?” + +“It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace,” says Harry; “she gave me this and +a number of other fine things.” + +“My Lady Dowager isn't such a bad woman,” my lord continued. + +“She's not so--so red as she's painted,” says Miss Beatrix. + +Her brother broke into a laugh. “I'll tell her you said so; by the Lord, +Trix, I will,” he cries out. + +“She'll know that you hadn't the wit to say it, my lord,” says Miss +Beatrix. + +“We won't quarrel the first day Harry's here, will we, mother?” said the +young lord. “We'll see if we can get on to the new year without a fight. +Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes the tankard; no, it's +Pincot with the tea.” + +“Will the Captain choose a dish?” asked Mistress Beatrix. + +“I say, Harry,” my lord goes on, “I'll show thee my horses after +breakfast; and we'll go a bird-netting to-night, and on Monday there's a +cock-match at Winchester--do you love cock-fighting, Harry?--between +the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of Hampshire, at ten pound the +battle, and fifty pound the odd battle to show one-and-twenty cocks.” + +“And what will you do, Beatrix, to amuse our kinsman?” asks my lady. + +“I'll listen to him,” says Beatrix. “I am sure he has a hundred things +to tell us. And I'm jealous already of the Spanish ladies. Was that +a beautiful nun at Cadiz that you rescued from the soldiers? Your man +talked of it last night in the kitchen, and Mrs. Betty told me this +morning as she combed my hair. And he says you must be in love, for you +sat on deck all night, and scribbled verses all day in your tablebook.” + Harry thought if he had wanted a subject for verses yesterday, to-day he +had found one: and not all the Lindamiras and Ardelias of the poets were +half so beautiful as this young creature; but he did not say so, though +some one did for him. + +This was his dear lady, who, after the meal was over, and the young +people were gone, began talking of her children with Mr. Esmond, and of +the characters of one and the other, and of her hopes and fears for +both of them. “'Tis not while they are at home,” she said, “and in their +mother's nest, I fear for them--'tis when they are gone into the world, +whither I shall not be able to follow them. Beatrix will begin her +service next year. You may have heard a rumor about--about my Lord +Blandford. They were both children; and it is but idle talk. I know my +kinswoman would never let him make such a poor marriage as our Beatrix +would be. There's scarce a princess in Europe that she thinks is good +enough for him or for her ambition.” + +“There's not a princess in Europe to compare with her,” says Esmond. + +“In beauty? No, perhaps not,” answered my lady. “She is most beautiful, +isn't she? 'Tis not a mother's partiality that deceives me. I marked +you yesterday when she came down the stair: and read it in your face. +We look when you don't fancy us looking, and see better than you think, +dear Harry: and just now when they spoke about your poems--you writ +pretty lines when you were but a boy--you thought Beatrix was a pretty +subject for verse, did not you, Harry?” (The gentleman could only blush +for a reply.) “And so she is--nor are you the first her pretty face has +captivated. 'Tis quickly done. Such a pair of bright eyes as hers learn +their power very soon, and use it very early.” And, looking at him +keenly with hers, the fair widow left him. + +And so it is--a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances suffice to +subdue a man; to enslave him, and inflame him; to make him even forget; +they dazzle him so that the past becomes straightway dim to him; and he +so prizes them that he would give all his life to possess 'em. What is +the fond love of dearest friends compared to this treasure? Is memory as +strong as expectancy? fruition, as hunger? gratitude, as desire? I have +looked at royal diamonds in the jewel-rooms in Europe, and thought how +wars have been made about 'em; Mogul sovereigns deposed and strangled +for them, or ransomed with them; millions expended to buy them; and +daring lives lost in digging out the little shining toys that I value +no more than the button in my hat. And so there are other glittering +baubles (of rare water too) for which men have been set to kill and +quarrel ever since mankind began; and which last but for a score of +years, when their sparkle is over. Where are those jewels now that +beamed under Cleopatra's forehead, or shone in the sockets of Helen? + +The second day after Esmond's coming to Walcote, Tom Tusher had leave +to take a holiday, and went off in his very best gown and bands to court +the young woman whom his Reverence desired to marry, and who was not +a viscount's widow, as it turned out, but a brewer's relict at +Southampton, with a couple of thousand pounds to her fortune: for honest +Tom's heart was under such excellent control, that Venus herself without +a portion would never have caused it to flutter. So he rode away on his +heavy-paced gelding to pursue his jog-trot loves, leaving Esmond to the +society of his dear mistress and her daughter, and with his young lord +for a companion, who was charmed, not only to see an old friend, but to +have the tutor and his Latin books put out of the way. + +The boy talked of things and people, and not a little about himself, in +his frank artless way. 'Twas easy to see that he and his sister had the +better of their fond mother, for the first place in whose affections, +though they fought constantly, and though the kind lady persisted that +she loved both equally, 'twas not difficult to understand that Frank was +his mother's darling and favorite. He ruled the whole household (always +excepting rebellious Beatrix) not less now than when he was a child +marshalling the village boys in playing at soldiers, and caning them +lustily too, like the sturdiest corporal. As for Tom Tusher, his +Reverence treated the young lord with that politeness and deference +which he always showed for a great man, whatever his age or his stature +was. Indeed, with respect to this young one, it was impossible not to +love him, so frank and winning were his manners, his beauty, his gayety, +the ring of his laughter, and the delightful tone of his voice. Wherever +he went, he charmed and domineered. I think his old grandfather the +Dean, and the grim old housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were as much his +slaves as his mother was: and as for Esmond, he found himself presently +submitting to a certain fascination the boy had, and slaving it like the +rest of the family. The pleasure which he had in Frank's mere company +and converse exceeded that which he ever enjoyed in the society of any +other man, however delightful in talk, or famous for wit. His presence +brought sunshine into a room, his laugh, his prattle, his noble beauty +and brightness of look cheered and charmed indescribably. At the least +tale of sorrow, his hands were in his purse, and he was eager with +sympathy and bounty. The way in which women loved and petted him, when, +a year or two afterwards, he came upon the world, yet a mere boy, and +the follies which they did for him (as indeed he for them), recalled +the career of Rochester, and outdid the successes of Grammont. His very +creditors loved him; and the hardest usurers, and some of the rigid +prudes of the other sex too, could deny him nothing. He was no more +witty than another man, but what he said, he said and looked as no +man else could say or look it. I have seen the women at the comedy at +Bruxelles crowd round him in the lobby: and as he sat on the stage more +people looked at him than at the actors, and watched him; and I remember +at Ramillies, when he was hit and fell, a great big red-haired Scotch +sergeant flung his halbert down, burst out a-crying like a woman, +seizing him up as if he had been an infant, and carrying him out of the +fire. This brother and sister were the most beautiful couple ever seen; +though after he winged away from the maternal nest this pair were seldom +together. + +Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last day +of the year), and so happy a one to Harry Esmond, that to enjoy it was +quite worth all the previous pain which he had endured and forgot, my +young lord, filling a bumper, and bidding Harry take another, drank to +his sister, saluting her under the title of “Marchioness.” + +“Marchioness!” says Harry, not without a pang of wonder, for he was +curious and jealous already. + +“Nonsense, my lord,” says Beatrix, with a toss of her head. My Lady +Viscountess looked up for a moment at Esmond, and cast her eyes down. + +“The Marchioness of Blandford,” says Frank. “Don't you know--hath not +Rouge Dragon told you?” (My lord used to call the Dowager of Chelsey by +this and other names.) “Blandford has a lock of her hair: the Duchess +found him on his knees to Mistress Trix, and boxed his ears, and said +Dr. Hare should whip him.” + +“I wish Mr. Tusher would whip you too,” says Beatrix. + +My lady only said: “I hope you will tell none of these silly stories +elsewhere than at home, Francis.” + +“'Tis true, on my word,” continues Frank: “look at Harry scowling, +mother, and see how Beatrix blushes as red as the silver-clocked +stockings.” + +“I think we had best leave the gentlemen to their wine and their talk,” + says Mistress Beatrix, rising up with the air of a young queen, tossing +her rustling flowing draperies about her, and quitting the room, +followed by her mother. + +Lady Castlewood again looked at Esmond, as she stooped down and kissed +Frank. “Do not tell those silly stories, child,” she said: “do not drink +much wine, sir; Harry never loved to drink wine.” And she went away, +too, in her black robes, looking back on the young man with her fair, +fond face. + +“Egad! it's true,” says Frank, sipping his wine with the air of a lord. +“What think you of this Lisbon--real Collares? 'Tis better than your +heady port: we got it out of one of the Spanish ships that came from +Vigo last year: my mother bought it at Southampton, as the ship was +lying there--the 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins.” + +“Why, I came home in that ship,” says Harry. + +“And it brought home a good fellow and good wine,” says my lord. “I say, +Harry, I wish thou hadst not that cursed bar sinister.” + +“And why not the bar sinister?” asks the other. + +“Suppose I go to the army and am killed--every gentleman goes to the +army--who is to take care of the women? Trix will never stop at home; +mother's in love with you,--yes, I think mother's in love with you. She +was always praising you, and always talking about you; and when she +went to Southampton, to see the ship, I found her out. But you see it is +impossible: we are of the oldest blood in England; we came in with the +Conqueror; we were only baronets,--but what then? we were forced into +that. James the First forced our great grandfather. We are above titles; +we old English gentry don't want 'em; the Queen can make a duke any day. +Look at Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings, what +were they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they, to turn up their noses at +us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at Agincourt, +and filled up the French King's cup after Poictiers? 'Fore George, sir, +why shouldn't Blandford marry Beatrix? By G--! he SHALL marry Beatrix, +or tell me the reason why. We'll marry with the best blood of England, +and none but the best blood of England. You are an Esmond, and you can't +help your birth, my boy. Let's have another bottle. What! no more? I've +drunk three parts of this myself. I had many a night with my father; you +stood to him like a man, Harry. You backed your blood; you can't help +your misfortune, you know,--no man can help that.” + +The elder said he would go in to his mistress's tea-table. The young +lad, with a heightened color and voice, began singing a snatch of a +song, and marched out of the room. Esmond heard him presently calling +his dogs about him, and cheering and talking to them; and by a hundred +of his looks and gestures, tricks of voice and gait, was reminded of the +dead lord, Frank's father. + +And so, the sylvester night passed away; the family parted long before +midnight, Lady Castlewood remembering, no doubt, former New Years' Eves, +when healths were drunk, and laughter went round in the company of him, +to whom years, past, and present, and future, were to be as one; and so +cared not to sit with her children and hear the Cathedral bells ringing +the birth of the year 1703. Esmond heard the chimes as he sat in his own +chamber, ruminating by the blazing fire there, and listened to the last +notes of them, looking out from his window towards the city, and the +great gray towers of the Cathedral lying under the frosty sky, with the +keen stars shining above. + +The sight of these brilliant orbs no doubt made him think of other +luminaries. “And so her eyes have already done execution,” thought +Esmond--“on whom?--who can tell me?” Luckily his kinsman was by, +and Esmond knew he would have no difficulty in finding out Mistress +Beatrix's history from the simple talk of the boy. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +FAMILY TALK. + + +What Harry admired and submitted to in the pretty lad his kinsman was +(for why should he resist it?) the calmness of patronage which my young +lord assumed, as if to command was his undoubted right, and all the +world (below his degree) ought to bow down to Viscount Castlewood. + +“I know my place, Harry,” he said. “I'm not proud--the boys at +Winchester College say I'm proud: but I'm not proud. I am simply Francis +James Viscount Castlewood in the peerage of Ireland. I might have been +(do you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl of Esmond in that of +England. The late lord refused the title which was offered to him by +my godfather, his late Majesty. You should know that--you are of our +family, you know you cannot help your bar sinister, Harry, my dear +fellow; and you belong to one of the best families in England, in spite +of that; and you stood by my father, and by G--! I'll stand by you. +You shall never want a friend, Harry, while Francis James Viscount +Castlewood has a shilling. It's now 1703--I shall come of age in 1709. +I shall go back to Castlewood; I shall live at Castlewood; I shall build +up the house. My property will be pretty well restored by then. The late +viscount mismanaged my property, and left it in a very bad state. +My mother is living close, as you see, and keeps me in a way hardly +befitting a peer of these realms; for I have but a pair of horses, a +governor, and a man that is valet and groom. But when I am of age, these +things will be set right, Harry. Our house will be as it should be. You +will always come to Castlewood, won't you? You shall always have your +two rooms in the court kept for you; and if anybody slights you, d--- +them! let them have a care of ME. I shall marry early--Trix will be a +duchess by that time, most likely; for a cannon ball may knock over his +grace any day, you know.” + +“How?” says Harry. + +“Hush, my dear!” says my Lord Viscount. “You are of the family--you are +faithful to us, by George, and I tell you everything. Blandford will +marry her--or”--and here he put his little hand on his sword--“you +understand the rest. Blandford knows which of us two is the best weapon. +At small-sword, or back-sword, or sword and dagger if he likes; I can +beat him. I have tried him, Harry; and begad he knows I am a man not to +be trifled with.” + +“But you do not mean,” says Harry, concealing his laughter, but not his +wonder, “that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the first man +of this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword's point?” + +“I mean to say that we are cousins by the mother's side, though that's +nothing to boast of. I mean to say that an Esmond is as good as a +Churchill; and when the King comes back, the Marquis of Esmond's sister +may be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the kingdom. There are +but two marquises in all England, William Herbert Marquis of Powis, and +Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and hark you, Harry,--now swear you +will never mention this. Give me your honor as a gentleman, for you ARE +a gentleman, though you are a--” + +“Well, well?” says Harry, a little impatient. + +“Well, then, when after my late viscount's misfortune, my mother went +up with us to London, to ask for justice against you all (as for Mohun, +I'll have his blood, as sure as my name is Francis Viscount Esmond)--we +went to stay with our cousin my Lady Marlborough, with whom we had +quarrelled for ever so long. But when misfortune came, she stood by her +blood:--so did the Dowager Viscountess stand by her blood,--so did +you. Well, sir, whilst my mother was petitioning the late Prince of +Orange--for I will never call him king--and while you were in prison, we +lived at my Lord Marlborough's house, who was only a little there, being +away with the army in Holland. And then . . . I say, Harry, you won't +tell, now?” + +Harry again made a vow of secrecy. + +“Well, there used to be all sorts of fun, you know: my Lady Marlborough +was very fond of us, and she said I was to be her page; and she got Trix +to be a maid of honor, and while she was up in her room crying, we used +to be always having fun, you know; and the Duchess used to kiss me, and +so did her daughters, and Blandford fell tremendous in love with Trix, +and she liked him; and one day he--he kissed her behind a door--he did +though,--and the Duchess caught him, and she banged such a box of the +ear both at Trix and Blandford--you should have seen it! And then she +said that we must leave directly, and abused my mamma who was cognizant +of the business; but she wasn't--never thinking about anything but +father. And so we came down to Walcote. Blandford being locked up, and +not allowed to see Trix. But I got at him. I climbed along the gutter, +and in through the window, where he was crying. + +“'Marquis,' says I, when he had opened it and helped me in, 'you know I +wear a sword,' for I had brought it. + +“'Oh, viscount,' says he--'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw himself +into my arms and burst out a-crying. 'I do love Mistress Beatrix so, +that I shall die if I don't have her.' + +“'My dear Blandford,' says I, 'you are young to think of marrying;' for +he was but fifteen, and a young fellow of that age can scarce do so, you +know. + +“'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' says he. 'I'll +never marry--no, never, never, never, marry anybody but her. No, not a +princess, though they would have me do it ever so. If Beatrix will wait +for me, her Blandford swears he will be faithful.' And he wrote a paper +(it wasn't spelt right, for he wrote 'I'm ready to SINE WITH MY BLODE,' +which, you know, Harry, isn't the way of spelling it), and vowing that +he would marry none other but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix +Esmond, only sister of his dearest friend Francis James, fourth Viscount +Esmond. And so I gave him a locket of her hair.” + +“A locket of her hair?” cries Esmond. + +“Yes. Trix gave me one after the fight with the Duchess that very day. +I am sure I didn't want it; and so I gave it him, and we kissed at +parting, and said--'Good-by, brother.' And I got back through the +gutter; and we set off home that very evening. And he went to King's +College, in Cambridge, and I'M going to Cambridge soon; and if he +doesn't stand to his promise (for he's only wrote once),--he knows I +wear a sword, Harry. Come along, and let's go see the cocking-match at +Winchester. + +“. . . . But I say,” he added, laughing, after a pause, “I don't think +Trix will break her heart about him. La bless you! whenever she sees +a man, she makes eyes at him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's +Crawley, and Anthony Henley of Airesford, were at swords drawn about +her, at the Winchester Assembly, a month ago.” + +That night Mr. Harry's sleep was by no means so pleasant or sweet as it +had been on the first two evenings after his arrival at Walcote. “So the +bright eyes have been already shining on another,” thought he, “and the +pretty lips, or the cheeks at any rate, have begun the work which they +were made for. Here's a girl not sixteen, and one young gentleman is +already whimpering over a lock of her hair, and two country squires +are ready to cut each other's throats that they may have the honor of a +dance with her. What a fool am I to be dallying about this passion, and +singeing my wings in this foolish flame. Wings!--why not say crutches? +'There is but eight years' difference between us, to be sure; but in +life I am thirty years older. How could I ever hope to please such a +sweet creature as that, with my rough ways and glum face? Say that I +have merit ever so much, and won myself a name, could she ever listen +to me? She must be my Lady Marchioness, and I remain a nameless bastard. +Oh! my master, my master!” (here he fell to thinking with a passionate +grief of the vow which he had made to his poor dying lord.) “Oh! my +mistress, dearest and kindest, will you be contented with the sacrifice +which the poor orphan makes for you, whom you love, and who so loves +you?” + +And then came a fiercer pang of temptation. “A word from me,” Harry +thought, “a syllable of explanation, and all this might be changed; but +no, I swore it over the dying bed of my benefactor. For the sake of him +and his; for the sacred love and kindness of old days; I gave my promise +to him, and may kind heaven enable me to keep my vow!” + +The next day, although Esmond gave no sign of what was going on in his +mind, but strove to be more than ordinarily gay and cheerful when he met +his friends at the morning meal, his dear mistress, whose clear eyes it +seemed no emotion of his could escape, perceived that something troubled +him, for she looked anxiously towards him more than once during the +breakfast, and when he went up to his chamber afterwards she presently +followed him, and knocked at his door. + +As she entered, no doubt the whole story was clear to her at once, +for she found our young gentleman packing his valise, pursuant to the +resolution which he had come to over-night of making a brisk retreat out +of this temptation. + +She closed the door very carefully behind her, and then leant against +it, very pale, her hands folded before her, looking at the young man, +who was kneeling over his work of packing. “Are you going so soon?” she +said. + +He rose up from his knees, blushing, perhaps, to be so discovered, in +the very act, as it were, and took one of her fair little hands--it was +that which had her marriage ring on--and kissed it. + +“It is best that it should be so, dearest lady,” he said. + +“I knew you were going, at breakfast. I--I thought you might stay. What +has happened? Why can't you remain longer with us? What has Frank told +you--you were talking together late last night?” + +“I had but three days' leave from Chelsey,” Esmond said, as gayly as he +could. “My aunt--she lets me call her aunt--is my mistress now! I owe +her my lieutenancy and my laced coat. She has taken me into high favor; +and my new General is to dine at Chelsey to-morrow--General Lumley, +madam--who has appointed me his aide-de-camp, and on whom I must have +the honor of waiting. See, here is a letter from the Dowager; the +post brought it last night; and I would not speak of it, for fear of +disturbing our last merry meeting.” + +My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that +was somewhat contemptuous. “I have no need to read the letter,” says +she--(indeed, 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey missive, in the +poor Dowager's usual French jargon, permitted him a longer holiday +than he said. “Je vous donne,” quoth her ladyship, “oui jour, pour vous +fatigay parfaictement de vos parens fatigans”)--“I have no need to read +the letter,” says she. “What was it Frank told you last night?” + +“He told me little I did not know,” Mr. Esmond answered. “But I have +thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the +name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am +allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed +your mind too--” + +“Yes, I did, Harry,” said she; “I thought of it; and think of it. I +would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe--yes, +than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who +would love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell.” + +“I know them,” said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. “I know +there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley +of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the +favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors +and to dance at her ladyship's wedding.” + +“Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me,” cried +out Lady Castlewood. “Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about +Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried +than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would +stoop to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to +have my girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between +son and parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain +such a meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you +the fault lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I +be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear +Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble--whose +headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was +jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no +words or prayers of mine can cure--only suffering, only experience, and +remorse afterwards. Oh! Henry, she will make no man happy who loves her. +Go away, my son: leave her: love us always, and think kindly of us: and +for me, my dear, you know that these walls contain all that I love in +the world.” + +In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond mistress +spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt others had warning +before his time, and since: and he benefited by it as most men do. + +My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry +could not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, but no +doubt my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won the match; +and he saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly over the +conquered Sussex gentlemen. + +As Esmond rode towards town his servant, coming up to him, informed him +with a grin, that Mistress Beatrix had brought out a new gown and blue +stockings for that day's dinner, in which she intended to appear, and +had flown into a rage and given her maid a slap on the face soon after +she heard he was going away. Mistress Beatrix's woman, the fellow said, +came down to the servants' hall crying, and with the mark of a blow +still on her cheek: but Esmond peremptorily ordered him to fall back +and be silent, and rode on with thoughts enough of his own to occupy +him--some sad ones, some inexpressibly dear and pleasant. + +His mistress, from whom he had been a year separated, was his dearest +mistress again. The family from which he had been parted, and which he +loved with the fondest devotion, was his family once more. If Beatrix's +beauty shone upon him, it was with a friendly lustre, and he could +regard it with much such a delight as he brought away after seeing the +beautiful pictures of the smiling Madonnas in the convent at Cadiz, when +he was despatched thither with a flag; and as for his mistress, 'twas +difficult to say with what a feeling he regarded her. 'Twas happiness to +have seen her; 'twas no great pang to part; a filial tenderness, a love +that was at once respect and protection, filled his mind as he thought +of her; and near her or far from her, and from that day until now, and +from now till death is past and beyond it, he prays that sacred flame +may ever burn. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I MAKE THE CAMPAIGN OF 1704. + + +Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been angry +at the abrupt leave of absence he took, she was mightily pleased at his +speedy return. + +He went immediately and paid his court to his new general, General +Lumley, who received him graciously, having known his father, and also, +he was pleased to say, having had the very best accounts of Mr. Esmond +from the officer whose aide-de-camp he had been at Vigo. During this +winter Mr. Esmond was gazetted to a lieutenancy in Brigadier Webb's +regiment of Fusileers, then with their colonel in Flanders; but being +now attached to the suite of Mr. Lumley, Esmond did not join his own +regiment until more than a year afterwards, and after his return from +the campaign of Blenheim, which was fought the next year. The campaign +began very early, our troops marching out of their quarters before the +winter was almost over, and investing the city of Bonn, on the Rhine, +under the Duke's command. His Grace joined the army in deep grief of +mind, with crape on his sleeve, and his household in mourning; and the +very same packet which brought the Commander-in-Chief over, brought +letters to the forces which preceded him, and one from his dear mistress +to Esmond, which interested him not a little. + +The young Marquis of Blandford, his Grace's son, who had been entered in +King's College in Cambridge, (whither my Lord Viscount had also gone, +to Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his governor,) had been seized with +small-pox, and was dead at sixteen years of age, and so poor Frank's +schemes for his sister's advancement were over, and that innocent +childish passion nipped in the birth. + +Esmond's mistress would have had him return, at least her letters hinted +as much; but in the presence of the enemy this was impossible, and +our young man took his humble share in the siege, which need not be +described here, and had the good luck to escape without a wound of any +sort, and to drink his general's health after the surrender. He was +in constant military duty this year, and did not think of asking for a +leave of absence, as one or two of his less fortunate friends did, who +were cast away in that tremendous storm which happened towards the +close of November, that “which of late o'er pale Britannia past” (as +Mr. Addison sang of it), and in which scores of our greatest ships and +15,000 of our seamen went down. + +They said that our Duke was quite heart-broken by the calamity which had +befallen his family; but his enemies found that he could subdue them, +as well as master his grief. Successful as had been this great General's +operations in the past year, they were far enhanced by the splendor of +his victory in the ensuing campaign. His Grace the Captain-General went +to England after Bonn, and our army fell back into Holland, where, in +April 1704, his Grace again found the troops, embarking from Harwich +and landing at Maesland Sluys: thence his Grace came immediately to the +Hague, where he received the foreign ministers, general officers, and +other people of quality. The greatest honors were paid to his Grace +everywhere--at the Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maestricht; the civil +authorities coming to meet his coaches: salvos of cannon saluting him, +canopies of state being erected for him where he stopped, and feasts +prepared for the numerous gentlemen following in his suite. His Grace +reviewed the troops of the States-General between Liege and Maestricht, +and afterwards the English forces, under the command of General +Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. Every preparation was made for a long +march; and the army heard, with no small elation, that it was the +Commander-in-Chief's intention to carry the war out of the Low +Countries, and to march on the Mozelle. Before leaving our camp at +Maestricht, we heard that the French, under the Marshal Villeroy, were +also bound towards the Mozelle. + +Towards the end of May, the army reached Coblentz; and next day, his +Grace, and the generals accompanying him, went to visit the Elector of +Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, the horse and dragoons passing +the Rhine whilst the Duke was entertained at a grand feast by the +Elector. All as yet was novelty, festivity, and splendor--a brilliant +march of a great and glorious army through a friendly country, and +sure through some of the most beautiful scenes of nature which I ever +witnessed. + +The foot and artillery, following after the horse as quick as possible, +crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein, and so to Castel, over against +Mayntz, in which city his Grace, his generals, and his retinue were +received at the landing-place by the Elector's coaches, carried to +his Highness's palace amidst the thunder of cannon, and then once more +magnificently entertained. Gidlingen, in Bavaria, was appointed as the +general rendezvous of the army, and thither, by different routes, the +whole forces of English, Dutch, Danes, and German auxiliaries took their +way. The foot and artillery under General Churchill passed the Neckar, +at Heidelberg; and Esmond had an opportunity of seeing that city and +palace, once so famous and beautiful (though shattered and battered by +the French, under Turenne, in the late war), where his grandsire had +served the beautiful and unfortunate Electress-Palatine, the first King +Charles's sister. + +At Mindelsheim, the famous Prince of Savoy came to visit our commander, +all of us crowding eagerly to get a sight of that brilliant and intrepid +warrior; and our troops were drawn up in battalia before the Prince, +who was pleased to express his admiration of this noble English army. At +length we came in sight of the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, the +Brentz lying between the two armies. The Elector, judging that Donauwort +would be the point of his Grace's attack, sent a strong detachment of +his best troops to Count Darcos, who was posted at Schellenberg, near +that place, where great intrenchments were thrown up, and thousands of +pioneers employed to strengthen the position. + +On the 2nd of July his Grace stormed the post, with what success on our +part need scarce be told. His Grace advanced with six thousand foot, +English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of Imperial +Cuirassiers, the Duke crossing the river at the head of the cavalry. +Although our troops made the attack with unparalleled courage and +fury--rushing up to the very guns of the enemy, and being slaughtered +before their works--we were driven back many times, and should not have +carried them, but that the Imperialists came up under the Prince of +Baden, when the enemy could make no head against us: we pursued them +into the trenches, making a terrible slaughter there, and into the very +Danube, where a great part of his troops, following the example of their +generals, Count Darcos and the Elector himself, tried to save themselves +by swimming. Our army entered Donauwort, which the Bavarians evacuated; +and where 'twas said the Elector purposed to have given us a warm +reception, by burning us in our beds; the cellars of the houses, when we +took possession of them, being found stuffed with straw. But though the +links were there, the link-boys had run away. The townsmen saved their +houses, and our General took possession of the enemy's ammunition in the +arsenals, his stores, and magazines. Five days afterwards a great “Te +Deum” was sung in Prince Lewis's army, and a solemn day of thanksgiving +held in our own; the Prince of Savoy's compliments coming to his Grace +the Captain-General during the day's religious ceremony, and concluding, +as it were, with an Amen. + +And now, having seen a great military march through a friendly country; +the pomps and festivities of more than one German court; the severe +struggle of a hotly contested battle, and the triumph of victory, Mr. +Esmond beheld another part of military duty: our troops entering the +enemy's territory, and putting all around them to fire and sword; +burning farms, wasted fields, shrieking women, slaughtered sons and +fathers, and drunken soldiery, cursing and carousing in the midst of +tears, terror, and murder. Why does the stately Muse of History, that +delights in describing the valor of heroes and the grandeur of conquest, +leave out these scenes, so brutal, mean, and degrading, that yet form by +far the greater part of the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who +live at home at ease, and compliment yourselves in the songs of triumph +with which our chieftains are bepraised--you pretty maidens, that come +tumbling down the stairs when the fife and drum call you, and huzzah for +the British Grenadiers--do you take account that these items go to make +up the amount of the triumph you admire, and form part of the duties of +the heroes you fondle? Our chief, whom England and all Europe, saving +only the Frenchmen, worshipped almost, had this of the godlike in him, +that he was impassible before victory, before danger, before defeat. +Before the greatest obstacle or the most trivial ceremony; before a +hundred thousand men drawn in battalia, or a peasant slaughtered at the +door of his burning hovel; before a carouse of drunken German lords, or +a monarch's court or a cottage table, where his plans were laid, or an +enemy's battery, vomiting flame and death, and strewing corpses round +about him;--he was always cold, calm, resolute, like fate. He performed +a treason or a court-bow, he told a falsehood as black as Styx, as +easily as he paid a compliment or spoke about the weather. He took a +mistress, and left her; he betrayed his benefactor, and supported him, +or would have murdered him, with the same calmness always, and having +no more remorse than Clotho when she weaves the thread, or Lachesis when +she cuts it. In the hour of battle I have heard the Prince of Savoy's +officers say, the Prince became possessed with a sort of warlike fury; +his eyes lighted up; he rushed hither and thither, raging; he shrieked +curses and encouragement, yelling and harking his bloody war-dogs on, +and himself always at the first of the hunt. Our duke was as calm at the +mouth of the cannon as at the door of a drawing-room. Perhaps he could +not have been the great man he was, had he had a heart either for +love or hatred, or pity or fear, or regret or remorse. He achieved +the highest deed of daring, or deepest calculation of thought, as he +performed the very meanest action of which a man is capable; told a lie, +or cheated a fond woman, or robbed a poor beggar of a halfpenny, with a +like awful serenity and equal capacity of the highest and lowest acts of +our nature. + +His qualities were pretty well known in the army, where there were +parties of all politics, and of plenty of shrewdness and wit; but there +existed such a perfect confidence in him, as the first captain of the +world, and such a faith and admiration in his prodigious genius and +fortune, that the very men whom he notoriously cheated of their pay, the +chiefs whom he used and injured--(for he used all men, great and small, +that came near him, as his instruments alike, and took something of +theirs, either some quality or some property)--the blood of a soldier, it +might be, or a jewelled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, +or a portion out of a starving sentinel's three-farthings; or (when he +was young) a kiss from a woman, and the gold chain off her neck, taking +all he could from woman or man, and having, as I have said, this of the +godlike in him, that he could see a hero perish or a sparrow fall, with +the same amount of sympathy for either. Not that he had no tears; he +could always order up this reserve at the proper moment to battle; he +could draw upon tears or smiles alike, and whenever need was for using +this cheap coin. He would cringe to a shoeblack, as he would flatter a +minister or a monarch; be haughty, be humble, threaten, repent, weep, +grasp your hand, (or stab you whenever he saw occasion)--but yet those +of the army, who knew him best and had suffered most from him, admired +him most of all: and as he rode along the lines to battle or galloped +up in the nick of time to a battalion reeling from before the enemy's +charge or shot, the fainting men and officers got new courage as they +saw the splendid calm of his face, and felt that his will made them +irresistible. + +After the great victory of Blenheim the enthusiasm of the army for the +Duke, even of his bitterest personal enemies in it, amounted to a sort +of rage--nay, the very officers who cursed him in their hearts were +among the most frantic to cheer him. Who could refuse his meed of +admiration to such a victory and such a victor? Not he who writes: a man +may profess to be ever so much a philosopher; but he who fought on that +day must feel a thrill of pride as he recalls it. + +The French right was posted near to the village of Blenheim, on the +Danube, where the Marshal Tallard's quarters were; their line extending +through, it may be a league and a half, before Lutzingen and up to a +woody hill, round the base of which, and acting against the Prince of +Savoy, were forty of his squadrons. + +Here was a village that the Frenchmen had burned, the wood being, in +fact, a better shelter and easier of guard than any village. + +Before these two villages and the French lines ran a little stream, not +more than two foot broad, through a marsh (that was mostly dried up +from the heats of the weather), and this stream was the only separation +between the two armies--ours coming up and ranging themselves in line +of battle before the French, at six o'clock in the morning; so that our +line was quite visible to theirs; and the whole of this great plain was +black and swarming with troops for hours before the cannonading began. + +On one side and the other this cannonading lasted many hours. The French +guns being in position in front of their line, and doing severe damage +among our horse especially, and on our right wing of Imperialists under +the Prince of Savoy, who could neither advance his artillery nor his +lines, the ground before him being cut up by ditches, morasses, and very +difficult of passage for the guns. + +It was past mid-day when the attack began on our left, where Lord Cutts +commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the English army. +And now, as if to make his experience in war complete, our young +aide-de-camp having seen two great armies facing each other in line of +battle, and had the honor of riding with orders from one end to other +of the line, came in for a not uncommon accompaniment of military glory, +and was knocked on the head, along with many hundred of brave fellows, +almost at the very commencement of this famous day of Blenheim. A little +after noon, the disposition for attack being completed with much delay +and difficulty, and under a severe fire from the enemy's guns, that +were better posted and more numerous than ours, a body of English and +Hessians, with Major-General Wilkes commanding at the extreme left of +our line, marched upon Blenheim, advancing with great gallantry, the +Major-General on foot, with his officers, at the head of the column, and +marching, with his hat off, intrepidly in the face of the enemy, who was +pouring in a tremendous fire from his guns and musketry, to which our +people were instructed not to reply, except with pike and bayonet when +they reached the French palisades. To these Wilkes walked intrepidly, +and struck the woodwork with his sword before our people charged it. +He was shot down at the instant, with his colonel, major, and several +officers; and our troops cheering and huzzaing, and coming on, as they +did, with immense resolution and gallantry, were nevertheless stopped by +the murderous fire from behind the enemy's defences, and then attacked +in flank by a furious charge of French horse which swept out of +Blenheim, and cut down our men in great numbers. Three fierce and +desperate assaults of our foot were made and repulsed by the enemy; so +that our columns of foot were quite shattered, and fell back, scrambling +over the little rivulet, which we had crossed so resolutely an hour +before, and pursued by the French cavalry, slaughtering us and cutting +us down. + +And now the conquerors were met by a furious charge of English horse +under Esmond's general, General Lumley, behind whose squadrons the +flying foot found refuge, and formed again, whilst Lumley drove back the +French horse, charging up to the village of Blenheim and the palisades +where Wilkes, and many hundred more gallant Englishmen, lay in +slaughtered heaps. Beyond this moment, and of this famous victory, Mr. +Esmond knows nothing; for a shot brought down his horse and our young +gentleman on it, who fell crushed and stunned under the animal, and came +to his senses he knows not how long after, only to lose them again from +pain and loss of blood. A dim sense, as of people groaning round about +him, a wild incoherent thought or two for her who occupied so much of +his heart now, and that here his career, and his hopes, and misfortunes +were ended, he remembers in the course of these hours. When he woke up, +it was with a pang of extreme pain, his breastplate was taken off, his +servant was holding his head up, the good and faithful lad of Hampshire* +was blubbering over his master, whom he found and had thought dead, and +a surgeon was probing a wound in the shoulder, which he must have got +at the same moment when his horse was shot and fell over him. The battle +was over at this end of the field, by this time: the village was in +possession of the English, its brave defenders prisoners, or fled, +or drowned, many of them, in the neighboring waters of Donau. But for +honest Lockwood's faithful search after his master, there had no doubt +been an end of Esmond here, and of this his story. The marauders were +out riffling the bodies as they lay on the field, and Jack had brained +one of these gentry with the club-end of his musket, who had eased +Esmond of his hat and periwig, his purse, and fine silver-mounted +pistols which the Dowager gave him, and was fumbling in his pockets +for further treasure, when Jack Lockwood came up and put an end to the +scoundrel's triumph. + + * My mistress, before I went this campaign, sent me John + Lockwood out of Walcote, who hath ever since remained with + me.--H. E. + +Hospitals for our wounded were established at Blenheim, and here for +several weeks Esmond lay in very great danger of his life; the wound +was not very great from which he suffered, and the ball extracted by the +surgeon on the spot where our young gentleman received it; but a fever +set in next day, as he was lying in hospital, and that almost carried +him away. Jack Lockwood said he talked in the wildest manner during his +delirium; that he called himself the Marquis of Esmond, and seizing one +of the surgeon's assistants who came to dress his wounds, swore that he +was Madam Beatrix, and that he would make her a duchess if she would +but say yes. He was passing the days in these crazy fancies, and vana +somnia, whilst the army was singing “Te Deum” for the victory, and +those famous festivities were taking place at which our Duke, now made a +Prince of the Empire, was entertained by the King of the Romans and his +nobility. His Grace went home by Berlin and Hanover, and Esmond lost +the festivities which took place at those cities, and which his general +shared in company of the other general officers who travelled with our +great captain. When he could move, it was by the Duke of Wurtemberg's +city of Stuttgard that he made his way homewards, revisiting Heidelberg +again, whence he went to Manheim, and hence had a tedious but easy water +journey down the river of Rhine, which he had thought a delightful and +beautiful voyage indeed, but that his heart was longing for home, and +something far more beautiful and delightful. + +As bright and welcome as the eyes almost of his mistress shone the +lights of Harwich, as the packet came in from Holland. It was not +many hours ere he, Esmond, was in London, of that you may be sure, and +received with open arms by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who vowed, in her +jargon of French and English, that he had the air noble, that his pallor +embellished him, that he was an Amadis and deserved a Gloriana; and oh! +flames and darts! what was his joy at hearing that his mistress was come +into waiting, and was now with her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. +Esmond had told Jack Lockwood to get horses and they would ride for +Winchester that night, when he heard this news he countermanded the +horses at once; his business lay no longer in Hants; all his hope and +desire lay within a couple of miles of him in Kensington Park wall. Poor +Harry had never looked in the glass before so eagerly to see whether he +had the bel air, and his paleness really did become him; he never +took such pains about the curl of his periwig, and the taste of his +embroidery and point-lace, as now, before Mr. Amadis presented himself +to Madam Gloriana. Was the fire of the French lines half so murderous +as the killing glances from her ladyship's eyes? Oh! darts and raptures, +how beautiful were they! + +And as, before the blazing sun of morning, the moon fades away in the +sky almost invisible, Esmond thought, with a blush perhaps, of another +sweet pale face, sad and faint, and fading out of sight, with its sweet +fond gaze of affection; such a last look it seemed to cast as Eurydice +might have given, yearning after her lover, when Fate and Pluto summoned +her, and she passed away into the shades. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +AN OLD STORY ABOUT A FOOL AND A WOMAN. + + +Any taste for pleasure which Esmond had (and he liked to desipere in +loco, neither more nor less than most young men of his age) he could +now gratify to the utmost extent, and in the best company which the town +afforded. When the army went into winter quarters abroad, those of the +officers who had interest or money easily got leave of absence, and +found it much pleasanter to spend their time in Pall Mall and Hyde Park, +than to pass the winter away behind the fortifications of the dreary +old Flanders towns, where the English troops were gathered. Yachts and +packets passed daily between the Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; +the roads thence to London and the great inns were crowded with +army gentlemen; the taverns and ordinaries of the town swarmed with +red-coats; and our great Duke's levees at St. James's were as thronged +as they had been at Ghent and Brussels, where we treated him, and he us, +with the grandeur and ceremony of a sovereign. Though Esmond had been +appointed to a lieutenancy in the Fusileer regiment, of which that +celebrated officer, Brigadier John Richmond Webb, was colonel, he +had never joined the regiment, nor been introduced to its excellent +commander, though they had made the same campaign together, and been +engaged in the same battle. But being aide-de-camp to General Lumley, +who commanded the division of horse, and the army marching to its point +of destination on the Danube by different routes, Esmond had not fallen +in, as yet, with his commander and future comrades of the fort; and it +was in London, in Golden Square, where Major-General Webb lodged, that +Captain Esmond had the honor of first paying his respects to his friend, +patron, and commander of after days. + +Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman may +recollect his character, upon which he prided himself, I think, not a +little, of being the handsomest man in the army; a poet who writ a +dull copy of verses upon the battle of Oudenarde three years after, +describing Webb, says:-- + + “To noble danger Webb conducts the way, + His great example all his troops obey; + Before the front the general sternly rides, + With such an air as Mars to battle strides: + Propitious heaven must sure a hero save, + Like Paris handsome, and like Hector brave.” + +Mr. Webb thought these verses quite as fine as Mr. Addison's on the +Blenheim Campaign, and, indeed, to be Hector a la mode de Paris, was +part of this gallant gentleman's ambition. It would have been difficult +to find an officer in the whole army, or amongst the splendid courtiers +and cavaliers of the Maison du Roy, that fought under Vendosme and +Villeroy in the army opposed to ours, who was a more accomplished +soldier and perfect gentleman, and either braver or better-looking. +And if Mr. Webb believed of himself what the world said of him, and was +deeply convinced of his own indisputable genius, beauty, and valor, who +has a right to quarrel with him very much? This self-content of his kept +him in general good-humor, of which his friends and dependants got the +benefit. + +He came of a very ancient Wiltshire family, which he respected above all +families in the world: he could prove a lineal descent from King Edward +the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de Richmond, rode by William +the Conqueror's side on Hastings field. “We were gentlemen, Esmond,” he +used to say, “when the Churchills were horse-boys.” He was a very +tall man, standing in his pumps six feet three inches (in his great +jack-boots, with his tall fair periwig, and hat and feather, he could +not have been less than eight feet high). “I am taller than Churchill,” + he would say, surveying himself in the glass, “and I am a better made +man; and if the women won't like a man that hasn't a wart on his nose, +faith, I can't help myself, and Churchill has the better of me there.” + Indeed, he was always measuring himself with the Duke, and always asking +his friends to measure them. And talking in this frank way, as he would +do, over his cups, wags would laugh and encourage him; friends would +be sorry for him; schemers and flatterers would egg him on, and +tale-bearers carry the stories to headquarters, and widen the difference +which already existed there, between the great captain and one of the +ablest and bravest lieutenants he ever had. + +His rancor against the Duke was so apparent, that one saw it in the +first half-hour's conversation with General Webb; and his lady, who +adored her General, and thought him a hundred times taller, handsomer, +and braver than a prodigal nature had made him, hated the great Duke +with such an intensity as it becomes faithful wives to feel against +their husbands' enemies. Not that my Lord Duke was so yet; Mr. Webb had +said a thousand things against him, which his superior had pardoned; and +his Grace, whose spies were everywhere, had heard a thousand things more +that Webb had never said. But it cost this great man no pains to pardon; +and he passed over an injury or a benefit alike easily. + +Should any child of mine take the pains to read these his ancestor's +memoirs, I would not have him judge of the great Duke* by what a +contemporary has written of him. No man hath been so immensely lauded +and decried as this great statesman and warrior; as, indeed, no man ever +deserved better the very greatest praise and the strongest censure. If +the present writer joins with the latter faction, very likely a private +pique of his own may be the cause of his ill-feeling. + + * This passage in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a leaf + inserted into the MS. book, and dated 1744, probably after + he had heard of the Duchess's death. + +On presenting himself at the Commander-in-Chief's levee, his Grace had +not the least remembrance of General Lumley's aide-de-camp, and though +he knew Esmond's family perfectly well, having served with both lords +(my Lord Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in Flanders, and in +the Duke of York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, who was friendly +and serviceable to the (so-styled) legitimate representatives of the +Viscount Castlewood, took no sort of notice of the poor lieutenant +who bore their name. A word of kindness or acknowledgment, or a single +glance of approbation, might have changed Esmond's opinion of the great +man; and instead of a satire, which his pen cannot help writing, who +knows but that the humble historian might have taken the other side of +panegyric? We have but to change the point of view, and the greatest +action looks mean; as we turn the perspective-glass, and a giant appears +a pigmy. You may describe, but who can tell whether your sight is clear +or not, or your means of information accurate? Had the great man said +but a word of kindness to the small one (as he would have stepped out +of his gilt chariot to shake hands with Lazarus in rags and sores, if he +thought Lazarus could have been of any service to him), no doubt Esmond +would have fought for him with pen and sword to the utmost of his might; +but my lord the lion did not want master mouse at this moment, and so +Muscipulus went off and nibbled in opposition. + +So it was, however, that a young gentleman, who, in the eyes of his +family, and in his own, doubtless, was looked upon as a consummate hero, +found that the great hero of the day took no more notice of him than +of the smallest drummer in his Grace's army. The Dowager at Chelsey was +furious against this neglect of her family, and had a great battle with +Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted on calling the Duchess). +Her Grace was now Mistress of the Robes to her Majesty, and one of the +greatest personages in this kingdom, as her husband was in all Europe, +and the battle between the two ladies took place in the Queen's +drawing-room. + +The Duchess, in reply to my aunt's eager clamor, said haughtily, that +she had done her best for the legitimate branch of the Esmonds, and +could not be expected to provide for the bastard brats of the family. + +“Bastards!” says the Viscountess, in a fury. “There are bastards among +the Churchills, as your Grace knows, and the Duke of Berwick is provided +for well enough.” + +“Madam,” says the Duchess, “you know whose fault it is that there are +no such dukes in the Esmond family too, and how that little scheme of a +certain lady miscarried.” + +Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was in waiting on the Prince, heard +the controversy between the ladies at court. “And faith,” says Dick, “I +think, Harry, thy kinswoman had the worst of it.” + +He could not keep the story quiet; 'twas all over the coffee-houses ere +night; it was printed in a News Letter before a month was over, and “The +reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Popish Lady of the +Court, once a favorite of the late K--- J-m-s,” was printed in half a +dozen places, with a note stating that “this duchess, when the head +of this lady's family came by his death lately in a fatal duel, never +rested until she got a pension for the orphan heir, and widow, from her +Majesty's bounty.” The squabble did not advance poor Esmond's promotion +much, and indeed made him so ashamed of himself that he dared not show +his face at the Commander-in-Chief's levees again. + +During those eighteen months which had passed since Esmond saw his dear +mistress, her good father, the old Dean, quitted this life, firm in his +principles to the very last, and enjoining his family always to remember +that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, was their rightful +sovereign. He made a very edifying end, as his daughter told Esmond, and +not a little to her surprise, after his death (for he had lived always +very poorly) my lady found that her father had left no less a sum than +3,000L. behind him, which he bequeathed to her. + +With this little fortune Lady Castlewood was enabled, when her +daughter's turn at Court came, to come to London, where she took a small +genteel house at Kensington, in the neighborhood of the Court, bringing +her children with her, and here it was that Esmond found his friends. + +As for the young lord, his university career had ended rather abruptly. +Honest Tusher, his governor, had found my young gentleman quite +ungovernable. My lord worried his life away with tricks; and broke out, +as home-bred lads will, into a hundred youthful extravagances, so that +Dr. Bentley, the new master of Trinity, thought fit to write to the +Viscountess Castlewood, my lord's mother, and beg her to remove the +young nobleman from a college where he declined to learn, and where he +only did harm by his riotous example. Indeed, I believe he nearly set +fire to Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college, +which Sir Christopher Wren had lately built. He knocked down a +proctor's man that wanted to arrest him in a midnight prank; he gave +a dinner-party on the Prince of Wales's birthday, which was within +a fortnight of his own, and the twenty young gentlemen then present +sallied out after their wine, having toasted King James's health with +open windows, and sung cavalier songs, and shouted “God save the +King!” in the great court, so that the master came out of his lodge at +midnight, and dissipated the riotous assembly. + +This was my lord's crowning freak, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, domestic +chaplain to the Right Honorable the Lord Viscount Castlewood, finding +his prayers and sermons of no earthly avail to his lordship, gave up his +duties of governor; went and married his brewer's widow at Southampton, +and took her and her money to his parsonage house at Castlewood. + +My lady could not be angry with her son for drinking King James's +health, being herself a loyal Tory, as all the Castlewood family were, +and acquiesced with a sigh, knowing, perhaps, that her refusal would be +of no avail to the young lord's desire for a military life. She would +have liked him to be in Mr. Esmond's regiment, hoping that Harry might +act as a guardian and adviser to his wayward young kinsman; but my young +lord would hear of nothing but the Guards, and a commission was got for +him in the Duke of Ormond's regiment; so Esmond found my lord, ensign +and lieutenant, when he returned from Germany after the Blenheim +campaign. + +The effect produced by both Lady Castlewood's children when they +appeared in public was extraordinary, and the whole town speedily rang +with their fame: such a beautiful couple, it was declared, never had +been seen; the young maid of honor was toasted at every table and +tavern, and as for my young lord, his good looks were even more admired +than his sister's. A hundred songs were written about the pair, and +as the fashion of that day was, my young lord was praised in these +Anacreontics as warmly as Bathyllus. You may be sure that he accepted +very complacently the town's opinion of him, and acquiesced with that +frankness and charming good-humor he always showed in the idea that he +was the prettiest fellow in all London. + +The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never be got to acknowledge +that Mistress Beatrix was any beauty at all, (in which opinion, as it +may be imagined, a vast number of the ladies agreed with her), yet, on +the very first sight of young Castlewood, she owned she fell in love +with him: and Henry Esmond, on his return to Chelsey, found himself +quite superseded in her favor by her younger kinsman. The feat of +drinking the King's health at Cambridge would have won her heart, she +said, if nothing else did. “How had the dear young fellow got such +beauty?” she asked. “Not from his father--certainly not from his mother. +How had he come by such noble manners, and the perfect bel air? That +countrified Walcote widow could never have taught him.” Esmond had his +own opinion about the countrified Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace +and serene kindness, that had always seemed to him the perfection of +good breeding, though he did not try to argue this point with his aunt. +But he could agree in most of the praises which the enraptured old +dowager bestowed on my Lord Viscount, than whom he never beheld a more +fascinating and charming gentleman. Castlewood had not wit so much as +enjoyment. “The lad looks good things,” Mr. Steele used to say; “and +his laugh lights up a conversation as much as ten repartees from +Mr. Congreve. I would as soon sit over a bottle with him as with Mr. +Addison; and rather listen to his talk than hear Nicolini. Was ever +man so gracefully drunk as my Lord Castlewood? I would give anything to +carry my wine” (though, indeed, Dick bore his very kindly, and plenty +of it, too), “like this incomparable young man. When he is sober he is +delightful; and when tipsy, perfectly irresistible.” And referring to +his favorite, Shakspeare (who was quite out of fashion until Steele +brought him back into the mode), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to Prince +Hal, and was pleased to dub Esmond as ancient Pistol. + +The Mistress of the Robes, the greatest lady in England after the Queen, +or even before her Majesty, as the world said, though she never could be +got to say a civil word to Beatrix, whom she had promoted to her place +as maid of honor, took her brother into instant favor. When young +Castlewood, in his new uniform, and looking like a prince out of a fairy +tale, went to pay his duty to her Grace, she looked at him for a minute +in silence, the young man blushing and in confusion before her, then +fairly burst out a-crying, and kissed him before her daughters and +company. “He was my boy's friend,” she said, through her sobs. “My +Blandford might have been like him.” And everybody saw, after this mark +of the Duchess's favor, that my young lord's promotion was secure, and +people crowded round the favorite's favorite, who became vainer and +gayer, and more good-humored than ever. + +Meanwhile Madam Beatrix was making her conquests on her own side, and +amongst them was one poor gentleman, who had been shot by her young eyes +two years before, and had never been quite cured of that wound; he knew, +to be sure, how hopeless any passion might be, directed in that quarter, +and had taken that best, though ignoble, remedium amoris, a speedy +retreat from before the charmer, and a long absence from her; and not +being dangerously smitten in the first instance, Esmond pretty soon got +the better of his complaint, and if he had it still, did not know he had +it, and bore it easily. But when he returned after Blenheim, the young +lady of sixteen, who had appeared the most beautiful object his eyes had +ever looked on two years back, was now advanced to a perfect ripeness +and perfection of beauty, such as instantly enthralled the poor devil, +who had already been a fugitive from her charms. Then he had seen her +but for two days, and fled; now he beheld her day after day, and when +she was at Court watched after her; when she was at home, made one of +the family party; when she went abroad, rode after her mother's chariot; +when she appeared in public places, was in the box near her, or in the +pit looking at her; when she went to church was sure to be there, though +he might not listen to the sermon, and be ready to hand her to her chair +if she deigned to accept of his services, and select him from a score of +young men who were always hanging round about her. When she went away, +accompanying her Majesty to Hampton Court, a darkness fell over London. +Gods, what nights has Esmond passed, thinking of her, rhyming about her, +talking about her! His friend Dick Steele was at this time courting +the young lady, Mrs. Scurlock, whom he married; she had a lodging in +Kensington Square, hard by my Lady Castlewood's house there. Dick and +Harry, being on the same errand, used to meet constantly at Kensington. +They were always prowling about that place, or dismally walking thence, +or eagerly running thither. They emptied scores of bottles at the +“King's Arms,” each man prating of his love, and allowing the other to +talk on condition that he might have his own turn as a listener. Hence +arose an intimacy between them, though to all the rest of their friends +they must have been insufferable. Esmond's verses to “Gloriana at the +Harpsichord,” to “Gloriana's Nosegay,” to “Gloriana at Court,” appeared +this year in the Observator.--Have you never read them? They were +thought pretty poems, and attributed by some to Mr. Prior. + +This passion did not escape--how should it?--the clear eyes of Esmond's +mistress: he told her all; what will a man not do when frantic with +love? To what baseness will he not demean himself? What pangs will he +not make others suffer, so that he may ease his selfish heart of a part +of its own pain? Day after day he would seek his dear mistress, pour +insane hopes, supplications, rhapsodies, raptures, into her ear. She +listened, smiled, consoled, with untiring pity and sweetness. Esmond was +the eldest of her children, so she was pleased to say; and as for her +kindness, who ever had or would look for aught else from one who was +an angel of goodness and pity? After what has been said, 'tis needless +almost to add that poor Esmond's suit was unsuccessful. What was a +nameless, penniless lieutenant to do, when some of the greatest in +the land were in the field? Esmond never so much as thought of asking +permission to hope so far above his reach as he knew this prize was +and passed his foolish, useless life in mere abject sighs and impotent +longing. What nights of rage, what days of torment, of passionate +unfulfilled desire, of sickening jealousy can he recall! Beatrix +thought no more of him than of the lackey that followed her chair. His +complaints did not touch her in the least; his raptures rather fatigued +her; she cared for his verses no more than for Dan Chaucer's, who's +dead these ever so many hundred years; she did not hate him; she rather +despised him, and just suffered him. + +One day, after talking to Beatrix's mother, his dear, fond, constant +mistress--for hours--for all day long--pouring out his flame and his +passion, his despair and rage, returning again and again to the theme, +pacing the room, tearing up the flowers on the table, twisting and +breaking into bits the wax out of the stand-dish, and performing a +hundred mad freaks of passionate folly; seeing his mistress at last +quite pale and tired out with sheer weariness of compassion, and +watching over his fever for the hundredth time, Esmond seized up his +hat, and took his leave. As he got into Kensington Square, a sense of +remorse came over him for the wearisome pain he had been inflicting upon +the dearest and kindest friend ever man had. He went back to the house, +where the servant still stood at the open door, ran up the stairs, and +found his mistress where he had left her in the embrasure of the window, +looking over the fields towards Chelsey. She laughed, wiping away at the +same time the tears which were in her kind eyes; he flung himself down +on his knees, and buried his head in her lap. She had in her hand the +stalk of one of the flowers, a pink, that he had torn to pieces. “Oh, +pardon me, pardon me, my dearest and kindest,” he said; “I am in hell, +and you are the angel that brings me a drop of water.” + +“I am your mother, you are my son, and I love you always,” she said, +holding her hands over him: and he went away comforted and humbled in +mind, as he thought of that amazing and constant love and tenderness +with which this sweet lady ever blessed and pursued him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE FAMOUS MR. JOSEPH ADDISON. + + +The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard a very +splendid dinner daily at St. James's, at either of which ordinaries +Esmond was free to dine. Dick Steele liked the Guard-table better than +his own at the gentlemen ushers', where there was less wine and more +ceremony; and Esmond had many a jolly afternoon in company of his +friend, and a hundred times at least saw Dick into his chair. If there +is verity in wine, according to the old adage, what an amiable-natured +character Dick's must have been! In proportion as he took in wine he +overflowed with kindness. His talk was not witty so much as charming. +He never said a word that could anger anybody, and only became the more +benevolent the more tipsy he grew. Many of the wags derided the poor +fellow in his cups, and chose him as a butt for their satire: but there +was a kindness about him, and a sweet playful fancy, that seemed to +Esmond far more charming than the pointed talk of the brightest wits, +with their elaborate repartees and affected severities. I think +Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those famous beaux-esprits of the +coffee-houses (Mr. William Congreve, for instance, when his gout and +his grandeur permitted him to come among us) would make many brilliant +hits--half a dozen in a night sometimes--but, like sharp-shooters, when +they had fired their shot, they were obliged to retire under cover till +their pieces were loaded again, and wait till they got another chance at +their enemy; whereas Dick never thought that his bottle companion was a +butt to aim at--only a friend to shake by the hand. The poor fellow had +half the town in his confidence; everybody knew everything about his +loves and his debts, his creditors or his mistress's obduracy. When +Esmond first came on to the town, honest Dick was all flames and +raptures for a young lady, a West India fortune, whom he married. In a +couple of years the lady was dead, the fortune was all but spent, and +the honest widower was as eager in pursuit of a new paragon of beauty, +as if he had never courted and married and buried the last one. + +Quitting the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when by chance Dick had a +sober fit upon him, he and his friend were making their way down Germain +Street, and Dick all of a sudden left his companion's arm, and ran after +a gentleman who was poring over a folio volume at the book-shop near to +St. James's Church. He was a fair, tall man, in a snuff-colored suit, +with a plain sword, very sober, and almost shabby in appearance--at +least when compared to Captain Steele, who loved to adorn his jolly +round person with the finest of clothes, and shone in scarlet and gold +lace. The Captain rushed up, then, to the student of the book-stall, +took him in his arms, hugged him, and would have kissed him--for Dick +was always hugging and bussing his friends--but the other stepped +back with a flush on his pale face, seeming to decline this public +manifestation of Steele's regard. + +“My dearest Joe, where hast thou hidden thyself this age?” cries the +Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; “I have been languishing +for thee this fortnight.” + +“A fortnight is not an age, Dick,” says the other, very good-humoredly. +(He had light blue eyes, extraordinary bright, and a face perfectly +regular and handsome, like a tinted statue.) “And I have been hiding +myself--where do you think?” + +“What! not across the water, my dear Joe?” says Steele, with a look of +great alarm: “thou knowest I have always--” + +“No,” says his friend, interrupting him with a smile: “we are not come +to such straits as that, Dick. I have been hiding, sir, at a place where +people never think of finding you--at my own lodgings, whither I am +going to smoke a pipe now and drink a glass of sack: will your honor +come?” + +“Harry Esmond, come hither,” cries out Dick. “Thou hast heard me talk +over and over again of my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?” + +“Indeed,” says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, “it is not from you only that I +have learnt to admire Mr. Addison. We loved good poetry at Cambridge as +well as at Oxford; and I have some of yours by heart, though I have put +on a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' +shall I go on, sir?” says Mr. Esmond, who, indeed, had read and loved +the charming Latin poems of Mr. Addison, as every scholar of that time +knew and admired them. + +“This is Captain Esmond who was at Blenheim,” says Steele. + +“Lieutenant Esmond,” says the other, with a low bow, “at Mr. Addison's +service. + +“I have heard of you,” says Mr. Addison, with a smile; as, indeed, +everybody about town had heard that unlucky story about Esmond's dowager +aunt and the Duchess. + +“We were going to the 'George' to take a bottle before the play,” says +Steele: “wilt thou be one, Joe?” + +Mr. Addison said his own lodgings were hard by, where he was still rich +enough to give a good bottle of wine to his friends; and invited the +two gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, whither we accordingly +went. + +“I shall get credit with my landlady,” says he, with a smile, “when she +sees two such fine gentlemen as you come up my stair.” And he politely +made his visitors welcome to his apartment, which was indeed but a +shabby one, though no grandee of the land could receive his guests with +a more perfect and courtly grace than this gentleman. A frugal dinner, +consisting of a slice of meat and a penny loaf, was awaiting the owner +of the lodgings. “My wine is better than my meat,” says Mr. Addison; +“my Lord Halifax sent me the Burgundy.” And he set a bottle and glasses +before his friends, and ate his simple dinner in a very few minutes, +after which the three fell to, and began to drink. “You see,” says Mr. +Addison, pointing to his writing-table, whereon was a map of the action +at Hochstedt, and several other gazettes and pamphlets relating to the +battle, “that I, too, am busy about your affairs, Captain. I am engaged +as a poetical gazetteer, to say truth, and am writing a poem on the +campaign.” + +So Esmond, at the request of his host, told him what he knew about the +famous battle, drew the river on the table aliquo mero, and with the aid +of some bits of tobacco-pipe showed the advance of the left wing, where +he had been engaged. + +A sheet or two of the verses lay already on the table beside our bottles +and glasses, and Dick having plentifully refreshed himself from the +latter, took up the pages of manuscript, writ out with scarce a blot or +correction, in the author's slim, neat handwriting, and began to read +therefrom with great emphasis and volubility. At pauses of the verse, +the enthusiastic reader stopped and fired off a great salvo of applause. + +Esmond smiled at the enthusiasm of Addison's friend. “You are like the +German Burghers,” says he, “and the Princes on the Mozelle: when our +army came to a halt, they always sent a deputation to compliment the +chief, and fired a salute with all their artillery from their walls.” + +“And drunk the great chiefs health afterward, did not they?” says +Captain Steele, gayly filling up a bumper;--he never was tardy at that +sort of acknowledgment of a friend's merit. + +“And the Duke, since you will have me act his Grace's part,” says Mr. +Addison, with a smile, and something of a blush, “pledged his friends in +return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I drink to your Highness's +health,” and he filled himself a glass. Joseph required scarce more +pressing than Dick to that sort of amusement; but the wine never seemed +at all to fluster Mr. Addison's brains; it only unloosed his tongue: +whereas Captain Steele's head and speech were quite overcome by a single +bottle. + +No matter what the verses were, and, to say truth, Mr. Esmond found some +of them more than indifferent, Dick's enthusiasm for his chief +never faltered, and in every line from Addison's pen, Steele found +a master-stroke. By the time Dick had come to that part of the poem, +wherein the bard describes as blandly as though he were recording +a dance at the opera, or a harmless bout of bucolic cudgelling at a +village fair, that bloody and ruthless part of our campaign, with the +remembrance whereof every soldier who bore a part in it must sicken +with shame--when we were ordered to ravage and lay waste the Elector's +country; and with fire and murder, slaughter and crime, a great part of +his dominions was overrun; when Dick came to the lines-- + + “In vengeance roused the soldier fills his hand + With sword and fire, and ravages the land, + In crackling flames a thousand harvests burn, + A thousand villages to ashes turn. + To the thick woods the woolly flocks retreat, + And mixed with bellowing herds confusedly bleat. + Their trembling lords the common shade partake, + And cries of infants found in every brake. + The listening soldier fixed in sorrow stands, + Loth to obey his leader's just commands. + The leader grieves, by generous pity swayed, + To see his just commands so well obeyed;” + +by this time wine and friendship had brought poor Dick to a perfectly +maudlin state, and he hiccupped out the last line with a tenderness that +set one of his auditors a-laughing. + +“I admire the license of your poets,” says Esmond to Mr. Addison. (Dick, +after reading of the verses, was fain to go off, insisting on kissing +his two dear friends before his departure, and reeling away with his +periwig over his eyes.) “I admire your art: the murder of the campaign +is done to military music, like a battle at the opera, and the virgins +shriek in harmony, as our victorious grenadiers march into their +villages. Do you know what a scene it was?”--(by this time, perhaps, +the wine had warmed Mr. Esmond's head too,)--“what a triumph you are +celebrating? what scenes of shame and horror were enacted, over which +the commander's genius presided, as calm as though he didn't belong to +our sphere? You talk of the 'listening soldier fixed in sorrow,' the +'leader's grief swayed by generous pity;' to my belief the leader cared +no more for bleating flocks than he did for infants' cries, and many +of our ruffians butchered one or the other with equal alacrity. I was +ashamed of my trade when I saw those horrors perpetrated, which came +under every man's eyes. You hew out of your polished verses a stately +image of smiling victory; I tell you 'tis an uncouth, distorted, savage +idol; hideous, bloody, and barbarous. The rites performed before it are +shocking to think of. You great poets should show it as it is--ugly and +horrible, not beautiful and serene. Oh, sir, had you made the campaign, +believe me, you never would have sung it so.” + +During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking out of +his long pipe, and smiling very placidly. “What would you have?” says +he. “In our polished days, and according to the rules of art, 'tis +impossible that the Muse should depict tortures or begrime her hands +with the horrors of war. These are indicated rather than described; as +in the Greek tragedies, that, I dare say, you have read (and sure there +can be no more elegant specimens of composition), Agamemnon is slain, or +Medea's children destroyed, away from the scene;--the chorus occupying +the stage and singing of the action to pathetic music. Something of this +I attempt, my dear sir, in my humble way: 'tis a panegyric I mean to +write, and not a satire. Were I to sing as you would have me, the town +would tear the poet in pieces, and burn his book by the hands of the +common hangman. Do you not use tobacco? Of all the weeds grown on earth, +sure the nicotian is the most soothing and salutary. We must paint our +great Duke,” Mr. Addison went on, “not as a man, which no doubt he is, +with weaknesses like the rest of us, but as a hero. 'Tis in a triumph, +not a battle, that your humble servant is riding his sleek Pegasus. We +college poets trot, you know, on very easy nags; it hath been, time +out of mind, part of the poet's profession to celebrate the actions of +heroes in verse, and to sing the deeds which you men of war perform. I +must follow the rules of my art, and the composition of such a strain +as this must be harmonious and majestic, not familiar, or too near +the vulgar truth. Si parva licet: if Virgil could invoke the divine +Augustus, a humbler poet from the banks of the Isis may celebrate a +victory and a conqueror of our own nation, in whose triumphs every +Briton has a share, and whose glory and genius contributes to every +citizen's individual honor. When hath there been, since our Henrys' and +Edwards' days, such a great feat of arms as that from which you yourself +have brought away marks of distinction? If 'tis in my power to sing that +song worthily, I will do so, and be thankful to my Muse. If I fail as a +poet, as a Briton at least I will show my loyalty, and fling up my cap +and huzzah for the conqueror:-- + + “'Rheni pacator et Istri + Omnis in hoc uno variis discordia cessit + Ordinibus; laetatur eques, plauditque senator, + Votaque patricio certant plebeia favori.'” + +“There were as brave men on that field,” says Mr. Esmond (who never +could be made to love the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those +stories which he used to hear in his youth regarding that great chiefs +selfishness and treachery)--“there were men at Blenheim as good as the +leader, whom neither knights nor senators applauded, nor voices plebeian +or patrician favored, and who lie there forgotten, under the clods. What +poet is there to sing them?” + +“To sing the gallant souls of heroes sent to Hades!” says Mr. Addison, +with a smile. “Would you celebrate them all? If I may venture to +question anything in such an admirable work, the catalogue of the ships +in Homer hath always appeared to me as somewhat wearisome; what had the +poem been, supposing the writer had chronicled the names of captains, +lieutenants, rank and file? One of the greatest of a great man's +qualities is success; 'tis the result of all the others; 'tis a latent +power in him which compels the favor of the gods, and subjugates +fortune. Of all his gifts I admire that one in the great Marlborough. To +be brave? every man is brave. But in being victorious, as he is, I fancy +there is something divine. In presence of the occasion, the great +soul of the leader shines out, and the god is confessed. Death itself +respects him, and passes by him to lay others low. War and carnage flee +before him to ravage other parts of the field, as Hector from before the +divine Achilles. You say he hath no pity; no more have the gods, who are +above it, and superhuman. The fainting battle gathers strength at his +aspect; and, wherever he rides, victory charges with him.” + +A couple of days after, when Mr. Esmond revisited his poetic friend, he +found this thought, struck out in the fervor of conversation, improved +and shaped into those famous lines, which are in truth the noblest in +the poem of the “Campaign.” As the two gentlemen sat engaged in talk, +Mr. Addison solacing himself with his customary pipe, the little +maid-servant that waited on his lodging came up, preceding a gentleman +in fine laced clothes, that had evidently been figuring at Court or a +great man's levee. The courtier coughed a little at the smoke of the +pipe, and looked round the room curiously, which was shabby enough, as +was the owner in his worn, snuff-colored suit and plain tie-wig. + +“How goes on the magnum opus, Mr. Addison?” says the Court gentleman on +looking down at the papers that were on the table. + +“We were but now over it,” says Addison (the greatest courtier in the +land could not have a more splendid politeness, or greater dignity of +manner). “Here is the plan,” says he, “on the table: hac ibat Simois, +here ran the little river Nebel: hic est Sigeia tellus, here are +Tallard's quarters, at the bowl of this pipe, at the attack of which +Captain Esmond was present. I have the honor to introduce him to Mr. +Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was but now depicting aliquo proelia mixta mero, +when you came in.” In truth, the two gentlemen had been so engaged when +the visitor arrived, and Addison, in his smiling way, speaking of Mr. +Webb, colonel of Esmond's regiment (who commanded a brigade in the +action, and greatly distinguished himself there), was lamenting that he +could find never a suitable rhyme for Webb, otherwise the brigade should +have had a place in the poet's verses. “And for you, you are but a +lieutenant,” says Addison, “and the Muse can't occupy herself with any +gentleman under the rank of a field officer.” + +Mr. Boyle was all impatient to hear, saying that my Lord Treasurer +and my Lord Halifax were equally anxious; and Addison, blushing, began +reading of his verses, and, I suspect, knew their weak parts as well +as the most critical hearer. When he came to the lines describing the +angel, that + + “Inspired repulsed battalions to engage, + And taught the doubtful battle where to rage,” + +he read with great animation, looking at Esmond, as much as to say, +“You know where that simile came from--from our talk, and our bottle of +Burgundy, the other day.” + +The poet's two hearers were caught with enthusiasm, and applauded the +verses with all their might. The gentleman of the Court sprang up in +great delight. “Not a word more, my dear sir,” says he. “Trust me with +the papers--I'll defend them with my life. Let me read them over to my +Lord Treasurer, whom I am appointed to see in half an hour. I venture to +promise, the verses shall lose nothing by my reading, and then, sir, we +shall see whether Lord Halifax has a right to complain that his friend's +pension is no longer paid.” And without more ado, the courtier in lace +seized the manuscript pages, placed them in his breast with his ruffled +hand over his heart, executed a most gracious wave of the hat with the +disengaged hand, and smiled and bowed out of the room, leaving an odor +of pomander behind him. + +“Does not the chamber look quite dark?” says Addison, surveying it, +“after the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious +messenger? Why, he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. Esmond, +will bear any light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, how very worn +it looked under the glare of that splendor! I wonder whether they will +do anything for me,” he continued. “When I came out of Oxford into the +world, my patrons promised me great things; and you see where their +promises have landed me, in a lodging up two pair of stairs, with a +sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. Well, I suppose this promise will +go after the others, and fortune will jilt me, as the jade has been +doing any time these seven years. 'I puff the prostitute away,'” says +he, smiling, and blowing a cloud out of his pipe. “There is no hardship +in poverty, Esmond, that is not bearable; no hardship even in honest +dependence that an honest man may not put up with. I came out of the lap +of Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of me, and thinking to make +a figure in the world with the parts and learning which had got me no +small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and Isis and Charwell +are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. My reputation +ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note of me; and I learned +this at least, to bear up against evil fortune with a cheerful heart. +Friend Dick hath made a figure in the world, and has passed me in the +race long ago. What matters a little name or a little fortune? There is +no fortune that a philosopher cannot endure. I have been not unknown as +a scholar, and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, and teaching +a boy to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but possible--the +bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go back to Oxford; +and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a curate in a +cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my cottage in the +country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not poverty that's the hardest +to bear, or the least happy lot in life,” says Mr. Addison, shaking the +ash out of his pipe. “See, my pipe is smoked out. Shall we have another +bottle? I have still a couple in the cupboard, and of the right sort. No +more?--let us go abroad and take a turn on the Mall, or look in at the +theatre and see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick +is a good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on fire.” + +Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket had come up a +prodigious prize in the lottery of life. All the town was in an uproar +of admiration of his poem, the “Campaign,” which Dick Steele was +spouting at every coffee-house in Whitehall and Covent Garden. The wits +on the other side of Temple Bar saluted him at once as the greatest poet +the world had seen for ages; the people huzza'ed for Marlborough and +for Addison, and, more than this, the party in power provided for the +meritorious poet, and Addison got the appointment of Commissioner of +Excise, which the famous Mr. Locke vacated, and rose from this place to +other dignities and honors; his prosperity from henceforth to the end of +his life being scarce ever interrupted. But I doubt whether he was not +happier in his garret in the Haymarket, than ever he was in his splendid +palace at Kensington; and I believe the fortune that came to him in the +shape of the countess his wife was no better than a shrew and a vixen. + + +Gay as the town was, 'twas but a dreary place for Mr. Esmond, whether +his charmer was in or out of it, and he was glad when his general gave +him notice that he was going back to his division of the army which lay +in winter-quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear mistress bade him +farewell with a cheerful face; her blessing he knew he had always, and +wheresoever fate carried him. Mistress Beatrix was away in attendance on +her Majesty at Hampton Court, and kissed her fair fingertips to him, by +way of adieu, when he rode thither to take his leave. She received her +kinsman in a waiting-room, where there were half a dozen more ladies of +the Court, so that his high-flown speeches, had he intended to make +any (and very likely he did), were impossible; and she announced to her +friends that her cousin was going to the army, in as easy a manner as +she would have said he was going to a chocolate-house. He asked with +a rather rueful face, if she had any orders for the army? and she was +pleased to say that she would like a mantle of Mechlin lace. She made +him a saucy curtsy in reply to his own dismal bow. She deigned to kiss +her fingertips from the window, where she stood laughing with the other +ladies, and chanced to see him as he made his way to the “Toy.” The +Dowager at Chelsey was not sorry to part with him this time. “Mon cher, +vous etes triste comme un sermon,” she did him the honor to say to him; +indeed, gentlemen in his condition are by no means amusing companions, +and besides, the fickle old woman had now found a much more amiable +favorite, and raffoled for her darling lieutenant of the Guard. Frank +remained behind for a while, and did not join the army till later, in +the suite of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. His dear mother, on the +last day before Esmond went away, and when the three dined together, +made Esmond promise to befriend her boy, and besought Frank to take the +example of his kinsman as of a loyal gentleman and brave soldier, so +she was pleased to say; and at parting, betrayed not the least sign of +faltering or weakness, though, God knows, that fond heart was fearful +enough when others were concerned, though so resolute in bearing its own +pain. + +Esmond's general embarked at Harwich. 'Twas a grand sight to see Mr. +Webb dressed in scarlet on the deck, waving his hat as our yacht put +off, and the guns saluted from the shore. Harry did not see his viscount +again, until three months after, at Bois-le-Duc, when his Grace the Duke +came to take the command, and Frank brought a budget of news from home: +how he had supped with this actress, and got tired of that; how he had +got the better of Mr. St. John, both over the bottle, and with Mrs. +Mountford, of the Haymarket Theatre (a veteran charmer of fifty, with +whom the young scapegrace chose to fancy himself in love); how his +sister was always at her tricks, and had jilted a young baron for an +old earl. “I can't make out Beatrix,” he said; “she cares for none of +us--she only thinks about herself; she is never happy unless she is +quarrelling; but as for my mother--my mother, Harry, is an angel.” Harry +tried to impress on the young fellow the necessity of doing everything +in his power to please that angel; not to drink too much; not to go into +debt; not to run after the pretty Flemish girls, and so forth, as became +a senior speaking to a lad. “But Lord bless thee!” the boy said; “I +may do what I like, and I know she will love me all the same;” and +so, indeed, he did what he liked. Everybody spoiled him, and his grave +kinsman as much as the rest. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +I GET A COMPANY IN THE CAMPAIGN OF 1706. + + +On Whit-Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first came +under the fire of the enemy, whom we found posted in order of battle, +their lines extending three miles or more, over the high ground behind +the little Gheet river, and having on his left the little village of +Anderkirk or Autre-eglise, and on his right Ramillies, which has given +its name to one of the most brilliant and disastrous days of battle that +history ever hath recorded. + +Our Duke here once more met his old enemy of Blenheim, the Bavarian +Elector and the Marechal Villeroy, over whom the Prince of Savoy had +gained the famous victory of Chiari. What Englishman or Frenchman doth +not know the issue of that day? Having chosen his own ground, having +a force superior to the English, and besides the excellent Spanish and +Bavarian troops, the whole Maison-du-Roy with him, the most splendid +body of horse in the world,--in an hour (and in spite of the prodigious +gallantry of the French Royal Household, who charged through the centre +of our line and broke it,) this magnificent army of Villeroy was utterly +routed by troops that had been marching for twelve hours, and by the +intrepid skill of a commander, who did, indeed, seem in the presence of +the enemy to be the very Genius of Victory. + +I think it was more from conviction than policy, though that policy was +surely the most prudent in the world, that the great Duke always spoke +of his victories with an extraordinary modesty, and as if it was not so +much his own admirable genius and courage which achieved these amazing +successes, but as if he was a special and fatal instrument in the hands +of Providence, that willed irresistibly the enemy's overthrow. Before +his actions he always had the church service read solemnly, and +professed an undoubting belief that our Queen's arms were blessed and +our victory sure. All the letters which he writ after his battles +show awe rather than exultation; and he attributes the glory of these +achievements, about which I have heard mere petty officers and men +bragging with a pardonable vainglory, in nowise to his own bravery or +skill, but to the superintending protection of heaven, which he ever +seemed to think was our especial ally. And our army got to believe so, +and the enemy learnt to think so too; for we never entered into a battle +without a perfect confidence that it was to end in a victory; nor did +the French, after the issue of Blenheim, and that astonishing triumph of +Ramillies, ever meet us without feeling that the game was lost before it +was begun to be played, and that our general's fortune was irresistible. +Here, as at Blenheim, the Duke's charger was shot, and 'twas thought for +a moment he was dead. As he mounted another, Binfield, his master of the +horse, kneeling to hold his Grace's stirrup, had his head shot away by +a cannon-ball. A French gentleman of the Royal Household, that was a +prisoner with us, told the writer that at the time of the charge of +the Household, when their horse and ours were mingled, an Irish officer +recognized the Prince-Duke, and calling out--“Marlborough, Marlborough!” + fired his pistol at him a bout-portant, and that a score more carbines +and pistols were discharged at him. Not one touched him: he rode through +the French Curiassiers sword-in-hand, and entirely unhurt, and calm and +smiling, rallied the German Horse, that was reeling before the enemy, +brought these and twenty squadrons of Orkney's back upon them, and +drove the French across the river, again leading the charge himself, and +defeating the only dangerous move the French made that day. + +Major-General Webb commanded on the left of our line, and had his own +regiment under the orders of their beloved colonel. Neither he nor they +belied their character for gallantry on this occasion; but it was about +his dear young lord that Esmond was anxious, never having sight of him +save once, in the whole course of the day, when he brought an order from +the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When our horse, having charged round +the right flank of the enemy by Overkirk, had thrown him into entire +confusion, a general advance was made, and our whole line of foot, +crossing the little river and the morass, ascended the high ground where +the French were posted, cheering as they went, the enemy retreating +before them. 'Twas a service of more glory than danger, the French +battalions never waiting to exchange push of pike or bayonet with ours; +and the gunners flying from their pieces, which our line left behind us +as they advanced, and the French fell back. + +At first it was a retreat orderly enough; but presently the retreat +became a rout, and a frightful slaughter of the French ensued on this +panic: so that an army of sixty thousand men was utterly crushed and +destroyed in the course of a couple of hours. It was as if a hurricane +had seized a compact numerous fleet, flung it all to the winds, +shattered, sunk, and annihilated it: afflavit Deus, et dissipati sunt. +The French army of Flanders was gone, their artillery, their standards, +their treasure, provisions, and ammunition were all left behind them: +the poor devils had even fled without their soup-kettles, which are +as much the palladia of the French infantry as of the Grand Seignior's +Janissaries, and round which they rally even more than round their +lilies. + +The pursuit, and a dreadful carnage which ensued (for the dregs of a +battle, however brilliant, are ever a base residue of rapine, cruelty, +and drunken plunder,) was carried far beyond the field of Ramillies. + +Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, no doubt wanted to be among the +marauders himself and take his share of the booty; for when, the action +over, and the troops got to their ground for the night, the Captain bade +Lockwood get a horse, he asked, with a very rueful countenance, whether +his honor would have him come too; but his honor only bade him go about +his own business, and Jack hopped away quite delighted as soon as he +saw his master mounted. Esmond made his way, and not without danger +and difficulty, to his Grace's headquarters, and found for himself very +quickly where the aide-de-camps' quarters were, in an out-building of +a farm, where several of these gentlemen were seated, drinking and +singing, and at supper. If he had any anxiety about his boy, 'twas +relieved at once. One of the gentlemen was singing a song to a tune that +Mr. Farquhar and Mr. Gay both had used in their admirable comedies, and +very popular in the army of that day; and after the song came a chorus, +“Over the hills and far away;” and Esmond heard Frank's fresh voice, +soaring, as it were, over the songs of the rest of the young men--a +voice that had always a certain artless, indescribable pathos with it, +and indeed which caused Mr. Esmond's eyes to fill with tears now, out +of thankfulness to God the child was safe and still alive to laugh and +sing. + +When the song was over Esmond entered the room, where he knew several of +the gentlemen present, and there sat my young lord, having taken off +his cuirass, his waistcoat open, his face flushed, his long yellow +hair hanging over his shoulders, drinking with the rest; the youngest, +gayest, handsomest there. As soon as he saw Esmond, he clapped down his +glass, and running towards his friend, put both his arms round him and +embraced him. The other's voice trembled with joy as he greeted the +lad; he had thought but now as he stood in the court-yard under the +clear-shining moonlight: “Great God! what a scene of murder is here +within a mile of us; what hundreds and thousands have faced danger +to-day; and here are these lads singing over their cups, and the same +moon that is shining over yonder horrid field is looking down on Walcote +very likely, while my lady sits and thinks about her boy that is at the +war.” As Esmond embraced his young pupil now, 'twas with the feeling +of quite religious thankfulness and an almost paternal pleasure that he +beheld him. + +Round his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, that was made of small +brilliants and might be worth a hundred crowns. “Look,” says he, “won't +that be a pretty present for mother?” + +“Who gave you the Order?” says Harry, saluting the gentleman: “did you +win it in battle?” + +“I won it,” cried the other, “with my sword and my spear. There was a +mousquetaire that had it round his neck--such a big mousquetaire, as big +as General Webb. I called out to him to surrender, and that I'd give him +quarter: he called me a petit polisson and fired his pistol at me, and +then sent it at my head with a curse. I rode at him, sir, drove my sword +right under his arm-hole, and broke it in the rascal's body. I found +a purse in his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, and a bundle of +love-letters, and a flask of Hungary-water. Vive la guerre! there are +the ten pieces you lent me. I should like to have a fight every day;” + and he pulled at his little moustache and bade a servant bring a supper +to Captain Esmond. + +Harry fell to with a very good appetite; he had tasted nothing since +twenty hours ago, at early dawn. Master Grandson, who read this, do you +look for the history of battles and sieges? Go, find them in the proper +books; this is only the story of your grandfather and his family. Far +more pleasant to him than the victory, though for that too he may say +meminisse juvat, it was to find that the day was over, and his dear +young Castlewood was unhurt. + +And would you, sirrah, wish to know how it was that a sedate Captain +of Foot, a studious and rather solitary bachelor of eight or nine and +twenty years of age, who did not care very much for the jollities which +his comrades engaged in, and was never known to lose his heart in any +garrison-town--should you wish to know why such a man had so prodigious +a tenderness, and tended so fondly a boy of eighteen, wait, my good +friend, until thou art in love with thy schoolfellow's sister, and then +see how mighty tender thou wilt be towards him. Esmond's general and +his Grace the Prince-Duke were notoriously at variance, and the former's +friendship was in nowise likely to advance any man's promotion of whose +services Webb spoke well; but rather likely to injure him, so the army +said, in the favor of the greater man. However, Mr. Esmond had the good +fortune to be mentioned very advantageously by Major-General Webb in his +report after the action; and the major of his regiment and two of the +captains having been killed upon the day of Ramillies, Esmond, who was +second of the lieutenants, got his company, and had the honor of serving +as Captain Esmond in the next campaign. + +My lord went home in the winter, but Esmond was afraid to follow him. +His dear mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking him, as +mothers know how to thank, for his care and protection of her boy, +extolling Esmond's own merits with a great deal more praise than they +deserved; for he did his duty no better than any other officer; and +speaking sometimes, though gently and cautiously, of Beatrix. News came +from home of at least half a dozen grand matches that the beautiful maid +of honor was about to make. She was engaged to an earl, our gentleman of +St. James's said, and then jilted him for a duke, who, in his turn, had +drawn off. Earl or duke it might be who should win this Helen, Esmond +knew she would never bestow herself on a poor captain. Her conduct, it +was clear, was little satisfactory to her mother, who scarcely mentioned +her, or else the kind lady thought it was best to say nothing, and leave +time to work out its cure. At any rate, Harry was best away from the +fatal object which always wrought him so much mischief; and so he never +asked for leave to go home, but remained with his regiment that was +garrisoned in Brussels, which city fell into our hands when the victory +of Ramillies drove the French out of Flanders. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +I MEET AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN FLANDERS, AND FIND MY MOTHER'S GRAVE AND +MY OWN CRADLE THERE. + + +Being one day in the Church of St. Gudule, at Brussels, admiring the +antique splendor of the architecture (and always entertaining a great +tenderness and reverence for the Mother Church, that hath been as +wickedly persecuted in England as ever she herself persecuted in the +days of her prosperity), Esmond saw kneeling at a side altar an officer +in a green uniform coat, very deeply engaged in devotion. Something +familiar in the figure and posture of the kneeling man struck Captain +Esmond, even before he saw the officer's face. As he rose up, putting +away into his pocket a little black breviary, such as priests use, +Esmond beheld a countenance so like that of his friend and tutor of +early days, Father Holt, that he broke out into an exclamation of +astonishment and advanced a step towards the gentleman, who was making +his way out of church. The German officer too looked surprised when he +saw Esmond, and his face from being pale grew suddenly red. By this mark +of recognition, the Englishman knew that he could not be mistaken; and +though the other did not stop, but on the contrary rather hastily walked +away towards the door, Esmond pursued him and faced him once more, as +the officer, helping himself to holy water, turned mechanically towards +the altar, to bow to it ere he quitted the sacred edifice. + + +“My Father!” says Esmond in English. + +“Silence! I do not understand. I do not speak English,” says the other +in Latin. + +Esmond smiled at this sign of confusion, and replied in the same +language--“I should know my Father in any garment, black or white, +shaven or bearded;” for the Austrian officer was habited quite in the +military manner, and had as warlike a mustachio as any Pandour. + +He laughed--we were on the church steps by this time, passing through +the crowd of beggars that usually is there holding up little trinkets +for sale and whining for alms. “You speak Latin,” says he, “in the +English way, Harry Esmond; you have forsaken the old true Roman tongue +you once knew.” His tone was very frank, and friendly quite; the kind +voice of fifteen years back; he gave Esmond his hand as he spoke. + +“Others have changed their coats too, my Father,” says Esmond, glancing +at his friend's military decoration. + +“Hush! I am Mr. or Captain von Holtz, in the Bavarian Elector's service, +and on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. You can keep a +secret I know from old times.” + +“Captain von Holtz,” says Esmond, “I am your very humble servant.” + +“And you, too, have changed your coat,” continues the other in his +laughing way; “I have heard of you at Cambridge and afterwards: we have +friends everywhere; and I am told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge was as +good a fencer as he was a bad theologian.” (So, thinks Esmond, my old +maitre d'armes was a Jesuit, as they said.) + +“Perhaps you are right,” says the other, reading his thoughts quite as +he used to do in old days; “you were all but killed at Hochstedt of a +wound in the left side. You were before that at Vigo, aide-de-camp to +the Duke of Ormonde. You got your company the other day after Ramillies; +your general and the Prince-Duke are not friends; he is of the Webbs of +Lydiard Tregoze, in the county of York, a relation of my Lord St. John. +Your cousin, M. de Castlewood, served his first campaign this year in +the Guard; yes, I do know a few things, as you see.” + +Captain Esmond laughed in his turn. “You have indeed a curious +knowledge,” he says. A foible of Mr. Holt's, who did know more about +books and men than, perhaps, almost any person Esmond had ever met, +was omniscience; thus in every point he here professed to know, he was +nearly right, but not quite. Esmond's wound was in the right side, not +the left; his first general was General Lumley; Mr. Webb came out of +Wiltshire, not out of Yorkshire; and so forth. Esmond did not think fit +to correct his old master in these trifling blunders, but they served +to give him a knowledge of the other's character, and he smiled to think +that this was his oracle of early days; only now no longer infallible or +divine. + +“Yes,” continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, “for a man who has +not been in England these eight years, I know what goes on in London +very well. The old Dean is dead, my Lady Castlewood's father. Do you +know that your recusant bishops wanted to consecrate him Bishop +of Southampton, and that Collier is Bishop of Thetford by the same +imposition? The Princess Anne has the gout and eats too much; when the +King returns, Collier will be an archbishop.” + +“Amen!” says Esmond, laughing; “and I hope to see your Eminence no +longer in jack-boots, but red stockings, at Whitehall.” + +“You are always with us--I know that--I heard of that when you were at +Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount.” + +“And so was my father before me,” said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly at the +other, who did not, however, show the least sign of intelligence in his +impenetrable gray eyes--how well Harry remembered them and their look! +only crows' feet were wrinkled round them--marks of black old Time had +settled there. + +Esmond's face chose to show no more sign of meaning than the Father's. +There may have been on the one side and the other just the faintest +glitter of recognition, as you see a bayonet shining out of an ambush; +but each party fell back, when everything was again dark. + +“And you, mon capitaine, where have you been?” says Esmond, turning +away the conversation from this dangerous ground, where neither chose to +engage. + +“I may have been in Pekin,” says he, “or I may have been in +Paraguay--who knows where? I am now Captain von Holtz, in the service of +his Electoral Highness, come to negotiate exchange of prisoners with his +Highness of Savoy.” + +'Twas well known that very many officers in our army were well-affected +towards the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the throne was +undeniable, and whose accession to it, at the death of his sister, by +far the greater part of the English people would have preferred, to +the having a petty German prince for a sovereign, about whose cruelty, +rapacity, boorish manners, and odious foreign ways, a thousand stories +were current. It wounded our English pride to think that a shabby +High-Dutch duke, whose revenues were not a tithe as great as those of +many of the princes of our ancient English nobility, who could not speak +a word of our language, and whom we chose to represent as a sort +of German boor, feeding on train-oil and sour-crout, with a bevy of +mistresses in a barn, should come to reign over the proudest and most +polished people in the world. Were we, the conquerors of the Grand +Monarch, to submit to that ignoble domination? What did the Hanoverian's +Protestantism matter to us? Was it not notorious (we were told and led +to believe so) that one of the daughters of this Protestant hero was +being bred up with no religion at all, as yet, and ready to be made +Lutheran or Roman, according as the husband might be whom her parents +should find for her? This talk, very idle and abusive much of it was, +went on at a hundred mess-tables in the army; there was scarce an ensign +that did not hear it, or join in it, and everybody knew, or affected to +know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had relations with his nephew, +the Duke of Berwick ['twas by an Englishman, thank God, that we were +beaten at Almanza), and that his Grace was most anxious to restore the +royal race of his benefactors, and to repair his former treason. + +This is certain, that for a considerable period no officer in the +Duke's army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for entertaining or +proclaiming his loyalty towards the exiled family. When the Chevalier de +St. George, as the King of England called himself, came with the dukes +of the French blood royal, to join the French army under Vendosme, +hundreds of ours saw him and cheered him, and we all said he was like +his father in this, who, seeing the action of La Hogue fought between +the French ships and ours, was on the side of his native country during +the battle. But this, at least the Chevalier knew, and every one knew, +that, however well our troops and their general might be inclined +towards the prince personally, in the face of the enemy there was no +question at all. Wherever my Lord Duke found a French army, he would +fight and beat it, as he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, +where his Grace achieved another of his transcendent victories; and the +noble young prince, who charged gallantly along with the magnificent +Maison-du-Roy, sent to compliment his conquerors after the action. + +In this battle, where the young Electoral Prince of Hanover behaved +himself very gallantly, fighting on our side, Esmond's dear General +Webb distinguished himself prodigiously, exhibiting consummate skill +and coolness as a general, and fighting with the personal bravery of +a common soldier. Esmond's good-luck again attended him; he escaped +without a hurt, although more than a third of his regiment was killed, +had again the honor to be favorably mentioned in his commander's report, +and was advanced to the rank of major. But of this action there is +little need to speak, as it hath been related in every Gazette, and +talked of in every hamlet in this country. To return from it to the +writer's private affairs, which here, in his old age, and at a distance, +he narrates for his children who come after him. Before Oudenarde, after +that chance rencontre with Captain von Holtz at Brussels, a space of +more than a year elapsed, during which the captain of Jesuits and the +captain of Webb's Fusileers were thrown very much together. Esmond had +no difficulty in finding out (indeed, the other made no secret of it +to him, being assured from old times of his pupil's fidelity), that +the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. Germains, and that he +carried intelligence between great personages in our camp and that of +the French. “My business,” said he--“and I tell you, both because I can +trust you and your keen eyes have already discovered it--is between the +King of England and his subjects here engaged in fighting the French +king. As between you and them, all the Jesuits in the world will not +prevent your quarrelling: fight it out, gentlemen. St. George for +England, I say--and you know who says so, wherever he may be.” + +I think Holt loved to make a parade of mystery, as it were, and would +appear and disappear at our quarters as suddenly as he used to return +and vanish in the old days at Castlewood. He had passes between both +armies, and seemed to know (but with that inaccuracy which belonged to +the good Father's omniscience) equally well what passed in the French +camp and in ours. One day he would give Esmond news of a great feste +that took place in the French quarters, of a supper of Monsieur de +Rohan's, where there was play and violins, and then dancing and masques; +the King drove thither in Marshal Villars' own guinguette. Another day +he had the news of his Majesty's ague: the King had not had a fit these +ten days, and might be said to be well. Captain Holtz made a visit to +England during this time, so eager was he about negotiating prisoners; +and 'twas on returning from this voyage that he began to open himself +more to Esmond, and to make him, as occasion served, at their various +meetings, several of those confidences which are here set down all +together. + +The reason of his increased confidence was this: upon going to London, +the old director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, paid her ladyship a +visit at Chelsey, and there learnt from her that Captain Esmond was +acquainted with the secret of his family, and was determined never to +divulge it. The knowledge of this fact raised Esmond in his old tutor's +eyes, so Holt was pleased to say, and he admired Harry very much for his +abnegation. + +“The family at Castlewood have done far more for me than my own ever +did,” Esmond said. “I would give my life for them. Why should I grudge +the only benefit that 'tis in my power to confer on them?” The good +Father's eyes filled with tears at this speech, which to the other +seemed very simple: he embraced Esmond, and broke out into many admiring +expressions; he said he was a noble coeur, that he was proud of him, and +fond of him as his pupil and friend--regretted more than ever that he +had lost him, and been forced to leave him in those early times, when +he might have had an influence over him, have brought him into that +only true church to which the Father belonged, and enlisted him in the +noblest army in which a man ever engaged--meaning his own society of +Jesus, which numbers (says he) in its troops the greatest heroes the +world ever knew;--warriors brave enough to dare or endure anything, to +encounter any odds, to die any death--soldiers that have won triumphs a +thousand times more brilliant than those of the greatest general; that +have brought nations on their knees to their sacred banner, the Cross; +that have achieved glories and palms incomparably brighter than those +awarded to the most splendid earthly conquerors--crowns of immortal +light, and seats in the high places of heaven. + +Esmond was thankful for his old friend's good opinion, however little +he might share the Jesuit-father's enthusiasm. “I have thought of +that question, too,” says he, “dear Father,” and he took the other's +hand--“thought it out for myself, as all men must, and contrive to do +the right, and trust to heaven as devoutly in my way as you in yours. +Another six months of you as a child, and I had desired no better. I +used to weep upon my pillow at Castlewood as I thought of you, and I +might have been a brother of your order; and who knows,” Esmond added, +with a smile, “a priest in full orders, and with a pair of mustachios, +and a Bavarian uniform?” + +“My son,” says Father Holt, turning red, “in the cause of religion and +loyalty all disguises are fair.” + +“Yes,” broke in Esmond, “all disguises are fair, you say; and all +uniforms, say I, black or red,--a black cockade or a white one--or a +laced hat, or a sombrero, with a tonsure under it. I cannot believe that +St. Francis Xavier sailed over the sea in a cloak, or raised the dead--I +tried, and very nearly did once, but cannot. Suffer me to do the right, +and to hope for the best in my own way.” + +Esmond wished to cut short the good Father's theology, and succeeded; +and the other, sighing over his pupil's invincible ignorance, did not +withdraw his affection from him, but gave him his utmost confidence--as +much, that is to say, as a priest can give: more than most do; for he +was naturally garrulous, and too eager to speak. + +Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask, what he long wished +to know, and none could tell him, some history of the poor mother +whom he had often imagined in his dreams, and whom he never knew. He +described to Holt those circumstances which are already put down in the +first part of this story--the promise he had made to his dear lord, and +that dying friend's confession; and he besought Mr. Holt to tell him +what he knew regarding the poor woman from whom he had been taken. + +“She was of this very town,” Holt said, and took Esmond to see the +street where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was born. +“In 1676, when your father came hither in the retinue of the late king, +then Duke of York, and banished hither in disgrace, Captain Thomas +Esmond became acquainted with your mother, pursued her, and made a +victim of her; he hath told me in many subsequent conversations, which +I felt bound to keep private then, that she was a woman of great virtue +and tenderness, and in all respects a most fond, faithful creature. He +called himself Captain Thomas, having good reason to be ashamed of +his conduct towards her, and hath spoken to me many times with sincere +remorse for that, as with fond love for her many amiable qualities, he +owned to having treated her very ill: and that at this time his life was +one of profligacy, gambling, and poverty. She became with child of +you; was cursed by her own parents at that discovery; though she never +upbraided, except by her involuntary tears, and the misery depicted on +her countenance, the author of her wretchedness and ruin. + +“Thomas Esmond--Captain Thomas, as he was called--became engaged in a +gaming-house brawl, of which the consequence was a duel, and a wound so +severe that he never--his surgeon said--could outlive it. Thinking his +death certain, and touched with remorse, he sent for a priest of the +very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the same day, after +his making submission to our Church, was married to your mother a few +weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount Castlewood, Marquis of +Esmond, by King James's patent, which I myself took to your father, your +lordship was christened at St. Gudule by the same cure who married your +parents, and by the name of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, officier +Anglois, and Gertrude Maes. You see you belong to us from your birth, +and why I did not christen you when you became my dear little pupil at +Castlewood. + +“Your father's wound took a favorable turn--perhaps his conscience was +eased by the right he had done--and to the surprise of the doctors +he recovered. But as his health came back, his wicked nature, too, +returned. He was tired of the poor girl, whom he had ruined; and +receiving some remittance from his uncle, my lord the old viscount, then +in England, he pretended business, promised return, and never saw your +poor mother more. + +“He owned to me, in confession first, but afterwards in talk before your +aunt, his wife, else I never could have disclosed what I now tell you, +that on coming to London he writ a pretended confession to poor Gertrude +Maes--Gertrude Esmond--of his having been married in England previously, +before uniting himself with her; said that his name was not Thomas; +that he was about to quit Europe for the Virginian plantations, where, +indeed, your family had a grant of land from King Charles the First; +sent her a supply of money, the half of the last hundred guineas he had, +entreated her pardon, and bade her farewell. + +“Poor Gertrude never thought that the news in this letter might be +untrue as the rest of your father's conduct to her. But though a young +man of her own degree, who knew her history, and whom she liked before +she saw the English gentleman who was the cause of all her misery, +offered to marry her, and to adopt you as his own child, and give you +his name, she refused him. This refusal only angered her father, who had +taken her home; she never held up her head there, being the subject +of constant unkindness after her fall; and some devout ladies of her +acquaintance offering to pay a little pension for her, she went into a +convent, and you were put out to nurse. + +“A sister of the young fellow who would have adopted you as his son +was the person who took charge of you. Your mother and this person were +cousins. She had just lost a child of her own, which you replaced, your +own mother being too sick and feeble to feed you; and presently your +nurse grew so fond of you, that she even grudged letting you visit the +convent where your mother was, and where the nuns petted the little +infant, as they pitied and loved its unhappy parent. Her vocation became +stronger every day, and at the end of two years she was received as a +sister of the house. + +“Your nurse's family were silk-weavers out of France, whither they +returned to Arras in French Flanders, shortly before your mother took +her vows, carrying you with them, then a child of three years old. 'Twas +a town, before the late vigorous measures of the French king, full of +Protestants, and here your nurse's father, old Pastoureau, he with +whom you afterwards lived at Ealing, adopted the reformed doctrines, +perverting all his house with him. They were expelled thence by the +edict of his most Christian Majesty, and came to London, and set up +their looms in Spittlefields. The old man brought a little money with +him, and carried on his trade, but in a poor way. He was a widower; by +this time his daughter, a widow too, kept house for him, and his son +and he labored together at their vocation. Meanwhile your father had +publicly owned his conversion just before King Charles's death (in whom +our Church had much such another convert), was reconciled to my Lord +Viscount Castlewood, and married, as you know, to his daughter. + +“It chanced that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of brocade +to the mercer who employed him, on Ludgate Hill, met his old rival +coming out of an ordinary there. Pastoureau knew your father at once, +seized him by the collar, and upbraided him as a villain, who had +seduced his mistress, and afterwards deserted her and her son. Mr. +Thomas Esmond also recognized Pastoureau at once, besought him to calm +his indignation, and not to bring a crowd round about them; and bade +him to enter into the tavern, out of which he had just stepped, when +he would give him any explanation. Pastoureau entered, and heard the +landlord order the drawer to show Captain Thomas to a room; it was by +his Christian name that your father was familiarly called at his tavern +haunts, which, to say the truth, were none of the most reputable. + +“I must tell you that Captain Thomas, or my Lord Viscount afterwards, +was never at a loss for a story, and could cajole a woman or a dun with +a volubility, and an air of simplicity at the same time, of which many +a creditor of his has been the dupe. His tales used to gather +verisimilitude as he went on with them. He strung together fact after +fact with a wonderful rapidity and coherence. It required, saving your +presence, a very long habit of acquaintance with your father to know +when his lordship was l----,--telling the truth or no. + +“He told me with rueful remorse when he was ill--for the fear of death +set him instantly repenting, and with shrieks of laughter when he was +well, his lordship having a very great sense of humor--how in a half an +hour's time, and before a bottle was drunk, he had completely succeeded +in biting poor Pastoureau. The seduction he owned to: that he could not +help: he was quite ready with tears at a moment's warning, and shed them +profusely to melt his credulous listener. He wept for your mother even +more than Pastoureau did, who cried very heartily, poor fellow, as my +lord informed me; he swore upon his honor that he had twice sent money +to Brussels, and mentioned the name of the merchant with whom it was +lying for poor Gertrude's use. He did not even know whether she had +a child or no, or whether she was alive or dead; but got these facts +easily out of honest Pastoureau's answers to him. When he heard that +she was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, +should he survive his wife, whom he hated, and had been forced by a +cruel father to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude's son was +alive, and actually in London, 'I started,' says he; 'for then, damme, +my wife was expecting to lie in, and I thought should this old Put, my +father-in-law, run rusty, here would be a good chance to frighten him.' + +“He expressed the deepest gratitude to the Pastoureau family for the +care of the infant: you were now near six years old; and on Pastoureau +bluntly telling him, when he proposed to go that instant and see the +darling child, that they never wished to see his ill-omened face again +within their doors; that he might have the boy, though they should all +be very sorry to lose him; and that they would take his money, they +being poor, if he gave it; or bring him up, by God's help, as they had +hitherto done, without: he acquiesced in this at once, with a sigh, +said, 'Well, 'twas better that the dear child should remain with +friends who had been so admirably kind to him;' and in his talk to +me afterwards, honestly praised and admired the weaver's conduct and +spirit; owned that the Frenchman was a right fellow, and he, the Lord +have mercy upon him, a sad villain. + +“Your father,” Mr. Holt went on to say, “was good-natured with his money +when he had it; and having that day received a supply from his uncle, +gave the weaver ten pieces with perfect freedom, and promised him +further remittances. He took down eagerly Pastoureau's name and place of +abode in his table-book, and when the other asked him for his own, +gave, with the utmost readiness, his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, +Penzance, Cornwall; he said he was in London for a few days only on +business connected with his wife's property; described her as a shrew, +though a woman of kind disposition; and depicted his father as a Cornish +squire, in an infirm state of health, at whose death he hoped for +something handsome, when he promised richly to reward the admirable +protector of his child, and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' +he said to me in his strange laughing way, 'I ordered a piece of brocade +of the very same pattern as that which the fellow was carrying, and +presented it to my wife for a morning wrapper, to receive company after +she lay in of our little boy.' + +“Your little pension was paid regularly enough; and when your father +became Viscount Castlewood on his uncle's demise, I was employed to keep +a watch over you, and 'twas at my instance that you were brought home. +Your foster-mother was dead; her father made acquaintance with a woman +whom he married, who quarrelled with his son. The faithful creature came +back to Brussels to be near the woman he loved, and died, too, a few +months before her. Will you see her cross in the convent cemetery? The +Superior is an old penitent of mine, and remembers Soeur Marie Madeleine +fondly still.” + + +Esmond came to this spot in one sunny evening of spring, and saw, +amidst a thousand black crosses, casting their shadows across the grassy +mounds, that particular one which marked his mother's resting-place. +Many more of those poor creatures that lay there had adopted that same +name, with which sorrow had rebaptized her, and which fondly seemed to +hint their individual story of love and grief. He fancied her in tears +and darkness, kneeling at the foot of her cross, under which her cares +were buried. Surely he knelt down, and said his own prayer there, not +in sorrow so much as in awe (for even his memory had no recollection of +her), and in pity for the pangs which the gentle soul in life had +been made to suffer. To this cross she brought them; for this heavenly +bridegroom she exchanged the husband who had wooed her, the traitor +who had left her. A thousand such hillocks lay round about, the gentle +daisies springing out of the grass over them, and each bearing its +cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled in black, was kneeling hard by, at a +sleeping sister's bedside (so fresh made, that the spring had scarce +had time to spin a coverlid for it); beyond the cemetery walls you had +glimpses of life and the world, and the spires and gables of the city. A +bird came down from a roof opposite, and lit first on a cross, and then +on the grass below it, whence it flew away presently with a leaf in its +mouth: then came a sound as of chanting, from the chapel of the +sisters hard by; others had long since filled the place which poor Mary +Magdeleine once had there, were kneeling at the same stall, and hearing +the same hymns and prayers in which her stricken heart had found +consolation. Might she sleep in peace--might she sleep in peace; and we, +too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the earth is the Lord's +as the heaven is; we are alike his creatures here and yonder. I took a +little flower off the hillock and kissed it, and went my way, like +the bird that had just lighted on the cross by me, back into the world +again. Silent receptacle of death; tranquil depth of calm, out of reach +of tempest and trouble! I felt as one who had been walking below the +sea, and treading amidst the bones of shipwrecks. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE CAMPAIGN OF 1707, 1708. + + +During the whole of the year which succeeded that in which the glorious +battle of Ramillies had been fought, our army made no movement of +importance, much to the disgust of very many of our officers remaining +inactive in Flanders, who said that his Grace the Captain-General had +had fighting enough, and was all for money now, and the enjoyment of his +five thousand a year and his splendid palace at Woodstock, which was +now being built. And his Grace had sufficient occupation fighting his +enemies at home this year, where it began to be whispered that his favor +was decreasing, and his duchess losing her hold on the Queen, who was +transferring her royal affections to the famous Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. +Masham's humble servant, Mr. Harley. Against their intrigues, our Duke +passed a great part of his time intriguing. Mr. Harley was got out +of office, and his Grace, in so far, had a victory. But her Majesty, +convinced against her will, was of that opinion still, of which the poet +says people are when so convinced, and Mr. Harley before long had his +revenge. + +Meanwhile the business of fighting did not go on any way to the +satisfaction of Marlborough's gallant lieutenants. During all 1707, +with the French before us, we had never so much as a battle; our army in +Spain was utterly routed at Almanza by the gallant Duke of Berwick; and +we of Webb's, which regiment the young Duke had commanded before his +father's abdication, were a little proud to think that it was our +colonel who had achieved this victory. “I think if I had had Galway's +place, and my Fusileers,” says our General, “we would not have laid down +our arms, even to our old colonel, as Galway did;” and Webb's officers +swore if we had had Webb, at least we would not have been taken +prisoners. Our dear old general talked incautiously of himself and of +others; a braver or a more brilliant soldier never lived than he; but +he blew his honest trumpet rather more loudly than became a commander of +his station, and, mighty man of valor as he was, shook his great spear +and blustered before the army too fiercely. + +Mysterious Mr. Holtz went off on a secret expedition in the early part +of 1708, with great elation of spirits and a prophecy to Esmond that a +wonderful something was about to take place. This secret came out on +my friend's return to the army, whither he brought a most rueful and +dejected countenance, and owned that the great something he had been +engaged upon had failed utterly. He had been indeed with that luckless +expedition of the Chevalier de St. George, who was sent by the French +king with ships and an army from Dunkirk, and was to have invaded +and conquered Scotland. But that ill wind which ever opposed all the +projects upon which the Prince ever embarked, prevented the Chevalier's +invasion of Scotland, as 'tis known, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz +back into our camp again, to scheme and foretell, and to pry about as +usual. The Chevalier (the king of England, as some of us held him) went +from Dunkirk to the French army to make the campaign against us. The +Duke of Burgundy had the command this year, having the Duke of Berry +with him, and the famous Mareschal Vendosme and the Duke of Matignon to +aid him in the campaign. Holtz, who knew everything that was passing +in Flanders and France (and the Indies for what I know), insisted that +there would be no more fighting in 1708 than there had been in the +previous year, and that our commander had reasons for keeping him quiet. +Indeed, Esmond's general, who was known as a grumbler, and to have a +hearty mistrust of the great Duke, and hundreds more officers besides, +did not scruple to say that these private reasons came to the Duke +in the shape of crown-pieces from the French King, by whom the +Generalissimo was bribed to avoid a battle. There were plenty of men in +our lines, quidnuncs, to whom Mr. Webb listened only too willingly, who +could specify the exact sums the Duke got, how much fell to Cadogan's +share, and what was the precise fee given to Doctor Hare. + +And the successes with which the French began the campaign of 1708 +served to give strength to these reports of treason, which were in +everybody's mouth. Our general allowed the enemy to get between us and +Ghent, and declined to attack him, though for eight and forty hours the +armies were in presence of each other. Ghent was taken, and on the same +day Monsieur de la Mothe summoned Bruges; and these two great cities +fell into the hands of the French without firing a shot. A few days +afterwards La Mothe seized upon the fort of Plashendall: and it began +to be supposed that all Spanish Flanders, as well as Brabant, would fall +into the hands of the French troops; when the Prince Eugene arrived from +the Mozelle, and then there was no more shilly-shallying. + +The Prince of Savoy always signalized his arrival at the army by a great +feast (my Lord Duke's entertainments were both seldom and shabby): and +I remember our general returning from this dinner with the two +commanders-in-chief; his honest head a little excited by wine, which +was dealt out much more liberally by the Austrian than by the English +commander:--“Now,” says my general, slapping the table, with an oath, +“he must fight; and when he is forced to it, d--- it, no man in Europe +can stand up against Jack Churchill.” Within a week the battle of +Oudenarde was fought, when, hate each other as they might, Esmond's +general and the Commander-in-Chief were forced to admire each other, so +splendid was the gallantry of each upon this day. + +The brigade commanded by Major-General Webb gave and received about +as hard knocks as any that were delivered in that action, in which Mr. +Esmond had the fortune to serve at the head of his own company in his +regiment, under the command of their own Colonel as Major-General; and +it was his good luck to bring the regiment out of action as commander +of it, the four senior officers above him being killed in the prodigious +slaughter which happened on that day. I like to think that Jack +Haythorn, who sneered at me for being a bastard and a parasite of +Webb's, as he chose to call me, and with whom I had had words, shook +hands with me the day before the battle began. Three days before, poor +Brace, our Lieutenant-Colonel, had heard of his elder brother's death, +and was heir to a baronetcy in Norfolk, and four thousand a year. Fate, +that had left him harmless through a dozen campaigns, seized on him just +as the world was worth living for, and he went into action knowing, as +he said, that the luck was going to turn against him. The Major had just +joined us--a creature of Lord Marlborough, put in much to the dislike of +the other officers, and to be a spy upon us, as it was said. I know +not whether the truth was so, nor who took the tattle of our mess to +headquarters, but Webb's regiment, as its Colonel, was known to be in +the Commander-in-Chief's black books: “And if he did not dare to break +it up at home,” our gallant old chief used to say, “he was determined to +destroy it before the enemy;” so that poor Major Proudfoot was put into +a post of danger. + +Esmond's dear young Viscount, serving as aide-de-camp to my Lord Duke, +received a wound, and won an honorable name for himself in the Gazette; +and Captain Esmond's name was sent in for promotion by his General, too, +whose favorite he was. It made his heart beat to think that certain eyes +at home, the brightest in the world, might read the page on which his +humble services were recorded; but his mind was made up steadily to keep +out of their dangerous influence, and to let time and absence conquer +that passion he had still lurking about him. Away from Beatrix, it did +not trouble him; but he knew as certain that if he returned home, his +fever would break out again, and avoided Walcote as a Lincolnshire man +avoids returning to his fens, where he is sure that the ague is lying in +wait for him. + +We of the English party in the army, who were inclined to sneer at +everything that came out of Hanover, and to treat as little better than +boors and savages the Elector's court and family, were yet forced to +confess that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young Electoral Prince, then +making his first campaign, conducted himself with the spirit and courage +of an approved soldier. On this occasion his Electoral Highness had +better luck than the King of England, who was with his cousins in the +enemy's camp, and had to run with them at the ignominious end of the +day. With the most consummate generals in the world before them, and +an admirable commander on their own side, they chose to neglect the +councils, and to rush into a combat with the former, which would have +ended in the utter annihilation of their army but for the great skill +and bravery of the Duke of Vendosme, who remedied, as far as courage and +genius might, the disasters occasioned by the squabbles and follies of +his kinsmen, the legitimate princes of the blood royal. + +“If the Duke of Berwick had but been in the army, the fate of the day +would have been very different,” was all that poor Mr. von Holtz could +say; “and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza was fit to +measure swords with the conqueror of Blenheim.” + +The business relative to the exchange of prisoners was always going on, +and was at least that ostensible one which kept Mr. Holtz perpetually on +the move between the forces of the French and the Allies. I can answer +for it, that he was once very near hanged as a spy by Major-General +Wayne, when he was released and sent on to head-quarters by a special +order of the Commander-in-Chief. He came and went, always favored, +wherever he was, by some high though occult protection. He carried +messages between the Duke of Berwick and his uncle, our Duke. He seemed +to know as well what was taking place in the Prince's quarter as our +own: he brought the compliments of the King of England to some of our +officers, the gentlemen of Webb's among the rest, for their behavior on +that great day; and after Wynendael, when our General was chafing at the +neglect of our Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action +was regarded by the chiefs of the French army, and that the stand made +before Wynendael wood was the passage by which the Allies entered Lille. + +“Ah!” says Holtz (and some folks were very willing to listen to him), +“if the king came by his own, how changed the conduct of affairs would +be! His Majesty's very exile has this advantage, that he is enabled to +read England impartially, and to judge honestly of all the eminent men. +His sister is always in the hand of one greedy favorite or another, +through whose eyes she sees, and to whose flattery or dependants she +gives away everything. Do you suppose that his Majesty, knowing England +so well as he does, would neglect such a man as General Webb? He ought +to be in the House of Peers as Lord Lydiard. The enemy and all Europe +know his merit; it is that very reputation which certain great people, +who hate all equality and independence, can never pardon.” It was +intended that these conversations should be carried to Mr. Webb. They +were welcome to him, for great as his services were, no man could value +them more than John Richmond Webb did himself, and the differences +between him and Marlborough being notorious, his Grace's enemies in +the army and at home began to court Webb, and set him up against +the all-grasping, domineering chief. And soon after the victory of +Oudenarde, a glorious opportunity fell into General Webb's way, which +that gallant warrior did not neglect, and which gave him the means of +immensely increasing his reputation at home. + +After Oudenarde, and against the counsels of Marlborough, it was +said, the Prince of Savoy sat down before Lille, the capital of French +Flanders, and commenced that siege, the most celebrated of our time, +and almost as famous as the siege of Troy itself, for the feats of valor +performed in the assault and the defence. The enmity of the Prince of +Savoy against the French king was a furious personal hate, quite unlike +the calm hostility of our great English general, who was no more moved +by the game of war than that of billiards, and pushed forward his +squadrons, and drove his red battalions hither and thither as calmly as +he would combine a stroke or make a cannon with the balls. The game +over (and he played it so as to be pretty sure to win it), not the +least animosity against the other party remained in the breast of this +consummate tactician. Whereas between the Prince of Savoy and the French +it was guerre a mort. Beaten off in one quarter, as he had been at +Toulon in the last year, he was back again on another frontier of +France, assailing it with his indefatigable fury. When the Prince came +to the army, the smouldering fires of war were lighted up and burst +out into a flame. Our phlegmatic Dutch allies were made to advance at a +quick march--our calm Duke forced into action. The Prince was an army +in himself against the French; the energy of his hatred, prodigious, +indefatigable--infectious over hundreds of thousands of men. The +Emperor's general was repaying, and with a vengeance, the slight the +French King had put upon the fiery little Abbe of Savoy. Brilliant and +famous as a leader himself, and beyond all measure daring and intrepid, +and enabled to cope with almost the best of those famous men of war who +commanded the armies of the French King, Eugene had a weapon, the equal +of which could not be found in France, since the cannon-shot of Sasbach +laid low the noble Turenne, and could hurl Marlborough at the heads +of the French host, and crush them as with a rock, under which all the +gathered strength of their strongest captains must go down. + +The English Duke took little part in that vast siege of Lille, which +the Imperial Generalissimo pursued with all his force and vigor, further +than to cover the besieging lines from the Duke of Burgundy's army, +between which and the Imperialists our Duke lay. Once, when Prince +Eugene was wounded, our Duke took his Highness's place in the trenches; +but the siege was with the Imperialists, not with us. A division under +Webb and Rantzau was detached into Artois and Picardy upon the most +painful and odious service that Mr. Esmond ever saw in the course of his +military life. The wretched towns of the defenceless provinces, whose +young men had been drafted away into the French armies, which year after +year the insatiable war devoured, were left at our mercy; and our orders +were to show them none. We found places garrisoned by invalids, +and children and women; poor as they were, and as the costs of this +miserable war had made them, our commission was to rob these almost +starving wretches--to tear the food out of their granaries, and strip +them of their rags. 'Twas an expedition of rapine and murder we were +sent on: our soldiers did deeds such as an honest man must blush to +remember. We brought back money and provisions in quantity to the Duke's +camp; there had been no one to resist us, and yet who dares to tell with +what murder and violence, with what brutal cruelty, outrage, insult, +that ignoble booty had been ravished from the innocent and miserable +victims of the war? + +Meanwhile, gallantly as the operations before Lille had been conducted, +the Allies had made but little progress, and 'twas said when we returned +to the Duke of Marlborough's camp, that the siege would never be brought +to a satisfactory end, and that the Prince of Savoy would be forced to +raise it. My Lord Marlborough gave this as his opinion openly; those who +mistrusted him, and Mr. Esmond owns himself to be of the number, hinted +that the Duke had his reasons why Lille should not be taken, and that he +was paid to that end by the French King. If this was so, and I believe +it, General Webb had now a remarkable opportunity of gratifying his +hatred of the Commander-in-Chief, of balking that shameful avarice, +which was one of the basest and most notorious qualities of the famous +Duke, and of showing his own consummate skill as a commander. And when +I consider all the circumstances preceding the event which will now +be related, that my Lord Duke was actually offered certain millions +of crowns provided that the siege of Lille should be raised: that the +Imperial army before it was without provisions and ammunition, and must +have decamped but for the supplies that they received; that the march +of the convoy destined to relieve the siege was accurately known to the +French; and that the force covering it was shamefully inadequate to that +end, and by six times inferior to Count de la Mothe's army, which +was sent to intercept the convoy; when 'tis certain that the Duke of +Berwick, De la Mothe's chief, was in constant correspondence with his +uncle, the English Generalissimo: I believe on my conscience that 'twas +my Lord Marlborough's intention to prevent those supplies, of which the +Prince of Savoy stood in absolute need, from ever reaching his Highness; +that he meant to sacrifice the little army which covered this convoy, +and to betray it as he had betrayed Tollemache at Brest; as he had +betrayed every friend he had, to further his own schemes of avarice or +ambition. But for the miraculous victory which Esmond's general won over +an army six or seven times greater than his own, the siege of Lille +must have been raised; and it must be remembered that our gallant little +force was under the command of a general whom Marlborough hated, that he +was furious with the conqueror, and tried by the most open and shameless +injustice afterwards to rob him of the credit of his victory. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +GENERAL WEBB WINS THE BATTLE OF WYNENDAEL. + + +By the besiegers and besieged of Lille, some of the most brilliant feats +of valor were performed that ever illustrated any war. On the French +side (whose gallantry was prodigious, the skill and bravery of Marshal +Boufflers actually eclipsing those of his conqueror, the Prince of +Savoy) may be mentioned that daring action of Messieurs de Luxembourg +and Tournefort, who, with a body of horse and dragoons, carried powder +into the town, of which the besieged were in extreme want, each soldier +bringing a bag with forty pounds of powder behind him; with which +perilous provision they engaged our own horse, faced the fire of the +foot brought out to meet them: and though half of the men were blown up +in the dreadful errand they rode on, a part of them got into the town +with the succors of which the garrison was so much in want. A French +officer, Monsieur du Bois, performed an act equally daring, and +perfectly successful. The Duke's great army lying at Helchin, and +covering the siege, and it being necessary for M. de Vendosme to get +news of the condition of the place, Captain Dubois performed his famous +exploit: not only passing through the lines of the siege, but swimming +afterwards no less than seven moats and ditches: and coming back the +same way, swimming with his letters in his mouth. + +By these letters Monsieur de Boufflers said that he could undertake +to hold the place till October; and that if one of the convoys of the +Allies could be intercepted, they must raise the siege altogether. + +Such a convoy as hath been said was now prepared at Ostend, and about to +march for the siege; and on the 27th September we (and the French +too) had news that it was on its way. It was composed of 700 wagons, +containing ammunition of all sorts, and was escorted out of Ostend by +2,000 infantry and 300 horse. At the same time M. de la Mothe quitted +Bruges, having with him five-and-thirty battalions, and upwards of sixty +squadrons and forty guns, in pursuit of the convoy. + +Major-General Webb had meanwhile made up a force of twenty battalions +and three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, whence he moved to cover the +convoy and pursue La Mothe: with whose advanced guard ours came up upon +the great plain of Turout, and before the little wood and castle of +Wynendael; behind which the convoy was marching. + +As soon as they came in sight of the enemy, our advanced troops were +halted, with the wood behind them, and the rest of our force brought up +as quickly as possible, our little body of horse being brought forward +to the opening of the plain, as our General said, to amuse the enemy. +When M. de la Mothe came up, he found us posted in two lines in front of +the wood; and formed his own army in battle facing ours, in eight lines, +four of infantry in front, and dragoons and cavalry behind. + +The French began the action, as usual, with a cannonade which lasted +three hours, when they made their attack, advancing in eight lines, four +of foot and four of horse, upon the allied troops in the wood where we +were posted. Their infantry behaved ill; they were ordered to charge +with the bayonet, but, instead, began to fire, and almost at the very +first discharge from our men, broke and fled. The cavalry behaved +better; with these alone, who were three or four times as numerous as +our whole force, Monsieur de la Mothe might have won victory: but only +two of our battalions were shaken in the least; and these speedily +rallied: nor could the repeated attacks of the French horse cause our +troops to budge an inch from the position in the wood in which our +General had placed them. + +After attacking for two hours, the French retired at nightfall entirely +foiled. With all the loss we had inflicted upon him, the enemy was still +three times stronger than we: and it could not be supposed that our +General could pursue M. de la Mothe, or do much more than hold our +ground about the wood, from which the Frenchman had in vain attempted +to dislodge us. La Mothe retired behind his forty guns, his cavalry +protecting them better than it had been enabled to annoy us; and +meanwhile the convoy, which was of more importance than all our little +force, and the safe passage of which we would have dropped to the last +man to accomplish, marched away in perfect safety during the action, and +joyfully reached the besieging camp before Lille. + +Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (and +between whom and Mr. Webb there was no love lost), accompanied the +convoy, and joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horse just as the +battle was over, and the enemy in full retreat. He offered, readily +enough, to charge with his horse upon the French as they fell back; but +his force was too weak to inflict any damage upon them; and Mr. Webb, +commanding as Cadogan's senior, thought enough was done in holding +our ground before an enemy that might still have overwhelmed us had we +engaged him in the open territory, and in securing the safe passage of +the convoy. Accordingly, the horse brought up by Cadogan did not draw +a sword; and only prevented, by the good countenance they showed, any +disposition the French might have had to renew the attack on us. And no +attack coming, at nightfall General Cadogan drew off with his squadron, +being bound for head-quarters, the two Generals at parting grimly +saluting each other. + +“He will be at Roncq time enough to lick my Lord Duke's trenchers at +supper,” says Mr. Webb. + +Our own men lay out in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our +General had his supper in the little castle there. + +“If I was Cadogan, I would have a peerage for this day's work,” General +Webb said; “and, Harry, thou shouldst have a regiment. Thou hast been +reported in the last two actions: thou wert near killed in the first. I +shall mention thee in my despatch to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, +and recommend thee to poor Dick Harwood's vacant majority. Have you ever +a hundred guineas to give Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand to-morrow, +when you go to head-quarters with my report.” + +In this report the Major-General was good enough to mention Captain +Esmond's name with particular favor; and that gentleman carried the +despatch to head-quarters the next day, and was not a little pleased +to bring back a letter by his Grace's secretary, addressed to +Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer despatched by Count Nassau +Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, brought back also a +complimentary letter to his commander, who had seconded Mr. Webb in the +action with great valor and skill. + +Esmond, with a low bow and a smiling face, presented his despatch, and +saluted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General, as he gave it in. The gentlemen +round about him--he was riding with his suite on the road to Menin as +Esmond came up with him--gave a cheer, and he thanked them, and opened +the despatch with rather a flushed, eager face. + +He slapped it down on his boot in a rage after he had read it. “'Tis not +even writ with his own hand. Read it out, Esmond.” And Esmond read it +out:-- + + +“SIR,--Mr. Cadogan is just now come in, and has acquainted me with the +success of the action you had yesterday in the afternoon against the +body of troops commanded by M. de la Mothe, at Wynendael, which must be +attributed chiefly to your good conduct and resolution. You may be sure +I shall do you justice at home, and be glad on all occasions to own the +service you have done in securing this convoy.--Yours, &c., M.” + + +“Two lines by that d--d Cardonnel, and no more, for the taking of +Lille--for beating five times our number--for an action as brilliant +as the best he ever fought,” says poor Mr. Webb. “Lieutenant-General! +That's not his doing. I was the oldest major-general. By ----, I believe +he had been better pleased if I had been beat.” + +The letter to the Dutch officer was in French, and longer and more +complimentary than that to Mr. Webb. + +“And this is the man,” he broke out, “that's gorged with gold--that's +covered with titles and honors that we won for him--and that grudges +even a line of praise to a comrade in arms! Hasn't he enough? Don't +we fight that he may roll in riches? Well, well, wait for the Gazette, +gentlemen. The Queen and the country will do us justice if his Grace +denies it us.” There were tears of rage in the brave warrior's eyes as +he spoke; and he dashed them off his face on to his glove. He shook his +fist in the air. “Oh, by the Lord!” says he, “I know what I had rather +have than a peerage!” + +“And what is that, sir?” some of them asked. + +“I had rather have a quarter of an hour with John Churchill, on a fair +green field, and only a pair of rapiers between my shirt and his--” + +“Sir!” interposes one. + +“Tell him so! I know that's what you mean. I know every word goes to him +that's dropped from every general officer's mouth. I don't say he's not +brave. Curse him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait for the Gazette, +gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll do us justice.” + +The Gazette did not come to us till a month afterwards; when my General +and his officers had the honor to dine with Prince Eugene in Lille; his +Highness being good enough to say that we had brought the provisions, +and ought to share in the banquet. 'Twas a great banquet. His Grace of +Marlborough was on his Highness's right, and on his left the Mareschal +de Boufflers, who had so bravely defended the place. The chief officers +of either army were present; and you may be sure Esmond's General was +splendid this day: his tall noble person, and manly beauty of face, made +him remarkable anywhere; he wore, for the first time, the star of the +Order of Generosity, that his Prussian Majesty had sent to him for +his victory. His Highness the Prince of Savoy called a toast to the +conqueror of Wynendael. My Lord Duke drank it with rather a sickly +smile. The aides-de-camp were present: and Harry Esmond and his dear +young lord were together, as they always strove to be when duty would +permit: they were over against the table where the generals were, and +could see all that passed pretty well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's +glum face: the affair of Wynendael, and the Captain-General's conduct to +Webb, had been the talk of the whole army. When his Highness spoke, and +gave--“Le vainqueur de Wynendael; son armee et sa victoire,” adding, +“qui nous font diner a Lille aujourd'huy”--there was a great cheer +through the hall; for Mr. Webb's bravery, generosity, and very +weaknesses of character caused him to be beloved in the army. + +“Like Hector, handsome, and like Paris, brave!” whispers Frank +Castlewood. “A Venus, an elderly Venus, couldn't refuse him a pippin. +Stand up, Harry. See, we are drinking the army of Wynendael. Ramillies +is nothing to it. Huzzay! huzzay!” + +At this very time, and just after our General had made his +acknowledgment, some one brought in an English Gazette--and was passing +it from hand to hand down the table. Officers were eager enough to read +it; mothers and sisters at home must have sickened over it. There scarce +came out a Gazette for six years that did not tell of some heroic death +or some brilliant achievement. + +“Here it is--Action of Wynendael--here you are, General,” says Frank, +seizing hold of the little dingy paper that soldiers love to read so; +and, scrambling over from our bench, he went to where the General +sat, who knew him, and had seen many a time at his table his laughing, +handsome face, which everybody loved who saw. The generals in their +great perukes made way for him. He handed the paper over General Dohna's +buff-coat to our General on the opposite side. + +He came hobbling back, and blushing at his feat: “I thought he'd like +it, Harry,” the young fellow whispered. “Didn't I like to read my name +after Ramillies, in the London Gazette?--Viscount Castlewood serving a +volunteer--I say, what's yonder?” + +Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very strange--slapped it down +on the table--then sprang up in his place, and began to--“Will your +Highness please to--” + +His Grace the Duke of Marlborough here jumped up too--“There's some +mistake, my dear General Webb.” + +“Your Grace had better rectify it,” says Mr. Webb, holding out the +letter; but he was five off his Grace the Prince Duke, who, besides, +was higher than the General (being seated with the Prince of Savoy, +the Electoral Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of Prussia and Denmark, +under a baldaquin), and Webb could not reach him, tall as he was. + +“Stay,” says he, with a smile, as if catching at some idea, and then, +with a perfect courtesy, drawing his sword, he ran the Gazette through +with the point, and said, “Permit me to hand it to your Grace.” + +The Duke looked very black. “Take it,” says he, to his Master of the +Horse, who was waiting behind him. + +The Lieutenant-General made a very low bow, and retired and finished his +glass. The Gazette in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's secretary, gave an +account of the victory of Wynendael, mentioned Mr. Webb's name, but gave +the sole praise and conduct of the action to the Duke's favorite, Mr. +Cadogan. + +There was no little talk and excitement occasioned by this strange +behavior of General Webb, who had almost drawn a sword upon the +Commander-in-Chief; but the General, after the first outbreak of +his anger, mastered it outwardly altogether; and, by his +subsequent behavior, had the satisfaction of even more angering the +Commander-in-Chief, than he could have done by any public exhibition of +resentment. + +On returning to his quarters, and consulting with his chief adviser, Mr. +Esmond, who was now entirely in the General's confidence, and treated by +him as a friend, and almost a son, Mr. Webb writ a letter to his Grace +the Commander-in-Chief, in which he said:-- + + +“Your Grace must be aware that the sudden perusal of the London +Gazette, in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, hath mentioned +Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer commanding in the late +action of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling of anything but pleasure +to the General who fought that action. + +“Your Grace must be aware that Mr. Cadogan was not even present at the +battle, though he arrived with squadrons of horse at its close, and put +himself under the command of his superior officer. And as the result of +the battle of Wynendael, in which Lieutenant-General Webb had the good +fortune to command, was the capture of Lille, the relief of Brussels, +then invested by the enemy under the Elector of Bavaria, the restoration +of the great cities of Ghent and Bruges, of which the enemy (by treason +within the walls) had got possession in the previous year, Mr. Webb +cannot consent to forego the honors of such a success and service, for +the benefit of Mr. Cadogan, or any other person. + +“As soon as the military operations of the year are over, +Lieutenant-General Webb will request permission to leave the army, and +return to his place in Parliament, where he gives notice to his Grace +the Commander-in Chief, that he shall lay his case before the House of +Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen. + +“By his eagerness to rectify that false statement of the Gazette, which +had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. Webb, not +being able to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief on account of the +gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper containing the false +statement on his sword, so that it might more readily arrive in the +hands of his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, who surely would wish to do +justice to every officer of his army. + +“Mr. Webb knows his duty too well to think of insubordination to his +superior officer, or of using his sword in a campaign against any but +the enemies of her Majesty. He solicits permission to return to England +immediately the military duties will permit, and take with him to +England Captain Esmond, of his regiment, who acted as his aide-de-camp, +and was present during the entire action, and noted by his watch the +time when Mr. Cadogan arrived at its close.” + + +The Commander-in-Chief could not but grant this permission, nor could +he take notice of Webb's letter, though it was couched in terms the most +insulting. Half the army believed that the cities of Ghent and Bruges +were given up by a treason, which some in our army very well understood; +that the Commander-in-Chief would not have relieved Lille if he could +have helped himself; that he would not have fought that year had not the +Prince of Savoy forced him. When the battle once began, then, for his +own renown, my Lord Marlborough would fight as no man in the world ever +fought better; and no bribe on earth could keep him from beating the +enemy.* + + * Our Grandfather's hatred of the Duke of Marlborough + appears all through his account of these campaigns. He + always persisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and + soldier history ever told of: and declared that he took + bribes on all hands during the war. My Lord Marquis (for so + we may call him here, though he never went by any other name + than Colonel Esmond) was in the habit of telling many + stories which he did not set down in his memoirs, and which + he had from his friend the Jesuit, who was not always + correctly informed, and who persisted that Marlborough was + looking for a bribe of two millions of crowns before the + campaign of Ramillies. + + And our Grandmother used to tell us children, that on his + first presentation to my Lord duke, the Duke turned his back + upon my Grandfather; and said to the Duchess, who told my + lady dowager at Chelsey, who afterwards told Colonel Esmond + --“Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the + hang-dog look of his rogue of a father”--an expression which + my Grandfather never forgave. He was as constant in his + dislikes as in his attachments; and exceedingly partial to + Webb, whose side he took against the more celebrated + general. We have General Webb's portrait now at Castlewood, + Va. + +But the matter was taken up by the subordinates; and half the army might +have been by the ears, if the quarrel had not been stopped. General +Cadogan sent an intimation to General Webb to say that he was ready if +Webb liked, and would meet him. This was a kind of invitation our +stout old general was always too ready to accept, and 'twas with great +difficulty we got the General to reply that he had no quarrel with Mr. +Cadogan, who had behaved with perfect gallantry, but only with those at +head-quarters, who had belied him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb +reparation; Mr. Webb said he had a cane at the service of Mr. Cardonnel, +and the only satisfaction he wanted from him was one he was not likely +to get, namely, the truth. The officers in our staff of Webb's, and +those in the immediate suite of the General, were ready to come to +blows; and hence arose the only affair in which Mr. Esmond ever engaged +as principal, and that was from a revengeful wish to wipe off an old +injury. + +My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's regiment of the +Horse Guards, rode this campaign with the Duke. He had sunk by this time +to the very worst reputation; he had had another fatal duel in Spain; he +had married, and forsaken his wife; he was a gambler, a profligate, and +debauchee. He joined just before Oudenarde; and, as Esmond feared, as +soon as Frank Castlewood heard of his arrival, Frank was for seeking him +out, and killing him. The wound my lord got at Oudenarde prevented their +meeting, but that was nearly healed, and Mr. Esmond trembled daily lest +any chance should bring his boy and this known assassin together. They +met at the mess-table of Handyside's regiment at Lille; the officer +commanding not knowing of the feud between the two noblemen. + +Esmond had not seen the hateful handsome face of Mohun for nine years, +since they had met on that fatal night in Leicester Field. It was +degraded with crime and passion now; it wore the anxious look of a man +who has three deaths, and who knows how many hidden shames, and lusts, +and crimes on his conscience. He bowed with a sickly low bow, and slunk +away when our host presented us round to one another. Frank Castlewood +had not known him till then, so changed was he. He knew the boy well +enough. + +'Twas curious to look at the two--especially the young man, whose face +flushed up when he heard the hated name of the other; and who said in +his bad French and his brave boyish voice--“He had long been anxious to +meet my Lord Mohun.” The other only bowed, and moved away from him. I do +him justice, he wished to have no quarrel with the lad. + +Esmond put himself between them at table. “D--- it,” says Frank, “why +do you put yourself in the place of a man who is above you in degree? My +Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit by my Lord Mohun.” + +Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun, that Frank was hurt in the leg at +Oudenarde; and besought the other to be quiet. Quiet enough he was for +some time; disregarding the many taunts which young Castlewood flung at +him, until after several healths, when my Lord Mohun got to be rather in +liquor. + +“Will you go away, my lord?” Mr. Esmond said to him, imploring him to +quit the table. + +“No, by G--,” says my Lord Mohun. “I'll not go away for any man;” he was +quite flushed with wine by this time. + +The talk got round to the affairs of yesterday. Webb had offered to +challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb had been ill-used: Webb was the +bravest, handsomest, vainest man in the army. Lord Mohun did not know +that Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He began to tell some stories +against the General; which, from t'other side of Esmond, young +Castlewood contradicted. + +“I can't bear any more of this,” says my Lord Mohun. + +“Nor can I, my lord,” says Mr. Esmond, starting up. “The story my Lord +Mohun has told respecting General Webb is false, gentlemen--false, I +repeat,” and making a low bow to Lord Mohun, and without a single word +more, Esmond got up and left the dining-room. These affairs were common +enough among the military of those days. There was a garden behind +the house, and all the party turned instantly into it; and the two +gentlemen's coats were off and their points engaged within two minutes +after Esmond's words had been spoken. If Captain Esmond had put Mohun +out of the world, as he might, a villain would have been punished +and spared further villanies--but who is one man to punish another? I +declare upon my honor that my only thought was to prevent Lord Mohun +from mischief with Frank, and the end of this meeting was, that after +half a dozen passes my lord went home with a hurt which prevented him +from lifting his right arm for three months. + +“Oh, Harry! why didn't you kill the villain?” young Castlewood asked. “I +can't walk without a crutch: but I could have met him on horseback with +sword and pistol.” But Harry Esmond said, “'Twas best to have no man's +life on one's conscience, not even that villain's.” And this affair, +which did not occupy three minutes, being over, the gentlemen went back +to their wine, and my Lord Mohun to his quarters, where he was laid up +with a fever which had spared mischief had it proved fatal. And very +soon after this affair Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for +London; whither a certain reputation had preceded the Captain, for my +Lady Castlewood of Chelsey received him as if he had been a conquering +hero. She gave a great dinner to Mr. Webb, where the General's chair +was crowned with laurels; and her ladyship called Esmond's health in +a toast, to which my kind General was graciously pleased to bear the +strongest testimony: and took down a mob of at least forty coaches to +cheer our General as he came out of the House of Commons, the day when +he received the thanks of Parliament for his action. The mob huzza'd and +applauded him, as well as the fine company: it was splendid to see +him waving his hat, and bowing, and laying his hand upon his Order +of Generosity. He introduced Mr. Esmond to Mr. St. John and the Right +Honorable Robert Harley, Esquire, as he came out of the House walking +between them; and was pleased to make many flattering observations +regarding Mr. Esmond's behavior during the three last campaigns. + +Mr. St. John (who had the most winning presence of any man I ever saw, +excepting always my peerless young Frank Castlewood) said he had heard +of Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had helped Mr. +Addison to write his famous poem of the “Campaign.” + +“'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself,” Mr. +Harley said, who was famous as a judge and patron of letters, and +so, perhaps, it may be--though for my part I think there are twenty +beautiful lines, but all the rest is commonplace, and Mr. Addison's hymn +worth a thousand such poems. + +All the town was indignant at my Lord Duke's unjust treatment of General +Webb, and applauded the vote of thanks which the House of Commons gave +to the General for his victory at Wynendael. 'Tis certain that the +capture of Lille was the consequence of that lucky achievement, and the +humiliation of the old French King, who was said to suffer more at +the loss of this great city, than from any of the former victories +our troops had won over him. And, I think, no small part of Mr. Webb's +exultation at his victory arose from the idea that Marlborough had been +disappointed of a great bribe the French King had promised him, should +the siege be raised. The very sum of money offered to him was mentioned +by the Duke's enemies; and honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the notion, +not only of beating the French, but of beating Marlborough too, and +intercepting a convoy of three millions of French crowns, that were on +their way to the Generalissimo's insatiable pockets. When the General's +lady went to the Queen's drawing-room, all the Tory women crowded round +her with congratulations, and made her a train greater than the Duchess +of Marlborough's own. Feasts were given to the General by all the chiefs +of the Tory party, who vaunted him as the Duke's equal in military +skill; and perhaps used the worthy soldier as their instrument, whilst +he thought they were but acknowledging his merits as a commander. As the +General's aide-de-camp and favorite officer, Mr. Esmond came in for a +share of his chief's popularity, and was presented to her Majesty, +and advanced to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, at the request of his +grateful chief. + +We may be sure there was one family in which any good fortune that +happened to Esmond caused such a sincere pride and pleasure, that he, +for his part, was thankful he could make them so happy. With these fond +friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde seemed to be mere trifling incidents of +the war; and Wynendael was its crowning victory. Esmond's mistress never +tired to hear accounts of the battle; and I think General Webb's lady +grew jealous of her, for the General was for ever at Kensington, and +talking on that delightful theme. As for his aide-de-camp, though, no +doubt, Esmond's own natural vanity was pleased at the little share +of reputation which his good fortune had won him, yet it was chiefly +precious to him (he may say so, now that he hath long since outlived +it,) because it pleased his mistress, and, above all, because Beatrix +valued it. + +As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, never was an old woman in all England +more delighted nor more gracious than she. Esmond had his quarters in +her ladyship's house, where the domestics were instructed to consider +him as their master. She bade him give entertainments, of which she +defrayed the charges, and was charmed when his guests were carried away +tipsy in their coaches. She must have his picture taken; and accordingly +he was painted by Mr. Jervas, in his red coat, and smiling upon a +bomb-shell, which was bursting at the corner of the piece. She vowed +that unless he made a great match, she should never die easy, and was +for ever bringing young ladies to Chelsey, with pretty faces and pretty +fortunes, at the disposal of the Colonel. He smiled to think how times +were altered with him, and of the early days in his father's lifetime, +when a trembling page he stood before her, with her ladyship's basin and +ewer, or crouched in her coach-step. The only fault she found with +him was, that he was more sober than an Esmond ought to be; and would +neither be carried to bed by his valet, nor lose his heart to any +beauty, whether of St. James's or Covent Garden. + +What is the meaning of fidelity in love, and whence the birth of it? +'Tis a state of mind that men fall into, and depending on the man rather +than the woman. We love being in love, that's the truth on't. If we +had not met Joan, we should have met Kate, and adored her. We know our +mistresses are no better than many other women, nor no prettier, nor no +wiser, nor no wittier. 'Tis not for these reasons we love a woman, or +for any special quality or charm I know of; we might as well demand that +a lady should be the tallest woman in the world, like the Shropshire +giantess,* as that she should be a paragon in any other character, +before we began to love her. Esmond's mistress had a thousand faults +beside her charms; he knew both perfectly well! She was imperious, she +was light-minded, she was flighty, she was false, she had no reverence +in her character; she was in everything, even in beauty, the contrast +of her mother, who was the most devoted and the least selfish of women. +Well, from the very first moment he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, +Esmond knew he loved Beatrix. There might be better women--he wanted +that one. He cared for none other. Was it because she was gloriously +beautiful? Beautiful as she was, he had heard people say a score of +times in their company that Beatrix's mother looked as young, and was +the handsomer of the two. Why did her voice thrill in his ear so? She +could not sing near so well as Nicolini or Mrs. Tofts; nay, she sang out +of tune, and yet he liked to hear her better than St. Cecilia. She had +not a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick's wife, whom he had now +got, and who ruled poor Dick with a rod of pickle,) and yet to see her +dazzled Esmond; he would shut his eyes, and the thought of her dazzled +him all the same. She was brilliant and lively in talk, but not so +incomparably witty as her mother, who, when she was cheerful, said the +finest things; but yet to hear her, and to be with her, was Esmond's +greatest pleasure. Days passed away between him and these ladies, he +scarce knew how. He poured his heart out to them, so as he never could +in any other company, where he hath generally passed for being moody, or +supercilious and silent. This society** was more delightful than that +of the greatest wits to him. May heaven pardon him the lies he told +the Dowager at Chelsey, in order to get a pretext for going away +to Kensington: the business at the Ordnance which he invented; the +interview with his General, the courts and statesmen's levees which +he DIDN'T frequent and describe; who wore a new suit on Sunday at St. +James's or at the Queen's birthday; how many coaches filled the street +at Mr. Harley's levee; how many bottles he had had the honor to drink +over-night with Mr. St. John at the “Cocoa-Tree,” or at the “Garter” + with Mr. Walpole and Mr. Steele. + + * 'Tis not thus WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. hath owned to this + folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.--R. + + ** And, indeed, so was his to them, a thousand thousand + times more charming, for where was his equal?--R. + +Mistress Beatrix Esmond had been a dozen times on the point of making +great matches, so the Court scandal said; but for his part Esmond never +would believe the stories against her; and came back, after three years' +absence from her, not so frantic as he had been perhaps, but still +hungering after her and no other; still hopeful, still kneeling, with +his heart in his hand for the young lady to take. We were now got to +1709. She was near twenty-two years old, and three years at Court, and +without a husband. + +“'Tis not for want of being asked,” Lady Castlewood said, looking into +Esmond's heart, as she could, with that perceptiveness affection gives. +“But she will make no mean match, Harry: she will not marry as I would +have her; the person whom I should like to call my son, and Henry Esmond +knows who that is, is best served by my not pressing his claim. Beatrix +is so wilful, that what I would urge on her, she would be sure to +resist. The man who would marry her, will not be happy with her, unless +he be a great person, and can put her in a great position. Beatrix loves +admiration more than love; and longs, beyond all things, for command. +Why should a mother speak so of her child? You are my son, too, Harry. +You should know the truth about your sister. I thought you might cure +yourself of your passion,” my lady added, fondly. “Other people can +cure themselves of that folly, you know. But I see you are still as +infatuated as ever. When we read your name in the Gazette, I pleaded +for you, my poor boy. Poor boy, indeed! You are growing a grave old +gentleman, now, and I am an old woman. She likes your fame well +enough, and she likes your person. She says you have wit, and fire, +and good-breeding, and are more natural than the fine gentlemen of the +Court. But this is not enough. She wants a commander-in-chief, and not +a colonel. Were a duke to ask her, she would leave an earl whom she +had promised. I told you so before. I know not how my poor girl is so +worldly.” + +“Well,” says Esmond, “a man can but give his best and his all. She has +that from me. What little reputation I have won, I swear I cared for it +because I thought Beatrix would be pleased with it. What care I to be a +colonel or a general? Think you 'twill matter a few score years hence, +what our foolish honors to-day are? I would have had a little fame, that +she might wear it in her hat. If I had anything better, I would endow +her with it. If she wants my life, I would give it her. If she marries +another, I will say God bless him. I make no boast, nor no complaint. I +think my fidelity is folly, perhaps. But so it is. I cannot help myself. +I love her. You are a thousand times better: the fondest, the fairest, +the dearest of women. Sure, my dear lady, I see all Beatrix's faults as +well as you do. But she is my fate. 'Tis endurable. I shall not die +for not having her. I think I should be no happier if I won her. Que +voulez-vous? as my Lady of Chelsey would say. Je l'aime.” + +“I wish she would have you,” said Harry's fond mistress, giving a hand +to him. He kissed the fair hand ['twas the prettiest dimpled little hand +in the world, and my Lady Castlewood, though now almost forty years old, +did not look to be within ten years of her age). He kissed and kept her +fair hand, as they talked together. + +“Why,” says he, “should she hear me? She knows what I would say. Far or +near, she knows I'm her slave. I have sold myself for nothing, it may +be. Well, 'tis the price I choose to take. I am worth nothing, or I am +worth all.” + +“You are such a treasure,” Esmond's mistress was pleased to say, “that +the woman who has your love, shouldn't change it away against a kingdom, +I think. I am a country-bred woman, and cannot say but the ambitions of +the town seem mean to me. I never was awe-stricken by my Lady Duchess's +rank and finery, or afraid,” she added, with a sly laugh, “of anything +but her temper. I hear of Court ladies who pine because her Majesty +looks cold on them; and great noblemen who would give a limb that +they might wear a garter on the other. This worldliness, which I can't +comprehend, was born with Beatrix, who, on the first day of her waiting, +was a perfect courtier. We are like sisters, and she the eldest sister, +somehow. She tells me I have a mean spirit. I laugh, and say she adores +a coach-and-six. I cannot reason her out of her ambition. 'Tis natural +to her, as to me to love quiet, and be indifferent about rank and +riches. What are they, Harry? and for how long do they last? Our home +is not here.” She smiled as she spoke, and looked like an angel that was +only on earth on a visit. “Our home is where the just are, and where our +sins and sorrows enter not. My father used to rebuke me, and say that +I was too hopeful about heaven. But I cannot help my nature, and grow +obstinate as I grow to be an old woman; and as I love my children so, +sure our Father loves us with a thousand and a thousand times greater +love. It must be that we shall meet yonder, and be happy. Yes, you--and +my children, and my dear lord. Do you know, Harry, since his death, it +has always seemed to me as if his love came back to me, and that we are +parted no more. Perhaps he is here now, Harry--I think he is. Forgiven +I am sure he is: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and he died forgiving. +Oh, what a noble heart he had! How generous he was! I was but fifteen +and a child when he married me. How good he was to stoop to me! He was +always good to the poor and humble.” She stopped, then presently, with a +peculiar expression, as if her eyes were looking into heaven, and saw +my lord there, she smiled, and gave a little laugh. “I laugh to see you, +sir,” she says; “when you come, it seems as if you never were away.” One +may put her words down, and remember them, but how describe her sweet +tones, sweeter than music! + +My young lord did not come home at the end of the campaign, and wrote +that he was kept at Bruxelles on military duty. Indeed, I believe he +was engaged in laying siege to a certain lady, who was of the suite of +Madame de Soissons, the Prince of Savoy's mother, who was just dead, and +who, like the Flemish fortresses, was taken and retaken a great +number of times during the war, and occupied by French, English, and +Imperialists. Of course, Mr. Esmond did not think fit to enlighten Lady +Castlewood regarding the young scapegrace's doings: nor had he said a +word about the affair with Lord Mohun, knowing how abhorrent that man's +name was to his mistress. Frank did not waste much time or money on pen +and ink; and, when Harry came home with his General, only writ two lines +to his mother, to say his wound in the leg was almost healed, that he +would keep his coming of age next year--that the duty aforesaid would +keep him at Bruxelles, and that Cousin Harry would tell all the news. + +But from Bruxelles, knowing how the Lady Castlewood always liked to have +a letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord writ her a long and +full one, and in this he must have described the affair with Mohun; for +when Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, early in the new +year, to his great wonderment, she and her daughter both came up and +saluted him, and after them the Dowager of Chelsey, too, whose chairman +had just brought her ladyship from her village to Kensington across the +fields. After this honor, I say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the +Dowager came forward in great state, with her grand tall head-dress of +King James's reign, that, she never forsook, and said, “Cousin Henry, +all our family have met; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble +conduct towards the head of our house.” And pointing to her blushing +cheek, she made Mr. Esmond aware that he was to enjoy the rapture of an +embrace there. Having saluted one cheek, she turned to him the other. +“Cousin Harry,” said both the other ladies, in a little chorus, “we +thank you for your noble conduct;” and then Harry became aware that the +story of the Lille affair had come to his kinswomen's ears. It pleased +him to hear them all saluting him as one of their family. + +The tables of the dining-room were laid for a great entertainment; and +the ladies were in gala dresses--my Lady of Chelsey in her highest tour, +my Lady Viscountess out of black, and looking fair and happy a ravir; +and the Maid of Honor attired with that splendor which naturally +distinguished her, and wearing on her beautiful breast the French +officer's star which Frank had sent home after Ramillies. + +“You see, 'tis a gala day with us,” says she, glancing down to the star +complacently, “and we have our orders on. Does not mamma look charming? +'Twas I dressed her!” Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, blushing as +he looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair, and an elegant dress +according to the mode, appeared to have the shape and complexion of a +girl of twenty. + +On the table was a fine sword, with a red velvet scabbard, and a +beautiful chased silver handle, with a blue ribbon for a sword-knot. +“What is this?” says the Captain, going up to look at this pretty piece. + +Mrs. Beatrix advanced towards it. “Kneel down,” says she: “we dub you +our knight with this”--and she waved the sword over his head. “My Lady +Dowager hath given the sword; and I give the ribbon, and mamma hath sewn +on the fringe.” + +“Put the sword on him, Beatrix,” says her mother. “You are our knight, +Harry--our true knight. Take a mother's thanks and prayers for defending +her son, my dear, dear friend.” She could say no more, and even the +Dowager was affected, for a couple of rebellious tears made sad marks +down those wrinkled old roses which Esmond had just been allowed to +salute. + +“We had a letter from dearest Frank,” his mother said, “three days +since, whilst you were on your visit to your friend Captain Steele, at +Hampton. He told us all that you had done, and how nobly you had put +yourself between him and that--that wretch.” + +“And I adopt you from this day,” says the Dowager, “and I wish I was +richer, for your sake, son Esmond,” she added with a wave of her hand; +and as Mr. Esmond dutifully went down on his knee before her ladyship, +she cast her eyes up to the ceiling, (the gilt chandelier, and the +twelve wax-candles in it, for the party was numerous,) and invoked a +blessing from that quarter upon the newly adopted son. + +“Dear Frank,” says the other viscountess, “how fond he is of his +military profession! He is studying fortification very hard. I wish he +were here. We shall keep his coming of age at Castlewood next year.” + +“If the campaign permit us,” says Mr. Esmond. + +“I am never afraid when he is with you,” cries the boy's mother. “I am +sure my Henry will always defend him.” + +“But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for certain,” + cries the Maid of Honor. “Lord Marlborough will be dismissed, and that +horrible duchess turned out of all her places. Her Majesty won't speak +to her now. Did you see her at Bushy, Harry? She is furious, and she +ranges about the park like a lioness, and tears people's eyes out.” + +“And the Princess Anne will send for somebody,” says my Lady of Chelsey, +taking out her medal and kissing it. + +“Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?” his mistress asked. She was +a staunch Jacobite, and would no more have thought of denying her king +than her God. + +“I saw the young Hanoverian only,” Harry said. “The Chevalier de St. +George--” + +“The King, sir, the King!” said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and she +clapped her pretty hands, and cried, “Vive le Roy.” + +By this time there came a thundering knock, that drove in the doors of +the house almost. It was three o'clock, and the company were arriving; +and presently the servant announced Captain Steele and his lady. + +Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven to +Kensington from their country-house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. “Not +from our mansion in Bloomsbury Square,” as Mrs. Steele took care to +inform the ladies. Indeed Harry had ridden away from Hampton that very +morning, leaving the couple by the ears; for from the chamber where +he lay, in a bed that was none of the cleanest, and kept awake by the +company which he had in his own bed, and the quarrel which was going +on in the next room, he could hear both night and morning the curtain +lecture which Mrs. Steele was in the habit of administering to poor +Dick. + +At night it did not matter so much for the culprit; Dick was fuddled, +and when in that way no scolding could interrupt his benevolence. Mr. +Esmond could hear him coaxing and speaking in that maudlin manner, which +punch and claret produce, to his beloved Prue, and beseeching her to +remember that there was a distiwisht officer ithe rex roob, who would +overhear her. She went on, nevertheless, calling him a drunken wretch, +and was only interrupted in her harangues by the Captain's snoring. + +In the morning, the unhappy victim awoke to a headache, and +consciousness, and the dialogue of the night was resumed. “Why do you +bring captains home to dinner when there's not a guinea in the house? +How am I to give dinners when you leave me without a shilling? How am +I to go traipsing to Kensington in my yellow satin sack before all the +fine company? I've nothing fit to put on; I never have:” and so the +dispute went on--Mr. Esmond interrupting the talk when it seemed to be +growing too intimate by blowing his nose as loudly as ever he could, +at the sound of which trumpet there came a lull. But Dick was charming, +though his wife was odious, and 'twas to give Mr. Steele pleasure, that +the ladies of Castlewood, who were ladies of no small fashion, invited +Mrs. Steele. + +Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a great and notable +assemblage of company: my Lady of Chelsey having sent her lackeys +and liveries to aid the modest attendance at Kensington. There was +Lieutenant-General Webb, Harry's kind patron, of whom the Dowager +took possession, and who resplended in velvet and gold lace; there was +Harry's new acquaintance, the Right Honorable Henry St. John, Esquire, +the General's kinsman, who was charmed with the Lady Castlewood, even +more than with her daughter; there was one of the greatest noblemen in +the kingdom, the Scots Duke of Hamilton, just created Duke of Brandon +in England; and two other noble lords of the Tory party, my Lord +Ashburnham, and another I have forgot; and for ladies, her Grace the +Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, the Lady Mary and the Lady Betty, +the former one of Mistress Beatrix's colleagues in waiting on the Queen. + +“What a party of Tories!” whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we were +assembled in the parlor before dinner. Indeed, all the company present, +save Steele, were of that faction. + +Mr. St. John made his special compliments to Mrs. Steele, and so charmed +her that she declared she would have Steele a Tory too. + +“Or will you have me a Whig?” says Mr. St. John. “I think, madam, you +could convert a man to anything.” + +“If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square I will teach him what +I know,” says Mrs. Steele, dropping her handsome eyes. “Do you know +Bloomsbury Square?” + +“Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the reigning toast? +Why, Bloomsbury is the very height of the mode,” says Mr. St. John. +“'Tis rus in urbe. You have gardens all the way to Hampstead, and +palaces round about you--Southampton House and Montague House.” + +“Where you wretches go and fight duels,” cries Mrs. Steele. + +“Of which the ladies are the cause!” says her entertainer. “Madam, is +Dick a good swordsman? How charming the 'Tatler' is! We all recognized +your portrait in the 49th number, and I have been dying to know you +ever since I read it. 'Aspasia must be allowed to be the first of +the beauteous order of love.' Doth not the passage run so? 'In this +accomplished lady love is the constant effect, though it is never the +design; yet though her mien carries much more invitation than command, +to behold her is an immediate check to loose behavior, and to love her +is a liberal education.'” + +“Oh, indeed!” says Mrs. Steele, who did not seem to understand a word of +what the gentleman was saying. + +“Who could fail to be accomplished under such a mistress?” says Mr. St. +John, still gallant and bowing. + +“Mistress! upon my word, sir!” cries the lady. “If you mean me, sir, I +would have you know that I am the Captain's wife.” + +“Sure we all know it,” answers Mr. St. John, keeping his countenance +very gravely; and Steele broke in saying, “'Twas not about Mrs. Steele I +writ that paper--though I am sure she is worthy of any compliment I can +pay her--but of the Lady Elizabeth Hastings.” + +“I hear Mr. Addison is equally famous as a wit and a poet,” says Mr. +St. John. “Is it true that his hand is to be found in your 'Tatler,' Mr. +Steele?” + +“Whether 'tis the sublime or the humorous, no man can come near him,” + cries Steele. + +“A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison!” cries out his lady: “a gentleman +who gives himself such airs and holds his head so high now. I hope your +ladyship thinks as I do: I can't bear those very fair men with white +eyelashes--a black man for me.” (All the black men at table applauded, +and made Mrs. Steele a bow for this compliment.) “As for this Mr. +Addison,” she went on, “he comes to dine with the Captain sometimes, +never says a word to me, and then they walk up stairs both tipsy, to a +dish of tea. I remember your Mr. Addison when he had but one coat to his +back, and that with a patch at the elbow.” + +“Indeed--a patch at the elbow! You interest me,” says Mr. St. John. +“'Tis charming to hear of one man of letters from the charming wife of +another.” + +“La, I could tell you ever so much about 'em,” continues the voluble +lady. “What do you think the Captain has got now?--a little hunchback +fellow--a little hop-o'-my-thumb creature that he calls a poet--a little +Popish brat!” + +“Hush, there are two in the room,” whispers her companion. + +“Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope,” says the lady. +“'Tis only my joking way. And this little dwarf of a fellow has wrote a +pastoral poem--all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you know.” + +“A shepherd should have a little crook,” says my mistress, laughing from +her end of the table: on which Mrs. Steele said, “She did not know, but +the Captain brought home this queer little creature when she was in bed +with her first boy, and it was a mercy he had come no sooner; and Dick +raved about his genus, and was always raving about some nonsense or +other.” + +“Which of the 'Tatlers' do you prefer, Mrs. Steele?” asked Mr. St. John. + +“I never read but one, and think it all a pack of rubbish, sir,” says +the lady. “Such stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and Quarterstaff, +as it all is! There's the Captain going on still with the Burgundy--I +know he'll be tipsy before he stops--Captain Steele!” + +“I drink to your eyes, my dear,” says the Captain, who seemed to think +his wife charming, and to receive as genuine all the satiric compliments +which Mr. St. John paid her. + +All this while the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond to +talk, and no doubt voted him a dull fellow. For, by some mistake, just +as he was going to pop into the vacant place, he was placed far away +from Beatrix's chair, who sat between his Grace and my Lord Ashburnham, +and shrugged her lovely white shoulders, and cast a look as if to say, +“Pity me,” to her cousin. My Lord Duke and his young neighbor were +presently in a very animated and close conversation. Mrs. Beatrix could +no more help using her eyes than the sun can help shining, and setting +those it shines on a-burning. By the time the first course was done the +dinner seemed long to Esmond; by the time the soup came he fancied they +must have been hours at table: and as for the sweets and jellies he +thought they never would be done. + +At length the ladies rose, Beatrix throwing a Parthian glance at her +duke as she retreated; a fresh bottle and glasses were fetched, and +toasts were called. Mr. St. John asked his Grace the Duke of Hamilton +and the company to drink to the health of his Grace the Duke of Brandon. +Another lord gave General Webb's health, “and may he get the command the +bravest officer in the world deserves.” Mr. Webb thanked the company, +complimented his aide-de-camp, and fought his famous battle over again. + +“Il est fatiguant,” whispers Mr. St. John, “avec sa trompette de +Wynendael.” + +Captain Steele, who was not of our side, loyally gave the health of the +Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of the age. + +“I drink to the greatest general with all my heart,” says Mr. Webb; +“there can be no gainsaying that character of him. My glass goes to the +General, and not to the Duke, Mr. Steele.” And the stout old gentleman +emptied his bumper; to which Dick replied by filling and emptying a pair +of brimmers, one for the General and one for the Duke. + +And now his Grace of Hamilton, rising up with flashing eyes (we had all +been drinking pretty freely), proposed a toast to the lovely, to the +incomparable Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all drank it with cheers, and my +Lord Ashburnham especially, with a shout of enthusiasm. + +“What a pity there is a Duchess of Hamilton,” whispers St. John, who +drank more wine and yet was more steady than most of the others, and we +entered the drawing-room where the ladies were at their tea. As for poor +Dick, we were obliged to leave him alone at the dining-table, where he +was hiccupping out the lines from the “Campaign,” in which the greatest +poet had celebrated the greatest general in the world; and Harry Esmond +found him, half an hour afterwards, in a more advanced stage of liquor, +and weeping about the treachery of Tom Boxer. + +The drawing-room was all dark to poor Harry, in spite of the grand +illumination. Beatrix scarce spoke to him. When my Lord Duke went away, +she practised upon the next in rank, and plied my young Lord Ashburnham +with all the fire of her eyes and the fascinations of her wit. Most of +the party were set to cards, and Mr. St. John, after yawning in the face +of Mrs. Steele, whom he did not care to pursue any more; and talking in +his most brilliant animated way to Lady Castlewood, whom he pronounced +to be beautiful, of a far higher order of beauty than her daughter, +presently took his leave, and went his way. The rest of the company +speedily followed, my Lord Ashburnham the last, throwing fiery glances +at the smiling young temptress, who had bewitched more hearts than his +in her thrall. + +No doubt, as a kinsman of the house, Mr. Esmond thought fit to be the +last of all in it; he remained after the coaches had rolled away--after +his dowager aunt's chair and flambeaux had marched off in the darkness +towards Chelsey, and the town's people had gone to bed, who had been +drawn into the square to gape at the unusual assemblage of chairs and +chariots, lackeys, and torchmen. The poor mean wretch lingered yet for +a few minutes, to see whether the girl would vouchsafe him a smile, or a +parting word of consolation. But her enthusiasm of the morning was quite +died out, or she chose to be in a different mood. She fell to joking +about the dowdy appearance of Lady Betty, and mimicked the vulgarity +of Mrs. Steele; and then she put up her little hand to her mouth and +yawned, lighted a taper, and shrugged her shoulders, and dropping Mr. +Esmond a saucy curtsy, sailed off to bed. + +“The day began so well, Henry, that I hoped it might have ended better,” + was all the consolation that poor Esmond's fond mistress could give him; +and as he trudged home through the dark alone, he thought with bitter +rage in his heart, and a feeling of almost revolt against the sacrifice +he had made:--“She would have me,” thought he, “had I but a name to +give her. But for my promise to her father, I might have my rank and my +mistress too.” + +I suppose a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion in him; for +I blush, even now, as I recall the humiliation of those distant days, +the memory of which still smarts, though the fever of balked desire +has passed away more than a score of years ago. When the writer's +descendants come to read this memoir, I wonder will they have lived to +experience a similar defeat and shame? Will they ever have knelt to a +woman who has listened to them, and played with them, and laughed with +them--who beckoning them with lures and caresses, and with Yes smiling +from her eyes, has tricked them on to their knees, and turned her +back and left them. All this shame Mr. Esmond had to undergo; and he +submitted, and revolted, and presently came crouching back for more. + +After this feste, my young Lord Ashburnham's coach was for ever rolling +in and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother came to visit Esmond's +mistress, and at every assembly in the town, wherever the Maid of Honor +made her appearance, you might be pretty sure to see the young gentleman +in a new suit every week, and decked out in all the finery that his +tailor or embroiderer could furnish for him. My lord was for ever paying +Mr. Esmond compliments: bidding him to dinner, offering him horses to +ride, and giving him a thousand uncouth marks of respect and +good-will. At last, one night at the coffee-house, whither my lord came +considerably flushed and excited with drink, he rushes up to Mr. Esmond, +and cries out--“Give me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the happiest of +men.” + +“The happiest of men needs no dearest colonel to give him joy,” says Mr. +Esmond. “What is the cause of this supreme felicity?” + +“Haven't you heard?” says he. “Don't you know? I thought the family told +you everything: the adorable Beatrix hath promised to be mine.” + +“What!” cries out Mr. Esmond, who had spent happy hours with Beatrix +that very morning--had writ verses for her, that she had sung at the +harpsichord. + +“Yes,” says he; “I waited on her to-day. I saw you walking towards +Knightsbridge as I passed in my coach; and she looked so lovely, +and spoke so kind, that I couldn't help going down on my knees, +and--and--sure I am the happiest of men in all the world; and I'm very +young; but she says I shall get older: and you know I shall be of age in +four months; and there's very little difference between us; and I'm so +happy. I should like to treat the company to something. Let us have a +bottle--a dozen bottles--and drink the health of the finest woman in +England.” + +Esmond left the young lord tossing off bumper after bumper, and strolled +away to Kensington to ask whether the news was true. 'Twas only too +sure: his mistress's sad, compassionate face told him the story; and +then she related what particulars of it she knew, and how my young lord +had made his offer, half an hour after Esmond went away that morning, +and in the very room where the song lay yet on the harpsichord, which +Esmond had writ, and they had sung together. + + + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I COME TO AN END OF MY BATTLES AND BRUISES. + + +That feverish desire to gain a little reputation which Esmond had had, +left him now perhaps that he had attained some portion of his wish, and +the great motive of his ambition was over. His desire for military honor +was that it might raise him in Beatrix's eyes. 'Twas next to nobility +and wealth, the only kind of rank she valued. It was the stake quickest +won or lost too; for law is a very long game that requires a life to +practise; and to be distinguished in letters or the Church would not +have forwarded the poor gentleman's plans in the least. So he had no +suit to play but the red one, and he played it; and this, in truth, was +the reason of his speedy promotion; for he exposed himself more than +most gentlemen do, and risked more to win more. Is he the only man that +hath set his life against a stake which may be not worth the winning? +Another risks his life (and his honor, too, sometimes,) against a bundle +of bank-notes, or a yard of blue ribbon, or a seat in Parliament; and +some for the mere pleasure and excitement of the sport; as a field of a +hundred huntsmen will do, each out-bawling and out-galloping the other +at the tail of a dirty fox, that is to be the prize of the foremost +happy conqueror. + +When he heard this news of Beatrix's engagement in marriage, Colonel +Esmond knocked under to his fate, and resolved to surrender his sword, +that could win him nothing now he cared for; and in this dismal frame of +mind he determined to retire from the regiment, to the great delight of +the captain next in rank to him, who happened to be a young gentleman +of good fortune, who eagerly paid Mr. Esmond a thousand guineas for +his majority in Webb's regiment, and was knocked on the head the next +campaign. Perhaps Esmond would not have been sorry to share his fate. He +was more the Knight of the Woful Countenance than ever he had been. His +moodiness must have made him perfectly odious to his friends under the +tents, who like a jolly fellow, and laugh at a melancholy warrior always +sighing after Dulcinea at home. + +Both the ladies of Castlewood approved of Mr. Esmond quitting the army, +and his kind General coincided in his wish of retirement and helped +in the transfer of his commission, which brought a pretty sum into his +pocket. But when the Commander-in-Chief came home, and was forced, in +spite of himself, to appoint Lieutenant-General Webb to the command of a +division of the army in Flanders, the Lieutenant-General prayed Colonel +Esmond so urgently to be his aide-de-camp and military secretary, that +Esmond could not resist his kind patron's entreaties, and again took the +field, not attached to any regiment, but under Webb's orders. What must +have been the continued agonies of fears* and apprehensions which racked +the gentle breasts of wives and matrons in those dreadful days, when +every Gazette brought accounts of deaths and battles, and when the +present anxiety over, and the beloved person escaped, the doubt still +remained that a battle might be fought, possibly, of which the next +Flanders letter would bring the account; so they, the poor tender +creatures, had to go on sickening and trembling through the whole +campaign. Whatever these terrors were on the part of Esmond's mistress, +(and that tenderest of women must have felt them most keenly for both +her sons, as she called them), she never allowed them outwardly to +appear, but hid her apprehension, as she did her charities and devotion. +'Twas only by chance that Esmond, wandering in Kensington, found his +mistress coming out of a mean cottage there, and heard that she had +a score of poor retainers, whom she visited and comforted in their +sickness and poverty, and who blessed her daily. She attended the +early church daily (though of a Sunday, especially, she encouraged and +advanced all sorts of cheerfulness and innocent gayety in her little +household): and by notes entered into a table-book of hers at this time, +and devotional compositions writ with a sweet artless fervor, such as +the best divines could not surpass, showed how fond her heart was, how +humble and pious her spirit, what pangs of apprehension she endured +silently, and with what a faithful reliance she committed the care of +those she loved to the awful Dispenser of death and life. + + * What indeed? Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.--R. E. + +As for her ladyship at Chelsey, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she was +now of an age when the danger of any second party doth not disturb the +rest much. She cared for trumps more than for most things in life. She +was firm enough in her own faith, but no longer very bitter against +ours. She had a very good-natured, easy French director, Monsieur +Gauthier by name, who was a gentleman of the world, and would take a +hand of cards with Dean Atterbury, my lady's neighbor at Chelsey, and +was well with all the High Church party. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier knew +what Esmond's peculiar position was, for he corresponded with Holt, and +always treated Colonel Esmond with particular respect and kindness; but +for good reasons the Colonel and the Abbe never spoke on this matter +together, and so they remained perfect good friends. + +All the frequenters of my Lady of Chelsey's house were of the Tory and +High Church party. Madame Beatrix was as frantic about the King as her +elderly kinswoman: she wore his picture on her heart; she had a piece +of his hair; she vowed he was the most injured, and gallant, and +accomplished, and unfortunate, and beautiful of princes. Steele, who +quarrelled with very many of his Tory friends, but never with Esmond, +used to tell the Colonel that his kinswoman's house was a rendezvous of +Tory intrigues; that Gauthier was a spy; that Atterbury was a spy; +that letters were constantly going from that house to the Queen at St. +Germains; on which Esmond, laughing, would reply, that they used to +say in the army the Duke of Marlborough was a spy too, and as much in +correspondence with that family as any Jesuit. And without entering very +eagerly into the controversy, Esmond had frankly taken the side of his +family. It seemed to him that King James the Third was undoubtedly King +of England by right: and at his sister's death it would be better to +have him than a foreigner over us. No man admired King William more; a +hero and a conqueror, the bravest, justest, wisest of men--but 'twas by +the sword he conquered the country, and held and governed it by the very +same right that the great Cromwell held it, who was truly and greatly +a sovereign. But that a foreign despotic Prince, out of Germany, +who happened to be descended from King James the First, should +take possession of this empire, seemed to Mr. Esmond a monstrous +injustice--at least, every Englishman had a right to protest, and the +English Prince, the heir-at-law, the first of all. What man of spirit +with such a cause would not back it? What man of honor with such a crown +to win would not fight for it? But that race was destined. That Prince +had himself against him, an enemy he could not overcome. He never dared +to draw his sword, though he had it. He let his chances slip by as he +lay in the lap of opera-girls, or snivelled at the knees of priests +asking pardon; and the blood of heroes, and the devotedness of honest +hearts, and endurance, courage, fidelity, were all spent for him in +vain. + +But let us return to my Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond +announced to her ladyship that he proposed to make the ensuing campaign, +took leave of him with perfect alacrity, and was down to piquet with +her gentlewoman before he had well quitted the room on his last visit. +“Tierce to a king,” were the last words he ever heard her say: the +game of life was pretty nearly over for the good lady, and three months +afterwards she took to her bed, where she flickered out without any +pain, so the Abbe Gauthier wrote over to Mr. Esmond, then with his +General on the frontier of France. The Lady Castlewood was with her at +her ending, and had written too, but these letters must have been taken +by a privateer in the packet that brought them; for Esmond knew nothing +of their contents until his return to England. + +My Lady Castlewood had left everything to Colonel Esmond, “as a +reparation for the wrong done to him;” 'twas writ in her will. But +her fortune was not much, for it never had been large, and the honest +viscountess had wisely sunk most of the money she had upon an annuity +which terminated with her life. However, there was the house and +furniture, plate and pictures at Chelsey, and a sum of money lying at +her merchant's, Sir Josiah Child, which altogether would realize a +sum of near three hundred pounds per annum, so that Mr. Esmond found +himself, if not rich, at least easy for life. Likewise there were the +famous diamonds which had been said to be worth fabulous sums, though +the goldsmith pronounced they would fetch no more than four thousand +pounds. These diamonds, however, Colonel Esmond reserved, having a +special use for them: but the Chelsey house, plate, goods, &c., with the +exception of a few articles which he kept back, were sold by his orders; +and the sums resulting from the sale invested in the public securities +so as to realize the aforesaid annual income of three hundred pounds. + +Having now something to leave, he made a will and despatched it home. +The army was now in presence of the enemy; and a great battle expected +every day. 'Twas known that the General-in-Chief was in disgrace, and +the parties at home strong against him, and there was no stroke this +great and resolute player would not venture to recall his fortune when +it seemed desperate. Frank Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his +General having gladly taken the young nobleman on to his staff. His +studies of fortifications at Bruxelles were over by this time. The +fort he was besieging had yielded, I believe, and my lord had not only +marched in with flying colors, but marched out again. He used to tell +his boyish wickednesses with admirable humor, and was the most charming +young scapegrace in the army. + +'Tis needless to say that Colonel Esmond had left every penny of his +little fortune to this boy. It was the Colonel's firm conviction that +the next battle would put an end to him: for he felt aweary of the sun, +and quite ready to bid that and the earth farewell. Frank would not +listen to his comrade's gloomy forebodings, but swore they would keep +his birthday at Castlewood that autumn, after the campaign. He had +heard of the engagement at home. “If Prince Eugene goes to London,” says +Frank, “and Trix can get hold of him, she'll jilt Ashburnham for his +Highness. I tell you, she used to make eyes at the Duke of Marlborough, +when she was only fourteen, and ogling poor little Blandford. I wouldn't +marry her, Harry--no, not if her eyes were twice as big. I'll take my +fun. I'll enjoy for the next three years every possible pleasure. I'll +sow my wild oats then, and marry some quiet, steady, modest, sensible +viscountess; hunt my harriers; and settle down at Castlewood. Perhaps +I'll represent the county--no, damme, YOU shall represent the county. +You have the brains of the family. By the Lord, my dear old Harry, you +have the best head and the kindest heart in all the army; and every man +says so--and when the Queen dies, and the King comes back, why shouldn't +you go to the House of Commons, and be a Minister, and be made a Peer, +and that sort of thing? YOU be shot in the next action! I wager a dozen +of Burgundy you are not touched. Mohun is well of his wound. He is +always with Corporal John now. As soon as ever I see his ugly face I'll +spit in it. I took lessons of Father--of Captain Holt at Bruxelles. What +a man that is! He knows everything.” Esmond bade Frank have a care; that +Father Holt's knowledge was rather dangerous; not, indeed, knowing as +yet how far the Father had pushed his instructions with his young pupil. + +The gazetteers and writers, both of the French and English side, +have given accounts sufficient of that bloody battle of Blarignies or +Malplaquet, which was the last and the hardest earned of the victories +of the great Duke of Marlborough. In that tremendous combat near upon +two hundred and fifty thousand men were engaged, more than thirty +thousand of whom were slain or wounded (the Allies lost twice as +many men as they killed of the French, whom they conquered): and this +dreadful slaughter very likely took place because a great general's +credit was shaken at home, and he thought to restore it by a victory. If +such were the motives which induced the Duke of Marlborough to venture +that prodigious stake, and desperately sacrifice thirty thousand brave +lives, so that he might figure once more in a Gazette, and hold his +places and pensions a little longer, the event defeated the dreadful and +selfish design, for the victory was purchased at a cost which no nation, +greedy of glory as it may be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The +gallantry of the French was as remarkable as the furious bravery of +their assailants. We took a few score of their flags, and a few pieces +of their artillery; but we left twenty thousand of the bravest soldiers +of the world round about the intrenched lines, from which the enemy was +driven. He retreated in perfect good order; the panic-spell seemed to +be broke, under which the French had labored ever since the disaster +of Hochstedt; and, fighting now on the threshold of their country, they +showed an heroic ardor of resistance, such as had never met us in the +course of their aggressive war. Had the battle been more successful, +the conqueror might have got the price for which he waged it. As it was, +(and justly, I think,) the party adverse to the Duke in England were +indignant at the lavish extravagance of slaughter, and demanded more +eagerly than ever the recall of a chief whose cupidity and desperation +might urge him further still. After this bloody fight of Malplaquet, I +can answer for it, that in the Dutch quarters and our own, and amongst +the very regiments and commanders whose gallantry was most conspicuous +upon this frightful day of carnage, the general cry was, that there was +enough of the war. The French were driven back into their own boundary, +and all their conquests and booty of Flanders disgorged. As for the +Prince of Savoy, with whom our Commander-in-Chief, for reasons of his +own, consorted more closely than ever, 'twas known that he was animated +not merely by a political hatred, but by personal rage against the old +French King: the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight put by +Lewis upon the Abbe de Savoie; and in the humiliation or ruin of his +most Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his account. +But what were these quarrels to us, the free citizens of England and +Holland! Despot as he was, the French monarch was yet the chief of +European civilization, more venerable in his age and misfortunes than at +the period of his most splendid successes; whilst his opponent was but +a semi-barbarous tyrant, with a pillaging, murderous horde of Croats +and Pandours, composing a half of his army, filling our camp with their +strange figures, bearded like the miscreant Turks their neighbors, and +carrying into Christian warfare their native heathen habits of rapine, +lust, and murder. Why should the best blood in England and France be +shed in order that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians +should have his revenge over the Christian king? And it was to this end +we were fighting; for this that every village and family in England was +deploring the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not speak to +each other, even at table, of Malplaquet, so frightful were the gaps +left in our army by the cannon of that bloody action. 'Twas heartrending +for an officer who had a heart to look down his line on a parade-day +afterwards, and miss hundreds of faces of comrades--humble or of high +rank--that had gathered but yesterday full of courage and cheerfulness +round the torn and blackened flags. Where were our friends? As the great +Duke reviewed us, riding along our lines with his fine suite of prancing +aides-de-camp and generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer +with those eager smiles and bows of which his Grace was always lavish, +scarce a huzzah could be got for him, though Cadogan, with an oath, rode +up and cried--“D--n you, why don't you cheer?” But the men had no +heart for that: not one of them but was thinking, “Where's my +comrade?--where's my brother that fought by me, or my dear captain that +led me yesterday?” 'Twas the most gloomy pageant I ever looked on; and +the “Te Deum” sung by our chaplains, the most woful and dreary satire. + +Esmond's General added one more to the many marks of honor which he +had received in the front of a score of battles, and got a wound in +the groin, which laid him on his back; and you may be sure he +consoled himself by abusing the Commander-in-Chief, as he lay +groaning,--“Corporal John's as fond of me,” he used to say, “as King +David was of General Uriah; and so he always gives me the post of +danger.” He persisted, to his dying day, in believing that the Duke +intended he should be beat at Wynendael, and sent him purposely with a +small force, hoping that he might be knocked on the head there. Esmond +and Frank Castlewood both escaped without hurt, though the division +which our General commanded suffered even more than any other, having to +sustain not only the fury of the enemy's cannonade, which was very hot +and well served, but the furious and repeated charges of the famous +Maison du Roy, which we had to receive and beat off again and again, +with volleys of shot and hedges of iron, and our four lines of +musqueteers and pikemen. They said the King of England charged us +no less than twelve times that day, along with the French Household. +Esmond's late regiment, General Webb's own Fusileers, served in the +division which their colonel commanded. The General was thrice in the +centre of the square of the Fusileers, calling the fire at the French +charges, and, after the action, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his +compliments to his old regiment and their Colonel for their behavior on +the field. + +We drank my Lord Castlewood's health and majority, the 25th of +September, the army being then before Mons: and here Colonel Esmond was +not so fortunate as he had been in actions much more dangerous, and was +hit by a spent ball just above the place where his former wound was, +which caused the old wound to open again, fever, spitting of blood, +and other ugly symptoms, to ensue; and, in a word, brought him near to +death's door. The kind lad, his kinsman, attended his elder comrade with +a very praiseworthy affectionateness and care until he was pronounced +out of danger by the doctors, when Frank went off, passed the winter at +Bruxelles, and besieged, no doubt, some other fortress there. Very few +lads would have given up their pleasures so long and so gayly as Frank +did; his cheerful prattle soothed many long days of Esmond's pain and +languor. Frank was supposed to be still at his kinsman's bedside for +a month after he had left it, for letters came from his mother at +home full of thanks to the younger gentleman for his care of his elder +brother (so it pleased Esmond's mistress now affectionately to style +him); nor was Mr. Esmond in a hurry to undeceive her, when the good +young fellow was gone for his Christmas holiday. It was as pleasant to +Esmond on his couch to watch the young man's pleasure at the idea of +being free, as to note his simple efforts to disguise his satisfaction +on going away. There are days when a flask of champagne at a cabaret, +and a red-cheeked partner to share it, are too strong temptations for +any young fellow of spirit. I am not going to play the moralist, and +cry “Fie.” For ages past, I know how old men preach, and what young +men practise; and that patriarchs have had their weak moments too, long +since Father Noah toppled over after discovering the vine. Frank went +off, then, to his pleasures at Bruxelles, in which capital many young +fellows of our army declared they found infinitely greater diversion +even than in London: and Mr. Henry Esmond remained in his sick-room, +where he writ a fine comedy, that his mistress pronounced to be sublime, +and that was acted no less than three successive nights in London in the +next year. + +Here, as he lay nursing himself, ubiquitous Mr. Holt reappeared, and +stopped a whole month at Mons, where he not only won over Colonel Esmond +to the King's side in politics (that side being always held by the +Esmond family); but where he endeavored to reopen the controversial +question between the churches once more, and to recall Esmond to that +religion in which, in his infancy, he had been baptized. Holt was a +casuist, both dexterous and learned, and presented the case between +the English church and his own in such a way that those who granted +his premises ought certainly to allow his conclusions. He touched on +Esmond's delicate state of health, chance of dissolution, and so forth; +and enlarged upon the immense benefits that the sick man was likely to +forego--benefits which the church of England did not deny to those of +the Roman communion, as how should she, being derived from that church, +and only an offshoot from it? But Mr. Esmond said that his church was +the church of his country, and to that he chose to remain faithful: +other people were welcome to worship and to subscribe any other set of +articles, whether at Rome or at Augsburg. But if the good Father meant +that Esmond should join the Roman communion for fear of consequences, +and that all England ran the risk of being damned for heresy, Esmond, +for one, was perfectly willing to take his chance of the penalty along +with the countless millions of his fellow-countrymen, who were bred +in the same faith, and along with some of the noblest, the truest, the +purest, the wisest, the most pious and learned men and women in the +world. + +As for the political question, in that Mr. Esmond could agree with the +Father much more readily, and had come to the same conclusion, +though, perhaps, by a different way. The right divine, about which Dr. +Sacheverel and the High Church party in England were just now making a +bother, they were welcome to hold as they chose. If Richard Cromwell, +and his father before him had been crowned and anointed (and bishops +enough would have been found to do it), it seemed to Mr. Esmond that +they would have had the right divine just as much as any Plantagenet, or +Tudor, or Stuart. But the desire of the country being unquestionably +for an hereditary monarchy, Esmond thought an English king out of St. +Germains was better and fitter than a German prince from Herrenhausen, +and that if he failed to satisfy the nation, some other Englishman might +be found to take his place; and so, though with no frantic enthusiasm, +or worship of that monstrous pedigree which the Tories chose to consider +divine, he was ready to say, “God save King James!” when Queen Anne went +the way of kings and commoners. + +“I fear, Colonel, you are no better than a republican at heart,” says +the priest with a sigh. + +“I am an Englishman,” says Harry, “and take my country as I find her. +The will of the nation being for church and king, I am for church and +king too; but English church and English king; and that is why your +church isn't mine, though your king is.” + +Though they lost the day at Malplaquet, it was the French who were +elated by that action, whilst the conquerors were dispirited, by it; and +the enemy gathered together a larger army than ever, and made prodigious +efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was with the French this +year; and we heard that Mareschal Villars was still suffering of his +wound, was eager to bring our Duke to action, and vowed he would fight +us in his coach. Young Castlewood came flying back from Bruxelles, as +soon as he heard that fighting was to begin; and the arrival of the +Chevalier de St. George was announced about May. “It's the King's third +campaign, and it's mine,” Frank liked saying. He was come back a greater +Jacobite than ever, and Esmond suspected that some fair conspirators +at Bruxelles had been inflaming the young man's ardor. Indeed, he owned +that he had a message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, who had given +her name to Frank's sister the year before he and his sovereign were +born. + +However desirous Marshal Villars might be to fight, my Lord Duke did not +seem disposed to indulge him this campaign. Last year his Grace had been +all for the Whigs and Hanoverians; but finding, on going to England, his +country cold towards himself, and the people in a ferment of High Church +loyalty, the Duke comes back to his army cooled towards the Hanoverians, +cautious with the Imperialists, and particularly civil and polite +towards the Chevalier de St. George. 'Tis certain that messengers and +letters were continually passing between his Grace and his brave nephew, +the Duke of Berwick, in the opposite camp. No man's caresses were more +opportune than his Grace's, and no man ever uttered expressions of +regard and affection more generously. He professed to Monsieur de Torcy, +so Mr. St. John told the writer, quite an eagerness to be cut in pieces +for the exiled Queen and her family; nay more, I believe, this year +he parted with a portion of the most precious part of himself--his +money--which he sent over to the royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who was in +the Prince's service, was twice or thrice in and out of our camp; the +French, in theirs of Arlieu and about Arras. A little river, the Canihe +I think 'twas called, (but this is writ away from books and Europe; and +the only map the writer hath of these scenes of his youth, bears no +mark of this little stream,) divided our pickets from the enemy's. +Our sentries talked across the stream, when they could make themselves +understood to each other, and when they could not, grinned, and handed +each other their brandy-flasks or their pouches of tobacco. And one fine +day of June, riding thither with the officer who visited the outposts, +(Colonel Esmond was taking an airing on horseback, being too weak for +military duty,) they came to this river, where a number of English and +Scots were assembled, talking to the good-natured enemy on the other +side. + +Esmond was especially amused with the talk of one long fellow, with a +great curling red moustache, and blue eyes, that was half a dozen +inches taller than his swarthy little comrades on the French side of the +stream, and being asked by the Colonel, saluted him, and said that he +belonged to the Royal Cravats. + +From his way of saying “Royal Cravat,” Esmond at once knew that the +fellow's tongue had first wagged on the banks of the Liffey, and not +the Loire; and the poor soldier--a deserter probably--did not like to +venture very deep into French conversation, lest his unlucky brogue +should peep out. He chose to restrict himself to such few expressions +in the French language as he thought he had mastered easily; and +his attempt at disguise was infinitely amusing. Mr. Esmond whistled +Lillibullero, at which Teague's eyes began to twinkle, and then flung +him a dollar, when the poor boy broke out with a “God bless--that is, +Dieu benisse votre honor,” that would infallibly have sent him to the +provost-marshal had he been on our side of the river. + +Whilst this parley was going on, three officers on horseback, on the +French side, appeared at some little distance, and stopped as if eying +us, when one of them left the other two, and rode close up to us who +were by the stream. “Look, look!” says the Royal Cravat, with great +agitation, “pas lui, that's he; not him, l'autre,” and pointed to the +distant officer on a chestnut horse, with a cuirass shining in the sun, +and over it a broad blue ribbon. + +“Please to take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough--my Lord +Duke,” says the gentleman in English: and, looking to see that the party +were not hostilely disposed, he added, with a smile, “There's a friend +of yours, gentlemen, yonder; he bids me to say that he saw some of your +faces on the 11th of September last year.” + +As the gentleman spoke, the other two officers rode up, and came quite +close. We knew at once who it was. It was the King, then two-and-twenty +years old, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes, that looked melancholy, +though his lips wore a smile. We took off our hats and saluted him. No +man, sure, could see for the first time, without emotion, the youthful +inheritor of so much fame and misfortune. It seemed to Mr. Esmond that +the Prince was not unlike young Castlewood, whose age and figure he +resembled. The Chevalier de St. George acknowledged the salute, and +looked at us hard. Even the idlers on our side of the river set up a +hurrah. As for the Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt +down and kissed his boot, and bawled and looked a hundred ejaculations +and blessings. The prince bade the aide-de-camp give him a piece of +money; and when the party saluting us had ridden away, Cravat spat upon +the piece of gold by way of benediction, and swaggered away, pouching +his coin and twirling his honest carroty moustache. + +The officer in whose company Esmond was, the same little captain of +Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had proposed the garden at Lille, +when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their affair, was an Irishman too, and +as brave a little soul as ever wore a sword. “Bedad,” says Roger Sterne, +“that long fellow spoke French so beautiful that I shouldn't have known +he wasn't a foreigner, till he broke out with his hulla-ballooing, and +only an Irish calf can bellow like that.” And Roger made another remark +in his wild way, in which there was sense as well as absurdity--“If that +young gentleman,” says he, “would but ride over to our camp, instead of +Villars's, toss up his hat and say, 'Here am I, the King, who'll follow +me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise and carry him home +again, and beat Villars, and take Paris by the way.” + +The news of the Prince's visit was all through the camp quickly, and +scores of ours went down in hopes to see him. Major Hamilton, whom +we had talked with, sent back by a trumpet several silver pieces for +officers with us. Mr. Esmond received one of these; and that medal, and +a recompense not uncommon amongst Princes, were the only rewards he +ever had from a Royal person, whom he endeavored not very long after to +serve. + +Esmond quitted the army almost immediately after this, following his +general home; and, indeed, being advised to travel in the fine weather +and attempt to take no further part in the campaign. But he heard from +the army, that of the many who crowded to see the Chevalier de St. +George, Frank Castlewood had made himself most conspicuous: my Lord +Viscount riding across the little stream bareheaded to where the Prince +was, and dismounting and kneeling before him to do him homage. Some +said that the Prince had actually knighted him, but my lord denied +that statement, though he acknowledged the rest of the story, and +said:--“From having been out of favor with Corporal John,” as he called +the Duke, “before his Grace warned him not to commit those follies, and +smiled on him cordially ever after.” + +“And he was so kind to me,” Frank writ, “that I thought I would put in a +good word for Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name he looked as +black as thunder, and said he had never heard of you.” + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I GO HOME, AND HARP ON THE OLD STRING. + + +After quitting Mons and the army, and as he was waiting for a packet +at Ostend, Esmond had a letter from his young kinsman Castlewood at +Bruxelles, conveying intelligence whereof Frank besought him to be the +bearer to London, and which caused Colonel Esmond no small anxiety. + +The young scapegrace, being one-and-twenty years old, and being anxious +to sow his “wild otes,” as he wrote, had married Mademoiselle de +Wertheim, daughter of Count de Wertheim, Chamberlain to the Emperor, +and having a post in the Household of the Governor of the Netherlands. +“P.S.,” the young gentleman wrote: “Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which +perhaps may be objected to her: but I am so OLD A RAIK that the age +makes no difference, and I am DETERMINED to reform. We were married at +St. Gudule, by Father Holt. She is heart and soul for the GOOD CAUSE. +And here the cry is Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, and Trix +TOO. Break this news to 'em gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to +press the people for their rents, and send me the RYNO anyhow. Clotilda +sings, and plays on the Spinet BEAUTIFULLY. She is a fair beauty. And +if it's a son, you shall stand GODFATHER. I'm going to leave the army, +having had ENUF OF SOLDERING; and my Lord Duke RECOMMENDS me. I shall +pass the winter here: and stop at least until Clo's lying in. I call +her OLD CLO, but nobody else shall. She is the cleverest woman in all +Bruxelles: understanding painting, music, poetry, and perfect at COOKERY +AND PUDDENS. I borded with the Count, that's how I came to know her. +There are four Counts her brothers. One an Abbey--three with the +Prince's army. They have a lawsuit for AN IMMENCE FORTUNE: but are now +in a PORE WAY. Break this to mother, who'll take anything from YOU. +And write, and bid Finch write AMEDIATELY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, +Bruxelles, Flanders.” + +So Frank had married a Roman Catholic lady, and an heir was expected, +and Mr. Esmond was to carry this intelligence to his mistress at London. +'Twas a difficult embassy; and the Colonel felt not a little tremor as +he neared the capital. + +He reached his inn late, and sent a messenger to Kensington to announce +his arrival and visit the next morning. The messenger brought back news +that the Court was at Windsor, and the fair Beatrix absent and engaged +in her duties there. Only Esmond's mistress remained in her house at +Kensington. She appeared in court but once in the year; Beatrix was +quite the mistress and ruler of the little mansion, inviting the company +thither, and engaging in every conceivable frolic of town pleasure. +Whilst her mother, acting as the young lady's protectress and elder +sister, pursued her own path, which was quite modest and secluded. + +As soon as ever Esmond was dressed (and he had been awake long before +the town), he took a coach for Kensington, and reached it so early that +he met his dear mistress coming home from morning prayers. She carried +her prayer-book, never allowing a footman to bear it, as everybody else +did: and it was by this simple sign Esmond knew what her occupation had +been. He called to the coachman to stop, and jumped out as she looked +towards him. She wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when +she saw him. To feel that kind little hand near to his heart seemed +to give him strength. They were soon at the door of her ladyship's +house--and within it. + +With a sweet sad smile she took his hand and kissed it. + +“How ill you have been: how weak you look, my dear Henry,” she said. + +'Tis certain the Colonel did look like a ghost, except that ghosts do +not look very happy, 'tis said. Esmond always felt so on returning to +her after absence, indeed whenever he looked in her sweet kind face. + +“I am come back to be nursed by my family,” says he. “If Frank had +not taken care of me after my wound, very likely I should have gone +altogether.” + +“Poor Frank, good Frank!” says his mother. “You'll always be kind to +him, my lord,” she went on. “The poor child never knew he was doing you +a wrong.” + +“My lord!” cries out Colonel Esmond. “What do you mean, dear lady?” + +“I am no lady,” says she; “I am Rachel Esmond, Francis Esmond's widow, +my lord. I cannot bear that title. Would we never had taken it from him +who has it now. But we did all in our power, Henry: we did all in our +power; and my lord and I--that is--” + +“Who told you this tale, dearest lady?” asked the Colonel. + +“Have you not had the letter I writ you? I writ to you at Mons directly +I heard it,” says Lady Esmond. + +“And from whom?” again asked Colonel Esmond--and his mistress then told +him that on her death-bed the Dowager Countess, sending for her, had +presented her with this dismal secret as a legacy. “'Twas very malicious +of the Dowager,” Lady Esmond said, “to have had it so long, and to +have kept the truth from me.” “Cousin Rachel,” she said,--and Esmond's +mistress could not forbear smiling as she told the story--“Cousin +Rachel,” cries the Dowager, “I have sent for you, as the doctors say +I may go off any day in this dysentery; and to ease my conscience of a +great load that has been on it. You always have been a poor creature and +unfit for great honor, and what I have to say won't, therefore, affect +you so much. You must know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, +plate, and furniture, three thousand pounds in money, and my diamonds +that my late revered Saint and Sovereign, King James, presented me with, +to my Lord Viscount Castlewood.” + +“To my Frank?” says Lady Castlewood; “I was in hopes--” + +To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron Esmond +of Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of Esmond under +patent of his Majesty King James the Second, conferred upon my husband +the late Marquis--for I am Marchioness of Esmond before God and man.” + +“And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?” asks Lady +Castlewood (she hath told me the story completely since with her quiet +arch way; the most charming any woman ever had: and I set down the +narrative here at length, so as to have done with it). “And have you +left poor Harry nothing?” asks my dear lady: “for you know, Henry,” she +says with her sweet smile, “I used always to pity Esau--and I think I am +on his side--though papa tried very hard to convince me the other way.” + +“Poor Harry!” says the old lady. “So you want something left to poor +Harry: he,--he! (reach me the drops, cousin). Well, then, my dear, since +you want poor Harry to have a fortune, you must understand that ever +since the year 1691, a week after the battle of the Boyne, where the +Prince of Orange defeated his royal sovereign and father, for which +crime he is now suffering in flames (ugh! ugh!) Henry Esmond hath been +Marquis of Esmond and Earl of Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and +Baron and Viscount Castlewood of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet--and +his eldest son will be, by courtesy, styled Earl of Castlewood--he! he! +What do you think of that, my dear?” + +“Gracious mercy! how long have you known this?” cries the other lady +(thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was wandering in her wits). + +“My husband, before he was converted, was a wicked wretch,” the sick +sinner continued. “When he was in the Low Countries he seduced a +weaver's daughter; and added to his wickedness by marrying her. And then +he came to this country and married me--a poor girl--a poor innocent +young thing--I say,”--“though she was past forty, you know, Harry, when +she married: and as for being innocent”--“Well,” she went on, “I knew +nothing of my lord's wickedness for three years after our marriage, and +after the burial of our poor little boy I had it done over again, my +dear: I had myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon +as ever I heard the creature was dead--and having a great illness then, +arising from another sad disappointment I had, the priest came and told +me that my lord had a son before our marriage, and that the child was at +nurse in England; and I consented to let the brat be brought home, and a +queer little melancholy child it was when it came. + +“Our intention was to make a priest of him: and he was bred for this, +until you perverted him from it, you wicked woman. And I had again hopes +of giving an heir to my lord, when he was called away upon the King's +business, and died fighting gloriously at the Boyne water. + +“Should I be disappointed--I owed your husband no love, my dear, for he +had jilted me in the most scandalous way and I thought there would be +time to declare the little weaver's son for the true heir. But I was +carried off to prison, where your husband was so kind to me--urging +all his friends to obtain my release, and using all his credit in my +favor--that I relented towards him, especially as my director counselled +me to be silent; and that it was for the good of the King's service +that the title of our family should continue with your husband the late +viscount, whereby his fidelity would be always secured to the King. And +a proof of this is, that a year before your husband's death, when he +thought of taking a place under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to +him, and told him what the state of the matter was, and obliged him to +raise a large sum for his Majesty; and engaged him in the true cause so +heartily, that we were sure of his support on any day when it should be +considered advisable to attack the usurper. Then his sudden death came; +and there was a thought of declaring the truth. But 'twas determined +to be best for the King's service to let the title still go with the +younger branch; and there's no sacrifice a Castlewood wouldn't make for +that cause, my dear. + +“As for Colonel Esmond, he knew the truth already.” (“And then, Harry,” + my mistress said, “she told me of what had happened at my dear husband's +death-bed”). “He doth not intend to take the title, though it belongs to +him. But it eases my conscience that you should know the truth, my dear. +And your son is lawfully Viscount Castlewood so long as his cousin doth +not claim the rank.” + +This was the substance of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury had +knowledge of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond very well knows how: +that divine being the clergyman for whom the late lord had sent on his +death-bed: and when Lady Castlewood would instantly have written to her +son, and conveyed the truth to him, the Dean's advice was that a letter +should be writ to Colonel Esmond rather; that the matter should be +submitted to his decision, by which alone the rest of the family were +bound to abide. + +“And can my dearest lady doubt what that will be?” says the Colonel. + +“It rests with you, Harry, as the head of our house.” + +“It was settled twelve years since, by my dear lord's bedside,” says +Colonel Esmond. “The children must know nothing of this. Frank and his +heirs after him must bear our name. 'Tis his rightfully; I have not even +a proof of that marriage of my father and mother, though my poor lord, +on his death-bed, told me that Father Holt had brought such a proof to +Castlewood. I would not seek it when I was abroad. I went and looked at +my poor mother's grave in her convent. What matter to her now? No court +of law on earth, upon my mere word, would deprive my Lord Viscount and +set me up. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank is Viscount +of Castlewood still. And rather than disturb him, I would turn monk, or +disappear in America.” + +As he spoke so to his dearest mistress, for whom he would have been +willing to give up his life, or to make any sacrifice any day, the fond +creature flung herself down on her knees before him, and kissed both his +hands in an outbreak of passionate love and gratitude, such as could not +but melt his heart, and make him feel very proud and thankful that God +had given him the power to show his love for her, and to prove it by +some little sacrifice on his own part. To be able to bestow benefits +or happiness on those one loves is sure the greatest blessing conferred +upon a man--and what wealth or name, or gratification of ambition or +vanity, could compare with the pleasure Esmond now had of being able to +confer some kindness upon his best and dearest friends? + +“Dearest saint,” says he--“purest soul, that has had so much to suffer, +that has blest the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure of love. 'Tis +for me to kneel, not for you: 'tis for me to be thankful that I can make +you happy. Hath my life any other aim? Blessed be God that I can serve +you! What pleasure, think you, could all the world give me compared to +that?” + +“Don't raise me,” she said, in a wild way, to Esmond, who would have +lifted her. “Let me kneel--let me kneel, and--and--worship you.” + +Before such a partial judge as Esmond's dear mistress owned herself to +be, any cause which he might plead was sure to be given in his favor; +and accordingly he found little difficulty in reconciling her to the +news whereof he was bearer, of her son's marriage to a foreign lady, +Papist though she was. Lady Castlewood never could be brought to think +so ill of that religion as other people in England thought of it: she +held that ours was undoubtedly a branch of the Catholic church, but that +the Roman was one of the main stems on which, no doubt, many errors had +been grafted (she was, for a woman, extraordinarily well versed in this +controversy, having acted, as a girl, as secretary to her father, the +late dean, and written many of his sermons, under his dictation); and if +Frank had chosen to marry a lady of the church of south Europe, as she +would call the Roman communion, there was no need why she should not +welcome her as a daughter-in-law: and accordingly she wrote to her new +daughter a very pretty, touching letter (as Esmond thought, who had +cognizance of it before it went), in which the only hint of reproof was +a gentle remonstrance that her son had not written to herself, to ask +a fond mother's blessing for that step which he was about taking. +“Castlewood knew very well,” so she wrote to her son, “that she never +denied him anything in her power to give, much less would she think of +opposing a marriage that was to make his happiness, as she trusted, and +keep him out of wild courses, which had alarmed her a good deal:” and +she besought him to come quickly to England, to settle down in his +family house of Castlewood (“It is his family house,” says she, to +Colonel Esmond, “though only his own house by your forbearance”) and to +receive the accompt of her stewardship during his ten years' minority. +By care and frugality, she had got the estate into a better condition +than ever it had been since the Parliamentary wars; and my lord was now +master of a pretty, small income, not encumbered of debts, as it +had been, during his father's ruinous time. “But in saving my son's +fortune,” says she, “I fear I have lost a great part of my hold on him.” + And, indeed, this was the case: her ladyship's daughter complaining that +their mother did all for Frank, and nothing for her; and Frank himself +being dissatisfied at the narrow, simple way of his mother's living at +Walcote, where he had been brought up more like a poor parson's son +than a young nobleman that was to make a figure in the world. 'Twas this +mistake in his early training, very likely, that set him so eager upon +pleasure when he had it in his power; nor is he the first lad that has +been spoiled by the over-careful fondness of women. No training is so +useful for children, great or small, as the company of their betters in +rank or natural parts; in whose society they lose the overweening sense +of their own importance, which stay-at-home people very commonly learn. + +But, as a prodigal that's sending in a schedule of his debts to his +friends, never puts all down, and, you may be sure, the rogue keeps back +some immense swingeing bill, that he doesn't dare to own; so the poor +Frank had a very heavy piece of news to break to his mother, and which +he hadn't the courage to introduce into his first confession. Some +misgivings Esmond might have, upon receiving Frank's letter, and knowing +into what hands the boy had fallen; but whatever these misgivings were, +he kept them to himself, not caring to trouble his mistress with any +fears that might be groundless. + +However, the next mail which came from Bruxelles, after Frank had +received his mother's letters there, brought back a joint composition +from himself and his wife, who could spell no better than her young +scapegrace of a husband, full of expressions of thanks, love, and duty +to the Dowager Viscountess, as my poor lady now was styled; and along +with this letter (which was read in a family council, namely, the +Viscountess, Mistress Beatrix, and the writer of this memoir, and which +was pronounced to be vulgar by the maid of honor, and felt to be so by +the other two), there came a private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor +Frank, with another dismal commission for the Colonel to execute, at his +best opportunity; and this was to announce that Frank had seen fit, +“by the exhortation of Mr. Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the +blessing of heaven and the saints,” says my lord, demurely, “to change +his religion, and be received into the bosom of that church of which +his sovereign, many of his family, and the greater part of the civilized +world, were members.” And his lordship added a postscript, of which +Esmond knew the inspiring genius very well, for it had the genuine twang +of the Seminary, and was quite unlike poor Frank's ordinary style of +writing and thinking; in which he reminded Colonel Esmond that he too +was, by birth, of that church; and that his mother and sister should +have his lordship's prayers to the saints (an inestimable benefit, +truly!) for their conversion. + +If Esmond had wanted to keep this secret, he could not; for a day or +two after receiving this letter, a notice from Bruxelles appeared in +the Post-Boy and other prints, announcing that “a young Irish lord, the +Viscount C-stlew--d, just come to his majority, and who had served the +last campaigns with great credit, as aide-de-camp to his Grace the Duke +of Marlborough, had declared for the Popish religion at Bruxelles, and +had walked in a procession barefoot, with a wax-taper in his hand.” The +notorious Mr. Holt, who had been employed as a Jacobite agent during +the last reign, and many times pardoned by King William, had been, the +Post-Boy said, the agent of this conversion. + +The Lady Castlewood was as much cast down by this news as Miss Beatrix +was indignant at it. “So,” says she, “Castlewood is no longer a home +for us, mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her confessor, and there +will be frogs for dinner; and all Tusher's and my grandfather's sermons +are flung away upon my brother. I used to tell you that you killed him +with the catechism, and that he would turn wicked as soon as he broke +from his mammy's leading-strings. Oh, mother, you would not believe that +the young scapegrace was playing you tricks, and that sneak of a Tusher +was not a fit guide for him. Oh, those parsons, I hate 'em all!” says +Mistress Beatrix, clapping her hands together; “yes, whether they wear +cassocks and buckles, or beards and bare feet. There's a horrid Irish +wretch who never misses a Sunday at Court, and who pays me compliments +there, the horrible man; and if you want to know what parsons are, you +should see his behavior, and hear him talk of his own cloth. They're all +the same, whether they're bishops, or bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They +try to domineer, and they frighten us with kingdom come; and they wear a +sanctified air in public, and expect us to go down on our knees and ask +their blessing; and they intrigue, and they grasp, and they backbite, +and they slander worse than the worst courtier or the wickedest old +woman. I heard this Mr. Swift sneering at my Lord Duke of Marlborough's +courage the other day. He! that Teague from Dublin! because his Grace is +not in favor, dares to say this of him; and he says this that it may get +to her Majesty's ear, and to coax and wheedle Mrs. Masham. They say +the Elector of Hanover has a dozen of mistresses in his court at +Herrenhausen, and if he comes to be king over us, I wager that the +bishops and Mr. Swift, that wants to be one, will coax and wheedle them. +Oh, those priests and their grave airs! I'm sick of their square toes +and their rustling cassocks. I should like to go to a country where +there was not one, or turn Quaker, and get rid of 'em; and I would, only +the dress is not becoming, and I've much too pretty a figure to hide +it. Haven't I, cousin?” and here she glanced at her person and the +looking-glass, which told her rightly that a more beautiful shape and +face never were seen. + +“I made that onslaught on the priests,” says Miss Beatrix, afterwards, +“in order to divert my poor dear mother's anguish about Frank. Frank is +as vain as a girl, cousin. Talk of us girls being vain, what are WE to +you? It was easy to see that the first woman who chose would make a fool +of him, or the first robe--I count a priest and a woman all the same. We +are always caballing; we are not answerable for the fibs we tell; we are +always cajoling and coaxing, or threatening; and we are always making +mischief, Colonel Esmond--mark my word for that, who know the world, +sir, and have to make my way in it. I see as well as possible how +Frank's marriage hath been managed. The Count, our papa-in-law, is +always away at the coffee-house. The Countess, our mother, is always in +the kitchen looking after the dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at +the spinet. When my lord comes to say he is going on the campaign, the +lovely Clotilda bursts into tears, and faints--so; he catches her in his +arms--no, sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you please--she cries +on his shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my adored, my beloved +Clotilda, are you sorry to part with me?' 'Oh, my Francisco,' says +she, 'oh my lord!' and at this very instant mamma and a couple of young +brothers, with moustaches and long rapiers, come in from the kitchen, +where they have been eating bread and onions. Mark my word, you will +have all this woman's relations at Castlewood three months after she has +arrived there. The old count and countess, and the young counts and all +the little countesses her sisters. Counts! every one of these wretches +says he is a count. Guiscard, that stabbed Mr. Harvey, said he was +a count; and I believe he was a barber. All Frenchmen are +barbers--Fiddledee! don't contradict me--or else dancing-masters, or +else priests.” And so she rattled on. + +“Who was it taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?” says the Colonel. + +She laughed out the air of a minuet, and swept a low curtsy, coming up +to the recover with the prettiest little foot in the world pointed out. +Her mother came in as she was in this attitude; my lady had been in her +closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion in a very serious way; the +madcap girl ran up to her mother, put her arms round her waist, kissed +her, tried to make her dance, and said: “Don't be silly, you kind little +mamma, and cry about Frank turning Papist. What a figure he must be, +with a white sheet and a candle, walking in a procession barefoot!” And +she kicked off her little slippers (the wonderfullest little shoes +with wonderful tall red heels: Esmond pounced upon one as it fell close +beside him), and she put on the drollest little moue, and marched up and +down the room holding Esmond's cane by way of taper. Serious as her mood +was, Lady Castlewood could not refrain from laughing; and as for +Esmond he looked on with that delight with which the sight of this fair +creature always inspired him: never had he seen any woman so arch, so +brilliant, and so beautiful. + +Having finished her march, she put out her foot for her slipper. The +Colonel knelt down: “If you will be Pope I will turn Papist,” says he; +and her Holiness gave him gracious leave to kiss the little stockinged +foot before he put the slipper on. + +Mamma's feet began to pat on the floor during this operation, and +Beatrix, whose bright eyes nothing escaped, saw that little mark of +impatience. She ran up and embraced her mother, with her usual cry of, +“Oh, you silly little mamma: your feet are quite as pretty as mine,” + says she: “they are, cousin, though she hides 'em; but the shoemaker +will tell you that he makes for both off the same last.” + +“You are taller than I am, dearest,” says her mother, blushing over her +whole sweet face--“and--and it is your hand, my dear, and not your foot +he wants you to give him;” and she said it with a hysteric laugh, that +had more of tears than laughter in it; laying her head on her daughter's +fair shoulder, and hiding it there. They made a very pretty picture +together, and looked like a pair of sisters--the sweet simple matron +seeming younger than her years, and her daughter, if not older, yet +somehow, from a commanding manner and grace which she possessed above +most women, her mother's superior and protectress. + +“But oh!” cries my mistress, recovering herself after this scene, and +returning to her usual sad tone, “'tis a shame that we should laugh +and be making merry on a day when we ought to be down on our knees and +asking pardon.” + +“Asking pardon for what?” says saucy Mrs. Beatrix--“because Frank takes +it into his head to fast on Fridays and worship images? You know if you +had been born a Papist, mother, a Papist you would have remained to the +end of your days. 'Tis the religion of the King and of some of the best +quality. For my part, I'm no enemy to it, and think Queen Bess was not a +penny better than Queen Mary.” + +“Hush, Beatrix! Do not jest with sacred things, and remember of what +parentage you come,” cries my lady. Beatrix was ordering her ribbons, +and adjusting her tucker, and performing a dozen provokingly pretty +ceremonies, before the glass. The girl was no hypocrite at least. She +never at that time could be brought to think but of the world and her +beauty; and seemed to have no more sense of devotion than some people +have of music, that cannot distinguish one air from another. Esmond +saw this fault in her, as he saw many others--a bad wife would Beatrix +Esmond make, he thought, for any man under the degree of a Prince. She +was born to shine in great assemblies, and to adorn palaces, and to +command everywhere--to conduct an intrigue of politics, or to glitter in +a queen's train. But to sit at a homely table, and mend the stockings of +a poor man's children! that was no fitting duty for her, or at least +one that she wouldn't have broke her heart in trying to do. She was a +princess, though she had scarce a shilling to her fortune; and one +of her subjects--the most abject and devoted wretch, sure, that ever +drivelled at a woman's knees--was this unlucky gentleman; who bound his +good sense, and reason, and independence, hand and foot, and submitted +them to her. + +And who does not know how ruthlessly women will tyrannize when they are +let to domineer? and who does not know how useless advice is? I could +give good counsel to my descendants, but I know they'll follow their own +way, for all their grandfather's sermon. A man gets his own experience +about women, and will take nobody's hearsay; nor, indeed, is the young +fellow worth a fig that would. 'Tis I that am in love with my mistress, +not my old grandmother that counsels me: 'tis I that have fixed the +value of the thing I would have, and know the price I would pay for +it. It may be worthless to you, but 'tis all my life to me. Had Esmond +possessed the Great Mogul's crown and all his diamonds, or all the Duke +of Marlborough's money, or all the ingots sunk at Vigo, he would have +given them all for this woman. A fool he was, if you will; but so is +a sovereign a fool, that will give half a principality for a little +crystal as big as a pigeon's egg, and called a diamond: so is a wealthy +nobleman a fool, that will face danger or death, and spend half his +life, and all his tranquillity, caballing for a blue ribbon; so is a +Dutch merchant a fool, that hath been known to pay ten thousand crowns +for a tulip. There's some particular prize we all of us value, and that +every man of spirit will venture his life for. With this, it may be +to achieve a great reputation for learning; with that, to be a man of +fashion, and the admiration of the town; with another, to consummate a +great work of art or poetry, and go to immortality that way; and with +another, for a certain time of his life, the sole object and aim is a +woman. + +Whilst Esmond was under the domination of this passion, he remembers +many a talk he had with his intimates, who used to rally Our Knight of +the Rueful Countenance at his devotion, whereof he made no disguise, to +Beatrix; and it was with replies such as the above he met his friends' +satire. “Granted, I am a fool,” says he, “and no better than you; but +you are no better than I. You have your folly you labor for; give me the +charity of mine. What flatteries do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper +in the ears of a queen's favorite? What nights of labor doth not the +laziest man in the world endure, foregoing his bottle, and his boon +companions, foregoing Lais, in whose lap he would like to be yawning, +that he may prepare a speech full of lies, to cajole three hundred +stupid country-gentlemen in the House of Commons, and get the hiccupping +cheers of the October Club! What days will you spend in your jolting +chariot.” (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, and especially, of later +days, with the secretary.) “What hours will you pass on your gouty +feet--and how humbly will you kneel down to present a despatch--you, the +proudest man in the world, that has not knelt to God since you were a +boy, and in that posture whisper, flatter, adore almost, a stupid woman, +that's often boozy with too much meat and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes +for his audience! If my pursuit is vanity, sure yours is too.” And then +the Secretary, would fly out in such a rich flow of eloquence, as this +pen cannot pretend to recall; advocating his scheme of ambition, showing +the great good he would do for his country when he was the undisputed +chief of it; backing his opinion with a score of pat sentences from +Greek and Roman authorities (of which kind of learning he made rather +an ostentatious display), and scornfully vaunting the very arts and +meannesses by which fools were to be made to follow him, opponents to be +bribed or silenced, doubters converted, and enemies overawed. + +“I am Diogenes,” says Esmond, laughing, “that is taken up for a ride +in Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to vanquish Darius or to tame +Bucephalus. I do not want what you want, a great name or a high place: +to have them would bring me no pleasure. But my moderation is taste, not +virtue; and I know that what I do want is as vain as that which you long +after. Do not grudge me my vanity, if I allow yours; or rather, let us +laugh at both indifferently, and at ourselves, and at each other.” + +“If your charmer holds out,” says St. John, “at this rate she may +keep you twenty years besieging her, and surrender by the time you are +seventy, and she is old enough to be a grandmother. I do not say the +pursuit of a particular woman is not as pleasant a pastime as any other +kind of hunting,” he added; “only, for my part, I find the game won't +run long enough. They knock under too soon--that's the fault I find with +'em.” + +“The game which you pursue is in the habit of being caught, and used to +being pulled down,” says Mr. Esmond. + +“But Dulcinea del Toboso is peerless, eh?” says the other. “Well, honest +Harry, go and attack windmills--perhaps thou art not more mad than other +people,” St. John added, with a sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A PAPER OUT OF THE “SPECTATOR.” + + +Doth any young gentleman of my progeny, who may read his old +grandfather's papers, chance to be presently suffering under the passion +of Love? There is a humiliating cure, but one that is easy and almost +specific for the malady--which is, to try an alibi. Esmond went away +from his mistress and was cured a half-dozen times; he came back to her +side, and instantly fell ill again of the fever. He vowed that he could +leave her and think no more of her, and so he could pretty well, at +least, succeed in quelling that rage and longing he had whenever he was +with her; but as soon as he returned he was as bad as ever again. Truly +a ludicrous and pitiable object, at least exhausting everybody's pity +but his dearest mistress's, Lady Castlewood's, in whose tender breast he +reposed all his dreary confessions, and who never tired of hearing him +and pleading for him. + +Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would be +plagued with despair, at some impertinence or coquetry of his mistress. +For days they would be like brother and sister, or the dearest +friends--she, simple, fond, and charming--he, happy beyond measure at +her good behavior. But this would all vanish on a sudden. Either he +would be too pressing, and hint his love, when she would rebuff him +instantly, and give his vanity a box on the ear; or he would be jealous, +and with perfect good reason, of some new admirer that had sprung up, +or some rich young gentleman newly arrived in the town, that this +incorrigible flirt would set her nets and baits to draw in. If Esmond +remonstrated, the little rebel would say--“Who are you? I shall go my +own way, sirrah, and that way is towards a husband, and I don't want +YOU on the way. I am for your betters, Colonel, for your betters: do +you hear that? You might do if you had an estate and were younger; only +eight years older than I, you say! pish, you are a hundred years older. +You are an old, old Graveairs, and I should make you miserable, that +would be the only comfort I should have in marrying you. But you have +not money enough to keep a cat decently after you have paid your man his +wages, and your landlady her bill. Do you think I am going to live in +a lodging, and turn the mutton at a string whilst your honor nurses the +baby? Fiddlestick, and why did you not get this nonsense knocked out of +your head when you were in the wars? You are come back more dismal and +dreary than ever. You and mamma are fit for each other. You might be +Darby and Joan, and play cribbage to the end of your lives.” + +“At least you own to your worldliness, my poor Trix,” says her mother. + +“Worldliness. Oh, my pretty lady! Do you think that I am a child in the +nursery, and to be frightened by Bogey! Worldliness, to be sure; and +pray, madam, where is the harm of wishing to be comfortable? When you +are gone, you dearest old woman, or when I am tired of you and have +run away from you, where shall I go? Shall I go and be head nurse to my +Popish sister-in-law, take the children their physic, and whip 'em, +and put 'em to bed when they are naughty? Shall I be Castlewood's upper +servant, and perhaps marry Tom Tusher? Merci! I have been long enough +Frank's humble servant. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, +and had I worn the--well, don't let your ladyship be frightened--had +I worn a sword and periwig instead of this mantle and commode to which +nature has condemned me--(though 'tis a pretty stuff, too--Cousin +Esmond! you will go to the Exchange to-morrow, and get the exact +counterpart of this ribbon, sir; do you hear?)--I would have made our +name talked about. So would Graveairs here have made something out of +our name if he had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would have done +very well. Yes, you have a very pretty way, and would have made a very +decent, grave speaker.” And here she began to imitate Esmond's way of +carrying himself and speaking to his face, and so ludicrously that his +mistress burst out a-laughing, and even he himself could see there was +some likeness in the fantastical malicious caricature. + +“Yes,” says she, “I solemnly vow, own, and confess, that I want a +good husband. Where's the harm of one? My face is my fortune. Who'll +come?--buy, buy, buy! I cannot toil, neither can I spin, but I can play +twenty-three games on the cards. I can dance the last dance, I can hunt +the stag, and I think I could shoot flying. I can talk as wicked as any +woman of my years, and know enough stories to amuse a sulky husband for +at least one thousand and one nights. I have a pretty taste for dress, +diamonds, gambling, and old China. I love sugar-plums, Malines lace +(that you brought me, cousin, is very pretty), the opera, and everything +that is useless and costly. I have got a monkey and a little +black boy--Pompey, sir, go and give a dish of chocolate to Colonel +Graveairs,--and a parrot and a spaniel, and I must have a husband. +Cupid, you hear?” + +“Iss, Missis!” says Pompey, a little grinning negro Lord Peterborrow +gave her, with a bird of Paradise in his turbant, and a collar with his +mistress's name on it. + +“Iss, Missis!” says Beatrix, imitating the child. “And if husband not +come, Pompey must go fetch one.” + +And Pompey went away grinning with his chocolate tray as Miss Beatrix +ran up to her mother and ended her sally of mischief in her common way, +with a kiss--no wonder that upon paying such a penalty her fond judge +pardoned her. + + +When Mr. Esmond came home, his health was still shattered; and he took a +lodging near to his mistresses, at Kensington, glad enough to be served +by them, and to see them day after day. He was enabled to see a little +company--and of the sort he liked best. Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison both +did him the honor to visit him; and drank many a glass of good claret +at his lodging, whilst their entertainer, through his wound, was kept to +diet drink and gruel. These gentlemen were Whigs, and great admirers of +my Lord Duke of Marlborough; and Esmond was entirely of the other party. +But their different views of politics did not prevent the gentlemen from +agreeing in private, nor from allowing, on one evening when Esmond's +kind old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, with a stick and a crutch, +hobbled up to the Colonel's lodging (which was prettily situate at +Knightsbridge, between London and Kensington, and looking over +the Gardens), that the Lieutenant-General was a noble and gallant +soldier--and even that he had been hardly used in the Wynendael affair. +He took his revenge in talk, that must be confessed; and if Mr. Addison +had had a mind to write a poem about Wynendael, he might have heard from +the commander's own lips the story a hundred times over. + +Mr. Esmond, forced to be quiet, betook himself to literature for a +relaxation, and composed his comedy, whereof the prompter's copy lieth +in my walnut escritoire, sealed up and docketed, “The Faithful Fool, +a Comedy, as it was performed by her Majesty's Servants.” 'Twas a +very sentimental piece; and Mr. Steele, who had more of that kind of +sentiment than Mr. Addison, admired it, whilst the other rather sneered +at the performance; though he owned that, here and there, it contained +some pretty strokes. He was bringing out his own play of “Cato” at the +time, the blaze of which quite extinguished Esmond's farthing candle; +and his name was never put to the piece, which was printed as by a +Person of Quality. Only nine copies were sold, though Mr. Dennis, the +great critic, praised it, and said 'twas a work of great merit; and +Colonel Esmond had the whole impression burned one day in a rage, by +Jack Lockwood, his man. + +All this comedy was full of bitter satiric strokes against a certain +young lady. The plot of the piece was quite a new one. A young woman was +represented with a great number of suitors, selecting a pert fribble of +a peer, in place of the hero (but ill-acted, I think, by Mr. Wilks, +the Faithful Fool,) who persisted in admiring her. In the fifth act, +Teraminta was made to discover the merits of Eugenio (the F. F.), and +to feel a partiality for him too late; for he announced that he had +bestowed his hand and estate upon Rosaria, a country lass, endowed with +every virtue. But it must be owned that the audience yawned through the +play; and that it perished on the third night, with only half a dozen +persons to behold its agonies. Esmond and his two mistresses came to the +first night, and Miss Beatrix fell asleep; whilst her mother, who had +not been to a play since King James the Second's time, thought the +piece, though not brilliant, had a very pretty moral. + +Mr. Esmond dabbled in letters, and wrote a deal of prose and verse at +this time of leisure. When displeased with the conduct of Miss Beatrix, +he would compose a satire, in which he relieved his mind. When smarting +under the faithlessness of women, he dashed off a copy of verses, in +which he held the whole sex up to scorn. One day, in one of these moods, +he made a little joke, in which (swearing him to secrecy) he got his +friend Dick Steele to help him; and, composing a paper, he had it +printed exactly like Steele's paper, and by his printer, and laid on his +mistress's breakfast-table the following-- + + “SPECTATOR. + + “No. 341. “Tuesday, April 1, 1712. + + Mutato nomine de te Fabula narratur.--HORACE. + Thyself the morain of the fable see.--CREECH. + + +“Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and fashion, and as one of +the most amiable persons of this court and country. She is at home two +mornings of the week, and all the wits and a few of the beauties of +London flock to her assemblies. When she goes abroad to Tunbridge or the +Bath, a retinue of adorers rides the journey with her; and besides +the London beaux, she has a crowd of admirers at the Wells, the +polite amongst the natives of Sussex and Somerset pressing round her +tea-tables, and being anxious for a nod from her chair. Jocasta's +acquaintance is thus very numerous. Indeed, 'tis one smart writer's work +to keep her visiting-book--a strong footman is engaged to carry it; +and it would require a much stronger head even than Jocasta's own to +remember the names of all her dear friends. + +“Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (for of this important matter +Jocasta cannot be certain) it was her ladyship's fortune to become +acquainted with a young gentleman, whose conversation was so sprightly, +and manners amiable, that she invited the agreeable young spark to visit +her if ever he came to London, where her house in Spring Garden should +be open to him. Charming as he was, and without any manner of doubt +a pretty fellow, Jocasta hath such a regiment of the like continually +marching round her standard, that 'tis no wonder her attention +is distracted amongst them. And so, though this gentleman made a +considerable impression upon her, and touched her heart for at least +three-and-twenty minutes, it must be owned that she has forgotten his +name. He is a dark man, and may be eight-and-twenty years old. His dress +is sober, though of rich materials. He has a mole on his forehead over +his left eye; has a blue ribbon to his cane and sword, and wears his own +hair. + +“Jocasta was much flattered by beholding her admirer (for that everybody +admires who sees her is a point which she never can for a moment doubt) +in the next pew to her at St. James's Church last Sunday; and the manner +in which he appeared to go to sleep during the sermon--though from under +his fringed eyelids it was evident he was casting glances of respectful +rapture towards Jocasta--deeply moved and interested her. On coming out +of church, he found his way to her chair, and made her an elegant bow as +she stepped into it. She saw him at Court afterwards, where he carried +himself with a most distinguished air, though none of her acquaintances +knew his name; and the next night he was at the play, where her ladyship +was pleased to acknowledge him from the side-box. + +“During the whole of the comedy she racked her brains so to remember his +name that she did not hear a word of the piece: and having the happiness +to meet him once more in the lobby of the playhouse, she went up to +him in a flutter, and bade him remember that she kept two nights in the +week, and that she longed to see him at Spring Garden. + +“He appeared on Tuesday, in a rich suit, showing a very fine taste both +in the tailor and wearer; and though a knot of us were gathered round +the charming Jocasta, fellows who pretended to know every face upon +the town, not one could tell the gentleman's name in reply to Jocasta's +eager inquiries, flung to the right and left of her as he advanced up +the room with a bow that would become a duke. + +“Jocasta acknowledged this salute with one of those smiles and curtsies +of which that lady hath the secret. She curtsies with a languishing air, +as if to say, 'You are come at last. I have been pining for you:' and +then she finishes her victim with a killing look, which declares: 'O +Philander! I have no eyes but for you.' Camilla hath as good a curtsy +perhaps, and Thalestris much such another look; but the glance and the +curtsy together belong to Jocasta of all the English beauties alone. + +“'Welcome to London, sir,' says she. 'One can see you are from the +country by your looks.' She would have said 'Epsom,' or 'Tunbridge,' +had she remembered rightly at which place she had met the stranger; but, +alas! she had forgotten. + +“The gentleman said, 'he had been in town but three days; and one of his +reasons for coming hither was to have the honor of paying his court to +Jocasta.' + +“She said, 'the waters had agreed with her but indifferently.' + +“'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and +beautiful came but to make them sparkle. And as the clergyman read the +service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the angel +that visited the pool.' A murmur of approbation saluted this sally. +Manilio, who is a wit when he is not at cards, was in such a rage that +he revoked when he heard it. + +“Jocasta was an angel visiting the waters; but at which of the +Bethesdas? She was puzzled more and more; and, as her way always is, +looked the more innocent and simple, the more artful her intentions +were. + +“'We were discoursing,' says she, 'about spelling of names and words +when you came. Why should we say goold and write gold, and call china +chayney, and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley Chumley? If we call +Pulteney Poltney, why shouldn't we call poultry pultry--and--' + +“'Such an enchantress as your ladyship,' says he, 'is mistress of all +sorts of spells.' But this was Dr. Swift's pun, and we all knew it. + +“'And--and how do you spell your name?' says she, coming to the point at +length; for this sprightly conversation had lasted much longer than is +here set down, and been carried on through at least three dishes of tea. + +“'Oh, madam,' says he, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH THE Y.' And laying down his +dish, my gentleman made another elegant bow, and was gone in a moment. + +“Jocasta hath had no sleep since this mortification, and the stranger's +disappearance. If balked in anything, she is sure to lose her health and +temper; and we, her servants, suffer, as usual, during the angry fits of +our Queen. Can you help us, Mr. Spectator, who know everything, to read +this riddle for her, and set at rest all our minds? We find in her list, +Mr. Berty, Mr. Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler--who may be Mr. Bertie, Mr. +Smyth, Mr. Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for what we know. She hath turned away +the clerk of her visiting-book, a poor fellow with a great family of +children. Read me this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and oblige your +admirer--OEDIPUS.” + + +“THE TRUMPET COFFEE-HOUSE, WHITEHALL. + +“MR. SPECTATOR,--I am a gentleman but little acquainted with the town, +though I have had a university education, and passed some years +serving my country abroad, where my name is better known than in the +coffee-house and St. James's. + +“Two years since my uncle died, leaving me a pretty estate in the county +of Kent; and being at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my mourning was +over, and on the look-out, if truth must be told, for some young lady +who would share with me the solitude of my great Kentish house, and be +kind to my tenantry (for whom a woman can do a great deal more good than +the best-intentioned man can), I was greatly fascinated by a young lady +of London, who was the toast of all the company at the Wells. Every one +knows Saccharissa's beauty; and I think, Mr. Spectator, no one better +than herself. + +“My table-book informs me that I danced no less than seven-and-twenty +sets with her at the Assembly. I treated her to the fiddles twice. I +was admitted on several days to her lodging, and received by her with a +great deal of distinction, and, for a time, was entirely her slave. It +was only when I found, from common talk of the company at the Wells, and +from narrowly watching one, who I once thought of asking the most sacred +question a man can put to a woman, that I became aware how unfit she was +to be a country gentleman's wife; and that this fair creature was but a +heartless worldly jilt, playing with affections that she never meant to +return, and, indeed, incapable of returning them. 'Tis admiration such +women want, not love that touches them; and I can conceive, in her old +age, no more wretched creature than this lady will be, when her beauty +hath deserted her, when her admirers have left her, and she hath neither +friendship nor religion to console her. + +“Business calling me to London, I went to St. James's Church last +Sunday, and there opposite me sat my beauty of the Wells. Her behavior +during the whole service was so pert, languishing, and absurd; she +flirted her fan, and ogled and eyed me in a manner so indecent, that I +was obliged to shut my eyes, so as actually not to see her, and whenever +I opened them beheld hers (and very bright they are) still staring at +me. I fell in with her afterwards at Court, and at the playhouse; and +here nothing would satisfy her but she must elbow through the crowd +and speak to me, and invite me to the assembly, which she holds at her +house, not very far from Ch-r-ng Cr-ss. + +“Having made her a promise to attend, of course I kept my promise; and +found the young widow in the midst of a half-dozen of card tables, and +a crowd of wits and admirers. I made the best bow I could, and advanced +towards her; and saw by a peculiar puzzled look in her face, though she +tried to hide her perplexity, that she had forgotten even my name. + +“Her talk, artful as it was, convinced me that I had guessed aright. She +turned the conversation most ridiculously upon the spelling of names and +words; and I replied with as ridiculous fulsome compliments as I could +pay her: indeed, one in which I compared her to an angel visiting the +sick wells, went a little too far; nor should I have employed it, but +that the allusion came from the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both +had heard, and I was pressed to answer her. + +“Then she came to the question, which I knew was awaiting me, and asked +how I SPELT my name? 'Madam,' says I, turning on my heel, 'I spell it +with a Y.' And so I left her, wondering at the light-heartedness of the +town-people, who forget and make friends so easily, and resolved to look +elsewhere for a partner for your constant reader, + +“CYMON WYLDOATS.” + +“You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, in which there is no such a +letter as HUPSILON. But if the lady, whom I have called Saccharissa, +wonders that I appear no more at the tea-tables, she is hereby +respectfully informed the reason Y.” + + +The above is a parable, whereof the writer will now expound the meaning. +Jocasta was no other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to her Majesty. +She had told Mr. Esmond this little story of having met a gentleman +somewhere, and forgetting his name, when the gentleman, with no such +malicious intentions as those of “Cymon” in the above fable, made the +answer simply as above; and we all laughed to think how little Mistress +Jocasta-Beatrix had profited by her artifice and precautions. + +As for Cymon, he was intended to represent yours and her very humble +servant, the writer of the apologue and of this story, which we had +printed on a “Spectator” paper at Mr. Steele's office, exactly as +those famous journals were printed, and which was laid on the table +at breakfast in place of the real newspaper. Mistress Jocasta, who had +plenty of wit, could not live without her Spectator to her tea; and +this sham Spectator was intended to convey to the young woman that +she herself was a flirt, and that Cymon was a gentleman of honor and +resolution, seeing all her faults, and determined to break the chains +once and for ever. + +For though enough hath been said about this love-business +already--enough, at least, to prove to the writer's heirs what a silly +fond fool their old grandfather was, who would like them to consider him +as a very wise old gentleman; yet not near all has been told concerning +this matter, which, if it were allowed to take in Esmond's journal the +space it occupied in his time, would weary his kinsmen and women of a +hundred years' time beyond all endurance; and form such a diary of folly +and drivelling, raptures and rage, as no man of ordinary vanity would +like to leave behind him. + +The truth is, that, whether she laughed at him or encouraged him; +whether she smiled or was cold, and turned her smiles on another; +worldly and ambitious, as he knew her to be; hard and careless, as she +seemed to grow with her court life, and a hundred admirers that came to +her and left her; Esmond, do what he would, never could get Beatrix out +of his mind; thought of her constantly at home or away. If he read his +name in a Gazette, or escaped the shot of a cannon-ball or a greater +danger in the campaign, as has happened to him more than once, the +instant thought after the honor achieved or the danger avoided, was, +“What will SHE say of it?” “Will this distinction or the idea of this +peril elate her or touch her, so as to be better inclined towards me?” + He could no more help this passionate fidelity of temper than he could +help the eyes he saw with--one or the other seemed a part of his nature; +and knowing every one of her faults as well as the keenest of her +detractors, and the folly of an attachment to such a woman, of which the +fruition could never bring him happiness for above a week, there was yet +a charm about this Circe from which the poor deluded gentleman could +not free himself; and for a much longer period than Ulysses (another +middle-aged officer, who had travelled much, and been in the foreign +wars,) Esmond felt himself enthralled and besotted by the wiles of this +enchantress. Quit her! He could no more quit her, as the Cymon of +this story was made to quit his false one, than he could lose his +consciousness of yesterday. She had but to raise her finger, and he +would come back from ever so far; she had but to say I have discarded +such and such an adorer, and the poor infatuated wretch would be sure to +come and roder about her mother's house, willing to be put on the ranks +of suitors, though he knew he might be cast off the next week. If he +were like Ulysses in his folly, at least she was in so far like Penelope +that she had a crowd of suitors, and undid day after day and night after +night the handiwork of fascination and the web of coquetry with which +she was wont to allure and entertain them. + +Part of her coquetry may have come from her position about the Court, +where the beautiful maid of honor was the light about which a thousand +beaux came and fluttered; where she was sure to have a ring of admirers +round her, crowding to listen to her repartees as much as to admire her +beauty; and where she spoke and listened to much free talk, such as +one never would have thought the lips or ears of Rachel Castlewood's +daughter would have uttered or heard. When in waiting at Windsor or +Hampton, the Court ladies and gentlemen would be making riding parties +together; Mrs. Beatrix in a horseman's coat and hat, the foremost after +the stag-hounds and over the park fences, a crowd of young fellows at +her heels. If the English country ladies at this time were the most pure +and modest of any ladies in the world--the English town and court ladies +permitted themselves words and behavior that were neither modest nor +pure; and claimed, some of them, a freedom which those who love that +sex most would never wish to grant them. The gentlemen of my family that +follow after me (for I don't encourage the ladies to pursue any such +studies), may read in the works of Mr. Congreve, and Dr. Swift and +others, what was the conversation and what the habits of our time. + +The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned to +this country, a lady of high birth, and though of no fortune to be sure, +with a thousand fascinations of wit and manners, Beatrix Esmond was +now six-and-twenty years old, and Beatrix Esmond still. Of her hundred +adorers she had not chosen one for a husband; and those who had asked +had been jilted by her; and more still had left her. A succession of +near ten years' crops of beauties had come up since her time, and had +been reaped by proper HUSBANDmen, if we may make an agricultural simile, +and had been housed comfortably long ago. Her own contemporaries were +sober mothers by this time; girls with not a tithe of her charms, or +her wit, having made good matches, and now claiming precedence over +the spinster who but lately had derided and outshone them. The young +beauties were beginning to look down on Beatrix as an old maid, and +sneer, and call her one of Charles II.'s ladies, and ask whether her +portrait was not in the Hampton Court Gallery? But still she reigned, +at least in one man's opinion, superior over all the little misses +that were the toasts of the young lads; and in Esmond's eyes was ever +perfectly lovely and young. + +Who knows how many were nearly made happy by possessing her, or, rather, +how many were fortunate in escaping this siren? 'Tis a marvel to think +that her mother was the purest and simplest woman in the whole world, +and that this girl should have been born from her. I am inclined to +fancy, my mistress, who never said a harsh word to her children (and +but twice or thrice only to one person), must have been too fond and +pressing with the maternal authority; for her son and her daughter both +revolted early; nor after their first flight from the nest could they +ever be brought back quite to the fond mother's bosom. Lady Castlewood, +and perhaps it was as well, knew little of her daughter's life and real +thoughts. How was she to apprehend what passes in Queen's ante-chambers +and at Court tables? Mrs. Beatrix asserted her own authority so +resolutely that her mother quickly gave in. The maid of honor had her +own equipage; went from home and came back at her own will: her mother +was alike powerless to resist her or to lead her, or to command or to +persuade her. + +She had been engaged once, twice, thrice, to be married, Esmond +believed. When he quitted home, it hath been said, she was promised to +my Lord Ashburnham, and now, on his return, behold his lordship was just +married to Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of Ormonde's daughter, and his +fine houses, and twelve thousand a year of fortune, for which Miss +Beatrix had rather coveted him, was out of her power. To her Esmond +could say nothing in regard to the breaking of this match; and, asking +his mistress about it, all Lady Castlewood answered was: “do not speak +to me about it, Harry. I cannot tell you how or why they parted, and I +fear to inquire. I have told you before, that with all her kindness, and +wit, and generosity, and that sort of splendor of nature she has, I can +say but little good of poor Beatrix, and look with dread at the marriage +she will form. Her mind is fixed on ambition only, and making a +great figure; and, this achieved, she will tire of it as she does +of everything. Heaven help her husband, whoever he shall be! My Lord +Ashburnham was a most excellent young man, gentle and yet manly, of very +good parts, so they told me, and as my little conversation would enable +me to judge: and a kind temper--kind and enduring I'm sure he must have +been, from all that he had to endure. But he quitted her at last, +from some crowning piece of caprice or tyranny of hers; and now he has +married a young woman that will make him a thousand times happier than +my poor girl ever could.” + +The rupture, whatever its cause was, (I heard the scandal, but indeed +shall not take pains to repeat at length in this diary the trumpery +coffee-house story,) caused a good deal of low talk; and Mr. Esmond was +present at my lord's appearance at the Birthday with his bride, over +whom the revenge that Beatrix took was to look so imperial and lovely +that the modest downcast young lady could not appear beside her, and +Lord Ashburnham, who had his reasons for wishing to avoid her, slunk +away quite shamefaced, and very early. This time his Grace the Duke of +Hamilton, whom Esmond had seen about her before, was constant at Miss +Beatrix's side: he was one of the most splendid gentlemen of Europe, +accomplished by books, by travel, by long command of the best company, +distinguished as a statesman, having been ambassador in King Williamn's +time, and a noble speaker in the Scots' Parliament, where he had led the +party that was against the Union, and though now five or six and forty +years of age, a gentleman so high in stature, accomplished in wit, and +favored in person, that he might pretend to the hand of any Princess in +Europe. + +“Should you like the Duke for a cousin?” says Mr. Secretary St. John, +whispering to Colonel Esmond in French; “it appears that the widower +consoles himself.” + +But to return to our little Spectator paper and the conversation which +grew out of it. Miss Beatrix at first was quite BIT (as the phrase of +that day was) and did not “smoke” the authorship of the story; indeed +Esmond had tried to imitate as well as he could Mr. Steele's manner +(as for the other author of the Spectator, his prose style I think is +altogether inimitable); and Dick, who was the idlest and best-natured of +men, would have let the piece pass into his journal and go to posterity +as one of his own lucubrations, but that Esmond did not care to have +a lady's name whom he loved sent forth to the world in a light so +unfavorable. Beatrix pished and psha'd over the paper; Colonel Esmond +watching with no little interest her countenance as she read it. + +“How stupid your friend Mr. Steele becomes!” cries Miss Beatrix. “Epsom +and Tunbridge! Will he never have done with Epsom and Tunbridge, and +with beaux at church, and Jocastas and Lindamiras? Why does he not call +women Nelly and Betty, as their godfathers and godmothers did for them +in their baptism?” + +“Beatrix. Beatrix!” says her mother, “speak gravely of grave things.” + +“Mamma thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe,” + says Beatrix, with a laugh, “and was brought down by a bishop from a +mountain. Oh, how I used to break my heart over it! Besides, I had a +Popish godmother, mamma; why did you give me one?” + +“I gave you the Queen's name,” says her mother blushing. “And a very +pretty name it is,” said somebody else. + +Beatrix went on reading--“Spell my name with a Y--why, you wretch,” says +she, turning round to Colonel Esmond, “you have been telling my story to +Mr. Steele--or stop--you have written the paper yourself to turn me into +ridicule. For shame, sir!” + +Poor Mr. Esmond felt rather frightened, and told a truth, which was +nevertheless an entire falsehood. “Upon my honor,” says he, “I have not +even read the Spectator of this morning.” Nor had he, for that was not +the Spectator, but a sham newspaper put in its place. + +She went on reading: her face rather flushed as she read. “No,” she +says, “I think you couldn't have written it. I think it must have been +Mr. Steele when he was drunk--and afraid of his horrid vulgar wife. +Whenever I see an enormous compliment to a woman, and some outrageous +panegyric about female virtue, I always feel sure that the Captain and +his better half have fallen out over-night, and that he has been brought +home tipsy, or has been found out in--” + +“Beatrix!” cries the Lady Castlewood. + +“Well, mamma! Do not cry out before you are hurt. I am not going to say +anything wrong. I won't give you more annoyance than you can help, you +pretty kind mamma. Yes, and your little Trix is a naughty little Trix, +and she leaves undone those things which she ought to have done, and +does those things which she ought not to have done, and there's--well +now--I won't go on. Yes, I will, unless you kiss me.” And with this the +young lady lays aside her paper, and runs up to her mother and performs +a variety of embraces with her ladyship, saying as plain as eyes could +speak to Mr. Esmond--“There, sir: would not YOU like to play the very +same pleasant game?” + +“Indeed, madam, I would,” says he. + +“Would what?” asked Miss Beatrix. + +“What you meant when you looked at me in that provoking way,” answers +Esmond. + +“What a confessor!” cries Beatrix, with a laugh. + +“What is it Henry would like, my dear?” asks her mother, the kind soul, +who was always thinking what we would like, and how she could please us. + +The girl runs up to her--“Oh, you silly kind mamma,” she says, kissing +her again, “that's what Harry would like;” and she broke out into a +great joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as bashful as a maid of +sixteen. + +“Look at her, Harry,” whispers Beatrix, running up, and speaking in her +sweet low tones. “Doesn't the blush become her? Isn't she pretty? She +looks younger than I am, and I am sure she is a hundred million thousand +times better.” + +Esmond's kind mistress left the room, carrying her blushes away with +her. + +“If we girls at Court could grow such roses as that,” continues Beatrix, +with her laugh, “what wouldn't we do to preserve 'em? We'd clip their +stalks and put 'em in salt and water. But those flowers don't bloom +at Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry.” She paused for a minute, and the +smile fading away from her April face, gave place to a menacing shower +of tears; “Oh, how good she is, Harry,” Beatrix went on to say. “Oh, +what a saint she is! Her goodness frightens me. I'm not fit to live with +her. I should be better I think if she were not so perfect. She has had +a great sorrow in her life, and a great secret; and repented of it. It +could not have been my father's death. She talks freely about that; nor +could she have loved him very much--though who knows what we women do +love, and why?” + +“What, and why, indeed,” says Mr. Esmond. + +“No one knows,” Beatrix went on, without noticing this interruption +except by a look, “what my mother's life is. She hath been at early +prayer this morning; she passes hours in her closet; if you were to +follow her thither, you would find her at prayers now. She tends the +poor of the place--the horrid dirty poor! She sits through the curate's +sermons--oh, those dreary sermons! And you see on a beau dire; but +good as they are, people like her are not fit to commune with us of the +world. There is always, as it were, a third person present, even when I +and my mother are alone. She can't be frank with me quite; who is always +thinking of the next world, and of her guardian angel, perhaps that's in +company. Oh, Harry, I'm jealous of that guardian angel!” here broke out +Mistress Beatrix. “It's horrid, I know; but my mother's life is all +for heaven, and mine--all for earth. We can never be friends quite; and +then, she cares more for Frank's little finger than she does for me--I +know she does: and she loves you, sir, a great deal too much; and I hate +you for it. I would have had her all to myself; but she wouldn't. In my +childhood, it was my father she loved--(oh, how could she? I remember +him kind and handsome, but so stupid, and not being able to speak after +drinking wine). And then it was Frank; and now, it is heaven and the +clergyman. How I would have loved her! From a child I used to be in a +rage that she loved anybody but me; but she loved you all better--all, I +know she did. And now, she talks of the blessed consolation of religion. +Dear soul! she thinks she is happier for believing, as she must, that +we are all of us wicked and miserable sinners; and this world is only a +pied-a-terre for the good, where they stay for a night, as we do, coming +from Walcote, at that great, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow Inn, in +those horrid beds--oh, do you remember those horrid beds?--and the +chariot comes and fetches them to heaven the next morning.” + +“Hush, Beatrix,” says Mr. Esmond. + +“Hush, indeed. You are a hypocrite, too, Henry, with your grave airs +and your glum face. We are all hypocrites. O dear me! We are all alone, +alone, alone,” says poor Beatrix, her fair breast heaving with a sigh. + +“It was I that writ every line of that paper, my dear,” says Mr. Esmond. +“You are not so worldly as you think yourself, Beatrix, and better than +we believe you. The good we have in us we doubt of; and the happiness +that's to our hand we throw away. You bend your ambition on a great +marriage and establishment--and why? You'll tire of them when you win +them; and be no happier with a coronet on your coach--” + +“Than riding pillion with Lubin to market,” says Beatrix. “Thank you, +Lubin!” + +“I'm a dismal shepherd, to be sure,” answers Esmond, with a blush; +“and require a nymph that can tuck my bed-clothes up, and make me +water-gruel. Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He took me out of the fire +upon his shoulders, and nursed me through my illness as love will scarce +ever do. Only good wages, and a hope of my clothes, and the contents of +my portmanteau. How long was it that Jacob served an apprenticeship for +Rachel?” + +“For mamma?” says Beatrix. “It is mamma your honor wants, and that I +should have the happiness of calling you papa?” + +Esmond blushed again. “I spoke of a Rachel that a shepherd courted five +thousand years ago; when shepherds were longer lived than now. And my +meaning was, that since I saw you first after our separation--a child +you were then . . .” + +“And I put on my best stockings to captivate you, I remember, sir . . .” + +“You have had my heart ever since then, such as it was; and such as you +were, I cared for no other woman. What little reputation I have won, it +was that you might be pleased with it: and indeed, it is not much; and +I think a hundred fools in the army have got and deserved quite as much. +Was there something in the air of that dismal old Castlewood that made +us all gloomy, and dissatisfied, and lonely under its ruined old roof? +We were all so, even when together and united, as it seemed, following +our separate schemes, each as we sat round the table.” + +“Dear, dreary old place!” cries Beatrix. “Mamma hath never had the heart +to go back thither since we left it, when--never mind how many years +ago.” And she flung back her curls, and looked over her fair shoulder at +the mirror superbly, as if she said, “Time, I defy you.” + +“Yes,” says Esmond, who had the art, as she owned, of divining many of +her thoughts. “You can afford to look in the glass still; and only be +pleased by the truth it tells you. As for me, do you know what my scheme +is? I think of asking Frank to give me the Virginian estate King Charles +gave our grandfather. (She gave a superb curtsy, as much as to say, +'Our grandfather, indeed! Thank you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you are +thinking of my bar-sinister, and so am I. A man cannot get over it in +this country; unless, indeed, he wears it across a king's arms, when +'tis a highly honorable coat; and I am thinking of retiring into the +plantations, and building myself a wigwam in the woods, and perhaps, if +I want company, suiting myself with a squaw. We will send your ladyship +furs over for the winter; and, when you are old, we'll provide you with +tobacco. I am not quite clever enough, or not rogue enough--I know not +which--for the Old World. I may make a place for myself in the New, +which is not so full; and found a family there. When you are a mother +yourself, and a great lady, perhaps I shall send you over from the +plantation some day a little barbarian that is half Esmond half Mohock, +and you will be kind to him for his father's sake, who was, after all, +your kinsman; and whom you loved a little.” + +“What folly you are talking, Harry,” says Miss Beatrix, looking with her +great eyes. + +“'Tis sober earnest,” says Esmond. And, indeed, the scheme had been +dwelling a good deal in his mind for some time past, and especially +since his return home, when he found how hopeless, and even degrading +to himself, his passion was. “No,” says he, then: “I have tried half a +dozen times now. I can bear being away from you well enough; but being +with you is intolerable” (another low curtsy on Mistress Beatrix's +part), “and I will go. I have enough to buy axes and guns for my men, +and beads and blankets for the savages; and I'll go and live amongst +them.” + +“Mon ami,” she says quite kindly, and taking Esmond's hand, with an air +of great compassion, “you can't think that in our position anything more +than our present friendship is possible. You are our elder brother--as +such we view you, pitying your misfortune, not rebuking you with it. +Why, you are old enough and grave enough to be our father. I always +thought you a hundred years old, Harry, with your solemn face and grave +air. I feel as a sister to you, and can no more. Isn't that enough, +sir?” And she put her face quite close to his--who knows with what +intention? + +“It's too much,” says Esmond, turning away. “I can't bear this life, +and shall leave it. I shall stay, I think, to see you married, and then +freight a ship, and call it the 'Beatrix,' and bid you all . . .” + +Here the servant, flinging the door open, announced his Grace the Duke +of Hamilton, and Esmond started back with something like an imprecation +on his lips, as the nobleman entered, looking splendid in his star and +green ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond just that gracious bow which he would +have given to a lackey who fetched him a chair or took his hat, and +seated himself by Miss Beatrix, as the poor Colonel went out of the room +with a hang-dog look. + +Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he passed down stairs. She +often met him as he was coming away from Beatrix; and she beckoned him +into the apartment. + +“Has she told you, Harry?” Lady Castlewood said. + +“She has been very frank--very,” says Esmond. + +“But--but about what is going to happen?” + +“What is going to happen?” says he, his heart beating. + +“His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her,” says my lady. “He +made his offer yesterday. They will marry as soon as his mourning is +over; and you have heard his Grace is appointed Ambassador to Paris; and +the Ambassadress goes with him.” + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +BEATRIX'S NEW SUITOR. + + +The gentleman whom Beatrix had selected was, to be sure, twenty years +older than the Colonel, with whom she quarrelled for being too old; but +this one was but a nameless adventurer, and the other the greatest duke +in Scotland, with pretensions even to a still higher title. My Lord Duke +of Hamilton had, indeed, every merit belonging to a gentleman, and he +had had the time to mature his accomplishments fully, being upwards of +fifty years old when Madam Beatrix selected him for a bridegroom. Duke +Hamilton, then Earl of Arran, had been educated at the famous Scottish +university of Glasgow, and, coming to London, became a great favorite +of Charles the Second, who made him a lord of his bedchamber, and +afterwards appointed him ambassador to the French king, under whom the +Earl served two campaigns as his Majesty's aide-de-camp; and he was +absent on this service when King Charles died. + +King James continued my lord's promotion--made him Master of the +Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his lordship +adhered firmly to King James, being of the small company that never +quitted that unfortunate monarch till his departure out of England; and +then it was, in 1688 namely, that he made the friendship with Colonel +Francis Esmond, that had always been, more or less, maintained in the +two families. + +The Earl professed a great admiration for King William always, but never +could give him his allegiance; and was engaged in more than one of the +plots in the late great King's reign which always ended in the plotters' +discomfiture, and generally in their pardon, by the magnanimity of the +King. Lord Arran was twice prisoner in the Tower during this reign, +undauntedly saying, when offered his release, upon parole not to engage +against King William, that he would not give his word, because “he +was sure he could not keep it;” but, nevertheless, he was both times +discharged without any trial; and the King bore this noble enemy so +little malice, that when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, of her +own right, resigned her claim on her husband's death, the Earl was, +by patent signed at Loo, 1690, created Duke of Hamilton, Marquis +of Clydesdale, and Earl of Arran, with precedency from the original +creation. His Grace took the oaths and his seat in the Scottish +parliament in 1700: was famous there for his patriotism and eloquence, +especially in the debates about the Union Bill, which Duke Hamilton +opposed with all his strength, though he would not go the length of the +Scottish gentry, who were for resisting it by force of arms. 'Twas +said he withdrew his opposition all of a sudden, and in consequence +of letters from the King at St. Germains, who entreated him on his +allegiance not to thwart the Queen his sister in this measure; and the +Duke, being always bent upon effecting the King's return to his kingdom +through a reconciliation between his Majesty and Queen Anne, and quite +averse to his landing with arms and French troops, held aloof, and +kept out of Scotland during the time when the Chevalier de St. George's +descent from Dunkirk was projected, passing his time in England in his +great estate in Staffordshire. + +When the Whigs went out of office in 1710, the Queen began to show +his Grace the very greatest marks of her favor. He was created Duke +of Brandon and Baron of Dutton in England; having the Thistle already +originally bestowed on him by King James the Second, his Grace was +now promoted to the honor of the Garter--a distinction so great and +illustrious, that no subject hath ever borne them hitherto together. +When this objection was made to her Majesty, she was pleased to say, +“Such a subject as the Duke of Hamilton has a pre-eminent claim to every +mark of distinction which a crowned head can confer. I will henceforth +wear both orders myself.” + +At the Chapter held at Windsor in October, 1712, the Duke and other +knights, including Lord-Treasurer, the new-created Earl of Oxford +and Mortimer, were installed; and a few days afterwards his Grace was +appointed Ambassador-Extraordinary to France, and his equipages, plate, +and liveries commanded, of the most sumptuous kind, not only for his +Excellency the Ambassador, but for her Excellency the Ambassadress, +who was to accompany him. Her arms were already quartered on the coach +panels, and her brother was to hasten over on the appointed day to give +her away. + +His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, daughter +of Digby Lord Gerard, by which marriage great estates came into the +Hamilton family; and out of these estates came, in part, that tragic +quarrel which ended the Duke's career. + + +From the loss of a tooth to that of a mistress there's no pang that is +not bearable. The apprehension is much more cruel than the certainty; +and we make up our mind to the misfortune when 'tis irremediable, part +with the tormentor, and mumble our crust on t'other side of the jaws. +I think Colonel Esmond was relieved when a ducal coach and six came and +whisked his charmer away out of his reach, and placed her in a higher +sphere. As you have seen the nymph in the opera-machine go up to the +clouds at the end of the piece where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the +divine company of Olympians are seated, and quaver out her last song +as a goddess: so when this portentous elevation was accomplished in +the Esmond family, I am not sure that every one of us did not treat the +divine Beatrix with special honors; at least the saucy little beauty +carried her head with a toss of supreme authority, and assumed a +touch-me-not air, which all her friends very good-humoredly bowed to. + +An old army acquaintance of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who had +sold his company, married a wife, and turned merchant in the city, was +dreadfully gloomy for a long time, though living in a fine house on the +river, and carrying on a great trade to all appearance. At length Esmond +saw his friend's name in the Gazette as a bankrupt; and a week after +this circumstance my bankrupt walks into Mr. Esmond's lodging with a +face perfectly radiant with good-humor, and as jolly and careless as +when they had sailed from Southampton ten years before for Vigo. “This +bankruptcy,” says Tom, “has been hanging over my head these three +years; the thought hath prevented my sleeping, and I have looked at poor +Polly's head on t'other pillow, and then towards my razor on the table, +and thought to put an end to myself, and so give my woes the slip. But +now we are bankrupts: Tom Trett pays as many shillings in the pound as +he can; his wife has a little cottage at Fulham, and her fortune secured +to herself. I am afraid neither of bailiff nor of creditor: and for the +last six nights have slept easy.” So it was that when Fortune shook her +wings and left him, honest Tom cuddled himself up in his ragged virtue, +and fell asleep. + +Esmond did not tell his friend how much his story applied to Esmond too; +but he laughed at it, and used it; and having fairly struck his docket +in this love transaction, determined to put a cheerful face on his +bankruptcy. Perhaps Beatrix was a little offended at his gayety. +“Is this the way, sir, that you receive the announcement of your +misfortune,” says she, “and do you come smiling before me as if you were +glad to be rid of me?” + +Esmond would not be put off from his good-humor, but told her the story +of Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. “I have been hankering after the grapes +on the wall,” says he, “and lost my temper because they were beyond my +reach; was there any wonder? They're gone now, and another has them--a +taller man than your humble servant has won them.” And the Colonel made +his cousin a low bow. + +“A taller man, Cousin Esmond!” says she. “A man of spirit would have +sealed the wall, sir, and seized them! A man of courage would have +fought for 'em, not gaped for 'em.” + +“A Duke has but to gape and they drop into his mouth,” says Esmond, with +another low bow. + +“Yes, sir,” says she, “a Duke IS a taller man than you. And why should I +not be grateful to one such as his Grace, who gives me his heart and his +great name? It is a great gift he honors me with; I know 'tis a bargain +between us; and I accept it, and will do my utmost to perform my part of +it. 'Tis no question of sighing and philandering between a noble man +of his Grace's age and a girl who hath little of that softness in her +nature. Why should I not own that I am ambitious, Harry Esmond; and if +it be no sin in a man to covet honor, why should a woman too not desire +it? Shall I be frank with you, Harry, and say that if you had not been +down on your knees, and so humble, you might have fared better with +me? A woman of my spirit, cousin, is to be won by gallantry, and not +by sighs and rueful faces. All the time you are worshipping and singing +hymns to me, I know very well I am no goddess, and grow weary of the +incense. So would you have been weary of the goddess too--when she was +called Mrs. Esmond, and got out of humor because she had not pin-money +enough, and was forced to go about in an old gown. Eh! cousin, a +goddess in a mob-cap, that has to make her husband's gruel, ceases to +be divine--I am sure of it. I should have been sulky and scolded; and of +all the proud wretches in the world Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me +tell him that. You never fall into a passion; but you never forgive, I +think. Had you been a great man, you might have been good-humored; but +being nobody, sir, you are too great a man for me; and I'm afraid of +you, cousin--there! and I won't worship you, and you'll never be happy +except with a woman who will. Why, after I belonged to you, and after +one of my tantrums, you would have put the pillow over my head some +night, and smothered me, as the black man does the woman in the play +that you're so fond of. What's the creature's name?--Desdemona. You +would, you little black-dyed Othello!” + +“I think I should, Beatrix,” says the Colonel. + +“And I want no such ending. I intend to live to be a hundred, and to +go to ten thousand routs and balls, and to play cards every night of my +life till the year eighteen hundred. And I like to be the first of my +company, sir; and I like flattery and compliments, and you give me none; +and I like to be made to laugh, sir, and who's to laugh at YOUR +dismal face, I should like to know? and I like a coach-and six or a +coach-and-eight; and I like diamonds, and a new gown every week; and +people to say--'That's the Duchess--How well her Grace looks--Make +way for Madame l'Ambassadrice d'Angleterre--Call her Excellency's +people'--that's what I like. And as for you, you want a woman to bring +your slippers and cap, and to sit at your feet, and cry, 'O caro! O +bravo!' whilst you read your Shakespeares and Miltons and stuff. Mamma +would have been the wife for you, had you been a little older, though +you look ten years older than she does--you do, you glum-faced, +blue-bearded little old man! You might have sat, like Darby and Joan, +and flattered each other; and billed and cooed like a pair of old +pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to use them, sir.” And she +spread out her beautiful arms, as if indeed she could fly off like the +pretty “Gawrie,” whom the man in the story was enamored of. + +“And what will your Peter Wilkins say to your flight?” says Esmond, who +never admired this fair creature more than when she rebelled and laughed +at him. + +“A duchess knows her place,” says she, with a laugh. “Why, I have a +son already made for me, and thirty years old (my Lord Arran), and four +daughters. How they will scold, and what a rage they will be in, when I +come to take the head of the table! But I give them only a month to +be angry; at the end of that time they shall love me every one, and +so shall Lord Arran, and so shall all his Grace's Scots vassals and +followers in the Highlands. I'm bent on it; and when I take a thing in +my head, 'tis done. His Grace is the greatest gentleman in Europe, and +I'll try and make him happy; and, when the King comes back, you may +count on my protection, Cousin Esmond--for come back the King will and +shall; and I'll bring him back from Versailles, if he comes under my +hoop.” + +“I hope the world will make you happy, Beatrix,” says Esmond, with a +sigh. “You'll be Beatrix till you are my Lady Duchess--will you not? I +shall then make your Grace my very lowest bow.” + +“None of these sighs and this satire, cousin,” she says. “I take his +Grace's great bounty thankfully--yes, thankfully; and will wear his +honors becomingly. I do not say he hath touched my heart; but he has my +gratitude, obedience, admiration--I have told him that, and no more; +and with that his noble heart is content. I have told him all--even the +story of that poor creature that I was engaged to--and that I could not +love; and I gladly gave his word back to him, and jumped for joy to get +back my own. I am twenty-five years old.” + +“Twenty-six, my dear,” says Esmond. + +“Twenty-five, sir--I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years no man +hath ever touched my heart. Yes--you did once, for a little, Harry, when +you came back after Lille, and engaging with that murderer Mohun, and +saving Frank's life. I thought I could like you; and mamma begged me +hard, on her knees, and I did--for a day. But the old chill came over +me, Henry, and the old fear of you and your melancholy; and I was glad +when you went away, and engaged with my Lord Ashburnham, that I might +hear no more of you, that's the truth. You are too good for me, somehow. +I could not make you happy, and should break my heart in trying, and +not being able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you +the sword, you might have had me, sir, and we both should have been +miserable by this time. I talked with that silly lord all night just to +vex you and mamma, and I succeeded, didn't I? How frankly we can talk +of these things! It seems a thousand years ago: and, though we are here +sitting in the same room, there is a great wall between us. My dear, +kind, faithful, gloomy old cousin! I can like now, and admire you too, +sir, and say that you are brave, and very kind, and very true, and a +fine gentleman for all--for all your little mishap at your birth,” says +she, wagging her arch head. + +“And now, sir,” says she, with a curtsy, “we must have no more talk +except when mamma is by, as his Grace is with us; for he does not half +like you, cousin, and is jealous as the black man in your favorite +play.” + +Though the very kindness of the words stabbed Mr. Esmond with the +keenest pang, he did not show his sense of the wound by any look of his +(as Beatrix, indeed, afterwards owned to him), but said, with a perfect +command of himself and an easy smile, “The interview must not end yet, +my dear, until I have had my last word. Stay, here comes your mother” + (indeed she came in here with her sweet anxious face, and Esmond going +up kissed her hand respectfully). “My dear lady may hear, too, the +last words, which are no secrets, and are only a parting benediction +accompanying a present for your marriage from an old gentleman your +guardian; for I feel as if I was the guardian of all the family, and an +old old fellow that is fit to be the grandfather of you all; and in this +character let me make my Lady Duchess her wedding present. They are the +diamonds my father's widow left me. I had thought Beatrix might have +had them a year ago; but they are good enough for a duchess, though not +bright enough for the handsomest woman in the world.” And he took the +case out of his pocket in which the jewels were, and presented them to +his cousin. + +She gave a cry of delight, for the stones were indeed very handsome, +and of great value; and the next minute the necklace was where Belinda's +cross is in Mr. Pope's admirable poem, and glittering on the whitest and +most perfectly-shaped neck in all England. + +The girl's delight at receiving these trinkets was so great, that after +rushing to the looking-glass and examining the effect they produced upon +that fair neck which they surrounded, Beatrix was running back with her +arms extended, and was perhaps for paying her cousin with a price, that +he would have liked no doubt to receive from those beautiful rosy +lips of hers, but at this moment the door opened, and his Grace the +bridegroom elect was announced. + +He looked very black upon Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a very low bow +indeed, and kissed the hand of each lady in his most ceremonious manner. +He had come in his chair from the palace hard by, and wore his two stars +of the Garter and the Thistle. + +“Look, my Lord Duke,” says Mistress Beatrix, advancing to him, and +showing the diamonds on her breast. + +“Diamonds,” says his Grace. “Hm! they seem pretty.” + +“They are a present on my marriage,” says Beatrix. + +“From her Majesty?” asks the Duke. “The Queen is very good.” + +“From my cousin Henry--from our cousin Henry”--cry both the ladies in a +breath. + +“I have not the honor of knowing the gentleman. I thought that my Lord +Castlewood had no brother: and that on your ladyship's side there were +no nephews.” + +“From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord,” says Beatrix, taking +the Colonel's hand very bravely,--“who was left guardian to us by our +father, and who has a hundred times shown his love and friendship for +our family.” + +“The Duchess of Hamilton receives no diamonds but from her husband, +madam,” says the Duke--“may I pray you to restore these to Mr. Esmond?” + +“Beatrix Esmond may receive a present from our kinsman and benefactor, +my Lord Duke,” says Lady Castlewood, with an air of great dignity. “She +is my daughter yet: and if her mother sanctions the gift--no one else +hath the right to question it.” + +“Kinsman and benefactor!” says the Duke. “I know of no kinsman: and I do +not choose that my wife should have for benefactor a--” + +“My lord!” says Colonel Esmond. + +“I am not here to bandy words,” says his Grace: “frankly I tell you +that your visits to this house are too frequent, and that I choose no +presents for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen that bear a name +they have no right to.” + +“My lord!” breaks out Lady Castlewood, “Mr. Esmond hath the best right +to that name of any man in the world: and 'tis as old and as honorable +as your Grace's.” + +My Lord Duke smiled, and looked as if Lady Castlewood was mad, that was +so talking to him. + +“If I called him benefactor,” said my mistress, “it is because he has +been so to us--yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the dearest of +benefactors. He would have saved my husband's life from Mohun's sword. +He did save my boy's, and defended him from that villain. Are those no +benefits?” + +“I ask Colonel Esmond's pardon,” says his Grace, if possible more +haughty than before. “I would say not a word that should give him +offence, and thank him for his kindness to your ladyship's family. My +Lord Mohun and I are connected, you know, by marriage--though neither +by blood nor friendship; but I must repeat what I said, that my wife can +receive no presents from Colonel Esmond.” + +“My daughter may receive presents from the Head of our House: my +daughter may thankfully take kindness from her father's, her mother's, +her brother's dearest friend; and be grateful for one more benefit +besides the thousand we owe him,” cries Lady Esmond. “What is a string +of diamond stones compared to that affection he hath given us--our +dearest preserver and benefactor? We owe him not only Frank's life, but +our all--yes, our all,” says my mistress, with a heightened color and a +trembling voice. “The title we bear is his, if he would claim it. 'Tis +we who have no right to our name: not he that's too great for it. He +sacrificed his name at my dying lord's bedside--sacrificed it to my +orphan children; gave up rank and honor because he loved us so nobly. +His father was Viscount of Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before +him; and he is his father's lawful son and true heir, and we are the +recipients of his bounty, and he the chief of a house that's as old as +your own. And if he is content to forego his name that my child may +bear it, we love him and honor him and bless him under whatever name he +bears”--and here the fond and affectionate creature would have knelt to +Esmond again, but that he prevented her; and Beatrix, running up to her +with a pale face and a cry of alarm, embraced her and said, “Mother, +what is this?” + +“'Tis a family secret, my Lord Duke,” says Colonel Esmond: “poor Beatrix +knew nothing of it; nor did my lady till a year ago. And I have as good +a right to resign my title as your Grace's mother to abdicate hers to +you.” + +“I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton,” said my +mistress, “had his Grace applied to me for my daughter's hand, and not +to Beatrix. I should have spoken with you this very day in private, my +lord, had not your words brought about this sudden explanation--and now +'tis fit Beatrix should hear it; and know, as I would have all the world +know, what we owe to our kinsman and patron.” + +And then in her touching way, and having hold of her daughter's hand, +and speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood told the +story which you know already--lauding up to the skies her kinsman's +behavior. On his side Mr. Esmond explained the reasons that seemed quite +sufficiently cogent with him, why the succession in the family, as at +present it stood, should not be disturbed; and he should remain as he +was, Colonel Esmond. + +“And Marquis of Esmond, my lord,” says his Grace, with a low bow. +“Permit me to ask your lordship's pardon for words that were uttered in +ignorance; and to beg for the favor of your friendship. To be allied to +you, sir, must be an honor under whatever name you are known” (so his +Grace was pleased to say); “and in return for the splendid present you +make my wife, your kinswoman, I hope you will please to command any +service that James Douglas can perform. I shall never be easy until I +repay you a part of my obligations at least; and ere very long, and with +the mission her Majesty hath given me,” says the Duke, “that may perhaps +be in my power. I shall esteem it as a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond +will give away the bride.” + +“And if he will take the usual payment in advance, he is welcome,” says +Beatrix, stepping up to him; and, as Esmond kissed her, she whispered, +“Oh, why didn't I know you before?” + +My Lord Duke was as hot as a flame at this salute, but said never a +word: Beatrix made him a proud curtsy, and the two ladies quitted the +room together. + +“When does your Excellency go for Paris?” asks Colonel Esmond. + +“As soon after the ceremony as may be,” his Grace answered. “'Tis fixed +for the first of December: it cannot be sooner. The equipage will not be +ready till then. The Queen intends the embassy should be very grand--and +I have law business to settle. That ill-omened Mohun has come, or is +coming, to London again: we are in a lawsuit about my late Lord Gerard's +property; and he hath sent to me to meet him.” + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MOHUN APPEARS FOR THE LAST TIME IN THIS HISTORY. + + +Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who for family reasons had +kindly promised his protection and patronage to Colonel Esmond, he had +other great friends in power now, both able and willing to assist him, +and he might, with such allies, look forward to as fortunate advancement +in civil life at home as he had got rapid promotion abroad. His Grace +was magnanimous enough to offer to take Mr. Esmond as secretary on +his Paris embassy, but no doubt he intended that proposal should be +rejected; at any rate, Esmond could not bear the thoughts of attending +his mistress farther than the church-door after her marriage, and so +declined that offer which his generous rival made him. + +Other gentlemen in power were liberal at least of compliments and +promises to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, now become my Lord Oxford and +Mortimer, and installed Knight of the Garter on the same day as his +Grace of Hamilton had received the same honor, sent to the Colonel to +say that a seat in Parliament should be at his disposal presently, +and Mr. St. John held out many flattering hopes of advancement to +the Colonel when he should enter the House. Esmond's friends were all +successful, and the most successful and triumphant of all was his dear +old commander, General Webb, who was now appointed Lieutenant-General of +the Land Forces, and received with particular honor by the Ministry, by +the Queen, and the people out of doors, who huzza'd the brave chief +when they used to see him in his chariot going to the House or to the +Drawing-room, or hobbling on foot to his coach from St. Stephen's upon +his glorious old crutch and stick, and cheered him as loud as they had +ever done Marlborough. + +That great Duke was utterly disgraced; and honest old Webb dated all +his Grace's misfortunes from Wynendael, and vowed that Fate served the +traitor right. Duchess Sarah had also gone to ruin; she had been forced +to give up her keys, and her places, and her pensions:--“Ah, ah!” says +Webb, “she would have locked up three millions of French crowns with her +keys had I but been knocked on the head, but I stopped that convoy at +Wynendael.” Our enemy Cardonnel was turned out of the House of Commons +(along with Mr. Walpole) for malversation of public money. Cadogan lost +his place of Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters resigned +their posts of ladies of the bedchamber; and so complete was the Duke's +disgrace, that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, was absolutely obliged +to give up his lodgings at St. James's, and had his half-pension, +as Master of the Horse, taken away. But I think the lowest depth of +Marlborough's fall was when he humbly sent to ask General Webb when he +might wait upon him; he who had commanded the stout old General, who +had injured him and sneered at him, who had kept him dangling in his +ante-chamber, who could not even after his great service condescend to +write him a letter in his own hand. The nation was as eager for peace as +ever it had been hot for war. The Prince of Savoy came amongst us, had +his audience of the Queen, and got his famous Sword of Honor, and strove +with all his force to form a Whig party together, to bring over the +young Prince of Hanover to do anything which might prolong the war, and +consummate the ruin of the old sovereign whom he hated so implacably. +But the nation was tired of the struggle: so completely wearied of it +that not even our defeat at Denain could rouse us into any anger, though +such an action so lost two years before would have set all England in +a fury. 'Twas easy to see that the great Marlborough was not with the +army. Eugene was obliged to fall back in a rage, and forego the dazzling +revenge of his life. 'Twas in vain the Duke's side asked, “Would we +suffer our arms to be insulted? Would we not send back the only +champion who could repair our honor?” The nation had had its bellyful of +fighting; nor could taunts or outcries goad up our Britons any more. + +For a statesman that was always prating of liberty, and had the grandest +philosophic maxims in his mouth, it must be owned that Mr. St. John +sometimes rather acted like a Turkish than a Greek philosopher, and +especially fell foul of one unfortunate set of men, the men of letters, +with a tyranny a little extraordinary in a man who professed to respect +their calling so much. The literary controversy at this time was very +bitter, the Government side was the winning one, the popular one, and +I think might have been the merciful one. 'Twas natural that the +opposition should be peevish and cry out: some men did so from their +hearts, admiring the Duke of Marlborough's prodigious talents, and +deploring the disgrace of the greatest general the world ever knew: +'twas the stomach that caused other patriots to grumble, and such men +cried out because they were poor, and paid to do so. Against these my +Lord Bolingbroke never showed the slightest mercy, whipping a dozen into +prison or into the pillory without the least commiseration. + +From having been a man of arms Mr. Esmond had now come to be a man of +letters, but on a safer side than that in which the above-cited poor +fellows ventured their liberties and ears. There was no danger on ours, +which was the winning side; besides, Mr. Esmond pleased himself by +thinking that he writ like a gentleman if he did not always succeed as a +wit. + +Of the famous wits of that age, who have rendered Queen Anne's reign +illustrious, and whose works will be in all Englishmen's hands in ages +yet to come, Mr. Esmond saw many, but at public places chiefly; never +having a great intimacy with any of them, except with honest Dick Steele +and Mr. Addison, who parted company with Esmond, however, when that +gentleman became a declared Tory, and lived on close terms with the +leading persons of that party. Addison kept himself to a few friends, +and very rarely opened himself except in their company. A man more +upright and conscientious than he it was not possible to find in public +life, and one whose conversation was so various, easy, and delightful. +Writing now in my mature years, I own that I think Addison's politics +were the right, and were my time to come over again, I would be a Whig +in England and not a Tory; but with people that take a side in politics, +'tis men rather than principles that commonly bind them. A kindness or a +slight puts a man under one flag or the other, and he marches with it +to the end of the campaign. Esmond's master in war was injured by +Marlborough, and hated him: and the lieutenant fought the quarrels of +his leader. Webb coming to London was used as a weapon by Marlborough's +enemies (and true steel he was, that honest chief); nor was his +aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an unfaithful or unworthy partisan. 'Tis +strange here, and on a foreign soil, and in a land that is independent +in all but the name, (for that the North American colonies shall remain +dependants on yonder little island for twenty years more, I never can +think,) to remember how the nation at home seemed to give itself up to +the domination of one or other aristocratic party, and took a Hanoverian +king, or a French one, according as either prevailed. And while the +Tories, the October club gentlemen, the High Church parsons that held by +the Church of England, were for having a Papist king, for whom many of +their Scottish and English leaders, firm churchmen all, laid down their +lives with admirable loyalty and devotion; they were governed by men who +had notoriously no religion at all, but used it as they would use any +opinion for the purpose of forwarding their own ambition. The Whigs, on +the other hand, who professed attachment to religion and liberty too, +were compelled to send to Holland or Hanover for a monarch around +whom they could rally. A strange series of compromises is that English +History; compromise of principle, compromise of party, compromise of +worship! The lovers of English freedom and independence submitted their +religious consciences to an Act of Parliament; could not consolidate +their liberty without sending to Zell or the Hague for a king to live +under; and could not find amongst the proudest people in the world a +man speaking their own language, and understanding their laws, to govern +them. The Tory and High Church patriots were ready to die in defence of +a Papist family that had sold us to France; the great Whig nobles, the +sturdy republican recusants who had cut off Charles Stuart's head for +treason, were fain to accept a king whose title came to him through a +royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother's head had fallen under +Queen Bess's hatchet. And our proud English nobles sent to a petty +German town for a monarch to come and reign in London and our prelates +kissed the ugly hands of his Dutch mistresses, and thought it no +dishonor. In England you can but belong to one party or t'other, and you +take the house you live in with all its encumbrances, its retainers, its +antique discomforts, and ruins even; you patch up, but you never build +up anew. Will we of the new world submit much longer, even nominally, +to this ancient British superstition? There are signs of the times which +make me think that ere long we shall care as little about King George +here, and peers temporal and peers spiritual, as we do for King Canute +or the Druids. + +This chapter began about the wits, my grandson may say, and hath +wandered very far from their company. The pleasantest of the wits I +knew were the Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot, and Mr. Gay, the author of +“Trivia,” the most charming kind soul that ever laughed at a joke or +cracked a bottle. Mr. Prior I saw, and he was the earthen pot swimming +with the pots of brass down the stream, and always and justly frightened +lest he should break in the voyage. I met him both at London and Paris, +where he was performing piteous congees to the Duke of Shrewsbury, not +having courage to support the dignity which his undeniable genius and +talent had won him, and writing coaxing letters to Secretary St. John, +and thinking about his plate and his place, and what on earth should +become of him should his party go out. The famous Mr. Congreve I saw +a dozen of times at Button's, a splendid wreck of a man, magnificently +attired, and though gouty, and almost blind, bearing a brave face +against fortune. + +The great Mr. Pope (of whose prodigious genius I have no words to +express my admiration) was quite a puny lad at this time, appearing +seldom in public places. There were hundreds of men, wits, and pretty +fellows frequenting the theatres and coffee-houses of that day--whom +“nunc perscribere longum est.” Indeed I think the most brilliant of that +sort I ever saw was not till fifteen years afterwards, when I paid my +last visit in England, and met young Harry Fielding, son of the Fielding +that served in Spain and afterwards in Flanders with us, and who for fun +and humor seemed to top them all. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say +of him, “Vidi tantum.” He was in London all these years up to the death +of the Queen; and in a hundred public places where I saw him, but no +more; he never missed Court of a Sunday, where once or twice he was +pointed out to your grandfather. He would have sought me out eagerly +enough had I been a great man with a title to my name, or a star on my +coat. At Court the Doctor had no eyes but for the very greatest. Lord +Treasurer and St. John used to call him Jonathan, and they paid him +with this cheap coin for the service they took of him. He writ their +lampoons, fought their enemies, flogged and bullied in their service, +and it must be owned with a consummate skill and fierceness. 'Tis said +he hath lost his intellect now, and forgotten his wrongs and his rage +against mankind. I have always thought of him and of Marlborough as the +two greatest men of that age. I have read his books (who doth not know +them?) here in our calm woods, and imagine a giant to myself as I think +of him, a lonely fallen Prometheus, groaning as the vulture tears him. +Prometheus I saw, but when first I ever had any words with him, the +giant stepped out of a sedan chair in the Poultry, whither he had come +with a tipsy Irish servant parading before him, who announced him, +bawling out his Reverence's name, whilst his master below was as yet +haggling with the chairman. I disliked this Mr. Swift, and heard many a +story about him, of his conduct to men, and his words to women. He could +flatter the great as much as he could bully the weak; and Mr. Esmond, +being younger and hotter in that day than now, was determined, should he +ever meet this dragon, not to run away from his teeth and his fire. + +Men have all sorts of motives which carry them onwards in life, and are +driven into acts of desperation, or it may be of distinction, from a +hundred different causes. There was one comrade of Esmond's, an honest +little Irish lieutenant of Handyside's, who owed so much money to a camp +sutler, that he began to make love to the man's daughter, intending to +pay his debt that way; and at the battle of Malplaquet, flying away from +the debt and lady too, he rushed so desperately on the French lines, +that he got his company; and came a captain out of the action, and had +to marry the sutler's daughter after all, who brought him his cancelled +debt to her father as poor Roger's fortune. To run out of the reach of +bill and marriage, he ran on the enemy's pikes; and as these did not +kill him he was thrown back upon t'other horn of his dilemma. Our great +Duke at the same battle was fighting, not the French, but the Tories in +England; and risking his life and the army's, not for his country but +for his pay and places; and for fear of his wife at home, that only +being in life whom he dreaded. I have asked about men in my own company, +(new drafts of poor country boys were perpetually coming over to us +during the wars, and brought from the ploughshare to the sword,) and +found that a half of them under the flags were driven thither on account +of a woman: one fellow was jilted by his mistress and took the shilling +in despair; another jilted the girl, and fled from her and the parish +to the tents where the law could not disturb him. Why go on +particularizing? What can the sons of Adam and Eve expect, but to +continue in that course of love and trouble their father and mother set +out on? Oh, my grandson! I am drawing nigh to the end of that period of +my history, when I was acquainted with the great world of England and +Europe; my years are past the Hebrew poet's limit, and I say unto thee, +all my troubles and joys too, for that matter, have come from a woman; +as thine will when thy destined course begins. 'Twas a woman that made a +soldier of me, that set me intriguing afterwards; I believe I would have +spun smocks for her had she so bidden me; what strength I had in my head +I would have given her; hath not every man in his degree had his Omphale +and Delilah? Mine befooled me on the banks of the Thames, and in dear +old England; thou mayest find thine own by Rappahannock. + +To please that woman then I tried to distinguish myself as a soldier, +and afterwards as a wit and a politician; as to please another I would +have put on a black cassock and a pair of bands, and had done so but +that a superior fate intervened to defeat that project. And I say, I +think the world is like Captain Esmond's company I spoke of anon; +and could you see every man's career in life, you would find a woman +clogging him; or clinging round his march and stopping him; or cheering +him and goading him: or beckoning him out of her chariot, so that he +goes up to her, and leaves the race to be run without him or bringing +him the apple, and saying “Eat;” or fetching him the daggers and +whispering “Kill! yonder lies Duncan, and a crown, and an opportunity.” + +Your grandfather fought with more effect as a politician than as a +wit: and having private animosities and grievances of his own and +his General's against the great Duke in command of the army, and more +information on military matters than most writers, who had never seen +beyond the fire of a tobacco-pipe at “Wills's,” he was enabled to do +good service for that cause which he embarked in, and for Mr. St. John +and his party. But he disdained the abuse in which some of the Tory +writers indulged; for instance, Dr. Swift, who actually chose to doubt +the Duke of Marlborough's courage, and was pleased to hint that his +Grace's military capacity was doubtful: nor were Esmond's performances +worse for the effect they were intended to produce, (though no doubt +they could not injure the Duke of Marlborough nearly so much in the +public eyes as the malignant attacks of Swift did, which were carefully +directed so as to blacken and degrade him,) because they were writ +openly and fairly by Mr. Esmond, who made no disguise of them, who was +now out of the army, and who never attacked the prodigious courage and +talents, only the selfishness and rapacity, of the chief. + +The Colonel then, having writ a paper for one of the Tory journals, +called the Post-Boy, (a letter upon Bouchain, that the town talked about +for two whole days, when the appearance of an Italian singer supplied +a fresh subject for conversation,) and having business at the Exchange, +where Mistress Beatrix wanted a pair of gloves or a fan very likely, +Esmond went to correct his paper, and was sitting at the printer's, when +the famous Doctor Swift came in, his Irish fellow with him that used +to walk before his chair, and bawled out his master's name with great +dignity. + +Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer too, whose wife had gone to the +tavern to fetch him, and was meantime engaged in drawing a picture of +a soldier on horseback for a dirty little pretty boy of the printer's +wife, whom she had left behind her. + +“I presume you are the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?” says the Doctor, +in a grating voice that had an Irish twang; and he looked at the Colonel +from under his two bushy eyebrows with a pair of very clear blue eyes. +His complexion was muddy, his figure rather fat, his chin double. He +wore a shabby cassock, and a shabby hat over his black wig, and he +pulled out a great gold watch, at which he looks very fierce. + +“I am but a contributor, Doctor Swift,” says Esmond, with the little boy +still on his knee. He was sitting with his back in the window, so that +the Doctor could not see him. + +“Who told you I was Dr. Swift?” says the Doctor, eying the other very +haughtily. + +“Your Reverence's valet bawled out your name,” says the Colonel. “I +should judge you brought him from Ireland?” + +“And pray, sir, what right have you to judge whether my servant came +from Ireland or no? I want to speak with your employer, Mr. Leach. I'll +thank ye go fetch him.” + +“Where's your papa, Tommy?” asks the Colonel of the child, a smutty +little wretch in a frock. + +Instead of answering, the child begins to cry; the Doctor's appearance +had no doubt frightened the poor little imp. + +“Send that squalling little brat about his business, and do what I bid +ye, sir,” says the Doctor. + +“I must finish, the picture first for Tommy,” says the Colonel, +laughing. “Here, Tommy, will you have your Pandour with whiskers or +without?” + +“Whisters,” says Tommy, quite intent on the picture. + +“Who the devil are ye, sir?” cries the Doctor; “are ye a printer's man +or are ye not?” he pronounced it like NAUGHT. + +“Your reverence needn't raise the devil to ask who I am,” says Colonel +Esmond. “Did you ever hear of Doctor Faustus, little Tommy? or Friar +Bacon, who invented gunpowder, and set the Thames on fire?” + +Mr. Swift turned quite red, almost purple. “I did not intend any +offence, sir,” says he. + +“I dare say, sir, you offended without meaning,” says the other, dryly. + +“Who are ye, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You are one of the pack +of Grub Street scribblers that my friend Mr. Secretary hath laid by the +heels. How dare ye, sir, speak to me in this tone?” cries the Doctor, in +a great fume. + +“I beg your honor's humble pardon if I have offended your honor,” says +Esmond in a tone of great humility. “Rather than be sent to the Compter, +or be put in the pillory, there's nothing I wouldn't do. But Mrs. +Leach, the printer's lady, told me to mind Tommy whilst she went for her +husband to the tavern, and I daren't leave the child lest he should fall +into the fire; but if your Reverence will hold him--” + +“I take the little beast!” says the Doctor, starting back. “I am +engaged to your betters, fellow. Tell Mr. Leach that when he makes an +appointment with Dr. Swift he had best keep it, do ye hear? And keep a +respectful tongue in your head, sir, when you address a person like me.” + +“I'm but a poor broken-down soldier,” says the Colonel, “and I've seen +better days, though I am forced now to turn my hand to writing. We can't +help our fate, sir.” + +“You're the person that Mr. Leach hath spoken to me of, I presume. Have +the goodness to speak civilly when you are spoken to--and tell Leach +to call at my lodgings in Bury Street, and bring the papers with him +to-night at ten o'clock. And the next time you see me, you'll know me, +and be civil, Mr. Kemp.” + +Poor Kemp, who had been a lieutenant at the beginning of the war, and +fallen into misfortune, was the writer of the Post-Boy, and now took +honest Mr. Leach's pay in place of her Majesty's. Esmond had seen this +gentleman, and a very ingenious, hardworking honest fellow he was, +toiling to give bread to a great family, and watching up many a long +winter night to keep the wolf from his door. And Mr. St. John, who had +liberty always on his tongue, had just sent a dozen of the opposition +writers into prison, and one actually into the pillory, for what he +called libels, but libels not half so violent as those writ on our +side. With regard to this very piece of tyranny, Esmond had remonstrated +strongly with the Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals were +served quite right; and told Esmond a joke of Swift's regarding the +matter. Nay, more, this Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon +a poor wretch condemned to death for rape, absolutely prevented the +Secretary from exercising this act of good-nature, and boasted that he +had had the man hanged; and great as the Doctor's genius might be, and +splendid his ability, Esmond for one would affect no love for him, and +never desired to make his acquaintance. The Doctor was at Court every +Sunday assiduously enough, a place the Colonel frequented but rarely, +though he had a great inducement to go there in the person of a fair +maid of honor of her Majesty's; and the airs and patronage Mr. +Swift gave himself, forgetting gentlemen of his country whom he knew +perfectly, his loud talk at once insolent and servile, nay, perhaps his +very intimacy with Lord Treasurer and the Secretary, who indulged all +his freaks and called him Jonathan, you may be sure, were remarked by +many a person of whom the proud priest himself took no note, during that +time of his vanity and triumph. + +'Twas but three days after the 15th of November, 1712 (Esmond minds him +well of the date), that he went by invitation to dine with his General, +the foot of whose table he used to take on these festive occasions, as +he had done at many a board, hard and plentiful, during the campaign. +This was a great feast, and of the latter sort; the honest old gentleman +loved to treat his friends splendidly: his Grace of Ormonde, before he +joined his army as generalissimo, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of +her Majesty's Secretaries of State, my Lord Orkney, that had served +with us abroad, being of the party. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of +the Ordnance, and in whose honor the feast had been given, upon his +approaching departure as Ambassador to Paris, had sent an excuse to +General Webb at two o'clock, but an hour before the dinner: nothing but +the most immediate business, his Grace said, should have prevented him +having the pleasure of drinking a parting glass to the health of General +Webb. His absence disappointed Esmond's old chief, who suffered much +from his wounds besides; and though the company was grand, it was rather +gloomy. St. John came last, and brought a friend with him: “I'm sure,” + says my General, bowing very politely, “my table hath always a place for +Dr. Swift.” + +Mr. Esmond went up to the Doctor with a bow and a smile:--“I gave Dr. +Swift's message,” says he, “to the printer: I hope he brought your +pamphlet to your lodgings in time.” Indeed poor Leach had come to his +house very soon after the Doctor left it, being brought away rather +tipsy from the tavern by his thrifty wife; and he talked of Cousin Swift +in a maudlin way, though of course Mr. Esmond did not allude to this +relationship. The Doctor scowled, blushed, and was much confused, and +said scarce a word during the whole of dinner. A very little stone +will sometimes knock down these Goliaths of wit; and this one was often +discomfited when met by a man of any spirit; he took his place sulkily, +put water in his wine that the others drank plentifully, and scarce said +a word. + +The talk was about the affairs of the day, or rather about persons than +affairs: my Lady Marlborough's fury, her daughters in old clothes and +mob-caps looking out from their windows and seeing the company pass to +the Drawing-room; the gentleman-usher's horror when the Prince of +Savoy was introduced to her Majesty in a tie-wig, no man out of a +full-bottomed periwig ever having kissed the Royal hand before; about +the Mohawks and the damage they were doing, rushing through the town, +killing and murdering. Some one said the ill-omened face of Mohun had +been seen at the theatre the night before, and Macartney and Meredith +with him. Meant to be a feast, the meeting, in spite of drink and talk, +was as dismal as a funeral. Every topic started subsided into gloom. +His Grace of Ormonde went away because the conversation got upon Denain, +where we had been defeated in the last campaign. Esmond's General +was affected at the allusion to this action too, for his comrade of +Wynendael, the Count of Nassau Woudenbourg, had been slain there. Mr. +Swift, when Esmond pledged him, said he drank no wine, and took his hat +from the peg and went away, beckoning my Lord Bolingbroke to follow him; +but the other bade him take his chariot and save his coach-hire--he had +to speak with Colonel Esmond; and when the rest of the company withdrew +to cards, these two remained behind in the dark. + +Bolingbroke always spoke freely when he had drunk freely. His enemies +could get any secret out of him in that condition; women were even +employed to ply him, and take his words down. I have heard that my Lord +Stair, three years after, when the Secretary fled to France and became +the Pretender's Minister, got all the information he wanted by putting +female spies over St. John in his cups. He spoke freely now:--“Jonathan +knows nothing of this for certain, though he suspects it, and by George, +Webb will take an Archbishopric, and Jonathan a--no,--damme--Jonathan +will take an Arch-bishopric from James, I warrant me, gladly enough. +Your Duke hath the string of the whole matter in his hand,” the +Secretary went on. “We have that which will force Marlborough to keep +his distance, and he goes out of London in a fortnight. Prior hath his +business; he left me this morning, and mark me, Harry, should fate carry +off our august, our beloved, our most gouty and plethoric Queen, and +Defender of the Faith, la bonne cause triomphera. A la sante de la bonne +cause! Everything good comes from France. Wine comes from France; give +us another bumper to the bonne cause.” We drank it together. + +“Will the bonne cause turn Protestant?” asked Mr. Esmond. + +“No, hang it,” says the other, “he'll defend our Faith as in duty bound, +but he'll stick by his own. The Hind and the Panther shall run in the +same car, by Jove. Righteousness and peace shall kiss each other: and +we'll have Father Massillon to walk down the aisle of St. Paul's, cheek +by jowl with Dr. Sacheverel. Give us more wine; here's a health to the +bonne cause, kneeling--damme, let's drink it kneeling.” He was quite +flushed and wild with wine as he was talking. + +“And suppose,” says Esmond, who always had this gloomy apprehension, +“the bonne cause should give us up to the French, as his father and +uncle did before him?” + +“Give us up to the French!” starts up Bolingbroke; “is there any English +gentleman that fears that? You who have seen Blenheim and Ramillies, +afraid of the French! Your ancestors and mine, and brave old Webb's +yonder, have met them in a hundred fields, and our children will be +ready to do the like. Who's he that wishes for more men from England? My +Cousin Westmoreland? Give us up to the French, pshaw!” + +“His uncle did,” says Mr. Esmond. + +“And what happened to his grandfather?” broke out St. John, filling out +another bumper. “Here's to the greatest monarch England ever saw; here's +to the Englishman that made a kingdom of her. Our great King came from +Huntingdon, not Hanover; our fathers didn't look for a Dutchman to rule +us. Let him come and we'll keep him, and we'll show him Whitehall. If +he's a traitor let us have him here to deal with him; and then there are +spirits here as great as any that have gone before. There are men +here that can look at danger in the face and not be frightened at it. +Traitor! treason! what names are these to scare you and me? Are all +Oliver's men dead, or his glorious name forgotten in fifty years? Are +there no men equal to him, think you, as good--ay, as good? God save the +King! and, if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!” + +He filled another great bumper, and tossed it up and drained it wildly, +just as the noise of rapid carriage-wheels approaching was stopped at +our door, and after a hurried knock and a moment's interval, Mr. Swift +came into the hall, ran up stairs to the room we were dining in, and +entered it with a perturbed face. St. John, excited with drink, was +making some wild quotation out of Macbeth, but Swift stopped him. + +“Drink no more, my lord, for God's sake!” says he. “I come with the most +dreadful news.” + +“Is the Queen dead?” cries out Bolingbroke, seizing on a water-glass. + +“No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun and +Macartney; they had a quarrel this morning; they gave him not so much +time as to write a letter. He went for a couple of his friends, and he +is dead, and Mohun, too, the bloody villain, who was set on him. They +fought in Hyde Park just before sunset; the Duke killed Mohun, and +Macartney came up and stabbed him, and the dog is fled. I have your +chariot below; send to every part of the country and apprehend that +villain; come to the Duke's house and see if any life be left in him.” + +“Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix,” thought Esmond, “and here ends my poor girl's +ambition!” + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +POOR BEATRIX. + + +There had been no need to urge upon Esmond the necessity of a separation +between him and Beatrix: Fate had done that completely; and I think from +the very moment poor Beatrix had accepted the Duke's offer, she began +to assume the majestic air of a Duchess, nay, Queen Elect, and to carry +herself as one sacred and removed from us common people. Her mother +and kinsman both fell into her ways, the latter scornfully perhaps, and +uttering his usual gibes at her vanity and his own. There was a certain +charm about this girl of which neither Colonel Esmond nor his fond +mistress could forego the fascination; in spite of her faults and her +pride and wilfulness, they were forced to love her; and, indeed, might +be set down as the two chief flatterers of the brilliant creature's +court. + +Who, in the course of his life, hath not been so bewitched, and +worshipped some idol or another? Years after this passion hath been dead +and buried, along with a thousand other worldly cares and ambitions, he +who felt it can recall it out of its grave, and admire, almost as fondly +as he did in his youth, that lovely queenly creature. I invoke that +beautiful spirit from the shades and love her still; or rather I should +say such a past is always present to a man; such a passion once felt +forms a part of his whole being, and cannot be separated from it; it +becomes a portion of the man of to-day, just as any great faith or +conviction, the discovery of poetry, the awakening of religion, ever +afterwards influence him; just as the wound I had at Blenheim, and of +which I wear the scar, hath become part of my frame and influenced my +whole body, nay, spirit subsequently, though 'twas got and healed forty +years ago. Parting and forgetting! What faithful heart can do these? +Our great thoughts, our great affections, the Truths of our life, never +leave us. Surely, they cannot separate from our consciousness; shall +follow it whithersoever that shall go; and are of their nature divine +and immortal. + +With the horrible news of this catsstrophe, which was confirmed by the +weeping domestics at the Duke's own door, Esmond rode homewards as quick +as his lazy coach would carry him, devising all the time how he should +break the intelligence to the person most concerned in it; and if a +satire upon human vanity could be needed, that poor soul afforded it in +the altered company and occupations in which Esmond found her. For +days before, her chariot had been rolling the street from mercer to +toyshop--from goldsmith to laceman: her taste was perfect, or at least +the fond bridegroom had thought so, and had given her entire authority +over all tradesmen, and for all the plate, furniture and equipages, with +which his Grace the Ambassador wished to adorn his splendid mission. She +must have her picture by Kneller, a duchess not being complete without +a portrait, and a noble one he made, and actually sketched in, on a +cushion, a coronet which she was about to wear. She vowed she would wear +it at King James the Third's coronation, and never a princess in the +land would have become ermine better. Esmond found the ante-chamber +crowded with milliners and toyshop women, obsequious goldsmiths with +jewels, salvers, and tankards; and mercers' men with hangings, and +velvets, and brocades. My Lady Duchess elect was giving audience to +one famous silversmith from Exeter Change, who brought with him a great +chased salver, of which he was pointing out the beauties as Colonel +Esmond entered. “Come,” says she, “cousin, and admire the taste of this +pretty thing.” I think Mars and Venus were lying in the golden bower, +that one gilt Cupid carried off the war-god's casque--another his +sword--another his great buckler, upon which my Lord Duke Hamilton's +arms with ours were to be engraved--and a fourth was kneeling down to +the reclining goddess with the ducal coronet in her hands, God help us! +The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of plate, the arms were changed, +the ducal coronet had been replaced by a viscount's; it formed part of +the fortune of the thrifty goldsmith's own daughter, when she married my +Lord Viscount Squanderfield two years after. + +“Isn't this a beautiful piece?” says Beatrix, examining it, and she +pointed out the arch graces of the Cupids, and the fine carving of the +languid prostrate Mars. Esmond sickened as he thought of the warrior +dead in his chamber, his servants and children weeping around him; and +of this smiling creature attiring herself, as it were, for that nuptial +death-bed. “'Tis a pretty piece of vanity,” says he, looking gloomily at +the beautiful creature: there were flambeaux in the room lighting up the +brilliant mistress of it. She lifted up the great gold salver with her +fair arms. + +“Vanity!” says she, haughtily. “What is vanity in you, sir, is propriety +in me. You ask a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but have it I will, if +only to spite Mr. Esmond.” + +“Oh, Beatrix, lay it down!” says Mr. Esmond. “Herodias! you know not +what you carry in the charger.” + +She dropped it with a clang; the eager goldsmith running to seize +his fallen ware. The lady's face caught the fright from Esmond's pale +countenance, and her eyes shone out like beacons of alarm:--“What is it, +Henry!” says she, running to him, and seizing both his hands. “What do +you mean by your pale face and gloomy tones?” + +“Come away, come away!” says Esmond, leading her: she clung frightened +to him, and he supported her upon his heart, bidding the scared +goldsmith leave them. The man went into the next apartment, staring with +surprise, and hugging his precious charger. + +“Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!” says Esmond, still holding in his arms the +pallid and affrighted creature, “you have the greatest courage of any +woman in the world; prepare to show it now, for you have a dreadful +trial to bear.” + +She sprang away from the friend who would have protected her:--“Hath he +left me?” says she. “We had words this morning: he was very gloomy, and +I angered him: but he dared not, he dared not!” As she spoke a burning +blush flushed over her whole face and bosom. Esmond saw it reflected in +the glass by which she stood, with clenched hands, pressing her swelling +heart. + +“He has left you,” says Esmond, wondering that rage rather than sorrow +was in her looks. + +“And he is alive,” cried Beatrix, “and you bring me this commission! He +has left me, and you haven't dared to avenge me! You, that pretend to +be the champion of our house, have let me suffer this insult! Where is +Castlewood? I will go to my brother.” + +“The Duke is not alive, Beatrix,” said Esmond. + +She looked at her cousin wildly, and fell back to the wall as though +shot in the breast:--“And you come here, and--and--you killed him?” + +“No; thank heaven!” her kinsman said. “The blood of that noble heart +doth not stain my sword! In its last hour it was faithful to thee, +Beatrix Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! kneel and thank the awful heaven +which awards life and death, and chastises pride, that the noble +Hamilton died true to you; at least that 'twas not your quarrel, or your +pride, or your wicked vanity, that drove him to his fate. He died by the +bloody sword which already had drank your own father's blood. O woman, O +sister! to that sad field where two corpses are lying--for the murderer +died too by the hand of the man he slew--can you bring no mourners but +your revenge and your vanity? God help and pardon thee, Beatrix, as he +brings this awful punishment to your hard and rebellious heart.” + +Esmond had scarce done speaking, when his mistress came in. The colloquy +between him and Beatrix had lasted but a few minutes, during which time +Esmond's servant had carried the disastrous news through the household. +The army of Vanity Fair, waiting without, gathered up all their +fripperies and fled aghast. Tender Lady Castlewood had been in talk +above with Dean Atterbury, the pious creature's almoner and director; +and the Dean had entered with her as a physician whose place was at +a sick-bed. Beatrix's mother looked at Esmond and ran towards her +daughter, with a pale face and open heart and hands, all kindness +and pity. But Beatrix passed her by, nor would she have any of the +medicaments of the spiritual physician. “I am best in my own room and by +myself,” she said. Her eyes were quite dry; nor did Esmond ever see them +otherwise, save once, in respect to that grief. She gave him a cold hand +as she went out: “Thank you, brother,” she said, in a low voice, and +with a simplicity more touching than tears; “all you have said is true +and kind, and I will go away and ask pardon.” The three others remained +behind, and talked over the dreadful story. It affected Dr. Atterbury +more even than us, as it seemed. The death of Mohun, her husband's +murderer, was more awful to my mistress than even the Duke's unhappy +end. Esmond gave at length what particulars he knew of their quarrel, +and the cause of it. The two noblemen had long been at war with respect +to the Lord Gerard's property, whose two daughters my Lord Duke and +Mohun had married. They had met by appointment that day at the lawyer's +in Lincoln's Inn Fields; had words which, though they appeared very +trifling to those who heard them, were not so to men exasperated by long +and previous enmity. Mohun asked my Lord Duke where he could see his +Grace's friends, and within an hour had sent two of his own to arrange +this deadly duel. It was pursued with such fierceness, and sprung from +so trifling a cause, that all men agreed at the time that there was +a party, of which these three notorious brawlers were but agents, who +desired to take Duke Hamilton's life away. They fought three on a side, +as in that tragic meeting twelve years back, which hath been recounted +already, and in which Mohun performed his second murder. They rushed +in, and closed upon each other at once without any feints or crossing +of swords even, and stabbed one at the other desperately, each receiving +many wounds; and Mohun having his death-wound, and my Lord Duke lying +by him, Macartney came up and stabbed his Grace as he lay on the ground, +and gave him the blow of which he died. Colonel Macartney denied +this, of which the horror and indignation of the whole kingdom would +nevertheless have him guilty, and fled the country, whither he never +returned. + +What was the real cause of the Duke Hamilton's death?--a paltry quarrel +that might easily have been made up, and with a ruffian so low, base, +profligate, and degraded with former crimes and repeated murders, that +a man of such renown and princely rank as my Lord Duke might have +disdained to sully his sword with the blood of such a villain. But his +spirit was so high that those who wished his death knew that his courage +was like his charity, and never turned any man away; and he died by the +hands of Mohun, and the other two cut-throats that were set on him. The +Queen's ambassador to Paris died, the loyal and devoted servant of the +House of Stuart, and a Royal Prince of Scotland himself, and carrying +the confidence, the repentance of Queen Anne along with his own open +devotion, and the good-will of millions in the country more, to the +Queen's exiled brother and sovereign. + +That party to which Lord Mohun belonged had the benefit of his +service, and now were well rid of such a ruffian. He, and Meredith, and +Macartney, were the Duke of Marlborough's men; and the two colonels had +been broke but the year before for drinking perdition to the Tories. His +Grace was a Whig now and a Hanoverian, and as eager for war as Prince +Eugene himself. I say not that he was privy to Duke Hamilton's death, I +say that his party profited by it; and that three desperate and bloody +instruments were found to effect that murder. + +As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discoursing of this +tragedy, and how fatal it was to the cause which they both had at heart, +the street-criers were already out with their broadsides, shouting +through the town the full, true, and horrible account of the death of +Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton in a duel. A fellow had got to Kensington, +and was crying it in the square there at very early morning, when Mr. +Esmond happened to pass by. He drove the man from under Beatrix's very +window, whereof the casement had been set open. The sun was shining +though 'twas November: he had seen the market-carts rolling into London, +the guard relieved at the palace, the laborers trudging to their work in +the gardens between Kensington and the City--the wandering merchants +and hawkers filling the air with their cries. The world was going to its +business again, although dukes lay dead and ladies mourned for them; and +kings, very likely, lost their chances. So night and day pass away, +and to-morrow comes, and our place knows us not. Esmond thought of the +courier, now galloping on the North road to inform him, who was Earl of +Arran yesterday, that he was Duke of Hamilton to-day, and of a thousand +great schemes, hopes, ambitions, that were alive in the gallant heart, +beating a few hours since, and now in a little dust quiescent. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I VISIT CASTLEWOOD ONCE MORE. + + +Thus, for a third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were circumvented, and +she might well believe that a special malignant fate watched and pursued +her, tearing her prize out of her hand just as she seemed to grasp it, +and leaving her with only rage and grief for her portion. Whatever her +feelings might have been of anger or of sorrow, (and I fear me that the +former emotion was that which most tore her heart,) she would take no +confidant, as people of softer natures would have done under such a +calamity; her mother and her kinsman knew that she would disdain their +pity, and that to offer it would be but to infuriate the cruel wound +which fortune had inflicted. We knew that her pride was awfully humbled +and punished by this sudden and terrible blow; she wanted no teaching of +ours to point out the sad moral of her story. Her fond mother could give +but her prayers, and her kinsman his faithful friendship and patience to +the unhappy, stricken creature; and it was only by hints, and a word or +two uttered months afterwards, that Beatrix showed she understood their +silent commiseration, and on her part was secretly thankful for their +forbearance. The people about the Court said there was that in her +manner which frightened away scoffing and condolence: she was above +their triumph and their pity, and acted her part in that dreadful +tragedy greatly and courageously; so that those who liked her least were +yet forced to admire her. We, who watched her after her disaster, could +not but respect the indomitable courage and majestic calm with which she +bore it. “I would rather see her tears than her pride,” her mother said, +who was accustomed to bear her sorrows in a very different way, and +to receive them as the stroke of God, with an awful submission and +meekness. But Beatrix's nature was different to that tender parent's; +she seemed to accept her grief and to defy it; nor would she allow it (I +believe not even in private and in her own chamber) to extort from her +the confession of even a tear of humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends +and children of our race, who come after me, in which way will you bear +your trials? I know one that prays God will give you love rather than +pride, and that the Eye all-seeing shall find you in the humble place. +Not that we should judge proud spirits otherwise than charitably. 'Tis +nature hath fashioned some for ambition and dominion, as it hath formed +others for obedience and gentle submission. The leopard follows his +nature as the lamb does, and acts after leopard law; she can neither +help her beauty, nor her courage, nor her cruelty; nor a single spot on +her shining coat; nor the conquering spirit which impels her; nor the +shot which brings her down. + +During that well-founded panic the Whigs had, lest the Queen should +forsake their Hanoverian Prince, bound by oaths and treaties as she was +to him, and recall her brother, who was allied to her by yet stronger +ties of nature and duty; the Prince of Savoy, and the boldest of that +party of the Whigs, were for bringing the young Duke of Cambridge over, +in spite of the Queen, and the outcry of her Tory servants, arguing that +the Electoral Prince, a Peer and Prince of the Blood-Royal of this Realm +too, and in the line of succession to the crown, had, a right to sit +in the Parliament whereof he was a member, and to dwell in the country +which he one day was to govern. Nothing but the strongest ill will +expressed by the Queen, and the people about her, and menaces of the +Royal resentment, should this scheme be persisted in, prevented it from +being carried into effect. + +The boldest on our side were, in like manner, for having our Prince into +the country. The undoubted inheritor of the right divine; the feelings +of more than half the nation, of almost all the clergy, of the gentry of +England and Scotland with him; entirely innocent of the crime for which +his father suffered--brave, young, handsome, unfortunate--who in England +would dare to molest the Prince should he come among us, and fling +himself upon British generosity, hospitality, and honor? An invader with +an army of Frenchmen behind him, Englishmen of spirit would resist to +the death, and drive back to the shores whence he came; but a Prince, +alone, armed with his right only, and relying on the loyalty of his +people, was sure, many of his friends argued, of welcome, at least of +safety, among us. The hand of his sister the Queen, of the people his +subjects, never could be raised to do him a wrong. But the Queen was +timid by nature, and the successive Ministers she had, had private +causes for their irresolution. The bolder and honester men, who had at +heart the illustrious young exile's cause, had no scheme of interest of +their own to prevent them from seeing the right done, and, provided only +he came as an Englishman, were ready to venture their all to welcome and +defend him. + +St. John and Harley both had kind words in plenty for the Prince's +adherents, and gave him endless promises of future support; but hints +and promises were all they could be got to give; and some of his friends +were for measures much bolder, more efficacious, and more open. With +a party of these, some of whom are yet alive, and some whose names Mr. +Esmond has no right to mention, he found himself engaged the year after +that miserable death of Duke Hamilton, which deprived the Prince of +his most courageous ally in this country. Dean Atterbury was one of the +friends whom Esmond may mention, as the brave bishop is now beyond exile +and persecution, and to him, and one or two more, the Colonel opened +himself of a scheme of his own, that, backed by a little resolution on +the Prince's part, could not fail of bringing about the accomplishment +of their dearest wishes. + +My young Lord Viscount Castlewood had not come to England to keep his +majority, and had now been absent from the country for several years. +The year when his sister was to be married and Duke Hamilton died, my +lord was kept at Bruxelles by his wife's lying-in. The gentle Clotilda +could not bear her husband out of her sight; perhaps she mistrusted the +young scapegrace should he ever get loose from her leading-strings; and +she kept him by her side to nurse the baby and administer posset to the +gossips. Many a laugh poor Beatrix had had about Frank's uxoriousness: +his mother would have gone to Clotilda when her time was coming, but +that the mother-in-law was already in possession, and the negotiations +for poor Beatrix's marriage were begun. A few months after the horrid +catastrophe in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter retired to +Castlewood, where my lord, it was expected, would soon join them. But, +to say truth, their quiet household was little to his taste; he could be +got to come to Walcote but once after his first campaign; and then the +young rogue spent more than half his time in London, not appearing at +Court or in public under his own name and title, but frequenting plays, +bagnios, and the very worst company, under the name of Captain Esmond +(whereby his innocent kinsman got more than once into trouble); and so +under various pretexts, and in pursuit of all sorts of pleasures, +until he plunged into the lawful one of marriage, Frank Castlewood +had remained away from this country, and was unknown, save amongst the +gentlemen of the army, with whom he had served abroad. The fond heart of +his mother was pained by this long absence. 'Twas all that Henry Esmond +could do to soothe her natural mortification, and find excuses for his +kinsman's levity. + +In the autumn of the year 1713, Lord Castlewood thought of returning +home. His first child had been a daughter; Clotilda was in the way of +gratifying his lordship with a second, and the pious youth thought that, +by bringing his wife to his ancestral home, by prayers to St. Philip of +Castlewood, and what not, heaven might be induced to bless him with a +son this time, for whose coming the expectant mamma was very anxious. + +The long-debated peace had been proclaimed this year at the end of +March; and France was open to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had +made all things ready for Lord Castlewood's reception, and was eagerly +expecting her son, it was by Colonel Esmond's means that the kind lady +was disappointed of her longing, and obliged to defer once more the +darling hope of her heart. + +Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He had not seen its ancient gray +towers and well-remembered woods for nearly fourteen years, and since he +rode thence with my lord, to whom his mistress with her young children +by her side waved an adieu. What ages seemed to have passed since then, +what years of action and passion, of care, love, hope, disaster! The +children were grown up now, and had stories of their own. As for +Esmond, he felt to be a hundred years old; his dear mistress only seemed +unchanged; she looked and welcomed him quite as of old. There was the +fountain in the court babbling its familiar music, the old hall and its +furniture, the carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank +from. Esmond's mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room +he used to occupy; 'twas made ready for him, and wall-flowers and sweet +herbs set in the adjoining chamber, the chaplain's room. + +In tears of not unmanly emotion, with prayers of submission to the awful +Dispenser of death and life, of good and evil fortune, Mr. Esmond passed +a part of that first night at Castlewood, lying awake for many hours as +the clock kept tolling (in tones so well remembered), looking back, as +all men will, that revisit their home of childhood, over the great gulf +of time, and surveying himself on the distant bank yonder, a sad little +melancholy boy with his lord still alive--his dear mistress, a girl yet, +her children sporting around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, +when she had blessed him and called him her knight, he had made a vow +to be faithful and never desert her dear service. Had he kept that fond +boyish promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, praise be to God! His life had +been hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole heart ever since +had been hers and her children's. All night long he was dreaming his +boyhood over again, and waking fitfully; he half fancied he heard Father +Holt calling to him from the next chamber, and that he was coming in and +out of from the mysterious window. + +Esmond rose up before the dawn, passed into the next room, where the +air was heavy with the odor of the wall-flowers; looked into the brazier +where the papers had been burnt, into the old presses where Holt's books +and papers had been kept, and tried the spring and whether the window +worked still. The spring had not been touched for years, but yielded at +length, and the whole fabric of the window sank down. He lifted it and +it relapsed into its frame; no one had ever passed thence since Holt +used it sixteen years ago. + +Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his life, +that Holt used to come in and out of the house like a ghost, and +knew that the Father liked these mysteries, and practised such secret +disguises, entrances and exits: this was the way the ghost came and +went, his pupil had always conjectured. Esmond closed the casement up +again as the dawn was rising over Castlewood village; he could hear the +clinking at the blacksmith's forge yonder among the trees, across the +green, and past the river, on which a mist still lay sleeping. + +Next Esmond opened that long cupboard over the woodwork of the +mantel-piece, big enough to hold a man, and in which Mr. Holt used to +keep sundry secret properties of his. The two swords he remembered so +well as a boy, lay actually there still, and Esmond took them out and +wiped them, with a strange curiosity of emotion. There were a bundle of +papers here, too, which no doubt had been left at Holt's last visit to +the place, in my Lord Viscount's life, that very day when the priest had +been arrested and taken to Hexham Castle. Esmond made free with these +papers, and found treasonable matter of King William's reign, the names +of Charnock and Perkins, Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood +and Lodwick, Lords Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, +that had all been engaged in plots against the usurper; a letter from +the Duke of Berwick too, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering +to confer upon his trusty and well-beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood +the titles of Earl and Marquis of Esmond, bestowed by patent royal, and +in the fourth year of his reign, upon Thomas Viscount Castlewood and +the heirs-male of his body, in default of which issue the ranks and +dignities were to pass to Francis aforesaid. + +This was the paper, whereof my lord had spoken, which Holt showed him +the very day he was arrested, and for an answer to which he would come +back in a week's time. I put these papers hastily into the crypt whence +I had taken them, being interrupted by a tapping of a light finger at +the ring of the chamber-door: 'twas my kind mistress, with her face full +of love and welcome. She, too, had passed the night wakefuly, no doubt; +but neither asked the other how the hours had been spent. There are +things we divine without speaking, and know though they happen out of +our sight. This fond lady hath told me that she knew both days when +I was wounded abroad. Who shall say how far sympathy reaches, and how +truly love can prophesy? “I looked into your room,” was all she said; +“the bed was vacant, the little old bed! I knew I should find you here.” + And tender and blushing faintly with a benediction in her eyes, the +gentle creature kissed him. + +They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old court, and to the +terrace-walk, where the grass was glistening with dew, and the birds in +the green woods above were singing their delicious choruses under the +blushing morning sky. How well all things were remembered! The ancient +towers and gables of the hall darkling against the east, the purple +shadows on the green slopes, the quaint devices and carvings of the +dial, the forest-crowned heights, the fair yellow plain cheerful with +crops and corn, the shining river rolling through it towards the pearly +hills beyond; all these were before us, along with a thousand beautiful +memories of our youth, beautiful and sad, but as real and vivid in our +minds as that fair and always-remembered scene our eyes beheld once +more. We forget nothing. The memory sleeps, but wakens again; I often +think how it shall be when, after the last sleep of death, the +reveillee shall arouse us for ever, and the past in one flash of +self-consciousness rush back, like the soul revivified. + +The house would not be up for some hours yet, (it was July, and the dawn +was only just awake,) and here Esmond opened himself to his mistress, of +the business he had in hand, and what part Frank was to play in it. He +knew he could confide anything to her, and that the fond soul would die +rather than reveal it; and bidding her keep the secret from all, he laid +it entirely before his mistress (always as staunch a little loyalist as +any in the kingdom), and indeed was quite sure that any plan, of his was +secure of her applause and sympathy. Never was such a glorious scheme to +her partial mind, never such a devoted knight to execute it. An hour or +two may have passed whilst they were having their colloquy. Beatrix came +out to them just as their talk was over; her tall beautiful form robed +in sable (which she wore without ostentation ever since last year's +catastrophe), sweeping over the green terrace, and casting its shadows +before her across the grass. + +She made us one of her grand curtsies smiling, and called us “the +young people.” She was older, paler, and more majestic than in the year +before; her mother seemed the youngest of the two. She never once spoke +of her grief, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, or alluded, save by a quiet +word or two, to the death of her hopes. + +When Beatrix came back to Castlewood she took to visiting all the +cottages and all the sick. She set up a school of children, and taught +singing to some of them. We had a pair of beautiful old organs in +Castlewood Church, on which she played admirably, so that the music +there became to be known in the country for many miles round, and no +doubt people came to see the fair organist as well as to hear her. +Parson Tusher and his wife were established at the vicarage, but his +wife had brought him no children wherewith Tom might meet his enemies +at the gate. Honest Tom took care not to have many such, his great +shovel-hat was in his hand for everybody. He was profuse of bows +and compliments. He behaved to Esmond as if the Colonel had been a +Commander-in-Chief; he dined at the hall that day, being Sunday, and +would not partake of pudding except under extreme pressure. He deplored +my lord's perversion, but drank his lordship's health very devoutly; +and an hour before at church sent the Colonel to sleep, with a long, +learned, and refreshing sermon. + +Esmond's visit home was but for two days; the business he had in hand +calling him away and out of the country. Ere he went, he saw Beatrix +but once alone, and then she summoned him out of the long tapestry room, +where he and his mistress were sitting, quite as in old times, into +the adjoining chamber, that had been Viscountess Isabel's sleeping +apartment, and where Esmond perfectly well remembered seeing the old +lady sitting up in the bed, in her night-rail, that morning when the +troop of guard came to fetch her. The most beautiful woman in England +lay in that bed now, whereof the great damask hangings were scarce faded +since Esmond saw them last. + +Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; 'twas +that which Esmond had given her before her marriage, stamped with a +coronet which the disappointed girl was never to wear; and containing +his aunt's legacy of diamonds. + +“You had best take these with you, Harry,” says she; “I have no need +of diamonds any more.” There was not the least token of emotion in her +quiet low voice. She held out the black shagreen case with her fair +arm, that did not shake in the least. Esmond saw she wore a black velvet +bracelet on it, with my Lord Duke's picture in enamel; he had given it +her but three days before he fell. + +Esmond said the stones were his no longer, and strove to turn off that +proffered restoration with a laugh: “Of what good,” says he, “are they +to me? The diamond loop to his hat did not set off Prince Eugene, and +will not make my yellow face look any handsomer.” + +“You will give them to your wife, cousin,” says she. “My cousin, your +wife has a lovely complexion and shape.” + +“Beatrix,” Esmond burst out, the old fire flaming out as it would at +times, “will you wear those trinkets at your marriage? You whispered +once you did not know me: you know me better now: how I sought, what I +have sighed for, for ten years, what foregone!” + +“A price for your constancy, my lord!” says she; “such a preux chevalier +wants to be paid. Oh fie, cousin!” + +“Again,” Esmond spoke out, “if I do something you have at heart; +something worthy of me and you; something that shall make me a name with +which to endow you; will you take it? There was a chance for me once, +you said; is it impossible to recall it? Never shake your head, but hear +me; say you will hear me a year hence. If I come back to you and bring +you fame, will that please you? If I do what you desire most--what he +who is dead desired most--will that soften you?” + +“What is it, Henry?” says she, her face lighting up; “what mean you?” + +“Ask no questions,” he said; “wait, and give me but time; if I bring +back that you long for, that I have a thousand times heard you pray for, +will you have no reward for him who has done you that service? Put away +those trinkets, keep them: it shall not be at my marriage, it shall not +be at yours; but if man can do it, I swear a day shall come when there +shall be a feast in your house, and you shall be proud to wear them. I +say no more now; put aside these words, and lock away yonder box until +the day when I shall remind you of both. All I pray of you now is, to +wait and to remember.” + +“You are going out of the country?” says Beatrix, in some agitation. + +“Yes, to-morrow,” says Esmond. + +“To Lorraine, cousin?” says Beatrix, laying her hand on his arm; 'twas +the hand on which she wore the Duke's bracelet. “Stay, Harry!” continued +she, with a tone that had more despondency in it than she was accustomed +to show. “Hear a last word. I do love you. I do admire you--who would +not, that has known such love as yours has been for us all? But I think +I have no heart; at least I have never seen the man that could touch it; +and, had I found him, I would have followed him in rags had he been a +private soldier, or to sea, like one of those buccaneers you used to +read to us about when we were children. I would do anything for such +a man, bear anything for him: but I never found one. You were ever too +much of a slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke could not command it. +I had not been happy had I married him. I knew that three months after +our engagement--and was too vain to break it. Oh, Harry! I cried once or +twice, not for him, but with tears of rage because I could not be sorry +for him. I was frightened to find I was glad of his death; and were +I joined to you, I should have the same sense of servitude, the same +longing to escape. We should both be unhappy, and you the most, who are +as jealous as the Duke was himself. I tried to love him; I tried, indeed +I did: affected gladness when he came: submitted to hear when he was by +me, and tried the wife's part I thought I was to play for the rest of my +days. But half an hour of that complaisance wearied me, and what would +a lifetime be? My thoughts were away when he was speaking; and I was +thinking, Oh that this man would drop my hand, and rise up from before +my feet! I knew his great and noble qualities, greater and nobler than +mine a thousand times, as yours are, cousin, I tell you, a million and a +million times better. But 'twas not for these I took him. I took him to +have a great place in the world, and I lost it. I lost it, and do not +deplore him--and I often thought, as I listened to his fond vows and +ardent words, Oh, if I yield to this man, and meet THE OTHER, I shall +hate him and leave him! I am not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and +good like an angel. I wonder how she should have had such a child. She +is weak, but she would die rather than do a wrong; I am stronger than +she, but I would do it out of defiance. I do not care for what the +parsons tell me with their droning sermons: I used to see them at court +as mean and as worthless as the meanest woman there. Oh, I am sick and +weary of the world! I wait but for one thing, and when 'tis done, I will +take Frank's religion and your poor mother's, and go into a nunnery, and +end like her. Shall I wear the diamonds then?--they say the nuns wear +their best trinkets the day they take the veil. I will put them away as +you bid me; farewell, cousin: mamma is pacing the next room racking her +little head to know what we have been saying. She is jealous, all women +are. I sometimes think that is the only womanly quality I have.” + +“Farewell. Farewell, brother.” She gave him her cheek as a brotherly +privilege. The cheek was as cold as marble. + +Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he returned to +the room where she was. She had schooled herself so as to look quite +inscrutably, when she had a mind. Amongst her other feminine qualities +she had that of being a perfect dissembler. + +He rode away from Castlewood to attempt the task he was bound on, and +stand or fall by it; in truth his state of mind was such, that he was +eager for some outward excitement to counteract that gnawing malady +which he was inwardly enduring. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +I TRAVEL TO FRANCE AND BRING HOME A PORTRAIT OF RIGAUD. + + +Mr. Esmond did not think fit to take leave at Court, or to inform all +the world of Pall Mall and the coffee-houses, that he was about to quit +England; and chose to depart in the most private manner possible. He +procured a pass as for a Frenchman, through Dr. Atterbury, who did that +business for him, getting the signature even from Lord Bolingbroke's +office, without any personal application to the Secretary. Lockwood, his +faithful servant, he took with him to Castlewood, and left behind there: +giving out ere he left London that he himself was sick, and gone to +Hampshire for country air, and so departed as silently as might be upon +his business. + +As Frank Castlewood's aid was indispensable for Mr. Esmond's scheme, his +first visit was to Bruxelles (passing by way of Antwerp, where the Duke +of Marlborough was in exile), and in the first-named place Harry found +his dear young Benedict, the married man, who appeared to be rather +out of humor with his matrimonial chain, and clogged with the obstinate +embraces which Clotilda kept round his neck. Colonel Esmond was not +presented to her; but Monsieur Simon was, a gentleman of the Royal +Cravat (Esmond bethought him of the regiment of his honest Irishman, +whom he had seen that day after Malplaquet, when he first set eyes on +the young King); and Monsieur Simon was introduced to the Viscountess +Castlewood, nee Comptesse Wertheim; to the numerous counts, the Lady +Clotilda's tall brothers; to her father the chamberlain; and to the lady +his wife, Frank's mother-in-law, a tall and majestic person of large +proportions, such as became the mother of such a company of grenadiers +as her warlike sons formed. The whole race were at free quarters in the +little castle nigh to Bruxelles which Frank had taken; rode his horses; +drank his wine; and lived easily at the poor lad's charges. Mr. Esmond +had always maintained a perfect fluency in the French, which was his +mother tongue; and if this family (that spoke French with the twang +which the Flemings use) discovered any inaccuracy in Mr. Simon's +pronunciation, 'twas to be attributed to the latter's long residence +in England, where he had married and remained ever since he was taken +prisoner at Blenheim. His story was perfectly pat; there were none there +to doubt it save honest Frank, and he was charmed with his kinsman's +scheme, when he became acquainted with it; and, in truth, always admired +Colonel Esmond with an affectionate fidelity, and thought his cousin +the wisest and best of all cousins and men. Frank entered heart and soul +into the plan, and liked it the better as it was to take him to Paris, +out of reach of his brothers, his father, and his mother-in-law, whose +attentions rather fatigued him. + +Castlewood, I have said, was born in the same year as the Prince of +Wales; had not a little of the Prince's air, height, and figure; and, +especially since he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on the occasion +before-named, took no small pride in his resemblance to a person so +illustrious; which likeness he increased by all means in his power, +wearing fair brown periwigs, such as the Prince wore, and ribbons, and +so forth, of the Chevalier's color. + +This resemblance was, in truth, the circumstance on which Mr. Esmond's +scheme was founded; and having secured Frank's secrecy and enthusiasm, +he left him to continue his journey, and see the other personages on +whom its success depended. The place whither Mr. Simon next travelled +was Bar, in Lorraine, where that merchant arrived with a consignment +of broadcloths, valuable laces from Malines, and letters for his +correspondent there. + +Would you know how a prince, heroic from misfortunes, and descended +from a line of kings, whose race seemed to be doomed like the Atridae of +old--would you know how he was employed, when the envoy who came to him +through danger and difficulty beheld him for the first time? The young +king, in a flannel jacket, was at tennis with the gentlemen of his +suite, crying out after the balls, and swearing like the meanest of his +subjects. The next time Mr. Esmond saw him, 'twas when Monsieur Simon +took a packet of laces to Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's ante-chamber in +those days, at which ignoble door men were forced to knock for admission +to his Majesty. The admission was given, the envoy found the King and +the mistress together; the pair were at cards and his Majesty was +in liquor. He cared more for three honors than three kingdoms; and +a half-dozen glasses of ratafia made him forget all his woes and his +losses, his father's crown, and his grandfather's head. + +Mr. Esmond did not open himself to the Prince then. His Majesty was +scarce in a condition to hear him; and he doubted whether a King who +drank so much could keep a secret in his fuddled head; or whether a hand +that shook so, was strong enough to grasp at a crown. However, at last, +and after taking counsel with the Prince's advisers, amongst whom were +many gentlemen, honest and faithful, Esmond's plan was laid before the +King, and her actual Majesty Queen Oglethorpe, in council. The Prince +liked the scheme well enough; 'twas easy and daring, and suited to his +reckless gayety and lively youthful spirit. In the morning after he had +slept his wine off, he was very gay, lively, and agreeable. His manner +had an extreme charm of archness, and a kind simplicity; and, to do her +justice, her Oglethorpean Majesty was kind, acute, resolute, and of good +counsel; she gave the Prince much good advice that he was too weak +to follow, and loved him with a fidelity which he returned with an +ingratitude quite Royal. + +Having his own forebodings regarding his scheme should it ever be +fulfilled, and his usual sceptic doubts as to the benefit which might +accrue to the country by bringing a tipsy young monarch back to it, +Colonel Esmond had his audience of leave and quiet. Monsieur Simon took +his departure. At any rate the youth at Bar was as good as the older +Pretender at Hanover; if the worst came to the worst, the Englishman +could be dealt with as easy as the German. Monsieur Simon trotted +on that long journey from Nancy to Paris, and saw that famous town, +stealthily and like a spy, as in truth he was; and where, sure, more +magnificence and more misery is heaped together, more rags and lace, +more filth and gilding, than in any city in this world. Here he was +put in communication with the King's best friend, his half brother, the +famous Duke of Berwick; Esmond recognized him as the stranger who had +visited Castlewood now near twenty years ago. His Grace opened to him +when he found that Mr. Esmond was one of Webb's brave regiment, that had +once been his Grace's own. He was the sword and buckler indeed of the +Stuart cause: there was no stain on his shield except the bar across it, +which Marlborough's sister left him. Had Berwick been his father's heir, +James the Third had assuredly sat on the English throne. He could dare, +endure, strike, speak, be silent. The fire and genius, perhaps, he had +not (that were given to baser men), but except these he had some of the +best qualities of a leader. His Grace knew Esmond's father and history; +and hinted at the latter in such a way as made the Colonel to think he +was aware of the particulars of that story. But Esmond did not choose to +enter on it, nor did the Duke press him. Mr. Esmond said, “No doubt he +should come by his name if ever greater people came by theirs.” + +What confirmed Esmond in his notion that the Duke of Berwick knew of his +case was, that when the Colonel went to pay his duty at St. Germains, +her Majesty once addressed him by the title of Marquis. He took the +Queen the dutiful remembrances of her goddaughter, and the lady whom, +in the days of her prosperity, her Majesty had befriended. The +Queen remembered Rachel Esmond perfectly well, had heard of my Lord +Castlewood's conversion, and was much edified by that act of heaven in +his favor. She knew that others of that family had been of the only true +church too: “Your father and your mother, M. le Marquis,” her Majesty +said (that was the only time she used the phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed +very low, and said he had found other parents than his own, who had +taught him differently; but these had only one king: on which her +Majesty was pleased to give him a medal blessed by the Pope, which had +been found very efficacious in cases similar to his own, and to promise +she would offer up prayers for his conversion and that of the family: +which no doubt this pious lady did, though up to the present moment, and +after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond is bound to say that neither +the medal nor the prayers have had the slightest known effect upon his +religious convictions. + +As for the splendors of Versailles, Monsieur Simon, the merchant, only +beheld them as a humble and distant spectator, seeing the old King but +once, when he went to feed his carps; and asking for no presentation at +his Majesty's Court. + +By this time my Lord Viscount Castlewood was got to Paris, where, as the +London prints presently announced, her ladyship was brought to bed of a +son and heir. For a long while afterwards she was in a delicate state +of health, and ordered by the physicians not to travel; otherwise 'twas +well known that the Viscount Castlewood proposed returning to England, +and taking up his residence at his own seat. + +Whilst he remained at Paris, my Lord Castlewood had his picture done by +the famous French painter, Monsieur Rigaud, a present for his mother +in London; and this piece Monsieur Simon took back with him when he +returned to that city, which he reached about May, in the year 1714, +very soon after which time my Lady Castlewood and her daughter, and +their kinsman, Colonel Esmond, who had been at Castlewood all this +time, likewise returned to London; her ladyship occupying her house +at Kensington, Mr. Esmond returning to his lodgings at Knightsbridge, +nearer the town, and once more making his appearance at all public +places, his health greatly improved by his long stay in the country. + +The portrait of my lord, in a handsome gilt frame, was hung up in +the place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship was +represented in his scarlet uniform of Captain of the Guard, with a light +brown periwig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue ribbon, and a fall of +Bruxelles lace. Many of her ladyship's friends admired the piece beyond +measure, and flocked to see it; Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old +Mr. Collier, and others amongst the clergy, were delighted with the +performance, and many among the first quality examined and praised it; +only I must own that Doctor Tusher happening to come up to London, and +seeing the picture, (it was ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on this +day Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived,) +the Vicar of Castlewood vowed he could not see any resemblance in the +piece to his old pupil, except, perhaps, a little about the chin and the +periwig; but we all of us convinced him that he had not seen Frank for +five years or more; that he knew no more about the Fine Arts than a +ploughboy, and that he must be mistaken; and we sent him home assured +that the piece was an excellent likeness. As for my Lord Bolingbroke, +who honored her ladyship with a visit occasionally, when Colonel Esmond +showed him the picture he burst out laughing, and asked what devilry he +was engaged on? Esmond owned simply that the portrait was not that of +Viscount Castlewood; besought the Secretary on his honor to keep the +secret; said that the ladies of the house were enthusiastic Jacobites, +as was well known; and confessed that the picture was that of the +Chevalier St. George. + +The truth is, that Mr. Simon, waiting upon Lord Castlewood one day +at Monsieur Rigaud's whilst his lordship was sitting for his picture, +affected to be much struck with a piece representing the Chevalier, +whereof the head only was finished, and purchased it of the painter +for a hundred crowns. It had been intended, the artist said, for Miss +Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but that young lady quitting Paris, +had left the work on the artist's hands; and taking this piece home, +when my lord's portrait arrived, Colonel Esmond, alias Monsieur Simon, +had copied the uniform and other accessories from my lord's picture to +fill up Rigaud's incomplete canvas: the Colonel all his life having been +a practitioner of painting, and especially followed it during his long +residence in the cities of Flanders, among the masterpieces of Van Dyck +and Rubens. My grandson hath the piece, such as it is, in Virginia now. + +At the commencement of the month of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond, and my +Lady Viscountess, her mother, arrived from Castlewood; the former to +resume her services at Court, which had been interrupted by the fatal +catastrophe of Duke Hamilton's death. She once more took her place, +then, in her Majesty's suite and at the Maids' table, being always a +favorite with Mrs. Masham, the Queen's chief woman, partly perhaps on +account of their bitterness against the Duchess of Marlborough, whom +Miss Beatrix loved no better than her rival did. The gentlemen about the +Court, my Lord Bolingbroke amongst others, owned that the young lady had +come back handsomer than ever, and that the serious and tragic air which +her face now involuntarily wore became her better than her former smiles +and archness. + +All the old domestics at the little house of Kensington Square were +changed; the old steward that had served the family any time these +five-and-twenty years, since the birth of the children of the house, was +despatched into the kingdom of Ireland to see my lord's estate there: +the housekeeper, who had been my lady's woman time out of mind, and the +attendant of the young children, was sent away grumbling to Walcote, +to see to the new painting and preparing of that house, which my Lady +Dowager intended to occupy for the future, giving up Castlewood to +her daughter-in-law that might be expected daily from France. Another +servant the Viscountess had was dismissed too--with a gratuity--on the +pretext that her ladyship's train of domestics must be diminished; so, +finally, there was not left in the household a single person who had +belonged to it during the time my young Lord Castlewood was yet at home. + +For the plan which Colonel Esmond had in view, and the stroke he +intended, 'twas necessary that the very smallest number of persons +should be put in possession of his secret. It scarce was known, except +to three or four out of his family, and it was kept to a wonder. + +On the 10th of June, 1714, there came by Mr. Prior's messenger from +Paris a letter from my Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother, saying +that he had been foolish in regard of money matters, that he was ashamed +to own he had lost at play, and by other extravagances; and that instead +of having great entertainments as he had hoped at Castlewood this year, +he must live as quiet as he could, and make every effort to be saving. +So far every word of poor Frank's letter was true, nor was there a doubt +that he and his tall brothers-in-law had spent a great deal more than +they ought, and engaged the revenues of the Castlewood property, which +the fond mother had husbanded and improved so carefully during the time +of her guardianship. + +His “Clotilda,” Castlewood went on to say, “was still delicate, and her +physicians thought her lying-in had best take place at Paris. He should +come without her ladyship, and be at his mother's house about the 17th +or 18th day of June, proposing to take horse from Paris immediately, +and bringing but a single servant with him; and he requested that the +lawyers of Gray's inn might be invited to meet him with their account, +and the land-steward come from Castlewood with his, so that he might +settle with them speedily, raise a sum of money whereof he stood in +need, and be back to his viscountess by the time of her lying-in.” Then +his lordship gave some of the news of the town, sent his remembrance to +kinsfolk, and so the letter ended. 'Twas put in the common post, and no +doubt the French police and the English there had a copy of it, to which +they were exceeding welcome. + +Two days after another letter was despatched by the public post of +France, in the same open way, and this, after giving news of the fashion +at Court there, ended by the following sentences, in which, but for +those that had the key, 'twould be difficult for any man to find any +secret lurked at all:-- + + +“(The King will take) medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is better than +he hath been of late, though incommoded by indigestion from his too +great appetite. Madame Maintenon continues well. They have performed a +play of Mons. Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of Shrewsbury and Mr. Prior, +our envoy, and all the English nobility here were present at it. (The +Viscount Castlewood's passports) were refused to him, 'twas said; his +lordship being sued by a goldsmith for Vaisselle plate, and a pearl +necklace supplied to Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. 'Tis a +pity such news should get abroad (and travel to England) about our young +nobility here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to the Fort l'Evesque; +they say she has ordered not only plate, but furniture, and a chariot +and horses (under that lord's name), of which extravagance his +unfortunate Viscountess knows nothing. + +“(His Majesty will be) eighty-two years of age on his next birthday. The +Court prepares to celebrate it with a great feast. Mr. Prior is in a sad +way about their refusing at home to send him his plate. All here admired +my Lord Viscount's portrait, and said it was a masterpiece of Rigaud. +Have you seen it? It is (at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington +Square). I think no English painter could produce such a piece. + +“Our poor friend the Abbe hath been at the Bastile, but is now +transported to the Conciergerie (where his friends may visit him. They +are to ask for) a remission of his sentence soon. Let us hope the poor +rogue will have repented in prison. + +“(The Lord Castlewood) has had the affair of the plate made up, and +departs for England. + +“Is not this a dull letter? I have a cursed headache with drinking with +Mat and some more over-night, and tipsy or sober am + +“Thine ever ----.” + + +All this letter, save some dozen of words which I have put above between +brackets, was mere idle talk, though the substance of the letter was as +important as any letter well could be. It told those that had the key, +that The King will take the Viscount Castlewood's passports and travel +to England under that lord's name. His Majesty will be at the Lady +Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, where his friends may visit +him; they are to ask for the Lord Castlewood. This note may have passed +under Mr. Prior's eyes, and those of our new allies the French, and +taught them nothing; though it explains sufficiently to persons in +London what the event was which was about to happen, as 'twill show +those who read my memoirs a hundred years hence, what was that errand on +which Colonel Esmond of late had been busy. Silently and swiftly to do +that about which others were conspiring, and thousands of Jacobites +all over the country clumsily caballing; alone to effect that which the +leaders here were only talking about; to bring the Prince of Wales into +the country openly in the face of all, under Bolingbroke's very eyes, +the walls placarded with the proclamation signed with the Secretary's +name, and offering five hundred pounds reward for his apprehension: +this was a stroke, the playing and winning of which might well give any +adventurous spirit pleasure: the loss of the stake might involve a heavy +penalty, but all our family were eager to risk that for the glorious +chance of winning the game. + +Nor shall it be called a game, save perhaps with the chief player, who +was not more or less sceptical than most public men with whom he had +acquaintance in that age. (Is there ever a public man in England that +altogether believes in his party? Is there one, however doubtful, that +will not fight for it?) Young Frank was ready to fight without much +thinking, he was a Jacobite as his father before him was; all the +Esmonds were Royalists. Give him but the word, he would cry, “God save +King James!” before the palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand; +and with respect to the women, as is usual with them, 'twas not a +question of party but of faith; their belief was a passion; either +Esmond's mistress or her daughter would have died for it cheerfully. I +have laughed often, talking of King William's reign, and said I thought +Lady Castlewood was disappointed the King did not persecute the family +more; and those who know the nature of women may fancy for themselves, +what needs not here be written down, the rapture with which these +neophytes received the mystery when made known to them; the eagerness +with which they looked forward to its completion; the reverence which +they paid the minister who initiated them into that secret Truth, now +known only to a few, but presently to reign over the world. Sure there +is no bound to the trustingness of women. Look at Arria worshipping the +drunken clodpate of a husband who beats her; look at Cornelia treasuring +as a jewel in her maternal heart the oaf her son; I have known a woman +preach Jesuit's bark, and afterwards Dr. Berkeley's tar-water, as though +to swallow them were a divine decree, and to refuse them no better than +blasphemy. + +On his return from France Colonel Esmond put himself at the head of +this little knot of fond conspirators. No death or torture he knew would +frighten them out of their constancy. When he detailed his plan for +bringing the King back, his elder mistress thought that that Restoration +was to be attributed under heaven to the Castlewood family and to its +chief, and she worshipped and loved Esmond, if that could be, more than +ever she had done. She doubted not for one moment of the success of his +scheme, to mistrust which would have seemed impious in her eyes. And as +for Beatrix, when she became acquainted with the plan, and joined it, as +she did with all her heart, she gave Esmond one of her searching bright +looks. “Ah, Harry,” says she, “why were you not the head of our house? +You are the only one fit to raise it; why do you give that silly boy the +name and the honor? But 'tis so in the world; those get the prize that +don't deserve or care for it. I wish I could give you YOUR silly prize, +cousin, but I can't; I have tried, and I can't.” And she went away, +shaking her head mournfully, but always, it seemed to Esmond, that her +liking and respect for him was greatly increased, since she knew what +capability he had both to act and bear; to do and to forego. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE ORIGINAL OF THE PORTRAIT COMES TO ENGLAND. + + +'Twas announced in the family that my Lord Castlewood would arrive, +having a confidential French gentleman in his suite, who acted as +secretary to his lordship, and who, being a Papist, and a foreigner of +a good family, though now in rather a menial place, would have his meals +served in his chamber, and not with the domestics of the house. The +Viscountess gave up her bedchamber contiguous to her daughter's, and +having a large convenient closet attached to it, in which a bed was +put up, ostensibly for Monsieur Baptiste, the Frenchman; though, 'tis +needless to say, when the doors of the apartments were locked, and the +two guests retired within it, the young viscount became the servant of +the illustrious Prince whom he entertained, and gave up gladly the more +convenient and airy chamber and bed to his master. Madam Beatrix +also retired to the upper region, her chamber being converted into +a sitting-room for my lord. The better to carry the deceit, Beatrix +affected to grumble before the servants, and to be jealous that she was +turned out of her chamber to make way for my lord. + +No small preparations were made, you may be sure, and no slight tremor +of expectation caused the hearts of the gentle ladies of Castlewood to +flutter, before the arrival of the personages who were about to honor +their house. The chamber was ornamented with flowers; the bed covered +with the very finest of linen; the two ladies insisting on making it +themselves, and kneeling down at the bedside and kissing the sheets out +of respect for the web that was to hold the sacred person of a King. The +toilet was of silver and crystal; there was a copy of “Eikon Basilike” + laid on the writing-table; a portrait of the martyred King hung always +over the mantel, having a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath +it, and a little picture or emblem which the widow loved always to have +before her eyes on waking, and in which the hair of her lord and her two +children was worked together. Her books of private devotions, as they +were all of the English Church, she carried away with her to the upper +apartment, which she destined for herself. The ladies showed Mr. Esmond, +when they were completed, the fond preparations they had made. 'Twas +then Beatrix knelt down and kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, +Lady Castlewood made a curtsy at the door, as she would have done to the +altar on entering a church, and owned that she considered the chamber in +a manner sacred. + +The company in the servants' hall never for a moment supposed that these +preparations were made for any other person than the young viscount, +the lord of the house, whom his fond mother had been for so many years +without seeing. Both ladies were perfect housewives, having the greatest +skill in the making of confections, scented waters, &c., and keeping a +notable superintendence over the kitchen. Calves enough were killed to +feed an army of prodigal sons, Esmond thought, and laughed when he came +to wait on the ladies, on the day when the guests were to arrive, to +find two pairs of the finest and roundest arms to be seen in England (my +Lady Castlewood was remarkable for this beauty of her person), covered +with flour up above the elbows, and preparing paste, and turning +rolling-pins in the housekeeper's closet. The guest would not arrive +till supper-time, and my lord would prefer having that meal in his own +chamber. You may be sure the brightest plate of the house was laid out +there, and can understand why it was that the ladies insisted that they +alone would wait upon the young chief of the family. + +Taking horse, Colonel Esmond rode rapidly to Rochester, and there +awaited the King in that very town where his father had last set his +foot on the English shore. A room had been provided at an inn there for +my Lord Castlewood and his servant; and Colonel Esmond timed his ride so +well that he had scarce been half an hour in the place, and was looking +over the balcony into the yard of the inn, when two travellers rode in +at the inn gate, and the Colonel running down, the next moment embraced +his dear young lord. + +My lord's companion, acting the part of a domestic, dismounted, and was +for holding the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling to his +own man, who was in the court, bade him take the horses and settle with +the lad who had ridden the post along with the two travellers, crying +out in a cavalier tone in the French language to my lord's companion, +and affecting to grumble that my lord's fellow was a Frenchman, and did +not know the money or habits of the country:--“My man will see to the +horses, Baptiste,” says Colonel Esmond: “do you understand English?” + “Very leetle!” “So, follow my lord and wait upon him at dinner in his +own room.” The landlord and his people came up presently bearing the +dishes; 'twas well they made a noise and stir in the gallery, or they +might have found Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's +servant, welcoming his Majesty to his kingdom, and kissing the hand +of the King. We told the landlord that the Frenchman would wait on +his master; and Esmond's man was ordered to keep sentry in the gallery +without the door. The Prince dined with a good appetite, laughing and +talking very gayly, and condescendingly bidding his two companions +to sit with him at table. He was in better spirits than poor Frank +Castlewood, who Esmond thought might be woe-begone on account of parting +with his divine Clotilda; but the Prince wishing to take a short siesta +after dinner, and retiring to an inner chamber where there was a bed, +the cause of poor Frank's discomfiture came out; and bursting into +tears, with many expressions of fondness, friendship, and humiliation, +the faithful lad gave his kinsman to understand that he now knew all the +truth, and the sacrifices which Colonel Esmond had made for him. + +Seeing no good in acquainting poor Frank with that secret, Mr. Esmond +had entreated his mistress also not to reveal it to her son. The Prince +had told the poor lad all as they were riding from Dover: “I had as lief +he had shot me, cousin,” Frank said: “I knew you were the best, and the +bravest, and the kindest of all men” (so the enthusiastic young fellow +went on); “but I never thought I owed you what I do, and can scarce bear +the weight of the obligation.” + +“I stand in the place of your father,” says Mr. Esmond, kindly, “and +sure a father may dispossess himself in favor of his son. I abdicate the +twopenny crown, and invest you with the kingdom of Brentford; don't be a +fool and cry; you make a much taller and handsomer viscount than ever +I could.” But the fond boy, with oaths and protestations, laughter and +incoherent outbreaks of passionate emotion, could not be got, for some +little time, to put up with Esmond's raillery; wanted to kneel down to +him, and kissed his hand; asked him and implored him to order something, +to bid Castlewood give his own life or take somebody else's; anything, +so that he might show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond showed +him. + +“The K---, HE laughed,” Frank said, pointing to the door where the +sleeper was, and speaking in a low tone. “I don't think he should have +laughed as he told me the story. As we rode along from Dover, talking in +French, he spoke about you, and your coming to him at Bar; he called +you 'le grand serieux,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and I don't know what +names; mimicking your manner” (here Castlewood laughed himself)--“and +he did it very well. He seems to sneer at everything. He is not like a +king: somehow Harry, I fancy you are like a king. He does not seem +to think what a stake we are all playing. He would have stopped at +Canterbury to run after a barmaid there, had I not implored him to come +on. He hath a house at Chaillot, where he used to go and bury himself +for weeks away from the Queen, and with all sorts of bad company,” says +Frank, with a demure look; “you may smile, but I am not the wild fellow +I was; no, no, I have been taught better,” says Castlewood devoutly, +making a sign on his breast. + +“Thou art my dear brave boy,” says Colonel Esmond, touched at the young +fellow's simplicity, “and there will be a noble gentleman at Castlewood +so long as my Frank is there.” + +The impetuous young lad was for going down on his knees again, with +another explosion of gratitude, but that we heard the voice from the +next chamber of the august sleeper, just waking, calling out:--“Eh, +La-Fleur, un verre d'eau!” His Majesty came out yawning:--“A pest,” says +he, “upon your English ale, 'tis so strong that, ma foi, it hath turned +my head.” + +The effect of the ale was like a spur upon our horses, and we rode +very quickly to London, reaching Kensington at nightfall. Mr. Esmond's +servant was left behind at Rochester, to take care of the tired horses, +whilst we had fresh beasts provided along the road. And galloping by +the Prince's side the Colonel explained to the Prince of Wales what his +movements had been; who the friends were that knew of the expedition; +whom, as Esmond conceived, the Prince should trust; entreating him, +above all, to maintain the very closest secrecy until the time should +come when his Royal Highness should appear. The town swarmed with +friends of the Prince's cause; there were scores of correspondents with +St. Germains; Jacobites known and secret; great in station and humble; +about the Court and the Queen; in the Parliament, Church, and among the +merchants in the City. The Prince had friends numberless in the army, +in the Privy Council, and the Officers of State. The great object, as it +seemed, to the small band of persons who had concerted that bold stroke, +who had brought the Queen's brother into his native country, was, that +his visit should remain unknown till the proper time came, when his +presence should surprise friends and enemies alike; and the latter +should be found so unprepared and disunited, that they should not +find time to attack him. We feared more from his friends than from his +enemies. The lies and tittle-tattle sent over to St. Germains by the +Jacobite agents about London, had done an incalculable mischief to his +cause, and wofully misguided him, and it was from these especially, that +the persons engaged in the present venture were anxious to defend the +chief actor in it.* + + * The managers were the Bishop, who cannot be hurt by having + his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist + Divine, a lady in the highest favor at Court, with whom + Beatrix Esmond had communication, and two noblemen of the + greatest rank, and a member of the House of Commons, who was + implicated in more transactions than one in behalf of the + Stuart family. + +The party reached London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the +Posting-House over against Westminster, and being ferried over the +water, where Lady Esmond's coach was already in waiting. In another hour +we were all landed at Kensington, and the mistress of the house had that +satisfaction which her heart had yearned after for many years, once more +to embrace her son, who, on his side, with all his waywardness, ever +retained a most tender affection for his parent. + +She did not refrain from this expression of her feeling, though the +domestics were by, and my Lord Castlewood's attendant stood in the hall. +Esmond had to whisper to him in French to take his hat off. Monsieur +Baptiste was constantly neglecting his part with an inconceivable +levity: more than once on the ride to London, little observations of the +stranger, light remarks, and words betokening the greatest ignorance of +the country the Prince came to govern, had hurt the susceptibility of +the two gentlemen forming his escort; nor could either help owning in +his secret mind that they would have had his behavior otherwise, +and that the laughter and the lightness, not to say license, which +characterized his talk, scarce befitted such a great Prince, and such a +solemn occasion. Not but that he could act at proper times with spirit +and dignity. He had behaved, as we all knew, in a very courageous manner +on the field. Esmond had seen a copy of the letter the Prince had writ +with his own hand when urged by his friends in England to abjure his +religion, and admired that manly and magnanimous reply by which he +refused to yield to the temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off his +hat, blushing at the hint Colonel Esmond ventured to give him, and +said:--“Tenez, elle est jolie, la petite mere. Foi de Chevalier! elle +est charmante; mais l'autre, qui est cette nymphe, cet astre qui brille, +cette Diane qui descend sur nous?” And he started back, and pushed +forward, as Beatrix was descending the stair. She was in colors for the +first time at her own house; she wore the diamonds Esmond gave her; it +had been agreed between them, that she should wear these brilliants on +the day when the King should enter the house, and a Queen she looked, +radiant in charms, and magnificent and imperial in beauty. + +Castlewood himself was startled by that beauty and splendor; he stepped +back and gazed at his sister as though he had not been aware before (nor +was he very likely) how perfectly lovely she was, and I thought blushed +as he embraced her. The Prince could not keep his eyes off her; he quite +forgot his menial part, though he had been schooled to it, and a little +light portmanteau prepared expressly that he should carry it. He pressed +forward before my Lord Viscount. 'Twas lucky the servants' eyes were +busy in other directions, or they must have seen that this was no +servant, or at least a very insolent and rude one. + +Again Colonel Esmond was obliged to cry out, “Baptiste,” in a loud +imperious voice, “have a care to the valise;” at which hint the wilful +young man ground his teeth together with something very like a curse +between them, and then gave a brief look of anything but pleasure to his +Mentor. Being reminded, however, he shouldered the little portmanteau, +and carried it up the stair, Esmond preceding him, and a servant with +lighted tapers. He flung down his burden sulkily in the bedchamber:--“A +Prince that will wear a crown must wear a mask,” says Mr. Esmond in +French. + +“Ah peste! I see how it is,” says Monsieur Baptiste, continuing the +talk in French. “The Great Serious is seriously”--“alarmed for Monsieur +Baptiste,” broke in the Colonel. Esmond neither liked the tone with +which the Prince spoke of the ladies, nor the eyes with which he +regarded them. + +The bedchamber and the two rooms adjoining it, the closet and the +apartment which was to be called my lord's parlor, were already lighted +and awaiting their occupier; and the collation laid for my lord's +supper. Lord Castlewood and his mother and sister came up the stair +a minute afterwards, and, so soon as the domestics had quitted the +apartment, Castlewood and Esmond uncovered, and the two ladies went down +on their knees before the Prince, who graciously gave a hand to each. +He looked his part of Prince much more naturally than that of servant, +which he had just been trying, and raised them both with a great deal of +nobility, as well as kindness in his air. “Madam,” says he, “my mother +will thank your ladyship for your hospitality to her son; for you, +madam,” turning to Beatrix, “I cannot bear to see so much beauty in such +a posture. You will betray Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; sure +'tis his place rather to kneel to you.” + +A light shone out of her eyes; a gleam bright enough to kindle passion +in any breast. There were times when this creature was so handsome, +that she seemed, as it were, like Venus revealing herself a goddess in a +flash of brightness. She appeared so now; radiant, and with eyes bright +with a wonderful lustre. A pang, as of rage and jealousy, shot through +Esmond's heart, as he caught the look she gave the Prince; and he +clenched his hand involuntarily and looked across to Castlewood, whose +eyes answered his alarm-signal, and were also on the alert. The Prince +gave his subjects an audience of a few minutes, and then the two ladies +and Colonel Esmond quitted the chamber. Lady Castlewood pressed his hand +as they descended the stair, and the three went down to the lower rooms, +where they waited awhile till the travellers above should be refreshed +and ready for their meal. + +Esmond looked at Beatrix, blazing with her jewels on her beautiful neck. +“I have kept my word,” says he: “And I mine,” says Beatrix, looking down +on the diamonds. + +“Were I the Mogul Emperor,” says the Colonel, “you should have all that +were dug out of Golconda.” + +“These are a great deal too good for me,” says Beatrix, dropping her +head on her beautiful breast,--“so are you all, all!” And when she +looked up again, as she did in a moment, and after a sigh, her eyes, +as they gazed at her cousin, wore that melancholy and inscrutable look +which 'twas always impossible to sound. + +When the time came for the supper, of which we were advertised by a +knocking overhead, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the upper +apartment, where the Prince already was, and by his side the young +Viscount, of exactly the same age, shape, and with features not +dissimilar, though Frank's were the handsomer of the two. The Prince +sat down and bade the ladies sit. The gentlemen remained standing: there +was, indeed, but one more cover laid at the table:--“Which of you will +take it?” says he. + +“The head of our house,” says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's hand, +and looking towards Colonel Esmond with a bow and a great tremor of the +voice; “the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of serving the King.” + +“I shall have the honor of waiting on his Royal Highness,” says Colonel +Esmond, filling a cup of wine, and, as the fashion of that day was, he +presented it to the King on his knee. + +“I drink to my hostess and her family,” says the Prince, with no very +well-pleased air; but the cloud passed immediately off his face, and he +talked to the ladies in a lively, rattling strain, quite undisturbed +by poor Mr. Esmond's yellow countenance, that, I dare say, looked very +glum. + +When the time came to take leave, Esmond marched homewards to his +lodgings, and met Mr. Addison on the road that night, walking to a +cottage he had at Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome serene +face:--“What cheer, brother?” says Addison, laughing: “I thought it was +a footpad advancing in the dark, and behold 'tis an old friend. We +may shake hands, Colonel, in the dark, 'tis better than fighting by +daylight. Why should we quarrel, because I am a Whig and thou art +a Tory? Turn thy steps and walk with me to Fulham, where there is a +nightingale still singing in the garden, and a cool bottle in a cave I +know of; you shall drink to the Pretender if you like, and I will drink +my liquor my own way: I have had enough of good liquor?--no, never! +There is no such word as enough as a stopper for good wine. Thou wilt +not come? Come any day, come soon. You know I remember Simois and the +Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta mero, mixta mero,” he repeated, +with ever so slight a touch of merum in his voice, and walked back a +little way on the road with Esmond, bidding the other remember he was +always his friend, and indebted to him for his aid in the “Campaign” + poem. And very likely Mr. Under-Secretary would have stepped in and +taken t'other bottle at the Colonel's lodging, had the latter invited +him, but Esmond's mood was none of the gayest, and he bade his friend an +inhospitable good-night at the door. + +“I have done the deed,” thought he, sleepless, and looking out into the +night; “he is here, and I have brought him; he and Beatrix are sleeping +under the same roof now. Whom did I mean to serve in bringing him? Was +it the Prince? was it Henry Esmond? Had I not best have joined the manly +creed of Addison yonder, that scouts the old doctrine of right +divine, that boldly declares that Parliament and people consecrate the +Sovereign, not bishops, nor genealogies, nor oils, nor coronations.” + The eager gaze of the young Prince, watching every movement of Beatrix, +haunted Esmond and pursued him. The Prince's figure appeared before him +in his feverish dreams many times that night. He wished the deed undone +for which he had labored so. He was not the first that has regretted his +own act, or brought about his own undoing. Undoing? Should he write +that word in his late years? No, on his knees before heaven, rather be +thankful for what then he deemed his misfortune, and which hath caused +the whole subsequent happiness of his life. + +Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the family +all his life, and the Colonel knew that he could answer for John's +fidelity as for his own. John returned with the horses from Rochester +betimes the next morning, and the Colonel gave him to understand that on +going to Kensington, where he was free of the servants' hall, and indeed +courting Miss Beatrix's maid, he was to ask no questions, and betray no +surprise, but to vouch stoutly that the young gentleman he should see in +a red coat there was my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and that his attendant +in gray was Monsieur Baptiste the Frenchman. He was to tell his friends +in the kitchen such stories as he remembered of my Lord Viscount's youth +at Castlewood; what a wild boy he was; how he used to drill Jack and +cane him, before ever he was a soldier; everything, in fine, he knew +respecting my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's ideas of painting +had not been much cultivated during his residence in Flanders with his +master; and, before my young lord's return, he had been easily got to +believe that the picture brought over from Paris, and now hanging in +Lady Castlewood's drawing-room, was a perfect likeness of her son, the +young lord. And the domestics having all seen the picture many times, +and catching but a momentary imperfect glimpse of the two strangers on +the night of their arrival, never had a reason to doubt the fidelity +of the portrait; and next day, when they saw the original of the piece +habited exactly as he was represented in the painting, with the same +periwig, ribbons, and uniform of the Guard, quite naturally addressed +the gentleman as my Lord Castlewood, my Lady Viscountess's son. + +The secretary of the night previous was now the viscount; the viscount +wore the secretary's gray frock; and John Lockwood was instructed to +hint to the world below stairs that my lord being a Papist, and very +devout in that religion, his attendant might be no other than his +chaplain from Bruxelles; hence, if he took his meals in my lord's +company there was little reason for surprise. Frank was further +cautioned to speak English with a foreign accent, which task he +performed indifferently well, and this caution was the more necessary +because the Prince himself scarce spoke our language like a native of +the island: and John Lockwood laughed with the folks below stairs at the +manner in which my lord, after five years abroad, sometimes forgot his +own tongue, and spoke it like a Frenchman. “I warrant,” says he, “that, +with the English beef and beer, his lordship will soon get back the +proper use of his mouth;” and, to do his new lordship justice, he took +to beer and beef very kindly. + +The Prince drank so much, and was so loud and imprudent in his talk +after his drink, that Esmond often trembled for him. His meals were +served as much as possible in his own chamber, though frequently he made +his appearance in Lady Castlewood's parlor and drawing-room, calling +Beatrix “sister,” and her ladyship “mother,” or “madam” before the +servants. And, choosing to act entirely up to the part of brother and +son, the Prince sometimes saluted Mrs. Beatrix and Lady Castlewood with +a freedom which his secretary did not like, and which, for his part, set +Colonel Esmond tearing with rage. + +The guests had not been three days in the house when poor Jack Lockwood +came with a rueful countenance to his master, and said: “My Lord--that +is the gentleman--has been tampering with Mrs. Lucy (Jack's sweetheart), +and given her guineas and a kiss.” I fear that Colonel Esmond's mind was +rather relieved than otherwise when he found that the ancillary beauty +was the one whom the Prince had selected. His royal tastes were known +to lie that way, and continued so in after life. The heir of one of +the greatest names, of the greatest kingdoms, and of the greatest +misfortunes in Europe, was often content to lay the dignity of his birth +and grief at the wooden shoes of a French chambermaid, and to repent +afterwards (for he was very devout) in ashes taken from the dust-pan. +'Tis for mortals such as these that nations suffer, that parties +struggle, that warriors fight and bleed. A year afterwards gallant heads +were falling, and Nithsdale in escape, and Derwentwater on the scaffold; +whilst the heedless ingrate, for whom they risked and lost all, was +tippling with his seraglio of mistresses in his petite maison of +Chaillot. + +Blushing to be forced to bear such an errand, Esmond had to go to the +Prince and warn him that the girl whom his Highness was bribing was John +Lockwood's sweetheart, an honest resolute man, who had served in six +campaigns, and feared nothing, and who knew that the person calling +himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master: and the Colonel +besought the Prince to consider what the effect of a single man's +jealousy might be, and to think of other designs he had in hand, more +important than the seduction of a waiting-maid, and the humiliation of a +brave man. + +Ten times, perhaps, in the course of as many days, Mr. Esmond had to +warn the royal young adventurer of some imprudence or some freedom. He +received these remonstrances very testily, save perhaps in this affair +of poor Lockwood's, when he deigned to burst out a-laughing, and said, +“What! the soubrette has peached to the amoureux, and Crispin is angry, +and Crispin has served, and Crispin has been a corporal, has he? Tell +him we will reward his valor with a pair of colors, and recompense his +fidelity.” + +Colonel Esmond ventured to utter some other words of entreaty, but the +Prince, stamping imperiously, cried out, “Assez, milord: je m'ennuye +a la preche; I am not come to London to go to the sermon.” And he +complained afterwards to Castlewood, that “le petit jaune, le noir +Colonel, le Marquis Misanthrope” (by which facetious names his Royal +Highness was pleased to designate Colonel Esmond), “fatigued him with +his grand airs and virtuous homilies.” + +The Bishop of Rochester, and other gentlemen engaged in the transaction +which had brought the Prince over, waited upon his Royal Highness, +constantly asking for my Lord Castlewood on their arrival at Kensington, +and being openly conducted to his Royal Highness in that character, who +received them either in my lady's drawing-room below, or above in his +own apartment; and all implored him to quit the house as little as +possible, and to wait there till the signal should be given for him to +appear. The ladies entertained him at cards, over which amusement he +spent many hours in each day and night. He passed many hours more in +drinking, during which time he would rattle and talk very agreeably, and +especially if the Colonel was absent, whose presence always seemed to +frighten him; and the poor “Colonel Noir” took that hint as a command +accordingly, and seldom intruded his black face upon the convivial hours +of this august young prisoner. Except for those few persons of whom the +porter had the list, Lord Castlewood was denied to all friends of the +house who waited on his lordship. The wound he had received had broke +out again from his journey on horseback, so the world and the domestics +were informed. And Doctor A----,* his physician (I shall not mention his +name, but he was physician to the Queen, of the Scots nation, and a man +remarkable for his benevolence as well as his wit), gave orders that he +should be kept perfectly quiet until the wound should heal. With this +gentleman, who was one of the most active and influential of our party, +and the others before spoken of, the whole secret lay; and it was kept +with so much faithfulness, and the story we told so simple and natural, +that there was no likelihood of a discovery except from the imprudence +of the Prince himself, and an adventurous levity that we had the +greatest difficulty to control. As for Lady Castlewood, although she +scarce spoke a word, 'twas easy to gather from her demeanor, and one +or two hints she dropped, how deep her mortification was at finding the +hero whom she had chosen to worship all her life (and whose restoration +had formed almost the most sacred part of her prayers), no more than +a man, and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have chastened +him; but that instructress had rather rendered him callous than humble. +His devotion, which was quite real, kept him from no sin he had a mind +to. His talk showed good-humor, gayety, even wit enough; but there was +a levity in his acts and words that he had brought from among those +libertine devotees with whom he had been bred, and that shocked the +simplicity and purity of the English lady, whose guest he was. Esmond +spoke his mind to Beatrix pretty freely about the Prince, getting her +brother to put in a word of warning. Beatrix was entirely of their +opinion; she thought he was very light, very light and reckless; she +could not even see the good looks Colonel Esmond had spoken of. The +Prince had bad teeth, and a decided squint. How could we say he did not +squint? His eyes were fine, but there was certainly a cast in them. She +rallied him at table with wonderful wit; she spoke of him invariably as +of a mere boy; she was more fond of Esmond than ever, praised him to her +brother, praised him to the Prince, when his Royal Highness was pleased +to sneer at the Colonel, and warmly espoused his cause: “And if your +Majesty does not give him the Garter his father had, when the Marquis +of Esmond comes to your Majesty's court, I will hang myself in my own +garters, or will cry my eyes out.” “Rather than lose those,” says the +Prince, “he shall be made Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard” (it was +Frank Castlewood who told me of this conversation over their supper). + + * There can be very little doubt that the Doctor mentioned + by my dear father was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.--R. E. W. + +“Yes,” cries she, with one of her laughs--I fancy I hear it now. +Thirty years afterwards I hear that delightful music. “Yes, he shall be +Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury.” + +“And what will your ladyship be?” says the Prince; “you have but to +choose your place.” + +“I,” says Beatrix, “will be mother of the maids to the Queen of his +Majesty King James the Third--Vive le Roy!” and she made him a great +curtsy, and drank a part of a glass of wine in his honor. + +“The Prince seized hold of the glass and drank the last drop of it,” + Castlewood said, “and my mother, looking very anxious, rose up and asked +leave to retire. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, Harry,” Frank +continued, “I don't know what a horrid fear I should have of her. I +wish--I wish this business were over. You are older than I am, +and wiser, and better, and I owe you everything, and would die for +you--before George I would; but I wish the end of this were come.” + +Neither of us very likely passed a tranquil night; horrible doubts and +torments racked Esmond's soul: 'twas a scheme of personal ambition, +a daring stroke for a selfish end--he knew it. What cared he, in his +heart, who was King? Were not his very sympathies and secret convictions +on the other side--on the side of People, Parliament, Freedom? And here +was he, engaged for a Prince that had scarce heard the word liberty; +that priests and women, tyrants by nature, both made a tool of. The +misanthrope was in no better humor after hearing that story, and his +grim face more black and yellow than ever. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +WE ENTERTAIN A VERY DISTINGUISHED GUEST AT KENSINGTON. + + +Should any clue be found to the dark intrigues at the latter end of +Queen Anne's time, or any historian be inclined to follow it, 'twill be +discovered, I have little doubt, that not one of the great personages +about the Queen had a defined scheme of policy, independent of that +private and selfish interest which each was bent on pursuing: St. +John was for St. John, and Harley for Oxford, and Marlborough for +John Churchill, always; and according as they could get help from +St. Germains or Hanover, they sent over proffers of allegiance to +the Princes there, or betrayed one to the other: one cause, or one +sovereign, was as good as another to them, so that they could hold the +best place under him; and like Lockit and Peachem, the Newgate chiefs +in the “Rogues' Opera,” Mr. Gay wrote afterwards, had each in his hand +documents and proofs of treason which would hang the other, only he did +not dare to use the weapon, for fear of that one which his neighbor +also carried in his pocket. Think of the great Marlborough, the greatest +subject in all the world, a conqueror of princes, that had marched +victorious over Germany, Flanders, and France, that had given the law to +sovereigns abroad, and been worshipped as a divinity at home, forced to +sneak out of England--his credit, honors, places, all taken from him; +his friends in the army broke and ruined; and flying before Harley, as +abject and powerless as a poor debtor before a bailiff with a writ. A +paper, of which Harley got possession, and showing beyond doubt that the +Duke was engaged with the Stuart family, was the weapon with which the +Treasurer drove Marlborough out of the kingdom. He fled to Antwerp, and +began intriguing instantly on the other side, and came back to England, +as all know, a Whig and a Hanoverian. + +Though the Treasurer turned out of the army and office every man, +military or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and gave the vacant +posts among the Tory party; he, too, was playing the double game between +Hanover and St. Germains, awaiting the expected catastrophe of the +Queen's death to be Master of the State, and offer it to either family +that should bribe him best, or that the nation should declare for. +Whichever the King was, Harley's object was to reign over him; and to +this end he supplanted the former famous favorite, decried the actions +of the war which had made Marlborough's name illustrious, and disdained +no more than the great fallen competitor of his, the meanest arts, +flatteries, intimidations, that would secure his power. If the greatest +satirist the world ever hath seen had writ against Harley, and not for +him, what a history had he left behind of the last years of Queen Anne's +reign! But Swift, that scorned all mankind, and himself not the least of +all, had this merit of a faithful partisan, that he loved those chiefs +who treated him well, and stuck by Harley bravely in his fall, as he +gallantly had supported him in his better fortune. + +Incomparably more brilliant, more splendid, eloquent, accomplished than +his rival, the great St. John could be as selfish as Oxford was, and +could act the double part as skilfully as ambidextrous Churchill. He +whose talk was always of liberty, no more shrunk from using persecution +and the pillory against his opponents than if he had been at Lisbon and +Grand Inquisitor. This lofty patriot was on his knees at Hanover and St. +Germains too; notoriously of no religion, he toasted Church and Queen +as boldly as the stupid Sacheverel, whom he used and laughed at; and +to serve his turn, and to overthrow his enemy, he could intrigue, coax, +bully, wheedle, fawn on the Court favorite and creep up the back-stair +as silently as Oxford, who supplanted Marlborough, and whom he himself +supplanted. The crash of my Lord Oxford happened at this very time +whereat my history is now arrived. He was come to the very last days of +his power, and the agent whom he employed to overthrow the conqueror of +Blenheim, was now engaged to upset the conqueror's conqueror, and hand +over the staff of government to Bolingbroke, who had been panting to +hold it. + +In expectation of the stroke that was now preparing, the Irish regiments +in the French service were all brought round about Boulogne in Picardy, +to pass over if need were with the Duke of Berwick; the soldiers of +France no longer, but subjects of James the Third of England and Ireland +King. The fidelity of the great mass of the Scots (though a most active, +resolute, and gallant Whig party, admirably and energetically ordered +and disciplined, was known to be in Scotland too) was notoriously +unshaken in their King. A very great body of Tory clergy, nobility, and +gentry, were public partisans of the exiled Prince; and the indifferents +might be counted on to cry King George or King James, according as +either should prevail. The Queen, especially in her latter days, +inclined towards her own family. The Prince was lying actually in +London, within a stone's cast of his sister's palace; the first Minister +toppling to his fall, and so tottering that the weakest push of +a woman's finger would send him down; and as for Bolingbroke, his +successor, we know on whose side his power and his splendid eloquence +would be on the day when the Queen should appear openly before her +Council and say:--“This, my lords, is my brother; here is my father's +heir, and mine after me.” + +During the whole of the previous year the Queen had had many and +repeated fits of sickness, fever, and lethargy, and her death had been +constantly looked for by all her attendants. The Elector of Hanover had +wished to send his son, the Duke of Cambridge--to pay his court to his +cousin the Queen, the Elector said;--in truth, to be on the spot when +death should close her career. Frightened perhaps to have such a memento +mori under her royal eyes, her Majesty had angrily forbidden the young +Prince's coming into England. Either she desired to keep the chances for +her brother open yet; or the people about her did not wish to close with +the Whig candidate till they could make terms with him. The quarrels +of her Ministers before her face at the Council board, the pricks of +conscience very likely, the importunities of her Ministers, and constant +turmoil and agitation round about her, had weakened and irritated the +Princess extremely; her strength was giving way under these continual +trials of her temper, and from day to day it was expected she must +come to a speedy end of them. Just before Viscount Castlewood and his +companion came from France, her Majesty was taken ill. The St. +Anthony's fire broke out on the royal legs; there was no hurry for +the presentation of the young lord at Court, or that person who should +appear under his name; and my Lord Viscount's wound breaking out +opportunely, he was kept conveniently in his chamber until such time as +his physician would allow him to bend his knee before the Queen. At +the commencement of July, that influential lady, with whom it has been +mentioned that our party had relations, came frequently to visit her +young friend, the Maid of Honor, at Kensington, and my Lord Viscount +(the real or supposititious), who was an invalid at Lady Castlewood's +house. + +On the 27th day of July, the lady in question, who held the most +intimate post about the Queen, came in her chair from the Palace hard +by, bringing to the little party in Kensington Square intelligence of +the very highest importance. The final blow had been struck, and my Lord +of Oxford and Mortimer was no longer Treasurer. The staff was as yet +given to no successor, though my Lord Bolingbroke would undoubtedly be +the man. And now the time was come, the Queen's Abigail said: and now my +Lord Castlewood ought to be presented to the Sovereign. + +After that scene which Lord Castlewood witnessed and described to his +cousin, who passed such a miserable night of mortification and jealousy +as he thought over the transaction, no doubt the three persons who were +set by nature as protectors over Beatrix came to the same conclusion, +that she must be removed from the presence of a man whose desires +towards her were expressed only too clearly; and who was no more +scrupulous in seeking to gratify them than his father had been before +him. I suppose Esmond's mistress, her son, and the Colonel himself, had +been all secretly debating this matter in their minds, for when Frank +broke out, in his blunt way, with:--“I think Beatrix had best be +anywhere but here,”--Lady Castlewood said:--“I thank you, Frank, I have +thought so, too;” and Mr. Esmond, though he only remarked that it was +not for him to speak, showed plainly, by the delight on his countenance, +how very agreeable that proposal was to him. + +“One sees that you think with us, Henry,” says the viscountess, with +ever so little of sarcasm in her tone: “Beatrix is best out of this +house whilst we have our guest in it, and as soon as this morning's +business is done, she ought to quit London.” + +“What morning's business?” asked Colonel Esmond, not knowing what had +been arranged, though in fact the stroke next in importance to that of +bringing the Prince, and of having him acknowledged by the Queen, +was now being performed at the very moment we three were conversing +together. + +The Court-lady with whom our plan was concerted, and who was a chief +agent in it, the Court physician, and the Bishop of Rochester, who +were the other two most active participators in our plan, had held many +councils in our house at Kensington and elsewhere, as to the means best +to be adopted for presenting our young adventurer to his sister the +Queen. The simple and easy plan proposed by Colonel Esmond had been +agreed to by all parties, which was that on some rather private day, +when there were not many persons about the Court, the Prince should +appear there as my Lord Castlewood, should be greeted by his sister in +waiting, and led by that other lady into the closet of the Queen. And +according to her Majesty's health or humor, and the circumstances that +might arise during the interview, it was to be left to the discretion +of those present at it, and to the Prince himself, whether he should +declare that it was the Queen's own brother, or the brother of Beatrix +Esmond, who kissed her Royal hand. And this plan being determined on, +we were all waiting in very much anxiety for the day and signal of +execution. + +Two mornings after that supper, it being the 27th day of July, the +Bishop of Rochester breakfasting with Lady Castlewood and her family, +and the meal scarce over, Doctor A.'s coach drove up to our house at +Kensington, and the Doctor appeared amongst the party there, enlivening +a rather gloomy company; for the mother and daughter had had words in +the morning in respect to the transactions of that supper, and other +adventures perhaps, and on the day succeeding. Beatrix's haughty spirit +brooked remonstrances from no superior, much less from her mother, the +gentlest of creatures, whom the girl commanded rather than obeyed. And +feeling she was wrong, and that by a thousand coquetries (which she +could no more help exercising on every man that came near her, than the +sun can help shining on great and small) she had provoked the Prince's +dangerous admiration, and allured him to the expression of it, she was +only the more wilful and imperious the more she felt her error. + +To this party, the Prince being served with chocolate in his bedchamber, +where he lay late, sleeping away the fumes of his wine, the Doctor came, +and by the urgent and startling nature of his news, dissipated instantly +that private and minor unpleasantry under which the family of Castlewood +was laboring. + +He asked for the guest; the guest was above in his own apartment: he +bade Monsieur Baptiste go up to his master instantly, and requested that +MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD would straightway put his uniform on, and +come away in the Doctor's coach now at the door. + +He then informed Madam Beatrix what her part of the comedy was to +be:--“In half an hour,” says he, “her Majesty and her favorite lady +will take the air in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. Her +Majesty will be drawn in a garden-chair, Madam Beatrix Esmond and HER +BROTHER, MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be walking in the private +garden, (here is Lady Masham's key,) and will come unawares upon the +Royal party. The man that draws the chair will retire, and leave the +Queen, the favorite, and the maid of honor and her brother together; +Mistress Beatrix will present her brother, and then!--and then, my Lord +Bishop will pray for the result of the interview, and his Scots clerk +will say Amen! Quick, put on your hood, Madam Beatrix; why doth not his +Majesty come down? Such another chance may not present itself for months +again.” + +The Prince was late and lazy, and indeed had all but lost that chance +through his indolence. The Queen was actually about to leave the garden +just when the party reached it; the Doctor, the Bishop, the maid of +honor and her brother went off together in the physician's coach, +and had been gone half an hour when Colonel Esmond came to Kensington +Square. + +The news of this errand, on which Beatrix was gone, of course for a +moment put all thoughts of private jealousy out of Colonel Esmond's +head. In half an hour more the coach returned; the Bishop descended from +it first, and gave his arm to Beatrix, who now came out. His lordship +went back into the carriage again, and the maid of honor entered the +house alone. We were all gazing at her from the upper window, trying to +read from her countenance the result of the interview from which she had +just come. + +She came into the drawing-room in a great tremor and very pale; she +asked for a glass of water as her mother went to meet her, and after +drinking that and putting off her hood, she began to speak--“We may all +hope for the best,” says she; “it has cost the Queen a fit. Her Majesty +was in her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied only by Lady ----, when +we entered by the private wicket from the west side of the garden, and +turned towards her, the Doctor following us. They waited in a side +walk hidden by the shrubs, as we advanced towards the chair. My heart +throbbed so I scarce could speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, +Beatrix,' and marched on with a steady step. His face was a little +flushed, but he was not afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely +at Malplaquet fears nothing.” Esmond and Castlewood looked at each other +at this compliment, neither liking the sound of it. + +“The Prince uncovered,” Beatrix continued, “and I saw the Queen turning +round to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her Majesty +looked very pale and ill, and then flushed up; the favorite made us a +signal to advance, and I went up, leading my Prince by the hand, quite +close to the chair: 'Your Majesty will give my Lord Viscount your hand +to kiss,' says her lady, and the Queen put out her hand, which the +Prince kissed, kneeling on his knee, he who should kneel to no mortal +man or woman. + +“'You have been long from England, my lord,' says the Queen: 'why were +you not here to give a home to your mother and sister?' + +“'I am come, Madam, to stay now, if the Queen desires me,' says the +Prince, with another low bow. + +“'You have taken a foreign wife, my lord, and a foreign religion; was +not that of England good enough for you?' + +“'In returning to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I do not love +my mother the less, nor am I the less faithful servant of your majesty.' + +“Here,” says Beatrix, “the favorite gave me a little signal with her +hand to fall back, which I did, though I died to hear what should pass; +and whispered something to the Queen, which made her Majesty start and +utter one or two words in a hurried manner, looking towards the Prince, +and catching hold with her hand of the arm of her chair. He advanced +still nearer towards it; he began to speak very rapidly; I caught the +words, 'Father, blessing, forgiveness,'--and then presently the Prince +fell on his knees; took from his breast a paper he had there, handed it +to the Queen, who, as soon as she saw it, flung up both her arms with +a scream, and took away that hand nearest the Prince, and which he +endeavored to kiss. He went on speaking with great animation of gesture, +now clasping his hands together on his heart, now opening them as though +to say: 'I am here, your brother, in your power.' Lady Masham ran round +on the other side of the chair, kneeling too, and speaking with great +energy. She clasped the Queen's hand on her side, and picked up the +paper her Majesty had let fall. The Prince rose and made a further +speech as though he would go; the favorite on the other hand urging her +mistress, and then, running back to the Prince, brought him back once +more close to the chair. Again he knelt down and took the Queen's hand, +which she did not withdraw, kissing it a hundred times; my lady all the +time, with sobs and supplications, speaking over the chair. This while +the Queen sat with a stupefied look, crumpling the paper with one hand, +as my Prince embraced the other; then of a sudden she uttered several +piercing shrieks, and burst into a great fit of hysteric tears and +laughter. 'Enough, enough, sir, for this time,' I heard Lady Masham +say: and the chairman, who had withdrawn round the Banqueting-room, came +back, alarmed by the cries. 'Quick,' says Lady Masham, 'get some help,' +and I ran towards the Doctor, who, with the Bishop of Rochester, came up +instantly. Lady Masham whispered the Prince he might hope for the very +best; and to be ready to-morrow; and he hath gone away to the Bishop +of Rochester's house, to meet several of his friends there. And so the +great stroke is struck,” says Beatrix, going down on her knees, and +clasping her hands. “God save the King: God save the King!” + +Beatrix's tale told, and the young lady herself calmed somewhat of +her agitation, we asked with regard to the Prince, who was absent with +Bishop Atterbury, and were informed that 'twas likely he might remain +abroad the whole day. Beatrix's three kinsfolk looked at one another at +this intelligence: 'twas clear the same thought was passing through the +minds of all. + +But who should begin to break the news? Monsieur Baptiste, that is Frank +Castlewood, turned very red, and looked towards Esmond; the Colonel +bit his lips, and fairly beat a retreat into the window: it was Lady +Castlewood that opened upon Beatrix with the news which we knew would do +anything but please her. + +“We are glad,” says she, taking her daughter's hand, and speaking in a +gentle voice, “that the guest is away.” + +Beatrix drew back in an instant, looking round her at us three, and +as if divining a danger. “Why glad?” says she, her breast beginning to +heave; “are you so soon tired of him?” + +“We think one of us is devilishly too fond of him,” cries out Frank +Castlewood. + +“And which is it--you, my lord, or is it mamma, who is jealous because +he drinks my health? or is it the head of the family” (here she turned +with an imperious look towards Colonel Esmond), “who has taken of late +to preach the King sermons?” + +“We do not say you are too free with his Majesty.” + +“I thank you, madam,” says Beatrix, with a toss of the head and a +curtsey. + +But her mother continued, with very great calmness and dignity--“At +least we have not said so, though we might, were it possible for a +mother to say such words to her own daughter, your father's daughter.” + +“Eh? mon pere,” breaks out Beatrix, “was no better than other persons' +fathers.” And again she looked towards the Colonel. + +We all felt a shock as she uttered those two or three French words; her +manner was exactly imitated from that of our foreign guest. + +“You had not learned to speak French a month ago, Beatrix,” says her +mother, sadly, “nor to speak ill of your father.” + +Beatrix, no doubt, saw that slip she had made in her flurry, for she +blushed crimson: “I have learnt to honor the King,” says she, drawing +up, “and 'twere as well that others suspected neither his Majesty nor +me.” + +“If you respected your mother a little more,” Frank said, “Trix, you +would do yourself no hurt.” + +“I am no child,” says she, turning round on him; “we have lived very +well these five years without the benefit of your advice or example, and +I intend to take neither now. Why does not the head of the house speak?” + she went on; “he rules everything here. When his chaplain has done +singing the psalms, will his lordship deliver the sermon? I am tired of +the psalms.” The Prince had used almost the very same words in regard to +Colonel Esmond that the imprudent girl repeated in her wrath. + +“You show yourself a very apt scholar, madam,” says the Colonel; +and, turning to his mistress, “Did your guest use these words in your +ladyship's hearing, or was it to Beatrix in private that he was pleased +to impart his opinion regarding my tiresome sermon?” + +“Have you seen him alone?” cries my lord, starting up with an oath: “by +God, have you seen him alone?” + +“Were he here, you wouldn't dare so to insult me; no, you would not +dare!” cries Frank's sister. “Keep your oaths, my lord, for your wife; +we are not used here to such language. Till you came, there used to be +kindness between me and mamma, and I cared for her when you never did, +when you were away for years with your horses and your mistress, and +your Popish wife.” + +“By ---,” says my lord, rapping out another oath, “Clotilda is an angel; +how dare you say a word against Clotilda?” + +Colonel Esmond could not refrain from a smile, to see how easy Frank's +attack was drawn off by that feint:--“I fancy Clotilda is not the +subject in hand,” says Mr. Esmond, rather scornfully; “her ladyship is +at Paris, a hundred leagues off, preparing baby-linen. It is about my +Lord Castlewood's sister, and not his wife, the question is.” + +“He is not my Lord Castlewood,” says Beatrix, “and he knows he is not; +he is Colonel Francis Esmond's son, and no more, and he wears a false +title; and he lives on another man's land, and he knows it.” Here was +another desperate sally of the poor beleaguered garrison, and an alerte +in another quarter. “Again, I beg your pardon,” says Esmond. “If there +are no proofs of my claim, I have no claim. If my father acknowledged +no heir, yours was his lawful successor, and my Lord Castlewood hath +as good a right to his rank and small estate as any man in England. But +that again is not the question, as you know very well; let us bring our +talk back to it, as you will have me meddle in it. And I will give +you frankly my opinion, that a house where a Prince lies all day, who +respects no woman, is no house for a young unmarried lady; that you were +better in the country than here; that he is here on a great end, from +which no folly should divert him; and that having nobly done your part +of this morning, Beatrix, you should retire off the scene awhile, and +leave it to the other actors of the play.” + +As the Colonel spoke with a perfect calmness and politeness, such as +'tis to be hoped he hath always shown to women,* his mistress stood by +him on one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the other, hemming +in poor Beatrix, that was behind it, and, as it were, surrounding her +with our approaches. + + * My dear father saith quite truly, that his manner towards + our sex was uniformly courteous. From my infancy upwards, + he treated me with an extreme gentleness, as though I was a + little lady. I can scarce remember (though I tried him + often) ever hearing a rough word from him, nor was he less + grave and kind in his manner to the humblest negresses on + his estate. He was familiar with no one except my mother, + and it was delightful to witness up to the very last days + the confidence between them. He was obeyed eagerly by all + under him; and my mother and all her household lived in a + constant emulation to please him, and quite a terror lest in + any way they should offend him. He was the humblest man + with all this; the least exacting, the more easily + contented; and Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who + attended him at the last, ever said--“I know not what + Colonel Esmond's doctrine was, but his life and death were + those of a devout Christian.”--R. E. W. + +Having twice sallied out and been beaten back, she now, as I expected, +tried the ultima ratio of women, and had recourse to tears. Her +beautiful eyes filled with them; I never could bear in her, nor in any +woman, that expression of pain:--“I am alone,” sobbed she; “you are +three against me--my brother, my mother, and you. What have I done, that +you should speak and look so unkindly at me? Is it my fault that the +Prince should, as you say, admire me? Did I bring him here? Did I do +aught but what you bade me, in making him welcome? Did you not tell me +that our duty was to die for him? Did you not teach me, mother, night +and morning to pray for the King, before even ourselves? What would you +have of me, cousin, for you are the chief of the conspiracy against me; +I know you are, sir, and that my mother and brother are acting but as +you bid them; whither would you have me go?” + +“I would but remove from the Prince,” says Esmond, gravely, “a dangerous +temptation; heaven forbid I should say you would yield; I would only +have him free of it. Your honor needs no guardian, please God, but his +imprudence doth. He is so far removed from all women by his rank, that +his pursuit of them cannot but be unlawful. We would remove the dearest +and fairest of our family from the chance of that insult, and that is +why we would have you go, dear Beatrix.” + +“Harry speaks like a book,” says Frank, with one of his oaths, “and, by +---, every word he saith is true. You can't help being handsome, Trix; +no more can the Prince help following you. My counsel is that you go out +of harm's way; for, by the Lord, were the Prince to play any tricks with +you, King as he is, or is to be, Harry Esmond and I would have justice +of him.” + +“Are not two such champions enough to guard me?” says Beatrix, something +sorrowfully; “sure, with you two watching, no evil could happen to me.” + +“In faith, I think not, Beatrix,” says Colonel Esmond; “nor if the +Prince knew us would he try.” + +“But does he know you?” interposed Lady Castlewood, very quiet: “he +comes of a country where the pursuit of kings is thought no dishonor +to a woman. Let us go, dearest Beatrix. Shall we go to Walcote or to +Castlewood? We are best away from the city; and when the Prince is +acknowledged, and our champions have restored him, and he hath his own +house at St. James's or Windsor, we can come back to ours here. Do you +not think so, Harry and Frank?” + +Frank and Harry thought with her, you may be sure. + +“We will go, then,” says Beatrix, turning a little pale; “Lady Masham is +to give me warning to-night how her Majesty is, and to-morrow--” + +“I think we had best go to-day, my dear,” says my Lady Castlewood; “we +might have the coach and sleep at Hounslow, and reach home to-morrow. +'Tis twelve o'clock; bid the coach, cousin, be ready at one.” + +“For shame!” burst out Beatrix, in a passion of tears and mortification. +“You disgrace me by your cruel precautions; my own mother is the first +to suspect me, and would take me away as my gaoler. I will not go with +you, mother; I will go as no one's prisoner. If I wanted to deceive, do +you think I could find no means of evading you? My family suspects me. +As those mistrust me that ought to love me most, let me leave them; I +will go, but I will go alone: to Castlewood, be it. I have been unhappy +there and lonely enough; let me go back, but spare me at least the +humiliation of setting a watch over my misery, which is a trial I can't +bear. Let me go when you will, but alone, or not at all. You three can +stay and triumph over my unhappiness, and I will bear it as I have borne +it before. Let my gaoler-in-chief go order the coach that is to take me +away. I thank you, Henry Esmond, for your share in the conspiracy. All +my life long I'll thank you, and remember you, and you, brother, and +you, mother, how shall I show my gratitude to you for your careful +defence of my honor?” + +She swept out of the room with the air of an empress, flinging glances +of defiance at us all, and leaving us conquerors of the field, but +scared, and almost ashamed of our victory. It did indeed seem hard and +cruel that we three should have conspired the banishment and humiliation +of that fair creature. We looked at each other in silence: 'twas not the +first stroke by many of our actions in that unlucky time, which, being +done, we wished undone. We agreed it was best she should go alone, +speaking stealthily to one another, and under our breaths, like persons +engaged in an act they felt ashamed in doing. + +In a half-hour, it might be, after our talk she came back, her +countenance wearing the same defiant air which it had borne when +she left us. She held a shagreen-case in her hand; Esmond knew it as +containing his diamonds which he had given to her for her marriage with +Duke Hamilton, and which she had worn so splendidly on the inauspicious +night of the Prince's arrival. “I have brought back,” says she, “to +the Marquis of Esmond the present he deigned to make me in days when he +trusted me better than now. I will never accept a benefit or a kindness +from Henry Esmond more, and I give back these family diamonds, which +belonged to one king's mistress, to the gentleman that suspected I would +be another. Have you been upon your message of coach-caller, my Lord +Marquis? Will you send your valet to see that I do not run away?” We +were right, yet, by her manner, she had put us all in the wrong; we +were conquerors, yet the honors of the day seemed to be with the poor +oppressed girl. + +That luckless box containing the stones had first been ornamented with +a baron's coronet, when Beatrix was engaged to the young gentleman from +whom she parted, and afterwards the gilt crown of a duchess figured +on the cover, which also poor Beatrix was destined never to wear. Lady +Castlewood opened the case mechanically and scarce thinking what she +did; and behold, besides the diamonds, Esmond's present, there lay in +the box the enamelled miniature of the late Duke, which Beatrix had laid +aside with her mourning when the King came into the house; and which the +poor heedless thing very likely had forgotten. + +“Do you leave this, too, Beatrix?” says her mother, taking the miniature +out, and with a cruelty she did not very often show; but there are some +moments when the tenderest women are cruel, and some triumphs which +angels can't forego.* + + * This remark shows how unjustly and contemptuously even the + best of men will sometimes judge of our sex. Lady + Castlewood had no intention of triumphing over her daughter; + but from a sense of duty alone pointed out her deplorable + wrong.--H. E. + +Having delivered this stab, Lady Castlewood was frightened at the effect +of her blow. It went to poor Beatrix's heart: she flushed up and passed +a handkerchief across her eyes, and kissed the miniature, and put it +into her bosom:--“I had forgot it,” says she; “my injury made me forget +my grief: my mother has recalled both to me. Farewell, mother; I think I +never can forgive you; something hath broke between us that no tears +nor years can repair. I always said I was alone; you never loved me, +never--and were jealous of me from the time I sat on my father's knee. +Let me go away, the sooner the better: I can bear to be with you no +more.” + +“Go, child,” says her mother, still very stern; “go and bend your +proud knees and ask forgiveness; go, pray in solitude for humility and +repentance. 'Tis not your reproaches that make me unhappy, 'tis your +hard heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it, and teach you one day to +feel for your mother.” + +If my mistress was cruel, at least she never could be got to own as +much. Her haughtiness quite overtopped Beatrix's; and, if the girl had a +proud spirit, I very much fear it came to her by inheritance. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +OUR GUEST QUITS US AS NOT BEING HOSPITABLE ENOUGH. + + +Beatrix's departure took place within an hour, her maid going with her +in the post-chaise, and a man armed on the coach-box to prevent any +danger of the road. Esmond and Frank thought of escorting the carriage, +but she indignantly refused their company, and another man was sent to +follow the coach, and not to leave it till it had passed over Hounslow +Heath on the next day. And these two forming the whole of Lady +Castlewood's male domestics, Mr. Esmond's faithful John Lockwood came +to wait on his mistress during their absence, though he would have +preferred to escort Mrs. Lucy, his sweetheart, on her journey into the +country. + +We had a gloomy and silent meal; it seemed as if a darkness was over the +house, since the bright face of Beatrix had been withdrawn from it. In +the afternoon came a message from the favorite to relieve us somewhat +from this despondency. “The Queen hath been much shaken,” the note said; +“she is better now, and all things will go well. Let MY LORD CASTLEWOOD +be ready against we send for him.” + +At night there came a second billet: “There hath been a great battle in +Council; Lord Treasurer hath broke his staff, and hath fallen never to +rise again; no successor is appointed. Lord B----receives a great Whig +company to-night at Golden Square. If he is trimming, others are true; +the Queen hath no more fits, but is a-bed now, and more quiet. Be ready +against morning, when I still hope all will be well.” + +The Prince came home shortly after the messenger who bore this billet +had left the house. His Royal Highness was so much the better for the +Bishop's liquor, that to talk affairs to him now was of little service. +He was helped to the Royal bed; he called Castlewood familiarly by his +own name; he quite forgot the part upon the acting of which his crown, +his safety, depended. 'Twas lucky that my Lady Castlewood's servants +were out of the way, and only those heard him who would not betray +him. He inquired after the adorable Beatrix, with a royal hiccup in his +voice; he was easily got to bed, and in a minute or two plunged in that +deep slumber and forgetfulness with which Bacchus rewards the votaries +of that god. We wished Beatrix had been there to see him in his cups. We +regretted, perhaps, that she was gone. + +One of the party at Kensington Square was fool enough to ride to +Hounslow that night, coram latronibus, and to the inn which the family +used ordinarily in their journeys out of London. Esmond desired my +landlord not to acquaint Madam Beatrix with his coming, and had the grim +satisfaction of passing by the door of the chamber where she lay with +her maid, and of watching her chariot set forth in the early morning. He +saw her smile and slip money into the man's hand who was ordered to ride +behind the coach as far as Bagshot. The road being open, and the other +servant armed, it appeared she dispensed with the escort of a second +domestic; and this fellow, bidding his young mistress adieu with many +bows, went and took a pot of ale in the kitchen, and returned in company +with his brother servant, John Coachman, and his horses, back to London. + +They were not a mile out of Hounslow when the two worthies stopped for +more drink, and here they were scared by seeing Colonel Esmond gallop by +them. The man said in reply to Colonel Esmond's stern question, that his +young mistress had sent her duty; only that, no other message: she had +had a very good night, and would reach Castlewood by nightfall. The +Colonel had no time for further colloquy, and galloped on swiftly to +London, having business of great importance there, as my reader very +well knoweth. The thought of Beatrix riding away from the danger soothed +his mind not a little. His horse was at Kensington Square (honest Dapple +knew the way thither well enough) before the tipsy guest of last night +was awake and sober. + +The account of the previous evening was known all over the town early +next day. A violent altercation had taken place before the Queen in +the Council Chamber; and all the coffee-houses had their version of the +quarrel. The news brought my Lord Bishop early to Kensington Square, +where he awaited the waking of his Royal master above stairs, and spoke +confidently of having him proclaimed as Prince of Wales and heir to +the throne before that day was over. The Bishop had entertained on the +previous afternoon certain of the most influential gentlemen of the +true British party. His Royal highness had charmed all, both Scots and +English, Papists and Churchmen: “Even Quakers,” says he, “were at our +meeting; and, if the stranger took a little too much British punch and +ale, he will soon grow more accustomed to those liquors; and my Lord +Castlewood,” says the Bishop with a laugh, “must bear the cruel charge +of having been for once in his life a little tipsy. He toasted your +lovely sister a dozen times, at which we all laughed,” says the Bishop, +“admiring so much fraternal affection.--Where is that charming nymph, +and why doth she not adorn your ladyship's tea-table with her bright +eyes?” + +Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix was not at home that morning; +my Lord Bishop was too busy with great affairs to trouble himself much +about the presence or absence of any lady, however beautiful. + +We were yet at table when Dr. A---- came from the Palace with a look of +great alarm; the shocks the Queen had had the day before had acted on +her severely; he had been sent for, and had ordered her to be blooded. +The surgeon of Long Acre had come to cup the Queen, and her Majesty was +now more easy and breathed more freely. What made us start at the name +of Mr. Ayme? “Il faut etre aimable pour etre aime,” says the merry +Doctor; Esmond pulled his sleeve, and bade him hush. It was to Ayme's +house, after his fatal duel, that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's +father, had been carried to die. + +No second visit could be paid to the Queen on that day at any rate; and +when our guest above gave his signal that he was awake, the Doctor, the +Bishop, and Colonel Esmond waited upon the Prince's levee, and +brought him their news, cheerful or dubious. The Doctor had to go away +presently, but promised to keep the Prince constantly acquainted with +what was taking place at the Palace hard by. His counsel was, and the +Bishop's, that as soon as ever the Queen's malady took a favorable turn, +the Prince should be introduced to her bedside; the Council summoned; +the guard at Kensington and St. James's, of which two regiments were to +be entirely relied on, and one known not to be hostile, would declare +for the Prince, as the Queen would before the Lords of her Council, +designating him as the heir to her throne. + +With locked doors, and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the Prince +and his Lordship of Rochester passed many hours of this day, composing +Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, to the Scots, to the Clergy, +to the People of London and England; announcing the arrival of the exile +descendant of three sovereigns, and his acknowledgment by his sister as +heir to the throne. Every safeguard for their liberties, the Church and +People could ask, was promised to them. The Bishop could answer for the +adhesion of very many prelates, who besought of their flocks and brother +ecclesiastics to recognize the sacred right of the future sovereign, and +to purge the country of the sin of rebellion. + +During the composition of these papers, more messengers than one came +from the Palace regarding the state of the august patient there lying. +At mid-day she was somewhat better; at evening the torpor again seized +her, and she wandered in her mind. At night Dr. A---- was with us again, +with a report rather more favorable: no instant danger at any rate was +apprehended. In the course of the last two years her Majesty had had +many attacks similar, but more severe. + +By this time we had finished a half-dozen of Proclamations, (the wording +of them so as to offend no parties, and not to give umbrage to Whigs or +Dissenters, required very great caution,) and the young Prince, who had +indeed shown, during a long day's labor, both alacrity at seizing the +information given him, and ingenuity and skill in turning the phrases +which were to go out signed by his name, here exhibited a good-humor and +thoughtfulness that ought to be set down to his credit. + +“Were these papers to be mislaid,” says he, “or our scheme to come to +mishap, my Lord Esmond's writing would bring him to a place where I +heartily hope never to see him; and so, by your leave, I will copy the +papers myself, though I am not very strong in spelling; and if they are +found they will implicate none but the person they most concern;” and +so, having carefully copied the Proclamations out, the Prince burned +those in Colonel Esmond's handwriting: “And now, and now, gentlemen,” + says he, “let us go to supper, and drink a glass with the ladies. My +Lord Esmond, you will sup with us to-night; you have given us of late +too little of your company.” + +The Prince's meals were commonly served in the chamber which had been +Beatrix's bedroom, adjoining that in which he slept. And the dutiful +practice of his entertainers was to wait until their Royal guest bade +them take their places at table before they sat down to partake of the +meal. On this night, as you may suppose, only Frank Castlewood and his +mother were in waiting when the supper was announced to receive the +Prince; who had passed the whole of the day in his own apartment, with +the Bishop as his Minister of State, and Colonel Esmond officiating as +Secretary of his Council. + +The Prince's countenance wore an expression by no means pleasant; when +looking towards the little company assembled, and waiting for him, he +did not see Beatrix's bright face there as usual to greet him. He asked +Lady Esmond for his fair introducer of yesterday: her ladyship only cast +her eyes down, and said quietly, Beatrix could not be of the supper that +night; nor did she show the least sign of confusion, whereas Castlewood +turned red, and Esmond was no less embarrassed. I think women have an +instinct of dissimulation; they know by nature how to disguise their +emotions far better than the most consummate male courtiers can do. Is +not the better part of the life of many of them spent in hiding their +feelings, in cajoling their tyrants, in masking over with fond smiles +and artful gayety, their doubt, or their grief, or their terror? + +Our guest swallowed his supper very sulkily; it was not till the second +bottle his Highness began to rally. When Lady Castlewood asked leave to +depart, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she would be present at the +next day's dinner, and applied himself to drink, and to talk afterwards, +for which there was subject in plenty. + +The next day, we heard from our informer at Kensington that the Queen +was somewhat better, and had been up for an hour, though she was not +well enough yet to receive any visitor. + +At dinner a single cover was laid for his Royal Highness; and the two +gentlemen alone waited on him. We had had a consultation in the morning +with Lady Castlewood, in which it had been determined that, should his +Highness ask further questions about Beatrix, he should be answered by +the gentlemen of the house. + +He was evidently disturbed and uneasy, looking towards the door +constantly, as if expecting some one. There came, however, nobody, +except honest John Lockwood, when he knocked with a dish, which those +within took from him; so the meals were always arranged, and I believe +the council in the kitchen were of opinion that my young lord had +brought over a priest, who had converted us all into Papists, and that +Papists were like Jews, eating together, and not choosing to take their +meals in the sight of Christians. + +The Prince tried to cover his displeasure; he was but a clumsy +dissembler at that time, and when out of humor could with difficulty +keep a serene countenance; and having made some foolish attempts at +trivial talk, he came to his point presently, and in as easy a manner +as he could, saying to Lord Castlewood, he hoped, he requested, his +lordship's mother and sister would be of the supper that night. As +the time hung heavy on him, and he must not go abroad, would not Miss +Beatrix hold him company at a game of cards? + +At this, looking up at Esmond, and taking the signal from him, Lord +Castlewood informed his Royal Highness* that his sister Beatrix was not +at Kensington; and that her family had thought it best she should quit +the town. + + * In London we addressed the Prince as Royal Highness + invariably, though the women persisted in giving him the + title of King. + +“Not at Kensington!” says he; “is she ill? she was well yesterday; +wherefore should she quit the town? Is it at your orders, my lord, or +Colonel Esmond's, who seems the master of this house?” + +“Not of this, sir,” says Frank very nobly, “only of our house in the +country, which he hath given to us. This is my mother's house, and +Walcote is my father's, and the Marquis of Esmond knows he hath but to +give his word, and I return his to him.” + +“The Marquis of Esmond!--the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Prince, +tossing off a glass, “meddles too much with my affairs, and presumes +on the service he hath done me. If you want to carry your suit with +Beatrix, my lord, by blocking her up in gaol, let me tell you that is +not the way to win a woman.” + +“I was not aware, sir, that I had spoken of my suit to Madam Beatrix to +your Royal Highness.” + +“Bah, bah, Monsieur! we need not be a conjurer to see that. It makes +itself seen at all moments. You are jealous, my lord, and the maid of +honor cannot look at another face without yours beginning to scowl. That +which you do is unworthy, Monsieur; is inhospitable--is, is lache, yes, +lache:” (he spoke rapidly in French, his rage carrying him away with each +phrase:) “I come to your house; I risk my life; I pass it in ennui; I +repose myself on your fidelity; I have no company but your lordship's +sermons or the conversations of that adorable young lady, and you take +her from me, and you, you rest! Merci, Monsieur! I shall thank you +when I have the means; I shall know to recompense a devotion a little +importunate, my lord--a little importunate. For a month past your airs +of protector have annoyed me beyond measure. You deign to offer me the +crown, and bid me take it on my knees like King John--eh! I know my +history, Monsieur, and mock myself of frowning barons. I admire your +mistress, and you send her to a Bastile of the Province; I enter your +house, and you mistrust me. I will leave it, Monsieur; from to-night I +will leave it. I have other friends whose loyalty will not be so ready +to question mine. If I have garters to give away, 'tis to noblemen who +are not so ready to think evil. Bring me a coach and let me quit this +place, or let the fair Beatrix return to it. I will not have your +hospitality at the expense of the freedom of that fair creature.” + +This harangue was uttered with rapid gesticulation such as the French +use, and in the language of that nation. The Prince striding up and down +the room; his face flushed, and his hands trembling with anger. He was +very thin and frail from repeated illness and a life of pleasure. Either +Castlewood or Esmond could have broke him across their knee, and in +half a minute's struggle put an end to him; and here he was insulting +us both, and scarce deigning to hide from the two, whose honor it most +concerned, the passion he felt for the young lady of our family. My Lord +Castlewood replied to the Prince's tirade very nobly and simply. + +“Sir,” says he, “your Royal Highness is pleased to forget that others +risk their lives, and for your cause. Very few Englishmen, please God, +would dare to lay hands on your sacred person, though none would ever +think of respecting ours. Our family's lives are at your service, and +everything we have except our honor.” + +“Honor! bah, sir, who ever thought of hurting your honor?” says the +Prince with a peevish air. + +“We implore your Royal Highness never to think of hurting it,” says Lord +Castlewood with a low bow. The night being warm, the windows were open +both towards the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond heard through +the closed door the voice of the watchman calling the hour, in the +square on the other side. He opened the door communicating with the +Prince's room; Martin, the servant that had rode with Beatrix to +Hounslow, was just going out of the chamber as Esmond entered it, and +when the fellow was gone, and the watchman again sang his cry of “Past +ten o'clock, and a starlight night,” Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low +voice, and said--“Your Royal Highness hears that man.” + +“Apres, Monsieur?” says the Prince. + +“I have but to beckon him from the window, and send him fifty yards, and +he returns with a guard of men, and I deliver up to him the body of the +person calling himself James the Third, for whose capture Parliament +hath offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal Highness saw on our ride +from Rochester. I have but to say the word, and, by the heaven that made +me, I would say it if I thought the Prince, for his honor's sake, would +not desist from insulting ours. But the first gentleman of England knows +his duty too well to forget himself with the humblest, or peril his +crown for a deed that were shameful if it were done.” + +“Has your lordship anything to say,” says the Prince, turning to Frank +Castlewood, and quite pale with anger; “any threat or any insult, with +which you would like to end this agreeable night's entertainment?” + +“I follow the head of our house,” says Castlewood, bowing gravely. “At +what time shall it please the Prince that we should wait upon him in the +morning?” + +“You will wait on the Bishop of Rochester early, you will bid him bring +his coach hither; and prepare an apartment for me in his own house, or +in a place of safety. The King will reward you handsomely, never fear, +for all you have done in his behalf. I wish you a good night, and +shall go to bed, unless it pleases the Marquis of Esmond to call his +colleague, the watchman, and that I should pass the night with the +Kensington guard. Fare you well, be sure I will remember you. My Lord +Castlewood, I can go to bed to-night without need of a chamberlain.” And +the Prince dismissed us with a grim bow, locking one door as he spoke, +that into the supping-room, and the other through which we passed, after +us. It led into the small chamber which Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR +BAPTISTE occupied, and by which Martin entered when Colonel Esmond but +now saw him in the chamber. + +At an early hour next morning the Bishop arrived, and was closeted for +some time with his master in his own apartment, where the Prince laid +open to his counsellor the wrongs which, according to his version, he +had received from the gentlemen of the Esmond family. The worthy prelate +came out from the conference with an air of great satisfaction; he was a +man full of resources, and of a most assured fidelity, and possessed of +genius, and a hundred good qualities; but captious and of a most jealous +temper, that could not help exulting at the downfall of any favorite; +and he was pleased in spite of himself to hear that the Esmond Ministry +was at an end. + +“I have soothed your guest,” says he, coming out to the two gentlemen +and the widow; who had been made acquainted with somewhat of the dispute +of the night before. (By the version we gave her, the Prince was only +made to exhibit anger because we doubted of his intentions in respect +to Beatrix; and to leave us, because we questioned his honor.) “But I +think, all things considered, 'tis as well he should leave this house; +and then, my Lady Castlewood,” says the Bishop, “my pretty Beatrix may +come back to it.” + +“She is quite as well at home at Castlewood,” Esmond's mistress said, +“till everything is over.” + +“You shall have your title, Esmond, that I promise you,” says the +good Bishop, assuming the airs of a Prime Minister. “The Prince hath +expressed himself most nobly in regard of the little difference of last +night, and I promise you he hath listened to my sermon, as well as to +that of other folks,” says the Doctor, archly; “he hath every great and +generous quality, with perhaps a weakness for the sex which belongs to +his family, and hath been known in scores of popular sovereigns from +King David downwards.” + +“My lord, my lord!” breaks out Lady Esmond, “the levity with which +you speak of such conduct towards our sex shocks me, and what you call +weakness I call deplorable sin.” + +“Sin it is, my dear creature,” says the Bishop, with a shrug, taking +snuff; “but consider what a sinner King Solomon was, and in spite of a +thousand of wives too.” + +“Enough of this, my lord,” says Lady Castlewood, with a fine blush, and +walked out of the room very stately. + +The Prince entered it presently with a smile on his face, and if he felt +any offence against us on the previous night, at present exhibited none. +He offered a hand to each gentleman with great courtesy. “If all your +bishops preach so well as Doctor Atterbury.” says he, “I don't know, +gentlemen, what may happen to me. I spoke very hastily, my lords, last +night, and ask pardon of both of you. But I must not stay any longer,” + says he, “giving umbrage to good friends, or keeping pretty girls away +from their homes. My Lord Bishop hath found a safe place for me, hard +by at a curate's house, whom the Bishop can trust, and whose wife is so +ugly as to be beyond all danger; we will decamp into those new quarters, +and I leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses here. Where is +my hostess, that I may bid her farewell; to welcome her in a house of my +own, soon, I trust, where my friends shall have no cause to quarrel with +me.” + +Lady Castlewood arrived presently, blushing with great grace, and tears +filling her eyes as the Prince graciously saluted her. She looked so +charming and young, that the doctor, in his bantering way, could not +help speaking of her beauty to the Prince; whose compliment made her +blush, and look more charming still. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A GREAT SCHEME, AND WHO BALKED IT. + + +As characters written with a secret ink come out with the application +of fire, and disappear again and leave the paper white, as soon as it is +cool; a hundred names of men, high in repute and favoring the Prince's +cause, that were writ in our private lists, would have been visible +enough on the great roll of the conspiracy, had it ever been laid open +under the sun. What crowds would have pressed forward, and subscribed +their names and protested their loyalty, when the danger was over! What +a number of Whigs, now high in place and creatures of the all-powerful +Minister, scorned Mr. Walpole then! If ever a match was gained by the +manliness and decision of a few at a moment of danger; if ever one was +lost by the treachery and imbecility of those that had the cards in +their hands, and might have played them, it was in that momentous game +which was enacted in the next three days, and of which the noblest crown +in the world was the stake. + +From the conduct of my Lord Bolingbroke, those who were interested +in the scheme we had in hand, saw pretty well that he was not to be +trusted. Should the Prince prevail, it was his lordship's gracious +intention to declare for him: should the Hanoverian party bring in their +sovereign, who more ready to go on his knee, and cry, “God Save King +George?” And he betrayed the one Prince and the other; but exactly at +the wrong time. When he should have struck for King James, he faltered +and coquetted with the Whigs; and having committed himself by the most +monstrous professions of devotion, which the Elector rightly scorned, +he proved the justness of their contempt for him by flying and taking +renegade service with St. Germains, just when he should have kept +aloof: and that Court despised him, as the manly and resolute men who +established the Elector in England had before done. He signed his own +name to every accusation of insincerity his enemies made against him; +and the King and the Pretender alike could show proofs of St. John's +treachery under his own hand and seal. + +Our friends kept a pretty close watch upon his motions, as on those of +the brave and hearty Whig party, that made little concealment of theirs. +They would have in the Elector, and used every means in their power to +effect their end. My Lord Marlborough was now with them. His expulsion +from power by the Tories had thrown that great captain at once on the +Whig side. We heard he was coming from Antwerp; and, in fact, on the day +of the Queen's death, he once more landed on English shore. A great part +of the army was always with their illustrious leader; even the Tories +in it were indignant at the injustice of the persecution which the Whig +officers were made to undergo. The chiefs of these were in London, and +at the head of them one of the most intrepid men in the world, the Scots +Duke of Argyle, whose conduct on the second day after that to which I +have now brought down my history, ended, as such honesty and bravery +deserved to end, by establishing the present Royal race on the English +throne. + +Meanwhile there was no slight difference of opinion amongst the +councillors surrounding the Prince, as to the plan his Highness should +pursue. His female Minister at Court, fancying she saw some amelioration +in the Queen, was for waiting a few days, or hours it might be, until +he could be brought to her bedside, and acknowledged as her heir. Mr. +Esmond was for having him march thither, escorted by a couple of troops +of Horse Guards, and openly presenting himself to the Council. During +the whole of the night of the 29th-30th July, the Colonel was engaged +with gentlemen of the military profession, whom 'tis needless here to +name; suffice it to say that several of them had exceeding high rank in +the army, and one of them in especial was a General, who, when he heard +the Duke of Marlborough was coming on the other side, waved his crutch +over his head with a huzzah, at the idea that he should march out and +engage him. Of the three Secretaries of State, we knew that one was +devoted to us. The Governor of the Tower was ours; the two companies +on duty at Kensington barrack were safe; and we had intelligence, very +speedy and accurate, of all that took place at the Palace within. + +At noon, on the 30th of July, a message came to the Prince's friends +that the Committee of Council was sitting at Kensington Palace, their +Graces of Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of Canterbury and +the three Secretaries of State, being there assembled. In an hour +afterwards, hurried news was brought that the two great Whig Dukes, +Argyle and Somerset, had broke into the Council-chamber without a +summons, and taken their seat at table. After holding a debate there, +the whole party proceeded to the chamber of the Queen, who was lying in +great weakness, but still sensible, and the Lords recommended his Grace +of Shrewsbury as the fittest person to take the vacant place of Lord +Treasurer; her Majesty gave him the staff, as all know. “And now,” writ +my messenger from Court, “NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME.” + +Now or never was the time indeed. In spite of the Whig Dukes, our side +had still the majority in the Council, and Esmond, to whom the message +had been brought, (the personage at Court not being aware that the +Prince had quitted his lodging in Kensington Square,) and Esmond's +gallant young aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, putting on sword and +uniform, took a brief leave of their dear lady, who embraced and blessed +them both, and went to her chamber to pray for the issue of the great +event which was then pending. + +Castlewood sped to the barrack to give warning to the captain of the +Guard there; and then went to the “King's Arms” tavern at Kensington, +where our friends were assembled, having come by parties of twos +and threes, riding or in coaches, and were got together in the upper +chamber, fifty-three of them; their servants, who had been instructed to +bring arms likewise, being below in the garden of the tavern, where they +were served with drink. Out of this garden is a little door that leads +into the road of the Palace, and through this it was arranged that +masters and servants were to march; when that signal was given, and that +Personage appeared, for whom all were waiting. There was in our company +the famous officer next in command to the Captain-General of the Forces, +his Grace the Duke of Ormonde, who was within at the Council. There +were with him two more lieutenant-generals, nine major-generals and +brigadiers, seven colonels, eleven Peers of Parliament, and twenty-one +members of the House of Commons. The Guard was with us within and +without the Palace: the Queen was with us; the Council (save the two +Whig Dukes, that must have succumbed); the day was our own, and with a +beating heart Esmond walked rapidly to the Mall of Kensington, where +he had parted with the Prince on the night before. For three nights +the Colonel had not been to bed: the last had been passed summoning the +Prince's friends together, of whom the great majority had no sort of +inkling of the transaction pending until they were told that he was +actually on the spot, and were summoned to strike the blow. The night +before and after the altercation with the Prince, my gentleman, having +suspicions of his Royal Highness, and fearing lest he should be minded +to give us the slip, and fly off after his fugitive beauty, had spent, +if the truth must be told, at the “Greyhound” tavern, over against my +Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, with an eye on the door, +lest the Prince should escape from it. The night before that he had +passed in his boots at the “Crown” at Hounslow, where he must watch +forsooth all night, in order to get one moment's glimpse of Beatrix in +the morning. And fate had decreed that he was to have a fourth night's +ride and wakefulness before his business was ended. + +He ran to the curate's house in Kensington Mall, and asked for Mr. +Bates, the name the Prince went by. The curate's wife said Mr. Bates had +gone abroad very early in the morning in his boots, saying he was going +to the Bishop of Rochester's house at Chelsey. But the Bishop had been +at Kensington himself two hours ago to seek for Mr. Bates, and had +returned in his coach to his own house, when he heard that the gentleman +was gone thither to seek him. + +This absence was most unpropitious, for an hour's delay might cost a +kingdom; Esmond had nothing for it but to hasten to the “King's Arms,” + and tell the gentlemen there assembled that Mr. George (as we called the +Prince there) was not at home, but that Esmond would go fetch him; and +taking a General's coach that happened to be there, Esmond drove across +the country to Chelsey, to the Bishop's house there. + +The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond ran +past this sentry up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, at which +he rattled, and was admitted presently. Of the Bishop's guests one was a +brother prelate, and the other the Abbe G----. + +“Where is Mr. George?” says Mr. Esmond; “now is the time.” The Bishop +looked scared: “I went to his lodging,” he said, “and they told me he +was come hither. I returned as quick as coach would carry me; and he +hath not been here.” + +The Colonel burst out with an oath; that was all he could say to their +reverences; ran down the stairs again, and bidding the coachman, an old +friend and fellow-campaigner, drive as if he was charging the French +with his master at Wynendael--they were back at Kensington in half an +hour. + +Again Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates had not returned. The +Colonel had to go with this blank errand to the gentlemen at the “King's +Arms,” that were grown very impatient by this time. + +Out of the window of the tavern, and looking over the garden wall, you +can see the green before Kensington Palace, the Palace gate (round which +the Ministers' coaches were standing), and the barrack building. As +we were looking out from this window in gloomy discourse, we heard +presently trumpets blowing, and some of us ran to the window of the +front-room, looking into the High Street of Kensington, and saw a +regiment of Horse coming. + +“It's Ormonde's Guards,” says one. + +“No, by God, it's Argyle's old regiment!” says my General, clapping down +his crutch. + +It was, indeed, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, +and that took the place of the regiment at Kensington on which we could +rely. + +“Oh, Harry!” says one of the generals there present, “you were born +under an unlucky star; I begin to think that there's no Mr. George, nor +Mr. Dragon either. 'Tis not the peerage I care for, for our name is so +ancient and famous, that merely to be called Lord Lydiard would do me no +good; but 'tis the chance you promised me of fighting Marlborough.” + +As we were talking, Castlewood entered the room with a disturbed air. + +“What news, Frank?” says the Colonel. “Is Mr. George coming at last?” + +“Damn him, look here!” says Castlewood, holding out a paper. “I found +it in the book--the what you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum,'--that villain +Martin put it there--he said his young mistress bade him. It was +directed to me, but it was meant for him I know, and I broke the seal +and read it.” + +The whole assembly of officers seemed to swim away before Esmond's eyes +as he read the paper; all that was written on it was:--“Beatrix Esmond +is sent away to prison, to Castlewood, where she will pray for happier +days.” + +“Can you guess where he is?” says Castlewood. + +“Yes,” says Colonel Esmond. He knew full well, Frank knew full well: our +instinct told whither that traitor had fled. + +He had courage to turn to the company and say, “Gentlemen, I fear +very much that Mr. George will not be here to-day; something hath +happened--and--and--I very much fear some accident may befall him, which +must keep him out of the way. Having had your noon's draught, you had +best pay the reckoning and go home; there can be no game where there is +no one to play it.” + +Some of the gentlemen went away without a word, others called to pay +their duty to her Majesty and ask for her health. The little army +disappeared into the darkness out of which it had been called; there had +been no writings, no paper to implicate any man. Some few officers and +Members of Parliament had been invited over night to breakfast at the +“King's Arms,” at Kensington; and they had called for their bill and +gone home. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +AUGUST 1ST, 1714. + + +“Does my mistress know of this?” Esmond asked of Frank, as they walked +along. + +“My mother found the letter in the book, on the toilet-table. She had +writ it ere she had left home,” Frank said. “Mother met her on the +stairs, with her hand upon the door, trying to enter, and never left her +after that till she went away. He did not think of looking at it there, +nor had Martin the chance of telling him. I believe the poor devil meant +no harm, though I half killed him; he thought 'twas to Beatrix's brother +he was bringing the letter.” + +Frank never said a word of reproach to me for having brought the villain +amongst us. As we knocked at the door I said, “When will the horses be +ready?” Frank pointed with his cane, they were turning the street that +moment. + +We went up and bade adieu to our mistress; she was in a dreadful state +of agitation by this time, and that Bishop was with her whose company +she was so fond of. + +“Did you tell him, my lord,” says Esmond, “that Beatrix was at +Castlewood?” The Bishop blushed and stammered: “Well,” says he, +“I . . .” + +“You served the villain right,” broke out Mr. Esmond, “and he has lost a +crown by what you told him.” + +My mistress turned quite white, “Henry, Henry,” says she, “do not kill +him.” + +“It may not be too late,” says Esmond; “he may not have gone to +Castlewood; pray God, it is not too late.” The Bishop was breaking +out with some banale phrases about loyalty, and the sacredness of the +Sovereign's person; but Esmond sternly bade him hold his tongue, burn +all papers, and take care of Lady Castlewood; and in five minutes he +and Frank were in the saddle, John Lockwood behind them, riding towards +Castlewood at a rapid pace. + +We were just got to Alton, when who should meet us but old Lockwood, the +porter from Castlewood, John's father, walking by the side of the Hexton +flying-coach, who slept the night at Alton. Lockwood said his young +mistress had arrived at home on Wednesday night, and this morning, +Friday, had despatched him with a packet for my lady at Kensington, +saying the letter was of great importance. + +We took the freedom to break it, while Lockwood stared with wonder, +and cried out his “Lord bless me's,” and “Who'd a thought it's,” at the +sight of his young lord, whom he had not seen these seven years. + +The packet from Beatrix contained no news of importance at all. It was +written in a jocular strain, affecting to make light of her captivity. +She asked whether she might have leave to visit Mrs. Tusher, or to walk +beyond the court and the garden wall. She gave news of the peacocks, +and a fawn she had there. She bade her mother send her certain gowns +and smocks by old Lockwood; she sent her duty to a certain Person, if +certain other persons permitted her to take such a freedom; how that, +as she was not able to play cards with him, she hoped he would read good +books, such as Doctor Atterbury's sermons and “Eikon Basilike:” she was +going to read good books; she thought her pretty mamma would like to +know she was not crying her eyes out. + +“Who is in the house besides you, Lockwood?” says the Colonel. + +“There be the laundry-maid, and the kitchen-maid, Madam Beatrix's maid, +the man from London, and that be all; and he sleepeth in my lodge away +from the maids,” says old Lockwood. + +Esmond scribbled a line with a pencil on the note, giving it to the old +man, and bidding him go on to his lady. We knew why Beatrix had been +so dutiful on a sudden, and why she spoke of “Eikon Basilike.” She writ +this letter to put the Prince on the scent, and the porter out of the +way. + +“We have a fine moonlight night for riding on,” says Esmond; “Frank, we +may reach Castlewood in time yet.” All the way along they made inquiries +at the post-houses, when a tall young gentleman in a gray suit, with a +light brown periwig, just the color of my lord's, had been seen to pass. +He had set off at six that morning, and we at three in the afternoon. He +rode almost as quickly as we had done; he was seven hours a-head of us +still when we reached the last stage. + +We rode over Castlewood Downs before the breaking of dawn. We passed the +very spot where the car was upset fourteen years since, and Mohun lay. +The village was not up yet, nor the forge lighted, as we rode through +it, passing by the elms, where the rooks were still roosting, and by +the church, and over the bridge. We got off our horses at the bridge and +walked up to the gate. + +“If she is safe,” says Frank, trembling, and his honest eyes filling +with tears, “a silver statue to Our Lady!” He was going to rattle at +the great iron knocker on the oak gate; but Esmond stopped his kinsman's +hand. He had his own fears, his own hopes, his own despairs and griefs, +too; but he spoke not a word of these to his companion, or showed any +signs of emotion. + +He went and tapped at the little window at the porter's lodge, gently, +but repeatedly, until the man came to the bars. + +“Who's there?” says he, looking out; it was the servant from Kensington. + +“My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond,” we said, from below. “Open the +gate and let us in without any noise.” + +“My Lord Castlewood?” says the other; “my lord's here, and in bed.” + +“Open, d--n you,” says Castlewood, with a curse. + +“I shall open to no one,” says the man, shutting the glass window as +Frank drew a pistol. He would have fired at the porter, but Esmond again +held his hand. + +“There are more ways than one,” says he, “of entering such a great house +as this.” Frank grumbled that the west gate was half a mile round. “But +I know of a way that's not a hundred yards off,” says Mr. Esmond; and +leading his kinsman close along the wall, and by the shrubs which had +now grown thick on what had been an old moat about the house, they came +to the buttress, at the side of which the little window was, which was +Father Holt's private door. Esmond climbed up to this easily, broke a +pane that had been mended, and touched the spring inside, and the two +gentlemen passed in that way, treading as lightly as they could; and so +going through the passage into the court, over which the dawn was now +reddening, and where the fountain plashed in the silence. + +They sped instantly to the porter's lodge, where the fellow had not +fastened his door that led into the court; and pistol in hand came +upon the terrified wretch, and bade him be silent. Then they asked +him (Esmond's head reeled, and he almost fell as he spoke) when Lord +Castlewood had arrived? He said on the previous evening, about eight of +the clock.--“And what then?”--His lordship supped with his sister.--“Did +the man wait?” Yes, he and my lady's maid both waited: the other +servants made the supper; and there was no wine, and they could give +his lordship but milk, at which he grumbled; and--and Madam Beatrix kept +Miss Lucy always in the room with her. And there being a bed across +the court in the Chaplain's room, she had arranged my lord was to sleep +there. Madam Beatrix had come down stairs laughing with the maids, and +had locked herself in, and my lord had stood for a while talking to her +through the door, and she laughing at him. And then he paced the court +awhile, and she came again to the upper window; and my lord implored her +to come down and walk in the room; but she would not, and laughed at him +again, and shut the window; and so my lord, uttering what seemed curses, +but in a foreign language, went to the Chaplain's room to bed. + +“Was this all!”--“All,” the man swore upon his honor; all as he hoped +to be saved.--“Stop, there was one thing more. My lord, on arriving, and +once or twice during supper, did kiss his sister, as was natural, and +she kissed him.” At this Esmond ground his teeth with rage, and wellnigh +throttled the amazed miscreant who was speaking, whereas Castlewood, +seizing hold of his cousin's hand, burst into a great fit of laughter. + +“If it amuses thee,” says Esmond in French, “that your sister should be +exchanging of kisses with a stranger, I fear poor Beatrix will give thee +plenty of sport.”--Esmond darkly thought, how Hamilton, Ashburnham, had +before been masters of those roses that the young Prince's lips were now +feeding on. He sickened at that notion. Her cheek was desecrated, her +beauty tarnished; shame and honor stood between it and him. The love +was dead within him; had she a crown to bring him with her love, he felt +that both would degrade him. + +But this wrath against Beatrix did not lessen the angry feelings of the +Colonel against the man who had been the occasion if not the cause of +the evil. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the court-yard, and fairly +fell asleep, while Esmond paced up and down the court, debating what +should ensue. What mattered how much or how little had passed between +the Prince and the poor faithless girl? They were arrived in time +perhaps to rescue her person, but not her mind; had she not instigated +the young Prince to come to her; suborned servants, dismissed others, +so that she might communicate with him? The treacherous heart within her +had surrendered, though the place was safe; and it was to win this that +he had given a life's struggle and devotion; this, that she was ready to +give away for the bribe of a coronet or a wink of the Prince's eye. + +When he had thought his thoughts out he shook up poor Frank from his +sleep, who rose yawning, and said he had been dreaming of Clotilda. +“You must back me,” says Esmond, “in what I am going to do. I have been +thinking that yonder scoundrel may have been instructed to tell that +story, and that the whole of it may be a lie; if it be, we shall find it +out from the gentleman who is asleep yonder. See if the door leading to +my lady's rooms,” (so we called the rooms at the north-west angle of the +house,) “see if the door is barred as he saith.” We tried; it was indeed +as the lackey had said, closed within. + +“It may have been opened and shut afterwards,” says poor Esmond; “the +foundress of our family let our ancestor in in that way.” + +“What will you do, Harry, if--if what that fellow saith should turn out +untrue?” The young man looked scared and frightened into his kinsman's +face; I dare say it wore no very pleasant expression. + +“Let us first go see whether the two stories agree,” says Esmond; and +went in at the passage and opened the door into what had been his own +chamber now for wellnigh five-and-twenty years. A candle was still +burning, and the Prince asleep dressed on the bed--Esmond did not care +for making a noise. The Prince started up in his bed, seeing two men +in his chamber. “Qui est la” says he, and took a pistol from under his +pillow. + +“It is the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Colonel, “come to welcome his +Majesty to his house of Castlewood, and to report of what hath happened +in London. Pursuant to the King's orders, I passed the night before +last, after leaving his Majesty, in waiting upon the friends of the +King. It is a pity that his Majesty's desire to see the country and to +visit our poor house should have caused the King to quit London without +notice yesterday, when the opportunity happened which in all human +probability may not occur again; and had the King not chosen to ride to +Castlewood, the Prince of Wales might have slept at St. James's.” + +“'Sdeath! gentlemen,” says the Prince, starting off his bed, whereon he +was lying in his clothes, “the Doctor was with me yesterday morning, and +after watching by my sister all night, told me I might not hope to see +the Queen.” + +“It would have been otherwise,” says Esmond with another bow; “as, by +this time, the Queen may be dead in spite of the Doctor. The Council +was met, a new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were devoted to the +King's cause; and fifty loyal gentlemen of the greatest names of this +kingdom were assembled to accompany the Prince of Wales, who might have +been the acknowledged heir of the throne, or the possessor of it by this +time, had your Majesty not chosen to take the air. We were ready; there +was only one person that failed us, your Majesty's gracious--” + +“Morbleu, Monsieur, you give me too much Majesty,” said the Prince, who +had now risen up and seemed to be looking to one of us to help him to +his coat. But neither stirred. + +“We shall take care,” says Esmond, “not much oftener to offend in that +particular.” + +“What mean you, my lord?” says the Prince, and muttered something about +a guet-a-pens, which Esmond caught up. + +“The snare, Sir,” said he, “was not of our laying; it is not we that +invited you. We came to avenge, and not to compass, the dishonor of our +family.” + +“Dishonor! Morbleu, there has been no dishonor,” says the Prince, +turning scarlet, “only a little harmless playing.” + +“That was meant to end seriously.” + +“I swear,” the Prince broke out impetuously, “upon the honor of a +gentleman, my lords--” + +“That we arrived in time. No wrong hath been done, Frank,” says Colonel +Esmond, turning round to young Castlewood, who stood at the door as the +talk was going on. “See! here is a paper whereon his Majesty has deigned +to commence some verses in honor, or dishonor, of Beatrix. Here is +'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and 'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' +in the Royal writing and spelling. Had the Gracious lover been happy, +he had not passed his time in sighing.” In fact, and actually as he was +speaking, Esmond cast his eyes down towards the table, and saw a paper +on which my young Prince had been scrawling a madrigal, that was to +finish his charmer on the morrow. + +“Sir,” says the Prince, burning with rage (he had assumed his Royal coat +unassisted by this time), “did I come here to receive insults?” + +“To confer them, may it please your Majesty,” says the Colonel, with a +very low bow, “and the gentlemen of our family are come to thank you.” + +“Malediction!” says the young man, tears starting into his eyes with +helpless rage and mortification. “What will you with me, gentlemen?” + +“If your Majesty will please to enter the next apartment,” says Esmond, +preserving his grave tone, “I have some papers there which I would +gladly submit to you, and by your permission I will lead the way;” + and, taking the taper up, and backing before the Prince with very great +ceremony, Mr. Esmond passed into the little Chaplain's room, through +which we had just entered into the house:--“Please to set a chair for +his Majesty, Frank,” says the Colonel to his companion, who wondered +almost as much at this scene, and was as much puzzled by it, as the +other actor in it. Then going to the crypt over the mantel-piece, the +Colonel opened it, and drew thence the papers which so long had lain +there. + +“Here, may it please your Majesty,” says he, “is the Patent of Marquis +sent over by your Royal Father at St. Germains to Viscount Castlewood, +my father: here is the witnessed certificate of my father's marriage +to my mother, and of my birth and christening; I was christened of that +religion of which your sainted sire gave all through life so shining +example. These are my titles, dear Frank, and this what I do with them: +here go Baptism and Marriage, and here the Marquisate and the August +Sign-Manual, with which your predecessor was pleased to honor our race.” + And as Esmond spoke he set the papers burning in the brazier. “You will +please, sir, to remember,” he continued, “that our family hath ruined +itself by fidelity to yours: that my grandfather spent his estate, and +gave his blood and his son to die for your service; that my dear lord's +grandfather (for lord you are now, Frank, by right and title too) died +for the same cause; that my poor kinswoman, my father's second wife, +after giving away her honor to your wicked perjured race, sent all her +wealth to the King; and got in return, that precious title that lies in +ashes, and this inestimable yard of blue ribbon. I lay this at your feet +and stamp upon it: I draw this sword, and break it and deny you; and, +had you completed the wrong you designed us, by heaven I would have +driven it through your heart, and no more pardoned you than your father +pardoned Monmouth. Frank will do the same, won't you, cousin?” + +Frank, who had been looking on with a stupid air at the papers, as they +flamed in the old brazier, took out his sword and broke it, holding his +head down:--“I go with my cousin,” says he, giving Esmond a grasp of +the hand. “Marquis or not, by ---, I stand by him any day. I beg your +Majesty's pardon for swearing; that is--that is--I'm for the Elector of +Hanover. It's all your Majesty's own fault. The Queen's dead most likely +by this time. And you might have been King if you hadn't come dangling +after Trix.” + +“Thus to lose a crown,” says the young Prince, starting up, and speaking +French in his eager way; “to lose the loveliest woman in the world; to +lose the loyalty of such hearts as yours, is not this, my lords, enough +of humiliation?--Marquis, if I go on my knees will you pardon me?--No, +I can't do that, but I can offer you reparation, that of honor, that +of gentlemen. Favor me by crossing the sword with mine: yours is +broke--see, yonder in the armoire are two;” and the Prince took them out +as eager as a boy, and held them towards Esmond:--“Ah! you will? Merci, +monsieur, merci!” + +Extremely touched by this immense mark of condescension and repentance +for wrong done, Colonel Esmond bowed down so low as almost to kiss the +gracious young hand that conferred on him such an honor, and took his +guard in silence. The swords were no sooner met, than Castlewood knocked +up Esmond's with the blade of his own, which he had broke off short at +the shell; and the Colonel falling back a step dropped his point with +another very low bow, and declared himself perfectly satisfied. + +“Eh bien, Vicomte!” says the young Prince, who was a boy, and a French +boy, “il ne nous reste qu'une chose a faire:” he placed his sword upon +the table, and the fingers of his two hands upon his breast:--“We have +one more thing to do,” says he; “you do not divine it?” He stretched out +his arms:--“Embrassons nous!” + +The talk was scarce over when Beatrix entered the room:--What came she +to seek there? She started and turned pale at the sight of her +brother and kinsman, drawn swords, broken sword-blades, and papers yet +smouldering in the brazier. + +“Charming Beatrix,” says the Prince, with a blush which became him very +well, “these lords have come a-horseback from London, where my sister +lies in a despaired state, and where her successor makes himself +desired. Pardon me for my escapade of last evening. I had been so long a +prisoner, that I seized the occasion of a promenade on horseback, and my +horse naturally bore me towards you. I found you a Queen in your little +court, where you deigned to entertain me. Present my homages to your +maids of honor. I sighed as you slept, under the window of your chamber, +and then retired to seek rest in my own. It was there that these +gentlemen agreeably roused me. Yes, milords, for that is a happy day +that makes a Prince acquainted, at whatever cost to his vanity, with +such a noble heart as that of the Marquis of Esmond. Mademoiselle, +may we take your coach to town? I saw it in the hangar, and this poor +Marquis must be dropping with sleep.” + +“Will it please the King to breakfast before he goes?” was all Beatrix +could say. The roses had shuddered out of her cheeks; her eyes were +glaring; she looked quite old. She came up to Esmond and hissed out a +word or two:--“If I did not love you before, cousin,” says she, “think +how I love you now.” If words could stab, no doubt she would have killed +Esmond; she looked at him as if she could. + +But her keen words gave no wound to Mr. Esmond; his heart was too hard. +As he looked at her, he wondered that he could ever have loved her. +His love of ten years was over; it fell down dead on the spot, at +the Kensington Tavern, where Frank brought him the note out of “Eikon +Basilike.” The Prince blushed and bowed low, as she gazed at him, and +quitted the chamber. I have never seen her from that day. + +Horses were fetched and put to the chariot presently. My lord rode +outside, and as for Esmond he was so tired that he was no sooner in the +carriage than he fell asleep, and never woke till night, as the coach +came into Alton. + +As we drove to the “Bell” Inn comes a mitred coach with our old friend +Lockwood beside the coachman. My Lady Castlewood and the Bishop were +inside; she gave a little scream when she saw us. The two coaches +entered the inn almost together; the landlord and people coming out with +lights to welcome the visitors. + +We in our coach sprang out of it, as soon as ever we saw the dear lady, +and above all, the Doctor in his cassock. What was the news? Was there +yet time? Was the Queen alive? These questions were put hurriedly, as +Boniface stood waiting before his noble guests to bow them up the stair. + +“Is she safe?” was what Lady Castlewood whispered in a flutter to +Esmond. + +“All's well, thank God,” says he, as the fond lady took his hand +and kissed it, and called him her preserver and her dear. SHE wasn't +thinking of Queens and crowns. + +The Bishop's news was reassuring: at least all was not lost; the Queen +yet breathed, or was alive when they left London, six hours since. (“It +was Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming,” the Doctor said.) Argyle +had marched up regiments from Portsmouth, and sent abroad for more; the +Whigs were on the alert, a pest on them, (I am not sure but the Bishop +swore as he spoke,) and so too were our people. And all might be saved, +if only the Prince could be at London in time. We called for horses, +instantly to return to London. We never went up poor crestfallen +Boniface's stairs, but into our coaches again. The Prince and his Prime +Minister in one, Esmond in the other, with only his dear mistress as a +companion. + +Castlewood galloped forwards on horseback to gather the Prince's friends +and warn them of his coming. We travelled through the night. Esmond +discoursing to his mistress of the events of the last twenty-four hours; +of Castlewood's ride and his; of the Prince's generous behavior and +their reconciliation. The night seemed short enough; and the starlit +hours passed away serenely in that fond company. + +So we came along the road; the Bishop's coach heading ours; and, with +some delays in procuring horses, we got to Hammersmith about four +o'clock on Sunday morning, the first of August, and half an hour after, +it being then bright day, we rode by my Lady Warwick's house, and so +down the street of Kensington. + +Early as the hour was, there was a bustle in the street and many people +moving to and fro. Round the gate leading to the Palace, where the +guard is, there was especially a great crowd. And the coach ahead of us +stopped, and the Bishop's man got down to know what the concourse meant? + +There presently came from out of the gate--Horse Guards with their +trumpets, and a company of heralds with their tabards. The trumpets +blew, and the herald-at-arms came forward and proclaimed GEORGE, by the +Grace of God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, King, Defender of +the Faith. And the people shouted God save the King! + +Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I caught sight of one +sad face, which I had known all my life, and seen under many disguises. +It was no other than poor Mr. Holt's, who had slipped over to England +to witness the triumph of the good cause; and now beheld its enemies +victorious, amidst the acclamations of the English people. The poor +fellow had forgot to huzzah or to take his hat off, until his neighbors +in the crowd remarked his want of loyalty, and cursed him for a Jesuit +in disguise, when he ruefully uncovered and began to cheer. Sure he +was the most unlucky of men: he never played a game but he lost it; or +engaged in a conspiracy but 'twas certain to end in defeat. I saw him in +Flanders after this, whence he went to Rome to the head-quarters of his +Order; and actually reappeared among us in America, very old, and +busy, and hopeful. I am not sure that he did not assume the hatchet and +moccasins there; and, attired in a blanket and war-paint, skulk about +a missionary amongst the Indians. He lies buried in our neighboring +province of Maryland now, with a cross over him, and a mound of earth +above him; under which that unquiet spirit is for ever at peace. + + +With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the vain hopes of the weak +and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that music, too, I +may say, the drama of my own life was ended. That happiness, which hath +subsequently crowned it, cannot be written in words; 'tis of its nature +sacred and secret, and not to be spoken of, though the heart be ever so +full of thankfulness, save to Heaven and the One Ear alone--to one fond +being, the truest and tenderest and purest wife ever man was blessed +with. As I think of the immense happiness which was in store for me, and +of the depth and intensity of that love which, for so many years, hath +blessed me, I own to a transport of wonder and gratitude for such a +boon--nay, am thankful to have been endowed with a heart capable of +feeling and knowing the immense beauty and value of the gift which God +hath bestowed upon me. Sure, love vincit omnia; is immeasurably above +all ambition, more precious than wealth, more noble than name. He knows +not life who knows not that: he hath not felt the highest faculty of +the soul who hath not enjoyed it. In the name of my wife I write the +completion of hope, and the summit of happiness. To have such a love is +the one blessing, in comparison of which all earthly joy is of no value; +and to think of her, is to praise God. + +It was at Bruxelles, whither we retreated after the failure of our +plot--our Whig friends advising us to keep out of the way--that the +great joy of my life was bestowed upon me, and that my dear mistress +became my wife. We had been so accustomed to an extreme intimacy and +confidence, and had lived so long and tenderly together, that we +might have gone on to the end without thinking of a closer tie; but +circumstances brought about that event which so prodigiously multiplied +my happiness and hers (for which I humbly thank Heaven), although a +calamity befell us, which, I blush to think, hath occurred more than +once in our house. I know not what infatuation of ambition urged the +beautiful and wayward woman, whose name hath occupied so many of these +pages, and who was served by me with ten years of such constant fidelity +and passion; but ever after that day at Castlewood, when we rescued her, +she persisted in holding all her family as her enemies, and left us, and +escaped to France, to what a fate I disdain to tell. Nor was her son's +house a home for my dear mistress; my poor Frank was weak, as perhaps +all our race hath been, and led by women. Those around him were +imperious, and in a terror of his mother's influence over him, lest +he should recant, and deny the creed which he had adopted by their +persuasion. The difference of their religion separated the son and the +mother: my dearest mistress felt that she was severed from her children +and alone in the world--alone but for one constant servant on whose +fidelity, praised be Heaven, she could count. 'Twas after a scene of +ignoble quarrel on the part of Frank's wife and mother (for the poor lad +had been made to marry the whole of that German family with whom he had +connected himself), that I found my mistress one day in tears, and then +besought her to confide herself to the care and devotion of one who, +by God's help, would never forsake her. And then the tender matron, as +beautiful in her Autumn, and as pure as virgins in their spring, with +blushes of love and “eyes of meek surrender,” yielded to my respectful +importunity, and consented to share my home. Let the last words I write +thank her, and bless her who hath blessed it. + +By the kindness of Mr. Addison, all danger of prosecution, and every +obstacle against our return to England, was removed; and my son Frank's +gallantry in Scotland made his peace with the King's government. But we +two cared no longer to live in England: and Frank formally and joyfully +yielded over to us the possession of that estate which we now occupy, +far away from Europe and its troubles, on the beautiful banks of the +Potomac, where we have built a new Castlewood, and think with grateful +hearts of our old home. In our Transatlantic country we have a season, +the calmest and most delightful of the year, which we call the Indian +summer: I often say the autumn of our life resembles that happy and +serene weather, and am thankful for its rest and its sweet sunshine. +Heaven hath blessed us with a child, which each parent loves for her +resemblance to the other. Our diamonds are turned into ploughs and axes +for our plantations; and into negroes, the happiest and merriest, I +think, in all this country: and the only jewel by which my wife sets +any store, and from which she hath never parted, is that gold button she +took from my arm on the day when she visited me in prison, and which she +wore ever after, as she told me, on the tenderest heart in the world. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., by +W. M. 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Wherever I am, I shall + gratefully regard you; and shall not be the less welcomed in America + because I am, + </p> + <p> + Your obliged friend and servant, + </p> + <p> + W. M. THACKERAY. + </p> + <p> + LONDON, October 18, 1852. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> <a href="#linktablecontents"><big><b>TABLE OF CONTENTS</b></big></a> + <a name="link2H_PREF" id="link2H_PREF"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + PREFACE. + </h2> + <h3> + THE ESMONDS OF VIRGINIA. + </h3> + <p> + The estate of Castlewood, in Virginia, which was given to our ancestors by + King Charles the First, as some return for the sacrifices made in his + Majesty's cause by the Esmond family, lies in Westmoreland county, between + the rivers Potomac and Rappahannock, and was once as great as an English + Principality, though in the early times its revenues were but small. + Indeed, for near eighty years after our forefathers possessed them, our + plantations were in the hands of factors, who enriched themselves one + after another, though a few scores of hogsheads of tobacco were all the + produce that, for long after the Restoration, our family received from + their Virginian estates. + </p> + <p> + My dear and honored father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose history, written + by himself, is contained in the accompanying volume, came to Virginia in + the year 1718, built his house of Castlewood, and here permanently + settled. After a long stormy life in England, he passed the remainder of + his many years in peace and honor in this country; how beloved and + respected by all his fellow-citizens, how inexpressibly dear to his + family, I need not say. His whole life was a benefit to all who were + connected with him. He gave the best example, the best advice, the most + bounteous hospitality to his friends; the tenderest care to his + dependants; and bestowed on those of his immediate family such a blessing + of fatherly love and protection as can never be thought of, by us, at + least, without veneration and thankfulness; and my sons' children, whether + established here in our Republic, or at home in the always beloved mother + country, from which our late quarrel hath separated us, may surely be + proud to be descended from one who in all ways was so truly noble. + </p> + <p> + My dear mother died in 1736, soon after our return from England, whither + my parents took me for my education; and where I made the acquaintance of + Mr. Warrington, whom my children never saw. When it pleased heaven, in the + bloom of his youth, and after but a few months of a most happy union, to + remove him from me, I owed my recovery from the grief which that calamity + caused me, mainly to my dearest father's tenderness, and then to the + blessing vouchsafed to me in the birth of my two beloved boys. I know the + fatal differences which separated them in politics never disunited their + hearts; and as I can love them both, whether wearing the King's colors or + the Republic's, I am sure that they love me and one another, and him above + all, my father and theirs, the dearest friend of their childhood, the + noble gentleman who bred them from their infancy in the practice and + knowledge of Truth, and Love and Honor. + </p> + <p> + My children will never forget the appearance and figure of their revered + grandfather; and I wish I possessed the art of drawing (which my papa had + in perfection), so that I could leave to our descendants a portrait of one + who was so good and so respected. My father was of a dark complexion, with + a very great forehead and dark hazel eyes, overhung by eyebrows which + remained black long after his hair was white. His nose was aquiline, his + smile extraordinary sweet. How well I remember it, and how little any + description I can write can recall his image! He was of rather low + stature, not being above five feet seven inches in height; he used to + laugh at my sons, whom he called his crutches, and say they were grown too + tall for him to lean upon. But small as he was, he had a perfect grace and + majesty of deportment, such as I have never seen in this country, except + perhaps in our friend Mr. Washington, and commanded respect wherever he + appeared. + </p> + <p> + In all bodily exercises he excelled, and showed an extraordinary quickness + and agility. Of fencing he was especially fond, and made my two boys + proficient in that art; so much so, that when the French came to this + country with Monsieur Rochambeau, not one of his officers was superior to + my Henry, and he was not the equal of my poor George, who had taken the + King's side in our lamentable but glorious war of independence. + </p> + <p> + Neither my father nor my mother ever wore powder in their hair; both their + heads were as white as silver, as I can remember them. My dear mother + possessed to the last an extraordinary brightness and freshness of + complexion; nor would people believe that she did not wear rouge. At sixty + years of age she still looked young, and was quite agile. It was not until + after that dreadful siege of our house by the Indians, which left me a + widow ere I was a mother, that my dear mother's health broke. She never + recovered her terror and anxiety of those days which ended so fatally for + me, then a bride scarce six months married, and died in my father's arms + ere my own year of widowhood was over. + </p> + <p> + From that day, until the last of his dear and honored life, it was my + delight and consolation to remain with him as his comforter and companion; + and from those little notes which my mother hath made here and there in + the volume in which my father describes his adventures in Europe, I can + well understand the extreme devotion with which she regarded him—a + devotion so passionate and exclusive as to prevent her, I think, from + loving any other person except with an inferior regard; her whole thoughts + being centred on this one object of affection and worship. I know that, + before her, my dear father did not show the love which he had for his + daughter; and in her last and most sacred moments, this dear and tender + parent owned to me her repentance that she had not loved me enough: her + jealousy even that my father should give his affection to any but herself: + and in the most fond and beautiful words of affection and admonition, she + bade me never to leave him, and to supply the place which she was + quitting. With a clear conscience, and a heart inexpressibly thankful, I + think I can say that I fulfilled those dying commands, and that until his + last hour my dearest father never had to complain that his daughter's love + and fidelity failed him. + </p> + <p> + And it is since I knew him entirely—for during my mother's life he + never quite opened himself to me—since I knew the value and splendor + of that affection which he bestowed upon me, that I have come to + understand and pardon what, I own, used to anger me in my mother's + lifetime, her jealousy respecting her husband's love. 'Twas a gift so + precious, that no wonder she who had it was for keeping it all, and could + part with none of it, even to her daughter. + </p> + <p> + Though I never heard my father use a rough word, 'twas extraordinary with + how much awe his people regarded him; and the servants on our plantation, + both those assigned from England and the purchased negroes, obeyed him + with an eagerness such as the most severe taskmasters round about us could + never get from their people. He was never familiar, though perfectly + simple and natural; he was the same with the meanest man as with the + greatest, and as courteous to a black slave-girl as to the Governor's + wife. No one ever thought of taking a liberty with him (except once a + tipsy gentleman from York, and I am bound to own that my papa never + forgave him): he set the humblest people at once on their ease with him, + and brought down the most arrogant by a grave satiric way, which made + persons exceedingly afraid of him. His courtesy was not put on like a + Sunday suit, and laid by when the company went away; it was always the + same; as he was always dressed the same, whether for a dinner by ourselves + or for a great entertainment. They say he liked to be the first in his + company; but what company was there in which he would not be first? When I + went to Europe for my education, and we passed a winter at London with my + half-brother, my Lord Castlewood and his second lady, I saw at her + Majesty's Court some of the most famous gentlemen of those days; and I + thought to myself none of these are better than my papa; and the famous + Lord Bolingbroke, who came to us from Dawley, said as much, and that the + men of that time were not like those of his youth:—“Were your + father, Madam,” he said, “to go into the woods, the Indians would elect + him Sachem;” and his lordship was pleased to call me Pocahontas. + </p> + <p> + I did not see our other relative, Bishop Tusher's lady, of whom so much is + said in my papa's memoirs—although my mamma went to visit her in the + country. I have no pride (as I showed by complying with my mother's + request, and marrying a gentleman who was but the younger son of a Suffolk + Baronet), yet I own to A DECENT RESPECT for my name, and wonder how one + who ever bore it, should change it for that of Mrs. THOMAS TUSHER. I pass + over as odious and unworthy of credit those reports (which I heard in + Europe and was then too young to understand), how this person, having LEFT + HER FAMILY and fled to Paris, out of jealousy of the Pretender betrayed + his secrets to my Lord Stair, King George's Ambassador, and nearly caused + the Prince's death there; how she came to England and married this Mr. + Tusher, and became a great favorite of King George the Second, by whom Mr. + Tusher was made a Dean, and then a Bishop. I did not see the lady, who + chose to remain AT HER PALACE all the time we were in London; but after + visiting her, my poor mamma said she had lost all her good looks, and + warned me not to set too much store by any such gifts which nature had + bestowed upon me. She grew exceedingly stout; and I remember my brother's + wife, Lady Castlewood, saying—“No wonder she became a favorite, for + the King likes them old and ugly, as his father did before him.” On which + papa said—“All women were alike; that there was never one so + beautiful as that one; and that we could forgive her everything but her + beauty.” And hereupon my mamma looked vexed, and my Lord Castlewood began + to laugh; and I, of course, being a young creature, could not understand + what was the subject of their conversation. + </p> + <p> + After the circumstances narrated in the third book of these Memoirs, my + father and mother both went abroad, being advised by their friends to + leave the country in consequence of the transactions which are recounted + at the close of the volume of the Memoirs. But my brother, hearing how the + FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had quitted Castlewood and joined the Pretender at + Paris, pursued him, and would have killed him, Prince as he was, had not + the Prince managed to make his escape. On his expedition to Scotland + directly after, Castlewood was so enraged against him that he asked leave + to serve as a volunteer, and join the Duke of Argyle's army in Scotland, + which the Pretender never had the courage to face; and thenceforth my Lord + was quite reconciled to the present reigning family, from whom he hath + even received promotion. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry against the Pretender as any of her + relations could be, and used to boast, as I have heard, that she not only + brought back my Lord to the Church of England, but procured the English + peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of our family at present enjoys. + She was a great friend of Sir Robert Walpole, and would not rest until her + husband slept at Lambeth, my papa used laughing to say. However, the + Bishop died of apoplexy suddenly, and his wife erected a great monument + over him; and the pair sleep under that stone, with a canopy of marble + clouds and angels above them—the first Mrs. Tusher lying sixty miles + off at Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + But my papa's genius and education are both greater than any a woman can + be expected to have, and his adventures in Europe far more exciting than + his life in this country, which was passed in the tranquil offices of love + and duty; and I shall say no more by way of introduction to his Memoirs, + nor keep my children from the perusal of a story which is much more + interesting than that of their affectionate old mother, + </p> + <p> + RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. CASTLEWOOD, VIRGINIA, + </p> + <p> + November 3, 1778. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> + <hr /> + <p> + <a name="linktablecontents" id="linktablecontents"></a> <br /> <br /> + </p> + <blockquote> + <p class="toc"> + <big><b>CONTENTS</b></big> + </p> + <p> + <br /> <a href="#link2H_PREF"> PREFACE. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2H_4_0002"> <big><b>THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND.</b></big> + </a><br /><br /><br /> <a href="#link2H_4_0003"> <b>BOOK I THE + EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND</b> </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0001"> + CHAPTER I. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0002"> CHAPTER II. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0003"> CHAPTER III. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0004"> CHAPTER IV. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0005"> + CHAPTER V. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0006"> CHAPTER VI. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0007"> CHAPTER VII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0008"> CHAPTER VIII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0009"> CHAPTER IX. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0010"> + CHAPTER X. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0011"> CHAPTER XI. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0012"> CHAPTER XII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0013"> CHAPTER XIII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0014"> CHAPTER XIV. </a> <br /><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2H_4_0034"> <b>BOOK III. THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S + ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND</b> </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0030"> + CHAPTER I. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0031"> CHAPTER II. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0032"> CHAPTER III. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0033"> CHAPTER IV. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0034"> + CHAPTER V. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0035"> CHAPTER VI. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0036"> CHAPTER VII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0037"> CHAPTER VIII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0038"> CHAPTER IX. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0039"> + CHAPTER X. </a><br /><br /> <a href="#link2HCH0040"> CHAPTER XI. </a><br /><br /> + <a href="#link2HCH0041"> CHAPTER XII. </a><br /><br /> <a + href="#link2HCH0042"> CHAPTER XIII. </a> + </p> + </blockquote> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0002" id="link2H_4_0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h1> + THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND. + </h1> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0003" id="link2H_4_0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + BOOK I + </h2> + <h3> + THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY + COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + </h3> + <p> + The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, piped their iambics to a + tune, speaking from under a mask, and wearing stilts and a great + head-dress. 'Twas thought the dignity of the Tragic Muse required these + appurtenances, and that she was not to move except to a measure and + cadence. So Queen Medea slew her children to a slow music: and King + Agamemnon perished in a dying fall (to use Mr. Dryden's words): the Chorus + standing by in a set attitude, and rhythmically and decorously bewailing + the fates of those great crowned persons. The Muse of History hath + encumbered herself with ceremony as well as her Sister of the Theatre. She + too wears the mask and the cothurnus, and speaks to measure. She too, in + our age, busies herself with the affairs only of kings; waiting on them + obsequiously and stately, as if she were but a mistress of court + ceremonies, and had nothing to do with the registering of the affairs of + the common people. I have seen in his very old age and decrepitude the old + French King Lewis the Fourteenth, the type and model of kinghood—who + never moved but to measure, who lived and died according to the laws of + his Court-marshal, persisting in enacting through life the part of Hero; + and, divested of poetry, this was but a little wrinkled old man, + pock-marked, and with a great periwig and red heels to make him look tall—a + hero for a book if you like, or for a brass statue or a painted ceiling, a + god in a Roman shape, but what more than a man for Madame Maintenon, or + the barber who shaved him, or Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I wonder shall + History ever pull off her periwig and cease to be court-ridden? Shall we + see something of France and England besides Versailles and Windsor? I saw + Queen Anne at the latter place tearing down the Park slopes, after her + stag-hounds, and driving her one-horse chaise—a hot, red-faced + woman, not in the least resembling that statue of her which turns its + stone back upon St. Paul's, and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate + Hill. She was neither better bred nor wiser than you and me, though we + knelt to hand her a letter or a wash-hand basin. Why shall History go on + kneeling to the end of time? I am for having her rise up off her knees, + and take a natural posture: not to be for ever performing cringes and + congees like a court-chamberlain, and shuffling backwards out of doors in + the presence of the sovereign. In a word, I would have History familiar + rather than heroic: and think that Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will give + our children a much better idea of the manners of the present age in + England, than the Court Gazette and the newspapers which we get thence. + </p> + <p> + There was a German officer of Webb's, with whom we used to joke, and of + whom a story (whereof I myself was the author) was got to be believed in + the army, that he was eldest son of the hereditary Grand Bootjack of the + Empire, and the heir to that honor of which his ancestors had been very + proud, having been kicked for twenty generations by one imperial foot, as + they drew the boot from the other. I have heard that the old Lord + Castlewood, of part of whose family these present volumes are a chronicle, + though he came of quite as good blood as the Stuarts whom he served (and + who as regards mere lineage are no better than a dozen English and + Scottish houses I could name), was prouder of his post about the Court + than of his ancestral honors, and valued his dignity (as Lord of the + Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset) so highly, that he cheerfully + ruined himself for the thankless and thriftless race who bestowed it. He + pawned his plate for King Charles the First, mortgaged his property for + the same cause, and lost the greater part of it by fines and + sequestration: stood a siege of his castle by Ireton, where his brother + Thomas capitulated (afterward making terms with the Commonwealth, for + which the elder brother never forgave him), and where his second brother + Edward, who had embraced the ecclesiastical profession, was slain on + Castlewood Tower, being engaged there both as preacher and artilleryman. + This resolute old loyalist, who was with the King whilst his house was + thus being battered down, escaped abroad with his only son, then a boy, to + return and take a part in Worcester fight. On that fatal field Eustace + Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled from it once more into exile, and + henceforward, and after the Restoration, never was away from the Court of + the monarch (for whose return we offer thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold + his country and who took bribes of the French king. + </p> + <p> + What spectacle is more august than that of a great king in exile? Who is + more worthy of respect than a brave man in misfortune? Mr. Addison has + painted such a figure in his noble piece of Cato. But suppose fugitive + Cato fuddling himself at a tavern with a wench on each knee, a dozen + faithful and tipsy companions of defeat, and a landlord calling out for + his bill; and the dignity of misfortune is straightway lost. The + Historical Muse turns away shamefaced from the vulgar scene, and closes + the door—on which the exile's unpaid drink is scored up—upon + him and his pots and his pipes, and the tavern-chorus which he and his + friends are singing. Such a man as Charles should have had an Ostade or + Mieris to paint him. Your Knellers and Le Bruns only deal in clumsy and + impossible allegories: and it hath always seemed to me blasphemy to claim + Olympus for such a wine-drabbled divinity as that. + </p> + <p> + About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood—orphan of his + son, ruined by his fidelity, bearing many wounds and marks of bravery, old + and in exile—his kinsmen I suppose should be silent; nor if this + patriarch fell down in his cups, call fie upon him, and fetch passers-by + to laugh at his red face and white hairs. What! does a stream rush out of + a mountain free and pure, to roll through fair pastures, to feed and throw + out bright tributaries, and to end in a village gutter? Lives that have + noble commencements have often no better endings; it is not without a kind + of awe and reverence that an observer should speculate upon such careers + as he traces the course of them. I have seen too much of success in life + to take off my hat and huzzah to it as it passes in its gilt coach: and + would do my little part with my neighbors on foot, that they should not + gape with too much wonder, nor applaud too loudly. Is it the Lord Mayor + going in state to mince-pies and the Mansion House? Is it poor Jack of + Newgate's procession, with the sheriff and javelin-men, conducting him on + his last journey to Tyburn? I look into my heart and think that I sin as + good as my Lord Mayor, and know I am as bad as Tyburn Jack. Give me a + chain and red gown and a pudding before me, and I could play the part of + Alderman very well, and sentence Jack after dinner. Starve me, keep me + from books and honest people, educate me to love dice, gin, and pleasure, + and put me on Hounslow Heath, with a purse before me, and I will take it. + “And I shall be deservedly hanged,” say you, wishing to put an end to this + prosing. I don't say No. I can't but accept the world as I find it, + including a rope's end, as long as it is in fashion. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0001" id="link2HCH0001"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I. + </h2> + <h3> + AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF ESMOND OF CASTLEWOOD HALL. + </h3> + <p> + When Francis, fourth Viscount Castlewood, came to his title, and presently + after to take possession of his house of Castlewood, county Hants, in the + year 1691, almost the only tenant of the place besides the domestics was a + lad of twelve years of age, of whom no one seemed to take any note until + my Lady Viscountess lighted upon him, going over the house with the + housekeeper on the day of her arrival. The boy was in the room known as + the Book-room, or Yellow Gallery, where the portraits of the family used + to hang, that fine piece among others of Sir Antonio Van Dyck of George, + second Viscount, and that by Mr. Dobson of my lord the third Viscount, + just deceased, which it seems his lady and widow did not think fit to + carry away, when she sent for and carried off to her house at Chelsey, + near to London, the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, in which her + ladyship was represented as a huntress of Diana's court. + </p> + <p> + The new and fair lady of Castlewood found the sad, lonely, little occupant + of this gallery busy over his great book, which he laid down when he was + aware that a stranger was at hand. And, knowing who that person must be, + the lad stood up and bowed before her, performing a shy obeisance to the + mistress of his house. + </p> + <p> + She stretched out her hand—indeed when was it that that hand would + not stretch out to do an act of kindness, or to protect grief and + ill-fortune? “And this is our kinsman,” she said “and what is your name, + kinsman?” + </p> + <p> + “My name is Henry Esmond,” said the lad, looking up at her in a sort of + delight and wonder, for she had come upon him as a Dea certe, and appeared + the most charming object he had ever looked on. Her golden hair was + shining in the gold of the sun; her complexion was of a dazzling bloom; + her lips smiling, and her eyes beaming with a kindness which made Harry + Esmond's heart to beat with surprise. + </p> + <p> + “His name is Henry Esmond, sure enough, my lady,” says Mrs. Worksop, the + housekeeper (an old tyrant whom Henry Esmond plagued more than he hated), + and the old gentlewoman looked significantly towards the late lord's + picture, as it now is in the family, noble and severe-looking, with his + hand on his sword, and his order on his cloak, which he had from the + Emperor during the war on the Danube against the Turk. + </p> + <p> + Seeing the great and undeniable likeness between this portrait and the + lad, the new Viscountess, who had still hold of the boy's hand as she + looked at the picture, blushed and dropped the hand quickly, and walked + down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop. + </p> + <p> + When the lady came back, Harry Esmond stood exactly in the same spot, and + with his hand as it had fallen when he dropped it on his black coat. + </p> + <p> + Her heart melted, I suppose (indeed she hath since owned as much), at the + notion that she should do anything unkind to any mortal, great or small; + for, when she returned, she had sent away the housekeeper upon an errand + by the door at the farther end of the gallery; and, coming back to the + lad, with a look of infinite pity and tenderness in her eyes, she took his + hand again, placing her other fair hand on his head, and saying some words + to him, which were so kind, and said in a voice so sweet, that the boy, + who had never looked upon so much beauty before, felt as if the touch of a + superior being or angel smote him down to the ground, and kissed the fair + protecting hand as he knelt on one knee. To the very last hour of his + life, Esmond remembered the lady as she then spoke and looked, the rings + on her fair hands, the very scent of her robe, the beam of her eyes + lighting up with surprise and kindness, her lips blooming in a smile, the + sun making a golden halo round her hair. + </p> + <p> + As the boy was yet in this attitude of humility, enters behind him a + portly gentleman, with a little girl of four years old in his hand. The + gentleman burst into a great laugh at the lady and her adorer, with his + little queer figure, his sallow face, and long black hair. The lady + blushed, and seemed to deprecate his ridicule by a look of appeal to her + husband, for it was my Lord Viscount who now arrived, and whom the lad + knew, having once before seen him in the late lord's lifetime. + </p> + <p> + “So this is the little priest” says my lord, looking down at the lad; + “welcome, kinsman.” + </p> + <p> + “He is saying his prayers to mamma,” says the little girl, who came up to + her papa's knees; and my lord burst out into another great laugh at this, + and kinsman Henry looked very silly. He invented a half-dozen of speeches + in reply, but 'twas months afterwards when he thought of this adventure: + as it was, he had never a word in answer. + </p> + <p> + “Le pauvre enfant, il n'a que nous,” says the lady, looking to her lord; + and the boy, who understood her, though doubtless she thought otherwise, + thanked her with all his heart for her kind speech. + </p> + <p> + “And he shan't want for friends here,” says my lord in a kind voice, + “shall he, little Trix?” + </p> + <p> + The little girl, whose name was Beatrix, and whom her papa called by this + diminutive, looked at Henry Esmond solemnly, with a pair of large eyes, + and then a smile shone over her face, which was as beautiful as that of a + cherub, and she came up and put out a little hand to him. A keen and + delightful pang of gratitude, happiness, affection, filled the orphan + child's heart, as he received from the protectors, whom heaven had sent to + him, these touching words and tokens of friendliness and kindness. But an + hour since, he had felt quite alone in the world: when he heard the great + peal of bells from Castlewood church ringing that morning to welcome the + arrival of the new lord and lady, it had rung only terror and anxiety to + him, for he knew not how the new owner would deal with him; and those to + whom he formerly looked for protection were forgotten or dead. Pride and + doubt too had kept him within-doors, when the Vicar and the people of the + village, and the servants of the house, had gone out to welcome my Lord + Castlewood—for Henry Esmond was no servant, though a dependant; no + relative, though he bore the name and inherited the blood of the house; + and in the midst of the noise and acclamations attending the arrival of + the new lord (for whom, you may be sure, a feast was got ready, and guns + were fired, and tenants and domestics huzzahed when his carriage + approached and rolled into the court-yard of the hall), no one ever took + any notice of young Henry Esmond, who sat unobserved and alone in the + Book-room, until the afternoon of that day, when his new friends found + him. + </p> + <p> + When my lord and lady were going away thence, the little girl, still + holding her kinsman by the hand, bade him to come too. “Thou wilt always + forsake an old friend for a new one, Trix,” says her father to her + good-naturedly; and went into the gallery, giving an arm to his lady. They + passed thence through the music-gallery, long since dismantled, and Queen + Elizabeth's Rooms, in the clock-tower, and out into the terrace, where was + a fine prospect of sunset and the great darkling woods with a cloud of + rooks returning; and the plain and river with Castlewood village beyond, + and purple hills beautiful to look at—and the little heir of + Castlewood, a child of two years old, was already here on the terrace in + his nurse's arms, from whom he ran across the grass instantly he perceived + his mother, and came to her. + </p> + <p> + “If thou canst not be happy here,” says my lord, looking round at the + scene, “thou art hard to please, Rachel.” + </p> + <p> + “I am happy where you are,” she said, “but we were happiest of all at + Walcote Forest.” Then my lord began to describe what was before them to + his wife, and what indeed little Harry knew better than he—viz., the + history of the house: how by yonder gate the page ran away with the + heiress of Castlewood, by which the estate came into the present family; + how the Roundheads attacked the clock-tower, which my lord's father was + slain in defending. “I was but two years old then,” says he, “but take + forty-six from ninety, and how old shall I be, kinsman Harry?” + </p> + <p> + “Thirty,” says his wife, with a laugh. + </p> + <p> + “A great deal too old for you, Rachel,” answers my lord, looking fondly + down at her. Indeed she seemed to be a girl, and was at that time scarce + twenty years old. + </p> + <p> + “You know, Frank, I will do anything to please you,” says she, “and I + promise you I will grow older every day.” + </p> + <p> + “You mustn't call papa, Frank; you must call papa my lord now,” says Miss + Beatrix, with a toss of her little head; at which the mother smiled, and + the good-natured father laughed, and the little trotting boy laughed, not + knowing why—but because he was happy, no doubt—as every one + seemed to be there. How those trivial incidents and words, the landscape + and sunshine, and the group of people smiling and talking, remain fixed on + the memory! + </p> + <p> + As the sun was setting, the little heir was sent in the arms of his nurse + to bed, whither he went howling; but little Trix was promised to sit to + supper that night—“and you will come too, kinsman, won't you?” she + said. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond blushed: “I—I have supper with Mrs. Worksop,” says he. + </p> + <p> + “D—n it,” says my lord, “thou shalt sup with us, Harry, to-night! + Shan't refuse a lady, shall he, Trix?”—and they all wondered at + Harry's performance as a trencher-man, in which character the poor boy + acquitted himself very remarkably; for the truth is he had had no dinner, + nobody thinking of him in the bustle which the house was in, during the + preparations antecedent to the new lord's arrival. + </p> + <p> + “No dinner! poor dear child!” says my lady, heaping up his plate with + meat, and my lord, filling a bumper for him, bade him call a health; on + which Master Harry, crying “The King,” tossed off the wine. My lord was + ready to drink that, and most other toasts: indeed only too ready. He + would not hear of Doctor Tusher (the Vicar of Castlewood, who came to + supper) going away when the sweetmeats were brought: he had not had a + chaplain long enough, he said, to be tired of him: so his reverence kept + my lord company for some hours over a pipe and a punch-bowl; and went away + home with rather a reeling gait, and declaring a dozen of times, that his + lordship's affability surpassed every kindness he had ever had from his + lordship's gracious family. + </p> + <p> + As for young Esmond, when he got to his little chamber, it was with a + heart full of surprise and gratitude towards the new friends whom this + happy day had brought him. He was up and watching long before the house + was astir, longing to see that fair lady and her children—that kind + protector and patron: and only fearful lest their welcome of the past + night should in any way be withdrawn or altered. But presently little + Beatrix came out into the garden, and her mother followed, who greeted + Harry as kindly as before. He told her at greater length the histories of + the house (which he had been taught in the old lord's time), and to which + she listened with great interest; and then he told her, with respect to + the night before, that he understood French, and thanked her for her + protection. + </p> + <p> + “Do you?” says she, with a blush; “then, sir, you shall teach me and + Beatrix.” And she asked him many more questions regarding himself, which + had best be told more fully and explicitly than in those brief replies + which the lad made to his mistress's questions. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0002" id="link2HCH0002"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II. + </h2> + <h3> + RELATES HOW FRANCIS, FOURTH VISCOUNT, ARRIVES AT CASTLEWOOD. + </h3> + <p> + 'Tis known that the name of Esmond and the estate of Castlewood, com. + Hants, came into possession of the present family through Dorothea, + daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, and Lord of + Castlewood, which lady married, 23 Eliz., Henry Poyns, gent.; the said + Henry being then a page in the household of her father. Francis, son and + heir of the above Henry and Dorothea, who took the maternal name which the + family hath borne subsequently, was made Knight and Baronet by King James + the First; and being of a military disposition, remained long in Germany + with the Elector-Palatine, in whose service Sir Francis incurred both + expense and danger, lending large sums of money to that unfortunate + Prince; and receiving many wounds in the battles against the Imperialists, + in which Sir Francis engaged. + </p> + <p> + On his return home Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and many + sacrifices, by his late Majesty James the First, who graciously conferred + upon this tried servant the post of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of + the King's Posset, which high and confidential office he filled in that + king's and his unhappy successor's reign. + </p> + <p> + His age, and many wounds and infirmities, obliged Sir Francis to perform + much of his duty by deputy: and his son, Sir George Esmond, knight and + banneret, first as his father's lieutenant, and afterwards as inheritor of + his father's title and dignity, performed this office during almost the + whole of the reign of King Charles the First, and his two sons who + succeeded him. + </p> + <p> + Sir George Esmond married, rather beneath the rank that a person of his + name and honor might aspire to, the daughter of Thos. Topham, of the city + of London, alderman and goldsmith, who, taking the Parliamentary side in + the troubles then commencing, disappointed Sir George of the property + which he expected at the demise of his father-in-law, who devised his + money to his second daughter, Barbara, a spinster. + </p> + <p> + Sir George Esmond, on his part, was conspicuous for his attachment and + loyalty to the Royal cause and person: and the King being at Oxford in + 1642, Sir George, with the consent of his father, then very aged and + infirm, and residing at his house of Castlewood, melted the whole of the + family plate for his Majesty's service. + </p> + <p> + For this, and other sacrifices and merits, his Majesty, by patent under + the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, Jan., 1643, was pleased to advance Sir + Francis Esmond to the dignity of Viscount Castlewood, of Shandon, in + Ireland: and the Viscount's estate being much impoverished by loans to the + King, which in those troublesome times his Majesty could not repay, a + grant of land in the plantations of Virginia was given to the Lord + Viscount.; part of which land is in possession of descendants of his + family to the present day. + </p> + <p> + The first Viscount Castlewood died full of years, and within a few months + after he had been advanced to his honors. He was succeeded by his eldest + son, the before-named George; and left issue besides, Thomas, a colonel in + the King's army, who afterwards joined the Usurper's Government; and + Francis, in holy orders, who was slain whilst defending the House of + Castlewood against the Parliament, anno 1647. + </p> + <p> + George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), of King Charles the First's + time, had no male issue save his one son, Eustace Esmond, who was killed, + with half of the Castlewood men beside him, at Worcester fight. The lands + about Castlewood were sold and apportioned to the Commonwealth men; + Castlewood being concerned in almost all of the plots against the + Protector, after the death of the King, and up to King Charles the + Second's restoration. My lord followed that king's Court about in its + exile, having ruined himself in its service. He had but one daughter, who + was of no great comfort to her father; for misfortune had not taught those + exiles sobriety of life; and it is said that the Duke of York and his + brother the King both quarrelled about Isabel Esmond. She was maid of + honor to the Queen Henrietta Maria; she early joined the Roman Church; her + father, a weak man, following her not long after at Breda. + </p> + <p> + On the death of Eustace Esmond at Worcester, Thomas Esmond, nephew to my + Lord Castlewood, and then a stripling, became heir to the title. His + father had taken the Parliament side in the quarrels, and so had been + estranged from the chief of his house; and my Lord Castlewood was at first + so much enraged to think that his title (albeit little more than an empty + one now) should pass to a rascally Roundhead, that he would have married + again, and indeed proposed to do so to a vintner's daughter at Bruges, to + whom his lordship owed a score for lodging when the King was there, but + for fear of the laughter of the Court, and the anger of his daughter, of + whom he stood in awe; for she was in temper as imperious and violent as my + lord, who was much enfeebled by wounds and drinking, was weak. + </p> + <p> + Lord Castlewood would have had a match between his daughter Isabel and her + cousin, the son of that Francis Esmond who was killed at Castlewood siege. + And the lady, it was said, took a fancy to the young man, who was her + junior by several years (which circumstance she did not consider to be a + fault in him); but having paid his court, and being admitted to the + intimacy of the house, he suddenly flung up his suit, when it seemed to be + pretty prosperous, without giving a pretext for his behavior. His friends + rallied him at what they laughingly chose to call his infidelity; Jack + Churchill, Frank Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal Regiment of Foot-guards, + getting the company which Esmond vacated, when he left the Court and went + to Tangier in a rage at discovering that his promotion depended on the + complaisance of his elderly affianced bride. He and Churchill, who had + been condiscipuli at St. Paul's School, had words about this matter; and + Frank Esmond said to him with an oath, “Jack, your sister may be + so-and-so, but by Jove my wife shan't!” and swords were drawn, and blood + drawn too, until friends separated them on this quarrel. Few men were so + jealous about the point of honor in those days; and gentlemen of good + birth and lineage thought a royal blot was an ornament to their family + coat. Frank Esmond retired in the sulks, first to Tangier, whence he + returned after two years' service, settling on a small property he had of + his mother, near to Winchester, and became a country gentleman, and kept a + pack of beagles, and never came to Court again in King Charles's time. But + his uncle Castlewood was never reconciled to him; nor, for some time + afterwards, his cousin whom he had refused. + </p> + <p> + By places, pensions, bounties from France, and gifts from the King, whilst + his daughter was in favor, Lord Castlewood, who had spent in the Royal + service his youth and fortune, did not retrieve the latter quite, and + never cared to visit Castlewood, or repair it, since the death of his son, + but managed to keep a good house, and figure at Court, and to save a + considerable sum of ready money. + </p> + <p> + And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, began to bid for his uncle's + favor. Thomas had served with the Emperor, and with the Dutch, when King + Charles was compelled to lend troops to the States; and against them, when + his Majesty made an alliance with the French King. In these campaigns + Thomas Esmond was more remarked for duelling, brawling, vice, and play, + than for any conspicuous gallantry in the field, and came back to England, + like many another English gentleman who has travelled, with a character by + no means improved by his foreign experience. He had dissipated his small + paternal inheritance of a younger brother's portion, and, as truth must be + told, was no better than a hanger-on of ordinaries, and a brawler about + Alsatia and the Friars, when he bethought him of a means of mending his + fortune. + </p> + <p> + His cousin was now of more than middle age, and had nobody's word but her + own for the beauty which she said she once possessed. She was lean, and + yellow, and long in the tooth; all the red and white in all the toy-shops + in London could not make a beauty of her—Mr. Killigrew called her + the Sybil, the death's-head put up at the King's feast as a memento mori, + &c.—in fine, a woman who might be easy of conquest, but whom + only a very bold man would think of conquering. This bold man was Thomas + Esmond. He had a fancy to my Lord Castlewood's savings, the amount of + which rumor had very much exaggerated. Madame Isabel was said to have + Royal jewels of great value; whereas poor Tom Esmond's last coat but one + was in pawn. + </p> + <p> + My lord had at this time a fine house in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, nigh to the + Duke's Theatre and the Portugal ambassador's chapel. Tom Esmond, who had + frequented the one as long as he had money to spend among the actresses, + now came to the church as assiduously. He looked so lean and shabby, that + he passed without difficulty for a repentant sinner; and so, becoming + converted, you may be sure took his uncle's priest for a director. + </p> + <p> + This charitable father reconciled him with the old lord, his uncle, who a + short time before would not speak to him, as Tom passed under my lord's + coach window, his lordship going in state to his place at Court, while his + nephew slunk by with his battered hat and feather, and the point of his + rapier sticking out of the scabbard—to his twopenny ordinary in Bell + Yard. + </p> + <p> + Thomas Esmond, after this reconciliation with his uncle, very soon began + to grow sleek, and to show signs of the benefits of good living and clean + linen. He fasted rigorously twice a week, to be sure; but he made amends + on the other days: and, to show how great his appetite was, Mr. Wycherley + said, he ended by swallowing that fly-blown rank old morsel his cousin. + There were endless jokes and lampoons about this marriage at Court: but + Tom rode thither in his uncle's coach now, called him father, and having + won could afford to laugh. This marriage took place very shortly before + King Charles died: whom the Viscount of Castlewood speedily followed. + </p> + <p> + The issue of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched with an + intense eagerness and care; but who, in spite of nurses and physicians, + had only a brief existence. His tainted blood did not run very long in his + poor feeble little body. Symptoms of evil broke out early on him; and, + part from flattery, part superstition, nothing would satisfy my lord and + lady, especially the latter, but having the poor little cripple touched by + his Majesty at his church. They were ready to cry out miracle at first + (the doctors and quack-salvers being constantly in attendance on the + child, and experimenting on his poor little body with every conceivable + nostrum) but though there seemed, from some reason, a notable amelioration + in the infant's health after his Majesty touched him, in a few weeks + afterward the poor thing died—causing the lampooners of the Court to + say, that the King, in expelling evil out of the infant of Tom Esmond and + Isabella his wife, expelled the life out of it, which was nothing but + corruption. + </p> + <p> + The mother's natural pang at losing this poor little child must have been + increased when she thought of her rival Frank Esmond's wife, who was a + favorite of the whole Court, where my poor Lady Castlewood was neglected, + and who had one child, a daughter, flourishing and beautiful, and was + about to become a mother once more. + </p> + <p> + The Court, as I have heard, only laughed the more because the poor lady, + who had pretty well passed the age when ladies are accustomed to have + children, nevertheless determined not to give hope up, and even when she + came to live at Castlewood, was constantly sending over to Hexton for the + doctor, and announcing to her friends the arrival of an heir. This + absurdity of hers was one amongst many others which the wags used to play + upon. Indeed, to the last days of her life, my Lady Viscountess had the + comfort of fancying herself beautiful, and persisted in blooming up to the + very midst of winter, painting roses on her cheeks long after their + natural season, and attiring herself like summer though her head was + covered with snow. + </p> + <p> + Gentlemen who were about the Court of King Charles, and King James, have + told the present writer a number of stories about this queer old lady, + with which it's not necessary that posterity should be entertained. She is + said to have had great powers of invective and, if she fought with all her + rivals in King James's favor, 'tis certain she must have had a vast number + of quarrels on her hands. She was a woman of an intrepid spirit, and, it + appears, pursued and rather fatigued his Majesty with her rights and her + wrongs. Some say that the cause of her leaving Court was jealousy of Frank + Esmond's wife: others, that she was forced to retreat after a great battle + which took place at Whitehall, between her ladyship and Lady Dorchester, + Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King delighted to honor, and in which + that ill-favored Esther got the better of our elderly Vashti. But her + ladyship, for her part, always averred that it was her husband's quarrel, + and not her own, which occasioned the banishment of the two into the + country; and the cruel ingratitude of the Sovereign in giving away, out of + the family, that place of Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's + Posset, which the two last Lords Castlewood had held so honorably, and + which was now conferred upon a fellow of yesterday, and a hanger-on of + that odious Dorchester creature, my Lord Bergamot;* “I never,” said my + lady, “could have come to see his Majesty's posset carried by any other + hand than an Esmond. I should have dashed the salver out of Lord + Bergamot's hand, had I met him.” And those who knew her ladyship are aware + that she was a person quite capable of performing this feat, had she not + wisely kept out of the way. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * Lionel Tipton, created Baron Bergamot, ann. 1686, + Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and afterwards appointed + Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (on + the decease of George, second Viscount Castlewood), + accompanied his Majesty to St. Germain's, where he died + without issue. No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the + Prince of Orange, nor hath there been such an officer in any + succeeding reign. +</pre> + <p> + Holding the purse-strings in her own control, to which, indeed, she liked + to bring most persons who came near her, Lady Castlewood could command her + husband's obedience, and so broke up her establishment at London; she had + removed from Lincoln's-Inn-Fields to Chelsey, to a pretty new house she + bought there; and brought her establishment, her maids, lap-dogs, and + gentlewomen, her priest, and his lordship her husband, to Castlewood Hall, + that she had never seen since she quitted it as a child with her father + during the troubles of King Charles the First's reign. The walls were + still open in the old house as they had been left by the shot of the + Commonwealthmen. A part of the mansion was restored and furbished up with + the plate, hangings, and furniture brought from the house in London. My + lady meant to have a triumphal entry into Castlewood village, and expected + the people to cheer as she drove over the Green in her great coach, my + lord beside her, her gentlewomen, lap-dogs, and cockatoos on the opposite + seat, six horses to her carriage, and servants armed and mounted following + it and preceding it. But 'twas in the height of the No-Popery cry; the + folks in the village and the neighboring town were scared by the sight of + her ladyship's painted face and eyelids, as she bobbed her head out of the + coach window, meaning, no doubt, to be very gracious; and one old woman + said, “Lady Isabel! lord-a-mercy, it's Lady Jezebel!” a name by which the + enemies of the right honorable Viscountess were afterwards in the habit of + designating her. The country was then in a great No-Popery fervor; her + ladyship's known conversion, and her husband's, the priest in her train, + and the service performed at the chapel of Castlewood (though the chapel + had been built for that worship before any other was heard of in the + country, and though the service was performed in the most quiet manner), + got her no favor at first in the county or village. By far the greater + part of the estate of Castlewood had been confiscated, and been parcelled + out to Commonwealthmen. One or two of these old Cromwellian soldiers were + still alive in the village, and looked grimly at first upon my Lady + Viscountess, when she came to dwell there. + </p> + <p> + She appeared at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her lord after her, scaring + the country folks with the splendor of her diamonds, which she always wore + in public. They said she wore them in private, too, and slept with them + round her neck; though the writer can pledge his word that this was a + calumny. “If she were to take them off,” my Lady Sark said, “Tom Esmond, + her husband, would run away with them and pawn them.” 'Twas another + calumny. My Lady Sark was also an exile from Court, and there had been war + between the two ladies before. + </p> + <p> + The village people began to be reconciled presently to their lady, who was + generous and kind, though fantastic and haughty, in her ways; and whose + praises Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, sounded loudly amongst his flock. As for my + lord, he gave no great trouble, being considered scarce more than an + appendage to my lady, who, as daughter of the old lords of Castlewood, and + possessor of vast wealth, as the country folks said (though indeed + nine-tenths of it existed but in rumor), was looked upon as the real queen + of the Castle, and mistress of all it contained. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0003" id="link2HCH0003"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III. + </h2> + <p> + WHITHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD PRECEDED HIM AS PAGE + TO ISABELLA. + </p> + <p> + Coming up to London again some short time after this retreat, the Lord + Castlewood despatched a retainer of his to a little Cottage in the village + of Ealing, near to London, where for some time had dwelt an old French + refugee, by name Mr. Pastoureau, one of those whom the persecution of the + Huguenots by the French king had brought over to this country. With this + old man lived a little lad, who went by the name of Henry Thomas. He + remembered to have lived in another place a short time before, near to + London too, amongst looms and spinning-wheels, and a great deal of + psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole colony of Frenchmen. + </p> + <p> + There he had a dear, dear friend, who died, and whom he called Aunt. She + used to visit him in his dreams sometimes; and her face, though it was + homely, was a thousand times dearer to him than that of Mrs. Pastoureau, + Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who came to live with him after aunt went + away. And there, at Spittlefields, as it used to be called, lived Uncle + George, who was a weaver too, but used to tell Harry that he was a little + gentleman, and that his father was a captain, and his mother an angel. + </p> + <p> + When he said so, Bon Papa used to look up from the loom, where he was + embroidering beautiful silk flowers, and say, “Angel! she belongs to the + Babylonish scarlet woman.” Bon Papa was always talking of the scarlet + woman. He had a little room where he always used to preach and sing hymns + out of his great old nose. Little Harry did not like the preaching; he + liked better the fine stories which aunt used to tell him. Bon Papa's wife + never told him pretty stories; she quarrelled with Uncle George, and he + went away. + </p> + <p> + After this, Harry's Bon Papa and his wife and two children of her own that + she brought with her, came to live at Ealing. The new wife gave her + children the best of everything, and Harry many a whipping, he knew not + why. Besides blows, he got ill names from her, which need not be set down + here, for the sake of old Mr. Pastoureau, who was still kind sometimes. + The unhappiness of those days is long forgiven, though they cast a shade + of melancholy over the child's youth, which will accompany him, no doubt, + to the end of his days: as those tender twigs are bent the trees grow + afterward; and he, at least, who has suffered as a child, and is not quite + perverted in that early school of unhappiness, learns to be gentle and + long-suffering with little children. + </p> + <p> + Harry was very glad when a gentleman dressed in black, on horseback, with + a mounted servant behind him, came to fetch him away from Ealing. The + noverca, or unjust stepmother, who had neglected him for her own two + children, gave him supper enough the night before he went away, and plenty + in the morning. She did not beat him once, and told the children to keep + their hands off him. One was a girl, and Harry never could bear to strike + a girl; and the other was a boy, whom he could easily have beat, but he + always cried out, when Mrs. Pastoureau came sailing to the rescue with + arms like a flail. She only washed Harry's face the day he went away; nor + ever so much as once boxed his ears. She whimpered rather when the + gentleman in black came for the boy; and old Mr. Pastoureau, as he gave + the child his blessing, scowled over his shoulder at the strange + gentleman, and grumbled out something about Babylon and the scarlet lady. + He was grown quite old, like a child almost. Mrs. Pastoureau used to wipe + his nose as she did to the children. She was a great, big, handsome young + woman; but, though she pretended to cry, Harry thought 'twas only a sham, + and sprung quite delighted upon the horse upon which the lackey helped + him. + </p> + <p> + He was a Frenchman; his name was Blaise. The child could talk to him in + his own language perfectly well: he knew it better than English indeed, + having lived hitherto chiefly among French people: and being called the + Little Frenchman by other boys on Ealing Green. He soon learnt to speak + English perfectly, and to forget some of his French: children forget + easily. Some earlier and fainter recollections the child had of a + different country; and a town with tall white houses: and a ship. But + these were quite indistinct in the boy's mind, as indeed the memory of + Ealing soon became, at least of much that he suffered there. + </p> + <p> + The lackey before whom he rode was very lively and voluble, and informed + the boy that the gentleman riding before him was my lord's chaplain, + Father Holt—that he was now to be called Master Harry Esmond—that + my Lord Viscount Castlewood was his parrain—that he was to live at + the great house of Castlewood, in the province of ——shire, + where he would see Madame the Viscountess, who was a grand lady. And so, + seated on a cloth before Blaise's saddle, Harry Esmond was brought to + London, and to a fine square called Covent Garden, near to which his + patron lodged. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand, and brought him to this + nobleman, a grand languid nobleman in a great cap and flowered + morning-gown, sucking oranges. He patted Harry on the head and gave him an + orange. + </p> + <p> + “C'est bien ca,” he said to the priest after eying the child, and the + gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders. + </p> + <p> + “Let Blaise take him out for a holiday,” and out for a holiday the boy and + the valet went. Harry went jumping along; he was glad enough to go. + </p> + <p> + He will remember to his life's end the delights of those days. He was + taken to see a play by Monsieur Blaise, in a house a thousand times + greater and finer than the booth at Ealing Fair—and on the next + happy day they took water on the river, and Harry saw London Bridge, with + the houses and booksellers' shops thereon, looking like a street, and the + Tower of London, with the Armor, and the great lions and bears in the moat—all + under company of Monsieur Blaise. + </p> + <p> + Presently, of an early morning, all the party set forth for the country, + namely, my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman; Monsieur Blaise and + Harry on a pillion behind them, and two or three men with pistols leading + the baggage-horses. And all along the road the Frenchman told little Harry + stories of brigands, which made the child's hair stand on end, and + terrified him; so that at the great gloomy inn on the road where they lay, + he besought to be allowed to sleep in a room with one of the servants, and + was compassionated by Mr. Holt, the gentleman who travelled with my lord, + and who gave the child a little bed in his chamber. + </p> + <p> + His artless talk and answers very likely inclined this gentleman in the + boy's favor, for next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride behind him, and + not with the French lacky; and all along the journey put a thousand + questions to the child—as to his foster-brother and relations at + Ealing; what his old grandfather had taught him; what languages he knew; + whether he could read and write, and sing, and so forth. And Mr. Holt + found that Harry could read and write, and possessed the two languages of + French and English very well; and when he asked Harry about singing, the + lad broke out with a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which set Mr. + Holt a-laughing; and even caused his grand parrain in the laced hat and + periwig to laugh too when Holt told him what the child was singing. For it + appeared that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns were not sung in the churches Mr. + Holt preached at. + </p> + <p> + “You must never sing that song any more: do you hear, little mannikin?” + says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger. + </p> + <p> + “But we will try and teach you a better, Harry,” Mr. Holt said; and the + child answered, for he was a docile child, and of an affectionate nature, + “That he loved pretty songs, and would try and learn anything the + gentleman would tell him.” That day he so pleased the gentlemen by his + talk, that they had him to dine with them at the inn, and encouraged him + in his prattle; and Monsieur Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the day + before, waited upon him now. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis well, 'tis well!” said Blaise, that night (in his own language) when + they lay again at an inn. “We are a little lord here; we are a little lord + now: we shall see what we are when we come to Castlewood, where my lady + is.” + </p> + <p> + “When shall we come to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?” says Harry. + </p> + <p> + “Parbleu! my lord does not press himself,” Blaise says, with a grin; and, + indeed, it seemed as if his lordship was not in a great hurry, for he + spent three days on that journey which Harry Esmond hath often since + ridden in a dozen hours. For the last two of the days Harry rode with the + priest, who was so kind to him, that the child had grown to be quite fond + and familiar with him by the journey's end, and had scarce a thought in + his little heart which by that time he had not confided to his new friend. + </p> + <p> + At length, on the third day, at evening, they came to a village standing + on a green with elms round it, very pretty to look at; and the people + there all took off their hats, and made curtsies to my Lord Viscount, who + bowed to them all languidly; and there was one portly person that wore a + cassock and a broad-leafed hat, who bowed lower than any one—and + with this one both my lord and Mr. Holt had a few words. “This, Harry, is + Castlewood church,” says Mr. Holt, “and this is the pillar thereof, + learned Doctor Tusher. Take off your hat, sirrah, and salute Dr. Tusher!” + </p> + <p> + “Come up to supper, Doctor,” says my lord; at which the Doctor made + another low bow, and the party moved on towards a grand house that was + before them, with many gray towers and vanes on them, and windows flaming + in the sunshine; and a great army of rooks, wheeling over their heads, + made for the woods behind the house, as Harry saw; and Mr. Holt told him + that they lived at Castlewood too. + </p> + <p> + They came to the house, and passed under an arch into a court-yard, with a + fountain in the centre, where many men came and held my lord's stirrup as + he descended, and paid great respect to Mr. Holt likewise. And the child + thought that the servants looked at him curiously, and smiled to one + another—and he recalled what Blaise had said to him when they were + in London, and Harry had spoken about his godpapa, when the Frenchman + said, “Parbleu, one sees well that my lord is your godfather;” words + whereof the poor lad did not know the meaning then, though he apprehended + the truth in a very short time afterwards, and learned it, and thought of + it with no small feeling of shame. + </p> + <p> + Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they were both descended from their + horses, Mr. Holt led him across the court, and under a low door to rooms + on a level with the ground; one of which Father Holt said was to be the + boy's chamber, the other on the other side of the passage being the + Father's own; and as soon as the little man's face was washed, and the + Father's own dress arranged, Harry's guide took him once more to the door + by which my lord had entered the hall, and up a stair, and through an + ante-room to my lady's drawing-room—an apartment than which Harry + thought he had never seen anything more grand—no, not in the Tower + of London which he had just visited. Indeed, the chamber was richly + ornamented in the manner of Queen Elizabeth's time, with great stained + windows at either end, and hangings of tapestry, which the sun shining + through the colored glass painted of a thousand lines; and here in state, + by the fire, sat a lady to whom the priest took up Harry, who was indeed + amazed by her appearance. + </p> + <p> + My Lady Viscountess's face was daubed with white and red up to the eyes, + to which the paint gave an unearthly glare: she had a tower of lace on her + head, under which was a bush of black curls—borrowed curls—so + that no wonder little Harry Esmond was scared when he was first presented + to her—the kind priest acting as master of the ceremonies at that + solemn introduction—and he stared at her with eyes almost as great + as her own, as he had stared at the player woman who acted the wicked + tragedy-queen, when the players came down to Ealing Fair. She sat in a + great chair by the fire-corner; in her lap was a spaniel-dog that barked + furiously; on a little table by her was her ladyship's snuff-box and her + sugar-plum box. She wore a dress of black velvet, and a petticoat of + flame-colored brocade. She had as many rings on her fingers as the old + woman of Banbury Cross; and pretty small feet which she was fond of + showing, with great gold clocks to her stockings, and white pantofles with + red heels; and an odor of musk was shook out of her garments whenever she + moved or quitted the room, leaning on her tortoise-shell stick, little + Fury barking at her heels. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Tusher, the parson's wife, was with my lady. She had been + waiting-woman to her ladyship in the late lord's time, and, having her + soul in that business, took naturally to it when the Viscountess of + Castlewood returned to inhabit her father's house. + </p> + <p> + “I present to your ladyship your kinsman and little page of honor, Master + Henry Esmond,” Mr. Holt said, bowing lowly, with a sort of comical + humility. “Make a pretty bow to my lady, Monsieur; and then another little + bow, not so low, to Madame Tusher—the fair priestess of Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + “Where I have lived and hope to die, sir,” says Madame Tusher, giving a + hard glance at the brat, and then at my lady. + </p> + <p> + Upon her the boy's whole attention was for a time directed. He could not + keep his great eyes off from her. Since the Empress of Ealing, he had seen + nothing so awful. + </p> + <p> + “Does my appearance please you, little page?” asked the lady. + </p> + <p> + “He would be very hard to please if it didn't,” cried Madame Tusher. + </p> + <p> + “Have done, you silly Maria,” said Lady Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “Where I'm attached, I'm attached, Madame—and I'd die rather than + not say so.” + </p> + <p> + “Je meurs ou je m'attache,” Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. “The ivy + says so in the picture, and clings to the oak like a fond parasite as it + is.” + </p> + <p> + “Parricide, sir!” cries Mrs. Tusher. + </p> + <p> + “Hush, Tusher—you are always bickering with Father Holt,” cried my + lady. “Come and kiss my hand, child;” and the oak held out a BRANCH to + little Harry Esmond, who took and dutifully kissed the lean old hand, upon + the gnarled knuckles of which there glittered a hundred rings. + </p> + <p> + “To kiss that hand would make many a pretty fellow happy!” cried Mrs. + Tusher: on which my lady crying out, “Go, you foolish Tusher!” and tapping + her with her great fan, Tusher ran forward to seize her hand and kiss it. + Fury arose and barked furiously at Tusher; and Father Holt looked on at + this queer scene, with arch, grave glances. + </p> + <p> + The awe exhibited by the little boy perhaps pleased the lady to whom this + artless flattery was bestowed: for having gone down on his knee (as Father + Holt had directed him, and the mode then was) and performed his obeisance, + she said, “Page Esmond, my groom of the chamber will inform you what your + duties are, when you wait upon my lord and me; and good Father Holt will + instruct you as becomes a gentleman of our name. You will pay him + obedience in everything, and I pray you may grow to be as learned and as + good as your tutor.” + </p> + <p> + The lady seemed to have the greatest reverence for Mr. Holt, and to be + more afraid of him than of anything else in the world. If she was ever so + angry, a word or look from Father Holt made her calm: indeed he had a vast + power of subjecting those who came near him; and, among the rest, his new + pupil gave himself up with an entire confidence and attachment to the good + Father, and became his willing slave almost from the first moment he saw + him. + </p> + <p> + He put his small hand into the Father's as he walked away from his first + presentation to his mistress, and asked many questions in his artless + childish way. “Who is that other woman?” he asked. “She is fat and round; + she is more pretty than my Lady Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + “She is Madame Tusher, the parson's wife of Castlewood. She has a son of + your age, but bigger than you.” + </p> + <p> + “Why does she like so to kiss my lady's hand. It is not good to kiss.” + </p> + <p> + “Tastes are different, little man. Madame Tusher is attached to my lady, + having been her waiting-woman before she was married, in the old lord's + time. She married Doctor Tusher the chaplain. The English household + divines often marry the waiting-women.” + </p> + <p> + “You will not marry the French woman, will you? I saw her laughing with + Blaise in the buttery.” + </p> + <p> + “I belong to a church that is older and better than the English church,” + Mr. Holt said (making a sign whereof Esmond did not then understand the + meaning, across his breast and forehead); “in our church the clergy do not + marry. You will understand these things better soon.” + </p> + <p> + “Was not Saint Peter the head of your church?—Dr. Rabbits of Ealing + told us so.” + </p> + <p> + The Father said, “Yes, he was.” + </p> + <p> + “But Saint Peter was married, for we heard only last Sunday that his + wife's mother lay sick of a fever.” On which the Father again laughed, and + said he would understand this too better soon, and talked of other things, + and took away Harry Esmond, and showed him the great old house which he + had come to inhabit. + </p> + <p> + It stood on a rising green hill, with woods behind it, in which were + rooks' nests, where the birds at morning and returning home at evening + made a great cawing. At the foot of the hill was a river, with a steep + ancient bridge crossing it; and beyond that a large pleasant green flat, + where the village of Castlewood stood, and stands, with the church in the + midst, the parsonage hard by it, the inn with the blacksmith's forge + beside it, and the sign of the “Three Castles” on the elm. The London road + stretched away towards the rising sun, and to the west were swelling hills + and peaks, behind which many a time Harry Esmond saw the same sun setting, + that he now looks on thousands of miles away across the great ocean—in + a new Castlewood, by another stream, that bears, like the new country of + wandering AEneas, the fond names of the land of his youth. + </p> + <p> + The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courts, whereof one only, the + fountain-court, was now inhabited, the other having been battered down in + the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain-court, still in good repair, was the + great hall, near to the kitchen and butteries. A dozen of living-rooms + looking to the north, and communicating with the little chapel that faced + eastwards and the buildings stretching from that to the main gate, and + with the hall (which looked to the west) into the court now dismantled. + This court had been the most magnificent of the two, until the Protector's + cannon tore down one side of it before the place was taken and stormed. + The besiegers entered at the terrace under the clock-tower, slaying every + man of the garrison, and at their head my lord's brother, Francis Esmond. + </p> + <p> + The Restoration did not bring enough money to the Lord Castlewood to + restore this ruined part of his house; where were the morning parlors, + above them the long music-gallery, and before which stretched the + garden-terrace, where, however, the flowers grew again which the boots of + the Roundheads had trodden in their assault, and which was restored + without much cost, and only a little care, by both ladies who succeeded + the second viscount in the government of this mansion. Round the + terrace-garden was a low wall with a wicket leading to the wooded height + beyond, that is called Cromwell's Battery to this day. + </p> + <p> + Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic part of his duty, which was easy + enough, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the Countess, as + the custom commonly was in his boyhood, as page, waiting at her chair, + bringing her scented water and the silver basin after dinner—sitting + on her carriage-step on state occasions, or on public days introducing her + company to her. This was chiefly of the Catholic gentry, of whom there + were a pretty many in the country and neighboring city; and who rode not + seldom to Castlewood to partake of the hospitalities there. In the second + year of their residence, the company seemed especially to increase. My + lord and my lady were seldom without visitors, in whose society it was + curious to contrast the difference of behavior between Father Holt, the + director of the family, and Doctor Tusher, the rector of the parish—Mr. + Holt moving amongst the very highest as quite their equal, and as + commanding them all; while poor Doctor Tusher, whose position was indeed a + difficult one, having been chaplain once to the Hall, and still to the + Protestant servants there, seemed more like an usher than an equal, and + always rose to go away after the first course. + </p> + <p> + Also there came in these times to Father Holt many private visitors, whom, + after a little, Henry Esmond had little difficulty in recognizing as + ecclesiastics of the Father's persuasion, whatever their dresses (and they + adopted all) might be. These were closeted with the Father constantly, and + often came and rode away without paying their devoirs to my lord and lady—to + the lady and lord rather—his lordship being little more than a + cipher in the house, and entirely under his domineering partner. A little + fowling, a little hunting, a great deal of sleep, and a long dine at cards + and table, carried through one day after another with his lordship. When + meetings took place in this second year, which often would happen with + closed doors, the page found my lord's sheet of paper scribbled over with + dogs and horses, and 'twas said he had much ado to keep himself awake at + these councils: the Countess ruling over them, and he acting as little + more than her secretary. + </p> + <p> + Father Holt began speedily to be so much occupied with these meetings as + rather to neglect the education of the little lad who so gladly put + himself under the kind priest's orders. At first they read much and + regularly, both in Latin and French; the Father not neglecting in anything + to impress his faith upon his pupil, but not forcing him violently, and + treating him with a delicacy and kindness which surprised and attached the + child, always more easily won by these methods than by any severe exercise + of authority. And his delight in their walks was to tell Harry of the + glories of his order, of its martyrs and heroes, of its Brethren + converting the heathen by myriads, traversing the desert, facing the + stake, ruling the courts and councils, or braving the tortures of kings; + so that Harry Esmond thought that to belong to the Jesuits was the + greatest prize of life and bravest end of ambition; the greatest career + here, and in heaven the surest reward; and began to long for the day, not + only when he should enter into the one church and receive his first + communion, but when he might join that wonderful brotherhood, which was + present throughout all the world, and which numbered the wisest, the + bravest, the highest born, the most eloquent of men among its members. + Father Holt bade him keep his views secret, and to hide them as a great + treasure which would escape him if it was revealed; and, proud of this + confidence and secret vested in him, the lad became fondly attached to the + master who initiated him into a mystery so wonderful and awful. And when + little Tom Tusher, his neighbor, came from school for his holiday, and + said how he, too, was to be bred up for an English priest, and would get + what he called an exhibition from his school, and then a college + scholarship and fellowship, and then a good living—it tasked young + Harry Esmond's powers of reticence not to say to his young companion, + “Church! priesthood! fat living! My dear Tommy, do you call yours a church + and a priesthood? What is a fat living compared to converting a hundred + thousand heathens by a single sermon? What is a scholarship at Trinity by + the side of a crown of martyrdom, with angels awaiting you as your head is + taken off? Could your master at school sail over the Thames on his gown? + Have you statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, and cry? My + good Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church these things take place every + day. You know Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord Castlewood, and + caused him to turn to the one true church. No saints ever come to you.” + And Harry Esmond, because of his promise to Father Holt, hiding away these + treasures of faith from T. Tusher, delivered himself of them nevertheless + simply to Father Holt; who stroked his head, smiled at him with his + inscrutable look, and told him that he did well to meditate on these great + things, and not to talk of them except under direction. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0004" id="link2HCH0004"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV. + </h2> + <p> + I AM PLACED UNDER A POPISH PRIEST AND BRED TO THAT RELIGION.—VISCOUNTESS + CASTLEWOOD. + </p> + <p> + Had time enough been given, and his childish inclinations been properly + nurtured, Harry Esmond had been a Jesuit priest ere he was a dozen years + older, and might have finished his days a martyr in China or a victim on + Tower Hill: for, in the few months they spent together at Castlewood, Mr. + Holt obtained an entire mastery over the boy's intellect and affections; + and had brought him to think, as indeed Father Holt thought with all his + heart too, that no life was so noble, no death so desirable, as that which + many brethren of his famous order were ready to undergo. By love, by a + brightness of wit and good-humor that charmed all, by an authority which + he knew how to assume, by a mystery and silence about him which increased + the child's reverence for him, he won Harry's absolute fealty, and would + have kept it, doubtless, if schemes greater and more important than a poor + little boy's admission into orders had not called him away. + </p> + <p> + After being at home for a few months in tranquillity (if theirs might be + called tranquillity, which was, in truth, a constant bickering), my lord + and lady left the country for London, taking their director with them: and + his little pupil scarce ever shed more bitter tears in his life than he + did for nights after the first parting with his dear friend, as he lay in + the lonely chamber next to that which the Father used to occupy. He and a + few domestics were left as the only tenants of the great house: and, + though Harry sedulously did all the tasks which the Father set him, he had + many hours unoccupied, and read in the library, and bewildered his little + brains with the great books he found there. + </p> + <p> + After a while, the little lad grew accustomed to the loneliness of the + place; and in after days remembered this part of his life as a period not + unhappy. When the family was at London the whole of the establishment + travelled thither with the exception of the porter—who was, + moreover, brewer, gardener, and woodman—and his wife and children. + These had their lodging in the gate-house hard by, with a door into the + court; and a window looking out on the green was the Chaplain's room; and + next to this a small chamber where Father Holt had his books, and Harry + Esmond his sleeping closet. The side of the house facing the east had + escaped the guns of the Cromwellians, whose battery was on the height + facing the western court; so that this eastern end bore few marks of + demolition, save in the chapel, where the painted windows surviving Edward + the Sixth had been broke by the Commonwealthmen. In Father Holt's time + little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and faithful little servitor; + beating his clothes, folding his vestments, fetching his water from the + well long before daylight, ready to run anywhere for the service of his + beloved priest. When the Father was away, he locked his private chamber; + but the room where the books were was left to little Harry, who, but for + the society of this gentleman, was little less solitary when Lord + Castlewood was at home. + </p> + <p> + The French wit saith that a hero is none to his valet-de-chambre, and it + required less quick eyes than my lady's little page was naturally endowed + with, to see that she had many qualities by no means heroic, however much + Mrs. Tusher might flatter and coax her. When Father Holt was not by, who + exercised an entire authority over the pair, my lord and my lady + quarrelled and abused each other so as to make the servants laugh, and to + frighten the little page on duty. The poor boy trembled before his + mistress, who called him by a hundred ugly names, who made nothing of + boxing his ears, and tilting the silver basin in his face which it was his + business to present to her after dinner. She hath repaired, by subsequent + kindness to him, these severities, which it must be owned made his + childhood very unhappy. She was but unhappy herself at this time, poor + soul! and I suppose made her dependants lead her own sad life. I think my + lord was as much afraid of her as her page was, and the only person of the + household who mastered her was Mr. Holt. Harry was only too glad when the + Father dined at table, and to slink away and prattle with him afterwards, + or read with him, or walk with him. Luckily my Lady Viscountess did not + rise till noon. Heaven help the poor waiting-woman who had charge of her + toilet! I have often seen the poor wretch come out with red eyes from the + closet where those long and mysterious rites of her ladyship's dress were + performed, and the backgammon-box locked up with a rap on Mrs. Tusher's + fingers when she played ill, or the game was going the wrong way. + </p> + <p> + Blessed be the king who introduced cards, and the kind inventors of piquet + and cribbage, for they employed six hours at least of her ladyship's day, + during which her family was pretty easy. Without this occupation my lady + frequently declared she should die. Her dependants one after another + relieved guard—'twas rather a dangerous post to play with her + ladyship—and took the cards turn about. Mr. Holt would sit with her + at piquet during hours together, at which time she behaved herself + properly; and as for Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a + parishioner's dying bed, if summoned to play a rubber with his patroness + at Castlewood. Sometimes, when they were pretty comfortable together, my + lord took a hand. Besides these my lady had her faithful poor Tusher, and + one, two, three gentlewomen whom Harry Esmond could recollect in his time. + They could not bear that genteel service very long; one after another + tried and failed at it. These and the housekeeper, and little Harry + Esmond, had a table of their own. Poor ladies their life was far harder + than the page's. He was sound asleep, tucked up in his little bed, whilst + they were sitting by her ladyship reading her to sleep, with the “News + Letter” or the “Grand Cyrus.” My lady used to have boxes of new plays from + London, and Harry was forbidden, under the pain of a whipping, to look + into them. I am afraid he deserved the penalty pretty often, and got it + sometimes. Father Holt applied it twice or thrice, when he caught the + young scapegrace with a delightful wicked comedy of Mr. Shadwell's or Mr. + Wycherley's under his pillow. + </p> + <p> + These, when he took any, were my lord's favorite reading. But he was + averse to much study, and, as his little page fancied, to much occupation + of any sort. + </p> + <p> + It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him with more + kindness when his lady was not present, and Lord Castlewood would take the + lad sometimes on his little journeys a-hunting or a-birding; he loved to + play at cards and tric-trac with him, which games the boy learned to + pleasure his lord: and was growing to like him better daily, showing a + special pleasure if Father Holt gave a good report of him, patting him on + the head, and promising that he would provide for the boy. However, in my + lady's presence, my lord showed no such marks of kindness, and affected to + treat the lad roughly, and rebuked him sharply for little faults, for + which he in a manner asked pardon of young Esmond when they were private, + saying if he did not speak roughly, she would, and his tongue was not such + a bad one as his lady's—a point whereof the boy, young as he was, + was very well assured. + </p> + <p> + Great public events were happening all this while, of which the simple + young page took little count. But one day, riding into the neighboring + town on the step of my lady's coach, his lordship and she and Father Holt + being inside, a great mob of people came hooting and jeering round the + coach, bawling out “The Bishops for ever!” “Down with the Pope!” “No + Popery! no Popery! Jezebel, Jezebel!” so that my lord began to laugh, my + lady's eyes to roll with anger, for she was as bold as a lioness, and + feared nobody; whilst Mr. Holt, as Esmond saw from his place on the step, + sank back with rather an alarmed face, crying out to her ladyship, “For + God's sake, madam, do not speak or look out of window; sit still.” But she + did not obey this prudent injunction of the Father; she thrust her head + out of the coach window, and screamed out to the coachman, “Flog your way + through them, the brutes, James, and use your whip!” + </p> + <p> + The mob answered with a roaring jeer of laughter, and fresh cries of + “Jezebel! Jezebel!” My lord only laughed the more: he was a languid + gentleman: nothing seemed to excite him commonly, though I have seen him + cheer and halloo the hounds very briskly, and his face (which was + generally very yellow and calm) grow quite red and cheerful during a burst + over the Downs after a hare, and laugh, and swear, and huzzah at a + cockfight, of which sport he was very fond. And now, when the mob began to + hoot his lady, he laughed with something of a mischievous look, as though + he expected sport, and thought that she and they were a match. + </p> + <p> + James the coachman was more afraid of his mistress than the mob, probably, + for he whipped on his horses as he was bidden, and the post-boy that rode + with the first pair (my lady always rode with her coach-and-six,) gave a + cut of his thong over the shoulders of one fellow who put his hand out + towards the leading horse's rein. + </p> + <p> + It was a market-day, and the country-people were all assembled with their + baskets of poultry, eggs, and such things; the postilion had no sooner + lashed the man who would have taken hold of his horse, but a great cabbage + came whirling like a bombshell into the carriage, at which my lord laughed + more, for it knocked my lady's fan out of her hand, and plumped into + Father Holt's stomach. Then came a shower of carrots and potatoes. + </p> + <p> + “For Heaven's sake be still!” says Mr. Holt; “we are not ten paces from + the 'Bell' archway, where they can shut the gates on us, and keep out this + canaille.” + </p> + <p> + The little page was outside the coach on the step, and a fellow in the + crowd aimed a potato at him, and hit him in the eye, at which the poor + little wretch set up a shout; the man laughed, a great big saddler's + apprentice of the town. “Ah! you d—- little yelling Popish bastard,” + he said, and stooped to pick up another; the crowd had gathered quite + between the horses and the inn door by this time, and the coach was + brought to a dead stand-still. My lord jumped as briskly as a boy out of + the door on his side of the coach, squeezing little Harry behind it; had + hold of the potato-thrower's collar in an instant, and the next moment the + brute's heels were in the air, and he fell on the stones with a thump. + </p> + <p> + “You hulking coward!” says he; “you pack of screaming blackguards! how + dare you attack children, and insult women? Fling another shot at that + carriage, you sneaking pigskin cobbler, and by the Lord I'll send my + rapier through you!” + </p> + <p> + Some of the mob cried, “Huzzah, my lord!” for they knew him, and the + saddler's man was a known bruiser, near twice as big as my lord Viscount. + </p> + <p> + “Make way there,” says he (he spoke in a high shrill voice, but with a + great air of authority). “Make way, and let her ladyship's carriage pass.” + The men that were between the coach and the gate of the “Bell” actually + did make way, and the horses went in, my lord walking after them with his + hat on his head. + </p> + <p> + As he was going in at the gate, through which the coach had just rolled, + another cry begins, of “No Popery—no Papists!” My lord turns round + and faces them once more. + </p> + <p> + “God save the King!” says he at the highest pitch of his voice. “Who dares + abuse the King's religion? You, you d—d psalm-singing cobbler, as + sure as I'm a magistrate of this county I'll commit you!” The fellow + shrank back, and my lord retreated with all the honors of the day. But + when the little flurry caused by the scene was over, and the flush passed + off his face, he relapsed into his usual languor, trifled with his little + dog, and yawned when my lady spoke to him. + </p> + <p> + This mob was one of many thousands that were going about the country at + that time, huzzahing for the acquittal of the seven bishops who had been + tried just then, and about whom little Harry Esmond at that time knew + scarce anything. It was Assizes at Hexton, and there was a great meeting + of the gentry at the “Bell;” and my lord's people had their new liveries + on, and Harry a little suit of blue and silver, which he wore upon + occasions of state; and the gentlefolks came round and talked to my lord: + and a judge in a red gown, who seemed a very great personage, especially + complimented him and my lady, who was mighty grand. Harry remembers her + train borne up by her gentlewoman. There was an assembly and ball at the + great room at the “Bell,” and other young gentlemen of the county families + looked on as he did. One of them jeered him for his black eye, which was + swelled by the potato, and another called him a bastard, on which he and + Harry fell to fisticuffs. My lord's cousin, Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was + there, and separated the two lads—a great tall gentleman, with a + handsome good-natured face. The boy did not know how nearly in after-life + he should be allied to Colonel Esmond, and how much kindness he should + have to owe him. + </p> + <p> + There was little love between the two families. My lady used not to spare + Colonel Esmond in talking of him, for reasons which have been hinted + already; but about which, at his tender age, Henry Esmond could be + expected to know nothing. + </p> + <p> + Very soon afterwards, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. Holt, + leaving, however, the page behind them. The little man had the great house + of Castlewood to himself; or between him and the housekeeper, Mrs. + Worksop, an old lady who was a kinswoman of the family in some distant + way, and a Protestant, but a staunch Tory and king's-man, as all the + Esmonds were. He used to go to school to Dr. Tusher when he was at home, + though the Doctor was much occupied too. There was a great stir and + commotion everywhere, even in the little quiet village of Castlewood, + whither a party of people came from the town, who would have broken + Castlewood Chapel windows, but the village people turned out, and even old + Sieveright, the republican blacksmith, along with them: for my lady, + though she was a Papist, and had many odd ways, was kind to the tenantry, + and there was always a plenty of beef, and blankets, and medicine for the + poor at Castlewood Hall. + </p> + <p> + A kingdom was changing hands whilst my lord and lady were away. King James + was flying, the Dutchmen were coming; awful stories about them and the + Prince of Orange used old Mrs. Worksop to tell to the idle little page. + </p> + <p> + He liked the solitude of the great house very well; he had all the + play-books to read, and no Father Holt to whip him, and a hundred childish + pursuits and pastimes, without doors and within, which made this time very + pleasant. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0005" id="link2HCH0005"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V. + </h2> + <h3> + MY SUPERIORS ARE ENGAGED IN PLOTS FOR THE RESTORATION OF KING JAMES II. + </h3> + <p> + Not having been able to sleep, for thinking of some lines for eels which + he had placed the night before, the lad was lying in his little bed, + waiting for the hour when the gate would be open, and he and his comrade, + John Lockwood, the porter's son, might go to the pond and see what fortune + had brought them. At daybreak John was to awaken him, but his own + eagerness for the sport had served as a reveillez long since—so + long, that it seemed to him as if the day never would come. + </p> + <p> + It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the opposite + chamber, the Chaplain's room, open, and the voice of a man coughing in the + passage. Harry jumped up, thinking for certain it was a robber, or hoping + perhaps for a ghost, and, flinging open his own door, saw before him the + Chaplain's door open, and a light inside, and a figure standing in the + doorway, in the midst of a great smoke which issued from the room. + </p> + <p> + “Who's there?” cried out the boy, who was of a good spirit. + </p> + <p> + “Silentium!” whispered the other; “'tis I, my boy!” and, holding his hand + out, Harry had no difficulty in recognizing his master and friend, Father + Holt. A curtain was over the window of the Chaplain's room that looked to + the court, and Harry saw that the smoke came from a great flame of papers + which were burning in a brazier when he entered the Chaplain's room. After + giving a hasty greeting and blessing to the lad, who was charmed to see + his tutor, the Father continued the burning of his papers, drawing them + from a cupboard over the mantel-piece wall, which Harry had never seen + before. + </p> + <p> + Father Holt laughed, seeing the lad's attention fixed at once on this + hole. “That is right, Harry,” he said; “faithful little famuli, see all + and say nothing. You are faithful, I know.” + </p> + <p> + “I know I would go to the stake for you,” said Harry. + </p> + <p> + “I don't want your head,” said the Father, patting it kindly; “all you + have to do is to hold your tongue. Let us burn these papers, and say + nothing to anybody. Should you like to read them?” + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond blushed, and held down his head; he HAD looked as the fact + was, and without thinking, at the paper before him; and though he had seen + it, could not understand a word of it, the letters being quite clear + enough, but quite without meaning. They burned the papers, beating down + the ashes in a brazier, so that scarce any traces of them remained. + </p> + <p> + Harry had been accustomed to see Father Holt in more dresses than one; it + not being safe, or worth the danger, for Popish ecclesiastics to wear + their proper dress; and he was, in consequence, in no wise astonished that + the priest should now appear before him in a riding-dress, with large buff + leather boots, and a feather to his hat, plain, but such as gentlemen + wore. + </p> + <p> + “You know the secret of the cupboard,” said he, laughing, “and must be + prepared for other mysteries;” and he opened—but not a secret + cupboard this time—only a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked, + and from which he now took out two or three dresses and perruques of + different colors, and a couple of swords of a pretty make (Father Holt was + an expert practitioner with the small-sword, and every day, whilst he was + at home, he and his pupil practised this exercise, in which the lad became + a very great proficient), a military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, + and placed them in the large hole over the mantel-piece from which the + papers had been taken. + </p> + <p> + “If they miss the cupboard,” he said, “they will not find these; if they + find them, they'll tell no tales, except that Father Holt wore more suits + of clothes than one. All Jesuits do. You know what deceivers we are, + Harry.” + </p> + <p> + Harry was alarmed at the notion that his friend was about to leave him; + but “No,” the priest said, “I may very likely come back with my lord in a + few days. We are to be tolerated; we are not to be persecuted. But they + may take a fancy to pay a visit at Castlewood ere our return; and, as + gentlemen of my cloth are suspected, they might choose to examine my + papers, which concern nobody—at least not them.” And to this day, + whether the papers in cipher related to politics, or to the affairs of + that mysterious society whereof Father Holt was a member, his pupil, Harry + Esmond, remains in entire ignorance. + </p> + <p> + The rest of his goods, his small wardrobe, &c. Holt left untouched on + his shelves and in his cupboard, taking down—with a laugh, however—and + flinging into the brazier, where he only half burned them, some + theological treatises which he had been writing against the English + divines. “And now,” said he, “Henry, my son, you may testify, with a safe + conscience, that you saw me burning Latin sermons the last time I was here + before I went away to London; and it will be daybreak directly, and I must + be away before Lockwood is stirring.” + </p> + <p> + “Will not Lockwood let you out, sir?” Esmond asked. Holt laughed; he was + never more gay or good-humored than when in the midst of action or danger. + </p> + <p> + “Lockwood knows nothing of my being here, mind you,” he said; “nor would + you, you little wretch! had you slept better. You must forget that I have + been here; and now farewell. Close the door, and go to your own room, and + don't come out till—stay, why should you not know one secret more? I + know you will never betray me.” + </p> + <p> + In the Chaplain's room were two windows; the one looking into the court + facing westwards to the fountain; the other, a small casement strongly + barred, and looking on to the green in front of the Hall. This window was + too high to reach from the ground; but, mounting on a buffet which stood + beneath it, Father Holt showed me how, by pressing on the base of the + window, the whole framework of lead, glass, and iron stanchions descended + into a cavity worked below, from which it could be drawn and restored to + its usual place from without; a broken pane being purposely open to admit + the hand which was to work upon the spring of the machine. + </p> + <p> + “When I am gone,” Father Holt said, “you may push away the buffet, so that + no one may fancy that an exit has been made that way; lock the door; place + the key—where shall we put the key?—under 'Chrysostom' on the + book-shelf; and if any ask for it, say I keep it there, and told you where + to find it, if you had need to go to my room. The descent is easy down the + wall into the ditch; and so, once more farewell, until I see thee again, + my dear son.” And with this the intrepid Father mounted the buffet with + great agility and briskness, stepped across the window, lifting up the + bars and framework again from the other side, and only leaving room for + Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand before the casement + closed, the bars fixing as firmly as ever, seemingly, in the stone arch + overhead. When Father Holt next arrived at Castlewood, it was by the + public gate on horseback; and he never so much as alluded to the existence + of the private issue to Harry, except when he had need of a private + messenger from within, for which end, no doubt, he had instructed his + young pupil in the means of quitting the Hall. + </p> + <p> + Esmond, young as he was, would have died sooner than betray his friend and + master, as Mr. Holt well knew; for he had tried the boy more than once, + putting temptations in his way, to see whether he would yield to them and + confess afterwards, or whether he would resist them, as he did sometimes, + or whether he would lie, which he never did. Holt instructing the boy on + this point, however, that if to keep silence is not to lie, as it + certainly is not, yet silence is, after all, equivalent to a negation—and + therefore a downright No, in the interest of justice or your friend, and + in reply to a question that may be prejudicial to either, is not criminal, + but, on the contrary, praiseworthy; and as lawful a way as the other of + eluding a wrongful demand. For instance (says he), suppose a good citizen, + who had seen his Majesty take refuge there, had been asked, “Is King + Charles up that oak-tree?” his duty would have been not to say, Yes—so + that the Cromwellians should seize the king and murder him like his father—but + No; his Majesty being private in the tree, and therefore not to be seen + there by loyal eyes: all which instruction, in religion and morals, as + well as in the rudiments of the tongues and sciences, the boy took eagerly + and with gratitude from his tutor. When, then, Holt was gone, and told + Harry not to see him, it was as if he had never been. And he had this + answer pat when he came to be questioned a few days after. + </p> + <p> + The Prince of Orange was then at Salisbury, as young Esmond learned from + seeing Doctor Tusher in his best cassock (though the roads were muddy, and + he never was known to wear his silk, only his stuff one, a-horseback), + with a great orange cockade in his broad-leafed hat, and Nahum, his clerk, + ornamented with a like decoration. The Doctor was walking up and down in + front of his parsonage, when little Esmond saw him, and heard him say he + was going to pay his duty to his Highness the Prince, as he mounted his + pad and rode away with Nahum behind. The village people had orange + cockades too, and his friend the blacksmith's laughing daughter pinned one + into Harry's old hat, which he tore out indignantly when they bade him to + cry “God save the Prince of Orange and the Protestant religion!” but the + people only laughed, for they liked the boy in the village, where his + solitary condition moved the general pity, and where he found friendly + welcomes and faces in many houses. Father Holt had many friends there too, + for he not only would fight the blacksmith at theology, never losing his + temper, but laughing the whole time in his pleasant way; but he cured him + of an ague with quinquina, and was always ready with a kind word for any + man that asked it, so that they said in the village 'twas a pity the two + were Papists. + </p> + <p> + The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood agreed very well; indeed, the + former was a perfectly-bred gentleman, and it was the latter's business to + agree with everybody. Doctor Tusher and the lady's-maid, his spouse, had a + boy who was about the age of little Esmond; and there was such a + friendship between the lads, as propinquity and tolerable kindness and + good-humor on either side would be pretty sure to occasion. Tom Tusher was + sent off early, however, to a school in London, whither his father took + him and a volume of sermons, in the first year of the reign of King James; + and Tom returned but once, a year afterwards, to Castlewood for many years + of his scholastic and collegiate life. Thus there was less danger to Tom + of a perversion of his faith by the Director, who scarce ever saw him, + than there was to Harry, who constantly was in the Vicar's company; but as + long as Harry's religion was his Majesty's, and my lord's, and my lady's, + the Doctor said gravely, it should not be for him to disturb or disquiet + him: it was far from him to say that his Majesty's Church was not a branch + of the Catholic Church; upon which Father Holt used, according to his + custom, to laugh, and say that the Holy Church throughout all the world, + and the noble Army of Martyrs, were very much obliged to the Doctor. + </p> + <p> + It was while Dr. Tusher was away at Salisbury that there came a troop of + dragoons with orange scarfs, and quartered in Castlewood, and some of them + came up to the Hall, where they took possession, robbing nothing however + beyond the hen-house and the beer-cellar: and only insisting upon going + through the house and looking for papers. The first room they asked to + look at was Father Holt's room, of which Harry Esmond brought the key, and + they opened the drawers and the cupboards, and tossed over the papers and + clothes—but found nothing except his books and clothes, and the + vestments in a box by themselves, with which the dragoons made merry, to + Harry Esmond's horror. And to the questions which the gentleman put to + Harry, he replied that Father Holt was a very kind man to him, and a very + learned man, and Harry supposed would tell him none of his secrets if he + had any. He was about eleven years old at this time, and looked as + innocent as boys of his age. + </p> + <p> + The family were away more than six months, and when they returned they + were in the deepest state of dejection, for King James had been banished, + the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and the direst persecutions of + those of the Catholic faith were apprehended by my lady, who said she did + not believe that there was a word of truth in the promises of toleration + that Dutch monster made, or in a single word the perjured wretch said. My + lord and lady were in a manner prisoners in their own house; so her + ladyship gave the little page to know, who was by this time growing of an + age to understand what was passing about him, and something of the + characters of the people he lived with. + </p> + <p> + “We are prisoners,” says she; “in everything but chains, we are prisoners. + Let them come, let them consign me to dungeons, or strike off my head from + this poor little throat” (and she clasped it in her long fingers). “The + blood of the Esmonds will always flow freely for their kings. We are not + like the Churchills—the Judases, who kiss their master and betray + him. We know how to suffer, how even to forgive in the royal cause” (no + doubt it was to that fatal business of losing the place of Groom of the + Posset to which her ladyship alluded, as she did half a dozen times in the + day). “Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and his odious Dutch + tortures—the beast! the wretch! I spit upon him and defy him. + Cheerfully will I lay this head upon the block; cheerfully will I + accompany my lord to the scaffold: we will cry 'God save King James!' with + our dying breath, and smile in the face of the executioner.” And she told + her page, a hundred times at least, of the particulars of the last + interview which she had with his Majesty. + </p> + <p> + “I flung myself before my liege's feet,” she said, “at Salisbury. I + devoted myself—my husband—my house, to his cause. Perhaps he + remembered old times, when Isabella Esmond was young and fair; perhaps he + recalled the day when 'twas not I that knelt—at least he spoke to me + with a voice that reminded ME of days gone by. 'Egad!' said his Majesty, + 'you should go to the Prince of Orange; if you want anything.' 'No, sire,' + I replied, 'I would not kneel to a Usurper; the Esmond that would have + served your Majesty will never be groom to a traitor's posset.' The royal + exile smiled, even in the midst of his misfortune; he deigned to raise me + with words of consolation. The Viscount, my husband, himself, could not be + angry at the august salute with which he honored me!” + </p> + <p> + The public misfortune had the effect of making my lord and his lady better + friends than they ever had been since their courtship. My lord Viscount + had shown both loyalty and spirit, when these were rare qualities in the + dispirited party about the King; and the praise he got elevated him not a + little in his wife's good opinion, and perhaps in his own. He wakened up + from the listless and supine life which he had been leading; was always + riding to and fro in consultation with this friend or that of the King's; + the page of course knowing little of his doings, but remarking only his + greater cheerfulness and altered demeanor. + </p> + <p> + Father Holt came to the Hall constantly, but officiated no longer openly + as chaplain; he was always fetching and carrying: strangers, military and + ecclesiastic (Harry knew the latter, though they came in all sorts of + disguises), were continually arriving and departing. My lord made long + absences and sudden reappearances, using sometimes the means of exit which + Father Holt had employed, though how often the little window in the + Chaplain's room let in or let out my lord and his friends, Harry could not + tell. He stoutly kept his promise to the Father of not prying, and if at + midnight from his little room he heard noises of persons stirring in the + next chamber, he turned round to the wall, and hid his curiosity under his + pillow until it fell asleep. Of course he could not help remarking that + the priest's journeys were constant, and understanding by a hundred signs + that some active though secret business employed him: what this was may + pretty well be guessed by what soon happened to my lord. + </p> + <p> + No garrison or watch was put into Castlewood when my lord came back, but a + Guard was in the village; and one or other of them was always on the Green + keeping a look-out on our great gate, and those who went out and in. + Lockwood said that at night especially every person who came in or went + out was watched by the outlying sentries. 'Twas lucky that we had a gate + which their Worships knew nothing about. My lord and Father Holt must have + made constant journeys at night: once or twice little Harry acted as their + messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers he was bidden to + go into the village with his fishing-rod, enter certain houses, ask for a + drink of water, and tell the good man, “There would be a horse-market at + Newbury next Thursday,” and so carry the same message on to the next house + on his list. + </p> + <p> + He did not know what the message meant at the time, nor what was + happening: which may as well, however, for clearness' sake, be explained + here. The Prince of Orange being gone to Ireland, where the King was ready + to meet him with a great army, it was determined that a great rising of + his Majesty's party should take place in this country; and my lord was to + head the force in our county. Of late he had taken a greater lead in + affairs than before, having the indefatigable Mr. Holt at his elbow, and + my Lady Viscountess strongly urging him on; and my Lord Sark being in the + Tower a prisoner, and Sir Wilmot Crawley, of Queen's Crawley, having gone + over to the Prince of Orange's side—my lord became the most + considerable person in our part of the county for the affairs of the King. + </p> + <p> + It was arranged that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, then + quartered at Newbury, should declare for the King on a certain day, when + likewise the gentry affected to his Majesty's cause were to come in with + their tenants and adherents to Newbury, march upon the Dutch troops at + Reading under Ginckel; and, these overthrown, and their indomitable little + master away in Ireland, 'twas thought that our side might move on London + itself, and a confident victory was predicted for the King. + </p> + <p> + As these great matters were in agitation, my lord lost his listless manner + and seemed to gain health; my lady did not scold him, Mr. Holt came to and + fro, busy always; and little Harry longed to have been a few inches + taller, that he might draw a sword in this good cause. + </p> + <p> + One day, it must have been about the month of July, 1690, my lord, in a + great horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shining of a steel + breastplate he had on, called little Harry to him, put the hair off the + child's forehead, and kissed him, and bade God bless him in such an + affectionate way as he never had used before. Father Holt blessed him too, + and then they took leave of my Lady Viscountess, who came from her + apartment with a pocket-handkerchief to her eyes, and her gentlewoman and + Mrs. Tusher supporting her. “You are going to—to ride,” says she. + “Oh, that I might come too—but in my situation I am forbidden horse + exercise.” + </p> + <p> + “We kiss my Lady Marchioness's hand,” says Mr. Holt. + </p> + <p> + “My lord, God speed you!” she said, stepping up and embracing my lord in a + grand manner. “Mr. Holt, I ask your blessing:” and she knelt down for + that, whilst Mrs. Tusher tossed her head up. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Holt gave the same benediction to the little page, who went down and + held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two servants waiting + there too—and they rode out of Castlewood gate. + </p> + <p> + As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in scarlet ride up + touching his hat, and address my lord. + </p> + <p> + The party stopped, and came to some parley or discussion, which presently + ended, my lord putting his horse into a canter after taking off his hat + and making a bow to the officer, who rode alongside him step for step: the + trooper accompanying him falling back, and riding with my lord's two men. + They cantered over the Green, and behind the elms (my lord waving his + hand, Harry thought), and so they disappeared. That evening we had a great + panic, the cow-boy coming at milking-time riding one of our horses, which + he had found grazing at the outer park-wall. + </p> + <p> + All night my Lady Viscountess was in a very quiet and subdued mood. She + scarce found fault with anybody; she played at cards for six hours; little + page Esmond went to sleep. He prayed for my lord and the good cause before + closing his eyes. + </p> + <p> + It was quite in the gray of the morning when the porter's bell rang, and + old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's servants, who had gone + with him in the morning, and who returned with a melancholy story. The + officer who rode up to my lord had, it appeared, said to him, that it was + his duty to inform his lordship that he was not under arrest, but under + surveillance, and to request him not to ride abroad that day. + </p> + <p> + My lord replied that riding was good for his health, that if the Captain + chose to accompany him he was welcome; and it was then that he made a bow, + and they cantered away together. + </p> + <p> + When he came on to Wansey Down, my lord all of a sudden pulled up, and the + party came to a halt at the cross-way. + </p> + <p> + “Sir,” says he to the officer, “we are four to two; will you be so kind as + to take that road, and leave me go mine?” + </p> + <p> + “Your road is mine, my lord,” says the officer. + </p> + <p> + “Then—” says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the + officer, drawing a pistol, snapped it at his lordship; as at the same + moment Father Holt, drawing a pistol, shot the officer through the head. + It was done, and the man dead in an instant of time. The orderly, gazing + at the officer, looked seared for a moment, and galloped away for his + life. + </p> + <p> + “Fire! fire!” cries out Father Holt, sending another shot after the + trooper, but the two servants were too much surprised to use their pieces, + and my lord calling to them to hold their hands, the fellow got away. + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Holt, qui pensait a tout,” says Blaise, “gets off his horse, examines + the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his money to us two, and + says, 'The wine is drawn, M. le Marquis,'—why did he say Marquis to + M. le Vicomte?—'we must drink it.' + </p> + <p> + “The poor gentleman's horse was a better one than that I rode,” Blaise + continues; “Mr. Holt bids me get on him, and so I gave a cut to Whitefoot, + and she trotted home. We rode on towards Newbury; we heard firing towards + midday: at two o'clock a horseman comes up to us as we were giving our + cattle water at an inn—and says, 'All is done! The Ecossais declared + an hour too soon—General Ginckel was down upon them.' The whole + thing was at an end. + </p> + <p> + “'And we've shot an officer on duty, and let his orderly escape,' says my + lord. + </p> + <p> + “'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines on his table-book, one for my + lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you must go back to Castlewood, and + deliver these,' and behold me.” + </p> + <p> + And he gave Harry the two papers. He read that to himself, which only + said, “Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You know nothing about + anything.” Harry read this, ran up stairs to his mistress's apartment, + where her gentlewoman slept near to the door, made her bring a light and + wake my lady, into whose hands he gave the paper. She was a wonderful + object to look at in her night attire, nor had Harry ever seen the like. + </p> + <p> + As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the + Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard over the fireplace, burned all + the papers in it, and, as he had seen the priest do before, took down one + of his reverence's manuscript sermons, and half burnt that in the brazier. + By the time the papers were quite destroyed it was daylight. Harry ran + back to his mistress again. Her gentlewoman ushered him again into her + ladyship's chamber; she told him (from behind her nuptial curtains) to bid + the coach be got ready, and that she would ride away anon. + </p> + <p> + But the mysteries of her ladyship's toilet were as awfully long on this + day as on any other, and, long after the coach was ready, my lady was + still attiring herself. And just as the Viscountess stepped forth from her + room, ready for departure, young John Lockwood comes running up from the + village with news that a lawyer, three officers, and twenty or + four-and-twenty soldiers, were marching thence upon the house. John had + but two minutes the start of them, and, ere he had well told his story, + the troop rode into our court-yard. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0006" id="link2HCH0006"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI. + </h2> + <p> + THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.—THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF + CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS. + </p> + <p> + At first my lady was for dying like Mary, Queen of Scots (to whom she + fancied she bore a resemblance in beauty), and, stroking her scraggy neck, + said, “They will find Isabel of Castlewood is equal to her fate.” Her + gentlewoman, Victoire, persuaded her that her prudent course was, as she + could not fly, to receive the troops as though she suspected nothing, and + that her chamber was the best place wherein to await them. So her black + Japan casket, which Harry was to carry to the coach, was taken back to her + ladyship's chamber, whither the maid and mistress retired. Victoire came + out presently, bidding the page to say her ladyship was ill, confined to + her bed with the rheumatism. + </p> + <p> + By this time the soldiers had reached Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw them + from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels were posted + at the gate—a half-dozen more walked towards the stable; and some + others, preceded by their commander, and a man in black, a lawyer + probably, were conducted by one of the servants to the stair leading up to + the part of the house which my lord and lady inhabited. + </p> + <p> + So the Captain, a handsome kind man, and the lawyer, came through the + ante-room to the tapestry parlor, and where now was nobody but young Harry + Esmond, the page. + </p> + <p> + “Tell your mistress, little man,” says the Captain, kindly, “that we must + speak to her.” + </p> + <p> + “My mistress is ill a-bed,” said the page. + </p> + <p> + “What complaint has she?” asked the Captain. + </p> + <p> + The boy said, “The rheumatism!” + </p> + <p> + “Rheumatism! that's a sad complaint,” continues the good-natured Captain; + “and the coach is in the yard to fetch the Doctor, I suppose?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” says the boy. + </p> + <p> + “And how long has her ladyship been ill?” + </p> + <p> + “I don't know,” says the boy. + </p> + <p> + “When did my lord go away?” + </p> + <p> + “Yesterday night.” + </p> + <p> + “With Father Holt?” + </p> + <p> + “With Mr. Holt.” + </p> + <p> + “And which way did they travel?” asks the lawyer. + </p> + <p> + “They travelled without me,” says the page. + </p> + <p> + “We must see Lady Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + “I have orders that nobody goes in to her ladyship—she is sick,” + says the page; but at this moment Victoire came out. “Hush!” says she; + and, as if not knowing that any one was near, “What's this noise?” says + she. “Is this gentleman the Doctor?” + </p> + <p> + “Stuff! we must see Lady Castlewood,” says the lawyer, pushing by. + </p> + <p> + The curtains of her ladyship's room were down, and the chamber dark, and + she was in bed with a nightcap on her head, and propped up by her pillows, + looking none the less ghastly because of the red which was still on her + cheeks, and which she could not afford to forego. + </p> + <p> + “Is that the Doctor?” she said. + </p> + <p> + “There is no use with this deception, madam,” Captain Westbury said (for + so he was named). “My duty is to arrest the person of Thomas, Viscount + Castlewood, a nonjuring peer—of Robert Tusher, Vicar of Castlewood—and + Henry Holt, known under various other names and designations, a Jesuit + priest, who officiated as chaplain here in the late king's time, and is + now at the head of the conspiracy which was about to break out in this + country against the authority of their Majesties King William and Queen + Mary—and my orders are to search the house for such papers or traces + of the conspiracy as may be found here. Your ladyship will please give me + your keys, and it will be as well for yourself that you should help us, in + every way, in our search.” + </p> + <p> + “You see, sir, that I have the rheumatism, and cannot move,” said the + lady, looking uncommonly ghastly as she sat up in her bed, where, however, + she had had her cheeks painted, and a new cap put on, so that she might at + least look her best when the officers came. + </p> + <p> + “I shall take leave to place a sentinel in the chamber, so that your + ladyship, in case you should wish to rise, may have an arm to lean on,” + Captain Westbury said. “Your woman will show me where I am to look;” and + Madame Victoire, chattering in her half French and half English jargon, + opened while the Captain examined one drawer after another; but, as Harry + Esmond thought, rather carelessly, with a smile on his face, as if he was + only conducting the examination for form's sake. + </p> + <p> + Before one of the cupboards Victoire flung herself down, stretching out + her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, cried, “Non, jamais, monsieur + l'officier! Jamais! I will rather die than let you see this wardrobe.” + </p> + <p> + But Captain Westbury would open it, still with a smile on his face, which, + when the box was opened, turned into a fair burst of laughter. It + contained—not papers regarding the conspiracy—but my lady's + wigs, washes, and rouge-pots, and Victoire said men were monsters, as the + Captain went on with his perquisition. He tapped the back to see whether + or no it was hollow, and as he thrust his hands into the cupboard, my lady + from her bed called out, with a voice that did not sound like that of a + very sick woman, “Is it your commission to insult ladies as well as to + arrest gentlemen, Captain?” + </p> + <p> + “These articles are only dangerous when worn by your ladyship,” the + Captain said, with a low bow, and a mock grin of politeness. “I have found + nothing which concerns the Government as yet—only the weapons with + which beauty is authorized to kill,” says he, pointing to a wig with his + sword-tip. “We must now proceed to search the rest of the house.” + </p> + <p> + “You are not going to leave that wretch in the room with me,” cried my + lady, pointing to the soldier. + </p> + <p> + “What can I do, madam? Somebody you must have to smooth your pillow and + bring your medicine—permit me—” + </p> + <p> + “Sir!” screamed out my lady. + </p> + <p> + “Madam, if you are too ill to leave the bed,” the Captain then said, + rather sternly, “I must have in four of my men to lift you off in the + sheet. I must examine this bed, in a word; papers may be hidden in a bed + as elsewhere; we know that very well and * * *.” + </p> + <p> + Here it was her ladyship's turn to shriek, for the Captain, with his fist + shaking the pillows and bolsters, at last came to “burn” as they say in + the play of forfeits, and wrenching away one of the pillows, said, “Look! + did not I tell you so? Here is a pillow stuffed with paper.” + </p> + <p> + “Some villain has betrayed us,” cried out my lady, sitting up in the bed, + showing herself full dressed under her night-rail. + </p> + <p> + “And now your ladyship can move, I am sure; permit me to give you my hand + to rise. You will have to travel for some distance, as far as Hexton + Castle to-night. Will you have your coach? Your woman shall attend you if + you like—and the japan-box?” + </p> + <p> + “Sir! you don't strike a MAN when he is down,” said my lady, with some + dignity: “can you not spare a woman?” + </p> + <p> + “Your ladyship must please to rise, and let me search the bed,” said the + Captain; “there is no more time to lose in bandying talk.” + </p> + <p> + And, without more ado, the gaunt old woman got up. Harry Esmond + recollected to the end of his life that figure, with the brocade dress and + the white night-rail, and the gold-clocked red stockings, and white + red-heeled shoes, sitting up in the bed, and stepping down from it. The + trunks were ready packed for departure in her ante-room, and the horses + ready harnessed in the stable: about all which the Captain seemed to know, + by information got from some quarter or other; and whence Esmond could + make a pretty shrewd guess in after-times, when Dr. Tusher complained that + King William's government had basely treated him for services done in that + cause. + </p> + <p> + And here he may relate, though he was then too young to know all that was + happening, what the papers contained, of which Captain Westbury had made a + seizure, and which papers had been transferred from the japan-box to the + bed when the officers arrived. + </p> + <p> + There was a list of gentlemen of the county in Father Holt's hand writing—Mr. + Freeman's (King James's) friends—a similar paper being found among + those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who suffered death for this + conspiracy. + </p> + <p> + There was a patent conferring the title of Marquis of Esmond on my Lord + Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body; his appointment as + Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.* + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * To have this rank of Marquis restored in the family had + always been my Lady Viscountess's ambition; and her old + maiden aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, dying + about this time, and leaving all her property to Lady + Castlewood, I have heard that her ladyship sent almost the + whole of the money to King James, a proceeding which so + irritated my Lord Castlewood that he actually went to the + parish church, and was only appeased by the Marquis's title + which his exiled Majesty sent to him in return for the + 15,000L. his faithful subject lent him. +</pre> + <p> + There were various letters from the nobility and gentry, some ardent and + some doubtful, in the King's service; and (very luckily for him) two + letters concerning Colonel Francis Esmond: one from Father Holt, which + said, “I have been to see this Colonel at his house at Walcote, near to + Wells, where he resides since the King's departure, and pressed him very + eagerly in Mr. Freeman's cause, showing him the great advantage he would + have by trading with that merchant, offering him large premiums there as + agreed between us. But he says no: he considers Mr. Freeman the head of + the firm, will never trade against him or embark with any other trading + company, but considers his duty was done when Mr. Freeman left England. + This Colonel seems to care more for his wife and his beagles than for + affairs. He asked me much about young H. E., 'that bastard,' as he called + him; doubting my lord's intentions respecting him. I reassured him on this + head, stating what I knew of the lad, and our intentions respecting him, + but with regard to Freeman he was inflexible.” + </p> + <p> + And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his kinsman, to say that one + Captain Holton had been with him offering him large bribes to join, YOU + KNOW WHO, and saying that the head of the house of Castlewood was deeply + engaged in that quarter. But for his part he had broke his sword when the + K. left the country, and would never again fight in that quarrel. The P. + of O. was a man, at least, of a noble courage, and his duty, and, as he + thought, every Englishman's, was to keep the country quiet, and the French + out of it: and, in fine, that he would have nothing to do with the scheme. + </p> + <p> + Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the pillow, + Colonel Frank Esmond, who became Viscount Castlewood, told Henry Esmond + afterwards, when the letters were shown to his lordship, who congratulated + himself, as he had good reason, that he had not joined in the scheme which + proved so fatal to many concerned in it. But, naturally, the lad knew + little about these circumstances when they happened under his eyes: only + being aware that his patron and his mistress were in some trouble, which + had caused the flight of the one and the apprehension of the other by the + officers of King William. + </p> + <p> + The seizure of the papers effected, the gentlemen did not pursue their + further search through Castlewood House very rigorously. They examined Mr. + Holt's room, being led thither by his pupil, who showed, as the Father had + bidden him, the place where the key of his chamber lay, opened the door + for the gentlemen, and conducted them into the room. + </p> + <p> + When the gentlemen came to the half-burned papers in the brazier, they + examined them eagerly enough, and their young guide was a little amused at + their perplexity. + </p> + <p> + “What are these?” says one. + </p> + <p> + “They're written in a foreign language,” says the lawyer. “What are you + laughing at, little whelp?” adds he, turning round as he saw the boy + smile. + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Holt said they were sermons,” Harry said, “and bade me to burn them;” + which indeed was true of those papers. + </p> + <p> + “Sermons indeed—it's treason, I would lay a wager,” cries the + lawyer. + </p> + <p> + “Egad! it's Greek to me,” says Captain Westbury. “Can you read it, little + boy?” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir, a little,” Harry said. + </p> + <p> + “Then read, and read in English, sir, on your peril,” said the lawyer. And + Harry began to translate:— + </p> + <p> + “Hath not one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are now + laboring as much as he himself ever did, about the tree of the knowledge + of good and evil, shaking the boughs thereof, and seeking the fruit, being + for the most part unmindful of the tree of life.' Oh blind generation! + 'tis this tree of knowledge to which the serpent has led you”—and + here the boy was obliged to stop, the rest of the page being charred by + the fire: and asked of the lawyer—“Shall I go on, sir?” + </p> + <p> + The lawyer said—“This boy is deeper than he seems: who knows that he + is not laughing at us?” + </p> + <p> + “Let's have in Dick the Scholar,” cried Captain Westbury, laughing: and he + called to a trooper out of the window—“Ho, Dick, come in here and + construe.” + </p> + <p> + A thick-set soldier, with a square good-humored face, came in at the + summons, saluting his officer. + </p> + <p> + “Tell us what is this, Dick,” says the lawyer. + </p> + <p> + “My name is Steele, sir,” says the soldier. “I may be Dick for my friends, + but I don't name gentlemen of your cloth amongst them.” + </p> + <p> + “Well then, Steele.” + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Steele, sir, if you please. When you address a gentleman of his + Majesty's Horse Guards, be pleased not to be so familiar.” + </p> + <p> + “I didn't know, sir,” said the lawyer. + </p> + <p> + “How should you? I take it you are not accustomed to meet with gentlemen,” + says the trooper. + </p> + <p> + “Hold thy prate, and read that bit of paper,” says Westbury. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis Latin,” says Dick, glancing at it, and again saluting his officer, + “and from a sermon of Mr. Cudworth's,” and he translated the words pretty + much as Henry Esmond had rendered them. + </p> + <p> + “What a young scholar you are,” says the Captain to the boy. + </p> + <p> + “Depend on't, he knows more than he tells,” says the lawyer. “I think we + will pack him off in the coach with old Jezebel.” + </p> + <p> + “For construing a bit of Latin?” said the Captain, very good-naturedly. + </p> + <p> + “I would as lief go there as anywhere,” Harry Esmond said, simply, “for + there is nobody to care for me.” + </p> + <p> + There must have been something touching in the child's voice, or in this + description of his solitude—for the Captain looked at him very + good-naturedly, and the trooper, called Steele, put his hand kindly on the + lad's head, and said some words in the Latin tongue. + </p> + <p> + “What does he say?” says the lawyer. + </p> + <p> + “Faith, ask Dick himself,” cried Captain Westbury. + </p> + <p> + “I said I was not ignorant of misfortune myself, and had learned to succor + the miserable, and that's not YOUR trade, Mr. Sheepskin,” said the + trooper. + </p> + <p> + “You had better leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet,” the Captain + said. And Harry Esmond, always touched by a kind face and kind word, felt + very grateful to this good-natured champion. + </p> + <p> + The horses were by this time harnessed to the coach; and the Countess and + Victoire came down and were put into the vehicle. This woman, who + quarrelled with Harry Esmond all day, was melted at parting with him, and + called him “dear angel,” and “poor infant,” and a hundred other names. + </p> + <p> + The Viscountess, giving him her lean hand to kiss, bade him always be + faithful to the house of Esmond. “If evil should happen to my lord,” says + she, “his SUCCESSOR, I trust, will be found, and give you protection. + Situated as I am, they will not dare wreak their vengeance on me NOW.” And + she kissed a medal she wore with great fervor, and Henry Esmond knew not + in the least what her meaning was; but hath since learned that, old as she + was, she was for ever expecting, by the good offices of saints and relics, + to have an heir to the title of Esmond. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond was too young to have been introduced into the secrets of + politics in which his patrons were implicated; for they put but few + questions to the boy (who was little of stature, and looked much younger + than his age), and such questions as they put he answered cautiously + enough, and professing even more ignorance than he had, for which his + examiners willingly enough gave him credit. He did not say a word about + the window or the cupboard over the fireplace; and these secrets quite + escaped the eyes of the searchers. + </p> + <p> + So then my lady was consigned to her coach, and sent off to Hexton, with + her woman and the man of law to bear her company, a couple of troopers + riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left behind at the Hall, + belonging as it were to nobody, and quite alone in the world. The captain + and a guard of men remained in possession there; and the soldiers, who + were very good-natured and kind, ate my lord's mutton and drank his wine, + and made themselves comfortable, as they well might do in such pleasant + quarters. + </p> + <p> + The captains had their dinner served in my lord's tapestry parlor, and + poor little Harry thought his duty was to wait upon Captain Westbury's + chair, as his custom had been to serve his lord when he sat there. + </p> + <p> + After the departure of the Countess, Dick the Scholar took Harry Esmond + under his special protection, and would examine him in his humanities and + talk to him both of French and Latin, in which tongues the lad found, and + his new friend was willing enough to acknowledge, that he was even more + proficient than Scholar Dick. Hearing that he had learned them from a + Jesuit, in the praise of whom and whose goodness Harry was never tired of + speaking, Dick, rather to the boy's surprise, who began to have an early + shrewdness, like many children bred up alone, showed a great deal of + theological science, and knowledge of the points at issue between the two + churches; so that he and Harry would have hours of controversy together, + in which the boy was certainly worsted by the arguments of this singular + trooper. “I am no common soldier,” Dick would say, and indeed it was easy + to see by his learning, breeding, and many accomplishments, that he was + not. “I am of one of the most ancient families in the empire; I have had + my education at a famous school, and a famous university; I learned my + first rudiments of Latin near to Smithfield, in London, where the martyrs + were roasted.” + </p> + <p> + “You hanged as many of ours,” interposed Harry; “and, for the matter of + persecution, Father Holt told me that a young gentleman of Edinburgh, + eighteen years of age, student at the college there, was hanged for heresy + only last year, though he recanted, and solemnly asked pardon for his + errors.” + </p> + <p> + “Faith! there has been too much persecution on both sides: but 'twas you + taught us.” + </p> + <p> + “Nay, 'twas the Pagans began it,” cried the lad, and began to instance a + number of saints of the Church, from the proto-martyr downwards—“this + one's fire went out under him: that one's oil cooled in the caldron: at a + third holy head the executioner chopped three times and it would not come + off. Show us martyrs in YOUR church for whom such miracles have been + done.” + </p> + <p> + “Nay,” says the trooper gravely, “the miracles of the first three + centuries belong to my Church as well as yours, Master Papist,” and then + added, with something of a smile upon his countenance, and a queer look at + Harry—“And yet, my little catechiser, I have sometimes thought about + those miracles, that there was not much good in them, since the victim's + head always finished by coming off at the third or fourth chop, and the + caldron, if it did not boil one day, boiled the next. Howbeit, in our + times, the Church has lost that questionable advantage of respites. There + never was a shower to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to turn the edge + of Campion's axe. The rack tore the limbs of Southwell the Jesuit and + Sympson the Protestant alike. For faith, everywhere multitudes die + willingly enough. I have read in Monsieur Rycaut's 'History of the Turks,' + of thousands of Mahomet's followers rushing upon death in battle as upon + certain Paradise; and in the great Mogul's dominions people fling + themselves by hundreds under the cars of the idols annually, and the + widows burn themselves on their husbands' bodies, as 'tis well known. 'Tis + not the dying for a faith that's so hard, Master Harry—every man of + every nation has done that—'tis the living up to it that is + difficult, as I know to my cost,” he added with a sigh. “And ah!” he + added, “my poor lad, I am not strong enough to convince thee by my life—though + to die for my religion would give me the greatest of joys—but I had + a dear friend in Magdalen College in Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here + to convince thee, as he quickly could—for I think he's a match for + the whole College of Jesuits; and what's more, in his life too. In that + very sermon of Dr. Cudworth's which your priest was quoting from, and + which suffered martydom in the brazier,”—Dick added with a smile, “I + had a thought of wearing the black coat (but was ashamed of my life, you + see, and took to this sorry red one); I have often thought of Joe Addison—Dr. + Cudworth says, 'A good conscience is the best looking-glass of heaven'—and + there's serenity in my friend's face which always reflects it—I wish + you could see him, Harry.” + </p> + <p> + “Did he do you a great deal of good?” asked the lad, simply. + </p> + <p> + “He might have done,” said the other—“at least he taught me to see + and approve better things. 'Tis my own fault, deteriora sequi.” + </p> + <p> + “You seem very good,” the boy said. + </p> + <p> + “I'm not what I seem, alas!” answered the trooper—and indeed, as it + turned out, poor Dick told the truth—for that very night, at supper + in the hall, where the gentlemen of the troop took their repasts, and + passed most part of their days dicing and smoking of tobacco, and singing + and cursing, over the Castlewood ale—Harry Esmond found Dick the + Scholar in a woful state of drunkenness. He hiccupped out a sermon and his + laughing companions bade him sing a hymn, on which Dick, swearing he would + run the scoundrel through the body who insulted his religion, made for his + sword, which was hanging on the wall, and fell down flat on the floor + under it, saying to Harry, who ran forward to help him, “Ah, little + Papist, I wish Joseph Addison was here!” + </p> + <p> + Though the troopers of the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, yet the + rest of the gentlemen seemed ignorant and vulgar boors to Harry Esmond, + with the exception of this good-natured Corporal Steele the Scholar, and + Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant, who were always kind to the lad. + They remained for some weeks or months encamped in Castlewood, and Harry + learned from them, from time to time, how the lady at Hexton Castle was + treated, and the particulars of her confinement there. 'Tis known that + King William was disposed to deal very leniently with the gentry who + remained faithful to the old King's cause; and no prince usurping a crown, + as his enemies said he did, (righteously taking it, as I think now,) ever + caused less blood to be shed. As for women-conspirators, he kept spies on + the least dangerous, and locked up the others. Lady Castlewood had the + best rooms in Hexton Castle, and the gaoler's garden to walk in; and + though she repeatedly desired to be led out to execution, like Mary Queen + of Scots, there never was any thought of taking her painted old head off, + or any desire to do aught but keep her person in security. + </p> + <p> + And it appeared she found that some were friends in her misfortune, whom + she had, in her prosperity, considered as her worst enemies. Colonel + Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's, who had married the + Dean of Winchester's daughter, and, since King James's departure out of + England, had lived not very far away from Hexton town, hearing of his + kinswoman's strait, and being friends with Colonel Brice, commanding for + King William in Hexton, and with the Church dignitaries there, came to + visit her ladyship in prison, offering to his uncle's daughter any + friendly services which lay in his power. And he brought his lady and + little daughter to see the prisoner, to the latter of whom, a child of + great beauty and many winning ways, the old Viscountess took not a little + liking, although between her ladyship and the child's mother there was + little more love than formerly. There are some injuries which women never + forgive one another; and Madam Francis Esmond, in marrying her cousin, had + done one of those irretrievable wrongs to Lady Castlewood. But as she was + now humiliated, and in misfortune, Madam Francis could allow a truce to + her enmity, and could be kind for a while, at least, to her husband's + discarded mistress. So the little Beatrix, her daughter, was permitted + often to go and visit the imprisoned Viscountess, who, in so far as the + child and its father were concerned, got to abate in her anger towards + that branch of the Castlewood family. And the letters of Colonel Esmond + coming to light, as has been said, and his conduct being known to the + King's council, the Colonel was put in a better position with the existing + government than he had ever before been; any suspicions regarding his + loyalty were entirely done away; and so he was enabled to be of more + service to his kinswoman than he could otherwise have been. + </p> + <p> + And now there befell an event by which this lady recovered her liberty, + and the house of Castlewood got a new owner, and fatherless little Harry + Esmond a new and most kind protector and friend. Whatever that secret was + which Harry was to hear from my lord, the boy never heard it; for that + night when Father Holt arrived, and carried my lord away with him, was the + last on which Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my lord may be + briefly told here. Having found the horses at the place where they were + lying, my lord and Father Holt rode together to Chatteris, where they had + temporary refuge with one of the Father's penitents in that city; but the + pursuit being hot for them, and the reward for the apprehension of one or + the other considerable, it was deemed advisable that they should separate; + and the priest betook himself to other places of retreat known to him, + whilst my lord passed over from Bristol into Ireland, in which kingdom + King James had a court and an army. My lord was but a small addition to + this; bringing, indeed, only his sword and the few pieces in his pocket; + but the King received him with some kindness and distinction in spite of + his poor plight, confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave him a + regiment, and promised him further promotion. But titles or promotion were + not to benefit him now. My lord was wounded at the fatal battle of the + Boyne, flying from which field (long after his master had set him an + example) he lay for a while concealed in the marshy country near to the + town of Trim, and more from catarrh and fever caught in the bogs than from + the steel of the enemy in the battle, sank and died. May the earth lie + light upon Thomas of Castlewood! He who writes this must speak in charity, + though this lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these he + would have made amends, perhaps, had life been spared him; but the other + lay beyond his power to repair, though 'tis to be hoped that a greater + Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He got the comfort of this + absolution, too, such as it was: a priest of Trim writing a letter to my + lady to inform her of this calamity. + </p> + <p> + But in those days letters were slow of travelling, and our priest's took + two months or more on its journey from Ireland to England: where, when it + did arrive, it did not find my lady at her own house; she was at the + King's house of Hexton Castle when the letter came to Castlewood, but it + was opened for all that by the officer in command there. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond well remembered the receipt of this letter, which Lockwood + brought in as Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were on the green + playing at bowls, young Esmond looking on at the sport, or reading his + book in the arbor. + </p> + <p> + “Here's news for Frank Esmond,” says Captain Westbury; “Harry, did you + ever see Colonel Esmond?” And Captain Westbury looked very hard at the boy + as he spoke. + </p> + <p> + Harry said he had seen him but once when he was at Hexton, at the ball + there. + </p> + <p> + “And did he say anything?” + </p> + <p> + “He said what I don't care to repeat,” Harry answered. For he was now + twelve years of age: he knew what his birth was, and the disgrace of it; + and he felt no love towards the man who had most likely stained his + mother's honor and his own. + </p> + <p> + “Did you love my Lord Castlewood?” + </p> + <p> + “I wait until I know my mother, sir, to say,” the boy answered, his eyes + filling with tears. + </p> + <p> + “Something has happened to Lord Castlewood,” Captain Westbury said in a + very grave tone—“something which must happen to us all. He is dead + of a wound received at the Boyne, fighting for King James.” + </p> + <p> + “I am glad my lord fought for the right cause,” the boy said. + </p> + <p> + “It was better to meet death on the field like a man, than face it on + Tower-hill, as some of them may,” continued Mr. Westbury. “I hope he has + made some testament, or provided for thee somehow. This letter says he + recommends unicum filium suum dilectissimum to his lady. I hope he has + left you more than that.” + </p> + <p> + Harry did not know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and Fate; but + more lonely now, as it seemed to him, than he had been all the rest of his + life; and that night, as he lay in his little room which he still + occupied, the boy thought with many a pang of shame and grief of his + strange and solitary condition: how he had a father and no father; a + nameless mother that had been brought to ruin, perhaps, by that very + father whom Harry could only acknowledge in secret and with a blush, and + whom he could neither love nor revere. And he sickened to think how Father + Holt, a stranger, and two or three soldiers, his acquaintances of the last + six weeks, were the only friends he had in the great wide world, where he + was now quite alone. The soul of the boy was full of love, and he longed + as he lay in the darkness there for some one upon whom he could bestow it. + He remembers, and must to his dying day, the thoughts and tears of that + long night, the hours tolling through it. Who was he, and what? Why here + rather than elsewhere? I have a mind, he thought, to go to that priest at + Trim, and find out what my father said to him on his death-bed confession. + Is there any child in the whole world so unprotected as I am? Shall I get + up and quit this place, and run to Ireland? With these thoughts and tears + the lad passed that night away until he wept himself to sleep. + </p> + <p> + The next day, the gentlemen of the guard, who had heard what had befallen + him, were more than usually kind to the child, especially his friend + Scholar Dick, who told him about his own father's death, which had + happened when Dick was a child at Dublin, not quite five years of age. + “That was the first sensation of grief,” Dick said, “I ever knew. I + remember I went into the room where his body lay, and my mother sat + weeping beside it. I had my battledore in my hand, and fell a-beating the + coffin, and calling Papa; on which my mother caught me in her arms, and + told me in a flood of tears Papa could not hear me, and would play with me + no more, for they were going to put him under ground, whence he could + never come to us again. And this,” said Dick kindly, “has made me pity all + children ever since; and caused me to love thee, my poor fatherless, + motherless lad. And, if ever thou wantest a friend, thou shalt have one in + Richard Steele.” + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond thanked him, and was grateful. But what could Corporal Steele + do for him? take him to ride a spare horse, and be servant to the troop? + Though there might be a bar in Harry Esmond's shield, it was a noble one. + The counsel of the two friends was, that little Harry should stay where he + was, and abide his fortune: so Esmond stayed on at Castlewood, awaiting + with no small anxiety the fate, whatever it was, which was over him. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0007" id="link2HCH0007"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII. + </h2> + <h3> + I AM LEFT AT CASTLEWOOD AN ORPHAN, AND FIND MOST KIND PROTECTORS THERE. + </h3> + <p> + During the stay of the soldiers in Castlewood, honest Dick the Scholar was + the constant companion of the lonely little orphan lad Harry Esmond: and + they read together, and they played bowls together, and when the other + troopers or their officers, who were free-spoken over their cups, (as was + the way of that day, when neither men nor women were over-nice,) talked + unbecomingly of their amours and gallantries before the child, Dick, who + very likely was setting the whole company laughing, would stop their jokes + with a maxima debetur pueris reverentia, and once offered to lug out + against another trooper called Hulking Tom, who wanted to ask Harry Esmond + a ribald question. + </p> + <p> + Also, Dick seeing that the child had, as he said, a sensibility above his + years, and a great and praiseworthy discretion, confided to Harry his love + for a vintner's daughter, near to the Tollyard, Westminster, whom Dick + addressed as Saccharissa in many verses of his composition, and without + whom he said it would be impossible that he could continue to live. He + vowed this a thousand times in a day, though Harry smiled to see the + love-lorn swain had his health and appetite as well as the most + heart-whole trooper in the regiment: and he swore Harry to secrecy too, + which vow the lad religiously kept, until he found that officers and + privates were all taken into Dick's confidence, and had the benefit of his + verses. And it must be owned likewise that, while Dick was sighing after + Saccharissa in London, he had consolations in the country; for there came + a wench out of Castlewood village who had washed his linen, and who cried + sadly when she heard he was gone: and without paying her bill too, which + Harry Esmond took upon himself to discharge by giving the girl a silver + pocket-piece, which Scholar Dick had presented to him, when, with many + embraces and prayers for his prosperity, Dick parted from him, the + garrison of Castlewood being ordered away. Dick the Scholar said he would + never forget his young friend, nor indeed did he: and Harry was sorry when + the kind soldiers vacated Castlewood, looking forward with no small + anxiety (for care and solitude had made him thoughtful beyond his years) + to his fate when the new lord and lady of the house came to live there. He + had lived to be past twelve years old now; and had never had a friend, + save this wild trooper, perhaps, and Father Holt; and had a fond and + affectionate heart, tender to weakness, that would fain attach itself to + somebody, and did not seem at rest until it had found a friend who would + take charge of it. + </p> + <p> + The instinct which led Henry Esmond to admire and love the gracious + person, the fair apparition of whose beauty and kindness had so moved him + when he first beheld her, became soon a devoted affection and passion of + gratitude, which entirely filled his young heart, that as yet, except in + the case of dear Father Holt, had had very little kindness for which to be + thankful. O Dea certe, thought he, remembering the lines out of the AEneas + which Mr. Holt had taught him. There seemed, as the boy thought, in every + look or gesture of this fair creature, an angelical softness and bright + pity—in motion or repose she seemed gracious alike; the tone of her + voice, though she uttered words ever so trivial, gave him a pleasure that + amounted almost to anguish. It cannot be called love, that a lad of twelve + years of age, little more than a menial, felt for an exalted lady, his + mistress: but it was worship. To catch her glance, to divine her errand + and run on it before she had spoken it; to watch, follow, adore her; + became the business of his life. Meanwhile, as is the way often, his idol + had idols of her own, and never thought of or suspected the admiration of + her little pigmy adorer. + </p> + <p> + My lady had on her side her three idols: first and foremost, Jove and + supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount of + Castlewood. All wishes of his were laws with her. If he had a headache, + she was ill. If he frowned, she trembled. If he joked, she smiled and was + charmed. If he went a-hunting, she was always at the window to see him + ride away, her little son crowing on her arm, or on the watch till his + return. She made dishes for his dinner: spiced wine for him: made the + toast for his tankard at breakfast: hushed the house when he slept in his + chair, and watched for a look when he woke. If my lord was not a little + proud of his beauty, my lady adored it. She clung to his arm as he paced + the terrace, her two fair little hands clasped round his great one; her + eyes were never tired of looking in his face and wondering at its + perfection. Her little son was his son, and had his father's look and + curly brown hair. Her daughter Beatrix was his daughter, and had his eyes—were + there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? All the house was arranged so + as to bring him ease and give him pleasure. She liked the small gentry + round about to come and pay him court, never caring for admiration for + herself; those who wanted to be well with the lady must admire him. Not + regarding her dress, she would wear a gown to rags, because he had once + liked it: and, if he brought her a brooch or a ribbon, would prefer it to + all the most costly articles of her wardrobe. + </p> + <p> + My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and the family being too + poor to appear at Court with any figure, he went alone. It was not until + he was out of sight that her face showed any sorrow: and what a joy when + he came back! What preparation before his return! The fond creature had + his arm-chair at the chimney-side—delighting to put the children in + it, and look at them there. Nobody took his place at the table; but his + silver tankard stood there as when my lord was present. + </p> + <p> + A pretty sight it was to see, during my lord's absence, or on those many + mornings when sleep or headache kept him a-bed, this fair young lady of + Castlewood, her little daughter at her knee, and her domestics gathered + round her, reading the Morning Prayer of the English Church. Esmond long + remembered how she looked and spoke, kneeling reverently before the sacred + book, the sun shining upon her golden hair until it made a halo round + about her. A dozen of the servants of the house kneeled in a line opposite + their mistress; for a while Harry Esmond kept apart from these mysteries, + but Doctor Tusher showing him that the prayers read were those of the + Church of all ages, and the boy's own inclination prompting him to be + always as near as he might to his mistress, and to think all things she + did right, from listening to the prayers in the ante-chamber, he came + presently to kneel down with the rest of the household in the parlor; and + before a couple of years my lady had made a thorough convert. Indeed, the + boy loved his catechiser so much that he would have subscribed to anything + she bade him, and was never tired of listening to her fond discourse and + simple comments upon the book, which she read to him in a voice of which + it was difficult to resist the sweet persuasion and tender appealing + kindness. This friendly controversy, and the intimacy which it occasioned, + bound the lad more fondly than ever to his mistress. The happiest period + of all his life was this; and the young mother, with her daughter and son, + and the orphan lad whom she protected, read and worked and played, and + were children together. If the lady looked forward—as what fond + woman does not?—towards the future, she had no plans from which + Harry Esmond was left out; and a thousand and a thousand times, in his + passionate and impetuous way, he vowed that no power should separate him + from his mistress; and only asked for some chance to happen by which he + might show his fidelity to her. Now, at the close of his life, as he sits + and recalls in tranquillity the happy and busy scenes of it, he can think, + not ungratefully, that he has been faithful to that early vow. Such a life + is so simple that years may be chronicled in a few lines. But few men's + life-voyages are destined to be all prosperous; and this calm of which we + are speaking was soon to come to an end. + </p> + <p> + As Esmond grew, and observed for himself, he found of necessity much to + read and think of outside that fond circle of kinsfolk who had admitted + him to join hand with them. He read more books than they cared to study + with him; was alone in the midst of them many a time, and passed nights + over labors, futile perhaps, but in which they could not join him. His + dear mistress divined his thoughts with her usual jealous watchfulness of + affection: began to forebode a time when he would escape from his + home-nest; and, at his eager protestations to the contrary, would only + sigh and shake her head. Before those fatal decrees in life are executed, + there are always secret previsions and warning omens. When everything yet + seems calm, we are aware that the storm is coming. Ere the happy days were + over, two at least of that home-party felt that they were drawing to a + close; and were uneasy, and on the look-out for the cloud which was to + obscure their calm. + </p> + <p> + 'Twas easy for Harry to see, however much his lady persisted in obedience + and admiration for her husband, that my lord tired of his quiet life, and + grew weary, and then testy, at those gentle bonds with which his wife + would have held him. As they say the Grand Lama of Thibet is very much + fatigued by his character of divinity, and yawns on his altar as his + bonzes kneel and worship him, many a home-god grows heartily sick of the + reverence with which his family-devotees pursue him, and sighs for freedom + and for his old life, and to be off the pedestal on which his dependants + would have him sit for ever, whilst they adore him, and ply him with + flowers, and hymns, and incense, and flattery;—so, after a few years + of his marriage my honest Lord Castlewood began to tire; all the + high-flown raptures and devotional ceremonies with which his wife, his + chief priestess, treated him, first sent him to sleep, and then drove him + out of doors; for the truth must be told, that my lord was a jolly + gentleman, with very little of the august or divine in his nature, though + his fond wife persisted in revering it—and, besides, he had to pay a + penalty for this love, which persons of his disposition seldom like to + defray: and, in a word, if he had a loving wife, had a very jealous and + exacting one. Then he wearied of this jealousy; then he broke away from + it; then came, no doubt, complaints and recriminations; then, perhaps, + promises of amendment not fulfilled; then upbraidings not the more + pleasant because they were silent, and only sad looks and tearful eyes + conveyed them. Then, perhaps, the pair reached that other stage which is + not uncommon in married life, when the woman perceives that the god of the + honeymoon is a god no more; only a mortal like the rest of us—and so + she looks into her heart, and lo! vacuae sedes et inania arcana. And now, + supposing our lady to have a fine genius and a brilliant wit of her own, + and the magic spell and infatuation removed from her which had led her to + worship as a god a very ordinary mortal—and what follows? They live + together, and they dine together, and they say “my dear” and “my love” as + heretofore; but the man is himself, and the woman herself: that dream of + love is over as everything else is over in life; as flowers and fury, and + griefs and pleasures, are over. + </p> + <p> + Very likely the Lady Castlewood had ceased to adore her husband herself + long before she got off her knees, or would allow her household to + discontinue worshipping him. To do him justice, my lord never exacted this + subservience: he laughed and joked and drank his bottle, and swore when he + was angry, much too familiarly for any one pretending to sublimity; and + did his best to destroy the ceremonial with which his wife chose to + surround him. And it required no great conceit on young Esmond's part to + see that his own brains were better than his patron's, who, indeed, never + assumed any airs of superiority over the lad, or over any dependant of + his, save when he was displeased, in which case he would express his mind + in oaths very freely; and who, on the contrary, perhaps, spoiled “Parson + Harry,” as he called young Esmond, by constantly praising his parts and + admiring his boyish stock of learning. + </p> + <p> + It may seem ungracious in one who has received a hundred favors from his + patron to speak in any but a reverential manner of his elders; but the + present writer has had descendants of his own, whom he has brought up with + as little as possible of the servility at present exacted by parents from + children (under which mask of duty there often lurks indifference, + contempt, or rebellion): and as he would have his grandsons believe or + represent him to be not an inch taller than Nature has made him: so, with + regard to his past acquaintances, he would speak without anger, but with + truth, as far as he knows it, neither extenuating nor setting down aught + in malice. + </p> + <p> + So long, then, as the world moved according to Lord Castlewood's wishes, + he was good-humored enough; of a temper naturally sprightly and easy, + liking to joke, especially with his inferiors, and charmed to receive the + tribute of their laughter. All exercises of the body he could perform to + perfection—shooting at a mark and flying, breaking horses, riding at + the ring, pitching the quoit, playing at all games with great skill. And + not only did he do these things well, but he thought he did them to + perfection; hence he was often tricked about horses, which he pretended to + know better than any jockey; was made to play at ball and billiards by + sharpers who took his money, and came back from London wofully poorer each + time than he went, as the state of his affairs testified when the sudden + accident came by which his career was brought to an end. + </p> + <p> + He was fond of the parade of dress, and passed as many hours daily at his + toilette as an elderly coquette. A tenth part of his day was spent in the + brushing of his teeth and the oiling of his hair, which was curling and + brown, and which he did not like to conceal under a periwig, such as + almost everybody of that time wore. (We have the liberty of our hair back + now, but powder and pomatum along with it. When, I wonder, will these + monstrous poll-taxes of our age be withdrawn, and men allowed to carry + their colors, black, red, or gray, as Nature made them?) And as he liked + her to be well dressed, his lady spared no pains in that matter to please + him; indeed, she would dress her head or cut it off if he had bidden her. + </p> + <p> + It was a wonder to young Esmond, serving as page to my lord and lady, to + hear, day after day, to such company as came, the same boisterous stories + told by my lord, at which his lady never failed to smile or hold down her + head, and Doctor Tusher to burst out laughing at the proper point, or cry, + “Fie, my lord, remember my cloth!” but with such a faint show of + resistance, that it only provoked my lord further. Lord Castlewood's + stories rose by degrees, and became stronger after the ale at dinner and + the bottle afterwards; my lady always taking flight after the very first + glass to Church and King, and leaving the gentlemen to drink the rest of + the toasts by themselves. + </p> + <p> + And, as Harry Esmond was her page, he also was called from duty at this + time. “My lord has lived in the army and with soldiers,” she would say to + the lad, “amongst whom great license is allowed. You have had a different + nurture, and I trust these things will change as you grow older; not that + any fault attaches to my lord, who is one of the best and most religious + men in this kingdom.” And very likely she believed so. 'Tis strange what a + man may do, and a woman yet think him an angel. + </p> + <p> + And as Esmond has taken truth for his motto, it must be owned, even with + regard to that other angel, his mistress, that she had a fault of + character which flawed her perfections. With the other sex perfectly + tolerant and kindly, of her own she was invariably jealous; and a proof + that she had this vice is, that though she would acknowledge a thousand + faults that she had not, to this which she had she could never be got to + own. But if there came a woman with even a semblance of beauty to + Castlewood, she was so sure to find out some wrong in her, that my lord, + laughing in his jolly way, would often joke with her concerning her + foible. Comely servant-maids might come for hire, but none were taken at + Castlewood. The housekeeper was old; my lady's own waiting-woman squinted, + and was marked with the small-pox; the housemaids and scullion were + ordinary country wenches, to whom Lady Castlewood was kind, as her nature + made her to everybody almost; but as soon as ever she had to do with a + pretty woman, she was cold, retiring, and haughty. The country ladies + found this fault in her; and though the men all admired her, their wives + and daughters complained of her coldness and aims, and said that + Castlewood was pleasanter in Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager was + called) than at present. Some few were of my mistress's side. Old Lady + Blenkinsop Jointure, who had been at court in King James the First's time, + always took her side; and so did old Mistress Crookshank, Bishop + Crookshank's daughter, of Hexton, who, with some more of their like, + pronounced my lady an angel: but the pretty women were not of this mind; + and the opinion of the country was that my lord was tied to his wife's + apron-strings, and that she ruled over him. + </p> + <p> + The second fight which Harry Esmond had, was at fourteen years of age, + with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son, of Bramblebrook, who, + advancing this opinion, that my lady was jealous and henpecked my lord, + put Harry in such a fury, that Harry fell on him and with such rage, that + the other boy, who was two years older and by far bigger than he, had by + far the worst of the assault, until it was interrupted by Doctor Tusher + walking out of the dinner-room. + </p> + <p> + Bryan Hawkshaw got up bleeding at the nose, having, indeed, been + surprised, as many a stronger man might have been, by the fury of the + assault upon him. + </p> + <p> + “You little bastard beggar!” he said, “I'll murder you for this!” + </p> + <p> + And indeed he was big enough. + </p> + <p> + “Bastard or not,” said the other, grinding his teeth, “I have a couple of + swords, and if you like to meet me, as a man, on the terrace to-night—” + </p> + <p> + And here the Doctor coming up, the colloquy of the young champions ended. + Very likely, big as he was, Hawkshaw did not care to continue a fight with + such a ferocious opponent as this had been. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0008" id="link2HCH0008"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII. + </h2> + <h3> + AFTER GOOD FORTUNE COMES EVIL. + </h3> + <p> + Since my Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought home the custom of inoculation + from Turkey (a perilous practice many deem it, and only a useless rushing + into the jaws of danger), I think the severity of the small-pox, that + dreadful scourge of the world, has somewhat been abated in our part of it; + and remember in my time hundreds of the young and beautiful who have been + carried to the grave, or have only risen from their pillows frightfully + scarred and disfigured by this malady. Many a sweet face hath left its + roses on the bed on which this dreadful and withering blight has laid + them. In my early days, this pestilence would enter a village and destroy + half its inhabitants: at its approach, it may well be imagined, not only + the beautiful but the strongest were alarmed, and those fled who could. + One day in the year 1694 (I have good reason to remember it), Doctor + Tusher ran into Castlewood House, with a face of consternation, saying + that the malady had made its appearance at the blacksmith's house in the + village, and that one of the maids there was down in the small-pox. + </p> + <p> + The blacksmith, besides his forge and irons for horses, had an ale-house + for men, which his wife kept, and his company sat on benches before the + inn-door, looking at the smithy while they drank their beer. Now, there + was a pretty girl at this inn, the landlord's men called Nancy + Sievewright, a bouncing, fresh-looking lass, whose face was as red as the + hollyhocks over the pales of the garden behind the inn. At this time Harry + Esmond was a lad of sixteen, and somehow in his walks and rambles it often + happened that he fell in with Nancy Sievewright's bonny face; if he did + not want something done at the blacksmith's he would go and drink ale at + the “Three Castles,” or find some pretext for seeing this poor Nancy. Poor + thing, Harry meant or imagined no harm; and she, no doubt, as little, but + the truth is they were always meeting—in the lanes, or by the brook, + or at the garden-palings, or about Castlewood: it was, “Lord, Mr. Henry!” + and “how do you do, Nancy?” many and many a time in the week. 'Tis + surprising the magnetic attraction which draws people together from ever + so far. I blush as I think of poor Nancy now, in a red bodice and buxom + purple cheeks and a canvas petticoat; and that I devised schemes, and set + traps, and made speeches in my heart, which I seldom had courage to say + when in presence of that humble enchantress, who knew nothing beyond + milking a cow, and opened her black eyes with wonder when I made one of my + fine speeches out of Waller or Ovid. Poor Nancy! from the midst of far-off + years thine honest country face beams out; and I remember thy kind voice + as if I had heard it yesterday. + </p> + <p> + When Doctor Tusher brought the news that the small-pox was at the “Three + Castles,” whither a tramper, it was said, had brought the malady, Henry + Esmond's first thought was of alarm for poor Nancy, and then of shame and + disquiet for the Castlewood family, lest he might have brought this + infection; for the truth is that Mr. Harry had been sitting in a back room + for an hour that day, where Nancy Sievewright was with a little brother + who complained of headache, and was lying stupefied and crying, either in + a chair by the corner of the fire, or in Nancy's lap, or on mine. + </p> + <p> + Little Lady Beatrix screamed out at Dr. Tusher's news; and my lord cried + out, “God bless me!” He was a brave man, and not afraid of death in any + shape but this. He was very proud of his pink complexion and fair hair—but + the idea of death by small-pox scared him beyond all other ends. “We will + take the children and ride away to-morrow to Walcote:” this was my lord's + small house, inherited from his mother, near to Winchester. + </p> + <p> + “That is the best refuge in case the disease spreads,” said Dr. Tusher. + “'Tis awful to think of it beginning at the ale-house; half the people of + the village have visited that to-day, or the blacksmith's, which is the + same thing. My clerk Nahum lodges with them—I can never go into my + reading-desk and have that fellow so near me. I WON'T have that man near + me.” + </p> + <p> + “If a parishioner dying in the small-pox sent to you, would you not go?” + asked my lady, looking up from her frame of work, with her calm blue eyes. + </p> + <p> + “By the Lord, I wouldn't,” said my lord. + </p> + <p> + “We are not in a popish country; and a sick man doth not absolutely need + absolution and confession,” said the Doctor. “'Tis true they are a comfort + and a help to him when attainable, and to be administered with hope of + good. But in a case where the life of a parish priest in the midst of his + flock is highly valuable to them, he is not called upon to risk it (and + therewith the lives, future prospects, and temporal, even spiritual + welfare of his own family) for the sake of a single person, who is not + very likely in a condition even to understand the religious message + whereof the priest is the bringer—being uneducated, and likewise + stupefied or delirious by disease. If your ladyship or his lordship, my + excellent good friend and patron, were to take it . . .” + </p> + <p> + “God forbid!” cried my lord. + </p> + <p> + “Amen,” continued Dr. Tusher. “Amen to that prayer, my very good lord! for + your sake I would lay my life down”—and, to judge from the alarmed + look of the Doctor's purple face, you would have thought that that + sacrifice was about to be called for instantly. + </p> + <p> + To love children, and be gentle with them, was an instinct, rather than a + merit, in Henry Esmond; so much so, that he thought almost with a sort of + shame of his liking for them, and of the softness into which it betrayed + him; and on this day the poor fellow had not only had his young friend, + the milkmaid's brother, on his knee, but had been drawing pictures and + telling stories to the little Frank Castlewood, who had occupied the same + place for an hour after dinner, and was never tired of Henry's tales, and + his pictures of soldiers and horses. As luck would have it, Beatrix had + not on that evening taken her usual place, which generally she was glad + enough to have, upon her tutor's lap. For Beatrix, from the earliest time, + was jealous of every caress which was given to her little brother Frank. + She would fling away even from the maternal arms, if she saw Frank had + been there before her; insomuch that Lady Esmond was obliged not to show + her love for her son in the presence of the little girl, and embraced one + or the other alone. She would turn pale and red with rage if she caught + signs of intelligence or affection between Frank and his mother: would sit + apart, and not speak for a whole night, if she thought the boy had a + better fruit or a larger cake than hers; would fling away a ribbon if he + had one; and from the earliest age, sitting up in her little chair by the + great fireplace opposite to the corner where Lady Castlewood commonly sat + at her embroidery, would utter infantine sarcasms about the favor shown to + her brother. These, if spoken in the presence of Lord Castlewood, tickled + and amused his humor; he would pretend to love Frank best, and dandle and + kiss him, and roar with laughter at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth is, + my lord did not often witness these scenes, nor very much trouble the + quiet fireside at which his lady passed many long evenings. My lord was + hunting all day when the season admitted; he frequented all the + cock-fights and fairs in the country, and would ride twenty miles to see a + main fought, or two clowns break their heads at a cudgelling-match; and he + liked better to sit in his parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and + Tom, than in his wife's drawing-room: whither, if he came, he brought only + too often bloodshot eyes, a hiccupping voice, and a reeling gait. The + management of the house, and the property, the care of the few tenants and + the village poor, and the accounts of the estate, were in the hands of his + lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My lord took charge of the + stables, the kennel, and the cellar—and he filled this and emptied + it too. + </p> + <p> + So it chanced that upon this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had had the + blacksmith's son, and the peer's son, alike upon his knee, little Beatrix, + who would come to her tutor willingly enough with her book and her + writing, had refused him, seeing the place occupied by her brother, and, + luckily for her, had sat at the further end of the room, away from him, + playing with a spaniel dog which she had, (and for which, by fits and + starts, she would take a great affection,) and talking at Harry Esmond + over her shoulder, as she pretended to caress the dog, saying that Fido + would love her, and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido all her + life. + </p> + <p> + When, then, the news was brought that the little boy at the “Three + Castles” was ill with the small-pox, poor Harry Esmond felt a shock of + alarm, not so much for himself as for his mistress's son, whom he might + have brought into peril. Beatrix, who had pouted sufficiently, (and who, + whenever a stranger appeared, began, from infancy almost, to play off + little graces to catch his attention,) her brother being now gone to bed, + was for taking her place upon Esmond's knee: for, though the Doctor was + very obsequious to her, she did not like him, because he had thick boots + and dirty hands (the pert young miss said), and because she hated learning + the catechism. + </p> + <p> + But as she advanced towards Esmond from the corner where she had been + sulking, he started back and placed the great chair on which he was + sitting between him and her—saying in the French language to Lady + Castlewood, with whom the young lad had read much, and whom he had + perfected in this tongue—“Madam, the child must not approach me; I + must tell you that I was at the blacksmith's to-day, and had his little + boy upon my lap.” + </p> + <p> + “Where you took my son afterwards,” Lady Castlewood said, very angry, and + turning red. “I thank you, sir, for giving him such company. Beatrix,” she + said in English, “I forbid you to touch Mr. Esmond. Come away, child—come + to your room. Come to your room—I wish your Reverence good-night—and + you, sir, had you not better go back to your friends at the ale-house?” + her eyes, ordinarily so kind, darted flashes of anger as she spoke; and + she tossed up her head (which hung down commonly) with the mien of a + princess. + </p> + <p> + “Hey-day!” says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace—indeed he + was in the position to which he generally came by that hour of the evening—“Hey-day! + Rachel, what are you in a passion about? Ladies ought never to be in a + passion. Ought they, Doctor Tusher? though it does good to see Rachel in a + passion—Damme, Lady Castlewood, you look dev'lish handsome in a + passion.” + </p> + <p> + “It is, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to do with his + time here, and not having a taste for our company, has been to the + ale-house, where he has SOME FRIENDS.” + </p> + <p> + My lord burst out, with a laugh and an oath—“You young slyboots, + you've been at Nancy Sievewright. D—- the young hypocrite, who'd + have thought it in him? I say, Tusher, he's been after—” + </p> + <p> + “Enough, my lord,” said my lady, “don't insult me with this talk.” + </p> + <p> + “Upon my word,” said poor Harry, ready to cry with shame and + mortification, “the honor of that young person is perfectly unstained for + me.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, of course, of course,” says my lord, more and more laughing and + tipsy. “Upon his HONOR, Doctor—Nancy Sieve— . . .” + </p> + <p> + “Take Mistress Beatrix to bed,” my lady cried at this moment to Mrs. + Tucker her woman, who came in with her ladyship's tea. “Put her into my + room—no, into yours,” she added quickly. “Go, my child: go, I say: + not a word!” And Beatrix, quite surprised at so sudden a tone of authority + from one who was seldom accustomed to raise her voice, went out of the + room with a scared countenance, and waited even to burst out a-crying + until she got to the door with Mrs. Tucker. + </p> + <p> + For once her mother took little heed of her sobbing, and continued to + speak eagerly—“My lord,” she said, “this young man—your + dependant—told me just now in French—he was ashamed to speak + in his own language—that he had been at the ale-house all day, where + he has had that little wretch who is now ill of the small-pox on his knee. + And he comes home reeking from that place—yes, reeking from it—and + takes my boy into his lap without shame, and sits down by me, yes, by ME. + He may have killed Frank for what I know—killed our child. Why was + he brought in to disgrace our house? Why is he here? Let him go—let + him go, I say, to-night, and pollute the place no more.” + </p> + <p> + She had never once uttered a syllable of unkindness to Harry Esmond; and + her cruel words smote the poor boy, so that he stood for some moments + bewildered with grief and rage at the injustice of such a stab from such a + hand. He turned quite white from red, which he had been. + </p> + <p> + “I cannot help my birth, madam,” he said, “nor my other misfortune. And as + for your boy, if—if my coming nigh to him pollutes him now, it was + not so always. Good-night, my lord. Heaven bless you and yours for your + goodness to me. I have tired her ladyship's kindness out, and I will go;” + and, sinking down on his knee, Harry Esmond took the rough hand of his + benefactor and kissed it. + </p> + <p> + “He wants to go to the ale-house—let him go,” cried my lady. + </p> + <p> + “I'm d—d if he shall,” said my lord. “I didn't think you could be so + d—d ungrateful, Rachel.” + </p> + <p> + Her reply was to burst into a flood of tears, and to quit the room with a + rapid glance at Harry Esmond,—as my lord, not heeding them, and + still in great good-humor, raised up his young client from his kneeling + posture (for a thousand kindnesses had caused the lad to revere my lord as + a father), and put his broad hand on Harry Esmond's shoulder. + </p> + <p> + “She was always so,” my lord said; “the very notion of a woman drives her + mad. I took to liquor on that very account, by Jove, for no other reason + than that; for she can't be jealous of a beer-barrel or a bottle of rum, + can she, Doctor? D—- it, look at the maids—just look at the + maids in the house” (my lord pronounced all the words together—just-look-at-the-maze-in-the-house: + jever-see-such-maze?) “You wouldn't take a wife out of Castlewood now, + would you, Doctor?” and my lord burst out laughing. + </p> + <p> + The Doctor, who had been looking at my Lord Castlewood from under his + eyelids, said, “But joking apart, and, my lord, as a divine, I cannot + treat the subject in a jocular light, nor, as a pastor of this + congregation, look with anything but sorrow at the idea of so very young a + sheep going astray.” + </p> + <p> + “Sir,” said young Esmond, bursting out indignantly, “she told me that you + yourself were a horrid old man, and had offered to kiss her in the dairy.” + </p> + <p> + “For shame, Henry,” cried Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a turkey-cock, + while my lord continued to roar with laughter. “If you listen to the + falsehoods of an abandoned girl—” + </p> + <p> + “She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me,” cried out + Henry, “and, as kind, and as good. For shame on you to malign her!” + </p> + <p> + “Far be it from me to do so,” cried the Doctor. “Heaven grant I may be + mistaken in the girl, and in you, sir, who have a truly PRECOCIOUS genius; + but that is not the point at issue at present. It appears that the + small-pox broke out in the little boy at the 'Three Castles;' that it was + on him when you visited the ale-house, for your OWN reasons; and that you + sat with the child for some time, and immediately afterwards with my young + lord.” The Doctor raised his voice as he spoke, and looked towards my + lady, who had now come back, looking very pale, with a handkerchief in her + hand. + </p> + <p> + “This is all very true, sir,” said Lady Esmond, looking at the young man. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him.” + </p> + <p> + “From the ale-house—yes,” said my lady. + </p> + <p> + “D—- it, I forgot when I collared you, boy,” cried my lord, stepping + back. “Keep off, Harry my boy; there's no good in running into the wolf's + jaws, you know.” + </p> + <p> + My lady looked at him with some surprise, and instantly advancing to Henry + Esmond, took his hand. “I beg your pardon, Henry,” she said; “I spoke very + unkindly. I have no right to interfere with you—with your—” + </p> + <p> + My lord broke out into an oath. “Can't you leave the boy alone, my lady?” + She looked a little red, and faintly pressed the lad's hand as she dropped + it. + </p> + <p> + “There is no use, my lord,” she said; “Frank was on his knee as he was + making pictures, and was running constantly from Henry to me. The evil is + done, if any.” + </p> + <p> + “Not with me, damme,” cried my lord. “I've been smoking,”—and he + lighted his pipe again with a coal—“and it keeps off infection; and + as the disease is in the village—plague take it—I would have + you leave it. We'll go to-morrow to Walcote, my lady.” + </p> + <p> + “I have no fear,” said my lady; “I may have had it as an infant: it broke + out in our house then; and when four of my sisters had it at home, two + years before our marriage, I escaped it, and two of my dear sisters died.” + </p> + <p> + “I won't run the risk,” said my lord; “I'm as bold as any man, but I'll + not bear that.” + </p> + <p> + “Take Beatrix with you and go,” said my lady. “For us the mischief is + done; and Tucker can wait upon us, who has had the disease.” + </p> + <p> + “You take care to choose 'em ugly enough,” said my lord, at which her + ladyship hung down her head and looked foolish: and my lord, calling away + Tusher, bade him come to the oak parlor and have a pipe. The Doctor made a + low bow to her ladyship (of which salaams he was profuse), and walked off + on his creaking square-toes after his patron. + </p> + <p> + When the lady and the young man were alone, there was a silence of some + moments, during which he stood at the fire, looking rather vacantly at the + dying embers, whilst her ladyship busied herself with the tambour-frame + and needles. + </p> + <p> + “I am sorry,” she said, after a pause, in a hard, dry voice,—“I + REPEAT I am sorry that I showed myself so ungrateful for the safety of my + son. It was not at all my wish that you should leave us, I am sure, unless + you found pleasure elsewhere. But you must perceive, Mr. Esmond, that at + your age, and with your tastes, it is impossible that you can continue to + stay upon the intimate footing in which you have been in this family. You + have wished to go to the University, and I think 'tis quite as well that + you should be sent thither. I did not press this matter, thinking you a + child, as you are, indeed, in years—quite a child; and I should + never have thought of treating you otherwise until—until these + CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. And I shall beg my lord to despatch you as + quick as possible: and will go on with Frank's learning as well as I can, + (I owe my father thanks for a little grounding, and you, I'm sure, for + much that you have taught me,)—and—and I wish you a + good-night, Mr. Esmond.” + </p> + <p> + And with this she dropped a stately curtsy, and, taking her candle, went + away through the tapestry door, which led to her apartments. Esmond stood + by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. Indeed, he scarce seemed to + see until she was gone; and then her image was impressed upon him, and + remained for ever fixed upon his memory. He saw her retreating, the taper + lighting up her marble face, her scarlet lip quivering, and her shining + golden hair. He went to his own room, and to bed, where he tried to read, + as his custom was; but he never knew what he was reading until afterwards + he remembered the appearance of the letters of the book (it was in + Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day passed before him—that + is, of the last hour of the day; for as for the morning, and the poor + milkmaid yonder, he never so much as once thought. And he could not get to + sleep until daylight, and woke with a violent headache, and quite + unrefreshed. + </p> + <p> + He had brought the contagion with him from the “Three Castles” sure + enough, and was presently laid up with the smallpox, which spared the hall + no more than it did the cottage. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0009" id="link2HCH0009"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX. + </h2> + <h3> + I HAVE THE SMALL-POX, AND PREPARE TO LEAVE CASTLEWOOD. + </h3> + <p> + When Harry Esmond passed through the crisis of that malady, and returned + to health again, he found that little Frank Esmond had also suffered and + rallied after the disease, and the lady his mother was down with it, with + a couple more of the household. “It was a Providence, for which we all + ought to be thankful,” Doctor Tusher said, “that my lady and her son were + spared, while Death carried off the poor domestics of the house;” and + rebuked Harry for asking, in his simple way, For which we ought to be + thankful—that the servants were killed, or the gentlefolks were + saved? Nor could young Esmond agree in the Doctor's vehement protestations + to my lady, when he visited her during her convalescence, that the malady + had not in the least impaired her charms, and had not been churl enough to + injure the fair features of the Viscountess of Castlewood; whereas, in + spite of these fine speeches, Harry thought that her ladyship's beauty was + very much injured by the small-pox. When the marks of the disease cleared + away, they did not, it is true, leave furrows or scars on her face (except + one, perhaps, on her forehead over her left eyebrow); but the delicacy of + her rosy color and complexion was gone: her eyes had lost their + brilliancy, her hair fell, and her face looked older. It was as if a + coarse hand had rubbed off the delicate tints of that sweet picture, and + brought it, as one has seen unskilful painting-cleaners do, to the dead + color. Also, it must be owned, that for a year or two after the malady, + her ladyship's nose was swollen and redder. + </p> + <p> + There would be no need to mention these trivialities, but that they + actually influenced many lives, as trifles will in the world, where a gnat + often plays a greater part than an elephant, and a mole-hill, as we know + in King William's case, can upset an empire. When Tusher in his courtly + way (at which Harry Esmond always chafed and spoke scornfully) vowed and + protested that my lady's face was none the worse—the lad broke out + and said, “It IS worse and my mistress is not near so handsome as she + was;” on which poor Lady Castlewood gave a rueful smile, and a look into a + little Venice glass she had, which showed her, I suppose, that what the + stupid boy said was only too true, for she turned away from the glass, and + her eyes filled with tears. + </p> + <p> + The sight of these in Esmond's heart always created a sort of rage of + pity, and seeing them on the face of the lady whom he loved best, the + young blunderer sank down on his knees, and besought her to pardon him, + saying that he was a fool and an idiot, that he was a brute to make such a + speech, he who had caused her malady; and Doctor Tusher told him that a + bear he was indeed, and a bear he would remain, at which speech poor young + Esmond was so dumbstricken that he did not even growl. + </p> + <p> + “He is MY bear, and I will not have him baited, Doctor,” my lady said, + patting her hand kindly on the boy's head, as he was still kneeling at her + feet. “How your hair has come off! And mine, too,” she added with another + sigh. + </p> + <p> + “It is not for myself that I cared,” my lady said to Harry, when the + parson had taken his leave; “but AM I very much changed? Alas! I fear 'tis + too true.” + </p> + <p> + “Madam, you have the dearest, and kindest, and sweetest face in the world, + I think,” the lad said; and indeed he thought and thinks so. + </p> + <p> + “Will my lord think so when he comes back?” the lady asked with a sigh, + and another look at her Venice glass. “Suppose he should think as you do, + sir, that I am hideous—yes, you said hideous—he will cease to + care for me. 'Tis all men care for in women, our little beauty. Why did he + select me from among my sisters? 'Twas only for that. We reign but for a + day or two: and be sure that Vashti knew Esther was coming.” + </p> + <p> + “Madam,” said Mr. Esmond, “Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and to change was + the manner of his country, and according to his law.” + </p> + <p> + “You are all Grand Turks for that matter,” said my lady, “or would be if + you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. You are well, praised be Heaven. + YOUR locks are not thinned by this dreadful small-pox: nor your poor face + scarred—is it, my angel?” + </p> + <p> + Frank began to shout and whimper at the idea of such a misfortune. From + the very earliest time the young lord had been taught to admire his beauty + by his mother: and esteemed it as highly as any reigning toast valued + hers. + </p> + <p> + One day, as he himself was recovering from his fever and illness, a pang + of something like shame shot across young Esmond's breast, as he + remembered that he had never once during his illness given a thought to + the poor girl at the smithy, whose red cheeks but a month ago he had been + so eager to see. Poor Nancy! her cheeks had shared the fate of roses, and + were withered now. She had taken the illness on the same day with Esmond—she + and her brother were both dead of the small-pox, and buried under the + Castlewood yew-trees. There was no bright face looking now from the + garden, or to cheer the old smith at his lonely fireside. Esmond would + have liked to have kissed her in her shroud (like the lass in Mr. Prior's + pretty poem); but she rested many a foot below the ground, when Esmond + after his malady first trod on it. + </p> + <p> + Doctor Tusher brought the news of this calamity, about which Harry Esmond + longed to ask, but did not like. He said almost the whole village had been + stricken with the pestilence; seventeen persons were dead of it, among + them mentioning the names of poor Nancy and her little brother. He did not + fail to say how thankful we survivors ought to be. It being this man's + business to flatter and make sermons, it must be owned he was most + industrious in it, and was doing the one or the other all day. + </p> + <p> + And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond blushed that he had not a single + tear for her, and fell to composing an elegy in Latin verses over the + rustic little beauty. He bade the dryads mourn and the river-nymphs + deplore her. As her father followed the calling of Vulcan, he said that + surely she was like a daughter of Venus, though Sievewright's wife was an + ugly shrew, as he remembered to have heard afterwards. He made a long + face, but, in truth, felt scarcely more sorrowful than a mute at a + funeral. These first passions of men and women are mostly abortive; and + are dead almost before they are born. Esmond could repeat, to his last + day, some of the doggerel lines in which his muse bewailed his pretty + lass; not without shame to remember how bad the verses were, and how good + he thought them; how false the grief, and yet how he was rather proud of + it. 'Tis an error, surely, to talk of the simplicity of youth. I think no + persons are more hypocritical, and have a more affected behavior to one + another, than the young. They deceive themselves and each other with + artifices that do not impose upon men of the world; and so we get to + understand truth better, and grow simpler as we grow older. + </p> + <p> + When my lady heard of the fate which had befallen poor Nancy, she said + nothing so long as Tusher was by, but when he was gone, she took Harry + Esmond's hand and said— + </p> + <p> + “Harry, I beg your pardon for those cruel words I used on the night you + were taken ill. I am shocked at the fate of the poor creature, and am sure + that nothing had happened of that with which, in my anger, I charged you. + And the very first day we go out, you must take me to the blacksmith, and + we must see if there is anything I can do to console the poor old man. + Poor man! to lose both his children! What should I do without mine?” + </p> + <p> + And this was, indeed, the very first walk which my lady took, leaning on + Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought no consolation to + the old father; and he showed no softness, or desire to speak. “The Lord + gave and took away,” he said; and he knew what His servant's duty was. He + wanted for nothing—less now than ever before, as there were fewer + mouths to feed. He wished her ladyship and Master Esmond good morning—he + had grown tall in his illness, and was but very little marked; and with + this, and a surly bow, he went in from the smithy to the house, leaving my + lady, somewhat silenced and shamefaced, at the door. He had a handsome + stone put up for his two children, which may be seen in Castlewood + churchyard to this very day; and before a year was out his own name was + upon the stone. In the presence of Death, that sovereign ruler, a woman's + coquetry is seared; and her jealousy will hardly pass the boundaries of + that grim kingdom. 'Tis entirely of the earth, that passion, and expires + in the cold blue air, beyond our sphere. + </p> + <p> + At length, when the danger was quite over, it was announced that my lord + and his daughter would return. Esmond well remembered the day. The lady + his mistress was in a flurry of fear: before my lord came, she went into + her room, and returned from it with reddened cheeks. Her fate was about to + be decided. Her beauty was gone—was her reign, too, over? A minute + would say. My lord came riding over the bridge—he could be seen from + the great window, clad in scarlet, and mounted on his gray hackney—his + little daughter ambled by him in a bright riding-dress of blue, on a + shining chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the great mantel-piece, + looking on, with one hand on her heart—she seemed only the more pale + for those red marks on either cheek. She put her handkerchief to her eyes, + and withdrew it, laughing hysterically—the cloth was quite red with + the rouge when she took it away. She ran to her room again, and came back + with pale cheeks and red eyes—her son in her hand—just as my + lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who had gone out to meet his + protector, and to hold his stirrup as he descended from horseback. + </p> + <p> + “What, Harry, boy!” my lord said, good-naturedly, “you look as gaunt as a + greyhound. The small-pox hasn't improved your beauty, and your side of the + house hadn't never too much of it—ho, ho!” + </p> + <p> + And he laughed, and sprang to the ground with no small agility, looking + handsome and red, within a jolly face and brown hair, like a Beef-eater; + Esmond kneeling again, as soon as his patron had descended, performed his + homage, and then went to greet the little Beatrix, and help her from her + horse. + </p> + <p> + “Fie! how yellow you look,” she said; “and there are one, two, red holes + in your face;” which, indeed, was very true; Harry Esmond's harsh + countenance bearing, as long as it continued to be a human face, the marks + of the disease. + </p> + <p> + My lord laughed again, in high good-humor. + </p> + <p> + “D—- it!” said he, with one of his usual oaths, “the little slut + sees everything. She saw the Dowager's paint t'other day, and asked her + why she wore that red stuff—didn't you, Trix? and the Tower; and St. + James's; and the play; and the Prince George, and the Princess Anne—didn't + you, Trix?” + </p> + <p> + “They are both very fat, and smelt of brandy,” the child said. + </p> + <p> + Papa roared with laughing. + </p> + <p> + “Brandy!” he said. “And how do you know, Miss Pert?” + </p> + <p> + “Because your lordship smells of it after supper, when I embrace you + before you go to bed,” said the young lady, who, indeed, was as pert as + her father said, and looked as beautiful a little gipsy as eyes ever gazed + on. + </p> + <p> + “And now for my lady,” said my lord, going up the stairs, and passing + under the tapestry curtain that hung before the drawing-room door. Esmond + remembered that noble figure, handsomely arrayed in scarlet. Within the + last few months he himself had grown from a boy to be a man, and with his + figure his thoughts had shot up, and grown manly. + </p> + <p> + My lady's countenance, of which Harry Esmond was accustomed to watch the + changes, and with a solicitous affection to note and interpret the signs + of gladness or care, wore a sad and depressed look for many weeks after + her lord's return: during which it seemed as if, by caresses and + entreaties, she strove to win him back from some ill humor he had, and + which he did not choose to throw off. In her eagerness to please him she + practised a hundred of those arts which had formerly charmed him, but + which seemed now to have lost their potency. Her songs did not amuse him; + and she hushed them and the children when in his presence. My lord sat + silent at his dinner, drinking greatly, his lady opposite to him, looking + furtively at his face, though also speechless. Her silence annoyed him as + much as her speech; and he would peevishly, and with an oath, ask her why + she held her tongue and looked so glum; or he would roughly check her when + speaking, and bid her not talk nonsense. It seemed as if, since his + return, nothing she could do or say could please him. + </p> + <p> + When a master and mistress are at strife in a house, the subordinates in + the family take the one side or the other. Harry Esmond stood in so great + fear of my lord, that he would run a league barefoot to do a message for + him; but his attachment for Lady Esmond was such a passion of grateful + regard, that to spare her a grief, or to do her a service, he would have + given his life daily: and it was by the very depth and intensity of this + regard that he began to divine how unhappy his adored lady's life was, and + that a secret care (for she never spoke of her anxieties) was weighing + upon her. + </p> + <p> + Can any one, who has passed through the world and watched the nature of + men and women there, doubt what had befallen her? I have seen, to be sure, + some people carry down with them into old age the actual bloom of their + youthful love, and I know that Mr. Thomas Parr lived to be a hundred and + sixty years old. But, for all that, threescore and ten is the age of men, + and few get beyond it; and 'tis certain that a man who marries for mere + beaux yeux, as my lord did, considers this part of the contract at an end + when the woman ceases to fulfil hers, and his love does not survive her + beauty. I know 'tis often otherwise, I say; and can think (as most men in + their own experience may) of many a house, where, lighted in early years, + the sainted lamp of love hath never been extinguished; but so there is Mr. + Parr, and so there is the great giant at the fair that is eight feet high—exceptions + to men—and that poor lamp whereof I speak, that lights at first the + nuptial chamber, is extinguished by a hundred winds and draughts down the + chimney, or sputters out for want of feeding. And then—and then it + is Chloe, in the dark, stark awake, and Strephon snoring unheeding; or + vice versa, 'tis poor Strephon that has married a heartless jilt, and + awoke out of that absurd vision of conjugal felicity, which was to last + for ever, and is over like any other dream. One and other has made his + bed, and so must lie in it, until that final day when life ends, and they + sleep separate. + </p> + <p> + About this time young Esmond, who had a knack of stringing verses, turned + some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes, and brought them to his lady for her + delectation. Those which treated of forsaken women touched her immensely, + Harry remarked; and when Oenone called after Paris, and Medea bade Jason + come back again, the lady of Castlewood sighed, and said she thought that + part of the verses was the most pleasing. Indeed, she would have chopped + up the Dean, her old father, in order to bring her husband back again. But + her beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons will go, and the poor + enchantress had never a spell to keep him. + </p> + <p> + My lord was only sulky as long as his wife's anxious face or behavior + seemed to upbraid him. When she had got to master these, and to show an + outwardly cheerful countenance and behavior, her husband's good-humor + returned partially, and he swore and stormed no longer at dinner, but + laughed sometimes, and yawned unrestrainedly; absenting himself often from + home, inviting more company thither, passing the greater part of his days + in the hunting-field, or over the bottle as before; but with this + difference, that the poor wife could no longer see now, as she had done + formerly, the light of love kindled in his eyes. He was with her, but that + flame was out: and that once welcome beacon no more shone there. + </p> + <p> + What were this lady's feelings when forced to admit the truth whereof her + foreboding glass had given her only too true warning, that within her + beauty her reign had ended, and the days of her love were over? What does + a seaman do in a storm if mast and rudder are carried away? He ships a + jurymast, and steers as he best can with an oar. What happens if your roof + falls in a tempest? After the first stun of the calamity the sufferer + starts up, gropes around to see that the children are safe, and puts them + under a shed out of the rain. If the palace burns down, you take shelter + in the barn. What man's life is not overtaken by one or more of these + tornadoes that send us out of the course, and fling us on rocks to shelter + as best we may? + </p> + <p> + When Lady Castlewood found that her great ship had gone down, she began as + best she might after she had rallied from the effects of the loss, to put + out small ventures of happiness; and hope for little gains and returns, as + a merchant on 'Change, indocilis pauperiem pati, having lost his + thousands, embarks a few guineas upon the next ship. She laid out her all + upon her children, indulging them beyond all measure, as was inevitable + with one of her kindness of disposition; giving all her thoughts to their + welfare—learning, that she might teach them; and improving her own + many natural gifts and feminine accomplishments, that she might impart + them to her young ones. To be doing good for some one else, is the life of + most good women. They are exuberant of kindness, as it were, and must + impart it to some one. She made herself a good scholar of French, Italian, + and Latin, having been grounded in these by her father in her youth; + hiding these gifts from her husband out of fear, perhaps, that they should + offend him, for my lord was no bookman—pish'd and psha'd at the + notion of learned ladies, and would have been angry that his wife could + construe out of a Latin book of which he could scarce understand two + words. Young Esmond was usher, or house tutor, under her or over her, as + it might happen. During my lord's many absences, these school-days would + go on uninterruptedly: the mother and daughter learning with surprising + quickness; the latter by fits and starts only, and as suited her wayward + humor. As for the little lord, it must be owned that he took after his + father in the matter of learning—liked marbles and play, and the + great horse and the little one which his father brought him, and on which + he took him out a-hunting, a great deal better than Corderius and Lily; + marshalled the village boys, and had a little court of them, already + flogging them, and domineering over them with a fine imperious spirit, + that made his father laugh when he beheld it, and his mother fondly warn + him. The cook had a son, the woodman had two, the big lad at the porter's + lodge took his cuffs and his orders. Doctor Tusher said he was a young + nobleman of gallant spirit; and Harry Esmond, who was his tutor, and eight + years his little lordship's senior, had hard work sometimes to keep his + own temper, and hold his authority over his rebellious little chief and + kinsman. + </p> + <p> + In a couple of years after that calamity had befallen which had robbed + Lady Castlewood of a little—a very little—of her beauty, and + her careless husband's heart (if the truth must be told, my lady had found + not only that her reign was over, but that her successor was appointed, a + Princess of a noble house in Drury Lane somewhere, who was installed and + visited by my lord at the town eight miles off—pudet haec opprobria + dicere nobis)—a great change had taken place in her mind, which, by + struggles only known to herself, at least never mentioned to any one, and + unsuspected by the person who caused the pain she endured—had been + schooled into such a condition as she could not very likely have imagined + possible a score of months since, before her misfortunes had begun. + </p> + <p> + She had oldened in that time as people do who suffer silently great mental + pain; and learned much that she had never suspected before. She was taught + by that bitter teacher Misfortune. A child the mother of other children, + but two years back her lord was a god to her; his words her law; his smile + her sunshine; his lazy commonplaces listened to eagerly, as if they were + words of wisdom—all his wishes and freaks obeyed with a servile + devotion. She had been my lord's chief slave and blind worshipper. Some + women bear farther than this, and submit not only to neglect but to + unfaithfulness too—but here this lady's allegiance had failed her. + Her spirit rebelled, and disowned any more obedience. First she had to + bear in secret the passion of losing the adored object; then to get + further initiation, and to find this worshipped being was but a clumsy + idol: then to admit the silent truth, that it was she was superior, and + not the monarch her master: that she had thoughts which his brains could + never master, and was the better of the two; quite separate from my lord + although tied to him, and bound, as almost all people (save a very happy + few), to work all her life alone. My lord sat in his chair, laughing his + laugh, cracking his joke, his face flushing with wine—my lady in her + place over against him—he never suspecting that his superior was + there, in the calm resigned lady, cold of manner, with downcast eyes. When + he was merry in his cups, he would make jokes about her coldness, and, “D—- + it, now my lady is gone, we will have t'other bottle,” he would say. He + was frank enough in telling his thoughts, such as they were. There was + little mystery about my lord's words or actions. His Fair Rosamond did not + live in a Labyrinth, like the lady of Mr. Addison's opera, but paraded + with painted cheeks and a tipsy retinue in the country town. Had she a + mind to be revenged, Lady Castlewood could have found the way to her + rival's house easily enough; and, if she had come with bowl and dagger, + would have been routed off the ground by the enemy with a volley of + Billingsgate, which the fair person always kept by her. + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile, it has been said, that for Harry Esmond his benefactress's + sweet face had lost none of its charms. It had always the kindest of looks + and smiles for him—smiles, not so gay and artless perhaps as those + which Lady Castlewood had formerly worn, when, a child herself, playing + with her children, her husband's pleasure and authority were all she + thought of; but out of her griefs and cares, as will happen I think when + these trials fall upon a kindly heart, and are not too unbearable, grew up + a number of thoughts and excellences which had never come into existence, + had not her sorrow and misfortunes engendered them. Sure, occasion is the + father of most that is good in us. As you have seen the awkward fingers + and clumsy tools of a prisoner cut and fashion the most delicate little + pieces of carved work; or achieve the most prodigious underground labors, + and cut through walls of masonry, and saw iron bars and fetters; 'tis + misfortune that awakens ingenuity, or fortitude, or endurance, in hearts + where these qualities had never come to life but for the circumstance + which gave them a being. + </p> + <p> + “'Twas after Jason left her, no doubt,” Lady Castlewood once said with one + of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading to her a version of certain + lines out of Euripides), “that Medea became a learned woman and a great + enchantress.” + </p> + <p> + “And she could conjure the stars out of heaven,” the young tutor added, + “but she could not bring Jason back again.” + </p> + <p> + “What do you mean?” asked my lady, very angry. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed I mean nothing,” said the other, “save what I've read in books. + What should I know about such matters? I have seen no woman save you and + little Beatrix, and the parson's wife and my late mistress, and your + ladyship's woman here.” + </p> + <p> + “The men who wrote your books,” says my lady, “your Horaces, and Ovids, + and Virgils, as far as I know of them, all thought ill of us, as all the + heroes they wrote about used us basely. We were bred to be slaves always; + and even of our own times, as you are still the only lawgivers, I think + our sermons seem to say that the best woman is she who bears her master's + chains most gracefully. 'Tis a pity there are no nunneries permitted by + our church: Beatrix and I would fly to one, and end our days in peace + there away from you.” + </p> + <p> + “And is there no slavery in a convent?” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them,” answered the lady. + “They don't work in street gangs with the public to jeer them: and if they + suffer, suffer in private. Here comes my lord home from hunting. Take away + the books. My lord does not love to see them. Lessons are over for to-day, + Mr. Tutor.” And with a curtsy and a smile she would end this sort of + colloquy. + </p> + <p> + Indeed “Mr. Tutor,” as my lady called Esmond, had now business enough on + his hands in Castlewood house. He had three pupils, his lady and her two + children, at whose lessons she would always be present; besides writing my + lord's letters, and arranging his accompts for him—when these could + be got from Esmond's indolent patron. + </p> + <p> + Of the pupils the two young people were but lazy scholars, and as my lady + would admit no discipline such as was then in use, my lord's son only + learned what he liked, which was but little, and never to his life's end + could be got to construe more than six lines of Virgil. Mistress Beatrix + chattered French prettily, from a very early age; and sang sweetly, but + this was from her mother's teaching—not Harry Esmond's, who could + scarce distinguish between “Green Sleeves” and “Lillibullero;” although he + had no greater delight in life than to hear the ladies sing. He sees them + now (will he ever forget them?) as they used to sit together of the summer + evenings—the two golden heads over the page—the child's little + hand, and the mother's beating the time, with their voices rising and + falling in unison. + </p> + <p> + But if the children were careless, 'twas a wonder how eagerly the mother + learnt from her young tutor—and taught him too. The happiest + instinctive faculty was this lady's—a faculty for discerning latent + beauties and hidden graces of books, especially books of poetry, as in a + walk she would spy out field-flowers and make posies of them, such as no + other hand could. She was a critic, not by reason but by feeling; the + sweetest commentator of those books they read together; and the happiest + hours of young Esmond's life, perhaps, were those passed in the company of + this kind mistress and her children. + </p> + <p> + These happy days were to end soon, however; and it was by the Lady + Castlewood's own decree that they were brought to a conclusion. It + happened about Christmas-time, Harry Esmond being now past sixteen years + of age, that his old comrade, adversary, and friend, Tom Tusher, returned + from his school in London, a fair, well-grown, and sturdy lad, who was + about to enter college, with an exhibition from his school, and a prospect + of after promotion in the church. Tom Tusher's talk was of nothing but + Cambridge now; and the boys, who were good friends, examined each other + eagerly about their progress in books. Tom had learned some Greek and + Hebrew, besides Latin, in which he was pretty well skilled, and also had + given himself to mathematical studies under his father's guidance, who was + a proficient in those sciences, of which Esmond knew nothing; nor could he + write Latin so well as Tom, though he could talk it better, having been + taught by his dear friend the Jesuit Father, for whose memory the lad ever + retained the warmest affection, reading his books, keeping his swords + clean in the little crypt where the Father had shown them to Esmond on the + night of his visit; and often of a night sitting in the chaplain's room, + which he inhabited, over his books, his verses, and rubbish, with which + the lad occupied himself, he would look up at the window, thinking he + wished it might open and let in the good Father. He had come and passed + away like a dream; but for the swords and books Harry might almost think + the Father was an imagination of his mind—and for two letters which + had come to him, one from abroad, full of advice and affection, another + soon after he had been confirmed by the Bishop of Hexton, in which Father + Holt deplored his falling away. But Harry Esmond felt so confident now of + his being in the right, and of his own powers as a casuist, that he + thought he was able to face the Father himself in argument, and possibly + convert him. + </p> + <p> + To work upon the faith of her young pupil, Esmond's kind mistress sent to + the library of her father the Dean, who had been distinguished in the + disputes of the late king's reign; and, an old soldier now, had hung up + his weapons of controversy. These he took down from his shelves willingly + for young Esmond, whom he benefited by his own personal advice and + instruction. It did not require much persuasion to induce the boy to + worship with his beloved mistress. And the good old nonjuring Dean + flattered himself with a conversion which, in truth, was owing to a much + gentler and fairer persuader. + </p> + <p> + Under her ladyship's kind eyes (my lord's being sealed in sleep pretty + generally), Esmond read many volumes of the works of the famous British + Divines of the last age, and was familiar with Wake and Sherlock, with + Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never tired to listen or to read, + to pursue the texts with fond comments, to urge those points which her + fancy dwelt on most, or her reason deemed most important. Since the death + of her father the Dean, this lady hath admitted a certain latitude of + theological reading which her orthodox father would never have allowed; + his favorite writers appealing more to reason and antiquity than to the + passions or imaginations of their readers, so that the works of Bishop + Taylor, nay, those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have in reality found more + favor with my Lady Castlewood than the severer volumes of our great + English schoolmen. + </p> + <p> + In later life, at the University, Esmond reopened the controversy, and + pursued it in a very different manner, when his patrons had determined for + him that he was to embrace the ecclesiastical life. But though his + mistress's heart was in this calling, his own never was much. After that + first fervor of simple devotion, which his beloved Jesuit priest had + inspired in him, speculative theology took but little hold upon the young + man's mind. When his early credulity was disturbed, and his saints and + virgins taken out of his worship, to rank little higher than the + divinities of Olympus, his belief became acquiescence rather than ardor; + and he made his mind up to assume the cassock and bands, as another man + does to wear a breastplate and jack-boots, or to mount a merchant's desk, + for a livelihood, and from obedience and necessity, rather than from + choice. There were scores of such men in Mr. Esmond's time at the + universities, who were going to the church with no better calling than + his. + </p> + <p> + When Thomas Tusher was gone, a feeling of no small depression and disquiet + fell upon young Esmond, of which, though he did not complain, his kind + mistress must have divined the cause: for soon after she showed not only + that she understood the reason of Harry's melancholy, but could provide a + remedy for it. Her habit was thus to watch, unobservedly, those to whom + duty or affection bound her, and to prevent their designs, or to fulfil + them, when she had the power. It was this lady's disposition to think + kindnesses, and devise silent bounties and to scheme benevolence, for + those about her. We take such goodness, for the most part, as if it was + our due; the Marys who bring ointment for our feet get but little thanks. + Some of us never feel this devotion at all, or are moved by it to + gratitude or acknowledgment; others only recall it years after, when the + days are past in which those sweet kindnesses were spent on us, and we + offer back our return for the debt by a poor tardy payment of tears. Then + forgotten tones of love recur to us, and kind glances shine out of the + past—oh so bright and clear!—oh so longed after!—because + they are out of reach; as holiday music from withinside a prison wall—or + sunshine seen through the bars; more prized because unattainable—more + bright because of the contrast of present darkness and solitude, whence + there is no escape. + </p> + <p> + All the notice, then, which Lady Castlewood seemed to take of Harry + Esmond's melancholy, upon Tom Tusher's departure, was, by a gayety unusual + to her, to attempt to dispel his gloom. She made his three scholars + (herself being the chief one) more cheerful than ever they had been + before, and more docile, too, all of them learning and reading much more + than they had been accustomed to do. “For who knows,” said the lady, “what + may happen, and whether we may be able to keep such a learned tutor long?” + </p> + <p> + Frank Esmond said he for his part did not want to learn any more, and + cousin Harry might shut up his book whenever he liked, if he would come + out a-fishing; and little Beatrix declared she would send for Tom Tusher, + and HE would be glad enough to come to Castlewood, if Harry chose to go + away. + </p> + <p> + At last comes a messenger from Winchester one day, bearer of a letter, + with a great black seal, from the Dean there, to say that his sister was + dead, and had left her fortune of 2,000L. among her six nieces, the Dean's + daughters; and many a time since has Harry Esmond recalled the flushed + face and eager look wherewith, after this intelligence, his kind lady + regarded him. She did not pretend to any grief about the deceased + relative, from whom she and her family had been many years parted. + </p> + <p> + When my lord heard of the news, he also did not make any very long face. + “The money will come very handy to furnish the music-room and the cellar, + which is getting low, and buy your ladyship a coach and a couple of horses + that will do indifferent to ride or for the coach. And, Beatrix, you shall + have a spinnet: and, Frank, you shall have a little horse from Hexton + Fair; and, Harry, you shall have five pounds to buy some books,” said my + lord, who was generous with his own, and indeed with other folk's money. + “I wish your aunt would die once a year, Rachel; we could spend your + money, and all your sisters', too.” + </p> + <p> + “I have but one aunt—and—and I have another use for the money, + my lord,” says my lady, turning very red. + </p> + <p> + “Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?” cries my lord. + “And what the devil is there that I don't give you which you want!” + </p> + <p> + “I intend to give this money—can't you fancy how, my lord?” + </p> + <p> + My lord swore one of his large oaths that he did not know in the least + what she meant. + </p> + <p> + “I intend it for Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry,” says my + lady, “you mustn't stay longer in this dull place, but make a name to + yourself, and for us too, Harry.” + </p> + <p> + “D—n it, Harry's well enough here,” says my lord, for a moment + looking rather sulky. + </p> + <p> + “Is Harry going away? You don't mean to say you will go away?” cry out + Frank and Beatrix at one breath. + </p> + <p> + “But he will come back: and this will always be his home,” cries my lady, + with blue eyes looking a celestial kindness: “and his scholars will always + love him; won't they?” + </p> + <p> + “By G-d, Rachel, you're a good woman!” says my lord, seizing my lady's + hand, at which she blushed very much, and shrank back, putting her + children before her. “I wish you joy, my kinsman,” he continued, giving + Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. “I won't balk your luck. Go to + Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher dies you shall have the living here, if + you are not better provided by that time. We'll furnish the dining-room + and buy the horses another year. I'll give thee a nag out of the stable: + take any one except my hack and the bay gelding and the coach-horses; and + God speed thee, my boy!” + </p> + <p> + “Have the sorrel, Harry; 'tis a good one. Father says 'tis the best in the + stable,” says little Frank, clapping his hands, and jumping up. “Let's + come and see him in the stable.” And the other, in his delight and + eagerness, was for leaving the room that instant to arrange about his + journey. + </p> + <p> + The Lady Castlewood looked after him with sad penetrating glances. “He + wishes to be gone already, my lord,” said she to her husband. + </p> + <p> + The young man hung back abashed. “Indeed, I would stay for ever, if your + ladyship bade me,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “And thou wouldst be a fool for thy pains, kinsman,” said my lord. “Tut, + tut, man. Go and see the world. Sow thy wild oats; and take the best luck + that Fate sends thee. I wish I were a boy again, that I might go to + college, and taste the Trumpington ale.” + </p> + <p> + “Ours, indeed, is but a dull home,” cries my lady, with a little of + sadness and, maybe, of satire, in her voice: “an old glum house, half + ruined, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two children are but + poor company for men that are accustomed to better. We are only fit to be + your worship's handmaids, and your pleasures must of necessity lie + elsewhere than at home.” + </p> + <p> + “Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether thou art in earnest or not,” said + my lord. + </p> + <p> + “In earnest, my lord!” says she, still clinging by one of her children. + “Is there much subject here for joke?” And she made him a grand curtsy, + and, giving a stately look to Harry Esmond, which seemed to say, + “Remember; you understand me, though he does not,” she left the room with + her children. + </p> + <p> + “Since she found out that confounded Hexton business,” my lord said—“and + be hanged to them that told her!—she has not been the same woman. + She, who used to be as humble as a milkmaid, is as proud as a princess,” + says my lord. “Take my counsel, Harry Esmond, and keep clear of women. + Since I have had anything to do with the jades, they have given me nothing + but disgust. I had a wife at Tangier, with whom, as she couldn't speak a + word of my language, you'd have thought I might lead a quiet life. But she + tried to poison me, because she was jealous of a Jew girl. There was your + aunt, for aunt she is—aunt Jezebel, a pretty life your father led + with HER! and here's my lady. When I saw her on a pillion, riding behind + the Dean her father, she looked and was such a baby, that a sixpenny doll + might have pleased her. And now you see what she is—hands off, + highty-tighty, high and mighty, an empress couldn't be grander. Pass us + the tankard, Harry my boy. A mug of beer and a toast at morn, says my + host. A toast and a mug of beer at noon, says my dear. D—n it, Polly + loves a mug of ale, too, and laced with brandy, by Jove!” Indeed, I + suppose they drank it together; for my lord was often thick in his speech + at mid-day dinner; and at night at supper, speechless altogether. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond's departure resolved upon, it seemed as if the Lady + Castlewood, too, rejoiced to lose him; for more than once, when the lad, + ashamed perhaps at his own secret eagerness to go away (at any rate + stricken with sadness at the idea of leaving those from whom he had + received so many proofs of love and kindness inestimable), tried to + express to his mistress his sense of gratitude to her, and his sorrow at + quitting those who had so sheltered and tended a nameless and houseless + orphan, Lady Castlewood cut short his protests of love and his + lamentations, and would hear of no grief, but only look forward to Harry's + fame and prospects in life. “Our little legacy will keep you for four + years like a gentleman. Heaven's Providence, your own genius, industry, + honor, must do the rest for you. Castlewood will always be a home for you; + and these children, whom you have taught and loved, will not forget to + love you. And, Harry,” said she (and this was the only time when she spoke + with a tear in her eye, or a tremor in her voice), “it may happen in the + course of nature that I shall be called away from them: and their father—and—and + they will need true friends and protectors. Promise me that you will be + true to them—as—as I think I have been to you—and a + mother's fond prayer and blessing go with you.” + </p> + <p> + “So help me God, madam, I will,” said Harry Esmond, falling on his knees, + and kissing the hand of his dearest mistress. “If you will have me stay + now, I will. What matters whether or no I make my way in life, or whether + a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? 'Tis enough that I have your + love and kindness surely; and to make you happy is duty enough for me.” + </p> + <p> + “Happy!” says she; “but indeed I ought to be, with my children, and—” + </p> + <p> + “Not happy!” cried Esmond (for he knew what her life was, though he and + his mistress never spoke a word concerning it). “If not happiness, it may + be ease. Let me stay and work for you—let me stay and be your + servant.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, you are best away,” said my lady, laughing, as she put her hand + on the boy's head for a moment. “You shall stay in no such dull place. You + shall go to college and distinguish yourself as becomes your name. That is + how you shall please me best; and—and if my children want you, or I + want you, you shall come to us; and I know we may count on you.” + </p> + <p> + “May heaven forsake me if you may not!” Harry said, getting up from his + knee. + </p> + <p> + “And my knight longs for a dragon this instant that he may fight,” said my + lady, laughing; which speech made Harry Esmond start, and turn red; for + indeed the very thought was in his mind, that he would like that some + chance should immediately happen whereby he might show his devotion. And + it pleased him to think that his lady had called him “her knight,” and + often and often he recalled this to his mind, and prayed that he might be + her true knight, too. + </p> + <p> + My lady's bed-chamber window looked out over the country, and you could + see from it the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the green common + betwixt that and the Hall, and the old bridge which crossed over the + river. When Harry Esmond went away for Cambridge, little Frank ran + alongside his horse as far as the bridge, and there Harry stopped for a + moment, and looked back at the house where the best part of his life had + been passed. It lay before him with its gray familiar towers, a pinnacle + or two shining in the sun, the buttresses and terrace walls casting great + blue shades on the grass. And Harry remembered, all his life after, how he + saw his mistress at the window looking out on him in a white robe, the + little Beatrix's chestnut curls resting at her mother's side. Both waved a + farewell to him, and little Frank sobbed to leave him. Yes, he WOULD be + his lady's true knight, he vowed in his heart; he waved her an adieu with + his hat. The village people had Good-by to say to him too. All knew that + Master Harry was going to college, and most of them had a kind word and a + look of farewell. I do not stop to say what adventures he began to + imagine, or what career to devise for himself before he had ridden three + miles from home. He had not read Monsieur Galland's ingenious Arabian + tales as yet; but be sure that there are other folks who build castles in + the air, and have fine hopes, and kick them down too, besides honest + Alnaschar. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0010" id="link2HCH0010"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X. + </h2> + <h3> + I GO TO CAMBRIDGE, AND DO BUT LITTLE GOOD THERE. + </h3> + <p> + Mr lord, who said he should like to revisit the old haunts of his youth, + kindly accompanied Harry Esmond in his first journey to Cambridge. Their + road lay through London, where my Lord Viscount would also have Harry stay + a few days to show him the pleasures of the town before he entered upon + his university studies, and whilst here Harry's patron conducted the young + man to my Lady Dowager's house at Chelsey near London: the kind lady at + Castlewood having specially ordered that the young gentleman and the old + should pay a respectful visit in that quarter. + </p> + <p> + Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager occupied a handsome new house in + Chelsey, with a garden behind it, and facing the river, always a bright + and animated sight with its swarms of sailors, barges, and wherries. Harry + laughed at recognizing in the parlor the well-remembered old piece of Sir + Peter Lely, wherein his father's widow was represented as a virgin + huntress, armed with a gilt bow-and-arrow, and encumbered only with that + small quantity of drapery which it would seem the virgins in King + Charles's day were accustomed to wear. + </p> + <p> + My Lady Dowager had left off this peculiar habit of huntress when she + married. But though she was now considerably past sixty years of age, I + believe she thought that airy nymph of the picture could still be easily + recognized in the venerable personage who gave an audience to Harry and + his patron. + </p> + <p> + She received the young man with even more favor than she showed to the + elder, for she chose to carry on the conversation in French, in which my + Lord Castlewood was no great proficient, and expressed her satisfaction at + finding that Mr. Esmond could speak fluently in that language. “'Twas the + only one fit for polite conversation,” she condescended to say, “and + suitable to persons of high breeding.” + </p> + <p> + My lord laughed afterwards, as the gentlemen went away, at his kinswoman's + behavior. He said he remembered the time when she could speak English fast + enough, and joked in his jolly way at the loss he had had of such a lovely + wife as that. + </p> + <p> + My Lady Viscountess deigned to ask his lordship news of his wife and + children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had had the small-pox; she + hoped she was not so VERY much disfigured as people said. + </p> + <p> + At this remark about his wife's malady, my Lord Viscount winced and turned + red; but the Dowager, in speaking of the disfigurement of the young lady, + turned to her looking-glass and examined her old wrinkled countenance in + it with such a grin of satisfaction, that it was all her guests could do + to refrain from laughing in her ancient face. + </p> + <p> + She asked Harry what his profession was to be; and my lord, saying that + the lad was to take orders, and have the living of Castlewood when old Dr. + Tusher vacated it, she did not seem to show any particular anger at the + notion of Harry's becoming a Church of England clergyman, nay, was rather + glad than otherwise, that the youth should be so provided for. She bade + Mr. Esmond not to forget to pay her a visit whenever he passed through + London, and carried her graciousness so far as to send a purse with twenty + guineas for him, to the tavern at which my lord put up (the “Greyhound,” + in Charing Cross); and, along with this welcome gift for her kinsman, she + sent a little doll for a present to my lord's little daughter Beatrix, who + was growing beyond the age of dolls by this time, and was as tall almost + as her venerable relative. + </p> + <p> + After seeing the town, and going to the plays, my Lord Castlewood and + Esmond rode together to Cambridge, spending two pleasant days upon the + journey. Those rapid new coaches were not established, as yet, that + performed the whole journey between London and the University in a single + day; however, the road was pleasant and short enough to Harry Esmond, and + he always gratefully remembered that happy holiday which his kind patron + gave him. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond was entered a pensioner of Trinity College in Cambridge, to + which famous college my lord had also in his youth belonged. Dr. Montague + was master at this time, and received my Lord Viscount with great + politeness: so did Mr. Bridge, who was appointed to be Harry's tutor. Tom + Tusher, who was of Emanuel College, and was by this time a junior soph, + came to wait upon my lord, and to take Harry under his protection; and + comfortable rooms being provided for him in the great court close by the + gate, and near to the famous Mr. Newton's lodgings, Harry's patron took + leave of him with many kind words and blessings, and an admonition to him + to behave better at the University than my lord himself had ever done. + </p> + <p> + 'Tis needless in these memoirs to go at any length into the particulars of + Harry Esmond's college career. It was like that of a hundred young + gentlemen of that day. But he had the ill fortune to be older by a couple + of years than most of his fellow-students; and by his previous solitary + mode of bringing up, the circumstances of his life, and the peculiar + thoughtfulness and melancholy that had naturally engendered, he was, in a + great measure, cut off from the society of comrades who were much younger + and higher-spirited than he. His tutor, who had bowed down to the ground, + as he walked my lord over the college grass-plats, changed his behavior as + soon as the nobleman's back was turned, and was—at least Harry + thought so—harsh and overbearing. When the lads used to assemble in + their greges in hall, Harry found himself alone in the midst of that + little flock of boys; they raised a great laugh at him when he was set on + to read Latin, which he did with the foreign pronunciation taught to him + by his old master, the Jesuit, than which he knew no other. Mr. Bridge, + the tutor, made him the object of clumsy jokes, in which he was fond of + indulging. The young man's spirit was chafed, and his vanity mortified; + and he found himself, for some time, as lonely in this place as ever he + had been at Castlewood, whither he longed to return. His birth was a + source of shame to him, and he fancied a hundred slights and sneers from + young and old, who, no doubt, had treated him better had he met them + himself more frankly. And as he looks back, in calmer days, upon this + period of his life, which he thought so unhappy, he can see that his own + pride and vanity caused no small part of the mortifications which he + attributed to other's ill will. The world deals good-naturedly with + good-natured people, and I never knew a sulky misanthropist who quarrelled + with it, but it was he, and not it, that was in the wrong. Tom Tusher gave + Harry plenty of good advice on this subject, for Tom had both good sense + and good humor; but Mr. Harry chose to treat his senior with a great deal + of superfluous disdain and absurd scorn, and would by no means part from + his darling injuries, in which, very likely, no man believed but himself. + As for honest Doctor Bridge, the tutor found, after a few trials of wit + with the pupil, that the young man was an ugly subject for wit, and that + the laugh was often turned against him. This did not make tutor and pupil + any better friends; but had, so far, an advantage for Esmond, that Mr. + Bridge was induced to leave him alone; and so long as he kept his chapels, + and did the college exercises required of him, Bridge was content not to + see Harry's glum face in his class, and to leave him to read and sulk for + himself in his own chamber. + </p> + <p> + A poem or two in Latin and English, which were pronounced to have some + merit, and a Latin oration, (for Mr. Esmond could write that language + better than pronounce it,) got him a little reputation both with the + authorities of the University and amongst the young men, with whom he + began to pass for more than he was worth. A few victories over their + common enemy, Mr. Bridge, made them incline towards him, and look upon him + as the champion of their order against the seniors. Such of the lads as he + took into his confidence found him not so gloomy and haughty as his + appearance led them to believe; and Don Dismallo, as he was called, became + presently a person of some little importance in his college, and was, as + he believes, set down by the seniors there as rather a dangerous + character. + </p> + <p> + Don Dismallo was a staunch young Jacobite, like the rest of his family; + gave himself many absurd airs of loyalty; used to invite young friends to + Burgundy, and give the King's health on King James's birthday; wore black + on the day of his abdication; fasted on the anniversary of King William's + coronation; and performed a thousand absurd antics, of which he smiles now + to think. + </p> + <p> + These follies caused many remonstrances on Tom Tusher's part, who was + always a friend to the powers that be, as Esmond was always in opposition + to them. Tom was a Whig, while Esmond was a Tory. Tom never missed a + lecture, and capped the proctor with the profoundest of bows. No wonder he + sighed over Harry's insubordinate courses, and was angry when the others + laughed at him. But that Harry was known to have my Lord Viscount's + protection, Tom no doubt would have broken with him altogether. But honest + Tom never gave up a comrade as long as he was the friend of a great man. + This was not out of scheming on Tom's part, but a natural inclination + towards the great. 'Twas no hypocrisy in him to flatter, but the bent of + his mind, which was always perfectly good-humored, obliging, and servile. + </p> + <p> + Harry had very liberal allowances, for his dear mistress of Castlewood not + only regularly supplied him, but the Dowager of Chelsey made her donation + annual, and received Esmond at her house near London every Christmas; but, + in spite of these benefactions, Esmond was constantly poor; whilst 'twas a + wonder with how small a stipend from his father Tom Tusher contrived to + make a good figure. 'Tis true that Harry both spent, gave, and lent his + money very freely, which Thomas never did. I think he was like the famous + Duke of Marlborough in this instance, who, getting a present of fifty + pieces, when a young man, from some foolish woman who fell in love with + his good looks, showed the money to Cadogan in a drawer scores of years + after, where it had lain ever since he had sold his beardless honor to + procure it. I do not mean to say that Tom ever let out his good looks so + profitably, for nature had not endowed him with any particular charms of + person, and he ever was a pattern of moral behavior, losing no opportunity + of giving the very best advice to his younger comrade; with which article, + to do him justice, he parted very freely. Not but that he was a merry + fellow, too, in his way; he loved a joke, if by good fortune he understood + it, and took his share generously of a bottle if another paid for it, and + especially if there was a young lord in company to drink it. In these + cases there was not a harder drinker in the University than Mr. Tusher + could be; and it was edifying to behold him, fresh shaved and with smug + face, singing out “Amen!” at early chapel in the morning. In his reading, + poor Harry permitted himself to go a-gadding after all the Nine Muses, and + so very likely had but little favor from any one of them; whereas Tom + Tusher, who had no more turn for poetry than a ploughboy, nevertheless, by + a dogged perseverance and obsequiousness in courting the divine Calliope, + got himself a prize, and some credit in the University, and a fellowship + at his college, as a reward for his scholarship. In this time of Mr. + Esmond's life, he got the little reading which he ever could boast of, and + passed a good part of his days greedily devouring all the books on which + he could lay hand. In this desultory way the works of most of the English, + French, and Italian poets came under his eyes, and he had a smattering of + the Spanish tongue likewise, besides the ancient languages, of which, at + least of Latin, he was a tolerable master. + </p> + <p> + Then, about midway in his University career, he fell to reading for the + profession to which worldly prudence rather than inclination called him, + and was perfectly bewildered in theological controversy. In the course of + his reading (which was neither pursued with that seriousness or that + devout mind which such a study requires) the youth found himself at the + end of one month a Papist, and was about to proclaim his faith; the next + month a Protestant, with Chillingworth; and the third a sceptic, with + Hobbes and Bayle. Whereas honest Tom Tusher never permitted his mind to + stray out of the prescribed University path, accepted the Thirty-nine + Articles with all his heart, and would have signed and sworn to other + nine-and-thirty with entire obedience. Harry's wilfulness in this matter, + and disorderly thoughts and conversation, so shocked and afflicted his + senior, that there grew up a coldness and estrangement between them, so + that they became scarce more than mere acquaintances, from having been + intimate friends when they came to college first. Politics ran high, too, + at the University; and here, also, the young men were at variance. Tom + professed himself, albeit a high-churchman, a strong King William's-man; + whereas Harry brought his family Tory politics to college with him, to + which he must add a dangerous admiration for Oliver Cromwell, whose side, + or King James's by turns, he often chose to take in the disputes which the + young gentlemen used to hold in each other's rooms, where they debated on + the state of the nation, crowned and deposed kings, and toasted past and + present heroes and beauties in flagons of college ale. + </p> + <p> + Thus, either from the circumstances of his birth, or the natural + melancholy of his disposition, Esmond came to live very much by himself + during his stay at the University, having neither ambition enough to + distinguish himself in the college career, nor caring to mingle with the + mere pleasures and boyish frolics of the students, who were, for the most + part, two or three years younger than he. He fancied that the gentlemen of + the common-room of his college slighted him on account of his birth, and + hence kept aloof from their society. It may be that he made the ill will, + which he imagined came from them, by his own behavior, which, as he looks + back on it in after life, he now sees was morose and haughty. At any rate, + he was as tenderly grateful for kindness as he was susceptible of slight + and wrong; and, lonely as he was generally, yet had one or two very warm + friendships for his companions of those days. + </p> + <p> + One of these was a queer gentleman that resided in the University, though + he was no member of it, and was the professor of a science scarce + recognized in the common course of college education. This was a French + refugee-officer, who had been driven out of his native country at the time + of the Protestant persecutions there, and who came to Cambridge, where he + taught the science of the small-sword, and set up a saloon-of-arms. Though + he declared himself a Protestant, 'twas said Mr. Moreau was a Jesuit in + disguise; indeed, he brought very strong recommendations to the Tory + party, which was pretty strong in that University, and very likely was one + of the many agents whom King James had in this country. Esmond found this + gentleman's conversation very much more agreeable and to his taste than + the talk of the college divines in the common-room; he never wearied of + Moreau's stories of the wars of Turenne and Conde, in which he had borne a + part; and being familiar with the French tongue from his youth, and in a + place where but few spoke it, his company became very agreeable to the + brave old professor of arms, whose favorite pupil he was, and who made Mr. + Esmond a very tolerable proficient in the noble science of escrime. + </p> + <p> + At the next term Esmond was to take his degree of Bachelor of Arts, and + afterwards, in proper season, to assume the cassock and bands which his + fond mistress would have him wear. Tom Tusher himself was a parson and a + fellow of his college by this time; and Harry felt that he would very + gladly cede his right to the living of Castlewood to Tom, and that his own + calling was in no way to the pulpit. But as he was bound, before all + things in the world, to his dear mistress at home, and knew that a refusal + on his part would grieve her, he determined to give her no hint of his + unwillingness to the clerical office: and it was in this unsatisfactory + mood of mind that he went to spend the last vacation he should have at + Castlewood before he took orders. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0011" id="link2HCH0011"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI. + </h2> + <p> + I COME HOME FOR A HOLIDAY TO CASTLEWOOD, AND FIND A SKELETON IN THE HOUSE. + </p> + <p> + At his third long vacation, Esmond came as usual to Castlewood, always + feeling an eager thrill of pleasure when he found himself once more in the + house where he had passed so many years, and beheld the kind familiar eyes + of his mistress looking upon him. She and her children (out of whose + company she scarce ever saw him) came to greet him. Miss Beatrix was grown + so tall that Harry did not quite know whether he might kiss her or no; and + she blushed and held back when he offered that salutation, though she took + it, and even courted it, when they were alone. The young lord was shooting + up to be like his gallant father in look, though with his mother's kind + eyes: the lady of Castlewood herself seemed grown, too, since Harry saw + her—in her look more stately, in her person fuller, in her face + still as ever most tender and friendly, a greater air of command and + decision than had appeared in that guileless sweet countenance which Harry + remembered so gratefully. The tone of her voice was so much deeper and + sadder when she spoke and welcomed him, that it quite startled Esmond, who + looked up at her surprised as she spoke, when she withdrew her eyes from + him; nor did she ever look at him afterwards when his own eyes were gazing + upon her. A something hinting at grief and secret, and filling his mind + with alarm undefinable, seemed to speak with that low thrilling voice of + hers, and look out of those clear sad eyes. Her greeting to Esmond was so + cold that it almost pained the lad, (who would have liked to fall on his + knees, and kiss the skirt of her robe, so fond and ardent was his respect + and regard for her,) and he faltered in answering the questions which she, + hesitating on her side, began to put to him. Was he happy at Cambridge? + Did he study too hard? She hoped not. He had grown very tall, and looked + very well. + </p> + <p> + “He has got a moustache!” cries out Master Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Why does he not wear a peruke like my Lord Mohun?” asked Miss Beatrix. + “My lord says that nobody wears their own hair.” + </p> + <p> + “I believe you will have to occupy your old chamber,” says my lady. “I + hope the housekeeper has got it ready.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, mamma, you have been there ten times these three days yourself!” + exclaims Frank. + </p> + <p> + “And she cut some flowers which you planted in my garden—do you + remember, ever so many years ago? when I was quite a little girl,” cries + out Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. “And mamma put them in your window.” + </p> + <p> + “I remember when you grew well after you were ill that you used to like + roses,” said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all conducted Harry + Esmond to his chamber; the children running before, Harry walking by his + mistress hand-in-hand. + </p> + <p> + The old room had been ornamented and beautified not a little to receive + him. The flowers were in the window in a china vase; and there was a fine + new counterpane on the bed, which chatterbox Beatrix said mamma had made + too. A fire was crackling on the hearth, although it was June. My lady + thought the room wanted warming; everything was done to make him happy and + welcome: “And you are not to be a page any longer, but a gentleman and + kinsman, and to walk with papa and mamma,” said the children. And as soon + as his dear mistress and children had left him to himself, it was with a + heart overflowing with love and gratefulness that he flung himself down on + his knees by the side of the little bed, and asked a blessing upon those + who were so kind to him. + </p> + <p> + The children, who are always house tell-tales, soon made him acquainted + with the little history of the house and family. Papa had been to London + twice. Papa often went away now. Papa had taken Beatrix to Westlands, + where she was taller than Sir George Harper's second daughter, though she + was two years older. Papa had taken Beatrix and Frank both to Bellminster, + where Frank had got the better of Lord Bellminster's son in a boxing-match—my + lord, laughing, told Harry afterwards. Many gentlemen came to stop with + papa, and papa had gotten a new game from London, a French game, called a + billiard—that the French king played it very well: and the Dowager + Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a present; and papa had gotten a new + chaise, with two little horses, which he drove himself, beside the coach, + which mamma went in; and Dr. Tusher was a cross old plague, and they did + not like to learn from him at all; and papa did not care about them + learning, and laughed when they were at their books, but mamma liked them + to learn, and taught them; and “I don't think papa is fond of mamma,” said + Miss Beatrix, with her great eyes. She had come quite close up to Harry + Esmond by the time this prattle took place, and was on his knee, and had + examined all the points of his dress, and all the good or bad features of + his homely face. + </p> + <p> + “You shouldn't say that papa is not fond of mamma,” said the boy, at this + confession. “Mamma never said so; and mamma forbade you to say it, Miss + Beatrix.” + </p> + <p> + 'Twas this, no doubt, that accounted for the sadness in Lady Castlewood's + eyes, and the plaintive vibrations of her voice. Who does not know of + eyes, lighted by love once, where the flame shines no more?—of lamps + extinguished, once properly trimmed and tended? Every man has such in his + house. Such mementoes make our splendidest chambers look blank and sad; + such faces seen in a day cast a gloom upon our sunshine. So oaths mutually + sworn, and invocations of heaven, and priestly ceremonies, and fond + belief, and love, so fond and faithful that it never doubted but that it + should live for ever, are all of no avail towards making love eternal: it + dies, in spite of the banns and the priest; and I have often thought there + should be a visitation of the sick for it, and a funeral service, and an + extreme unction, and an abi in pace. It has its course, like all mortal + things—its beginning, progress, and decay. It buds and it blooms out + into sunshine, and it withers and ends. Strephon and Chloe languish apart; + join in a rapture: and presently you hear that Chloe is crying, and + Strephon has broken his crook across her back. Can you mend it so as to + show no marks of rupture? Not all the priests of Hymen, not all the + incantations to the gods, can make it whole! + </p> + <p> + Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in which for + two years, Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found himself, instantly, on + his return home, in the midst of this actual tragedy of life, which + absorbed and interested him more than all his tutor had taught him. The + persons whom he loved best in the world, and to whom he owed most, were + living unhappily together. The gentlest and kindest of women was suffering + ill usage and shedding tears in secret: the man who made her wretched by + neglect, if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor and patron. In houses + where, in place of that sacred, inmost flame of love, there is discord at + the centre, the whole household becomes hypocritical, and each lies to his + neighbor. The husband (or it may be the wife) lies when the visitor comes + in, and wears a grin of reconciliation or politeness before him. The wife + lies (indeed, her business is to do that, and to smile, however much she + is beaten), swallows her tears, and lies to her lord and master; lies in + bidding little Jackey respect dear papa; lies in assuring grandpapa that + she is perfectly happy. The servants lie, wearing grave faces behind their + master's chair, and pretending to be unconscious of the fighting; and so, + from morning till bedtime, life is passed in falsehood. And wiseacres call + this a proper regard of morals, and point out Baucis and Philemon as + examples of a good life. + </p> + <p> + If my lady did not speak of her griefs to Harry Esmond, my lord was by no + means reserved when in his cups, and spoke his mind very freely, bidding + Harry in his coarse way, and with his blunt language, beware of all women + as cheats, jades, jilts, and using other unmistakable monosyllables in + speaking of them. Indeed, 'twas the fashion of the day, as I must own; and + there's not a writer of my time of any note, with the exception of poor + Dick Steele, that does not speak of a woman as of a slave, and scorn and + use her as such. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. Addison, Mr. Gay, every one + of 'em, sing in this key, each according to his nature and politeness, and + louder and fouler than all in abuse is Dr. Swift, who spoke of them as he + treated them, worst of all. + </p> + <p> + Much of the quarrels and hatred which arise between married people come in + my mind from the husband's rage and revolt at discovering that his slave + and bedfellow, who is to minister to all his wishes, and is church-sworn + to honor and obey him—is his superior; and that HE, and not she, + ought to be the subordinate of the twain; and in these controversies, I + think, lay the cause of my lord's anger against his lady. When he left + her, she began to think for herself, and her thoughts were not in his + favor. After the illumination, when the love-lamp is put out that anon we + spoke of, and by the common daylight we look at the picture, what a daub + it looks! what a clumsy effigy! How many men and wives come to this + knowledge, think you? And if it be painful to a woman to find herself + mated for life to a boor, and ordered to love and honor a dullard; it is + worse still for the man himself perhaps, whenever in his dim comprehension + the idea dawns that his slave and drudge yonder is, in truth, his + superior; that the woman who does his bidding, and submits to his humor, + should be his lord; that she can think a thousand things beyond the power + of his muddled brains; and that in yonder head, on the pillow opposite to + him, lie a thousand feelings, mysteries of thought, latent scorns and + rebellions, whereof he only dimly perceives the existence as they look out + furtively from her eyes: treasures of love doomed to perish without a hand + to gather them; sweet fancies and images of beauty that would grow and + unfold themselves into flower; bright wit that would shine like diamonds + could it be brought into the sun: and the tyrant in possession crushes the + outbreak of all these, drives them back like slaves into the dungeon and + darkness, and chafes without that his prisoner is rebellious, and his + sworn subject undutiful and refractory. So the lamp was out in Castlewood + Hall, and the lord and lady there saw each other as they were. With her + illness and altered beauty my lord's fire for his wife disappeared; with + his selfishness and faithlessness her foolish fiction of love and + reverence was rent away. Love!—who is to love what is base and + unlovely? Respect!—who is to respect what is gross and sensual? Not + all the marriage oaths sworn before all the parsons, cardinals, ministers, + muftis, and rabbins in the world, can bind to that monstrous allegiance. + This couple was living apart then; the woman happy to be allowed to love + and tend her children (who were never of her own good-will away from her), + and thankful to have saved such treasures as these out of the wreck in + which the better part of her heart went down. + </p> + <p> + These young ones had had no instructors save their mother, and Doctor + Tusher for their theology occasionally, and had made more progress than + might have been expected under a tutor so indulgent and fond as Lady + Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a nymph. Her voice was her + father's delight after dinner. She ruled over the house with little + imperial ways, which her parents coaxed and laughed at. She had long + learned the value of her bright eyes, and tried experiments in coquetry, + in corpore vili, upon rustics and country squires, until she should + prepare to conquer the world and the fashion. She put on a new ribbon to + welcome Harry Esmond, made eyes at him, and directed her young smiles at + him, not a little to the amusement of the young man, and the joy of her + father, who laughed his great laugh, and encouraged her in her thousand + antics. Lady Castlewood watched the child gravely and sadly: the little + one was pert in her replies to her mother, yet eager in her protestations + of love and promises of amendment; and as ready to cry (after a little + quarrel brought on by her own giddiness) until she had won back her + mamma's favor, as she was to risk the kind lady's displeasure by fresh + outbreaks of restless vanity. From her mother's sad looks she fled to her + father's chair and boozy laughter. She already set the one against the + other: and the little rogue delighted in the mischief which she knew how + to make so early. + </p> + <p> + The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by father and mother both. He + took their caresses as men do, and as if they were his right. He had his + hawks and his spaniel dog, his little horse and his beagles. He had + learned to ride, and to drink, and to shoot flying: and he had a small + court, the sons of the huntsman and woodman, as became the heir-apparent, + taking after the example of my lord his father. If he had a headache, his + mother was as much frightened as if the plague were in the house: my lord + laughed and jeered in his abrupt way—(indeed, 'twas on the day after + New Year's Day, and an excess of mince-pie)—and said with some of + his usual oaths—“D—n it, Harry Esmond—you see how my + lady takes on about Frank's megrim. She used to be sorry about me, my boy + (pass the tankard, Harry), and to be frightened if I had a headache once. + She don't care about my head now. They're like that—women are—all + the same, Harry, all jilts in their hearts. Stick to college—stick + to punch and buttery ale: and never see a woman that's handsomer than an + old cinder-faced bed-maker. That's my counsel.” + </p> + <p> + It was my lord's custom to fling out many jokes of this nature, in + presence of his wife and children, at meals—clumsy sarcasms which my + lady turned many a time, or which, sometimes, she affected not to hear, or + which now and again would hit their mark and make the poor victim wince + (as you could see by her flushing face and eyes filling with tears), or + which again worked her up to anger and retort, when, in answer to one of + these heavy bolts, she would flash back with a quivering reply. The pair + were not happy; nor indeed was it happy to be with them. Alas that + youthful love and truth should end in bitterness and bankruptcy! To see a + young couple loving each other is no wonder; but to see an old couple + loving each other is the best sight of all. Harry Esmond became the + confidant of one and the other—that is, my lord told the lad all his + griefs and wrongs (which were indeed of Lord Castlewood's own making), and + Harry divined my lady's; his affection leading him easily to penetrate the + hypocrisy under which Lady Castlewood generally chose to go disguised, and + see her heart aching whilst her face wore a smile. 'Tis a hard task for + women in life, that mask which the world bids them wear. But there is no + greater crime than for a woman who is ill used and unhappy to show that + she is so. The world is quite relentless about bidding her to keep a + cheerful face; and our women, like the Malabar wives, are forced to go + smiling and painted to sacrifice themselves with their husbands; their + relations being the most eager to push them on to their duty, and, under + their shouts and applauses, to smother and hush their cries of pain. + </p> + <p> + So, into the sad secret of his patron's household, Harry Esmond became + initiated, he scarce knew how. It had passed under his eyes two years + before, when he could not understand it; but reading, and thought, and + experience of men, had oldened him; and one of the deepest sorrows of a + life which had never, in truth, been very happy, came upon him now, when + he was compelled to understand and pity a grief which he stood quite + powerless to relieve. + </p> + <p> + It hath been said my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, nor his + seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where, indeed, he had but a + nominal estate; and refused an English peerage which King William's + government offered him as a bribe to secure his loyalty. + </p> + <p> + He might have accepted this, and would doubtless, but for the earnest + remonstrances of his wife, who ruled her husband's opinions better than + she could govern his conduct, and who being a simple-hearted woman, with + but one rule of faith and right, never thought of swerving from her + fidelity to the exiled family, or of recognizing any other sovereign but + King James; and though she acquiesced in the doctrine of obedience to the + reigning power, no temptation, she thought, could induce her to + acknowledge the Prince of Orange as rightful monarch, nor to let her lord + so acknowledge him. So my Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror all his life + nearly, though his self-denial caused him many a pang, and left him sulky + and out of humor. + </p> + <p> + The year after the Revolution, and all through King William's life, 'tis + known there were constant intrigues for the restoration of the exiled + family; but if my Lord Castlewood took any share of these, as is probable, + 'twas only for a short time, and when Harry Esmond was too young to be + introduced into such important secrets. + </p> + <p> + But in the year 1695, when that conspiracy of Sir John Fenwick, Colonel + Lowick, and others, was set on foot, for waylaying King William as he came + from Hampton Court to London, and a secret plot was formed, in which a + vast number of the nobility and people of honor were engaged, Father Holt + appeared at Castlewood, and brought a young friend with him, a gentleman + whom 'twas easy to see that both my lord and the Father treated with + uncommon deference. Harry Esmond saw this gentleman, and knew and + recognized him in after life, as shall be shown in its place; and he has + little doubt now that my Lord Viscount was implicated somewhat in the + transactions which always kept Father Holt employed and travelling hither + and thither under a dozen of different names and disguises. The Father's + companion went by the name of Captain James; and it was under a very + different name and appearance that Harry Esmond afterwards saw him. + </p> + <p> + It was the next year that the Fenwick conspiracy blew up, which is a + matter of public history now, and which ended in the execution of Sir John + and many more, who suffered manfully for their treason, and who were + attended to Tyburn by my lady's father Dean Armstrong, Mr. Collier, and + other stout nonjuring clergymen, who absolved them at the gallows-foot. + </p> + <p> + 'Tis known that when Sir John was apprehended, discovery was made of a + great number of names of gentlemen engaged in the conspiracy; when, with a + noble wisdom and clemency, the Prince burned the list of conspirators + furnished to him, and said he would know no more. Now it was after this + that Lord Castlewood swore his great oath, that he would never, so help + him heaven, be engaged in any transaction against that brave and merciful + man; and so he told Holt when the indefatigable priest visited him, and + would have had him engage in a farther conspiracy. After this my lord ever + spoke of King William as he was—as one of the wisest, the bravest, + and the greatest of men. My Lady Esmond (for her part) said she could + never pardon the King, first, for ousting his father-in-law from his + throne, and secondly, for not being constant to his wife, the Princess + Mary. Indeed, I think if Nero were to rise again, and be king of England, + and a good family man, the ladies would pardon him. My lord laughed at his + wife's objections—the standard of virtue did not fit him much. + </p> + <p> + The last conference which Mr. Holt had with his lordship took place when + Harry was come home for his first vacation from college (Harry saw his old + tutor but for a half-hour, and exchanged no private words with him), and + their talk, whatever it might be, left my Lord Viscount very much + disturbed in mind—so much so, that his wife, and his young kinsman, + Henry Esmond, could not but observe his disquiet. After Holt was gone, my + lord rebuffed Esmond, and again treated him with the greatest deference; + he shunned his wife's questions and company, and looked at his children + with such a face of gloom and anxiety, muttering, “Poor children—poor + children!” in a way that could not but fill those whose life it was to + watch him and obey him with great alarm. For which gloom, each person + interested in the Lord Castlewood, framed in his or her own mind an + interpretation. + </p> + <p> + My lady, with a laugh of cruel bitterness said, “I suppose the person at + Hexton has been ill, or has scolded him” (for my lord's infatuation about + Mrs. Marwood was known only too well). Young Esmond feared for his money + affairs, into the condition of which he had been initiated; and that the + expenses, always greater than his revenue, had caused Lord Castlewood + disquiet. + </p> + <p> + One of the causes why my Lord Viscount had taken young Esmond into his + special favor was a trivial one, that hath not before been mentioned, + though it was a very lucky accident in Henry Esmond's life. A very few + months after my lord's coming to Castlewood, in the winter time—the + little boy, being a child in a petticoat, trotting about—it happened + that little Frank was with his father after dinner, who fell asleep over + his wine, heedless of the child, who crawled to the fire; and, as good + fortune would have it, Esmond was sent by his mistress for the boy just as + the poor little screaming urchin's coat was set on fire by a log; when + Esmond, rushing forward, tore the dress off the infant, so that his own + hands were burned more than the child's, who was frightened rather than + hurt by this accident. But certainly 'twas providential that a resolute + person should have come in at that instant, or the child had been burned + to death probably, my lord sleeping very heavily after drinking, and not + waking so cool as a man should who had a danger to face. + </p> + <p> + Ever after this the father, loud in his expressions of remorse and + humility for being a tipsy good-for-nothing, and of admiration for Harry + Esmond, whom his lordship would style a hero for doing a very trifling + service, had the tenderest regard for his son's preserver, and Harry + became quite as one of the family. His burns were tended with the greatest + care by his kind mistress, who said that heaven had sent him to be the + guardian of her children, and that she would love him all her life. + </p> + <p> + And it was after this, and from the very great love and tenderness which + had grown up in this little household, rather than from the exhortations + of Dean Armstrong (though these had no small weight with him), that Harry + came to be quite of the religion of his house and his dear mistress, of + which he has ever since been a professing member. As for Dr. Tusher's + boasts that he was the cause of this conversion—even in these young + days Mr. Esmond had such a contempt for the Doctor, that had Tusher bade + him believe anything (which he did not—never meddling at all), Harry + would that instant have questioned the truth on't. + </p> + <p> + My lady seldom drank wine; but on certain days of the year, such as + birthdays (poor Harry had never a one) and anniversaries, she took a + little; and this day, the 29th December, was one. At the end, then, of + this year, '96, it might have been a fortnight after Mr. Holt's last + visit, Lord Castlewood being still very gloomy in mind, and sitting at + table—my lady bidding a servant bring her a glass of wine, and + looking at her husband with one of her sweet smiles, said— + </p> + <p> + “My lord, will you not fill a bumper too, and let me call a toast?” + </p> + <p> + “What is it, Rachel?” says he, holding out his empty glass to be filled. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis the 29th of December,” says my lady, with her fond look of + gratitude: “and my toast is, 'Harry—and God bless him, who saved my + boy's life!'” + </p> + <p> + My lord looked at Harry hard, and drank the glass, but clapped it down on + the table in a moment, and, with a sort of groan, rose up, and went out of + the room. What was the matter? We all knew that some great grief was over + him. + </p> + <p> + Whether my lord's prudence had made him richer, or legacies had fallen to + him, which enabled him to support a greater establishment than that frugal + one which had been too much for his small means, Harry Esmond knew not; + but the house of Castlewood was now on a scale much more costly than it + had been during the first years of his lordship's coming to the title. + There were more horses in the stable and more servants in the hall, and + many more guests coming and going now than formerly, when it was found + difficult enough by the strictest economy to keep the house as befitted + one of his lordship's rank, and the estate out of debt. And it did not + require very much penetration to find that many of the new acquaintances + at Castlewood were not agreeable to the lady there: not that she ever + treated them or any mortal with anything but courtesy; but they were + persons who could not be welcome to her; and whose society a lady so + refined and reserved could scarce desire for her children. There came + fuddling squires from the country round, who bawled their songs under her + windows and drank themselves tipsy with my lord's punch and ale: there + came officers from Hexton, in whose company our little lord was made to + hear talk and to drink, and swear too, in a way that made the delicate + lady tremble for her son. Esmond tried to console her by saying what he + knew of his College experience; that with this sort of company and + conversation a man must fall in sooner or later in his course through the + world: and it mattered very little whether he heard it at twelve years old + or twenty—the youths who quitted mother's apron-strings the latest + being not uncommonly the wildest rakes. But it was about her daughter that + Lady Castlewood was the most anxious, and the danger which she thought + menaced the little Beatrix from the indulgences which her father gave her, + (it must be owned that my lord, since these unhappy domestic differences + especially, was at once violent in his language to the children when + angry, as he was too familiar, not to say coarse, when he was in a good + humor,) and from the company into which the careless lord brought the + child. + </p> + <p> + Not very far off from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the Marchioness of + Sark lived, who was known to have been a mistress of the late King Charles—and + to this house, whither indeed a great part of the country gentry went, my + lord insisted upon going, not only himself, but on taking his little + daughter and son, to play with the children there. The children were + nothing loth, for the house was splendid, and the welcome kind enough. But + my lady, justly no doubt, thought that the children of such a mother as + that noted Lady Sark had been, could be no good company for her two; and + spoke her mind to her lord. His own language when he was thwarted was not + indeed of the gentlest: to be brief, there was a family dispute on this, + as there had been on many other points—and the lady was not only + forced to give in, for the other's will was law—nor could she, on + account of their tender age, tell her children what was the nature of her + objection to their visit of pleasure, or indeed mention to them any + objection at all—but she had the additional secret mortification to + find them returning delighted with their new friends, loaded with presents + from them, and eager to be allowed to go back to a place of such delights + as Sark Castle. Every year she thought the company there would be more + dangerous to her daughter, as from a child Beatrix grew to a woman, and + her daily increasing beauty, and many faults of character too, expanded. + </p> + <p> + It was Harry Esmond's lot to see one of the visits which the old Lady of + Sark paid to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: whither she came in state with + six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page on each carriage step, a + gentleman of the horse, and armed servants riding before and behind her. + And, but that it was unpleasant to see Lady Castlewood's face, it was + amusing to watch the behavior of the two enemies: the frigid patience of + the younger lady, and the unconquerable good-humor of the elder—who + would see no offence whatever her rival intended, and who never ceased to + smile and to laugh, and to coax the children, and to pay compliments to + every man, woman, child, nay dog, or chair and table, in Castlewood, so + bent was she upon admiring everything there. She lauded the children, and + wished as indeed she well might—that her own family had been brought + up as well as those cherubs. She had never seen such a complexion as dear + Beatrix's—though to be sure she had a right to it from father and + mother—Lady Castlewood's was indeed a wonder of freshness, and Lady + Sark sighed to think she had not been born a fair woman; and remarking + Harry Esmond, with a fascinating superannuated smile, she complimented him + on his wit, which she said she could see from his eyes and forehead; and + vowed that she would never have HIM at Sark until her daughter were out of + the way. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0012" id="link2HCH0012"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII. + </h2> + <h3> + MY LORD MOHUN COMES AMONG US FOR NO GOOD. + </h3> + <p> + There had ridden along with this old Princess's cavalcade, two gentlemen: + her son, my Lord Firebrace, and his friend, my Lord Mohun, who both were + greeted with a great deal of cordiality by the hospitable Lord of + Castlewood. My Lord Firebrace was but a feeble-minded and weak-limbed + young nobleman, small in stature and limited in understanding to judge + from the talk young Esmond had with him; but the other was a person of a + handsome presence, with the bel air, and a bright daring warlike aspect, + which, according to the chronicle of those days, had already achieved for + him the conquest of several beauties and toasts. He had fought and + conquered in France, as well as in Flanders; he had served a couple of + campaigns with the Prince of Baden on the Danube, and witnessed the rescue + of Vienna from the Turk. And he spoke of his military exploits pleasantly, + and with the manly freedom of a soldier, so as to delight all his hearers + at Castlewood, who were little accustomed to meet a companion so + agreeable. + </p> + <p> + On the first day this noble company came, my lord would not hear of their + departure before dinner, and carried away the gentlemen to amuse them, + whilst his wife was left to do the honors of her house to the old + Marchioness and her daughter within. They looked at the stables where my + Lord Mohun praised the horses, though there was but a poor show there: + they walked over the old house and gardens, and fought the siege of + Oliver's time over again: they played a game of rackets in the old court, + where my Lord Castlewood beat my Lord Mohun, who said he loved ball of all + things, and would quickly come back to Castlewood for his revenge. After + dinner they played bowls and drank punch in the green alley; and when they + parted they were sworn friends, my Lord Castlewood kissing the other lord + before he mounted on horseback, and pronouncing him the best companion he + had met for many a long day. All night long, over his tobacco-pipe, + Castlewood did not cease to talk to Harry Esmond in praise of his new + friend, and in fact did not leave off speaking of him until his lordship + was so tipsy that he could not speak plainly any more. + </p> + <p> + At breakfast next day it was the same talk renewed; and when my lady said + there was something free in the Lord Mohun's looks and manner of speech + which caused her to mistrust him, her lord burst out with one of his + laughs and oaths; said that he never liked man, woman, or beast, but what + she was sure to be jealous of it; that Mohun was the prettiest fellow in + England; that he hoped to see more of him whilst in the country; and that + he would let Mohun know what my Lady Prude said of him. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed,” Lady Castlewood said, “I liked his conversation well enough. + 'Tis more amusing than that of most people I know. I thought it, I own, + too free; not from what he said, as rather from what he implied.” + </p> + <p> + “Psha! your ladyship does not know the world,” said her husband; “and you + have always been as squeamish as when you were a miss of fifteen.” + </p> + <p> + “You found no fault when I was a miss at fifteen.” + </p> + <p> + “Begad, madam, you are grown too old for a pinafore now; and I hold that + 'tis for me to judge what company my wife shall see,” said my lord, + slapping the table. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, Francis, I never thought otherwise,” answered my lady, rising and + dropping him a curtsy, in which stately action, if there was obedience, + there was defiance too; and in which a bystander, deeply interested in the + happiness of that pair as Harry Esmond was, might see how hopelessly + separated they were; what a great gulf of difference and discord had run + between them. + </p> + <p> + “By G-d! Mohun is the best fellow in England; and I'll invite him here, + just to plague that woman. Did you ever see such a frigid insolence as it + is, Harry? That's the way she treats me,” he broke out, storming, and his + face growing red as he clenched his fists and went on. “I'm nobody in my + own house. I'm to be the humble servant of that parson's daughter. By + Jove! I'd rather she should fling the dish at my head than sneer at me as + she does. She puts me to shame before the children with her d—d + airs; and, I'll swear, tells Frank and Beaty that papa's a reprobate, and + that they ought to despise me.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed and indeed, sir, I never heard her say a word but of respect + regarding you,” Harry Esmond interposed. + </p> + <p> + “No, curse it! I wish she would speak. But she never does. She scorns me, + and holds her tongue. She keeps off from me, as if I was a pestilence. By + George! she was fond enough of her pestilence once. And when I came + a-courting, you would see miss blush—blush red, by George! for joy. + Why, what do you think she said to me, Harry? She said herself, when I + joked with her about her d—d smiling red cheeks: ''Tis as they do at + St. James's; I put up my red flag when my king comes.' I was the king, you + see, she meant. But now, sir, look at her! I believe she would be glad if + I was dead; and dead I've been to her these five years—ever since + you all of you had the small-pox: and she never forgave me for going + away.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, my lord, though 'twas hard to forgive, I think my mistress + forgave it,” Harry Esmond said; “and remember how eagerly she watched your + lordship's return, and how sadly she turned away when she saw your cold + looks.” + </p> + <p> + “Damme!” cries out my lord; “would you have had me wait and catch the + small-pox? Where the deuce had been the good of that? I'll bear danger + with any man—but not useless danger—no, no. Thank you for + nothing. And—you nod your head, and I know very well, Parson Harry, + what you mean. There was the—the other affair to make her angry. But + is a woman never to forgive a husband who goes a-tripping? Do you take me + for a saint?” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, sir, I do not,” says Harry, with a smile. + </p> + <p> + “Since that time my wife's as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. I tell + thee she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness blights my whole + life, and sends me to the punch-bowl, or driving about the country. My + children are not mine, but hers, when we are together. 'Tis only when she + is out of sight with her abominable cold glances, that run through me, + that they'll come to me, and that I dare to give them so much as a kiss; + and that's why I take 'em and love 'em in other people's houses, Harry. + I'm killed by the very virtue of that proud woman. Virtue! give me the + virtue that can forgive; give me the virtue that thinks not of preserving + itself, but of making other folks happy. Damme, what matters a scar or two + if 'tis got in helping a friend in ill fortune?” + </p> + <p> + And my lord again slapped the table, and took a great draught from the + tankard. Harry Esmond admired as he listened to him, and thought how the + poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had fled from the small-pox, which + the lady had borne so cheerfully, and which had been the cause of so much + disunion in the lives of all in this house. “How well men preach,” thought + the young man, “and each is the example in his own sermon. How each has a + story in a dispute, and a true one, too, and both are right or wrong as + you will!” Harry's heart was pained within him, to watch the struggles and + pangs that tore the breast of this kind, manly friend and protector. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, sir,” said he, “I wish to God that my mistress could hear you + speak as I have heard you; she would know much that would make her life + the happier, could she hear it.” But my lord flung away with one of his + oaths, and a jeer; he said that Parson Harry was a good fellow; but that + as for women, all women were alike—all jades and heartless. So a man + dashes a fine vase down, and despises it for being broken. It may be + worthless—true: but who had the keeping of it, and who shattered it? + </p> + <p> + Harry, who would have given his life to make his benefactress and her + husband happy, bethought him, now that he saw what my lord's state of mind + was, and that he really had a great deal of that love left in his heart, + and ready for his wife's acceptance if she would take it, whether he could + not be a means of reconciliation between these two persons, whom he + revered the most in the world. And he cast about how he should break a + part of his mind to his mistress, and warn her that in his, Harry's + opinion, at least, her husband was still her admirer, and even her lover. + </p> + <p> + But he found the subject a very difficult one to handle, when he ventured + to remonstrate, which he did in the very gravest tone, (for long + confidence and reiterated proofs of devotion and loyalty had given him a + sort of authority in the house, which he resumed as soon as ever he + returned to it,) and with a speech that should have some effect, as, + indeed, it was uttered with the speaker's own heart, he ventured most + gently to hint to his adored mistress that she was doing her husband harm + by her ill opinion of him, and that the happiness of all the family + depended upon setting her right. + </p> + <p> + She, who was ordinarily calm and most gentle, and full of smiles and soft + attentions, flushed up when young Esmond so spoke to her, and rose from + her chair, looking at him with a haughtiness and indignation that he had + never before known her to display. She was quite an altered being for that + moment; and looked an angry princess insulted by a vassal. + </p> + <p> + “Have you ever heard me utter a word in my lord's disparagement?” she + asked hastily, hissing out her words, and stamping her foot. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, no,” Esmond said, looking down. + </p> + <p> + “Are you come to me as his ambassador—YOU?” she continued. + </p> + <p> + “I would sooner see peace between you than anything else in the world,” + Harry answered, “and would go of any embassy that had that end.” + </p> + <p> + “So YOU are my lord's go-between?” she went on, not regarding this speech. + “You are sent to bid me back into slavery again, and inform me that my + lord's favor is graciously restored to his handmaid? He is weary of Covent + Garden, is he, that he comes home and would have the fatted calf killed?” + </p> + <p> + “There's good authority for it, surely,” said Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. It was he who cast me away + from him. It was he who broke our happiness down, and he bids me to repair + it. It was he who showed himself to me at last, as he was, not as I had + thought him. It is he who comes before my children stupid and senseless + with wine—who leaves our company for that of frequenters of taverns + and bagnios—who goes from his home to the City yonder and his + friends there, and when he is tired of them returns hither, and expects + that I shall kneel and welcome him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! + What a proud embassy! Monsieur, I make you my compliment of the new + place.” + </p> + <p> + “It would be a proud embassy, and a happy embassy too, could I bring you + and my lord together,” Esmond replied. + </p> + <p> + “I presume you have fulfilled your mission now, sir. 'Twas a pretty one + for you to undertake. I don't know whether 'tis your Cambridge philosophy, + or time, that has altered your ways of thinking,” Lady Castlewood + continued, still in a sarcastic tone. “Perhaps you too have learned to + love drink, and to hiccup over your wine or punch;—which is your + worship's favorite liquor? Perhaps you too put up at the 'Rose' on your + way to London, and have your acquaintances in Covent Garden. My services + to you, sir, to principal and ambassador, to master and—and lackey.” + </p> + <p> + “Great heavens! madam,” cried Harry. “What have I done that thus, for a + second time, you insult me? Do you wish me to blush for what I used to be + proud of, that I lived on your bounty? Next to doing you a service (which + my life would pay for), you know that to receive one from you is my + highest pleasure. What wrong have I done you that you should wound me so, + cruel woman?” + </p> + <p> + “What wrong?” she said, looking at Esmond with wild eyes. “Well, none—none + that you know of, Harry, or could help. Why did you bring back the + small-pox,” she added, after a pause, “from Castlewood village? You could + not help it, could you? Which of us knows whither fate leads us? But we + were all happy, Henry, till then.” And Harry went away from this colloquy, + thinking still that the estrangement between his patron and his beloved + mistress was remediable, and that each had at heart a strong attachment to + the other. + </p> + <p> + The intimacy between the Lords Mohun and Castlewood appeared to increase + as long as the former remained in the country; and my Lord of Castlewood + especially seemed never to be happy out of his new comrade's sight. They + sported together, they drank, they played bowls and tennis: my Lord + Castlewood would go for three days to Sark, and bring back my Lord Mohun + to Castlewood—where indeed his lordship made himself very welcome to + all persons, having a joke or a new game at romps for the children, all + the talk of the town for my lord, and music and gallantry and plenty of + the beau langage for my lady, and for Harry Esmond, who was never tired of + hearing his stories of his campaigns and his life at Vienna, Venice, + Paris, and the famous cities of Europe which he had visited both in peace + and war. And he sang at my lady's harpsichord, and played cards or + backgammon, or his new game of billiards with my lord (of whom he + invariably got the better) always having a consummate good-humor, and + bearing himself with a certain manly grace, that might exhibit somewhat of + the camp and Alsatia perhaps, but that had its charm, and stamped him a + gentleman: and his manner to Lady Castlewood was so devoted and + respectful, that she soon recovered from the first feelings of dislike + which she had conceived against him—nay, before long, began to be + interested in his spiritual welfare, and hopeful of his conversion, + lending him books of piety, which he promised dutifully to study. With her + my lord talked of reform, of settling into quiet life, quitting the court + and town, and buying some land in the neighborhood—though it must be + owned that, when the two lords were together over their Burgundy after + dinner, their talk was very different, and there was very little question + of conversion on my Lord Mohun's part. When they got to their second + bottle, Harry Esmond used commonly to leave these two noble topers, who, + though they talked freely enough, heaven knows, in his presence (Good + Lord, what a set of stories, of Alsatia and Spring Garden, of the taverns + and gaming-houses, of the ladies of the court, and mesdames of the + theatres, he can recall out of their godly conversation!)—although, + I say, they talked before Esmond freely, yet they seemed pleased when he + went away, and then they had another bottle, and then they fell to cards, + and then my Lord Mohun came to her ladyship's drawing-room; leaving his + boon companion to sleep off his wine. + </p> + <p> + 'Twas a point of honor with the fine gentlemen of those days to lose or + win magnificently at their horse-matches, or games of cards and dice—and + you could never tell, from the demeanor of these two lords afterwards, + which had been successful and which the loser at their games. And when my + lady hinted to my lord that he played more than she liked, he dismissed + her with a “pish,” and swore that nothing was more equal than play betwixt + gentlemen, if they did but keep it up long enough. And these kept it up + long enough, you may be sure. A man of fashion of that time often passed a + quarter of his day at cards, and another quarter at drink: I have known + many a pretty fellow, who was a wit too, ready of repartee, and possessed + of a thousand graces, who would be puzzled if he had to write more than + his name. + </p> + <p> + There is scarce any thoughtful man or woman, I suppose, but can look back + upon his course of past life, and remember some point, trifling as it may + have seemed at the time of occurrence, which has nevertheless turned and + altered his whole career. 'Tis with almost all of us, as in M. Massillon's + magnificent image regarding King William, a grain de sable that perverts + or perhaps overthrows us; and so it was but a light word flung in the air, + a mere freak of perverse child's temper, that brought down a whole heap of + crushing woes upon that family whereof Harry Esmond formed a part. + </p> + <p> + Coming home to his dear Castlewood in the third year of his academical + course, (wherein he had now obtained some distinction, his Latin Poem on + the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess Anne of Denmark's son, + having gained him a medal, and introduced him to the society of the + University wits,) Esmond found his little friend and pupil Beatrix grown + to be taller than her mother, a slim and lovely young girl, with cheeks + mantling with health and roses: with eyes like stars shining out of azure, + with waving bronze hair clustered about the fairest young forehead ever + seen: and a mien and shape haughty and beautiful, such as that of the + famous antique statue of the huntress Diana—at one time haughty, + rapid, imperious, with eyes and arrows that dart and kill. Harry watched + and wondered at this young creature, and likened her in his mind to + Artemis with the ringing bow and shafts flashing death upon the children + of Niobe; at another time she was coy and melting as Luna shining tenderly + upon Endymion. This fair creature, this lustrous Phoebe, was only young as + yet, nor had nearly reached her full splendor: but crescent and brilliant, + our young gentleman of the University, his head full of poetical fancies, + his heart perhaps throbbing with desires undefined, admired this rising + young divinity; and gazed at her (though only as at some “bright + particular star,” far above his earth) with endless delight and wonder. + She had been a coquette from the earliest times almost, trying her freaks + and jealousies, her wayward frolics and winning caresses, upon all that + came within her reach; she set her women quarrelling in the nursery, and + practised her eyes on the groom as she rode behind him on the pillion. + </p> + <p> + She was the darling and torment of father and mother. She intrigued with + each secretly; and bestowed her fondness and withdrew it, plied them with + tears, smiles, kisses, cajolements;—when the mother was angry, as + happened often, flew to the father, and sheltering behind him, pursued her + victim; when both were displeased, transferred her caresses to the + domestics, or watched until she could win back her parents' good graces, + either by surprising them into laughter and good-humor, or appeasing them + by submission and artful humility. She was saevo laeta negotio, like that + fickle goddess Horace describes, and of whose “malicious joy” a great poet + of our own has written so nobly—who, famous and heroic as he was, + was not strong enough to resist the torture of women. + </p> + <p> + It was but three years before that the child, then but ten years old, had + nearly managed to make a quarrel between Harry Esmond and his comrade, + good-natured, phlegmatic Thomas Tusher, who never of his own seeking + quarrelled with anybody: by quoting to the latter some silly joke which + Harry had made regarding him—(it was the merest idlest jest, though + it near drove two old friends to blows, and I think such a battle would + have pleased her)—and from that day Tom kept at a distance from her; + and she respected him, and coaxed him sedulously whenever they met. But + Harry was much more easily appeased, because he was fonder of the child: + and when she made mischief, used cutting speeches, or caused her friends + pain, she excused herself for her fault, not by admitting and deploring + it, but by pleading not guilty, and asserting innocence so constantly, and + with such seeming artlessness, that it was impossible to question her + plea. In her childhood, they were but mischiefs then which she did; but + her power became more fatal as she grew older—as a kitten first + plays with a ball, and then pounces on a bird and kills it. 'Tis not to be + imagined that Harry Esmond had all this experience at this early stage of + his life, whereof he is now writing the history—many things here + noted were but known to him in later days. Almost everything Beatrix did + or undid seemed good, or at least pardonable, to him then, and years + afterwards. + </p> + <p> + It happened, then, that Harry Esmond came home to Castlewood for his last + vacation, with good hopes of a fellowship at his college, and a contented + resolve to advance his fortune that way. 'Twas in the first year of the + present century, Mr. Esmond (as far as he knew the period of his birth) + being then twenty-two years old. He found his quondam pupil shot up into + this beauty of which we have spoken, and promising yet more: her brother, + my lord's son, a handsome high-spirited brave lad, generous and frank, and + kind to everybody, save perhaps his sister, with whom Frank was at war + (and not from his but her fault)—adoring his mother, whose joy he + was: and taking her side in the unhappy matrimonial differences which were + now permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix ranged with her father. + When heads of families fall out, it must naturally be that their + dependants wear the one or the other party's color; and even in the + parliaments in the servants' hall or the stables, Harry, who had an early + observant turn, could see which were my lord's adherents and which my + lady's, and conjecture pretty shrewdly how their unlucky quarrel was + debated. Our lackeys sit in judgment on us. My lord's intrigues may be + ever so stealthily conducted, but his valet knows them; and my lady's + woman carries her mistress's private history to the servants' scandal + market, and exchanges it against the secrets of other abigails. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0013" id="link2HCH0013"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII. + </h2> + <h3> + MY LORD LEAVES US AND HIS EVIL BEHIND HIM. + </h3> + <p> + My Lord Mohun (of whose exploits and fame some of the gentlemen of the + University had brought down but ugly reports) was once more a guest at + Castlewood, and seemingly more intimately allied with my lord even than + before. Once in the spring those two noblemen had ridden to Cambridge from + Newmarket, whither they had gone for the horse-racing, and had honored + Harry Esmond with a visit at his rooms; after which Doctor Montague, the + master of the College, who had treated Harry somewhat haughtily, seeing + his familiarity with these great folks, and that my Lord Castlewood + laughed and walked with his hand on Harry's shoulder, relented to Mr. + Esmond, and condescended to be very civil to him; and some days after his + arrival, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady Esmond, remarking how + strange it was that men famous for learning and renowned over Europe, + should, nevertheless, so bow down to a title, and cringe to a nobleman + ever so poor. At this Mistress Beatrix flung up her head, and said it + became those of low origin to respect their betters; that the parsons made + themselves a great deal too proud, she thought; and that she liked the way + at Lady Sark's best, where the chaplain, though he loved pudding, as all + parsons do, always went away before the custard. + </p> + <p> + “And when I am a parson,” says Mr. Esmond, “will you give me no custard, + Beatrix?” + </p> + <p> + “You—you are different,” Beatrix answered. “You are of our blood.” + </p> + <p> + “My father was a parson, as you call him,” said my lady. + </p> + <p> + “But mine is a peer of Ireland,” says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her head. + “Let people know their places. I suppose you will have me go down on my + knees and ask a blessing of Mr. Thomas Tusher, that has just been made a + curate and whose mother was a waiting-maid.” + </p> + <p> + And she tossed out of the room, being in one of her flighty humors then. + </p> + <p> + When she was gone, my lady looked so sad and grave, that Harry asked the + cause of her disquietude. She said it was not merely what he said of + Newmarket, but what she had remarked, with great anxiety and terror, that + my lord, ever since his acquaintance with the Lord Mohun especially, had + recurred to his fondness for play, which he had renounced since his + marriage. + </p> + <p> + “But men promise more than they are able to perform in marriage,” said my + lady, with a sigh. “I fear he has lost large sums; and our property, + always small, is dwindling away under this reckless dissipation. I heard + of him in London with very wild company. Since his return, letters and + lawyers are constantly coming and going: he seems to me to have a constant + anxiety, though he hides it under boisterousness and laughter. I looked + through—through the door last night, and—and before,” said my + lady, “and saw them at cards after midnight; no estate will bear that + extravagance, much less ours, which will be so diminished that my son will + have nothing at all, and my poor Beatrix no portion!” + </p> + <p> + “I wish I could help you, madam,” said Harry Esmond, sighing, and wishing + that unavailingly, and for the thousandth time in his life. + </p> + <p> + “Who can? Only God,” said Lady Esmond—“only God, in whose hands we + are.” And so it is, and for his rule over his family, and for his conduct + to wife and children—subjects over whom his power is monarchical—any + one who watches the world must think with trembling sometimes of the + account which many a man will have to render. For in our society there's + no law to control the King of the Fireside. He is master of property, + happiness—life almost. He is free to punish, to make happy or + unhappy—to ruin or to torture. He may kill a wife gradually, and be + no more questioned than the Grand seignior who drowns a slave at midnight. + He may make slaves and hypocrites of his children; or friends and freemen; + or drive them into revolt and enmity against the natural law of love. I + have heard politicians and coffee-house wiseacres talking over the + newspaper, and railing at the tyranny of the French King, and the Emperor, + and wondered how these (who are monarchs, too, in their way) govern their + own dominions at home, where each man rules absolute. When the annals of + each little reign are shown to the Supreme Master, under whom we hold + sovereignty, histories will be laid bare of household tyrants as cruel as + Amurath, and as savage as Nero, and as reckless and dissolute as Charles. + </p> + <p> + If Harry Esmond's patron erred, 'twas in the latter way, from a + disposition rather self-indulgent than cruel; and he might have been + brought back to much better feelings, had time been given to him to bring + his repentance to a lasting reform. + </p> + <p> + As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close companions, Mistress + Beatrix chose to be jealous of the latter; and the two gentlemen often + entertained each other by laughing, in their rude boisterous way, at the + child's freaks of anger and show of dislike. “When thou art old enough, + thou shalt marry Lord Mohun,” Beatrix's father would say: on which the + girl would pout and say, “I would rather marry Tom Tusher.” And because + the Lord Mohun always showed an extreme gallantry to my Lady Castlewood, + whom he professed to admire devotedly, one day, in answer to this old joke + of her father's, Beatrix said, “I think my lord would rather marry mamma + than marry me; and is waiting till you die to ask her.” + </p> + <p> + The words were said lightly and pertly by the girl one night before + supper, as the family party were assembled near the great fire. The two + lords, who were at cards, both gave a start; my lady turned as red as + scarlet, and bade Mistress Beatrix go to her own chamber; whereupon the + girl, putting on, as her wont was, the most innocent air, said, “I am sure + I meant no wrong; I am sure mamma talks a great deal more to Harry Esmond + than she does to papa—and she cried when Harry went away, and she + never does when papa goes away! and last night she talked to Lord Mohun + for ever so long, and sent us out of the room, and cried when we came + back, and—” + </p> + <p> + “D—n!” cried out my Lord Castlewood, out of all patience. “Go out of + the room, you little viper!” and he started up and flung down his cards. + </p> + <p> + “Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis,” her ladyship said, rising up + with a scared face, but yet with a great and touching dignity and candor + in her look and voice. “Come away with me, Beatrix.” Beatrix sprung up + too; she was in tears now. + </p> + <p> + “Dearest mamma, what have I done?” she asked. “Sure I meant no harm.” And + she clung to her mother, and the pair went out sobbing together. + </p> + <p> + “I will tell you what your wife said to me, Frank,” my Lord Mohun cried. + “Parson Harry may hear it; and, as I hope for heaven, every word I say is + true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife implored me to play no + more with you at dice or at cards, and you know best whether what she + asked was not for your good.” + </p> + <p> + “Of course, it was, Mohun,” says my lord in a dry hard voice. “Of course + you are a model of a man: and the world knows what a saint you are.” + </p> + <p> + My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife, and had had many affairs of + honor: of which women as usual had been the cause. + </p> + <p> + “I am no saint, though your wife is—and I can answer for my actions + as other people must for their words,” said my Lord Mohun. + </p> + <p> + “By G—, my lord, you shall,” cried the other, starting up. + </p> + <p> + “We have another little account to settle first, my lord,” says Lord + Mohun. Whereupon Harry Esmond, filled with alarm for the consequences to + which this disastrous dispute might lead, broke out into the most vehement + expostulations with his patron and his adversary. “Gracious heavens!” he + said, “my lord, are you going to draw a sword upon your friend in your own + house? Can you doubt the honor of a lady who is as pure as heaven, and + would die a thousand times rather than do you a wrong? Are the idle words + of a jealous child to set friends at variance? Has not my mistress, as + much as she dared do, besought your lordship, as the truth must be told, + to break your intimacy with my Lord Mohun; and to give up the habit which + may bring ruin on your family? But for my Lord Mohun's illness, had he not + left you?” + </p> + <p> + “'Faith, Frank, a man with a gouty toe can't run after other men's wives,” + broke out my Lord Mohun, who indeed was in that way, and with a laugh and + a look at his swathed limb so frank and comical, that the other dashing + his fist across his forehead was caught by that infectious good-humor, and + said with his oath, “—— it, Harry, I believe thee,” and so + this quarrel was over, and the two gentlemen, at swords drawn but just + now, dropped their points, and shook hands. + </p> + <p> + Beati pacifici. “Go, bring my lady back,” said Harry's patron. Esmond went + away only too glad to be the bearer of such good news. He found her at the + door; she had been listening there, but went back as he came. She took + both his hands, hers were marble cold. She seemed as if she would fall on + his shoulder. “Thank you, and God bless you, my dear brother Harry,” she + said. She kissed his hand, Esmond felt her tears upon it: and leading her + into the room, and up to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, with an outbreak of + feeling and affection such as he had not exhibited for many a long day, + took his wife to his heart, and bent over and kissed her and asked her + pardon. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis time for me to go to roost. I will have my gruel a-bed,” said my + Lord Mohun: and limped off comically on Harry Esmond's arm. “By George, + that woman is a pearl!” he said; “and 'tis only a pig that wouldn't value + her. Have you seen the vulgar traipsing orange-girl whom Esmond”—but + here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, saying, that these were not affairs for + him to know. + </p> + <p> + My lord's gentleman came in to wait upon his master, who was no sooner in + his nightcap and dressing-gown than he had another visitor whom his host + insisted on sending to him: and this was no other than the Lady Castlewood + herself with the toast and gruel, which her husband bade her make and + carry with her own hands in to her guest. + </p> + <p> + Lord Castlewood stood looking after his wife as she went on this errand, + and as he looked, Harry Esmond could not but gaze on him, and remarked in + his patron's face an expression of love, and grief, and care, which very + much moved and touched the young man. Lord Castlewood's hands fell down at + his sides, and his head on his breast, and presently he said,— + </p> + <p> + “You heard what Mohun said, parson?” + </p> + <p> + “That my lady was a saint?” + </p> + <p> + “That there are two accounts to settle. I have been going wrong these five + years, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that damned small-pox into the + house, there has been a fate pursuing me, and I had best have died of it, + and not run away from it like a coward. I left Beatrix with her relations, + and went to London; and I fell among thieves, Harry, and I got back to + confounded cards and dice, which I hadn't touched since my marriage—no, + not since I was in the Duke's Guard, with those wild Mohocks. And I have + been playing worse and worse, and going deeper and deeper into it; and I + owe Mohun two thousand pounds now; and when it's paid I am little better + than a beggar. I don't like to look my boy in the face; he hates me, I + know he does. And I have spent Beaty's little portion: and the Lord knows + what will come if I live; the best thing I can do is to die, and release + what portion of the estate is redeemable for the boy.” + </p> + <p> + Mohun was as much master at Castlewood as the owner of the Hall itself; + and his equipages filled the stables, where, indeed, there was room and + plenty for many more horses than Harry Esmond's impoverished patron could + afford to keep. He had arrived on horseback with his people; but when his + gout broke out my Lord Mohun sent to London for a light chaise he had, + drawn by a pair of small horses, and running as swift, wherever roads were + good, as a Laplander's sledge. When this carriage came, his lordship was + eager to drive the Lady Castlewood abroad in it, and did so many times, + and at a rapid pace, greatly to his companion's enjoyment, who loved the + swift motion and the healthy breezes over the downs which lie hard upon + Castlewood, and stretch thence towards the sea. As this amusement was very + pleasant to her, and her lord, far from showing any mistrust of her + intimacy with Lord Mohun, encouraged her to be his companion—as if + willing by his present extreme confidence to make up for any past mistrust + which his jealousy had shown—the Lady Castlewood enjoyed herself + freely in this harmless diversion, which, it must be owned, her guest was + very eager to give her; and it seemed that she grew the more free with + Lord Mohun, and pleased with his company, because of some sacrifice which + his gallantry was pleased to make in her favor. + </p> + <p> + Seeing the two gentlemen constantly at cards still of evenings, Harry + Esmond one day deplored to his mistress that this fatal infatuation of her + lord should continue; and now they seemed reconciled together, begged his + lady to hint to her husband that he should play no more. + </p> + <p> + But Lady Castlewood, smiling archly and gayly, said she would speak to him + presently, and that, for a few nights more at least, he might be let to + have his amusement. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, madam,” said Harry, “you know not what it costs you; and 'tis + easy for any observer who knows the game, to see that Lord Mohun is by far + the stronger of the two.” + </p> + <p> + “I know he is,” says my lady, still with exceeding good-humor; “he is not + only the best player, but the kindest player in the world.” + </p> + <p> + “Madam, madam!” Esmond cried, transported and provoked. “Debts of honor + must be paid some time or other; and my master will be ruined if he goes + on.” + </p> + <p> + “Harry, shall I tell you a secret?” my lady replied, with kindness and + pleasure still in her eyes. “Francis will not be ruined if he goes on; he + will be rescued if he goes on. I repent of having spoken and thought + unkindly of the Lord Mohun when he was here in the past year. He is full + of much kindness and good; and 'tis my belief that we shall bring him to + better things. I have lent him 'Tillotson' and your favorite 'Bishop + Taylor,' and he is much touched, he says; and as a proof of his repentance—(and + herein lies my secret)—what do you think he is doing with Francis? + He is letting poor Frank win his money back again. He hath won already at + the last four nights; and my Lord Mohun says that he will not be the means + of injuring poor Frank and my dear children.” + </p> + <p> + “And in God's name, what do you return him for the sacrifice?” asked + Esmond, aghast; who knew enough of men, and of this one in particular, to + be aware that such a finished rake gave nothing for nothing. “How, in + heaven's name, are you to pay him?” + </p> + <p> + “Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!” cries my lady, + clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond did not know whether to laugh, + to be angry, or to love his dear mistress more than ever for the obstinate + innocency with which she chose to regard the conduct of a man of the + world, whose designs he knew better how to interpret. He told the lady, + guardedly, but so as to make his meaning quite clear to her, what he knew + in respect of the former life and conduct of this nobleman; of other women + against whom he had plotted, and whom he had overcome; of the conversation + which he, Harry himself, had had with Lord Mohun, wherein the lord made a + boast of his libertinism, and frequently avowed that he held all women to + be fair game (as his lordship styled this pretty sport), and that they + were all, without exception, to be won. And the return Harry had for his + entreaties and remonstrances was a fit of anger on Lady Castlewood's part, + who would not listen to his accusations; she said and retorted that he + himself must be very wicked and perverted to suppose evil designs where + she was sure none were meant. “And this is the good meddlers get of + interfering,” Harry thought to himself with much bitterness; and his + perplexity and annoyance were only the greater, because he could not speak + to my Lord Castlewood himself upon a subject of this nature, or venture to + advise or warn him regarding a matter so very sacred as his own honor, of + which my lord was naturally the best guardian. + </p> + <p> + But though Lady Castlewood would listen to no advice from her young + dependant, and appeared indignantly to refuse it when offered, Harry had + the satisfaction to find that she adopted the counsel which she professed + to reject; for the next day she pleaded a headache, when my Lord Mohun + would have had her drive out, and the next day the headache continued; and + next day, in a laughing gay way, she proposed that the children should + take her place in his lordship's car, for they would be charmed with a + ride of all things; and she must not have all the pleasure for herself. My + lord gave them a drive with a very good grace, though, I dare say, with + rage and disappointment inwardly—not that his heart was very + seriously engaged in his designs upon this simple lady: but the life of + such men is often one of intrigue, and they can no more go through the day + without a woman to pursue, than a fox-hunter without his sport after + breakfast. + </p> + <p> + Under an affected carelessness of demeanor, and though there was no + outward demonstration of doubt upon his patron's part since the quarrel + between the two lords, Harry yet saw that Lord Castlewood was watching his + guest very narrowly; and caught sight of distrust and smothered rage (as + Harry thought) which foreboded no good. On the point of honor Esmond knew + how touchy his patron was; and watched him almost as a physician watches a + patient, and it seemed to him that this one was slow to take the disease, + though he could not throw off the poison when once it had mingled with his + blood. We read in Shakspeare (whom the writer for his part considers to be + far beyond Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of the wits of the present + period,) that when jealousy is once declared, nor poppy, nor mandragora, + nor all the drowsy syrups of the East, will ever soothe it or medicine it + away. + </p> + <p> + In fine, the symptoms seemed to be so alarming to this young physician + (who, indeed, young as he was, had felt the kind pulses of all those dear + kinsmen), that Harry thought it would be his duty to warn my Lord Mohun, + and let him know that his designs were suspected and watched. So one day, + when in rather a pettish humor his lordship had sent to Lady Castlewood, + who had promised to drive with him, and now refused to come, Harry said—“My + lord, if you will kindly give me a place by your side I will thank you; I + have much to say to you, and would like to speak to you alone.” + </p> + <p> + “You honor me by giving me your confidence, Mr. Henry Esmond,” says the + other, with a very grand bow. My lord was always a fine gentleman, and + young as he was there was that in Esmond's manner which showed that he was + a gentleman too, and that none might take a liberty with him—so the + pair went out, and mounted the little carriage, which was in waiting for + them in the court, with its two little cream-colored Hanoverian horses + covered with splendid furniture and champing at the bit. + </p> + <p> + “My lord,” says Harry Esmond, after they were got into the country, and + pointing to my Lord Mohun's foot, which was swathed in flannel, and put up + rather ostentatiously on a cushion—“my lord, I studied medicine at + Cambridge.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, Parson Harry,” says he; “and are you going to take out a diploma: + and cure your fellow-students of the—” + </p> + <p> + “Of the gout,” says Harry, interrupting him, and looking him hard in the + face; “I know a good deal about the gout.” + </p> + <p> + “I hope you may never have it. 'Tis an infernal disease,” says my lord, + “and its twinges are diabolical. Ah!” and he made a dreadful wry face, as + if he just felt a twinge. + </p> + <p> + “Your lordship would be much better if you took off all that flannel—it + only serves to inflame the toe,” Harry continued, looking his man full in + the face. + </p> + <p> + “Oh! it only serves to inflame the toe, does it?” says the other, with an + innocent air. + </p> + <p> + “If you took off that flannel, and flung that absurd slipper away, and + wore a boot,” continues Harry. + </p> + <p> + “You recommend me boots, Mr. Esmond?” asks my lord. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, boots and spurs. I saw your lordship three days ago run down the + gallery fast enough,” Harry goes on. “I am sure that taking gruel at night + is not so pleasant as claret to your lordship; and besides it keeps your + lordship's head cool for play, whilst my patron's is hot and flustered + with drink.” + </p> + <p> + “'Sdeath, sir, you dare not say that I don't play fair?” cries my lord, + whipping his horses, which went away at a gallop. + </p> + <p> + “You are cool when my lord is drunk,” Harry continued; “your lordship gets + the better of my patron. I have watched you as I looked up from my books.” + </p> + <p> + “You young Argus!” says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond—and for + whose company and wit, and a certain daring manner, Harry had a great + liking too—“You young Argus! you may look with all your hundred eyes + and see we play fair. I've played away an estate of a night, and I've + played my shirt off my back; and I've played away my periwig and gone home + in a nightcap. But no man can say I ever took an advantage of him beyond + the advantage of the game. I played a dice-cogging scoundrel in Alsatia + for his ears and won 'em, and have one of 'em in my lodging in Bow Street + in a bottle of spirits. Harry Mohun will play any man for anything—always + would.” + </p> + <p> + “You are playing awful stakes, my lord, in my patron's house,” Harry said, + “and more games than are on the cards.” + </p> + <p> + “What do you mean, sir?” cries my lord, turning round, with a flush on his + face. + </p> + <p> + “I mean,” answers Harry, in a sarcastic tone, “that your gout is well—if + ever you had it.” + </p> + <p> + “Sir!” cried my lord, getting hot. + </p> + <p> + “And to tell the truth I believe your lordship has no more gout than I + have. At any rate, change of air will do you good, my Lord Mohun. And I + mean fairly that you had better go from Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + “And were you appointed to give me this message?” cries the Lord Mohun. + “Did Frank Esmond commission you?” + </p> + <p> + “No one did. 'Twas the honor of my family that commissioned me.” + </p> + <p> + “And you are prepared to answer this?” cries the other, furiously lashing + his horses. + </p> + <p> + “Quite, my lord: your lordship will upset the carriage if you whip so + hotly.” + </p> + <p> + “By George, you have a brave spirit!” my lord cried out, bursting into a + laugh. “I suppose 'tis that infernal botte de Jesuite that makes you so + bold,” he added. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis the peace of the family I love best in the world,” Harry Esmond said + warmly—“'tis the honor of a noble benefactor—the happiness of + my dear mistress and her children. I owe them everything in life, my lord; + and would lay it down for any one of them. What brings you here to disturb + this quiet household? What keeps you lingering month after month in the + country? What makes you feign illness, and invent pretexts for delay? Is + it to win my poor patron's money? Be generous, my lord, and spare his + weakness for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to practise upon the + simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well storm the Tower + single-handed. But you may blemish her name by light comments on it, or by + lawless pursuits—and I don't deny that 'tis in your power to make + her unhappy. Spare these innocent people, and leave them.” + </p> + <p> + “By the Lord, I believe thou hast an eye to the pretty Puritan thyself, + Master Harry,” says my lord, with his reckless, good-humored laugh, and as + if he had been listening with interest to the passionate appeal of the + young man. “Whisper, Harry. Art thou in love with her thyself? Hath tipsy + Frank Esmond come by the way of all flesh?” + </p> + <p> + “My lord, my lord,” cried Harry, his face flushing and his eyes filling as + he spoke, “I never had a mother, but I love this lady as one. I worship + her as a devotee worships a saint. To hear her name spoken lightly seems + blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of your own mother so, or suffer any + one so to speak of her? It is a horror to me to fancy that any man should + think of her impurely. I implore you, I beseech you, to leave her. Danger + will come out of it.” + </p> + <p> + “Danger, psha!” says my lord, giving a cut to the horses, which at this + minute—for we were got on to the Downs—fairly ran off into a + gallop that no pulling could stop. The rein broke in Lord Mohun's hands, + and the furious beasts scampered madly forwards, the carriage swaying to + and fro, and the persons within it holding on to the sides as best they + might, until seeing a great ravine before them, where an upset was + inevitable, the two gentlemen leapt for their lives, each out of his side + of the chaise. Harry Esmond was quit for a fall on the grass, which was so + severe that it stunned him for a minute; but he got up presently very + sick, and bleeding at the nose, but with no other hurt. The Lord Mohun was + not so fortunate; he fell on his head against a stone, and lay on the + ground, dead to all appearance. + </p> + <p> + This misadventure happened as the gentlemen were on their return + homewards; and my Lord Castlewood, with his son and daughter, who were + going out for a ride, met the ponies as they were galloping with the car + behind, the broken traces entangling their heels, and my lord's people + turned and stopped them. It was young Frank who spied out Lord Mohun's + scarlet coat as he lay on the ground, and the party made up to that + unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was now standing over him. His large + periwig and feathered hat had fallen off, and he was bleeding profusely + from a wound on the forehead, and looking, and being, indeed, a corpse. + </p> + <p> + “Great God! he's dead!” says my lord. “Ride, some one: fetch a doctor—stay. + I'll go home and bring back Tusher; he knows surgery,” and my lord, with + his son after him, galloped away. + </p> + <p> + They were scarce gone when Harry Esmond, who was indeed but just come to + himself, bethought him of a similar accident which he had seen on a ride + from Newmarket to Cambridge, and taking off a sleeve of my lord's coat, + Harry, with a penknife, opened a vein of his arm, and was greatly + relieved, after a moment, to see the blood flow. He was near half an hour + before he came to himself, by which time Doctor Tusher and little Frank + arrived, and found my lord not a corpse indeed, but as pale as one. + </p> + <p> + After a time, when he was able to bear motion, they put my lord upon a + groom's horse, and gave the other to Esmond, the men walking on each side + of my lord, to support him, if need were, and worthy Doctor Tusher with + them. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a foot pace. + </p> + <p> + When we rode together home, the boy said: “We met mamma, who was walking + on the terrace with the doctor, and papa frightened her, and told her you + were dead . . .” + </p> + <p> + “That I was dead!” asks Harry. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Papa says: 'Here's poor Harry killed, my dear;' on which mamma gives + a great scream; and oh, Harry! she drops down; and I thought she was dead + too. And you never saw such a way as papa was in: he swore one of his + great oaths: and he turned quite pale; and then he began to laugh somehow, + and he told the Doctor to take his horse, and me to follow him; and we + left him. And I looked back, and saw him dashing water out of the fountain + on to mamma. Oh, she was so frightened!” + </p> + <p> + Musing upon this curious history—for my Lord Mohun's name was Henry + too, and they called each other Frank and Harry often—and not a + little disturbed and anxious, Esmond rode home. His dear lady was on the + terrace still, one of her women with her, and my lord no longer there. + There are steps and a little door thence down into the road. My lord + passed, looking very ghastly, with a handkerchief over his head, and + without his hat and periwig, which a groom carried, but his politeness did + not desert him, and he made a bow to the lady above. + </p> + <p> + “Thank heaven, you are safe,” she said. + </p> + <p> + “And so is Harry too, mamma,” says little Frank,—“huzzay!” + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did little + Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two beasts, while the + other, hat and periwig in hand, walked by my lord's bridle to the front + gate, which lay half a mile away. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, my boy! what a fright you have given me!” Lady Castlewood said, when + Harry Esmond came up, greeting him with one of her shining looks, and a + voice of tender welcome; and she was so kind as to kiss the young man + ('twas the second time she had so honored him), and she walked into the + house between him and her son, holding a hand of each. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0014" id="link2HCH0014"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIV. + </h2> + <h3> + WE RIDE AFTER HIM TO LONDON. + </h3> + <p> + After a repose of a couple of days, the Lord Mohun was so far recovered of + his hurt as to be able to announce his departure for the next morning; + when, accordingly, he took leave of Castlewood, proposing to ride to + London by easy stages, and lie two nights upon the road. His host treated + him with a studied and ceremonious courtesy, certainly different from my + lord's usual frank and careless demeanor; but there was no reason to + suppose that the two lords parted otherwise than good friends, though + Harry Esmond remarked that my Lord Viscount only saw his guest in company + with other persons, and seemed to avoid being alone with him. Nor did he + ride any distance with Lord Mohun, as his custom was with most of his + friends, whom he was always eager to welcome and unwilling to lose; but + contented himself, when his lordship's horses were announced, and their + owner appeared, booted for his journey, to take a courteous leave of the + ladies of Castlewood, by following the Lord Mohun down stairs to his + horses, and by bowing and wishing him a good-day, in the court-yard. “I + shall see you in London before very long, Mohun,” my lord said, with a + smile, “when we will settle our accounts together.” + </p> + <p> + “Do not let them trouble you, Frank,” said the other good-naturedly, and + holding out his hand, looked rather surprised at the grim and stately + manner in which his host received his parting salutation; and so, followed + by his people, he rode away. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond was witness of the departure. It was very different to my + lord's coming, for which great preparation had been made (the old house + putting on its best appearance to welcome its guest), and there was a + sadness and constraint about all persons that day, which filled Mr. Esmond + with gloomy forebodings, and sad indefinite apprehensions. Lord Castlewood + stood at the door watching his guest and his people as they went out under + the arch of the outer gate. When he was there, Lord Mohun turned once + more, my Lord Viscount slowly raised his beaver and bowed. His face wore a + peculiar livid look, Harry thought. He cursed and kicked away his dogs, + which came jumping about him—then he walked up to the fountain in + the centre of the court, and leaned against a pillar and looked into the + basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, late the chaplain's, on the + other side of the court, and turned to enter in at the low door, he saw + Lady Castlewood looking through the curtains of the great window of the + drawing-room overhead, at my lord as he stood regarding the fountain. + There was in the court a peculiar silence somehow; and the scene remained + long in Esmond's memory:—the sky bright overhead; the buttresses of + the building and the sun-dial casting shadow over the gilt memento mori + inscribed underneath; the two dogs, a black greyhound and a spaniel nearly + white, the one with his face up to the sun, and the other snuffing amongst + the grass and stones, and my lord leaning over the fountain, which was + bubbling audibly. 'Tis strange how that scene, and the sound of that + fountain, remain fixed on the memory of a man who has beheld a hundred + sights of splendor, and danger too, of which he has kept no account. + </p> + <p> + It was Lady Castlewood—she had been laughing all the morning, and + especially gay and lively before her husband and his guest—who as + soon as the two gentlemen went together from her room, ran to Harry, the + expression of her countenance quite changed now, and with a face and eyes + full of care, and said, “Follow them, Harry, I am sure something has gone + wrong.” And so it was that Esmond was made an eavesdropper at this lady's + orders and retired to his own chamber, to give himself time in truth to + try and compose a story which would soothe his mistress, for he could not + but have his own apprehension that some serious quarrel was pending + between the two gentlemen. + </p> + <p> + And now for several days the little company at Castlewood sat at table as + of evenings: this care, though unnamed and invisible, being nevertheless + present alway, in the minds of at least three persons there. My lord was + exceeding gentle and kind. Whenever he quitted the room, his wife's eyes + followed him. He behaved to her with a kind of mournful courtesy and + kindness remarkable in one of his blunt ways and ordinary rough manner. He + called her by her Christian name often and fondly, was very soft and + gentle with the children, especially with the boy, whom he did not love, + and being lax about church generally, he went thither and performed all + the offices (down even to listening to Dr. Tusher's sermon) with great + devotion. + </p> + <p> + “He paces his room all night; what is it? Henry, find out what it is,” + Lady Castlewood said constantly to her young dependant. “He has sent three + letters to London,” she said, another day. + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, madam, they were to a lawyer,” Harry answered, who knew of these + letters, and had seen a part of the correspondence, which related to a new + loan my lord was raising; and when the young man remonstrated with his + patron, my lord said, “He was only raising money to pay off an old debt on + the property, which must be discharged.” + </p> + <p> + Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood was not in the least anxious. Few + fond women feel money-distressed; indeed you can hardly give a woman a + greater pleasure than to bid her pawn her diamonds for the man she loves; + and I remember hearing Mr. Congreve say of my Lord Marlborough, that the + reason why my lord was so successful with women as a young man, was + because he took money of them. “There are few men who will make such a + sacrifice for them,” says Mr. Congreve, who knew a part of the sex pretty + well. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond's vacation was just over, and, as hath been said, he was + preparing to return to the University for his last term before taking his + degree and entering into the Church. He had made up his mind for this + office, not indeed with that reverence which becomes a man about to enter + upon a duty so holy, but with a worldly spirit of acquiescence in the + prudence of adopting that profession for his calling. But his reasoning + was that he owed all to the family of Castlewood, and loved better to be + near them than anywhere else in the world; that he might be useful to his + benefactors, who had the utmost confidence in him and affection for him in + return; that he might aid in bringing up the young heir of the house and + acting as his governor; that he might continue to be his dear patron's and + mistress's friend and adviser, who both were pleased to say that they + should ever look upon him as such; and so, by making himself useful to + those he loved best, he proposed to console himself for giving up of any + schemes of ambition which he might have had in his own bosom. Indeed, his + mistress had told him that she would not have him leave her; and whatever + she commanded was will to him. + </p> + <p> + The Lady Castlewood's mind was greatly relieved in the last few days of + this well-remembered holiday time, by my lord's announcing one morning, + after the post had brought him letters from London, in a careless tone, + that the Lord Mohun was gone to Paris, and was about to make a great + journey in Europe; and though Lord Castlewood's own gloom did not wear + off, or his behavior alter, yet this cause of anxiety being removed from + his lady's mind, she began to be more hopeful and easy in her spirits, + striving too, with all her heart, and by all the means of soothing in her + power, to call back my lord's cheerfulness and dissipate his moody humor. + </p> + <p> + He accounted for it himself, by saying that he was out of health; that he + wanted to see his physician; that he would go to London, and consult + Doctor Cheyne. It was agreed that his lordship and Harry Esmond should + make the journey as far as London together; and of a Monday morning, the + 11th of October, in the year 1700, they set forwards towards London on + horseback. The day before being Sunday, and the rain pouring down, the + family did not visit church; and at night my lord read the service to his + family very finely, and with a peculiar sweetness and gravity—speaking + the parting benediction, Harry thought, as solemn as ever he heard it. And + he kissed and embraced his wife and children before they went to their own + chambers with more fondness than he was ordinarily wont to show, and with + a solemnity and feeling of which they thought in after days with no small + comfort. + </p> + <p> + They took horse the next morning (after adieux from the family as tender + as on the night previous), lay that night on the road, and entered London + at nightfall; my lord going to the “Trumpet,” in the Cockpit, Whitehall, a + house used by the military in his time as a young man, and accustomed by + his lordship ever since. + </p> + <p> + An hour after my lord's arrival (which showed that his visit had been + arranged beforehand), my lord's man of business arrived from Gray's Inn; + and thinking that his patron might wish to be private with the lawyer, + Esmond was for leaving them: but my lord said his business was short; + introduced Mr. Esmond particularly to the lawyer, who had been engaged for + the family in the old lord's time; who said that he had paid the money, as + desired that day, to my Lord Mohun himself, at his lodgings in Bow Street; + that his lordship had expressed some surprise, as it was not customary to + employ lawyers, he said, in such transactions between men of honor; but + nevertheless, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of hand, which he + held at his client's disposition. + </p> + <p> + “I thought the Lord Mohun had been in Paris!” cried Mr. Esmond, in great + alarm and astonishment. + </p> + <p> + “He is come back at my invitation,” said my Lord Viscount. “We have + accounts to settle together.” + </p> + <p> + “I pray heaven they are over, sir,” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, quite,” replied the other, looking hard at the young man. “He was + rather troublesome about that money which I told you I had lost to him at + play. And now 'tis paid, and we are quits on that score, and we shall meet + good friends again.” + </p> + <p> + “My lord,” cried out Esmond, “I am sure you are deceiving me, and that + there is a quarrel between the Lord Mohun and you.” + </p> + <p> + “Quarrel—pish! We shall sup together this very night, and drink a + bottle. Every man is ill-humored who loses such a sum as I have lost. But + now 'tis paid, and my anger is gone with it.” + </p> + <p> + “Where shall we sup, sir?” says Harry. + </p> + <p> + “WE! Let some gentlemen wait till they are asked,” says my Lord Viscount + with a laugh. “You go to Duke Street, and see Mr. Betterton. You love the + play, I know. Leave me to follow my own devices: and in the morning we'll + breakfast together, with what appetite we may, as the play says.” + </p> + <p> + “By G—! my lord, I will not leave you this night,” says Harry + Esmond. “I think I know the cause of your dispute. I swear to you 'tis + nothing. On the very day the accident befell Lord Mohun, I was speaking to + him about it. I know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry on his + part.” + </p> + <p> + “You know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry between Lord Mohun + and my wife,” says my lord, in a thundering voice—“you knew of this + and did not tell me?” + </p> + <p> + “I knew more of it than my dear mistress did herself, sir—a thousand + times more. How was she, who was as innocent as a child, to know what was + the meaning of the covert addresses of a villain?” + </p> + <p> + “A villain he is, you allow, and would have taken my wife away from me.” + </p> + <p> + “Sir, she is as pure as an angel,” cried young Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Have I said a word against her?” shrieks out my lord. “Did I ever doubt + that she was pure? It would have been the last day of her life when I did. + Do you fancy I think that SHE would go astray? No, she hasn't passion + enough for that. She neither sins nor forgives. I know her temper—and + now I've lost her, by heaven I love her ten thousand times more than ever + I did—yes, when she was as young and as beautiful as an angel—when + she smiled at me in her old father's house, and used to lie in wait for me + there as I came from hunting—when I used to fling my head down on + her little knees and cry like a child on her lap—and swear I would + reform, and drink no more and play no more, and follow women no more; when + all the men of the Court used to be following her—when she used to + look with her child more beautiful, by George, than the Madonna in the + Queen's Chapel. I am not good like her, I know it. Who is—by heaven, + who is? I tired and wearied her, I know that very well. I could not talk + to her. You men of wit and books could do that, and I couldn't—I + felt I couldn't. Why, when you was but a boy of fifteen I could hear you + two together talking your poetry and your books till I was in such a rage + that I was fit to strangle you. But you were always a good lad, Harry, and + I loved you, you know I did. And I felt she didn't belong to me: and the + children don't. And I besotted myself, and gambled and drank, and took to + all sorts of deviltries out of despair and fury. And now comes this Mohun, + and she likes him, I know she likes him.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, and on my soul, you are wrong, sir,” Esmond cried. + </p> + <p> + “She takes letters from him,” cries my lord—“look here, Harry,” and + he pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood upon it. “It fell from + him that day he wasn't killed. One of the grooms picked it up from the + ground and gave it me. Here it is in their d—d comedy jargon. + 'Divine Gloriana—Why look so coldly on your slave who adores you? + Have you no compassion on the tortures you have seen me suffering? Do you + vouchsafe no reply to billets that are written with the blood of my + heart.' She had more letters from him.” + </p> + <p> + “But she answered none,” cries Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “That's not Mohun's fault,” says my lord, “and I will be revenged on him, + as God's in heaven, I will.” + </p> + <p> + “For a light word or two, will you risk your lady's honor and your + family's happiness, my lord?” Esmond interposed beseechingly. + </p> + <p> + “Psha—there shall be no question of my wife's honor,” said my lord; + “we can quarrel on plenty of grounds beside. If I live, that villain will + be punished; if I fall, my family will be only the better: there will only + be a spendthrift the less to keep in the world: and Frank has better + teaching than his father. My mind is made up, Harry Esmond, and whatever + the event is, I am easy about it. I leave my wife and you as guardians to + the children.” + </p> + <p> + Seeing that my lord was bent upon pursuing this quarrel, and that no + entreaties would draw him from it, Harry Esmond (then of a hotter and more + impetuous nature than now, when care, and reflection, and gray hairs have + calmed him) thought it was his duty to stand by his kind, generous patron, + and said, “My lord, if you are determined upon war, you must not go into + it alone. 'Tis the duty of our house to stand by its chief; and I should + neither forgive myself nor you if you did not call me, or I should be + absent from you at a moment of danger.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, Harry, my poor boy, you are bred for a parson,” says my lord, taking + Esmond by the hand very kindly; “and it were a great pity that you should + meddle in the matter.” + </p> + <p> + “Your lordship thought of being a churchman once,” Harry answered, “and + your father's orders did not prevent him fighting at Castlewood against + the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine, sir; I can use the foils, as you + have seen, indifferently well, and don't think I shall be afraid when the + buttons are taken off 'em.” And then Harry explained, with some blushes + and hesitation (for the matter was delicate, and he feared lest, by having + put himself forward in the quarrel, he might have offended his patron), + how he had himself expostulated with the Lord Mohun, and proposed to + measure swords with him if need were, and he could not be got to withdraw + peaceably in this dispute. “And I should have beat him, sir,” says Harry, + laughing. “He never could parry that botte I brought from Cambridge. Let + us have half an hour of it, and rehearse—I can teach it your + lordship: 'tis the most delicate point in the world, and if you miss it, + your adversary's sword is through you.” + </p> + <p> + “By George, Harry, you ought to be the head of the house,” says my lord, + gloomily. “You had been a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy sot like me,” + he added, drawing his hand across his eyes, and surveying his kinsman with + very kind and affectionate glances. + </p> + <p> + “Let us take our coats off and have half an hour's practice before + nightfall,” says Harry, after thankfully grasping his patron's manly hand. + </p> + <p> + “You are but a little bit of a lad,” says my lord, good-humoredly; “but, + in faith, I believe you could do for that fellow. No, my boy,” he + continued, “I'll have none of your feints and tricks of stabbing: I can + use my sword pretty well too, and will fight my own quarrel my own way.” + </p> + <p> + “But I shall be by to see fair play?” cries Harry. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, God bless you—you shall be by.” + </p> + <p> + “When is it, sir?” says Harry, for he saw that the matter had been + arranged privately and beforehand by my lord. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis arranged thus: I sent off a courier to Jack Westbury to say that I + wanted him specially. He knows for what, and will be here presently, and + drink part of that bottle of sack. Then we shall go to the theatre in Duke + Street, where we shall meet Mohun; and then we shall all go sup at the + 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' Then we shall call for cards, and there will be + probably a difference over the cards—and then, God help us!—either + a wicked villain and traitor shall go out of the world, or a poor + worthless devil, that doesn't care to remain in it. I am better away, Hal—my + wife will be all the happier when I am gone,” says my lord, with a groan, + that tore the heart of Harry Esmond, so that he fairly broke into a sob + over his patron's kind hand. + </p> + <p> + “The business was talked over with Mohun before he left home—Castlewood + I mean”—my lord went on. “I took the letter in to him, which I had + read, and I charged him with his villainy, and he could make no denial of + it, only he said that my wife was innocent.” + </p> + <p> + “And so she is; before heaven, my lord, she is!” cries Harry. + </p> + <p> + “No doubt, no doubt. They always are,” says my lord. “No doubt, when she + heard he was killed, she fainted from accident.” + </p> + <p> + “But, my lord, MY name is Harry,” cried out Esmond, burning red. “You told + my lady, 'Harry was killed!'” + </p> + <p> + “Damnation! shall I fight you too?” shouts my lord in a fury. “Are you, + you little serpent, warmed by my fire, going to sting—YOU?—No, + my boy, you're an honest boy; you are a good boy.” (And here he broke from + rage into tears even more cruel to see.) “You are an honest boy, and I + love you; and, by heavens, I am so wretched that I don't care what sword + it is that ends me. Stop, here's Jack Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, old + boy! This is my kinsman, Harry Esmond.” + </p> + <p> + “Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?” says Harry, bowing; + and the three gentlemen sat down and drank of that bottle of sack which + was prepared for them. + </p> + <p> + “Harry is number three,” says my lord. “You needn't be afraid of him, + Jack.” And the Colonel gave a look, as much as to say, “Indeed, he don't + look as if I need.” And then my lord explained what he had only told by + hints before. When he quarrelled with Lord Mohun he was indebted to his + lordship in a sum of sixteen hundred pounds, for which Lord Mohun said he + proposed to wait until my Lord Viscount should pay him. My lord had raised + the sixteen hundred pounds and sent them to Lord Mohun that morning, and + before quitting home had put his affairs into order, and was now quite + ready to abide the issue of the quarrel. + </p> + <p> + When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, and the + three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. The play was one + of Mr. Wycherley's—“Love in a Wood.” + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond has thought of that play ever since with a kind of terror, + and of Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who performed the girl's part in the + comedy. She was disguised as a page, and came and stood before the + gentlemen as they sat on the stage, and looked over her shoulder with a + pair of arch black eyes, and laughed at my lord, and asked what ailed the + gentleman from the country, and had he had bad news from Bullock fair? + </p> + <p> + Between the acts of the play the gentlemen crossed over and conversed + freely. There were two of Lord Mohun's party, Captain Macartney, in a + military habit, and a gentleman in a suit of blue velvet and silver in a + fair periwig, with a rich fall of point of Venice lace—my Lord the + Earl of Warwick and Holland. My lord had a paper of oranges, which he ate + and offered to the actresses, joking with them. And Mrs. Bracegirdle, when + my Lord Mohun said something rude, turned on him, and asked him what he + did there, and whether he and his friends had come to stab anybody else, + as they did poor Will Mountford? My lord's dark face grew darker at this + taunt, and wore a mischievous, fatal look. They that saw it remembered it, + and said so afterward. + </p> + <p> + When the play was ended the two parties joined company; and my Lord + Castlewood then proposed that they should go to a tavern and sup. + Lockit's, the “Greyhound,” in Charing Cross, was the house selected. All + six marched together that way; the three lords going a-head, Lord Mohun's + captain, and Colonel Westbury, and Harry Esmond, walking behind them. As + they walked, Westbury told Harry Esmond about his old friend Dick the + Scholar, who had got promotion, and was Cornet of the Guards, and had + wrote a book called the “Christian Hero,” and had all the Guards to laugh + at him for his pains, for the Christian Hero was breaking the commandments + constantly, Westbury said, and had fought one or two duels already. And, + in a lower tone, Westbury besought young Mr. Esmond to take no part in the + quarrel. “There was no need for more seconds than one,” said the Colonel, + “and the Captain or Lord Warwick might easily withdraw.” But Harry said + no; he was bent on going through with the business. Indeed, he had a plan + in his head, which, he thought, might prevent my Lord Viscount from + engaging. + </p> + <p> + They went in at the bar of the tavern, and desired a private room and wine + and cards, and when the drawer had brought these, they began to drink and + call healths, and as long as the servants were in the room appeared very + friendly. + </p> + <p> + Harry Esmond's plan was no other than to engage in talk with Lord Mohun, + to insult him, and so get the first of the quarrel. So when cards were + proposed he offered to play. “Psha!” says my Lord Mohun (whether wishing + to save Harry, or not choosing, to try the botte de Jesuite, it is not to + be known)—“Young gentlemen from college should not play these + stakes. You are too young.” + </p> + <p> + “Who dares say I am too young?” broke out Harry. “Is your lordship + afraid?” + </p> + <p> + “Afraid!” cries out Mohun. + </p> + <p> + But my good Lord Viscount saw the move—“I'll play you for ten + moidores, Mohun,” says he. “You silly boy, we don't play for groats here + as you do at Cambridge.” And Harry, who had no such sum in his pocket (for + his half-year's salary was always pretty well spent before it was due), + fell back with rage and vexation in his heart that he had not money enough + to stake. + </p> + <p> + “I'll stake the young gentleman a crown,” says the Lord Mohun's captain. + </p> + <p> + “I thought crowns were rather scarce with the gentlemen of the army,” says + Harry. + </p> + <p> + “Do they birch at College?” says the Captain. + </p> + <p> + “They birch fools,” says Harry, “and they cane bullies, and they fling + puppies into the water.” + </p> + <p> + “Faith, then, there's some escapes drowning,” says the Captain, who was an + Irishman; and all the gentlemen began to laugh, and made poor Harry only + more angry. + </p> + <p> + My Lord Mohun presently snuffed a candle. It was when the drawers brought + in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room on which my Lord + Viscount said—“The Deuce take you, Mohun, how damned awkward you + are. Light the candle, you drawer.” + </p> + <p> + “Damned awkward is a damned awkward expression, my lord,” says the other. + “Town gentlemen don't use such words—or ask pardon if they do.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm a country gentleman,” says my Lord Viscount. + </p> + <p> + “I see it by your manner,” says my Lord Mohun. “No man shall say damned + awkward to me.” + </p> + <p> + “I fling the words in your face, my lord,” says the other; “shall I send + the cards too?” + </p> + <p> + “Gentlemen, gentlemen! before the servants?” cry out Colonel Westbury and + my Lord Warwick in a breath. The drawers go out of the room hastily. They + tell the people below of the quarrel up stairs. + </p> + <p> + “Enough has been said,” says Colonel Westbury. “Will your lordships meet + to-morrow morning?” + </p> + <p> + “Will my Lord Castlewood withdraw his words?” asks the Earl of Warwick. + </p> + <p> + “My Lord Castlewood will be —— first,” says Colonel Westbury. + </p> + <p> + “Then we have nothing for it. Take notice, gentlemen, there have been + outrageous words—reparation asked and refused.” + </p> + <p> + “And refused,” says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. “Where shall + the meeting be? and when?” + </p> + <p> + “Since my Lord refuses me satisfaction, which I deeply regret, there is no + time so good as now,” says my Lord Mohun. “Let us have chairs and go to + Leicester Field.” + </p> + <p> + “Are your lordship and I to have the honor of exchanging a pass or two?” + says Colonel Westbury, with a low bow to my Lord of Warwick and Holland. + </p> + <p> + “It is an honor for me,” says my lord, with a profound congee, “to be + matched with a gentleman who has been at Mons and Namur.” + </p> + <p> + “Will your Reverence permit me to give you a lesson?” says the Captain. + </p> + <p> + “Nay, nay, gentlemen, two on a side are plenty,” says Harry's patron. + “Spare the boy, Captain Macartney,” and he shook Harry's hand—for + the last time, save one, in his life. + </p> + <p> + At the bar of the tavern all the gentlemen stopped, and my Lord Viscount + said, laughing, to the barwoman, that those cards set people sadly + a-quarrelling; but that the dispute was over now, and the parties were all + going away to my Lord Mohun's house, in Bow Street, to drink a bottle more + before going to bed. + </p> + <p> + A half-dozen of chairs were now called, and the six gentlemen stepping + into them, the word was privately given to the chairmen to go to Leicester + Field, where the gentlemen were set down opposite the “Standard Tavern.” + It was midnight, and the town was abed by this time, and only a few lights + in the windows of the houses; but the night was bright enough for the + unhappy purpose which the disputants came about; and so all six entered + into that fatal square, the chairmen standing without the railing and + keeping the gate, lest any persons should disturb the meeting. + </p> + <p> + All that happened there hath been matter of public notoriety, and is + recorded, for warning to lawless men, in the annals of our country. After + being engaged for not more than a couple of minutes, as Harry Esmond + thought (though being occupied at the time with his own adversary's point, + which was active, he may not have taken a good note of time), a cry from + the chairmen without, who were smoking their pipes, and leaning over the + railings of the field as they watched the dim combat within, announced + that some catastrophe had happened, which caused Esmond to drop his sword + and look round, at which moment his enemy wounded him in the right hand. + But the young man did not heed this hurt much, and ran up to the place + where he saw his dear master was down. + </p> + <p> + My Lord Mohun was standing over him. + </p> + <p> + “Are you much hurt, Frank?” he asked in a hollow voice. + </p> + <p> + “I believe I am a dead man,” my lord said from the ground. + </p> + <p> + “No, no, not so,” says the other; “and I call God to witness, Frank + Esmond, that I would have asked your pardon, had you but given me a + chance. In—in the first cause of our falling out, I swear that no + one was to blame but me, and—and that my lady—” + </p> + <p> + “Hush!” says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow and + speaking faintly. “'Twas a dispute about the cards—the cursed cards. + Harry my boy, are you wounded, too? God help thee! I loved thee, Harry, + and thou must watch over my little Frank—and—and carry this + little heart to my wife.” + </p> + <p> + And here my dear lord felt in his breast for a locket he wore there, and, + in the act, fell back fainting. + </p> + <p> + We were all at this terrified, thinking him dead; but Esmond and Colonel + Westbury bade the chairmen come into the field; and so my lord was carried + to one Mr. Aimes, a surgeon, in Long Acre, who kept a bath, and there the + house was wakened up, and the victim of this quarrel carried in. + </p> + <p> + My Lord Viscount was put to bed, and his wound looked to by the surgeon, + who seemed both kind and skilful. When he had looked to my lord, he + bandaged up Harry Esmond's hand (who, from loss of blood, had fainted too, + in the house, and may have been some time unconscious); and when the young + man came to himself, you may be sure he eagerly asked what news there were + of his dear patron; on which the surgeon carried him to the room where the + Lord Castlewood lay; who had already sent for a priest; and desired + earnestly, they said, to speak with his kinsman. He was lying on a bed, + very pale and ghastly, with that fixed, fatal look in his eyes, which + betokens death; and faintly beckoning all the other persons away from him + with his hand, and crying out “Only Harry Esmond,” the hand fell powerless + down on the coverlet, as Harry came forward, and knelt down and kissed it. + </p> + <p> + “Thou art all but a priest, Harry,” my Lord Viscount gasped out, with a + faint smile, and pressure of his cold hand. “Are they all gone? Let me + make thee a death-bed confession.” + </p> + <p> + And with sacred Death waiting, as it were, at the bed-foot, as an awful + witness of his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his last wishes in + respect of his family;—his humble profession of contrition for his + faults;—and his charity towards the world he was leaving. Some + things he said concerned Harry Esmond as much as they astonished him. And + my Lord Viscount, sinking visibly, was in the midst of these strange + confessions, when the ecclesiastic for whom my lord had sent, Mr. + Atterbury, arrived. + </p> + <p> + This gentleman had reached to no great church dignity as yet, but was only + preacher at St. Bride's, drawing all the town thither by his eloquent + sermons. He was godson to my lord, who had been pupil to his father; had + paid a visit to Castlewood from Oxford more than once; and it was by his + advice, I think, that Harry Esmond was sent to Cambridge, rather than to + Oxford, of which place Mr. Atterbury, though a distinguished member, spoke + but ill. + </p> + <p> + Our messenger found the good priest already at his books at five o'clock + in the morning, and he followed the man eagerly to the house where my poor + Lord Viscount lay—Esmond watching him, and taking his dying words + from his mouth. + </p> + <p> + My lord, hearing of Mr. Atterbury's arrival, and squeezing Esmond's hand, + asked to be alone with the priest; and Esmond left them there for this + solemn interview. You may be sure that his own prayers and grief + accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had said to him that which + confounded the young man—informed him of a secret which greatly + concerned him. Indeed, after hearing it, he had had good cause for doubt + and dismay; for mental anguish as well as resolution. While the colloquy + between Mr. Atterbury and his dying penitent took place within, an immense + contest of perplexity was agitating Lord Castlewood's young companion. + </p> + <p> + At the end of an hour—it may be more—Mr. Atterbury came out of + the room, looking very hard at Esmond, and holding a paper. + </p> + <p> + “He is on the brink of God's awful judgment,” the priest whispered. “He + has made his breast clean to me. He forgives and believes, and makes + restitution. Shall it be in public? Shall we call a witness to sign it?” + </p> + <p> + “God knows,” sobbed out the young man, “my dearest lord has only done me + kindness all his life.” + </p> + <p> + The priest put the paper into Esmond's hand. He looked at it. It swam + before his eyes. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis a confession,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis as you please,” said Mr. Atterbury. + </p> + <p> + There was a fire in the room where the cloths were drying for the baths, + and there lay a heap in a corner saturated with the blood of my dear + lord's body. Esmond went to the fire, and threw the paper into it. 'Twas a + great chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. How we remember such trifles at + such awful moments!—the scrap of the book that we have read in a + great grief—the taste of that last dish that we have eaten before a + duel, or some such supreme meeting or parting. On the Dutch tiles at the + Bagnio was a rude picture representing Jacob in hairy gloves, cheating + Isaac of Esau's birthright. The burning paper lighted it up. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis only a confession, Mr. Atterbury,” said the young man. He leaned his + head against the mantel-piece: a burst of tears came to his eyes. They + were the first he had shed as he sat by his lord, scared by this calamity, + and more yet by what the poor dying gentleman had told him, and shocked to + think that he should be the agent of bringing this double misfortune on + those he loved best. + </p> + <p> + “Let us go to him,” said Mr. Esmond. And accordingly they went into the + next chamber, where by this time, the dawn had broke, which showed my + lord's poor pale face and wild appealing eyes, that wore that awful fatal + look of coming dissolution. The surgeon was with him. He went into the + chamber as Atterbury came out thence. My Lord Viscount turned round his + sick eyes towards Esmond. It choked the other to hear that rattle in his + throat. + </p> + <p> + “My Lord Viscount,” says Mr. Atterbury, “Mr. Esmond wants no witnesses, + and hath burned the paper.” + </p> + <p> + “My dearest master!” Esmond said, kneeling down, and taking his hand and + kissing it. + </p> + <p> + My Lord Viscount sprang up in his bed, and flung his arms round Esmond. + “God bl—bless—” was all he said. The blood rushed from his + mouth, deluging the young man. My dearest lord was no more. He was gone + with a blessing on his lips, and love and repentance and kindness in his + manly heart. + </p> + <p> + “Benedicti benedicentes,” says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, kneeling + at the bedside, groaned out an “Amen.” + </p> + <p> + “Who shall take the news to her?” was Mr. Esmond's next thought. And on + this he besought Mr. Atterbury to bear the tidings to Castlewood. He could + not face his mistress himself with those dreadful news. Mr. Atterbury + complying kindly, Esmond writ a hasty note on his table-book to my lord's + man, bidding him get the horses for Mr. Atterbury, and ride with him, and + send Esmond's own valise to the Gatehouse prison, whither he resolved to + go and give himself up. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0018" id="link2H_4_0018"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + BOOK II. + </h2> + <p> + CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO THE + ESMOND FAMILY. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0015" id="link2HCH0015"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I. + </h2> + <h3> + I AM IN PRISON, AND VISITED, BUT NOT CONSOLED THERE. + </h3> + <p> + Those may imagine, who have seen death untimely strike down persons + revered and beloved, and know how unavailing consolation is, what was + Harry Esmond's anguish after being an actor in that ghastly midnight scene + of blood and homicide. He could not, he felt, have faced his dear + mistress, and told her that story. He was thankful that kind Atterbury + consented to break the sad news to her; but, besides his grief, which he + took into prison with him, he had that in his heart which secretly cheered + and consoled him. + </p> + <p> + A great secret had been told to Esmond by his unhappy stricken kinsman, + lying on his death-bed. Were he to disclose it, as in equity and honor he + might do, the discovery would but bring greater grief upon those whom he + loved best in the world, and who were sad enough already. Should he bring + down shame and perplexity upon all those beings to whom he was attached by + so many tender ties of affection and gratitude? degrade his father's + widow? impeach and sully his father's and kinsman's honor? and for what? + for a barren title, to be worn at the expense of an innocent boy, the son + of his dearest benefactress. He had debated this matter in his conscience, + whilst his poor lord was making his dying confession. On one side were + ambition, temptation, justice even; but love, gratitude, and fidelity, + pleaded on the other. And when the struggle was over in Harry's mind, a + glow of righteous happiness filled it; and it was with grateful tears in + his eyes that he returned thanks to God for that decision which he had + been enabled to make. + </p> + <p> + “When I was denied by my own blood,” thought he, “these dearest friends + received and cherished me. When I was a nameless orphan myself, and needed + a protector, I found one in yonder kind soul, who has gone to his account + repenting of the innocent wrong he has done.” + </p> + <p> + And with this consoling thought he went away to give himself up at the + prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor. + </p> + <p> + It was on the third day after he had come to the Gatehouse prison, (where + he lay in no small pain from his wound, which inflamed and ached + severely,) and with those thoughts and resolutions that have been just + spoke of, to depress, and yet to console him, that H. Esmond's keeper came + and told him that a visitor was asking for him, and though he could not + see her face, which was enveloped in a black hood, her whole figure, too, + being veiled and covered with the deepest mourning, Esmond knew at once + that his visitor was his dear mistress. + </p> + <p> + He got up from his bed, where he was lying, being very weak; and advancing + towards her as the retiring keeper shut the door upon him and his guest in + that sad place, he put forward his left hand (for the right was wounded + and bandaged), and he would have taken that kind one of his mistress, + which had done so many offices of friendship for him for so many years. + </p> + <p> + But the Lady Castlewood went back from him, putting back her hood, and + leaning against the great stanchioned door which the gaoler had just + closed upon them. Her face was ghastly white, as Esmond saw it, looking + from the hood; and her eyes, ordinarily so sweet and tender, were fixed on + him with such a tragic glance of woe and anger, as caused the young man, + unaccustomed to unkindness from that person, to avert his own glances from + her face. + </p> + <p> + “And this, Mr. Esmond,” she said, “is where I see you; and 'tis to this + you have brought me!” + </p> + <p> + “You have come to console me in my calamity, madam,” said he (though, in + truth, he scarce knew how to address her, his emotions at beholding her so + overpowered him). + </p> + <p> + She advanced a little, but stood silent and trembling, looking out at him + from her black draperies, with her small white hands clasped together, and + quivering lips and hollow eyes. + </p> + <p> + “Not to reproach me,” he continued after a pause. “My grief is sufficient + as it is.” + </p> + <p> + “Take back your hand—do not touch me with it!” she cried. “Look! + there's blood on it!” + </p> + <p> + “I wish they had taken it all,” said Esmond; “if you are unkind to me.” + </p> + <p> + “Where is my husband?” she broke out. “Give me back my husband, Henry. Why + did you stand by at midnight and see him murdered? Why did the traitor + escape who did it? You, the champion of your house, who offered to die for + us! You that he loved and trusted, and to whom I confided him—you + that vowed devotion and gratitude, and I believed you—yes, I + believed you—why are you here, and my noble Francis gone? Why did + you come among us? You have only brought us grief and sorrow; and + repentance, bitter, bitter repentance, as a return for our love and + kindness. Did I ever do you a wrong, Henry? You were but an orphan child + when I first saw you—when HE first saw you, who was so good, and + noble, and trusting. He would have had you sent away, but, like a foolish + woman, I besought him to let you stay. And you pretended to love us, and + we believed you—and you made our house wretched, and my husband's + heart went from me: and I lost him through you—I lost him—the + husband of my youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I worshipped him—and + he was changed to me. He was no more my Francis of old—my dear, dear + soldier. He loved me before he saw you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my + witness how I loved him! Why did he not send you from among us? 'Twas only + his kindness, that could refuse me nothing then. And, young as you were—yes, + and weak and alone—there was evil, I knew there was evil in keeping + you. I read it in your face and eyes. I saw that they boded harm to us—and + it came, I knew it would. Why did you not die when you had the small-pox—and + I came myself and watched you, and you didn't know me in your delirium—and + you called out for me, though I was there at your side? All that has + happened since, was a just judgment on my wicked heart—my wicked + jealous heart. Oh, I am punished—awfully punished! My husband lies + in his blood—murdered for defending me, my kind, kind, generous lord—and + you were by, and you let him die, Henry!” + </p> + <p> + These words, uttered in the wildness of her grief, by one who was + ordinarily quiet, and spoke seldom except with a gentle smile and a + soothing tone, rung in Esmond's ear; and 'tis said that he repeated many + of them in the fever into which he now fell from his wound, and perhaps + from the emotion which such passionate, undeserved upbraidings caused him. + It seemed as if his very sacrifices and love for this lady and her family + were to turn to evil and reproach: as if his presence amongst them was + indeed a cause of grief, and the continuance of his life but woe and + bitterness to theirs. As the Lady Castlewood spoke bitterly, rapidly, + without a tear, he never offered a word of appeal or remonstrance: but sat + at the foot of his prison-bed, stricken only with the more pain at + thinking it was that soft and beloved hand which should stab him so + cruelly, and powerless against her fatal sorrow. Her words as she spoke + struck the chords of all his memory, and the whole of his boyhood and + youth passed within him; whilst this lady, so fond and gentle but + yesterday—this good angel whom he had loved and worshipped—stood + before him, pursuing him with keen words and aspect malign. + </p> + <p> + “I wish I were in my lord's place,” he groaned out. “It was not my fault + that I was not there, madam. But Fate is stronger than all of us, and + willed what has come to pass. It had been better for me to have died when + I had the illness.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, Henry,” said she—and as she spoke she looked at him with a + glance that was at once so fond and so sad, that the young man, tossing up + his arms, wildly fell back, hiding his head in the coverlet of the bed. As + he turned he struck against the wall with his wounded hand, displacing the + ligature; and he felt the blood rushing again from the wound. He + remembered feeling a secret pleasure at the accident—and thinking, + “Suppose I were to end now, who would grieve for me?” + </p> + <p> + This hemorrhage, or the grief and despair in which the luckless young man + was at the time of the accident, must have brought on a deliquium + presently; for he had scarce any recollection afterwards, save of some + one, his mistress probably, seizing his hand—and then of the buzzing + noise in his ears as he awoke, with two or three persons of the prison + around his bed, whereon he lay in a pool of blood from his arm. + </p> + <p> + It was now bandaged up again by the prison surgeon, who happened to be in + the place; and the governor's wife and servant, kind people both, were + with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the room when he awoke + from his trance; but she went away without a word; though the governor's + wife told him that she sat in her room for some time afterward, and did + not leave the prison until she heard that Esmond was likely to do well. + </p> + <p> + Days afterwards, when Esmond was brought out of a fever which he had, and + which attacked him that night pretty sharply, the honest keeper's wife + brought her patient a handkerchief fresh washed and ironed, and at the + corner of which he recognized his mistress's well-known cipher and + viscountess's crown. “The lady had bound it round his arm when he fainted, + and before she called for help,” the keeper's wife said. “Poor lady! she + took on sadly about her husband. He has been buried to-day, and a many of + the coaches of the nobility went with him—my Lord Marlborough's and + my Lord Sunderland's, and many of the officers of the Guards, in which he + served in the old King's time; and my lady has been with her two children + to the King at Kensington, and asked for justice against my Lord Mohun, + who is in hiding, and my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who is + ready to give himself up and take his trial.” + </p> + <p> + Such were the news, coupled with assertions about her own honesty and that + of Molly her maid, who would never have stolen a certain trumpery gold + sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that was missing after his fainting fit, + that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. His thoughts followed to + that untimely grave, the brave heart, the kind friend, the gallant + gentleman, honest of word and generous of thought, (if feeble of purpose, + but are his betters much stronger than he?) who had given him bread and + shelter when he had none; home and love when he needed them; and who, if + he had kept one vital secret from him, had done that of which he repented + ere dying—a wrong indeed, but one followed by remorse, and + occasioned by almost irresistible temptation. + </p> + <p> + Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him, and very likely + kissed it, and looked at the bauble embroidered in the corner. “It has + cost thee grief enough,” he thought, “dear lady, so loving and so tender. + Shall I take it from thee and thy children? No, never! Keep it, and wear + it, my little Frank, my pretty boy. If I cannot make a name for myself, I + can die without one. Some day, when my dear mistress sees my heart, I + shall be righted; or if not here or now, why, elsewhere; where Honor doth + not follow us, but where Love reigns perpetual.” + </p> + <p> + 'Tis needless to relate here, as the reports of the lawyers already have + chronicled them, the particulars or issue of that trial which ensued upon + my Lord Castlewood's melancholy homicide. Of the two lords engaged in that + sad matter, the second, my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, who had + been engaged with Colonel Westbury, and wounded by him, was found not + guilty by his peers, before whom he was tried (under the presidence of the + Lord Steward, Lord Somers); and the principal, the Lord Mohun, being found + guilty of the manslaughter, (which, indeed, was forced upon him, and of + which he repented most sincerely,) pleaded his clergy, and so was + discharged without any penalty. The widow of the slain nobleman, as it was + told us in prison, showed an extraordinary spirit; and, though she had to + wait for ten years before her son was old enough to compass it, declared + she would have revenge of her husband's murderer. So much and suddenly had + grief, anger, and misfortune appeared to change her. But fortune, good or + ill, as I take it, does not change men and women. It but develops their + characters. As there are a thousand thoughts lying within a man that he + does not know till he takes up the pen to write, so the heart is a secret + even to him (or her) who has it in his own breast. Who hath not found + himself surprised into revenge, or action, or passion, for good or evil, + whereof the seeds lay within him, latent and unsuspected, until the + occasion called them forth? With the death of her lord, a change seemed to + come over the whole conduct and mind of Lady Castlewood; but of this we + shall speak in the right season and anon. + </p> + <p> + The lords being tried then before their peers at Westminster, according to + their privilege, being brought from the Tower with state processions and + barges, and accompanied by lieutenants and axe-men, the commoners engaged + in that melancholy fray took their trial at Newgate, as became them; and, + being all found guilty, pleaded likewise their benefit of clergy. The + sentence, as we all know in these cases, is, that the culprit lies a year + in prison, or during the King's pleasure, and is burned in the hand, or + only stamped with a cold iron; or this part of the punishment is + altogether remitted at the grace of the Sovereign. So Harry Esmond found + himself a criminal and a prisoner at two-and-twenty years old; as for the + two colonels, his comrades, they took the matter very lightly. Duelling + was a part of their business; and they could not in honor refuse any + invitations of that sort. + </p> + <p> + But the case was different with Mr. Esmond. His life was changed by that + stroke of the sword which destroyed his kind patron's. As he lay in + prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and died; and Lady Castlewood appointed + Thomas Tusher to the vacant living; about the filling of which she had a + thousand times fondly talked to Harry Esmond: how they never should part; + how he should educate her boy; how to be a country clergyman, like saintly + George Herbert or pious Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest lot in + life; how (if he were obstinately bent on it, though, for her part, she + owned rather to holding Queen Bess's opinion, that a bishop should have no + wife, and if not a bishop why a clergyman?) she would find a good wife for + Harry Esmond: and so on, with a hundred pretty prospects told by fireside + evenings, in fond prattle, as the children played about the hall. All + these plans were overthrown now. Thomas Tusher wrote to Esmond, as he lay + in prison, announcing that his patroness had conferred upon him the living + his reverend father had held for many years; that she never, after the + tragical events which had occurred (whereof Tom spoke with a very edifying + horror), could see in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, + the man who was answerable for the father's life; that her ladyship bade + him to say that she prayed for her kinsman's repentance and his worldly + happiness; that he was free to command her aid for any scheme of life + which he might propose to himself; but that on this side of the grave she + would see him no more. And Tusher, for his own part, added that Harry + should have his prayers as a friend of his youth, and commended him whilst + he was in prison to read certain works of theology, which his Reverence + pronounced to be very wholesome for sinners in his lamentable condition. + </p> + <p> + And this was the return for a life of devotion—this the end of years + of affectionate intercourse and passionate fidelity! Harry would have died + for his patron, and was held as little better than his murderer: he had + sacrificed, she did not know how much, for his mistress, and she threw him + aside; he had endowed her family with all they had, and she talked about + giving him alms as to a menial! The grief for his patron's loss; the pains + of his own present position, and doubts as to the future: all these were + forgotten under the sense of the consummate outrage which he had to + endure, and overpowered by the superior pang of that torture. + </p> + <p> + He writ back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating his + Reverence upon his appointment to the living of Castlewood: sarcastically + bidding him to follow in the footsteps of his admirable father, whose gown + had descended upon him; thanking her ladyship for her offer of alms, which + he said he should trust not to need; and beseeching her to remember that, + if ever her determination should change towards him, he would be ready to + give her proofs of a fidelity which had never wavered, and which ought + never to have been questioned by that house. “And if we meet no more, or + only as strangers in this world,” Mr. Esmond concluded, “a sentence + against the cruelty and injustice of which I disdain to appeal; hereafter + she will know who was faithful to her, and whether she had any cause to + suspect the love and devotion of her kinsman and servant.” + </p> + <p> + After the sending of this letter, the poor young fellow's mind was more at + ease than it had been previously. The blow had been struck, and he had + borne it. His cruel goddess had shaken her wings and fled: and left him + alone and friendless, but virtute sua. And he had to bear him up, at once + the sense of his right and the feeling of his wrongs, his honor and his + misfortune. As I have seen men waking and running to arms at a sudden + trumpet, before emergency a manly heart leaps up resolute; meets the + threatening danger with undaunted countenance; and, whether conquered or + conquering, faces it always. Ah! no man knows his strength or his + weakness, till occasion proves them. If there be some thoughts and actions + of his life from the memory of which a man shrinks with shame, sure there + are some which he may be proud to own and remember; forgiven injuries, + conquered temptations (now and then) and difficulties vanquished by + endurance. + </p> + <p> + It was these thoughts regarding the living, far more than any great + poignancy of grief respecting the dead, which affected Harry Esmond whilst + in prison after his trial: but it may be imagined that he could take no + comrade of misfortune into the confidence of his feelings, and they + thought it was remorse and sorrow for his patron's loss which affected the + young man, in error of which opinion he chose to leave them. As a + companion he was so moody and silent that the two officers, his + fellow-sufferers, left him to himself mostly, liked little very likely + what they knew of him, consoled themselves with dice, cards, and the + bottle, and whiled away their own captivity in their own way. It seemed to + Esmond as if he lived years in that prison: and was changed and aged when + he came out of it. At certain periods of life we live years of emotion in + a few weeks—and look back on those times, as on great gaps between + the old life and the new. You do not know how much you suffer in those + critical maladies of the heart, until the disease is over and you look + back on it afterwards. During the time, the suffering is at least + sufferable. The day passes in more or less of pain, and the night wears + away somehow. 'Tis only in after days that we see what the danger has been—as + a man out a-hunting or riding for his life looks at a leap, and wonders + how he should have survived the taking of it. O dark months of grief and + rage! of wrong and cruel endurance! He is old now who recalls you. Long + ago he has forgiven and blest the soft hand that wounded him: but the mark + is there, and the wound is cicatrized only—no time, tears, caresses, + or repentance, can obliterate the scar. We are indocile to put up with + grief, however. Reficimus rates quassas: we tempt the ocean again and + again, and try upon new ventures. Esmond thought of his early time as a + novitiate, and of this past trial as an initiation before entering into + life—as our young Indians undergo tortures silently before they pass + to the rank of warriors in the tribe. + </p> + <p> + The officers, meanwhile, who were not let into the secret of the grief + which was gnawing at the side of their silent young friend, and being + accustomed to such transactions, in which one comrade or another was daily + paying the forfeit of the sword, did not, of course, bemoan themselves + very inconsolably about the fate of their late companion in arms. This one + told stories of former adventures of love, or war, or pleasure, in which + poor Frank Esmond had been engaged; t'other recollected how a constable + had been bilked, or a tavern-bully beaten: whilst my lord's poor widow was + sitting at his tomb worshipping him as an actual saint and spotless hero—so + the visitors said who had news of Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and + Macartney had pretty nearly had all the town to come and see them. + </p> + <p> + The duel, its fatal termination, the trial of the two peers and the three + commoners concerned, had caused the greatest excitement in the town. The + prints and News Letters were full of them. The three gentlemen in Newgate + were almost as much crowded as the bishops in the Tower, or a highwayman + before execution. We were allowed to live in the Governor's house, as hath + been said, both before trial and after condemnation, waiting the King's + pleasure; nor was the real cause of the fatal quarrel known, so closely + had my lord and the two other persons who knew it kept the secret, but + every one imagined that the origin of the meeting was a gambling dispute. + Except fresh air, the prisoners had, upon payment, most things they could + desire. Interest was made that they should not mix with the vulgar + convicts, whose ribald choruses and loud laughter and curses could be + heard from their own part of the prison, where they and the miserable + debtors were confined pell-mell. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0016" id="link2HCH0016"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II. + </h2> + <h3> + I COME TO THE END OF MY CAPTIVITY, BUT NOT OF MY TROUBLE. + </h3> + <p> + Among the company which came to visit the two officers was an old + acquaintance of Harry Esmond; that gentleman of the Guards, namely, who + had been so kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop had been quartered + at Castlewood more than seven years before. Dick the Scholar was no longer + Dick the Trooper now, but Captain Steele of Lucas's Fusiliers, and + secretary to my Lord Cutts, that famous officer of King William's, the + bravest and most beloved man of the English army. The two jolly prisoners + had been drinking with a party of friends (for our cellar and that of the + keepers of Newgate, too, were supplied with endless hampers of Burgundy + and Champagne that the friends of the Colonels sent in); and Harry, having + no wish for their drink or their conversation, being too feeble in health + for the one and too sad in spirits for the other, was sitting apart in his + little room, reading such books as he had, one evening, when honest + Colonel Westbury, flushed with liquor, and always good-humored in and out + of his cups, came laughing into Harry's closet and said, “Ho, young + Killjoy! here's a friend come to see thee; he'll pray with thee, or he'll + drink with thee; or he'll drink and pray turn about. Dick, my Christian + hero, here's the little scholar of Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + Dick came up and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, imparting a strong perfume + of burnt sack along with his caress to the young man. + </p> + <p> + “What! is this the little man that used to talk Latin and fetch our bowls? + How tall thou art grown! I protest I should have known thee anywhere. And + so you have turned ruffian and fighter; and wanted to measure swords with + Mohun, did you? I protest that Mohun said at the Guard dinner yesterday, + where there was a pretty company of us, that the young fellow wanted to + fight him, and was the better man of the two.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish we could have tried and proved it, Mr. Steele,” says Esmond, + thinking of his dead benefactor, and his eyes filling with tears. + </p> + <p> + With the exception of that one cruel letter which he had from his + mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed determined to + execute her resolve of parting from him and disowning him. But he had news + of her, such as it was, which Mr. Steele assiduously brought him from the + Prince's and Princess's Court, where our honest Captain had been advanced + to the post of gentleman waiter. When off duty there, Captain Dick often + came to console his friends in captivity; a good nature and a friendly + disposition towards all who were in ill-fortune no doubt prompting him to + make his visits, and good-fellowship and good wine to prolong them. + </p> + <p> + “Faith,” says Westbury, “the little scholar was the first to begin the + quarrel—I mind me of it now—at Lockit's. I always hated that + fellow Mohun. What was the real cause, of the quarrel betwixt him and poor + Frank? I would wager 'twas a woman.” + </p> + <p> + “'Twas a quarrel about play—on my word, about play,” Harry said. “My + poor lord lost great sums to his guest at Castlewood. Angry words passed + between them; and, though Lord Castlewood was the kindest and most pliable + soul alive, his spirit was very high; and hence that meeting which has + brought us all here,” says Mr. Esmond, resolved never to acknowledge that + there had ever been any other cause but cards for the duel. + </p> + <p> + “I do not like to use bad words of a nobleman,” says Westbury; “but if my + Lord Mohun were a commoner, I would say, 'twas a pity he was not hanged. + He was familiar with dice and women at a time other boys are at school + being birched; he was as wicked as the oldest rake, years ere he had done + growing; and handled a sword and a foil, and a bloody one, too, before he + ever used a razor. He held poor Will Mountford in talk that night, when + bloody Dick Hill ran him through. He will come to a bad end, will that + young lord; and no end is bad enough for him,” says honest Mr. Westbury: + whose prophecy was fulfilled twelve years after, upon that fatal day when + Mohun fell, dragging down one of the bravest and greatest gentlemen in + England in his fall. + </p> + <p> + From Mr. Steele, then, who brought the public rumor, as well as his own + private intelligence, Esmond learned the movements of his unfortunate + mistress. Steele's heart was of very inflammable composition; and the + gentleman usher spoke in terms of boundless admiration both of the widow + (that most beautiful woman, as he said) and of her daughter, who, in the + Captain's eyes, was a still greater paragon. If the pale widow, whom + Captain Richard, in his poetic rapture compared to a Niobe in tears—to + a Sigismunda—to a weeping Belvidera, was an object the most lovely + and pathetic which his eyes had ever beheld, or for which his heart had + melted, even her ripened perfections and beauty were as nothing compared + to the promise of that extreme loveliness which the good Captain saw in + her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. Steele composed sonnets + whilst he was on duty in his Prince's ante-chamber, to the maternal and + filial charms. He would speak for hours about them to Harry Esmond; and, + indeed, he could have chosen few subjects more likely to interest the + unhappy young man, whose heart was now as always devoted to these ladies; + and who was thankful to all who loved them, or praised them, or wished + them well. + </p> + <p> + Not that his fidelity was recompensed by any answering kindness, or show + of relenting even, on the part of a mistress obdurate now after ten years + of love and benefactions. The poor young man getting no answer, save + Tusher's, to that letter which he had written, and being too proud to + write more, opened a part of his heart to Steele, than whom no man, when + unhappy, could find a kinder hearer, or more friendly emissary; described + (in words which were no doubt pathetic, for they came imo pectore, and + caused honest Dick to weep plentifully) his youth, his constancy, his fond + devotion to that household which had reared him; his affection, how + earned, and how tenderly requited until but yesterday, and (as far as he + might) the circumstances and causes for which that sad quarrel had made of + Esmond a prisoner under sentence, a widow and orphans of those whom in + life he held dearest. In terms that might well move a harder-hearted man + than young Esmond's confidant—for, indeed, the speaker's own heart + was half broke as he uttered them—he described a part of what had + taken place in that only sad interview which his mistress had granted him; + how she had left him with anger and almost imprecation, whose words and + thoughts until then had been only blessing and kindness; how she had + accused him of the guilt of that blood, in exchange for which he would + cheerfully have sacrificed his own (indeed, in this the Lord Mohun, the + Lord Warwick, and all the gentlemen engaged, as well as the common rumor + out of doors—Steele told him—bore out the luckless young man); + and with all his heart, and tears, he besought Mr. Steele to inform his + mistress of her kinsman's unhappiness, and to deprecate that cruel anger + she showed him. Half frantic with grief at the injustice done him, and + contrasting it with a thousand soft recollections of love and confidence + gone by, that made his present misery inexpressibly more bitter, the poor + wretch passed many a lonely day and wakeful night in a kind of powerless + despair and rage against his iniquitous fortune. It was the softest hand + that struck him, the gentlest and most compassionate nature that + persecuted him. “I would as lief,” he said, “have pleaded guilty to the + murder, and have suffered for it like any other felon, as have to endure + the torture to which my mistress subjects me.” + </p> + <p> + Although the recital of Esmond's story, and his passionate appeals and + remonstrances, drew so many tears from Dick who heard them, they had no + effect upon the person whom they were designed to move. Esmond's + ambassador came back from the mission with which the poor young gentleman + had charged him, with a sad blank face and a shake of the head, which told + that there was no hope for the prisoner; and scarce a wretched culprit in + that prison of Newgate ordered for execution, and trembling for a + reprieve, felt more cast down than Mr. Esmond, innocent and condemned. + </p> + <p> + As had been arranged between the prisoner and his counsel in their + consultations, Mr. Steele had gone to the dowager's house in Chelsey, + where it has been said the widow and her orphans were, had seen my Lady + Viscountess, and pleaded the cause of her unfortunate kinsman. “And I + think I spoke well, my poor boy,” says Mr. Steele; “for who would not + speak well in such a cause, and before so beautiful a judge? I did not see + the lovely Beatrix (sure her famous namesake of Florence was never half so + beautiful), only the young Viscount was in the room with the Lord + Churchill, my Lord of Marlborough's eldest son. But these young gentlemen + went off to the garden; I could see them from the window tilting at each + other with poles in a mimic tournament (grief touches the young but + lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at the coffin of my own + father). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys at their game and + said—'You see, sir, children are taught to use weapons of death as + toys, and to make a sport of murder;' and as she spoke she looked so + lovely, and stood there in herself so sad and beautiful, an instance of + that doctrine whereof I am a humble preacher, that had I not dedicated my + little volume of the 'Christian Hero'—(I perceive, Harry, thou hast + not cut the leaves of it. The sermon is good, believe me, though the + preacher's life may not answer it)—I say, hadn't I dedicated the + volume to Lord Cutts, I would have asked permission to place her + ladyship's name on the first page. I think I never saw such a beautiful + violet as that of her eyes, Harry. Her complexion is of the pink of the + blush-rose, she hath an exquisite turned wrist and dimpled hand, and I + make no doubt—” + </p> + <p> + “Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?” broke out + Mr. Esmond, sadly. + </p> + <p> + “A lovely creature in affliction seems always doubly beautiful to me,” + says the poor Captain, who indeed was but too often in a state to see + double, and so checked he resumed the interrupted thread of his story. “As + I spoke my business,” Mr. Steele said, “and narrated to your mistress what + all the world knows, and the other side hath been eager to acknowledge—that + you had tried to put yourself between the two lords, and to take your + patron's quarrel on your own point; I recounted the general praises of + your gallantry, besides my Lord Mohun's particular testimony to it; I + thought the widow listened with some interest, and her eyes—I have + never seen such a violet, Harry—looked up at mine once or twice. But + after I had spoken on this theme for a while she suddenly broke away with + a cry of grief. 'I would to God, sir,' she said, 'I had never heard that + word gallantry which you use, or known the meaning of it. My lord might + have been here but for that; my home might be happy; my poor boy have a + father. It was what you gentlemen call gallantry came into my home, and + drove my husband on to the cruel sword that killed him. You should not + speak the word to a Christian woman, sir, a poor widowed mother of + orphans, whose home was happy until the world came into it—the + wicked godless world, that takes the blood of the innocent, and lets the + guilty go free.' + </p> + <p> + “As the afflicted lady spoke in this strain, sir,” Mr. Steele continued, + “it seemed as if indignation moved her, even more than grief. + 'Compensation!' she went on passionately, her cheeks and eyes kindling; + 'what compensation does your world give the widow for her husband, and the + children for the murderer of their father? The wretch who did the deed has + not even a punishment. Conscience! what conscience has he, who can enter + the house of a friend, whisper falsehood and insult to a woman that never + harmed him, and stab the kind heart that trusted him? My Lord—my + Lord Wretch's, my Lord Villain's, my Lord Murderer's peers meet to try + him, and they dismiss him with a word or two of reproof and send him into + the world again, to pursue women with lust and falsehood, and to murder + unsuspecting guests that harbor him. That day, my Lord—my Lord + Murderer—(I will never name him)—was let loose, a woman was + executed at Tyburn for stealing in a shop. But a man may rob another of + his life, or a lady of her honor, and shall pay no penalty! I take my + child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask for justice, and the King + refuses me. The King! he is no king of mine—he never shall be. He, + too, robbed the throne from the king his father—the true king—and + he has gone unpunished, as the great do.' + </p> + <p> + “I then thought to speak for you,” Mr. Steele continued, “and I interposed + by saying, 'There was one, madam, who, at least, would have put his own + breast between your husband's and my Lord Mohun's sword. Your poor young + kinsman, Harry Esmond, hath told me that he tried to draw the quarrel on + himself.' + </p> + <p> + “'Are you come from HIM?' asked the lady (so Mr. Steele went on) rising up + with a great severity and stateliness. 'I thought you had come from the + Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison, and bade him farewell. He + brought misery into my house. He never should have entered it.' + </p> + <p> + “'Madam, madam, he is not to blame,' I interposed,” continued Mr. Steele. + </p> + <p> + “'Do I blame him to you, sir?' asked the widow. 'If 'tis he who sent you, + say that I have taken counsel, where'—she spoke with a very pallid + cheek now, and a break in her voice—'where all who ask may have it;—and + that it bids me to part from him, and to see him no more. We met in the + prison for the last time—at least for years to come. It may be, in + years hence, when—when our knees and our tears and our contrition + have changed our sinful hearts, sir, and wrought our pardon, we may meet + again—but not now. After what has passed, I could not bear to see + him. I wish him well, sir; but I wish him farewell, too; and if he has + that—that regard towards us which he speaks of, I beseech him to + prove it by obeying me in this.' + </p> + <p> + “'I shall break the young man's heart, madam, by this hard sentence,'” Mr. + Steele said. + </p> + <p> + “The lady shook her head,” continued my kind scholar. “'The hearts of + young men, Mr. Steele, are not so made,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond will find + other—other friends. The mistress of this house has relented very + much towards the late lord's son,' she added, with a blush, 'and has + promised me, that is, has promised that she will care for his fortune. + Whilst I live in it, after the horrid horrid deed which has passed, + Castlewood must never be a home to him—never. Nor would I have him + write to me—except—no—I would have him never write to + me, nor see him more. Give him, if you will, my parting—Hush! not a + word of this before my daughter.' + </p> + <p> + “Here the fair Beatrix entered from the river, with her cheeks flushing + with health, and looking only the more lovely and fresh for the mourning + habiliments which she wore. And my Lady Viscountess said— + </p> + <p> + “'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, gentleman-usher to the Prince's Highness. + When does your new comedy appear, Mr. Steele?' I hope thou wilt be out of + prison for the first night, Harry.” + </p> + <p> + The sentimental Captain concluded his sad tale, saying, “Faith, the beauty + of Filia pulcrior drove pulcram matrem out of my head; and yet as I came + down the river, and thought about the pair, the pallid dignity and + exquisite grace of the matron had the uppermost, and I thought her even + more noble than the virgin!” + </p> + <p> + The party of prisoners lived very well in Newgate, and with comforts very + different to those which were awarded to the poor wretches there (his + insensibility to their misery, their gayety still more frightful, their + curses and blasphemy, hath struck with a kind of shame since—as + proving how selfish, during his imprisonment, his own particular grief + was, and how entirely the thoughts of it absorbed him): if the three + gentlemen lived well under the care of the Warden of Newgate, it was + because they paid well: and indeed the cost at the dearest ordinary or the + grandest tavern in London could not have furnished a longer reckoning, + than our host of the “Handcuff Inn”—as Colonel Westbury called it. + Our rooms were the three in the gate over Newgate—on the second + story looking up Newgate Street towards Cheapside and Paul's Church. And + we had leave to walk on the roof, and could see thence Smithfield and the + Bluecoat Boys' School, Gardens, and the Chartreux, where, as Harry Esmond + remembered, Dick the Scholar, and his friend Tom Tusher, had had their + schooling. + </p> + <p> + Harry could never have paid his share of that prodigious heavy reckoning + which my landlord brought to his guests once a week: for he had but three + pieces in his pockets that fatal night before the duel, when the gentlemen + were at cards, and offered to play five. But whilst he was yet ill at the + Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood had visited him there, and before his + trial, there came one in an orange-tawny coat and blue lace, the livery + which the Esmonds always wore, and brought a sealed packet for Mr. Esmond, + which contained twenty guineas, and a note saying that a counsel had been + appointed for him, and that more money would be forthcoming whenever he + needed it. + </p> + <p> + 'Twas a queer letter from the scholar as she was, or as she called + herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the strange + barbarous French which she and many other fine ladies of that time—witness + her Grace of Portsmouth—employed. Indeed, spelling was not an + article of general commodity in the world then, and my Lord Marlborough's + letters can show that he, for one, had but a little share of this part of + grammar:— + </p> + <p> + “MONG COUSSIN,” my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, “je scay que vous vous + etes bravement batew et grievement blessay—du coste de feu M. le + Vicomte. M. le Compte de Varique ne se playt qua parlay de vous: M. de + Moon aucy. Il di que vous avay voulew vous bastre avecque luy—que + vous estes plus fort que luy fur l'ayscrimme—quil'y a surtout + certaine Botte que vous scavay quil n'a jammay sceu pariay: et que c'en + eut ete fay de luy si vouseluy vous vous fussiay battews ansamb. Aincy ce + pauv Vicompte est mort. Mort et pontayt—Mon coussin, mon coussin! + jay dans la tayste que vous n'estes quung pety Monst—angcy que les + Esmonds ong tousjours este. La veuve est chay moy. J'ay recuilly cet' + pauve famme. Elle est furieuse cont vous, allans tous les jours chercher + ley Roy (d'icy) demandant a gran cri revanche pour son Mary. Elle ne veux + voyre ni entende parlay de vous: pourtant elle ne fay qu'en parlay milfoy + par jour. Quand vous seray hor prison venay me voyre. J'auray soing de + vous. Si cette petite Prude veut se defaire de song pety Monste (Helas je + craing quil ne soy trotar!) je m'on chargeray. J'ay encor quelqu interay + et quelques escus de costay. + </p> + <p> + “La Veuve se raccommode avec Miladi Marlboro qui est tout puicante avecque + la Reine Anne. Cet dam senteraysent pour la petite prude; qui pourctant a + un fi du mesme asge que vous savay. + </p> + <p> + “En sortant de prisong venez icy. Je ne puy vous recevoir chaymoy a cause + des mechansetes du monde, may pre du moy vous aurez logement. + </p> + <p> + “ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND” + </p> + <p> + Marchioness of Esmond this lady sometimes called herself, in virtue of + that patent which had been given by the late King James to Harry Esmond's + father; and in this state she had her train carried by a knight's wife, a + cup and cover of assay to drink from, and fringed cloth. + </p> + <p> + He who was of the same age as little Francis, whom we shall henceforth + call Viscount Castlewood here, was H. R. H. the Prince of Wales, born in + the same year and month with Frank, and just proclaimed at Saint Germains, + King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0017" id="link2HCH0017"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III. + </h2> + <h3> + I TAKE THE QUEEN'S PAY IN QUIN'S REGIMENT. + </h3> + <p> + The fellow in the orange-tawny livery with blue lace and facings was in + waiting when Esmond came out of prison, and, taking the young gentleman's + slender baggage, led the way out of that odious Newgate, and by Fleet + Conduit, down to the Thames, where a pair of oars was called, and they + went up the river to Chelsey. Esmond thought the sun had never shone so + bright; nor the air felt so fresh and exhilarating. Temple Garden, as they + rowed by, looked like the garden of Eden to him, and the aspect of the + quays, wharves, and buildings by the river, Somerset House, and + Westminster (where the splendid new bridge was just beginning), Lambeth + tower and palace, and that busy shining scene of the Thames swarming with + boats and barges, filled his heart with pleasure and cheerfulness—as + well such a beautiful scene might to one who had been a prisoner so long, + and with so many dark thoughts deepening the gloom of his captivity. They + rowed up at length to the pretty village of Chelsey, where the nobility + have many handsome country-houses; and so came to my Lady Viscountess's + house, a cheerful new house in the row facing the river, with a handsome + garden behind it, and a pleasant look-out both towards Surrey and + Kensington, where stands the noble ancient palace of the Lord Warwick, + Harry's reconciled adversary. + </p> + <p> + Here in her ladyship's saloon, the young man saw again some of those + pictures which had been at Castlewood, and which she had removed thence on + the death of her lord, Harry's father. Specially, and in the place of + honor, was Sir Peter Lely's picture of the honorable Mistress Isabella + Esmond as Diana, in yellow satin, with a bow in her hand and a crescent in + her forehead; and dogs frisking about her. 'Twas painted about the time + when royal Endymions were said to find favor with this virgin huntress; + and, as goddesses have youth perpetual, this one believed to the day of + her death that she never grew older: and always persisted in supposing the + picture was still like her. + </p> + <p> + After he had been shown to her room by the groom of the chamber, who + filled many offices besides in her ladyship's modest household, and after + a proper interval, his elderly goddess Diana vouchsafed to appear to the + young man. A blackamoor in a Turkish habit, with red boots and a silver + collar, on which the Viscountess's arms were engraven, preceded her and + bore her cushion; then came her gentlewoman; a little pack of spaniels + barking and frisking about preceded the austere huntress—then, + behold, the Viscountess herself “dropping odors.” Esmond recollected from + his childhood that rich aroma of musk which his mother-in-law (for she may + be called so) exhaled. As the sky grows redder and redder towards sunset, + so, in the decline of her years, the cheeks of my Lady Dowager blushed + more deeply. Her face was illuminated with vermilion, which appeared the + brighter from the white paint employed to set it off. She wore the + ringlets which had been in fashion in King Charles's time; whereas the + ladies of King William's had head-dresses like the towers of Cybele. Her + eyes gleamed out from the midst of this queer structure of paint, dyes, + and pomatums. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's father's widow. + </p> + <p> + He made her such a profound bow as her dignity and relationship merited, + and advanced with the greatest gravity, and once more kissed that hand, + upon the trembling knuckles of which glittered a score of rings—remembering + old times when that trembling hand made him tremble. “Marchioness,” says + he, bowing, and on one knee, “is it only the hand I may have the honor of + saluting?” For, accompanying that inward laughter, which the sight of such + an astonishing old figure might well produce in the young man, there was + good will too, and the kindness of consanguinity. She had been his + father's wife, and was his grandfather's daughter. She had suffered him in + old days, and was kind to him now after her fashion. And now that + bar-sinister was removed from Esmond's thought, and that secret opprobrium + no longer cast upon his mind, he was pleased to feel family ties and own + them—perhaps secretly vain of the sacrifice he had made, and to + think that he, Esmond, was really the chief of his house, and only + prevented by his own magnanimity from advancing his claim. + </p> + <p> + At least, ever since he had learned that secret from his poor patron on + his dying bed, actually as he was standing beside it, he had felt an + independency which he had never known before, and which since did not + desert him. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, but with an air as if + he was the Marquis of Esmond who so addressed her. + </p> + <p> + Did she read in the young gentleman's eyes, which had now no fear of hers + or their superannuated authority, that he knew or suspected the truth + about his birth? She gave a start of surprise at his altered manner: + indeed, it was quite a different bearing to that of the Cambridge student + who had paid her a visit two years since, and whom she had dismissed with + five pieces sent by the groom of the chamber. She eyed him, then trembled + a little more than was her wont, perhaps, and said, “Welcome, cousin,” in + a frightened voice. + </p> + <p> + His resolution, as has been said before, had been quite different, namely, + so to bear himself through life as if the secret of his birth was not + known to him; but he suddenly and rightly determined on a different + course. He asked that her ladyship's attendants should be dismissed, and + when they were private—“Welcome, nephew, at least, madam, it should + be,” he said. “A great wrong has been done to me and to you, and to my + poor mother, who is no more.” + </p> + <p> + “I declare before heaven that I was guiltless of it,” she cried out, + giving up her cause at once. “It was your wicked father who—” + </p> + <p> + “Who brought this dishonor on our family,” says Mr. Esmond. “I know it + full well. I want to disturb no one. Those who are in present possession + have been my dearest benefactors, and are quite innocent of intentional + wrong to me. The late lord, my dear patron, knew not the truth until a few + months before his death, when Father Holt brought the news to him.” + </p> + <p> + “The wretch! he had it in confession! he had it in confession!” cried out + the Dowager Lady. + </p> + <p> + “Not so. He learned it elsewhere as well as in confession,” Mr. Esmond + answered. “My father, when wounded at the Boyne, told the truth to a + French priest, who was in hiding after the battle, as well as to the + priest there, at whose house he died. This gentleman did not think fit to + divulge the story till he met with Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And the + latter kept it back for his own purpose, and until he had learned whether + my mother was alive or no. She is dead years since, my poor patron told me + with his dying breath, and I doubt him not. I do not know even whether I + could prove a marriage. I would not if I could. I do not care to bring + shame on our name, or grief upon those whom I love, however hardly they + may use me. My father's son, madam, won't aggravate the wrong my father + did you. Continue to be his widow, and give me your kindness. 'Tis all I + ask from you; and I shall never speak of this matter again.” + </p> + <p> + “Mais vous etes un noble jeune homme!” breaks out my lady, speaking, as + usual with her when she was agitated, in the French language. + </p> + <p> + “Noblesse oblige,” says Mr. Esmond, making her a low bow. “There are those + alive to whom, in return for their love to me, I often fondly said I would + give my life away. Shall I be their enemy now, and quarrel about a title? + What matters who has it? 'Tis with the family still.” + </p> + <p> + “What can there be in that little prude of a woman that makes men so + raffoler about her?” cries out my Lady Dowager. “She was here for a month + petitioning the King. She is pretty, and well conserved; but she has not + the bel air. In his late Majesty's Court all the men pretended to admire + her, and she was no better than a little wax doll. She is better now, and + looks the sister of her daughter; but what mean you all by bepraising her? + Mr. Steele, who was in waiting on Prince George, seeing her with her two + children going to Kensington, writ a poem about her, and says he shall + wear her colors, and dress in black for the future. Mr. Congreve says he + will write a 'Mourning Widow,' that shall be better than his 'Mourning + Bride.' Though their husbands quarrelled and fought when that wretch + Churchill deserted the King (for which he deserved to be hung), Lady + Marlborough has again gone wild about the little widow; insulted me in my + own drawing-room, by saying 'twas not the OLD widow, but the young + Viscountess, she had come to see. Little Castlewood and little Lord + Churchill are to be sworn friends, and have boxed each other twice or + thrice like brothers already. 'Twas that wicked young Mohun who, coming + back from the provinces last year, where he had disinterred her, raved + about her all the winter; said she was a pearl set before swine; and + killed poor stupid Frank. The quarrel was all about his wife. I know 'twas + all about her. Was there anything between her and Mohun, nephew? Tell me + now—was there anything? About yourself, I do not ask you to answer + questions.” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond blushed up. “My lady's virtue is like that of a saint in + heaven, madam,” he cried out. + </p> + <p> + “Eh!—mon neveu. Many saints get to heaven after having a deal to + repent of. I believe you are like all the rest of the fools, and madly in + love with her.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, I loved and honored her before all the world,” Esmond answered. + “I take no shame in that.” + </p> + <p> + “And she has shut her door on you—given the living to that horrid + young cub, son of that horrid old bear, Tusher, and says she will never + see you more. Monsieur mon neveu—we are all like that. When I was a + young woman, I'm positive that a thousand duels were fought about me. And + when poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself in the canal at Bruges + because I danced with Count Springbock, I couldn't squeeze out a single + tear, but danced till five o'clock the next morning. 'Twas the Count—no, + 'twas my Lord Ormond that played the fiddles, and his Majesty did me the + honor of dancing all night with me.—How you are grown! You have got + the bel air. You are a black man. Our Esmonds are all black. The little + prude's son is fair; so was his father—fair and stupid. You were an + ugly little wretch when you came to Castlewood—you were all eyes, + like a young crow. We intended you should be a priest. That awful Father + Holt—how he used to frighten me when I was ill! I have a comfortable + director now—the Abbe Douillette—a dear man. We make meagre on + Fridays always. My cook is a devout pious man. You, of course, are of the + right way of thinking. They say the Prince of Orange is very ill indeed.” + </p> + <p> + In this way the old Dowager rattled on remorselessly to Mr. Esmond, who + was quite astounded with her present volubility, contrasting it with her + former haughty behavior to him. But she had taken him into favor for the + moment, and chose not only to like him, as far as her nature permitted, + but to be afraid of him; and he found himself to be as familiar with her + now as a young man, as, when a boy, he had been timorous and silent. She + was as good as her word respecting him. She introduced him to her company, + of which she entertained a good deal—of the adherents of King James + of course—and a great deal of loud intriguing took place over her + card-tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her kinsman to many persons of + honor; she supplied him not illiberally with money, which he had no + scruple in accepting from her, considering the relationship which he bore + to her, and the sacrifices which he himself was making in behalf of the + family. But he had made up his mind to continue at no woman's + apron-strings longer; and perhaps had cast about how he should distinguish + himself, and make himself a name, which his singular fortune had denied + him. A discontent with his former bookish life and quietude,—a + bitter feeling of revolt at that slavery in which he had chosen to confine + himself for the sake of those whose hardness towards him make his heart + bleed,—a restless wish to see men and the world,—led him to + think of the military profession: at any rate, to desire to see a few + campaigns, and accordingly he pressed his new patroness to get him a pair + of colors; and one day had the honor of finding himself appointed an + ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers on the Irish establishment. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond's commission was scarce three weeks old when that accident + befell King William which ended the life of the greatest, the wisest, the + bravest, and most clement sovereign whom England ever knew. 'Twas the + fashion of the hostile party to assail this great prince's reputation + during his life; but the joy which they and all his enemies in Europe + showed at his death, is a proof of the terror in which they held him. + Young as Esmond was, he was wise enough (and generous enough too, let it + be said) to scorn that indecency of gratulation which broke out amongst + the followers of King James in London, upon the death of this illustrious + prince, this invincible warrior, this wise and moderate statesman. Loyalty + to the exiled king's family was traditional, as has been said, in that + house to which Mr. Esmond belonged. His father's widow had all her hopes, + sympathies, recollections, prejudices, engaged on King James's side; and + was certainly as noisy a conspirator as ever asserted the King's rights, + or abused his opponent's, over a quadrille table or a dish of bohea. Her + ladyship's house swarmed with ecclesiastics, in disguise and out; with + tale-bearers from St. Germains; and quidnuncs that knew the last news from + Versailles; nay, the exact force and number of the next expedition which + the French king was to send from Dunkirk, and which was to swallow up the + Prince of Orange, his army and his court. She had received the Duke of + Berwick when he landed here in '96. She kept the glass he drank from, + vowing she never would use it till she drank King James the Third's health + in it on his Majesty's return; she had tokens from the Queen, and relics + of the saint who, if the story was true, had not always been a saint as + far as she and many others were concerned. She believed in the miracles + wrought at his tomb, and had a hundred authentic stories of wondrous cures + effected by the blessed king's rosaries, the medals which he wore, the + locks of his hair, or what not. Esmond remembered a score of marvellous + tales which the credulous old woman told him. There was the Bishop of + Autun, that was healed of a malady he had for forty years, and which left + him after he said mass for the repose of the king's soul. There was M. + Marais, a surgeon in Auvergne, who had a palsy in both his legs, which was + cured through the king's intercession. There was Philip Pitet, of the + Benedictines, who had a suffocating cough, which wellnigh killed him, but + he besought relief of heaven through the merits and intercession of the + blessed king, and he straightway felt a profuse sweat breaking out all + over him, and was recovered perfectly. And there was the wife of Mons. + Lepervier, dancing-master to the Duke of Saxe-Gotha, who was entirely + eased of a rheumatism by the king's intercession, of which miracle there + could be no doubt, for her surgeon and his apprentice had given their + testimony, under oath, that they did not in any way contribute to the + cure. Of these tales, and a thousand like them, Mr. Esmond believed as + much as he chose. His kinswoman's greater faith had swallow for them all. + </p> + <p> + The English High Church party did not adopt these legends. But truth and + honor, as they thought, bound them to the exiled king's side; nor had the + banished family any warmer supporter than that kind lady of Castlewood, in + whose house Esmond was brought up. She influenced her husband, very much + more perhaps than my lord knew, who admired his wife prodigiously though + he might be inconstant to her, and who, adverse to the trouble of thinking + himself, gladly enough adopted the opinions which she chose for him. To + one of her simple and faithful heart, allegiance to any sovereign but the + one was impossible. To serve King William for interest's sake would have + been a monstrous hypocrisy and treason. Her pure conscience could no more + have consented to it than to a theft, a forgery, or any other base action. + Lord Castlewood might have been won over, no doubt, but his wife never + could: and he submitted his conscience to hers in this case as he did in + most others, when he was not tempted too sorely. And it was from his + affection and gratitude most likely, and from that eager devotion for his + mistress, which characterized all Esmond's youth, that the young man + subscribed to this, and other articles of faith, which his fond + benefactress set him. Had she been a Whig, he had been one; had she + followed Mr. Fox, and turned Quaker, no doubt he would have abjured + ruffles and a periwig, and have forsworn swords, lace-coats, and clocked + stockings. In the scholars' boyish disputes at the University, where + parties ran very high, Esmond was noted as a Jacobite, and very likely + from vanity as much as affection took the side of his family. + </p> + <p> + Almost the whole of the clergy of the country and more than a half of the + nation were on this side. Ours is the most loyal people in the world + surely; we admire our kings, and are faithful to them long after they have + ceased to be true to us. 'Tis a wonder to any one who looks back at the + history of the Stuart family to think how they kicked their crowns away + from them; how they flung away chances after chances; what treasures of + loyalty they dissipated, and how fatally they were bent on consummating + their own ruin. If ever men had fidelity, 'twas they; if ever men + squandered opportunity, 'twas they; and, of all the enemies they had, they + themselves were the most fatal. + </p> + <p> + When the Princess Anne succeeded, the wearied nation was glad enough to + cry a truce from all these wars, controversies, and conspiracies, and to + accept in the person of a Princess of the blood royal a compromise between + the parties into which the country was divided. The Tories could serve + under her with easy consciences; though a Tory herself, she represented + the triumph of the Whig opinion. The people of England, always liking that + their Princes should be attached to their own families, were pleased to + think the Princess was faithful to hers; and up to the very last day and + hour of her reign, and but for that fatality which he inherited from his + fathers along with their claims to the English crown, King James the Third + might have worn it. But he neither knew how to wait an opportunity, nor to + use it when he had it; he was venturesome when he ought to have been + cautious, and cautious when he ought to have dared everything. 'Tis with a + sort of rage at his inaptitude that one thinks of his melancholy story. Do + the Fates deal more specially with kings than with common men? One is apt + to imagine so, in considering the history of that royal race, in whose + behalf so much fidelity, so much valor, so much blood were desperately and + bootlessly expended. + </p> + <p> + The King dead then, the Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, our + Dowager at Chelsey called her) was proclaimed by trumpeting heralds all + over the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, amidst immense jubilations + of the people. + </p> + <p> + Next week my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter, and to be + Captain-General of her Majesty's forces at home and abroad. This + appointment only inflamed the Dowager's rage, or, as she thought it, her + fidelity to her rightful sovereign. “The Princess is but a puppet in the + hands of that fury of a woman, who comes into my drawing-room and insults + me to my face. What can come to a country that is given over to such a + woman?” says the Dowager: “As for that double-faced traitor, my Lord + Marlborough, he has betrayed every man and every woman with whom he has + had to deal, except his horrid wife, who makes him tremble. 'Tis all over + with the country when it has got into the clutches of such wretches as + these.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond's old kinswoman saluted the new powers in this way; but some good + fortune at last occurred to a family which stood in great need of it, by + the advancement of these famous personages who benefited humbler people + that had the luck of being in their favor. Before Mr. Esmond left England + in the month of August, and being then at Portsmouth, where he had joined + his regiment, and was busy at drill, learning the practice and mysteries + of the musket and pike, he heard that a pension on the Stamp Office had + been got for his late beloved mistress, and that the young Mistress + Beatrix was also to be taken into court. So much good, at least, had come + of the poor widow's visit to London, not revenge upon her husband's + enemies, but reconcilement to old friends, who pitied, and seemed inclined + to serve her. As for the comrades in prison and the late misfortune, + Colonel Westbury was with the Captain-General gone to Holland; Captain + Macartney was now at Portsmouth, with his regiment of Fusileers and the + force under command of his Grace the Duke of Ormond, bound for Spain it + was said; my Lord Warwick was returned home; and Lord Mohun, so far from + being punished for the homicide which had brought so much grief and change + into the Esmond family, was gone in company of my Lord Macclesfield's + splendid embassy to the Elector of Hanover, carrying the Garter to his + Highness, and a complimentary letter from the Queen. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0018" id="link2HCH0018"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV. + </h2> + <h3> + RECAPITULATIONS. + </h3> + <p> + From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by the + broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and struggling in the + last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been made to understand so far, + that his mother was long since dead; and so there could be no question as + regarded her or her honor, tarnished by her husband's desertion and + injury, to influence her son in any steps which he might take either for + prosecuting or relinquishing his own just claims. It appeared from my poor + lord's hurried confession, that he had been made acquainted with the real + facts of the case only two years since, when Mr. Holt visited him, and + would have implicated him in one of those many conspiracies by which the + secret leaders of King James's party in this country were ever endeavoring + to destroy the Prince of Orange's life or power: conspiracies so like + murder, so cowardly in the means used, so wicked in the end, that our + nation has sure done well in throwing off all allegiance and fidelity to + the unhappy family that could not vindicate its right except by such + treachery—by such dark intrigue and base agents. There were designs + against King William that were no more honorable than the ambushes of + cut-throats and footpads. 'Tis humiliating to think that a great Prince, + possessor of a great and sacred right, and upholder of a great cause, + should have stooped to such baseness of assassination and treasons as are + proved by the unfortunate King James's own warrant and sign manual given + to his supporters in this country. What he and they called levying war + was, in truth, no better than instigating murder. The noble Prince of + Orange burst magnanimously through those feeble meshes of conspiracy in + which his enemies tried to envelop him: it seemed as if their cowardly + daggers broke upon the breast of his undaunted resolution. After King + James's death, the Queen and her people at St. Germains—priests and + women for the most part—continued their intrigues in behalf of the + young Prince, James the Third, as he was called in France and by his party + here (this Prince, or Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year + with Esmond's young pupil Frank, my Lord Viscount's son); and the Prince's + affairs, being in the hands of priests and women, were conducted as + priests and women will conduct them, artfully, cruelly, feebly, and to a + certain bad issue. The moral of the Jesuits' story I think as wholesome a + one as ever was writ: the artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and + dexterous plot-builders in the world—there always comes a day when + the roused public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends + its cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that + passion for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, which + belongs to weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. 'Tis the nature of such + to hate and envy the strong, and conspire their ruin; and the conspiracy + succeeds very well, and everything presages the satisfactory overthrow of + the great victim; until one day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off the + little vermin of an enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish + soldiers might well say after the Boyne, “Change kings with us and we will + fight it over again.” Indeed, the fight was not fair between the two. + 'Twas a weak, priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny allies and + weapons as his own poor nature led him to choose, contending against the + schemes, the generalship, the wisdom, and the heart of a hero. + </p> + <p> + On one of these many coward's errands then, (for, as I view them now, I + can call them no less,) Mr. Holt had come to my lord at Castlewood, + proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of Orange's destruction, in + which my Lord Viscount, loyalist as he was, had indignantly refused to + join. As far as Mr. Esmond could gather from his dying words, Holt came to + my lord with a plan of insurrection, and offer of the renewal, in his + person, of that marquis's title which King James had conferred on the + preceding viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, on + Holt's part, to upset my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and title of + Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of intelligence, of + which Henry Esmond's patron now had the first light, Holt came armed with + the late lord's dying declaration, after the affair of the Boyne, at Trim, + in Ireland, made both to the Irish priest and a French ecclesiastic of + Holt's order, that was with King James's army. Holt showed, or pretended + to show, the marriage certificate of the late Viscount Esmond with my + mother, in the city of Brussels, in the year 1677, when the viscount, then + Thomas Esmond, was serving with the English army in Flanders; he could + show, he said, that this Gertrude, deserted by her husband long since, was + alive, and a professed nun in the year 1685, at Brussels, in which year + Thomas Esmond married his uncle's daughter, Isabella, now called + Viscountess Dowager of Castlewood; and leaving him, for twelve hours, to + consider this astounding news (so the poor dying lord said), disappeared + with his papers in the mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how, + well enough: by that window from which he had seen the Father issue:—but + there was no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his + parting lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more. + </p> + <p> + Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, implicated in + Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and locked up at Hexton first, whence he + was transferred to the Tower; leaving the poor Lord Viscount, who was not + aware of the others being taken, in daily apprehension of his return, when + (as my Lord Castlewood declared, calling God to witness, and with tears in + his dying eyes) it had been his intention at once to give up his estate + and his title to their proper owner, and to retire to his own house at + Walcote with his family. “And would to God I had done it,” the poor lord + said. “I would not be here now, wounded to death, a miserable, stricken + man!” + </p> + <p> + My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger came; + but at a month's end Holt got means to convey to him a message out of the + Tower, which was to this effect: that he should consider all unsaid that + had been said, and that things were as they were. + </p> + <p> + “I had a sore temptation,” said my poor lord. “Since I had come into this + cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered with me, I have + spent far more than the income of that estate, and my paternal one, too. I + calculated all my means down to the last shilling, and found I never could + pay you back, my poor Harry, whose fortune I had had for twelve years. My + wife and children must have gone out of the house dishonored, and beggars. + God knows, it hath been a miserable one for me and mine. Like a coward, I + clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I kept the truth from Rachel and + you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and only plunged deeper into debt; I + scarce dared look thee in the face when I saw thee. This sword hath been + hanging over my head these two years. I swear I felt happy when Mohun's + blade entered my side.” + </p> + <p> + After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing could be + found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in King James's + interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible forgiveness of King + William, who promised him, however, a hanging if ever he should again set + foot on English shore. More than once, whilst he was in prison himself, + Esmond had thought where those papers could be, which the Jesuit had shown + to his patron, and which had such an interest for himself. They were not + found on Mr. Holt's person when that Father was apprehended, for had such + been the case my Lords of the Council had seen them, and this family + history had long since been made public. However, Esmond cared not to seek + the papers. His resolution being taken; his poor mother dead; what matter + to him that documents existed proving his right to a title which he was + determined not to claim, and of which he vowed never to deprive that + family which he loved best in the world? Perhaps he took a greater pride + out of his sacrifice than he would have had in those honors which he was + resolved to forego. Again, as long as these titles were not forthcoming, + Esmond's kinsman, dear young Francis, was the honorable and undisputed + owner of the Castlewood estate and title. The mere word of a Jesuit could + not overset Frank's right of occupancy, and so Esmond's mind felt actually + at ease to think the papers were missing, and in their absence his dear + mistress and her son the lawful Lady and Lord of Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to ride to + that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest years in this + country, and to see if his old guardians were still alive and inhabitants + of that place. But the only relique which he found of old M. Pastoureau + was a stone in the churchyard, which told that Athanasius Pastoureau, a + native of Flanders, lay there buried, aged 87 years. The old man's + cottage, which Esmond perfectly recollected, and the garden (where in his + childhood he had passed many hours of play and reverie, and had many a + beating from his termagant of a foster-mother), were now in the occupation + of quite a different family; and it was with difficulty that he could + learn in the village what had come of Pastoureau's widow and children. The + clerk of the parish recollected her—the old man was scarce altered + in the fourteen years that had passed since last Esmond set eyes on him. + It appeared she had pretty soon consoled herself after the death of her + old husband, whom she ruled over, by taking a new one younger than + herself, who spent her money and ill-treated her and her children. The + girl died; one of the boys 'listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr. + Rogers, the clerk, said he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too. + She and her husband had left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond's + hopes of gaining any information regarding his parentage from this family + were brought to an end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for his news, + smiling to think of the time when he and his little playfellows had slunk + out of the churchyard or hidden behind the gravestones, at the approach of + this awful authority. + </p> + <p> + Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond + longed to find some one who could answer these questions to him, and + thought even of putting them to his aunt the Viscountess, who had + innocently taken the name which belonged of right to Henry's mother. But + she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on this subject, nor, indeed, + could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak on it. Father Holt was the only + man who could enlighten him, and Esmond felt he must wait until some fresh + chance or new intrigue might put him face to face with his old friend, or + bring that restless indefatigable spirit back to England again. + </p> + <p> + The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for the + campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to think of. + His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; she promised to + make interest and pay money, too, to get him a company speedily; she bade + him procure a handsome outfit, both of clothes and of arms, and was + pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced + scarlet coat, and to permit him to salute her on the occasion of this + interesting investiture. “Red,” says she, tossing up her old head, “hath + always been the color worn by the Esmonds.” And so her ladyship wore it on + her own cheeks very faithfully to the last. She would have him be dressed, + she said, as became his father's son, and paid cheerfully for his + five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland shirts, + and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. Since the day he was + born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine gentleman: his liberal + step-mother filled his purse with guineas, too, some of which Captain + Steele and a few choice spirits helped Harry to spend in an entertainment + which Dick ordered (and, indeed, would have paid for, but that he had no + money when the reckoning was called for; nor would the landlord give him + any more credit) at the “Garter,” over against the gate of the Palace, in + Pall Mall. + </p> + <p> + The old Viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong formerly, + seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of her behavior: she + embraced him copiously at parting, wept plentifully, bade him write by + every packet, and gave him an inestimable relic, which she besought him to + wear round his neck—a medal, blessed by I know not what pope, and + worn by his late sacred Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his + regiment with a better equipage than most young officers could afford. He + was older than most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which + belonged but to very few of the army gentlemen in his day—many of + whom could do little more than write their names—that he had read + much, both at home and at the University, was master of two or three + languages, and had that further education which neither books nor years + will give, but which some men get from the silent teaching of adversity. + She is a great schoolmistress, as many a poor fellow knows, that hath held + his hand out to her ferule, and whimpered over his lesson before her awful + chair. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0019" id="link2HCH0019"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V. + </h2> + <h3> + I GO ON THE VIGO BAY EXPEDITION, TASTE SALT-WATER AND SMELL POWDER. + </h3> + <p> + The first expedition in which Mr. Esmond had the honor to be engaged, + rather resembled one of the invasions projected by the redoubted Captain + Avory or Captain Kidd, than a war between crowned heads, carried on by + generals of rank and honor. On the 1st day of July, 1702, a great fleet, + of a hundred and fifty sail, set sail from Spithead, under the command of + Admiral Shovell, having on board 12,000 troops, with his Grace the Duke of + Ormond as the Capt.-General of the expedition. One of these 12,000 heroes + having never been to sea before, or, at least, only once in his infancy, + when he made the voyage to England from that unknown country where he was + born—one of those 12,000—the junior ensign of Colonel Quin's + regiment of Fusileers—was in a quite unheroic state of corporal + prostration a few hours after sailing; and an enemy, had he boarded the + ship, would have had easy work of him. From Portsmouth we put into + Plymouth, and took in fresh reinforcements. We were off Finisterre on the + 31st of July, so Esmond's table-book informs him: and on the 8th of August + made the rock of Lisbon. By this time the Ensign was grown as bold as an + admiral, and a week afterwards had the fortune to be under fire for the + first time—and under water, too,—his boat being swamped in the + surf in Toros Bay, where the troops landed. The ducking of his new coat + was all the harm the young soldier got in this expedition, for, indeed, + the Spaniards made no stand before our troops, and were not in strength to + do so. + </p> + <p> + But the campaign, if not very glorious, was very pleasant. New sights of + nature, by sea and land—a life of action, beginning now for the + first time—occupied and excited the young man. The many accidents, + and the routine of shipboard—the military duty—the new + acquaintances, both of his comrades in arms, and of the officers of the + fleet—served to cheer and occupy his mind, and waken it out of that + selfish depression into which his late unhappy fortunes had plunged him. + He felt as if the ocean separated him from his past care, and welcomed the + new era of life which was dawning for him. Wounds heal rapidly in a heart + of two-and-twenty; hopes revive daily; and courage rallies in spite of a + man. Perhaps, as Esmond thought of his late despondency and melancholy, + and how irremediable it had seemed to him, as he lay in his prison a few + months back, he was almost mortified in his secret mind at finding himself + so cheerful. + </p> + <p> + To see with one's own eyes men and countries, is better than reading all + the books of travel in the world: and it was with extreme delight and + exultation that the young man found himself actually on his grand tour, + and in the view of people and cities which he had read about as a boy. He + beheld war for the first time—the pride, pomp, and circumstance of + it, at least, if not much of the danger. He saw actually, and with his own + eyes, those Spanish cavaliers and ladies whom he had beheld in imagination + in that immortal story of Cervantes, which had been the delight of his + youthful leisure. 'Tis forty years since Mr. Esmond witnessed those + scenes, but they remain as fresh in his memory as on the day when first he + saw them as a young man. A cloud, as of grief, that had lowered over him, + and had wrapped the last years of his life in gloom, seemed to clear away + from Esmond during this fortunate voyage and campaign. His energies seemed + to awaken and to expand under a cheerful sense of freedom. Was his heart + secretly glad to have escaped from that fond but ignoble bondage at home? + Was it that the inferiority to which the idea of his base birth had + compelled him, vanished with the knowledge of that secret, which though, + perforce, kept to himself, was yet enough to cheer and console him? At any + rate, young Esmond of the army was quite a different being to the sad + little dependant of the kind Castlewood household, and the melancholy + student of Trinity Walks; discontented with his fate, and with the + vocation into which that drove him, and thinking, with a secret + indignation, that the cassock and bands, and the very sacred office with + which he had once proposed to invest himself, were, in fact, but marks of + a servitude which was to continue all his life long. For, disguise it as + he might to himself, he had all along felt that to be Castlewood's + chaplain was to be Castlewood's inferior still, and that his life was but + to be a long, hopeless servitude. So, indeed, he was far from grudging his + old friend Tom Tusher's good fortune (as Tom, no doubt, thought it). Had + it been a mitre and Lambeth which his friends offered him, and not a small + living and a country parsonage, he would have felt as much a slave in one + case as in the other, and was quite happy and thankful to be free. + </p> + <p> + The bravest man I ever knew in the army, and who had been present in most + of King William's actions, as well as in the campaigns of the great Duke + of Marlborough, could never be got to tell us of any achievement of his, + except that once Prince Eugene ordered him up a tree to reconnoitre the + enemy, which feat he could not achieve on account of the horseman's boots + he wore; and on another day that he was very nearly taken prisoner because + of these jack-boots, which prevented him from running away. The present + narrator shall imitate this laudable reserve, and doth not intend to dwell + upon his military exploits, which were in truth not very different from + those of a thousand other gentlemen. This first campaign of Mr. Esmond's + lasted but a few days; and as a score of books have been written + concerning it, it may be dismissed very briefly here. + </p> + <p> + When our fleet came within view of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat with a + white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of Cadiz, Don Scipio + de Brancaccio, with a letter from his Grace, in which he hoped that as Don + Scipio had formerly served with the Austrians against the French, 'twas to + be hoped that his Excellency would now declare himself against the French + King, and for the Austrian in the war between King Philip and King + Charles. But his Excellency, Don Scipio, prepared a reply, in which he + announced that, having served his former king with honor and fidelity, he + hoped to exhibit the same loyalty and devotion towards his present + sovereign, King Philip V.; and by the time this letter was ready, the two + officers had been taken to see the town, and the alameda, and the theatre, + where bull-fights are fought, and the convents, where the admirable works + of Don Bartholomew Murillo inspired one of them with a great wonder and + delight—such as he had never felt before—concerning this + divine art of painting; and these sights over, and a handsome refection + and chocolate being served to the English gentlemen, they were accompanied + back to their shallop with every courtesy, and were the only two officers + of the English army that saw at that time that famous city. + </p> + <p> + The general tried the power of another proclamation on the Spaniards, in + which he announced that we only came in the interest of Spain and King + Charles, and for ourselves wanted to make no conquest nor settlement in + Spain at all. But all this eloquence was lost upon the Spaniards, it would + seem: the Captain-General of Andalusia would no more listen to us than the + Governor of Cadiz; and in reply to his Grace's proclamation, the Marquis + of Villadarias fired off another, which those who knew the Spanish thought + rather the best of the two; and of this number was Harry Esmond, whose + kind Jesuit in old days had instructed him, and now had the honor of + translating for his Grace these harmless documents of war. There was a + hard touch for his Grace, and, indeed, for other generals in her Majesty's + service, in the concluding sentence of the Don: “That he and his council + had the generous example of their ancestors to follow, who had never yet + sought their elevation in the blood or in the flight of their kings. 'Mori + pro patria' was his device, which the Duke might communicate to the + Princess who governed England.” + </p> + <p> + Whether the troops were angry at this repartee or no, 'tis certain + something put them in a fury; for, not being able to get possession of + Cadiz, our people seized upon Port Saint Mary's and sacked it, burning + down the merchants' storehouses, getting drunk with the famous wines + there, pillaging and robbing quiet houses and convents, murdering and + doing worse. And the only blood which Mr. Esmond drew in this shameful + campaign, was the knocking down an English sentinel with a half-pike, who + was offering insult to a poor trembling nun. Is she going to turn out a + beauty? or a princess? or perhaps Esmond's mother that he had lost and + never seen? Alas no, it was but a poor wheezy old dropsical woman, with a + wart upon her nose. But having been early taught a part of the Roman + religion, he never had the horror of it that some Protestants have shown, + and seem to think to be a part of ours. + </p> + <p> + After the pillage and plunder of St. Mary's and an assault upon a fort or + two, the troops all took shipping, and finished their expedition, at any + rate, more brilliantly than it had begun. Hearing that the French fleet + with a great treasure was in Vigo Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and Hopson, + pursued the enemy thither; the troops landed and carried the forts that + protected the bay, Hopson passing the boom first on board his ship the + “Torbay,” and the rest of the ships, English and Dutch, following him. + Twenty ships were burned or taken in the Port of Redondilla, and a vast + deal more plunder than was ever accounted for; but poor men before that + expedition were rich afterwards, and so often was it found and remarked + that the Vigo officers came home with pockets full of money, that the + notorious Jack Shafto, who made such a figure at the coffeehouses and + gaming-tables in London, and gave out that he had been a soldier at Vigo, + owned, when he was about to be hanged, that Bagshot Heath had been HIS + Vigo, and that he only spoke of La Redondilla to turn away people's eyes + from the real place where the booty lay. Indeed, Hounslow or Vigo—which + matters much? The latter was a bad business, though Mr. Addison did sing + its praises in Latin. That honest gentleman's muse had an eye to the main + chance; and I doubt whether she saw much inspiration in the losing side. + </p> + <p> + But though Esmond, for his part, got no share of this fabulous booty, one + great prize which he had out of the campaign was, that excitement of + action and change of scene, which shook off a great deal of his previous + melancholy. He learnt at any rate to bear his fate cheerfully. He brought + back a browned face, a heart resolute enough, and a little pleasant store + of knowledge and observation, from that expedition, which was over with + the autumn, when the troops were back in England again; and Esmond giving + up his post of secretary to General Lumley, whose command was over, and + parting with that officer with many kind expressions of good will on the + General's side, had leave to go to London, to see if he could push his + fortunes any way further, and found himself once more in his dowager + aunt's comfortable quarters at Chelsey, and in greater favor than ever + with the old lady. He propitiated her with a present of a comb, a fan, and + a black mantle, such as the ladies of Cadiz wear, and which my Lady + Viscountess pronounced became her style of beauty mightily. And she was + greatily edified at hearing of that story of his rescue of the nun, and + felt very little doubt but that her King James's relic, which he had + always dutifully worn in his desk, had kept him out of danger, and averted + the shot of the enemy. My lady made feasts for him, introduced him to more + company, and pushed his fortunes with such enthusiasm and success, that + she got a promise of a company for him through the Lady Marlborough's + interest, who was graciously pleased to accept of a diamond worth a couple + of hundred guineas, which Mr. Esmond was enabled to present to her + ladyship through his aunt's bounty, and who promised that she would take + charge of Esmond's fortune. He had the honor to make his appearance at the + Queen's drawing-room occasionally, and to frequent my Lord Marlborough's + levees. That great man received the young one with very especial favor, so + Esmond's comrades said, and deigned to say that he had received the best + reports of Mr. Esmond, both for courage and ability, whereon you may be + sure the young gentleman made a profound bow, and expressed himself eager + to serve under the most distinguished captain in the world. + </p> + <p> + Whilst his business was going on thus prosperously, Esmond had his share + of pleasure too, and made his appearance along with other young gentlemen + at the coffee-houses, the theatres, and the Mall. He longed to hear of his + dear mistress and her family: many a time, in the midst of the gayeties + and pleasures of the town, his heart fondly reverted to them; and often as + the young fellows of his society were making merry at the tavern, and + calling toasts (as the fashion of that day was) over their wine, Esmond + thought of persons—of two fair women, whom he had been used to adore + almost, and emptied his glass with a sigh. + </p> + <p> + By this time the elder Viscountess had grown tired again of the younger, + and whenever she spoke of my lord's widow, 'twas in terms by no means + complimentary towards that poor lady: the younger woman not needing her + protection any longer, the elder abused her. Most of the family quarrels + that I have seen in life (saving always those arising from money disputes, + when a division of twopence halfpenny will often drive the dearest + relatives into war and estrangement,) spring out of jealousy and envy. + Jack and Tom, born of the same family and to the same fortune, live very + cordially together, not until Jack is ruined when Tom deserts him, but + until Tom makes a sudden rise in prosperity, which Jack can't forgive. Ten + times to one 'tis the unprosperous man that is angry, not the other who is + in fault. 'Tis Mrs. Jack, who can only afford a chair, that sickens at + Mrs. Tom's new coach-and-sick, cries out against her sister's airs, and + sets her husband against his brother. 'Tis Jack who sees his brother + shaking hands with a lord (with whom Jack would like to exchange + snuff-boxes himself), that goes home and tells his wife how poor Tom is + spoiled, he fears, and no better than a sneak, parasite, and beggar on + horse back. I remember how furious the coffee-house wits were with Dick + Steele when he set up his coach and fine house in Bloomsbury: they began + to forgive him when the bailiffs were after him, and abused Mr. Addison + for selling Dick's country-house. And yet Dick in the sponging-house, or + Dick in the Park, with his four mares and plated harness, was exactly the + same gentle, kindly, improvident, jovial Dick Steele: and yet Mr. Addison + was perfectly right in getting the money which was his, and not giving up + the amount of his just claim, to be spent by Dick upon champagne and + fiddlers, laced clothes, fine furniture, and parasites, Jew and Christian, + male and female, who clung to him. As, according to the famous maxim of + Monsieur de Rochefoucault, “in our friends' misfortunes there's something + secretly pleasant to us;” so, on the other hand, their good fortune is + disagreeable. If 'tis hard for a man to bear his own good luck, 'tis + harder still for his friends to bear it for him and but few of them + ordinarily can stand that trial: whereas one of the “precious uses” of + adversity is, that it is a great reconciler; that it brings back averted + kindness, disarms animosity, and causes yesterday's enemy to fling his + hatred aside, and hold out a hand to the fallen friend of old days. + There's pity and love, as well as envy, in the same heart and towards the + same person. The rivalry stops when the competitor tumbles; and, as I view + it, we should look at these agreeable and disagreeable qualities of our + humanity humbly alike. They are consequent and natural, and our kindness + and meanness both manly. + </p> + <p> + So you may either read the sentence, that the elder of Esmond's two + kinswomen pardoned the younger her beauty, when that had lost somewhat of + its freshness, perhaps; and forgot most her grievances against the other, + when the subject of them was no longer prosperous and enviable; or we may + say more benevolently (but the sum comes to the same figures, worked + either way,) that Isabella repented of her unkindness towards Rachel, when + Rachel was unhappy; and, bestirring herself in behalf of the poor widow + and her children, gave them shelter and friendship. The ladies were quite + good friends as long as the weaker one needed a protector. Before Esmond + went away on his first campaign, his mistress was still on terms of + friendship (though a poor little chit, a woman that had evidently no + spirit in her, &c.) with the elder Lady Castlewood; and Mistress + Beatrix was allowed to be a beauty. + </p> + <p> + But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign, and the second, sad + changes for the worse had taken place in the two younger ladies, at least + in the elder's description of them. Rachel, Viscountess Castlewood, had no + more face than a dumpling, and Mrs. Beatrix was grown quite coarse, and + was losing all her beauty. Little Lord Blandford—(she never would + call him Lord Blandford; his father was Lord Churchill—the King, + whom he betrayed, had made him Lord Churchill, and he was Lord Churchill + still)—might be making eyes at her; but his mother, that vixen of a + Sarah Jennings, would never hear of such a folly. Lady Marlborough had got + her to be a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, but she would repent + of it. The widow Francis (she was but Mrs. Francis Esmond) was a scheming, + artful, heartless hussy. She was spoiling her brat of a boy, and she would + end by marrying her chaplain. + </p> + <p> + “What, Tusher!” cried Mr. Esmond, feeling a strange pang of rage and + astonishment. + </p> + <p> + “Yes—Tusher, my maid's son; and who has got all the qualities of his + father the lackey in black, and his accomplished mamma the waiting-woman,” + cries my lady. “What do you suppose that a sentimental widow, who will + live down in that dingy dungeon of a Castlewood, where she spoils her boy, + kills the poor with her drugs, has prayers twice a day and sees nobody but + the chaplain—what do you suppose she can do, mon Cousin, but let the + horrid parson, with his great square toes and hideous little green eyes, + make love to her? Cela c'est vu, mon Cousin. When I was a girl at + Castlewood, all the chaplains fell in love with me—they've nothing + else to do.” + </p> + <p> + My lady went on with more talk of this kind, though, in truth, Esmond had + no idea of what she said further, so entirely did her first words occupy + his thought. Were they true? Not all, nor half, nor a tenth part of what + the garrulous old woman said, was true. Could this be so? No ear had + Esmond for anything else, though his patroness chatted on for an hour. + </p> + <p> + Some young gentlemen of the town, with whom Esmond had made acquaintance, + had promised to present him to that most charming of actresses, and lively + and agreeable of women, Mrs. Bracegirdle, about whom Harry's old adversary + Mohun had drawn swords, a few years before my poor lord and he fell out. + The famous Mr. Congreve had stamped with his high approval, to the which + there was no gainsaying, this delightful person: and she was acting in + Dick Steele's comedies, and finally, and for twenty-four hours after + beholding her, Mr. Esmond felt himself, or thought himself, to be as + violently enamored of this lovely brunette, as were a thousand other young + fellows about the city. To have once seen her was to long to behold her + again; and to be offered the delightful privilege of her acquaintance, was + a pleasure the very idea of which set the young lieutenant's heart on + fire. A man cannot live with comrades under the tents without finding out + that he too is five-and-twenty. A young fellow cannot be cast down by + grief and misfortune ever so severe but some night he begins to sleep + sound, and some day when dinner-time comes to feel hungry for a beefsteak. + Time, youth and good health, new scenes and the excitement of action and a + campaign, had pretty well brought Esmond's mourning to an end; and his + comrades said that Don Dismal, as they called him, was Don Dismal no more. + So when a party was made to dine at the “Rose,” and go to the playhouse + afterward, Esmond was as pleased as another to take his share of the + bottle and the play. + </p> + <p> + How was it that the old aunt's news, or it might be scandal, about Tom + Tusher, caused such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's old + playfellow? Hadn't he sworn a thousand times in his own mind that the Lady + of Castlewood, who had treated him with such kindness once, and then had + left him so cruelly, was, and was to remain henceforth, indifferent to him + for ever? Had his pride and his sense of justice not long since helped him + to cure the pain of that desertion—was it even a pain to him now? + Why, but last night as he walked across the fields and meadows to Chelsey + from Pall Mall, had he not composed two or three stanzas of a song, + celebrating Bracegirdle's brown eyes, and declaring them a thousand times + more beautiful than the brightest blue ones that ever languished under the + lashes of an insipid fair beauty! But Tom Tusher! Tom Tusher, the + waiting-woman's son, raising up his little eyes to his mistress! Tom + Tusher presuming to think of Castlewood's widow! Rage and contempt filled + Mr. Harry's heart at the very notion; the honor of the family, of which he + was the chief, made it his duty to prevent so monstrous an alliance, and + to chastise the upstart who could dare to think of such an insult to their + house. 'Tis true Mr. Esmond often boasted of republican principles, and + could remember many fine speeches he had made at college and elsewhere, + with WORTH and not BIRTH for a text: but Tom Tusher to take the place of + the noble Castlewood—faugh! 'twas as monstrous as King Hamlet's + widow taking off her weeds for Claudius. Esmond laughed at all widows, all + wives, all women; and were the banns about to be published, as no doubt + they were, that very next Sunday at Walcote Church, Esmond swore that he + would be present to shout No! in the face of the congregation, and to take + a private revenge upon the ears of the bridegroom. + </p> + <p> + Instead of going to dinner then at the “Rose” that night, Mr. Esmond bade + his servant pack a portmanteau and get horses, and was at Farnham, + half-way on the road to Walcote, thirty miles off, before his comrades had + got to their supper after the play. He bade his man give no hint to my + Lady Dowager's household of the expedition on which he was going; and as + Chelsey was distant from London, the roads bad, and infested by footpads, + and Esmond often in the habit, when engaged in a party of pleasure, of + lying at a friend's lodging in town, there was no need that his old aunt + should be disturbed at his absence—indeed, nothing more delighted + the old lady than to fancy that mon cousin, the incorrigible young sinner, + was abroad boxing the watch, or scouring St. Giles's. When she was not at + her books of devotion, she thought Etheridge and Sedley very good reading. + She had a hundred pretty stories about Rochester, Harry Jermyn, and + Hamilton; and if Esmond would but have run away with the wife even of a + citizen, 'tis my belief she would have pawned her diamonds (the best of + them went to our Lady of Chaillot) to pay his damages. + </p> + <p> + My lord's little house of Walcote—which he inhabited before he took + his title and occupied the house of Castlewood—lies about a mile + from Winchester, and his widow had returned to Walcote after my lord's + death as a place always dear to her, and where her earliest and happiest + days had been spent, cheerfuller than Castlewood, which was too large for + her straitened means, and giving her, too, the protection of the ex-dean, + her father. The young Viscount had a year's schooling at the famous + college there, with Mr. Tusher as his governor. So much news of them Mr. + Esmond had had during the past year from the old Viscountess, his own + father's widow; from the young one there had never been a word. + </p> + <p> + Twice or thrice in his benefactor's lifetime, Esmond had been to Walcote; + and now, taking but a couple of hours' rest only at the inn on the road, + he was up again long before daybreak, and made such good speed that he was + at Walcote by two o'clock of the day. He rid to the end of the village, + where he alighted and sent a man thence to Mr. Tusher, with a message that + a gentleman from London would speak with him on urgent business. The + messenger came back to say the Doctor was in town, most likely at prayers + in the Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there, too; she always went to + Cathedral prayers every day. + </p> + <p> + The horses belonged to the post-house at Winchester. Esmond mounted again + and rode on to the “George;” whence he walked, leaving his grumbling + domestic at last happy with a dinner, straight to the Cathedral. The organ + was playing: the winter's day was already growing gray: as he passed under + the street-arch into the Cathedral yard, and made his way into the ancient + solemn edifice. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0020" id="link2HCH0020"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI. + </h2> + <h3> + THE 29TH DECEMBER. + </h3> + <p> + There was scarce a score of persons in the Cathedral beside the Dean and + some of his clergy, and the choristers, young and old, that performed the + beautiful evening prayer. But Mr. Tusher was one of the officiants, and + read from the eagle in an authoritative voice, and a great black periwig; + and in the stalls, still in her black widow's hood, sat Esmond's dear + mistress, her son by her side, very much grown, and indeed a noble-looking + youth, with his mother's eyes, and his father's curling brown hair, that + fell over his point de Venise—a pretty picture such as Van Dyck + might have painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord Viscount, done at + Paris afterwards, gives but a French version of his manly, frank, English + face. When he looked up there were two sapphire beams out of his eyes such + as no painter's palette has the color to match, I think. On this day there + was not much chance of seeing that particular beauty of my young lord's + countenance; for the truth is, he kept his eyes shut for the most part, + and, the anthem being rather long, was asleep. + </p> + <p> + But the music ceasing, my lord woke up, looking about him, and his eyes + lighting on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting opposite him, gazing with no small + tenderness and melancholy upon two persons who had so much of his heart + for so many years, Lord Castlewood, with a start, pulled at his mother's + sleeve (her face had scarce been lifted from her book), and said, “Look, + mother!” so loud, that Esmond could hear on the other side of the church, + and the old Dean on his throned stall. Lady Castlewood looked for an + instant as her son bade her, and held up a warning finger to Frank; Esmond + felt his whole face flush, and his heart throbbing, as that dear lady + beheld him once more. The rest of the prayers were speedily over; Mr. + Esmond did not hear them; nor did his mistress, very likely, whose hood + went more closely over her face, and who never lifted her head again until + the service was over, the blessing given, and Mr. Dean, and his procession + of ecclesiastics, out of the inner chapel. + </p> + <p> + Young Castlewood came clambering over the stalls before the clergy were + fairly gone, and running up to Esmond, eagerly embraced him. “My dear, + dearest old Harry!” he said, “are you come back? Have you been to the + wars? You'll take me with you when you go again? Why didn't you write to + us? Come to mother.” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond could hardly say more than a “God bless you, my boy,” for his + heart was very full and grateful at all this tenderness on the lad's part; + and he was as much moved at seeing Frank as he was fearful about that + other interview which was now to take place: for he knew not if the widow + would reject him as she had done so cruelly a year ago. + </p> + <p> + “It was kind of you to come back to us, Henry,” Lady Esmond said. “I + thought you might come.” + </p> + <p> + “We read of the fleet coming to Portsmouth. Why did you not come from + Portsmouth?” Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he now must be called. + </p> + <p> + Esmond had thought of that too. He would have given one of his eyes so + that he might see his dear friends again once more; but believing that his + mistress had forbidden him her house, he had obeyed her, and remained at a + distance. + </p> + <p> + “You had but to ask, and you know I would be here,” he said. + </p> + <p> + She gave him her hand, her little fair hand; there was only her marriage + ring on it. The quarrel was all over. The year of grief and estrangement + was passed. They never had been separated. His mistress had never been out + of his mind all that time. No, not once. No, not in the prison; nor in the + camp; nor on shore before the enemy; nor at sea under the stars of solemn + midnight; nor as he watched the glorious rising of the dawn: not even at + the table, where he sat carousing with friends, or at the theatre yonder, + where he tried to fancy that other eyes were brighter than hers. Brighter + eyes there might be, and faces more beautiful, but none so dear—no + voice so sweet as that of his beloved mistress, who had been sister, + mother, goddess to him during his youth—goddess now no more, for he + knew of her weaknesses; and by thought, by suffering, and that experience + it brings, was older now than she; but more fondly cherished as woman + perhaps than ever she had been adored as divinity. What is it? Where lies + it? the secret which makes one little hand the dearest of all? Whoever can + unriddle that mystery? Here she was, her son by his side, his dear boy. + Here she was, weeping and happy. She took his hand in both hers; he felt + her tears. It was a rapture of reconciliation. + </p> + <p> + “Here comes Squaretoes,” says Frank. “Here's Tusher.” + </p> + <p> + Tusher, indeed, now appeared, creaking on his great heels. Mr. Tom had + divested himself of his alb or surplice, and came forward habited in his + cassock and great black periwig. How had Esmond ever been for a moment + jealous of this fellow? + </p> + <p> + “Give us thy hand, Tom Tusher,” he said. The chaplain made him a very low + and stately bow. “I am charmed to see Captain Esmond,” says he. “My lord + and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and applied it, I am sure, to + you. You come back with Gaditanian laurels; when I heard you were bound + thither, I wished, I am sure, I was another Septimius. My Lord Viscount, + your lordship remembers Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?” + </p> + <p> + “There's an angle of earth that I love better than Gades, Tusher,” says + Mr. Esmond. “'Tis that one where your reverence hath a parsonage, and + where our youth was brought up.” + </p> + <p> + “A house that has so many sacred recollections to me,” says Mr. Tusher + (and Harry remembered how Tom's father used to flog him there)—“a + house near to that of my respected patron, my most honored patroness, must + ever be a dear abode to me. But, madam, the verger waits to close the + gates on your ladyship.” + </p> + <p> + “And Harry's coming home to supper. Huzzay! huzzay!” cries my lord. + “Mother, I shall run home and bid Beatrix put her ribbons on. Beatrix is a + maid of honor, Harry. Such a fine set-up minx!” + </p> + <p> + “Your heart was never in the Church, Harry,” the widow said, in her sweet + low tone, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they never had + been parted, and again, as if they had been ages asunder.) “I always + thought you had no vocation that way; and that 'twas a pity to shut you + out from the world. You would but have pined and chafed at Castlewood: and + 'tis better you should make a name for yourself. I often said so to my + dear lord. How he loved you! 'Twas my lord that made you stay with us.” + </p> + <p> + “I asked no better than to stay near you always,” said Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “But to go was best, Harry. When the world cannot give peace, you will + know where to find it; but one of your strong imagination and eager + desires must try the world first before he tires of it. 'Twas not to be + thought of, or if it once was, it was only by my selfishness, that you + should remain as chaplain to a country gentleman and tutor to a little + boy. You are of the blood of the Esmonds, kinsman; and that was always + wild in youth. Look at Francis. He is but fifteen, and I scarce can keep + him in my nest. His talk is all of war and pleasure, and he longs to serve + in the next campaign. Perhaps he and the young Lord Churchill shall go the + next. Lord Marlborough has been good to us. You know how kind they were in + my misfortune. And so was your—your father's widow. No one knows how + good the world is, till grief comes to try us. 'Tis through my Lady + Marlborough's goodness that Beatrix hath her place at Court; and Frank is + under my Lord Chamberlain. And the dowager lady, your father's widow, has + promised to provide for you—has she not?” + </p> + <p> + Esmond said, “Yes. As far as present favor went, Lady Castlewood was very + good to him. And should her mind change,” he added gayly, “as ladies' + minds will, I am strong enough to bear my own burden, and make my way + somehow. Not by the sword very likely. Thousands have a better genius for + that than I, but there are many ways in which a young man of good parts + and education can get on in the world; and I am pretty sure, one way or + other, of promotion!” Indeed, he had found patrons already in the army, + and amongst persons very able to serve him, too; and told his mistress of + the flattering aspect of fortune. They walked as though they had never + been parted, slowly, with the gray twilight closing round them. + </p> + <p> + “And now we are drawing near to home,” she continued, “I knew you would + come, Harry, if—if it was but to forgive me for having spoken + unjustly to you after that horrid—horrid misfortune. I was half + frantic with grief then when I saw you. And I know now—they have + told me. That wretch, whose name I can never mention, even has said it: + how you tried to avert the quarrel, and would have taken it on yourself, + my poor child: but it was God's will that I should be punished, and that + my dear lord should fall.” + </p> + <p> + “He gave me his blessing on his death-bed,” Esmond said. “Thank God for + that legacy!” + </p> + <p> + “Amen, amen! dear Henry,” said the lady, pressing his arm. “I knew it. Mr. + Atterbury, of St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me so. And I + thanked God, too, and in my prayers ever since remembered it.” + </p> + <p> + “You had spared me many a bitter night, had you told me sooner,” Mr. + Esmond said. + </p> + <p> + “I know it, I know it,” she answered, in a tone of such sweet humility, as + made Esmond repent that he should ever have dared to reproach her. “I know + how wicked my heart has been; and I have suffered too, my dear. I + confessed to Mr. Atterbury—I must not tell any more. He—I said + I would not write to you or go to you—and it was better even that + having parted, we should part. But I knew you would come back—I own + that. That is no one's fault. And to-day, Henry, in the anthem, when they + sang it, 'When the Lord turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them + that dream,' I thought, yes, like them that dream—them that dream. + And then it went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that + goeth forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, + bringing his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book, and saw you. I + was not surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, my dear, and saw + the gold sunshine round your head.” + </p> + <p> + She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon was up + by this time, glittering keen in the frosty sky. He could see, for the + first time now clearly, her sweet careworn face. + </p> + <p> + “Do you know what day it is?” she continued. “It is the 29th of December—it + is your birthday! But last year we did not drink it—no, no. My lord + was cold, and my Harry was likely to die: and my brain was in a fever; and + we had no wine. But now—now you are come again, bringing your + sheaves with you, my dear.” She burst into a wild flood of weeping as she + spoke; she laughed and sobbed on the young man's heart, crying out wildly, + “bringing your sheaves with you—your sheaves with you!” + </p> + <p> + As he had sometimes felt, gazing up from the deck at midnight into the + boundless starlit depths overhead, in a rapture of devout wonder at that + endless brightness and beauty—in some such a way now, the depth of + this pure devotion (which was, for the first time, revealed to him) quite + smote upon him, and filled his heart with thanksgiving. Gracious God, who + was he, weak and friendless creature, that such a love should be poured + out upon him? Not in vain—not in vain has he lived—hard and + thankless should he be to think so—that has such a treasure given + him. What is ambition compared to that, but selfish vanity? To be rich, to + be famous? What do these profit a year hence, when other names sound + louder than yours, when you lie hidden away under the ground, along with + idle titles engraven on your coffin? But only true love lives after you—follows + your memory with secret blessing—or precedes you, and intercedes for + you. Non omnis moriar—if dying, I yet live in a tender heart or two; + nor am lost and hopeless living, if a sainted departed soul still loves + and prays for me. + </p> + <p> + “If—if 'tis so, dear lady,” Mr. Esmond said, “why should I ever + leave you? If God hath given me this great boon—and near or far from + me, as I know now, the heart of my dearest mistress follows me, let me + have that blessing near me, nor ever part with it till death separate us. + Come away—leave this Europe, this place which has so many sad + recollections for you. Begin a new life in a new world. My good lord often + talked of visiting that land in Virginia which King Charles gave us—gave + his ancestor. Frank will give us that. No man there will ask if there is a + blot on my name, or inquire in the woods what my title is.” + </p> + <p> + “And my children—and my duty—and my good father, Henry?” she + broke out. “He has none but me now! for soon my sister will leave him, and + the old man will be alone. He has conformed since the new Queen's reign; + and here in Winchester, where they love him, they have found a church for + him. When the children leave me, I will stay with him. I cannot follow + them into the great world, where their way lies—it scares me. They + will come and visit me; and you will, sometimes, Henry—yes, + sometimes, as now, in the Holy Advent season, when I have seen and blessed + you once more.” + </p> + <p> + “I would leave all to follow you,” said Mr. Esmond; “and can you not be as + generous for me, dear lady?” + </p> + <p> + “Hush, boy!” she said, and it was with a mother's sweet plaintive tone and + look that she spoke. “The world is beginning for you. For me, I have been + so weak and sinful that I must leave it, and pray out an expiation, dear + Henry. Had we houses of religion as there were once, and many divines of + our Church would have them again, I often think I would retire to one and + pass my life in penance. But I would love you still—yes, there is no + sin in such a love as mine now; and my dear lord in heaven may see my + heart; and knows the tears that have washed my sin away—and now—now + my duty is here, by my children whilst they need me, and by my poor old + father, and—” + </p> + <p> + “And not by me?” Henry said. + </p> + <p> + “Hush!” she said again, and raised her hand up to his lip. “I have been + your nurse. You could not see me, Harry, when you were in the small-pox, + and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might die, but it would + have been in sin, Henry. Oh, it is horrid to look back to that time. It is + over now and past, and it has been forgiven me. When you need me again, I + will come ever so far. When your heart is wounded, then come to me, my + dear. Be silent! let me say all. You never loved me, dear Henry—no, + you do not now, and I thank heaven for it. I used to watch you, and knew + by a thousand signs that it was so. Do you remember how glad you were to + go away to college? 'Twas I sent you. I told my papa that, and Mr. + Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they both gave me + absolution—both—and they are godly men, having authority to + bind and to loose. And they forgave me, as my dear lord forgave me before + he went to heaven.” + </p> + <p> + “I think the angels are not all in heaven,” Mr. Esmond said. And as a + brother folds a sister to his heart; and as a mother cleaves to her son's + breast—so for a few moments Esmond's beloved mistress came to him + and blessed him. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0021" id="link2HCH0021"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII. + </h2> + <h3> + I AM MADE WELCOME AT WALCOTE. + </h3> + <p> + As they came up to the house at Walcote, the windows from within were + lighted up with friendly welcome; the supper-table was spread in the + oak-parlor; it seemed as if forgiveness and love were awaiting the + returning prodigal. Two or three familiar faces of domestics were on the + look-out at the porch—the old housekeeper was there, and young + Lockwood from Castlewood in my lord's livery of tawny and blue. His dear + mistress pressed his arm as they passed into the hall. Her eyes beamed out + on him with affection indescribable. “Welcome,” was all she said, as she + looked up, putting back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile + blushed on her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so charming. + Her face was lighted with a joy that was brighter than beauty—she + took a hand of her son who was in the hall waiting his mother—she + did not quit Esmond's arm. + </p> + <p> + “Welcome, Harry!” my young lord echoed after her. “Here, we are all come + to say so. Here's old Pincot, hasn't she grown handsome?” and Pincot, who + was older, and no handsomer than usual, made a curtsy to the Captain, as + she called Esmond, and told my lord to “Have done, now.” + </p> + <p> + “And here's Jack Lockwood. He'll make a famous grenadier, Jack; and so + shall I; we'll both 'list under you, Cousin. As soon as I'm seventeen, I + go to the army—every gentleman goes to the army. Look! who comes + here—ho, ho!” he burst into a laugh. “'Tis Mistress Trix, with a new + ribbon; I knew she would put one on as soon as she heard a captain was + coming to supper.” + </p> + <p> + This laughing colloquy took place in the hall of Walcote House: in the + midst of which is a staircase that leads from an open gallery, where are + the doors of the sleeping chambers: and from one of these, a wax candle in + her hand, and illuminating her, came Mistress Beatrix—the light + falling indeed upon the scarlet ribbon which she wore, and upon the most + brilliant white neck in the world. + </p> + <p> + Esmond had left a child and found a woman, grown beyond the common height; + and arrived at such a dazzling completeness of beauty, that his eyes might + well show surprise and delight at beholding her. In hers there was a + brightness so lustrous and melting, that I have seen a whole assembly + follow her as if by an attraction irresistible: and that night the great + Duke was at the playhouse after Ramillies, every soul turned and looked + (she chanced to enter at the opposite side of the theatre at the same + moment) at her, and not at him. She was a brown beauty: that is, her eyes, + hair, and eyebrows and eyelashes were dark: her hair curling with rich + undulations, and waving over her shoulders; but her complexion was as + dazzling white as snow in sunshine; except her cheeks, which were a bright + red, and her lips, which were of a still deeper crimson. Her mouth and + chin, they said, were too large and full, and so they might be for a + goddess in marble, but not for a woman whose eyes were fire, whose look + was love, whose voice was the sweetest low song, whose shape was perfect + symmetry, health, decision, activity, whose foot as it planted itself on + the ground was firm but flexible, and whose motion, whether rapid or slow, + was always perfect grace—agile as a nymph, lofty as a queen,—now + melting, now imperious, now sarcastic—there was no single movement + of hers but was beautiful. As he thinks of her, he who writes feels young + again, and remembers a paragon. + </p> + <p> + So she came holding her dress with one fair rounded arm, and her taper + before her, tripping down the stair to greet Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “She hath put on her scarlet stockings and white shoes,” says my lord, + still laughing. “Oh, my fine mistress! is this the way you set your cap at + the Captain?” She approached, shining smiles upon Esmond, who could look + at nothing but her eyes. She advanced holding forward her head, as if she + would have him kiss her as he used to do when she was a child. + </p> + <p> + “Stop,” she said, “I am grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry,” and she + made him an arch curtsy, sweeping down to the ground almost, with the most + gracious bend, looking up the while with the brightest eyes and sweetest + smile. Love seemed to radiate from her. Harry eyed her with such a rapture + as the first lover is described as having by Milton. + </p> + <p> + “N'est-ce pas?” says my lady, in a low, sweet voice, still hanging on his + arm. + </p> + <p> + Esmond turned round with a start and a blush, as he met his mistress's + clear eyes. He had forgotten her, rapt in admiration of the filia + pulcrior. + </p> + <p> + “Right foot forward, toe turned out, so: now drop the curtsy, and show the + red stockings, Trix. They've silver clocks, Harry. The Dowager sent 'em. + She went to put 'em on,” cries my lord. + </p> + <p> + “Hush, you stupid child!” says Miss, smothering her brother with kisses; + and then she must come and kiss her mamma, looking all the while at Harry, + over his mistress's shoulder. And if she did not kiss him, she gave him + both her hands, and then took one of his in both hands, and said, “Oh, + Harry, we're so, SO glad you're come!” + </p> + <p> + “There are woodcocks for supper,” says my lord. “Huzzay! It was such a + hungry sermon.” + </p> + <p> + “And it is the 29th of December; and our Harry has come home.” + </p> + <p> + “Huzzay, old Pincot!” again says my lord; and my dear lady's lips looked + as if they were trembling with a prayer. She would have Harry lead in + Beatrix to the supper-room, going herself with my young Lord Viscount; and + to this party came Tom Tusher directly, whom four at least out of the + company of five wished away. Away he went, however, as soon as the + sweetmeats were put down, and then, by the great crackling fire, his + mistress or Beatrix, with her blushing graces, filling his glass for him, + Harry told the story of his campaign, and passed the most delightful night + his life had ever known. The sun was up long ere he was, so deep, sweet, + and refreshing was his slumber. He woke as if angels had been watching at + his bed all night. I dare say one that was as pure and loving as an angel + had blessed his sleep with her prayers. + </p> + <p> + Next morning the chaplain read prayers to the little household at Walcote, + as the custom was; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix did not listen to + Tusher's exhortation much: her eyes were wandering everywhere during the + service, at least whenever he looked up he met them. Perhaps he also was + not very attentive to his Reverence the Chaplain. “This might have been my + life,” he was thinking; “this might have been my duty from now till old + age. Well, were it not a pleasant one to be with these dear friends and + part from 'em no more? Until—until the destined lover comes and + takes away pretty Beatrix”—and the best part of Tom Tusher's + exposition, which may have been very learned and eloquent, was quite lost + to poor Harry by this vision of the destined lover, who put the preacher + out. + </p> + <p> + All the while of the prayers, Beatrix knelt a little way before Harry + Esmond. The red stockings were changed for a pair of gray, and black + shoes, in which her feet looked to the full as pretty. All the roses of + spring could not vie with the brightness of her complexion; Esmond thought + he had never seen anything like the sunny lustre of her eyes. My Lady + Viscountess looked fatigued, as if with watching, and her face was pale. + </p> + <p> + Miss Beatrix remarked these signs of indisposition in her mother and + deplored them. “I am an old woman,” says my lady, with a kind smile; “I + cannot hope to look as young as you do, my dear.” + </p> + <p> + “She'll never look as good as you do if she lives till she's a hundred,” + says my lord, taking his mother by the waist, and kissing her hand. + </p> + <p> + “Do I look very wicked, cousin?” says Beatrix, turning full round on + Esmond, with her pretty face so close under his chin, that the soft + perfumed hair touched it. She laid her finger-tips on his sleeve as she + spoke; and he put his other hand over hers. + </p> + <p> + “I'm like your looking-glass,” says he, “and that can't flatter you.” + </p> + <p> + “He means that you are always looking at him, my dear,” says her mother, + archly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this, and flew to her mamma, whom + she kissed, stopping my lady's mouth with her pretty hand. + </p> + <p> + “And Harry is very good to look at,” says my lady, with her fond eyes + regarding the young man. + </p> + <p> + “If 'tis good to see a happy face,” says he, “you see that.” My lady said, + “Amen,” with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her dear lord rose up + and rebuked her back again into sadness; for her face lost the smile, and + resumed its look of melancholy. + </p> + <p> + “Why, Harry, how fine we look in our scarlet and silver, and our black + periwig,” cries my lord. “Mother, I am tired of my own hair. When shall I + have a peruke? Where did you get your steenkirk, Harry?” + </p> + <p> + “It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace,” says Harry; “she gave me this and a + number of other fine things.” + </p> + <p> + “My Lady Dowager isn't such a bad woman,” my lord continued. + </p> + <p> + “She's not so—so red as she's painted,” says Miss Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + Her brother broke into a laugh. “I'll tell her you said so; by the Lord, + Trix, I will,” he cries out. + </p> + <p> + “She'll know that you hadn't the wit to say it, my lord,” says Miss + Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + “We won't quarrel the first day Harry's here, will we, mother?” said the + young lord. “We'll see if we can get on to the new year without a fight. + Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes the tankard; no, it's + Pincot with the tea.” + </p> + <p> + “Will the Captain choose a dish?” asked Mistress Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + “I say, Harry,” my lord goes on, “I'll show thee my horses after + breakfast; and we'll go a bird-netting to-night, and on Monday there's a + cock-match at Winchester—do you love cock-fighting, Harry?—between + the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of Hampshire, at ten pound the + battle, and fifty pound the odd battle to show one-and-twenty cocks.” + </p> + <p> + “And what will you do, Beatrix, to amuse our kinsman?” asks my lady. + </p> + <p> + “I'll listen to him,” says Beatrix. “I am sure he has a hundred things to + tell us. And I'm jealous already of the Spanish ladies. Was that a + beautiful nun at Cadiz that you rescued from the soldiers? Your man talked + of it last night in the kitchen, and Mrs. Betty told me this morning as + she combed my hair. And he says you must be in love, for you sat on deck + all night, and scribbled verses all day in your tablebook.” Harry thought + if he had wanted a subject for verses yesterday, to-day he had found one: + and not all the Lindamiras and Ardelias of the poets were half so + beautiful as this young creature; but he did not say so, though some one + did for him. + </p> + <p> + This was his dear lady, who, after the meal was over, and the young people + were gone, began talking of her children with Mr. Esmond, and of the + characters of one and the other, and of her hopes and fears for both of + them. “'Tis not while they are at home,” she said, “and in their mother's + nest, I fear for them—'tis when they are gone into the world, + whither I shall not be able to follow them. Beatrix will begin her service + next year. You may have heard a rumor about—about my Lord Blandford. + They were both children; and it is but idle talk. I know my kinswoman + would never let him make such a poor marriage as our Beatrix would be. + There's scarce a princess in Europe that she thinks is good enough for him + or for her ambition.” + </p> + <p> + “There's not a princess in Europe to compare with her,” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “In beauty? No, perhaps not,” answered my lady. “She is most beautiful, + isn't she? 'Tis not a mother's partiality that deceives me. I marked you + yesterday when she came down the stair: and read it in your face. We look + when you don't fancy us looking, and see better than you think, dear + Harry: and just now when they spoke about your poems—you writ pretty + lines when you were but a boy—you thought Beatrix was a pretty + subject for verse, did not you, Harry?” (The gentleman could only blush + for a reply.) “And so she is—nor are you the first her pretty face + has captivated. 'Tis quickly done. Such a pair of bright eyes as hers + learn their power very soon, and use it very early.” And, looking at him + keenly with hers, the fair widow left him. + </p> + <p> + And so it is—a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances suffice to + subdue a man; to enslave him, and inflame him; to make him even forget; + they dazzle him so that the past becomes straightway dim to him; and he so + prizes them that he would give all his life to possess 'em. What is the + fond love of dearest friends compared to this treasure? Is memory as + strong as expectancy? fruition, as hunger? gratitude, as desire? I have + looked at royal diamonds in the jewel-rooms in Europe, and thought how + wars have been made about 'em; Mogul sovereigns deposed and strangled for + them, or ransomed with them; millions expended to buy them; and daring + lives lost in digging out the little shining toys that I value no more + than the button in my hat. And so there are other glittering baubles (of + rare water too) for which men have been set to kill and quarrel ever since + mankind began; and which last but for a score of years, when their sparkle + is over. Where are those jewels now that beamed under Cleopatra's + forehead, or shone in the sockets of Helen? + </p> + <p> + The second day after Esmond's coming to Walcote, Tom Tusher had leave to + take a holiday, and went off in his very best gown and bands to court the + young woman whom his Reverence desired to marry, and who was not a + viscount's widow, as it turned out, but a brewer's relict at Southampton, + with a couple of thousand pounds to her fortune: for honest Tom's heart + was under such excellent control, that Venus herself without a portion + would never have caused it to flutter. So he rode away on his heavy-paced + gelding to pursue his jog-trot loves, leaving Esmond to the society of his + dear mistress and her daughter, and with his young lord for a companion, + who was charmed, not only to see an old friend, but to have the tutor and + his Latin books put out of the way. + </p> + <p> + The boy talked of things and people, and not a little about himself, in + his frank artless way. 'Twas easy to see that he and his sister had the + better of their fond mother, for the first place in whose affections, + though they fought constantly, and though the kind lady persisted that she + loved both equally, 'twas not difficult to understand that Frank was his + mother's darling and favorite. He ruled the whole household (always + excepting rebellious Beatrix) not less now than when he was a child + marshalling the village boys in playing at soldiers, and caning them + lustily too, like the sturdiest corporal. As for Tom Tusher, his Reverence + treated the young lord with that politeness and deference which he always + showed for a great man, whatever his age or his stature was. Indeed, with + respect to this young one, it was impossible not to love him, so frank and + winning were his manners, his beauty, his gayety, the ring of his + laughter, and the delightful tone of his voice. Wherever he went, he + charmed and domineered. I think his old grandfather the Dean, and the grim + old housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were as much his slaves as his mother was: + and as for Esmond, he found himself presently submitting to a certain + fascination the boy had, and slaving it like the rest of the family. The + pleasure which he had in Frank's mere company and converse exceeded that + which he ever enjoyed in the society of any other man, however delightful + in talk, or famous for wit. His presence brought sunshine into a room, his + laugh, his prattle, his noble beauty and brightness of look cheered and + charmed indescribably. At the least tale of sorrow, his hands were in his + purse, and he was eager with sympathy and bounty. The way in which women + loved and petted him, when, a year or two afterwards, he came upon the + world, yet a mere boy, and the follies which they did for him (as indeed + he for them), recalled the career of Rochester, and outdid the successes + of Grammont. His very creditors loved him; and the hardest usurers, and + some of the rigid prudes of the other sex too, could deny him nothing. He + was no more witty than another man, but what he said, he said and looked + as no man else could say or look it. I have seen the women at the comedy + at Bruxelles crowd round him in the lobby: and as he sat on the stage more + people looked at him than at the actors, and watched him; and I remember + at Ramillies, when he was hit and fell, a great big red-haired Scotch + sergeant flung his halbert down, burst out a-crying like a woman, seizing + him up as if he had been an infant, and carrying him out of the fire. This + brother and sister were the most beautiful couple ever seen; though after + he winged away from the maternal nest this pair were seldom together. + </p> + <p> + Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last day of + the year), and so happy a one to Harry Esmond, that to enjoy it was quite + worth all the previous pain which he had endured and forgot, my young + lord, filling a bumper, and bidding Harry take another, drank to his + sister, saluting her under the title of “Marchioness.” + </p> + <p> + “Marchioness!” says Harry, not without a pang of wonder, for he was + curious and jealous already. + </p> + <p> + “Nonsense, my lord,” says Beatrix, with a toss of her head. My Lady + Viscountess looked up for a moment at Esmond, and cast her eyes down. + </p> + <p> + “The Marchioness of Blandford,” says Frank. “Don't you know—hath not + Rouge Dragon told you?” (My lord used to call the Dowager of Chelsey by + this and other names.) “Blandford has a lock of her hair: the Duchess + found him on his knees to Mistress Trix, and boxed his ears, and said Dr. + Hare should whip him.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish Mr. Tusher would whip you too,” says Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + My lady only said: “I hope you will tell none of these silly stories + elsewhere than at home, Francis.” + </p> + <p> + “'Tis true, on my word,” continues Frank: “look at Harry scowling, mother, + and see how Beatrix blushes as red as the silver-clocked stockings.” + </p> + <p> + “I think we had best leave the gentlemen to their wine and their talk,” + says Mistress Beatrix, rising up with the air of a young queen, tossing + her rustling flowing draperies about her, and quitting the room, followed + by her mother. + </p> + <p> + Lady Castlewood again looked at Esmond, as she stooped down and kissed + Frank. “Do not tell those silly stories, child,” she said: “do not drink + much wine, sir; Harry never loved to drink wine.” And she went away, too, + in her black robes, looking back on the young man with her fair, fond + face. + </p> + <p> + “Egad! it's true,” says Frank, sipping his wine with the air of a lord. + “What think you of this Lisbon—real Collares? 'Tis better than your + heady port: we got it out of one of the Spanish ships that came from Vigo + last year: my mother bought it at Southampton, as the ship was lying there—the + 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins.” + </p> + <p> + “Why, I came home in that ship,” says Harry. + </p> + <p> + “And it brought home a good fellow and good wine,” says my lord. “I say, + Harry, I wish thou hadst not that cursed bar sinister.” + </p> + <p> + “And why not the bar sinister?” asks the other. + </p> + <p> + “Suppose I go to the army and am killed—every gentleman goes to the + army—who is to take care of the women? Trix will never stop at home; + mother's in love with you,—yes, I think mother's in love with you. + She was always praising you, and always talking about you; and when she + went to Southampton, to see the ship, I found her out. But you see it is + impossible: we are of the oldest blood in England; we came in with the + Conqueror; we were only baronets,—but what then? we were forced into + that. James the First forced our great grandfather. We are above titles; + we old English gentry don't want 'em; the Queen can make a duke any day. + Look at Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings, what + were they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they, to turn up their noses at + us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at Agincourt, + and filled up the French King's cup after Poictiers? 'Fore George, sir, + why shouldn't Blandford marry Beatrix? By G—! he SHALL marry + Beatrix, or tell me the reason why. We'll marry with the best blood of + England, and none but the best blood of England. You are an Esmond, and + you can't help your birth, my boy. Let's have another bottle. What! no + more? I've drunk three parts of this myself. I had many a night with my + father; you stood to him like a man, Harry. You backed your blood; you + can't help your misfortune, you know,—no man can help that.” + </p> + <p> + The elder said he would go in to his mistress's tea-table. The young lad, + with a heightened color and voice, began singing a snatch of a song, and + marched out of the room. Esmond heard him presently calling his dogs about + him, and cheering and talking to them; and by a hundred of his looks and + gestures, tricks of voice and gait, was reminded of the dead lord, Frank's + father. + </p> + <p> + And so, the sylvester night passed away; the family parted long before + midnight, Lady Castlewood remembering, no doubt, former New Years' Eves, + when healths were drunk, and laughter went round in the company of him, to + whom years, past, and present, and future, were to be as one; and so cared + not to sit with her children and hear the Cathedral bells ringing the + birth of the year 1703. Esmond heard the chimes as he sat in his own + chamber, ruminating by the blazing fire there, and listened to the last + notes of them, looking out from his window towards the city, and the great + gray towers of the Cathedral lying under the frosty sky, with the keen + stars shining above. + </p> + <p> + The sight of these brilliant orbs no doubt made him think of other + luminaries. “And so her eyes have already done execution,” thought Esmond—“on + whom?—who can tell me?” Luckily his kinsman was by, and Esmond knew + he would have no difficulty in finding out Mistress Beatrix's history from + the simple talk of the boy. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0022" id="link2HCH0022"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII. + </h2> + <h3> + FAMILY TALK. + </h3> + <p> + What Harry admired and submitted to in the pretty lad his kinsman was (for + why should he resist it?) the calmness of patronage which my young lord + assumed, as if to command was his undoubted right, and all the world + (below his degree) ought to bow down to Viscount Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “I know my place, Harry,” he said. “I'm not proud—the boys at + Winchester College say I'm proud: but I'm not proud. I am simply Francis + James Viscount Castlewood in the peerage of Ireland. I might have been (do + you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl of Esmond in that of + England. The late lord refused the title which was offered to him by my + godfather, his late Majesty. You should know that—you are of our + family, you know you cannot help your bar sinister, Harry, my dear fellow; + and you belong to one of the best families in England, in spite of that; + and you stood by my father, and by G—! I'll stand by you. You shall + never want a friend, Harry, while Francis James Viscount Castlewood has a + shilling. It's now 1703—I shall come of age in 1709. I shall go back + to Castlewood; I shall live at Castlewood; I shall build up the house. My + property will be pretty well restored by then. The late viscount + mismanaged my property, and left it in a very bad state. My mother is + living close, as you see, and keeps me in a way hardly befitting a peer of + these realms; for I have but a pair of horses, a governor, and a man that + is valet and groom. But when I am of age, these things will be set right, + Harry. Our house will be as it should be. You will always come to + Castlewood, won't you? You shall always have your two rooms in the court + kept for you; and if anybody slights you, d—- them! let them have a + care of ME. I shall marry early—Trix will be a duchess by that time, + most likely; for a cannon ball may knock over his grace any day, you + know.” + </p> + <p> + “How?” says Harry. + </p> + <p> + “Hush, my dear!” says my Lord Viscount. “You are of the family—you + are faithful to us, by George, and I tell you everything. Blandford will + marry her—or”—and here he put his little hand on his sword—“you + understand the rest. Blandford knows which of us two is the best weapon. + At small-sword, or back-sword, or sword and dagger if he likes; I can beat + him. I have tried him, Harry; and begad he knows I am a man not to be + trifled with.” + </p> + <p> + “But you do not mean,” says Harry, concealing his laughter, but not his + wonder, “that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the first man of + this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword's point?” + </p> + <p> + “I mean to say that we are cousins by the mother's side, though that's + nothing to boast of. I mean to say that an Esmond is as good as a + Churchill; and when the King comes back, the Marquis of Esmond's sister + may be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the kingdom. There are but + two marquises in all England, William Herbert Marquis of Powis, and + Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and hark you, Harry,—now swear you + will never mention this. Give me your honor as a gentleman, for you ARE a + gentleman, though you are a—” + </p> + <p> + “Well, well?” says Harry, a little impatient. + </p> + <p> + “Well, then, when after my late viscount's misfortune, my mother went up + with us to London, to ask for justice against you all (as for Mohun, I'll + have his blood, as sure as my name is Francis Viscount Esmond)—we + went to stay with our cousin my Lady Marlborough, with whom we had + quarrelled for ever so long. But when misfortune came, she stood by her + blood:—so did the Dowager Viscountess stand by her blood,—so + did you. Well, sir, whilst my mother was petitioning the late Prince of + Orange—for I will never call him king—and while you were in + prison, we lived at my Lord Marlborough's house, who was only a little + there, being away with the army in Holland. And then . . . I say, Harry, + you won't tell, now?” + </p> + <p> + Harry again made a vow of secrecy. + </p> + <p> + “Well, there used to be all sorts of fun, you know: my Lady Marlborough + was very fond of us, and she said I was to be her page; and she got Trix + to be a maid of honor, and while she was up in her room crying, we used to + be always having fun, you know; and the Duchess used to kiss me, and so + did her daughters, and Blandford fell tremendous in love with Trix, and + she liked him; and one day he—he kissed her behind a door—he + did though,—and the Duchess caught him, and she banged such a box of + the ear both at Trix and Blandford—you should have seen it! And then + she said that we must leave directly, and abused my mamma who was + cognizant of the business; but she wasn't—never thinking about + anything but father. And so we came down to Walcote. Blandford being + locked up, and not allowed to see Trix. But I got at him. I climbed along + the gutter, and in through the window, where he was crying. + </p> + <p> + “'Marquis,' says I, when he had opened it and helped me in, 'you know I + wear a sword,' for I had brought it. + </p> + <p> + “'Oh, viscount,' says he—'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw + himself into my arms and burst out a-crying. 'I do love Mistress Beatrix + so, that I shall die if I don't have her.' + </p> + <p> + “'My dear Blandford,' says I, 'you are young to think of marrying;' for he + was but fifteen, and a young fellow of that age can scarce do so, you + know. + </p> + <p> + “'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' says he. 'I'll never + marry—no, never, never, never, marry anybody but her. No, not a + princess, though they would have me do it ever so. If Beatrix will wait + for me, her Blandford swears he will be faithful.' And he wrote a paper + (it wasn't spelt right, for he wrote 'I'm ready to SINE WITH MY BLODE,' + which, you know, Harry, isn't the way of spelling it), and vowing that he + would marry none other but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix Esmond, + only sister of his dearest friend Francis James, fourth Viscount Esmond. + And so I gave him a locket of her hair.” + </p> + <p> + “A locket of her hair?” cries Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Yes. Trix gave me one after the fight with the Duchess that very day. I + am sure I didn't want it; and so I gave it him, and we kissed at parting, + and said—'Good-by, brother.' And I got back through the gutter; and + we set off home that very evening. And he went to King's College, in + Cambridge, and I'M going to Cambridge soon; and if he doesn't stand to his + promise (for he's only wrote once),—he knows I wear a sword, Harry. + Come along, and let's go see the cocking-match at Winchester. + </p> + <p> + “. . . . But I say,” he added, laughing, after a pause, “I don't think + Trix will break her heart about him. La bless you! whenever she sees a + man, she makes eyes at him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's + Crawley, and Anthony Henley of Airesford, were at swords drawn about her, + at the Winchester Assembly, a month ago.” + </p> + <p> + That night Mr. Harry's sleep was by no means so pleasant or sweet as it + had been on the first two evenings after his arrival at Walcote. “So the + bright eyes have been already shining on another,” thought he, “and the + pretty lips, or the cheeks at any rate, have begun the work which they + were made for. Here's a girl not sixteen, and one young gentleman is + already whimpering over a lock of her hair, and two country squires are + ready to cut each other's throats that they may have the honor of a dance + with her. What a fool am I to be dallying about this passion, and singeing + my wings in this foolish flame. Wings!—why not say crutches? 'There + is but eight years' difference between us, to be sure; but in life I am + thirty years older. How could I ever hope to please such a sweet creature + as that, with my rough ways and glum face? Say that I have merit ever so + much, and won myself a name, could she ever listen to me? She must be my + Lady Marchioness, and I remain a nameless bastard. Oh! my master, my + master!” (here he fell to thinking with a passionate grief of the vow + which he had made to his poor dying lord.) “Oh! my mistress, dearest and + kindest, will you be contented with the sacrifice which the poor orphan + makes for you, whom you love, and who so loves you?” + </p> + <p> + And then came a fiercer pang of temptation. “A word from me,” Harry + thought, “a syllable of explanation, and all this might be changed; but + no, I swore it over the dying bed of my benefactor. For the sake of him + and his; for the sacred love and kindness of old days; I gave my promise + to him, and may kind heaven enable me to keep my vow!” + </p> + <p> + The next day, although Esmond gave no sign of what was going on in his + mind, but strove to be more than ordinarily gay and cheerful when he met + his friends at the morning meal, his dear mistress, whose clear eyes it + seemed no emotion of his could escape, perceived that something troubled + him, for she looked anxiously towards him more than once during the + breakfast, and when he went up to his chamber afterwards she presently + followed him, and knocked at his door. + </p> + <p> + As she entered, no doubt the whole story was clear to her at once, for she + found our young gentleman packing his valise, pursuant to the resolution + which he had come to over-night of making a brisk retreat out of this + temptation. + </p> + <p> + She closed the door very carefully behind her, and then leant against it, + very pale, her hands folded before her, looking at the young man, who was + kneeling over his work of packing. “Are you going so soon?” she said. + </p> + <p> + He rose up from his knees, blushing, perhaps, to be so discovered, in the + very act, as it were, and took one of her fair little hands—it was + that which had her marriage ring on—and kissed it. + </p> + <p> + “It is best that it should be so, dearest lady,” he said. + </p> + <p> + “I knew you were going, at breakfast. I—I thought you might stay. + What has happened? Why can't you remain longer with us? What has Frank + told you—you were talking together late last night?” + </p> + <p> + “I had but three days' leave from Chelsey,” Esmond said, as gayly as he + could. “My aunt—she lets me call her aunt—is my mistress now! + I owe her my lieutenancy and my laced coat. She has taken me into high + favor; and my new General is to dine at Chelsey to-morrow—General + Lumley, madam—who has appointed me his aide-de-camp, and on whom I + must have the honor of waiting. See, here is a letter from the Dowager; + the post brought it last night; and I would not speak of it, for fear of + disturbing our last merry meeting.” + </p> + <p> + My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that was + somewhat contemptuous. “I have no need to read the letter,” says she—(indeed, + 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey missive, in the poor Dowager's + usual French jargon, permitted him a longer holiday than he said. “Je vous + donne,” quoth her ladyship, “oui jour, pour vous fatigay parfaictement de + vos parens fatigans”)—“I have no need to read the letter,” says she. + “What was it Frank told you last night?” + </p> + <p> + “He told me little I did not know,” Mr. Esmond answered. “But I have + thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the name + I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am allowed to + keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed your mind + too—” + </p> + <p> + “Yes, I did, Harry,” said she; “I thought of it; and think of it. I would + sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe—yes, than + the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who would + love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell.” + </p> + <p> + “I know them,” said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. “I know + there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley of + the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the favored + suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors and to dance + at her ladyship's wedding.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me,” cried + out Lady Castlewood. “Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about + Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried + than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would stoop + to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to have my + girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between son and + parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain such a + meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you the fault + lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I be ashamed of + that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear Harry, that is + unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble—whose headstrong will + frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was jealous too, but, pray + God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no words or prayers of mine + can cure—only suffering, only experience, and remorse afterwards. + Oh! Henry, she will make no man happy who loves her. Go away, my son: + leave her: love us always, and think kindly of us: and for me, my dear, + you know that these walls contain all that I love in the world.” + </p> + <p> + In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond mistress + spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt others had warning + before his time, and since: and he benefited by it as most men do. + </p> + <p> + My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry could + not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, but no doubt + my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won the match; and he + saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly over the conquered + Sussex gentlemen. + </p> + <p> + As Esmond rode towards town his servant, coming up to him, informed him + with a grin, that Mistress Beatrix had brought out a new gown and blue + stockings for that day's dinner, in which she intended to appear, and had + flown into a rage and given her maid a slap on the face soon after she + heard he was going away. Mistress Beatrix's woman, the fellow said, came + down to the servants' hall crying, and with the mark of a blow still on + her cheek: but Esmond peremptorily ordered him to fall back and be silent, + and rode on with thoughts enough of his own to occupy him—some sad + ones, some inexpressibly dear and pleasant. + </p> + <p> + His mistress, from whom he had been a year separated, was his dearest + mistress again. The family from which he had been parted, and which he + loved with the fondest devotion, was his family once more. If Beatrix's + beauty shone upon him, it was with a friendly lustre, and he could regard + it with much such a delight as he brought away after seeing the beautiful + pictures of the smiling Madonnas in the convent at Cadiz, when he was + despatched thither with a flag; and as for his mistress, 'twas difficult + to say with what a feeling he regarded her. 'Twas happiness to have seen + her; 'twas no great pang to part; a filial tenderness, a love that was at + once respect and protection, filled his mind as he thought of her; and + near her or far from her, and from that day until now, and from now till + death is past and beyond it, he prays that sacred flame may ever burn. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0023" id="link2HCH0023"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX. + </h2> + <h3> + I MAKE THE CAMPAIGN OF 1704. + </h3> + <p> + Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been angry at + the abrupt leave of absence he took, she was mightily pleased at his + speedy return. + </p> + <p> + He went immediately and paid his court to his new general, General Lumley, + who received him graciously, having known his father, and also, he was + pleased to say, having had the very best accounts of Mr. Esmond from the + officer whose aide-de-camp he had been at Vigo. During this winter Mr. + Esmond was gazetted to a lieutenancy in Brigadier Webb's regiment of + Fusileers, then with their colonel in Flanders; but being now attached to + the suite of Mr. Lumley, Esmond did not join his own regiment until more + than a year afterwards, and after his return from the campaign of + Blenheim, which was fought the next year. The campaign began very early, + our troops marching out of their quarters before the winter was almost + over, and investing the city of Bonn, on the Rhine, under the Duke's + command. His Grace joined the army in deep grief of mind, with crape on + his sleeve, and his household in mourning; and the very same packet which + brought the Commander-in-Chief over, brought letters to the forces which + preceded him, and one from his dear mistress to Esmond, which interested + him not a little. + </p> + <p> + The young Marquis of Blandford, his Grace's son, who had been entered in + King's College in Cambridge, (whither my Lord Viscount had also gone, to + Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his governor,) had been seized with small-pox, + and was dead at sixteen years of age, and so poor Frank's schemes for his + sister's advancement were over, and that innocent childish passion nipped + in the birth. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's mistress would have had him return, at least her letters hinted + as much; but in the presence of the enemy this was impossible, and our + young man took his humble share in the siege, which need not be described + here, and had the good luck to escape without a wound of any sort, and to + drink his general's health after the surrender. He was in constant + military duty this year, and did not think of asking for a leave of + absence, as one or two of his less fortunate friends did, who were cast + away in that tremendous storm which happened towards the close of + November, that “which of late o'er pale Britannia past” (as Mr. Addison + sang of it), and in which scores of our greatest ships and 15,000 of our + seamen went down. + </p> + <p> + They said that our Duke was quite heart-broken by the calamity which had + befallen his family; but his enemies found that he could subdue them, as + well as master his grief. Successful as had been this great General's + operations in the past year, they were far enhanced by the splendor of his + victory in the ensuing campaign. His Grace the Captain-General went to + England after Bonn, and our army fell back into Holland, where, in April + 1704, his Grace again found the troops, embarking from Harwich and landing + at Maesland Sluys: thence his Grace came immediately to the Hague, where + he received the foreign ministers, general officers, and other people of + quality. The greatest honors were paid to his Grace everywhere—at + the Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maestricht; the civil authorities + coming to meet his coaches: salvos of cannon saluting him, canopies of + state being erected for him where he stopped, and feasts prepared for the + numerous gentlemen following in his suite. His Grace reviewed the troops + of the States-General between Liege and Maestricht, and afterwards the + English forces, under the command of General Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. + Every preparation was made for a long march; and the army heard, with no + small elation, that it was the Commander-in-Chief's intention to carry the + war out of the Low Countries, and to march on the Mozelle. Before leaving + our camp at Maestricht, we heard that the French, under the Marshal + Villeroy, were also bound towards the Mozelle. + </p> + <p> + Towards the end of May, the army reached Coblentz; and next day, his + Grace, and the generals accompanying him, went to visit the Elector of + Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, the horse and dragoons passing + the Rhine whilst the Duke was entertained at a grand feast by the Elector. + All as yet was novelty, festivity, and splendor—a brilliant march of + a great and glorious army through a friendly country, and sure through + some of the most beautiful scenes of nature which I ever witnessed. + </p> + <p> + The foot and artillery, following after the horse as quick as possible, + crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein, and so to Castel, over against + Mayntz, in which city his Grace, his generals, and his retinue were + received at the landing-place by the Elector's coaches, carried to his + Highness's palace amidst the thunder of cannon, and then once more + magnificently entertained. Gidlingen, in Bavaria, was appointed as the + general rendezvous of the army, and thither, by different routes, the + whole forces of English, Dutch, Danes, and German auxiliaries took their + way. The foot and artillery under General Churchill passed the Neckar, at + Heidelberg; and Esmond had an opportunity of seeing that city and palace, + once so famous and beautiful (though shattered and battered by the French, + under Turenne, in the late war), where his grandsire had served the + beautiful and unfortunate Electress-Palatine, the first King Charles's + sister. + </p> + <p> + At Mindelsheim, the famous Prince of Savoy came to visit our commander, + all of us crowding eagerly to get a sight of that brilliant and intrepid + warrior; and our troops were drawn up in battalia before the Prince, who + was pleased to express his admiration of this noble English army. At + length we came in sight of the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, the + Brentz lying between the two armies. The Elector, judging that Donauwort + would be the point of his Grace's attack, sent a strong detachment of his + best troops to Count Darcos, who was posted at Schellenberg, near that + place, where great intrenchments were thrown up, and thousands of pioneers + employed to strengthen the position. + </p> + <p> + On the 2nd of July his Grace stormed the post, with what success on our + part need scarce be told. His Grace advanced with six thousand foot, + English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of Imperial + Cuirassiers, the Duke crossing the river at the head of the cavalry. + Although our troops made the attack with unparalleled courage and fury—rushing + up to the very guns of the enemy, and being slaughtered before their works—we + were driven back many times, and should not have carried them, but that + the Imperialists came up under the Prince of Baden, when the enemy could + make no head against us: we pursued them into the trenches, making a + terrible slaughter there, and into the very Danube, where a great part of + his troops, following the example of their generals, Count Darcos and the + Elector himself, tried to save themselves by swimming. Our army entered + Donauwort, which the Bavarians evacuated; and where 'twas said the Elector + purposed to have given us a warm reception, by burning us in our beds; the + cellars of the houses, when we took possession of them, being found + stuffed with straw. But though the links were there, the link-boys had run + away. The townsmen saved their houses, and our General took possession of + the enemy's ammunition in the arsenals, his stores, and magazines. Five + days afterwards a great “Te Deum” was sung in Prince Lewis's army, and a + solemn day of thanksgiving held in our own; the Prince of Savoy's + compliments coming to his Grace the Captain-General during the day's + religious ceremony, and concluding, as it were, with an Amen. + </p> + <p> + And now, having seen a great military march through a friendly country; + the pomps and festivities of more than one German court; the severe + struggle of a hotly contested battle, and the triumph of victory, Mr. + Esmond beheld another part of military duty: our troops entering the + enemy's territory, and putting all around them to fire and sword; burning + farms, wasted fields, shrieking women, slaughtered sons and fathers, and + drunken soldiery, cursing and carousing in the midst of tears, terror, and + murder. Why does the stately Muse of History, that delights in describing + the valor of heroes and the grandeur of conquest, leave out these scenes, + so brutal, mean, and degrading, that yet form by far the greater part of + the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who live at home at ease, and + compliment yourselves in the songs of triumph with which our chieftains + are bepraised—you pretty maidens, that come tumbling down the stairs + when the fife and drum call you, and huzzah for the British Grenadiers—do + you take account that these items go to make up the amount of the triumph + you admire, and form part of the duties of the heroes you fondle? Our + chief, whom England and all Europe, saving only the Frenchmen, worshipped + almost, had this of the godlike in him, that he was impassible before + victory, before danger, before defeat. Before the greatest obstacle or the + most trivial ceremony; before a hundred thousand men drawn in battalia, or + a peasant slaughtered at the door of his burning hovel; before a carouse + of drunken German lords, or a monarch's court or a cottage table, where + his plans were laid, or an enemy's battery, vomiting flame and death, and + strewing corpses round about him;—he was always cold, calm, + resolute, like fate. He performed a treason or a court-bow, he told a + falsehood as black as Styx, as easily as he paid a compliment or spoke + about the weather. He took a mistress, and left her; he betrayed his + benefactor, and supported him, or would have murdered him, with the same + calmness always, and having no more remorse than Clotho when she weaves + the thread, or Lachesis when she cuts it. In the hour of battle I have + heard the Prince of Savoy's officers say, the Prince became possessed with + a sort of warlike fury; his eyes lighted up; he rushed hither and thither, + raging; he shrieked curses and encouragement, yelling and harking his + bloody war-dogs on, and himself always at the first of the hunt. Our duke + was as calm at the mouth of the cannon as at the door of a drawing-room. + Perhaps he could not have been the great man he was, had he had a heart + either for love or hatred, or pity or fear, or regret or remorse. He + achieved the highest deed of daring, or deepest calculation of thought, as + he performed the very meanest action of which a man is capable; told a + lie, or cheated a fond woman, or robbed a poor beggar of a halfpenny, with + a like awful serenity and equal capacity of the highest and lowest acts of + our nature. + </p> + <p> + His qualities were pretty well known in the army, where there were parties + of all politics, and of plenty of shrewdness and wit; but there existed + such a perfect confidence in him, as the first captain of the world, and + such a faith and admiration in his prodigious genius and fortune, that the + very men whom he notoriously cheated of their pay, the chiefs whom he used + and injured—(for he used all men, great and small, that came near + him, as his instruments alike, and took something of theirs, either some + quality or some property)—the blood of a soldier, it might be, or a + jewelled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, or a portion out + of a starving sentinel's three-farthings; or (when he was young) a kiss + from a woman, and the gold chain off her neck, taking all he could from + woman or man, and having, as I have said, this of the godlike in him, that + he could see a hero perish or a sparrow fall, with the same amount of + sympathy for either. Not that he had no tears; he could always order up + this reserve at the proper moment to battle; he could draw upon tears or + smiles alike, and whenever need was for using this cheap coin. He would + cringe to a shoeblack, as he would flatter a minister or a monarch; be + haughty, be humble, threaten, repent, weep, grasp your hand, (or stab you + whenever he saw occasion)—but yet those of the army, who knew him + best and had suffered most from him, admired him most of all: and as he + rode along the lines to battle or galloped up in the nick of time to a + battalion reeling from before the enemy's charge or shot, the fainting men + and officers got new courage as they saw the splendid calm of his face, + and felt that his will made them irresistible. + </p> + <p> + After the great victory of Blenheim the enthusiasm of the army for the + Duke, even of his bitterest personal enemies in it, amounted to a sort of + rage—nay, the very officers who cursed him in their hearts were + among the most frantic to cheer him. Who could refuse his meed of + admiration to such a victory and such a victor? Not he who writes: a man + may profess to be ever so much a philosopher; but he who fought on that + day must feel a thrill of pride as he recalls it. + </p> + <p> + The French right was posted near to the village of Blenheim, on the + Danube, where the Marshal Tallard's quarters were; their line extending + through, it may be a league and a half, before Lutzingen and up to a woody + hill, round the base of which, and acting against the Prince of Savoy, + were forty of his squadrons. + </p> + <p> + Here was a village that the Frenchmen had burned, the wood being, in fact, + a better shelter and easier of guard than any village. + </p> + <p> + Before these two villages and the French lines ran a little stream, not + more than two foot broad, through a marsh (that was mostly dried up from + the heats of the weather), and this stream was the only separation between + the two armies—ours coming up and ranging themselves in line of + battle before the French, at six o'clock in the morning; so that our line + was quite visible to theirs; and the whole of this great plain was black + and swarming with troops for hours before the cannonading began. + </p> + <p> + On one side and the other this cannonading lasted many hours. The French + guns being in position in front of their line, and doing severe damage + among our horse especially, and on our right wing of Imperialists under + the Prince of Savoy, who could neither advance his artillery nor his + lines, the ground before him being cut up by ditches, morasses, and very + difficult of passage for the guns. + </p> + <p> + It was past mid-day when the attack began on our left, where Lord Cutts + commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the English army. And + now, as if to make his experience in war complete, our young aide-de-camp + having seen two great armies facing each other in line of battle, and had + the honor of riding with orders from one end to other of the line, came in + for a not uncommon accompaniment of military glory, and was knocked on the + head, along with many hundred of brave fellows, almost at the very + commencement of this famous day of Blenheim. A little after noon, the + disposition for attack being completed with much delay and difficulty, and + under a severe fire from the enemy's guns, that were better posted and + more numerous than ours, a body of English and Hessians, with + Major-General Wilkes commanding at the extreme left of our line, marched + upon Blenheim, advancing with great gallantry, the Major-General on foot, + with his officers, at the head of the column, and marching, with his hat + off, intrepidly in the face of the enemy, who was pouring in a tremendous + fire from his guns and musketry, to which our people were instructed not + to reply, except with pike and bayonet when they reached the French + palisades. To these Wilkes walked intrepidly, and struck the woodwork with + his sword before our people charged it. He was shot down at the instant, + with his colonel, major, and several officers; and our troops cheering and + huzzaing, and coming on, as they did, with immense resolution and + gallantry, were nevertheless stopped by the murderous fire from behind the + enemy's defences, and then attacked in flank by a furious charge of French + horse which swept out of Blenheim, and cut down our men in great numbers. + Three fierce and desperate assaults of our foot were made and repulsed by + the enemy; so that our columns of foot were quite shattered, and fell + back, scrambling over the little rivulet, which we had crossed so + resolutely an hour before, and pursued by the French cavalry, slaughtering + us and cutting us down. + </p> + <p> + And now the conquerors were met by a furious charge of English horse under + Esmond's general, General Lumley, behind whose squadrons the flying foot + found refuge, and formed again, whilst Lumley drove back the French horse, + charging up to the village of Blenheim and the palisades where Wilkes, and + many hundred more gallant Englishmen, lay in slaughtered heaps. Beyond + this moment, and of this famous victory, Mr. Esmond knows nothing; for a + shot brought down his horse and our young gentleman on it, who fell + crushed and stunned under the animal, and came to his senses he knows not + how long after, only to lose them again from pain and loss of blood. A dim + sense, as of people groaning round about him, a wild incoherent thought or + two for her who occupied so much of his heart now, and that here his + career, and his hopes, and misfortunes were ended, he remembers in the + course of these hours. When he woke up, it was with a pang of extreme + pain, his breastplate was taken off, his servant was holding his head up, + the good and faithful lad of Hampshire* was blubbering over his master, + whom he found and had thought dead, and a surgeon was probing a wound in + the shoulder, which he must have got at the same moment when his horse was + shot and fell over him. The battle was over at this end of the field, by + this time: the village was in possession of the English, its brave + defenders prisoners, or fled, or drowned, many of them, in the neighboring + waters of Donau. But for honest Lockwood's faithful search after his + master, there had no doubt been an end of Esmond here, and of this his + story. The marauders were out riffling the bodies as they lay on the + field, and Jack had brained one of these gentry with the club-end of his + musket, who had eased Esmond of his hat and periwig, his purse, and fine + silver-mounted pistols which the Dowager gave him, and was fumbling in his + pockets for further treasure, when Jack Lockwood came up and put an end to + the scoundrel's triumph. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * My mistress, before I went this campaign, sent me John + Lockwood out of Walcote, who hath ever since remained with + me.—H. E. +</pre> + <p> + Hospitals for our wounded were established at Blenheim, and here for + several weeks Esmond lay in very great danger of his life; the wound was + not very great from which he suffered, and the ball extracted by the + surgeon on the spot where our young gentleman received it; but a fever set + in next day, as he was lying in hospital, and that almost carried him + away. Jack Lockwood said he talked in the wildest manner during his + delirium; that he called himself the Marquis of Esmond, and seizing one of + the surgeon's assistants who came to dress his wounds, swore that he was + Madam Beatrix, and that he would make her a duchess if she would but say + yes. He was passing the days in these crazy fancies, and vana somnia, + whilst the army was singing “Te Deum” for the victory, and those famous + festivities were taking place at which our Duke, now made a Prince of the + Empire, was entertained by the King of the Romans and his nobility. His + Grace went home by Berlin and Hanover, and Esmond lost the festivities + which took place at those cities, and which his general shared in company + of the other general officers who travelled with our great captain. When + he could move, it was by the Duke of Wurtemberg's city of Stuttgard that + he made his way homewards, revisiting Heidelberg again, whence he went to + Manheim, and hence had a tedious but easy water journey down the river of + Rhine, which he had thought a delightful and beautiful voyage indeed, but + that his heart was longing for home, and something far more beautiful and + delightful. + </p> + <p> + As bright and welcome as the eyes almost of his mistress shone the lights + of Harwich, as the packet came in from Holland. It was not many hours ere + he, Esmond, was in London, of that you may be sure, and received with open + arms by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who vowed, in her jargon of French and + English, that he had the air noble, that his pallor embellished him, that + he was an Amadis and deserved a Gloriana; and oh! flames and darts! what + was his joy at hearing that his mistress was come into waiting, and was + now with her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. Esmond had told Jack + Lockwood to get horses and they would ride for Winchester that night, when + he heard this news he countermanded the horses at once; his business lay + no longer in Hants; all his hope and desire lay within a couple of miles + of him in Kensington Park wall. Poor Harry had never looked in the glass + before so eagerly to see whether he had the bel air, and his paleness + really did become him; he never took such pains about the curl of his + periwig, and the taste of his embroidery and point-lace, as now, before + Mr. Amadis presented himself to Madam Gloriana. Was the fire of the French + lines half so murderous as the killing glances from her ladyship's eyes? + Oh! darts and raptures, how beautiful were they! + </p> + <p> + And as, before the blazing sun of morning, the moon fades away in the sky + almost invisible, Esmond thought, with a blush perhaps, of another sweet + pale face, sad and faint, and fading out of sight, with its sweet fond + gaze of affection; such a last look it seemed to cast as Eurydice might + have given, yearning after her lover, when Fate and Pluto summoned her, + and she passed away into the shades. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0024" id="link2HCH0024"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X. + </h2> + <h3> + AN OLD STORY ABOUT A FOOL AND A WOMAN. + </h3> + <p> + Any taste for pleasure which Esmond had (and he liked to desipere in loco, + neither more nor less than most young men of his age) he could now gratify + to the utmost extent, and in the best company which the town afforded. + When the army went into winter quarters abroad, those of the officers who + had interest or money easily got leave of absence, and found it much + pleasanter to spend their time in Pall Mall and Hyde Park, than to pass + the winter away behind the fortifications of the dreary old Flanders + towns, where the English troops were gathered. Yachts and packets passed + daily between the Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; the roads thence to + London and the great inns were crowded with army gentlemen; the taverns + and ordinaries of the town swarmed with red-coats; and our great Duke's + levees at St. James's were as thronged as they had been at Ghent and + Brussels, where we treated him, and he us, with the grandeur and ceremony + of a sovereign. Though Esmond had been appointed to a lieutenancy in the + Fusileer regiment, of which that celebrated officer, Brigadier John + Richmond Webb, was colonel, he had never joined the regiment, nor been + introduced to its excellent commander, though they had made the same + campaign together, and been engaged in the same battle. But being + aide-de-camp to General Lumley, who commanded the division of horse, and + the army marching to its point of destination on the Danube by different + routes, Esmond had not fallen in, as yet, with his commander and future + comrades of the fort; and it was in London, in Golden Square, where + Major-General Webb lodged, that Captain Esmond had the honor of first + paying his respects to his friend, patron, and commander of after days. + </p> + <p> + Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman may recollect + his character, upon which he prided himself, I think, not a little, of + being the handsomest man in the army; a poet who writ a dull copy of + verses upon the battle of Oudenarde three years after, describing Webb, + says:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “To noble danger Webb conducts the way, + His great example all his troops obey; + Before the front the general sternly rides, + With such an air as Mars to battle strides: + Propitious heaven must sure a hero save, + Like Paris handsome, and like Hector brave.” + </pre> + <p> + Mr. Webb thought these verses quite as fine as Mr. Addison's on the + Blenheim Campaign, and, indeed, to be Hector a la mode de Paris, was part + of this gallant gentleman's ambition. It would have been difficult to find + an officer in the whole army, or amongst the splendid courtiers and + cavaliers of the Maison du Roy, that fought under Vendosme and Villeroy in + the army opposed to ours, who was a more accomplished soldier and perfect + gentleman, and either braver or better-looking. And if Mr. Webb believed + of himself what the world said of him, and was deeply convinced of his own + indisputable genius, beauty, and valor, who has a right to quarrel with + him very much? This self-content of his kept him in general good-humor, of + which his friends and dependants got the benefit. + </p> + <p> + He came of a very ancient Wiltshire family, which he respected above all + families in the world: he could prove a lineal descent from King Edward + the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de Richmond, rode by William + the Conqueror's side on Hastings field. “We were gentlemen, Esmond,” he + used to say, “when the Churchills were horse-boys.” He was a very tall + man, standing in his pumps six feet three inches (in his great jack-boots, + with his tall fair periwig, and hat and feather, he could not have been + less than eight feet high). “I am taller than Churchill,” he would say, + surveying himself in the glass, “and I am a better made man; and if the + women won't like a man that hasn't a wart on his nose, faith, I can't help + myself, and Churchill has the better of me there.” Indeed, he was always + measuring himself with the Duke, and always asking his friends to measure + them. And talking in this frank way, as he would do, over his cups, wags + would laugh and encourage him; friends would be sorry for him; schemers + and flatterers would egg him on, and tale-bearers carry the stories to + headquarters, and widen the difference which already existed there, + between the great captain and one of the ablest and bravest lieutenants he + ever had. + </p> + <p> + His rancor against the Duke was so apparent, that one saw it in the first + half-hour's conversation with General Webb; and his lady, who adored her + General, and thought him a hundred times taller, handsomer, and braver + than a prodigal nature had made him, hated the great Duke with such an + intensity as it becomes faithful wives to feel against their husbands' + enemies. Not that my Lord Duke was so yet; Mr. Webb had said a thousand + things against him, which his superior had pardoned; and his Grace, whose + spies were everywhere, had heard a thousand things more that Webb had + never said. But it cost this great man no pains to pardon; and he passed + over an injury or a benefit alike easily. + </p> + <p> + Should any child of mine take the pains to read these his ancestor's + memoirs, I would not have him judge of the great Duke* by what a + contemporary has written of him. No man hath been so immensely lauded and + decried as this great statesman and warrior; as, indeed, no man ever + deserved better the very greatest praise and the strongest censure. If the + present writer joins with the latter faction, very likely a private pique + of his own may be the cause of his ill-feeling. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * This passage in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a leaf + inserted into the MS. book, and dated 1744, probably after + he had heard of the Duchess's death. +</pre> + <p> + On presenting himself at the Commander-in-Chief's levee, his Grace had not + the least remembrance of General Lumley's aide-de-camp, and though he knew + Esmond's family perfectly well, having served with both lords (my Lord + Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in Flanders, and in the Duke of + York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, who was friendly and serviceable to + the (so-styled) legitimate representatives of the Viscount Castlewood, + took no sort of notice of the poor lieutenant who bore their name. A word + of kindness or acknowledgment, or a single glance of approbation, might + have changed Esmond's opinion of the great man; and instead of a satire, + which his pen cannot help writing, who knows but that the humble historian + might have taken the other side of panegyric? We have but to change the + point of view, and the greatest action looks mean; as we turn the + perspective-glass, and a giant appears a pigmy. You may describe, but who + can tell whether your sight is clear or not, or your means of information + accurate? Had the great man said but a word of kindness to the small one + (as he would have stepped out of his gilt chariot to shake hands with + Lazarus in rags and sores, if he thought Lazarus could have been of any + service to him), no doubt Esmond would have fought for him with pen and + sword to the utmost of his might; but my lord the lion did not want master + mouse at this moment, and so Muscipulus went off and nibbled in + opposition. + </p> + <p> + So it was, however, that a young gentleman, who, in the eyes of his + family, and in his own, doubtless, was looked upon as a consummate hero, + found that the great hero of the day took no more notice of him than of + the smallest drummer in his Grace's army. The Dowager at Chelsey was + furious against this neglect of her family, and had a great battle with + Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted on calling the Duchess). Her + Grace was now Mistress of the Robes to her Majesty, and one of the + greatest personages in this kingdom, as her husband was in all Europe, and + the battle between the two ladies took place in the Queen's drawing-room. + </p> + <p> + The Duchess, in reply to my aunt's eager clamor, said haughtily, that she + had done her best for the legitimate branch of the Esmonds, and could not + be expected to provide for the bastard brats of the family. + </p> + <p> + “Bastards!” says the Viscountess, in a fury. “There are bastards among the + Churchills, as your Grace knows, and the Duke of Berwick is provided for + well enough.” + </p> + <p> + “Madam,” says the Duchess, “you know whose fault it is that there are no + such dukes in the Esmond family too, and how that little scheme of a + certain lady miscarried.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was in waiting on the Prince, heard the + controversy between the ladies at court. “And faith,” says Dick, “I think, + Harry, thy kinswoman had the worst of it.” + </p> + <p> + He could not keep the story quiet; 'twas all over the coffee-houses ere + night; it was printed in a News Letter before a month was over, and “The + reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Popish Lady of the + Court, once a favorite of the late K—- J-m-s,” was printed in half a + dozen places, with a note stating that “this duchess, when the head of + this lady's family came by his death lately in a fatal duel, never rested + until she got a pension for the orphan heir, and widow, from her Majesty's + bounty.” The squabble did not advance poor Esmond's promotion much, and + indeed made him so ashamed of himself that he dared not show his face at + the Commander-in-Chief's levees again. + </p> + <p> + During those eighteen months which had passed since Esmond saw his dear + mistress, her good father, the old Dean, quitted this life, firm in his + principles to the very last, and enjoining his family always to remember + that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, was their rightful + sovereign. He made a very edifying end, as his daughter told Esmond, and + not a little to her surprise, after his death (for he had lived always + very poorly) my lady found that her father had left no less a sum than + 3,000L. behind him, which he bequeathed to her. + </p> + <p> + With this little fortune Lady Castlewood was enabled, when her daughter's + turn at Court came, to come to London, where she took a small genteel + house at Kensington, in the neighborhood of the Court, bringing her + children with her, and here it was that Esmond found his friends. + </p> + <p> + As for the young lord, his university career had ended rather abruptly. + Honest Tusher, his governor, had found my young gentleman quite + ungovernable. My lord worried his life away with tricks; and broke out, as + home-bred lads will, into a hundred youthful extravagances, so that Dr. + Bentley, the new master of Trinity, thought fit to write to the + Viscountess Castlewood, my lord's mother, and beg her to remove the young + nobleman from a college where he declined to learn, and where he only did + harm by his riotous example. Indeed, I believe he nearly set fire to + Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college, which Sir + Christopher Wren had lately built. He knocked down a proctor's man that + wanted to arrest him in a midnight prank; he gave a dinner-party on the + Prince of Wales's birthday, which was within a fortnight of his own, and + the twenty young gentlemen then present sallied out after their wine, + having toasted King James's health with open windows, and sung cavalier + songs, and shouted “God save the King!” in the great court, so that the + master came out of his lodge at midnight, and dissipated the riotous + assembly. + </p> + <p> + This was my lord's crowning freak, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, domestic + chaplain to the Right Honorable the Lord Viscount Castlewood, finding his + prayers and sermons of no earthly avail to his lordship, gave up his + duties of governor; went and married his brewer's widow at Southampton, + and took her and her money to his parsonage house at Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + My lady could not be angry with her son for drinking King James's health, + being herself a loyal Tory, as all the Castlewood family were, and + acquiesced with a sigh, knowing, perhaps, that her refusal would be of no + avail to the young lord's desire for a military life. She would have liked + him to be in Mr. Esmond's regiment, hoping that Harry might act as a + guardian and adviser to his wayward young kinsman; but my young lord would + hear of nothing but the Guards, and a commission was got for him in the + Duke of Ormond's regiment; so Esmond found my lord, ensign and lieutenant, + when he returned from Germany after the Blenheim campaign. + </p> + <p> + The effect produced by both Lady Castlewood's children when they appeared + in public was extraordinary, and the whole town speedily rang with their + fame: such a beautiful couple, it was declared, never had been seen; the + young maid of honor was toasted at every table and tavern, and as for my + young lord, his good looks were even more admired than his sister's. A + hundred songs were written about the pair, and as the fashion of that day + was, my young lord was praised in these Anacreontics as warmly as + Bathyllus. You may be sure that he accepted very complacently the town's + opinion of him, and acquiesced with that frankness and charming good-humor + he always showed in the idea that he was the prettiest fellow in all + London. + </p> + <p> + The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never be got to acknowledge + that Mistress Beatrix was any beauty at all, (in which opinion, as it may + be imagined, a vast number of the ladies agreed with her), yet, on the + very first sight of young Castlewood, she owned she fell in love with him: + and Henry Esmond, on his return to Chelsey, found himself quite superseded + in her favor by her younger kinsman. The feat of drinking the King's + health at Cambridge would have won her heart, she said, if nothing else + did. “How had the dear young fellow got such beauty?” she asked. “Not from + his father—certainly not from his mother. How had he come by such + noble manners, and the perfect bel air? That countrified Walcote widow + could never have taught him.” Esmond had his own opinion about the + countrified Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace and serene kindness, that + had always seemed to him the perfection of good breeding, though he did + not try to argue this point with his aunt. But he could agree in most of + the praises which the enraptured old dowager bestowed on my Lord Viscount, + than whom he never beheld a more fascinating and charming gentleman. + Castlewood had not wit so much as enjoyment. “The lad looks good things,” + Mr. Steele used to say; “and his laugh lights up a conversation as much as + ten repartees from Mr. Congreve. I would as soon sit over a bottle with + him as with Mr. Addison; and rather listen to his talk than hear Nicolini. + Was ever man so gracefully drunk as my Lord Castlewood? I would give + anything to carry my wine” (though, indeed, Dick bore his very kindly, and + plenty of it, too), “like this incomparable young man. When he is sober he + is delightful; and when tipsy, perfectly irresistible.” And referring to + his favorite, Shakspeare (who was quite out of fashion until Steele + brought him back into the mode), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to Prince + Hal, and was pleased to dub Esmond as ancient Pistol. + </p> + <p> + The Mistress of the Robes, the greatest lady in England after the Queen, + or even before her Majesty, as the world said, though she never could be + got to say a civil word to Beatrix, whom she had promoted to her place as + maid of honor, took her brother into instant favor. When young Castlewood, + in his new uniform, and looking like a prince out of a fairy tale, went to + pay his duty to her Grace, she looked at him for a minute in silence, the + young man blushing and in confusion before her, then fairly burst out + a-crying, and kissed him before her daughters and company. “He was my + boy's friend,” she said, through her sobs. “My Blandford might have been + like him.” And everybody saw, after this mark of the Duchess's favor, that + my young lord's promotion was secure, and people crowded round the + favorite's favorite, who became vainer and gayer, and more good-humored + than ever. + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile Madam Beatrix was making her conquests on her own side, and + amongst them was one poor gentleman, who had been shot by her young eyes + two years before, and had never been quite cured of that wound; he knew, + to be sure, how hopeless any passion might be, directed in that quarter, + and had taken that best, though ignoble, remedium amoris, a speedy retreat + from before the charmer, and a long absence from her; and not being + dangerously smitten in the first instance, Esmond pretty soon got the + better of his complaint, and if he had it still, did not know he had it, + and bore it easily. But when he returned after Blenheim, the young lady of + sixteen, who had appeared the most beautiful object his eyes had ever + looked on two years back, was now advanced to a perfect ripeness and + perfection of beauty, such as instantly enthralled the poor devil, who had + already been a fugitive from her charms. Then he had seen her but for two + days, and fled; now he beheld her day after day, and when she was at Court + watched after her; when she was at home, made one of the family party; + when she went abroad, rode after her mother's chariot; when she appeared + in public places, was in the box near her, or in the pit looking at her; + when she went to church was sure to be there, though he might not listen + to the sermon, and be ready to hand her to her chair if she deigned to + accept of his services, and select him from a score of young men who were + always hanging round about her. When she went away, accompanying her + Majesty to Hampton Court, a darkness fell over London. Gods, what nights + has Esmond passed, thinking of her, rhyming about her, talking about her! + His friend Dick Steele was at this time courting the young lady, Mrs. + Scurlock, whom he married; she had a lodging in Kensington Square, hard by + my Lady Castlewood's house there. Dick and Harry, being on the same + errand, used to meet constantly at Kensington. They were always prowling + about that place, or dismally walking thence, or eagerly running thither. + They emptied scores of bottles at the “King's Arms,” each man prating of + his love, and allowing the other to talk on condition that he might have + his own turn as a listener. Hence arose an intimacy between them, though + to all the rest of their friends they must have been insufferable. + Esmond's verses to “Gloriana at the Harpsichord,” to “Gloriana's Nosegay,” + to “Gloriana at Court,” appeared this year in the Observator.—Have + you never read them? They were thought pretty poems, and attributed by + some to Mr. Prior. + </p> + <p> + This passion did not escape—how should it?—the clear eyes of + Esmond's mistress: he told her all; what will a man not do when frantic + with love? To what baseness will he not demean himself? What pangs will he + not make others suffer, so that he may ease his selfish heart of a part of + its own pain? Day after day he would seek his dear mistress, pour insane + hopes, supplications, rhapsodies, raptures, into her ear. She listened, + smiled, consoled, with untiring pity and sweetness. Esmond was the eldest + of her children, so she was pleased to say; and as for her kindness, who + ever had or would look for aught else from one who was an angel of + goodness and pity? After what has been said, 'tis needless almost to add + that poor Esmond's suit was unsuccessful. What was a nameless, penniless + lieutenant to do, when some of the greatest in the land were in the field? + Esmond never so much as thought of asking permission to hope so far above + his reach as he knew this prize was and passed his foolish, useless life + in mere abject sighs and impotent longing. What nights of rage, what days + of torment, of passionate unfulfilled desire, of sickening jealousy can he + recall! Beatrix thought no more of him than of the lackey that followed + her chair. His complaints did not touch her in the least; his raptures + rather fatigued her; she cared for his verses no more than for Dan + Chaucer's, who's dead these ever so many hundred years; she did not hate + him; she rather despised him, and just suffered him. + </p> + <p> + One day, after talking to Beatrix's mother, his dear, fond, constant + mistress—for hours—for all day long—pouring out his + flame and his passion, his despair and rage, returning again and again to + the theme, pacing the room, tearing up the flowers on the table, twisting + and breaking into bits the wax out of the stand-dish, and performing a + hundred mad freaks of passionate folly; seeing his mistress at last quite + pale and tired out with sheer weariness of compassion, and watching over + his fever for the hundredth time, Esmond seized up his hat, and took his + leave. As he got into Kensington Square, a sense of remorse came over him + for the wearisome pain he had been inflicting upon the dearest and kindest + friend ever man had. He went back to the house, where the servant still + stood at the open door, ran up the stairs, and found his mistress where he + had left her in the embrasure of the window, looking over the fields + towards Chelsey. She laughed, wiping away at the same time the tears which + were in her kind eyes; he flung himself down on his knees, and buried his + head in her lap. She had in her hand the stalk of one of the flowers, a + pink, that he had torn to pieces. “Oh, pardon me, pardon me, my dearest + and kindest,” he said; “I am in hell, and you are the angel that brings me + a drop of water.” + </p> + <p> + “I am your mother, you are my son, and I love you always,” she said, + holding her hands over him: and he went away comforted and humbled in + mind, as he thought of that amazing and constant love and tenderness with + which this sweet lady ever blessed and pursued him. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0025" id="link2HCH0025"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI. + </h2> + <h3> + THE FAMOUS MR. JOSEPH ADDISON. + </h3> + <p> + The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard a very + splendid dinner daily at St. James's, at either of which ordinaries Esmond + was free to dine. Dick Steele liked the Guard-table better than his own at + the gentlemen ushers', where there was less wine and more ceremony; and + Esmond had many a jolly afternoon in company of his friend, and a hundred + times at least saw Dick into his chair. If there is verity in wine, + according to the old adage, what an amiable-natured character Dick's must + have been! In proportion as he took in wine he overflowed with kindness. + His talk was not witty so much as charming. He never said a word that + could anger anybody, and only became the more benevolent the more tipsy he + grew. Many of the wags derided the poor fellow in his cups, and chose him + as a butt for their satire: but there was a kindness about him, and a + sweet playful fancy, that seemed to Esmond far more charming than the + pointed talk of the brightest wits, with their elaborate repartees and + affected severities. I think Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those + famous beaux-esprits of the coffee-houses (Mr. William Congreve, for + instance, when his gout and his grandeur permitted him to come among us) + would make many brilliant hits—half a dozen in a night sometimes—but, + like sharp-shooters, when they had fired their shot, they were obliged to + retire under cover till their pieces were loaded again, and wait till they + got another chance at their enemy; whereas Dick never thought that his + bottle companion was a butt to aim at—only a friend to shake by the + hand. The poor fellow had half the town in his confidence; everybody knew + everything about his loves and his debts, his creditors or his mistress's + obduracy. When Esmond first came on to the town, honest Dick was all + flames and raptures for a young lady, a West India fortune, whom he + married. In a couple of years the lady was dead, the fortune was all but + spent, and the honest widower was as eager in pursuit of a new paragon of + beauty, as if he had never courted and married and buried the last one. + </p> + <p> + Quitting the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when by chance Dick had a + sober fit upon him, he and his friend were making their way down Germain + Street, and Dick all of a sudden left his companion's arm, and ran after a + gentleman who was poring over a folio volume at the book-shop near to St. + James's Church. He was a fair, tall man, in a snuff-colored suit, with a + plain sword, very sober, and almost shabby in appearance—at least + when compared to Captain Steele, who loved to adorn his jolly round person + with the finest of clothes, and shone in scarlet and gold lace. The + Captain rushed up, then, to the student of the book-stall, took him in his + arms, hugged him, and would have kissed him—for Dick was always + hugging and bussing his friends—but the other stepped back with a + flush on his pale face, seeming to decline this public manifestation of + Steele's regard. + </p> + <p> + “My dearest Joe, where hast thou hidden thyself this age?” cries the + Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; “I have been languishing + for thee this fortnight.” + </p> + <p> + “A fortnight is not an age, Dick,” says the other, very good-humoredly. + (He had light blue eyes, extraordinary bright, and a face perfectly + regular and handsome, like a tinted statue.) “And I have been hiding + myself—where do you think?” + </p> + <p> + “What! not across the water, my dear Joe?” says Steele, with a look of + great alarm: “thou knowest I have always—” + </p> + <p> + “No,” says his friend, interrupting him with a smile: “we are not come to + such straits as that, Dick. I have been hiding, sir, at a place where + people never think of finding you—at my own lodgings, whither I am + going to smoke a pipe now and drink a glass of sack: will your honor + come?” + </p> + <p> + “Harry Esmond, come hither,” cries out Dick. “Thou hast heard me talk over + and over again of my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed,” says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, “it is not from you only that I + have learnt to admire Mr. Addison. We loved good poetry at Cambridge as + well as at Oxford; and I have some of yours by heart, though I have put on + a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' + shall I go on, sir?” says Mr. Esmond, who, indeed, had read and loved the + charming Latin poems of Mr. Addison, as every scholar of that time knew + and admired them. + </p> + <p> + “This is Captain Esmond who was at Blenheim,” says Steele. + </p> + <p> + “Lieutenant Esmond,” says the other, with a low bow, “at Mr. Addison's + service. + </p> + <p> + “I have heard of you,” says Mr. Addison, with a smile; as, indeed, + everybody about town had heard that unlucky story about Esmond's dowager + aunt and the Duchess. + </p> + <p> + “We were going to the 'George' to take a bottle before the play,” says + Steele: “wilt thou be one, Joe?” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Addison said his own lodgings were hard by, where he was still rich + enough to give a good bottle of wine to his friends; and invited the two + gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, whither we accordingly went. + </p> + <p> + “I shall get credit with my landlady,” says he, with a smile, “when she + sees two such fine gentlemen as you come up my stair.” And he politely + made his visitors welcome to his apartment, which was indeed but a shabby + one, though no grandee of the land could receive his guests with a more + perfect and courtly grace than this gentleman. A frugal dinner, consisting + of a slice of meat and a penny loaf, was awaiting the owner of the + lodgings. “My wine is better than my meat,” says Mr. Addison; “my Lord + Halifax sent me the Burgundy.” And he set a bottle and glasses before his + friends, and ate his simple dinner in a very few minutes, after which the + three fell to, and began to drink. “You see,” says Mr. Addison, pointing + to his writing-table, whereon was a map of the action at Hochstedt, and + several other gazettes and pamphlets relating to the battle, “that I, too, + am busy about your affairs, Captain. I am engaged as a poetical gazetteer, + to say truth, and am writing a poem on the campaign.” + </p> + <p> + So Esmond, at the request of his host, told him what he knew about the + famous battle, drew the river on the table aliquo mero, and with the aid + of some bits of tobacco-pipe showed the advance of the left wing, where he + had been engaged. + </p> + <p> + A sheet or two of the verses lay already on the table beside our bottles + and glasses, and Dick having plentifully refreshed himself from the + latter, took up the pages of manuscript, writ out with scarce a blot or + correction, in the author's slim, neat handwriting, and began to read + therefrom with great emphasis and volubility. At pauses of the verse, the + enthusiastic reader stopped and fired off a great salvo of applause. + </p> + <p> + Esmond smiled at the enthusiasm of Addison's friend. “You are like the + German Burghers,” says he, “and the Princes on the Mozelle: when our army + came to a halt, they always sent a deputation to compliment the chief, and + fired a salute with all their artillery from their walls.” + </p> + <p> + “And drunk the great chiefs health afterward, did not they?” says Captain + Steele, gayly filling up a bumper;—he never was tardy at that sort + of acknowledgment of a friend's merit. + </p> + <p> + “And the Duke, since you will have me act his Grace's part,” says Mr. + Addison, with a smile, and something of a blush, “pledged his friends in + return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I drink to your Highness's + health,” and he filled himself a glass. Joseph required scarce more + pressing than Dick to that sort of amusement; but the wine never seemed at + all to fluster Mr. Addison's brains; it only unloosed his tongue: whereas + Captain Steele's head and speech were quite overcome by a single bottle. + </p> + <p> + No matter what the verses were, and, to say truth, Mr. Esmond found some + of them more than indifferent, Dick's enthusiasm for his chief never + faltered, and in every line from Addison's pen, Steele found a + master-stroke. By the time Dick had come to that part of the poem, wherein + the bard describes as blandly as though he were recording a dance at the + opera, or a harmless bout of bucolic cudgelling at a village fair, that + bloody and ruthless part of our campaign, with the remembrance whereof + every soldier who bore a part in it must sicken with shame—when we + were ordered to ravage and lay waste the Elector's country; and with fire + and murder, slaughter and crime, a great part of his dominions was + overrun; when Dick came to the lines— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “In vengeance roused the soldier fills his hand + With sword and fire, and ravages the land, + In crackling flames a thousand harvests burn, + A thousand villages to ashes turn. + To the thick woods the woolly flocks retreat, + And mixed with bellowing herds confusedly bleat. + Their trembling lords the common shade partake, + And cries of infants found in every brake. + The listening soldier fixed in sorrow stands, + Loth to obey his leader's just commands. + The leader grieves, by generous pity swayed, + To see his just commands so well obeyed;” + </pre> + <p> + by this time wine and friendship had brought poor Dick to a perfectly + maudlin state, and he hiccupped out the last line with a tenderness that + set one of his auditors a-laughing. + </p> + <p> + “I admire the license of your poets,” says Esmond to Mr. Addison. (Dick, + after reading of the verses, was fain to go off, insisting on kissing his + two dear friends before his departure, and reeling away with his periwig + over his eyes.) “I admire your art: the murder of the campaign is done to + military music, like a battle at the opera, and the virgins shriek in + harmony, as our victorious grenadiers march into their villages. Do you + know what a scene it was?”—(by this time, perhaps, the wine had + warmed Mr. Esmond's head too,)—“what a triumph you are celebrating? + what scenes of shame and horror were enacted, over which the commander's + genius presided, as calm as though he didn't belong to our sphere? You + talk of the 'listening soldier fixed in sorrow,' the 'leader's grief + swayed by generous pity;' to my belief the leader cared no more for + bleating flocks than he did for infants' cries, and many of our ruffians + butchered one or the other with equal alacrity. I was ashamed of my trade + when I saw those horrors perpetrated, which came under every man's eyes. + You hew out of your polished verses a stately image of smiling victory; I + tell you 'tis an uncouth, distorted, savage idol; hideous, bloody, and + barbarous. The rites performed before it are shocking to think of. You + great poets should show it as it is—ugly and horrible, not beautiful + and serene. Oh, sir, had you made the campaign, believe me, you never + would have sung it so.” + </p> + <p> + During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking out of his + long pipe, and smiling very placidly. “What would you have?” says he. “In + our polished days, and according to the rules of art, 'tis impossible that + the Muse should depict tortures or begrime her hands with the horrors of + war. These are indicated rather than described; as in the Greek tragedies, + that, I dare say, you have read (and sure there can be no more elegant + specimens of composition), Agamemnon is slain, or Medea's children + destroyed, away from the scene;—the chorus occupying the stage and + singing of the action to pathetic music. Something of this I attempt, my + dear sir, in my humble way: 'tis a panegyric I mean to write, and not a + satire. Were I to sing as you would have me, the town would tear the poet + in pieces, and burn his book by the hands of the common hangman. Do you + not use tobacco? Of all the weeds grown on earth, sure the nicotian is the + most soothing and salutary. We must paint our great Duke,” Mr. Addison + went on, “not as a man, which no doubt he is, with weaknesses like the + rest of us, but as a hero. 'Tis in a triumph, not a battle, that your + humble servant is riding his sleek Pegasus. We college poets trot, you + know, on very easy nags; it hath been, time out of mind, part of the + poet's profession to celebrate the actions of heroes in verse, and to sing + the deeds which you men of war perform. I must follow the rules of my art, + and the composition of such a strain as this must be harmonious and + majestic, not familiar, or too near the vulgar truth. Si parva licet: if + Virgil could invoke the divine Augustus, a humbler poet from the banks of + the Isis may celebrate a victory and a conqueror of our own nation, in + whose triumphs every Briton has a share, and whose glory and genius + contributes to every citizen's individual honor. When hath there been, + since our Henrys' and Edwards' days, such a great feat of arms as that + from which you yourself have brought away marks of distinction? If 'tis in + my power to sing that song worthily, I will do so, and be thankful to my + Muse. If I fail as a poet, as a Briton at least I will show my loyalty, + and fling up my cap and huzzah for the conqueror:— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “'Rheni pacator et Istri + Omnis in hoc uno variis discordia cessit + Ordinibus; laetatur eques, plauditque senator, + Votaque patricio certant plebeia favori.'” + </pre> + <p> + “There were as brave men on that field,” says Mr. Esmond (who never could + be made to love the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those stories which + he used to hear in his youth regarding that great chiefs selfishness and + treachery)—“there were men at Blenheim as good as the leader, whom + neither knights nor senators applauded, nor voices plebeian or patrician + favored, and who lie there forgotten, under the clods. What poet is there + to sing them?” + </p> + <p> + “To sing the gallant souls of heroes sent to Hades!” says Mr. Addison, + with a smile. “Would you celebrate them all? If I may venture to question + anything in such an admirable work, the catalogue of the ships in Homer + hath always appeared to me as somewhat wearisome; what had the poem been, + supposing the writer had chronicled the names of captains, lieutenants, + rank and file? One of the greatest of a great man's qualities is success; + 'tis the result of all the others; 'tis a latent power in him which + compels the favor of the gods, and subjugates fortune. Of all his gifts I + admire that one in the great Marlborough. To be brave? every man is brave. + But in being victorious, as he is, I fancy there is something divine. In + presence of the occasion, the great soul of the leader shines out, and the + god is confessed. Death itself respects him, and passes by him to lay + others low. War and carnage flee before him to ravage other parts of the + field, as Hector from before the divine Achilles. You say he hath no pity; + no more have the gods, who are above it, and superhuman. The fainting + battle gathers strength at his aspect; and, wherever he rides, victory + charges with him.” + </p> + <p> + A couple of days after, when Mr. Esmond revisited his poetic friend, he + found this thought, struck out in the fervor of conversation, improved and + shaped into those famous lines, which are in truth the noblest in the poem + of the “Campaign.” As the two gentlemen sat engaged in talk, Mr. Addison + solacing himself with his customary pipe, the little maid-servant that + waited on his lodging came up, preceding a gentleman in fine laced + clothes, that had evidently been figuring at Court or a great man's levee. + The courtier coughed a little at the smoke of the pipe, and looked round + the room curiously, which was shabby enough, as was the owner in his worn, + snuff-colored suit and plain tie-wig. + </p> + <p> + “How goes on the magnum opus, Mr. Addison?” says the Court gentleman on + looking down at the papers that were on the table. + </p> + <p> + “We were but now over it,” says Addison (the greatest courtier in the land + could not have a more splendid politeness, or greater dignity of manner). + “Here is the plan,” says he, “on the table: hac ibat Simois, here ran the + little river Nebel: hic est Sigeia tellus, here are Tallard's quarters, at + the bowl of this pipe, at the attack of which Captain Esmond was present. + I have the honor to introduce him to Mr. Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was but now + depicting aliquo proelia mixta mero, when you came in.” In truth, the two + gentlemen had been so engaged when the visitor arrived, and Addison, in + his smiling way, speaking of Mr. Webb, colonel of Esmond's regiment (who + commanded a brigade in the action, and greatly distinguished himself + there), was lamenting that he could find never a suitable rhyme for Webb, + otherwise the brigade should have had a place in the poet's verses. “And + for you, you are but a lieutenant,” says Addison, “and the Muse can't + occupy herself with any gentleman under the rank of a field officer.” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Boyle was all impatient to hear, saying that my Lord Treasurer and my + Lord Halifax were equally anxious; and Addison, blushing, began reading of + his verses, and, I suspect, knew their weak parts as well as the most + critical hearer. When he came to the lines describing the angel, that + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “Inspired repulsed battalions to engage, + And taught the doubtful battle where to rage,” + </pre> + <p> + he read with great animation, looking at Esmond, as much as to say, “You + know where that simile came from—from our talk, and our bottle of + Burgundy, the other day.” + </p> + <p> + The poet's two hearers were caught with enthusiasm, and applauded the + verses with all their might. The gentleman of the Court sprang up in great + delight. “Not a word more, my dear sir,” says he. “Trust me with the + papers—I'll defend them with my life. Let me read them over to my + Lord Treasurer, whom I am appointed to see in half an hour. I venture to + promise, the verses shall lose nothing by my reading, and then, sir, we + shall see whether Lord Halifax has a right to complain that his friend's + pension is no longer paid.” And without more ado, the courtier in lace + seized the manuscript pages, placed them in his breast with his ruffled + hand over his heart, executed a most gracious wave of the hat with the + disengaged hand, and smiled and bowed out of the room, leaving an odor of + pomander behind him. + </p> + <p> + “Does not the chamber look quite dark?” says Addison, surveying it, “after + the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious messenger? Why, + he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. Esmond, will bear any + light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, how very worn it looked under + the glare of that splendor! I wonder whether they will do anything for + me,” he continued. “When I came out of Oxford into the world, my patrons + promised me great things; and you see where their promises have landed me, + in a lodging up two pair of stairs, with a sixpenny dinner from the cook's + shop. Well, I suppose this promise will go after the others, and fortune + will jilt me, as the jade has been doing any time these seven years. 'I + puff the prostitute away,'” says he, smiling, and blowing a cloud out of + his pipe. “There is no hardship in poverty, Esmond, that is not bearable; + no hardship even in honest dependence that an honest man may not put up + with. I came out of the lap of Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of + me, and thinking to make a figure in the world with the parts and learning + which had got me no small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and + Isis and Charwell are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. + My reputation ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note of me; + and I learned this at least, to bear up against evil fortune with a + cheerful heart. Friend Dick hath made a figure in the world, and has + passed me in the race long ago. What matters a little name or a little + fortune? There is no fortune that a philosopher cannot endure. I have been + not unknown as a scholar, and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, + and teaching a boy to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but + possible—the bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go + back to Oxford; and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a + curate in a cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my + cottage in the country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not poverty that's + the hardest to bear, or the least happy lot in life,” says Mr. Addison, + shaking the ash out of his pipe. “See, my pipe is smoked out. Shall we + have another bottle? I have still a couple in the cupboard, and of the + right sort. No more?—let us go abroad and take a turn on the Mall, + or look in at the theatre and see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of + wit; but Dick is a good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on + fire.” + </p> + <p> + Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket had come up a + prodigious prize in the lottery of life. All the town was in an uproar of + admiration of his poem, the “Campaign,” which Dick Steele was spouting at + every coffee-house in Whitehall and Covent Garden. The wits on the other + side of Temple Bar saluted him at once as the greatest poet the world had + seen for ages; the people huzza'ed for Marlborough and for Addison, and, + more than this, the party in power provided for the meritorious poet, and + Addison got the appointment of Commissioner of Excise, which the famous + Mr. Locke vacated, and rose from this place to other dignities and honors; + his prosperity from henceforth to the end of his life being scarce ever + interrupted. But I doubt whether he was not happier in his garret in the + Haymarket, than ever he was in his splendid palace at Kensington; and I + believe the fortune that came to him in the shape of the countess his wife + was no better than a shrew and a vixen. + </p> + <p> + Gay as the town was, 'twas but a dreary place for Mr. Esmond, whether his + charmer was in or out of it, and he was glad when his general gave him + notice that he was going back to his division of the army which lay in + winter-quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear mistress bade him farewell with a + cheerful face; her blessing he knew he had always, and wheresoever fate + carried him. Mistress Beatrix was away in attendance on her Majesty at + Hampton Court, and kissed her fair fingertips to him, by way of adieu, + when he rode thither to take his leave. She received her kinsman in a + waiting-room, where there were half a dozen more ladies of the Court, so + that his high-flown speeches, had he intended to make any (and very likely + he did), were impossible; and she announced to her friends that her cousin + was going to the army, in as easy a manner as she would have said he was + going to a chocolate-house. He asked with a rather rueful face, if she had + any orders for the army? and she was pleased to say that she would like a + mantle of Mechlin lace. She made him a saucy curtsy in reply to his own + dismal bow. She deigned to kiss her fingertips from the window, where she + stood laughing with the other ladies, and chanced to see him as he made + his way to the “Toy.” The Dowager at Chelsey was not sorry to part with + him this time. “Mon cher, vous etes triste comme un sermon,” she did him + the honor to say to him; indeed, gentlemen in his condition are by no + means amusing companions, and besides, the fickle old woman had now found + a much more amiable favorite, and raffoled for her darling lieutenant of + the Guard. Frank remained behind for a while, and did not join the army + till later, in the suite of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. His dear + mother, on the last day before Esmond went away, and when the three dined + together, made Esmond promise to befriend her boy, and besought Frank to + take the example of his kinsman as of a loyal gentleman and brave soldier, + so she was pleased to say; and at parting, betrayed not the least sign of + faltering or weakness, though, God knows, that fond heart was fearful + enough when others were concerned, though so resolute in bearing its own + pain. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's general embarked at Harwich. 'Twas a grand sight to see Mr. Webb + dressed in scarlet on the deck, waving his hat as our yacht put off, and + the guns saluted from the shore. Harry did not see his viscount again, + until three months after, at Bois-le-Duc, when his Grace the Duke came to + take the command, and Frank brought a budget of news from home: how he had + supped with this actress, and got tired of that; how he had got the better + of Mr. St. John, both over the bottle, and with Mrs. Mountford, of the + Haymarket Theatre (a veteran charmer of fifty, with whom the young + scapegrace chose to fancy himself in love); how his sister was always at + her tricks, and had jilted a young baron for an old earl. “I can't make + out Beatrix,” he said; “she cares for none of us—she only thinks + about herself; she is never happy unless she is quarrelling; but as for my + mother—my mother, Harry, is an angel.” Harry tried to impress on the + young fellow the necessity of doing everything in his power to please that + angel; not to drink too much; not to go into debt; not to run after the + pretty Flemish girls, and so forth, as became a senior speaking to a lad. + “But Lord bless thee!” the boy said; “I may do what I like, and I know she + will love me all the same;” and so, indeed, he did what he liked. + Everybody spoiled him, and his grave kinsman as much as the rest. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0026" id="link2HCH0026"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII. + </h2> + <h3> + I GET A COMPANY IN THE CAMPAIGN OF 1706. + </h3> + <p> + On Whit-Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first came + under the fire of the enemy, whom we found posted in order of battle, + their lines extending three miles or more, over the high ground behind the + little Gheet river, and having on his left the little village of Anderkirk + or Autre-eglise, and on his right Ramillies, which has given its name to + one of the most brilliant and disastrous days of battle that history ever + hath recorded. + </p> + <p> + Our Duke here once more met his old enemy of Blenheim, the Bavarian + Elector and the Marechal Villeroy, over whom the Prince of Savoy had + gained the famous victory of Chiari. What Englishman or Frenchman doth not + know the issue of that day? Having chosen his own ground, having a force + superior to the English, and besides the excellent Spanish and Bavarian + troops, the whole Maison-du-Roy with him, the most splendid body of horse + in the world,—in an hour (and in spite of the prodigious gallantry + of the French Royal Household, who charged through the centre of our line + and broke it,) this magnificent army of Villeroy was utterly routed by + troops that had been marching for twelve hours, and by the intrepid skill + of a commander, who did, indeed, seem in the presence of the enemy to be + the very Genius of Victory. + </p> + <p> + I think it was more from conviction than policy, though that policy was + surely the most prudent in the world, that the great Duke always spoke of + his victories with an extraordinary modesty, and as if it was not so much + his own admirable genius and courage which achieved these amazing + successes, but as if he was a special and fatal instrument in the hands of + Providence, that willed irresistibly the enemy's overthrow. Before his + actions he always had the church service read solemnly, and professed an + undoubting belief that our Queen's arms were blessed and our victory sure. + All the letters which he writ after his battles show awe rather than + exultation; and he attributes the glory of these achievements, about which + I have heard mere petty officers and men bragging with a pardonable + vainglory, in nowise to his own bravery or skill, but to the + superintending protection of heaven, which he ever seemed to think was our + especial ally. And our army got to believe so, and the enemy learnt to + think so too; for we never entered into a battle without a perfect + confidence that it was to end in a victory; nor did the French, after the + issue of Blenheim, and that astonishing triumph of Ramillies, ever meet us + without feeling that the game was lost before it was begun to be played, + and that our general's fortune was irresistible. Here, as at Blenheim, the + Duke's charger was shot, and 'twas thought for a moment he was dead. As he + mounted another, Binfield, his master of the horse, kneeling to hold his + Grace's stirrup, had his head shot away by a cannon-ball. A French + gentleman of the Royal Household, that was a prisoner with us, told the + writer that at the time of the charge of the Household, when their horse + and ours were mingled, an Irish officer recognized the Prince-Duke, and + calling out—“Marlborough, Marlborough!” fired his pistol at him a + bout-portant, and that a score more carbines and pistols were discharged + at him. Not one touched him: he rode through the French Curiassiers + sword-in-hand, and entirely unhurt, and calm and smiling, rallied the + German Horse, that was reeling before the enemy, brought these and twenty + squadrons of Orkney's back upon them, and drove the French across the + river, again leading the charge himself, and defeating the only dangerous + move the French made that day. + </p> + <p> + Major-General Webb commanded on the left of our line, and had his own + regiment under the orders of their beloved colonel. Neither he nor they + belied their character for gallantry on this occasion; but it was about + his dear young lord that Esmond was anxious, never having sight of him + save once, in the whole course of the day, when he brought an order from + the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When our horse, having charged round + the right flank of the enemy by Overkirk, had thrown him into entire + confusion, a general advance was made, and our whole line of foot, + crossing the little river and the morass, ascended the high ground where + the French were posted, cheering as they went, the enemy retreating before + them. 'Twas a service of more glory than danger, the French battalions + never waiting to exchange push of pike or bayonet with ours; and the + gunners flying from their pieces, which our line left behind us as they + advanced, and the French fell back. + </p> + <p> + At first it was a retreat orderly enough; but presently the retreat became + a rout, and a frightful slaughter of the French ensued on this panic: so + that an army of sixty thousand men was utterly crushed and destroyed in + the course of a couple of hours. It was as if a hurricane had seized a + compact numerous fleet, flung it all to the winds, shattered, sunk, and + annihilated it: afflavit Deus, et dissipati sunt. The French army of + Flanders was gone, their artillery, their standards, their treasure, + provisions, and ammunition were all left behind them: the poor devils had + even fled without their soup-kettles, which are as much the palladia of + the French infantry as of the Grand Seignior's Janissaries, and round + which they rally even more than round their lilies. + </p> + <p> + The pursuit, and a dreadful carnage which ensued (for the dregs of a + battle, however brilliant, are ever a base residue of rapine, cruelty, and + drunken plunder,) was carried far beyond the field of Ramillies. + </p> + <p> + Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, no doubt wanted to be among the + marauders himself and take his share of the booty; for when, the action + over, and the troops got to their ground for the night, the Captain bade + Lockwood get a horse, he asked, with a very rueful countenance, whether + his honor would have him come too; but his honor only bade him go about + his own business, and Jack hopped away quite delighted as soon as he saw + his master mounted. Esmond made his way, and not without danger and + difficulty, to his Grace's headquarters, and found for himself very + quickly where the aide-de-camps' quarters were, in an out-building of a + farm, where several of these gentlemen were seated, drinking and singing, + and at supper. If he had any anxiety about his boy, 'twas relieved at + once. One of the gentlemen was singing a song to a tune that Mr. Farquhar + and Mr. Gay both had used in their admirable comedies, and very popular in + the army of that day; and after the song came a chorus, “Over the hills + and far away;” and Esmond heard Frank's fresh voice, soaring, as it were, + over the songs of the rest of the young men—a voice that had always + a certain artless, indescribable pathos with it, and indeed which caused + Mr. Esmond's eyes to fill with tears now, out of thankfulness to God the + child was safe and still alive to laugh and sing. + </p> + <p> + When the song was over Esmond entered the room, where he knew several of + the gentlemen present, and there sat my young lord, having taken off his + cuirass, his waistcoat open, his face flushed, his long yellow hair + hanging over his shoulders, drinking with the rest; the youngest, gayest, + handsomest there. As soon as he saw Esmond, he clapped down his glass, and + running towards his friend, put both his arms round him and embraced him. + The other's voice trembled with joy as he greeted the lad; he had thought + but now as he stood in the court-yard under the clear-shining moonlight: + “Great God! what a scene of murder is here within a mile of us; what + hundreds and thousands have faced danger to-day; and here are these lads + singing over their cups, and the same moon that is shining over yonder + horrid field is looking down on Walcote very likely, while my lady sits + and thinks about her boy that is at the war.” As Esmond embraced his young + pupil now, 'twas with the feeling of quite religious thankfulness and an + almost paternal pleasure that he beheld him. + </p> + <p> + Round his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, that was made of small + brilliants and might be worth a hundred crowns. “Look,” says he, “won't + that be a pretty present for mother?” + </p> + <p> + “Who gave you the Order?” says Harry, saluting the gentleman: “did you win + it in battle?” + </p> + <p> + “I won it,” cried the other, “with my sword and my spear. There was a + mousquetaire that had it round his neck—such a big mousquetaire, as + big as General Webb. I called out to him to surrender, and that I'd give + him quarter: he called me a petit polisson and fired his pistol at me, and + then sent it at my head with a curse. I rode at him, sir, drove my sword + right under his arm-hole, and broke it in the rascal's body. I found a + purse in his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, and a bundle of + love-letters, and a flask of Hungary-water. Vive la guerre! there are the + ten pieces you lent me. I should like to have a fight every day;” and he + pulled at his little moustache and bade a servant bring a supper to + Captain Esmond. + </p> + <p> + Harry fell to with a very good appetite; he had tasted nothing since + twenty hours ago, at early dawn. Master Grandson, who read this, do you + look for the history of battles and sieges? Go, find them in the proper + books; this is only the story of your grandfather and his family. Far more + pleasant to him than the victory, though for that too he may say meminisse + juvat, it was to find that the day was over, and his dear young Castlewood + was unhurt. + </p> + <p> + And would you, sirrah, wish to know how it was that a sedate Captain of + Foot, a studious and rather solitary bachelor of eight or nine and twenty + years of age, who did not care very much for the jollities which his + comrades engaged in, and was never known to lose his heart in any + garrison-town—should you wish to know why such a man had so + prodigious a tenderness, and tended so fondly a boy of eighteen, wait, my + good friend, until thou art in love with thy schoolfellow's sister, and + then see how mighty tender thou wilt be towards him. Esmond's general and + his Grace the Prince-Duke were notoriously at variance, and the former's + friendship was in nowise likely to advance any man's promotion of whose + services Webb spoke well; but rather likely to injure him, so the army + said, in the favor of the greater man. However, Mr. Esmond had the good + fortune to be mentioned very advantageously by Major-General Webb in his + report after the action; and the major of his regiment and two of the + captains having been killed upon the day of Ramillies, Esmond, who was + second of the lieutenants, got his company, and had the honor of serving + as Captain Esmond in the next campaign. + </p> + <p> + My lord went home in the winter, but Esmond was afraid to follow him. His + dear mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking him, as mothers + know how to thank, for his care and protection of her boy, extolling + Esmond's own merits with a great deal more praise than they deserved; for + he did his duty no better than any other officer; and speaking sometimes, + though gently and cautiously, of Beatrix. News came from home of at least + half a dozen grand matches that the beautiful maid of honor was about to + make. She was engaged to an earl, our gentleman of St. James's said, and + then jilted him for a duke, who, in his turn, had drawn off. Earl or duke + it might be who should win this Helen, Esmond knew she would never bestow + herself on a poor captain. Her conduct, it was clear, was little + satisfactory to her mother, who scarcely mentioned her, or else the kind + lady thought it was best to say nothing, and leave time to work out its + cure. At any rate, Harry was best away from the fatal object which always + wrought him so much mischief; and so he never asked for leave to go home, + but remained with his regiment that was garrisoned in Brussels, which city + fell into our hands when the victory of Ramillies drove the French out of + Flanders. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0027" id="link2HCH0027"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII. + </h2> + <p> + I MEET AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN FLANDERS, AND FIND MY MOTHER'S GRAVE AND MY + OWN CRADLE THERE. + </p> + <p> + Being one day in the Church of St. Gudule, at Brussels, admiring the + antique splendor of the architecture (and always entertaining a great + tenderness and reverence for the Mother Church, that hath been as wickedly + persecuted in England as ever she herself persecuted in the days of her + prosperity), Esmond saw kneeling at a side altar an officer in a green + uniform coat, very deeply engaged in devotion. Something familiar in the + figure and posture of the kneeling man struck Captain Esmond, even before + he saw the officer's face. As he rose up, putting away into his pocket a + little black breviary, such as priests use, Esmond beheld a countenance so + like that of his friend and tutor of early days, Father Holt, that he + broke out into an exclamation of astonishment and advanced a step towards + the gentleman, who was making his way out of church. The German officer + too looked surprised when he saw Esmond, and his face from being pale grew + suddenly red. By this mark of recognition, the Englishman knew that he + could not be mistaken; and though the other did not stop, but on the + contrary rather hastily walked away towards the door, Esmond pursued him + and faced him once more, as the officer, helping himself to holy water, + turned mechanically towards the altar, to bow to it ere he quitted the + sacred edifice. + </p> + <p> + “My Father!” says Esmond in English. + </p> + <p> + “Silence! I do not understand. I do not speak English,” says the other in + Latin. + </p> + <p> + Esmond smiled at this sign of confusion, and replied in the same language—“I + should know my Father in any garment, black or white, shaven or bearded;” + for the Austrian officer was habited quite in the military manner, and had + as warlike a mustachio as any Pandour. + </p> + <p> + He laughed—we were on the church steps by this time, passing through + the crowd of beggars that usually is there holding up little trinkets for + sale and whining for alms. “You speak Latin,” says he, “in the English + way, Harry Esmond; you have forsaken the old true Roman tongue you once + knew.” His tone was very frank, and friendly quite; the kind voice of + fifteen years back; he gave Esmond his hand as he spoke. + </p> + <p> + “Others have changed their coats too, my Father,” says Esmond, glancing at + his friend's military decoration. + </p> + <p> + “Hush! I am Mr. or Captain von Holtz, in the Bavarian Elector's service, + and on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. You can keep a + secret I know from old times.” + </p> + <p> + “Captain von Holtz,” says Esmond, “I am your very humble servant.” + </p> + <p> + “And you, too, have changed your coat,” continues the other in his + laughing way; “I have heard of you at Cambridge and afterwards: we have + friends everywhere; and I am told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge was as good + a fencer as he was a bad theologian.” (So, thinks Esmond, my old maitre + d'armes was a Jesuit, as they said.) + </p> + <p> + “Perhaps you are right,” says the other, reading his thoughts quite as he + used to do in old days; “you were all but killed at Hochstedt of a wound + in the left side. You were before that at Vigo, aide-de-camp to the Duke + of Ormonde. You got your company the other day after Ramillies; your + general and the Prince-Duke are not friends; he is of the Webbs of Lydiard + Tregoze, in the county of York, a relation of my Lord St. John. Your + cousin, M. de Castlewood, served his first campaign this year in the + Guard; yes, I do know a few things, as you see.” + </p> + <p> + Captain Esmond laughed in his turn. “You have indeed a curious knowledge,” + he says. A foible of Mr. Holt's, who did know more about books and men + than, perhaps, almost any person Esmond had ever met, was omniscience; + thus in every point he here professed to know, he was nearly right, but + not quite. Esmond's wound was in the right side, not the left; his first + general was General Lumley; Mr. Webb came out of Wiltshire, not out of + Yorkshire; and so forth. Esmond did not think fit to correct his old + master in these trifling blunders, but they served to give him a knowledge + of the other's character, and he smiled to think that this was his oracle + of early days; only now no longer infallible or divine. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, “for a man who has not + been in England these eight years, I know what goes on in London very + well. The old Dean is dead, my Lady Castlewood's father. Do you know that + your recusant bishops wanted to consecrate him Bishop of Southampton, and + that Collier is Bishop of Thetford by the same imposition? The Princess + Anne has the gout and eats too much; when the King returns, Collier will + be an archbishop.” + </p> + <p> + “Amen!” says Esmond, laughing; “and I hope to see your Eminence no longer + in jack-boots, but red stockings, at Whitehall.” + </p> + <p> + “You are always with us—I know that—I heard of that when you + were at Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount.” + </p> + <p> + “And so was my father before me,” said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly at the + other, who did not, however, show the least sign of intelligence in his + impenetrable gray eyes—how well Harry remembered them and their + look! only crows' feet were wrinkled round them—marks of black old + Time had settled there. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's face chose to show no more sign of meaning than the Father's. + There may have been on the one side and the other just the faintest + glitter of recognition, as you see a bayonet shining out of an ambush; but + each party fell back, when everything was again dark. + </p> + <p> + “And you, mon capitaine, where have you been?” says Esmond, turning away + the conversation from this dangerous ground, where neither chose to + engage. + </p> + <p> + “I may have been in Pekin,” says he, “or I may have been in Paraguay—who + knows where? I am now Captain von Holtz, in the service of his Electoral + Highness, come to negotiate exchange of prisoners with his Highness of + Savoy.” + </p> + <p> + 'Twas well known that very many officers in our army were well-affected + towards the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the throne was + undeniable, and whose accession to it, at the death of his sister, by far + the greater part of the English people would have preferred, to the having + a petty German prince for a sovereign, about whose cruelty, rapacity, + boorish manners, and odious foreign ways, a thousand stories were current. + It wounded our English pride to think that a shabby High-Dutch duke, whose + revenues were not a tithe as great as those of many of the princes of our + ancient English nobility, who could not speak a word of our language, and + whom we chose to represent as a sort of German boor, feeding on train-oil + and sour-crout, with a bevy of mistresses in a barn, should come to reign + over the proudest and most polished people in the world. Were we, the + conquerors of the Grand Monarch, to submit to that ignoble domination? + What did the Hanoverian's Protestantism matter to us? Was it not notorious + (we were told and led to believe so) that one of the daughters of this + Protestant hero was being bred up with no religion at all, as yet, and + ready to be made Lutheran or Roman, according as the husband might be whom + her parents should find for her? This talk, very idle and abusive much of + it was, went on at a hundred mess-tables in the army; there was scarce an + ensign that did not hear it, or join in it, and everybody knew, or + affected to know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had relations with + his nephew, the Duke of Berwick ('twas by an Englishman, thank God, that + we were beaten at Almanza), and that his Grace was most anxious to restore + the royal race of his benefactors, and to repair his former treason. + </p> + <p> + This is certain, that for a considerable period no officer in the Duke's + army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for entertaining or + proclaiming his loyalty towards the exiled family. When the Chevalier de + St. George, as the King of England called himself, came with the dukes of + the French blood royal, to join the French army under Vendosme, hundreds + of ours saw him and cheered him, and we all said he was like his father in + this, who, seeing the action of La Hogue fought between the French ships + and ours, was on the side of his native country during the battle. But + this, at least the Chevalier knew, and every one knew, that, however well + our troops and their general might be inclined towards the prince + personally, in the face of the enemy there was no question at all. + Wherever my Lord Duke found a French army, he would fight and beat it, as + he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, where his Grace achieved + another of his transcendent victories; and the noble young prince, who + charged gallantly along with the magnificent Maison-du-Roy, sent to + compliment his conquerors after the action. + </p> + <p> + In this battle, where the young Electoral Prince of Hanover behaved + himself very gallantly, fighting on our side, Esmond's dear General Webb + distinguished himself prodigiously, exhibiting consummate skill and + coolness as a general, and fighting with the personal bravery of a common + soldier. Esmond's good-luck again attended him; he escaped without a hurt, + although more than a third of his regiment was killed, had again the honor + to be favorably mentioned in his commander's report, and was advanced to + the rank of major. But of this action there is little need to speak, as it + hath been related in every Gazette, and talked of in every hamlet in this + country. To return from it to the writer's private affairs, which here, in + his old age, and at a distance, he narrates for his children who come + after him. Before Oudenarde, after that chance rencontre with Captain von + Holtz at Brussels, a space of more than a year elapsed, during which the + captain of Jesuits and the captain of Webb's Fusileers were thrown very + much together. Esmond had no difficulty in finding out (indeed, the other + made no secret of it to him, being assured from old times of his pupil's + fidelity), that the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. + Germains, and that he carried intelligence between great personages in our + camp and that of the French. “My business,” said he—“and I tell you, + both because I can trust you and your keen eyes have already discovered it—is + between the King of England and his subjects here engaged in fighting the + French king. As between you and them, all the Jesuits in the world will + not prevent your quarrelling: fight it out, gentlemen. St. George for + England, I say—and you know who says so, wherever he may be.” + </p> + <p> + I think Holt loved to make a parade of mystery, as it were, and would + appear and disappear at our quarters as suddenly as he used to return and + vanish in the old days at Castlewood. He had passes between both armies, + and seemed to know (but with that inaccuracy which belonged to the good + Father's omniscience) equally well what passed in the French camp and in + ours. One day he would give Esmond news of a great feste that took place + in the French quarters, of a supper of Monsieur de Rohan's, where there + was play and violins, and then dancing and masques; the King drove thither + in Marshal Villars' own guinguette. Another day he had the news of his + Majesty's ague: the King had not had a fit these ten days, and might be + said to be well. Captain Holtz made a visit to England during this time, + so eager was he about negotiating prisoners; and 'twas on returning from + this voyage that he began to open himself more to Esmond, and to make him, + as occasion served, at their various meetings, several of those + confidences which are here set down all together. + </p> + <p> + The reason of his increased confidence was this: upon going to London, the + old director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, paid her ladyship a visit at + Chelsey, and there learnt from her that Captain Esmond was acquainted with + the secret of his family, and was determined never to divulge it. The + knowledge of this fact raised Esmond in his old tutor's eyes, so Holt was + pleased to say, and he admired Harry very much for his abnegation. + </p> + <p> + “The family at Castlewood have done far more for me than my own ever did,” + Esmond said. “I would give my life for them. Why should I grudge the only + benefit that 'tis in my power to confer on them?” The good Father's eyes + filled with tears at this speech, which to the other seemed very simple: + he embraced Esmond, and broke out into many admiring expressions; he said + he was a noble coeur, that he was proud of him, and fond of him as his + pupil and friend—regretted more than ever that he had lost him, and + been forced to leave him in those early times, when he might have had an + influence over him, have brought him into that only true church to which + the Father belonged, and enlisted him in the noblest army in which a man + ever engaged—meaning his own society of Jesus, which numbers (says + he) in its troops the greatest heroes the world ever knew;—warriors + brave enough to dare or endure anything, to encounter any odds, to die any + death—soldiers that have won triumphs a thousand times more + brilliant than those of the greatest general; that have brought nations on + their knees to their sacred banner, the Cross; that have achieved glories + and palms incomparably brighter than those awarded to the most splendid + earthly conquerors—crowns of immortal light, and seats in the high + places of heaven. + </p> + <p> + Esmond was thankful for his old friend's good opinion, however little he + might share the Jesuit-father's enthusiasm. “I have thought of that + question, too,” says he, “dear Father,” and he took the other's hand—“thought + it out for myself, as all men must, and contrive to do the right, and + trust to heaven as devoutly in my way as you in yours. Another six months + of you as a child, and I had desired no better. I used to weep upon my + pillow at Castlewood as I thought of you, and I might have been a brother + of your order; and who knows,” Esmond added, with a smile, “a priest in + full orders, and with a pair of mustachios, and a Bavarian uniform?” + </p> + <p> + “My son,” says Father Holt, turning red, “in the cause of religion and + loyalty all disguises are fair.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” broke in Esmond, “all disguises are fair, you say; and all + uniforms, say I, black or red,—a black cockade or a white one—or + a laced hat, or a sombrero, with a tonsure under it. I cannot believe that + St. Francis Xavier sailed over the sea in a cloak, or raised the dead—I + tried, and very nearly did once, but cannot. Suffer me to do the right, + and to hope for the best in my own way.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond wished to cut short the good Father's theology, and succeeded; and + the other, sighing over his pupil's invincible ignorance, did not withdraw + his affection from him, but gave him his utmost confidence—as much, + that is to say, as a priest can give: more than most do; for he was + naturally garrulous, and too eager to speak. + </p> + <p> + Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask, what he long wished to + know, and none could tell him, some history of the poor mother whom he had + often imagined in his dreams, and whom he never knew. He described to Holt + those circumstances which are already put down in the first part of this + story—the promise he had made to his dear lord, and that dying + friend's confession; and he besought Mr. Holt to tell him what he knew + regarding the poor woman from whom he had been taken. + </p> + <p> + “She was of this very town,” Holt said, and took Esmond to see the street + where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was born. “In 1676, + when your father came hither in the retinue of the late king, then Duke of + York, and banished hither in disgrace, Captain Thomas Esmond became + acquainted with your mother, pursued her, and made a victim of her; he + hath told me in many subsequent conversations, which I felt bound to keep + private then, that she was a woman of great virtue and tenderness, and in + all respects a most fond, faithful creature. He called himself Captain + Thomas, having good reason to be ashamed of his conduct towards her, and + hath spoken to me many times with sincere remorse for that, as with fond + love for her many amiable qualities, he owned to having treated her very + ill: and that at this time his life was one of profligacy, gambling, and + poverty. She became with child of you; was cursed by her own parents at + that discovery; though she never upbraided, except by her involuntary + tears, and the misery depicted on her countenance, the author of her + wretchedness and ruin. + </p> + <p> + “Thomas Esmond—Captain Thomas, as he was called—became engaged + in a gaming-house brawl, of which the consequence was a duel, and a wound + so severe that he never—his surgeon said—could outlive it. + Thinking his death certain, and touched with remorse, he sent for a priest + of the very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the same day, + after his making submission to our Church, was married to your mother a + few weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount Castlewood, Marquis of + Esmond, by King James's patent, which I myself took to your father, your + lordship was christened at St. Gudule by the same cure who married your + parents, and by the name of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, officier + Anglois, and Gertrude Maes. You see you belong to us from your birth, and + why I did not christen you when you became my dear little pupil at + Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “Your father's wound took a favorable turn—perhaps his conscience + was eased by the right he had done—and to the surprise of the + doctors he recovered. But as his health came back, his wicked nature, too, + returned. He was tired of the poor girl, whom he had ruined; and receiving + some remittance from his uncle, my lord the old viscount, then in England, + he pretended business, promised return, and never saw your poor mother + more. + </p> + <p> + “He owned to me, in confession first, but afterwards in talk before your + aunt, his wife, else I never could have disclosed what I now tell you, + that on coming to London he writ a pretended confession to poor Gertrude + Maes—Gertrude Esmond—of his having been married in England + previously, before uniting himself with her; said that his name was not + Thomas; that he was about to quit Europe for the Virginian plantations, + where, indeed, your family had a grant of land from King Charles the + First; sent her a supply of money, the half of the last hundred guineas he + had, entreated her pardon, and bade her farewell. + </p> + <p> + “Poor Gertrude never thought that the news in this letter might be untrue + as the rest of your father's conduct to her. But though a young man of her + own degree, who knew her history, and whom she liked before she saw the + English gentleman who was the cause of all her misery, offered to marry + her, and to adopt you as his own child, and give you his name, she refused + him. This refusal only angered her father, who had taken her home; she + never held up her head there, being the subject of constant unkindness + after her fall; and some devout ladies of her acquaintance offering to pay + a little pension for her, she went into a convent, and you were put out to + nurse. + </p> + <p> + “A sister of the young fellow who would have adopted you as his son was + the person who took charge of you. Your mother and this person were + cousins. She had just lost a child of her own, which you replaced, your + own mother being too sick and feeble to feed you; and presently your nurse + grew so fond of you, that she even grudged letting you visit the convent + where your mother was, and where the nuns petted the little infant, as + they pitied and loved its unhappy parent. Her vocation became stronger + every day, and at the end of two years she was received as a sister of the + house. + </p> + <p> + “Your nurse's family were silk-weavers out of France, whither they + returned to Arras in French Flanders, shortly before your mother took her + vows, carrying you with them, then a child of three years old. 'Twas a + town, before the late vigorous measures of the French king, full of + Protestants, and here your nurse's father, old Pastoureau, he with whom + you afterwards lived at Ealing, adopted the reformed doctrines, perverting + all his house with him. They were expelled thence by the edict of his most + Christian Majesty, and came to London, and set up their looms in + Spittlefields. The old man brought a little money with him, and carried on + his trade, but in a poor way. He was a widower; by this time his daughter, + a widow too, kept house for him, and his son and he labored together at + their vocation. Meanwhile your father had publicly owned his conversion + just before King Charles's death (in whom our Church had much such another + convert), was reconciled to my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and married, as + you know, to his daughter. + </p> + <p> + “It chanced that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of brocade to + the mercer who employed him, on Ludgate Hill, met his old rival coming out + of an ordinary there. Pastoureau knew your father at once, seized him by + the collar, and upbraided him as a villain, who had seduced his mistress, + and afterwards deserted her and her son. Mr. Thomas Esmond also recognized + Pastoureau at once, besought him to calm his indignation, and not to bring + a crowd round about them; and bade him to enter into the tavern, out of + which he had just stepped, when he would give him any explanation. + Pastoureau entered, and heard the landlord order the drawer to show + Captain Thomas to a room; it was by his Christian name that your father + was familiarly called at his tavern haunts, which, to say the truth, were + none of the most reputable. + </p> + <p> + “I must tell you that Captain Thomas, or my Lord Viscount afterwards, was + never at a loss for a story, and could cajole a woman or a dun with a + volubility, and an air of simplicity at the same time, of which many a + creditor of his has been the dupe. His tales used to gather verisimilitude + as he went on with them. He strung together fact after fact with a + wonderful rapidity and coherence. It required, saving your presence, a + very long habit of acquaintance with your father to know when his lordship + was l——,—telling the truth or no. + </p> + <p> + “He told me with rueful remorse when he was ill—for the fear of + death set him instantly repenting, and with shrieks of laughter when he + was well, his lordship having a very great sense of humor—how in a + half an hour's time, and before a bottle was drunk, he had completely + succeeded in biting poor Pastoureau. The seduction he owned to: that he + could not help: he was quite ready with tears at a moment's warning, and + shed them profusely to melt his credulous listener. He wept for your + mother even more than Pastoureau did, who cried very heartily, poor + fellow, as my lord informed me; he swore upon his honor that he had twice + sent money to Brussels, and mentioned the name of the merchant with whom + it was lying for poor Gertrude's use. He did not even know whether she had + a child or no, or whether she was alive or dead; but got these facts + easily out of honest Pastoureau's answers to him. When he heard that she + was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, should + he survive his wife, whom he hated, and had been forced by a cruel father + to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude's son was alive, and actually + in London, 'I started,' says he; 'for then, damme, my wife was expecting + to lie in, and I thought should this old Put, my father-in-law, run rusty, + here would be a good chance to frighten him.' + </p> + <p> + “He expressed the deepest gratitude to the Pastoureau family for the care + of the infant: you were now near six years old; and on Pastoureau bluntly + telling him, when he proposed to go that instant and see the darling + child, that they never wished to see his ill-omened face again within + their doors; that he might have the boy, though they should all be very + sorry to lose him; and that they would take his money, they being poor, if + he gave it; or bring him up, by God's help, as they had hitherto done, + without: he acquiesced in this at once, with a sigh, said, 'Well, 'twas + better that the dear child should remain with friends who had been so + admirably kind to him;' and in his talk to me afterwards, honestly praised + and admired the weaver's conduct and spirit; owned that the Frenchman was + a right fellow, and he, the Lord have mercy upon him, a sad villain. + </p> + <p> + “Your father,” Mr. Holt went on to say, “was good-natured with his money + when he had it; and having that day received a supply from his uncle, gave + the weaver ten pieces with perfect freedom, and promised him further + remittances. He took down eagerly Pastoureau's name and place of abode in + his table-book, and when the other asked him for his own, gave, with the + utmost readiness, his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, Penzance, + Cornwall; he said he was in London for a few days only on business + connected with his wife's property; described her as a shrew, though a + woman of kind disposition; and depicted his father as a Cornish squire, in + an infirm state of health, at whose death he hoped for something handsome, + when he promised richly to reward the admirable protector of his child, + and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' he said to me in his + strange laughing way, 'I ordered a piece of brocade of the very same + pattern as that which the fellow was carrying, and presented it to my wife + for a morning wrapper, to receive company after she lay in of our little + boy.' + </p> + <p> + “Your little pension was paid regularly enough; and when your father + became Viscount Castlewood on his uncle's demise, I was employed to keep a + watch over you, and 'twas at my instance that you were brought home. Your + foster-mother was dead; her father made acquaintance with a woman whom he + married, who quarrelled with his son. The faithful creature came back to + Brussels to be near the woman he loved, and died, too, a few months before + her. Will you see her cross in the convent cemetery? The Superior is an + old penitent of mine, and remembers Soeur Marie Madeleine fondly still.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond came to this spot in one sunny evening of spring, and saw, amidst a + thousand black crosses, casting their shadows across the grassy mounds, + that particular one which marked his mother's resting-place. Many more of + those poor creatures that lay there had adopted that same name, with which + sorrow had rebaptized her, and which fondly seemed to hint their + individual story of love and grief. He fancied her in tears and darkness, + kneeling at the foot of her cross, under which her cares were buried. + Surely he knelt down, and said his own prayer there, not in sorrow so much + as in awe (for even his memory had no recollection of her), and in pity + for the pangs which the gentle soul in life had been made to suffer. To + this cross she brought them; for this heavenly bridegroom she exchanged + the husband who had wooed her, the traitor who had left her. A thousand + such hillocks lay round about, the gentle daisies springing out of the + grass over them, and each bearing its cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled + in black, was kneeling hard by, at a sleeping sister's bedside (so fresh + made, that the spring had scarce had time to spin a coverlid for it); + beyond the cemetery walls you had glimpses of life and the world, and the + spires and gables of the city. A bird came down from a roof opposite, and + lit first on a cross, and then on the grass below it, whence it flew away + presently with a leaf in its mouth: then came a sound as of chanting, from + the chapel of the sisters hard by; others had long since filled the place + which poor Mary Magdeleine once had there, were kneeling at the same + stall, and hearing the same hymns and prayers in which her stricken heart + had found consolation. Might she sleep in peace—might she sleep in + peace; and we, too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the earth + is the Lord's as the heaven is; we are alike his creatures here and + yonder. I took a little flower off the hillock and kissed it, and went my + way, like the bird that had just lighted on the cross by me, back into the + world again. Silent receptacle of death; tranquil depth of calm, out of + reach of tempest and trouble! I felt as one who had been walking below the + sea, and treading amidst the bones of shipwrecks. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0028" id="link2HCH0028"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIV. + </h2> + <h3> + THE CAMPAIGN OF 1707, 1708. + </h3> + <p> + During the whole of the year which succeeded that in which the glorious + battle of Ramillies had been fought, our army made no movement of + importance, much to the disgust of very many of our officers remaining + inactive in Flanders, who said that his Grace the Captain-General had had + fighting enough, and was all for money now, and the enjoyment of his five + thousand a year and his splendid palace at Woodstock, which was now being + built. And his Grace had sufficient occupation fighting his enemies at + home this year, where it began to be whispered that his favor was + decreasing, and his duchess losing her hold on the Queen, who was + transferring her royal affections to the famous Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. + Masham's humble servant, Mr. Harley. Against their intrigues, our Duke + passed a great part of his time intriguing. Mr. Harley was got out of + office, and his Grace, in so far, had a victory. But her Majesty, + convinced against her will, was of that opinion still, of which the poet + says people are when so convinced, and Mr. Harley before long had his + revenge. + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile the business of fighting did not go on any way to the + satisfaction of Marlborough's gallant lieutenants. During all 1707, with + the French before us, we had never so much as a battle; our army in Spain + was utterly routed at Almanza by the gallant Duke of Berwick; and we of + Webb's, which regiment the young Duke had commanded before his father's + abdication, were a little proud to think that it was our colonel who had + achieved this victory. “I think if I had had Galway's place, and my + Fusileers,” says our General, “we would not have laid down our arms, even + to our old colonel, as Galway did;” and Webb's officers swore if we had + had Webb, at least we would not have been taken prisoners. Our dear old + general talked incautiously of himself and of others; a braver or a more + brilliant soldier never lived than he; but he blew his honest trumpet + rather more loudly than became a commander of his station, and, mighty man + of valor as he was, shook his great spear and blustered before the army + too fiercely. + </p> + <p> + Mysterious Mr. Holtz went off on a secret expedition in the early part of + 1708, with great elation of spirits and a prophecy to Esmond that a + wonderful something was about to take place. This secret came out on my + friend's return to the army, whither he brought a most rueful and dejected + countenance, and owned that the great something he had been engaged upon + had failed utterly. He had been indeed with that luckless expedition of + the Chevalier de St. George, who was sent by the French king with ships + and an army from Dunkirk, and was to have invaded and conquered Scotland. + But that ill wind which ever opposed all the projects upon which the + Prince ever embarked, prevented the Chevalier's invasion of Scotland, as + 'tis known, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz back into our camp again, to + scheme and foretell, and to pry about as usual. The Chevalier (the king of + England, as some of us held him) went from Dunkirk to the French army to + make the campaign against us. The Duke of Burgundy had the command this + year, having the Duke of Berry with him, and the famous Mareschal Vendosme + and the Duke of Matignon to aid him in the campaign. Holtz, who knew + everything that was passing in Flanders and France (and the Indies for + what I know), insisted that there would be no more fighting in 1708 than + there had been in the previous year, and that our commander had reasons + for keeping him quiet. Indeed, Esmond's general, who was known as a + grumbler, and to have a hearty mistrust of the great Duke, and hundreds + more officers besides, did not scruple to say that these private reasons + came to the Duke in the shape of crown-pieces from the French King, by + whom the Generalissimo was bribed to avoid a battle. There were plenty of + men in our lines, quidnuncs, to whom Mr. Webb listened only too willingly, + who could specify the exact sums the Duke got, how much fell to Cadogan's + share, and what was the precise fee given to Doctor Hare. + </p> + <p> + And the successes with which the French began the campaign of 1708 served + to give strength to these reports of treason, which were in everybody's + mouth. Our general allowed the enemy to get between us and Ghent, and + declined to attack him, though for eight and forty hours the armies were + in presence of each other. Ghent was taken, and on the same day Monsieur + de la Mothe summoned Bruges; and these two great cities fell into the + hands of the French without firing a shot. A few days afterwards La Mothe + seized upon the fort of Plashendall: and it began to be supposed that all + Spanish Flanders, as well as Brabant, would fall into the hands of the + French troops; when the Prince Eugene arrived from the Mozelle, and then + there was no more shilly-shallying. + </p> + <p> + The Prince of Savoy always signalized his arrival at the army by a great + feast (my Lord Duke's entertainments were both seldom and shabby): and I + remember our general returning from this dinner with the two + commanders-in-chief; his honest head a little excited by wine, which was + dealt out much more liberally by the Austrian than by the English + commander:—“Now,” says my general, slapping the table, with an oath, + “he must fight; and when he is forced to it, d—- it, no man in + Europe can stand up against Jack Churchill.” Within a week the battle of + Oudenarde was fought, when, hate each other as they might, Esmond's + general and the Commander-in-Chief were forced to admire each other, so + splendid was the gallantry of each upon this day. + </p> + <p> + The brigade commanded by Major-General Webb gave and received about as + hard knocks as any that were delivered in that action, in which Mr. Esmond + had the fortune to serve at the head of his own company in his regiment, + under the command of their own Colonel as Major-General; and it was his + good luck to bring the regiment out of action as commander of it, the four + senior officers above him being killed in the prodigious slaughter which + happened on that day. I like to think that Jack Haythorn, who sneered at + me for being a bastard and a parasite of Webb's, as he chose to call me, + and with whom I had had words, shook hands with me the day before the + battle began. Three days before, poor Brace, our Lieutenant-Colonel, had + heard of his elder brother's death, and was heir to a baronetcy in + Norfolk, and four thousand a year. Fate, that had left him harmless + through a dozen campaigns, seized on him just as the world was worth + living for, and he went into action knowing, as he said, that the luck was + going to turn against him. The Major had just joined us—a creature + of Lord Marlborough, put in much to the dislike of the other officers, and + to be a spy upon us, as it was said. I know not whether the truth was so, + nor who took the tattle of our mess to headquarters, but Webb's regiment, + as its Colonel, was known to be in the Commander-in-Chief's black books: + “And if he did not dare to break it up at home,” our gallant old chief + used to say, “he was determined to destroy it before the enemy;” so that + poor Major Proudfoot was put into a post of danger. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's dear young Viscount, serving as aide-de-camp to my Lord Duke, + received a wound, and won an honorable name for himself in the Gazette; + and Captain Esmond's name was sent in for promotion by his General, too, + whose favorite he was. It made his heart beat to think that certain eyes + at home, the brightest in the world, might read the page on which his + humble services were recorded; but his mind was made up steadily to keep + out of their dangerous influence, and to let time and absence conquer that + passion he had still lurking about him. Away from Beatrix, it did not + trouble him; but he knew as certain that if he returned home, his fever + would break out again, and avoided Walcote as a Lincolnshire man avoids + returning to his fens, where he is sure that the ague is lying in wait for + him. + </p> + <p> + We of the English party in the army, who were inclined to sneer at + everything that came out of Hanover, and to treat as little better than + boors and savages the Elector's court and family, were yet forced to + confess that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young Electoral Prince, then + making his first campaign, conducted himself with the spirit and courage + of an approved soldier. On this occasion his Electoral Highness had better + luck than the King of England, who was with his cousins in the enemy's + camp, and had to run with them at the ignominious end of the day. With the + most consummate generals in the world before them, and an admirable + commander on their own side, they chose to neglect the councils, and to + rush into a combat with the former, which would have ended in the utter + annihilation of their army but for the great skill and bravery of the Duke + of Vendosme, who remedied, as far as courage and genius might, the + disasters occasioned by the squabbles and follies of his kinsmen, the + legitimate princes of the blood royal. + </p> + <p> + “If the Duke of Berwick had but been in the army, the fate of the day + would have been very different,” was all that poor Mr. von Holtz could + say; “and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza was fit to measure + swords with the conqueror of Blenheim.” + </p> + <p> + The business relative to the exchange of prisoners was always going on, + and was at least that ostensible one which kept Mr. Holtz perpetually on + the move between the forces of the French and the Allies. I can answer for + it, that he was once very near hanged as a spy by Major-General Wayne, + when he was released and sent on to head-quarters by a special order of + the Commander-in-Chief. He came and went, always favored, wherever he was, + by some high though occult protection. He carried messages between the + Duke of Berwick and his uncle, our Duke. He seemed to know as well what + was taking place in the Prince's quarter as our own: he brought the + compliments of the King of England to some of our officers, the gentlemen + of Webb's among the rest, for their behavior on that great day; and after + Wynendael, when our General was chafing at the neglect of our + Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action was regarded by the + chiefs of the French army, and that the stand made before Wynendael wood + was the passage by which the Allies entered Lille. + </p> + <p> + “Ah!” says Holtz (and some folks were very willing to listen to him), “if + the king came by his own, how changed the conduct of affairs would be! His + Majesty's very exile has this advantage, that he is enabled to read + England impartially, and to judge honestly of all the eminent men. His + sister is always in the hand of one greedy favorite or another, through + whose eyes she sees, and to whose flattery or dependants she gives away + everything. Do you suppose that his Majesty, knowing England so well as he + does, would neglect such a man as General Webb? He ought to be in the + House of Peers as Lord Lydiard. The enemy and all Europe know his merit; + it is that very reputation which certain great people, who hate all + equality and independence, can never pardon.” It was intended that these + conversations should be carried to Mr. Webb. They were welcome to him, for + great as his services were, no man could value them more than John + Richmond Webb did himself, and the differences between him and Marlborough + being notorious, his Grace's enemies in the army and at home began to + court Webb, and set him up against the all-grasping, domineering chief. + And soon after the victory of Oudenarde, a glorious opportunity fell into + General Webb's way, which that gallant warrior did not neglect, and which + gave him the means of immensely increasing his reputation at home. + </p> + <p> + After Oudenarde, and against the counsels of Marlborough, it was said, the + Prince of Savoy sat down before Lille, the capital of French Flanders, and + commenced that siege, the most celebrated of our time, and almost as + famous as the siege of Troy itself, for the feats of valor performed in + the assault and the defence. The enmity of the Prince of Savoy against the + French king was a furious personal hate, quite unlike the calm hostility + of our great English general, who was no more moved by the game of war + than that of billiards, and pushed forward his squadrons, and drove his + red battalions hither and thither as calmly as he would combine a stroke + or make a cannon with the balls. The game over (and he played it so as to + be pretty sure to win it), not the least animosity against the other party + remained in the breast of this consummate tactician. Whereas between the + Prince of Savoy and the French it was guerre a mort. Beaten off in one + quarter, as he had been at Toulon in the last year, he was back again on + another frontier of France, assailing it with his indefatigable fury. When + the Prince came to the army, the smouldering fires of war were lighted up + and burst out into a flame. Our phlegmatic Dutch allies were made to + advance at a quick march—our calm Duke forced into action. The + Prince was an army in himself against the French; the energy of his + hatred, prodigious, indefatigable—infectious over hundreds of + thousands of men. The Emperor's general was repaying, and with a + vengeance, the slight the French King had put upon the fiery little Abbe + of Savoy. Brilliant and famous as a leader himself, and beyond all measure + daring and intrepid, and enabled to cope with almost the best of those + famous men of war who commanded the armies of the French King, Eugene had + a weapon, the equal of which could not be found in France, since the + cannon-shot of Sasbach laid low the noble Turenne, and could hurl + Marlborough at the heads of the French host, and crush them as with a + rock, under which all the gathered strength of their strongest captains + must go down. + </p> + <p> + The English Duke took little part in that vast siege of Lille, which the + Imperial Generalissimo pursued with all his force and vigor, further than + to cover the besieging lines from the Duke of Burgundy's army, between + which and the Imperialists our Duke lay. Once, when Prince Eugene was + wounded, our Duke took his Highness's place in the trenches; but the siege + was with the Imperialists, not with us. A division under Webb and Rantzau + was detached into Artois and Picardy upon the most painful and odious + service that Mr. Esmond ever saw in the course of his military life. The + wretched towns of the defenceless provinces, whose young men had been + drafted away into the French armies, which year after year the insatiable + war devoured, were left at our mercy; and our orders were to show them + none. We found places garrisoned by invalids, and children and women; poor + as they were, and as the costs of this miserable war had made them, our + commission was to rob these almost starving wretches—to tear the + food out of their granaries, and strip them of their rags. 'Twas an + expedition of rapine and murder we were sent on: our soldiers did deeds + such as an honest man must blush to remember. We brought back money and + provisions in quantity to the Duke's camp; there had been no one to resist + us, and yet who dares to tell with what murder and violence, with what + brutal cruelty, outrage, insult, that ignoble booty had been ravished from + the innocent and miserable victims of the war? + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile, gallantly as the operations before Lille had been conducted, + the Allies had made but little progress, and 'twas said when we returned + to the Duke of Marlborough's camp, that the siege would never be brought + to a satisfactory end, and that the Prince of Savoy would be forced to + raise it. My Lord Marlborough gave this as his opinion openly; those who + mistrusted him, and Mr. Esmond owns himself to be of the number, hinted + that the Duke had his reasons why Lille should not be taken, and that he + was paid to that end by the French King. If this was so, and I believe it, + General Webb had now a remarkable opportunity of gratifying his hatred of + the Commander-in-Chief, of balking that shameful avarice, which was one of + the basest and most notorious qualities of the famous Duke, and of showing + his own consummate skill as a commander. And when I consider all the + circumstances preceding the event which will now be related, that my Lord + Duke was actually offered certain millions of crowns provided that the + siege of Lille should be raised: that the Imperial army before it was + without provisions and ammunition, and must have decamped but for the + supplies that they received; that the march of the convoy destined to + relieve the siege was accurately known to the French; and that the force + covering it was shamefully inadequate to that end, and by six times + inferior to Count de la Mothe's army, which was sent to intercept the + convoy; when 'tis certain that the Duke of Berwick, De la Mothe's chief, + was in constant correspondence with his uncle, the English Generalissimo: + I believe on my conscience that 'twas my Lord Marlborough's intention to + prevent those supplies, of which the Prince of Savoy stood in absolute + need, from ever reaching his Highness; that he meant to sacrifice the + little army which covered this convoy, and to betray it as he had betrayed + Tollemache at Brest; as he had betrayed every friend he had, to further + his own schemes of avarice or ambition. But for the miraculous victory + which Esmond's general won over an army six or seven times greater than + his own, the siege of Lille must have been raised; and it must be + remembered that our gallant little force was under the command of a + general whom Marlborough hated, that he was furious with the conqueror, + and tried by the most open and shameless injustice afterwards to rob him + of the credit of his victory. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0029" id="link2HCH0029"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XV. + </h2> + <h3> + GENERAL WEBB WINS THE BATTLE OF WYNENDAEL. + </h3> + <p> + By the besiegers and besieged of Lille, some of the most brilliant feats + of valor were performed that ever illustrated any war. On the French side + (whose gallantry was prodigious, the skill and bravery of Marshal + Boufflers actually eclipsing those of his conqueror, the Prince of Savoy) + may be mentioned that daring action of Messieurs de Luxembourg and + Tournefort, who, with a body of horse and dragoons, carried powder into + the town, of which the besieged were in extreme want, each soldier + bringing a bag with forty pounds of powder behind him; with which perilous + provision they engaged our own horse, faced the fire of the foot brought + out to meet them: and though half of the men were blown up in the dreadful + errand they rode on, a part of them got into the town with the succors of + which the garrison was so much in want. A French officer, Monsieur du + Bois, performed an act equally daring, and perfectly successful. The + Duke's great army lying at Helchin, and covering the siege, and it being + necessary for M. de Vendosme to get news of the condition of the place, + Captain Dubois performed his famous exploit: not only passing through the + lines of the siege, but swimming afterwards no less than seven moats and + ditches: and coming back the same way, swimming with his letters in his + mouth. + </p> + <p> + By these letters Monsieur de Boufflers said that he could undertake to + hold the place till October; and that if one of the convoys of the Allies + could be intercepted, they must raise the siege altogether. + </p> + <p> + Such a convoy as hath been said was now prepared at Ostend, and about to + march for the siege; and on the 27th September we (and the French too) had + news that it was on its way. It was composed of 700 wagons, containing + ammunition of all sorts, and was escorted out of Ostend by 2,000 infantry + and 300 horse. At the same time M. de la Mothe quitted Bruges, having with + him five-and-thirty battalions, and upwards of sixty squadrons and forty + guns, in pursuit of the convoy. + </p> + <p> + Major-General Webb had meanwhile made up a force of twenty battalions and + three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, whence he moved to cover the convoy + and pursue La Mothe: with whose advanced guard ours came up upon the great + plain of Turout, and before the little wood and castle of Wynendael; + behind which the convoy was marching. + </p> + <p> + As soon as they came in sight of the enemy, our advanced troops were + halted, with the wood behind them, and the rest of our force brought up as + quickly as possible, our little body of horse being brought forward to the + opening of the plain, as our General said, to amuse the enemy. When M. de + la Mothe came up, he found us posted in two lines in front of the wood; + and formed his own army in battle facing ours, in eight lines, four of + infantry in front, and dragoons and cavalry behind. + </p> + <p> + The French began the action, as usual, with a cannonade which lasted three + hours, when they made their attack, advancing in eight lines, four of foot + and four of horse, upon the allied troops in the wood where we were + posted. Their infantry behaved ill; they were ordered to charge with the + bayonet, but, instead, began to fire, and almost at the very first + discharge from our men, broke and fled. The cavalry behaved better; with + these alone, who were three or four times as numerous as our whole force, + Monsieur de la Mothe might have won victory: but only two of our + battalions were shaken in the least; and these speedily rallied: nor could + the repeated attacks of the French horse cause our troops to budge an inch + from the position in the wood in which our General had placed them. + </p> + <p> + After attacking for two hours, the French retired at nightfall entirely + foiled. With all the loss we had inflicted upon him, the enemy was still + three times stronger than we: and it could not be supposed that our + General could pursue M. de la Mothe, or do much more than hold our ground + about the wood, from which the Frenchman had in vain attempted to dislodge + us. La Mothe retired behind his forty guns, his cavalry protecting them + better than it had been enabled to annoy us; and meanwhile the convoy, + which was of more importance than all our little force, and the safe + passage of which we would have dropped to the last man to accomplish, + marched away in perfect safety during the action, and joyfully reached the + besieging camp before Lille. + </p> + <p> + Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (and between + whom and Mr. Webb there was no love lost), accompanied the convoy, and + joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horse just as the battle was + over, and the enemy in full retreat. He offered, readily enough, to charge + with his horse upon the French as they fell back; but his force was too + weak to inflict any damage upon them; and Mr. Webb, commanding as + Cadogan's senior, thought enough was done in holding our ground before an + enemy that might still have overwhelmed us had we engaged him in the open + territory, and in securing the safe passage of the convoy. Accordingly, + the horse brought up by Cadogan did not draw a sword; and only prevented, + by the good countenance they showed, any disposition the French might have + had to renew the attack on us. And no attack coming, at nightfall General + Cadogan drew off with his squadron, being bound for head-quarters, the two + Generals at parting grimly saluting each other. + </p> + <p> + “He will be at Roncq time enough to lick my Lord Duke's trenchers at + supper,” says Mr. Webb. + </p> + <p> + Our own men lay out in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our General + had his supper in the little castle there. + </p> + <p> + “If I was Cadogan, I would have a peerage for this day's work,” General + Webb said; “and, Harry, thou shouldst have a regiment. Thou hast been + reported in the last two actions: thou wert near killed in the first. I + shall mention thee in my despatch to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, and + recommend thee to poor Dick Harwood's vacant majority. Have you ever a + hundred guineas to give Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand to-morrow, when + you go to head-quarters with my report.” + </p> + <p> + In this report the Major-General was good enough to mention Captain + Esmond's name with particular favor; and that gentleman carried the + despatch to head-quarters the next day, and was not a little pleased to + bring back a letter by his Grace's secretary, addressed to + Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer despatched by Count Nassau + Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, brought back also a + complimentary letter to his commander, who had seconded Mr. Webb in the + action with great valor and skill. + </p> + <p> + Esmond, with a low bow and a smiling face, presented his despatch, and + saluted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General, as he gave it in. The gentlemen + round about him—he was riding with his suite on the road to Menin as + Esmond came up with him—gave a cheer, and he thanked them, and + opened the despatch with rather a flushed, eager face. + </p> + <p> + He slapped it down on his boot in a rage after he had read it. “'Tis not + even writ with his own hand. Read it out, Esmond.” And Esmond read it out:— + </p> + <p> + “SIR,—Mr. Cadogan is just now come in, and has acquainted me with + the success of the action you had yesterday in the afternoon against the + body of troops commanded by M. de la Mothe, at Wynendael, which must be + attributed chiefly to your good conduct and resolution. You may be sure I + shall do you justice at home, and be glad on all occasions to own the + service you have done in securing this convoy.—Yours, &c., M.” + </p> + <p> + “Two lines by that d—d Cardonnel, and no more, for the taking of + Lille—for beating five times our number—for an action as + brilliant as the best he ever fought,” says poor Mr. Webb. + “Lieutenant-General! That's not his doing. I was the oldest major-general. + By ——, I believe he had been better pleased if I had been + beat.” + </p> + <p> + The letter to the Dutch officer was in French, and longer and more + complimentary than that to Mr. Webb. + </p> + <p> + “And this is the man,” he broke out, “that's gorged with gold—that's + covered with titles and honors that we won for him—and that grudges + even a line of praise to a comrade in arms! Hasn't he enough? Don't we + fight that he may roll in riches? Well, well, wait for the Gazette, + gentlemen. The Queen and the country will do us justice if his Grace + denies it us.” There were tears of rage in the brave warrior's eyes as he + spoke; and he dashed them off his face on to his glove. He shook his fist + in the air. “Oh, by the Lord!” says he, “I know what I had rather have + than a peerage!” + </p> + <p> + “And what is that, sir?” some of them asked. + </p> + <p> + “I had rather have a quarter of an hour with John Churchill, on a fair + green field, and only a pair of rapiers between my shirt and his—” + </p> + <p> + “Sir!” interposes one. + </p> + <p> + “Tell him so! I know that's what you mean. I know every word goes to him + that's dropped from every general officer's mouth. I don't say he's not + brave. Curse him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait for the Gazette, + gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll do us justice.” + </p> + <p> + The Gazette did not come to us till a month afterwards; when my General + and his officers had the honor to dine with Prince Eugene in Lille; his + Highness being good enough to say that we had brought the provisions, and + ought to share in the banquet. 'Twas a great banquet. His Grace of + Marlborough was on his Highness's right, and on his left the Mareschal de + Boufflers, who had so bravely defended the place. The chief officers of + either army were present; and you may be sure Esmond's General was + splendid this day: his tall noble person, and manly beauty of face, made + him remarkable anywhere; he wore, for the first time, the star of the + Order of Generosity, that his Prussian Majesty had sent to him for his + victory. His Highness the Prince of Savoy called a toast to the conqueror + of Wynendael. My Lord Duke drank it with rather a sickly smile. The + aides-de-camp were present: and Harry Esmond and his dear young lord were + together, as they always strove to be when duty would permit: they were + over against the table where the generals were, and could see all that + passed pretty well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's glum face: the affair + of Wynendael, and the Captain-General's conduct to Webb, had been the talk + of the whole army. When his Highness spoke, and gave—“Le vainqueur + de Wynendael; son armee et sa victoire,” adding, “qui nous font diner a + Lille aujourd'huy”—there was a great cheer through the hall; for Mr. + Webb's bravery, generosity, and very weaknesses of character caused him to + be beloved in the army. + </p> + <p> + “Like Hector, handsome, and like Paris, brave!” whispers Frank Castlewood. + “A Venus, an elderly Venus, couldn't refuse him a pippin. Stand up, Harry. + See, we are drinking the army of Wynendael. Ramillies is nothing to it. + Huzzay! huzzay!” + </p> + <p> + At this very time, and just after our General had made his acknowledgment, + some one brought in an English Gazette—and was passing it from hand + to hand down the table. Officers were eager enough to read it; mothers and + sisters at home must have sickened over it. There scarce came out a + Gazette for six years that did not tell of some heroic death or some + brilliant achievement. + </p> + <p> + “Here it is—Action of Wynendael—here you are, General,” says + Frank, seizing hold of the little dingy paper that soldiers love to read + so; and, scrambling over from our bench, he went to where the General sat, + who knew him, and had seen many a time at his table his laughing, handsome + face, which everybody loved who saw. The generals in their great perukes + made way for him. He handed the paper over General Dohna's buff-coat to + our General on the opposite side. + </p> + <p> + He came hobbling back, and blushing at his feat: “I thought he'd like it, + Harry,” the young fellow whispered. “Didn't I like to read my name after + Ramillies, in the London Gazette?—Viscount Castlewood serving a + volunteer—I say, what's yonder?” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very strange—slapped it down + on the table—then sprang up in his place, and began to—“Will + your Highness please to—” + </p> + <p> + His Grace the Duke of Marlborough here jumped up too—“There's some + mistake, my dear General Webb.” + </p> + <p> + “Your Grace had better rectify it,” says Mr. Webb, holding out the letter; + but he was five off his Grace the Prince Duke, who, besides, was higher + than the General (being seated with the Prince of Savoy, the Electoral + Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of Prussia and Denmark, under a + baldaquin), and Webb could not reach him, tall as he was. + </p> + <p> + “Stay,” says he, with a smile, as if catching at some idea, and then, with + a perfect courtesy, drawing his sword, he ran the Gazette through with the + point, and said, “Permit me to hand it to your Grace.” + </p> + <p> + The Duke looked very black. “Take it,” says he, to his Master of the + Horse, who was waiting behind him. + </p> + <p> + The Lieutenant-General made a very low bow, and retired and finished his + glass. The Gazette in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's secretary, gave an + account of the victory of Wynendael, mentioned Mr. Webb's name, but gave + the sole praise and conduct of the action to the Duke's favorite, Mr. + Cadogan. + </p> + <p> + There was no little talk and excitement occasioned by this strange + behavior of General Webb, who had almost drawn a sword upon the + Commander-in-Chief; but the General, after the first outbreak of his + anger, mastered it outwardly altogether; and, by his subsequent behavior, + had the satisfaction of even more angering the Commander-in-Chief, than he + could have done by any public exhibition of resentment. + </p> + <p> + On returning to his quarters, and consulting with his chief adviser, Mr. + Esmond, who was now entirely in the General's confidence, and treated by + him as a friend, and almost a son, Mr. Webb writ a letter to his Grace the + Commander-in-Chief, in which he said:— + </p> + <p> + “Your Grace must be aware that the sudden perusal of the London Gazette, + in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, hath mentioned + Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer commanding in the late action + of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling of anything but pleasure to the + General who fought that action. + </p> + <p> + “Your Grace must be aware that Mr. Cadogan was not even present at the + battle, though he arrived with squadrons of horse at its close, and put + himself under the command of his superior officer. And as the result of + the battle of Wynendael, in which Lieutenant-General Webb had the good + fortune to command, was the capture of Lille, the relief of Brussels, then + invested by the enemy under the Elector of Bavaria, the restoration of the + great cities of Ghent and Bruges, of which the enemy (by treason within + the walls) had got possession in the previous year, Mr. Webb cannot + consent to forego the honors of such a success and service, for the + benefit of Mr. Cadogan, or any other person. + </p> + <p> + “As soon as the military operations of the year are over, + Lieutenant-General Webb will request permission to leave the army, and + return to his place in Parliament, where he gives notice to his Grace the + Commander-in Chief, that he shall lay his case before the House of + Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen. + </p> + <p> + “By his eagerness to rectify that false statement of the Gazette, which + had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. Webb, not + being able to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief on account of the + gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper containing the false + statement on his sword, so that it might more readily arrive in the hands + of his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, who surely would wish to do justice + to every officer of his army. + </p> + <p> + “Mr. Webb knows his duty too well to think of insubordination to his + superior officer, or of using his sword in a campaign against any but the + enemies of her Majesty. He solicits permission to return to England + immediately the military duties will permit, and take with him to England + Captain Esmond, of his regiment, who acted as his aide-de-camp, and was + present during the entire action, and noted by his watch the time when Mr. + Cadogan arrived at its close.” + </p> + <p> + The Commander-in-Chief could not but grant this permission, nor could he + take notice of Webb's letter, though it was couched in terms the most + insulting. Half the army believed that the cities of Ghent and Bruges were + given up by a treason, which some in our army very well understood; that + the Commander-in-Chief would not have relieved Lille if he could have + helped himself; that he would not have fought that year had not the Prince + of Savoy forced him. When the battle once began, then, for his own renown, + my Lord Marlborough would fight as no man in the world ever fought better; + and no bribe on earth could keep him from beating the enemy.* + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * Our Grandfather's hatred of the Duke of Marlborough + appears all through his account of these campaigns. He + always persisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and + soldier history ever told of: and declared that he took + bribes on all hands during the war. My Lord Marquis (for so + we may call him here, though he never went by any other name + than Colonel Esmond) was in the habit of telling many + stories which he did not set down in his memoirs, and which + he had from his friend the Jesuit, who was not always + correctly informed, and who persisted that Marlborough was + looking for a bribe of two millions of crowns before the + campaign of Ramillies. + + And our Grandmother used to tell us children, that on his + first presentation to my Lord duke, the Duke turned his back + upon my Grandfather; and said to the Duchess, who told my + lady dowager at Chelsey, who afterwards told Colonel Esmond + —“Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the + hang-dog look of his rogue of a father”—an expression which + my Grandfather never forgave. He was as constant in his + dislikes as in his attachments; and exceedingly partial to + Webb, whose side he took against the more celebrated + general. We have General Webb's portrait now at Castlewood, + Va. +</pre> + <p> + But the matter was taken up by the subordinates; and half the army might + have been by the ears, if the quarrel had not been stopped. General + Cadogan sent an intimation to General Webb to say that he was ready if + Webb liked, and would meet him. This was a kind of invitation our stout + old general was always too ready to accept, and 'twas with great + difficulty we got the General to reply that he had no quarrel with Mr. + Cadogan, who had behaved with perfect gallantry, but only with those at + head-quarters, who had belied him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb + reparation; Mr. Webb said he had a cane at the service of Mr. Cardonnel, + and the only satisfaction he wanted from him was one he was not likely to + get, namely, the truth. The officers in our staff of Webb's, and those in + the immediate suite of the General, were ready to come to blows; and hence + arose the only affair in which Mr. Esmond ever engaged as principal, and + that was from a revengeful wish to wipe off an old injury. + </p> + <p> + My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's regiment of the + Horse Guards, rode this campaign with the Duke. He had sunk by this time + to the very worst reputation; he had had another fatal duel in Spain; he + had married, and forsaken his wife; he was a gambler, a profligate, and + debauchee. He joined just before Oudenarde; and, as Esmond feared, as soon + as Frank Castlewood heard of his arrival, Frank was for seeking him out, + and killing him. The wound my lord got at Oudenarde prevented their + meeting, but that was nearly healed, and Mr. Esmond trembled daily lest + any chance should bring his boy and this known assassin together. They met + at the mess-table of Handyside's regiment at Lille; the officer commanding + not knowing of the feud between the two noblemen. + </p> + <p> + Esmond had not seen the hateful handsome face of Mohun for nine years, + since they had met on that fatal night in Leicester Field. It was degraded + with crime and passion now; it wore the anxious look of a man who has + three deaths, and who knows how many hidden shames, and lusts, and crimes + on his conscience. He bowed with a sickly low bow, and slunk away when our + host presented us round to one another. Frank Castlewood had not known him + till then, so changed was he. He knew the boy well enough. + </p> + <p> + 'Twas curious to look at the two—especially the young man, whose + face flushed up when he heard the hated name of the other; and who said in + his bad French and his brave boyish voice—“He had long been anxious + to meet my Lord Mohun.” The other only bowed, and moved away from him. I + do him justice, he wished to have no quarrel with the lad. + </p> + <p> + Esmond put himself between them at table. “D—- it,” says Frank, “why + do you put yourself in the place of a man who is above you in degree? My + Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit by my Lord Mohun.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun, that Frank was hurt in the leg at + Oudenarde; and besought the other to be quiet. Quiet enough he was for + some time; disregarding the many taunts which young Castlewood flung at + him, until after several healths, when my Lord Mohun got to be rather in + liquor. + </p> + <p> + “Will you go away, my lord?” Mr. Esmond said to him, imploring him to quit + the table. + </p> + <p> + “No, by G—,” says my Lord Mohun. “I'll not go away for any man;” he + was quite flushed with wine by this time. + </p> + <p> + The talk got round to the affairs of yesterday. Webb had offered to + challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb had been ill-used: Webb was the + bravest, handsomest, vainest man in the army. Lord Mohun did not know that + Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He began to tell some stories against the + General; which, from t'other side of Esmond, young Castlewood + contradicted. + </p> + <p> + “I can't bear any more of this,” says my Lord Mohun. + </p> + <p> + “Nor can I, my lord,” says Mr. Esmond, starting up. “The story my Lord + Mohun has told respecting General Webb is false, gentlemen—false, I + repeat,” and making a low bow to Lord Mohun, and without a single word + more, Esmond got up and left the dining-room. These affairs were common + enough among the military of those days. There was a garden behind the + house, and all the party turned instantly into it; and the two gentlemen's + coats were off and their points engaged within two minutes after Esmond's + words had been spoken. If Captain Esmond had put Mohun out of the world, + as he might, a villain would have been punished and spared further + villanies—but who is one man to punish another? I declare upon my + honor that my only thought was to prevent Lord Mohun from mischief with + Frank, and the end of this meeting was, that after half a dozen passes my + lord went home with a hurt which prevented him from lifting his right arm + for three months. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Harry! why didn't you kill the villain?” young Castlewood asked. “I + can't walk without a crutch: but I could have met him on horseback with + sword and pistol.” But Harry Esmond said, “'Twas best to have no man's + life on one's conscience, not even that villain's.” And this affair, which + did not occupy three minutes, being over, the gentlemen went back to their + wine, and my Lord Mohun to his quarters, where he was laid up with a fever + which had spared mischief had it proved fatal. And very soon after this + affair Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for London; whither a + certain reputation had preceded the Captain, for my Lady Castlewood of + Chelsey received him as if he had been a conquering hero. She gave a great + dinner to Mr. Webb, where the General's chair was crowned with laurels; + and her ladyship called Esmond's health in a toast, to which my kind + General was graciously pleased to bear the strongest testimony: and took + down a mob of at least forty coaches to cheer our General as he came out + of the House of Commons, the day when he received the thanks of Parliament + for his action. The mob huzza'd and applauded him, as well as the fine + company: it was splendid to see him waving his hat, and bowing, and laying + his hand upon his Order of Generosity. He introduced Mr. Esmond to Mr. St. + John and the Right Honorable Robert Harley, Esquire, as he came out of the + House walking between them; and was pleased to make many flattering + observations regarding Mr. Esmond's behavior during the three last + campaigns. + </p> + <p> + Mr. St. John (who had the most winning presence of any man I ever saw, + excepting always my peerless young Frank Castlewood) said he had heard of + Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had helped Mr. Addison + to write his famous poem of the “Campaign.” + </p> + <p> + “'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself,” Mr. + Harley said, who was famous as a judge and patron of letters, and so, + perhaps, it may be—though for my part I think there are twenty + beautiful lines, but all the rest is commonplace, and Mr. Addison's hymn + worth a thousand such poems. + </p> + <p> + All the town was indignant at my Lord Duke's unjust treatment of General + Webb, and applauded the vote of thanks which the House of Commons gave to + the General for his victory at Wynendael. 'Tis certain that the capture of + Lille was the consequence of that lucky achievement, and the humiliation + of the old French King, who was said to suffer more at the loss of this + great city, than from any of the former victories our troops had won over + him. And, I think, no small part of Mr. Webb's exultation at his victory + arose from the idea that Marlborough had been disappointed of a great + bribe the French King had promised him, should the siege be raised. The + very sum of money offered to him was mentioned by the Duke's enemies; and + honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the notion, not only of beating the French, + but of beating Marlborough too, and intercepting a convoy of three + millions of French crowns, that were on their way to the Generalissimo's + insatiable pockets. When the General's lady went to the Queen's + drawing-room, all the Tory women crowded round her with congratulations, + and made her a train greater than the Duchess of Marlborough's own. Feasts + were given to the General by all the chiefs of the Tory party, who vaunted + him as the Duke's equal in military skill; and perhaps used the worthy + soldier as their instrument, whilst he thought they were but acknowledging + his merits as a commander. As the General's aide-de-camp and favorite + officer, Mr. Esmond came in for a share of his chief's popularity, and was + presented to her Majesty, and advanced to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, + at the request of his grateful chief. + </p> + <p> + We may be sure there was one family in which any good fortune that + happened to Esmond caused such a sincere pride and pleasure, that he, for + his part, was thankful he could make them so happy. With these fond + friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde seemed to be mere trifling incidents of + the war; and Wynendael was its crowning victory. Esmond's mistress never + tired to hear accounts of the battle; and I think General Webb's lady grew + jealous of her, for the General was for ever at Kensington, and talking on + that delightful theme. As for his aide-de-camp, though, no doubt, Esmond's + own natural vanity was pleased at the little share of reputation which his + good fortune had won him, yet it was chiefly precious to him (he may say + so, now that he hath long since outlived it,) because it pleased his + mistress, and, above all, because Beatrix valued it. + </p> + <p> + As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, never was an old woman in all England + more delighted nor more gracious than she. Esmond had his quarters in her + ladyship's house, where the domestics were instructed to consider him as + their master. She bade him give entertainments, of which she defrayed the + charges, and was charmed when his guests were carried away tipsy in their + coaches. She must have his picture taken; and accordingly he was painted + by Mr. Jervas, in his red coat, and smiling upon a bomb-shell, which was + bursting at the corner of the piece. She vowed that unless he made a great + match, she should never die easy, and was for ever bringing young ladies + to Chelsey, with pretty faces and pretty fortunes, at the disposal of the + Colonel. He smiled to think how times were altered with him, and of the + early days in his father's lifetime, when a trembling page he stood before + her, with her ladyship's basin and ewer, or crouched in her coach-step. + The only fault she found with him was, that he was more sober than an + Esmond ought to be; and would neither be carried to bed by his valet, nor + lose his heart to any beauty, whether of St. James's or Covent Garden. + </p> + <p> + What is the meaning of fidelity in love, and whence the birth of it? 'Tis + a state of mind that men fall into, and depending on the man rather than + the woman. We love being in love, that's the truth on't. If we had not met + Joan, we should have met Kate, and adored her. We know our mistresses are + no better than many other women, nor no prettier, nor no wiser, nor no + wittier. 'Tis not for these reasons we love a woman, or for any special + quality or charm I know of; we might as well demand that a lady should be + the tallest woman in the world, like the Shropshire giantess,* as that she + should be a paragon in any other character, before we began to love her. + Esmond's mistress had a thousand faults beside her charms; he knew both + perfectly well! She was imperious, she was light-minded, she was flighty, + she was false, she had no reverence in her character; she was in + everything, even in beauty, the contrast of her mother, who was the most + devoted and the least selfish of women. Well, from the very first moment + he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, Esmond knew he loved Beatrix. There + might be better women—he wanted that one. He cared for none other. + Was it because she was gloriously beautiful? Beautiful as she was, he had + heard people say a score of times in their company that Beatrix's mother + looked as young, and was the handsomer of the two. Why did her voice + thrill in his ear so? She could not sing near so well as Nicolini or Mrs. + Tofts; nay, she sang out of tune, and yet he liked to hear her better than + St. Cecilia. She had not a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick's + wife, whom he had now got, and who ruled poor Dick with a rod of pickle,) + and yet to see her dazzled Esmond; he would shut his eyes, and the thought + of her dazzled him all the same. She was brilliant and lively in talk, but + not so incomparably witty as her mother, who, when she was cheerful, said + the finest things; but yet to hear her, and to be with her, was Esmond's + greatest pleasure. Days passed away between him and these ladies, he + scarce knew how. He poured his heart out to them, so as he never could in + any other company, where he hath generally passed for being moody, or + supercilious and silent. This society** was more delightful than that of + the greatest wits to him. May heaven pardon him the lies he told the + Dowager at Chelsey, in order to get a pretext for going away to + Kensington: the business at the Ordnance which he invented; the interview + with his General, the courts and statesmen's levees which he DIDN'T + frequent and describe; who wore a new suit on Sunday at St. James's or at + the Queen's birthday; how many coaches filled the street at Mr. Harley's + levee; how many bottles he had had the honor to drink over-night with Mr. + St. John at the “Cocoa-Tree,” or at the “Garter” with Mr. Walpole and Mr. + Steele. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * 'Tis not thus WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. hath owned to this + folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.—R. + + ** And, indeed, so was his to them, a thousand thousand + times more charming, for where was his equal?—R. +</pre> + <p> + Mistress Beatrix Esmond had been a dozen times on the point of making + great matches, so the Court scandal said; but for his part Esmond never + would believe the stories against her; and came back, after three years' + absence from her, not so frantic as he had been perhaps, but still + hungering after her and no other; still hopeful, still kneeling, with his + heart in his hand for the young lady to take. We were now got to 1709. She + was near twenty-two years old, and three years at Court, and without a + husband. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis not for want of being asked,” Lady Castlewood said, looking into + Esmond's heart, as she could, with that perceptiveness affection gives. + “But she will make no mean match, Harry: she will not marry as I would + have her; the person whom I should like to call my son, and Henry Esmond + knows who that is, is best served by my not pressing his claim. Beatrix is + so wilful, that what I would urge on her, she would be sure to resist. The + man who would marry her, will not be happy with her, unless he be a great + person, and can put her in a great position. Beatrix loves admiration more + than love; and longs, beyond all things, for command. Why should a mother + speak so of her child? You are my son, too, Harry. You should know the + truth about your sister. I thought you might cure yourself of your + passion,” my lady added, fondly. “Other people can cure themselves of that + folly, you know. But I see you are still as infatuated as ever. When we + read your name in the Gazette, I pleaded for you, my poor boy. Poor boy, + indeed! You are growing a grave old gentleman, now, and I am an old woman. + She likes your fame well enough, and she likes your person. She says you + have wit, and fire, and good-breeding, and are more natural than the fine + gentlemen of the Court. But this is not enough. She wants a + commander-in-chief, and not a colonel. Were a duke to ask her, she would + leave an earl whom she had promised. I told you so before. I know not how + my poor girl is so worldly.” + </p> + <p> + “Well,” says Esmond, “a man can but give his best and his all. She has + that from me. What little reputation I have won, I swear I cared for it + because I thought Beatrix would be pleased with it. What care I to be a + colonel or a general? Think you 'twill matter a few score years hence, + what our foolish honors to-day are? I would have had a little fame, that + she might wear it in her hat. If I had anything better, I would endow her + with it. If she wants my life, I would give it her. If she marries + another, I will say God bless him. I make no boast, nor no complaint. I + think my fidelity is folly, perhaps. But so it is. I cannot help myself. I + love her. You are a thousand times better: the fondest, the fairest, the + dearest of women. Sure, my dear lady, I see all Beatrix's faults as well + as you do. But she is my fate. 'Tis endurable. I shall not die for not + having her. I think I should be no happier if I won her. Que voulez-vous? + as my Lady of Chelsey would say. Je l'aime.” + </p> + <p> + “I wish she would have you,” said Harry's fond mistress, giving a hand to + him. He kissed the fair hand ('twas the prettiest dimpled little hand in + the world, and my Lady Castlewood, though now almost forty years old, did + not look to be within ten years of her age). He kissed and kept her fair + hand, as they talked together. + </p> + <p> + “Why,” says he, “should she hear me? She knows what I would say. Far or + near, she knows I'm her slave. I have sold myself for nothing, it may be. + Well, 'tis the price I choose to take. I am worth nothing, or I am worth + all.” + </p> + <p> + “You are such a treasure,” Esmond's mistress was pleased to say, “that the + woman who has your love, shouldn't change it away against a kingdom, I + think. I am a country-bred woman, and cannot say but the ambitions of the + town seem mean to me. I never was awe-stricken by my Lady Duchess's rank + and finery, or afraid,” she added, with a sly laugh, “of anything but her + temper. I hear of Court ladies who pine because her Majesty looks cold on + them; and great noblemen who would give a limb that they might wear a + garter on the other. This worldliness, which I can't comprehend, was born + with Beatrix, who, on the first day of her waiting, was a perfect + courtier. We are like sisters, and she the eldest sister, somehow. She + tells me I have a mean spirit. I laugh, and say she adores a + coach-and-six. I cannot reason her out of her ambition. 'Tis natural to + her, as to me to love quiet, and be indifferent about rank and riches. + What are they, Harry? and for how long do they last? Our home is not + here.” She smiled as she spoke, and looked like an angel that was only on + earth on a visit. “Our home is where the just are, and where our sins and + sorrows enter not. My father used to rebuke me, and say that I was too + hopeful about heaven. But I cannot help my nature, and grow obstinate as I + grow to be an old woman; and as I love my children so, sure our Father + loves us with a thousand and a thousand times greater love. It must be + that we shall meet yonder, and be happy. Yes, you—and my children, + and my dear lord. Do you know, Harry, since his death, it has always + seemed to me as if his love came back to me, and that we are parted no + more. Perhaps he is here now, Harry—I think he is. Forgiven I am + sure he is: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and he died forgiving. Oh, + what a noble heart he had! How generous he was! I was but fifteen and a + child when he married me. How good he was to stoop to me! He was always + good to the poor and humble.” She stopped, then presently, with a peculiar + expression, as if her eyes were looking into heaven, and saw my lord + there, she smiled, and gave a little laugh. “I laugh to see you, sir,” she + says; “when you come, it seems as if you never were away.” One may put her + words down, and remember them, but how describe her sweet tones, sweeter + than music! + </p> + <p> + My young lord did not come home at the end of the campaign, and wrote that + he was kept at Bruxelles on military duty. Indeed, I believe he was + engaged in laying siege to a certain lady, who was of the suite of Madame + de Soissons, the Prince of Savoy's mother, who was just dead, and who, + like the Flemish fortresses, was taken and retaken a great number of times + during the war, and occupied by French, English, and Imperialists. Of + course, Mr. Esmond did not think fit to enlighten Lady Castlewood + regarding the young scapegrace's doings: nor had he said a word about the + affair with Lord Mohun, knowing how abhorrent that man's name was to his + mistress. Frank did not waste much time or money on pen and ink; and, when + Harry came home with his General, only writ two lines to his mother, to + say his wound in the leg was almost healed, that he would keep his coming + of age next year—that the duty aforesaid would keep him at + Bruxelles, and that Cousin Harry would tell all the news. + </p> + <p> + But from Bruxelles, knowing how the Lady Castlewood always liked to have a + letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord writ her a long and full + one, and in this he must have described the affair with Mohun; for when + Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, early in the new year, to + his great wonderment, she and her daughter both came up and saluted him, + and after them the Dowager of Chelsey, too, whose chairman had just + brought her ladyship from her village to Kensington across the fields. + After this honor, I say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the Dowager + came forward in great state, with her grand tall head-dress of King + James's reign, that, she never forsook, and said, “Cousin Henry, all our + family have met; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble conduct towards + the head of our house.” And pointing to her blushing cheek, she made Mr. + Esmond aware that he was to enjoy the rapture of an embrace there. Having + saluted one cheek, she turned to him the other. “Cousin Harry,” said both + the other ladies, in a little chorus, “we thank you for your noble + conduct;” and then Harry became aware that the story of the Lille affair + had come to his kinswomen's ears. It pleased him to hear them all saluting + him as one of their family. + </p> + <p> + The tables of the dining-room were laid for a great entertainment; and the + ladies were in gala dresses—my Lady of Chelsey in her highest tour, + my Lady Viscountess out of black, and looking fair and happy a ravir; and + the Maid of Honor attired with that splendor which naturally distinguished + her, and wearing on her beautiful breast the French officer's star which + Frank had sent home after Ramillies. + </p> + <p> + “You see, 'tis a gala day with us,” says she, glancing down to the star + complacently, “and we have our orders on. Does not mamma look charming? + 'Twas I dressed her!” Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, blushing as he + looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair, and an elegant dress + according to the mode, appeared to have the shape and complexion of a girl + of twenty. + </p> + <p> + On the table was a fine sword, with a red velvet scabbard, and a beautiful + chased silver handle, with a blue ribbon for a sword-knot. “What is this?” + says the Captain, going up to look at this pretty piece. + </p> + <p> + Mrs. Beatrix advanced towards it. “Kneel down,” says she: “we dub you our + knight with this”—and she waved the sword over his head. “My Lady + Dowager hath given the sword; and I give the ribbon, and mamma hath sewn + on the fringe.” + </p> + <p> + “Put the sword on him, Beatrix,” says her mother. “You are our knight, + Harry—our true knight. Take a mother's thanks and prayers for + defending her son, my dear, dear friend.” She could say no more, and even + the Dowager was affected, for a couple of rebellious tears made sad marks + down those wrinkled old roses which Esmond had just been allowed to + salute. + </p> + <p> + “We had a letter from dearest Frank,” his mother said, “three days since, + whilst you were on your visit to your friend Captain Steele, at Hampton. + He told us all that you had done, and how nobly you had put yourself + between him and that—that wretch.” + </p> + <p> + “And I adopt you from this day,” says the Dowager, “and I wish I was + richer, for your sake, son Esmond,” she added with a wave of her hand; and + as Mr. Esmond dutifully went down on his knee before her ladyship, she + cast her eyes up to the ceiling, (the gilt chandelier, and the twelve + wax-candles in it, for the party was numerous,) and invoked a blessing + from that quarter upon the newly adopted son. + </p> + <p> + “Dear Frank,” says the other viscountess, “how fond he is of his military + profession! He is studying fortification very hard. I wish he were here. + We shall keep his coming of age at Castlewood next year.” + </p> + <p> + “If the campaign permit us,” says Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “I am never afraid when he is with you,” cries the boy's mother. “I am + sure my Henry will always defend him.” + </p> + <p> + “But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for certain,” + cries the Maid of Honor. “Lord Marlborough will be dismissed, and that + horrible duchess turned out of all her places. Her Majesty won't speak to + her now. Did you see her at Bushy, Harry? She is furious, and she ranges + about the park like a lioness, and tears people's eyes out.” + </p> + <p> + “And the Princess Anne will send for somebody,” says my Lady of Chelsey, + taking out her medal and kissing it. + </p> + <p> + “Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?” his mistress asked. She was a + staunch Jacobite, and would no more have thought of denying her king than + her God. + </p> + <p> + “I saw the young Hanoverian only,” Harry said. “The Chevalier de St. + George—” + </p> + <p> + “The King, sir, the King!” said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and she + clapped her pretty hands, and cried, “Vive le Roy.” + </p> + <p> + By this time there came a thundering knock, that drove in the doors of the + house almost. It was three o'clock, and the company were arriving; and + presently the servant announced Captain Steele and his lady. + </p> + <p> + Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven to + Kensington from their country-house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. “Not from + our mansion in Bloomsbury Square,” as Mrs. Steele took care to inform the + ladies. Indeed Harry had ridden away from Hampton that very morning, + leaving the couple by the ears; for from the chamber where he lay, in a + bed that was none of the cleanest, and kept awake by the company which he + had in his own bed, and the quarrel which was going on in the next room, + he could hear both night and morning the curtain lecture which Mrs. Steele + was in the habit of administering to poor Dick. + </p> + <p> + At night it did not matter so much for the culprit; Dick was fuddled, and + when in that way no scolding could interrupt his benevolence. Mr. Esmond + could hear him coaxing and speaking in that maudlin manner, which punch + and claret produce, to his beloved Prue, and beseeching her to remember + that there was a distiwisht officer ithe rex roob, who would overhear her. + She went on, nevertheless, calling him a drunken wretch, and was only + interrupted in her harangues by the Captain's snoring. + </p> + <p> + In the morning, the unhappy victim awoke to a headache, and consciousness, + and the dialogue of the night was resumed. “Why do you bring captains home + to dinner when there's not a guinea in the house? How am I to give dinners + when you leave me without a shilling? How am I to go traipsing to + Kensington in my yellow satin sack before all the fine company? I've + nothing fit to put on; I never have:” and so the dispute went on—Mr. + Esmond interrupting the talk when it seemed to be growing too intimate by + blowing his nose as loudly as ever he could, at the sound of which trumpet + there came a lull. But Dick was charming, though his wife was odious, and + 'twas to give Mr. Steele pleasure, that the ladies of Castlewood, who were + ladies of no small fashion, invited Mrs. Steele. + </p> + <p> + Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a great and notable assemblage + of company: my Lady of Chelsey having sent her lackeys and liveries to aid + the modest attendance at Kensington. There was Lieutenant-General Webb, + Harry's kind patron, of whom the Dowager took possession, and who + resplended in velvet and gold lace; there was Harry's new acquaintance, + the Right Honorable Henry St. John, Esquire, the General's kinsman, who + was charmed with the Lady Castlewood, even more than with her daughter; + there was one of the greatest noblemen in the kingdom, the Scots Duke of + Hamilton, just created Duke of Brandon in England; and two other noble + lords of the Tory party, my Lord Ashburnham, and another I have forgot; + and for ladies, her Grace the Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, the + Lady Mary and the Lady Betty, the former one of Mistress Beatrix's + colleagues in waiting on the Queen. + </p> + <p> + “What a party of Tories!” whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we were + assembled in the parlor before dinner. Indeed, all the company present, + save Steele, were of that faction. + </p> + <p> + Mr. St. John made his special compliments to Mrs. Steele, and so charmed + her that she declared she would have Steele a Tory too. + </p> + <p> + “Or will you have me a Whig?” says Mr. St. John. “I think, madam, you + could convert a man to anything.” + </p> + <p> + “If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square I will teach him what I + know,” says Mrs. Steele, dropping her handsome eyes. “Do you know + Bloomsbury Square?” + </p> + <p> + “Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the reigning toast? + Why, Bloomsbury is the very height of the mode,” says Mr. St. John. “'Tis + rus in urbe. You have gardens all the way to Hampstead, and palaces round + about you—Southampton House and Montague House.” + </p> + <p> + “Where you wretches go and fight duels,” cries Mrs. Steele. + </p> + <p> + “Of which the ladies are the cause!” says her entertainer. “Madam, is Dick + a good swordsman? How charming the 'Tatler' is! We all recognized your + portrait in the 49th number, and I have been dying to know you ever since + I read it. 'Aspasia must be allowed to be the first of the beauteous order + of love.' Doth not the passage run so? 'In this accomplished lady love is + the constant effect, though it is never the design; yet though her mien + carries much more invitation than command, to behold her is an immediate + check to loose behavior, and to love her is a liberal education.'” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, indeed!” says Mrs. Steele, who did not seem to understand a word of + what the gentleman was saying. + </p> + <p> + “Who could fail to be accomplished under such a mistress?” says Mr. St. + John, still gallant and bowing. + </p> + <p> + “Mistress! upon my word, sir!” cries the lady. “If you mean me, sir, I + would have you know that I am the Captain's wife.” + </p> + <p> + “Sure we all know it,” answers Mr. St. John, keeping his countenance very + gravely; and Steele broke in saying, “'Twas not about Mrs. Steele I writ + that paper—though I am sure she is worthy of any compliment I can + pay her—but of the Lady Elizabeth Hastings.” + </p> + <p> + “I hear Mr. Addison is equally famous as a wit and a poet,” says Mr. St. + John. “Is it true that his hand is to be found in your 'Tatler,' Mr. + Steele?” + </p> + <p> + “Whether 'tis the sublime or the humorous, no man can come near him,” + cries Steele. + </p> + <p> + “A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison!” cries out his lady: “a gentleman who + gives himself such airs and holds his head so high now. I hope your + ladyship thinks as I do: I can't bear those very fair men with white + eyelashes—a black man for me.” (All the black men at table + applauded, and made Mrs. Steele a bow for this compliment.) “As for this + Mr. Addison,” she went on, “he comes to dine with the Captain sometimes, + never says a word to me, and then they walk up stairs both tipsy, to a + dish of tea. I remember your Mr. Addison when he had but one coat to his + back, and that with a patch at the elbow.” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed—a patch at the elbow! You interest me,” says Mr. St. John. + “'Tis charming to hear of one man of letters from the charming wife of + another.” + </p> + <p> + “La, I could tell you ever so much about 'em,” continues the voluble lady. + “What do you think the Captain has got now?—a little hunchback + fellow—a little hop-o'-my-thumb creature that he calls a poet—a + little Popish brat!” + </p> + <p> + “Hush, there are two in the room,” whispers her companion. + </p> + <p> + “Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope,” says the lady. “'Tis + only my joking way. And this little dwarf of a fellow has wrote a pastoral + poem—all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you know.” + </p> + <p> + “A shepherd should have a little crook,” says my mistress, laughing from + her end of the table: on which Mrs. Steele said, “She did not know, but + the Captain brought home this queer little creature when she was in bed + with her first boy, and it was a mercy he had come no sooner; and Dick + raved about his genus, and was always raving about some nonsense or + other.” + </p> + <p> + “Which of the 'Tatlers' do you prefer, Mrs. Steele?” asked Mr. St. John. + </p> + <p> + “I never read but one, and think it all a pack of rubbish, sir,” says the + lady. “Such stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and Quarterstaff, as it + all is! There's the Captain going on still with the Burgundy—I know + he'll be tipsy before he stops—Captain Steele!” + </p> + <p> + “I drink to your eyes, my dear,” says the Captain, who seemed to think his + wife charming, and to receive as genuine all the satiric compliments which + Mr. St. John paid her. + </p> + <p> + All this while the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond to + talk, and no doubt voted him a dull fellow. For, by some mistake, just as + he was going to pop into the vacant place, he was placed far away from + Beatrix's chair, who sat between his Grace and my Lord Ashburnham, and + shrugged her lovely white shoulders, and cast a look as if to say, “Pity + me,” to her cousin. My Lord Duke and his young neighbor were presently in + a very animated and close conversation. Mrs. Beatrix could no more help + using her eyes than the sun can help shining, and setting those it shines + on a-burning. By the time the first course was done the dinner seemed long + to Esmond; by the time the soup came he fancied they must have been hours + at table: and as for the sweets and jellies he thought they never would be + done. + </p> + <p> + At length the ladies rose, Beatrix throwing a Parthian glance at her duke + as she retreated; a fresh bottle and glasses were fetched, and toasts were + called. Mr. St. John asked his Grace the Duke of Hamilton and the company + to drink to the health of his Grace the Duke of Brandon. Another lord gave + General Webb's health, “and may he get the command the bravest officer in + the world deserves.” Mr. Webb thanked the company, complimented his + aide-de-camp, and fought his famous battle over again. + </p> + <p> + “Il est fatiguant,” whispers Mr. St. John, “avec sa trompette de + Wynendael.” + </p> + <p> + Captain Steele, who was not of our side, loyally gave the health of the + Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of the age. + </p> + <p> + “I drink to the greatest general with all my heart,” says Mr. Webb; “there + can be no gainsaying that character of him. My glass goes to the General, + and not to the Duke, Mr. Steele.” And the stout old gentleman emptied his + bumper; to which Dick replied by filling and emptying a pair of brimmers, + one for the General and one for the Duke. + </p> + <p> + And now his Grace of Hamilton, rising up with flashing eyes (we had all + been drinking pretty freely), proposed a toast to the lovely, to the + incomparable Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all drank it with cheers, and my Lord + Ashburnham especially, with a shout of enthusiasm. + </p> + <p> + “What a pity there is a Duchess of Hamilton,” whispers St. John, who drank + more wine and yet was more steady than most of the others, and we entered + the drawing-room where the ladies were at their tea. As for poor Dick, we + were obliged to leave him alone at the dining-table, where he was + hiccupping out the lines from the “Campaign,” in which the greatest poet + had celebrated the greatest general in the world; and Harry Esmond found + him, half an hour afterwards, in a more advanced stage of liquor, and + weeping about the treachery of Tom Boxer. + </p> + <p> + The drawing-room was all dark to poor Harry, in spite of the grand + illumination. Beatrix scarce spoke to him. When my Lord Duke went away, + she practised upon the next in rank, and plied my young Lord Ashburnham + with all the fire of her eyes and the fascinations of her wit. Most of the + party were set to cards, and Mr. St. John, after yawning in the face of + Mrs. Steele, whom he did not care to pursue any more; and talking in his + most brilliant animated way to Lady Castlewood, whom he pronounced to be + beautiful, of a far higher order of beauty than her daughter, presently + took his leave, and went his way. The rest of the company speedily + followed, my Lord Ashburnham the last, throwing fiery glances at the + smiling young temptress, who had bewitched more hearts than his in her + thrall. + </p> + <p> + No doubt, as a kinsman of the house, Mr. Esmond thought fit to be the last + of all in it; he remained after the coaches had rolled away—after + his dowager aunt's chair and flambeaux had marched off in the darkness + towards Chelsey, and the town's people had gone to bed, who had been drawn + into the square to gape at the unusual assemblage of chairs and chariots, + lackeys, and torchmen. The poor mean wretch lingered yet for a few + minutes, to see whether the girl would vouchsafe him a smile, or a parting + word of consolation. But her enthusiasm of the morning was quite died out, + or she chose to be in a different mood. She fell to joking about the dowdy + appearance of Lady Betty, and mimicked the vulgarity of Mrs. Steele; and + then she put up her little hand to her mouth and yawned, lighted a taper, + and shrugged her shoulders, and dropping Mr. Esmond a saucy curtsy, sailed + off to bed. + </p> + <p> + “The day began so well, Henry, that I hoped it might have ended better,” + was all the consolation that poor Esmond's fond mistress could give him; + and as he trudged home through the dark alone, he thought with bitter rage + in his heart, and a feeling of almost revolt against the sacrifice he had + made:—“She would have me,” thought he, “had I but a name to give + her. But for my promise to her father, I might have my rank and my + mistress too.” + </p> + <p> + I suppose a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion in him; for I + blush, even now, as I recall the humiliation of those distant days, the + memory of which still smarts, though the fever of balked desire has passed + away more than a score of years ago. When the writer's descendants come to + read this memoir, I wonder will they have lived to experience a similar + defeat and shame? Will they ever have knelt to a woman who has listened to + them, and played with them, and laughed with them—who beckoning them + with lures and caresses, and with Yes smiling from her eyes, has tricked + them on to their knees, and turned her back and left them. All this shame + Mr. Esmond had to undergo; and he submitted, and revolted, and presently + came crouching back for more. + </p> + <p> + After this feste, my young Lord Ashburnham's coach was for ever rolling in + and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother came to visit Esmond's + mistress, and at every assembly in the town, wherever the Maid of Honor + made her appearance, you might be pretty sure to see the young gentleman + in a new suit every week, and decked out in all the finery that his tailor + or embroiderer could furnish for him. My lord was for ever paying Mr. + Esmond compliments: bidding him to dinner, offering him horses to ride, + and giving him a thousand uncouth marks of respect and good-will. At last, + one night at the coffee-house, whither my lord came considerably flushed + and excited with drink, he rushes up to Mr. Esmond, and cries out—“Give + me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the happiest of men.” + </p> + <p> + “The happiest of men needs no dearest colonel to give him joy,” says Mr. + Esmond. “What is the cause of this supreme felicity?” + </p> + <p> + “Haven't you heard?” says he. “Don't you know? I thought the family told + you everything: the adorable Beatrix hath promised to be mine.” + </p> + <p> + “What!” cries out Mr. Esmond, who had spent happy hours with Beatrix that + very morning—had writ verses for her, that she had sung at the + harpsichord. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” says he; “I waited on her to-day. I saw you walking towards + Knightsbridge as I passed in my coach; and she looked so lovely, and spoke + so kind, that I couldn't help going down on my knees, and—and—sure + I am the happiest of men in all the world; and I'm very young; but she + says I shall get older: and you know I shall be of age in four months; and + there's very little difference between us; and I'm so happy. I should like + to treat the company to something. Let us have a bottle—a dozen + bottles—and drink the health of the finest woman in England.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond left the young lord tossing off bumper after bumper, and strolled + away to Kensington to ask whether the news was true. 'Twas only too sure: + his mistress's sad, compassionate face told him the story; and then she + related what particulars of it she knew, and how my young lord had made + his offer, half an hour after Esmond went away that morning, and in the + very room where the song lay yet on the harpsichord, which Esmond had + writ, and they had sung together. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2H_4_0034" id="link2H_4_0034"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + BOOK III. + </h2> + <h3> + CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + </h3> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0030" id="link2HCH0030"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER I. + </h2> + <h3> + I COME TO AN END OF MY BATTLES AND BRUISES. + </h3> + <p> + That feverish desire to gain a little reputation which Esmond had had, + left him now perhaps that he had attained some portion of his wish, and + the great motive of his ambition was over. His desire for military honor + was that it might raise him in Beatrix's eyes. 'Twas next to nobility and + wealth, the only kind of rank she valued. It was the stake quickest won or + lost too; for law is a very long game that requires a life to practise; + and to be distinguished in letters or the Church would not have forwarded + the poor gentleman's plans in the least. So he had no suit to play but the + red one, and he played it; and this, in truth, was the reason of his + speedy promotion; for he exposed himself more than most gentlemen do, and + risked more to win more. Is he the only man that hath set his life against + a stake which may be not worth the winning? Another risks his life (and + his honor, too, sometimes,) against a bundle of bank-notes, or a yard of + blue ribbon, or a seat in Parliament; and some for the mere pleasure and + excitement of the sport; as a field of a hundred huntsmen will do, each + out-bawling and out-galloping the other at the tail of a dirty fox, that + is to be the prize of the foremost happy conqueror. + </p> + <p> + When he heard this news of Beatrix's engagement in marriage, Colonel + Esmond knocked under to his fate, and resolved to surrender his sword, + that could win him nothing now he cared for; and in this dismal frame of + mind he determined to retire from the regiment, to the great delight of + the captain next in rank to him, who happened to be a young gentleman of + good fortune, who eagerly paid Mr. Esmond a thousand guineas for his + majority in Webb's regiment, and was knocked on the head the next + campaign. Perhaps Esmond would not have been sorry to share his fate. He + was more the Knight of the Woful Countenance than ever he had been. His + moodiness must have made him perfectly odious to his friends under the + tents, who like a jolly fellow, and laugh at a melancholy warrior always + sighing after Dulcinea at home. + </p> + <p> + Both the ladies of Castlewood approved of Mr. Esmond quitting the army, + and his kind General coincided in his wish of retirement and helped in the + transfer of his commission, which brought a pretty sum into his pocket. + But when the Commander-in-Chief came home, and was forced, in spite of + himself, to appoint Lieutenant-General Webb to the command of a division + of the army in Flanders, the Lieutenant-General prayed Colonel Esmond so + urgently to be his aide-de-camp and military secretary, that Esmond could + not resist his kind patron's entreaties, and again took the field, not + attached to any regiment, but under Webb's orders. What must have been the + continued agonies of fears* and apprehensions which racked the gentle + breasts of wives and matrons in those dreadful days, when every Gazette + brought accounts of deaths and battles, and when the present anxiety over, + and the beloved person escaped, the doubt still remained that a battle + might be fought, possibly, of which the next Flanders letter would bring + the account; so they, the poor tender creatures, had to go on sickening + and trembling through the whole campaign. Whatever these terrors were on + the part of Esmond's mistress, (and that tenderest of women must have felt + them most keenly for both her sons, as she called them), she never allowed + them outwardly to appear, but hid her apprehension, as she did her + charities and devotion. 'Twas only by chance that Esmond, wandering in + Kensington, found his mistress coming out of a mean cottage there, and + heard that she had a score of poor retainers, whom she visited and + comforted in their sickness and poverty, and who blessed her daily. She + attended the early church daily (though of a Sunday, especially, she + encouraged and advanced all sorts of cheerfulness and innocent gayety in + her little household): and by notes entered into a table-book of hers at + this time, and devotional compositions writ with a sweet artless fervor, + such as the best divines could not surpass, showed how fond her heart was, + how humble and pious her spirit, what pangs of apprehension she endured + silently, and with what a faithful reliance she committed the care of + those she loved to the awful Dispenser of death and life. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * What indeed? Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.—R. E. +</pre> + <p> + As for her ladyship at Chelsey, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she was now + of an age when the danger of any second party doth not disturb the rest + much. She cared for trumps more than for most things in life. She was firm + enough in her own faith, but no longer very bitter against ours. She had a + very good-natured, easy French director, Monsieur Gauthier by name, who + was a gentleman of the world, and would take a hand of cards with Dean + Atterbury, my lady's neighbor at Chelsey, and was well with all the High + Church party. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier knew what Esmond's peculiar + position was, for he corresponded with Holt, and always treated Colonel + Esmond with particular respect and kindness; but for good reasons the + Colonel and the Abbe never spoke on this matter together, and so they + remained perfect good friends. + </p> + <p> + All the frequenters of my Lady of Chelsey's house were of the Tory and + High Church party. Madame Beatrix was as frantic about the King as her + elderly kinswoman: she wore his picture on her heart; she had a piece of + his hair; she vowed he was the most injured, and gallant, and + accomplished, and unfortunate, and beautiful of princes. Steele, who + quarrelled with very many of his Tory friends, but never with Esmond, used + to tell the Colonel that his kinswoman's house was a rendezvous of Tory + intrigues; that Gauthier was a spy; that Atterbury was a spy; that letters + were constantly going from that house to the Queen at St. Germains; on + which Esmond, laughing, would reply, that they used to say in the army the + Duke of Marlborough was a spy too, and as much in correspondence with that + family as any Jesuit. And without entering very eagerly into the + controversy, Esmond had frankly taken the side of his family. It seemed to + him that King James the Third was undoubtedly King of England by right: + and at his sister's death it would be better to have him than a foreigner + over us. No man admired King William more; a hero and a conqueror, the + bravest, justest, wisest of men—but 'twas by the sword he conquered + the country, and held and governed it by the very same right that the + great Cromwell held it, who was truly and greatly a sovereign. But that a + foreign despotic Prince, out of Germany, who happened to be descended from + King James the First, should take possession of this empire, seemed to Mr. + Esmond a monstrous injustice—at least, every Englishman had a right + to protest, and the English Prince, the heir-at-law, the first of all. + What man of spirit with such a cause would not back it? What man of honor + with such a crown to win would not fight for it? But that race was + destined. That Prince had himself against him, an enemy he could not + overcome. He never dared to draw his sword, though he had it. He let his + chances slip by as he lay in the lap of opera-girls, or snivelled at the + knees of priests asking pardon; and the blood of heroes, and the + devotedness of honest hearts, and endurance, courage, fidelity, were all + spent for him in vain. + </p> + <p> + But let us return to my Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond + announced to her ladyship that he proposed to make the ensuing campaign, + took leave of him with perfect alacrity, and was down to piquet with her + gentlewoman before he had well quitted the room on his last visit. “Tierce + to a king,” were the last words he ever heard her say: the game of life + was pretty nearly over for the good lady, and three months afterwards she + took to her bed, where she flickered out without any pain, so the Abbe + Gauthier wrote over to Mr. Esmond, then with his General on the frontier + of France. The Lady Castlewood was with her at her ending, and had written + too, but these letters must have been taken by a privateer in the packet + that brought them; for Esmond knew nothing of their contents until his + return to England. + </p> + <p> + My Lady Castlewood had left everything to Colonel Esmond, “as a reparation + for the wrong done to him;” 'twas writ in her will. But her fortune was + not much, for it never had been large, and the honest viscountess had + wisely sunk most of the money she had upon an annuity which terminated + with her life. However, there was the house and furniture, plate and + pictures at Chelsey, and a sum of money lying at her merchant's, Sir + Josiah Child, which altogether would realize a sum of near three hundred + pounds per annum, so that Mr. Esmond found himself, if not rich, at least + easy for life. Likewise there were the famous diamonds which had been said + to be worth fabulous sums, though the goldsmith pronounced they would + fetch no more than four thousand pounds. These diamonds, however, Colonel + Esmond reserved, having a special use for them: but the Chelsey house, + plate, goods, &c., with the exception of a few articles which he kept + back, were sold by his orders; and the sums resulting from the sale + invested in the public securities so as to realize the aforesaid annual + income of three hundred pounds. + </p> + <p> + Having now something to leave, he made a will and despatched it home. The + army was now in presence of the enemy; and a great battle expected every + day. 'Twas known that the General-in-Chief was in disgrace, and the + parties at home strong against him, and there was no stroke this great and + resolute player would not venture to recall his fortune when it seemed + desperate. Frank Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his General having + gladly taken the young nobleman on to his staff. His studies of + fortifications at Bruxelles were over by this time. The fort he was + besieging had yielded, I believe, and my lord had not only marched in with + flying colors, but marched out again. He used to tell his boyish + wickednesses with admirable humor, and was the most charming young + scapegrace in the army. + </p> + <p> + 'Tis needless to say that Colonel Esmond had left every penny of his + little fortune to this boy. It was the Colonel's firm conviction that the + next battle would put an end to him: for he felt aweary of the sun, and + quite ready to bid that and the earth farewell. Frank would not listen to + his comrade's gloomy forebodings, but swore they would keep his birthday + at Castlewood that autumn, after the campaign. He had heard of the + engagement at home. “If Prince Eugene goes to London,” says Frank, “and + Trix can get hold of him, she'll jilt Ashburnham for his Highness. I tell + you, she used to make eyes at the Duke of Marlborough, when she was only + fourteen, and ogling poor little Blandford. I wouldn't marry her, Harry—no, + not if her eyes were twice as big. I'll take my fun. I'll enjoy for the + next three years every possible pleasure. I'll sow my wild oats then, and + marry some quiet, steady, modest, sensible viscountess; hunt my harriers; + and settle down at Castlewood. Perhaps I'll represent the county—no, + damme, YOU shall represent the county. You have the brains of the family. + By the Lord, my dear old Harry, you have the best head and the kindest + heart in all the army; and every man says so—and when the Queen + dies, and the King comes back, why shouldn't you go to the House of + Commons, and be a Minister, and be made a Peer, and that sort of thing? + YOU be shot in the next action! I wager a dozen of Burgundy you are not + touched. Mohun is well of his wound. He is always with Corporal John now. + As soon as ever I see his ugly face I'll spit in it. I took lessons of + Father—of Captain Holt at Bruxelles. What a man that is! He knows + everything.” Esmond bade Frank have a care; that Father Holt's knowledge + was rather dangerous; not, indeed, knowing as yet how far the Father had + pushed his instructions with his young pupil. + </p> + <p> + The gazetteers and writers, both of the French and English side, have + given accounts sufficient of that bloody battle of Blarignies or + Malplaquet, which was the last and the hardest earned of the victories of + the great Duke of Marlborough. In that tremendous combat near upon two + hundred and fifty thousand men were engaged, more than thirty thousand of + whom were slain or wounded (the Allies lost twice as many men as they + killed of the French, whom they conquered): and this dreadful slaughter + very likely took place because a great general's credit was shaken at + home, and he thought to restore it by a victory. If such were the motives + which induced the Duke of Marlborough to venture that prodigious stake, + and desperately sacrifice thirty thousand brave lives, so that he might + figure once more in a Gazette, and hold his places and pensions a little + longer, the event defeated the dreadful and selfish design, for the + victory was purchased at a cost which no nation, greedy of glory as it may + be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The gallantry of the French was + as remarkable as the furious bravery of their assailants. We took a few + score of their flags, and a few pieces of their artillery; but we left + twenty thousand of the bravest soldiers of the world round about the + intrenched lines, from which the enemy was driven. He retreated in perfect + good order; the panic-spell seemed to be broke, under which the French had + labored ever since the disaster of Hochstedt; and, fighting now on the + threshold of their country, they showed an heroic ardor of resistance, + such as had never met us in the course of their aggressive war. Had the + battle been more successful, the conqueror might have got the price for + which he waged it. As it was, (and justly, I think,) the party adverse to + the Duke in England were indignant at the lavish extravagance of + slaughter, and demanded more eagerly than ever the recall of a chief whose + cupidity and desperation might urge him further still. After this bloody + fight of Malplaquet, I can answer for it, that in the Dutch quarters and + our own, and amongst the very regiments and commanders whose gallantry was + most conspicuous upon this frightful day of carnage, the general cry was, + that there was enough of the war. The French were driven back into their + own boundary, and all their conquests and booty of Flanders disgorged. As + for the Prince of Savoy, with whom our Commander-in-Chief, for reasons of + his own, consorted more closely than ever, 'twas known that he was + animated not merely by a political hatred, but by personal rage against + the old French King: the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight + put by Lewis upon the Abbe de Savoie; and in the humiliation or ruin of + his most Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his account. But + what were these quarrels to us, the free citizens of England and Holland! + Despot as he was, the French monarch was yet the chief of European + civilization, more venerable in his age and misfortunes than at the period + of his most splendid successes; whilst his opponent was but a + semi-barbarous tyrant, with a pillaging, murderous horde of Croats and + Pandours, composing a half of his army, filling our camp with their + strange figures, bearded like the miscreant Turks their neighbors, and + carrying into Christian warfare their native heathen habits of rapine, + lust, and murder. Why should the best blood in England and France be shed + in order that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians should + have his revenge over the Christian king? And it was to this end we were + fighting; for this that every village and family in England was deploring + the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not speak to each other, + even at table, of Malplaquet, so frightful were the gaps left in our army + by the cannon of that bloody action. 'Twas heartrending for an officer who + had a heart to look down his line on a parade-day afterwards, and miss + hundreds of faces of comrades—humble or of high rank—that had + gathered but yesterday full of courage and cheerfulness round the torn and + blackened flags. Where were our friends? As the great Duke reviewed us, + riding along our lines with his fine suite of prancing aides-de-camp and + generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer with those eager + smiles and bows of which his Grace was always lavish, scarce a huzzah + could be got for him, though Cadogan, with an oath, rode up and cried—“D—n + you, why don't you cheer?” But the men had no heart for that: not one of + them but was thinking, “Where's my comrade?—where's my brother that + fought by me, or my dear captain that led me yesterday?” 'Twas the most + gloomy pageant I ever looked on; and the “Te Deum” sung by our chaplains, + the most woful and dreary satire. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's General added one more to the many marks of honor which he had + received in the front of a score of battles, and got a wound in the groin, + which laid him on his back; and you may be sure he consoled himself by + abusing the Commander-in-Chief, as he lay groaning,—“Corporal John's + as fond of me,” he used to say, “as King David was of General Uriah; and + so he always gives me the post of danger.” He persisted, to his dying day, + in believing that the Duke intended he should be beat at Wynendael, and + sent him purposely with a small force, hoping that he might be knocked on + the head there. Esmond and Frank Castlewood both escaped without hurt, + though the division which our General commanded suffered even more than + any other, having to sustain not only the fury of the enemy's cannonade, + which was very hot and well served, but the furious and repeated charges + of the famous Maison du Roy, which we had to receive and beat off again + and again, with volleys of shot and hedges of iron, and our four lines of + musqueteers and pikemen. They said the King of England charged us no less + than twelve times that day, along with the French Household. Esmond's late + regiment, General Webb's own Fusileers, served in the division which their + colonel commanded. The General was thrice in the centre of the square of + the Fusileers, calling the fire at the French charges, and, after the + action, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his compliments to his old + regiment and their Colonel for their behavior on the field. + </p> + <p> + We drank my Lord Castlewood's health and majority, the 25th of September, + the army being then before Mons: and here Colonel Esmond was not so + fortunate as he had been in actions much more dangerous, and was hit by a + spent ball just above the place where his former wound was, which caused + the old wound to open again, fever, spitting of blood, and other ugly + symptoms, to ensue; and, in a word, brought him near to death's door. The + kind lad, his kinsman, attended his elder comrade with a very praiseworthy + affectionateness and care until he was pronounced out of danger by the + doctors, when Frank went off, passed the winter at Bruxelles, and + besieged, no doubt, some other fortress there. Very few lads would have + given up their pleasures so long and so gayly as Frank did; his cheerful + prattle soothed many long days of Esmond's pain and languor. Frank was + supposed to be still at his kinsman's bedside for a month after he had + left it, for letters came from his mother at home full of thanks to the + younger gentleman for his care of his elder brother (so it pleased + Esmond's mistress now affectionately to style him); nor was Mr. Esmond in + a hurry to undeceive her, when the good young fellow was gone for his + Christmas holiday. It was as pleasant to Esmond on his couch to watch the + young man's pleasure at the idea of being free, as to note his simple + efforts to disguise his satisfaction on going away. There are days when a + flask of champagne at a cabaret, and a red-cheeked partner to share it, + are too strong temptations for any young fellow of spirit. I am not going + to play the moralist, and cry “Fie.” For ages past, I know how old men + preach, and what young men practise; and that patriarchs have had their + weak moments too, long since Father Noah toppled over after discovering + the vine. Frank went off, then, to his pleasures at Bruxelles, in which + capital many young fellows of our army declared they found infinitely + greater diversion even than in London: and Mr. Henry Esmond remained in + his sick-room, where he writ a fine comedy, that his mistress pronounced + to be sublime, and that was acted no less than three successive nights in + London in the next year. + </p> + <p> + Here, as he lay nursing himself, ubiquitous Mr. Holt reappeared, and + stopped a whole month at Mons, where he not only won over Colonel Esmond + to the King's side in politics (that side being always held by the Esmond + family); but where he endeavored to reopen the controversial question + between the churches once more, and to recall Esmond to that religion in + which, in his infancy, he had been baptized. Holt was a casuist, both + dexterous and learned, and presented the case between the English church + and his own in such a way that those who granted his premises ought + certainly to allow his conclusions. He touched on Esmond's delicate state + of health, chance of dissolution, and so forth; and enlarged upon the + immense benefits that the sick man was likely to forego—benefits + which the church of England did not deny to those of the Roman communion, + as how should she, being derived from that church, and only an offshoot + from it? But Mr. Esmond said that his church was the church of his + country, and to that he chose to remain faithful: other people were + welcome to worship and to subscribe any other set of articles, whether at + Rome or at Augsburg. But if the good Father meant that Esmond should join + the Roman communion for fear of consequences, and that all England ran the + risk of being damned for heresy, Esmond, for one, was perfectly willing to + take his chance of the penalty along with the countless millions of his + fellow-countrymen, who were bred in the same faith, and along with some of + the noblest, the truest, the purest, the wisest, the most pious and + learned men and women in the world. + </p> + <p> + As for the political question, in that Mr. Esmond could agree with the + Father much more readily, and had come to the same conclusion, though, + perhaps, by a different way. The right divine, about which Dr. Sacheverel + and the High Church party in England were just now making a bother, they + were welcome to hold as they chose. If Richard Cromwell, and his father + before him had been crowned and anointed (and bishops enough would have + been found to do it), it seemed to Mr. Esmond that they would have had the + right divine just as much as any Plantagenet, or Tudor, or Stuart. But the + desire of the country being unquestionably for an hereditary monarchy, + Esmond thought an English king out of St. Germains was better and fitter + than a German prince from Herrenhausen, and that if he failed to satisfy + the nation, some other Englishman might be found to take his place; and + so, though with no frantic enthusiasm, or worship of that monstrous + pedigree which the Tories chose to consider divine, he was ready to say, + “God save King James!” when Queen Anne went the way of kings and + commoners. + </p> + <p> + “I fear, Colonel, you are no better than a republican at heart,” says the + priest with a sigh. + </p> + <p> + “I am an Englishman,” says Harry, “and take my country as I find her. The + will of the nation being for church and king, I am for church and king + too; but English church and English king; and that is why your church + isn't mine, though your king is.” + </p> + <p> + Though they lost the day at Malplaquet, it was the French who were elated + by that action, whilst the conquerors were dispirited, by it; and the + enemy gathered together a larger army than ever, and made prodigious + efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was with the French this + year; and we heard that Mareschal Villars was still suffering of his + wound, was eager to bring our Duke to action, and vowed he would fight us + in his coach. Young Castlewood came flying back from Bruxelles, as soon as + he heard that fighting was to begin; and the arrival of the Chevalier de + St. George was announced about May. “It's the King's third campaign, and + it's mine,” Frank liked saying. He was come back a greater Jacobite than + ever, and Esmond suspected that some fair conspirators at Bruxelles had + been inflaming the young man's ardor. Indeed, he owned that he had a + message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, who had given her name to + Frank's sister the year before he and his sovereign were born. + </p> + <p> + However desirous Marshal Villars might be to fight, my Lord Duke did not + seem disposed to indulge him this campaign. Last year his Grace had been + all for the Whigs and Hanoverians; but finding, on going to England, his + country cold towards himself, and the people in a ferment of High Church + loyalty, the Duke comes back to his army cooled towards the Hanoverians, + cautious with the Imperialists, and particularly civil and polite towards + the Chevalier de St. George. 'Tis certain that messengers and letters were + continually passing between his Grace and his brave nephew, the Duke of + Berwick, in the opposite camp. No man's caresses were more opportune than + his Grace's, and no man ever uttered expressions of regard and affection + more generously. He professed to Monsieur de Torcy, so Mr. St. John told + the writer, quite an eagerness to be cut in pieces for the exiled Queen + and her family; nay more, I believe, this year he parted with a portion of + the most precious part of himself—his money—which he sent over + to the royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who was in the Prince's service, was + twice or thrice in and out of our camp; the French, in theirs of Arlieu + and about Arras. A little river, the Canihe I think 'twas called, (but + this is writ away from books and Europe; and the only map the writer hath + of these scenes of his youth, bears no mark of this little stream,) + divided our pickets from the enemy's. Our sentries talked across the + stream, when they could make themselves understood to each other, and when + they could not, grinned, and handed each other their brandy-flasks or + their pouches of tobacco. And one fine day of June, riding thither with + the officer who visited the outposts, (Colonel Esmond was taking an airing + on horseback, being too weak for military duty,) they came to this river, + where a number of English and Scots were assembled, talking to the + good-natured enemy on the other side. + </p> + <p> + Esmond was especially amused with the talk of one long fellow, with a + great curling red moustache, and blue eyes, that was half a dozen inches + taller than his swarthy little comrades on the French side of the stream, + and being asked by the Colonel, saluted him, and said that he belonged to + the Royal Cravats. + </p> + <p> + From his way of saying “Royal Cravat,” Esmond at once knew that the + fellow's tongue had first wagged on the banks of the Liffey, and not the + Loire; and the poor soldier—a deserter probably—did not like + to venture very deep into French conversation, lest his unlucky brogue + should peep out. He chose to restrict himself to such few expressions in + the French language as he thought he had mastered easily; and his attempt + at disguise was infinitely amusing. Mr. Esmond whistled Lillibullero, at + which Teague's eyes began to twinkle, and then flung him a dollar, when + the poor boy broke out with a “God bless—that is, Dieu benisse votre + honor,” that would infallibly have sent him to the provost-marshal had he + been on our side of the river. + </p> + <p> + Whilst this parley was going on, three officers on horseback, on the + French side, appeared at some little distance, and stopped as if eying us, + when one of them left the other two, and rode close up to us who were by + the stream. “Look, look!” says the Royal Cravat, with great agitation, + “pas lui, that's he; not him, l'autre,” and pointed to the distant officer + on a chestnut horse, with a cuirass shining in the sun, and over it a + broad blue ribbon. + </p> + <p> + “Please to take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough—my + Lord Duke,” says the gentleman in English: and, looking to see that the + party were not hostilely disposed, he added, with a smile, “There's a + friend of yours, gentlemen, yonder; he bids me to say that he saw some of + your faces on the 11th of September last year.” + </p> + <p> + As the gentleman spoke, the other two officers rode up, and came quite + close. We knew at once who it was. It was the King, then two-and-twenty + years old, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes, that looked melancholy, + though his lips wore a smile. We took off our hats and saluted him. No + man, sure, could see for the first time, without emotion, the youthful + inheritor of so much fame and misfortune. It seemed to Mr. Esmond that the + Prince was not unlike young Castlewood, whose age and figure he resembled. + The Chevalier de St. George acknowledged the salute, and looked at us + hard. Even the idlers on our side of the river set up a hurrah. As for the + Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt down and kissed his + boot, and bawled and looked a hundred ejaculations and blessings. The + prince bade the aide-de-camp give him a piece of money; and when the party + saluting us had ridden away, Cravat spat upon the piece of gold by way of + benediction, and swaggered away, pouching his coin and twirling his honest + carroty moustache. + </p> + <p> + The officer in whose company Esmond was, the same little captain of + Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had proposed the garden at Lille, + when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their affair, was an Irishman too, and + as brave a little soul as ever wore a sword. “Bedad,” says Roger Sterne, + “that long fellow spoke French so beautiful that I shouldn't have known he + wasn't a foreigner, till he broke out with his hulla-ballooing, and only + an Irish calf can bellow like that.” And Roger made another remark in his + wild way, in which there was sense as well as absurdity—“If that + young gentleman,” says he, “would but ride over to our camp, instead of + Villars's, toss up his hat and say, 'Here am I, the King, who'll follow + me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise and carry him home + again, and beat Villars, and take Paris by the way.” + </p> + <p> + The news of the Prince's visit was all through the camp quickly, and + scores of ours went down in hopes to see him. Major Hamilton, whom we had + talked with, sent back by a trumpet several silver pieces for officers + with us. Mr. Esmond received one of these; and that medal, and a + recompense not uncommon amongst Princes, were the only rewards he ever had + from a Royal person, whom he endeavored not very long after to serve. + </p> + <p> + Esmond quitted the army almost immediately after this, following his + general home; and, indeed, being advised to travel in the fine weather and + attempt to take no further part in the campaign. But he heard from the + army, that of the many who crowded to see the Chevalier de St. George, + Frank Castlewood had made himself most conspicuous: my Lord Viscount + riding across the little stream bareheaded to where the Prince was, and + dismounting and kneeling before him to do him homage. Some said that the + Prince had actually knighted him, but my lord denied that statement, + though he acknowledged the rest of the story, and said:—“From having + been out of favor with Corporal John,” as he called the Duke, “before his + Grace warned him not to commit those follies, and smiled on him cordially + ever after.” + </p> + <p> + “And he was so kind to me,” Frank writ, “that I thought I would put in a + good word for Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name he looked as + black as thunder, and said he had never heard of you.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0031" id="link2HCH0031"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER II. + </h2> + <h3> + I GO HOME, AND HARP ON THE OLD STRING. + </h3> + <p> + After quitting Mons and the army, and as he was waiting for a packet at + Ostend, Esmond had a letter from his young kinsman Castlewood at + Bruxelles, conveying intelligence whereof Frank besought him to be the + bearer to London, and which caused Colonel Esmond no small anxiety. + </p> + <p> + The young scapegrace, being one-and-twenty years old, and being anxious to + sow his “wild otes,” as he wrote, had married Mademoiselle de Wertheim, + daughter of Count de Wertheim, Chamberlain to the Emperor, and having a + post in the Household of the Governor of the Netherlands. “P.S.,” the + young gentleman wrote: “Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which perhaps may be + objected to her: but I am so OLD A RAIK that the age makes no difference, + and I am DETERMINED to reform. We were married at St. Gudule, by Father + Holt. She is heart and soul for the GOOD CAUSE. And here the cry is + Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, and Trix TOO. Break this news to + 'em gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to press the people for their + rents, and send me the RYNO anyhow. Clotilda sings, and plays on the + Spinet BEAUTIFULLY. She is a fair beauty. And if it's a son, you shall + stand GODFATHER. I'm going to leave the army, having had ENUF OF + SOLDERING; and my Lord Duke RECOMMENDS me. I shall pass the winter here: + and stop at least until Clo's lying in. I call her OLD CLO, but nobody + else shall. She is the cleverest woman in all Bruxelles: understanding + painting, music, poetry, and perfect at COOKERY AND PUDDENS. I borded with + the Count, that's how I came to know her. There are four Counts her + brothers. One an Abbey—three with the Prince's army. They have a + lawsuit for AN IMMENCE FORTUNE: but are now in a PORE WAY. Break this to + mother, who'll take anything from YOU. And write, and bid Finch write + AMEDIATELY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, Bruxelles, Flanders.” + </p> + <p> + So Frank had married a Roman Catholic lady, and an heir was expected, and + Mr. Esmond was to carry this intelligence to his mistress at London. 'Twas + a difficult embassy; and the Colonel felt not a little tremor as he neared + the capital. + </p> + <p> + He reached his inn late, and sent a messenger to Kensington to announce + his arrival and visit the next morning. The messenger brought back news + that the Court was at Windsor, and the fair Beatrix absent and engaged in + her duties there. Only Esmond's mistress remained in her house at + Kensington. She appeared in court but once in the year; Beatrix was quite + the mistress and ruler of the little mansion, inviting the company + thither, and engaging in every conceivable frolic of town pleasure. Whilst + her mother, acting as the young lady's protectress and elder sister, + pursued her own path, which was quite modest and secluded. + </p> + <p> + As soon as ever Esmond was dressed (and he had been awake long before the + town), he took a coach for Kensington, and reached it so early that he met + his dear mistress coming home from morning prayers. She carried her + prayer-book, never allowing a footman to bear it, as everybody else did: + and it was by this simple sign Esmond knew what her occupation had been. + He called to the coachman to stop, and jumped out as she looked towards + him. She wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when she saw + him. To feel that kind little hand near to his heart seemed to give him + strength. They were soon at the door of her ladyship's house—and + within it. + </p> + <p> + With a sweet sad smile she took his hand and kissed it. + </p> + <p> + “How ill you have been: how weak you look, my dear Henry,” she said. + </p> + <p> + 'Tis certain the Colonel did look like a ghost, except that ghosts do not + look very happy, 'tis said. Esmond always felt so on returning to her + after absence, indeed whenever he looked in her sweet kind face. + </p> + <p> + “I am come back to be nursed by my family,” says he. “If Frank had not + taken care of me after my wound, very likely I should have gone + altogether.” + </p> + <p> + “Poor Frank, good Frank!” says his mother. “You'll always be kind to him, + my lord,” she went on. “The poor child never knew he was doing you a + wrong.” + </p> + <p> + “My lord!” cries out Colonel Esmond. “What do you mean, dear lady?” + </p> + <p> + “I am no lady,” says she; “I am Rachel Esmond, Francis Esmond's widow, my + lord. I cannot bear that title. Would we never had taken it from him who + has it now. But we did all in our power, Henry: we did all in our power; + and my lord and I—that is—” + </p> + <p> + “Who told you this tale, dearest lady?” asked the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + “Have you not had the letter I writ you? I writ to you at Mons directly I + heard it,” says Lady Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “And from whom?” again asked Colonel Esmond—and his mistress then + told him that on her death-bed the Dowager Countess, sending for her, had + presented her with this dismal secret as a legacy. “'Twas very malicious + of the Dowager,” Lady Esmond said, “to have had it so long, and to have + kept the truth from me.” “Cousin Rachel,” she said,—and Esmond's + mistress could not forbear smiling as she told the story—“Cousin + Rachel,” cries the Dowager, “I have sent for you, as the doctors say I may + go off any day in this dysentery; and to ease my conscience of a great + load that has been on it. You always have been a poor creature and unfit + for great honor, and what I have to say won't, therefore, affect you so + much. You must know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, plate, and + furniture, three thousand pounds in money, and my diamonds that my late + revered Saint and Sovereign, King James, presented me with, to my Lord + Viscount Castlewood.” + </p> + <p> + “To my Frank?” says Lady Castlewood; “I was in hopes—” + </p> + <p> + To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron Esmond of + Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of Esmond under patent + of his Majesty King James the Second, conferred upon my husband the late + Marquis—for I am Marchioness of Esmond before God and man.” + </p> + <p> + “And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?” asks Lady + Castlewood (she hath told me the story completely since with her quiet + arch way; the most charming any woman ever had: and I set down the + narrative here at length, so as to have done with it). “And have you left + poor Harry nothing?” asks my dear lady: “for you know, Henry,” she says + with her sweet smile, “I used always to pity Esau—and I think I am + on his side—though papa tried very hard to convince me the other + way.” + </p> + <p> + “Poor Harry!” says the old lady. “So you want something left to poor + Harry: he,—he! (reach me the drops, cousin). Well, then, my dear, + since you want poor Harry to have a fortune, you must understand that ever + since the year 1691, a week after the battle of the Boyne, where the + Prince of Orange defeated his royal sovereign and father, for which crime + he is now suffering in flames (ugh! ugh!) Henry Esmond hath been Marquis + of Esmond and Earl of Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and Baron and + Viscount Castlewood of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet—and his + eldest son will be, by courtesy, styled Earl of Castlewood—he! he! + What do you think of that, my dear?” + </p> + <p> + “Gracious mercy! how long have you known this?” cries the other lady + (thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was wandering in her wits). + </p> + <p> + “My husband, before he was converted, was a wicked wretch,” the sick + sinner continued. “When he was in the Low Countries he seduced a weaver's + daughter; and added to his wickedness by marrying her. And then he came to + this country and married me—a poor girl—a poor innocent young + thing—I say,”—“though she was past forty, you know, Harry, + when she married: and as for being innocent”—“Well,” she went on, “I + knew nothing of my lord's wickedness for three years after our marriage, + and after the burial of our poor little boy I had it done over again, my + dear: I had myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon as + ever I heard the creature was dead—and having a great illness then, + arising from another sad disappointment I had, the priest came and told me + that my lord had a son before our marriage, and that the child was at + nurse in England; and I consented to let the brat be brought home, and a + queer little melancholy child it was when it came. + </p> + <p> + “Our intention was to make a priest of him: and he was bred for this, + until you perverted him from it, you wicked woman. And I had again hopes + of giving an heir to my lord, when he was called away upon the King's + business, and died fighting gloriously at the Boyne water. + </p> + <p> + “Should I be disappointed—I owed your husband no love, my dear, for + he had jilted me in the most scandalous way and I thought there would be + time to declare the little weaver's son for the true heir. But I was + carried off to prison, where your husband was so kind to me—urging + all his friends to obtain my release, and using all his credit in my favor—that + I relented towards him, especially as my director counselled me to be + silent; and that it was for the good of the King's service that the title + of our family should continue with your husband the late viscount, whereby + his fidelity would be always secured to the King. And a proof of this is, + that a year before your husband's death, when he thought of taking a place + under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to him, and told him what the + state of the matter was, and obliged him to raise a large sum for his + Majesty; and engaged him in the true cause so heartily, that we were sure + of his support on any day when it should be considered advisable to attack + the usurper. Then his sudden death came; and there was a thought of + declaring the truth. But 'twas determined to be best for the King's + service to let the title still go with the younger branch; and there's no + sacrifice a Castlewood wouldn't make for that cause, my dear. + </p> + <p> + “As for Colonel Esmond, he knew the truth already.” (“And then, Harry,” my + mistress said, “she told me of what had happened at my dear husband's + death-bed”). “He doth not intend to take the title, though it belongs to + him. But it eases my conscience that you should know the truth, my dear. + And your son is lawfully Viscount Castlewood so long as his cousin doth + not claim the rank.” + </p> + <p> + This was the substance of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury had + knowledge of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond very well knows how: + that divine being the clergyman for whom the late lord had sent on his + death-bed: and when Lady Castlewood would instantly have written to her + son, and conveyed the truth to him, the Dean's advice was that a letter + should be writ to Colonel Esmond rather; that the matter should be + submitted to his decision, by which alone the rest of the family were + bound to abide. + </p> + <p> + “And can my dearest lady doubt what that will be?” says the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + “It rests with you, Harry, as the head of our house.” + </p> + <p> + “It was settled twelve years since, by my dear lord's bedside,” says + Colonel Esmond. “The children must know nothing of this. Frank and his + heirs after him must bear our name. 'Tis his rightfully; I have not even a + proof of that marriage of my father and mother, though my poor lord, on + his death-bed, told me that Father Holt had brought such a proof to + Castlewood. I would not seek it when I was abroad. I went and looked at my + poor mother's grave in her convent. What matter to her now? No court of + law on earth, upon my mere word, would deprive my Lord Viscount and set me + up. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank is Viscount of + Castlewood still. And rather than disturb him, I would turn monk, or + disappear in America.” + </p> + <p> + As he spoke so to his dearest mistress, for whom he would have been + willing to give up his life, or to make any sacrifice any day, the fond + creature flung herself down on her knees before him, and kissed both his + hands in an outbreak of passionate love and gratitude, such as could not + but melt his heart, and make him feel very proud and thankful that God had + given him the power to show his love for her, and to prove it by some + little sacrifice on his own part. To be able to bestow benefits or + happiness on those one loves is sure the greatest blessing conferred upon + a man—and what wealth or name, or gratification of ambition or + vanity, could compare with the pleasure Esmond now had of being able to + confer some kindness upon his best and dearest friends? + </p> + <p> + “Dearest saint,” says he—“purest soul, that has had so much to + suffer, that has blest the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure of + love. 'Tis for me to kneel, not for you: 'tis for me to be thankful that I + can make you happy. Hath my life any other aim? Blessed be God that I can + serve you! What pleasure, think you, could all the world give me compared + to that?” + </p> + <p> + “Don't raise me,” she said, in a wild way, to Esmond, who would have + lifted her. “Let me kneel—let me kneel, and—and—worship + you.” + </p> + <p> + Before such a partial judge as Esmond's dear mistress owned herself to be, + any cause which he might plead was sure to be given in his favor; and + accordingly he found little difficulty in reconciling her to the news + whereof he was bearer, of her son's marriage to a foreign lady, Papist + though she was. Lady Castlewood never could be brought to think so ill of + that religion as other people in England thought of it: she held that ours + was undoubtedly a branch of the Catholic church, but that the Roman was + one of the main stems on which, no doubt, many errors had been grafted + (she was, for a woman, extraordinarily well versed in this controversy, + having acted, as a girl, as secretary to her father, the late dean, and + written many of his sermons, under his dictation); and if Frank had chosen + to marry a lady of the church of south Europe, as she would call the Roman + communion, there was no need why she should not welcome her as a + daughter-in-law: and accordingly she wrote to her new daughter a very + pretty, touching letter (as Esmond thought, who had cognizance of it + before it went), in which the only hint of reproof was a gentle + remonstrance that her son had not written to herself, to ask a fond + mother's blessing for that step which he was about taking. “Castlewood + knew very well,” so she wrote to her son, “that she never denied him + anything in her power to give, much less would she think of opposing a + marriage that was to make his happiness, as she trusted, and keep him out + of wild courses, which had alarmed her a good deal:” and she besought him + to come quickly to England, to settle down in his family house of + Castlewood (“It is his family house,” says she, to Colonel Esmond, “though + only his own house by your forbearance”) and to receive the accompt of her + stewardship during his ten years' minority. By care and frugality, she had + got the estate into a better condition than ever it had been since the + Parliamentary wars; and my lord was now master of a pretty, small income, + not encumbered of debts, as it had been, during his father's ruinous time. + “But in saving my son's fortune,” says she, “I fear I have lost a great + part of my hold on him.” And, indeed, this was the case: her ladyship's + daughter complaining that their mother did all for Frank, and nothing for + her; and Frank himself being dissatisfied at the narrow, simple way of his + mother's living at Walcote, where he had been brought up more like a poor + parson's son than a young nobleman that was to make a figure in the world. + 'Twas this mistake in his early training, very likely, that set him so + eager upon pleasure when he had it in his power; nor is he the first lad + that has been spoiled by the over-careful fondness of women. No training + is so useful for children, great or small, as the company of their betters + in rank or natural parts; in whose society they lose the overweening sense + of their own importance, which stay-at-home people very commonly learn. + </p> + <p> + But, as a prodigal that's sending in a schedule of his debts to his + friends, never puts all down, and, you may be sure, the rogue keeps back + some immense swingeing bill, that he doesn't dare to own; so the poor + Frank had a very heavy piece of news to break to his mother, and which he + hadn't the courage to introduce into his first confession. Some misgivings + Esmond might have, upon receiving Frank's letter, and knowing into what + hands the boy had fallen; but whatever these misgivings were, he kept them + to himself, not caring to trouble his mistress with any fears that might + be groundless. + </p> + <p> + However, the next mail which came from Bruxelles, after Frank had received + his mother's letters there, brought back a joint composition from himself + and his wife, who could spell no better than her young scapegrace of a + husband, full of expressions of thanks, love, and duty to the Dowager + Viscountess, as my poor lady now was styled; and along with this letter + (which was read in a family council, namely, the Viscountess, Mistress + Beatrix, and the writer of this memoir, and which was pronounced to be + vulgar by the maid of honor, and felt to be so by the other two), there + came a private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor Frank, with another + dismal commission for the Colonel to execute, at his best opportunity; and + this was to announce that Frank had seen fit, “by the exhortation of Mr. + Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the blessing of heaven and the + saints,” says my lord, demurely, “to change his religion, and be received + into the bosom of that church of which his sovereign, many of his family, + and the greater part of the civilized world, were members.” And his + lordship added a postscript, of which Esmond knew the inspiring genius + very well, for it had the genuine twang of the Seminary, and was quite + unlike poor Frank's ordinary style of writing and thinking; in which he + reminded Colonel Esmond that he too was, by birth, of that church; and + that his mother and sister should have his lordship's prayers to the + saints (an inestimable benefit, truly!) for their conversion. + </p> + <p> + If Esmond had wanted to keep this secret, he could not; for a day or two + after receiving this letter, a notice from Bruxelles appeared in the + Post-Boy and other prints, announcing that “a young Irish lord, the + Viscount C-stlew—d, just come to his majority, and who had served + the last campaigns with great credit, as aide-de-camp to his Grace the + Duke of Marlborough, had declared for the Popish religion at Bruxelles, + and had walked in a procession barefoot, with a wax-taper in his hand.” + The notorious Mr. Holt, who had been employed as a Jacobite agent during + the last reign, and many times pardoned by King William, had been, the + Post-Boy said, the agent of this conversion. + </p> + <p> + The Lady Castlewood was as much cast down by this news as Miss Beatrix was + indignant at it. “So,” says she, “Castlewood is no longer a home for us, + mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her confessor, and there will be + frogs for dinner; and all Tusher's and my grandfather's sermons are flung + away upon my brother. I used to tell you that you killed him with the + catechism, and that he would turn wicked as soon as he broke from his + mammy's leading-strings. Oh, mother, you would not believe that the young + scapegrace was playing you tricks, and that sneak of a Tusher was not a + fit guide for him. Oh, those parsons, I hate 'em all!” says Mistress + Beatrix, clapping her hands together; “yes, whether they wear cassocks and + buckles, or beards and bare feet. There's a horrid Irish wretch who never + misses a Sunday at Court, and who pays me compliments there, the horrible + man; and if you want to know what parsons are, you should see his + behavior, and hear him talk of his own cloth. They're all the same, + whether they're bishops, or bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They try to + domineer, and they frighten us with kingdom come; and they wear a + sanctified air in public, and expect us to go down on our knees and ask + their blessing; and they intrigue, and they grasp, and they backbite, and + they slander worse than the worst courtier or the wickedest old woman. I + heard this Mr. Swift sneering at my Lord Duke of Marlborough's courage the + other day. He! that Teague from Dublin! because his Grace is not in favor, + dares to say this of him; and he says this that it may get to her + Majesty's ear, and to coax and wheedle Mrs. Masham. They say the Elector + of Hanover has a dozen of mistresses in his court at Herrenhausen, and if + he comes to be king over us, I wager that the bishops and Mr. Swift, that + wants to be one, will coax and wheedle them. Oh, those priests and their + grave airs! I'm sick of their square toes and their rustling cassocks. I + should like to go to a country where there was not one, or turn Quaker, + and get rid of 'em; and I would, only the dress is not becoming, and I've + much too pretty a figure to hide it. Haven't I, cousin?” and here she + glanced at her person and the looking-glass, which told her rightly that a + more beautiful shape and face never were seen. + </p> + <p> + “I made that onslaught on the priests,” says Miss Beatrix, afterwards, “in + order to divert my poor dear mother's anguish about Frank. Frank is as + vain as a girl, cousin. Talk of us girls being vain, what are WE to you? + It was easy to see that the first woman who chose would make a fool of + him, or the first robe—I count a priest and a woman all the same. We + are always caballing; we are not answerable for the fibs we tell; we are + always cajoling and coaxing, or threatening; and we are always making + mischief, Colonel Esmond—mark my word for that, who know the world, + sir, and have to make my way in it. I see as well as possible how Frank's + marriage hath been managed. The Count, our papa-in-law, is always away at + the coffee-house. The Countess, our mother, is always in the kitchen + looking after the dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at the spinet. When + my lord comes to say he is going on the campaign, the lovely Clotilda + bursts into tears, and faints—so; he catches her in his arms—no, + sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you please—she cries on his + shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my adored, my beloved Clotilda, are + you sorry to part with me?' 'Oh, my Francisco,' says she, 'oh my lord!' + and at this very instant mamma and a couple of young brothers, with + moustaches and long rapiers, come in from the kitchen, where they have + been eating bread and onions. Mark my word, you will have all this woman's + relations at Castlewood three months after she has arrived there. The old + count and countess, and the young counts and all the little countesses her + sisters. Counts! every one of these wretches says he is a count. Guiscard, + that stabbed Mr. Harvey, said he was a count; and I believe he was a + barber. All Frenchmen are barbers—Fiddledee! don't contradict me—or + else dancing-masters, or else priests.” And so she rattled on. + </p> + <p> + “Who was it taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?” says the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + She laughed out the air of a minuet, and swept a low curtsy, coming up to + the recover with the prettiest little foot in the world pointed out. Her + mother came in as she was in this attitude; my lady had been in her + closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion in a very serious way; the + madcap girl ran up to her mother, put her arms round her waist, kissed + her, tried to make her dance, and said: “Don't be silly, you kind little + mamma, and cry about Frank turning Papist. What a figure he must be, with + a white sheet and a candle, walking in a procession barefoot!” And she + kicked off her little slippers (the wonderfullest little shoes with + wonderful tall red heels: Esmond pounced upon one as it fell close beside + him), and she put on the drollest little moue, and marched up and down the + room holding Esmond's cane by way of taper. Serious as her mood was, Lady + Castlewood could not refrain from laughing; and as for Esmond he looked on + with that delight with which the sight of this fair creature always + inspired him: never had he seen any woman so arch, so brilliant, and so + beautiful. + </p> + <p> + Having finished her march, she put out her foot for her slipper. The + Colonel knelt down: “If you will be Pope I will turn Papist,” says he; and + her Holiness gave him gracious leave to kiss the little stockinged foot + before he put the slipper on. + </p> + <p> + Mamma's feet began to pat on the floor during this operation, and Beatrix, + whose bright eyes nothing escaped, saw that little mark of impatience. She + ran up and embraced her mother, with her usual cry of, “Oh, you silly + little mamma: your feet are quite as pretty as mine,” says she: “they are, + cousin, though she hides 'em; but the shoemaker will tell you that he + makes for both off the same last.” + </p> + <p> + “You are taller than I am, dearest,” says her mother, blushing over her + whole sweet face—“and—and it is your hand, my dear, and not + your foot he wants you to give him;” and she said it with a hysteric + laugh, that had more of tears than laughter in it; laying her head on her + daughter's fair shoulder, and hiding it there. They made a very pretty + picture together, and looked like a pair of sisters—the sweet simple + matron seeming younger than her years, and her daughter, if not older, yet + somehow, from a commanding manner and grace which she possessed above most + women, her mother's superior and protectress. + </p> + <p> + “But oh!” cries my mistress, recovering herself after this scene, and + returning to her usual sad tone, “'tis a shame that we should laugh and be + making merry on a day when we ought to be down on our knees and asking + pardon.” + </p> + <p> + “Asking pardon for what?” says saucy Mrs. Beatrix—“because Frank + takes it into his head to fast on Fridays and worship images? You know if + you had been born a Papist, mother, a Papist you would have remained to + the end of your days. 'Tis the religion of the King and of some of the + best quality. For my part, I'm no enemy to it, and think Queen Bess was + not a penny better than Queen Mary.” + </p> + <p> + “Hush, Beatrix! Do not jest with sacred things, and remember of what + parentage you come,” cries my lady. Beatrix was ordering her ribbons, and + adjusting her tucker, and performing a dozen provokingly pretty + ceremonies, before the glass. The girl was no hypocrite at least. She + never at that time could be brought to think but of the world and her + beauty; and seemed to have no more sense of devotion than some people have + of music, that cannot distinguish one air from another. Esmond saw this + fault in her, as he saw many others—a bad wife would Beatrix Esmond + make, he thought, for any man under the degree of a Prince. She was born + to shine in great assemblies, and to adorn palaces, and to command + everywhere—to conduct an intrigue of politics, or to glitter in a + queen's train. But to sit at a homely table, and mend the stockings of a + poor man's children! that was no fitting duty for her, or at least one + that she wouldn't have broke her heart in trying to do. She was a + princess, though she had scarce a shilling to her fortune; and one of her + subjects—the most abject and devoted wretch, sure, that ever + drivelled at a woman's knees—was this unlucky gentleman; who bound + his good sense, and reason, and independence, hand and foot, and submitted + them to her. + </p> + <p> + And who does not know how ruthlessly women will tyrannize when they are + let to domineer? and who does not know how useless advice is? I could give + good counsel to my descendants, but I know they'll follow their own way, + for all their grandfather's sermon. A man gets his own experience about + women, and will take nobody's hearsay; nor, indeed, is the young fellow + worth a fig that would. 'Tis I that am in love with my mistress, not my + old grandmother that counsels me: 'tis I that have fixed the value of the + thing I would have, and know the price I would pay for it. It may be + worthless to you, but 'tis all my life to me. Had Esmond possessed the + Great Mogul's crown and all his diamonds, or all the Duke of Marlborough's + money, or all the ingots sunk at Vigo, he would have given them all for + this woman. A fool he was, if you will; but so is a sovereign a fool, that + will give half a principality for a little crystal as big as a pigeon's + egg, and called a diamond: so is a wealthy nobleman a fool, that will face + danger or death, and spend half his life, and all his tranquillity, + caballing for a blue ribbon; so is a Dutch merchant a fool, that hath been + known to pay ten thousand crowns for a tulip. There's some particular + prize we all of us value, and that every man of spirit will venture his + life for. With this, it may be to achieve a great reputation for learning; + with that, to be a man of fashion, and the admiration of the town; with + another, to consummate a great work of art or poetry, and go to + immortality that way; and with another, for a certain time of his life, + the sole object and aim is a woman. + </p> + <p> + Whilst Esmond was under the domination of this passion, he remembers many + a talk he had with his intimates, who used to rally Our Knight of the + Rueful Countenance at his devotion, whereof he made no disguise, to + Beatrix; and it was with replies such as the above he met his friends' + satire. “Granted, I am a fool,” says he, “and no better than you; but you + are no better than I. You have your folly you labor for; give me the + charity of mine. What flatteries do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper in + the ears of a queen's favorite? What nights of labor doth not the laziest + man in the world endure, foregoing his bottle, and his boon companions, + foregoing Lais, in whose lap he would like to be yawning, that he may + prepare a speech full of lies, to cajole three hundred stupid + country-gentlemen in the House of Commons, and get the hiccupping cheers + of the October Club! What days will you spend in your jolting chariot.” + (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, and especially, of later days, with the + secretary.) “What hours will you pass on your gouty feet—and how + humbly will you kneel down to present a despatch—you, the proudest + man in the world, that has not knelt to God since you were a boy, and in + that posture whisper, flatter, adore almost, a stupid woman, that's often + boozy with too much meat and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes for his + audience! If my pursuit is vanity, sure yours is too.” And then the + Secretary, would fly out in such a rich flow of eloquence, as this pen + cannot pretend to recall; advocating his scheme of ambition, showing the + great good he would do for his country when he was the undisputed chief of + it; backing his opinion with a score of pat sentences from Greek and Roman + authorities (of which kind of learning he made rather an ostentatious + display), and scornfully vaunting the very arts and meannesses by which + fools were to be made to follow him, opponents to be bribed or silenced, + doubters converted, and enemies overawed. + </p> + <p> + “I am Diogenes,” says Esmond, laughing, “that is taken up for a ride in + Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to vanquish Darius or to tame + Bucephalus. I do not want what you want, a great name or a high place: to + have them would bring me no pleasure. But my moderation is taste, not + virtue; and I know that what I do want is as vain as that which you long + after. Do not grudge me my vanity, if I allow yours; or rather, let us + laugh at both indifferently, and at ourselves, and at each other.” + </p> + <p> + “If your charmer holds out,” says St. John, “at this rate she may keep you + twenty years besieging her, and surrender by the time you are seventy, and + she is old enough to be a grandmother. I do not say the pursuit of a + particular woman is not as pleasant a pastime as any other kind of + hunting,” he added; “only, for my part, I find the game won't run long + enough. They knock under too soon—that's the fault I find with 'em.” + </p> + <p> + “The game which you pursue is in the habit of being caught, and used to + being pulled down,” says Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “But Dulcinea del Toboso is peerless, eh?” says the other. “Well, honest + Harry, go and attack windmills—perhaps thou art not more mad than + other people,” St. John added, with a sigh. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0032" id="link2HCH0032"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER III. + </h2> + <h3> + A PAPER OUT OF THE “SPECTATOR.” + </h3> + <p> + Doth any young gentleman of my progeny, who may read his old grandfather's + papers, chance to be presently suffering under the passion of Love? There + is a humiliating cure, but one that is easy and almost specific for the + malady—which is, to try an alibi. Esmond went away from his mistress + and was cured a half-dozen times; he came back to her side, and instantly + fell ill again of the fever. He vowed that he could leave her and think no + more of her, and so he could pretty well, at least, succeed in quelling + that rage and longing he had whenever he was with her; but as soon as he + returned he was as bad as ever again. Truly a ludicrous and pitiable + object, at least exhausting everybody's pity but his dearest mistress's, + Lady Castlewood's, in whose tender breast he reposed all his dreary + confessions, and who never tired of hearing him and pleading for him. + </p> + <p> + Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would be + plagued with despair, at some impertinence or coquetry of his mistress. + For days they would be like brother and sister, or the dearest friends—she, + simple, fond, and charming—he, happy beyond measure at her good + behavior. But this would all vanish on a sudden. Either he would be too + pressing, and hint his love, when she would rebuff him instantly, and give + his vanity a box on the ear; or he would be jealous, and with perfect good + reason, of some new admirer that had sprung up, or some rich young + gentleman newly arrived in the town, that this incorrigible flirt would + set her nets and baits to draw in. If Esmond remonstrated, the little + rebel would say—“Who are you? I shall go my own way, sirrah, and + that way is towards a husband, and I don't want YOU on the way. I am for + your betters, Colonel, for your betters: do you hear that? You might do if + you had an estate and were younger; only eight years older than I, you + say! pish, you are a hundred years older. You are an old, old Graveairs, + and I should make you miserable, that would be the only comfort I should + have in marrying you. But you have not money enough to keep a cat decently + after you have paid your man his wages, and your landlady her bill. Do you + think I am going to live in a lodging, and turn the mutton at a string + whilst your honor nurses the baby? Fiddlestick, and why did you not get + this nonsense knocked out of your head when you were in the wars? You are + come back more dismal and dreary than ever. You and mamma are fit for each + other. You might be Darby and Joan, and play cribbage to the end of your + lives.” + </p> + <p> + “At least you own to your worldliness, my poor Trix,” says her mother. + </p> + <p> + “Worldliness. Oh, my pretty lady! Do you think that I am a child in the + nursery, and to be frightened by Bogey! Worldliness, to be sure; and pray, + madam, where is the harm of wishing to be comfortable? When you are gone, + you dearest old woman, or when I am tired of you and have run away from + you, where shall I go? Shall I go and be head nurse to my Popish + sister-in-law, take the children their physic, and whip 'em, and put 'em + to bed when they are naughty? Shall I be Castlewood's upper servant, and + perhaps marry Tom Tusher? Merci! I have been long enough Frank's humble + servant. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, and had I worn + the—well, don't let your ladyship be frightened—had I worn a + sword and periwig instead of this mantle and commode to which nature has + condemned me—(though 'tis a pretty stuff, too—Cousin Esmond! + you will go to the Exchange to-morrow, and get the exact counterpart of + this ribbon, sir; do you hear?)—I would have made our name talked + about. So would Graveairs here have made something out of our name if he + had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would have done very well. Yes, you + have a very pretty way, and would have made a very decent, grave speaker.” + And here she began to imitate Esmond's way of carrying himself and + speaking to his face, and so ludicrously that his mistress burst out + a-laughing, and even he himself could see there was some likeness in the + fantastical malicious caricature. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” says she, “I solemnly vow, own, and confess, that I want a good + husband. Where's the harm of one? My face is my fortune. Who'll come?—buy, + buy, buy! I cannot toil, neither can I spin, but I can play twenty-three + games on the cards. I can dance the last dance, I can hunt the stag, and I + think I could shoot flying. I can talk as wicked as any woman of my years, + and know enough stories to amuse a sulky husband for at least one thousand + and one nights. I have a pretty taste for dress, diamonds, gambling, and + old China. I love sugar-plums, Malines lace (that you brought me, cousin, + is very pretty), the opera, and everything that is useless and costly. I + have got a monkey and a little black boy—Pompey, sir, go and give a + dish of chocolate to Colonel Graveairs,—and a parrot and a spaniel, + and I must have a husband. Cupid, you hear?” + </p> + <p> + “Iss, Missis!” says Pompey, a little grinning negro Lord Peterborrow gave + her, with a bird of Paradise in his turbant, and a collar with his + mistress's name on it. + </p> + <p> + “Iss, Missis!” says Beatrix, imitating the child. “And if husband not + come, Pompey must go fetch one.” + </p> + <p> + And Pompey went away grinning with his chocolate tray as Miss Beatrix ran + up to her mother and ended her sally of mischief in her common way, with a + kiss—no wonder that upon paying such a penalty her fond judge + pardoned her. + </p> + <p> + When Mr. Esmond came home, his health was still shattered; and he took a + lodging near to his mistresses, at Kensington, glad enough to be served by + them, and to see them day after day. He was enabled to see a little + company—and of the sort he liked best. Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison + both did him the honor to visit him; and drank many a glass of good claret + at his lodging, whilst their entertainer, through his wound, was kept to + diet drink and gruel. These gentlemen were Whigs, and great admirers of my + Lord Duke of Marlborough; and Esmond was entirely of the other party. But + their different views of politics did not prevent the gentlemen from + agreeing in private, nor from allowing, on one evening when Esmond's kind + old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, with a stick and a crutch, hobbled up + to the Colonel's lodging (which was prettily situate at Knightsbridge, + between London and Kensington, and looking over the Gardens), that the + Lieutenant-General was a noble and gallant soldier—and even that he + had been hardly used in the Wynendael affair. He took his revenge in talk, + that must be confessed; and if Mr. Addison had had a mind to write a poem + about Wynendael, he might have heard from the commander's own lips the + story a hundred times over. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond, forced to be quiet, betook himself to literature for a + relaxation, and composed his comedy, whereof the prompter's copy lieth in + my walnut escritoire, sealed up and docketed, “The Faithful Fool, a + Comedy, as it was performed by her Majesty's Servants.” 'Twas a very + sentimental piece; and Mr. Steele, who had more of that kind of sentiment + than Mr. Addison, admired it, whilst the other rather sneered at the + performance; though he owned that, here and there, it contained some + pretty strokes. He was bringing out his own play of “Cato” at the time, + the blaze of which quite extinguished Esmond's farthing candle; and his + name was never put to the piece, which was printed as by a Person of + Quality. Only nine copies were sold, though Mr. Dennis, the great critic, + praised it, and said 'twas a work of great merit; and Colonel Esmond had + the whole impression burned one day in a rage, by Jack Lockwood, his man. + </p> + <p> + All this comedy was full of bitter satiric strokes against a certain young + lady. The plot of the piece was quite a new one. A young woman was + represented with a great number of suitors, selecting a pert fribble of a + peer, in place of the hero (but ill-acted, I think, by Mr. Wilks, the + Faithful Fool,) who persisted in admiring her. In the fifth act, Teraminta + was made to discover the merits of Eugenio (the F. F.), and to feel a + partiality for him too late; for he announced that he had bestowed his + hand and estate upon Rosaria, a country lass, endowed with every virtue. + But it must be owned that the audience yawned through the play; and that + it perished on the third night, with only half a dozen persons to behold + its agonies. Esmond and his two mistresses came to the first night, and + Miss Beatrix fell asleep; whilst her mother, who had not been to a play + since King James the Second's time, thought the piece, though not + brilliant, had a very pretty moral. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond dabbled in letters, and wrote a deal of prose and verse at this + time of leisure. When displeased with the conduct of Miss Beatrix, he + would compose a satire, in which he relieved his mind. When smarting under + the faithlessness of women, he dashed off a copy of verses, in which he + held the whole sex up to scorn. One day, in one of these moods, he made a + little joke, in which (swearing him to secrecy) he got his friend Dick + Steele to help him; and, composing a paper, he had it printed exactly like + Steele's paper, and by his printer, and laid on his mistress's + breakfast-table the following— + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + “SPECTATOR. + + “No. 341. “Tuesday, April 1, 1712. + + Mutato nomine de te Fabula narratur.—HORACE. + Thyself the morain of the fable see.—CREECH. +</pre> + <p> + “Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and fashion, and as one of the + most amiable persons of this court and country. She is at home two + mornings of the week, and all the wits and a few of the beauties of London + flock to her assemblies. When she goes abroad to Tunbridge or the Bath, a + retinue of adorers rides the journey with her; and besides the London + beaux, she has a crowd of admirers at the Wells, the polite amongst the + natives of Sussex and Somerset pressing round her tea-tables, and being + anxious for a nod from her chair. Jocasta's acquaintance is thus very + numerous. Indeed, 'tis one smart writer's work to keep her visiting-book—a + strong footman is engaged to carry it; and it would require a much + stronger head even than Jocasta's own to remember the names of all her + dear friends. + </p> + <p> + “Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (for of this important matter + Jocasta cannot be certain) it was her ladyship's fortune to become + acquainted with a young gentleman, whose conversation was so sprightly, + and manners amiable, that she invited the agreeable young spark to visit + her if ever he came to London, where her house in Spring Garden should be + open to him. Charming as he was, and without any manner of doubt a pretty + fellow, Jocasta hath such a regiment of the like continually marching + round her standard, that 'tis no wonder her attention is distracted + amongst them. And so, though this gentleman made a considerable impression + upon her, and touched her heart for at least three-and-twenty minutes, it + must be owned that she has forgotten his name. He is a dark man, and may + be eight-and-twenty years old. His dress is sober, though of rich + materials. He has a mole on his forehead over his left eye; has a blue + ribbon to his cane and sword, and wears his own hair. + </p> + <p> + “Jocasta was much flattered by beholding her admirer (for that everybody + admires who sees her is a point which she never can for a moment doubt) in + the next pew to her at St. James's Church last Sunday; and the manner in + which he appeared to go to sleep during the sermon—though from under + his fringed eyelids it was evident he was casting glances of respectful + rapture towards Jocasta—deeply moved and interested her. On coming + out of church, he found his way to her chair, and made her an elegant bow + as she stepped into it. She saw him at Court afterwards, where he carried + himself with a most distinguished air, though none of her acquaintances + knew his name; and the next night he was at the play, where her ladyship + was pleased to acknowledge him from the side-box. + </p> + <p> + “During the whole of the comedy she racked her brains so to remember his + name that she did not hear a word of the piece: and having the happiness + to meet him once more in the lobby of the playhouse, she went up to him in + a flutter, and bade him remember that she kept two nights in the week, and + that she longed to see him at Spring Garden. + </p> + <p> + “He appeared on Tuesday, in a rich suit, showing a very fine taste both in + the tailor and wearer; and though a knot of us were gathered round the + charming Jocasta, fellows who pretended to know every face upon the town, + not one could tell the gentleman's name in reply to Jocasta's eager + inquiries, flung to the right and left of her as he advanced up the room + with a bow that would become a duke. + </p> + <p> + “Jocasta acknowledged this salute with one of those smiles and curtsies of + which that lady hath the secret. She curtsies with a languishing air, as + if to say, 'You are come at last. I have been pining for you:' and then + she finishes her victim with a killing look, which declares: 'O Philander! + I have no eyes but for you.' Camilla hath as good a curtsy perhaps, and + Thalestris much such another look; but the glance and the curtsy together + belong to Jocasta of all the English beauties alone. + </p> + <p> + “'Welcome to London, sir,' says she. 'One can see you are from the country + by your looks.' She would have said 'Epsom,' or 'Tunbridge,' had she + remembered rightly at which place she had met the stranger; but, alas! she + had forgotten. + </p> + <p> + “The gentleman said, 'he had been in town but three days; and one of his + reasons for coming hither was to have the honor of paying his court to + Jocasta.' + </p> + <p> + “She said, 'the waters had agreed with her but indifferently.' + </p> + <p> + “'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and + beautiful came but to make them sparkle. And as the clergyman read the + service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the angel that + visited the pool.' A murmur of approbation saluted this sally. Manilio, + who is a wit when he is not at cards, was in such a rage that he revoked + when he heard it. + </p> + <p> + “Jocasta was an angel visiting the waters; but at which of the Bethesdas? + She was puzzled more and more; and, as her way always is, looked the more + innocent and simple, the more artful her intentions were. + </p> + <p> + “'We were discoursing,' says she, 'about spelling of names and words when + you came. Why should we say goold and write gold, and call china chayney, + and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley Chumley? If we call Pulteney + Poltney, why shouldn't we call poultry pultry—and—' + </p> + <p> + “'Such an enchantress as your ladyship,' says he, 'is mistress of all + sorts of spells.' But this was Dr. Swift's pun, and we all knew it. + </p> + <p> + “'And—and how do you spell your name?' says she, coming to the point + at length; for this sprightly conversation had lasted much longer than is + here set down, and been carried on through at least three dishes of tea. + </p> + <p> + “'Oh, madam,' says he, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH THE Y.' And laying down his + dish, my gentleman made another elegant bow, and was gone in a moment. + </p> + <p> + “Jocasta hath had no sleep since this mortification, and the stranger's + disappearance. If balked in anything, she is sure to lose her health and + temper; and we, her servants, suffer, as usual, during the angry fits of + our Queen. Can you help us, Mr. Spectator, who know everything, to read + this riddle for her, and set at rest all our minds? We find in her list, + Mr. Berty, Mr. Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler—who may be Mr. Bertie, Mr. + Smyth, Mr. Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for what we know. She hath turned away the + clerk of her visiting-book, a poor fellow with a great family of children. + Read me this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and oblige your admirer—OEDIPUS.” + </p> + <p> + “THE TRUMPET COFFEE-HOUSE, WHITEHALL. + </p> + <p> + “MR. SPECTATOR,—I am a gentleman but little acquainted with the + town, though I have had a university education, and passed some years + serving my country abroad, where my name is better known than in the + coffee-house and St. James's. + </p> + <p> + “Two years since my uncle died, leaving me a pretty estate in the county + of Kent; and being at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my mourning was + over, and on the look-out, if truth must be told, for some young lady who + would share with me the solitude of my great Kentish house, and be kind to + my tenantry (for whom a woman can do a great deal more good than the + best-intentioned man can), I was greatly fascinated by a young lady of + London, who was the toast of all the company at the Wells. Every one knows + Saccharissa's beauty; and I think, Mr. Spectator, no one better than + herself. + </p> + <p> + “My table-book informs me that I danced no less than seven-and-twenty sets + with her at the Assembly. I treated her to the fiddles twice. I was + admitted on several days to her lodging, and received by her with a great + deal of distinction, and, for a time, was entirely her slave. It was only + when I found, from common talk of the company at the Wells, and from + narrowly watching one, who I once thought of asking the most sacred + question a man can put to a woman, that I became aware how unfit she was + to be a country gentleman's wife; and that this fair creature was but a + heartless worldly jilt, playing with affections that she never meant to + return, and, indeed, incapable of returning them. 'Tis admiration such + women want, not love that touches them; and I can conceive, in her old + age, no more wretched creature than this lady will be, when her beauty + hath deserted her, when her admirers have left her, and she hath neither + friendship nor religion to console her. + </p> + <p> + “Business calling me to London, I went to St. James's Church last Sunday, + and there opposite me sat my beauty of the Wells. Her behavior during the + whole service was so pert, languishing, and absurd; she flirted her fan, + and ogled and eyed me in a manner so indecent, that I was obliged to shut + my eyes, so as actually not to see her, and whenever I opened them beheld + hers (and very bright they are) still staring at me. I fell in with her + afterwards at Court, and at the playhouse; and here nothing would satisfy + her but she must elbow through the crowd and speak to me, and invite me to + the assembly, which she holds at her house, not very far from Ch-r-ng + Cr-ss. + </p> + <p> + “Having made her a promise to attend, of course I kept my promise; and + found the young widow in the midst of a half-dozen of card tables, and a + crowd of wits and admirers. I made the best bow I could, and advanced + towards her; and saw by a peculiar puzzled look in her face, though she + tried to hide her perplexity, that she had forgotten even my name. + </p> + <p> + “Her talk, artful as it was, convinced me that I had guessed aright. She + turned the conversation most ridiculously upon the spelling of names and + words; and I replied with as ridiculous fulsome compliments as I could pay + her: indeed, one in which I compared her to an angel visiting the sick + wells, went a little too far; nor should I have employed it, but that the + allusion came from the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both had heard, + and I was pressed to answer her. + </p> + <p> + “Then she came to the question, which I knew was awaiting me, and asked + how I SPELT my name? 'Madam,' says I, turning on my heel, 'I spell it with + a Y.' And so I left her, wondering at the light-heartedness of the + town-people, who forget and make friends so easily, and resolved to look + elsewhere for a partner for your constant reader, + </p> + <p> + “CYMON WYLDOATS.” + </p> + <p> + “You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, in which there is no such a letter + as HUPSILON. But if the lady, whom I have called Saccharissa, wonders that + I appear no more at the tea-tables, she is hereby respectfully informed + the reason Y.” + </p> + <p> + The above is a parable, whereof the writer will now expound the meaning. + Jocasta was no other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to her Majesty. She + had told Mr. Esmond this little story of having met a gentleman somewhere, + and forgetting his name, when the gentleman, with no such malicious + intentions as those of “Cymon” in the above fable, made the answer simply + as above; and we all laughed to think how little Mistress Jocasta-Beatrix + had profited by her artifice and precautions. + </p> + <p> + As for Cymon, he was intended to represent yours and her very humble + servant, the writer of the apologue and of this story, which we had + printed on a “Spectator” paper at Mr. Steele's office, exactly as those + famous journals were printed, and which was laid on the table at breakfast + in place of the real newspaper. Mistress Jocasta, who had plenty of wit, + could not live without her Spectator to her tea; and this sham Spectator + was intended to convey to the young woman that she herself was a flirt, + and that Cymon was a gentleman of honor and resolution, seeing all her + faults, and determined to break the chains once and for ever. + </p> + <p> + For though enough hath been said about this love-business already—enough, + at least, to prove to the writer's heirs what a silly fond fool their old + grandfather was, who would like them to consider him as a very wise old + gentleman; yet not near all has been told concerning this matter, which, + if it were allowed to take in Esmond's journal the space it occupied in + his time, would weary his kinsmen and women of a hundred years' time + beyond all endurance; and form such a diary of folly and drivelling, + raptures and rage, as no man of ordinary vanity would like to leave behind + him. + </p> + <p> + The truth is, that, whether she laughed at him or encouraged him; whether + she smiled or was cold, and turned her smiles on another; worldly and + ambitious, as he knew her to be; hard and careless, as she seemed to grow + with her court life, and a hundred admirers that came to her and left her; + Esmond, do what he would, never could get Beatrix out of his mind; thought + of her constantly at home or away. If he read his name in a Gazette, or + escaped the shot of a cannon-ball or a greater danger in the campaign, as + has happened to him more than once, the instant thought after the honor + achieved or the danger avoided, was, “What will SHE say of it?” “Will this + distinction or the idea of this peril elate her or touch her, so as to be + better inclined towards me?” He could no more help this passionate + fidelity of temper than he could help the eyes he saw with—one or + the other seemed a part of his nature; and knowing every one of her faults + as well as the keenest of her detractors, and the folly of an attachment + to such a woman, of which the fruition could never bring him happiness for + above a week, there was yet a charm about this Circe from which the poor + deluded gentleman could not free himself; and for a much longer period + than Ulysses (another middle-aged officer, who had travelled much, and + been in the foreign wars,) Esmond felt himself enthralled and besotted by + the wiles of this enchantress. Quit her! He could no more quit her, as the + Cymon of this story was made to quit his false one, than he could lose his + consciousness of yesterday. She had but to raise her finger, and he would + come back from ever so far; she had but to say I have discarded such and + such an adorer, and the poor infatuated wretch would be sure to come and + roder about her mother's house, willing to be put on the ranks of suitors, + though he knew he might be cast off the next week. If he were like Ulysses + in his folly, at least she was in so far like Penelope that she had a + crowd of suitors, and undid day after day and night after night the + handiwork of fascination and the web of coquetry with which she was wont + to allure and entertain them. + </p> + <p> + Part of her coquetry may have come from her position about the Court, + where the beautiful maid of honor was the light about which a thousand + beaux came and fluttered; where she was sure to have a ring of admirers + round her, crowding to listen to her repartees as much as to admire her + beauty; and where she spoke and listened to much free talk, such as one + never would have thought the lips or ears of Rachel Castlewood's daughter + would have uttered or heard. When in waiting at Windsor or Hampton, the + Court ladies and gentlemen would be making riding parties together; Mrs. + Beatrix in a horseman's coat and hat, the foremost after the stag-hounds + and over the park fences, a crowd of young fellows at her heels. If the + English country ladies at this time were the most pure and modest of any + ladies in the world—the English town and court ladies permitted + themselves words and behavior that were neither modest nor pure; and + claimed, some of them, a freedom which those who love that sex most would + never wish to grant them. The gentlemen of my family that follow after me + (for I don't encourage the ladies to pursue any such studies), may read in + the works of Mr. Congreve, and Dr. Swift and others, what was the + conversation and what the habits of our time. + </p> + <p> + The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned to this + country, a lady of high birth, and though of no fortune to be sure, with a + thousand fascinations of wit and manners, Beatrix Esmond was now + six-and-twenty years old, and Beatrix Esmond still. Of her hundred adorers + she had not chosen one for a husband; and those who had asked had been + jilted by her; and more still had left her. A succession of near ten + years' crops of beauties had come up since her time, and had been reaped + by proper HUSBANDmen, if we may make an agricultural simile, and had been + housed comfortably long ago. Her own contemporaries were sober mothers by + this time; girls with not a tithe of her charms, or her wit, having made + good matches, and now claiming precedence over the spinster who but lately + had derided and outshone them. The young beauties were beginning to look + down on Beatrix as an old maid, and sneer, and call her one of Charles + II.'s ladies, and ask whether her portrait was not in the Hampton Court + Gallery? But still she reigned, at least in one man's opinion, superior + over all the little misses that were the toasts of the young lads; and in + Esmond's eyes was ever perfectly lovely and young. + </p> + <p> + Who knows how many were nearly made happy by possessing her, or, rather, + how many were fortunate in escaping this siren? 'Tis a marvel to think + that her mother was the purest and simplest woman in the whole world, and + that this girl should have been born from her. I am inclined to fancy, my + mistress, who never said a harsh word to her children (and but twice or + thrice only to one person), must have been too fond and pressing with the + maternal authority; for her son and her daughter both revolted early; nor + after their first flight from the nest could they ever be brought back + quite to the fond mother's bosom. Lady Castlewood, and perhaps it was as + well, knew little of her daughter's life and real thoughts. How was she to + apprehend what passes in Queen's ante-chambers and at Court tables? Mrs. + Beatrix asserted her own authority so resolutely that her mother quickly + gave in. The maid of honor had her own equipage; went from home and came + back at her own will: her mother was alike powerless to resist her or to + lead her, or to command or to persuade her. + </p> + <p> + She had been engaged once, twice, thrice, to be married, Esmond believed. + When he quitted home, it hath been said, she was promised to my Lord + Ashburnham, and now, on his return, behold his lordship was just married + to Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of Ormonde's daughter, and his fine houses, + and twelve thousand a year of fortune, for which Miss Beatrix had rather + coveted him, was out of her power. To her Esmond could say nothing in + regard to the breaking of this match; and, asking his mistress about it, + all Lady Castlewood answered was: “do not speak to me about it, Harry. I + cannot tell you how or why they parted, and I fear to inquire. I have told + you before, that with all her kindness, and wit, and generosity, and that + sort of splendor of nature she has, I can say but little good of poor + Beatrix, and look with dread at the marriage she will form. Her mind is + fixed on ambition only, and making a great figure; and, this achieved, she + will tire of it as she does of everything. Heaven help her husband, + whoever he shall be! My Lord Ashburnham was a most excellent young man, + gentle and yet manly, of very good parts, so they told me, and as my + little conversation would enable me to judge: and a kind temper—kind + and enduring I'm sure he must have been, from all that he had to endure. + But he quitted her at last, from some crowning piece of caprice or tyranny + of hers; and now he has married a young woman that will make him a + thousand times happier than my poor girl ever could.” + </p> + <p> + The rupture, whatever its cause was, (I heard the scandal, but indeed + shall not take pains to repeat at length in this diary the trumpery + coffee-house story,) caused a good deal of low talk; and Mr. Esmond was + present at my lord's appearance at the Birthday with his bride, over whom + the revenge that Beatrix took was to look so imperial and lovely that the + modest downcast young lady could not appear beside her, and Lord + Ashburnham, who had his reasons for wishing to avoid her, slunk away quite + shamefaced, and very early. This time his Grace the Duke of Hamilton, whom + Esmond had seen about her before, was constant at Miss Beatrix's side: he + was one of the most splendid gentlemen of Europe, accomplished by books, + by travel, by long command of the best company, distinguished as a + statesman, having been ambassador in King Williamn's time, and a noble + speaker in the Scots' Parliament, where he had led the party that was + against the Union, and though now five or six and forty years of age, a + gentleman so high in stature, accomplished in wit, and favored in person, + that he might pretend to the hand of any Princess in Europe. + </p> + <p> + “Should you like the Duke for a cousin?” says Mr. Secretary St. John, + whispering to Colonel Esmond in French; “it appears that the widower + consoles himself.” + </p> + <p> + But to return to our little Spectator paper and the conversation which + grew out of it. Miss Beatrix at first was quite BIT (as the phrase of that + day was) and did not “smoke” the authorship of the story; indeed Esmond + had tried to imitate as well as he could Mr. Steele's manner (as for the + other author of the Spectator, his prose style I think is altogether + inimitable); and Dick, who was the idlest and best-natured of men, would + have let the piece pass into his journal and go to posterity as one of his + own lucubrations, but that Esmond did not care to have a lady's name whom + he loved sent forth to the world in a light so unfavorable. Beatrix pished + and psha'd over the paper; Colonel Esmond watching with no little interest + her countenance as she read it. + </p> + <p> + “How stupid your friend Mr. Steele becomes!” cries Miss Beatrix. “Epsom + and Tunbridge! Will he never have done with Epsom and Tunbridge, and with + beaux at church, and Jocastas and Lindamiras? Why does he not call women + Nelly and Betty, as their godfathers and godmothers did for them in their + baptism?” + </p> + <p> + “Beatrix. Beatrix!” says her mother, “speak gravely of grave things.” + </p> + <p> + “Mamma thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe,” says + Beatrix, with a laugh, “and was brought down by a bishop from a mountain. + Oh, how I used to break my heart over it! Besides, I had a Popish + godmother, mamma; why did you give me one?” + </p> + <p> + “I gave you the Queen's name,” says her mother blushing. “And a very + pretty name it is,” said somebody else. + </p> + <p> + Beatrix went on reading—“Spell my name with a Y—why, you + wretch,” says she, turning round to Colonel Esmond, “you have been telling + my story to Mr. Steele—or stop—you have written the paper + yourself to turn me into ridicule. For shame, sir!” + </p> + <p> + Poor Mr. Esmond felt rather frightened, and told a truth, which was + nevertheless an entire falsehood. “Upon my honor,” says he, “I have not + even read the Spectator of this morning.” Nor had he, for that was not the + Spectator, but a sham newspaper put in its place. + </p> + <p> + She went on reading: her face rather flushed as she read. “No,” she says, + “I think you couldn't have written it. I think it must have been Mr. + Steele when he was drunk—and afraid of his horrid vulgar wife. + Whenever I see an enormous compliment to a woman, and some outrageous + panegyric about female virtue, I always feel sure that the Captain and his + better half have fallen out over-night, and that he has been brought home + tipsy, or has been found out in—” + </p> + <p> + “Beatrix!” cries the Lady Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “Well, mamma! Do not cry out before you are hurt. I am not going to say + anything wrong. I won't give you more annoyance than you can help, you + pretty kind mamma. Yes, and your little Trix is a naughty little Trix, and + she leaves undone those things which she ought to have done, and does + those things which she ought not to have done, and there's—well now—I + won't go on. Yes, I will, unless you kiss me.” And with this the young + lady lays aside her paper, and runs up to her mother and performs a + variety of embraces with her ladyship, saying as plain as eyes could speak + to Mr. Esmond—“There, sir: would not YOU like to play the very same + pleasant game?” + </p> + <p> + “Indeed, madam, I would,” says he. + </p> + <p> + “Would what?” asked Miss Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + “What you meant when you looked at me in that provoking way,” answers + Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “What a confessor!” cries Beatrix, with a laugh. + </p> + <p> + “What is it Henry would like, my dear?” asks her mother, the kind soul, + who was always thinking what we would like, and how she could please us. + </p> + <p> + The girl runs up to her—“Oh, you silly kind mamma,” she says, + kissing her again, “that's what Harry would like;” and she broke out into + a great joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as bashful as a maid of + sixteen. + </p> + <p> + “Look at her, Harry,” whispers Beatrix, running up, and speaking in her + sweet low tones. “Doesn't the blush become her? Isn't she pretty? She + looks younger than I am, and I am sure she is a hundred million thousand + times better.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond's kind mistress left the room, carrying her blushes away with her. + </p> + <p> + “If we girls at Court could grow such roses as that,” continues Beatrix, + with her laugh, “what wouldn't we do to preserve 'em? We'd clip their + stalks and put 'em in salt and water. But those flowers don't bloom at + Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry.” She paused for a minute, and the smile + fading away from her April face, gave place to a menacing shower of tears; + “Oh, how good she is, Harry,” Beatrix went on to say. “Oh, what a saint + she is! Her goodness frightens me. I'm not fit to live with her. I should + be better I think if she were not so perfect. She has had a great sorrow + in her life, and a great secret; and repented of it. It could not have + been my father's death. She talks freely about that; nor could she have + loved him very much—though who knows what we women do love, and + why?” + </p> + <p> + “What, and why, indeed,” says Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “No one knows,” Beatrix went on, without noticing this interruption except + by a look, “what my mother's life is. She hath been at early prayer this + morning; she passes hours in her closet; if you were to follow her + thither, you would find her at prayers now. She tends the poor of the + place—the horrid dirty poor! She sits through the curate's sermons—oh, + those dreary sermons! And you see on a beau dire; but good as they are, + people like her are not fit to commune with us of the world. There is + always, as it were, a third person present, even when I and my mother are + alone. She can't be frank with me quite; who is always thinking of the + next world, and of her guardian angel, perhaps that's in company. Oh, + Harry, I'm jealous of that guardian angel!” here broke out Mistress + Beatrix. “It's horrid, I know; but my mother's life is all for heaven, and + mine—all for earth. We can never be friends quite; and then, she + cares more for Frank's little finger than she does for me—I know she + does: and she loves you, sir, a great deal too much; and I hate you for + it. I would have had her all to myself; but she wouldn't. In my childhood, + it was my father she loved—(oh, how could she? I remember him kind + and handsome, but so stupid, and not being able to speak after drinking + wine). And then it was Frank; and now, it is heaven and the clergyman. How + I would have loved her! From a child I used to be in a rage that she loved + anybody but me; but she loved you all better—all, I know she did. + And now, she talks of the blessed consolation of religion. Dear soul! she + thinks she is happier for believing, as she must, that we are all of us + wicked and miserable sinners; and this world is only a pied-a-terre for + the good, where they stay for a night, as we do, coming from Walcote, at + that great, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow Inn, in those horrid beds—oh, + do you remember those horrid beds?—and the chariot comes and fetches + them to heaven the next morning.” + </p> + <p> + “Hush, Beatrix,” says Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Hush, indeed. You are a hypocrite, too, Henry, with your grave airs and + your glum face. We are all hypocrites. O dear me! We are all alone, alone, + alone,” says poor Beatrix, her fair breast heaving with a sigh. + </p> + <p> + “It was I that writ every line of that paper, my dear,” says Mr. Esmond. + “You are not so worldly as you think yourself, Beatrix, and better than we + believe you. The good we have in us we doubt of; and the happiness that's + to our hand we throw away. You bend your ambition on a great marriage and + establishment—and why? You'll tire of them when you win them; and be + no happier with a coronet on your coach—” + </p> + <p> + “Than riding pillion with Lubin to market,” says Beatrix. “Thank you, + Lubin!” + </p> + <p> + “I'm a dismal shepherd, to be sure,” answers Esmond, with a blush; “and + require a nymph that can tuck my bed-clothes up, and make me water-gruel. + Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He took me out of the fire upon his + shoulders, and nursed me through my illness as love will scarce ever do. + Only good wages, and a hope of my clothes, and the contents of my + portmanteau. How long was it that Jacob served an apprenticeship for + Rachel?” + </p> + <p> + “For mamma?” says Beatrix. “It is mamma your honor wants, and that I + should have the happiness of calling you papa?” + </p> + <p> + Esmond blushed again. “I spoke of a Rachel that a shepherd courted five + thousand years ago; when shepherds were longer lived than now. And my + meaning was, that since I saw you first after our separation—a child + you were then . . .” + </p> + <p> + “And I put on my best stockings to captivate you, I remember, sir . . .” + </p> + <p> + “You have had my heart ever since then, such as it was; and such as you + were, I cared for no other woman. What little reputation I have won, it + was that you might be pleased with it: and indeed, it is not much; and I + think a hundred fools in the army have got and deserved quite as much. Was + there something in the air of that dismal old Castlewood that made us all + gloomy, and dissatisfied, and lonely under its ruined old roof? We were + all so, even when together and united, as it seemed, following our + separate schemes, each as we sat round the table.” + </p> + <p> + “Dear, dreary old place!” cries Beatrix. “Mamma hath never had the heart + to go back thither since we left it, when—never mind how many years + ago.” And she flung back her curls, and looked over her fair shoulder at + the mirror superbly, as if she said, “Time, I defy you.” + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” says Esmond, who had the art, as she owned, of divining many of her + thoughts. “You can afford to look in the glass still; and only be pleased + by the truth it tells you. As for me, do you know what my scheme is? I + think of asking Frank to give me the Virginian estate King Charles gave + our grandfather. (She gave a superb curtsy, as much as to say, 'Our + grandfather, indeed! Thank you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you are + thinking of my bar-sinister, and so am I. A man cannot get over it in this + country; unless, indeed, he wears it across a king's arms, when 'tis a + highly honorable coat; and I am thinking of retiring into the plantations, + and building myself a wigwam in the woods, and perhaps, if I want company, + suiting myself with a squaw. We will send your ladyship furs over for the + winter; and, when you are old, we'll provide you with tobacco. I am not + quite clever enough, or not rogue enough—I know not which—for + the Old World. I may make a place for myself in the New, which is not so + full; and found a family there. When you are a mother yourself, and a + great lady, perhaps I shall send you over from the plantation some day a + little barbarian that is half Esmond half Mohock, and you will be kind to + him for his father's sake, who was, after all, your kinsman; and whom you + loved a little.” + </p> + <p> + “What folly you are talking, Harry,” says Miss Beatrix, looking with her + great eyes. + </p> + <p> + “'Tis sober earnest,” says Esmond. And, indeed, the scheme had been + dwelling a good deal in his mind for some time past, and especially since + his return home, when he found how hopeless, and even degrading to + himself, his passion was. “No,” says he, then: “I have tried half a dozen + times now. I can bear being away from you well enough; but being with you + is intolerable” (another low curtsy on Mistress Beatrix's part), “and I + will go. I have enough to buy axes and guns for my men, and beads and + blankets for the savages; and I'll go and live amongst them.” + </p> + <p> + “Mon ami,” she says quite kindly, and taking Esmond's hand, with an air of + great compassion, “you can't think that in our position anything more than + our present friendship is possible. You are our elder brother—as + such we view you, pitying your misfortune, not rebuking you with it. Why, + you are old enough and grave enough to be our father. I always thought you + a hundred years old, Harry, with your solemn face and grave air. I feel as + a sister to you, and can no more. Isn't that enough, sir?” And she put her + face quite close to his—who knows with what intention? + </p> + <p> + “It's too much,” says Esmond, turning away. “I can't bear this life, and + shall leave it. I shall stay, I think, to see you married, and then + freight a ship, and call it the 'Beatrix,' and bid you all . . .” + </p> + <p> + Here the servant, flinging the door open, announced his Grace the Duke of + Hamilton, and Esmond started back with something like an imprecation on + his lips, as the nobleman entered, looking splendid in his star and green + ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond just that gracious bow which he would have + given to a lackey who fetched him a chair or took his hat, and seated + himself by Miss Beatrix, as the poor Colonel went out of the room with a + hang-dog look. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he passed down stairs. She + often met him as he was coming away from Beatrix; and she beckoned him + into the apartment. + </p> + <p> + “Has she told you, Harry?” Lady Castlewood said. + </p> + <p> + “She has been very frank—very,” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “But—but about what is going to happen?” + </p> + <p> + “What is going to happen?” says he, his heart beating. + </p> + <p> + “His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her,” says my lady. “He + made his offer yesterday. They will marry as soon as his mourning is over; + and you have heard his Grace is appointed Ambassador to Paris; and the + Ambassadress goes with him.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0033" id="link2HCH0033"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IV. + </h2> + <h3> + BEATRIX'S NEW SUITOR. + </h3> + <p> + The gentleman whom Beatrix had selected was, to be sure, twenty years + older than the Colonel, with whom she quarrelled for being too old; but + this one was but a nameless adventurer, and the other the greatest duke in + Scotland, with pretensions even to a still higher title. My Lord Duke of + Hamilton had, indeed, every merit belonging to a gentleman, and he had had + the time to mature his accomplishments fully, being upwards of fifty years + old when Madam Beatrix selected him for a bridegroom. Duke Hamilton, then + Earl of Arran, had been educated at the famous Scottish university of + Glasgow, and, coming to London, became a great favorite of Charles the + Second, who made him a lord of his bedchamber, and afterwards appointed + him ambassador to the French king, under whom the Earl served two + campaigns as his Majesty's aide-de-camp; and he was absent on this service + when King Charles died. + </p> + <p> + King James continued my lord's promotion—made him Master of the + Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his lordship + adhered firmly to King James, being of the small company that never + quitted that unfortunate monarch till his departure out of England; and + then it was, in 1688 namely, that he made the friendship with Colonel + Francis Esmond, that had always been, more or less, maintained in the two + families. + </p> + <p> + The Earl professed a great admiration for King William always, but never + could give him his allegiance; and was engaged in more than one of the + plots in the late great King's reign which always ended in the plotters' + discomfiture, and generally in their pardon, by the magnanimity of the + King. Lord Arran was twice prisoner in the Tower during this reign, + undauntedly saying, when offered his release, upon parole not to engage + against King William, that he would not give his word, because “he was + sure he could not keep it;” but, nevertheless, he was both times + discharged without any trial; and the King bore this noble enemy so little + malice, that when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, of her own right, + resigned her claim on her husband's death, the Earl was, by patent signed + at Loo, 1690, created Duke of Hamilton, Marquis of Clydesdale, and Earl of + Arran, with precedency from the original creation. His Grace took the + oaths and his seat in the Scottish parliament in 1700: was famous there + for his patriotism and eloquence, especially in the debates about the + Union Bill, which Duke Hamilton opposed with all his strength, though he + would not go the length of the Scottish gentry, who were for resisting it + by force of arms. 'Twas said he withdrew his opposition all of a sudden, + and in consequence of letters from the King at St. Germains, who entreated + him on his allegiance not to thwart the Queen his sister in this measure; + and the Duke, being always bent upon effecting the King's return to his + kingdom through a reconciliation between his Majesty and Queen Anne, and + quite averse to his landing with arms and French troops, held aloof, and + kept out of Scotland during the time when the Chevalier de St. George's + descent from Dunkirk was projected, passing his time in England in his + great estate in Staffordshire. + </p> + <p> + When the Whigs went out of office in 1710, the Queen began to show his + Grace the very greatest marks of her favor. He was created Duke of Brandon + and Baron of Dutton in England; having the Thistle already originally + bestowed on him by King James the Second, his Grace was now promoted to + the honor of the Garter—a distinction so great and illustrious, that + no subject hath ever borne them hitherto together. When this objection was + made to her Majesty, she was pleased to say, “Such a subject as the Duke + of Hamilton has a pre-eminent claim to every mark of distinction which a + crowned head can confer. I will henceforth wear both orders myself.” + </p> + <p> + At the Chapter held at Windsor in October, 1712, the Duke and other + knights, including Lord-Treasurer, the new-created Earl of Oxford and + Mortimer, were installed; and a few days afterwards his Grace was + appointed Ambassador-Extraordinary to France, and his equipages, plate, + and liveries commanded, of the most sumptuous kind, not only for his + Excellency the Ambassador, but for her Excellency the Ambassadress, who + was to accompany him. Her arms were already quartered on the coach panels, + and her brother was to hasten over on the appointed day to give her away. + </p> + <p> + His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, daughter + of Digby Lord Gerard, by which marriage great estates came into the + Hamilton family; and out of these estates came, in part, that tragic + quarrel which ended the Duke's career. + </p> + <p> + From the loss of a tooth to that of a mistress there's no pang that is not + bearable. The apprehension is much more cruel than the certainty; and we + make up our mind to the misfortune when 'tis irremediable, part with the + tormentor, and mumble our crust on t'other side of the jaws. I think + Colonel Esmond was relieved when a ducal coach and six came and whisked + his charmer away out of his reach, and placed her in a higher sphere. As + you have seen the nymph in the opera-machine go up to the clouds at the + end of the piece where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the divine company + of Olympians are seated, and quaver out her last song as a goddess: so + when this portentous elevation was accomplished in the Esmond family, I am + not sure that every one of us did not treat the divine Beatrix with + special honors; at least the saucy little beauty carried her head with a + toss of supreme authority, and assumed a touch-me-not air, which all her + friends very good-humoredly bowed to. + </p> + <p> + An old army acquaintance of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who had + sold his company, married a wife, and turned merchant in the city, was + dreadfully gloomy for a long time, though living in a fine house on the + river, and carrying on a great trade to all appearance. At length Esmond + saw his friend's name in the Gazette as a bankrupt; and a week after this + circumstance my bankrupt walks into Mr. Esmond's lodging with a face + perfectly radiant with good-humor, and as jolly and careless as when they + had sailed from Southampton ten years before for Vigo. “This bankruptcy,” + says Tom, “has been hanging over my head these three years; the thought + hath prevented my sleeping, and I have looked at poor Polly's head on + t'other pillow, and then towards my razor on the table, and thought to put + an end to myself, and so give my woes the slip. But now we are bankrupts: + Tom Trett pays as many shillings in the pound as he can; his wife has a + little cottage at Fulham, and her fortune secured to herself. I am afraid + neither of bailiff nor of creditor: and for the last six nights have slept + easy.” So it was that when Fortune shook her wings and left him, honest + Tom cuddled himself up in his ragged virtue, and fell asleep. + </p> + <p> + Esmond did not tell his friend how much his story applied to Esmond too; + but he laughed at it, and used it; and having fairly struck his docket in + this love transaction, determined to put a cheerful face on his + bankruptcy. Perhaps Beatrix was a little offended at his gayety. “Is this + the way, sir, that you receive the announcement of your misfortune,” says + she, “and do you come smiling before me as if you were glad to be rid of + me?” + </p> + <p> + Esmond would not be put off from his good-humor, but told her the story of + Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. “I have been hankering after the grapes on + the wall,” says he, “and lost my temper because they were beyond my reach; + was there any wonder? They're gone now, and another has them—a + taller man than your humble servant has won them.” And the Colonel made + his cousin a low bow. + </p> + <p> + “A taller man, Cousin Esmond!” says she. “A man of spirit would have + sealed the wall, sir, and seized them! A man of courage would have fought + for 'em, not gaped for 'em.” + </p> + <p> + “A Duke has but to gape and they drop into his mouth,” says Esmond, with + another low bow. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, sir,” says she, “a Duke IS a taller man than you. And why should I + not be grateful to one such as his Grace, who gives me his heart and his + great name? It is a great gift he honors me with; I know 'tis a bargain + between us; and I accept it, and will do my utmost to perform my part of + it. 'Tis no question of sighing and philandering between a noble man of + his Grace's age and a girl who hath little of that softness in her nature. + Why should I not own that I am ambitious, Harry Esmond; and if it be no + sin in a man to covet honor, why should a woman too not desire it? Shall I + be frank with you, Harry, and say that if you had not been down on your + knees, and so humble, you might have fared better with me? A woman of my + spirit, cousin, is to be won by gallantry, and not by sighs and rueful + faces. All the time you are worshipping and singing hymns to me, I know + very well I am no goddess, and grow weary of the incense. So would you + have been weary of the goddess too—when she was called Mrs. Esmond, + and got out of humor because she had not pin-money enough, and was forced + to go about in an old gown. Eh! cousin, a goddess in a mob-cap, that has + to make her husband's gruel, ceases to be divine—I am sure of it. I + should have been sulky and scolded; and of all the proud wretches in the + world Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me tell him that. You never fall + into a passion; but you never forgive, I think. Had you been a great man, + you might have been good-humored; but being nobody, sir, you are too great + a man for me; and I'm afraid of you, cousin—there! and I won't + worship you, and you'll never be happy except with a woman who will. Why, + after I belonged to you, and after one of my tantrums, you would have put + the pillow over my head some night, and smothered me, as the black man + does the woman in the play that you're so fond of. What's the creature's + name?—Desdemona. You would, you little black-dyed Othello!” + </p> + <p> + “I think I should, Beatrix,” says the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + “And I want no such ending. I intend to live to be a hundred, and to go to + ten thousand routs and balls, and to play cards every night of my life + till the year eighteen hundred. And I like to be the first of my company, + sir; and I like flattery and compliments, and you give me none; and I like + to be made to laugh, sir, and who's to laugh at YOUR dismal face, I should + like to know? and I like a coach-and six or a coach-and-eight; and I like + diamonds, and a new gown every week; and people to say—'That's the + Duchess—How well her Grace looks—Make way for Madame + l'Ambassadrice d'Angleterre—Call her Excellency's people'—that's + what I like. And as for you, you want a woman to bring your slippers and + cap, and to sit at your feet, and cry, 'O caro! O bravo!' whilst you read + your Shakespeares and Miltons and stuff. Mamma would have been the wife + for you, had you been a little older, though you look ten years older than + she does—you do, you glum-faced, blue-bearded little old man! You + might have sat, like Darby and Joan, and flattered each other; and billed + and cooed like a pair of old pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to + use them, sir.” And she spread out her beautiful arms, as if indeed she + could fly off like the pretty “Gawrie,” whom the man in the story was + enamored of. + </p> + <p> + “And what will your Peter Wilkins say to your flight?” says Esmond, who + never admired this fair creature more than when she rebelled and laughed + at him. + </p> + <p> + “A duchess knows her place,” says she, with a laugh. “Why, I have a son + already made for me, and thirty years old (my Lord Arran), and four + daughters. How they will scold, and what a rage they will be in, when I + come to take the head of the table! But I give them only a month to be + angry; at the end of that time they shall love me every one, and so shall + Lord Arran, and so shall all his Grace's Scots vassals and followers in + the Highlands. I'm bent on it; and when I take a thing in my head, 'tis + done. His Grace is the greatest gentleman in Europe, and I'll try and make + him happy; and, when the King comes back, you may count on my protection, + Cousin Esmond—for come back the King will and shall; and I'll bring + him back from Versailles, if he comes under my hoop.” + </p> + <p> + “I hope the world will make you happy, Beatrix,” says Esmond, with a sigh. + “You'll be Beatrix till you are my Lady Duchess—will you not? I + shall then make your Grace my very lowest bow.” + </p> + <p> + “None of these sighs and this satire, cousin,” she says. “I take his + Grace's great bounty thankfully—yes, thankfully; and will wear his + honors becomingly. I do not say he hath touched my heart; but he has my + gratitude, obedience, admiration—I have told him that, and no more; + and with that his noble heart is content. I have told him all—even + the story of that poor creature that I was engaged to—and that I + could not love; and I gladly gave his word back to him, and jumped for joy + to get back my own. I am twenty-five years old.” + </p> + <p> + “Twenty-six, my dear,” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “Twenty-five, sir—I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years no + man hath ever touched my heart. Yes—you did once, for a little, + Harry, when you came back after Lille, and engaging with that murderer + Mohun, and saving Frank's life. I thought I could like you; and mamma + begged me hard, on her knees, and I did—for a day. But the old chill + came over me, Henry, and the old fear of you and your melancholy; and I + was glad when you went away, and engaged with my Lord Ashburnham, that I + might hear no more of you, that's the truth. You are too good for me, + somehow. I could not make you happy, and should break my heart in trying, + and not being able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you + the sword, you might have had me, sir, and we both should have been + miserable by this time. I talked with that silly lord all night just to + vex you and mamma, and I succeeded, didn't I? How frankly we can talk of + these things! It seems a thousand years ago: and, though we are here + sitting in the same room, there is a great wall between us. My dear, kind, + faithful, gloomy old cousin! I can like now, and admire you too, sir, and + say that you are brave, and very kind, and very true, and a fine gentleman + for all—for all your little mishap at your birth,” says she, wagging + her arch head. + </p> + <p> + “And now, sir,” says she, with a curtsy, “we must have no more talk except + when mamma is by, as his Grace is with us; for he does not half like you, + cousin, and is jealous as the black man in your favorite play.” + </p> + <p> + Though the very kindness of the words stabbed Mr. Esmond with the keenest + pang, he did not show his sense of the wound by any look of his (as + Beatrix, indeed, afterwards owned to him), but said, with a perfect + command of himself and an easy smile, “The interview must not end yet, my + dear, until I have had my last word. Stay, here comes your mother” (indeed + she came in here with her sweet anxious face, and Esmond going up kissed + her hand respectfully). “My dear lady may hear, too, the last words, which + are no secrets, and are only a parting benediction accompanying a present + for your marriage from an old gentleman your guardian; for I feel as if I + was the guardian of all the family, and an old old fellow that is fit to + be the grandfather of you all; and in this character let me make my Lady + Duchess her wedding present. They are the diamonds my father's widow left + me. I had thought Beatrix might have had them a year ago; but they are + good enough for a duchess, though not bright enough for the handsomest + woman in the world.” And he took the case out of his pocket in which the + jewels were, and presented them to his cousin. + </p> + <p> + She gave a cry of delight, for the stones were indeed very handsome, and + of great value; and the next minute the necklace was where Belinda's cross + is in Mr. Pope's admirable poem, and glittering on the whitest and most + perfectly-shaped neck in all England. + </p> + <p> + The girl's delight at receiving these trinkets was so great, that after + rushing to the looking-glass and examining the effect they produced upon + that fair neck which they surrounded, Beatrix was running back with her + arms extended, and was perhaps for paying her cousin with a price, that he + would have liked no doubt to receive from those beautiful rosy lips of + hers, but at this moment the door opened, and his Grace the bridegroom + elect was announced. + </p> + <p> + He looked very black upon Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a very low bow + indeed, and kissed the hand of each lady in his most ceremonious manner. + He had come in his chair from the palace hard by, and wore his two stars + of the Garter and the Thistle. + </p> + <p> + “Look, my Lord Duke,” says Mistress Beatrix, advancing to him, and showing + the diamonds on her breast. + </p> + <p> + “Diamonds,” says his Grace. “Hm! they seem pretty.” + </p> + <p> + “They are a present on my marriage,” says Beatrix. + </p> + <p> + “From her Majesty?” asks the Duke. “The Queen is very good.” + </p> + <p> + “From my cousin Henry—from our cousin Henry”—cry both the + ladies in a breath. + </p> + <p> + “I have not the honor of knowing the gentleman. I thought that my Lord + Castlewood had no brother: and that on your ladyship's side there were no + nephews.” + </p> + <p> + “From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord,” says Beatrix, taking the + Colonel's hand very bravely,—“who was left guardian to us by our + father, and who has a hundred times shown his love and friendship for our + family.” + </p> + <p> + “The Duchess of Hamilton receives no diamonds but from her husband, + madam,” says the Duke—“may I pray you to restore these to Mr. + Esmond?” + </p> + <p> + “Beatrix Esmond may receive a present from our kinsman and benefactor, my + Lord Duke,” says Lady Castlewood, with an air of great dignity. “She is my + daughter yet: and if her mother sanctions the gift—no one else hath + the right to question it.” + </p> + <p> + “Kinsman and benefactor!” says the Duke. “I know of no kinsman: and I do + not choose that my wife should have for benefactor a—” + </p> + <p> + “My lord!” says Colonel Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “I am not here to bandy words,” says his Grace: “frankly I tell you that + your visits to this house are too frequent, and that I choose no presents + for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen that bear a name they have no + right to.” + </p> + <p> + “My lord!” breaks out Lady Castlewood, “Mr. Esmond hath the best right to + that name of any man in the world: and 'tis as old and as honorable as + your Grace's.” + </p> + <p> + My Lord Duke smiled, and looked as if Lady Castlewood was mad, that was so + talking to him. + </p> + <p> + “If I called him benefactor,” said my mistress, “it is because he has been + so to us—yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the dearest of + benefactors. He would have saved my husband's life from Mohun's sword. He + did save my boy's, and defended him from that villain. Are those no + benefits?” + </p> + <p> + “I ask Colonel Esmond's pardon,” says his Grace, if possible more haughty + than before. “I would say not a word that should give him offence, and + thank him for his kindness to your ladyship's family. My Lord Mohun and I + are connected, you know, by marriage—though neither by blood nor + friendship; but I must repeat what I said, that my wife can receive no + presents from Colonel Esmond.” + </p> + <p> + “My daughter may receive presents from the Head of our House: my daughter + may thankfully take kindness from her father's, her mother's, her + brother's dearest friend; and be grateful for one more benefit besides the + thousand we owe him,” cries Lady Esmond. “What is a string of diamond + stones compared to that affection he hath given us—our dearest + preserver and benefactor? We owe him not only Frank's life, but our all—yes, + our all,” says my mistress, with a heightened color and a trembling voice. + “The title we bear is his, if he would claim it. 'Tis we who have no right + to our name: not he that's too great for it. He sacrificed his name at my + dying lord's bedside—sacrificed it to my orphan children; gave up + rank and honor because he loved us so nobly. His father was Viscount of + Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before him; and he is his father's lawful + son and true heir, and we are the recipients of his bounty, and he the + chief of a house that's as old as your own. And if he is content to forego + his name that my child may bear it, we love him and honor him and bless + him under whatever name he bears”—and here the fond and affectionate + creature would have knelt to Esmond again, but that he prevented her; and + Beatrix, running up to her with a pale face and a cry of alarm, embraced + her and said, “Mother, what is this?” + </p> + <p> + “'Tis a family secret, my Lord Duke,” says Colonel Esmond: “poor Beatrix + knew nothing of it; nor did my lady till a year ago. And I have as good a + right to resign my title as your Grace's mother to abdicate hers to you.” + </p> + <p> + “I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton,” said my mistress, + “had his Grace applied to me for my daughter's hand, and not to Beatrix. I + should have spoken with you this very day in private, my lord, had not + your words brought about this sudden explanation—and now 'tis fit + Beatrix should hear it; and know, as I would have all the world know, what + we owe to our kinsman and patron.” + </p> + <p> + And then in her touching way, and having hold of her daughter's hand, and + speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood told the story + which you know already—lauding up to the skies her kinsman's + behavior. On his side Mr. Esmond explained the reasons that seemed quite + sufficiently cogent with him, why the succession in the family, as at + present it stood, should not be disturbed; and he should remain as he was, + Colonel Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “And Marquis of Esmond, my lord,” says his Grace, with a low bow. “Permit + me to ask your lordship's pardon for words that were uttered in ignorance; + and to beg for the favor of your friendship. To be allied to you, sir, + must be an honor under whatever name you are known” (so his Grace was + pleased to say); “and in return for the splendid present you make my wife, + your kinswoman, I hope you will please to command any service that James + Douglas can perform. I shall never be easy until I repay you a part of my + obligations at least; and ere very long, and with the mission her Majesty + hath given me,” says the Duke, “that may perhaps be in my power. I shall + esteem it as a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond will give away the + bride.” + </p> + <p> + “And if he will take the usual payment in advance, he is welcome,” says + Beatrix, stepping up to him; and, as Esmond kissed her, she whispered, + “Oh, why didn't I know you before?” + </p> + <p> + My Lord Duke was as hot as a flame at this salute, but said never a word: + Beatrix made him a proud curtsy, and the two ladies quitted the room + together. + </p> + <p> + “When does your Excellency go for Paris?” asks Colonel Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “As soon after the ceremony as may be,” his Grace answered. “'Tis fixed + for the first of December: it cannot be sooner. The equipage will not be + ready till then. The Queen intends the embassy should be very grand—and + I have law business to settle. That ill-omened Mohun has come, or is + coming, to London again: we are in a lawsuit about my late Lord Gerard's + property; and he hath sent to me to meet him.” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0034" id="link2HCH0034"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER V. + </h2> + <h3> + MOHUN APPEARS FOR THE LAST TIME IN THIS HISTORY. + </h3> + <p> + Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who for family reasons had + kindly promised his protection and patronage to Colonel Esmond, he had + other great friends in power now, both able and willing to assist him, and + he might, with such allies, look forward to as fortunate advancement in + civil life at home as he had got rapid promotion abroad. His Grace was + magnanimous enough to offer to take Mr. Esmond as secretary on his Paris + embassy, but no doubt he intended that proposal should be rejected; at any + rate, Esmond could not bear the thoughts of attending his mistress farther + than the church-door after her marriage, and so declined that offer which + his generous rival made him. + </p> + <p> + Other gentlemen in power were liberal at least of compliments and promises + to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, now become my Lord Oxford and Mortimer, and + installed Knight of the Garter on the same day as his Grace of Hamilton + had received the same honor, sent to the Colonel to say that a seat in + Parliament should be at his disposal presently, and Mr. St. John held out + many flattering hopes of advancement to the Colonel when he should enter + the House. Esmond's friends were all successful, and the most successful + and triumphant of all was his dear old commander, General Webb, who was + now appointed Lieutenant-General of the Land Forces, and received with + particular honor by the Ministry, by the Queen, and the people out of + doors, who huzza'd the brave chief when they used to see him in his + chariot going to the House or to the Drawing-room, or hobbling on foot to + his coach from St. Stephen's upon his glorious old crutch and stick, and + cheered him as loud as they had ever done Marlborough. + </p> + <p> + That great Duke was utterly disgraced; and honest old Webb dated all his + Grace's misfortunes from Wynendael, and vowed that Fate served the traitor + right. Duchess Sarah had also gone to ruin; she had been forced to give up + her keys, and her places, and her pensions:—“Ah, ah!” says Webb, + “she would have locked up three millions of French crowns with her keys + had I but been knocked on the head, but I stopped that convoy at + Wynendael.” Our enemy Cardonnel was turned out of the House of Commons + (along with Mr. Walpole) for malversation of public money. Cadogan lost + his place of Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters resigned + their posts of ladies of the bedchamber; and so complete was the Duke's + disgrace, that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, was absolutely obliged to + give up his lodgings at St. James's, and had his half-pension, as Master + of the Horse, taken away. But I think the lowest depth of Marlborough's + fall was when he humbly sent to ask General Webb when he might wait upon + him; he who had commanded the stout old General, who had injured him and + sneered at him, who had kept him dangling in his ante-chamber, who could + not even after his great service condescend to write him a letter in his + own hand. The nation was as eager for peace as ever it had been hot for + war. The Prince of Savoy came amongst us, had his audience of the Queen, + and got his famous Sword of Honor, and strove with all his force to form a + Whig party together, to bring over the young Prince of Hanover to do + anything which might prolong the war, and consummate the ruin of the old + sovereign whom he hated so implacably. But the nation was tired of the + struggle: so completely wearied of it that not even our defeat at Denain + could rouse us into any anger, though such an action so lost two years + before would have set all England in a fury. 'Twas easy to see that the + great Marlborough was not with the army. Eugene was obliged to fall back + in a rage, and forego the dazzling revenge of his life. 'Twas in vain the + Duke's side asked, “Would we suffer our arms to be insulted? Would we not + send back the only champion who could repair our honor?” The nation had + had its bellyful of fighting; nor could taunts or outcries goad up our + Britons any more. + </p> + <p> + For a statesman that was always prating of liberty, and had the grandest + philosophic maxims in his mouth, it must be owned that Mr. St. John + sometimes rather acted like a Turkish than a Greek philosopher, and + especially fell foul of one unfortunate set of men, the men of letters, + with a tyranny a little extraordinary in a man who professed to respect + their calling so much. The literary controversy at this time was very + bitter, the Government side was the winning one, the popular one, and I + think might have been the merciful one. 'Twas natural that the opposition + should be peevish and cry out: some men did so from their hearts, admiring + the Duke of Marlborough's prodigious talents, and deploring the disgrace + of the greatest general the world ever knew: 'twas the stomach that caused + other patriots to grumble, and such men cried out because they were poor, + and paid to do so. Against these my Lord Bolingbroke never showed the + slightest mercy, whipping a dozen into prison or into the pillory without + the least commiseration. + </p> + <p> + From having been a man of arms Mr. Esmond had now come to be a man of + letters, but on a safer side than that in which the above-cited poor + fellows ventured their liberties and ears. There was no danger on ours, + which was the winning side; besides, Mr. Esmond pleased himself by + thinking that he writ like a gentleman if he did not always succeed as a + wit. + </p> + <p> + Of the famous wits of that age, who have rendered Queen Anne's reign + illustrious, and whose works will be in all Englishmen's hands in ages yet + to come, Mr. Esmond saw many, but at public places chiefly; never having a + great intimacy with any of them, except with honest Dick Steele and Mr. + Addison, who parted company with Esmond, however, when that gentleman + became a declared Tory, and lived on close terms with the leading persons + of that party. Addison kept himself to a few friends, and very rarely + opened himself except in their company. A man more upright and + conscientious than he it was not possible to find in public life, and one + whose conversation was so various, easy, and delightful. Writing now in my + mature years, I own that I think Addison's politics were the right, and + were my time to come over again, I would be a Whig in England and not a + Tory; but with people that take a side in politics, 'tis men rather than + principles that commonly bind them. A kindness or a slight puts a man + under one flag or the other, and he marches with it to the end of the + campaign. Esmond's master in war was injured by Marlborough, and hated + him: and the lieutenant fought the quarrels of his leader. Webb coming to + London was used as a weapon by Marlborough's enemies (and true steel he + was, that honest chief); nor was his aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an + unfaithful or unworthy partisan. 'Tis strange here, and on a foreign soil, + and in a land that is independent in all but the name, (for that the North + American colonies shall remain dependants on yonder little island for + twenty years more, I never can think,) to remember how the nation at home + seemed to give itself up to the domination of one or other aristocratic + party, and took a Hanoverian king, or a French one, according as either + prevailed. And while the Tories, the October club gentlemen, the High + Church parsons that held by the Church of England, were for having a + Papist king, for whom many of their Scottish and English leaders, firm + churchmen all, laid down their lives with admirable loyalty and devotion; + they were governed by men who had notoriously no religion at all, but used + it as they would use any opinion for the purpose of forwarding their own + ambition. The Whigs, on the other hand, who professed attachment to + religion and liberty too, were compelled to send to Holland or Hanover for + a monarch around whom they could rally. A strange series of compromises is + that English History; compromise of principle, compromise of party, + compromise of worship! The lovers of English freedom and independence + submitted their religious consciences to an Act of Parliament; could not + consolidate their liberty without sending to Zell or the Hague for a king + to live under; and could not find amongst the proudest people in the world + a man speaking their own language, and understanding their laws, to govern + them. The Tory and High Church patriots were ready to die in defence of a + Papist family that had sold us to France; the great Whig nobles, the + sturdy republican recusants who had cut off Charles Stuart's head for + treason, were fain to accept a king whose title came to him through a + royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother's head had fallen under + Queen Bess's hatchet. And our proud English nobles sent to a petty German + town for a monarch to come and reign in London and our prelates kissed the + ugly hands of his Dutch mistresses, and thought it no dishonor. In England + you can but belong to one party or t'other, and you take the house you + live in with all its encumbrances, its retainers, its antique discomforts, + and ruins even; you patch up, but you never build up anew. Will we of the + new world submit much longer, even nominally, to this ancient British + superstition? There are signs of the times which make me think that ere + long we shall care as little about King George here, and peers temporal + and peers spiritual, as we do for King Canute or the Druids. + </p> + <p> + This chapter began about the wits, my grandson may say, and hath wandered + very far from their company. The pleasantest of the wits I knew were the + Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot, and Mr. Gay, the author of “Trivia,” the most + charming kind soul that ever laughed at a joke or cracked a bottle. Mr. + Prior I saw, and he was the earthen pot swimming with the pots of brass + down the stream, and always and justly frightened lest he should break in + the voyage. I met him both at London and Paris, where he was performing + piteous congees to the Duke of Shrewsbury, not having courage to support + the dignity which his undeniable genius and talent had won him, and + writing coaxing letters to Secretary St. John, and thinking about his + plate and his place, and what on earth should become of him should his + party go out. The famous Mr. Congreve I saw a dozen of times at Button's, + a splendid wreck of a man, magnificently attired, and though gouty, and + almost blind, bearing a brave face against fortune. + </p> + <p> + The great Mr. Pope (of whose prodigious genius I have no words to express + my admiration) was quite a puny lad at this time, appearing seldom in + public places. There were hundreds of men, wits, and pretty fellows + frequenting the theatres and coffee-houses of that day—whom “nunc + perscribere longum est.” Indeed I think the most brilliant of that sort I + ever saw was not till fifteen years afterwards, when I paid my last visit + in England, and met young Harry Fielding, son of the Fielding that served + in Spain and afterwards in Flanders with us, and who for fun and humor + seemed to top them all. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say of him, + “Vidi tantum.” He was in London all these years up to the death of the + Queen; and in a hundred public places where I saw him, but no more; he + never missed Court of a Sunday, where once or twice he was pointed out to + your grandfather. He would have sought me out eagerly enough had I been a + great man with a title to my name, or a star on my coat. At Court the + Doctor had no eyes but for the very greatest. Lord Treasurer and St. John + used to call him Jonathan, and they paid him with this cheap coin for the + service they took of him. He writ their lampoons, fought their enemies, + flogged and bullied in their service, and it must be owned with a + consummate skill and fierceness. 'Tis said he hath lost his intellect now, + and forgotten his wrongs and his rage against mankind. I have always + thought of him and of Marlborough as the two greatest men of that age. I + have read his books (who doth not know them?) here in our calm woods, and + imagine a giant to myself as I think of him, a lonely fallen Prometheus, + groaning as the vulture tears him. Prometheus I saw, but when first I ever + had any words with him, the giant stepped out of a sedan chair in the + Poultry, whither he had come with a tipsy Irish servant parading before + him, who announced him, bawling out his Reverence's name, whilst his + master below was as yet haggling with the chairman. I disliked this Mr. + Swift, and heard many a story about him, of his conduct to men, and his + words to women. He could flatter the great as much as he could bully the + weak; and Mr. Esmond, being younger and hotter in that day than now, was + determined, should he ever meet this dragon, not to run away from his + teeth and his fire. + </p> + <p> + Men have all sorts of motives which carry them onwards in life, and are + driven into acts of desperation, or it may be of distinction, from a + hundred different causes. There was one comrade of Esmond's, an honest + little Irish lieutenant of Handyside's, who owed so much money to a camp + sutler, that he began to make love to the man's daughter, intending to pay + his debt that way; and at the battle of Malplaquet, flying away from the + debt and lady too, he rushed so desperately on the French lines, that he + got his company; and came a captain out of the action, and had to marry + the sutler's daughter after all, who brought him his cancelled debt to her + father as poor Roger's fortune. To run out of the reach of bill and + marriage, he ran on the enemy's pikes; and as these did not kill him he + was thrown back upon t'other horn of his dilemma. Our great Duke at the + same battle was fighting, not the French, but the Tories in England; and + risking his life and the army's, not for his country but for his pay and + places; and for fear of his wife at home, that only being in life whom he + dreaded. I have asked about men in my own company, (new drafts of poor + country boys were perpetually coming over to us during the wars, and + brought from the ploughshare to the sword,) and found that a half of them + under the flags were driven thither on account of a woman: one fellow was + jilted by his mistress and took the shilling in despair; another jilted + the girl, and fled from her and the parish to the tents where the law + could not disturb him. Why go on particularizing? What can the sons of + Adam and Eve expect, but to continue in that course of love and trouble + their father and mother set out on? Oh, my grandson! I am drawing nigh to + the end of that period of my history, when I was acquainted with the great + world of England and Europe; my years are past the Hebrew poet's limit, + and I say unto thee, all my troubles and joys too, for that matter, have + come from a woman; as thine will when thy destined course begins. 'Twas a + woman that made a soldier of me, that set me intriguing afterwards; I + believe I would have spun smocks for her had she so bidden me; what + strength I had in my head I would have given her; hath not every man in + his degree had his Omphale and Delilah? Mine befooled me on the banks of + the Thames, and in dear old England; thou mayest find thine own by + Rappahannock. + </p> + <p> + To please that woman then I tried to distinguish myself as a soldier, and + afterwards as a wit and a politician; as to please another I would have + put on a black cassock and a pair of bands, and had done so but that a + superior fate intervened to defeat that project. And I say, I think the + world is like Captain Esmond's company I spoke of anon; and could you see + every man's career in life, you would find a woman clogging him; or + clinging round his march and stopping him; or cheering him and goading + him: or beckoning him out of her chariot, so that he goes up to her, and + leaves the race to be run without him or bringing him the apple, and + saying “Eat;” or fetching him the daggers and whispering “Kill! yonder + lies Duncan, and a crown, and an opportunity.” + </p> + <p> + Your grandfather fought with more effect as a politician than as a wit: + and having private animosities and grievances of his own and his General's + against the great Duke in command of the army, and more information on + military matters than most writers, who had never seen beyond the fire of + a tobacco-pipe at “Wills's,” he was enabled to do good service for that + cause which he embarked in, and for Mr. St. John and his party. But he + disdained the abuse in which some of the Tory writers indulged; for + instance, Dr. Swift, who actually chose to doubt the Duke of Marlborough's + courage, and was pleased to hint that his Grace's military capacity was + doubtful: nor were Esmond's performances worse for the effect they were + intended to produce, (though no doubt they could not injure the Duke of + Marlborough nearly so much in the public eyes as the malignant attacks of + Swift did, which were carefully directed so as to blacken and degrade + him,) because they were writ openly and fairly by Mr. Esmond, who made no + disguise of them, who was now out of the army, and who never attacked the + prodigious courage and talents, only the selfishness and rapacity, of the + chief. + </p> + <p> + The Colonel then, having writ a paper for one of the Tory journals, called + the Post-Boy, (a letter upon Bouchain, that the town talked about for two + whole days, when the appearance of an Italian singer supplied a fresh + subject for conversation,) and having business at the Exchange, where + Mistress Beatrix wanted a pair of gloves or a fan very likely, Esmond went + to correct his paper, and was sitting at the printer's, when the famous + Doctor Swift came in, his Irish fellow with him that used to walk before + his chair, and bawled out his master's name with great dignity. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer too, whose wife had gone to the + tavern to fetch him, and was meantime engaged in drawing a picture of a + soldier on horseback for a dirty little pretty boy of the printer's wife, + whom she had left behind her. + </p> + <p> + “I presume you are the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?” says the Doctor, in a + grating voice that had an Irish twang; and he looked at the Colonel from + under his two bushy eyebrows with a pair of very clear blue eyes. His + complexion was muddy, his figure rather fat, his chin double. He wore a + shabby cassock, and a shabby hat over his black wig, and he pulled out a + great gold watch, at which he looks very fierce. + </p> + <p> + “I am but a contributor, Doctor Swift,” says Esmond, with the little boy + still on his knee. He was sitting with his back in the window, so that the + Doctor could not see him. + </p> + <p> + “Who told you I was Dr. Swift?” says the Doctor, eying the other very + haughtily. + </p> + <p> + “Your Reverence's valet bawled out your name,” says the Colonel. “I should + judge you brought him from Ireland?” + </p> + <p> + “And pray, sir, what right have you to judge whether my servant came from + Ireland or no? I want to speak with your employer, Mr. Leach. I'll thank + ye go fetch him.” + </p> + <p> + “Where's your papa, Tommy?” asks the Colonel of the child, a smutty little + wretch in a frock. + </p> + <p> + Instead of answering, the child begins to cry; the Doctor's appearance had + no doubt frightened the poor little imp. + </p> + <p> + “Send that squalling little brat about his business, and do what I bid ye, + sir,” says the Doctor. + </p> + <p> + “I must finish, the picture first for Tommy,” says the Colonel, laughing. + “Here, Tommy, will you have your Pandour with whiskers or without?” + </p> + <p> + “Whisters,” says Tommy, quite intent on the picture. + </p> + <p> + “Who the devil are ye, sir?” cries the Doctor; “are ye a printer's man or + are ye not?” he pronounced it like NAUGHT. + </p> + <p> + “Your reverence needn't raise the devil to ask who I am,” says Colonel + Esmond. “Did you ever hear of Doctor Faustus, little Tommy? or Friar + Bacon, who invented gunpowder, and set the Thames on fire?” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Swift turned quite red, almost purple. “I did not intend any offence, + sir,” says he. + </p> + <p> + “I dare say, sir, you offended without meaning,” says the other, dryly. + </p> + <p> + “Who are ye, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You are one of the pack of + Grub Street scribblers that my friend Mr. Secretary hath laid by the + heels. How dare ye, sir, speak to me in this tone?” cries the Doctor, in a + great fume. + </p> + <p> + “I beg your honor's humble pardon if I have offended your honor,” says + Esmond in a tone of great humility. “Rather than be sent to the Compter, + or be put in the pillory, there's nothing I wouldn't do. But Mrs. Leach, + the printer's lady, told me to mind Tommy whilst she went for her husband + to the tavern, and I daren't leave the child lest he should fall into the + fire; but if your Reverence will hold him—” + </p> + <p> + “I take the little beast!” says the Doctor, starting back. “I am engaged + to your betters, fellow. Tell Mr. Leach that when he makes an appointment + with Dr. Swift he had best keep it, do ye hear? And keep a respectful + tongue in your head, sir, when you address a person like me.” + </p> + <p> + “I'm but a poor broken-down soldier,” says the Colonel, “and I've seen + better days, though I am forced now to turn my hand to writing. We can't + help our fate, sir.” + </p> + <p> + “You're the person that Mr. Leach hath spoken to me of, I presume. Have + the goodness to speak civilly when you are spoken to—and tell Leach + to call at my lodgings in Bury Street, and bring the papers with him + to-night at ten o'clock. And the next time you see me, you'll know me, and + be civil, Mr. Kemp.” + </p> + <p> + Poor Kemp, who had been a lieutenant at the beginning of the war, and + fallen into misfortune, was the writer of the Post-Boy, and now took + honest Mr. Leach's pay in place of her Majesty's. Esmond had seen this + gentleman, and a very ingenious, hardworking honest fellow he was, toiling + to give bread to a great family, and watching up many a long winter night + to keep the wolf from his door. And Mr. St. John, who had liberty always + on his tongue, had just sent a dozen of the opposition writers into + prison, and one actually into the pillory, for what he called libels, but + libels not half so violent as those writ on our side. With regard to this + very piece of tyranny, Esmond had remonstrated strongly with the + Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals were served quite right; and + told Esmond a joke of Swift's regarding the matter. Nay, more, this + Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon a poor wretch condemned to + death for rape, absolutely prevented the Secretary from exercising this + act of good-nature, and boasted that he had had the man hanged; and great + as the Doctor's genius might be, and splendid his ability, Esmond for one + would affect no love for him, and never desired to make his acquaintance. + The Doctor was at Court every Sunday assiduously enough, a place the + Colonel frequented but rarely, though he had a great inducement to go + there in the person of a fair maid of honor of her Majesty's; and the airs + and patronage Mr. Swift gave himself, forgetting gentlemen of his country + whom he knew perfectly, his loud talk at once insolent and servile, nay, + perhaps his very intimacy with Lord Treasurer and the Secretary, who + indulged all his freaks and called him Jonathan, you may be sure, were + remarked by many a person of whom the proud priest himself took no note, + during that time of his vanity and triumph. + </p> + <p> + 'Twas but three days after the 15th of November, 1712 (Esmond minds him + well of the date), that he went by invitation to dine with his General, + the foot of whose table he used to take on these festive occasions, as he + had done at many a board, hard and plentiful, during the campaign. This + was a great feast, and of the latter sort; the honest old gentleman loved + to treat his friends splendidly: his Grace of Ormonde, before he joined + his army as generalissimo, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of her + Majesty's Secretaries of State, my Lord Orkney, that had served with us + abroad, being of the party. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of the Ordnance, + and in whose honor the feast had been given, upon his approaching + departure as Ambassador to Paris, had sent an excuse to General Webb at + two o'clock, but an hour before the dinner: nothing but the most immediate + business, his Grace said, should have prevented him having the pleasure of + drinking a parting glass to the health of General Webb. His absence + disappointed Esmond's old chief, who suffered much from his wounds + besides; and though the company was grand, it was rather gloomy. St. John + came last, and brought a friend with him: “I'm sure,” says my General, + bowing very politely, “my table hath always a place for Dr. Swift.” + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond went up to the Doctor with a bow and a smile:—“I gave Dr. + Swift's message,” says he, “to the printer: I hope he brought your + pamphlet to your lodgings in time.” Indeed poor Leach had come to his + house very soon after the Doctor left it, being brought away rather tipsy + from the tavern by his thrifty wife; and he talked of Cousin Swift in a + maudlin way, though of course Mr. Esmond did not allude to this + relationship. The Doctor scowled, blushed, and was much confused, and said + scarce a word during the whole of dinner. A very little stone will + sometimes knock down these Goliaths of wit; and this one was often + discomfited when met by a man of any spirit; he took his place sulkily, + put water in his wine that the others drank plentifully, and scarce said a + word. + </p> + <p> + The talk was about the affairs of the day, or rather about persons than + affairs: my Lady Marlborough's fury, her daughters in old clothes and + mob-caps looking out from their windows and seeing the company pass to the + Drawing-room; the gentleman-usher's horror when the Prince of Savoy was + introduced to her Majesty in a tie-wig, no man out of a full-bottomed + periwig ever having kissed the Royal hand before; about the Mohawks and + the damage they were doing, rushing through the town, killing and + murdering. Some one said the ill-omened face of Mohun had been seen at the + theatre the night before, and Macartney and Meredith with him. Meant to be + a feast, the meeting, in spite of drink and talk, was as dismal as a + funeral. Every topic started subsided into gloom. His Grace of Ormonde + went away because the conversation got upon Denain, where we had been + defeated in the last campaign. Esmond's General was affected at the + allusion to this action too, for his comrade of Wynendael, the Count of + Nassau Woudenbourg, had been slain there. Mr. Swift, when Esmond pledged + him, said he drank no wine, and took his hat from the peg and went away, + beckoning my Lord Bolingbroke to follow him; but the other bade him take + his chariot and save his coach-hire—he had to speak with Colonel + Esmond; and when the rest of the company withdrew to cards, these two + remained behind in the dark. + </p> + <p> + Bolingbroke always spoke freely when he had drunk freely. His enemies + could get any secret out of him in that condition; women were even + employed to ply him, and take his words down. I have heard that my Lord + Stair, three years after, when the Secretary fled to France and became the + Pretender's Minister, got all the information he wanted by putting female + spies over St. John in his cups. He spoke freely now:—“Jonathan + knows nothing of this for certain, though he suspects it, and by George, + Webb will take an Archbishopric, and Jonathan a—no,—damme—Jonathan + will take an Arch-bishopric from James, I warrant me, gladly enough. Your + Duke hath the string of the whole matter in his hand,” the Secretary went + on. “We have that which will force Marlborough to keep his distance, and + he goes out of London in a fortnight. Prior hath his business; he left me + this morning, and mark me, Harry, should fate carry off our august, our + beloved, our most gouty and plethoric Queen, and Defender of the Faith, la + bonne cause triomphera. A la sante de la bonne cause! Everything good + comes from France. Wine comes from France; give us another bumper to the + bonne cause.” We drank it together. + </p> + <p> + “Will the bonne cause turn Protestant?” asked Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “No, hang it,” says the other, “he'll defend our Faith as in duty bound, + but he'll stick by his own. The Hind and the Panther shall run in the same + car, by Jove. Righteousness and peace shall kiss each other: and we'll + have Father Massillon to walk down the aisle of St. Paul's, cheek by jowl + with Dr. Sacheverel. Give us more wine; here's a health to the bonne + cause, kneeling—damme, let's drink it kneeling.” He was quite + flushed and wild with wine as he was talking. + </p> + <p> + “And suppose,” says Esmond, who always had this gloomy apprehension, “the + bonne cause should give us up to the French, as his father and uncle did + before him?” + </p> + <p> + “Give us up to the French!” starts up Bolingbroke; “is there any English + gentleman that fears that? You who have seen Blenheim and Ramillies, + afraid of the French! Your ancestors and mine, and brave old Webb's + yonder, have met them in a hundred fields, and our children will be ready + to do the like. Who's he that wishes for more men from England? My Cousin + Westmoreland? Give us up to the French, pshaw!” + </p> + <p> + “His uncle did,” says Mr. Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “And what happened to his grandfather?” broke out St. John, filling out + another bumper. “Here's to the greatest monarch England ever saw; here's + to the Englishman that made a kingdom of her. Our great King came from + Huntingdon, not Hanover; our fathers didn't look for a Dutchman to rule + us. Let him come and we'll keep him, and we'll show him Whitehall. If he's + a traitor let us have him here to deal with him; and then there are + spirits here as great as any that have gone before. There are men here + that can look at danger in the face and not be frightened at it. Traitor! + treason! what names are these to scare you and me? Are all Oliver's men + dead, or his glorious name forgotten in fifty years? Are there no men + equal to him, think you, as good—ay, as good? God save the King! + and, if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!” + </p> + <p> + He filled another great bumper, and tossed it up and drained it wildly, + just as the noise of rapid carriage-wheels approaching was stopped at our + door, and after a hurried knock and a moment's interval, Mr. Swift came + into the hall, ran up stairs to the room we were dining in, and entered it + with a perturbed face. St. John, excited with drink, was making some wild + quotation out of Macbeth, but Swift stopped him. + </p> + <p> + “Drink no more, my lord, for God's sake!” says he. “I come with the most + dreadful news.” + </p> + <p> + “Is the Queen dead?” cries out Bolingbroke, seizing on a water-glass. + </p> + <p> + “No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun and + Macartney; they had a quarrel this morning; they gave him not so much time + as to write a letter. He went for a couple of his friends, and he is dead, + and Mohun, too, the bloody villain, who was set on him. They fought in + Hyde Park just before sunset; the Duke killed Mohun, and Macartney came up + and stabbed him, and the dog is fled. I have your chariot below; send to + every part of the country and apprehend that villain; come to the Duke's + house and see if any life be left in him.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix,” thought Esmond, “and here ends my poor girl's + ambition!” + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0035" id="link2HCH0035"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VI. + </h2> + <h3> + POOR BEATRIX. + </h3> + <p> + There had been no need to urge upon Esmond the necessity of a separation + between him and Beatrix: Fate had done that completely; and I think from + the very moment poor Beatrix had accepted the Duke's offer, she began to + assume the majestic air of a Duchess, nay, Queen Elect, and to carry + herself as one sacred and removed from us common people. Her mother and + kinsman both fell into her ways, the latter scornfully perhaps, and + uttering his usual gibes at her vanity and his own. There was a certain + charm about this girl of which neither Colonel Esmond nor his fond + mistress could forego the fascination; in spite of her faults and her + pride and wilfulness, they were forced to love her; and, indeed, might be + set down as the two chief flatterers of the brilliant creature's court. + </p> + <p> + Who, in the course of his life, hath not been so bewitched, and worshipped + some idol or another? Years after this passion hath been dead and buried, + along with a thousand other worldly cares and ambitions, he who felt it + can recall it out of its grave, and admire, almost as fondly as he did in + his youth, that lovely queenly creature. I invoke that beautiful spirit + from the shades and love her still; or rather I should say such a past is + always present to a man; such a passion once felt forms a part of his + whole being, and cannot be separated from it; it becomes a portion of the + man of to-day, just as any great faith or conviction, the discovery of + poetry, the awakening of religion, ever afterwards influence him; just as + the wound I had at Blenheim, and of which I wear the scar, hath become + part of my frame and influenced my whole body, nay, spirit subsequently, + though 'twas got and healed forty years ago. Parting and forgetting! What + faithful heart can do these? Our great thoughts, our great affections, the + Truths of our life, never leave us. Surely, they cannot separate from our + consciousness; shall follow it whithersoever that shall go; and are of + their nature divine and immortal. + </p> + <p> + With the horrible news of this catsstrophe, which was confirmed by the + weeping domestics at the Duke's own door, Esmond rode homewards as quick + as his lazy coach would carry him, devising all the time how he should + break the intelligence to the person most concerned in it; and if a satire + upon human vanity could be needed, that poor soul afforded it in the + altered company and occupations in which Esmond found her. For days + before, her chariot had been rolling the street from mercer to toyshop—from + goldsmith to laceman: her taste was perfect, or at least the fond + bridegroom had thought so, and had given her entire authority over all + tradesmen, and for all the plate, furniture and equipages, with which his + Grace the Ambassador wished to adorn his splendid mission. She must have + her picture by Kneller, a duchess not being complete without a portrait, + and a noble one he made, and actually sketched in, on a cushion, a coronet + which she was about to wear. She vowed she would wear it at King James the + Third's coronation, and never a princess in the land would have become + ermine better. Esmond found the ante-chamber crowded with milliners and + toyshop women, obsequious goldsmiths with jewels, salvers, and tankards; + and mercers' men with hangings, and velvets, and brocades. My Lady Duchess + elect was giving audience to one famous silversmith from Exeter Change, + who brought with him a great chased salver, of which he was pointing out + the beauties as Colonel Esmond entered. “Come,” says she, “cousin, and + admire the taste of this pretty thing.” I think Mars and Venus were lying + in the golden bower, that one gilt Cupid carried off the war-god's casque—another + his sword—another his great buckler, upon which my Lord Duke + Hamilton's arms with ours were to be engraved—and a fourth was + kneeling down to the reclining goddess with the ducal coronet in her + hands, God help us! The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of plate, the + arms were changed, the ducal coronet had been replaced by a viscount's; it + formed part of the fortune of the thrifty goldsmith's own daughter, when + she married my Lord Viscount Squanderfield two years after. + </p> + <p> + “Isn't this a beautiful piece?” says Beatrix, examining it, and she + pointed out the arch graces of the Cupids, and the fine carving of the + languid prostrate Mars. Esmond sickened as he thought of the warrior dead + in his chamber, his servants and children weeping around him; and of this + smiling creature attiring herself, as it were, for that nuptial death-bed. + “'Tis a pretty piece of vanity,” says he, looking gloomily at the + beautiful creature: there were flambeaux in the room lighting up the + brilliant mistress of it. She lifted up the great gold salver with her + fair arms. + </p> + <p> + “Vanity!” says she, haughtily. “What is vanity in you, sir, is propriety + in me. You ask a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but have it I will, if + only to spite Mr. Esmond.” + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Beatrix, lay it down!” says Mr. Esmond. “Herodias! you know not what + you carry in the charger.” + </p> + <p> + She dropped it with a clang; the eager goldsmith running to seize his + fallen ware. The lady's face caught the fright from Esmond's pale + countenance, and her eyes shone out like beacons of alarm:—“What is + it, Henry!” says she, running to him, and seizing both his hands. “What do + you mean by your pale face and gloomy tones?” + </p> + <p> + “Come away, come away!” says Esmond, leading her: she clung frightened to + him, and he supported her upon his heart, bidding the scared goldsmith + leave them. The man went into the next apartment, staring with surprise, + and hugging his precious charger. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!” says Esmond, still holding in his arms the + pallid and affrighted creature, “you have the greatest courage of any + woman in the world; prepare to show it now, for you have a dreadful trial + to bear.” + </p> + <p> + She sprang away from the friend who would have protected her:—“Hath + he left me?” says she. “We had words this morning: he was very gloomy, and + I angered him: but he dared not, he dared not!” As she spoke a burning + blush flushed over her whole face and bosom. Esmond saw it reflected in + the glass by which she stood, with clenched hands, pressing her swelling + heart. + </p> + <p> + “He has left you,” says Esmond, wondering that rage rather than sorrow was + in her looks. + </p> + <p> + “And he is alive,” cried Beatrix, “and you bring me this commission! He + has left me, and you haven't dared to avenge me! You, that pretend to be + the champion of our house, have let me suffer this insult! Where is + Castlewood? I will go to my brother.” + </p> + <p> + “The Duke is not alive, Beatrix,” said Esmond. + </p> + <p> + She looked at her cousin wildly, and fell back to the wall as though shot + in the breast:—“And you come here, and—and—you killed + him?” + </p> + <p> + “No; thank heaven!” her kinsman said. “The blood of that noble heart doth + not stain my sword! In its last hour it was faithful to thee, Beatrix + Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! kneel and thank the awful heaven which + awards life and death, and chastises pride, that the noble Hamilton died + true to you; at least that 'twas not your quarrel, or your pride, or your + wicked vanity, that drove him to his fate. He died by the bloody sword + which already had drank your own father's blood. O woman, O sister! to + that sad field where two corpses are lying—for the murderer died too + by the hand of the man he slew—can you bring no mourners but your + revenge and your vanity? God help and pardon thee, Beatrix, as he brings + this awful punishment to your hard and rebellious heart.” + </p> + <p> + Esmond had scarce done speaking, when his mistress came in. The colloquy + between him and Beatrix had lasted but a few minutes, during which time + Esmond's servant had carried the disastrous news through the household. + The army of Vanity Fair, waiting without, gathered up all their fripperies + and fled aghast. Tender Lady Castlewood had been in talk above with Dean + Atterbury, the pious creature's almoner and director; and the Dean had + entered with her as a physician whose place was at a sick-bed. Beatrix's + mother looked at Esmond and ran towards her daughter, with a pale face and + open heart and hands, all kindness and pity. But Beatrix passed her by, + nor would she have any of the medicaments of the spiritual physician. “I + am best in my own room and by myself,” she said. Her eyes were quite dry; + nor did Esmond ever see them otherwise, save once, in respect to that + grief. She gave him a cold hand as she went out: “Thank you, brother,” she + said, in a low voice, and with a simplicity more touching than tears; “all + you have said is true and kind, and I will go away and ask pardon.” The + three others remained behind, and talked over the dreadful story. It + affected Dr. Atterbury more even than us, as it seemed. The death of + Mohun, her husband's murderer, was more awful to my mistress than even the + Duke's unhappy end. Esmond gave at length what particulars he knew of + their quarrel, and the cause of it. The two noblemen had long been at war + with respect to the Lord Gerard's property, whose two daughters my Lord + Duke and Mohun had married. They had met by appointment that day at the + lawyer's in Lincoln's Inn Fields; had words which, though they appeared + very trifling to those who heard them, were not so to men exasperated by + long and previous enmity. Mohun asked my Lord Duke where he could see his + Grace's friends, and within an hour had sent two of his own to arrange + this deadly duel. It was pursued with such fierceness, and sprung from so + trifling a cause, that all men agreed at the time that there was a party, + of which these three notorious brawlers were but agents, who desired to + take Duke Hamilton's life away. They fought three on a side, as in that + tragic meeting twelve years back, which hath been recounted already, and + in which Mohun performed his second murder. They rushed in, and closed + upon each other at once without any feints or crossing of swords even, and + stabbed one at the other desperately, each receiving many wounds; and + Mohun having his death-wound, and my Lord Duke lying by him, Macartney + came up and stabbed his Grace as he lay on the ground, and gave him the + blow of which he died. Colonel Macartney denied this, of which the horror + and indignation of the whole kingdom would nevertheless have him guilty, + and fled the country, whither he never returned. + </p> + <p> + What was the real cause of the Duke Hamilton's death?—a paltry + quarrel that might easily have been made up, and with a ruffian so low, + base, profligate, and degraded with former crimes and repeated murders, + that a man of such renown and princely rank as my Lord Duke might have + disdained to sully his sword with the blood of such a villain. But his + spirit was so high that those who wished his death knew that his courage + was like his charity, and never turned any man away; and he died by the + hands of Mohun, and the other two cut-throats that were set on him. The + Queen's ambassador to Paris died, the loyal and devoted servant of the + House of Stuart, and a Royal Prince of Scotland himself, and carrying the + confidence, the repentance of Queen Anne along with his own open devotion, + and the good-will of millions in the country more, to the Queen's exiled + brother and sovereign. + </p> + <p> + That party to which Lord Mohun belonged had the benefit of his service, + and now were well rid of such a ruffian. He, and Meredith, and Macartney, + were the Duke of Marlborough's men; and the two colonels had been broke + but the year before for drinking perdition to the Tories. His Grace was a + Whig now and a Hanoverian, and as eager for war as Prince Eugene himself. + I say not that he was privy to Duke Hamilton's death, I say that his party + profited by it; and that three desperate and bloody instruments were found + to effect that murder. + </p> + <p> + As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discoursing of this + tragedy, and how fatal it was to the cause which they both had at heart, + the street-criers were already out with their broadsides, shouting through + the town the full, true, and horrible account of the death of Lord Mohun + and Duke Hamilton in a duel. A fellow had got to Kensington, and was + crying it in the square there at very early morning, when Mr. Esmond + happened to pass by. He drove the man from under Beatrix's very window, + whereof the casement had been set open. The sun was shining though 'twas + November: he had seen the market-carts rolling into London, the guard + relieved at the palace, the laborers trudging to their work in the gardens + between Kensington and the City—the wandering merchants and hawkers + filling the air with their cries. The world was going to its business + again, although dukes lay dead and ladies mourned for them; and kings, + very likely, lost their chances. So night and day pass away, and to-morrow + comes, and our place knows us not. Esmond thought of the courier, now + galloping on the North road to inform him, who was Earl of Arran + yesterday, that he was Duke of Hamilton to-day, and of a thousand great + schemes, hopes, ambitions, that were alive in the gallant heart, beating a + few hours since, and now in a little dust quiescent. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0036" id="link2HCH0036"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VII. + </h2> + <h3> + I VISIT CASTLEWOOD ONCE MORE. + </h3> + <p> + Thus, for a third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were circumvented, and + she might well believe that a special malignant fate watched and pursued + her, tearing her prize out of her hand just as she seemed to grasp it, and + leaving her with only rage and grief for her portion. Whatever her + feelings might have been of anger or of sorrow, (and I fear me that the + former emotion was that which most tore her heart,) she would take no + confidant, as people of softer natures would have done under such a + calamity; her mother and her kinsman knew that she would disdain their + pity, and that to offer it would be but to infuriate the cruel wound which + fortune had inflicted. We knew that her pride was awfully humbled and + punished by this sudden and terrible blow; she wanted no teaching of ours + to point out the sad moral of her story. Her fond mother could give but + her prayers, and her kinsman his faithful friendship and patience to the + unhappy, stricken creature; and it was only by hints, and a word or two + uttered months afterwards, that Beatrix showed she understood their silent + commiseration, and on her part was secretly thankful for their + forbearance. The people about the Court said there was that in her manner + which frightened away scoffing and condolence: she was above their triumph + and their pity, and acted her part in that dreadful tragedy greatly and + courageously; so that those who liked her least were yet forced to admire + her. We, who watched her after her disaster, could not but respect the + indomitable courage and majestic calm with which she bore it. “I would + rather see her tears than her pride,” her mother said, who was accustomed + to bear her sorrows in a very different way, and to receive them as the + stroke of God, with an awful submission and meekness. But Beatrix's nature + was different to that tender parent's; she seemed to accept her grief and + to defy it; nor would she allow it (I believe not even in private and in + her own chamber) to extort from her the confession of even a tear of + humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends and children of our race, who come + after me, in which way will you bear your trials? I know one that prays + God will give you love rather than pride, and that the Eye all-seeing + shall find you in the humble place. Not that we should judge proud spirits + otherwise than charitably. 'Tis nature hath fashioned some for ambition + and dominion, as it hath formed others for obedience and gentle + submission. The leopard follows his nature as the lamb does, and acts + after leopard law; she can neither help her beauty, nor her courage, nor + her cruelty; nor a single spot on her shining coat; nor the conquering + spirit which impels her; nor the shot which brings her down. + </p> + <p> + During that well-founded panic the Whigs had, lest the Queen should + forsake their Hanoverian Prince, bound by oaths and treaties as she was to + him, and recall her brother, who was allied to her by yet stronger ties of + nature and duty; the Prince of Savoy, and the boldest of that party of the + Whigs, were for bringing the young Duke of Cambridge over, in spite of the + Queen, and the outcry of her Tory servants, arguing that the Electoral + Prince, a Peer and Prince of the Blood-Royal of this Realm too, and in the + line of succession to the crown, had, a right to sit in the Parliament + whereof he was a member, and to dwell in the country which he one day was + to govern. Nothing but the strongest ill will expressed by the Queen, and + the people about her, and menaces of the Royal resentment, should this + scheme be persisted in, prevented it from being carried into effect. + </p> + <p> + The boldest on our side were, in like manner, for having our Prince into + the country. The undoubted inheritor of the right divine; the feelings of + more than half the nation, of almost all the clergy, of the gentry of + England and Scotland with him; entirely innocent of the crime for which + his father suffered—brave, young, handsome, unfortunate—who in + England would dare to molest the Prince should he come among us, and fling + himself upon British generosity, hospitality, and honor? An invader with + an army of Frenchmen behind him, Englishmen of spirit would resist to the + death, and drive back to the shores whence he came; but a Prince, alone, + armed with his right only, and relying on the loyalty of his people, was + sure, many of his friends argued, of welcome, at least of safety, among + us. The hand of his sister the Queen, of the people his subjects, never + could be raised to do him a wrong. But the Queen was timid by nature, and + the successive Ministers she had, had private causes for their + irresolution. The bolder and honester men, who had at heart the + illustrious young exile's cause, had no scheme of interest of their own to + prevent them from seeing the right done, and, provided only he came as an + Englishman, were ready to venture their all to welcome and defend him. + </p> + <p> + St. John and Harley both had kind words in plenty for the Prince's + adherents, and gave him endless promises of future support; but hints and + promises were all they could be got to give; and some of his friends were + for measures much bolder, more efficacious, and more open. With a party of + these, some of whom are yet alive, and some whose names Mr. Esmond has no + right to mention, he found himself engaged the year after that miserable + death of Duke Hamilton, which deprived the Prince of his most courageous + ally in this country. Dean Atterbury was one of the friends whom Esmond + may mention, as the brave bishop is now beyond exile and persecution, and + to him, and one or two more, the Colonel opened himself of a scheme of his + own, that, backed by a little resolution on the Prince's part, could not + fail of bringing about the accomplishment of their dearest wishes. + </p> + <p> + My young Lord Viscount Castlewood had not come to England to keep his + majority, and had now been absent from the country for several years. The + year when his sister was to be married and Duke Hamilton died, my lord was + kept at Bruxelles by his wife's lying-in. The gentle Clotilda could not + bear her husband out of her sight; perhaps she mistrusted the young + scapegrace should he ever get loose from her leading-strings; and she kept + him by her side to nurse the baby and administer posset to the gossips. + Many a laugh poor Beatrix had had about Frank's uxoriousness: his mother + would have gone to Clotilda when her time was coming, but that the + mother-in-law was already in possession, and the negotiations for poor + Beatrix's marriage were begun. A few months after the horrid catastrophe + in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter retired to Castlewood, where my + lord, it was expected, would soon join them. But, to say truth, their + quiet household was little to his taste; he could be got to come to + Walcote but once after his first campaign; and then the young rogue spent + more than half his time in London, not appearing at Court or in public + under his own name and title, but frequenting plays, bagnios, and the very + worst company, under the name of Captain Esmond (whereby his innocent + kinsman got more than once into trouble); and so under various pretexts, + and in pursuit of all sorts of pleasures, until he plunged into the lawful + one of marriage, Frank Castlewood had remained away from this country, and + was unknown, save amongst the gentlemen of the army, with whom he had + served abroad. The fond heart of his mother was pained by this long + absence. 'Twas all that Henry Esmond could do to soothe her natural + mortification, and find excuses for his kinsman's levity. + </p> + <p> + In the autumn of the year 1713, Lord Castlewood thought of returning home. + His first child had been a daughter; Clotilda was in the way of gratifying + his lordship with a second, and the pious youth thought that, by bringing + his wife to his ancestral home, by prayers to St. Philip of Castlewood, + and what not, heaven might be induced to bless him with a son this time, + for whose coming the expectant mamma was very anxious. + </p> + <p> + The long-debated peace had been proclaimed this year at the end of March; + and France was open to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had made all things + ready for Lord Castlewood's reception, and was eagerly expecting her son, + it was by Colonel Esmond's means that the kind lady was disappointed of + her longing, and obliged to defer once more the darling hope of her heart. + </p> + <p> + Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He had not seen its ancient gray towers + and well-remembered woods for nearly fourteen years, and since he rode + thence with my lord, to whom his mistress with her young children by her + side waved an adieu. What ages seemed to have passed since then, what + years of action and passion, of care, love, hope, disaster! The children + were grown up now, and had stories of their own. As for Esmond, he felt to + be a hundred years old; his dear mistress only seemed unchanged; she + looked and welcomed him quite as of old. There was the fountain in the + court babbling its familiar music, the old hall and its furniture, the + carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank from. Esmond's + mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room he used to occupy; + 'twas made ready for him, and wall-flowers and sweet herbs set in the + adjoining chamber, the chaplain's room. + </p> + <p> + In tears of not unmanly emotion, with prayers of submission to the awful + Dispenser of death and life, of good and evil fortune, Mr. Esmond passed a + part of that first night at Castlewood, lying awake for many hours as the + clock kept tolling (in tones so well remembered), looking back, as all men + will, that revisit their home of childhood, over the great gulf of time, + and surveying himself on the distant bank yonder, a sad little melancholy + boy with his lord still alive—his dear mistress, a girl yet, her + children sporting around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, when she + had blessed him and called him her knight, he had made a vow to be + faithful and never desert her dear service. Had he kept that fond boyish + promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, praise be to God! His life had been + hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole heart ever since had + been hers and her children's. All night long he was dreaming his boyhood + over again, and waking fitfully; he half fancied he heard Father Holt + calling to him from the next chamber, and that he was coming in and out of + from the mysterious window. + </p> + <p> + Esmond rose up before the dawn, passed into the next room, where the air + was heavy with the odor of the wall-flowers; looked into the brazier where + the papers had been burnt, into the old presses where Holt's books and + papers had been kept, and tried the spring and whether the window worked + still. The spring had not been touched for years, but yielded at length, + and the whole fabric of the window sank down. He lifted it and it relapsed + into its frame; no one had ever passed thence since Holt used it sixteen + years ago. + </p> + <p> + Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his life, that + Holt used to come in and out of the house like a ghost, and knew that the + Father liked these mysteries, and practised such secret disguises, + entrances and exits: this was the way the ghost came and went, his pupil + had always conjectured. Esmond closed the casement up again as the dawn + was rising over Castlewood village; he could hear the clinking at the + blacksmith's forge yonder among the trees, across the green, and past the + river, on which a mist still lay sleeping. + </p> + <p> + Next Esmond opened that long cupboard over the woodwork of the + mantel-piece, big enough to hold a man, and in which Mr. Holt used to keep + sundry secret properties of his. The two swords he remembered so well as a + boy, lay actually there still, and Esmond took them out and wiped them, + with a strange curiosity of emotion. There were a bundle of papers here, + too, which no doubt had been left at Holt's last visit to the place, in my + Lord Viscount's life, that very day when the priest had been arrested and + taken to Hexham Castle. Esmond made free with these papers, and found + treasonable matter of King William's reign, the names of Charnock and + Perkins, Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood and Lodwick, Lords + Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, that had all been + engaged in plots against the usurper; a letter from the Duke of Berwick + too, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering to confer upon his + trusty and well-beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood the titles of Earl and + Marquis of Esmond, bestowed by patent royal, and in the fourth year of his + reign, upon Thomas Viscount Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body, in + default of which issue the ranks and dignities were to pass to Francis + aforesaid. + </p> + <p> + This was the paper, whereof my lord had spoken, which Holt showed him the + very day he was arrested, and for an answer to which he would come back in + a week's time. I put these papers hastily into the crypt whence I had + taken them, being interrupted by a tapping of a light finger at the ring + of the chamber-door: 'twas my kind mistress, with her face full of love + and welcome. She, too, had passed the night wakefuly, no doubt; but + neither asked the other how the hours had been spent. There are things we + divine without speaking, and know though they happen out of our sight. + This fond lady hath told me that she knew both days when I was wounded + abroad. Who shall say how far sympathy reaches, and how truly love can + prophesy? “I looked into your room,” was all she said; “the bed was + vacant, the little old bed! I knew I should find you here.” And tender and + blushing faintly with a benediction in her eyes, the gentle creature + kissed him. + </p> + <p> + They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old court, and to the + terrace-walk, where the grass was glistening with dew, and the birds in + the green woods above were singing their delicious choruses under the + blushing morning sky. How well all things were remembered! The ancient + towers and gables of the hall darkling against the east, the purple + shadows on the green slopes, the quaint devices and carvings of the dial, + the forest-crowned heights, the fair yellow plain cheerful with crops and + corn, the shining river rolling through it towards the pearly hills + beyond; all these were before us, along with a thousand beautiful memories + of our youth, beautiful and sad, but as real and vivid in our minds as + that fair and always-remembered scene our eyes beheld once more. We forget + nothing. The memory sleeps, but wakens again; I often think how it shall + be when, after the last sleep of death, the reveillee shall arouse us for + ever, and the past in one flash of self-consciousness rush back, like the + soul revivified. + </p> + <p> + The house would not be up for some hours yet, (it was July, and the dawn + was only just awake,) and here Esmond opened himself to his mistress, of + the business he had in hand, and what part Frank was to play in it. He + knew he could confide anything to her, and that the fond soul would die + rather than reveal it; and bidding her keep the secret from all, he laid + it entirely before his mistress (always as staunch a little loyalist as + any in the kingdom), and indeed was quite sure that any plan, of his was + secure of her applause and sympathy. Never was such a glorious scheme to + her partial mind, never such a devoted knight to execute it. An hour or + two may have passed whilst they were having their colloquy. Beatrix came + out to them just as their talk was over; her tall beautiful form robed in + sable (which she wore without ostentation ever since last year's + catastrophe), sweeping over the green terrace, and casting its shadows + before her across the grass. + </p> + <p> + She made us one of her grand curtsies smiling, and called us “the young + people.” She was older, paler, and more majestic than in the year before; + her mother seemed the youngest of the two. She never once spoke of her + grief, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, or alluded, save by a quiet word or + two, to the death of her hopes. + </p> + <p> + When Beatrix came back to Castlewood she took to visiting all the cottages + and all the sick. She set up a school of children, and taught singing to + some of them. We had a pair of beautiful old organs in Castlewood Church, + on which she played admirably, so that the music there became to be known + in the country for many miles round, and no doubt people came to see the + fair organist as well as to hear her. Parson Tusher and his wife were + established at the vicarage, but his wife had brought him no children + wherewith Tom might meet his enemies at the gate. Honest Tom took care not + to have many such, his great shovel-hat was in his hand for everybody. He + was profuse of bows and compliments. He behaved to Esmond as if the + Colonel had been a Commander-in-Chief; he dined at the hall that day, + being Sunday, and would not partake of pudding except under extreme + pressure. He deplored my lord's perversion, but drank his lordship's + health very devoutly; and an hour before at church sent the Colonel to + sleep, with a long, learned, and refreshing sermon. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's visit home was but for two days; the business he had in hand + calling him away and out of the country. Ere he went, he saw Beatrix but + once alone, and then she summoned him out of the long tapestry room, where + he and his mistress were sitting, quite as in old times, into the + adjoining chamber, that had been Viscountess Isabel's sleeping apartment, + and where Esmond perfectly well remembered seeing the old lady sitting up + in the bed, in her night-rail, that morning when the troop of guard came + to fetch her. The most beautiful woman in England lay in that bed now, + whereof the great damask hangings were scarce faded since Esmond saw them + last. + </p> + <p> + Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; 'twas + that which Esmond had given her before her marriage, stamped with a + coronet which the disappointed girl was never to wear; and containing his + aunt's legacy of diamonds. + </p> + <p> + “You had best take these with you, Harry,” says she; “I have no need of + diamonds any more.” There was not the least token of emotion in her quiet + low voice. She held out the black shagreen case with her fair arm, that + did not shake in the least. Esmond saw she wore a black velvet bracelet on + it, with my Lord Duke's picture in enamel; he had given it her but three + days before he fell. + </p> + <p> + Esmond said the stones were his no longer, and strove to turn off that + proffered restoration with a laugh: “Of what good,” says he, “are they to + me? The diamond loop to his hat did not set off Prince Eugene, and will + not make my yellow face look any handsomer.” + </p> + <p> + “You will give them to your wife, cousin,” says she. “My cousin, your wife + has a lovely complexion and shape.” + </p> + <p> + “Beatrix,” Esmond burst out, the old fire flaming out as it would at + times, “will you wear those trinkets at your marriage? You whispered once + you did not know me: you know me better now: how I sought, what I have + sighed for, for ten years, what foregone!” + </p> + <p> + “A price for your constancy, my lord!” says she; “such a preux chevalier + wants to be paid. Oh fie, cousin!” + </p> + <p> + “Again,” Esmond spoke out, “if I do something you have at heart; something + worthy of me and you; something that shall make me a name with which to + endow you; will you take it? There was a chance for me once, you said; is + it impossible to recall it? Never shake your head, but hear me; say you + will hear me a year hence. If I come back to you and bring you fame, will + that please you? If I do what you desire most—what he who is dead + desired most—will that soften you?” + </p> + <p> + “What is it, Henry?” says she, her face lighting up; “what mean you?” + </p> + <p> + “Ask no questions,” he said; “wait, and give me but time; if I bring back + that you long for, that I have a thousand times heard you pray for, will + you have no reward for him who has done you that service? Put away those + trinkets, keep them: it shall not be at my marriage, it shall not be at + yours; but if man can do it, I swear a day shall come when there shall be + a feast in your house, and you shall be proud to wear them. I say no more + now; put aside these words, and lock away yonder box until the day when I + shall remind you of both. All I pray of you now is, to wait and to + remember.” + </p> + <p> + “You are going out of the country?” says Beatrix, in some agitation. + </p> + <p> + “Yes, to-morrow,” says Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “To Lorraine, cousin?” says Beatrix, laying her hand on his arm; 'twas the + hand on which she wore the Duke's bracelet. “Stay, Harry!” continued she, + with a tone that had more despondency in it than she was accustomed to + show. “Hear a last word. I do love you. I do admire you—who would + not, that has known such love as yours has been for us all? But I think I + have no heart; at least I have never seen the man that could touch it; + and, had I found him, I would have followed him in rags had he been a + private soldier, or to sea, like one of those buccaneers you used to read + to us about when we were children. I would do anything for such a man, + bear anything for him: but I never found one. You were ever too much of a + slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke could not command it. I had not + been happy had I married him. I knew that three months after our + engagement—and was too vain to break it. Oh, Harry! I cried once or + twice, not for him, but with tears of rage because I could not be sorry + for him. I was frightened to find I was glad of his death; and were I + joined to you, I should have the same sense of servitude, the same longing + to escape. We should both be unhappy, and you the most, who are as jealous + as the Duke was himself. I tried to love him; I tried, indeed I did: + affected gladness when he came: submitted to hear when he was by me, and + tried the wife's part I thought I was to play for the rest of my days. But + half an hour of that complaisance wearied me, and what would a lifetime + be? My thoughts were away when he was speaking; and I was thinking, Oh + that this man would drop my hand, and rise up from before my feet! I knew + his great and noble qualities, greater and nobler than mine a thousand + times, as yours are, cousin, I tell you, a million and a million times + better. But 'twas not for these I took him. I took him to have a great + place in the world, and I lost it. I lost it, and do not deplore him—and + I often thought, as I listened to his fond vows and ardent words, Oh, if I + yield to this man, and meet THE OTHER, I shall hate him and leave him! I + am not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and good like an angel. I wonder + how she should have had such a child. She is weak, but she would die + rather than do a wrong; I am stronger than she, but I would do it out of + defiance. I do not care for what the parsons tell me with their droning + sermons: I used to see them at court as mean and as worthless as the + meanest woman there. Oh, I am sick and weary of the world! I wait but for + one thing, and when 'tis done, I will take Frank's religion and your poor + mother's, and go into a nunnery, and end like her. Shall I wear the + diamonds then?—they say the nuns wear their best trinkets the day + they take the veil. I will put them away as you bid me; farewell, cousin: + mamma is pacing the next room racking her little head to know what we have + been saying. She is jealous, all women are. I sometimes think that is the + only womanly quality I have.” + </p> + <p> + “Farewell. Farewell, brother.” She gave him her cheek as a brotherly + privilege. The cheek was as cold as marble. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he returned to the room + where she was. She had schooled herself so as to look quite inscrutably, + when she had a mind. Amongst her other feminine qualities she had that of + being a perfect dissembler. + </p> + <p> + He rode away from Castlewood to attempt the task he was bound on, and + stand or fall by it; in truth his state of mind was such, that he was + eager for some outward excitement to counteract that gnawing malady which + he was inwardly enduring. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0037" id="link2HCH0037"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER VIII. + </h2> + <h3> + I TRAVEL TO FRANCE AND BRING HOME A PORTRAIT OF RIGAUD. + </h3> + <p> + Mr. Esmond did not think fit to take leave at Court, or to inform all the + world of Pall Mall and the coffee-houses, that he was about to quit + England; and chose to depart in the most private manner possible. He + procured a pass as for a Frenchman, through Dr. Atterbury, who did that + business for him, getting the signature even from Lord Bolingbroke's + office, without any personal application to the Secretary. Lockwood, his + faithful servant, he took with him to Castlewood, and left behind there: + giving out ere he left London that he himself was sick, and gone to + Hampshire for country air, and so departed as silently as might be upon + his business. + </p> + <p> + As Frank Castlewood's aid was indispensable for Mr. Esmond's scheme, his + first visit was to Bruxelles (passing by way of Antwerp, where the Duke of + Marlborough was in exile), and in the first-named place Harry found his + dear young Benedict, the married man, who appeared to be rather out of + humor with his matrimonial chain, and clogged with the obstinate embraces + which Clotilda kept round his neck. Colonel Esmond was not presented to + her; but Monsieur Simon was, a gentleman of the Royal Cravat (Esmond + bethought him of the regiment of his honest Irishman, whom he had seen + that day after Malplaquet, when he first set eyes on the young King); and + Monsieur Simon was introduced to the Viscountess Castlewood, nee Comptesse + Wertheim; to the numerous counts, the Lady Clotilda's tall brothers; to + her father the chamberlain; and to the lady his wife, Frank's + mother-in-law, a tall and majestic person of large proportions, such as + became the mother of such a company of grenadiers as her warlike sons + formed. The whole race were at free quarters in the little castle nigh to + Bruxelles which Frank had taken; rode his horses; drank his wine; and + lived easily at the poor lad's charges. Mr. Esmond had always maintained a + perfect fluency in the French, which was his mother tongue; and if this + family (that spoke French with the twang which the Flemings use) + discovered any inaccuracy in Mr. Simon's pronunciation, 'twas to be + attributed to the latter's long residence in England, where he had married + and remained ever since he was taken prisoner at Blenheim. His story was + perfectly pat; there were none there to doubt it save honest Frank, and he + was charmed with his kinsman's scheme, when he became acquainted with it; + and, in truth, always admired Colonel Esmond with an affectionate + fidelity, and thought his cousin the wisest and best of all cousins and + men. Frank entered heart and soul into the plan, and liked it the better + as it was to take him to Paris, out of reach of his brothers, his father, + and his mother-in-law, whose attentions rather fatigued him. + </p> + <p> + Castlewood, I have said, was born in the same year as the Prince of Wales; + had not a little of the Prince's air, height, and figure; and, especially + since he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on the occasion + before-named, took no small pride in his resemblance to a person so + illustrious; which likeness he increased by all means in his power, + wearing fair brown periwigs, such as the Prince wore, and ribbons, and so + forth, of the Chevalier's color. + </p> + <p> + This resemblance was, in truth, the circumstance on which Mr. Esmond's + scheme was founded; and having secured Frank's secrecy and enthusiasm, he + left him to continue his journey, and see the other personages on whom its + success depended. The place whither Mr. Simon next travelled was Bar, in + Lorraine, where that merchant arrived with a consignment of broadcloths, + valuable laces from Malines, and letters for his correspondent there. + </p> + <p> + Would you know how a prince, heroic from misfortunes, and descended from a + line of kings, whose race seemed to be doomed like the Atridae of old—would + you know how he was employed, when the envoy who came to him through + danger and difficulty beheld him for the first time? The young king, in a + flannel jacket, was at tennis with the gentlemen of his suite, crying out + after the balls, and swearing like the meanest of his subjects. The next + time Mr. Esmond saw him, 'twas when Monsieur Simon took a packet of laces + to Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's ante-chamber in those days, at which + ignoble door men were forced to knock for admission to his Majesty. The + admission was given, the envoy found the King and the mistress together; + the pair were at cards and his Majesty was in liquor. He cared more for + three honors than three kingdoms; and a half-dozen glasses of ratafia made + him forget all his woes and his losses, his father's crown, and his + grandfather's head. + </p> + <p> + Mr. Esmond did not open himself to the Prince then. His Majesty was scarce + in a condition to hear him; and he doubted whether a King who drank so + much could keep a secret in his fuddled head; or whether a hand that shook + so, was strong enough to grasp at a crown. However, at last, and after + taking counsel with the Prince's advisers, amongst whom were many + gentlemen, honest and faithful, Esmond's plan was laid before the King, + and her actual Majesty Queen Oglethorpe, in council. The Prince liked the + scheme well enough; 'twas easy and daring, and suited to his reckless + gayety and lively youthful spirit. In the morning after he had slept his + wine off, he was very gay, lively, and agreeable. His manner had an + extreme charm of archness, and a kind simplicity; and, to do her justice, + her Oglethorpean Majesty was kind, acute, resolute, and of good counsel; + she gave the Prince much good advice that he was too weak to follow, and + loved him with a fidelity which he returned with an ingratitude quite + Royal. + </p> + <p> + Having his own forebodings regarding his scheme should it ever be + fulfilled, and his usual sceptic doubts as to the benefit which might + accrue to the country by bringing a tipsy young monarch back to it, + Colonel Esmond had his audience of leave and quiet. Monsieur Simon took + his departure. At any rate the youth at Bar was as good as the older + Pretender at Hanover; if the worst came to the worst, the Englishman could + be dealt with as easy as the German. Monsieur Simon trotted on that long + journey from Nancy to Paris, and saw that famous town, stealthily and like + a spy, as in truth he was; and where, sure, more magnificence and more + misery is heaped together, more rags and lace, more filth and gilding, + than in any city in this world. Here he was put in communication with the + King's best friend, his half brother, the famous Duke of Berwick; Esmond + recognized him as the stranger who had visited Castlewood now near twenty + years ago. His Grace opened to him when he found that Mr. Esmond was one + of Webb's brave regiment, that had once been his Grace's own. He was the + sword and buckler indeed of the Stuart cause: there was no stain on his + shield except the bar across it, which Marlborough's sister left him. Had + Berwick been his father's heir, James the Third had assuredly sat on the + English throne. He could dare, endure, strike, speak, be silent. The fire + and genius, perhaps, he had not (that were given to baser men), but except + these he had some of the best qualities of a leader. His Grace knew + Esmond's father and history; and hinted at the latter in such a way as + made the Colonel to think he was aware of the particulars of that story. + But Esmond did not choose to enter on it, nor did the Duke press him. Mr. + Esmond said, “No doubt he should come by his name if ever greater people + came by theirs.” + </p> + <p> + What confirmed Esmond in his notion that the Duke of Berwick knew of his + case was, that when the Colonel went to pay his duty at St. Germains, her + Majesty once addressed him by the title of Marquis. He took the Queen the + dutiful remembrances of her goddaughter, and the lady whom, in the days of + her prosperity, her Majesty had befriended. The Queen remembered Rachel + Esmond perfectly well, had heard of my Lord Castlewood's conversion, and + was much edified by that act of heaven in his favor. She knew that others + of that family had been of the only true church too: “Your father and your + mother, M. le Marquis,” her Majesty said (that was the only time she used + the phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed very low, and said he had found other + parents than his own, who had taught him differently; but these had only + one king: on which her Majesty was pleased to give him a medal blessed by + the Pope, which had been found very efficacious in cases similar to his + own, and to promise she would offer up prayers for his conversion and that + of the family: which no doubt this pious lady did, though up to the + present moment, and after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond is bound to + say that neither the medal nor the prayers have had the slightest known + effect upon his religious convictions. + </p> + <p> + As for the splendors of Versailles, Monsieur Simon, the merchant, only + beheld them as a humble and distant spectator, seeing the old King but + once, when he went to feed his carps; and asking for no presentation at + his Majesty's Court. + </p> + <p> + By this time my Lord Viscount Castlewood was got to Paris, where, as the + London prints presently announced, her ladyship was brought to bed of a + son and heir. For a long while afterwards she was in a delicate state of + health, and ordered by the physicians not to travel; otherwise 'twas well + known that the Viscount Castlewood proposed returning to England, and + taking up his residence at his own seat. + </p> + <p> + Whilst he remained at Paris, my Lord Castlewood had his picture done by + the famous French painter, Monsieur Rigaud, a present for his mother in + London; and this piece Monsieur Simon took back with him when he returned + to that city, which he reached about May, in the year 1714, very soon + after which time my Lady Castlewood and her daughter, and their kinsman, + Colonel Esmond, who had been at Castlewood all this time, likewise + returned to London; her ladyship occupying her house at Kensington, Mr. + Esmond returning to his lodgings at Knightsbridge, nearer the town, and + once more making his appearance at all public places, his health greatly + improved by his long stay in the country. + </p> + <p> + The portrait of my lord, in a handsome gilt frame, was hung up in the + place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship was + represented in his scarlet uniform of Captain of the Guard, with a light + brown periwig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue ribbon, and a fall of + Bruxelles lace. Many of her ladyship's friends admired the piece beyond + measure, and flocked to see it; Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old Mr. + Collier, and others amongst the clergy, were delighted with the + performance, and many among the first quality examined and praised it; + only I must own that Doctor Tusher happening to come up to London, and + seeing the picture, (it was ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on this + day Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived,) + the Vicar of Castlewood vowed he could not see any resemblance in the + piece to his old pupil, except, perhaps, a little about the chin and the + periwig; but we all of us convinced him that he had not seen Frank for + five years or more; that he knew no more about the Fine Arts than a + ploughboy, and that he must be mistaken; and we sent him home assured that + the piece was an excellent likeness. As for my Lord Bolingbroke, who + honored her ladyship with a visit occasionally, when Colonel Esmond showed + him the picture he burst out laughing, and asked what devilry he was + engaged on? Esmond owned simply that the portrait was not that of Viscount + Castlewood; besought the Secretary on his honor to keep the secret; said + that the ladies of the house were enthusiastic Jacobites, as was well + known; and confessed that the picture was that of the Chevalier St. + George. + </p> + <p> + The truth is, that Mr. Simon, waiting upon Lord Castlewood one day at + Monsieur Rigaud's whilst his lordship was sitting for his picture, + affected to be much struck with a piece representing the Chevalier, + whereof the head only was finished, and purchased it of the painter for a + hundred crowns. It had been intended, the artist said, for Miss + Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but that young lady quitting Paris, had + left the work on the artist's hands; and taking this piece home, when my + lord's portrait arrived, Colonel Esmond, alias Monsieur Simon, had copied + the uniform and other accessories from my lord's picture to fill up + Rigaud's incomplete canvas: the Colonel all his life having been a + practitioner of painting, and especially followed it during his long + residence in the cities of Flanders, among the masterpieces of Van Dyck + and Rubens. My grandson hath the piece, such as it is, in Virginia now. + </p> + <p> + At the commencement of the month of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond, and my Lady + Viscountess, her mother, arrived from Castlewood; the former to resume her + services at Court, which had been interrupted by the fatal catastrophe of + Duke Hamilton's death. She once more took her place, then, in her + Majesty's suite and at the Maids' table, being always a favorite with Mrs. + Masham, the Queen's chief woman, partly perhaps on account of their + bitterness against the Duchess of Marlborough, whom Miss Beatrix loved no + better than her rival did. The gentlemen about the Court, my Lord + Bolingbroke amongst others, owned that the young lady had come back + handsomer than ever, and that the serious and tragic air which her face + now involuntarily wore became her better than her former smiles and + archness. + </p> + <p> + All the old domestics at the little house of Kensington Square were + changed; the old steward that had served the family any time these + five-and-twenty years, since the birth of the children of the house, was + despatched into the kingdom of Ireland to see my lord's estate there: the + housekeeper, who had been my lady's woman time out of mind, and the + attendant of the young children, was sent away grumbling to Walcote, to + see to the new painting and preparing of that house, which my Lady Dowager + intended to occupy for the future, giving up Castlewood to her + daughter-in-law that might be expected daily from France. Another servant + the Viscountess had was dismissed too—with a gratuity—on the + pretext that her ladyship's train of domestics must be diminished; so, + finally, there was not left in the household a single person who had + belonged to it during the time my young Lord Castlewood was yet at home. + </p> + <p> + For the plan which Colonel Esmond had in view, and the stroke he intended, + 'twas necessary that the very smallest number of persons should be put in + possession of his secret. It scarce was known, except to three or four out + of his family, and it was kept to a wonder. + </p> + <p> + On the 10th of June, 1714, there came by Mr. Prior's messenger from Paris + a letter from my Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother, saying that he + had been foolish in regard of money matters, that he was ashamed to own he + had lost at play, and by other extravagances; and that instead of having + great entertainments as he had hoped at Castlewood this year, he must live + as quiet as he could, and make every effort to be saving. So far every + word of poor Frank's letter was true, nor was there a doubt that he and + his tall brothers-in-law had spent a great deal more than they ought, and + engaged the revenues of the Castlewood property, which the fond mother had + husbanded and improved so carefully during the time of her guardianship. + </p> + <p> + His “Clotilda,” Castlewood went on to say, “was still delicate, and her + physicians thought her lying-in had best take place at Paris. He should + come without her ladyship, and be at his mother's house about the 17th or + 18th day of June, proposing to take horse from Paris immediately, and + bringing but a single servant with him; and he requested that the lawyers + of Gray's inn might be invited to meet him with their account, and the + land-steward come from Castlewood with his, so that he might settle with + them speedily, raise a sum of money whereof he stood in need, and be back + to his viscountess by the time of her lying-in.” Then his lordship gave + some of the news of the town, sent his remembrance to kinsfolk, and so the + letter ended. 'Twas put in the common post, and no doubt the French police + and the English there had a copy of it, to which they were exceeding + welcome. + </p> + <p> + Two days after another letter was despatched by the public post of France, + in the same open way, and this, after giving news of the fashion at Court + there, ended by the following sentences, in which, but for those that had + the key, 'twould be difficult for any man to find any secret lurked at + all:— + </p> + <p> + “(The King will take) medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is better than he + hath been of late, though incommoded by indigestion from his too great + appetite. Madame Maintenon continues well. They have performed a play of + Mons. Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of Shrewsbury and Mr. Prior, our envoy, + and all the English nobility here were present at it. (The Viscount + Castlewood's passports) were refused to him, 'twas said; his lordship + being sued by a goldsmith for Vaisselle plate, and a pearl necklace + supplied to Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. 'Tis a pity such + news should get abroad (and travel to England) about our young nobility + here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to the Fort l'Evesque; they say + she has ordered not only plate, but furniture, and a chariot and horses + (under that lord's name), of which extravagance his unfortunate + Viscountess knows nothing. + </p> + <p> + “(His Majesty will be) eighty-two years of age on his next birthday. The + Court prepares to celebrate it with a great feast. Mr. Prior is in a sad + way about their refusing at home to send him his plate. All here admired + my Lord Viscount's portrait, and said it was a masterpiece of Rigaud. Have + you seen it? It is (at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square). + I think no English painter could produce such a piece. + </p> + <p> + “Our poor friend the Abbe hath been at the Bastile, but is now transported + to the Conciergerie (where his friends may visit him. They are to ask for) + a remission of his sentence soon. Let us hope the poor rogue will have + repented in prison. + </p> + <p> + “(The Lord Castlewood) has had the affair of the plate made up, and + departs for England. + </p> + <p> + “Is not this a dull letter? I have a cursed headache with drinking with + Mat and some more over-night, and tipsy or sober am + </p> + <p> + “Thine ever ——.” + </p> + <p> + All this letter, save some dozen of words which I have put above between + brackets, was mere idle talk, though the substance of the letter was as + important as any letter well could be. It told those that had the key, + that The King will take the Viscount Castlewood's passports and travel to + England under that lord's name. His Majesty will be at the Lady + Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, where his friends may visit him; + they are to ask for the Lord Castlewood. This note may have passed under + Mr. Prior's eyes, and those of our new allies the French, and taught them + nothing; though it explains sufficiently to persons in London what the + event was which was about to happen, as 'twill show those who read my + memoirs a hundred years hence, what was that errand on which Colonel + Esmond of late had been busy. Silently and swiftly to do that about which + others were conspiring, and thousands of Jacobites all over the country + clumsily caballing; alone to effect that which the leaders here were only + talking about; to bring the Prince of Wales into the country openly in the + face of all, under Bolingbroke's very eyes, the walls placarded with the + proclamation signed with the Secretary's name, and offering five hundred + pounds reward for his apprehension: this was a stroke, the playing and + winning of which might well give any adventurous spirit pleasure: the loss + of the stake might involve a heavy penalty, but all our family were eager + to risk that for the glorious chance of winning the game. + </p> + <p> + Nor shall it be called a game, save perhaps with the chief player, who was + not more or less sceptical than most public men with whom he had + acquaintance in that age. (Is there ever a public man in England that + altogether believes in his party? Is there one, however doubtful, that + will not fight for it?) Young Frank was ready to fight without much + thinking, he was a Jacobite as his father before him was; all the Esmonds + were Royalists. Give him but the word, he would cry, “God save King + James!” before the palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand; and with + respect to the women, as is usual with them, 'twas not a question of party + but of faith; their belief was a passion; either Esmond's mistress or her + daughter would have died for it cheerfully. I have laughed often, talking + of King William's reign, and said I thought Lady Castlewood was + disappointed the King did not persecute the family more; and those who + know the nature of women may fancy for themselves, what needs not here be + written down, the rapture with which these neophytes received the mystery + when made known to them; the eagerness with which they looked forward to + its completion; the reverence which they paid the minister who initiated + them into that secret Truth, now known only to a few, but presently to + reign over the world. Sure there is no bound to the trustingness of women. + Look at Arria worshipping the drunken clodpate of a husband who beats her; + look at Cornelia treasuring as a jewel in her maternal heart the oaf her + son; I have known a woman preach Jesuit's bark, and afterwards Dr. + Berkeley's tar-water, as though to swallow them were a divine decree, and + to refuse them no better than blasphemy. + </p> + <p> + On his return from France Colonel Esmond put himself at the head of this + little knot of fond conspirators. No death or torture he knew would + frighten them out of their constancy. When he detailed his plan for + bringing the King back, his elder mistress thought that that Restoration + was to be attributed under heaven to the Castlewood family and to its + chief, and she worshipped and loved Esmond, if that could be, more than + ever she had done. She doubted not for one moment of the success of his + scheme, to mistrust which would have seemed impious in her eyes. And as + for Beatrix, when she became acquainted with the plan, and joined it, as + she did with all her heart, she gave Esmond one of her searching bright + looks. “Ah, Harry,” says she, “why were you not the head of our house? You + are the only one fit to raise it; why do you give that silly boy the name + and the honor? But 'tis so in the world; those get the prize that don't + deserve or care for it. I wish I could give you YOUR silly prize, cousin, + but I can't; I have tried, and I can't.” And she went away, shaking her + head mournfully, but always, it seemed to Esmond, that her liking and + respect for him was greatly increased, since she knew what capability he + had both to act and bear; to do and to forego. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0038" id="link2HCH0038"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER IX. + </h2> + <h3> + THE ORIGINAL OF THE PORTRAIT COMES TO ENGLAND. + </h3> + <p> + 'Twas announced in the family that my Lord Castlewood would arrive, having + a confidential French gentleman in his suite, who acted as secretary to + his lordship, and who, being a Papist, and a foreigner of a good family, + though now in rather a menial place, would have his meals served in his + chamber, and not with the domestics of the house. The Viscountess gave up + her bedchamber contiguous to her daughter's, and having a large convenient + closet attached to it, in which a bed was put up, ostensibly for Monsieur + Baptiste, the Frenchman; though, 'tis needless to say, when the doors of + the apartments were locked, and the two guests retired within it, the + young viscount became the servant of the illustrious Prince whom he + entertained, and gave up gladly the more convenient and airy chamber and + bed to his master. Madam Beatrix also retired to the upper region, her + chamber being converted into a sitting-room for my lord. The better to + carry the deceit, Beatrix affected to grumble before the servants, and to + be jealous that she was turned out of her chamber to make way for my lord. + </p> + <p> + No small preparations were made, you may be sure, and no slight tremor of + expectation caused the hearts of the gentle ladies of Castlewood to + flutter, before the arrival of the personages who were about to honor + their house. The chamber was ornamented with flowers; the bed covered with + the very finest of linen; the two ladies insisting on making it + themselves, and kneeling down at the bedside and kissing the sheets out of + respect for the web that was to hold the sacred person of a King. The + toilet was of silver and crystal; there was a copy of “Eikon Basilike” + laid on the writing-table; a portrait of the martyred King hung always + over the mantel, having a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath it, + and a little picture or emblem which the widow loved always to have before + her eyes on waking, and in which the hair of her lord and her two children + was worked together. Her books of private devotions, as they were all of + the English Church, she carried away with her to the upper apartment, + which she destined for herself. The ladies showed Mr. Esmond, when they + were completed, the fond preparations they had made. 'Twas then Beatrix + knelt down and kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, Lady Castlewood + made a curtsy at the door, as she would have done to the altar on entering + a church, and owned that she considered the chamber in a manner sacred. + </p> + <p> + The company in the servants' hall never for a moment supposed that these + preparations were made for any other person than the young viscount, the + lord of the house, whom his fond mother had been for so many years without + seeing. Both ladies were perfect housewives, having the greatest skill in + the making of confections, scented waters, &c., and keeping a notable + superintendence over the kitchen. Calves enough were killed to feed an + army of prodigal sons, Esmond thought, and laughed when he came to wait on + the ladies, on the day when the guests were to arrive, to find two pairs + of the finest and roundest arms to be seen in England (my Lady Castlewood + was remarkable for this beauty of her person), covered with flour up above + the elbows, and preparing paste, and turning rolling-pins in the + housekeeper's closet. The guest would not arrive till supper-time, and my + lord would prefer having that meal in his own chamber. You may be sure the + brightest plate of the house was laid out there, and can understand why it + was that the ladies insisted that they alone would wait upon the young + chief of the family. + </p> + <p> + Taking horse, Colonel Esmond rode rapidly to Rochester, and there awaited + the King in that very town where his father had last set his foot on the + English shore. A room had been provided at an inn there for my Lord + Castlewood and his servant; and Colonel Esmond timed his ride so well that + he had scarce been half an hour in the place, and was looking over the + balcony into the yard of the inn, when two travellers rode in at the inn + gate, and the Colonel running down, the next moment embraced his dear + young lord. + </p> + <p> + My lord's companion, acting the part of a domestic, dismounted, and was + for holding the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling to his own + man, who was in the court, bade him take the horses and settle with the + lad who had ridden the post along with the two travellers, crying out in a + cavalier tone in the French language to my lord's companion, and affecting + to grumble that my lord's fellow was a Frenchman, and did not know the + money or habits of the country:—“My man will see to the horses, + Baptiste,” says Colonel Esmond: “do you understand English?” “Very + leetle!” “So, follow my lord and wait upon him at dinner in his own room.” + The landlord and his people came up presently bearing the dishes; 'twas + well they made a noise and stir in the gallery, or they might have found + Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's servant, welcoming his + Majesty to his kingdom, and kissing the hand of the King. We told the + landlord that the Frenchman would wait on his master; and Esmond's man was + ordered to keep sentry in the gallery without the door. The Prince dined + with a good appetite, laughing and talking very gayly, and condescendingly + bidding his two companions to sit with him at table. He was in better + spirits than poor Frank Castlewood, who Esmond thought might be woe-begone + on account of parting with his divine Clotilda; but the Prince wishing to + take a short siesta after dinner, and retiring to an inner chamber where + there was a bed, the cause of poor Frank's discomfiture came out; and + bursting into tears, with many expressions of fondness, friendship, and + humiliation, the faithful lad gave his kinsman to understand that he now + knew all the truth, and the sacrifices which Colonel Esmond had made for + him. + </p> + <p> + Seeing no good in acquainting poor Frank with that secret, Mr. Esmond had + entreated his mistress also not to reveal it to her son. The Prince had + told the poor lad all as they were riding from Dover: “I had as lief he + had shot me, cousin,” Frank said: “I knew you were the best, and the + bravest, and the kindest of all men” (so the enthusiastic young fellow + went on); “but I never thought I owed you what I do, and can scarce bear + the weight of the obligation.” + </p> + <p> + “I stand in the place of your father,” says Mr. Esmond, kindly, “and sure + a father may dispossess himself in favor of his son. I abdicate the + twopenny crown, and invest you with the kingdom of Brentford; don't be a + fool and cry; you make a much taller and handsomer viscount than ever I + could.” But the fond boy, with oaths and protestations, laughter and + incoherent outbreaks of passionate emotion, could not be got, for some + little time, to put up with Esmond's raillery; wanted to kneel down to + him, and kissed his hand; asked him and implored him to order something, + to bid Castlewood give his own life or take somebody else's; anything, so + that he might show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond showed him. + </p> + <p> + “The K—-, HE laughed,” Frank said, pointing to the door where the + sleeper was, and speaking in a low tone. “I don't think he should have + laughed as he told me the story. As we rode along from Dover, talking in + French, he spoke about you, and your coming to him at Bar; he called you + 'le grand serieux,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and I don't know what names; + mimicking your manner” (here Castlewood laughed himself)—“and he did + it very well. He seems to sneer at everything. He is not like a king: + somehow Harry, I fancy you are like a king. He does not seem to think what + a stake we are all playing. He would have stopped at Canterbury to run + after a barmaid there, had I not implored him to come on. He hath a house + at Chaillot, where he used to go and bury himself for weeks away from the + Queen, and with all sorts of bad company,” says Frank, with a demure look; + “you may smile, but I am not the wild fellow I was; no, no, I have been + taught better,” says Castlewood devoutly, making a sign on his breast. + </p> + <p> + “Thou art my dear brave boy,” says Colonel Esmond, touched at the young + fellow's simplicity, “and there will be a noble gentleman at Castlewood so + long as my Frank is there.” + </p> + <p> + The impetuous young lad was for going down on his knees again, with + another explosion of gratitude, but that we heard the voice from the next + chamber of the august sleeper, just waking, calling out:—“Eh, + La-Fleur, un verre d'eau!” His Majesty came out yawning:—“A pest,” + says he, “upon your English ale, 'tis so strong that, ma foi, it hath + turned my head.” + </p> + <p> + The effect of the ale was like a spur upon our horses, and we rode very + quickly to London, reaching Kensington at nightfall. Mr. Esmond's servant + was left behind at Rochester, to take care of the tired horses, whilst we + had fresh beasts provided along the road. And galloping by the Prince's + side the Colonel explained to the Prince of Wales what his movements had + been; who the friends were that knew of the expedition; whom, as Esmond + conceived, the Prince should trust; entreating him, above all, to maintain + the very closest secrecy until the time should come when his Royal + Highness should appear. The town swarmed with friends of the Prince's + cause; there were scores of correspondents with St. Germains; Jacobites + known and secret; great in station and humble; about the Court and the + Queen; in the Parliament, Church, and among the merchants in the City. The + Prince had friends numberless in the army, in the Privy Council, and the + Officers of State. The great object, as it seemed, to the small band of + persons who had concerted that bold stroke, who had brought the Queen's + brother into his native country, was, that his visit should remain unknown + till the proper time came, when his presence should surprise friends and + enemies alike; and the latter should be found so unprepared and disunited, + that they should not find time to attack him. We feared more from his + friends than from his enemies. The lies and tittle-tattle sent over to St. + Germains by the Jacobite agents about London, had done an incalculable + mischief to his cause, and wofully misguided him, and it was from these + especially, that the persons engaged in the present venture were anxious + to defend the chief actor in it.* + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * The managers were the Bishop, who cannot be hurt by having + his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist + Divine, a lady in the highest favor at Court, with whom + Beatrix Esmond had communication, and two noblemen of the + greatest rank, and a member of the House of Commons, who was + implicated in more transactions than one in behalf of the + Stuart family. +</pre> + <p> + The party reached London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the + Posting-House over against Westminster, and being ferried over the water, + where Lady Esmond's coach was already in waiting. In another hour we were + all landed at Kensington, and the mistress of the house had that + satisfaction which her heart had yearned after for many years, once more + to embrace her son, who, on his side, with all his waywardness, ever + retained a most tender affection for his parent. + </p> + <p> + She did not refrain from this expression of her feeling, though the + domestics were by, and my Lord Castlewood's attendant stood in the hall. + Esmond had to whisper to him in French to take his hat off. Monsieur + Baptiste was constantly neglecting his part with an inconceivable levity: + more than once on the ride to London, little observations of the stranger, + light remarks, and words betokening the greatest ignorance of the country + the Prince came to govern, had hurt the susceptibility of the two + gentlemen forming his escort; nor could either help owning in his secret + mind that they would have had his behavior otherwise, and that the + laughter and the lightness, not to say license, which characterized his + talk, scarce befitted such a great Prince, and such a solemn occasion. Not + but that he could act at proper times with spirit and dignity. He had + behaved, as we all knew, in a very courageous manner on the field. Esmond + had seen a copy of the letter the Prince had writ with his own hand when + urged by his friends in England to abjure his religion, and admired that + manly and magnanimous reply by which he refused to yield to the + temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off his hat, blushing at the hint + Colonel Esmond ventured to give him, and said:—“Tenez, elle est + jolie, la petite mere. Foi de Chevalier! elle est charmante; mais l'autre, + qui est cette nymphe, cet astre qui brille, cette Diane qui descend sur + nous?” And he started back, and pushed forward, as Beatrix was descending + the stair. She was in colors for the first time at her own house; she wore + the diamonds Esmond gave her; it had been agreed between them, that she + should wear these brilliants on the day when the King should enter the + house, and a Queen she looked, radiant in charms, and magnificent and + imperial in beauty. + </p> + <p> + Castlewood himself was startled by that beauty and splendor; he stepped + back and gazed at his sister as though he had not been aware before (nor + was he very likely) how perfectly lovely she was, and I thought blushed as + he embraced her. The Prince could not keep his eyes off her; he quite + forgot his menial part, though he had been schooled to it, and a little + light portmanteau prepared expressly that he should carry it. He pressed + forward before my Lord Viscount. 'Twas lucky the servants' eyes were busy + in other directions, or they must have seen that this was no servant, or + at least a very insolent and rude one. + </p> + <p> + Again Colonel Esmond was obliged to cry out, “Baptiste,” in a loud + imperious voice, “have a care to the valise;” at which hint the wilful + young man ground his teeth together with something very like a curse + between them, and then gave a brief look of anything but pleasure to his + Mentor. Being reminded, however, he shouldered the little portmanteau, and + carried it up the stair, Esmond preceding him, and a servant with lighted + tapers. He flung down his burden sulkily in the bedchamber:—“A + Prince that will wear a crown must wear a mask,” says Mr. Esmond in + French. + </p> + <p> + “Ah peste! I see how it is,” says Monsieur Baptiste, continuing the talk + in French. “The Great Serious is seriously”—“alarmed for Monsieur + Baptiste,” broke in the Colonel. Esmond neither liked the tone with which + the Prince spoke of the ladies, nor the eyes with which he regarded them. + </p> + <p> + The bedchamber and the two rooms adjoining it, the closet and the + apartment which was to be called my lord's parlor, were already lighted + and awaiting their occupier; and the collation laid for my lord's supper. + Lord Castlewood and his mother and sister came up the stair a minute + afterwards, and, so soon as the domestics had quitted the apartment, + Castlewood and Esmond uncovered, and the two ladies went down on their + knees before the Prince, who graciously gave a hand to each. He looked his + part of Prince much more naturally than that of servant, which he had just + been trying, and raised them both with a great deal of nobility, as well + as kindness in his air. “Madam,” says he, “my mother will thank your + ladyship for your hospitality to her son; for you, madam,” turning to + Beatrix, “I cannot bear to see so much beauty in such a posture. You will + betray Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; sure 'tis his place rather + to kneel to you.” + </p> + <p> + A light shone out of her eyes; a gleam bright enough to kindle passion in + any breast. There were times when this creature was so handsome, that she + seemed, as it were, like Venus revealing herself a goddess in a flash of + brightness. She appeared so now; radiant, and with eyes bright with a + wonderful lustre. A pang, as of rage and jealousy, shot through Esmond's + heart, as he caught the look she gave the Prince; and he clenched his hand + involuntarily and looked across to Castlewood, whose eyes answered his + alarm-signal, and were also on the alert. The Prince gave his subjects an + audience of a few minutes, and then the two ladies and Colonel Esmond + quitted the chamber. Lady Castlewood pressed his hand as they descended + the stair, and the three went down to the lower rooms, where they waited + awhile till the travellers above should be refreshed and ready for their + meal. + </p> + <p> + Esmond looked at Beatrix, blazing with her jewels on her beautiful neck. + “I have kept my word,” says he: “And I mine,” says Beatrix, looking down + on the diamonds. + </p> + <p> + “Were I the Mogul Emperor,” says the Colonel, “you should have all that + were dug out of Golconda.” + </p> + <p> + “These are a great deal too good for me,” says Beatrix, dropping her head + on her beautiful breast,—“so are you all, all!” And when she looked + up again, as she did in a moment, and after a sigh, her eyes, as they + gazed at her cousin, wore that melancholy and inscrutable look which 'twas + always impossible to sound. + </p> + <p> + When the time came for the supper, of which we were advertised by a + knocking overhead, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the upper + apartment, where the Prince already was, and by his side the young + Viscount, of exactly the same age, shape, and with features not + dissimilar, though Frank's were the handsomer of the two. The Prince sat + down and bade the ladies sit. The gentlemen remained standing: there was, + indeed, but one more cover laid at the table:—“Which of you will + take it?” says he. + </p> + <p> + “The head of our house,” says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's hand, and + looking towards Colonel Esmond with a bow and a great tremor of the voice; + “the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of serving the King.” + </p> + <p> + “I shall have the honor of waiting on his Royal Highness,” says Colonel + Esmond, filling a cup of wine, and, as the fashion of that day was, he + presented it to the King on his knee. + </p> + <p> + “I drink to my hostess and her family,” says the Prince, with no very + well-pleased air; but the cloud passed immediately off his face, and he + talked to the ladies in a lively, rattling strain, quite undisturbed by + poor Mr. Esmond's yellow countenance, that, I dare say, looked very glum. + </p> + <p> + When the time came to take leave, Esmond marched homewards to his + lodgings, and met Mr. Addison on the road that night, walking to a cottage + he had at Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome serene face:—“What + cheer, brother?” says Addison, laughing: “I thought it was a footpad + advancing in the dark, and behold 'tis an old friend. We may shake hands, + Colonel, in the dark, 'tis better than fighting by daylight. Why should we + quarrel, because I am a Whig and thou art a Tory? Turn thy steps and walk + with me to Fulham, where there is a nightingale still singing in the + garden, and a cool bottle in a cave I know of; you shall drink to the + Pretender if you like, and I will drink my liquor my own way: I have had + enough of good liquor?—no, never! There is no such word as enough as + a stopper for good wine. Thou wilt not come? Come any day, come soon. You + know I remember Simois and the Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta mero, + mixta mero,” he repeated, with ever so slight a touch of merum in his + voice, and walked back a little way on the road with Esmond, bidding the + other remember he was always his friend, and indebted to him for his aid + in the “Campaign” poem. And very likely Mr. Under-Secretary would have + stepped in and taken t'other bottle at the Colonel's lodging, had the + latter invited him, but Esmond's mood was none of the gayest, and he bade + his friend an inhospitable good-night at the door. + </p> + <p> + “I have done the deed,” thought he, sleepless, and looking out into the + night; “he is here, and I have brought him; he and Beatrix are sleeping + under the same roof now. Whom did I mean to serve in bringing him? Was it + the Prince? was it Henry Esmond? Had I not best have joined the manly + creed of Addison yonder, that scouts the old doctrine of right divine, + that boldly declares that Parliament and people consecrate the Sovereign, + not bishops, nor genealogies, nor oils, nor coronations.” The eager gaze + of the young Prince, watching every movement of Beatrix, haunted Esmond + and pursued him. The Prince's figure appeared before him in his feverish + dreams many times that night. He wished the deed undone for which he had + labored so. He was not the first that has regretted his own act, or + brought about his own undoing. Undoing? Should he write that word in his + late years? No, on his knees before heaven, rather be thankful for what + then he deemed his misfortune, and which hath caused the whole subsequent + happiness of his life. + </p> + <p> + Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the family + all his life, and the Colonel knew that he could answer for John's + fidelity as for his own. John returned with the horses from Rochester + betimes the next morning, and the Colonel gave him to understand that on + going to Kensington, where he was free of the servants' hall, and indeed + courting Miss Beatrix's maid, he was to ask no questions, and betray no + surprise, but to vouch stoutly that the young gentleman he should see in a + red coat there was my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and that his attendant in + gray was Monsieur Baptiste the Frenchman. He was to tell his friends in + the kitchen such stories as he remembered of my Lord Viscount's youth at + Castlewood; what a wild boy he was; how he used to drill Jack and cane + him, before ever he was a soldier; everything, in fine, he knew respecting + my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's ideas of painting had not been much + cultivated during his residence in Flanders with his master; and, before + my young lord's return, he had been easily got to believe that the picture + brought over from Paris, and now hanging in Lady Castlewood's + drawing-room, was a perfect likeness of her son, the young lord. And the + domestics having all seen the picture many times, and catching but a + momentary imperfect glimpse of the two strangers on the night of their + arrival, never had a reason to doubt the fidelity of the portrait; and + next day, when they saw the original of the piece habited exactly as he + was represented in the painting, with the same periwig, ribbons, and + uniform of the Guard, quite naturally addressed the gentleman as my Lord + Castlewood, my Lady Viscountess's son. + </p> + <p> + The secretary of the night previous was now the viscount; the viscount + wore the secretary's gray frock; and John Lockwood was instructed to hint + to the world below stairs that my lord being a Papist, and very devout in + that religion, his attendant might be no other than his chaplain from + Bruxelles; hence, if he took his meals in my lord's company there was + little reason for surprise. Frank was further cautioned to speak English + with a foreign accent, which task he performed indifferently well, and + this caution was the more necessary because the Prince himself scarce + spoke our language like a native of the island: and John Lockwood laughed + with the folks below stairs at the manner in which my lord, after five + years abroad, sometimes forgot his own tongue, and spoke it like a + Frenchman. “I warrant,” says he, “that, with the English beef and beer, + his lordship will soon get back the proper use of his mouth;” and, to do + his new lordship justice, he took to beer and beef very kindly. + </p> + <p> + The Prince drank so much, and was so loud and imprudent in his talk after + his drink, that Esmond often trembled for him. His meals were served as + much as possible in his own chamber, though frequently he made his + appearance in Lady Castlewood's parlor and drawing-room, calling Beatrix + “sister,” and her ladyship “mother,” or “madam” before the servants. And, + choosing to act entirely up to the part of brother and son, the Prince + sometimes saluted Mrs. Beatrix and Lady Castlewood with a freedom which + his secretary did not like, and which, for his part, set Colonel Esmond + tearing with rage. + </p> + <p> + The guests had not been three days in the house when poor Jack Lockwood + came with a rueful countenance to his master, and said: “My Lord—that + is the gentleman—has been tampering with Mrs. Lucy (Jack's + sweetheart), and given her guineas and a kiss.” I fear that Colonel + Esmond's mind was rather relieved than otherwise when he found that the + ancillary beauty was the one whom the Prince had selected. His royal + tastes were known to lie that way, and continued so in after life. The + heir of one of the greatest names, of the greatest kingdoms, and of the + greatest misfortunes in Europe, was often content to lay the dignity of + his birth and grief at the wooden shoes of a French chambermaid, and to + repent afterwards (for he was very devout) in ashes taken from the + dust-pan. 'Tis for mortals such as these that nations suffer, that parties + struggle, that warriors fight and bleed. A year afterwards gallant heads + were falling, and Nithsdale in escape, and Derwentwater on the scaffold; + whilst the heedless ingrate, for whom they risked and lost all, was + tippling with his seraglio of mistresses in his petite maison of Chaillot. + </p> + <p> + Blushing to be forced to bear such an errand, Esmond had to go to the + Prince and warn him that the girl whom his Highness was bribing was John + Lockwood's sweetheart, an honest resolute man, who had served in six + campaigns, and feared nothing, and who knew that the person calling + himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master: and the Colonel besought + the Prince to consider what the effect of a single man's jealousy might + be, and to think of other designs he had in hand, more important than the + seduction of a waiting-maid, and the humiliation of a brave man. + </p> + <p> + Ten times, perhaps, in the course of as many days, Mr. Esmond had to warn + the royal young adventurer of some imprudence or some freedom. He received + these remonstrances very testily, save perhaps in this affair of poor + Lockwood's, when he deigned to burst out a-laughing, and said, “What! the + soubrette has peached to the amoureux, and Crispin is angry, and Crispin + has served, and Crispin has been a corporal, has he? Tell him we will + reward his valor with a pair of colors, and recompense his fidelity.” + </p> + <p> + Colonel Esmond ventured to utter some other words of entreaty, but the + Prince, stamping imperiously, cried out, “Assez, milord: je m'ennuye a la + preche; I am not come to London to go to the sermon.” And he complained + afterwards to Castlewood, that “le petit jaune, le noir Colonel, le + Marquis Misanthrope” (by which facetious names his Royal Highness was + pleased to designate Colonel Esmond), “fatigued him with his grand airs + and virtuous homilies.” + </p> + <p> + The Bishop of Rochester, and other gentlemen engaged in the transaction + which had brought the Prince over, waited upon his Royal Highness, + constantly asking for my Lord Castlewood on their arrival at Kensington, + and being openly conducted to his Royal Highness in that character, who + received them either in my lady's drawing-room below, or above in his own + apartment; and all implored him to quit the house as little as possible, + and to wait there till the signal should be given for him to appear. The + ladies entertained him at cards, over which amusement he spent many hours + in each day and night. He passed many hours more in drinking, during which + time he would rattle and talk very agreeably, and especially if the + Colonel was absent, whose presence always seemed to frighten him; and the + poor “Colonel Noir” took that hint as a command accordingly, and seldom + intruded his black face upon the convivial hours of this august young + prisoner. Except for those few persons of whom the porter had the list, + Lord Castlewood was denied to all friends of the house who waited on his + lordship. The wound he had received had broke out again from his journey + on horseback, so the world and the domestics were informed. And Doctor A——,* + his physician (I shall not mention his name, but he was physician to the + Queen, of the Scots nation, and a man remarkable for his benevolence as + well as his wit), gave orders that he should be kept perfectly quiet until + the wound should heal. With this gentleman, who was one of the most active + and influential of our party, and the others before spoken of, the whole + secret lay; and it was kept with so much faithfulness, and the story we + told so simple and natural, that there was no likelihood of a discovery + except from the imprudence of the Prince himself, and an adventurous + levity that we had the greatest difficulty to control. As for Lady + Castlewood, although she scarce spoke a word, 'twas easy to gather from + her demeanor, and one or two hints she dropped, how deep her mortification + was at finding the hero whom she had chosen to worship all her life (and + whose restoration had formed almost the most sacred part of her prayers), + no more than a man, and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have + chastened him; but that instructress had rather rendered him callous than + humble. His devotion, which was quite real, kept him from no sin he had a + mind to. His talk showed good-humor, gayety, even wit enough; but there + was a levity in his acts and words that he had brought from among those + libertine devotees with whom he had been bred, and that shocked the + simplicity and purity of the English lady, whose guest he was. Esmond + spoke his mind to Beatrix pretty freely about the Prince, getting her + brother to put in a word of warning. Beatrix was entirely of their + opinion; she thought he was very light, very light and reckless; she could + not even see the good looks Colonel Esmond had spoken of. The Prince had + bad teeth, and a decided squint. How could we say he did not squint? His + eyes were fine, but there was certainly a cast in them. She rallied him at + table with wonderful wit; she spoke of him invariably as of a mere boy; + she was more fond of Esmond than ever, praised him to her brother, praised + him to the Prince, when his Royal Highness was pleased to sneer at the + Colonel, and warmly espoused his cause: “And if your Majesty does not give + him the Garter his father had, when the Marquis of Esmond comes to your + Majesty's court, I will hang myself in my own garters, or will cry my eyes + out.” “Rather than lose those,” says the Prince, “he shall be made + Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard” (it was Frank Castlewood who told me + of this conversation over their supper). + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * There can be very little doubt that the Doctor mentioned + by my dear father was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.—R. E. W. +</pre> + <p> + “Yes,” cries she, with one of her laughs—I fancy I hear it now. + Thirty years afterwards I hear that delightful music. “Yes, he shall be + Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury.” + </p> + <p> + “And what will your ladyship be?” says the Prince; “you have but to choose + your place.” + </p> + <p> + “I,” says Beatrix, “will be mother of the maids to the Queen of his + Majesty King James the Third—Vive le Roy!” and she made him a great + curtsy, and drank a part of a glass of wine in his honor. + </p> + <p> + “The Prince seized hold of the glass and drank the last drop of it,” + Castlewood said, “and my mother, looking very anxious, rose up and asked + leave to retire. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, Harry,” Frank + continued, “I don't know what a horrid fear I should have of her. I wish—I + wish this business were over. You are older than I am, and wiser, and + better, and I owe you everything, and would die for you—before + George I would; but I wish the end of this were come.” + </p> + <p> + Neither of us very likely passed a tranquil night; horrible doubts and + torments racked Esmond's soul: 'twas a scheme of personal ambition, a + daring stroke for a selfish end—he knew it. What cared he, in his + heart, who was King? Were not his very sympathies and secret convictions + on the other side—on the side of People, Parliament, Freedom? And + here was he, engaged for a Prince that had scarce heard the word liberty; + that priests and women, tyrants by nature, both made a tool of. The + misanthrope was in no better humor after hearing that story, and his grim + face more black and yellow than ever. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0039" id="link2HCH0039"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER X. + </h2> + <h3> + WE ENTERTAIN A VERY DISTINGUISHED GUEST AT KENSINGTON. + </h3> + <p> + Should any clue be found to the dark intrigues at the latter end of Queen + Anne's time, or any historian be inclined to follow it, 'twill be + discovered, I have little doubt, that not one of the great personages + about the Queen had a defined scheme of policy, independent of that + private and selfish interest which each was bent on pursuing: St. John was + for St. John, and Harley for Oxford, and Marlborough for John Churchill, + always; and according as they could get help from St. Germains or Hanover, + they sent over proffers of allegiance to the Princes there, or betrayed + one to the other: one cause, or one sovereign, was as good as another to + them, so that they could hold the best place under him; and like Lockit + and Peachem, the Newgate chiefs in the “Rogues' Opera,” Mr. Gay wrote + afterwards, had each in his hand documents and proofs of treason which + would hang the other, only he did not dare to use the weapon, for fear of + that one which his neighbor also carried in his pocket. Think of the great + Marlborough, the greatest subject in all the world, a conqueror of + princes, that had marched victorious over Germany, Flanders, and France, + that had given the law to sovereigns abroad, and been worshipped as a + divinity at home, forced to sneak out of England—his credit, honors, + places, all taken from him; his friends in the army broke and ruined; and + flying before Harley, as abject and powerless as a poor debtor before a + bailiff with a writ. A paper, of which Harley got possession, and showing + beyond doubt that the Duke was engaged with the Stuart family, was the + weapon with which the Treasurer drove Marlborough out of the kingdom. He + fled to Antwerp, and began intriguing instantly on the other side, and + came back to England, as all know, a Whig and a Hanoverian. + </p> + <p> + Though the Treasurer turned out of the army and office every man, military + or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and gave the vacant posts among + the Tory party; he, too, was playing the double game between Hanover and + St. Germains, awaiting the expected catastrophe of the Queen's death to be + Master of the State, and offer it to either family that should bribe him + best, or that the nation should declare for. Whichever the King was, + Harley's object was to reign over him; and to this end he supplanted the + former famous favorite, decried the actions of the war which had made + Marlborough's name illustrious, and disdained no more than the great + fallen competitor of his, the meanest arts, flatteries, intimidations, + that would secure his power. If the greatest satirist the world ever hath + seen had writ against Harley, and not for him, what a history had he left + behind of the last years of Queen Anne's reign! But Swift, that scorned + all mankind, and himself not the least of all, had this merit of a + faithful partisan, that he loved those chiefs who treated him well, and + stuck by Harley bravely in his fall, as he gallantly had supported him in + his better fortune. + </p> + <p> + Incomparably more brilliant, more splendid, eloquent, accomplished than + his rival, the great St. John could be as selfish as Oxford was, and could + act the double part as skilfully as ambidextrous Churchill. He whose talk + was always of liberty, no more shrunk from using persecution and the + pillory against his opponents than if he had been at Lisbon and Grand + Inquisitor. This lofty patriot was on his knees at Hanover and St. + Germains too; notoriously of no religion, he toasted Church and Queen as + boldly as the stupid Sacheverel, whom he used and laughed at; and to serve + his turn, and to overthrow his enemy, he could intrigue, coax, bully, + wheedle, fawn on the Court favorite and creep up the back-stair as + silently as Oxford, who supplanted Marlborough, and whom he himself + supplanted. The crash of my Lord Oxford happened at this very time whereat + my history is now arrived. He was come to the very last days of his power, + and the agent whom he employed to overthrow the conqueror of Blenheim, was + now engaged to upset the conqueror's conqueror, and hand over the staff of + government to Bolingbroke, who had been panting to hold it. + </p> + <p> + In expectation of the stroke that was now preparing, the Irish regiments + in the French service were all brought round about Boulogne in Picardy, to + pass over if need were with the Duke of Berwick; the soldiers of France no + longer, but subjects of James the Third of England and Ireland King. The + fidelity of the great mass of the Scots (though a most active, resolute, + and gallant Whig party, admirably and energetically ordered and + disciplined, was known to be in Scotland too) was notoriously unshaken in + their King. A very great body of Tory clergy, nobility, and gentry, were + public partisans of the exiled Prince; and the indifferents might be + counted on to cry King George or King James, according as either should + prevail. The Queen, especially in her latter days, inclined towards her + own family. The Prince was lying actually in London, within a stone's cast + of his sister's palace; the first Minister toppling to his fall, and so + tottering that the weakest push of a woman's finger would send him down; + and as for Bolingbroke, his successor, we know on whose side his power and + his splendid eloquence would be on the day when the Queen should appear + openly before her Council and say:—“This, my lords, is my brother; + here is my father's heir, and mine after me.” + </p> + <p> + During the whole of the previous year the Queen had had many and repeated + fits of sickness, fever, and lethargy, and her death had been constantly + looked for by all her attendants. The Elector of Hanover had wished to + send his son, the Duke of Cambridge—to pay his court to his cousin + the Queen, the Elector said;—in truth, to be on the spot when death + should close her career. Frightened perhaps to have such a memento mori + under her royal eyes, her Majesty had angrily forbidden the young Prince's + coming into England. Either she desired to keep the chances for her + brother open yet; or the people about her did not wish to close with the + Whig candidate till they could make terms with him. The quarrels of her + Ministers before her face at the Council board, the pricks of conscience + very likely, the importunities of her Ministers, and constant turmoil and + agitation round about her, had weakened and irritated the Princess + extremely; her strength was giving way under these continual trials of her + temper, and from day to day it was expected she must come to a speedy end + of them. Just before Viscount Castlewood and his companion came from + France, her Majesty was taken ill. The St. Anthony's fire broke out on the + royal legs; there was no hurry for the presentation of the young lord at + Court, or that person who should appear under his name; and my Lord + Viscount's wound breaking out opportunely, he was kept conveniently in his + chamber until such time as his physician would allow him to bend his knee + before the Queen. At the commencement of July, that influential lady, with + whom it has been mentioned that our party had relations, came frequently + to visit her young friend, the Maid of Honor, at Kensington, and my Lord + Viscount (the real or supposititious), who was an invalid at Lady + Castlewood's house. + </p> + <p> + On the 27th day of July, the lady in question, who held the most intimate + post about the Queen, came in her chair from the Palace hard by, bringing + to the little party in Kensington Square intelligence of the very highest + importance. The final blow had been struck, and my Lord of Oxford and + Mortimer was no longer Treasurer. The staff was as yet given to no + successor, though my Lord Bolingbroke would undoubtedly be the man. And + now the time was come, the Queen's Abigail said: and now my Lord + Castlewood ought to be presented to the Sovereign. + </p> + <p> + After that scene which Lord Castlewood witnessed and described to his + cousin, who passed such a miserable night of mortification and jealousy as + he thought over the transaction, no doubt the three persons who were set + by nature as protectors over Beatrix came to the same conclusion, that she + must be removed from the presence of a man whose desires towards her were + expressed only too clearly; and who was no more scrupulous in seeking to + gratify them than his father had been before him. I suppose Esmond's + mistress, her son, and the Colonel himself, had been all secretly debating + this matter in their minds, for when Frank broke out, in his blunt way, + with:—“I think Beatrix had best be anywhere but here,”—Lady + Castlewood said:—“I thank you, Frank, I have thought so, too;” and + Mr. Esmond, though he only remarked that it was not for him to speak, + showed plainly, by the delight on his countenance, how very agreeable that + proposal was to him. + </p> + <p> + “One sees that you think with us, Henry,” says the viscountess, with ever + so little of sarcasm in her tone: “Beatrix is best out of this house + whilst we have our guest in it, and as soon as this morning's business is + done, she ought to quit London.” + </p> + <p> + “What morning's business?” asked Colonel Esmond, not knowing what had been + arranged, though in fact the stroke next in importance to that of bringing + the Prince, and of having him acknowledged by the Queen, was now being + performed at the very moment we three were conversing together. + </p> + <p> + The Court-lady with whom our plan was concerted, and who was a chief agent + in it, the Court physician, and the Bishop of Rochester, who were the + other two most active participators in our plan, had held many councils in + our house at Kensington and elsewhere, as to the means best to be adopted + for presenting our young adventurer to his sister the Queen. The simple + and easy plan proposed by Colonel Esmond had been agreed to by all + parties, which was that on some rather private day, when there were not + many persons about the Court, the Prince should appear there as my Lord + Castlewood, should be greeted by his sister in waiting, and led by that + other lady into the closet of the Queen. And according to her Majesty's + health or humor, and the circumstances that might arise during the + interview, it was to be left to the discretion of those present at it, and + to the Prince himself, whether he should declare that it was the Queen's + own brother, or the brother of Beatrix Esmond, who kissed her Royal hand. + And this plan being determined on, we were all waiting in very much + anxiety for the day and signal of execution. + </p> + <p> + Two mornings after that supper, it being the 27th day of July, the Bishop + of Rochester breakfasting with Lady Castlewood and her family, and the + meal scarce over, Doctor A.'s coach drove up to our house at Kensington, + and the Doctor appeared amongst the party there, enlivening a rather + gloomy company; for the mother and daughter had had words in the morning + in respect to the transactions of that supper, and other adventures + perhaps, and on the day succeeding. Beatrix's haughty spirit brooked + remonstrances from no superior, much less from her mother, the gentlest of + creatures, whom the girl commanded rather than obeyed. And feeling she was + wrong, and that by a thousand coquetries (which she could no more help + exercising on every man that came near her, than the sun can help shining + on great and small) she had provoked the Prince's dangerous admiration, + and allured him to the expression of it, she was only the more wilful and + imperious the more she felt her error. + </p> + <p> + To this party, the Prince being served with chocolate in his bedchamber, + where he lay late, sleeping away the fumes of his wine, the Doctor came, + and by the urgent and startling nature of his news, dissipated instantly + that private and minor unpleasantry under which the family of Castlewood + was laboring. + </p> + <p> + He asked for the guest; the guest was above in his own apartment: he bade + Monsieur Baptiste go up to his master instantly, and requested that MY + LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD would straightway put his uniform on, and come + away in the Doctor's coach now at the door. + </p> + <p> + He then informed Madam Beatrix what her part of the comedy was to be:—“In + half an hour,” says he, “her Majesty and her favorite lady will take the + air in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. Her Majesty will be + drawn in a garden-chair, Madam Beatrix Esmond and HER BROTHER, MY LORD + VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be walking in the private garden, (here is Lady + Masham's key,) and will come unawares upon the Royal party. The man that + draws the chair will retire, and leave the Queen, the favorite, and the + maid of honor and her brother together; Mistress Beatrix will present her + brother, and then!—and then, my Lord Bishop will pray for the result + of the interview, and his Scots clerk will say Amen! Quick, put on your + hood, Madam Beatrix; why doth not his Majesty come down? Such another + chance may not present itself for months again.” + </p> + <p> + The Prince was late and lazy, and indeed had all but lost that chance + through his indolence. The Queen was actually about to leave the garden + just when the party reached it; the Doctor, the Bishop, the maid of honor + and her brother went off together in the physician's coach, and had been + gone half an hour when Colonel Esmond came to Kensington Square. + </p> + <p> + The news of this errand, on which Beatrix was gone, of course for a moment + put all thoughts of private jealousy out of Colonel Esmond's head. In half + an hour more the coach returned; the Bishop descended from it first, and + gave his arm to Beatrix, who now came out. His lordship went back into the + carriage again, and the maid of honor entered the house alone. We were all + gazing at her from the upper window, trying to read from her countenance + the result of the interview from which she had just come. + </p> + <p> + She came into the drawing-room in a great tremor and very pale; she asked + for a glass of water as her mother went to meet her, and after drinking + that and putting off her hood, she began to speak—“We may all hope + for the best,” says she; “it has cost the Queen a fit. Her Majesty was in + her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied only by Lady ——, when + we entered by the private wicket from the west side of the garden, and + turned towards her, the Doctor following us. They waited in a side walk + hidden by the shrubs, as we advanced towards the chair. My heart throbbed + so I scarce could speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, Beatrix,' and + marched on with a steady step. His face was a little flushed, but he was + not afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely at Malplaquet fears + nothing.” Esmond and Castlewood looked at each other at this compliment, + neither liking the sound of it. + </p> + <p> + “The Prince uncovered,” Beatrix continued, “and I saw the Queen turning + round to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her Majesty looked + very pale and ill, and then flushed up; the favorite made us a signal to + advance, and I went up, leading my Prince by the hand, quite close to the + chair: 'Your Majesty will give my Lord Viscount your hand to kiss,' says + her lady, and the Queen put out her hand, which the Prince kissed, + kneeling on his knee, he who should kneel to no mortal man or woman. + </p> + <p> + “'You have been long from England, my lord,' says the Queen: 'why were you + not here to give a home to your mother and sister?' + </p> + <p> + “'I am come, Madam, to stay now, if the Queen desires me,' says the + Prince, with another low bow. + </p> + <p> + “'You have taken a foreign wife, my lord, and a foreign religion; was not + that of England good enough for you?' + </p> + <p> + “'In returning to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I do not love my + mother the less, nor am I the less faithful servant of your majesty.' + </p> + <p> + “Here,” says Beatrix, “the favorite gave me a little signal with her hand + to fall back, which I did, though I died to hear what should pass; and + whispered something to the Queen, which made her Majesty start and utter + one or two words in a hurried manner, looking towards the Prince, and + catching hold with her hand of the arm of her chair. He advanced still + nearer towards it; he began to speak very rapidly; I caught the words, + 'Father, blessing, forgiveness,'—and then presently the Prince fell + on his knees; took from his breast a paper he had there, handed it to the + Queen, who, as soon as she saw it, flung up both her arms with a scream, + and took away that hand nearest the Prince, and which he endeavored to + kiss. He went on speaking with great animation of gesture, now clasping + his hands together on his heart, now opening them as though to say: 'I am + here, your brother, in your power.' Lady Masham ran round on the other + side of the chair, kneeling too, and speaking with great energy. She + clasped the Queen's hand on her side, and picked up the paper her Majesty + had let fall. The Prince rose and made a further speech as though he would + go; the favorite on the other hand urging her mistress, and then, running + back to the Prince, brought him back once more close to the chair. Again + he knelt down and took the Queen's hand, which she did not withdraw, + kissing it a hundred times; my lady all the time, with sobs and + supplications, speaking over the chair. This while the Queen sat with a + stupefied look, crumpling the paper with one hand, as my Prince embraced + the other; then of a sudden she uttered several piercing shrieks, and + burst into a great fit of hysteric tears and laughter. 'Enough, enough, + sir, for this time,' I heard Lady Masham say: and the chairman, who had + withdrawn round the Banqueting-room, came back, alarmed by the cries. + 'Quick,' says Lady Masham, 'get some help,' and I ran towards the Doctor, + who, with the Bishop of Rochester, came up instantly. Lady Masham + whispered the Prince he might hope for the very best; and to be ready + to-morrow; and he hath gone away to the Bishop of Rochester's house, to + meet several of his friends there. And so the great stroke is struck,” + says Beatrix, going down on her knees, and clasping her hands. “God save + the King: God save the King!” + </p> + <p> + Beatrix's tale told, and the young lady herself calmed somewhat of her + agitation, we asked with regard to the Prince, who was absent with Bishop + Atterbury, and were informed that 'twas likely he might remain abroad the + whole day. Beatrix's three kinsfolk looked at one another at this + intelligence: 'twas clear the same thought was passing through the minds + of all. + </p> + <p> + But who should begin to break the news? Monsieur Baptiste, that is Frank + Castlewood, turned very red, and looked towards Esmond; the Colonel bit + his lips, and fairly beat a retreat into the window: it was Lady + Castlewood that opened upon Beatrix with the news which we knew would do + anything but please her. + </p> + <p> + “We are glad,” says she, taking her daughter's hand, and speaking in a + gentle voice, “that the guest is away.” + </p> + <p> + Beatrix drew back in an instant, looking round her at us three, and as if + divining a danger. “Why glad?” says she, her breast beginning to heave; + “are you so soon tired of him?” + </p> + <p> + “We think one of us is devilishly too fond of him,” cries out Frank + Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “And which is it—you, my lord, or is it mamma, who is jealous + because he drinks my health? or is it the head of the family” (here she + turned with an imperious look towards Colonel Esmond), “who has taken of + late to preach the King sermons?” + </p> + <p> + “We do not say you are too free with his Majesty.” + </p> + <p> + “I thank you, madam,” says Beatrix, with a toss of the head and a curtsey. + </p> + <p> + But her mother continued, with very great calmness and dignity—“At + least we have not said so, though we might, were it possible for a mother + to say such words to her own daughter, your father's daughter.” + </p> + <p> + “Eh? mon pere,” breaks out Beatrix, “was no better than other persons' + fathers.” And again she looked towards the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + We all felt a shock as she uttered those two or three French words; her + manner was exactly imitated from that of our foreign guest. + </p> + <p> + “You had not learned to speak French a month ago, Beatrix,” says her + mother, sadly, “nor to speak ill of your father.” + </p> + <p> + Beatrix, no doubt, saw that slip she had made in her flurry, for she + blushed crimson: “I have learnt to honor the King,” says she, drawing up, + “and 'twere as well that others suspected neither his Majesty nor me.” + </p> + <p> + “If you respected your mother a little more,” Frank said, “Trix, you would + do yourself no hurt.” + </p> + <p> + “I am no child,” says she, turning round on him; “we have lived very well + these five years without the benefit of your advice or example, and I + intend to take neither now. Why does not the head of the house speak?” she + went on; “he rules everything here. When his chaplain has done singing the + psalms, will his lordship deliver the sermon? I am tired of the psalms.” + The Prince had used almost the very same words in regard to Colonel Esmond + that the imprudent girl repeated in her wrath. + </p> + <p> + “You show yourself a very apt scholar, madam,” says the Colonel; and, + turning to his mistress, “Did your guest use these words in your + ladyship's hearing, or was it to Beatrix in private that he was pleased to + impart his opinion regarding my tiresome sermon?” + </p> + <p> + “Have you seen him alone?” cries my lord, starting up with an oath: “by + God, have you seen him alone?” + </p> + <p> + “Were he here, you wouldn't dare so to insult me; no, you would not dare!” + cries Frank's sister. “Keep your oaths, my lord, for your wife; we are not + used here to such language. Till you came, there used to be kindness + between me and mamma, and I cared for her when you never did, when you + were away for years with your horses and your mistress, and your Popish + wife.” + </p> + <p> + “By —-,” says my lord, rapping out another oath, “Clotilda is an + angel; how dare you say a word against Clotilda?” + </p> + <p> + Colonel Esmond could not refrain from a smile, to see how easy Frank's + attack was drawn off by that feint:—“I fancy Clotilda is not the + subject in hand,” says Mr. Esmond, rather scornfully; “her ladyship is at + Paris, a hundred leagues off, preparing baby-linen. It is about my Lord + Castlewood's sister, and not his wife, the question is.” + </p> + <p> + “He is not my Lord Castlewood,” says Beatrix, “and he knows he is not; he + is Colonel Francis Esmond's son, and no more, and he wears a false title; + and he lives on another man's land, and he knows it.” Here was another + desperate sally of the poor beleaguered garrison, and an alerte in another + quarter. “Again, I beg your pardon,” says Esmond. “If there are no proofs + of my claim, I have no claim. If my father acknowledged no heir, yours was + his lawful successor, and my Lord Castlewood hath as good a right to his + rank and small estate as any man in England. But that again is not the + question, as you know very well; let us bring our talk back to it, as you + will have me meddle in it. And I will give you frankly my opinion, that a + house where a Prince lies all day, who respects no woman, is no house for + a young unmarried lady; that you were better in the country than here; + that he is here on a great end, from which no folly should divert him; and + that having nobly done your part of this morning, Beatrix, you should + retire off the scene awhile, and leave it to the other actors of the + play.” + </p> + <p> + As the Colonel spoke with a perfect calmness and politeness, such as 'tis + to be hoped he hath always shown to women,* his mistress stood by him on + one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the other, hemming in poor + Beatrix, that was behind it, and, as it were, surrounding her with our + approaches. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * My dear father saith quite truly, that his manner towards + our sex was uniformly courteous. From my infancy upwards, + he treated me with an extreme gentleness, as though I was a + little lady. I can scarce remember (though I tried him + often) ever hearing a rough word from him, nor was he less + grave and kind in his manner to the humblest negresses on + his estate. He was familiar with no one except my mother, + and it was delightful to witness up to the very last days + the confidence between them. He was obeyed eagerly by all + under him; and my mother and all her household lived in a + constant emulation to please him, and quite a terror lest in + any way they should offend him. He was the humblest man + with all this; the least exacting, the more easily + contented; and Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who + attended him at the last, ever said—“I know not what + Colonel Esmond's doctrine was, but his life and death were + those of a devout Christian.”—R. E. W. +</pre> + <p> + Having twice sallied out and been beaten back, she now, as I expected, + tried the ultima ratio of women, and had recourse to tears. Her beautiful + eyes filled with them; I never could bear in her, nor in any woman, that + expression of pain:—“I am alone,” sobbed she; “you are three against + me—my brother, my mother, and you. What have I done, that you should + speak and look so unkindly at me? Is it my fault that the Prince should, + as you say, admire me? Did I bring him here? Did I do aught but what you + bade me, in making him welcome? Did you not tell me that our duty was to + die for him? Did you not teach me, mother, night and morning to pray for + the King, before even ourselves? What would you have of me, cousin, for + you are the chief of the conspiracy against me; I know you are, sir, and + that my mother and brother are acting but as you bid them; whither would + you have me go?” + </p> + <p> + “I would but remove from the Prince,” says Esmond, gravely, “a dangerous + temptation; heaven forbid I should say you would yield; I would only have + him free of it. Your honor needs no guardian, please God, but his + imprudence doth. He is so far removed from all women by his rank, that his + pursuit of them cannot but be unlawful. We would remove the dearest and + fairest of our family from the chance of that insult, and that is why we + would have you go, dear Beatrix.” + </p> + <p> + “Harry speaks like a book,” says Frank, with one of his oaths, “and, by + —-, every word he saith is true. You can't help being handsome, + Trix; no more can the Prince help following you. My counsel is that you go + out of harm's way; for, by the Lord, were the Prince to play any tricks + with you, King as he is, or is to be, Harry Esmond and I would have + justice of him.” + </p> + <p> + “Are not two such champions enough to guard me?” says Beatrix, something + sorrowfully; “sure, with you two watching, no evil could happen to me.” + </p> + <p> + “In faith, I think not, Beatrix,” says Colonel Esmond; “nor if the Prince + knew us would he try.” + </p> + <p> + “But does he know you?” interposed Lady Castlewood, very quiet: “he comes + of a country where the pursuit of kings is thought no dishonor to a woman. + Let us go, dearest Beatrix. Shall we go to Walcote or to Castlewood? We + are best away from the city; and when the Prince is acknowledged, and our + champions have restored him, and he hath his own house at St. James's or + Windsor, we can come back to ours here. Do you not think so, Harry and + Frank?” + </p> + <p> + Frank and Harry thought with her, you may be sure. + </p> + <p> + “We will go, then,” says Beatrix, turning a little pale; “Lady Masham is + to give me warning to-night how her Majesty is, and to-morrow—” + </p> + <p> + “I think we had best go to-day, my dear,” says my Lady Castlewood; “we + might have the coach and sleep at Hounslow, and reach home to-morrow. 'Tis + twelve o'clock; bid the coach, cousin, be ready at one.” + </p> + <p> + “For shame!” burst out Beatrix, in a passion of tears and mortification. + “You disgrace me by your cruel precautions; my own mother is the first to + suspect me, and would take me away as my gaoler. I will not go with you, + mother; I will go as no one's prisoner. If I wanted to deceive, do you + think I could find no means of evading you? My family suspects me. As + those mistrust me that ought to love me most, let me leave them; I will + go, but I will go alone: to Castlewood, be it. I have been unhappy there + and lonely enough; let me go back, but spare me at least the humiliation + of setting a watch over my misery, which is a trial I can't bear. Let me + go when you will, but alone, or not at all. You three can stay and triumph + over my unhappiness, and I will bear it as I have borne it before. Let my + gaoler-in-chief go order the coach that is to take me away. I thank you, + Henry Esmond, for your share in the conspiracy. All my life long I'll + thank you, and remember you, and you, brother, and you, mother, how shall + I show my gratitude to you for your careful defence of my honor?” + </p> + <p> + She swept out of the room with the air of an empress, flinging glances of + defiance at us all, and leaving us conquerors of the field, but scared, + and almost ashamed of our victory. It did indeed seem hard and cruel that + we three should have conspired the banishment and humiliation of that fair + creature. We looked at each other in silence: 'twas not the first stroke + by many of our actions in that unlucky time, which, being done, we wished + undone. We agreed it was best she should go alone, speaking stealthily to + one another, and under our breaths, like persons engaged in an act they + felt ashamed in doing. + </p> + <p> + In a half-hour, it might be, after our talk she came back, her countenance + wearing the same defiant air which it had borne when she left us. She held + a shagreen-case in her hand; Esmond knew it as containing his diamonds + which he had given to her for her marriage with Duke Hamilton, and which + she had worn so splendidly on the inauspicious night of the Prince's + arrival. “I have brought back,” says she, “to the Marquis of Esmond the + present he deigned to make me in days when he trusted me better than now. + I will never accept a benefit or a kindness from Henry Esmond more, and I + give back these family diamonds, which belonged to one king's mistress, to + the gentleman that suspected I would be another. Have you been upon your + message of coach-caller, my Lord Marquis? Will you send your valet to see + that I do not run away?” We were right, yet, by her manner, she had put us + all in the wrong; we were conquerors, yet the honors of the day seemed to + be with the poor oppressed girl. + </p> + <p> + That luckless box containing the stones had first been ornamented with a + baron's coronet, when Beatrix was engaged to the young gentleman from whom + she parted, and afterwards the gilt crown of a duchess figured on the + cover, which also poor Beatrix was destined never to wear. Lady Castlewood + opened the case mechanically and scarce thinking what she did; and behold, + besides the diamonds, Esmond's present, there lay in the box the enamelled + miniature of the late Duke, which Beatrix had laid aside with her mourning + when the King came into the house; and which the poor heedless thing very + likely had forgotten. + </p> + <p> + “Do you leave this, too, Beatrix?” says her mother, taking the miniature + out, and with a cruelty she did not very often show; but there are some + moments when the tenderest women are cruel, and some triumphs which angels + can't forego.* + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * This remark shows how unjustly and contemptuously even the + best of men will sometimes judge of our sex. Lady + Castlewood had no intention of triumphing over her daughter; + but from a sense of duty alone pointed out her deplorable + wrong.—H. E. +</pre> + <p> + Having delivered this stab, Lady Castlewood was frightened at the effect + of her blow. It went to poor Beatrix's heart: she flushed up and passed a + handkerchief across her eyes, and kissed the miniature, and put it into + her bosom:—“I had forgot it,” says she; “my injury made me forget my + grief: my mother has recalled both to me. Farewell, mother; I think I + never can forgive you; something hath broke between us that no tears nor + years can repair. I always said I was alone; you never loved me, never—and + were jealous of me from the time I sat on my father's knee. Let me go + away, the sooner the better: I can bear to be with you no more.” + </p> + <p> + “Go, child,” says her mother, still very stern; “go and bend your proud + knees and ask forgiveness; go, pray in solitude for humility and + repentance. 'Tis not your reproaches that make me unhappy, 'tis your hard + heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it, and teach you one day to feel + for your mother.” + </p> + <p> + If my mistress was cruel, at least she never could be got to own as much. + Her haughtiness quite overtopped Beatrix's; and, if the girl had a proud + spirit, I very much fear it came to her by inheritance. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0040" id="link2HCH0040"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XI. + </h2> + <h3> + OUR GUEST QUITS US AS NOT BEING HOSPITABLE ENOUGH. + </h3> + <p> + Beatrix's departure took place within an hour, her maid going with her in + the post-chaise, and a man armed on the coach-box to prevent any danger of + the road. Esmond and Frank thought of escorting the carriage, but she + indignantly refused their company, and another man was sent to follow the + coach, and not to leave it till it had passed over Hounslow Heath on the + next day. And these two forming the whole of Lady Castlewood's male + domestics, Mr. Esmond's faithful John Lockwood came to wait on his + mistress during their absence, though he would have preferred to escort + Mrs. Lucy, his sweetheart, on her journey into the country. + </p> + <p> + We had a gloomy and silent meal; it seemed as if a darkness was over the + house, since the bright face of Beatrix had been withdrawn from it. In the + afternoon came a message from the favorite to relieve us somewhat from + this despondency. “The Queen hath been much shaken,” the note said; “she + is better now, and all things will go well. Let MY LORD CASTLEWOOD be + ready against we send for him.” + </p> + <p> + At night there came a second billet: “There hath been a great battle in + Council; Lord Treasurer hath broke his staff, and hath fallen never to + rise again; no successor is appointed. Lord B——receives a + great Whig company to-night at Golden Square. If he is trimming, others + are true; the Queen hath no more fits, but is a-bed now, and more quiet. + Be ready against morning, when I still hope all will be well.” + </p> + <p> + The Prince came home shortly after the messenger who bore this billet had + left the house. His Royal Highness was so much the better for the Bishop's + liquor, that to talk affairs to him now was of little service. He was + helped to the Royal bed; he called Castlewood familiarly by his own name; + he quite forgot the part upon the acting of which his crown, his safety, + depended. 'Twas lucky that my Lady Castlewood's servants were out of the + way, and only those heard him who would not betray him. He inquired after + the adorable Beatrix, with a royal hiccup in his voice; he was easily got + to bed, and in a minute or two plunged in that deep slumber and + forgetfulness with which Bacchus rewards the votaries of that god. We + wished Beatrix had been there to see him in his cups. We regretted, + perhaps, that she was gone. + </p> + <p> + One of the party at Kensington Square was fool enough to ride to Hounslow + that night, coram latronibus, and to the inn which the family used + ordinarily in their journeys out of London. Esmond desired my landlord not + to acquaint Madam Beatrix with his coming, and had the grim satisfaction + of passing by the door of the chamber where she lay with her maid, and of + watching her chariot set forth in the early morning. He saw her smile and + slip money into the man's hand who was ordered to ride behind the coach as + far as Bagshot. The road being open, and the other servant armed, it + appeared she dispensed with the escort of a second domestic; and this + fellow, bidding his young mistress adieu with many bows, went and took a + pot of ale in the kitchen, and returned in company with his brother + servant, John Coachman, and his horses, back to London. + </p> + <p> + They were not a mile out of Hounslow when the two worthies stopped for + more drink, and here they were scared by seeing Colonel Esmond gallop by + them. The man said in reply to Colonel Esmond's stern question, that his + young mistress had sent her duty; only that, no other message: she had had + a very good night, and would reach Castlewood by nightfall. The Colonel + had no time for further colloquy, and galloped on swiftly to London, + having business of great importance there, as my reader very well knoweth. + The thought of Beatrix riding away from the danger soothed his mind not a + little. His horse was at Kensington Square (honest Dapple knew the way + thither well enough) before the tipsy guest of last night was awake and + sober. + </p> + <p> + The account of the previous evening was known all over the town early next + day. A violent altercation had taken place before the Queen in the Council + Chamber; and all the coffee-houses had their version of the quarrel. The + news brought my Lord Bishop early to Kensington Square, where he awaited + the waking of his Royal master above stairs, and spoke confidently of + having him proclaimed as Prince of Wales and heir to the throne before + that day was over. The Bishop had entertained on the previous afternoon + certain of the most influential gentlemen of the true British party. His + Royal highness had charmed all, both Scots and English, Papists and + Churchmen: “Even Quakers,” says he, “were at our meeting; and, if the + stranger took a little too much British punch and ale, he will soon grow + more accustomed to those liquors; and my Lord Castlewood,” says the Bishop + with a laugh, “must bear the cruel charge of having been for once in his + life a little tipsy. He toasted your lovely sister a dozen times, at which + we all laughed,” says the Bishop, “admiring so much fraternal affection.—Where + is that charming nymph, and why doth she not adorn your ladyship's + tea-table with her bright eyes?” + </p> + <p> + Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix was not at home that morning; my + Lord Bishop was too busy with great affairs to trouble himself much about + the presence or absence of any lady, however beautiful. + </p> + <p> + We were yet at table when Dr. A—— came from the Palace with a + look of great alarm; the shocks the Queen had had the day before had acted + on her severely; he had been sent for, and had ordered her to be blooded. + The surgeon of Long Acre had come to cup the Queen, and her Majesty was + now more easy and breathed more freely. What made us start at the name of + Mr. Ayme? “Il faut etre aimable pour etre aime,” says the merry Doctor; + Esmond pulled his sleeve, and bade him hush. It was to Ayme's house, after + his fatal duel, that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's father, had been + carried to die. + </p> + <p> + No second visit could be paid to the Queen on that day at any rate; and + when our guest above gave his signal that he was awake, the Doctor, the + Bishop, and Colonel Esmond waited upon the Prince's levee, and brought him + their news, cheerful or dubious. The Doctor had to go away presently, but + promised to keep the Prince constantly acquainted with what was taking + place at the Palace hard by. His counsel was, and the Bishop's, that as + soon as ever the Queen's malady took a favorable turn, the Prince should + be introduced to her bedside; the Council summoned; the guard at + Kensington and St. James's, of which two regiments were to be entirely + relied on, and one known not to be hostile, would declare for the Prince, + as the Queen would before the Lords of her Council, designating him as the + heir to her throne. + </p> + <p> + With locked doors, and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the Prince and + his Lordship of Rochester passed many hours of this day, composing + Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, to the Scots, to the Clergy, + to the People of London and England; announcing the arrival of the exile + descendant of three sovereigns, and his acknowledgment by his sister as + heir to the throne. Every safeguard for their liberties, the Church and + People could ask, was promised to them. The Bishop could answer for the + adhesion of very many prelates, who besought of their flocks and brother + ecclesiastics to recognize the sacred right of the future sovereign, and + to purge the country of the sin of rebellion. + </p> + <p> + During the composition of these papers, more messengers than one came from + the Palace regarding the state of the august patient there lying. At + mid-day she was somewhat better; at evening the torpor again seized her, + and she wandered in her mind. At night Dr. A—— was with us + again, with a report rather more favorable: no instant danger at any rate + was apprehended. In the course of the last two years her Majesty had had + many attacks similar, but more severe. + </p> + <p> + By this time we had finished a half-dozen of Proclamations, (the wording + of them so as to offend no parties, and not to give umbrage to Whigs or + Dissenters, required very great caution,) and the young Prince, who had + indeed shown, during a long day's labor, both alacrity at seizing the + information given him, and ingenuity and skill in turning the phrases + which were to go out signed by his name, here exhibited a good-humor and + thoughtfulness that ought to be set down to his credit. + </p> + <p> + “Were these papers to be mislaid,” says he, “or our scheme to come to + mishap, my Lord Esmond's writing would bring him to a place where I + heartily hope never to see him; and so, by your leave, I will copy the + papers myself, though I am not very strong in spelling; and if they are + found they will implicate none but the person they most concern;” and so, + having carefully copied the Proclamations out, the Prince burned those in + Colonel Esmond's handwriting: “And now, and now, gentlemen,” says he, “let + us go to supper, and drink a glass with the ladies. My Lord Esmond, you + will sup with us to-night; you have given us of late too little of your + company.” + </p> + <p> + The Prince's meals were commonly served in the chamber which had been + Beatrix's bedroom, adjoining that in which he slept. And the dutiful + practice of his entertainers was to wait until their Royal guest bade them + take their places at table before they sat down to partake of the meal. On + this night, as you may suppose, only Frank Castlewood and his mother were + in waiting when the supper was announced to receive the Prince; who had + passed the whole of the day in his own apartment, with the Bishop as his + Minister of State, and Colonel Esmond officiating as Secretary of his + Council. + </p> + <p> + The Prince's countenance wore an expression by no means pleasant; when + looking towards the little company assembled, and waiting for him, he did + not see Beatrix's bright face there as usual to greet him. He asked Lady + Esmond for his fair introducer of yesterday: her ladyship only cast her + eyes down, and said quietly, Beatrix could not be of the supper that + night; nor did she show the least sign of confusion, whereas Castlewood + turned red, and Esmond was no less embarrassed. I think women have an + instinct of dissimulation; they know by nature how to disguise their + emotions far better than the most consummate male courtiers can do. Is not + the better part of the life of many of them spent in hiding their + feelings, in cajoling their tyrants, in masking over with fond smiles and + artful gayety, their doubt, or their grief, or their terror? + </p> + <p> + Our guest swallowed his supper very sulkily; it was not till the second + bottle his Highness began to rally. When Lady Castlewood asked leave to + depart, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she would be present at the + next day's dinner, and applied himself to drink, and to talk afterwards, + for which there was subject in plenty. + </p> + <p> + The next day, we heard from our informer at Kensington that the Queen was + somewhat better, and had been up for an hour, though she was not well + enough yet to receive any visitor. + </p> + <p> + At dinner a single cover was laid for his Royal Highness; and the two + gentlemen alone waited on him. We had had a consultation in the morning + with Lady Castlewood, in which it had been determined that, should his + Highness ask further questions about Beatrix, he should be answered by the + gentlemen of the house. + </p> + <p> + He was evidently disturbed and uneasy, looking towards the door + constantly, as if expecting some one. There came, however, nobody, except + honest John Lockwood, when he knocked with a dish, which those within took + from him; so the meals were always arranged, and I believe the council in + the kitchen were of opinion that my young lord had brought over a priest, + who had converted us all into Papists, and that Papists were like Jews, + eating together, and not choosing to take their meals in the sight of + Christians. + </p> + <p> + The Prince tried to cover his displeasure; he was but a clumsy dissembler + at that time, and when out of humor could with difficulty keep a serene + countenance; and having made some foolish attempts at trivial talk, he + came to his point presently, and in as easy a manner as he could, saying + to Lord Castlewood, he hoped, he requested, his lordship's mother and + sister would be of the supper that night. As the time hung heavy on him, + and he must not go abroad, would not Miss Beatrix hold him company at a + game of cards? + </p> + <p> + At this, looking up at Esmond, and taking the signal from him, Lord + Castlewood informed his Royal Highness* that his sister Beatrix was not at + Kensington; and that her family had thought it best she should quit the + town. + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + * In London we addressed the Prince as Royal Highness + invariably, though the women persisted in giving him the + title of King. +</pre> + <p> + “Not at Kensington!” says he; “is she ill? she was well yesterday; + wherefore should she quit the town? Is it at your orders, my lord, or + Colonel Esmond's, who seems the master of this house?” + </p> + <p> + “Not of this, sir,” says Frank very nobly, “only of our house in the + country, which he hath given to us. This is my mother's house, and Walcote + is my father's, and the Marquis of Esmond knows he hath but to give his + word, and I return his to him.” + </p> + <p> + “The Marquis of Esmond!—the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Prince, + tossing off a glass, “meddles too much with my affairs, and presumes on + the service he hath done me. If you want to carry your suit with Beatrix, + my lord, by blocking her up in gaol, let me tell you that is not the way + to win a woman.” + </p> + <p> + “I was not aware, sir, that I had spoken of my suit to Madam Beatrix to + your Royal Highness.” + </p> + <p> + “Bah, bah, Monsieur! we need not be a conjurer to see that. It makes + itself seen at all moments. You are jealous, my lord, and the maid of + honor cannot look at another face without yours beginning to scowl. That + which you do is unworthy, Monsieur; is inhospitable—is, is lache, + yes, lache:” (he spoke rapidly in French, his rage carrying him away with + each phrase:) “I come to your house; I risk my life; I pass it in ennui; I + repose myself on your fidelity; I have no company but your lordship's + sermons or the conversations of that adorable young lady, and you take her + from me, and you, you rest! Merci, Monsieur! I shall thank you when I have + the means; I shall know to recompense a devotion a little importunate, my + lord—a little importunate. For a month past your airs of protector + have annoyed me beyond measure. You deign to offer me the crown, and bid + me take it on my knees like King John—eh! I know my history, + Monsieur, and mock myself of frowning barons. I admire your mistress, and + you send her to a Bastile of the Province; I enter your house, and you + mistrust me. I will leave it, Monsieur; from to-night I will leave it. I + have other friends whose loyalty will not be so ready to question mine. If + I have garters to give away, 'tis to noblemen who are not so ready to + think evil. Bring me a coach and let me quit this place, or let the fair + Beatrix return to it. I will not have your hospitality at the expense of + the freedom of that fair creature.” + </p> + <p> + This harangue was uttered with rapid gesticulation such as the French use, + and in the language of that nation. The Prince striding up and down the + room; his face flushed, and his hands trembling with anger. He was very + thin and frail from repeated illness and a life of pleasure. Either + Castlewood or Esmond could have broke him across their knee, and in half a + minute's struggle put an end to him; and here he was insulting us both, + and scarce deigning to hide from the two, whose honor it most concerned, + the passion he felt for the young lady of our family. My Lord Castlewood + replied to the Prince's tirade very nobly and simply. + </p> + <p> + “Sir,” says he, “your Royal Highness is pleased to forget that others risk + their lives, and for your cause. Very few Englishmen, please God, would + dare to lay hands on your sacred person, though none would ever think of + respecting ours. Our family's lives are at your service, and everything we + have except our honor.” + </p> + <p> + “Honor! bah, sir, who ever thought of hurting your honor?” says the Prince + with a peevish air. + </p> + <p> + “We implore your Royal Highness never to think of hurting it,” says Lord + Castlewood with a low bow. The night being warm, the windows were open + both towards the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond heard through the + closed door the voice of the watchman calling the hour, in the square on + the other side. He opened the door communicating with the Prince's room; + Martin, the servant that had rode with Beatrix to Hounslow, was just going + out of the chamber as Esmond entered it, and when the fellow was gone, and + the watchman again sang his cry of “Past ten o'clock, and a starlight + night,” Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low voice, and said—“Your + Royal Highness hears that man.” + </p> + <p> + “Apres, Monsieur?” says the Prince. + </p> + <p> + “I have but to beckon him from the window, and send him fifty yards, and + he returns with a guard of men, and I deliver up to him the body of the + person calling himself James the Third, for whose capture Parliament hath + offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal Highness saw on our ride from + Rochester. I have but to say the word, and, by the heaven that made me, I + would say it if I thought the Prince, for his honor's sake, would not + desist from insulting ours. But the first gentleman of England knows his + duty too well to forget himself with the humblest, or peril his crown for + a deed that were shameful if it were done.” + </p> + <p> + “Has your lordship anything to say,” says the Prince, turning to Frank + Castlewood, and quite pale with anger; “any threat or any insult, with + which you would like to end this agreeable night's entertainment?” + </p> + <p> + “I follow the head of our house,” says Castlewood, bowing gravely. “At + what time shall it please the Prince that we should wait upon him in the + morning?” + </p> + <p> + “You will wait on the Bishop of Rochester early, you will bid him bring + his coach hither; and prepare an apartment for me in his own house, or in + a place of safety. The King will reward you handsomely, never fear, for + all you have done in his behalf. I wish you a good night, and shall go to + bed, unless it pleases the Marquis of Esmond to call his colleague, the + watchman, and that I should pass the night with the Kensington guard. Fare + you well, be sure I will remember you. My Lord Castlewood, I can go to bed + to-night without need of a chamberlain.” And the Prince dismissed us with + a grim bow, locking one door as he spoke, that into the supping-room, and + the other through which we passed, after us. It led into the small chamber + which Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR BAPTISTE occupied, and by which Martin + entered when Colonel Esmond but now saw him in the chamber. + </p> + <p> + At an early hour next morning the Bishop arrived, and was closeted for + some time with his master in his own apartment, where the Prince laid open + to his counsellor the wrongs which, according to his version, he had + received from the gentlemen of the Esmond family. The worthy prelate came + out from the conference with an air of great satisfaction; he was a man + full of resources, and of a most assured fidelity, and possessed of + genius, and a hundred good qualities; but captious and of a most jealous + temper, that could not help exulting at the downfall of any favorite; and + he was pleased in spite of himself to hear that the Esmond Ministry was at + an end. + </p> + <p> + “I have soothed your guest,” says he, coming out to the two gentlemen and + the widow; who had been made acquainted with somewhat of the dispute of + the night before. (By the version we gave her, the Prince was only made to + exhibit anger because we doubted of his intentions in respect to Beatrix; + and to leave us, because we questioned his honor.) “But I think, all + things considered, 'tis as well he should leave this house; and then, my + Lady Castlewood,” says the Bishop, “my pretty Beatrix may come back to + it.” + </p> + <p> + “She is quite as well at home at Castlewood,” Esmond's mistress said, + “till everything is over.” + </p> + <p> + “You shall have your title, Esmond, that I promise you,” says the good + Bishop, assuming the airs of a Prime Minister. “The Prince hath expressed + himself most nobly in regard of the little difference of last night, and I + promise you he hath listened to my sermon, as well as to that of other + folks,” says the Doctor, archly; “he hath every great and generous + quality, with perhaps a weakness for the sex which belongs to his family, + and hath been known in scores of popular sovereigns from King David + downwards.” + </p> + <p> + “My lord, my lord!” breaks out Lady Esmond, “the levity with which you + speak of such conduct towards our sex shocks me, and what you call + weakness I call deplorable sin.” + </p> + <p> + “Sin it is, my dear creature,” says the Bishop, with a shrug, taking + snuff; “but consider what a sinner King Solomon was, and in spite of a + thousand of wives too.” + </p> + <p> + “Enough of this, my lord,” says Lady Castlewood, with a fine blush, and + walked out of the room very stately. + </p> + <p> + The Prince entered it presently with a smile on his face, and if he felt + any offence against us on the previous night, at present exhibited none. + He offered a hand to each gentleman with great courtesy. “If all your + bishops preach so well as Doctor Atterbury.” says he, “I don't know, + gentlemen, what may happen to me. I spoke very hastily, my lords, last + night, and ask pardon of both of you. But I must not stay any longer,” + says he, “giving umbrage to good friends, or keeping pretty girls away + from their homes. My Lord Bishop hath found a safe place for me, hard by + at a curate's house, whom the Bishop can trust, and whose wife is so ugly + as to be beyond all danger; we will decamp into those new quarters, and I + leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses here. Where is my + hostess, that I may bid her farewell; to welcome her in a house of my own, + soon, I trust, where my friends shall have no cause to quarrel with me.” + </p> + <p> + Lady Castlewood arrived presently, blushing with great grace, and tears + filling her eyes as the Prince graciously saluted her. She looked so + charming and young, that the doctor, in his bantering way, could not help + speaking of her beauty to the Prince; whose compliment made her blush, and + look more charming still. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0041" id="link2HCH0041"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XII. + </h2> + <h3> + A GREAT SCHEME, AND WHO BALKED IT. + </h3> + <p> + As characters written with a secret ink come out with the application of + fire, and disappear again and leave the paper white, as soon as it is + cool; a hundred names of men, high in repute and favoring the Prince's + cause, that were writ in our private lists, would have been visible enough + on the great roll of the conspiracy, had it ever been laid open under the + sun. What crowds would have pressed forward, and subscribed their names + and protested their loyalty, when the danger was over! What a number of + Whigs, now high in place and creatures of the all-powerful Minister, + scorned Mr. Walpole then! If ever a match was gained by the manliness and + decision of a few at a moment of danger; if ever one was lost by the + treachery and imbecility of those that had the cards in their hands, and + might have played them, it was in that momentous game which was enacted in + the next three days, and of which the noblest crown in the world was the + stake. + </p> + <p> + From the conduct of my Lord Bolingbroke, those who were interested in the + scheme we had in hand, saw pretty well that he was not to be trusted. + Should the Prince prevail, it was his lordship's gracious intention to + declare for him: should the Hanoverian party bring in their sovereign, who + more ready to go on his knee, and cry, “God Save King George?” And he + betrayed the one Prince and the other; but exactly at the wrong time. When + he should have struck for King James, he faltered and coquetted with the + Whigs; and having committed himself by the most monstrous professions of + devotion, which the Elector rightly scorned, he proved the justness of + their contempt for him by flying and taking renegade service with St. + Germains, just when he should have kept aloof: and that Court despised + him, as the manly and resolute men who established the Elector in England + had before done. He signed his own name to every accusation of insincerity + his enemies made against him; and the King and the Pretender alike could + show proofs of St. John's treachery under his own hand and seal. + </p> + <p> + Our friends kept a pretty close watch upon his motions, as on those of the + brave and hearty Whig party, that made little concealment of theirs. They + would have in the Elector, and used every means in their power to effect + their end. My Lord Marlborough was now with them. His expulsion from power + by the Tories had thrown that great captain at once on the Whig side. We + heard he was coming from Antwerp; and, in fact, on the day of the Queen's + death, he once more landed on English shore. A great part of the army was + always with their illustrious leader; even the Tories in it were indignant + at the injustice of the persecution which the Whig officers were made to + undergo. The chiefs of these were in London, and at the head of them one + of the most intrepid men in the world, the Scots Duke of Argyle, whose + conduct on the second day after that to which I have now brought down my + history, ended, as such honesty and bravery deserved to end, by + establishing the present Royal race on the English throne. + </p> + <p> + Meanwhile there was no slight difference of opinion amongst the + councillors surrounding the Prince, as to the plan his Highness should + pursue. His female Minister at Court, fancying she saw some amelioration + in the Queen, was for waiting a few days, or hours it might be, until he + could be brought to her bedside, and acknowledged as her heir. Mr. Esmond + was for having him march thither, escorted by a couple of troops of Horse + Guards, and openly presenting himself to the Council. During the whole of + the night of the 29th-30th July, the Colonel was engaged with gentlemen of + the military profession, whom 'tis needless here to name; suffice it to + say that several of them had exceeding high rank in the army, and one of + them in especial was a General, who, when he heard the Duke of Marlborough + was coming on the other side, waved his crutch over his head with a + huzzah, at the idea that he should march out and engage him. Of the three + Secretaries of State, we knew that one was devoted to us. The Governor of + the Tower was ours; the two companies on duty at Kensington barrack were + safe; and we had intelligence, very speedy and accurate, of all that took + place at the Palace within. + </p> + <p> + At noon, on the 30th of July, a message came to the Prince's friends that + the Committee of Council was sitting at Kensington Palace, their Graces of + Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of Canterbury and the three + Secretaries of State, being there assembled. In an hour afterwards, + hurried news was brought that the two great Whig Dukes, Argyle and + Somerset, had broke into the Council-chamber without a summons, and taken + their seat at table. After holding a debate there, the whole party + proceeded to the chamber of the Queen, who was lying in great weakness, + but still sensible, and the Lords recommended his Grace of Shrewsbury as + the fittest person to take the vacant place of Lord Treasurer; her Majesty + gave him the staff, as all know. “And now,” writ my messenger from Court, + “NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME.” + </p> + <p> + Now or never was the time indeed. In spite of the Whig Dukes, our side had + still the majority in the Council, and Esmond, to whom the message had + been brought, (the personage at Court not being aware that the Prince had + quitted his lodging in Kensington Square,) and Esmond's gallant young + aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, putting on sword and uniform, took a brief + leave of their dear lady, who embraced and blessed them both, and went to + her chamber to pray for the issue of the great event which was then + pending. + </p> + <p> + Castlewood sped to the barrack to give warning to the captain of the Guard + there; and then went to the “King's Arms” tavern at Kensington, where our + friends were assembled, having come by parties of twos and threes, riding + or in coaches, and were got together in the upper chamber, fifty-three of + them; their servants, who had been instructed to bring arms likewise, + being below in the garden of the tavern, where they were served with + drink. Out of this garden is a little door that leads into the road of the + Palace, and through this it was arranged that masters and servants were to + march; when that signal was given, and that Personage appeared, for whom + all were waiting. There was in our company the famous officer next in + command to the Captain-General of the Forces, his Grace the Duke of + Ormonde, who was within at the Council. There were with him two more + lieutenant-generals, nine major-generals and brigadiers, seven colonels, + eleven Peers of Parliament, and twenty-one members of the House of + Commons. The Guard was with us within and without the Palace: the Queen + was with us; the Council (save the two Whig Dukes, that must have + succumbed); the day was our own, and with a beating heart Esmond walked + rapidly to the Mall of Kensington, where he had parted with the Prince on + the night before. For three nights the Colonel had not been to bed: the + last had been passed summoning the Prince's friends together, of whom the + great majority had no sort of inkling of the transaction pending until + they were told that he was actually on the spot, and were summoned to + strike the blow. The night before and after the altercation with the + Prince, my gentleman, having suspicions of his Royal Highness, and fearing + lest he should be minded to give us the slip, and fly off after his + fugitive beauty, had spent, if the truth must be told, at the “Greyhound” + tavern, over against my Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, with + an eye on the door, lest the Prince should escape from it. The night + before that he had passed in his boots at the “Crown” at Hounslow, where + he must watch forsooth all night, in order to get one moment's glimpse of + Beatrix in the morning. And fate had decreed that he was to have a fourth + night's ride and wakefulness before his business was ended. + </p> + <p> + He ran to the curate's house in Kensington Mall, and asked for Mr. Bates, + the name the Prince went by. The curate's wife said Mr. Bates had gone + abroad very early in the morning in his boots, saying he was going to the + Bishop of Rochester's house at Chelsey. But the Bishop had been at + Kensington himself two hours ago to seek for Mr. Bates, and had returned + in his coach to his own house, when he heard that the gentleman was gone + thither to seek him. + </p> + <p> + This absence was most unpropitious, for an hour's delay might cost a + kingdom; Esmond had nothing for it but to hasten to the “King's Arms,” and + tell the gentlemen there assembled that Mr. George (as we called the + Prince there) was not at home, but that Esmond would go fetch him; and + taking a General's coach that happened to be there, Esmond drove across + the country to Chelsey, to the Bishop's house there. + </p> + <p> + The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond ran past + this sentry up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, at which he + rattled, and was admitted presently. Of the Bishop's guests one was a + brother prelate, and the other the Abbe G——. + </p> + <p> + “Where is Mr. George?” says Mr. Esmond; “now is the time.” The Bishop + looked scared: “I went to his lodging,” he said, “and they told me he was + come hither. I returned as quick as coach would carry me; and he hath not + been here.” + </p> + <p> + The Colonel burst out with an oath; that was all he could say to their + reverences; ran down the stairs again, and bidding the coachman, an old + friend and fellow-campaigner, drive as if he was charging the French with + his master at Wynendael—they were back at Kensington in half an + hour. + </p> + <p> + Again Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates had not returned. The + Colonel had to go with this blank errand to the gentlemen at the “King's + Arms,” that were grown very impatient by this time. + </p> + <p> + Out of the window of the tavern, and looking over the garden wall, you can + see the green before Kensington Palace, the Palace gate (round which the + Ministers' coaches were standing), and the barrack building. As we were + looking out from this window in gloomy discourse, we heard presently + trumpets blowing, and some of us ran to the window of the front-room, + looking into the High Street of Kensington, and saw a regiment of Horse + coming. + </p> + <p> + “It's Ormonde's Guards,” says one. + </p> + <p> + “No, by God, it's Argyle's old regiment!” says my General, clapping down + his crutch. + </p> + <p> + It was, indeed, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, and + that took the place of the regiment at Kensington on which we could rely. + </p> + <p> + “Oh, Harry!” says one of the generals there present, “you were born under + an unlucky star; I begin to think that there's no Mr. George, nor Mr. + Dragon either. 'Tis not the peerage I care for, for our name is so ancient + and famous, that merely to be called Lord Lydiard would do me no good; but + 'tis the chance you promised me of fighting Marlborough.” + </p> + <p> + As we were talking, Castlewood entered the room with a disturbed air. + </p> + <p> + “What news, Frank?” says the Colonel. “Is Mr. George coming at last?” + </p> + <p> + “Damn him, look here!” says Castlewood, holding out a paper. “I found it + in the book—the what you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum,'—that + villain Martin put it there—he said his young mistress bade him. It + was directed to me, but it was meant for him I know, and I broke the seal + and read it.” + </p> + <p> + The whole assembly of officers seemed to swim away before Esmond's eyes as + he read the paper; all that was written on it was:—“Beatrix Esmond + is sent away to prison, to Castlewood, where she will pray for happier + days.” + </p> + <p> + “Can you guess where he is?” says Castlewood. + </p> + <p> + “Yes,” says Colonel Esmond. He knew full well, Frank knew full well: our + instinct told whither that traitor had fled. + </p> + <p> + He had courage to turn to the company and say, “Gentlemen, I fear very + much that Mr. George will not be here to-day; something hath happened—and—and—I + very much fear some accident may befall him, which must keep him out of + the way. Having had your noon's draught, you had best pay the reckoning + and go home; there can be no game where there is no one to play it.” + </p> + <p> + Some of the gentlemen went away without a word, others called to pay their + duty to her Majesty and ask for her health. The little army disappeared + into the darkness out of which it had been called; there had been no + writings, no paper to implicate any man. Some few officers and Members of + Parliament had been invited over night to breakfast at the “King's Arms,” + at Kensington; and they had called for their bill and gone home. + </p> + <p> + <a name="link2HCH0042" id="link2HCH0042"> + <!-- H2 anchor --> </a> + </p> + <div style="height: 4em;"> + <br /><br /><br /><br /> + </div> + <h2> + CHAPTER XIII. + </h2> + <h3> + AUGUST 1ST, 1714. + </h3> + <p> + “Does my mistress know of this?” Esmond asked of Frank, as they walked + along. + </p> + <p> + “My mother found the letter in the book, on the toilet-table. She had writ + it ere she had left home,” Frank said. “Mother met her on the stairs, with + her hand upon the door, trying to enter, and never left her after that + till she went away. He did not think of looking at it there, nor had + Martin the chance of telling him. I believe the poor devil meant no harm, + though I half killed him; he thought 'twas to Beatrix's brother he was + bringing the letter.” + </p> + <p> + Frank never said a word of reproach to me for having brought the villain + amongst us. As we knocked at the door I said, “When will the horses be + ready?” Frank pointed with his cane, they were turning the street that + moment. + </p> + <p> + We went up and bade adieu to our mistress; she was in a dreadful state of + agitation by this time, and that Bishop was with her whose company she was + so fond of. + </p> + <p> + “Did you tell him, my lord,” says Esmond, “that Beatrix was at + Castlewood?” The Bishop blushed and stammered: “Well,” says he, “I . . .” + </p> + <p> + “You served the villain right,” broke out Mr. Esmond, “and he has lost a + crown by what you told him.” + </p> + <p> + My mistress turned quite white, “Henry, Henry,” says she, “do not kill + him.” + </p> + <p> + “It may not be too late,” says Esmond; “he may not have gone to + Castlewood; pray God, it is not too late.” The Bishop was breaking out + with some banale phrases about loyalty, and the sacredness of the + Sovereign's person; but Esmond sternly bade him hold his tongue, burn all + papers, and take care of Lady Castlewood; and in five minutes he and Frank + were in the saddle, John Lockwood behind them, riding towards Castlewood + at a rapid pace. + </p> + <p> + We were just got to Alton, when who should meet us but old Lockwood, the + porter from Castlewood, John's father, walking by the side of the Hexton + flying-coach, who slept the night at Alton. Lockwood said his young + mistress had arrived at home on Wednesday night, and this morning, Friday, + had despatched him with a packet for my lady at Kensington, saying the + letter was of great importance. + </p> + <p> + We took the freedom to break it, while Lockwood stared with wonder, and + cried out his “Lord bless me's,” and “Who'd a thought it's,” at the sight + of his young lord, whom he had not seen these seven years. + </p> + <p> + The packet from Beatrix contained no news of importance at all. It was + written in a jocular strain, affecting to make light of her captivity. She + asked whether she might have leave to visit Mrs. Tusher, or to walk beyond + the court and the garden wall. She gave news of the peacocks, and a fawn + she had there. She bade her mother send her certain gowns and smocks by + old Lockwood; she sent her duty to a certain Person, if certain other + persons permitted her to take such a freedom; how that, as she was not + able to play cards with him, she hoped he would read good books, such as + Doctor Atterbury's sermons and “Eikon Basilike:” she was going to read + good books; she thought her pretty mamma would like to know she was not + crying her eyes out. + </p> + <p> + “Who is in the house besides you, Lockwood?” says the Colonel. + </p> + <p> + “There be the laundry-maid, and the kitchen-maid, Madam Beatrix's maid, + the man from London, and that be all; and he sleepeth in my lodge away + from the maids,” says old Lockwood. + </p> + <p> + Esmond scribbled a line with a pencil on the note, giving it to the old + man, and bidding him go on to his lady. We knew why Beatrix had been so + dutiful on a sudden, and why she spoke of “Eikon Basilike.” She writ this + letter to put the Prince on the scent, and the porter out of the way. + </p> + <p> + “We have a fine moonlight night for riding on,” says Esmond; “Frank, we + may reach Castlewood in time yet.” All the way along they made inquiries + at the post-houses, when a tall young gentleman in a gray suit, with a + light brown periwig, just the color of my lord's, had been seen to pass. + He had set off at six that morning, and we at three in the afternoon. He + rode almost as quickly as we had done; he was seven hours a-head of us + still when we reached the last stage. + </p> + <p> + We rode over Castlewood Downs before the breaking of dawn. We passed the + very spot where the car was upset fourteen years since, and Mohun lay. The + village was not up yet, nor the forge lighted, as we rode through it, + passing by the elms, where the rooks were still roosting, and by the + church, and over the bridge. We got off our horses at the bridge and + walked up to the gate. + </p> + <p> + “If she is safe,” says Frank, trembling, and his honest eyes filling with + tears, “a silver statue to Our Lady!” He was going to rattle at the great + iron knocker on the oak gate; but Esmond stopped his kinsman's hand. He + had his own fears, his own hopes, his own despairs and griefs, too; but he + spoke not a word of these to his companion, or showed any signs of + emotion. + </p> + <p> + He went and tapped at the little window at the porter's lodge, gently, but + repeatedly, until the man came to the bars. + </p> + <p> + “Who's there?” says he, looking out; it was the servant from Kensington. + </p> + <p> + “My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond,” we said, from below. “Open the + gate and let us in without any noise.” + </p> + <p> + “My Lord Castlewood?” says the other; “my lord's here, and in bed.” + </p> + <p> + “Open, d—n you,” says Castlewood, with a curse. + </p> + <p> + “I shall open to no one,” says the man, shutting the glass window as Frank + drew a pistol. He would have fired at the porter, but Esmond again held + his hand. + </p> + <p> + “There are more ways than one,” says he, “of entering such a great house + as this.” Frank grumbled that the west gate was half a mile round. “But I + know of a way that's not a hundred yards off,” says Mr. Esmond; and + leading his kinsman close along the wall, and by the shrubs which had now + grown thick on what had been an old moat about the house, they came to the + buttress, at the side of which the little window was, which was Father + Holt's private door. Esmond climbed up to this easily, broke a pane that + had been mended, and touched the spring inside, and the two gentlemen + passed in that way, treading as lightly as they could; and so going + through the passage into the court, over which the dawn was now reddening, + and where the fountain plashed in the silence. + </p> + <p> + They sped instantly to the porter's lodge, where the fellow had not + fastened his door that led into the court; and pistol in hand came upon + the terrified wretch, and bade him be silent. Then they asked him + (Esmond's head reeled, and he almost fell as he spoke) when Lord + Castlewood had arrived? He said on the previous evening, about eight of + the clock.—“And what then?”—His lordship supped with his + sister.—“Did the man wait?” Yes, he and my lady's maid both waited: + the other servants made the supper; and there was no wine, and they could + give his lordship but milk, at which he grumbled; and—and Madam + Beatrix kept Miss Lucy always in the room with her. And there being a bed + across the court in the Chaplain's room, she had arranged my lord was to + sleep there. Madam Beatrix had come down stairs laughing with the maids, + and had locked herself in, and my lord had stood for a while talking to + her through the door, and she laughing at him. And then he paced the court + awhile, and she came again to the upper window; and my lord implored her + to come down and walk in the room; but she would not, and laughed at him + again, and shut the window; and so my lord, uttering what seemed curses, + but in a foreign language, went to the Chaplain's room to bed. + </p> + <p> + “Was this all!”—“All,” the man swore upon his honor; all as he hoped + to be saved.—“Stop, there was one thing more. My lord, on arriving, + and once or twice during supper, did kiss his sister, as was natural, and + she kissed him.” At this Esmond ground his teeth with rage, and wellnigh + throttled the amazed miscreant who was speaking, whereas Castlewood, + seizing hold of his cousin's hand, burst into a great fit of laughter. + </p> + <p> + “If it amuses thee,” says Esmond in French, “that your sister should be + exchanging of kisses with a stranger, I fear poor Beatrix will give thee + plenty of sport.”—Esmond darkly thought, how Hamilton, Ashburnham, + had before been masters of those roses that the young Prince's lips were + now feeding on. He sickened at that notion. Her cheek was desecrated, her + beauty tarnished; shame and honor stood between it and him. The love was + dead within him; had she a crown to bring him with her love, he felt that + both would degrade him. + </p> + <p> + But this wrath against Beatrix did not lessen the angry feelings of the + Colonel against the man who had been the occasion if not the cause of the + evil. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the court-yard, and fairly fell + asleep, while Esmond paced up and down the court, debating what should + ensue. What mattered how much or how little had passed between the Prince + and the poor faithless girl? They were arrived in time perhaps to rescue + her person, but not her mind; had she not instigated the young Prince to + come to her; suborned servants, dismissed others, so that she might + communicate with him? The treacherous heart within her had surrendered, + though the place was safe; and it was to win this that he had given a + life's struggle and devotion; this, that she was ready to give away for + the bribe of a coronet or a wink of the Prince's eye. + </p> + <p> + When he had thought his thoughts out he shook up poor Frank from his + sleep, who rose yawning, and said he had been dreaming of Clotilda. “You + must back me,” says Esmond, “in what I am going to do. I have been + thinking that yonder scoundrel may have been instructed to tell that + story, and that the whole of it may be a lie; if it be, we shall find it + out from the gentleman who is asleep yonder. See if the door leading to my + lady's rooms,” (so we called the rooms at the north-west angle of the + house,) “see if the door is barred as he saith.” We tried; it was indeed + as the lackey had said, closed within. + </p> + <p> + “It may have been opened and shut afterwards,” says poor Esmond; “the + foundress of our family let our ancestor in in that way.” + </p> + <p> + “What will you do, Harry, if—if what that fellow saith should turn + out untrue?” The young man looked scared and frightened into his kinsman's + face; I dare say it wore no very pleasant expression. + </p> + <p> + “Let us first go see whether the two stories agree,” says Esmond; and went + in at the passage and opened the door into what had been his own chamber + now for wellnigh five-and-twenty years. A candle was still burning, and + the Prince asleep dressed on the bed—Esmond did not care for making + a noise. The Prince started up in his bed, seeing two men in his chamber. + “Qui est la” says he, and took a pistol from under his pillow. + </p> + <p> + “It is the Marquis of Esmond,” says the Colonel, “come to welcome his + Majesty to his house of Castlewood, and to report of what hath happened in + London. Pursuant to the King's orders, I passed the night before last, + after leaving his Majesty, in waiting upon the friends of the King. It is + a pity that his Majesty's desire to see the country and to visit our poor + house should have caused the King to quit London without notice yesterday, + when the opportunity happened which in all human probability may not occur + again; and had the King not chosen to ride to Castlewood, the Prince of + Wales might have slept at St. James's.” + </p> + <p> + “'Sdeath! gentlemen,” says the Prince, starting off his bed, whereon he + was lying in his clothes, “the Doctor was with me yesterday morning, and + after watching by my sister all night, told me I might not hope to see the + Queen.” + </p> + <p> + “It would have been otherwise,” says Esmond with another bow; “as, by this + time, the Queen may be dead in spite of the Doctor. The Council was met, a + new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were devoted to the King's cause; + and fifty loyal gentlemen of the greatest names of this kingdom were + assembled to accompany the Prince of Wales, who might have been the + acknowledged heir of the throne, or the possessor of it by this time, had + your Majesty not chosen to take the air. We were ready; there was only one + person that failed us, your Majesty's gracious—” + </p> + <p> + “Morbleu, Monsieur, you give me too much Majesty,” said the Prince, who + had now risen up and seemed to be looking to one of us to help him to his + coat. But neither stirred. + </p> + <p> + “We shall take care,” says Esmond, “not much oftener to offend in that + particular.” + </p> + <p> + “What mean you, my lord?” says the Prince, and muttered something about a + guet-a-pens, which Esmond caught up. + </p> + <p> + “The snare, Sir,” said he, “was not of our laying; it is not we that + invited you. We came to avenge, and not to compass, the dishonor of our + family.” + </p> + <p> + “Dishonor! Morbleu, there has been no dishonor,” says the Prince, turning + scarlet, “only a little harmless playing.” + </p> + <p> + “That was meant to end seriously.” + </p> + <p> + “I swear,” the Prince broke out impetuously, “upon the honor of a + gentleman, my lords—” + </p> + <p> + “That we arrived in time. No wrong hath been done, Frank,” says Colonel + Esmond, turning round to young Castlewood, who stood at the door as the + talk was going on. “See! here is a paper whereon his Majesty has deigned + to commence some verses in honor, or dishonor, of Beatrix. Here is + 'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and 'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' in + the Royal writing and spelling. Had the Gracious lover been happy, he had + not passed his time in sighing.” In fact, and actually as he was speaking, + Esmond cast his eyes down towards the table, and saw a paper on which my + young Prince had been scrawling a madrigal, that was to finish his charmer + on the morrow. + </p> + <p> + “Sir,” says the Prince, burning with rage (he had assumed his Royal coat + unassisted by this time), “did I come here to receive insults?” + </p> + <p> + “To confer them, may it please your Majesty,” says the Colonel, with a + very low bow, “and the gentlemen of our family are come to thank you.” + </p> + <p> + “Malediction!” says the young man, tears starting into his eyes with + helpless rage and mortification. “What will you with me, gentlemen?” + </p> + <p> + “If your Majesty will please to enter the next apartment,” says Esmond, + preserving his grave tone, “I have some papers there which I would gladly + submit to you, and by your permission I will lead the way;” and, taking + the taper up, and backing before the Prince with very great ceremony, Mr. + Esmond passed into the little Chaplain's room, through which we had just + entered into the house:—“Please to set a chair for his Majesty, + Frank,” says the Colonel to his companion, who wondered almost as much at + this scene, and was as much puzzled by it, as the other actor in it. Then + going to the crypt over the mantel-piece, the Colonel opened it, and drew + thence the papers which so long had lain there. + </p> + <p> + “Here, may it please your Majesty,” says he, “is the Patent of Marquis + sent over by your Royal Father at St. Germains to Viscount Castlewood, my + father: here is the witnessed certificate of my father's marriage to my + mother, and of my birth and christening; I was christened of that religion + of which your sainted sire gave all through life so shining example. These + are my titles, dear Frank, and this what I do with them: here go Baptism + and Marriage, and here the Marquisate and the August Sign-Manual, with + which your predecessor was pleased to honor our race.” And as Esmond spoke + he set the papers burning in the brazier. “You will please, sir, to + remember,” he continued, “that our family hath ruined itself by fidelity + to yours: that my grandfather spent his estate, and gave his blood and his + son to die for your service; that my dear lord's grandfather (for lord you + are now, Frank, by right and title too) died for the same cause; that my + poor kinswoman, my father's second wife, after giving away her honor to + your wicked perjured race, sent all her wealth to the King; and got in + return, that precious title that lies in ashes, and this inestimable yard + of blue ribbon. I lay this at your feet and stamp upon it: I draw this + sword, and break it and deny you; and, had you completed the wrong you + designed us, by heaven I would have driven it through your heart, and no + more pardoned you than your father pardoned Monmouth. Frank will do the + same, won't you, cousin?” + </p> + <p> + Frank, who had been looking on with a stupid air at the papers, as they + flamed in the old brazier, took out his sword and broke it, holding his + head down:—“I go with my cousin,” says he, giving Esmond a grasp of + the hand. “Marquis or not, by —-, I stand by him any day. I beg your + Majesty's pardon for swearing; that is—that is—I'm for the + Elector of Hanover. It's all your Majesty's own fault. The Queen's dead + most likely by this time. And you might have been King if you hadn't come + dangling after Trix.” + </p> + <p> + “Thus to lose a crown,” says the young Prince, starting up, and speaking + French in his eager way; “to lose the loveliest woman in the world; to + lose the loyalty of such hearts as yours, is not this, my lords, enough of + humiliation?—Marquis, if I go on my knees will you pardon me?—No, + I can't do that, but I can offer you reparation, that of honor, that of + gentlemen. Favor me by crossing the sword with mine: yours is broke—see, + yonder in the armoire are two;” and the Prince took them out as eager as a + boy, and held them towards Esmond:—“Ah! you will? Merci, monsieur, + merci!” + </p> + <p> + Extremely touched by this immense mark of condescension and repentance for + wrong done, Colonel Esmond bowed down so low as almost to kiss the + gracious young hand that conferred on him such an honor, and took his + guard in silence. The swords were no sooner met, than Castlewood knocked + up Esmond's with the blade of his own, which he had broke off short at the + shell; and the Colonel falling back a step dropped his point with another + very low bow, and declared himself perfectly satisfied. + </p> + <p> + “Eh bien, Vicomte!” says the young Prince, who was a boy, and a French + boy, “il ne nous reste qu'une chose a faire:” he placed his sword upon the + table, and the fingers of his two hands upon his breast:—“We have + one more thing to do,” says he; “you do not divine it?” He stretched out + his arms:—“Embrassons nous!” + </p> + <p> + The talk was scarce over when Beatrix entered the room:—What came + she to seek there? She started and turned pale at the sight of her brother + and kinsman, drawn swords, broken sword-blades, and papers yet smouldering + in the brazier. + </p> + <p> + “Charming Beatrix,” says the Prince, with a blush which became him very + well, “these lords have come a-horseback from London, where my sister lies + in a despaired state, and where her successor makes himself desired. + Pardon me for my escapade of last evening. I had been so long a prisoner, + that I seized the occasion of a promenade on horseback, and my horse + naturally bore me towards you. I found you a Queen in your little court, + where you deigned to entertain me. Present my homages to your maids of + honor. I sighed as you slept, under the window of your chamber, and then + retired to seek rest in my own. It was there that these gentlemen + agreeably roused me. Yes, milords, for that is a happy day that makes a + Prince acquainted, at whatever cost to his vanity, with such a noble heart + as that of the Marquis of Esmond. Mademoiselle, may we take your coach to + town? I saw it in the hangar, and this poor Marquis must be dropping with + sleep.” + </p> + <p> + “Will it please the King to breakfast before he goes?” was all Beatrix + could say. The roses had shuddered out of her cheeks; her eyes were + glaring; she looked quite old. She came up to Esmond and hissed out a word + or two:—“If I did not love you before, cousin,” says she, “think how + I love you now.” If words could stab, no doubt she would have killed + Esmond; she looked at him as if she could. + </p> + <p> + But her keen words gave no wound to Mr. Esmond; his heart was too hard. As + he looked at her, he wondered that he could ever have loved her. His love + of ten years was over; it fell down dead on the spot, at the Kensington + Tavern, where Frank brought him the note out of “Eikon Basilike.” The + Prince blushed and bowed low, as she gazed at him, and quitted the + chamber. I have never seen her from that day. + </p> + <p> + Horses were fetched and put to the chariot presently. My lord rode + outside, and as for Esmond he was so tired that he was no sooner in the + carriage than he fell asleep, and never woke till night, as the coach came + into Alton. + </p> + <p> + As we drove to the “Bell” Inn comes a mitred coach with our old friend + Lockwood beside the coachman. My Lady Castlewood and the Bishop were + inside; she gave a little scream when she saw us. The two coaches entered + the inn almost together; the landlord and people coming out with lights to + welcome the visitors. + </p> + <p> + We in our coach sprang out of it, as soon as ever we saw the dear lady, + and above all, the Doctor in his cassock. What was the news? Was there yet + time? Was the Queen alive? These questions were put hurriedly, as Boniface + stood waiting before his noble guests to bow them up the stair. + </p> + <p> + “Is she safe?” was what Lady Castlewood whispered in a flutter to Esmond. + </p> + <p> + “All's well, thank God,” says he, as the fond lady took his hand and + kissed it, and called him her preserver and her dear. SHE wasn't thinking + of Queens and crowns. + </p> + <p> + The Bishop's news was reassuring: at least all was not lost; the Queen yet + breathed, or was alive when they left London, six hours since. (“It was + Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming,” the Doctor said.) Argyle had + marched up regiments from Portsmouth, and sent abroad for more; the Whigs + were on the alert, a pest on them, (I am not sure but the Bishop swore as + he spoke,) and so too were our people. And all might be saved, if only the + Prince could be at London in time. We called for horses, instantly to + return to London. We never went up poor crestfallen Boniface's stairs, but + into our coaches again. The Prince and his Prime Minister in one, Esmond + in the other, with only his dear mistress as a companion. + </p> + <p> + Castlewood galloped forwards on horseback to gather the Prince's friends + and warn them of his coming. We travelled through the night. Esmond + discoursing to his mistress of the events of the last twenty-four hours; + of Castlewood's ride and his; of the Prince's generous behavior and their + reconciliation. The night seemed short enough; and the starlit hours + passed away serenely in that fond company. + </p> + <p> + So we came along the road; the Bishop's coach heading ours; and, with some + delays in procuring horses, we got to Hammersmith about four o'clock on + Sunday morning, the first of August, and half an hour after, it being then + bright day, we rode by my Lady Warwick's house, and so down the street of + Kensington. + </p> + <p> + Early as the hour was, there was a bustle in the street and many people + moving to and fro. Round the gate leading to the Palace, where the guard + is, there was especially a great crowd. And the coach ahead of us stopped, + and the Bishop's man got down to know what the concourse meant? + </p> + <p> + There presently came from out of the gate—Horse Guards with their + trumpets, and a company of heralds with their tabards. The trumpets blew, + and the herald-at-arms came forward and proclaimed GEORGE, by the Grace of + God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, King, Defender of the Faith. + And the people shouted God save the King! + </p> + <p> + Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I caught sight of one sad + face, which I had known all my life, and seen under many disguises. It was + no other than poor Mr. Holt's, who had slipped over to England to witness + the triumph of the good cause; and now beheld its enemies victorious, + amidst the acclamations of the English people. The poor fellow had forgot + to huzzah or to take his hat off, until his neighbors in the crowd + remarked his want of loyalty, and cursed him for a Jesuit in disguise, + when he ruefully uncovered and began to cheer. Sure he was the most + unlucky of men: he never played a game but he lost it; or engaged in a + conspiracy but 'twas certain to end in defeat. I saw him in Flanders after + this, whence he went to Rome to the head-quarters of his Order; and + actually reappeared among us in America, very old, and busy, and hopeful. + I am not sure that he did not assume the hatchet and moccasins there; and, + attired in a blanket and war-paint, skulk about a missionary amongst the + Indians. He lies buried in our neighboring province of Maryland now, with + a cross over him, and a mound of earth above him; under which that unquiet + spirit is for ever at peace. + </p> + <p> + With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the vain hopes of the weak + and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that music, too, I + may say, the drama of my own life was ended. That happiness, which hath + subsequently crowned it, cannot be written in words; 'tis of its nature + sacred and secret, and not to be spoken of, though the heart be ever so + full of thankfulness, save to Heaven and the One Ear alone—to one + fond being, the truest and tenderest and purest wife ever man was blessed + with. As I think of the immense happiness which was in store for me, and + of the depth and intensity of that love which, for so many years, hath + blessed me, I own to a transport of wonder and gratitude for such a boon—nay, + am thankful to have been endowed with a heart capable of feeling and + knowing the immense beauty and value of the gift which God hath bestowed + upon me. Sure, love vincit omnia; is immeasurably above all ambition, more + precious than wealth, more noble than name. He knows not life who knows + not that: he hath not felt the highest faculty of the soul who hath not + enjoyed it. In the name of my wife I write the completion of hope, and the + summit of happiness. To have such a love is the one blessing, in + comparison of which all earthly joy is of no value; and to think of her, + is to praise God. + </p> + <p> + It was at Bruxelles, whither we retreated after the failure of our plot—our + Whig friends advising us to keep out of the way—that the great joy + of my life was bestowed upon me, and that my dear mistress became my wife. + We had been so accustomed to an extreme intimacy and confidence, and had + lived so long and tenderly together, that we might have gone on to the end + without thinking of a closer tie; but circumstances brought about that + event which so prodigiously multiplied my happiness and hers (for which I + humbly thank Heaven), although a calamity befell us, which, I blush to + think, hath occurred more than once in our house. I know not what + infatuation of ambition urged the beautiful and wayward woman, whose name + hath occupied so many of these pages, and who was served by me with ten + years of such constant fidelity and passion; but ever after that day at + Castlewood, when we rescued her, she persisted in holding all her family + as her enemies, and left us, and escaped to France, to what a fate I + disdain to tell. Nor was her son's house a home for my dear mistress; my + poor Frank was weak, as perhaps all our race hath been, and led by women. + Those around him were imperious, and in a terror of his mother's influence + over him, lest he should recant, and deny the creed which he had adopted + by their persuasion. The difference of their religion separated the son + and the mother: my dearest mistress felt that she was severed from her + children and alone in the world—alone but for one constant servant + on whose fidelity, praised be Heaven, she could count. 'Twas after a scene + of ignoble quarrel on the part of Frank's wife and mother (for the poor + lad had been made to marry the whole of that German family with whom he + had connected himself), that I found my mistress one day in tears, and + then besought her to confide herself to the care and devotion of one who, + by God's help, would never forsake her. And then the tender matron, as + beautiful in her Autumn, and as pure as virgins in their spring, with + blushes of love and “eyes of meek surrender,” yielded to my respectful + importunity, and consented to share my home. Let the last words I write + thank her, and bless her who hath blessed it. + </p> + <p> + By the kindness of Mr. Addison, all danger of prosecution, and every + obstacle against our return to England, was removed; and my son Frank's + gallantry in Scotland made his peace with the King's government. But we + two cared no longer to live in England: and Frank formally and joyfully + yielded over to us the possession of that estate which we now occupy, far + away from Europe and its troubles, on the beautiful banks of the Potomac, + where we have built a new Castlewood, and think with grateful hearts of + our old home. In our Transatlantic country we have a season, the calmest + and most delightful of the year, which we call the Indian summer: I often + say the autumn of our life resembles that happy and serene weather, and am + thankful for its rest and its sweet sunshine. Heaven hath blessed us with + a child, which each parent loves for her resemblance to the other. Our + diamonds are turned into ploughs and axes for our plantations; and into + negroes, the happiest and merriest, I think, in all this country: and the + only jewel by which my wife sets any store, and from which she hath never + parted, is that gold button she took from my arm on the day when she + visited me in prison, and which she wore ever after, as she told me, on + the tenderest heart in the world. + </p> + <p> + <br /> <br /> + </p> +<pre xml:space="preserve"> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., by +W. M. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: The History of Henry Esmond, Esq. + +Author: W. M. Thackeray + +Release Date: May 18, 2006 [EBook #2511] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ. *** + + + + +Produced by Donald Lainson; David Widger + + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND, ESQ. + +A COLONEL IN THE SERVICE OF HER MAJESTY QUEEN ANNE + +WRITTEN BY HIMSELF + + +By William Makepeace Thackeray + + + +Boston, Estes and Lauriat, Publishers + + + +TO THE RIGHT HONORABLE + +WILLIAM BINGHAM, LORD ASHBURTON. + + +MY DEAR LORD, + +The writer of a book which copies the manners and language of Queen +Anne's time, must not omit the Dedication to the Patron; and I ask leave +to inscribe this volume to your Lordship, for the sake of the great +kindness and friendship which I owe to you and yours. + +My volume will reach you when the Author is on his voyage to a country +where your name is as well known as here. Wherever I am, I shall +gratefully regard you; and shall not be the less welcomed in America +because I am, + +Your obliged friend and servant, + +W. M. THACKERAY. + +LONDON, October 18, 1852. + + + + +PREFACE. + +THE ESMONDS OF VIRGINIA. + + +The estate of Castlewood, in Virginia, which was given to our ancestors +by King Charles the First, as some return for the sacrifices made in +his Majesty's cause by the Esmond family, lies in Westmoreland county, +between the rivers Potomac and Rappahannock, and was once as great as +an English Principality, though in the early times its revenues were +but small. Indeed, for near eighty years after our forefathers possessed +them, our plantations were in the hands of factors, who enriched +themselves one after another, though a few scores of hogsheads of +tobacco were all the produce that, for long after the Restoration, our +family received from their Virginian estates. + +My dear and honored father, Colonel Henry Esmond, whose history, written +by himself, is contained in the accompanying volume, came to Virginia +in the year 1718, built his house of Castlewood, and here permanently +settled. After a long stormy life in England, he passed the remainder +of his many years in peace and honor in this country; how beloved and +respected by all his fellow-citizens, how inexpressibly dear to his +family, I need not say. His whole life was a benefit to all who were +connected with him. He gave the best example, the best advice, the +most bounteous hospitality to his friends; the tenderest care to +his dependants; and bestowed on those of his immediate family such a +blessing of fatherly love and protection as can never be thought of, +by us, at least, without veneration and thankfulness; and my sons' +children, whether established here in our Republic, or at home in +the always beloved mother country, from which our late quarrel hath +separated us, may surely be proud to be descended from one who in all +ways was so truly noble. + +My dear mother died in 1736, soon after our return from England, whither +my parents took me for my education; and where I made the acquaintance +of Mr. Warrington, whom my children never saw. When it pleased heaven, +in the bloom of his youth, and after but a few months of a most happy +union, to remove him from me, I owed my recovery from the grief which +that calamity caused me, mainly to my dearest father's tenderness, and +then to the blessing vouchsafed to me in the birth of my two beloved +boys. I know the fatal differences which separated them in politics +never disunited their hearts; and as I can love them both, whether +wearing the King's colors or the Republic's, I am sure that they love +me and one another, and him above all, my father and theirs, the dearest +friend of their childhood, the noble gentleman who bred them from their +infancy in the practice and knowledge of Truth, and Love and Honor. + +My children will never forget the appearance and figure of their revered +grandfather; and I wish I possessed the art of drawing (which my papa +had in perfection), so that I could leave to our descendants a portrait +of one who was so good and so respected. My father was of a dark +complexion, with a very great forehead and dark hazel eyes, overhung by +eyebrows which remained black long after his hair was white. His nose +was aquiline, his smile extraordinary sweet. How well I remember it, and +how little any description I can write can recall his image! He was of +rather low stature, not being above five feet seven inches in height; he +used to laugh at my sons, whom he called his crutches, and say they +were grown too tall for him to lean upon. But small as he was, he had +a perfect grace and majesty of deportment, such as I have never seen in +this country, except perhaps in our friend Mr. Washington, and commanded +respect wherever he appeared. + +In all bodily exercises he excelled, and showed an extraordinary +quickness and agility. Of fencing he was especially fond, and made my +two boys proficient in that art; so much so, that when the French came +to this country with Monsieur Rochambeau, not one of his officers was +superior to my Henry, and he was not the equal of my poor George, +who had taken the King's side in our lamentable but glorious war of +independence. + +Neither my father nor my mother ever wore powder in their hair; both +their heads were as white as silver, as I can remember them. My dear +mother possessed to the last an extraordinary brightness and freshness +of complexion; nor would people believe that she did not wear rouge. At +sixty years of age she still looked young, and was quite agile. It was +not until after that dreadful siege of our house by the Indians, which +left me a widow ere I was a mother, that my dear mother's health broke. +She never recovered her terror and anxiety of those days which ended so +fatally for me, then a bride scarce six months married, and died in my +father's arms ere my own year of widowhood was over. + +From that day, until the last of his dear and honored life, it was +my delight and consolation to remain with him as his comforter and +companion; and from those little notes which my mother hath made here +and there in the volume in which my father describes his adventures +in Europe, I can well understand the extreme devotion with which she +regarded him--a devotion so passionate and exclusive as to prevent her, +I think, from loving any other person except with an inferior regard; +her whole thoughts being centred on this one object of affection and +worship. I know that, before her, my dear father did not show the love +which he had for his daughter; and in her last and most sacred moments, +this dear and tender parent owned to me her repentance that she had +not loved me enough: her jealousy even that my father should give his +affection to any but herself: and in the most fond and beautiful words +of affection and admonition, she bade me never to leave him, and to +supply the place which she was quitting. With a clear conscience, and a +heart inexpressibly thankful, I think I can say that I fulfilled those +dying commands, and that until his last hour my dearest father never had +to complain that his daughter's love and fidelity failed him. + +And it is since I knew him entirely--for during my mother's life he +never quite opened himself to me--since I knew the value and splendor of +that affection which he bestowed upon me, that I have come to understand +and pardon what, I own, used to anger me in my mother's lifetime, her +jealousy respecting her husband's love. 'Twas a gift so precious, that +no wonder she who had it was for keeping it all, and could part with +none of it, even to her daughter. + +Though I never heard my father use a rough word, 'twas extraordinary +with how much awe his people regarded him; and the servants on our +plantation, both those assigned from England and the purchased negroes, +obeyed him with an eagerness such as the most severe taskmasters round +about us could never get from their people. He was never familiar, +though perfectly simple and natural; he was the same with the meanest +man as with the greatest, and as courteous to a black slave-girl as to +the Governor's wife. No one ever thought of taking a liberty with him +(except once a tipsy gentleman from York, and I am bound to own that +my papa never forgave him): he set the humblest people at once on their +ease with him, and brought down the most arrogant by a grave satiric +way, which made persons exceedingly afraid of him. His courtesy was not +put on like a Sunday suit, and laid by when the company went away; it +was always the same; as he was always dressed the same, whether for a +dinner by ourselves or for a great entertainment. They say he liked +to be the first in his company; but what company was there in which +he would not be first? When I went to Europe for my education, and we +passed a winter at London with my half-brother, my Lord Castlewood and +his second lady, I saw at her Majesty's Court some of the most famous +gentlemen of those days; and I thought to myself none of these are +better than my papa; and the famous Lord Bolingbroke, who came to us +from Dawley, said as much, and that the men of that time were not like +those of his youth:--"Were your father, Madam," he said, "to go into the +woods, the Indians would elect him Sachem;" and his lordship was pleased +to call me Pocahontas. + +I did not see our other relative, Bishop Tusher's lady, of whom so much +is said in my papa's memoirs--although my mamma went to visit her in +the country. I have no pride (as I showed by complying with my mother's +request, and marrying a gentleman who was but the younger son of a +Suffolk Baronet), yet I own to A DECENT RESPECT for my name, and wonder +how one who ever bore it, should change it for that of Mrs. THOMAS +TUSHER. I pass over as odious and unworthy of credit those reports +(which I heard in Europe and was then too young to understand), how this +person, having LEFT HER FAMILY and fled to Paris, out of jealousy of +the Pretender betrayed his secrets to my Lord Stair, King George's +Ambassador, and nearly caused the Prince's death there; how she came to +England and married this Mr. Tusher, and became a great favorite of +King George the Second, by whom Mr. Tusher was made a Dean, and then a +Bishop. I did not see the lady, who chose to remain AT HER PALACE all +the time we were in London; but after visiting her, my poor mamma said +she had lost all her good looks, and warned me not to set too much +store by any such gifts which nature had bestowed upon me. She grew +exceedingly stout; and I remember my brother's wife, Lady Castlewood, +saying--"No wonder she became a favorite, for the King likes them old +and ugly, as his father did before him." On which papa said--"All women +were alike; that there was never one so beautiful as that one; and that +we could forgive her everything but her beauty." And hereupon my mamma +looked vexed, and my Lord Castlewood began to laugh; and I, of course, +being a young creature, could not understand what was the subject of +their conversation. + +After the circumstances narrated in the third book of these Memoirs, my +father and mother both went abroad, being advised by their friends to +leave the country in consequence of the transactions which are recounted +at the close of the volume of the Memoirs. But my brother, hearing how +the FUTURE BISHOP'S LADY had quitted Castlewood and joined the Pretender +at Paris, pursued him, and would have killed him, Prince as he was, had +not the Prince managed to make his escape. On his expedition to Scotland +directly after, Castlewood was so enraged against him that he asked +leave to serve as a volunteer, and join the Duke of Argyle's army +in Scotland, which the Pretender never had the courage to face; and +thenceforth my Lord was quite reconciled to the present reigning family, +from whom he hath even received promotion. + +Mrs. Tusher was by this time as angry against the Pretender as any of +her relations could be, and used to boast, as I have heard, that she +not only brought back my Lord to the Church of England, but procured +the English peerage for him, which the JUNIOR BRANCH of our family at +present enjoys. She was a great friend of Sir Robert Walpole, and would +not rest until her husband slept at Lambeth, my papa used laughing to +say. However, the Bishop died of apoplexy suddenly, and his wife erected +a great monument over him; and the pair sleep under that stone, with +a canopy of marble clouds and angels above them--the first Mrs. Tusher +lying sixty miles off at Castlewood. + +But my papa's genius and education are both greater than any a woman can +be expected to have, and his adventures in Europe far more exciting than +his life in this country, which was passed in the tranquil offices of +love and duty; and I shall say no more by way of introduction to his +Memoirs, nor keep my children from the perusal of a story which is much +more interesting than that of their affectionate old mother, + +RACHEL ESMOND WARRINGTON. + +CASTLEWOOD, VIRGINIA, + +November 3, 1778. + + + +CONTENTS. + + +BOOK I. + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY +COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +CHAPTER + +I. An Account of the Family of Esmond of Castlewood Hall + +II. Relates how Francis, Fourth Viscount, arrives at Castlewood + +III. Whither, in the time of Thomas, Third Viscount, I had preceded him + as Page to Isabella + +IV. I am placed under a Popish Priest and bred to that Religion.-- + Viscountess Castlewood + +V. My Superiors are engaged in Plots for the Restoration of King James + II + +VI. The Issue of the Plots.--The Death of Thomas, Third Viscount of + Castlewood; and the Imprisonment of his Viscountess + +VII. I am left at Castlewood an Orphan, and find most kind Protectors + there + +VIII. After Good Fortune comes Evil + +IX. I have the Small-pox, and prepare to leave Castlewood + +X. I go to Cambridge, and do but little Good there + +XI. I come home for a Holiday to Castlewood, and find a Skeleton in the + House + +XII. My Lord Mohun comes among us for no Good + +XIII. My Lord leaves us and his Evil behind him + +XIV. We ride after him to London + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO +THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + +I. I am in Prison, and Visited, but not Consoled there + +II. I come to the End of my Captivity, but not of my Trouble + +III. I take the Queen's Pay in Quin's Regiment + +IV. Recapitulations + +V. I go on the Vigo Bay Expedition, taste Salt Water and smell Powder + +VI. The 29th December + +VII. I am made Welcome at Walcote + +VIII. Family Talk + +IX. I make the Campaign of 1704 + +X. An Old Story about a Fool and a Woman + +XI. The famous Mr. Joseph Addison + +XII. I get a Company in the Campaign of 1706 + +XIII. I meet an Old Acquaintance in Flanders, and find my Mother's Grave + and my own Cradle there + +XIV. The Campaign of 1707, 1708 + +XV. General Webb wins the Battle of Wynendael + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + +I. I come to an End of my Battles and Bruises + +II. I go Home, and harp on the Old String + +III. A Paper out of the "Spectator" + +IV. Beatrix's New Suitor + +V. Mohun appears for the Last Time in this History + +VI. Poor Beatrix + +VII. I visit Castlewood once more + +VIII. I travel to France and bring Home a Portrait of Rigaud + +IX. The Original of the Portrait comes to England + +X. We entertain a very Distinguished Guest at Kensington + +XI. Our Guest quits us as not being Hospitable enough + +XII. A great Scheme, and who Balked it + +XIII. August 1st, 1714 + + + + +THE HISTORY OF HENRY ESMOND. + + + + +BOOK I + +THE EARLY YOUTH OF HENRY ESMOND, UP TO THE TIME OF HIS LEAVING TRINITY +COLLEGE, IN CAMBRIDGE. + + +The actors in the old tragedies, as we read, piped their iambics to +a tune, speaking from under a mask, and wearing stilts and a great +head-dress. 'Twas thought the dignity of the Tragic Muse required these +appurtenances, and that she was not to move except to a measure and +cadence. So Queen Medea slew her children to a slow music: and King +Agamemnon perished in a dying fall (to use Mr. Dryden's words): the +Chorus standing by in a set attitude, and rhythmically and decorously +bewailing the fates of those great crowned persons. The Muse of History +hath encumbered herself with ceremony as well as her Sister of the +Theatre. She too wears the mask and the cothurnus, and speaks to +measure. She too, in our age, busies herself with the affairs only of +kings; waiting on them obsequiously and stately, as if she were but a +mistress of court ceremonies, and had nothing to do with the registering +of the affairs of the common people. I have seen in his very old age and +decrepitude the old French King Lewis the Fourteenth, the type and +model of kinghood--who never moved but to measure, who lived and died +according to the laws of his Court-marshal, persisting in enacting +through life the part of Hero; and, divested of poetry, this was but a +little wrinkled old man, pock-marked, and with a great periwig and red +heels to make him look tall--a hero for a book if you like, or for a +brass statue or a painted ceiling, a god in a Roman shape, but what +more than a man for Madame Maintenon, or the barber who shaved him, or +Monsieur Fagon, his surgeon? I wonder shall History ever pull off her +periwig and cease to be court-ridden? Shall we see something of France +and England besides Versailles and Windsor? I saw Queen Anne at the +latter place tearing down the Park slopes, after her stag-hounds, and +driving her one-horse chaise--a hot, red-faced woman, not in the least +resembling that statue of her which turns its stone back upon St. +Paul's, and faces the coaches struggling up Ludgate Hill. She was +neither better bred nor wiser than you and me, though we knelt to hand +her a letter or a wash-hand basin. Why shall History go on kneeling to +the end of time? I am for having her rise up off her knees, and take a +natural posture: not to be for ever performing cringes and congees +like a court-chamberlain, and shuffling backwards out of doors in the +presence of the sovereign. In a word, I would have History familiar +rather than heroic: and think that Mr. Hogarth and Mr. Fielding will +give our children a much better idea of the manners of the present +age in England, than the Court Gazette and the newspapers which we get +thence. + +There was a German officer of Webb's, with whom we used to joke, and of +whom a story (whereof I myself was the author) was got to be believed in +the army, that he was eldest son of the hereditary Grand Bootjack of the +Empire, and the heir to that honor of which his ancestors had been very +proud, having been kicked for twenty generations by one imperial foot, +as they drew the boot from the other. I have heard that the old +Lord Castlewood, of part of whose family these present volumes are a +chronicle, though he came of quite as good blood as the Stuarts whom +he served (and who as regards mere lineage are no better than a dozen +English and Scottish houses I could name), was prouder of his post about +the Court than of his ancestral honors, and valued his dignity (as Lord +of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset) so highly, that he +cheerfully ruined himself for the thankless and thriftless race who +bestowed it. He pawned his plate for King Charles the First, mortgaged +his property for the same cause, and lost the greater part of it by +fines and sequestration: stood a siege of his castle by Ireton, +where his brother Thomas capitulated (afterward making terms with the +Commonwealth, for which the elder brother never forgave him), and +where his second brother Edward, who had embraced the ecclesiastical +profession, was slain on Castlewood Tower, being engaged there both as +preacher and artilleryman. This resolute old loyalist, who was with the +King whilst his house was thus being battered down, escaped abroad with +his only son, then a boy, to return and take a part in Worcester fight. +On that fatal field Eustace Esmond was killed, and Castlewood fled from +it once more into exile, and henceforward, and after the Restoration, +never was away from the Court of the monarch (for whose return we offer +thanks in the Prayer-Book) who sold his country and who took bribes of +the French king. + +What spectacle is more august than that of a great king in exile? Who is +more worthy of respect than a brave man in misfortune? Mr. Addison has +painted such a figure in his noble piece of Cato. But suppose fugitive +Cato fuddling himself at a tavern with a wench on each knee, a dozen +faithful and tipsy companions of defeat, and a landlord calling out +for his bill; and the dignity of misfortune is straightway lost. The +Historical Muse turns away shamefaced from the vulgar scene, and closes +the door--on which the exile's unpaid drink is scored up--upon him and +his pots and his pipes, and the tavern-chorus which he and his friends +are singing. Such a man as Charles should have had an Ostade or Mieris +to paint him. Your Knellers and Le Bruns only deal in clumsy and +impossible allegories: and it hath always seemed to me blasphemy to +claim Olympus for such a wine-drabbled divinity as that. + +About the King's follower, the Viscount Castlewood--orphan of his son, +ruined by his fidelity, bearing many wounds and marks of bravery, +old and in exile--his kinsmen I suppose should be silent; nor if this +patriarch fell down in his cups, call fie upon him, and fetch passers-by +to laugh at his red face and white hairs. What! does a stream rush out +of a mountain free and pure, to roll through fair pastures, to feed and +throw out bright tributaries, and to end in a village gutter? Lives that +have noble commencements have often no better endings; it is not without +a kind of awe and reverence that an observer should speculate upon such +careers as he traces the course of them. I have seen too much of success +in life to take off my hat and huzzah to it as it passes in its gilt +coach: and would do my little part with my neighbors on foot, that they +should not gape with too much wonder, nor applaud too loudly. Is it the +Lord Mayor going in state to mince-pies and the Mansion House? Is it +poor Jack of Newgate's procession, with the sheriff and javelin-men, +conducting him on his last journey to Tyburn? I look into my heart +and think that I sin as good as my Lord Mayor, and know I am as bad as +Tyburn Jack. Give me a chain and red gown and a pudding before me, and +I could play the part of Alderman very well, and sentence Jack after +dinner. Starve me, keep me from books and honest people, educate me to +love dice, gin, and pleasure, and put me on Hounslow Heath, with a purse +before me, and I will take it. "And I shall be deservedly hanged," say +you, wishing to put an end to this prosing. I don't say No. I can't but +accept the world as I find it, including a rope's end, as long as it is +in fashion. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +AN ACCOUNT OF THE FAMILY OF ESMOND OF CASTLEWOOD HALL. + + +When Francis, fourth Viscount Castlewood, came to his title, and +presently after to take possession of his house of Castlewood, county +Hants, in the year 1691, almost the only tenant of the place besides +the domestics was a lad of twelve years of age, of whom no one seemed to +take any note until my Lady Viscountess lighted upon him, going over the +house with the housekeeper on the day of her arrival. The boy was in the +room known as the Book-room, or Yellow Gallery, where the portraits of +the family used to hang, that fine piece among others of Sir Antonio Van +Dyck of George, second Viscount, and that by Mr. Dobson of my lord the +third Viscount, just deceased, which it seems his lady and widow did not +think fit to carry away, when she sent for and carried off to her house +at Chelsey, near to London, the picture of herself by Sir Peter Lely, in +which her ladyship was represented as a huntress of Diana's court. + +The new and fair lady of Castlewood found the sad, lonely, little +occupant of this gallery busy over his great book, which he laid down +when he was aware that a stranger was at hand. And, knowing who that +person must be, the lad stood up and bowed before her, performing a shy +obeisance to the mistress of his house. + +She stretched out her hand--indeed when was it that that hand would +not stretch out to do an act of kindness, or to protect grief and +ill-fortune? "And this is our kinsman," she said "and what is your name, +kinsman?" + +"My name is Henry Esmond," said the lad, looking up at her in a sort +of delight and wonder, for she had come upon him as a Dea certe, and +appeared the most charming object he had ever looked on. Her golden hair +was shining in the gold of the sun; her complexion was of a dazzling +bloom; her lips smiling, and her eyes beaming with a kindness which made +Harry Esmond's heart to beat with surprise. + +"His name is Henry Esmond, sure enough, my lady," says Mrs. Worksop, +the housekeeper (an old tyrant whom Henry Esmond plagued more than he +hated), and the old gentlewoman looked significantly towards the late +lord's picture, as it now is in the family, noble and severe-looking, +with his hand on his sword, and his order on his cloak, which he had +from the Emperor during the war on the Danube against the Turk. + +Seeing the great and undeniable likeness between this portrait and the +lad, the new Viscountess, who had still hold of the boy's hand as she +looked at the picture, blushed and dropped the hand quickly, and walked +down the gallery, followed by Mrs. Worksop. + +When the lady came back, Harry Esmond stood exactly in the same spot, +and with his hand as it had fallen when he dropped it on his black coat. + +Her heart melted, I suppose (indeed she hath since owned as much), at +the notion that she should do anything unkind to any mortal, great or +small; for, when she returned, she had sent away the housekeeper upon an +errand by the door at the farther end of the gallery; and, coming back +to the lad, with a look of infinite pity and tenderness in her eyes, she +took his hand again, placing her other fair hand on his head, and saying +some words to him, which were so kind, and said in a voice so sweet, +that the boy, who had never looked upon so much beauty before, felt as +if the touch of a superior being or angel smote him down to the ground, +and kissed the fair protecting hand as he knelt on one knee. To the very +last hour of his life, Esmond remembered the lady as she then spoke and +looked, the rings on her fair hands, the very scent of her robe, the +beam of her eyes lighting up with surprise and kindness, her lips +blooming in a smile, the sun making a golden halo round her hair. + +As the boy was yet in this attitude of humility, enters behind him a +portly gentleman, with a little girl of four years old in his hand. The +gentleman burst into a great laugh at the lady and her adorer, with +his little queer figure, his sallow face, and long black hair. The lady +blushed, and seemed to deprecate his ridicule by a look of appeal to her +husband, for it was my Lord Viscount who now arrived, and whom the lad +knew, having once before seen him in the late lord's lifetime. + +"So this is the little priest" says my lord, looking down at the lad; +"welcome, kinsman." + +"He is saying his prayers to mamma," says the little girl, who came up +to her papa's knees; and my lord burst out into another great laugh at +this, and kinsman Henry looked very silly. He invented a half-dozen of +speeches in reply, but 'twas months afterwards when he thought of this +adventure: as it was, he had never a word in answer. + +"Le pauvre enfant, il n'a que nous," says the lady, looking to her lord; +and the boy, who understood her, though doubtless she thought otherwise, +thanked her with all his heart for her kind speech. + +"And he shan't want for friends here," says my lord in a kind voice, +"shall he, little Trix?" + +The little girl, whose name was Beatrix, and whom her papa called by +this diminutive, looked at Henry Esmond solemnly, with a pair of large +eyes, and then a smile shone over her face, which was as beautiful as +that of a cherub, and she came up and put out a little hand to him. A +keen and delightful pang of gratitude, happiness, affection, filled the +orphan child's heart, as he received from the protectors, whom heaven +had sent to him, these touching words and tokens of friendliness and +kindness. But an hour since, he had felt quite alone in the world: when +he heard the great peal of bells from Castlewood church ringing that +morning to welcome the arrival of the new lord and lady, it had rung +only terror and anxiety to him, for he knew not how the new owner would +deal with him; and those to whom he formerly looked for protection were +forgotten or dead. Pride and doubt too had kept him within-doors, when +the Vicar and the people of the village, and the servants of the house, +had gone out to welcome my Lord Castlewood--for Henry Esmond was no +servant, though a dependant; no relative, though he bore the name and +inherited the blood of the house; and in the midst of the noise and +acclamations attending the arrival of the new lord (for whom, you may +be sure, a feast was got ready, and guns were fired, and tenants and +domestics huzzahed when his carriage approached and rolled into the +court-yard of the hall), no one ever took any notice of young Henry +Esmond, who sat unobserved and alone in the Book-room, until the +afternoon of that day, when his new friends found him. + +When my lord and lady were going away thence, the little girl, still +holding her kinsman by the hand, bade him to come too. "Thou wilt always +forsake an old friend for a new one, Trix," says her father to her +good-naturedly; and went into the gallery, giving an arm to his lady. +They passed thence through the music-gallery, long since dismantled, and +Queen Elizabeth's Rooms, in the clock-tower, and out into the terrace, +where was a fine prospect of sunset and the great darkling woods with +a cloud of rooks returning; and the plain and river with Castlewood +village beyond, and purple hills beautiful to look at--and the little +heir of Castlewood, a child of two years old, was already here on the +terrace in his nurse's arms, from whom he ran across the grass instantly +he perceived his mother, and came to her. + +"If thou canst not be happy here," says my lord, looking round at the +scene, "thou art hard to please, Rachel." + +"I am happy where you are," she said, "but we were happiest of all at +Walcote Forest." Then my lord began to describe what was before them to +his wife, and what indeed little Harry knew better than he--viz., the +history of the house: how by yonder gate the page ran away with the +heiress of Castlewood, by which the estate came into the present family; +how the Roundheads attacked the clock-tower, which my lord's father was +slain in defending. "I was but two years old then," says he, "but take +forty-six from ninety, and how old shall I be, kinsman Harry?" + +"Thirty," says his wife, with a laugh. + +"A great deal too old for you, Rachel," answers my lord, looking fondly +down at her. Indeed she seemed to be a girl, and was at that time scarce +twenty years old. + +"You know, Frank, I will do anything to please you," says she, "and I +promise you I will grow older every day." + +"You mustn't call papa, Frank; you must call papa my lord now," says +Miss Beatrix, with a toss of her little head; at which the mother +smiled, and the good-natured father laughed, and the little trotting boy +laughed, not knowing why--but because he was happy, no doubt--as every +one seemed to be there. How those trivial incidents and words, the +landscape and sunshine, and the group of people smiling and talking, +remain fixed on the memory! + +As the sun was setting, the little heir was sent in the arms of his +nurse to bed, whither he went howling; but little Trix was promised to +sit to supper that night--"and you will come too, kinsman, won't you?" +she said. + +Harry Esmond blushed: "I--I have supper with Mrs. Worksop," says he. + +"D--n it," says my lord, "thou shalt sup with us, Harry, to-night! +Shan't refuse a lady, shall he, Trix?"--and they all wondered at Harry's +performance as a trencher-man, in which character the poor boy acquitted +himself very remarkably; for the truth is he had had no dinner, nobody +thinking of him in the bustle which the house was in, during the +preparations antecedent to the new lord's arrival. + +"No dinner! poor dear child!" says my lady, heaping up his plate with +meat, and my lord, filling a bumper for him, bade him call a health; on +which Master Harry, crying "The King," tossed off the wine. My lord was +ready to drink that, and most other toasts: indeed only too ready. He +would not hear of Doctor Tusher (the Vicar of Castlewood, who came to +supper) going away when the sweetmeats were brought: he had not had a +chaplain long enough, he said, to be tired of him: so his reverence kept +my lord company for some hours over a pipe and a punch-bowl; and went +away home with rather a reeling gait, and declaring a dozen of times, +that his lordship's affability surpassed every kindness he had ever had +from his lordship's gracious family. + +As for young Esmond, when he got to his little chamber, it was with a +heart full of surprise and gratitude towards the new friends whom this +happy day had brought him. He was up and watching long before the house +was astir, longing to see that fair lady and her children--that kind +protector and patron: and only fearful lest their welcome of the past +night should in any way be withdrawn or altered. But presently little +Beatrix came out into the garden, and her mother followed, who greeted +Harry as kindly as before. He told her at greater length the histories +of the house (which he had been taught in the old lord's time), and +to which she listened with great interest; and then he told her, with +respect to the night before, that he understood French, and thanked her +for her protection. + +"Do you?" says she, with a blush; "then, sir, you shall teach me and +Beatrix." And she asked him many more questions regarding himself, which +had best be told more fully and explicitly than in those brief replies +which the lad made to his mistress's questions. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +RELATES HOW FRANCIS, FOURTH VISCOUNT, ARRIVES AT CASTLEWOOD. + + +'Tis known that the name of Esmond and the estate of Castlewood, com. +Hants, came into possession of the present family through Dorothea, +daughter and heiress of Edward, Earl and Marquis Esmond, and Lord of +Castlewood, which lady married, 23 Eliz., Henry Poyns, gent.; the said +Henry being then a page in the household of her father. Francis, son and +heir of the above Henry and Dorothea, who took the maternal name which +the family hath borne subsequently, was made Knight and Baronet by King +James the First; and being of a military disposition, remained long in +Germany with the Elector-Palatine, in whose service Sir Francis incurred +both expense and danger, lending large sums of money to that +unfortunate Prince; and receiving many wounds in the battles against the +Imperialists, in which Sir Francis engaged. + +On his return home Sir Francis was rewarded for his services and +many sacrifices, by his late Majesty James the First, who graciously +conferred upon this tried servant the post of Warden of the Butteries +and Groom of the King's Posset, which high and confidential office he +filled in that king's and his unhappy successor's reign. + +His age, and many wounds and infirmities, obliged Sir Francis to perform +much of his duty by deputy: and his son, Sir George Esmond, knight and +banneret, first as his father's lieutenant, and afterwards as inheritor +of his father's title and dignity, performed this office during almost +the whole of the reign of King Charles the First, and his two sons who +succeeded him. + +Sir George Esmond married, rather beneath the rank that a person of his +name and honor might aspire to, the daughter of Thos. Topham, of the +city of London, alderman and goldsmith, who, taking the Parliamentary +side in the troubles then commencing, disappointed Sir George of the +property which he expected at the demise of his father-in-law, who +devised his money to his second daughter, Barbara, a spinster. + +Sir George Esmond, on his part, was conspicuous for his attachment and +loyalty to the Royal cause and person: and the King being at Oxford in +1642, Sir George, with the consent of his father, then very aged and +infirm, and residing at his house of Castlewood, melted the whole of the +family plate for his Majesty's service. + +For this, and other sacrifices and merits, his Majesty, by patent under +the Privy Seal, dated Oxford, Jan., 1643, was pleased to advance Sir +Francis Esmond to the dignity of Viscount Castlewood, of Shandon, in +Ireland: and the Viscount's estate being much impoverished by loans to +the King, which in those troublesome times his Majesty could not repay, +a grant of land in the plantations of Virginia was given to the Lord +Viscount.; part of which land is in possession of descendants of his +family to the present day. + +The first Viscount Castlewood died full of years, and within a few +months after he had been advanced to his honors. He was succeeded by his +eldest son, the before-named George; and left issue besides, Thomas, +a colonel in the King's army, who afterwards joined the Usurper's +Government; and Francis, in holy orders, who was slain whilst defending +the House of Castlewood against the Parliament, anno 1647. + +George Lord Castlewood (the second Viscount), of King Charles the +First's time, had no male issue save his one son, Eustace Esmond, who +was killed, with half of the Castlewood men beside him, at Worcester +fight. The lands about Castlewood were sold and apportioned to the +Commonwealth men; Castlewood being concerned in almost all of the plots +against the Protector, after the death of the King, and up to King +Charles the Second's restoration. My lord followed that king's Court +about in its exile, having ruined himself in its service. He had but one +daughter, who was of no great comfort to her father; for misfortune had +not taught those exiles sobriety of life; and it is said that the Duke +of York and his brother the King both quarrelled about Isabel Esmond. +She was maid of honor to the Queen Henrietta Maria; she early joined the +Roman Church; her father, a weak man, following her not long after at +Breda. + +On the death of Eustace Esmond at Worcester, Thomas Esmond, nephew to +my Lord Castlewood, and then a stripling, became heir to the title. His +father had taken the Parliament side in the quarrels, and so had been +estranged from the chief of his house; and my Lord Castlewood was at +first so much enraged to think that his title (albeit little more than +an empty one now) should pass to a rascally Roundhead, that he would +have married again, and indeed proposed to do so to a vintner's daughter +at Bruges, to whom his lordship owed a score for lodging when the King +was there, but for fear of the laughter of the Court, and the anger +of his daughter, of whom he stood in awe; for she was in temper as +imperious and violent as my lord, who was much enfeebled by wounds and +drinking, was weak. + +Lord Castlewood would have had a match between his daughter Isabel and +her cousin, the son of that Francis Esmond who was killed at Castlewood +siege. And the lady, it was said, took a fancy to the young man, who was +her junior by several years (which circumstance she did not consider to +be a fault in him); but having paid his court, and being admitted to the +intimacy of the house, he suddenly flung up his suit, when it seemed +to be pretty prosperous, without giving a pretext for his behavior. +His friends rallied him at what they laughingly chose to call his +infidelity; Jack Churchill, Frank Esmond's lieutenant in the Royal +Regiment of Foot-guards, getting the company which Esmond vacated, when +he left the Court and went to Tangier in a rage at discovering that his +promotion depended on the complaisance of his elderly affianced bride. +He and Churchill, who had been condiscipuli at St. Paul's School, had +words about this matter; and Frank Esmond said to him with an oath, +"Jack, your sister may be so-and-so, but by Jove my wife shan't!" and +swords were drawn, and blood drawn too, until friends separated them on +this quarrel. Few men were so jealous about the point of honor in those +days; and gentlemen of good birth and lineage thought a royal blot was +an ornament to their family coat. Frank Esmond retired in the sulks, +first to Tangier, whence he returned after two years' service, settling +on a small property he had of his mother, near to Winchester, and became +a country gentleman, and kept a pack of beagles, and never came to +Court again in King Charles's time. But his uncle Castlewood was never +reconciled to him; nor, for some time afterwards, his cousin whom he had +refused. + +By places, pensions, bounties from France, and gifts from the King, +whilst his daughter was in favor, Lord Castlewood, who had spent in the +Royal service his youth and fortune, did not retrieve the latter quite, +and never cared to visit Castlewood, or repair it, since the death of +his son, but managed to keep a good house, and figure at Court, and to +save a considerable sum of ready money. + +And now, his heir and nephew, Thomas Esmond, began to bid for his +uncle's favor. Thomas had served with the Emperor, and with the Dutch, +when King Charles was compelled to lend troops to the States; and +against them, when his Majesty made an alliance with the French King. In +these campaigns Thomas Esmond was more remarked for duelling, brawling, +vice, and play, than for any conspicuous gallantry in the field, and +came back to England, like many another English gentleman who has +travelled, with a character by no means improved by his foreign +experience. He had dissipated his small paternal inheritance of a +younger brother's portion, and, as truth must be told, was no better +than a hanger-on of ordinaries, and a brawler about Alsatia and the +Friars, when he bethought him of a means of mending his fortune. + +His cousin was now of more than middle age, and had nobody's word but +her own for the beauty which she said she once possessed. She was lean, +and yellow, and long in the tooth; all the red and white in all the +toy-shops in London could not make a beauty of her--Mr. Killigrew called +her the Sybil, the death's-head put up at the King's feast as a memento +mori, &c.--in fine, a woman who might be easy of conquest, but whom +only a very bold man would think of conquering. This bold man was Thomas +Esmond. He had a fancy to my Lord Castlewood's savings, the amount of +which rumor had very much exaggerated. Madame Isabel was said to have +Royal jewels of great value; whereas poor Tom Esmond's last coat but one +was in pawn. + +My lord had at this time a fine house in Lincoln's-Inn-Fields, nigh to +the Duke's Theatre and the Portugal ambassador's chapel. Tom Esmond, +who had frequented the one as long as he had money to spend among the +actresses, now came to the church as assiduously. He looked so lean and +shabby, that he passed without difficulty for a repentant sinner; and +so, becoming converted, you may be sure took his uncle's priest for a +director. + +This charitable father reconciled him with the old lord, his uncle, +who a short time before would not speak to him, as Tom passed under my +lord's coach window, his lordship going in state to his place at Court, +while his nephew slunk by with his battered hat and feather, and the +point of his rapier sticking out of the scabbard--to his twopenny +ordinary in Bell Yard. + +Thomas Esmond, after this reconciliation with his uncle, very soon began +to grow sleek, and to show signs of the benefits of good living and +clean linen. He fasted rigorously twice a week, to be sure; but he made +amends on the other days: and, to show how great his appetite was, Mr. +Wycherley said, he ended by swallowing that fly-blown rank old morsel +his cousin. There were endless jokes and lampoons about this marriage at +Court: but Tom rode thither in his uncle's coach now, called him father, +and having won could afford to laugh. This marriage took place very +shortly before King Charles died: whom the Viscount of Castlewood +speedily followed. + +The issue of this marriage was one son, whom the parents watched with an +intense eagerness and care; but who, in spite of nurses and physicians, +had only a brief existence. His tainted blood did not run very long in +his poor feeble little body. Symptoms of evil broke out early on him; +and, part from flattery, part superstition, nothing would satisfy my +lord and lady, especially the latter, but having the poor little cripple +touched by his Majesty at his church. They were ready to cry out miracle +at first (the doctors and quack-salvers being constantly in attendance +on the child, and experimenting on his poor little body with every +conceivable nostrum) but though there seemed, from some reason, a +notable amelioration in the infant's health after his Majesty touched +him, in a few weeks afterward the poor thing died--causing the +lampooners of the Court to say, that the King, in expelling evil out of +the infant of Tom Esmond and Isabella his wife, expelled the life out of +it, which was nothing but corruption. + +The mother's natural pang at losing this poor little child must have +been increased when she thought of her rival Frank Esmond's wife, who +was a favorite of the whole Court, where my poor Lady Castlewood was +neglected, and who had one child, a daughter, flourishing and beautiful, +and was about to become a mother once more. + +The Court, as I have heard, only laughed the more because the poor lady, +who had pretty well passed the age when ladies are accustomed to have +children, nevertheless determined not to give hope up, and even when she +came to live at Castlewood, was constantly sending over to Hexton for +the doctor, and announcing to her friends the arrival of an heir. This +absurdity of hers was one amongst many others which the wags used to +play upon. Indeed, to the last days of her life, my Lady Viscountess had +the comfort of fancying herself beautiful, and persisted in blooming +up to the very midst of winter, painting roses on her cheeks long after +their natural season, and attiring herself like summer though her head +was covered with snow. + +Gentlemen who were about the Court of King Charles, and King James, have +told the present writer a number of stories about this queer old lady, +with which it's not necessary that posterity should be entertained. She +is said to have had great powers of invective and, if she fought with +all her rivals in King James's favor, 'tis certain she must have had +a vast number of quarrels on her hands. She was a woman of an intrepid +spirit, and, it appears, pursued and rather fatigued his Majesty with +her rights and her wrongs. Some say that the cause of her leaving Court +was jealousy of Frank Esmond's wife: others, that she was forced to +retreat after a great battle which took place at Whitehall, between her +ladyship and Lady Dorchester, Tom Killigrew's daughter, whom the King +delighted to honor, and in which that ill-favored Esther got the better +of our elderly Vashti. But her ladyship, for her part, always averred +that it was her husband's quarrel, and not her own, which occasioned the +banishment of the two into the country; and the cruel ingratitude of the +Sovereign in giving away, out of the family, that place of Warden of +the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset, which the two last Lords +Castlewood had held so honorably, and which was now conferred upon a +fellow of yesterday, and a hanger-on of that odious Dorchester creature, +my Lord Bergamot;* "I never," said my lady, "could have come to see his +Majesty's posset carried by any other hand than an Esmond. I should have +dashed the salver out of Lord Bergamot's hand, had I met him." And those +who knew her ladyship are aware that she was a person quite capable of +performing this feat, had she not wisely kept out of the way. + + * Lionel Tipton, created Baron Bergamot, ann. 1686, + Gentleman Usher of the Back Stairs, and afterwards appointed + Warden of the Butteries and Groom of the King's Posset (on + the decease of George, second Viscount Castlewood), + accompanied his Majesty to St. Germain's, where he died + without issue. No Groom of the Posset was appointed by the + Prince of Orange, nor hath there been such an officer in any + succeeding reign. + +Holding the purse-strings in her own control, to which, indeed, she +liked to bring most persons who came near her, Lady Castlewood could +command her husband's obedience, and so broke up her establishment +at London; she had removed from Lincoln's-Inn-Fields to Chelsey, to a +pretty new house she bought there; and brought her establishment, her +maids, lap-dogs, and gentlewomen, her priest, and his lordship her +husband, to Castlewood Hall, that she had never seen since she quitted +it as a child with her father during the troubles of King Charles the +First's reign. The walls were still open in the old house as they had +been left by the shot of the Commonwealthmen. A part of the mansion +was restored and furbished up with the plate, hangings, and furniture +brought from the house in London. My lady meant to have a triumphal +entry into Castlewood village, and expected the people to cheer as +she drove over the Green in her great coach, my lord beside her, her +gentlewomen, lap-dogs, and cockatoos on the opposite seat, six horses to +her carriage, and servants armed and mounted following it and preceding +it. But 'twas in the height of the No-Popery cry; the folks in the +village and the neighboring town were scared by the sight of her +ladyship's painted face and eyelids, as she bobbed her head out of the +coach window, meaning, no doubt, to be very gracious; and one old woman +said, "Lady Isabel! lord-a-mercy, it's Lady Jezebel!" a name by which +the enemies of the right honorable Viscountess were afterwards in the +habit of designating her. The country was then in a great No-Popery +fervor; her ladyship's known conversion, and her husband's, the priest +in her train, and the service performed at the chapel of Castlewood +(though the chapel had been built for that worship before any other was +heard of in the country, and though the service was performed in the +most quiet manner), got her no favor at first in the county or +village. By far the greater part of the estate of Castlewood had been +confiscated, and been parcelled out to Commonwealthmen. One or two of +these old Cromwellian soldiers were still alive in the village, and +looked grimly at first upon my Lady Viscountess, when she came to dwell +there. + +She appeared at the Hexton Assembly, bringing her lord after her, +scaring the country folks with the splendor of her diamonds, which she +always wore in public. They said she wore them in private, too, and +slept with them round her neck; though the writer can pledge his word +that this was a calumny. "If she were to take them off," my Lady Sark +said, "Tom Esmond, her husband, would run away with them and pawn them." +'Twas another calumny. My Lady Sark was also an exile from Court, and +there had been war between the two ladies before. + +The village people began to be reconciled presently to their lady, who +was generous and kind, though fantastic and haughty, in her ways; and +whose praises Dr. Tusher, the Vicar, sounded loudly amongst his flock. +As for my lord, he gave no great trouble, being considered scarce more +than an appendage to my lady, who, as daughter of the old lords of +Castlewood, and possessor of vast wealth, as the country folks said +(though indeed nine-tenths of it existed but in rumor), was looked upon +as the real queen of the Castle, and mistress of all it contained. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +WHITHER IN THE TIME OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT, I HAD PRECEDED HIM AS +PAGE TO ISABELLA. + + +Coming up to London again some short time after this retreat, the Lord +Castlewood despatched a retainer of his to a little Cottage in the +village of Ealing, near to London, where for some time had dwelt an +old French refugee, by name Mr. Pastoureau, one of those whom the +persecution of the Huguenots by the French king had brought over to this +country. With this old man lived a little lad, who went by the name of +Henry Thomas. He remembered to have lived in another place a short time +before, near to London too, amongst looms and spinning-wheels, and a +great deal of psalm-singing and church-going, and a whole colony of +Frenchmen. + +There he had a dear, dear friend, who died, and whom he called Aunt. She +used to visit him in his dreams sometimes; and her face, though it was +homely, was a thousand times dearer to him than that of Mrs. Pastoureau, +Bon Papa Pastoureau's new wife, who came to live with him after aunt +went away. And there, at Spittlefields, as it used to be called, lived +Uncle George, who was a weaver too, but used to tell Harry that he was +a little gentleman, and that his father was a captain, and his mother an +angel. + +When he said so, Bon Papa used to look up from the loom, where he was +embroidering beautiful silk flowers, and say, "Angel! she belongs to the +Babylonish scarlet woman." Bon Papa was always talking of the scarlet +woman. He had a little room where he always used to preach and +sing hymns out of his great old nose. Little Harry did not like the +preaching; he liked better the fine stories which aunt used to tell him. +Bon Papa's wife never told him pretty stories; she quarrelled with Uncle +George, and he went away. + +After this, Harry's Bon Papa and his wife and two children of her own +that she brought with her, came to live at Ealing. The new wife gave her +children the best of everything, and Harry many a whipping, he knew not +why. Besides blows, he got ill names from her, which need not be set +down here, for the sake of old Mr. Pastoureau, who was still kind +sometimes. The unhappiness of those days is long forgiven, though they +cast a shade of melancholy over the child's youth, which will accompany +him, no doubt, to the end of his days: as those tender twigs are bent +the trees grow afterward; and he, at least, who has suffered as a child, +and is not quite perverted in that early school of unhappiness, learns +to be gentle and long-suffering with little children. + +Harry was very glad when a gentleman dressed in black, on horseback, +with a mounted servant behind him, came to fetch him away from Ealing. +The noverca, or unjust stepmother, who had neglected him for her own +two children, gave him supper enough the night before he went away, and +plenty in the morning. She did not beat him once, and told the children +to keep their hands off him. One was a girl, and Harry never could bear +to strike a girl; and the other was a boy, whom he could easily have +beat, but he always cried out, when Mrs. Pastoureau came sailing to the +rescue with arms like a flail. She only washed Harry's face the day he +went away; nor ever so much as once boxed his ears. She whimpered rather +when the gentleman in black came for the boy; and old Mr. Pastoureau, as +he gave the child his blessing, scowled over his shoulder at the strange +gentleman, and grumbled out something about Babylon and the scarlet +lady. He was grown quite old, like a child almost. Mrs. Pastoureau +used to wipe his nose as she did to the children. She was a great, big, +handsome young woman; but, though she pretended to cry, Harry thought +'twas only a sham, and sprung quite delighted upon the horse upon which +the lackey helped him. + +He was a Frenchman; his name was Blaise. The child could talk to him in +his own language perfectly well: he knew it better than English indeed, +having lived hitherto chiefly among French people: and being called the +Little Frenchman by other boys on Ealing Green. He soon learnt to speak +English perfectly, and to forget some of his French: children forget +easily. Some earlier and fainter recollections the child had of a +different country; and a town with tall white houses: and a ship. But +these were quite indistinct in the boy's mind, as indeed the memory of +Ealing soon became, at least of much that he suffered there. + +The lackey before whom he rode was very lively and voluble, and informed +the boy that the gentleman riding before him was my lord's chaplain, +Father Holt--that he was now to be called Master Harry Esmond--that my +Lord Viscount Castlewood was his parrain--that he was to live at the +great house of Castlewood, in the province of ----shire, where he would +see Madame the Viscountess, who was a grand lady. And so, seated on a +cloth before Blaise's saddle, Harry Esmond was brought to London, and to +a fine square called Covent Garden, near to which his patron lodged. + +Mr. Holt, the priest, took the child by the hand, and brought him to +this nobleman, a grand languid nobleman in a great cap and flowered +morning-gown, sucking oranges. He patted Harry on the head and gave him +an orange. + +"C'est bien ca," he said to the priest after eying the child, and the +gentleman in black shrugged his shoulders. + +"Let Blaise take him out for a holiday," and out for a holiday the boy +and the valet went. Harry went jumping along; he was glad enough to go. + +He will remember to his life's end the delights of those days. He was +taken to see a play by Monsieur Blaise, in a house a thousand times +greater and finer than the booth at Ealing Fair--and on the next happy +day they took water on the river, and Harry saw London Bridge, with the +houses and booksellers' shops thereon, looking like a street, and the +Tower of London, with the Armor, and the great lions and bears in the +moat--all under company of Monsieur Blaise. + +Presently, of an early morning, all the party set forth for the country, +namely, my Lord Viscount and the other gentleman; Monsieur Blaise +and Harry on a pillion behind them, and two or three men with pistols +leading the baggage-horses. And all along the road the Frenchman told +little Harry stories of brigands, which made the child's hair stand +on end, and terrified him; so that at the great gloomy inn on the road +where they lay, he besought to be allowed to sleep in a room with one +of the servants, and was compassionated by Mr. Holt, the gentleman +who travelled with my lord, and who gave the child a little bed in his +chamber. + +His artless talk and answers very likely inclined this gentleman in the +boy's favor, for next day Mr. Holt said Harry should ride behind him, +and not with the French lacky; and all along the journey put a thousand +questions to the child--as to his foster-brother and relations at +Ealing; what his old grandfather had taught him; what languages he knew; +whether he could read and write, and sing, and so forth. And Mr. Holt +found that Harry could read and write, and possessed the two languages +of French and English very well; and when he asked Harry about singing, +the lad broke out with a hymn to the tune of Dr. Martin Luther, which +set Mr. Holt a-laughing; and even caused his grand parrain in the laced +hat and periwig to laugh too when Holt told him what the child was +singing. For it appeared that Dr. Martin Luther's hymns were not sung in +the churches Mr. Holt preached at. + +"You must never sing that song any more: do you hear, little mannikin?" +says my Lord Viscount, holding up a finger. + +"But we will try and teach you a better, Harry," Mr. Holt said; and +the child answered, for he was a docile child, and of an affectionate +nature, "That he loved pretty songs, and would try and learn anything +the gentleman would tell him." That day he so pleased the gentlemen by +his talk, that they had him to dine with them at the inn, and encouraged +him in his prattle; and Monsieur Blaise, with whom he rode and dined the +day before, waited upon him now. + +"'Tis well, 'tis well!" said Blaise, that night (in his own language) +when they lay again at an inn. "We are a little lord here; we are a +little lord now: we shall see what we are when we come to Castlewood, +where my lady is." + +"When shall we come to Castlewood, Monsieur Blaise?" says Harry. + +"Parbleu! my lord does not press himself," Blaise says, with a grin; +and, indeed, it seemed as if his lordship was not in a great hurry, for +he spent three days on that journey which Harry Esmond hath often since +ridden in a dozen hours. For the last two of the days Harry rode with +the priest, who was so kind to him, that the child had grown to be +quite fond and familiar with him by the journey's end, and had scarce +a thought in his little heart which by that time he had not confided to +his new friend. + +At length, on the third day, at evening, they came to a village standing +on a green with elms round it, very pretty to look at; and the people +there all took off their hats, and made curtsies to my Lord Viscount, +who bowed to them all languidly; and there was one portly person that +wore a cassock and a broad-leafed hat, who bowed lower than any one--and +with this one both my lord and Mr. Holt had a few words. "This, Harry, +is Castlewood church," says Mr. Holt, "and this is the pillar thereof, +learned Doctor Tusher. Take off your hat, sirrah, and salute Dr. +Tusher!" + +"Come up to supper, Doctor," says my lord; at which the Doctor made +another low bow, and the party moved on towards a grand house that +was before them, with many gray towers and vanes on them, and windows +flaming in the sunshine; and a great army of rooks, wheeling over their +heads, made for the woods behind the house, as Harry saw; and Mr. Holt +told him that they lived at Castlewood too. + +They came to the house, and passed under an arch into a court-yard, with +a fountain in the centre, where many men came and held my lord's stirrup +as he descended, and paid great respect to Mr. Holt likewise. And the +child thought that the servants looked at him curiously, and smiled to +one another--and he recalled what Blaise had said to him when they were +in London, and Harry had spoken about his godpapa, when the Frenchman +said, "Parbleu, one sees well that my lord is your godfather;" +words whereof the poor lad did not know the meaning then, though he +apprehended the truth in a very short time afterwards, and learned it, +and thought of it with no small feeling of shame. + +Taking Harry by the hand as soon as they were both descended from their +horses, Mr. Holt led him across the court, and under a low door to rooms +on a level with the ground; one of which Father Holt said was to be +the boy's chamber, the other on the other side of the passage being the +Father's own; and as soon as the little man's face was washed, and the +Father's own dress arranged, Harry's guide took him once more to the +door by which my lord had entered the hall, and up a stair, and through +an ante-room to my lady's drawing-room--an apartment than which Harry +thought he had never seen anything more grand--no, not in the Tower +of London which he had just visited. Indeed, the chamber was richly +ornamented in the manner of Queen Elizabeth's time, with great stained +windows at either end, and hangings of tapestry, which the sun shining +through the colored glass painted of a thousand lines; and here in +state, by the fire, sat a lady to whom the priest took up Harry, who was +indeed amazed by her appearance. + +My Lady Viscountess's face was daubed with white and red up to the eyes, +to which the paint gave an unearthly glare: she had a tower of lace on +her head, under which was a bush of black curls--borrowed curls--so that +no wonder little Harry Esmond was scared when he was first presented to +her--the kind priest acting as master of the ceremonies at that solemn +introduction--and he stared at her with eyes almost as great as her own, +as he had stared at the player woman who acted the wicked tragedy-queen, +when the players came down to Ealing Fair. She sat in a great chair by +the fire-corner; in her lap was a spaniel-dog that barked furiously; on +a little table by her was her ladyship's snuff-box and her sugar-plum +box. She wore a dress of black velvet, and a petticoat of flame-colored +brocade. She had as many rings on her fingers as the old woman of +Banbury Cross; and pretty small feet which she was fond of showing, with +great gold clocks to her stockings, and white pantofles with red heels; +and an odor of musk was shook out of her garments whenever she moved +or quitted the room, leaning on her tortoise-shell stick, little Fury +barking at her heels. + +Mrs. Tusher, the parson's wife, was with my lady. She had been +waiting-woman to her ladyship in the late lord's time, and, having her +soul in that business, took naturally to it when the Viscountess of +Castlewood returned to inhabit her father's house. + +"I present to your ladyship your kinsman and little page of honor, +Master Henry Esmond," Mr. Holt said, bowing lowly, with a sort of +comical humility. "Make a pretty bow to my lady, Monsieur; and then +another little bow, not so low, to Madame Tusher--the fair priestess of +Castlewood." + +"Where I have lived and hope to die, sir," says Madame Tusher, giving a +hard glance at the brat, and then at my lady. + +Upon her the boy's whole attention was for a time directed. He could not +keep his great eyes off from her. Since the Empress of Ealing, he had +seen nothing so awful. + +"Does my appearance please you, little page?" asked the lady. + +"He would be very hard to please if it didn't," cried Madame Tusher. + +"Have done, you silly Maria," said Lady Castlewood. + +"Where I'm attached, I'm attached, Madame--and I'd die rather than not +say so." + +"Je meurs ou je m'attache," Mr. Holt said with a polite grin. "The ivy +says so in the picture, and clings to the oak like a fond parasite as it +is." + +"Parricide, sir!" cries Mrs. Tusher. + +"Hush, Tusher--you are always bickering with Father Holt," cried my +lady. "Come and kiss my hand, child;" and the oak held out a BRANCH to +little Harry Esmond, who took and dutifully kissed the lean old hand, +upon the gnarled knuckles of which there glittered a hundred rings. + +"To kiss that hand would make many a pretty fellow happy!" cried Mrs. +Tusher: on which my lady crying out, "Go, you foolish Tusher!" and +tapping her with her great fan, Tusher ran forward to seize her hand +and kiss it. Fury arose and barked furiously at Tusher; and Father Holt +looked on at this queer scene, with arch, grave glances. + +The awe exhibited by the little boy perhaps pleased the lady to whom +this artless flattery was bestowed: for having gone down on his knee (as +Father Holt had directed him, and the mode then was) and performed his +obeisance, she said, "Page Esmond, my groom of the chamber will inform +you what your duties are, when you wait upon my lord and me; and good +Father Holt will instruct you as becomes a gentleman of our name. You +will pay him obedience in everything, and I pray you may grow to be as +learned and as good as your tutor." + +The lady seemed to have the greatest reverence for Mr. Holt, and to be +more afraid of him than of anything else in the world. If she was ever +so angry, a word or look from Father Holt made her calm: indeed he had +a vast power of subjecting those who came near him; and, among the rest, +his new pupil gave himself up with an entire confidence and attachment +to the good Father, and became his willing slave almost from the first +moment he saw him. + +He put his small hand into the Father's as he walked away from his first +presentation to his mistress, and asked many questions in his artless +childish way. "Who is that other woman?" he asked. "She is fat and +round; she is more pretty than my Lady Castlewood." + +"She is Madame Tusher, the parson's wife of Castlewood. She has a son of +your age, but bigger than you." + +"Why does she like so to kiss my lady's hand. It is not good to kiss." + +"Tastes are different, little man. Madame Tusher is attached to my lady, +having been her waiting-woman before she was married, in the old lord's +time. She married Doctor Tusher the chaplain. The English household +divines often marry the waiting-women." + +"You will not marry the French woman, will you? I saw her laughing with +Blaise in the buttery." + +"I belong to a church that is older and better than the English church," +Mr. Holt said (making a sign whereof Esmond did not then understand the +meaning, across his breast and forehead); "in our church the clergy do +not marry. You will understand these things better soon." + +"Was not Saint Peter the head of your church?--Dr. Rabbits of Ealing +told us so." + +The Father said, "Yes, he was." + +"But Saint Peter was married, for we heard only last Sunday that his +wife's mother lay sick of a fever." On which the Father again laughed, +and said he would understand this too better soon, and talked of other +things, and took away Harry Esmond, and showed him the great old house +which he had come to inhabit. + +It stood on a rising green hill, with woods behind it, in which were +rooks' nests, where the birds at morning and returning home at evening +made a great cawing. At the foot of the hill was a river, with a steep +ancient bridge crossing it; and beyond that a large pleasant green flat, +where the village of Castlewood stood, and stands, with the church in +the midst, the parsonage hard by it, the inn with the blacksmith's forge +beside it, and the sign of the "Three Castles" on the elm. The London +road stretched away towards the rising sun, and to the west were +swelling hills and peaks, behind which many a time Harry Esmond saw the +same sun setting, that he now looks on thousands of miles away across +the great ocean--in a new Castlewood, by another stream, that bears, +like the new country of wandering AEneas, the fond names of the land of +his youth. + +The Hall of Castlewood was built with two courts, whereof one only, the +fountain-court, was now inhabited, the other having been battered down +in the Cromwellian wars. In the fountain-court, still in good repair, +was the great hall, near to the kitchen and butteries. A dozen of +living-rooms looking to the north, and communicating with the little +chapel that faced eastwards and the buildings stretching from that to +the main gate, and with the hall (which looked to the west) into the +court now dismantled. This court had been the most magnificent of the +two, until the Protector's cannon tore down one side of it before the +place was taken and stormed. The besiegers entered at the terrace under +the clock-tower, slaying every man of the garrison, and at their head my +lord's brother, Francis Esmond. + +The Restoration did not bring enough money to the Lord Castlewood to +restore this ruined part of his house; where were the morning parlors, +above them the long music-gallery, and before which stretched the +garden-terrace, where, however, the flowers grew again which the boots +of the Roundheads had trodden in their assault, and which was restored +without much cost, and only a little care, by both ladies who succeeded +the second viscount in the government of this mansion. Round the +terrace-garden was a low wall with a wicket leading to the wooded height +beyond, that is called Cromwell's Battery to this day. + +Young Harry Esmond learned the domestic part of his duty, which was easy +enough, from the groom of her ladyship's chamber: serving the Countess, +as the custom commonly was in his boyhood, as page, waiting at +her chair, bringing her scented water and the silver basin after +dinner--sitting on her carriage-step on state occasions, or on public +days introducing her company to her. This was chiefly of the Catholic +gentry, of whom there were a pretty many in the country and neighboring +city; and who rode not seldom to Castlewood to partake of the +hospitalities there. In the second year of their residence, the company +seemed especially to increase. My lord and my lady were seldom without +visitors, in whose society it was curious to contrast the difference +of behavior between Father Holt, the director of the family, and Doctor +Tusher, the rector of the parish--Mr. Holt moving amongst the very +highest as quite their equal, and as commanding them all; while poor +Doctor Tusher, whose position was indeed a difficult one, having been +chaplain once to the Hall, and still to the Protestant servants there, +seemed more like an usher than an equal, and always rose to go away +after the first course. + +Also there came in these times to Father Holt many private visitors, +whom, after a little, Henry Esmond had little difficulty in recognizing +as ecclesiastics of the Father's persuasion, whatever their dresses +(and they adopted all) might be. These were closeted with the Father +constantly, and often came and rode away without paying their devoirs to +my lord and lady--to the lady and lord rather--his lordship being little +more than a cipher in the house, and entirely under his domineering +partner. A little fowling, a little hunting, a great deal of sleep, and +a long dine at cards and table, carried through one day after another +with his lordship. When meetings took place in this second year, which +often would happen with closed doors, the page found my lord's sheet of +paper scribbled over with dogs and horses, and 'twas said he had much +ado to keep himself awake at these councils: the Countess ruling over +them, and he acting as little more than her secretary. + +Father Holt began speedily to be so much occupied with these meetings +as rather to neglect the education of the little lad who so gladly put +himself under the kind priest's orders. At first they read much and +regularly, both in Latin and French; the Father not neglecting in +anything to impress his faith upon his pupil, but not forcing him +violently, and treating him with a delicacy and kindness which surprised +and attached the child, always more easily won by these methods than by +any severe exercise of authority. And his delight in their walks was to +tell Harry of the glories of his order, of its martyrs and heroes, of +its Brethren converting the heathen by myriads, traversing the desert, +facing the stake, ruling the courts and councils, or braving the +tortures of kings; so that Harry Esmond thought that to belong to the +Jesuits was the greatest prize of life and bravest end of ambition; the +greatest career here, and in heaven the surest reward; and began to +long for the day, not only when he should enter into the one church +and receive his first communion, but when he might join that wonderful +brotherhood, which was present throughout all the world, and which +numbered the wisest, the bravest, the highest born, the most eloquent of +men among its members. Father Holt bade him keep his views secret, +and to hide them as a great treasure which would escape him if it was +revealed; and, proud of this confidence and secret vested in him, +the lad became fondly attached to the master who initiated him into +a mystery so wonderful and awful. And when little Tom Tusher, his +neighbor, came from school for his holiday, and said how he, too, was +to be bred up for an English priest, and would get what he called +an exhibition from his school, and then a college scholarship and +fellowship, and then a good living--it tasked young Harry Esmond's +powers of reticence not to say to his young companion, "Church! +priesthood! fat living! My dear Tommy, do you call yours a church and +a priesthood? What is a fat living compared to converting a hundred +thousand heathens by a single sermon? What is a scholarship at Trinity +by the side of a crown of martyrdom, with angels awaiting you as your +head is taken off? Could your master at school sail over the Thames on +his gown? Have you statues in your church that can bleed, speak, walk, +and cry? My good Tommy, in dear Father Holt's church these things take +place every day. You know Saint Philip of the Willows appeared to Lord +Castlewood, and caused him to turn to the one true church. No saints +ever come to you." And Harry Esmond, because of his promise to Father +Holt, hiding away these treasures of faith from T. Tusher, delivered +himself of them nevertheless simply to Father Holt; who stroked his +head, smiled at him with his inscrutable look, and told him that he did +well to meditate on these great things, and not to talk of them except +under direction. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +I AM PLACED UNDER A POPISH PRIEST AND BRED TO THAT +RELIGION.--VISCOUNTESS CASTLEWOOD. + + +Had time enough been given, and his childish inclinations been properly +nurtured, Harry Esmond had been a Jesuit priest ere he was a dozen years +older, and might have finished his days a martyr in China or a victim +on Tower Hill: for, in the few months they spent together at Castlewood, +Mr. Holt obtained an entire mastery over the boy's intellect and +affections; and had brought him to think, as indeed Father Holt +thought with all his heart too, that no life was so noble, no death so +desirable, as that which many brethren of his famous order were ready +to undergo. By love, by a brightness of wit and good-humor that charmed +all, by an authority which he knew how to assume, by a mystery and +silence about him which increased the child's reverence for him, he won +Harry's absolute fealty, and would have kept it, doubtless, if schemes +greater and more important than a poor little boy's admission into +orders had not called him away. + +After being at home for a few months in tranquillity (if theirs might be +called tranquillity, which was, in truth, a constant bickering), my lord +and lady left the country for London, taking their director with them: +and his little pupil scarce ever shed more bitter tears in his life than +he did for nights after the first parting with his dear friend, as he +lay in the lonely chamber next to that which the Father used to occupy. +He and a few domestics were left as the only tenants of the great house: +and, though Harry sedulously did all the tasks which the Father set him, +he had many hours unoccupied, and read in the library, and bewildered +his little brains with the great books he found there. + +After a while, the little lad grew accustomed to the loneliness of the +place; and in after days remembered this part of his life as a +period not unhappy. When the family was at London the whole of the +establishment travelled thither with the exception of the porter--who +was, moreover, brewer, gardener, and woodman--and his wife and children. +These had their lodging in the gate-house hard by, with a door into the +court; and a window looking out on the green was the Chaplain's room; +and next to this a small chamber where Father Holt had his books, and +Harry Esmond his sleeping closet. The side of the house facing the +east had escaped the guns of the Cromwellians, whose battery was on the +height facing the western court; so that this eastern end bore few marks +of demolition, save in the chapel, where the painted windows surviving +Edward the Sixth had been broke by the Commonwealthmen. In Father Holt's +time little Harry Esmond acted as his familiar and faithful little +servitor; beating his clothes, folding his vestments, fetching his +water from the well long before daylight, ready to run anywhere for the +service of his beloved priest. When the Father was away, he locked his +private chamber; but the room where the books were was left to little +Harry, who, but for the society of this gentleman, was little less +solitary when Lord Castlewood was at home. + +The French wit saith that a hero is none to his valet-de-chambre, and +it required less quick eyes than my lady's little page was naturally +endowed with, to see that she had many qualities by no means heroic, +however much Mrs. Tusher might flatter and coax her. When Father Holt +was not by, who exercised an entire authority over the pair, my lord +and my lady quarrelled and abused each other so as to make the servants +laugh, and to frighten the little page on duty. The poor boy trembled +before his mistress, who called him by a hundred ugly names, who made +nothing of boxing his ears, and tilting the silver basin in his face +which it was his business to present to her after dinner. She hath +repaired, by subsequent kindness to him, these severities, which it must +be owned made his childhood very unhappy. She was but unhappy herself at +this time, poor soul! and I suppose made her dependants lead her own sad +life. I think my lord was as much afraid of her as her page was, and the +only person of the household who mastered her was Mr. Holt. Harry was +only too glad when the Father dined at table, and to slink away and +prattle with him afterwards, or read with him, or walk with him. +Luckily my Lady Viscountess did not rise till noon. Heaven help the poor +waiting-woman who had charge of her toilet! I have often seen the poor +wretch come out with red eyes from the closet where those long and +mysterious rites of her ladyship's dress were performed, and the +backgammon-box locked up with a rap on Mrs. Tusher's fingers when she +played ill, or the game was going the wrong way. + +Blessed be the king who introduced cards, and the kind inventors +of piquet and cribbage, for they employed six hours at least of her +ladyship's day, during which her family was pretty easy. Without this +occupation my lady frequently declared she should die. Her dependants +one after another relieved guard--'twas rather a dangerous post to play +with her ladyship--and took the cards turn about. Mr. Holt would sit +with her at piquet during hours together, at which time she behaved +herself properly; and as for Dr. Tusher, I believe he would have left a +parishioner's dying bed, if summoned to play a rubber with his patroness +at Castlewood. Sometimes, when they were pretty comfortable together, +my lord took a hand. Besides these my lady had her faithful poor Tusher, +and one, two, three gentlewomen whom Harry Esmond could recollect in +his time. They could not bear that genteel service very long; one after +another tried and failed at it. These and the housekeeper, and little +Harry Esmond, had a table of their own. Poor ladies their life was far +harder than the page's. He was sound asleep, tucked up in his little +bed, whilst they were sitting by her ladyship reading her to sleep, with +the "News Letter" or the "Grand Cyrus." My lady used to have boxes of +new plays from London, and Harry was forbidden, under the pain of a +whipping, to look into them. I am afraid he deserved the penalty pretty +often, and got it sometimes. Father Holt applied it twice or thrice, +when he caught the young scapegrace with a delightful wicked comedy of +Mr. Shadwell's or Mr. Wycherley's under his pillow. + +These, when he took any, were my lord's favorite reading. But he +was averse to much study, and, as his little page fancied, to much +occupation of any sort. + +It always seemed to young Harry Esmond that my lord treated him with +more kindness when his lady was not present, and Lord Castlewood would +take the lad sometimes on his little journeys a-hunting or a-birding; +he loved to play at cards and tric-trac with him, which games the boy +learned to pleasure his lord: and was growing to like him better daily, +showing a special pleasure if Father Holt gave a good report of him, +patting him on the head, and promising that he would provide for the +boy. However, in my lady's presence, my lord showed no such marks of +kindness, and affected to treat the lad roughly, and rebuked him sharply +for little faults, for which he in a manner asked pardon of young Esmond +when they were private, saying if he did not speak roughly, she would, +and his tongue was not such a bad one as his lady's--a point whereof the +boy, young as he was, was very well assured. + +Great public events were happening all this while, of which the simple +young page took little count. But one day, riding into the neighboring +town on the step of my lady's coach, his lordship and she and Father +Holt being inside, a great mob of people came hooting and jeering round +the coach, bawling out "The Bishops for ever!" "Down with the Pope!" "No +Popery! no Popery! Jezebel, Jezebel!" so that my lord began to laugh, +my lady's eyes to roll with anger, for she was as bold as a lioness, +and feared nobody; whilst Mr. Holt, as Esmond saw from his place on the +step, sank back with rather an alarmed face, crying out to her ladyship, +"For God's sake, madam, do not speak or look out of window; sit still." +But she did not obey this prudent injunction of the Father; she thrust +her head out of the coach window, and screamed out to the coachman, +"Flog your way through them, the brutes, James, and use your whip!" + +The mob answered with a roaring jeer of laughter, and fresh cries of +"Jezebel! Jezebel!" My lord only laughed the more: he was a languid +gentleman: nothing seemed to excite him commonly, though I have seen +him cheer and halloo the hounds very briskly, and his face (which was +generally very yellow and calm) grow quite red and cheerful during a +burst over the Downs after a hare, and laugh, and swear, and huzzah at a +cockfight, of which sport he was very fond. And now, when the mob began +to hoot his lady, he laughed with something of a mischievous look, as +though he expected sport, and thought that she and they were a match. + +James the coachman was more afraid of his mistress than the mob, +probably, for he whipped on his horses as he was bidden, and the +post-boy that rode with the first pair (my lady always rode with her +coach-and-six,) gave a cut of his thong over the shoulders of one fellow +who put his hand out towards the leading horse's rein. + +It was a market-day, and the country-people were all assembled with +their baskets of poultry, eggs, and such things; the postilion had no +sooner lashed the man who would have taken hold of his horse, but a +great cabbage came whirling like a bombshell into the carriage, at which +my lord laughed more, for it knocked my lady's fan out of her hand, and +plumped into Father Holt's stomach. Then came a shower of carrots and +potatoes. + +"For Heaven's sake be still!" says Mr. Holt; "we are not ten paces from +the 'Bell' archway, where they can shut the gates on us, and keep out +this canaille." + +The little page was outside the coach on the step, and a fellow in the +crowd aimed a potato at him, and hit him in the eye, at which the poor +little wretch set up a shout; the man laughed, a great big saddler's +apprentice of the town. "Ah! you d--- little yelling Popish bastard," +he said, and stooped to pick up another; the crowd had gathered quite +between the horses and the inn door by this time, and the coach was +brought to a dead stand-still. My lord jumped as briskly as a boy out of +the door on his side of the coach, squeezing little Harry behind it; had +hold of the potato-thrower's collar in an instant, and the next moment +the brute's heels were in the air, and he fell on the stones with a +thump. + +"You hulking coward!" says he; "you pack of screaming blackguards! how +dare you attack children, and insult women? Fling another shot at that +carriage, you sneaking pigskin cobbler, and by the Lord I'll send my +rapier through you!" + +Some of the mob cried, "Huzzah, my lord!" for they knew him, and +the saddler's man was a known bruiser, near twice as big as my lord +Viscount. + +"Make way there," says he (he spoke in a high shrill voice, but with +a great air of authority). "Make way, and let her ladyship's carriage +pass." The men that were between the coach and the gate of the "Bell" +actually did make way, and the horses went in, my lord walking after +them with his hat on his head. + +As he was going in at the gate, through which the coach had just rolled, +another cry begins, of "No Popery--no Papists!" My lord turns round and +faces them once more. + +"God save the King!" says he at the highest pitch of his voice. "Who +dares abuse the King's religion? You, you d--d psalm-singing cobbler, +as sure as I'm a magistrate of this county I'll commit you!" The fellow +shrank back, and my lord retreated with all the honors of the day. +But when the little flurry caused by the scene was over, and the flush +passed off his face, he relapsed into his usual languor, trifled with +his little dog, and yawned when my lady spoke to him. + +This mob was one of many thousands that were going about the country at +that time, huzzahing for the acquittal of the seven bishops who had been +tried just then, and about whom little Harry Esmond at that time knew +scarce anything. It was Assizes at Hexton, and there was a great meeting +of the gentry at the "Bell;" and my lord's people had their new liveries +on, and Harry a little suit of blue and silver, which he wore upon +occasions of state; and the gentlefolks came round and talked to my +lord: and a judge in a red gown, who seemed a very great personage, +especially complimented him and my lady, who was mighty grand. Harry +remembers her train borne up by her gentlewoman. There was an assembly +and ball at the great room at the "Bell," and other young gentlemen of +the county families looked on as he did. One of them jeered him for his +black eye, which was swelled by the potato, and another called him a +bastard, on which he and Harry fell to fisticuffs. My lord's cousin, +Colonel Esmond of Walcote, was there, and separated the two lads--a +great tall gentleman, with a handsome good-natured face. The boy did not +know how nearly in after-life he should be allied to Colonel Esmond, and +how much kindness he should have to owe him. + +There was little love between the two families. My lady used not to +spare Colonel Esmond in talking of him, for reasons which have been +hinted already; but about which, at his tender age, Henry Esmond could +be expected to know nothing. + +Very soon afterwards, my lord and lady went to London with Mr. Holt, +leaving, however, the page behind them. The little man had the great +house of Castlewood to himself; or between him and the housekeeper, Mrs. +Worksop, an old lady who was a kinswoman of the family in some distant +way, and a Protestant, but a staunch Tory and king's-man, as all the +Esmonds were. He used to go to school to Dr. Tusher when he was at home, +though the Doctor was much occupied too. There was a great stir and +commotion everywhere, even in the little quiet village of Castlewood, +whither a party of people came from the town, who would have broken +Castlewood Chapel windows, but the village people turned out, and even +old Sieveright, the republican blacksmith, along with them: for my +lady, though she was a Papist, and had many odd ways, was kind to the +tenantry, and there was always a plenty of beef, and blankets, and +medicine for the poor at Castlewood Hall. + +A kingdom was changing hands whilst my lord and lady were away. King +James was flying, the Dutchmen were coming; awful stories about them and +the Prince of Orange used old Mrs. Worksop to tell to the idle little +page. + +He liked the solitude of the great house very well; he had all the +play-books to read, and no Father Holt to whip him, and a hundred +childish pursuits and pastimes, without doors and within, which made +this time very pleasant. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MY SUPERIORS ARE ENGAGED IN PLOTS FOR THE RESTORATION OF KING JAMES II. + + +Not having been able to sleep, for thinking of some lines for eels which +he had placed the night before, the lad was lying in his little bed, +waiting for the hour when the gate would be open, and he and his +comrade, John Lockwood, the porter's son, might go to the pond and see +what fortune had brought them. At daybreak John was to awaken him, but +his own eagerness for the sport had served as a reveillez long since--so +long, that it seemed to him as if the day never would come. + +It might have been four o'clock when he heard the door of the opposite +chamber, the Chaplain's room, open, and the voice of a man coughing in +the passage. Harry jumped up, thinking for certain it was a robber, or +hoping perhaps for a ghost, and, flinging open his own door, saw before +him the Chaplain's door open, and a light inside, and a figure standing +in the doorway, in the midst of a great smoke which issued from the +room. + +"Who's there?" cried out the boy, who was of a good spirit. + +"Silentium!" whispered the other; "'tis I, my boy!" and, holding his +hand out, Harry had no difficulty in recognizing his master and friend, +Father Holt. A curtain was over the window of the Chaplain's room that +looked to the court, and Harry saw that the smoke came from a great +flame of papers which were burning in a brazier when he entered the +Chaplain's room. After giving a hasty greeting and blessing to the lad, +who was charmed to see his tutor, the Father continued the burning of +his papers, drawing them from a cupboard over the mantel-piece wall, +which Harry had never seen before. + +Father Holt laughed, seeing the lad's attention fixed at once on this +hole. "That is right, Harry," he said; "faithful little famuli, see all +and say nothing. You are faithful, I know." + +"I know I would go to the stake for you," said Harry. + +"I don't want your head," said the Father, patting it kindly; "all you +have to do is to hold your tongue. Let us burn these papers, and say +nothing to anybody. Should you like to read them?" + +Harry Esmond blushed, and held down his head; he HAD looked as the fact +was, and without thinking, at the paper before him; and though he had +seen it, could not understand a word of it, the letters being quite +clear enough, but quite without meaning. They burned the papers, beating +down the ashes in a brazier, so that scarce any traces of them remained. + +Harry had been accustomed to see Father Holt in more dresses than one; +it not being safe, or worth the danger, for Popish ecclesiastics to wear +their proper dress; and he was, in consequence, in no wise astonished +that the priest should now appear before him in a riding-dress, with +large buff leather boots, and a feather to his hat, plain, but such as +gentlemen wore. + +"You know the secret of the cupboard," said he, laughing, "and must be +prepared for other mysteries;" and he opened--but not a secret cupboard +this time--only a wardrobe, which he usually kept locked, and from which +he now took out two or three dresses and perruques of different colors, +and a couple of swords of a pretty make (Father Holt was an expert +practitioner with the small-sword, and every day, whilst he was at home, +he and his pupil practised this exercise, in which the lad became a very +great proficient), a military coat and cloak, and a farmer's smock, +and placed them in the large hole over the mantel-piece from which the +papers had been taken. + +"If they miss the cupboard," he said, "they will not find these; if +they find them, they'll tell no tales, except that Father Holt wore more +suits of clothes than one. All Jesuits do. You know what deceivers we +are, Harry." + +Harry was alarmed at the notion that his friend was about to leave him; +but "No," the priest said, "I may very likely come back with my lord +in a few days. We are to be tolerated; we are not to be persecuted. But +they may take a fancy to pay a visit at Castlewood ere our return; and, +as gentlemen of my cloth are suspected, they might choose to examine +my papers, which concern nobody--at least not them." And to this day, +whether the papers in cipher related to politics, or to the affairs of +that mysterious society whereof Father Holt was a member, his pupil, +Harry Esmond, remains in entire ignorance. + +The rest of his goods, his small wardrobe, &c. Holt left untouched on +his shelves and in his cupboard, taking down--with a laugh, however--and +flinging into the brazier, where he only half burned them, some +theological treatises which he had been writing against the English +divines. "And now," said he, "Henry, my son, you may testify, with a +safe conscience, that you saw me burning Latin sermons the last time I +was here before I went away to London; and it will be daybreak directly, +and I must be away before Lockwood is stirring." + +"Will not Lockwood let you out, sir?" Esmond asked. Holt laughed; he +was never more gay or good-humored than when in the midst of action or +danger. + +"Lockwood knows nothing of my being here, mind you," he said; "nor would +you, you little wretch! had you slept better. You must forget that I +have been here; and now farewell. Close the door, and go to your own +room, and don't come out till--stay, why should you not know one secret +more? I know you will never betray me." + +In the Chaplain's room were two windows; the one looking into the court +facing westwards to the fountain; the other, a small casement strongly +barred, and looking on to the green in front of the Hall. This window +was too high to reach from the ground; but, mounting on a buffet which +stood beneath it, Father Holt showed me how, by pressing on the base +of the window, the whole framework of lead, glass, and iron stanchions +descended into a cavity worked below, from which it could be drawn and +restored to its usual place from without; a broken pane being purposely +open to admit the hand which was to work upon the spring of the machine. + +"When I am gone," Father Holt said, "you may push away the buffet, so +that no one may fancy that an exit has been made that way; lock the +door; place the key--where shall we put the key?--under 'Chrysostom' on +the book-shelf; and if any ask for it, say I keep it there, and told you +where to find it, if you had need to go to my room. The descent is easy +down the wall into the ditch; and so, once more farewell, until I see +thee again, my dear son." And with this the intrepid Father mounted +the buffet with great agility and briskness, stepped across the window, +lifting up the bars and framework again from the other side, and only +leaving room for Harry Esmond to stand on tiptoe and kiss his hand +before the casement closed, the bars fixing as firmly as ever, +seemingly, in the stone arch overhead. When Father Holt next arrived at +Castlewood, it was by the public gate on horseback; and he never so much +as alluded to the existence of the private issue to Harry, except when +he had need of a private messenger from within, for which end, no doubt, +he had instructed his young pupil in the means of quitting the Hall. + +Esmond, young as he was, would have died sooner than betray his friend +and master, as Mr. Holt well knew; for he had tried the boy more than +once, putting temptations in his way, to see whether he would yield to +them and confess afterwards, or whether he would resist them, as he did +sometimes, or whether he would lie, which he never did. Holt instructing +the boy on this point, however, that if to keep silence is not to lie, +as it certainly is not, yet silence is, after all, equivalent to a +negation--and therefore a downright No, in the interest of justice +or your friend, and in reply to a question that may be prejudicial to +either, is not criminal, but, on the contrary, praiseworthy; and as +lawful a way as the other of eluding a wrongful demand. For instance +(says he), suppose a good citizen, who had seen his Majesty take refuge +there, had been asked, "Is King Charles up that oak-tree?" his duty +would have been not to say, Yes--so that the Cromwellians should seize +the king and murder him like his father--but No; his Majesty being +private in the tree, and therefore not to be seen there by loyal +eyes: all which instruction, in religion and morals, as well as in the +rudiments of the tongues and sciences, the boy took eagerly and with +gratitude from his tutor. When, then, Holt was gone, and told Harry not +to see him, it was as if he had never been. And he had this answer pat +when he came to be questioned a few days after. + +The Prince of Orange was then at Salisbury, as young Esmond learned from +seeing Doctor Tusher in his best cassock (though the roads were +muddy, and he never was known to wear his silk, only his stuff one, +a-horseback), with a great orange cockade in his broad-leafed hat, and +Nahum, his clerk, ornamented with a like decoration. The Doctor was +walking up and down in front of his parsonage, when little Esmond saw +him, and heard him say he was going to pay his duty to his Highness +the Prince, as he mounted his pad and rode away with Nahum behind. The +village people had orange cockades too, and his friend the blacksmith's +laughing daughter pinned one into Harry's old hat, which he tore out +indignantly when they bade him to cry "God save the Prince of Orange and +the Protestant religion!" but the people only laughed, for they liked +the boy in the village, where his solitary condition moved the general +pity, and where he found friendly welcomes and faces in many houses. +Father Holt had many friends there too, for he not only would fight the +blacksmith at theology, never losing his temper, but laughing the whole +time in his pleasant way; but he cured him of an ague with quinquina, +and was always ready with a kind word for any man that asked it, so that +they said in the village 'twas a pity the two were Papists. + +The Director and the Vicar of Castlewood agreed very well; indeed, the +former was a perfectly-bred gentleman, and it was the latter's business +to agree with everybody. Doctor Tusher and the lady's-maid, his spouse, +had a boy who was about the age of little Esmond; and there was such a +friendship between the lads, as propinquity and tolerable kindness and +good-humor on either side would be pretty sure to occasion. Tom Tusher +was sent off early, however, to a school in London, whither his father +took him and a volume of sermons, in the first year of the reign of King +James; and Tom returned but once, a year afterwards, to Castlewood for +many years of his scholastic and collegiate life. Thus there was less +danger to Tom of a perversion of his faith by the Director, who scarce +ever saw him, than there was to Harry, who constantly was in the Vicar's +company; but as long as Harry's religion was his Majesty's, and my +lord's, and my lady's, the Doctor said gravely, it should not be for +him to disturb or disquiet him: it was far from him to say that his +Majesty's Church was not a branch of the Catholic Church; upon which +Father Holt used, according to his custom, to laugh, and say that the +Holy Church throughout all the world, and the noble Army of Martyrs, +were very much obliged to the Doctor. + +It was while Dr. Tusher was away at Salisbury that there came a troop +of dragoons with orange scarfs, and quartered in Castlewood, and some +of them came up to the Hall, where they took possession, robbing nothing +however beyond the hen-house and the beer-cellar: and only insisting +upon going through the house and looking for papers. The first room they +asked to look at was Father Holt's room, of which Harry Esmond brought +the key, and they opened the drawers and the cupboards, and tossed over +the papers and clothes--but found nothing except his books and clothes, +and the vestments in a box by themselves, with which the dragoons +made merry, to Harry Esmond's horror. And to the questions which the +gentleman put to Harry, he replied that Father Holt was a very kind man +to him, and a very learned man, and Harry supposed would tell him none +of his secrets if he had any. He was about eleven years old at this +time, and looked as innocent as boys of his age. + +The family were away more than six months, and when they returned +they were in the deepest state of dejection, for King James had been +banished, the Prince of Orange was on the throne, and the direst +persecutions of those of the Catholic faith were apprehended by my +lady, who said she did not believe that there was a word of truth in the +promises of toleration that Dutch monster made, or in a single word the +perjured wretch said. My lord and lady were in a manner prisoners in +their own house; so her ladyship gave the little page to know, who was +by this time growing of an age to understand what was passing about him, +and something of the characters of the people he lived with. + +"We are prisoners," says she; "in everything but chains, we are +prisoners. Let them come, let them consign me to dungeons, or strike off +my head from this poor little throat" (and she clasped it in her long +fingers). "The blood of the Esmonds will always flow freely for their +kings. We are not like the Churchills--the Judases, who kiss their +master and betray him. We know how to suffer, how even to forgive in the +royal cause" (no doubt it was to that fatal business of losing the place +of Groom of the Posset to which her ladyship alluded, as she did half +a dozen times in the day). "Let the tyrant of Orange bring his rack and +his odious Dutch tortures--the beast! the wretch! I spit upon him and +defy him. Cheerfully will I lay this head upon the block; cheerfully +will I accompany my lord to the scaffold: we will cry 'God save +King James!' with our dying breath, and smile in the face of the +executioner." And she told her page, a hundred times at least, of the +particulars of the last interview which she had with his Majesty. + +"I flung myself before my liege's feet," she said, "at Salisbury. +I devoted myself--my husband--my house, to his cause. Perhaps he +remembered old times, when Isabella Esmond was young and fair; perhaps +he recalled the day when 'twas not I that knelt--at least he spoke to me +with a voice that reminded ME of days gone by. 'Egad!' said his Majesty, +'you should go to the Prince of Orange; if you want anything.' 'No, +sire,' I replied, 'I would not kneel to a Usurper; the Esmond that would +have served your Majesty will never be groom to a traitor's posset.' The +royal exile smiled, even in the midst of his misfortune; he deigned to +raise me with words of consolation. The Viscount, my husband, himself, +could not be angry at the august salute with which he honored me!" + +The public misfortune had the effect of making my lord and his lady +better friends than they ever had been since their courtship. My +lord Viscount had shown both loyalty and spirit, when these were rare +qualities in the dispirited party about the King; and the praise he got +elevated him not a little in his wife's good opinion, and perhaps in his +own. He wakened up from the listless and supine life which he had been +leading; was always riding to and fro in consultation with this friend +or that of the King's; the page of course knowing little of his doings, +but remarking only his greater cheerfulness and altered demeanor. + +Father Holt came to the Hall constantly, but officiated no longer openly +as chaplain; he was always fetching and carrying: strangers, military +and ecclesiastic (Harry knew the latter, though they came in all sorts +of disguises), were continually arriving and departing. My lord made +long absences and sudden reappearances, using sometimes the means of +exit which Father Holt had employed, though how often the little window +in the Chaplain's room let in or let out my lord and his friends, Harry +could not tell. He stoutly kept his promise to the Father of not prying, +and if at midnight from his little room he heard noises of persons +stirring in the next chamber, he turned round to the wall, and hid his +curiosity under his pillow until it fell asleep. Of course he could +not help remarking that the priest's journeys were constant, and +understanding by a hundred signs that some active though secret business +employed him: what this was may pretty well be guessed by what soon +happened to my lord. + +No garrison or watch was put into Castlewood when my lord came back, but +a Guard was in the village; and one or other of them was always on the +Green keeping a look-out on our great gate, and those who went out and +in. Lockwood said that at night especially every person who came in or +went out was watched by the outlying sentries. 'Twas lucky that we had +a gate which their Worships knew nothing about. My lord and Father Holt +must have made constant journeys at night: once or twice little Harry +acted as their messenger and discreet little aide-de-camp. He remembers +he was bidden to go into the village with his fishing-rod, enter certain +houses, ask for a drink of water, and tell the good man, "There would be +a horse-market at Newbury next Thursday," and so carry the same message +on to the next house on his list. + +He did not know what the message meant at the time, nor what was +happening: which may as well, however, for clearness' sake, be explained +here. The Prince of Orange being gone to Ireland, where the King was +ready to meet him with a great army, it was determined that a great +rising of his Majesty's party should take place in this country; and my +lord was to head the force in our county. Of late he had taken a greater +lead in affairs than before, having the indefatigable Mr. Holt at his +elbow, and my Lady Viscountess strongly urging him on; and my Lord +Sark being in the Tower a prisoner, and Sir Wilmot Crawley, of Queen's +Crawley, having gone over to the Prince of Orange's side--my lord became +the most considerable person in our part of the county for the affairs +of the King. + +It was arranged that the regiment of Scots Grays and Dragoons, then +quartered at Newbury, should declare for the King on a certain day, when +likewise the gentry affected to his Majesty's cause were to come in with +their tenants and adherents to Newbury, march upon the Dutch troops +at Reading under Ginckel; and, these overthrown, and their indomitable +little master away in Ireland, 'twas thought that our side might move on +London itself, and a confident victory was predicted for the King. + +As these great matters were in agitation, my lord lost his listless +manner and seemed to gain health; my lady did not scold him, Mr. Holt +came to and fro, busy always; and little Harry longed to have been a few +inches taller, that he might draw a sword in this good cause. + +One day, it must have been about the month of July, 1690, my lord, in +a great horseman's coat, under which Harry could see the shining of a +steel breastplate he had on, called little Harry to him, put the hair +off the child's forehead, and kissed him, and bade God bless him in such +an affectionate way as he never had used before. Father Holt blessed him +too, and then they took leave of my Lady Viscountess, who came from her +apartment with a pocket-handkerchief to her eyes, and her gentlewoman +and Mrs. Tusher supporting her. "You are going to--to ride," says she. +"Oh, that I might come too--but in my situation I am forbidden horse +exercise." + +"We kiss my Lady Marchioness's hand," says Mr. Holt. + +"My lord, God speed you!" she said, stepping up and embracing my lord in +a grand manner. "Mr. Holt, I ask your blessing:" and she knelt down for +that, whilst Mrs. Tusher tossed her head up. + +Mr. Holt gave the same benediction to the little page, who went down +and held my lord's stirrups for him to mount; there were two servants +waiting there too--and they rode out of Castlewood gate. + +As they crossed the bridge, Harry could see an officer in scarlet ride +up touching his hat, and address my lord. + +The party stopped, and came to some parley or discussion, which +presently ended, my lord putting his horse into a canter after taking +off his hat and making a bow to the officer, who rode alongside him step +for step: the trooper accompanying him falling back, and riding with my +lord's two men. They cantered over the Green, and behind the elms (my +lord waving his hand, Harry thought), and so they disappeared. That +evening we had a great panic, the cow-boy coming at milking-time riding +one of our horses, which he had found grazing at the outer park-wall. + +All night my Lady Viscountess was in a very quiet and subdued mood. +She scarce found fault with anybody; she played at cards for six hours; +little page Esmond went to sleep. He prayed for my lord and the good +cause before closing his eyes. + +It was quite in the gray of the morning when the porter's bell rang, and +old Lockwood, waking up, let in one of my lord's servants, who had gone +with him in the morning, and who returned with a melancholy story. The +officer who rode up to my lord had, it appeared, said to him, that it +was his duty to inform his lordship that he was not under arrest, but +under surveillance, and to request him not to ride abroad that day. + +My lord replied that riding was good for his health, that if the Captain +chose to accompany him he was welcome; and it was then that he made a +bow, and they cantered away together. + +When he came on to Wansey Down, my lord all of a sudden pulled up, and +the party came to a halt at the cross-way. + +"Sir," says he to the officer, "we are four to two; will you be so kind +as to take that road, and leave me go mine?" + +"Your road is mine, my lord," says the officer. + +"Then--" says my lord; but he had no time to say more, for the officer, +drawing a pistol, snapped it at his lordship; as at the same moment +Father Holt, drawing a pistol, shot the officer through the head. It was +done, and the man dead in an instant of time. The orderly, gazing at the +officer, looked seared for a moment, and galloped away for his life. + +"Fire! fire!" cries out Father Holt, sending another shot after the +trooper, but the two servants were too much surprised to use their +pieces, and my lord calling to them to hold their hands, the fellow got +away. + +"Mr. Holt, qui pensait a tout," says Blaise, "gets off his horse, +examines the pockets of the dead officer for papers, gives his money to +us two, and says, 'The wine is drawn, M. le Marquis,'--why did he say +Marquis to M. le Vicomte?--'we must drink it.' + +"The poor gentleman's horse was a better one than that I rode," +Blaise continues; "Mr. Holt bids me get on him, and so I gave a cut to +Whitefoot, and she trotted home. We rode on towards Newbury; we heard +firing towards midday: at two o'clock a horseman comes up to us as we +were giving our cattle water at an inn--and says, 'All is done! The +Ecossais declared an hour too soon--General Ginckel was down upon them.' +The whole thing was at an end. + +"'And we've shot an officer on duty, and let his orderly escape,' says +my lord. + +"'Blaise,' says Mr. Holt, writing two lines on his table-book, one for +my lady and one for you, Master Harry; 'you must go back to Castlewood, +and deliver these,' and behold me." + +And he gave Harry the two papers. He read that to himself, which only +said, "Burn the papers in the cupboard, burn this. You know nothing +about anything." Harry read this, ran up stairs to his mistress's +apartment, where her gentlewoman slept near to the door, made her bring +a light and wake my lady, into whose hands he gave the paper. She was a +wonderful object to look at in her night attire, nor had Harry ever seen +the like. + +As soon as she had the paper in her hand, Harry stepped back to the +Chaplain's room, opened the secret cupboard over the fireplace, burned +all the papers in it, and, as he had seen the priest do before, took +down one of his reverence's manuscript sermons, and half burnt that +in the brazier. By the time the papers were quite destroyed it was +daylight. Harry ran back to his mistress again. Her gentlewoman ushered +him again into her ladyship's chamber; she told him (from behind her +nuptial curtains) to bid the coach be got ready, and that she would ride +away anon. + +But the mysteries of her ladyship's toilet were as awfully long on this +day as on any other, and, long after the coach was ready, my lady was +still attiring herself. And just as the Viscountess stepped forth from +her room, ready for departure, young John Lockwood comes running up +from the village with news that a lawyer, three officers, and twenty or +four-and-twenty soldiers, were marching thence upon the house. John had +but two minutes the start of them, and, ere he had well told his story, +the troop rode into our court-yard. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE ISSUE OF THE PLOTS.--THE DEATH OF THOMAS, THIRD VISCOUNT OF +CASTLEWOOD; AND THE IMPRISONMENT OF HIS VISCOUNTESS. + + +At first my lady was for dying like Mary, Queen of Scots (to whom she +fancied she bore a resemblance in beauty), and, stroking her scraggy +neck, said, "They will find Isabel of Castlewood is equal to her fate." +Her gentlewoman, Victoire, persuaded her that her prudent course was, +as she could not fly, to receive the troops as though she suspected +nothing, and that her chamber was the best place wherein to await them. +So her black Japan casket, which Harry was to carry to the coach, was +taken back to her ladyship's chamber, whither the maid and mistress +retired. Victoire came out presently, bidding the page to say her +ladyship was ill, confined to her bed with the rheumatism. + +By this time the soldiers had reached Castlewood. Harry Esmond saw +them from the window of the tapestry parlor; a couple of sentinels were +posted at the gate--a half-dozen more walked towards the stable; and +some others, preceded by their commander, and a man in black, a lawyer +probably, were conducted by one of the servants to the stair leading up +to the part of the house which my lord and lady inhabited. + +So the Captain, a handsome kind man, and the lawyer, came through the +ante-room to the tapestry parlor, and where now was nobody but young +Harry Esmond, the page. + +"Tell your mistress, little man," says the Captain, kindly, "that we +must speak to her." + +"My mistress is ill a-bed," said the page. + +"What complaint has she?" asked the Captain. + +The boy said, "The rheumatism!" + +"Rheumatism! that's a sad complaint," continues the good-natured +Captain; "and the coach is in the yard to fetch the Doctor, I suppose?" + +"I don't know," says the boy. + +"And how long has her ladyship been ill?" + +"I don't know," says the boy. + +"When did my lord go away?" + +"Yesterday night." + +"With Father Holt?" + +"With Mr. Holt." + +"And which way did they travel?" asks the lawyer. + +"They travelled without me," says the page. + +"We must see Lady Castlewood." + +"I have orders that nobody goes in to her ladyship--she is sick," says +the page; but at this moment Victoire came out. "Hush!" says she; and, +as if not knowing that any one was near, "What's this noise?" says she. +"Is this gentleman the Doctor?" + +"Stuff! we must see Lady Castlewood," says the lawyer, pushing by. + +The curtains of her ladyship's room were down, and the chamber dark, +and she was in bed with a nightcap on her head, and propped up by her +pillows, looking none the less ghastly because of the red which was +still on her cheeks, and which she could not afford to forego. + +"Is that the Doctor?" she said. + +"There is no use with this deception, madam," Captain Westbury said (for +so he was named). "My duty is to arrest the person of Thomas, Viscount +Castlewood, a nonjuring peer--of Robert Tusher, Vicar of Castlewood--and +Henry Holt, known under various other names and designations, a Jesuit +priest, who officiated as chaplain here in the late king's time, and is +now at the head of the conspiracy which was about to break out in this +country against the authority of their Majesties King William and Queen +Mary--and my orders are to search the house for such papers or traces of +the conspiracy as may be found here. Your ladyship will please give me +your keys, and it will be as well for yourself that you should help us, +in every way, in our search." + +"You see, sir, that I have the rheumatism, and cannot move," said +the lady, looking uncommonly ghastly as she sat up in her bed, where, +however, she had had her cheeks painted, and a new cap put on, so that +she might at least look her best when the officers came. + +"I shall take leave to place a sentinel in the chamber, so that your +ladyship, in case you should wish to rise, may have an arm to lean on," +Captain Westbury said. "Your woman will show me where I am to look;" and +Madame Victoire, chattering in her half French and half English jargon, +opened while the Captain examined one drawer after another; but, as +Harry Esmond thought, rather carelessly, with a smile on his face, as if +he was only conducting the examination for form's sake. + +Before one of the cupboards Victoire flung herself down, stretching out +her arms, and, with a piercing shriek, cried, "Non, jamais, monsieur +l'officier! Jamais! I will rather die than let you see this wardrobe." + +But Captain Westbury would open it, still with a smile on his face, +which, when the box was opened, turned into a fair burst of laughter. +It contained--not papers regarding the conspiracy--but my lady's wigs, +washes, and rouge-pots, and Victoire said men were monsters, as the +Captain went on with his perquisition. He tapped the back to see whether +or no it was hollow, and as he thrust his hands into the cupboard, my +lady from her bed called out, with a voice that did not sound like that +of a very sick woman, "Is it your commission to insult ladies as well as +to arrest gentlemen, Captain?" + +"These articles are only dangerous when worn by your ladyship," the +Captain said, with a low bow, and a mock grin of politeness. "I have +found nothing which concerns the Government as yet--only the weapons +with which beauty is authorized to kill," says he, pointing to a wig +with his sword-tip. "We must now proceed to search the rest of the +house." + +"You are not going to leave that wretch in the room with me," cried my +lady, pointing to the soldier. + +"What can I do, madam? Somebody you must have to smooth your pillow and +bring your medicine--permit me--" + +"Sir!" screamed out my lady. + +"Madam, if you are too ill to leave the bed," the Captain then said, +rather sternly, "I must have in four of my men to lift you off in the +sheet. I must examine this bed, in a word; papers may be hidden in a bed +as elsewhere; we know that very well and * * *." + +Here it was her ladyship's turn to shriek, for the Captain, with his +fist shaking the pillows and bolsters, at last came to "burn" as they +say in the play of forfeits, and wrenching away one of the pillows, +said, "Look! did not I tell you so? Here is a pillow stuffed with +paper." + +"Some villain has betrayed us," cried out my lady, sitting up in the +bed, showing herself full dressed under her night-rail. + +"And now your ladyship can move, I am sure; permit me to give you my +hand to rise. You will have to travel for some distance, as far as +Hexton Castle to-night. Will you have your coach? Your woman shall +attend you if you like--and the japan-box?" + +"Sir! you don't strike a MAN when he is down," said my lady, with some +dignity: "can you not spare a woman?" + +"Your ladyship must please to rise, and let me search the bed," said the +Captain; "there is no more time to lose in bandying talk." + +And, without more ado, the gaunt old woman got up. Harry Esmond +recollected to the end of his life that figure, with the brocade dress +and the white night-rail, and the gold-clocked red stockings, and white +red-heeled shoes, sitting up in the bed, and stepping down from it. The +trunks were ready packed for departure in her ante-room, and the horses +ready harnessed in the stable: about all which the Captain seemed to +know, by information got from some quarter or other; and whence Esmond +could make a pretty shrewd guess in after-times, when Dr. Tusher +complained that King William's government had basely treated him for +services done in that cause. + +And here he may relate, though he was then too young to know all that +was happening, what the papers contained, of which Captain Westbury had +made a seizure, and which papers had been transferred from the japan-box +to the bed when the officers arrived. + +There was a list of gentlemen of the county in Father Holt's hand +writing--Mr. Freeman's (King James's) friends--a similar paper being +found among those of Sir John Fenwick and Mr. Coplestone, who suffered +death for this conspiracy. + +There was a patent conferring the title of Marquis of Esmond on my +Lord Castlewood and the heirs-male of his body; his appointment as +Lord-Lieutenant of the County, and Major-General.* + + * To have this rank of Marquis restored in the family had + always been my Lady Viscountess's ambition; and her old + maiden aunt, Barbara Topham, the goldsmith's daughter, dying + about this time, and leaving all her property to Lady + Castlewood, I have heard that her ladyship sent almost the + whole of the money to King James, a proceeding which so + irritated my Lord Castlewood that he actually went to the + parish church, and was only appeased by the Marquis's title + which his exiled Majesty sent to him in return for the + 15,000L. his faithful subject lent him. + +There were various letters from the nobility and gentry, some ardent +and some doubtful, in the King's service; and (very luckily for him) two +letters concerning Colonel Francis Esmond: one from Father Holt, which +said, "I have been to see this Colonel at his house at Walcote, near to +Wells, where he resides since the King's departure, and pressed him very +eagerly in Mr. Freeman's cause, showing him the great advantage he would +have by trading with that merchant, offering him large premiums there as +agreed between us. But he says no: he considers Mr. Freeman the head of +the firm, will never trade against him or embark with any other trading +company, but considers his duty was done when Mr. Freeman left England. +This Colonel seems to care more for his wife and his beagles than for +affairs. He asked me much about young H. E., 'that bastard,' as he +called him; doubting my lord's intentions respecting him. I reassured +him on this head, stating what I knew of the lad, and our intentions +respecting him, but with regard to Freeman he was inflexible." + +And another letter was from Colonel Esmond to his kinsman, to say that +one Captain Holton had been with him offering him large bribes to join, +YOU KNOW WHO, and saying that the head of the house of Castlewood was +deeply engaged in that quarter. But for his part he had broke his +sword when the K. left the country, and would never again fight in that +quarrel. The P. of O. was a man, at least, of a noble courage, and his +duty, and, as he thought, every Englishman's, was to keep the country +quiet, and the French out of it: and, in fine, that he would have +nothing to do with the scheme. + +Of the existence of these two letters and the contents of the pillow, +Colonel Frank Esmond, who became Viscount Castlewood, told Henry +Esmond afterwards, when the letters were shown to his lordship, who +congratulated himself, as he had good reason, that he had not joined +in the scheme which proved so fatal to many concerned in it. But, +naturally, the lad knew little about these circumstances when they +happened under his eyes: only being aware that his patron and his +mistress were in some trouble, which had caused the flight of the one +and the apprehension of the other by the officers of King William. + +The seizure of the papers effected, the gentlemen did not pursue their +further search through Castlewood House very rigorously. They examined +Mr. Holt's room, being led thither by his pupil, who showed, as the +Father had bidden him, the place where the key of his chamber lay, +opened the door for the gentlemen, and conducted them into the room. + +When the gentlemen came to the half-burned papers in the brazier, they +examined them eagerly enough, and their young guide was a little amused +at their perplexity. + +"What are these?" says one. + +"They're written in a foreign language," says the lawyer. "What are you +laughing at, little whelp?" adds he, turning round as he saw the boy +smile. + +"Mr. Holt said they were sermons," Harry said, "and bade me to burn +them;" which indeed was true of those papers. + +"Sermons indeed--it's treason, I would lay a wager," cries the lawyer. + +"Egad! it's Greek to me," says Captain Westbury. "Can you read it, +little boy?" + +"Yes, sir, a little," Harry said. + +"Then read, and read in English, sir, on your peril," said the lawyer. +And Harry began to translate:-- + +"Hath not one of your own writers said, 'The children of Adam are now +laboring as much as he himself ever did, about the tree of the knowledge +of good and evil, shaking the boughs thereof, and seeking the fruit, +being for the most part unmindful of the tree of life.' Oh blind +generation! 'tis this tree of knowledge to which the serpent has led +you"--and here the boy was obliged to stop, the rest of the page being +charred by the fire: and asked of the lawyer--"Shall I go on, sir?" + +The lawyer said--"This boy is deeper than he seems: who knows that he is +not laughing at us?" + +"Let's have in Dick the Scholar," cried Captain Westbury, laughing: and +he called to a trooper out of the window--"Ho, Dick, come in here and +construe." + +A thick-set soldier, with a square good-humored face, came in at the +summons, saluting his officer. + +"Tell us what is this, Dick," says the lawyer. + +"My name is Steele, sir," says the soldier. "I may be Dick for my +friends, but I don't name gentlemen of your cloth amongst them." + +"Well then, Steele." + +"Mr. Steele, sir, if you please. When you address a gentleman of his +Majesty's Horse Guards, be pleased not to be so familiar." + +"I didn't know, sir," said the lawyer. + +"How should you? I take it you are not accustomed to meet with +gentlemen," says the trooper. + +"Hold thy prate, and read that bit of paper," says Westbury. + +"'Tis Latin," says Dick, glancing at it, and again saluting his officer, +"and from a sermon of Mr. Cudworth's," and he translated the words +pretty much as Henry Esmond had rendered them. + +"What a young scholar you are," says the Captain to the boy. + +"Depend on't, he knows more than he tells," says the lawyer. "I think we +will pack him off in the coach with old Jezebel." + +"For construing a bit of Latin?" said the Captain, very good-naturedly. + +"I would as lief go there as anywhere," Harry Esmond said, simply, "for +there is nobody to care for me." + +There must have been something touching in the child's voice, or in +this description of his solitude--for the Captain looked at him very +good-naturedly, and the trooper, called Steele, put his hand kindly on +the lad's head, and said some words in the Latin tongue. + +"What does he say?" says the lawyer. + +"Faith, ask Dick himself," cried Captain Westbury. + +"I said I was not ignorant of misfortune myself, and had learned to +succor the miserable, and that's not YOUR trade, Mr. Sheepskin," said +the trooper. + +"You had better leave Dick the Scholar alone, Mr. Corbet," the Captain +said. And Harry Esmond, always touched by a kind face and kind word, +felt very grateful to this good-natured champion. + +The horses were by this time harnessed to the coach; and the Countess +and Victoire came down and were put into the vehicle. This woman, who +quarrelled with Harry Esmond all day, was melted at parting with him, +and called him "dear angel," and "poor infant," and a hundred other +names. + +The Viscountess, giving him her lean hand to kiss, bade him always be +faithful to the house of Esmond. "If evil should happen to my lord," +says she, "his SUCCESSOR, I trust, will be found, and give you +protection. Situated as I am, they will not dare wreak their vengeance +on me NOW." And she kissed a medal she wore with great fervor, and +Henry Esmond knew not in the least what her meaning was; but hath since +learned that, old as she was, she was for ever expecting, by the good +offices of saints and relics, to have an heir to the title of Esmond. + +Harry Esmond was too young to have been introduced into the secrets +of politics in which his patrons were implicated; for they put but few +questions to the boy (who was little of stature, and looked much younger +than his age), and such questions as they put he answered cautiously +enough, and professing even more ignorance than he had, for which his +examiners willingly enough gave him credit. He did not say a word about +the window or the cupboard over the fireplace; and these secrets quite +escaped the eyes of the searchers. + +So then my lady was consigned to her coach, and sent off to Hexton, with +her woman and the man of law to bear her company, a couple of troopers +riding on either side of the coach. And Harry was left behind at the +Hall, belonging as it were to nobody, and quite alone in the world. +The captain and a guard of men remained in possession there; and the +soldiers, who were very good-natured and kind, ate my lord's mutton and +drank his wine, and made themselves comfortable, as they well might do +in such pleasant quarters. + +The captains had their dinner served in my lord's tapestry parlor, and +poor little Harry thought his duty was to wait upon Captain Westbury's +chair, as his custom had been to serve his lord when he sat there. + +After the departure of the Countess, Dick the Scholar took Harry Esmond +under his special protection, and would examine him in his humanities +and talk to him both of French and Latin, in which tongues the lad +found, and his new friend was willing enough to acknowledge, that he was +even more proficient than Scholar Dick. Hearing that he had learned them +from a Jesuit, in the praise of whom and whose goodness Harry was never +tired of speaking, Dick, rather to the boy's surprise, who began to have +an early shrewdness, like many children bred up alone, showed a great +deal of theological science, and knowledge of the points at issue +between the two churches; so that he and Harry would have hours of +controversy together, in which the boy was certainly worsted by the +arguments of this singular trooper. "I am no common soldier," Dick would +say, and indeed it was easy to see by his learning, breeding, and +many accomplishments, that he was not. "I am of one of the most ancient +families in the empire; I have had my education at a famous school, +and a famous university; I learned my first rudiments of Latin near to +Smithfield, in London, where the martyrs were roasted." + +"You hanged as many of ours," interposed Harry; "and, for the matter of +persecution, Father Holt told me that a young gentleman of Edinburgh, +eighteen years of age, student at the college there, was hanged for +heresy only last year, though he recanted, and solemnly asked pardon for +his errors." + +"Faith! there has been too much persecution on both sides: but 'twas you +taught us." + +"Nay, 'twas the Pagans began it," cried the lad, and began to instance +a number of saints of the Church, from the proto-martyr downwards--"this +one's fire went out under him: that one's oil cooled in the caldron: at +a third holy head the executioner chopped three times and it would not +come off. Show us martyrs in YOUR church for whom such miracles have +been done." + +"Nay," says the trooper gravely, "the miracles of the first three +centuries belong to my Church as well as yours, Master Papist," and then +added, with something of a smile upon his countenance, and a queer look +at Harry--"And yet, my little catechiser, I have sometimes thought about +those miracles, that there was not much good in them, since the victim's +head always finished by coming off at the third or fourth chop, and the +caldron, if it did not boil one day, boiled the next. Howbeit, in our +times, the Church has lost that questionable advantage of respites. +There never was a shower to put out Ridley's fire, nor an angel to turn +the edge of Campion's axe. The rack tore the limbs of Southwell +the Jesuit and Sympson the Protestant alike. For faith, everywhere +multitudes die willingly enough. I have read in Monsieur Rycaut's +'History of the Turks,' of thousands of Mahomet's followers rushing +upon death in battle as upon certain Paradise; and in the great Mogul's +dominions people fling themselves by hundreds under the cars of the +idols annually, and the widows burn themselves on their husbands' +bodies, as 'tis well known. 'Tis not the dying for a faith that's so +hard, Master Harry--every man of every nation has done that--'tis the +living up to it that is difficult, as I know to my cost," he added with +a sigh. "And ah!" he added, "my poor lad, I am not strong enough to +convince thee by my life--though to die for my religion would give me +the greatest of joys--but I had a dear friend in Magdalen College in +Oxford; I wish Joe Addison were here to convince thee, as he quickly +could--for I think he's a match for the whole College of Jesuits; and +what's more, in his life too. In that very sermon of Dr. Cudworth's +which your priest was quoting from, and which suffered martydom in the +brazier,"--Dick added with a smile, "I had a thought of wearing the +black coat (but was ashamed of my life, you see, and took to this sorry +red one); I have often thought of Joe Addison--Dr. Cudworth says, +'A good conscience is the best looking-glass of heaven'--and there's +serenity in my friend's face which always reflects it--I wish you could +see him, Harry." + +"Did he do you a great deal of good?" asked the lad, simply. + +"He might have done," said the other--"at least he taught me to see and +approve better things. 'Tis my own fault, deteriora sequi." + +"You seem very good," the boy said. + +"I'm not what I seem, alas!" answered the trooper--and indeed, as it +turned out, poor Dick told the truth--for that very night, at supper +in the hall, where the gentlemen of the troop took their repasts, +and passed most part of their days dicing and smoking of tobacco, and +singing and cursing, over the Castlewood ale--Harry Esmond found Dick +the Scholar in a woful state of drunkenness. He hiccupped out a sermon +and his laughing companions bade him sing a hymn, on which Dick, +swearing he would run the scoundrel through the body who insulted his +religion, made for his sword, which was hanging on the wall, and fell +down flat on the floor under it, saying to Harry, who ran forward to +help him, "Ah, little Papist, I wish Joseph Addison was here!" + +Though the troopers of the King's Life-Guards were all gentlemen, yet +the rest of the gentlemen seemed ignorant and vulgar boors to Harry +Esmond, with the exception of this good-natured Corporal Steele the +Scholar, and Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant, who were always +kind to the lad. They remained for some weeks or months encamped in +Castlewood, and Harry learned from them, from time to time, how the lady +at Hexton Castle was treated, and the particulars of her confinement +there. 'Tis known that King William was disposed to deal very leniently +with the gentry who remained faithful to the old King's cause; and no +prince usurping a crown, as his enemies said he did, (righteously +taking it, as I think now,) ever caused less blood to be shed. As for +women-conspirators, he kept spies on the least dangerous, and locked up +the others. Lady Castlewood had the best rooms in Hexton Castle, and the +gaoler's garden to walk in; and though she repeatedly desired to be led +out to execution, like Mary Queen of Scots, there never was any thought +of taking her painted old head off, or any desire to do aught but keep +her person in security. + +And it appeared she found that some were friends in her misfortune, whom +she had, in her prosperity, considered as her worst enemies. Colonel +Francis Esmond, my lord's cousin and her ladyship's, who had married the +Dean of Winchester's daughter, and, since King James's departure out of +England, had lived not very far away from Hexton town, hearing of his +kinswoman's strait, and being friends with Colonel Brice, commanding for +King William in Hexton, and with the Church dignitaries there, came +to visit her ladyship in prison, offering to his uncle's daughter any +friendly services which lay in his power. And he brought his lady and +little daughter to see the prisoner, to the latter of whom, a child +of great beauty and many winning ways, the old Viscountess took not +a little liking, although between her ladyship and the child's mother +there was little more love than formerly. There are some injuries which +women never forgive one another; and Madam Francis Esmond, in marrying +her cousin, had done one of those irretrievable wrongs to Lady +Castlewood. But as she was now humiliated, and in misfortune, Madam +Francis could allow a truce to her enmity, and could be kind for a +while, at least, to her husband's discarded mistress. So the little +Beatrix, her daughter, was permitted often to go and visit the +imprisoned Viscountess, who, in so far as the child and its father +were concerned, got to abate in her anger towards that branch of the +Castlewood family. And the letters of Colonel Esmond coming to light, +as has been said, and his conduct being known to the King's council, the +Colonel was put in a better position with the existing government than +he had ever before been; any suspicions regarding his loyalty were +entirely done away; and so he was enabled to be of more service to his +kinswoman than he could otherwise have been. + +And now there befell an event by which this lady recovered her liberty, +and the house of Castlewood got a new owner, and fatherless little Harry +Esmond a new and most kind protector and friend. Whatever that secret +was which Harry was to hear from my lord, the boy never heard it; for +that night when Father Holt arrived, and carried my lord away with him, +was the last on which Harry ever saw his patron. What happened to my +lord may be briefly told here. Having found the horses at the place +where they were lying, my lord and Father Holt rode together to +Chatteris, where they had temporary refuge with one of the Father's +penitents in that city; but the pursuit being hot for them, and the +reward for the apprehension of one or the other considerable, it was +deemed advisable that they should separate; and the priest betook +himself to other places of retreat known to him, whilst my lord passed +over from Bristol into Ireland, in which kingdom King James had a court +and an army. My lord was but a small addition to this; bringing, indeed, +only his sword and the few pieces in his pocket; but the King received +him with some kindness and distinction in spite of his poor plight, +confirmed him in his new title of Marquis, gave him a regiment, and +promised him further promotion. But titles or promotion were not to +benefit him now. My lord was wounded at the fatal battle of the Boyne, +flying from which field (long after his master had set him an example) +he lay for a while concealed in the marshy country near to the town of +Trim, and more from catarrh and fever caught in the bogs than from the +steel of the enemy in the battle, sank and died. May the earth lie light +upon Thomas of Castlewood! He who writes this must speak in charity, +though this lord did him and his two grievous wrongs: for one of these +he would have made amends, perhaps, had life been spared him; but the +other lay beyond his power to repair, though 'tis to be hoped that a +greater Power than a priest has absolved him of it. He got the comfort +of this absolution, too, such as it was: a priest of Trim writing a +letter to my lady to inform her of this calamity. + +But in those days letters were slow of travelling, and our priest's took +two months or more on its journey from Ireland to England: where, when +it did arrive, it did not find my lady at her own house; she was at the +King's house of Hexton Castle when the letter came to Castlewood, but it +was opened for all that by the officer in command there. + +Harry Esmond well remembered the receipt of this letter, which Lockwood +brought in as Captain Westbury and Lieutenant Trant were on the green +playing at bowls, young Esmond looking on at the sport, or reading his +book in the arbor. + +"Here's news for Frank Esmond," says Captain Westbury; "Harry, did you +ever see Colonel Esmond?" And Captain Westbury looked very hard at the +boy as he spoke. + +Harry said he had seen him but once when he was at Hexton, at the ball +there. + +"And did he say anything?" + +"He said what I don't care to repeat," Harry answered. For he was now +twelve years of age: he knew what his birth was, and the disgrace of +it; and he felt no love towards the man who had most likely stained his +mother's honor and his own. + +"Did you love my Lord Castlewood?" + +"I wait until I know my mother, sir, to say," the boy answered, his eyes +filling with tears. + +"Something has happened to Lord Castlewood," Captain Westbury said in a +very grave tone--"something which must happen to us all. He is dead of a +wound received at the Boyne, fighting for King James." + +"I am glad my lord fought for the right cause," the boy said. + +"It was better to meet death on the field like a man, than face it on +Tower-hill, as some of them may," continued Mr. Westbury. "I hope he has +made some testament, or provided for thee somehow. This letter says he +recommends unicum filium suum dilectissimum to his lady. I hope he has +left you more than that." + +Harry did not know, he said. He was in the hands of Heaven and Fate; but +more lonely now, as it seemed to him, than he had been all the rest of +his life; and that night, as he lay in his little room which he still +occupied, the boy thought with many a pang of shame and grief of his +strange and solitary condition: how he had a father and no father; a +nameless mother that had been brought to ruin, perhaps, by that very +father whom Harry could only acknowledge in secret and with a blush, +and whom he could neither love nor revere. And he sickened to think how +Father Holt, a stranger, and two or three soldiers, his acquaintances +of the last six weeks, were the only friends he had in the great wide +world, where he was now quite alone. The soul of the boy was full of +love, and he longed as he lay in the darkness there for some one upon +whom he could bestow it. He remembers, and must to his dying day, the +thoughts and tears of that long night, the hours tolling through it. +Who was he, and what? Why here rather than elsewhere? I have a mind, he +thought, to go to that priest at Trim, and find out what my father said +to him on his death-bed confession. Is there any child in the whole +world so unprotected as I am? Shall I get up and quit this place, and +run to Ireland? With these thoughts and tears the lad passed that night +away until he wept himself to sleep. + +The next day, the gentlemen of the guard, who had heard what had +befallen him, were more than usually kind to the child, especially his +friend Scholar Dick, who told him about his own father's death, which +had happened when Dick was a child at Dublin, not quite five years of +age. "That was the first sensation of grief," Dick said, "I ever knew. +I remember I went into the room where his body lay, and my mother sat +weeping beside it. I had my battledore in my hand, and fell a-beating +the coffin, and calling Papa; on which my mother caught me in her arms, +and told me in a flood of tears Papa could not hear me, and would play +with me no more, for they were going to put him under ground, whence he +could never come to us again. And this," said Dick kindly, "has made +me pity all children ever since; and caused me to love thee, my poor +fatherless, motherless lad. And, if ever thou wantest a friend, thou +shalt have one in Richard Steele." + +Harry Esmond thanked him, and was grateful. But what could Corporal +Steele do for him? take him to ride a spare horse, and be servant to the +troop? Though there might be a bar in Harry Esmond's shield, it was a +noble one. The counsel of the two friends was, that little Harry +should stay where he was, and abide his fortune: so Esmond stayed on at +Castlewood, awaiting with no small anxiety the fate, whatever it was, +which was over him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM LEFT AT CASTLEWOOD AN ORPHAN, AND FIND MOST KIND PROTECTORS THERE. + + +During the stay of the soldiers in Castlewood, honest Dick the Scholar +was the constant companion of the lonely little orphan lad Harry Esmond: +and they read together, and they played bowls together, and when the +other troopers or their officers, who were free-spoken over their cups, +(as was the way of that day, when neither men nor women were over-nice,) +talked unbecomingly of their amours and gallantries before the child, +Dick, who very likely was setting the whole company laughing, would stop +their jokes with a maxima debetur pueris reverentia, and once offered +to lug out against another trooper called Hulking Tom, who wanted to ask +Harry Esmond a ribald question. + +Also, Dick seeing that the child had, as he said, a sensibility above +his years, and a great and praiseworthy discretion, confided to Harry +his love for a vintner's daughter, near to the Tollyard, Westminster, +whom Dick addressed as Saccharissa in many verses of his composition, +and without whom he said it would be impossible that he could continue +to live. He vowed this a thousand times in a day, though Harry smiled to +see the love-lorn swain had his health and appetite as well as the most +heart-whole trooper in the regiment: and he swore Harry to secrecy too, +which vow the lad religiously kept, until he found that officers and +privates were all taken into Dick's confidence, and had the benefit of +his verses. And it must be owned likewise that, while Dick was sighing +after Saccharissa in London, he had consolations in the country; for +there came a wench out of Castlewood village who had washed his linen, +and who cried sadly when she heard he was gone: and without paying her +bill too, which Harry Esmond took upon himself to discharge by giving +the girl a silver pocket-piece, which Scholar Dick had presented to him, +when, with many embraces and prayers for his prosperity, Dick parted +from him, the garrison of Castlewood being ordered away. Dick the +Scholar said he would never forget his young friend, nor indeed did he: +and Harry was sorry when the kind soldiers vacated Castlewood, looking +forward with no small anxiety (for care and solitude had made him +thoughtful beyond his years) to his fate when the new lord and lady of +the house came to live there. He had lived to be past twelve years old +now; and had never had a friend, save this wild trooper, perhaps, and +Father Holt; and had a fond and affectionate heart, tender to weakness, +that would fain attach itself to somebody, and did not seem at rest +until it had found a friend who would take charge of it. + +The instinct which led Henry Esmond to admire and love the gracious +person, the fair apparition of whose beauty and kindness had so moved +him when he first beheld her, became soon a devoted affection and +passion of gratitude, which entirely filled his young heart, that +as yet, except in the case of dear Father Holt, had had very little +kindness for which to be thankful. O Dea certe, thought he, remembering +the lines out of the AEneas which Mr. Holt had taught him. There seemed, +as the boy thought, in every look or gesture of this fair creature, +an angelical softness and bright pity--in motion or repose she seemed +gracious alike; the tone of her voice, though she uttered words ever so +trivial, gave him a pleasure that amounted almost to anguish. It cannot +be called love, that a lad of twelve years of age, little more than a +menial, felt for an exalted lady, his mistress: but it was worship. +To catch her glance, to divine her errand and run on it before she had +spoken it; to watch, follow, adore her; became the business of his life. +Meanwhile, as is the way often, his idol had idols of her own, and never +thought of or suspected the admiration of her little pigmy adorer. + +My lady had on her side her three idols: first and foremost, Jove +and supreme ruler, was her lord, Harry's patron, the good Viscount of +Castlewood. All wishes of his were laws with her. If he had a headache, +she was ill. If he frowned, she trembled. If he joked, she smiled and +was charmed. If he went a-hunting, she was always at the window to see +him ride away, her little son crowing on her arm, or on the watch till +his return. She made dishes for his dinner: spiced wine for him: made +the toast for his tankard at breakfast: hushed the house when he slept +in his chair, and watched for a look when he woke. If my lord was not a +little proud of his beauty, my lady adored it. She clung to his arm as +he paced the terrace, her two fair little hands clasped round his great +one; her eyes were never tired of looking in his face and wondering at +its perfection. Her little son was his son, and had his father's look +and curly brown hair. Her daughter Beatrix was his daughter, and had his +eyes--were there ever such beautiful eyes in the world? All the house +was arranged so as to bring him ease and give him pleasure. She liked +the small gentry round about to come and pay him court, never caring for +admiration for herself; those who wanted to be well with the lady must +admire him. Not regarding her dress, she would wear a gown to rags, +because he had once liked it: and, if he brought her a brooch or a +ribbon, would prefer it to all the most costly articles of her wardrobe. + +My lord went to London every year for six weeks, and the family being +too poor to appear at Court with any figure, he went alone. It was not +until he was out of sight that her face showed any sorrow: and what +a joy when he came back! What preparation before his return! The fond +creature had his arm-chair at the chimney-side--delighting to put the +children in it, and look at them there. Nobody took his place at the +table; but his silver tankard stood there as when my lord was present. + +A pretty sight it was to see, during my lord's absence, or on those many +mornings when sleep or headache kept him a-bed, this fair young lady of +Castlewood, her little daughter at her knee, and her domestics gathered +round her, reading the Morning Prayer of the English Church. Esmond +long remembered how she looked and spoke, kneeling reverently before the +sacred book, the sun shining upon her golden hair until it made a halo +round about her. A dozen of the servants of the house kneeled in a line +opposite their mistress; for a while Harry Esmond kept apart from these +mysteries, but Doctor Tusher showing him that the prayers read were +those of the Church of all ages, and the boy's own inclination prompting +him to be always as near as he might to his mistress, and to think all +things she did right, from listening to the prayers in the ante-chamber, +he came presently to kneel down with the rest of the household in +the parlor; and before a couple of years my lady had made a thorough +convert. Indeed, the boy loved his catechiser so much that he would have +subscribed to anything she bade him, and was never tired of listening to +her fond discourse and simple comments upon the book, which she read to +him in a voice of which it was difficult to resist the sweet persuasion +and tender appealing kindness. This friendly controversy, and the +intimacy which it occasioned, bound the lad more fondly than ever to his +mistress. The happiest period of all his life was this; and the +young mother, with her daughter and son, and the orphan lad whom she +protected, read and worked and played, and were children together. +If the lady looked forward--as what fond woman does not?--towards the +future, she had no plans from which Harry Esmond was left out; and a +thousand and a thousand times, in his passionate and impetuous way, +he vowed that no power should separate him from his mistress; and only +asked for some chance to happen by which he might show his fidelity +to her. Now, at the close of his life, as he sits and recalls in +tranquillity the happy and busy scenes of it, he can think, not +ungratefully, that he has been faithful to that early vow. Such a life +is so simple that years may be chronicled in a few lines. But few men's +life-voyages are destined to be all prosperous; and this calm of which +we are speaking was soon to come to an end. + +As Esmond grew, and observed for himself, he found of necessity much to +read and think of outside that fond circle of kinsfolk who had admitted +him to join hand with them. He read more books than they cared to study +with him; was alone in the midst of them many a time, and passed nights +over labors, futile perhaps, but in which they could not join him. His +dear mistress divined his thoughts with her usual jealous watchfulness +of affection: began to forebode a time when he would escape from his +home-nest; and, at his eager protestations to the contrary, would +only sigh and shake her head. Before those fatal decrees in life are +executed, there are always secret previsions and warning omens. When +everything yet seems calm, we are aware that the storm is coming. Ere +the happy days were over, two at least of that home-party felt that they +were drawing to a close; and were uneasy, and on the look-out for the +cloud which was to obscure their calm. + +'Twas easy for Harry to see, however much his lady persisted in +obedience and admiration for her husband, that my lord tired of his +quiet life, and grew weary, and then testy, at those gentle bonds with +which his wife would have held him. As they say the Grand Lama of Thibet +is very much fatigued by his character of divinity, and yawns on +his altar as his bonzes kneel and worship him, many a home-god grows +heartily sick of the reverence with which his family-devotees pursue +him, and sighs for freedom and for his old life, and to be off the +pedestal on which his dependants would have him sit for ever, whilst +they adore him, and ply him with flowers, and hymns, and incense, +and flattery;--so, after a few years of his marriage my honest Lord +Castlewood began to tire; all the high-flown raptures and devotional +ceremonies with which his wife, his chief priestess, treated him, first +sent him to sleep, and then drove him out of doors; for the truth must +be told, that my lord was a jolly gentleman, with very little of the +august or divine in his nature, though his fond wife persisted in +revering it--and, besides, he had to pay a penalty for this love, which +persons of his disposition seldom like to defray: and, in a word, if he +had a loving wife, had a very jealous and exacting one. Then he wearied +of this jealousy; then he broke away from it; then came, no doubt, +complaints and recriminations; then, perhaps, promises of amendment +not fulfilled; then upbraidings not the more pleasant because they +were silent, and only sad looks and tearful eyes conveyed them. Then, +perhaps, the pair reached that other stage which is not uncommon in +married life, when the woman perceives that the god of the honeymoon is +a god no more; only a mortal like the rest of us--and so she looks into +her heart, and lo! vacuae sedes et inania arcana. And now, supposing our +lady to have a fine genius and a brilliant wit of her own, and the magic +spell and infatuation removed from her which had led her to worship as +a god a very ordinary mortal--and what follows? They live together, and +they dine together, and they say "my dear" and "my love" as heretofore; +but the man is himself, and the woman herself: that dream of love is +over as everything else is over in life; as flowers and fury, and griefs +and pleasures, are over. + +Very likely the Lady Castlewood had ceased to adore her husband herself +long before she got off her knees, or would allow her household to +discontinue worshipping him. To do him justice, my lord never exacted +this subservience: he laughed and joked and drank his bottle, and +swore when he was angry, much too familiarly for any one pretending to +sublimity; and did his best to destroy the ceremonial with which his +wife chose to surround him. And it required no great conceit on young +Esmond's part to see that his own brains were better than his patron's, +who, indeed, never assumed any airs of superiority over the lad, or +over any dependant of his, save when he was displeased, in which case he +would express his mind in oaths very freely; and who, on the contrary, +perhaps, spoiled "Parson Harry," as he called young Esmond, by +constantly praising his parts and admiring his boyish stock of learning. + +It may seem ungracious in one who has received a hundred favors from his +patron to speak in any but a reverential manner of his elders; but the +present writer has had descendants of his own, whom he has brought +up with as little as possible of the servility at present exacted +by parents from children (under which mask of duty there often lurks +indifference, contempt, or rebellion): and as he would have his +grandsons believe or represent him to be not an inch taller than Nature +has made him: so, with regard to his past acquaintances, he would +speak without anger, but with truth, as far as he knows it, neither +extenuating nor setting down aught in malice. + +So long, then, as the world moved according to Lord Castlewood's wishes, +he was good-humored enough; of a temper naturally sprightly and easy, +liking to joke, especially with his inferiors, and charmed to receive +the tribute of their laughter. All exercises of the body he could +perform to perfection--shooting at a mark and flying, breaking horses, +riding at the ring, pitching the quoit, playing at all games with great +skill. And not only did he do these things well, but he thought he did +them to perfection; hence he was often tricked about horses, which he +pretended to know better than any jockey; was made to play at ball and +billiards by sharpers who took his money, and came back from London +wofully poorer each time than he went, as the state of his affairs +testified when the sudden accident came by which his career was brought +to an end. + +He was fond of the parade of dress, and passed as many hours daily at +his toilette as an elderly coquette. A tenth part of his day was spent +in the brushing of his teeth and the oiling of his hair, which was +curling and brown, and which he did not like to conceal under a periwig, +such as almost everybody of that time wore. (We have the liberty of our +hair back now, but powder and pomatum along with it. When, I wonder, +will these monstrous poll-taxes of our age be withdrawn, and men allowed +to carry their colors, black, red, or gray, as Nature made them?) And as +he liked her to be well dressed, his lady spared no pains in that matter +to please him; indeed, she would dress her head or cut it off if he had +bidden her. + +It was a wonder to young Esmond, serving as page to my lord and lady, +to hear, day after day, to such company as came, the same boisterous +stories told by my lord, at which his lady never failed to smile or hold +down her head, and Doctor Tusher to burst out laughing at the proper +point, or cry, "Fie, my lord, remember my cloth!" but with such a +faint show of resistance, that it only provoked my lord further. Lord +Castlewood's stories rose by degrees, and became stronger after the ale +at dinner and the bottle afterwards; my lady always taking flight after +the very first glass to Church and King, and leaving the gentlemen to +drink the rest of the toasts by themselves. + +And, as Harry Esmond was her page, he also was called from duty at this +time. "My lord has lived in the army and with soldiers," she would +say to the lad, "amongst whom great license is allowed. You have had +a different nurture, and I trust these things will change as you grow +older; not that any fault attaches to my lord, who is one of the best +and most religious men in this kingdom." And very likely she believed +so. 'Tis strange what a man may do, and a woman yet think him an angel. + +And as Esmond has taken truth for his motto, it must be owned, even +with regard to that other angel, his mistress, that she had a fault of +character which flawed her perfections. With the other sex perfectly +tolerant and kindly, of her own she was invariably jealous; and a proof +that she had this vice is, that though she would acknowledge a thousand +faults that she had not, to this which she had she could never be got +to own. But if there came a woman with even a semblance of beauty to +Castlewood, she was so sure to find out some wrong in her, that my lord, +laughing in his jolly way, would often joke with her concerning her +foible. Comely servant-maids might come for hire, but none were taken +at Castlewood. The housekeeper was old; my lady's own waiting-woman +squinted, and was marked with the small-pox; the housemaids and scullion +were ordinary country wenches, to whom Lady Castlewood was kind, as her +nature made her to everybody almost; but as soon as ever she had to do +with a pretty woman, she was cold, retiring, and haughty. The country +ladies found this fault in her; and though the men all admired her, +their wives and daughters complained of her coldness and aims, and said +that Castlewood was pleasanter in Lady Jezebel's time (as the dowager +was called) than at present. Some few were of my mistress's side. +Old Lady Blenkinsop Jointure, who had been at court in King James the +First's time, always took her side; and so did old Mistress Crookshank, +Bishop Crookshank's daughter, of Hexton, who, with some more of their +like, pronounced my lady an angel: but the pretty women were not of this +mind; and the opinion of the country was that my lord was tied to his +wife's apron-strings, and that she ruled over him. + +The second fight which Harry Esmond had, was at fourteen years of age, +with Bryan Hawkshaw, Sir John Hawkshaw's son, of Bramblebrook, who, +advancing this opinion, that my lady was jealous and henpecked my lord, +put Harry in such a fury, that Harry fell on him and with such rage, +that the other boy, who was two years older and by far bigger than he, +had by far the worst of the assault, until it was interrupted by Doctor +Tusher walking out of the dinner-room. + +Bryan Hawkshaw got up bleeding at the nose, having, indeed, been +surprised, as many a stronger man might have been, by the fury of the +assault upon him. + +"You little bastard beggar!" he said, "I'll murder you for this!" + +And indeed he was big enough. + +"Bastard or not," said the other, grinding his teeth, "I have a +couple of swords, and if you like to meet me, as a man, on the terrace +to-night--" + +And here the Doctor coming up, the colloquy of the young champions +ended. Very likely, big as he was, Hawkshaw did not care to continue a +fight with such a ferocious opponent as this had been. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +AFTER GOOD FORTUNE COMES EVIL. + + +Since my Lady Mary Wortley Montagu brought home the custom of +inoculation from Turkey (a perilous practice many deem it, and only a +useless rushing into the jaws of danger), I think the severity of the +small-pox, that dreadful scourge of the world, has somewhat been abated +in our part of it; and remember in my time hundreds of the young and +beautiful who have been carried to the grave, or have only risen from +their pillows frightfully scarred and disfigured by this malady. Many +a sweet face hath left its roses on the bed on which this dreadful and +withering blight has laid them. In my early days, this pestilence would +enter a village and destroy half its inhabitants: at its approach, it +may well be imagined, not only the beautiful but the strongest were +alarmed, and those fled who could. One day in the year 1694 (I have good +reason to remember it), Doctor Tusher ran into Castlewood House, with a +face of consternation, saying that the malady had made its appearance at +the blacksmith's house in the village, and that one of the maids there +was down in the small-pox. + +The blacksmith, besides his forge and irons for horses, had an ale-house +for men, which his wife kept, and his company sat on benches before the +inn-door, looking at the smithy while they drank their beer. Now, +there was a pretty girl at this inn, the landlord's men called Nancy +Sievewright, a bouncing, fresh-looking lass, whose face was as red as +the hollyhocks over the pales of the garden behind the inn. At this time +Harry Esmond was a lad of sixteen, and somehow in his walks and rambles +it often happened that he fell in with Nancy Sievewright's bonny face; +if he did not want something done at the blacksmith's he would go and +drink ale at the "Three Castles," or find some pretext for seeing this +poor Nancy. Poor thing, Harry meant or imagined no harm; and she, no +doubt, as little, but the truth is they were always meeting--in the +lanes, or by the brook, or at the garden-palings, or about Castlewood: +it was, "Lord, Mr. Henry!" and "how do you do, Nancy?" many and many a +time in the week. 'Tis surprising the magnetic attraction which draws +people together from ever so far. I blush as I think of poor Nancy now, +in a red bodice and buxom purple cheeks and a canvas petticoat; and that +I devised schemes, and set traps, and made speeches in my heart, which +I seldom had courage to say when in presence of that humble enchantress, +who knew nothing beyond milking a cow, and opened her black eyes with +wonder when I made one of my fine speeches out of Waller or Ovid. Poor +Nancy! from the midst of far-off years thine honest country face beams +out; and I remember thy kind voice as if I had heard it yesterday. + +When Doctor Tusher brought the news that the small-pox was at the "Three +Castles," whither a tramper, it was said, had brought the malady, Henry +Esmond's first thought was of alarm for poor Nancy, and then of shame +and disquiet for the Castlewood family, lest he might have brought this +infection; for the truth is that Mr. Harry had been sitting in a back +room for an hour that day, where Nancy Sievewright was with a little +brother who complained of headache, and was lying stupefied and crying, +either in a chair by the corner of the fire, or in Nancy's lap, or on +mine. + +Little Lady Beatrix screamed out at Dr. Tusher's news; and my lord cried +out, "God bless me!" He was a brave man, and not afraid of death in +any shape but this. He was very proud of his pink complexion and fair +hair--but the idea of death by small-pox scared him beyond all other +ends. "We will take the children and ride away to-morrow to Walcote:" +this was my lord's small house, inherited from his mother, near to +Winchester. + +"That is the best refuge in case the disease spreads," said Dr. Tusher. +"'Tis awful to think of it beginning at the ale-house; half the people +of the village have visited that to-day, or the blacksmith's, which is +the same thing. My clerk Nahum lodges with them--I can never go into my +reading-desk and have that fellow so near me. I WON'T have that man near +me." + +"If a parishioner dying in the small-pox sent to you, would you not go?" +asked my lady, looking up from her frame of work, with her calm blue +eyes. + +"By the Lord, I wouldn't," said my lord. + +"We are not in a popish country; and a sick man doth not absolutely +need absolution and confession," said the Doctor. "'Tis true they are a +comfort and a help to him when attainable, and to be administered with +hope of good. But in a case where the life of a parish priest in the +midst of his flock is highly valuable to them, he is not called upon to +risk it (and therewith the lives, future prospects, and temporal, even +spiritual welfare of his own family) for the sake of a single person, +who is not very likely in a condition even to understand the religious +message whereof the priest is the bringer--being uneducated, and +likewise stupefied or delirious by disease. If your ladyship or his +lordship, my excellent good friend and patron, were to take it . . ." + +"God forbid!" cried my lord. + +"Amen," continued Dr. Tusher. "Amen to that prayer, my very good lord! +for your sake I would lay my life down"--and, to judge from the alarmed +look of the Doctor's purple face, you would have thought that that +sacrifice was about to be called for instantly. + +To love children, and be gentle with them, was an instinct, rather than +a merit, in Henry Esmond; so much so, that he thought almost with a +sort of shame of his liking for them, and of the softness into which it +betrayed him; and on this day the poor fellow had not only had his +young friend, the milkmaid's brother, on his knee, but had been drawing +pictures and telling stories to the little Frank Castlewood, who had +occupied the same place for an hour after dinner, and was never tired +of Henry's tales, and his pictures of soldiers and horses. As luck would +have it, Beatrix had not on that evening taken her usual place, which +generally she was glad enough to have, upon her tutor's lap. For +Beatrix, from the earliest time, was jealous of every caress which was +given to her little brother Frank. She would fling away even from the +maternal arms, if she saw Frank had been there before her; insomuch that +Lady Esmond was obliged not to show her love for her son in the presence +of the little girl, and embraced one or the other alone. She would turn +pale and red with rage if she caught signs of intelligence or affection +between Frank and his mother: would sit apart, and not speak for a whole +night, if she thought the boy had a better fruit or a larger cake than +hers; would fling away a ribbon if he had one; and from the earliest +age, sitting up in her little chair by the great fireplace opposite to +the corner where Lady Castlewood commonly sat at her embroidery, would +utter infantine sarcasms about the favor shown to her brother. These, if +spoken in the presence of Lord Castlewood, tickled and amused his humor; +he would pretend to love Frank best, and dandle and kiss him, and roar +with laughter at Beatrix's jealousy. But the truth is, my lord did not +often witness these scenes, nor very much trouble the quiet fireside at +which his lady passed many long evenings. My lord was hunting all day +when the season admitted; he frequented all the cock-fights and fairs +in the country, and would ride twenty miles to see a main fought, or two +clowns break their heads at a cudgelling-match; and he liked better to +sit in his parlor drinking ale and punch with Jack and Tom, than in +his wife's drawing-room: whither, if he came, he brought only too often +bloodshot eyes, a hiccupping voice, and a reeling gait. The management +of the house, and the property, the care of the few tenants and the +village poor, and the accounts of the estate, were in the hands of his +lady and her young secretary, Harry Esmond. My lord took charge of the +stables, the kennel, and the cellar--and he filled this and emptied it +too. + +So it chanced that upon this very day, when poor Harry Esmond had had +the blacksmith's son, and the peer's son, alike upon his knee, little +Beatrix, who would come to her tutor willingly enough with her book and +her writing, had refused him, seeing the place occupied by her brother, +and, luckily for her, had sat at the further end of the room, away from +him, playing with a spaniel dog which she had, (and for which, by fits +and starts, she would take a great affection,) and talking at Harry +Esmond over her shoulder, as she pretended to caress the dog, saying +that Fido would love her, and she would love Fido, and nothing but Fido +all her life. + +When, then, the news was brought that the little boy at the "Three +Castles" was ill with the small-pox, poor Harry Esmond felt a shock of +alarm, not so much for himself as for his mistress's son, whom he might +have brought into peril. Beatrix, who had pouted sufficiently, (and who, +whenever a stranger appeared, began, from infancy almost, to play off +little graces to catch his attention,) her brother being now gone to +bed, was for taking her place upon Esmond's knee: for, though the Doctor +was very obsequious to her, she did not like him, because he had thick +boots and dirty hands (the pert young miss said), and because she hated +learning the catechism. + +But as she advanced towards Esmond from the corner where she had been +sulking, he started back and placed the great chair on which he was +sitting between him and her--saying in the French language to Lady +Castlewood, with whom the young lad had read much, and whom he had +perfected in this tongue--"Madam, the child must not approach me; I must +tell you that I was at the blacksmith's to-day, and had his little boy +upon my lap." + +"Where you took my son afterwards," Lady Castlewood said, very angry, +and turning red. "I thank you, sir, for giving him such company. +Beatrix," she said in English, "I forbid you to touch Mr. Esmond. Come +away, child--come to your room. Come to your room--I wish your Reverence +good-night--and you, sir, had you not better go back to your friends at +the ale-house?" her eyes, ordinarily so kind, darted flashes of anger +as she spoke; and she tossed up her head (which hung down commonly) with +the mien of a princess. + +"Hey-day!" says my lord, who was standing by the fireplace--indeed +he was in the position to which he generally came by that hour of the +evening--"Hey-day! Rachel, what are you in a passion about? Ladies ought +never to be in a passion. Ought they, Doctor Tusher? though it does good +to see Rachel in a passion--Damme, Lady Castlewood, you look dev'lish +handsome in a passion." + +"It is, my lord, because Mr. Henry Esmond, having nothing to do with +his time here, and not having a taste for our company, has been to the +ale-house, where he has SOME FRIENDS." + +My lord burst out, with a laugh and an oath--"You young slyboots, you've +been at Nancy Sievewright. D--- the young hypocrite, who'd have thought +it in him? I say, Tusher, he's been after--" + +"Enough, my lord," said my lady, "don't insult me with this talk." + +"Upon my word," said poor Harry, ready to cry with shame and +mortification, "the honor of that young person is perfectly unstained +for me." + +"Oh, of course, of course," says my lord, more and more laughing and +tipsy. "Upon his HONOR, Doctor--Nancy Sieve-- . . ." + +"Take Mistress Beatrix to bed," my lady cried at this moment to Mrs. +Tucker her woman, who came in with her ladyship's tea. "Put her into my +room--no, into yours," she added quickly. "Go, my child: go, I say: not +a word!" And Beatrix, quite surprised at so sudden a tone of authority +from one who was seldom accustomed to raise her voice, went out of the +room with a scared countenance, and waited even to burst out a-crying +until she got to the door with Mrs. Tucker. + +For once her mother took little heed of her sobbing, and continued +to speak eagerly--"My lord," she said, "this young man--your +dependant--told me just now in French--he was ashamed to speak in his +own language--that he had been at the ale-house all day, where he has +had that little wretch who is now ill of the small-pox on his knee. And +he comes home reeking from that place--yes, reeking from it--and takes +my boy into his lap without shame, and sits down by me, yes, by ME. +He may have killed Frank for what I know--killed our child. Why was he +brought in to disgrace our house? Why is he here? Let him go--let him +go, I say, to-night, and pollute the place no more." + +She had never once uttered a syllable of unkindness to Harry Esmond; and +her cruel words smote the poor boy, so that he stood for some moments +bewildered with grief and rage at the injustice of such a stab from such +a hand. He turned quite white from red, which he had been. + +"I cannot help my birth, madam," he said, "nor my other misfortune. And +as for your boy, if--if my coming nigh to him pollutes him now, it was +not so always. Good-night, my lord. Heaven bless you and yours for your +goodness to me. I have tired her ladyship's kindness out, and I will +go;" and, sinking down on his knee, Harry Esmond took the rough hand of +his benefactor and kissed it. + +"He wants to go to the ale-house--let him go," cried my lady. + +"I'm d--d if he shall," said my lord. "I didn't think you could be so +d--d ungrateful, Rachel." + +Her reply was to burst into a flood of tears, and to quit the room with +a rapid glance at Harry Esmond,--as my lord, not heeding them, and +still in great good-humor, raised up his young client from his kneeling +posture (for a thousand kindnesses had caused the lad to revere my lord +as a father), and put his broad hand on Harry Esmond's shoulder. + +"She was always so," my lord said; "the very notion of a woman drives +her mad. I took to liquor on that very account, by Jove, for no other +reason than that; for she can't be jealous of a beer-barrel or a bottle +of rum, can she, Doctor? D--- it, look at the maids--just look at +the maids in the house" (my lord pronounced all the words +together--just-look-at-the-maze-in-the-house: jever-see-such-maze?) "You +wouldn't take a wife out of Castlewood now, would you, Doctor?" and my +lord burst out laughing. + +The Doctor, who had been looking at my Lord Castlewood from under his +eyelids, said, "But joking apart, and, my lord, as a divine, I +cannot treat the subject in a jocular light, nor, as a pastor of this +congregation, look with anything but sorrow at the idea of so very young +a sheep going astray." + +"Sir," said young Esmond, bursting out indignantly, "she told me that +you yourself were a horrid old man, and had offered to kiss her in the +dairy." + +"For shame, Henry," cried Doctor Tusher, turning as red as a +turkey-cock, while my lord continued to roar with laughter. "If you +listen to the falsehoods of an abandoned girl--" + +"She is as honest as any woman in England, and as pure for me," cried +out Henry, "and, as kind, and as good. For shame on you to malign her!" + +"Far be it from me to do so," cried the Doctor. "Heaven grant I may +be mistaken in the girl, and in you, sir, who have a truly PRECOCIOUS +genius; but that is not the point at issue at present. It appears that +the small-pox broke out in the little boy at the 'Three Castles;' that +it was on him when you visited the ale-house, for your OWN reasons; and +that you sat with the child for some time, and immediately afterwards +with my young lord." The Doctor raised his voice as he spoke, and +looked towards my lady, who had now come back, looking very pale, with a +handkerchief in her hand. + +"This is all very true, sir," said Lady Esmond, looking at the young +man. + +"'Tis to be feared that he may have brought the infection with him." + +"From the ale-house--yes," said my lady. + +"D--- it, I forgot when I collared you, boy," cried my lord, stepping +back. "Keep off, Harry my boy; there's no good in running into the +wolf's jaws, you know." + +My lady looked at him with some surprise, and instantly advancing to +Henry Esmond, took his hand. "I beg your pardon, Henry," she said; "I +spoke very unkindly. I have no right to interfere with you--with your--" + +My lord broke out into an oath. "Can't you leave the boy alone, my +lady?" She looked a little red, and faintly pressed the lad's hand as +she dropped it. + +"There is no use, my lord," she said; "Frank was on his knee as he was +making pictures, and was running constantly from Henry to me. The evil +is done, if any." + +"Not with me, damme," cried my lord. "I've been smoking,"--and he +lighted his pipe again with a coal--"and it keeps off infection; and as +the disease is in the village--plague take it--I would have you leave +it. We'll go to-morrow to Walcote, my lady." + +"I have no fear," said my lady; "I may have had it as an infant: it +broke out in our house then; and when four of my sisters had it at home, +two years before our marriage, I escaped it, and two of my dear sisters +died." + +"I won't run the risk," said my lord; "I'm as bold as any man, but I'll +not bear that." + +"Take Beatrix with you and go," said my lady. "For us the mischief is +done; and Tucker can wait upon us, who has had the disease." + +"You take care to choose 'em ugly enough," said my lord, at which her +ladyship hung down her head and looked foolish: and my lord, calling +away Tusher, bade him come to the oak parlor and have a pipe. The Doctor +made a low bow to her ladyship (of which salaams he was profuse), and +walked off on his creaking square-toes after his patron. + +When the lady and the young man were alone, there was a silence of some +moments, during which he stood at the fire, looking rather vacantly +at the dying embers, whilst her ladyship busied herself with the +tambour-frame and needles. + +"I am sorry," she said, after a pause, in a hard, dry voice,--"I REPEAT +I am sorry that I showed myself so ungrateful for the safety of my son. +It was not at all my wish that you should leave us, I am sure, unless +you found pleasure elsewhere. But you must perceive, Mr. Esmond, that at +your age, and with your tastes, it is impossible that you can continue +to stay upon the intimate footing in which you have been in this family. +You have wished to go to the University, and I think 'tis quite as well +that you should be sent thither. I did not press this matter, thinking +you a child, as you are, indeed, in years--quite a child; and I +should never have thought of treating you otherwise until--until these +CIRCUMSTANCES came to light. And I shall beg my lord to despatch you +as quick as possible: and will go on with Frank's learning as well as I +can, (I owe my father thanks for a little grounding, and you, I'm sure, +for much that you have taught me,)--and--and I wish you a good-night, +Mr. Esmond." + +And with this she dropped a stately curtsy, and, taking her candle, +went away through the tapestry door, which led to her apartments. Esmond +stood by the fireplace, blankly staring after her. Indeed, he scarce +seemed to see until she was gone; and then her image was impressed upon +him, and remained for ever fixed upon his memory. He saw her retreating, +the taper lighting up her marble face, her scarlet lip quivering, and +her shining golden hair. He went to his own room, and to bed, where he +tried to read, as his custom was; but he never knew what he was reading +until afterwards he remembered the appearance of the letters of the book +(it was in Montaigne's Essays), and the events of the day passed before +him--that is, of the last hour of the day; for as for the morning, and +the poor milkmaid yonder, he never so much as once thought. And he could +not get to sleep until daylight, and woke with a violent headache, and +quite unrefreshed. + +He had brought the contagion with him from the "Three Castles" sure +enough, and was presently laid up with the smallpox, which spared the +hall no more than it did the cottage. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I HAVE THE SMALL-POX, AND PREPARE TO LEAVE CASTLEWOOD. + + +When Harry Esmond passed through the crisis of that malady, and returned +to health again, he found that little Frank Esmond had also suffered +and rallied after the disease, and the lady his mother was down with it, +with a couple more of the household. "It was a Providence, for which we +all ought to be thankful," Doctor Tusher said, "that my lady and her son +were spared, while Death carried off the poor domestics of the house;" +and rebuked Harry for asking, in his simple way, For which we ought +to be thankful--that the servants were killed, or the gentlefolks +were saved? Nor could young Esmond agree in the Doctor's vehement +protestations to my lady, when he visited her during her convalescence, +that the malady had not in the least impaired her charms, and had not +been churl enough to injure the fair features of the Viscountess of +Castlewood; whereas, in spite of these fine speeches, Harry thought that +her ladyship's beauty was very much injured by the small-pox. When +the marks of the disease cleared away, they did not, it is true, leave +furrows or scars on her face (except one, perhaps, on her forehead over +her left eyebrow); but the delicacy of her rosy color and complexion was +gone: her eyes had lost their brilliancy, her hair fell, and her face +looked older. It was as if a coarse hand had rubbed off the delicate +tints of that sweet picture, and brought it, as one has seen unskilful +painting-cleaners do, to the dead color. Also, it must be owned, that +for a year or two after the malady, her ladyship's nose was swollen and +redder. + +There would be no need to mention these trivialities, but that they +actually influenced many lives, as trifles will in the world, where a +gnat often plays a greater part than an elephant, and a mole-hill, as +we know in King William's case, can upset an empire. When Tusher in his +courtly way (at which Harry Esmond always chafed and spoke scornfully) +vowed and protested that my lady's face was none the worse--the lad +broke out and said, "It IS worse and my mistress is not near so handsome +as she was;" on which poor Lady Castlewood gave a rueful smile, and a +look into a little Venice glass she had, which showed her, I suppose, +that what the stupid boy said was only too true, for she turned away +from the glass, and her eyes filled with tears. + +The sight of these in Esmond's heart always created a sort of rage of +pity, and seeing them on the face of the lady whom he loved best, the +young blunderer sank down on his knees, and besought her to pardon him, +saying that he was a fool and an idiot, that he was a brute to make such +a speech, he who had caused her malady; and Doctor Tusher told him that +a bear he was indeed, and a bear he would remain, at which speech poor +young Esmond was so dumbstricken that he did not even growl. + +"He is MY bear, and I will not have him baited, Doctor," my lady said, +patting her hand kindly on the boy's head, as he was still kneeling at +her feet. "How your hair has come off! And mine, too," she added with +another sigh. + +"It is not for myself that I cared," my lady said to Harry, when the +parson had taken his leave; "but AM I very much changed? Alas! I fear +'tis too true." + +"Madam, you have the dearest, and kindest, and sweetest face in the +world, I think," the lad said; and indeed he thought and thinks so. + +"Will my lord think so when he comes back?" the lady asked with a sigh, +and another look at her Venice glass. "Suppose he should think as you +do, sir, that I am hideous--yes, you said hideous--he will cease to care +for me. 'Tis all men care for in women, our little beauty. Why did he +select me from among my sisters? 'Twas only for that. We reign but for a +day or two: and be sure that Vashti knew Esther was coming." + +"Madam," said Mr. Esmond, "Ahasuerus was the Grand Turk, and to change +was the manner of his country, and according to his law." + +"You are all Grand Turks for that matter," said my lady, "or would be if +you could. Come, Frank, come, my child. You are well, praised be Heaven. +YOUR locks are not thinned by this dreadful small-pox: nor your poor +face scarred--is it, my angel?" + +Frank began to shout and whimper at the idea of such a misfortune. From +the very earliest time the young lord had been taught to admire his +beauty by his mother: and esteemed it as highly as any reigning toast +valued hers. + +One day, as he himself was recovering from his fever and illness, a +pang of something like shame shot across young Esmond's breast, as he +remembered that he had never once during his illness given a thought +to the poor girl at the smithy, whose red cheeks but a month ago he +had been so eager to see. Poor Nancy! her cheeks had shared the fate of +roses, and were withered now. She had taken the illness on the same day +with Esmond--she and her brother were both dead of the small-pox, and +buried under the Castlewood yew-trees. There was no bright face looking +now from the garden, or to cheer the old smith at his lonely fireside. +Esmond would have liked to have kissed her in her shroud (like the +lass in Mr. Prior's pretty poem); but she rested many a foot below the +ground, when Esmond after his malady first trod on it. + +Doctor Tusher brought the news of this calamity, about which Harry +Esmond longed to ask, but did not like. He said almost the whole village +had been stricken with the pestilence; seventeen persons were dead +of it, among them mentioning the names of poor Nancy and her little +brother. He did not fail to say how thankful we survivors ought to be. +It being this man's business to flatter and make sermons, it must be +owned he was most industrious in it, and was doing the one or the other +all day. + +And so Nancy was gone; and Harry Esmond blushed that he had not a single +tear for her, and fell to composing an elegy in Latin verses over the +rustic little beauty. He bade the dryads mourn and the river-nymphs +deplore her. As her father followed the calling of Vulcan, he said that +surely she was like a daughter of Venus, though Sievewright's wife was +an ugly shrew, as he remembered to have heard afterwards. He made a +long face, but, in truth, felt scarcely more sorrowful than a mute at a +funeral. These first passions of men and women are mostly abortive; and +are dead almost before they are born. Esmond could repeat, to his last +day, some of the doggerel lines in which his muse bewailed his pretty +lass; not without shame to remember how bad the verses were, and how +good he thought them; how false the grief, and yet how he was rather +proud of it. 'Tis an error, surely, to talk of the simplicity of youth. +I think no persons are more hypocritical, and have a more affected +behavior to one another, than the young. They deceive themselves and +each other with artifices that do not impose upon men of the world; and +so we get to understand truth better, and grow simpler as we grow older. + +When my lady heard of the fate which had befallen poor Nancy, she said +nothing so long as Tusher was by, but when he was gone, she took Harry +Esmond's hand and said-- + +"Harry, I beg your pardon for those cruel words I used on the night you +were taken ill. I am shocked at the fate of the poor creature, and +am sure that nothing had happened of that with which, in my anger, I +charged you. And the very first day we go out, you must take me to the +blacksmith, and we must see if there is anything I can do to console +the poor old man. Poor man! to lose both his children! What should I do +without mine?" + +And this was, indeed, the very first walk which my lady took, leaning on +Esmond's arm, after her illness. But her visit brought no consolation to +the old father; and he showed no softness, or desire to speak. "The Lord +gave and took away," he said; and he knew what His servant's duty was. +He wanted for nothing--less now than ever before, as there were +fewer mouths to feed. He wished her ladyship and Master Esmond good +morning--he had grown tall in his illness, and was but very little +marked; and with this, and a surly bow, he went in from the smithy to +the house, leaving my lady, somewhat silenced and shamefaced, at the +door. He had a handsome stone put up for his two children, which may be +seen in Castlewood churchyard to this very day; and before a year was +out his own name was upon the stone. In the presence of Death, that +sovereign ruler, a woman's coquetry is seared; and her jealousy will +hardly pass the boundaries of that grim kingdom. 'Tis entirely of +the earth, that passion, and expires in the cold blue air, beyond our +sphere. + +At length, when the danger was quite over, it was announced that my lord +and his daughter would return. Esmond well remembered the day. The lady +his mistress was in a flurry of fear: before my lord came, she went into +her room, and returned from it with reddened cheeks. Her fate was about +to be decided. Her beauty was gone--was her reign, too, over? A minute +would say. My lord came riding over the bridge--he could be seen from +the great window, clad in scarlet, and mounted on his gray hackney--his +little daughter ambled by him in a bright riding-dress of blue, on a +shining chestnut horse. My lady leaned against the great mantel-piece, +looking on, with one hand on her heart--she seemed only the more pale +for those red marks on either cheek. She put her handkerchief to her +eyes, and withdrew it, laughing hysterically--the cloth was quite red +with the rouge when she took it away. She ran to her room again, and +came back with pale cheeks and red eyes--her son in her hand--just as my +lord entered, accompanied by young Esmond, who had gone out to meet his +protector, and to hold his stirrup as he descended from horseback. + +"What, Harry, boy!" my lord said, good-naturedly, "you look as gaunt as +a greyhound. The small-pox hasn't improved your beauty, and your side of +the house hadn't never too much of it--ho, ho!" + +And he laughed, and sprang to the ground with no small agility, looking +handsome and red, within a jolly face and brown hair, like a Beef-eater; +Esmond kneeling again, as soon as his patron had descended, performed +his homage, and then went to greet the little Beatrix, and help her from +her horse. + +"Fie! how yellow you look," she said; "and there are one, two, red +holes in your face;" which, indeed, was very true; Harry Esmond's harsh +countenance bearing, as long as it continued to be a human face, the +marks of the disease. + +My lord laughed again, in high good-humor. + +"D--- it!" said he, with one of his usual oaths, "the little slut sees +everything. She saw the Dowager's paint t'other day, and asked her +why she wore that red stuff--didn't you, Trix? and the Tower; and +St. James's; and the play; and the Prince George, and the Princess +Anne--didn't you, Trix?" + +"They are both very fat, and smelt of brandy," the child said. + +Papa roared with laughing. + +"Brandy!" he said. "And how do you know, Miss Pert?" + +"Because your lordship smells of it after supper, when I embrace you +before you go to bed," said the young lady, who, indeed, was as pert +as her father said, and looked as beautiful a little gipsy as eyes ever +gazed on. + +"And now for my lady," said my lord, going up the stairs, and passing +under the tapestry curtain that hung before the drawing-room door. +Esmond remembered that noble figure, handsomely arrayed in scarlet. +Within the last few months he himself had grown from a boy to be a man, +and with his figure his thoughts had shot up, and grown manly. + +My lady's countenance, of which Harry Esmond was accustomed to watch the +changes, and with a solicitous affection to note and interpret the signs +of gladness or care, wore a sad and depressed look for many weeks +after her lord's return: during which it seemed as if, by caresses and +entreaties, she strove to win him back from some ill humor he had, and +which he did not choose to throw off. In her eagerness to please him she +practised a hundred of those arts which had formerly charmed him, but +which seemed now to have lost their potency. Her songs did not amuse +him; and she hushed them and the children when in his presence. My lord +sat silent at his dinner, drinking greatly, his lady opposite to him, +looking furtively at his face, though also speechless. Her silence +annoyed him as much as her speech; and he would peevishly, and with an +oath, ask her why she held her tongue and looked so glum; or he would +roughly check her when speaking, and bid her not talk nonsense. It +seemed as if, since his return, nothing she could do or say could please +him. + +When a master and mistress are at strife in a house, the subordinates +in the family take the one side or the other. Harry Esmond stood in +so great fear of my lord, that he would run a league barefoot to do a +message for him; but his attachment for Lady Esmond was such a passion +of grateful regard, that to spare her a grief, or to do her a service, +he would have given his life daily: and it was by the very depth and +intensity of this regard that he began to divine how unhappy his adored +lady's life was, and that a secret care (for she never spoke of her +anxieties) was weighing upon her. + +Can any one, who has passed through the world and watched the nature +of men and women there, doubt what had befallen her? I have seen, to be +sure, some people carry down with them into old age the actual bloom +of their youthful love, and I know that Mr. Thomas Parr lived to be a +hundred and sixty years old. But, for all that, threescore and ten is +the age of men, and few get beyond it; and 'tis certain that a man who +marries for mere beaux yeux, as my lord did, considers this part of the +contract at an end when the woman ceases to fulfil hers, and his love +does not survive her beauty. I know 'tis often otherwise, I say; and can +think (as most men in their own experience may) of many a house, +where, lighted in early years, the sainted lamp of love hath never been +extinguished; but so there is Mr. Parr, and so there is the great giant +at the fair that is eight feet high--exceptions to men--and that poor +lamp whereof I speak, that lights at first the nuptial chamber, is +extinguished by a hundred winds and draughts down the chimney, or +sputters out for want of feeding. And then--and then it is Chloe, in the +dark, stark awake, and Strephon snoring unheeding; or vice versa, 'tis +poor Strephon that has married a heartless jilt, and awoke out of that +absurd vision of conjugal felicity, which was to last for ever, and is +over like any other dream. One and other has made his bed, and so must +lie in it, until that final day when life ends, and they sleep separate. + +About this time young Esmond, who had a knack of stringing verses, +turned some of Ovid's Epistles into rhymes, and brought them to his lady +for her delectation. Those which treated of forsaken women touched her +immensely, Harry remarked; and when Oenone called after Paris, and Medea +bade Jason come back again, the lady of Castlewood sighed, and said she +thought that part of the verses was the most pleasing. Indeed, she would +have chopped up the Dean, her old father, in order to bring her husband +back again. But her beautiful Jason was gone, as beautiful Jasons will +go, and the poor enchantress had never a spell to keep him. + +My lord was only sulky as long as his wife's anxious face or behavior +seemed to upbraid him. When she had got to master these, and to show an +outwardly cheerful countenance and behavior, her husband's good-humor +returned partially, and he swore and stormed no longer at dinner, but +laughed sometimes, and yawned unrestrainedly; absenting himself often +from home, inviting more company thither, passing the greater part of +his days in the hunting-field, or over the bottle as before; but with +this difference, that the poor wife could no longer see now, as she had +done formerly, the light of love kindled in his eyes. He was with her, +but that flame was out: and that once welcome beacon no more shone +there. + +What were this lady's feelings when forced to admit the truth whereof +her foreboding glass had given her only too true warning, that within +her beauty her reign had ended, and the days of her love were over? +What does a seaman do in a storm if mast and rudder are carried away? He +ships a jurymast, and steers as he best can with an oar. What happens if +your roof falls in a tempest? After the first stun of the calamity the +sufferer starts up, gropes around to see that the children are safe, and +puts them under a shed out of the rain. If the palace burns down, you +take shelter in the barn. What man's life is not overtaken by one or +more of these tornadoes that send us out of the course, and fling us on +rocks to shelter as best we may? + +When Lady Castlewood found that her great ship had gone down, she began +as best she might after she had rallied from the effects of the loss, +to put out small ventures of happiness; and hope for little gains and +returns, as a merchant on 'Change, indocilis pauperiem pati, having lost +his thousands, embarks a few guineas upon the next ship. She laid out +her all upon her children, indulging them beyond all measure, as was +inevitable with one of her kindness of disposition; giving all her +thoughts to their welfare--learning, that she might teach them; and +improving her own many natural gifts and feminine accomplishments, that +she might impart them to her young ones. To be doing good for some one +else, is the life of most good women. They are exuberant of kindness, as +it were, and must impart it to some one. She made herself a good scholar +of French, Italian, and Latin, having been grounded in these by her +father in her youth; hiding these gifts from her husband out of fear, +perhaps, that they should offend him, for my lord was no bookman--pish'd +and psha'd at the notion of learned ladies, and would have been angry +that his wife could construe out of a Latin book of which he could +scarce understand two words. Young Esmond was usher, or house tutor, +under her or over her, as it might happen. During my lord's many +absences, these school-days would go on uninterruptedly: the mother +and daughter learning with surprising quickness; the latter by fits and +starts only, and as suited her wayward humor. As for the little lord, +it must be owned that he took after his father in the matter of +learning--liked marbles and play, and the great horse and the little one +which his father brought him, and on which he took him out a-hunting, a +great deal better than Corderius and Lily; marshalled the village boys, +and had a little court of them, already flogging them, and domineering +over them with a fine imperious spirit, that made his father laugh when +he beheld it, and his mother fondly warn him. The cook had a son, the +woodman had two, the big lad at the porter's lodge took his cuffs +and his orders. Doctor Tusher said he was a young nobleman of gallant +spirit; and Harry Esmond, who was his tutor, and eight years his little +lordship's senior, had hard work sometimes to keep his own temper, and +hold his authority over his rebellious little chief and kinsman. + +In a couple of years after that calamity had befallen which had robbed +Lady Castlewood of a little--a very little--of her beauty, and her +careless husband's heart (if the truth must be told, my lady had found +not only that her reign was over, but that her successor was appointed, +a Princess of a noble house in Drury Lane somewhere, who was installed +and visited by my lord at the town eight miles off--pudet haec opprobria +dicere nobis)--a great change had taken place in her mind, which, by +struggles only known to herself, at least never mentioned to any one, +and unsuspected by the person who caused the pain she endured--had +been schooled into such a condition as she could not very likely have +imagined possible a score of months since, before her misfortunes had +begun. + +She had oldened in that time as people do who suffer silently great +mental pain; and learned much that she had never suspected before. She +was taught by that bitter teacher Misfortune. A child the mother of +other children, but two years back her lord was a god to her; his words +her law; his smile her sunshine; his lazy commonplaces listened to +eagerly, as if they were words of wisdom--all his wishes and freaks +obeyed with a servile devotion. She had been my lord's chief slave and +blind worshipper. Some women bear farther than this, and submit not only +to neglect but to unfaithfulness too--but here this lady's allegiance +had failed her. Her spirit rebelled, and disowned any more obedience. +First she had to bear in secret the passion of losing the adored object; +then to get further initiation, and to find this worshipped being was +but a clumsy idol: then to admit the silent truth, that it was she was +superior, and not the monarch her master: that she had thoughts which +his brains could never master, and was the better of the two; quite +separate from my lord although tied to him, and bound, as almost all +people (save a very happy few), to work all her life alone. My lord sat +in his chair, laughing his laugh, cracking his joke, his face flushing +with wine--my lady in her place over against him--he never suspecting +that his superior was there, in the calm resigned lady, cold of manner, +with downcast eyes. When he was merry in his cups, he would make jokes +about her coldness, and, "D--- it, now my lady is gone, we will have +t'other bottle," he would say. He was frank enough in telling his +thoughts, such as they were. There was little mystery about my lord's +words or actions. His Fair Rosamond did not live in a Labyrinth, like +the lady of Mr. Addison's opera, but paraded with painted cheeks and a +tipsy retinue in the country town. Had she a mind to be revenged, Lady +Castlewood could have found the way to her rival's house easily enough; +and, if she had come with bowl and dagger, would have been routed off +the ground by the enemy with a volley of Billingsgate, which the fair +person always kept by her. + +Meanwhile, it has been said, that for Harry Esmond his benefactress's +sweet face had lost none of its charms. It had always the kindest of +looks and smiles for him--smiles, not so gay and artless perhaps as +those which Lady Castlewood had formerly worn, when, a child herself, +playing with her children, her husband's pleasure and authority were all +she thought of; but out of her griefs and cares, as will happen I think +when these trials fall upon a kindly heart, and are not too unbearable, +grew up a number of thoughts and excellences which had never come into +existence, had not her sorrow and misfortunes engendered them. Sure, +occasion is the father of most that is good in us. As you have seen the +awkward fingers and clumsy tools of a prisoner cut and fashion the most +delicate little pieces of carved work; or achieve the most prodigious +underground labors, and cut through walls of masonry, and saw iron bars +and fetters; 'tis misfortune that awakens ingenuity, or fortitude, or +endurance, in hearts where these qualities had never come to life but +for the circumstance which gave them a being. + +"'Twas after Jason left her, no doubt," Lady Castlewood once said with +one of her smiles to young Esmond (who was reading to her a version of +certain lines out of Euripides), "that Medea became a learned woman and +a great enchantress." + +"And she could conjure the stars out of heaven," the young tutor added, +"but she could not bring Jason back again." + +"What do you mean?" asked my lady, very angry. + +"Indeed I mean nothing," said the other, "save what I've read in books. +What should I know about such matters? I have seen no woman save you +and little Beatrix, and the parson's wife and my late mistress, and your +ladyship's woman here." + +"The men who wrote your books," says my lady, "your Horaces, and Ovids, +and Virgils, as far as I know of them, all thought ill of us, as all +the heroes they wrote about used us basely. We were bred to be slaves +always; and even of our own times, as you are still the only lawgivers, +I think our sermons seem to say that the best woman is she who bears +her master's chains most gracefully. 'Tis a pity there are no nunneries +permitted by our church: Beatrix and I would fly to one, and end our +days in peace there away from you." + +"And is there no slavery in a convent?" says Esmond. + +"At least if women are slaves there, no one sees them," answered the +lady. "They don't work in street gangs with the public to jeer them: and +if they suffer, suffer in private. Here comes my lord home from hunting. +Take away the books. My lord does not love to see them. Lessons are over +for to-day, Mr. Tutor." And with a curtsy and a smile she would end this +sort of colloquy. + +Indeed "Mr. Tutor," as my lady called Esmond, had now business enough on +his hands in Castlewood house. He had three pupils, his lady and her two +children, at whose lessons she would always be present; besides writing +my lord's letters, and arranging his accompts for him--when these could +be got from Esmond's indolent patron. + +Of the pupils the two young people were but lazy scholars, and as my +lady would admit no discipline such as was then in use, my lord's son +only learned what he liked, which was but little, and never to his +life's end could be got to construe more than six lines of Virgil. +Mistress Beatrix chattered French prettily, from a very early age; +and sang sweetly, but this was from her mother's teaching--not Harry +Esmond's, who could scarce distinguish between "Green Sleeves" and +"Lillibullero;" although he had no greater delight in life than to hear +the ladies sing. He sees them now (will he ever forget them?) as they +used to sit together of the summer evenings--the two golden heads over +the page--the child's little hand, and the mother's beating the time, +with their voices rising and falling in unison. + +But if the children were careless, 'twas a wonder how eagerly the +mother learnt from her young tutor--and taught him too. The happiest +instinctive faculty was this lady's--a faculty for discerning latent +beauties and hidden graces of books, especially books of poetry, as in a +walk she would spy out field-flowers and make posies of them, such as +no other hand could. She was a critic, not by reason but by feeling; the +sweetest commentator of those books they read together; and the happiest +hours of young Esmond's life, perhaps, were those passed in the company +of this kind mistress and her children. + +These happy days were to end soon, however; and it was by the Lady +Castlewood's own decree that they were brought to a conclusion. It +happened about Christmas-time, Harry Esmond being now past sixteen +years of age, that his old comrade, adversary, and friend, Tom Tusher, +returned from his school in London, a fair, well-grown, and sturdy lad, +who was about to enter college, with an exhibition from his school, and +a prospect of after promotion in the church. Tom Tusher's talk was of +nothing but Cambridge now; and the boys, who were good friends, examined +each other eagerly about their progress in books. Tom had learned some +Greek and Hebrew, besides Latin, in which he was pretty well skilled, +and also had given himself to mathematical studies under his father's +guidance, who was a proficient in those sciences, of which Esmond knew +nothing; nor could he write Latin so well as Tom, though he could talk +it better, having been taught by his dear friend the Jesuit Father, for +whose memory the lad ever retained the warmest affection, reading his +books, keeping his swords clean in the little crypt where the Father +had shown them to Esmond on the night of his visit; and often of a night +sitting in the chaplain's room, which he inhabited, over his books, his +verses, and rubbish, with which the lad occupied himself, he would look +up at the window, thinking he wished it might open and let in the good +Father. He had come and passed away like a dream; but for the swords +and books Harry might almost think the Father was an imagination of his +mind--and for two letters which had come to him, one from abroad, full +of advice and affection, another soon after he had been confirmed by the +Bishop of Hexton, in which Father Holt deplored his falling away. But +Harry Esmond felt so confident now of his being in the right, and of his +own powers as a casuist, that he thought he was able to face the Father +himself in argument, and possibly convert him. + +To work upon the faith of her young pupil, Esmond's kind mistress sent +to the library of her father the Dean, who had been distinguished in the +disputes of the late king's reign; and, an old soldier now, had hung +up his weapons of controversy. These he took down from his shelves +willingly for young Esmond, whom he benefited by his own personal advice +and instruction. It did not require much persuasion to induce the boy +to worship with his beloved mistress. And the good old nonjuring Dean +flattered himself with a conversion which, in truth, was owing to a much +gentler and fairer persuader. + +Under her ladyship's kind eyes (my lord's being sealed in sleep pretty +generally), Esmond read many volumes of the works of the famous British +Divines of the last age, and was familiar with Wake and Sherlock, with +Stillingfleet and Patrick. His mistress never tired to listen or to +read, to pursue the texts with fond comments, to urge those points which +her fancy dwelt on most, or her reason deemed most important. Since the +death of her father the Dean, this lady hath admitted a certain latitude +of theological reading which her orthodox father would never have +allowed; his favorite writers appealing more to reason and antiquity +than to the passions or imaginations of their readers, so that the works +of Bishop Taylor, nay, those of Mr. Baxter and Mr. Law, have in reality +found more favor with my Lady Castlewood than the severer volumes of our +great English schoolmen. + +In later life, at the University, Esmond reopened the controversy, and +pursued it in a very different manner, when his patrons had determined +for him that he was to embrace the ecclesiastical life. But though his +mistress's heart was in this calling, his own never was much. After that +first fervor of simple devotion, which his beloved Jesuit priest had +inspired in him, speculative theology took but little hold upon the +young man's mind. When his early credulity was disturbed, and his saints +and virgins taken out of his worship, to rank little higher than the +divinities of Olympus, his belief became acquiescence rather than ardor; +and he made his mind up to assume the cassock and bands, as another +man does to wear a breastplate and jack-boots, or to mount a merchant's +desk, for a livelihood, and from obedience and necessity, rather than +from choice. There were scores of such men in Mr. Esmond's time at the +universities, who were going to the church with no better calling than +his. + +When Thomas Tusher was gone, a feeling of no small depression and +disquiet fell upon young Esmond, of which, though he did not complain, +his kind mistress must have divined the cause: for soon after she showed +not only that she understood the reason of Harry's melancholy, but could +provide a remedy for it. Her habit was thus to watch, unobservedly, +those to whom duty or affection bound her, and to prevent their +designs, or to fulfil them, when she had the power. It was this lady's +disposition to think kindnesses, and devise silent bounties and to +scheme benevolence, for those about her. We take such goodness, for the +most part, as if it was our due; the Marys who bring ointment for our +feet get but little thanks. Some of us never feel this devotion at all, +or are moved by it to gratitude or acknowledgment; others only recall it +years after, when the days are past in which those sweet kindnesses were +spent on us, and we offer back our return for the debt by a poor tardy +payment of tears. Then forgotten tones of love recur to us, and kind +glances shine out of the past--oh so bright and clear!--oh so longed +after!--because they are out of reach; as holiday music from withinside +a prison wall--or sunshine seen through the bars; more prized because +unattainable--more bright because of the contrast of present darkness +and solitude, whence there is no escape. + +All the notice, then, which Lady Castlewood seemed to take of Harry +Esmond's melancholy, upon Tom Tusher's departure, was, by a gayety +unusual to her, to attempt to dispel his gloom. She made his three +scholars (herself being the chief one) more cheerful than ever they had +been before, and more docile, too, all of them learning and reading +much more than they had been accustomed to do. "For who knows," said +the lady, "what may happen, and whether we may be able to keep such a +learned tutor long?" + +Frank Esmond said he for his part did not want to learn any more, and +cousin Harry might shut up his book whenever he liked, if he would +come out a-fishing; and little Beatrix declared she would send for Tom +Tusher, and HE would be glad enough to come to Castlewood, if Harry +chose to go away. + +At last comes a messenger from Winchester one day, bearer of a letter, +with a great black seal, from the Dean there, to say that his sister +was dead, and had left her fortune of 2,000L. among her six nieces, the +Dean's daughters; and many a time since has Harry Esmond recalled the +flushed face and eager look wherewith, after this intelligence, his kind +lady regarded him. She did not pretend to any grief about the deceased +relative, from whom she and her family had been many years parted. + +When my lord heard of the news, he also did not make any very long +face. "The money will come very handy to furnish the music-room and the +cellar, which is getting low, and buy your ladyship a coach and a +couple of horses that will do indifferent to ride or for the coach. And, +Beatrix, you shall have a spinnet: and, Frank, you shall have a little +horse from Hexton Fair; and, Harry, you shall have five pounds to buy +some books," said my lord, who was generous with his own, and indeed +with other folk's money. "I wish your aunt would die once a year, +Rachel; we could spend your money, and all your sisters', too." + +"I have but one aunt--and--and I have another use for the money, my +lord," says my lady, turning very red. + +"Another use, my dear; and what do you know about money?" cries my lord. +"And what the devil is there that I don't give you which you want!" + +"I intend to give this money--can't you fancy how, my lord?" + +My lord swore one of his large oaths that he did not know in the least +what she meant. + +"I intend it for Harry Esmond to go to college. Cousin Harry," says my +lady, "you mustn't stay longer in this dull place, but make a name to +yourself, and for us too, Harry." + +"D--n it, Harry's well enough here," says my lord, for a moment looking +rather sulky. + +"Is Harry going away? You don't mean to say you will go away?" cry out +Frank and Beatrix at one breath. + +"But he will come back: and this will always be his home," cries my +lady, with blue eyes looking a celestial kindness: "and his scholars +will always love him; won't they?" + +"By G-d, Rachel, you're a good woman!" says my lord, seizing my lady's +hand, at which she blushed very much, and shrank back, putting her +children before her. "I wish you joy, my kinsman," he continued, giving +Harry Esmond a hearty slap on the shoulder. "I won't balk your luck. Go +to Cambridge, boy, and when Tusher dies you shall have the living +here, if you are not better provided by that time. We'll furnish the +dining-room and buy the horses another year. I'll give thee a nag out +of the stable: take any one except my hack and the bay gelding and the +coach-horses; and God speed thee, my boy!" + +"Have the sorrel, Harry; 'tis a good one. Father says 'tis the best +in the stable," says little Frank, clapping his hands, and jumping up. +"Let's come and see him in the stable." And the other, in his delight +and eagerness, was for leaving the room that instant to arrange about +his journey. + +The Lady Castlewood looked after him with sad penetrating glances. "He +wishes to be gone already, my lord," said she to her husband. + +The young man hung back abashed. "Indeed, I would stay for ever, if your +ladyship bade me," he said. + +"And thou wouldst be a fool for thy pains, kinsman," said my lord. "Tut, +tut, man. Go and see the world. Sow thy wild oats; and take the best +luck that Fate sends thee. I wish I were a boy again, that I might go to +college, and taste the Trumpington ale." + +"Ours, indeed, is but a dull home," cries my lady, with a little of +sadness and, maybe, of satire, in her voice: "an old glum house, half +ruined, and the rest only half furnished; a woman and two children are +but poor company for men that are accustomed to better. We are only fit +to be your worship's handmaids, and your pleasures must of necessity lie +elsewhere than at home." + +"Curse me, Rachel, if I know now whether thou art in earnest or not," +said my lord. + +"In earnest, my lord!" says she, still clinging by one of her children. +"Is there much subject here for joke?" And she made him a grand curtsy, +and, giving a stately look to Harry Esmond, which seemed to say, +"Remember; you understand me, though he does not," she left the room +with her children. + +"Since she found out that confounded Hexton business," my lord +said--"and be hanged to them that told her!--she has not been the same +woman. She, who used to be as humble as a milkmaid, is as proud as a +princess," says my lord. "Take my counsel, Harry Esmond, and keep clear +of women. Since I have had anything to do with the jades, they have +given me nothing but disgust. I had a wife at Tangier, with whom, as she +couldn't speak a word of my language, you'd have thought I might lead a +quiet life. But she tried to poison me, because she was jealous of a Jew +girl. There was your aunt, for aunt she is--aunt Jezebel, a pretty +life your father led with HER! and here's my lady. When I saw her on a +pillion, riding behind the Dean her father, she looked and was such a +baby, that a sixpenny doll might have pleased her. And now you see what +she is--hands off, highty-tighty, high and mighty, an empress couldn't +be grander. Pass us the tankard, Harry my boy. A mug of beer and a toast +at morn, says my host. A toast and a mug of beer at noon, says my dear. +D--n it, Polly loves a mug of ale, too, and laced with brandy, by Jove!" +Indeed, I suppose they drank it together; for my lord was often thick +in his speech at mid-day dinner; and at night at supper, speechless +altogether. + +Harry Esmond's departure resolved upon, it seemed as if the Lady +Castlewood, too, rejoiced to lose him; for more than once, when the +lad, ashamed perhaps at his own secret eagerness to go away (at any +rate stricken with sadness at the idea of leaving those from whom he +had received so many proofs of love and kindness inestimable), tried to +express to his mistress his sense of gratitude to her, and his sorrow at +quitting those who had so sheltered and tended a nameless and houseless +orphan, Lady Castlewood cut short his protests of love and his +lamentations, and would hear of no grief, but only look forward to +Harry's fame and prospects in life. "Our little legacy will keep you +for four years like a gentleman. Heaven's Providence, your own genius, +industry, honor, must do the rest for you. Castlewood will always be a +home for you; and these children, whom you have taught and loved, will +not forget to love you. And, Harry," said she (and this was the only +time when she spoke with a tear in her eye, or a tremor in her voice), +"it may happen in the course of nature that I shall be called away +from them: and their father--and--and they will need true friends and +protectors. Promise me that you will be true to them--as--as I think I +have been to you--and a mother's fond prayer and blessing go with you." + +"So help me God, madam, I will," said Harry Esmond, falling on his +knees, and kissing the hand of his dearest mistress. "If you will have +me stay now, I will. What matters whether or no I make my way in life, +or whether a poor bastard dies as unknown as he is now? 'Tis enough +that I have your love and kindness surely; and to make you happy is duty +enough for me." + +"Happy!" says she; "but indeed I ought to be, with my children, and--" + +"Not happy!" cried Esmond (for he knew what her life was, though he and +his mistress never spoke a word concerning it). "If not happiness, +it may be ease. Let me stay and work for you--let me stay and be your +servant." + +"Indeed, you are best away," said my lady, laughing, as she put her hand +on the boy's head for a moment. "You shall stay in no such dull place. +You shall go to college and distinguish yourself as becomes your name. +That is how you shall please me best; and--and if my children want you, +or I want you, you shall come to us; and I know we may count on you." + +"May heaven forsake me if you may not!" Harry said, getting up from his +knee. + +"And my knight longs for a dragon this instant that he may fight," said +my lady, laughing; which speech made Harry Esmond start, and turn red; +for indeed the very thought was in his mind, that he would like +that some chance should immediately happen whereby he might show his +devotion. And it pleased him to think that his lady had called him "her +knight," and often and often he recalled this to his mind, and prayed +that he might be her true knight, too. + +My lady's bed-chamber window looked out over the country, and you could +see from it the purple hills beyond Castlewood village, the green common +betwixt that and the Hall, and the old bridge which crossed over the +river. When Harry Esmond went away for Cambridge, little Frank ran +alongside his horse as far as the bridge, and there Harry stopped for a +moment, and looked back at the house where the best part of his life had +been passed. It lay before him with its gray familiar towers, a pinnacle +or two shining in the sun, the buttresses and terrace walls casting +great blue shades on the grass. And Harry remembered, all his life +after, how he saw his mistress at the window looking out on him in a +white robe, the little Beatrix's chestnut curls resting at her mother's +side. Both waved a farewell to him, and little Frank sobbed to leave +him. Yes, he WOULD be his lady's true knight, he vowed in his heart; he +waved her an adieu with his hat. The village people had Good-by to say +to him too. All knew that Master Harry was going to college, and most of +them had a kind word and a look of farewell. I do not stop to say what +adventures he began to imagine, or what career to devise for himself +before he had ridden three miles from home. He had not read Monsieur +Galland's ingenious Arabian tales as yet; but be sure that there are +other folks who build castles in the air, and have fine hopes, and kick +them down too, besides honest Alnaschar. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +I GO TO CAMBRIDGE, AND DO BUT LITTLE GOOD THERE. + + +Mr lord, who said he should like to revisit the old haunts of his youth, +kindly accompanied Harry Esmond in his first journey to Cambridge. Their +road lay through London, where my Lord Viscount would also have Harry +stay a few days to show him the pleasures of the town before he entered +upon his university studies, and whilst here Harry's patron conducted +the young man to my Lady Dowager's house at Chelsey near London: +the kind lady at Castlewood having specially ordered that the young +gentleman and the old should pay a respectful visit in that quarter. + +Her ladyship the Viscountess Dowager occupied a handsome new house in +Chelsey, with a garden behind it, and facing the river, always a bright +and animated sight with its swarms of sailors, barges, and wherries. +Harry laughed at recognizing in the parlor the well-remembered old +piece of Sir Peter Lely, wherein his father's widow was represented as +a virgin huntress, armed with a gilt bow-and-arrow, and encumbered only +with that small quantity of drapery which it would seem the virgins in +King Charles's day were accustomed to wear. + +My Lady Dowager had left off this peculiar habit of huntress when she +married. But though she was now considerably past sixty years of age, I +believe she thought that airy nymph of the picture could still be easily +recognized in the venerable personage who gave an audience to Harry and +his patron. + +She received the young man with even more favor than she showed to the +elder, for she chose to carry on the conversation in French, in which my +Lord Castlewood was no great proficient, and expressed her satisfaction +at finding that Mr. Esmond could speak fluently in that language. "'Twas +the only one fit for polite conversation," she condescended to say, "and +suitable to persons of high breeding." + +My lord laughed afterwards, as the gentlemen went away, at his +kinswoman's behavior. He said he remembered the time when she could +speak English fast enough, and joked in his jolly way at the loss he had +had of such a lovely wife as that. + +My Lady Viscountess deigned to ask his lordship news of his wife and +children; she had heard that Lady Castlewood had had the small-pox; she +hoped she was not so VERY much disfigured as people said. + +At this remark about his wife's malady, my Lord Viscount winced and +turned red; but the Dowager, in speaking of the disfigurement of the +young lady, turned to her looking-glass and examined her old wrinkled +countenance in it with such a grin of satisfaction, that it was all her +guests could do to refrain from laughing in her ancient face. + +She asked Harry what his profession was to be; and my lord, saying that +the lad was to take orders, and have the living of Castlewood when old +Dr. Tusher vacated it, she did not seem to show any particular anger at +the notion of Harry's becoming a Church of England clergyman, nay, was +rather glad than otherwise, that the youth should be so provided for. +She bade Mr. Esmond not to forget to pay her a visit whenever he passed +through London, and carried her graciousness so far as to send a purse +with twenty guineas for him, to the tavern at which my lord put up (the +"Greyhound," in Charing Cross); and, along with this welcome gift for +her kinsman, she sent a little doll for a present to my lord's little +daughter Beatrix, who was growing beyond the age of dolls by this time, +and was as tall almost as her venerable relative. + +After seeing the town, and going to the plays, my Lord Castlewood and +Esmond rode together to Cambridge, spending two pleasant days upon the +journey. Those rapid new coaches were not established, as yet, that +performed the whole journey between London and the University in a +single day; however, the road was pleasant and short enough to Harry +Esmond, and he always gratefully remembered that happy holiday which his +kind patron gave him. + +Mr. Esmond was entered a pensioner of Trinity College in Cambridge, +to which famous college my lord had also in his youth belonged. Dr. +Montague was master at this time, and received my Lord Viscount with +great politeness: so did Mr. Bridge, who was appointed to be Harry's +tutor. Tom Tusher, who was of Emanuel College, and was by this time +a junior soph, came to wait upon my lord, and to take Harry under his +protection; and comfortable rooms being provided for him in the great +court close by the gate, and near to the famous Mr. Newton's lodgings, +Harry's patron took leave of him with many kind words and blessings, +and an admonition to him to behave better at the University than my lord +himself had ever done. + +'Tis needless in these memoirs to go at any length into the particulars +of Harry Esmond's college career. It was like that of a hundred young +gentlemen of that day. But he had the ill fortune to be older by a +couple of years than most of his fellow-students; and by his previous +solitary mode of bringing up, the circumstances of his life, and the +peculiar thoughtfulness and melancholy that had naturally engendered, he +was, in a great measure, cut off from the society of comrades who were +much younger and higher-spirited than he. His tutor, who had bowed +down to the ground, as he walked my lord over the college grass-plats, +changed his behavior as soon as the nobleman's back was turned, and +was--at least Harry thought so--harsh and overbearing. When the lads +used to assemble in their greges in hall, Harry found himself alone in +the midst of that little flock of boys; they raised a great laugh at +him when he was set on to read Latin, which he did with the foreign +pronunciation taught to him by his old master, the Jesuit, than which +he knew no other. Mr. Bridge, the tutor, made him the object of clumsy +jokes, in which he was fond of indulging. The young man's spirit was +chafed, and his vanity mortified; and he found himself, for some time, +as lonely in this place as ever he had been at Castlewood, whither he +longed to return. His birth was a source of shame to him, and he fancied +a hundred slights and sneers from young and old, who, no doubt, had +treated him better had he met them himself more frankly. And as he looks +back, in calmer days, upon this period of his life, which he thought so +unhappy, he can see that his own pride and vanity caused no small part +of the mortifications which he attributed to other's ill will. The world +deals good-naturedly with good-natured people, and I never knew a sulky +misanthropist who quarrelled with it, but it was he, and not it, that +was in the wrong. Tom Tusher gave Harry plenty of good advice on this +subject, for Tom had both good sense and good humor; but Mr. Harry chose +to treat his senior with a great deal of superfluous disdain and absurd +scorn, and would by no means part from his darling injuries, in which, +very likely, no man believed but himself. As for honest Doctor Bridge, +the tutor found, after a few trials of wit with the pupil, that the +young man was an ugly subject for wit, and that the laugh was often +turned against him. This did not make tutor and pupil any better +friends; but had, so far, an advantage for Esmond, that Mr. Bridge was +induced to leave him alone; and so long as he kept his chapels, and did +the college exercises required of him, Bridge was content not to see +Harry's glum face in his class, and to leave him to read and sulk for +himself in his own chamber. + +A poem or two in Latin and English, which were pronounced to have some +merit, and a Latin oration, (for Mr. Esmond could write that language +better than pronounce it,) got him a little reputation both with the +authorities of the University and amongst the young men, with whom he +began to pass for more than he was worth. A few victories over their +common enemy, Mr. Bridge, made them incline towards him, and look upon +him as the champion of their order against the seniors. Such of the lads +as he took into his confidence found him not so gloomy and haughty as +his appearance led them to believe; and Don Dismallo, as he was called, +became presently a person of some little importance in his college, and +was, as he believes, set down by the seniors there as rather a dangerous +character. + +Don Dismallo was a staunch young Jacobite, like the rest of his family; +gave himself many absurd airs of loyalty; used to invite young friends +to Burgundy, and give the King's health on King James's birthday; wore +black on the day of his abdication; fasted on the anniversary of King +William's coronation; and performed a thousand absurd antics, of which +he smiles now to think. + +These follies caused many remonstrances on Tom Tusher's part, who +was always a friend to the powers that be, as Esmond was always in +opposition to them. Tom was a Whig, while Esmond was a Tory. Tom never +missed a lecture, and capped the proctor with the profoundest of bows. +No wonder he sighed over Harry's insubordinate courses, and was angry +when the others laughed at him. But that Harry was known to have my +Lord Viscount's protection, Tom no doubt would have broken with him +altogether. But honest Tom never gave up a comrade as long as he was the +friend of a great man. This was not out of scheming on Tom's part, but +a natural inclination towards the great. 'Twas no hypocrisy in him +to flatter, but the bent of his mind, which was always perfectly +good-humored, obliging, and servile. + +Harry had very liberal allowances, for his dear mistress of Castlewood +not only regularly supplied him, but the Dowager of Chelsey made her +donation annual, and received Esmond at her house near London every +Christmas; but, in spite of these benefactions, Esmond was constantly +poor; whilst 'twas a wonder with how small a stipend from his father Tom +Tusher contrived to make a good figure. 'Tis true that Harry both spent, +gave, and lent his money very freely, which Thomas never did. I think he +was like the famous Duke of Marlborough in this instance, who, getting +a present of fifty pieces, when a young man, from some foolish woman +who fell in love with his good looks, showed the money to Cadogan in a +drawer scores of years after, where it had lain ever since he had sold +his beardless honor to procure it. I do not mean to say that Tom ever +let out his good looks so profitably, for nature had not endowed him +with any particular charms of person, and he ever was a pattern of moral +behavior, losing no opportunity of giving the very best advice to his +younger comrade; with which article, to do him justice, he parted very +freely. Not but that he was a merry fellow, too, in his way; he loved a +joke, if by good fortune he understood it, and took his share generously +of a bottle if another paid for it, and especially if there was a young +lord in company to drink it. In these cases there was not a harder +drinker in the University than Mr. Tusher could be; and it was edifying +to behold him, fresh shaved and with smug face, singing out "Amen!" +at early chapel in the morning. In his reading, poor Harry permitted +himself to go a-gadding after all the Nine Muses, and so very likely had +but little favor from any one of them; whereas Tom Tusher, who had +no more turn for poetry than a ploughboy, nevertheless, by a dogged +perseverance and obsequiousness in courting the divine Calliope, got +himself a prize, and some credit in the University, and a fellowship +at his college, as a reward for his scholarship. In this time of Mr. +Esmond's life, he got the little reading which he ever could boast of, +and passed a good part of his days greedily devouring all the books on +which he could lay hand. In this desultory way the works of most of the +English, French, and Italian poets came under his eyes, and he had +a smattering of the Spanish tongue likewise, besides the ancient +languages, of which, at least of Latin, he was a tolerable master. + +Then, about midway in his University career, he fell to reading for the +profession to which worldly prudence rather than inclination called him, +and was perfectly bewildered in theological controversy. In the course +of his reading (which was neither pursued with that seriousness or that +devout mind which such a study requires) the youth found himself at the +end of one month a Papist, and was about to proclaim his faith; the next +month a Protestant, with Chillingworth; and the third a sceptic, with +Hobbes and Bayle. Whereas honest Tom Tusher never permitted his mind to +stray out of the prescribed University path, accepted the Thirty-nine +Articles with all his heart, and would have signed and sworn to other +nine-and-thirty with entire obedience. Harry's wilfulness in this +matter, and disorderly thoughts and conversation, so shocked and +afflicted his senior, that there grew up a coldness and estrangement +between them, so that they became scarce more than mere acquaintances, +from having been intimate friends when they came to college first. +Politics ran high, too, at the University; and here, also, the young +men were at variance. Tom professed himself, albeit a high-churchman, +a strong King William's-man; whereas Harry brought his family Tory +politics to college with him, to which he must add a dangerous +admiration for Oliver Cromwell, whose side, or King James's by turns, +he often chose to take in the disputes which the young gentlemen used +to hold in each other's rooms, where they debated on the state of the +nation, crowned and deposed kings, and toasted past and present heroes +and beauties in flagons of college ale. + +Thus, either from the circumstances of his birth, or the natural +melancholy of his disposition, Esmond came to live very much by himself +during his stay at the University, having neither ambition enough to +distinguish himself in the college career, nor caring to mingle with +the mere pleasures and boyish frolics of the students, who were, for +the most part, two or three years younger than he. He fancied that the +gentlemen of the common-room of his college slighted him on account of +his birth, and hence kept aloof from their society. It may be that +he made the ill will, which he imagined came from them, by his own +behavior, which, as he looks back on it in after life, he now sees +was morose and haughty. At any rate, he was as tenderly grateful for +kindness as he was susceptible of slight and wrong; and, lonely as +he was generally, yet had one or two very warm friendships for his +companions of those days. + +One of these was a queer gentleman that resided in the University, +though he was no member of it, and was the professor of a science scarce +recognized in the common course of college education. This was a French +refugee-officer, who had been driven out of his native country at the +time of the Protestant persecutions there, and who came to Cambridge, +where he taught the science of the small-sword, and set up a +saloon-of-arms. Though he declared himself a Protestant, 'twas said +Mr. Moreau was a Jesuit in disguise; indeed, he brought very strong +recommendations to the Tory party, which was pretty strong in that +University, and very likely was one of the many agents whom King James +had in this country. Esmond found this gentleman's conversation very +much more agreeable and to his taste than the talk of the college +divines in the common-room; he never wearied of Moreau's stories of +the wars of Turenne and Conde, in which he had borne a part; and being +familiar with the French tongue from his youth, and in a place where +but few spoke it, his company became very agreeable to the brave old +professor of arms, whose favorite pupil he was, and who made Mr. Esmond +a very tolerable proficient in the noble science of escrime. + +At the next term Esmond was to take his degree of Bachelor of Arts, and +afterwards, in proper season, to assume the cassock and bands which his +fond mistress would have him wear. Tom Tusher himself was a parson and +a fellow of his college by this time; and Harry felt that he would very +gladly cede his right to the living of Castlewood to Tom, and that his +own calling was in no way to the pulpit. But as he was bound, before +all things in the world, to his dear mistress at home, and knew that a +refusal on his part would grieve her, he determined to give her no +hint of his unwillingness to the clerical office: and it was in this +unsatisfactory mood of mind that he went to spend the last vacation he +should have at Castlewood before he took orders. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +I COME HOME FOR A HOLIDAY TO CASTLEWOOD, AND FIND A SKELETON IN THE +HOUSE. + + +At his third long vacation, Esmond came as usual to Castlewood, always +feeling an eager thrill of pleasure when he found himself once more +in the house where he had passed so many years, and beheld the kind +familiar eyes of his mistress looking upon him. She and her children +(out of whose company she scarce ever saw him) came to greet him. Miss +Beatrix was grown so tall that Harry did not quite know whether he +might kiss her or no; and she blushed and held back when he offered +that salutation, though she took it, and even courted it, when they were +alone. The young lord was shooting up to be like his gallant father in +look, though with his mother's kind eyes: the lady of Castlewood herself +seemed grown, too, since Harry saw her--in her look more stately, in +her person fuller, in her face still as ever most tender and friendly, a +greater air of command and decision than had appeared in that guileless +sweet countenance which Harry remembered so gratefully. The tone of her +voice was so much deeper and sadder when she spoke and welcomed him, +that it quite startled Esmond, who looked up at her surprised as she +spoke, when she withdrew her eyes from him; nor did she ever look at him +afterwards when his own eyes were gazing upon her. A something hinting +at grief and secret, and filling his mind with alarm undefinable, seemed +to speak with that low thrilling voice of hers, and look out of those +clear sad eyes. Her greeting to Esmond was so cold that it almost pained +the lad, (who would have liked to fall on his knees, and kiss the skirt +of her robe, so fond and ardent was his respect and regard for her,) +and he faltered in answering the questions which she, hesitating on her +side, began to put to him. Was he happy at Cambridge? Did he study too +hard? She hoped not. He had grown very tall, and looked very well. + +"He has got a moustache!" cries out Master Esmond. + +"Why does he not wear a peruke like my Lord Mohun?" asked Miss Beatrix. +"My lord says that nobody wears their own hair." + +"I believe you will have to occupy your old chamber," says my lady. "I +hope the housekeeper has got it ready." + +"Why, mamma, you have been there ten times these three days yourself!" +exclaims Frank. + +"And she cut some flowers which you planted in my garden--do you +remember, ever so many years ago? when I was quite a little girl," cries +out Miss Beatrix, on tiptoe. "And mamma put them in your window." + +"I remember when you grew well after you were ill that you used to like +roses," said the lady, blushing like one of them. They all conducted +Harry Esmond to his chamber; the children running before, Harry walking +by his mistress hand-in-hand. + +The old room had been ornamented and beautified not a little to receive +him. The flowers were in the window in a china vase; and there was a +fine new counterpane on the bed, which chatterbox Beatrix said mamma had +made too. A fire was crackling on the hearth, although it was June. My +lady thought the room wanted warming; everything was done to make him +happy and welcome: "And you are not to be a page any longer, but a +gentleman and kinsman, and to walk with papa and mamma," said the +children. And as soon as his dear mistress and children had left him to +himself, it was with a heart overflowing with love and gratefulness that +he flung himself down on his knees by the side of the little bed, and +asked a blessing upon those who were so kind to him. + +The children, who are always house tell-tales, soon made him acquainted +with the little history of the house and family. Papa had been to London +twice. Papa often went away now. Papa had taken Beatrix to Westlands, +where she was taller than Sir George Harper's second daughter, though +she was two years older. Papa had taken Beatrix and Frank both to +Bellminster, where Frank had got the better of Lord Bellminster's son in +a boxing-match--my lord, laughing, told Harry afterwards. Many gentlemen +came to stop with papa, and papa had gotten a new game from London, +a French game, called a billiard--that the French king played it very +well: and the Dowager Lady Castlewood had sent Miss Beatrix a present; +and papa had gotten a new chaise, with two little horses, which he drove +himself, beside the coach, which mamma went in; and Dr. Tusher was a +cross old plague, and they did not like to learn from him at all; and +papa did not care about them learning, and laughed when they were at +their books, but mamma liked them to learn, and taught them; and "I +don't think papa is fond of mamma," said Miss Beatrix, with her great +eyes. She had come quite close up to Harry Esmond by the time this +prattle took place, and was on his knee, and had examined all the points +of his dress, and all the good or bad features of his homely face. + +"You shouldn't say that papa is not fond of mamma," said the boy, at +this confession. "Mamma never said so; and mamma forbade you to say it, +Miss Beatrix." + +'Twas this, no doubt, that accounted for the sadness in Lady +Castlewood's eyes, and the plaintive vibrations of her voice. Who +does not know of eyes, lighted by love once, where the flame shines no +more?--of lamps extinguished, once properly trimmed and tended? Every +man has such in his house. Such mementoes make our splendidest chambers +look blank and sad; such faces seen in a day cast a gloom upon our +sunshine. So oaths mutually sworn, and invocations of heaven, and +priestly ceremonies, and fond belief, and love, so fond and faithful +that it never doubted but that it should live for ever, are all of no +avail towards making love eternal: it dies, in spite of the banns and +the priest; and I have often thought there should be a visitation of the +sick for it, and a funeral service, and an extreme unction, and an +abi in pace. It has its course, like all mortal things--its beginning, +progress, and decay. It buds and it blooms out into sunshine, and it +withers and ends. Strephon and Chloe languish apart; join in a rapture: +and presently you hear that Chloe is crying, and Strephon has broken +his crook across her back. Can you mend it so as to show no marks of +rupture? Not all the priests of Hymen, not all the incantations to the +gods, can make it whole! + +Waking up from dreams, books, and visions of college honors, in which +for two years, Harry Esmond had been immersed, he found himself, +instantly, on his return home, in the midst of this actual tragedy of +life, which absorbed and interested him more than all his tutor had +taught him. The persons whom he loved best in the world, and to whom he +owed most, were living unhappily together. The gentlest and kindest of +women was suffering ill usage and shedding tears in secret: the man who +made her wretched by neglect, if not by violence, was Harry's benefactor +and patron. In houses where, in place of that sacred, inmost flame +of love, there is discord at the centre, the whole household becomes +hypocritical, and each lies to his neighbor. The husband (or it may +be the wife) lies when the visitor comes in, and wears a grin of +reconciliation or politeness before him. The wife lies (indeed, her +business is to do that, and to smile, however much she is beaten), +swallows her tears, and lies to her lord and master; lies in bidding +little Jackey respect dear papa; lies in assuring grandpapa that she +is perfectly happy. The servants lie, wearing grave faces behind their +master's chair, and pretending to be unconscious of the fighting; +and so, from morning till bedtime, life is passed in falsehood. And +wiseacres call this a proper regard of morals, and point out Baucis and +Philemon as examples of a good life. + +If my lady did not speak of her griefs to Harry Esmond, my lord was +by no means reserved when in his cups, and spoke his mind very freely, +bidding Harry in his coarse way, and with his blunt language, beware +of all women as cheats, jades, jilts, and using other unmistakable +monosyllables in speaking of them. Indeed, 'twas the fashion of the day, +as I must own; and there's not a writer of my time of any note, with the +exception of poor Dick Steele, that does not speak of a woman as of +a slave, and scorn and use her as such. Mr. Pope, Mr. Congreve, Mr. +Addison, Mr. Gay, every one of 'em, sing in this key, each according to +his nature and politeness, and louder and fouler than all in abuse is +Dr. Swift, who spoke of them as he treated them, worst of all. + +Much of the quarrels and hatred which arise between married people come +in my mind from the husband's rage and revolt at discovering that +his slave and bedfellow, who is to minister to all his wishes, and is +church-sworn to honor and obey him--is his superior; and that HE, +and not she, ought to be the subordinate of the twain; and in these +controversies, I think, lay the cause of my lord's anger against his +lady. When he left her, she began to think for herself, and her thoughts +were not in his favor. After the illumination, when the love-lamp is +put out that anon we spoke of, and by the common daylight we look at the +picture, what a daub it looks! what a clumsy effigy! How many men and +wives come to this knowledge, think you? And if it be painful to a woman +to find herself mated for life to a boor, and ordered to love and honor +a dullard; it is worse still for the man himself perhaps, whenever in +his dim comprehension the idea dawns that his slave and drudge yonder +is, in truth, his superior; that the woman who does his bidding, and +submits to his humor, should be his lord; that she can think a thousand +things beyond the power of his muddled brains; and that in yonder head, +on the pillow opposite to him, lie a thousand feelings, mysteries of +thought, latent scorns and rebellions, whereof he only dimly perceives +the existence as they look out furtively from her eyes: treasures of +love doomed to perish without a hand to gather them; sweet fancies and +images of beauty that would grow and unfold themselves into flower; +bright wit that would shine like diamonds could it be brought into the +sun: and the tyrant in possession crushes the outbreak of all these, +drives them back like slaves into the dungeon and darkness, and chafes +without that his prisoner is rebellious, and his sworn subject undutiful +and refractory. So the lamp was out in Castlewood Hall, and the lord +and lady there saw each other as they were. With her illness and altered +beauty my lord's fire for his wife disappeared; with his selfishness and +faithlessness her foolish fiction of love and reverence was rent away. +Love!--who is to love what is base and unlovely? Respect!--who is to +respect what is gross and sensual? Not all the marriage oaths sworn +before all the parsons, cardinals, ministers, muftis, and rabbins in +the world, can bind to that monstrous allegiance. This couple was living +apart then; the woman happy to be allowed to love and tend her children +(who were never of her own good-will away from her), and thankful to +have saved such treasures as these out of the wreck in which the better +part of her heart went down. + +These young ones had had no instructors save their mother, and Doctor +Tusher for their theology occasionally, and had made more progress than +might have been expected under a tutor so indulgent and fond as Lady +Castlewood. Beatrix could sing and dance like a nymph. Her voice was +her father's delight after dinner. She ruled over the house with little +imperial ways, which her parents coaxed and laughed at. She had long +learned the value of her bright eyes, and tried experiments in coquetry, +in corpore vili, upon rustics and country squires, until she should +prepare to conquer the world and the fashion. She put on a new ribbon to +welcome Harry Esmond, made eyes at him, and directed her young smiles at +him, not a little to the amusement of the young man, and the joy of her +father, who laughed his great laugh, and encouraged her in her thousand +antics. Lady Castlewood watched the child gravely and sadly: the +little one was pert in her replies to her mother, yet eager in her +protestations of love and promises of amendment; and as ready to cry +(after a little quarrel brought on by her own giddiness) until she +had won back her mamma's favor, as she was to risk the kind lady's +displeasure by fresh outbreaks of restless vanity. From her mother's sad +looks she fled to her father's chair and boozy laughter. She already +set the one against the other: and the little rogue delighted in the +mischief which she knew how to make so early. + +The young heir of Castlewood was spoiled by father and mother both. He +took their caresses as men do, and as if they were his right. He had +his hawks and his spaniel dog, his little horse and his beagles. He had +learned to ride, and to drink, and to shoot flying: and he had a +small court, the sons of the huntsman and woodman, as became the +heir-apparent, taking after the example of my lord his father. If he had +a headache, his mother was as much frightened as if the plague were in +the house: my lord laughed and jeered in his abrupt way--(indeed, 'twas +on the day after New Year's Day, and an excess of mince-pie)--and said +with some of his usual oaths--"D--n it, Harry Esmond--you see how my +lady takes on about Frank's megrim. She used to be sorry about me, my +boy (pass the tankard, Harry), and to be frightened if I had a headache +once. She don't care about my head now. They're like that--women +are--all the same, Harry, all jilts in their hearts. Stick to +college--stick to punch and buttery ale: and never see a woman that's +handsomer than an old cinder-faced bed-maker. That's my counsel." + +It was my lord's custom to fling out many jokes of this nature, in +presence of his wife and children, at meals--clumsy sarcasms which my +lady turned many a time, or which, sometimes, she affected not to hear, +or which now and again would hit their mark and make the poor victim +wince (as you could see by her flushing face and eyes filling with +tears), or which again worked her up to anger and retort, when, +in answer to one of these heavy bolts, she would flash back with a +quivering reply. The pair were not happy; nor indeed was it happy to be +with them. Alas that youthful love and truth should end in bitterness +and bankruptcy! To see a young couple loving each other is no wonder; +but to see an old couple loving each other is the best sight of all. +Harry Esmond became the confidant of one and the other--that is, my +lord told the lad all his griefs and wrongs (which were indeed of Lord +Castlewood's own making), and Harry divined my lady's; his affection +leading him easily to penetrate the hypocrisy under which Lady +Castlewood generally chose to go disguised, and see her heart aching +whilst her face wore a smile. 'Tis a hard task for women in life, that +mask which the world bids them wear. But there is no greater crime than +for a woman who is ill used and unhappy to show that she is so. The +world is quite relentless about bidding her to keep a cheerful face; and +our women, like the Malabar wives, are forced to go smiling and painted +to sacrifice themselves with their husbands; their relations being the +most eager to push them on to their duty, and, under their shouts and +applauses, to smother and hush their cries of pain. + +So, into the sad secret of his patron's household, Harry Esmond became +initiated, he scarce knew how. It had passed under his eyes two years +before, when he could not understand it; but reading, and thought, and +experience of men, had oldened him; and one of the deepest sorrows of a +life which had never, in truth, been very happy, came upon him now, when +he was compelled to understand and pity a grief which he stood quite +powerless to relieve. + + +It hath been said my lord would never take the oath of allegiance, nor +his seat as a peer of the kingdom of Ireland, where, indeed, he had but +a nominal estate; and refused an English peerage which King William's +government offered him as a bribe to secure his loyalty. + +He might have accepted this, and would doubtless, but for the earnest +remonstrances of his wife, who ruled her husband's opinions better than +she could govern his conduct, and who being a simple-hearted woman, +with but one rule of faith and right, never thought of swerving from her +fidelity to the exiled family, or of recognizing any other sovereign but +King James; and though she acquiesced in the doctrine of obedience to +the reigning power, no temptation, she thought, could induce her to +acknowledge the Prince of Orange as rightful monarch, nor to let her +lord so acknowledge him. So my Lord Castlewood remained a nonjuror all +his life nearly, though his self-denial caused him many a pang, and left +him sulky and out of humor. + +The year after the Revolution, and all through King William's life, 'tis +known there were constant intrigues for the restoration of the exiled +family; but if my Lord Castlewood took any share of these, as is +probable, 'twas only for a short time, and when Harry Esmond was too +young to be introduced into such important secrets. + +But in the year 1695, when that conspiracy of Sir John Fenwick, Colonel +Lowick, and others, was set on foot, for waylaying King William as he +came from Hampton Court to London, and a secret plot was formed, in +which a vast number of the nobility and people of honor were engaged, +Father Holt appeared at Castlewood, and brought a young friend with +him, a gentleman whom 'twas easy to see that both my lord and the Father +treated with uncommon deference. Harry Esmond saw this gentleman, and +knew and recognized him in after life, as shall be shown in its place; +and he has little doubt now that my Lord Viscount was implicated +somewhat in the transactions which always kept Father Holt employed +and travelling hither and thither under a dozen of different names and +disguises. The Father's companion went by the name of Captain James; +and it was under a very different name and appearance that Harry Esmond +afterwards saw him. + +It was the next year that the Fenwick conspiracy blew up, which is a +matter of public history now, and which ended in the execution of Sir +John and many more, who suffered manfully for their treason, and who +were attended to Tyburn by my lady's father Dean Armstrong, Mr. +Collier, and other stout nonjuring clergymen, who absolved them at the +gallows-foot. + +'Tis known that when Sir John was apprehended, discovery was made of a +great number of names of gentlemen engaged in the conspiracy; when, with +a noble wisdom and clemency, the Prince burned the list of conspirators +furnished to him, and said he would know no more. Now it was after this +that Lord Castlewood swore his great oath, that he would never, so +help him heaven, be engaged in any transaction against that brave and +merciful man; and so he told Holt when the indefatigable priest visited +him, and would have had him engage in a farther conspiracy. After this +my lord ever spoke of King William as he was--as one of the wisest, the +bravest, and the greatest of men. My Lady Esmond (for her part) said she +could never pardon the King, first, for ousting his father-in-law +from his throne, and secondly, for not being constant to his wife, the +Princess Mary. Indeed, I think if Nero were to rise again, and be king +of England, and a good family man, the ladies would pardon him. My lord +laughed at his wife's objections--the standard of virtue did not fit him +much. + +The last conference which Mr. Holt had with his lordship took place when +Harry was come home for his first vacation from college (Harry saw his +old tutor but for a half-hour, and exchanged no private words with him), +and their talk, whatever it might be, left my Lord Viscount very much +disturbed in mind--so much so, that his wife, and his young kinsman, +Henry Esmond, could not but observe his disquiet. After Holt was +gone, my lord rebuffed Esmond, and again treated him with the greatest +deference; he shunned his wife's questions and company, and looked at +his children with such a face of gloom and anxiety, muttering, "Poor +children--poor children!" in a way that could not but fill those whose +life it was to watch him and obey him with great alarm. For which gloom, +each person interested in the Lord Castlewood, framed in his or her own +mind an interpretation. + +My lady, with a laugh of cruel bitterness said, "I suppose the person +at Hexton has been ill, or has scolded him" (for my lord's infatuation +about Mrs. Marwood was known only too well). Young Esmond feared for his +money affairs, into the condition of which he had been initiated; and +that the expenses, always greater than his revenue, had caused Lord +Castlewood disquiet. + +One of the causes why my Lord Viscount had taken young Esmond into his +special favor was a trivial one, that hath not before been mentioned, +though it was a very lucky accident in Henry Esmond's life. A very few +months after my lord's coming to Castlewood, in the winter time--the +little boy, being a child in a petticoat, trotting about--it happened +that little Frank was with his father after dinner, who fell asleep over +his wine, heedless of the child, who crawled to the fire; and, as good +fortune would have it, Esmond was sent by his mistress for the boy just +as the poor little screaming urchin's coat was set on fire by a log; +when Esmond, rushing forward, tore the dress off the infant, so that his +own hands were burned more than the child's, who was frightened rather +than hurt by this accident. But certainly 'twas providential that a +resolute person should have come in at that instant, or the child had +been burned to death probably, my lord sleeping very heavily after +drinking, and not waking so cool as a man should who had a danger to +face. + +Ever after this the father, loud in his expressions of remorse and +humility for being a tipsy good-for-nothing, and of admiration for Harry +Esmond, whom his lordship would style a hero for doing a very trifling +service, had the tenderest regard for his son's preserver, and Harry +became quite as one of the family. His burns were tended with the +greatest care by his kind mistress, who said that heaven had sent him +to be the guardian of her children, and that she would love him all her +life. + +And it was after this, and from the very great love and tenderness which +had grown up in this little household, rather than from the exhortations +of Dean Armstrong (though these had no small weight with him), that +Harry came to be quite of the religion of his house and his dear +mistress, of which he has ever since been a professing member. As for +Dr. Tusher's boasts that he was the cause of this conversion--even in +these young days Mr. Esmond had such a contempt for the Doctor, that had +Tusher bade him believe anything (which he did not--never meddling at +all), Harry would that instant have questioned the truth on't. + +My lady seldom drank wine; but on certain days of the year, such as +birthdays (poor Harry had never a one) and anniversaries, she took a +little; and this day, the 29th December, was one. At the end, then, of +this year, '96, it might have been a fortnight after Mr. Holt's last +visit, Lord Castlewood being still very gloomy in mind, and sitting at +table--my lady bidding a servant bring her a glass of wine, and looking +at her husband with one of her sweet smiles, said-- + +"My lord, will you not fill a bumper too, and let me call a toast?" + +"What is it, Rachel?" says he, holding out his empty glass to be filled. + +"'Tis the 29th of December," says my lady, with her fond look of +gratitude: "and my toast is, 'Harry--and God bless him, who saved my +boy's life!'" + +My lord looked at Harry hard, and drank the glass, but clapped it down +on the table in a moment, and, with a sort of groan, rose up, and went +out of the room. What was the matter? We all knew that some great grief +was over him. + +Whether my lord's prudence had made him richer, or legacies had fallen +to him, which enabled him to support a greater establishment than that +frugal one which had been too much for his small means, Harry Esmond +knew not; but the house of Castlewood was now on a scale much more +costly than it had been during the first years of his lordship's coming +to the title. There were more horses in the stable and more servants in +the hall, and many more guests coming and going now than formerly, when +it was found difficult enough by the strictest economy to keep the house +as befitted one of his lordship's rank, and the estate out of debt. And +it did not require very much penetration to find that many of the new +acquaintances at Castlewood were not agreeable to the lady there: not +that she ever treated them or any mortal with anything but courtesy; but +they were persons who could not be welcome to her; and whose society a +lady so refined and reserved could scarce desire for her children. There +came fuddling squires from the country round, who bawled their songs +under her windows and drank themselves tipsy with my lord's punch and +ale: there came officers from Hexton, in whose company our little lord +was made to hear talk and to drink, and swear too, in a way that made +the delicate lady tremble for her son. Esmond tried to console her by +saying what he knew of his College experience; that with this sort +of company and conversation a man must fall in sooner or later in his +course through the world: and it mattered very little whether he heard +it at twelve years old or twenty--the youths who quitted mother's +apron-strings the latest being not uncommonly the wildest rakes. But it +was about her daughter that Lady Castlewood was the most anxious, +and the danger which she thought menaced the little Beatrix from the +indulgences which her father gave her, (it must be owned that my lord, +since these unhappy domestic differences especially, was at once violent +in his language to the children when angry, as he was too familiar, not +to say coarse, when he was in a good humor,) and from the company into +which the careless lord brought the child. + +Not very far off from Castlewood is Sark Castle, where the Marchioness +of Sark lived, who was known to have been a mistress of the late King +Charles--and to this house, whither indeed a great part of the country +gentry went, my lord insisted upon going, not only himself, but on +taking his little daughter and son, to play with the children there. The +children were nothing loth, for the house was splendid, and the welcome +kind enough. But my lady, justly no doubt, thought that the children of +such a mother as that noted Lady Sark had been, could be no good company +for her two; and spoke her mind to her lord. His own language when he +was thwarted was not indeed of the gentlest: to be brief, there was a +family dispute on this, as there had been on many other points--and the +lady was not only forced to give in, for the other's will was law--nor +could she, on account of their tender age, tell her children what +was the nature of her objection to their visit of pleasure, or indeed +mention to them any objection at all--but she had the additional secret +mortification to find them returning delighted with their new friends, +loaded with presents from them, and eager to be allowed to go back to +a place of such delights as Sark Castle. Every year she thought the +company there would be more dangerous to her daughter, as from a child +Beatrix grew to a woman, and her daily increasing beauty, and many +faults of character too, expanded. + +It was Harry Esmond's lot to see one of the visits which the old Lady of +Sark paid to the Lady of Castlewood Hall: whither she came in state with +six chestnut horses and blue ribbons, a page on each carriage step, a +gentleman of the horse, and armed servants riding before and behind her. +And, but that it was unpleasant to see Lady Castlewood's face, it was +amusing to watch the behavior of the two enemies: the frigid patience +of the younger lady, and the unconquerable good-humor of the elder--who +would see no offence whatever her rival intended, and who never ceased +to smile and to laugh, and to coax the children, and to pay compliments +to every man, woman, child, nay dog, or chair and table, in Castlewood, +so bent was she upon admiring everything there. She lauded the children, +and wished as indeed she well might--that her own family had been +brought up as well as those cherubs. She had never seen such a +complexion as dear Beatrix's--though to be sure she had a right to +it from father and mother--Lady Castlewood's was indeed a wonder of +freshness, and Lady Sark sighed to think she had not been born a fair +woman; and remarking Harry Esmond, with a fascinating superannuated +smile, she complimented him on his wit, which she said she could see +from his eyes and forehead; and vowed that she would never have HIM at +Sark until her daughter were out of the way. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +MY LORD MOHUN COMES AMONG US FOR NO GOOD. + + +There had ridden along with this old Princess's cavalcade, two +gentlemen: her son, my Lord Firebrace, and his friend, my Lord Mohun, +who both were greeted with a great deal of cordiality by the hospitable +Lord of Castlewood. My Lord Firebrace was but a feeble-minded +and weak-limbed young nobleman, small in stature and limited in +understanding to judge from the talk young Esmond had with him; but +the other was a person of a handsome presence, with the bel air, and a +bright daring warlike aspect, which, according to the chronicle of those +days, had already achieved for him the conquest of several beauties and +toasts. He had fought and conquered in France, as well as in Flanders; +he had served a couple of campaigns with the Prince of Baden on the +Danube, and witnessed the rescue of Vienna from the Turk. And he spoke +of his military exploits pleasantly, and with the manly freedom of a +soldier, so as to delight all his hearers at Castlewood, who were little +accustomed to meet a companion so agreeable. + +On the first day this noble company came, my lord would not hear of +their departure before dinner, and carried away the gentlemen to amuse +them, whilst his wife was left to do the honors of her house to the old +Marchioness and her daughter within. They looked at the stables where my +Lord Mohun praised the horses, though there was but a poor show there: +they walked over the old house and gardens, and fought the siege of +Oliver's time over again: they played a game of rackets in the old +court, where my Lord Castlewood beat my Lord Mohun, who said he loved +ball of all things, and would quickly come back to Castlewood for his +revenge. After dinner they played bowls and drank punch in the green +alley; and when they parted they were sworn friends, my Lord Castlewood +kissing the other lord before he mounted on horseback, and pronouncing +him the best companion he had met for many a long day. All night long, +over his tobacco-pipe, Castlewood did not cease to talk to Harry Esmond +in praise of his new friend, and in fact did not leave off speaking of +him until his lordship was so tipsy that he could not speak plainly any +more. + +At breakfast next day it was the same talk renewed; and when my lady +said there was something free in the Lord Mohun's looks and manner of +speech which caused her to mistrust him, her lord burst out with one of +his laughs and oaths; said that he never liked man, woman, or beast, +but what she was sure to be jealous of it; that Mohun was the prettiest +fellow in England; that he hoped to see more of him whilst in the +country; and that he would let Mohun know what my Lady Prude said of +him. + +"Indeed," Lady Castlewood said, "I liked his conversation well enough. +'Tis more amusing than that of most people I know. I thought it, I own, +too free; not from what he said, as rather from what he implied." + +"Psha! your ladyship does not know the world," said her husband; "and +you have always been as squeamish as when you were a miss of fifteen." + +"You found no fault when I was a miss at fifteen." + +"Begad, madam, you are grown too old for a pinafore now; and I hold +that 'tis for me to judge what company my wife shall see," said my lord, +slapping the table. + +"Indeed, Francis, I never thought otherwise," answered my lady, rising +and dropping him a curtsy, in which stately action, if there was +obedience, there was defiance too; and in which a bystander, deeply +interested in the happiness of that pair as Harry Esmond was, might see +how hopelessly separated they were; what a great gulf of difference and +discord had run between them. + +"By G-d! Mohun is the best fellow in England; and I'll invite him here, +just to plague that woman. Did you ever see such a frigid insolence as +it is, Harry? That's the way she treats me," he broke out, storming, and +his face growing red as he clenched his fists and went on. "I'm nobody +in my own house. I'm to be the humble servant of that parson's daughter. +By Jove! I'd rather she should fling the dish at my head than sneer at +me as she does. She puts me to shame before the children with her d--d +airs; and, I'll swear, tells Frank and Beaty that papa's a reprobate, +and that they ought to despise me." + +"Indeed and indeed, sir, I never heard her say a word but of respect +regarding you," Harry Esmond interposed. + +"No, curse it! I wish she would speak. But she never does. She +scorns me, and holds her tongue. She keeps off from me, as if I was a +pestilence. By George! she was fond enough of her pestilence once. And +when I came a-courting, you would see miss blush--blush red, by George! +for joy. Why, what do you think she said to me, Harry? She said herself, +when I joked with her about her d--d smiling red cheeks: ''Tis as they +do at St. James's; I put up my red flag when my king comes.' I was the +king, you see, she meant. But now, sir, look at her! I believe she would +be glad if I was dead; and dead I've been to her these five years--ever +since you all of you had the small-pox: and she never forgave me for +going away." + +"Indeed, my lord, though 'twas hard to forgive, I think my mistress +forgave it," Harry Esmond said; "and remember how eagerly she watched +your lordship's return, and how sadly she turned away when she saw your +cold looks." + +"Damme!" cries out my lord; "would you have had me wait and catch the +small-pox? Where the deuce had been the good of that? I'll bear danger +with any man--but not useless danger--no, no. Thank you for nothing. +And--you nod your head, and I know very well, Parson Harry, what you +mean. There was the--the other affair to make her angry. But is a woman +never to forgive a husband who goes a-tripping? Do you take me for a +saint?" + +"Indeed, sir, I do not," says Harry, with a smile. + +"Since that time my wife's as cold as the statue at Charing Cross. I +tell thee she has no forgiveness in her, Henry. Her coldness blights +my whole life, and sends me to the punch-bowl, or driving about the +country. My children are not mine, but hers, when we are together. 'Tis +only when she is out of sight with her abominable cold glances, that +run through me, that they'll come to me, and that I dare to give them so +much as a kiss; and that's why I take 'em and love 'em in other people's +houses, Harry. I'm killed by the very virtue of that proud woman. +Virtue! give me the virtue that can forgive; give me the virtue that +thinks not of preserving itself, but of making other folks happy. +Damme, what matters a scar or two if 'tis got in helping a friend in ill +fortune?" + +And my lord again slapped the table, and took a great draught from the +tankard. Harry Esmond admired as he listened to him, and thought how the +poor preacher of this self-sacrifice had fled from the small-pox, which +the lady had borne so cheerfully, and which had been the cause of so +much disunion in the lives of all in this house. "How well men preach," +thought the young man, "and each is the example in his own sermon. How +each has a story in a dispute, and a true one, too, and both are right +or wrong as you will!" Harry's heart was pained within him, to watch the +struggles and pangs that tore the breast of this kind, manly friend and +protector. + +"Indeed, sir," said he, "I wish to God that my mistress could hear you +speak as I have heard you; she would know much that would make her life +the happier, could she hear it." But my lord flung away with one of his +oaths, and a jeer; he said that Parson Harry was a good fellow; but that +as for women, all women were alike--all jades and heartless. So a man +dashes a fine vase down, and despises it for being broken. It may be +worthless--true: but who had the keeping of it, and who shattered it? + +Harry, who would have given his life to make his benefactress and her +husband happy, bethought him, now that he saw what my lord's state of +mind was, and that he really had a great deal of that love left in his +heart, and ready for his wife's acceptance if she would take it, whether +he could not be a means of reconciliation between these two persons, +whom he revered the most in the world. And he cast about how he should +break a part of his mind to his mistress, and warn her that in his, +Harry's opinion, at least, her husband was still her admirer, and even +her lover. + +But he found the subject a very difficult one to handle, when he +ventured to remonstrate, which he did in the very gravest tone, (for +long confidence and reiterated proofs of devotion and loyalty had given +him a sort of authority in the house, which he resumed as soon as ever +he returned to it,) and with a speech that should have some effect, as, +indeed, it was uttered with the speaker's own heart, he ventured most +gently to hint to his adored mistress that she was doing her husband +harm by her ill opinion of him, and that the happiness of all the family +depended upon setting her right. + +She, who was ordinarily calm and most gentle, and full of smiles and +soft attentions, flushed up when young Esmond so spoke to her, and rose +from her chair, looking at him with a haughtiness and indignation that +he had never before known her to display. She was quite an altered being +for that moment; and looked an angry princess insulted by a vassal. + +"Have you ever heard me utter a word in my lord's disparagement?" she +asked hastily, hissing out her words, and stamping her foot. + +"Indeed, no," Esmond said, looking down. + +"Are you come to me as his ambassador--YOU?" she continued. + +"I would sooner see peace between you than anything else in the world," +Harry answered, "and would go of any embassy that had that end." + +"So YOU are my lord's go-between?" she went on, not regarding this +speech. "You are sent to bid me back into slavery again, and inform me +that my lord's favor is graciously restored to his handmaid? He is weary +of Covent Garden, is he, that he comes home and would have the fatted +calf killed?" + +"There's good authority for it, surely," said Esmond. + +"For a son, yes; but my lord is not my son. It was he who cast me away +from him. It was he who broke our happiness down, and he bids me to +repair it. It was he who showed himself to me at last, as he was, not +as I had thought him. It is he who comes before my children stupid and +senseless with wine--who leaves our company for that of frequenters of +taverns and bagnios--who goes from his home to the City yonder and his +friends there, and when he is tired of them returns hither, and expects +that I shall kneel and welcome him. And he sends YOU as his chamberlain! +What a proud embassy! Monsieur, I make you my compliment of the new +place." + +"It would be a proud embassy, and a happy embassy too, could I bring you +and my lord together," Esmond replied. + +"I presume you have fulfilled your mission now, sir. 'Twas a pretty +one for you to undertake. I don't know whether 'tis your Cambridge +philosophy, or time, that has altered your ways of thinking," Lady +Castlewood continued, still in a sarcastic tone. "Perhaps you too have +learned to love drink, and to hiccup over your wine or punch;--which is +your worship's favorite liquor? Perhaps you too put up at the 'Rose' +on your way to London, and have your acquaintances in Covent Garden. My +services to you, sir, to principal and ambassador, to master and--and +lackey." + +"Great heavens! madam," cried Harry. "What have I done that thus, for a +second time, you insult me? Do you wish me to blush for what I used to +be proud of, that I lived on your bounty? Next to doing you a service +(which my life would pay for), you know that to receive one from you is +my highest pleasure. What wrong have I done you that you should wound me +so, cruel woman?" + +"What wrong?" she said, looking at Esmond with wild eyes. "Well, +none--none that you know of, Harry, or could help. Why did you bring +back the small-pox," she added, after a pause, "from Castlewood village? +You could not help it, could you? Which of us knows whither fate leads +us? But we were all happy, Henry, till then." And Harry went away from +this colloquy, thinking still that the estrangement between his patron +and his beloved mistress was remediable, and that each had at heart a +strong attachment to the other. + +The intimacy between the Lords Mohun and Castlewood appeared to increase +as long as the former remained in the country; and my Lord of Castlewood +especially seemed never to be happy out of his new comrade's sight. +They sported together, they drank, they played bowls and tennis: my Lord +Castlewood would go for three days to Sark, and bring back my Lord Mohun +to Castlewood--where indeed his lordship made himself very welcome to +all persons, having a joke or a new game at romps for the children, all +the talk of the town for my lord, and music and gallantry and plenty of +the beau langage for my lady, and for Harry Esmond, who was never tired +of hearing his stories of his campaigns and his life at Vienna, Venice, +Paris, and the famous cities of Europe which he had visited both in +peace and war. And he sang at my lady's harpsichord, and played cards +or backgammon, or his new game of billiards with my lord (of whom he +invariably got the better) always having a consummate good-humor, and +bearing himself with a certain manly grace, that might exhibit somewhat +of the camp and Alsatia perhaps, but that had its charm, and stamped +him a gentleman: and his manner to Lady Castlewood was so devoted and +respectful, that she soon recovered from the first feelings of dislike +which she had conceived against him--nay, before long, began to be +interested in his spiritual welfare, and hopeful of his conversion, +lending him books of piety, which he promised dutifully to study. With +her my lord talked of reform, of settling into quiet life, quitting the +court and town, and buying some land in the neighborhood--though it +must be owned that, when the two lords were together over their Burgundy +after dinner, their talk was very different, and there was very little +question of conversion on my Lord Mohun's part. When they got to their +second bottle, Harry Esmond used commonly to leave these two noble +topers, who, though they talked freely enough, heaven knows, in his +presence (Good Lord, what a set of stories, of Alsatia and Spring +Garden, of the taverns and gaming-houses, of the ladies of the +court, and mesdames of the theatres, he can recall out of their godly +conversation!)--although, I say, they talked before Esmond freely, yet +they seemed pleased when he went away, and then they had another +bottle, and then they fell to cards, and then my Lord Mohun came to her +ladyship's drawing-room; leaving his boon companion to sleep off his +wine. + +'Twas a point of honor with the fine gentlemen of those days to lose +or win magnificently at their horse-matches, or games of cards and +dice--and you could never tell, from the demeanor of these two lords +afterwards, which had been successful and which the loser at their +games. And when my lady hinted to my lord that he played more than she +liked, he dismissed her with a "pish," and swore that nothing was more +equal than play betwixt gentlemen, if they did but keep it up long +enough. And these kept it up long enough, you may be sure. A man of +fashion of that time often passed a quarter of his day at cards, and +another quarter at drink: I have known many a pretty fellow, who was +a wit too, ready of repartee, and possessed of a thousand graces, who +would be puzzled if he had to write more than his name. + +There is scarce any thoughtful man or woman, I suppose, but can look +back upon his course of past life, and remember some point, trifling +as it may have seemed at the time of occurrence, which has nevertheless +turned and altered his whole career. 'Tis with almost all of us, as +in M. Massillon's magnificent image regarding King William, a grain de +sable that perverts or perhaps overthrows us; and so it was but a light +word flung in the air, a mere freak of perverse child's temper, that +brought down a whole heap of crushing woes upon that family whereof +Harry Esmond formed a part. + +Coming home to his dear Castlewood in the third year of his academical +course, (wherein he had now obtained some distinction, his Latin Poem +on the death of the Duke of Gloucester, Princess Anne of Denmark's son, +having gained him a medal, and introduced him to the society of the +University wits,) Esmond found his little friend and pupil Beatrix grown +to be taller than her mother, a slim and lovely young girl, with cheeks +mantling with health and roses: with eyes like stars shining out +of azure, with waving bronze hair clustered about the fairest young +forehead ever seen: and a mien and shape haughty and beautiful, such +as that of the famous antique statue of the huntress Diana--at one time +haughty, rapid, imperious, with eyes and arrows that dart and kill. +Harry watched and wondered at this young creature, and likened her in +his mind to Artemis with the ringing bow and shafts flashing death upon +the children of Niobe; at another time she was coy and melting as +Luna shining tenderly upon Endymion. This fair creature, this lustrous +Phoebe, was only young as yet, nor had nearly reached her full splendor: +but crescent and brilliant, our young gentleman of the University, his +head full of poetical fancies, his heart perhaps throbbing with desires +undefined, admired this rising young divinity; and gazed at her (though +only as at some "bright particular star," far above his earth) with +endless delight and wonder. She had been a coquette from the earliest +times almost, trying her freaks and jealousies, her wayward frolics and +winning caresses, upon all that came within her reach; she set her women +quarrelling in the nursery, and practised her eyes on the groom as she +rode behind him on the pillion. + +She was the darling and torment of father and mother. She intrigued with +each secretly; and bestowed her fondness and withdrew it, plied them +with tears, smiles, kisses, cajolements;--when the mother was angry, as +happened often, flew to the father, and sheltering behind him, pursued +her victim; when both were displeased, transferred her caresses to the +domestics, or watched until she could win back her parents' good graces, +either by surprising them into laughter and good-humor, or appeasing +them by submission and artful humility. She was saevo laeta negotio, +like that fickle goddess Horace describes, and of whose "malicious joy" +a great poet of our own has written so nobly--who, famous and heroic as +he was, was not strong enough to resist the torture of women. + +It was but three years before that the child, then but ten years old, +had nearly managed to make a quarrel between Harry Esmond and his +comrade, good-natured, phlegmatic Thomas Tusher, who never of his own +seeking quarrelled with anybody: by quoting to the latter some silly +joke which Harry had made regarding him--(it was the merest idlest jest, +though it near drove two old friends to blows, and I think such a battle +would have pleased her)--and from that day Tom kept at a distance from +her; and she respected him, and coaxed him sedulously whenever they met. +But Harry was much more easily appeased, because he was fonder of the +child: and when she made mischief, used cutting speeches, or caused her +friends pain, she excused herself for her fault, not by admitting and +deploring it, but by pleading not guilty, and asserting innocence so +constantly, and with such seeming artlessness, that it was impossible to +question her plea. In her childhood, they were but mischiefs then which +she did; but her power became more fatal as she grew older--as a kitten +first plays with a ball, and then pounces on a bird and kills it. 'Tis +not to be imagined that Harry Esmond had all this experience at this +early stage of his life, whereof he is now writing the history--many +things here noted were but known to him in later days. Almost everything +Beatrix did or undid seemed good, or at least pardonable, to him then, +and years afterwards. + +It happened, then, that Harry Esmond came home to Castlewood for his +last vacation, with good hopes of a fellowship at his college, and a +contented resolve to advance his fortune that way. 'Twas in the first +year of the present century, Mr. Esmond (as far as he knew the period of +his birth) being then twenty-two years old. He found his quondam pupil +shot up into this beauty of which we have spoken, and promising yet +more: her brother, my lord's son, a handsome high-spirited brave lad, +generous and frank, and kind to everybody, save perhaps his sister, +with whom Frank was at war (and not from his but her fault)--adoring his +mother, whose joy he was: and taking her side in the unhappy matrimonial +differences which were now permanent, while of course Mistress Beatrix +ranged with her father. When heads of families fall out, it must +naturally be that their dependants wear the one or the other party's +color; and even in the parliaments in the servants' hall or the stables, +Harry, who had an early observant turn, could see which were my lord's +adherents and which my lady's, and conjecture pretty shrewdly how their +unlucky quarrel was debated. Our lackeys sit in judgment on us. My +lord's intrigues may be ever so stealthily conducted, but his valet +knows them; and my lady's woman carries her mistress's private history +to the servants' scandal market, and exchanges it against the secrets of +other abigails. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +MY LORD LEAVES US AND HIS EVIL BEHIND HIM. + + +My Lord Mohun (of whose exploits and fame some of the gentlemen of the +University had brought down but ugly reports) was once more a guest at +Castlewood, and seemingly more intimately allied with my lord even than +before. Once in the spring those two noblemen had ridden to Cambridge +from Newmarket, whither they had gone for the horse-racing, and had +honored Harry Esmond with a visit at his rooms; after which Doctor +Montague, the master of the College, who had treated Harry somewhat +haughtily, seeing his familiarity with these great folks, and that my +Lord Castlewood laughed and walked with his hand on Harry's shoulder, +relented to Mr. Esmond, and condescended to be very civil to him; and +some days after his arrival, Harry, laughing, told this story to Lady +Esmond, remarking how strange it was that men famous for learning and +renowned over Europe, should, nevertheless, so bow down to a title, and +cringe to a nobleman ever so poor. At this Mistress Beatrix flung up her +head, and said it became those of low origin to respect their betters; +that the parsons made themselves a great deal too proud, she thought; +and that she liked the way at Lady Sark's best, where the chaplain, +though he loved pudding, as all parsons do, always went away before the +custard. + +"And when I am a parson," says Mr. Esmond, "will you give me no custard, +Beatrix?" + +"You--you are different," Beatrix answered. "You are of our blood." + +"My father was a parson, as you call him," said my lady. + +"But mine is a peer of Ireland," says Mistress Beatrix, tossing her +head. "Let people know their places. I suppose you will have me go down +on my knees and ask a blessing of Mr. Thomas Tusher, that has just been +made a curate and whose mother was a waiting-maid." + +And she tossed out of the room, being in one of her flighty humors then. + +When she was gone, my lady looked so sad and grave, that Harry asked +the cause of her disquietude. She said it was not merely what he said +of Newmarket, but what she had remarked, with great anxiety and +terror, that my lord, ever since his acquaintance with the Lord +Mohun especially, had recurred to his fondness for play, which he had +renounced since his marriage. + +"But men promise more than they are able to perform in marriage," said +my lady, with a sigh. "I fear he has lost large sums; and our property, +always small, is dwindling away under this reckless dissipation. I heard +of him in London with very wild company. Since his return, letters +and lawyers are constantly coming and going: he seems to me to have a +constant anxiety, though he hides it under boisterousness and laughter. +I looked through--through the door last night, and--and before," said +my lady, "and saw them at cards after midnight; no estate will bear that +extravagance, much less ours, which will be so diminished that my son +will have nothing at all, and my poor Beatrix no portion!" + +"I wish I could help you, madam," said Harry Esmond, sighing, and +wishing that unavailingly, and for the thousandth time in his life. + +"Who can? Only God," said Lady Esmond--"only God, in whose hands we +are." And so it is, and for his rule over his family, and for +his conduct to wife and children--subjects over whom his power is +monarchical--any one who watches the world must think with trembling +sometimes of the account which many a man will have to render. For in +our society there's no law to control the King of the Fireside. He is +master of property, happiness--life almost. He is free to punish, +to make happy or unhappy--to ruin or to torture. He may kill a wife +gradually, and be no more questioned than the Grand seignior who drowns +a slave at midnight. He may make slaves and hypocrites of his children; +or friends and freemen; or drive them into revolt and enmity against the +natural law of love. I have heard politicians and coffee-house wiseacres +talking over the newspaper, and railing at the tyranny of the French +King, and the Emperor, and wondered how these (who are monarchs, too, +in their way) govern their own dominions at home, where each man rules +absolute. When the annals of each little reign are shown to the Supreme +Master, under whom we hold sovereignty, histories will be laid bare of +household tyrants as cruel as Amurath, and as savage as Nero, and as +reckless and dissolute as Charles. + +If Harry Esmond's patron erred, 'twas in the latter way, from a +disposition rather self-indulgent than cruel; and he might have been +brought back to much better feelings, had time been given to him to +bring his repentance to a lasting reform. + +As my lord and his friend Lord Mohun were such close companions, +Mistress Beatrix chose to be jealous of the latter; and the two +gentlemen often entertained each other by laughing, in their rude +boisterous way, at the child's freaks of anger and show of dislike. +"When thou art old enough, thou shalt marry Lord Mohun," Beatrix's +father would say: on which the girl would pout and say, "I would rather +marry Tom Tusher." And because the Lord Mohun always showed an extreme +gallantry to my Lady Castlewood, whom he professed to admire devotedly, +one day, in answer to this old joke of her father's, Beatrix said, "I +think my lord would rather marry mamma than marry me; and is waiting +till you die to ask her." + +The words were said lightly and pertly by the girl one night before +supper, as the family party were assembled near the great fire. The two +lords, who were at cards, both gave a start; my lady turned as red as +scarlet, and bade Mistress Beatrix go to her own chamber; whereupon the +girl, putting on, as her wont was, the most innocent air, said, "I am +sure I meant no wrong; I am sure mamma talks a great deal more to Harry +Esmond than she does to papa--and she cried when Harry went away, and +she never does when papa goes away! and last night she talked to Lord +Mohun for ever so long, and sent us out of the room, and cried when we +came back, and--" + +"D--n!" cried out my Lord Castlewood, out of all patience. "Go out of +the room, you little viper!" and he started up and flung down his cards. + +"Ask Lord Mohun what I said to him, Francis," her ladyship said, rising +up with a scared face, but yet with a great and touching dignity and +candor in her look and voice. "Come away with me, Beatrix." Beatrix +sprung up too; she was in tears now. + +"Dearest mamma, what have I done?" she asked. "Sure I meant no harm." +And she clung to her mother, and the pair went out sobbing together. + +"I will tell you what your wife said to me, Frank," my Lord Mohun cried. +"Parson Harry may hear it; and, as I hope for heaven, every word I say +is true. Last night, with tears in her eyes, your wife implored me to +play no more with you at dice or at cards, and you know best whether +what she asked was not for your good." + +"Of course, it was, Mohun," says my lord in a dry hard voice. "Of course +you are a model of a man: and the world knows what a saint you are." + +My Lord Mohun was separated from his wife, and had had many affairs of +honor: of which women as usual had been the cause. + +"I am no saint, though your wife is--and I can answer for my actions as +other people must for their words," said my Lord Mohun. + +"By G--, my lord, you shall," cried the other, starting up. + +"We have another little account to settle first, my lord," says Lord +Mohun. Whereupon Harry Esmond, filled with alarm for the consequences +to which this disastrous dispute might lead, broke out into the most +vehement expostulations with his patron and his adversary. "Gracious +heavens!" he said, "my lord, are you going to draw a sword upon your +friend in your own house? Can you doubt the honor of a lady who is as +pure as heaven, and would die a thousand times rather than do you a +wrong? Are the idle words of a jealous child to set friends at variance? +Has not my mistress, as much as she dared do, besought your lordship, as +the truth must be told, to break your intimacy with my Lord Mohun; and +to give up the habit which may bring ruin on your family? But for my +Lord Mohun's illness, had he not left you?" + +"'Faith, Frank, a man with a gouty toe can't run after other men's +wives," broke out my Lord Mohun, who indeed was in that way, and with +a laugh and a look at his swathed limb so frank and comical, that the +other dashing his fist across his forehead was caught by that infectious +good-humor, and said with his oath, "---- it, Harry, I believe thee," +and so this quarrel was over, and the two gentlemen, at swords drawn but +just now, dropped their points, and shook hands. + +Beati pacifici. "Go, bring my lady back," said Harry's patron. Esmond +went away only too glad to be the bearer of such good news. He found her +at the door; she had been listening there, but went back as he came. She +took both his hands, hers were marble cold. She seemed as if she would +fall on his shoulder. "Thank you, and God bless you, my dear brother +Harry," she said. She kissed his hand, Esmond felt her tears upon it: +and leading her into the room, and up to my lord, the Lord Castlewood, +with an outbreak of feeling and affection such as he had not exhibited +for many a long day, took his wife to his heart, and bent over and +kissed her and asked her pardon. + +"'Tis time for me to go to roost. I will have my gruel a-bed," said my +Lord Mohun: and limped off comically on Harry Esmond's arm. "By George, +that woman is a pearl!" he said; "and 'tis only a pig that wouldn't +value her. Have you seen the vulgar traipsing orange-girl whom +Esmond"--but here Mr. Esmond interrupted him, saying, that these were +not affairs for him to know. + +My lord's gentleman came in to wait upon his master, who was no sooner +in his nightcap and dressing-gown than he had another visitor whom his +host insisted on sending to him: and this was no other than the Lady +Castlewood herself with the toast and gruel, which her husband bade her +make and carry with her own hands in to her guest. + +Lord Castlewood stood looking after his wife as she went on this errand, +and as he looked, Harry Esmond could not but gaze on him, and remarked +in his patron's face an expression of love, and grief, and care, which +very much moved and touched the young man. Lord Castlewood's hands fell +down at his sides, and his head on his breast, and presently he said,-- + +"You heard what Mohun said, parson?" + +"That my lady was a saint?" + +"That there are two accounts to settle. I have been going wrong these +five years, Harry Esmond. Ever since you brought that damned small-pox +into the house, there has been a fate pursuing me, and I had best have +died of it, and not run away from it like a coward. I left Beatrix with +her relations, and went to London; and I fell among thieves, Harry, and +I got back to confounded cards and dice, which I hadn't touched since +my marriage--no, not since I was in the Duke's Guard, with those wild +Mohocks. And I have been playing worse and worse, and going deeper and +deeper into it; and I owe Mohun two thousand pounds now; and when it's +paid I am little better than a beggar. I don't like to look my boy in +the face; he hates me, I know he does. And I have spent Beaty's little +portion: and the Lord knows what will come if I live; the best thing I +can do is to die, and release what portion of the estate is redeemable +for the boy." + +Mohun was as much master at Castlewood as the owner of the Hall itself; +and his equipages filled the stables, where, indeed, there was room +and plenty for many more horses than Harry Esmond's impoverished patron +could afford to keep. He had arrived on horseback with his people; but +when his gout broke out my Lord Mohun sent to London for a light chaise +he had, drawn by a pair of small horses, and running as swift, wherever +roads were good, as a Laplander's sledge. When this carriage came, his +lordship was eager to drive the Lady Castlewood abroad in it, and did so +many times, and at a rapid pace, greatly to his companion's enjoyment, +who loved the swift motion and the healthy breezes over the downs which +lie hard upon Castlewood, and stretch thence towards the sea. As this +amusement was very pleasant to her, and her lord, far from showing +any mistrust of her intimacy with Lord Mohun, encouraged her to be his +companion--as if willing by his present extreme confidence to make up +for any past mistrust which his jealousy had shown--the Lady Castlewood +enjoyed herself freely in this harmless diversion, which, it must be +owned, her guest was very eager to give her; and it seemed that she grew +the more free with Lord Mohun, and pleased with his company, because of +some sacrifice which his gallantry was pleased to make in her favor. + +Seeing the two gentlemen constantly at cards still of evenings, Harry +Esmond one day deplored to his mistress that this fatal infatuation +of her lord should continue; and now they seemed reconciled together, +begged his lady to hint to her husband that he should play no more. + +But Lady Castlewood, smiling archly and gayly, said she would speak to +him presently, and that, for a few nights more at least, he might be let +to have his amusement. + +"Indeed, madam," said Harry, "you know not what it costs you; and 'tis +easy for any observer who knows the game, to see that Lord Mohun is by +far the stronger of the two." + +"I know he is," says my lady, still with exceeding good-humor; "he is +not only the best player, but the kindest player in the world." + +"Madam, madam!" Esmond cried, transported and provoked. "Debts of honor +must be paid some time or other; and my master will be ruined if he goes +on." + +"Harry, shall I tell you a secret?" my lady replied, with kindness and +pleasure still in her eyes. "Francis will not be ruined if he goes on; +he will be rescued if he goes on. I repent of having spoken and thought +unkindly of the Lord Mohun when he was here in the past year. He is full +of much kindness and good; and 'tis my belief that we shall bring him +to better things. I have lent him 'Tillotson' and your favorite +'Bishop Taylor,' and he is much touched, he says; and as a proof of his +repentance--(and herein lies my secret)--what do you think he is doing +with Francis? He is letting poor Frank win his money back again. He hath +won already at the last four nights; and my Lord Mohun says that he will +not be the means of injuring poor Frank and my dear children." + +"And in God's name, what do you return him for the sacrifice?" asked +Esmond, aghast; who knew enough of men, and of this one in particular, +to be aware that such a finished rake gave nothing for nothing. "How, in +heaven's name, are you to pay him?" + +"Pay him! With a mother's blessing and a wife's prayers!" cries my lady, +clasping her hands together. Harry Esmond did not know whether to +laugh, to be angry, or to love his dear mistress more than ever for the +obstinate innocency with which she chose to regard the conduct of a man +of the world, whose designs he knew better how to interpret. He told the +lady, guardedly, but so as to make his meaning quite clear to her, what +he knew in respect of the former life and conduct of this nobleman; of +other women against whom he had plotted, and whom he had overcome; +of the conversation which he, Harry himself, had had with Lord Mohun, +wherein the lord made a boast of his libertinism, and frequently avowed +that he held all women to be fair game (as his lordship styled this +pretty sport), and that they were all, without exception, to be won. And +the return Harry had for his entreaties and remonstrances was a fit +of anger on Lady Castlewood's part, who would not listen to his +accusations; she said and retorted that he himself must be very wicked +and perverted to suppose evil designs where she was sure none were +meant. "And this is the good meddlers get of interfering," Harry thought +to himself with much bitterness; and his perplexity and annoyance were +only the greater, because he could not speak to my Lord Castlewood +himself upon a subject of this nature, or venture to advise or warn him +regarding a matter so very sacred as his own honor, of which my lord was +naturally the best guardian. + +But though Lady Castlewood would listen to no advice from her young +dependant, and appeared indignantly to refuse it when offered, Harry +had the satisfaction to find that she adopted the counsel which she +professed to reject; for the next day she pleaded a headache, when my +Lord Mohun would have had her drive out, and the next day the headache +continued; and next day, in a laughing gay way, she proposed that the +children should take her place in his lordship's car, for they would +be charmed with a ride of all things; and she must not have all the +pleasure for herself. My lord gave them a drive with a very good grace, +though, I dare say, with rage and disappointment inwardly--not that his +heart was very seriously engaged in his designs upon this simple lady: +but the life of such men is often one of intrigue, and they can no more +go through the day without a woman to pursue, than a fox-hunter without +his sport after breakfast. + +Under an affected carelessness of demeanor, and though there was no +outward demonstration of doubt upon his patron's part since the quarrel +between the two lords, Harry yet saw that Lord Castlewood was watching +his guest very narrowly; and caught sight of distrust and smothered rage +(as Harry thought) which foreboded no good. On the point of honor Esmond +knew how touchy his patron was; and watched him almost as a physician +watches a patient, and it seemed to him that this one was slow to take +the disease, though he could not throw off the poison when once it had +mingled with his blood. We read in Shakspeare (whom the writer for his +part considers to be far beyond Mr. Congreve, Mr. Dryden, or any of the +wits of the present period,) that when jealousy is once declared, nor +poppy, nor mandragora, nor all the drowsy syrups of the East, will ever +soothe it or medicine it away. + +In fine, the symptoms seemed to be so alarming to this young physician +(who, indeed, young as he was, had felt the kind pulses of all those +dear kinsmen), that Harry thought it would be his duty to warn my Lord +Mohun, and let him know that his designs were suspected and watched. So +one day, when in rather a pettish humor his lordship had sent to Lady +Castlewood, who had promised to drive with him, and now refused to come, +Harry said--"My lord, if you will kindly give me a place by your side +I will thank you; I have much to say to you, and would like to speak to +you alone." + +"You honor me by giving me your confidence, Mr. Henry Esmond," says the +other, with a very grand bow. My lord was always a fine gentleman, and +young as he was there was that in Esmond's manner which showed that he +was a gentleman too, and that none might take a liberty with him--so the +pair went out, and mounted the little carriage, which was in waiting for +them in the court, with its two little cream-colored Hanoverian horses +covered with splendid furniture and champing at the bit. + +"My lord," says Harry Esmond, after they were got into the country, and +pointing to my Lord Mohun's foot, which was swathed in flannel, and put +up rather ostentatiously on a cushion--"my lord, I studied medicine at +Cambridge." + +"Indeed, Parson Harry," says he; "and are you going to take out a +diploma: and cure your fellow-students of the--" + +"Of the gout," says Harry, interrupting him, and looking him hard in the +face; "I know a good deal about the gout." + +"I hope you may never have it. 'Tis an infernal disease," says my lord, +"and its twinges are diabolical. Ah!" and he made a dreadful wry face, +as if he just felt a twinge. + +"Your lordship would be much better if you took off all that flannel--it +only serves to inflame the toe," Harry continued, looking his man full +in the face. + +"Oh! it only serves to inflame the toe, does it?" says the other, with +an innocent air. + +"If you took off that flannel, and flung that absurd slipper away, and +wore a boot," continues Harry. + +"You recommend me boots, Mr. Esmond?" asks my lord. + +"Yes, boots and spurs. I saw your lordship three days ago run down the +gallery fast enough," Harry goes on. "I am sure that taking gruel at +night is not so pleasant as claret to your lordship; and besides it +keeps your lordship's head cool for play, whilst my patron's is hot and +flustered with drink." + +"'Sdeath, sir, you dare not say that I don't play fair?" cries my lord, +whipping his horses, which went away at a gallop. + +"You are cool when my lord is drunk," Harry continued; "your lordship +gets the better of my patron. I have watched you as I looked up from my +books." + +"You young Argus!" says Lord Mohun, who liked Harry Esmond--and for +whose company and wit, and a certain daring manner, Harry had a great +liking too--"You young Argus! you may look with all your hundred eyes +and see we play fair. I've played away an estate of a night, and I've +played my shirt off my back; and I've played away my periwig and gone +home in a nightcap. But no man can say I ever took an advantage of him +beyond the advantage of the game. I played a dice-cogging scoundrel in +Alsatia for his ears and won 'em, and have one of 'em in my lodging in +Bow Street in a bottle of spirits. Harry Mohun will play any man for +anything--always would." + +"You are playing awful stakes, my lord, in my patron's house," Harry +said, "and more games than are on the cards." + +"What do you mean, sir?" cries my lord, turning round, with a flush on +his face. + +"I mean," answers Harry, in a sarcastic tone, "that your gout is +well--if ever you had it." + +"Sir!" cried my lord, getting hot. + +"And to tell the truth I believe your lordship has no more gout than I +have. At any rate, change of air will do you good, my Lord Mohun. And I +mean fairly that you had better go from Castlewood." + +"And were you appointed to give me this message?" cries the Lord Mohun. +"Did Frank Esmond commission you?" + +"No one did. 'Twas the honor of my family that commissioned me." + +"And you are prepared to answer this?" cries the other, furiously +lashing his horses. + +"Quite, my lord: your lordship will upset the carriage if you whip so +hotly." + +"By George, you have a brave spirit!" my lord cried out, bursting into a +laugh. "I suppose 'tis that infernal botte de Jesuite that makes you so +bold," he added. + +"'Tis the peace of the family I love best in the world," Harry Esmond +said warmly--"'tis the honor of a noble benefactor--the happiness of my +dear mistress and her children. I owe them everything in life, my lord; +and would lay it down for any one of them. What brings you here to +disturb this quiet household? What keeps you lingering month after month +in the country? What makes you feign illness, and invent pretexts for +delay? Is it to win my poor patron's money? Be generous, my lord, and +spare his weakness for the sake of his wife and children. Is it to +practise upon the simple heart of a virtuous lady? You might as well +storm the Tower single-handed. But you may blemish her name by light +comments on it, or by lawless pursuits--and I don't deny that 'tis in +your power to make her unhappy. Spare these innocent people, and leave +them." + +"By the Lord, I believe thou hast an eye to the pretty Puritan thyself, +Master Harry," says my lord, with his reckless, good-humored laugh, and +as if he had been listening with interest to the passionate appeal of +the young man. "Whisper, Harry. Art thou in love with her thyself? Hath +tipsy Frank Esmond come by the way of all flesh?" + +"My lord, my lord," cried Harry, his face flushing and his eyes filling +as he spoke, "I never had a mother, but I love this lady as one. I +worship her as a devotee worships a saint. To hear her name spoken +lightly seems blasphemy to me. Would you dare think of your own mother +so, or suffer any one so to speak of her? It is a horror to me to fancy +that any man should think of her impurely. I implore you, I beseech you, +to leave her. Danger will come out of it." + +"Danger, psha!" says my lord, giving a cut to the horses, which at this +minute--for we were got on to the Downs--fairly ran off into a gallop +that no pulling could stop. The rein broke in Lord Mohun's hands, and +the furious beasts scampered madly forwards, the carriage swaying to +and fro, and the persons within it holding on to the sides as best +they might, until seeing a great ravine before them, where an upset was +inevitable, the two gentlemen leapt for their lives, each out of his +side of the chaise. Harry Esmond was quit for a fall on the grass, which +was so severe that it stunned him for a minute; but he got up presently +very sick, and bleeding at the nose, but with no other hurt. The Lord +Mohun was not so fortunate; he fell on his head against a stone, and lay +on the ground, dead to all appearance. + +This misadventure happened as the gentlemen were on their return +homewards; and my Lord Castlewood, with his son and daughter, who were +going out for a ride, met the ponies as they were galloping with the car +behind, the broken traces entangling their heels, and my lord's people +turned and stopped them. It was young Frank who spied out Lord Mohun's +scarlet coat as he lay on the ground, and the party made up to that +unfortunate gentleman and Esmond, who was now standing over him. His +large periwig and feathered hat had fallen off, and he was bleeding +profusely from a wound on the forehead, and looking, and being, indeed, +a corpse. + +"Great God! he's dead!" says my lord. "Ride, some one: fetch a +doctor--stay. I'll go home and bring back Tusher; he knows surgery," and +my lord, with his son after him, galloped away. + +They were scarce gone when Harry Esmond, who was indeed but just come to +himself, bethought him of a similar accident which he had seen on a ride +from Newmarket to Cambridge, and taking off a sleeve of my lord's +coat, Harry, with a penknife, opened a vein of his arm, and was greatly +relieved, after a moment, to see the blood flow. He was near half an +hour before he came to himself, by which time Doctor Tusher and little +Frank arrived, and found my lord not a corpse indeed, but as pale as +one. + +After a time, when he was able to bear motion, they put my lord upon +a groom's horse, and gave the other to Esmond, the men walking on each +side of my lord, to support him, if need were, and worthy Doctor Tusher +with them. Little Frank and Harry rode together at a foot pace. + +When we rode together home, the boy said: "We met mamma, who was walking +on the terrace with the doctor, and papa frightened her, and told her +you were dead . . ." + +"That I was dead!" asks Harry. + +"Yes. Papa says: 'Here's poor Harry killed, my dear;' on which mamma +gives a great scream; and oh, Harry! she drops down; and I thought she +was dead too. And you never saw such a way as papa was in: he swore one +of his great oaths: and he turned quite pale; and then he began to laugh +somehow, and he told the Doctor to take his horse, and me to follow him; +and we left him. And I looked back, and saw him dashing water out of the +fountain on to mamma. Oh, she was so frightened!" + +Musing upon this curious history--for my Lord Mohun's name was Henry +too, and they called each other Frank and Harry often--and not a little +disturbed and anxious, Esmond rode home. His dear lady was on the +terrace still, one of her women with her, and my lord no longer there. +There are steps and a little door thence down into the road. My lord +passed, looking very ghastly, with a handkerchief over his head, and +without his hat and periwig, which a groom carried, but his politeness +did not desert him, and he made a bow to the lady above. + +"Thank heaven, you are safe," she said. + +"And so is Harry too, mamma," says little Frank,--"huzzay!" + +Harry Esmond got off the horse to run to his mistress, as did little +Frank, and one of the grooms took charge of the two beasts, while the +other, hat and periwig in hand, walked by my lord's bridle to the front +gate, which lay half a mile away. + +"Oh, my boy! what a fright you have given me!" Lady Castlewood said, +when Harry Esmond came up, greeting him with one of her shining looks, +and a voice of tender welcome; and she was so kind as to kiss the young +man ('twas the second time she had so honored him), and she walked into +the house between him and her son, holding a hand of each. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +WE RIDE AFTER HIM TO LONDON. + + +After a repose of a couple of days, the Lord Mohun was so far recovered +of his hurt as to be able to announce his departure for the next +morning; when, accordingly, he took leave of Castlewood, proposing to +ride to London by easy stages, and lie two nights upon the road. His +host treated him with a studied and ceremonious courtesy, certainly +different from my lord's usual frank and careless demeanor; but there +was no reason to suppose that the two lords parted otherwise than good +friends, though Harry Esmond remarked that my Lord Viscount only saw +his guest in company with other persons, and seemed to avoid being alone +with him. Nor did he ride any distance with Lord Mohun, as his custom +was with most of his friends, whom he was always eager to welcome and +unwilling to lose; but contented himself, when his lordship's horses +were announced, and their owner appeared, booted for his journey, to +take a courteous leave of the ladies of Castlewood, by following the +Lord Mohun down stairs to his horses, and by bowing and wishing him +a good-day, in the court-yard. "I shall see you in London before very +long, Mohun," my lord said, with a smile, "when we will settle our +accounts together." + +"Do not let them trouble you, Frank," said the other good-naturedly, and +holding out his hand, looked rather surprised at the grim and stately +manner in which his host received his parting salutation; and so, +followed by his people, he rode away. + +Harry Esmond was witness of the departure. It was very different to my +lord's coming, for which great preparation had been made (the old house +putting on its best appearance to welcome its guest), and there was +a sadness and constraint about all persons that day, which filled Mr. +Esmond with gloomy forebodings, and sad indefinite apprehensions. Lord +Castlewood stood at the door watching his guest and his people as they +went out under the arch of the outer gate. When he was there, Lord Mohun +turned once more, my Lord Viscount slowly raised his beaver and bowed. +His face wore a peculiar livid look, Harry thought. He cursed and kicked +away his dogs, which came jumping about him--then he walked up to the +fountain in the centre of the court, and leaned against a pillar and +looked into the basin. As Esmond crossed over to his own room, late the +chaplain's, on the other side of the court, and turned to enter in at +the low door, he saw Lady Castlewood looking through the curtains of +the great window of the drawing-room overhead, at my lord as he stood +regarding the fountain. There was in the court a peculiar silence +somehow; and the scene remained long in Esmond's memory:--the sky bright +overhead; the buttresses of the building and the sun-dial casting shadow +over the gilt memento mori inscribed underneath; the two dogs, a black +greyhound and a spaniel nearly white, the one with his face up to the +sun, and the other snuffing amongst the grass and stones, and my lord +leaning over the fountain, which was bubbling audibly. 'Tis strange how +that scene, and the sound of that fountain, remain fixed on the memory +of a man who has beheld a hundred sights of splendor, and danger too, of +which he has kept no account. + +It was Lady Castlewood--she had been laughing all the morning, and +especially gay and lively before her husband and his guest--who as soon +as the two gentlemen went together from her room, ran to Harry, the +expression of her countenance quite changed now, and with a face and +eyes full of care, and said, "Follow them, Harry, I am sure something +has gone wrong." And so it was that Esmond was made an eavesdropper at +this lady's orders and retired to his own chamber, to give himself time +in truth to try and compose a story which would soothe his mistress, for +he could not but have his own apprehension that some serious quarrel was +pending between the two gentlemen. + +And now for several days the little company at Castlewood sat at +table as of evenings: this care, though unnamed and invisible, being +nevertheless present alway, in the minds of at least three persons +there. My lord was exceeding gentle and kind. Whenever he quitted the +room, his wife's eyes followed him. He behaved to her with a kind of +mournful courtesy and kindness remarkable in one of his blunt ways and +ordinary rough manner. He called her by her Christian name often and +fondly, was very soft and gentle with the children, especially with the +boy, whom he did not love, and being lax about church generally, he went +thither and performed all the offices (down even to listening to Dr. +Tusher's sermon) with great devotion. + +"He paces his room all night; what is it? Henry, find out what it is," +Lady Castlewood said constantly to her young dependant. "He has sent +three letters to London," she said, another day. + +"Indeed, madam, they were to a lawyer," Harry answered, who knew of +these letters, and had seen a part of the correspondence, which related +to a new loan my lord was raising; and when the young man remonstrated +with his patron, my lord said, "He was only raising money to pay off an +old debt on the property, which must be discharged." + +Regarding the money, Lady Castlewood was not in the least anxious. Few +fond women feel money-distressed; indeed you can hardly give a woman +a greater pleasure than to bid her pawn her diamonds for the man she +loves; and I remember hearing Mr. Congreve say of my Lord Marlborough, +that the reason why my lord was so successful with women as a young man, +was because he took money of them. "There are few men who will make such +a sacrifice for them," says Mr. Congreve, who knew a part of the sex +pretty well. + +Harry Esmond's vacation was just over, and, as hath been said, he was +preparing to return to the University for his last term before taking +his degree and entering into the Church. He had made up his mind for +this office, not indeed with that reverence which becomes a man about to +enter upon a duty so holy, but with a worldly spirit of acquiescence +in the prudence of adopting that profession for his calling. But his +reasoning was that he owed all to the family of Castlewood, and loved +better to be near them than anywhere else in the world; that he might +be useful to his benefactors, who had the utmost confidence in him and +affection for him in return; that he might aid in bringing up the young +heir of the house and acting as his governor; that he might continue to +be his dear patron's and mistress's friend and adviser, who both were +pleased to say that they should ever look upon him as such; and so, by +making himself useful to those he loved best, he proposed to console +himself for giving up of any schemes of ambition which he might have had +in his own bosom. Indeed, his mistress had told him that she would not +have him leave her; and whatever she commanded was will to him. + +The Lady Castlewood's mind was greatly relieved in the last few days of +this well-remembered holiday time, by my lord's announcing one morning, +after the post had brought him letters from London, in a careless tone, +that the Lord Mohun was gone to Paris, and was about to make a great +journey in Europe; and though Lord Castlewood's own gloom did not wear +off, or his behavior alter, yet this cause of anxiety being removed from +his lady's mind, she began to be more hopeful and easy in her spirits, +striving too, with all her heart, and by all the means of soothing in +her power, to call back my lord's cheerfulness and dissipate his moody +humor. + +He accounted for it himself, by saying that he was out of health; that +he wanted to see his physician; that he would go to London, and consult +Doctor Cheyne. It was agreed that his lordship and Harry Esmond should +make the journey as far as London together; and of a Monday morning, the +11th of October, in the year 1700, they set forwards towards London on +horseback. The day before being Sunday, and the rain pouring down, the +family did not visit church; and at night my lord read the service +to his family very finely, and with a peculiar sweetness and +gravity--speaking the parting benediction, Harry thought, as solemn +as ever he heard it. And he kissed and embraced his wife and children +before they went to their own chambers with more fondness than he was +ordinarily wont to show, and with a solemnity and feeling of which they +thought in after days with no small comfort. + +They took horse the next morning (after adieux from the family as tender +as on the night previous), lay that night on the road, and entered +London at nightfall; my lord going to the "Trumpet," in the Cockpit, +Whitehall, a house used by the military in his time as a young man, and +accustomed by his lordship ever since. + +An hour after my lord's arrival (which showed that his visit had been +arranged beforehand), my lord's man of business arrived from Gray's Inn; +and thinking that his patron might wish to be private with the lawyer, +Esmond was for leaving them: but my lord said his business was short; +introduced Mr. Esmond particularly to the lawyer, who had been engaged +for the family in the old lord's time; who said that he had paid the +money, as desired that day, to my Lord Mohun himself, at his lodgings in +Bow Street; that his lordship had expressed some surprise, as it was not +customary to employ lawyers, he said, in such transactions between men +of honor; but nevertheless, he had returned my Lord Viscount's note of +hand, which he held at his client's disposition. + +"I thought the Lord Mohun had been in Paris!" cried Mr. Esmond, in great +alarm and astonishment. + +"He is come back at my invitation," said my Lord Viscount. "We have +accounts to settle together." + +"I pray heaven they are over, sir," says Esmond. + +"Oh, quite," replied the other, looking hard at the young man. "He was +rather troublesome about that money which I told you I had lost to him +at play. And now 'tis paid, and we are quits on that score, and we shall +meet good friends again." + +"My lord," cried out Esmond, "I am sure you are deceiving me, and that +there is a quarrel between the Lord Mohun and you." + +"Quarrel--pish! We shall sup together this very night, and drink a +bottle. Every man is ill-humored who loses such a sum as I have lost. +But now 'tis paid, and my anger is gone with it." + +"Where shall we sup, sir?" says Harry. + +"WE! Let some gentlemen wait till they are asked," says my Lord Viscount +with a laugh. "You go to Duke Street, and see Mr. Betterton. You love +the play, I know. Leave me to follow my own devices: and in the morning +we'll breakfast together, with what appetite we may, as the play says." + +"By G--! my lord, I will not leave you this night," says Harry Esmond. +"I think I know the cause of your dispute. I swear to you 'tis nothing. +On the very day the accident befell Lord Mohun, I was speaking to him +about it. I know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry on his +part." + +"You know that nothing has passed but idle gallantry between Lord Mohun +and my wife," says my lord, in a thundering voice--"you knew of this and +did not tell me?" + +"I knew more of it than my dear mistress did herself, sir--a thousand +times more. How was she, who was as innocent as a child, to know what +was the meaning of the covert addresses of a villain?" + +"A villain he is, you allow, and would have taken my wife away from me." + +"Sir, she is as pure as an angel," cried young Esmond. + +"Have I said a word against her?" shrieks out my lord. "Did I ever doubt +that she was pure? It would have been the last day of her life when +I did. Do you fancy I think that SHE would go astray? No, she hasn't +passion enough for that. She neither sins nor forgives. I know her +temper--and now I've lost her, by heaven I love her ten thousand times +more than ever I did--yes, when she was as young and as beautiful as an +angel--when she smiled at me in her old father's house, and used to lie +in wait for me there as I came from hunting--when I used to fling my +head down on her little knees and cry like a child on her lap--and swear +I would reform, and drink no more and play no more, and follow women no +more; when all the men of the Court used to be following her--when she +used to look with her child more beautiful, by George, than the Madonna +in the Queen's Chapel. I am not good like her, I know it. Who is--by +heaven, who is? I tired and wearied her, I know that very well. I +could not talk to her. You men of wit and books could do that, and I +couldn't--I felt I couldn't. Why, when you was but a boy of fifteen I +could hear you two together talking your poetry and your books till I +was in such a rage that I was fit to strangle you. But you were always a +good lad, Harry, and I loved you, you know I did. And I felt she didn't +belong to me: and the children don't. And I besotted myself, and gambled +and drank, and took to all sorts of deviltries out of despair and fury. +And now comes this Mohun, and she likes him, I know she likes him." + +"Indeed, and on my soul, you are wrong, sir," Esmond cried. + +"She takes letters from him," cries my lord--"look here, Harry," and he +pulled out a paper with a brown stain of blood upon it. "It fell from +him that day he wasn't killed. One of the grooms picked it up from the +ground and gave it me. Here it is in their d--d comedy jargon. 'Divine +Gloriana--Why look so coldly on your slave who adores you? Have you no +compassion on the tortures you have seen me suffering? Do you vouchsafe +no reply to billets that are written with the blood of my heart.' She +had more letters from him." + +"But she answered none," cries Esmond. + +"That's not Mohun's fault," says my lord, "and I will be revenged on +him, as God's in heaven, I will." + +"For a light word or two, will you risk your lady's honor and your +family's happiness, my lord?" Esmond interposed beseechingly. + +"Psha--there shall be no question of my wife's honor," said my lord; "we +can quarrel on plenty of grounds beside. If I live, that villain will be +punished; if I fall, my family will be only the better: there will only +be a spendthrift the less to keep in the world: and Frank has better +teaching than his father. My mind is made up, Harry Esmond, and whatever +the event is, I am easy about it. I leave my wife and you as guardians +to the children." + +Seeing that my lord was bent upon pursuing this quarrel, and that no +entreaties would draw him from it, Harry Esmond (then of a hotter and +more impetuous nature than now, when care, and reflection, and gray +hairs have calmed him) thought it was his duty to stand by his kind, +generous patron, and said, "My lord, if you are determined upon war, you +must not go into it alone. 'Tis the duty of our house to stand by its +chief; and I should neither forgive myself nor you if you did not call +me, or I should be absent from you at a moment of danger." + +"Why, Harry, my poor boy, you are bred for a parson," says my lord, +taking Esmond by the hand very kindly; "and it were a great pity that +you should meddle in the matter." + +"Your lordship thought of being a churchman once," Harry answered, "and +your father's orders did not prevent him fighting at Castlewood against +the Roundheads. Your enemies are mine, sir; I can use the foils, as you +have seen, indifferently well, and don't think I shall be afraid when +the buttons are taken off 'em." And then Harry explained, with some +blushes and hesitation (for the matter was delicate, and he feared lest, +by having put himself forward in the quarrel, he might have offended +his patron), how he had himself expostulated with the Lord Mohun, and +proposed to measure swords with him if need were, and he could not be +got to withdraw peaceably in this dispute. "And I should have beat him, +sir," says Harry, laughing. "He never could parry that botte I brought +from Cambridge. Let us have half an hour of it, and rehearse--I can +teach it your lordship: 'tis the most delicate point in the world, and +if you miss it, your adversary's sword is through you." + +"By George, Harry, you ought to be the head of the house," says my lord, +gloomily. "You had been a better Lord Castlewood than a lazy sot like +me," he added, drawing his hand across his eyes, and surveying his +kinsman with very kind and affectionate glances. + +"Let us take our coats off and have half an hour's practice before +nightfall," says Harry, after thankfully grasping his patron's manly +hand. + +"You are but a little bit of a lad," says my lord, good-humoredly; +"but, in faith, I believe you could do for that fellow. No, my boy," he +continued, "I'll have none of your feints and tricks of stabbing: I can +use my sword pretty well too, and will fight my own quarrel my own way." + +"But I shall be by to see fair play?" cries Harry. + +"Yes, God bless you--you shall be by." + +"When is it, sir?" says Harry, for he saw that the matter had been +arranged privately and beforehand by my lord. + +"'Tis arranged thus: I sent off a courier to Jack Westbury to say that I +wanted him specially. He knows for what, and will be here presently, and +drink part of that bottle of sack. Then we shall go to the theatre in +Duke Street, where we shall meet Mohun; and then we shall all go sup at +the 'Rose' or the 'Greyhound.' Then we shall call for cards, and +there will be probably a difference over the cards--and then, God help +us!--either a wicked villain and traitor shall go out of the world, or +a poor worthless devil, that doesn't care to remain in it. I am better +away, Hal--my wife will be all the happier when I am gone," says my +lord, with a groan, that tore the heart of Harry Esmond, so that he +fairly broke into a sob over his patron's kind hand. + +"The business was talked over with Mohun before he left home--Castlewood +I mean"--my lord went on. "I took the letter in to him, which I had +read, and I charged him with his villainy, and he could make no denial +of it, only he said that my wife was innocent." + +"And so she is; before heaven, my lord, she is!" cries Harry. + +"No doubt, no doubt. They always are," says my lord. "No doubt, when she +heard he was killed, she fainted from accident." + +"But, my lord, MY name is Harry," cried out Esmond, burning red. "You +told my lady, 'Harry was killed!'" + +"Damnation! shall I fight you too?" shouts my lord in a fury. "Are you, +you little serpent, warmed by my fire, going to sting--YOU?--No, my boy, +you're an honest boy; you are a good boy." (And here he broke from rage +into tears even more cruel to see.) "You are an honest boy, and I love +you; and, by heavens, I am so wretched that I don't care what sword it +is that ends me. Stop, here's Jack Westbury. Well, Jack! Welcome, old +boy! This is my kinsman, Harry Esmond." + +"Who brought your bowls for you at Castlewood, sir?" says Harry, bowing; +and the three gentlemen sat down and drank of that bottle of sack which +was prepared for them. + +"Harry is number three," says my lord. "You needn't be afraid of him, +Jack." And the Colonel gave a look, as much as to say, "Indeed, he don't +look as if I need." And then my lord explained what he had only told by +hints before. When he quarrelled with Lord Mohun he was indebted to his +lordship in a sum of sixteen hundred pounds, for which Lord Mohun said +he proposed to wait until my Lord Viscount should pay him. My lord +had raised the sixteen hundred pounds and sent them to Lord Mohun that +morning, and before quitting home had put his affairs into order, and +was now quite ready to abide the issue of the quarrel. + +When we had drunk a couple of bottles of sack, a coach was called, and +the three gentlemen went to the Duke's Playhouse, as agreed. The play +was one of Mr. Wycherley's--"Love in a Wood." + +Harry Esmond has thought of that play ever since with a kind of terror, +and of Mrs. Bracegirdle, the actress who performed the girl's part in +the comedy. She was disguised as a page, and came and stood before the +gentlemen as they sat on the stage, and looked over her shoulder with +a pair of arch black eyes, and laughed at my lord, and asked what ailed +the gentleman from the country, and had he had bad news from Bullock +fair? + +Between the acts of the play the gentlemen crossed over and conversed +freely. There were two of Lord Mohun's party, Captain Macartney, in a +military habit, and a gentleman in a suit of blue velvet and silver in a +fair periwig, with a rich fall of point of Venice lace--my Lord the Earl +of Warwick and Holland. My lord had a paper of oranges, which he ate and +offered to the actresses, joking with them. And Mrs. Bracegirdle, when +my Lord Mohun said something rude, turned on him, and asked him what he +did there, and whether he and his friends had come to stab anybody else, +as they did poor Will Mountford? My lord's dark face grew darker at this +taunt, and wore a mischievous, fatal look. They that saw it remembered +it, and said so afterward. + +When the play was ended the two parties joined company; and my Lord +Castlewood then proposed that they should go to a tavern and sup. +Lockit's, the "Greyhound," in Charing Cross, was the house selected. +All six marched together that way; the three lords going a-head, Lord +Mohun's captain, and Colonel Westbury, and Harry Esmond, walking behind +them. As they walked, Westbury told Harry Esmond about his old friend +Dick the Scholar, who had got promotion, and was Cornet of the Guards, +and had wrote a book called the "Christian Hero," and had all the Guards +to laugh at him for his pains, for the Christian Hero was breaking the +commandments constantly, Westbury said, and had fought one or two duels +already. And, in a lower tone, Westbury besought young Mr. Esmond to +take no part in the quarrel. "There was no need for more seconds than +one," said the Colonel, "and the Captain or Lord Warwick might easily +withdraw." But Harry said no; he was bent on going through with the +business. Indeed, he had a plan in his head, which, he thought, might +prevent my Lord Viscount from engaging. + +They went in at the bar of the tavern, and desired a private room and +wine and cards, and when the drawer had brought these, they began to +drink and call healths, and as long as the servants were in the room +appeared very friendly. + +Harry Esmond's plan was no other than to engage in talk with Lord Mohun, +to insult him, and so get the first of the quarrel. So when cards were +proposed he offered to play. "Psha!" says my Lord Mohun (whether wishing +to save Harry, or not choosing, to try the botte de Jesuite, it is +not to be known)--"Young gentlemen from college should not play these +stakes. You are too young." + +"Who dares say I am too young?" broke out Harry. "Is your lordship +afraid?" + +"Afraid!" cries out Mohun. + +But my good Lord Viscount saw the move--"I'll play you for ten moidores, +Mohun," says he. "You silly boy, we don't play for groats here as you +do at Cambridge." And Harry, who had no such sum in his pocket (for his +half-year's salary was always pretty well spent before it was due), fell +back with rage and vexation in his heart that he had not money enough to +stake. + +"I'll stake the young gentleman a crown," says the Lord Mohun's captain. + +"I thought crowns were rather scarce with the gentlemen of the army," +says Harry. + +"Do they birch at College?" says the Captain. + +"They birch fools," says Harry, "and they cane bullies, and they fling +puppies into the water." + +"Faith, then, there's some escapes drowning," says the Captain, who was +an Irishman; and all the gentlemen began to laugh, and made poor Harry +only more angry. + +My Lord Mohun presently snuffed a candle. It was when the drawers +brought in fresh bottles and glasses and were in the room on which my +Lord Viscount said--"The Deuce take you, Mohun, how damned awkward you +are. Light the candle, you drawer." + +"Damned awkward is a damned awkward expression, my lord," says the +other. "Town gentlemen don't use such words--or ask pardon if they do." + +"I'm a country gentleman," says my Lord Viscount. + +"I see it by your manner," says my Lord Mohun. "No man shall say damned +awkward to me." + +"I fling the words in your face, my lord," says the other; "shall I send +the cards too?" + +"Gentlemen, gentlemen! before the servants?" cry out Colonel Westbury +and my Lord Warwick in a breath. The drawers go out of the room hastily. +They tell the people below of the quarrel up stairs. + +"Enough has been said," says Colonel Westbury. "Will your lordships meet +to-morrow morning?" + +"Will my Lord Castlewood withdraw his words?" asks the Earl of Warwick. + +"My Lord Castlewood will be ---- first," says Colonel Westbury. + +"Then we have nothing for it. Take notice, gentlemen, there have been +outrageous words--reparation asked and refused." + +"And refused," says my Lord Castlewood, putting on his hat. "Where shall +the meeting be? and when?" + +"Since my Lord refuses me satisfaction, which I deeply regret, there is +no time so good as now," says my Lord Mohun. "Let us have chairs and go +to Leicester Field." + +"Are your lordship and I to have the honor of exchanging a pass or two?" +says Colonel Westbury, with a low bow to my Lord of Warwick and Holland. + +"It is an honor for me," says my lord, with a profound congee, "to be +matched with a gentleman who has been at Mons and Namur." + +"Will your Reverence permit me to give you a lesson?" says the Captain. + +"Nay, nay, gentlemen, two on a side are plenty," says Harry's patron. +"Spare the boy, Captain Macartney," and he shook Harry's hand--for the +last time, save one, in his life. + +At the bar of the tavern all the gentlemen stopped, and my Lord Viscount +said, laughing, to the barwoman, that those cards set people sadly +a-quarrelling; but that the dispute was over now, and the parties were +all going away to my Lord Mohun's house, in Bow Street, to drink a +bottle more before going to bed. + +A half-dozen of chairs were now called, and the six gentlemen stepping +into them, the word was privately given to the chairmen to go to +Leicester Field, where the gentlemen were set down opposite the +"Standard Tavern." It was midnight, and the town was abed by this time, +and only a few lights in the windows of the houses; but the night was +bright enough for the unhappy purpose which the disputants came about; +and so all six entered into that fatal square, the chairmen standing +without the railing and keeping the gate, lest any persons should +disturb the meeting. + +All that happened there hath been matter of public notoriety, and is +recorded, for warning to lawless men, in the annals of our country. +After being engaged for not more than a couple of minutes, as Harry +Esmond thought (though being occupied at the time with his own +adversary's point, which was active, he may not have taken a good note +of time), a cry from the chairmen without, who were smoking their pipes, +and leaning over the railings of the field as they watched the dim +combat within, announced that some catastrophe had happened, which +caused Esmond to drop his sword and look round, at which moment his +enemy wounded him in the right hand. But the young man did not heed +this hurt much, and ran up to the place where he saw his dear master was +down. + +My Lord Mohun was standing over him. + +"Are you much hurt, Frank?" he asked in a hollow voice. + +"I believe I am a dead man," my lord said from the ground. + +"No, no, not so," says the other; "and I call God to witness, Frank +Esmond, that I would have asked your pardon, had you but given me a +chance. In--in the first cause of our falling out, I swear that no one +was to blame but me, and--and that my lady--" + +"Hush!" says my poor Lord Viscount, lifting himself on his elbow and +speaking faintly. "'Twas a dispute about the cards--the cursed cards. +Harry my boy, are you wounded, too? God help thee! I loved thee, Harry, +and thou must watch over my little Frank--and--and carry this little +heart to my wife." + +And here my dear lord felt in his breast for a locket he wore there, +and, in the act, fell back fainting. + +We were all at this terrified, thinking him dead; but Esmond and Colonel +Westbury bade the chairmen come into the field; and so my lord was +carried to one Mr. Aimes, a surgeon, in Long Acre, who kept a bath, and +there the house was wakened up, and the victim of this quarrel carried +in. + +My Lord Viscount was put to bed, and his wound looked to by the surgeon, +who seemed both kind and skilful. When he had looked to my lord, he +bandaged up Harry Esmond's hand (who, from loss of blood, had fainted +too, in the house, and may have been some time unconscious); and when +the young man came to himself, you may be sure he eagerly asked what +news there were of his dear patron; on which the surgeon carried him +to the room where the Lord Castlewood lay; who had already sent for a +priest; and desired earnestly, they said, to speak with his kinsman. He +was lying on a bed, very pale and ghastly, with that fixed, fatal look +in his eyes, which betokens death; and faintly beckoning all the other +persons away from him with his hand, and crying out "Only Harry Esmond," +the hand fell powerless down on the coverlet, as Harry came forward, and +knelt down and kissed it. + +"Thou art all but a priest, Harry," my Lord Viscount gasped out, with a +faint smile, and pressure of his cold hand. "Are they all gone? Let me +make thee a death-bed confession." + +And with sacred Death waiting, as it were, at the bed-foot, as an awful +witness of his words, the poor dying soul gasped out his last wishes +in respect of his family;--his humble profession of contrition for his +faults;--and his charity towards the world he was leaving. Some things +he said concerned Harry Esmond as much as they astonished him. And +my Lord Viscount, sinking visibly, was in the midst of these strange +confessions, when the ecclesiastic for whom my lord had sent, Mr. +Atterbury, arrived. + +This gentleman had reached to no great church dignity as yet, but +was only preacher at St. Bride's, drawing all the town thither by his +eloquent sermons. He was godson to my lord, who had been pupil to his +father; had paid a visit to Castlewood from Oxford more than once; and +it was by his advice, I think, that Harry Esmond was sent to Cambridge, +rather than to Oxford, of which place Mr. Atterbury, though a +distinguished member, spoke but ill. + +Our messenger found the good priest already at his books at five o'clock +in the morning, and he followed the man eagerly to the house where my +poor Lord Viscount lay--Esmond watching him, and taking his dying words +from his mouth. + +My lord, hearing of Mr. Atterbury's arrival, and squeezing Esmond's +hand, asked to be alone with the priest; and Esmond left them there for +this solemn interview. You may be sure that his own prayers and grief +accompanied that dying benefactor. My lord had said to him that which +confounded the young man--informed him of a secret which greatly +concerned him. Indeed, after hearing it, he had had good cause for doubt +and dismay; for mental anguish as well as resolution. While the colloquy +between Mr. Atterbury and his dying penitent took place within, an +immense contest of perplexity was agitating Lord Castlewood's young +companion. + +At the end of an hour--it may be more--Mr. Atterbury came out of the +room, looking very hard at Esmond, and holding a paper. + +"He is on the brink of God's awful judgment," the priest whispered. "He +has made his breast clean to me. He forgives and believes, and makes +restitution. Shall it be in public? Shall we call a witness to sign it?" + +"God knows," sobbed out the young man, "my dearest lord has only done me +kindness all his life." + +The priest put the paper into Esmond's hand. He looked at it. It swam +before his eyes. + +"'Tis a confession," he said. + +"'Tis as you please," said Mr. Atterbury. + +There was a fire in the room where the cloths were drying for the baths, +and there lay a heap in a corner saturated with the blood of my dear +lord's body. Esmond went to the fire, and threw the paper into it. 'Twas +a great chimney with glazed Dutch tiles. How we remember such trifles at +such awful moments!--the scrap of the book that we have read in a great +grief--the taste of that last dish that we have eaten before a duel, or +some such supreme meeting or parting. On the Dutch tiles at the Bagnio +was a rude picture representing Jacob in hairy gloves, cheating Isaac of +Esau's birthright. The burning paper lighted it up. + +"'Tis only a confession, Mr. Atterbury," said the young man. He leaned +his head against the mantel-piece: a burst of tears came to his eyes. +They were the first he had shed as he sat by his lord, scared by this +calamity, and more yet by what the poor dying gentleman had told him, +and shocked to think that he should be the agent of bringing this double +misfortune on those he loved best. + +"Let us go to him," said Mr. Esmond. And accordingly they went into the +next chamber, where by this time, the dawn had broke, which showed my +lord's poor pale face and wild appealing eyes, that wore that awful +fatal look of coming dissolution. The surgeon was with him. He went into +the chamber as Atterbury came out thence. My Lord Viscount turned round +his sick eyes towards Esmond. It choked the other to hear that rattle in +his throat. + +"My Lord Viscount," says Mr. Atterbury, "Mr. Esmond wants no witnesses, +and hath burned the paper." + +"My dearest master!" Esmond said, kneeling down, and taking his hand and +kissing it. + +My Lord Viscount sprang up in his bed, and flung his arms round Esmond. +"God bl--bless--" was all he said. The blood rushed from his mouth, +deluging the young man. My dearest lord was no more. He was gone with a +blessing on his lips, and love and repentance and kindness in his manly +heart. + +"Benedicti benedicentes," says Mr. Atterbury, and the young man, +kneeling at the bedside, groaned out an "Amen." + +"Who shall take the news to her?" was Mr. Esmond's next thought. And +on this he besought Mr. Atterbury to bear the tidings to Castlewood. +He could not face his mistress himself with those dreadful news. Mr. +Atterbury complying kindly, Esmond writ a hasty note on his table-book +to my lord's man, bidding him get the horses for Mr. Atterbury, and ride +with him, and send Esmond's own valise to the Gatehouse prison, whither +he resolved to go and give himself up. + + + + +BOOK II. + +CONTAINS MR. ESMOND'S MILITARY LIFE, AND OTHER MATTERS APPERTAINING TO +THE ESMOND FAMILY. + + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I AM IN PRISON, AND VISITED, BUT NOT CONSOLED THERE. + + +Those may imagine, who have seen death untimely strike down persons +revered and beloved, and know how unavailing consolation is, what was +Harry Esmond's anguish after being an actor in that ghastly midnight +scene of blood and homicide. He could not, he felt, have faced his dear +mistress, and told her that story. He was thankful that kind Atterbury +consented to break the sad news to her; but, besides his grief, which +he took into prison with him, he had that in his heart which secretly +cheered and consoled him. + +A great secret had been told to Esmond by his unhappy stricken kinsman, +lying on his death-bed. Were he to disclose it, as in equity and honor +he might do, the discovery would but bring greater grief upon those whom +he loved best in the world, and who were sad enough already. Should he +bring down shame and perplexity upon all those beings to whom he was +attached by so many tender ties of affection and gratitude? degrade his +father's widow? impeach and sully his father's and kinsman's honor? and +for what? for a barren title, to be worn at the expense of an innocent +boy, the son of his dearest benefactress. He had debated this matter in +his conscience, whilst his poor lord was making his dying confession. On +one side were ambition, temptation, justice even; but love, gratitude, +and fidelity, pleaded on the other. And when the struggle was over in +Harry's mind, a glow of righteous happiness filled it; and it was with +grateful tears in his eyes that he returned thanks to God for that +decision which he had been enabled to make. + +"When I was denied by my own blood," thought he, "these dearest friends +received and cherished me. When I was a nameless orphan myself, and +needed a protector, I found one in yonder kind soul, who has gone to his +account repenting of the innocent wrong he has done." + +And with this consoling thought he went away to give himself up at the +prison, after kissing the cold lips of his benefactor. + +It was on the third day after he had come to the Gatehouse prison, +(where he lay in no small pain from his wound, which inflamed and ached +severely,) and with those thoughts and resolutions that have been just +spoke of, to depress, and yet to console him, that H. Esmond's keeper +came and told him that a visitor was asking for him, and though he could +not see her face, which was enveloped in a black hood, her whole figure, +too, being veiled and covered with the deepest mourning, Esmond knew at +once that his visitor was his dear mistress. + +He got up from his bed, where he was lying, being very weak; and +advancing towards her as the retiring keeper shut the door upon him and +his guest in that sad place, he put forward his left hand (for the right +was wounded and bandaged), and he would have taken that kind one of his +mistress, which had done so many offices of friendship for him for so +many years. + +But the Lady Castlewood went back from him, putting back her hood, and +leaning against the great stanchioned door which the gaoler had just +closed upon them. Her face was ghastly white, as Esmond saw it, looking +from the hood; and her eyes, ordinarily so sweet and tender, were fixed +on him with such a tragic glance of woe and anger, as caused the young +man, unaccustomed to unkindness from that person, to avert his own +glances from her face. + +"And this, Mr. Esmond," she said, "is where I see you; and 'tis to this +you have brought me!" + +"You have come to console me in my calamity, madam," said he (though, in +truth, he scarce knew how to address her, his emotions at beholding her +so overpowered him). + +She advanced a little, but stood silent and trembling, looking out +at him from her black draperies, with her small white hands clasped +together, and quivering lips and hollow eyes. + +"Not to reproach me," he continued after a pause. "My grief is +sufficient as it is." + +"Take back your hand--do not touch me with it!" she cried. "Look! +there's blood on it!" + +"I wish they had taken it all," said Esmond; "if you are unkind to me." + +"Where is my husband?" she broke out. "Give me back my husband, Henry. +Why did you stand by at midnight and see him murdered? Why did the +traitor escape who did it? You, the champion of your house, who offered +to die for us! You that he loved and trusted, and to whom I confided +him--you that vowed devotion and gratitude, and I believed you--yes, I +believed you--why are you here, and my noble Francis gone? Why did +you come among us? You have only brought us grief and sorrow; and +repentance, bitter, bitter repentance, as a return for our love and +kindness. Did I ever do you a wrong, Henry? You were but an orphan child +when I first saw you--when HE first saw you, who was so good, and noble, +and trusting. He would have had you sent away, but, like a foolish +woman, I besought him to let you stay. And you pretended to love us, and +we believed you--and you made our house wretched, and my husband's heart +went from me: and I lost him through you--I lost him--the husband of my +youth, I say. I worshipped him: you know I worshipped him--and he was +changed to me. He was no more my Francis of old--my dear, dear soldier. +He loved me before he saw you; and I loved him. Oh, God is my witness +how I loved him! Why did he not send you from among us? 'Twas only +his kindness, that could refuse me nothing then. And, young as you +were--yes, and weak and alone--there was evil, I knew there was evil in +keeping you. I read it in your face and eyes. I saw that they boded harm +to us--and it came, I knew it would. Why did you not die when you had +the small-pox--and I came myself and watched you, and you didn't know me +in your delirium--and you called out for me, though I was there at your +side? All that has happened since, was a just judgment on my wicked +heart--my wicked jealous heart. Oh, I am punished--awfully punished! +My husband lies in his blood--murdered for defending me, my kind, kind, +generous lord--and you were by, and you let him die, Henry!" + +These words, uttered in the wildness of her grief, by one who was +ordinarily quiet, and spoke seldom except with a gentle smile and a +soothing tone, rung in Esmond's ear; and 'tis said that he repeated many +of them in the fever into which he now fell from his wound, and perhaps +from the emotion which such passionate, undeserved upbraidings caused +him. It seemed as if his very sacrifices and love for this lady and her +family were to turn to evil and reproach: as if his presence amongst +them was indeed a cause of grief, and the continuance of his life but +woe and bitterness to theirs. As the Lady Castlewood spoke bitterly, +rapidly, without a tear, he never offered a word of appeal or +remonstrance: but sat at the foot of his prison-bed, stricken only with +the more pain at thinking it was that soft and beloved hand which should +stab him so cruelly, and powerless against her fatal sorrow. Her words +as she spoke struck the chords of all his memory, and the whole of +his boyhood and youth passed within him; whilst this lady, so fond +and gentle but yesterday--this good angel whom he had loved and +worshipped--stood before him, pursuing him with keen words and aspect +malign. + +"I wish I were in my lord's place," he groaned out. "It was not my fault +that I was not there, madam. But Fate is stronger than all of us, and +willed what has come to pass. It had been better for me to have died +when I had the illness." + +"Yes, Henry," said she--and as she spoke she looked at him with a glance +that was at once so fond and so sad, that the young man, tossing up his +arms, wildly fell back, hiding his head in the coverlet of the bed. As +he turned he struck against the wall with his wounded hand, displacing +the ligature; and he felt the blood rushing again from the wound. He +remembered feeling a secret pleasure at the accident--and thinking, +"Suppose I were to end now, who would grieve for me?" + +This hemorrhage, or the grief and despair in which the luckless young +man was at the time of the accident, must have brought on a deliquium +presently; for he had scarce any recollection afterwards, save of some +one, his mistress probably, seizing his hand--and then of the buzzing +noise in his ears as he awoke, with two or three persons of the prison +around his bed, whereon he lay in a pool of blood from his arm. + +It was now bandaged up again by the prison surgeon, who happened to be +in the place; and the governor's wife and servant, kind people both, +were with the patient. Esmond saw his mistress still in the room when +he awoke from his trance; but she went away without a word; though +the governor's wife told him that she sat in her room for some time +afterward, and did not leave the prison until she heard that Esmond was +likely to do well. + +Days afterwards, when Esmond was brought out of a fever which he had, +and which attacked him that night pretty sharply, the honest keeper's +wife brought her patient a handkerchief fresh washed and ironed, and at +the corner of which he recognized his mistress's well-known cipher +and viscountess's crown. "The lady had bound it round his arm when he +fainted, and before she called for help," the keeper's wife said. "Poor +lady! she took on sadly about her husband. He has been buried to-day, +and a many of the coaches of the nobility went with him--my Lord +Marlborough's and my Lord Sunderland's, and many of the officers of the +Guards, in which he served in the old King's time; and my lady has been +with her two children to the King at Kensington, and asked for justice +against my Lord Mohun, who is in hiding, and my Lord the Earl of Warwick +and Holland, who is ready to give himself up and take his trial." + +Such were the news, coupled with assertions about her own honesty and +that of Molly her maid, who would never have stolen a certain trumpery +gold sleeve-button of Mr. Esmond's that was missing after his fainting +fit, that the keeper's wife brought to her lodger. His thoughts followed +to that untimely grave, the brave heart, the kind friend, the gallant +gentleman, honest of word and generous of thought, (if feeble of +purpose, but are his betters much stronger than he?) who had given him +bread and shelter when he had none; home and love when he needed them; +and who, if he had kept one vital secret from him, had done that +of which he repented ere dying--a wrong indeed, but one followed by +remorse, and occasioned by almost irresistible temptation. + +Esmond took his handkerchief when his nurse left him, and very likely +kissed it, and looked at the bauble embroidered in the corner. "It +has cost thee grief enough," he thought, "dear lady, so loving and so +tender. Shall I take it from thee and thy children? No, never! Keep it, +and wear it, my little Frank, my pretty boy. If I cannot make a name for +myself, I can die without one. Some day, when my dear mistress sees my +heart, I shall be righted; or if not here or now, why, elsewhere; where +Honor doth not follow us, but where Love reigns perpetual." + +'Tis needless to relate here, as the reports of the lawyers already have +chronicled them, the particulars or issue of that trial which ensued +upon my Lord Castlewood's melancholy homicide. Of the two lords engaged +in that sad matter, the second, my Lord the Earl of Warwick and Holland, +who had been engaged with Colonel Westbury, and wounded by him, was +found not guilty by his peers, before whom he was tried (under the +presidence of the Lord Steward, Lord Somers); and the principal, the +Lord Mohun, being found guilty of the manslaughter, (which, indeed, was +forced upon him, and of which he repented most sincerely,) pleaded his +clergy, and so was discharged without any penalty. The widow of the +slain nobleman, as it was told us in prison, showed an extraordinary +spirit; and, though she had to wait for ten years before her son was old +enough to compass it, declared she would have revenge of her husband's +murderer. So much and suddenly had grief, anger, and misfortune appeared +to change her. But fortune, good or ill, as I take it, does not change +men and women. It but develops their characters. As there are a thousand +thoughts lying within a man that he does not know till he takes up the +pen to write, so the heart is a secret even to him (or her) who has it +in his own breast. Who hath not found himself surprised into revenge, or +action, or passion, for good or evil, whereof the seeds lay within him, +latent and unsuspected, until the occasion called them forth? With the +death of her lord, a change seemed to come over the whole conduct and +mind of Lady Castlewood; but of this we shall speak in the right season +and anon. + +The lords being tried then before their peers at Westminster, according +to their privilege, being brought from the Tower with state processions +and barges, and accompanied by lieutenants and axe-men, the commoners +engaged in that melancholy fray took their trial at Newgate, as became +them; and, being all found guilty, pleaded likewise their benefit +of clergy. The sentence, as we all know in these cases, is, that the +culprit lies a year in prison, or during the King's pleasure, and is +burned in the hand, or only stamped with a cold iron; or this part of +the punishment is altogether remitted at the grace of the Sovereign. So +Harry Esmond found himself a criminal and a prisoner at two-and-twenty +years old; as for the two colonels, his comrades, they took the matter +very lightly. Duelling was a part of their business; and they could not +in honor refuse any invitations of that sort. + +But the case was different with Mr. Esmond. His life was changed by +that stroke of the sword which destroyed his kind patron's. As he lay in +prison, old Dr. Tusher fell ill and died; and Lady Castlewood appointed +Thomas Tusher to the vacant living; about the filling of which she had +a thousand times fondly talked to Harry Esmond: how they never should +part; how he should educate her boy; how to be a country clergyman, like +saintly George Herbert or pious Dr. Ken, was the happiest and greatest +lot in life; how (if he were obstinately bent on it, though, for her +part, she owned rather to holding Queen Bess's opinion, that a bishop +should have no wife, and if not a bishop why a clergyman?) she would +find a good wife for Harry Esmond: and so on, with a hundred pretty +prospects told by fireside evenings, in fond prattle, as the children +played about the hall. All these plans were overthrown now. Thomas +Tusher wrote to Esmond, as he lay in prison, announcing that his +patroness had conferred upon him the living his reverend father had +held for many years; that she never, after the tragical events which had +occurred (whereof Tom spoke with a very edifying horror), could see +in the revered Tusher's pulpit, or at her son's table, the man who was +answerable for the father's life; that her ladyship bade him to say that +she prayed for her kinsman's repentance and his worldly happiness; that +he was free to command her aid for any scheme of life which he might +propose to himself; but that on this side of the grave she would see him +no more. And Tusher, for his own part, added that Harry should have his +prayers as a friend of his youth, and commended him whilst he was in +prison to read certain works of theology, which his Reverence pronounced +to be very wholesome for sinners in his lamentable condition. + +And this was the return for a life of devotion--this the end of years of +affectionate intercourse and passionate fidelity! Harry would have died +for his patron, and was held as little better than his murderer: he had +sacrificed, she did not know how much, for his mistress, and she threw +him aside; he had endowed her family with all they had, and she talked +about giving him alms as to a menial! The grief for his patron's loss; +the pains of his own present position, and doubts as to the future: all +these were forgotten under the sense of the consummate outrage which he +had to endure, and overpowered by the superior pang of that torture. + +He writ back a letter to Mr. Tusher from his prison, congratulating +his Reverence upon his appointment to the living of Castlewood: +sarcastically bidding him to follow in the footsteps of his admirable +father, whose gown had descended upon him; thanking her ladyship for her +offer of alms, which he said he should trust not to need; and beseeching +her to remember that, if ever her determination should change towards +him, he would be ready to give her proofs of a fidelity which had never +wavered, and which ought never to have been questioned by that house. +"And if we meet no more, or only as strangers in this world," Mr. Esmond +concluded, "a sentence against the cruelty and injustice of which I +disdain to appeal; hereafter she will know who was faithful to her, +and whether she had any cause to suspect the love and devotion of her +kinsman and servant." + +After the sending of this letter, the poor young fellow's mind was more +at ease than it had been previously. The blow had been struck, and he +had borne it. His cruel goddess had shaken her wings and fled: and left +him alone and friendless, but virtute sua. And he had to bear him up, at +once the sense of his right and the feeling of his wrongs, his honor +and his misfortune. As I have seen men waking and running to arms at a +sudden trumpet, before emergency a manly heart leaps up resolute; +meets the threatening danger with undaunted countenance; and, whether +conquered or conquering, faces it always. Ah! no man knows his strength +or his weakness, till occasion proves them. If there be some thoughts +and actions of his life from the memory of which a man shrinks with +shame, sure there are some which he may be proud to own and remember; +forgiven injuries, conquered temptations (now and then) and difficulties +vanquished by endurance. + +It was these thoughts regarding the living, far more than any great +poignancy of grief respecting the dead, which affected Harry Esmond +whilst in prison after his trial: but it may be imagined that he could +take no comrade of misfortune into the confidence of his feelings, +and they thought it was remorse and sorrow for his patron's loss which +affected the young man, in error of which opinion he chose to leave +them. As a companion he was so moody and silent that the two officers, +his fellow-sufferers, left him to himself mostly, liked little very +likely what they knew of him, consoled themselves with dice, cards, and +the bottle, and whiled away their own captivity in their own way. It +seemed to Esmond as if he lived years in that prison: and was changed +and aged when he came out of it. At certain periods of life we live +years of emotion in a few weeks--and look back on those times, as on +great gaps between the old life and the new. You do not know how much +you suffer in those critical maladies of the heart, until the disease is +over and you look back on it afterwards. During the time, the suffering +is at least sufferable. The day passes in more or less of pain, and the +night wears away somehow. 'Tis only in after days that we see what the +danger has been--as a man out a-hunting or riding for his life looks at +a leap, and wonders how he should have survived the taking of it. O dark +months of grief and rage! of wrong and cruel endurance! He is old now +who recalls you. Long ago he has forgiven and blest the soft hand that +wounded him: but the mark is there, and the wound is cicatrized only--no +time, tears, caresses, or repentance, can obliterate the scar. We are +indocile to put up with grief, however. Reficimus rates quassas: we +tempt the ocean again and again, and try upon new ventures. Esmond +thought of his early time as a novitiate, and of this past trial as +an initiation before entering into life--as our young Indians undergo +tortures silently before they pass to the rank of warriors in the tribe. + +The officers, meanwhile, who were not let into the secret of the grief +which was gnawing at the side of their silent young friend, and being +accustomed to such transactions, in which one comrade or another was +daily paying the forfeit of the sword, did not, of course, bemoan +themselves very inconsolably about the fate of their late companion in +arms. This one told stories of former adventures of love, or war, +or pleasure, in which poor Frank Esmond had been engaged; t'other +recollected how a constable had been bilked, or a tavern-bully beaten: +whilst my lord's poor widow was sitting at his tomb worshipping him as +an actual saint and spotless hero--so the visitors said who had news of +Lady Castlewood; and Westbury and Macartney had pretty nearly had all +the town to come and see them. + +The duel, its fatal termination, the trial of the two peers and the +three commoners concerned, had caused the greatest excitement in the +town. The prints and News Letters were full of them. The three gentlemen +in Newgate were almost as much crowded as the bishops in the Tower, or +a highwayman before execution. We were allowed to live in the Governor's +house, as hath been said, both before trial and after condemnation, +waiting the King's pleasure; nor was the real cause of the fatal quarrel +known, so closely had my lord and the two other persons who knew it kept +the secret, but every one imagined that the origin of the meeting was +a gambling dispute. Except fresh air, the prisoners had, upon payment, +most things they could desire. Interest was made that they should not +mix with the vulgar convicts, whose ribald choruses and loud laughter +and curses could be heard from their own part of the prison, where they +and the miserable debtors were confined pell-mell. + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I COME TO THE END OF MY CAPTIVITY, BUT NOT OF MY TROUBLE. + + +Among the company which came to visit the two officers was an old +acquaintance of Harry Esmond; that gentleman of the Guards, namely, +who had been so kind to Harry when Captain Westbury's troop had been +quartered at Castlewood more than seven years before. Dick the Scholar +was no longer Dick the Trooper now, but Captain Steele of Lucas's +Fusiliers, and secretary to my Lord Cutts, that famous officer of King +William's, the bravest and most beloved man of the English army. The +two jolly prisoners had been drinking with a party of friends (for +our cellar and that of the keepers of Newgate, too, were supplied +with endless hampers of Burgundy and Champagne that the friends of the +Colonels sent in); and Harry, having no wish for their drink or their +conversation, being too feeble in health for the one and too sad in +spirits for the other, was sitting apart in his little room, reading +such books as he had, one evening, when honest Colonel Westbury, flushed +with liquor, and always good-humored in and out of his cups, came +laughing into Harry's closet and said, "Ho, young Killjoy! here's a +friend come to see thee; he'll pray with thee, or he'll drink with thee; +or he'll drink and pray turn about. Dick, my Christian hero, here's the +little scholar of Castlewood." + +Dick came up and kissed Esmond on both cheeks, imparting a strong +perfume of burnt sack along with his caress to the young man. + +"What! is this the little man that used to talk Latin and fetch our +bowls? How tall thou art grown! I protest I should have known thee +anywhere. And so you have turned ruffian and fighter; and wanted to +measure swords with Mohun, did you? I protest that Mohun said at the +Guard dinner yesterday, where there was a pretty company of us, that the +young fellow wanted to fight him, and was the better man of the two." + +"I wish we could have tried and proved it, Mr. Steele," says Esmond, +thinking of his dead benefactor, and his eyes filling with tears. + +With the exception of that one cruel letter which he had from his +mistress, Mr. Esmond heard nothing from her, and she seemed determined +to execute her resolve of parting from him and disowning him. But he had +news of her, such as it was, which Mr. Steele assiduously brought him +from the Prince's and Princess's Court, where our honest Captain had +been advanced to the post of gentleman waiter. When off duty there, +Captain Dick often came to console his friends in captivity; a good +nature and a friendly disposition towards all who were in ill-fortune +no doubt prompting him to make his visits, and good-fellowship and good +wine to prolong them. + +"Faith," says Westbury, "the little scholar was the first to begin the +quarrel--I mind me of it now--at Lockit's. I always hated that fellow +Mohun. What was the real cause, of the quarrel betwixt him and poor +Frank? I would wager 'twas a woman." + +"'Twas a quarrel about play--on my word, about play," Harry said. "My +poor lord lost great sums to his guest at Castlewood. Angry words passed +between them; and, though Lord Castlewood was the kindest and most +pliable soul alive, his spirit was very high; and hence that meeting +which has brought us all here," says Mr. Esmond, resolved never to +acknowledge that there had ever been any other cause but cards for the +duel. + +"I do not like to use bad words of a nobleman," says Westbury; "but +if my Lord Mohun were a commoner, I would say, 'twas a pity he was not +hanged. He was familiar with dice and women at a time other boys are at +school being birched; he was as wicked as the oldest rake, years ere he +had done growing; and handled a sword and a foil, and a bloody one, too, +before he ever used a razor. He held poor Will Mountford in talk that +night, when bloody Dick Hill ran him through. He will come to a bad end, +will that young lord; and no end is bad enough for him," says honest +Mr. Westbury: whose prophecy was fulfilled twelve years after, upon that +fatal day when Mohun fell, dragging down one of the bravest and greatest +gentlemen in England in his fall. + +From Mr. Steele, then, who brought the public rumor, as well as his own +private intelligence, Esmond learned the movements of his unfortunate +mistress. Steele's heart was of very inflammable composition; and the +gentleman usher spoke in terms of boundless admiration both of the widow +(that most beautiful woman, as he said) and of her daughter, who, in +the Captain's eyes, was a still greater paragon. If the pale widow, whom +Captain Richard, in his poetic rapture compared to a Niobe in tears--to +a Sigismunda--to a weeping Belvidera, was an object the most lovely +and pathetic which his eyes had ever beheld, or for which his heart had +melted, even her ripened perfections and beauty were as nothing compared +to the promise of that extreme loveliness which the good Captain saw +in her daughter. It was matre pulcra filia pulcrior. Steele composed +sonnets whilst he was on duty in his Prince's ante-chamber, to the +maternal and filial charms. He would speak for hours about them to Harry +Esmond; and, indeed, he could have chosen few subjects more likely to +interest the unhappy young man, whose heart was now as always devoted +to these ladies; and who was thankful to all who loved them, or praised +them, or wished them well. + +Not that his fidelity was recompensed by any answering kindness, or +show of relenting even, on the part of a mistress obdurate now after ten +years of love and benefactions. The poor young man getting no answer, +save Tusher's, to that letter which he had written, and being too proud +to write more, opened a part of his heart to Steele, than whom no man, +when unhappy, could find a kinder hearer, or more friendly emissary; +described (in words which were no doubt pathetic, for they came imo +pectore, and caused honest Dick to weep plentifully) his youth, his +constancy, his fond devotion to that household which had reared him; his +affection, how earned, and how tenderly requited until but yesterday, +and (as far as he might) the circumstances and causes for which that +sad quarrel had made of Esmond a prisoner under sentence, a widow and +orphans of those whom in life he held dearest. In terms that might well +move a harder-hearted man than young Esmond's confidant--for, indeed, +the speaker's own heart was half broke as he uttered them--he described +a part of what had taken place in that only sad interview which his +mistress had granted him; how she had left him with anger and almost +imprecation, whose words and thoughts until then had been only blessing +and kindness; how she had accused him of the guilt of that blood, in +exchange for which he would cheerfully have sacrificed his own (indeed, +in this the Lord Mohun, the Lord Warwick, and all the gentlemen engaged, +as well as the common rumor out of doors--Steele told him--bore out the +luckless young man); and with all his heart, and tears, he besought +Mr. Steele to inform his mistress of her kinsman's unhappiness, and to +deprecate that cruel anger she showed him. Half frantic with grief +at the injustice done him, and contrasting it with a thousand soft +recollections of love and confidence gone by, that made his present +misery inexpressibly more bitter, the poor wretch passed many a lonely +day and wakeful night in a kind of powerless despair and rage against +his iniquitous fortune. It was the softest hand that struck him, the +gentlest and most compassionate nature that persecuted him. "I would as +lief," he said, "have pleaded guilty to the murder, and have suffered +for it like any other felon, as have to endure the torture to which my +mistress subjects me." + +Although the recital of Esmond's story, and his passionate appeals and +remonstrances, drew so many tears from Dick who heard them, they had +no effect upon the person whom they were designed to move. Esmond's +ambassador came back from the mission with which the poor young +gentleman had charged him, with a sad blank face and a shake of the +head, which told that there was no hope for the prisoner; and scarce a +wretched culprit in that prison of Newgate ordered for execution, and +trembling for a reprieve, felt more cast down than Mr. Esmond, innocent +and condemned. + +As had been arranged between the prisoner and his counsel in their +consultations, Mr. Steele had gone to the dowager's house in Chelsey, +where it has been said the widow and her orphans were, had seen my Lady +Viscountess, and pleaded the cause of her unfortunate kinsman. "And I +think I spoke well, my poor boy," says Mr. Steele; "for who would not +speak well in such a cause, and before so beautiful a judge? I did not +see the lovely Beatrix (sure her famous namesake of Florence was never +half so beautiful), only the young Viscount was in the room with the +Lord Churchill, my Lord of Marlborough's eldest son. But these young +gentlemen went off to the garden; I could see them from the window +tilting at each other with poles in a mimic tournament (grief touches +the young but lightly, and I remember that I beat a drum at the coffin +of my own father). My Lady Viscountess looked out at the two boys at +their game and said--'You see, sir, children are taught to use weapons +of death as toys, and to make a sport of murder;' and as she spoke she +looked so lovely, and stood there in herself so sad and beautiful, an +instance of that doctrine whereof I am a humble preacher, that had I not +dedicated my little volume of the 'Christian Hero'--(I perceive, Harry, +thou hast not cut the leaves of it. The sermon is good, believe me, +though the preacher's life may not answer it)--I say, hadn't I dedicated +the volume to Lord Cutts, I would have asked permission to place her +ladyship's name on the first page. I think I never saw such a beautiful +violet as that of her eyes, Harry. Her complexion is of the pink of the +blush-rose, she hath an exquisite turned wrist and dimpled hand, and I +make no doubt--" + +"Did you come to tell me about the dimples on my lady's hand?" broke out +Mr. Esmond, sadly. + +"A lovely creature in affliction seems always doubly beautiful to me," +says the poor Captain, who indeed was but too often in a state to see +double, and so checked he resumed the interrupted thread of his story. +"As I spoke my business," Mr. Steele said, "and narrated to your +mistress what all the world knows, and the other side hath been eager to +acknowledge--that you had tried to put yourself between the two lords, +and to take your patron's quarrel on your own point; I recounted the +general praises of your gallantry, besides my Lord Mohun's particular +testimony to it; I thought the widow listened with some interest, and +her eyes--I have never seen such a violet, Harry--looked up at mine once +or twice. But after I had spoken on this theme for a while she suddenly +broke away with a cry of grief. 'I would to God, sir,' she said, 'I had +never heard that word gallantry which you use, or known the meaning of +it. My lord might have been here but for that; my home might be happy; +my poor boy have a father. It was what you gentlemen call gallantry came +into my home, and drove my husband on to the cruel sword that killed +him. You should not speak the word to a Christian woman, sir, a poor +widowed mother of orphans, whose home was happy until the world came +into it--the wicked godless world, that takes the blood of the innocent, +and lets the guilty go free.' + +"As the afflicted lady spoke in this strain, sir," Mr. Steele +continued, "it seemed as if indignation moved her, even more than grief. +'Compensation!' she went on passionately, her cheeks and eyes kindling; +'what compensation does your world give the widow for her husband, and +the children for the murderer of their father? The wretch who did the +deed has not even a punishment. Conscience! what conscience has he, who +can enter the house of a friend, whisper falsehood and insult to a woman +that never harmed him, and stab the kind heart that trusted him? My +Lord--my Lord Wretch's, my Lord Villain's, my Lord Murderer's peers meet +to try him, and they dismiss him with a word or two of reproof and send +him into the world again, to pursue women with lust and falsehood, and +to murder unsuspecting guests that harbor him. That day, my Lord--my +Lord Murderer--(I will never name him)--was let loose, a woman was +executed at Tyburn for stealing in a shop. But a man may rob another of +his life, or a lady of her honor, and shall pay no penalty! I take my +child, run to the throne, and on my knees ask for justice, and the King +refuses me. The King! he is no king of mine--he never shall be. He, too, +robbed the throne from the king his father--the true king--and he has +gone unpunished, as the great do.' + +"I then thought to speak for you," Mr. Steele continued, "and I +interposed by saying, 'There was one, madam, who, at least, would have +put his own breast between your husband's and my Lord Mohun's sword. +Your poor young kinsman, Harry Esmond, hath told me that he tried to +draw the quarrel on himself.' + +"'Are you come from HIM?' asked the lady (so Mr. Steele went on) rising +up with a great severity and stateliness. 'I thought you had come from +the Princess. I saw Mr. Esmond in his prison, and bade him farewell. He +brought misery into my house. He never should have entered it.' + +"'Madam, madam, he is not to blame,' I interposed," continued Mr. +Steele. + +"'Do I blame him to you, sir?' asked the widow. 'If 'tis he who sent +you, say that I have taken counsel, where'--she spoke with a very +pallid cheek now, and a break in her voice--'where all who ask may have +it;--and that it bids me to part from him, and to see him no more. We +met in the prison for the last time--at least for years to come. It +may be, in years hence, when--when our knees and our tears and our +contrition have changed our sinful hearts, sir, and wrought our pardon, +we may meet again--but not now. After what has passed, I could not bear +to see him. I wish him well, sir; but I wish him farewell, too; and if +he has that--that regard towards us which he speaks of, I beseech him to +prove it by obeying me in this.' + +"'I shall break the young man's heart, madam, by this hard sentence,'" +Mr. Steele said. + +"The lady shook her head," continued my kind scholar. "'The hearts of +young men, Mr. Steele, are not so made,' she said. 'Mr. Esmond will find +other--other friends. The mistress of this house has relented very much +towards the late lord's son,' she added, with a blush, 'and has promised +me, that is, has promised that she will care for his fortune. Whilst I +live in it, after the horrid horrid deed which has passed, Castlewood +must never be a home to him--never. Nor would I have him write to +me--except--no--I would have him never write to me, nor see him more. +Give him, if you will, my parting--Hush! not a word of this before my +daughter.' + +"Here the fair Beatrix entered from the river, with her cheeks flushing +with health, and looking only the more lovely and fresh for the mourning +habiliments which she wore. And my Lady Viscountess said-- + +"'Beatrix, this is Mr. Steele, gentleman-usher to the Prince's Highness. +When does your new comedy appear, Mr. Steele?' I hope thou wilt be out +of prison for the first night, Harry." + +The sentimental Captain concluded his sad tale, saying, "Faith, the +beauty of Filia pulcrior drove pulcram matrem out of my head; and yet +as I came down the river, and thought about the pair, the pallid dignity +and exquisite grace of the matron had the uppermost, and I thought her +even more noble than the virgin!" + + +The party of prisoners lived very well in Newgate, and with comforts +very different to those which were awarded to the poor wretches there +(his insensibility to their misery, their gayety still more frightful, +their curses and blasphemy, hath struck with a kind of shame since--as +proving how selfish, during his imprisonment, his own particular grief +was, and how entirely the thoughts of it absorbed him): if the three +gentlemen lived well under the care of the Warden of Newgate, it was +because they paid well: and indeed the cost at the dearest ordinary +or the grandest tavern in London could not have furnished a longer +reckoning, than our host of the "Handcuff Inn"--as Colonel Westbury +called it. Our rooms were the three in the gate over Newgate--on the +second story looking up Newgate Street towards Cheapside and Paul's +Church. And we had leave to walk on the roof, and could see thence +Smithfield and the Bluecoat Boys' School, Gardens, and the Chartreux, +where, as Harry Esmond remembered, Dick the Scholar, and his friend Tom +Tusher, had had their schooling. + +Harry could never have paid his share of that prodigious heavy reckoning +which my landlord brought to his guests once a week: for he had but +three pieces in his pockets that fatal night before the duel, when the +gentlemen were at cards, and offered to play five. But whilst he was yet +ill at the Gatehouse, after Lady Castlewood had visited him there, and +before his trial, there came one in an orange-tawny coat and blue lace, +the livery which the Esmonds always wore, and brought a sealed packet +for Mr. Esmond, which contained twenty guineas, and a note saying that +a counsel had been appointed for him, and that more money would be +forthcoming whenever he needed it. + +'Twas a queer letter from the scholar as she was, or as she called +herself: the Dowager Viscountess Castlewood, written in the strange +barbarous French which she and many other fine ladies of that +time--witness her Grace of Portsmouth--employed. Indeed, spelling was +not an article of general commodity in the world then, and my Lord +Marlborough's letters can show that he, for one, had but a little share +of this part of grammar:-- + + +"MONG COUSSIN," my Lady Viscountess Dowager wrote, "je scay que vous +vous etes bravement batew et grievement blessay--du coste de feu M. le +Vicomte. M. le Compte de Varique ne se playt qua parlay de vous: M. de +Moon aucy. Il di que vous avay voulew vous bastre avecque luy--que vous +estes plus fort que luy fur l'ayscrimme--quil'y a surtout certaine Botte +que vous scavay quil n'a jammay sceu pariay: et que c'en eut ete fay de +luy si vouseluy vous vous fussiay battews ansamb. Aincy ce pauv Vicompte +est mort. Mort et pontayt--Mon coussin, mon coussin! jay dans la tayste +que vous n'estes quung pety Monst--angcy que les Esmonds ong tousjours +este. La veuve est chay moy. J'ay recuilly cet' pauve famme. Elle est +furieuse cont vous, allans tous les jours chercher ley Roy (d'icy) +demandant a gran cri revanche pour son Mary. Elle ne veux voyre ni +entende parlay de vous: pourtant elle ne fay qu'en parlay milfoy par +jour. Quand vous seray hor prison venay me voyre. J'auray soing de vous. +Si cette petite Prude veut se defaire de song pety Monste (Helas je +craing quil ne soy trotar!) je m'on chargeray. J'ay encor quelqu interay +et quelques escus de costay. + +"La Veuve se raccommode avec Miladi Marlboro qui est tout puicante +avecque la Reine Anne. Cet dam senteraysent pour la petite prude; qui +pourctant a un fi du mesme asge que vous savay. + +"En sortant de prisong venez icy. Je ne puy vous recevoir chaymoy a +cause des mechansetes du monde, may pre du moy vous aurez logement. + +"ISABELLE VICOMTESSE D'ESMOND" + + +Marchioness of Esmond this lady sometimes called herself, in virtue +of that patent which had been given by the late King James to Harry +Esmond's father; and in this state she had her train carried by a +knight's wife, a cup and cover of assay to drink from, and fringed +cloth. + +He who was of the same age as little Francis, whom we shall henceforth +call Viscount Castlewood here, was H. R. H. the Prince of Wales, born +in the same year and month with Frank, and just proclaimed at Saint +Germains, King of Great Britain, France, and Ireland. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +I TAKE THE QUEEN'S PAY IN QUIN'S REGIMENT. + + +The fellow in the orange-tawny livery with blue lace and facings was +in waiting when Esmond came out of prison, and, taking the young +gentleman's slender baggage, led the way out of that odious Newgate, and +by Fleet Conduit, down to the Thames, where a pair of oars was called, +and they went up the river to Chelsey. Esmond thought the sun had never +shone so bright; nor the air felt so fresh and exhilarating. Temple +Garden, as they rowed by, looked like the garden of Eden to him, and +the aspect of the quays, wharves, and buildings by the river, Somerset +House, and Westminster (where the splendid new bridge was just +beginning), Lambeth tower and palace, and that busy shining scene of the +Thames swarming with boats and barges, filled his heart with pleasure +and cheerfulness--as well such a beautiful scene might to one who had +been a prisoner so long, and with so many dark thoughts deepening the +gloom of his captivity. They rowed up at length to the pretty village +of Chelsey, where the nobility have many handsome country-houses; and +so came to my Lady Viscountess's house, a cheerful new house in the +row facing the river, with a handsome garden behind it, and a pleasant +look-out both towards Surrey and Kensington, where stands the noble +ancient palace of the Lord Warwick, Harry's reconciled adversary. + +Here in her ladyship's saloon, the young man saw again some of those +pictures which had been at Castlewood, and which she had removed thence +on the death of her lord, Harry's father. Specially, and in the place of +honor, was Sir Peter Lely's picture of the honorable Mistress Isabella +Esmond as Diana, in yellow satin, with a bow in her hand and a crescent +in her forehead; and dogs frisking about her. 'Twas painted about the +time when royal Endymions were said to find favor with this virgin +huntress; and, as goddesses have youth perpetual, this one believed to +the day of her death that she never grew older: and always persisted in +supposing the picture was still like her. + +After he had been shown to her room by the groom of the chamber, who +filled many offices besides in her ladyship's modest household, and +after a proper interval, his elderly goddess Diana vouchsafed to appear +to the young man. A blackamoor in a Turkish habit, with red boots and a +silver collar, on which the Viscountess's arms were engraven, preceded +her and bore her cushion; then came her gentlewoman; a little pack of +spaniels barking and frisking about preceded the austere huntress--then, +behold, the Viscountess herself "dropping odors." Esmond recollected +from his childhood that rich aroma of musk which his mother-in-law +(for she may be called so) exhaled. As the sky grows redder and redder +towards sunset, so, in the decline of her years, the cheeks of my Lady +Dowager blushed more deeply. Her face was illuminated with vermilion, +which appeared the brighter from the white paint employed to set it off. +She wore the ringlets which had been in fashion in King Charles's time; +whereas the ladies of King William's had head-dresses like the towers of +Cybele. Her eyes gleamed out from the midst of this queer structure of +paint, dyes, and pomatums. Such was my Lady Viscountess, Mr. Esmond's +father's widow. + +He made her such a profound bow as her dignity and relationship merited, +and advanced with the greatest gravity, and once more kissed that +hand, upon the trembling knuckles of which glittered a score of +rings--remembering old times when that trembling hand made him tremble. +"Marchioness," says he, bowing, and on one knee, "is it only the hand I +may have the honor of saluting?" For, accompanying that inward laughter, +which the sight of such an astonishing old figure might well produce +in the young man, there was good will too, and the kindness of +consanguinity. She had been his father's wife, and was his grandfather's +daughter. She had suffered him in old days, and was kind to him now +after her fashion. And now that bar-sinister was removed from Esmond's +thought, and that secret opprobrium no longer cast upon his mind, he was +pleased to feel family ties and own them--perhaps secretly vain of the +sacrifice he had made, and to think that he, Esmond, was really the +chief of his house, and only prevented by his own magnanimity from +advancing his claim. + +At least, ever since he had learned that secret from his poor patron +on his dying bed, actually as he was standing beside it, he had felt an +independency which he had never known before, and which since did not +desert him. So he called his old aunt Marchioness, but with an air as if +he was the Marquis of Esmond who so addressed her. + +Did she read in the young gentleman's eyes, which had now no fear of +hers or their superannuated authority, that he knew or suspected the +truth about his birth? She gave a start of surprise at his altered +manner: indeed, it was quite a different bearing to that of the +Cambridge student who had paid her a visit two years since, and whom +she had dismissed with five pieces sent by the groom of the chamber. She +eyed him, then trembled a little more than was her wont, perhaps, and +said, "Welcome, cousin," in a frightened voice. + +His resolution, as has been said before, had been quite different, +namely, so to bear himself through life as if the secret of his birth +was not known to him; but he suddenly and rightly determined on a +different course. He asked that her ladyship's attendants should be +dismissed, and when they were private--"Welcome, nephew, at least, +madam, it should be," he said. "A great wrong has been done to me and to +you, and to my poor mother, who is no more." + +"I declare before heaven that I was guiltless of it," she cried out, +giving up her cause at once. "It was your wicked father who--" + +"Who brought this dishonor on our family," says Mr. Esmond. "I know it +full well. I want to disturb no one. Those who are in present possession +have been my dearest benefactors, and are quite innocent of intentional +wrong to me. The late lord, my dear patron, knew not the truth until a +few months before his death, when Father Holt brought the news to him." + +"The wretch! he had it in confession! he had it in confession!" cried +out the Dowager Lady. + +"Not so. He learned it elsewhere as well as in confession," Mr. Esmond +answered. "My father, when wounded at the Boyne, told the truth to a +French priest, who was in hiding after the battle, as well as to the +priest there, at whose house he died. This gentleman did not think fit +to divulge the story till he met with Mr. Holt at Saint Omer's. And +the latter kept it back for his own purpose, and until he had learned +whether my mother was alive or no. She is dead years since, my poor +patron told me with his dying breath, and I doubt him not. I do not know +even whether I could prove a marriage. I would not if I could. I do +not care to bring shame on our name, or grief upon those whom I love, +however hardly they may use me. My father's son, madam, won't aggravate +the wrong my father did you. Continue to be his widow, and give me +your kindness. 'Tis all I ask from you; and I shall never speak of this +matter again." + +"Mais vous etes un noble jeune homme!" breaks out my lady, speaking, as +usual with her when she was agitated, in the French language. + +"Noblesse oblige," says Mr. Esmond, making her a low bow. "There are +those alive to whom, in return for their love to me, I often fondly said +I would give my life away. Shall I be their enemy now, and quarrel about +a title? What matters who has it? 'Tis with the family still." + +"What can there be in that little prude of a woman that makes men so +raffoler about her?" cries out my Lady Dowager. "She was here for a +month petitioning the King. She is pretty, and well conserved; but she +has not the bel air. In his late Majesty's Court all the men pretended +to admire her, and she was no better than a little wax doll. She is +better now, and looks the sister of her daughter; but what mean you +all by bepraising her? Mr. Steele, who was in waiting on Prince George, +seeing her with her two children going to Kensington, writ a poem about +her, and says he shall wear her colors, and dress in black for the +future. Mr. Congreve says he will write a 'Mourning Widow,' that shall +be better than his 'Mourning Bride.' Though their husbands quarrelled +and fought when that wretch Churchill deserted the King (for which he +deserved to be hung), Lady Marlborough has again gone wild about the +little widow; insulted me in my own drawing-room, by saying 'twas not +the OLD widow, but the young Viscountess, she had come to see. Little +Castlewood and little Lord Churchill are to be sworn friends, and have +boxed each other twice or thrice like brothers already. 'Twas that +wicked young Mohun who, coming back from the provinces last year, where +he had disinterred her, raved about her all the winter; said she was a +pearl set before swine; and killed poor stupid Frank. The quarrel was +all about his wife. I know 'twas all about her. Was there anything +between her and Mohun, nephew? Tell me now--was there anything? About +yourself, I do not ask you to answer questions." + +Mr. Esmond blushed up. "My lady's virtue is like that of a saint in +heaven, madam," he cried out. + +"Eh!--mon neveu. Many saints get to heaven after having a deal to repent +of. I believe you are like all the rest of the fools, and madly in love +with her." + +"Indeed, I loved and honored her before all the world," Esmond answered. +"I take no shame in that." + +"And she has shut her door on you--given the living to that horrid young +cub, son of that horrid old bear, Tusher, and says she will never see +you more. Monsieur mon neveu--we are all like that. When I was a young +woman, I'm positive that a thousand duels were fought about me. And when +poor Monsieur de Souchy drowned himself in the canal at Bruges because I +danced with Count Springbock, I couldn't squeeze out a single tear, but +danced till five o'clock the next morning. 'Twas the Count--no, 'twas my +Lord Ormond that played the fiddles, and his Majesty did me the honor of +dancing all night with me.--How you are grown! You have got the bel air. +You are a black man. Our Esmonds are all black. The little prude's son +is fair; so was his father--fair and stupid. You were an ugly little +wretch when you came to Castlewood--you were all eyes, like a young +crow. We intended you should be a priest. That awful Father Holt--how +he used to frighten me when I was ill! I have a comfortable director +now--the Abbe Douillette--a dear man. We make meagre on Fridays always. +My cook is a devout pious man. You, of course, are of the right way of +thinking. They say the Prince of Orange is very ill indeed." + +In this way the old Dowager rattled on remorselessly to Mr. Esmond, who +was quite astounded with her present volubility, contrasting it with her +former haughty behavior to him. But she had taken him into favor for the +moment, and chose not only to like him, as far as her nature permitted, +but to be afraid of him; and he found himself to be as familiar with her +now as a young man, as, when a boy, he had been timorous and silent. +She was as good as her word respecting him. She introduced him to her +company, of which she entertained a good deal--of the adherents of King +James of course--and a great deal of loud intriguing took place over her +card-tables. She presented Mr. Esmond as her kinsman to many persons +of honor; she supplied him not illiberally with money, which he had no +scruple in accepting from her, considering the relationship which he +bore to her, and the sacrifices which he himself was making in behalf +of the family. But he had made up his mind to continue at no woman's +apron-strings longer; and perhaps had cast about how he should +distinguish himself, and make himself a name, which his singular +fortune had denied him. A discontent with his former bookish life and +quietude,--a bitter feeling of revolt at that slavery in which he had +chosen to confine himself for the sake of those whose hardness +towards him make his heart bleed,--a restless wish to see men and the +world,--led him to think of the military profession: at any rate, +to desire to see a few campaigns, and accordingly he pressed his new +patroness to get him a pair of colors; and one day had the honor of +finding himself appointed an ensign in Colonel Quin's regiment of +Fusileers on the Irish establishment. + +Mr. Esmond's commission was scarce three weeks old when that accident +befell King William which ended the life of the greatest, the wisest, +the bravest, and most clement sovereign whom England ever knew. +'Twas the fashion of the hostile party to assail this great prince's +reputation during his life; but the joy which they and all his enemies +in Europe showed at his death, is a proof of the terror in which they +held him. Young as Esmond was, he was wise enough (and generous enough +too, let it be said) to scorn that indecency of gratulation which broke +out amongst the followers of King James in London, upon the death of +this illustrious prince, this invincible warrior, this wise and moderate +statesman. Loyalty to the exiled king's family was traditional, as has +been said, in that house to which Mr. Esmond belonged. His father's +widow had all her hopes, sympathies, recollections, prejudices, engaged +on King James's side; and was certainly as noisy a conspirator as ever +asserted the King's rights, or abused his opponent's, over a +quadrille table or a dish of bohea. Her ladyship's house swarmed with +ecclesiastics, in disguise and out; with tale-bearers from St. Germains; +and quidnuncs that knew the last news from Versailles; nay, the exact +force and number of the next expedition which the French king was to +send from Dunkirk, and which was to swallow up the Prince of Orange, his +army and his court. She had received the Duke of Berwick when he landed +here in '96. She kept the glass he drank from, vowing she never would +use it till she drank King James the Third's health in it on his +Majesty's return; she had tokens from the Queen, and relics of the saint +who, if the story was true, had not always been a saint as far as she +and many others were concerned. She believed in the miracles wrought at +his tomb, and had a hundred authentic stories of wondrous cures effected +by the blessed king's rosaries, the medals which he wore, the locks of +his hair, or what not. Esmond remembered a score of marvellous tales +which the credulous old woman told him. There was the Bishop of Autun, +that was healed of a malady he had for forty years, and which left +him after he said mass for the repose of the king's soul. There was M. +Marais, a surgeon in Auvergne, who had a palsy in both his legs, which +was cured through the king's intercession. There was Philip Pitet, of +the Benedictines, who had a suffocating cough, which wellnigh +killed him, but he besought relief of heaven through the merits and +intercession of the blessed king, and he straightway felt a profuse +sweat breaking out all over him, and was recovered perfectly. And +there was the wife of Mons. Lepervier, dancing-master to the Duke +of Saxe-Gotha, who was entirely eased of a rheumatism by the king's +intercession, of which miracle there could be no doubt, for her surgeon +and his apprentice had given their testimony, under oath, that they did +not in any way contribute to the cure. Of these tales, and a thousand +like them, Mr. Esmond believed as much as he chose. His kinswoman's +greater faith had swallow for them all. + +The English High Church party did not adopt these legends. But truth and +honor, as they thought, bound them to the exiled king's side; nor +had the banished family any warmer supporter than that kind lady of +Castlewood, in whose house Esmond was brought up. She influenced her +husband, very much more perhaps than my lord knew, who admired his wife +prodigiously though he might be inconstant to her, and who, adverse +to the trouble of thinking himself, gladly enough adopted the opinions +which she chose for him. To one of her simple and faithful heart, +allegiance to any sovereign but the one was impossible. To serve King +William for interest's sake would have been a monstrous hypocrisy and +treason. Her pure conscience could no more have consented to it than to +a theft, a forgery, or any other base action. Lord Castlewood might have +been won over, no doubt, but his wife never could: and he submitted his +conscience to hers in this case as he did in most others, when he was +not tempted too sorely. And it was from his affection and gratitude +most likely, and from that eager devotion for his mistress, which +characterized all Esmond's youth, that the young man subscribed to this, +and other articles of faith, which his fond benefactress set him. Had +she been a Whig, he had been one; had she followed Mr. Fox, and turned +Quaker, no doubt he would have abjured ruffles and a periwig, and have +forsworn swords, lace-coats, and clocked stockings. In the scholars' +boyish disputes at the University, where parties ran very high, +Esmond was noted as a Jacobite, and very likely from vanity as much as +affection took the side of his family. + +Almost the whole of the clergy of the country and more than a half of +the nation were on this side. Ours is the most loyal people in the world +surely; we admire our kings, and are faithful to them long after they +have ceased to be true to us. 'Tis a wonder to any one who looks back at +the history of the Stuart family to think how they kicked their +crowns away from them; how they flung away chances after chances; what +treasures of loyalty they dissipated, and how fatally they were bent on +consummating their own ruin. If ever men had fidelity, 'twas they; if +ever men squandered opportunity, 'twas they; and, of all the enemies +they had, they themselves were the most fatal. + +When the Princess Anne succeeded, the wearied nation was glad enough to +cry a truce from all these wars, controversies, and conspiracies, and +to accept in the person of a Princess of the blood royal a compromise +between the parties into which the country was divided. The Tories +could serve under her with easy consciences; though a Tory herself, +she represented the triumph of the Whig opinion. The people of England, +always liking that their Princes should be attached to their own +families, were pleased to think the Princess was faithful to hers; and +up to the very last day and hour of her reign, and but for that fatality +which he inherited from his fathers along with their claims to the +English crown, King James the Third might have worn it. But he neither +knew how to wait an opportunity, nor to use it when he had it; he was +venturesome when he ought to have been cautious, and cautious when +he ought to have dared everything. 'Tis with a sort of rage at his +inaptitude that one thinks of his melancholy story. Do the Fates deal +more specially with kings than with common men? One is apt to imagine +so, in considering the history of that royal race, in whose behalf +so much fidelity, so much valor, so much blood were desperately and +bootlessly expended. + +The King dead then, the Princess Anne (ugly Anne Hyde's daughter, our +Dowager at Chelsey called her) was proclaimed by trumpeting heralds +all over the town from Westminster to Ludgate Hill, amidst immense +jubilations of the people. + +Next week my Lord Marlborough was promoted to the Garter, and to +be Captain-General of her Majesty's forces at home and abroad. This +appointment only inflamed the Dowager's rage, or, as she thought it, her +fidelity to her rightful sovereign. "The Princess is but a puppet in +the hands of that fury of a woman, who comes into my drawing-room and +insults me to my face. What can come to a country that is given over to +such a woman?" says the Dowager: "As for that double-faced traitor, my +Lord Marlborough, he has betrayed every man and every woman with whom he +has had to deal, except his horrid wife, who makes him tremble. 'Tis all +over with the country when it has got into the clutches of such wretches +as these." + +Esmond's old kinswoman saluted the new powers in this way; but some good +fortune at last occurred to a family which stood in great need of it, by +the advancement of these famous personages who benefited humbler people +that had the luck of being in their favor. Before Mr. Esmond left +England in the month of August, and being then at Portsmouth, where he +had joined his regiment, and was busy at drill, learning the practice +and mysteries of the musket and pike, he heard that a pension on the +Stamp Office had been got for his late beloved mistress, and that the +young Mistress Beatrix was also to be taken into court. So much good, +at least, had come of the poor widow's visit to London, not revenge upon +her husband's enemies, but reconcilement to old friends, who pitied, and +seemed inclined to serve her. As for the comrades in prison and the +late misfortune, Colonel Westbury was with the Captain-General gone to +Holland; Captain Macartney was now at Portsmouth, with his regiment of +Fusileers and the force under command of his Grace the Duke of Ormond, +bound for Spain it was said; my Lord Warwick was returned home; and Lord +Mohun, so far from being punished for the homicide which had brought so +much grief and change into the Esmond family, was gone in company of my +Lord Macclesfield's splendid embassy to the Elector of Hanover, carrying +the Garter to his Highness, and a complimentary letter from the Queen. + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +RECAPITULATIONS. + + +From such fitful lights as could be cast upon his dark history by the +broken narrative of his poor patron, torn by remorse and struggling in +the last pangs of dissolution, Mr. Esmond had been made to understand +so far, that his mother was long since dead; and so there could be +no question as regarded her or her honor, tarnished by her husband's +desertion and injury, to influence her son in any steps which he might +take either for prosecuting or relinquishing his own just claims. It +appeared from my poor lord's hurried confession, that he had been made +acquainted with the real facts of the case only two years since, when +Mr. Holt visited him, and would have implicated him in one of those many +conspiracies by which the secret leaders of King James's party in this +country were ever endeavoring to destroy the Prince of Orange's life or +power: conspiracies so like murder, so cowardly in the means used, so +wicked in the end, that our nation has sure done well in throwing +off all allegiance and fidelity to the unhappy family that could not +vindicate its right except by such treachery--by such dark intrigue and +base agents. There were designs against King William that were no +more honorable than the ambushes of cut-throats and footpads. 'Tis +humiliating to think that a great Prince, possessor of a great and +sacred right, and upholder of a great cause, should have stooped to such +baseness of assassination and treasons as are proved by the unfortunate +King James's own warrant and sign manual given to his supporters in this +country. What he and they called levying war was, in truth, no better +than instigating murder. The noble Prince of Orange burst magnanimously +through those feeble meshes of conspiracy in which his enemies tried +to envelop him: it seemed as if their cowardly daggers broke upon the +breast of his undaunted resolution. After King James's death, the +Queen and her people at St. Germains--priests and women for the most +part--continued their intrigues in behalf of the young Prince, James the +Third, as he was called in France and by his party here (this Prince, or +Chevalier de St. George, was born in the same year with Esmond's young +pupil Frank, my Lord Viscount's son); and the Prince's affairs, being in +the hands of priests and women, were conducted as priests and women will +conduct them, artfully, cruelly, feebly, and to a certain bad issue. The +moral of the Jesuits' story I think as wholesome a one as ever was +writ: the artfullest, the wisest, the most toilsome, and dexterous +plot-builders in the world--there always comes a day when the roused +public indignation kicks their flimsy edifice down, and sends its +cowardly enemies a-flying. Mr. Swift hath finely described that passion +for intrigue, that love of secrecy, slander, and lying, which belongs to +weak people, hangers-on of weak courts. 'Tis the nature of such to +hate and envy the strong, and conspire their ruin; and the conspiracy +succeeds very well, and everything presages the satisfactory overthrow +of the great victim; until one day Gulliver rouses himself, shakes off +the little vermin of an enemy, and walks away unmolested. Ah! the Irish +soldiers might well say after the Boyne, "Change kings with us and we +will fight it over again." Indeed, the fight was not fair between the +two. 'Twas a weak, priest-ridden, woman-ridden man, with such puny +allies and weapons as his own poor nature led him to choose, contending +against the schemes, the generalship, the wisdom, and the heart of a +hero. + +On one of these many coward's errands then, (for, as I view them now, +I can call them no less,) Mr. Holt had come to my lord at Castlewood, +proposing some infallible plan for the Prince of Orange's destruction, +in which my Lord Viscount, loyalist as he was, had indignantly refused +to join. As far as Mr. Esmond could gather from his dying words, Holt +came to my lord with a plan of insurrection, and offer of the renewal, +in his person, of that marquis's title which King James had conferred on +the preceding viscount; and on refusal of this bribe, a threat was made, +on Holt's part, to upset my Lord Viscount's claim to his estate and +title of Castlewood altogether. To back this astounding piece of +intelligence, of which Henry Esmond's patron now had the first light, +Holt came armed with the late lord's dying declaration, after the affair +of the Boyne, at Trim, in Ireland, made both to the Irish priest and a +French ecclesiastic of Holt's order, that was with King James's army. +Holt showed, or pretended to show, the marriage certificate of the late +Viscount Esmond with my mother, in the city of Brussels, in the year +1677, when the viscount, then Thomas Esmond, was serving with the +English army in Flanders; he could show, he said, that this Gertrude, +deserted by her husband long since, was alive, and a professed nun in +the year 1685, at Brussels, in which year Thomas Esmond married +his uncle's daughter, Isabella, now called Viscountess Dowager of +Castlewood; and leaving him, for twelve hours, to consider this +astounding news (so the poor dying lord said), disappeared with his +papers in the mysterious way in which he came. Esmond knew how, well +enough: by that window from which he had seen the Father issue:--but +there was no need to explain to my poor lord, only to gather from his +parting lips the words which he would soon be able to utter no more. + +Ere the twelve hours were over, Holt himself was a prisoner, implicated +in Sir John Fenwick's conspiracy, and locked up at Hexton first, whence +he was transferred to the Tower; leaving the poor Lord Viscount, who +was not aware of the others being taken, in daily apprehension of his +return, when (as my Lord Castlewood declared, calling God to witness, +and with tears in his dying eyes) it had been his intention at once to +give up his estate and his title to their proper owner, and to retire to +his own house at Walcote with his family. "And would to God I had done +it," the poor lord said. "I would not be here now, wounded to death, a +miserable, stricken man!" + +My lord waited day after day, and, as may be supposed, no messenger +came; but at a month's end Holt got means to convey to him a message +out of the Tower, which was to this effect: that he should consider all +unsaid that had been said, and that things were as they were. + +"I had a sore temptation," said my poor lord. "Since I had come into +this cursed title of Castlewood, which hath never prospered with me, I +have spent far more than the income of that estate, and my paternal one, +too. I calculated all my means down to the last shilling, and found I +never could pay you back, my poor Harry, whose fortune I had had for +twelve years. My wife and children must have gone out of the house +dishonored, and beggars. God knows, it hath been a miserable one for me +and mine. Like a coward, I clung to that respite which Holt gave me. I +kept the truth from Rachel and you. I tried to win money of Mohun, and +only plunged deeper into debt; I scarce dared look thee in the face when +I saw thee. This sword hath been hanging over my head these two years. I +swear I felt happy when Mohun's blade entered my side." + +After lying ten months in the Tower, Holt, against whom nothing could +be found except that he was a Jesuit priest, known to be in King James's +interest, was put on shipboard by the incorrigible forgiveness of King +William, who promised him, however, a hanging if ever he should again +set foot on English shore. More than once, whilst he was in prison +himself, Esmond had thought where those papers could be, which the +Jesuit had shown to his patron, and which had such an interest for +himself. They were not found on Mr. Holt's person when that Father was +apprehended, for had such been the case my Lords of the Council had seen +them, and this family history had long since been made public. However, +Esmond cared not to seek the papers. His resolution being taken; his +poor mother dead; what matter to him that documents existed proving his +right to a title which he was determined not to claim, and of which he +vowed never to deprive that family which he loved best in the world? +Perhaps he took a greater pride out of his sacrifice than he would have +had in those honors which he was resolved to forego. Again, as long as +these titles were not forthcoming, Esmond's kinsman, dear young Francis, +was the honorable and undisputed owner of the Castlewood estate and +title. The mere word of a Jesuit could not overset Frank's right of +occupancy, and so Esmond's mind felt actually at ease to think the +papers were missing, and in their absence his dear mistress and her son +the lawful Lady and Lord of Castlewood. + +Very soon after his liberation, Mr. Esmond made it his business to ride +to that village of Ealing where he had passed his earliest years in +this country, and to see if his old guardians were still alive and +inhabitants of that place. But the only relique which he found of old +M. Pastoureau was a stone in the churchyard, which told that Athanasius +Pastoureau, a native of Flanders, lay there buried, aged 87 years. The +old man's cottage, which Esmond perfectly recollected, and the garden +(where in his childhood he had passed many hours of play and reverie, +and had many a beating from his termagant of a foster-mother), were +now in the occupation of quite a different family; and it was with +difficulty that he could learn in the village what had come of +Pastoureau's widow and children. The clerk of the parish recollected +her--the old man was scarce altered in the fourteen years that had +passed since last Esmond set eyes on him. It appeared she had pretty +soon consoled herself after the death of her old husband, whom she ruled +over, by taking a new one younger than herself, who spent her money +and ill-treated her and her children. The girl died; one of the boys +'listed; the other had gone apprentice. Old Mr. Rogers, the clerk, said +he had heard that Mrs. Pastoureau was dead too. She and her husband had +left Ealing this seven year; and so Mr. Esmond's hopes of gaining any +information regarding his parentage from this family were brought to an +end. He gave the old clerk a crown-piece for his news, smiling to think +of the time when he and his little playfellows had slunk out of the +churchyard or hidden behind the gravestones, at the approach of this +awful authority. + +Who was his mother? What had her name been? When did she die? Esmond +longed to find some one who could answer these questions to him, and +thought even of putting them to his aunt the Viscountess, who had +innocently taken the name which belonged of right to Henry's mother. +But she knew nothing, or chose to know nothing, on this subject, nor, +indeed, could Mr. Esmond press her much to speak on it. Father Holt was +the only man who could enlighten him, and Esmond felt he must wait until +some fresh chance or new intrigue might put him face to face with his +old friend, or bring that restless indefatigable spirit back to England +again. + +The appointment to his ensigncy, and the preparations necessary for the +campaign, presently gave the young gentleman other matters to think of. +His new patroness treated him very kindly and liberally; she promised +to make interest and pay money, too, to get him a company speedily; she +bade him procure a handsome outfit, both of clothes and of arms, and +was pleased to admire him when he made his first appearance in his laced +scarlet coat, and to permit him to salute her on the occasion of this +interesting investiture. "Red," says she, tossing up her old head, "hath +always been the color worn by the Esmonds." And so her ladyship wore +it on her own cheeks very faithfully to the last. She would have him be +dressed, she said, as became his father's son, and paid cheerfully for +his five-pound beaver, his black buckled periwig, and his fine holland +shirts, and his swords, and his pistols, mounted with silver. Since the +day he was born, poor Harry had never looked such a fine gentleman: his +liberal step-mother filled his purse with guineas, too, some of which +Captain Steele and a few choice spirits helped Harry to spend in an +entertainment which Dick ordered (and, indeed, would have paid for, but +that he had no money when the reckoning was called for; nor would the +landlord give him any more credit) at the "Garter," over against the +gate of the Palace, in Pall Mall. + +The old Viscountess, indeed, if she had done Esmond any wrong formerly, +seemed inclined to repair it by the present kindness of her behavior: +she embraced him copiously at parting, wept plentifully, bade him write +by every packet, and gave him an inestimable relic, which she besought +him to wear round his neck--a medal, blessed by I know not what pope, +and worn by his late sacred Majesty King James. So Esmond arrived at his +regiment with a better equipage than most young officers could afford. +He was older than most of his seniors, and had a further advantage which +belonged but to very few of the army gentlemen in his day--many of whom +could do little more than write their names--that he had read much, both +at home and at the University, was master of two or three languages, and +had that further education which neither books nor years will give, but +which some men get from the silent teaching of adversity. She is a great +schoolmistress, as many a poor fellow knows, that hath held his hand out +to her ferule, and whimpered over his lesson before her awful chair. + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +I GO ON THE VIGO BAY EXPEDITION, TASTE SALT-WATER AND SMELL POWDER. + + +The first expedition in which Mr. Esmond had the honor to be engaged, +rather resembled one of the invasions projected by the redoubted Captain +Avory or Captain Kidd, than a war between crowned heads, carried on by +generals of rank and honor. On the 1st day of July, 1702, a great fleet, +of a hundred and fifty sail, set sail from Spithead, under the command +of Admiral Shovell, having on board 12,000 troops, with his Grace the +Duke of Ormond as the Capt.-General of the expedition. One of these +12,000 heroes having never been to sea before, or, at least, only once +in his infancy, when he made the voyage to England from that unknown +country where he was born--one of those 12,000--the junior ensign of +Colonel Quin's regiment of Fusileers--was in a quite unheroic state of +corporal prostration a few hours after sailing; and an enemy, had he +boarded the ship, would have had easy work of him. From Portsmouth +we put into Plymouth, and took in fresh reinforcements. We were off +Finisterre on the 31st of July, so Esmond's table-book informs him: and +on the 8th of August made the rock of Lisbon. By this time the Ensign +was grown as bold as an admiral, and a week afterwards had the fortune +to be under fire for the first time--and under water, too,--his boat +being swamped in the surf in Toros Bay, where the troops landed. The +ducking of his new coat was all the harm the young soldier got in this +expedition, for, indeed, the Spaniards made no stand before our troops, +and were not in strength to do so. + +But the campaign, if not very glorious, was very pleasant. New sights of +nature, by sea and land--a life of action, beginning now for the first +time--occupied and excited the young man. The many accidents, and the +routine of shipboard--the military duty--the new acquaintances, both of +his comrades in arms, and of the officers of the fleet--served to cheer +and occupy his mind, and waken it out of that selfish depression into +which his late unhappy fortunes had plunged him. He felt as if the ocean +separated him from his past care, and welcomed the new era of life which +was dawning for him. Wounds heal rapidly in a heart of two-and-twenty; +hopes revive daily; and courage rallies in spite of a man. Perhaps, +as Esmond thought of his late despondency and melancholy, and how +irremediable it had seemed to him, as he lay in his prison a few months +back, he was almost mortified in his secret mind at finding himself so +cheerful. + +To see with one's own eyes men and countries, is better than reading all +the books of travel in the world: and it was with extreme delight and +exultation that the young man found himself actually on his grand tour, +and in the view of people and cities which he had read about as a boy. +He beheld war for the first time--the pride, pomp, and circumstance of +it, at least, if not much of the danger. He saw actually, and with +his own eyes, those Spanish cavaliers and ladies whom he had beheld +in imagination in that immortal story of Cervantes, which had been +the delight of his youthful leisure. 'Tis forty years since Mr. Esmond +witnessed those scenes, but they remain as fresh in his memory as on the +day when first he saw them as a young man. A cloud, as of grief, that +had lowered over him, and had wrapped the last years of his life in +gloom, seemed to clear away from Esmond during this fortunate voyage and +campaign. His energies seemed to awaken and to expand under a cheerful +sense of freedom. Was his heart secretly glad to have escaped from that +fond but ignoble bondage at home? Was it that the inferiority to +which the idea of his base birth had compelled him, vanished with the +knowledge of that secret, which though, perforce, kept to himself, was +yet enough to cheer and console him? At any rate, young Esmond of the +army was quite a different being to the sad little dependant of the +kind Castlewood household, and the melancholy student of Trinity Walks; +discontented with his fate, and with the vocation into which that drove +him, and thinking, with a secret indignation, that the cassock and +bands, and the very sacred office with which he had once proposed to +invest himself, were, in fact, but marks of a servitude which was to +continue all his life long. For, disguise it as he might to himself, +he had all along felt that to be Castlewood's chaplain was to be +Castlewood's inferior still, and that his life was but to be a long, +hopeless servitude. So, indeed, he was far from grudging his old friend +Tom Tusher's good fortune (as Tom, no doubt, thought it). Had it been a +mitre and Lambeth which his friends offered him, and not a small living +and a country parsonage, he would have felt as much a slave in one case +as in the other, and was quite happy and thankful to be free. + +The bravest man I ever knew in the army, and who had been present in +most of King William's actions, as well as in the campaigns of the great +Duke of Marlborough, could never be got to tell us of any achievement of +his, except that once Prince Eugene ordered him up a tree to reconnoitre +the enemy, which feat he could not achieve on account of the horseman's +boots he wore; and on another day that he was very nearly taken prisoner +because of these jack-boots, which prevented him from running away. +The present narrator shall imitate this laudable reserve, and doth not +intend to dwell upon his military exploits, which were in truth not very +different from those of a thousand other gentlemen. This first campaign +of Mr. Esmond's lasted but a few days; and as a score of books have been +written concerning it, it may be dismissed very briefly here. + +When our fleet came within view of Cadiz, our commander sent a boat +with a white flag and a couple of officers to the Governor of Cadiz, Don +Scipio de Brancaccio, with a letter from his Grace, in which he hoped +that as Don Scipio had formerly served with the Austrians against the +French, 'twas to be hoped that his Excellency would now declare himself +against the French King, and for the Austrian in the war between King +Philip and King Charles. But his Excellency, Don Scipio, prepared a +reply, in which he announced that, having served his former king with +honor and fidelity, he hoped to exhibit the same loyalty and devotion +towards his present sovereign, King Philip V.; and by the time this +letter was ready, the two officers had been taken to see the town, and +the alameda, and the theatre, where bull-fights are fought, and the +convents, where the admirable works of Don Bartholomew Murillo inspired +one of them with a great wonder and delight--such as he had never felt +before--concerning this divine art of painting; and these sights over, +and a handsome refection and chocolate being served to the English +gentlemen, they were accompanied back to their shallop with every +courtesy, and were the only two officers of the English army that saw at +that time that famous city. + +The general tried the power of another proclamation on the Spaniards, in +which he announced that we only came in the interest of Spain and King +Charles, and for ourselves wanted to make no conquest nor settlement +in Spain at all. But all this eloquence was lost upon the Spaniards, it +would seem: the Captain-General of Andalusia would no more listen to us +than the Governor of Cadiz; and in reply to his Grace's proclamation, +the Marquis of Villadarias fired off another, which those who knew the +Spanish thought rather the best of the two; and of this number was Harry +Esmond, whose kind Jesuit in old days had instructed him, and now had +the honor of translating for his Grace these harmless documents of war. +There was a hard touch for his Grace, and, indeed, for other generals in +her Majesty's service, in the concluding sentence of the Don: "That he +and his council had the generous example of their ancestors to follow, +who had never yet sought their elevation in the blood or in the flight +of their kings. 'Mori pro patria' was his device, which the Duke might +communicate to the Princess who governed England." + +Whether the troops were angry at this repartee or no, 'tis certain +something put them in a fury; for, not being able to get possession of +Cadiz, our people seized upon Port Saint Mary's and sacked it, burning +down the merchants' storehouses, getting drunk with the famous wines +there, pillaging and robbing quiet houses and convents, murdering and +doing worse. And the only blood which Mr. Esmond drew in this shameful +campaign, was the knocking down an English sentinel with a half-pike, +who was offering insult to a poor trembling nun. Is she going to turn +out a beauty? or a princess? or perhaps Esmond's mother that he had lost +and never seen? Alas no, it was but a poor wheezy old dropsical woman, +with a wart upon her nose. But having been early taught a part of the +Roman religion, he never had the horror of it that some Protestants have +shown, and seem to think to be a part of ours. + +After the pillage and plunder of St. Mary's and an assault upon a fort +or two, the troops all took shipping, and finished their expedition, at +any rate, more brilliantly than it had begun. Hearing that the French +fleet with a great treasure was in Vigo Bay, our Admirals, Rooke and +Hopson, pursued the enemy thither; the troops landed and carried the +forts that protected the bay, Hopson passing the boom first on board +his ship the "Torbay," and the rest of the ships, English and Dutch, +following him. Twenty ships were burned or taken in the Port of +Redondilla, and a vast deal more plunder than was ever accounted for; +but poor men before that expedition were rich afterwards, and so often +was it found and remarked that the Vigo officers came home with pockets +full of money, that the notorious Jack Shafto, who made such a figure at +the coffeehouses and gaming-tables in London, and gave out that he had +been a soldier at Vigo, owned, when he was about to be hanged, that +Bagshot Heath had been HIS Vigo, and that he only spoke of La Redondilla +to turn away people's eyes from the real place where the booty lay. +Indeed, Hounslow or Vigo--which matters much? The latter was a bad +business, though Mr. Addison did sing its praises in Latin. That honest +gentleman's muse had an eye to the main chance; and I doubt whether she +saw much inspiration in the losing side. + +But though Esmond, for his part, got no share of this fabulous booty, +one great prize which he had out of the campaign was, that excitement of +action and change of scene, which shook off a great deal of his previous +melancholy. He learnt at any rate to bear his fate cheerfully. He +brought back a browned face, a heart resolute enough, and a little +pleasant store of knowledge and observation, from that expedition, which +was over with the autumn, when the troops were back in England again; +and Esmond giving up his post of secretary to General Lumley, whose +command was over, and parting with that officer with many kind +expressions of good will on the General's side, had leave to go to +London, to see if he could push his fortunes any way further, and found +himself once more in his dowager aunt's comfortable quarters at Chelsey, +and in greater favor than ever with the old lady. He propitiated her +with a present of a comb, a fan, and a black mantle, such as the ladies +of Cadiz wear, and which my Lady Viscountess pronounced became her style +of beauty mightily. And she was greatily edified at hearing of that +story of his rescue of the nun, and felt very little doubt but that her +King James's relic, which he had always dutifully worn in his desk, had +kept him out of danger, and averted the shot of the enemy. My lady made +feasts for him, introduced him to more company, and pushed his fortunes +with such enthusiasm and success, that she got a promise of a company +for him through the Lady Marlborough's interest, who was graciously +pleased to accept of a diamond worth a couple of hundred guineas, which +Mr. Esmond was enabled to present to her ladyship through his aunt's +bounty, and who promised that she would take charge of Esmond's fortune. +He had the honor to make his appearance at the Queen's drawing-room +occasionally, and to frequent my Lord Marlborough's levees. That +great man received the young one with very especial favor, so Esmond's +comrades said, and deigned to say that he had received the best reports +of Mr. Esmond, both for courage and ability, whereon you may be sure +the young gentleman made a profound bow, and expressed himself eager to +serve under the most distinguished captain in the world. + +Whilst his business was going on thus prosperously, Esmond had his +share of pleasure too, and made his appearance along with other young +gentlemen at the coffee-houses, the theatres, and the Mall. He longed to +hear of his dear mistress and her family: many a time, in the midst of +the gayeties and pleasures of the town, his heart fondly reverted to +them; and often as the young fellows of his society were making merry +at the tavern, and calling toasts (as the fashion of that day was) over +their wine, Esmond thought of persons--of two fair women, whom he had +been used to adore almost, and emptied his glass with a sigh. + +By this time the elder Viscountess had grown tired again of the younger, +and whenever she spoke of my lord's widow, 'twas in terms by no means +complimentary towards that poor lady: the younger woman not needing her +protection any longer, the elder abused her. Most of the family quarrels +that I have seen in life (saving always those arising from money +disputes, when a division of twopence halfpenny will often drive the +dearest relatives into war and estrangement,) spring out of jealousy +and envy. Jack and Tom, born of the same family and to the same fortune, +live very cordially together, not until Jack is ruined when Tom deserts +him, but until Tom makes a sudden rise in prosperity, which Jack can't +forgive. Ten times to one 'tis the unprosperous man that is angry, not +the other who is in fault. 'Tis Mrs. Jack, who can only afford a chair, +that sickens at Mrs. Tom's new coach-and-sick, cries out against her +sister's airs, and sets her husband against his brother. 'Tis Jack who +sees his brother shaking hands with a lord (with whom Jack would like +to exchange snuff-boxes himself), that goes home and tells his wife how +poor Tom is spoiled, he fears, and no better than a sneak, parasite, and +beggar on horse back. I remember how furious the coffee-house wits were +with Dick Steele when he set up his coach and fine house in Bloomsbury: +they began to forgive him when the bailiffs were after him, and abused +Mr. Addison for selling Dick's country-house. And yet Dick in the +sponging-house, or Dick in the Park, with his four mares and plated +harness, was exactly the same gentle, kindly, improvident, jovial Dick +Steele: and yet Mr. Addison was perfectly right in getting the money +which was his, and not giving up the amount of his just claim, to +be spent by Dick upon champagne and fiddlers, laced clothes, fine +furniture, and parasites, Jew and Christian, male and female, who clung +to him. As, according to the famous maxim of Monsieur de Rochefoucault, +"in our friends' misfortunes there's something secretly pleasant to us;" +so, on the other hand, their good fortune is disagreeable. If 'tis hard +for a man to bear his own good luck, 'tis harder still for his friends +to bear it for him and but few of them ordinarily can stand that trial: +whereas one of the "precious uses" of adversity is, that it is a great +reconciler; that it brings back averted kindness, disarms animosity, and +causes yesterday's enemy to fling his hatred aside, and hold out a hand +to the fallen friend of old days. There's pity and love, as well as +envy, in the same heart and towards the same person. The rivalry stops +when the competitor tumbles; and, as I view it, we should look at these +agreeable and disagreeable qualities of our humanity humbly alike. They +are consequent and natural, and our kindness and meanness both manly. + +So you may either read the sentence, that the elder of Esmond's two +kinswomen pardoned the younger her beauty, when that had lost somewhat +of its freshness, perhaps; and forgot most her grievances against the +other, when the subject of them was no longer prosperous and enviable; +or we may say more benevolently (but the sum comes to the same figures, +worked either way,) that Isabella repented of her unkindness towards +Rachel, when Rachel was unhappy; and, bestirring herself in behalf of +the poor widow and her children, gave them shelter and friendship. +The ladies were quite good friends as long as the weaker one needed a +protector. Before Esmond went away on his first campaign, his mistress +was still on terms of friendship (though a poor little chit, a +woman that had evidently no spirit in her, &c.) with the elder Lady +Castlewood; and Mistress Beatrix was allowed to be a beauty. + +But between the first year of Queen Anne's reign, and the second, sad +changes for the worse had taken place in the two younger ladies, +at least in the elder's description of them. Rachel, Viscountess +Castlewood, had no more face than a dumpling, and Mrs. Beatrix was grown +quite coarse, and was losing all her beauty. Little Lord Blandford--(she +never would call him Lord Blandford; his father was Lord Churchill--the +King, whom he betrayed, had made him Lord Churchill, and he was Lord +Churchill still)--might be making eyes at her; but his mother, that +vixen of a Sarah Jennings, would never hear of such a folly. Lady +Marlborough had got her to be a maid of honor at Court to the Princess, +but she would repent of it. The widow Francis (she was but Mrs. Francis +Esmond) was a scheming, artful, heartless hussy. She was spoiling her +brat of a boy, and she would end by marrying her chaplain. + +"What, Tusher!" cried Mr. Esmond, feeling a strange pang of rage and +astonishment. + +"Yes--Tusher, my maid's son; and who has got all the qualities of +his father the lackey in black, and his accomplished mamma the +waiting-woman," cries my lady. "What do you suppose that a sentimental +widow, who will live down in that dingy dungeon of a Castlewood, where +she spoils her boy, kills the poor with her drugs, has prayers twice a +day and sees nobody but the chaplain--what do you suppose she can do, +mon Cousin, but let the horrid parson, with his great square toes and +hideous little green eyes, make love to her? Cela c'est vu, mon Cousin. +When I was a girl at Castlewood, all the chaplains fell in love with +me--they've nothing else to do." + +My lady went on with more talk of this kind, though, in truth, Esmond +had no idea of what she said further, so entirely did her first words +occupy his thought. Were they true? Not all, nor half, nor a tenth part +of what the garrulous old woman said, was true. Could this be so? No +ear had Esmond for anything else, though his patroness chatted on for an +hour. + +Some young gentlemen of the town, with whom Esmond had made +acquaintance, had promised to present him to that most charming of +actresses, and lively and agreeable of women, Mrs. Bracegirdle, about +whom Harry's old adversary Mohun had drawn swords, a few years before my +poor lord and he fell out. The famous Mr. Congreve had stamped with his +high approval, to the which there was no gainsaying, this delightful +person: and she was acting in Dick Steele's comedies, and finally, and +for twenty-four hours after beholding her, Mr. Esmond felt himself, or +thought himself, to be as violently enamored of this lovely brunette, +as were a thousand other young fellows about the city. To have once seen +her was to long to behold her again; and to be offered the delightful +privilege of her acquaintance, was a pleasure the very idea of which set +the young lieutenant's heart on fire. A man cannot live with comrades +under the tents without finding out that he too is five-and-twenty. A +young fellow cannot be cast down by grief and misfortune ever so severe +but some night he begins to sleep sound, and some day when dinner-time +comes to feel hungry for a beefsteak. Time, youth and good health, new +scenes and the excitement of action and a campaign, had pretty well +brought Esmond's mourning to an end; and his comrades said that Don +Dismal, as they called him, was Don Dismal no more. So when a party was +made to dine at the "Rose," and go to the playhouse afterward, Esmond +was as pleased as another to take his share of the bottle and the play. + +How was it that the old aunt's news, or it might be scandal, about +Tom Tusher, caused such a strange and sudden excitement in Tom's old +playfellow? Hadn't he sworn a thousand times in his own mind that the +Lady of Castlewood, who had treated him with such kindness once, +and then had left him so cruelly, was, and was to remain henceforth, +indifferent to him for ever? Had his pride and his sense of justice not +long since helped him to cure the pain of that desertion--was it even a +pain to him now? Why, but last night as he walked across the fields +and meadows to Chelsey from Pall Mall, had he not composed two or three +stanzas of a song, celebrating Bracegirdle's brown eyes, and declaring +them a thousand times more beautiful than the brightest blue ones that +ever languished under the lashes of an insipid fair beauty! But Tom +Tusher! Tom Tusher, the waiting-woman's son, raising up his little eyes +to his mistress! Tom Tusher presuming to think of Castlewood's widow! +Rage and contempt filled Mr. Harry's heart at the very notion; the honor +of the family, of which he was the chief, made it his duty to prevent +so monstrous an alliance, and to chastise the upstart who could dare +to think of such an insult to their house. 'Tis true Mr. Esmond often +boasted of republican principles, and could remember many fine speeches +he had made at college and elsewhere, with WORTH and not BIRTH for a +text: but Tom Tusher to take the place of the noble Castlewood--faugh! +'twas as monstrous as King Hamlet's widow taking off her weeds for +Claudius. Esmond laughed at all widows, all wives, all women; and were +the banns about to be published, as no doubt they were, that very next +Sunday at Walcote Church, Esmond swore that he would be present to shout +No! in the face of the congregation, and to take a private revenge upon +the ears of the bridegroom. + +Instead of going to dinner then at the "Rose" that night, Mr. Esmond +bade his servant pack a portmanteau and get horses, and was at Farnham, +half-way on the road to Walcote, thirty miles off, before his comrades +had got to their supper after the play. He bade his man give no hint to +my Lady Dowager's household of the expedition on which he was going; +and as Chelsey was distant from London, the roads bad, and infested +by footpads, and Esmond often in the habit, when engaged in a party of +pleasure, of lying at a friend's lodging in town, there was no need that +his old aunt should be disturbed at his absence--indeed, nothing more +delighted the old lady than to fancy that mon cousin, the incorrigible +young sinner, was abroad boxing the watch, or scouring St. Giles's. When +she was not at her books of devotion, she thought Etheridge and Sedley +very good reading. She had a hundred pretty stories about Rochester, +Harry Jermyn, and Hamilton; and if Esmond would but have run away with +the wife even of a citizen, 'tis my belief she would have pawned her +diamonds (the best of them went to our Lady of Chaillot) to pay his +damages. + +My lord's little house of Walcote--which he inhabited before he took +his title and occupied the house of Castlewood--lies about a mile from +Winchester, and his widow had returned to Walcote after my lord's death +as a place always dear to her, and where her earliest and happiest days +had been spent, cheerfuller than Castlewood, which was too large for her +straitened means, and giving her, too, the protection of the ex-dean, +her father. The young Viscount had a year's schooling at the famous +college there, with Mr. Tusher as his governor. So much news of them Mr. +Esmond had had during the past year from the old Viscountess, his own +father's widow; from the young one there had never been a word. + +Twice or thrice in his benefactor's lifetime, Esmond had been to +Walcote; and now, taking but a couple of hours' rest only at the inn on +the road, he was up again long before daybreak, and made such good speed +that he was at Walcote by two o'clock of the day. He rid to the end of +the village, where he alighted and sent a man thence to Mr. Tusher, with +a message that a gentleman from London would speak with him on urgent +business. The messenger came back to say the Doctor was in town, most +likely at prayers in the Cathedral. My Lady Viscountess was there, too; +she always went to Cathedral prayers every day. + +The horses belonged to the post-house at Winchester. Esmond mounted +again and rode on to the "George;" whence he walked, leaving his +grumbling domestic at last happy with a dinner, straight to the +Cathedral. The organ was playing: the winter's day was already growing +gray: as he passed under the street-arch into the Cathedral yard, and +made his way into the ancient solemn edifice. + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +THE 29TH DECEMBER. + + +There was scarce a score of persons in the Cathedral beside the Dean and +some of his clergy, and the choristers, young and old, that performed +the beautiful evening prayer. But Mr. Tusher was one of the officiants, +and read from the eagle in an authoritative voice, and a great black +periwig; and in the stalls, still in her black widow's hood, sat +Esmond's dear mistress, her son by her side, very much grown, and indeed +a noble-looking youth, with his mother's eyes, and his father's curling +brown hair, that fell over his point de Venise--a pretty picture such +as Van Dyck might have painted. Mons. Rigaud's portrait of my Lord +Viscount, done at Paris afterwards, gives but a French version of his +manly, frank, English face. When he looked up there were two sapphire +beams out of his eyes such as no painter's palette has the color to +match, I think. On this day there was not much chance of seeing that +particular beauty of my young lord's countenance; for the truth is, he +kept his eyes shut for the most part, and, the anthem being rather long, +was asleep. + +But the music ceasing, my lord woke up, looking about him, and his eyes +lighting on Mr. Esmond, who was sitting opposite him, gazing with no +small tenderness and melancholy upon two persons who had so much of his +heart for so many years, Lord Castlewood, with a start, pulled at his +mother's sleeve (her face had scarce been lifted from her book), and +said, "Look, mother!" so loud, that Esmond could hear on the other side +of the church, and the old Dean on his throned stall. Lady Castlewood +looked for an instant as her son bade her, and held up a warning finger +to Frank; Esmond felt his whole face flush, and his heart throbbing, +as that dear lady beheld him once more. The rest of the prayers were +speedily over; Mr. Esmond did not hear them; nor did his mistress, very +likely, whose hood went more closely over her face, and who never lifted +her head again until the service was over, the blessing given, and Mr. +Dean, and his procession of ecclesiastics, out of the inner chapel. + +Young Castlewood came clambering over the stalls before the clergy were +fairly gone, and running up to Esmond, eagerly embraced him. "My dear, +dearest old Harry!" he said, "are you come back? Have you been to the +wars? You'll take me with you when you go again? Why didn't you write to +us? Come to mother." + +Mr. Esmond could hardly say more than a "God bless you, my boy," for +his heart was very full and grateful at all this tenderness on the lad's +part; and he was as much moved at seeing Frank as he was fearful about +that other interview which was now to take place: for he knew not if the +widow would reject him as she had done so cruelly a year ago. + +"It was kind of you to come back to us, Henry," Lady Esmond said. "I +thought you might come." + +"We read of the fleet coming to Portsmouth. Why did you not come from +Portsmouth?" Frank asked, or my Lord Viscount, as he now must be called. + +Esmond had thought of that too. He would have given one of his eyes so +that he might see his dear friends again once more; but believing +that his mistress had forbidden him her house, he had obeyed her, and +remained at a distance. + +"You had but to ask, and you know I would be here," he said. + +She gave him her hand, her little fair hand; there was only her marriage +ring on it. The quarrel was all over. The year of grief and estrangement +was passed. They never had been separated. His mistress had never been +out of his mind all that time. No, not once. No, not in the prison; nor +in the camp; nor on shore before the enemy; nor at sea under the stars +of solemn midnight; nor as he watched the glorious rising of the dawn: +not even at the table, where he sat carousing with friends, or at the +theatre yonder, where he tried to fancy that other eyes were brighter +than hers. Brighter eyes there might be, and faces more beautiful, but +none so dear--no voice so sweet as that of his beloved mistress, who +had been sister, mother, goddess to him during his youth--goddess now no +more, for he knew of her weaknesses; and by thought, by suffering, +and that experience it brings, was older now than she; but more fondly +cherished as woman perhaps than ever she had been adored as divinity. +What is it? Where lies it? the secret which makes one little hand the +dearest of all? Whoever can unriddle that mystery? Here she was, her son +by his side, his dear boy. Here she was, weeping and happy. She took +his hand in both hers; he felt her tears. It was a rapture of +reconciliation. + +"Here comes Squaretoes," says Frank. "Here's Tusher." + +Tusher, indeed, now appeared, creaking on his great heels. Mr. Tom had +divested himself of his alb or surplice, and came forward habited in his +cassock and great black periwig. How had Esmond ever been for a moment +jealous of this fellow? + +"Give us thy hand, Tom Tusher," he said. The chaplain made him a very +low and stately bow. "I am charmed to see Captain Esmond," says he. "My +lord and I have read the Reddas incolumem precor, and applied it, I am +sure, to you. You come back with Gaditanian laurels; when I heard you +were bound thither, I wished, I am sure, I was another Septimius. My +Lord Viscount, your lordship remembers Septimi, Gades aditure mecum?" + +"There's an angle of earth that I love better than Gades, Tusher," says +Mr. Esmond. "'Tis that one where your reverence hath a parsonage, and +where our youth was brought up." + +"A house that has so many sacred recollections to me," says Mr. Tusher +(and Harry remembered how Tom's father used to flog him there)--"a house +near to that of my respected patron, my most honored patroness, must +ever be a dear abode to me. But, madam, the verger waits to close the +gates on your ladyship." + +"And Harry's coming home to supper. Huzzay! huzzay!" cries my lord. +"Mother, I shall run home and bid Beatrix put her ribbons on. Beatrix is +a maid of honor, Harry. Such a fine set-up minx!" + +"Your heart was never in the Church, Harry," the widow said, in her +sweet low tone, as they walked away together. (Now, it seemed they never +had been parted, and again, as if they had been ages asunder.) "I always +thought you had no vocation that way; and that 'twas a pity to shut you +out from the world. You would but have pined and chafed at Castlewood: +and 'tis better you should make a name for yourself. I often said so to +my dear lord. How he loved you! 'Twas my lord that made you stay with +us." + +"I asked no better than to stay near you always," said Mr. Esmond. + +"But to go was best, Harry. When the world cannot give peace, you will +know where to find it; but one of your strong imagination and eager +desires must try the world first before he tires of it. 'Twas not to be +thought of, or if it once was, it was only by my selfishness, that you +should remain as chaplain to a country gentleman and tutor to a little +boy. You are of the blood of the Esmonds, kinsman; and that was always +wild in youth. Look at Francis. He is but fifteen, and I scarce can keep +him in my nest. His talk is all of war and pleasure, and he longs to +serve in the next campaign. Perhaps he and the young Lord Churchill +shall go the next. Lord Marlborough has been good to us. You know how +kind they were in my misfortune. And so was your--your father's widow. +No one knows how good the world is, till grief comes to try us. 'Tis +through my Lady Marlborough's goodness that Beatrix hath her place at +Court; and Frank is under my Lord Chamberlain. And the dowager lady, +your father's widow, has promised to provide for you--has she not?" + +Esmond said, "Yes. As far as present favor went, Lady Castlewood was +very good to him. And should her mind change," he added gayly, "as +ladies' minds will, I am strong enough to bear my own burden, and make +my way somehow. Not by the sword very likely. Thousands have a better +genius for that than I, but there are many ways in which a young man of +good parts and education can get on in the world; and I am pretty sure, +one way or other, of promotion!" Indeed, he had found patrons already in +the army, and amongst persons very able to serve him, too; and told his +mistress of the flattering aspect of fortune. They walked as though +they had never been parted, slowly, with the gray twilight closing round +them. + +"And now we are drawing near to home," she continued, "I knew you would +come, Harry, if--if it was but to forgive me for having spoken unjustly +to you after that horrid--horrid misfortune. I was half frantic with +grief then when I saw you. And I know now--they have told me. That +wretch, whose name I can never mention, even has said it: how you tried +to avert the quarrel, and would have taken it on yourself, my poor +child: but it was God's will that I should be punished, and that my dear +lord should fall." + +"He gave me his blessing on his death-bed," Esmond said. "Thank God for +that legacy!" + +"Amen, amen! dear Henry," said the lady, pressing his arm. "I knew it. +Mr. Atterbury, of St. Bride's, who was called to him, told me so. And I +thanked God, too, and in my prayers ever since remembered it." + +"You had spared me many a bitter night, had you told me sooner," Mr. +Esmond said. + +"I know it, I know it," she answered, in a tone of such sweet humility, +as made Esmond repent that he should ever have dared to reproach her. "I +know how wicked my heart has been; and I have suffered too, my dear. I +confessed to Mr. Atterbury--I must not tell any more. He--I said I +would not write to you or go to you--and it was better even that having +parted, we should part. But I knew you would come back--I own that. That +is no one's fault. And to-day, Henry, in the anthem, when they sang +it, 'When the Lord turned the captivity of Zion, we were like them that +dream,' I thought, yes, like them that dream--them that dream. And then +it went, 'They that sow in tears shall reap in joy; and he that goeth +forth and weepeth, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing +his sheaves with him;' I looked up from the book, and saw you. I was not +surprised when I saw you. I knew you would come, my dear, and saw the +gold sunshine round your head." + +She smiled an almost wild smile as she looked up at him. The moon was up +by this time, glittering keen in the frosty sky. He could see, for the +first time now clearly, her sweet careworn face. + +"Do you know what day it is?" she continued. "It is the 29th of +December--it is your birthday! But last year we did not drink it--no, +no. My lord was cold, and my Harry was likely to die: and my brain +was in a fever; and we had no wine. But now--now you are come again, +bringing your sheaves with you, my dear." She burst into a wild flood of +weeping as she spoke; she laughed and sobbed on the young man's heart, +crying out wildly, "bringing your sheaves with you--your sheaves with +you!" + +As he had sometimes felt, gazing up from the deck at midnight into the +boundless starlit depths overhead, in a rapture of devout wonder at that +endless brightness and beauty--in some such a way now, the depth of this +pure devotion (which was, for the first time, revealed to him) quite +smote upon him, and filled his heart with thanksgiving. Gracious God, +who was he, weak and friendless creature, that such a love should be +poured out upon him? Not in vain--not in vain has he lived--hard and +thankless should he be to think so--that has such a treasure given him. +What is ambition compared to that, but selfish vanity? To be rich, to be +famous? What do these profit a year hence, when other names sound louder +than yours, when you lie hidden away under the ground, along with +idle titles engraven on your coffin? But only true love lives after +you--follows your memory with secret blessing--or precedes you, and +intercedes for you. Non omnis moriar--if dying, I yet live in a tender +heart or two; nor am lost and hopeless living, if a sainted departed +soul still loves and prays for me. + +"If--if 'tis so, dear lady," Mr. Esmond said, "why should I ever leave +you? If God hath given me this great boon--and near or far from me, as I +know now, the heart of my dearest mistress follows me, let me have that +blessing near me, nor ever part with it till death separate us. Come +away--leave this Europe, this place which has so many sad recollections +for you. Begin a new life in a new world. My good lord often talked +of visiting that land in Virginia which King Charles gave us--gave his +ancestor. Frank will give us that. No man there will ask if there is a +blot on my name, or inquire in the woods what my title is." + +"And my children--and my duty--and my good father, Henry?" she broke +out. "He has none but me now! for soon my sister will leave him, and the +old man will be alone. He has conformed since the new Queen's reign; and +here in Winchester, where they love him, they have found a church for +him. When the children leave me, I will stay with him. I cannot follow +them into the great world, where their way lies--it scares me. They will +come and visit me; and you will, sometimes, Henry--yes, sometimes, as +now, in the Holy Advent season, when I have seen and blessed you once +more." + +"I would leave all to follow you," said Mr. Esmond; "and can you not be +as generous for me, dear lady?" + +"Hush, boy!" she said, and it was with a mother's sweet plaintive tone +and look that she spoke. "The world is beginning for you. For me, I have +been so weak and sinful that I must leave it, and pray out an expiation, +dear Henry. Had we houses of religion as there were once, and many +divines of our Church would have them again, I often think I would +retire to one and pass my life in penance. But I would love you +still--yes, there is no sin in such a love as mine now; and my dear lord +in heaven may see my heart; and knows the tears that have washed my sin +away--and now--now my duty is here, by my children whilst they need me, +and by my poor old father, and--" + +"And not by me?" Henry said. + +"Hush!" she said again, and raised her hand up to his lip. "I have been +your nurse. You could not see me, Harry, when you were in the small-pox, +and I came and sat by you. Ah! I prayed that I might die, but it would +have been in sin, Henry. Oh, it is horrid to look back to that time. +It is over now and past, and it has been forgiven me. When you need me +again, I will come ever so far. When your heart is wounded, then come +to me, my dear. Be silent! let me say all. You never loved me, dear +Henry--no, you do not now, and I thank heaven for it. I used to watch +you, and knew by a thousand signs that it was so. Do you remember how +glad you were to go away to college? 'Twas I sent you. I told my papa +that, and Mr. Atterbury too, when I spoke to him in London. And they +both gave me absolution--both--and they are godly men, having authority +to bind and to loose. And they forgave me, as my dear lord forgave me +before he went to heaven." + +"I think the angels are not all in heaven," Mr. Esmond said. And as +a brother folds a sister to his heart; and as a mother cleaves to her +son's breast--so for a few moments Esmond's beloved mistress came to him +and blessed him. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I AM MADE WELCOME AT WALCOTE. + + +As they came up to the house at Walcote, the windows from within were +lighted up with friendly welcome; the supper-table was spread in the +oak-parlor; it seemed as if forgiveness and love were awaiting the +returning prodigal. Two or three familiar faces of domestics were on the +look-out at the porch--the old housekeeper was there, and young Lockwood +from Castlewood in my lord's livery of tawny and blue. His dear mistress +pressed his arm as they passed into the hall. Her eyes beamed out on him +with affection indescribable. "Welcome," was all she said, as she looked +up, putting back her fair curls and black hood. A sweet rosy smile +blushed on her face; Harry thought he had never seen her look so +charming. Her face was lighted with a joy that was brighter than +beauty--she took a hand of her son who was in the hall waiting his +mother--she did not quit Esmond's arm. + +"Welcome, Harry!" my young lord echoed after her. "Here, we are all come +to say so. Here's old Pincot, hasn't she grown handsome?" and Pincot, +who was older, and no handsomer than usual, made a curtsy to the +Captain, as she called Esmond, and told my lord to "Have done, now." + +"And here's Jack Lockwood. He'll make a famous grenadier, Jack; and so +shall I; we'll both 'list under you, Cousin. As soon as I'm seventeen, +I go to the army--every gentleman goes to the army. Look! who comes +here--ho, ho!" he burst into a laugh. "'Tis Mistress Trix, with a new +ribbon; I knew she would put one on as soon as she heard a captain was +coming to supper." + +This laughing colloquy took place in the hall of Walcote House: in the +midst of which is a staircase that leads from an open gallery, where are +the doors of the sleeping chambers: and from one of these, a wax candle +in her hand, and illuminating her, came Mistress Beatrix--the light +falling indeed upon the scarlet ribbon which she wore, and upon the most +brilliant white neck in the world. + +Esmond had left a child and found a woman, grown beyond the common +height; and arrived at such a dazzling completeness of beauty, that +his eyes might well show surprise and delight at beholding her. In hers +there was a brightness so lustrous and melting, that I have seen a whole +assembly follow her as if by an attraction irresistible: and that night +the great Duke was at the playhouse after Ramillies, every soul turned +and looked (she chanced to enter at the opposite side of the theatre at +the same moment) at her, and not at him. She was a brown beauty: that +is, her eyes, hair, and eyebrows and eyelashes were dark: her hair +curling with rich undulations, and waving over her shoulders; but her +complexion was as dazzling white as snow in sunshine; except her cheeks, +which were a bright red, and her lips, which were of a still deeper +crimson. Her mouth and chin, they said, were too large and full, and so +they might be for a goddess in marble, but not for a woman whose eyes +were fire, whose look was love, whose voice was the sweetest low song, +whose shape was perfect symmetry, health, decision, activity, whose +foot as it planted itself on the ground was firm but flexible, and whose +motion, whether rapid or slow, was always perfect grace--agile as +a nymph, lofty as a queen,--now melting, now imperious, now +sarcastic--there was no single movement of hers but was beautiful. As he +thinks of her, he who writes feels young again, and remembers a paragon. + +So she came holding her dress with one fair rounded arm, and her taper +before her, tripping down the stair to greet Esmond. + +"She hath put on her scarlet stockings and white shoes," says my lord, +still laughing. "Oh, my fine mistress! is this the way you set your cap +at the Captain?" She approached, shining smiles upon Esmond, who could +look at nothing but her eyes. She advanced holding forward her head, as +if she would have him kiss her as he used to do when she was a child. + +"Stop," she said, "I am grown too big! Welcome, cousin Harry," and she +made him an arch curtsy, sweeping down to the ground almost, with the +most gracious bend, looking up the while with the brightest eyes and +sweetest smile. Love seemed to radiate from her. Harry eyed her with +such a rapture as the first lover is described as having by Milton. + +"N'est-ce pas?" says my lady, in a low, sweet voice, still hanging on +his arm. + +Esmond turned round with a start and a blush, as he met his mistress's +clear eyes. He had forgotten her, rapt in admiration of the filia +pulcrior. + +"Right foot forward, toe turned out, so: now drop the curtsy, and show +the red stockings, Trix. They've silver clocks, Harry. The Dowager sent +'em. She went to put 'em on," cries my lord. + +"Hush, you stupid child!" says Miss, smothering her brother with kisses; +and then she must come and kiss her mamma, looking all the while at +Harry, over his mistress's shoulder. And if she did not kiss him, she +gave him both her hands, and then took one of his in both hands, and +said, "Oh, Harry, we're so, SO glad you're come!" + +"There are woodcocks for supper," says my lord. "Huzzay! It was such a +hungry sermon." + +"And it is the 29th of December; and our Harry has come home." + +"Huzzay, old Pincot!" again says my lord; and my dear lady's lips looked +as if they were trembling with a prayer. She would have Harry lead in +Beatrix to the supper-room, going herself with my young Lord Viscount; +and to this party came Tom Tusher directly, whom four at least out of +the company of five wished away. Away he went, however, as soon as the +sweetmeats were put down, and then, by the great crackling fire, his +mistress or Beatrix, with her blushing graces, filling his glass +for him, Harry told the story of his campaign, and passed the most +delightful night his life had ever known. The sun was up long ere he +was, so deep, sweet, and refreshing was his slumber. He woke as if +angels had been watching at his bed all night. I dare say one that was +as pure and loving as an angel had blessed his sleep with her prayers. + +Next morning the chaplain read prayers to the little household at +Walcote, as the custom was; Esmond thought Mistress Beatrix did not +listen to Tusher's exhortation much: her eyes were wandering everywhere +during the service, at least whenever he looked up he met them. Perhaps +he also was not very attentive to his Reverence the Chaplain. "This +might have been my life," he was thinking; "this might have been my duty +from now till old age. Well, were it not a pleasant one to be with these +dear friends and part from 'em no more? Until--until the destined lover +comes and takes away pretty Beatrix"--and the best part of Tom Tusher's +exposition, which may have been very learned and eloquent, was quite +lost to poor Harry by this vision of the destined lover, who put the +preacher out. + +All the while of the prayers, Beatrix knelt a little way before Harry +Esmond. The red stockings were changed for a pair of gray, and black +shoes, in which her feet looked to the full as pretty. All the roses +of spring could not vie with the brightness of her complexion; Esmond +thought he had never seen anything like the sunny lustre of her eyes. My +Lady Viscountess looked fatigued, as if with watching, and her face was +pale. + +Miss Beatrix remarked these signs of indisposition in her mother and +deplored them. "I am an old woman," says my lady, with a kind smile; "I +cannot hope to look as young as you do, my dear." + +"She'll never look as good as you do if she lives till she's a hundred," +says my lord, taking his mother by the waist, and kissing her hand. + +"Do I look very wicked, cousin?" says Beatrix, turning full round on +Esmond, with her pretty face so close under his chin, that the soft +perfumed hair touched it. She laid her finger-tips on his sleeve as she +spoke; and he put his other hand over hers. + +"I'm like your looking-glass," says he, "and that can't flatter you." + +"He means that you are always looking at him, my dear," says her mother, +archly. Beatrix ran away from Esmond at this, and flew to her mamma, +whom she kissed, stopping my lady's mouth with her pretty hand. + +"And Harry is very good to look at," says my lady, with her fond eyes +regarding the young man. + +"If 'tis good to see a happy face," says he, "you see that." My lady +said, "Amen," with a sigh; and Harry thought the memory of her dear lord +rose up and rebuked her back again into sadness; for her face lost the +smile, and resumed its look of melancholy. + +"Why, Harry, how fine we look in our scarlet and silver, and our black +periwig," cries my lord. "Mother, I am tired of my own hair. When shall +I have a peruke? Where did you get your steenkirk, Harry?" + +"It's some of my Lady Dowager's lace," says Harry; "she gave me this and +a number of other fine things." + +"My Lady Dowager isn't such a bad woman," my lord continued. + +"She's not so--so red as she's painted," says Miss Beatrix. + +Her brother broke into a laugh. "I'll tell her you said so; by the Lord, +Trix, I will," he cries out. + +"She'll know that you hadn't the wit to say it, my lord," says Miss +Beatrix. + +"We won't quarrel the first day Harry's here, will we, mother?" said the +young lord. "We'll see if we can get on to the new year without a fight. +Have some of this Christmas pie. And here comes the tankard; no, it's +Pincot with the tea." + +"Will the Captain choose a dish?" asked Mistress Beatrix. + +"I say, Harry," my lord goes on, "I'll show thee my horses after +breakfast; and we'll go a bird-netting to-night, and on Monday there's a +cock-match at Winchester--do you love cock-fighting, Harry?--between +the gentlemen of Sussex and the gentlemen of Hampshire, at ten pound the +battle, and fifty pound the odd battle to show one-and-twenty cocks." + +"And what will you do, Beatrix, to amuse our kinsman?" asks my lady. + +"I'll listen to him," says Beatrix. "I am sure he has a hundred things +to tell us. And I'm jealous already of the Spanish ladies. Was that +a beautiful nun at Cadiz that you rescued from the soldiers? Your man +talked of it last night in the kitchen, and Mrs. Betty told me this +morning as she combed my hair. And he says you must be in love, for you +sat on deck all night, and scribbled verses all day in your tablebook." +Harry thought if he had wanted a subject for verses yesterday, to-day he +had found one: and not all the Lindamiras and Ardelias of the poets were +half so beautiful as this young creature; but he did not say so, though +some one did for him. + +This was his dear lady, who, after the meal was over, and the young +people were gone, began talking of her children with Mr. Esmond, and of +the characters of one and the other, and of her hopes and fears for +both of them. "'Tis not while they are at home," she said, "and in their +mother's nest, I fear for them--'tis when they are gone into the world, +whither I shall not be able to follow them. Beatrix will begin her +service next year. You may have heard a rumor about--about my Lord +Blandford. They were both children; and it is but idle talk. I know my +kinswoman would never let him make such a poor marriage as our Beatrix +would be. There's scarce a princess in Europe that she thinks is good +enough for him or for her ambition." + +"There's not a princess in Europe to compare with her," says Esmond. + +"In beauty? No, perhaps not," answered my lady. "She is most beautiful, +isn't she? 'Tis not a mother's partiality that deceives me. I marked +you yesterday when she came down the stair: and read it in your face. +We look when you don't fancy us looking, and see better than you think, +dear Harry: and just now when they spoke about your poems--you writ +pretty lines when you were but a boy--you thought Beatrix was a pretty +subject for verse, did not you, Harry?" (The gentleman could only blush +for a reply.) "And so she is--nor are you the first her pretty face has +captivated. 'Tis quickly done. Such a pair of bright eyes as hers learn +their power very soon, and use it very early." And, looking at him +keenly with hers, the fair widow left him. + +And so it is--a pair of bright eyes with a dozen glances suffice to +subdue a man; to enslave him, and inflame him; to make him even forget; +they dazzle him so that the past becomes straightway dim to him; and he +so prizes them that he would give all his life to possess 'em. What is +the fond love of dearest friends compared to this treasure? Is memory as +strong as expectancy? fruition, as hunger? gratitude, as desire? I have +looked at royal diamonds in the jewel-rooms in Europe, and thought how +wars have been made about 'em; Mogul sovereigns deposed and strangled +for them, or ransomed with them; millions expended to buy them; and +daring lives lost in digging out the little shining toys that I value +no more than the button in my hat. And so there are other glittering +baubles (of rare water too) for which men have been set to kill and +quarrel ever since mankind began; and which last but for a score of +years, when their sparkle is over. Where are those jewels now that +beamed under Cleopatra's forehead, or shone in the sockets of Helen? + +The second day after Esmond's coming to Walcote, Tom Tusher had leave +to take a holiday, and went off in his very best gown and bands to court +the young woman whom his Reverence desired to marry, and who was not +a viscount's widow, as it turned out, but a brewer's relict at +Southampton, with a couple of thousand pounds to her fortune: for honest +Tom's heart was under such excellent control, that Venus herself without +a portion would never have caused it to flutter. So he rode away on his +heavy-paced gelding to pursue his jog-trot loves, leaving Esmond to the +society of his dear mistress and her daughter, and with his young lord +for a companion, who was charmed, not only to see an old friend, but to +have the tutor and his Latin books put out of the way. + +The boy talked of things and people, and not a little about himself, in +his frank artless way. 'Twas easy to see that he and his sister had the +better of their fond mother, for the first place in whose affections, +though they fought constantly, and though the kind lady persisted that +she loved both equally, 'twas not difficult to understand that Frank was +his mother's darling and favorite. He ruled the whole household (always +excepting rebellious Beatrix) not less now than when he was a child +marshalling the village boys in playing at soldiers, and caning them +lustily too, like the sturdiest corporal. As for Tom Tusher, his +Reverence treated the young lord with that politeness and deference +which he always showed for a great man, whatever his age or his stature +was. Indeed, with respect to this young one, it was impossible not to +love him, so frank and winning were his manners, his beauty, his gayety, +the ring of his laughter, and the delightful tone of his voice. Wherever +he went, he charmed and domineered. I think his old grandfather the +Dean, and the grim old housekeeper, Mrs. Pincot, were as much his +slaves as his mother was: and as for Esmond, he found himself presently +submitting to a certain fascination the boy had, and slaving it like the +rest of the family. The pleasure which he had in Frank's mere company +and converse exceeded that which he ever enjoyed in the society of any +other man, however delightful in talk, or famous for wit. His presence +brought sunshine into a room, his laugh, his prattle, his noble beauty +and brightness of look cheered and charmed indescribably. At the least +tale of sorrow, his hands were in his purse, and he was eager with +sympathy and bounty. The way in which women loved and petted him, when, +a year or two afterwards, he came upon the world, yet a mere boy, and +the follies which they did for him (as indeed he for them), recalled +the career of Rochester, and outdid the successes of Grammont. His very +creditors loved him; and the hardest usurers, and some of the rigid +prudes of the other sex too, could deny him nothing. He was no more +witty than another man, but what he said, he said and looked as no +man else could say or look it. I have seen the women at the comedy at +Bruxelles crowd round him in the lobby: and as he sat on the stage more +people looked at him than at the actors, and watched him; and I remember +at Ramillies, when he was hit and fell, a great big red-haired Scotch +sergeant flung his halbert down, burst out a-crying like a woman, +seizing him up as if he had been an infant, and carrying him out of the +fire. This brother and sister were the most beautiful couple ever seen; +though after he winged away from the maternal nest this pair were seldom +together. + +Sitting at dinner two days after Esmond's arrival (it was the last day +of the year), and so happy a one to Harry Esmond, that to enjoy it was +quite worth all the previous pain which he had endured and forgot, my +young lord, filling a bumper, and bidding Harry take another, drank to +his sister, saluting her under the title of "Marchioness." + +"Marchioness!" says Harry, not without a pang of wonder, for he was +curious and jealous already. + +"Nonsense, my lord," says Beatrix, with a toss of her head. My Lady +Viscountess looked up for a moment at Esmond, and cast her eyes down. + +"The Marchioness of Blandford," says Frank. "Don't you know--hath not +Rouge Dragon told you?" (My lord used to call the Dowager of Chelsey by +this and other names.) "Blandford has a lock of her hair: the Duchess +found him on his knees to Mistress Trix, and boxed his ears, and said +Dr. Hare should whip him." + +"I wish Mr. Tusher would whip you too," says Beatrix. + +My lady only said: "I hope you will tell none of these silly stories +elsewhere than at home, Francis." + +"'Tis true, on my word," continues Frank: "look at Harry scowling, +mother, and see how Beatrix blushes as red as the silver-clocked +stockings." + +"I think we had best leave the gentlemen to their wine and their talk," +says Mistress Beatrix, rising up with the air of a young queen, tossing +her rustling flowing draperies about her, and quitting the room, +followed by her mother. + +Lady Castlewood again looked at Esmond, as she stooped down and kissed +Frank. "Do not tell those silly stories, child," she said: "do not drink +much wine, sir; Harry never loved to drink wine." And she went away, +too, in her black robes, looking back on the young man with her fair, +fond face. + +"Egad! it's true," says Frank, sipping his wine with the air of a lord. +"What think you of this Lisbon--real Collares? 'Tis better than your +heady port: we got it out of one of the Spanish ships that came from +Vigo last year: my mother bought it at Southampton, as the ship was +lying there--the 'Rose,' Captain Hawkins." + +"Why, I came home in that ship," says Harry. + +"And it brought home a good fellow and good wine," says my lord. "I say, +Harry, I wish thou hadst not that cursed bar sinister." + +"And why not the bar sinister?" asks the other. + +"Suppose I go to the army and am killed--every gentleman goes to the +army--who is to take care of the women? Trix will never stop at home; +mother's in love with you,--yes, I think mother's in love with you. She +was always praising you, and always talking about you; and when she +went to Southampton, to see the ship, I found her out. But you see it is +impossible: we are of the oldest blood in England; we came in with the +Conqueror; we were only baronets,--but what then? we were forced into +that. James the First forced our great grandfather. We are above titles; +we old English gentry don't want 'em; the Queen can make a duke any day. +Look at Blandford's father, Duke Churchill, and Duchess Jennings, what +were they, Harry? Damn it, sir, what are they, to turn up their noses at +us? Where were they when our ancestor rode with King Henry at Agincourt, +and filled up the French King's cup after Poictiers? 'Fore George, sir, +why shouldn't Blandford marry Beatrix? By G--! he SHALL marry Beatrix, +or tell me the reason why. We'll marry with the best blood of England, +and none but the best blood of England. You are an Esmond, and you can't +help your birth, my boy. Let's have another bottle. What! no more? I've +drunk three parts of this myself. I had many a night with my father; you +stood to him like a man, Harry. You backed your blood; you can't help +your misfortune, you know,--no man can help that." + +The elder said he would go in to his mistress's tea-table. The young +lad, with a heightened color and voice, began singing a snatch of a +song, and marched out of the room. Esmond heard him presently calling +his dogs about him, and cheering and talking to them; and by a hundred +of his looks and gestures, tricks of voice and gait, was reminded of the +dead lord, Frank's father. + +And so, the sylvester night passed away; the family parted long before +midnight, Lady Castlewood remembering, no doubt, former New Years' Eves, +when healths were drunk, and laughter went round in the company of him, +to whom years, past, and present, and future, were to be as one; and so +cared not to sit with her children and hear the Cathedral bells ringing +the birth of the year 1703. Esmond heard the chimes as he sat in his own +chamber, ruminating by the blazing fire there, and listened to the last +notes of them, looking out from his window towards the city, and the +great gray towers of the Cathedral lying under the frosty sky, with the +keen stars shining above. + +The sight of these brilliant orbs no doubt made him think of other +luminaries. "And so her eyes have already done execution," thought +Esmond--"on whom?--who can tell me?" Luckily his kinsman was by, +and Esmond knew he would have no difficulty in finding out Mistress +Beatrix's history from the simple talk of the boy. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +FAMILY TALK. + + +What Harry admired and submitted to in the pretty lad his kinsman was +(for why should he resist it?) the calmness of patronage which my young +lord assumed, as if to command was his undoubted right, and all the +world (below his degree) ought to bow down to Viscount Castlewood. + +"I know my place, Harry," he said. "I'm not proud--the boys at +Winchester College say I'm proud: but I'm not proud. I am simply Francis +James Viscount Castlewood in the peerage of Ireland. I might have been +(do you know that?) Francis James Marquis and Earl of Esmond in that of +England. The late lord refused the title which was offered to him by +my godfather, his late Majesty. You should know that--you are of our +family, you know you cannot help your bar sinister, Harry, my dear +fellow; and you belong to one of the best families in England, in spite +of that; and you stood by my father, and by G--! I'll stand by you. +You shall never want a friend, Harry, while Francis James Viscount +Castlewood has a shilling. It's now 1703--I shall come of age in 1709. +I shall go back to Castlewood; I shall live at Castlewood; I shall build +up the house. My property will be pretty well restored by then. The late +viscount mismanaged my property, and left it in a very bad state. +My mother is living close, as you see, and keeps me in a way hardly +befitting a peer of these realms; for I have but a pair of horses, a +governor, and a man that is valet and groom. But when I am of age, these +things will be set right, Harry. Our house will be as it should be. You +will always come to Castlewood, won't you? You shall always have your +two rooms in the court kept for you; and if anybody slights you, d--- +them! let them have a care of ME. I shall marry early--Trix will be a +duchess by that time, most likely; for a cannon ball may knock over his +grace any day, you know." + +"How?" says Harry. + +"Hush, my dear!" says my Lord Viscount. "You are of the family--you are +faithful to us, by George, and I tell you everything. Blandford will +marry her--or"--and here he put his little hand on his sword--"you +understand the rest. Blandford knows which of us two is the best weapon. +At small-sword, or back-sword, or sword and dagger if he likes; I can +beat him. I have tried him, Harry; and begad he knows I am a man not to +be trifled with." + +"But you do not mean," says Harry, concealing his laughter, but not his +wonder, "that you can force my Lord Blandford, the son of the first man +of this kingdom, to marry your sister at sword's point?" + +"I mean to say that we are cousins by the mother's side, though that's +nothing to boast of. I mean to say that an Esmond is as good as a +Churchill; and when the King comes back, the Marquis of Esmond's sister +may be a match for any nobleman's daughter in the kingdom. There are +but two marquises in all England, William Herbert Marquis of Powis, and +Francis James Marquis of Esmond; and hark you, Harry,--now swear you +will never mention this. Give me your honor as a gentleman, for you ARE +a gentleman, though you are a--" + +"Well, well?" says Harry, a little impatient. + +"Well, then, when after my late viscount's misfortune, my mother went +up with us to London, to ask for justice against you all (as for Mohun, +I'll have his blood, as sure as my name is Francis Viscount Esmond)--we +went to stay with our cousin my Lady Marlborough, with whom we had +quarrelled for ever so long. But when misfortune came, she stood by her +blood:--so did the Dowager Viscountess stand by her blood,--so did +you. Well, sir, whilst my mother was petitioning the late Prince of +Orange--for I will never call him king--and while you were in prison, we +lived at my Lord Marlborough's house, who was only a little there, being +away with the army in Holland. And then . . . I say, Harry, you won't +tell, now?" + +Harry again made a vow of secrecy. + +"Well, there used to be all sorts of fun, you know: my Lady Marlborough +was very fond of us, and she said I was to be her page; and she got Trix +to be a maid of honor, and while she was up in her room crying, we used +to be always having fun, you know; and the Duchess used to kiss me, and +so did her daughters, and Blandford fell tremendous in love with Trix, +and she liked him; and one day he--he kissed her behind a door--he did +though,--and the Duchess caught him, and she banged such a box of the +ear both at Trix and Blandford--you should have seen it! And then she +said that we must leave directly, and abused my mamma who was cognizant +of the business; but she wasn't--never thinking about anything but +father. And so we came down to Walcote. Blandford being locked up, and +not allowed to see Trix. But I got at him. I climbed along the gutter, +and in through the window, where he was crying. + +"'Marquis,' says I, when he had opened it and helped me in, 'you know I +wear a sword,' for I had brought it. + +"'Oh, viscount,' says he--'oh, my dearest Frank!' and he threw himself +into my arms and burst out a-crying. 'I do love Mistress Beatrix so, +that I shall die if I don't have her.' + +"'My dear Blandford,' says I, 'you are young to think of marrying;' for +he was but fifteen, and a young fellow of that age can scarce do so, you +know. + +"'But I'll wait twenty years, if she'll have me,' says he. 'I'll +never marry--no, never, never, never, marry anybody but her. No, not a +princess, though they would have me do it ever so. If Beatrix will wait +for me, her Blandford swears he will be faithful.' And he wrote a paper +(it wasn't spelt right, for he wrote 'I'm ready to SINE WITH MY BLODE,' +which, you know, Harry, isn't the way of spelling it), and vowing that +he would marry none other but the Honorable Mistress Gertrude Beatrix +Esmond, only sister of his dearest friend Francis James, fourth Viscount +Esmond. And so I gave him a locket of her hair." + +"A locket of her hair?" cries Esmond. + +"Yes. Trix gave me one after the fight with the Duchess that very day. +I am sure I didn't want it; and so I gave it him, and we kissed at +parting, and said--'Good-by, brother.' And I got back through the +gutter; and we set off home that very evening. And he went to King's +College, in Cambridge, and I'M going to Cambridge soon; and if he +doesn't stand to his promise (for he's only wrote once),--he knows I +wear a sword, Harry. Come along, and let's go see the cocking-match at +Winchester. + +". . . . But I say," he added, laughing, after a pause, "I don't think +Trix will break her heart about him. La bless you! whenever she sees +a man, she makes eyes at him; and young Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's +Crawley, and Anthony Henley of Airesford, were at swords drawn about +her, at the Winchester Assembly, a month ago." + +That night Mr. Harry's sleep was by no means so pleasant or sweet as it +had been on the first two evenings after his arrival at Walcote. "So the +bright eyes have been already shining on another," thought he, "and the +pretty lips, or the cheeks at any rate, have begun the work which they +were made for. Here's a girl not sixteen, and one young gentleman is +already whimpering over a lock of her hair, and two country squires +are ready to cut each other's throats that they may have the honor of a +dance with her. What a fool am I to be dallying about this passion, and +singeing my wings in this foolish flame. Wings!--why not say crutches? +'There is but eight years' difference between us, to be sure; but in +life I am thirty years older. How could I ever hope to please such a +sweet creature as that, with my rough ways and glum face? Say that I +have merit ever so much, and won myself a name, could she ever listen +to me? She must be my Lady Marchioness, and I remain a nameless bastard. +Oh! my master, my master!" (here he fell to thinking with a passionate +grief of the vow which he had made to his poor dying lord.) "Oh! my +mistress, dearest and kindest, will you be contented with the sacrifice +which the poor orphan makes for you, whom you love, and who so loves +you?" + +And then came a fiercer pang of temptation. "A word from me," Harry +thought, "a syllable of explanation, and all this might be changed; but +no, I swore it over the dying bed of my benefactor. For the sake of him +and his; for the sacred love and kindness of old days; I gave my promise +to him, and may kind heaven enable me to keep my vow!" + +The next day, although Esmond gave no sign of what was going on in his +mind, but strove to be more than ordinarily gay and cheerful when he met +his friends at the morning meal, his dear mistress, whose clear eyes it +seemed no emotion of his could escape, perceived that something troubled +him, for she looked anxiously towards him more than once during the +breakfast, and when he went up to his chamber afterwards she presently +followed him, and knocked at his door. + +As she entered, no doubt the whole story was clear to her at once, +for she found our young gentleman packing his valise, pursuant to the +resolution which he had come to over-night of making a brisk retreat out +of this temptation. + +She closed the door very carefully behind her, and then leant against +it, very pale, her hands folded before her, looking at the young man, +who was kneeling over his work of packing. "Are you going so soon?" she +said. + +He rose up from his knees, blushing, perhaps, to be so discovered, in +the very act, as it were, and took one of her fair little hands--it was +that which had her marriage ring on--and kissed it. + +"It is best that it should be so, dearest lady," he said. + +"I knew you were going, at breakfast. I--I thought you might stay. What +has happened? Why can't you remain longer with us? What has Frank told +you--you were talking together late last night?" + +"I had but three days' leave from Chelsey," Esmond said, as gayly as he +could. "My aunt--she lets me call her aunt--is my mistress now! I owe +her my lieutenancy and my laced coat. She has taken me into high favor; +and my new General is to dine at Chelsey to-morrow--General Lumley, +madam--who has appointed me his aide-de-camp, and on whom I must have +the honor of waiting. See, here is a letter from the Dowager; the +post brought it last night; and I would not speak of it, for fear of +disturbing our last merry meeting." + +My lady glanced at the letter, and put it down with a smile that +was somewhat contemptuous. "I have no need to read the letter," says +she--(indeed, 'twas as well she did not; for the Chelsey missive, in the +poor Dowager's usual French jargon, permitted him a longer holiday +than he said. "Je vous donne," quoth her ladyship, "oui jour, pour vous +fatigay parfaictement de vos parens fatigans")--"I have no need to read +the letter," says she. "What was it Frank told you last night?" + +"He told me little I did not know," Mr. Esmond answered. "But I have +thought of that little, and here's the result: I have no right to the +name I bear, dear lady; and it is only by your sufferance that I am +allowed to keep it. If I thought for an hour of what has perhaps crossed +your mind too--" + +"Yes, I did, Harry," said she; "I thought of it; and think of it. I +would sooner call you my son than the greatest prince in Europe--yes, +than the greatest prince. For who is there so good and so brave, and who +would love her as you would? But there are reasons a mother can't tell." + +"I know them," said Mr. Esmond, interrupting her with a smile. "I know +there's Sir Wilmot Crawley of Queen's Crawley, and Mr. Anthony Henley +of the Grange, and my Lord Marquis of Blandford, that seems to be the +favored suitor. You shall ask me to wear my Lady Marchioness's favors +and to dance at her ladyship's wedding." + +"Oh! Harry, Harry, it is none of these follies that frighten me," cried +out Lady Castlewood. "Lord Churchill is but a child, his outbreak about +Beatrix was a mere boyish folly. His parents would rather see him buried +than married to one below him in rank. And do you think that I would +stoop to sue for a husband for Francis Esmond's daughter; or submit to +have my girl smuggled into that proud family to cause a quarrel between +son and parents, and to be treated only as an inferior? I would disdain +such a meanness. Beatrix would scorn it. Ah! Henry, 'tis not with you +the fault lies, 'tis with her. I know you both, and love you: need I +be ashamed of that love now? No, never, never, and 'tis not you, dear +Harry, that is unworthy. 'Tis for my poor Beatrix I tremble--whose +headstrong will frightens me; whose jealous temper (they say I was +jealous too, but, pray God, I am cured of that sin) and whose vanity no +words or prayers of mine can cure--only suffering, only experience, and +remorse afterwards. Oh! Henry, she will make no man happy who loves her. +Go away, my son: leave her: love us always, and think kindly of us: and +for me, my dear, you know that these walls contain all that I love in +the world." + +In after life, did Esmond find the words true which his fond mistress +spoke from her sad heart? Warning he had: but I doubt others had warning +before his time, and since: and he benefited by it as most men do. + +My young Lord Viscount was exceeding sorry when he heard that Harry +could not come to the cock-match with him, and must go to London, but no +doubt my lord consoled himself when the Hampshire cocks won the match; +and he saw every one of the battles, and crowed properly over the +conquered Sussex gentlemen. + +As Esmond rode towards town his servant, coming up to him, informed him +with a grin, that Mistress Beatrix had brought out a new gown and blue +stockings for that day's dinner, in which she intended to appear, and +had flown into a rage and given her maid a slap on the face soon after +she heard he was going away. Mistress Beatrix's woman, the fellow said, +came down to the servants' hall crying, and with the mark of a blow +still on her cheek: but Esmond peremptorily ordered him to fall back +and be silent, and rode on with thoughts enough of his own to occupy +him--some sad ones, some inexpressibly dear and pleasant. + +His mistress, from whom he had been a year separated, was his dearest +mistress again. The family from which he had been parted, and which he +loved with the fondest devotion, was his family once more. If Beatrix's +beauty shone upon him, it was with a friendly lustre, and he could +regard it with much such a delight as he brought away after seeing the +beautiful pictures of the smiling Madonnas in the convent at Cadiz, when +he was despatched thither with a flag; and as for his mistress, 'twas +difficult to say with what a feeling he regarded her. 'Twas happiness to +have seen her; 'twas no great pang to part; a filial tenderness, a love +that was at once respect and protection, filled his mind as he thought +of her; and near her or far from her, and from that day until now, and +from now till death is past and beyond it, he prays that sacred flame +may ever burn. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +I MAKE THE CAMPAIGN OF 1704. + + +Mr. Esmond rode up to London then, where, if the Dowager had been angry +at the abrupt leave of absence he took, she was mightily pleased at his +speedy return. + +He went immediately and paid his court to his new general, General +Lumley, who received him graciously, having known his father, and also, +he was pleased to say, having had the very best accounts of Mr. Esmond +from the officer whose aide-de-camp he had been at Vigo. During this +winter Mr. Esmond was gazetted to a lieutenancy in Brigadier Webb's +regiment of Fusileers, then with their colonel in Flanders; but being +now attached to the suite of Mr. Lumley, Esmond did not join his own +regiment until more than a year afterwards, and after his return from +the campaign of Blenheim, which was fought the next year. The campaign +began very early, our troops marching out of their quarters before the +winter was almost over, and investing the city of Bonn, on the Rhine, +under the Duke's command. His Grace joined the army in deep grief of +mind, with crape on his sleeve, and his household in mourning; and the +very same packet which brought the Commander-in-Chief over, brought +letters to the forces which preceded him, and one from his dear mistress +to Esmond, which interested him not a little. + +The young Marquis of Blandford, his Grace's son, who had been entered in +King's College in Cambridge, (whither my Lord Viscount had also gone, +to Trinity, with Mr. Tusher as his governor,) had been seized with +small-pox, and was dead at sixteen years of age, and so poor Frank's +schemes for his sister's advancement were over, and that innocent +childish passion nipped in the birth. + +Esmond's mistress would have had him return, at least her letters hinted +as much; but in the presence of the enemy this was impossible, and +our young man took his humble share in the siege, which need not be +described here, and had the good luck to escape without a wound of any +sort, and to drink his general's health after the surrender. He was +in constant military duty this year, and did not think of asking for a +leave of absence, as one or two of his less fortunate friends did, who +were cast away in that tremendous storm which happened towards the +close of November, that "which of late o'er pale Britannia past" (as +Mr. Addison sang of it), and in which scores of our greatest ships and +15,000 of our seamen went down. + +They said that our Duke was quite heart-broken by the calamity which had +befallen his family; but his enemies found that he could subdue them, +as well as master his grief. Successful as had been this great General's +operations in the past year, they were far enhanced by the splendor of +his victory in the ensuing campaign. His Grace the Captain-General went +to England after Bonn, and our army fell back into Holland, where, in +April 1704, his Grace again found the troops, embarking from Harwich +and landing at Maesland Sluys: thence his Grace came immediately to the +Hague, where he received the foreign ministers, general officers, and +other people of quality. The greatest honors were paid to his Grace +everywhere--at the Hague, Utrecht, Ruremonde, and Maestricht; the civil +authorities coming to meet his coaches: salvos of cannon saluting him, +canopies of state being erected for him where he stopped, and feasts +prepared for the numerous gentlemen following in his suite. His Grace +reviewed the troops of the States-General between Liege and Maestricht, +and afterwards the English forces, under the command of General +Churchill, near Bois-le-Duc. Every preparation was made for a long +march; and the army heard, with no small elation, that it was the +Commander-in-Chief's intention to carry the war out of the Low +Countries, and to march on the Mozelle. Before leaving our camp at +Maestricht, we heard that the French, under the Marshal Villeroy, were +also bound towards the Mozelle. + +Towards the end of May, the army reached Coblentz; and next day, his +Grace, and the generals accompanying him, went to visit the Elector of +Treves at his Castle of Ehrenbreitstein, the horse and dragoons passing +the Rhine whilst the Duke was entertained at a grand feast by the +Elector. All as yet was novelty, festivity, and splendor--a brilliant +march of a great and glorious army through a friendly country, and +sure through some of the most beautiful scenes of nature which I ever +witnessed. + +The foot and artillery, following after the horse as quick as possible, +crossed the Rhine under Ehrenbreitstein, and so to Castel, over against +Mayntz, in which city his Grace, his generals, and his retinue were +received at the landing-place by the Elector's coaches, carried to +his Highness's palace amidst the thunder of cannon, and then once more +magnificently entertained. Gidlingen, in Bavaria, was appointed as the +general rendezvous of the army, and thither, by different routes, the +whole forces of English, Dutch, Danes, and German auxiliaries took their +way. The foot and artillery under General Churchill passed the Neckar, +at Heidelberg; and Esmond had an opportunity of seeing that city and +palace, once so famous and beautiful (though shattered and battered by +the French, under Turenne, in the late war), where his grandsire had +served the beautiful and unfortunate Electress-Palatine, the first King +Charles's sister. + +At Mindelsheim, the famous Prince of Savoy came to visit our commander, +all of us crowding eagerly to get a sight of that brilliant and intrepid +warrior; and our troops were drawn up in battalia before the Prince, +who was pleased to express his admiration of this noble English army. At +length we came in sight of the enemy between Dillingen and Lawingen, the +Brentz lying between the two armies. The Elector, judging that Donauwort +would be the point of his Grace's attack, sent a strong detachment of +his best troops to Count Darcos, who was posted at Schellenberg, near +that place, where great intrenchments were thrown up, and thousands of +pioneers employed to strengthen the position. + +On the 2nd of July his Grace stormed the post, with what success on our +part need scarce be told. His Grace advanced with six thousand foot, +English and Dutch, thirty squadrons, and three regiments of Imperial +Cuirassiers, the Duke crossing the river at the head of the cavalry. +Although our troops made the attack with unparalleled courage and +fury--rushing up to the very guns of the enemy, and being slaughtered +before their works--we were driven back many times, and should not have +carried them, but that the Imperialists came up under the Prince of +Baden, when the enemy could make no head against us: we pursued them +into the trenches, making a terrible slaughter there, and into the very +Danube, where a great part of his troops, following the example of their +generals, Count Darcos and the Elector himself, tried to save themselves +by swimming. Our army entered Donauwort, which the Bavarians evacuated; +and where 'twas said the Elector purposed to have given us a warm +reception, by burning us in our beds; the cellars of the houses, when we +took possession of them, being found stuffed with straw. But though the +links were there, the link-boys had run away. The townsmen saved their +houses, and our General took possession of the enemy's ammunition in the +arsenals, his stores, and magazines. Five days afterwards a great "Te +Deum" was sung in Prince Lewis's army, and a solemn day of thanksgiving +held in our own; the Prince of Savoy's compliments coming to his Grace +the Captain-General during the day's religious ceremony, and concluding, +as it were, with an Amen. + +And now, having seen a great military march through a friendly country; +the pomps and festivities of more than one German court; the severe +struggle of a hotly contested battle, and the triumph of victory, Mr. +Esmond beheld another part of military duty: our troops entering the +enemy's territory, and putting all around them to fire and sword; +burning farms, wasted fields, shrieking women, slaughtered sons and +fathers, and drunken soldiery, cursing and carousing in the midst of +tears, terror, and murder. Why does the stately Muse of History, that +delights in describing the valor of heroes and the grandeur of conquest, +leave out these scenes, so brutal, mean, and degrading, that yet form by +far the greater part of the drama of war? You, gentlemen of England, who +live at home at ease, and compliment yourselves in the songs of triumph +with which our chieftains are bepraised--you pretty maidens, that come +tumbling down the stairs when the fife and drum call you, and huzzah for +the British Grenadiers--do you take account that these items go to make +up the amount of the triumph you admire, and form part of the duties of +the heroes you fondle? Our chief, whom England and all Europe, saving +only the Frenchmen, worshipped almost, had this of the godlike in him, +that he was impassible before victory, before danger, before defeat. +Before the greatest obstacle or the most trivial ceremony; before a +hundred thousand men drawn in battalia, or a peasant slaughtered at the +door of his burning hovel; before a carouse of drunken German lords, or +a monarch's court or a cottage table, where his plans were laid, or an +enemy's battery, vomiting flame and death, and strewing corpses round +about him;--he was always cold, calm, resolute, like fate. He performed +a treason or a court-bow, he told a falsehood as black as Styx, as +easily as he paid a compliment or spoke about the weather. He took a +mistress, and left her; he betrayed his benefactor, and supported him, +or would have murdered him, with the same calmness always, and having +no more remorse than Clotho when she weaves the thread, or Lachesis when +she cuts it. In the hour of battle I have heard the Prince of Savoy's +officers say, the Prince became possessed with a sort of warlike fury; +his eyes lighted up; he rushed hither and thither, raging; he shrieked +curses and encouragement, yelling and harking his bloody war-dogs on, +and himself always at the first of the hunt. Our duke was as calm at the +mouth of the cannon as at the door of a drawing-room. Perhaps he could +not have been the great man he was, had he had a heart either for +love or hatred, or pity or fear, or regret or remorse. He achieved +the highest deed of daring, or deepest calculation of thought, as he +performed the very meanest action of which a man is capable; told a lie, +or cheated a fond woman, or robbed a poor beggar of a halfpenny, with a +like awful serenity and equal capacity of the highest and lowest acts of +our nature. + +His qualities were pretty well known in the army, where there were +parties of all politics, and of plenty of shrewdness and wit; but there +existed such a perfect confidence in him, as the first captain of the +world, and such a faith and admiration in his prodigious genius and +fortune, that the very men whom he notoriously cheated of their pay, the +chiefs whom he used and injured--(for he used all men, great and small, +that came near him, as his instruments alike, and took something of +theirs, either some quality or some property)--the blood of a soldier, it +might be, or a jewelled hat, or a hundred thousand crowns from a king, +or a portion out of a starving sentinel's three-farthings; or (when he +was young) a kiss from a woman, and the gold chain off her neck, taking +all he could from woman or man, and having, as I have said, this of the +godlike in him, that he could see a hero perish or a sparrow fall, with +the same amount of sympathy for either. Not that he had no tears; he +could always order up this reserve at the proper moment to battle; he +could draw upon tears or smiles alike, and whenever need was for using +this cheap coin. He would cringe to a shoeblack, as he would flatter a +minister or a monarch; be haughty, be humble, threaten, repent, weep, +grasp your hand, (or stab you whenever he saw occasion)--but yet those +of the army, who knew him best and had suffered most from him, admired +him most of all: and as he rode along the lines to battle or galloped +up in the nick of time to a battalion reeling from before the enemy's +charge or shot, the fainting men and officers got new courage as they +saw the splendid calm of his face, and felt that his will made them +irresistible. + +After the great victory of Blenheim the enthusiasm of the army for the +Duke, even of his bitterest personal enemies in it, amounted to a sort +of rage--nay, the very officers who cursed him in their hearts were +among the most frantic to cheer him. Who could refuse his meed of +admiration to such a victory and such a victor? Not he who writes: a man +may profess to be ever so much a philosopher; but he who fought on that +day must feel a thrill of pride as he recalls it. + +The French right was posted near to the village of Blenheim, on the +Danube, where the Marshal Tallard's quarters were; their line extending +through, it may be a league and a half, before Lutzingen and up to a +woody hill, round the base of which, and acting against the Prince of +Savoy, were forty of his squadrons. + +Here was a village that the Frenchmen had burned, the wood being, in +fact, a better shelter and easier of guard than any village. + +Before these two villages and the French lines ran a little stream, not +more than two foot broad, through a marsh (that was mostly dried up +from the heats of the weather), and this stream was the only separation +between the two armies--ours coming up and ranging themselves in line +of battle before the French, at six o'clock in the morning; so that our +line was quite visible to theirs; and the whole of this great plain was +black and swarming with troops for hours before the cannonading began. + +On one side and the other this cannonading lasted many hours. The French +guns being in position in front of their line, and doing severe damage +among our horse especially, and on our right wing of Imperialists under +the Prince of Savoy, who could neither advance his artillery nor his +lines, the ground before him being cut up by ditches, morasses, and very +difficult of passage for the guns. + +It was past mid-day when the attack began on our left, where Lord Cutts +commanded, the bravest and most beloved officer in the English army. +And now, as if to make his experience in war complete, our young +aide-de-camp having seen two great armies facing each other in line of +battle, and had the honor of riding with orders from one end to other +of the line, came in for a not uncommon accompaniment of military glory, +and was knocked on the head, along with many hundred of brave fellows, +almost at the very commencement of this famous day of Blenheim. A little +after noon, the disposition for attack being completed with much delay +and difficulty, and under a severe fire from the enemy's guns, that +were better posted and more numerous than ours, a body of English and +Hessians, with Major-General Wilkes commanding at the extreme left of +our line, marched upon Blenheim, advancing with great gallantry, the +Major-General on foot, with his officers, at the head of the column, and +marching, with his hat off, intrepidly in the face of the enemy, who was +pouring in a tremendous fire from his guns and musketry, to which our +people were instructed not to reply, except with pike and bayonet when +they reached the French palisades. To these Wilkes walked intrepidly, +and struck the woodwork with his sword before our people charged it. +He was shot down at the instant, with his colonel, major, and several +officers; and our troops cheering and huzzaing, and coming on, as they +did, with immense resolution and gallantry, were nevertheless stopped by +the murderous fire from behind the enemy's defences, and then attacked +in flank by a furious charge of French horse which swept out of +Blenheim, and cut down our men in great numbers. Three fierce and +desperate assaults of our foot were made and repulsed by the enemy; so +that our columns of foot were quite shattered, and fell back, scrambling +over the little rivulet, which we had crossed so resolutely an hour +before, and pursued by the French cavalry, slaughtering us and cutting +us down. + +And now the conquerors were met by a furious charge of English horse +under Esmond's general, General Lumley, behind whose squadrons the +flying foot found refuge, and formed again, whilst Lumley drove back the +French horse, charging up to the village of Blenheim and the palisades +where Wilkes, and many hundred more gallant Englishmen, lay in +slaughtered heaps. Beyond this moment, and of this famous victory, Mr. +Esmond knows nothing; for a shot brought down his horse and our young +gentleman on it, who fell crushed and stunned under the animal, and came +to his senses he knows not how long after, only to lose them again from +pain and loss of blood. A dim sense, as of people groaning round about +him, a wild incoherent thought or two for her who occupied so much of +his heart now, and that here his career, and his hopes, and misfortunes +were ended, he remembers in the course of these hours. When he woke up, +it was with a pang of extreme pain, his breastplate was taken off, his +servant was holding his head up, the good and faithful lad of Hampshire* +was blubbering over his master, whom he found and had thought dead, and +a surgeon was probing a wound in the shoulder, which he must have got +at the same moment when his horse was shot and fell over him. The battle +was over at this end of the field, by this time: the village was in +possession of the English, its brave defenders prisoners, or fled, +or drowned, many of them, in the neighboring waters of Donau. But for +honest Lockwood's faithful search after his master, there had no doubt +been an end of Esmond here, and of this his story. The marauders were +out riffling the bodies as they lay on the field, and Jack had brained +one of these gentry with the club-end of his musket, who had eased +Esmond of his hat and periwig, his purse, and fine silver-mounted +pistols which the Dowager gave him, and was fumbling in his pockets +for further treasure, when Jack Lockwood came up and put an end to the +scoundrel's triumph. + + * My mistress, before I went this campaign, sent me John + Lockwood out of Walcote, who hath ever since remained with + me.--H. E. + +Hospitals for our wounded were established at Blenheim, and here for +several weeks Esmond lay in very great danger of his life; the wound +was not very great from which he suffered, and the ball extracted by the +surgeon on the spot where our young gentleman received it; but a fever +set in next day, as he was lying in hospital, and that almost carried +him away. Jack Lockwood said he talked in the wildest manner during his +delirium; that he called himself the Marquis of Esmond, and seizing one +of the surgeon's assistants who came to dress his wounds, swore that he +was Madam Beatrix, and that he would make her a duchess if she would +but say yes. He was passing the days in these crazy fancies, and vana +somnia, whilst the army was singing "Te Deum" for the victory, and +those famous festivities were taking place at which our Duke, now made a +Prince of the Empire, was entertained by the King of the Romans and his +nobility. His Grace went home by Berlin and Hanover, and Esmond lost +the festivities which took place at those cities, and which his general +shared in company of the other general officers who travelled with our +great captain. When he could move, it was by the Duke of Wurtemberg's +city of Stuttgard that he made his way homewards, revisiting Heidelberg +again, whence he went to Manheim, and hence had a tedious but easy water +journey down the river of Rhine, which he had thought a delightful and +beautiful voyage indeed, but that his heart was longing for home, and +something far more beautiful and delightful. + +As bright and welcome as the eyes almost of his mistress shone the +lights of Harwich, as the packet came in from Holland. It was not +many hours ere he, Esmond, was in London, of that you may be sure, and +received with open arms by the old Dowager of Chelsey, who vowed, in her +jargon of French and English, that he had the air noble, that his pallor +embellished him, that he was an Amadis and deserved a Gloriana; and oh! +flames and darts! what was his joy at hearing that his mistress was come +into waiting, and was now with her Majesty at Kensington! Although Mr. +Esmond had told Jack Lockwood to get horses and they would ride for +Winchester that night, when he heard this news he countermanded the +horses at once; his business lay no longer in Hants; all his hope and +desire lay within a couple of miles of him in Kensington Park wall. Poor +Harry had never looked in the glass before so eagerly to see whether he +had the bel air, and his paleness really did become him; he never +took such pains about the curl of his periwig, and the taste of his +embroidery and point-lace, as now, before Mr. Amadis presented himself +to Madam Gloriana. Was the fire of the French lines half so murderous +as the killing glances from her ladyship's eyes? Oh! darts and raptures, +how beautiful were they! + +And as, before the blazing sun of morning, the moon fades away in the +sky almost invisible, Esmond thought, with a blush perhaps, of another +sweet pale face, sad and faint, and fading out of sight, with its sweet +fond gaze of affection; such a last look it seemed to cast as Eurydice +might have given, yearning after her lover, when Fate and Pluto summoned +her, and she passed away into the shades. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +AN OLD STORY ABOUT A FOOL AND A WOMAN. + + +Any taste for pleasure which Esmond had (and he liked to desipere in +loco, neither more nor less than most young men of his age) he could +now gratify to the utmost extent, and in the best company which the town +afforded. When the army went into winter quarters abroad, those of the +officers who had interest or money easily got leave of absence, and +found it much pleasanter to spend their time in Pall Mall and Hyde Park, +than to pass the winter away behind the fortifications of the dreary +old Flanders towns, where the English troops were gathered. Yachts and +packets passed daily between the Dutch and Flemish ports and Harwich; +the roads thence to London and the great inns were crowded with +army gentlemen; the taverns and ordinaries of the town swarmed with +red-coats; and our great Duke's levees at St. James's were as thronged +as they had been at Ghent and Brussels, where we treated him, and he us, +with the grandeur and ceremony of a sovereign. Though Esmond had been +appointed to a lieutenancy in the Fusileer regiment, of which that +celebrated officer, Brigadier John Richmond Webb, was colonel, he +had never joined the regiment, nor been introduced to its excellent +commander, though they had made the same campaign together, and been +engaged in the same battle. But being aide-de-camp to General Lumley, +who commanded the division of horse, and the army marching to its point +of destination on the Danube by different routes, Esmond had not fallen +in, as yet, with his commander and future comrades of the fort; and it +was in London, in Golden Square, where Major-General Webb lodged, that +Captain Esmond had the honor of first paying his respects to his friend, +patron, and commander of after days. + +Those who remember this brilliant and accomplished gentleman may +recollect his character, upon which he prided himself, I think, not a +little, of being the handsomest man in the army; a poet who writ a +dull copy of verses upon the battle of Oudenarde three years after, +describing Webb, says:-- + + "To noble danger Webb conducts the way, + His great example all his troops obey; + Before the front the general sternly rides, + With such an air as Mars to battle strides: + Propitious heaven must sure a hero save, + Like Paris handsome, and like Hector brave." + +Mr. Webb thought these verses quite as fine as Mr. Addison's on the +Blenheim Campaign, and, indeed, to be Hector a la mode de Paris, was +part of this gallant gentleman's ambition. It would have been difficult +to find an officer in the whole army, or amongst the splendid courtiers +and cavaliers of the Maison du Roy, that fought under Vendosme and +Villeroy in the army opposed to ours, who was a more accomplished +soldier and perfect gentleman, and either braver or better-looking. +And if Mr. Webb believed of himself what the world said of him, and was +deeply convinced of his own indisputable genius, beauty, and valor, who +has a right to quarrel with him very much? This self-content of his kept +him in general good-humor, of which his friends and dependants got the +benefit. + +He came of a very ancient Wiltshire family, which he respected above all +families in the world: he could prove a lineal descent from King Edward +the First, and his first ancestor, Roaldus de Richmond, rode by William +the Conqueror's side on Hastings field. "We were gentlemen, Esmond," he +used to say, "when the Churchills were horse-boys." He was a very +tall man, standing in his pumps six feet three inches (in his great +jack-boots, with his tall fair periwig, and hat and feather, he could +not have been less than eight feet high). "I am taller than Churchill," +he would say, surveying himself in the glass, "and I am a better made +man; and if the women won't like a man that hasn't a wart on his nose, +faith, I can't help myself, and Churchill has the better of me there." +Indeed, he was always measuring himself with the Duke, and always asking +his friends to measure them. And talking in this frank way, as he would +do, over his cups, wags would laugh and encourage him; friends would +be sorry for him; schemers and flatterers would egg him on, and +tale-bearers carry the stories to headquarters, and widen the difference +which already existed there, between the great captain and one of the +ablest and bravest lieutenants he ever had. + +His rancor against the Duke was so apparent, that one saw it in the +first half-hour's conversation with General Webb; and his lady, who +adored her General, and thought him a hundred times taller, handsomer, +and braver than a prodigal nature had made him, hated the great Duke +with such an intensity as it becomes faithful wives to feel against +their husbands' enemies. Not that my Lord Duke was so yet; Mr. Webb had +said a thousand things against him, which his superior had pardoned; and +his Grace, whose spies were everywhere, had heard a thousand things more +that Webb had never said. But it cost this great man no pains to pardon; +and he passed over an injury or a benefit alike easily. + +Should any child of mine take the pains to read these his ancestor's +memoirs, I would not have him judge of the great Duke* by what a +contemporary has written of him. No man hath been so immensely lauded +and decried as this great statesman and warrior; as, indeed, no man ever +deserved better the very greatest praise and the strongest censure. If +the present writer joins with the latter faction, very likely a private +pique of his own may be the cause of his ill-feeling. + + * This passage in the Memoirs of Esmond is written on a leaf + inserted into the MS. book, and dated 1744, probably after + he had heard of the Duchess's death. + +On presenting himself at the Commander-in-Chief's levee, his Grace had +not the least remembrance of General Lumley's aide-de-camp, and though +he knew Esmond's family perfectly well, having served with both lords +(my Lord Francis and the Viscount Esmond's father) in Flanders, and in +the Duke of York's Guard, the Duke of Marlborough, who was friendly +and serviceable to the (so-styled) legitimate representatives of the +Viscount Castlewood, took no sort of notice of the poor lieutenant +who bore their name. A word of kindness or acknowledgment, or a single +glance of approbation, might have changed Esmond's opinion of the great +man; and instead of a satire, which his pen cannot help writing, who +knows but that the humble historian might have taken the other side of +panegyric? We have but to change the point of view, and the greatest +action looks mean; as we turn the perspective-glass, and a giant appears +a pigmy. You may describe, but who can tell whether your sight is clear +or not, or your means of information accurate? Had the great man said +but a word of kindness to the small one (as he would have stepped out +of his gilt chariot to shake hands with Lazarus in rags and sores, if he +thought Lazarus could have been of any service to him), no doubt Esmond +would have fought for him with pen and sword to the utmost of his might; +but my lord the lion did not want master mouse at this moment, and so +Muscipulus went off and nibbled in opposition. + +So it was, however, that a young gentleman, who, in the eyes of his +family, and in his own, doubtless, was looked upon as a consummate hero, +found that the great hero of the day took no more notice of him than +of the smallest drummer in his Grace's army. The Dowager at Chelsey was +furious against this neglect of her family, and had a great battle with +Lady Marlborough (as Lady Castlewood insisted on calling the Duchess). +Her Grace was now Mistress of the Robes to her Majesty, and one of the +greatest personages in this kingdom, as her husband was in all Europe, +and the battle between the two ladies took place in the Queen's +drawing-room. + +The Duchess, in reply to my aunt's eager clamor, said haughtily, that +she had done her best for the legitimate branch of the Esmonds, and +could not be expected to provide for the bastard brats of the family. + +"Bastards!" says the Viscountess, in a fury. "There are bastards among +the Churchills, as your Grace knows, and the Duke of Berwick is provided +for well enough." + +"Madam," says the Duchess, "you know whose fault it is that there are +no such dukes in the Esmond family too, and how that little scheme of a +certain lady miscarried." + +Esmond's friend, Dick Steele, who was in waiting on the Prince, heard +the controversy between the ladies at court. "And faith," says Dick, "I +think, Harry, thy kinswoman had the worst of it." + +He could not keep the story quiet; 'twas all over the coffee-houses ere +night; it was printed in a News Letter before a month was over, and "The +reply of her Grace the Duchess of M-rlb-r-gh to a Popish Lady of the +Court, once a favorite of the late K--- J-m-s," was printed in half a +dozen places, with a note stating that "this duchess, when the head +of this lady's family came by his death lately in a fatal duel, never +rested until she got a pension for the orphan heir, and widow, from her +Majesty's bounty." The squabble did not advance poor Esmond's promotion +much, and indeed made him so ashamed of himself that he dared not show +his face at the Commander-in-Chief's levees again. + +During those eighteen months which had passed since Esmond saw his dear +mistress, her good father, the old Dean, quitted this life, firm in his +principles to the very last, and enjoining his family always to remember +that the Queen's brother, King James the Third, was their rightful +sovereign. He made a very edifying end, as his daughter told Esmond, and +not a little to her surprise, after his death (for he had lived always +very poorly) my lady found that her father had left no less a sum than +3,000L. behind him, which he bequeathed to her. + +With this little fortune Lady Castlewood was enabled, when her +daughter's turn at Court came, to come to London, where she took a small +genteel house at Kensington, in the neighborhood of the Court, bringing +her children with her, and here it was that Esmond found his friends. + +As for the young lord, his university career had ended rather abruptly. +Honest Tusher, his governor, had found my young gentleman quite +ungovernable. My lord worried his life away with tricks; and broke out, +as home-bred lads will, into a hundred youthful extravagances, so that +Dr. Bentley, the new master of Trinity, thought fit to write to the +Viscountess Castlewood, my lord's mother, and beg her to remove the +young nobleman from a college where he declined to learn, and where he +only did harm by his riotous example. Indeed, I believe he nearly set +fire to Nevil's Court, that beautiful new quadrangle of our college, +which Sir Christopher Wren had lately built. He knocked down a +proctor's man that wanted to arrest him in a midnight prank; he gave +a dinner-party on the Prince of Wales's birthday, which was within +a fortnight of his own, and the twenty young gentlemen then present +sallied out after their wine, having toasted King James's health with +open windows, and sung cavalier songs, and shouted "God save the +King!" in the great court, so that the master came out of his lodge at +midnight, and dissipated the riotous assembly. + +This was my lord's crowning freak, and the Rev. Thomas Tusher, domestic +chaplain to the Right Honorable the Lord Viscount Castlewood, finding +his prayers and sermons of no earthly avail to his lordship, gave up his +duties of governor; went and married his brewer's widow at Southampton, +and took her and her money to his parsonage house at Castlewood. + +My lady could not be angry with her son for drinking King James's +health, being herself a loyal Tory, as all the Castlewood family were, +and acquiesced with a sigh, knowing, perhaps, that her refusal would be +of no avail to the young lord's desire for a military life. She would +have liked him to be in Mr. Esmond's regiment, hoping that Harry might +act as a guardian and adviser to his wayward young kinsman; but my young +lord would hear of nothing but the Guards, and a commission was got for +him in the Duke of Ormond's regiment; so Esmond found my lord, ensign +and lieutenant, when he returned from Germany after the Blenheim +campaign. + +The effect produced by both Lady Castlewood's children when they +appeared in public was extraordinary, and the whole town speedily rang +with their fame: such a beautiful couple, it was declared, never had +been seen; the young maid of honor was toasted at every table and +tavern, and as for my young lord, his good looks were even more admired +than his sister's. A hundred songs were written about the pair, and +as the fashion of that day was, my young lord was praised in these +Anacreontics as warmly as Bathyllus. You may be sure that he accepted +very complacently the town's opinion of him, and acquiesced with that +frankness and charming good-humor he always showed in the idea that he +was the prettiest fellow in all London. + +The old Dowager at Chelsey, though she could never be got to acknowledge +that Mistress Beatrix was any beauty at all, (in which opinion, as it +may be imagined, a vast number of the ladies agreed with her), yet, on +the very first sight of young Castlewood, she owned she fell in love +with him: and Henry Esmond, on his return to Chelsey, found himself +quite superseded in her favor by her younger kinsman. The feat of +drinking the King's health at Cambridge would have won her heart, she +said, if nothing else did. "How had the dear young fellow got such +beauty?" she asked. "Not from his father--certainly not from his mother. +How had he come by such noble manners, and the perfect bel air? That +countrified Walcote widow could never have taught him." Esmond had his +own opinion about the countrified Walcote widow, who had a quiet grace +and serene kindness, that had always seemed to him the perfection of +good breeding, though he did not try to argue this point with his aunt. +But he could agree in most of the praises which the enraptured old +dowager bestowed on my Lord Viscount, than whom he never beheld a more +fascinating and charming gentleman. Castlewood had not wit so much as +enjoyment. "The lad looks good things," Mr. Steele used to say; "and +his laugh lights up a conversation as much as ten repartees from +Mr. Congreve. I would as soon sit over a bottle with him as with Mr. +Addison; and rather listen to his talk than hear Nicolini. Was ever +man so gracefully drunk as my Lord Castlewood? I would give anything to +carry my wine" (though, indeed, Dick bore his very kindly, and plenty +of it, too), "like this incomparable young man. When he is sober he is +delightful; and when tipsy, perfectly irresistible." And referring to +his favorite, Shakspeare (who was quite out of fashion until Steele +brought him back into the mode), Dick compared Lord Castlewood to Prince +Hal, and was pleased to dub Esmond as ancient Pistol. + +The Mistress of the Robes, the greatest lady in England after the Queen, +or even before her Majesty, as the world said, though she never could be +got to say a civil word to Beatrix, whom she had promoted to her place +as maid of honor, took her brother into instant favor. When young +Castlewood, in his new uniform, and looking like a prince out of a fairy +tale, went to pay his duty to her Grace, she looked at him for a minute +in silence, the young man blushing and in confusion before her, then +fairly burst out a-crying, and kissed him before her daughters and +company. "He was my boy's friend," she said, through her sobs. "My +Blandford might have been like him." And everybody saw, after this mark +of the Duchess's favor, that my young lord's promotion was secure, and +people crowded round the favorite's favorite, who became vainer and +gayer, and more good-humored than ever. + +Meanwhile Madam Beatrix was making her conquests on her own side, and +amongst them was one poor gentleman, who had been shot by her young eyes +two years before, and had never been quite cured of that wound; he knew, +to be sure, how hopeless any passion might be, directed in that quarter, +and had taken that best, though ignoble, remedium amoris, a speedy +retreat from before the charmer, and a long absence from her; and not +being dangerously smitten in the first instance, Esmond pretty soon got +the better of his complaint, and if he had it still, did not know he had +it, and bore it easily. But when he returned after Blenheim, the young +lady of sixteen, who had appeared the most beautiful object his eyes had +ever looked on two years back, was now advanced to a perfect ripeness +and perfection of beauty, such as instantly enthralled the poor devil, +who had already been a fugitive from her charms. Then he had seen her +but for two days, and fled; now he beheld her day after day, and when +she was at Court watched after her; when she was at home, made one of +the family party; when she went abroad, rode after her mother's chariot; +when she appeared in public places, was in the box near her, or in the +pit looking at her; when she went to church was sure to be there, though +he might not listen to the sermon, and be ready to hand her to her chair +if she deigned to accept of his services, and select him from a score of +young men who were always hanging round about her. When she went away, +accompanying her Majesty to Hampton Court, a darkness fell over London. +Gods, what nights has Esmond passed, thinking of her, rhyming about her, +talking about her! His friend Dick Steele was at this time courting +the young lady, Mrs. Scurlock, whom he married; she had a lodging in +Kensington Square, hard by my Lady Castlewood's house there. Dick and +Harry, being on the same errand, used to meet constantly at Kensington. +They were always prowling about that place, or dismally walking thence, +or eagerly running thither. They emptied scores of bottles at the +"King's Arms," each man prating of his love, and allowing the other to +talk on condition that he might have his own turn as a listener. Hence +arose an intimacy between them, though to all the rest of their friends +they must have been insufferable. Esmond's verses to "Gloriana at the +Harpsichord," to "Gloriana's Nosegay," to "Gloriana at Court," appeared +this year in the Observator.--Have you never read them? They were +thought pretty poems, and attributed by some to Mr. Prior. + +This passion did not escape--how should it?--the clear eyes of Esmond's +mistress: he told her all; what will a man not do when frantic with +love? To what baseness will he not demean himself? What pangs will he +not make others suffer, so that he may ease his selfish heart of a part +of its own pain? Day after day he would seek his dear mistress, pour +insane hopes, supplications, rhapsodies, raptures, into her ear. She +listened, smiled, consoled, with untiring pity and sweetness. Esmond was +the eldest of her children, so she was pleased to say; and as for her +kindness, who ever had or would look for aught else from one who was +an angel of goodness and pity? After what has been said, 'tis needless +almost to add that poor Esmond's suit was unsuccessful. What was a +nameless, penniless lieutenant to do, when some of the greatest in +the land were in the field? Esmond never so much as thought of asking +permission to hope so far above his reach as he knew this prize was +and passed his foolish, useless life in mere abject sighs and impotent +longing. What nights of rage, what days of torment, of passionate +unfulfilled desire, of sickening jealousy can he recall! Beatrix +thought no more of him than of the lackey that followed her chair. His +complaints did not touch her in the least; his raptures rather fatigued +her; she cared for his verses no more than for Dan Chaucer's, who's +dead these ever so many hundred years; she did not hate him; she rather +despised him, and just suffered him. + +One day, after talking to Beatrix's mother, his dear, fond, constant +mistress--for hours--for all day long--pouring out his flame and his +passion, his despair and rage, returning again and again to the theme, +pacing the room, tearing up the flowers on the table, twisting and +breaking into bits the wax out of the stand-dish, and performing a +hundred mad freaks of passionate folly; seeing his mistress at last +quite pale and tired out with sheer weariness of compassion, and +watching over his fever for the hundredth time, Esmond seized up his +hat, and took his leave. As he got into Kensington Square, a sense of +remorse came over him for the wearisome pain he had been inflicting upon +the dearest and kindest friend ever man had. He went back to the house, +where the servant still stood at the open door, ran up the stairs, and +found his mistress where he had left her in the embrasure of the window, +looking over the fields towards Chelsey. She laughed, wiping away at the +same time the tears which were in her kind eyes; he flung himself down +on his knees, and buried his head in her lap. She had in her hand the +stalk of one of the flowers, a pink, that he had torn to pieces. "Oh, +pardon me, pardon me, my dearest and kindest," he said; "I am in hell, +and you are the angel that brings me a drop of water." + +"I am your mother, you are my son, and I love you always," she said, +holding her hands over him: and he went away comforted and humbled in +mind, as he thought of that amazing and constant love and tenderness +with which this sweet lady ever blessed and pursued him. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +THE FAMOUS MR. JOSEPH ADDISON. + + +The gentlemen ushers had a table at Kensington, and the Guard a very +splendid dinner daily at St. James's, at either of which ordinaries +Esmond was free to dine. Dick Steele liked the Guard-table better than +his own at the gentlemen ushers', where there was less wine and more +ceremony; and Esmond had many a jolly afternoon in company of his +friend, and a hundred times at least saw Dick into his chair. If there +is verity in wine, according to the old adage, what an amiable-natured +character Dick's must have been! In proportion as he took in wine he +overflowed with kindness. His talk was not witty so much as charming. +He never said a word that could anger anybody, and only became the more +benevolent the more tipsy he grew. Many of the wags derided the poor +fellow in his cups, and chose him as a butt for their satire: but there +was a kindness about him, and a sweet playful fancy, that seemed to +Esmond far more charming than the pointed talk of the brightest wits, +with their elaborate repartees and affected severities. I think +Steele shone rather than sparkled. Those famous beaux-esprits of the +coffee-houses (Mr. William Congreve, for instance, when his gout and +his grandeur permitted him to come among us) would make many brilliant +hits--half a dozen in a night sometimes--but, like sharp-shooters, when +they had fired their shot, they were obliged to retire under cover till +their pieces were loaded again, and wait till they got another chance at +their enemy; whereas Dick never thought that his bottle companion was a +butt to aim at--only a friend to shake by the hand. The poor fellow had +half the town in his confidence; everybody knew everything about his +loves and his debts, his creditors or his mistress's obduracy. When +Esmond first came on to the town, honest Dick was all flames and +raptures for a young lady, a West India fortune, whom he married. In a +couple of years the lady was dead, the fortune was all but spent, and +the honest widower was as eager in pursuit of a new paragon of beauty, +as if he had never courted and married and buried the last one. + +Quitting the Guard-table one Sunday afternoon, when by chance Dick had a +sober fit upon him, he and his friend were making their way down Germain +Street, and Dick all of a sudden left his companion's arm, and ran after +a gentleman who was poring over a folio volume at the book-shop near to +St. James's Church. He was a fair, tall man, in a snuff-colored suit, +with a plain sword, very sober, and almost shabby in appearance--at +least when compared to Captain Steele, who loved to adorn his jolly +round person with the finest of clothes, and shone in scarlet and gold +lace. The Captain rushed up, then, to the student of the book-stall, +took him in his arms, hugged him, and would have kissed him--for Dick +was always hugging and bussing his friends--but the other stepped +back with a flush on his pale face, seeming to decline this public +manifestation of Steele's regard. + +"My dearest Joe, where hast thou hidden thyself this age?" cries the +Captain, still holding both his friend's hands; "I have been languishing +for thee this fortnight." + +"A fortnight is not an age, Dick," says the other, very good-humoredly. +(He had light blue eyes, extraordinary bright, and a face perfectly +regular and handsome, like a tinted statue.) "And I have been hiding +myself--where do you think?" + +"What! not across the water, my dear Joe?" says Steele, with a look of +great alarm: "thou knowest I have always--" + +"No," says his friend, interrupting him with a smile: "we are not come +to such straits as that, Dick. I have been hiding, sir, at a place where +people never think of finding you--at my own lodgings, whither I am +going to smoke a pipe now and drink a glass of sack: will your honor +come?" + +"Harry Esmond, come hither," cries out Dick. "Thou hast heard me talk +over and over again of my dearest Joe, my guardian angel?" + +"Indeed," says Mr. Esmond, with a bow, "it is not from you only that I +have learnt to admire Mr. Addison. We loved good poetry at Cambridge as +well as at Oxford; and I have some of yours by heart, though I have put +on a red coat. . . . 'O qui canoro blandius Orpheo vocale ducis carmen;' +shall I go on, sir?" says Mr. Esmond, who, indeed, had read and loved +the charming Latin poems of Mr. Addison, as every scholar of that time +knew and admired them. + +"This is Captain Esmond who was at Blenheim," says Steele. + +"Lieutenant Esmond," says the other, with a low bow, "at Mr. Addison's +service. + +"I have heard of you," says Mr. Addison, with a smile; as, indeed, +everybody about town had heard that unlucky story about Esmond's dowager +aunt and the Duchess. + +"We were going to the 'George' to take a bottle before the play," says +Steele: "wilt thou be one, Joe?" + +Mr. Addison said his own lodgings were hard by, where he was still rich +enough to give a good bottle of wine to his friends; and invited the +two gentlemen to his apartment in the Haymarket, whither we accordingly +went. + +"I shall get credit with my landlady," says he, with a smile, "when she +sees two such fine gentlemen as you come up my stair." And he politely +made his visitors welcome to his apartment, which was indeed but a +shabby one, though no grandee of the land could receive his guests with +a more perfect and courtly grace than this gentleman. A frugal dinner, +consisting of a slice of meat and a penny loaf, was awaiting the owner +of the lodgings. "My wine is better than my meat," says Mr. Addison; +"my Lord Halifax sent me the Burgundy." And he set a bottle and glasses +before his friends, and ate his simple dinner in a very few minutes, +after which the three fell to, and began to drink. "You see," says Mr. +Addison, pointing to his writing-table, whereon was a map of the action +at Hochstedt, and several other gazettes and pamphlets relating to the +battle, "that I, too, am busy about your affairs, Captain. I am engaged +as a poetical gazetteer, to say truth, and am writing a poem on the +campaign." + +So Esmond, at the request of his host, told him what he knew about the +famous battle, drew the river on the table aliquo mero, and with the aid +of some bits of tobacco-pipe showed the advance of the left wing, where +he had been engaged. + +A sheet or two of the verses lay already on the table beside our bottles +and glasses, and Dick having plentifully refreshed himself from the +latter, took up the pages of manuscript, writ out with scarce a blot or +correction, in the author's slim, neat handwriting, and began to read +therefrom with great emphasis and volubility. At pauses of the verse, +the enthusiastic reader stopped and fired off a great salvo of applause. + +Esmond smiled at the enthusiasm of Addison's friend. "You are like the +German Burghers," says he, "and the Princes on the Mozelle: when our +army came to a halt, they always sent a deputation to compliment the +chief, and fired a salute with all their artillery from their walls." + +"And drunk the great chiefs health afterward, did not they?" says +Captain Steele, gayly filling up a bumper;--he never was tardy at that +sort of acknowledgment of a friend's merit. + +"And the Duke, since you will have me act his Grace's part," says Mr. +Addison, with a smile, and something of a blush, "pledged his friends in +return. Most Serene Elector of Covent Garden, I drink to your Highness's +health," and he filled himself a glass. Joseph required scarce more +pressing than Dick to that sort of amusement; but the wine never seemed +at all to fluster Mr. Addison's brains; it only unloosed his tongue: +whereas Captain Steele's head and speech were quite overcome by a single +bottle. + +No matter what the verses were, and, to say truth, Mr. Esmond found some +of them more than indifferent, Dick's enthusiasm for his chief +never faltered, and in every line from Addison's pen, Steele found +a master-stroke. By the time Dick had come to that part of the poem, +wherein the bard describes as blandly as though he were recording +a dance at the opera, or a harmless bout of bucolic cudgelling at a +village fair, that bloody and ruthless part of our campaign, with the +remembrance whereof every soldier who bore a part in it must sicken +with shame--when we were ordered to ravage and lay waste the Elector's +country; and with fire and murder, slaughter and crime, a great part of +his dominions was overrun; when Dick came to the lines-- + + "In vengeance roused the soldier fills his hand + With sword and fire, and ravages the land, + In crackling flames a thousand harvests burn, + A thousand villages to ashes turn. + To the thick woods the woolly flocks retreat, + And mixed with bellowing herds confusedly bleat. + Their trembling lords the common shade partake, + And cries of infants found in every brake. + The listening soldier fixed in sorrow stands, + Loth to obey his leader's just commands. + The leader grieves, by generous pity swayed, + To see his just commands so well obeyed;" + +by this time wine and friendship had brought poor Dick to a perfectly +maudlin state, and he hiccupped out the last line with a tenderness that +set one of his auditors a-laughing. + +"I admire the license of your poets," says Esmond to Mr. Addison. (Dick, +after reading of the verses, was fain to go off, insisting on kissing +his two dear friends before his departure, and reeling away with his +periwig over his eyes.) "I admire your art: the murder of the campaign +is done to military music, like a battle at the opera, and the virgins +shriek in harmony, as our victorious grenadiers march into their +villages. Do you know what a scene it was?"--(by this time, perhaps, +the wine had warmed Mr. Esmond's head too,)--"what a triumph you are +celebrating? what scenes of shame and horror were enacted, over which +the commander's genius presided, as calm as though he didn't belong to +our sphere? You talk of the 'listening soldier fixed in sorrow,' the +'leader's grief swayed by generous pity;' to my belief the leader cared +no more for bleating flocks than he did for infants' cries, and many +of our ruffians butchered one or the other with equal alacrity. I was +ashamed of my trade when I saw those horrors perpetrated, which came +under every man's eyes. You hew out of your polished verses a stately +image of smiling victory; I tell you 'tis an uncouth, distorted, savage +idol; hideous, bloody, and barbarous. The rites performed before it are +shocking to think of. You great poets should show it as it is--ugly and +horrible, not beautiful and serene. Oh, sir, had you made the campaign, +believe me, you never would have sung it so." + +During this little outbreak, Mr. Addison was listening, smoking out of +his long pipe, and smiling very placidly. "What would you have?" says +he. "In our polished days, and according to the rules of art, 'tis +impossible that the Muse should depict tortures or begrime her hands +with the horrors of war. These are indicated rather than described; as +in the Greek tragedies, that, I dare say, you have read (and sure there +can be no more elegant specimens of composition), Agamemnon is slain, or +Medea's children destroyed, away from the scene;--the chorus occupying +the stage and singing of the action to pathetic music. Something of this +I attempt, my dear sir, in my humble way: 'tis a panegyric I mean to +write, and not a satire. Were I to sing as you would have me, the town +would tear the poet in pieces, and burn his book by the hands of the +common hangman. Do you not use tobacco? Of all the weeds grown on earth, +sure the nicotian is the most soothing and salutary. We must paint our +great Duke," Mr. Addison went on, "not as a man, which no doubt he is, +with weaknesses like the rest of us, but as a hero. 'Tis in a triumph, +not a battle, that your humble servant is riding his sleek Pegasus. We +college poets trot, you know, on very easy nags; it hath been, time +out of mind, part of the poet's profession to celebrate the actions of +heroes in verse, and to sing the deeds which you men of war perform. I +must follow the rules of my art, and the composition of such a strain +as this must be harmonious and majestic, not familiar, or too near +the vulgar truth. Si parva licet: if Virgil could invoke the divine +Augustus, a humbler poet from the banks of the Isis may celebrate a +victory and a conqueror of our own nation, in whose triumphs every +Briton has a share, and whose glory and genius contributes to every +citizen's individual honor. When hath there been, since our Henrys' and +Edwards' days, such a great feat of arms as that from which you yourself +have brought away marks of distinction? If 'tis in my power to sing that +song worthily, I will do so, and be thankful to my Muse. If I fail as a +poet, as a Briton at least I will show my loyalty, and fling up my cap +and huzzah for the conqueror:-- + + "'Rheni pacator et Istri + Omnis in hoc uno variis discordia cessit + Ordinibus; laetatur eques, plauditque senator, + Votaque patricio certant plebeia favori.'" + +"There were as brave men on that field," says Mr. Esmond (who never +could be made to love the Duke of Marlborough, nor to forget those +stories which he used to hear in his youth regarding that great chiefs +selfishness and treachery)--"there were men at Blenheim as good as the +leader, whom neither knights nor senators applauded, nor voices plebeian +or patrician favored, and who lie there forgotten, under the clods. What +poet is there to sing them?" + +"To sing the gallant souls of heroes sent to Hades!" says Mr. Addison, +with a smile. "Would you celebrate them all? If I may venture to +question anything in such an admirable work, the catalogue of the ships +in Homer hath always appeared to me as somewhat wearisome; what had the +poem been, supposing the writer had chronicled the names of captains, +lieutenants, rank and file? One of the greatest of a great man's +qualities is success; 'tis the result of all the others; 'tis a latent +power in him which compels the favor of the gods, and subjugates +fortune. Of all his gifts I admire that one in the great Marlborough. To +be brave? every man is brave. But in being victorious, as he is, I fancy +there is something divine. In presence of the occasion, the great +soul of the leader shines out, and the god is confessed. Death itself +respects him, and passes by him to lay others low. War and carnage flee +before him to ravage other parts of the field, as Hector from before the +divine Achilles. You say he hath no pity; no more have the gods, who are +above it, and superhuman. The fainting battle gathers strength at his +aspect; and, wherever he rides, victory charges with him." + +A couple of days after, when Mr. Esmond revisited his poetic friend, he +found this thought, struck out in the fervor of conversation, improved +and shaped into those famous lines, which are in truth the noblest in +the poem of the "Campaign." As the two gentlemen sat engaged in talk, +Mr. Addison solacing himself with his customary pipe, the little +maid-servant that waited on his lodging came up, preceding a gentleman +in fine laced clothes, that had evidently been figuring at Court or a +great man's levee. The courtier coughed a little at the smoke of the +pipe, and looked round the room curiously, which was shabby enough, as +was the owner in his worn, snuff-colored suit and plain tie-wig. + +"How goes on the magnum opus, Mr. Addison?" says the Court gentleman on +looking down at the papers that were on the table. + +"We were but now over it," says Addison (the greatest courtier in the +land could not have a more splendid politeness, or greater dignity of +manner). "Here is the plan," says he, "on the table: hac ibat Simois, +here ran the little river Nebel: hic est Sigeia tellus, here are +Tallard's quarters, at the bowl of this pipe, at the attack of which +Captain Esmond was present. I have the honor to introduce him to Mr. +Boyle; and Mr. Esmond was but now depicting aliquo proelia mixta mero, +when you came in." In truth, the two gentlemen had been so engaged when +the visitor arrived, and Addison, in his smiling way, speaking of Mr. +Webb, colonel of Esmond's regiment (who commanded a brigade in the +action, and greatly distinguished himself there), was lamenting that he +could find never a suitable rhyme for Webb, otherwise the brigade should +have had a place in the poet's verses. "And for you, you are but a +lieutenant," says Addison, "and the Muse can't occupy herself with any +gentleman under the rank of a field officer." + +Mr. Boyle was all impatient to hear, saying that my Lord Treasurer +and my Lord Halifax were equally anxious; and Addison, blushing, began +reading of his verses, and, I suspect, knew their weak parts as well +as the most critical hearer. When he came to the lines describing the +angel, that + + "Inspired repulsed battalions to engage, + And taught the doubtful battle where to rage," + +he read with great animation, looking at Esmond, as much as to say, +"You know where that simile came from--from our talk, and our bottle of +Burgundy, the other day." + +The poet's two hearers were caught with enthusiasm, and applauded the +verses with all their might. The gentleman of the Court sprang up in +great delight. "Not a word more, my dear sir," says he. "Trust me with +the papers--I'll defend them with my life. Let me read them over to my +Lord Treasurer, whom I am appointed to see in half an hour. I venture to +promise, the verses shall lose nothing by my reading, and then, sir, we +shall see whether Lord Halifax has a right to complain that his friend's +pension is no longer paid." And without more ado, the courtier in lace +seized the manuscript pages, placed them in his breast with his ruffled +hand over his heart, executed a most gracious wave of the hat with the +disengaged hand, and smiled and bowed out of the room, leaving an odor +of pomander behind him. + +"Does not the chamber look quite dark?" says Addison, surveying it, +"after the glorious appearance and disappearance of that gracious +messenger? Why, he illuminated the whole room. Your scarlet, Mr. Esmond, +will bear any light; but this threadbare old coat of mine, how very worn +it looked under the glare of that splendor! I wonder whether they will +do anything for me," he continued. "When I came out of Oxford into the +world, my patrons promised me great things; and you see where their +promises have landed me, in a lodging up two pair of stairs, with a +sixpenny dinner from the cook's shop. Well, I suppose this promise will +go after the others, and fortune will jilt me, as the jade has been +doing any time these seven years. 'I puff the prostitute away,'" says +he, smiling, and blowing a cloud out of his pipe. "There is no hardship +in poverty, Esmond, that is not bearable; no hardship even in honest +dependence that an honest man may not put up with. I came out of the lap +of Alma Mater, puffed up with her praises of me, and thinking to make +a figure in the world with the parts and learning which had got me no +small name in our college. The world is the ocean, and Isis and Charwell +are but little drops, of which the sea takes no account. My reputation +ended a mile beyond Maudlin Tower; no one took note of me; and I learned +this at least, to bear up against evil fortune with a cheerful heart. +Friend Dick hath made a figure in the world, and has passed me in the +race long ago. What matters a little name or a little fortune? There is +no fortune that a philosopher cannot endure. I have been not unknown as +a scholar, and yet forced to live by turning bear-leader, and teaching +a boy to spell. What then? The life was not pleasant, but possible--the +bear was bearable. Should this venture fail, I will go back to Oxford; +and some day, when you are a general, you shall find me a curate in a +cassock and bands, and I shall welcome your honor to my cottage in the +country, and to a mug of penny ale. 'Tis not poverty that's the hardest +to bear, or the least happy lot in life," says Mr. Addison, shaking the +ash out of his pipe. "See, my pipe is smoked out. Shall we have another +bottle? I have still a couple in the cupboard, and of the right sort. No +more?--let us go abroad and take a turn on the Mall, or look in at the +theatre and see Dick's comedy. 'Tis not a masterpiece of wit; but Dick +is a good fellow, though he doth not set the Thames on fire." + +Within a month after this day, Mr. Addison's ticket had come up a +prodigious prize in the lottery of life. All the town was in an uproar +of admiration of his poem, the "Campaign," which Dick Steele was +spouting at every coffee-house in Whitehall and Covent Garden. The wits +on the other side of Temple Bar saluted him at once as the greatest poet +the world had seen for ages; the people huzza'ed for Marlborough and +for Addison, and, more than this, the party in power provided for the +meritorious poet, and Addison got the appointment of Commissioner of +Excise, which the famous Mr. Locke vacated, and rose from this place to +other dignities and honors; his prosperity from henceforth to the end of +his life being scarce ever interrupted. But I doubt whether he was not +happier in his garret in the Haymarket, than ever he was in his splendid +palace at Kensington; and I believe the fortune that came to him in the +shape of the countess his wife was no better than a shrew and a vixen. + + +Gay as the town was, 'twas but a dreary place for Mr. Esmond, whether +his charmer was in or out of it, and he was glad when his general gave +him notice that he was going back to his division of the army which lay +in winter-quarters at Bois-le-Duc. His dear mistress bade him +farewell with a cheerful face; her blessing he knew he had always, and +wheresoever fate carried him. Mistress Beatrix was away in attendance on +her Majesty at Hampton Court, and kissed her fair fingertips to him, by +way of adieu, when he rode thither to take his leave. She received her +kinsman in a waiting-room, where there were half a dozen more ladies of +the Court, so that his high-flown speeches, had he intended to make +any (and very likely he did), were impossible; and she announced to her +friends that her cousin was going to the army, in as easy a manner as +she would have said he was going to a chocolate-house. He asked with +a rather rueful face, if she had any orders for the army? and she was +pleased to say that she would like a mantle of Mechlin lace. She made +him a saucy curtsy in reply to his own dismal bow. She deigned to kiss +her fingertips from the window, where she stood laughing with the other +ladies, and chanced to see him as he made his way to the "Toy." The +Dowager at Chelsey was not sorry to part with him this time. "Mon cher, +vous etes triste comme un sermon," she did him the honor to say to him; +indeed, gentlemen in his condition are by no means amusing companions, +and besides, the fickle old woman had now found a much more amiable +favorite, and raffoled for her darling lieutenant of the Guard. Frank +remained behind for a while, and did not join the army till later, in +the suite of his Grace the Commander-in-Chief. His dear mother, on the +last day before Esmond went away, and when the three dined together, +made Esmond promise to befriend her boy, and besought Frank to take the +example of his kinsman as of a loyal gentleman and brave soldier, so +she was pleased to say; and at parting, betrayed not the least sign of +faltering or weakness, though, God knows, that fond heart was fearful +enough when others were concerned, though so resolute in bearing its own +pain. + +Esmond's general embarked at Harwich. 'Twas a grand sight to see Mr. +Webb dressed in scarlet on the deck, waving his hat as our yacht put +off, and the guns saluted from the shore. Harry did not see his viscount +again, until three months after, at Bois-le-Duc, when his Grace the Duke +came to take the command, and Frank brought a budget of news from home: +how he had supped with this actress, and got tired of that; how he had +got the better of Mr. St. John, both over the bottle, and with Mrs. +Mountford, of the Haymarket Theatre (a veteran charmer of fifty, with +whom the young scapegrace chose to fancy himself in love); how his +sister was always at her tricks, and had jilted a young baron for an +old earl. "I can't make out Beatrix," he said; "she cares for none of +us--she only thinks about herself; she is never happy unless she is +quarrelling; but as for my mother--my mother, Harry, is an angel." Harry +tried to impress on the young fellow the necessity of doing everything +in his power to please that angel; not to drink too much; not to go into +debt; not to run after the pretty Flemish girls, and so forth, as became +a senior speaking to a lad. "But Lord bless thee!" the boy said; "I +may do what I like, and I know she will love me all the same;" and +so, indeed, he did what he liked. Everybody spoiled him, and his grave +kinsman as much as the rest. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +I GET A COMPANY IN THE CAMPAIGN OF 1706. + + +On Whit-Sunday, the famous 23rd of May, 1706, my young lord first came +under the fire of the enemy, whom we found posted in order of battle, +their lines extending three miles or more, over the high ground behind +the little Gheet river, and having on his left the little village of +Anderkirk or Autre-eglise, and on his right Ramillies, which has given +its name to one of the most brilliant and disastrous days of battle that +history ever hath recorded. + +Our Duke here once more met his old enemy of Blenheim, the Bavarian +Elector and the Marechal Villeroy, over whom the Prince of Savoy had +gained the famous victory of Chiari. What Englishman or Frenchman doth +not know the issue of that day? Having chosen his own ground, having +a force superior to the English, and besides the excellent Spanish and +Bavarian troops, the whole Maison-du-Roy with him, the most splendid +body of horse in the world,--in an hour (and in spite of the prodigious +gallantry of the French Royal Household, who charged through the centre +of our line and broke it,) this magnificent army of Villeroy was utterly +routed by troops that had been marching for twelve hours, and by the +intrepid skill of a commander, who did, indeed, seem in the presence of +the enemy to be the very Genius of Victory. + +I think it was more from conviction than policy, though that policy was +surely the most prudent in the world, that the great Duke always spoke +of his victories with an extraordinary modesty, and as if it was not so +much his own admirable genius and courage which achieved these amazing +successes, but as if he was a special and fatal instrument in the hands +of Providence, that willed irresistibly the enemy's overthrow. Before +his actions he always had the church service read solemnly, and +professed an undoubting belief that our Queen's arms were blessed and +our victory sure. All the letters which he writ after his battles +show awe rather than exultation; and he attributes the glory of these +achievements, about which I have heard mere petty officers and men +bragging with a pardonable vainglory, in nowise to his own bravery or +skill, but to the superintending protection of heaven, which he ever +seemed to think was our especial ally. And our army got to believe so, +and the enemy learnt to think so too; for we never entered into a battle +without a perfect confidence that it was to end in a victory; nor did +the French, after the issue of Blenheim, and that astonishing triumph of +Ramillies, ever meet us without feeling that the game was lost before it +was begun to be played, and that our general's fortune was irresistible. +Here, as at Blenheim, the Duke's charger was shot, and 'twas thought for +a moment he was dead. As he mounted another, Binfield, his master of the +horse, kneeling to hold his Grace's stirrup, had his head shot away by +a cannon-ball. A French gentleman of the Royal Household, that was a +prisoner with us, told the writer that at the time of the charge of +the Household, when their horse and ours were mingled, an Irish officer +recognized the Prince-Duke, and calling out--"Marlborough, Marlborough!" +fired his pistol at him a bout-portant, and that a score more carbines +and pistols were discharged at him. Not one touched him: he rode through +the French Curiassiers sword-in-hand, and entirely unhurt, and calm and +smiling, rallied the German Horse, that was reeling before the enemy, +brought these and twenty squadrons of Orkney's back upon them, and +drove the French across the river, again leading the charge himself, and +defeating the only dangerous move the French made that day. + +Major-General Webb commanded on the left of our line, and had his own +regiment under the orders of their beloved colonel. Neither he nor they +belied their character for gallantry on this occasion; but it was about +his dear young lord that Esmond was anxious, never having sight of him +save once, in the whole course of the day, when he brought an order from +the Commander-in-Chief to Mr. Webb. When our horse, having charged round +the right flank of the enemy by Overkirk, had thrown him into entire +confusion, a general advance was made, and our whole line of foot, +crossing the little river and the morass, ascended the high ground where +the French were posted, cheering as they went, the enemy retreating +before them. 'Twas a service of more glory than danger, the French +battalions never waiting to exchange push of pike or bayonet with ours; +and the gunners flying from their pieces, which our line left behind us +as they advanced, and the French fell back. + +At first it was a retreat orderly enough; but presently the retreat +became a rout, and a frightful slaughter of the French ensued on this +panic: so that an army of sixty thousand men was utterly crushed and +destroyed in the course of a couple of hours. It was as if a hurricane +had seized a compact numerous fleet, flung it all to the winds, +shattered, sunk, and annihilated it: afflavit Deus, et dissipati sunt. +The French army of Flanders was gone, their artillery, their standards, +their treasure, provisions, and ammunition were all left behind them: +the poor devils had even fled without their soup-kettles, which are +as much the palladia of the French infantry as of the Grand Seignior's +Janissaries, and round which they rally even more than round their +lilies. + +The pursuit, and a dreadful carnage which ensued (for the dregs of a +battle, however brilliant, are ever a base residue of rapine, cruelty, +and drunken plunder,) was carried far beyond the field of Ramillies. + +Honest Lockwood, Esmond's servant, no doubt wanted to be among the +marauders himself and take his share of the booty; for when, the action +over, and the troops got to their ground for the night, the Captain bade +Lockwood get a horse, he asked, with a very rueful countenance, whether +his honor would have him come too; but his honor only bade him go about +his own business, and Jack hopped away quite delighted as soon as he +saw his master mounted. Esmond made his way, and not without danger +and difficulty, to his Grace's headquarters, and found for himself very +quickly where the aide-de-camps' quarters were, in an out-building of +a farm, where several of these gentlemen were seated, drinking and +singing, and at supper. If he had any anxiety about his boy, 'twas +relieved at once. One of the gentlemen was singing a song to a tune that +Mr. Farquhar and Mr. Gay both had used in their admirable comedies, and +very popular in the army of that day; and after the song came a chorus, +"Over the hills and far away;" and Esmond heard Frank's fresh voice, +soaring, as it were, over the songs of the rest of the young men--a +voice that had always a certain artless, indescribable pathos with it, +and indeed which caused Mr. Esmond's eyes to fill with tears now, out +of thankfulness to God the child was safe and still alive to laugh and +sing. + +When the song was over Esmond entered the room, where he knew several of +the gentlemen present, and there sat my young lord, having taken off +his cuirass, his waistcoat open, his face flushed, his long yellow +hair hanging over his shoulders, drinking with the rest; the youngest, +gayest, handsomest there. As soon as he saw Esmond, he clapped down his +glass, and running towards his friend, put both his arms round him and +embraced him. The other's voice trembled with joy as he greeted the +lad; he had thought but now as he stood in the court-yard under the +clear-shining moonlight: "Great God! what a scene of murder is here +within a mile of us; what hundreds and thousands have faced danger +to-day; and here are these lads singing over their cups, and the same +moon that is shining over yonder horrid field is looking down on Walcote +very likely, while my lady sits and thinks about her boy that is at the +war." As Esmond embraced his young pupil now, 'twas with the feeling +of quite religious thankfulness and an almost paternal pleasure that he +beheld him. + +Round his neck was a star with a striped ribbon, that was made of small +brilliants and might be worth a hundred crowns. "Look," says he, "won't +that be a pretty present for mother?" + +"Who gave you the Order?" says Harry, saluting the gentleman: "did you +win it in battle?" + +"I won it," cried the other, "with my sword and my spear. There was a +mousquetaire that had it round his neck--such a big mousquetaire, as big +as General Webb. I called out to him to surrender, and that I'd give him +quarter: he called me a petit polisson and fired his pistol at me, and +then sent it at my head with a curse. I rode at him, sir, drove my sword +right under his arm-hole, and broke it in the rascal's body. I found +a purse in his holster with sixty-five Louis in it, and a bundle of +love-letters, and a flask of Hungary-water. Vive la guerre! there are +the ten pieces you lent me. I should like to have a fight every day;" +and he pulled at his little moustache and bade a servant bring a supper +to Captain Esmond. + +Harry fell to with a very good appetite; he had tasted nothing since +twenty hours ago, at early dawn. Master Grandson, who read this, do you +look for the history of battles and sieges? Go, find them in the proper +books; this is only the story of your grandfather and his family. Far +more pleasant to him than the victory, though for that too he may say +meminisse juvat, it was to find that the day was over, and his dear +young Castlewood was unhurt. + +And would you, sirrah, wish to know how it was that a sedate Captain +of Foot, a studious and rather solitary bachelor of eight or nine and +twenty years of age, who did not care very much for the jollities which +his comrades engaged in, and was never known to lose his heart in any +garrison-town--should you wish to know why such a man had so prodigious +a tenderness, and tended so fondly a boy of eighteen, wait, my good +friend, until thou art in love with thy schoolfellow's sister, and then +see how mighty tender thou wilt be towards him. Esmond's general and +his Grace the Prince-Duke were notoriously at variance, and the former's +friendship was in nowise likely to advance any man's promotion of whose +services Webb spoke well; but rather likely to injure him, so the army +said, in the favor of the greater man. However, Mr. Esmond had the good +fortune to be mentioned very advantageously by Major-General Webb in his +report after the action; and the major of his regiment and two of the +captains having been killed upon the day of Ramillies, Esmond, who was +second of the lieutenants, got his company, and had the honor of serving +as Captain Esmond in the next campaign. + +My lord went home in the winter, but Esmond was afraid to follow him. +His dear mistress wrote him letters more than once, thanking him, as +mothers know how to thank, for his care and protection of her boy, +extolling Esmond's own merits with a great deal more praise than they +deserved; for he did his duty no better than any other officer; and +speaking sometimes, though gently and cautiously, of Beatrix. News came +from home of at least half a dozen grand matches that the beautiful maid +of honor was about to make. She was engaged to an earl, our gentleman of +St. James's said, and then jilted him for a duke, who, in his turn, had +drawn off. Earl or duke it might be who should win this Helen, Esmond +knew she would never bestow herself on a poor captain. Her conduct, it +was clear, was little satisfactory to her mother, who scarcely mentioned +her, or else the kind lady thought it was best to say nothing, and leave +time to work out its cure. At any rate, Harry was best away from the +fatal object which always wrought him so much mischief; and so he never +asked for leave to go home, but remained with his regiment that was +garrisoned in Brussels, which city fell into our hands when the victory +of Ramillies drove the French out of Flanders. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +I MEET AN OLD ACQUAINTANCE IN FLANDERS, AND FIND MY MOTHER'S GRAVE AND +MY OWN CRADLE THERE. + + +Being one day in the Church of St. Gudule, at Brussels, admiring the +antique splendor of the architecture (and always entertaining a great +tenderness and reverence for the Mother Church, that hath been as +wickedly persecuted in England as ever she herself persecuted in the +days of her prosperity), Esmond saw kneeling at a side altar an officer +in a green uniform coat, very deeply engaged in devotion. Something +familiar in the figure and posture of the kneeling man struck Captain +Esmond, even before he saw the officer's face. As he rose up, putting +away into his pocket a little black breviary, such as priests use, +Esmond beheld a countenance so like that of his friend and tutor of +early days, Father Holt, that he broke out into an exclamation of +astonishment and advanced a step towards the gentleman, who was making +his way out of church. The German officer too looked surprised when he +saw Esmond, and his face from being pale grew suddenly red. By this mark +of recognition, the Englishman knew that he could not be mistaken; and +though the other did not stop, but on the contrary rather hastily walked +away towards the door, Esmond pursued him and faced him once more, as +the officer, helping himself to holy water, turned mechanically towards +the altar, to bow to it ere he quitted the sacred edifice. + + +"My Father!" says Esmond in English. + +"Silence! I do not understand. I do not speak English," says the other +in Latin. + +Esmond smiled at this sign of confusion, and replied in the same +language--"I should know my Father in any garment, black or white, +shaven or bearded;" for the Austrian officer was habited quite in the +military manner, and had as warlike a mustachio as any Pandour. + +He laughed--we were on the church steps by this time, passing through +the crowd of beggars that usually is there holding up little trinkets +for sale and whining for alms. "You speak Latin," says he, "in the +English way, Harry Esmond; you have forsaken the old true Roman tongue +you once knew." His tone was very frank, and friendly quite; the kind +voice of fifteen years back; he gave Esmond his hand as he spoke. + +"Others have changed their coats too, my Father," says Esmond, glancing +at his friend's military decoration. + +"Hush! I am Mr. or Captain von Holtz, in the Bavarian Elector's service, +and on a mission to his Highness the Prince of Savoy. You can keep a +secret I know from old times." + +"Captain von Holtz," says Esmond, "I am your very humble servant." + +"And you, too, have changed your coat," continues the other in his +laughing way; "I have heard of you at Cambridge and afterwards: we have +friends everywhere; and I am told that Mr. Esmond at Cambridge was as +good a fencer as he was a bad theologian." (So, thinks Esmond, my old +maitre d'armes was a Jesuit, as they said.) + +"Perhaps you are right," says the other, reading his thoughts quite as +he used to do in old days; "you were all but killed at Hochstedt of a +wound in the left side. You were before that at Vigo, aide-de-camp to +the Duke of Ormonde. You got your company the other day after Ramillies; +your general and the Prince-Duke are not friends; he is of the Webbs of +Lydiard Tregoze, in the county of York, a relation of my Lord St. John. +Your cousin, M. de Castlewood, served his first campaign this year in +the Guard; yes, I do know a few things, as you see." + +Captain Esmond laughed in his turn. "You have indeed a curious +knowledge," he says. A foible of Mr. Holt's, who did know more about +books and men than, perhaps, almost any person Esmond had ever met, +was omniscience; thus in every point he here professed to know, he was +nearly right, but not quite. Esmond's wound was in the right side, not +the left; his first general was General Lumley; Mr. Webb came out of +Wiltshire, not out of Yorkshire; and so forth. Esmond did not think fit +to correct his old master in these trifling blunders, but they served +to give him a knowledge of the other's character, and he smiled to think +that this was his oracle of early days; only now no longer infallible or +divine. + +"Yes," continues Father Holt, or Captain von Holtz, "for a man who has +not been in England these eight years, I know what goes on in London +very well. The old Dean is dead, my Lady Castlewood's father. Do you +know that your recusant bishops wanted to consecrate him Bishop +of Southampton, and that Collier is Bishop of Thetford by the same +imposition? The Princess Anne has the gout and eats too much; when the +King returns, Collier will be an archbishop." + +"Amen!" says Esmond, laughing; "and I hope to see your Eminence no +longer in jack-boots, but red stockings, at Whitehall." + +"You are always with us--I know that--I heard of that when you were at +Cambridge; so was the late lord; so is the young viscount." + +"And so was my father before me," said Mr. Esmond, looking calmly at the +other, who did not, however, show the least sign of intelligence in his +impenetrable gray eyes--how well Harry remembered them and their look! +only crows' feet were wrinkled round them--marks of black old Time had +settled there. + +Esmond's face chose to show no more sign of meaning than the Father's. +There may have been on the one side and the other just the faintest +glitter of recognition, as you see a bayonet shining out of an ambush; +but each party fell back, when everything was again dark. + +"And you, mon capitaine, where have you been?" says Esmond, turning +away the conversation from this dangerous ground, where neither chose to +engage. + +"I may have been in Pekin," says he, "or I may have been in +Paraguay--who knows where? I am now Captain von Holtz, in the service of +his Electoral Highness, come to negotiate exchange of prisoners with his +Highness of Savoy." + +'Twas well known that very many officers in our army were well-affected +towards the young king at St. Germains, whose right to the throne was +undeniable, and whose accession to it, at the death of his sister, by +far the greater part of the English people would have preferred, to +the having a petty German prince for a sovereign, about whose cruelty, +rapacity, boorish manners, and odious foreign ways, a thousand stories +were current. It wounded our English pride to think that a shabby +High-Dutch duke, whose revenues were not a tithe as great as those of +many of the princes of our ancient English nobility, who could not speak +a word of our language, and whom we chose to represent as a sort +of German boor, feeding on train-oil and sour-crout, with a bevy of +mistresses in a barn, should come to reign over the proudest and most +polished people in the world. Were we, the conquerors of the Grand +Monarch, to submit to that ignoble domination? What did the Hanoverian's +Protestantism matter to us? Was it not notorious (we were told and led +to believe so) that one of the daughters of this Protestant hero was +being bred up with no religion at all, as yet, and ready to be made +Lutheran or Roman, according as the husband might be whom her parents +should find for her? This talk, very idle and abusive much of it was, +went on at a hundred mess-tables in the army; there was scarce an ensign +that did not hear it, or join in it, and everybody knew, or affected to +know, that the Commander-in-Chief himself had relations with his nephew, +the Duke of Berwick ('twas by an Englishman, thank God, that we were +beaten at Almanza), and that his Grace was most anxious to restore the +royal race of his benefactors, and to repair his former treason. + +This is certain, that for a considerable period no officer in the +Duke's army lost favor with the Commander-in-Chief for entertaining or +proclaiming his loyalty towards the exiled family. When the Chevalier de +St. George, as the King of England called himself, came with the dukes +of the French blood royal, to join the French army under Vendosme, +hundreds of ours saw him and cheered him, and we all said he was like +his father in this, who, seeing the action of La Hogue fought between +the French ships and ours, was on the side of his native country during +the battle. But this, at least the Chevalier knew, and every one knew, +that, however well our troops and their general might be inclined +towards the prince personally, in the face of the enemy there was no +question at all. Wherever my Lord Duke found a French army, he would +fight and beat it, as he did at Oudenarde, two years after Ramillies, +where his Grace achieved another of his transcendent victories; and the +noble young prince, who charged gallantly along with the magnificent +Maison-du-Roy, sent to compliment his conquerors after the action. + +In this battle, where the young Electoral Prince of Hanover behaved +himself very gallantly, fighting on our side, Esmond's dear General +Webb distinguished himself prodigiously, exhibiting consummate skill +and coolness as a general, and fighting with the personal bravery of +a common soldier. Esmond's good-luck again attended him; he escaped +without a hurt, although more than a third of his regiment was killed, +had again the honor to be favorably mentioned in his commander's report, +and was advanced to the rank of major. But of this action there is +little need to speak, as it hath been related in every Gazette, and +talked of in every hamlet in this country. To return from it to the +writer's private affairs, which here, in his old age, and at a distance, +he narrates for his children who come after him. Before Oudenarde, after +that chance rencontre with Captain von Holtz at Brussels, a space of +more than a year elapsed, during which the captain of Jesuits and the +captain of Webb's Fusileers were thrown very much together. Esmond had +no difficulty in finding out (indeed, the other made no secret of it +to him, being assured from old times of his pupil's fidelity), that +the negotiator of prisoners was an agent from St. Germains, and that he +carried intelligence between great personages in our camp and that of +the French. "My business," said he--"and I tell you, both because I can +trust you and your keen eyes have already discovered it--is between the +King of England and his subjects here engaged in fighting the French +king. As between you and them, all the Jesuits in the world will not +prevent your quarrelling: fight it out, gentlemen. St. George for +England, I say--and you know who says so, wherever he may be." + +I think Holt loved to make a parade of mystery, as it were, and would +appear and disappear at our quarters as suddenly as he used to return +and vanish in the old days at Castlewood. He had passes between both +armies, and seemed to know (but with that inaccuracy which belonged to +the good Father's omniscience) equally well what passed in the French +camp and in ours. One day he would give Esmond news of a great feste +that took place in the French quarters, of a supper of Monsieur de +Rohan's, where there was play and violins, and then dancing and masques; +the King drove thither in Marshal Villars' own guinguette. Another day +he had the news of his Majesty's ague: the King had not had a fit these +ten days, and might be said to be well. Captain Holtz made a visit to +England during this time, so eager was he about negotiating prisoners; +and 'twas on returning from this voyage that he began to open himself +more to Esmond, and to make him, as occasion served, at their various +meetings, several of those confidences which are here set down all +together. + +The reason of his increased confidence was this: upon going to London, +the old director of Esmond's aunt, the dowager, paid her ladyship a +visit at Chelsey, and there learnt from her that Captain Esmond was +acquainted with the secret of his family, and was determined never to +divulge it. The knowledge of this fact raised Esmond in his old tutor's +eyes, so Holt was pleased to say, and he admired Harry very much for his +abnegation. + +"The family at Castlewood have done far more for me than my own ever +did," Esmond said. "I would give my life for them. Why should I grudge +the only benefit that 'tis in my power to confer on them?" The good +Father's eyes filled with tears at this speech, which to the other +seemed very simple: he embraced Esmond, and broke out into many admiring +expressions; he said he was a noble coeur, that he was proud of him, and +fond of him as his pupil and friend--regretted more than ever that he +had lost him, and been forced to leave him in those early times, when +he might have had an influence over him, have brought him into that +only true church to which the Father belonged, and enlisted him in the +noblest army in which a man ever engaged--meaning his own society of +Jesus, which numbers (says he) in its troops the greatest heroes the +world ever knew;--warriors brave enough to dare or endure anything, to +encounter any odds, to die any death--soldiers that have won triumphs a +thousand times more brilliant than those of the greatest general; that +have brought nations on their knees to their sacred banner, the Cross; +that have achieved glories and palms incomparably brighter than those +awarded to the most splendid earthly conquerors--crowns of immortal +light, and seats in the high places of heaven. + +Esmond was thankful for his old friend's good opinion, however little +he might share the Jesuit-father's enthusiasm. "I have thought of +that question, too," says he, "dear Father," and he took the other's +hand--"thought it out for myself, as all men must, and contrive to do +the right, and trust to heaven as devoutly in my way as you in yours. +Another six months of you as a child, and I had desired no better. I +used to weep upon my pillow at Castlewood as I thought of you, and I +might have been a brother of your order; and who knows," Esmond added, +with a smile, "a priest in full orders, and with a pair of mustachios, +and a Bavarian uniform?" + +"My son," says Father Holt, turning red, "in the cause of religion and +loyalty all disguises are fair." + +"Yes," broke in Esmond, "all disguises are fair, you say; and all +uniforms, say I, black or red,--a black cockade or a white one--or a +laced hat, or a sombrero, with a tonsure under it. I cannot believe that +St. Francis Xavier sailed over the sea in a cloak, or raised the dead--I +tried, and very nearly did once, but cannot. Suffer me to do the right, +and to hope for the best in my own way." + +Esmond wished to cut short the good Father's theology, and succeeded; +and the other, sighing over his pupil's invincible ignorance, did not +withdraw his affection from him, but gave him his utmost confidence--as +much, that is to say, as a priest can give: more than most do; for he +was naturally garrulous, and too eager to speak. + +Holt's friendship encouraged Captain Esmond to ask, what he long wished +to know, and none could tell him, some history of the poor mother +whom he had often imagined in his dreams, and whom he never knew. He +described to Holt those circumstances which are already put down in the +first part of this story--the promise he had made to his dear lord, and +that dying friend's confession; and he besought Mr. Holt to tell him +what he knew regarding the poor woman from whom he had been taken. + +"She was of this very town," Holt said, and took Esmond to see the +street where her father lived, and where, as he believed, she was born. +"In 1676, when your father came hither in the retinue of the late king, +then Duke of York, and banished hither in disgrace, Captain Thomas +Esmond became acquainted with your mother, pursued her, and made a +victim of her; he hath told me in many subsequent conversations, which +I felt bound to keep private then, that she was a woman of great virtue +and tenderness, and in all respects a most fond, faithful creature. He +called himself Captain Thomas, having good reason to be ashamed of +his conduct towards her, and hath spoken to me many times with sincere +remorse for that, as with fond love for her many amiable qualities, he +owned to having treated her very ill: and that at this time his life was +one of profligacy, gambling, and poverty. She became with child of +you; was cursed by her own parents at that discovery; though she never +upbraided, except by her involuntary tears, and the misery depicted on +her countenance, the author of her wretchedness and ruin. + +"Thomas Esmond--Captain Thomas, as he was called--became engaged in a +gaming-house brawl, of which the consequence was a duel, and a wound so +severe that he never--his surgeon said--could outlive it. Thinking his +death certain, and touched with remorse, he sent for a priest of the +very Church of St. Gudule where I met you; and on the same day, after +his making submission to our Church, was married to your mother a few +weeks before you were born. My Lord Viscount Castlewood, Marquis of +Esmond, by King James's patent, which I myself took to your father, your +lordship was christened at St. Gudule by the same cure who married your +parents, and by the name of Henry Thomas, son of E. Thomas, officier +Anglois, and Gertrude Maes. You see you belong to us from your birth, +and why I did not christen you when you became my dear little pupil at +Castlewood. + +"Your father's wound took a favorable turn--perhaps his conscience was +eased by the right he had done--and to the surprise of the doctors +he recovered. But as his health came back, his wicked nature, too, +returned. He was tired of the poor girl, whom he had ruined; and +receiving some remittance from his uncle, my lord the old viscount, then +in England, he pretended business, promised return, and never saw your +poor mother more. + +"He owned to me, in confession first, but afterwards in talk before your +aunt, his wife, else I never could have disclosed what I now tell you, +that on coming to London he writ a pretended confession to poor Gertrude +Maes--Gertrude Esmond--of his having been married in England previously, +before uniting himself with her; said that his name was not Thomas; +that he was about to quit Europe for the Virginian plantations, where, +indeed, your family had a grant of land from King Charles the First; +sent her a supply of money, the half of the last hundred guineas he had, +entreated her pardon, and bade her farewell. + +"Poor Gertrude never thought that the news in this letter might be +untrue as the rest of your father's conduct to her. But though a young +man of her own degree, who knew her history, and whom she liked before +she saw the English gentleman who was the cause of all her misery, +offered to marry her, and to adopt you as his own child, and give you +his name, she refused him. This refusal only angered her father, who had +taken her home; she never held up her head there, being the subject +of constant unkindness after her fall; and some devout ladies of her +acquaintance offering to pay a little pension for her, she went into a +convent, and you were put out to nurse. + +"A sister of the young fellow who would have adopted you as his son +was the person who took charge of you. Your mother and this person were +cousins. She had just lost a child of her own, which you replaced, your +own mother being too sick and feeble to feed you; and presently your +nurse grew so fond of you, that she even grudged letting you visit the +convent where your mother was, and where the nuns petted the little +infant, as they pitied and loved its unhappy parent. Her vocation became +stronger every day, and at the end of two years she was received as a +sister of the house. + +"Your nurse's family were silk-weavers out of France, whither they +returned to Arras in French Flanders, shortly before your mother took +her vows, carrying you with them, then a child of three years old. 'Twas +a town, before the late vigorous measures of the French king, full of +Protestants, and here your nurse's father, old Pastoureau, he with +whom you afterwards lived at Ealing, adopted the reformed doctrines, +perverting all his house with him. They were expelled thence by the +edict of his most Christian Majesty, and came to London, and set up +their looms in Spittlefields. The old man brought a little money with +him, and carried on his trade, but in a poor way. He was a widower; by +this time his daughter, a widow too, kept house for him, and his son +and he labored together at their vocation. Meanwhile your father had +publicly owned his conversion just before King Charles's death (in whom +our Church had much such another convert), was reconciled to my Lord +Viscount Castlewood, and married, as you know, to his daughter. + +"It chanced that the younger Pastoureau, going with a piece of brocade +to the mercer who employed him, on Ludgate Hill, met his old rival +coming out of an ordinary there. Pastoureau knew your father at once, +seized him by the collar, and upbraided him as a villain, who had +seduced his mistress, and afterwards deserted her and her son. Mr. +Thomas Esmond also recognized Pastoureau at once, besought him to calm +his indignation, and not to bring a crowd round about them; and bade +him to enter into the tavern, out of which he had just stepped, when +he would give him any explanation. Pastoureau entered, and heard the +landlord order the drawer to show Captain Thomas to a room; it was by +his Christian name that your father was familiarly called at his tavern +haunts, which, to say the truth, were none of the most reputable. + +"I must tell you that Captain Thomas, or my Lord Viscount afterwards, +was never at a loss for a story, and could cajole a woman or a dun with +a volubility, and an air of simplicity at the same time, of which many +a creditor of his has been the dupe. His tales used to gather +verisimilitude as he went on with them. He strung together fact after +fact with a wonderful rapidity and coherence. It required, saving your +presence, a very long habit of acquaintance with your father to know +when his lordship was l----,--telling the truth or no. + +"He told me with rueful remorse when he was ill--for the fear of death +set him instantly repenting, and with shrieks of laughter when he was +well, his lordship having a very great sense of humor--how in a half an +hour's time, and before a bottle was drunk, he had completely succeeded +in biting poor Pastoureau. The seduction he owned to: that he could not +help: he was quite ready with tears at a moment's warning, and shed them +profusely to melt his credulous listener. He wept for your mother even +more than Pastoureau did, who cried very heartily, poor fellow, as my +lord informed me; he swore upon his honor that he had twice sent money +to Brussels, and mentioned the name of the merchant with whom it was +lying for poor Gertrude's use. He did not even know whether she had +a child or no, or whether she was alive or dead; but got these facts +easily out of honest Pastoureau's answers to him. When he heard that +she was in a convent, he said he hoped to end his days in one himself, +should he survive his wife, whom he hated, and had been forced by a +cruel father to marry; and when he was told that Gertrude's son was +alive, and actually in London, 'I started,' says he; 'for then, damme, +my wife was expecting to lie in, and I thought should this old Put, my +father-in-law, run rusty, here would be a good chance to frighten him.' + +"He expressed the deepest gratitude to the Pastoureau family for the +care of the infant: you were now near six years old; and on Pastoureau +bluntly telling him, when he proposed to go that instant and see the +darling child, that they never wished to see his ill-omened face again +within their doors; that he might have the boy, though they should all +be very sorry to lose him; and that they would take his money, they +being poor, if he gave it; or bring him up, by God's help, as they had +hitherto done, without: he acquiesced in this at once, with a sigh, +said, 'Well, 'twas better that the dear child should remain with +friends who had been so admirably kind to him;' and in his talk to +me afterwards, honestly praised and admired the weaver's conduct and +spirit; owned that the Frenchman was a right fellow, and he, the Lord +have mercy upon him, a sad villain. + +"Your father," Mr. Holt went on to say, "was good-natured with his money +when he had it; and having that day received a supply from his uncle, +gave the weaver ten pieces with perfect freedom, and promised him +further remittances. He took down eagerly Pastoureau's name and place of +abode in his table-book, and when the other asked him for his own, +gave, with the utmost readiness, his name as Captain Thomas, New Lodge, +Penzance, Cornwall; he said he was in London for a few days only on +business connected with his wife's property; described her as a shrew, +though a woman of kind disposition; and depicted his father as a Cornish +squire, in an infirm state of health, at whose death he hoped for +something handsome, when he promised richly to reward the admirable +protector of his child, and to provide for the boy. 'And by Gad, sir,' +he said to me in his strange laughing way, 'I ordered a piece of brocade +of the very same pattern as that which the fellow was carrying, and +presented it to my wife for a morning wrapper, to receive company after +she lay in of our little boy.' + +"Your little pension was paid regularly enough; and when your father +became Viscount Castlewood on his uncle's demise, I was employed to keep +a watch over you, and 'twas at my instance that you were brought home. +Your foster-mother was dead; her father made acquaintance with a woman +whom he married, who quarrelled with his son. The faithful creature came +back to Brussels to be near the woman he loved, and died, too, a few +months before her. Will you see her cross in the convent cemetery? The +Superior is an old penitent of mine, and remembers Soeur Marie Madeleine +fondly still." + + +Esmond came to this spot in one sunny evening of spring, and saw, +amidst a thousand black crosses, casting their shadows across the grassy +mounds, that particular one which marked his mother's resting-place. +Many more of those poor creatures that lay there had adopted that same +name, with which sorrow had rebaptized her, and which fondly seemed to +hint their individual story of love and grief. He fancied her in tears +and darkness, kneeling at the foot of her cross, under which her cares +were buried. Surely he knelt down, and said his own prayer there, not +in sorrow so much as in awe (for even his memory had no recollection of +her), and in pity for the pangs which the gentle soul in life had +been made to suffer. To this cross she brought them; for this heavenly +bridegroom she exchanged the husband who had wooed her, the traitor +who had left her. A thousand such hillocks lay round about, the gentle +daisies springing out of the grass over them, and each bearing its +cross and requiescat. A nun, veiled in black, was kneeling hard by, at a +sleeping sister's bedside (so fresh made, that the spring had scarce +had time to spin a coverlid for it); beyond the cemetery walls you had +glimpses of life and the world, and the spires and gables of the city. A +bird came down from a roof opposite, and lit first on a cross, and then +on the grass below it, whence it flew away presently with a leaf in its +mouth: then came a sound as of chanting, from the chapel of the +sisters hard by; others had long since filled the place which poor Mary +Magdeleine once had there, were kneeling at the same stall, and hearing +the same hymns and prayers in which her stricken heart had found +consolation. Might she sleep in peace--might she sleep in peace; and we, +too, when our struggles and pains are over! But the earth is the Lord's +as the heaven is; we are alike his creatures here and yonder. I took a +little flower off the hillock and kissed it, and went my way, like +the bird that had just lighted on the cross by me, back into the world +again. Silent receptacle of death; tranquil depth of calm, out of reach +of tempest and trouble! I felt as one who had been walking below the +sea, and treading amidst the bones of shipwrecks. + + + + +CHAPTER XIV. + +THE CAMPAIGN OF 1707, 1708. + + +During the whole of the year which succeeded that in which the glorious +battle of Ramillies had been fought, our army made no movement of +importance, much to the disgust of very many of our officers remaining +inactive in Flanders, who said that his Grace the Captain-General had +had fighting enough, and was all for money now, and the enjoyment of his +five thousand a year and his splendid palace at Woodstock, which was +now being built. And his Grace had sufficient occupation fighting his +enemies at home this year, where it began to be whispered that his favor +was decreasing, and his duchess losing her hold on the Queen, who was +transferring her royal affections to the famous Mrs. Masham, and Mrs. +Masham's humble servant, Mr. Harley. Against their intrigues, our Duke +passed a great part of his time intriguing. Mr. Harley was got out +of office, and his Grace, in so far, had a victory. But her Majesty, +convinced against her will, was of that opinion still, of which the poet +says people are when so convinced, and Mr. Harley before long had his +revenge. + +Meanwhile the business of fighting did not go on any way to the +satisfaction of Marlborough's gallant lieutenants. During all 1707, +with the French before us, we had never so much as a battle; our army in +Spain was utterly routed at Almanza by the gallant Duke of Berwick; and +we of Webb's, which regiment the young Duke had commanded before his +father's abdication, were a little proud to think that it was our +colonel who had achieved this victory. "I think if I had had Galway's +place, and my Fusileers," says our General, "we would not have laid down +our arms, even to our old colonel, as Galway did;" and Webb's officers +swore if we had had Webb, at least we would not have been taken +prisoners. Our dear old general talked incautiously of himself and of +others; a braver or a more brilliant soldier never lived than he; but +he blew his honest trumpet rather more loudly than became a commander of +his station, and, mighty man of valor as he was, shook his great spear +and blustered before the army too fiercely. + +Mysterious Mr. Holtz went off on a secret expedition in the early part +of 1708, with great elation of spirits and a prophecy to Esmond that a +wonderful something was about to take place. This secret came out on +my friend's return to the army, whither he brought a most rueful and +dejected countenance, and owned that the great something he had been +engaged upon had failed utterly. He had been indeed with that luckless +expedition of the Chevalier de St. George, who was sent by the French +king with ships and an army from Dunkirk, and was to have invaded +and conquered Scotland. But that ill wind which ever opposed all the +projects upon which the Prince ever embarked, prevented the Chevalier's +invasion of Scotland, as 'tis known, and blew poor Monsieur von Holtz +back into our camp again, to scheme and foretell, and to pry about as +usual. The Chevalier (the king of England, as some of us held him) went +from Dunkirk to the French army to make the campaign against us. The +Duke of Burgundy had the command this year, having the Duke of Berry +with him, and the famous Mareschal Vendosme and the Duke of Matignon to +aid him in the campaign. Holtz, who knew everything that was passing +in Flanders and France (and the Indies for what I know), insisted that +there would be no more fighting in 1708 than there had been in the +previous year, and that our commander had reasons for keeping him quiet. +Indeed, Esmond's general, who was known as a grumbler, and to have a +hearty mistrust of the great Duke, and hundreds more officers besides, +did not scruple to say that these private reasons came to the Duke +in the shape of crown-pieces from the French King, by whom the +Generalissimo was bribed to avoid a battle. There were plenty of men in +our lines, quidnuncs, to whom Mr. Webb listened only too willingly, who +could specify the exact sums the Duke got, how much fell to Cadogan's +share, and what was the precise fee given to Doctor Hare. + +And the successes with which the French began the campaign of 1708 +served to give strength to these reports of treason, which were in +everybody's mouth. Our general allowed the enemy to get between us and +Ghent, and declined to attack him, though for eight and forty hours the +armies were in presence of each other. Ghent was taken, and on the same +day Monsieur de la Mothe summoned Bruges; and these two great cities +fell into the hands of the French without firing a shot. A few days +afterwards La Mothe seized upon the fort of Plashendall: and it began +to be supposed that all Spanish Flanders, as well as Brabant, would fall +into the hands of the French troops; when the Prince Eugene arrived from +the Mozelle, and then there was no more shilly-shallying. + +The Prince of Savoy always signalized his arrival at the army by a great +feast (my Lord Duke's entertainments were both seldom and shabby): and +I remember our general returning from this dinner with the two +commanders-in-chief; his honest head a little excited by wine, which +was dealt out much more liberally by the Austrian than by the English +commander:--"Now," says my general, slapping the table, with an oath, +"he must fight; and when he is forced to it, d--- it, no man in Europe +can stand up against Jack Churchill." Within a week the battle of +Oudenarde was fought, when, hate each other as they might, Esmond's +general and the Commander-in-Chief were forced to admire each other, so +splendid was the gallantry of each upon this day. + +The brigade commanded by Major-General Webb gave and received about +as hard knocks as any that were delivered in that action, in which Mr. +Esmond had the fortune to serve at the head of his own company in his +regiment, under the command of their own Colonel as Major-General; and +it was his good luck to bring the regiment out of action as commander +of it, the four senior officers above him being killed in the prodigious +slaughter which happened on that day. I like to think that Jack +Haythorn, who sneered at me for being a bastard and a parasite of +Webb's, as he chose to call me, and with whom I had had words, shook +hands with me the day before the battle began. Three days before, poor +Brace, our Lieutenant-Colonel, had heard of his elder brother's death, +and was heir to a baronetcy in Norfolk, and four thousand a year. Fate, +that had left him harmless through a dozen campaigns, seized on him just +as the world was worth living for, and he went into action knowing, as +he said, that the luck was going to turn against him. The Major had just +joined us--a creature of Lord Marlborough, put in much to the dislike of +the other officers, and to be a spy upon us, as it was said. I know +not whether the truth was so, nor who took the tattle of our mess to +headquarters, but Webb's regiment, as its Colonel, was known to be in +the Commander-in-Chief's black books: "And if he did not dare to break +it up at home," our gallant old chief used to say, "he was determined to +destroy it before the enemy;" so that poor Major Proudfoot was put into +a post of danger. + +Esmond's dear young Viscount, serving as aide-de-camp to my Lord Duke, +received a wound, and won an honorable name for himself in the Gazette; +and Captain Esmond's name was sent in for promotion by his General, too, +whose favorite he was. It made his heart beat to think that certain eyes +at home, the brightest in the world, might read the page on which his +humble services were recorded; but his mind was made up steadily to keep +out of their dangerous influence, and to let time and absence conquer +that passion he had still lurking about him. Away from Beatrix, it did +not trouble him; but he knew as certain that if he returned home, his +fever would break out again, and avoided Walcote as a Lincolnshire man +avoids returning to his fens, where he is sure that the ague is lying in +wait for him. + +We of the English party in the army, who were inclined to sneer at +everything that came out of Hanover, and to treat as little better than +boors and savages the Elector's court and family, were yet forced to +confess that, on the day of Oudenarde, the young Electoral Prince, then +making his first campaign, conducted himself with the spirit and courage +of an approved soldier. On this occasion his Electoral Highness had +better luck than the King of England, who was with his cousins in the +enemy's camp, and had to run with them at the ignominious end of the +day. With the most consummate generals in the world before them, and +an admirable commander on their own side, they chose to neglect the +councils, and to rush into a combat with the former, which would have +ended in the utter annihilation of their army but for the great skill +and bravery of the Duke of Vendosme, who remedied, as far as courage and +genius might, the disasters occasioned by the squabbles and follies of +his kinsmen, the legitimate princes of the blood royal. + +"If the Duke of Berwick had but been in the army, the fate of the day +would have been very different," was all that poor Mr. von Holtz could +say; "and you would have seen that the hero of Almanza was fit to +measure swords with the conqueror of Blenheim." + +The business relative to the exchange of prisoners was always going on, +and was at least that ostensible one which kept Mr. Holtz perpetually on +the move between the forces of the French and the Allies. I can answer +for it, that he was once very near hanged as a spy by Major-General +Wayne, when he was released and sent on to head-quarters by a special +order of the Commander-in-Chief. He came and went, always favored, +wherever he was, by some high though occult protection. He carried +messages between the Duke of Berwick and his uncle, our Duke. He seemed +to know as well what was taking place in the Prince's quarter as our +own: he brought the compliments of the King of England to some of our +officers, the gentlemen of Webb's among the rest, for their behavior on +that great day; and after Wynendael, when our General was chafing at the +neglect of our Commander-in-Chief, he said he knew how that action +was regarded by the chiefs of the French army, and that the stand made +before Wynendael wood was the passage by which the Allies entered Lille. + +"Ah!" says Holtz (and some folks were very willing to listen to him), +"if the king came by his own, how changed the conduct of affairs would +be! His Majesty's very exile has this advantage, that he is enabled to +read England impartially, and to judge honestly of all the eminent men. +His sister is always in the hand of one greedy favorite or another, +through whose eyes she sees, and to whose flattery or dependants she +gives away everything. Do you suppose that his Majesty, knowing England +so well as he does, would neglect such a man as General Webb? He ought +to be in the House of Peers as Lord Lydiard. The enemy and all Europe +know his merit; it is that very reputation which certain great people, +who hate all equality and independence, can never pardon." It was +intended that these conversations should be carried to Mr. Webb. They +were welcome to him, for great as his services were, no man could value +them more than John Richmond Webb did himself, and the differences +between him and Marlborough being notorious, his Grace's enemies in +the army and at home began to court Webb, and set him up against +the all-grasping, domineering chief. And soon after the victory of +Oudenarde, a glorious opportunity fell into General Webb's way, which +that gallant warrior did not neglect, and which gave him the means of +immensely increasing his reputation at home. + +After Oudenarde, and against the counsels of Marlborough, it was +said, the Prince of Savoy sat down before Lille, the capital of French +Flanders, and commenced that siege, the most celebrated of our time, +and almost as famous as the siege of Troy itself, for the feats of valor +performed in the assault and the defence. The enmity of the Prince of +Savoy against the French king was a furious personal hate, quite unlike +the calm hostility of our great English general, who was no more moved +by the game of war than that of billiards, and pushed forward his +squadrons, and drove his red battalions hither and thither as calmly as +he would combine a stroke or make a cannon with the balls. The game +over (and he played it so as to be pretty sure to win it), not the +least animosity against the other party remained in the breast of this +consummate tactician. Whereas between the Prince of Savoy and the French +it was guerre a mort. Beaten off in one quarter, as he had been at +Toulon in the last year, he was back again on another frontier of +France, assailing it with his indefatigable fury. When the Prince came +to the army, the smouldering fires of war were lighted up and burst +out into a flame. Our phlegmatic Dutch allies were made to advance at a +quick march--our calm Duke forced into action. The Prince was an army +in himself against the French; the energy of his hatred, prodigious, +indefatigable--infectious over hundreds of thousands of men. The +Emperor's general was repaying, and with a vengeance, the slight the +French King had put upon the fiery little Abbe of Savoy. Brilliant and +famous as a leader himself, and beyond all measure daring and intrepid, +and enabled to cope with almost the best of those famous men of war who +commanded the armies of the French King, Eugene had a weapon, the equal +of which could not be found in France, since the cannon-shot of Sasbach +laid low the noble Turenne, and could hurl Marlborough at the heads +of the French host, and crush them as with a rock, under which all the +gathered strength of their strongest captains must go down. + +The English Duke took little part in that vast siege of Lille, which +the Imperial Generalissimo pursued with all his force and vigor, further +than to cover the besieging lines from the Duke of Burgundy's army, +between which and the Imperialists our Duke lay. Once, when Prince +Eugene was wounded, our Duke took his Highness's place in the trenches; +but the siege was with the Imperialists, not with us. A division under +Webb and Rantzau was detached into Artois and Picardy upon the most +painful and odious service that Mr. Esmond ever saw in the course of his +military life. The wretched towns of the defenceless provinces, whose +young men had been drafted away into the French armies, which year after +year the insatiable war devoured, were left at our mercy; and our orders +were to show them none. We found places garrisoned by invalids, +and children and women; poor as they were, and as the costs of this +miserable war had made them, our commission was to rob these almost +starving wretches--to tear the food out of their granaries, and strip +them of their rags. 'Twas an expedition of rapine and murder we were +sent on: our soldiers did deeds such as an honest man must blush to +remember. We brought back money and provisions in quantity to the Duke's +camp; there had been no one to resist us, and yet who dares to tell with +what murder and violence, with what brutal cruelty, outrage, insult, +that ignoble booty had been ravished from the innocent and miserable +victims of the war? + +Meanwhile, gallantly as the operations before Lille had been conducted, +the Allies had made but little progress, and 'twas said when we returned +to the Duke of Marlborough's camp, that the siege would never be brought +to a satisfactory end, and that the Prince of Savoy would be forced to +raise it. My Lord Marlborough gave this as his opinion openly; those who +mistrusted him, and Mr. Esmond owns himself to be of the number, hinted +that the Duke had his reasons why Lille should not be taken, and that he +was paid to that end by the French King. If this was so, and I believe +it, General Webb had now a remarkable opportunity of gratifying his +hatred of the Commander-in-Chief, of balking that shameful avarice, +which was one of the basest and most notorious qualities of the famous +Duke, and of showing his own consummate skill as a commander. And when +I consider all the circumstances preceding the event which will now +be related, that my Lord Duke was actually offered certain millions +of crowns provided that the siege of Lille should be raised: that the +Imperial army before it was without provisions and ammunition, and must +have decamped but for the supplies that they received; that the march +of the convoy destined to relieve the siege was accurately known to the +French; and that the force covering it was shamefully inadequate to that +end, and by six times inferior to Count de la Mothe's army, which +was sent to intercept the convoy; when 'tis certain that the Duke of +Berwick, De la Mothe's chief, was in constant correspondence with his +uncle, the English Generalissimo: I believe on my conscience that 'twas +my Lord Marlborough's intention to prevent those supplies, of which the +Prince of Savoy stood in absolute need, from ever reaching his Highness; +that he meant to sacrifice the little army which covered this convoy, +and to betray it as he had betrayed Tollemache at Brest; as he had +betrayed every friend he had, to further his own schemes of avarice or +ambition. But for the miraculous victory which Esmond's general won over +an army six or seven times greater than his own, the siege of Lille +must have been raised; and it must be remembered that our gallant little +force was under the command of a general whom Marlborough hated, that he +was furious with the conqueror, and tried by the most open and shameless +injustice afterwards to rob him of the credit of his victory. + + + + +CHAPTER XV. + +GENERAL WEBB WINS THE BATTLE OF WYNENDAEL. + + +By the besiegers and besieged of Lille, some of the most brilliant feats +of valor were performed that ever illustrated any war. On the French +side (whose gallantry was prodigious, the skill and bravery of Marshal +Boufflers actually eclipsing those of his conqueror, the Prince of +Savoy) may be mentioned that daring action of Messieurs de Luxembourg +and Tournefort, who, with a body of horse and dragoons, carried powder +into the town, of which the besieged were in extreme want, each soldier +bringing a bag with forty pounds of powder behind him; with which +perilous provision they engaged our own horse, faced the fire of the +foot brought out to meet them: and though half of the men were blown up +in the dreadful errand they rode on, a part of them got into the town +with the succors of which the garrison was so much in want. A French +officer, Monsieur du Bois, performed an act equally daring, and +perfectly successful. The Duke's great army lying at Helchin, and +covering the siege, and it being necessary for M. de Vendosme to get +news of the condition of the place, Captain Dubois performed his famous +exploit: not only passing through the lines of the siege, but swimming +afterwards no less than seven moats and ditches: and coming back the +same way, swimming with his letters in his mouth. + +By these letters Monsieur de Boufflers said that he could undertake +to hold the place till October; and that if one of the convoys of the +Allies could be intercepted, they must raise the siege altogether. + +Such a convoy as hath been said was now prepared at Ostend, and about to +march for the siege; and on the 27th September we (and the French +too) had news that it was on its way. It was composed of 700 wagons, +containing ammunition of all sorts, and was escorted out of Ostend by +2,000 infantry and 300 horse. At the same time M. de la Mothe quitted +Bruges, having with him five-and-thirty battalions, and upwards of sixty +squadrons and forty guns, in pursuit of the convoy. + +Major-General Webb had meanwhile made up a force of twenty battalions +and three squadrons of dragoons at Turout, whence he moved to cover the +convoy and pursue La Mothe: with whose advanced guard ours came up upon +the great plain of Turout, and before the little wood and castle of +Wynendael; behind which the convoy was marching. + +As soon as they came in sight of the enemy, our advanced troops were +halted, with the wood behind them, and the rest of our force brought up +as quickly as possible, our little body of horse being brought forward +to the opening of the plain, as our General said, to amuse the enemy. +When M. de la Mothe came up, he found us posted in two lines in front of +the wood; and formed his own army in battle facing ours, in eight lines, +four of infantry in front, and dragoons and cavalry behind. + +The French began the action, as usual, with a cannonade which lasted +three hours, when they made their attack, advancing in eight lines, four +of foot and four of horse, upon the allied troops in the wood where we +were posted. Their infantry behaved ill; they were ordered to charge +with the bayonet, but, instead, began to fire, and almost at the very +first discharge from our men, broke and fled. The cavalry behaved +better; with these alone, who were three or four times as numerous as +our whole force, Monsieur de la Mothe might have won victory: but only +two of our battalions were shaken in the least; and these speedily +rallied: nor could the repeated attacks of the French horse cause our +troops to budge an inch from the position in the wood in which our +General had placed them. + +After attacking for two hours, the French retired at nightfall entirely +foiled. With all the loss we had inflicted upon him, the enemy was still +three times stronger than we: and it could not be supposed that our +General could pursue M. de la Mothe, or do much more than hold our +ground about the wood, from which the Frenchman had in vain attempted +to dislodge us. La Mothe retired behind his forty guns, his cavalry +protecting them better than it had been enabled to annoy us; and +meanwhile the convoy, which was of more importance than all our little +force, and the safe passage of which we would have dropped to the last +man to accomplish, marched away in perfect safety during the action, and +joyfully reached the besieging camp before Lille. + +Major-General Cadogan, my Lord Duke's Quarter-Master-General, (and +between whom and Mr. Webb there was no love lost), accompanied the +convoy, and joined Mr. Webb with a couple of hundred horse just as the +battle was over, and the enemy in full retreat. He offered, readily +enough, to charge with his horse upon the French as they fell back; but +his force was too weak to inflict any damage upon them; and Mr. Webb, +commanding as Cadogan's senior, thought enough was done in holding +our ground before an enemy that might still have overwhelmed us had we +engaged him in the open territory, and in securing the safe passage of +the convoy. Accordingly, the horse brought up by Cadogan did not draw +a sword; and only prevented, by the good countenance they showed, any +disposition the French might have had to renew the attack on us. And no +attack coming, at nightfall General Cadogan drew off with his squadron, +being bound for head-quarters, the two Generals at parting grimly +saluting each other. + +"He will be at Roncq time enough to lick my Lord Duke's trenchers at +supper," says Mr. Webb. + +Our own men lay out in the woods of Wynendael that night, and our +General had his supper in the little castle there. + +"If I was Cadogan, I would have a peerage for this day's work," General +Webb said; "and, Harry, thou shouldst have a regiment. Thou hast been +reported in the last two actions: thou wert near killed in the first. I +shall mention thee in my despatch to his Grace the Commander-in-Chief, +and recommend thee to poor Dick Harwood's vacant majority. Have you ever +a hundred guineas to give Cardonnel? Slip them into his hand to-morrow, +when you go to head-quarters with my report." + +In this report the Major-General was good enough to mention Captain +Esmond's name with particular favor; and that gentleman carried the +despatch to head-quarters the next day, and was not a little pleased +to bring back a letter by his Grace's secretary, addressed to +Lieutenant-General Webb. The Dutch officer despatched by Count Nassau +Woudenbourg, Vaelt-Mareschal Auverquerque's son, brought back also a +complimentary letter to his commander, who had seconded Mr. Webb in the +action with great valor and skill. + +Esmond, with a low bow and a smiling face, presented his despatch, and +saluted Mr. Webb as Lieutenant-General, as he gave it in. The gentlemen +round about him--he was riding with his suite on the road to Menin as +Esmond came up with him--gave a cheer, and he thanked them, and opened +the despatch with rather a flushed, eager face. + +He slapped it down on his boot in a rage after he had read it. "'Tis not +even writ with his own hand. Read it out, Esmond." And Esmond read it +out:-- + + +"SIR,--Mr. Cadogan is just now come in, and has acquainted me with the +success of the action you had yesterday in the afternoon against the +body of troops commanded by M. de la Mothe, at Wynendael, which must be +attributed chiefly to your good conduct and resolution. You may be sure +I shall do you justice at home, and be glad on all occasions to own the +service you have done in securing this convoy.--Yours, &c., M." + + +"Two lines by that d--d Cardonnel, and no more, for the taking of +Lille--for beating five times our number--for an action as brilliant +as the best he ever fought," says poor Mr. Webb. "Lieutenant-General! +That's not his doing. I was the oldest major-general. By ----, I believe +he had been better pleased if I had been beat." + +The letter to the Dutch officer was in French, and longer and more +complimentary than that to Mr. Webb. + +"And this is the man," he broke out, "that's gorged with gold--that's +covered with titles and honors that we won for him--and that grudges +even a line of praise to a comrade in arms! Hasn't he enough? Don't +we fight that he may roll in riches? Well, well, wait for the Gazette, +gentlemen. The Queen and the country will do us justice if his Grace +denies it us." There were tears of rage in the brave warrior's eyes as +he spoke; and he dashed them off his face on to his glove. He shook his +fist in the air. "Oh, by the Lord!" says he, "I know what I had rather +have than a peerage!" + +"And what is that, sir?" some of them asked. + +"I had rather have a quarter of an hour with John Churchill, on a fair +green field, and only a pair of rapiers between my shirt and his--" + +"Sir!" interposes one. + +"Tell him so! I know that's what you mean. I know every word goes to him +that's dropped from every general officer's mouth. I don't say he's not +brave. Curse him! he's brave enough; but we'll wait for the Gazette, +gentlemen. God save her Majesty! she'll do us justice." + +The Gazette did not come to us till a month afterwards; when my General +and his officers had the honor to dine with Prince Eugene in Lille; his +Highness being good enough to say that we had brought the provisions, +and ought to share in the banquet. 'Twas a great banquet. His Grace of +Marlborough was on his Highness's right, and on his left the Mareschal +de Boufflers, who had so bravely defended the place. The chief officers +of either army were present; and you may be sure Esmond's General was +splendid this day: his tall noble person, and manly beauty of face, made +him remarkable anywhere; he wore, for the first time, the star of the +Order of Generosity, that his Prussian Majesty had sent to him for +his victory. His Highness the Prince of Savoy called a toast to the +conqueror of Wynendael. My Lord Duke drank it with rather a sickly +smile. The aides-de-camp were present: and Harry Esmond and his dear +young lord were together, as they always strove to be when duty would +permit: they were over against the table where the generals were, and +could see all that passed pretty well. Frank laughed at my Lord Duke's +glum face: the affair of Wynendael, and the Captain-General's conduct to +Webb, had been the talk of the whole army. When his Highness spoke, and +gave--"Le vainqueur de Wynendael; son armee et sa victoire," adding, +"qui nous font diner a Lille aujourd'huy"--there was a great cheer +through the hall; for Mr. Webb's bravery, generosity, and very +weaknesses of character caused him to be beloved in the army. + +"Like Hector, handsome, and like Paris, brave!" whispers Frank +Castlewood. "A Venus, an elderly Venus, couldn't refuse him a pippin. +Stand up, Harry. See, we are drinking the army of Wynendael. Ramillies +is nothing to it. Huzzay! huzzay!" + +At this very time, and just after our General had made his +acknowledgment, some one brought in an English Gazette--and was passing +it from hand to hand down the table. Officers were eager enough to read +it; mothers and sisters at home must have sickened over it. There scarce +came out a Gazette for six years that did not tell of some heroic death +or some brilliant achievement. + +"Here it is--Action of Wynendael--here you are, General," says Frank, +seizing hold of the little dingy paper that soldiers love to read so; +and, scrambling over from our bench, he went to where the General +sat, who knew him, and had seen many a time at his table his laughing, +handsome face, which everybody loved who saw. The generals in their +great perukes made way for him. He handed the paper over General Dohna's +buff-coat to our General on the opposite side. + +He came hobbling back, and blushing at his feat: "I thought he'd like +it, Harry," the young fellow whispered. "Didn't I like to read my name +after Ramillies, in the London Gazette?--Viscount Castlewood serving a +volunteer--I say, what's yonder?" + +Mr. Webb, reading the Gazette, looked very strange--slapped it down +on the table--then sprang up in his place, and began to--"Will your +Highness please to--" + +His Grace the Duke of Marlborough here jumped up too--"There's some +mistake, my dear General Webb." + +"Your Grace had better rectify it," says Mr. Webb, holding out the +letter; but he was five off his Grace the Prince Duke, who, besides, +was higher than the General (being seated with the Prince of Savoy, +the Electoral Prince of Hanover, and the envoys of Prussia and Denmark, +under a baldaquin), and Webb could not reach him, tall as he was. + +"Stay," says he, with a smile, as if catching at some idea, and then, +with a perfect courtesy, drawing his sword, he ran the Gazette through +with the point, and said, "Permit me to hand it to your Grace." + +The Duke looked very black. "Take it," says he, to his Master of the +Horse, who was waiting behind him. + +The Lieutenant-General made a very low bow, and retired and finished his +glass. The Gazette in which Mr. Cardonnel, the Duke's secretary, gave an +account of the victory of Wynendael, mentioned Mr. Webb's name, but gave +the sole praise and conduct of the action to the Duke's favorite, Mr. +Cadogan. + +There was no little talk and excitement occasioned by this strange +behavior of General Webb, who had almost drawn a sword upon the +Commander-in-Chief; but the General, after the first outbreak of +his anger, mastered it outwardly altogether; and, by his +subsequent behavior, had the satisfaction of even more angering the +Commander-in-Chief, than he could have done by any public exhibition of +resentment. + +On returning to his quarters, and consulting with his chief adviser, Mr. +Esmond, who was now entirely in the General's confidence, and treated by +him as a friend, and almost a son, Mr. Webb writ a letter to his Grace +the Commander-in-Chief, in which he said:-- + + +"Your Grace must be aware that the sudden perusal of the London +Gazette, in which your Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, hath mentioned +Major-General Cadogan's name as the officer commanding in the late +action of Wynendael, must have caused a feeling of anything but pleasure +to the General who fought that action. + +"Your Grace must be aware that Mr. Cadogan was not even present at the +battle, though he arrived with squadrons of horse at its close, and put +himself under the command of his superior officer. And as the result of +the battle of Wynendael, in which Lieutenant-General Webb had the good +fortune to command, was the capture of Lille, the relief of Brussels, +then invested by the enemy under the Elector of Bavaria, the restoration +of the great cities of Ghent and Bruges, of which the enemy (by treason +within the walls) had got possession in the previous year, Mr. Webb +cannot consent to forego the honors of such a success and service, for +the benefit of Mr. Cadogan, or any other person. + +"As soon as the military operations of the year are over, +Lieutenant-General Webb will request permission to leave the army, and +return to his place in Parliament, where he gives notice to his Grace +the Commander-in Chief, that he shall lay his case before the House of +Commons, the country, and her Majesty the Queen. + +"By his eagerness to rectify that false statement of the Gazette, which +had been written by his Grace's secretary, Mr. Cardonnel, Mr. Webb, not +being able to reach his Grace the Commander-in-Chief on account of the +gentlemen seated between them, placed the paper containing the false +statement on his sword, so that it might more readily arrive in the +hands of his Grace the Duke of Marlborough, who surely would wish to do +justice to every officer of his army. + +"Mr. Webb knows his duty too well to think of insubordination to his +superior officer, or of using his sword in a campaign against any but +the enemies of her Majesty. He solicits permission to return to England +immediately the military duties will permit, and take with him to +England Captain Esmond, of his regiment, who acted as his aide-de-camp, +and was present during the entire action, and noted by his watch the +time when Mr. Cadogan arrived at its close." + + +The Commander-in-Chief could not but grant this permission, nor could +he take notice of Webb's letter, though it was couched in terms the most +insulting. Half the army believed that the cities of Ghent and Bruges +were given up by a treason, which some in our army very well understood; +that the Commander-in-Chief would not have relieved Lille if he could +have helped himself; that he would not have fought that year had not the +Prince of Savoy forced him. When the battle once began, then, for his +own renown, my Lord Marlborough would fight as no man in the world ever +fought better; and no bribe on earth could keep him from beating the +enemy.* + + * Our Grandfather's hatred of the Duke of Marlborough + appears all through his account of these campaigns. He + always persisted that the Duke was the greatest traitor and + soldier history ever told of: and declared that he took + bribes on all hands during the war. My Lord Marquis (for so + we may call him here, though he never went by any other name + than Colonel Esmond) was in the habit of telling many + stories which he did not set down in his memoirs, and which + he had from his friend the Jesuit, who was not always + correctly informed, and who persisted that Marlborough was + looking for a bribe of two millions of crowns before the + campaign of Ramillies. + + And our Grandmother used to tell us children, that on his + first presentation to my Lord duke, the Duke turned his back + upon my Grandfather; and said to the Duchess, who told my + lady dowager at Chelsey, who afterwards told Colonel Esmond + --"Tom Esmond's bastard has been to my levee: he has the + hang-dog look of his rogue of a father"--an expression which + my Grandfather never forgave. He was as constant in his + dislikes as in his attachments; and exceedingly partial to + Webb, whose side he took against the more celebrated + general. We have General Webb's portrait now at Castlewood, + Va. + +But the matter was taken up by the subordinates; and half the army might +have been by the ears, if the quarrel had not been stopped. General +Cadogan sent an intimation to General Webb to say that he was ready if +Webb liked, and would meet him. This was a kind of invitation our +stout old general was always too ready to accept, and 'twas with great +difficulty we got the General to reply that he had no quarrel with Mr. +Cadogan, who had behaved with perfect gallantry, but only with those at +head-quarters, who had belied him. Mr. Cardonnel offered General Webb +reparation; Mr. Webb said he had a cane at the service of Mr. Cardonnel, +and the only satisfaction he wanted from him was one he was not likely +to get, namely, the truth. The officers in our staff of Webb's, and +those in the immediate suite of the General, were ready to come to +blows; and hence arose the only affair in which Mr. Esmond ever engaged +as principal, and that was from a revengeful wish to wipe off an old +injury. + +My Lord Mohun, who had a troop in Lord Macclesfield's regiment of the +Horse Guards, rode this campaign with the Duke. He had sunk by this time +to the very worst reputation; he had had another fatal duel in Spain; he +had married, and forsaken his wife; he was a gambler, a profligate, and +debauchee. He joined just before Oudenarde; and, as Esmond feared, as +soon as Frank Castlewood heard of his arrival, Frank was for seeking him +out, and killing him. The wound my lord got at Oudenarde prevented their +meeting, but that was nearly healed, and Mr. Esmond trembled daily lest +any chance should bring his boy and this known assassin together. They +met at the mess-table of Handyside's regiment at Lille; the officer +commanding not knowing of the feud between the two noblemen. + +Esmond had not seen the hateful handsome face of Mohun for nine years, +since they had met on that fatal night in Leicester Field. It was +degraded with crime and passion now; it wore the anxious look of a man +who has three deaths, and who knows how many hidden shames, and lusts, +and crimes on his conscience. He bowed with a sickly low bow, and slunk +away when our host presented us round to one another. Frank Castlewood +had not known him till then, so changed was he. He knew the boy well +enough. + +'Twas curious to look at the two--especially the young man, whose face +flushed up when he heard the hated name of the other; and who said in +his bad French and his brave boyish voice--"He had long been anxious to +meet my Lord Mohun." The other only bowed, and moved away from him. I do +him justice, he wished to have no quarrel with the lad. + +Esmond put himself between them at table. "D--- it," says Frank, "why +do you put yourself in the place of a man who is above you in degree? My +Lord Mohun should walk after me. I want to sit by my Lord Mohun." + +Esmond whispered to Lord Mohun, that Frank was hurt in the leg at +Oudenarde; and besought the other to be quiet. Quiet enough he was for +some time; disregarding the many taunts which young Castlewood flung at +him, until after several healths, when my Lord Mohun got to be rather in +liquor. + +"Will you go away, my lord?" Mr. Esmond said to him, imploring him to +quit the table. + +"No, by G--," says my Lord Mohun. "I'll not go away for any man;" he was +quite flushed with wine by this time. + +The talk got round to the affairs of yesterday. Webb had offered to +challenge the Commander-in-Chief: Webb had been ill-used: Webb was the +bravest, handsomest, vainest man in the army. Lord Mohun did not know +that Esmond was Webb's aide-de-camp. He began to tell some stories +against the General; which, from t'other side of Esmond, young +Castlewood contradicted. + +"I can't bear any more of this," says my Lord Mohun. + +"Nor can I, my lord," says Mr. Esmond, starting up. "The story my Lord +Mohun has told respecting General Webb is false, gentlemen--false, I +repeat," and making a low bow to Lord Mohun, and without a single word +more, Esmond got up and left the dining-room. These affairs were common +enough among the military of those days. There was a garden behind +the house, and all the party turned instantly into it; and the two +gentlemen's coats were off and their points engaged within two minutes +after Esmond's words had been spoken. If Captain Esmond had put Mohun +out of the world, as he might, a villain would have been punished +and spared further villanies--but who is one man to punish another? I +declare upon my honor that my only thought was to prevent Lord Mohun +from mischief with Frank, and the end of this meeting was, that after +half a dozen passes my lord went home with a hurt which prevented him +from lifting his right arm for three months. + +"Oh, Harry! why didn't you kill the villain?" young Castlewood asked. "I +can't walk without a crutch: but I could have met him on horseback with +sword and pistol." But Harry Esmond said, "'Twas best to have no man's +life on one's conscience, not even that villain's." And this affair, +which did not occupy three minutes, being over, the gentlemen went back +to their wine, and my Lord Mohun to his quarters, where he was laid up +with a fever which had spared mischief had it proved fatal. And very +soon after this affair Harry Esmond and his General left the camp for +London; whither a certain reputation had preceded the Captain, for my +Lady Castlewood of Chelsey received him as if he had been a conquering +hero. She gave a great dinner to Mr. Webb, where the General's chair +was crowned with laurels; and her ladyship called Esmond's health in +a toast, to which my kind General was graciously pleased to bear the +strongest testimony: and took down a mob of at least forty coaches to +cheer our General as he came out of the House of Commons, the day when +he received the thanks of Parliament for his action. The mob huzza'd and +applauded him, as well as the fine company: it was splendid to see +him waving his hat, and bowing, and laying his hand upon his Order +of Generosity. He introduced Mr. Esmond to Mr. St. John and the Right +Honorable Robert Harley, Esquire, as he came out of the House walking +between them; and was pleased to make many flattering observations +regarding Mr. Esmond's behavior during the three last campaigns. + +Mr. St. John (who had the most winning presence of any man I ever saw, +excepting always my peerless young Frank Castlewood) said he had heard +of Mr. Esmond before from Captain Steele, and how he had helped Mr. +Addison to write his famous poem of the "Campaign." + +"'Twas as great an achievement as the victory of Blenheim itself," Mr. +Harley said, who was famous as a judge and patron of letters, and +so, perhaps, it may be--though for my part I think there are twenty +beautiful lines, but all the rest is commonplace, and Mr. Addison's hymn +worth a thousand such poems. + +All the town was indignant at my Lord Duke's unjust treatment of General +Webb, and applauded the vote of thanks which the House of Commons gave +to the General for his victory at Wynendael. 'Tis certain that the +capture of Lille was the consequence of that lucky achievement, and the +humiliation of the old French King, who was said to suffer more at +the loss of this great city, than from any of the former victories +our troops had won over him. And, I think, no small part of Mr. Webb's +exultation at his victory arose from the idea that Marlborough had been +disappointed of a great bribe the French King had promised him, should +the siege be raised. The very sum of money offered to him was mentioned +by the Duke's enemies; and honest Mr. Webb chuckled at the notion, +not only of beating the French, but of beating Marlborough too, and +intercepting a convoy of three millions of French crowns, that were on +their way to the Generalissimo's insatiable pockets. When the General's +lady went to the Queen's drawing-room, all the Tory women crowded round +her with congratulations, and made her a train greater than the Duchess +of Marlborough's own. Feasts were given to the General by all the chiefs +of the Tory party, who vaunted him as the Duke's equal in military +skill; and perhaps used the worthy soldier as their instrument, whilst +he thought they were but acknowledging his merits as a commander. As the +General's aide-de-camp and favorite officer, Mr. Esmond came in for a +share of his chief's popularity, and was presented to her Majesty, +and advanced to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel, at the request of his +grateful chief. + +We may be sure there was one family in which any good fortune that +happened to Esmond caused such a sincere pride and pleasure, that he, +for his part, was thankful he could make them so happy. With these fond +friends, Blenheim and Oudenarde seemed to be mere trifling incidents of +the war; and Wynendael was its crowning victory. Esmond's mistress never +tired to hear accounts of the battle; and I think General Webb's lady +grew jealous of her, for the General was for ever at Kensington, and +talking on that delightful theme. As for his aide-de-camp, though, no +doubt, Esmond's own natural vanity was pleased at the little share +of reputation which his good fortune had won him, yet it was chiefly +precious to him (he may say so, now that he hath long since outlived +it,) because it pleased his mistress, and, above all, because Beatrix +valued it. + +As for the old Dowager of Chelsey, never was an old woman in all England +more delighted nor more gracious than she. Esmond had his quarters in +her ladyship's house, where the domestics were instructed to consider +him as their master. She bade him give entertainments, of which she +defrayed the charges, and was charmed when his guests were carried away +tipsy in their coaches. She must have his picture taken; and accordingly +he was painted by Mr. Jervas, in his red coat, and smiling upon a +bomb-shell, which was bursting at the corner of the piece. She vowed +that unless he made a great match, she should never die easy, and was +for ever bringing young ladies to Chelsey, with pretty faces and pretty +fortunes, at the disposal of the Colonel. He smiled to think how times +were altered with him, and of the early days in his father's lifetime, +when a trembling page he stood before her, with her ladyship's basin and +ewer, or crouched in her coach-step. The only fault she found with +him was, that he was more sober than an Esmond ought to be; and would +neither be carried to bed by his valet, nor lose his heart to any +beauty, whether of St. James's or Covent Garden. + +What is the meaning of fidelity in love, and whence the birth of it? +'Tis a state of mind that men fall into, and depending on the man rather +than the woman. We love being in love, that's the truth on't. If we +had not met Joan, we should have met Kate, and adored her. We know our +mistresses are no better than many other women, nor no prettier, nor no +wiser, nor no wittier. 'Tis not for these reasons we love a woman, or +for any special quality or charm I know of; we might as well demand that +a lady should be the tallest woman in the world, like the Shropshire +giantess,* as that she should be a paragon in any other character, +before we began to love her. Esmond's mistress had a thousand faults +beside her charms; he knew both perfectly well! She was imperious, she +was light-minded, she was flighty, she was false, she had no reverence +in her character; she was in everything, even in beauty, the contrast +of her mother, who was the most devoted and the least selfish of women. +Well, from the very first moment he saw her on the stairs at Walcote, +Esmond knew he loved Beatrix. There might be better women--he wanted +that one. He cared for none other. Was it because she was gloriously +beautiful? Beautiful as she was, he had heard people say a score of +times in their company that Beatrix's mother looked as young, and was +the handsomer of the two. Why did her voice thrill in his ear so? She +could not sing near so well as Nicolini or Mrs. Tofts; nay, she sang out +of tune, and yet he liked to hear her better than St. Cecilia. She had +not a finer complexion than Mrs. Steele, (Dick's wife, whom he had now +got, and who ruled poor Dick with a rod of pickle,) and yet to see her +dazzled Esmond; he would shut his eyes, and the thought of her dazzled +him all the same. She was brilliant and lively in talk, but not so +incomparably witty as her mother, who, when she was cheerful, said the +finest things; but yet to hear her, and to be with her, was Esmond's +greatest pleasure. Days passed away between him and these ladies, he +scarce knew how. He poured his heart out to them, so as he never could +in any other company, where he hath generally passed for being moody, or +supercilious and silent. This society** was more delightful than that +of the greatest wits to him. May heaven pardon him the lies he told +the Dowager at Chelsey, in order to get a pretext for going away +to Kensington: the business at the Ordnance which he invented; the +interview with his General, the courts and statesmen's levees which +he DIDN'T frequent and describe; who wore a new suit on Sunday at St. +James's or at the Queen's birthday; how many coaches filled the street +at Mr. Harley's levee; how many bottles he had had the honor to drink +over-night with Mr. St. John at the "Cocoa-Tree," or at the "Garter" +with Mr. Walpole and Mr. Steele. + + * 'Tis not thus WOMAN LOVES: Col. E. hath owned to this + folly for a SCORE OF WOMEN besides.--R. + + ** And, indeed, so was his to them, a thousand thousand + times more charming, for where was his equal?--R. + +Mistress Beatrix Esmond had been a dozen times on the point of making +great matches, so the Court scandal said; but for his part Esmond never +would believe the stories against her; and came back, after three years' +absence from her, not so frantic as he had been perhaps, but still +hungering after her and no other; still hopeful, still kneeling, with +his heart in his hand for the young lady to take. We were now got to +1709. She was near twenty-two years old, and three years at Court, and +without a husband. + +"'Tis not for want of being asked," Lady Castlewood said, looking into +Esmond's heart, as she could, with that perceptiveness affection gives. +"But she will make no mean match, Harry: she will not marry as I would +have her; the person whom I should like to call my son, and Henry Esmond +knows who that is, is best served by my not pressing his claim. Beatrix +is so wilful, that what I would urge on her, she would be sure to +resist. The man who would marry her, will not be happy with her, unless +he be a great person, and can put her in a great position. Beatrix loves +admiration more than love; and longs, beyond all things, for command. +Why should a mother speak so of her child? You are my son, too, Harry. +You should know the truth about your sister. I thought you might cure +yourself of your passion," my lady added, fondly. "Other people can +cure themselves of that folly, you know. But I see you are still as +infatuated as ever. When we read your name in the Gazette, I pleaded +for you, my poor boy. Poor boy, indeed! You are growing a grave old +gentleman, now, and I am an old woman. She likes your fame well +enough, and she likes your person. She says you have wit, and fire, +and good-breeding, and are more natural than the fine gentlemen of the +Court. But this is not enough. She wants a commander-in-chief, and not +a colonel. Were a duke to ask her, she would leave an earl whom she +had promised. I told you so before. I know not how my poor girl is so +worldly." + +"Well," says Esmond, "a man can but give his best and his all. She has +that from me. What little reputation I have won, I swear I cared for it +because I thought Beatrix would be pleased with it. What care I to be a +colonel or a general? Think you 'twill matter a few score years hence, +what our foolish honors to-day are? I would have had a little fame, that +she might wear it in her hat. If I had anything better, I would endow +her with it. If she wants my life, I would give it her. If she marries +another, I will say God bless him. I make no boast, nor no complaint. I +think my fidelity is folly, perhaps. But so it is. I cannot help myself. +I love her. You are a thousand times better: the fondest, the fairest, +the dearest of women. Sure, my dear lady, I see all Beatrix's faults as +well as you do. But she is my fate. 'Tis endurable. I shall not die +for not having her. I think I should be no happier if I won her. Que +voulez-vous? as my Lady of Chelsey would say. Je l'aime." + +"I wish she would have you," said Harry's fond mistress, giving a hand +to him. He kissed the fair hand ('twas the prettiest dimpled little hand +in the world, and my Lady Castlewood, though now almost forty years old, +did not look to be within ten years of her age). He kissed and kept her +fair hand, as they talked together. + +"Why," says he, "should she hear me? She knows what I would say. Far or +near, she knows I'm her slave. I have sold myself for nothing, it may +be. Well, 'tis the price I choose to take. I am worth nothing, or I am +worth all." + +"You are such a treasure," Esmond's mistress was pleased to say, "that +the woman who has your love, shouldn't change it away against a kingdom, +I think. I am a country-bred woman, and cannot say but the ambitions of +the town seem mean to me. I never was awe-stricken by my Lady Duchess's +rank and finery, or afraid," she added, with a sly laugh, "of anything +but her temper. I hear of Court ladies who pine because her Majesty +looks cold on them; and great noblemen who would give a limb that +they might wear a garter on the other. This worldliness, which I can't +comprehend, was born with Beatrix, who, on the first day of her waiting, +was a perfect courtier. We are like sisters, and she the eldest sister, +somehow. She tells me I have a mean spirit. I laugh, and say she adores +a coach-and-six. I cannot reason her out of her ambition. 'Tis natural +to her, as to me to love quiet, and be indifferent about rank and +riches. What are they, Harry? and for how long do they last? Our home +is not here." She smiled as she spoke, and looked like an angel that was +only on earth on a visit. "Our home is where the just are, and where our +sins and sorrows enter not. My father used to rebuke me, and say that +I was too hopeful about heaven. But I cannot help my nature, and grow +obstinate as I grow to be an old woman; and as I love my children so, +sure our Father loves us with a thousand and a thousand times greater +love. It must be that we shall meet yonder, and be happy. Yes, you--and +my children, and my dear lord. Do you know, Harry, since his death, it +has always seemed to me as if his love came back to me, and that we are +parted no more. Perhaps he is here now, Harry--I think he is. Forgiven +I am sure he is: even Mr. Atterbury absolved him, and he died forgiving. +Oh, what a noble heart he had! How generous he was! I was but fifteen +and a child when he married me. How good he was to stoop to me! He was +always good to the poor and humble." She stopped, then presently, with a +peculiar expression, as if her eyes were looking into heaven, and saw +my lord there, she smiled, and gave a little laugh. "I laugh to see you, +sir," she says; "when you come, it seems as if you never were away." One +may put her words down, and remember them, but how describe her sweet +tones, sweeter than music! + +My young lord did not come home at the end of the campaign, and wrote +that he was kept at Bruxelles on military duty. Indeed, I believe he +was engaged in laying siege to a certain lady, who was of the suite of +Madame de Soissons, the Prince of Savoy's mother, who was just dead, and +who, like the Flemish fortresses, was taken and retaken a great +number of times during the war, and occupied by French, English, and +Imperialists. Of course, Mr. Esmond did not think fit to enlighten Lady +Castlewood regarding the young scapegrace's doings: nor had he said a +word about the affair with Lord Mohun, knowing how abhorrent that man's +name was to his mistress. Frank did not waste much time or money on pen +and ink; and, when Harry came home with his General, only writ two lines +to his mother, to say his wound in the leg was almost healed, that he +would keep his coming of age next year--that the duty aforesaid would +keep him at Bruxelles, and that Cousin Harry would tell all the news. + +But from Bruxelles, knowing how the Lady Castlewood always liked to have +a letter about the famous 29th of December, my lord writ her a long and +full one, and in this he must have described the affair with Mohun; for +when Mr. Esmond came to visit his mistress one day, early in the new +year, to his great wonderment, she and her daughter both came up and +saluted him, and after them the Dowager of Chelsey, too, whose chairman +had just brought her ladyship from her village to Kensington across the +fields. After this honor, I say, from the two ladies of Castlewood, the +Dowager came forward in great state, with her grand tall head-dress of +King James's reign, that, she never forsook, and said, "Cousin Henry, +all our family have met; and we thank you, cousin, for your noble +conduct towards the head of our house." And pointing to her blushing +cheek, she made Mr. Esmond aware that he was to enjoy the rapture of an +embrace there. Having saluted one cheek, she turned to him the other. +"Cousin Harry," said both the other ladies, in a little chorus, "we +thank you for your noble conduct;" and then Harry became aware that the +story of the Lille affair had come to his kinswomen's ears. It pleased +him to hear them all saluting him as one of their family. + +The tables of the dining-room were laid for a great entertainment; and +the ladies were in gala dresses--my Lady of Chelsey in her highest tour, +my Lady Viscountess out of black, and looking fair and happy a ravir; +and the Maid of Honor attired with that splendor which naturally +distinguished her, and wearing on her beautiful breast the French +officer's star which Frank had sent home after Ramillies. + +"You see, 'tis a gala day with us," says she, glancing down to the star +complacently, "and we have our orders on. Does not mamma look charming? +'Twas I dressed her!" Indeed, Esmond's dear mistress, blushing as +he looked at her, with her beautiful fair hair, and an elegant dress +according to the mode, appeared to have the shape and complexion of a +girl of twenty. + +On the table was a fine sword, with a red velvet scabbard, and a +beautiful chased silver handle, with a blue ribbon for a sword-knot. +"What is this?" says the Captain, going up to look at this pretty piece. + +Mrs. Beatrix advanced towards it. "Kneel down," says she: "we dub you +our knight with this"--and she waved the sword over his head. "My Lady +Dowager hath given the sword; and I give the ribbon, and mamma hath sewn +on the fringe." + +"Put the sword on him, Beatrix," says her mother. "You are our knight, +Harry--our true knight. Take a mother's thanks and prayers for defending +her son, my dear, dear friend." She could say no more, and even the +Dowager was affected, for a couple of rebellious tears made sad marks +down those wrinkled old roses which Esmond had just been allowed to +salute. + +"We had a letter from dearest Frank," his mother said, "three days +since, whilst you were on your visit to your friend Captain Steele, at +Hampton. He told us all that you had done, and how nobly you had put +yourself between him and that--that wretch." + +"And I adopt you from this day," says the Dowager, "and I wish I was +richer, for your sake, son Esmond," she added with a wave of her hand; +and as Mr. Esmond dutifully went down on his knee before her ladyship, +she cast her eyes up to the ceiling, (the gilt chandelier, and the +twelve wax-candles in it, for the party was numerous,) and invoked a +blessing from that quarter upon the newly adopted son. + +"Dear Frank," says the other viscountess, "how fond he is of his +military profession! He is studying fortification very hard. I wish he +were here. We shall keep his coming of age at Castlewood next year." + +"If the campaign permit us," says Mr. Esmond. + +"I am never afraid when he is with you," cries the boy's mother. "I am +sure my Henry will always defend him." + +"But there will be a peace before next year; we know it for certain," +cries the Maid of Honor. "Lord Marlborough will be dismissed, and that +horrible duchess turned out of all her places. Her Majesty won't speak +to her now. Did you see her at Bushy, Harry? She is furious, and she +ranges about the park like a lioness, and tears people's eyes out." + +"And the Princess Anne will send for somebody," says my Lady of Chelsey, +taking out her medal and kissing it. + +"Did you see the King at Oudenarde, Harry?" his mistress asked. She was +a staunch Jacobite, and would no more have thought of denying her king +than her God. + +"I saw the young Hanoverian only," Harry said. "The Chevalier de St. +George--" + +"The King, sir, the King!" said the ladies and Miss Beatrix; and she +clapped her pretty hands, and cried, "Vive le Roy." + +By this time there came a thundering knock, that drove in the doors of +the house almost. It was three o'clock, and the company were arriving; +and presently the servant announced Captain Steele and his lady. + +Captain and Mrs. Steele, who were the first to arrive, had driven to +Kensington from their country-house, the Hovel at Hampton Wick. "Not +from our mansion in Bloomsbury Square," as Mrs. Steele took care to +inform the ladies. Indeed Harry had ridden away from Hampton that very +morning, leaving the couple by the ears; for from the chamber where +he lay, in a bed that was none of the cleanest, and kept awake by the +company which he had in his own bed, and the quarrel which was going +on in the next room, he could hear both night and morning the curtain +lecture which Mrs. Steele was in the habit of administering to poor +Dick. + +At night it did not matter so much for the culprit; Dick was fuddled, +and when in that way no scolding could interrupt his benevolence. Mr. +Esmond could hear him coaxing and speaking in that maudlin manner, which +punch and claret produce, to his beloved Prue, and beseeching her to +remember that there was a distiwisht officer ithe rex roob, who would +overhear her. She went on, nevertheless, calling him a drunken wretch, +and was only interrupted in her harangues by the Captain's snoring. + +In the morning, the unhappy victim awoke to a headache, and +consciousness, and the dialogue of the night was resumed. "Why do you +bring captains home to dinner when there's not a guinea in the house? +How am I to give dinners when you leave me without a shilling? How am +I to go traipsing to Kensington in my yellow satin sack before all the +fine company? I've nothing fit to put on; I never have:" and so the +dispute went on--Mr. Esmond interrupting the talk when it seemed to be +growing too intimate by blowing his nose as loudly as ever he could, +at the sound of which trumpet there came a lull. But Dick was charming, +though his wife was odious, and 'twas to give Mr. Steele pleasure, that +the ladies of Castlewood, who were ladies of no small fashion, invited +Mrs. Steele. + +Besides the Captain and his lady, there was a great and notable +assemblage of company: my Lady of Chelsey having sent her lackeys +and liveries to aid the modest attendance at Kensington. There was +Lieutenant-General Webb, Harry's kind patron, of whom the Dowager +took possession, and who resplended in velvet and gold lace; there was +Harry's new acquaintance, the Right Honorable Henry St. John, Esquire, +the General's kinsman, who was charmed with the Lady Castlewood, even +more than with her daughter; there was one of the greatest noblemen in +the kingdom, the Scots Duke of Hamilton, just created Duke of Brandon +in England; and two other noble lords of the Tory party, my Lord +Ashburnham, and another I have forgot; and for ladies, her Grace the +Duchess of Ormonde and her daughters, the Lady Mary and the Lady Betty, +the former one of Mistress Beatrix's colleagues in waiting on the Queen. + +"What a party of Tories!" whispered Captain Steele to Esmond, as we were +assembled in the parlor before dinner. Indeed, all the company present, +save Steele, were of that faction. + +Mr. St. John made his special compliments to Mrs. Steele, and so charmed +her that she declared she would have Steele a Tory too. + +"Or will you have me a Whig?" says Mr. St. John. "I think, madam, you +could convert a man to anything." + +"If Mr. St. John ever comes to Bloomsbury Square I will teach him what +I know," says Mrs. Steele, dropping her handsome eyes. "Do you know +Bloomsbury Square?" + +"Do I know the Mall? Do I know the Opera? Do I know the reigning toast? +Why, Bloomsbury is the very height of the mode," says Mr. St. John. +"'Tis rus in urbe. You have gardens all the way to Hampstead, and +palaces round about you--Southampton House and Montague House." + +"Where you wretches go and fight duels," cries Mrs. Steele. + +"Of which the ladies are the cause!" says her entertainer. "Madam, is +Dick a good swordsman? How charming the 'Tatler' is! We all recognized +your portrait in the 49th number, and I have been dying to know you +ever since I read it. 'Aspasia must be allowed to be the first of +the beauteous order of love.' Doth not the passage run so? 'In this +accomplished lady love is the constant effect, though it is never the +design; yet though her mien carries much more invitation than command, +to behold her is an immediate check to loose behavior, and to love her +is a liberal education.'" + +"Oh, indeed!" says Mrs. Steele, who did not seem to understand a word of +what the gentleman was saying. + +"Who could fail to be accomplished under such a mistress?" says Mr. St. +John, still gallant and bowing. + +"Mistress! upon my word, sir!" cries the lady. "If you mean me, sir, I +would have you know that I am the Captain's wife." + +"Sure we all know it," answers Mr. St. John, keeping his countenance +very gravely; and Steele broke in saying, "'Twas not about Mrs. Steele I +writ that paper--though I am sure she is worthy of any compliment I can +pay her--but of the Lady Elizabeth Hastings." + +"I hear Mr. Addison is equally famous as a wit and a poet," says Mr. +St. John. "Is it true that his hand is to be found in your 'Tatler,' Mr. +Steele?" + +"Whether 'tis the sublime or the humorous, no man can come near him," +cries Steele. + +"A fig, Dick, for your Mr. Addison!" cries out his lady: "a gentleman +who gives himself such airs and holds his head so high now. I hope your +ladyship thinks as I do: I can't bear those very fair men with white +eyelashes--a black man for me." (All the black men at table applauded, +and made Mrs. Steele a bow for this compliment.) "As for this Mr. +Addison," she went on, "he comes to dine with the Captain sometimes, +never says a word to me, and then they walk up stairs both tipsy, to a +dish of tea. I remember your Mr. Addison when he had but one coat to his +back, and that with a patch at the elbow." + +"Indeed--a patch at the elbow! You interest me," says Mr. St. John. +"'Tis charming to hear of one man of letters from the charming wife of +another." + +"La, I could tell you ever so much about 'em," continues the voluble +lady. "What do you think the Captain has got now?--a little hunchback +fellow--a little hop-o'-my-thumb creature that he calls a poet--a little +Popish brat!" + +"Hush, there are two in the room," whispers her companion. + +"Well, I call him Popish because his name is Pope," says the lady. +"'Tis only my joking way. And this little dwarf of a fellow has wrote a +pastoral poem--all about shepherds and shepherdesses, you know." + +"A shepherd should have a little crook," says my mistress, laughing from +her end of the table: on which Mrs. Steele said, "She did not know, but +the Captain brought home this queer little creature when she was in bed +with her first boy, and it was a mercy he had come no sooner; and Dick +raved about his genus, and was always raving about some nonsense or +other." + +"Which of the 'Tatlers' do you prefer, Mrs. Steele?" asked Mr. St. John. + +"I never read but one, and think it all a pack of rubbish, sir," says +the lady. "Such stuff about Bickerstaffe, and Distaff, and Quarterstaff, +as it all is! There's the Captain going on still with the Burgundy--I +know he'll be tipsy before he stops--Captain Steele!" + +"I drink to your eyes, my dear," says the Captain, who seemed to think +his wife charming, and to receive as genuine all the satiric compliments +which Mr. St. John paid her. + +All this while the Maid of Honor had been trying to get Mr. Esmond to +talk, and no doubt voted him a dull fellow. For, by some mistake, just +as he was going to pop into the vacant place, he was placed far away +from Beatrix's chair, who sat between his Grace and my Lord Ashburnham, +and shrugged her lovely white shoulders, and cast a look as if to say, +"Pity me," to her cousin. My Lord Duke and his young neighbor were +presently in a very animated and close conversation. Mrs. Beatrix could +no more help using her eyes than the sun can help shining, and setting +those it shines on a-burning. By the time the first course was done the +dinner seemed long to Esmond; by the time the soup came he fancied they +must have been hours at table: and as for the sweets and jellies he +thought they never would be done. + +At length the ladies rose, Beatrix throwing a Parthian glance at her +duke as she retreated; a fresh bottle and glasses were fetched, and +toasts were called. Mr. St. John asked his Grace the Duke of Hamilton +and the company to drink to the health of his Grace the Duke of Brandon. +Another lord gave General Webb's health, "and may he get the command the +bravest officer in the world deserves." Mr. Webb thanked the company, +complimented his aide-de-camp, and fought his famous battle over again. + +"Il est fatiguant," whispers Mr. St. John, "avec sa trompette de +Wynendael." + +Captain Steele, who was not of our side, loyally gave the health of the +Duke of Marlborough, the greatest general of the age. + +"I drink to the greatest general with all my heart," says Mr. Webb; +"there can be no gainsaying that character of him. My glass goes to the +General, and not to the Duke, Mr. Steele." And the stout old gentleman +emptied his bumper; to which Dick replied by filling and emptying a pair +of brimmers, one for the General and one for the Duke. + +And now his Grace of Hamilton, rising up with flashing eyes (we had all +been drinking pretty freely), proposed a toast to the lovely, to the +incomparable Mrs. Beatrix Esmond; we all drank it with cheers, and my +Lord Ashburnham especially, with a shout of enthusiasm. + +"What a pity there is a Duchess of Hamilton," whispers St. John, who +drank more wine and yet was more steady than most of the others, and we +entered the drawing-room where the ladies were at their tea. As for poor +Dick, we were obliged to leave him alone at the dining-table, where he +was hiccupping out the lines from the "Campaign," in which the greatest +poet had celebrated the greatest general in the world; and Harry Esmond +found him, half an hour afterwards, in a more advanced stage of liquor, +and weeping about the treachery of Tom Boxer. + +The drawing-room was all dark to poor Harry, in spite of the grand +illumination. Beatrix scarce spoke to him. When my Lord Duke went away, +she practised upon the next in rank, and plied my young Lord Ashburnham +with all the fire of her eyes and the fascinations of her wit. Most of +the party were set to cards, and Mr. St. John, after yawning in the face +of Mrs. Steele, whom he did not care to pursue any more; and talking in +his most brilliant animated way to Lady Castlewood, whom he pronounced +to be beautiful, of a far higher order of beauty than her daughter, +presently took his leave, and went his way. The rest of the company +speedily followed, my Lord Ashburnham the last, throwing fiery glances +at the smiling young temptress, who had bewitched more hearts than his +in her thrall. + +No doubt, as a kinsman of the house, Mr. Esmond thought fit to be the +last of all in it; he remained after the coaches had rolled away--after +his dowager aunt's chair and flambeaux had marched off in the darkness +towards Chelsey, and the town's people had gone to bed, who had been +drawn into the square to gape at the unusual assemblage of chairs and +chariots, lackeys, and torchmen. The poor mean wretch lingered yet for +a few minutes, to see whether the girl would vouchsafe him a smile, or a +parting word of consolation. But her enthusiasm of the morning was quite +died out, or she chose to be in a different mood. She fell to joking +about the dowdy appearance of Lady Betty, and mimicked the vulgarity +of Mrs. Steele; and then she put up her little hand to her mouth and +yawned, lighted a taper, and shrugged her shoulders, and dropping Mr. +Esmond a saucy curtsy, sailed off to bed. + +"The day began so well, Henry, that I hoped it might have ended better," +was all the consolation that poor Esmond's fond mistress could give him; +and as he trudged home through the dark alone, he thought with bitter +rage in his heart, and a feeling of almost revolt against the sacrifice +he had made:--"She would have me," thought he, "had I but a name to +give her. But for my promise to her father, I might have my rank and my +mistress too." + +I suppose a man's vanity is stronger than any other passion in him; for +I blush, even now, as I recall the humiliation of those distant days, +the memory of which still smarts, though the fever of balked desire +has passed away more than a score of years ago. When the writer's +descendants come to read this memoir, I wonder will they have lived to +experience a similar defeat and shame? Will they ever have knelt to a +woman who has listened to them, and played with them, and laughed with +them--who beckoning them with lures and caresses, and with Yes smiling +from her eyes, has tricked them on to their knees, and turned her +back and left them. All this shame Mr. Esmond had to undergo; and he +submitted, and revolted, and presently came crouching back for more. + +After this feste, my young Lord Ashburnham's coach was for ever rolling +in and out of Kensington Square; his lady-mother came to visit Esmond's +mistress, and at every assembly in the town, wherever the Maid of Honor +made her appearance, you might be pretty sure to see the young gentleman +in a new suit every week, and decked out in all the finery that his +tailor or embroiderer could furnish for him. My lord was for ever paying +Mr. Esmond compliments: bidding him to dinner, offering him horses to +ride, and giving him a thousand uncouth marks of respect and +good-will. At last, one night at the coffee-house, whither my lord came +considerably flushed and excited with drink, he rushes up to Mr. Esmond, +and cries out--"Give me joy, my dearest Colonel; I am the happiest of +men." + +"The happiest of men needs no dearest colonel to give him joy," says Mr. +Esmond. "What is the cause of this supreme felicity?" + +"Haven't you heard?" says he. "Don't you know? I thought the family told +you everything: the adorable Beatrix hath promised to be mine." + +"What!" cries out Mr. Esmond, who had spent happy hours with Beatrix +that very morning--had writ verses for her, that she had sung at the +harpsichord. + +"Yes," says he; "I waited on her to-day. I saw you walking towards +Knightsbridge as I passed in my coach; and she looked so lovely, +and spoke so kind, that I couldn't help going down on my knees, +and--and--sure I am the happiest of men in all the world; and I'm very +young; but she says I shall get older: and you know I shall be of age in +four months; and there's very little difference between us; and I'm so +happy. I should like to treat the company to something. Let us have a +bottle--a dozen bottles--and drink the health of the finest woman in +England." + +Esmond left the young lord tossing off bumper after bumper, and strolled +away to Kensington to ask whether the news was true. 'Twas only too +sure: his mistress's sad, compassionate face told him the story; and +then she related what particulars of it she knew, and how my young lord +had made his offer, half an hour after Esmond went away that morning, +and in the very room where the song lay yet on the harpsichord, which +Esmond had writ, and they had sung together. + + + + +BOOK III. + +CONTAINING THE END OF MR. ESMOND'S ADVENTURES IN ENGLAND. + + + + +CHAPTER I. + +I COME TO AN END OF MY BATTLES AND BRUISES. + + +That feverish desire to gain a little reputation which Esmond had had, +left him now perhaps that he had attained some portion of his wish, and +the great motive of his ambition was over. His desire for military honor +was that it might raise him in Beatrix's eyes. 'Twas next to nobility +and wealth, the only kind of rank she valued. It was the stake quickest +won or lost too; for law is a very long game that requires a life to +practise; and to be distinguished in letters or the Church would not +have forwarded the poor gentleman's plans in the least. So he had no +suit to play but the red one, and he played it; and this, in truth, was +the reason of his speedy promotion; for he exposed himself more than +most gentlemen do, and risked more to win more. Is he the only man that +hath set his life against a stake which may be not worth the winning? +Another risks his life (and his honor, too, sometimes,) against a bundle +of bank-notes, or a yard of blue ribbon, or a seat in Parliament; and +some for the mere pleasure and excitement of the sport; as a field of a +hundred huntsmen will do, each out-bawling and out-galloping the other +at the tail of a dirty fox, that is to be the prize of the foremost +happy conqueror. + +When he heard this news of Beatrix's engagement in marriage, Colonel +Esmond knocked under to his fate, and resolved to surrender his sword, +that could win him nothing now he cared for; and in this dismal frame of +mind he determined to retire from the regiment, to the great delight of +the captain next in rank to him, who happened to be a young gentleman +of good fortune, who eagerly paid Mr. Esmond a thousand guineas for +his majority in Webb's regiment, and was knocked on the head the next +campaign. Perhaps Esmond would not have been sorry to share his fate. He +was more the Knight of the Woful Countenance than ever he had been. His +moodiness must have made him perfectly odious to his friends under the +tents, who like a jolly fellow, and laugh at a melancholy warrior always +sighing after Dulcinea at home. + +Both the ladies of Castlewood approved of Mr. Esmond quitting the army, +and his kind General coincided in his wish of retirement and helped +in the transfer of his commission, which brought a pretty sum into his +pocket. But when the Commander-in-Chief came home, and was forced, in +spite of himself, to appoint Lieutenant-General Webb to the command of a +division of the army in Flanders, the Lieutenant-General prayed Colonel +Esmond so urgently to be his aide-de-camp and military secretary, that +Esmond could not resist his kind patron's entreaties, and again took the +field, not attached to any regiment, but under Webb's orders. What must +have been the continued agonies of fears* and apprehensions which racked +the gentle breasts of wives and matrons in those dreadful days, when +every Gazette brought accounts of deaths and battles, and when the +present anxiety over, and the beloved person escaped, the doubt still +remained that a battle might be fought, possibly, of which the next +Flanders letter would bring the account; so they, the poor tender +creatures, had to go on sickening and trembling through the whole +campaign. Whatever these terrors were on the part of Esmond's mistress, +(and that tenderest of women must have felt them most keenly for both +her sons, as she called them), she never allowed them outwardly to +appear, but hid her apprehension, as she did her charities and devotion. +'Twas only by chance that Esmond, wandering in Kensington, found his +mistress coming out of a mean cottage there, and heard that she had +a score of poor retainers, whom she visited and comforted in their +sickness and poverty, and who blessed her daily. She attended the +early church daily (though of a Sunday, especially, she encouraged and +advanced all sorts of cheerfulness and innocent gayety in her little +household): and by notes entered into a table-book of hers at this time, +and devotional compositions writ with a sweet artless fervor, such as +the best divines could not surpass, showed how fond her heart was, how +humble and pious her spirit, what pangs of apprehension she endured +silently, and with what a faithful reliance she committed the care of +those she loved to the awful Dispenser of death and life. + + * What indeed? Psm. xci. 2, 3, 7.--R. E. + +As for her ladyship at Chelsey, Esmond's newly adopted mother, she was +now of an age when the danger of any second party doth not disturb the +rest much. She cared for trumps more than for most things in life. She +was firm enough in her own faith, but no longer very bitter against +ours. She had a very good-natured, easy French director, Monsieur +Gauthier by name, who was a gentleman of the world, and would take a +hand of cards with Dean Atterbury, my lady's neighbor at Chelsey, and +was well with all the High Church party. No doubt Monsieur Gauthier knew +what Esmond's peculiar position was, for he corresponded with Holt, and +always treated Colonel Esmond with particular respect and kindness; but +for good reasons the Colonel and the Abbe never spoke on this matter +together, and so they remained perfect good friends. + +All the frequenters of my Lady of Chelsey's house were of the Tory and +High Church party. Madame Beatrix was as frantic about the King as her +elderly kinswoman: she wore his picture on her heart; she had a piece +of his hair; she vowed he was the most injured, and gallant, and +accomplished, and unfortunate, and beautiful of princes. Steele, who +quarrelled with very many of his Tory friends, but never with Esmond, +used to tell the Colonel that his kinswoman's house was a rendezvous of +Tory intrigues; that Gauthier was a spy; that Atterbury was a spy; +that letters were constantly going from that house to the Queen at St. +Germains; on which Esmond, laughing, would reply, that they used to +say in the army the Duke of Marlborough was a spy too, and as much in +correspondence with that family as any Jesuit. And without entering very +eagerly into the controversy, Esmond had frankly taken the side of his +family. It seemed to him that King James the Third was undoubtedly King +of England by right: and at his sister's death it would be better to +have him than a foreigner over us. No man admired King William more; a +hero and a conqueror, the bravest, justest, wisest of men--but 'twas by +the sword he conquered the country, and held and governed it by the very +same right that the great Cromwell held it, who was truly and greatly +a sovereign. But that a foreign despotic Prince, out of Germany, +who happened to be descended from King James the First, should +take possession of this empire, seemed to Mr. Esmond a monstrous +injustice--at least, every Englishman had a right to protest, and the +English Prince, the heir-at-law, the first of all. What man of spirit +with such a cause would not back it? What man of honor with such a crown +to win would not fight for it? But that race was destined. That Prince +had himself against him, an enemy he could not overcome. He never dared +to draw his sword, though he had it. He let his chances slip by as he +lay in the lap of opera-girls, or snivelled at the knees of priests +asking pardon; and the blood of heroes, and the devotedness of honest +hearts, and endurance, courage, fidelity, were all spent for him in +vain. + +But let us return to my Lady of Chelsey, who, when her son Esmond +announced to her ladyship that he proposed to make the ensuing campaign, +took leave of him with perfect alacrity, and was down to piquet with +her gentlewoman before he had well quitted the room on his last visit. +"Tierce to a king," were the last words he ever heard her say: the +game of life was pretty nearly over for the good lady, and three months +afterwards she took to her bed, where she flickered out without any +pain, so the Abbe Gauthier wrote over to Mr. Esmond, then with his +General on the frontier of France. The Lady Castlewood was with her at +her ending, and had written too, but these letters must have been taken +by a privateer in the packet that brought them; for Esmond knew nothing +of their contents until his return to England. + +My Lady Castlewood had left everything to Colonel Esmond, "as a +reparation for the wrong done to him;" 'twas writ in her will. But +her fortune was not much, for it never had been large, and the honest +viscountess had wisely sunk most of the money she had upon an annuity +which terminated with her life. However, there was the house and +furniture, plate and pictures at Chelsey, and a sum of money lying at +her merchant's, Sir Josiah Child, which altogether would realize a +sum of near three hundred pounds per annum, so that Mr. Esmond found +himself, if not rich, at least easy for life. Likewise there were the +famous diamonds which had been said to be worth fabulous sums, though +the goldsmith pronounced they would fetch no more than four thousand +pounds. These diamonds, however, Colonel Esmond reserved, having a +special use for them: but the Chelsey house, plate, goods, &c., with the +exception of a few articles which he kept back, were sold by his orders; +and the sums resulting from the sale invested in the public securities +so as to realize the aforesaid annual income of three hundred pounds. + +Having now something to leave, he made a will and despatched it home. +The army was now in presence of the enemy; and a great battle expected +every day. 'Twas known that the General-in-Chief was in disgrace, and +the parties at home strong against him, and there was no stroke this +great and resolute player would not venture to recall his fortune when +it seemed desperate. Frank Castlewood was with Colonel Esmond; his +General having gladly taken the young nobleman on to his staff. His +studies of fortifications at Bruxelles were over by this time. The +fort he was besieging had yielded, I believe, and my lord had not only +marched in with flying colors, but marched out again. He used to tell +his boyish wickednesses with admirable humor, and was the most charming +young scapegrace in the army. + +'Tis needless to say that Colonel Esmond had left every penny of his +little fortune to this boy. It was the Colonel's firm conviction that +the next battle would put an end to him: for he felt aweary of the sun, +and quite ready to bid that and the earth farewell. Frank would not +listen to his comrade's gloomy forebodings, but swore they would keep +his birthday at Castlewood that autumn, after the campaign. He had +heard of the engagement at home. "If Prince Eugene goes to London," says +Frank, "and Trix can get hold of him, she'll jilt Ashburnham for his +Highness. I tell you, she used to make eyes at the Duke of Marlborough, +when she was only fourteen, and ogling poor little Blandford. I wouldn't +marry her, Harry--no, not if her eyes were twice as big. I'll take my +fun. I'll enjoy for the next three years every possible pleasure. I'll +sow my wild oats then, and marry some quiet, steady, modest, sensible +viscountess; hunt my harriers; and settle down at Castlewood. Perhaps +I'll represent the county--no, damme, YOU shall represent the county. +You have the brains of the family. By the Lord, my dear old Harry, you +have the best head and the kindest heart in all the army; and every man +says so--and when the Queen dies, and the King comes back, why shouldn't +you go to the House of Commons, and be a Minister, and be made a Peer, +and that sort of thing? YOU be shot in the next action! I wager a dozen +of Burgundy you are not touched. Mohun is well of his wound. He is +always with Corporal John now. As soon as ever I see his ugly face I'll +spit in it. I took lessons of Father--of Captain Holt at Bruxelles. What +a man that is! He knows everything." Esmond bade Frank have a care; that +Father Holt's knowledge was rather dangerous; not, indeed, knowing as +yet how far the Father had pushed his instructions with his young pupil. + +The gazetteers and writers, both of the French and English side, +have given accounts sufficient of that bloody battle of Blarignies or +Malplaquet, which was the last and the hardest earned of the victories +of the great Duke of Marlborough. In that tremendous combat near upon +two hundred and fifty thousand men were engaged, more than thirty +thousand of whom were slain or wounded (the Allies lost twice as +many men as they killed of the French, whom they conquered): and this +dreadful slaughter very likely took place because a great general's +credit was shaken at home, and he thought to restore it by a victory. If +such were the motives which induced the Duke of Marlborough to venture +that prodigious stake, and desperately sacrifice thirty thousand brave +lives, so that he might figure once more in a Gazette, and hold his +places and pensions a little longer, the event defeated the dreadful and +selfish design, for the victory was purchased at a cost which no nation, +greedy of glory as it may be, would willingly pay for any triumph. The +gallantry of the French was as remarkable as the furious bravery of +their assailants. We took a few score of their flags, and a few pieces +of their artillery; but we left twenty thousand of the bravest soldiers +of the world round about the intrenched lines, from which the enemy was +driven. He retreated in perfect good order; the panic-spell seemed to +be broke, under which the French had labored ever since the disaster +of Hochstedt; and, fighting now on the threshold of their country, they +showed an heroic ardor of resistance, such as had never met us in the +course of their aggressive war. Had the battle been more successful, +the conqueror might have got the price for which he waged it. As it was, +(and justly, I think,) the party adverse to the Duke in England were +indignant at the lavish extravagance of slaughter, and demanded more +eagerly than ever the recall of a chief whose cupidity and desperation +might urge him further still. After this bloody fight of Malplaquet, I +can answer for it, that in the Dutch quarters and our own, and amongst +the very regiments and commanders whose gallantry was most conspicuous +upon this frightful day of carnage, the general cry was, that there was +enough of the war. The French were driven back into their own boundary, +and all their conquests and booty of Flanders disgorged. As for the +Prince of Savoy, with whom our Commander-in-Chief, for reasons of his +own, consorted more closely than ever, 'twas known that he was animated +not merely by a political hatred, but by personal rage against the old +French King: the Imperial Generalissimo never forgot the slight put by +Lewis upon the Abbe de Savoie; and in the humiliation or ruin of his +most Christian Majesty, the Holy Roman Emperor found his account. +But what were these quarrels to us, the free citizens of England and +Holland! Despot as he was, the French monarch was yet the chief of +European civilization, more venerable in his age and misfortunes than at +the period of his most splendid successes; whilst his opponent was but +a semi-barbarous tyrant, with a pillaging, murderous horde of Croats +and Pandours, composing a half of his army, filling our camp with their +strange figures, bearded like the miscreant Turks their neighbors, and +carrying into Christian warfare their native heathen habits of rapine, +lust, and murder. Why should the best blood in England and France be +shed in order that the Holy Roman and Apostolic master of these ruffians +should have his revenge over the Christian king? And it was to this end +we were fighting; for this that every village and family in England was +deploring the death of beloved sons and fathers. We dared not speak to +each other, even at table, of Malplaquet, so frightful were the gaps +left in our army by the cannon of that bloody action. 'Twas heartrending +for an officer who had a heart to look down his line on a parade-day +afterwards, and miss hundreds of faces of comrades--humble or of high +rank--that had gathered but yesterday full of courage and cheerfulness +round the torn and blackened flags. Where were our friends? As the great +Duke reviewed us, riding along our lines with his fine suite of prancing +aides-de-camp and generals, stopping here and there to thank an officer +with those eager smiles and bows of which his Grace was always lavish, +scarce a huzzah could be got for him, though Cadogan, with an oath, rode +up and cried--"D--n you, why don't you cheer?" But the men had no +heart for that: not one of them but was thinking, "Where's my +comrade?--where's my brother that fought by me, or my dear captain that +led me yesterday?" 'Twas the most gloomy pageant I ever looked on; and +the "Te Deum" sung by our chaplains, the most woful and dreary satire. + +Esmond's General added one more to the many marks of honor which he +had received in the front of a score of battles, and got a wound in +the groin, which laid him on his back; and you may be sure he +consoled himself by abusing the Commander-in-Chief, as he lay +groaning,--"Corporal John's as fond of me," he used to say, "as King +David was of General Uriah; and so he always gives me the post of +danger." He persisted, to his dying day, in believing that the Duke +intended he should be beat at Wynendael, and sent him purposely with a +small force, hoping that he might be knocked on the head there. Esmond +and Frank Castlewood both escaped without hurt, though the division +which our General commanded suffered even more than any other, having to +sustain not only the fury of the enemy's cannonade, which was very hot +and well served, but the furious and repeated charges of the famous +Maison du Roy, which we had to receive and beat off again and again, +with volleys of shot and hedges of iron, and our four lines of +musqueteers and pikemen. They said the King of England charged us +no less than twelve times that day, along with the French Household. +Esmond's late regiment, General Webb's own Fusileers, served in the +division which their colonel commanded. The General was thrice in the +centre of the square of the Fusileers, calling the fire at the French +charges, and, after the action, his Grace the Duke of Berwick sent his +compliments to his old regiment and their Colonel for their behavior on +the field. + +We drank my Lord Castlewood's health and majority, the 25th of +September, the army being then before Mons: and here Colonel Esmond was +not so fortunate as he had been in actions much more dangerous, and was +hit by a spent ball just above the place where his former wound was, +which caused the old wound to open again, fever, spitting of blood, +and other ugly symptoms, to ensue; and, in a word, brought him near to +death's door. The kind lad, his kinsman, attended his elder comrade with +a very praiseworthy affectionateness and care until he was pronounced +out of danger by the doctors, when Frank went off, passed the winter at +Bruxelles, and besieged, no doubt, some other fortress there. Very few +lads would have given up their pleasures so long and so gayly as Frank +did; his cheerful prattle soothed many long days of Esmond's pain and +languor. Frank was supposed to be still at his kinsman's bedside for +a month after he had left it, for letters came from his mother at +home full of thanks to the younger gentleman for his care of his elder +brother (so it pleased Esmond's mistress now affectionately to style +him); nor was Mr. Esmond in a hurry to undeceive her, when the good +young fellow was gone for his Christmas holiday. It was as pleasant to +Esmond on his couch to watch the young man's pleasure at the idea of +being free, as to note his simple efforts to disguise his satisfaction +on going away. There are days when a flask of champagne at a cabaret, +and a red-cheeked partner to share it, are too strong temptations for +any young fellow of spirit. I am not going to play the moralist, and +cry "Fie." For ages past, I know how old men preach, and what young +men practise; and that patriarchs have had their weak moments too, long +since Father Noah toppled over after discovering the vine. Frank went +off, then, to his pleasures at Bruxelles, in which capital many young +fellows of our army declared they found infinitely greater diversion +even than in London: and Mr. Henry Esmond remained in his sick-room, +where he writ a fine comedy, that his mistress pronounced to be sublime, +and that was acted no less than three successive nights in London in the +next year. + +Here, as he lay nursing himself, ubiquitous Mr. Holt reappeared, and +stopped a whole month at Mons, where he not only won over Colonel Esmond +to the King's side in politics (that side being always held by the +Esmond family); but where he endeavored to reopen the controversial +question between the churches once more, and to recall Esmond to that +religion in which, in his infancy, he had been baptized. Holt was a +casuist, both dexterous and learned, and presented the case between +the English church and his own in such a way that those who granted +his premises ought certainly to allow his conclusions. He touched on +Esmond's delicate state of health, chance of dissolution, and so forth; +and enlarged upon the immense benefits that the sick man was likely to +forego--benefits which the church of England did not deny to those of +the Roman communion, as how should she, being derived from that church, +and only an offshoot from it? But Mr. Esmond said that his church was +the church of his country, and to that he chose to remain faithful: +other people were welcome to worship and to subscribe any other set of +articles, whether at Rome or at Augsburg. But if the good Father meant +that Esmond should join the Roman communion for fear of consequences, +and that all England ran the risk of being damned for heresy, Esmond, +for one, was perfectly willing to take his chance of the penalty along +with the countless millions of his fellow-countrymen, who were bred +in the same faith, and along with some of the noblest, the truest, the +purest, the wisest, the most pious and learned men and women in the +world. + +As for the political question, in that Mr. Esmond could agree with the +Father much more readily, and had come to the same conclusion, +though, perhaps, by a different way. The right divine, about which Dr. +Sacheverel and the High Church party in England were just now making a +bother, they were welcome to hold as they chose. If Richard Cromwell, +and his father before him had been crowned and anointed (and bishops +enough would have been found to do it), it seemed to Mr. Esmond that +they would have had the right divine just as much as any Plantagenet, or +Tudor, or Stuart. But the desire of the country being unquestionably +for an hereditary monarchy, Esmond thought an English king out of St. +Germains was better and fitter than a German prince from Herrenhausen, +and that if he failed to satisfy the nation, some other Englishman might +be found to take his place; and so, though with no frantic enthusiasm, +or worship of that monstrous pedigree which the Tories chose to consider +divine, he was ready to say, "God save King James!" when Queen Anne went +the way of kings and commoners. + +"I fear, Colonel, you are no better than a republican at heart," says +the priest with a sigh. + +"I am an Englishman," says Harry, "and take my country as I find her. +The will of the nation being for church and king, I am for church and +king too; but English church and English king; and that is why your +church isn't mine, though your king is." + +Though they lost the day at Malplaquet, it was the French who were +elated by that action, whilst the conquerors were dispirited, by it; and +the enemy gathered together a larger army than ever, and made prodigious +efforts for the next campaign. Marshal Berwick was with the French this +year; and we heard that Mareschal Villars was still suffering of his +wound, was eager to bring our Duke to action, and vowed he would fight +us in his coach. Young Castlewood came flying back from Bruxelles, as +soon as he heard that fighting was to begin; and the arrival of the +Chevalier de St. George was announced about May. "It's the King's third +campaign, and it's mine," Frank liked saying. He was come back a greater +Jacobite than ever, and Esmond suspected that some fair conspirators +at Bruxelles had been inflaming the young man's ardor. Indeed, he owned +that he had a message from the Queen, Beatrix's godmother, who had given +her name to Frank's sister the year before he and his sovereign were +born. + +However desirous Marshal Villars might be to fight, my Lord Duke did not +seem disposed to indulge him this campaign. Last year his Grace had been +all for the Whigs and Hanoverians; but finding, on going to England, his +country cold towards himself, and the people in a ferment of High Church +loyalty, the Duke comes back to his army cooled towards the Hanoverians, +cautious with the Imperialists, and particularly civil and polite +towards the Chevalier de St. George. 'Tis certain that messengers and +letters were continually passing between his Grace and his brave nephew, +the Duke of Berwick, in the opposite camp. No man's caresses were more +opportune than his Grace's, and no man ever uttered expressions of +regard and affection more generously. He professed to Monsieur de Torcy, +so Mr. St. John told the writer, quite an eagerness to be cut in pieces +for the exiled Queen and her family; nay more, I believe, this year +he parted with a portion of the most precious part of himself--his +money--which he sent over to the royal exiles. Mr. Tunstal, who was in +the Prince's service, was twice or thrice in and out of our camp; the +French, in theirs of Arlieu and about Arras. A little river, the Canihe +I think 'twas called, (but this is writ away from books and Europe; and +the only map the writer hath of these scenes of his youth, bears no +mark of this little stream,) divided our pickets from the enemy's. +Our sentries talked across the stream, when they could make themselves +understood to each other, and when they could not, grinned, and handed +each other their brandy-flasks or their pouches of tobacco. And one fine +day of June, riding thither with the officer who visited the outposts, +(Colonel Esmond was taking an airing on horseback, being too weak for +military duty,) they came to this river, where a number of English and +Scots were assembled, talking to the good-natured enemy on the other +side. + +Esmond was especially amused with the talk of one long fellow, with a +great curling red moustache, and blue eyes, that was half a dozen +inches taller than his swarthy little comrades on the French side of the +stream, and being asked by the Colonel, saluted him, and said that he +belonged to the Royal Cravats. + +From his way of saying "Royal Cravat," Esmond at once knew that the +fellow's tongue had first wagged on the banks of the Liffey, and not +the Loire; and the poor soldier--a deserter probably--did not like to +venture very deep into French conversation, lest his unlucky brogue +should peep out. He chose to restrict himself to such few expressions +in the French language as he thought he had mastered easily; and +his attempt at disguise was infinitely amusing. Mr. Esmond whistled +Lillibullero, at which Teague's eyes began to twinkle, and then flung +him a dollar, when the poor boy broke out with a "God bless--that is, +Dieu benisse votre honor," that would infallibly have sent him to the +provost-marshal had he been on our side of the river. + +Whilst this parley was going on, three officers on horseback, on the +French side, appeared at some little distance, and stopped as if eying +us, when one of them left the other two, and rode close up to us who +were by the stream. "Look, look!" says the Royal Cravat, with great +agitation, "pas lui, that's he; not him, l'autre," and pointed to the +distant officer on a chestnut horse, with a cuirass shining in the sun, +and over it a broad blue ribbon. + +"Please to take Mr. Hamilton's services to my Lord Marlborough--my Lord +Duke," says the gentleman in English: and, looking to see that the party +were not hostilely disposed, he added, with a smile, "There's a friend +of yours, gentlemen, yonder; he bids me to say that he saw some of your +faces on the 11th of September last year." + +As the gentleman spoke, the other two officers rode up, and came quite +close. We knew at once who it was. It was the King, then two-and-twenty +years old, tall and slim, with deep brown eyes, that looked melancholy, +though his lips wore a smile. We took off our hats and saluted him. No +man, sure, could see for the first time, without emotion, the youthful +inheritor of so much fame and misfortune. It seemed to Mr. Esmond that +the Prince was not unlike young Castlewood, whose age and figure he +resembled. The Chevalier de St. George acknowledged the salute, and +looked at us hard. Even the idlers on our side of the river set up a +hurrah. As for the Royal Cravat, he ran to the Prince's stirrup, knelt +down and kissed his boot, and bawled and looked a hundred ejaculations +and blessings. The prince bade the aide-de-camp give him a piece of +money; and when the party saluting us had ridden away, Cravat spat upon +the piece of gold by way of benediction, and swaggered away, pouching +his coin and twirling his honest carroty moustache. + +The officer in whose company Esmond was, the same little captain of +Handyside's regiment, Mr. Sterne, who had proposed the garden at Lille, +when my Lord Mohun and Esmond had their affair, was an Irishman too, and +as brave a little soul as ever wore a sword. "Bedad," says Roger Sterne, +"that long fellow spoke French so beautiful that I shouldn't have known +he wasn't a foreigner, till he broke out with his hulla-ballooing, and +only an Irish calf can bellow like that." And Roger made another remark +in his wild way, in which there was sense as well as absurdity--"If that +young gentleman," says he, "would but ride over to our camp, instead of +Villars's, toss up his hat and say, 'Here am I, the King, who'll follow +me?' by the Lord, Esmond, the whole army would rise and carry him home +again, and beat Villars, and take Paris by the way." + +The news of the Prince's visit was all through the camp quickly, and +scores of ours went down in hopes to see him. Major Hamilton, whom +we had talked with, sent back by a trumpet several silver pieces for +officers with us. Mr. Esmond received one of these; and that medal, and +a recompense not uncommon amongst Princes, were the only rewards he +ever had from a Royal person, whom he endeavored not very long after to +serve. + +Esmond quitted the army almost immediately after this, following his +general home; and, indeed, being advised to travel in the fine weather +and attempt to take no further part in the campaign. But he heard from +the army, that of the many who crowded to see the Chevalier de St. +George, Frank Castlewood had made himself most conspicuous: my Lord +Viscount riding across the little stream bareheaded to where the Prince +was, and dismounting and kneeling before him to do him homage. Some +said that the Prince had actually knighted him, but my lord denied +that statement, though he acknowledged the rest of the story, and +said:--"From having been out of favor with Corporal John," as he called +the Duke, "before his Grace warned him not to commit those follies, and +smiled on him cordially ever after." + +"And he was so kind to me," Frank writ, "that I thought I would put in a +good word for Master Harry, but when I mentioned your name he looked as +black as thunder, and said he had never heard of you." + + + + +CHAPTER II. + +I GO HOME, AND HARP ON THE OLD STRING. + + +After quitting Mons and the army, and as he was waiting for a packet +at Ostend, Esmond had a letter from his young kinsman Castlewood at +Bruxelles, conveying intelligence whereof Frank besought him to be the +bearer to London, and which caused Colonel Esmond no small anxiety. + +The young scapegrace, being one-and-twenty years old, and being anxious +to sow his "wild otes," as he wrote, had married Mademoiselle de +Wertheim, daughter of Count de Wertheim, Chamberlain to the Emperor, +and having a post in the Household of the Governor of the Netherlands. +"P.S.," the young gentleman wrote: "Clotilda is OLDER THAN ME, which +perhaps may be objected to her: but I am so OLD A RAIK that the age +makes no difference, and I am DETERMINED to reform. We were married at +St. Gudule, by Father Holt. She is heart and soul for the GOOD CAUSE. +And here the cry is Vif-le-Roy, which my mother will JOIN IN, and Trix +TOO. Break this news to 'em gently: and tell Mr. Finch, my agent, to +press the people for their rents, and send me the RYNO anyhow. Clotilda +sings, and plays on the Spinet BEAUTIFULLY. She is a fair beauty. And +if it's a son, you shall stand GODFATHER. I'm going to leave the army, +having had ENUF OF SOLDERING; and my Lord Duke RECOMMENDS me. I shall +pass the winter here: and stop at least until Clo's lying in. I call +her OLD CLO, but nobody else shall. She is the cleverest woman in all +Bruxelles: understanding painting, music, poetry, and perfect at COOKERY +AND PUDDENS. I borded with the Count, that's how I came to know her. +There are four Counts her brothers. One an Abbey--three with the +Prince's army. They have a lawsuit for AN IMMENCE FORTUNE: but are now +in a PORE WAY. Break this to mother, who'll take anything from YOU. +And write, and bid Finch write AMEDIATELY. Hostel de l'Aigle Noire, +Bruxelles, Flanders." + +So Frank had married a Roman Catholic lady, and an heir was expected, +and Mr. Esmond was to carry this intelligence to his mistress at London. +'Twas a difficult embassy; and the Colonel felt not a little tremor as +he neared the capital. + +He reached his inn late, and sent a messenger to Kensington to announce +his arrival and visit the next morning. The messenger brought back news +that the Court was at Windsor, and the fair Beatrix absent and engaged +in her duties there. Only Esmond's mistress remained in her house at +Kensington. She appeared in court but once in the year; Beatrix was +quite the mistress and ruler of the little mansion, inviting the company +thither, and engaging in every conceivable frolic of town pleasure. +Whilst her mother, acting as the young lady's protectress and elder +sister, pursued her own path, which was quite modest and secluded. + +As soon as ever Esmond was dressed (and he had been awake long before +the town), he took a coach for Kensington, and reached it so early that +he met his dear mistress coming home from morning prayers. She carried +her prayer-book, never allowing a footman to bear it, as everybody else +did: and it was by this simple sign Esmond knew what her occupation had +been. He called to the coachman to stop, and jumped out as she looked +towards him. She wore her hood as usual, and she turned quite pale when +she saw him. To feel that kind little hand near to his heart seemed +to give him strength. They were soon at the door of her ladyship's +house--and within it. + +With a sweet sad smile she took his hand and kissed it. + +"How ill you have been: how weak you look, my dear Henry," she said. + +'Tis certain the Colonel did look like a ghost, except that ghosts do +not look very happy, 'tis said. Esmond always felt so on returning to +her after absence, indeed whenever he looked in her sweet kind face. + +"I am come back to be nursed by my family," says he. "If Frank had +not taken care of me after my wound, very likely I should have gone +altogether." + +"Poor Frank, good Frank!" says his mother. "You'll always be kind to +him, my lord," she went on. "The poor child never knew he was doing you +a wrong." + +"My lord!" cries out Colonel Esmond. "What do you mean, dear lady?" + +"I am no lady," says she; "I am Rachel Esmond, Francis Esmond's widow, +my lord. I cannot bear that title. Would we never had taken it from him +who has it now. But we did all in our power, Henry: we did all in our +power; and my lord and I--that is--" + +"Who told you this tale, dearest lady?" asked the Colonel. + +"Have you not had the letter I writ you? I writ to you at Mons directly +I heard it," says Lady Esmond. + +"And from whom?" again asked Colonel Esmond--and his mistress then told +him that on her death-bed the Dowager Countess, sending for her, had +presented her with this dismal secret as a legacy. "'Twas very malicious +of the Dowager," Lady Esmond said, "to have had it so long, and to +have kept the truth from me." "Cousin Rachel," she said,--and Esmond's +mistress could not forbear smiling as she told the story--"Cousin +Rachel," cries the Dowager, "I have sent for you, as the doctors say +I may go off any day in this dysentery; and to ease my conscience of a +great load that has been on it. You always have been a poor creature and +unfit for great honor, and what I have to say won't, therefore, affect +you so much. You must know, Cousin Rachel, that I have left my house, +plate, and furniture, three thousand pounds in money, and my diamonds +that my late revered Saint and Sovereign, King James, presented me with, +to my Lord Viscount Castlewood." + +"To my Frank?" says Lady Castlewood; "I was in hopes--" + +To Viscount Castlewood, my dear; Viscount Castlewood and Baron Esmond +of Shandon in the Kingdom of Ireland, Earl and Marquis of Esmond under +patent of his Majesty King James the Second, conferred upon my husband +the late Marquis--for I am Marchioness of Esmond before God and man." + +"And have you left poor Harry nothing, dear Marchioness?" asks Lady +Castlewood (she hath told me the story completely since with her quiet +arch way; the most charming any woman ever had: and I set down the +narrative here at length, so as to have done with it). "And have you +left poor Harry nothing?" asks my dear lady: "for you know, Henry," she +says with her sweet smile, "I used always to pity Esau--and I think I am +on his side--though papa tried very hard to convince me the other way." + +"Poor Harry!" says the old lady. "So you want something left to poor +Harry: he,--he! (reach me the drops, cousin). Well, then, my dear, since +you want poor Harry to have a fortune, you must understand that ever +since the year 1691, a week after the battle of the Boyne, where the +Prince of Orange defeated his royal sovereign and father, for which +crime he is now suffering in flames (ugh! ugh!) Henry Esmond hath been +Marquis of Esmond and Earl of Castlewood in the United Kingdom, and +Baron and Viscount Castlewood of Shandon in Ireland, and a Baronet--and +his eldest son will be, by courtesy, styled Earl of Castlewood--he! he! +What do you think of that, my dear?" + +"Gracious mercy! how long have you known this?" cries the other lady +(thinking perhaps that the old Marchioness was wandering in her wits). + +"My husband, before he was converted, was a wicked wretch," the sick +sinner continued. "When he was in the Low Countries he seduced a +weaver's daughter; and added to his wickedness by marrying her. And then +he came to this country and married me--a poor girl--a poor innocent +young thing--I say,"--"though she was past forty, you know, Harry, when +she married: and as for being innocent"--"Well," she went on, "I knew +nothing of my lord's wickedness for three years after our marriage, and +after the burial of our poor little boy I had it done over again, my +dear: I had myself married by Father Holt in Castlewood chapel, as soon +as ever I heard the creature was dead--and having a great illness then, +arising from another sad disappointment I had, the priest came and told +me that my lord had a son before our marriage, and that the child was at +nurse in England; and I consented to let the brat be brought home, and a +queer little melancholy child it was when it came. + +"Our intention was to make a priest of him: and he was bred for this, +until you perverted him from it, you wicked woman. And I had again hopes +of giving an heir to my lord, when he was called away upon the King's +business, and died fighting gloriously at the Boyne water. + +"Should I be disappointed--I owed your husband no love, my dear, for he +had jilted me in the most scandalous way and I thought there would be +time to declare the little weaver's son for the true heir. But I was +carried off to prison, where your husband was so kind to me--urging +all his friends to obtain my release, and using all his credit in my +favor--that I relented towards him, especially as my director counselled +me to be silent; and that it was for the good of the King's service +that the title of our family should continue with your husband the late +viscount, whereby his fidelity would be always secured to the King. And +a proof of this is, that a year before your husband's death, when he +thought of taking a place under the Prince of Orange, Mr. Holt went to +him, and told him what the state of the matter was, and obliged him to +raise a large sum for his Majesty; and engaged him in the true cause so +heartily, that we were sure of his support on any day when it should be +considered advisable to attack the usurper. Then his sudden death came; +and there was a thought of declaring the truth. But 'twas determined +to be best for the King's service to let the title still go with the +younger branch; and there's no sacrifice a Castlewood wouldn't make for +that cause, my dear. + +"As for Colonel Esmond, he knew the truth already." ("And then, Harry," +my mistress said, "she told me of what had happened at my dear husband's +death-bed"). "He doth not intend to take the title, though it belongs to +him. But it eases my conscience that you should know the truth, my dear. +And your son is lawfully Viscount Castlewood so long as his cousin doth +not claim the rank." + +This was the substance of the Dowager's revelation. Dean Atterbury had +knowledge of it, Lady Castlewood said, and Esmond very well knows how: +that divine being the clergyman for whom the late lord had sent on his +death-bed: and when Lady Castlewood would instantly have written to her +son, and conveyed the truth to him, the Dean's advice was that a letter +should be writ to Colonel Esmond rather; that the matter should be +submitted to his decision, by which alone the rest of the family were +bound to abide. + +"And can my dearest lady doubt what that will be?" says the Colonel. + +"It rests with you, Harry, as the head of our house." + +"It was settled twelve years since, by my dear lord's bedside," says +Colonel Esmond. "The children must know nothing of this. Frank and his +heirs after him must bear our name. 'Tis his rightfully; I have not even +a proof of that marriage of my father and mother, though my poor lord, +on his death-bed, told me that Father Holt had brought such a proof to +Castlewood. I would not seek it when I was abroad. I went and looked at +my poor mother's grave in her convent. What matter to her now? No court +of law on earth, upon my mere word, would deprive my Lord Viscount and +set me up. I am the head of the house, dear lady; but Frank is Viscount +of Castlewood still. And rather than disturb him, I would turn monk, or +disappear in America." + +As he spoke so to his dearest mistress, for whom he would have been +willing to give up his life, or to make any sacrifice any day, the fond +creature flung herself down on her knees before him, and kissed both his +hands in an outbreak of passionate love and gratitude, such as could not +but melt his heart, and make him feel very proud and thankful that God +had given him the power to show his love for her, and to prove it by +some little sacrifice on his own part. To be able to bestow benefits +or happiness on those one loves is sure the greatest blessing conferred +upon a man--and what wealth or name, or gratification of ambition or +vanity, could compare with the pleasure Esmond now had of being able to +confer some kindness upon his best and dearest friends? + +"Dearest saint," says he--"purest soul, that has had so much to suffer, +that has blest the poor lonely orphan with such a treasure of love. 'Tis +for me to kneel, not for you: 'tis for me to be thankful that I can make +you happy. Hath my life any other aim? Blessed be God that I can serve +you! What pleasure, think you, could all the world give me compared to +that?" + +"Don't raise me," she said, in a wild way, to Esmond, who would have +lifted her. "Let me kneel--let me kneel, and--and--worship you." + +Before such a partial judge as Esmond's dear mistress owned herself to +be, any cause which he might plead was sure to be given in his favor; +and accordingly he found little difficulty in reconciling her to the +news whereof he was bearer, of her son's marriage to a foreign lady, +Papist though she was. Lady Castlewood never could be brought to think +so ill of that religion as other people in England thought of it: she +held that ours was undoubtedly a branch of the Catholic church, but that +the Roman was one of the main stems on which, no doubt, many errors had +been grafted (she was, for a woman, extraordinarily well versed in this +controversy, having acted, as a girl, as secretary to her father, the +late dean, and written many of his sermons, under his dictation); and if +Frank had chosen to marry a lady of the church of south Europe, as she +would call the Roman communion, there was no need why she should not +welcome her as a daughter-in-law: and accordingly she wrote to her new +daughter a very pretty, touching letter (as Esmond thought, who had +cognizance of it before it went), in which the only hint of reproof was +a gentle remonstrance that her son had not written to herself, to ask +a fond mother's blessing for that step which he was about taking. +"Castlewood knew very well," so she wrote to her son, "that she never +denied him anything in her power to give, much less would she think of +opposing a marriage that was to make his happiness, as she trusted, and +keep him out of wild courses, which had alarmed her a good deal:" and +she besought him to come quickly to England, to settle down in his +family house of Castlewood ("It is his family house," says she, to +Colonel Esmond, "though only his own house by your forbearance") and to +receive the accompt of her stewardship during his ten years' minority. +By care and frugality, she had got the estate into a better condition +than ever it had been since the Parliamentary wars; and my lord was now +master of a pretty, small income, not encumbered of debts, as it +had been, during his father's ruinous time. "But in saving my son's +fortune," says she, "I fear I have lost a great part of my hold on him." +And, indeed, this was the case: her ladyship's daughter complaining that +their mother did all for Frank, and nothing for her; and Frank himself +being dissatisfied at the narrow, simple way of his mother's living at +Walcote, where he had been brought up more like a poor parson's son +than a young nobleman that was to make a figure in the world. 'Twas this +mistake in his early training, very likely, that set him so eager upon +pleasure when he had it in his power; nor is he the first lad that has +been spoiled by the over-careful fondness of women. No training is so +useful for children, great or small, as the company of their betters in +rank or natural parts; in whose society they lose the overweening sense +of their own importance, which stay-at-home people very commonly learn. + +But, as a prodigal that's sending in a schedule of his debts to his +friends, never puts all down, and, you may be sure, the rogue keeps back +some immense swingeing bill, that he doesn't dare to own; so the poor +Frank had a very heavy piece of news to break to his mother, and which +he hadn't the courage to introduce into his first confession. Some +misgivings Esmond might have, upon receiving Frank's letter, and knowing +into what hands the boy had fallen; but whatever these misgivings were, +he kept them to himself, not caring to trouble his mistress with any +fears that might be groundless. + +However, the next mail which came from Bruxelles, after Frank had +received his mother's letters there, brought back a joint composition +from himself and his wife, who could spell no better than her young +scapegrace of a husband, full of expressions of thanks, love, and duty +to the Dowager Viscountess, as my poor lady now was styled; and along +with this letter (which was read in a family council, namely, the +Viscountess, Mistress Beatrix, and the writer of this memoir, and which +was pronounced to be vulgar by the maid of honor, and felt to be so by +the other two), there came a private letter for Colonel Esmond from poor +Frank, with another dismal commission for the Colonel to execute, at his +best opportunity; and this was to announce that Frank had seen fit, +"by the exhortation of Mr. Holt, the influence of his Clotilda, and the +blessing of heaven and the saints," says my lord, demurely, "to change +his religion, and be received into the bosom of that church of which +his sovereign, many of his family, and the greater part of the civilized +world, were members." And his lordship added a postscript, of which +Esmond knew the inspiring genius very well, for it had the genuine twang +of the Seminary, and was quite unlike poor Frank's ordinary style of +writing and thinking; in which he reminded Colonel Esmond that he too +was, by birth, of that church; and that his mother and sister should +have his lordship's prayers to the saints (an inestimable benefit, +truly!) for their conversion. + +If Esmond had wanted to keep this secret, he could not; for a day or +two after receiving this letter, a notice from Bruxelles appeared in +the Post-Boy and other prints, announcing that "a young Irish lord, the +Viscount C-stlew--d, just come to his majority, and who had served the +last campaigns with great credit, as aide-de-camp to his Grace the Duke +of Marlborough, had declared for the Popish religion at Bruxelles, and +had walked in a procession barefoot, with a wax-taper in his hand." The +notorious Mr. Holt, who had been employed as a Jacobite agent during +the last reign, and many times pardoned by King William, had been, the +Post-Boy said, the agent of this conversion. + +The Lady Castlewood was as much cast down by this news as Miss Beatrix +was indignant at it. "So," says she, "Castlewood is no longer a home +for us, mother. Frank's foreign wife will bring her confessor, and there +will be frogs for dinner; and all Tusher's and my grandfather's sermons +are flung away upon my brother. I used to tell you that you killed him +with the catechism, and that he would turn wicked as soon as he broke +from his mammy's leading-strings. Oh, mother, you would not believe that +the young scapegrace was playing you tricks, and that sneak of a Tusher +was not a fit guide for him. Oh, those parsons, I hate 'em all!" says +Mistress Beatrix, clapping her hands together; "yes, whether they wear +cassocks and buckles, or beards and bare feet. There's a horrid Irish +wretch who never misses a Sunday at Court, and who pays me compliments +there, the horrible man; and if you want to know what parsons are, you +should see his behavior, and hear him talk of his own cloth. They're all +the same, whether they're bishops, or bonzes, or Indian fakirs. They +try to domineer, and they frighten us with kingdom come; and they wear a +sanctified air in public, and expect us to go down on our knees and ask +their blessing; and they intrigue, and they grasp, and they backbite, +and they slander worse than the worst courtier or the wickedest old +woman. I heard this Mr. Swift sneering at my Lord Duke of Marlborough's +courage the other day. He! that Teague from Dublin! because his Grace is +not in favor, dares to say this of him; and he says this that it may get +to her Majesty's ear, and to coax and wheedle Mrs. Masham. They say +the Elector of Hanover has a dozen of mistresses in his court at +Herrenhausen, and if he comes to be king over us, I wager that the +bishops and Mr. Swift, that wants to be one, will coax and wheedle them. +Oh, those priests and their grave airs! I'm sick of their square toes +and their rustling cassocks. I should like to go to a country where +there was not one, or turn Quaker, and get rid of 'em; and I would, only +the dress is not becoming, and I've much too pretty a figure to hide +it. Haven't I, cousin?" and here she glanced at her person and the +looking-glass, which told her rightly that a more beautiful shape and +face never were seen. + +"I made that onslaught on the priests," says Miss Beatrix, afterwards, +"in order to divert my poor dear mother's anguish about Frank. Frank is +as vain as a girl, cousin. Talk of us girls being vain, what are WE to +you? It was easy to see that the first woman who chose would make a fool +of him, or the first robe--I count a priest and a woman all the same. We +are always caballing; we are not answerable for the fibs we tell; we are +always cajoling and coaxing, or threatening; and we are always making +mischief, Colonel Esmond--mark my word for that, who know the world, +sir, and have to make my way in it. I see as well as possible how +Frank's marriage hath been managed. The Count, our papa-in-law, is +always away at the coffee-house. The Countess, our mother, is always in +the kitchen looking after the dinner. The Countess, our sister, is at +the spinet. When my lord comes to say he is going on the campaign, the +lovely Clotilda bursts into tears, and faints--so; he catches her in his +arms--no, sir, keep your distance, cousin, if you please--she cries +on his shoulder, and he says, 'Oh, my divine, my adored, my beloved +Clotilda, are you sorry to part with me?' 'Oh, my Francisco,' says +she, 'oh my lord!' and at this very instant mamma and a couple of young +brothers, with moustaches and long rapiers, come in from the kitchen, +where they have been eating bread and onions. Mark my word, you will +have all this woman's relations at Castlewood three months after she has +arrived there. The old count and countess, and the young counts and all +the little countesses her sisters. Counts! every one of these wretches +says he is a count. Guiscard, that stabbed Mr. Harvey, said he was +a count; and I believe he was a barber. All Frenchmen are +barbers--Fiddledee! don't contradict me--or else dancing-masters, or +else priests." And so she rattled on. + +"Who was it taught YOU to dance, Cousin Beatrix?" says the Colonel. + +She laughed out the air of a minuet, and swept a low curtsy, coming up +to the recover with the prettiest little foot in the world pointed out. +Her mother came in as she was in this attitude; my lady had been in her +closet, having taken poor Frank's conversion in a very serious way; the +madcap girl ran up to her mother, put her arms round her waist, kissed +her, tried to make her dance, and said: "Don't be silly, you kind little +mamma, and cry about Frank turning Papist. What a figure he must be, +with a white sheet and a candle, walking in a procession barefoot!" And +she kicked off her little slippers (the wonderfullest little shoes +with wonderful tall red heels: Esmond pounced upon one as it fell close +beside him), and she put on the drollest little moue, and marched up and +down the room holding Esmond's cane by way of taper. Serious as her mood +was, Lady Castlewood could not refrain from laughing; and as for +Esmond he looked on with that delight with which the sight of this fair +creature always inspired him: never had he seen any woman so arch, so +brilliant, and so beautiful. + +Having finished her march, she put out her foot for her slipper. The +Colonel knelt down: "If you will be Pope I will turn Papist," says he; +and her Holiness gave him gracious leave to kiss the little stockinged +foot before he put the slipper on. + +Mamma's feet began to pat on the floor during this operation, and +Beatrix, whose bright eyes nothing escaped, saw that little mark of +impatience. She ran up and embraced her mother, with her usual cry of, +"Oh, you silly little mamma: your feet are quite as pretty as mine," +says she: "they are, cousin, though she hides 'em; but the shoemaker +will tell you that he makes for both off the same last." + +"You are taller than I am, dearest," says her mother, blushing over her +whole sweet face--"and--and it is your hand, my dear, and not your foot +he wants you to give him;" and she said it with a hysteric laugh, that +had more of tears than laughter in it; laying her head on her daughter's +fair shoulder, and hiding it there. They made a very pretty picture +together, and looked like a pair of sisters--the sweet simple matron +seeming younger than her years, and her daughter, if not older, yet +somehow, from a commanding manner and grace which she possessed above +most women, her mother's superior and protectress. + +"But oh!" cries my mistress, recovering herself after this scene, and +returning to her usual sad tone, "'tis a shame that we should laugh +and be making merry on a day when we ought to be down on our knees and +asking pardon." + +"Asking pardon for what?" says saucy Mrs. Beatrix--"because Frank takes +it into his head to fast on Fridays and worship images? You know if you +had been born a Papist, mother, a Papist you would have remained to the +end of your days. 'Tis the religion of the King and of some of the best +quality. For my part, I'm no enemy to it, and think Queen Bess was not a +penny better than Queen Mary." + +"Hush, Beatrix! Do not jest with sacred things, and remember of what +parentage you come," cries my lady. Beatrix was ordering her ribbons, +and adjusting her tucker, and performing a dozen provokingly pretty +ceremonies, before the glass. The girl was no hypocrite at least. She +never at that time could be brought to think but of the world and her +beauty; and seemed to have no more sense of devotion than some people +have of music, that cannot distinguish one air from another. Esmond +saw this fault in her, as he saw many others--a bad wife would Beatrix +Esmond make, he thought, for any man under the degree of a Prince. She +was born to shine in great assemblies, and to adorn palaces, and to +command everywhere--to conduct an intrigue of politics, or to glitter in +a queen's train. But to sit at a homely table, and mend the stockings of +a poor man's children! that was no fitting duty for her, or at least +one that she wouldn't have broke her heart in trying to do. She was a +princess, though she had scarce a shilling to her fortune; and one +of her subjects--the most abject and devoted wretch, sure, that ever +drivelled at a woman's knees--was this unlucky gentleman; who bound his +good sense, and reason, and independence, hand and foot, and submitted +them to her. + +And who does not know how ruthlessly women will tyrannize when they are +let to domineer? and who does not know how useless advice is? I could +give good counsel to my descendants, but I know they'll follow their own +way, for all their grandfather's sermon. A man gets his own experience +about women, and will take nobody's hearsay; nor, indeed, is the young +fellow worth a fig that would. 'Tis I that am in love with my mistress, +not my old grandmother that counsels me: 'tis I that have fixed the +value of the thing I would have, and know the price I would pay for +it. It may be worthless to you, but 'tis all my life to me. Had Esmond +possessed the Great Mogul's crown and all his diamonds, or all the Duke +of Marlborough's money, or all the ingots sunk at Vigo, he would have +given them all for this woman. A fool he was, if you will; but so is +a sovereign a fool, that will give half a principality for a little +crystal as big as a pigeon's egg, and called a diamond: so is a wealthy +nobleman a fool, that will face danger or death, and spend half his +life, and all his tranquillity, caballing for a blue ribbon; so is a +Dutch merchant a fool, that hath been known to pay ten thousand crowns +for a tulip. There's some particular prize we all of us value, and that +every man of spirit will venture his life for. With this, it may be +to achieve a great reputation for learning; with that, to be a man of +fashion, and the admiration of the town; with another, to consummate a +great work of art or poetry, and go to immortality that way; and with +another, for a certain time of his life, the sole object and aim is a +woman. + +Whilst Esmond was under the domination of this passion, he remembers +many a talk he had with his intimates, who used to rally Our Knight of +the Rueful Countenance at his devotion, whereof he made no disguise, to +Beatrix; and it was with replies such as the above he met his friends' +satire. "Granted, I am a fool," says he, "and no better than you; but +you are no better than I. You have your folly you labor for; give me the +charity of mine. What flatteries do you, Mr. St. John, stoop to whisper +in the ears of a queen's favorite? What nights of labor doth not the +laziest man in the world endure, foregoing his bottle, and his boon +companions, foregoing Lais, in whose lap he would like to be yawning, +that he may prepare a speech full of lies, to cajole three hundred +stupid country-gentlemen in the House of Commons, and get the hiccupping +cheers of the October Club! What days will you spend in your jolting +chariot." (Mr. Esmond often rode to Windsor, and especially, of later +days, with the secretary.) "What hours will you pass on your gouty +feet--and how humbly will you kneel down to present a despatch--you, the +proudest man in the world, that has not knelt to God since you were a +boy, and in that posture whisper, flatter, adore almost, a stupid woman, +that's often boozy with too much meat and drink, when Mr. Secretary goes +for his audience! If my pursuit is vanity, sure yours is too." And then +the Secretary, would fly out in such a rich flow of eloquence, as this +pen cannot pretend to recall; advocating his scheme of ambition, showing +the great good he would do for his country when he was the undisputed +chief of it; backing his opinion with a score of pat sentences from +Greek and Roman authorities (of which kind of learning he made rather +an ostentatious display), and scornfully vaunting the very arts and +meannesses by which fools were to be made to follow him, opponents to be +bribed or silenced, doubters converted, and enemies overawed. + +"I am Diogenes," says Esmond, laughing, "that is taken up for a ride +in Alexander's chariot. I have no desire to vanquish Darius or to tame +Bucephalus. I do not want what you want, a great name or a high place: +to have them would bring me no pleasure. But my moderation is taste, not +virtue; and I know that what I do want is as vain as that which you long +after. Do not grudge me my vanity, if I allow yours; or rather, let us +laugh at both indifferently, and at ourselves, and at each other." + +"If your charmer holds out," says St. John, "at this rate she may +keep you twenty years besieging her, and surrender by the time you are +seventy, and she is old enough to be a grandmother. I do not say the +pursuit of a particular woman is not as pleasant a pastime as any other +kind of hunting," he added; "only, for my part, I find the game won't +run long enough. They knock under too soon--that's the fault I find with +'em." + +"The game which you pursue is in the habit of being caught, and used to +being pulled down," says Mr. Esmond. + +"But Dulcinea del Toboso is peerless, eh?" says the other. "Well, honest +Harry, go and attack windmills--perhaps thou art not more mad than other +people," St. John added, with a sigh. + + + + +CHAPTER III. + +A PAPER OUT OF THE "SPECTATOR." + + +Doth any young gentleman of my progeny, who may read his old +grandfather's papers, chance to be presently suffering under the passion +of Love? There is a humiliating cure, but one that is easy and almost +specific for the malady--which is, to try an alibi. Esmond went away +from his mistress and was cured a half-dozen times; he came back to her +side, and instantly fell ill again of the fever. He vowed that he could +leave her and think no more of her, and so he could pretty well, at +least, succeed in quelling that rage and longing he had whenever he was +with her; but as soon as he returned he was as bad as ever again. Truly +a ludicrous and pitiable object, at least exhausting everybody's pity +but his dearest mistress's, Lady Castlewood's, in whose tender breast he +reposed all his dreary confessions, and who never tired of hearing him +and pleading for him. + +Sometimes Esmond would think there was hope. Then again he would be +plagued with despair, at some impertinence or coquetry of his mistress. +For days they would be like brother and sister, or the dearest +friends--she, simple, fond, and charming--he, happy beyond measure at +her good behavior. But this would all vanish on a sudden. Either he +would be too pressing, and hint his love, when she would rebuff him +instantly, and give his vanity a box on the ear; or he would be jealous, +and with perfect good reason, of some new admirer that had sprung up, +or some rich young gentleman newly arrived in the town, that this +incorrigible flirt would set her nets and baits to draw in. If Esmond +remonstrated, the little rebel would say--"Who are you? I shall go my +own way, sirrah, and that way is towards a husband, and I don't want +YOU on the way. I am for your betters, Colonel, for your betters: do +you hear that? You might do if you had an estate and were younger; only +eight years older than I, you say! pish, you are a hundred years older. +You are an old, old Graveairs, and I should make you miserable, that +would be the only comfort I should have in marrying you. But you have +not money enough to keep a cat decently after you have paid your man his +wages, and your landlady her bill. Do you think I am going to live in +a lodging, and turn the mutton at a string whilst your honor nurses the +baby? Fiddlestick, and why did you not get this nonsense knocked out of +your head when you were in the wars? You are come back more dismal and +dreary than ever. You and mamma are fit for each other. You might be +Darby and Joan, and play cribbage to the end of your lives." + +"At least you own to your worldliness, my poor Trix," says her mother. + +"Worldliness. Oh, my pretty lady! Do you think that I am a child in the +nursery, and to be frightened by Bogey! Worldliness, to be sure; and +pray, madam, where is the harm of wishing to be comfortable? When you +are gone, you dearest old woman, or when I am tired of you and have +run away from you, where shall I go? Shall I go and be head nurse to my +Popish sister-in-law, take the children their physic, and whip 'em, +and put 'em to bed when they are naughty? Shall I be Castlewood's upper +servant, and perhaps marry Tom Tusher? Merci! I have been long enough +Frank's humble servant. Why am I not a man? I have ten times his brains, +and had I worn the--well, don't let your ladyship be frightened--had +I worn a sword and periwig instead of this mantle and commode to which +nature has condemned me--(though 'tis a pretty stuff, too--Cousin +Esmond! you will go to the Exchange to-morrow, and get the exact +counterpart of this ribbon, sir; do you hear?)--I would have made our +name talked about. So would Graveairs here have made something out of +our name if he had represented it. My Lord Graveairs would have done +very well. Yes, you have a very pretty way, and would have made a very +decent, grave speaker." And here she began to imitate Esmond's way of +carrying himself and speaking to his face, and so ludicrously that his +mistress burst out a-laughing, and even he himself could see there was +some likeness in the fantastical malicious caricature. + +"Yes," says she, "I solemnly vow, own, and confess, that I want a +good husband. Where's the harm of one? My face is my fortune. Who'll +come?--buy, buy, buy! I cannot toil, neither can I spin, but I can play +twenty-three games on the cards. I can dance the last dance, I can hunt +the stag, and I think I could shoot flying. I can talk as wicked as any +woman of my years, and know enough stories to amuse a sulky husband for +at least one thousand and one nights. I have a pretty taste for dress, +diamonds, gambling, and old China. I love sugar-plums, Malines lace +(that you brought me, cousin, is very pretty), the opera, and everything +that is useless and costly. I have got a monkey and a little +black boy--Pompey, sir, go and give a dish of chocolate to Colonel +Graveairs,--and a parrot and a spaniel, and I must have a husband. +Cupid, you hear?" + +"Iss, Missis!" says Pompey, a little grinning negro Lord Peterborrow +gave her, with a bird of Paradise in his turbant, and a collar with his +mistress's name on it. + +"Iss, Missis!" says Beatrix, imitating the child. "And if husband not +come, Pompey must go fetch one." + +And Pompey went away grinning with his chocolate tray as Miss Beatrix +ran up to her mother and ended her sally of mischief in her common way, +with a kiss--no wonder that upon paying such a penalty her fond judge +pardoned her. + + +When Mr. Esmond came home, his health was still shattered; and he took a +lodging near to his mistresses, at Kensington, glad enough to be served +by them, and to see them day after day. He was enabled to see a little +company--and of the sort he liked best. Mr. Steele and Mr. Addison both +did him the honor to visit him; and drank many a glass of good claret +at his lodging, whilst their entertainer, through his wound, was kept to +diet drink and gruel. These gentlemen were Whigs, and great admirers of +my Lord Duke of Marlborough; and Esmond was entirely of the other party. +But their different views of politics did not prevent the gentlemen from +agreeing in private, nor from allowing, on one evening when Esmond's +kind old patron, Lieutenant-General Webb, with a stick and a crutch, +hobbled up to the Colonel's lodging (which was prettily situate at +Knightsbridge, between London and Kensington, and looking over +the Gardens), that the Lieutenant-General was a noble and gallant +soldier--and even that he had been hardly used in the Wynendael affair. +He took his revenge in talk, that must be confessed; and if Mr. Addison +had had a mind to write a poem about Wynendael, he might have heard from +the commander's own lips the story a hundred times over. + +Mr. Esmond, forced to be quiet, betook himself to literature for a +relaxation, and composed his comedy, whereof the prompter's copy lieth +in my walnut escritoire, sealed up and docketed, "The Faithful Fool, +a Comedy, as it was performed by her Majesty's Servants." 'Twas a +very sentimental piece; and Mr. Steele, who had more of that kind of +sentiment than Mr. Addison, admired it, whilst the other rather sneered +at the performance; though he owned that, here and there, it contained +some pretty strokes. He was bringing out his own play of "Cato" at the +time, the blaze of which quite extinguished Esmond's farthing candle; +and his name was never put to the piece, which was printed as by a +Person of Quality. Only nine copies were sold, though Mr. Dennis, the +great critic, praised it, and said 'twas a work of great merit; and +Colonel Esmond had the whole impression burned one day in a rage, by +Jack Lockwood, his man. + +All this comedy was full of bitter satiric strokes against a certain +young lady. The plot of the piece was quite a new one. A young woman was +represented with a great number of suitors, selecting a pert fribble of +a peer, in place of the hero (but ill-acted, I think, by Mr. Wilks, +the Faithful Fool,) who persisted in admiring her. In the fifth act, +Teraminta was made to discover the merits of Eugenio (the F. F.), and +to feel a partiality for him too late; for he announced that he had +bestowed his hand and estate upon Rosaria, a country lass, endowed with +every virtue. But it must be owned that the audience yawned through the +play; and that it perished on the third night, with only half a dozen +persons to behold its agonies. Esmond and his two mistresses came to the +first night, and Miss Beatrix fell asleep; whilst her mother, who had +not been to a play since King James the Second's time, thought the +piece, though not brilliant, had a very pretty moral. + +Mr. Esmond dabbled in letters, and wrote a deal of prose and verse at +this time of leisure. When displeased with the conduct of Miss Beatrix, +he would compose a satire, in which he relieved his mind. When smarting +under the faithlessness of women, he dashed off a copy of verses, in +which he held the whole sex up to scorn. One day, in one of these moods, +he made a little joke, in which (swearing him to secrecy) he got his +friend Dick Steele to help him; and, composing a paper, he had it +printed exactly like Steele's paper, and by his printer, and laid on his +mistress's breakfast-table the following-- + + "SPECTATOR. + + "No. 341. "Tuesday, April 1, 1712. + + Mutato nomine de te Fabula narratur.--HORACE. + Thyself the morain of the fable see.--CREECH. + + +"Jocasta is known as a woman of learning and fashion, and as one of +the most amiable persons of this court and country. She is at home two +mornings of the week, and all the wits and a few of the beauties of +London flock to her assemblies. When she goes abroad to Tunbridge or the +Bath, a retinue of adorers rides the journey with her; and besides +the London beaux, she has a crowd of admirers at the Wells, the +polite amongst the natives of Sussex and Somerset pressing round her +tea-tables, and being anxious for a nod from her chair. Jocasta's +acquaintance is thus very numerous. Indeed, 'tis one smart writer's work +to keep her visiting-book--a strong footman is engaged to carry it; +and it would require a much stronger head even than Jocasta's own to +remember the names of all her dear friends. + +"Either at Epsom Wells or at Tunbridge (for of this important matter +Jocasta cannot be certain) it was her ladyship's fortune to become +acquainted with a young gentleman, whose conversation was so sprightly, +and manners amiable, that she invited the agreeable young spark to visit +her if ever he came to London, where her house in Spring Garden should +be open to him. Charming as he was, and without any manner of doubt +a pretty fellow, Jocasta hath such a regiment of the like continually +marching round her standard, that 'tis no wonder her attention +is distracted amongst them. And so, though this gentleman made a +considerable impression upon her, and touched her heart for at least +three-and-twenty minutes, it must be owned that she has forgotten his +name. He is a dark man, and may be eight-and-twenty years old. His dress +is sober, though of rich materials. He has a mole on his forehead over +his left eye; has a blue ribbon to his cane and sword, and wears his own +hair. + +"Jocasta was much flattered by beholding her admirer (for that everybody +admires who sees her is a point which she never can for a moment doubt) +in the next pew to her at St. James's Church last Sunday; and the manner +in which he appeared to go to sleep during the sermon--though from under +his fringed eyelids it was evident he was casting glances of respectful +rapture towards Jocasta--deeply moved and interested her. On coming out +of church, he found his way to her chair, and made her an elegant bow as +she stepped into it. She saw him at Court afterwards, where he carried +himself with a most distinguished air, though none of her acquaintances +knew his name; and the next night he was at the play, where her ladyship +was pleased to acknowledge him from the side-box. + +"During the whole of the comedy she racked her brains so to remember his +name that she did not hear a word of the piece: and having the happiness +to meet him once more in the lobby of the playhouse, she went up to +him in a flutter, and bade him remember that she kept two nights in the +week, and that she longed to see him at Spring Garden. + +"He appeared on Tuesday, in a rich suit, showing a very fine taste both +in the tailor and wearer; and though a knot of us were gathered round +the charming Jocasta, fellows who pretended to know every face upon +the town, not one could tell the gentleman's name in reply to Jocasta's +eager inquiries, flung to the right and left of her as he advanced up +the room with a bow that would become a duke. + +"Jocasta acknowledged this salute with one of those smiles and curtsies +of which that lady hath the secret. She curtsies with a languishing air, +as if to say, 'You are come at last. I have been pining for you:' and +then she finishes her victim with a killing look, which declares: 'O +Philander! I have no eyes but for you.' Camilla hath as good a curtsy +perhaps, and Thalestris much such another look; but the glance and the +curtsy together belong to Jocasta of all the English beauties alone. + +"'Welcome to London, sir,' says she. 'One can see you are from the +country by your looks.' She would have said 'Epsom,' or 'Tunbridge,' +had she remembered rightly at which place she had met the stranger; but, +alas! she had forgotten. + +"The gentleman said, 'he had been in town but three days; and one of his +reasons for coming hither was to have the honor of paying his court to +Jocasta.' + +"She said, 'the waters had agreed with her but indifferently.' + +"'The waters were for the sick,' the gentleman said: 'the young and +beautiful came but to make them sparkle. And as the clergyman read the +service on Sunday,' he added, 'your ladyship reminded me of the angel +that visited the pool.' A murmur of approbation saluted this sally. +Manilio, who is a wit when he is not at cards, was in such a rage that +he revoked when he heard it. + +"Jocasta was an angel visiting the waters; but at which of the +Bethesdas? She was puzzled more and more; and, as her way always is, +looked the more innocent and simple, the more artful her intentions +were. + +"'We were discoursing,' says she, 'about spelling of names and words +when you came. Why should we say goold and write gold, and call china +chayney, and Cavendish Candish, and Cholmondeley Chumley? If we call +Pulteney Poltney, why shouldn't we call poultry pultry--and--' + +"'Such an enchantress as your ladyship,' says he, 'is mistress of all +sorts of spells.' But this was Dr. Swift's pun, and we all knew it. + +"'And--and how do you spell your name?' says she, coming to the point at +length; for this sprightly conversation had lasted much longer than is +here set down, and been carried on through at least three dishes of tea. + +"'Oh, madam,' says he, 'I SPELL MY NAME WITH THE Y.' And laying down his +dish, my gentleman made another elegant bow, and was gone in a moment. + +"Jocasta hath had no sleep since this mortification, and the stranger's +disappearance. If balked in anything, she is sure to lose her health and +temper; and we, her servants, suffer, as usual, during the angry fits of +our Queen. Can you help us, Mr. Spectator, who know everything, to read +this riddle for her, and set at rest all our minds? We find in her list, +Mr. Berty, Mr. Smith, Mr. Pike, Mr. Tyler--who may be Mr. Bertie, Mr. +Smyth, Mr. Pyke, Mr. Tiler, for what we know. She hath turned away +the clerk of her visiting-book, a poor fellow with a great family of +children. Read me this riddle, good Mr. Shortface, and oblige your +admirer--OEDIPUS." + + +"THE TRUMPET COFFEE-HOUSE, WHITEHALL. + +"MR. SPECTATOR,--I am a gentleman but little acquainted with the town, +though I have had a university education, and passed some years +serving my country abroad, where my name is better known than in the +coffee-house and St. James's. + +"Two years since my uncle died, leaving me a pretty estate in the county +of Kent; and being at Tunbridge Wells last summer, after my mourning was +over, and on the look-out, if truth must be told, for some young lady +who would share with me the solitude of my great Kentish house, and be +kind to my tenantry (for whom a woman can do a great deal more good than +the best-intentioned man can), I was greatly fascinated by a young lady +of London, who was the toast of all the company at the Wells. Every one +knows Saccharissa's beauty; and I think, Mr. Spectator, no one better +than herself. + +"My table-book informs me that I danced no less than seven-and-twenty +sets with her at the Assembly. I treated her to the fiddles twice. I +was admitted on several days to her lodging, and received by her with a +great deal of distinction, and, for a time, was entirely her slave. It +was only when I found, from common talk of the company at the Wells, and +from narrowly watching one, who I once thought of asking the most sacred +question a man can put to a woman, that I became aware how unfit she was +to be a country gentleman's wife; and that this fair creature was but a +heartless worldly jilt, playing with affections that she never meant to +return, and, indeed, incapable of returning them. 'Tis admiration such +women want, not love that touches them; and I can conceive, in her old +age, no more wretched creature than this lady will be, when her beauty +hath deserted her, when her admirers have left her, and she hath neither +friendship nor religion to console her. + +"Business calling me to London, I went to St. James's Church last +Sunday, and there opposite me sat my beauty of the Wells. Her behavior +during the whole service was so pert, languishing, and absurd; she +flirted her fan, and ogled and eyed me in a manner so indecent, that I +was obliged to shut my eyes, so as actually not to see her, and whenever +I opened them beheld hers (and very bright they are) still staring at +me. I fell in with her afterwards at Court, and at the playhouse; and +here nothing would satisfy her but she must elbow through the crowd +and speak to me, and invite me to the assembly, which she holds at her +house, not very far from Ch-r-ng Cr-ss. + +"Having made her a promise to attend, of course I kept my promise; and +found the young widow in the midst of a half-dozen of card tables, and +a crowd of wits and admirers. I made the best bow I could, and advanced +towards her; and saw by a peculiar puzzled look in her face, though she +tried to hide her perplexity, that she had forgotten even my name. + +"Her talk, artful as it was, convinced me that I had guessed aright. She +turned the conversation most ridiculously upon the spelling of names and +words; and I replied with as ridiculous fulsome compliments as I could +pay her: indeed, one in which I compared her to an angel visiting the +sick wells, went a little too far; nor should I have employed it, but +that the allusion came from the Second Lesson last Sunday, which we both +had heard, and I was pressed to answer her. + +"Then she came to the question, which I knew was awaiting me, and asked +how I SPELT my name? 'Madam,' says I, turning on my heel, 'I spell it +with a Y.' And so I left her, wondering at the light-heartedness of the +town-people, who forget and make friends so easily, and resolved to look +elsewhere for a partner for your constant reader, + +"CYMON WYLDOATS." + +"You know my real name, Mr. Spectator, in which there is no such a +letter as HUPSILON. But if the lady, whom I have called Saccharissa, +wonders that I appear no more at the tea-tables, she is hereby +respectfully informed the reason Y." + + +The above is a parable, whereof the writer will now expound the meaning. +Jocasta was no other than Miss Esmond, Maid of Honor to her Majesty. +She had told Mr. Esmond this little story of having met a gentleman +somewhere, and forgetting his name, when the gentleman, with no such +malicious intentions as those of "Cymon" in the above fable, made the +answer simply as above; and we all laughed to think how little Mistress +Jocasta-Beatrix had profited by her artifice and precautions. + +As for Cymon, he was intended to represent yours and her very humble +servant, the writer of the apologue and of this story, which we had +printed on a "Spectator" paper at Mr. Steele's office, exactly as +those famous journals were printed, and which was laid on the table +at breakfast in place of the real newspaper. Mistress Jocasta, who had +plenty of wit, could not live without her Spectator to her tea; and +this sham Spectator was intended to convey to the young woman that +she herself was a flirt, and that Cymon was a gentleman of honor and +resolution, seeing all her faults, and determined to break the chains +once and for ever. + +For though enough hath been said about this love-business +already--enough, at least, to prove to the writer's heirs what a silly +fond fool their old grandfather was, who would like them to consider him +as a very wise old gentleman; yet not near all has been told concerning +this matter, which, if it were allowed to take in Esmond's journal the +space it occupied in his time, would weary his kinsmen and women of a +hundred years' time beyond all endurance; and form such a diary of folly +and drivelling, raptures and rage, as no man of ordinary vanity would +like to leave behind him. + +The truth is, that, whether she laughed at him or encouraged him; +whether she smiled or was cold, and turned her smiles on another; +worldly and ambitious, as he knew her to be; hard and careless, as she +seemed to grow with her court life, and a hundred admirers that came to +her and left her; Esmond, do what he would, never could get Beatrix out +of his mind; thought of her constantly at home or away. If he read his +name in a Gazette, or escaped the shot of a cannon-ball or a greater +danger in the campaign, as has happened to him more than once, the +instant thought after the honor achieved or the danger avoided, was, +"What will SHE say of it?" "Will this distinction or the idea of this +peril elate her or touch her, so as to be better inclined towards me?" +He could no more help this passionate fidelity of temper than he could +help the eyes he saw with--one or the other seemed a part of his nature; +and knowing every one of her faults as well as the keenest of her +detractors, and the folly of an attachment to such a woman, of which the +fruition could never bring him happiness for above a week, there was yet +a charm about this Circe from which the poor deluded gentleman could +not free himself; and for a much longer period than Ulysses (another +middle-aged officer, who had travelled much, and been in the foreign +wars,) Esmond felt himself enthralled and besotted by the wiles of this +enchantress. Quit her! He could no more quit her, as the Cymon of +this story was made to quit his false one, than he could lose his +consciousness of yesterday. She had but to raise her finger, and he +would come back from ever so far; she had but to say I have discarded +such and such an adorer, and the poor infatuated wretch would be sure to +come and roder about her mother's house, willing to be put on the ranks +of suitors, though he knew he might be cast off the next week. If he +were like Ulysses in his folly, at least she was in so far like Penelope +that she had a crowd of suitors, and undid day after day and night after +night the handiwork of fascination and the web of coquetry with which +she was wont to allure and entertain them. + +Part of her coquetry may have come from her position about the Court, +where the beautiful maid of honor was the light about which a thousand +beaux came and fluttered; where she was sure to have a ring of admirers +round her, crowding to listen to her repartees as much as to admire her +beauty; and where she spoke and listened to much free talk, such as +one never would have thought the lips or ears of Rachel Castlewood's +daughter would have uttered or heard. When in waiting at Windsor or +Hampton, the Court ladies and gentlemen would be making riding parties +together; Mrs. Beatrix in a horseman's coat and hat, the foremost after +the stag-hounds and over the park fences, a crowd of young fellows at +her heels. If the English country ladies at this time were the most pure +and modest of any ladies in the world--the English town and court ladies +permitted themselves words and behavior that were neither modest nor +pure; and claimed, some of them, a freedom which those who love that +sex most would never wish to grant them. The gentlemen of my family that +follow after me (for I don't encourage the ladies to pursue any such +studies), may read in the works of Mr. Congreve, and Dr. Swift and +others, what was the conversation and what the habits of our time. + +The most beautiful woman in England in 1712, when Esmond returned to +this country, a lady of high birth, and though of no fortune to be sure, +with a thousand fascinations of wit and manners, Beatrix Esmond was +now six-and-twenty years old, and Beatrix Esmond still. Of her hundred +adorers she had not chosen one for a husband; and those who had asked +had been jilted by her; and more still had left her. A succession of +near ten years' crops of beauties had come up since her time, and had +been reaped by proper HUSBANDmen, if we may make an agricultural simile, +and had been housed comfortably long ago. Her own contemporaries were +sober mothers by this time; girls with not a tithe of her charms, or +her wit, having made good matches, and now claiming precedence over +the spinster who but lately had derided and outshone them. The young +beauties were beginning to look down on Beatrix as an old maid, and +sneer, and call her one of Charles II.'s ladies, and ask whether her +portrait was not in the Hampton Court Gallery? But still she reigned, +at least in one man's opinion, superior over all the little misses +that were the toasts of the young lads; and in Esmond's eyes was ever +perfectly lovely and young. + +Who knows how many were nearly made happy by possessing her, or, rather, +how many were fortunate in escaping this siren? 'Tis a marvel to think +that her mother was the purest and simplest woman in the whole world, +and that this girl should have been born from her. I am inclined to +fancy, my mistress, who never said a harsh word to her children (and +but twice or thrice only to one person), must have been too fond and +pressing with the maternal authority; for her son and her daughter both +revolted early; nor after their first flight from the nest could they +ever be brought back quite to the fond mother's bosom. Lady Castlewood, +and perhaps it was as well, knew little of her daughter's life and real +thoughts. How was she to apprehend what passes in Queen's ante-chambers +and at Court tables? Mrs. Beatrix asserted her own authority so +resolutely that her mother quickly gave in. The maid of honor had her +own equipage; went from home and came back at her own will: her mother +was alike powerless to resist her or to lead her, or to command or to +persuade her. + +She had been engaged once, twice, thrice, to be married, Esmond +believed. When he quitted home, it hath been said, she was promised to +my Lord Ashburnham, and now, on his return, behold his lordship was just +married to Lady Mary Butler, the Duke of Ormonde's daughter, and his +fine houses, and twelve thousand a year of fortune, for which Miss +Beatrix had rather coveted him, was out of her power. To her Esmond +could say nothing in regard to the breaking of this match; and, asking +his mistress about it, all Lady Castlewood answered was: "do not speak +to me about it, Harry. I cannot tell you how or why they parted, and I +fear to inquire. I have told you before, that with all her kindness, and +wit, and generosity, and that sort of splendor of nature she has, I can +say but little good of poor Beatrix, and look with dread at the marriage +she will form. Her mind is fixed on ambition only, and making a +great figure; and, this achieved, she will tire of it as she does +of everything. Heaven help her husband, whoever he shall be! My Lord +Ashburnham was a most excellent young man, gentle and yet manly, of very +good parts, so they told me, and as my little conversation would enable +me to judge: and a kind temper--kind and enduring I'm sure he must have +been, from all that he had to endure. But he quitted her at last, +from some crowning piece of caprice or tyranny of hers; and now he has +married a young woman that will make him a thousand times happier than +my poor girl ever could." + +The rupture, whatever its cause was, (I heard the scandal, but indeed +shall not take pains to repeat at length in this diary the trumpery +coffee-house story,) caused a good deal of low talk; and Mr. Esmond was +present at my lord's appearance at the Birthday with his bride, over +whom the revenge that Beatrix took was to look so imperial and lovely +that the modest downcast young lady could not appear beside her, and +Lord Ashburnham, who had his reasons for wishing to avoid her, slunk +away quite shamefaced, and very early. This time his Grace the Duke of +Hamilton, whom Esmond had seen about her before, was constant at Miss +Beatrix's side: he was one of the most splendid gentlemen of Europe, +accomplished by books, by travel, by long command of the best company, +distinguished as a statesman, having been ambassador in King Williamn's +time, and a noble speaker in the Scots' Parliament, where he had led the +party that was against the Union, and though now five or six and forty +years of age, a gentleman so high in stature, accomplished in wit, and +favored in person, that he might pretend to the hand of any Princess in +Europe. + +"Should you like the Duke for a cousin?" says Mr. Secretary St. John, +whispering to Colonel Esmond in French; "it appears that the widower +consoles himself." + +But to return to our little Spectator paper and the conversation which +grew out of it. Miss Beatrix at first was quite BIT (as the phrase of +that day was) and did not "smoke" the authorship of the story; indeed +Esmond had tried to imitate as well as he could Mr. Steele's manner +(as for the other author of the Spectator, his prose style I think is +altogether inimitable); and Dick, who was the idlest and best-natured of +men, would have let the piece pass into his journal and go to posterity +as one of his own lucubrations, but that Esmond did not care to have +a lady's name whom he loved sent forth to the world in a light so +unfavorable. Beatrix pished and psha'd over the paper; Colonel Esmond +watching with no little interest her countenance as she read it. + +"How stupid your friend Mr. Steele becomes!" cries Miss Beatrix. "Epsom +and Tunbridge! Will he never have done with Epsom and Tunbridge, and +with beaux at church, and Jocastas and Lindamiras? Why does he not call +women Nelly and Betty, as their godfathers and godmothers did for them +in their baptism?" + +"Beatrix. Beatrix!" says her mother, "speak gravely of grave things." + +"Mamma thinks the Church Catechism came from heaven, I believe," +says Beatrix, with a laugh, "and was brought down by a bishop from a +mountain. Oh, how I used to break my heart over it! Besides, I had a +Popish godmother, mamma; why did you give me one?" + +"I gave you the Queen's name," says her mother blushing. "And a very +pretty name it is," said somebody else. + +Beatrix went on reading--"Spell my name with a Y--why, you wretch," says +she, turning round to Colonel Esmond, "you have been telling my story to +Mr. Steele--or stop--you have written the paper yourself to turn me into +ridicule. For shame, sir!" + +Poor Mr. Esmond felt rather frightened, and told a truth, which was +nevertheless an entire falsehood. "Upon my honor," says he, "I have not +even read the Spectator of this morning." Nor had he, for that was not +the Spectator, but a sham newspaper put in its place. + +She went on reading: her face rather flushed as she read. "No," she +says, "I think you couldn't have written it. I think it must have been +Mr. Steele when he was drunk--and afraid of his horrid vulgar wife. +Whenever I see an enormous compliment to a woman, and some outrageous +panegyric about female virtue, I always feel sure that the Captain and +his better half have fallen out over-night, and that he has been brought +home tipsy, or has been found out in--" + +"Beatrix!" cries the Lady Castlewood. + +"Well, mamma! Do not cry out before you are hurt. I am not going to say +anything wrong. I won't give you more annoyance than you can help, you +pretty kind mamma. Yes, and your little Trix is a naughty little Trix, +and she leaves undone those things which she ought to have done, and +does those things which she ought not to have done, and there's--well +now--I won't go on. Yes, I will, unless you kiss me." And with this the +young lady lays aside her paper, and runs up to her mother and performs +a variety of embraces with her ladyship, saying as plain as eyes could +speak to Mr. Esmond--"There, sir: would not YOU like to play the very +same pleasant game?" + +"Indeed, madam, I would," says he. + +"Would what?" asked Miss Beatrix. + +"What you meant when you looked at me in that provoking way," answers +Esmond. + +"What a confessor!" cries Beatrix, with a laugh. + +"What is it Henry would like, my dear?" asks her mother, the kind soul, +who was always thinking what we would like, and how she could please us. + +The girl runs up to her--"Oh, you silly kind mamma," she says, kissing +her again, "that's what Harry would like;" and she broke out into a +great joyful laugh; and Lady Castlewood blushed as bashful as a maid of +sixteen. + +"Look at her, Harry," whispers Beatrix, running up, and speaking in her +sweet low tones. "Doesn't the blush become her? Isn't she pretty? She +looks younger than I am, and I am sure she is a hundred million thousand +times better." + +Esmond's kind mistress left the room, carrying her blushes away with +her. + +"If we girls at Court could grow such roses as that," continues Beatrix, +with her laugh, "what wouldn't we do to preserve 'em? We'd clip their +stalks and put 'em in salt and water. But those flowers don't bloom +at Hampton Court and Windsor, Henry." She paused for a minute, and the +smile fading away from her April face, gave place to a menacing shower +of tears; "Oh, how good she is, Harry," Beatrix went on to say. "Oh, +what a saint she is! Her goodness frightens me. I'm not fit to live with +her. I should be better I think if she were not so perfect. She has had +a great sorrow in her life, and a great secret; and repented of it. It +could not have been my father's death. She talks freely about that; nor +could she have loved him very much--though who knows what we women do +love, and why?" + +"What, and why, indeed," says Mr. Esmond. + +"No one knows," Beatrix went on, without noticing this interruption +except by a look, "what my mother's life is. She hath been at early +prayer this morning; she passes hours in her closet; if you were to +follow her thither, you would find her at prayers now. She tends the +poor of the place--the horrid dirty poor! She sits through the curate's +sermons--oh, those dreary sermons! And you see on a beau dire; but +good as they are, people like her are not fit to commune with us of the +world. There is always, as it were, a third person present, even when I +and my mother are alone. She can't be frank with me quite; who is always +thinking of the next world, and of her guardian angel, perhaps that's in +company. Oh, Harry, I'm jealous of that guardian angel!" here broke out +Mistress Beatrix. "It's horrid, I know; but my mother's life is all +for heaven, and mine--all for earth. We can never be friends quite; and +then, she cares more for Frank's little finger than she does for me--I +know she does: and she loves you, sir, a great deal too much; and I hate +you for it. I would have had her all to myself; but she wouldn't. In my +childhood, it was my father she loved--(oh, how could she? I remember +him kind and handsome, but so stupid, and not being able to speak after +drinking wine). And then it was Frank; and now, it is heaven and the +clergyman. How I would have loved her! From a child I used to be in a +rage that she loved anybody but me; but she loved you all better--all, I +know she did. And now, she talks of the blessed consolation of religion. +Dear soul! she thinks she is happier for believing, as she must, that +we are all of us wicked and miserable sinners; and this world is only a +pied-a-terre for the good, where they stay for a night, as we do, coming +from Walcote, at that great, dreary, uncomfortable Hounslow Inn, in +those horrid beds--oh, do you remember those horrid beds?--and the +chariot comes and fetches them to heaven the next morning." + +"Hush, Beatrix," says Mr. Esmond. + +"Hush, indeed. You are a hypocrite, too, Henry, with your grave airs +and your glum face. We are all hypocrites. O dear me! We are all alone, +alone, alone," says poor Beatrix, her fair breast heaving with a sigh. + +"It was I that writ every line of that paper, my dear," says Mr. Esmond. +"You are not so worldly as you think yourself, Beatrix, and better than +we believe you. The good we have in us we doubt of; and the happiness +that's to our hand we throw away. You bend your ambition on a great +marriage and establishment--and why? You'll tire of them when you win +them; and be no happier with a coronet on your coach--" + +"Than riding pillion with Lubin to market," says Beatrix. "Thank you, +Lubin!" + +"I'm a dismal shepherd, to be sure," answers Esmond, with a blush; +"and require a nymph that can tuck my bed-clothes up, and make me +water-gruel. Well, Tom Lockwood can do that. He took me out of the fire +upon his shoulders, and nursed me through my illness as love will scarce +ever do. Only good wages, and a hope of my clothes, and the contents of +my portmanteau. How long was it that Jacob served an apprenticeship for +Rachel?" + +"For mamma?" says Beatrix. "It is mamma your honor wants, and that I +should have the happiness of calling you papa?" + +Esmond blushed again. "I spoke of a Rachel that a shepherd courted five +thousand years ago; when shepherds were longer lived than now. And my +meaning was, that since I saw you first after our separation--a child +you were then . . ." + +"And I put on my best stockings to captivate you, I remember, sir . . ." + +"You have had my heart ever since then, such as it was; and such as you +were, I cared for no other woman. What little reputation I have won, it +was that you might be pleased with it: and indeed, it is not much; and +I think a hundred fools in the army have got and deserved quite as much. +Was there something in the air of that dismal old Castlewood that made +us all gloomy, and dissatisfied, and lonely under its ruined old roof? +We were all so, even when together and united, as it seemed, following +our separate schemes, each as we sat round the table." + +"Dear, dreary old place!" cries Beatrix. "Mamma hath never had the heart +to go back thither since we left it, when--never mind how many years +ago." And she flung back her curls, and looked over her fair shoulder at +the mirror superbly, as if she said, "Time, I defy you." + +"Yes," says Esmond, who had the art, as she owned, of divining many of +her thoughts. "You can afford to look in the glass still; and only be +pleased by the truth it tells you. As for me, do you know what my scheme +is? I think of asking Frank to give me the Virginian estate King Charles +gave our grandfather. (She gave a superb curtsy, as much as to say, +'Our grandfather, indeed! Thank you, Mr. Bastard.') Yes, I know you are +thinking of my bar-sinister, and so am I. A man cannot get over it in +this country; unless, indeed, he wears it across a king's arms, when +'tis a highly honorable coat; and I am thinking of retiring into the +plantations, and building myself a wigwam in the woods, and perhaps, if +I want company, suiting myself with a squaw. We will send your ladyship +furs over for the winter; and, when you are old, we'll provide you with +tobacco. I am not quite clever enough, or not rogue enough--I know not +which--for the Old World. I may make a place for myself in the New, +which is not so full; and found a family there. When you are a mother +yourself, and a great lady, perhaps I shall send you over from the +plantation some day a little barbarian that is half Esmond half Mohock, +and you will be kind to him for his father's sake, who was, after all, +your kinsman; and whom you loved a little." + +"What folly you are talking, Harry," says Miss Beatrix, looking with her +great eyes. + +"'Tis sober earnest," says Esmond. And, indeed, the scheme had been +dwelling a good deal in his mind for some time past, and especially +since his return home, when he found how hopeless, and even degrading +to himself, his passion was. "No," says he, then: "I have tried half a +dozen times now. I can bear being away from you well enough; but being +with you is intolerable" (another low curtsy on Mistress Beatrix's +part), "and I will go. I have enough to buy axes and guns for my men, +and beads and blankets for the savages; and I'll go and live amongst +them." + +"Mon ami," she says quite kindly, and taking Esmond's hand, with an air +of great compassion, "you can't think that in our position anything more +than our present friendship is possible. You are our elder brother--as +such we view you, pitying your misfortune, not rebuking you with it. +Why, you are old enough and grave enough to be our father. I always +thought you a hundred years old, Harry, with your solemn face and grave +air. I feel as a sister to you, and can no more. Isn't that enough, +sir?" And she put her face quite close to his--who knows with what +intention? + +"It's too much," says Esmond, turning away. "I can't bear this life, +and shall leave it. I shall stay, I think, to see you married, and then +freight a ship, and call it the 'Beatrix,' and bid you all . . ." + +Here the servant, flinging the door open, announced his Grace the Duke +of Hamilton, and Esmond started back with something like an imprecation +on his lips, as the nobleman entered, looking splendid in his star and +green ribbon. He gave Mr. Esmond just that gracious bow which he would +have given to a lackey who fetched him a chair or took his hat, and +seated himself by Miss Beatrix, as the poor Colonel went out of the room +with a hang-dog look. + +Esmond's mistress was in the lower room as he passed down stairs. She +often met him as he was coming away from Beatrix; and she beckoned him +into the apartment. + +"Has she told you, Harry?" Lady Castlewood said. + +"She has been very frank--very," says Esmond. + +"But--but about what is going to happen?" + +"What is going to happen?" says he, his heart beating. + +"His Grace the Duke of Hamilton has proposed to her," says my lady. "He +made his offer yesterday. They will marry as soon as his mourning is +over; and you have heard his Grace is appointed Ambassador to Paris; and +the Ambassadress goes with him." + + + + +CHAPTER IV. + +BEATRIX'S NEW SUITOR. + + +The gentleman whom Beatrix had selected was, to be sure, twenty years +older than the Colonel, with whom she quarrelled for being too old; but +this one was but a nameless adventurer, and the other the greatest duke +in Scotland, with pretensions even to a still higher title. My Lord Duke +of Hamilton had, indeed, every merit belonging to a gentleman, and he +had had the time to mature his accomplishments fully, being upwards of +fifty years old when Madam Beatrix selected him for a bridegroom. Duke +Hamilton, then Earl of Arran, had been educated at the famous Scottish +university of Glasgow, and, coming to London, became a great favorite +of Charles the Second, who made him a lord of his bedchamber, and +afterwards appointed him ambassador to the French king, under whom the +Earl served two campaigns as his Majesty's aide-de-camp; and he was +absent on this service when King Charles died. + +King James continued my lord's promotion--made him Master of the +Wardrobe and Colonel of the Royal Regiment of Horse; and his lordship +adhered firmly to King James, being of the small company that never +quitted that unfortunate monarch till his departure out of England; and +then it was, in 1688 namely, that he made the friendship with Colonel +Francis Esmond, that had always been, more or less, maintained in the +two families. + +The Earl professed a great admiration for King William always, but never +could give him his allegiance; and was engaged in more than one of the +plots in the late great King's reign which always ended in the plotters' +discomfiture, and generally in their pardon, by the magnanimity of the +King. Lord Arran was twice prisoner in the Tower during this reign, +undauntedly saying, when offered his release, upon parole not to engage +against King William, that he would not give his word, because "he +was sure he could not keep it;" but, nevertheless, he was both times +discharged without any trial; and the King bore this noble enemy so +little malice, that when his mother, the Duchess of Hamilton, of her +own right, resigned her claim on her husband's death, the Earl was, +by patent signed at Loo, 1690, created Duke of Hamilton, Marquis +of Clydesdale, and Earl of Arran, with precedency from the original +creation. His Grace took the oaths and his seat in the Scottish +parliament in 1700: was famous there for his patriotism and eloquence, +especially in the debates about the Union Bill, which Duke Hamilton +opposed with all his strength, though he would not go the length of the +Scottish gentry, who were for resisting it by force of arms. 'Twas +said he withdrew his opposition all of a sudden, and in consequence +of letters from the King at St. Germains, who entreated him on his +allegiance not to thwart the Queen his sister in this measure; and the +Duke, being always bent upon effecting the King's return to his kingdom +through a reconciliation between his Majesty and Queen Anne, and quite +averse to his landing with arms and French troops, held aloof, and +kept out of Scotland during the time when the Chevalier de St. George's +descent from Dunkirk was projected, passing his time in England in his +great estate in Staffordshire. + +When the Whigs went out of office in 1710, the Queen began to show +his Grace the very greatest marks of her favor. He was created Duke +of Brandon and Baron of Dutton in England; having the Thistle already +originally bestowed on him by King James the Second, his Grace was +now promoted to the honor of the Garter--a distinction so great and +illustrious, that no subject hath ever borne them hitherto together. +When this objection was made to her Majesty, she was pleased to say, +"Such a subject as the Duke of Hamilton has a pre-eminent claim to every +mark of distinction which a crowned head can confer. I will henceforth +wear both orders myself." + +At the Chapter held at Windsor in October, 1712, the Duke and other +knights, including Lord-Treasurer, the new-created Earl of Oxford +and Mortimer, were installed; and a few days afterwards his Grace was +appointed Ambassador-Extraordinary to France, and his equipages, plate, +and liveries commanded, of the most sumptuous kind, not only for his +Excellency the Ambassador, but for her Excellency the Ambassadress, +who was to accompany him. Her arms were already quartered on the coach +panels, and her brother was to hasten over on the appointed day to give +her away. + +His lordship was a widower, having married, in 1698, Elizabeth, daughter +of Digby Lord Gerard, by which marriage great estates came into the +Hamilton family; and out of these estates came, in part, that tragic +quarrel which ended the Duke's career. + + +From the loss of a tooth to that of a mistress there's no pang that is +not bearable. The apprehension is much more cruel than the certainty; +and we make up our mind to the misfortune when 'tis irremediable, part +with the tormentor, and mumble our crust on t'other side of the jaws. +I think Colonel Esmond was relieved when a ducal coach and six came and +whisked his charmer away out of his reach, and placed her in a higher +sphere. As you have seen the nymph in the opera-machine go up to the +clouds at the end of the piece where Mars, Bacchus, Apollo, and all the +divine company of Olympians are seated, and quaver out her last song +as a goddess: so when this portentous elevation was accomplished in +the Esmond family, I am not sure that every one of us did not treat the +divine Beatrix with special honors; at least the saucy little beauty +carried her head with a toss of supreme authority, and assumed a +touch-me-not air, which all her friends very good-humoredly bowed to. + +An old army acquaintance of Colonel Esmond's, honest Tom Trett, who had +sold his company, married a wife, and turned merchant in the city, was +dreadfully gloomy for a long time, though living in a fine house on the +river, and carrying on a great trade to all appearance. At length Esmond +saw his friend's name in the Gazette as a bankrupt; and a week after +this circumstance my bankrupt walks into Mr. Esmond's lodging with a +face perfectly radiant with good-humor, and as jolly and careless as +when they had sailed from Southampton ten years before for Vigo. "This +bankruptcy," says Tom, "has been hanging over my head these three +years; the thought hath prevented my sleeping, and I have looked at poor +Polly's head on t'other pillow, and then towards my razor on the table, +and thought to put an end to myself, and so give my woes the slip. But +now we are bankrupts: Tom Trett pays as many shillings in the pound as +he can; his wife has a little cottage at Fulham, and her fortune secured +to herself. I am afraid neither of bailiff nor of creditor: and for the +last six nights have slept easy." So it was that when Fortune shook her +wings and left him, honest Tom cuddled himself up in his ragged virtue, +and fell asleep. + +Esmond did not tell his friend how much his story applied to Esmond too; +but he laughed at it, and used it; and having fairly struck his docket +in this love transaction, determined to put a cheerful face on his +bankruptcy. Perhaps Beatrix was a little offended at his gayety. +"Is this the way, sir, that you receive the announcement of your +misfortune," says she, "and do you come smiling before me as if you were +glad to be rid of me?" + +Esmond would not be put off from his good-humor, but told her the story +of Tom Trett and his bankruptcy. "I have been hankering after the grapes +on the wall," says he, "and lost my temper because they were beyond my +reach; was there any wonder? They're gone now, and another has them--a +taller man than your humble servant has won them." And the Colonel made +his cousin a low bow. + +"A taller man, Cousin Esmond!" says she. "A man of spirit would have +sealed the wall, sir, and seized them! A man of courage would have +fought for 'em, not gaped for 'em." + +"A Duke has but to gape and they drop into his mouth," says Esmond, with +another low bow. + +"Yes, sir," says she, "a Duke IS a taller man than you. And why should I +not be grateful to one such as his Grace, who gives me his heart and his +great name? It is a great gift he honors me with; I know 'tis a bargain +between us; and I accept it, and will do my utmost to perform my part of +it. 'Tis no question of sighing and philandering between a noble man +of his Grace's age and a girl who hath little of that softness in her +nature. Why should I not own that I am ambitious, Harry Esmond; and if +it be no sin in a man to covet honor, why should a woman too not desire +it? Shall I be frank with you, Harry, and say that if you had not been +down on your knees, and so humble, you might have fared better with +me? A woman of my spirit, cousin, is to be won by gallantry, and not +by sighs and rueful faces. All the time you are worshipping and singing +hymns to me, I know very well I am no goddess, and grow weary of the +incense. So would you have been weary of the goddess too--when she was +called Mrs. Esmond, and got out of humor because she had not pin-money +enough, and was forced to go about in an old gown. Eh! cousin, a +goddess in a mob-cap, that has to make her husband's gruel, ceases to +be divine--I am sure of it. I should have been sulky and scolded; and of +all the proud wretches in the world Mr. Esmond is the proudest, let me +tell him that. You never fall into a passion; but you never forgive, I +think. Had you been a great man, you might have been good-humored; but +being nobody, sir, you are too great a man for me; and I'm afraid of +you, cousin--there! and I won't worship you, and you'll never be happy +except with a woman who will. Why, after I belonged to you, and after +one of my tantrums, you would have put the pillow over my head some +night, and smothered me, as the black man does the woman in the play +that you're so fond of. What's the creature's name?--Desdemona. You +would, you little black-dyed Othello!" + +"I think I should, Beatrix," says the Colonel. + +"And I want no such ending. I intend to live to be a hundred, and to +go to ten thousand routs and balls, and to play cards every night of my +life till the year eighteen hundred. And I like to be the first of my +company, sir; and I like flattery and compliments, and you give me none; +and I like to be made to laugh, sir, and who's to laugh at YOUR +dismal face, I should like to know? and I like a coach-and six or a +coach-and-eight; and I like diamonds, and a new gown every week; and +people to say--'That's the Duchess--How well her Grace looks--Make +way for Madame l'Ambassadrice d'Angleterre--Call her Excellency's +people'--that's what I like. And as for you, you want a woman to bring +your slippers and cap, and to sit at your feet, and cry, 'O caro! O +bravo!' whilst you read your Shakespeares and Miltons and stuff. Mamma +would have been the wife for you, had you been a little older, though +you look ten years older than she does--you do, you glum-faced, +blue-bearded little old man! You might have sat, like Darby and Joan, +and flattered each other; and billed and cooed like a pair of old +pigeons on a perch. I want my wings and to use them, sir." And she +spread out her beautiful arms, as if indeed she could fly off like the +pretty "Gawrie," whom the man in the story was enamored of. + +"And what will your Peter Wilkins say to your flight?" says Esmond, who +never admired this fair creature more than when she rebelled and laughed +at him. + +"A duchess knows her place," says she, with a laugh. "Why, I have a +son already made for me, and thirty years old (my Lord Arran), and four +daughters. How they will scold, and what a rage they will be in, when I +come to take the head of the table! But I give them only a month to +be angry; at the end of that time they shall love me every one, and +so shall Lord Arran, and so shall all his Grace's Scots vassals and +followers in the Highlands. I'm bent on it; and when I take a thing in +my head, 'tis done. His Grace is the greatest gentleman in Europe, and +I'll try and make him happy; and, when the King comes back, you may +count on my protection, Cousin Esmond--for come back the King will and +shall; and I'll bring him back from Versailles, if he comes under my +hoop." + +"I hope the world will make you happy, Beatrix," says Esmond, with a +sigh. "You'll be Beatrix till you are my Lady Duchess--will you not? I +shall then make your Grace my very lowest bow." + +"None of these sighs and this satire, cousin," she says. "I take his +Grace's great bounty thankfully--yes, thankfully; and will wear his +honors becomingly. I do not say he hath touched my heart; but he has my +gratitude, obedience, admiration--I have told him that, and no more; +and with that his noble heart is content. I have told him all--even the +story of that poor creature that I was engaged to--and that I could not +love; and I gladly gave his word back to him, and jumped for joy to get +back my own. I am twenty-five years old." + +"Twenty-six, my dear," says Esmond. + +"Twenty-five, sir--I choose to be twenty-five; and in eight years no man +hath ever touched my heart. Yes--you did once, for a little, Harry, when +you came back after Lille, and engaging with that murderer Mohun, and +saving Frank's life. I thought I could like you; and mamma begged me +hard, on her knees, and I did--for a day. But the old chill came over +me, Henry, and the old fear of you and your melancholy; and I was glad +when you went away, and engaged with my Lord Ashburnham, that I might +hear no more of you, that's the truth. You are too good for me, somehow. +I could not make you happy, and should break my heart in trying, and +not being able to love you. But if you had asked me when we gave you +the sword, you might have had me, sir, and we both should have been +miserable by this time. I talked with that silly lord all night just to +vex you and mamma, and I succeeded, didn't I? How frankly we can talk +of these things! It seems a thousand years ago: and, though we are here +sitting in the same room, there is a great wall between us. My dear, +kind, faithful, gloomy old cousin! I can like now, and admire you too, +sir, and say that you are brave, and very kind, and very true, and a +fine gentleman for all--for all your little mishap at your birth," says +she, wagging her arch head. + +"And now, sir," says she, with a curtsy, "we must have no more talk +except when mamma is by, as his Grace is with us; for he does not half +like you, cousin, and is jealous as the black man in your favorite +play." + +Though the very kindness of the words stabbed Mr. Esmond with the +keenest pang, he did not show his sense of the wound by any look of his +(as Beatrix, indeed, afterwards owned to him), but said, with a perfect +command of himself and an easy smile, "The interview must not end yet, +my dear, until I have had my last word. Stay, here comes your mother" +(indeed she came in here with her sweet anxious face, and Esmond going +up kissed her hand respectfully). "My dear lady may hear, too, the +last words, which are no secrets, and are only a parting benediction +accompanying a present for your marriage from an old gentleman your +guardian; for I feel as if I was the guardian of all the family, and an +old old fellow that is fit to be the grandfather of you all; and in this +character let me make my Lady Duchess her wedding present. They are the +diamonds my father's widow left me. I had thought Beatrix might have +had them a year ago; but they are good enough for a duchess, though not +bright enough for the handsomest woman in the world." And he took the +case out of his pocket in which the jewels were, and presented them to +his cousin. + +She gave a cry of delight, for the stones were indeed very handsome, +and of great value; and the next minute the necklace was where Belinda's +cross is in Mr. Pope's admirable poem, and glittering on the whitest and +most perfectly-shaped neck in all England. + +The girl's delight at receiving these trinkets was so great, that after +rushing to the looking-glass and examining the effect they produced upon +that fair neck which they surrounded, Beatrix was running back with her +arms extended, and was perhaps for paying her cousin with a price, that +he would have liked no doubt to receive from those beautiful rosy +lips of hers, but at this moment the door opened, and his Grace the +bridegroom elect was announced. + +He looked very black upon Mr. Esmond, to whom he made a very low bow +indeed, and kissed the hand of each lady in his most ceremonious manner. +He had come in his chair from the palace hard by, and wore his two stars +of the Garter and the Thistle. + +"Look, my Lord Duke," says Mistress Beatrix, advancing to him, and +showing the diamonds on her breast. + +"Diamonds," says his Grace. "Hm! they seem pretty." + +"They are a present on my marriage," says Beatrix. + +"From her Majesty?" asks the Duke. "The Queen is very good." + +"From my cousin Henry--from our cousin Henry"--cry both the ladies in a +breath. + +"I have not the honor of knowing the gentleman. I thought that my Lord +Castlewood had no brother: and that on your ladyship's side there were +no nephews." + +"From our cousin, Colonel Henry Esmond, my lord," says Beatrix, taking +the Colonel's hand very bravely,--"who was left guardian to us by our +father, and who has a hundred times shown his love and friendship for +our family." + +"The Duchess of Hamilton receives no diamonds but from her husband, +madam," says the Duke--"may I pray you to restore these to Mr. Esmond?" + +"Beatrix Esmond may receive a present from our kinsman and benefactor, +my Lord Duke," says Lady Castlewood, with an air of great dignity. "She +is my daughter yet: and if her mother sanctions the gift--no one else +hath the right to question it." + +"Kinsman and benefactor!" says the Duke. "I know of no kinsman: and I do +not choose that my wife should have for benefactor a--" + +"My lord!" says Colonel Esmond. + +"I am not here to bandy words," says his Grace: "frankly I tell you +that your visits to this house are too frequent, and that I choose no +presents for the Duchess of Hamilton from gentlemen that bear a name +they have no right to." + +"My lord!" breaks out Lady Castlewood, "Mr. Esmond hath the best right +to that name of any man in the world: and 'tis as old and as honorable +as your Grace's." + +My Lord Duke smiled, and looked as if Lady Castlewood was mad, that was +so talking to him. + +"If I called him benefactor," said my mistress, "it is because he has +been so to us--yes, the noblest, the truest, the bravest, the dearest of +benefactors. He would have saved my husband's life from Mohun's sword. +He did save my boy's, and defended him from that villain. Are those no +benefits?" + +"I ask Colonel Esmond's pardon," says his Grace, if possible more +haughty than before. "I would say not a word that should give him +offence, and thank him for his kindness to your ladyship's family. My +Lord Mohun and I are connected, you know, by marriage--though neither +by blood nor friendship; but I must repeat what I said, that my wife can +receive no presents from Colonel Esmond." + +"My daughter may receive presents from the Head of our House: my +daughter may thankfully take kindness from her father's, her mother's, +her brother's dearest friend; and be grateful for one more benefit +besides the thousand we owe him," cries Lady Esmond. "What is a string +of diamond stones compared to that affection he hath given us--our +dearest preserver and benefactor? We owe him not only Frank's life, but +our all--yes, our all," says my mistress, with a heightened color and a +trembling voice. "The title we bear is his, if he would claim it. 'Tis +we who have no right to our name: not he that's too great for it. He +sacrificed his name at my dying lord's bedside--sacrificed it to my +orphan children; gave up rank and honor because he loved us so nobly. +His father was Viscount of Castlewood and Marquis of Esmond before +him; and he is his father's lawful son and true heir, and we are the +recipients of his bounty, and he the chief of a house that's as old as +your own. And if he is content to forego his name that my child may +bear it, we love him and honor him and bless him under whatever name he +bears"--and here the fond and affectionate creature would have knelt to +Esmond again, but that he prevented her; and Beatrix, running up to her +with a pale face and a cry of alarm, embraced her and said, "Mother, +what is this?" + +"'Tis a family secret, my Lord Duke," says Colonel Esmond: "poor Beatrix +knew nothing of it; nor did my lady till a year ago. And I have as good +a right to resign my title as your Grace's mother to abdicate hers to +you." + +"I should have told everything to the Duke of Hamilton," said my +mistress, "had his Grace applied to me for my daughter's hand, and not +to Beatrix. I should have spoken with you this very day in private, my +lord, had not your words brought about this sudden explanation--and now +'tis fit Beatrix should hear it; and know, as I would have all the world +know, what we owe to our kinsman and patron." + +And then in her touching way, and having hold of her daughter's hand, +and speaking to her rather than my Lord Duke, Lady Castlewood told the +story which you know already--lauding up to the skies her kinsman's +behavior. On his side Mr. Esmond explained the reasons that seemed quite +sufficiently cogent with him, why the succession in the family, as at +present it stood, should not be disturbed; and he should remain as he +was, Colonel Esmond. + +"And Marquis of Esmond, my lord," says his Grace, with a low bow. +"Permit me to ask your lordship's pardon for words that were uttered in +ignorance; and to beg for the favor of your friendship. To be allied to +you, sir, must be an honor under whatever name you are known" (so his +Grace was pleased to say); "and in return for the splendid present you +make my wife, your kinswoman, I hope you will please to command any +service that James Douglas can perform. I shall never be easy until I +repay you a part of my obligations at least; and ere very long, and with +the mission her Majesty hath given me," says the Duke, "that may perhaps +be in my power. I shall esteem it as a favor, my lord, if Colonel Esmond +will give away the bride." + +"And if he will take the usual payment in advance, he is welcome," says +Beatrix, stepping up to him; and, as Esmond kissed her, she whispered, +"Oh, why didn't I know you before?" + +My Lord Duke was as hot as a flame at this salute, but said never a +word: Beatrix made him a proud curtsy, and the two ladies quitted the +room together. + +"When does your Excellency go for Paris?" asks Colonel Esmond. + +"As soon after the ceremony as may be," his Grace answered. "'Tis fixed +for the first of December: it cannot be sooner. The equipage will not be +ready till then. The Queen intends the embassy should be very grand--and +I have law business to settle. That ill-omened Mohun has come, or is +coming, to London again: we are in a lawsuit about my late Lord Gerard's +property; and he hath sent to me to meet him." + + + + +CHAPTER V. + +MOHUN APPEARS FOR THE LAST TIME IN THIS HISTORY. + + +Besides my Lord Duke of Hamilton and Brandon, who for family reasons had +kindly promised his protection and patronage to Colonel Esmond, he had +other great friends in power now, both able and willing to assist him, +and he might, with such allies, look forward to as fortunate advancement +in civil life at home as he had got rapid promotion abroad. His Grace +was magnanimous enough to offer to take Mr. Esmond as secretary on +his Paris embassy, but no doubt he intended that proposal should be +rejected; at any rate, Esmond could not bear the thoughts of attending +his mistress farther than the church-door after her marriage, and so +declined that offer which his generous rival made him. + +Other gentlemen in power were liberal at least of compliments and +promises to Colonel Esmond. Mr. Harley, now become my Lord Oxford and +Mortimer, and installed Knight of the Garter on the same day as his +Grace of Hamilton had received the same honor, sent to the Colonel to +say that a seat in Parliament should be at his disposal presently, +and Mr. St. John held out many flattering hopes of advancement to +the Colonel when he should enter the House. Esmond's friends were all +successful, and the most successful and triumphant of all was his dear +old commander, General Webb, who was now appointed Lieutenant-General of +the Land Forces, and received with particular honor by the Ministry, by +the Queen, and the people out of doors, who huzza'd the brave chief +when they used to see him in his chariot going to the House or to the +Drawing-room, or hobbling on foot to his coach from St. Stephen's upon +his glorious old crutch and stick, and cheered him as loud as they had +ever done Marlborough. + +That great Duke was utterly disgraced; and honest old Webb dated all +his Grace's misfortunes from Wynendael, and vowed that Fate served the +traitor right. Duchess Sarah had also gone to ruin; she had been forced +to give up her keys, and her places, and her pensions:--"Ah, ah!" says +Webb, "she would have locked up three millions of French crowns with her +keys had I but been knocked on the head, but I stopped that convoy at +Wynendael." Our enemy Cardonnel was turned out of the House of Commons +(along with Mr. Walpole) for malversation of public money. Cadogan lost +his place of Lieutenant of the Tower. Marlborough's daughters resigned +their posts of ladies of the bedchamber; and so complete was the Duke's +disgrace, that his son-in-law, Lord Bridgewater, was absolutely obliged +to give up his lodgings at St. James's, and had his half-pension, +as Master of the Horse, taken away. But I think the lowest depth of +Marlborough's fall was when he humbly sent to ask General Webb when he +might wait upon him; he who had commanded the stout old General, who +had injured him and sneered at him, who had kept him dangling in his +ante-chamber, who could not even after his great service condescend to +write him a letter in his own hand. The nation was as eager for peace as +ever it had been hot for war. The Prince of Savoy came amongst us, had +his audience of the Queen, and got his famous Sword of Honor, and strove +with all his force to form a Whig party together, to bring over the +young Prince of Hanover to do anything which might prolong the war, and +consummate the ruin of the old sovereign whom he hated so implacably. +But the nation was tired of the struggle: so completely wearied of it +that not even our defeat at Denain could rouse us into any anger, though +such an action so lost two years before would have set all England in +a fury. 'Twas easy to see that the great Marlborough was not with the +army. Eugene was obliged to fall back in a rage, and forego the dazzling +revenge of his life. 'Twas in vain the Duke's side asked, "Would we +suffer our arms to be insulted? Would we not send back the only +champion who could repair our honor?" The nation had had its bellyful of +fighting; nor could taunts or outcries goad up our Britons any more. + +For a statesman that was always prating of liberty, and had the grandest +philosophic maxims in his mouth, it must be owned that Mr. St. John +sometimes rather acted like a Turkish than a Greek philosopher, and +especially fell foul of one unfortunate set of men, the men of letters, +with a tyranny a little extraordinary in a man who professed to respect +their calling so much. The literary controversy at this time was very +bitter, the Government side was the winning one, the popular one, and +I think might have been the merciful one. 'Twas natural that the +opposition should be peevish and cry out: some men did so from their +hearts, admiring the Duke of Marlborough's prodigious talents, and +deploring the disgrace of the greatest general the world ever knew: +'twas the stomach that caused other patriots to grumble, and such men +cried out because they were poor, and paid to do so. Against these my +Lord Bolingbroke never showed the slightest mercy, whipping a dozen into +prison or into the pillory without the least commiseration. + +From having been a man of arms Mr. Esmond had now come to be a man of +letters, but on a safer side than that in which the above-cited poor +fellows ventured their liberties and ears. There was no danger on ours, +which was the winning side; besides, Mr. Esmond pleased himself by +thinking that he writ like a gentleman if he did not always succeed as a +wit. + +Of the famous wits of that age, who have rendered Queen Anne's reign +illustrious, and whose works will be in all Englishmen's hands in ages +yet to come, Mr. Esmond saw many, but at public places chiefly; never +having a great intimacy with any of them, except with honest Dick Steele +and Mr. Addison, who parted company with Esmond, however, when that +gentleman became a declared Tory, and lived on close terms with the +leading persons of that party. Addison kept himself to a few friends, +and very rarely opened himself except in their company. A man more +upright and conscientious than he it was not possible to find in public +life, and one whose conversation was so various, easy, and delightful. +Writing now in my mature years, I own that I think Addison's politics +were the right, and were my time to come over again, I would be a Whig +in England and not a Tory; but with people that take a side in politics, +'tis men rather than principles that commonly bind them. A kindness or a +slight puts a man under one flag or the other, and he marches with it +to the end of the campaign. Esmond's master in war was injured by +Marlborough, and hated him: and the lieutenant fought the quarrels of +his leader. Webb coming to London was used as a weapon by Marlborough's +enemies (and true steel he was, that honest chief); nor was his +aide-de-camp, Mr. Esmond, an unfaithful or unworthy partisan. 'Tis +strange here, and on a foreign soil, and in a land that is independent +in all but the name, (for that the North American colonies shall remain +dependants on yonder little island for twenty years more, I never can +think,) to remember how the nation at home seemed to give itself up to +the domination of one or other aristocratic party, and took a Hanoverian +king, or a French one, according as either prevailed. And while the +Tories, the October club gentlemen, the High Church parsons that held by +the Church of England, were for having a Papist king, for whom many of +their Scottish and English leaders, firm churchmen all, laid down their +lives with admirable loyalty and devotion; they were governed by men who +had notoriously no religion at all, but used it as they would use any +opinion for the purpose of forwarding their own ambition. The Whigs, on +the other hand, who professed attachment to religion and liberty too, +were compelled to send to Holland or Hanover for a monarch around +whom they could rally. A strange series of compromises is that English +History; compromise of principle, compromise of party, compromise of +worship! The lovers of English freedom and independence submitted their +religious consciences to an Act of Parliament; could not consolidate +their liberty without sending to Zell or the Hague for a king to live +under; and could not find amongst the proudest people in the world a +man speaking their own language, and understanding their laws, to govern +them. The Tory and High Church patriots were ready to die in defence of +a Papist family that had sold us to France; the great Whig nobles, the +sturdy republican recusants who had cut off Charles Stuart's head for +treason, were fain to accept a king whose title came to him through a +royal grandmother, whose own royal grandmother's head had fallen under +Queen Bess's hatchet. And our proud English nobles sent to a petty +German town for a monarch to come and reign in London and our prelates +kissed the ugly hands of his Dutch mistresses, and thought it no +dishonor. In England you can but belong to one party or t'other, and you +take the house you live in with all its encumbrances, its retainers, its +antique discomforts, and ruins even; you patch up, but you never build +up anew. Will we of the new world submit much longer, even nominally, +to this ancient British superstition? There are signs of the times which +make me think that ere long we shall care as little about King George +here, and peers temporal and peers spiritual, as we do for King Canute +or the Druids. + +This chapter began about the wits, my grandson may say, and hath +wandered very far from their company. The pleasantest of the wits I +knew were the Doctors Garth and Arbuthnot, and Mr. Gay, the author of +"Trivia," the most charming kind soul that ever laughed at a joke or +cracked a bottle. Mr. Prior I saw, and he was the earthen pot swimming +with the pots of brass down the stream, and always and justly frightened +lest he should break in the voyage. I met him both at London and Paris, +where he was performing piteous congees to the Duke of Shrewsbury, not +having courage to support the dignity which his undeniable genius and +talent had won him, and writing coaxing letters to Secretary St. John, +and thinking about his plate and his place, and what on earth should +become of him should his party go out. The famous Mr. Congreve I saw +a dozen of times at Button's, a splendid wreck of a man, magnificently +attired, and though gouty, and almost blind, bearing a brave face +against fortune. + +The great Mr. Pope (of whose prodigious genius I have no words to +express my admiration) was quite a puny lad at this time, appearing +seldom in public places. There were hundreds of men, wits, and pretty +fellows frequenting the theatres and coffee-houses of that day--whom +"nunc perscribere longum est." Indeed I think the most brilliant of that +sort I ever saw was not till fifteen years afterwards, when I paid my +last visit in England, and met young Harry Fielding, son of the Fielding +that served in Spain and afterwards in Flanders with us, and who for fun +and humor seemed to top them all. As for the famous Dr. Swift, I can say +of him, "Vidi tantum." He was in London all these years up to the death +of the Queen; and in a hundred public places where I saw him, but no +more; he never missed Court of a Sunday, where once or twice he was +pointed out to your grandfather. He would have sought me out eagerly +enough had I been a great man with a title to my name, or a star on my +coat. At Court the Doctor had no eyes but for the very greatest. Lord +Treasurer and St. John used to call him Jonathan, and they paid him +with this cheap coin for the service they took of him. He writ their +lampoons, fought their enemies, flogged and bullied in their service, +and it must be owned with a consummate skill and fierceness. 'Tis said +he hath lost his intellect now, and forgotten his wrongs and his rage +against mankind. I have always thought of him and of Marlborough as the +two greatest men of that age. I have read his books (who doth not know +them?) here in our calm woods, and imagine a giant to myself as I think +of him, a lonely fallen Prometheus, groaning as the vulture tears him. +Prometheus I saw, but when first I ever had any words with him, the +giant stepped out of a sedan chair in the Poultry, whither he had come +with a tipsy Irish servant parading before him, who announced him, +bawling out his Reverence's name, whilst his master below was as yet +haggling with the chairman. I disliked this Mr. Swift, and heard many a +story about him, of his conduct to men, and his words to women. He could +flatter the great as much as he could bully the weak; and Mr. Esmond, +being younger and hotter in that day than now, was determined, should he +ever meet this dragon, not to run away from his teeth and his fire. + +Men have all sorts of motives which carry them onwards in life, and are +driven into acts of desperation, or it may be of distinction, from a +hundred different causes. There was one comrade of Esmond's, an honest +little Irish lieutenant of Handyside's, who owed so much money to a camp +sutler, that he began to make love to the man's daughter, intending to +pay his debt that way; and at the battle of Malplaquet, flying away from +the debt and lady too, he rushed so desperately on the French lines, +that he got his company; and came a captain out of the action, and had +to marry the sutler's daughter after all, who brought him his cancelled +debt to her father as poor Roger's fortune. To run out of the reach of +bill and marriage, he ran on the enemy's pikes; and as these did not +kill him he was thrown back upon t'other horn of his dilemma. Our great +Duke at the same battle was fighting, not the French, but the Tories in +England; and risking his life and the army's, not for his country but +for his pay and places; and for fear of his wife at home, that only +being in life whom he dreaded. I have asked about men in my own company, +(new drafts of poor country boys were perpetually coming over to us +during the wars, and brought from the ploughshare to the sword,) and +found that a half of them under the flags were driven thither on account +of a woman: one fellow was jilted by his mistress and took the shilling +in despair; another jilted the girl, and fled from her and the parish +to the tents where the law could not disturb him. Why go on +particularizing? What can the sons of Adam and Eve expect, but to +continue in that course of love and trouble their father and mother set +out on? Oh, my grandson! I am drawing nigh to the end of that period of +my history, when I was acquainted with the great world of England and +Europe; my years are past the Hebrew poet's limit, and I say unto thee, +all my troubles and joys too, for that matter, have come from a woman; +as thine will when thy destined course begins. 'Twas a woman that made a +soldier of me, that set me intriguing afterwards; I believe I would have +spun smocks for her had she so bidden me; what strength I had in my head +I would have given her; hath not every man in his degree had his Omphale +and Delilah? Mine befooled me on the banks of the Thames, and in dear +old England; thou mayest find thine own by Rappahannock. + +To please that woman then I tried to distinguish myself as a soldier, +and afterwards as a wit and a politician; as to please another I would +have put on a black cassock and a pair of bands, and had done so but +that a superior fate intervened to defeat that project. And I say, I +think the world is like Captain Esmond's company I spoke of anon; +and could you see every man's career in life, you would find a woman +clogging him; or clinging round his march and stopping him; or cheering +him and goading him: or beckoning him out of her chariot, so that he +goes up to her, and leaves the race to be run without him or bringing +him the apple, and saying "Eat;" or fetching him the daggers and +whispering "Kill! yonder lies Duncan, and a crown, and an opportunity." + +Your grandfather fought with more effect as a politician than as a +wit: and having private animosities and grievances of his own and +his General's against the great Duke in command of the army, and more +information on military matters than most writers, who had never seen +beyond the fire of a tobacco-pipe at "Wills's," he was enabled to do +good service for that cause which he embarked in, and for Mr. St. John +and his party. But he disdained the abuse in which some of the Tory +writers indulged; for instance, Dr. Swift, who actually chose to doubt +the Duke of Marlborough's courage, and was pleased to hint that his +Grace's military capacity was doubtful: nor were Esmond's performances +worse for the effect they were intended to produce, (though no doubt +they could not injure the Duke of Marlborough nearly so much in the +public eyes as the malignant attacks of Swift did, which were carefully +directed so as to blacken and degrade him,) because they were writ +openly and fairly by Mr. Esmond, who made no disguise of them, who was +now out of the army, and who never attacked the prodigious courage and +talents, only the selfishness and rapacity, of the chief. + +The Colonel then, having writ a paper for one of the Tory journals, +called the Post-Boy, (a letter upon Bouchain, that the town talked about +for two whole days, when the appearance of an Italian singer supplied +a fresh subject for conversation,) and having business at the Exchange, +where Mistress Beatrix wanted a pair of gloves or a fan very likely, +Esmond went to correct his paper, and was sitting at the printer's, when +the famous Doctor Swift came in, his Irish fellow with him that used +to walk before his chair, and bawled out his master's name with great +dignity. + +Mr. Esmond was waiting for the printer too, whose wife had gone to the +tavern to fetch him, and was meantime engaged in drawing a picture of +a soldier on horseback for a dirty little pretty boy of the printer's +wife, whom she had left behind her. + +"I presume you are the editor of the Post-Boy, sir?" says the Doctor, +in a grating voice that had an Irish twang; and he looked at the Colonel +from under his two bushy eyebrows with a pair of very clear blue eyes. +His complexion was muddy, his figure rather fat, his chin double. He +wore a shabby cassock, and a shabby hat over his black wig, and he +pulled out a great gold watch, at which he looks very fierce. + +"I am but a contributor, Doctor Swift," says Esmond, with the little boy +still on his knee. He was sitting with his back in the window, so that +the Doctor could not see him. + +"Who told you I was Dr. Swift?" says the Doctor, eying the other very +haughtily. + +"Your Reverence's valet bawled out your name," says the Colonel. "I +should judge you brought him from Ireland?" + +"And pray, sir, what right have you to judge whether my servant came +from Ireland or no? I want to speak with your employer, Mr. Leach. I'll +thank ye go fetch him." + +"Where's your papa, Tommy?" asks the Colonel of the child, a smutty +little wretch in a frock. + +Instead of answering, the child begins to cry; the Doctor's appearance +had no doubt frightened the poor little imp. + +"Send that squalling little brat about his business, and do what I bid +ye, sir," says the Doctor. + +"I must finish, the picture first for Tommy," says the Colonel, +laughing. "Here, Tommy, will you have your Pandour with whiskers or +without?" + +"Whisters," says Tommy, quite intent on the picture. + +"Who the devil are ye, sir?" cries the Doctor; "are ye a printer's man +or are ye not?" he pronounced it like NAUGHT. + +"Your reverence needn't raise the devil to ask who I am," says Colonel +Esmond. "Did you ever hear of Doctor Faustus, little Tommy? or Friar +Bacon, who invented gunpowder, and set the Thames on fire?" + +Mr. Swift turned quite red, almost purple. "I did not intend any +offence, sir," says he. + +"I dare say, sir, you offended without meaning," says the other, dryly. + +"Who are ye, sir? Do you know who I am, sir? You are one of the pack +of Grub Street scribblers that my friend Mr. Secretary hath laid by the +heels. How dare ye, sir, speak to me in this tone?" cries the Doctor, in +a great fume. + +"I beg your honor's humble pardon if I have offended your honor," says +Esmond in a tone of great humility. "Rather than be sent to the Compter, +or be put in the pillory, there's nothing I wouldn't do. But Mrs. +Leach, the printer's lady, told me to mind Tommy whilst she went for her +husband to the tavern, and I daren't leave the child lest he should fall +into the fire; but if your Reverence will hold him--" + +"I take the little beast!" says the Doctor, starting back. "I am +engaged to your betters, fellow. Tell Mr. Leach that when he makes an +appointment with Dr. Swift he had best keep it, do ye hear? And keep a +respectful tongue in your head, sir, when you address a person like me." + +"I'm but a poor broken-down soldier," says the Colonel, "and I've seen +better days, though I am forced now to turn my hand to writing. We can't +help our fate, sir." + +"You're the person that Mr. Leach hath spoken to me of, I presume. Have +the goodness to speak civilly when you are spoken to--and tell Leach +to call at my lodgings in Bury Street, and bring the papers with him +to-night at ten o'clock. And the next time you see me, you'll know me, +and be civil, Mr. Kemp." + +Poor Kemp, who had been a lieutenant at the beginning of the war, and +fallen into misfortune, was the writer of the Post-Boy, and now took +honest Mr. Leach's pay in place of her Majesty's. Esmond had seen this +gentleman, and a very ingenious, hardworking honest fellow he was, +toiling to give bread to a great family, and watching up many a long +winter night to keep the wolf from his door. And Mr. St. John, who had +liberty always on his tongue, had just sent a dozen of the opposition +writers into prison, and one actually into the pillory, for what he +called libels, but libels not half so violent as those writ on our +side. With regard to this very piece of tyranny, Esmond had remonstrated +strongly with the Secretary, who laughed and said the rascals were +served quite right; and told Esmond a joke of Swift's regarding the +matter. Nay, more, this Irishman, when St. John was about to pardon +a poor wretch condemned to death for rape, absolutely prevented the +Secretary from exercising this act of good-nature, and boasted that he +had had the man hanged; and great as the Doctor's genius might be, and +splendid his ability, Esmond for one would affect no love for him, and +never desired to make his acquaintance. The Doctor was at Court every +Sunday assiduously enough, a place the Colonel frequented but rarely, +though he had a great inducement to go there in the person of a fair +maid of honor of her Majesty's; and the airs and patronage Mr. +Swift gave himself, forgetting gentlemen of his country whom he knew +perfectly, his loud talk at once insolent and servile, nay, perhaps his +very intimacy with Lord Treasurer and the Secretary, who indulged all +his freaks and called him Jonathan, you may be sure, were remarked by +many a person of whom the proud priest himself took no note, during that +time of his vanity and triumph. + +'Twas but three days after the 15th of November, 1712 (Esmond minds him +well of the date), that he went by invitation to dine with his General, +the foot of whose table he used to take on these festive occasions, as +he had done at many a board, hard and plentiful, during the campaign. +This was a great feast, and of the latter sort; the honest old gentleman +loved to treat his friends splendidly: his Grace of Ormonde, before he +joined his army as generalissimo, my Lord Viscount Bolingbroke, one of +her Majesty's Secretaries of State, my Lord Orkney, that had served +with us abroad, being of the party. His Grace of Hamilton, Master of +the Ordnance, and in whose honor the feast had been given, upon his +approaching departure as Ambassador to Paris, had sent an excuse to +General Webb at two o'clock, but an hour before the dinner: nothing but +the most immediate business, his Grace said, should have prevented him +having the pleasure of drinking a parting glass to the health of General +Webb. His absence disappointed Esmond's old chief, who suffered much +from his wounds besides; and though the company was grand, it was rather +gloomy. St. John came last, and brought a friend with him: "I'm sure," +says my General, bowing very politely, "my table hath always a place for +Dr. Swift." + +Mr. Esmond went up to the Doctor with a bow and a smile:--"I gave Dr. +Swift's message," says he, "to the printer: I hope he brought your +pamphlet to your lodgings in time." Indeed poor Leach had come to his +house very soon after the Doctor left it, being brought away rather +tipsy from the tavern by his thrifty wife; and he talked of Cousin Swift +in a maudlin way, though of course Mr. Esmond did not allude to this +relationship. The Doctor scowled, blushed, and was much confused, and +said scarce a word during the whole of dinner. A very little stone +will sometimes knock down these Goliaths of wit; and this one was often +discomfited when met by a man of any spirit; he took his place sulkily, +put water in his wine that the others drank plentifully, and scarce said +a word. + +The talk was about the affairs of the day, or rather about persons than +affairs: my Lady Marlborough's fury, her daughters in old clothes and +mob-caps looking out from their windows and seeing the company pass to +the Drawing-room; the gentleman-usher's horror when the Prince of +Savoy was introduced to her Majesty in a tie-wig, no man out of a +full-bottomed periwig ever having kissed the Royal hand before; about +the Mohawks and the damage they were doing, rushing through the town, +killing and murdering. Some one said the ill-omened face of Mohun had +been seen at the theatre the night before, and Macartney and Meredith +with him. Meant to be a feast, the meeting, in spite of drink and talk, +was as dismal as a funeral. Every topic started subsided into gloom. +His Grace of Ormonde went away because the conversation got upon Denain, +where we had been defeated in the last campaign. Esmond's General +was affected at the allusion to this action too, for his comrade of +Wynendael, the Count of Nassau Woudenbourg, had been slain there. Mr. +Swift, when Esmond pledged him, said he drank no wine, and took his hat +from the peg and went away, beckoning my Lord Bolingbroke to follow him; +but the other bade him take his chariot and save his coach-hire--he had +to speak with Colonel Esmond; and when the rest of the company withdrew +to cards, these two remained behind in the dark. + +Bolingbroke always spoke freely when he had drunk freely. His enemies +could get any secret out of him in that condition; women were even +employed to ply him, and take his words down. I have heard that my Lord +Stair, three years after, when the Secretary fled to France and became +the Pretender's Minister, got all the information he wanted by putting +female spies over St. John in his cups. He spoke freely now:--"Jonathan +knows nothing of this for certain, though he suspects it, and by George, +Webb will take an Archbishopric, and Jonathan a--no,--damme--Jonathan +will take an Arch-bishopric from James, I warrant me, gladly enough. +Your Duke hath the string of the whole matter in his hand," the +Secretary went on. "We have that which will force Marlborough to keep +his distance, and he goes out of London in a fortnight. Prior hath his +business; he left me this morning, and mark me, Harry, should fate carry +off our august, our beloved, our most gouty and plethoric Queen, and +Defender of the Faith, la bonne cause triomphera. A la sante de la bonne +cause! Everything good comes from France. Wine comes from France; give +us another bumper to the bonne cause." We drank it together. + +"Will the bonne cause turn Protestant?" asked Mr. Esmond. + +"No, hang it," says the other, "he'll defend our Faith as in duty bound, +but he'll stick by his own. The Hind and the Panther shall run in the +same car, by Jove. Righteousness and peace shall kiss each other: and +we'll have Father Massillon to walk down the aisle of St. Paul's, cheek +by jowl with Dr. Sacheverel. Give us more wine; here's a health to the +bonne cause, kneeling--damme, let's drink it kneeling." He was quite +flushed and wild with wine as he was talking. + +"And suppose," says Esmond, who always had this gloomy apprehension, +"the bonne cause should give us up to the French, as his father and +uncle did before him?" + +"Give us up to the French!" starts up Bolingbroke; "is there any English +gentleman that fears that? You who have seen Blenheim and Ramillies, +afraid of the French! Your ancestors and mine, and brave old Webb's +yonder, have met them in a hundred fields, and our children will be +ready to do the like. Who's he that wishes for more men from England? My +Cousin Westmoreland? Give us up to the French, pshaw!" + +"His uncle did," says Mr. Esmond. + +"And what happened to his grandfather?" broke out St. John, filling out +another bumper. "Here's to the greatest monarch England ever saw; here's +to the Englishman that made a kingdom of her. Our great King came from +Huntingdon, not Hanover; our fathers didn't look for a Dutchman to rule +us. Let him come and we'll keep him, and we'll show him Whitehall. If +he's a traitor let us have him here to deal with him; and then there are +spirits here as great as any that have gone before. There are men +here that can look at danger in the face and not be frightened at it. +Traitor! treason! what names are these to scare you and me? Are all +Oliver's men dead, or his glorious name forgotten in fifty years? Are +there no men equal to him, think you, as good--ay, as good? God save the +King! and, if the monarchy fails us, God save the British Republic!" + +He filled another great bumper, and tossed it up and drained it wildly, +just as the noise of rapid carriage-wheels approaching was stopped at +our door, and after a hurried knock and a moment's interval, Mr. Swift +came into the hall, ran up stairs to the room we were dining in, and +entered it with a perturbed face. St. John, excited with drink, was +making some wild quotation out of Macbeth, but Swift stopped him. + +"Drink no more, my lord, for God's sake!" says he. "I come with the most +dreadful news." + +"Is the Queen dead?" cries out Bolingbroke, seizing on a water-glass. + +"No, Duke Hamilton is dead: he was murdered an hour ago by Mohun and +Macartney; they had a quarrel this morning; they gave him not so much +time as to write a letter. He went for a couple of his friends, and he +is dead, and Mohun, too, the bloody villain, who was set on him. They +fought in Hyde Park just before sunset; the Duke killed Mohun, and +Macartney came up and stabbed him, and the dog is fled. I have your +chariot below; send to every part of the country and apprehend that +villain; come to the Duke's house and see if any life be left in him." + +"Oh, Beatrix, Beatrix," thought Esmond, "and here ends my poor girl's +ambition!" + + + + +CHAPTER VI. + +POOR BEATRIX. + + +There had been no need to urge upon Esmond the necessity of a separation +between him and Beatrix: Fate had done that completely; and I think from +the very moment poor Beatrix had accepted the Duke's offer, she began +to assume the majestic air of a Duchess, nay, Queen Elect, and to carry +herself as one sacred and removed from us common people. Her mother +and kinsman both fell into her ways, the latter scornfully perhaps, and +uttering his usual gibes at her vanity and his own. There was a certain +charm about this girl of which neither Colonel Esmond nor his fond +mistress could forego the fascination; in spite of her faults and her +pride and wilfulness, they were forced to love her; and, indeed, might +be set down as the two chief flatterers of the brilliant creature's +court. + +Who, in the course of his life, hath not been so bewitched, and +worshipped some idol or another? Years after this passion hath been dead +and buried, along with a thousand other worldly cares and ambitions, he +who felt it can recall it out of its grave, and admire, almost as fondly +as he did in his youth, that lovely queenly creature. I invoke that +beautiful spirit from the shades and love her still; or rather I should +say such a past is always present to a man; such a passion once felt +forms a part of his whole being, and cannot be separated from it; it +becomes a portion of the man of to-day, just as any great faith or +conviction, the discovery of poetry, the awakening of religion, ever +afterwards influence him; just as the wound I had at Blenheim, and of +which I wear the scar, hath become part of my frame and influenced my +whole body, nay, spirit subsequently, though 'twas got and healed forty +years ago. Parting and forgetting! What faithful heart can do these? +Our great thoughts, our great affections, the Truths of our life, never +leave us. Surely, they cannot separate from our consciousness; shall +follow it whithersoever that shall go; and are of their nature divine +and immortal. + +With the horrible news of this catsstrophe, which was confirmed by the +weeping domestics at the Duke's own door, Esmond rode homewards as quick +as his lazy coach would carry him, devising all the time how he should +break the intelligence to the person most concerned in it; and if a +satire upon human vanity could be needed, that poor soul afforded it in +the altered company and occupations in which Esmond found her. For +days before, her chariot had been rolling the street from mercer to +toyshop--from goldsmith to laceman: her taste was perfect, or at least +the fond bridegroom had thought so, and had given her entire authority +over all tradesmen, and for all the plate, furniture and equipages, with +which his Grace the Ambassador wished to adorn his splendid mission. She +must have her picture by Kneller, a duchess not being complete without +a portrait, and a noble one he made, and actually sketched in, on a +cushion, a coronet which she was about to wear. She vowed she would wear +it at King James the Third's coronation, and never a princess in the +land would have become ermine better. Esmond found the ante-chamber +crowded with milliners and toyshop women, obsequious goldsmiths with +jewels, salvers, and tankards; and mercers' men with hangings, and +velvets, and brocades. My Lady Duchess elect was giving audience to +one famous silversmith from Exeter Change, who brought with him a great +chased salver, of which he was pointing out the beauties as Colonel +Esmond entered. "Come," says she, "cousin, and admire the taste of this +pretty thing." I think Mars and Venus were lying in the golden bower, +that one gilt Cupid carried off the war-god's casque--another his +sword--another his great buckler, upon which my Lord Duke Hamilton's +arms with ours were to be engraved--and a fourth was kneeling down to +the reclining goddess with the ducal coronet in her hands, God help us! +The next time Mr. Esmond saw that piece of plate, the arms were changed, +the ducal coronet had been replaced by a viscount's; it formed part of +the fortune of the thrifty goldsmith's own daughter, when she married my +Lord Viscount Squanderfield two years after. + +"Isn't this a beautiful piece?" says Beatrix, examining it, and she +pointed out the arch graces of the Cupids, and the fine carving of the +languid prostrate Mars. Esmond sickened as he thought of the warrior +dead in his chamber, his servants and children weeping around him; and +of this smiling creature attiring herself, as it were, for that nuptial +death-bed. "'Tis a pretty piece of vanity," says he, looking gloomily at +the beautiful creature: there were flambeaux in the room lighting up the +brilliant mistress of it. She lifted up the great gold salver with her +fair arms. + +"Vanity!" says she, haughtily. "What is vanity in you, sir, is propriety +in me. You ask a Jewish price for it, Mr. Graves; but have it I will, if +only to spite Mr. Esmond." + +"Oh, Beatrix, lay it down!" says Mr. Esmond. "Herodias! you know not +what you carry in the charger." + +She dropped it with a clang; the eager goldsmith running to seize +his fallen ware. The lady's face caught the fright from Esmond's pale +countenance, and her eyes shone out like beacons of alarm:--"What is it, +Henry!" says she, running to him, and seizing both his hands. "What do +you mean by your pale face and gloomy tones?" + +"Come away, come away!" says Esmond, leading her: she clung frightened +to him, and he supported her upon his heart, bidding the scared +goldsmith leave them. The man went into the next apartment, staring with +surprise, and hugging his precious charger. + +"Oh, my Beatrix, my sister!" says Esmond, still holding in his arms the +pallid and affrighted creature, "you have the greatest courage of any +woman in the world; prepare to show it now, for you have a dreadful +trial to bear." + +She sprang away from the friend who would have protected her:--"Hath he +left me?" says she. "We had words this morning: he was very gloomy, and +I angered him: but he dared not, he dared not!" As she spoke a burning +blush flushed over her whole face and bosom. Esmond saw it reflected in +the glass by which she stood, with clenched hands, pressing her swelling +heart. + +"He has left you," says Esmond, wondering that rage rather than sorrow +was in her looks. + +"And he is alive," cried Beatrix, "and you bring me this commission! He +has left me, and you haven't dared to avenge me! You, that pretend to +be the champion of our house, have let me suffer this insult! Where is +Castlewood? I will go to my brother." + +"The Duke is not alive, Beatrix," said Esmond. + +She looked at her cousin wildly, and fell back to the wall as though +shot in the breast:--"And you come here, and--and--you killed him?" + +"No; thank heaven!" her kinsman said. "The blood of that noble heart +doth not stain my sword! In its last hour it was faithful to thee, +Beatrix Esmond. Vain and cruel woman! kneel and thank the awful heaven +which awards life and death, and chastises pride, that the noble +Hamilton died true to you; at least that 'twas not your quarrel, or your +pride, or your wicked vanity, that drove him to his fate. He died by the +bloody sword which already had drank your own father's blood. O woman, O +sister! to that sad field where two corpses are lying--for the murderer +died too by the hand of the man he slew--can you bring no mourners but +your revenge and your vanity? God help and pardon thee, Beatrix, as he +brings this awful punishment to your hard and rebellious heart." + +Esmond had scarce done speaking, when his mistress came in. The colloquy +between him and Beatrix had lasted but a few minutes, during which time +Esmond's servant had carried the disastrous news through the household. +The army of Vanity Fair, waiting without, gathered up all their +fripperies and fled aghast. Tender Lady Castlewood had been in talk +above with Dean Atterbury, the pious creature's almoner and director; +and the Dean had entered with her as a physician whose place was at +a sick-bed. Beatrix's mother looked at Esmond and ran towards her +daughter, with a pale face and open heart and hands, all kindness +and pity. But Beatrix passed her by, nor would she have any of the +medicaments of the spiritual physician. "I am best in my own room and by +myself," she said. Her eyes were quite dry; nor did Esmond ever see them +otherwise, save once, in respect to that grief. She gave him a cold hand +as she went out: "Thank you, brother," she said, in a low voice, and +with a simplicity more touching than tears; "all you have said is true +and kind, and I will go away and ask pardon." The three others remained +behind, and talked over the dreadful story. It affected Dr. Atterbury +more even than us, as it seemed. The death of Mohun, her husband's +murderer, was more awful to my mistress than even the Duke's unhappy +end. Esmond gave at length what particulars he knew of their quarrel, +and the cause of it. The two noblemen had long been at war with respect +to the Lord Gerard's property, whose two daughters my Lord Duke and +Mohun had married. They had met by appointment that day at the lawyer's +in Lincoln's Inn Fields; had words which, though they appeared very +trifling to those who heard them, were not so to men exasperated by long +and previous enmity. Mohun asked my Lord Duke where he could see his +Grace's friends, and within an hour had sent two of his own to arrange +this deadly duel. It was pursued with such fierceness, and sprung from +so trifling a cause, that all men agreed at the time that there was +a party, of which these three notorious brawlers were but agents, who +desired to take Duke Hamilton's life away. They fought three on a side, +as in that tragic meeting twelve years back, which hath been recounted +already, and in which Mohun performed his second murder. They rushed +in, and closed upon each other at once without any feints or crossing +of swords even, and stabbed one at the other desperately, each receiving +many wounds; and Mohun having his death-wound, and my Lord Duke lying +by him, Macartney came up and stabbed his Grace as he lay on the ground, +and gave him the blow of which he died. Colonel Macartney denied +this, of which the horror and indignation of the whole kingdom would +nevertheless have him guilty, and fled the country, whither he never +returned. + +What was the real cause of the Duke Hamilton's death?--a paltry quarrel +that might easily have been made up, and with a ruffian so low, base, +profligate, and degraded with former crimes and repeated murders, that +a man of such renown and princely rank as my Lord Duke might have +disdained to sully his sword with the blood of such a villain. But his +spirit was so high that those who wished his death knew that his courage +was like his charity, and never turned any man away; and he died by the +hands of Mohun, and the other two cut-throats that were set on him. The +Queen's ambassador to Paris died, the loyal and devoted servant of the +House of Stuart, and a Royal Prince of Scotland himself, and carrying +the confidence, the repentance of Queen Anne along with his own open +devotion, and the good-will of millions in the country more, to the +Queen's exiled brother and sovereign. + +That party to which Lord Mohun belonged had the benefit of his +service, and now were well rid of such a ruffian. He, and Meredith, and +Macartney, were the Duke of Marlborough's men; and the two colonels had +been broke but the year before for drinking perdition to the Tories. His +Grace was a Whig now and a Hanoverian, and as eager for war as Prince +Eugene himself. I say not that he was privy to Duke Hamilton's death, I +say that his party profited by it; and that three desperate and bloody +instruments were found to effect that murder. + +As Esmond and the Dean walked away from Kensington discoursing of this +tragedy, and how fatal it was to the cause which they both had at heart, +the street-criers were already out with their broadsides, shouting +through the town the full, true, and horrible account of the death of +Lord Mohun and Duke Hamilton in a duel. A fellow had got to Kensington, +and was crying it in the square there at very early morning, when Mr. +Esmond happened to pass by. He drove the man from under Beatrix's very +window, whereof the casement had been set open. The sun was shining +though 'twas November: he had seen the market-carts rolling into London, +the guard relieved at the palace, the laborers trudging to their work in +the gardens between Kensington and the City--the wandering merchants +and hawkers filling the air with their cries. The world was going to its +business again, although dukes lay dead and ladies mourned for them; and +kings, very likely, lost their chances. So night and day pass away, +and to-morrow comes, and our place knows us not. Esmond thought of the +courier, now galloping on the North road to inform him, who was Earl of +Arran yesterday, that he was Duke of Hamilton to-day, and of a thousand +great schemes, hopes, ambitions, that were alive in the gallant heart, +beating a few hours since, and now in a little dust quiescent. + + + + +CHAPTER VII. + +I VISIT CASTLEWOOD ONCE MORE. + + +Thus, for a third time, Beatrix's ambitious hopes were circumvented, and +she might well believe that a special malignant fate watched and pursued +her, tearing her prize out of her hand just as she seemed to grasp it, +and leaving her with only rage and grief for her portion. Whatever her +feelings might have been of anger or of sorrow, (and I fear me that the +former emotion was that which most tore her heart,) she would take no +confidant, as people of softer natures would have done under such a +calamity; her mother and her kinsman knew that she would disdain their +pity, and that to offer it would be but to infuriate the cruel wound +which fortune had inflicted. We knew that her pride was awfully humbled +and punished by this sudden and terrible blow; she wanted no teaching of +ours to point out the sad moral of her story. Her fond mother could give +but her prayers, and her kinsman his faithful friendship and patience to +the unhappy, stricken creature; and it was only by hints, and a word or +two uttered months afterwards, that Beatrix showed she understood their +silent commiseration, and on her part was secretly thankful for their +forbearance. The people about the Court said there was that in her +manner which frightened away scoffing and condolence: she was above +their triumph and their pity, and acted her part in that dreadful +tragedy greatly and courageously; so that those who liked her least were +yet forced to admire her. We, who watched her after her disaster, could +not but respect the indomitable courage and majestic calm with which she +bore it. "I would rather see her tears than her pride," her mother said, +who was accustomed to bear her sorrows in a very different way, and +to receive them as the stroke of God, with an awful submission and +meekness. But Beatrix's nature was different to that tender parent's; +she seemed to accept her grief and to defy it; nor would she allow it (I +believe not even in private and in her own chamber) to extort from her +the confession of even a tear of humiliation or a cry of pain. Friends +and children of our race, who come after me, in which way will you bear +your trials? I know one that prays God will give you love rather than +pride, and that the Eye all-seeing shall find you in the humble place. +Not that we should judge proud spirits otherwise than charitably. 'Tis +nature hath fashioned some for ambition and dominion, as it hath formed +others for obedience and gentle submission. The leopard follows his +nature as the lamb does, and acts after leopard law; she can neither +help her beauty, nor her courage, nor her cruelty; nor a single spot on +her shining coat; nor the conquering spirit which impels her; nor the +shot which brings her down. + +During that well-founded panic the Whigs had, lest the Queen should +forsake their Hanoverian Prince, bound by oaths and treaties as she was +to him, and recall her brother, who was allied to her by yet stronger +ties of nature and duty; the Prince of Savoy, and the boldest of that +party of the Whigs, were for bringing the young Duke of Cambridge over, +in spite of the Queen, and the outcry of her Tory servants, arguing that +the Electoral Prince, a Peer and Prince of the Blood-Royal of this Realm +too, and in the line of succession to the crown, had, a right to sit +in the Parliament whereof he was a member, and to dwell in the country +which he one day was to govern. Nothing but the strongest ill will +expressed by the Queen, and the people about her, and menaces of the +Royal resentment, should this scheme be persisted in, prevented it from +being carried into effect. + +The boldest on our side were, in like manner, for having our Prince into +the country. The undoubted inheritor of the right divine; the feelings +of more than half the nation, of almost all the clergy, of the gentry of +England and Scotland with him; entirely innocent of the crime for which +his father suffered--brave, young, handsome, unfortunate--who in England +would dare to molest the Prince should he come among us, and fling +himself upon British generosity, hospitality, and honor? An invader with +an army of Frenchmen behind him, Englishmen of spirit would resist to +the death, and drive back to the shores whence he came; but a Prince, +alone, armed with his right only, and relying on the loyalty of his +people, was sure, many of his friends argued, of welcome, at least of +safety, among us. The hand of his sister the Queen, of the people his +subjects, never could be raised to do him a wrong. But the Queen was +timid by nature, and the successive Ministers she had, had private +causes for their irresolution. The bolder and honester men, who had at +heart the illustrious young exile's cause, had no scheme of interest of +their own to prevent them from seeing the right done, and, provided only +he came as an Englishman, were ready to venture their all to welcome and +defend him. + +St. John and Harley both had kind words in plenty for the Prince's +adherents, and gave him endless promises of future support; but hints +and promises were all they could be got to give; and some of his friends +were for measures much bolder, more efficacious, and more open. With +a party of these, some of whom are yet alive, and some whose names Mr. +Esmond has no right to mention, he found himself engaged the year after +that miserable death of Duke Hamilton, which deprived the Prince of +his most courageous ally in this country. Dean Atterbury was one of the +friends whom Esmond may mention, as the brave bishop is now beyond exile +and persecution, and to him, and one or two more, the Colonel opened +himself of a scheme of his own, that, backed by a little resolution on +the Prince's part, could not fail of bringing about the accomplishment +of their dearest wishes. + +My young Lord Viscount Castlewood had not come to England to keep his +majority, and had now been absent from the country for several years. +The year when his sister was to be married and Duke Hamilton died, my +lord was kept at Bruxelles by his wife's lying-in. The gentle Clotilda +could not bear her husband out of her sight; perhaps she mistrusted the +young scapegrace should he ever get loose from her leading-strings; and +she kept him by her side to nurse the baby and administer posset to the +gossips. Many a laugh poor Beatrix had had about Frank's uxoriousness: +his mother would have gone to Clotilda when her time was coming, but +that the mother-in-law was already in possession, and the negotiations +for poor Beatrix's marriage were begun. A few months after the horrid +catastrophe in Hyde Park, my mistress and her daughter retired to +Castlewood, where my lord, it was expected, would soon join them. But, +to say truth, their quiet household was little to his taste; he could be +got to come to Walcote but once after his first campaign; and then the +young rogue spent more than half his time in London, not appearing at +Court or in public under his own name and title, but frequenting plays, +bagnios, and the very worst company, under the name of Captain Esmond +(whereby his innocent kinsman got more than once into trouble); and so +under various pretexts, and in pursuit of all sorts of pleasures, +until he plunged into the lawful one of marriage, Frank Castlewood +had remained away from this country, and was unknown, save amongst the +gentlemen of the army, with whom he had served abroad. The fond heart of +his mother was pained by this long absence. 'Twas all that Henry Esmond +could do to soothe her natural mortification, and find excuses for his +kinsman's levity. + +In the autumn of the year 1713, Lord Castlewood thought of returning +home. His first child had been a daughter; Clotilda was in the way of +gratifying his lordship with a second, and the pious youth thought that, +by bringing his wife to his ancestral home, by prayers to St. Philip of +Castlewood, and what not, heaven might be induced to bless him with a +son this time, for whose coming the expectant mamma was very anxious. + +The long-debated peace had been proclaimed this year at the end of +March; and France was open to us. Just as Frank's poor mother had +made all things ready for Lord Castlewood's reception, and was eagerly +expecting her son, it was by Colonel Esmond's means that the kind lady +was disappointed of her longing, and obliged to defer once more the +darling hope of her heart. + +Esmond took horses to Castlewood. He had not seen its ancient gray +towers and well-remembered woods for nearly fourteen years, and since he +rode thence with my lord, to whom his mistress with her young children +by her side waved an adieu. What ages seemed to have passed since then, +what years of action and passion, of care, love, hope, disaster! The +children were grown up now, and had stories of their own. As for +Esmond, he felt to be a hundred years old; his dear mistress only seemed +unchanged; she looked and welcomed him quite as of old. There was the +fountain in the court babbling its familiar music, the old hall and its +furniture, the carved chair my late lord used, the very flagon he drank +from. Esmond's mistress knew he would like to sleep in the little room +he used to occupy; 'twas made ready for him, and wall-flowers and sweet +herbs set in the adjoining chamber, the chaplain's room. + +In tears of not unmanly emotion, with prayers of submission to the awful +Dispenser of death and life, of good and evil fortune, Mr. Esmond passed +a part of that first night at Castlewood, lying awake for many hours as +the clock kept tolling (in tones so well remembered), looking back, as +all men will, that revisit their home of childhood, over the great gulf +of time, and surveying himself on the distant bank yonder, a sad little +melancholy boy with his lord still alive--his dear mistress, a girl yet, +her children sporting around her. Years ago, a boy on that very bed, +when she had blessed him and called him her knight, he had made a vow +to be faithful and never desert her dear service. Had he kept that fond +boyish promise? Yes, before heaven; yes, praise be to God! His life had +been hers; his blood, his fortune, his name, his whole heart ever since +had been hers and her children's. All night long he was dreaming his +boyhood over again, and waking fitfully; he half fancied he heard Father +Holt calling to him from the next chamber, and that he was coming in and +out of from the mysterious window. + +Esmond rose up before the dawn, passed into the next room, where the +air was heavy with the odor of the wall-flowers; looked into the brazier +where the papers had been burnt, into the old presses where Holt's books +and papers had been kept, and tried the spring and whether the window +worked still. The spring had not been touched for years, but yielded at +length, and the whole fabric of the window sank down. He lifted it and +it relapsed into its frame; no one had ever passed thence since Holt +used it sixteen years ago. + +Esmond remembered his poor lord saying, on the last day of his life, +that Holt used to come in and out of the house like a ghost, and +knew that the Father liked these mysteries, and practised such secret +disguises, entrances and exits: this was the way the ghost came and +went, his pupil had always conjectured. Esmond closed the casement up +again as the dawn was rising over Castlewood village; he could hear the +clinking at the blacksmith's forge yonder among the trees, across the +green, and past the river, on which a mist still lay sleeping. + +Next Esmond opened that long cupboard over the woodwork of the +mantel-piece, big enough to hold a man, and in which Mr. Holt used to +keep sundry secret properties of his. The two swords he remembered so +well as a boy, lay actually there still, and Esmond took them out and +wiped them, with a strange curiosity of emotion. There were a bundle of +papers here, too, which no doubt had been left at Holt's last visit to +the place, in my Lord Viscount's life, that very day when the priest had +been arrested and taken to Hexham Castle. Esmond made free with these +papers, and found treasonable matter of King William's reign, the names +of Charnock and Perkins, Sir John Fenwick and Sir John Friend, Rookwood +and Lodwick, Lords Montgomery and Allesbury, Clarendon and Yarmouth, +that had all been engaged in plots against the usurper; a letter from +the Duke of Berwick too, and one from the King at St. Germains, offering +to confer upon his trusty and well-beloved Francis Viscount Castlewood +the titles of Earl and Marquis of Esmond, bestowed by patent royal, and +in the fourth year of his reign, upon Thomas Viscount Castlewood and +the heirs-male of his body, in default of which issue the ranks and +dignities were to pass to Francis aforesaid. + +This was the paper, whereof my lord had spoken, which Holt showed him +the very day he was arrested, and for an answer to which he would come +back in a week's time. I put these papers hastily into the crypt whence +I had taken them, being interrupted by a tapping of a light finger at +the ring of the chamber-door: 'twas my kind mistress, with her face full +of love and welcome. She, too, had passed the night wakefuly, no doubt; +but neither asked the other how the hours had been spent. There are +things we divine without speaking, and know though they happen out of +our sight. This fond lady hath told me that she knew both days when +I was wounded abroad. Who shall say how far sympathy reaches, and how +truly love can prophesy? "I looked into your room," was all she said; +"the bed was vacant, the little old bed! I knew I should find you here." +And tender and blushing faintly with a benediction in her eyes, the +gentle creature kissed him. + +They walked out, hand-in-hand, through the old court, and to the +terrace-walk, where the grass was glistening with dew, and the birds in +the green woods above were singing their delicious choruses under the +blushing morning sky. How well all things were remembered! The ancient +towers and gables of the hall darkling against the east, the purple +shadows on the green slopes, the quaint devices and carvings of the +dial, the forest-crowned heights, the fair yellow plain cheerful with +crops and corn, the shining river rolling through it towards the pearly +hills beyond; all these were before us, along with a thousand beautiful +memories of our youth, beautiful and sad, but as real and vivid in our +minds as that fair and always-remembered scene our eyes beheld once +more. We forget nothing. The memory sleeps, but wakens again; I often +think how it shall be when, after the last sleep of death, the +reveillee shall arouse us for ever, and the past in one flash of +self-consciousness rush back, like the soul revivified. + +The house would not be up for some hours yet, (it was July, and the dawn +was only just awake,) and here Esmond opened himself to his mistress, of +the business he had in hand, and what part Frank was to play in it. He +knew he could confide anything to her, and that the fond soul would die +rather than reveal it; and bidding her keep the secret from all, he laid +it entirely before his mistress (always as staunch a little loyalist as +any in the kingdom), and indeed was quite sure that any plan, of his was +secure of her applause and sympathy. Never was such a glorious scheme to +her partial mind, never such a devoted knight to execute it. An hour or +two may have passed whilst they were having their colloquy. Beatrix came +out to them just as their talk was over; her tall beautiful form robed +in sable (which she wore without ostentation ever since last year's +catastrophe), sweeping over the green terrace, and casting its shadows +before her across the grass. + +She made us one of her grand curtsies smiling, and called us "the +young people." She was older, paler, and more majestic than in the year +before; her mother seemed the youngest of the two. She never once spoke +of her grief, Lady Castlewood told Esmond, or alluded, save by a quiet +word or two, to the death of her hopes. + +When Beatrix came back to Castlewood she took to visiting all the +cottages and all the sick. She set up a school of children, and taught +singing to some of them. We had a pair of beautiful old organs in +Castlewood Church, on which she played admirably, so that the music +there became to be known in the country for many miles round, and no +doubt people came to see the fair organist as well as to hear her. +Parson Tusher and his wife were established at the vicarage, but his +wife had brought him no children wherewith Tom might meet his enemies +at the gate. Honest Tom took care not to have many such, his great +shovel-hat was in his hand for everybody. He was profuse of bows +and compliments. He behaved to Esmond as if the Colonel had been a +Commander-in-Chief; he dined at the hall that day, being Sunday, and +would not partake of pudding except under extreme pressure. He deplored +my lord's perversion, but drank his lordship's health very devoutly; +and an hour before at church sent the Colonel to sleep, with a long, +learned, and refreshing sermon. + +Esmond's visit home was but for two days; the business he had in hand +calling him away and out of the country. Ere he went, he saw Beatrix +but once alone, and then she summoned him out of the long tapestry room, +where he and his mistress were sitting, quite as in old times, into +the adjoining chamber, that had been Viscountess Isabel's sleeping +apartment, and where Esmond perfectly well remembered seeing the old +lady sitting up in the bed, in her night-rail, that morning when the +troop of guard came to fetch her. The most beautiful woman in England +lay in that bed now, whereof the great damask hangings were scarce faded +since Esmond saw them last. + +Here stood Beatrix in her black robes, holding a box in her hand; 'twas +that which Esmond had given her before her marriage, stamped with a +coronet which the disappointed girl was never to wear; and containing +his aunt's legacy of diamonds. + +"You had best take these with you, Harry," says she; "I have no need +of diamonds any more." There was not the least token of emotion in her +quiet low voice. She held out the black shagreen case with her fair +arm, that did not shake in the least. Esmond saw she wore a black velvet +bracelet on it, with my Lord Duke's picture in enamel; he had given it +her but three days before he fell. + +Esmond said the stones were his no longer, and strove to turn off that +proffered restoration with a laugh: "Of what good," says he, "are they +to me? The diamond loop to his hat did not set off Prince Eugene, and +will not make my yellow face look any handsomer." + +"You will give them to your wife, cousin," says she. "My cousin, your +wife has a lovely complexion and shape." + +"Beatrix," Esmond burst out, the old fire flaming out as it would at +times, "will you wear those trinkets at your marriage? You whispered +once you did not know me: you know me better now: how I sought, what I +have sighed for, for ten years, what foregone!" + +"A price for your constancy, my lord!" says she; "such a preux chevalier +wants to be paid. Oh fie, cousin!" + +"Again," Esmond spoke out, "if I do something you have at heart; +something worthy of me and you; something that shall make me a name with +which to endow you; will you take it? There was a chance for me once, +you said; is it impossible to recall it? Never shake your head, but hear +me; say you will hear me a year hence. If I come back to you and bring +you fame, will that please you? If I do what you desire most--what he +who is dead desired most--will that soften you?" + +"What is it, Henry?" says she, her face lighting up; "what mean you?" + +"Ask no questions," he said; "wait, and give me but time; if I bring +back that you long for, that I have a thousand times heard you pray for, +will you have no reward for him who has done you that service? Put away +those trinkets, keep them: it shall not be at my marriage, it shall not +be at yours; but if man can do it, I swear a day shall come when there +shall be a feast in your house, and you shall be proud to wear them. I +say no more now; put aside these words, and lock away yonder box until +the day when I shall remind you of both. All I pray of you now is, to +wait and to remember." + +"You are going out of the country?" says Beatrix, in some agitation. + +"Yes, to-morrow," says Esmond. + +"To Lorraine, cousin?" says Beatrix, laying her hand on his arm; 'twas +the hand on which she wore the Duke's bracelet. "Stay, Harry!" continued +she, with a tone that had more despondency in it than she was accustomed +to show. "Hear a last word. I do love you. I do admire you--who would +not, that has known such love as yours has been for us all? But I think +I have no heart; at least I have never seen the man that could touch it; +and, had I found him, I would have followed him in rags had he been a +private soldier, or to sea, like one of those buccaneers you used to +read to us about when we were children. I would do anything for such +a man, bear anything for him: but I never found one. You were ever too +much of a slave to win my heart; even my Lord Duke could not command it. +I had not been happy had I married him. I knew that three months after +our engagement--and was too vain to break it. Oh, Harry! I cried once or +twice, not for him, but with tears of rage because I could not be sorry +for him. I was frightened to find I was glad of his death; and were +I joined to you, I should have the same sense of servitude, the same +longing to escape. We should both be unhappy, and you the most, who are +as jealous as the Duke was himself. I tried to love him; I tried, indeed +I did: affected gladness when he came: submitted to hear when he was by +me, and tried the wife's part I thought I was to play for the rest of my +days. But half an hour of that complaisance wearied me, and what would +a lifetime be? My thoughts were away when he was speaking; and I was +thinking, Oh that this man would drop my hand, and rise up from before +my feet! I knew his great and noble qualities, greater and nobler than +mine a thousand times, as yours are, cousin, I tell you, a million and a +million times better. But 'twas not for these I took him. I took him to +have a great place in the world, and I lost it. I lost it, and do not +deplore him--and I often thought, as I listened to his fond vows and +ardent words, Oh, if I yield to this man, and meet THE OTHER, I shall +hate him and leave him! I am not good, Harry: my mother is gentle and +good like an angel. I wonder how she should have had such a child. She +is weak, but she would die rather than do a wrong; I am stronger than +she, but I would do it out of defiance. I do not care for what the +parsons tell me with their droning sermons: I used to see them at court +as mean and as worthless as the meanest woman there. Oh, I am sick and +weary of the world! I wait but for one thing, and when 'tis done, I will +take Frank's religion and your poor mother's, and go into a nunnery, and +end like her. Shall I wear the diamonds then?--they say the nuns wear +their best trinkets the day they take the veil. I will put them away as +you bid me; farewell, cousin: mamma is pacing the next room racking her +little head to know what we have been saying. She is jealous, all women +are. I sometimes think that is the only womanly quality I have." + +"Farewell. Farewell, brother." She gave him her cheek as a brotherly +privilege. The cheek was as cold as marble. + +Esmond's mistress showed no signs of jealousy when he returned to +the room where she was. She had schooled herself so as to look quite +inscrutably, when she had a mind. Amongst her other feminine qualities +she had that of being a perfect dissembler. + +He rode away from Castlewood to attempt the task he was bound on, and +stand or fall by it; in truth his state of mind was such, that he was +eager for some outward excitement to counteract that gnawing malady +which he was inwardly enduring. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII. + +I TRAVEL TO FRANCE AND BRING HOME A PORTRAIT OF RIGAUD. + + +Mr. Esmond did not think fit to take leave at Court, or to inform all +the world of Pall Mall and the coffee-houses, that he was about to quit +England; and chose to depart in the most private manner possible. He +procured a pass as for a Frenchman, through Dr. Atterbury, who did that +business for him, getting the signature even from Lord Bolingbroke's +office, without any personal application to the Secretary. Lockwood, his +faithful servant, he took with him to Castlewood, and left behind there: +giving out ere he left London that he himself was sick, and gone to +Hampshire for country air, and so departed as silently as might be upon +his business. + +As Frank Castlewood's aid was indispensable for Mr. Esmond's scheme, his +first visit was to Bruxelles (passing by way of Antwerp, where the Duke +of Marlborough was in exile), and in the first-named place Harry found +his dear young Benedict, the married man, who appeared to be rather +out of humor with his matrimonial chain, and clogged with the obstinate +embraces which Clotilda kept round his neck. Colonel Esmond was not +presented to her; but Monsieur Simon was, a gentleman of the Royal +Cravat (Esmond bethought him of the regiment of his honest Irishman, +whom he had seen that day after Malplaquet, when he first set eyes on +the young King); and Monsieur Simon was introduced to the Viscountess +Castlewood, nee Comptesse Wertheim; to the numerous counts, the Lady +Clotilda's tall brothers; to her father the chamberlain; and to the lady +his wife, Frank's mother-in-law, a tall and majestic person of large +proportions, such as became the mother of such a company of grenadiers +as her warlike sons formed. The whole race were at free quarters in the +little castle nigh to Bruxelles which Frank had taken; rode his horses; +drank his wine; and lived easily at the poor lad's charges. Mr. Esmond +had always maintained a perfect fluency in the French, which was his +mother tongue; and if this family (that spoke French with the twang +which the Flemings use) discovered any inaccuracy in Mr. Simon's +pronunciation, 'twas to be attributed to the latter's long residence +in England, where he had married and remained ever since he was taken +prisoner at Blenheim. His story was perfectly pat; there were none there +to doubt it save honest Frank, and he was charmed with his kinsman's +scheme, when he became acquainted with it; and, in truth, always admired +Colonel Esmond with an affectionate fidelity, and thought his cousin +the wisest and best of all cousins and men. Frank entered heart and soul +into the plan, and liked it the better as it was to take him to Paris, +out of reach of his brothers, his father, and his mother-in-law, whose +attentions rather fatigued him. + +Castlewood, I have said, was born in the same year as the Prince of +Wales; had not a little of the Prince's air, height, and figure; and, +especially since he had seen the Chevalier de St. George on the occasion +before-named, took no small pride in his resemblance to a person so +illustrious; which likeness he increased by all means in his power, +wearing fair brown periwigs, such as the Prince wore, and ribbons, and +so forth, of the Chevalier's color. + +This resemblance was, in truth, the circumstance on which Mr. Esmond's +scheme was founded; and having secured Frank's secrecy and enthusiasm, +he left him to continue his journey, and see the other personages on +whom its success depended. The place whither Mr. Simon next travelled +was Bar, in Lorraine, where that merchant arrived with a consignment +of broadcloths, valuable laces from Malines, and letters for his +correspondent there. + +Would you know how a prince, heroic from misfortunes, and descended +from a line of kings, whose race seemed to be doomed like the Atridae of +old--would you know how he was employed, when the envoy who came to him +through danger and difficulty beheld him for the first time? The young +king, in a flannel jacket, was at tennis with the gentlemen of his +suite, crying out after the balls, and swearing like the meanest of his +subjects. The next time Mr. Esmond saw him, 'twas when Monsieur Simon +took a packet of laces to Miss Oglethorpe: the Prince's ante-chamber in +those days, at which ignoble door men were forced to knock for admission +to his Majesty. The admission was given, the envoy found the King and +the mistress together; the pair were at cards and his Majesty was +in liquor. He cared more for three honors than three kingdoms; and +a half-dozen glasses of ratafia made him forget all his woes and his +losses, his father's crown, and his grandfather's head. + +Mr. Esmond did not open himself to the Prince then. His Majesty was +scarce in a condition to hear him; and he doubted whether a King who +drank so much could keep a secret in his fuddled head; or whether a hand +that shook so, was strong enough to grasp at a crown. However, at last, +and after taking counsel with the Prince's advisers, amongst whom were +many gentlemen, honest and faithful, Esmond's plan was laid before the +King, and her actual Majesty Queen Oglethorpe, in council. The Prince +liked the scheme well enough; 'twas easy and daring, and suited to his +reckless gayety and lively youthful spirit. In the morning after he had +slept his wine off, he was very gay, lively, and agreeable. His manner +had an extreme charm of archness, and a kind simplicity; and, to do her +justice, her Oglethorpean Majesty was kind, acute, resolute, and of good +counsel; she gave the Prince much good advice that he was too weak +to follow, and loved him with a fidelity which he returned with an +ingratitude quite Royal. + +Having his own forebodings regarding his scheme should it ever be +fulfilled, and his usual sceptic doubts as to the benefit which might +accrue to the country by bringing a tipsy young monarch back to it, +Colonel Esmond had his audience of leave and quiet. Monsieur Simon took +his departure. At any rate the youth at Bar was as good as the older +Pretender at Hanover; if the worst came to the worst, the Englishman +could be dealt with as easy as the German. Monsieur Simon trotted +on that long journey from Nancy to Paris, and saw that famous town, +stealthily and like a spy, as in truth he was; and where, sure, more +magnificence and more misery is heaped together, more rags and lace, +more filth and gilding, than in any city in this world. Here he was +put in communication with the King's best friend, his half brother, the +famous Duke of Berwick; Esmond recognized him as the stranger who had +visited Castlewood now near twenty years ago. His Grace opened to him +when he found that Mr. Esmond was one of Webb's brave regiment, that had +once been his Grace's own. He was the sword and buckler indeed of the +Stuart cause: there was no stain on his shield except the bar across it, +which Marlborough's sister left him. Had Berwick been his father's heir, +James the Third had assuredly sat on the English throne. He could dare, +endure, strike, speak, be silent. The fire and genius, perhaps, he had +not (that were given to baser men), but except these he had some of the +best qualities of a leader. His Grace knew Esmond's father and history; +and hinted at the latter in such a way as made the Colonel to think he +was aware of the particulars of that story. But Esmond did not choose to +enter on it, nor did the Duke press him. Mr. Esmond said, "No doubt he +should come by his name if ever greater people came by theirs." + +What confirmed Esmond in his notion that the Duke of Berwick knew of his +case was, that when the Colonel went to pay his duty at St. Germains, +her Majesty once addressed him by the title of Marquis. He took the +Queen the dutiful remembrances of her goddaughter, and the lady whom, +in the days of her prosperity, her Majesty had befriended. The +Queen remembered Rachel Esmond perfectly well, had heard of my Lord +Castlewood's conversion, and was much edified by that act of heaven in +his favor. She knew that others of that family had been of the only true +church too: "Your father and your mother, M. le Marquis," her Majesty +said (that was the only time she used the phrase). Monsieur Simon bowed +very low, and said he had found other parents than his own, who had +taught him differently; but these had only one king: on which her +Majesty was pleased to give him a medal blessed by the Pope, which had +been found very efficacious in cases similar to his own, and to promise +she would offer up prayers for his conversion and that of the family: +which no doubt this pious lady did, though up to the present moment, and +after twenty-seven years, Colonel Esmond is bound to say that neither +the medal nor the prayers have had the slightest known effect upon his +religious convictions. + +As for the splendors of Versailles, Monsieur Simon, the merchant, only +beheld them as a humble and distant spectator, seeing the old King but +once, when he went to feed his carps; and asking for no presentation at +his Majesty's Court. + +By this time my Lord Viscount Castlewood was got to Paris, where, as the +London prints presently announced, her ladyship was brought to bed of a +son and heir. For a long while afterwards she was in a delicate state +of health, and ordered by the physicians not to travel; otherwise 'twas +well known that the Viscount Castlewood proposed returning to England, +and taking up his residence at his own seat. + +Whilst he remained at Paris, my Lord Castlewood had his picture done by +the famous French painter, Monsieur Rigaud, a present for his mother +in London; and this piece Monsieur Simon took back with him when he +returned to that city, which he reached about May, in the year 1714, +very soon after which time my Lady Castlewood and her daughter, and +their kinsman, Colonel Esmond, who had been at Castlewood all this +time, likewise returned to London; her ladyship occupying her house +at Kensington, Mr. Esmond returning to his lodgings at Knightsbridge, +nearer the town, and once more making his appearance at all public +places, his health greatly improved by his long stay in the country. + +The portrait of my lord, in a handsome gilt frame, was hung up in +the place of honor in her ladyship's drawing-room. His lordship was +represented in his scarlet uniform of Captain of the Guard, with a light +brown periwig, a cuirass under his coat, a blue ribbon, and a fall of +Bruxelles lace. Many of her ladyship's friends admired the piece beyond +measure, and flocked to see it; Bishop Atterbury, Mr. Lesly, good old +Mr. Collier, and others amongst the clergy, were delighted with the +performance, and many among the first quality examined and praised it; +only I must own that Doctor Tusher happening to come up to London, and +seeing the picture, (it was ordinarily covered by a curtain, but on this +day Miss Beatrix happened to be looking at it when the Doctor arrived,) +the Vicar of Castlewood vowed he could not see any resemblance in the +piece to his old pupil, except, perhaps, a little about the chin and the +periwig; but we all of us convinced him that he had not seen Frank for +five years or more; that he knew no more about the Fine Arts than a +ploughboy, and that he must be mistaken; and we sent him home assured +that the piece was an excellent likeness. As for my Lord Bolingbroke, +who honored her ladyship with a visit occasionally, when Colonel Esmond +showed him the picture he burst out laughing, and asked what devilry he +was engaged on? Esmond owned simply that the portrait was not that of +Viscount Castlewood; besought the Secretary on his honor to keep the +secret; said that the ladies of the house were enthusiastic Jacobites, +as was well known; and confessed that the picture was that of the +Chevalier St. George. + +The truth is, that Mr. Simon, waiting upon Lord Castlewood one day +at Monsieur Rigaud's whilst his lordship was sitting for his picture, +affected to be much struck with a piece representing the Chevalier, +whereof the head only was finished, and purchased it of the painter +for a hundred crowns. It had been intended, the artist said, for Miss +Oglethorpe, the Prince's mistress, but that young lady quitting Paris, +had left the work on the artist's hands; and taking this piece home, +when my lord's portrait arrived, Colonel Esmond, alias Monsieur Simon, +had copied the uniform and other accessories from my lord's picture to +fill up Rigaud's incomplete canvas: the Colonel all his life having been +a practitioner of painting, and especially followed it during his long +residence in the cities of Flanders, among the masterpieces of Van Dyck +and Rubens. My grandson hath the piece, such as it is, in Virginia now. + +At the commencement of the month of June, Miss Beatrix Esmond, and my +Lady Viscountess, her mother, arrived from Castlewood; the former to +resume her services at Court, which had been interrupted by the fatal +catastrophe of Duke Hamilton's death. She once more took her place, +then, in her Majesty's suite and at the Maids' table, being always a +favorite with Mrs. Masham, the Queen's chief woman, partly perhaps on +account of their bitterness against the Duchess of Marlborough, whom +Miss Beatrix loved no better than her rival did. The gentlemen about the +Court, my Lord Bolingbroke amongst others, owned that the young lady had +come back handsomer than ever, and that the serious and tragic air which +her face now involuntarily wore became her better than her former smiles +and archness. + +All the old domestics at the little house of Kensington Square were +changed; the old steward that had served the family any time these +five-and-twenty years, since the birth of the children of the house, was +despatched into the kingdom of Ireland to see my lord's estate there: +the housekeeper, who had been my lady's woman time out of mind, and the +attendant of the young children, was sent away grumbling to Walcote, +to see to the new painting and preparing of that house, which my Lady +Dowager intended to occupy for the future, giving up Castlewood to +her daughter-in-law that might be expected daily from France. Another +servant the Viscountess had was dismissed too--with a gratuity--on the +pretext that her ladyship's train of domestics must be diminished; so, +finally, there was not left in the household a single person who had +belonged to it during the time my young Lord Castlewood was yet at home. + +For the plan which Colonel Esmond had in view, and the stroke he +intended, 'twas necessary that the very smallest number of persons +should be put in possession of his secret. It scarce was known, except +to three or four out of his family, and it was kept to a wonder. + +On the 10th of June, 1714, there came by Mr. Prior's messenger from +Paris a letter from my Lord Viscount Castlewood to his mother, saying +that he had been foolish in regard of money matters, that he was ashamed +to own he had lost at play, and by other extravagances; and that instead +of having great entertainments as he had hoped at Castlewood this year, +he must live as quiet as he could, and make every effort to be saving. +So far every word of poor Frank's letter was true, nor was there a doubt +that he and his tall brothers-in-law had spent a great deal more than +they ought, and engaged the revenues of the Castlewood property, which +the fond mother had husbanded and improved so carefully during the time +of her guardianship. + +His "Clotilda," Castlewood went on to say, "was still delicate, and her +physicians thought her lying-in had best take place at Paris. He should +come without her ladyship, and be at his mother's house about the 17th +or 18th day of June, proposing to take horse from Paris immediately, +and bringing but a single servant with him; and he requested that the +lawyers of Gray's inn might be invited to meet him with their account, +and the land-steward come from Castlewood with his, so that he might +settle with them speedily, raise a sum of money whereof he stood in +need, and be back to his viscountess by the time of her lying-in." Then +his lordship gave some of the news of the town, sent his remembrance to +kinsfolk, and so the letter ended. 'Twas put in the common post, and no +doubt the French police and the English there had a copy of it, to which +they were exceeding welcome. + +Two days after another letter was despatched by the public post of +France, in the same open way, and this, after giving news of the fashion +at Court there, ended by the following sentences, in which, but for +those that had the key, 'twould be difficult for any man to find any +secret lurked at all:-- + + +"(The King will take) medicine on Thursday. His Majesty is better than +he hath been of late, though incommoded by indigestion from his too +great appetite. Madame Maintenon continues well. They have performed a +play of Mons. Racine at St. Cyr. The Duke of Shrewsbury and Mr. Prior, +our envoy, and all the English nobility here were present at it. (The +Viscount Castlewood's passports) were refused to him, 'twas said; his +lordship being sued by a goldsmith for Vaisselle plate, and a pearl +necklace supplied to Mademoiselle Meruel of the French Comedy. 'Tis a +pity such news should get abroad (and travel to England) about our young +nobility here. Mademoiselle Meruel has been sent to the Fort l'Evesque; +they say she has ordered not only plate, but furniture, and a chariot +and horses (under that lord's name), of which extravagance his +unfortunate Viscountess knows nothing. + +"(His Majesty will be) eighty-two years of age on his next birthday. The +Court prepares to celebrate it with a great feast. Mr. Prior is in a sad +way about their refusing at home to send him his plate. All here admired +my Lord Viscount's portrait, and said it was a masterpiece of Rigaud. +Have you seen it? It is (at the Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington +Square). I think no English painter could produce such a piece. + +"Our poor friend the Abbe hath been at the Bastile, but is now +transported to the Conciergerie (where his friends may visit him. They +are to ask for) a remission of his sentence soon. Let us hope the poor +rogue will have repented in prison. + +"(The Lord Castlewood) has had the affair of the plate made up, and +departs for England. + +"Is not this a dull letter? I have a cursed headache with drinking with +Mat and some more over-night, and tipsy or sober am + +"Thine ever ----." + + +All this letter, save some dozen of words which I have put above between +brackets, was mere idle talk, though the substance of the letter was as +important as any letter well could be. It told those that had the key, +that The King will take the Viscount Castlewood's passports and travel +to England under that lord's name. His Majesty will be at the Lady +Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, where his friends may visit +him; they are to ask for the Lord Castlewood. This note may have passed +under Mr. Prior's eyes, and those of our new allies the French, and +taught them nothing; though it explains sufficiently to persons in +London what the event was which was about to happen, as 'twill show +those who read my memoirs a hundred years hence, what was that errand on +which Colonel Esmond of late had been busy. Silently and swiftly to do +that about which others were conspiring, and thousands of Jacobites +all over the country clumsily caballing; alone to effect that which the +leaders here were only talking about; to bring the Prince of Wales into +the country openly in the face of all, under Bolingbroke's very eyes, +the walls placarded with the proclamation signed with the Secretary's +name, and offering five hundred pounds reward for his apprehension: +this was a stroke, the playing and winning of which might well give any +adventurous spirit pleasure: the loss of the stake might involve a heavy +penalty, but all our family were eager to risk that for the glorious +chance of winning the game. + +Nor shall it be called a game, save perhaps with the chief player, who +was not more or less sceptical than most public men with whom he had +acquaintance in that age. (Is there ever a public man in England that +altogether believes in his party? Is there one, however doubtful, that +will not fight for it?) Young Frank was ready to fight without much +thinking, he was a Jacobite as his father before him was; all the +Esmonds were Royalists. Give him but the word, he would cry, "God save +King James!" before the palace guard, or at the Maypole in the Strand; +and with respect to the women, as is usual with them, 'twas not a +question of party but of faith; their belief was a passion; either +Esmond's mistress or her daughter would have died for it cheerfully. I +have laughed often, talking of King William's reign, and said I thought +Lady Castlewood was disappointed the King did not persecute the family +more; and those who know the nature of women may fancy for themselves, +what needs not here be written down, the rapture with which these +neophytes received the mystery when made known to them; the eagerness +with which they looked forward to its completion; the reverence which +they paid the minister who initiated them into that secret Truth, now +known only to a few, but presently to reign over the world. Sure there +is no bound to the trustingness of women. Look at Arria worshipping the +drunken clodpate of a husband who beats her; look at Cornelia treasuring +as a jewel in her maternal heart the oaf her son; I have known a woman +preach Jesuit's bark, and afterwards Dr. Berkeley's tar-water, as though +to swallow them were a divine decree, and to refuse them no better than +blasphemy. + +On his return from France Colonel Esmond put himself at the head of +this little knot of fond conspirators. No death or torture he knew would +frighten them out of their constancy. When he detailed his plan for +bringing the King back, his elder mistress thought that that Restoration +was to be attributed under heaven to the Castlewood family and to its +chief, and she worshipped and loved Esmond, if that could be, more than +ever she had done. She doubted not for one moment of the success of his +scheme, to mistrust which would have seemed impious in her eyes. And as +for Beatrix, when she became acquainted with the plan, and joined it, as +she did with all her heart, she gave Esmond one of her searching bright +looks. "Ah, Harry," says she, "why were you not the head of our house? +You are the only one fit to raise it; why do you give that silly boy the +name and the honor? But 'tis so in the world; those get the prize that +don't deserve or care for it. I wish I could give you YOUR silly prize, +cousin, but I can't; I have tried, and I can't." And she went away, +shaking her head mournfully, but always, it seemed to Esmond, that her +liking and respect for him was greatly increased, since she knew what +capability he had both to act and bear; to do and to forego. + + + + +CHAPTER IX. + +THE ORIGINAL OF THE PORTRAIT COMES TO ENGLAND. + + +'Twas announced in the family that my Lord Castlewood would arrive, +having a confidential French gentleman in his suite, who acted as +secretary to his lordship, and who, being a Papist, and a foreigner of +a good family, though now in rather a menial place, would have his meals +served in his chamber, and not with the domestics of the house. The +Viscountess gave up her bedchamber contiguous to her daughter's, and +having a large convenient closet attached to it, in which a bed was +put up, ostensibly for Monsieur Baptiste, the Frenchman; though, 'tis +needless to say, when the doors of the apartments were locked, and the +two guests retired within it, the young viscount became the servant of +the illustrious Prince whom he entertained, and gave up gladly the more +convenient and airy chamber and bed to his master. Madam Beatrix +also retired to the upper region, her chamber being converted into +a sitting-room for my lord. The better to carry the deceit, Beatrix +affected to grumble before the servants, and to be jealous that she was +turned out of her chamber to make way for my lord. + +No small preparations were made, you may be sure, and no slight tremor +of expectation caused the hearts of the gentle ladies of Castlewood to +flutter, before the arrival of the personages who were about to honor +their house. The chamber was ornamented with flowers; the bed covered +with the very finest of linen; the two ladies insisting on making it +themselves, and kneeling down at the bedside and kissing the sheets out +of respect for the web that was to hold the sacred person of a King. The +toilet was of silver and crystal; there was a copy of "Eikon Basilike" +laid on the writing-table; a portrait of the martyred King hung always +over the mantel, having a sword of my poor Lord Castlewood underneath +it, and a little picture or emblem which the widow loved always to have +before her eyes on waking, and in which the hair of her lord and her two +children was worked together. Her books of private devotions, as they +were all of the English Church, she carried away with her to the upper +apartment, which she destined for herself. The ladies showed Mr. Esmond, +when they were completed, the fond preparations they had made. 'Twas +then Beatrix knelt down and kissed the linen sheets. As for her mother, +Lady Castlewood made a curtsy at the door, as she would have done to the +altar on entering a church, and owned that she considered the chamber in +a manner sacred. + +The company in the servants' hall never for a moment supposed that these +preparations were made for any other person than the young viscount, +the lord of the house, whom his fond mother had been for so many years +without seeing. Both ladies were perfect housewives, having the greatest +skill in the making of confections, scented waters, &c., and keeping a +notable superintendence over the kitchen. Calves enough were killed to +feed an army of prodigal sons, Esmond thought, and laughed when he came +to wait on the ladies, on the day when the guests were to arrive, to +find two pairs of the finest and roundest arms to be seen in England (my +Lady Castlewood was remarkable for this beauty of her person), covered +with flour up above the elbows, and preparing paste, and turning +rolling-pins in the housekeeper's closet. The guest would not arrive +till supper-time, and my lord would prefer having that meal in his own +chamber. You may be sure the brightest plate of the house was laid out +there, and can understand why it was that the ladies insisted that they +alone would wait upon the young chief of the family. + +Taking horse, Colonel Esmond rode rapidly to Rochester, and there +awaited the King in that very town where his father had last set his +foot on the English shore. A room had been provided at an inn there for +my Lord Castlewood and his servant; and Colonel Esmond timed his ride so +well that he had scarce been half an hour in the place, and was looking +over the balcony into the yard of the inn, when two travellers rode in +at the inn gate, and the Colonel running down, the next moment embraced +his dear young lord. + +My lord's companion, acting the part of a domestic, dismounted, and was +for holding the viscount's stirrup; but Colonel Esmond, calling to his +own man, who was in the court, bade him take the horses and settle with +the lad who had ridden the post along with the two travellers, crying +out in a cavalier tone in the French language to my lord's companion, +and affecting to grumble that my lord's fellow was a Frenchman, and did +not know the money or habits of the country:--"My man will see to the +horses, Baptiste," says Colonel Esmond: "do you understand English?" +"Very leetle!" "So, follow my lord and wait upon him at dinner in his +own room." The landlord and his people came up presently bearing the +dishes; 'twas well they made a noise and stir in the gallery, or they +might have found Colonel Esmond on his knee before Lord Castlewood's +servant, welcoming his Majesty to his kingdom, and kissing the hand +of the King. We told the landlord that the Frenchman would wait on +his master; and Esmond's man was ordered to keep sentry in the gallery +without the door. The Prince dined with a good appetite, laughing and +talking very gayly, and condescendingly bidding his two companions +to sit with him at table. He was in better spirits than poor Frank +Castlewood, who Esmond thought might be woe-begone on account of parting +with his divine Clotilda; but the Prince wishing to take a short siesta +after dinner, and retiring to an inner chamber where there was a bed, +the cause of poor Frank's discomfiture came out; and bursting into +tears, with many expressions of fondness, friendship, and humiliation, +the faithful lad gave his kinsman to understand that he now knew all the +truth, and the sacrifices which Colonel Esmond had made for him. + +Seeing no good in acquainting poor Frank with that secret, Mr. Esmond +had entreated his mistress also not to reveal it to her son. The Prince +had told the poor lad all as they were riding from Dover: "I had as lief +he had shot me, cousin," Frank said: "I knew you were the best, and the +bravest, and the kindest of all men" (so the enthusiastic young fellow +went on); "but I never thought I owed you what I do, and can scarce bear +the weight of the obligation." + +"I stand in the place of your father," says Mr. Esmond, kindly, "and +sure a father may dispossess himself in favor of his son. I abdicate the +twopenny crown, and invest you with the kingdom of Brentford; don't be a +fool and cry; you make a much taller and handsomer viscount than ever +I could." But the fond boy, with oaths and protestations, laughter and +incoherent outbreaks of passionate emotion, could not be got, for some +little time, to put up with Esmond's raillery; wanted to kneel down to +him, and kissed his hand; asked him and implored him to order something, +to bid Castlewood give his own life or take somebody else's; anything, +so that he might show his gratitude for the generosity Esmond showed +him. + +"The K---, HE laughed," Frank said, pointing to the door where the +sleeper was, and speaking in a low tone. "I don't think he should have +laughed as he told me the story. As we rode along from Dover, talking in +French, he spoke about you, and your coming to him at Bar; he called +you 'le grand serieux,' Don Bellianis of Greece, and I don't know what +names; mimicking your manner" (here Castlewood laughed himself)--"and +he did it very well. He seems to sneer at everything. He is not like a +king: somehow Harry, I fancy you are like a king. He does not seem +to think what a stake we are all playing. He would have stopped at +Canterbury to run after a barmaid there, had I not implored him to come +on. He hath a house at Chaillot, where he used to go and bury himself +for weeks away from the Queen, and with all sorts of bad company," says +Frank, with a demure look; "you may smile, but I am not the wild fellow +I was; no, no, I have been taught better," says Castlewood devoutly, +making a sign on his breast. + +"Thou art my dear brave boy," says Colonel Esmond, touched at the young +fellow's simplicity, "and there will be a noble gentleman at Castlewood +so long as my Frank is there." + +The impetuous young lad was for going down on his knees again, with +another explosion of gratitude, but that we heard the voice from the +next chamber of the august sleeper, just waking, calling out:--"Eh, +La-Fleur, un verre d'eau!" His Majesty came out yawning:--"A pest," says +he, "upon your English ale, 'tis so strong that, ma foi, it hath turned +my head." + +The effect of the ale was like a spur upon our horses, and we rode +very quickly to London, reaching Kensington at nightfall. Mr. Esmond's +servant was left behind at Rochester, to take care of the tired horses, +whilst we had fresh beasts provided along the road. And galloping by +the Prince's side the Colonel explained to the Prince of Wales what his +movements had been; who the friends were that knew of the expedition; +whom, as Esmond conceived, the Prince should trust; entreating him, +above all, to maintain the very closest secrecy until the time should +come when his Royal Highness should appear. The town swarmed with +friends of the Prince's cause; there were scores of correspondents with +St. Germains; Jacobites known and secret; great in station and humble; +about the Court and the Queen; in the Parliament, Church, and among the +merchants in the City. The Prince had friends numberless in the army, +in the Privy Council, and the Officers of State. The great object, as it +seemed, to the small band of persons who had concerted that bold stroke, +who had brought the Queen's brother into his native country, was, that +his visit should remain unknown till the proper time came, when his +presence should surprise friends and enemies alike; and the latter +should be found so unprepared and disunited, that they should not +find time to attack him. We feared more from his friends than from his +enemies. The lies and tittle-tattle sent over to St. Germains by the +Jacobite agents about London, had done an incalculable mischief to his +cause, and wofully misguided him, and it was from these especially, that +the persons engaged in the present venture were anxious to defend the +chief actor in it.* + + * The managers were the Bishop, who cannot be hurt by having + his name mentioned, a very active and loyal Nonconformist + Divine, a lady in the highest favor at Court, with whom + Beatrix Esmond had communication, and two noblemen of the + greatest rank, and a member of the House of Commons, who was + implicated in more transactions than one in behalf of the + Stuart family. + +The party reached London by nightfall, leaving their horses at the +Posting-House over against Westminster, and being ferried over the +water, where Lady Esmond's coach was already in waiting. In another hour +we were all landed at Kensington, and the mistress of the house had that +satisfaction which her heart had yearned after for many years, once more +to embrace her son, who, on his side, with all his waywardness, ever +retained a most tender affection for his parent. + +She did not refrain from this expression of her feeling, though the +domestics were by, and my Lord Castlewood's attendant stood in the hall. +Esmond had to whisper to him in French to take his hat off. Monsieur +Baptiste was constantly neglecting his part with an inconceivable +levity: more than once on the ride to London, little observations of the +stranger, light remarks, and words betokening the greatest ignorance of +the country the Prince came to govern, had hurt the susceptibility of +the two gentlemen forming his escort; nor could either help owning in +his secret mind that they would have had his behavior otherwise, +and that the laughter and the lightness, not to say license, which +characterized his talk, scarce befitted such a great Prince, and such a +solemn occasion. Not but that he could act at proper times with spirit +and dignity. He had behaved, as we all knew, in a very courageous manner +on the field. Esmond had seen a copy of the letter the Prince had writ +with his own hand when urged by his friends in England to abjure his +religion, and admired that manly and magnanimous reply by which he +refused to yield to the temptation. Monsieur Baptiste took off his +hat, blushing at the hint Colonel Esmond ventured to give him, and +said:--"Tenez, elle est jolie, la petite mere. Foi de Chevalier! elle +est charmante; mais l'autre, qui est cette nymphe, cet astre qui brille, +cette Diane qui descend sur nous?" And he started back, and pushed +forward, as Beatrix was descending the stair. She was in colors for the +first time at her own house; she wore the diamonds Esmond gave her; it +had been agreed between them, that she should wear these brilliants on +the day when the King should enter the house, and a Queen she looked, +radiant in charms, and magnificent and imperial in beauty. + +Castlewood himself was startled by that beauty and splendor; he stepped +back and gazed at his sister as though he had not been aware before (nor +was he very likely) how perfectly lovely she was, and I thought blushed +as he embraced her. The Prince could not keep his eyes off her; he quite +forgot his menial part, though he had been schooled to it, and a little +light portmanteau prepared expressly that he should carry it. He pressed +forward before my Lord Viscount. 'Twas lucky the servants' eyes were +busy in other directions, or they must have seen that this was no +servant, or at least a very insolent and rude one. + +Again Colonel Esmond was obliged to cry out, "Baptiste," in a loud +imperious voice, "have a care to the valise;" at which hint the wilful +young man ground his teeth together with something very like a curse +between them, and then gave a brief look of anything but pleasure to his +Mentor. Being reminded, however, he shouldered the little portmanteau, +and carried it up the stair, Esmond preceding him, and a servant with +lighted tapers. He flung down his burden sulkily in the bedchamber:--"A +Prince that will wear a crown must wear a mask," says Mr. Esmond in +French. + +"Ah peste! I see how it is," says Monsieur Baptiste, continuing the +talk in French. "The Great Serious is seriously"--"alarmed for Monsieur +Baptiste," broke in the Colonel. Esmond neither liked the tone with +which the Prince spoke of the ladies, nor the eyes with which he +regarded them. + +The bedchamber and the two rooms adjoining it, the closet and the +apartment which was to be called my lord's parlor, were already lighted +and awaiting their occupier; and the collation laid for my lord's +supper. Lord Castlewood and his mother and sister came up the stair +a minute afterwards, and, so soon as the domestics had quitted the +apartment, Castlewood and Esmond uncovered, and the two ladies went down +on their knees before the Prince, who graciously gave a hand to each. +He looked his part of Prince much more naturally than that of servant, +which he had just been trying, and raised them both with a great deal of +nobility, as well as kindness in his air. "Madam," says he, "my mother +will thank your ladyship for your hospitality to her son; for you, +madam," turning to Beatrix, "I cannot bear to see so much beauty in such +a posture. You will betray Monsieur Baptiste if you kneel to him; sure +'tis his place rather to kneel to you." + +A light shone out of her eyes; a gleam bright enough to kindle passion +in any breast. There were times when this creature was so handsome, +that she seemed, as it were, like Venus revealing herself a goddess in a +flash of brightness. She appeared so now; radiant, and with eyes bright +with a wonderful lustre. A pang, as of rage and jealousy, shot through +Esmond's heart, as he caught the look she gave the Prince; and he +clenched his hand involuntarily and looked across to Castlewood, whose +eyes answered his alarm-signal, and were also on the alert. The Prince +gave his subjects an audience of a few minutes, and then the two ladies +and Colonel Esmond quitted the chamber. Lady Castlewood pressed his hand +as they descended the stair, and the three went down to the lower rooms, +where they waited awhile till the travellers above should be refreshed +and ready for their meal. + +Esmond looked at Beatrix, blazing with her jewels on her beautiful neck. +"I have kept my word," says he: "And I mine," says Beatrix, looking down +on the diamonds. + +"Were I the Mogul Emperor," says the Colonel, "you should have all that +were dug out of Golconda." + +"These are a great deal too good for me," says Beatrix, dropping her +head on her beautiful breast,--"so are you all, all!" And when she +looked up again, as she did in a moment, and after a sigh, her eyes, +as they gazed at her cousin, wore that melancholy and inscrutable look +which 'twas always impossible to sound. + +When the time came for the supper, of which we were advertised by a +knocking overhead, Colonel Esmond and the two ladies went to the upper +apartment, where the Prince already was, and by his side the young +Viscount, of exactly the same age, shape, and with features not +dissimilar, though Frank's were the handsomer of the two. The Prince +sat down and bade the ladies sit. The gentlemen remained standing: there +was, indeed, but one more cover laid at the table:--"Which of you will +take it?" says he. + +"The head of our house," says Lady Castlewood, taking her son's hand, +and looking towards Colonel Esmond with a bow and a great tremor of the +voice; "the Marquis of Esmond will have the honor of serving the King." + +"I shall have the honor of waiting on his Royal Highness," says Colonel +Esmond, filling a cup of wine, and, as the fashion of that day was, he +presented it to the King on his knee. + +"I drink to my hostess and her family," says the Prince, with no very +well-pleased air; but the cloud passed immediately off his face, and he +talked to the ladies in a lively, rattling strain, quite undisturbed +by poor Mr. Esmond's yellow countenance, that, I dare say, looked very +glum. + +When the time came to take leave, Esmond marched homewards to his +lodgings, and met Mr. Addison on the road that night, walking to a +cottage he had at Fulham, the moon shining on his handsome serene +face:--"What cheer, brother?" says Addison, laughing: "I thought it was +a footpad advancing in the dark, and behold 'tis an old friend. We +may shake hands, Colonel, in the dark, 'tis better than fighting by +daylight. Why should we quarrel, because I am a Whig and thou art +a Tory? Turn thy steps and walk with me to Fulham, where there is a +nightingale still singing in the garden, and a cool bottle in a cave I +know of; you shall drink to the Pretender if you like, and I will drink +my liquor my own way: I have had enough of good liquor?--no, never! +There is no such word as enough as a stopper for good wine. Thou wilt +not come? Come any day, come soon. You know I remember Simois and the +Sigeia tellus, and the praelia mixta mero, mixta mero," he repeated, +with ever so slight a touch of merum in his voice, and walked back a +little way on the road with Esmond, bidding the other remember he was +always his friend, and indebted to him for his aid in the "Campaign" +poem. And very likely Mr. Under-Secretary would have stepped in and +taken t'other bottle at the Colonel's lodging, had the latter invited +him, but Esmond's mood was none of the gayest, and he bade his friend an +inhospitable good-night at the door. + +"I have done the deed," thought he, sleepless, and looking out into the +night; "he is here, and I have brought him; he and Beatrix are sleeping +under the same roof now. Whom did I mean to serve in bringing him? Was +it the Prince? was it Henry Esmond? Had I not best have joined the manly +creed of Addison yonder, that scouts the old doctrine of right +divine, that boldly declares that Parliament and people consecrate the +Sovereign, not bishops, nor genealogies, nor oils, nor coronations." +The eager gaze of the young Prince, watching every movement of Beatrix, +haunted Esmond and pursued him. The Prince's figure appeared before him +in his feverish dreams many times that night. He wished the deed undone +for which he had labored so. He was not the first that has regretted his +own act, or brought about his own undoing. Undoing? Should he write +that word in his late years? No, on his knees before heaven, rather be +thankful for what then he deemed his misfortune, and which hath caused +the whole subsequent happiness of his life. + +Esmond's man, honest John Lockwood, had served his master and the family +all his life, and the Colonel knew that he could answer for John's +fidelity as for his own. John returned with the horses from Rochester +betimes the next morning, and the Colonel gave him to understand that on +going to Kensington, where he was free of the servants' hall, and indeed +courting Miss Beatrix's maid, he was to ask no questions, and betray no +surprise, but to vouch stoutly that the young gentleman he should see in +a red coat there was my Lord Viscount Castlewood, and that his attendant +in gray was Monsieur Baptiste the Frenchman. He was to tell his friends +in the kitchen such stories as he remembered of my Lord Viscount's youth +at Castlewood; what a wild boy he was; how he used to drill Jack and +cane him, before ever he was a soldier; everything, in fine, he knew +respecting my Lord Viscount's early days. Jack's ideas of painting +had not been much cultivated during his residence in Flanders with his +master; and, before my young lord's return, he had been easily got to +believe that the picture brought over from Paris, and now hanging in +Lady Castlewood's drawing-room, was a perfect likeness of her son, the +young lord. And the domestics having all seen the picture many times, +and catching but a momentary imperfect glimpse of the two strangers on +the night of their arrival, never had a reason to doubt the fidelity +of the portrait; and next day, when they saw the original of the piece +habited exactly as he was represented in the painting, with the same +periwig, ribbons, and uniform of the Guard, quite naturally addressed +the gentleman as my Lord Castlewood, my Lady Viscountess's son. + +The secretary of the night previous was now the viscount; the viscount +wore the secretary's gray frock; and John Lockwood was instructed to +hint to the world below stairs that my lord being a Papist, and very +devout in that religion, his attendant might be no other than his +chaplain from Bruxelles; hence, if he took his meals in my lord's +company there was little reason for surprise. Frank was further +cautioned to speak English with a foreign accent, which task he +performed indifferently well, and this caution was the more necessary +because the Prince himself scarce spoke our language like a native of +the island: and John Lockwood laughed with the folks below stairs at the +manner in which my lord, after five years abroad, sometimes forgot his +own tongue, and spoke it like a Frenchman. "I warrant," says he, "that, +with the English beef and beer, his lordship will soon get back the +proper use of his mouth;" and, to do his new lordship justice, he took +to beer and beef very kindly. + +The Prince drank so much, and was so loud and imprudent in his talk +after his drink, that Esmond often trembled for him. His meals were +served as much as possible in his own chamber, though frequently he made +his appearance in Lady Castlewood's parlor and drawing-room, calling +Beatrix "sister," and her ladyship "mother," or "madam" before the +servants. And, choosing to act entirely up to the part of brother and +son, the Prince sometimes saluted Mrs. Beatrix and Lady Castlewood with +a freedom which his secretary did not like, and which, for his part, set +Colonel Esmond tearing with rage. + +The guests had not been three days in the house when poor Jack Lockwood +came with a rueful countenance to his master, and said: "My Lord--that +is the gentleman--has been tampering with Mrs. Lucy (Jack's sweetheart), +and given her guineas and a kiss." I fear that Colonel Esmond's mind was +rather relieved than otherwise when he found that the ancillary beauty +was the one whom the Prince had selected. His royal tastes were known +to lie that way, and continued so in after life. The heir of one of +the greatest names, of the greatest kingdoms, and of the greatest +misfortunes in Europe, was often content to lay the dignity of his birth +and grief at the wooden shoes of a French chambermaid, and to repent +afterwards (for he was very devout) in ashes taken from the dust-pan. +'Tis for mortals such as these that nations suffer, that parties +struggle, that warriors fight and bleed. A year afterwards gallant heads +were falling, and Nithsdale in escape, and Derwentwater on the scaffold; +whilst the heedless ingrate, for whom they risked and lost all, was +tippling with his seraglio of mistresses in his petite maison of +Chaillot. + +Blushing to be forced to bear such an errand, Esmond had to go to the +Prince and warn him that the girl whom his Highness was bribing was John +Lockwood's sweetheart, an honest resolute man, who had served in six +campaigns, and feared nothing, and who knew that the person calling +himself Lord Castlewood was not his young master: and the Colonel +besought the Prince to consider what the effect of a single man's +jealousy might be, and to think of other designs he had in hand, more +important than the seduction of a waiting-maid, and the humiliation of a +brave man. + +Ten times, perhaps, in the course of as many days, Mr. Esmond had to +warn the royal young adventurer of some imprudence or some freedom. He +received these remonstrances very testily, save perhaps in this affair +of poor Lockwood's, when he deigned to burst out a-laughing, and said, +"What! the soubrette has peached to the amoureux, and Crispin is angry, +and Crispin has served, and Crispin has been a corporal, has he? Tell +him we will reward his valor with a pair of colors, and recompense his +fidelity." + +Colonel Esmond ventured to utter some other words of entreaty, but the +Prince, stamping imperiously, cried out, "Assez, milord: je m'ennuye +a la preche; I am not come to London to go to the sermon." And he +complained afterwards to Castlewood, that "le petit jaune, le noir +Colonel, le Marquis Misanthrope" (by which facetious names his Royal +Highness was pleased to designate Colonel Esmond), "fatigued him with +his grand airs and virtuous homilies." + +The Bishop of Rochester, and other gentlemen engaged in the transaction +which had brought the Prince over, waited upon his Royal Highness, +constantly asking for my Lord Castlewood on their arrival at Kensington, +and being openly conducted to his Royal Highness in that character, who +received them either in my lady's drawing-room below, or above in his +own apartment; and all implored him to quit the house as little as +possible, and to wait there till the signal should be given for him to +appear. The ladies entertained him at cards, over which amusement he +spent many hours in each day and night. He passed many hours more in +drinking, during which time he would rattle and talk very agreeably, and +especially if the Colonel was absent, whose presence always seemed to +frighten him; and the poor "Colonel Noir" took that hint as a command +accordingly, and seldom intruded his black face upon the convivial hours +of this august young prisoner. Except for those few persons of whom the +porter had the list, Lord Castlewood was denied to all friends of the +house who waited on his lordship. The wound he had received had broke +out again from his journey on horseback, so the world and the domestics +were informed. And Doctor A----,* his physician (I shall not mention his +name, but he was physician to the Queen, of the Scots nation, and a man +remarkable for his benevolence as well as his wit), gave orders that he +should be kept perfectly quiet until the wound should heal. With this +gentleman, who was one of the most active and influential of our party, +and the others before spoken of, the whole secret lay; and it was kept +with so much faithfulness, and the story we told so simple and natural, +that there was no likelihood of a discovery except from the imprudence +of the Prince himself, and an adventurous levity that we had the +greatest difficulty to control. As for Lady Castlewood, although she +scarce spoke a word, 'twas easy to gather from her demeanor, and one +or two hints she dropped, how deep her mortification was at finding the +hero whom she had chosen to worship all her life (and whose restoration +had formed almost the most sacred part of her prayers), no more than +a man, and not a good one. She thought misfortune might have chastened +him; but that instructress had rather rendered him callous than humble. +His devotion, which was quite real, kept him from no sin he had a mind +to. His talk showed good-humor, gayety, even wit enough; but there was +a levity in his acts and words that he had brought from among those +libertine devotees with whom he had been bred, and that shocked the +simplicity and purity of the English lady, whose guest he was. Esmond +spoke his mind to Beatrix pretty freely about the Prince, getting her +brother to put in a word of warning. Beatrix was entirely of their +opinion; she thought he was very light, very light and reckless; she +could not even see the good looks Colonel Esmond had spoken of. The +Prince had bad teeth, and a decided squint. How could we say he did not +squint? His eyes were fine, but there was certainly a cast in them. She +rallied him at table with wonderful wit; she spoke of him invariably as +of a mere boy; she was more fond of Esmond than ever, praised him to her +brother, praised him to the Prince, when his Royal Highness was pleased +to sneer at the Colonel, and warmly espoused his cause: "And if your +Majesty does not give him the Garter his father had, when the Marquis +of Esmond comes to your Majesty's court, I will hang myself in my own +garters, or will cry my eyes out." "Rather than lose those," says the +Prince, "he shall be made Archbishop and Colonel of the Guard" (it was +Frank Castlewood who told me of this conversation over their supper). + + * There can be very little doubt that the Doctor mentioned + by my dear father was the famous Dr. Arbuthnot.--R. E. W. + +"Yes," cries she, with one of her laughs--I fancy I hear it now. +Thirty years afterwards I hear that delightful music. "Yes, he shall be +Archbishop of Esmond and Marquis of Canterbury." + +"And what will your ladyship be?" says the Prince; "you have but to +choose your place." + +"I," says Beatrix, "will be mother of the maids to the Queen of his +Majesty King James the Third--Vive le Roy!" and she made him a great +curtsy, and drank a part of a glass of wine in his honor. + +"The Prince seized hold of the glass and drank the last drop of it," +Castlewood said, "and my mother, looking very anxious, rose up and asked +leave to retire. But that Trix is my mother's daughter, Harry," Frank +continued, "I don't know what a horrid fear I should have of her. I +wish--I wish this business were over. You are older than I am, +and wiser, and better, and I owe you everything, and would die for +you--before George I would; but I wish the end of this were come." + +Neither of us very likely passed a tranquil night; horrible doubts and +torments racked Esmond's soul: 'twas a scheme of personal ambition, +a daring stroke for a selfish end--he knew it. What cared he, in his +heart, who was King? Were not his very sympathies and secret convictions +on the other side--on the side of People, Parliament, Freedom? And here +was he, engaged for a Prince that had scarce heard the word liberty; +that priests and women, tyrants by nature, both made a tool of. The +misanthrope was in no better humor after hearing that story, and his +grim face more black and yellow than ever. + + + + +CHAPTER X. + +WE ENTERTAIN A VERY DISTINGUISHED GUEST AT KENSINGTON. + + +Should any clue be found to the dark intrigues at the latter end of +Queen Anne's time, or any historian be inclined to follow it, 'twill be +discovered, I have little doubt, that not one of the great personages +about the Queen had a defined scheme of policy, independent of that +private and selfish interest which each was bent on pursuing: St. +John was for St. John, and Harley for Oxford, and Marlborough for +John Churchill, always; and according as they could get help from +St. Germains or Hanover, they sent over proffers of allegiance to +the Princes there, or betrayed one to the other: one cause, or one +sovereign, was as good as another to them, so that they could hold the +best place under him; and like Lockit and Peachem, the Newgate chiefs +in the "Rogues' Opera," Mr. Gay wrote afterwards, had each in his hand +documents and proofs of treason which would hang the other, only he did +not dare to use the weapon, for fear of that one which his neighbor +also carried in his pocket. Think of the great Marlborough, the greatest +subject in all the world, a conqueror of princes, that had marched +victorious over Germany, Flanders, and France, that had given the law to +sovereigns abroad, and been worshipped as a divinity at home, forced to +sneak out of England--his credit, honors, places, all taken from him; +his friends in the army broke and ruined; and flying before Harley, as +abject and powerless as a poor debtor before a bailiff with a writ. A +paper, of which Harley got possession, and showing beyond doubt that the +Duke was engaged with the Stuart family, was the weapon with which the +Treasurer drove Marlborough out of the kingdom. He fled to Antwerp, and +began intriguing instantly on the other side, and came back to England, +as all know, a Whig and a Hanoverian. + +Though the Treasurer turned out of the army and office every man, +military or civil, known to be the Duke's friend, and gave the vacant +posts among the Tory party; he, too, was playing the double game between +Hanover and St. Germains, awaiting the expected catastrophe of the +Queen's death to be Master of the State, and offer it to either family +that should bribe him best, or that the nation should declare for. +Whichever the King was, Harley's object was to reign over him; and to +this end he supplanted the former famous favorite, decried the actions +of the war which had made Marlborough's name illustrious, and disdained +no more than the great fallen competitor of his, the meanest arts, +flatteries, intimidations, that would secure his power. If the greatest +satirist the world ever hath seen had writ against Harley, and not for +him, what a history had he left behind of the last years of Queen Anne's +reign! But Swift, that scorned all mankind, and himself not the least of +all, had this merit of a faithful partisan, that he loved those chiefs +who treated him well, and stuck by Harley bravely in his fall, as he +gallantly had supported him in his better fortune. + +Incomparably more brilliant, more splendid, eloquent, accomplished than +his rival, the great St. John could be as selfish as Oxford was, and +could act the double part as skilfully as ambidextrous Churchill. He +whose talk was always of liberty, no more shrunk from using persecution +and the pillory against his opponents than if he had been at Lisbon and +Grand Inquisitor. This lofty patriot was on his knees at Hanover and St. +Germains too; notoriously of no religion, he toasted Church and Queen +as boldly as the stupid Sacheverel, whom he used and laughed at; and +to serve his turn, and to overthrow his enemy, he could intrigue, coax, +bully, wheedle, fawn on the Court favorite and creep up the back-stair +as silently as Oxford, who supplanted Marlborough, and whom he himself +supplanted. The crash of my Lord Oxford happened at this very time +whereat my history is now arrived. He was come to the very last days of +his power, and the agent whom he employed to overthrow the conqueror of +Blenheim, was now engaged to upset the conqueror's conqueror, and hand +over the staff of government to Bolingbroke, who had been panting to +hold it. + +In expectation of the stroke that was now preparing, the Irish regiments +in the French service were all brought round about Boulogne in Picardy, +to pass over if need were with the Duke of Berwick; the soldiers of +France no longer, but subjects of James the Third of England and Ireland +King. The fidelity of the great mass of the Scots (though a most active, +resolute, and gallant Whig party, admirably and energetically ordered +and disciplined, was known to be in Scotland too) was notoriously +unshaken in their King. A very great body of Tory clergy, nobility, and +gentry, were public partisans of the exiled Prince; and the indifferents +might be counted on to cry King George or King James, according as +either should prevail. The Queen, especially in her latter days, +inclined towards her own family. The Prince was lying actually in +London, within a stone's cast of his sister's palace; the first Minister +toppling to his fall, and so tottering that the weakest push of +a woman's finger would send him down; and as for Bolingbroke, his +successor, we know on whose side his power and his splendid eloquence +would be on the day when the Queen should appear openly before her +Council and say:--"This, my lords, is my brother; here is my father's +heir, and mine after me." + +During the whole of the previous year the Queen had had many and +repeated fits of sickness, fever, and lethargy, and her death had been +constantly looked for by all her attendants. The Elector of Hanover had +wished to send his son, the Duke of Cambridge--to pay his court to his +cousin the Queen, the Elector said;--in truth, to be on the spot when +death should close her career. Frightened perhaps to have such a memento +mori under her royal eyes, her Majesty had angrily forbidden the young +Prince's coming into England. Either she desired to keep the chances for +her brother open yet; or the people about her did not wish to close with +the Whig candidate till they could make terms with him. The quarrels +of her Ministers before her face at the Council board, the pricks of +conscience very likely, the importunities of her Ministers, and constant +turmoil and agitation round about her, had weakened and irritated the +Princess extremely; her strength was giving way under these continual +trials of her temper, and from day to day it was expected she must +come to a speedy end of them. Just before Viscount Castlewood and his +companion came from France, her Majesty was taken ill. The St. +Anthony's fire broke out on the royal legs; there was no hurry for +the presentation of the young lord at Court, or that person who should +appear under his name; and my Lord Viscount's wound breaking out +opportunely, he was kept conveniently in his chamber until such time as +his physician would allow him to bend his knee before the Queen. At +the commencement of July, that influential lady, with whom it has been +mentioned that our party had relations, came frequently to visit her +young friend, the Maid of Honor, at Kensington, and my Lord Viscount +(the real or supposititious), who was an invalid at Lady Castlewood's +house. + +On the 27th day of July, the lady in question, who held the most +intimate post about the Queen, came in her chair from the Palace hard +by, bringing to the little party in Kensington Square intelligence of +the very highest importance. The final blow had been struck, and my Lord +of Oxford and Mortimer was no longer Treasurer. The staff was as yet +given to no successor, though my Lord Bolingbroke would undoubtedly be +the man. And now the time was come, the Queen's Abigail said: and now my +Lord Castlewood ought to be presented to the Sovereign. + +After that scene which Lord Castlewood witnessed and described to his +cousin, who passed such a miserable night of mortification and jealousy +as he thought over the transaction, no doubt the three persons who were +set by nature as protectors over Beatrix came to the same conclusion, +that she must be removed from the presence of a man whose desires +towards her were expressed only too clearly; and who was no more +scrupulous in seeking to gratify them than his father had been before +him. I suppose Esmond's mistress, her son, and the Colonel himself, had +been all secretly debating this matter in their minds, for when Frank +broke out, in his blunt way, with:--"I think Beatrix had best be +anywhere but here,"--Lady Castlewood said:--"I thank you, Frank, I have +thought so, too;" and Mr. Esmond, though he only remarked that it was +not for him to speak, showed plainly, by the delight on his countenance, +how very agreeable that proposal was to him. + +"One sees that you think with us, Henry," says the viscountess, with +ever so little of sarcasm in her tone: "Beatrix is best out of this +house whilst we have our guest in it, and as soon as this morning's +business is done, she ought to quit London." + +"What morning's business?" asked Colonel Esmond, not knowing what had +been arranged, though in fact the stroke next in importance to that of +bringing the Prince, and of having him acknowledged by the Queen, +was now being performed at the very moment we three were conversing +together. + +The Court-lady with whom our plan was concerted, and who was a chief +agent in it, the Court physician, and the Bishop of Rochester, who +were the other two most active participators in our plan, had held many +councils in our house at Kensington and elsewhere, as to the means best +to be adopted for presenting our young adventurer to his sister the +Queen. The simple and easy plan proposed by Colonel Esmond had been +agreed to by all parties, which was that on some rather private day, +when there were not many persons about the Court, the Prince should +appear there as my Lord Castlewood, should be greeted by his sister in +waiting, and led by that other lady into the closet of the Queen. And +according to her Majesty's health or humor, and the circumstances that +might arise during the interview, it was to be left to the discretion +of those present at it, and to the Prince himself, whether he should +declare that it was the Queen's own brother, or the brother of Beatrix +Esmond, who kissed her Royal hand. And this plan being determined on, +we were all waiting in very much anxiety for the day and signal of +execution. + +Two mornings after that supper, it being the 27th day of July, the +Bishop of Rochester breakfasting with Lady Castlewood and her family, +and the meal scarce over, Doctor A.'s coach drove up to our house at +Kensington, and the Doctor appeared amongst the party there, enlivening +a rather gloomy company; for the mother and daughter had had words in +the morning in respect to the transactions of that supper, and other +adventures perhaps, and on the day succeeding. Beatrix's haughty spirit +brooked remonstrances from no superior, much less from her mother, the +gentlest of creatures, whom the girl commanded rather than obeyed. And +feeling she was wrong, and that by a thousand coquetries (which she +could no more help exercising on every man that came near her, than the +sun can help shining on great and small) she had provoked the Prince's +dangerous admiration, and allured him to the expression of it, she was +only the more wilful and imperious the more she felt her error. + +To this party, the Prince being served with chocolate in his bedchamber, +where he lay late, sleeping away the fumes of his wine, the Doctor came, +and by the urgent and startling nature of his news, dissipated instantly +that private and minor unpleasantry under which the family of Castlewood +was laboring. + +He asked for the guest; the guest was above in his own apartment: he +bade Monsieur Baptiste go up to his master instantly, and requested that +MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD would straightway put his uniform on, and +come away in the Doctor's coach now at the door. + +He then informed Madam Beatrix what her part of the comedy was to +be:--"In half an hour," says he, "her Majesty and her favorite lady +will take the air in the Cedar-walk behind the new Banqueting-house. Her +Majesty will be drawn in a garden-chair, Madam Beatrix Esmond and HER +BROTHER, MY LORD VISCOUNT CASTLEWOOD, will be walking in the private +garden, (here is Lady Masham's key,) and will come unawares upon the +Royal party. The man that draws the chair will retire, and leave the +Queen, the favorite, and the maid of honor and her brother together; +Mistress Beatrix will present her brother, and then!--and then, my Lord +Bishop will pray for the result of the interview, and his Scots clerk +will say Amen! Quick, put on your hood, Madam Beatrix; why doth not his +Majesty come down? Such another chance may not present itself for months +again." + +The Prince was late and lazy, and indeed had all but lost that chance +through his indolence. The Queen was actually about to leave the garden +just when the party reached it; the Doctor, the Bishop, the maid of +honor and her brother went off together in the physician's coach, +and had been gone half an hour when Colonel Esmond came to Kensington +Square. + +The news of this errand, on which Beatrix was gone, of course for a +moment put all thoughts of private jealousy out of Colonel Esmond's +head. In half an hour more the coach returned; the Bishop descended from +it first, and gave his arm to Beatrix, who now came out. His lordship +went back into the carriage again, and the maid of honor entered the +house alone. We were all gazing at her from the upper window, trying to +read from her countenance the result of the interview from which she had +just come. + +She came into the drawing-room in a great tremor and very pale; she +asked for a glass of water as her mother went to meet her, and after +drinking that and putting off her hood, she began to speak--"We may all +hope for the best," says she; "it has cost the Queen a fit. Her Majesty +was in her chair in the Cedar-walk, accompanied only by Lady ----, when +we entered by the private wicket from the west side of the garden, and +turned towards her, the Doctor following us. They waited in a side +walk hidden by the shrubs, as we advanced towards the chair. My heart +throbbed so I scarce could speak; but my Prince whispered, 'Courage, +Beatrix,' and marched on with a steady step. His face was a little +flushed, but he was not afraid of the danger. He who fought so bravely +at Malplaquet fears nothing." Esmond and Castlewood looked at each other +at this compliment, neither liking the sound of it. + +"The Prince uncovered," Beatrix continued, "and I saw the Queen turning +round to Lady Masham, as if asking who these two were. Her Majesty +looked very pale and ill, and then flushed up; the favorite made us a +signal to advance, and I went up, leading my Prince by the hand, quite +close to the chair: 'Your Majesty will give my Lord Viscount your hand +to kiss,' says her lady, and the Queen put out her hand, which the +Prince kissed, kneeling on his knee, he who should kneel to no mortal +man or woman. + +"'You have been long from England, my lord,' says the Queen: 'why were +you not here to give a home to your mother and sister?' + +"'I am come, Madam, to stay now, if the Queen desires me,' says the +Prince, with another low bow. + +"'You have taken a foreign wife, my lord, and a foreign religion; was +not that of England good enough for you?' + +"'In returning to my father's church,' says the Prince, 'I do not love +my mother the less, nor am I the less faithful servant of your majesty.' + +"Here," says Beatrix, "the favorite gave me a little signal with her +hand to fall back, which I did, though I died to hear what should pass; +and whispered something to the Queen, which made her Majesty start and +utter one or two words in a hurried manner, looking towards the Prince, +and catching hold with her hand of the arm of her chair. He advanced +still nearer towards it; he began to speak very rapidly; I caught the +words, 'Father, blessing, forgiveness,'--and then presently the Prince +fell on his knees; took from his breast a paper he had there, handed it +to the Queen, who, as soon as she saw it, flung up both her arms with +a scream, and took away that hand nearest the Prince, and which he +endeavored to kiss. He went on speaking with great animation of gesture, +now clasping his hands together on his heart, now opening them as though +to say: 'I am here, your brother, in your power.' Lady Masham ran round +on the other side of the chair, kneeling too, and speaking with great +energy. She clasped the Queen's hand on her side, and picked up the +paper her Majesty had let fall. The Prince rose and made a further +speech as though he would go; the favorite on the other hand urging her +mistress, and then, running back to the Prince, brought him back once +more close to the chair. Again he knelt down and took the Queen's hand, +which she did not withdraw, kissing it a hundred times; my lady all the +time, with sobs and supplications, speaking over the chair. This while +the Queen sat with a stupefied look, crumpling the paper with one hand, +as my Prince embraced the other; then of a sudden she uttered several +piercing shrieks, and burst into a great fit of hysteric tears and +laughter. 'Enough, enough, sir, for this time,' I heard Lady Masham +say: and the chairman, who had withdrawn round the Banqueting-room, came +back, alarmed by the cries. 'Quick,' says Lady Masham, 'get some help,' +and I ran towards the Doctor, who, with the Bishop of Rochester, came up +instantly. Lady Masham whispered the Prince he might hope for the very +best; and to be ready to-morrow; and he hath gone away to the Bishop +of Rochester's house, to meet several of his friends there. And so the +great stroke is struck," says Beatrix, going down on her knees, and +clasping her hands. "God save the King: God save the King!" + +Beatrix's tale told, and the young lady herself calmed somewhat of +her agitation, we asked with regard to the Prince, who was absent with +Bishop Atterbury, and were informed that 'twas likely he might remain +abroad the whole day. Beatrix's three kinsfolk looked at one another at +this intelligence: 'twas clear the same thought was passing through the +minds of all. + +But who should begin to break the news? Monsieur Baptiste, that is Frank +Castlewood, turned very red, and looked towards Esmond; the Colonel +bit his lips, and fairly beat a retreat into the window: it was Lady +Castlewood that opened upon Beatrix with the news which we knew would do +anything but please her. + +"We are glad," says she, taking her daughter's hand, and speaking in a +gentle voice, "that the guest is away." + +Beatrix drew back in an instant, looking round her at us three, and +as if divining a danger. "Why glad?" says she, her breast beginning to +heave; "are you so soon tired of him?" + +"We think one of us is devilishly too fond of him," cries out Frank +Castlewood. + +"And which is it--you, my lord, or is it mamma, who is jealous because +he drinks my health? or is it the head of the family" (here she turned +with an imperious look towards Colonel Esmond), "who has taken of late +to preach the King sermons?" + +"We do not say you are too free with his Majesty." + +"I thank you, madam," says Beatrix, with a toss of the head and a +curtsey. + +But her mother continued, with very great calmness and dignity--"At +least we have not said so, though we might, were it possible for a +mother to say such words to her own daughter, your father's daughter." + +"Eh? mon pere," breaks out Beatrix, "was no better than other persons' +fathers." And again she looked towards the Colonel. + +We all felt a shock as she uttered those two or three French words; her +manner was exactly imitated from that of our foreign guest. + +"You had not learned to speak French a month ago, Beatrix," says her +mother, sadly, "nor to speak ill of your father." + +Beatrix, no doubt, saw that slip she had made in her flurry, for she +blushed crimson: "I have learnt to honor the King," says she, drawing +up, "and 'twere as well that others suspected neither his Majesty nor +me." + +"If you respected your mother a little more," Frank said, "Trix, you +would do yourself no hurt." + +"I am no child," says she, turning round on him; "we have lived very +well these five years without the benefit of your advice or example, and +I intend to take neither now. Why does not the head of the house speak?" +she went on; "he rules everything here. When his chaplain has done +singing the psalms, will his lordship deliver the sermon? I am tired of +the psalms." The Prince had used almost the very same words in regard to +Colonel Esmond that the imprudent girl repeated in her wrath. + +"You show yourself a very apt scholar, madam," says the Colonel; +and, turning to his mistress, "Did your guest use these words in your +ladyship's hearing, or was it to Beatrix in private that he was pleased +to impart his opinion regarding my tiresome sermon?" + +"Have you seen him alone?" cries my lord, starting up with an oath: "by +God, have you seen him alone?" + +"Were he here, you wouldn't dare so to insult me; no, you would not +dare!" cries Frank's sister. "Keep your oaths, my lord, for your wife; +we are not used here to such language. Till you came, there used to be +kindness between me and mamma, and I cared for her when you never did, +when you were away for years with your horses and your mistress, and +your Popish wife." + +"By ---," says my lord, rapping out another oath, "Clotilda is an angel; +how dare you say a word against Clotilda?" + +Colonel Esmond could not refrain from a smile, to see how easy Frank's +attack was drawn off by that feint:--"I fancy Clotilda is not the +subject in hand," says Mr. Esmond, rather scornfully; "her ladyship is +at Paris, a hundred leagues off, preparing baby-linen. It is about my +Lord Castlewood's sister, and not his wife, the question is." + +"He is not my Lord Castlewood," says Beatrix, "and he knows he is not; +he is Colonel Francis Esmond's son, and no more, and he wears a false +title; and he lives on another man's land, and he knows it." Here was +another desperate sally of the poor beleaguered garrison, and an alerte +in another quarter. "Again, I beg your pardon," says Esmond. "If there +are no proofs of my claim, I have no claim. If my father acknowledged +no heir, yours was his lawful successor, and my Lord Castlewood hath +as good a right to his rank and small estate as any man in England. But +that again is not the question, as you know very well; let us bring our +talk back to it, as you will have me meddle in it. And I will give +you frankly my opinion, that a house where a Prince lies all day, who +respects no woman, is no house for a young unmarried lady; that you were +better in the country than here; that he is here on a great end, from +which no folly should divert him; and that having nobly done your part +of this morning, Beatrix, you should retire off the scene awhile, and +leave it to the other actors of the play." + +As the Colonel spoke with a perfect calmness and politeness, such as +'tis to be hoped he hath always shown to women,* his mistress stood by +him on one side of the table, and Frank Castlewood on the other, hemming +in poor Beatrix, that was behind it, and, as it were, surrounding her +with our approaches. + + * My dear father saith quite truly, that his manner towards + our sex was uniformly courteous. From my infancy upwards, + he treated me with an extreme gentleness, as though I was a + little lady. I can scarce remember (though I tried him + often) ever hearing a rough word from him, nor was he less + grave and kind in his manner to the humblest negresses on + his estate. He was familiar with no one except my mother, + and it was delightful to witness up to the very last days + the confidence between them. He was obeyed eagerly by all + under him; and my mother and all her household lived in a + constant emulation to please him, and quite a terror lest in + any way they should offend him. He was the humblest man + with all this; the least exacting, the more easily + contented; and Mr. Benson, our minister at Castlewood, who + attended him at the last, ever said--"I know not what + Colonel Esmond's doctrine was, but his life and death were + those of a devout Christian."--R. E. W. + +Having twice sallied out and been beaten back, she now, as I expected, +tried the ultima ratio of women, and had recourse to tears. Her +beautiful eyes filled with them; I never could bear in her, nor in any +woman, that expression of pain:--"I am alone," sobbed she; "you are +three against me--my brother, my mother, and you. What have I done, that +you should speak and look so unkindly at me? Is it my fault that the +Prince should, as you say, admire me? Did I bring him here? Did I do +aught but what you bade me, in making him welcome? Did you not tell me +that our duty was to die for him? Did you not teach me, mother, night +and morning to pray for the King, before even ourselves? What would you +have of me, cousin, for you are the chief of the conspiracy against me; +I know you are, sir, and that my mother and brother are acting but as +you bid them; whither would you have me go?" + +"I would but remove from the Prince," says Esmond, gravely, "a dangerous +temptation; heaven forbid I should say you would yield; I would only +have him free of it. Your honor needs no guardian, please God, but his +imprudence doth. He is so far removed from all women by his rank, that +his pursuit of them cannot but be unlawful. We would remove the dearest +and fairest of our family from the chance of that insult, and that is +why we would have you go, dear Beatrix." + +"Harry speaks like a book," says Frank, with one of his oaths, "and, by +---, every word he saith is true. You can't help being handsome, Trix; +no more can the Prince help following you. My counsel is that you go out +of harm's way; for, by the Lord, were the Prince to play any tricks with +you, King as he is, or is to be, Harry Esmond and I would have justice +of him." + +"Are not two such champions enough to guard me?" says Beatrix, something +sorrowfully; "sure, with you two watching, no evil could happen to me." + +"In faith, I think not, Beatrix," says Colonel Esmond; "nor if the +Prince knew us would he try." + +"But does he know you?" interposed Lady Castlewood, very quiet: "he +comes of a country where the pursuit of kings is thought no dishonor +to a woman. Let us go, dearest Beatrix. Shall we go to Walcote or to +Castlewood? We are best away from the city; and when the Prince is +acknowledged, and our champions have restored him, and he hath his own +house at St. James's or Windsor, we can come back to ours here. Do you +not think so, Harry and Frank?" + +Frank and Harry thought with her, you may be sure. + +"We will go, then," says Beatrix, turning a little pale; "Lady Masham is +to give me warning to-night how her Majesty is, and to-morrow--" + +"I think we had best go to-day, my dear," says my Lady Castlewood; "we +might have the coach and sleep at Hounslow, and reach home to-morrow. +'Tis twelve o'clock; bid the coach, cousin, be ready at one." + +"For shame!" burst out Beatrix, in a passion of tears and mortification. +"You disgrace me by your cruel precautions; my own mother is the first +to suspect me, and would take me away as my gaoler. I will not go with +you, mother; I will go as no one's prisoner. If I wanted to deceive, do +you think I could find no means of evading you? My family suspects me. +As those mistrust me that ought to love me most, let me leave them; I +will go, but I will go alone: to Castlewood, be it. I have been unhappy +there and lonely enough; let me go back, but spare me at least the +humiliation of setting a watch over my misery, which is a trial I can't +bear. Let me go when you will, but alone, or not at all. You three can +stay and triumph over my unhappiness, and I will bear it as I have borne +it before. Let my gaoler-in-chief go order the coach that is to take me +away. I thank you, Henry Esmond, for your share in the conspiracy. All +my life long I'll thank you, and remember you, and you, brother, and +you, mother, how shall I show my gratitude to you for your careful +defence of my honor?" + +She swept out of the room with the air of an empress, flinging glances +of defiance at us all, and leaving us conquerors of the field, but +scared, and almost ashamed of our victory. It did indeed seem hard and +cruel that we three should have conspired the banishment and humiliation +of that fair creature. We looked at each other in silence: 'twas not the +first stroke by many of our actions in that unlucky time, which, being +done, we wished undone. We agreed it was best she should go alone, +speaking stealthily to one another, and under our breaths, like persons +engaged in an act they felt ashamed in doing. + +In a half-hour, it might be, after our talk she came back, her +countenance wearing the same defiant air which it had borne when +she left us. She held a shagreen-case in her hand; Esmond knew it as +containing his diamonds which he had given to her for her marriage with +Duke Hamilton, and which she had worn so splendidly on the inauspicious +night of the Prince's arrival. "I have brought back," says she, "to +the Marquis of Esmond the present he deigned to make me in days when he +trusted me better than now. I will never accept a benefit or a kindness +from Henry Esmond more, and I give back these family diamonds, which +belonged to one king's mistress, to the gentleman that suspected I would +be another. Have you been upon your message of coach-caller, my Lord +Marquis? Will you send your valet to see that I do not run away?" We +were right, yet, by her manner, she had put us all in the wrong; we +were conquerors, yet the honors of the day seemed to be with the poor +oppressed girl. + +That luckless box containing the stones had first been ornamented with +a baron's coronet, when Beatrix was engaged to the young gentleman from +whom she parted, and afterwards the gilt crown of a duchess figured +on the cover, which also poor Beatrix was destined never to wear. Lady +Castlewood opened the case mechanically and scarce thinking what she +did; and behold, besides the diamonds, Esmond's present, there lay in +the box the enamelled miniature of the late Duke, which Beatrix had laid +aside with her mourning when the King came into the house; and which the +poor heedless thing very likely had forgotten. + +"Do you leave this, too, Beatrix?" says her mother, taking the miniature +out, and with a cruelty she did not very often show; but there are some +moments when the tenderest women are cruel, and some triumphs which +angels can't forego.* + + * This remark shows how unjustly and contemptuously even the + best of men will sometimes judge of our sex. Lady + Castlewood had no intention of triumphing over her daughter; + but from a sense of duty alone pointed out her deplorable + wrong.--H. E. + +Having delivered this stab, Lady Castlewood was frightened at the effect +of her blow. It went to poor Beatrix's heart: she flushed up and passed +a handkerchief across her eyes, and kissed the miniature, and put it +into her bosom:--"I had forgot it," says she; "my injury made me forget +my grief: my mother has recalled both to me. Farewell, mother; I think I +never can forgive you; something hath broke between us that no tears +nor years can repair. I always said I was alone; you never loved me, +never--and were jealous of me from the time I sat on my father's knee. +Let me go away, the sooner the better: I can bear to be with you no +more." + +"Go, child," says her mother, still very stern; "go and bend your +proud knees and ask forgiveness; go, pray in solitude for humility and +repentance. 'Tis not your reproaches that make me unhappy, 'tis your +hard heart, my poor Beatrix; may God soften it, and teach you one day to +feel for your mother." + +If my mistress was cruel, at least she never could be got to own as +much. Her haughtiness quite overtopped Beatrix's; and, if the girl had a +proud spirit, I very much fear it came to her by inheritance. + + + + +CHAPTER XI. + +OUR GUEST QUITS US AS NOT BEING HOSPITABLE ENOUGH. + + +Beatrix's departure took place within an hour, her maid going with her +in the post-chaise, and a man armed on the coach-box to prevent any +danger of the road. Esmond and Frank thought of escorting the carriage, +but she indignantly refused their company, and another man was sent to +follow the coach, and not to leave it till it had passed over Hounslow +Heath on the next day. And these two forming the whole of Lady +Castlewood's male domestics, Mr. Esmond's faithful John Lockwood came +to wait on his mistress during their absence, though he would have +preferred to escort Mrs. Lucy, his sweetheart, on her journey into the +country. + +We had a gloomy and silent meal; it seemed as if a darkness was over the +house, since the bright face of Beatrix had been withdrawn from it. In +the afternoon came a message from the favorite to relieve us somewhat +from this despondency. "The Queen hath been much shaken," the note said; +"she is better now, and all things will go well. Let MY LORD CASTLEWOOD +be ready against we send for him." + +At night there came a second billet: "There hath been a great battle in +Council; Lord Treasurer hath broke his staff, and hath fallen never to +rise again; no successor is appointed. Lord B----receives a great Whig +company to-night at Golden Square. If he is trimming, others are true; +the Queen hath no more fits, but is a-bed now, and more quiet. Be ready +against morning, when I still hope all will be well." + +The Prince came home shortly after the messenger who bore this billet +had left the house. His Royal Highness was so much the better for the +Bishop's liquor, that to talk affairs to him now was of little service. +He was helped to the Royal bed; he called Castlewood familiarly by his +own name; he quite forgot the part upon the acting of which his crown, +his safety, depended. 'Twas lucky that my Lady Castlewood's servants +were out of the way, and only those heard him who would not betray +him. He inquired after the adorable Beatrix, with a royal hiccup in his +voice; he was easily got to bed, and in a minute or two plunged in that +deep slumber and forgetfulness with which Bacchus rewards the votaries +of that god. We wished Beatrix had been there to see him in his cups. We +regretted, perhaps, that she was gone. + +One of the party at Kensington Square was fool enough to ride to +Hounslow that night, coram latronibus, and to the inn which the family +used ordinarily in their journeys out of London. Esmond desired my +landlord not to acquaint Madam Beatrix with his coming, and had the grim +satisfaction of passing by the door of the chamber where she lay with +her maid, and of watching her chariot set forth in the early morning. He +saw her smile and slip money into the man's hand who was ordered to ride +behind the coach as far as Bagshot. The road being open, and the other +servant armed, it appeared she dispensed with the escort of a second +domestic; and this fellow, bidding his young mistress adieu with many +bows, went and took a pot of ale in the kitchen, and returned in company +with his brother servant, John Coachman, and his horses, back to London. + +They were not a mile out of Hounslow when the two worthies stopped for +more drink, and here they were scared by seeing Colonel Esmond gallop by +them. The man said in reply to Colonel Esmond's stern question, that his +young mistress had sent her duty; only that, no other message: she had +had a very good night, and would reach Castlewood by nightfall. The +Colonel had no time for further colloquy, and galloped on swiftly to +London, having business of great importance there, as my reader very +well knoweth. The thought of Beatrix riding away from the danger soothed +his mind not a little. His horse was at Kensington Square (honest Dapple +knew the way thither well enough) before the tipsy guest of last night +was awake and sober. + +The account of the previous evening was known all over the town early +next day. A violent altercation had taken place before the Queen in +the Council Chamber; and all the coffee-houses had their version of the +quarrel. The news brought my Lord Bishop early to Kensington Square, +where he awaited the waking of his Royal master above stairs, and spoke +confidently of having him proclaimed as Prince of Wales and heir to +the throne before that day was over. The Bishop had entertained on the +previous afternoon certain of the most influential gentlemen of the +true British party. His Royal highness had charmed all, both Scots and +English, Papists and Churchmen: "Even Quakers," says he, "were at our +meeting; and, if the stranger took a little too much British punch and +ale, he will soon grow more accustomed to those liquors; and my Lord +Castlewood," says the Bishop with a laugh, "must bear the cruel charge +of having been for once in his life a little tipsy. He toasted your +lovely sister a dozen times, at which we all laughed," says the Bishop, +"admiring so much fraternal affection.--Where is that charming nymph, +and why doth she not adorn your ladyship's tea-table with her bright +eyes?" + +Her ladyship said, dryly, that Beatrix was not at home that morning; +my Lord Bishop was too busy with great affairs to trouble himself much +about the presence or absence of any lady, however beautiful. + +We were yet at table when Dr. A---- came from the Palace with a look of +great alarm; the shocks the Queen had had the day before had acted on +her severely; he had been sent for, and had ordered her to be blooded. +The surgeon of Long Acre had come to cup the Queen, and her Majesty was +now more easy and breathed more freely. What made us start at the name +of Mr. Ayme? "Il faut etre aimable pour etre aime," says the merry +Doctor; Esmond pulled his sleeve, and bade him hush. It was to Ayme's +house, after his fatal duel, that my dear Lord Castlewood, Frank's +father, had been carried to die. + +No second visit could be paid to the Queen on that day at any rate; and +when our guest above gave his signal that he was awake, the Doctor, the +Bishop, and Colonel Esmond waited upon the Prince's levee, and +brought him their news, cheerful or dubious. The Doctor had to go away +presently, but promised to keep the Prince constantly acquainted with +what was taking place at the Palace hard by. His counsel was, and the +Bishop's, that as soon as ever the Queen's malady took a favorable turn, +the Prince should be introduced to her bedside; the Council summoned; +the guard at Kensington and St. James's, of which two regiments were to +be entirely relied on, and one known not to be hostile, would declare +for the Prince, as the Queen would before the Lords of her Council, +designating him as the heir to her throne. + +With locked doors, and Colonel Esmond acting as secretary, the Prince +and his Lordship of Rochester passed many hours of this day, composing +Proclamations and Addresses to the Country, to the Scots, to the Clergy, +to the People of London and England; announcing the arrival of the exile +descendant of three sovereigns, and his acknowledgment by his sister as +heir to the throne. Every safeguard for their liberties, the Church and +People could ask, was promised to them. The Bishop could answer for the +adhesion of very many prelates, who besought of their flocks and brother +ecclesiastics to recognize the sacred right of the future sovereign, and +to purge the country of the sin of rebellion. + +During the composition of these papers, more messengers than one came +from the Palace regarding the state of the august patient there lying. +At mid-day she was somewhat better; at evening the torpor again seized +her, and she wandered in her mind. At night Dr. A---- was with us again, +with a report rather more favorable: no instant danger at any rate was +apprehended. In the course of the last two years her Majesty had had +many attacks similar, but more severe. + +By this time we had finished a half-dozen of Proclamations, (the wording +of them so as to offend no parties, and not to give umbrage to Whigs or +Dissenters, required very great caution,) and the young Prince, who had +indeed shown, during a long day's labor, both alacrity at seizing the +information given him, and ingenuity and skill in turning the phrases +which were to go out signed by his name, here exhibited a good-humor and +thoughtfulness that ought to be set down to his credit. + +"Were these papers to be mislaid," says he, "or our scheme to come to +mishap, my Lord Esmond's writing would bring him to a place where I +heartily hope never to see him; and so, by your leave, I will copy the +papers myself, though I am not very strong in spelling; and if they are +found they will implicate none but the person they most concern;" and +so, having carefully copied the Proclamations out, the Prince burned +those in Colonel Esmond's handwriting: "And now, and now, gentlemen," +says he, "let us go to supper, and drink a glass with the ladies. My +Lord Esmond, you will sup with us to-night; you have given us of late +too little of your company." + +The Prince's meals were commonly served in the chamber which had been +Beatrix's bedroom, adjoining that in which he slept. And the dutiful +practice of his entertainers was to wait until their Royal guest bade +them take their places at table before they sat down to partake of the +meal. On this night, as you may suppose, only Frank Castlewood and his +mother were in waiting when the supper was announced to receive the +Prince; who had passed the whole of the day in his own apartment, with +the Bishop as his Minister of State, and Colonel Esmond officiating as +Secretary of his Council. + +The Prince's countenance wore an expression by no means pleasant; when +looking towards the little company assembled, and waiting for him, he +did not see Beatrix's bright face there as usual to greet him. He asked +Lady Esmond for his fair introducer of yesterday: her ladyship only cast +her eyes down, and said quietly, Beatrix could not be of the supper that +night; nor did she show the least sign of confusion, whereas Castlewood +turned red, and Esmond was no less embarrassed. I think women have an +instinct of dissimulation; they know by nature how to disguise their +emotions far better than the most consummate male courtiers can do. Is +not the better part of the life of many of them spent in hiding their +feelings, in cajoling their tyrants, in masking over with fond smiles +and artful gayety, their doubt, or their grief, or their terror? + +Our guest swallowed his supper very sulkily; it was not till the second +bottle his Highness began to rally. When Lady Castlewood asked leave to +depart, he sent a message to Beatrix, hoping she would be present at the +next day's dinner, and applied himself to drink, and to talk afterwards, +for which there was subject in plenty. + +The next day, we heard from our informer at Kensington that the Queen +was somewhat better, and had been up for an hour, though she was not +well enough yet to receive any visitor. + +At dinner a single cover was laid for his Royal Highness; and the two +gentlemen alone waited on him. We had had a consultation in the morning +with Lady Castlewood, in which it had been determined that, should his +Highness ask further questions about Beatrix, he should be answered by +the gentlemen of the house. + +He was evidently disturbed and uneasy, looking towards the door +constantly, as if expecting some one. There came, however, nobody, +except honest John Lockwood, when he knocked with a dish, which those +within took from him; so the meals were always arranged, and I believe +the council in the kitchen were of opinion that my young lord had +brought over a priest, who had converted us all into Papists, and that +Papists were like Jews, eating together, and not choosing to take their +meals in the sight of Christians. + +The Prince tried to cover his displeasure; he was but a clumsy +dissembler at that time, and when out of humor could with difficulty +keep a serene countenance; and having made some foolish attempts at +trivial talk, he came to his point presently, and in as easy a manner +as he could, saying to Lord Castlewood, he hoped, he requested, his +lordship's mother and sister would be of the supper that night. As +the time hung heavy on him, and he must not go abroad, would not Miss +Beatrix hold him company at a game of cards? + +At this, looking up at Esmond, and taking the signal from him, Lord +Castlewood informed his Royal Highness* that his sister Beatrix was not +at Kensington; and that her family had thought it best she should quit +the town. + + * In London we addressed the Prince as Royal Highness + invariably, though the women persisted in giving him the + title of King. + +"Not at Kensington!" says he; "is she ill? she was well yesterday; +wherefore should she quit the town? Is it at your orders, my lord, or +Colonel Esmond's, who seems the master of this house?" + +"Not of this, sir," says Frank very nobly, "only of our house in the +country, which he hath given to us. This is my mother's house, and +Walcote is my father's, and the Marquis of Esmond knows he hath but to +give his word, and I return his to him." + +"The Marquis of Esmond!--the Marquis of Esmond," says the Prince, +tossing off a glass, "meddles too much with my affairs, and presumes +on the service he hath done me. If you want to carry your suit with +Beatrix, my lord, by blocking her up in gaol, let me tell you that is +not the way to win a woman." + +"I was not aware, sir, that I had spoken of my suit to Madam Beatrix to +your Royal Highness." + +"Bah, bah, Monsieur! we need not be a conjurer to see that. It makes +itself seen at all moments. You are jealous, my lord, and the maid of +honor cannot look at another face without yours beginning to scowl. That +which you do is unworthy, Monsieur; is inhospitable--is, is lache, yes, +lache:" (he spoke rapidly in French, his rage carrying him away with each +phrase:) "I come to your house; I risk my life; I pass it in ennui; I +repose myself on your fidelity; I have no company but your lordship's +sermons or the conversations of that adorable young lady, and you take +her from me, and you, you rest! Merci, Monsieur! I shall thank you +when I have the means; I shall know to recompense a devotion a little +importunate, my lord--a little importunate. For a month past your airs +of protector have annoyed me beyond measure. You deign to offer me the +crown, and bid me take it on my knees like King John--eh! I know my +history, Monsieur, and mock myself of frowning barons. I admire your +mistress, and you send her to a Bastile of the Province; I enter your +house, and you mistrust me. I will leave it, Monsieur; from to-night I +will leave it. I have other friends whose loyalty will not be so ready +to question mine. If I have garters to give away, 'tis to noblemen who +are not so ready to think evil. Bring me a coach and let me quit this +place, or let the fair Beatrix return to it. I will not have your +hospitality at the expense of the freedom of that fair creature." + +This harangue was uttered with rapid gesticulation such as the French +use, and in the language of that nation. The Prince striding up and down +the room; his face flushed, and his hands trembling with anger. He was +very thin and frail from repeated illness and a life of pleasure. Either +Castlewood or Esmond could have broke him across their knee, and in +half a minute's struggle put an end to him; and here he was insulting +us both, and scarce deigning to hide from the two, whose honor it most +concerned, the passion he felt for the young lady of our family. My Lord +Castlewood replied to the Prince's tirade very nobly and simply. + +"Sir," says he, "your Royal Highness is pleased to forget that others +risk their lives, and for your cause. Very few Englishmen, please God, +would dare to lay hands on your sacred person, though none would ever +think of respecting ours. Our family's lives are at your service, and +everything we have except our honor." + +"Honor! bah, sir, who ever thought of hurting your honor?" says the +Prince with a peevish air. + +"We implore your Royal Highness never to think of hurting it," says Lord +Castlewood with a low bow. The night being warm, the windows were open +both towards the Gardens and the Square. Colonel Esmond heard through +the closed door the voice of the watchman calling the hour, in the +square on the other side. He opened the door communicating with the +Prince's room; Martin, the servant that had rode with Beatrix to +Hounslow, was just going out of the chamber as Esmond entered it, and +when the fellow was gone, and the watchman again sang his cry of "Past +ten o'clock, and a starlight night," Esmond spoke to the Prince in a low +voice, and said--"Your Royal Highness hears that man." + +"Apres, Monsieur?" says the Prince. + +"I have but to beckon him from the window, and send him fifty yards, and +he returns with a guard of men, and I deliver up to him the body of the +person calling himself James the Third, for whose capture Parliament +hath offered a reward of 500L., as your Royal Highness saw on our ride +from Rochester. I have but to say the word, and, by the heaven that made +me, I would say it if I thought the Prince, for his honor's sake, would +not desist from insulting ours. But the first gentleman of England knows +his duty too well to forget himself with the humblest, or peril his +crown for a deed that were shameful if it were done." + +"Has your lordship anything to say," says the Prince, turning to Frank +Castlewood, and quite pale with anger; "any threat or any insult, with +which you would like to end this agreeable night's entertainment?" + +"I follow the head of our house," says Castlewood, bowing gravely. "At +what time shall it please the Prince that we should wait upon him in the +morning?" + +"You will wait on the Bishop of Rochester early, you will bid him bring +his coach hither; and prepare an apartment for me in his own house, or +in a place of safety. The King will reward you handsomely, never fear, +for all you have done in his behalf. I wish you a good night, and +shall go to bed, unless it pleases the Marquis of Esmond to call his +colleague, the watchman, and that I should pass the night with the +Kensington guard. Fare you well, be sure I will remember you. My Lord +Castlewood, I can go to bed to-night without need of a chamberlain." And +the Prince dismissed us with a grim bow, locking one door as he spoke, +that into the supping-room, and the other through which we passed, after +us. It led into the small chamber which Frank Castlewood or MONSIEUR +BAPTISTE occupied, and by which Martin entered when Colonel Esmond but +now saw him in the chamber. + +At an early hour next morning the Bishop arrived, and was closeted for +some time with his master in his own apartment, where the Prince laid +open to his counsellor the wrongs which, according to his version, he +had received from the gentlemen of the Esmond family. The worthy prelate +came out from the conference with an air of great satisfaction; he was a +man full of resources, and of a most assured fidelity, and possessed of +genius, and a hundred good qualities; but captious and of a most jealous +temper, that could not help exulting at the downfall of any favorite; +and he was pleased in spite of himself to hear that the Esmond Ministry +was at an end. + +"I have soothed your guest," says he, coming out to the two gentlemen +and the widow; who had been made acquainted with somewhat of the dispute +of the night before. (By the version we gave her, the Prince was only +made to exhibit anger because we doubted of his intentions in respect +to Beatrix; and to leave us, because we questioned his honor.) "But I +think, all things considered, 'tis as well he should leave this house; +and then, my Lady Castlewood," says the Bishop, "my pretty Beatrix may +come back to it." + +"She is quite as well at home at Castlewood," Esmond's mistress said, +"till everything is over." + +"You shall have your title, Esmond, that I promise you," says the +good Bishop, assuming the airs of a Prime Minister. "The Prince hath +expressed himself most nobly in regard of the little difference of last +night, and I promise you he hath listened to my sermon, as well as to +that of other folks," says the Doctor, archly; "he hath every great and +generous quality, with perhaps a weakness for the sex which belongs to +his family, and hath been known in scores of popular sovereigns from +King David downwards." + +"My lord, my lord!" breaks out Lady Esmond, "the levity with which +you speak of such conduct towards our sex shocks me, and what you call +weakness I call deplorable sin." + +"Sin it is, my dear creature," says the Bishop, with a shrug, taking +snuff; "but consider what a sinner King Solomon was, and in spite of a +thousand of wives too." + +"Enough of this, my lord," says Lady Castlewood, with a fine blush, and +walked out of the room very stately. + +The Prince entered it presently with a smile on his face, and if he felt +any offence against us on the previous night, at present exhibited none. +He offered a hand to each gentleman with great courtesy. "If all your +bishops preach so well as Doctor Atterbury." says he, "I don't know, +gentlemen, what may happen to me. I spoke very hastily, my lords, last +night, and ask pardon of both of you. But I must not stay any longer," +says he, "giving umbrage to good friends, or keeping pretty girls away +from their homes. My Lord Bishop hath found a safe place for me, hard +by at a curate's house, whom the Bishop can trust, and whose wife is so +ugly as to be beyond all danger; we will decamp into those new quarters, +and I leave you, thanking you for a hundred kindnesses here. Where is +my hostess, that I may bid her farewell; to welcome her in a house of my +own, soon, I trust, where my friends shall have no cause to quarrel with +me." + +Lady Castlewood arrived presently, blushing with great grace, and tears +filling her eyes as the Prince graciously saluted her. She looked so +charming and young, that the doctor, in his bantering way, could not +help speaking of her beauty to the Prince; whose compliment made her +blush, and look more charming still. + + + + +CHAPTER XII. + +A GREAT SCHEME, AND WHO BALKED IT. + + +As characters written with a secret ink come out with the application +of fire, and disappear again and leave the paper white, as soon as it is +cool; a hundred names of men, high in repute and favoring the Prince's +cause, that were writ in our private lists, would have been visible +enough on the great roll of the conspiracy, had it ever been laid open +under the sun. What crowds would have pressed forward, and subscribed +their names and protested their loyalty, when the danger was over! What +a number of Whigs, now high in place and creatures of the all-powerful +Minister, scorned Mr. Walpole then! If ever a match was gained by the +manliness and decision of a few at a moment of danger; if ever one was +lost by the treachery and imbecility of those that had the cards in +their hands, and might have played them, it was in that momentous game +which was enacted in the next three days, and of which the noblest crown +in the world was the stake. + +From the conduct of my Lord Bolingbroke, those who were interested +in the scheme we had in hand, saw pretty well that he was not to be +trusted. Should the Prince prevail, it was his lordship's gracious +intention to declare for him: should the Hanoverian party bring in their +sovereign, who more ready to go on his knee, and cry, "God Save King +George?" And he betrayed the one Prince and the other; but exactly at +the wrong time. When he should have struck for King James, he faltered +and coquetted with the Whigs; and having committed himself by the most +monstrous professions of devotion, which the Elector rightly scorned, +he proved the justness of their contempt for him by flying and taking +renegade service with St. Germains, just when he should have kept +aloof: and that Court despised him, as the manly and resolute men who +established the Elector in England had before done. He signed his own +name to every accusation of insincerity his enemies made against him; +and the King and the Pretender alike could show proofs of St. John's +treachery under his own hand and seal. + +Our friends kept a pretty close watch upon his motions, as on those of +the brave and hearty Whig party, that made little concealment of theirs. +They would have in the Elector, and used every means in their power to +effect their end. My Lord Marlborough was now with them. His expulsion +from power by the Tories had thrown that great captain at once on the +Whig side. We heard he was coming from Antwerp; and, in fact, on the day +of the Queen's death, he once more landed on English shore. A great part +of the army was always with their illustrious leader; even the Tories +in it were indignant at the injustice of the persecution which the Whig +officers were made to undergo. The chiefs of these were in London, and +at the head of them one of the most intrepid men in the world, the Scots +Duke of Argyle, whose conduct on the second day after that to which I +have now brought down my history, ended, as such honesty and bravery +deserved to end, by establishing the present Royal race on the English +throne. + +Meanwhile there was no slight difference of opinion amongst the +councillors surrounding the Prince, as to the plan his Highness should +pursue. His female Minister at Court, fancying she saw some amelioration +in the Queen, was for waiting a few days, or hours it might be, until +he could be brought to her bedside, and acknowledged as her heir. Mr. +Esmond was for having him march thither, escorted by a couple of troops +of Horse Guards, and openly presenting himself to the Council. During +the whole of the night of the 29th-30th July, the Colonel was engaged +with gentlemen of the military profession, whom 'tis needless here to +name; suffice it to say that several of them had exceeding high rank in +the army, and one of them in especial was a General, who, when he heard +the Duke of Marlborough was coming on the other side, waved his crutch +over his head with a huzzah, at the idea that he should march out and +engage him. Of the three Secretaries of State, we knew that one was +devoted to us. The Governor of the Tower was ours; the two companies +on duty at Kensington barrack were safe; and we had intelligence, very +speedy and accurate, of all that took place at the Palace within. + +At noon, on the 30th of July, a message came to the Prince's friends +that the Committee of Council was sitting at Kensington Palace, their +Graces of Ormonde and Shrewsbury, the Archbishop of Canterbury and +the three Secretaries of State, being there assembled. In an hour +afterwards, hurried news was brought that the two great Whig Dukes, +Argyle and Somerset, had broke into the Council-chamber without a +summons, and taken their seat at table. After holding a debate there, +the whole party proceeded to the chamber of the Queen, who was lying in +great weakness, but still sensible, and the Lords recommended his Grace +of Shrewsbury as the fittest person to take the vacant place of Lord +Treasurer; her Majesty gave him the staff, as all know. "And now," writ +my messenger from Court, "NOW OR NEVER IS THE TIME." + +Now or never was the time indeed. In spite of the Whig Dukes, our side +had still the majority in the Council, and Esmond, to whom the message +had been brought, (the personage at Court not being aware that the +Prince had quitted his lodging in Kensington Square,) and Esmond's +gallant young aide-de-camp, Frank Castlewood, putting on sword and +uniform, took a brief leave of their dear lady, who embraced and blessed +them both, and went to her chamber to pray for the issue of the great +event which was then pending. + +Castlewood sped to the barrack to give warning to the captain of the +Guard there; and then went to the "King's Arms" tavern at Kensington, +where our friends were assembled, having come by parties of twos +and threes, riding or in coaches, and were got together in the upper +chamber, fifty-three of them; their servants, who had been instructed to +bring arms likewise, being below in the garden of the tavern, where they +were served with drink. Out of this garden is a little door that leads +into the road of the Palace, and through this it was arranged that +masters and servants were to march; when that signal was given, and that +Personage appeared, for whom all were waiting. There was in our company +the famous officer next in command to the Captain-General of the Forces, +his Grace the Duke of Ormonde, who was within at the Council. There +were with him two more lieutenant-generals, nine major-generals and +brigadiers, seven colonels, eleven Peers of Parliament, and twenty-one +members of the House of Commons. The Guard was with us within and +without the Palace: the Queen was with us; the Council (save the two +Whig Dukes, that must have succumbed); the day was our own, and with a +beating heart Esmond walked rapidly to the Mall of Kensington, where +he had parted with the Prince on the night before. For three nights +the Colonel had not been to bed: the last had been passed summoning the +Prince's friends together, of whom the great majority had no sort of +inkling of the transaction pending until they were told that he was +actually on the spot, and were summoned to strike the blow. The night +before and after the altercation with the Prince, my gentleman, having +suspicions of his Royal Highness, and fearing lest he should be minded +to give us the slip, and fly off after his fugitive beauty, had spent, +if the truth must be told, at the "Greyhound" tavern, over against my +Lady Castlewood's house in Kensington Square, with an eye on the door, +lest the Prince should escape from it. The night before that he had +passed in his boots at the "Crown" at Hounslow, where he must watch +forsooth all night, in order to get one moment's glimpse of Beatrix in +the morning. And fate had decreed that he was to have a fourth night's +ride and wakefulness before his business was ended. + +He ran to the curate's house in Kensington Mall, and asked for Mr. +Bates, the name the Prince went by. The curate's wife said Mr. Bates had +gone abroad very early in the morning in his boots, saying he was going +to the Bishop of Rochester's house at Chelsey. But the Bishop had been +at Kensington himself two hours ago to seek for Mr. Bates, and had +returned in his coach to his own house, when he heard that the gentleman +was gone thither to seek him. + +This absence was most unpropitious, for an hour's delay might cost a +kingdom; Esmond had nothing for it but to hasten to the "King's Arms," +and tell the gentlemen there assembled that Mr. George (as we called the +Prince there) was not at home, but that Esmond would go fetch him; and +taking a General's coach that happened to be there, Esmond drove across +the country to Chelsey, to the Bishop's house there. + +The porter said two gentlemen were with his lordship, and Esmond ran +past this sentry up to the locked door of the Bishop's study, at which +he rattled, and was admitted presently. Of the Bishop's guests one was a +brother prelate, and the other the Abbe G----. + +"Where is Mr. George?" says Mr. Esmond; "now is the time." The Bishop +looked scared: "I went to his lodging," he said, "and they told me he +was come hither. I returned as quick as coach would carry me; and he +hath not been here." + +The Colonel burst out with an oath; that was all he could say to their +reverences; ran down the stairs again, and bidding the coachman, an old +friend and fellow-campaigner, drive as if he was charging the French +with his master at Wynendael--they were back at Kensington in half an +hour. + +Again Esmond went to the curate's house. Mr. Bates had not returned. The +Colonel had to go with this blank errand to the gentlemen at the "King's +Arms," that were grown very impatient by this time. + +Out of the window of the tavern, and looking over the garden wall, you +can see the green before Kensington Palace, the Palace gate (round which +the Ministers' coaches were standing), and the barrack building. As +we were looking out from this window in gloomy discourse, we heard +presently trumpets blowing, and some of us ran to the window of the +front-room, looking into the High Street of Kensington, and saw a +regiment of Horse coming. + +"It's Ormonde's Guards," says one. + +"No, by God, it's Argyle's old regiment!" says my General, clapping down +his crutch. + +It was, indeed, Argyle's regiment that was brought from Westminster, +and that took the place of the regiment at Kensington on which we could +rely. + +"Oh, Harry!" says one of the generals there present, "you were born +under an unlucky star; I begin to think that there's no Mr. George, nor +Mr. Dragon either. 'Tis not the peerage I care for, for our name is so +ancient and famous, that merely to be called Lord Lydiard would do me no +good; but 'tis the chance you promised me of fighting Marlborough." + +As we were talking, Castlewood entered the room with a disturbed air. + +"What news, Frank?" says the Colonel. "Is Mr. George coming at last?" + +"Damn him, look here!" says Castlewood, holding out a paper. "I found +it in the book--the what you call it, 'Eikum Basilikum,'--that villain +Martin put it there--he said his young mistress bade him. It was +directed to me, but it was meant for him I know, and I broke the seal +and read it." + +The whole assembly of officers seemed to swim away before Esmond's eyes +as he read the paper; all that was written on it was:--"Beatrix Esmond +is sent away to prison, to Castlewood, where she will pray for happier +days." + +"Can you guess where he is?" says Castlewood. + +"Yes," says Colonel Esmond. He knew full well, Frank knew full well: our +instinct told whither that traitor had fled. + +He had courage to turn to the company and say, "Gentlemen, I fear +very much that Mr. George will not be here to-day; something hath +happened--and--and--I very much fear some accident may befall him, which +must keep him out of the way. Having had your noon's draught, you had +best pay the reckoning and go home; there can be no game where there is +no one to play it." + +Some of the gentlemen went away without a word, others called to pay +their duty to her Majesty and ask for her health. The little army +disappeared into the darkness out of which it had been called; there had +been no writings, no paper to implicate any man. Some few officers and +Members of Parliament had been invited over night to breakfast at the +"King's Arms," at Kensington; and they had called for their bill and +gone home. + + + + +CHAPTER XIII. + +AUGUST 1ST, 1714. + + +"Does my mistress know of this?" Esmond asked of Frank, as they walked +along. + +"My mother found the letter in the book, on the toilet-table. She had +writ it ere she had left home," Frank said. "Mother met her on the +stairs, with her hand upon the door, trying to enter, and never left her +after that till she went away. He did not think of looking at it there, +nor had Martin the chance of telling him. I believe the poor devil meant +no harm, though I half killed him; he thought 'twas to Beatrix's brother +he was bringing the letter." + +Frank never said a word of reproach to me for having brought the villain +amongst us. As we knocked at the door I said, "When will the horses be +ready?" Frank pointed with his cane, they were turning the street that +moment. + +We went up and bade adieu to our mistress; she was in a dreadful state +of agitation by this time, and that Bishop was with her whose company +she was so fond of. + +"Did you tell him, my lord," says Esmond, "that Beatrix was at +Castlewood?" The Bishop blushed and stammered: "Well," says he, +"I . . ." + +"You served the villain right," broke out Mr. Esmond, "and he has lost a +crown by what you told him." + +My mistress turned quite white, "Henry, Henry," says she, "do not kill +him." + +"It may not be too late," says Esmond; "he may not have gone to +Castlewood; pray God, it is not too late." The Bishop was breaking +out with some banale phrases about loyalty, and the sacredness of the +Sovereign's person; but Esmond sternly bade him hold his tongue, burn +all papers, and take care of Lady Castlewood; and in five minutes he +and Frank were in the saddle, John Lockwood behind them, riding towards +Castlewood at a rapid pace. + +We were just got to Alton, when who should meet us but old Lockwood, the +porter from Castlewood, John's father, walking by the side of the Hexton +flying-coach, who slept the night at Alton. Lockwood said his young +mistress had arrived at home on Wednesday night, and this morning, +Friday, had despatched him with a packet for my lady at Kensington, +saying the letter was of great importance. + +We took the freedom to break it, while Lockwood stared with wonder, +and cried out his "Lord bless me's," and "Who'd a thought it's," at the +sight of his young lord, whom he had not seen these seven years. + +The packet from Beatrix contained no news of importance at all. It was +written in a jocular strain, affecting to make light of her captivity. +She asked whether she might have leave to visit Mrs. Tusher, or to walk +beyond the court and the garden wall. She gave news of the peacocks, +and a fawn she had there. She bade her mother send her certain gowns +and smocks by old Lockwood; she sent her duty to a certain Person, if +certain other persons permitted her to take such a freedom; how that, +as she was not able to play cards with him, she hoped he would read good +books, such as Doctor Atterbury's sermons and "Eikon Basilike:" she was +going to read good books; she thought her pretty mamma would like to +know she was not crying her eyes out. + +"Who is in the house besides you, Lockwood?" says the Colonel. + +"There be the laundry-maid, and the kitchen-maid, Madam Beatrix's maid, +the man from London, and that be all; and he sleepeth in my lodge away +from the maids," says old Lockwood. + +Esmond scribbled a line with a pencil on the note, giving it to the old +man, and bidding him go on to his lady. We knew why Beatrix had been +so dutiful on a sudden, and why she spoke of "Eikon Basilike." She writ +this letter to put the Prince on the scent, and the porter out of the +way. + +"We have a fine moonlight night for riding on," says Esmond; "Frank, we +may reach Castlewood in time yet." All the way along they made inquiries +at the post-houses, when a tall young gentleman in a gray suit, with a +light brown periwig, just the color of my lord's, had been seen to pass. +He had set off at six that morning, and we at three in the afternoon. He +rode almost as quickly as we had done; he was seven hours a-head of us +still when we reached the last stage. + +We rode over Castlewood Downs before the breaking of dawn. We passed the +very spot where the car was upset fourteen years since, and Mohun lay. +The village was not up yet, nor the forge lighted, as we rode through +it, passing by the elms, where the rooks were still roosting, and by +the church, and over the bridge. We got off our horses at the bridge and +walked up to the gate. + +"If she is safe," says Frank, trembling, and his honest eyes filling +with tears, "a silver statue to Our Lady!" He was going to rattle at +the great iron knocker on the oak gate; but Esmond stopped his kinsman's +hand. He had his own fears, his own hopes, his own despairs and griefs, +too; but he spoke not a word of these to his companion, or showed any +signs of emotion. + +He went and tapped at the little window at the porter's lodge, gently, +but repeatedly, until the man came to the bars. + +"Who's there?" says he, looking out; it was the servant from Kensington. + +"My Lord Castlewood and Colonel Esmond," we said, from below. "Open the +gate and let us in without any noise." + +"My Lord Castlewood?" says the other; "my lord's here, and in bed." + +"Open, d--n you," says Castlewood, with a curse. + +"I shall open to no one," says the man, shutting the glass window as +Frank drew a pistol. He would have fired at the porter, but Esmond again +held his hand. + +"There are more ways than one," says he, "of entering such a great house +as this." Frank grumbled that the west gate was half a mile round. "But +I know of a way that's not a hundred yards off," says Mr. Esmond; and +leading his kinsman close along the wall, and by the shrubs which had +now grown thick on what had been an old moat about the house, they came +to the buttress, at the side of which the little window was, which was +Father Holt's private door. Esmond climbed up to this easily, broke a +pane that had been mended, and touched the spring inside, and the two +gentlemen passed in that way, treading as lightly as they could; and so +going through the passage into the court, over which the dawn was now +reddening, and where the fountain plashed in the silence. + +They sped instantly to the porter's lodge, where the fellow had not +fastened his door that led into the court; and pistol in hand came +upon the terrified wretch, and bade him be silent. Then they asked +him (Esmond's head reeled, and he almost fell as he spoke) when Lord +Castlewood had arrived? He said on the previous evening, about eight of +the clock.--"And what then?"--His lordship supped with his sister.--"Did +the man wait?" Yes, he and my lady's maid both waited: the other +servants made the supper; and there was no wine, and they could give +his lordship but milk, at which he grumbled; and--and Madam Beatrix kept +Miss Lucy always in the room with her. And there being a bed across +the court in the Chaplain's room, she had arranged my lord was to sleep +there. Madam Beatrix had come down stairs laughing with the maids, and +had locked herself in, and my lord had stood for a while talking to her +through the door, and she laughing at him. And then he paced the court +awhile, and she came again to the upper window; and my lord implored her +to come down and walk in the room; but she would not, and laughed at him +again, and shut the window; and so my lord, uttering what seemed curses, +but in a foreign language, went to the Chaplain's room to bed. + +"Was this all!"--"All," the man swore upon his honor; all as he hoped +to be saved.--"Stop, there was one thing more. My lord, on arriving, and +once or twice during supper, did kiss his sister, as was natural, and +she kissed him." At this Esmond ground his teeth with rage, and wellnigh +throttled the amazed miscreant who was speaking, whereas Castlewood, +seizing hold of his cousin's hand, burst into a great fit of laughter. + +"If it amuses thee," says Esmond in French, "that your sister should be +exchanging of kisses with a stranger, I fear poor Beatrix will give thee +plenty of sport."--Esmond darkly thought, how Hamilton, Ashburnham, had +before been masters of those roses that the young Prince's lips were now +feeding on. He sickened at that notion. Her cheek was desecrated, her +beauty tarnished; shame and honor stood between it and him. The love +was dead within him; had she a crown to bring him with her love, he felt +that both would degrade him. + +But this wrath against Beatrix did not lessen the angry feelings of the +Colonel against the man who had been the occasion if not the cause of +the evil. Frank sat down on a stone bench in the court-yard, and fairly +fell asleep, while Esmond paced up and down the court, debating what +should ensue. What mattered how much or how little had passed between +the Prince and the poor faithless girl? They were arrived in time +perhaps to rescue her person, but not her mind; had she not instigated +the young Prince to come to her; suborned servants, dismissed others, +so that she might communicate with him? The treacherous heart within her +had surrendered, though the place was safe; and it was to win this that +he had given a life's struggle and devotion; this, that she was ready to +give away for the bribe of a coronet or a wink of the Prince's eye. + +When he had thought his thoughts out he shook up poor Frank from his +sleep, who rose yawning, and said he had been dreaming of Clotilda. +"You must back me," says Esmond, "in what I am going to do. I have been +thinking that yonder scoundrel may have been instructed to tell that +story, and that the whole of it may be a lie; if it be, we shall find it +out from the gentleman who is asleep yonder. See if the door leading to +my lady's rooms," (so we called the rooms at the north-west angle of the +house,) "see if the door is barred as he saith." We tried; it was indeed +as the lackey had said, closed within. + +"It may have been opened and shut afterwards," says poor Esmond; "the +foundress of our family let our ancestor in in that way." + +"What will you do, Harry, if--if what that fellow saith should turn out +untrue?" The young man looked scared and frightened into his kinsman's +face; I dare say it wore no very pleasant expression. + +"Let us first go see whether the two stories agree," says Esmond; and +went in at the passage and opened the door into what had been his own +chamber now for wellnigh five-and-twenty years. A candle was still +burning, and the Prince asleep dressed on the bed--Esmond did not care +for making a noise. The Prince started up in his bed, seeing two men +in his chamber. "Qui est la" says he, and took a pistol from under his +pillow. + +"It is the Marquis of Esmond," says the Colonel, "come to welcome his +Majesty to his house of Castlewood, and to report of what hath happened +in London. Pursuant to the King's orders, I passed the night before +last, after leaving his Majesty, in waiting upon the friends of the +King. It is a pity that his Majesty's desire to see the country and to +visit our poor house should have caused the King to quit London without +notice yesterday, when the opportunity happened which in all human +probability may not occur again; and had the King not chosen to ride to +Castlewood, the Prince of Wales might have slept at St. James's." + +"'Sdeath! gentlemen," says the Prince, starting off his bed, whereon he +was lying in his clothes, "the Doctor was with me yesterday morning, and +after watching by my sister all night, told me I might not hope to see +the Queen." + +"It would have been otherwise," says Esmond with another bow; "as, by +this time, the Queen may be dead in spite of the Doctor. The Council +was met, a new Treasurer was appointed, the troops were devoted to the +King's cause; and fifty loyal gentlemen of the greatest names of this +kingdom were assembled to accompany the Prince of Wales, who might have +been the acknowledged heir of the throne, or the possessor of it by this +time, had your Majesty not chosen to take the air. We were ready; there +was only one person that failed us, your Majesty's gracious--" + +"Morbleu, Monsieur, you give me too much Majesty," said the Prince, who +had now risen up and seemed to be looking to one of us to help him to +his coat. But neither stirred. + +"We shall take care," says Esmond, "not much oftener to offend in that +particular." + +"What mean you, my lord?" says the Prince, and muttered something about +a guet-a-pens, which Esmond caught up. + +"The snare, Sir," said he, "was not of our laying; it is not we that +invited you. We came to avenge, and not to compass, the dishonor of our +family." + +"Dishonor! Morbleu, there has been no dishonor," says the Prince, +turning scarlet, "only a little harmless playing." + +"That was meant to end seriously." + +"I swear," the Prince broke out impetuously, "upon the honor of a +gentleman, my lords--" + +"That we arrived in time. No wrong hath been done, Frank," says Colonel +Esmond, turning round to young Castlewood, who stood at the door as the +talk was going on. "See! here is a paper whereon his Majesty has deigned +to commence some verses in honor, or dishonor, of Beatrix. Here is +'Madame' and 'Flamme,' 'Cruelle' and 'Rebelle,' and 'Amour' and 'Jour' +in the Royal writing and spelling. Had the Gracious lover been happy, +he had not passed his time in sighing." In fact, and actually as he was +speaking, Esmond cast his eyes down towards the table, and saw a paper +on which my young Prince had been scrawling a madrigal, that was to +finish his charmer on the morrow. + +"Sir," says the Prince, burning with rage (he had assumed his Royal coat +unassisted by this time), "did I come here to receive insults?" + +"To confer them, may it please your Majesty," says the Colonel, with a +very low bow, "and the gentlemen of our family are come to thank you." + +"Malediction!" says the young man, tears starting into his eyes with +helpless rage and mortification. "What will you with me, gentlemen?" + +"If your Majesty will please to enter the next apartment," says Esmond, +preserving his grave tone, "I have some papers there which I would +gladly submit to you, and by your permission I will lead the way;" +and, taking the taper up, and backing before the Prince with very great +ceremony, Mr. Esmond passed into the little Chaplain's room, through +which we had just entered into the house:--"Please to set a chair for +his Majesty, Frank," says the Colonel to his companion, who wondered +almost as much at this scene, and was as much puzzled by it, as the +other actor in it. Then going to the crypt over the mantel-piece, the +Colonel opened it, and drew thence the papers which so long had lain +there. + +"Here, may it please your Majesty," says he, "is the Patent of Marquis +sent over by your Royal Father at St. Germains to Viscount Castlewood, +my father: here is the witnessed certificate of my father's marriage +to my mother, and of my birth and christening; I was christened of that +religion of which your sainted sire gave all through life so shining +example. These are my titles, dear Frank, and this what I do with them: +here go Baptism and Marriage, and here the Marquisate and the August +Sign-Manual, with which your predecessor was pleased to honor our race." +And as Esmond spoke he set the papers burning in the brazier. "You will +please, sir, to remember," he continued, "that our family hath ruined +itself by fidelity to yours: that my grandfather spent his estate, and +gave his blood and his son to die for your service; that my dear lord's +grandfather (for lord you are now, Frank, by right and title too) died +for the same cause; that my poor kinswoman, my father's second wife, +after giving away her honor to your wicked perjured race, sent all her +wealth to the King; and got in return, that precious title that lies in +ashes, and this inestimable yard of blue ribbon. I lay this at your feet +and stamp upon it: I draw this sword, and break it and deny you; and, +had you completed the wrong you designed us, by heaven I would have +driven it through your heart, and no more pardoned you than your father +pardoned Monmouth. Frank will do the same, won't you, cousin?" + +Frank, who had been looking on with a stupid air at the papers, as they +flamed in the old brazier, took out his sword and broke it, holding his +head down:--"I go with my cousin," says he, giving Esmond a grasp of +the hand. "Marquis or not, by ---, I stand by him any day. I beg your +Majesty's pardon for swearing; that is--that is--I'm for the Elector of +Hanover. It's all your Majesty's own fault. The Queen's dead most likely +by this time. And you might have been King if you hadn't come dangling +after Trix." + +"Thus to lose a crown," says the young Prince, starting up, and speaking +French in his eager way; "to lose the loveliest woman in the world; to +lose the loyalty of such hearts as yours, is not this, my lords, enough +of humiliation?--Marquis, if I go on my knees will you pardon me?--No, +I can't do that, but I can offer you reparation, that of honor, that +of gentlemen. Favor me by crossing the sword with mine: yours is +broke--see, yonder in the armoire are two;" and the Prince took them out +as eager as a boy, and held them towards Esmond:--"Ah! you will? Merci, +monsieur, merci!" + +Extremely touched by this immense mark of condescension and repentance +for wrong done, Colonel Esmond bowed down so low as almost to kiss the +gracious young hand that conferred on him such an honor, and took his +guard in silence. The swords were no sooner met, than Castlewood knocked +up Esmond's with the blade of his own, which he had broke off short at +the shell; and the Colonel falling back a step dropped his point with +another very low bow, and declared himself perfectly satisfied. + +"Eh bien, Vicomte!" says the young Prince, who was a boy, and a French +boy, "il ne nous reste qu'une chose a faire:" he placed his sword upon +the table, and the fingers of his two hands upon his breast:--"We have +one more thing to do," says he; "you do not divine it?" He stretched out +his arms:--"Embrassons nous!" + +The talk was scarce over when Beatrix entered the room:--What came she +to seek there? She started and turned pale at the sight of her +brother and kinsman, drawn swords, broken sword-blades, and papers yet +smouldering in the brazier. + +"Charming Beatrix," says the Prince, with a blush which became him very +well, "these lords have come a-horseback from London, where my sister +lies in a despaired state, and where her successor makes himself +desired. Pardon me for my escapade of last evening. I had been so long a +prisoner, that I seized the occasion of a promenade on horseback, and my +horse naturally bore me towards you. I found you a Queen in your little +court, where you deigned to entertain me. Present my homages to your +maids of honor. I sighed as you slept, under the window of your chamber, +and then retired to seek rest in my own. It was there that these +gentlemen agreeably roused me. Yes, milords, for that is a happy day +that makes a Prince acquainted, at whatever cost to his vanity, with +such a noble heart as that of the Marquis of Esmond. Mademoiselle, +may we take your coach to town? I saw it in the hangar, and this poor +Marquis must be dropping with sleep." + +"Will it please the King to breakfast before he goes?" was all Beatrix +could say. The roses had shuddered out of her cheeks; her eyes were +glaring; she looked quite old. She came up to Esmond and hissed out a +word or two:--"If I did not love you before, cousin," says she, "think +how I love you now." If words could stab, no doubt she would have killed +Esmond; she looked at him as if she could. + +But her keen words gave no wound to Mr. Esmond; his heart was too hard. +As he looked at her, he wondered that he could ever have loved her. +His love of ten years was over; it fell down dead on the spot, at +the Kensington Tavern, where Frank brought him the note out of "Eikon +Basilike." The Prince blushed and bowed low, as she gazed at him, and +quitted the chamber. I have never seen her from that day. + +Horses were fetched and put to the chariot presently. My lord rode +outside, and as for Esmond he was so tired that he was no sooner in the +carriage than he fell asleep, and never woke till night, as the coach +came into Alton. + +As we drove to the "Bell" Inn comes a mitred coach with our old friend +Lockwood beside the coachman. My Lady Castlewood and the Bishop were +inside; she gave a little scream when she saw us. The two coaches +entered the inn almost together; the landlord and people coming out with +lights to welcome the visitors. + +We in our coach sprang out of it, as soon as ever we saw the dear lady, +and above all, the Doctor in his cassock. What was the news? Was there +yet time? Was the Queen alive? These questions were put hurriedly, as +Boniface stood waiting before his noble guests to bow them up the stair. + +"Is she safe?" was what Lady Castlewood whispered in a flutter to +Esmond. + +"All's well, thank God," says he, as the fond lady took his hand +and kissed it, and called him her preserver and her dear. SHE wasn't +thinking of Queens and crowns. + +The Bishop's news was reassuring: at least all was not lost; the Queen +yet breathed, or was alive when they left London, six hours since. ("It +was Lady Castlewood who insisted on coming," the Doctor said.) Argyle +had marched up regiments from Portsmouth, and sent abroad for more; the +Whigs were on the alert, a pest on them, (I am not sure but the Bishop +swore as he spoke,) and so too were our people. And all might be saved, +if only the Prince could be at London in time. We called for horses, +instantly to return to London. We never went up poor crestfallen +Boniface's stairs, but into our coaches again. The Prince and his Prime +Minister in one, Esmond in the other, with only his dear mistress as a +companion. + +Castlewood galloped forwards on horseback to gather the Prince's friends +and warn them of his coming. We travelled through the night. Esmond +discoursing to his mistress of the events of the last twenty-four hours; +of Castlewood's ride and his; of the Prince's generous behavior and +their reconciliation. The night seemed short enough; and the starlit +hours passed away serenely in that fond company. + +So we came along the road; the Bishop's coach heading ours; and, with +some delays in procuring horses, we got to Hammersmith about four +o'clock on Sunday morning, the first of August, and half an hour after, +it being then bright day, we rode by my Lady Warwick's house, and so +down the street of Kensington. + +Early as the hour was, there was a bustle in the street and many people +moving to and fro. Round the gate leading to the Palace, where the +guard is, there was especially a great crowd. And the coach ahead of us +stopped, and the Bishop's man got down to know what the concourse meant? + +There presently came from out of the gate--Horse Guards with their +trumpets, and a company of heralds with their tabards. The trumpets +blew, and the herald-at-arms came forward and proclaimed GEORGE, by the +Grace of God, of Great Britain, France, and Ireland, King, Defender of +the Faith. And the people shouted God save the King! + +Among the crowd shouting and waving their hats, I caught sight of one +sad face, which I had known all my life, and seen under many disguises. +It was no other than poor Mr. Holt's, who had slipped over to England +to witness the triumph of the good cause; and now beheld its enemies +victorious, amidst the acclamations of the English people. The poor +fellow had forgot to huzzah or to take his hat off, until his neighbors +in the crowd remarked his want of loyalty, and cursed him for a Jesuit +in disguise, when he ruefully uncovered and began to cheer. Sure he +was the most unlucky of men: he never played a game but he lost it; or +engaged in a conspiracy but 'twas certain to end in defeat. I saw him in +Flanders after this, whence he went to Rome to the head-quarters of his +Order; and actually reappeared among us in America, very old, and +busy, and hopeful. I am not sure that he did not assume the hatchet and +moccasins there; and, attired in a blanket and war-paint, skulk about +a missionary amongst the Indians. He lies buried in our neighboring +province of Maryland now, with a cross over him, and a mound of earth +above him; under which that unquiet spirit is for ever at peace. + + +With the sound of King George's trumpets, all the vain hopes of the weak +and foolish young Pretender were blown away; and with that music, too, I +may say, the drama of my own life was ended. That happiness, which hath +subsequently crowned it, cannot be written in words; 'tis of its nature +sacred and secret, and not to be spoken of, though the heart be ever so +full of thankfulness, save to Heaven and the One Ear alone--to one fond +being, the truest and tenderest and purest wife ever man was blessed +with. As I think of the immense happiness which was in store for me, and +of the depth and intensity of that love which, for so many years, hath +blessed me, I own to a transport of wonder and gratitude for such a +boon--nay, am thankful to have been endowed with a heart capable of +feeling and knowing the immense beauty and value of the gift which God +hath bestowed upon me. Sure, love vincit omnia; is immeasurably above +all ambition, more precious than wealth, more noble than name. He knows +not life who knows not that: he hath not felt the highest faculty of +the soul who hath not enjoyed it. In the name of my wife I write the +completion of hope, and the summit of happiness. To have such a love is +the one blessing, in comparison of which all earthly joy is of no value; +and to think of her, is to praise God. + +It was at Bruxelles, whither we retreated after the failure of our +plot--our Whig friends advising us to keep out of the way--that the +great joy of my life was bestowed upon me, and that my dear mistress +became my wife. We had been so accustomed to an extreme intimacy and +confidence, and had lived so long and tenderly together, that we +might have gone on to the end without thinking of a closer tie; but +circumstances brought about that event which so prodigiously multiplied +my happiness and hers (for which I humbly thank Heaven), although a +calamity befell us, which, I blush to think, hath occurred more than +once in our house. I know not what infatuation of ambition urged the +beautiful and wayward woman, whose name hath occupied so many of these +pages, and who was served by me with ten years of such constant fidelity +and passion; but ever after that day at Castlewood, when we rescued her, +she persisted in holding all her family as her enemies, and left us, and +escaped to France, to what a fate I disdain to tell. Nor was her son's +house a home for my dear mistress; my poor Frank was weak, as perhaps +all our race hath been, and led by women. Those around him were +imperious, and in a terror of his mother's influence over him, lest +he should recant, and deny the creed which he had adopted by their +persuasion. The difference of their religion separated the son and the +mother: my dearest mistress felt that she was severed from her children +and alone in the world--alone but for one constant servant on whose +fidelity, praised be Heaven, she could count. 'Twas after a scene of +ignoble quarrel on the part of Frank's wife and mother (for the poor lad +had been made to marry the whole of that German family with whom he had +connected himself), that I found my mistress one day in tears, and then +besought her to confide herself to the care and devotion of one who, +by God's help, would never forsake her. And then the tender matron, as +beautiful in her Autumn, and as pure as virgins in their spring, with +blushes of love and "eyes of meek surrender," yielded to my respectful +importunity, and consented to share my home. Let the last words I write +thank her, and bless her who hath blessed it. + +By the kindness of Mr. Addison, all danger of prosecution, and every +obstacle against our return to England, was removed; and my son Frank's +gallantry in Scotland made his peace with the King's government. But we +two cared no longer to live in England: and Frank formally and joyfully +yielded over to us the possession of that estate which we now occupy, +far away from Europe and its troubles, on the beautiful banks of the +Potomac, where we have built a new Castlewood, and think with grateful +hearts of our old home. In our Transatlantic country we have a season, +the calmest and most delightful of the year, which we call the Indian +summer: I often say the autumn of our life resembles that happy and +serene weather, and am thankful for its rest and its sweet sunshine. +Heaven hath blessed us with a child, which each parent loves for her +resemblance to the other. Our diamonds are turned into ploughs and axes +for our plantations; and into negroes, the happiest and merriest, I +think, in all this country: and the only jewel by which my wife sets +any store, and from which she hath never parted, is that gold button she +took from my arm on the day when she visited me in prison, and which she +wore ever after, as she told me, on the tenderest heart in the world. + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of The History of Henry Esmond, Esq., by +W. M. 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