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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Tommy + +Author: Joseph Hocking + +Release Date: April 4, 2008 [EBook #24986] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TOMMY *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +TOMMY + + +BY + +JOSEPH HOCKING + + + +AUTHOR OF + + "ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER" + "DEARER THAN LIFE" ETC. + + + + +HODDER AND STOUGHTON + +LONDON ---- NEW YORK ---- TORONTO + +MCMXVI + + + + +_TWO GREAT WAR STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_ + + ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER + DEARER THAN LIFE + + +_OTHER STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_ + + Facing Fearful Odds + O'er Moor and Fen + The Wilderness + Rosaleen O'Hara + The Soul of Dominie Wildthorne + Follow the Gleam + David Baring + The Trampled Cross + + + + +NOTE + +My only qualification for writing this simple story of "Tommy" is that +I have tried to know him, and that I greatly admire him. I met him +before he joined the army, when for more than six months I addressed +recruiting meetings. I have also been with him in training camps, and +spent many hours talking with him. It was during those hours that he +opened his heart to me and showed me the kind of man he is. Since then +I have visited him in France and Flanders. I have been with him down +near La Bassée, and Neuve Chapelle. I have talked with him while great +guns were booming as well as during his hours of well-earned rest, when +he was in a garrulous mood, and was glad to crack a joke "wi' a man +wearin' a black coat." I have also been with him up at Ypres, when the +shells were shrieking over our heads, and the "pep, pep, pep" of +machine guns heralded the messengers of death. We stood side by side +in the front trenches, less than a hundred yards from the German +sand-bags, when to lift one's head meant a Hun's bullet through one's +brain, and when "woolly bears" were common. So although I am not a +soldier, and have probably fallen into technical errors in telling the +story of "Tommy," it is not because he is a stranger to me, or because +I have not tried to know him. + +Only a small part of this story is imagination. Nearly every incident +in the book was told me by "Tommy" himself, and while the setting of my +simple tale is fiction, the tale itself is fact. + +That is why I hope the story of "Tommy" will not only be read by +thousands of men in khaki, but by their fathers and mothers and loved +ones who bade them go to the Front, and who earnestly pray for their +speedy and victorious return, even as I do. + + +JOSEPH HOCKING. + +PRIORS' CORNER, TOTTERIDGE, HERTS, + _February_ 1916. + + + + + +CHAPTER I + +The Brunford Town Hall clock was just chiming half-past three as Tom +Pollard left his home in Dixon Street and made his way towards the +Thorn and Thistle public-house. It was not Tom's intention to stay +long at the Thorn and Thistle, as he had other plans in view, +nevertheless something drew him there. He crossed the tram lines in +St. George's Street, and, having stopped to exchange some rustic jokes +with some lads who stood at the corner of the street, he hurried across +the open space and quickly stood on the doorsteps of the public-house. + +The weather was gloriously fine, and for a wonder the air in the heart +of the town was pure and clear. That was accounted for by the fact +that it was Sunday, and the mills were idle. Throughout the week-days, +both in summer and in winter, the atmosphere of Brunford is smoke +laden, while from a hundred mills steamy vapours are emitted which +makes that big manufacturing town anything but a health resort. Tom +was making his way up the passage towards the bar, when the door opened +and a buxom, bold-eyed, red-cheeked girl of about twenty-four stopped +him. + +"You're late, Tom," she said. + +"Am I?" replied Tom. "I didn't mean to be." + +"I was thinking you weren't coming at all. Some young men I know of +wouldn't have been late if I'd said to them what I said to you on +Friday night." Then she looked at him archly. + +"I couldn't get away before," replied Tom. Evidently he was not quite +comfortable, and he did not return the girl's glances with the warmth +she desired. + +"Anyhow I am free till half-past five," she went on. "I don't know +what father and mother would say if they knew I was walking out with +you; but I don't mind. Do you like my new dress, Tom?" + +Tom looked at her admiringly; there was no doubt that, after her own +order, she was a striking-looking girl, and her highly coloured attire +was quite in accord with her complexion. + +"Jim Scott was here half an hour ago," she went on; "he badly wanted me +to go with him, but I wouldn't." + +Tom looked more uncomfortable than ever; he remembered the purpose for +which he had set out, and was sorry that he had called at the Thorn and +Thistle at all, even although the girl evidently favoured him more than +any of her other admirers. + +"I just called to say I couldn't come for a walk with you this +afternoon," he said, looking on the ground. "You see I have an +appointment." + +"Appointment!" cried the girl. "Who with?" + +"Oh, with no one in particular; only I must keep it." + +The girl's eyes flashed angrily. "Look here," she cried, "you are +still sweet on Alice Lister; I thought you had given up all that +Sunday-school lot." + +"Well, I have noan been to Sunday School," said Tom. + +"Ay, but you're going to meet Alice Lister now, and that is why you +can't go wi' me." Evidently the girl was very angry, and a look of +jealousy flashed from her eyes. Still there could be no doubt that she +was very fond of Tom and meant if possible to capture him. + +"I can't go out wi' you this afternoon, and--and----but there, I'm off." + +For a moment the girl seemed on the point of speaking to him still more +angrily, and perhaps of bidding him to leave her for good. She quickly +altered her mind, however, and seemed determined to use all her +blandishments. + +"Ay, Tom," she said. "Tha'rt too good to throw thyself away on the +goody-goody Alice Lister sort. Tha'rt too much of a man for that, else +I should never have got so fond of thee." + +"Art'a really fond of me, Polly?" asked Tom, evidently pleased by +Polly's confession. + +"I'm not goin' to say any more," replied the girl. And then she +laughed. "I was thinkin' that after we'd been to Scott's Park you +might come back to tea. I don't believe father and mother would mind. +Father wur sayin' only this morning that you'd got brains. You took +three prizes at the Mechanics' Institute last winter, and he said that +if you got manufacturing on your own, you'd make brass." + +"Did he say that?" asked Tom eagerly, + +"Ay, he did, only this morning." + +"But I have no capital," said Tom rather sadly. + +"Father's saved money," replied Polly eagerly. "The Thorn and +Thistle's a good house and we have good company; and if father liked a +lad, especially if I recommended him, he could easily find money to +start a small mill. But there, I suppose you are only thinking of +Alice Lister." + +The Town Hall clock chimed the three-quarters, and, much as he wanted +to stay with Polly, he moved towards the door and said, "Well, I must +be goin' now." + +Again anger flashed from Polly's eyes, but still controlling her temper +she said: "Ay, but you'll come back this evening, won't you, Tom? Jim +Dixon's coming to tea, and if you're not here, and he wur to ask me to +go out for a walk with him tonight, I shouldn't have any excuse for +refusing." + +There could be no doubt about it that, to Tom, Polly Powell looked very +alluring. She was rather older than he, and her beauty was of a highly +coloured order. At that moment Tom's mind was much distracted, +nevertheless as the sound of the deep-toned bell in the Town Hall tower +died away he determined to take his leave. + +"And I thought we might have such a nice time, too," she said, +following him. "But never mind, you'll be back this evening. Ay, Tom +lad, tha doesn't know when tha'art well off." And she gave him her +most bewitching smile. + +Tom hurried up Liverpool Road with the sound of Polly's voice in his +ears and the memory of the flash in her great black eyes in his mind. +"She is a grand lass," he reflected, "and she's fair gone on me too; +and what's more she's not so finickin' as some lasses are. After all, +why should I be so straitlaced? She's a lass as loves good company, +she likes a lark, and--and----" After that Tom became thoughtful. + +Tom Pollard was typical of thousands of lads who dwell in the +manufacturing districts of Lancashire. His father and mother had been +weavers, and while his mother had ceased going to the mill, his father +still earned his thirty shillings a week behind the looms. They did +not belong to the best class of Lancashire operatives, and Tom's home +influence was not all it might have been. That was why, years before, +many wondered that Tom promised to turn out so well. He was not +particularly clever, but he possessed a large share of the proverbial +Lancashire sharpness and common sense; he had an eye to the main +chance, and dreamt of becoming something better than an ordinary +weaver. For that reason he had attended some technical classes at the +Mechanics' Institute, and, as Polly Powell had reminded him, had only a +few months before taken prizes there. Young as he was, he had already +been promised a Tackler's job, which meant that he would be a kind of +foreman, and have the oversight of a small part of a mill. This, Tom +was sure, would open the way to a more responsible position, and then +if he had good luck he might in a few years start manufacturing for +himself. Many of the mill-owners in Brunford were, a few years before, +poor men, while now, owing to a great boom in the cotton trade, they +were quite wealthy men. During the last few months, however, Tom's +best friends had not been quite so hopeful about him. He had been a +frequent visitor at the Thorn and Thistle; and he had altogether given +up attendance at Sunday School. This was considered a bad sign in +Brunford, where the great bulk of the respectable young men attend one +of the many Sunday Schools in the town. + +As Tom neared the Town Hall his face changed somewhat, and a look of +eager expectancy came into his eyes. He noted with satisfaction that +the yard outside a big building was empty. "I'm in time after all," he +reflected. "They've just sung the last hymn." + +A few minutes later several hundred young people came into the street, +and Tom was not long in singling out one for whom he had evidently been +watching. This was a young girl of about twenty years of age, and it +was easy to see at a glance that she was superior to those whom she +accompanied. Her face was refined, her eyes large and intelligent; and +her neat, well-fitting clothes did not suggest the flamboyancy of Polly +Powell's adornments. + +"There's Tom Pollard waiting for you, Alice," said one of the girls. +Alice Lister flushed as the girl spoke, and the colour which rose to +her cheeks told its own tale. + +"If I were you, Alice," said another, "I should keep my eye on him. +Sin' he give up going to Sunday School he's noan so much of a catch; +besides, I saw him with Polly Powell last Sunday evening after he went +home with you; and Polly Powell is noan your sort." + +Alice did not reply to this, but her lips trembled; evidently the words +wounded her. All the time Tom stood smoking a cigarette. Although he +had come to meet Alice, he did not like the idea of going up to claim +her while so many girls were around. + +"Ay, Tom," said one of the girls, shouting to him. "How's Polly +Powell?" + +Tom did not reply; his ready wit left him for the moment. + +"If I were Alice," said another, "I'd give thee the sack. Tha's noan +fitted to go with her." + +"Ay," said another, "and Polly's only just playing wi' him; she's got +more nor one string to her bow, has Polly. And she'd noan look at +thee, Tom, if the young landlord at the Bull and Butcher had made up to +her." + +Lancashire folks are not slow in speaking their minds, and they have no +false delicacy about telling people their opinion of them. + +"Well," said Tom quietly, "I fly higher game than you, Emily Bilson, +anyhow. I have only just got to hold up my finger to the whole lot on +you, and you'd come after me. But I'm noan going to do it; I've got +too much respect for myself." + +Almost as if by arrangement the girls separated, and Tom found himself +walking up Liverpool Road by the side of Alice Lister. Neither of them +spoke for some minutes. Tom didn't know what to say, while Alice was +evidently thinking deeply. + +"Have you been to the Young Men's Class this afternoon," she asked +presently. + +"Nay." + +"Why?" asked the girl, looking at him steadily. + +"It's noan in my line," replied Tom. "That kind of thing'll do for +kids, but when people get grown up they want something better." + +"Better and cleverer people than you, Tom, don't give it up," replied +the girl. + +Tom continued to walk by Alice's side, looking rather sulky. + +He and Alice had begun to walk out together a little more than a year +before, much to the surprise of their mutual friends. For Alice was +not only better educated than Tom, but she moved in rather a better +circle. Alice's father was one who, beginning life as a weaver, had by +steady perseverance and good common sense become a small manufacturer. +He was anything but a rich man, but he was what the people called +"Doin' vary weel"--one who with good luck would in about ten years' +time "addle a tidy bit of brass." Alice was his only daughter. He had +never allowed her to go to the mill, but had sent her to a fairly good +school until she was sixteen years of age, since which time she had +stayed at home with her mother, and assisted her in the house work. +Alice had continued her education, however. She had a natural gift for +music and possessed a fine contralto voice. She had quite a local +reputation as a pianist and was constantly in demand to sing at +concerts. She was more than ordinarily intelligent too, and was a +lover of good books. Added to this she attended classes in the town +for French and German; and had on more than one occasion been invited +to the houses of big manufacturers. That was why people wondered at +her walking out with Tom Pollard. He, although looked upon as a sharp +lad, was not, as was generally agreed, "up to Alice's mark." + +Still facts were facts, and there could be no doubt about it that Alice +showed a great preference for Tom, and, in spite of the fact that her +father and mother were not at all pleased, had allowed him to accompany +her home on several occasions. + +"What are you going to do, Tom?" asked the girl. + +"What am I going to do?" queried Tom. "I don't know that I am going to +do anything. What do you mean, Alice?" + +"I mean that you must make your choice." + +"Choice? What choice?" + +"I should not have met you this afternoon," replied Alice Lister +quietly, "but for the fact that I want to come to an understanding. I +have not been blind, neither have I been deaf, these last few months; a +change has come over you, and--and you will have to choose." + +Tom knew what she meant well enough, but he pretended to be ignorant. + +"What has come over you, Alice? What do you mean? Surely," he went +on, "you are not taking any notice of what Emily Bilson said. Just as +though a lad can't speak to any lass but his own!" + +"Tom," went on the girl quietly, "you know what you told me twelve +months ago; you know, too, what my father and mother said when they saw +us together; it has not been pleasant for me to listen to people's +gossip, especially when I know that most of it is true. I have been +very fond of you and I don't deny it; if I hadn't I should not have +walked out with you, but I want to tell you this--you have to make your +choice this afternoon; either you are going to give up me, or you are +going to give up the Thorn and Thistle and all it means." + +"You're jealous of Polly Powell," said Tom, with an uneasy laugh. + +"I'm jealous of your good name, Tom, jealous of evil influence." + +"Evil influence? What evil influence?" + +"Going to the Thorn and Thistle has done you a great deal of harm; it +has caused you to give up your Young Men's Class, and--and--but there, +I needn't talk any more about it. You understand what I mean. It must +be either one or the other, Tom." + +"You mean that I must either give up you or Polly Powell?" + +"It means more than that," replied the girl, "it means that you must +either give up me or give up going to the Thorn and Thistle. You used +to be a teetotaler, Tom." + +"As though any lad's a teetotaler in these days," laughed the young +fellow. "Come now, Alice, you are not so narrow-minded as that. I am +nearly twenty-three now, and if I want a glass of beer surely I can +have it. You don't mean to say that everybody but teetotalers are +going to the bad." + +"You know very well what I mean, Tom. You are not the kind of young +man you were, and either you give up these things or we part company." + +"Nay, Alice, doan't be narrow-minded. I suppose," he added bitterly, +"that you are beginning to look higher than me, that you are thinking +o' one of the manufacturers. I hear that Harry Briarfield was up at +your house to supper the other night." + +They had by this time left the Liverpool Road and had entered Scott's +Park, which during the last few years had become a rendezvous for the +people of the town, especially on Sunday afternoons. + +"You know," went on the girl, "that it made no difference to me when +people told me that I was choosing a weaver. I didn't think about it, +I only thought of you. But, Tom, I shall never marry any one who--who +can find his pleasure in such places as the Thorn and Thistle, and who +sneers at Sunday School." + +"You mean," said Tom, rather angrily, "that if you continue to keep +company with me I must feed on your religious lolly-pops." + +An angry flush mounted the girl's cheek, but she continued to speak +quietly. + +"Tom," she said, "will you answer me truly? Do you find anything at +the Thorn and Thistle better than you found in the young men's class? +You sneer at religion, but religion does no one any harm; rather it +always does good; anyhow, it's everything to me, and you have to make +your choice." + +Tom looked at her steadily. He knew what she meant, knew too that the +time had come when he would have to make his choice. At that moment he +saw what Polly Powell meant to his life, saw, too, that if he followed +the road in which he had been walking during the last few months he +would have to give up Alice Lister. He saw more than this, for at that +moment Polly Powell's blandishments had no effect on him. She appeared +to him in her true light--a coarse, vulgar girl. + +"You don't care about me like you did," he said angrily. "You are +getting tired of me." + +"If that were true I should not speak to you in this way," and her +voice became tremulous. "But I am not going to throw away my life, +Tom; there's something more in life than--than love." + +"What?" he asked. + +"Duty, God," was the reply. + +Tom again laughed uneasily. Alice Lister lived in a different world +from that in which Polly Powell lived; they breathed a different +atmosphere; they spoke a different language. Yes, he would have to +make his choice. + +"I would rather have you than forty Polly Powells," he burst out, "I +would really, Alice, but--but----" + +"There must be no buts, Tom, if--if you want me. Oh, Tom, can't you +see? You know that what I say is right and--and----" + +He saw her lips quiver; saw the tears start to her eyes. He knew that +his association with the daughter of the landlord of the Thorn and +Thistle was coarsening him, making him have lower standards of life, +making everything poorer, more sordid. Whenever he was with Alice he +wanted to be better and truer, and she always made him ashamed of +coarse, base things. + +"Alice, do you love me?" and his voice became almost hoarse. + +"If I didn't would I talk to you like this?" was her answer. + +A crisis had come into Tom's life, and he knew it. Two forces were +fighting in his heart, two angels were battling for his soul. At that +moment it seemed as though his better angel were going to win the +victory; he was on the point of telling Alice that he would never go +into the Thorn and Thistle again, never speak to Polly Powell again, +when he heard a familiar voice close to him. + +"I say, Pollard, you are coming to-night, aren't you?" + +Tom turned and saw a well-dressed young fellow close beside him. He +had come to Brunford some three years before to learn the cotton trade, +and during the last few months he and Tom had been very friendly. Tom +was rather proud of this, because young Harry Waterman was his +superior, both socially and from an educational standpoint. Waterman +claimed to be the son of a squire who lived in Warwickshire, who had +sent him to Brunford to learn cotton manufacturing because more money +was to be made out of it than by sticking to the land. + +Waterman was a tall, handsome young fellow, with a florid complexion +and light-brown hair. He had met Tom at the Mechanics' Institute +Classes, and the young weaver had been much flattered when the other +had at various times discarded all social distinctions and been +friendly with him. It was he who had laughed Tom out of going to the +Young Men's Classes on Sunday afternoon, and told him that religion was +only fit for ignorant people and women. Waterman professed to have +travelled a good deal, and had told Tom that after leaving an English +Public School he had studied in one of the German Universities and +taken his degree there. He had described to the simple Lancashire boy +the life of Berlin, and Leipzig, Munich, and other German cities. Tom +had been a willing pupil and thought what wonderful people the Germans +were. He felt proud too that young Harry Waterman had evidently taken +a liking to him. "You will come, won't you?" went on Waterman; "just +the same lot, you know." + +"Ay, I think so," said Tom. + +"That's all right, then; we'll look out for you about seven." + +"Where are you going to-night?" asked Alice. + +"Only with Mr. Waterman," replied Tom. + +"But where?" + +"To a kind of club we have at the Rose and Crown. Come now, Alice, +it's no use looking like that; you can't expect me to be a ninny. +Besides, Waterman's a swell, he is the son of a squire." + +"That is how you are going to spend your Sunday evening, then?" said +the girl. + +"Certainly," replied Tom. He felt angry that Alice should interfere +with his pleasures. Besides, he remembered that Waterman had once said +to him that any fellow was a fool who allowed a woman to interfere with +his pleasures. + +"I see you have made your choice," said Alice. + +"Look here, Alice," said Tom angrily, "if you mean that you expect me +to behave like a Methody parson, I have. I mean to get on, and +Waterman can help me; and--and---- I say, Alice, don't look like +that!" for the look in the girl's eyes had almost destroyed the +influence which Waterman had over him. + +"I am going home now," said the girl. + +"May I come with you?" asked Tom. + +"That depends," replied the girl; "either you must be as you were when +I first walked out with you, or we must part." + +"You mean good-bye for ever?" + +"Just that," she replied. "Oh, Tom, can't you see! Can't you see! +Won't you promise, Tom? I don't know anything about young Waterman; +but I know he is not having a good influence on you, and, Tom, why do +you want to break my heart?" + +Still Tom was undecided. He wanted Alice more than words could say; he +felt there was no girl like her in all the wide world, and he knew that +the last few months had not done him any good. But there was another +side. He was only a weaver, and he had been proud to associate with +Waterman, who was friendly with big manufacturers. But to give up +Alice? No, he could not do that. He heard a loud laugh close by his +side, and walking towards the Band-stand he saw Polly Powell with Jim +Dixon. + +Yes, Alice looked pale and bloodless beside Polly Powell. Polly had no +squeamish narrow-minded notions. Polly loved a good joke and a laugh, +and was not tied down to Sunday-school rule. The daughter of the +landlord of the Thorn and Thistle caught Tom's eye. + +"I shall see you to-night, shan't I, Tom?" she said, looking at him +languishingly, and then passed on. + +Alice had become pale almost to the lips, and there was a look of +steady resolution in her eyes. "You must make your choice, Tom," she +said. + +Tom looked at her for a second, then cast his eyes towards the spot +where Polly Powell stood. He felt madly jealous of Jim Dixon at that +moment. What right had he to be with such a girl as Polly? Besides, +why should he give up all the fun of life? Why should he become +strait-laced and silly? + +Alice Lister held out her hand. "Good-bye, Tom," she said, "I see that +your choice is made." And then she walked away. + +Tom stood gazing after her for a few seconds, undecided what to do. +Something, he could not tell what, urged him to run after her; to +promise her what she wanted him to promise; to renounce the life which, +although it might not be very bad, was still not good for him. He knew +what she meant, knew too that she was in the right. No, he could not, +would not give her up; he loved her too much. Then he felt a hand upon +his arm. + +"Ay, so you have got rid of her, have you? You must come back wi' me +to tea." Polly's hand was caressing, and her eyes burnt brightly; +evidently she had been watching him, and had left Jim Dixon for him. +He turned and walked by Polly's side. + + +That night as Tom walked back to Dixon Street his feet were unsteady +and his voice was husky and uncertain. + +"What's matter with thee?" said his mother as he entered the house. + +"Nowt's matter wi' me." + +"Ay, but there is. Thou'st bin' drinkin' agean." + +"Weel, and what if I have? It's cost me nowt." + +"Ay, I know: thou'st been to the Thorn and Thistle after that Polly +Powell lass. Ay, you ninny. I thought you looked higher nor that. +What about Alice Lister?" + +"She's got too much pie-jaw for me," said Tom sulkily. "I'm noan goin' +to be a Methody parson." + +"Thou'st goin' to be a bigger fool than I thought tha ever could be," +retorted his mother angrily. + +"That tak's a bit o' doin'," replied Tom as he fumbled with his boot +laces. + +"Thou'st gi'en up a nice lass for a brazen-faaced 'uzzy; thou'rt an +addle-'eaded ninny. Can'st'a see?" + +"Ay, I tak' after my mother," was Tom's reply as he made his way +upstairs. "Bein' fools runs in the family." + +"It must or I should never 'a' reared thee," shouted his mother after +him. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +What I have related took place on the first Sunday in June in the year +1914. Brunford, a large manufacturing town which stood well-nigh in +the centre of the cotton district of Lancashire, had enjoyed what was +called "a great boom in trade." Mills had been working overtime, and +money had been earned freely. During the last five years poor men had +become rich, while the operatives had had their share in the general +prosperity. This fact was manifest in the general life of the town. +The sober and thrifty part of the population had increased their +savings. Hundreds of people had bought their own cottages, and had +laid by for a rainy day. The thriftless were none the better for the +prosperity which abounded, rather they were the worse. Big wages had +only meant increased drunkenness and increased misery. Still all the +people hoped that good trade would continue and that there would be +plenty of work. + +On the following day Tom went to work as usual, but he felt that a new +element had come into his life. He was not given to self-analysis, but +while on the one hand he felt suddenly free, he knew on the other that +he had sacrificed something which meant a great deal to him. Still he +would not think about it. After all, all the time he had been keeping +company with Alice he felt like a man tied to the end of a rope. He +would now have his liberty. He was glad to be free from a girl who +made him uncomfortable when he drank a glass of beer or went out to +enjoy himself. + +Tom was by no means a hero. There was a great deal of good in his +nature, but there were coarse elements which affected him strongly. If +Polly Powell had not appeared, it is possible, such was Alice's +influence over him, that he would have remained true to his former +ambitions, and probably have risen in the social scale. He was +intelligent, and possessed a large degree of what the Lancashire people +called gumption. On the other hand he was the child of his +surroundings and of his order. The coarse life of the town had gripped +him, and his home influences had not helped him toward the ideal which +Alice Lister had helped him to strive after. + +"Ay, Tom, I 'ear as Alice Lister has give thee the sack," said a youth +a few days after Tom had parted from Alice. + +"Maybe 'twas t'other way around," replied Tom. + +"Why, yo doan't main that you chucked 'er?" + +"She wur too goody-goody for me," replied Tom. "I am noan baan to be a +saint, I am going to enjoy mysen." + +"Weel, tha' won't be a saint if tha' has much to do with Polly Powell. +She's noan a saint," and the lad laughed meaningly. "Still her +feyther's got a bit of brass. I reckon he will have all thine, Tom; +Jim Parkin told me that tha' spent four shillings at the Thorn and +Thistle last night." + +"Well, what if I did?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, it's noan my business, but I think thee'rt a fool. If a lass like +Alice Lister took up wi' me, I would not throw myself away on Polly +Powell. Thou'lt ne'er mak' much on 'er. She'll lead thee a dog's +life, Tom, and tak' all tha' brass." + +"Well, I reckon it's my business," retorted Tom. + +"Then it's a fool's business," replied the other. + +This kind of thing made Tom uncomfortable, but it didn't turn him aside +from the path on which he was walking. There could be no doubt about +it, Tom's character was deteriorating, and during the next two months +he not only declared that he had chucked religion altogether, but that +he meant to enjoy life. Tom spent most of his evenings at the Thorn +and Thistle, and as a consequence his studies were neglected. Not that +there was much outward difference in him; he still remained fairly +sober, although on more than one occasion he was seen leaving the Thorn +and Thistle at closing time with staggering footsteps; it never caused +him to lose any work, however. + +Meanwhile dark clouds began to arise in the nation's sky. People had +given only a passing thought to the news of the murder of the Crown +Prince of Austria, but presently when Austria sent her outrageous +ultimatum to Serbia, and the people read what Sir Edward Grey said +about it, they began to talk seriously. For there is no part in +England where politics have such a keen interest for the +working-classes as they have in Lancashire. Almost every man there is +a politician, and there are but few, especially among the older men, +who have not an intelligent grasp not only of home, but of +international affairs. + +"I'll tell you what," said one manufacturer to another as they stood on +the steps of the Mechanics' Institute, "those Germans mean war; they +have been preparing for it for years, and they are trying to force it." + +"Nay," replied the other, "but I doan't see how it can affect us, +except"--and he laughed meaningly--"except for our benefit." + +"How can it be for our benefit?" + +"Why, can't you see? If the Germans join Austria against Russia and +France, we shall be able to steal the German trade;--and we can do with +it," was the reply. + +"Ay, we can." + +"Just see how Manchester is riddled with Germans. They have been +robbing our trade right and left, and even here in Brunford Germans are +poking their noses. I am about sick of them. Thirty years ago we +hardly ever saw a German, and now they have nobbled our best-paying +lines. If I had my way, all Germans should be driven out of the +country; they are a bad lot to deal with; they have no business honour, +and they don't play the game." + +"Come now, it's not so bad as that." + +"Ay, but it is. For years they have been sending their lads over here +on the pretence of learning the language. They take jobs in our +offices for hardly any wage, and then when they have learned our +secrets, and the names of our customers, they just play against us." + +"Well, more fools we for letting 'em." + +But it is not my purpose to deal with the talk which was so prevalent +towards the close of July 1914. Neither am I going to try to trace the +history of the events which led up to the war which has staggered +humanity. We all know now what Germany had in her mind: how by +pretence, and deceit, and fraud she worked her will; how she thought +that England would allow her to crush France and Russia without moving +a finger. Germany thought that the English were blind, and that for +the sake of gain we should remain neutral and never lift a finger while +she swept over Belgium to crush France; thought, too, that we should be +supine while she violated treaties and committed the most fiendish +deeds ever committed in the history of the world. But it is not my +purpose to speak of these things; I have to tell the story of a +commonplace lad in a workaday town, and what influence the great world +convulsion had upon his life. + +At first Tom was not much moved by the danger of war. For one thing he +had given but little attention to public affairs, and for another thing +he was enamoured with Polly Powell. Still he could not help being +influenced by what every one was talking about. Local strikes, the +rate of wages, and the quality of beer ceased to be the general +subjects of conversation in the Thorn and Thistle. Every one was +talking about a possible war. And when finally early in August the +news came to Brunford that England had decided to take her part in the +great struggle, Tom found himself greatly interested. + +"I'll tell you what," said Enoch Powell, the landlord of the Thorn and +Thistle, "the Germans have bitten off a bigger piece than they can +chew. I give them about six weeks. What can they do with Russia on +the one side and France and England on the other? Besides, the German +people don't want war. It's that blooming Kaiser. In about six weeks' +time they will be on their knees crying for mercy." + +That was the general feeling of the town during the first fortnight of +the War, and when as day after day the brave little Belgian army at +Liege held out against the advancing Huns there was great confidence. +"They have had their time-table smashed to smithereens at the first +go," was the joyful comment. "Wait till our lads get across, they'll +let 'em know." + +In these days there was very little bitterness against the Germans. +The terror of war had scarcely been felt. People talked about the +untold millions of Russian soldiers who would be in Berlin by the +following October. They boasted confidently about the armies of +France, and the unconquerable power of the British Navy. It is true +that at the first news of the War many of the employers of labour were +staggered; but presently as, when day followed day, they saw that trade +would not be destroyed, but that possibly new avenues of wealth would +be opened, they became more cheerful. Besides, England was rising +nobly to her responsibilities. Lord Kitchener's call for half a +million men was answered in a few days. "Think on it," the people said +one to another, "half a million men in a week! Why, we'll smash 'em +afore they know where they are!" + +Tom never thought of joining the army. The idea of being a soldier was +utterly strange to him. The soldiers whom he knew were mostly of the +lower orders; fellows who had got into trouble, or had taken the +"King's shilling" while they were drunk. He had looked down upon them +as being lower in social scale than himself, and he would never be seen +walking with a soldier. When he saw lads of his own class enlisting, +he shrugged his shoulders with a laugh. "Let 'em join if they want +to," he said, "but it's noan in my line." In fact, after the first +three weeks of the War, although terrible stories were reaching England +about the ghastly atrocities in Belgium, and about the Germans nearing +Paris, the manufacturing parts of Lancashire were largely unmoved. The +terrible harvest of war which was to come later was not yet realised. +It is true that thousands of young fellows responded to the call of +duty. Young men of the better-educated class obtained commissions and +were working at the local barracks; while here and there the more +adventurous of the operatives found their way to recruiting stations. +But the response was not large; partly for the reason that the reality +of their country's call had not come to them with its full meaning. + +One evening Tom found himself talking with young Waterman, who had been +away from Brunford for some weeks. + +"Hullo, Pollard," said Waterman, "I see you have not enlisted." + +"Nay, I am not bound to enlist; there's enough gone to lick the Germans +already. Don't you think so?" asked Tom. + +A bright light came into Waterman's eyes. "I am going to enlist," he +said--"that is, my people are getting me a commission. I have had some +training, you know." + +"But we shall quickly lick them, don't you think so?" asked Tom. +"You've been in Germany a goodish bit. You went to school and college +there, so you ought to know." + +Waterman laughed. "We English are fools," he said. + +"How's that?" + +"Of course I am going to do my bit," said Waterman. "As an Englishman +I must; but we shall never lick the Germans." + +"Why? Think of the millions the Russians have got; think of the +French; think of our Navy." + +"Ay, think of it all," replied Waterman, "but you don't know what the +Germans are. I do. In that country every man is a soldier. Look at +Brunford; here are thousands upon thousands of fellows who are hanging +back, and who are worth nothing in a time of war. If this had been a +German town every man you see would be a soldier. Then see how much in +advance of us the Germans are in scientific matters. They have got +mountains of guns and ammunition. Besides, they have made a science of +war, while Englishmen are only amateurs. Think of what they have done +already; nearly the whole of Belgium belongs to them, and a great slice +of France." + +"But do you mean to say," cried Tom, "that they will lick us? Why, +think of our Navy; think of----" + +Waterman did not wait to hear the end of Tom's sentence; he crossed the +road and was lost to sight. + +One event took place, however, which somewhat opened the people's eyes, +and is talked of even to-day. A young German who had come to Brunford +a few years before, and who had succeeded in amassing a fortune, was +called home by his Government. So popular had he become in the town, +and so little had the realities of the war laid hold of the people, +that some of the leading townsmen decided to give him a dinner. This +dinner was arranged to take place in the large dining-room of the Bull +and Butcher, the largest hotel in the town. Although some people were +anything but pleased at the arrangement, so little ill-feeling was felt +towards the Germans that a good number of the townspeople gathered. +When the dinner had been eaten the chairman rose to propose the toast +of the evening. He said that although Mr. Shweitzer was called upon to +fight against the English people, the town had no ill-will against him +personally; they all knew him as a good fellow, a good sportsman, and +an honourable business man. During the time he had been in Brunford +they had opened their doors to him and received him as an honoured +guest, and although the unfortunate war had taken place, they had +nothing but good feeling towards Mr. Shweitzer. That was why they had +invited him as their guest that night, and he, the chairman, expressed +the hope that the war would soon be over and that Mr. Shweitzer would +return and take up the position which he had so long occupied amongst +them. The toast to his health was heartily cheered; good feeling +abounded, and all waited for the response of the German guest. + +As Mr. Shweitzer rose to respond he received quite an ovation; the +diners even went so far as to give him musical honours. Mr. +Shweitzer's reply was in fairly good English. He thanked his friends +for their good-fellowship, and for the kind things they had said about +him. + +"As to my coming back to Brunford again," he concluded, "I have but +little doubt that I shall return, but when I do, the Kaiser, and not +the man you now own as king, will rule over England. For the Germans +are going to lick your country, and Wilhelm II will be your future +king." + +For a few seconds those who had gathered were so much astonished that +there was a dead silence. Meanwhile the German looked around the room +with a supercilious smile. + +Then an Englishman who had been sitting close by came up to the German. +He was a brawny, stalwart fellow. "Do you mean that?" he asked the +German. + +"Yes, I do," was the reply. + +The Englishman without another word struck him a mighty blow on the +jaw. "That for you and your Kaiser!" he exclaimed amidst the shouts of +those present. + +The blow was so heavy and so well aimed that the German's jaw was +broken. He was taken to the hospital, where he remained for some +months, and he has not yet returned to Germany.[1] + +During the next day Brunford was excited beyond measure. The story was +told in a hundred mills by thousands of operatives; it was discussed in +the public places, in every inn and tavern, and throughout the whole +district. It did more to enlighten the minds of the people as to the +real hopes and aims of the Germans than all the newspaper articles +which had appeared. It revealed to the people, too, the real character +of the Germans. Here was one of the best of them who had acted like a +cad, and who in the face of good-fellowship had haughtily flaunted the +superiority of the German people. The incident also gave point to the +story of the ghastly atrocities which were taking place in Belgium. +People were excited beyond measure; the War was becoming real to them. + +All this had its effect upon Tom. Not that even yet he realised the +full significance of what was taking place. Hundreds of young fellows +were enlisting, but Tom held back. September, October, November passed +away, and still Tom failed to respond to his country's call. He quite +agreed with his friends, and said that of course England must lick the +Germans; but he never admitted that the War had anything to do with him. + +"I am earning good brass," said Tom, "and if I hold on I shall make +more still. Let those as wants to fight the Germans fight 'em, I'm +noan going to get killed." This he said to Polly Powell one night as +he sat in the private sitting-room of the Thorn and Thistle. + +"And quite right too, Tom," said Polly--"tha'rt too good a lad to be +killed by the Germans. Besides, enough'll go without thee. If th' +other chaps like to be fools, let 'em." + +Still Tom did not feel altogether comfortable. At the back of his mind +was the vague thought that he ought to do his bit, but his natural +selfishness, added to Polly Powell's influence, kept him at home. + +Besides, by this time winter had laid its icy grip upon the earth. +News came of soldiers being crippled for life by frost-bite; stories +were told of men standing up to the waist in icy slush; wounded men +came back from the front telling stories about the terrible power of +the Germans; newspapers were obliged to admit that we seemed to be +powerless in the face of the enemy. + +All this made Tom somewhat afraid; he was not cast in an heroic mould; +the spirit of adventure was not strong within him. + +"I say, Tom," said a man whose three sons were in the army, "are you +going to stay home like a coward?" + +"I'm noan a coward," replied Tom. + +"Then what do you mean by not doing your duty?" + +"I have my own views," replied Tom. "Look here, Elijah, I'm not such a +fool as to go over there and get killed; th' other chaps'll lick the +Germans all right." + +"That's the answer of a coward," replied Elijah Butterworth; "if +everybody said that, the country would be robbed from us, and we should +have those German devils ruling over us." + +"No fear of that," laughed Tom, and yet he felt uncomfortable. + +"Aren't you an Englishman?" cried Elijah, "and don't you care for the +old country?" + +"Ay, I don't know," replied Tom, "the Germans are just as well off as +we are." + +Meanwhile the real facts of the situation became more apparent. The +Germans were not to be beaten easily. Russia, in spite of all that had +been said about her power as a great steam-roller, could make no real +headway; while France and England combined could not drive the Huns +from the line they occupied. People tried to explain the situation, +but the dreadful logic still remained: the country we had sworn to +protect and save was in the hands of the enemy. The industrial part of +France was held in a grip of iron; while Russia was powerless against +the hosts of Germany. + +First there were talks about the war being over by Christmas, but that +delusion quickly vanished, and when a member of the Cabinet came to +Manchester, and said that it might take years to drive the enemy from +his position, people stared in bewilderment. More and more men were +asked for, while some of the newspapers began to talk about +conscription. + +As Christmas drew near, Tom became more and more uncomfortable, even +although the blandishments of Polly Powell grew more powerful. He had +attended two recruiting meetings, but they seemed to him half-hearted +and unconvincing. He still saw no reason why he should "do his bit." +When he was asked why he didn't join, he mentioned the names of several +young fellows who also held back. + +"Why should I go," he would say, "when so-and-so and so-and-so stay at +home? They are manufacturers' sons, and they are no better nor me. +Let them enlist as privates, and then I'll see about it." + +When the New Year came a big recruiting meeting was announced at the +great hall of the Mechanics' Institute. It was advertised that a man +who had been to Belgium, and had witnessed what had taken place, was to +be the chief speaker. At first Polly Powell tried to persuade Tom not +to go, and would probably have been successful had there not been a +dance that night to which Polly had been invited. Tom, not being a +dancer, was not eligible for the occasion, so he made his way to the +meeting. + +That meeting marked an era in Tom's life. Little by little the speaker +gripped the attention of the audience until the interest became intense +and almost painful. He described what he had seen, he gave terrible +proofs of the ghastly butchery, and worse than butchery, that had taken +place. He made it clear to the audience what the war really meant. He +showed that not only was the power of England at stake, but the welfare +of humanity trembled in the balance. He related authenticated stories +of what the Germans said they would do when they came to England. As +Tom listened he heard the sound of the advancing Huns, saw towns and +villages laid waste, saw the women of England debauched and outraged, +saw the reign of devilry. + +"By God!" he exclaimed aloud, "I can't stand this!" + +His words reached the speaker, who made the most of them. + +"Yes," he cried, "if the young men of England hang back, if they fail +to love their country, if they care nothing about the honour or +sacredness of womanhood, if they prefer their own ease, their own +paltry pleasures, before duty; if they would rather go to cinema shows, +or hang around public-house doors than play the game like Englishmen, +this, and more than this, will take place. The England that we own and +love will be lost for ever. Liberty will be gone, we shall be a nation +in chains, while our women will be the playthings of inhuman devils. +That is the problem which every man has to consider. + +"What are you going to do? Let me put it another way. If we win this +war, if the glory of England is maintained, and if she remains as she +has always been-- + + "The home of the brave and free, + The land of liberty, + +to whom shall we owe it? Who will have been our saviours? It will be +the lads who have sacrificed everything to do their duty." + +A great cheer arose from the audience, and Tom, scarcely realising what +he was doing, shouted and cheered with the rest. + +"But if we lose," continued the speaker, "if the Germans break our +lines and come to England, if we are beaten, to whom shall we owe it? +Who will be responsible? It will be the shirkers, the cowards! Look, +you young men!" he cried passionately. "Thousands and tens of +thousands of our brave fellows are at this time in the trenches; +fighting, suffering, dying. What for? For England, for England's +honour, for the safety of her women, for the sacredness of our lives, +for you: while you, you skulk at home smoking your cigarettes, go to +your places of amusement, and drink your beer. Don't you realise that +you are playing the coward?" + +Then the speaker made his last appeal, clear, impassioned, convincing. + +"What are you going to do, young men?" he cried. "We don't want +conscripts, but free men who come out cheerfully, willingly, gladly to +do their duty to their King, Country, and God. Who will be the first?" + +He stood on the platform waiting amidst breathless silence. + +"Will you wait until you are forced?" + +"No! By God, no!" said Tom, and starting to his feet he walked to the +platform and gave his name. + +Thus Tom became a soldier. + + +"Tha doesn't say so?" said Tom's mother when, that night, he told her +what he had done. + +"Ay, I have." + +"Then thou'st goin' for a sodger." + +"Ay." + +Mrs. Martha Pollard looked at him for a few seconds without speaking. +Evidently she found it difficult to find words to express her thoughts. + +"Weel, Tom," she said presently, "I thought thee't got low eno' when +thee got drinkin' and picked up wi' that peacock-bedecked Polly Powell; +but I ne'er thought a bairn o' mine would sink as low as that. Wer't'a +baan now?" + +"I'm goin' to tell Polly," said Tom. + +"Ay, tha mun be sent to Lancaster asylum," said Mrs. Pollard. + + + +[1] The above incident actually took place in a Lancashire city at the +beginning of the War. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +Tom made his way to the Thorn and Thistle, but was informed that Polly +would not be home until eleven o'clock. He therefore wandered about +the town until that time, and again appeared at the public-house door. +But it was not until twelve o'clock that Polly made her appearance. + +"Anything the matter, Tom?" she asked. + +"Ay, I have joined the Army." + +"Thou'st noan been such a fool?" + +"I have noan been a fool," said Tom, "I couldn't help it." + +Polly Powell looked at him rather angrily, then she said: "If you have +done it, what do you want to speak to me about it for?" + +"I shall be off to-morrow," replied Tom. "The recruiting officer told +me I must report at the Town Hall to-morrow morning at ten o'clock." + +"Where will you go?" she asked. + +"I don't know," said Tom. + +"Well, what are you waiting for?" + +"I thought," said Tom, "that is--I thought as I was going away +I'd--I'd---- Look here, Polly, you are going to keep true to me while +I'm away, aren't you?" + +"I never thought much of soldiers," said Polly. "Besides----" + +"Besides what?" asked Tom. "Look here, Polly, I gave up Alice Lister +for you, and if you had been at that meeting you would see as how I +couldn't do anything else." + +"Do you think you might get a commission and be an officer?" asked the +girl. + +"I never thought about that," said Tom. + +Polly hesitated a second, then she said: "Of course I'll be true to +you, Tom. There, good night, I must go in." + +The next morning as Tom was making his way towards the Town Hall he met +Alice Lister. At first he was going to pass her by without notice, but +when he saw the look on her face he stopped. She came towards him with +outstretched hand. + +"Tom," she said, "I've heard about last night, and it was splendid of +you. I am glad you were the first. I am told that your going up in +that way led scores of others to go." + +"Have you heard that?" said Tom. "I never thought of it." + +"I am sure you will be a good soldier, Tom. We are all proud of you, +and--and we shall be thinking about you, and praying for you." + +Tom laughed uneasily. "I thought you had forgotten all about me, +Alice," he said. + +"Why should you think so?" + +"I have heard there is a young parson going after you. Are you going +to make a match of it, Alice?" And again he laughed. + +"Good-bye, Tom, I hope you will do well." And Alice left him with a +strange fluttering in his heart. + +Tom joined the Loyal North Lancashires. I will not say which +battalion, as the mention of it might cause some of my readers to +identify the lad whose story I am telling. His unit was located at a +large Lancashire town some thirty miles from Brunford. Here he was +initiated into the secrets of a soldier's life. At first everything +was a drudgery to him; he could not see the meaning of what he was +doing, could not understand how "forming fours" and other parts of his +drill could help him to be a soldier. Still, being a fairly sharp, +common-sense lad, he picked up his work quickly, and in the course of a +few weeks was physically much better for his training. At the end of +three months he was nearly two inches taller, and more than three +inches bigger around the chest than at the time he joined. He began to +enjoy his work, too. The young subaltern whose duty it was to train +the company had more than once singled him out as a capable fellow, and +as the cold winter days passed away and spring began to advance Tom +could undergo a twenty- or thirty-mile march without weariness. He was +well fed, well housed, and well clothed, and while his pocket money was +not extravagant, he had enough for his needs. + +Indeed in many respects it would have been better for Tom if he had had +less money. The influence of the Thorn and Thistle was still strong +upon him, and I have to relate with sadness that on more than one +occasion Tom barely escaped punishment for being drunk and disorderly. +Most of the lads with whom he was brought into contact were, on the +whole, steady and well-behaved. On the other hand, however, there were +a number of them who had a bad influence upon him. In fact, while he +narrowly escaped being brought before his superiors for his various +misdemeanours, Tom's character was steadily deteriorating. The first +flush of enthusiasm, and loyalty, and even something nobler than +loyalty, which had been aroused in him by the speaker who had caused +him to join the army, slowly faded away. The men with whom he +associated did not help him to be on the side of the angels, rather +they appealed to what was coarse and debased in his nature. + +To tell the truth, there was very little in Tom's life which tended to +ennoble him. It is true there was a service for soldiers every Sunday +morning in one of the big buildings in the town, and while Tom, lover +of music as he had always been, was somewhat influenced by the singing +of the men, and while the hymns reminded him of his Sunday-school days, +they did not move him very deeply. He paid little or no attention to +the ministrations of the chaplain. Neither did he avail himself of the +many meetings which were held for soldiers by the various churches in +the town. Indeed, up to this point Tom was not the better, but the +worse, for joining the Army. + +There was in Tom's company a young fellow much superior to the rank and +file of the soldiers. He was a young Cornish lad, the son of a +well-to-do father who had sent him to a good public school, and from +thence to Lancashire to learn the manufacturing business. This young +fellow, Robert Penrose by name, although belonging socially to a +different class from that in which Tom moved, took a liking to him. He +was amused at his good humour, and seemed to be grieved at seeing him +drifting with the dregs of the battalion. + +"I say, Pollard," he said to him on one occasion, "do you know you are +making an ass of yourself? You have the makings of a man in you, and +yet you mix with that lot." + +"Why shouldn't I?" said Tom. + +"Because you have more brains than they have, are better educated, and +are capable of better things." + +"Why shouldn't I have a lark while I can?" replied Tom. "I shall have +to go to the front in a month or two, so I will just make hay while the +sun shines." + +"Make hay!" replied Penrose, "make a fool of yourself, you mean. I +hear that years ago you were on the way to becoming an educated chap, +and now everybody's looking upon you as one of the drinking fellows." + +"It's all very well for you to talk," said Tom, "you're a swell." + +"I am a private just as you are," replied Penrose. + +"Ay, but you will be getting a commission soon, and there's no chance +of that for me. I don't belong to your sort. Besides, what can I do? +There's no places but the theatre, the cinema show, and the +public-house when the day's work is over." + +"That's all nonsense," replied Penrose. + +"Well, what is there?" asked Tom. + +"There's the Y.M.C.A." + +"Y.M.C.A.!" laughed Tom, "none o' that for me! I know some of the +fools who go to the Y.M.C.A. meetings." + +"Why are they fools?" + +"Because they go and hear a lot of pie-jaw; they are a lot of ninnies, +that's what they are." + +"They don't get hauled over the coals for misbehaviour, anyhow." + +"No, they haven't got pluck enough. I didn't come into the Army to +become religious; I joined to fight the blooming Germans, and what's +fighting got to do with religion?" + +"Maybe it has a good deal if you feel you are fighting for a good +cause," replied Penrose; "besides, the Y.M.C.A. chaps are not ninnies, +as you call them. Some of them are the best fellows we have." + +"No religious lolly-pops for me," said Tom, "I had enough of that when +I lived i' Brunford." + +"Of course you can go your own way," said Penrose. "I suppose you will +spend your evening in the public-house, or at some cinema show, or +perhaps you will be larking around with some silly girls; but I am +going to the Y.M.C.A." + +"Do you go there?" cried Tom in astonishment. For Penrose was looked +upon as anything but goody-goody, and he was generally admired. He was +the best boxer in the company, was smart in drill, could do long +marches with the best of them, and was always ready to do a kindly +action. Besides all that, his evident education and social superiority +made him a marked man. It was rumoured, too, that he had refused a +commission. + +"Of course I go," replied Penrose. + +"What, and listen to their pie-jaw?" + +"There is precious little pie-jaw, as you call it," was Penrose's +response. "We have jolly good entertainments almost every night, and +some of the fellows who come to talk to us are not half bad, I can tell +you! Besides, I go there to rub up my conversational French." + +"Conversational French!" said Tom, only dimly understanding what he +meant. "Dost 'a mean to say that they learn you French there?" + +"There's a Frenchman who gives his services free," replied Penrose. +"It's jolly good of him too, for the poor wretch has hardly a sixpence +to his name; still he does it. In his way he's quite a French scholar, +and he has helped me no end." + +"Ay, but you learnt French at school," said Tom; "he would have nowt to +do wi' a chap like me." + +"Don't be an ass. Why, dozens of fellows go to him every night. A few +weeks ago they didn't know a word of French, and now they are picking +it up like mad. Besides all that, the Y.M.C.A. rooms are open every +night, they have all sorts of games there, lots of newspapers, and they +give you every facility for writing letters and that sort of thing." + +"By gum!" said Tom, "I didn't know that." + +"That's because you have been making an ass of yourself. While the +other fellows have been improving themselves you have been loafing +around public-houses. Good night," and Penrose left him alone. + +Tom felt rather miserable; he was somewhat angered too. He didn't like +the way Penrose had spoken to him. In the old days he had been proud +of his respectability, and before he had made Polly Powell's +acquaintance, and when Alice Lister had shown a preference for him, Tom +was very ambitious. Now he knew he had not only sunk in the social +scale, but he had less self-respect than formerly. "After all," he +argued to himself presently, "I didn't join the Army to go to Sunday +School, I joined to lick the blooming Germans." + +Still he could not help recalling the feelings which possessed him on +the night he came out of the great hall at the Mechanics' Institute. +He had felt stirred then; felt indeed as though he had heard the call +of some higher power. Hitherto he had looked upon wearing the King's +uniform as something ignoble; then it had appeared to him almost as a +religious act. The speaker had called upon him to fight against +brutality, butchery, devilry, and his heart had burned at the thought +of it. Something which he felt was holy made him leap to his feet and +give his name, yet now he found his chief delights in coarse +associations and debasing habits. + +He was still fond of Polly Powell. The girl's coarse beauty made a +strong appeal to him, but he remembered Alice Lister; remembered the +things which she had said to him, and he could not help sighing. + +"Eh, Tom, is that you?" + +Tom turned and saw a tall raw-boned fellow in kilts. + +"Ay, Alec; wher't' baan?" + +"There's a wee lassie I promised to meet to-nicht," replied the other. + +Alec McPhail belonged to the Black Watch, a battalion of which was +stationed in the town, and Tom and Alec had become friends. + +"What's thy lass's name?" asked Tom. + +"I dinna ken reightly, except that they ca' her Alice. Come wi' me, +Tom; mebbe she has a friend." + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I doan't feel like skylarking with the lasses +to-night." + +"Weel, I'm not ower particular mysel', but I have not much siller. +Three bawbees will have to last me till Saturday, otherwise I'd be +asking ye to come and have a drop of whisky wi' me." + +"I am stony-broke too," said Tom. "I expect I have been a fool." + +"Nay, man, nae man's a fool who spends his siller on good whisky." + +By this time they were walking together towards the outskirts of the +town. + +"What is this lass o' yourn?" asked Tom after a silence. + +"I think she's a wee bit servant lassie," replied the Scotchman; "she's +a bonny wee thing too, and fairly enamoured wi' a kilt." + +Tom still walked on aimlessly; the thought of going to meet a girl who +might never come did not have much attraction for him; still he didn't +know where to go. + +"I don't think I'll come any further," he said presently. + +"Nay, what makes ye alter your mind, Tom?" + +"I think I'll go back to the Black Cow," replied Tom, "'appen there's +some chaps there who'll stand a treat. After all, Penrose wur right +when he called me an ass." + +"Penrose is what you call a gentleman ranker, I'm thinking." + +"Summat o' that sort," replied Tom, + +"What did he call you an ass for?" + +"Well, you see I've been a bit of a fool; I've spent all my brass, and +I've took up wi' a lot o' lads as is no use to me. Penrose is gone to +the Y.M.C.A. You wouldn't think it perhaps, McPhail, but I wur a bit in +the religious line myself once. I wur educating myself too, and I had +as nice a lass as there was i' Brunford, but I took up wi' the daughter +of a man as kept a public-house, and--well, there you are." + +"And you have chucked releegion?" asked McPhail. + +"Ay, there's nowt in it, and it keeps a chap from having a good +time--but I doan't know," and Tom sighed. + +"I am a wee bit of a philosopher mysel'," replied McPhail, "and I have +reasoned it all out very carefully. My mither, now, is what you might +call a godly woman; my father was an elder in the old U. P. Kirk, and I +was brought up in a godly fashion. But, as I said, I reasoned it out. +I read Colonel Ingersoll's Lectures, and he proved to me that Moses +made a lot of mistakes. So, weel, presently I got fond of whisky, and +I came to the conclusion that releegion was not logical." + +"I reckon as you're none too logical," replied Tom. + +"Ay, man, but I was well groonded in the fundamentals! I could say the +Shorter Catechism when I was a wee kiddie of seven years old! How am I +no logical?" + +"After all," replied Tom, "it's noan logical to give up religion +because of Colonel Ingersoll's Lectures. The religion my Alice had +went deeper nor that. Ay, but there, I am a fool to be talking about +it. Good night, McPhail, I will go back now." And Tom went back +towards the town alone. + +The following Saturday night Tom was again drunk and disorderly. This +time he did not escape punishment. Tom never felt so degraded in his +life as when he was undergoing that punishment. He had joined the Army +under the influence of a noble impulse. He had felt that he was doing +a noble thing. Not that he was proud of it, because in reality he +could do nothing else; when he came to think of it afterwards he knew +that he was doing nothing but his duty. All the same he was elated by +his action. It had made him hold his head higher, and made his heart +beat fast; now, after a little more than three months' training, he had +actually been called before his officers for being a disgrace to his +company. The colonel, who was a stern soldier, was also a kindly +gentleman. He recognised at a glance that Tom was not a gutter lad; +saw, too, that he had the making of a man in him. That was the reason +perhaps why he used stronger language than usual, and for meting out a +heavier punishment. + +"What excuse have you for yourself?" asked the colonel. "You have +evidently had some education and were meant for better things. Why did +you make a beast of yourself?" His words cut Tom like a knife. "Make +a beast of myself," he thought, "has Tom Pollard come to that?" + +"Where is there to go, sir, when one's day's work is over?" he asked +almost sulkily. + +"Go?" replied the colonel, a little nonplussed, "go?" And then +remembering a visitor who came to him the previous day, he said: +"There's the Y.M.C.A. hall; they teach you something useful there." + +After his punishment was over Tom could not help seeing that the better +class of fellows somewhat shunned him. He could not say he was +boycotted, but they showed no inclination to be in his company. This +touched his pride. "I am as good as they are," he said to himself, +"and a bit better nor some on 'em." He was delighted, however, to +notice that Penrose acted differently from the rest, although he was by +no means flattering. + +"I told you you were an ass," he said. "If you go on in this way, +you'll end by being kicked out of the Army." + +Again Tom was wounded deeply. "Kicked out of the Army!" He had never +dreamed of that. What! he, Tom Pollard, who had won prizes at the +Mechanics' Institute, and who had ambition of one day becoming a +manufacturer on his own account, kicked out of the Army! + +"Come now, Tom," said Penrose, who almost repented of having spoken so +sharply, "it is not too late to turn over a new leaf, and you have the +makings of a fine fellow in you." + +"I'd rather be kicked out of the Army as a straight chap than to be a +blooming white-livered hypocrite." + +"And do you think I'm a white-livered hypocrite?" + +"A sort of plaster saint, anyhow," retorted Tom. + +"Anything but that, Tom," replied Penrose; "all the same I've taken a +liking to you." + +"You have a nice way of showing it," replied Tom. + +His anger was all gone now, for he instinctively felt that Penrose +meant to be friendly. + +"Come with me to the Y.M.C.A. hall to-night," urged Penrose. + +"Ay, and be preached to," said Tom, yielding rapidly to the other. + +"I promise you there will be no preaching," said Penrose, with a laugh, +"unless you like to wait for it. Come now." + +"All right, then," said Tom still sulkily, but glad that he had +yielded. A few minutes later they entered a large hall where perhaps +six or seven hundred soldiers had gathered. + +There are few counties in England where music is more cultivated than +in Lancashire, and that night Tom listened almost spellbound. Songs +that he knew and loved were sung; songs which he had heard Alice Lister +sing. Recitations were given in broad Lancashire dialect which gave +him keen enjoyment. More than all this there was a feeling of +good-fellowship; the Y.M.C.A. workers were evidently on the friendliest +of terms with the men, while there was no suggestion of goody-goodyism. + +"This is a special occasion, I suppose," said Tom to Penrose. + +"Oh no, they have entertainments like this almost every night. All the +musical people in the district give their services." + +"What for?" asked Tom. + +"Just to give us soldiers a good time; but we must be going now." + +"Why?" asked Tom, "it's not late." + +"But there's a fellow just going to speak, and as you object to being +preached to we had better go." + +Tom rose almost reluctantly. He was not sure that he didn't want to +hear what the man had to say. + +"Besides," went on Penrose, "I haven't shown you over the place yet. I +want to take you into the rooms which are provided for writing letters, +and playing games; there are the French classes too, and I should like +you to see what they are like." + +That night at eleven o'clock, as Tom went back to the house where he +had been billeted, he felt that he had indeed made a fool of himself. +The Y.M.C.A. rooms had the feeling of home; none of the people there +wanted his money, and he was the better, not the worse, for going. + +"Of course," said Tom to himself as he went to bed, "religious +lolly-pops are not fit for a grown-up man, but it wur a grand evening; +I am sure I could pick up that French, too. Let's see, how did it go? + + "_Je suis_ I am. + _Vous êtes_ you are. + _Nous sommes_ we are. + _Ils sont_ they are. + +"Why, it's easy enough," thought Tom, "I could pick it up, and then +when I go over to France I shall be able to speak their lingo." + +"Where have you been lately, Tom?" asked Alec McPhail when he met him +some time later. "I have been to all the public-houses where we used +to meet and have not set my eyes on you." + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I have been to the Y.M.C.A." + +"Nay, Tom, a man like you, with your power of reasoning an' a', are +surely not turning releegious?" + +"Nay, I am noan turning religious," replied Tom, "but I tell you, man, +the entertainments are fair grand; champion, in fact! I am learning +French too." + +"I suppose the entertainments are sandwiched between the dry bread of +releegion?" replied the Scotchman. + +"Nay, I have nowt to do wi' religion," replied Tom. "I have just +listened to the singing and the recitations, and then when the chap has +got up to talk I've gone into the writing-room or to the French class." + +"Will you tell me about it?" asked the Scotchman. + +Tom gave him a full description. + +"You see," he said, "it's not like Sunday School, or anything of that +sort. There's lots of folks what can sing, and play the piano very +well, and can recite champion. And they give us a good concert every +night. Then there's a room where we can go in and read papers, write +letters, or play draughts or bagatelle and all that sort of thing. +Then there's a good library where you can get any book for the asking. +Ay, those religious folks have been kind; they have sent hundreds of +books for us chaps to read, good books and all. Then there's a +class-room where you can learn French." + +"And will there be a bar where you can get some whisky?" asked the +Scotchman. + +"Nay," replied Tom, "there's no whisky or owt o' that sort, but there's +a refreshment bar where you can get tea and coffee, and tarts, and +sandwiches." + +"For nothing?" asked the Scotchman eagerly. + +"Nay, not for nothing, but cheaper than you can buy it at any shop. +From what I can hear they sell it at just cost price." + +"And," said the Scotchman, "do you mean, Tom, that you will give up the +evenings we used to have, for that sort of thing?" + +"I don't say I've turned teetotaler," replied Tom, "although I have +took nothing sin'--sin' I were--disgraced, and I doan't mean to for a +bit. You see, the chaps at the Y.M.C.A. doan't tell you not to go to +the public-houses and then provide nothing better for you. Anyhow, +I've been to the Y.M.C.A. every night sin' I had my punishment, and +what's more, I'm going again." + +A week later there was great excitement amongst the soldiers. They had +now been nearly four months in this Lancashire town, and orders came +for the Loyal North Lancashires and the Black Watch to move south. +They heard that they were going to Surrey, and were to be situated at a +camp in the most beautiful part of that county. Tom was delighted, for +although he had made many friends at the Y.M.C.A and grown to know many +people in this Lancashire town, the thought of a change appealed to him +strongly. He was young, and longed for new associations and new +surroundings. Besides, it meant a step nearer towards his desires. He +was told that his battalion was to be moved to Surrey preparatory to +orders for the Front. Possibly they might be moved to Salisbury Plain +or Shoreham afterwards, but it was quite on the cards that they would +go straight from the Surrey camp to France or Flanders. + +As soon as Tom heard this, he applied for leave, and, the young +lieutenant having reported that Tom had behaved very well since his +punishment, and had apparently turned over a new leaf, it was granted. + +He did not spend much of his time with his father and mother, but as +soon as possible made his way to the Thorn and Thistle. He had saved +practically all his last four weeks' regimental pay, a great part of +which he spent on a present for Polly Powell. On the whole he was +satisfied with Polly's reception, although he felt that she was not +quite so affectionate towards him as she had been during the days when +she was trying to win him away from Alice Lister. It was during his +stay in Brunford, too, that Tom gave way to the temptation of drink. + +"Nay, Tom," said Polly when he said he would only take a bottle of +ginger ale, "I never heard of a soldier who was worth his salt but +would not take his beer like a man." And Tom, who could not bear to be +laughed at, yielded to Polly's persuasions. + +"Ay, she's a grand lass," he said to himself, "and a rare beauty too; +she's got eyes like black diamonds, and a face like a June rose." All +the same he remembered some of the ladies who had come to the Y.M.C.A. +to sing to the soldiers, and he had a feeling, which he could not put +into words, that Polly was a little bit loud. Her dresses were always +highly coloured, while her hats were bedecked with big feathers. Of +course these things suited her to perfection, and although he did not +raise the slightest objection to them there were doubts at the back of +his mind. Neither did he altogether like the way in which she bandied +jokes, which were not always of the best taste, with the young fellows +who came to the Thorn and Thistle. Altogether it was not an unmixed +sorrow to him when his leave was up and he returned to his regiment. + +He did not see Alice Lister during his visit, and if the truth must be +told he was glad of it. Polly Powell's spell was strong upon him, and +he said repeatedly that Alice Lister was not his sort. + +A week after this Tom's battalion was ordered south, and amidst much +excitement the men boarded the train which took them there. He had +hoped they would stay in London for at least one night, but only two +hours were allowed between the time they reached Euston from the time +the train was due to leave Waterloo. Discipline was somewhat relaxed +during the journey, and when at length Tom entered the train at +Waterloo he noticed that many of the men were the worse for drink. + +"What blithering fools they are!" said Penrose to him, as seated in +their carriage they saw many of their companions staggering along the +platform. Tom was silent at this, nevertheless he thought a great deal. + +It was now the beginning of May, and the Surrey meadows were bedecked +with glory. Tom, who had never been out of Lancashire before, could +not help being impressed with the beauty he saw everywhere. It was +altogether different from the hard bare hills which he had been +accustomed to in the manufacturing districts of Lancashire. The air +was sweet and pure too. Here all nature seemed generous with her +gifts; great trees abounded, flowers grew everywhere, while fields were +covered with such a glory of green as he had never seen before. By and +by the train stopped at a little station, and then commenced the march +to the camp for which they were bound. Penrose and Tom walked side by +side. + +"This is not new to you, I suppose?" Tom queried. + +"No," said Penrose, "I know almost every inch round here." + +"I saw you looking out of the train at a place we passed what they call +Godalming; you were looking at a big building on the top of a hill +there. What was it?" + +"It was my old school," said Penrose, "Charterhouse; the best school in +the world." + +"Ay, did you go there?" asked Tom. "Why, it was fair grand. How long +were you there?" + +"Five years," said Penrose. + +"And to think of your becoming a Tommy like me!" Tom almost gasped. + +"Well, what of that?" + +"You might have been an officer if you had liked, I suppose?" + +Penrose nodded. + +"It wur just grand of you." + +"Nothing grand at all," said Penrose. "A chap who doesn't do his bit +at a time like this is just a skunk, that's all; and I made up my mind +that I would learn what a private soldier's life was like before I took +a commission." + +"Well, you know now," said Tom, "and you will be an officer soon, I +expect." + +"My uniform's ordered," said Penrose. + +Tom was silent for some time. + +"I suppose you won't be friends with me any more, and I shall have to +salute you," he remarked presently. + +"Discipline is discipline," replied Penrose. "As to friendship, I am +not given to change." + +The battalion, eleven hundred strong, climbed a steep hill, under great +overshadowing trees. Birds were singing gaily; May blossom was +blooming everywhere; the green of the trees was wonderful to behold. +Presently they came to a great clearing in a pine forest. The life of +the country seemed suddenly to end, and they arrived at a newly +improvised town. There were simply miles of wooden huts, while the +sound of men's voices, the neighing of horses, and the rolling of +wheels were heard on every hand. These huts, from what Tom could see, +were nearly all of them about two hundred feet long, while around them +were great open spaces where all vegetation had been worn away by the +tramp of thousands of feet. The men, who had been singing all the way +during their march, became silent; the scene was so utterly different +from what they had left. That morning they had left a grim, grey, +smoky manufacturing town; in the evening they had entered a clearing +surrounded by sylvan beauty. + +"I feel as though I could stay here for ever," said Tom. "But look at +yon'," and he pointed to a long, low hut, at the door of which the +letters "Y.M.C.A." were painted. "Why, they're here too!" + +"Yes," said Penrose, "there's not a camp in the country where you don't +find the Y.M.C.A. huts; for that matter they are on the Continent too." + +"But yon' place must have cost a lot of money," said Tom, "you can't +build shanties like that without a lot of brass. Where did they get +the brass from?" + +"I expect the people who believe in religious lolly-pops gave it to +them," replied Penrose. + +It took Tom two or three days before he became accustomed to his new +surroundings. He found that in this camp nearly thirty thousand men +had gathered; men who had come from every corner of the +country--Cameronians, Durhams, Devons, Welsh, Duke of Cornwalls, they +were all here. Tom had rather expected that the advent of a new +battalion would have caused some excitement, but scarcely any notice +seemed to be taken; their coming was a matter of course. Three days +before a battalion had left for the Front, and they had come to take +their place, that was all. Instead of being billeted at various +houses, as they had been in Lancashire, they had now to sleep sixty in +a hut. Tom laughed as he saw the sleeping arrangements. Beds were +placed close together all around the building; these beds were of the +most primitive nature, and consisted of a sack of straw, a couple of +rugs, and what might be called a pillow. These sacks of straw were +raised some three or four inches from the floor by means of boarding, +and had only the suggestion of a spring. No privacy was possible, but +everything was clean and well-kept. In a few days Tom got to like it. +The weather was beautiful, the country was lovely, and the air was +pure. Tom had a good appetite in Lancashire, now he felt ravenous. +The work was hard, harder than he had had in Lancashire, but he enjoyed +it; on the whole, too, he could not help noticing that many of the men +seemed of a better type than those which made up his own battalion With +the exception of Penrose, nearly all his company were drafted from coal +pits and cotton mills. Here were numbers of university men, +public-school men, and the like. Truly the Army was a great democracy. + +One thing made Tom feel very sad, and that was the loss of Penrose. He +had been in Surrey only a few days when he was gazetted and was removed +to another camp about four miles away. Still he made new friends and +was on the whole happy. He found, too, that even the men, whose +conduct was anything but praiseworthy in Lancashire, were sober here. +Only a dozen public-houses existed, within the radius of almost as many +miles; and as the rules of the canteen were very strict, there were few +temptations to drink. Discipline was far easier, and on the whole the +men were better looked after. + +At the end of the second day in this Surrey camp, he was going with a +message to the officers' quarters, when he stopped suddenly. + +"Ay, can that be you?" he said aloud. + +"What do you mean, my man?" And then Tom saw that the person whom he +recognised wore a lieutenant's uniform. + +"I beg your pardon, sir," said Tom, saluting, "but--but--yes, sir, it +is you." + +"Oh, is that you, Pollard? I see you have enlisted, then; that's all +right. You'll know me another time, won't you?" + +"Yes, Mr. Waterman. That is, yes, sir. I hope you are well, sir." + +"Yes, I'm all right. Good night," and the officer passed on. + +"By George!" said Tom to himself, "I didn't expect to meet Waterman +here, but there's nothing to wonder about, after all." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It is not my purpose to give a lengthy account of Tom Pollard's stay in +the Surrey training camp, although much of interest took place, and his +daily life there would, if truly reported, gladden the hearts of +thousands of fathers and mothers who have given their boys to their +country at this time. I, who have been to this particular camp, and +have talked with the lads there, can testify to this by personal +experience. As I have before stated, Tom found the work hard, the +discipline strict, and the duties many; at the same time everything was +so well arranged and the spirit of such good-fellowship prevailed that +thousands of young men were under much more healthy conditions, both +physically and morally, than they were at home. Indeed, many told me +that they would never care for the cramped life of the office, the +workshop, and the factory again, after the free open-air life of a +soldier. + +Tom, who had been quick to learn his duties and to master his drill, +especially after he had--as he termed it to me--"been disgraced, and +turned over a new leaf," found the work easy and pleasant. + +"Ay," said Tom to me, "it's very funny." + +"What?" I asked. + +"The way these greenhorns try to learn their drill." + +"How's that?" I asked. + +"Why, yesterday a chap came up to me wi' tears in his eyes. I asked +him what wur the matter, and he said, 'Ay, I have not got brains for +it.' 'Brains for what?' I asked. 'Brains for this 'ere drill: a man +needs to have a head like Shakespeare to get hold on it. That there +formin' fours now: I have tried, and I have tried, and I have better +tried, but I can't get a fair grip on it. Ay, I shall have to write a +letter to the Colonel and tell him I shall have to give it up.'" + +Tom laughed gleefully as he spoke. "Why, it's as easy as winking, +sir," he said; "but some chaps are thick-headed, you know--in fact they +have no heads at all, they've just got turnips stuck on top of their +shoulders. I fair pity the young officers sometimes when they are +trying to knock these chaps into shape. But they are doing it fine; +and fellows who came a few weeks ago, slack and shuffling, are now +straight and smart. It's wonderful what a bit of drilling does." + +"And do you find the Y.M.C.A. helpful down here, Tom?" I asked. + +"Helpful, sir! I don't know what we should do without it. You see +it's different here from what it is in big towns where the men are in +billets. We're away, as you may say, from any town that's sizeable, +and there's no place to go to of an evening, except the public-house; +and if the Y.M.C.A. hadn't been here we should have nothing to do but +fool around. But the work they're doing here is just champion. They +have entertainments every night, and if you don't feel like going to +them, there's a room where you can read the papers, and write your +letters or play games; then they have all sorts of good books for us to +read." + +"And how are you getting on with your French?" I asked. + +Tom blushed as he replied, "Would you like to see my report, sir?" and +he took it from his tunic proudly. + +"Why, Tom, this is splendid!" I said, after reading it. + +"Ay, I have worked fair hard at it," said Tom; "but my difficulty is +getting my tongue round the words. You see, they don't know how to +pronounce, these French people, and you have to pronounce their way +else they wouldn't understand what you wur saying, and you have to get +a grip on it or you can't understand what they are saying. I can +conjugate the verbs," added Tom proudly, "but when they speak to me in +French, that's anything like a long sentence, I get mixed up. While +I'm getting hold of the first part of what they're saying, I forget the +rest; but I will master it. What a French chap can learn a Lancashire +chap can. + +"Do you know, sir," went on Tom, "that the Y.M.C.A. has got no less +than six huts here; each of them will hold a thousand men, and they are +jam-full every night. And all the workers are so friendly too." + +"And do you go to any religious services, Tom?" I asked. + +"I been to two or three," replied Tom, "but I don't hold much wi' +religion. Still they're grand people, and you may ask any man in the +camp, from the sergeant-major down to the newest recruit, and they will +all tell you the same thing, The Y.M.C.A. is a fair God-send to us." + +I found out afterwards that Alec McPhail had not followed Tom's +example. Alec had discovered a wayside public-house about a mile from +the camp, where he and several others of his companions spent most of +their spare time. + +"I'm noan religious," said Tom rather boastfully; "but the Y.M.C.A. +showed me that I was making a fool of myself, and they have made me see +that a soldier ought to be a gentleman. We're not a lot of riff-raff +in the Army; we have come at the call of our King and Country to do our +bit. And what I say is that a chap ought to live up to his job; we +have got a big, grand job, and we chaps as is to do it ought to be +worthy of our job." + +Tom wrote regularly to Polly Powell during the time he was in the +Surrey camp, although he could not help noticing that Polly's replies +grew less and less frequent and less and less affectionate. When he +had been there a little more than two months he received a letter from +his mother telling him that Polly was walking out regularly with Jim +Dixon. The letter from Tom's mother was characteristic. + + +"Dear Tom," she wrote, "thou'st been fooled by Polly Powell. I always +said that Alice Lister was too good for thee, and thou used to get +vexed about it. A man is not to blame for his mother, he can't choose +her, so I can't blame thee for thy mother, but he is to be blamed for +his wife; he makes his own choice there, and the man as chooses Polly +Powell is a fool. When I wur a lass I lived on a farm, I wur only +sixteen when I came to Brunford, and the farmer I lived wi' always said +when he was buying a cow, 'be sure to look at the stock before you +close the bargin.' Look at the stock Polly Powell has come from. I +say nowt about her feyther because I don't know him, but I have seen +her mother, and that's enough for me. Polly is just the image of what +her mother was when she was her age. She's only twenty-four years +older than Polly, but she's like Bethesda Chapel, she's broader nor +she's long. That's what Polly will be in twenty years' time. Her +mother's got a mustash too, and Polly gives every sign of having one by +the time she's her mother's age. Besides, she's a flighty thing is +Polly, and has no stayin' power; she goes wi' one chap one week and +another the next. She's walked out wi' seven chaps since you left +Brunford, and she only took up wi' Jim Dixon again because he's making +a bit of brass. I daresay she'll tell you that she's only larking wi' +Jim, and is true to you all the time; but if I were thee I'd sack her. +There are plenty of lasses everywhere, and thou can do better nor her. + +"I expect you will be going to France soon, and will be fighting them +Germans. If they find thee as hard to deal wi' as I have, they'll have +a tough job. But they are a bad lot, and I don't ask you to show 'em +any mercy. + +"Your affectionate mother, + "MRS. MARTHA POLLARD. + +"P.S.--Be sure to write and give Polly Powell the sack right away, +she's noan thy sort. If you come across that German Emperor, don't be +soft-hearted wi' 'im." + + +After Tom had read his mother's letter twice, he sat silent for some +time. "So she's going out with Jim Dixon," he reflected; "well, I'm +glad. After all, my liking for her was only top-water stuff, and she +was doing me no good." The next minute Tom was whistling his way +through the camp. "Yes," he continued, "mother's got what the writing +chaps call 'a good literary style,' and she hits the bull's-eye every +time. Gosh, what a fool I've been! Fancy giving up Alice Lister for a +lass like that. I wonder if it's true that Alice has took up wi' that +parson chap. I'd like to wring his neck, I would for sure." + +At the end of nearly three months Tom was moved to another camp still +nearer the south coast. He had a presentiment that the time was not +far distant when he would have to cross the sea, and know in real +earnest what soldiering was like. In a way he was glad of this; like +all youths he longed for excitement, and wanted to come to close grips +with the thing he had set out to do. On the other hand however, he +could not help looking forward with dread. When on reading the +newspapers he saw long lists of casualties, and heard stories of the +men he had known, who went out healthy and strong and never came back +again, and others who were brought home maimed for life, he had a +strange feeling at his heart, and a sinking at the pit of his stomach. +It was not that he felt afraid, but there was a kind of dread of the +unknown. What would it be like to die? + +"I hear we're off soon," said Alec McPhail to him one day. + +"There's no telling," said Tom laconically. + +"Ay, but we shall," replied Alec, "and I shall be glad, I'm getting +sick of this life in the camps." + +"I doan't wonder at it," said Tom. + +"What micht ye mean by that?" asked the Scotchman. + +"I am fair stalled wi' thee," said Tom. "I thought that you, being a +thinking sort o' chap, would know better. You saw what a fool I was +making of myself, and yet you kept on drinking and carousing, and +making a ninny of yourself, as though you had no more brains nor a +waterhen. Why, lad, with your education and cleverness, you might have +been sergeant-major by now. Nay, nay, keep thee temper; I mean nowt +wrong." + +The Scotchman looked at Tom angrily for some seconds. He seemed on the +point of striking him, then mastering himself he said, "Ay, Tom, you're +richt, and yet I'm no' sure." + +"What do you mean?" asked Tom. + +"Tom, man," said the Scotchman, "ye canna think worse of me than I +think of mysel'. I had a good home too, and a godly mither; as for my +father he was a hard man, but just, very just. Ay, I know I ought to +have known better, but the whisky got hold of me. Besides----" + +"Besides what?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, man, I'm not a hero when it comes to facing death. I fancy I'm as +brave as most men about lots of things, but I just shiver when I think +o' dying; then I tak' a wee drap of whisky, and it gi'es me courage." + +"Poor sort of courage," replied Tom; "besides, you take more than a +'wee drap,' as you call it." + +"Ay, it needs mair and mair. But it's this way, Tom; when I think of +going over the water into those trenches, and when I think of the +shells falling all around me; when I call to mind that men may be dying +at my richt hand and on my left, blown all to smithereens, I get +afraid, but after I have filled mysel' fou' of whisky I don't care. I +know I ought to be ashamed of mysel'; I know, too, it's the wrang sort +of courage. As for you, Tom, you have been wiser than me, you've got +releegion." + +"Nay, I've nowt o' th' sort," replied Tom, "I've just kept straight, +that's all." + +"But it's not enough, Tom," said the Scotchman. + +"What does a' mean?" asked Tom. + +"I mean that a man wants releegion," replied Alec very solemnly. "I +have been a thinking lad all my life, and when I chucked releegion and +professed to believe in Colonel Ingersoll I kenned fine I was making a +fool of mysel'. It's either whisky or releegion to keep a man's +courage up; that is, such a man as me." + +"Then you think there's something after death?" said Tom. + +"Ay, lad, I am sure of it. I'm a-thinking you're richt, Tom, in going +to the Y.M.C.A. meetings, and I know you're wrang in not getting +releegion. E'en when I'm fou' of whisky, I have known that releegion +was necessary; and if I only had the strength I'd gi' up the whisky." + +The next day the camp was in a great state of excitement; the men had +received definite information that they were to start for the Front in +two days' time. They did not know where they were going, but they were +told it would be somewhere in France or Belgium. At first there was +great cheering at this; the men shouted and boasted of what they would +do when they were face to face with the Germans. After that, almost as +if by prearrangement, a solemn silence fell among them; evidently they +were thinking deeply. Some paid longer visits than usual to the wet +canteen or public-houses; others, again, were seen walking alone as +though they had no desire for company. + +We who remain at home in safety, and talk about the heroism of the men +going away to the Front, little realise the thoughts which pass through +their minds. When the order to embark comes they don't say very much +about it, and even when they do talk they speak of death almost +lightly. "If I am potted," they say, "I am, and that's all about it." +But that's not all they feel, as I have reason to know. They love +their lives just as much as we do, and they long to go back and spend +their days amongst their loved ones. It is only rare that cowardice is +seen, and it is rarer still for them to make any boast; the average +Englishman is not given to boasting; he has his duty to do, and he just +does it, saying very little about it. + +On the night before they were to embark for France, farewell meetings +were held at the Y.M.C.A. huts, and Tom noticed that Alec McPhail found +his way to the hut where he went. Perhaps eight hundred or a thousand +men had gathered, and although high spirits prevailed, each man felt +that he was breathing an atmosphere which was not usual. There was a +look not common in the eyes of the lads; a set, stern expression on +their faces. Afterwards when they had been to the Front and returned, +they would go out again without such feeling as now possessed them. +But these lads had never been to the war before; they were entering +upon an unknown; they knew that in all probability a large number of +them would never come back to England again. Each had a hope that he +might escape, although the chances were against him. + +Still they cheered at the old recitations, listened to the old songs, +and joined in the choruses which they liked just as they had been doing +for months; they were not going to show the white feather. + +A special speaker had come to the hut that night. He had been working +among the soldiers in the Y.M.C.A. tents on the Continent, and had come +home for a short holiday; now he had come to this camp in order to +speak to the men before their departure. It is said that months before +he had been fond of telling humorous stories, and had delighted in +making the soldiers laugh. He certainly had a sense of humour, and now +and then could not refrain from some witticism which set the highly +strung lads in roars of laughter. But the close of his address did not +inspire mirth. + +"My lads," he said, "you have done a brave thing; I don't say that you +deserve much praise for it, because at a time like this if an +able-bodied youth does not join the Army he fails in his duty; and you +are only doing your duty. If you had not done what you have done, I +should be ashamed of you. All the same you are brave lads. You have +offered your all, your very lives, at the altar of duty. I am not +going to try and describe to you what you will have to do, and possibly +have to suffer; you will find out that soon enough. Possibly many of +you are going to your death. I don't want to frighten you, but we have +to face facts: I don't say it is an awful thing to die, but it is a +tremendous thing. You know that you have souls as well as bodies. I +am not going to argue it out with you; I needn't, because you know. I +needn't try to prove to you that there is a God, because you know it, +you feel it. There is no atheism out at the Front: some of you have +tried to live without God, and you have made a mess of your lives. I +tell you, my boys, it's a terrible thing to die without God. Some of +you know what it is to believe in a personal Saviour; you have accepted +Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who came on earth to die for us that we +might know God; and you have found Him to be a strength in temptation, +a joy in sorrow. My lads, you all want that Saviour, and especially do +you want Him now. You are embarking on the Great Unknown, and you need +a Captain, a Guide, a Saviour: I have come to tell you about Him." + +I am not going to try to describe the close of his address. This man +had seen hundreds die, he had come face to face with the great +realities of life, of death, and of religion. He knew what he was +talking about because he had experienced it, and he made the men feel +what he felt. That night when the meeting was over Tom Pollard found +himself again with Alec McPhail. + +"That chap was fair earnest," said Tom. + +"Ay," replied the Scotchman, "he went richt down to the bottom of +things. Come wi' me to the canteen, lad, I feel I must have a drink." + +"Not if I know it," said Tom, "no drink for me to-night." + +But the Scotchman rushed away towards the canteen, and Tom, scarcely +knowing what he was doing, followed him. When they entered, they saw a +number of men standing there drinking. + +"Yes," they heard one man say, "that chap was right; I know I'm making +a fool of myself, but I'm going to have another drink. My God! What +would my mother say if she knew I wur off tomorrow morning!" + +A lad with a pale, refined face, standing by his side, had a glass in +his hand ready to lift to his lips. "Ay, and what would my mother +say!" he said. "I know she would be praying for me." + +At this some one uttered a coarse oath, but the lad threw the drink +from him and left the canteen. + +"Ay, he's richt," said the Scotchman as he watched him go. "Tom +Pollard, man, I hinna prayed for years, but I am praying to-nicht. I +ought to be a different man, for I ken the fundamentals of releegion, +but I'm giving my heart to God to-nicht; I am for sure." + +Tom followed the Scotchman out of the canteen towards one of the +numerous sleeping-huts. + +"I am giving my heart to God, Pollard," he said hoarsely, "and I'm +writing to tell my mither about it this very nicht. Ay, man, something +has come into my life stronger than the power of whisky!" + +When Tom found his way to his own sleeping-hut that night, he was in a +chastened frame of mind. "I'm noan going to turn religious," he said +almost sullenly, "but I believe he's got the reight on't." + +The next morning they were at Folkestone, where the big troopship lay +in the harbour. Before mid-day the ship was crowded with soldiers. +How many men were there Tom had not the slightest idea; but they filled +every part of it. Generals, colonels, majors, non-commissioned +officers, and privates were all huddled together. All over the ship +officers and men were alike; they were going to the field of battle to +die if need be for honour, duty, and the liberty of the world. + +There were scarcely a score of civilians on board, and even they were +in some way attached to the Army. Nurses wearing the Red Cross, +religious workers with a look of wonder in their eyes, a few sent by +the Government on some particular mission, but all were taking part in +the great War which was staggering the world. + +Perhaps a mile or more out at sea a great Destroyer proudly spurned the +waves; she was to guard the troopship along her perilous passage. + +Presently they landed at Boulogne. + +"Where are we going?" said one of the soldiers in Tom's company as they +entered a waiting train. + +"I don't know," said Tom, "but what does it matter? We have nowt to do +with that, we have just got to do our job." + +They spent all the night in the troop-train, which was crowded almost +to suffocation. Where they were going they didn't know, scarcely +cared. Sometimes they were drawn up to a siding where they would stay +for hours, then the train crawled on again. Presently the morning +broke and Tom saw a flat and what seemed to him, after Surrey, an +uninteresting piece of country. Everything was strange to him, even +the trees looked different from those he had seen in Surrey. On and on +the train crawled, until presently they had orders to alight. + +It was now early morning, and after breakfast they were formed in +marching order. Tom took but little notice of the country through +which they marched, except that they were on a straight road, which was +paved in the middle. As the day advanced the sun grew hot and +scorching, but the men marched on uncomplainingly; there was little +merriment, but much thought. Presently noon came, and again they +stopped for food, after which there was another march. By this time +Tom realised that he was indeed in the zone of war. He saw what looked +to him miles of motor waggons filled with food and munitions, numbers +of ambulance waggons marked with the Red Cross. More than one body of +horse soldiers passed him, and again he saw numbers of men bivouacked +near him; but everywhere there were soldiers, soldiers. Tom could not +understand it, it was all so different from what he expected, neither +could he see any order or purpose in that which was taking place around +him. There was activity and movement everywhere, but he could +co-ordinate nothing, he was simply bewildered. + +Towards evening there was another resting-time, and each man gladly +threw himself full length on the grass. For a moment there was a +silence, then Tom heard a sound which gave him a sickening sensation; +he felt a sinking, too, at the pit of his stomach: it was the boom, +boom, boom of guns. + +"Look at yon' airship in the sky!" cried one of the men. Each eye was +turned towards it, then they heard the boom of guns again, after which +there were sheets of fire around the aeroplane, and afterwards little +clouds of smoke formed themselves. + +"I am getting near at last," thought Tom. "I wonder now--I wonder----" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Tom discovered presently that his destination was the Ypres salient, +one of the most "unhealthy" places, to use the term in favour among the +soldiers, in the whole of the English battle line. Here the most +tremendous battle ever fought in our British Army took place--indeed +one of the most tremendous battles in the history of the world. A +sergeant who was in a garrulous mood described it to Tom with a great +deal of spirit. + +"Yes," he said, "you have come to an unhealthy spot; still it may be +good for you. The blessed Huns thought they were going to break +through here about last September when the battle of Wipers was fought. +They had six hundred thousand men to our hundred and fifty thousand. +Then that blooming Kaiser made up his mind that he would break through +our lines, and get to Calais. Yes, it was a touch and go with us. +Fancy four to one, and they had all the advantage in big guns and +ammunition. You think _those_ big guns? Wait till you have heard Jack +Johnson and Black Maria. Talk about hell! Hell was never as bad as +the battle of Wipers. I thought we were licked once. I was in the +part where our line was the thinnest, and we saw 'em coming towards us +in crowds; there seemed to be millions of 'em; we had to rake out every +cook and bottle-washer on the show. Lots of our men were fresh to the +job, too, and had never smelt powder, or felt the touch of steel. But, +by gosh, we let 'em know! Four to one, my boy, and we licked 'em, in +spite of their big guns and their boasting. Aren't you proud of being +a British Tommy?" + +Tom listened with wide, staring eyes and compressed lips. There within +a mile or two of the battle line he could picture all of which the +sergeant spoke. As he looked he could see the brown line of earth away +in the distance, and could discern too, here and there, dotted along +this brown line, clouds of black smoke. All around him our guns were +booming, while the distant sounds of the German guns reached him. + +"Ay, it's a bit unhealthy," went on the sergeant, "but you will get +used to it after a bit. There, hear that?" + +Tom listened and heard the screaming of a shell in the air; the note it +made was at first low, but it rose higher and higher and then dropped +again. + +"When the note gets to about B flat," said the sergeant, "you may know +it's soon going to fall, and as soon as it has touched the ground the +shell bursts and tears a big hole up." + +"Are many killed?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, there's a good lot of casualties every day, but not so much as +there was at the second battle of Wipers. That was fair terrible. You +see, the Germans could not drive us back nor break our lines. That was +why they started bombarding the city. I was here and saw it. Man, you +should have heard the women screaming, and seen the people flying for +their lives. Whole streets of houses were burning, and all the time +shells were falling and bursting. How many people were killed here God +only knows, but there must have been hundreds of women and children. +But what did those dirty swine of Germans care! They could not break +our lines, and they had lost a hundred and fifty thousand men, so they +turned their big guns upon the city. 'We can kill Belgian women and +children, anyhow,' they said, 'and we can smash up the old town.' Are +you a bit jumpy?" + +"No n-n-no;--that is, a little bit," said Tom. + +"Oh, it's quite quiet now," replied the sergeant. "I will walk through +with you if you like and show you round. This is the great square; one +of the biggest in the world. I saw it before it was bombarded; the +Cathedral and the Cloth Hall were just wonderful; see what they are +now! knocked into smithereens. See the trees around, how they are +twisted and burnt? That house there I saw shelled myself. I had got a +bit used to the shelling by that time, but I tell you it gave me a +turn. It was the biggest house in the Square, and a great bomb caught +it fair in the face; it seemed as though the whole world was shaking, +and the noise fair deafened you. The house went down as though it were +cardboard, and other houses around fell as though to keep it company, +while others caught fire. Ay, they're sweet creatures, are those +German swine." + +"Doan't you hate 'em?" asked Tom. + +"Hate 'em?" said the sergeant; "well, I don't know. Mind you, they are +fine soldiers, and brave men too, or at least they seem brave; but it's +discipline does it. They are just like machinery. Once when I was +right in the middle of it, they attacked in close formation, and we +turned our machine-guns on 'em. Ever seen a mowing machine in a wheat +field? ever seen the wheat fall before the knives? Well, that's how +they fell. Hundreds upon hundreds; but still they came on. Just as +fast as one lot was killed, the others, knowing that they were going to +certain death, came on, thinking they would wear us down by sheer +numbers." + +"Did they?" asked Tom. + +"No, that time they didn't," replied the sergeant, "but another scrap I +was in they did. That is their plan, you know; it is terribly costly, +but when it succeeds it works havoc." + +"Have you been wounded at all?" asked Tom. + +"Yes, I have stopped two bullets, one in the foot and another in the +shoulder, but I quickly got over it. I have been wonderfully lucky. +You will get used to it after a bit; you seem a plucky chap; you don't +look like the sort that runs away. Although, mind you, I have seen +plucky chaps hook it." + +"No, I'm not plucky," said Tom; "but I don't think I would run away." + +"Wait till the shrapnel is falling around you; wait till great pieces +of jagged shell mow men down on your right and on your left. Still we +have stuck so far, and we must stick to the end. Still, from a +military standpoint," and here the sergeant spoke judicially, "our +holding Wipers is a bad policy. You see, it's a salient and the +Germans guns are all around us; but if we made a straight line we +should give them Wipers, and that would have a bad effect. Just look +in here," and he pointed to a house, the front of which was completely +blown away, but the rest of which remained comparatively intact. + +"There's the room just as those poor blighters of Belgians left it," +continued the sergeant. "See the baby's shoes, and the kiddy's dress? +There are one or two pictures on the wall, not of much value, or those +blooming souvenir-hunters would have got 'em." + +"Do you think we shall lick 'em?" asked Tom. + +"Lick 'em! Of course we shall," said the sergeant, who had served +nearly twenty years in the Army. "Mind you, it will be no easy job. +Up to now they have had the upper hand of us, both in men and +munitions; but we are gaining on 'em now. What I can't stand is those +blooming swipes, those shirkers who sit at home and who call themselves +men. I tell you I'm for conscription out and out. This is no job to +be played with; if we don't put forth our strength we can't beat 'em. +But just think of those swine, who read the papers and talk about +beating the Germans, who strut about with their patent-leather boots +and fine clothes, and try to make out that they are gentlemen, but who +won't face the music; that's what sickens me. Who are we fighting for, +I should like to know? We are fighting for them, and for our women, +and for the old country. They think they can stop at home and +criticise, and then when we have done the work, share the benefits. +Great God!"--and here the sergeant indulged in some unprintable +language--"I would like to get hold of them." + +"Isn't it dangerous here?" asked Tom, as another shrieking shell passed +over their heads. + +"Not just now," replied the other; "their shells are falling on the +other side of the town. Of course," he added casually, "they may fall +here any moment." + +"I asked you just now," said Tom, "whether you hated the Germans?" + +"Yes, you did," replied the sergeant, "and I went off on another tack. +Hate 'em? Well, it's this way. At the beginning I don't know that I +hated 'em so much. Yes, what you call Belgian atrocities were hellish; +but 'twasn't that, and as long as they fought fair that was all I cared +about. But when they got using that poisonous gas they came it a bit +too strong. No, lad, I never hated 'em till then. But when they used +that stuff and laughed about it, ay, and laughed to see our poor chaps +writhing in agony, I felt I must kill every German I saw. Of course, +we've got over it now a bit, and we're all supplied with helmets, but +when they used it first we had simply nothing to defend us. Yes, I +have done some rough bits of work in my time, but I never met with +anything like that. When you see your own pals getting bluer and bluer +in the face, and coughing and gasping, oh, I tell you it made us mad! +We didn't feel like showing any mercy after that. Besides, they have +no sense of fair play, the swipes. I was in a scrap once, and after a +hard tussle, and after losing lots of men, a lot of Germans held up +their hands and shouted, 'We surrender.' Our officer, a young chap new +to the job, and knowing nothing of their tricks, instead of telling +them to come to us, told us to go to them, they holding up their hands +all the time; but no sooner did we get near them than they up with +their pistols and shot two of our chaps. They thought our officer was +going to take it lying down, and when they were taken prisoners they +laughed and said everything was fair in war; but our young officer saw +red, and he said 'No, my lads, you are going to kingdom come.' 'What!' +shrieked those German swine, 'will you kill men after they have +surrendered?' 'You are not men,' said the lieutenant; 'men don't shoot +after they've surrendered--only Germans do that." + +"And then?" asked Tom, "then----" + +"Ah well," replied the sergeant grimly, "there were no questions asked +in the morning." + +"Great God!" said Tom, "what a ghastly thing war is!" + +"Wait till you have seen it, my lad," replied the sergeant. + +For some weeks Tom was in the neighbourhood of Ypres without taking any +part in the righting. During that time he got accustomed to the +constant booming of the guns, and to the fact that any moment a shell +might fall near him and blow him into eternity. On more than one +occasion, too, he roamed around the ruins of Ypres; and while he could +not be called an imaginative lad he could not help being impressed by +the ghastly desolation of this one-time beautiful city. In many of the +streets not one stone was left upon another, not one of the inhabitants +who had formerly lived there remained; all had fled; it was indeed a +city of the dead. To Tom the ruins of the great Cloth Hall and the +Cathedral were not the most terrible; what appealed to him most were +the empty houses in which things were left by the panic-stricken +people. Bedsteads twisted into shapeless masses; clothes half burnt; +remnants of pieces of cloth which tradesmen had been in the act of +cutting and stitching; children's toys, and thousands of other things +which suggested to the boy the life the people had been living. Not a +bird sang, not even a street dog roamed amidst the shapeless +desolation; the ghastly horror of it all possessed him. Great gaping +holes in the old ramparts of the city; trees torn up by their roots and +scorched by deadly fire: this was Ypres, not destroyed by the +necessities of war, but by pure devilry. + +At last Tom's turn came to go up to the front trenches. It was with a +strange feeling at heart that he, with others, crept along the pave +road towards the communication trench. They had to be very careful, +because this road was constantly swept by the German machine guns. +Presently, when they came to a house used as a first dressing station +close to the beginning of the communication trench, Tom felt his heart +grow cold. Still, with set teeth, and a hard look in his eyes, he +groped his way along the trench, through Piccadilly, and Haymarket, and +Bond Street, and Whitehall (for in this manner do the soldiers name the +various parts of the zigzag cuttings through the clay): while all the +time he could hear the pep, pep, pep, pep of the machine guns, and the +shrieking of the shells. + +There was no romance in war now, it was a grim, ghastly reality. After +following the lines of the trenches for well-nigh an hour he was +informed that he had now reached the front line and was within a +hundred or a hundred and fifty yards of the Huns. For the moment there +was a comparative quiet, only occasionally did he hear the sound of a +gun, while the shrieking of the shells was less frequent. Danger +seemed very far away; he was in a deep hole in the ground, and above +the earthworks were great heaps of sand-bags. How could he be hurt? +The men whom his company was sent to relieve seemed in high good +spirits too, they laughed and talked and bandied jokes. "There seems +no danger here," thought Tom. An hour passed and still all was +comparatively quiet. + +"I would like to see those blooming German trenches," said a Lancashire +lad, "and I will too." + +He lifted his head above the sand-bags and looked towards the brown +heaps of earth perhaps a hundred yards away. + +"Dost'a see any Germans?" some one asked. + +"I'm not sure," replied the lad, "but I believe I see the top of a +German helmet." + +"Duck down quickly," said another, "thou'st been holding thy head there +too long." + +"Nay, there's no danger," replied the lad, "it's all as quiet as----" +But he did not finish the sentence; at that moment there was a crack of +a rifle and a bullet passed through the poor boy's brain. + +"That will be a warning for you fellows," said an officer who came up +just then. "You must play no tricks; there have been hundreds of lads +killed here who would never have been touched if they hadn't been +careless and foolish. Let's have no more of your Hampstead Heath Bank +Holiday skylarking." + +Tom did duty at the front trench on several occasions, but nothing of +importance took place. The Huns seemed comparatively quiet, and while +there was severe artillery work on both sides, Tom did not receive a +scratch. + +The fourth time he went to the front lines, however, he felt that there +was a change in the atmosphere, and he saw by the strained looks and +the compressed lips of the men that something desperate was expected. +The officers gave their orders with more sternness than usual; every +one was alert. + +Tom thought he knew what intense artillery work meant, but he realised +that day that hitherto he had seen and heard nothing. Such a tornado +of shells burst around him that it was like hell let loose. Hour after +hour the Germans bombarded our trenches, tearing great holes in the +ground, and undoing the work of months. It seemed to Tom that no man +could escape. + +"Oh," cried the boy, "if they would be quiet for only a minute! If one +could only stop to take breath!" + +But there was no cessation; it seemed as though the Germans were +determined to make a final and overwhelming attack; as though all the +explosives in the world were concentrated on those few miles. + +The sights were horrible; he saw shells falling on groups of men, +tearing them to pieces, while all around him were the shrieks and cries +of the wounded. Some of the men who were yet untouched yelled as +though they were mad, others laughed, but their laughter was not +natural; it was frenzied, wild, just as though they were madmen. + +"We can't stand it! We can't stand it!" cried the boy. "We shall all +be blown into eternity. Why do we stay here like this?" + +He spoke to the sergeant who had given him a description of the first +battle of Ypres some time before. The sergeant was comparatively cool; +he had been through it before. + +"It's nothing to you whether we are doing anything or not," replied the +sergeant, "besides, don't be a fool; our guns are giving them as hot a +time as their guns are giving us. Don't lose your head." + +"I wouldn't mind if I could do something," said the poor boy, trembling. + +"Do! Unless I'm mistaken there will be enough for us all to do very +soon. There! firing has ceased! Look out!" + +It was as the sergeant said; almost suddenly there was a calm, and a +few seconds later Tom heard a command which made his knees knock +together. + +What happened after that Tom could never describe; even if he could, he +would not have done so. As he has said to me more than once, "It was +not something to talk about, it was a matter of bayonet work; it was +fighting face to face, steel to steel." + +Tom didn't feel fear now; all that was gone. His muscles were hard, +his thoughts were tense, he saw red! Presently he had a conviction +that we were gaining ground, and he suddenly became aware of the fact +that we had gained the better of the situation and had returned to our +trenches. A number of the enemy had been taken prisoners, and the plot +which the Germans had hatched had come to nothing. Immediately +afterwards something happened which Tom never forgot. A German officer +lay wounded some little distance from the trench which the English had +taken, and piteously cried for help. + +"Which of you chaps will volunteer to go and fetch him in?" cried a +young officer whose bravery that day had been the talk of all the men. + +Each looked to the other as if for response; they were dazed and +bewildered by all they had gone through. + +"I say," said another officer, "you can't expect any of the chaps to do +that. Directly the Huns see any one going to him they will shoot him. +Besides, he may be nearly dead; better put an end to him." + +"But hear how he groans!" cried the young fellow. "There, I'll do it." + +He leapt from the trench and rushed along the intervening space for +perhaps about fifty yards; then lifting the German officer bodily, he +brought him back to safety. + +"I am parched--parched!" cried the German, as if in agony, "give me +water." The young Englishman got a cup of water and held it to the +German's lips, but even as he did so the German drew his revolver and +shot him through the heart.[1] + +What happened to the German after that I will not try to relate. Why +am I describing this, and why have I mentioned this incident? Only +that our people at home may realise what heroes our lads are; what they +have to face in order to save our country, and what kind of an enemy +they have to deal with. I am describing it to try if possible to raise +a blush of shame on the faces of those shirkers at home who are a +disgrace to the name of Englishman. + +Tom passed through this ordeal without a scratch, and by and by when +his company was relieved, and he returned to a place of safety, the +whole episode seemed but a ghastly dream. And yet it caused a great +change to Tom's life. If he had been asked to describe it he would not +have been able to do so; it was something subtle, elusive; but the +change was there. He felt as though he had a new conception of life; +and he realised its tremendousness as he had never realised it before. + +He was by no means given to philosophising, but two things impressed +him. One was the tremendous amount of heroism that lay latent in the +commonplace lads who had come out with him. He knew many of them +before they joined the Army; knew them just as they were. Humdrum +workaday boys who did not seem capable of anything like heroism; but +the war had brought out new qualities, fine qualities. He saw how +those men were willing to sacrifice themselves for others; saw them +doing all sorts of glorious deeds. One fellow impressed him +tremendously. He himself was wounded, but not badly, for he could +easily have crawled to a place of safety; and yet he remained with a +comrade, holding his head on his knees and ministering to him as +tenderly as a woman, in a spot where life could not be valued at a +pin's purchase. Deeds like that are common at the Front. + +The other thing which impressed him was the tremendous power of +religion. Before he went up to the firing line he had heard one +officer say to another, "I wish the chaplains could be allowed to go up +to the front line of trenches. You see, when men have no religion to +support them, the constant bombardment and danger make them jumpy." +Tom realised what this meant after the action I have just described. +He himself felt that he needed a Power greater than his own, to steady +him. + +Tom had just heard that he was to go on duty at the front trench again, +when passing along by the canal towards one of the officers' dug-outs +he saw a staff officer talking with the major of his own battalion. +Tom lifted his hand to salute, when the staff officer turned and spoke +to him. + +"Ah, is that you, Pollard?" + +"Yes, Mr. Waterman--that is, yes, sir," stammered Tom. + +"I hope you are doing well," said Waterman. + +"I am still alive, thank you, sir," and then he passed on. + +"He's got a safe job anyhow," thought Tom, "he'll be at the Divisional +Headquarters I expect; well, he's a clever fellow." + +That night when Tom returned to the first line he was put on sentry +duty. It was one of those silent, windless, starless nights, when +under ordinary circumstances a solemn hush prevails. Even the trenches +were silent that night. On both sides the guns had ceased booming; it +seemed as though a truce had been agreed upon, and yet the air was +tense with doom. + +Tom could not help feeling it as he traversed that part of the trench +in which his especial duty lay. Unimaginative as he was, his mind +worked freely. He called to mind the engagement of a few days before, +remembered what he had seen and heard. + +Again and again he traversed the cutting in the earth; his rifle on his +shoulder, and bayonet fixed. How silent it was! Not a man's voice was +to be heard. He knew that sentries were all around him, but he could +not hear a footstep; he knew, too, that many of the soldiers lay in +their dug-outs, sleeping as peacefully as though they were at home. +And yet he felt all alone. "Where's Jim Bates now, I wonder, and +Arthur Wadge, and Bill Perkins, and George Wilson? they were killed, +but are they really dead?" he said to himself. He had known these lads +well; in fact, they had been pals of his, and he wondered what had +become of them. Were they still alive? What had they felt like when +they had to cross the deep, dark valley? What was death? + +He thought of his old Sunday-schooldays, thought of his old beliefs. +"Ay," cried Tom aloud, "if I could only feel that Christ was wi' me now +I shouldn't care a bit; but I gave Him up months ago. Alice Lister +believed in Him, ay, she did an' all. I wonder where Alice is now? +Does she ever think about me, I wonder? does she pray for me as she +said?" + +He thought of what the man had said in the Y.M.C.A. hut on the night +before they set sail for France. He had told the soldiers that they +needed a personal Saviour, and that that Saviour was ever waiting, ever +watching, to give them help; that He would be near all those who +stretched out their lame hands of faith towards Him, and help them, +strengthen them, comfort them. It was very unreal, it seemed a long +way off too. And yet was it? Was Christ there just as the man had +said? + +"Boom!" The sound came from an enemy's gun, but he heard no shell +screeching its way through space, saw no light of explosion. It was +not repeated, although he waited, listening tensely. Minute after +minute passed, still there was silence; evidently the English gunners +were instructed not to reply. + +What was the meaning of it? The silence became so tense that it seemed +to make a noise; the air was laden with gloom. + +"I wonder what it means," said the boy, and a great fear possessed him; +he felt as though he were on the brink of a fathomless chasm, a chasm +which was as black as ink. + +Minute after minute he waited, and still no sound broke the silence. + +He tried to comfort himself by remembering pleasant things that +happened at Brunford, but in vain. It seemed to him as though he was +surrounded by something fierce and terrible; was it a premonition of +death, he wondered? + +Again he called to mind what the Y.M.C.A. man had said on the night +before they started for the Front. He had advised them to pray, and to +put their trust in a loving God who had been revealed to them through +Jesus Christ. + +He still tramped the bit of trench which it was his duty to guard, +looking eagerly into the darkness as if to discern the outline of an +approaching enemy. "If I only could pray!" thought Tom, "if I only +could!" + +But he had not prayed for years, the very thought of prayer had gone +out of his mind and heart; but oh! how he longed for something to +comfort and steady him! + +Well, why should he not pray? It could do no harm, it might even do +him good. + +Lifting his eyes towards the inky-black sky, he tried to formulate a +prayer, but he could not, his thoughts could not shape themselves, his +mind refused to work; he opened his lips and cried, "O God!" + +That was all; he could think of nothing else to say, but he repeated +the words again and again: + +"O God!--O God!--O God!" + +That was all. He had asked for nothing, he had indeed hardly thought +of anything. Nevertheless he was comforted; the words he had uttered +meant infinite things, for at the back of his mind he had a confused +belief that God saw, that God listened, that God understood, and the +thought changed everything. + +"I wonder what Alice Lister is doing now," thought the boy presently. +He did not know why it was, but somehow God seemed more real when he +thought of the girl who had promised to pray for him. + + + +[1] This incident was described to me as having actually taken place as +I have set it down here. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +What was Alice Lister doing on the night when Tom prayed? If it had +been a night of wonder to Tom, it had been a night of decision to Alice +Lister, who had to face another crisis in her life. While Tom had been +offering his almost inarticulate prayer in the trenches in the Ypres +salient, Alice Lister sat alone in her bedroom. + +More than a year had passed since the Sunday afternoon when she had +told Tom that he must make his choice between her and the life he +seemed determined to lead. What it had cost her to do this I will not +try to describe, for Alice had truly cared for Tom. It was true that +he did not quite belong to her class, and it was also true that her +parents had done their best to dissuade her from thinking about him; +but Alice had been fond of Tom: something, she knew not what, had drawn +her heart towards him. She had believed in him too; believed that he +was possessed of noble qualities which only she understood. Then as +she saw Tom drifting, she knew that her decisive step must be taken, +and she had taken it. + +Afterwards, when she was told how Tom had risen in the great crowd at +the hall in the Mechanics' Institute, and had gone up to the platform +and volunteered for active service, her heart had thrilled strangely. +She did not understand much about the war, but she felt that Tom had +done a noble thing. In spite of the fact, too, that he had left her to +walk out with Polly Powell, she had a sense of possession; it seemed to +her that Tom belonged to her more than to this highly coloured buxom +girl who had taken him from her. + +Then something happened which set the people at the church she attended +talking freely. The young minister was a bachelor, and it was evident +he was enamoured with Alice; he paid her marked attention, and eagerly +sought to be in her company. + +"That's something like," said many of Alice's friends; "Alice will make +a splendid minister's wife." + +But when at length Mr. Skelton proposed to Alice, she had no difficulty +in answering him. He could offer her a far better position than Tom +dreamed of; the work she would have to do as a minister's wife, too, +would be thoroughly in accord with her tastes and desires. But Alice +cared nothing for Mr. Skelton. Her heart was sad when she saw how pale +he looked at her refusal, but she had no hesitation. + +The problem which faced her now, however, was not so easy to settle. +Young Harry Briarfield was not a comparative stranger like Mr. Skelton; +she had known him all her life, they had been brought up together in +the same town, they had gone to Sunday School together, they had sung +duets together at concerts, and although she had never looked at Harry +in the light of a lover she had always been fond of him. + +Harry was in a good position too; his father was a manufacturer in a +fairly large way, and he had just been admitted as a partner into the +business. He was twenty-four years of age now, was highly respected +throughout the town, and was looked upon as one who in a few years +would hold his head high among commercial men. + +During the last few weeks Harry had come often to Mr. Lister's house, +ostensibly to talk about business, but really to see Alice. + +Mr. and Mrs. Lister had nudged each other and smiled at Harry's +frequent visits. + +"I knew our Alice would do the right thing," said Mr. Lister to his +wife; "for a time she went silly about that Pollard boy, but she threw +him over of her own accord. Harry's a nice lad, and he's making a tidy +bit of brass, while George Briarfield has about made his pile. In two +or three years Harry will have the business entirely in his own hands, +and then there will not be a better chance in Brunford for her." + +Mrs. Lister sighed. + +"I don't think our Alice has forgotten Tom Pollard, though," she +replied. + +"Nonsense," replied her husband, "what is the good of her thinking +about Tom? I thought he would have done well at one time, and if he +hadn't taken up with that Polly Powell lot he might have got on; but he +did, and then he went for a soldier. What is the good of our Alice +thinking about him? Even if the war were to finish next week and Tom +were to come back, it would take him years, even if he had good luck, +to make five pound a week, while Harry's making a thousand a year if +he's making a penny." + +"Ay, I know," replied Mrs. Lister, "but you can never judge a lass's +heart. You know how it was wi' us, George; at the very time you asked +me to be your wife you were only making thirty-three shillings a week, +and William Pott was making hundreds a year. He was a far better +chance nor you, George, and people said I was a fool for not taking +him; but I couldn't." + +"That was a different thing," said George Lister hastily, "that Pollard +boy went wrong. Besides, we need not think about that now; Alice gave +him up, and very likely he will be killed." + +On the night when Tom was alone in the trenches, Harry Briarfield made +his way to Mr. Lister's house, and it was not long before Alice and he +were left alone together. Harry had made up his mind to make his +proposal that night, and he had but little doubt as to the result. + +"Look here, Alice," he said presently, "I want to say something to you, +something very particular. You must have seen for a long time how fond +I am of you, and perhaps you have wondered why I haven't spoken. I +wanted to badly enough, but I waited until father took me into +partnership. You see," he went on, "at the beginning of the war things +were going bad with us; there was a boom in the cotton trade about a +year ago, but when the war broke out there was a regular slump, and we +thought we were going to be ruined. Now, however, things are going +very well again. We have got some war contracts, and we are making +money." + +Alice's heart beat wildly, although by an effort she appeared calm. + +"I wonder you have not joined the Army, Harry," she said; "every day +there's a call for more men." + +"Not if I know it," replied Harry. "At one time I did think of trying +for a commission, but that would have been foolish: you see I might not +have been able to have got it, and of course a man in my position could +not go as a Tommy." + +"Why not?" asked Alice quickly. "I am told that lots of men of every +order join as privates." + +"No, thank you," replied Harry, with a laugh. "I know one chap who did +that; Edgar Burton. Do you know him? He joined at the beginning of +the war, but he quickly got sick of it. He said the life was terrible; +he described to me how he had to wash up dishes, and scrub the floors +of his barracks, and how he had to be pals with a lot of chaps who +didn't know the decencies of life. Besides, think of me on a shilling +a day!" + +"Still, if your country needs you?" suggested Alice. + +"I am doing more important work at home," replied Harry; "they could +not do without me at the mill. It's all very well for boys like Tom +Pollard, who used to be so fond of you, but for people like me it's +different." + +There was a silence for a few minutes, and then Harry went on again: + +"Alice, you know how fond I am of you--in fact, I have loved you all my +life. You will marry me, won't you?" + +Harry was very disappointed, and not a little surprised, that Alice did +not answer in the affirmative right away; but he had conceded with +fairly good grace when she had asked for a few days to think about it. + +"It is all right," said Harry to himself as he left the house that +night, "I am sure she means yes. And she's a fine lass, the finest in +Brunford." + +That was why Alice sat alone that night thinking. She had promised to +give Harry her definite reply in three days' time, and although she was +very fond of him she could not bring herself to give him the answer he +desired. When he had left the house her father and mother had come +into the room. + +"Well, Alice, have you fixed it up?" + +She shook her head, but didn't speak. + +"Come now, lass, you needn't be so shy. I know he's asked you to wed +him; he asked for my permission like a man, and then he told me he was +going to speak to you to-night. You can't do better, my dear. Have +you fixed it all up?" + +"No," she said. + +"What!" cried the father, "you don't mean to say you have been such a +fool as to say no!" + +"I have said nothing as yet," was her answer. + +George Lister heaved a sigh of relief. "Ay, well," he said, "it's +perhaps a good thing not to say yes at once. Hold him back two or +three days and it will make him all the more eager. When a man comes +to me to buy cloth I never shows as 'ow I am eager to sell. But of +course you _will_ take him?" + +"I don't know," replied Alice. + +"Don't know! Why don't you know? You like him, don't you?" + +"I don't know, father," she replied, and then she rushed out of the +room. + +"What's the meaning of this, lass?" said George Lister to his wife. +"Has she told you anything?" + +"Not a word," said Mrs. Lister. + +"But surely she can't be such a fool as to refuse Harry! Why, there +isn't a better chap in Brunford! He's an only son, and his father's +brass will go to him when he dies." + +But Mrs. Lister did not speak a word; in her eyes was a far-away look, +as though she saw something which her husband did not see. + +As for Alice, she sat for a long time thinking in silence. + +Harry's words still rang in her ears; the memory of the look on his +face as he left her still remained. Still she could not make up her +mind. Yes, she liked Harry, in a way she admired him. He was a +teacher in the Sunday School, he was a good business man, he was +clever, and he was respected in the town; and yet she hesitated. + +Hour after hour passed away, and still she could not make up her mind. +In spite of Harry Briarfield's words she had not forgotten the lad from +whom she had parted months before. Why was it? She thought she had +forgotten him. He had been unworthy of her; he had taken up with a +girl whom she despised, a coarse, vulgar girl, and she had heard since +that Polly Powell had been walking out with a number of young men. And +Tom had preferred this kind of creature to her love. Her pride had +been wounded, her self-respect had been shocked, and yet even now, +while she was thinking of Harry Briarfield's proposal, her mind +reverted to the boy who had gone away as a soldier. + +The Town Hall clock boomed out the hour of midnight. Alice found +herself mechanically counting the strokes of the deep-toned bell. Then +she fell on her knees beside the bed, but the prayer which she had been +wont to pray did not come to her lips. Her thoughts were far away; she +pictured a distant battlefield; she imagined the boom of guns; she +heard the clash of bayonets; she thought she heard the cries of wounded +men, too; then a prayer involuntarily came to her lips: + +"O God, save him! O God, help him and protect him!" + +Thus it came to pass at the time Tom Pollard tried for the first time +in many months to pray, and to formulate his distracted thoughts, Alice +Lister was kneeling by her bedside also trying to pray. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Tom Pollard's mind was suddenly brought back to mundane things. It was +now nearly one o'clock in the morning, and the night was chilly; a +breeze having sprung up, the clouds had rolled away. + +He distinctly heard a shout, and as far as he could make out it came +from the German trenches, which were not far away. + +"Holloa!" + +"Holloa!" said Tom, "what is it?" He thought one of the other men on +patrol duty had spoken to him. + +"You belong to the Lancashires, don't you?" + +"Of course I do," replied Tom; "what of that?" He was able to locate +the voice now, and knew it came from a German trench. + +"I have got something to tell you," and the words were followed by a +laugh. + +Whoever it was spoke in perfectly good English, although with a German +accent. + +"I reckon it'll be lies," was Tom's reply. + +By this time another sentry, hearing Tom's voice, had rushed up to him. + +"What is it? Who goes there?" he called out. + +"Listen," whispered Tom, "it's one of the Bosches speaking to me. What +is it?" he asked aloud. + +"Only this," and the German laughed as he spoke: "you Lancashires are +going to attack us at six o'clock to-morrow morning, eleven hundred +strong, and we're ready for you. That's all," and again the German +laughed. + +"What does he mean?" said Tom to the man who stood by his side. "I +know nothing about any attack. Do you?" + +"I knows there's something on foot," replied the other, "but what it is +I don't know." + +"Do you think we ought to tell one of the officers?" + +"Nay, it's not worth the trouble," was the reply; "besides, it's only a +bit of bluff." + +Two hours later the English trenches were full of movement; evidently, +as the other sentry had told Tom, something was on foot. Orders were +given in low, tense tones, and although it wanted some time to +daylight, preparations were evidently being made for an attack. + +The words which the German had spoken weighed heavily on Tom's mind. +Of course he was only a private, but might not the news he had received +mean something? The more he thought about it, the more he was +convinced that the German who spoke to him told the truth. Tom had no +knowledge, and no warning, that an attack was to be made, and yet, +within two hours from the time the German had spoken to him, +preparations were being made for an attack. He knew, too, that his +battalion was eleven hundred strong, having been reinforced only two +days before. Seeing a young officer, he determined to speak to him and +tell him what he had heard. + +"It is very funny," said the subaltern, "I can't understand it a bit; +but it's too late now, we must go through with it." All the same the +subaltern found his way to his Colonel. + +Precisely at six o'clock that morning the attack was made. From what +Tom learnt afterwards, it had been conceived and prepared for in +secret. None but those in high command had any knowledge whatever of +it. But evidently the enemy knew. As the German soldier who had +warned Tom said, "they were ready for them," and when the attack was +made they were met by a storm of bullets. Indeed the whole adventure +would have been disastrous had not the subaltern to whom Tom had spoken +reported the conversation to a superior officer, who had hurriedly +given orders for a number of the Black Watch to be brought up. As it +was, although our loss of life was heavy, we did not have to yield any +ground. + +When the affair came to an end the Colonel of Tom's battalion sent for +him. + +"Now, my man," said the Colonel, "tell me exactly what you heard." + +Tom told his story straightforwardly. It was little he had to say, and +although the Colonel cross-questioned him very closely he was not able +to shake him. + +"This is very strange," said the Colonel to the Major when Tom had +gone; "no one breathed a word about our plans, and as you know I laid +everything before the General at the Divisional Headquarters. They +were good plans too, and if the Germans had not got hold of them we +should have made a big haul. What is the meaning of it?" + +The Major shook his head. + +"It was the biggest thing we had planned for months," went on the +Colonel, "and I can't tell you how sick I am. We had everything in our +favour too. There must be some treachery somewhere!" + +"Where can the treachery be?" asked the Major. "You know what the +Staff General said. It was to be kept absolutely quiet; the men were +to know nothing about it until an hour before the time, and all the +junior officers were to be kept in darkness. You know how careful the +General is too." + +"But the fact is there, man!" cried the Colonel, "we have the evidence +of this lad, who could not possibly have been mistaken. He seemed an +intelligent lad too; you saw how closely I cross-questioned him. Who +is he?" + +"I will send for his sergeant," was the Major's reply. + +A few minutes later Sergeant Ashworth appeared on the scene. It was +the sergeant to whom Tom had spoken when he first came to Ypres. + +"Tell me what you know of Private Pollard," said the Colonel. + +Sergeant Ashworth spoke freely about Tom. + +"A smart lad, sir," he said, "intelligent, and well-behaved. I spoke +to him about whether he would like his lance-corporal's stripe, but he +didn't seem to want it. He would make a very good non-commissioned +officer, sir." + +"He seems a lad of some education," replied the Colonel. + +"Yes, sir, a lot of those Lancashire lads are very well educated; they +are quick and sensible too, and Pollard is one of the best of them. My +opinion of him is that he is utterly trustworthy and intelligent." + +"Now then, Blundell," and the Colonel turned to the Major, "what do you +think?" + +"Of course we must report it to Headquarters at once," replied the +Major, "but for the life of me I can't see through it." + +The incident as far as the men were concerned was simply regarded as an +affair which had missed fire. How, they didn't know. But there it +was; a number of their comrades had been killed, and many more had been +wounded. Still it was what they had come to the Front for. Many of +their attacks had failed, and no one seemed to know why. + +As may be imagined, Tom thought a great deal about it. He knew by the +Colonel's questions, and by the tone of his voice, that the affair was +regarded as serious. Tom, although not brilliant, had a good deal of +common sense. He was able to put two and two together, and his +Lancashire gumption led him to see further than many gave him credit +for. He kept his own counsel, but he had become alert to the +finger-tips. + +Altogether that night was the most wonderful in Tom's history. In a +way he could not understand, it formed an epoch in his life; it +affected him in many ways. From that time he felt the reality of God. +It was not an impression which came to him for a moment and then passed +away, it was something which became permanent. God was a personal +Power ever present with him. He was not simply some great Eternal +Abstraction, but He was a great loving Father, revealed through Jesus +Christ His Son. All the teaching he had received in the Sunday School, +all the addresses he had heard at the Y.M.C.A. huts, came back to him. +He formulated no theories, he tried to shape no creeds, but there +seemed to be a Spiritual Deposit in his life to which he had hitherto +been a stranger. He was a child of the Great Eternal Father, and Jesus +Christ had told him what that Father was like. He said nothing about +it to any one, it was not something to talk about. To Tom it was very +real, and in a vital sense the knowledge made him a new man; a new life +pulsated through his being. What it was he could not tell, did not +even care. But it was there. Indeed he had a greater love for his +life than ever, but he was no longer afraid. + +It was not until two days later that Tom received news that Alec +McPhail was among the wounded and had been removed to a hospital some +little distance from Ypres, on the road leading to Cassel. He had seen +but little of McPhail since he had come to France, as the Scotchman's +battalion of the Black Watch occupied the trench some three miles from +where the Lancashires were situated. They had met occasionally near +Ypres, but had had little to say to each other. When Tom heard he was +wounded, however, he determined to go and see him. + +"He got it bad," said a friend of McPhail's; "they told me at the +dressing station that he was in no fit condition to be removed, but +they had to do it." + +"You don't mean to say he's going to die!" said Tom. + +"Nay, I don't think it's so bad as that," replied the other, "but he's +got it bad." + +When Tom arrived at the little town where the hospital was situated he +immediately asked for permission to see the wounded man. + +The nurse shook her head. "I doubt if you can," she replied. + +"Is he very bad?" asked Tom. + +The nurse nodded. "Very bad indeed," she replied; "he was wounded the +other morning when the attack was made. We seem to have lost a number +of men." + +"Yes," said Tom, "I was there and I heard that the Black Watch were +called up." + +For a few seconds there was a silence between them, while Tom scanned +the nurse's face closely. + +"Do you mean to say he's going to die?" asked Tom, and his voice +trembled a little. + +The nurse nodded. "I am afraid so," she said. "He's too ill to see +any one, and I doubt if he would know you." + +"I am sure he would like to see me," said Tom pleadingly; "you see we +were pals in Lancashire, and we saw a goodish bit of each other while +we were in the camp in Surrey. I would like to see him if I could, I +would really." + +"Well, I shall have to speak to the doctor," was the nurse's reply. +"Will you wait here? I won't be long before I'm back." + +A curious feeling came into Tom's heart. He did not know very much +about McPhail, but he recalled the conversations that they had had in +Lancashire, and he vividly remembered the night before they had started +for the Front. McPhail had been very much wrought upon then. Tom had +watched his face while they sat together in the Y.M.C.A. hut when the +speaker was telling them about the deep needs of their lives. +McPhail's face had become set and stern, although his lips quivered. +Afterwards when they had gone to the canteen the Scotchman had uttered +words which Tom never forgot. + +He wondered now if McPhail had meant what he said, wondered too if he +had realised the same experiences which he, Tom, had passed through. +It seemed awful that this tall, stalwart Scotchman was going to die. +Why should men be killed in this way? Why should that lonely +Scotchwoman, McPhail's mother, have to suffer because of German sins? + +The nurse came back to him. "He wants to see you," she said, "and the +doctor says he may. He's been asking for you." + +"Asking for me?" queried Tom. + +"Yes, I didn't know anything about it. He's been telling another nurse +that he wanted to see you. Pollard is your name, isn't it?" + +A few seconds later Tom was admitted into the room where a number of +men lay. McPhail was in a corner of the room partially hidden from the +rest. The Scotchman gave Tom a smile of recognition as he came up to +him. + +"I felt sure ye'd come," he whispered. "They told me I couldna get at +ye, but I had a feeling that I should see ye before I died." + +Tom hesitated a second before replying. + +"It may not be as bad as that," he said, "lots of chaps who have looked +worse than you have got better." + +"Nay," said McPhail, "I'm pipped, I have got to go. I'm not in any +pain, though," he added quickly, "the doctor saw to that, but it willna +be long afore I'm gone. Tom, I would like ye to write a letter to my +mither. As I told you, she's a godly woman, and I've grieved her sair." + +"I will do anything you ask me, McPhail," was Tom's reply. "Ay, but +don't give up; you may get well yet, and have another smack at the +Germans." + +"Nay," replied the other, "I have done my bit. I would like to live a +bit longer, but there, it's a' for the best. I'm not afraid, Tom; do +you remember that night before we came out here, when we left the +canteen together?" + +"Ay, I remember." + +"I settled it that night," said the Scotchman. "You remember me +tellin' ye that I was always a thinking sort o' laddie? Weel, when I +got away by mysel' that night I made up my mind, and I just accepted +the way o' salvation, which my mither explained to me when I were a wee +laddie. And it worked, Tom! It worked! I laughed at releegion when I +was wi' you in Lancashire; but man, there's nothing else that stands by +a man. Ay, and it works, it does. I want ye to write to my mither and +tell her this. Tell her that I gave my life to the Lord on the night +before I left England, that I have not touched a drap of drink since +then, and that I died with the love of God in my heart. Will you tell +her, Tom?" + +"Ay," said Tom, "I will." + +"Write down her address, will ye?" + +Tom's hand trembled and the tears coursed down his face as he wrote the +address of the woman who lived away in the Highlands of Scotland. + +"It will comfort her," said McPhail when this was done. "It will make +her feel that her teaching and her example were not in vain." + +"Ay, but you must not die, you must not die," sobbed Tom. + +"Dinna talk like that, lad," said the Scotchman. "I have been thinking +it all oot sin' I have been here, and it's richt. It's a'richt. +Without shedding of blood there is no remission of sin, and you can't +purge away iniquity without paying the price: I am a part of the price, +Tom. The Son of God died that others might live. That's not only a +fact, it is a principle. Thousands of us are dying that others may +live. Christ died that He might give life and liberty to the world, +and in a way that is what we are doing. I can't richtly explain it, +it's too deep for me; but I see glimpses of the truth. Tom, have you +learnt the secret yourself?" + +"I think I have," replied Tom. "On the night of the attack I was on +sentry duty, and while I was alone I--I prayed. I could not say it in +words like, they wouldn't come, but I am sure I got the grip of it, and +I feel as though God spoke to me." + +"That's it, lad, that's it!" said the dying man eagerly. "Tom, do ye +think ye could pray now?" + +By this time the room had become very silent. The men who had been +talking freely were evidently listening to that which I have tried to +describe, but the two lads were not conscious of the presence of others. + +"I don't know as I can pray in words," said Tom, "somehow prayer seems +too big to put into words. I just think of God and remember the love +of Jesus Christ. But happen I can sing if you can bear it." + +"Ay, lad, sing a hymn," said the Scotchman. Tom knelt by the dying +man's bed and closed his eyes. For some time nothing would come to +him; his mind seemed a blank. Then he found himself singing the hymn +he had often sung as a boy. + + Jesu, Lover of my soul, + Let me to Thy Bosom fly; + While the nearer waters roll, + While the tempest still is high; + Hide me, O my Saviour, hide, + Till the storm of life is past, + Safe into the haven guide, + O receive my soul at last. + + +"Ay, that's it, that's it," said the Scotchman, "it's a hymn I dinna +ken, but it goes to the heart of things. Man, can ye recite to me the +twenty-third Psalm?" + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I forget which it is." + +"That's because you were born and reared in a godless country," replied +the Scotchman. "No Scottish lad ever forgets the twenty-third Psalm, +especially those who canna thole the paraphrases. 'The Lord is my +Shepherd,' surely ye ken that, Tom?" + +"Ay," replied Tom eagerly, "I know that." + +Then the two lads recited the psalm together: + +"_The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want._ + +"_He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside +still waters._ + +"_He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for +His Name's sake._ + +"_Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will +fear no evil: for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort +me._" + +"Stop there!" said the Scotchman. "That's eno'. It's a' there, Tom; +that's why I'm not afraid now. I'm in the valley of the shadow of +death, but I dinna fear: the Lord is wi' me, and He's gotten hold of my +hand." + +"You must go now," said the nurse, coming up, "the doctor says you must +not stay any longer." + +"Good-bye," said the Scotchman, with a smile, "it's a' richt; you'll +tell my mither, won't you?" + +"Ay, I will," said Tom. + +"And--and Tom," said the Scotchman almost eagerly, "although I shall be +dead, I shall be near you, and mebbe---- Ay, but we shall meet in a +better world, Tom. It's a' richt." + +As Tom passed through the room where the sick and wounded men lay, he +noticed that they looked towards him longingly, wonderingly. The +atmosphere of the place seemed charged with something sacred. At that +moment Tom knew the meaning of the word Sacrament. + +The next day the Scotchman died. The nurse was with him to the very +last, and just before he breathed his last breath he lifted his eyes to +her with a smile. + +"It's a' richt, nurse," he said, "what my mither taught me was true +down to the very foundations." + +"Ay, it was grand, it was grand!" said Tom Pollard when he heard the +news. "It doesn't seem like death at all, it was just victory, +victory!" + +After that Tom did his work with a new light in his eyes. It seemed as +though his visit to the Scotchman had removed the last remaining cloud +which had hung in the sky of his faith. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +"Yes," said Colonel Blount to Major Blundell, "there's treachery +around; we may as well face it." + +"A man must be as blind as a bat not to see that," was the Major's +reply, "but where is it?" + +"That's the question. But we cannot close our eyes to facts. Time +after time our plans have been discovered, and not only discovered, but +evidently revealed to the enemy. I've talked the matter over with +General Withers, and while he agrees with me that these constant +mishaps are strange, he cannot see where the treachery can come in. +Why, man, he has even guarded himself against his own staff officers! +He keeps his plans to himself, and only makes them known to those who +have to carry them out; he's taken every precaution a man can take, and +you know what a keen fellow Withers is! Yet before we can strike our +blow, the Huns get wind of our intentions!" + +The Colonel sighed as he spoke. The constant mishaps were getting on +his nerves; he felt that his brother officers regarded him as +incapable. He wondered sometimes whether he would be relieved of his +command, so unsuccessful had he been. + +And yet he had been known as a capable, far-seeing officer, and earlier +in the war his name had been mentioned in the dispatches. He had been +spoken of in the General Headquarters, too, as an officer of more than +ordinary ability, and yet for the last few weeks everything he had +touched seemed to miscarry. There had been no great set-back, but +there had been no advance worth speaking of. A spirit of restlessness +and suspicion was felt in the whole regiment. It seemed to them as +though there was an Achan in the camp, yet no one knew who the traitor +might be. + +Of course all these misadventures might have been owing to unfortunate +accidents, or because the plans of the British officers were not well +thought out. All the same Colonel Blount could not understand it. He +was an old soldier, he had served in India, had been through the Boer +War, and he felt sure that the plans he had submitted to the Divisional +Headquarters had been sound and good. He had been complimented upon +them too, and yet they had ended in failure, and he had narrowly +escaped disaster. + +"If I could see a glimmer of light anywhere," said Colonel Blount to +his senior major, "I wouldn't mind. But I can't. Only General Withers +at the Divisional Headquarters, the Brigadier, you, and myself knew the +details of our last scheme, and yet the Bosches got wind of them. It's +maddening, maddening!" + +"Whoever the blighter is he's got brains," said the Major. + +"Ah, here are two staff officers coming now!" + +For some time after this Colonel Blount was more than ordinarily +active. He was constantly in communication with the commanding +officers of other battalions, and there were frequent journeys to +Headquarters; but no one knew what was on foot. The presence of staff +officers was constantly noted, and all felt that some big action was to +take place, but when or in what way no one knew. Even the Tommies in +the trenches felt that something of more than ordinary importance was +in the air, and they discussed it one with another. They, too, could +not help realising that things had been going bad with them, and that, +to say the least of it, the Germans were not getting the worst of it. + +Tom Pollard felt this more keenly than any one. He had been the man +who had been questioned by the Colonel, and he had more than once +fancied that he had been specially watched. Indeed Tom had determined +to keep both ears and eyes well open, and if possible to do a little +detective work on his own account. He entertained suspicions too, +which he dared not breathe to any one. They seemed so wild and +unfounded that they would not bear the test of a minute's careful +thought, and yet they constantly haunted him. + +Of course he knew nothing of what was being settled between the +officers; he had not the slightest idea of the nature of the plans +which had miscarried, he like the others only had a vague feeling that +something was wrong. + +One day, while near the canal which runs round the foot of the old +ramparts of the city, he noticed that the Brigadier and Colonel Blount +were talking with two staff officers; one of the latter was a general, +while the other was a captain. Tom felt sure that the captain was +Waterman, whom he had known in Brunford. + +Tom was reclining near a dangerous corner, close by the Potijze Road +which runs straight to the beginning of the British communication +trench. German shells were constantly screeching their way through the +air, and falling in various parts of the old town; but by this time he +had become so accustomed to these ominous sounds that he had almost +ceased to take notice of them. There was only one chance in a hundred +that one of them might fall near him, and as he had been so far +fortunate, he, like hundreds of others in a similar condition, thought +he might escape altogether. Besides, although he stood near the +dangerous crossing he was in a sheltered position, and as the day was +hot he sat under the shade of a wall and looked out on the ruins of the +old city. + +A few seconds later the group of officers passed close by him, and Tom +immediately rose and saluted. + +"Oh, this is the man," said Colonel Blount as he caught sight of Tom. +"Come here, Pollard." + +Tom did as he was commanded, not without some fluttering around the +region of his heart. + +"Now, Private Pollard," said Colonel Blount, "repeat what you told me +some time ago." + +Again Tom found himself submitted to a keen cross-examination after he +had told his story, and he noticed that all the officers, including +Waterman, listened very attentively. + +"There's something wrong," said Tom to himself; "they tried to shake +me, but they failed; I know what I heard well enough." And then he +watched them as they quickly crossed the dangerous corner, and hurried +into a sheltered position. + +That same night, after the staff officers had returned to their +Headquarters, Tom, who was passing the Water Tower, saw, much to his +surprise, the retreating form of a staff officer. Of course this might +mean nothing--he was utterly ignorant of the movements of those above +him; all the same he felt as though hammers were beating against his +forehead, so excited was he. + +The next night Tom's company was ordered to relieve a number of men who +had been a good many hours in the trenches, and just as the shadows of +evening were falling they crept along the Potijze Road towards the +communication trench. An hour later Tom had taken up his post in the +zig-zag cutting with a feeling that something of importance was going +to happen. + +Hour after hour passed away, and still Tom wondered at what he had seen +and heard. He had no definite data upon which to go, no tangible +reason for his suspicions, and yet with that bulldog tenacity +characteristic of the sharp Lancashire boy he kept thinking of what he +ought to do. Presently he heard a voice which he recognised; it was +that of Major Blundell, in reply to something that had been said to him. + +"Yes, yes," said the Major, "I quite understand." + +"You are sure you have the instructions plain?" + +"Perfectly sure." + +"Then I will get along here and speak to Captain Winfield." + +"Let me come with you," said Major Blundell. + +"Oh no, certainly not. I know the way perfectly well. Good night, +Blundell." + +"Good night, Waterman." + +It was a fairly bright night, although a few clouds hung in the sky. +Tom heard approaching footsteps, and then hid himself in a sharp corner +of the trench while Waterman passed him. Tom followed noiselessly, all +the time keeping out of sight of the man he watched. This he was able +to do with comparative ease, owing to the zig-zag nature of the trench. +Tom knew that at this particular point they were only a little more +than a hundred yards from the German lines, and that the German snipers +were constantly on the watch for any one who might happen to show +himself above the sand-bags. He had not gone more than twenty yards +when he saw Waterman stop and look around. + +Tom stopped almost instinctively, still hidden by a sharp turn in the +trench. The light was fairly good, and Tom's eyes were keen. He saw +that the man had adopted a listening attitude. That particular part of +the trench was for the moment deserted, although any moment a patrol +might appear. Evidently Waterman was keenly watchful; he looked each +way with evident care, and listened attentively. Then he took a piece +of white paper from his pocket which seemed to be attached to something +heavy. Even in the dim light Tom saw the white gleam of the paper +which Waterman had taken from his pocket. Quick as a thought Waterman +stepped on to the ledge of the trench, and then, leaning over the +sand-bags, threw the paper towards the German lines. This done he +stepped back and hurried quickly away. + +For a second the lad was almost paralysed; then the meaning of it came +to him like a flash of light, and before Waterman had proceeded half a +dozen yards Tom had sprung upon him. + +"What do you mean, fellow? Get away from me!" and Waterman struggled +to free himself. + +But Tom held on like grim death. "You are a German spy, that's what +you are!" he said hoarsely. "A mean, skulking German spy!" + +"This will mean death for you, my man," said Waterman, still +struggling. "You are enough of a soldier to know that for a private to +strike an officer in war time means court martial and death." + +"It will not be I who will be court martialled," panted Tom. "Ah, you +swine!" for at that moment Waterman had pulled out his pistol, and had +not Tom struck his arm a bullet would have gone through his brain. + +"I say, what's this?" + +"A German spy!" cried Tom hoarsely, "he tried to shoot me, sir!" + +"A German spy!" said the new-comer. "You must be mad." + +"I am not mad, sir. I saw him." + +"He _is_ mad!" said Waterman. "I'm here on duty and the fellow +attacked me. Pull him off, Lieutenant Penrose, he's strangling me!" + +Tom recognised the new-comer although he had not seen him for months. +It was Penrose who had been with him in Lancashire, and who had +received his commission immediately after his arrival in Surrey. + +"You know me, sir!" cried Tom, still holding on to the other; "you know +I would not do a thing without reason, sir! Make him a prisoner, he's +been giving information to the enemy!" + +"Prove it!" said Waterman. + +"Yes, I will prove it!" panted Tom. "Make him a prisoner, sir; I tell +you he's been communicating with the enemy. I saw him not a minute +ago!" + +"What has he done?" asked Penrose. + +"I saw him take a piece of paper from his pocket which was fastened to +something heavy; then he threw it over the sand-bags towards the German +lines. I tell you, sir, I saw him do it! Make him a prisoner." + +By this time others had come up, and Waterman, whom Tom had released +somewhat, laughed uneasily. "He's either a fool or a madman," he said; +"he attacked me without a moment's warning, and without the slightest +reason." + +"Hold him fast, sir," cried Tom. "I'll soon prove to you whether it's +without the slightest reason. Promise me you won't let him go, sir?" + +Penrose, who had grasped the situation, replied quickly: "Of course I +shall not let him go, but you must prove your accusation, Pollard. +Where are you going?" + +"I am going to get the paper he threw towards the German trenches," +cried Tom. "That's it, sir, hold him fast!" + +Tom was so excited that he had forgotten all about military rules and +regulations. He acted just as he would have acted had he caught any +one doing an outrageous deed before the war. + +Waterman began to shout aloud, but Penrose was too quick for him. He +placed his hand on the other's mouth, and said quietly, "No you don't, +sir." + +"Do you know what you are doing, Lieutenant?" said Waterman. "You are +attacking your superior officer. Take away your men and let me go at +once." + +"Not until I get at the bottom of this," said Penrose quietly. + +"I tell you the man is either a madman or a fool." Waterman was +stammering painfully now. + +"That will have to be proved," and Penrose gripped his arm tightly. +"That's it, Jackson; take his revolver. As it happens," he went on to +Waterman, "I know Pollard; he's a level-headed lad, and he would not +have done this without reason. Ah, Major Blundell, will you come here +a minute, sir," for by this time the Major, having heard the sound of +voices, had rushed up. + +"What's the matter?" + +Penrose quickly told him what had taken place, and the young officer's +words came like a bombshell upon this steady-going and rather dull +officer. If it were true, all the mystery of the last few weeks was +cleared up. But he could not believe it. Waterman was regarded as one +of the most capable and trustworthy of the staff officers. He had +shown zeal beyond the ordinary, and his intelligence and quickness of +perception had more than once been remarked upon; indeed he had been +mentioned in the dispatches as one who had rendered valuable service to +the British Army; and now for an accusation like this to come fairly +staggered the well-meaning faithful officer. + +The whole affair had been so sudden too. Only a couple of minutes +before, he had been discussing plans with Waterman, who had urged him +to be more than ordinarily careful in carrying out the instructions +from Headquarters, and yet here he was accused of communicating with +the enemy, and seen by a trustworthy soldier to throw a missile towards +the enemy's lines. + +"Where is Pollard?" asked Major Blundell, for Tom had disappeared. + +"He's gone to secure the paper he saw Captain Waterman throw," was +Penrose's reply. + +A second later Major Blundell was leaning over the sand-bags, looking +across the "No-man's-Land" towards the enemy's trenches. + +By this time a number of other men had gathered; as if by magic the +news had flown, and for a moment even discipline was in abeyance. + +As will be easily seen, Tom's work was not easy, and the space of +ground between the English and the German lines was dangerous in the +highest degree. Any one seen there was a target for both English and +German rifles. But Tom did not think of this, indeed the thought of +danger was at that time utterly absent from him. Just as at times the +mind has subconscious powers, so there are times when the body is so +much under the influence of excitement that ordinary laws do not seem +to operate. At that time Tom seemed to be living hours in seconds, +because he instinctively felt that great issues depended upon what he +wanted to do. If he were right in his conclusions, as he felt sure he +was, Waterman, who was naturally in the confidence of his superior +officers, would have valuable information to impart. It came upon him +too, like a flash of lightning, that Waterman had uttered a peculiar +cry as he threw the missile across the intervening space. That was +doubtless a prearranged signal between him and the Germans. If they +had heard it, as was more than probable, one of their men would +naturally be sent to find the paper. In that case the plans and +arrangements which the English officers had made would be in the hands +of the Germans. + +Tom had noted the spot on which Waterman had stood when he threw his +missile, and had also noticed the direction in which it had flown, at +least he thought he had. But when he was in the open space he was not +so sure. As fortune would have it, this particular bit of ground was +not wired, and he moved without difficulty. + +Tom looked around, bewildered; nowhere could he see the gleaming white +paper which Waterman had thrown--in fact, nothing was plainly visible +to him. He saw, dimly, the outline of the German trenches; saw the +mounds of earth with the sandbags on their summits, but nothing else. +A hundred yards or so is no great distance, but it is difficult to +locate a small object in such a space at night. He could not tell how +far Waterman had been able to throw the stone, or how near it might be +to the German trench. But his eyes were young and keen; every faculty +was more than ordinarily tense and active, and Tom was in deadly +earnest. He had started to do this thing, and he would do it. + +Presently he saw a white spot on the ground, and he felt as though +hammers were beating against his temples. Crouching low, he made his +way towards it, but he had only gone a few steps when he discerned the +form of a man, apparently with the same object in view, creeping from a +German trench. Like lightning Tom made a dash for it, but the other +was nearer than he, and by the time he had reached it the German had +secured it. As far as he could judge they were about half-way between +the two lines, and he knew the danger of the task he had set himself. +In a vague way he wondered whether the Germans had seen him, he also +wondered whether the British were watching him. But this did not +trouble him much; the one thought which filled his mind was that he +must at all hazards secure the paper which Waterman had thrown. + +Without hesitating a second, and without making a sound, he threw +himself upon the German and well-nigh bore him to the ground. Then +followed a hand-to-hand struggle, the details of which Tom was never +clear about. As a lad he had been a football player and had made good +muscle; he had played half-back for the Brunford football club for +several seasons, and although he was by no means a giant, he was well +built and strong. During the time he had been in the Army, too, every +muscle in his body had been developed to its fullest capacity: his +severe training told in his favour now, and Tom never dreamt of giving +in. On the other hand, however, the German was a big, heavy man, and +he also had undergone a severe training. + +Tom felt his antagonist weakening; he knew it by his gurgling breath +and his weakening grasp. He himself was also well-nigh spent, although +he was not quite exhausted. Then, fearing lest the apparent weakness +of his opponent was only a ruse by which he might gain advantage, Tom +determined on an old football trick. A second later the German's +shoulder blade snapped like a match, and Tom, seizing the paper, rushed +back towards the English lines. + +He had only fifty yards to cover, but such a fifty yards! His legs +seemed of lead, too, while his head was swimming. No sooner had he +commenced to stagger back, than the Germans opened fire on him; a +hundred bullets whistled by him, while he heard yells of rage coming +from the enemy's trenches. + +He felt his strength leaving him, his head was swimming, his breath +came in short, difficult gasps, and he knew he was wounded. He +suffered no great pain, but by the burning sensations in his left arm +and in his right shoulder he knew that the German bullets must have +struck him. More than once he stumbled and fell. + +He felt himself going blind; he heard cries from the English trenches +which seemed like cheers, but he could see nothing, and the cries +seemed to be a long, long way off. Still he struggled on. "I must get +in! I must get in!" was the thought which possessed his bewildered +brain. Then he fell heavily; after that all became dark. + +When he returned to consciousness it seemed to him as though he saw a +number of ghostly faces around him. He had a sort of feeling that he +was dead, and that those faces belonged to the spirit world; but in a +few seconds they became clearer. + +"That's better, Tom, that's better! You are all right. You did it, +lad! You did it!" + +"Stand back there, and give him air. Heavens! There hasn't been a +braver thing done by any man in the Army!" + +He heard all this, but not clearly. They seemed to be stray sentences, +uttered by many voices. But it didn't matter; only one thing mattered. +Had he done what he had set out to do? + +"Have you got it?" he gasped. + +"Got it! I should think we have." It was Major Blundell who spoke. +"It's all right, Pollard, you've done the trick." + +"Have I, sir?" said Tom. "I--I feel very strange." + +"You will soon get over it, you are only pumped!" + +"Ay," laughed another, and the voice was as sweet music to Tom, "I've +seen thee worse nor this i' the Brunford Cup Tie match." + +"That thee, Nick?" he said, lapsing into the Brunford vernacular, which +he had been trying to correct lately. + +"Ay, Tom, it's me; tha'st done a good neet's work to-neet." + +Tom's brain was clearer now; he knew where he was; knew, too, that he +had succeeded. Something was still hammering at his temples, and his +head was aching terribly, but he didn't mind; his heart was light. + +"You have done well, Pollard." It was Major Blundell who spoke. + +"Was what I got any good, sir?" + +"Good! I should think it was." + +"And Captain Waterman, have you got him?" + +"That's all right, Pollard, he's safe enough," replied the Major. + +"Thank you, sir," said Tom, "I don't care now." + +What happened after that Tom didn't remember. He had a confused idea +that he was carried down a long line of trenches, and that he heard +cheering words during his journey. But nothing was plain to him, +except a burning sensation in his left arm and in his right shoulder; +for the rest he was faint, sick, and weary. + +"You are feeling better now, are you not, Pollard?" It was the doctor +who spoke. + +"Yes, sir, I am feeling all right," replied Tom; "there is not much the +matter with me, is there?" + +"You are simply a miracle," replied the doctor, "only a couple of flesh +wounds, that's all. You have lost a great deal of blood, of course, +but you will soon be as fit as a fiddle again. I wonder that a hundred +bullets did not go through you!" + +"They came mighty near," was Tom's reply. + +"You must be removed from here at once," said the doctor, "this +region's too unhealthy for you." + +An hour later Tom found himself away from the screech of shells. + +As he reflected afterwards, it seemed to him a miracle that he had not +been killed. No sooner had he mastered the German and seized the paper +than bullets showered upon him like rain, and yet beyond these two +slight flesh wounds he was wholly untouched. It was true he was very +stiff and sore, but he knew that he would soon be as well as ever. + +On the evening of the same day Colonel Blount came to see him. + +"Pollard, my lad," said the colonel, "I felt I must come to see you. +You have rendered the British Army and your country a great service, +and you will get your reward." + +"Thank you, sir, but I never thought about reward," said Tom simply. + +"I'm sure you didn't," replied the colonel, "but this job's not at an +end yet, my lad." + +"No, sir," said Tom, mistaking his meaning, "we have got a stiff job +before we lick the Germans." + +"I didn't mean that," replied the colonel. "I mean this Waterman +business is not at an end yet." + +"No, sir," said Tom, "of course you will shoot him." + +"He deserves a worse death than that," replied the Colonel grimly, "but +you will have to give evidence against him." + +"Yes, sir," replied Tom. + +"Will you be well enough to come to-morrow night?" + +"Yes, sir." + +The Colonel knew he was not acting according to strict regimental rules +and regulations in speaking to a private in this fashion, but it was no +ordinary case, and Colonel Blount was not a man to be tied down to +military etiquette. Private though Tom Pollard was, he had rendered, +as he had said, a signal service, not only to the Army, but to the +British Nation. + +The next evening Tom found himself in a large room amongst a number of +officers, and standing at one corner, carefully guarded, was Waterman. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +The evidence against Waterman was so clear, so overwhelming, that there +was not the slightest doubt about the verdict which would be passed +upon him. He had been caught practically red-handed in his deed of +treachery; but this was not all. Tom Pollard's action had led to a +number of other facts coming to light. He had by many cunning devices +been in communication with the enemy; he had constantly made known the +plans which he had learnt at the Divisional Headquarters, and had thus +prepared the Germans for many of the attacks which we had made. + +Tom could not help being impressed by the fact that even although +Waterman's guilt was as clear as daylight, it was the evident desire of +those who tried him to act fairly, and even generously, towards him. +Everything that could be said in his favour was carefully listened to, +and noted; and on the faces of more than one present was a look of +concern almost amounting to pain. This, however, did not hide the +truth that every man regarded him with horror, almost amounting to +loathing. They respected an enemy who fought openly and fairly, but +for a man who was a staff officer in the British Army and who +consequently learnt many of the plans of that Army; for a man who had +taken the oath to be faithful to his King and Country, and yet to act +as he had acted, was ignominy too vile for expression. + +But Waterman seemed to have no shame, no sense of guilt; he uttered no +word of regret, but stood erect and almost motionless. His face was +hard and set, in his eyes was a steely glitter; it seemed as though he +defied his judges to do their worst, and to mock at their evident +disgust. + +Tom gave his evidence clearly, and without any waste of words. + +"You knew him before you went into the Army, then?" + +"Yes, sir," replied Tom. + +"Tell us where." + +Whereupon Tom told of Waterman's association with him in Brunford, and +of the conversations he had had with the prisoner. + +"I didn't quite understand at the time," said Tom, "why he seemed so +sure of the Germans getting the best of it. He seemed to be glad when +he told me of the tremendous strength of the German army, and the +preparations they had made. He said he had been to Germany to school, +and had lived there a long time; that was how he came to know so much +about it. I could never quite make it out how an Englishman who loved +his country could be so sure that the Germans would win. Besides, he +didn't talk about it as though it would be a calamity, but something he +would be proud of; but I don't know that I thought much of it at the +time, especially when he told me he was going to receive a commission +in our Army; but later on, when I found out the Germans knew what we +were going to do, I wondered how they'd found out, and that led me to +put one thing to another." + +This was not strict evidence, and the officers knew it, but they +allowed Tom to tell his story his own way. + +"That was why I determined to watch him," went on Tom, "and--well, sir, +that was how things turned out as they did." + +When Tom's evidence came to an end he was told to retire. The lad was +sorely grieved at this, because he would have liked to remain to the +end; but after all, he was only a private, and he was there simply to +give his evidence. + +"Shooting's too good for him," thought Tom as he left the room. "What +a look he did give me! If a look could murder a man I should not be +alive now!" + +"Now then," said the President to Waterman, when Tom had gone, "what +have you got to say for yourself?" + +"Nothing," replied Waterman. He was no longer respectful or polite. +His every word suggested insolence. + +"You admit, then, that you are guilty of the charges that have been +brought against you?" + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders scornfully. + +"You admit that you, an officer in the British Army, have given away +your country's secrets and become an ally to the enemy?" + +Waterman laughed. "I have simply tried to serve my own country," was +his reply, "the country which will soon conquer yours." + +Every eye was fixed upon him; the man's brazen confession almost +staggered them. + +"Then you are a German!" + +"Yes," replied Waterman proudly. + +The President looked at him keenly, and then turned towards some papers. + +"I see that you claim English birth, that you were educated at an +English public school, and that you went into an English house of +business." + +"That doesn't make me cease to be a German," replied Waterman. + +"I find, too, that you boasted of being an Englishman." + +"That helped me to do my work," was the jeering answer. + +For some seconds there was a deathly silence save for the rustle of the +papers which the President read. Each man who sat in the room listened +almost breathlessly; each was so intensely interested that no one broke +the silence. + +"My father and my mother are German," went on Waterman; "when they +lived in Germany they spelt their name German fashion, and there were +two n's, not one, at the end of my name; but when they were in England +they thought it would serve them best to spell it English fashion. But +they never ceased being Germans. When I was a boy I was taught to love +my country above all things; that was my religion, and I was always +faithful to it. When I went to your British school I was always a +German at heart; the other boys used to say that I was not a sportsman, +and that I could not play the game." + +"Evidently they spoke the truth." + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders carelessly. + +"Then you mean to say that you, born in England, educated in England, +and receiving all the benefits of our country, were all the time a +German at heart, and sought to act in Germany's interests." + +"Certainly." + +"And you didn't feel that you were acting meanly, ungratefully?" + +"I thought only of my own country," was the reply. "I knew that this +war was coming, knew too that I could best serve my country by +professing to be an Englishman, and by entering the British Army. I +proved myself in the right too," he added significantly. + +"But didn't you realise that such conduct as yours must inevitably end +in disgrace and death?" + +"Disgrace?" cried the other. "No, it is glory. As for death, what +does that matter? My death is of no importance; the victory of my +country is everything." + +"Then you have no sense of shame for what you have done?" + +"Shame?" laughed Waterman--"shame in feeling that I have served the +Fatherland!" + +"What do you think about your action, then?" + +"I think what fools you all were and are," and Waterman laughed +insolently. "I and others have laughed when you have played into our +hands. Why," and here there was a touch of passion in his voice, "your +country is simply riddled with friends of Germany. Do you think that +because a German becomes naturalised he ceases to be a German? Do you +think that, although he protests his loyalty to England, and his desire +to help England, that he is the less a German at heart? Do you think +that a German, whether naturalised or not, stops at anything in order +to serve his country? You have hundreds of Germans in your army +to-day, while your public offices are full of men, and women too for +that matter, of German parentage and with German sympathies. Yes, you +may kill me," and he threw back his shoulders proudly, "but that will +not stop us from conquering your country and being your masters." + +For a moment he almost seemed to dominate the room. He stood erect, +haughty, scornful; it might seem as though he were the accuser and not +the accused. + +"Of course you know the consequence of your deed?" said the President +presently. + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders. "I have counted the cost, and am +willing to pay the price," was his reply. + +When he was led away there was a silence in the room for some seconds. +Whatever else he had done he had given his judges to see that he was a +brave man; that to him the victory of his country was more than life; +that for what he had called the Fatherland he had trampled under his +feet all ordinary conventions, all accepted rules of honour and truth. +Germany was first, everything else came afterwards. + +The Englishman always admires courage, no matter in what form it may +appear, and there could be no doubt that Waterman was courageous. + +"It is no wonder," said the General, as if speaking to himself, "that +they are such terrible enemies." No man spoke, but each knew what was +in the other's mind. + +Of course, there was no doubt about the verdict; Waterman had been +guilty of the worst possible crime, and but for the quick wit and +prompt action of the Lancashire lad he would doubtless have continued +to help the enemy. The paper which Waterman had thrown towards the +German lines contained the details of the next plan of attack; details +which, known to the Germans, would have nullified the British action, +and possibly have led to disaster. + +"That young Pollard is a plucky young beggar," remarked the President +presently, "he is a lad of brains, too, and has behaved splendidly. Of +course what he has done must not be lost sight of." + +There was a general assent to this. + +He ought to be recommended for his D.C.M. was the general verdict. + +Early next morning Waterman was led out to a wall not far from the room +where he had been judged. He walked steadily and proudly towards the +place of his execution, and then stood erect like a soldier at +attention. He faced his dread ordeal with a look of pride on his face. + +"Fire!" + +Several shots rang out, and he fell heavily to the ground. + +"Yon' chap'll never do any more spying," said one soldier to another a +little later. + +"If I had my way," said the other, "he should not have had such a death +as that. When I think of the dirty meanness of these German swine; +when I think of spies like that; when I think of poisonous gas, and of +all their treachery, I feel as though nothing's too bad for them +Germans. At first, when the war commenced I had nowt but kindly +feelings towards the soldiers, as soldiers; but now----" + + + + +CHAPTER X + +It was late in November when the events just recorded took place, and a +few days later the English newspapers contained special paragraphs +headed "Heroism of a Lancashire Lad." Few details were given about +Waterman, but Tom's bravery was fully commented on. + +More than one journalist who had obtained details of what Tom had done +made special reference to him and spoke of him in glowing terms. Mrs. +Pollard received many applications for Tom's photograph, and presently +when she learnt that it appeared in newspapers all over the country, +she gave expression to remarks more forcible than elegant. + +"Our Tom an 'ero, eh?" she laughed. "Weel, I never knowed it afore. I +always looked upon him as a bit of a coward, but it's this 'ere +sodgering as has done it, I suppose. 'Appen there's summat in th' +uniform. When a lad's got sodger's clothes on, I reckon as aa' it +makes him feel cocky. But it's a pity he's still such a fool as to +keep on wi' Polly Powell. I wrote him a letter a while sin' telling +him as aa' Polly wur walking out wi' other lads, but she still boasts +as aa' Tom's faithful to her, and that she's got him under her thumb." + +"'Appen he will give her the sack now," said a neighbour. + +"Nay, our Tom wur always a fool. He might have had Alice Lister if he +hadn't been such a ninny, but she's engaged to Harry Briarfield now. I +wrote and told him about it only last week. I suppose George Lister is +fairly suited about it." + +"I hear that Tom's going to have the V.C. or D.C.M. or summat o' that +sort," remarked a neighbour; "dost 'a know what that means?" + +"Nay, I know nowt about it, but I hope as he will get a bit o' brass +wi' it, onyhow." + +"Will he come home, dost 'a' think?" + +"Nay, I don't know. Why should he leave his job for a thing like that? +I expect if he wur to come home they'd stop his pay, and I hope Tom is +noan such a fool as to lose his pay, but there, there's no tellin'." + +In spite of all this, however, Mrs. Pollard was in no slight degree +elated. She knew that Tom was the talk of Brunford, and that special +articles were devoted to him in the Brunford newspapers. + +"He will be sure to come home," said Ezekiel Pollard to her one night +after supper; "when a lad's done a job like that, he's sure to have a +bit of a holiday." + +"Maybe, and I suppose tha'll be showing him around as though he wur a +prize turkey. Ay, but I am glad about this drinking order." + +"Why?" + +"Because else all th' lads in the town 'ud be wanting to treat our Tom; +they 'd be proud to be seen wi' him, and they'd make him drunk afore he +know'd where he wur. Our Tom never could sup much beer wi'out it goin' +to his head." + +"Our Tom has give up that sort o' thing," replied Ezekiel. + +"How dost tha' know?" + +"I do know, and that's enough," replied Ezekiel, thinking of Tom's last +letter, which, by the way, he had never shown to his wife. + +I am not going to try to describe Tom's feelings when he was told that +he had been recommended for the D.C.M. + +"Thank you, sir, but I've done nowt to deserve it," cried the lad, +lapsing for the moment into the Lancashire dialect. + +Colonel Blount laughed. Ever since Waterman's death he had felt as +though a burden had been lifted from him. He felt sure now that his +plans would not be frustrated. + +"We are the best judges of that, my lad," he said. "You can tell your +father and mother that, as a Lancashire man, I'm proud of you." + + +It was on a Saturday in December when Tom arrived in Brunford on leave +of absence. He had spent Friday in London, and caught the ten o'clock +train at King's Cross Station. There was no prouder lad in England +that day, although, truth to tell, he was not quite happy. Naturally +he had read what had been written about him in the newspapers, and +reflected upon what the people in Brunford would be saying about him. +He imagined meeting people whom he knew, in the Brunford streets, and +the greeting they would give him. He knew it would be a great +home-coming, and yet he had a heavy heart. + +It was several months now since he had left Brunford, and he could not +help reflecting on the change that had taken place in him. He still +wore a private's uniform, and carried the mud of the trenches on his +clothes. But the Tom Pollard who had enlisted at the Mechanics' +Institute was not the same lad who now made his way to his Lancashire +home. Since then he had been through strange scenes, and had realised +wonderful experiences. New facts and new forces had come into his +life; day by day he had been face to face with death, and this had led +him to touch the very core of life. Thoughts which were unknown to him +a year before now possessed his being; powers of which he had never +dreamed had been called into life. + +Tom could not put these things into words, he didn't even clearly +realise them, but he knew that he was different. The very thought that +he had looked into the face of death made him realise the wondrousness +of life. Tom did not feel that he had been a hero, and yet he knew +that the life he had been living, and the work he had been doing, +especially during the last few months, had called qualities, which lay +latent in his being, into life and action. The war had not made him a +different man, it had only aroused dormant qualities within him. The +fires through which he had passed had cleansed him, and he knew that +life would never be the same again. But more than all that, he, like +thousands of others, had learnt the great secret of life, and realised +that it was only by opening his life to the Eternal Life that the +highest manhood could be known. + +And yet he was strangely dissatisfied. He had read his mother's letter +telling him that Alice Lister was engaged to Harry Briarfield, and his +heart was very sore at the thought of it. Never before had he realised +the meaning of the choice he had made, when more than a year before he +had left Alice to walk out with Polly Powell. "And yet I loved Alice +all the time," he reflected, as the train rushed northward. "I never +knew how I did love her till now. I must have been mad and worse than +mad!" + +For a long time he had ceased to care for Polly Powell; when he was in +Surrey his mother's letter had opened his eyes to the kind of girl she +really was. He saw her, coarse, loud-talking, and vulgar; a girl who +had appealed only to what was coarse in his own nature. And he had +yielded to her blandishments; he had left a pure, refined girl for her, +and he had lost Alice for ever. + +That was the bitterness in Tom's cup of joy. He was proud of what he +had done--what fellow situated as he was would not be? His heart +thrilled with exultation as he remembered what the Colonel had said and +written about him. He remembered with joy, too, what his comrades had +said when he left for home, and the cheers they gave him. + +Oh, if he hadn't been such a fool! + +He thought of what his home-coming might have been if he had remained +true to Alice; he fancied the look in her eyes as she greeted him; of +the feelings which would fill his heart as he sat by her side in the +church which she attended. But that was impossible now; he had made +his choice, and she had made hers. Thus his home-coming would be +robbed of half its joy. If he saw Alice at all she would be in the +company of Harry Briarfield, and Briarfield, he knew, had always looked +down upon him. "But there," he said to himself, "I'll bear it like a +man. I have done my bit, and that's something, anyhow." + +He had sent a telegram to his mother the day before, telling her of the +time he expected to arrive in Brunford, and presently when the train +drew into the station he looked out of the window eagerly expectant, +and with fast-beating heart. + +Yes, there his father and mother were, waiting for him. But what was +the meaning of the crowd? + +No sooner did he set foot on the platform than a great cheer arose. + +"There he is! There's Tom Pollard!" + +"Gi't tongue, lads! Gi't tongue! Hip! hip! hip! hoorah!" + +Tom, heedless of the cheering and shouting, went straight to his +mother. For a second this lady looked at him, and seemed to be on the +point of greeting him with a caustic remark; then her mother's heart +melted. + +"Ay, Tom, I'm fair glad to see thee," she sobbed. + +"And I am glad to see you, mother. Ay, father, it is good to see you, +it is." + +"And I am fair proud on you, Tom," and Ezekiel Pollard's voice was +hoarse as he shook his son's hand. + +"But, Tom," cried Mrs. Pollard, wiping her eyes, "thy clothes be dirty; +I shall have a rare job to get th' muck out of 'em." + +This was followed by a general laugh by those who had come to greet Tom +and bid him welcome. + +"Ay, and thou look'st as though thou hasn't weshed for a week. I +thought as aa' sodjers kept theirsens clean." + +"I'll wash right enough when I get home, mother," laughed Tom. + +"Holloa, Tom. I am glad to see you," and Polly Powell made her way +through the crowd. + +"Thank you," replied Tom quietly; "have you brought one of your young +men with you, Polly?" + +"I have not got any young men," was Polly's reply. Whereupon there was +a general laugh of incredulity. + +Polly, heedless of the crowd, and although angered at the remarks that +were made, still held her ground. + +"You are coming down to the Thorn and Thistle, aren't you, Tom?" she +said; "mother and father are expecting you." + +"No, thank you, Polly," said Tom. "I am going home with my mother and +father. Besides, I don't want to play gooseberry." + +At this there was general cheering. It was evident that Polly Powell +was ready to give up her latest lover in order that the glory of Tom's +lustre might shine upon her; but her power over him had gone. + +"Nay, thou'lt come down to the Rose and Crown wi' us, won't 'a'?" cried +another. + +"No, I am not going to the Rose and Crown," replied Tom. + +"Nay, you doan't mean to say you've turned teetotaler?" + +"Ay, that I have," replied the lad, "you see I'm following the example +of the King." Whereupon Polly went away abashed. + +All the way Tom's progress down Liverpool Road was a great procession +of people. On every hand he was greeted and cheered. Other soldiers +who had gone out from Brunford had returned; some had been wounded, and +many had done brave deeds, but Tom's action had laid hold of the +imagination of the people. To discover a German spy in Waterman, whom +many in the town knew; to bring him to justice; to risk his life in +order to render his country a service; to face almost certain death +that he might obtain the plans which had been intended to help the +enemy, made him a hero. + +Perhaps there are few parts of the world where the people are more +hearty and more generous than the dwellers in those busy manufacturing +towns in the North, and Tom was their own townsboy. He had been reared +amongst them, had gone out from them, and so they gave him a great +welcome. + +No words can tell the joy which Mrs. Pollard felt when she found that +Tom was going straight home with her. As she said, she had got the +best dinner in Brunford for him, but she was afraid that Tom would +yield to all the inducements which would be held out to him. + +"Never mind," she said to the neighbour whom she had asked to get +everything in readiness by the time she returned, "we'll have +everything as though we were sure he wur coming 'ome. Nobody shall say +as 'ow I didn't prepare a good dinner for my boy when he returned from +the War." + +Thus when Tom had refused the invitation to go to the Rose and Crown, +and declared his intention of going straight home, her joy knew no +bounds. + +"Dost 'a' really mean, Tom, as thou'rt coming straight home with thee +feyther and me?" + +"Ay, I do," replied Tom, "there's no place but home for me to-day." + +"Ay, then I mun kiss thee agean," she sobbed, throwing her arms around +his neck. + +Throughout the whole of the afternoon and evening Ezekiel Pollard's +house was besieged with visitors. Reporters came from the newspapers +in order to hear any details which had been missed concerning Tom's +exploits. Relations whom Tom had not seen for years came to bid him +welcome, while the neighbours thronged the doors. + +"Ay, it's good to be home again," said Tom, standing on the doorstep +and watching the last visitor depart that night, "I never thought that +it would be like this." + +"Art 'a' tired, lad?" asked his father. + +"Just a bit," said Tom. "I couldn't sleep last night, I was thinking +all the time about coming home, and now----" + +"Ay, lad, I'm proud of thee," said his father for the hundredth time. + +"Thou art a fool, lad," said his mother, "but thou'rt noan such a fool +as I feared. Thou'st done vary weel too, vary weel." + +"Father," said Tom when they had entered the house and closed the door, +"do you ever pray now?" + +"I hadna prayed for years," said Ezekiel Pollard, "till thou went to +the Front, but every night sin' I have asked God to take care o' thee. +I have asked nowt for myself," he added almost proudly. "I didn't +deserve it; but I've asked God to take care o' thee." + +"So have I," said his mother. "I never towd anybody about it; I wur a +bit ashamed, I reckon, but I have prayed twenty times a day." + +"Then," said Tom, "let us kneel down and thank God for His goodness." + +And the three knelt down together. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +It was nearly midday when Tom awoke. The church bells had ceased +ringing for nearly an hour, indeed at nearly all the churches the +congregations were being dismissed. The Town Hall clock chimed a +quarter to twelve, but all else seemed strangely silent. Tom rose in +his bed, and rubbed his eyes. + +"Where am I?" he gasped; "this is--this is--ay, where am I? Why, I'm +home! I'm home!" + +Immediately he jumped out of bed, and pulling up the blinds looked out +upon the smoky town. + +"Dear old Brunford, dear old Brunford," he said; "ay, this is a change!" + +"Art 'a' got up, Tom?" + +"Ay, mother." + +"Make haste, then, I'll have dinner ready for thee by the time thou'rt +ready." + +"Ay, it's good to be home," said Tom, and then he sighed. "I wonder +now, I wonder----" and then he sighed again. + +"I mean to go to chapel to-day," he said to his mother when he +presently appeared. + +"Chapel!" said his mother, "I thought thou'd given up going to chapel." + +"I am going to-day, anyhow," said Tom. "It would be grand if you and +father would come with me to-night." + +"Then us will," said Ezekiel quietly. + +That night Tom, together with his father and mother, found their way to +the church which he had attended years before. Many eyes were upon him +as he was shown into the pew. All the town had heard of Tom Pollard's +return, but few expected to see him at church that night. For some +time Tom was very self-conscious, and it is to be feared that he +thought little of the service; more than once, too, he caught himself +gazing furtively around the building, but he did not see the face he +longed yet feared to see. Since his return he had asked no questions +about Alice Lister, and neither his mother nor his father had +volunteered any information about her. + +"Well," said Tom, "I must drive her out of my mind. What a fool I was!" + +How beautiful it was to be singing the old hymns again! The Sunday +before he had been in Ypres, and instead of church bells he had heard +the boom of guns; instead of the music of hymns, the shrieking of +shells; instead of the scenes of home, and the loved ones, were the +blackened ruins of an ancient town which had been ruthlessly destroyed. +Oh, how Tom wished the War were over! How he dreaded the idea of going +back again! Yet he knew he must go, knew that he and thousands of +others must fight on, until those who had made war should be powerless +to make it again. + +Presently the service was over, and Tom made his way towards the +vestibule of the church. Scores of hands were held out to him, +hundreds of greetings were offered to him. Many congratulated him on +his bravery, and on his distinction. + +Then suddenly Tom's heart ceased to beat, for standing before him was +Alice Lister. + +Tom felt his tongue cleave to the roof of his mouth. He could not +speak, while Alice seemed almost as much wrought upon as he. + +He looked around as if in expectation of seeing Harry Briarfield, but +Harry was nowhere present. What did it mean? + +Afterwards Tom wondered at his temerity; wondered that he should dare +to speak to her at all. But some power which was stronger than himself +compelled him to do so. He held out his hand to her. + +"How are you, Alice?" he said. + +Alice gave him her hand, but did not reply, save that her fingers +trembled in his. + +A thousand hopes, fancies, and fears flashed through his mind and +heart; then Alice shyly lifted her eyes to his. + +"May I walk home with you, Alice?" he stammered. + +"Yes, if you will, Tom," and the two walked away, side by side. + +They walked up Liverpool Road together for some time without speaking a +word. On every side the crowd passed them, but Tom did not heed, his +heart was too full for words, his mind too occupied with wild, +turbulent fancies. Presently they passed into a quiet lane where they +were apparently alone. + +"Alice," said Tom at length, "I'm fair ashamed of myself, I--I'm just +a----" + +"No," and Alice interrupted him, "you are a hero, Tom, you have done +wonderful things." + +"Ah, but that is nothing," was Tom's reply, "I could not help doing +that, no decent lad could. But the other now--ay, Alice, I am ashamed +of myself. I was such a fool too!" + +Alice did not speak; perhaps she was delighted at Tom's +self-condemnation, or perhaps, which was more likely, she was eagerly +waiting for him to say more. + +"Is it true what mother told me?" he asked, after what seemed a long +silence. + +"What did she tell you?" + +"That you are engaged to Harry Briarfield." + +"No!" replied the girl eagerly, "I never was!" + +"Then is it that young parson?" + +"No, Tom; who could have told you such lies?" + +Lancashire people are very undemonstrative in their love-making, as in +most of their things, and although Tom was nearly swept off his feet +with joy at what Alice had said, he still walked on by her side +quietly, and for some seconds did not speak again. + +"I never really cared about Polly Powell," he said presently, "even at +the time I--I----" + +"I knew, Tom," and the girl almost sobbed as she spoke, "I knew all the +time you could never really care for her, and--and that you would come +back to me. That was why----" + +"Why what?" asked Tom. + +"Why there was never anybody else but you, Tom." + +"Do you mean it, Alice? do you really mean it?" and Tom's voice was +hoarse and tremulous. "Can you forgive me? I chucked Polly Powell +long ago, and I let her know it yesterday when I came home. She met me +at the station with the others, and I never knew what a fool I had been +till I saw her just as she was. Ay, I must have been mad!" + +"I heard all about it," replied the girl, "but it didn't need that to +tell me that you would come back to me, Tom." + +"Ay," said Tom, "but I feel so ashamed. I feel as though I have +nothing to offer you. I am only a poor Tommy with a bob a day, but +will you wait for me, Alice, till the war is over?--and then if God +spares my life I will work for you night and day, and I will give you +as good a home as there is in Brunford." + +"I can't help waiting for you," sobbed Alice. + +"Can't help! Why?" asked Tom. + +"Because--because---- oh, you know." + + +It was not until an hour later that Tom and Alice appeared at George +Lister's house. During that time Tom had told Alice the story of his +life since he had parted from her. Told her of the influences which +had been at work, how he had been led to pray, and how his heart had +all the time been longing for her. In spite of Alice's repeated +questions he had said very little about his hour of peril, when he had +risked his life to serve his country; that seemed of little importance +to him. His one thought was to make Alice know that he was ashamed of +himself for leaving her, and that he loved her all the time. + +"Ay," said George Lister to his wife when Tom had left the house, "our +Alice is a fool." + +"'Appen she is," replied Mrs. Lister, "but yon's a grand lad, a fair +grand lad!" + +"He may be a grand lad," retorted her husband, "and I don't deny that +he has behaved vary weel, but how can he keep a wife? What sort of a +home can he give our Alice?" + +"A lad that can do what he has done," replied Mrs. Lister, "will make +his way anywhere. If God spares his life, he will come back when the +war's over, and you will not have any reason to be ashamed of him. He +is not earning any brass now, and that's right, for he's serving his +King and Country, and doing his duty like a man; but wait till we have +licked the Germans, then Tom will let you know." + +"I don't deny that he's a sharp, capable lad," said George, "and it's +easy to see that our Alice is fair gone on him. That's why she had +nowt to do wi' the young parson, and wi' Harry Briarfield. Well, I +want Alice to be happy, and marriage without love is a poor thing, +however much brass you may have. 'Appen I can put Tom in the way of +getting on when the war's over. Ay, he's a grand lad, as you say, and +it was real plucky the way he nabbed that German spy and got the +papers. No wonder the King thinks such a lot of him." + +Upon this George Lister filled his pipe slowly, and there was a look of +pride in his eyes. + +As for Alice, she sobbed for very joy when she went to her room that +night. "Oh, thank God, thank God," cried her heart, "and he is coming +early in the morning too!" + + +"Well, mother," said Tom when he reached home, "I have made it up with +Alice Lister." + +"Tha' never ses!" and Mrs. Pollard's voice was very caressing. "That's +one for Polly Powell, anyhow. She wur never thy sort, Tom--a lass wi' +a mother like that can never be ony good." + +"Ay, and she's the finest lass i' Brunford, is Alice Lister," said +Ezekiel contentedly; "and is she willing to wait for thee, Tom?" + +Tom laughed joyfully. + +"Maybe they will make an officer of thee," said Mrs. Pollard. + +"No," said Tom, "I shall never be an officer, I don't belong to that +class; perhaps I will be a sergeant, or something like that, but that's +as may be; anyhow, I'll do my bit." + +When Tom's leave was up, George Lister said he had business in London, +so Alice accompanied him. Truth to tell, the business which George had +was only a secondary matter; he saw that Alice wanted to accompany her +lover as far as she could, and the business was a pretext. I also made +my way to Waterloo Station to see Tom off; that was only a few days +ago, and what I saw and heard is fresh in my memory. But however long +I may live, I shall never forget the look in Tom's eyes as he stood on +the platform with Alice by his side. A great light was burning there, +the light of love, and duty, and faith, and chastened joy. + +"Don't fear, Alice," said the lad, "I will come back again all right." + +"You--you are sure you will take care of yourself, Tom," and Alice's +voice was husky, although she was evidently making a great effort to be +brave. + +"Ay, that I will," said Tom. + +Crowds of soldiers thronged the platform, while hundreds of their +friends who came to see them off made it difficult to move; many of the +Tommies were shouting and cheering, while others found their way into +the carriages as if anxious to be quiet. + +"They seem splendid fellows," said Alice, "but some of them are very +rough, aren't they?" + +"Just a bit rough," replied Tom, "but they are all right. Some of +those very chaps who look rough and common are just heroes, you know; +they would face any kind of danger to do a pal a good turn. Perhaps +you may not think it to look at them, but their hearts are true as +gold. This war has made a wonderful difference in them." + +Alice pressed his arm convulsively. + +"You know that book you lent me the other day," went on Tom, "that book +of Kipling's where there is a story about a ship that found herself. +It means a lot, does that story. That's what this war has done for a +lot of us chaps, it's helped us to find ourselves." + +The guard blew his whistle, and there was a slamming of doors. + +"Good-bye, Alice," and Tom held her close to his heart. "The war will +be over soon, and then, please God, I will come back again." + +"Yes, yes, Tom, and--and you know I will be always thinking of you, and +praying for you." + +"Ay, lass, I do, that's why I'm not a bit afraid. It's not good-bye, +Alice, it's only au revoir as the French say. You will be brave, won't +you?" + +"Yes, Tom," she spoke bravely, although her voice was husky; "and--and, +Tom"--this with a sob--"I shall be loving you--loving you all the time." + +Slowly the train left the station. At the carriage windows hundreds of +men stood waving their hands, and shouting. They were going back to +the grim, cold trenches, going to danger, and possible death; but they +were going with brave hearts and the light of resolution in their eyes. +Amongst them was Tom. He, too, was waving his hand, although his lips +were tremulous. + +"God help me to do my bit, and then take me back to her," he prayed. + +Will he come back again, or will he be one of those who give their +lives for the defence of honour and home? 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Tommy + +Author: Joseph Hocking + +Release Date: April 4, 2008 [EBook #24986] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK TOMMY *** + + + + +Produced by Al Haines + + + + + + + + + + +TOMMY + + +BY + +JOSEPH HOCKING + + + +AUTHOR OF + + "ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER" + "DEARER THAN LIFE" ETC. + + + + +HODDER AND STOUGHTON + +LONDON ---- NEW YORK ---- TORONTO + +MCMXVI + + + + +_TWO GREAT WAR STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_ + + ALL FOR A SCRAP OF PAPER + DEARER THAN LIFE + + +_OTHER STORIES BY JOSEPH HOCKING_ + + Facing Fearful Odds + O'er Moor and Fen + The Wilderness + Rosaleen O'Hara + The Soul of Dominie Wildthorne + Follow the Gleam + David Baring + The Trampled Cross + + + + +NOTE + +My only qualification for writing this simple story of "Tommy" is that +I have tried to know him, and that I greatly admire him. I met him +before he joined the army, when for more than six months I addressed +recruiting meetings. I have also been with him in training camps, and +spent many hours talking with him. It was during those hours that he +opened his heart to me and showed me the kind of man he is. Since then +I have visited him in France and Flanders. I have been with him down +near La Bassee, and Neuve Chapelle. I have talked with him while great +guns were booming as well as during his hours of well-earned rest, when +he was in a garrulous mood, and was glad to crack a joke "wi' a man +wearin' a black coat." I have also been with him up at Ypres, when the +shells were shrieking over our heads, and the "pep, pep, pep" of +machine guns heralded the messengers of death. We stood side by side +in the front trenches, less than a hundred yards from the German +sand-bags, when to lift one's head meant a Hun's bullet through one's +brain, and when "woolly bears" were common. So although I am not a +soldier, and have probably fallen into technical errors in telling the +story of "Tommy," it is not because he is a stranger to me, or because +I have not tried to know him. + +Only a small part of this story is imagination. Nearly every incident +in the book was told me by "Tommy" himself, and while the setting of my +simple tale is fiction, the tale itself is fact. + +That is why I hope the story of "Tommy" will not only be read by +thousands of men in khaki, but by their fathers and mothers and loved +ones who bade them go to the Front, and who earnestly pray for their +speedy and victorious return, even as I do. + + +JOSEPH HOCKING. + +PRIORS' CORNER, TOTTERIDGE, HERTS, + _February_ 1916. + + + + + +CHAPTER I + +The Brunford Town Hall clock was just chiming half-past three as Tom +Pollard left his home in Dixon Street and made his way towards the +Thorn and Thistle public-house. It was not Tom's intention to stay +long at the Thorn and Thistle, as he had other plans in view, +nevertheless something drew him there. He crossed the tram lines in +St. George's Street, and, having stopped to exchange some rustic jokes +with some lads who stood at the corner of the street, he hurried across +the open space and quickly stood on the doorsteps of the public-house. + +The weather was gloriously fine, and for a wonder the air in the heart +of the town was pure and clear. That was accounted for by the fact +that it was Sunday, and the mills were idle. Throughout the week-days, +both in summer and in winter, the atmosphere of Brunford is smoke +laden, while from a hundred mills steamy vapours are emitted which +makes that big manufacturing town anything but a health resort. Tom +was making his way up the passage towards the bar, when the door opened +and a buxom, bold-eyed, red-cheeked girl of about twenty-four stopped +him. + +"You're late, Tom," she said. + +"Am I?" replied Tom. "I didn't mean to be." + +"I was thinking you weren't coming at all. Some young men I know of +wouldn't have been late if I'd said to them what I said to you on +Friday night." Then she looked at him archly. + +"I couldn't get away before," replied Tom. Evidently he was not quite +comfortable, and he did not return the girl's glances with the warmth +she desired. + +"Anyhow I am free till half-past five," she went on. "I don't know +what father and mother would say if they knew I was walking out with +you; but I don't mind. Do you like my new dress, Tom?" + +Tom looked at her admiringly; there was no doubt that, after her own +order, she was a striking-looking girl, and her highly coloured attire +was quite in accord with her complexion. + +"Jim Scott was here half an hour ago," she went on; "he badly wanted me +to go with him, but I wouldn't." + +Tom looked more uncomfortable than ever; he remembered the purpose for +which he had set out, and was sorry that he had called at the Thorn and +Thistle at all, even although the girl evidently favoured him more than +any of her other admirers. + +"I just called to say I couldn't come for a walk with you this +afternoon," he said, looking on the ground. "You see I have an +appointment." + +"Appointment!" cried the girl. "Who with?" + +"Oh, with no one in particular; only I must keep it." + +The girl's eyes flashed angrily. "Look here," she cried, "you are +still sweet on Alice Lister; I thought you had given up all that +Sunday-school lot." + +"Well, I have noan been to Sunday School," said Tom. + +"Ay, but you're going to meet Alice Lister now, and that is why you +can't go wi' me." Evidently the girl was very angry, and a look of +jealousy flashed from her eyes. Still there could be no doubt that she +was very fond of Tom and meant if possible to capture him. + +"I can't go out wi' you this afternoon, and--and----but there, I'm off." + +For a moment the girl seemed on the point of speaking to him still more +angrily, and perhaps of bidding him to leave her for good. She quickly +altered her mind, however, and seemed determined to use all her +blandishments. + +"Ay, Tom," she said. "Tha'rt too good to throw thyself away on the +goody-goody Alice Lister sort. Tha'rt too much of a man for that, else +I should never have got so fond of thee." + +"Art'a really fond of me, Polly?" asked Tom, evidently pleased by +Polly's confession. + +"I'm not goin' to say any more," replied the girl. And then she +laughed. "I was thinkin' that after we'd been to Scott's Park you +might come back to tea. I don't believe father and mother would mind. +Father wur sayin' only this morning that you'd got brains. You took +three prizes at the Mechanics' Institute last winter, and he said that +if you got manufacturing on your own, you'd make brass." + +"Did he say that?" asked Tom eagerly, + +"Ay, he did, only this morning." + +"But I have no capital," said Tom rather sadly. + +"Father's saved money," replied Polly eagerly. "The Thorn and +Thistle's a good house and we have good company; and if father liked a +lad, especially if I recommended him, he could easily find money to +start a small mill. But there, I suppose you are only thinking of +Alice Lister." + +The Town Hall clock chimed the three-quarters, and, much as he wanted +to stay with Polly, he moved towards the door and said, "Well, I must +be goin' now." + +Again anger flashed from Polly's eyes, but still controlling her temper +she said: "Ay, but you'll come back this evening, won't you, Tom? Jim +Dixon's coming to tea, and if you're not here, and he wur to ask me to +go out for a walk with him tonight, I shouldn't have any excuse for +refusing." + +There could be no doubt about it that, to Tom, Polly Powell looked very +alluring. She was rather older than he, and her beauty was of a highly +coloured order. At that moment Tom's mind was much distracted, +nevertheless as the sound of the deep-toned bell in the Town Hall tower +died away he determined to take his leave. + +"And I thought we might have such a nice time, too," she said, +following him. "But never mind, you'll be back this evening. Ay, Tom +lad, tha doesn't know when tha'art well off." And she gave him her +most bewitching smile. + +Tom hurried up Liverpool Road with the sound of Polly's voice in his +ears and the memory of the flash in her great black eyes in his mind. +"She is a grand lass," he reflected, "and she's fair gone on me too; +and what's more she's not so finickin' as some lasses are. After all, +why should I be so straitlaced? She's a lass as loves good company, +she likes a lark, and--and----" After that Tom became thoughtful. + +Tom Pollard was typical of thousands of lads who dwell in the +manufacturing districts of Lancashire. His father and mother had been +weavers, and while his mother had ceased going to the mill, his father +still earned his thirty shillings a week behind the looms. They did +not belong to the best class of Lancashire operatives, and Tom's home +influence was not all it might have been. That was why, years before, +many wondered that Tom promised to turn out so well. He was not +particularly clever, but he possessed a large share of the proverbial +Lancashire sharpness and common sense; he had an eye to the main +chance, and dreamt of becoming something better than an ordinary +weaver. For that reason he had attended some technical classes at the +Mechanics' Institute, and, as Polly Powell had reminded him, had only a +few months before taken prizes there. Young as he was, he had already +been promised a Tackler's job, which meant that he would be a kind of +foreman, and have the oversight of a small part of a mill. This, Tom +was sure, would open the way to a more responsible position, and then +if he had good luck he might in a few years start manufacturing for +himself. Many of the mill-owners in Brunford were, a few years before, +poor men, while now, owing to a great boom in the cotton trade, they +were quite wealthy men. During the last few months, however, Tom's +best friends had not been quite so hopeful about him. He had been a +frequent visitor at the Thorn and Thistle; and he had altogether given +up attendance at Sunday School. This was considered a bad sign in +Brunford, where the great bulk of the respectable young men attend one +of the many Sunday Schools in the town. + +As Tom neared the Town Hall his face changed somewhat, and a look of +eager expectancy came into his eyes. He noted with satisfaction that +the yard outside a big building was empty. "I'm in time after all," he +reflected. "They've just sung the last hymn." + +A few minutes later several hundred young people came into the street, +and Tom was not long in singling out one for whom he had evidently been +watching. This was a young girl of about twenty years of age, and it +was easy to see at a glance that she was superior to those whom she +accompanied. Her face was refined, her eyes large and intelligent; and +her neat, well-fitting clothes did not suggest the flamboyancy of Polly +Powell's adornments. + +"There's Tom Pollard waiting for you, Alice," said one of the girls. +Alice Lister flushed as the girl spoke, and the colour which rose to +her cheeks told its own tale. + +"If I were you, Alice," said another, "I should keep my eye on him. +Sin' he give up going to Sunday School he's noan so much of a catch; +besides, I saw him with Polly Powell last Sunday evening after he went +home with you; and Polly Powell is noan your sort." + +Alice did not reply to this, but her lips trembled; evidently the words +wounded her. All the time Tom stood smoking a cigarette. Although he +had come to meet Alice, he did not like the idea of going up to claim +her while so many girls were around. + +"Ay, Tom," said one of the girls, shouting to him. "How's Polly +Powell?" + +Tom did not reply; his ready wit left him for the moment. + +"If I were Alice," said another, "I'd give thee the sack. Tha's noan +fitted to go with her." + +"Ay," said another, "and Polly's only just playing wi' him; she's got +more nor one string to her bow, has Polly. And she'd noan look at +thee, Tom, if the young landlord at the Bull and Butcher had made up to +her." + +Lancashire folks are not slow in speaking their minds, and they have no +false delicacy about telling people their opinion of them. + +"Well," said Tom quietly, "I fly higher game than you, Emily Bilson, +anyhow. I have only just got to hold up my finger to the whole lot on +you, and you'd come after me. But I'm noan going to do it; I've got +too much respect for myself." + +Almost as if by arrangement the girls separated, and Tom found himself +walking up Liverpool Road by the side of Alice Lister. Neither of them +spoke for some minutes. Tom didn't know what to say, while Alice was +evidently thinking deeply. + +"Have you been to the Young Men's Class this afternoon," she asked +presently. + +"Nay." + +"Why?" asked the girl, looking at him steadily. + +"It's noan in my line," replied Tom. "That kind of thing'll do for +kids, but when people get grown up they want something better." + +"Better and cleverer people than you, Tom, don't give it up," replied +the girl. + +Tom continued to walk by Alice's side, looking rather sulky. + +He and Alice had begun to walk out together a little more than a year +before, much to the surprise of their mutual friends. For Alice was +not only better educated than Tom, but she moved in rather a better +circle. Alice's father was one who, beginning life as a weaver, had by +steady perseverance and good common sense become a small manufacturer. +He was anything but a rich man, but he was what the people called +"Doin' vary weel"--one who with good luck would in about ten years' +time "addle a tidy bit of brass." Alice was his only daughter. He had +never allowed her to go to the mill, but had sent her to a fairly good +school until she was sixteen years of age, since which time she had +stayed at home with her mother, and assisted her in the house work. +Alice had continued her education, however. She had a natural gift for +music and possessed a fine contralto voice. She had quite a local +reputation as a pianist and was constantly in demand to sing at +concerts. She was more than ordinarily intelligent too, and was a +lover of good books. Added to this she attended classes in the town +for French and German; and had on more than one occasion been invited +to the houses of big manufacturers. That was why people wondered at +her walking out with Tom Pollard. He, although looked upon as a sharp +lad, was not, as was generally agreed, "up to Alice's mark." + +Still facts were facts, and there could be no doubt about it that Alice +showed a great preference for Tom, and, in spite of the fact that her +father and mother were not at all pleased, had allowed him to accompany +her home on several occasions. + +"What are you going to do, Tom?" asked the girl. + +"What am I going to do?" queried Tom. "I don't know that I am going to +do anything. What do you mean, Alice?" + +"I mean that you must make your choice." + +"Choice? What choice?" + +"I should not have met you this afternoon," replied Alice Lister +quietly, "but for the fact that I want to come to an understanding. I +have not been blind, neither have I been deaf, these last few months; a +change has come over you, and--and you will have to choose." + +Tom knew what she meant well enough, but he pretended to be ignorant. + +"What has come over you, Alice? What do you mean? Surely," he went +on, "you are not taking any notice of what Emily Bilson said. Just as +though a lad can't speak to any lass but his own!" + +"Tom," went on the girl quietly, "you know what you told me twelve +months ago; you know, too, what my father and mother said when they saw +us together; it has not been pleasant for me to listen to people's +gossip, especially when I know that most of it is true. I have been +very fond of you and I don't deny it; if I hadn't I should not have +walked out with you, but I want to tell you this--you have to make your +choice this afternoon; either you are going to give up me, or you are +going to give up the Thorn and Thistle and all it means." + +"You're jealous of Polly Powell," said Tom, with an uneasy laugh. + +"I'm jealous of your good name, Tom, jealous of evil influence." + +"Evil influence? What evil influence?" + +"Going to the Thorn and Thistle has done you a great deal of harm; it +has caused you to give up your Young Men's Class, and--and--but there, +I needn't talk any more about it. You understand what I mean. It must +be either one or the other, Tom." + +"You mean that I must either give up you or Polly Powell?" + +"It means more than that," replied the girl, "it means that you must +either give up me or give up going to the Thorn and Thistle. You used +to be a teetotaler, Tom." + +"As though any lad's a teetotaler in these days," laughed the young +fellow. "Come now, Alice, you are not so narrow-minded as that. I am +nearly twenty-three now, and if I want a glass of beer surely I can +have it. You don't mean to say that everybody but teetotalers are +going to the bad." + +"You know very well what I mean, Tom. You are not the kind of young +man you were, and either you give up these things or we part company." + +"Nay, Alice, doan't be narrow-minded. I suppose," he added bitterly, +"that you are beginning to look higher than me, that you are thinking +o' one of the manufacturers. I hear that Harry Briarfield was up at +your house to supper the other night." + +They had by this time left the Liverpool Road and had entered Scott's +Park, which during the last few years had become a rendezvous for the +people of the town, especially on Sunday afternoons. + +"You know," went on the girl, "that it made no difference to me when +people told me that I was choosing a weaver. I didn't think about it, +I only thought of you. But, Tom, I shall never marry any one who--who +can find his pleasure in such places as the Thorn and Thistle, and who +sneers at Sunday School." + +"You mean," said Tom, rather angrily, "that if you continue to keep +company with me I must feed on your religious lolly-pops." + +An angry flush mounted the girl's cheek, but she continued to speak +quietly. + +"Tom," she said, "will you answer me truly? Do you find anything at +the Thorn and Thistle better than you found in the young men's class? +You sneer at religion, but religion does no one any harm; rather it +always does good; anyhow, it's everything to me, and you have to make +your choice." + +Tom looked at her steadily. He knew what she meant, knew too that the +time had come when he would have to make his choice. At that moment he +saw what Polly Powell meant to his life, saw, too, that if he followed +the road in which he had been walking during the last few months he +would have to give up Alice Lister. He saw more than this, for at that +moment Polly Powell's blandishments had no effect on him. She appeared +to him in her true light--a coarse, vulgar girl. + +"You don't care about me like you did," he said angrily. "You are +getting tired of me." + +"If that were true I should not speak to you in this way," and her +voice became tremulous. "But I am not going to throw away my life, +Tom; there's something more in life than--than love." + +"What?" he asked. + +"Duty, God," was the reply. + +Tom again laughed uneasily. Alice Lister lived in a different world +from that in which Polly Powell lived; they breathed a different +atmosphere; they spoke a different language. Yes, he would have to +make his choice. + +"I would rather have you than forty Polly Powells," he burst out, "I +would really, Alice, but--but----" + +"There must be no buts, Tom, if--if you want me. Oh, Tom, can't you +see? You know that what I say is right and--and----" + +He saw her lips quiver; saw the tears start to her eyes. He knew that +his association with the daughter of the landlord of the Thorn and +Thistle was coarsening him, making him have lower standards of life, +making everything poorer, more sordid. Whenever he was with Alice he +wanted to be better and truer, and she always made him ashamed of +coarse, base things. + +"Alice, do you love me?" and his voice became almost hoarse. + +"If I didn't would I talk to you like this?" was her answer. + +A crisis had come into Tom's life, and he knew it. Two forces were +fighting in his heart, two angels were battling for his soul. At that +moment it seemed as though his better angel were going to win the +victory; he was on the point of telling Alice that he would never go +into the Thorn and Thistle again, never speak to Polly Powell again, +when he heard a familiar voice close to him. + +"I say, Pollard, you are coming to-night, aren't you?" + +Tom turned and saw a well-dressed young fellow close beside him. He +had come to Brunford some three years before to learn the cotton trade, +and during the last few months he and Tom had been very friendly. Tom +was rather proud of this, because young Harry Waterman was his +superior, both socially and from an educational standpoint. Waterman +claimed to be the son of a squire who lived in Warwickshire, who had +sent him to Brunford to learn cotton manufacturing because more money +was to be made out of it than by sticking to the land. + +Waterman was a tall, handsome young fellow, with a florid complexion +and light-brown hair. He had met Tom at the Mechanics' Institute +Classes, and the young weaver had been much flattered when the other +had at various times discarded all social distinctions and been +friendly with him. It was he who had laughed Tom out of going to the +Young Men's Classes on Sunday afternoon, and told him that religion was +only fit for ignorant people and women. Waterman professed to have +travelled a good deal, and had told Tom that after leaving an English +Public School he had studied in one of the German Universities and +taken his degree there. He had described to the simple Lancashire boy +the life of Berlin, and Leipzig, Munich, and other German cities. Tom +had been a willing pupil and thought what wonderful people the Germans +were. He felt proud too that young Harry Waterman had evidently taken +a liking to him. "You will come, won't you?" went on Waterman; "just +the same lot, you know." + +"Ay, I think so," said Tom. + +"That's all right, then; we'll look out for you about seven." + +"Where are you going to-night?" asked Alice. + +"Only with Mr. Waterman," replied Tom. + +"But where?" + +"To a kind of club we have at the Rose and Crown. Come now, Alice, +it's no use looking like that; you can't expect me to be a ninny. +Besides, Waterman's a swell, he is the son of a squire." + +"That is how you are going to spend your Sunday evening, then?" said +the girl. + +"Certainly," replied Tom. He felt angry that Alice should interfere +with his pleasures. Besides, he remembered that Waterman had once said +to him that any fellow was a fool who allowed a woman to interfere with +his pleasures. + +"I see you have made your choice," said Alice. + +"Look here, Alice," said Tom angrily, "if you mean that you expect me +to behave like a Methody parson, I have. I mean to get on, and +Waterman can help me; and--and---- I say, Alice, don't look like +that!" for the look in the girl's eyes had almost destroyed the +influence which Waterman had over him. + +"I am going home now," said the girl. + +"May I come with you?" asked Tom. + +"That depends," replied the girl; "either you must be as you were when +I first walked out with you, or we must part." + +"You mean good-bye for ever?" + +"Just that," she replied. "Oh, Tom, can't you see! Can't you see! +Won't you promise, Tom? I don't know anything about young Waterman; +but I know he is not having a good influence on you, and, Tom, why do +you want to break my heart?" + +Still Tom was undecided. He wanted Alice more than words could say; he +felt there was no girl like her in all the wide world, and he knew that +the last few months had not done him any good. But there was another +side. He was only a weaver, and he had been proud to associate with +Waterman, who was friendly with big manufacturers. But to give up +Alice? No, he could not do that. He heard a loud laugh close by his +side, and walking towards the Band-stand he saw Polly Powell with Jim +Dixon. + +Yes, Alice looked pale and bloodless beside Polly Powell. Polly had no +squeamish narrow-minded notions. Polly loved a good joke and a laugh, +and was not tied down to Sunday-school rule. The daughter of the +landlord of the Thorn and Thistle caught Tom's eye. + +"I shall see you to-night, shan't I, Tom?" she said, looking at him +languishingly, and then passed on. + +Alice had become pale almost to the lips, and there was a look of +steady resolution in her eyes. "You must make your choice, Tom," she +said. + +Tom looked at her for a second, then cast his eyes towards the spot +where Polly Powell stood. He felt madly jealous of Jim Dixon at that +moment. What right had he to be with such a girl as Polly? Besides, +why should he give up all the fun of life? Why should he become +strait-laced and silly? + +Alice Lister held out her hand. "Good-bye, Tom," she said, "I see that +your choice is made." And then she walked away. + +Tom stood gazing after her for a few seconds, undecided what to do. +Something, he could not tell what, urged him to run after her; to +promise her what she wanted him to promise; to renounce the life which, +although it might not be very bad, was still not good for him. He knew +what she meant, knew too that she was in the right. No, he could not, +would not give her up; he loved her too much. Then he felt a hand upon +his arm. + +"Ay, so you have got rid of her, have you? You must come back wi' me +to tea." Polly's hand was caressing, and her eyes burnt brightly; +evidently she had been watching him, and had left Jim Dixon for him. +He turned and walked by Polly's side. + + +That night as Tom walked back to Dixon Street his feet were unsteady +and his voice was husky and uncertain. + +"What's matter with thee?" said his mother as he entered the house. + +"Nowt's matter wi' me." + +"Ay, but there is. Thou'st bin' drinkin' agean." + +"Weel, and what if I have? It's cost me nowt." + +"Ay, I know: thou'st been to the Thorn and Thistle after that Polly +Powell lass. Ay, you ninny. I thought you looked higher nor that. +What about Alice Lister?" + +"She's got too much pie-jaw for me," said Tom sulkily. "I'm noan goin' +to be a Methody parson." + +"Thou'st goin' to be a bigger fool than I thought tha ever could be," +retorted his mother angrily. + +"That tak's a bit o' doin'," replied Tom as he fumbled with his boot +laces. + +"Thou'st gi'en up a nice lass for a brazen-faaced 'uzzy; thou'rt an +addle-'eaded ninny. Can'st'a see?" + +"Ay, I tak' after my mother," was Tom's reply as he made his way +upstairs. "Bein' fools runs in the family." + +"It must or I should never 'a' reared thee," shouted his mother after +him. + + + + +CHAPTER II + +What I have related took place on the first Sunday in June in the year +1914. Brunford, a large manufacturing town which stood well-nigh in +the centre of the cotton district of Lancashire, had enjoyed what was +called "a great boom in trade." Mills had been working overtime, and +money had been earned freely. During the last five years poor men had +become rich, while the operatives had had their share in the general +prosperity. This fact was manifest in the general life of the town. +The sober and thrifty part of the population had increased their +savings. Hundreds of people had bought their own cottages, and had +laid by for a rainy day. The thriftless were none the better for the +prosperity which abounded, rather they were the worse. Big wages had +only meant increased drunkenness and increased misery. Still all the +people hoped that good trade would continue and that there would be +plenty of work. + +On the following day Tom went to work as usual, but he felt that a new +element had come into his life. He was not given to self-analysis, but +while on the one hand he felt suddenly free, he knew on the other that +he had sacrificed something which meant a great deal to him. Still he +would not think about it. After all, all the time he had been keeping +company with Alice he felt like a man tied to the end of a rope. He +would now have his liberty. He was glad to be free from a girl who +made him uncomfortable when he drank a glass of beer or went out to +enjoy himself. + +Tom was by no means a hero. There was a great deal of good in his +nature, but there were coarse elements which affected him strongly. If +Polly Powell had not appeared, it is possible, such was Alice's +influence over him, that he would have remained true to his former +ambitions, and probably have risen in the social scale. He was +intelligent, and possessed a large degree of what the Lancashire people +called gumption. On the other hand he was the child of his +surroundings and of his order. The coarse life of the town had gripped +him, and his home influences had not helped him toward the ideal which +Alice Lister had helped him to strive after. + +"Ay, Tom, I 'ear as Alice Lister has give thee the sack," said a youth +a few days after Tom had parted from Alice. + +"Maybe 'twas t'other way around," replied Tom. + +"Why, yo doan't main that you chucked 'er?" + +"She wur too goody-goody for me," replied Tom. "I am noan baan to be a +saint, I am going to enjoy mysen." + +"Weel, tha' won't be a saint if tha' has much to do with Polly Powell. +She's noan a saint," and the lad laughed meaningly. "Still her +feyther's got a bit of brass. I reckon he will have all thine, Tom; +Jim Parkin told me that tha' spent four shillings at the Thorn and +Thistle last night." + +"Well, what if I did?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, it's noan my business, but I think thee'rt a fool. If a lass like +Alice Lister took up wi' me, I would not throw myself away on Polly +Powell. Thou'lt ne'er mak' much on 'er. She'll lead thee a dog's +life, Tom, and tak' all tha' brass." + +"Well, I reckon it's my business," retorted Tom. + +"Then it's a fool's business," replied the other. + +This kind of thing made Tom uncomfortable, but it didn't turn him aside +from the path on which he was walking. There could be no doubt about +it, Tom's character was deteriorating, and during the next two months +he not only declared that he had chucked religion altogether, but that +he meant to enjoy life. Tom spent most of his evenings at the Thorn +and Thistle, and as a consequence his studies were neglected. Not that +there was much outward difference in him; he still remained fairly +sober, although on more than one occasion he was seen leaving the Thorn +and Thistle at closing time with staggering footsteps; it never caused +him to lose any work, however. + +Meanwhile dark clouds began to arise in the nation's sky. People had +given only a passing thought to the news of the murder of the Crown +Prince of Austria, but presently when Austria sent her outrageous +ultimatum to Serbia, and the people read what Sir Edward Grey said +about it, they began to talk seriously. For there is no part in +England where politics have such a keen interest for the +working-classes as they have in Lancashire. Almost every man there is +a politician, and there are but few, especially among the older men, +who have not an intelligent grasp not only of home, but of +international affairs. + +"I'll tell you what," said one manufacturer to another as they stood on +the steps of the Mechanics' Institute, "those Germans mean war; they +have been preparing for it for years, and they are trying to force it." + +"Nay," replied the other, "but I doan't see how it can affect us, +except"--and he laughed meaningly--"except for our benefit." + +"How can it be for our benefit?" + +"Why, can't you see? If the Germans join Austria against Russia and +France, we shall be able to steal the German trade;--and we can do with +it," was the reply. + +"Ay, we can." + +"Just see how Manchester is riddled with Germans. They have been +robbing our trade right and left, and even here in Brunford Germans are +poking their noses. I am about sick of them. Thirty years ago we +hardly ever saw a German, and now they have nobbled our best-paying +lines. If I had my way, all Germans should be driven out of the +country; they are a bad lot to deal with; they have no business honour, +and they don't play the game." + +"Come now, it's not so bad as that." + +"Ay, but it is. For years they have been sending their lads over here +on the pretence of learning the language. They take jobs in our +offices for hardly any wage, and then when they have learned our +secrets, and the names of our customers, they just play against us." + +"Well, more fools we for letting 'em." + +But it is not my purpose to deal with the talk which was so prevalent +towards the close of July 1914. Neither am I going to try to trace the +history of the events which led up to the war which has staggered +humanity. We all know now what Germany had in her mind: how by +pretence, and deceit, and fraud she worked her will; how she thought +that England would allow her to crush France and Russia without moving +a finger. Germany thought that the English were blind, and that for +the sake of gain we should remain neutral and never lift a finger while +she swept over Belgium to crush France; thought, too, that we should be +supine while she violated treaties and committed the most fiendish +deeds ever committed in the history of the world. But it is not my +purpose to speak of these things; I have to tell the story of a +commonplace lad in a workaday town, and what influence the great world +convulsion had upon his life. + +At first Tom was not much moved by the danger of war. For one thing he +had given but little attention to public affairs, and for another thing +he was enamoured with Polly Powell. Still he could not help being +influenced by what every one was talking about. Local strikes, the +rate of wages, and the quality of beer ceased to be the general +subjects of conversation in the Thorn and Thistle. Every one was +talking about a possible war. And when finally early in August the +news came to Brunford that England had decided to take her part in the +great struggle, Tom found himself greatly interested. + +"I'll tell you what," said Enoch Powell, the landlord of the Thorn and +Thistle, "the Germans have bitten off a bigger piece than they can +chew. I give them about six weeks. What can they do with Russia on +the one side and France and England on the other? Besides, the German +people don't want war. It's that blooming Kaiser. In about six weeks' +time they will be on their knees crying for mercy." + +That was the general feeling of the town during the first fortnight of +the War, and when as day after day the brave little Belgian army at +Liege held out against the advancing Huns there was great confidence. +"They have had their time-table smashed to smithereens at the first +go," was the joyful comment. "Wait till our lads get across, they'll +let 'em know." + +In these days there was very little bitterness against the Germans. +The terror of war had scarcely been felt. People talked about the +untold millions of Russian soldiers who would be in Berlin by the +following October. They boasted confidently about the armies of +France, and the unconquerable power of the British Navy. It is true +that at the first news of the War many of the employers of labour were +staggered; but presently as, when day followed day, they saw that trade +would not be destroyed, but that possibly new avenues of wealth would +be opened, they became more cheerful. Besides, England was rising +nobly to her responsibilities. Lord Kitchener's call for half a +million men was answered in a few days. "Think on it," the people said +one to another, "half a million men in a week! Why, we'll smash 'em +afore they know where they are!" + +Tom never thought of joining the army. The idea of being a soldier was +utterly strange to him. The soldiers whom he knew were mostly of the +lower orders; fellows who had got into trouble, or had taken the +"King's shilling" while they were drunk. He had looked down upon them +as being lower in social scale than himself, and he would never be seen +walking with a soldier. When he saw lads of his own class enlisting, +he shrugged his shoulders with a laugh. "Let 'em join if they want +to," he said, "but it's noan in my line." In fact, after the first +three weeks of the War, although terrible stories were reaching England +about the ghastly atrocities in Belgium, and about the Germans nearing +Paris, the manufacturing parts of Lancashire were largely unmoved. The +terrible harvest of war which was to come later was not yet realised. +It is true that thousands of young fellows responded to the call of +duty. Young men of the better-educated class obtained commissions and +were working at the local barracks; while here and there the more +adventurous of the operatives found their way to recruiting stations. +But the response was not large; partly for the reason that the reality +of their country's call had not come to them with its full meaning. + +One evening Tom found himself talking with young Waterman, who had been +away from Brunford for some weeks. + +"Hullo, Pollard," said Waterman, "I see you have not enlisted." + +"Nay, I am not bound to enlist; there's enough gone to lick the Germans +already. Don't you think so?" asked Tom. + +A bright light came into Waterman's eyes. "I am going to enlist," he +said--"that is, my people are getting me a commission. I have had some +training, you know." + +"But we shall quickly lick them, don't you think so?" asked Tom. +"You've been in Germany a goodish bit. You went to school and college +there, so you ought to know." + +Waterman laughed. "We English are fools," he said. + +"How's that?" + +"Of course I am going to do my bit," said Waterman. "As an Englishman +I must; but we shall never lick the Germans." + +"Why? Think of the millions the Russians have got; think of the +French; think of our Navy." + +"Ay, think of it all," replied Waterman, "but you don't know what the +Germans are. I do. In that country every man is a soldier. Look at +Brunford; here are thousands upon thousands of fellows who are hanging +back, and who are worth nothing in a time of war. If this had been a +German town every man you see would be a soldier. Then see how much in +advance of us the Germans are in scientific matters. They have got +mountains of guns and ammunition. Besides, they have made a science of +war, while Englishmen are only amateurs. Think of what they have done +already; nearly the whole of Belgium belongs to them, and a great slice +of France." + +"But do you mean to say," cried Tom, "that they will lick us? Why, +think of our Navy; think of----" + +Waterman did not wait to hear the end of Tom's sentence; he crossed the +road and was lost to sight. + +One event took place, however, which somewhat opened the people's eyes, +and is talked of even to-day. A young German who had come to Brunford +a few years before, and who had succeeded in amassing a fortune, was +called home by his Government. So popular had he become in the town, +and so little had the realities of the war laid hold of the people, +that some of the leading townsmen decided to give him a dinner. This +dinner was arranged to take place in the large dining-room of the Bull +and Butcher, the largest hotel in the town. Although some people were +anything but pleased at the arrangement, so little ill-feeling was felt +towards the Germans that a good number of the townspeople gathered. +When the dinner had been eaten the chairman rose to propose the toast +of the evening. He said that although Mr. Shweitzer was called upon to +fight against the English people, the town had no ill-will against him +personally; they all knew him as a good fellow, a good sportsman, and +an honourable business man. During the time he had been in Brunford +they had opened their doors to him and received him as an honoured +guest, and although the unfortunate war had taken place, they had +nothing but good feeling towards Mr. Shweitzer. That was why they had +invited him as their guest that night, and he, the chairman, expressed +the hope that the war would soon be over and that Mr. Shweitzer would +return and take up the position which he had so long occupied amongst +them. The toast to his health was heartily cheered; good feeling +abounded, and all waited for the response of the German guest. + +As Mr. Shweitzer rose to respond he received quite an ovation; the +diners even went so far as to give him musical honours. Mr. +Shweitzer's reply was in fairly good English. He thanked his friends +for their good-fellowship, and for the kind things they had said about +him. + +"As to my coming back to Brunford again," he concluded, "I have but +little doubt that I shall return, but when I do, the Kaiser, and not +the man you now own as king, will rule over England. For the Germans +are going to lick your country, and Wilhelm II will be your future +king." + +For a few seconds those who had gathered were so much astonished that +there was a dead silence. Meanwhile the German looked around the room +with a supercilious smile. + +Then an Englishman who had been sitting close by came up to the German. +He was a brawny, stalwart fellow. "Do you mean that?" he asked the +German. + +"Yes, I do," was the reply. + +The Englishman without another word struck him a mighty blow on the +jaw. "That for you and your Kaiser!" he exclaimed amidst the shouts of +those present. + +The blow was so heavy and so well aimed that the German's jaw was +broken. He was taken to the hospital, where he remained for some +months, and he has not yet returned to Germany.[1] + +During the next day Brunford was excited beyond measure. The story was +told in a hundred mills by thousands of operatives; it was discussed in +the public places, in every inn and tavern, and throughout the whole +district. It did more to enlighten the minds of the people as to the +real hopes and aims of the Germans than all the newspaper articles +which had appeared. It revealed to the people, too, the real character +of the Germans. Here was one of the best of them who had acted like a +cad, and who in the face of good-fellowship had haughtily flaunted the +superiority of the German people. The incident also gave point to the +story of the ghastly atrocities which were taking place in Belgium. +People were excited beyond measure; the War was becoming real to them. + +All this had its effect upon Tom. Not that even yet he realised the +full significance of what was taking place. Hundreds of young fellows +were enlisting, but Tom held back. September, October, November passed +away, and still Tom failed to respond to his country's call. He quite +agreed with his friends, and said that of course England must lick the +Germans; but he never admitted that the War had anything to do with him. + +"I am earning good brass," said Tom, "and if I hold on I shall make +more still. Let those as wants to fight the Germans fight 'em, I'm +noan going to get killed." This he said to Polly Powell one night as +he sat in the private sitting-room of the Thorn and Thistle. + +"And quite right too, Tom," said Polly--"tha'rt too good a lad to be +killed by the Germans. Besides, enough'll go without thee. If th' +other chaps like to be fools, let 'em." + +Still Tom did not feel altogether comfortable. At the back of his mind +was the vague thought that he ought to do his bit, but his natural +selfishness, added to Polly Powell's influence, kept him at home. + +Besides, by this time winter had laid its icy grip upon the earth. +News came of soldiers being crippled for life by frost-bite; stories +were told of men standing up to the waist in icy slush; wounded men +came back from the front telling stories about the terrible power of +the Germans; newspapers were obliged to admit that we seemed to be +powerless in the face of the enemy. + +All this made Tom somewhat afraid; he was not cast in an heroic mould; +the spirit of adventure was not strong within him. + +"I say, Tom," said a man whose three sons were in the army, "are you +going to stay home like a coward?" + +"I'm noan a coward," replied Tom. + +"Then what do you mean by not doing your duty?" + +"I have my own views," replied Tom. "Look here, Elijah, I'm not such a +fool as to go over there and get killed; th' other chaps'll lick the +Germans all right." + +"That's the answer of a coward," replied Elijah Butterworth; "if +everybody said that, the country would be robbed from us, and we should +have those German devils ruling over us." + +"No fear of that," laughed Tom, and yet he felt uncomfortable. + +"Aren't you an Englishman?" cried Elijah, "and don't you care for the +old country?" + +"Ay, I don't know," replied Tom, "the Germans are just as well off as +we are." + +Meanwhile the real facts of the situation became more apparent. The +Germans were not to be beaten easily. Russia, in spite of all that had +been said about her power as a great steam-roller, could make no real +headway; while France and England combined could not drive the Huns +from the line they occupied. People tried to explain the situation, +but the dreadful logic still remained: the country we had sworn to +protect and save was in the hands of the enemy. The industrial part of +France was held in a grip of iron; while Russia was powerless against +the hosts of Germany. + +First there were talks about the war being over by Christmas, but that +delusion quickly vanished, and when a member of the Cabinet came to +Manchester, and said that it might take years to drive the enemy from +his position, people stared in bewilderment. More and more men were +asked for, while some of the newspapers began to talk about +conscription. + +As Christmas drew near, Tom became more and more uncomfortable, even +although the blandishments of Polly Powell grew more powerful. He had +attended two recruiting meetings, but they seemed to him half-hearted +and unconvincing. He still saw no reason why he should "do his bit." +When he was asked why he didn't join, he mentioned the names of several +young fellows who also held back. + +"Why should I go," he would say, "when so-and-so and so-and-so stay at +home? They are manufacturers' sons, and they are no better nor me. +Let them enlist as privates, and then I'll see about it." + +When the New Year came a big recruiting meeting was announced at the +great hall of the Mechanics' Institute. It was advertised that a man +who had been to Belgium, and had witnessed what had taken place, was to +be the chief speaker. At first Polly Powell tried to persuade Tom not +to go, and would probably have been successful had there not been a +dance that night to which Polly had been invited. Tom, not being a +dancer, was not eligible for the occasion, so he made his way to the +meeting. + +That meeting marked an era in Tom's life. Little by little the speaker +gripped the attention of the audience until the interest became intense +and almost painful. He described what he had seen, he gave terrible +proofs of the ghastly butchery, and worse than butchery, that had taken +place. He made it clear to the audience what the war really meant. He +showed that not only was the power of England at stake, but the welfare +of humanity trembled in the balance. He related authenticated stories +of what the Germans said they would do when they came to England. As +Tom listened he heard the sound of the advancing Huns, saw towns and +villages laid waste, saw the women of England debauched and outraged, +saw the reign of devilry. + +"By God!" he exclaimed aloud, "I can't stand this!" + +His words reached the speaker, who made the most of them. + +"Yes," he cried, "if the young men of England hang back, if they fail +to love their country, if they care nothing about the honour or +sacredness of womanhood, if they prefer their own ease, their own +paltry pleasures, before duty; if they would rather go to cinema shows, +or hang around public-house doors than play the game like Englishmen, +this, and more than this, will take place. The England that we own and +love will be lost for ever. Liberty will be gone, we shall be a nation +in chains, while our women will be the playthings of inhuman devils. +That is the problem which every man has to consider. + +"What are you going to do? Let me put it another way. If we win this +war, if the glory of England is maintained, and if she remains as she +has always been-- + + "The home of the brave and free, + The land of liberty, + +to whom shall we owe it? Who will have been our saviours? It will be +the lads who have sacrificed everything to do their duty." + +A great cheer arose from the audience, and Tom, scarcely realising what +he was doing, shouted and cheered with the rest. + +"But if we lose," continued the speaker, "if the Germans break our +lines and come to England, if we are beaten, to whom shall we owe it? +Who will be responsible? It will be the shirkers, the cowards! Look, +you young men!" he cried passionately. "Thousands and tens of +thousands of our brave fellows are at this time in the trenches; +fighting, suffering, dying. What for? For England, for England's +honour, for the safety of her women, for the sacredness of our lives, +for you: while you, you skulk at home smoking your cigarettes, go to +your places of amusement, and drink your beer. Don't you realise that +you are playing the coward?" + +Then the speaker made his last appeal, clear, impassioned, convincing. + +"What are you going to do, young men?" he cried. "We don't want +conscripts, but free men who come out cheerfully, willingly, gladly to +do their duty to their King, Country, and God. Who will be the first?" + +He stood on the platform waiting amidst breathless silence. + +"Will you wait until you are forced?" + +"No! By God, no!" said Tom, and starting to his feet he walked to the +platform and gave his name. + +Thus Tom became a soldier. + + +"Tha doesn't say so?" said Tom's mother when, that night, he told her +what he had done. + +"Ay, I have." + +"Then thou'st goin' for a sodger." + +"Ay." + +Mrs. Martha Pollard looked at him for a few seconds without speaking. +Evidently she found it difficult to find words to express her thoughts. + +"Weel, Tom," she said presently, "I thought thee't got low eno' when +thee got drinkin' and picked up wi' that peacock-bedecked Polly Powell; +but I ne'er thought a bairn o' mine would sink as low as that. Wer't'a +baan now?" + +"I'm goin' to tell Polly," said Tom. + +"Ay, tha mun be sent to Lancaster asylum," said Mrs. Pollard. + + + +[1] The above incident actually took place in a Lancashire city at the +beginning of the War. + + + + +CHAPTER III + +Tom made his way to the Thorn and Thistle, but was informed that Polly +would not be home until eleven o'clock. He therefore wandered about +the town until that time, and again appeared at the public-house door. +But it was not until twelve o'clock that Polly made her appearance. + +"Anything the matter, Tom?" she asked. + +"Ay, I have joined the Army." + +"Thou'st noan been such a fool?" + +"I have noan been a fool," said Tom, "I couldn't help it." + +Polly Powell looked at him rather angrily, then she said: "If you have +done it, what do you want to speak to me about it for?" + +"I shall be off to-morrow," replied Tom. "The recruiting officer told +me I must report at the Town Hall to-morrow morning at ten o'clock." + +"Where will you go?" she asked. + +"I don't know," said Tom. + +"Well, what are you waiting for?" + +"I thought," said Tom, "that is--I thought as I was going away +I'd--I'd---- Look here, Polly, you are going to keep true to me while +I'm away, aren't you?" + +"I never thought much of soldiers," said Polly. "Besides----" + +"Besides what?" asked Tom. "Look here, Polly, I gave up Alice Lister +for you, and if you had been at that meeting you would see as how I +couldn't do anything else." + +"Do you think you might get a commission and be an officer?" asked the +girl. + +"I never thought about that," said Tom. + +Polly hesitated a second, then she said: "Of course I'll be true to +you, Tom. There, good night, I must go in." + +The next morning as Tom was making his way towards the Town Hall he met +Alice Lister. At first he was going to pass her by without notice, but +when he saw the look on her face he stopped. She came towards him with +outstretched hand. + +"Tom," she said, "I've heard about last night, and it was splendid of +you. I am glad you were the first. I am told that your going up in +that way led scores of others to go." + +"Have you heard that?" said Tom. "I never thought of it." + +"I am sure you will be a good soldier, Tom. We are all proud of you, +and--and we shall be thinking about you, and praying for you." + +Tom laughed uneasily. "I thought you had forgotten all about me, +Alice," he said. + +"Why should you think so?" + +"I have heard there is a young parson going after you. Are you going +to make a match of it, Alice?" And again he laughed. + +"Good-bye, Tom, I hope you will do well." And Alice left him with a +strange fluttering in his heart. + +Tom joined the Loyal North Lancashires. I will not say which +battalion, as the mention of it might cause some of my readers to +identify the lad whose story I am telling. His unit was located at a +large Lancashire town some thirty miles from Brunford. Here he was +initiated into the secrets of a soldier's life. At first everything +was a drudgery to him; he could not see the meaning of what he was +doing, could not understand how "forming fours" and other parts of his +drill could help him to be a soldier. Still, being a fairly sharp, +common-sense lad, he picked up his work quickly, and in the course of a +few weeks was physically much better for his training. At the end of +three months he was nearly two inches taller, and more than three +inches bigger around the chest than at the time he joined. He began to +enjoy his work, too. The young subaltern whose duty it was to train +the company had more than once singled him out as a capable fellow, and +as the cold winter days passed away and spring began to advance Tom +could undergo a twenty- or thirty-mile march without weariness. He was +well fed, well housed, and well clothed, and while his pocket money was +not extravagant, he had enough for his needs. + +Indeed in many respects it would have been better for Tom if he had had +less money. The influence of the Thorn and Thistle was still strong +upon him, and I have to relate with sadness that on more than one +occasion Tom barely escaped punishment for being drunk and disorderly. +Most of the lads with whom he was brought into contact were, on the +whole, steady and well-behaved. On the other hand, however, there were +a number of them who had a bad influence upon him. In fact, while he +narrowly escaped being brought before his superiors for his various +misdemeanours, Tom's character was steadily deteriorating. The first +flush of enthusiasm, and loyalty, and even something nobler than +loyalty, which had been aroused in him by the speaker who had caused +him to join the army, slowly faded away. The men with whom he +associated did not help him to be on the side of the angels, rather +they appealed to what was coarse and debased in his nature. + +To tell the truth, there was very little in Tom's life which tended to +ennoble him. It is true there was a service for soldiers every Sunday +morning in one of the big buildings in the town, and while Tom, lover +of music as he had always been, was somewhat influenced by the singing +of the men, and while the hymns reminded him of his Sunday-school days, +they did not move him very deeply. He paid little or no attention to +the ministrations of the chaplain. Neither did he avail himself of the +many meetings which were held for soldiers by the various churches in +the town. Indeed, up to this point Tom was not the better, but the +worse, for joining the Army. + +There was in Tom's company a young fellow much superior to the rank and +file of the soldiers. He was a young Cornish lad, the son of a +well-to-do father who had sent him to a good public school, and from +thence to Lancashire to learn the manufacturing business. This young +fellow, Robert Penrose by name, although belonging socially to a +different class from that in which Tom moved, took a liking to him. He +was amused at his good humour, and seemed to be grieved at seeing him +drifting with the dregs of the battalion. + +"I say, Pollard," he said to him on one occasion, "do you know you are +making an ass of yourself? You have the makings of a man in you, and +yet you mix with that lot." + +"Why shouldn't I?" said Tom. + +"Because you have more brains than they have, are better educated, and +are capable of better things." + +"Why shouldn't I have a lark while I can?" replied Tom. "I shall have +to go to the front in a month or two, so I will just make hay while the +sun shines." + +"Make hay!" replied Penrose, "make a fool of yourself, you mean. I +hear that years ago you were on the way to becoming an educated chap, +and now everybody's looking upon you as one of the drinking fellows." + +"It's all very well for you to talk," said Tom, "you're a swell." + +"I am a private just as you are," replied Penrose. + +"Ay, but you will be getting a commission soon, and there's no chance +of that for me. I don't belong to your sort. Besides, what can I do? +There's no places but the theatre, the cinema show, and the +public-house when the day's work is over." + +"That's all nonsense," replied Penrose. + +"Well, what is there?" asked Tom. + +"There's the Y.M.C.A." + +"Y.M.C.A.!" laughed Tom, "none o' that for me! I know some of the +fools who go to the Y.M.C.A. meetings." + +"Why are they fools?" + +"Because they go and hear a lot of pie-jaw; they are a lot of ninnies, +that's what they are." + +"They don't get hauled over the coals for misbehaviour, anyhow." + +"No, they haven't got pluck enough. I didn't come into the Army to +become religious; I joined to fight the blooming Germans, and what's +fighting got to do with religion?" + +"Maybe it has a good deal if you feel you are fighting for a good +cause," replied Penrose; "besides, the Y.M.C.A. chaps are not ninnies, +as you call them. Some of them are the best fellows we have." + +"No religious lolly-pops for me," said Tom, "I had enough of that when +I lived i' Brunford." + +"Of course you can go your own way," said Penrose. "I suppose you will +spend your evening in the public-house, or at some cinema show, or +perhaps you will be larking around with some silly girls; but I am +going to the Y.M.C.A." + +"Do you go there?" cried Tom in astonishment. For Penrose was looked +upon as anything but goody-goody, and he was generally admired. He was +the best boxer in the company, was smart in drill, could do long +marches with the best of them, and was always ready to do a kindly +action. Besides all that, his evident education and social superiority +made him a marked man. It was rumoured, too, that he had refused a +commission. + +"Of course I go," replied Penrose. + +"What, and listen to their pie-jaw?" + +"There is precious little pie-jaw, as you call it," was Penrose's +response. "We have jolly good entertainments almost every night, and +some of the fellows who come to talk to us are not half bad, I can tell +you! Besides, I go there to rub up my conversational French." + +"Conversational French!" said Tom, only dimly understanding what he +meant. "Dost 'a mean to say that they learn you French there?" + +"There's a Frenchman who gives his services free," replied Penrose. +"It's jolly good of him too, for the poor wretch has hardly a sixpence +to his name; still he does it. In his way he's quite a French scholar, +and he has helped me no end." + +"Ay, but you learnt French at school," said Tom; "he would have nowt to +do wi' a chap like me." + +"Don't be an ass. Why, dozens of fellows go to him every night. A few +weeks ago they didn't know a word of French, and now they are picking +it up like mad. Besides all that, the Y.M.C.A. rooms are open every +night, they have all sorts of games there, lots of newspapers, and they +give you every facility for writing letters and that sort of thing." + +"By gum!" said Tom, "I didn't know that." + +"That's because you have been making an ass of yourself. While the +other fellows have been improving themselves you have been loafing +around public-houses. Good night," and Penrose left him alone. + +Tom felt rather miserable; he was somewhat angered too. He didn't like +the way Penrose had spoken to him. In the old days he had been proud +of his respectability, and before he had made Polly Powell's +acquaintance, and when Alice Lister had shown a preference for him, Tom +was very ambitious. Now he knew he had not only sunk in the social +scale, but he had less self-respect than formerly. "After all," he +argued to himself presently, "I didn't join the Army to go to Sunday +School, I joined to lick the blooming Germans." + +Still he could not help recalling the feelings which possessed him on +the night he came out of the great hall at the Mechanics' Institute. +He had felt stirred then; felt indeed as though he had heard the call +of some higher power. Hitherto he had looked upon wearing the King's +uniform as something ignoble; then it had appeared to him almost as a +religious act. The speaker had called upon him to fight against +brutality, butchery, devilry, and his heart had burned at the thought +of it. Something which he felt was holy made him leap to his feet and +give his name, yet now he found his chief delights in coarse +associations and debasing habits. + +He was still fond of Polly Powell. The girl's coarse beauty made a +strong appeal to him, but he remembered Alice Lister; remembered the +things which she had said to him, and he could not help sighing. + +"Eh, Tom, is that you?" + +Tom turned and saw a tall raw-boned fellow in kilts. + +"Ay, Alec; wher't' baan?" + +"There's a wee lassie I promised to meet to-nicht," replied the other. + +Alec McPhail belonged to the Black Watch, a battalion of which was +stationed in the town, and Tom and Alec had become friends. + +"What's thy lass's name?" asked Tom. + +"I dinna ken reightly, except that they ca' her Alice. Come wi' me, +Tom; mebbe she has a friend." + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I doan't feel like skylarking with the lasses +to-night." + +"Weel, I'm not ower particular mysel', but I have not much siller. +Three bawbees will have to last me till Saturday, otherwise I'd be +asking ye to come and have a drop of whisky wi' me." + +"I am stony-broke too," said Tom. "I expect I have been a fool." + +"Nay, man, nae man's a fool who spends his siller on good whisky." + +By this time they were walking together towards the outskirts of the +town. + +"What is this lass o' yourn?" asked Tom after a silence. + +"I think she's a wee bit servant lassie," replied the Scotchman; "she's +a bonny wee thing too, and fairly enamoured wi' a kilt." + +Tom still walked on aimlessly; the thought of going to meet a girl who +might never come did not have much attraction for him; still he didn't +know where to go. + +"I don't think I'll come any further," he said presently. + +"Nay, what makes ye alter your mind, Tom?" + +"I think I'll go back to the Black Cow," replied Tom, "'appen there's +some chaps there who'll stand a treat. After all, Penrose wur right +when he called me an ass." + +"Penrose is what you call a gentleman ranker, I'm thinking." + +"Summat o' that sort," replied Tom, + +"What did he call you an ass for?" + +"Well, you see I've been a bit of a fool; I've spent all my brass, and +I've took up wi' a lot o' lads as is no use to me. Penrose is gone to +the Y.M.C.A. You wouldn't think it perhaps, McPhail, but I wur a bit in +the religious line myself once. I wur educating myself too, and I had +as nice a lass as there was i' Brunford, but I took up wi' the daughter +of a man as kept a public-house, and--well, there you are." + +"And you have chucked releegion?" asked McPhail. + +"Ay, there's nowt in it, and it keeps a chap from having a good +time--but I doan't know," and Tom sighed. + +"I am a wee bit of a philosopher mysel'," replied McPhail, "and I have +reasoned it all out very carefully. My mither, now, is what you might +call a godly woman; my father was an elder in the old U. P. Kirk, and I +was brought up in a godly fashion. But, as I said, I reasoned it out. +I read Colonel Ingersoll's Lectures, and he proved to me that Moses +made a lot of mistakes. So, weel, presently I got fond of whisky, and +I came to the conclusion that releegion was not logical." + +"I reckon as you're none too logical," replied Tom. + +"Ay, man, but I was well groonded in the fundamentals! I could say the +Shorter Catechism when I was a wee kiddie of seven years old! How am I +no logical?" + +"After all," replied Tom, "it's noan logical to give up religion +because of Colonel Ingersoll's Lectures. The religion my Alice had +went deeper nor that. Ay, but there, I am a fool to be talking about +it. Good night, McPhail, I will go back now." And Tom went back +towards the town alone. + +The following Saturday night Tom was again drunk and disorderly. This +time he did not escape punishment. Tom never felt so degraded in his +life as when he was undergoing that punishment. He had joined the Army +under the influence of a noble impulse. He had felt that he was doing +a noble thing. Not that he was proud of it, because in reality he +could do nothing else; when he came to think of it afterwards he knew +that he was doing nothing but his duty. All the same he was elated by +his action. It had made him hold his head higher, and made his heart +beat fast; now, after a little more than three months' training, he had +actually been called before his officers for being a disgrace to his +company. The colonel, who was a stern soldier, was also a kindly +gentleman. He recognised at a glance that Tom was not a gutter lad; +saw, too, that he had the making of a man in him. That was the reason +perhaps why he used stronger language than usual, and for meting out a +heavier punishment. + +"What excuse have you for yourself?" asked the colonel. "You have +evidently had some education and were meant for better things. Why did +you make a beast of yourself?" His words cut Tom like a knife. "Make +a beast of myself," he thought, "has Tom Pollard come to that?" + +"Where is there to go, sir, when one's day's work is over?" he asked +almost sulkily. + +"Go?" replied the colonel, a little nonplussed, "go?" And then +remembering a visitor who came to him the previous day, he said: +"There's the Y.M.C.A. hall; they teach you something useful there." + +After his punishment was over Tom could not help seeing that the better +class of fellows somewhat shunned him. He could not say he was +boycotted, but they showed no inclination to be in his company. This +touched his pride. "I am as good as they are," he said to himself, +"and a bit better nor some on 'em." He was delighted, however, to +notice that Penrose acted differently from the rest, although he was by +no means flattering. + +"I told you you were an ass," he said. "If you go on in this way, +you'll end by being kicked out of the Army." + +Again Tom was wounded deeply. "Kicked out of the Army!" He had never +dreamed of that. What! he, Tom Pollard, who had won prizes at the +Mechanics' Institute, and who had ambition of one day becoming a +manufacturer on his own account, kicked out of the Army! + +"Come now, Tom," said Penrose, who almost repented of having spoken so +sharply, "it is not too late to turn over a new leaf, and you have the +makings of a fine fellow in you." + +"I'd rather be kicked out of the Army as a straight chap than to be a +blooming white-livered hypocrite." + +"And do you think I'm a white-livered hypocrite?" + +"A sort of plaster saint, anyhow," retorted Tom. + +"Anything but that, Tom," replied Penrose; "all the same I've taken a +liking to you." + +"You have a nice way of showing it," replied Tom. + +His anger was all gone now, for he instinctively felt that Penrose +meant to be friendly. + +"Come with me to the Y.M.C.A. hall to-night," urged Penrose. + +"Ay, and be preached to," said Tom, yielding rapidly to the other. + +"I promise you there will be no preaching," said Penrose, with a laugh, +"unless you like to wait for it. Come now." + +"All right, then," said Tom still sulkily, but glad that he had +yielded. A few minutes later they entered a large hall where perhaps +six or seven hundred soldiers had gathered. + +There are few counties in England where music is more cultivated than +in Lancashire, and that night Tom listened almost spellbound. Songs +that he knew and loved were sung; songs which he had heard Alice Lister +sing. Recitations were given in broad Lancashire dialect which gave +him keen enjoyment. More than all this there was a feeling of +good-fellowship; the Y.M.C.A. workers were evidently on the friendliest +of terms with the men, while there was no suggestion of goody-goodyism. + +"This is a special occasion, I suppose," said Tom to Penrose. + +"Oh no, they have entertainments like this almost every night. All the +musical people in the district give their services." + +"What for?" asked Tom. + +"Just to give us soldiers a good time; but we must be going now." + +"Why?" asked Tom, "it's not late." + +"But there's a fellow just going to speak, and as you object to being +preached to we had better go." + +Tom rose almost reluctantly. He was not sure that he didn't want to +hear what the man had to say. + +"Besides," went on Penrose, "I haven't shown you over the place yet. I +want to take you into the rooms which are provided for writing letters, +and playing games; there are the French classes too, and I should like +you to see what they are like." + +That night at eleven o'clock, as Tom went back to the house where he +had been billeted, he felt that he had indeed made a fool of himself. +The Y.M.C.A. rooms had the feeling of home; none of the people there +wanted his money, and he was the better, not the worse, for going. + +"Of course," said Tom to himself as he went to bed, "religious +lolly-pops are not fit for a grown-up man, but it wur a grand evening; +I am sure I could pick up that French, too. Let's see, how did it go? + + "_Je suis_ I am. + _Vous etes_ you are. + _Nous sommes_ we are. + _Ils sont_ they are. + +"Why, it's easy enough," thought Tom, "I could pick it up, and then +when I go over to France I shall be able to speak their lingo." + +"Where have you been lately, Tom?" asked Alec McPhail when he met him +some time later. "I have been to all the public-houses where we used +to meet and have not set my eyes on you." + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I have been to the Y.M.C.A." + +"Nay, Tom, a man like you, with your power of reasoning an' a', are +surely not turning releegious?" + +"Nay, I am noan turning religious," replied Tom, "but I tell you, man, +the entertainments are fair grand; champion, in fact! I am learning +French too." + +"I suppose the entertainments are sandwiched between the dry bread of +releegion?" replied the Scotchman. + +"Nay, I have nowt to do wi' religion," replied Tom. "I have just +listened to the singing and the recitations, and then when the chap has +got up to talk I've gone into the writing-room or to the French class." + +"Will you tell me about it?" asked the Scotchman. + +Tom gave him a full description. + +"You see," he said, "it's not like Sunday School, or anything of that +sort. There's lots of folks what can sing, and play the piano very +well, and can recite champion. And they give us a good concert every +night. Then there's a room where we can go in and read papers, write +letters, or play draughts or bagatelle and all that sort of thing. +Then there's a good library where you can get any book for the asking. +Ay, those religious folks have been kind; they have sent hundreds of +books for us chaps to read, good books and all. Then there's a +class-room where you can learn French." + +"And will there be a bar where you can get some whisky?" asked the +Scotchman. + +"Nay," replied Tom, "there's no whisky or owt o' that sort, but there's +a refreshment bar where you can get tea and coffee, and tarts, and +sandwiches." + +"For nothing?" asked the Scotchman eagerly. + +"Nay, not for nothing, but cheaper than you can buy it at any shop. +From what I can hear they sell it at just cost price." + +"And," said the Scotchman, "do you mean, Tom, that you will give up the +evenings we used to have, for that sort of thing?" + +"I don't say I've turned teetotaler," replied Tom, "although I have +took nothing sin'--sin' I were--disgraced, and I doan't mean to for a +bit. You see, the chaps at the Y.M.C.A. doan't tell you not to go to +the public-houses and then provide nothing better for you. Anyhow, +I've been to the Y.M.C.A. every night sin' I had my punishment, and +what's more, I'm going again." + +A week later there was great excitement amongst the soldiers. They had +now been nearly four months in this Lancashire town, and orders came +for the Loyal North Lancashires and the Black Watch to move south. +They heard that they were going to Surrey, and were to be situated at a +camp in the most beautiful part of that county. Tom was delighted, for +although he had made many friends at the Y.M.C.A and grown to know many +people in this Lancashire town, the thought of a change appealed to him +strongly. He was young, and longed for new associations and new +surroundings. Besides, it meant a step nearer towards his desires. He +was told that his battalion was to be moved to Surrey preparatory to +orders for the Front. Possibly they might be moved to Salisbury Plain +or Shoreham afterwards, but it was quite on the cards that they would +go straight from the Surrey camp to France or Flanders. + +As soon as Tom heard this, he applied for leave, and, the young +lieutenant having reported that Tom had behaved very well since his +punishment, and had apparently turned over a new leaf, it was granted. + +He did not spend much of his time with his father and mother, but as +soon as possible made his way to the Thorn and Thistle. He had saved +practically all his last four weeks' regimental pay, a great part of +which he spent on a present for Polly Powell. On the whole he was +satisfied with Polly's reception, although he felt that she was not +quite so affectionate towards him as she had been during the days when +she was trying to win him away from Alice Lister. It was during his +stay in Brunford, too, that Tom gave way to the temptation of drink. + +"Nay, Tom," said Polly when he said he would only take a bottle of +ginger ale, "I never heard of a soldier who was worth his salt but +would not take his beer like a man." And Tom, who could not bear to be +laughed at, yielded to Polly's persuasions. + +"Ay, she's a grand lass," he said to himself, "and a rare beauty too; +she's got eyes like black diamonds, and a face like a June rose." All +the same he remembered some of the ladies who had come to the Y.M.C.A. +to sing to the soldiers, and he had a feeling, which he could not put +into words, that Polly was a little bit loud. Her dresses were always +highly coloured, while her hats were bedecked with big feathers. Of +course these things suited her to perfection, and although he did not +raise the slightest objection to them there were doubts at the back of +his mind. Neither did he altogether like the way in which she bandied +jokes, which were not always of the best taste, with the young fellows +who came to the Thorn and Thistle. Altogether it was not an unmixed +sorrow to him when his leave was up and he returned to his regiment. + +He did not see Alice Lister during his visit, and if the truth must be +told he was glad of it. Polly Powell's spell was strong upon him, and +he said repeatedly that Alice Lister was not his sort. + +A week after this Tom's battalion was ordered south, and amidst much +excitement the men boarded the train which took them there. He had +hoped they would stay in London for at least one night, but only two +hours were allowed between the time they reached Euston from the time +the train was due to leave Waterloo. Discipline was somewhat relaxed +during the journey, and when at length Tom entered the train at +Waterloo he noticed that many of the men were the worse for drink. + +"What blithering fools they are!" said Penrose to him, as seated in +their carriage they saw many of their companions staggering along the +platform. Tom was silent at this, nevertheless he thought a great deal. + +It was now the beginning of May, and the Surrey meadows were bedecked +with glory. Tom, who had never been out of Lancashire before, could +not help being impressed with the beauty he saw everywhere. It was +altogether different from the hard bare hills which he had been +accustomed to in the manufacturing districts of Lancashire. The air +was sweet and pure too. Here all nature seemed generous with her +gifts; great trees abounded, flowers grew everywhere, while fields were +covered with such a glory of green as he had never seen before. By and +by the train stopped at a little station, and then commenced the march +to the camp for which they were bound. Penrose and Tom walked side by +side. + +"This is not new to you, I suppose?" Tom queried. + +"No," said Penrose, "I know almost every inch round here." + +"I saw you looking out of the train at a place we passed what they call +Godalming; you were looking at a big building on the top of a hill +there. What was it?" + +"It was my old school," said Penrose, "Charterhouse; the best school in +the world." + +"Ay, did you go there?" asked Tom. "Why, it was fair grand. How long +were you there?" + +"Five years," said Penrose. + +"And to think of your becoming a Tommy like me!" Tom almost gasped. + +"Well, what of that?" + +"You might have been an officer if you had liked, I suppose?" + +Penrose nodded. + +"It wur just grand of you." + +"Nothing grand at all," said Penrose. "A chap who doesn't do his bit +at a time like this is just a skunk, that's all; and I made up my mind +that I would learn what a private soldier's life was like before I took +a commission." + +"Well, you know now," said Tom, "and you will be an officer soon, I +expect." + +"My uniform's ordered," said Penrose. + +Tom was silent for some time. + +"I suppose you won't be friends with me any more, and I shall have to +salute you," he remarked presently. + +"Discipline is discipline," replied Penrose. "As to friendship, I am +not given to change." + +The battalion, eleven hundred strong, climbed a steep hill, under great +overshadowing trees. Birds were singing gaily; May blossom was +blooming everywhere; the green of the trees was wonderful to behold. +Presently they came to a great clearing in a pine forest. The life of +the country seemed suddenly to end, and they arrived at a newly +improvised town. There were simply miles of wooden huts, while the +sound of men's voices, the neighing of horses, and the rolling of +wheels were heard on every hand. These huts, from what Tom could see, +were nearly all of them about two hundred feet long, while around them +were great open spaces where all vegetation had been worn away by the +tramp of thousands of feet. The men, who had been singing all the way +during their march, became silent; the scene was so utterly different +from what they had left. That morning they had left a grim, grey, +smoky manufacturing town; in the evening they had entered a clearing +surrounded by sylvan beauty. + +"I feel as though I could stay here for ever," said Tom. "But look at +yon'," and he pointed to a long, low hut, at the door of which the +letters "Y.M.C.A." were painted. "Why, they're here too!" + +"Yes," said Penrose, "there's not a camp in the country where you don't +find the Y.M.C.A. huts; for that matter they are on the Continent too." + +"But yon' place must have cost a lot of money," said Tom, "you can't +build shanties like that without a lot of brass. Where did they get +the brass from?" + +"I expect the people who believe in religious lolly-pops gave it to +them," replied Penrose. + +It took Tom two or three days before he became accustomed to his new +surroundings. He found that in this camp nearly thirty thousand men +had gathered; men who had come from every corner of the +country--Cameronians, Durhams, Devons, Welsh, Duke of Cornwalls, they +were all here. Tom had rather expected that the advent of a new +battalion would have caused some excitement, but scarcely any notice +seemed to be taken; their coming was a matter of course. Three days +before a battalion had left for the Front, and they had come to take +their place, that was all. Instead of being billeted at various +houses, as they had been in Lancashire, they had now to sleep sixty in +a hut. Tom laughed as he saw the sleeping arrangements. Beds were +placed close together all around the building; these beds were of the +most primitive nature, and consisted of a sack of straw, a couple of +rugs, and what might be called a pillow. These sacks of straw were +raised some three or four inches from the floor by means of boarding, +and had only the suggestion of a spring. No privacy was possible, but +everything was clean and well-kept. In a few days Tom got to like it. +The weather was beautiful, the country was lovely, and the air was +pure. Tom had a good appetite in Lancashire, now he felt ravenous. +The work was hard, harder than he had had in Lancashire, but he enjoyed +it; on the whole, too, he could not help noticing that many of the men +seemed of a better type than those which made up his own battalion With +the exception of Penrose, nearly all his company were drafted from coal +pits and cotton mills. Here were numbers of university men, +public-school men, and the like. Truly the Army was a great democracy. + +One thing made Tom feel very sad, and that was the loss of Penrose. He +had been in Surrey only a few days when he was gazetted and was removed +to another camp about four miles away. Still he made new friends and +was on the whole happy. He found, too, that even the men, whose +conduct was anything but praiseworthy in Lancashire, were sober here. +Only a dozen public-houses existed, within the radius of almost as many +miles; and as the rules of the canteen were very strict, there were few +temptations to drink. Discipline was far easier, and on the whole the +men were better looked after. + +At the end of the second day in this Surrey camp, he was going with a +message to the officers' quarters, when he stopped suddenly. + +"Ay, can that be you?" he said aloud. + +"What do you mean, my man?" And then Tom saw that the person whom he +recognised wore a lieutenant's uniform. + +"I beg your pardon, sir," said Tom, saluting, "but--but--yes, sir, it +is you." + +"Oh, is that you, Pollard? I see you have enlisted, then; that's all +right. You'll know me another time, won't you?" + +"Yes, Mr. Waterman. That is, yes, sir. I hope you are well, sir." + +"Yes, I'm all right. Good night," and the officer passed on. + +"By George!" said Tom to himself, "I didn't expect to meet Waterman +here, but there's nothing to wonder about, after all." + + + + +CHAPTER IV + +It is not my purpose to give a lengthy account of Tom Pollard's stay in +the Surrey training camp, although much of interest took place, and his +daily life there would, if truly reported, gladden the hearts of +thousands of fathers and mothers who have given their boys to their +country at this time. I, who have been to this particular camp, and +have talked with the lads there, can testify to this by personal +experience. As I have before stated, Tom found the work hard, the +discipline strict, and the duties many; at the same time everything was +so well arranged and the spirit of such good-fellowship prevailed that +thousands of young men were under much more healthy conditions, both +physically and morally, than they were at home. Indeed, many told me +that they would never care for the cramped life of the office, the +workshop, and the factory again, after the free open-air life of a +soldier. + +Tom, who had been quick to learn his duties and to master his drill, +especially after he had--as he termed it to me--"been disgraced, and +turned over a new leaf," found the work easy and pleasant. + +"Ay," said Tom to me, "it's very funny." + +"What?" I asked. + +"The way these greenhorns try to learn their drill." + +"How's that?" I asked. + +"Why, yesterday a chap came up to me wi' tears in his eyes. I asked +him what wur the matter, and he said, 'Ay, I have not got brains for +it.' 'Brains for what?' I asked. 'Brains for this 'ere drill: a man +needs to have a head like Shakespeare to get hold on it. That there +formin' fours now: I have tried, and I have tried, and I have better +tried, but I can't get a fair grip on it. Ay, I shall have to write a +letter to the Colonel and tell him I shall have to give it up.'" + +Tom laughed gleefully as he spoke. "Why, it's as easy as winking, +sir," he said; "but some chaps are thick-headed, you know--in fact they +have no heads at all, they've just got turnips stuck on top of their +shoulders. I fair pity the young officers sometimes when they are +trying to knock these chaps into shape. But they are doing it fine; +and fellows who came a few weeks ago, slack and shuffling, are now +straight and smart. It's wonderful what a bit of drilling does." + +"And do you find the Y.M.C.A. helpful down here, Tom?" I asked. + +"Helpful, sir! I don't know what we should do without it. You see +it's different here from what it is in big towns where the men are in +billets. We're away, as you may say, from any town that's sizeable, +and there's no place to go to of an evening, except the public-house; +and if the Y.M.C.A. hadn't been here we should have nothing to do but +fool around. But the work they're doing here is just champion. They +have entertainments every night, and if you don't feel like going to +them, there's a room where you can read the papers, and write your +letters or play games; then they have all sorts of good books for us to +read." + +"And how are you getting on with your French?" I asked. + +Tom blushed as he replied, "Would you like to see my report, sir?" and +he took it from his tunic proudly. + +"Why, Tom, this is splendid!" I said, after reading it. + +"Ay, I have worked fair hard at it," said Tom; "but my difficulty is +getting my tongue round the words. You see, they don't know how to +pronounce, these French people, and you have to pronounce their way +else they wouldn't understand what you wur saying, and you have to get +a grip on it or you can't understand what they are saying. I can +conjugate the verbs," added Tom proudly, "but when they speak to me in +French, that's anything like a long sentence, I get mixed up. While +I'm getting hold of the first part of what they're saying, I forget the +rest; but I will master it. What a French chap can learn a Lancashire +chap can. + +"Do you know, sir," went on Tom, "that the Y.M.C.A. has got no less +than six huts here; each of them will hold a thousand men, and they are +jam-full every night. And all the workers are so friendly too." + +"And do you go to any religious services, Tom?" I asked. + +"I been to two or three," replied Tom, "but I don't hold much wi' +religion. Still they're grand people, and you may ask any man in the +camp, from the sergeant-major down to the newest recruit, and they will +all tell you the same thing, The Y.M.C.A. is a fair God-send to us." + +I found out afterwards that Alec McPhail had not followed Tom's +example. Alec had discovered a wayside public-house about a mile from +the camp, where he and several others of his companions spent most of +their spare time. + +"I'm noan religious," said Tom rather boastfully; "but the Y.M.C.A. +showed me that I was making a fool of myself, and they have made me see +that a soldier ought to be a gentleman. We're not a lot of riff-raff +in the Army; we have come at the call of our King and Country to do our +bit. And what I say is that a chap ought to live up to his job; we +have got a big, grand job, and we chaps as is to do it ought to be +worthy of our job." + +Tom wrote regularly to Polly Powell during the time he was in the +Surrey camp, although he could not help noticing that Polly's replies +grew less and less frequent and less and less affectionate. When he +had been there a little more than two months he received a letter from +his mother telling him that Polly was walking out regularly with Jim +Dixon. The letter from Tom's mother was characteristic. + + +"Dear Tom," she wrote, "thou'st been fooled by Polly Powell. I always +said that Alice Lister was too good for thee, and thou used to get +vexed about it. A man is not to blame for his mother, he can't choose +her, so I can't blame thee for thy mother, but he is to be blamed for +his wife; he makes his own choice there, and the man as chooses Polly +Powell is a fool. When I wur a lass I lived on a farm, I wur only +sixteen when I came to Brunford, and the farmer I lived wi' always said +when he was buying a cow, 'be sure to look at the stock before you +close the bargin.' Look at the stock Polly Powell has come from. I +say nowt about her feyther because I don't know him, but I have seen +her mother, and that's enough for me. Polly is just the image of what +her mother was when she was her age. She's only twenty-four years +older than Polly, but she's like Bethesda Chapel, she's broader nor +she's long. That's what Polly will be in twenty years' time. Her +mother's got a mustash too, and Polly gives every sign of having one by +the time she's her mother's age. Besides, she's a flighty thing is +Polly, and has no stayin' power; she goes wi' one chap one week and +another the next. She's walked out wi' seven chaps since you left +Brunford, and she only took up wi' Jim Dixon again because he's making +a bit of brass. I daresay she'll tell you that she's only larking wi' +Jim, and is true to you all the time; but if I were thee I'd sack her. +There are plenty of lasses everywhere, and thou can do better nor her. + +"I expect you will be going to France soon, and will be fighting them +Germans. If they find thee as hard to deal wi' as I have, they'll have +a tough job. But they are a bad lot, and I don't ask you to show 'em +any mercy. + +"Your affectionate mother, + "MRS. MARTHA POLLARD. + +"P.S.--Be sure to write and give Polly Powell the sack right away, +she's noan thy sort. If you come across that German Emperor, don't be +soft-hearted wi' 'im." + + +After Tom had read his mother's letter twice, he sat silent for some +time. "So she's going out with Jim Dixon," he reflected; "well, I'm +glad. After all, my liking for her was only top-water stuff, and she +was doing me no good." The next minute Tom was whistling his way +through the camp. "Yes," he continued, "mother's got what the writing +chaps call 'a good literary style,' and she hits the bull's-eye every +time. Gosh, what a fool I've been! Fancy giving up Alice Lister for a +lass like that. I wonder if it's true that Alice has took up wi' that +parson chap. I'd like to wring his neck, I would for sure." + +At the end of nearly three months Tom was moved to another camp still +nearer the south coast. He had a presentiment that the time was not +far distant when he would have to cross the sea, and know in real +earnest what soldiering was like. In a way he was glad of this; like +all youths he longed for excitement, and wanted to come to close grips +with the thing he had set out to do. On the other hand however, he +could not help looking forward with dread. When on reading the +newspapers he saw long lists of casualties, and heard stories of the +men he had known, who went out healthy and strong and never came back +again, and others who were brought home maimed for life, he had a +strange feeling at his heart, and a sinking at the pit of his stomach. +It was not that he felt afraid, but there was a kind of dread of the +unknown. What would it be like to die? + +"I hear we're off soon," said Alec McPhail to him one day. + +"There's no telling," said Tom laconically. + +"Ay, but we shall," replied Alec, "and I shall be glad, I'm getting +sick of this life in the camps." + +"I doan't wonder at it," said Tom. + +"What micht ye mean by that?" asked the Scotchman. + +"I am fair stalled wi' thee," said Tom. "I thought that you, being a +thinking sort o' chap, would know better. You saw what a fool I was +making of myself, and yet you kept on drinking and carousing, and +making a ninny of yourself, as though you had no more brains nor a +waterhen. Why, lad, with your education and cleverness, you might have +been sergeant-major by now. Nay, nay, keep thee temper; I mean nowt +wrong." + +The Scotchman looked at Tom angrily for some seconds. He seemed on the +point of striking him, then mastering himself he said, "Ay, Tom, you're +richt, and yet I'm no' sure." + +"What do you mean?" asked Tom. + +"Tom, man," said the Scotchman, "ye canna think worse of me than I +think of mysel'. I had a good home too, and a godly mither; as for my +father he was a hard man, but just, very just. Ay, I know I ought to +have known better, but the whisky got hold of me. Besides----" + +"Besides what?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, man, I'm not a hero when it comes to facing death. I fancy I'm as +brave as most men about lots of things, but I just shiver when I think +o' dying; then I tak' a wee drap of whisky, and it gi'es me courage." + +"Poor sort of courage," replied Tom; "besides, you take more than a +'wee drap,' as you call it." + +"Ay, it needs mair and mair. But it's this way, Tom; when I think of +going over the water into those trenches, and when I think of the +shells falling all around me; when I call to mind that men may be dying +at my richt hand and on my left, blown all to smithereens, I get +afraid, but after I have filled mysel' fou' of whisky I don't care. I +know I ought to be ashamed of mysel'; I know, too, it's the wrang sort +of courage. As for you, Tom, you have been wiser than me, you've got +releegion." + +"Nay, I've nowt o' th' sort," replied Tom, "I've just kept straight, +that's all." + +"But it's not enough, Tom," said the Scotchman. + +"What does a' mean?" asked Tom. + +"I mean that a man wants releegion," replied Alec very solemnly. "I +have been a thinking lad all my life, and when I chucked releegion and +professed to believe in Colonel Ingersoll I kenned fine I was making a +fool of mysel'. It's either whisky or releegion to keep a man's +courage up; that is, such a man as me." + +"Then you think there's something after death?" said Tom. + +"Ay, lad, I am sure of it. I'm a-thinking you're richt, Tom, in going +to the Y.M.C.A. meetings, and I know you're wrang in not getting +releegion. E'en when I'm fou' of whisky, I have known that releegion +was necessary; and if I only had the strength I'd gi' up the whisky." + +The next day the camp was in a great state of excitement; the men had +received definite information that they were to start for the Front in +two days' time. They did not know where they were going, but they were +told it would be somewhere in France or Belgium. At first there was +great cheering at this; the men shouted and boasted of what they would +do when they were face to face with the Germans. After that, almost as +if by prearrangement, a solemn silence fell among them; evidently they +were thinking deeply. Some paid longer visits than usual to the wet +canteen or public-houses; others, again, were seen walking alone as +though they had no desire for company. + +We who remain at home in safety, and talk about the heroism of the men +going away to the Front, little realise the thoughts which pass through +their minds. When the order to embark comes they don't say very much +about it, and even when they do talk they speak of death almost +lightly. "If I am potted," they say, "I am, and that's all about it." +But that's not all they feel, as I have reason to know. They love +their lives just as much as we do, and they long to go back and spend +their days amongst their loved ones. It is only rare that cowardice is +seen, and it is rarer still for them to make any boast; the average +Englishman is not given to boasting; he has his duty to do, and he just +does it, saying very little about it. + +On the night before they were to embark for France, farewell meetings +were held at the Y.M.C.A. huts, and Tom noticed that Alec McPhail found +his way to the hut where he went. Perhaps eight hundred or a thousand +men had gathered, and although high spirits prevailed, each man felt +that he was breathing an atmosphere which was not usual. There was a +look not common in the eyes of the lads; a set, stern expression on +their faces. Afterwards when they had been to the Front and returned, +they would go out again without such feeling as now possessed them. +But these lads had never been to the war before; they were entering +upon an unknown; they knew that in all probability a large number of +them would never come back to England again. Each had a hope that he +might escape, although the chances were against him. + +Still they cheered at the old recitations, listened to the old songs, +and joined in the choruses which they liked just as they had been doing +for months; they were not going to show the white feather. + +A special speaker had come to the hut that night. He had been working +among the soldiers in the Y.M.C.A. tents on the Continent, and had come +home for a short holiday; now he had come to this camp in order to +speak to the men before their departure. It is said that months before +he had been fond of telling humorous stories, and had delighted in +making the soldiers laugh. He certainly had a sense of humour, and now +and then could not refrain from some witticism which set the highly +strung lads in roars of laughter. But the close of his address did not +inspire mirth. + +"My lads," he said, "you have done a brave thing; I don't say that you +deserve much praise for it, because at a time like this if an +able-bodied youth does not join the Army he fails in his duty; and you +are only doing your duty. If you had not done what you have done, I +should be ashamed of you. All the same you are brave lads. You have +offered your all, your very lives, at the altar of duty. I am not +going to try and describe to you what you will have to do, and possibly +have to suffer; you will find out that soon enough. Possibly many of +you are going to your death. I don't want to frighten you, but we have +to face facts: I don't say it is an awful thing to die, but it is a +tremendous thing. You know that you have souls as well as bodies. I +am not going to argue it out with you; I needn't, because you know. I +needn't try to prove to you that there is a God, because you know it, +you feel it. There is no atheism out at the Front: some of you have +tried to live without God, and you have made a mess of your lives. I +tell you, my boys, it's a terrible thing to die without God. Some of +you know what it is to believe in a personal Saviour; you have accepted +Jesus Christ, the Son of God, who came on earth to die for us that we +might know God; and you have found Him to be a strength in temptation, +a joy in sorrow. My lads, you all want that Saviour, and especially do +you want Him now. You are embarking on the Great Unknown, and you need +a Captain, a Guide, a Saviour: I have come to tell you about Him." + +I am not going to try to describe the close of his address. This man +had seen hundreds die, he had come face to face with the great +realities of life, of death, and of religion. He knew what he was +talking about because he had experienced it, and he made the men feel +what he felt. That night when the meeting was over Tom Pollard found +himself again with Alec McPhail. + +"That chap was fair earnest," said Tom. + +"Ay," replied the Scotchman, "he went richt down to the bottom of +things. Come wi' me to the canteen, lad, I feel I must have a drink." + +"Not if I know it," said Tom, "no drink for me to-night." + +But the Scotchman rushed away towards the canteen, and Tom, scarcely +knowing what he was doing, followed him. When they entered, they saw a +number of men standing there drinking. + +"Yes," they heard one man say, "that chap was right; I know I'm making +a fool of myself, but I'm going to have another drink. My God! What +would my mother say if she knew I wur off tomorrow morning!" + +A lad with a pale, refined face, standing by his side, had a glass in +his hand ready to lift to his lips. "Ay, and what would my mother +say!" he said. "I know she would be praying for me." + +At this some one uttered a coarse oath, but the lad threw the drink +from him and left the canteen. + +"Ay, he's richt," said the Scotchman as he watched him go. "Tom +Pollard, man, I hinna prayed for years, but I am praying to-nicht. I +ought to be a different man, for I ken the fundamentals of releegion, +but I'm giving my heart to God to-nicht; I am for sure." + +Tom followed the Scotchman out of the canteen towards one of the +numerous sleeping-huts. + +"I am giving my heart to God, Pollard," he said hoarsely, "and I'm +writing to tell my mither about it this very nicht. Ay, man, something +has come into my life stronger than the power of whisky!" + +When Tom found his way to his own sleeping-hut that night, he was in a +chastened frame of mind. "I'm noan going to turn religious," he said +almost sullenly, "but I believe he's got the reight on't." + +The next morning they were at Folkestone, where the big troopship lay +in the harbour. Before mid-day the ship was crowded with soldiers. +How many men were there Tom had not the slightest idea; but they filled +every part of it. Generals, colonels, majors, non-commissioned +officers, and privates were all huddled together. All over the ship +officers and men were alike; they were going to the field of battle to +die if need be for honour, duty, and the liberty of the world. + +There were scarcely a score of civilians on board, and even they were +in some way attached to the Army. Nurses wearing the Red Cross, +religious workers with a look of wonder in their eyes, a few sent by +the Government on some particular mission, but all were taking part in +the great War which was staggering the world. + +Perhaps a mile or more out at sea a great Destroyer proudly spurned the +waves; she was to guard the troopship along her perilous passage. + +Presently they landed at Boulogne. + +"Where are we going?" said one of the soldiers in Tom's company as they +entered a waiting train. + +"I don't know," said Tom, "but what does it matter? We have nowt to do +with that, we have just got to do our job." + +They spent all the night in the troop-train, which was crowded almost +to suffocation. Where they were going they didn't know, scarcely +cared. Sometimes they were drawn up to a siding where they would stay +for hours, then the train crawled on again. Presently the morning +broke and Tom saw a flat and what seemed to him, after Surrey, an +uninteresting piece of country. Everything was strange to him, even +the trees looked different from those he had seen in Surrey. On and on +the train crawled, until presently they had orders to alight. + +It was now early morning, and after breakfast they were formed in +marching order. Tom took but little notice of the country through +which they marched, except that they were on a straight road, which was +paved in the middle. As the day advanced the sun grew hot and +scorching, but the men marched on uncomplainingly; there was little +merriment, but much thought. Presently noon came, and again they +stopped for food, after which there was another march. By this time +Tom realised that he was indeed in the zone of war. He saw what looked +to him miles of motor waggons filled with food and munitions, numbers +of ambulance waggons marked with the Red Cross. More than one body of +horse soldiers passed him, and again he saw numbers of men bivouacked +near him; but everywhere there were soldiers, soldiers. Tom could not +understand it, it was all so different from what he expected, neither +could he see any order or purpose in that which was taking place around +him. There was activity and movement everywhere, but he could +co-ordinate nothing, he was simply bewildered. + +Towards evening there was another resting-time, and each man gladly +threw himself full length on the grass. For a moment there was a +silence, then Tom heard a sound which gave him a sickening sensation; +he felt a sinking, too, at the pit of his stomach: it was the boom, +boom, boom of guns. + +"Look at yon' airship in the sky!" cried one of the men. Each eye was +turned towards it, then they heard the boom of guns again, after which +there were sheets of fire around the aeroplane, and afterwards little +clouds of smoke formed themselves. + +"I am getting near at last," thought Tom. "I wonder now--I wonder----" + + + + +CHAPTER V + +Tom discovered presently that his destination was the Ypres salient, +one of the most "unhealthy" places, to use the term in favour among the +soldiers, in the whole of the English battle line. Here the most +tremendous battle ever fought in our British Army took place--indeed +one of the most tremendous battles in the history of the world. A +sergeant who was in a garrulous mood described it to Tom with a great +deal of spirit. + +"Yes," he said, "you have come to an unhealthy spot; still it may be +good for you. The blessed Huns thought they were going to break +through here about last September when the battle of Wipers was fought. +They had six hundred thousand men to our hundred and fifty thousand. +Then that blooming Kaiser made up his mind that he would break through +our lines, and get to Calais. Yes, it was a touch and go with us. +Fancy four to one, and they had all the advantage in big guns and +ammunition. You think _those_ big guns? Wait till you have heard Jack +Johnson and Black Maria. Talk about hell! Hell was never as bad as +the battle of Wipers. I thought we were licked once. I was in the +part where our line was the thinnest, and we saw 'em coming towards us +in crowds; there seemed to be millions of 'em; we had to rake out every +cook and bottle-washer on the show. Lots of our men were fresh to the +job, too, and had never smelt powder, or felt the touch of steel. But, +by gosh, we let 'em know! Four to one, my boy, and we licked 'em, in +spite of their big guns and their boasting. Aren't you proud of being +a British Tommy?" + +Tom listened with wide, staring eyes and compressed lips. There within +a mile or two of the battle line he could picture all of which the +sergeant spoke. As he looked he could see the brown line of earth away +in the distance, and could discern too, here and there, dotted along +this brown line, clouds of black smoke. All around him our guns were +booming, while the distant sounds of the German guns reached him. + +"Ay, it's a bit unhealthy," went on the sergeant, "but you will get +used to it after a bit. There, hear that?" + +Tom listened and heard the screaming of a shell in the air; the note it +made was at first low, but it rose higher and higher and then dropped +again. + +"When the note gets to about B flat," said the sergeant, "you may know +it's soon going to fall, and as soon as it has touched the ground the +shell bursts and tears a big hole up." + +"Are many killed?" asked Tom. + +"Ay, there's a good lot of casualties every day, but not so much as +there was at the second battle of Wipers. That was fair terrible. You +see, the Germans could not drive us back nor break our lines. That was +why they started bombarding the city. I was here and saw it. Man, you +should have heard the women screaming, and seen the people flying for +their lives. Whole streets of houses were burning, and all the time +shells were falling and bursting. How many people were killed here God +only knows, but there must have been hundreds of women and children. +But what did those dirty swine of Germans care! They could not break +our lines, and they had lost a hundred and fifty thousand men, so they +turned their big guns upon the city. 'We can kill Belgian women and +children, anyhow,' they said, 'and we can smash up the old town.' Are +you a bit jumpy?" + +"No n-n-no;--that is, a little bit," said Tom. + +"Oh, it's quite quiet now," replied the sergeant. "I will walk through +with you if you like and show you round. This is the great square; one +of the biggest in the world. I saw it before it was bombarded; the +Cathedral and the Cloth Hall were just wonderful; see what they are +now! knocked into smithereens. See the trees around, how they are +twisted and burnt? That house there I saw shelled myself. I had got a +bit used to the shelling by that time, but I tell you it gave me a +turn. It was the biggest house in the Square, and a great bomb caught +it fair in the face; it seemed as though the whole world was shaking, +and the noise fair deafened you. The house went down as though it were +cardboard, and other houses around fell as though to keep it company, +while others caught fire. Ay, they're sweet creatures, are those +German swine." + +"Doan't you hate 'em?" asked Tom. + +"Hate 'em?" said the sergeant; "well, I don't know. Mind you, they are +fine soldiers, and brave men too, or at least they seem brave; but it's +discipline does it. They are just like machinery. Once when I was +right in the middle of it, they attacked in close formation, and we +turned our machine-guns on 'em. Ever seen a mowing machine in a wheat +field? ever seen the wheat fall before the knives? Well, that's how +they fell. Hundreds upon hundreds; but still they came on. Just as +fast as one lot was killed, the others, knowing that they were going to +certain death, came on, thinking they would wear us down by sheer +numbers." + +"Did they?" asked Tom. + +"No, that time they didn't," replied the sergeant, "but another scrap I +was in they did. That is their plan, you know; it is terribly costly, +but when it succeeds it works havoc." + +"Have you been wounded at all?" asked Tom. + +"Yes, I have stopped two bullets, one in the foot and another in the +shoulder, but I quickly got over it. I have been wonderfully lucky. +You will get used to it after a bit; you seem a plucky chap; you don't +look like the sort that runs away. Although, mind you, I have seen +plucky chaps hook it." + +"No, I'm not plucky," said Tom; "but I don't think I would run away." + +"Wait till the shrapnel is falling around you; wait till great pieces +of jagged shell mow men down on your right and on your left. Still we +have stuck so far, and we must stick to the end. Still, from a +military standpoint," and here the sergeant spoke judicially, "our +holding Wipers is a bad policy. You see, it's a salient and the +Germans guns are all around us; but if we made a straight line we +should give them Wipers, and that would have a bad effect. Just look +in here," and he pointed to a house, the front of which was completely +blown away, but the rest of which remained comparatively intact. + +"There's the room just as those poor blighters of Belgians left it," +continued the sergeant. "See the baby's shoes, and the kiddy's dress? +There are one or two pictures on the wall, not of much value, or those +blooming souvenir-hunters would have got 'em." + +"Do you think we shall lick 'em?" asked Tom. + +"Lick 'em! Of course we shall," said the sergeant, who had served +nearly twenty years in the Army. "Mind you, it will be no easy job. +Up to now they have had the upper hand of us, both in men and +munitions; but we are gaining on 'em now. What I can't stand is those +blooming swipes, those shirkers who sit at home and who call themselves +men. I tell you I'm for conscription out and out. This is no job to +be played with; if we don't put forth our strength we can't beat 'em. +But just think of those swine, who read the papers and talk about +beating the Germans, who strut about with their patent-leather boots +and fine clothes, and try to make out that they are gentlemen, but who +won't face the music; that's what sickens me. Who are we fighting for, +I should like to know? We are fighting for them, and for our women, +and for the old country. They think they can stop at home and +criticise, and then when we have done the work, share the benefits. +Great God!"--and here the sergeant indulged in some unprintable +language--"I would like to get hold of them." + +"Isn't it dangerous here?" asked Tom, as another shrieking shell passed +over their heads. + +"Not just now," replied the other; "their shells are falling on the +other side of the town. Of course," he added casually, "they may fall +here any moment." + +"I asked you just now," said Tom, "whether you hated the Germans?" + +"Yes, you did," replied the sergeant, "and I went off on another tack. +Hate 'em? Well, it's this way. At the beginning I don't know that I +hated 'em so much. Yes, what you call Belgian atrocities were hellish; +but 'twasn't that, and as long as they fought fair that was all I cared +about. But when they got using that poisonous gas they came it a bit +too strong. No, lad, I never hated 'em till then. But when they used +that stuff and laughed about it, ay, and laughed to see our poor chaps +writhing in agony, I felt I must kill every German I saw. Of course, +we've got over it now a bit, and we're all supplied with helmets, but +when they used it first we had simply nothing to defend us. Yes, I +have done some rough bits of work in my time, but I never met with +anything like that. When you see your own pals getting bluer and bluer +in the face, and coughing and gasping, oh, I tell you it made us mad! +We didn't feel like showing any mercy after that. Besides, they have +no sense of fair play, the swipes. I was in a scrap once, and after a +hard tussle, and after losing lots of men, a lot of Germans held up +their hands and shouted, 'We surrender.' Our officer, a young chap new +to the job, and knowing nothing of their tricks, instead of telling +them to come to us, told us to go to them, they holding up their hands +all the time; but no sooner did we get near them than they up with +their pistols and shot two of our chaps. They thought our officer was +going to take it lying down, and when they were taken prisoners they +laughed and said everything was fair in war; but our young officer saw +red, and he said 'No, my lads, you are going to kingdom come.' 'What!' +shrieked those German swine, 'will you kill men after they have +surrendered?' 'You are not men,' said the lieutenant; 'men don't shoot +after they've surrendered--only Germans do that." + +"And then?" asked Tom, "then----" + +"Ah well," replied the sergeant grimly, "there were no questions asked +in the morning." + +"Great God!" said Tom, "what a ghastly thing war is!" + +"Wait till you have seen it, my lad," replied the sergeant. + +For some weeks Tom was in the neighbourhood of Ypres without taking any +part in the righting. During that time he got accustomed to the +constant booming of the guns, and to the fact that any moment a shell +might fall near him and blow him into eternity. On more than one +occasion, too, he roamed around the ruins of Ypres; and while he could +not be called an imaginative lad he could not help being impressed by +the ghastly desolation of this one-time beautiful city. In many of the +streets not one stone was left upon another, not one of the inhabitants +who had formerly lived there remained; all had fled; it was indeed a +city of the dead. To Tom the ruins of the great Cloth Hall and the +Cathedral were not the most terrible; what appealed to him most were +the empty houses in which things were left by the panic-stricken +people. Bedsteads twisted into shapeless masses; clothes half burnt; +remnants of pieces of cloth which tradesmen had been in the act of +cutting and stitching; children's toys, and thousands of other things +which suggested to the boy the life the people had been living. Not a +bird sang, not even a street dog roamed amidst the shapeless +desolation; the ghastly horror of it all possessed him. Great gaping +holes in the old ramparts of the city; trees torn up by their roots and +scorched by deadly fire: this was Ypres, not destroyed by the +necessities of war, but by pure devilry. + +At last Tom's turn came to go up to the front trenches. It was with a +strange feeling at heart that he, with others, crept along the pave +road towards the communication trench. They had to be very careful, +because this road was constantly swept by the German machine guns. +Presently, when they came to a house used as a first dressing station +close to the beginning of the communication trench, Tom felt his heart +grow cold. Still, with set teeth, and a hard look in his eyes, he +groped his way along the trench, through Piccadilly, and Haymarket, and +Bond Street, and Whitehall (for in this manner do the soldiers name the +various parts of the zigzag cuttings through the clay): while all the +time he could hear the pep, pep, pep, pep of the machine guns, and the +shrieking of the shells. + +There was no romance in war now, it was a grim, ghastly reality. After +following the lines of the trenches for well-nigh an hour he was +informed that he had now reached the front line and was within a +hundred or a hundred and fifty yards of the Huns. For the moment there +was a comparative quiet, only occasionally did he hear the sound of a +gun, while the shrieking of the shells was less frequent. Danger +seemed very far away; he was in a deep hole in the ground, and above +the earthworks were great heaps of sand-bags. How could he be hurt? +The men whom his company was sent to relieve seemed in high good +spirits too, they laughed and talked and bandied jokes. "There seems +no danger here," thought Tom. An hour passed and still all was +comparatively quiet. + +"I would like to see those blooming German trenches," said a Lancashire +lad, "and I will too." + +He lifted his head above the sand-bags and looked towards the brown +heaps of earth perhaps a hundred yards away. + +"Dost'a see any Germans?" some one asked. + +"I'm not sure," replied the lad, "but I believe I see the top of a +German helmet." + +"Duck down quickly," said another, "thou'st been holding thy head there +too long." + +"Nay, there's no danger," replied the lad, "it's all as quiet as----" +But he did not finish the sentence; at that moment there was a crack of +a rifle and a bullet passed through the poor boy's brain. + +"That will be a warning for you fellows," said an officer who came up +just then. "You must play no tricks; there have been hundreds of lads +killed here who would never have been touched if they hadn't been +careless and foolish. Let's have no more of your Hampstead Heath Bank +Holiday skylarking." + +Tom did duty at the front trench on several occasions, but nothing of +importance took place. The Huns seemed comparatively quiet, and while +there was severe artillery work on both sides, Tom did not receive a +scratch. + +The fourth time he went to the front lines, however, he felt that there +was a change in the atmosphere, and he saw by the strained looks and +the compressed lips of the men that something desperate was expected. +The officers gave their orders with more sternness than usual; every +one was alert. + +Tom thought he knew what intense artillery work meant, but he realised +that day that hitherto he had seen and heard nothing. Such a tornado +of shells burst around him that it was like hell let loose. Hour after +hour the Germans bombarded our trenches, tearing great holes in the +ground, and undoing the work of months. It seemed to Tom that no man +could escape. + +"Oh," cried the boy, "if they would be quiet for only a minute! If one +could only stop to take breath!" + +But there was no cessation; it seemed as though the Germans were +determined to make a final and overwhelming attack; as though all the +explosives in the world were concentrated on those few miles. + +The sights were horrible; he saw shells falling on groups of men, +tearing them to pieces, while all around him were the shrieks and cries +of the wounded. Some of the men who were yet untouched yelled as +though they were mad, others laughed, but their laughter was not +natural; it was frenzied, wild, just as though they were madmen. + +"We can't stand it! We can't stand it!" cried the boy. "We shall all +be blown into eternity. Why do we stay here like this?" + +He spoke to the sergeant who had given him a description of the first +battle of Ypres some time before. The sergeant was comparatively cool; +he had been through it before. + +"It's nothing to you whether we are doing anything or not," replied the +sergeant, "besides, don't be a fool; our guns are giving them as hot a +time as their guns are giving us. Don't lose your head." + +"I wouldn't mind if I could do something," said the poor boy, trembling. + +"Do! Unless I'm mistaken there will be enough for us all to do very +soon. There! firing has ceased! Look out!" + +It was as the sergeant said; almost suddenly there was a calm, and a +few seconds later Tom heard a command which made his knees knock +together. + +What happened after that Tom could never describe; even if he could, he +would not have done so. As he has said to me more than once, "It was +not something to talk about, it was a matter of bayonet work; it was +fighting face to face, steel to steel." + +Tom didn't feel fear now; all that was gone. His muscles were hard, +his thoughts were tense, he saw red! Presently he had a conviction +that we were gaining ground, and he suddenly became aware of the fact +that we had gained the better of the situation and had returned to our +trenches. A number of the enemy had been taken prisoners, and the plot +which the Germans had hatched had come to nothing. Immediately +afterwards something happened which Tom never forgot. A German officer +lay wounded some little distance from the trench which the English had +taken, and piteously cried for help. + +"Which of you chaps will volunteer to go and fetch him in?" cried a +young officer whose bravery that day had been the talk of all the men. + +Each looked to the other as if for response; they were dazed and +bewildered by all they had gone through. + +"I say," said another officer, "you can't expect any of the chaps to do +that. Directly the Huns see any one going to him they will shoot him. +Besides, he may be nearly dead; better put an end to him." + +"But hear how he groans!" cried the young fellow. "There, I'll do it." + +He leapt from the trench and rushed along the intervening space for +perhaps about fifty yards; then lifting the German officer bodily, he +brought him back to safety. + +"I am parched--parched!" cried the German, as if in agony, "give me +water." The young Englishman got a cup of water and held it to the +German's lips, but even as he did so the German drew his revolver and +shot him through the heart.[1] + +What happened to the German after that I will not try to relate. Why +am I describing this, and why have I mentioned this incident? Only +that our people at home may realise what heroes our lads are; what they +have to face in order to save our country, and what kind of an enemy +they have to deal with. I am describing it to try if possible to raise +a blush of shame on the faces of those shirkers at home who are a +disgrace to the name of Englishman. + +Tom passed through this ordeal without a scratch, and by and by when +his company was relieved, and he returned to a place of safety, the +whole episode seemed but a ghastly dream. And yet it caused a great +change to Tom's life. If he had been asked to describe it he would not +have been able to do so; it was something subtle, elusive; but the +change was there. He felt as though he had a new conception of life; +and he realised its tremendousness as he had never realised it before. + +He was by no means given to philosophising, but two things impressed +him. One was the tremendous amount of heroism that lay latent in the +commonplace lads who had come out with him. He knew many of them +before they joined the Army; knew them just as they were. Humdrum +workaday boys who did not seem capable of anything like heroism; but +the war had brought out new qualities, fine qualities. He saw how +those men were willing to sacrifice themselves for others; saw them +doing all sorts of glorious deeds. One fellow impressed him +tremendously. He himself was wounded, but not badly, for he could +easily have crawled to a place of safety; and yet he remained with a +comrade, holding his head on his knees and ministering to him as +tenderly as a woman, in a spot where life could not be valued at a +pin's purchase. Deeds like that are common at the Front. + +The other thing which impressed him was the tremendous power of +religion. Before he went up to the firing line he had heard one +officer say to another, "I wish the chaplains could be allowed to go up +to the front line of trenches. You see, when men have no religion to +support them, the constant bombardment and danger make them jumpy." +Tom realised what this meant after the action I have just described. +He himself felt that he needed a Power greater than his own, to steady +him. + +Tom had just heard that he was to go on duty at the front trench again, +when passing along by the canal towards one of the officers' dug-outs +he saw a staff officer talking with the major of his own battalion. +Tom lifted his hand to salute, when the staff officer turned and spoke +to him. + +"Ah, is that you, Pollard?" + +"Yes, Mr. Waterman--that is, yes, sir," stammered Tom. + +"I hope you are doing well," said Waterman. + +"I am still alive, thank you, sir," and then he passed on. + +"He's got a safe job anyhow," thought Tom, "he'll be at the Divisional +Headquarters I expect; well, he's a clever fellow." + +That night when Tom returned to the first line he was put on sentry +duty. It was one of those silent, windless, starless nights, when +under ordinary circumstances a solemn hush prevails. Even the trenches +were silent that night. On both sides the guns had ceased booming; it +seemed as though a truce had been agreed upon, and yet the air was +tense with doom. + +Tom could not help feeling it as he traversed that part of the trench +in which his especial duty lay. Unimaginative as he was, his mind +worked freely. He called to mind the engagement of a few days before, +remembered what he had seen and heard. + +Again and again he traversed the cutting in the earth; his rifle on his +shoulder, and bayonet fixed. How silent it was! Not a man's voice was +to be heard. He knew that sentries were all around him, but he could +not hear a footstep; he knew, too, that many of the soldiers lay in +their dug-outs, sleeping as peacefully as though they were at home. +And yet he felt all alone. "Where's Jim Bates now, I wonder, and +Arthur Wadge, and Bill Perkins, and George Wilson? they were killed, +but are they really dead?" he said to himself. He had known these lads +well; in fact, they had been pals of his, and he wondered what had +become of them. Were they still alive? What had they felt like when +they had to cross the deep, dark valley? What was death? + +He thought of his old Sunday-schooldays, thought of his old beliefs. +"Ay," cried Tom aloud, "if I could only feel that Christ was wi' me now +I shouldn't care a bit; but I gave Him up months ago. Alice Lister +believed in Him, ay, she did an' all. I wonder where Alice is now? +Does she ever think about me, I wonder? does she pray for me as she +said?" + +He thought of what the man had said in the Y.M.C.A. hut on the night +before they set sail for France. He had told the soldiers that they +needed a personal Saviour, and that that Saviour was ever waiting, ever +watching, to give them help; that He would be near all those who +stretched out their lame hands of faith towards Him, and help them, +strengthen them, comfort them. It was very unreal, it seemed a long +way off too. And yet was it? Was Christ there just as the man had +said? + +"Boom!" The sound came from an enemy's gun, but he heard no shell +screeching its way through space, saw no light of explosion. It was +not repeated, although he waited, listening tensely. Minute after +minute passed, still there was silence; evidently the English gunners +were instructed not to reply. + +What was the meaning of it? The silence became so tense that it seemed +to make a noise; the air was laden with gloom. + +"I wonder what it means," said the boy, and a great fear possessed him; +he felt as though he were on the brink of a fathomless chasm, a chasm +which was as black as ink. + +Minute after minute he waited, and still no sound broke the silence. + +He tried to comfort himself by remembering pleasant things that +happened at Brunford, but in vain. It seemed to him as though he was +surrounded by something fierce and terrible; was it a premonition of +death, he wondered? + +Again he called to mind what the Y.M.C.A. man had said on the night +before they started for the Front. He had advised them to pray, and to +put their trust in a loving God who had been revealed to them through +Jesus Christ. + +He still tramped the bit of trench which it was his duty to guard, +looking eagerly into the darkness as if to discern the outline of an +approaching enemy. "If I only could pray!" thought Tom, "if I only +could!" + +But he had not prayed for years, the very thought of prayer had gone +out of his mind and heart; but oh! how he longed for something to +comfort and steady him! + +Well, why should he not pray? It could do no harm, it might even do +him good. + +Lifting his eyes towards the inky-black sky, he tried to formulate a +prayer, but he could not, his thoughts could not shape themselves, his +mind refused to work; he opened his lips and cried, "O God!" + +That was all; he could think of nothing else to say, but he repeated +the words again and again: + +"O God!--O God!--O God!" + +That was all. He had asked for nothing, he had indeed hardly thought +of anything. Nevertheless he was comforted; the words he had uttered +meant infinite things, for at the back of his mind he had a confused +belief that God saw, that God listened, that God understood, and the +thought changed everything. + +"I wonder what Alice Lister is doing now," thought the boy presently. +He did not know why it was, but somehow God seemed more real when he +thought of the girl who had promised to pray for him. + + + +[1] This incident was described to me as having actually taken place as +I have set it down here. + + + + +CHAPTER VI + +What was Alice Lister doing on the night when Tom prayed? If it had +been a night of wonder to Tom, it had been a night of decision to Alice +Lister, who had to face another crisis in her life. While Tom had been +offering his almost inarticulate prayer in the trenches in the Ypres +salient, Alice Lister sat alone in her bedroom. + +More than a year had passed since the Sunday afternoon when she had +told Tom that he must make his choice between her and the life he +seemed determined to lead. What it had cost her to do this I will not +try to describe, for Alice had truly cared for Tom. It was true that +he did not quite belong to her class, and it was also true that her +parents had done their best to dissuade her from thinking about him; +but Alice had been fond of Tom: something, she knew not what, had drawn +her heart towards him. She had believed in him too; believed that he +was possessed of noble qualities which only she understood. Then as +she saw Tom drifting, she knew that her decisive step must be taken, +and she had taken it. + +Afterwards, when she was told how Tom had risen in the great crowd at +the hall in the Mechanics' Institute, and had gone up to the platform +and volunteered for active service, her heart had thrilled strangely. +She did not understand much about the war, but she felt that Tom had +done a noble thing. In spite of the fact, too, that he had left her to +walk out with Polly Powell, she had a sense of possession; it seemed to +her that Tom belonged to her more than to this highly coloured buxom +girl who had taken him from her. + +Then something happened which set the people at the church she attended +talking freely. The young minister was a bachelor, and it was evident +he was enamoured with Alice; he paid her marked attention, and eagerly +sought to be in her company. + +"That's something like," said many of Alice's friends; "Alice will make +a splendid minister's wife." + +But when at length Mr. Skelton proposed to Alice, she had no difficulty +in answering him. He could offer her a far better position than Tom +dreamed of; the work she would have to do as a minister's wife, too, +would be thoroughly in accord with her tastes and desires. But Alice +cared nothing for Mr. Skelton. Her heart was sad when she saw how pale +he looked at her refusal, but she had no hesitation. + +The problem which faced her now, however, was not so easy to settle. +Young Harry Briarfield was not a comparative stranger like Mr. Skelton; +she had known him all her life, they had been brought up together in +the same town, they had gone to Sunday School together, they had sung +duets together at concerts, and although she had never looked at Harry +in the light of a lover she had always been fond of him. + +Harry was in a good position too; his father was a manufacturer in a +fairly large way, and he had just been admitted as a partner into the +business. He was twenty-four years of age now, was highly respected +throughout the town, and was looked upon as one who in a few years +would hold his head high among commercial men. + +During the last few weeks Harry had come often to Mr. Lister's house, +ostensibly to talk about business, but really to see Alice. + +Mr. and Mrs. Lister had nudged each other and smiled at Harry's +frequent visits. + +"I knew our Alice would do the right thing," said Mr. Lister to his +wife; "for a time she went silly about that Pollard boy, but she threw +him over of her own accord. Harry's a nice lad, and he's making a tidy +bit of brass, while George Briarfield has about made his pile. In two +or three years Harry will have the business entirely in his own hands, +and then there will not be a better chance in Brunford for her." + +Mrs. Lister sighed. + +"I don't think our Alice has forgotten Tom Pollard, though," she +replied. + +"Nonsense," replied her husband, "what is the good of her thinking +about Tom? I thought he would have done well at one time, and if he +hadn't taken up with that Polly Powell lot he might have got on; but he +did, and then he went for a soldier. What is the good of our Alice +thinking about him? Even if the war were to finish next week and Tom +were to come back, it would take him years, even if he had good luck, +to make five pound a week, while Harry's making a thousand a year if +he's making a penny." + +"Ay, I know," replied Mrs. Lister, "but you can never judge a lass's +heart. You know how it was wi' us, George; at the very time you asked +me to be your wife you were only making thirty-three shillings a week, +and William Pott was making hundreds a year. He was a far better +chance nor you, George, and people said I was a fool for not taking +him; but I couldn't." + +"That was a different thing," said George Lister hastily, "that Pollard +boy went wrong. Besides, we need not think about that now; Alice gave +him up, and very likely he will be killed." + +On the night when Tom was alone in the trenches, Harry Briarfield made +his way to Mr. Lister's house, and it was not long before Alice and he +were left alone together. Harry had made up his mind to make his +proposal that night, and he had but little doubt as to the result. + +"Look here, Alice," he said presently, "I want to say something to you, +something very particular. You must have seen for a long time how fond +I am of you, and perhaps you have wondered why I haven't spoken. I +wanted to badly enough, but I waited until father took me into +partnership. You see," he went on, "at the beginning of the war things +were going bad with us; there was a boom in the cotton trade about a +year ago, but when the war broke out there was a regular slump, and we +thought we were going to be ruined. Now, however, things are going +very well again. We have got some war contracts, and we are making +money." + +Alice's heart beat wildly, although by an effort she appeared calm. + +"I wonder you have not joined the Army, Harry," she said; "every day +there's a call for more men." + +"Not if I know it," replied Harry. "At one time I did think of trying +for a commission, but that would have been foolish: you see I might not +have been able to have got it, and of course a man in my position could +not go as a Tommy." + +"Why not?" asked Alice quickly. "I am told that lots of men of every +order join as privates." + +"No, thank you," replied Harry, with a laugh. "I know one chap who did +that; Edgar Burton. Do you know him? He joined at the beginning of +the war, but he quickly got sick of it. He said the life was terrible; +he described to me how he had to wash up dishes, and scrub the floors +of his barracks, and how he had to be pals with a lot of chaps who +didn't know the decencies of life. Besides, think of me on a shilling +a day!" + +"Still, if your country needs you?" suggested Alice. + +"I am doing more important work at home," replied Harry; "they could +not do without me at the mill. It's all very well for boys like Tom +Pollard, who used to be so fond of you, but for people like me it's +different." + +There was a silence for a few minutes, and then Harry went on again: + +"Alice, you know how fond I am of you--in fact, I have loved you all my +life. You will marry me, won't you?" + +Harry was very disappointed, and not a little surprised, that Alice did +not answer in the affirmative right away; but he had conceded with +fairly good grace when she had asked for a few days to think about it. + +"It is all right," said Harry to himself as he left the house that +night, "I am sure she means yes. And she's a fine lass, the finest in +Brunford." + +That was why Alice sat alone that night thinking. She had promised to +give Harry her definite reply in three days' time, and although she was +very fond of him she could not bring herself to give him the answer he +desired. When he had left the house her father and mother had come +into the room. + +"Well, Alice, have you fixed it up?" + +She shook her head, but didn't speak. + +"Come now, lass, you needn't be so shy. I know he's asked you to wed +him; he asked for my permission like a man, and then he told me he was +going to speak to you to-night. You can't do better, my dear. Have +you fixed it all up?" + +"No," she said. + +"What!" cried the father, "you don't mean to say you have been such a +fool as to say no!" + +"I have said nothing as yet," was her answer. + +George Lister heaved a sigh of relief. "Ay, well," he said, "it's +perhaps a good thing not to say yes at once. Hold him back two or +three days and it will make him all the more eager. When a man comes +to me to buy cloth I never shows as 'ow I am eager to sell. But of +course you _will_ take him?" + +"I don't know," replied Alice. + +"Don't know! Why don't you know? You like him, don't you?" + +"I don't know, father," she replied, and then she rushed out of the +room. + +"What's the meaning of this, lass?" said George Lister to his wife. +"Has she told you anything?" + +"Not a word," said Mrs. Lister. + +"But surely she can't be such a fool as to refuse Harry! Why, there +isn't a better chap in Brunford! He's an only son, and his father's +brass will go to him when he dies." + +But Mrs. Lister did not speak a word; in her eyes was a far-away look, +as though she saw something which her husband did not see. + +As for Alice, she sat for a long time thinking in silence. + +Harry's words still rang in her ears; the memory of the look on his +face as he left her still remained. Still she could not make up her +mind. Yes, she liked Harry, in a way she admired him. He was a +teacher in the Sunday School, he was a good business man, he was +clever, and he was respected in the town; and yet she hesitated. + +Hour after hour passed away, and still she could not make up her mind. +In spite of Harry Briarfield's words she had not forgotten the lad from +whom she had parted months before. Why was it? She thought she had +forgotten him. He had been unworthy of her; he had taken up with a +girl whom she despised, a coarse, vulgar girl, and she had heard since +that Polly Powell had been walking out with a number of young men. And +Tom had preferred this kind of creature to her love. Her pride had +been wounded, her self-respect had been shocked, and yet even now, +while she was thinking of Harry Briarfield's proposal, her mind +reverted to the boy who had gone away as a soldier. + +The Town Hall clock boomed out the hour of midnight. Alice found +herself mechanically counting the strokes of the deep-toned bell. Then +she fell on her knees beside the bed, but the prayer which she had been +wont to pray did not come to her lips. Her thoughts were far away; she +pictured a distant battlefield; she imagined the boom of guns; she +heard the clash of bayonets; she thought she heard the cries of wounded +men, too; then a prayer involuntarily came to her lips: + +"O God, save him! O God, help him and protect him!" + +Thus it came to pass at the time Tom Pollard tried for the first time +in many months to pray, and to formulate his distracted thoughts, Alice +Lister was kneeling by her bedside also trying to pray. + + + + +CHAPTER VII + +Tom Pollard's mind was suddenly brought back to mundane things. It was +now nearly one o'clock in the morning, and the night was chilly; a +breeze having sprung up, the clouds had rolled away. + +He distinctly heard a shout, and as far as he could make out it came +from the German trenches, which were not far away. + +"Holloa!" + +"Holloa!" said Tom, "what is it?" He thought one of the other men on +patrol duty had spoken to him. + +"You belong to the Lancashires, don't you?" + +"Of course I do," replied Tom; "what of that?" He was able to locate +the voice now, and knew it came from a German trench. + +"I have got something to tell you," and the words were followed by a +laugh. + +Whoever it was spoke in perfectly good English, although with a German +accent. + +"I reckon it'll be lies," was Tom's reply. + +By this time another sentry, hearing Tom's voice, had rushed up to him. + +"What is it? Who goes there?" he called out. + +"Listen," whispered Tom, "it's one of the Bosches speaking to me. What +is it?" he asked aloud. + +"Only this," and the German laughed as he spoke: "you Lancashires are +going to attack us at six o'clock to-morrow morning, eleven hundred +strong, and we're ready for you. That's all," and again the German +laughed. + +"What does he mean?" said Tom to the man who stood by his side. "I +know nothing about any attack. Do you?" + +"I knows there's something on foot," replied the other, "but what it is +I don't know." + +"Do you think we ought to tell one of the officers?" + +"Nay, it's not worth the trouble," was the reply; "besides, it's only a +bit of bluff." + +Two hours later the English trenches were full of movement; evidently, +as the other sentry had told Tom, something was on foot. Orders were +given in low, tense tones, and although it wanted some time to +daylight, preparations were evidently being made for an attack. + +The words which the German had spoken weighed heavily on Tom's mind. +Of course he was only a private, but might not the news he had received +mean something? The more he thought about it, the more he was +convinced that the German who spoke to him told the truth. Tom had no +knowledge, and no warning, that an attack was to be made, and yet, +within two hours from the time the German had spoken to him, +preparations were being made for an attack. He knew, too, that his +battalion was eleven hundred strong, having been reinforced only two +days before. Seeing a young officer, he determined to speak to him and +tell him what he had heard. + +"It is very funny," said the subaltern, "I can't understand it a bit; +but it's too late now, we must go through with it." All the same the +subaltern found his way to his Colonel. + +Precisely at six o'clock that morning the attack was made. From what +Tom learnt afterwards, it had been conceived and prepared for in +secret. None but those in high command had any knowledge whatever of +it. But evidently the enemy knew. As the German soldier who had +warned Tom said, "they were ready for them," and when the attack was +made they were met by a storm of bullets. Indeed the whole adventure +would have been disastrous had not the subaltern to whom Tom had spoken +reported the conversation to a superior officer, who had hurriedly +given orders for a number of the Black Watch to be brought up. As it +was, although our loss of life was heavy, we did not have to yield any +ground. + +When the affair came to an end the Colonel of Tom's battalion sent for +him. + +"Now, my man," said the Colonel, "tell me exactly what you heard." + +Tom told his story straightforwardly. It was little he had to say, and +although the Colonel cross-questioned him very closely he was not able +to shake him. + +"This is very strange," said the Colonel to the Major when Tom had +gone; "no one breathed a word about our plans, and as you know I laid +everything before the General at the Divisional Headquarters. They +were good plans too, and if the Germans had not got hold of them we +should have made a big haul. What is the meaning of it?" + +The Major shook his head. + +"It was the biggest thing we had planned for months," went on the +Colonel, "and I can't tell you how sick I am. We had everything in our +favour too. There must be some treachery somewhere!" + +"Where can the treachery be?" asked the Major. "You know what the +Staff General said. It was to be kept absolutely quiet; the men were +to know nothing about it until an hour before the time, and all the +junior officers were to be kept in darkness. You know how careful the +General is too." + +"But the fact is there, man!" cried the Colonel, "we have the evidence +of this lad, who could not possibly have been mistaken. He seemed an +intelligent lad too; you saw how closely I cross-questioned him. Who +is he?" + +"I will send for his sergeant," was the Major's reply. + +A few minutes later Sergeant Ashworth appeared on the scene. It was +the sergeant to whom Tom had spoken when he first came to Ypres. + +"Tell me what you know of Private Pollard," said the Colonel. + +Sergeant Ashworth spoke freely about Tom. + +"A smart lad, sir," he said, "intelligent, and well-behaved. I spoke +to him about whether he would like his lance-corporal's stripe, but he +didn't seem to want it. He would make a very good non-commissioned +officer, sir." + +"He seems a lad of some education," replied the Colonel. + +"Yes, sir, a lot of those Lancashire lads are very well educated; they +are quick and sensible too, and Pollard is one of the best of them. My +opinion of him is that he is utterly trustworthy and intelligent." + +"Now then, Blundell," and the Colonel turned to the Major, "what do you +think?" + +"Of course we must report it to Headquarters at once," replied the +Major, "but for the life of me I can't see through it." + +The incident as far as the men were concerned was simply regarded as an +affair which had missed fire. How, they didn't know. But there it +was; a number of their comrades had been killed, and many more had been +wounded. Still it was what they had come to the Front for. Many of +their attacks had failed, and no one seemed to know why. + +As may be imagined, Tom thought a great deal about it. He knew by the +Colonel's questions, and by the tone of his voice, that the affair was +regarded as serious. Tom, although not brilliant, had a good deal of +common sense. He was able to put two and two together, and his +Lancashire gumption led him to see further than many gave him credit +for. He kept his own counsel, but he had become alert to the +finger-tips. + +Altogether that night was the most wonderful in Tom's history. In a +way he could not understand, it formed an epoch in his life; it +affected him in many ways. From that time he felt the reality of God. +It was not an impression which came to him for a moment and then passed +away, it was something which became permanent. God was a personal +Power ever present with him. He was not simply some great Eternal +Abstraction, but He was a great loving Father, revealed through Jesus +Christ His Son. All the teaching he had received in the Sunday School, +all the addresses he had heard at the Y.M.C.A. huts, came back to him. +He formulated no theories, he tried to shape no creeds, but there +seemed to be a Spiritual Deposit in his life to which he had hitherto +been a stranger. He was a child of the Great Eternal Father, and Jesus +Christ had told him what that Father was like. He said nothing about +it to any one, it was not something to talk about. To Tom it was very +real, and in a vital sense the knowledge made him a new man; a new life +pulsated through his being. What it was he could not tell, did not +even care. But it was there. Indeed he had a greater love for his +life than ever, but he was no longer afraid. + +It was not until two days later that Tom received news that Alec +McPhail was among the wounded and had been removed to a hospital some +little distance from Ypres, on the road leading to Cassel. He had seen +but little of McPhail since he had come to France, as the Scotchman's +battalion of the Black Watch occupied the trench some three miles from +where the Lancashires were situated. They had met occasionally near +Ypres, but had had little to say to each other. When Tom heard he was +wounded, however, he determined to go and see him. + +"He got it bad," said a friend of McPhail's; "they told me at the +dressing station that he was in no fit condition to be removed, but +they had to do it." + +"You don't mean to say he's going to die!" said Tom. + +"Nay, I don't think it's so bad as that," replied the other, "but he's +got it bad." + +When Tom arrived at the little town where the hospital was situated he +immediately asked for permission to see the wounded man. + +The nurse shook her head. "I doubt if you can," she replied. + +"Is he very bad?" asked Tom. + +The nurse nodded. "Very bad indeed," she replied; "he was wounded the +other morning when the attack was made. We seem to have lost a number +of men." + +"Yes," said Tom, "I was there and I heard that the Black Watch were +called up." + +For a few seconds there was a silence between them, while Tom scanned +the nurse's face closely. + +"Do you mean to say he's going to die?" asked Tom, and his voice +trembled a little. + +The nurse nodded. "I am afraid so," she said. "He's too ill to see +any one, and I doubt if he would know you." + +"I am sure he would like to see me," said Tom pleadingly; "you see we +were pals in Lancashire, and we saw a goodish bit of each other while +we were in the camp in Surrey. I would like to see him if I could, I +would really." + +"Well, I shall have to speak to the doctor," was the nurse's reply. +"Will you wait here? I won't be long before I'm back." + +A curious feeling came into Tom's heart. He did not know very much +about McPhail, but he recalled the conversations that they had had in +Lancashire, and he vividly remembered the night before they had started +for the Front. McPhail had been very much wrought upon then. Tom had +watched his face while they sat together in the Y.M.C.A. hut when the +speaker was telling them about the deep needs of their lives. +McPhail's face had become set and stern, although his lips quivered. +Afterwards when they had gone to the canteen the Scotchman had uttered +words which Tom never forgot. + +He wondered now if McPhail had meant what he said, wondered too if he +had realised the same experiences which he, Tom, had passed through. +It seemed awful that this tall, stalwart Scotchman was going to die. +Why should men be killed in this way? Why should that lonely +Scotchwoman, McPhail's mother, have to suffer because of German sins? + +The nurse came back to him. "He wants to see you," she said, "and the +doctor says he may. He's been asking for you." + +"Asking for me?" queried Tom. + +"Yes, I didn't know anything about it. He's been telling another nurse +that he wanted to see you. Pollard is your name, isn't it?" + +A few seconds later Tom was admitted into the room where a number of +men lay. McPhail was in a corner of the room partially hidden from the +rest. The Scotchman gave Tom a smile of recognition as he came up to +him. + +"I felt sure ye'd come," he whispered. "They told me I couldna get at +ye, but I had a feeling that I should see ye before I died." + +Tom hesitated a second before replying. + +"It may not be as bad as that," he said, "lots of chaps who have looked +worse than you have got better." + +"Nay," said McPhail, "I'm pipped, I have got to go. I'm not in any +pain, though," he added quickly, "the doctor saw to that, but it willna +be long afore I'm gone. Tom, I would like ye to write a letter to my +mither. As I told you, she's a godly woman, and I've grieved her sair." + +"I will do anything you ask me, McPhail," was Tom's reply. "Ay, but +don't give up; you may get well yet, and have another smack at the +Germans." + +"Nay," replied the other, "I have done my bit. I would like to live a +bit longer, but there, it's a' for the best. I'm not afraid, Tom; do +you remember that night before we came out here, when we left the +canteen together?" + +"Ay, I remember." + +"I settled it that night," said the Scotchman. "You remember me +tellin' ye that I was always a thinking sort o' laddie? Weel, when I +got away by mysel' that night I made up my mind, and I just accepted +the way o' salvation, which my mither explained to me when I were a wee +laddie. And it worked, Tom! It worked! I laughed at releegion when I +was wi' you in Lancashire; but man, there's nothing else that stands by +a man. Ay, and it works, it does. I want ye to write to my mither and +tell her this. Tell her that I gave my life to the Lord on the night +before I left England, that I have not touched a drap of drink since +then, and that I died with the love of God in my heart. Will you tell +her, Tom?" + +"Ay," said Tom, "I will." + +"Write down her address, will ye?" + +Tom's hand trembled and the tears coursed down his face as he wrote the +address of the woman who lived away in the Highlands of Scotland. + +"It will comfort her," said McPhail when this was done. "It will make +her feel that her teaching and her example were not in vain." + +"Ay, but you must not die, you must not die," sobbed Tom. + +"Dinna talk like that, lad," said the Scotchman. "I have been thinking +it all oot sin' I have been here, and it's richt. It's a'richt. +Without shedding of blood there is no remission of sin, and you can't +purge away iniquity without paying the price: I am a part of the price, +Tom. The Son of God died that others might live. That's not only a +fact, it is a principle. Thousands of us are dying that others may +live. Christ died that He might give life and liberty to the world, +and in a way that is what we are doing. I can't richtly explain it, +it's too deep for me; but I see glimpses of the truth. Tom, have you +learnt the secret yourself?" + +"I think I have," replied Tom. "On the night of the attack I was on +sentry duty, and while I was alone I--I prayed. I could not say it in +words like, they wouldn't come, but I am sure I got the grip of it, and +I feel as though God spoke to me." + +"That's it, lad, that's it!" said the dying man eagerly. "Tom, do ye +think ye could pray now?" + +By this time the room had become very silent. The men who had been +talking freely were evidently listening to that which I have tried to +describe, but the two lads were not conscious of the presence of others. + +"I don't know as I can pray in words," said Tom, "somehow prayer seems +too big to put into words. I just think of God and remember the love +of Jesus Christ. But happen I can sing if you can bear it." + +"Ay, lad, sing a hymn," said the Scotchman. Tom knelt by the dying +man's bed and closed his eyes. For some time nothing would come to +him; his mind seemed a blank. Then he found himself singing the hymn +he had often sung as a boy. + + Jesu, Lover of my soul, + Let me to Thy Bosom fly; + While the nearer waters roll, + While the tempest still is high; + Hide me, O my Saviour, hide, + Till the storm of life is past, + Safe into the haven guide, + O receive my soul at last. + + +"Ay, that's it, that's it," said the Scotchman, "it's a hymn I dinna +ken, but it goes to the heart of things. Man, can ye recite to me the +twenty-third Psalm?" + +"Nay," replied Tom, "I forget which it is." + +"That's because you were born and reared in a godless country," replied +the Scotchman. "No Scottish lad ever forgets the twenty-third Psalm, +especially those who canna thole the paraphrases. 'The Lord is my +Shepherd,' surely ye ken that, Tom?" + +"Ay," replied Tom eagerly, "I know that." + +Then the two lads recited the psalm together: + +"_The Lord is my Shepherd; I shall not want._ + +"_He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: He leadeth me beside +still waters._ + +"_He restoreth my soul: He leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for +His Name's sake._ + +"_Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will +fear no evil: for Thou art with me; Thy rod and Thy staff they comfort +me._" + +"Stop there!" said the Scotchman. "That's eno'. It's a' there, Tom; +that's why I'm not afraid now. I'm in the valley of the shadow of +death, but I dinna fear: the Lord is wi' me, and He's gotten hold of my +hand." + +"You must go now," said the nurse, coming up, "the doctor says you must +not stay any longer." + +"Good-bye," said the Scotchman, with a smile, "it's a' richt; you'll +tell my mither, won't you?" + +"Ay, I will," said Tom. + +"And--and Tom," said the Scotchman almost eagerly, "although I shall be +dead, I shall be near you, and mebbe---- Ay, but we shall meet in a +better world, Tom. It's a' richt." + +As Tom passed through the room where the sick and wounded men lay, he +noticed that they looked towards him longingly, wonderingly. The +atmosphere of the place seemed charged with something sacred. At that +moment Tom knew the meaning of the word Sacrament. + +The next day the Scotchman died. The nurse was with him to the very +last, and just before he breathed his last breath he lifted his eyes to +her with a smile. + +"It's a' richt, nurse," he said, "what my mither taught me was true +down to the very foundations." + +"Ay, it was grand, it was grand!" said Tom Pollard when he heard the +news. "It doesn't seem like death at all, it was just victory, +victory!" + +After that Tom did his work with a new light in his eyes. It seemed as +though his visit to the Scotchman had removed the last remaining cloud +which had hung in the sky of his faith. + + + + +CHAPTER VIII + +"Yes," said Colonel Blount to Major Blundell, "there's treachery +around; we may as well face it." + +"A man must be as blind as a bat not to see that," was the Major's +reply, "but where is it?" + +"That's the question. But we cannot close our eyes to facts. Time +after time our plans have been discovered, and not only discovered, but +evidently revealed to the enemy. I've talked the matter over with +General Withers, and while he agrees with me that these constant +mishaps are strange, he cannot see where the treachery can come in. +Why, man, he has even guarded himself against his own staff officers! +He keeps his plans to himself, and only makes them known to those who +have to carry them out; he's taken every precaution a man can take, and +you know what a keen fellow Withers is! Yet before we can strike our +blow, the Huns get wind of our intentions!" + +The Colonel sighed as he spoke. The constant mishaps were getting on +his nerves; he felt that his brother officers regarded him as +incapable. He wondered sometimes whether he would be relieved of his +command, so unsuccessful had he been. + +And yet he had been known as a capable, far-seeing officer, and earlier +in the war his name had been mentioned in the dispatches. He had been +spoken of in the General Headquarters, too, as an officer of more than +ordinary ability, and yet for the last few weeks everything he had +touched seemed to miscarry. There had been no great set-back, but +there had been no advance worth speaking of. A spirit of restlessness +and suspicion was felt in the whole regiment. It seemed to them as +though there was an Achan in the camp, yet no one knew who the traitor +might be. + +Of course all these misadventures might have been owing to unfortunate +accidents, or because the plans of the British officers were not well +thought out. All the same Colonel Blount could not understand it. He +was an old soldier, he had served in India, had been through the Boer +War, and he felt sure that the plans he had submitted to the Divisional +Headquarters had been sound and good. He had been complimented upon +them too, and yet they had ended in failure, and he had narrowly +escaped disaster. + +"If I could see a glimmer of light anywhere," said Colonel Blount to +his senior major, "I wouldn't mind. But I can't. Only General Withers +at the Divisional Headquarters, the Brigadier, you, and myself knew the +details of our last scheme, and yet the Bosches got wind of them. It's +maddening, maddening!" + +"Whoever the blighter is he's got brains," said the Major. + +"Ah, here are two staff officers coming now!" + +For some time after this Colonel Blount was more than ordinarily +active. He was constantly in communication with the commanding +officers of other battalions, and there were frequent journeys to +Headquarters; but no one knew what was on foot. The presence of staff +officers was constantly noted, and all felt that some big action was to +take place, but when or in what way no one knew. Even the Tommies in +the trenches felt that something of more than ordinary importance was +in the air, and they discussed it one with another. They, too, could +not help realising that things had been going bad with them, and that, +to say the least of it, the Germans were not getting the worst of it. + +Tom Pollard felt this more keenly than any one. He had been the man +who had been questioned by the Colonel, and he had more than once +fancied that he had been specially watched. Indeed Tom had determined +to keep both ears and eyes well open, and if possible to do a little +detective work on his own account. He entertained suspicions too, +which he dared not breathe to any one. They seemed so wild and +unfounded that they would not bear the test of a minute's careful +thought, and yet they constantly haunted him. + +Of course he knew nothing of what was being settled between the +officers; he had not the slightest idea of the nature of the plans +which had miscarried, he like the others only had a vague feeling that +something was wrong. + +One day, while near the canal which runs round the foot of the old +ramparts of the city, he noticed that the Brigadier and Colonel Blount +were talking with two staff officers; one of the latter was a general, +while the other was a captain. Tom felt sure that the captain was +Waterman, whom he had known in Brunford. + +Tom was reclining near a dangerous corner, close by the Potijze Road +which runs straight to the beginning of the British communication +trench. German shells were constantly screeching their way through the +air, and falling in various parts of the old town; but by this time he +had become so accustomed to these ominous sounds that he had almost +ceased to take notice of them. There was only one chance in a hundred +that one of them might fall near him, and as he had been so far +fortunate, he, like hundreds of others in a similar condition, thought +he might escape altogether. Besides, although he stood near the +dangerous crossing he was in a sheltered position, and as the day was +hot he sat under the shade of a wall and looked out on the ruins of the +old city. + +A few seconds later the group of officers passed close by him, and Tom +immediately rose and saluted. + +"Oh, this is the man," said Colonel Blount as he caught sight of Tom. +"Come here, Pollard." + +Tom did as he was commanded, not without some fluttering around the +region of his heart. + +"Now, Private Pollard," said Colonel Blount, "repeat what you told me +some time ago." + +Again Tom found himself submitted to a keen cross-examination after he +had told his story, and he noticed that all the officers, including +Waterman, listened very attentively. + +"There's something wrong," said Tom to himself; "they tried to shake +me, but they failed; I know what I heard well enough." And then he +watched them as they quickly crossed the dangerous corner, and hurried +into a sheltered position. + +That same night, after the staff officers had returned to their +Headquarters, Tom, who was passing the Water Tower, saw, much to his +surprise, the retreating form of a staff officer. Of course this might +mean nothing--he was utterly ignorant of the movements of those above +him; all the same he felt as though hammers were beating against his +forehead, so excited was he. + +The next night Tom's company was ordered to relieve a number of men who +had been a good many hours in the trenches, and just as the shadows of +evening were falling they crept along the Potijze Road towards the +communication trench. An hour later Tom had taken up his post in the +zig-zag cutting with a feeling that something of importance was going +to happen. + +Hour after hour passed away, and still Tom wondered at what he had seen +and heard. He had no definite data upon which to go, no tangible +reason for his suspicions, and yet with that bulldog tenacity +characteristic of the sharp Lancashire boy he kept thinking of what he +ought to do. Presently he heard a voice which he recognised; it was +that of Major Blundell, in reply to something that had been said to him. + +"Yes, yes," said the Major, "I quite understand." + +"You are sure you have the instructions plain?" + +"Perfectly sure." + +"Then I will get along here and speak to Captain Winfield." + +"Let me come with you," said Major Blundell. + +"Oh no, certainly not. I know the way perfectly well. Good night, +Blundell." + +"Good night, Waterman." + +It was a fairly bright night, although a few clouds hung in the sky. +Tom heard approaching footsteps, and then hid himself in a sharp corner +of the trench while Waterman passed him. Tom followed noiselessly, all +the time keeping out of sight of the man he watched. This he was able +to do with comparative ease, owing to the zig-zag nature of the trench. +Tom knew that at this particular point they were only a little more +than a hundred yards from the German lines, and that the German snipers +were constantly on the watch for any one who might happen to show +himself above the sand-bags. He had not gone more than twenty yards +when he saw Waterman stop and look around. + +Tom stopped almost instinctively, still hidden by a sharp turn in the +trench. The light was fairly good, and Tom's eyes were keen. He saw +that the man had adopted a listening attitude. That particular part of +the trench was for the moment deserted, although any moment a patrol +might appear. Evidently Waterman was keenly watchful; he looked each +way with evident care, and listened attentively. Then he took a piece +of white paper from his pocket which seemed to be attached to something +heavy. Even in the dim light Tom saw the white gleam of the paper +which Waterman had taken from his pocket. Quick as a thought Waterman +stepped on to the ledge of the trench, and then, leaning over the +sand-bags, threw the paper towards the German lines. This done he +stepped back and hurried quickly away. + +For a second the lad was almost paralysed; then the meaning of it came +to him like a flash of light, and before Waterman had proceeded half a +dozen yards Tom had sprung upon him. + +"What do you mean, fellow? Get away from me!" and Waterman struggled +to free himself. + +But Tom held on like grim death. "You are a German spy, that's what +you are!" he said hoarsely. "A mean, skulking German spy!" + +"This will mean death for you, my man," said Waterman, still +struggling. "You are enough of a soldier to know that for a private to +strike an officer in war time means court martial and death." + +"It will not be I who will be court martialled," panted Tom. "Ah, you +swine!" for at that moment Waterman had pulled out his pistol, and had +not Tom struck his arm a bullet would have gone through his brain. + +"I say, what's this?" + +"A German spy!" cried Tom hoarsely, "he tried to shoot me, sir!" + +"A German spy!" said the new-comer. "You must be mad." + +"I am not mad, sir. I saw him." + +"He _is_ mad!" said Waterman. "I'm here on duty and the fellow +attacked me. Pull him off, Lieutenant Penrose, he's strangling me!" + +Tom recognised the new-comer although he had not seen him for months. +It was Penrose who had been with him in Lancashire, and who had +received his commission immediately after his arrival in Surrey. + +"You know me, sir!" cried Tom, still holding on to the other; "you know +I would not do a thing without reason, sir! Make him a prisoner, he's +been giving information to the enemy!" + +"Prove it!" said Waterman. + +"Yes, I will prove it!" panted Tom. "Make him a prisoner, sir; I tell +you he's been communicating with the enemy. I saw him not a minute +ago!" + +"What has he done?" asked Penrose. + +"I saw him take a piece of paper from his pocket which was fastened to +something heavy; then he threw it over the sand-bags towards the German +lines. I tell you, sir, I saw him do it! Make him a prisoner." + +By this time others had come up, and Waterman, whom Tom had released +somewhat, laughed uneasily. "He's either a fool or a madman," he said; +"he attacked me without a moment's warning, and without the slightest +reason." + +"Hold him fast, sir," cried Tom. "I'll soon prove to you whether it's +without the slightest reason. Promise me you won't let him go, sir?" + +Penrose, who had grasped the situation, replied quickly: "Of course I +shall not let him go, but you must prove your accusation, Pollard. +Where are you going?" + +"I am going to get the paper he threw towards the German trenches," +cried Tom. "That's it, sir, hold him fast!" + +Tom was so excited that he had forgotten all about military rules and +regulations. He acted just as he would have acted had he caught any +one doing an outrageous deed before the war. + +Waterman began to shout aloud, but Penrose was too quick for him. He +placed his hand on the other's mouth, and said quietly, "No you don't, +sir." + +"Do you know what you are doing, Lieutenant?" said Waterman. "You are +attacking your superior officer. Take away your men and let me go at +once." + +"Not until I get at the bottom of this," said Penrose quietly. + +"I tell you the man is either a madman or a fool." Waterman was +stammering painfully now. + +"That will have to be proved," and Penrose gripped his arm tightly. +"That's it, Jackson; take his revolver. As it happens," he went on to +Waterman, "I know Pollard; he's a level-headed lad, and he would not +have done this without reason. Ah, Major Blundell, will you come here +a minute, sir," for by this time the Major, having heard the sound of +voices, had rushed up. + +"What's the matter?" + +Penrose quickly told him what had taken place, and the young officer's +words came like a bombshell upon this steady-going and rather dull +officer. If it were true, all the mystery of the last few weeks was +cleared up. But he could not believe it. Waterman was regarded as one +of the most capable and trustworthy of the staff officers. He had +shown zeal beyond the ordinary, and his intelligence and quickness of +perception had more than once been remarked upon; indeed he had been +mentioned in the dispatches as one who had rendered valuable service to +the British Army; and now for an accusation like this to come fairly +staggered the well-meaning faithful officer. + +The whole affair had been so sudden too. Only a couple of minutes +before, he had been discussing plans with Waterman, who had urged him +to be more than ordinarily careful in carrying out the instructions +from Headquarters, and yet here he was accused of communicating with +the enemy, and seen by a trustworthy soldier to throw a missile towards +the enemy's lines. + +"Where is Pollard?" asked Major Blundell, for Tom had disappeared. + +"He's gone to secure the paper he saw Captain Waterman throw," was +Penrose's reply. + +A second later Major Blundell was leaning over the sand-bags, looking +across the "No-man's-Land" towards the enemy's trenches. + +By this time a number of other men had gathered; as if by magic the +news had flown, and for a moment even discipline was in abeyance. + +As will be easily seen, Tom's work was not easy, and the space of +ground between the English and the German lines was dangerous in the +highest degree. Any one seen there was a target for both English and +German rifles. But Tom did not think of this, indeed the thought of +danger was at that time utterly absent from him. Just as at times the +mind has subconscious powers, so there are times when the body is so +much under the influence of excitement that ordinary laws do not seem +to operate. At that time Tom seemed to be living hours in seconds, +because he instinctively felt that great issues depended upon what he +wanted to do. If he were right in his conclusions, as he felt sure he +was, Waterman, who was naturally in the confidence of his superior +officers, would have valuable information to impart. It came upon him +too, like a flash of lightning, that Waterman had uttered a peculiar +cry as he threw the missile across the intervening space. That was +doubtless a prearranged signal between him and the Germans. If they +had heard it, as was more than probable, one of their men would +naturally be sent to find the paper. In that case the plans and +arrangements which the English officers had made would be in the hands +of the Germans. + +Tom had noted the spot on which Waterman had stood when he threw his +missile, and had also noticed the direction in which it had flown, at +least he thought he had. But when he was in the open space he was not +so sure. As fortune would have it, this particular bit of ground was +not wired, and he moved without difficulty. + +Tom looked around, bewildered; nowhere could he see the gleaming white +paper which Waterman had thrown--in fact, nothing was plainly visible +to him. He saw, dimly, the outline of the German trenches; saw the +mounds of earth with the sandbags on their summits, but nothing else. +A hundred yards or so is no great distance, but it is difficult to +locate a small object in such a space at night. He could not tell how +far Waterman had been able to throw the stone, or how near it might be +to the German trench. But his eyes were young and keen; every faculty +was more than ordinarily tense and active, and Tom was in deadly +earnest. He had started to do this thing, and he would do it. + +Presently he saw a white spot on the ground, and he felt as though +hammers were beating against his temples. Crouching low, he made his +way towards it, but he had only gone a few steps when he discerned the +form of a man, apparently with the same object in view, creeping from a +German trench. Like lightning Tom made a dash for it, but the other +was nearer than he, and by the time he had reached it the German had +secured it. As far as he could judge they were about half-way between +the two lines, and he knew the danger of the task he had set himself. +In a vague way he wondered whether the Germans had seen him, he also +wondered whether the British were watching him. But this did not +trouble him much; the one thought which filled his mind was that he +must at all hazards secure the paper which Waterman had thrown. + +Without hesitating a second, and without making a sound, he threw +himself upon the German and well-nigh bore him to the ground. Then +followed a hand-to-hand struggle, the details of which Tom was never +clear about. As a lad he had been a football player and had made good +muscle; he had played half-back for the Brunford football club for +several seasons, and although he was by no means a giant, he was well +built and strong. During the time he had been in the Army, too, every +muscle in his body had been developed to its fullest capacity: his +severe training told in his favour now, and Tom never dreamt of giving +in. On the other hand, however, the German was a big, heavy man, and +he also had undergone a severe training. + +Tom felt his antagonist weakening; he knew it by his gurgling breath +and his weakening grasp. He himself was also well-nigh spent, although +he was not quite exhausted. Then, fearing lest the apparent weakness +of his opponent was only a ruse by which he might gain advantage, Tom +determined on an old football trick. A second later the German's +shoulder blade snapped like a match, and Tom, seizing the paper, rushed +back towards the English lines. + +He had only fifty yards to cover, but such a fifty yards! His legs +seemed of lead, too, while his head was swimming. No sooner had he +commenced to stagger back, than the Germans opened fire on him; a +hundred bullets whistled by him, while he heard yells of rage coming +from the enemy's trenches. + +He felt his strength leaving him, his head was swimming, his breath +came in short, difficult gasps, and he knew he was wounded. He +suffered no great pain, but by the burning sensations in his left arm +and in his right shoulder he knew that the German bullets must have +struck him. More than once he stumbled and fell. + +He felt himself going blind; he heard cries from the English trenches +which seemed like cheers, but he could see nothing, and the cries +seemed to be a long, long way off. Still he struggled on. "I must get +in! I must get in!" was the thought which possessed his bewildered +brain. Then he fell heavily; after that all became dark. + +When he returned to consciousness it seemed to him as though he saw a +number of ghostly faces around him. He had a sort of feeling that he +was dead, and that those faces belonged to the spirit world; but in a +few seconds they became clearer. + +"That's better, Tom, that's better! You are all right. You did it, +lad! You did it!" + +"Stand back there, and give him air. Heavens! There hasn't been a +braver thing done by any man in the Army!" + +He heard all this, but not clearly. They seemed to be stray sentences, +uttered by many voices. But it didn't matter; only one thing mattered. +Had he done what he had set out to do? + +"Have you got it?" he gasped. + +"Got it! I should think we have." It was Major Blundell who spoke. +"It's all right, Pollard, you've done the trick." + +"Have I, sir?" said Tom. "I--I feel very strange." + +"You will soon get over it, you are only pumped!" + +"Ay," laughed another, and the voice was as sweet music to Tom, "I've +seen thee worse nor this i' the Brunford Cup Tie match." + +"That thee, Nick?" he said, lapsing into the Brunford vernacular, which +he had been trying to correct lately. + +"Ay, Tom, it's me; tha'st done a good neet's work to-neet." + +Tom's brain was clearer now; he knew where he was; knew, too, that he +had succeeded. Something was still hammering at his temples, and his +head was aching terribly, but he didn't mind; his heart was light. + +"You have done well, Pollard." It was Major Blundell who spoke. + +"Was what I got any good, sir?" + +"Good! I should think it was." + +"And Captain Waterman, have you got him?" + +"That's all right, Pollard, he's safe enough," replied the Major. + +"Thank you, sir," said Tom, "I don't care now." + +What happened after that Tom didn't remember. He had a confused idea +that he was carried down a long line of trenches, and that he heard +cheering words during his journey. But nothing was plain to him, +except a burning sensation in his left arm and in his right shoulder; +for the rest he was faint, sick, and weary. + +"You are feeling better now, are you not, Pollard?" It was the doctor +who spoke. + +"Yes, sir, I am feeling all right," replied Tom; "there is not much the +matter with me, is there?" + +"You are simply a miracle," replied the doctor, "only a couple of flesh +wounds, that's all. You have lost a great deal of blood, of course, +but you will soon be as fit as a fiddle again. I wonder that a hundred +bullets did not go through you!" + +"They came mighty near," was Tom's reply. + +"You must be removed from here at once," said the doctor, "this +region's too unhealthy for you." + +An hour later Tom found himself away from the screech of shells. + +As he reflected afterwards, it seemed to him a miracle that he had not +been killed. No sooner had he mastered the German and seized the paper +than bullets showered upon him like rain, and yet beyond these two +slight flesh wounds he was wholly untouched. It was true he was very +stiff and sore, but he knew that he would soon be as well as ever. + +On the evening of the same day Colonel Blount came to see him. + +"Pollard, my lad," said the colonel, "I felt I must come to see you. +You have rendered the British Army and your country a great service, +and you will get your reward." + +"Thank you, sir, but I never thought about reward," said Tom simply. + +"I'm sure you didn't," replied the colonel, "but this job's not at an +end yet, my lad." + +"No, sir," said Tom, mistaking his meaning, "we have got a stiff job +before we lick the Germans." + +"I didn't mean that," replied the colonel. "I mean this Waterman +business is not at an end yet." + +"No, sir," said Tom, "of course you will shoot him." + +"He deserves a worse death than that," replied the Colonel grimly, "but +you will have to give evidence against him." + +"Yes, sir," replied Tom. + +"Will you be well enough to come to-morrow night?" + +"Yes, sir." + +The Colonel knew he was not acting according to strict regimental rules +and regulations in speaking to a private in this fashion, but it was no +ordinary case, and Colonel Blount was not a man to be tied down to +military etiquette. Private though Tom Pollard was, he had rendered, +as he had said, a signal service, not only to the Army, but to the +British Nation. + +The next evening Tom found himself in a large room amongst a number of +officers, and standing at one corner, carefully guarded, was Waterman. + + + + +CHAPTER IX + +The evidence against Waterman was so clear, so overwhelming, that there +was not the slightest doubt about the verdict which would be passed +upon him. He had been caught practically red-handed in his deed of +treachery; but this was not all. Tom Pollard's action had led to a +number of other facts coming to light. He had by many cunning devices +been in communication with the enemy; he had constantly made known the +plans which he had learnt at the Divisional Headquarters, and had thus +prepared the Germans for many of the attacks which we had made. + +Tom could not help being impressed by the fact that even although +Waterman's guilt was as clear as daylight, it was the evident desire of +those who tried him to act fairly, and even generously, towards him. +Everything that could be said in his favour was carefully listened to, +and noted; and on the faces of more than one present was a look of +concern almost amounting to pain. This, however, did not hide the +truth that every man regarded him with horror, almost amounting to +loathing. They respected an enemy who fought openly and fairly, but +for a man who was a staff officer in the British Army and who +consequently learnt many of the plans of that Army; for a man who had +taken the oath to be faithful to his King and Country, and yet to act +as he had acted, was ignominy too vile for expression. + +But Waterman seemed to have no shame, no sense of guilt; he uttered no +word of regret, but stood erect and almost motionless. His face was +hard and set, in his eyes was a steely glitter; it seemed as though he +defied his judges to do their worst, and to mock at their evident +disgust. + +Tom gave his evidence clearly, and without any waste of words. + +"You knew him before you went into the Army, then?" + +"Yes, sir," replied Tom. + +"Tell us where." + +Whereupon Tom told of Waterman's association with him in Brunford, and +of the conversations he had had with the prisoner. + +"I didn't quite understand at the time," said Tom, "why he seemed so +sure of the Germans getting the best of it. He seemed to be glad when +he told me of the tremendous strength of the German army, and the +preparations they had made. He said he had been to Germany to school, +and had lived there a long time; that was how he came to know so much +about it. I could never quite make it out how an Englishman who loved +his country could be so sure that the Germans would win. Besides, he +didn't talk about it as though it would be a calamity, but something he +would be proud of; but I don't know that I thought much of it at the +time, especially when he told me he was going to receive a commission +in our Army; but later on, when I found out the Germans knew what we +were going to do, I wondered how they'd found out, and that led me to +put one thing to another." + +This was not strict evidence, and the officers knew it, but they +allowed Tom to tell his story his own way. + +"That was why I determined to watch him," went on Tom, "and--well, sir, +that was how things turned out as they did." + +When Tom's evidence came to an end he was told to retire. The lad was +sorely grieved at this, because he would have liked to remain to the +end; but after all, he was only a private, and he was there simply to +give his evidence. + +"Shooting's too good for him," thought Tom as he left the room. "What +a look he did give me! If a look could murder a man I should not be +alive now!" + +"Now then," said the President to Waterman, when Tom had gone, "what +have you got to say for yourself?" + +"Nothing," replied Waterman. He was no longer respectful or polite. +His every word suggested insolence. + +"You admit, then, that you are guilty of the charges that have been +brought against you?" + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders scornfully. + +"You admit that you, an officer in the British Army, have given away +your country's secrets and become an ally to the enemy?" + +Waterman laughed. "I have simply tried to serve my own country," was +his reply, "the country which will soon conquer yours." + +Every eye was fixed upon him; the man's brazen confession almost +staggered them. + +"Then you are a German!" + +"Yes," replied Waterman proudly. + +The President looked at him keenly, and then turned towards some papers. + +"I see that you claim English birth, that you were educated at an +English public school, and that you went into an English house of +business." + +"That doesn't make me cease to be a German," replied Waterman. + +"I find, too, that you boasted of being an Englishman." + +"That helped me to do my work," was the jeering answer. + +For some seconds there was a deathly silence save for the rustle of the +papers which the President read. Each man who sat in the room listened +almost breathlessly; each was so intensely interested that no one broke +the silence. + +"My father and my mother are German," went on Waterman; "when they +lived in Germany they spelt their name German fashion, and there were +two n's, not one, at the end of my name; but when they were in England +they thought it would serve them best to spell it English fashion. But +they never ceased being Germans. When I was a boy I was taught to love +my country above all things; that was my religion, and I was always +faithful to it. When I went to your British school I was always a +German at heart; the other boys used to say that I was not a sportsman, +and that I could not play the game." + +"Evidently they spoke the truth." + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders carelessly. + +"Then you mean to say that you, born in England, educated in England, +and receiving all the benefits of our country, were all the time a +German at heart, and sought to act in Germany's interests." + +"Certainly." + +"And you didn't feel that you were acting meanly, ungratefully?" + +"I thought only of my own country," was the reply. "I knew that this +war was coming, knew too that I could best serve my country by +professing to be an Englishman, and by entering the British Army. I +proved myself in the right too," he added significantly. + +"But didn't you realise that such conduct as yours must inevitably end +in disgrace and death?" + +"Disgrace?" cried the other. "No, it is glory. As for death, what +does that matter? My death is of no importance; the victory of my +country is everything." + +"Then you have no sense of shame for what you have done?" + +"Shame?" laughed Waterman--"shame in feeling that I have served the +Fatherland!" + +"What do you think about your action, then?" + +"I think what fools you all were and are," and Waterman laughed +insolently. "I and others have laughed when you have played into our +hands. Why," and here there was a touch of passion in his voice, "your +country is simply riddled with friends of Germany. Do you think that +because a German becomes naturalised he ceases to be a German? Do you +think that, although he protests his loyalty to England, and his desire +to help England, that he is the less a German at heart? Do you think +that a German, whether naturalised or not, stops at anything in order +to serve his country? You have hundreds of Germans in your army +to-day, while your public offices are full of men, and women too for +that matter, of German parentage and with German sympathies. Yes, you +may kill me," and he threw back his shoulders proudly, "but that will +not stop us from conquering your country and being your masters." + +For a moment he almost seemed to dominate the room. He stood erect, +haughty, scornful; it might seem as though he were the accuser and not +the accused. + +"Of course you know the consequence of your deed?" said the President +presently. + +Waterman shrugged his shoulders. "I have counted the cost, and am +willing to pay the price," was his reply. + +When he was led away there was a silence in the room for some seconds. +Whatever else he had done he had given his judges to see that he was a +brave man; that to him the victory of his country was more than life; +that for what he had called the Fatherland he had trampled under his +feet all ordinary conventions, all accepted rules of honour and truth. +Germany was first, everything else came afterwards. + +The Englishman always admires courage, no matter in what form it may +appear, and there could be no doubt that Waterman was courageous. + +"It is no wonder," said the General, as if speaking to himself, "that +they are such terrible enemies." No man spoke, but each knew what was +in the other's mind. + +Of course, there was no doubt about the verdict; Waterman had been +guilty of the worst possible crime, and but for the quick wit and +prompt action of the Lancashire lad he would doubtless have continued +to help the enemy. The paper which Waterman had thrown towards the +German lines contained the details of the next plan of attack; details +which, known to the Germans, would have nullified the British action, +and possibly have led to disaster. + +"That young Pollard is a plucky young beggar," remarked the President +presently, "he is a lad of brains, too, and has behaved splendidly. Of +course what he has done must not be lost sight of." + +There was a general assent to this. + +He ought to be recommended for his D.C.M. was the general verdict. + +Early next morning Waterman was led out to a wall not far from the room +where he had been judged. He walked steadily and proudly towards the +place of his execution, and then stood erect like a soldier at +attention. He faced his dread ordeal with a look of pride on his face. + +"Fire!" + +Several shots rang out, and he fell heavily to the ground. + +"Yon' chap'll never do any more spying," said one soldier to another a +little later. + +"If I had my way," said the other, "he should not have had such a death +as that. When I think of the dirty meanness of these German swine; +when I think of spies like that; when I think of poisonous gas, and of +all their treachery, I feel as though nothing's too bad for them +Germans. At first, when the war commenced I had nowt but kindly +feelings towards the soldiers, as soldiers; but now----" + + + + +CHAPTER X + +It was late in November when the events just recorded took place, and a +few days later the English newspapers contained special paragraphs +headed "Heroism of a Lancashire Lad." Few details were given about +Waterman, but Tom's bravery was fully commented on. + +More than one journalist who had obtained details of what Tom had done +made special reference to him and spoke of him in glowing terms. Mrs. +Pollard received many applications for Tom's photograph, and presently +when she learnt that it appeared in newspapers all over the country, +she gave expression to remarks more forcible than elegant. + +"Our Tom an 'ero, eh?" she laughed. "Weel, I never knowed it afore. I +always looked upon him as a bit of a coward, but it's this 'ere +sodgering as has done it, I suppose. 'Appen there's summat in th' +uniform. When a lad's got sodger's clothes on, I reckon as aa' it +makes him feel cocky. But it's a pity he's still such a fool as to +keep on wi' Polly Powell. I wrote him a letter a while sin' telling +him as aa' Polly wur walking out wi' other lads, but she still boasts +as aa' Tom's faithful to her, and that she's got him under her thumb." + +"'Appen he will give her the sack now," said a neighbour. + +"Nay, our Tom wur always a fool. He might have had Alice Lister if he +hadn't been such a ninny, but she's engaged to Harry Briarfield now. I +wrote and told him about it only last week. I suppose George Lister is +fairly suited about it." + +"I hear that Tom's going to have the V.C. or D.C.M. or summat o' that +sort," remarked a neighbour; "dost 'a know what that means?" + +"Nay, I know nowt about it, but I hope as he will get a bit o' brass +wi' it, onyhow." + +"Will he come home, dost 'a' think?" + +"Nay, I don't know. Why should he leave his job for a thing like that? +I expect if he wur to come home they'd stop his pay, and I hope Tom is +noan such a fool as to lose his pay, but there, there's no tellin'." + +In spite of all this, however, Mrs. Pollard was in no slight degree +elated. She knew that Tom was the talk of Brunford, and that special +articles were devoted to him in the Brunford newspapers. + +"He will be sure to come home," said Ezekiel Pollard to her one night +after supper; "when a lad's done a job like that, he's sure to have a +bit of a holiday." + +"Maybe, and I suppose tha'll be showing him around as though he wur a +prize turkey. Ay, but I am glad about this drinking order." + +"Why?" + +"Because else all th' lads in the town 'ud be wanting to treat our Tom; +they 'd be proud to be seen wi' him, and they'd make him drunk afore he +know'd where he wur. Our Tom never could sup much beer wi'out it goin' +to his head." + +"Our Tom has give up that sort o' thing," replied Ezekiel. + +"How dost tha' know?" + +"I do know, and that's enough," replied Ezekiel, thinking of Tom's last +letter, which, by the way, he had never shown to his wife. + +I am not going to try to describe Tom's feelings when he was told that +he had been recommended for the D.C.M. + +"Thank you, sir, but I've done nowt to deserve it," cried the lad, +lapsing for the moment into the Lancashire dialect. + +Colonel Blount laughed. Ever since Waterman's death he had felt as +though a burden had been lifted from him. He felt sure now that his +plans would not be frustrated. + +"We are the best judges of that, my lad," he said. "You can tell your +father and mother that, as a Lancashire man, I'm proud of you." + + +It was on a Saturday in December when Tom arrived in Brunford on leave +of absence. He had spent Friday in London, and caught the ten o'clock +train at King's Cross Station. There was no prouder lad in England +that day, although, truth to tell, he was not quite happy. Naturally +he had read what had been written about him in the newspapers, and +reflected upon what the people in Brunford would be saying about him. +He imagined meeting people whom he knew, in the Brunford streets, and +the greeting they would give him. He knew it would be a great +home-coming, and yet he had a heavy heart. + +It was several months now since he had left Brunford, and he could not +help reflecting on the change that had taken place in him. He still +wore a private's uniform, and carried the mud of the trenches on his +clothes. But the Tom Pollard who had enlisted at the Mechanics' +Institute was not the same lad who now made his way to his Lancashire +home. Since then he had been through strange scenes, and had realised +wonderful experiences. New facts and new forces had come into his +life; day by day he had been face to face with death, and this had led +him to touch the very core of life. Thoughts which were unknown to him +a year before now possessed his being; powers of which he had never +dreamed had been called into life. + +Tom could not put these things into words, he didn't even clearly +realise them, but he knew that he was different. The very thought that +he had looked into the face of death made him realise the wondrousness +of life. Tom did not feel that he had been a hero, and yet he knew +that the life he had been living, and the work he had been doing, +especially during the last few months, had called qualities, which lay +latent in his being, into life and action. The war had not made him a +different man, it had only aroused dormant qualities within him. The +fires through which he had passed had cleansed him, and he knew that +life would never be the same again. But more than all that, he, like +thousands of others, had learnt the great secret of life, and realised +that it was only by opening his life to the Eternal Life that the +highest manhood could be known. + +And yet he was strangely dissatisfied. He had read his mother's letter +telling him that Alice Lister was engaged to Harry Briarfield, and his +heart was very sore at the thought of it. Never before had he realised +the meaning of the choice he had made, when more than a year before he +had left Alice to walk out with Polly Powell. "And yet I loved Alice +all the time," he reflected, as the train rushed northward. "I never +knew how I did love her till now. I must have been mad and worse than +mad!" + +For a long time he had ceased to care for Polly Powell; when he was in +Surrey his mother's letter had opened his eyes to the kind of girl she +really was. He saw her, coarse, loud-talking, and vulgar; a girl who +had appealed only to what was coarse in his own nature. And he had +yielded to her blandishments; he had left a pure, refined girl for her, +and he had lost Alice for ever. + +That was the bitterness in Tom's cup of joy. He was proud of what he +had done--what fellow situated as he was would not be? His heart +thrilled with exultation as he remembered what the Colonel had said and +written about him. He remembered with joy, too, what his comrades had +said when he left for home, and the cheers they gave him. + +Oh, if he hadn't been such a fool! + +He thought of what his home-coming might have been if he had remained +true to Alice; he fancied the look in her eyes as she greeted him; of +the feelings which would fill his heart as he sat by her side in the +church which she attended. But that was impossible now; he had made +his choice, and she had made hers. Thus his home-coming would be +robbed of half its joy. If he saw Alice at all she would be in the +company of Harry Briarfield, and Briarfield, he knew, had always looked +down upon him. "But there," he said to himself, "I'll bear it like a +man. I have done my bit, and that's something, anyhow." + +He had sent a telegram to his mother the day before, telling her of the +time he expected to arrive in Brunford, and presently when the train +drew into the station he looked out of the window eagerly expectant, +and with fast-beating heart. + +Yes, there his father and mother were, waiting for him. But what was +the meaning of the crowd? + +No sooner did he set foot on the platform than a great cheer arose. + +"There he is! There's Tom Pollard!" + +"Gi't tongue, lads! Gi't tongue! Hip! hip! hip! hoorah!" + +Tom, heedless of the cheering and shouting, went straight to his +mother. For a second this lady looked at him, and seemed to be on the +point of greeting him with a caustic remark; then her mother's heart +melted. + +"Ay, Tom, I'm fair glad to see thee," she sobbed. + +"And I am glad to see you, mother. Ay, father, it is good to see you, +it is." + +"And I am fair proud on you, Tom," and Ezekiel Pollard's voice was +hoarse as he shook his son's hand. + +"But, Tom," cried Mrs. Pollard, wiping her eyes, "thy clothes be dirty; +I shall have a rare job to get th' muck out of 'em." + +This was followed by a general laugh by those who had come to greet Tom +and bid him welcome. + +"Ay, and thou look'st as though thou hasn't weshed for a week. I +thought as aa' sodjers kept theirsens clean." + +"I'll wash right enough when I get home, mother," laughed Tom. + +"Holloa, Tom. I am glad to see you," and Polly Powell made her way +through the crowd. + +"Thank you," replied Tom quietly; "have you brought one of your young +men with you, Polly?" + +"I have not got any young men," was Polly's reply. Whereupon there was +a general laugh of incredulity. + +Polly, heedless of the crowd, and although angered at the remarks that +were made, still held her ground. + +"You are coming down to the Thorn and Thistle, aren't you, Tom?" she +said; "mother and father are expecting you." + +"No, thank you, Polly," said Tom. "I am going home with my mother and +father. Besides, I don't want to play gooseberry." + +At this there was general cheering. It was evident that Polly Powell +was ready to give up her latest lover in order that the glory of Tom's +lustre might shine upon her; but her power over him had gone. + +"Nay, thou'lt come down to the Rose and Crown wi' us, won't 'a'?" cried +another. + +"No, I am not going to the Rose and Crown," replied Tom. + +"Nay, you doan't mean to say you've turned teetotaler?" + +"Ay, that I have," replied the lad, "you see I'm following the example +of the King." Whereupon Polly went away abashed. + +All the way Tom's progress down Liverpool Road was a great procession +of people. On every hand he was greeted and cheered. Other soldiers +who had gone out from Brunford had returned; some had been wounded, and +many had done brave deeds, but Tom's action had laid hold of the +imagination of the people. To discover a German spy in Waterman, whom +many in the town knew; to bring him to justice; to risk his life in +order to render his country a service; to face almost certain death +that he might obtain the plans which had been intended to help the +enemy, made him a hero. + +Perhaps there are few parts of the world where the people are more +hearty and more generous than the dwellers in those busy manufacturing +towns in the North, and Tom was their own townsboy. He had been reared +amongst them, had gone out from them, and so they gave him a great +welcome. + +No words can tell the joy which Mrs. Pollard felt when she found that +Tom was going straight home with her. As she said, she had got the +best dinner in Brunford for him, but she was afraid that Tom would +yield to all the inducements which would be held out to him. + +"Never mind," she said to the neighbour whom she had asked to get +everything in readiness by the time she returned, "we'll have +everything as though we were sure he wur coming 'ome. Nobody shall say +as 'ow I didn't prepare a good dinner for my boy when he returned from +the War." + +Thus when Tom had refused the invitation to go to the Rose and Crown, +and declared his intention of going straight home, her joy knew no +bounds. + +"Dost 'a' really mean, Tom, as thou'rt coming straight home with thee +feyther and me?" + +"Ay, I do," replied Tom, "there's no place but home for me to-day." + +"Ay, then I mun kiss thee agean," she sobbed, throwing her arms around +his neck. + +Throughout the whole of the afternoon and evening Ezekiel Pollard's +house was besieged with visitors. Reporters came from the newspapers +in order to hear any details which had been missed concerning Tom's +exploits. Relations whom Tom had not seen for years came to bid him +welcome, while the neighbours thronged the doors. + +"Ay, it's good to be home again," said Tom, standing on the doorstep +and watching the last visitor depart that night, "I never thought that +it would be like this." + +"Art 'a' tired, lad?" asked his father. + +"Just a bit," said Tom. "I couldn't sleep last night, I was thinking +all the time about coming home, and now----" + +"Ay, lad, I'm proud of thee," said his father for the hundredth time. + +"Thou art a fool, lad," said his mother, "but thou'rt noan such a fool +as I feared. Thou'st done vary weel too, vary weel." + +"Father," said Tom when they had entered the house and closed the door, +"do you ever pray now?" + +"I hadna prayed for years," said Ezekiel Pollard, "till thou went to +the Front, but every night sin' I have asked God to take care o' thee. +I have asked nowt for myself," he added almost proudly. "I didn't +deserve it; but I've asked God to take care o' thee." + +"So have I," said his mother. "I never towd anybody about it; I wur a +bit ashamed, I reckon, but I have prayed twenty times a day." + +"Then," said Tom, "let us kneel down and thank God for His goodness." + +And the three knelt down together. + + + + +CHAPTER XI + +It was nearly midday when Tom awoke. The church bells had ceased +ringing for nearly an hour, indeed at nearly all the churches the +congregations were being dismissed. The Town Hall clock chimed a +quarter to twelve, but all else seemed strangely silent. Tom rose in +his bed, and rubbed his eyes. + +"Where am I?" he gasped; "this is--this is--ay, where am I? Why, I'm +home! I'm home!" + +Immediately he jumped out of bed, and pulling up the blinds looked out +upon the smoky town. + +"Dear old Brunford, dear old Brunford," he said; "ay, this is a change!" + +"Art 'a' got up, Tom?" + +"Ay, mother." + +"Make haste, then, I'll have dinner ready for thee by the time thou'rt +ready." + +"Ay, it's good to be home," said Tom, and then he sighed. "I wonder +now, I wonder----" and then he sighed again. + +"I mean to go to chapel to-day," he said to his mother when he +presently appeared. + +"Chapel!" said his mother, "I thought thou'd given up going to chapel." + +"I am going to-day, anyhow," said Tom. "It would be grand if you and +father would come with me to-night." + +"Then us will," said Ezekiel quietly. + +That night Tom, together with his father and mother, found their way to +the church which he had attended years before. Many eyes were upon him +as he was shown into the pew. All the town had heard of Tom Pollard's +return, but few expected to see him at church that night. For some +time Tom was very self-conscious, and it is to be feared that he +thought little of the service; more than once, too, he caught himself +gazing furtively around the building, but he did not see the face he +longed yet feared to see. Since his return he had asked no questions +about Alice Lister, and neither his mother nor his father had +volunteered any information about her. + +"Well," said Tom, "I must drive her out of my mind. What a fool I was!" + +How beautiful it was to be singing the old hymns again! The Sunday +before he had been in Ypres, and instead of church bells he had heard +the boom of guns; instead of the music of hymns, the shrieking of +shells; instead of the scenes of home, and the loved ones, were the +blackened ruins of an ancient town which had been ruthlessly destroyed. +Oh, how Tom wished the War were over! How he dreaded the idea of going +back again! Yet he knew he must go, knew that he and thousands of +others must fight on, until those who had made war should be powerless +to make it again. + +Presently the service was over, and Tom made his way towards the +vestibule of the church. Scores of hands were held out to him, +hundreds of greetings were offered to him. Many congratulated him on +his bravery, and on his distinction. + +Then suddenly Tom's heart ceased to beat, for standing before him was +Alice Lister. + +Tom felt his tongue cleave to the roof of his mouth. He could not +speak, while Alice seemed almost as much wrought upon as he. + +He looked around as if in expectation of seeing Harry Briarfield, but +Harry was nowhere present. What did it mean? + +Afterwards Tom wondered at his temerity; wondered that he should dare +to speak to her at all. But some power which was stronger than himself +compelled him to do so. He held out his hand to her. + +"How are you, Alice?" he said. + +Alice gave him her hand, but did not reply, save that her fingers +trembled in his. + +A thousand hopes, fancies, and fears flashed through his mind and +heart; then Alice shyly lifted her eyes to his. + +"May I walk home with you, Alice?" he stammered. + +"Yes, if you will, Tom," and the two walked away, side by side. + +They walked up Liverpool Road together for some time without speaking a +word. On every side the crowd passed them, but Tom did not heed, his +heart was too full for words, his mind too occupied with wild, +turbulent fancies. Presently they passed into a quiet lane where they +were apparently alone. + +"Alice," said Tom at length, "I'm fair ashamed of myself, I--I'm just +a----" + +"No," and Alice interrupted him, "you are a hero, Tom, you have done +wonderful things." + +"Ah, but that is nothing," was Tom's reply, "I could not help doing +that, no decent lad could. But the other now--ay, Alice, I am ashamed +of myself. I was such a fool too!" + +Alice did not speak; perhaps she was delighted at Tom's +self-condemnation, or perhaps, which was more likely, she was eagerly +waiting for him to say more. + +"Is it true what mother told me?" he asked, after what seemed a long +silence. + +"What did she tell you?" + +"That you are engaged to Harry Briarfield." + +"No!" replied the girl eagerly, "I never was!" + +"Then is it that young parson?" + +"No, Tom; who could have told you such lies?" + +Lancashire people are very undemonstrative in their love-making, as in +most of their things, and although Tom was nearly swept off his feet +with joy at what Alice had said, he still walked on by her side +quietly, and for some seconds did not speak again. + +"I never really cared about Polly Powell," he said presently, "even at +the time I--I----" + +"I knew, Tom," and the girl almost sobbed as she spoke, "I knew all the +time you could never really care for her, and--and that you would come +back to me. That was why----" + +"Why what?" asked Tom. + +"Why there was never anybody else but you, Tom." + +"Do you mean it, Alice? do you really mean it?" and Tom's voice was +hoarse and tremulous. "Can you forgive me? I chucked Polly Powell +long ago, and I let her know it yesterday when I came home. She met me +at the station with the others, and I never knew what a fool I had been +till I saw her just as she was. Ay, I must have been mad!" + +"I heard all about it," replied the girl, "but it didn't need that to +tell me that you would come back to me, Tom." + +"Ay," said Tom, "but I feel so ashamed. I feel as though I have +nothing to offer you. I am only a poor Tommy with a bob a day, but +will you wait for me, Alice, till the war is over?--and then if God +spares my life I will work for you night and day, and I will give you +as good a home as there is in Brunford." + +"I can't help waiting for you," sobbed Alice. + +"Can't help! Why?" asked Tom. + +"Because--because---- oh, you know." + + +It was not until an hour later that Tom and Alice appeared at George +Lister's house. During that time Tom had told Alice the story of his +life since he had parted from her. Told her of the influences which +had been at work, how he had been led to pray, and how his heart had +all the time been longing for her. In spite of Alice's repeated +questions he had said very little about his hour of peril, when he had +risked his life to serve his country; that seemed of little importance +to him. His one thought was to make Alice know that he was ashamed of +himself for leaving her, and that he loved her all the time. + +"Ay," said George Lister to his wife when Tom had left the house, "our +Alice is a fool." + +"'Appen she is," replied Mrs. Lister, "but yon's a grand lad, a fair +grand lad!" + +"He may be a grand lad," retorted her husband, "and I don't deny that +he has behaved vary weel, but how can he keep a wife? What sort of a +home can he give our Alice?" + +"A lad that can do what he has done," replied Mrs. Lister, "will make +his way anywhere. If God spares his life, he will come back when the +war's over, and you will not have any reason to be ashamed of him. He +is not earning any brass now, and that's right, for he's serving his +King and Country, and doing his duty like a man; but wait till we have +licked the Germans, then Tom will let you know." + +"I don't deny that he's a sharp, capable lad," said George, "and it's +easy to see that our Alice is fair gone on him. That's why she had +nowt to do wi' the young parson, and wi' Harry Briarfield. Well, I +want Alice to be happy, and marriage without love is a poor thing, +however much brass you may have. 'Appen I can put Tom in the way of +getting on when the war's over. Ay, he's a grand lad, as you say, and +it was real plucky the way he nabbed that German spy and got the +papers. No wonder the King thinks such a lot of him." + +Upon this George Lister filled his pipe slowly, and there was a look of +pride in his eyes. + +As for Alice, she sobbed for very joy when she went to her room that +night. "Oh, thank God, thank God," cried her heart, "and he is coming +early in the morning too!" + + +"Well, mother," said Tom when he reached home, "I have made it up with +Alice Lister." + +"Tha' never ses!" and Mrs. Pollard's voice was very caressing. "That's +one for Polly Powell, anyhow. She wur never thy sort, Tom--a lass wi' +a mother like that can never be ony good." + +"Ay, and she's the finest lass i' Brunford, is Alice Lister," said +Ezekiel contentedly; "and is she willing to wait for thee, Tom?" + +Tom laughed joyfully. + +"Maybe they will make an officer of thee," said Mrs. Pollard. + +"No," said Tom, "I shall never be an officer, I don't belong to that +class; perhaps I will be a sergeant, or something like that, but that's +as may be; anyhow, I'll do my bit." + +When Tom's leave was up, George Lister said he had business in London, +so Alice accompanied him. Truth to tell, the business which George had +was only a secondary matter; he saw that Alice wanted to accompany her +lover as far as she could, and the business was a pretext. I also made +my way to Waterloo Station to see Tom off; that was only a few days +ago, and what I saw and heard is fresh in my memory. But however long +I may live, I shall never forget the look in Tom's eyes as he stood on +the platform with Alice by his side. A great light was burning there, +the light of love, and duty, and faith, and chastened joy. + +"Don't fear, Alice," said the lad, "I will come back again all right." + +"You--you are sure you will take care of yourself, Tom," and Alice's +voice was husky, although she was evidently making a great effort to be +brave. + +"Ay, that I will," said Tom. + +Crowds of soldiers thronged the platform, while hundreds of their +friends who came to see them off made it difficult to move; many of the +Tommies were shouting and cheering, while others found their way into +the carriages as if anxious to be quiet. + +"They seem splendid fellows," said Alice, "but some of them are very +rough, aren't they?" + +"Just a bit rough," replied Tom, "but they are all right. Some of +those very chaps who look rough and common are just heroes, you know; +they would face any kind of danger to do a pal a good turn. Perhaps +you may not think it to look at them, but their hearts are true as +gold. This war has made a wonderful difference in them." + +Alice pressed his arm convulsively. + +"You know that book you lent me the other day," went on Tom, "that book +of Kipling's where there is a story about a ship that found herself. +It means a lot, does that story. That's what this war has done for a +lot of us chaps, it's helped us to find ourselves." + +The guard blew his whistle, and there was a slamming of doors. + +"Good-bye, Alice," and Tom held her close to his heart. "The war will +be over soon, and then, please God, I will come back again." + +"Yes, yes, Tom, and--and you know I will be always thinking of you, and +praying for you." + +"Ay, lass, I do, that's why I'm not a bit afraid. It's not good-bye, +Alice, it's only au revoir as the French say. You will be brave, won't +you?" + +"Yes, Tom," she spoke bravely, although her voice was husky; "and--and, +Tom"--this with a sob--"I shall be loving you--loving you all the time." + +Slowly the train left the station. At the carriage windows hundreds of +men stood waving their hands, and shouting. They were going back to +the grim, cold trenches, going to danger, and possible death; but they +were going with brave hearts and the light of resolution in their eyes. +Amongst them was Tom. He, too, was waving his hand, although his lips +were tremulous. + +"God help me to do my bit, and then take me back to her," he prayed. + +Will he come back again, or will he be one of those who give their +lives for the defence of honour and home? 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