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| author | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:14:46 -0700 |
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| committer | Roger Frank <rfrank@pglaf.org> | 2025-10-15 02:14:46 -0700 |
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diff --git a/.gitattributes b/.gitattributes new file mode 100644 index 0000000..6833f05 --- /dev/null +++ b/.gitattributes @@ -0,0 +1,3 @@ +* text=auto +*.txt text +*.md text diff --git a/24878-8.txt b/24878-8.txt new file mode 100644 index 0000000..8d74061 --- /dev/null +++ b/24878-8.txt @@ -0,0 +1,12258 @@ +The Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to +1922, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +This eBook is for the use of anyone anywhere at no cost and with +almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24878] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order: + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + + * * * * * + + + + +Short Stories 1909 to 1922 + + A Golden Wedding 1909 + A Redeeming Sacrifice 1909 + A Soul that Was Not At Home 1909 + Abel And His Great Adventure 1917 + Akin to Love 1909 + Aunt Philippa and the Men 1915 + Bessie's Doll 1914 + Charlotte's Ladies 1911 + Christmas at Red Butte 1909 + How We Went to the Wedding 1913 + Jessamine 1909 + Miss Sally's Letter 1910 + My Lady Jane 1915 + Robert Turner's Revenge 1909 + The Fillmore Elderberries 1909 + The Finished Story 1912 + The Garden of Spices 1918 + The Girl and the Photograph 1915 + The Gossip of Valley View 1910 + The Letters 1910 + The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse 1909 + The Little Black Doll 1909 + The Man on the Train 1914 + The Romance of Jedediah 1912 + The Tryst of the White Lady 1922 + Uncle Richard's New Year Dinner 1910 + White Magic 1921 + + + + +A Golden Wedding + + +The land dropped abruptly down from the gate, and a thick, shrubby +growth of young apple orchard almost hid the little weather-grey house +from the road. This was why the young man who opened the sagging gate +could not see that it was boarded up, and did not cease his cheerful +whistling until he had pressed through the crowding trees and found +himself almost on the sunken stone doorstep over which in olden days +honeysuckle had been wont to arch. Now only a few straggling, +uncared-for vines clung forlornly to the shingles, and the windows +were, as has been said, all boarded up. + +The whistle died on the young man's lips and an expression of blank +astonishment and dismay settled down on his face--a good, kindly, +honest face it was, although perhaps it did not betoken any pronounced +mental gifts on the part of its owner. + +"What can have happened?" he said to himself. "Uncle Tom and Aunt +Sally can't be dead--I'd have seen their deaths in the paper if they +was. And I'd a-thought if they'd moved away it'd been printed too. +They can't have been gone long--that flower-bed must have been made up +last spring. Well, this is a kind of setback for a fellow. Here I've +been tramping all the way from the station, a-thinking how good it +would be to see Aunt Sally's sweet old face again, and hear Uncle +Tom's laugh, and all I find is a boarded-up house going to seed. +S'pose I might as well toddle over to Stetsons' and inquire if they +haven't disappeared, too." + +He went through the old firs back of the lot and across the field to a +rather shabby house beyond. A cheery-faced woman answered his knock +and looked at him in a puzzled fashion. "Have you forgot me, Mrs. +Stetson? Don't you remember Lovell Stevens and how you used to give +him plum tarts when he'd bring your turkeys home?" + +Mrs. Stetson caught both his hands in a hearty clasp. + +"I guess I haven't forgotten!" she declared. "Well, well, and you're +Lovell! I think I ought to know your face, though you've changed a +lot. Fifteen years have made a big difference in you. Come right in. +Pa, this is Lovell--you mind Lovell, the boy Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom +had for years?" + +"Reckon I do," drawled Jonah Stetson with a friendly grin. "Ain't +likely to forget some of the capers you used to be cutting up. You've +filled out considerable. Where have you been for the last ten years? +Aunt Sally fretted a lot over you, thinking you was dead or gone to +the bad." + +Lovell's face clouded. + +"I know I ought to have written," he said repentantly, "but you know +I'm a terrible poor scholar, and I'd do most anything than try to +write a letter. But where's Uncle Tom and Aunt Sally gone? Surely they +ain't dead?" + +"No," said Jonah Stetson slowly, "no--but I guess they'd rather be. +They're in the poorhouse." + +"The poorhouse! Aunt Sally in the poorhouse!" exclaimed Lovell. + +"Yes, and it's a burning shame," declared Mrs. Stetson. "Aunt Sally's +just breaking her heart from the disgrace of it. But it didn't seem as +if it could be helped. Uncle Tom got so crippled with rheumatism he +couldn't work and Aunt Sally was too frail to do anything. They hadn't +any relations and there was a mortgage on the house." + +"There wasn't any when I went away." + +"No; they had to borrow money six years ago when Uncle Tom had his +first spell of rheumatic fever. This spring it was clear that there +was nothing for them but the poorhouse. They went three months ago and +terrible hard they took it, especially Aunt Sally, I felt awful about +it myself. Jonah and I would have took them if we could, but we just +couldn't--we've nothing but Jonah's wages and we have eight children +and not a bit of spare room. I go over to see Aunt Sally as often as I +can and take her some little thing, but I dunno's she wouldn't rather +not see anybody than see them in the poorhouse." + +Lovell weighed his hat in his hands and frowned over it reflectively. + +"Who owns the house now?" + +"Peter Townley. He held the mortgage. And all the old furniture was +sold too, and that most killed Aunt Sally. But do you know what she's +fretting over most of all? She and Uncle Tom will have been married +fifty years in a fortnight's time and Aunt Sally thinks it's awful to +have to spend their golden wedding anniversary in the poorhouse. She +talks about it all the time. You're not going, Lovell"--for Lovell had +risen--"you must stop with us, since your old home is closed up. We'll +scare you up a shakedown to sleep on and you're welcome as welcome. I +haven't forgot the time you caught Mary Ellen just as she was tumbling +into the well." + +"Thank you, I'll stay to tea," said Lovell, sitting down again, "but I +guess I'll make my headquarters up at the station hotel as long as I +stay round here. It's kind of more central." + +"Got on pretty well out west, hey?" queried Jonah. + +"Pretty well for a fellow who had nothing but his two hands to depend +on when he went out," said Lovell cautiously. "I've only been a +labouring man, of course, but I've saved up enough to start a little +store when I go back. That's why I came east for a trip now--before +I'd be tied down to business. I was hankering to see Aunt Sally and +Uncle Tom once more. I'll never forget how kind and good they was to +me. There I was, when Dad died, a little sinner of eleven, just +heading for destruction. They give me a home and all the schooling I +ever had and all the love I ever got. It was Aunt Sally's teachings +made as much a man of me as I am. I never forgot 'em and I've tried to +live up to 'em." + +After tea Lovell said he thought he'd stroll up the road and pay Peter +Townley a call. Jonah Stetson and his wife looked at each other when +he had gone. + +"Got something in his eye," nodded Jonah. "Him and Peter weren't never +much of friends." + +"Maybe Aunt Sally's bread is coming back to her after all," said his +wife. "People used to be hard on Lovell. But I always liked him and +I'm real glad he's turned out so well." + +Lovell came back to the Stetsons' the next evening. In the interval he +had seen Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom. The meeting had been both glad and +sad. Lovell had also seen other people. + +"I've bought Uncle Tom's old house from Peter Townley," he said +quietly, "and I want you folks to help me out with my plans. Uncle Tom +and Aunt Sally ain't going to spend their golden wedding in the +poorhouse--no, sir. They'll spend it in their own home with their old +friends about them. But they're not to know anything about it till the +very night. Do you s'pose any of the old furniture could be got back?" + +"I believe every stick of it could," said Mrs. Stetson excitedly. +"Most of it was bought by folks living handy and I don't believe one +of them would refuse to sell it back. Uncle Tom's old chair is here to +begin with--Aunt Sally give me that herself. She said she couldn't +bear to have it sold. Mrs. Isaac Appleby at the station bought the set +of pink-sprigged china and James Parker bought the grandfather's clock +and the whatnot is at the Stanton Grays'." + +For the next fortnight Lovell and Mrs. Stetson did so much travelling +round together that Jonah said genially he might as well be a bachelor +as far as meals and buttons went. They visited every house where a bit +of Aunt Sally's belongings could be found. Very successful they were +too, and at the end of their jaunting the interior of the little house +behind the apple trees looked very much as it had looked when Aunt +Sally and Uncle Tom lived there. + +Meanwhile, Mrs. Stetson had been revolving a design in her mind, and +one afternoon she did some canvassing on her own account. The next +time she saw Lovell she said: + +"We ain't going to let you do it all. The women folks around here are +going to furnish the refreshments for the golden wedding and the girls +are going to decorate the house with golden rod." + +The evening of the wedding anniversary came. Everybody in Blair was in +the plot, including the matron of the poorhouse. That night Aunt Sally +watched the sunset over the hills through bitter tears. + +"I never thought I'd be celebrating my golden wedding in the +poorhouse," she sobbed. Uncle Tom put his twisted hand on her shaking +old shoulder, but before he could utter any words of comfort Lovell +Stevens stood before them. + +"Just get your bonnet on, Aunt Sally," he cried jovially, "and both of +you come along with me. I've got a buggy here for you ... and you +might as well say goodbye to this place, for you're not coming back to +it any more." + +"Lovell, oh, what do you mean?" said Aunt Sally tremulously. + +"I'll explain what I mean as we drive along. Hurry up--the folks are +waiting." + +When they reached the little old house, it was all aglow with light. +Aunt Sally gave a cry as she entered it. All her old household goods +were back in their places. There were some new ones too, for Lovell +had supplied all that was lacking. The house was full of their old +friends and neighbours. Mrs. Stetson welcomed them home again. + +"Oh, Tom," whispered Aunt Sally, tears of happiness streaming down her +old face, "oh, Tom, isn't God good?" + +They had a right royal celebration, and a supper such as the Blair +housewives could produce. There were speeches and songs and tales. +Lovell kept himself in the background and helped Mrs. Stetson cut cake +in the pantry all the evening. But when the guests had gone, he went +to Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom, who were sitting by the fire. + +"Here's a little golden wedding present for you," he said awkwardly, +putting a purse into Aunt Sally's hand. "I reckon there's enough there +to keep you from ever having to go to the poorhouse again and if not, +there'll be more where that comes from when it's done." + +There were twenty-five bright twenty-dollar gold pieces in the purse. + +"We can't take it, Lovell," protested Aunt Sally. "You can't afford +it." + +"Don't you worry about that," laughed Lovell. "Out west men don't +think much of a little wad like that. I owe you far more than can be +paid in cash, Aunt Sally. You must take it--I want to know there's a +little home here for me and two kind hearts in it, no matter where I +roam." + +"God bless you, Lovell," said Uncle Tom huskily. "You don't know what +you've done for Sally and me." + +That night, when Lovell went to the little bedroom off the +parlour--for Aunt Sally, rejoicing in the fact that she was again +mistress of a spare room, would not hear of his going to the station +hotel--he gazed at his reflection in the gilt-framed mirror soberly. + +"You've just got enough left to pay your passage back west, old +fellow," he said, "and then it's begin all over again just where you +begun before. But Aunt Sally's face was worth it all--yes, sir. And +you've got your two hands still and an old couple's prayers and +blessings. Not such a bad capital, Lovell, not such a bad capital." + + + + +A Redeeming Sacrifice + + +The dance at Byron Lyall's was in full swing. Toff Leclerc, the best +fiddler in three counties, was enthroned on the kitchen table and from +the glossy brown violin, which his grandfather brought from Grand Pré, +was conjuring music which made even stiff old Aunt Phemy want to show +her steps. Around the kitchen sat a row of young men and women, and +the open sitting-room doorway was crowded with the faces of +non-dancing guests who wanted to watch the sets. + +An eight-hand reel had just been danced and the girls, giddy from the +much swinging of the final figure, had been led back to their seats. +Mattie Lyall came out with a dipper of water and sprinkled the floor, +from which a fine dust was rising. Toff's violin purred under his +hands as he waited for the next set to form. The dancers were slow +about it. There was not the rush for the floor that there had been +earlier in the evening, for the supper table was now spread in the +dining-room and most of the guests were hungry. + +"Fill up dere, boys," shouted the fiddler impatiently. "Bring out your +gals for de nex' set." + +After a moment Paul King led out Joan Shelley from the shadowy corner +where they had been sitting. They had already danced several sets +together; Joan had not danced with anybody else that evening. As they +stood together under the light from the lamp on the shelf above them, +many curious and disapproving eyes watched them. Connor Mitchell, who +had been standing in the open outer doorway with the moonlight behind +him, turned abruptly on his heel and went out. + +Paul King leaned his head against the wall and watched the watchers +with a smiling, defiant face as they waited for the set to form. He +was a handsome fellow, with the easy, winning ways that women love. +His hair curled in bronze masses about his head; his dark eyes were +long and drowsy and laughing; there was a swarthy bloom on his round +cheeks; and his lips were as red and beguiling as a girl's. A bad egg +was Paul King, with a bad past and a bad future. He was shiftless and +drunken; ugly tales were told of him. Not a man in Lyall's house that +night but grudged him the privilege of standing up with Joan Shelley. + +Joan was a slight, blossom-like girl in white, looking much like the +pale, sweet-scented house rose she wore in her dark hair. Her face was +colourless and young, very pure and softly curved. She had wonderfully +sweet, dark blue eyes, generally dropped down, with notably long black +lashes. There were many showier girls in the groups around her, but +none half so lovely. She made all the rosy-cheeked beauties seem +coarse and over-blown. + +She left in Paul's clasp the hand by which he had led her out on the +floor. Now and then he shifted his gaze from the faces before him to +hers. When he did, she always looked up and they exchanged glances as +if they had been utterly alone. Three other couples gradually took the +floor and the reel began. Joan drifted through the figures with the +grace of a wind-blown leaf. Paul danced with rollicking abandon, +seldom taking his eyes from Joan's face. When the last mad whirl was +over, Joan's brother came up and told her in an angry tone to go into +the next room and dance no more, since she would dance with only one +man. Joan looked at Paul. That look meant that she would do as he, and +none other, told her. Paul nodded easily--he did not want any fuss +just then--and the girl went obediently into the room. As she turned +from him, Paul coolly reached out his hand and took the rose from her +hair; then, with a triumphant glance around the room, he went out. + +The autumn night was very clear and chill, with a faint, moaning wind +blowing up from the northwest over the sea that lay shimmering before +the door. Out beyond the cove the boats were nodding and curtsying on +the swell, and over the shore fields the great red star of the +lighthouse flared out against the silvery sky. Paul, with a whistle, +sauntered down the sandy lane, thinking of Joan. How mightily he loved +her--he, Paul King, who had made a mock of so many women and had never +loved before! Ah, and she loved him. She had never said so in words, +but eyes and tones had said it--she, Joan Shelley, the pick and pride +of the Harbour girls, whom so many men had wooed, winning their +trouble for their pains. He had won her; she was his and his only, for +the asking. His heart was seething with pride and triumph and passion +as he strode down to the shore and flung himself on the cold sand in +the black shadow of Michael Brown's beached boat. + +Byron Lyall, a grizzled, elderly man, half farmer, half fisherman, and +Maxwell Holmes, the Prospect schoolteacher, came up to the boat +presently. Paul lay softly and listened to what they were saying. He +was not troubled by any sense of dishonour. Honour was something Paul +King could not lose since it was something he had never possessed. +They were talking of him and Joan. + +"What a shame that a girl like Joan Shelley should throw herself away +on a man like that," Holmes said. + +Byron Lyall removed the pipe he was smoking and spat reflectively at +his shadow. + +"Darned shame," he agreed. "That girl's life will be ruined if she +marries him, plum' ruined, and marry him she will. He's bewitched +her--darned if I can understand it. A dozen better men have wanted +her--Connor Mitchell for one. And he's a honest, steady fellow with a +good home to offer her. If King had left her alone, she'd have taken +Connor. She used to like him well enough. But that's all over. She's +infatuated with King, the worthless scamp. She'll marry him and be +sorry for it to her last day. He's bad clear through and always will +be. Why, look you, Teacher, most men pull up a bit when they're +courting a girl, no matter how wild they've been and will be again. +Paul hasn't. It hasn't made any difference. He was dead drunk night +afore last at the Harbour head, and he hasn't done a stroke of work +for a month. And yet Joan Shelley'll take him." + +"What are her people thinking of to let her go with him?" asked +Holmes. + +"She hasn't any but her brother. He's against Paul, of course, but it +won't matter. The girl's fancy's caught and she'll go her own gait to +ruin. Ruin, I tell ye. If she marries that handsome ne'er-do-well, +she'll be a wretched woman all her days and none to pity her." + +The two moved away then, and Paul lay motionless, face downward on the +sand, his lips pressed against Joan's sweet, crushed rose. He felt no +anger over Byron Lyall's unsparing condemnation. He knew it was true, +every word of it. He _was_ a worthless scamp and always would be. He +knew that perfectly well. It was in his blood. None of his race had +ever been respectable and he was worse than them all. He had no +intention of trying to reform because he could not and because he did +not even want to. He was not fit to touch Joan's hand. Yet he had +meant to marry her! + +But to spoil her life! Would it do that? Yes, it surely would. And if +he were out of the way, taking his baleful charm out of her life, +Connor Mitchell might and doubtless would win her yet and give her all +he could not. + +The man suddenly felt his eyes wet with tears. He had never shed a +tear in his daredevil life before, but they came hot and stinging now. +Something he had never known or thought of before entered into his +passion and purified it. He loved Joan. Did he love her well enough to +stand aside and let another take the sweetness and grace that was now +his own? Did he love her well enough to save her from the +poverty-stricken, shamed life she must lead with him? Did he love her +better than himself? + +"I ain't fit to think of her," he groaned. "I never did a decent thing +in my life, as they say. But how can I give her up--God, how can I?" + +He lay still a long time after that, until the moonlight crept around +the boat and drove away the shadow. Then he got up and went slowly +down to the water's edge with Joan's rose, all wet with his +unaccustomed tears, in his hands. Slowly and reverently he plucked off +the petals and scattered them on the ripples, where they drifted +lightly off like fairy shallops on moonshine. When the last one had +fluttered from his fingers, he went back to the house and hunted up +Captain Alec Matheson, who was smoking his pipe in a corner of the +verandah and watching the young folks dancing through the open door. +The two men talked together for some time. + +When the dance broke up and the guests straggled homeward, Paul sought +Joan. Rob Shelley had his own girl to see home and relinquished the +guardianship of his sister with a scowl. Paul strode out of the +kitchen and down the steps at the side of Joan, smiling with his usual +daredeviltry. He whistled noisily all the way up the lane. + +"Great little dance," he said. "My last in Prospect for a spell, I +guess." + +"Why?" asked Joan wonderingly. + +"Oh, I'm going to take a run down to South America in Matheson's +schooner. Lord knows when I'll come back. This old place has got too +deadly dull to suit me. I'm going to look for something livelier." + +Joan's lips turned ashen under the fringes of her white fascinator. +She trembled violently and put one of her small brown hands up to her +throat. "You--you are not coming back?" she said faintly. + +"Not likely. I'm pretty well tired of Prospect and I haven't got +anything to hold me here. Things'll be livelier down south." + +Joan said nothing more. They walked along the spruce-fringed roads +where the moonbeams laughed down through the thick, softly swaying +boughs. Paul whistled one rollicking tune after another. The girl bit +her lips and clenched her hands. He cared nothing for her--he had been +making a mock of her as of others. Hurt pride and wounded love fought +each other in her soul. Pride conquered. She would not let him, or +anyone, see that she cared. She would _not_ care! + +At her gate Paul held out his hand. + +"Well, good-bye, Joan. I'm sailing tomorrow so I won't see you +again--not for years likely. You will be some sober old married woman +when I come back to Prospect, if I ever do." + +"Good-bye," said Joan steadily. She gave him her cold hand and looked +calmly into his face without quailing. She had loved him with all her +heart, but now a fatal scorn of him was already mingling with her +love. He was what they said he was, a scamp without principle or +honour. + +Paul whistled himself out of the Shelley lane and over the hill. Then +he flung himself down under the spruces, crushed his face into the +spicy frosted ferns, and had his black hour alone. + +But when Captain Alec's schooner sailed out of the harbour the next +day, Paul King was on board of her, the wildest and most hilarious of +a wild and hilarious crew. Prospect people nodded their satisfaction. + +"Good riddance," they said. "Paul King is black to the core. He never +did a decent thing in his life." + + + + +A Soul That Was Not at Home + + +There was a very fine sunset on the night Paul and Miss Trevor first +met, and she had lingered on the headland beyond Noel's Cove to +delight in it. The west was splendid in daffodil and rose; away to the +north there was a mackerel sky of little fiery golden clouds; and +across the water straight from Miss Trevor's feet ran a sparkling path +of light to the sun, whose rim had just touched the throbbing edge of +the purple sea. Off to the left were softly swelling violet hills and +beyond the sandshore, where little waves were crisping and silvering, +there was a harbour where scores of slender masts were nodding against +the gracious horizon. + +Miss Trevor sighed with sheer happiness in all the wonderful, +fleeting, elusive loveliness of sky and sea. Then she turned to look +back at Noel's Cove, dim and shadowy in the gloom of the tall +headlands, and she saw Paul. + +It did not occur to her that he could be a shore boy--she knew the +shore type too well. She thought his coming mysterious, for she was +sure he had not come along the sand, and the tide was too high for him +to have come past the other headland. Yet there he was, sitting on a +red sandstone boulder, with his bare, bronzed, shapely little legs +crossed in front of him and his hands clasped around his knee. He was +not looking at Miss Trevor but at the sunset--or, rather, it seemed as +if he were looking through the sunset to still grander and more +radiant splendours beyond, of which the things seen were only the pale +reflections, not worthy of attention from those who had the gift of +further sight. + +Miss Trevor looked him over carefully with eyes that had seen a good +many people in many parts of the world for more years than she found +it altogether pleasant to acknowledge, and she concluded that he was +quite the handsomest lad she had ever seen. He had a lithe, supple +body, with sloping shoulders and a brown, satin throat. His hair was +thick and wavy, of a fine reddish chestnut; his brows were very +straight and much darker than his hair; and his eyes were large and +grey and meditative. The modelling of chin and jaw was perfect and his +mouth was delicious, being full without pouting, the crimson lips just +softly touching, and curving into finely finished little corners that +narrowly escaped being dimpled. + +His attire was a blue cotton shirt and a pair of scanty corduroy +knickerbockers, but he wore it with such an unconscious air of purple +and fine linen that Miss Trevor was tricked into believing him much +better dressed than he really was. + +Presently he smiled dreamily, and the smile completed her subjugation. +It was not merely an affair of lip and eye, as are most smiles; it +seemed an illumination of his whole body, as if some lamp had +suddenly burst into flame inside of him, irradiating him from his +chestnut crown to the tips of his unspoiled toes. Best of all, it was +involuntary, born of no external effort or motive, but simply the +outflashing of some wild, delicious thought that was as untrammelled +and freakish as the wind of the sea. + +Miss Trevor made up her mind that she must find out all about him, and +she stepped out from the shadows of the rocks into the vivid, eerie +light that was glowing all along the shore. The boy turned his head +and looked at her, first with surprise, then with inquiry, then with +admiration. Miss Trevor, in a white dress with a lace scarf on her +dark, stately head, was well worth admiring. She smiled at him and +Paul smiled back. It was not quite up to his first smile, having more +of the effect of being put on from the outside, but at least it +conveyed the subtly flattering impression that it had been put on +solely for her, and they were as good friends from that moment as if +they had known each other for a hundred years. Miss Trevor had enough +discrimination to realize this and know that she need not waste time +in becoming acquainted. + +"I want to know your name and where you live and what you were looking +at beyond the sunset," she said. + +"My name is Paul Hubert. I live over there. And I can't tell just what +I saw in the sunset, but when I go home I'm going to write it all in +my foolscap book." + +In her surprise over the second clause of his answer, Miss Trevor +forgot, at first, to appreciate the last. "Over there," according to +his gesture, was up at the head of Noel's Cove, where there was a +little grey house perched on the rocks and looking like a large +seashell cast up by the tide. The house had a stovepipe coming out of +its roof in lieu of a chimney, and two of its window panes were +replaced by shingles. Could this boy, who looked as young princes +should--and seldom do--live there? Then he was a shore boy after all. + +"Who lives there with you?" she asked. "You see"--plaintively--"I must +ask questions about you. I know we like each other, and that is all +that really matters. But there are some tiresome items which it would +be convenient to know. For example, have you a father--a mother? Are +there any more of you? How long have you been yourself?" + +Paul did not reply immediately. He clasped his hands behind him and +looked at her affectionately. + +"I like the way you talk," he said. "I never knew anybody did talk +like that except folks in books and my rock people." + +"Your rock people?" + +"I'm eleven years old. I haven't any father or mother, they're dead. I +live over there with Stephen Kane. Stephen is splendid. He plays the +violin and takes me fishing in his boat. When I get bigger he's going +shares with me. I love him, and I love my rock people too." + +"What do you mean by your rock people?" asked Miss Trevor, enjoying +herself hugely. This was the only child she had ever met who talked as +she wanted children to talk and who understood her remarks without +having to have them translated. + +"Nora is one of them," said Paul, "the best one of them. I love her +better than all the others because she came first. She lives around +that point and she has black eyes and black hair and she knows all +about the mermaids and water kelpies. You ought to hear the stories +she can tell. Then there are the Twin Sailors. They don't live +anywhere--they sail all the time, but they often come ashore to talk +to me. They are a pair of jolly tars and they have seen everything in +the world--and more than what's in the world, if you only knew it. Do +you know what happened to the Youngest Twin Sailor once? He was +sailing and he sailed right into a moonglade. A moonglade is the track +the full moon makes on the water when it is rising from the sea, you +know. Well, the Youngest Twin Sailor sailed along the moonglade till +he came right up to the moon, and there was a little golden door in +the moon and he opened it and sailed right through. He had some +wonderful adventures inside the moon--I've got them all written down +in my foolscap book. Then there is the Golden Lady of the Cave. One +day I found a big cave down the shore and I went in and in and in--and +after a while I found the Golden Lady. She has golden hair right down +to her feet, and her dress is all glittering and glistening like gold +that is alive. And she has a golden harp and she plays all day long on +it--you might hear the music if you'd listen carefully, but prob'bly +you'd think it was only the wind among the rocks. I've never told Nora +about the Golden Lady, because I think it would hurt her feelings. It +even hurts her feelings when I talk too long with the Twin Sailors. +And I hate to hurt Nora's feelings, because I do love her best of all +my rock people." + +"Paul! How much of this is true?" gasped Miss Trevor. + +"Why, none of it!" said Paul, opening his eyes widely and +reproachfully. "I thought you would know that. If I'd s'posed you +wouldn't I'd have warned you there wasn't any of it true. I thought +you were one of the kind that would know." + +"I am. Oh, I am!" said Miss Trevor eagerly. "I really would have known +if I had stopped to think. Well, it's getting late now. I must go +back, although I don't want to. But I'm coming to see you again. Will +you be here tomorrow afternoon?" + +Paul nodded. + +"Yes. I promised to meet the Youngest Twin Sailor down at the striped +rocks tomorrow afternoon, but the day after will do just as well. That +is the beauty of the rock people, you know. You can always depend on +them to be there just when you want them. The Youngest Twin Sailor +won't mind--he's very good-tempered. If it was the Oldest Twin I dare +say he'd be cross. I have my suspicions about that Oldest Twin +sometimes. I b'lieve he'd be a pirate if he dared. You don't know how +fierce he can look at times. There's really something very mysterious +about him." + +On her way back to the hotel Miss Trevor remembered the foolscap book. + +"I must get him to show it to me," she mused, smiling. "Why, the boy +is a born genius--and to think he should be a shore boy! I can't +understand it. And here I am loving him already. Well, a woman has to +love something--and you don't have to know people for years before you +can love them." + +Paul was waiting on the Noel's Cove rocks for Miss Trevor the next +afternoon. He was not alone; a tall man, with a lined, strong-featured +face and a grey beard, was with him. The man was clad in a rough suit +and looked what he was, a 'longshore fisherman. But he had deep-set, +kindly eyes, and Miss Trevor liked his face. He moved off to one side +when she came and stood there for a little, apparently gazing out to +sea, while Paul and Miss Trevor talked. Then he walked away up the +cove and disappeared in his little grey house. + +"Stephen came down to see if you were a suitable person for me to talk +to," said Paul gravely. + +"I hope he thinks I am," said Miss Trevor, amused. + +"Oh, he does! He wouldn't have gone away and left us alone if he +didn't. Stephen is very particular who he lets me 'sociate with. Why, +even the rock people now--I had to promise I'd never let the Twin +Sailors swear before he'd allow me to be friends with them. Sometimes +I know by the look of the Oldest Twin that he's just dying to swear, +but I never let him, because I promised Stephen. I'd do anything for +Stephen. He's awful good to me. Stephen's bringing me up, you know, +and he's bound to do it well. We're just perfectly happy here, only I +wish I'd more books to read. We go fishing, and when we come home at +night I help Stephen clean the fish and then we sit outside the door +and he plays the violin for me. We sit there for hours sometimes. We +never talk much--Stephen isn't much of a hand for talking--but we just +sit and think. There's not many men like Stephen, I can tell you." + +Miss Trevor did not get a glimpse of the foolscap book that day, nor +for many days after. Paul blushed all over his beautiful face whenever +she mentioned it. + +"Oh, I couldn't show you that," he said uncomfortably. "Why, I've +never even showed it to Stephen--or Nora. Let me tell you something +else instead, something that happened to me once long ago. You'll find +it more interesting than the foolscap book, only you must remember it +isn't true! You won't forget that, will you?" + +"I'll try to remember," Miss Trevor agreed. + +"Well, I was sitting here one evening just like I was last night, and +the sun was setting. And an enchanted boat came sailing over the sea +and I got into her. The boat was all pearly like the inside of the +mussel shells, and her sail was like moonshine. Well, I sailed right +across to the sunset. Think of that--I've been in the sunset! And what +do you suppose it is? The sunset is a land all flowers, like a great +garden, and the clouds are beds of flowers. We sailed into a great big +harbour, a thousand times bigger than the harbour over there at your +hotel, and I stepped out of the boat on a 'normous meadow all roses. I +stayed there for ever so long. It seemed almost a year, but the +Youngest Twin Sailor says I was only away a few hours or so. You see, +in Sunset Land the time is ever so much longer than it is here. But I +was glad to come back too. I'm always glad to come back to the cove +and Stephen. Now, you know this never really happened." + +Miss Trevor would not give up the foolscap book so easily, but for a +long time Paul refused to show it to her. She came to the cove every +day, and every day Paul seemed more delightful to her. He was so +quaint, so clever, so spontaneous. Yet there was nothing premature or +unnatural about him. He was wholly boy, fond of fun and frolic, not +too good for little spurts of quick temper now and again, though, as +he was careful to explain to Miss Trevor, he never showed them to a +lady. + +"I get real mad with the Twin Sailors sometimes, and even with +Stephen, for all he's so good to me. But I couldn't be mad with you or +Nora or the Golden Lady. It would never do." + +Every day he had some new story to tell of a wonderful adventure on +rock or sea, always taking the precaution of assuring her beforehand +that it wasn't true. The boy's fancy was like a prism, separating +every ray that fell upon it into rainbows. He was passionately fond of +the shore and water. The only world for him beyond Noel's Cove was the +world of his imagination. He had no companions except Stephen and the +"rock people." + +"And now you," he told Miss Trevor. "I love you too, but I know you'll +be going away before long, so I don't let myself love you as +much--quite--as Stephen and the rock people." + +"But you could, couldn't you?" pleaded Miss Trevor. "If you and I were +to go on being together every day, you could love me just as well as +you love them, couldn't you?" + +Paul considered in a charming way he had. + +"Of course I could love you better than the Twin Sailors and the +Golden Lady," he announced finally. "And I think perhaps I could love +you as much as I love Stephen. But not as much as Nora--oh, no, I +wouldn't love you quite as much as Nora. She was first, you see; she's +always been there. I feel sure I couldn't ever love anybody as much as +Nora." + +One day when Stephen was out to the mackerel grounds, Paul took Miss +Trevor into the little grey house and showed her his treasures. They +climbed the ladder in one corner to the loft where Paul slept. The +window of it, small and square-paned, looked seaward, and the moan of +the sea and the pipe of the wind sounded there night and day. Paul had +many rare shells and seaweeds, curious flotsam and jetsam of shore +storms, and he had a small shelf full of books. + +"They're splendid," he said enthusiastically. "Stephen brought me them +all. Every time Stephen goes to town to ship his mackerel he brings me +home a new book." + +"Were you ever in town yourself?" asked Miss Trevor. + +"Oh, yes, twice. Stephen took me. It was a wonderful place. I tell +you, when I next met the Twin Sailors it was me did the talking then. +I had to tell them about all I saw and all that had happened. And Nora +was ever so interested too. The Golden Lady wasn't, though--she didn't +hardly listen. Golden people are like that." + +"Would you like," said Miss Trevor, watching him closely, "to live +always in a town and have all the books you wanted and play with real +girls and boys--and visit those strange lands your twin sailors tell +you of?" + +Paul looked startled. + +"I--don't--know," he said doubtfully. "I don't think I'd like it very +well if Stephen and Nora weren't there too." + +But the new thought remained in his mind. It came back to him at +intervals, seeming less new and startling every time. + +"And why not?" Miss Trevor asked herself. "The boy should have a +chance. I shall never have a son of my own--he shall be to me in the +place of one." + +The day came when Paul at last showed her the foolscap book. He +brought it to her as she sat on the rocks of the headland. + +"I'm going to run around and talk to Nora while you read it," he said. +"I'm afraid I've been neglecting her lately--and I think she feels +it." + +Miss Trevor took the foolscap book. It was made of several sheets of +paper sewed together and encased in an oilcloth cover. It was nearly +filled with writing in a round childish hand and it was very neat, +although the orthography was rather wild and the punctuation +capricious. Miss Trevor read it through in no very long time. It was a +curious medley of quaint thoughts and fancies. Conversations with the +Twin Sailors filled many of the pages; accounts of Paul's "adventures" +occupied others. Sometimes it seemed impossible that a child of eleven +should have written them, then would come an expression so boyish and +naive that Miss Trevor laughed delightedly over it. When she finished +the book and closed it she found Stephen Kane at her elbow. He +removed his pipe and nodded at the foolscap book. + +"What do you think of it?" he said. + +"I think it is wonderful. Paul is a very clever child." + +"I've often thought so," said Stephen laconically. He thrust his hands +into his pockets and gazed moodily out to sea. Miss Trevor had never +before had an opportunity to talk to him in Paul's absence and she +determined to make the most of it. + +"I want to know something about Paul," she said, "all about him. Is he +any relation to you?" + +"No. I expected to marry his mother once, though," said Stephen +unemotionally. His hand in his pocket was clutching his pipe fiercely, +but Miss Trevor could not know that. "She was a shore girl and very +pretty. Well, she fell in love with a young fellow that came teaching +up t' the harbour school and he with her. They got married and she +went away with him. He was a good enough sort of chap. I know that +now, though once I wasn't disposed to think much good of him. But +'twas a mistake all the same; Rachel couldn't live away from the +shore. She fretted and pined and broke her heart for it away there in +his world. Finally her husband died and she came back--but it was too +late for her. She only lived a month--and there was Paul, a baby of +two. I took him. There was nobody else. Rachel had no relatives nor +her husband either. I've done what I could for him--not that it's been +much, perhaps." + +"I am sure you have done a great deal for him," said Miss Trevor +rather patronizingly. "But I think he should have more than you can +give him now. He should be sent to school." + +Stephen nodded. + +"Maybe. He never went to school. The harbour school was too far away. +I taught him to read and write and bought him all the books I could +afford. But I can't do any more for him." + +"But I can," said Miss Trevor, "and I want to. Will you give Paul to +me, Mr. Kane? I love him dearly and he shall have every advantage. I'm +rich--I can do a great deal for him." + +Stephen continued to gaze out to sea with an expressionless face. +Finally he said: "I've been expecting to hear you say something of the +sort. I don't know. If you took Paul away, he'd grow to be a cleverer +man and a richer man maybe, but would he be any better--or happier? +He's his mother's son--he loves the sea and its ways. There's nothing +of his father in him except his hankering after books. But I won't +choose for him--he can go if he likes--he can go if he likes." + +In the end Paul "liked," since Stephen refused to influence him by so +much as a word. Paul thought Stephen didn't seem to care much whether +he went or stayed, and he was dazzled by Miss Trevor's charm and the +lure of books and knowledge she held out to him. + +"I'll go, I guess," he said, with a long sigh. + +Miss Trevor clasped him close to her and kissed him maternally. Paul +kissed her cheek shyly in return. He thought it very wonderful that he +was to live with her always. He felt happy and excited--so happy and +excited that the parting when it came slipped over him lightly. Miss +Trevor even thought he took it too easily and had a vague wish that he +had shown more sorrow. Stephen said farewell to the boy he loved +better than life with no visible emotion. + +"Good-bye, Paul. Be a good boy and learn all you can." He hesitated a +moment and then said slowly, "If you don't like it, come back." + +"Did you bid good-bye to your rock people?" Miss Trevor asked him with +a smile as they drove away. + +"No. I--couldn't--I--I--didn't even tell them I was going away. Nora +would break her heart. I'd rather not talk of them anymore, if you +please. Maybe I won't want them when I've plenty of books and lots of +other boys and girls--real ones--to play with." + +They drove the ten miles to the town where they were to take the train +the next day. Paul enjoyed the drive and the sights of the busy +streets at its end. He was all excitement and animation. After they +had had tea at the house of the friend where Miss Trevor meant to +spend the night, they went for a walk in the park. Paul was tired and +very quiet when they came back. He was put away to sleep in a bedroom +whose splendours frightened him, and left alone. + +At first Paul lay very still on his luxurious perfumed pillows. It was +the first night he had ever spent away from the little seaward-looking +loft where he could touch the rafters with his hands. He thought of it +now and a lump came into his throat and a strange, new, bitter longing +came into his heart. He missed the sea plashing on the rocks below +him--he could not sleep without that old lullaby. He turned his face +into the pillow, and the longing and loneliness grew worse and hurt +him until he moaned. Oh, he wanted to be back home! Surely he had not +left it--he could never have meant to leave it. Out there the stars +would be shining over the harbour. Stephen would be sitting at the +door, all alone, with his violin. But he would not be playing it--all +at once Paul knew he would not be playing it. He would be sitting +there with his head bowed and the loneliness in his heart calling to +the loneliness in Paul's heart over all the miles between them. Oh, he +could never have really meant to leave Stephen. + +And Nora? Nora would be down on the rocks waiting for him--for him, +Paul, who would never come to her more. He could see her elfin little +face peering around the point, watching for him wistfully. + +Paul sat up in bed, choking with tears. Oh, what were books and +strange countries?--what was even Miss Trevor, the friend of a +month?--to the call of the sea and Stephen's kind, deep eyes and his +dear rock people? He could not stay away from them--never--never. + +He slipped out of bed very softly and dressed in the dark. Then he +lighted the lamp timidly and opened the little brown chest Stephen had +given him. It held his books and his treasures, but he took out only a +pencil, a bit of paper and the foolscap book. With a hand shaking in +his eagerness, he wrote: + + _dear miss Trever_ + + _Im going back home, dont be fritened about me because I know + the way. Ive got to go. something is calling me. dont be + cross. I love you, but I cant stay. Im leaving my foolscap + book for you, you can keep it always but I must go back to + Stephen and nora_ + + _Paul_ + +He put the note on the foolscap book and laid them on the table. Then +he blew out the light, took his cap and went softly out. The house was +very still. Holding his breath, he tiptoed downstairs and opened the +front door. Before it ran the street which went, he knew, straight out +to the country road that led home. Paul closed the door and stole down +the steps, his heart beating painfully, but when he reached the +sidewalk he broke into a frantic run under the limes. It was late and +no one was out on that quiet street. He ran until his breath gave +out, then walked miserably until he recovered it, and then ran again. +He dared not stop running until he was out of that horrible town, +which seemed like a prison closing around him, where the houses shut +out the stars and the wind could only creep in a narrow space like a +fettered, cringing thing, instead of sweeping grandly over great salt +wastes of sea. + +At last the houses grew few and scattered, and finally he left them +behind. He drew a long breath; this was better--rather smothering yet, +of course, with nothing but hills and fields and dark woods all about +him, but at least his own sky was above him, looking just the same as +it looked out home at Noel's Cove. He recognized the stars as friends; +how often Stephen had pointed them out to him as they sat at night by +the door of the little house. + +He was not at all frightened now. He knew the way home and the kind +night was before him. Every step was bringing him nearer to Stephen +and Nora and the Twin Sailors. He whistled as he walked sturdily +along. + +The dawn was just breaking when he reached Noel's Cove. The eastern +sky was all pale rose and silver, and the sea was mottled over with +dear grey ripples. In the west over the harbour the sky was a very +fine ethereal blue and the wind blew from there, salt and bracing. +Paul was tired, but he ran lightly down the shelving rocks to the +cove. Stephen was getting ready to launch his boat. When he saw Paul +he started and a strange, vivid, exultant expression flashed across +his face. + +Paul felt a sudden chill--the upspringing fountain of his gladness was +checked in mid-leap. He had known no doubt on the way home--all that +long, weary walk he had known no doubt--but now? + +"Stephen," he cried. "I've come back! I had to! Stephen, are you +glad--are you glad?" + +Stephen's face was as emotionless as ever. The burst of feeling which +had frightened Paul by its unaccustomedness had passed like a fleeting +outbreak of sunshine between dull clouds. + +"I reckon I am," he said. "Yes, I reckon I am. I kind of--hoped--you +would come back. You'd better go in and get some breakfast." + +Paul's eyes were as radiant as the deepening dawn. He knew Stephen was +glad and he knew there was nothing more to be said about it. They were +back just where they were before Miss Trevor came--back in their +perfect, unmarred, sufficient comradeship. + +"I must just run around and see Nora first," said Paul. + + + + +Abel and His Great Adventure + + +"Come out of doors, master--come out of doors. I can't talk or think +right with walls around me--never could. Let's go out to the garden." +These were almost the first words I ever heard Abel Armstrong say. He +was a member of the board of school trustees in Stillwater, and I had +not met him before this late May evening, when I had gone down to +confer with him upon some small matter of business. For I was "the new +schoolmaster" in Stillwater, having taken the school for the summer +term. + +It was a rather lonely country district--a fact of which I was glad, +for life had been going somewhat awry with me and my heart was sore +and rebellious over many things that have nothing to do with this +narration. Stillwater offered time and opportunity for healing and +counsel. Yet, looking back, I doubt if I should have found either had +it not been for Abel and his beloved garden. + +Abel Armstrong (he was always called "Old Abel", though he was barely +sixty) lived in a quaint, gray house close by the harbour shore. I +heard a good deal about him before I saw him. He was called "queer", +but Stillwater folks seemed to be very fond of him. He and his sister, +Tamzine, lived together; she, so my garrulous landlady informed me, +had not been sound of mind at times for many years; but she was all +right now, only odd and quiet. Abel had gone to college for a year +when he was young, but had given it up when Tamzine "went crazy". +There was no one else to look after her. Abel had settled down to it +with apparent content: at least he had never complained. + +"Always took things easy, Abel did," said Mrs. Campbell. "Never +seemed to worry over disappointments and trials as most folks do. +Seems to me that as long as Abel Armstrong can stride up and down in +that garden of his, reciting poetry and speeches, or talking to that +yaller cat of his as if it was a human, he doesn't care much how the +world wags on. He never had much git-up-and-git. His father was a +hustler, but the family didn't take after him. They all favoured the +mother's people--sorter shiftless and dreamy. 'Taint the way to git on +in this world." + +No, good and worthy Mrs. Campbell. It was not the way to get on in +your world; but there are other worlds where getting on is estimated +by different standards, and Abel Armstrong lived in one of these--a +world far beyond the ken of the thrifty Stillwater farmers and +fishers. Something of this I had sensed, even before I saw him; and +that night in his garden, under a sky of smoky red, blossoming into +stars above the harbour, I found a friend whose personality and +philosophy were to calm and harmonize and enrich my whole existence. +This sketch is my grateful tribute to one of the rarest and finest +souls God ever clothed with clay. + +He was a tall man, somewhat ungainly of figure and homely of face. But +his large, deep eyes of velvety nut-brown were very beautiful and +marvellously bright and clear for a man of his age. He wore a little +pointed, well-cared-for beard, innocent of gray; but his hair was +grizzled, and altogether he had the appearance of a man who had passed +through many sorrows which had marked his body as well as his soul. +Looking at him, I doubted Mrs. Campbell's conclusion that he had not +"minded" giving up college. This man had given up much and felt it +deeply; but he had outlived the pain and the blessing of sacrifice had +come to him. His voice was very melodious and beautiful, and the brown +hand he held out to me was peculiarly long and shapely and flexible. + +We went out to the garden in the scented moist air of a maritime +spring evening. Behind the garden was a cloudy pine wood; the house +closed it in on the left, while in front and on the right a row of +tall Lombardy poplars stood out in stately purple silhouette against +the sunset sky. + +"Always liked Lombardies," said Abel, waving a long arm at them. "They +are the trees of princesses. When I was a boy they were fashionable. +Anyone who had any pretensions to gentility had a row of Lombardies at +the foot of his lawn or up his lane, or at any rate one on either side +of his front door. They're out of fashion now. Folks complain they die +at the top and get ragged-looking. So they do--so they do, if you +don't risk your neck every spring climbing up a light ladder to trim +them out as I do. My neck isn't worth much to anyone, which, I +suppose, is why I've never broken it; and _my_ Lombardies never look +out-at-elbows. My mother was especially fond of them. She liked their +dignity and their stand-offishness. _They_ don't hobnob with every +Tom, Dick and Harry. If it's pines for company, master, it's +Lombardies for society." + +We stepped from the front doorstone into the garden. There was another +entrance--a sagging gate flanked by two branching white lilacs. From +it a little dappled path led to a huge apple-tree in the centre, a +great swelling cone of rosy blossom with a mossy circular seat around +its trunk. But Abel's favourite seat, so he told me, was lower down +the slope, under a little trellis overhung with the delicate emerald +of young hop-vines. He led me to it and pointed proudly to the fine +view of the harbour visible from it. The early sunset glow of rose and +flame had faded out of the sky; the water was silvery and mirror-like; +dim sails drifted along by the darkening shore. A bell was ringing in +a small Catholic chapel across the harbour. Mellowly and dreamily +sweet the chime floated through the dusk, blent with the moan of the +sea. The great revolving light at the channel trembled and flashed +against the opal sky, and far out, beyond the golden sand-dunes of the +bar, was the crinkled gray ribbon of a passing steamer's smoke. + +"There, isn't that view worth looking at?" said old Abel, with a +loving, proprietary pride. "You don't have to pay anything for it, +either. All that sea and sky free--'without money and without price'. +Let's sit down here in the hop-vine arbour, master. There'll be a +moonrise presently. I'm never tired of finding out what a moonrise +sheen can be like over that sea. There's a surprise in it every time. +Now, master, you're getting your mouth in the proper shape to talk +business--but don't you do it. Nobody should talk business when he's +expecting a moonrise. Not that I like talking business at any time." + +"Unfortunately it has to be talked of sometimes, Mr. Armstrong," I +said. + +"Yes, it seems to be a necessary evil, master," he acknowledged. "But +I know what business you've come upon, and we can settle it in five +minutes after the moon's well up. I'll just agree to everything you +and the other two trustees want. Lord knows why they ever put me on +the school board. Maybe it's because I'm so ornamental. They wanted +one good-looking man, I reckon." + +His low chuckle, so full of mirth and so free from malice, was +infectious. I laughed also, as I sat down in the hop-vine arbour. + +"Now, you needn't talk if you don't want to," he said. "And I won't. +We'll just sit here, sociable like, and if we think of anything worth +while to say we'll say it. Otherwise, not. If you can sit in silence +with a person for half an hour and feel comfortable, you and that +person can be friends. If you can't, friends you'll never be, and you +needn't waste time in trying." + +Abel and I passed successfully the test of silence that evening in the +hop-vine arbour. I was strangely content to sit and think--something I +had not cared to do lately. A peace, long unknown to my stormy soul, +seemed hovering near it. The garden was steeped in it; old Abel's +personality radiated it. I looked about me and wondered whence came +the charm of that tangled, unworldly spot. + +"Nice and far from the market-place isn't it?" asked Abel suddenly, +as if he had heard my unasked question. "No buying and selling and +getting gain here. Nothing was ever sold out of _this_ garden. Tamzine +has her vegetable plot over yonder, but what we don't eat we give +away. Geordie Marr down the harbour has a big garden like this and he +sells heaps of flowers and fruit and vegetables to the hotel folks. He +thinks I'm an awful fool because I won't do the same. Well, he gets +money out of his garden and I get happiness out of mine. That's the +difference. S'posing I could make more money--what then? I'd only be +taking it from people that needed it more. There's enough for Tamzine +and me. As for Geordie Marr, there isn't a more unhappy creature on +God's earth--he's always stewing in a broth of trouble, poor man. O' +course, he brews up most of it for himself, but I reckon that doesn't +make it any easier to bear. Ever sit in a hop-vine arbour before, +master?" + +I was to grow used to Abel's abrupt change of subject. I answered that +I never had. + +"Great place for dreaming," said Abel complacently. "Being young, no +doubt, you dream a-plenty." + +I answered hotly and bitterly that I had done with dreams. + +"No, you haven't," said Abel meditatively. "You may _think_ you have. +What then? First thing you know you'll be dreaming again--thank the +Lord for it. I ain't going to ask you what's soured you on dreaming +just now. After awhile you'll begin again, especially if you come to +this garden as much as I hope you will. It's chockful of dreams--_any_ +kind of dreams. You take your choice. Now, _I_ favour dreams of +adventures, if you'll believe it. I'm sixty-one and I never do anything +rasher than go out cod-fishing on a fine day, but I still lust after +adventures. Then I dream I'm an awful fellow--blood-thirsty." + +I burst out laughing. Perhaps laughter was somewhat rare in that old +garden. Tamzine, who was weeding at the far end, lifted her head in a +startled fashion and walked past us into the house. She did not look +at us or speak to us. She was reputed to be abnormally shy. She was +very stout and wore a dress of bright red-and-white striped material. +Her face was round and blank, but her reddish hair was abundant and +beautiful. A huge, orange-coloured cat was at her heels; as she passed +us he bounded over to the arbour and sprang up on Abel's knee. He was +a gorgeous brute, with vivid green eyes, and immense white double +paws. + +"Captain Kidd, Mr. Woodley." He introduced us as seriously as if the +cat had been a human being. Neither Captain Kidd nor I responded very +enthusiastically. + +"You don't like cats, I reckon, master," said Abel, stroking the +Captain's velvet back. "I don't blame you. I was never fond of them +myself until I found the Captain. I saved his life and when you've +saved a creature's life you're bound to love it. It's next thing to +giving it life. There are some terrible thoughtless people in the +world, master. Some of those city folks who have summer homes down the +harbour are so thoughtless that they're cruel. It's the worst kind of +cruelty, I think--the thoughtless kind. You can't cope with it. They +keep cats there in the summer and feed them and pet them and doll them +up with ribbons and collars; and then in the fall they go off and +leave them to starve or freeze. It makes my blood boil, master." + +"One day last winter I found a poor old mother cat dead on the shore, +lying against the skin and bone bodies of her three little kittens. +She had died trying to shelter them. She had her poor stiff claws +around them. Master, I cried. Then I swore. Then I carried those poor +little kittens home and fed 'hem up and found good homes for them. I +know the woman who left the cat. When she comes back this summer I'm +going to go down and tell her my opinion of her. It'll be rank +meddling, but, lord, how I love meddling in a good cause." + +"Was Captain Kidd one of the forsaken?" I asked. + +"Yes. I found him one bitter cold day in winter caught in the +branches of a tree by his darn-fool ribbon collar. He was almost +starving. Lord, if you could have seen his eyes! He was nothing but a +kitten, and he'd got his living somehow since he'd been left till he +got hung up. When I loosed him he gave my hand a pitiful swipe with +his little red tongue. He wasn't the prosperous free-booter you behold +now. He was meek as Moses. That was nine years ago. His life has been +long in the land for a cat. He's a good old pal, the Captain is." + +"I should have expected you to have a dog," I said. + +Abel shook his head. + +"I had a dog once. I cared so much for him that when he died I +couldn't bear the thought of ever getting another in his place. He was +a _friend_--you understand? The Captain's only a pal. I'm fond of the +Captain--all the fonder because of the spice of deviltry there is in +all cats. But I _loved_ my dog. There isn't any devil in a good dog. +That's why they're more lovable than cats--but I'm darned if they're +as interesting." + +I laughed as I rose regretfully. + +"Must you go, master? And we haven't talked any business after all. I +reckon it's that stove matter you've come about. It's like those two +fool trustees to start up a stove sputter in spring. It's a wonder +they didn't leave it till dog-days and begin then." + +"They merely wished me to ask you if you approved of putting in a new +stove." + +"Tell them to put in a new stove--any kind of a new stove--and be +hanged to them," rejoined Abel. "As for you, master, you're welcome to +this garden any time. If you're tired or lonely, or too ambitious or +angry, come here and sit awhile, master. Do you think any man could +keep mad if he sat and looked into the heart of a pansy for ten +minutes? When you feel like talking, I'll talk, and when you feel like +thinking, I'll let you. I'm a great hand to leave folks alone." + +"I think I'll come often," I said, "perhaps too often." + +"Not likely, master--not likely--not after we've watched a moonrise +contentedly together. It's as good a test of compatibility as any I +know. You're young and I'm old, but our souls are about the same age, +I reckon, and we'll find lots to say to each other. Are you going +straight home from here?" + +"Yes." + +"Then I'm going to bother you to stop for a moment at Mary Bascom's +and give her a bouquet of my white lilacs. She loves 'em and I'm not +going to wait till she's dead to send her flowers." + +"She's very ill just now, isn't she?" + +"She's got the Bascom consumption. That means she may die in a month, +like her brother, or linger on for twenty years, like her father. But +long or short, white lilac in spring is sweet, and I'm sending her a +fresh bunch every day while it lasts. It's a rare night, master. I +envy you your walk home in the moonlight along that shore." + +"Better come part of the way with me," I suggested. + +"No." Abel glanced at the house. "Tamzine never likes to be alone o' +nights. So I take my moonlight walks in the garden. The moon's a great +friend of mine, master. I've loved her ever since I can remember. When +I was a little lad of eight I fell asleep in the garden one evening +and wasn't missed. I woke up alone in the night and I was most scared +to death, master. Lord, what shadows and queer noises there were! I +darsn't move. I just sat there quaking, poor small mite. Then all at +once I saw the moon looking down at me through the pine boughs, just +like an old friend. I was comforted right off. Got up and walked to +the house as brave as a lion, looking at her. Goodnight, master. Tell +Mary the lilacs'll last another week yet." + +From that night Abel and I were cronies. We walked and talked and kept +silence and fished cod together. Stillwater people thought it very +strange that I should prefer his society to that of the young fellows +of my own age. Mrs. Campbell was quite worried over it, and opined +that there had always been something queer about me. "Birds of a +feather." + +I loved that old garden by the harbour shore. Even Abel himself, I +think, could hardly have felt a deeper affection for it. When its gate +closed behind me it shut out the world and my corroding memories and +discontents. In its peace my soul emptied itself of the bitterness +which had been filling and spoiling it, and grew normal and healthy +again, aided thereto by Abel's wise words. He never preached, but he +radiated courage and endurance and a frank acceptance of the hard +things of life, as well as a cordial welcome of its pleasant things. +He was the sanest soul I ever met. He neither minimized ill nor +exaggerated good, but he held that we should never be controlled by +either. Pain should not depress us unduly, nor pleasure lure us into +forgetfulness and sloth. All unknowingly he made me realize that I had +been a bit of a coward and a shirker. I began to understand that my +personal woes were not the most important things in the universe, even +to myself. In short, Abel taught me to laugh again; and when a man can +laugh wholesomely things are not going too badly with him. + +That old garden was always such a cheery place. Even when the east +wind sang in minor and the waves on the gray shore were sad, hints of +sunshine seemed to be lurking all about it. Perhaps this was because +there were so many yellow flowers in it. Tamzine liked yellow flowers. +Captain Kidd, too, always paraded it in panoply of gold. He was so +large and effulgent that one hardly missed the sun. Considering his +presence I wondered that the garden was always so full of singing +birds. But the Captain never meddled with them. Probably he understood +that his master would not have tolerated it for a moment. So there was +always a song or a chirp somewhere. Overhead flew the gulls and the +cranes. The wind in the pines always made a glad salutation. Abel and +I paced the walks, in high converse on matters beyond the ken of cat +or king. + +"I liked to ponder on all problems, though I can never solve them," +Abel used to say. "My father held that we should never talk of things +we couldn't understand. But, lord, master, if we didn't the subjects +for conversation would be mighty few. I reckon the gods laugh many a +time to hear us, but what matter? So long as we remember that we're +only men, and don't take to fancying ourselves gods, really knowing +good and evil, I reckon our discussions won't do us or anyone much +harm. So we'll have another whack at the origin of evil this evening, +master." + +Tamzine forgot to be shy with me at last, and gave me a broad smile of +welcome every time I came. But she rarely spoke to me. She spent all +her spare time weeding the garden, which she loved as well as Abel +did. She was addicted to bright colours and always wore wrappers of +very gorgeous print. She worshipped Abel and his word was a law unto +her. + +"I am very thankful Tamzine is so well," said Abel one evening as we +watched the sunset. The day had begun sombrely in gray cloud and mist, +but it ended in a pomp of scarlet and gold. "There was a time when she +wasn't, master--you've heard? But for years now she has been quite +able to look after herself. And so, if I fare forth on the last great +adventure some of these days Tamzine will not be left helpless." + +"She is ten years older than you. It is likely she will go before +you," I said. + +Abel shook his head and stroked his smart beard. I always suspected +that beard of being Abel's last surviving vanity. It was always so +carefully groomed, while I had no evidence that he ever combed his +grizzled mop of hair. + +"No, Tamzine will outlive me. She's got the Armstrong heart. I have +the Marwood heart--my mother was a Marwood. We don't live to be old, +and we go quick and easy. I'm glad of it. I don't think I'm a coward, +master, but the thought of a lingering death gives me a queer sick +feeling of horror. There, I'm not going to say any more about it. I +just mentioned it so that some day when you hear that old Abel +Armstrong has been found dead, you won't feel sorry. You'll remember I +wanted it that way. Not that I'm tired of life either. It's very +pleasant, what with my garden and Captain Kidd and the harbour out +there. But it's a trifle monotonous at times and death will be +something of a change, master. I'm real curious about it." + +"I hate the thought of death," I said gloomily. + +"Oh, you're young. The young always do. Death grows friendlier as we +grow older. Not that one of us really wants to die, though, master. +Tennyson spoke truth when he said that. There's old Mrs. Warner at the +Channel Head. She's had heaps of trouble all her life, poor soul, and +she's lost almost everyone she cared about. She's always saying that +she'll be glad when her time comes, and she doesn't want to live any +longer in this vale of tears. But when she takes a sick spell, lord, +what a fuss she makes, master! Doctors from town and a trained nurse +and enough medicine to kill a dog! Life may be a vale of tears, all +right, master, but there are some folks who enjoy weeping, I reckon." + +Summer passed through the garden with her procession of roses and +lilies and hollyhocks and golden glow. The golden glow was +particularly fine that year. There was a great bank of it at the lower +end of the garden, like a huge billow of sunshine. Tamzine revelled in +it, but Abel liked more subtly-tinted flowers. There was a certain +dark wine-hued hollyhock which was a favourite with him. He would sit +for hours looking steadfastly into one of its shallow satin cups. I +found him so one afternoon in the hop-vine arbour. + +"This colour always has a soothing effect on me," he explained. +"Yellow excites me too much--makes me restless--makes me want to sail +'beyond the bourne of sunset'. I looked at that surge of golden glow +down there today till I got all worked up and thought my life had been +an awful failure. I found a dead butterfly and had a little +funeral--buried it in the fern corner. And I thought I hadn't been +any more use in the world than that poor little butterfly. Oh, I was +woeful, master. Then I got me this hollyhock and sat down here to look +at it alone. When a man's alone, master, he's most with God--or with +the devil. The devil rampaged around me all the time I was looking at +that golden glow; but God spoke to me through the hollyhock. And it +seemed to me that a man who's as happy as I am and has got such a +garden has made a real success of living." + +"I hope I'll be able to make as much of a success," I said sincerely. + +"I want you to make a different kind of success, though, master," said +Abel, shaking his head. "I want you to _do_ things--the things I'd +have tried to do if I'd had the chance. It's in you to do them--if you +set your teeth and go ahead." + +"I believe I _can_ set my teeth and go ahead now, thanks to you, Mr. +Armstrong," I said. "I was heading straight for failure when I came +here last spring; but you've changed my course." + +"Given you a sort of compass to steer by, haven't I?" queried Abel +with a smile. "I ain't too modest to take some credit for it. I saw I +could do _you_ some good. But my garden has done more than I did, if +you'll believe it. It's wonderful what a garden can do for a man when +he lets it have its way. Come, sit down here and bask, master. The +sunshine may be gone to-morrow. Let's just sit and think." + +We sat and thought for a long while. Presently Abel said abruptly: + +"You don't see the folks I see in this garden, master. You don't see +anybody but me and old Tamzine and Captain Kidd. I see all who used to +be here long ago. It was a lively place then. There were plenty of us +and we were as gay a set of youngsters as you'd find anywhere. We +tossed laughter backwards and forwards here like a ball. And now old +Tamzine and older Abel are all that are left." + +He was silent a moment, looking at the phantoms of memory that paced +invisibly to me the dappled walks and peeped merrily through the +swinging boughs. Then he went on: + +"Of all the folks I see here there are two that are more vivid and +real than all the rest, master. One is my sister Alice. She died +thirty years ago. She was very beautiful. You'd hardly believe that to +look at Tamzine and me, would you? But it is true. We always called +her Queen Alice--she was so stately and handsome. She had brown eyes +and red gold hair, just the colour of that nasturtium there. She was +father's favourite. The night she was born they didn't think my mother +would live. Father walked this garden all night. And just under that +old apple-tree he knelt at sunrise and thanked God when they came to +tell him that all was well. + +"Alice was always a creature of joy. This old garden rang with her +laughter in those years. She seldom walked--she ran or danced. She +only lived twenty years, but nineteen of them were so happy I've never +pitied her over much. She had everything that makes life worth +living--laughter and love, and at the last sorrow. James Milburn was +her lover. It's thirty-one years since his ship sailed out of that +harbour and Alice waved him good-bye from this garden. He never came +back. His ship was never heard of again. + +"When Alice gave up hope that it would be, she died of a broken heart. +They say there's no such thing; but nothing else ailed Alice. She +stood at yonder gate day after day and watched the harbour; and when +at last she gave up hope life went with it. I remember the day: she +had watched until sunset. Then she turned away from the gate. All the +unrest and despair had gone out of her eyes. There was a terrible +peace in them--the peace of the dead. 'He will never come back now, +Abel,' she said to me. + +"In less than a week she was dead. The others mourned her, but I +didn't, master. She had sounded the deeps of living and there was +nothing else to linger through the years for. _My_ grief had spent +itself earlier, when I walked this garden in agony because I could +not help her. But often, on these long warm summer afternoons, I seem +to hear Alice's laughter all over this garden; though she's been dead +so long." + +He lapsed into a reverie which I did not disturb, and it was not until +another day that I learned of the other memory that he cherished. He +reverted to it suddenly as we sat again in the hop-vine arbour, +looking at the glimmering radiance of the September sea. + +"Master, how many of us are sitting here?" + +"Two in the flesh. How many in the spirit I know not," I answered, +humouring his mood. + +"There is one--the other of the two I spoke of the day I told you +about Alice. It's harder for me to speak of this one." + +"Don't speak of it if it hurts you," I said. + +"But I want to. It's a whim of mine. Do you know why I told you of +Alice and why I'm going to tell you of Mercedes? It's because I want +someone to remember them and think of them sometimes after I'm gone. I +can't bear that their names should be utterly forgotten by all living +souls. + +"My older brother, Alec, was a sailor, and on his last voyage to the +West Indies he married and brought home a Spanish girl. My father and +mother didn't like the match. Mercedes was a foreigner and a Catholic, +and differed from us in every way. But I never blamed Alec after I saw +her. It wasn't that she was so very pretty. She was slight and dark +and ivory-coloured. But she was very graceful, and there was a charm +about her, master--a mighty and potent charm. The women couldn't +understand it. They wondered at Alec's infatuation for her. I never +did. I--I loved her, too, master, before I had known her a day. Nobody +ever knew it. Mercedes never dreamed of it. But it's lasted me all my +life. I never wanted to think of any other woman. She spoiled a man +for any other kind of woman--that little pale, dark-eyed Spanish girl. +To love her was like drinking some rare sparkling wine. You'd never +again have any taste for a commoner draught. + +"I think she was very happy the year she spent here. Our thrifty +women-folk in Stillwater jeered at her because she wasn't what they +called capable. They said she couldn't do anything. But she could do +one thing well--she could love. She worshipped Alec. I used to hate +him for it. Oh, my heart has been very full of black thoughts in its +time, master. But neither Alec nor Mercedes ever knew. And I'm +thankful now that they were so happy. Alec made this arbour for +Mercedes--at least he made the trellis, and she planted the vines. + +"She used to sit here most of the time in summer. I suppose that's why +I like to sit here. Her eyes would be dreamy and far-away until Alec +would flash his welcome. How that used to torture me! But now I like +to remember it. And her pretty soft foreign voice and little white +hands. She died after she had lived here a year. They buried her and +her baby in the graveyard of that little chapel over the harbour where +the bell rings every evening. She used to like sitting here and +listening to it. Alec lived a long while after, but he never married +again. He's gone now, and nobody remembers Mercedes but me." + +Abel lapsed into a reverie--a tryst with the past which I would not +disturb. I thought he did not notice my departure, but as I opened the +gate he stood up and waved his hand. + +Three days later I went again to the old garden by the harbour shore. +There was a red light on a distant sail. In the far west a sunset city +was built around a great deep harbour of twilight. Palaces were there +and bannered towers of crimson and gold. The air was full of music; +there was one music of the wind and another of the waves, and still +another of the distant bell from the chapel near which Mercedes slept. +The garden was full of ripe odours and warm colours. The Lombardies +around it were tall and sombre like the priestly forms of some mystic +band. Abel was sitting in the hop-vine arbour; beside him Captain +Kidd slept. I thought Abel was asleep, too; his head leaned against +the trellis and his eyes were shut. + +But when I reached the arbour I saw that he was not asleep. There was +a strange, wise little smile on his lips as if he had attained to the +ultimate wisdom and were laughing in no unkindly fashion at our old +blind suppositions and perplexities. + +Abel had gone on his Great Adventure. + + + + + +Akin To Love + + +David Hartley had dropped in to pay a neighbourly call on Josephine +Elliott. It was well along in the afternoon, and outside, in the clear +crispness of a Canadian winter, the long blue shadows from the tall +firs behind the house were falling over the snow. + +It was a frosty day, and all the windows of every room where there was +no fire were covered with silver palms. But the big, bright kitchen +was warm and cosy, and somehow seemed to David more tempting than ever +before, and that is saying a good deal. He had an uneasy feeling that +he had stayed long enough and ought to go. Josephine was knitting at a +long gray sock with doubly aggressive energy, and that was a sign that +she was talked out. As long as Josephine had plenty to say, her plump +white fingers, where her mother's wedding ring was lost in dimples, +moved slowly among her needles. When conversation flagged she fell to +her work as furiously as if a husband and half a dozen sons were +waiting for its completion. David often wondered in his secret soul +what Josephine did with all the interminable gray socks she knitted. +Sometimes he concluded that she put them in the home missionary +barrels; again, that she sold them to her hired man. At any rate, they +were very warm and comfortable looking, and David sighed as he thought +of the deplorable state his own socks were generally in. + +When David sighed Josephine took alarm. She was afraid David was going +to have one of his attacks of foolishness. She must head him off +someway, so she rolled up the gray sock, stabbed the big pudgy ball +with her needles, and said she guessed she'd get the tea. + +David got up. + +"Now, you're not going before tea?" said Josephine hospitably. "I'll +have it all ready in no time." + +"I ought to go home, I s'pose," said David, with the air and tone of a +man dallying with a great temptation. "Zillah'll be waiting tea for +me; and there's the stock to tend to." + +"I guess Zillah won't wait long," said Josephine. She did not intend +it at all, but there was a certain scornful ring in her voice. "You +must stay. I've a fancy for company to tea." + +David sat down again. He looked so pleased that Josephine went down on +her knees behind the stove, ostensibly to get a stick of firewood, but +really to hide her smile. + +"I suppose he's tickled to death to think of getting a good square +meal, after the starvation rations Zillah puts him on," she thought. + +But Josephine misjudged David just as much as he misjudged her. She +had really asked him to stay to tea out of pity, but David thought it +was because she was lonesome, and he hailed that as an encouraging +sign. And he was not thinking about getting a good meal either, +although his dinner had been such a one as only Zillah Hartley could +get up. As he leaned back in his cushioned chair and watched Josephine +bustling about the kitchen, he was glorying in the fact that he could +spend another hour with her, and sit opposite to her at the table +while she poured his tea for him and passed him the biscuits, just as +if--just as if-- + +Here Josephine looked straight at him with such intent and stern brown +eyes that David felt she must have read his thoughts, and he colored +guiltily. But Josephine did not even notice that he was blushing. She +had only paused to wonder whether she would bring out cherry or +strawberry preserve; and, having decided on the cherry, took her +piercing gaze from David without having seen him at all. But he +allowed his thoughts no more vagaries. + +Josephine set the table with her mother's wedding china. She used it +because it was the anniversary of her mother's wedding day, but David +thought it was out of compliment to him. And, as he knew quite well +that Josephine prized that china beyond all her other earthly +possessions, he stroked his smooth-shaven, dimpled chin with the air +of a man to whom is offered a very subtly sweet homage. + +Josephine whisked in and out of the pantry, and up and down cellar, +and with every whisk a new dainty was added to the table. Josephine, +as everybody in Meadowby admitted, was past mistress in the noble art +of cookery. Once upon a time rash matrons and ambitious young wives +had aspired to rival her, but they had long ago realised the vanity of +such efforts and dropped comfortably back to second place. + +Josephine felt an artist's pride in her table when she set the teapot +on its stand and invited David to sit in. There were pink slices of +cold tongue, and crisp green pickles and spiced gooseberry, the recipe +for which Josephine had invented herself, and which had taken first +prize at the Provincial Exhibition for six successive years; there was +a lemon pie which was a symphony in gold and silver, biscuits as light +and white as snow, and moist, plummy cubes of fruit cake. There was +the ruby-tinted cherry preserve, a mound of amber jelly, and, to crown +all, steaming cups of tea, in flavour and fragrance unequalled. + +And Josephine, too, sitting at the head of the table, with her smooth, +glossy crimps of black hair and cheeks as rosy clear as they had been +twenty years ago, when she had been a slender slip of girlhood and +bashful young David Hartley had looked at her over his hymn-book in +prayer-meeting and tramped all the way home a few feet behind her, +because he was too shy to go boldly up and ask if he might see her +home. + +All taken together, what wonder if David lost his head over that +tea-table and determined to ask Josephine the same old question once +more? It was eighteen years since he had asked it for the first time, +and two years since the last. He would try his luck again; Josephine +was certainly more gracious than he remembered her to ever have been +before. + +When the meal was over Josephine cleared the table and washed the +dishes. When she had taken a dry towel and sat down by the window to +polish her china David understood that his opportunity had come. He +moved over and sat down beside her on the sofa by the window. + +Outside the sun was setting in a magnificent arch of light and colour +over the snow-clad hills and deep blue St. Lawrence gulf. David +grasped at the sunset as an introductory factor. + +"Isn't that fine, Josephine?" he said admiringly. "It makes me think +of that piece of poetry that used to be in the old Fifth Reader when +we went to school. D'ye mind how the teacher used to drill us up in it +on Friday afternoons? It begun + + 'Slow sinks more lovely ere his race is run + Along Morea's hills the setting sun.'" + +Then David declaimed the whole passage in a sing-song tone, +accompanied by a few crude gestures recalled from long-ago school-boy +elocution. Josephine knew what was coming. Every time David proposed +to her he had begun by reciting poetry. She twirled her towel around +the last plate resignedly. If it had to come, the sooner it was over +the better. Josephine knew by experience that there was no heading +David off, despite his shyness, when he had once got along as far as +the poetry. + +"But it's going to be for the last time," she said determinedly. "I'm +going to settle this question so decidedly to-night that there'll +never be a repetition." + +When David had finished his quotation he laid his hand on Josephine's +plump arm. + +"Josephine," he said huskily, "I s'pose you couldn't--could you +now?--make up your mind to have me. I wish you would, Josephine--I +wish you would. Don't you think you could, Josephine?" + +Josephine folded up her towel, crossed her hands on it, and looked her +wooer squarely in the eyes. + +"David Hartley," she said deliberately, "what makes you go on asking +me to marry you every once in a while when I've told you times out of +mind that I can't and won't?" + +"Because I can't help hoping that you'll change your mind through +time," David replied meekly. + +"Well, you just listen to me. I will not marry you. That is in the +first place. And in the second, this is to be final. It has to be. You +are never to ask me this again under any circumstances. If you do I +will not answer you--I will not let on I hear you at all; but (and +Josephine spoke very slowly and impressively) I will never speak to +you again--never. We are good friends now, and I like you real well, +and like to have you drop in for a neighbourly chat as often as you +wish to, but there'll be an end, short and sudden, to that, if you +don't mind what I say." + +"Oh, Josephine, ain't that rather hard?" protested David feebly. It +seemed terrible to be cut off from all hope with such finality as +this. + +"I mean every word of it," returned Josephine calmly. "You'd better go +home now, David. I always feel as if I'd like to be alone for a spell +after a disagreeable experience." + +David obeyed sadly and put on his cap and overcoat. Josephine kindly +warned him not to slip and break his legs on the porch, because the +floor was as icy as anything; and she even lighted a candle and held +it up at the kitchen door to guide him safely out. David, as he +trudged sorrowfully homeward across the fields, carried with him the +mental picture of a plump, sonsy woman, in a trim dress of +plum-coloured homespun and ruffled blue-check apron, haloed by +candlelight. It was not a very romantic vision, perhaps, but to David +it was more beautiful than anything else in the world. + +When David was gone Josephine shut the door with a little shiver. She +blew out the candle, for it was not yet dark enough to justify +artificial light to her thrifty mind. She thought the big, empty +house, in which she was the only living thing, was very lonely. It was +so still, except for the slow tick of the "grandfather's clock" and +the soft purr and crackle of the wood in the stove. Josephine sat down +by the window. + +"I wish some of the Sentners would run down," she said aloud. "If +David hadn't been so ridiculous I'd have got him to stay the evening. +He can be good company when he likes--he's real well-read and +intelligent. And he must have dismal times at home there with nobody +but Zillah." + +She looked across the yard to the little house at the other side of +it, where her French-Canadian hired man lived, and watched the purple +spiral of smoke from its chimney curling up against the crocus sky. +Would she run over and see Mrs. Leon Poirier and her little +black-eyed, brown-skinned baby? No, they never knew what to say to +each other. + +"If 'twasn't so cold I'd go up and see Ida," she said. "As it is, I +guess I'd better fall back on my knitting, for I saw Jimmy Sentner's +toes sticking through his socks the other day. How setback poor David +did look, to be sure! But I think I've settled that marrying notion of +his once for all and I'm glad of it." + +She said the same thing next day to Mrs. Tom Sentner, who had come +down to help her pick her geese. They were at work in the kitchen with +a big tubful of feathers between them, and on the table a row of dead +birds, which Leon had killed and brought in. Josephine was enveloped +in a shapeless print wrapper, and had an apron tied tightly around her +head to keep the down out of her beautiful hair, of which she was +rather proud. + +"What do you think, Ida?" she said, with a hearty laugh at the +recollection. "David Hartley was here to tea last night, and asked me +to marry him again. There's a persistent man for you. I can't brag of +ever having had many beaux, but I've certainly had my fair share of +proposals." + +Mrs. Tom did not laugh. Her thin little face, with its faded +prettiness, looked as if she never laughed. + +"Why won't you marry him?" she said fretfully. + +"Why should I?" retorted Josephine. "Tell me that, Ida Sentner." + +"Because it is high time you were married," said Mrs. Tom decisively. +"I don't believe in women living single. And I don't see what better +you can do than take David Hartley." + +Josephine looked at her sister with the interested expression of a +person who is trying to understand some mental attitude in another +which is a standing puzzle to her. Ida's evident wish to see her +married always amused Josephine. Ida had married very young and for +fifteen years her life had been one of drudgery and ill-health. Tom +Sentner was a lazy, shiftless fellow. He neglected his family and was +drunk half his time. Meadowby people said that he beat his wife when +"on the spree," but Josephine did not believe that, because she did +not think that Ida could keep from telling her if it were so. Ida +Sentner was not given to bearing her trials in silence. + +Had it not been for Josephine's assistance, Tom Sentner's family would +have stood an excellent chance of starvation. Josephine practically +kept them, and her generosity never failed or stinted. She fed and +clothed her nephews and nieces, and all the gray socks whose +destination puzzled David so much went to the Sentners. + +As for Josephine herself, she had a good farm, a comfortable house, a +plump bank account, and was an independent, unworried woman. And yet, +in the face of all this, Mrs. Tom Sentner could bewail the fact that +Josephine had no husband to look out for her. Josephine shrugged her +shoulders and gave up the conundrum, merely saying ironically, in +reply to her sister's remark: + +"And go to live with Zillah Hartley?" + +"You know very well you wouldn't have to do that. Ever since John +Hartley's wife at the Creek died he's been wanting Zillah to go and +keep house for him, and if David got married Zillah'd go quick. Catch +her staying there if you were mistress! And David has such a beautiful +house! It's ten times finer than yours, though I don't deny yours is +comfortable. And his farm is the best in Meadowby and joins yours. +Think what a beautiful property they'd make together. You're all right +now, Josephine, but what will you do when you get old and have nobody +to take care of you? I declare the thought worries me at night till I +can't sleep." + +"I should have thought you had enough worries of your own to keep you +awake at nights without taking over any of mine," said Josephine +drily. "As for old age, it's a good ways off for me yet. When your +Jack gets old enough to have some sense he can come here and live with +me. But I'm not going to marry David Hartley, you can depend on that, +Ida, my dear. I wish you could have heard him rhyming off that poetry +last night. It doesn't seem to matter much what piece he +recites--first thing that comes into his head, I reckon. I remember +one time he went clean through that hymn beginning, 'Hark from the +tombs a doleful sound,' and two years ago it was 'To Mary in Heaven,' +as lackadaisical as you please. I never had such a time to keep from +laughing, but I managed it, for I wouldn't hurt his feelings for the +world. No, I haven't any intention of marrying anybody, but if I had +it wouldn't be dear old sentimental, easy-going David." + +Mrs. Tom thumped a plucked goose down on the bench with an expression +which said that she, for one, wasn't going to waste any more words on +an idiot. Easy-going, indeed! Did Josephine consider that a drawback? +Mrs. Tom sighed. If Josephine, she thought, had put up with Tom +Sentner's tempers for fifteen years she would know how to appreciate a +good-natured man at his real value. + +The cold snap which had set in on the day of David's call lasted and +deepened for a week. On Saturday evening, when Mrs. Tom came down for +a jug of cream, the mercury of the little thermometer thumping against +Josephine's porch was below zero. The gulf was no longer blue, but +white with ice. Everything outdoors was crackling and snapping. Inside +Josephine had kept roaring fires all through the house but the only +place really warm was the kitchen. + +"Wrap your head up well, Ida," she said anxiously, when Mrs. Tom rose +to go. "You've got a bad cold." + +"There's a cold going," said Mrs. Tom. "Everyone has it. David Hartley +was up at our place to-day barking terrible--a real churchyard cough, +as I told him. He never takes any care of himself. He said Zillah had +a bad cold, too. Won't she be cranky while it lasts?" + +Josephine sat up late that night to keep fires on. She finally went to +bed in the little room opposite the big hall stove, and she slept at +once, and dreamed that the thumps of the thermometer flapping in the +wind against the wall outside grew louder and more insistent until +they woke her up. Some one was pounding on the porch door. + +Josephine sprang out of bed and hurried on her wrapper and felt shoes. +She had no doubt that some of the Sentners were sick. They had a habit +of getting sick about that time of night. She hurried out and opened +the door, expecting to see hulking Tom Sentner, or perhaps Ida +herself, big-eyed and hysterical. + +But David Hartley stood there, panting for breath. The clear moonlight +showed that he had no overcoat on, and he was coughing hard. +Josephine, before she spoke a word, clutched him by the arm and pulled +him in out of the wind. + +"For pity's sake, David Hartley, what is the matter?" + +"Zillah's awful sick," he gasped. "I came here because 'twas nearest. +Oh, won't you come over, Josephine? I've got to go for the doctor and +I can't leave her alone. She's suffering dreadful. I know you and her +ain't on good terms, but you'll come, won't you?" + +"Of course I will," said Josephine sharply. "I'm not a barbarian, I +hope, to refuse to go to the help of a sick person, if 'twas my worst +enemy. I'll go in and get ready and you go straight to the hall stove +and warm yourself. There's a good fire in it yet. What on earth do you +mean, starting out on a bitter night like this without an overcoat or +even mittens, and you with a cold like that?" + +"I never thought of them, I was so frightened," said David +apologetically. "I just lit up a fire in the kitchen stove as quick's +I could and run. It rattled me to hear Zillah moaning so's you could +hear her all over the house." + +"You need someone to look after you as bad as Zillah does," said +Josephine severely. + +In a very few minutes she was ready, with a basket packed full of +homely remedies, "for like as not there'll be no putting one's hand on +anything there," she muttered. She insisted on wrapping her big plaid +shawl around David's head and neck, and made him put on a pair of +mittens she had knitted for Jack Sentner. Then she locked the door and +they started across the gleaming, crusted field. It was so slippery +that Josephine had to cling to David's arm to keep her feet. In the +rapture of supporting her David almost forgot everything else. + +In a few minutes they had passed under the bare, glistening boughs of +the poplars on David's lawn, and for the first time Josephine crossed +the threshold of David Hartley's house. + +Years ago, in her girlhood, when the Hartley's lived in the old house +and there were half a dozen girls at home, Josephine had frequently +visited there. All the Hartley girls liked her except Zillah. She and +Zillah never "got on" together. When the other girls had married and +gone, Josephine gave up visiting there. She had never been inside the +new house, and she and Zillah had not spoken to each other for years. + +Zillah was a sick woman--too sick to be anything but civil to +Josephine. David started at once for the doctor at the Creek, and +Josephine saw that he was well wrapped up before she let him go. Then +she mixed up a mustard plaster for Zillah and sat down by the bedside +to wait. + +When Mrs. Tom Sentner came down the next day she found Josephine busy +making flaxseed poultices, with her lips set in a line that betokened +she had made up her mind to some disagreeable course of duty. + +"Zillah has got pneumonia bad," she said, in reply to Mrs. Tom's +inquiries. "The Doctor is here and Mary Bell from the Creek. She'll +wait on Zillah, but there'll have to be another woman here to see to +the work. I reckon I'll stay. I suppose it's my duty and I don't see +who else could be got. You can send Mamie and Jack down to stay at my +house until I can go back. I'll run over every day and keep an eye on +things." + +At the end of a week Zillah was out of danger. Saturday afternoon +Josephine went over home to see how Mamie and Jack were getting on. +She found Mrs. Tom there, and the latter promptly despatched Jack and +Mamie to the post-office that she might have an opportunity to hear +Josephine's news. + +"I've had an awful week of it, Ida," said Josephine solemnly, as she +sat down by the stove and put her feet up on the glowing hearth. + +"I suppose Zillah is pretty cranky to wait on," said Mrs. Tom +sympathetically. + +"Oh, it isn't Zillah. Mary Bell looks after her. No, it's the house. I +never lived in such a place of dust and disorder in my born days. I'm +sorrier for David Hartley than I ever was for anyone before." + +"I suppose he's used to it," said Mrs. Tom with a shrug. + +"I don't see how anyone could ever get used to it," groaned Josephine. +"And David used to be so particular when he was a boy. The minute I +went there the other night I took in that kitchen with a look. I don't +believe the paint has even been washed since the house was built. I +honestly don't. And I wouldn't like to be called upon to swear when +the floor was scrubbed either. The corners were just full of rolls of +dust--you could have shovelled it out. I swept it out next day and I +thought I'd be choked. As for the pantry--well, the less said about +_that_ the better. And it's the same all through the house. You could +write your name on everything. I couldn't so much as clean up. Zillah +was so sick there couldn't be a bit of noise made. I did manage to +sweep and dust, and I cleaned out the pantry. And, of course, I saw +that the meals were nice and well cooked. You should have seen David's +face. He looked as if he couldn't get used to having things clean and +tasty. I darned his socks--he hadn't a whole pair to his name--and +I've done everything I could to give him a little comfort. Not that I +could do much. If Zillah heard me moving round she'd send Mary Bell +out to ask what the matter was. When I wanted to go upstairs I'd have +to take off my shoes and tiptoe up on my stocking feet, so's she +wouldn't know it. And I'll have to stay there another fortnight yet. +Zillah won't be able to sit up till then. I don't really know if I can +stand it without falling to and scrubbing the house from garret to +cellar in spite of her." + +Mrs. Tom Sentner did not say much to Josephine. To herself she said +complacently: + +"She's sorry for David. Well, I've always heard that pity was akin to +love. We'll see what comes of this." + +Josephine did manage to live through that fortnight. One morning she +remarked to David at the breakfast table: + +"Well, I think that Mary Bell will be able to attend to the work after +today, David. I guess I'll go home tonight." + +David's face clouded over. + +"Well, I s'pose we oughtn't to keep you any longer, Josephine. I'm +sure it's been awful good of you to stay this long. I don't know what +we'd have done without you." + +"You're welcome," said Josephine shortly. + +"Don't go for to walk home," said David; "the snow is too deep. I'll +drive you over when you want to go." + +"I'll not go before the evening," said Josephine slowly. + +David went out to his work gloomily. For three weeks he had been +living in comfort. His wants were carefully attended to; his meals +were well cooked and served, and everything was bright and clean. And +more than all, Josephine had been there, with her cheerful smile and +companionable ways. Well, it was all ended now. + +Josephine sat at the breakfast table long after David had gone out. +She scowled at the sugar-bowl and shook her head savagely at the +tea-pot. + +"I'll have to do it," she said at last. + +"I'm so sorry for him that I can't do anything else." + +She got up and went to the window, looking across the snowy field to +her own home, nestled between the grove of firs and the orchard. + +"It's awful snug and comfortable," she said regretfully, "and I've +always felt set on being free and independent. But it's no use. I'd +never have a minute's peace of mind again, thinking of David living +here in dirt and disorder, and him so particular and tidy by nature. +No, it's my duty, plain and clear, to come here and make things +pleasant for him--the pointing of Providence, as you might say. The +worst of it is, I'll have to tell him so myself. He'll never dare to +mention the subject again, after what I said to him that night he +proposed last. I wish I hadn't been so dreadful emphatic. Now I've got +to say it myself if it is ever said. But I'll not begin by quoting +poetry, that's one thing sure!" + +Josephine threw back her head, crowned with its shining braids of +jet-black hair, and laughed heartily. She bustled back to the stove +and poked up the fire. + +"I'll have a bit of corned beef and cabbage for dinner," she said, +"and I'll make David that pudding he's so fond of. After all, it's +kind of nice to have someone to plan and think for. It always did seem +like a waste of energy to fuss over cooking things when there was +nobody but myself to eat them." + +Josephine sang over her work all day, and David went about his with +the face of a man who is going to the gallows without benefit of +clergy. When he came in to supper at sunset his expression was so +woe-begone that Josephine had to dodge into the pantry to keep from +laughing outright. She relieved her feelings by pounding the dresser +with the potato masher, and then went primly out and took her place at +the table. + +The meal was not a success from a social point of view. Josephine was +nervous and David glum. Mary Bell gobbled down her food with her usual +haste, and then went away to carry Zillah hers. Then David said +reluctantly: + +"If you want to go home now, Josephine, I'll hitch up Red Rob and +drive you over." + +Josephine began to plait the tablecloth. She wished again that she had +not been so emphatic on the occasion of his last proposal. Without +replying to David's suggestion she said crossly (Josephine always +spoke crossly when she was especially in earnest): + +"I want to tell you what I think about Zillah. She's getting better, +but she's had a terrible shaking up, and it's my opinion that she +won't be good for much all winter. She won't be able to do any hard +work, that's certain. If you want my advice, I tell you fair and +square that I think she'd better go off for a visit as soon as she's +fit. She thinks so herself. Clementine wants her to go and stay a +spell with her in town. 'Twould be just the thing for her." + +"She can go if she wants to, of course," said David dully. "I can get +along by myself for a spell." + +"There's no need of your getting along by yourself," said Josephine, +more crossly than ever. "I'll--I'll come here and keep house for you +if you like." + +David looked at her uncomprehendingly. + +"Wouldn't people kind of gossip?" he asked hesitatingly. "Not but +what--" + +"I don't see what they'd have to gossip about," broke in Josephine, +"if we were--married." + +David sprang to his feet with such haste that he almost upset the +table. + +"Josephine, do you mean that?" he exclaimed. + +"Of course I mean it," she said, in a perfectly savage tone. "Now, for +pity's sake, don't say another word about it just now. I can't discuss +it for a spell. Go out to your work. I want to be alone for awhile." + +For the first and last time David disobeyed her. Instead of going out, +he strode around the table, caught Josephine masterfully in his arms, +and kissed her. And Josephine, after a second's hesitation, kissed him +in return. + + + + +Aunt Philippa and the Men + + +I knew quite well why Father sent me to Prince Edward Island to visit +Aunt Philippa that summer. He told me he was sending me there "to +learn some sense"; and my stepmother, of whom I was very fond, told me +she was sure the sea air would do me a world of good. I did not want +to learn sense or be done a world of good; I wanted to stay in +Montreal and go on being foolish--and make up my quarrel with Mark +Fenwick. Father and Mother did not know anything about this quarrel; +they thought I was still on good terms with him--and that is why they +sent me to Prince Edward Island. + +I was very miserable. I did not want to go to Aunt Philippa's. It was +not because I feared it would be dull--for without Mark, Montreal was +just as much of a howling wilderness as any other place. But it was so +horribly far away. When the time came for Mark to want to make up--as +come I knew it would--how could he do it if I were seven hundred miles +away? + +Nevertheless, I went to Prince Edward Island. In all my eighteen years +I had never once disobeyed Father. He is a very hard man to disobey. I +knew I should have to make a beginning some time if I wanted to marry +Mark, so I saved all my little courage up for that and didn't waste +any of it opposing the visit to Aunt Philippa. + +I couldn't understand Father's point of view. Of course, he hated old +John Fenwick, who had once sued him for libel and won the case. Father +had written an indiscreet editorial in the excitement of a red-hot +political contest--and was made to understand that there are some +things you can't say of another man even at election time. But then, +he need not have hated Mark because of that; Mark was not even born +when it happened. + +Old John Fenwick was not much better pleased about Mark and me than +Father was, though he didn't go to the length of forbidding it; he +just acted grumpily and disagreeably. Things were unpleasant enough +all round without a quarrel between Mark and me; yet quarrel we +did--and over next to nothing, too, you understand. And now I had to +set out for Prince Edward Island without even seeing him, for he was +away in Toronto on business. + + * * * * * + +When my train reached Copely the next afternoon, Aunt Philippa was +waiting for me. There was nobody else in sight, but I would have known +her had there been a thousand. Nobody but Aunt Philippa could have +that determined mouth, those piercing grey eyes, and that pronounced, +unmistakable Goodwin nose. And certainly nobody but Aunt Philippa +would have come to meet me arrayed in a wrapper of chocolate print +with huge yellow roses scattered over it, and a striped blue-and-white +apron! + +She welcomed me kindly but absent-mindedly, her thoughts evidently +being concentrated on the problem of getting my trunk home. I had only +the one, and in Montreal it had seemed to be of moderate size; but on +the platform of Copely station, sized up by Aunt Philippa's merciless +eye, it certainly looked huge. + +"I thought we could a-took it along tied on the back of the buggy," +she said disapprovingly, "but I guess we'll have to leave it, and I'll +send the hired boy over for it tonight. You can get along without it +till then, I s'pose?" + +There was a fine irony in her tone. I hastened to assure her meekly +that I could, and that it did not matter if my trunk could not be +taken up till next day. + +"Oh, Jerry can come for it tonight as well as not," said Aunt +Philippa, as we climbed into her buggy. "I'd a good notion to send him +to meet you, for he isn't doing much today, and I wanted to go to Mrs. +Roderick MacAllister's funeral. But my head was aching me so bad I +thought I wouldn't enjoy the funeral if I did go. My head is better +now, so I kind of wish I had gone. She was a hundred and four years +old and I'd always promised myself that I'd go to her funeral." + +Aunt Philippa's tone was melancholy. She did not recover her good +spirits until we were out on the pretty, grassy, elm-shaded country +road, garlanded with its ribbon of buttercups. Then she suddenly +turned around and looked me over scrutinizingly. + +"You're not as good-looking as I expected from your picture, but them +photographs always flatter. That's the reason I never had any took. +You're rather thin and brown. But you've good eyes and you look +clever. Your father writ me you hadn't much sense, though. He wants me +to teach you some, but it's a thankless business. People would rather +be fools." + +Aunt Philippa struck her steed smartly with the whip and controlled +his resultant friskiness with admirable skill. + +"Well, you know it's pleasanter," I said, wickedly. "Just think what a +doleful world it would be if everybody were sensible." + +Aunt Philippa looked at me out of the corner of her eye and disdained +any skirmish of flippant epigram. + +"So you want to get married?" she said. "You'd better wait till you're +grown up." + +"How old must a person be before she is grown up?" I asked gravely. + +"Humph! That depends. Some are grown up when they're born, and others +ain't grown up when they're eighty. That same Mrs. Roderick I was +speaking of never grew up. She was as foolish when she was a hundred +as when she was ten." + +"Perhaps that's why she lived so long," I suggested. All thought of +seeking sympathy in Aunt Philippa had vanished. I resolved I would not +even mention Mark's name. + +"Mebbe 'twas," admitted Aunt Philippa with a grim smile. "_I'd_ rather +live fifty sensible years than a hundred foolish ones." + +Much to my relief, she made no further reference to my affairs. As we +rounded a curve in the road where two great over-arching elms met, a +buggy wheeled by us, occupied by a young man in clerical costume. He +had a pleasant boyish face, and he touched his hat courteously. Aunt +Philippa nodded very frostily and gave her horse a quite undeserved +cut. + +"There's a man you don't want to have much to do with," she said +portentously. "He's a Methodist minister." + +"Why, Auntie, the Methodists are a very nice denomination," I +protested. "My stepmother is a Methodist, you know." + +"No, I didn't know, but I'd believe anything of a stepmother. I've no +use for Methodists or their ministers. This fellow just came last +spring, and it's _my_ opinion he smokes. And he thinks every girl who +looks at him falls in love with him--as if a Methodist minister was +any prize! Don't you take much notice of him, Ursula." + +"I'll not be likely to have the chance," I said, with an amused smile. + +"Oh, you'll see enough of him. He boards at Mrs. John Callman's, just +across the road from us, and he's always out sunning himself on her +verandah. Never studies, of course. Last Sunday they say he preached +on the iron that floated. If he'd confine himself to the Bible and +leave sensational subjects alone it would be better for him and his +poor congregation, and so I told Mrs. John Callman to her face. I +should think _she_ would have had enough of his sex by this time. She +married John Callman against her father's will, and he had delirious +trembles for years. That's the men for you." + +"They're not _all_ like that, Aunt Philippa," I protested. + +"Most of 'em are. See that house over there? Mrs. Jane Harrison lives +there. Her husband took tantrums every few days or so and wouldn't get +out of bed. She had to do all the barn work till he'd got over his +spell. That's men for you. When he died, people writ her letters of +condolence but _I_ just sot down and writ her one of congratulation. +There's the Presbyterian manse in the hollow. Mr. Bentwell's our +minister. He's a good man and he'd be a rather nice one if he didn't +think it was his duty to be a little miserable all the time. He won't +let his wife wear a fashionable hat, and his daughter can't fix her +hair the way she wants to. Even being a minister can't prevent a man +from being a crank. Here's Ebenezer Milgrave coming. You take a good +look at him. He used to be insane for years. He believed he was dead +and used to rage at his wife because she wouldn't bury him. _I'd_ +a-done it." + +Aunt Philippa looked so determinedly grim that I could almost see her +with a spade in her hand. I laughed aloud at the picture summoned up. + +"Yes, it's funny, but I guess his poor wife didn't find it very +humorsome. He's been pretty sane for some years now, but you never can +tell when he'll break out again. He's got a brother, Albert Milgrave, +who's been married twice. They say he was courting his second wife +while his first was dying. Let that be as it may, he used his first +wife's wedding ring to marry the second. That's the men for you." + +"Don't you know _any_ good husbands, Aunt Philippa?" I asked +desperately. + +"Oh, yes, lots of 'em--over there," said Aunt Philippa sardonically, +waving her whip in the direction of a little country graveyard on a +distant hill. + +"Yes, but _living_--walking about in the flesh?" + +"Precious few. Now and again you'll come across a man whose wife won't +put up with any nonsense and he _has_ to be respectable. But the most +of 'em are poor bargains--poor bargains." + +"And are all the wives saints?" I persisted. + +"Laws, no, but they're too good for the men," retorted Aunt Philippa, +as she turned in at her own gate. Her house was close to the road and +was painted such a vivid green that the landscape looked faded by +contrast. Across the gable end of it was the legend, "Philippa's +Farm," emblazoned in huge black letters two feet long. All its +surroundings were very neat. On the kitchen doorstep a patchwork cat +was making a grave toilet. The groundwork of the cat was white, and +its spots were black, yellow, grey, and brown. + +"There's Joseph," said Aunt Philippa. "I call him that because his +coat is of many colours. But I ain't no lover of cats. They're too +much like the men to suit me." + +"Cats have always been supposed to be peculiarly feminine," I said, +descending. + +"'Twas a man that supposed it, then," retorted Aunt Philippa, +beckoning to her hired boy. "Here, Jerry, put Prince away. Jerry's a +good sort of boy," she confided to me as we went into the house. "I +had Jim Spencer last summer and the only good thing about _him_ was +his appetite. I put up with him till harvest was in, and then one day +my patience give out. He upsot a churnful of cream in the back +yard--and was just as cool as a cowcumber over it--laughed and said it +was good for the land. I told him I wasn't in the habit of fertilizing +my back yard with cream. But that's the men for you. Come in. I'll +have tea ready in no time. I sot the table before I left. There's +lemon pie. Mrs. John Cantwell sent it over. I never make lemon pie +myself. Ten years ago I took the prize for lemon pies at the county +fair, and I've never made any since for fear I'd lose my reputation +for them." + + * * * * * + +The first month of my stay passed not unpleasantly. The summer weather +was delightful, and the sea air was certainly splendid. Aunt +Philippa's little farm ran right down to the shore, and I spent much +of my time there. There were also several families of cousins to be +visited in the farmhouses that dotted the pretty, seaward-sloping +valley, and they came back to see me at "Philippa's Farm." I picked +spruce gum and berries and ferns, and Aunt Philippa taught me to make +butter. It was all very idyllic--or would have been if Mark had +written. But Mark did not write. I supposed he must be very angry +because I had run off to Prince Edward Island without so much as a +note of goodbye. But I had been so sure he would understand! + +Aunt Philippa never made any further reference to the reason Father +had sent me to her, but she allowed no day to pass without holding up +to me some horrible example of matrimonial infelicity. The number of +unhappy wives who walked or drove past "Philippa's Farm" every +afternoon, as we sat on the verandah, was truly pitiable. + +We always sat on the verandah in the afternoon, when we were not +visiting or being visited. I made a pretence of fancy work, and Aunt +Philippa spun diligently on a little old-fashioned spinning-wheel that +had been her grandmother's. She always sat before the wood stand which +held her flowers, and the gorgeous blots of geranium blossom and big +green leaves furnished a pretty background. She always wore her +shapeless but clean print wrappers, and her iron-grey hair was always +combed neatly down over her ears. Joseph sat between us, sleeping or +purring. She spun so expertly that she could keep a close watch on the +road as well, and I got the biography of every individual who went by. +As for the poor young Methodist minister, who liked to read or walk on +the verandah of our neighbour's house, Aunt Philippa never had a good +word for him. I had met him once or twice socially and had liked him. +I wanted to ask him to call but dared not--Aunt Philippa had vowed he +should never enter her house. + +"If I was dead and he came to my funeral I'd rise up and order him +out," she said. + +"I thought he made a very nice prayer at Mrs. Seaman's funeral the +other day," I said. + +"Oh, I've no doubt he can pray. I never heard anyone make more +beautiful prayers than old Simon Kennedy down at the harbour, who was +always drunk or hoping to be--and the drunker he was the better he +prayed. It ain't no matter how well a man prays if his preaching isn't +right. That Methodist man preaches a lot of things that ain't true, +and what's worse they ain't sound doctrine. At least, that's what I've +heard. I never was in a Methodist church, thank goodness." + +"Don't you think Methodists go to heaven as well as Presbyterians, +Aunt Philippa?" I asked gravely. + +"That ain't for us to decide," said Aunt Philippa solemnly. "It's in +higher hands than ours. But I ain't going to associate with them on +_earth_, whatever I may have to do in heaven. The folks round here +mostly don't make much difference and go to the Methodist church quite +often. But _I_ say if you are a Presbyterian, _be_ a Presbyterian. Of +course, if you ain't, it don't matter much what you do. As for that +minister man, he has a grand-uncle who was sent to the penitentiary +for embezzlement. I found out _that_ much." + +And evidently Aunt Philippa had taken an unholy joy in finding it out. + +"I dare say some of our own ancestors deserved to go to the +penitentiary, even if they never did," I remarked. "Who is that woman +driving past, Aunt Philippa? She must have been very pretty once." + +"She was--and that was all the good it did her. 'Favour is deceitful +and beauty is vain,' Ursula. She was Sarah Pyatt and she married Fred +Proctor. He was one of your wicked, fascinating men. After she married +him he give up being fascinating but he kept on being wicked. _That's_ +the men for you. Her sister Flora weren't much luckier. _Her_ man was +that domineering she couldn't call her soul her own. Finally he +couldn't get his own way over something and he just suicided by +jumping into the well. A good riddance--but of course the well was +spoiled. Flora could never abide the thought of using it again, poor +thing. _That's_ men for you. + +"And there's that old Enoch Allan on his way to the station. He's +ninety if he's a day. You can't kill some folks with a meat axe. His +wife died twenty years ago. He'd been married when he was twenty so +they'd lived together for fifty years. She was a faithful, +hard-working creature and kept him out of the poorhouse, for he was a +shiftless soul, not lazy, exactly, but just too fond of sitting. But +he weren't grateful. She had a kind of bitter tongue and they did use +to fight scandalous. O' course it was all his fault. Well, she died, +and old Enoch and my father drove together to the graveyard. Old Enoch +was awful quiet all the way there and back, but just afore they got +home, he says solemnly to Father: 'You mayn't believe it, Henry, but +this is the happiest day of my life.' _That's_ men for you. His +brother, Scotty Allan, was the meanest man ever lived in these parts. +When his wife died she was buried with a little gold brooch in her +collar unbeknownst to him. When he found it out he went one night to +the graveyard and opened up the grave and the casket to get that +brooch." + +"Oh, Aunt Philippa, that is a horrible story," I cried, recoiling with +a shiver over the gruesomeness of it. + +"'Course it is, but what would you expect of a man?" retorted Aunt +Philippa. + +Somehow, her stories began to affect me in spite of myself. There were +times when I felt very dreary. Perhaps Aunt Philippa was right. +Perhaps men possessed neither truth nor constancy. Certainly Mark had +forgotten me. I was ashamed of myself because this hurt me so much, +but I could not help it. I grew pale and listless. Aunt Philippa +sometimes peered at me sharply, but she held her peace. I was grateful +for this. + + * * * * * + +But one day a letter did come from Mark. I dared not read it until I +was safely in my own room. Then I opened it with trembling fingers. + +The letter was a little stiff. Evidently Mark was feeling sore enough +over things. He made no reference to our quarrel or to my sojourn in +Prince Edward Island. He wrote that his firm was sending him to South +Africa to take charge of their interests there. He would leave in +three weeks' time and could not return for five years. If I still +cared anything for him, would I meet him in Halifax, marry him, and go +to South Africa with him? If I would not, he would understand that I +had ceased to love him and that all was over between us. + +That, boiled down, was the gist of Mark's letter. When I had read it I +cast myself on the bed and wept out all the tears I had refused to let +myself shed during my weeks of exile. + +For I could not do what Mark asked--I _could not_. I couldn't run away +to be married in that desolate, unbefriended fashion. It would be a +disgrace. I would feel ashamed of it all my life and be unhappy over +it. I thought that Mark was rather unreasonable. He knew what my +feelings about run-away marriages were. And was it absolutely +necessary for him to go to South Africa? Of course his father was +behind it somewhere, but surely he could have got out of it if he had +really tried. + +Well, if he went to South Africa he must go alone. But my heart would +break. + +I cried the whole afternoon, cowering among my pillows. I never wanted +to go out of that room again. I never wanted to see anybody again. I +hated the thought of facing Aunt Philippa with her cold eyes and her +miserable stories that seemed to strip life of all beauty and love of +all reality. I could hear her scornful, "That's the men for you," if +she heard what was in Mark's letter. + +"What is the matter, Ursula?" + +Aunt Philippa was standing by my bed. I was too abject to resent her +coming in without knocking. + +"Nothing," I said spiritlessly. + +"If you've been crying for three mortal hours over nothing you want a +good spanking and you'll get it," observed Aunt Philippa placidly, +sitting down on my trunk. "Get right up off that bed this minute and +tell me what the trouble is. I'm bound to know, for I'm in your +father's place at present." + +"There, then!" I flung her Mark's letter. There wasn't anything in it +that it was sacrilege to let another person see. That was one reason +why I had been crying. + +Aunt Philippa read it over twice. Then she folded it up deliberately +and put it back in the envelope. + +"What are you going to do?" she asked in a matter-of-fact tone. + +"I'm not going to run away to be married," I answered sullenly. + +"Well, no, I wouldn't advise you to," said Aunt Philippa reflectively. +"It's a kind of low-down thing to do, though there's been a terrible +lot of romantic nonsense talked and writ about eloping. It may be a +painful necessity sometimes, but it ain't in this case. You write to +your young man and tell him to come here and be married respectable +under my roof, same as a Goodwin ought to." + +I sat up and stared at Aunt Philippa. I was so amazed that it is +useless to try to express my amazement. + +"Aunt--Philippa," I gasped. "I thought--I thought--" + +"You thought I was a hard old customer, and so I am," said Aunt +Philippa. "But I don't take my opinions from your father nor anybody +else. It didn't prejudice me any against your young man that your +father didn't like him. I knew your father of old. I have some other +friends in Montreal and I writ to them and asked them what he was +like. From what they said I judged he was decent enough as men go. +You're too young to be married, but if you let him go off to South +Africa he'll slip through your fingers for sure, and I s'pose you're +like some of the rest of us--nobody'll do you but the one. So tell him +to come here and be married." + +"I don't see how I can," I gasped. "I can't get ready to be married in +three weeks. I can't--" + +"I should think you have enough clothes in that trunk to do you for a +spell," said Aunt Philippa sarcastically. "You've more than my mother +ever had in all her life. We'll get you a wedding dress of some kind. +You can get it made in Charlottetown, if country dressmakers aren't +good enough for you, and I'll bake you a wedding cake that'll taste as +good as anything you could get in Montreal, even if it won't look so +stylish." + +"What will Father say?" I questioned. + +"Lots o' things," conceded Aunt Philippa grimly. "But I don't see as +it matters when neither you nor me'll be there to have our feelings +hurt. I'll write a few things to your father. He hasn't got much +sense. He ought to be thankful to get a decent young man for his +son-in-law in a world where most every man is a wolf in sheep's +clothing. But that's the men for you." + +And that was Aunt Philippa for you. For the next three weeks she was a +blissfully excited, busy woman. I was allowed to choose the material +and fashion of my wedding suit and hat myself, but almost everything +else was settled by Aunt Philippa. I didn't mind; it was a relief to +be rid of all responsibility; I did protest when she declared her +intention of having a big wedding and asking all the cousins and +semi-cousins on the island, but Aunt Philippa swept my objections +lightly aside. + +"I'm bound to have one good wedding in this house," she said. "Not +likely I'll ever have another chance." + +She found time amid all the baking and concocting to warn me +frequently not to take it too much to heart if Mark failed to come +after all. + +"I know a man who jilted a girl on her wedding day. That's the men for +you. It's best to be prepared." + +But Mark did come, getting there the evening before our wedding day. +And then a severe blow fell on Aunt Philippa. Word came from the manse +that Mr. Bentwell had been suddenly summoned to Nova Scotia to his +mother's deathbed; he had started that night. + +"That's the men for you," said Aunt Philippa bitterly. "Never can +depend on one of them, not even on a minister. What's to be done now?" + +"Get another minister," said Mark easily. + +"Where'll you get him?" demanded Aunt Philippa. "The minister at +Cliftonville is away on his vacation, and Mercer is vacant, and that +leaves none nearer than town. It won't do to depend on a town minister +being able to come. No, there's no help for it. You'll have to have +that Methodist man." + +Aunt Philippa's tone was tragic. Plainly she thought the ceremony +would scarcely be legal if that Methodist man married us. But neither +Mark nor I cared. We were too happy to be disturbed by any such +trifles. + +The young Methodist minister married us the next day in the presence +of many beaming guests. Aunt Philippa, splendid in black silk and +point-lace collar, neither of which lost a whit of dignity or lustre +by being made ten years before, was composure itself while the +ceremony was going on. But no sooner had the minister pronounced us +man and wife than she spoke up. + +"Now that's over I want someone to go right out and put out the fire +on the kitchen roof. It's been on fire for the last ten minutes." + +Minister and bridegroom headed the emergency brigade, and Aunt +Philippa pumped the water for them. In a short time the fire was out, +all was safe, and we were receiving our deferred congratulations. + +"Now, young man," said Aunt Philippa solemnly as she shook hands with +Mark, "don't you ever try to get out of this, even if a Methodist +minister did marry you." + +She insisted on driving us to the train and said goodbye to us as we +stood on the car steps. She had caught more of the shower of rice than +I had, and as the day was hot and sunny she had tied over her head, +atop of that festal silk dress, a huge, home-made, untrimmed straw +hat. But she did not look ridiculous. There was a certain dignity +about Aunt Philippa in any costume and under any circumstance. + +"Aunt Philippa," I said, "tell me this: why have you helped me to be +married?" + +The train began to move. + +"I refused once to run away myself, and I've repented it ever since." +Then, as the train gathered speed and the distance between us widened, +she shouted after us, "But I s'pose if I had run away I'd have +repented of that too." + + + + +Bessie's Doll + + +Tommy Puffer, sauntering up the street, stopped to look at Miss +Octavia's geraniums. Tommy never could help stopping to look at Miss +Octavia's flowers, much as he hated Miss Octavia. Today they were +certainly worth looking at. Miss Octavia had set them all out on her +verandah--rows upon rows of them, overflowing down the steps in waves +of blossom and colour. Miss Octavia's geraniums were famous in +Arundel, and she was very proud of them. But it was her garden which +was really the delight of her heart. Miss Octavia always had the +prettiest garden in Arundel, especially as far as annuals were +concerned. Just now it was like faith--the substance of things hoped +for. The poppies and nasturtiums and balsams and morning glories and +sweet peas had been sown in the brown beds on the lawn, but they had +not yet begun to come up. + +Tommy was still feasting his eyes on the geraniums when Miss Octavia +herself came around the corner of the house. Her face darkened the +minute she saw Tommy. Most people's did. Tommy had the reputation of +being a very bad, mischievous boy; he was certainly very poor and +ragged, and Miss Octavia disapproved of poverty and rags on principle. +Nobody, she argued, not even a boy of twelve, need be poor and ragged +if he is willing to work. + +"Here, you, get away out of this," she said sharply. "I'm not going to +have you hanging over my palings." + +"I ain't hurting your old palings," retorted Tommy sullenly. "I was +jist a-looking at the flowers." + +"Yes, and picking out the next one to throw a stone at," said Miss +Octavia sarcastically. "It was you who threw that stone and broke my +big scarlet geranium clear off the other day." + +"It wasn't--I never chucked a stone at your flowers," said Tommy. + +"Don't tell me any falsehoods, Tommy Puffer. It was you. Didn't I +catch you firing stones at my cat a dozen times?" + +"I might have fired 'em at an old cat, but I wouldn't tech a flower," +avowed Tommy boldly--brazenly, Miss Octavia thought. + +"You clear out of this or I'll make you," she said warningly. + +Tommy had had his ears boxed by Miss Octavia more than once. He had no +desire to have the performance repeated, so he stuck his tongue out at +Miss Octavia and then marched up the street with his hands in his +pockets, whistling jauntily. + +"He's the most impudent brat I ever saw in my life," muttered Miss +Octavia wrathfully. There was a standing feud between her and all the +Arundel small boys, but Tommy was her special object of dislike. + +Tommy's heart was full of wrath and bitterness as he marched away. He +hated Miss Octavia; he wished something would happen to every one of +her flowers; he knew it was Ned Williams who had thrown that stone, +and he hoped Ned would throw some more and smash all the flowers. So +Tommy raged along the street until he came to Mr. Blacklock's store, +and in the window of it he saw something that put Miss Octavia and her +disagreeable remarks quite out of his tow-coloured head. + +This was nothing more or less than a doll. Now, Tommy was not a judge +of dolls and did not take much interest in them, but he felt quite +sure that this was a very fine one. It was so big; it was beautifully +dressed in blue silk, with a ruffled blue silk hat; it had lovely long +golden hair and big brown eyes and pink cheeks; and it stood right up +in the showcase and held out its hands winningly. + +"Gee, ain't it a beauty!" said Tommy admiringly. "It looks 'sif it was +alive, and it's as big as a baby. I must go an' bring Bessie to see +it." + +Tommy at once hurried away to the shabby little street where what he +called "home" was. Tommy's home was a very homeless-looking sort of +place. It was the smallest, dingiest, most slatternly house on a +street noted for its dingy and slatternly houses. It was occupied by a +slatternly mother and a drunken father, as well as by Tommy; and +neither the father nor the mother took much notice of Tommy except to +scold or nag him. So it is hardly to be wondered at if Tommy was the +sort of boy who was frowned upon by respectable citizens. + +But one little white blossom of pure affection bloomed in the arid +desert of Tommy's existence for all that. In the preceding fall a new +family had come to Arundel and moved into the tiny house next to the +Puffers'. It was a small, dingy house, just like the others, but +before long a great change took place in it. The new family were +thrifty, industrious folks, although they were very poor. The little +house was white-washed, the paling neatly mended, the bit of a yard +cleaned of all its rubbish. Muslin curtains appeared in the windows, +and rows of cans, with blossoming plants, adorned the sills. + +There were just three people in the Knox family--a thin little mother, +who went out scrubbing and took in washing, a boy of ten, who sold +newspapers and ran errands--and Bessie. + +Bessie was eight years old and walked with a crutch, but she was a +smart little lassie and kept the house wonderfully neat and tidy while +her mother was away. The very first time she had seen Tommy she had +smiled at him sweetly and said, "Good morning." From that moment Tommy +was her devoted slave. Nobody had ever spoken like that to him before; +nobody had ever smiled so at him. Tommy would have given his useless +little life for Bessie, and thenceforth the time he was not devising +mischief he spent in bringing little pleasures into her life. It was +Tommy's delight to bring that smile to her pale little face and a look +of pleasure into her big, patient blue eyes. The other boys on the +street tried to tease Bessie at first and shouted "Cripple!" after her +when she limped out. But they soon stopped it. Tommy thrashed them +all one after another for it, and Bessie was left in peace. She would +have had a very lonely life if it had not been for Tommy, for she +could not play with the other children. But Tommy was as good as a +dozen playmates, and Bessie thought him the best boy in the world. +Tommy, whatever he might be with others, was very careful to be good +when he was with Bessie. He never said a rude word in her hearing, and +he treated her as if she were a little princess. Miss Octavia would +have been amazed beyond measure if she had seen how tender and +thoughtful and kind and chivalrous that neglected urchin of a Tommy +could be when he tried. + +Tommy found Bessie sitting by the kitchen window, looking dreamily out +of it. For just a moment Tommy thought uneasily that Bessie was +looking very pale and thin this spring. + +"Bessie, come for a walk up to Mr. Blacklock's store," he said +eagerly. "There is something there I want to show you." + +"What is it?" Bessie wanted to know. But Tommy only winked +mysteriously. + +"Ah, I ain't going to tell you. But it's something awful pretty. Just +you wait." + +Bessie reached for her crutch and the two went up to the store, Tommy +carefully suiting his steps to Bessie's slow ones. Just before they +reached the store he made her shut her eyes and led her to the window. + +"Now--look!" he commanded dramatically. + +Bessie looked and Tommy was rewarded. She flushed pinkly with delight +and clasped her hands in ecstasy. + +"Oh, Tommy, isn't she perfectly beautiful?" she breathed. "Oh, she's +the very loveliest dolly I ever saw. Oh, Tommy!" + +"I thought you'd like her," said Tommy exultantly. "Don't you wish you +had a doll like that of your very own, Bessie?" + +Bessie looked almost rebuking, as if Tommy had asked her if she +wouldn't like a golden crown or a queen's palace. + +"Of course I could never have a dolly like that," she said. "She must +cost an awful lot. But it's enough just to look at her. Tommy, will +you bring me up here every day just to look at her?" + +"'Course," said Tommy. + +Bessie talked about the blue-silk doll all the way home and dreamed of +her every night. "I'm going to call her Roselle Geraldine," she said. +After that she went up to see Roselle Geraldine every day, gazing at +her for long moments in silent rapture. Tommy almost grew jealous of +her; he thought Bessie liked the doll better than she did him. + +"But it don't matter a bit if she does," he thought loyally, crushing +down the jealousy. "If she likes to like it better than me, it's all +right." + +Sometimes, though, Tommy felt uneasy. It was plain to be seen that +Bessie had set her heart on that doll. And what would she do when the +doll was sold, as would probably happen soon? Tommy thought Bessie +would feel awful sad, and he would be responsible for it. + +What Tommy feared came to pass. One afternoon, when they went up to +Mr. Blacklock's store, the doll was not in the window. + +"Oh," cried Bessie, bursting into tears, "she's gone--Roselle +Geraldine is gone." + +"Perhaps she isn't sold," said Tommy comfortingly. "Maybe they only +took her out of the window 'cause the blue silk would fade. I'll go in +and ask." + +A minute later Tommy came out looking sober. + +"Yes, she's sold, Bessie," he said. "Mr. Blacklock sold her to a lady +yesterday. Don't cry, Bessie--maybe they'll put another in the window +'fore long." + +"It won't be mine," sobbed Bessie. "It won't be Roselle Geraldine. It +won't have a blue silk hat and such cunning brown eyes." + +Bessie cried quietly all the way home, and Tommy could not comfort +her. He wished he had never shown her the doll in the window. + +From that day Bessie drooped, and Tommy watched her in agony. She grew +paler and thinner. She was too tired to go out walking, and too tired +to do the little household tasks she had delighted in. She never spoke +about Roselle Geraldine, but Tommy knew she was fretting about her. +Mrs. Knox could not think what ailed the child. + +"She don't take a bit of interest in nothing," she complained to Mrs. +Puffer. "She don't eat enough for a bird. The doctor, he says there +ain't nothing the matter with her as he can find out, but she's just +pining away." + +Tommy heard this, and a queer, big lump came up in his throat. He had +a horrible fear that he, Tommy Puffer, was going to cry. To prevent it +he began to whistle loudly. But the whistle was a failure, very unlike +the real Tommy-whistle. Bessie was sick--and it was all his fault, +Tommy believed. If he had never taken her to see that hateful, +blue-silk doll, she would never have got so fond of it as to be +breaking her heart because it was sold. + +"If I was only rich," said Tommy miserably, "I'd buy her a cartload of +dolls, all dressed in blue silk and all with brown eyes. But I can't +do nothing." + +By this time Tommy had reached the paling in front of Miss Octavia's +lawn, and from force of habit he stopped to look over it. But there +was not much to see this time, only the little green rows and circles +in the brown, well-weeded beds, and the long curves of dahlia plants, +which Miss Octavia had set out a few days before. All the geraniums +were carried in, and the blinds were down. Tommy knew Miss Octavia was +away. He had seen her depart on the train that morning, and heard her +tell a friend that she was going down to Chelton to visit her +brother's folks and wouldn't be back until the next day. + +Tommy was still leaning moodily against the paling when Mrs. Jenkins +and Mrs. Reid came by, and they too paused to look at the garden. + +"Dear me, how cold it is!" shivered Mrs. Reid. "There's going to be a +hard frost tonight. Octavia's flowers will be nipped as sure as +anything. It's a wonder she'd stay away from them overnight when her +heart's so set on them." + +"Her brother's wife is sick," said Mrs. Jenkins. "We haven't had any +frost this spring, and I suppose Octavia never thought of such a +thing. She'll feel awful bad if her flowers get frosted, especially +them dahlias. Octavia sets such store by her dahlias." + +Mrs. Jenkins and Mrs. Reid moved away, leaving Tommy by the paling. It +was cold--there was going to be a hard frost--and Miss Octavia's +plants and flowers would certainly be spoiled. Tommy thought he ought +to be glad, but he wasn't. He was sorry--not for Miss Octavia, but for +her flowers. Tommy had a queer, passionate love for flowers in his +twisted little soul. It was a shame that they should be nipped--that +all the glory of crimson and purple and gold hidden away in those +little green rows and circles should never have a chance to blossom +out royally. Tommy could never have put this thought into words, but +it was there in his heart. He wished he could save the flowers. And +couldn't he? Newspapers spread over the beds and tied around the +dahlias would save them, Tommy knew. He had seen Miss Octavia doing it +other springs. And he knew there was a big box of newspapers in a +little shed in her backyard. Ned Williams had told him there was, and +that the shed was never locked. + +Tommy hurried home as quickly as he could and got a ball of twine out +of his few treasures. Then he went back to Miss Octavia's garden. + +The next forenoon Miss Octavia got off the train at the Arundel +station with a very grim face. There had been an unusually severe +frost for the time of year. All along the road Miss Octavia had seen +gardens frosted and spoiled. She knew what she should see when she got +to her own--the dahlia stalks drooping and black and limp, the +nasturtiums and balsams and poppies and pansies all withered and +ruined. + +But she didn't. Instead she saw every dahlia carefully tied up in a +newspaper, and over all the beds newspapers spread out and held neatly +in place with pebbles. Miss Octavia flew into her garden with a +radiant face. Everything was safe--nothing was spoiled. + +But who could have done it? Miss Octavia was puzzled. On one side of +her lived Mrs. Kennedy, who had just moved in and, being a total +stranger, would not be likely to think of Miss Octavia's flowers. On +the other lived Miss Matheson, who was a "shut-in" and spent all her +time on the sofa. But to Miss Matheson Miss Octavia went. + +"Rachel, do you know who covered my plants up last night?" + +Miss Matheson nodded. "Yes, it was Tommy Puffer. I saw him working +away there with papers and twine. I thought you'd told him to do it." + +"For the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia. "Tommy Puffer! Well, +wonders will never cease." + +Miss Octavia went back to her house feeling rather ashamed of herself +when she remembered how she had always treated Tommy Puffer. + +"But there must be some good in the child, or he wouldn't have done +this," she said to herself. "I've been real mean, but I'll make it up +to him." + +Miss Octavia did not see Tommy that day, but when he passed the next +morning she ran to the door and called him. + +"Tommy, Tommy Puffer, come in here!" + +Tommy came reluctantly. He didn't like Miss Octavia any better than he +had, and he didn't know what she wanted of him. But Miss Octavia soon +informed him without loss of words. + +"Tommy, Miss Matheson tells me that it was you who saved my flowers +from the frost the other night. I'm very much obliged to you indeed. +Whatever made you think of doing it?" + +"I hated to see the flowers spoiled," muttered Tommy, who was feeling +more uncomfortable than he had ever felt in his life. + +"Well, it was real thoughtful of you. I'm sorry I've been so hard on +you, Tommy, and I believe now you didn't break my scarlet geranium. Is +there anything I can do for you--anything you'd like to have? If it's +in reason I'll get it for you, just to pay my debt." + +Tommy stared at Miss Octavia with a sudden hopeful inspiration. "Oh, +Miss Octavia," he cried eagerly, "will you buy a doll and give it to +me?" + +"Well, for the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia, unable to +believe her ears. "A doll! What on earth do you want of a doll?" + +"It's for Bessie," said Tommy eagerly. "You see, it's this way." + +Then Tommy told Miss Octavia the whole story. Miss Octavia listened +silently, sometimes nodding her head. When he had finished she went +out of the room and soon returned, bringing with her the very +identical doll that had been in Mr. Blacklock's window. + +"I guess this is the doll," she said. "I bought it to give to a small +niece of mine, but I can get another for her. You may take this to +Bessie." + +It would be of no use to try to describe Bessie's joy when Tommy +rushed in and put Roselle Geraldine in her arms with a breathless +account of the wonderful story. But from that moment Bessie began to +pick up again, and soon she was better than she had ever been and the +happiest little lassie in Arundel. + +When a week had passed, Miss Octavia again called Tommy in; Tommy +went more willingly this time. He had begun to like Miss Octavia. + +That lady looked him over sharply and somewhat dubiously. He was +certainly very ragged and unkempt. But Miss Octavia saw what she had +never noticed before--that Tommy's eyes were bright and frank, that +Tommy's chin was a good chin, and that Tommy's smile had something +very pleasant about it. + +"You're fond of flowers, aren't you, Tommy?" she asked. + +"You bet," was Tommy's inelegant but heartfelt answer. + +"Well," said Miss Octavia slowly, "I have a brother down at Chelton +who is a florist. He wants a boy of your age to do handy jobs and run +errands about his establishment, and he wants one who is fond of +flowers and would like to learn the business. He asked me to recommend +him one, and I promised to look out for a suitable boy. Would you like +the place, Tommy? And will you promise to be a very good boy and learn +to be respectable if I ask my brother to give you a trial and a chance +to make something of yourself?" + +"Oh, Miss Octavia!" gasped Tommy. He wondered if he were simply having +a beautiful dream. + +But it was no dream. And it was all arranged later on. No one rejoiced +more heartily in Tommy's success than Bessie. + +"But I'll miss you dreadfully, Tommy," she said wistfully. + +"Oh, I'll be home every Saturday night, and we'll have Sunday +together, except when I've got to go to Sunday school. 'Cause Miss +Octavia says I must," said Tommy comfortingly. "And the rest of the +time you'll have Roselle Geraldine." + +"Yes, I know," said Bessie, giving the blue-silk doll a fond kiss, +"and she's just lovely. But she ain't as nice as you, Tommy, for all." + +Then was Tommy's cup of happiness full. + + + + +Charlotte's Ladies + + +Just as soon as dinner was over at the asylum, Charlotte sped away to +the gap in the fence--the northwest corner gap. There was a gap in the +southeast corner, too--the asylum fence was in a rather poor +condition--but the southeast gap was interesting only after tea, and +it was never at any time quite as interesting as the northwest gap. + +Charlotte ran as fast as her legs could carry her, for she did not +want any of the other orphans to see her. As a rule, Charlotte liked +the company of the other orphans and was a favourite with them. But, +somehow, she did not want them to know about the gaps. She was sure +they would not understand. + +Charlotte had discovered the gaps only a week before. They had not +been there in the autumn, but the snowdrifts had lain heavily against +the fence all winter, and one spring day when Charlotte was creeping +through the shrubbery in the northwest corner in search of the little +yellow daffodils that always grew there in spring, she found a +delightful space where a board had fallen off, whence she could look +out on a bit of woodsy road with a little footpath winding along by +the fence under the widespreading boughs of the asylum trees. +Charlotte felt a wild impulse to slip out and run fast and far down +that lovely, sunny, tempting, fenceless road. But that would have been +wrong, for it was against the asylum rules, and Charlotte, though she +hated most of the asylum rules with all her heart, never disobeyed or +broke them. So she subdued the vagrant longing with a sigh and sat +down among the daffodils to peer wistfully out of the gap and feast +her eyes on this glimpse of a world where there were no brick walls +and prim walks and never-varying rules. + +Then, as Charlotte watched, the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes came +along the footpath. Charlotte had never seen her before and hadn't the +slightest idea in the world who she was, but that was what she called +her as soon as she saw her. The lady was so pretty, with lovely blue +eyes that were very sad, although somehow as you looked at them you +felt that they ought to be laughing, merry eyes instead. At least +Charlotte thought so and wished at once that she knew how to make them +laugh. Besides, the Lady had lovely golden hair and the most beautiful +pink cheeks, and Charlotte, who had mouse-coloured hair and any number +of freckles, had an unbounded admiration for golden locks and roseleaf +complexions. The Lady was dressed in black, which Charlotte didn't +like, principally because the matron of the asylum wore black and +Charlotte didn't--exactly--like the matron. + +When the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes had gone by, Charlotte drew a +long breath. + +"If I could pick out a mother I'd pick out one that looked just like +her," she said. + +Nice things sometimes happen close together, even in an orphan asylum, +and that very evening Charlotte discovered the southeast gap and found +herself peering into the most beautiful garden you could imagine, a +garden where daffodils and tulips grew in great ribbon-like beds, and +there were hedges of white and purple lilacs, and winding paths under +blossoming trees. It was such a garden as Charlotte had pictured in +happy dreams and never expected to see in real life. And yet here it +had been all the time, divided from her only by a high board fence. + +"I wouldn't have s'posed there could be such a lovely place so near an +orphan asylum," mused Charlotte. "It's the very loveliest place I ever +saw. Oh, I do wish I could go and walk in it. Well, I do declare! If +there isn't a lady in it, too!" + +Sure enough, there was a lady, helping an unruly young vine to run in +the way it should go over a little arbour. Charlotte instantly named +her the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes. She was not nearly so young or +so pretty as the Lady with the Blue Eyes, but she looked very kind and +jolly. + +I'd like her for an aunt, reflected Charlotte. Not for a mother--oh, +no, not for a mother, but for an aunt. I know she'd make a splendid +aunt. And, oh, just look at her cat! + +Charlotte looked at the cat with all her might and main. She loved +cats, but cats were not allowed in an orphan asylum, although +Charlotte sometimes wondered if there were no orphan kittens in the +world which would be appropriate for such an institution. + +The Tall Lady's cat was so big and furry, with a splendid tail and +elegant stripes. A Very Handsome Cat, Charlotte called him mentally, +seeing the capitals as plainly as if they had been printed out. +Charlotte's fingers tingled to stroke his glossy coat, but she folded +them sternly together. + +"You know you can't," she said to herself reproachfully, "so what is +the use of wanting to, Charlotte Turner? You ought to be thankful just +to see the garden and the Very Handsome Cat." + +Charlotte watched the Tall Lady and the Cat until they went away into +a fine, big house further up the garden, then she sighed and went back +through the cherry trees to the asylum playground, where the other +orphans were playing games. But, somehow, games had lost their flavour +compared with those fascinating gaps. + +It did not take Charlotte long to discover that the Pretty Lady always +walked past the northwest gap about one o'clock every day and never at +any other time--at least at no other time when Charlotte was free to +watch her; and that the Tall Lady was almost always in her garden at +five in the afternoon, accompanied by the Very Handsome Cat, pruning +and trimming some of her flowers. Charlotte never missed being at the +gaps at the proper times, if she could possibly manage it, and her +heart was full of dreams about her two Ladies. But the other orphans +thought all the fun had gone out of her, and the matron noticed her +absent-mindedness and dosed her with sulphur and molasses for it. +Charlotte took the dose meekly, as she took everything else. It was +all part and parcel with being an orphan in an asylum. + +"But if the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes was my mother, she wouldn't +make me swallow such dreadful stuff," sighed Charlotte. "I don't +believe even the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes would--though perhaps +she might, aunts not being quite as good as mothers." + +"Do you know," said Maggie Brunt, coming up to Charlotte at this +moment, "that Lizzie Parker is going to be adopted? A lady is going to +adopt her." + +"Oh!" cried Charlotte breathlessly. An adoption was always a wonderful +event in the asylum, as well as a somewhat rare one. "Oh, how +splendid!" + +"Yes, isn't it?" said Maggie enviously. "She picked out Lizzie because +she was pretty and had curls. I don't think it is fair." + +Charlotte sighed. "Nobody will ever want to adopt me, because I've +mousy hair and freckles," she said. "But somebody may want you some +day, Maggie. You have such lovely black hair." + +"But it isn't curly," said Maggie forlornly. "And the matron won't let +me put it up in curl papers at night. I just wish I was Lizzie." + +Charlotte shook her head. "I don't. I'd love to be adopted, but I +wouldn't really like to be anybody but myself, even if I am homely. +It's better to be yourself with mousy hair and freckles than somebody +else who is ever so beautiful. But I do envy Lizzie, though the +matron says it is wicked to envy anyone." + +Envy of the fortunate Lizzie did not long possess Charlotte's mind, +however, for that very day a wonderful thing happened at noon hour by +the northwest gap. Charlotte had always been very careful not to let +the Pretty Lady see her, but today, after the Pretty Lady had gone +past, Charlotte leaned out of the gap to watch her as far as she +could. And just at that very moment the Pretty Lady looked back; and +there, peering at her from the asylum fence, was a little scrap of a +girl, with mouse-coloured hair and big freckles, and the sweetest, +brightest, most winsome little face the Pretty Lady had ever seen. The +Pretty Lady smiled right down at Charlotte and for just a moment her +eyes looked as Charlotte had always known they ought to look. +Charlotte was feeling rather frightened down in her heart but she +smiled bravely back. + +"Are you thinking of running away?" said the Pretty Lady, and, oh, +what a sweet voice she had--sweet and tender, just like a mother's +voice ought to be! + +"No," said Charlotte, shaking her head gravely. "I should like to run +away but it would be of no use, because there is no place to run to." + +"Why would you like to run away?" asked the Pretty Lady, still +smiling. "Don't you like living here?" + +Charlotte opened her big eyes very widely. "Why, it's an orphan +asylum!" she exclaimed. "Nobody could like living in an orphan asylum. +But, of course, orphans should be very thankful to have any place to +live in and I _am_ thankful. I'd be thankfuller still if the matron +wouldn't make me take sulphur and molasses. If you had a little girl, +would you make her take sulphur and molasses?" + +"I didn't when I had a little girl," said the Pretty Lady wistfully, +and her eyes were sad again. + +"Oh, did you really have a little girl once?" asked Charlotte softly. + +"Yes, and she died," said the Pretty Lady in a trembling voice. + +"Oh, I am sorry," said Charlotte, more softly still. "Did she--did she +have lovely golden hair and pink cheeks like yours?" + +"No," the Pretty Lady smiled again, though it was a very sad smile. +"No, she had mouse-coloured hair and freckles." + +"Oh! And weren't you sorry?" + +"No, I was glad of it, because it made her look like her father. I've +always loved little girls with mouse-coloured hair and freckles ever +since. Well, I must hurry along. I'm late now, and schools have a +dreadful habit of going in sharp on time. If you should happen to be +here tomorrow, I'm going to stop and ask your name." + +Of course Charlotte was at the gap the next day and they had a lovely +talk. In a week they were the best of friends. Charlotte soon found +out that she could make the Pretty Lady's eyes look as they ought to +for a little while at least, and she spent all her spare time and lay +awake at nights devising speeches to make the Pretty Lady laugh. + +Then another wonderful thing happened. One evening when Charlotte went +to the southeast gap, the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes was not in the +garden--at least, Charlotte thought she wasn't. But the Very Handsome +Cat was, sitting gravely under a syringa bush and looking quite proud +of himself for being a cat. + +"You Very Handsome Cat," said Charlotte, "won't you come here and let +me stroke you?" + +The Very Handsome Cat did come, just as if he understood English, and +he purred with delight when Charlotte took him in her arms and buried +her face in his fur. Then--Charlotte thought she would really sink +into the ground, for the Tall Lady herself came around a lilac bush +and stood before the gap. + +"Please, ma'am," stammered Charlotte in an agony of embarrassment, "I +wasn't meaning to do any harm to your Very Handsome Cat. I just wanted +to pat him. I--I am very fond of cats and they are not allowed in +orphan asylums." + +"I've always thought asylums weren't run on proper principles," said +the Tall Lady briskly. "Bless your heart, child, don't look so scared. +You're welcome to pat the cat all you like. Come in and I'll give you +some flowers." + +"Thank you, but I am not allowed to go off the grounds," said +Charlotte firmly, "and I think I'd rather not have any flowers because +the matron might want to know where I got them, and then she would +have this gap closed up. I live in mortal dread for fear it will be +closed anyhow. It's very uncomfortable--living in mortal dread." + +The Tall Lady laughed a very jolly laugh. "Yes, I should think it +would be," she agreed. "I haven't had that experience." + +Then they had a jolly talk, and every evening after that Charlotte +went to the gap and stroked the Very Handsome Cat and chatted to the +Tall Lady. + +"Do you live all alone in that big house?" she asked wonderingly one +day. + +"All alone," said the Tall Lady. + +"Did you always live alone?" + +"No. I had a sister living with me once. But I don't want to talk +about her. You'll oblige me, Charlotte, by _not_ talking about her." + +"I won't then," agreed Charlotte. "I can understand why people don't +like to have their sisters talked about sometimes. Lily Mitchell has a +big sister who was sent to jail for stealing. Of course Lily doesn't +like to talk about her." + +The Tall Lady laughed a little bitterly. "My sister didn't steal. She +married a man I detested, that's all." + +"Did he drink?" asked Charlotte gravely. "The matron's husband drank +and that was why she left him and took to running an orphan asylum. I +think I'd rather put up with a drunken husband than live in an orphan +asylum." + +"My sister's husband didn't drink," said the Tall Lady grimly. "He was +beneath her, that was all. I told her I'd never forgive her and I +never shall. He's dead now--he died a year after she married him--and +she's working for her living. I dare say she doesn't find it very +pleasant. She wasn't brought up to that. Here, Charlotte, is a +turnover for you. I made it on purpose for you. Eat it and tell me if +you don't think I'm a good cook. I'm dying for a compliment. I never +get any now that I've got old. It's a dismal thing to get old and have +nobody to love you except a cat, Charlotte." + +"I think it is just as bad to be young and have nobody to love you, +not _even_ a cat," sighed Charlotte, enjoying the turnover, +nevertheless. + +"I dare say it is," agreed the Tall Lady, looking as if she had been +struck by a new and rather startling idea. + + * * * * * + +I like the tall lady with the Black Eyes ever so much, thought +Charlotte that night as she lay in bed, but I love the Pretty Lady. I +have more fun with the Tall Lady and the Very Handsome Cat, but I +always feel nicer with the Pretty Lady. Oh, I'm so glad her little +girl had mouse-coloured hair. + +Then the most wonderful thing of all happened. One day a week later +the Pretty Lady said, "Would you like to come and live with me, +Charlotte?" + +Charlotte looked at her. "Are you in earnest?" she asked in a whisper. + +"Indeed I am. I want you for my little girl, and if you'd like to +come, you shall. I'm poor, Charlotte, really, I'm dreadfully poor, but +I can make my salary stretch far enough for two, and we'll love each +other enough to cover the thin spots. Will you come?" + +"Well, I should just think I will!" said Charlotte emphatically. "Oh, +I wish I was sure I'm not dreaming. I do love you so much, and it will +be so delightful to be your little girl." + +"Very well, sweetheart. I'll come tomorrow afternoon--it is Saturday, +so I'll have the whole blessed day off--and see the matron about it. +Oh, we'll have lovely times together, dearest. I only wish I'd +discovered you long ago." + +Charlotte may have eaten and studied and played and kept rules the +rest of that day and part of the next, but, if so, she has no +recollection of it. She went about like a girl in a dream, and the +matron concluded that something more than sulphur and molasses was +needed and decided to speak to the doctor about her. But she never +did, because a lady came that afternoon and told her she wanted to +adopt Charlotte. + +Charlotte obeyed the summons to the matron's room in a tingle of +excitement. But when she went in, she saw only the matron and the Tall +Lady with the Black Eyes. Before Charlotte could look around for the +Pretty Lady the matron said, "Charlotte, this lady, Miss Herbert, +wishes to adopt you. It is a splendid thing for you, and you ought to +be a very thankful little girl." + +Charlotte's head fairly whirled. She clasped her hands and the tears +brimmed up in her eyes. + +"Oh, I like the Tall Lady," she gasped, "but I _love_ the Pretty Lady +and I promised her I'd be her little girl. I can't break my promise." + +"What on earth is the child talking about?" said the mystified matron. + +And just then the maid showed in the Pretty Lady. Charlotte flew to +her and flung her arms about her. + +"Oh, tell them I am your little girl!" she begged. "Tell them I +promised you first. I don't want to hurt the Tall Lady's feelings +because I truly do like her so very much. But I want to be your little +girl." + +The Pretty Lady had given one glance at the Tall Lady and flushed red. +The Tall Lady, on the contrary, had grown very pale. The matron felt +uncomfortable. Everybody knew that Miss Herbert and Mrs. Bond hadn't +spoken to each other for years, even if they were sisters and alone in +the world except for each other. + +Mrs. Bond turned to the matron. "I have come to ask permission to +adopt this little girl," she said. + +"Oh, I'm very sorry," stammered the matron, "but Miss Herbert has just +asked for her, and I have consented." + +Charlotte gave a great gulp of disappointment, but the Pretty Lady +suddenly wheeled around to face the Tall Lady, with quivering lips and +tearful eyes. + +"Don't take her from me, Alma," she pleaded humbly. "She--she is so +like my own baby and I'm so lonely. Any other child will suit you as +well." + +"Not at all," said the Tall Lady brusquely. "Not at all, Anna. No +other child will suit me at all. And may I ask what you intend to keep +her on? I know your salary is barely enough for yourself." + +"That is my concern," said the Pretty Lady a little proudly. + +"Humph!" The Tall Lady shrugged her shoulders. "Just as independent as +ever, Anna, I see. Well, child, what do _you_ say? Which of us will +you come with? Remember, I have the cat on my side, and Anna can't +make half as good turnovers as I can. Remember all this, Charlotte." + +"Oh, I--I like you so much," stammered Charlotte, "and I wish I could +live with you both. But since I can't, I must go with the Pretty Lady, +because I promised, and because I loved her first." + +"And best?" queried the Tall Lady. + +"And best," admitted Charlotte, bound to be truthful, even at the risk +of hurting the Tall Lady's feelings. "But I _do_ like you, too--next +best. And you really don't need me as much as she does, for you have +your Very Handsome Cat and she hasn't anything." + +"A cat no longer satisfies the aching void in my soul," said the Tall +Lady stubbornly. "Nothing will satisfy it but a little girl with +mouse-coloured hair and freckles. No, Anna, I've got to have +Charlotte. But I think that with her usual astuteness, she has already +solved the problem for us by saying she'd like to live with us both. +Why can't she? You just come back home and we'll let bygones be +bygones. We both have something to forgive, but I was an obstinate old +fool and I've known it for years, though I never confessed it to +anybody but the cat." + +The Pretty Lady softened, trembled, smiled. She went right up to the +Tall Lady and put her arms about her neck. + +"Oh, I've wanted so much to be friends with you again," she sobbed. +"But I thought you would never relent--and--and--I've been so +lonely--" + +"There, there," whispered the Tall Lady, "don't cry under the matron's +eye. Wait till we get home. I may have some crying to do myself then. +Charlotte, go and get your hat and come right over with us. We can +sign the necessary papers later on, but we must have you right off. +The cat is waiting for you on the back porch, and there is a turnover +cooling on the pantry window that is just your size." + +"I am so happy," remarked Charlotte, "that I feel like crying +myself." + + + + +Christmas at Red Butte + + +"Of course Santa Claus will come," said Jimmy Martin confidently. +Jimmy was ten, and at ten it is easy to be confident. "Why, he's _got_ +to come because it is Christmas Eve, and he always _has_ come. You +know that, twins." + +Yes, the twins knew it and, cheered by Jimmy's superior wisdom, their +doubts passed away. There had been one terrible moment when Theodora +had sighed and told them they mustn't be too much disappointed if +Santa Claus did not come this year because the crops had been poor, +and he mightn't have had enough presents to go around. + +"That doesn't make any difference to Santa Claus," scoffed Jimmy. "You +know as well as I do, Theodora Prentice, that Santa Claus is rich +whether the crops fail or not. They failed three years ago, before +Father died, but Santa Claus came all the same. Prob'bly you don't +remember it, twins, 'cause you were too little, but I do. Of course +he'll come, so don't you worry a mite. And he'll bring my skates and +your dolls. He knows we're expecting them, Theodora, 'cause we wrote +him a letter last week, and threw it up the chimney. And there'll be +candy and nuts, of course, and Mother's gone to town to buy a turkey. +I tell you we're going to have a ripping Christmas." + +"Well, don't use such slangy words about it, Jimmy-boy," sighed +Theodora. She couldn't bear to dampen their hopes any further, and +perhaps Aunt Elizabeth might manage it if the colt sold well. But +Theodora had her painful doubts, and she sighed again as she looked +out of the window far down the trail that wound across the prairie, +red-lighted by the declining sun of the short wintry afternoon. + +"Do people always sigh like that when they get to be sixteen?" asked +Jimmy curiously. "You didn't sigh like that when you were only +fifteen, Theodora. I wish you wouldn't. It makes me feel funny--and +it's not a nice kind of funniness either." + +"It's a bad habit I've got into lately," said Theodora, trying to +laugh. "Old folks are dull sometimes, you know, Jimmy-boy." + +"Sixteen _is_ awful old, isn't it?" said Jimmy reflectively. "I'll +tell you what _I'm_ going to do when I'm sixteen, Theodora. I'm going +to pay off the mortgage, and buy mother a silk dress, and a piano for +the twins. Won't that be elegant? I'll be able to do that 'cause I'm a +man. Of course if I was only a girl I couldn't." + +"I hope you'll be a good kind brave man and a real help to your +mother," said Theodora softly, sitting down before the cosy fire and +lifting the fat little twins into her lap. + +"Oh, I'll be good to her, never you fear," assured Jimmy, squatting +comfortably down on the little fur rug before the stove--the skin of +the coyote his father had killed four years ago. "I believe in being +good to your mother when you've only got the one. Now tell us a story, +Theodora--a real jolly story, you know, with lots of fighting in it. +Only please don't kill anybody. I like to hear about fighting, but I +like to have all the people come out alive." + +Theodora laughed, and began a story about the Riel Rebellion of '85--a +story which had the double merit of being true and exciting at the +same time. It was quite dark when she finished, and the twins were +nodding, but Jimmy's eyes were wide open and sparkling. + +"That was great," he said, drawing a long breath. "Tell us another." + +"No, it's bedtime for you all," said Theodora firmly. "One story at a +time is my rule, you know." + +"But I want to sit up till Mother comes home," objected Jimmy. + +"You can't. She may be very late, for she would have to wait to see +Mr. Porter. Besides, you don't know what time Santa Claus might +come--if he comes at all. If he were to drive along and see you +children up instead of being sound asleep in bed, he might go right on +and never call at all." + +This argument was too much for Jimmy. + +"All right, we'll go. But we have to hang up our stockings first. +Twins, get yours." + +The twins toddled off in great excitement, and brought back their +Sunday stockings, which Jimmy proceeded to hang along the edge of the +mantel shelf. This done, they all trooped obediently off to bed. +Theodora gave another sigh, and seated herself at the window, where +she could watch the moonlit prairie for Mrs. Martin's homecoming and +knit at the same time. + +I am afraid that you will think from all the sighing Theodora was +doing that she was a very melancholy and despondent young lady. You +couldn't think anything more unlike the real Theodora. She was the +jolliest, bravest girl of sixteen in all Saskatchewan, as her shining +brown eyes and rosy, dimpled cheeks would have told you; and her sighs +were not on her own account, but simply for fear the children were +going to be disappointed. She knew that they would be almost +heartbroken if Santa Claus did not come, and that this would hurt the +patient hardworking little mother more than all else. + +Five years before this, Theodora had come to live with Uncle George +and Aunt Elizabeth in the little log house at Red Butte. Her own +mother had just died, and Theodora had only her big brother Donald +left, and Donald had Klondike fever. The Martins were poor, but they +had gladly made room for their little niece, and Theodora had lived +there ever since, her aunt's right-hand girl and the beloved playmate +of the children. They had been very happy until Uncle George's death +two years before this Christmas Eve; but since then there had been +hard times in the little log house, and though Mrs. Martin and +Theodora did their best, it was a woefully hard task to make both ends +meet, especially this year when their crops had been poor. Theodora +and her aunt had made every sacrifice possible for the children's +sake, and at least Jimmy and the twins had not felt the pinch very +severely yet. + +At seven Mrs. Martins bells jingled at the door and Theodora flew out. +"Go right in and get warm, Auntie," she said briskly. "I'll take Ned +away and unharness him." + +"It's a bitterly cold night," said Mrs. Martin wearily. There was a +note of discouragement in her voice that struck dismay to Theodora's +heart. + +"I'm afraid it means no Christmas for the children tomorrow," she +thought sadly, as she led Ned away to the stable. When she returned to +the kitchen Mrs. Martin was sitting by the fire, her face in her +chilled hand, sobbing convulsively. + +"Auntie--oh, Auntie, don't!" exclaimed Theodora impulsively. It was +such a rare thing to see her plucky, resolute little aunt in tears. +"You're cold and tired--I'll have a nice cup of tea for you in a +trice." + +"No, it isn't that," said Mrs. Martin brokenly "It was seeing those +stockings hanging there. Theodora, I couldn't get a thing for the +children--not a single thing. Mr. Porter would only give forty dollars +for the colt, and when all the bills were paid there was barely enough +left for such necessaries as we must have. I suppose I ought to feel +thankful I could get those. But the thought of the children's +disappointment tomorrow is more than I can bear. It would have been +better to have told them long ago, but I kept building on getting more +for the colt. Well, it's weak and foolish to give way like this. We'd +better both take a cup of tea and go to bed. It will save fuel." + +When Theodora went up to her little room her face was very thoughtful. +She took a small box from her table and carried it to the window. In +it was a very pretty little gold locket hung on a narrow blue ribbon. +Theodora held it tenderly in her fingers, and looked out over the +moonlit prairie with a very sober face. Could she give up her dear +locket--the locket Donald had given her just before he started for the +Klondike? She had never thought she could do such a thing. It was +almost the only thing she had to remind her of Donald--handsome, +merry, impulsive, warmhearted Donald, who had gone away four years ago +with a smile on his bonny face and splendid hope in his heart. + +"Here's a locket for you, Gift o' God," he had said gaily--he had such +a dear loving habit of calling her by the beautiful meaning of her +name. A lump came into Theodora's throat as she remembered it. "I +couldn't afford a chain too, but when I come back I'll bring you a +rope of Klondike nuggets for it." + +Then he had gone away. For two years letters had come from him +regularly. Then he wrote that he had joined a prospecting party to a +remote wilderness. After that was silence, deepening into anguish of +suspense that finally ended in hopelessness. A rumour came that Donald +Prentice was dead. None had returned from the expedition he had +joined. Theodora had long ago given up all hope of ever seeing Donald +again. Hence her locket was doubly dear to her. + +But Aunt Elizabeth had always been so good and loving and kind to her. +Could she not make the sacrifice for her sake? Yes, she could and +would. Theodora flung up her head with a gesture that meant decision. +She took out of the locket the bits of hair--her mother's and +Donald's--which it contained (perhaps a tear or two fell as she did +so) and then hastily donned her warmest cap and wraps. It was only +three miles to Spencer; she could easily walk it in an hour and, as it +was Christmas Eve, the shops would be open late. She muse walk, for +Ned could not be taken out again, and the mare's foot was sore. +Besides, Aunt Elizabeth must not know until it was done. + +As stealthily as if she were bound on some nefarious errand, Theodora +slipped downstairs and out of the house. The next minute she was +hurrying along the trail in the moonlight. The great dazzling prairie +was around her, the mystery and splendour of the northern night all +about her. It was very calm and cold, but Theodora walked so briskly +that she kept warm. The trail from Red Butte to Spencer was a lonely +one. Mr. Lurgan's house, halfway to town, was the only dwelling on it. + +When Theodora reached Spencer she made her way at once to the only +jewellery store the little town contained. Mr. Benson, its owner, had +been a friend of her uncle's, and Theodora felt sure that he would +buy her locket. Nevertheless her heart beat quickly, and her breath +came and went uncomfortably fast as she went in. Suppose he wouldn't +buy it. Then there would be no Christmas for the children at Red +Butte. + +"Good evening, Miss Theodora," said Mr. Benson briskly. "What can I do +for you?" + +"I'm afraid I'm not a very welcome sort of customer, Mr. Benson," said +Theodora, with an uncertain smile. "I want to sell, not buy. Could +you--will you buy this locket?" + +Mr. Benson pursed up his lips, took up the locket, and examined it. +"Well, I don't often buy second-hand stuff," he said, after some +reflection, "but I don't mind obliging you, Miss Theodora. I'll give +you four dollars for this trinket." + +Theodora knew the locket had cost a great deal more than that, but +four dollars would get what she wanted, and she dared not ask for +more. In a few minutes the locket was in Mr. Benson's possession, and +Theodora, with four crisp new bills in her purse, was hurrying to the +toy store. Half an hour later she was on her way back to Red Butte, +with as many parcels as she could carry--Jimmy's skates, two lovely +dolls for the twins, packages of nuts and candy, and a nice plump +turkey. Theodora beguiled her lonely tramp by picturing the children's +joy in the morning. + +About a quarter of a mile past Mr. Lurgan's house the trail curved +suddenly about a bluff of poplars. As Theodora rounded the turn she +halted in amazement. Almost at her feet the body of a man was lying +across the road. He was clad in a big fur coat, and had a fur cap +pulled well down over his forehead and ears. Almost all of him that +could be seen was a full bushy beard. Theodora had no idea who he was, +or where he had come from. But she realized that he was unconscious, +and that he would speedily freeze to death if help were not brought. +The footprints of a horse galloping across the prairie suggested a +fall and a runaway, but Theodora did not waste time in speculation. +She ran back at full speed to Mr. Lurgan's, and roused the household. +In a few minutes Mr. Lurgan and his son had hitched a horse to a +wood-sleigh, and hurried down the trail to the unfortunate man. + +Theodora, knowing that her assistance was not needed, and that she +ought to get home as quickly as possible, went on her way as soon as +she had seen the stranger in safe keeping. When she reached the little +log house she crept in, cautiously put the children's gifts in their +stockings, placed the turkey on the table where Aunt Elizabeth would +see it the first thing in the morning, and then slipped off to bed, a +very weary but very happy girl. + +The joy that reigned in the little log house the next day more than +repaid Theodora for her sacrifice. + +"Whoopee, didn't I tell you that Santa Claus would come all right!" +shouted the delighted Jimmy. "Oh, what splendid skates!" + +The twins hugged their dolls in silent rapture, but Aunt Elizabeth's +face was the best of all. + +Then the dinner had to be prepared, and everybody had a hand in that. +Just as Theodora, after a grave peep into the oven, had announced that +the turkey was done, a sleigh dashed around the house. Theodora flew +to answer the knock at the door, and there stood Mr. Lurgan and a big, +bewhiskered, fur-coated fellow whom Theodora recognized as the +stranger she had found on the trail. But--_was_ he a stranger? There +was something oddly familiar in those merry brown eyes. Theodora felt +herself growing dizzy. + +"Donald!" she gasped. "Oh, Donald!" + +And then she was in the big fellow's arms, laughing and crying at the +same time. + +Donald it was indeed. And then followed half an hour during which +everybody talked at once, and the turkey would have been burned to a +crisp had it not been for the presence of mind of Mr. Lurgan who, +being the least excited of them all, took it out of the oven, and set +it on the back of the stove. + +"To think that it was you last night, and that I never dreamed it," +exclaimed Theodora. "Oh, Donald, if I hadn't gone to town!" + +"I'd have frozen to death, I'm afraid," said Donald soberly. "I got +into Spencer on the last train last night. I felt that I must come +right out--I couldn't wait till morning. But there wasn't a team to be +got for love or money--it was Christmas Eve and all the livery rigs +were out. So I came on horseback. Just by that bluff something +frightened my horse, and he shied violently. I was half asleep and +thinking of my little sister, and I went off like a shot. I suppose I +struck my head against a tree. Anyway, I knew nothing more until I +came to in Mr. Lurgan's kitchen. I wasn't much hurt--feel none the +worse of it except for a sore head and shoulder. But, oh, Gift o' God, +how you have grown! I can't realize that you are the little sister I +left four years ago. I suppose you have been thinking I was dead?" + +"Yes, and, oh, Donald, where _have_ you been?" + +"Well, I went way up north with a prospecting party. We had a tough +time the first year, I can tell you, and some of us never came back. +We weren't in a country where post offices were lying round loose +either, you see. Then at last, just as we were about giving up in +despair, we struck it rich. I've brought a snug little pile home with +me, and things are going to look up in this log house, Gift o' God. +There'll be no more worrying for you dear people over mortgages." + +"I'm so glad--for Auntie's sake," said Theodora, with shining eyes. +"But, oh, Donald, it's best of all just to have you back. I'm so +perfectly happy that I don't know what to do or say." + +"Well, I think you might have dinner," said Jimmy in an injured tone. +"The turkey's getting stone cold, and I'm most starving. I just can't +stand it another minute." + +So, with a laugh, they all sat down to the table and ate the merriest +Christmas dinner the little log house had ever known. + + + + +How We Went to the Wedding + + +"If it were to clear up I wouldn't know how to behave, it would seem +so unnatural," said Kate. "Do you, by any chance, remember what the +sun looks like, Phil?" + +"Does the sun ever shine in Saskatchewan anyhow?" I asked with assumed +sarcasm, just to make Kate's big, bonny black eyes flash. + +They did flash; but Kate laughed immediately after, as she sat down on +a chair in front of me and cradled her long, thin, spirited dark face +in her palms. + +"We have more sunny weather in Saskatchewan than in all the rest of +Canada put together, in an average year," she said, clicking her +strong, white teeth and snapping her eyes at me. "But I can't blame +you for feeling sceptical about it, Phil. If I went to a new country +and it rained every day--all day--all night--after I got there for +three whole weeks I'd think things not lawful to be uttered about the +climate too. So, little cousin, I forgive you. Remember that 'into +each life some rain must fall, some days must be dark and dreary.' Oh, +if you'd only come to visit me last fall. We had such a bee-yew-tiful +September last year. We were drowned in sunshine. This fall we're +drowned in water. Old settlers tell of a similar visitation in '72, +though they claim even that wasn't quite as bad as this." + +I was sitting rather disconsolately by an upper window of Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's log house at Arrow Creek. Below was what in dry +weather--so, at least, I was told--was merely a pretty, grassy little +valley, but which was now a considerable creek of muddy yellow water, +rising daily. Beyond was a cheerless prospect of sodden prairie and +dripping "bluff." + +"It would be a golden, mellow land, with purple hazes over the bluffs, +in a normal fall," assured Kate. "Even now if the sun were just to +shine out for a day and a good 'chinook' blow you'd see a surprising +change. I feel like chanting continually that old rhyme I learned in +the first primer, + + 'Rain, rain, go away, + Come again some other day: + --some other day next summer-- + Phil and Katie want to play.' + +Philippa, dear girl, don't look so dismal. It's bound to clear up +sometime." + +"I wish the 'sometime' would come soon, then," I said, rather +grumpily. + +"You know it hasn't really rained for three days," protested Kate. +"It's been damp and horrid and threatening, but it hasn't rained. I +defy you to say that it has actually rained." + +"When it's so wet underfoot that you can't stir out without rubber +boots it might as well be wet overhead too," I said, still grumpily. + +"I believe you're homesick, girl," said Kate anxiously. + +"No, I'm not," I answered, laughing, and feeling ashamed of my +ungraciousness. "Nobody could be homesick with such a jolly good +fellow as you around, Kate. It's only that this weather is getting on +my nerves a bit. I'm fit for treasons, stratagems, and spoils. If your +chinook doesn't come soon, Kitty, I'll do something quite desperate." + +"I feel that way myself," admitted Kate. "Real reckless, Phil. Anyhow, +let's put on our despised rubber boots and sally out for a wade." + +"Here's Jim Nash coming on horseback down the trail," I said. "Let's +wait and see if he's got the mail." + +We hurried down, Kate humming, "Somewhere the sun is shining," solely, +I believe, because she knew it aggravated me. At any other time I +should probably have thrown a pillow at her, but just now I was too +eager to see if Jim Nash had brought any mail. + +I had come from Ontario, the first of September, to visit Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's family. I had been looking forward to the trip for +several years. My cousin Kate and I had always corresponded since they +had "gone west" ten years before; and Kate, who revelled in the +western life, had sung the praises of her adopted land rapturously and +constantly. It was quite a joke on her that, when I did finally come +to visit her, I should have struck the wettest autumn ever recorded in +the history of the west. A wet September in Saskatchewan is no joke, +however. The country was almost "flooded out." The trails soon became +nearly impassable. All our plans for drives and picnics and +inter-neighbour visiting--at that time a neighbour meant a man who +lived at least six miles away--had to be given up. Yet I was not +lonesome, and I enjoyed my visit in spite of everything. Kate was a +host in herself. She was twenty-eight years old--eight years my +senior--but the difference in our ages had never been any barrier to +our friendship. She was a jolly, companionable, philosophical soul, +with a jest for every situation, and a merry solution for every +perplexity. The only fault I had to find with her was her tendency to +make parodies. Kate's parodies were perfectly awful and always got on +my nerves. + +She was dreadfully ashamed of the way the Saskatchewan weather was +behaving after all her boasting. She was thin at the best of times, +but now she grew positively scraggy with the worry of it. I am afraid +I took an unholy delight in teasing her, and abused the western +weather even more than was necessary. + +Jim Nash--the lank youth who was hired to look after the place during +Uncle Kenneth's absence on a prolonged threshing expedition--had +brought some mail. Kate's share was a letter, postmarked Bothwell, a +rising little town about one hundred and twenty miles from Arrow +Creek. Kate had several friends there, and one of our plans had been +to visit Bothwell and spend a week with them. We had meant to drive, +of course, since there was no other way of getting there, and equally +of course the plan had been abandoned because of the wet weather. + +"Mother," exclaimed Kate, "Mary Taylor is going to be married in a +fortnight's time! She wants Phil and me to go up to Bothwell for the +wedding." + +"What a pity you can't go," remarked Aunt Jennie placidly. Aunt Jennie +was always a placid little soul, with a most enviable knack of taking +everything easy. Nothing ever worried her greatly, and when she had +decided that a thing was inevitable it did not worry her at all. + +"But I am going," cried Kate. "I will go--I must go. I positively +cannot let Mary Taylor--my own beloved Molly--go and perpetrate +matrimony without my being on hand to see it. Yes, I'm going--and if +Phil has a spark of the old Blair pioneer spirit in her, she'll go +too." + +"Of course I'll go if you go," I said. + +Aunt Jennie did not think we were in earnest, so she merely laughed at +first, and said, "How do you propose to go? Fly--or swim?" + +"We'll drive, as usual," said Kate calmly. "I'd feel more at home in +that way of locomotion. We'll borrow Jim Nash's father's democrat, and +take the ponies. We'll put on old clothes, raincoats, rubber caps and +boots, and we'll start tomorrow. In an ordinary time we could easily +do it in six days or less, but this fall we'll probably need ten or +twelve." + +"You don't really mean to go, Kate!" said Aunt Jennie, beginning to +perceive that Kate did mean it. + +"I do," said Kate, in a convincing tone. + +Aunt Jennie felt a little worried--as much as she could feel worried +over anything--and she tried her best to dissuade Kate, although she +plainly did not have much hope of doing so, having had enough +experience with her determined daughter to realize that when Kate said +she was going to do a thing she did it. It was rather funny to listen +to the ensuing dialogue. + +"Kate, you can't do it. It's a crazy idea! The road is one hundred and +twenty miles long." + +"I've driven it twice, Mother." + +"Yes, but not in such a wet year. The trail is impassable in places." + +"Oh, there are always plenty of dry spots to be found if you only look +hard for them." + +"But you don't know where to look for them, and goodness knows what +you'll get into while you are looking." + +"We'll call at the M.P. barracks and get an Indian to guide us. +Indians always know the dry spots." + +"The stage driver has decided not to make another trip till the +October frosts set in." + +"But he always has such a heavy load. It will be quite different with +us, you must remember. We'll travel light--just our provisions and a +valise containing our wedding garments." + +"What will you do if you get mired twenty miles from a human being?" + +"But we won't. I'm a good driver and I haven't nerves--but I have +nerve. Besides, you forget that we'll have an Indian guide with us." + +"There was a company of Hudson Bay freighters ambushed and killed +along that very trail by Blackfoot Indians in 1839," said Aunt Jennie +dolefully. + +"Fifty years ago! Their ghosts must have ceased to haunt it by this +time," said Kate flippantly. + +"Well, you'll get wet through and catch your deaths of cold," +protested Aunt Jennie. + +"No fear of it. We'll be cased in rubber. And we'll borrow a good +tight tent from the M.P.s. Besides, I'm sure it's not going to rain +much more. I know the signs." + +"At least wait for a day or two until you're sure that it has cleared +up," implored Aunt Jennie. + +"Which being interpreted means, 'Wait for a day or two, because then +your father may be home and he'll squelch your mad expedition,'" said +Kate, with a sly glance at me. "No, no, my mother, your wiles are in +vain. We'll hit the trail tomorrow at sunrise. So just be good, +darling, and help us pack up some provisions. I'll send Jim for his +father's democrat." + +Aunt Jennie resigned herself to the inevitable and betook herself to +the pantry with the air of a woman who washes her hands of the +consequences. I flew upstairs to pack some finery. I was wild with +delight over the proposed outing. I did not realize what it actually +meant, and I had perfect confidence in Kate, who was an expert driver, +an experienced camper out, and an excellent manager. If I could have +seen what was ahead of us I would certainly not have been quite so +jubilant and reckless, but I would have gone all the same. I would not +miss the laughter-provoking memories of that trip out of my life for +anything. I have always been glad I went. + + * * * * * + +We left at sunrise the next morning; there was a sunrise that morning, +for a wonder. The sun came up in a pinky-saffron sky and promised us a +fine day. Aunt Jennie bade us goodbye and, estimable woman that she +was, did not trouble us with advice or forebodings. + +Mr. Nash had sent over his "democrat," a light wagon with springs; and +Kate's "shaganappies," Tom and Jerry--native ponies, the toughest +horse flesh to be found in the world--were hitched to it. Kate and I +were properly accoutred for our trip and looked--but I try to forget +how we looked! The memory is not flattering. + +We drove off in the gayest of spirits. Our difficulties began at the +start, for we had to drive a mile before we could find a place to ford +the creek. Beyond that, however, we had a passable trail for three +miles to the little outpost of the Mounted Police, where five or six +men were stationed on detachment duty. + +"Sergeant Baker is a friend of mine," said Kate. "He'll be only too +glad to lend me all we require." + +The sergeant was a friend of Kate's, but he looked at her as if he +thought she was crazy when she told him where we were going. + +"You'd better take a canoe instead of a team," he said sarcastically. +"I've a good notion to arrest you both as horse thieves and prevent +you from going on such a mad expedition." + +"You know nothing short of arrest would stop me," said Kate, nodding +at him with laughing eyes, "and you really won't go to such an +extreme, I know. So please be nice, even if it comes hard, and lend us +some things. I've come a-borrying." + +"I won't lend you a thing," declared the sergeant. "I won't aid and +abet you in any such freak as this. Go home now, like a good girl." + +"I'm not going home," said Kate. "I'm not a 'good girl'--I'm a wicked +old maid, and I'm going to Bothwell. If you won't lend us a tent we'll +go without--and sleep in the open--and our deaths will lie forever at +your door. I'll come back and haunt you, if you don't lend me a tent. +I'll camp on your very threshold and you won't be able to go out of +your door without falling over my spook." + +"I've more fear of being accountable for your death if I do let you +go," said Sergeant Baker dubiously. "However, I see that nothing but +physical force will prevent you. What do you want?" + +"I want," said Kate, "a cavalry tent, a sheet-iron camp stove, and a +good Indian guide--old Peter Crow for choice. He's such a +respectable-looking old fellow, and his wife often works for us." + +The sergeant gave us the tent and stove, and sent a man down to the +Reserve for Peter Crow. Moreover, he vindicated his title of friend by +making us take a dozen prairie chickens and a large ham--besides any +quantity of advice. We didn't want the advice but we hugely welcomed +the ham. Presently our guide appeared--quite a spruce old Indian, as +Indians go. I had never been able to shake off my childhood conviction +that an Indian was a fearsome creature, hopelessly addicted to +scalping knives and tomahawks, and I secretly felt quite horrified at +the idea of two defenceless females starting out on a lonely prairie +trail with an Indian for guide. Even old Peter Crow's meek appearance +did not quite reassure me; but I kept my qualms to myself, for I knew +Kate would only laugh at me. + +It was ten when we finally got away from the M.P. outpost. Sergeant +Baker bade us goodbye in a tone which seemed to intimate that he never +expected to see either of us again. What with his dismal predictions +and my secret horror of Indians, I was beginning to feel anything but +jubilant over our expedition. Kate, however, was as blithe and buoyant +as usual. She knew no fear, being one of those enviable folk who can +because they think they can. One hundred and twenty miles of +half-flooded prairie trail--camping out at night in the solitude of +the Great Lone Land--rain--muskegs--Indian guides--nothing had any +terror for my dauntless cousin. + +For the next three hours, however, we got on beautifully. The trail +was fair, though somewhat greasy; the sun shone, though with a +somewhat watery gleam, through the mists; and Peter Crow, coiled up on +the folded tent behind the seat, slept soundly and snored +mellifluously. That snore reassured me greatly. I had never thought of +Indians as snoring. Surely one who did couldn't be dreaded greatly. + +We stopped at one o'clock and had a cold lunch, sitting in our wagon, +while Peter Crow wakened up and watered the ponies. We did not get on +so well in the afternoon. The trail descended into low-lying ground +where travelling was very difficult. I had to admit old Peter Crow +was quite invaluable. He knew, as Kate had foretold, "all the dry +spots"--that is to say, spots less wet than others. But, even so, we +had to make so many detours that by sunset we were little more than +six miles distant from our noon halting place. + +"We'd better set camp now, before it gets any darker," said Kate. +"There's a capital spot over there, by that bluff of dead poplar. The +ground seems pretty dry too. Peter, cut us a set of tent poles and +kindle a fire." + +"Want my dollar first," said old Peter stolidly. + +We had agreed to pay him a dollar a day for the trip, but none of the +money was to be paid until we got to Bothwell. Kate told him this. But +all the reply she got was a stolid, "Want dollar. No make fire without +dollar." + +We were getting cold and it was getting dark, so finally Kate, under +the law of necessity, paid him his dollar. Then he carried out our +orders at his own sweet leisure. In course of time he got a fire +lighted, and while we cooked supper he set up the tent and prepared +our beds, by cutting piles of brush and covering them with rugs. + +Kate and I had a hilarious time cooking that supper. It was my first +experience of camping out and, as I had become pretty well convinced +that Peter Crow was not the typical Indian of old romance, I enjoyed +it all hugely. But we were both very tired, and as soon as we had +finished eating we betook ourselves to our tent and found our brush +beds much more comfortable than I had expected. Old Peter coiled up on +his blanket outside by the fire, and the great silence of a windless +prairie enwrapped us. In a few minutes we were sound asleep and never +wakened until seven o'clock. + + * * * * * + +When we arose and lifted the flap of the tent we saw a peculiar sight. +The little elevation on which we had pitched our camp seemed to be an +island in a vast sea of white mist, dotted here and there with other +islands. On every hand to the far horizon stretched that strange, +phantasmal ocean, and a hazy sun looked over the shifting billows. I +had never seen a western mist before and I thought it extremely +beautiful; but Kate, to whom it was no novelty, was more cumbered with +breakfast cares. + +"I'm ravenous," she said, as she bustled about among our stores. +"Camping out always does give one such an appetite. Aren't you hungry, +Phil?" + +"Comfortably so," I admitted. "But where are our ponies? And where is +Peter Crow?" + +"Probably the ponies have strayed away looking for pea vines. They +love and adore pea vines," said Kate, stirring up the fire from under +its blanket of grey ashes. "And Peter Crow has gone to look for them, +good old fellow. When you do get a conscientious Indian there is no +better guide in the world, but they are rare. Now, Philippa-girl, just +pry out the sergeant's ham and shave a few slices off it for our +breakfast. Some savoury fried ham always goes well on the prairie." + +I went for the ham but could not find it. A thorough search among our +effects revealed it not. + +"Kate, I can't find the ham," I called out. "It must have fallen out +somewhere on the trail." + +Kate ceased wrestling with the fire and came to help in the search for +the missing delicacy. + +"It couldn't have fallen out," she said incredulously. "That is +impossible. The tent was fastened securely over everything. Nothing +could have jolted out." + +"Well, then, where is the ham?" I said. + +That question was unanswerable, as Kate discovered after another +thorough search. The ham was gone--that much was certain. + +"I believe Peter Crow has levanted with the ham," I said decidedly. + +"I don't believe Peter Crow could be so dishonest," said Kate rather +shortly. "His wife has worked for us for years, and she's as honest as +the sunlight." + +"Honesty isn't catching," I remarked, but I said nothing more just +then, for Kate's black eyes were snapping. + +"Anyway, we can't have ham for breakfast," she said, twitching out the +frying pan rather viciously. "We'll have to put up with canned +chicken--if the cans haven't disappeared too." + +They hadn't, and we soon produced a very tolerable breakfast. But +neither of us had much appetite. + +"Do you suppose Peter Crow has taken the horses as well as the ham?" I +asked. + +"No," gloomily responded Kate, who had evidently been compelled by the +logic of hard facts to believe in Peter's guilt, "he would hardly dare +to do that, because he couldn't dispose of them without being found +out. They've probably strayed away on their own account when Peter +decamped. As soon as this mist lifts I'll have a look for them. They +can't have gone far." + +We were spared this trouble, however, for when we were washing up the +dishes the ponies returned of their own accord. Kate caught them and +harnessed them. + +"Are we going on?" I asked mildly. + +"Of course we're going on," said Kate, her good humour entirely +restored. "Do you suppose I'm going to be turned from my purpose by +the defection of a miserable old Indian? Oh, wait till he comes round +in the winter, begging." + +"Will he come?" I asked. + +"Will he? Yes, my dear, he will--with a smooth, plausible story to +account for his desertion and a bland denial of ever having seen our +ham. I shall know how to deal with him then, the old scamp." + +"When you do get a conscientious Indian there's no better guide in the +world, but they are rare," I remarked with a far-away look. + +Kate laughed. + +"Don't rub it in, Phil. Come, help me to break camp. We'll have to +work harder and hustle for ourselves, that's all." + +"But is it safe to go on without a guide?" I inquired dubiously. I +hadn't felt very safe with Peter Crow, but I felt still more unsafe +without him. + +"Safe! Of course, it's safe--perfectly safe. I know the trail, and +we'll just have to drive around the wet places. It would have been +easier with Peter, and we'd have had less work to do, but we'll get +along well enough without him. I don't think I'd have bothered with +him at all, only I wanted to set Mother's mind at rest. She'll never +know he isn't with us till the trip is over, so that is all right. +We're going to have a glorious day. But, oh, for our lost ham! 'The +Ham That Was Never Eaten.' There's a subject for a poem, Phil. You +write one when we get back to civilization. Methinks I can sniff the +savoury odour of that lost ham on all the prairie breezes." + + "Of all sad words of tongue or pen, + The saddest are these--it might have been," + +I quoted, beginning to wash the dishes. + + "Saw ye my wee ham, saw ye my ain ham, + Saw ye my pork ham down on yon lea? + Crossed it the prairie last night in the darkness + Borne by an old and unprincipled Cree?" + +sang Kate, loosening the tent ropes. Altogether, we got a great deal +more fun out of that ham than if we had eaten it. + +As Kate had predicted, the day was glorious. The mists rolled away and +the sun shone brightly. We drove all day without stopping, save for +dinner--when the lost ham figured largely in our conversation--of +course. We said so many witty things about it--at least, we thought +them witty--that we laughed continuously through the whole meal, +which we ate with prodigious appetite. + +But with all our driving we were not getting on very fast. The country +was exceedingly swampy and we had to make innumerable detours. + +"'The longest way round is the shortest way to Bothwell,'" said Kate, +when we drove five miles out of our way to avoid a muskeg. By evening +we had driven fully twenty-five miles, but we were only ten miles +nearer Bothwell than when we had broken camp in the morning. + +"We'll have to camp soon," sighed Kate. "I believe around this bluff +will be a good place. Oh, Phil, I'm tired--dead tired! My very +thoughts are tired. I can't even think anything funny about the ham. +And yet we've got to set up the tent ourselves, and attend to the +horses; and we'll have to scrape some of the mud off this beautiful +vehicle." + +"We can leave that till the morning," I suggested. + +"No, it will be too hard and dry then. Here we are--and here are two +tepees of Indians also!" + +There they were, right around the bluff. The inmates were standing in +a group before them, looking at us as composedly as if we were not at +all an unusual sight. + +"I'm going to stay here anyhow," said Kate doggedly. + +"Oh, don't," I said in alarm. "They're such a villainous-looking +lot--so dirty--and they've got so little clothing on. I wouldn't sleep +a wink near them. Look at that awful old squaw with only one eye. +They'd steal everything we've got left, Kate. Remember the ham--oh, +pray remember the fate of our beautiful ham." + +"I shall never forget that ham," said Kate wearily, "but, Phil, we +can't drive far enough to be out of their reach if they really want to +steal our provisions. But I don't believe they will. I believe they +have plenty of food--Indians in tepees mostly have. The men hunt, you +know. Their looks are probably the worst of them. Anyhow, you can't +judge Indians by appearances. Peter Crow looked respectable--and he +was a whited sepulchre. Now, these Indians look as bad as Indians can +look--so they may turn out to be angels in disguise." + +"Very much disguised, certainly," I acquiesced satirically. "They seem +to me to belong to the class of a neighbour of ours down east. Her +family is always in rags, because she says, 'a hole is an accident, a +patch is a disgrace,' Set camp here if you like, Kate. But I'll not +sleep a wink with such neighbours." + +I cheerfully ate my words later on. Never were appearances more +deceptive than in the case of those Stoneys. There is an old saying +that many a kind heart beats behind a ragged coat. The Indians had no +coats for their hearts to beat behind--nothing but shirts--some of +them hadn't even shirts! But the shirts were certainly ragged enough, +and their hearts were kind. + +Those Indians were gentlemen. They came forward and unhitched our +horses, fed, and watered them; they pitched our tent, and built us a +fire, and cut brush for our beds. Kate and I had simply nothing to do +except sit on our rugs and tell them what we wanted done. They would +have cooked our supper for us if we had allowed it. But, tired as we +were, we drew the line at that. Their hearts were pure gold, but their +hands! No, Kate and I dragged ourselves up and cooked our own suppers. +And while we ate it, those Indians fell to and cleaned all the mud off +our democrat for us. To crown all--it is almost unbelievable but it is +true, I solemnly avow--they wouldn't take a cent of payment for it +all, urge them as we might and did. + +"Well," said Kate, as we curled up on our brush beds that night, +"there certainly is a special Providence for unprotected females. I'd +forgive Peter Crow for deserting us for the sake of those Indians, if +he hadn't stolen our lovely ham into the bargain. That was altogether +unpardonable." + +In the morning the Indians broke camp for us and harnessed our +shaganappies. We drove off, waving our hands to them, the delightful +creatures. We never saw any of them again. I fear their kind is +scarce, but as long as I live I shall remember those Stoneys with +gratitude. + +We got on fairly well that third day, and made about fifteen miles +before dinner time. We ate three of the sergeant's prairie chickens +for dinner, and enjoyed them. + +"But only think how delicious the ham would have been," said Kate. + +Our real troubles began that afternoon. We had not been driving long +when the trail swooped down suddenly into a broad depression--a swamp, +so full of mud-holes that there didn't seem to be anything but +mud-holes. We pulled through six of them--but in the seventh we stuck, +hard and fast. Pull as our ponies could and did, they could not pull +us out. + +"What are we to do?" I said, becoming horribly frightened all at once. +It seemed to me that our predicament was a dreadful one. + +"Keep cool," said Kate. She calmly took off her shoes and stockings, +tucked up her skirt, and waded to the horses' heads. + +"Can't I do anything?" I implored. + +"Yes, take the whip and spare it not," said Kate. "I'll encourage them +here with sundry tugs and inspiriting words. You urge them behind with +a good lambasting." + +Accordingly we encouraged and urged, tugged and lambasted, with a +right good will, but all to no effect. Our ponies did their best, but +they could not pull the democrat out of that slough. + +"Oh, what--" I began, and then I stopped. I resolved that I would not +ask that question again in that tone in that scrape. I would be +cheerful and courageous like Kate--splendid Kate! + +"I shall have to unhitch them, tie one of them to that stump, and ride +off on the other for help," said Kate. + +"Where to?" I asked. + +"Till I find it," grinned Kate, who seemed to think the whole +disaster a capital joke. "I may have to go clean back to the +tepees--and further. For that matter, I don't believe there were any +tepees. Those Indians were too good to be true--they were phantoms of +delight--such stuff as dreams are made of. But even if they were real +they won't be there now--they'll have folded their tents like the +Arabs and as silently stolen away. But I'll find help somewhere." + +"I can't stay here alone. You may be gone for hours," I cried, +forgetting all my resolutions of courage and cheerfulness in an access +of panic. + +"Then ride the other pony and come with me," suggested Kate. + +"I can't ride bareback," I moaned. + +"Then you'll have to stay here," said Kate decidedly. "There's nothing +to hurt you, Phil. Sit in the wagon and keep dry. Eat something if you +get hungry. I may not be very long." + +I realized that there was nothing else to do; and, rather ashamed of +my panic, I resigned myself to the inevitable and saw Kate off with +a smile of encouragement. Then I waited. I was tired and +frightened--horribly frightened. I sat there and imagined scores of +gruesome possibilities. It was no use telling myself to be brave. I +couldn't be brave. I never was in such a blue funk before or since. +Suppose Kate got lost--suppose she couldn't find me again--suppose +something happened to her--suppose she couldn't get help--suppose it +came on night and I there all alone--suppose Indians--not gentlemanly +Stoneys or even Peter Crows, but genuine, old-fashioned +Indians--should come along--suppose it began to pour rain! + +It did begin to rain, the only one of my suppositions which came true. +I hoisted an umbrella and sat there grimly, in that horseless wagon in +the mud-hole. + + * * * * * + +Many a time since have I laughed over the memory of the appearance I +must have presented sitting in that mud-hole, but there was nothing in +the least funny about it at the time. The worst feature of it all was +the uncertainty. I could have waited patiently enough and conquered my +fears if I had known that Kate would find help and return within a +reasonable time--at least before dark. But everything was doubtful. I +was not composed of the stuff out of which heroines are fashioned and +I devoutly wished we had never left Arrow Creek. + +Shouts--calls--laughter--Kate's dear voice in an encouraging cry from +the hill behind me! + +"Halloo, honey! Hold the fort a few minutes longer. Here we are. Bless +her, hasn't she been a brick to stay here all alone like this--and a +tenderfoot at that?" + +I could have cried with joy. But I saw that there were men with +Kate--two men--white men--and I laughed instead. I had not been +brave--I had been an arrant little coward, but I vowed that nobody, +not even Kate, should suspect it. Later on Kate told me how she had +fared in her search for assistance. + +"When I left you, Phil, I felt much more anxious than I wanted to let +you see. I had no idea where to go. I knew there were no houses along +our trail and I might have to go clean back to the tepees--fifteen +miles bareback. I didn't dare try any other trail, for I knew nothing +of them and wasn't sure that there were even tepees on them. But when +I had gone about six miles I saw a welcome sight--nothing less than a +spiral of blue, homely-looking smoke curling up from the prairie far +off to my right. I decided to turn off and investigate. I rode two +miles and finally I came to a little log shack. There was a +bee-yew-tiful big horse in a corral close by. My heart jumped with +joy. But suppose the inmates of the shack were half-breeds! You can't +realize how relieved I felt when the door opened and two white men +came out. In a few minutes everything was explained. They knew who I +was and what I wanted, and I knew that they were Mr. Lonsdale and Mr. +Hopkins, owners of a big ranch over by Deer Run. They were 'shacking +out' to put up some hay and Mrs. Hopkins was keeping house for them. +She wanted me to stop and have a cup of tea right off, but I thought +of you, Phil, and declined. As soon as they heard of our predicament +those lovely men got their two biggest horses and came right with me." + +It was not long before our democrat was on solid ground once more, and +then our rescuers insisted that we go back to the shack with them for +the night. Accordingly we drove back to the shack, attended by our two +gallant deliverers on white horses. Mrs. Hopkins was waiting for us, a +trim, dark-haired little lady in a very pretty gown, which she had +donned in our honour. Kate and I felt like perfect tramps beside her +in our muddy old raiment, with our hair dressed by dead reckoning--for +we had not included a mirror in our baggage. There was a mirror in the +shack, however--small but good--and we quickly made ourselves tidy at +least, and Kate even went to the length of curling her bangs--bangs +were in style then and Kate had long, thick ones--using the stem of a +broken pipe of Mr. Hopkins's for a curler. I was so tired that my +vanity was completely crushed out--for the time being--and I simply +pinned my bangs back. Later on, when I discovered that Mr. Lonsdale +was really the younger son of an English earl, I wished I had curled +them, but it was too late then. + +He didn't look in the least like a scion of aristocracy. He wore a +cowboy rig and had a scrubby beard of a week's growth. But he was very +jolly and played the violin beautifully. After tea--and a lovely tea +it was, although, as Kate remarked to me later, there was no ham--we +had an impromptu concert. Mr. Lonsdale played the violin; Mrs. +Hopkins, who sang, was a graduate of a musical conservatory; Mr. +Hopkins gave a comic recitation and did a Cree war-dance; Kate gave a +spirited account of our adventures since leaving home and mother; and +I described--with trimmings--how I felt sitting alone in the democrat +in a mud-hole, in a pouring rain on a vast prairie. + +Mrs. Hopkins, Kate, and I slept in the one bed the shack boasted, +screened off from public view by a calico curtain. Mr. Lonsdale +reposed in his accustomed bunk by the stove, but poor Mr. Hopkins had +to sleep on the floor. He must have been glad Kate and I stayed only +one night. + + * * * * * + +The fourth morning found us blithely hitting the trail in renewed +confidence and spirits. We parted from our kind friends in the shack +with mutual regret. Mr. Hopkins gave us a haunch of jumping deer and +Mrs. Hopkins gave us a box of home-made cookies. Mr. Lonsdale at first +thought he couldn't give us anything, for he said all he had with him +was his pipe and his fiddle; but later on he said he felt so badly to +see us go without any token of his good will that he felt constrained +to ask us to accept a piece of rope that he had tied his outfit +together with. + +The fourth day we got on so nicely that it was quite monotonous. The +sun shone, the chinook blew, our ponies trotted over the trail +gallantly. Kate and I sang, told stories, and laughed immoderately +over everything. Even a poor joke seems to have a subtle flavour on +the prairie. For the first time I began to think Saskatchewan +beautiful, with those far-reaching parklike meadows dotted with the +white-stemmed poplars, the distant bluffs bannered with the airiest of +purple hazes, and the little blue lakes that sparkled and shimmered in +the sunlight on every hand. + +The only thing approaching an adventure that day happened in the +afternoon when we reached a creek which had to be crossed. + +"We must investigate," said Kate decidedly. "It would never do to risk +getting mired here, for this country is unsettled and we must be +twenty miles from another human being." + +Kate again removed her shoes and stockings and puddled about that +creek until she found a safe fording place. I am afraid I must admit +that I laughed most heartlessly at the spectacle she presented while +so employed. + +"Oh, for a camera, Kate!" I said, between spasms. + +Kate grinned. "I don't care what I look like," she said, "but I feel +wretchedly unpleasant. This water is simply swarming with wigglers." + +"Goodness, what are they?" I exclaimed. + +"Oh, they're tiny little things like leeches," responded Kate. "I +believe they develop into mosquitoes later on, bad 'cess to them. What +Mr. Nash would call my pedal extremities are simply being devoured by +the brutes. Ugh! I believe the bottom of this creek is all soft mud. +We may have to drive--no, as I'm a living, wiggler-haunted human +being, here's firm bottom. Hurrah, Phil, we're all right!" + +In a few minutes we were past the creek and bowling merrily on our +way. We had a beautiful camping ground that night--a fairylike little +slope of white poplars with a blue lake at its foot. When the sun went +down a milk-white mist hung over the prairie, with a young moon +kissing it. We boiled some slices of our jumping deer and ate them in +the open around a cheery camp-fire. Then we sought our humble couches, +where we slept the sleep of just people who had been driving over the +prairie all day. Once in the night I wakened. It was very dark. The +unearthly stillness of a great prairie was all around me. In that vast +silence Kate's soft breathing at my side seemed an intrusion of sound +where no sound should be. + +"Philippa Blair, can you believe it's yourself?" I said mentally. +"Here you are, lying on a brush bed on a western prairie in the middle +of the night, at least twenty miles from any human being except +another frail creature of your own sex. Yet you're not even +frightened. You are very comfy and composed, and you're going right to +sleep again." + +And right to sleep again I went. + + * * * * * + +Our fifth day began ominously. We had made an early start and had +driven about six miles when the calamity occurred. Kate turned a +corner too sharply, to avoid a big boulder; there was a heart-breaking +sound. + +"The tongue of the wagon is broken," cried Kate in dismay. All too +surely it was. We looked at each other blankly. + +"What can we do?" I said. + +"I'm sure I don't know," said Kate helplessly. When Kate felt helpless +I thought things must be desperate indeed. We got out and investigated +the damage. + +"It's not a clean break," said Kate. "It's a long, slanting break. If +we had a piece of rope I believe I could fix it." + +"Mr. Lonsdale's piece of rope!" I cried. + +"The very thing," said Kate, brightening up. + +The rope was found and we set to work. With the aid of some willow +withes and that providential rope we contrived to splice the tongue +together in some shape. + +Although the trail was good we made only twelve miles the rest of the +day, so slowly did we have to drive. Besides, we were continually +expecting that tongue to give way again, and the strain was bad for +our nerves. When we came at sunset to the junction of the Black River +trail with ours, Kate resolutely turned the shaganappies down it. + +"We'll go and spend the night with the Brewsters," she said. "They +live only ten miles down this trail. I went to school in Regina with +Hannah Brewster, and though I haven't seen her for ten years I know +she'll be glad to see us. She's a lovely person, and her husband is a +very nice man. I visited them once after they were married." + +We soon arrived at the Brewster place. It was a trim, white-washed +little log house in a grove of poplars. But all the blinds were down +and we discovered the door was locked. Evidently the Brewsters were +not at home. + +"Never mind," said Kate cheerfully, "we'll light a fire outside and +cook our supper and then we'll spend the night in the barn. A bed of +prairie hay will be just the thing." + +But the barn was locked too. It was now dark and our plight was rather +desperate. + +"I'm going to get into the house if I have to break a window," said +Kate resolutely. "Hannah would want us to do that. She'd never get +over it, if she heard we came to her house and couldn't get in." + +Fortunately we did not have to go to the length of breaking into +Hannah's house. The kitchen window went up quite easily. We turned the +shaganappies loose to forage for themselves, grass and water being +abundant. Then we climbed in at the window, lighted our lantern, and +found ourselves in a very snug little kitchen. Opening off it on one +side was a trim, nicely furnished parlour and on the other a +well-stocked pantry. + +"We'll light the fire in the stove in a jiffy and have a real good +supper," said Kate exultantly. "Here's cold roast beef--and preserves +and cookies and cheese and butter." + +Before long we had supper ready and we did full justice to the absent +Hannah's excellent cheer. After all, it was quite nice to sit down +once more to a well-appointed table and eat in civilized fashion. + +Then we washed up all the dishes and made everything snug and tidy. I +shall never be sufficiently thankful that we did so. + +Kate piloted me upstairs to the spare room. + +"This is fixed up much nicer than it was when I was here before," she +said, looking around. "Of course, Hannah and Ted were just starting +out then and they had to be economical. They must have prospered, to +be able to afford such furniture as this. Well, turn in, Phil. Won't +it be rather jolly to sleep between sheets once more?" + +We slept long and soundly until half-past eight the next morning; and +dear knows if we would have wakened then of our own accord. But I +heard somebody saying in a very harsh, gruff voice, "Here, you two, +wake up! I want to know what this means." + +We two did wake up, promptly and effectually. I never wakened up so +thoroughly in my life before. Standing in our room were three people, +one of them a man. He was a big, grey-haired man with a bushy black +beard and an angry scowl. Beside him was a woman--a tall, thin, +angular personage with red hair and an indescribable bonnet. She +looked even crosser and more amazed than the man, if that were +possible. In the background was another woman--a tiny old lady who +must have been at least eighty. She was, in spite of her tininess, a +very striking-looking personage; she was dressed all in black, and had +snow-white hair, a dead-white face, and snapping, vivid, coal-black +eyes. She looked as amazed as the other two, but she didn't look +cross. + +I knew something must be wrong--fearfully wrong--but I didn't know +what. Even in my confusion, I found time to think that if that +disagreeable-looking red-haired woman was Hannah Brewster, Kate must +have had a queer taste in school friends. Then the man said, more +gruffly than ever, "Come now. Who are you and what business have you +here?" + +Kate raised herself on one elbow. She looked very wild. I heard the +old black-and-white lady in the background chuckle to herself. + +"Isn't this Theodore Brewster's place?" gasped Kate. + +"No," said the big woman, speaking for the first time. "This place +belongs to us. We bought it from the Brewsters in the spring. They +moved over to Black River Forks. Our name is Chapman." + +Poor Kate fell back on the pillow, quite overcome. "I--I beg your +pardon," she said. "I--I thought the Brewsters lived here. Mrs. +Brewster is a friend of mine. My cousin and I are on our way to +Bothwell and we called here to spend the night with Hannah. When we +found everyone away we just came in and made ourselves at home." + +"A likely story," said the red woman. + +"We weren't born yesterday," said the man. + +Madam Black-and-White didn't say anything, but when the other two had +made their pretty speeches she doubled up in a silent convulsion of +mirth, shaking her head from side to side and beating the air with her +hands. + +If they had been nice to us, Kate would probably have gone on feeling +confused and ashamed. But when they were so disagreeable she quickly +regained her self-possession. She sat up again and said in her +haughtiest voice, "I do not know when you were born, or where, but it +must have been somewhere where very peculiar manners were taught. If +you will have the decency to leave our room--this room--until we can +get up and dress we will not transgress upon your hospitality" (Kate +put a most satirical emphasis on that word) "any longer. And we shall +pay you amply for the food we have eaten and the night's lodging we +have taken." + +The black-and-white apparition went through the motion of clapping her +hands, but not a sound did she make. Whether he was cowed by Kate's +tone, or appeased by the prospect of payment, I know not, but Mr. +Chapman spoke more civilly. "Well, that's fair. If you pay up it's all +right." + +"They shall do no such thing as pay you," said Madam Black-and-White +in a surprisingly clear, resolute, authoritative voice. "If you +haven't any shame for yourself, Robert Chapman, you've got a +mother-in-law who can be ashamed for you. No strangers shall be +charged for food or lodging in any house where Mrs. Matilda Pitman +lives. Remember that I've come down in the world, but I haven't forgot +all decency for all that. I knew you was a skinflint when Amelia +married you and you've made her as bad as yourself. But I'm boss here +yet. Here, you, Robert Chapman, take yourself out of here and let +those girls get dressed. And you, Amelia, go downstairs and cook a +breakfast for them." + +I never, in all my life, saw anything like the abject meekness with +which those two big people obeyed that mite. They went, and stood not +upon the order of their going. As the door closed behind them, Mrs. +Matilda Pitman laughed silently, and rocked from side to side in her +merriment. + +"Ain't it funny?" she said. "I mostly lets them run the length of +their tether but sometimes I has to pull them up, and then I does it +with a jerk. Now, you can take your time about dressing, my dears, and +I'll go down and keep them in order, the mean scalawags." + +When we descended the stairs we found a smoking-hot breakfast on the +table. Mr. Chapman was nowhere to be seen, and Mrs. Chapman was +cutting bread with a sulky air. Mrs. Matilda Pitman was sitting in an +armchair, knitting. She still wore her bonnet and her triumphant +expression. "Set right in, dears, and make a good breakfast," she +said. + +"We are not hungry," said Kate, almost pleadingly. "I don't think we +can eat anything. And it's time we were on the trail. Please excuse us +and let us go on." + +Mrs. Matilda Pitman shook a knitting needle playfully at Kate. "Sit +down and take your breakfast," she commanded. "Mrs. Matilda Pitman +commands you. Everybody obeys Mrs. Matilda Pitman--even Robert and +Amelia. You must obey her too." + +We did obey her. We sat down and, such was the influence of her +mesmeric eyes, we ate a tolerable breakfast. The obedient Amelia never +spoke; Mrs. Matilda Pitman did not speak either, but she knitted +furiously and chuckled. When we had finished Mrs. Matilda Pitman +rolled up her knitting. "Now, you can go if you want to," she said, +"but you don't have to go. You can stay here as long as you like, and +I'll make them cook your meals for you." + +I never saw Kate so thoroughly cowed. + +"Thank you," she said faintly. "You are very kind, but we must go." + +"Well, then," said Mrs. Matilda Pitman, throwing open the door, "your +team is ready for you. I made Robert catch your ponies and harness +them. And I made him fix that broken tongue properly. I enjoy making +Robert do things. It's almost the only sport I have left. I'm eighty +and most things have lost their flavour, except bossing Robert." + +Our democrat and ponies were outside the door, but Robert was nowhere +to be seen; in fact, we never saw him again. + +"I do wish," said Kate, plucking up what little spirit she had left, +"that you would let us--ah--uh"--Kate quailed before Mrs. Matilda +Pitman's eye--"recompense you for our entertainment." + +"Mrs. Matilda Pitman said before--and meant it--that she doesn't take +pay for entertaining strangers, nor let other people where she lives +do it, much as their meanness would like to do it." + +We got away. The sulky Amelia had vanished, and there was nobody to +see us off except Mrs. Matilda Pitman. + +"Don't forget to call the next time you come this way," she said +cheerfully, waving her knitting at us. "I hope you'll get safe to +Bothwell. If I was ten years younger I vow I'd pack a grip and go +along with you. I like your spunk. Most of the girls nowadays is such +timid, skeery critters. When I was a girl I wasn't afraid of nothing +or nobody." + +We said and did nothing until we had driven out of sight and earshot. +Then Kate laid down the reins and laughed until the tears came. + +"Oh, Phil, Phil, will you ever forget this adventure?" she gasped. + +"I shall never forget Mrs. Matilda Pitman," I said emphatically. + +We had no further adventures that day. Robert Chapman had fixed the +tongue so well--probably under Mrs. Matilda Pitman's watchful +eyes--that we could drive as fast as we liked; and we made good +progress. But when we pitched camp that night Kate scanned the sky +with an anxious expression. "I don't like the look of it," she said. +"I'm afraid we're going to have a bad day tomorrow." + + * * * * * + +We had. When we awakened in the morning rain was pouring down. This in +itself might not have prevented us from travelling, but the state of +the trail did. It had been raining the greater part of the night and +the trail was little more than a ditch of slimy, greasy, sticky mud. + +If we could have stayed in the tent the whole time it would not have +been quite so bad. But we had to go out twice to take the ponies to +the nearest pond and water them; moreover, we had to collect pea vines +for them, which was not an agreeable occupation in a pouring rain. The +day was very cold too, but fortunately there was plenty of dead poplar +right by our camp. We kept a good fire on in the camp stove and were +quite dry and comfortable as long as we stayed inside. Even when we +had to go out we did not get very wet, as we were well protected. But +it was a long dreary day. Finally when the dark came down and supper +was over Kate grew quite desperate. "Let's have a game of checkers," +she suggested. + +"Where is your checkerboard?" I asked. + +"Oh, I'll soon furnish that," said Kate. + +She cut out a square of brown paper, in which a biscuit box had been +wrapped, and marked squares off on it with a pencil. Then she produced +some red and white high-bush cranberries for men. A cranberry split in +two was a king. + +We played nine games of checkers by the light of our smoky lantern. +Our enjoyment of the game was heightened by the fact that it had +ceased raining. Nevertheless, when morning came the trail was so +drenched that it was impossible to travel on it. + +"We must wait till noon," said Kate. + +"That trail won't be dry enough to travel on for a week," I said +disconsolately. + +"My dear; the chinook is blowing up," said Kate. "You don't know how +quickly a trail dries in a chinook. It's like magic." + +I did not believe a chinook or anything else could dry up that trail +by noon sufficiently for us to travel on. But it did. As Kate said, it +seemed like magic. By one o'clock we were on our way again, the +chinook blowing merrily against our faces. It was a wind that blew +straight from the heart of the wilderness and had in it all the potent +lure of the wild. The yellow prairie laughed and glistened in the sun. + +We made twenty-five miles that afternoon and, as we were again +fortunate enough to find a bluff of dead poplar near which to camp, we +built a royal camp-fire which sent its flaming light far and wide over +the dark prairie. + +We were in jubilant spirits. If the next day were fine and nothing +dreadful happened to us, we would reach Bothwell before night. + +But our ill luck was not yet at an end. The next morning was +beautiful. The sun shone warm and bright; the chinook blew balmily and +alluringly; the trail stretched before us dry and level. But we sat +moodily before our tent, not even having sufficient heart to play +checkers. Tom had gone lame--so lame that there was no use in thinking +of trying to travel with him. Kate could not tell what was the matter. + +"There is no injury that I can see," she said. "He must have sprained +his foot somehow." + +Wait we did, with all the patience we could command. But the day was +long and wearisome, and at night Tom's foot did not seem a bit better. + +We went to bed gloomily, but joy came with the morning. Tom's foot was +so much improved that Kate decided we could go on, though we would +have to drive slowly. + +"There's no chance of making Bothwell today," she said, "but at least +we shall be getting a little nearer to it." + +"I don't believe there is such a place as Bothwell, or any other +town," I said pessimistically. "There's nothing in the world but +prairie, and we'll go on driving over it forever, like a couple of +female Wandering Jews. It seems years since we left Arrow Creek." + +"Well, we've had lots of fun out of it all, you know," said Kate. +"Mrs. Matilda Pitman alone was worth it. She will be an amusing memory +all our lives. Are you sorry you came?" + +"No, I'm not," I concluded, after honest, soul-searching reflection. +"No, I'm glad, Kate. But I think we were crazy to attempt it, as +Sergeant Baker said. Think of all the might-have-beens." + +"Nothing else will happen," said Kate. "I feel in my bones that our +troubles are over." + +Kate's bones proved true prophets. Nevertheless, that day was a weary +one. There was no scenery. We had got into a barren, lakeless, +treeless district where the world was one monotonous expanse of +grey-brown prairie. We just crawled along. Kate had her hands full +driving those ponies. Jerry was in capital fettle and couldn't +understand why he mightn't tear ahead at full speed. He was so much +disgusted over being compelled to walk that he was very fractious. +Poor Tom limped patiently along. But by night his lameness had quite +disappeared, and although we were still a good twenty-five miles from +Bothwell we could see it quite distinctly far ahead on the level +prairie. + +"'Tis a sight for sore eyes, isn't it?" said Kate, as we pitched camp. + +There is little more to be told. Next day at noon we rattled through +the main and only street of Bothwell. Curious sights are frequent in +prairie towns, so we did not attract much attention. When we drew up +before Mr. Taylor's house Mary Taylor flew out and embraced Kate +publicly. + +"You darling! I knew you'd get here if anyone could. They telegraphed +us you were on the way. You're a brick--two bricks." + +"No, I'm not a brick at all, Miss Taylor," I confessed frankly. "I've +been an arrant coward and a doubting Thomas and a wet blanket all +through the expedition. But Kate is a brick and a genius and an +all-round, jolly good fellow." + +"Mary," said Kate in a tragic whisper, +"have--you--any--ham--in--the--house?" + + + + +Jessamine + + +When the vegetable-man knocked, Jessamine went to the door wearily. +She felt quite well acquainted with him. He had been coming all the +spring, and his cheery greeting always left a pleasant afterglow +behind him. But it was not the vegetable-man after all--at least, not +the right one. This one was considerably younger. He was tall and +sunburned, with a ruddy, smiling face, and keen, pleasant blue eyes; +and he had a spray of honeysuckle pinned on his coat. + +"Want any garden stuff this morning?" + +Jessamine shook her head. "We always get ours from Mr. Bell. This is +his day to come." + +"Well, I guess you won't see Mr. Bell for a spell. He fell off a loft +out at his place yesterday and broke his leg. I'm his nephew, and I'm +going to fill his place till he gets 'round again." + +"Oh, I'm so sorry--for Mr. Bell, I mean. Have you any green peas?" + +"Yes, heaps of them. I'll bring them in. Anything else?" + +"Not today," said Jessamine, with a wistful glance at the honeysuckle. + +Mr. Bell, junior, saw it. In an instant the honeysuckle was unpinned +and handed to her. "If you like posies, you're welcome to this. I +guess you're fond of flowers," he added, as he noted the flash of +delight that passed over her pale face. + +"Yes, indeed; they put me so in mind of home--of the country. Oh, how +sweet this is!" + +"You're country-bred, then? Been in the city long?" + +"Since last fall. I was born and brought up in the country. I wish I +was back. I can't get over being homesick. This honeysuckle seems to +bring it right back. We had honeysuckles around our porch at home." + +"You don't like the city, then?" + +"Oh, no. I sometimes feel as if I should smother here. I shall never +feel at home, I am afraid." + +"Where did you live before you came here?" + +"Up at Middleton. It was an old-fashioned place, but pretty--our house +was covered with vines, and there were trees all about it, and great +green fields beyond. But I don't know what makes me tell you this. I +forgot I was talking to a stranger." + +"Pretty little woman," soliloquized Andrew Bell, as he drove away. +"She doesn't look happy, though. I suppose she's married some city +chap and has to live in town. I guess it don't agree with her. Her +eyes had a real hungry look in them over that honeysuckle. She seemed +near about crying when she talked of the country." + +Jessamine felt more like crying than ever when she went back to her +work. Her head ached and she was very tired. The tiny kitchen was hot +and stifling. How she longed for the great, roomy kitchen in her old +home, with its spotless floors and floods of sunshine streaming in +through the maples outside. There was room to live and breathe there, +and from the door one looked out over green wind-rippled meadows, +under a glorious arch of pure blue sky, away to the purple hills in +the distance. + + * * * * * + +Jessamine Stacy had always lived in the country. When her sister died +and the old home had to go, Jessamine could only accept the shelter +offered by her brother, John Stacy, who did business in the city. + +Of her stylish sister-in-law Jessamine was absolutely in awe. At first +Mrs. John was by no means pleased at the necessity of taking a country +sister into her family circle. But one day, when the servant girl took +a tantrum and left, Mrs. John found it very convenient to have in the +house a person who could step into Eliza's place as promptly and +efficiently as Jessamine could. + +Indeed, she found it so convenient that Eliza never had a successor. +Jessamine found herself in the position of maid-of-all-work and +kitchen drudge for board and clothes. + +She never complained, but she grew thinner and paler as the winter +went by. She had worked as hard on the farm, but it was the close +confinement and weary routine that told on her. Mrs. John was exacting +and querulous. John was absorbed in his business worries and had no +time to waste on his sister. Now, when the summer had come, her +homesickness was almost unbearable. + +The next day Mr. Bell came he handed her a big bunch of sweet-brier +roses. + +"Here you are," he said heartily. "I took the liberty to bring you +these today, seeing you're so fond of posies. The country roads are +pink with them now. Why don't you get your husband to bring you out +for a drive some day? You'd be as welcome as a lark at my farm." + +"I will when he comes along, but I haven't seen him yet." + +Mr. Bell gave a prolonged whistle. "Excuse me. I thought you were Mrs. +Something-or-other for sure. Aren't you mistress here?" + +"Oh, no. My brother's wife is the mistress here. I'm only Jessamine." + +She laughed again. She was holding the roses against her face, and her +eyes sparkled over them roguishly. The vegetable-man looked at her +admiringly. + +"You're a country rose yourself, miss, and you ought to be blooming +out in the fields, instead of wilting in here." + +"I wish I was. Thank you so much for the roses, Mr. ---- Mr. ----" + +"Bell--Andrew Bell, that's my name. I live out at Pine Pastures. We're +all Bells out there--can't throw a stone without hitting one. Glad you +like the roses." + +After that the vegetable-man brought Jessamine a bouquet every trip. +Now it was a big bunch of field-daisies or golden buttercups, now a +green glory of spicy ferns, now a cluster of old-fashioned garden +flowers. + +"They keep life in me," Jessamine told him. + +They were great friends by this time. True, she knew little about him +but she felt instinctively that he was manly and kind-hearted. + +One day when he came Jessamine met him almost gleefully. "No, nothing +today. There is no dinner to cook." + +"You don't say. Where are the folks?" + +"Gone on an excursion. They won't be back until tonight." + +"They won't? Well, I'll tell you what to do. You get ready, and when +I'm through my rounds we'll go for a drive up the country." + +"Oh, Mr. Bell! But won't it be too much bother for you?" + +"Well, I reckon not! You want an excursion as well as other folks, and +you shall have it." + +"Oh, thank you so much. Yes, I'll be ready. You don't know how much it +means to me." + +"Poor little creature," said Mr. Bell, as he drove away. "It's +downright cruelty, that's what it is, to keep her penned up like that. +You might as well coop up a lark in a hen-house and expect it to +thrive and sing. I'd like to give that brother of hers a piece of my +mind." + +When he lifted her up to the high seat of his express wagon that +afternoon he said, "Now, I want you to do something. Just shut your +eyes and don't open them again until I tell you to." + +Jessamine laughed and obeyed. Finally she heard him say, "Look." + +Jessamine opened her eyes with a little cry. They were on a remote +country road, cool and dim and quiet, in the very heart of the beech +woods. Long banners of light fell athwart the grey boles. Along the +roadsides grew sheets of feathery ferns. Above the sky was gloriously +blue. The air was sweet with the wild woodsy smell of the forest. + +Jessamine lifted and clasped her hands in rapture. "Oh, how lovely!" + +"Do you know where we're going?" said Mr. Bell delightedly. "Out to my +farm at Pine Pastures. My aunt keeps house for me, and she'll be real +glad to see you. You're just going to have a real good time this +afternoon." + +They had a delightful drive to begin with, and presently Mr. Bell +turned into a wide lane. + +"This is Cloverside Farm. I'm proud of it, I'll admit. There isn't a +finer place in the county. What do you think of it?" + +"Oh, it is lovely--it is like home. Look at those great fields. I'd +like to go and lie down in that clover." + +Mr. Bell lifted her from the wagon and marched her up a flowery garden +path. "You shall do it, and everything else you want to. Here, Aunt, +this is the young lady I spoke of. Make her at home while I tend to +the horses." + +Miss Bell was a pleasant-faced woman with silver hair and kind blue +eyes. She took Jessamine's hand in a friendly fashion. + +"Come in, dear. You're welcome as a June rose." + +When Mr. Bell returned, he found Jessamine standing on the porch with +her hands full of honeysuckle and her cheeks pink with excitement. + +"I declare, you've got roses already," he exclaimed. "If they'd only +stay now, and not bleach out again. What's first now?" + +"Oh, I don't know. There are so many things I want to do. Those +flowers in the garden are calling me--and I want to go down to that +hollow and pick buttercups--and I want to stay right here and look at +things." + +Mr. Bell laughed. "Come with me to the pasture and see my Jersey +calves. They're something worth seeing. Come, Aunt. This way, Miss +Stacy." + +He led the way down the lane, the two women following together. +Jessamine thought she must be in a pleasant dream. The whole afternoon +was a feast of delight to her starved heart. When sunset came she sat +down, tired out, but radiant, on the porch steps. Her hat had slipped +back and her hair was curling around her face. Her dark eyes were +aglow; the roses still bloomed in her cheeks. + +Mr. Bell looked at her admiringly. "If a man could see that pretty +sight every night!" he thought. "And, Great Scott, why can't he? +What's to prevent, I'd like to know?" + +When the moon rose, Mr. Bell brought his team around and they drove +back through the clear night, past the wonderful stillness of the +great beech woods and the wide fields. The farmer looked sideways at +his companion. + +"The little thing wants to be petted and looked after," he thought. +"She's just pining away for home and love. And why can't she have it? +She's dying by inches in that hole back in town." + +Jessamine, quite unsuspecting the farmer's meditations, was living +over again in fancy the joys of the afternoon: the ramble in the +pasture, the drink of water from the spring under the hillside pines, +the bountiful, old-fashioned country supper in the vine-shaded +dining-room, the cup of new milk in the dairy at sunset, and all the +glory of skies and meadows and trees. How could she go back to her +cage again? + + +The next week Mr. Bell, senior, resumed his visits, and the young +farmer came no more to the side door of No. 49. Jessamine missed him +greatly. Mr. Bell, senior, never brought her clover or honeysuckle. + +But one day his nephew suddenly reappeared. Jessamine opened the door +for him, and her face lighted up, but Mr. Bell saw that she had been +crying. + +"Did you think I had forgotten you?" he asked. "Not a bit of it. +Harvest was on and I couldn't get clear before. I've come to ask you +when you intend to take another drive to Cloverside Farm. What have +you been up to? You look as if you'd been working too hard." + +"I--I--haven't felt very well. I'm glad you came today, Mr. Bell. +Perhaps I shall not see you again, and I wanted to say goodbye and +thank you for all your kindness." + +"Goodbye? Why, where are you going?" + +"My brother went west a week ago," faltered Jessamine. She could not +bring herself to tell the clear-eyed farmer that John Stacy had failed +and had been obliged to start for the west without saying goodbye to +his creditors. "His wife and I--are going too--next week." + +"Oh, Jessamine," exclaimed Mr. Bell in despair, "don't go--you +mustn't. I want you at Cloverside Farm. I came today on purpose to ask +you. I love you and I'll make you happy if you'll marry me. What do +you say, Jessamine?" + +Jessamine, by way of answer, sat down on the nearest chair and began +to cry. + +"Oh, don't," said the wooer in distress. "I didn't want to make you +feel bad. If you don't like the idea, I won't mention it again." + +"Oh, it isn't that--but I--I thought nobody cared what became of me. +You are so kind--I'm afraid I'd only be a bother to you...." + +"I'll risk that. You shall have a happy home, little girl. Will you +come to it?" + +"Ye-e-e-s." It was very indistinct and faltering, but Mr. Bell heard +it and considered it a most eloquent answer. + +Mrs. John fumed and sulked and chose to consider herself hoodwinked +and injured. But Mr. Bell was a resolute man, and a few days later he +came for the last time to No. 49 and took his bride away with him. + +As they drove through the beech woods he put his arm tenderly around +the shy, smiling little woman beside him and said, "You'll never be +sorry for this, my dear." + +And she never was. + + + + +Miss Sally's Letter + + +Miss Sally peered sharply at Willard Stanley, first through her +gold-rimmed glasses and then over them. Willard continued to look very +innocent. Joyce got up abruptly and went out of the room. + +"So you have bought that queer little house with the absurd name?" +said Miss Sally. + +"You surely don't call Eden an absurd name," protested Willard. + +"I do--for a house. Particularly such a house as that. Eden! There are +no Edens on earth. And what are you going to do with it?" + +"Live in it." + +"Alone?" + +Miss Sally looked at him suspiciously. + +"No. The truth is, Miss Sally, I am hoping to be married in the fall +and I want to fix up Eden for my bride." + +"Oh!" Miss Sally drew a long breath, partly it seemed of relief and +partly of triumph, and looked at Joyce, who had returned, with an +expression that said, "I told you so"; but Joyce, whose eyes were cast +down, did not see it. + +"And," went on Willard calmly, "I want you to help me fix it up, Miss +Sally. I don't know much about such things and you know everything. +You will be able to tell me just what to do to make Eden habitable." + +Miss Sally looked as pleased as she ever allowed herself to look over +anything a man suggested. It was the delight of her heart to plan and +decorate and contrive. Her own house was a model of comfort and good +taste, and Miss Sally was quite ready for new worlds to conquer. +Instantly Eden assumed importance in her eyes. She might be sorry for +the misguided bride who was rashly going to trust her life's keeping +to a man, but she would see, at least, that the poor thing should have +a decent place to begin her martyrdom in. + +"I'll be pleased to help you all I can," she said graciously. + +Miss Sally could speak very graciously when she chose, even to men. +You would not have thought she hated them, but she did. In all +sincerity, too. Also, she had brought her niece up to hate and +distrust them. Or, she had tried to do so. But at times Miss Sally was +troubled with an uncomfortable suspicion that Joyce did not hate and +distrust men quite as thoroughly as she ought. The suspicion had +recurred several times this summer since Willard Stanley had come to +take charge of the biological station at the harbour. Miss Sally did +not distrust Willard on his own account. She merely distrusted him on +principle and on Joyce's account. Nevertheless, she was rather nice to +him. Miss Sally, dear, trim, dainty Miss Sally, with her snow-white +curls and her big girlish black eyes, couldn't help being nice, even +to a man. + +Willard had come a great deal to Miss Sally's. If it were Joyce he +were after Miss Sally blocked his schemes with much enjoyment. He +never saw Joyce alone--that Miss Sally knew of, at least--and he did +not make much apparent headway. But now all danger was removed, Miss +Sally thought. He was going to be married to somebody else, and Joyce +was safe. + +"Thank you," said Willard. "I'll come up tomorrow afternoon, and you +and I will take a prowl about Eden and see what must be done. I'm ever +so much obliged, Miss Sally." + +"I wonder who he is going to marry," said Miss Sally, careless of +grammar, after he had gone. "Poor, poor girl!" + +"I don't see why you should pity her," said Joyce, not looking up from +her embroidery. There was just the merest tremor in her voice. Miss +Sally looked at her sharply. + +"I pity any woman who is foolish enough to marry," she said solemnly. +"No man is to be trusted, Joyce--no man. They are all ready to break a +trusting woman's heart for the sport of it. Never you allow any man +the chance to break yours, Joyce. I shall never consent to your +marrying anybody, so mind you don't take any such notion into your +head. There oughtn't to be any danger, for I have instilled correct +ideas on this subject into you from childhood. But girls are such +fools. I know, because I was one myself once." + +"Of course, I would never marry without your consent, Aunt Sally," +said Joyce, smiling faintly but affectionately at her aunt. Joyce +loved Miss Sally with her whole heart. Everybody did who knew her. +There never was a more lovable creature than this pretty little old +maid who hated the men so bitterly. + +"That's a good girl," said Miss Sally approvingly. "I own that I have +been a little afraid that this Willard Stanley was coming here to see +you. But my mind is set at rest on that point now, and I shall help +him fix up his doll house with a clear conscience. Eden, indeed!" + +Miss Sally sniffed and tripped out of the room to hunt up a furniture +catalogue. Joyce sighed and let her embroidery slip to the floor. + +"Oh, I'm afraid Willard's plan won't succeed," she murmured. "I'm +afraid Aunt Sally will never consent to our marriage. And I can't and +won't marry him unless she does, for she would never forgive me and I +couldn't bear that. I wonder what makes her so bitter against men. She +is so sweet and loving, it seems simply unnatural that she should have +such a feeling so deeply rooted in her. Oh, what will she say when she +finds out--dear little Aunt Sally? I couldn't bear to have her angry +with me." + +The next day Willard came up from the harbour and took Miss Sally down +to see Eden. Eden was a tiny, cornery, gabled grey house just across +the road and down a long, twisted windy lane, skirting the edge of a +beech wood. Nobody had lived in it for four years, and it had a +neglected, out-at-elbow appearance. + +"It's rather a box of a place, isn't it?" said Willard slowly. "I'm +afraid she will think so. But it is all I can afford just now. I +dream of giving her a palace some day, of course. But we'll have to +begin humbly. Do you think anything can be made of it?" + +Miss Sally was busily engaged in sizing up the possibilities of the +place. + +"It is pretty small," she said meditatively. "And the yard is small +too--and there are far too many trees and shrubs all messed up +together. They must be thinned out--and that paling taken down. I +think a good deal can be done with it. As for the house--well, let us +see the inside." + +Willard unlocked the door and showed Miss Sally over the place. Miss +Sally poked and pried and sniffed and wrinkled her forehead, and +finally stood on the stairs and delivered her ultimatum. + +"This house can be done up very nicely. Paint and paper will work +wonders. But I wouldn't paint it outside. Leave it that pretty silver +weather-grey and plant vines to run over it. Oh, we'll see what we can +do. Of course it is small--a kitchen, a dining room, a living room, +and two bedrooms. You won't want anything stuffy. You can do the +painting yourself, and I'll help you hang the paper. How much money +can you spend on it?" + +Willard named the sum. It was not a large one. + +"But I think it will do," mused Miss Sally. "We'll _make_ it do. +There's such satisfaction getting as much as you possibly can out of a +dollar, and twice as much as anybody else would get. I enjoy that sort +of thing. This will be a game, and we'll play it with a right good +will. But I do wish you would give the place a sensible name." + +"I think Eden is the most appropriate name in the world," laughed +Willard. "It will be Eden for me when she comes." + +"I suppose you tell her all that and she believes it," said Miss Sally +sarcastically. "You'll both find out that there is a good deal more +prose than poetry in life." + +"But we'll find it out _together_," said Willard tenderly. "Won't +that be worth something, Miss Sally? Prose, rightly written and read, +is sometimes as beautiful as poetry." + +Miss Sally deigned no reply. She carefully gathered up her grey silken +skirts from the dusty floor and walked out. "Get Christina Bowes to +come up tomorrow and scrub this place out," she said practically. "We +can go to town and select paint and paper. I should like the dining +room done in pale green and the living room in creamy tones, ranging +from white to almost golden brown. But perhaps my taste won't be +hers." + +"Oh, yes, it will," said Willard with assurance. "I am quite certain +she will like everything you like. I can never thank you enough for +helping me. If you hadn't consented I should have had to put it into +the hands of some outsider whom I couldn't have helped at all. And I +_wanted_ to help. I wanted to have a finger in everything, because it +is for her, you see, Miss Sally. It will be such a delight to fix up +this little house, knowing that she is coming to live in it." + +"I wonder if you really mean it," said Miss Sally bitterly. "Oh, I +dare say you think you do. But _do_ you? Perhaps you do. Perhaps you +are the exception that proves the rule." + +This was a great admission for Miss Sally to make. + +For the next two months Miss Sally was happy. Even Willard himself was +not more keenly interested in Eden and its development. Miss Sally did +wonders with his money. She was an expert at bargain hunting, and her +taste was excellent. A score of times she mercilessly nipped Willard's +suggestions in the bud. "Lace curtains for the living room--never! +They would be horribly out of place in such a house. You don't want +curtains at all--just a frill is all that quaint window needs, with a +shelf above it for a few bits of pottery. I picked up a love of a +brass platter in town yesterday--got it for next to nothing from that +old Jew who would really rather _give_ you a thing than suffer you to +escape without taking something. Oh, I know how to manage them." + +"You certainly do," laughed Willard. "It amazes me to see how far you +can stretch a dollar." + +Willard did the painting under Miss Sally's watchful eye, and they +hung the paper together. Together they made trips to town or junketed +over the country in search of furniture and dishes of which Miss Sally +had heard. Day by day the little house blossomed into a home, and day +by day Miss Sally's interest in it grew. She began to have a personal +affection for its quaint rooms and their adornments. Moreover, in +spite of herself, she felt a growing interest in Willard's bride. He +never told her the name of the girl he hoped to bring to Eden, and +Miss Sally never asked it. But he talked of her a great deal, in a +shy, reverent, tender way. + +"He certainly seems to be very much in love with her," Miss Sally told +Joyce one evening when she returned from Eden. "I would believe in him +if it were possible for me to believe in a man. Anyway, she will have +a dear little home. I've almost come to love that Eden house. Why +don't you come down and see it, Joyce?" + +"Oh, I'll come some day--I hope," said Joyce lightly. "I think I'd +rather not see it until it is finished." + +"Willard is a nice boy," said Miss Sally suddenly. "I don't think I +ever did him justice before. The finer qualities of his character come +out in these simple, homely little doings and tasks. He is certainly +very thoughtful and kind. Oh, I suppose he'll make a good husband, as +husbands go. But he doesn't know the first thing about managing. If +his wife isn't a good manager, I don't know what they'll do. And +perhaps she won't like the way we've done up Eden. Willard says she +will, of course, because he thinks her perfection. But she may have +dreadful taste and want the lace curtains and that nightmare of a pink +rug Willard admired, and I dare say she'd rather have a new flaunting +set of china with rosebuds on it than that dear old dull blue I picked +up for a mere song down at the Aldenbury auction. I stood in the rain +for two mortal hours to make sure of it, and it was really worth all +that Willard has spent on the dining room put together. It will break +my heart if she sets to work altering Eden. It's simply perfect as it +is--though I suppose I shouldn't say it." + + * * * * * + +In another week Eden was finished. Miss Sally stood in the tiny hall +and looked about her. + +"Well, it is done," she said with a sigh. "I'm sorry. I have enjoyed +fixing it up tremendously, and now I feel that my occupation is gone. +I hope you are satisfied, Willard." + +"Satisfied is too mild a word, Miss Sally. I am delighted. I knew you +could accomplish wonders, but I never hoped for _this_. Eden is a +dream--the dearest, quaintest, sweetest little home that ever waited +for a bride. When I bring her here--oh, Miss Sally, do you know what +that thought means to me?" + +Miss Sally looked curiously at the young man. His face was flushed and +his voice trembled a little. There was a far-away shining look in his +eyes as if he saw a vision. + +"I hope you and she will be happy," said Miss Sally slowly. "When will +she be coming, Willard?" + +The flush went out of Willard's face, leaving it pale and determined. + +"That is for her--and you--to say," he answered steadily. + +"Me!" exclaimed Miss Sally. "What have I to do with it?" + +"A great deal--for unless you consent she will never come here at +all." + +"Willard Stanley," said Miss Sally, with ominous calm, "who is the +girl you mean to marry?" + +"The girl I _hope_ to marry is Joyce, Miss Sally. Wait--don't say +anything till you hear me out." He came close to her and caught her +hands in a boyish grip. "Joyce and I have loved each other ever since +we met. But we despaired of winning your consent, and Joyce will not +marry me without it. I thought if I could get you to help me fix up my +little home that you might get so interested in it--and so well +acquainted with me--that you would trust me with Joyce. Please do, +Miss Sally. I love her so truly and I know I can make her happy. If +you don't, Eden shall never have a mistress. I'll shut it up, just as +it is, and leave it sacred to the dead hope of a bride that will never +come to it." + +"Oh, you wouldn't," protested Miss Sally. "It would be a shame--such a +dear little house--and after all the trouble I've taken. But you have +tricked me--oh, you men couldn't be straightforward in anything--" + +"Wasn't it a fair device for a desperate lover, Miss Sally?" +interrupted Willard. "Oh, you mustn't hold spite because of it, dear; +And you will give me Joyce, won't you? Because if you don't, I really +will shut up Eden forever." + +Miss Sally looked wistfully around her. Through the open door on her +left she saw the little living room with its quaint, comfortable +furniture, its dainty pictures and adornments. Through the front door +she saw the trim, velvet-swarded little lawn. Upstairs were two white +rooms that only wanted a woman's living presence to make them jewels. +And the kitchen on which she had expended so much thought and +ingenuity--the kitchen furnished to the last detail, even to the +kindling in the range and the match Willard had laid ready to light +it! It gave Miss Sally a pang to think of that altar fire never being +lighted. It was really the thought of the kitchen that finished Miss +Sally. + +"You've tricked me," she said again reproachfully. "You've tricked me +into loving this house so much that I cannot bear the thought of it +never living. You'll have to have Joyce, I suppose. And I believe I'm +glad that it isn't a stranger who is to be the mistress of Eden. Joyce +won't hanker after pink rugs and lace curtains. And her taste in china +is the same as mine. In one way it's a great relief to my mind. But +it's a fearful risk--a fearful risk. To think that you may make my +dear child miserable!" + +"You know you don't think that I will, Miss Sally. I'm not really such +a bad fellow, now, am I?" + +"You are a man--and I have no confidence whatever in men," declared +Miss Sally, wiping some very real tears from her eyes with a very +unreal sort of handkerchief--one of the cobwebby affairs of lace her +daintiness demanded. + +"Miss Sally, why have you such a rooted distrust of men?" demanded +Willard curiously. "Somehow, it seems so foreign to your character." + +"I suppose you think I am a perfect crank," said Miss Sally, sighing. +"Well, I'll tell you why I don't trust men. I have a very good reason +for it. A man broke my heart and embittered my life. I've never spoken +about it to a living soul, but if you want to hear about it, you +shall." + +Miss Sally sat down on the second step of the stairs and tucked her +wet handkerchief away. She clasped her slender white hands over her +knee. In spite of her silvery hair and the little lines on her face +she looked girlish and youthful. There was a pink flush on her cheeks, +and her big black eyes sparkled with the anger her memories aroused in +her. + +"I was a young girl of twenty when I met him," she said, "and I was +just as foolish as all young girls are--foolish and romantic and +sentimental. He was very handsome and I thought him--but there, I +won't go into that. It vexes me to recall my folly. But I loved +him--yes, I did, with all my heart--with all there was of me to love. +He made me love him. He deliberately set himself to win my love. For a +whole summer he flirted with me. I didn't know he was flirting--I +thought him in earnest. Oh, I was such a little fool--and so happy. +Then--he went away. Went away suddenly without even a word of goodbye. +But he had been summoned home by his father's serious illness, and I +thought he would write--I waited--I hoped. I never heard from +him--never saw him again. He had tired of his plaything and flung it +aside. That is all," concluded Miss Sally passionately. "I never +trusted any man again. When my sister died and gave me her baby, I +determined to bring the dear child up safely, training her to avoid +the danger I had fallen into. Well, I've failed. But perhaps it will +be all right--perhaps there are some men who are true, though Stephen +Merritt was false." + +"Stephen--who?" demanded Willard abruptly. Miss Sally coloured. + +"I didn't mean to tell you his name," she said, getting up. "It was a +slip of the tongue. Never mind--forget it and him. He was not worthy +of remembrance--and yet I do remember him. I can't forget him--and I +hate him all the more for it--for having entered so deeply into my +life that I could not cast him out when I knew him unworthy. It is +humiliating. There--let us lock up Eden and go home. I suppose you are +dying to see Joyce and tell her your precious plot has succeeded." + +Willard did not appear to be at all impatient. He had relapsed into a +brown study, during which he let Miss Sally lock up the house. Then he +walked silently home with her. Miss Sally was silent too. Perhaps she +was repenting her confidence--or perhaps she was thinking of her false +lover. There was a pathetic droop to her lips, and her black eyes were +sad and dreamy. + +"Miss Sally," said Willard at last, as they neared her house, "had +Stephen Merritt any sisters?" + +Miss Sally threw him a puzzled glance. + +"He had one--Jean Merritt--whom I disliked and who disliked me," she +said crisply. "I don't want to talk of her--she was the only woman I +ever hated. I never met any of the other members of his family--his +home was in a distant part of the state." + +Willard stayed with Joyce so brief a time that Miss Sally viewed his +departure with suspicion. This was not very lover-like conduct. + +"I dare say he's like all the rest--when his aim is attained the +prize loses its value," reflected Miss Sally pessimistically. "Poor +Joyce--poor child! But there--there isn't a single inharmonious thing +in his house--that is one comfort. I'm so thankful I didn't let +Willard buy those brocade chairs he wanted. They would have given +Joyce the nightmare." + +Meanwhile, Willard rushed down to the biological station and from +there drove furiously to the station to catch the evening express. He +did not return until three days later, when he appeared at Miss +Sally's, dusty and triumphant. + +"Joyce is out," said Miss Sally. + +"I'm glad of it," said Willard recklessly. "It's you I want to see, +Miss Sally. I have something to show you. I've been all the way home +to get it." + +From his pocketbook Willard drew something folded and creased and +yellow that looked like a letter. He opened it carefully and, holding +it in his fingers, looked over it at Miss Sally. + +"My grandmother's maiden name was Jean Merritt," he said deliberately, +"and Stephen Merritt was my great-uncle. I never saw him--he died when +I was a child--but I've heard my father speak of him often." + +Miss Sally turned very pale. She passed her cobwebby handkerchief +across her lips and her hand trembled. Willard went on. + +"My uncle never married. He and his sister Jean lived together until +her late marriage. I was not very fond of my grandmother. She was a +selfish, domineering woman--very unlike the grandmother of tradition. +When she died everything she possessed came to me, as my father, her +only child, was then dead. In looking over a box of old papers I found +a letter--an old love letter. I read it with some interest, wondering +whose it could be and how it came among Grandmother's private letters. +It was signed 'Stephen,' so that I guessed my great-uncle had been the +writer, but I had no idea who the Sally was to whom it was written, +until the other day. Then I knew it was you--and I went home to bring +you your letter--the letter you should have received long ago. Why +you did not receive it I cannot explain. I fear that my grandmother +must have been to blame for that--she must have intercepted and kept +the letter in order to part her brother and you. In so far as I can I +wish to repair the wrong she has done you. I know it can never be +repaired--but at least I think this letter will take the bitterness +out of the memory of your lover." + +He dropped the letter in Miss Sally's lap and went away. + +Pale, Miss Sally picked it up and read it. It was from Stephen Merritt +to "dearest Sally," and contained a frank, manly avowal of love. Would +she be his wife? If she would, let her write and tell him so. But if +she did not and could not love him, let her silence reveal the bitter +fact; he would wish to spare her the pain of putting her refusal into +words, and if she did not write he would understand that she was not +for him. + +When Willard and Joyce came back into the twilight room they found +Miss Sally still sitting by the table, her head leaning pensively on +her hand. She had been crying--the cobwebby handkerchief lay beside +her, wrecked and ruined forever--but she looked very happy. + +"I wonder if you know what you have done for me," she said to Willard. +"But no--you can't know--you can't realize it fully. It means +everything to me. You have taken away my humiliation and restored to +me my pride of womanhood. He really loved me--he was not false--he was +what I believed him to be. Nothing else matters to me at all now. Oh, +I am very happy--but it would never have been if I had not consented +to give you Joyce." + +She rose and took their hands in hers, joining them. + +"God bless you, dears," she said softly. "I believe you will be happy +and that your love for each other will always be true and faithful and +tender. Willard, I give you my dear child in perfect trust and +confidence." + +With her yellowed love letter clasped to her heart, and a raptured +shining in her eyes, Miss Sally went out of the room. + + + + +My Lady Jane + + +The boat got into Broughton half an hour after the train had gone. We +had been delayed by some small accident to the machinery; hence that +lost half-hour, which meant a night's sojourn for me in Broughton. I +am ashamed of the things I thought and said. When I think that fate +might have taken me at my word and raised up a special train, or some +such miracle, by which I might have got away from Broughton that +night, I experience a cold chill. Out of gratitude I have never sworn +over missing connections since. + +At the time, however, I felt thoroughly exasperated. I was in a hurry +to get on. Important business engagements would be unhinged by the +delay. I was a stranger in Broughton. It looked like a stupid, stuffy +little town. I went to a hotel in an atrocious humor. After I had +fumed until I wanted a change, it occurred to me that I might as well +hunt up Clark Oliver by way of passing the time. I had never been +overly fond of Clark Oliver, although he was my cousin. He was a bit +of a cad, and stupider than anyone belonging to our family had a right +to be. Moreover, he was in politics, and I detest politics. But I +rather wanted to see if he looked as much like me as he used to. I +hadn't seen him for three years and I hoped that the time might have +differentiated us to a saving degree. It was over a year since I had +last been blown up by some unknown, excited individual on the ground +that I was that scoundrel Oliver--politically speaking. I thought that +was a good omen. + +I went to Clark's office, found he had left, and followed him to his +rooms. The minute I saw him I experienced the same nasty feeling of +lost or bewildered individuality which always overcame me in his +presence. He was so absurdly like me. I felt as if I were looking into +a mirror where my reflection persisted in doing things I didn't do, +thereby producing a most uncanny sensation. + +Clark pretended he was glad to see me. He really couldn't have been, +because his Great Idea hadn't struck him then, and we had always +disliked each other. + +"Hello, Elliott," he said, shaking me by the hand with a twist he had +learned in election campaigns, whereby something like heartiness was +simulated. "Glad to see you, old fellow. Gad, you're as like me as +ever. Where did you drop from?" + +I explained my predicament and we talked amiably and harmlessly for +awhile about family gossip. I abhor family gossip, but it is a shade +better than politics, and those two subjects are the only ones on +which Clark can converse at all. I described Mary Alice's wedding, and +Florence's new young man, and Tom-and-Kate's twins. Clark tried to be +interested but I saw he had something on what serves him for a mind. +After awhile it came out. He looked at his watch with a frown. + +"I'm in a bit of a puzzle," he said. "The Mark Kennedys are giving a +dinner to-night. You don't know them, of course. They're the big +people of Broughton. Kennedy runs the politics of the place, and Mrs. +K. makes or mars people socially. It's my first invitation there and +it's necessary I should accept it--necessary every way. Mrs. K. would +never forgive me if I disappointed her at the last moment. Not that I, +personally, am of much account--yet--to her. But it would leave a +vacant place. Mrs. K. would never notice me again and, as she bosses +Kennedy, I can't afford to offend her. Besides, there's a girl who'll +be there. I've met her once. I want to meet her again. She's a beauty +and no mistake. Toplofty as they make 'em, though. However, I think +I've made an impression on her. It was at the Harvey's dance last +week. She was the handsomest woman there, and she never took her eyes +off me. I've given Mrs. Kennedy a pretty broad hint that I want to +take her in to dinner. If I don't go I'll miss all round." + +"Well, what is there to prevent you from going?" I asked, squiffily. I +never could endure the way Clark talked about girls and hinted at his +conquests. + +"Just this. Herbert Bronson came to town this afternoon and is leaving +on the 10.30 train to-night. He's sent me word to meet him at his +hotel this evening and talk over a mining deal I've been trying to +pull off. I simply must go. It's my one chance to corral Bronson. If I +lose him it'll be all up, and I'll be thousands out of pocket." + +"Well, you _are_ in rather a predicament," I agreed, with the +philosophical acceptance of the situation that marks the outsider. _I_ +wasn't hampered by the multiplicity of my business and social +engagements that evening, so I could afford to pity Clark. It is +always rather nice to be able to pity a person you dislike. + +"I should say so. I can't make up my mind what to do. Hang it. I'll +_have_ to see Bronson. There's no question about that. A man ought to +keep an understood substitute on hand to send to dinners when he can't +go. By Jove! Elliott!" + +Clark's Great Idea had arrived. He bounced up eagerly. + +"Elliott, will _you_ go to the Kennedys' in my place? They'll never +know the difference. Do, now--there's a good fellow!" + +"Nonsense!" I said. + +"It isn't nonsense. The resemblance between us was foreordained for +this hour. I'll lend you my dress suit--it'll fit you--your figure is +as much like mine as your face. You've nothing to do with yourself +this evening. I offer you a good dinner and an agreeable partner. Come +now, to oblige me. You know you owe me a good turn for that Mulhenen +business." + +The Mulhenen business clinched the matter. Until he mentioned it I +had no notion whatever of masquerading as Clark Oliver at the +Kennedys' dinner. But, as Clark so delicately put it, he had done me a +good turn in that affair and the obligation had rankled ever since. It +is beastly to be indebted for a favor to a man you detest. Now was my +chance to pay it off and I took it without more ado. + +"But," I said doubtfully, "I don't know the Kennedys--nor any of the +social stunts that are doing in Broughton; I won't dare to talk about +anything, and I'll seem so stupid, even if I don't actually make some +irremediable blunder, that the Kennedys will be disgusted with you. It +will probably do your prospects more harm than your absence would." + +"Not at all. Keep your mouth shut when you can and talk generalities +when you can't, and you'll pass. If you take that girl in she's a +stranger in Broughton and won't suspect your ignorance of what's going +on. Nobody will suspect you. Nobody here knows I have a cousin so like +me. Our own mothers haven't always been able to tell us apart. Our +very voices are alike. Come now, get into my dinner togs. You haven't +much time and Mrs. K. doesn't like late comers." + +There seemed to be a number of things that Mrs. Kennedy did not like. +I thought my chance of pleasing that critical lady extremely small, +especially when I had to live up to Clark Oliver's personality. +However, I dressed as expeditiously as possible. The novelty of the +adventure rather pleased me. I always liked doing unusual things. +Anything was better than lounging away the evening at my hotel. It +couldn't do any harm. I owed Clark Oliver a good turn and I would save +Mrs. Kennedy the annoyance of a vacant chair. + +There was no disputing the fact that I looked most disgustingly like +Clark when I got into his clothes. I actually felt a grudge against +them for their excellent fit. + +"You'll do," said Clark. "Remember you're a Conservative to-night and +don't let your rank Liberal views crop out, or you'll queer me for +all time with the great and only Mark. He doesn't talk politics at his +dinners, though, so you're not likely to have trouble on that score. +Mrs. Kennedy has a weakness for beer mugs. Her collection is +considered very fine. Scandal whispers that Miss Harvey has a budding +interest in settlement work--" + +"Miss who?" I said sharply. + +"Harvey. Christian name unknown. That's the girl I mentioned. You'll +probably take her in. Be nice to her even if you have to make an +effort. She's the one I've picked out as your future cousin, you know, +so I don't want you to spoil her good opinion of me in any way." + +The name had given me a jump. Once, in another world, I had known a +Jane Harvey. But Clark's Miss Harvey couldn't be Jane. A month before +I had read a newspaper item to the effect that Jane was on the Pacific +coast. Moreover, Jane, when I knew her, had certainly no manifest +vocation for settlement work. I didn't think two years could have +worked such a transformation. Two years! Was it only two years? It +seemed more like two centuries. + +I went to the Kennedys' in a pleasantly excited frame of mind and a +cab. I just missed being late by a hairbreadth. The house was a big +one, and everybody pertaining to it was big, except the host. Mark +Kennedy was a little, thin man with a bald head. He didn't look like a +political power, but that was all the more reason for his being one in +a world where things are not what they seem. + +Mrs. Kennedy greeted me cordially and told me significantly that she +had granted my request. This meant, as my card had already informed +me, that I was to take Miss Harvey out. Of course there would be no +introduction since Clark Oliver was already acquainted with the lady. +I was wondering how I was to locate her when I got a shock that made +me dizzy. Jane was over in a corner looking at me. + +There was no time to collect my wits. The guests were moving out to +the dining-room. I took my nerve in my hand, crossed the room, bowed, +and the next moment was walking through the hall with Jane's hand on +my arm. The hall was a good long one; I blessed the architect who had +planned it. It gave me time to sort out my ideas. + +Jane here! Jane going out to dinner with me, believing me to be Clark +Oliver! Jane--but it was incredible! The whole thing was a dream--or I +had gone crazy! + +I looked at her sideways when we had got into our places at the table. +She was more beautiful than ever, that tall, brown-haired, disdainful +Jane. The settlement work story I was inclined to dismiss as a myth. +Settlement work in a beautiful woman generally means crowsfeet or a +broken heart. Jane, according to my sight and belief, possessed +neither. + +Once upon a time I had been engaged to Jane. I had been idiotically in +love with her in those days and still more idiotically believed that +she loved me. The trouble was that, although I had been cured of the +latter phase of my idiocy, the former had become chronic. I had never +been able to get over loving Jane. All through those two years I had +hugged the fond hope that sometime I might stumble across her in a +mild mood and make matters up. There was no such thing as seeking her +out or writing to her, since she had icily forbidden me to do so, and +Jane had a most detestable habit--in a woman--of meaning what she +said. But the deity I had invoked was the god of chance--and this was +how he had answered my prayers. I was eating my dinner beside Jane, +who supposed me to be Clark Oliver! + +What should I do? Confess the truth and plead my cause while she had +to sit beside me? That would never do. Someone might overhear us. And, +in any case, it would be no passport to Jane's favor that I was a +guest in the house under false pretences. She would be certain to +disapprove strongly. It was a maddening situation. + +Jane, who was calmly eating soup--she was the only woman I had ever +seen who could eat soup and look like a goddess at the same +time--glanced around and caught me studying her profile. I thought she +blushed slightly and I raged inwardly to think that blush was meant +for Clark Oliver--Clark Oliver who had told me he thought Jane was +smitten on him! Jane! On him! + +"Do you know, Mr. Oliver," said Jane slowly, "that you are startlingly +like a--a person I used to know? When I first saw you the other night +I took you for him." + +A _person_ you used to know! Oh, Jane, that was the most unkindest cut +of all. + +"My cousin, Elliott Cameron, I suppose?" I answered as indifferently +as I could. "We resemble each other very closely. You were acquainted +with Cameron, Miss Harvey?" + +"Slightly," said Jane. + +"A fine fellow," I said unblushingly. + +"A-h," said Jane. + +"My favorite relative," I went on brazenly. "He's a thoroughly good +sort--rather dull now to what he used to be, though. He had an +unfortunate love affair two years ago and has never got over it." + +"Indeed?" said Jane coldly, crumbling a bit of bread between her +fingers. Her face was expressionless and her voice ditto; but I had +heard her criticize nervous people who did things like that at table. + +"I fear poor Elliott's life has been completely spoiled," I said, with +a sigh. "It's a shame." + +"Did he confide the affair to you?" asked Jane, a little scornfully. + +"Well, after a fashion. He said enough for me to guess the rest. He +never told me the lady's name. She was very beautiful, I understand, +and very heartless. Oh, she used him very badly." + +"Did he tell you that, too?" asked Jane. + +"Not he. He won't listen to a word against her. But a chap can draw +his own conclusions, you know." + +"What went wrong between them?" asked Jane. She smiled at a lady +across the table, as if she were merely asking questions to make +conversation, but she went on crumbling bread. + +"Simply a very stiff quarrel, I believe. Elliott never went into +details. The lady was flirting with somebody else, I fancy." + +"People have such different ideas about flirting," said Jane, +languidly. "What one would call mere simple friendliness another +construes into flirting. Possibly your friend--or is it your +cousin?--is one of those men who become insanely jealous over every +trifle and attempt to exert authority before they have any to exert. A +woman of spirit would hardly fail to resent that." + +"Of course Elliott was jealous," I admitted. "But then, you know, Miss +Harvey, that jealousy is said to be the measure of a man's love. If he +went beyond his rights I am sure he is bitterly sorry for it." + +"Does he really care about her still?" asked Jane, eating most +industriously, although somehow the contents of her plate did not grow +noticeably less. As for me, I didn't pretend to eat. I simply pecked. + +"He loves her with all his heart," I answered fervently. "There never +has been and never will be any other woman for Elliott Cameron." + +"Why doesn't he go and tell her so?" inquired Jane, as if she felt +rather bored over the whole subject. + +"He doesn't dare to. She forbade him ever to cross her path again. +Told him she hated him and always would hate him as long as she +lived." + +"She must have been an unpleasantly emphatic young woman," commented +Jane. + +"I'd like to hear anyone say so to Elliott," I responded. "He +considers her perfection. I'm sorry for Elliott. His life is wrecked." + +"Do you know," said Jane slowly, as if poking about in the recesses of +her memory for something half forgotten. "I believe I know the--the +girl in question." + +"Really?" I said. + +"Yes, she is a friend of mine. She--she never told me his name, but +putting two and two together, I believe it must have been your cousin. +But she--she thinks she was the one to blame." + +"Does she?" It was my turn to ask questions now, but my heart thumped +so that I could hardly speak. + +"Yes, she says she was too hasty and unreasonable. She didn't mean to +flirt at all--and she never cared for anyone but--him. But his +jealousy irritated her. I suppose she said things to him she didn't +really mean. She--she never supposed he was going to take her at her +word." + +"Do you think she cares for him still?" Considering what was at stake, +I think I asked the question very well. + +"I think she must," said Jane languidly. "She has never looked at any +other man. She devotes most of her time to charitable work, but I feel +sure she isn't really happy." + +So the settlement story was true. Oh, Jane! + +"What would you advise my cousin to do?" I asked. "Do you think he +should go boldly to her? Would she listen to him--forgive him?" + +"She might," said Jane. + +"Have I your permission to tell Elliott Cameron this?" I demanded. + +Jane selected and ate an olive with maddening deliberation. + +"I suppose you may--if you are really convinced that he wants to hear +it," she said at last, as if barely recollecting that I had asked the +question two minutes previously. + +"I'll tell him as soon as I go home," I said. + +I had the satisfaction of startling Jane at last. She turned her head +and looked at me. I got a good, square, satisfying gaze into her big, +blackish-blue eyes. + +"Yes," I said, compelling myself to look away. "He came in on the boat +this afternoon too late for his train. Has to stay over till to-morrow +night. I left him in my rooms when I came away. Doubtless to-morrow +will see him speeding recklessly to his dear divinity. I wonder if he +knows where she is at present." + +"If he doesn't," said Jane, with the air of dismissing the subject +once and forever from her mind, "I can give him the information. You +may tell him I'm staying with the Duncan Moores, and shall be leaving +day after to-morrow. By the way, have you seen Mrs. Kennedy's +collection of steins? It is a remarkably fine one." + +Clark Oliver couldn't come to our wedding--or wouldn't. Jane has never +met him since, but she cannot understand why I have such an aversion to +him, especially when he has such a good opinion of me. She says she +thought him charming, and one of the most interesting conversationalists +she ever went out to dinner with. + + + + +Robert Turner's Revenge + + +When Robert Turner came to the green, ferny triangle where the station +road forked to the right and left under the birches, he hesitated as +to which direction he would take. The left led out to the old Turner +homestead, where he had spent his boyhood and where his cousin still +lived; the right led down to the Cove shore where the Jameson property +was situated. Since he had stopped off at Chiswick for the purpose of +looking this property over before foreclosing the mortgage on it he +concluded that he might as well take the Cove road; he could go around +by the shore afterward--he had not forgotten the way even in forty +years--and so on up through the old spruce wood in Alec Martin's +field--if the spruces were there still and the field still Alec +Martin's--to his cousin's place. He would just about have time to make +the round before the early country supper hour. Then a brief visit +with Tom--Tom had always been a good sort of a fellow although +woefully dull and slow-going--and the evening express for Montreal. He +swung with a businesslike stride into the Cove road. + +As he went on, however, the stride insensibly slackened into an +unaccustomed saunter. How well he remembered that old road, although +it was forty years since he had last traversed it, a set-lipped boy of +fifteen, cast on the world by the indifference of an uncle. The years +had made surprisingly little difference in it or in the surrounding +scenery. True, the hills and fields and lanes seemed lower and smaller +and narrower than he remembered them; there were some new houses along +the road, and the belt of woods along the back of the farms had become +thinner in most places. But that was all. He had no difficulty in +picking out the old familiar spots. There was the big cherry orchard +on the Milligan place which had been so famous in his boyhood. It was +snow-white with blossoms, as if the trees were possessed of eternal +youth; they had been in blossom the last time he had seen them. Well, +time had not stood still with him as it had with Luke Milligan's +cherry orchard, he reflected grimly. His springtime had long gone by. + +The few people he met on the road looked at him curiously, for +strangers were not commonplace in Chiswick. He recognized some of the +older among them but none of them knew him. He had been an awkward, +long-limbed lad with fresh boyish colour and crisp black curls when he +had left Chiswick. He returned to it a somewhat portly figure of a +man, with close-cropped, grizzled hair, and a face that looked as if +it might be carved out of granite, so immobile and unyielding it +was--the face of a man who never faltered or wavered, who stuck at +nothing that might advance his plans and purposes, a face known and +dreaded in the business world where he reigned master. It was a cold, +hard, selfish face, but the face of the boy of forty years ago had +been neither cold nor hard nor selfish. + +Presently the homesteads and orchard lands grew fewer and then ceased +altogether. The fields were long and low-lying, sloping down to the +misty blue rim of sea. A turn of the road brought him in sudden sight +of the Cove, and there below him was the old Jameson homestead, built +almost within wave-lap of the pebbly shore and shut away into a lonely +grey world of its own by the sea and sands and those long slopes of +tenantless fields. + +He paused at the sagging gate that opened into the long, deep-rutted +lane and, folding his arms on it, looked earnestly and scrutinizingly +over the buildings. They were grey and faded, lacking the prosperous +appearance that had characterized them once. There was an air of +failure about the whole place as if the very land had become +disheartened and discouraged. + +Long ago, Neil Jameson, senior, had been a well-to-do man. The big +Cove farm had been one of the best in Chiswick then. As for Neil +Jameson, Junior, Robert Turner's face always grew something grimmer +when he recalled him--the one person, boy and man, whom he had really +hated in the world. They had been enemies from childhood, and once in +a bout of wrestling at the Chiswick school Neil had thrown him by an +unfair trick and taunted him continually thereafter on his defeat. +Robert had made a compact with himself that some day he would pay Neil +Jameson back. He had not forgotten it--he never forgot such +things--but he had never seen or heard of Neil Jameson after leaving +Chiswick. He might have been dead for anything Robert Turner knew. +Then, when John Kesley failed and his effects turned over to his +creditors, of whom Robert Turner was the chief, a mortgage on the Cove +farm at Chiswick, owned by Neil Jameson, had been found among his +assets. Inquiry revealed the fact that Neil Jameson was dead and that +the farm was run by his widow. Turner felt a pang of disappointment. +What satisfaction was there in wreaking revenge on a dead man? But at +least his wife and children should suffer. That debt of his to Jameson +for an ill-won victory and many a sneer must be paid in full, if not +to him, why, then to his heirs. + +His lawyers reported that Mrs. Jameson was two years behind with her +interest. Turner instructed them to foreclose the mortgage promptly. +Then he took it into his head to revisit Chiswick and have a good look +at the Cove farm and other places he knew so well. He had a notion +that it might be a decent place to spend a summer month or two in. His +wife went to seaside and mountain resorts, but he liked something +quieter. There was good fishing at the Cove and in Chiswick pond, as +he remembered. If he liked the farm as well as his memory promised him +he would do, he would bid it in himself. It would make Neil Jameson +turn in his grave if the penniless lad he had jeered at came into the +possession of his old ancestral property that had been owned by a +Jameson for over one hundred years. There was a flavour in such a +revenge that pleased Robert Turner. He smiled one of his occasional +grim smiles over it. When Robert Turner smiled, weather prophets of +the business sky foretold squalls. + +Presently he opened the gate and went through. Halfway down the lane +forked, one branch going over to the house, the other slanting across +the field to the cove. Turner took the latter and soon found himself +on the grey shore where the waves were tumbling in creamy foam just as +he remembered them long ago. Nothing about the old cove had changed; +he walked around a knobby headland, weather-worn with the wind and +spray of years, which cut him off from sight of the Jameson house, and +sat down on a rock. He thought himself alone and was annoyed to find a +boy sitting on the opposite ledge with a book on his knee. + +The lad lifted his eyes and looked Turner over with a clear, direct +gaze. He was about twelve years old, tall for his age, slight, with a +delicate, clear-cut face--a face that was oddly familiar to Turner, +although he was sure he had never seen it before. The boy had oval +cheeks, finely tinted with colour, big, shy blue eyes quilled about +with long black lashes, and silvery-golden hair lying over his head in +soft ringlets like a girl's. What girl's? Something far back in Robert +Turner's dreamlike boyhood seemed to call to him like a note of a +forgotten melody, sweet yet stirring like a pain. The more he looked +at the boy the stronger the impression of a resemblance grew in every +feature but the mouth. That was alien to his recollection of the face, +yet there was something about it, when taken by itself, that seemed +oddly familiar also--yes, and unpleasantly familiar, although the +mouth was a good one--finely cut and possessing more firmness than was +found in all the other features put together. + +"It's a good place for reading, sonny, isn't it?" he inquired, more +genially than he had spoken to a child for years. In fact, having no +children of his own, he so seldom spoke to a child that his voice and +manner when he did so were generally awkward and rusty. + +The boy nodded a quick little nod. Somehow, Turner had expected that +nod and the glimmer of a smile that accompanied it. + +"What book are you reading?" he asked. + +The boy held it out; it was an old _Robinson Crusoe_, that classic of +boyhood. + +"It's splendid," he said. "Billy Martin lent it to me and I have to +finish it today because Ned Josephs is to have it next and he's in a +hurry for it." + +"It's a good while since I read _Robinson Crusoe_," said Turner +reflectively. "But when I did it was on this very shore a little +further along below the Miller place. There was a Martin and a Josephs +in the partnership then too--the fathers, I dare say, of Billy and +Ned. What is your name, my boy?" + +"Paul Jameson, sir." + +The name was a shock to Turner. This boy a Jameson--Neil Jameson's +son? Why, yes, he had Neil's mouth. Strange he had nothing else in +common with the black-browed, black-haired Jamesons. What business had +a Jameson with those blue eyes and silvery-golden curls? It was +flagrant forgery on Nature's part to fashion such things and label +them Jameson by a mouth. + +Hated Neil Jameson's son! Robert Turner's face grew so grey and hard +that the boy involuntarily glanced upward to see if a cloud had +crossed the sun. + +"Your father was Neil Jameson, I suppose?" Turner said abruptly. + +Paul nodded. "Yes, but he is dead. He has been dead for eight years. I +don't remember him." + +"Have you any brothers or sisters?" + +"I have a little sister a year younger than I am. The other four are +dead. They died long ago. I'm the only boy Mother had. Oh, I do so +wish I was bigger and older! If I was I could do something to save the +place--I'm sure I could. It is breaking Mother's heart to have to +leave it." + +"So she has to leave it, has she?" said Turner grimly, with the old +hatred stirring in his heart. + +"Yes. There is a mortgage on it and we're to be sold out very soon--so +the lawyers told us. Mother has tried so hard to make the farm pay but +she couldn't. I could if I was bigger--I know I could. If they would +only wait a few years! But there is no use hoping for that. Mother +cries all the time about it. She has lived at the Cove farm for over +thirty years and she says she can't live away from it now. +Elsie--that's my sister--and I do all we can to cheer her up, but we +can't do much. Oh, if I was only a man!" + +The lad shut his lips together--how much his mouth was like his +father's--and looked out seaward with troubled blue eyes. Turner +smiled another grim smile. Oh, Neil Jameson, your old score was being +paid now! + +Yet something embittered the sweetness of revenge. That boy's face--he +could not hate it as he had accustomed himself to hate the memory of +Neil Jameson and all connected with him. + +"What was your mother's name before she married your father?" he +demanded abruptly. + +"Lisbeth Miller," answered the boy, still frowning seaward over his +secret thoughts. + +Turner started again. Lisbeth Miller! He might have known it. What +woman in all the world save Lisbeth Miller could have given her son +those eyes and curls? So Lisbeth had married Neil Jameson--little +Lisbeth Miller, his schoolboy sweetheart. He had forgotten her--or +thought he had; certainly he had not thought of her for years. But the +memory of her came back now with a rush. + +Little Lisbeth--pretty little Lisbeth--merry little Lisbeth! How +clearly he remembered her! The old Miller place had adjoined his +uncle's farm. Lisbeth and he had played together from babyhood. How he +had worshipped her! When they were six years old they had solemnly +promised to marry each other when they grew up, and Lisbeth had let +him kiss her as earnest of their compact, made under a bloom-white +apple tree in the Miller orchard. Yet she would always blush furiously +and deny it ever afterwards; it made her angry to be reminded of it. + +He saw himself going to school, carrying her books for her, the envied +of all the boys. He remembered how he had fought Tony Josephs because +Tony had the presumption to bring her spice apples: he had thrashed +him too, so soundly that from that time forth none of the schoolboys +presumed to rival him in Lisbeth's affections--roguish little Lisbeth! +who grew prettier and saucier every year. + +He recalled the keen competition of the old days when to be "head of +the class" seemed the highest honour within mortal reach, and was +striven after with might and main. He had seldom attained to it +because he would never "go up past" Lisbeth. If she missed a word, he, +Robert, missed it too, no matter how well he knew it. It was sweet to +be thought a dunce for her dear sake. It was all the reward he asked +to see her holding her place at the head of the class, her cheeks +flushed pink and her eyes starry with her pride of position. And how +sweetly she would lecture him on the way home from school about +learning his spellings better, and wind up her sermon with the frank +avowal, uttered with deliciously downcast lids, that she liked him +better than any of the other boys after all, even if he couldn't spell +as well as they could. Nothing of success that he had won since had +ever thrilled him as that admission of little Lisbeth's! + +She had been such a sympathetic little sweetheart too, never weary of +listening to his dreams and ambitions, his plans for the future. She +had always assured him that she knew he would succeed. Well, he had +succeeded--and now one of the uses he was going to make of his success +was to turn Lisbeth and her children out of their home by way of +squaring matters with a dead man! + +Lisbeth had been away from home on a long visit to an aunt when he had +left Chiswick. She was growing up and the childish intimacy was +fading. Perhaps, under other circumstances, it might have ripened into +fruit, but he had gone away and forgotten her; the world had claimed +him; he had lost all active remembrance of Lisbeth and, before this +late return to Chiswick, he had not even known if she were living. And +she was Neil Jameson's widow! + +He was silent for a long time, while the waves purred about the base +of the big red sandstone rock and the boy returned to his _Crusoe_. +Finally Robert Turner roused himself from his reverie. + +"I used to know your mother long ago when she was a little girl," he +said. "I wonder if she remembers me. Ask her when you go home if she +remembers Bobby Turner." + +"Won't you come up to the house and see her, sir?" asked Paul +politely. "Mother is always glad to see her old friends." + +"No, I haven't time today." Robert Turner was not going to tell Neil +Jameson's son that he did not care to look for the little Lisbeth of +long ago in Neil Jameson's widow. The name spoiled her for him, just +as the Jameson mouth spoiled her son for him. "But you may tell her +something else. The mortgage will not be foreclosed. I was the power +behind the lawyers, but I did not know that the present owner of the +Cove farm was my little playmate, Lisbeth Miller. You and she shall +have all the time you want. Tell her Bobby Turner does this in return +for what she gave him under the big sweeting apple tree on her sixth +birthday. I think she will remember and understand. As for you, Paul, +be a good boy and good to your mother. I hope you'll succeed in your +ambition of making the farm pay when you are old enough to take it in +hand. At any rate, you'll not be disturbed in your possession of it." + +"Oh, sir! oh, sir!" stammered Paul in an agony of embarrassed +gratitude and delight. "Oh, it seems too good to be true. Do you +really mean that we're not to be sold out? Oh, won't you come and tell +Mother yourself? She'll be so happy--so grateful. Do come and let her +thank you." + +"Not today. I haven't time. Give her my message, that's all. There, +run; the sooner she gets the news the better." + +Turner watched the boy as he bounded away, until the headland hid him +from sight. + +"There goes my revenge--and a fine bit of property eminently suited +for a summer residence--all for a bit of old, rusty sentiment," he +said with a shrug. "I didn't suppose I was capable of such a mood. But +then--little Lisbeth. There never was a sweeter girl. I'm glad I +didn't go with the boy to see her. She's an old woman now--and Neil +Jameson's widow. I prefer to keep my old memories of her +undisturbed--little Lisbeth of the silvery-golden curls and the +roguish blue eyes. Little Lisbeth of the old time! I'm glad to be able +to have done you the small service of securing your home to you. It is +my thanks to you for the friendship and affection you gave my lonely +boyhood--my tribute to the memory of my first sweetheart." + +He walked away with a smile, whose amusement presently softened to an +expression that would have amazed his business cronies. Later on he +hummed the air of an old love song as he climbed the steep spruce road +to Tom's. + + + + +The Fillmore Elderberries + + +"I expected as much," said Timothy Robinson. His tone brought the +blood into Ellis Duncan's face. The lad opened his lips quickly, as if +for an angry retort, but as quickly closed them again with a set +firmness oddly like Timothy Robinson's own. + +"When I heard that lazy, worthless father of yours was dead, I +expected you and your mother would be looking to me for help," Timothy +Robinson went on harshly. "But you're mistaken if you think I'll give +it. You've no claim on me, even if your father was my half-brother--no +claim at all. And I'm not noted for charity." + +Timothy Robinson smiled grimly. It was very true that he was far from +being noted for charity. His neighbours called him "close" and "near." +Some even went so far as to call him "a miserly skinflint." But this +was not true. It was, however, undeniable that Timothy Robinson kept a +tight clutch on his purse-strings, and although he sometimes gave +liberally enough to any cause which really appealed to him, such +causes were few and far between. + +"I am not asking for charity, Uncle Timothy," said Ellis quietly. He +passed over the slur at his father in silence, deeply as he felt it, +for, alas, he knew that it was only too true. "I expect to support my +mother by hard and honest work. And I am not asking you for work on +the ground of our relationship. I heard you wanted a hired man, and I +have come to you, as I should have gone to any other man about whom I +had heard it, to ask you to hire me." + +"Yes, I do want a man," said Uncle Timothy drily. "A _man_--not a +half-grown boy of fourteen, not worth his salt. I want somebody able +and willing to work." + +Again Ellis flushed deeply and again he controlled himself. "I am +willing to work, Uncle Timothy, and I think you would find me able +also if you would try me. I'd work for less than a man's wages at +first, of course." + +"You won't work for any sort of wages from me," interrupted Timothy +Robinson decidedly. "I tell you plainly that I won't hire you. You're +the wrong man's son for that. Your father was lazy and incompetent +and, worst of all, untrustworthy. I did try to help him once, and all +I got was loss and ingratitude. I want none of his kind around my +place. I don't believe in you, so you may as well take yourself off, +Ellis. I've no more time to waste." + +Ellis took himself off, his ears tingling. As he walked homeward his +thoughts were very bitter. All Uncle Timothy had said about his father +was true, and Ellis realized what a count it was against him in his +efforts to obtain employment. Nobody wanted to be bothered with "Old +Sam Duncan's son," though nobody had been so brutally outspoken as his +Uncle Timothy. + +Sam Duncan and Timothy Robinson had been half-brothers. Sam, the +older, had been the son of Mrs. Robinson's former marriage. Never were +two lads more dissimilar. Sam was a lazy, shiftless fellow, deserving +all the hard things that came to be said of him. He would not work and +nobody could depend on him, but he was a handsome lad with rather +taking ways in his youth, and at first people had liked him better +than the close, blunt, industrious Timothy. Their mother had died in +their childhood, but Mr. Robinson had been fond of Sam and the boy had +a good home. When he was twenty-two and Timothy eighteen, Mr. Robinson +had died very suddenly, leaving no will. Everything he possessed went +to Timothy. Sam immediately left. He said he would not stay there to +be "bossed" by Timothy. + +He rented a little house in the village, married a girl "far too good +for him," and started in to support himself and his wife by days' +work. He had lounged, borrowed, and shirked through life. Once Timothy +Robinson, perhaps moved by pity for Sam's wife and baby, had hired him +for a year at better wages than most hired men received in Dalrymple. +Sam idled through a month of it, then got offended and left in the +middle of haying. Timothy Robinson washed his hands of him after that. + +When Ellis was fourteen Sam Duncan died, after a lingering illness of +a year. During this time the family were kept by the charity of +pitying neighbours, for Ellis could not be spared from attendance on +his father to make any attempt at earning money. Mrs. Duncan was a +fragile little woman, worn out with her hard life, and not strong +enough to wait on her husband alone. + +When Sam Duncan was dead and buried, Ellis straightened his shoulders +and took counsel with himself. He must earn a livelihood for his +mother and himself, and he must begin at once. He was tall and strong +for his age, and had a fairly good education, his mother having +determinedly kept him at school when he had pleaded to be allowed to +go to work. He had always been a quiet fellow, and nobody in Dalrymple +knew much about him. But they knew all about his father, and nobody +would hire Ellis unless he were willing to work for a pittance that +would barely clothe him. + +Ellis had not gone to his Uncle Timothy until he had lost all hope of +getting a place elsewhere. Now this hope too had gone. It was nearly +the end of June and everybody who wanted help had secured it. Look +where he would, Ellis could see no prospect of employment. + +"If I could only get a chance!" he thought miserably. "I know I am not +idle or lazy--I know I can work--if I could get a chance to prove it." + +He was sitting on the fence of the Fillmore elderberry pasture as he +said it, having taken a short cut across the fields. This pasture was +rather noted in Dalrymple. Originally a mellow and fertile field, it +had been almost ruined by a persistent, luxuriant growth of elderberry +bushes. Old Thomas Fillmore had at first tried to conquer them by +mowing them down "in the dark of the moon." But the elderberries did +not seem to mind either moon or mowing, and flourished alike in all +the quarters. For the past two years Old Thomas had given up the +contest, and the elderberries had it all their own sweet way. + +Thomas Fillmore, a bent old man with a shrewd, nutcracker face, came +through the bushes while Ellis was sitting on the fence. + +"Howdy, Ellis. Seen anything of my spotted calves? I've been looking +for 'em for over an hour." + +"No, I haven't seen any calves--but a good many might be in this +pasture without being visible to the naked eye," said Ellis, with a +smile. + +Old Thomas shook his head ruefully. "Them elders have been too many +for me," he said. "Did you ever see a worse-looking place? You'd +hardly believe that twenty years ago there wasn't a better piece of +land in Dalrymple than this lot, would ye? Such grass as grew here!" + +"The soil must be as good as ever if anything had a chance to grow on +it," said Ellis. "Couldn't those elders be rooted out?" + +"It'd be a back-breaking job, but I reckon it could be done if anyone +had the muscle and patience and time to tackle it. I haven't the first +at my age, and my hired man hasn't the last. And nobody would do it +for what I could afford to pay." + +"What will you give me if I undertake to clean the elders out of this +field for you, Mr. Fillmore?" asked Ellis quietly. + +Old Thomas looked at him with a surprised face, which gradually +reverted to its original shrewdness when he saw that Ellis was in +earnest. "You must be hard up for a job," he said. + +"I am," was Ellis's laconic answer. + +"Well, lemme see." Old Thomas calculated carefully. He never paid a +cent more for anything than he could help, and was noted for hard +bargaining. "I'll give ye sixteen dollars if you clean out the whole +field," he said at length. + +Ellis looked at the pasture. He knew something about cleaning out +elderberry brush, and he also knew that sixteen dollars would be very +poor pay for it. Most of the elders were higher than a man's head, +with big roots, thicker than his wrist, running deep into the ground. + +"It's worth more, Mr. Fillmore," he said. + +"Not to me," responded Old Thomas drily. "I've plenty more land and +I'm an old fellow without any sons. I ain't going to pay out money for +the benefit of some stranger who'll come after me. You can take it or +leave it at sixteen dollars." + +Ellis shrugged his shoulders. He had no prospect of anything else, and +sixteen dollars were better than nothing. "Very well, I'll take it," +he said. + +"Well, now, look here," said Old Thomas shrewdly, "I'll expect you to +do the work thoroughly, young man. Them roots ain't to be cut off, +remember; they'll have to be dug out. And I'll expect you to finish +the job if you undertake it too, and not drop it halfway through if +you get a chance for a better one." + +"I'll finish with your elderberries before I leave them," promised +Ellis. + + * * * * * + +Ellis went to work the next day. His first move was to chop down all +the brush and cart it into heaps for burning. This took two days and +was comparatively easy work. The third day Ellis tackled the roots. By +the end of the forenoon he had discovered just what cleaning out an +elderberry pasture meant, but he set his teeth and resolutely +persevered. During the afternoon Timothy Robinson, whose farm adjoined +the Fillmore place, wandered by and halted with a look of astonishment +at the sight of Ellis, busily engaged in digging and tearing out huge, +tough, stubborn elder roots. The boy did not see his uncle, but worked +away with a vim and vigour that were not lost on the latter. + +"He never got that muscle from Sam," reflected Timothy. "Sam would +have fainted at the mere thought of stumping elders. Perhaps I've been +mistaken in the boy. Well, well, we'll see if he holds out." + +Ellis did hold out. The elderberries tried to hold out too, but they +were no match for the lad's perseverance. It was a hard piece of work, +however, and Ellis never forgot it. Week after week he toiled in the +hot summer sun, digging, cutting, and dragging out roots. The job +seemed endless, and his progress each day was discouragingly slow. He +had expected to get through in a month, but he soon found it would +take two. Frequently Timothy Robinson wandered by and looked at the +increasing pile of roots and the slowly extending stretch of cleared +land. But he never spoke to Ellis and made no comment on the matter to +anybody. + +One evening, when the field was about half done, Ellis went home more +than usually tired. It had been a very hot day. Every bone and muscle +in him ached. He wondered dismally if he would ever get to the end of +that wretched elderberry field. When he reached home Jacob Green from +Westdale was there. Jacob lost no time in announcing his errand. + +"My hired boy's broke his leg, and I must fill his place right off. +Somebody referred me to you. Guess I'll try you. Twelve dollars a +month, board, and lodging. What say?" + +For a moment Ellis's face flushed with delight. Twelve dollars a month +and permanent employment! Then he remembered his promise to Mr. +Fillmore. For a moment he struggled with the temptation. Then he +mastered it. Perhaps the discipline of his many encounters with those +elderberry roots helped him to do so. + +"I'm sorry, Mr. Green," he said reluctantly. "I'd like to go, but I +can't. I promised Mr. Fillmore that I'd finish cleaning up his +elderberry pasture when I'd once begun it, and I shan't be through for +a month yet." + +"Well, I'd see myself turning down a good offer for Old Tom Fillmore," +said Jacob Green. + +"It isn't for Mr. Fillmore--it's for myself," said Ellis steadily. "I +promised and I must keep my word." + +Jacob drove away grumblingly. On the road he met Timothy Robinson and +stopped to relate his grievances. + + * * * * * + +It must be admitted that there were times during the next month when +Ellis was tempted to repent having refused Jacob Green's offer. But at +the end of the month the work was done and the Fillmore elderberry +pasture was an elderberry pasture no longer. All that remained of the +elders, root and branch, was piled into a huge heap ready for burning. + +"And I'll come up and set fire to it when it's dry enough," Ellis told +Mr. Fillmore. "I claim the satisfaction of that." + +"You've done the job thoroughly," said Old Thomas. "There's your +sixteen dollars, and every cent of it was earned, if ever money was, +I'll say that much for you. There ain't a lazy bone in your body. If +you ever want a recommendation just you come to me." + +As Ellis passed Timothy Robinson's place on the way home that worthy +himself appeared, strolling down his lane. "Ah, Ellis," he said, +speaking to his nephew for the first time since their interview two +months before, "so you've finished with your job?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Got your sixteen dollars, I suppose? It was worth four times that. +Old Tom cheated you. You were foolish not to have gone to Green when +you had the chance." + +"I'd promised Mr. Fillmore to finish with his pasture, sir!" + +"Humph! Well, what are you going to do now?" + +"I don't know. Harvest will be on next week. I may get in somewhere as +an extra hand for a spell." + +"Ellis," said his uncle abruptly, after a moment's silence, "I'm +going to discharge my man. He's no earthly good. Will you take his +place? I'll give you fifteen dollars a month and found." + +Ellis stared at Timothy Robinson. "I thought you told me that you had +no place for my father's son," he said slowly. + +"I've changed my mind. I've seen how you went at that elderberry job. +Great snakes, there couldn't be a better test for anybody than rooting +out them things. I know you can work. When Jacob Green told me why +you'd refused his offer I knew you could be depended on. You come to +me and I'll do well by you. I've no kith or kin of my own except you. +And look here, Ellis. I'm tired of hired housekeepers. Will your +mother come up and live with us and look after things a bit? I've a +good girl, and she won't have to work hard, but there must be somebody +at the head of a household. She must have a good headpiece--for you +have inherited good qualities from someone, and goodness knows it +wasn't from your father." + +"Uncle Timothy," said Ellis respectfully but firmly, "I'll accept your +offer gratefully, and I am sure Mother will too. But there is one +thing I must say. Perhaps my father deserves all you say of him--but +he is dead--and if I come to you it must be with the understanding +that nothing more is ever to be said against him." + +Timothy Robinson smiled--a queer, twisted smile that yet had a hint of +affection and comprehension in it. "Very well," he said. "I'll never +cast his shortcomings up to you again. Come to me--and if I find you +always as industrious and reliable as you've proved yourself to be +negotiating them elders, I'll most likely forget that you ain't my own +son some of these days." + + + + +The Finished Story + + +She always sat in a corner of the west veranda at the hotel, knitting +something white and fluffy, or pink and fluffy, or pale blue and +fluffy--always fluffy, at least, and always dainty. Shawls and scarfs +and hoods the things were, I believe. When she finished one she gave +it to some girl and began another. Every girl at Harbour Light that +summer wore some distracting thing that had been fashioned by Miss +Sylvia's slim, tireless, white fingers. + +She was old, with that beautiful, serene old age which is as beautiful +in its way as youth. Her girlhood and womanhood must have been very +lovely to have ripened into such a beauty of sixty years. It was a +surprise to everyone who heard her called _Miss_ Sylvia. She looked so +like a woman who ought to have stalwart, grown sons and dimpled little +grandchildren. + +For the first two days after the arrival at the hotel she sat in her +corner alone. There was always a circle of young people around her; +old folks and middle-aged people would have liked to join it, but Miss +Sylvia, while she was gracious to all, let it be distinctly understood +that her sympathies were with youth. She sat among the boys and girls, +young men and maidens, like a fine white queen. Her dress was always +the same and somewhat old-fashioned, but nothing else would have +suited her half so well; she wore a lace cap on her snowy hair and a +heliotrope shawl over her black silk shoulders. She knitted +continually and talked a good deal, but listened more. We sat around +her at all hours of the day and told her everything. + +When you were first introduced to her you called her Miss +Stanleymain. Her endurance of that was limited to twenty-four hours. +Then she begged you to call her Miss Sylvia, and as Miss Sylvia you +spoke and thought of her forevermore. + +Miss Sylvia liked us all, but I was her favourite. She told us so +frankly and let it be understood that when I was talking to her and +her heliotrope shawl was allowed to slip under one arm it was a sign +that we were not to be interrupted. I was as vain of her favour as any +lovelorn suitor whose lady had honoured him, not knowing, as I came to +know later, the reason for it. + +Although Miss Sylvia had an unlimited capacity for receiving +confidences, she never gave any. We were all sure that there must be +some romance in her life, but our efforts to discover it were +unsuccessful. Miss Sylvia parried tentative questions so skilfully +that we knew she had something to defend. But one evening, when I had +known her a month, as time is reckoned, and long years as affection +and understanding are computed, she told me her story--at least, what +there was to tell of it. The last chapter was missing. + +We were sitting together on the veranda at sunset. Most of the hotel +people had gone for a harbour sail; a few forlorn mortals prowled +about the grounds and eyed our corner wistfully, but by the sign of +the heliotrope shawl knew it was not for them. + +I was reading one of my stories to Miss Sylvia. In my own excuse I +must allege that she tempted me to do it. I did not go around with +manuscripts under my arm, inflicting them on defenceless females. But +Miss Sylvia had discovered that I was a magazine scribbler, and +moreover, that I had shut myself up in my room that very morning and +perpetrated a short story. Nothing would do but that I read it to her. + +It was a rather sad little story. The hero loved the heroine, and she +loved him. There was no reason why he should not love her, but there +was a reason why he could not marry her. When he found that he loved +her he knew that he must go away. But might he not, at least, tell her +his love? Might he not, at least, find out for his consolation if she +cared for him? There was a struggle; he won, and went away without a +word, believing it to be the more manly course. When I began to read +Miss Sylvia was knitting, a pale green something this time, of the +tender hue of young leaves in May. But after a little her knitting +slipped unheeded to her lap and her hands folded idly above it. It was +the most subtle compliment I had ever received. + +When I turned the last page of the manuscript and looked up, Miss +Sylvia's soft brown eyes were full of tears. She lifted her hands, +clasped them together and said in an agitated voice: + +"Oh, no, no; don't let him go away without telling her--just telling +her. Don't let him do it!" + +"But, you see, Miss Sylvia," I explained, flattered beyond measure +that my characters had seemed so real to her, "that would spoil the +story. It would have no reason for existence then. Its _motif_ is +simply his mastery over self. He believes it to be the nobler course." + +"No, no, it wasn't--if he loved her he should have told her. Think of +her shame and humiliation--she loved him, and he went without a word +and she could never know he cared for her. Oh, you must change it--you +must, indeed! I cannot bear to think of her suffering what I have +suffered." + +Miss Sylvia broke down and sobbed. To appease her, I promised that I +would remodel the story, although I knew that the doing so would leave +it absolutely pointless. + +"Oh, I'm so glad," said Miss Sylvia, her eyes shining through her +tears. "You see, I know it would make her happier--I know it. I'm +going to tell you my poor little story to convince you. But you--you +must not tell it to any of the others." + +"I am sorry you think the admonition necessary," I said +reproachfully. + +"Oh, I do not, indeed I do not," she hastened to assure me. "I know I +can trust you. But it's such a poor little story. You mustn't laugh at +it--it is all the romance I had. Years ago--forty years ago--when I +was a young girl of twenty, I--learned to care very much for somebody. +I met him at a summer resort like this. I was there with my aunt and +he was there with his mother, who was delicate. We saw a great deal of +each other for a little while. He was--oh, he was like no other man I +had ever seen. You remind me of him somehow. That is partly why I like +you so much. I noticed the resemblance the first time I saw you. I +don't know in just what it consists--in your expression and the way +you carry your head, I think. He was not strong--he coughed a good +deal. Then one day he went away--suddenly. I had thought he cared for +me, but he never said so--just went away. Oh, the shame of it! After a +time I heard that he had been ordered to California for his health. +And he died out there the next spring. My heart broke then, I never +cared for anybody again--I couldn't. I have always loved him. But it +would have been so much easier to bear if I had only known that he +loved me--oh, it would have made all the difference in the world. And +the sting of it has been there all these years. I can't even permit +myself the joy of dwelling on his memory because of the thought that +perhaps he did not care." + +"He must have cared," I said warmly. "He couldn't have helped it, Miss +Sylvia." + +Miss Sylvia shook her head with a sad smile. + +"I cannot be sure. Sometimes I think he did. But then the doubt creeps +back again. I would give almost anything to know that he did--to know +that I have not lavished all the love of my life on a man who did not +want it. And I never can know, never--I can hope and almost believe, +but I can never know. Oh, you don't understand--a man couldn't fully +understand what my pain has been over it. You see now why I want you +to change the story. I am sorry for that poor girl, but if you only +let her know that he really loves her she will not mind all the rest +so very much; she will be able to bear the pain of even life-long +separation if she only knows." + +Miss Sylvia picked up her knitting and went away. As for me, I thought +savagely of the dead man she loved and called him a cad, or at best, a +fool. + +Next day Miss Sylvia was her serene, smiling self once more, and she +did not again make any reference to what she had told me. A fortnight +later she returned home and I went my way back to the world. During +the following winter I wrote several letters to Miss Sylvia and +received replies from her. Her letters were very like herself. When I +sent her the third-rate magazine containing my story--nothing but a +third-rate magazine would take it in its rewritten form--she wrote to +say that she was so glad that I had let the poor girl know. + +Early in April I received a letter from an aunt of mine in the +country, saying that she intended to sell her place and come to the +city to live. She asked me to go out to Sweetwater for a few weeks and +assist her in the business of settling up the estate and disposing of +such things as she did not wish to take with her. + +When I arrived at Sweetwater I found it moist and chill with the sunny +moisture and teasing chill of our Canadian springs. They are long and +fickle and reluctant, these springs of ours, but, oh, the unnamable +charm of them! There was something even in the red buds of the maples +at Sweetwater and in the long, smoking stretches of hillside fields +that sent a thrill through my veins, finer and subtler than any given +by old wine. + +A week after my arrival, when we had got the larger affairs pretty +well straightened out, Aunt Mary suggested that I had better overhaul +Uncle Alan's room. + +"The things there have never been meddled with since he died," she +said. "In particular, there's an old trunk full of his letters and his +papers. It was brought home from California after his death. I've +never examined them. I don't suppose there is anything of any +importance among them. But I'm not going to carry all that old rubbish +to town. So I wish you would look over them and see if there is +anything that should be kept. The rest may be burned." + +I felt no particular interest in the task. My Uncle Alan Blair was a +mere name to me. He was my mother's eldest brother and had died years +before I was born. I had heard that he had been very clever and that +great things had been expected of him. But I anticipated no pleasure +from exploring musty old letters and papers of forty neglected years. + +I went up to Uncle Alan's room at dusk that night. We had been having +a day of warm spring rain, but it had cleared away and the bare maple +boughs outside the window were strung with glistening drops. The room +looked to the north and was always dim by reason of the close-growing +Sweetwater pines. A gap had been cut through them to the northwest, +and in it I had a glimpse of the sea Uncle Alan had loved, and above +it a wondrous sunset sky fleeced over with little clouds, pale and +pink and golden and green, that suddenly reminded me of Miss Sylvia +and her fluffy knitting. It was with the thought of her in my mind +that I lighted a lamp and began the task of grubbing into Uncle Alan's +trunkful of papers. Most of these were bundles of yellowed letters, of +no present interest, from his family and college friends. There were +several college theses and essays, and a lot of loose miscellania +pertaining to boyish school days. I went through the collection +rapidly, until at the bottom of the trunk, I came to a small book +bound in dark-green leather. It proved to be a sort of journal, and I +began to glance over it with a languid interest. + +It had been begun in the spring after he had graduated from college. +Although suspected only by himself, the disease which was to end his +life had already fastened upon him. The entries were those of a doomed +man, who, feeling the curse fall on him like a frost, blighting all +the fair hopes and promises of life, seeks some help and consolation +in the outward self-communing of a journal. There was nothing morbid, +nothing unmanly in the record. As I read, I found myself liking Uncle +Alan, wishing that he might have lived and been my friend. + +His mother had not been well that summer and the doctor ordered her to +the seashore. Alan accompanied her. Here occurred a hiatus in the +journal. No leaves had been torn out, but a quire or so of them had +apparently become loosened from the threads that held them in place. I +found them later on in the trunk, but at the time I passed to the next +page. It began abruptly: + + This girl is the sweetest thing that God ever made. I had not + known a woman could be so fair and sweet. Her beauty awes me, + the purity of her soul shines so clearly through it like an + illuminating lamp. I love her with all my power of loving and + I am thankful that it is so. It would have been hard to die + without having known love. I am glad that it has come to me, + even if its price is unspeakable bitterness. A man has not + lived for nothing who has known and loved Sylvia Stanleymain. + + I must not seek her love--that is denied me. If I were well + and strong I should win it; yes, I believe I could win it, and + nothing in the world would prevent me from trying, but, as + things are, it would be the part of a coward to try. Yet I + cannot resist the delight of being with her, of talking to + her, of watching her wonderful face. She is in my thoughts day + and night, she dwells in my dreams. O, Sylvia, I love you, my + sweet! + +A week later there was another entry: + + + July Seventeenth. + + I am afraid. To-day I met Sylvia's eyes. In them was a look + which at first stirred my heart to its deeps with tumultuous + delight, and then I remembered. I must spare her that + suffering, at whatever cost to myself. I must not let myself + dwell on the dangerous sweetness of the thought that her heart + is turning to me. What would be the crowning joy to another + man could be only added sorrow to me. + +Then: + + + July Eighteenth. + + This morning I took the train to the city. I was determined to + know the worst once for all. The time had come when I must. My + doctor at home had put me off with vague hopes and perhapses. + So I went to a noted physician in the city. I told him I + wanted the whole truth--I made him tell it. Stripped of all + softening verbiage it is this: I have perhaps eight months or + a year to live--no more! + + I had expected it, although not quite so soon. Yet the + certainty was none the less bitter. But this is no time for + self-pity. It is of Sylvia I must think now. I shall go away + at once, before the sweet fancy which is possibly budding in + her virgin heart shall have bloomed into a flower that might + poison some of her fair years. + + + + July Nineteenth. + + It is over. I said good-bye to her to-day before others, for I + dared not trust myself to see her alone. She looked hurt and + startled, as if someone had struck her. But she will soon + forget, even if I have not been mistaken in the reading of her + eyes. As for me, the bitterness of death is already over in + that parting. All that now remains is to play the man to the + end. + +From further entries in the journal I learned that Alan Blair had +returned to Sweetwater and later on had been ordered to California. +The entries during his sojourn there were few and far between. In all +of them he spoke of Sylvia. Finally, after a long silence, he had +written: + + I think the end is not far off now. I am not sorry for my + suffering has been great of late. Last night I was easier. I + slept and dreamed that I saw Sylvia. Once or twice I thought + that I would arrange to have this book sent to her after my + death. But I have decided that it would be unwise. It would + only pain her, so I shall destroy it when I feel the time has + come. + + It is sunset in this wonderful summer land. At home in + Sweetwater it is only early spring as yet, with snow lingering + along the edges of the woods. The sunsets there will be + creamy-yellow and pale red now. If I could but see them once + more! And Sylvia-- + +There was a little blot where the pen had fallen. Evidently the end +had been nearer than Alan Blair had thought. At least, there were no +more entries, and the little green book had not been destroyed. I was +glad that it had not been; and I felt glad that it was thus put in my +power to write the last chapter of Miss Sylvia's story for her. + +As soon as I could leave Sweetwater I went to the city, three hundred +miles away, where Miss Sylvia lived. I found her in her library, in +her black silk dress and heliotrope shawl, knitting up cream wool, for +all the world as if she had just been transplanted from the veranda +corner of Harbour Light. + +"My dear boy!" she said. + +"Do you know why I have come?" I asked. + +"I am vain enough to think it was because you wanted to see me," she +smiled. + +"I did want to see you; but I would have waited until summer if it had +not been that I wished to bring you the missing chapter of your story, +dear lady." + +"I--I--don't understand," said Miss Sylvia, starting slightly. + +"I had an uncle, Alan Blair, who died forty years ago in California," +I said quietly. "Recently I have had occasion to examine some of his +papers. I found a journal among them and I have brought it to you +because I think that you have the best right to it." + +I dropped the parcel in her lap. She was silent with surprise and +bewilderment. + +"And now," I added, "I am going away. You won't want to see me or +anyone for a while after you have read this book. But I will come up +to see you to-morrow." + +When I went the next day Miss Sylvia herself met me at the door. She +caught my hand and drew me into the hall. Her eyes were softly +radiant. + +"Oh, you have made me so happy!" she said tremulously. "Oh, you can +never know how happy! Nothing hurts now--nothing ever can hurt, +because I know he did care." + +She laid her face down on my shoulder, as a girl might have nestled to +her lover, and I bent and kissed her for Uncle Alan. + + + + +The Garden of Spices + + +Jims tried the door of the blue room. Yes, it was locked. He had hoped +Aunt Augusta _might_ have forgotten to lock it; but when did Aunt +Augusta forget anything? Except, perhaps, that little boys were not +born grown-ups--and _that_ was something she never remembered. To be +sure, she was only a half-aunt. Whole aunts probably had more +convenient memories. + +Jims turned and stood with his back against the door. It was better +that way; he could not imagine things behind him then. And the blue +room was so big and dim that a dreadful number of things could be +imagined in it. All the windows were shuttered but one, and that one +was so darkened by a big pine tree branching right across it that it +did not let in much light. + +Jims looked very small and lost and lonely as he shrank back against +the door--so small and lonely that one might have thought that even +the sternest of half-aunts should have thought twice before shutting +him up in that room and telling him he must stay there the whole +afternoon instead of going out for a promised ride. Jims hated being +shut up alone--especially in the blue room. Its bigness and dimness +and silence filled his sensitive little soul with vague horror. +Sometimes he became almost sick with fear in it. To do Aunt Augusta +justice, she never suspected this. If she had she would not have +decreed this particular punishment, because she knew Jims was delicate +and must not be subjected to any great physical or mental strain. That +was why she shut him up instead of whipping him. But how was she to +know it? Aunt Augusta was one of those people who never know anything +unless it is told them in plain language and then hammered into their +heads. There was no one to tell her but Jims, and Jims would have died +the death before he would have told Aunt Augusta, with her cold, +spectacled eyes and thin, smileless mouth, that he was desperately +frightened when he was shut in the blue room. So he was always shut in +it for punishment; and the punishments came very often, for Jims was +always doing things that Aunt Augusta considered naughty. At first, +this time, Jims did not feel quite so frightened as usual because he +was very angry. As he put it, he was very mad at Aunt Augusta. He +hadn't _meant_ to spill his pudding over the floor and the tablecloth +and his clothes; and how such a little bit of pudding--Aunt Augusta +was mean with desserts--could ever have spread itself over so much +territory Jims could not understand. But he had made a terrible mess +and Aunt Augusta had been very angry and had said he must be cured of +such carelessness. She said he must spend the afternoon in the blue +room instead of going for a ride with Mrs. Loring in her new car. + +Jims was bitterly disappointed. If Uncle Walter had been home Jims +would have appealed to him--for when Uncle Walter could be really +wakened up to a realization of his small nephew's presence in his +home, he was very kind and indulgent. But it was so hard to waken him +up that Jims seldom attempted it. He liked Uncle Walter, but as far as +being acquainted with him went he might as well have been the +inhabitant of a star in the Milky Way. Jims was just a lonely, +solitary little creature, and sometimes he felt so friendless that his +eyes smarted, and several sobs had to be swallowed. + +There were no sobs just now, though--Jims was still too angry. It +wasn't fair. It was so seldom he got a car ride. Uncle Walter was +always too busy, attending to sick children all over the town, to take +him. It was only once in a blue moon Mrs. Loring asked him to go out +with her. But she always ended up with ice cream or a movie, and +to-day Jims had had strong hopes that both were on the programme. + +"I hate Aunt Augusta," he said aloud; and then the sound of his voice +in that huge, still room scared him so that he only thought the rest. +"I won't have any fun--and she won't feed my gobbler, either." + +Jims had shrieked "Feed my gobbler," to the old servant as he had been +hauled upstairs. But he didn't think Nancy Jane had heard him, and +nobody, not even Jims, could imagine Aunt Augusta feeding the gobbler. +It was always a wonder to him that she ate, herself. It seemed really +too human a thing for her to do. + +"I wish I had spilled that pudding _on purpose_," Jims said +vindictively, and with the saying his anger evaporated--Jims never +could stay angry long--and left him merely a scared little fellow, +with velvety, nut-brown eyes full of fear that should have no place in +a child's eyes. He looked so small and helpless as he crouched against +the door that one might have wondered if even Aunt Augusta would not +have relented had she seen him. + +How that window at the far end of the room rattled! It sounded +terribly as if somebody--or _something_--were trying to get in. Jims +looked desperately at the unshuttered window. He must get to it; once +there, he could curl up in the window seat, his back to the wall, and +forget the shadows by looking out into the sunshine and loveliness of +the garden over the wall. Jims would have likely have been found dead +of fright in that blue room some time had it not been for the garden +over the wall. + +But to get to the window Jims must cross the room and pass by the bed. +Jims held that bed in special dread. It was the oldest fashioned thing +in the old-fashioned, old-furnitured house. It was high and rigid, and +hung with gloomy blue curtains. _Anything_ might jump out of such a +bed. + +Jims gave a gasp and ran madly across the room. He reached the window +and flung himself upon the seat. With a sigh of relief he curled down +in the corner. Outside, over the high brick wall, was a world where +his imagination could roam, though his slender little body was pent a +prisoner in the blue room. + +Jims had loved that garden from his first sight of it. He called it +the Garden of Spices and wove all sorts of yarns in fancy--yarns gay +and tragic--about it. He had only known it for a few weeks. Before +that, they had lived in a much smaller house away at the other side of +the town. Then Uncle Walter's uncle--who had brought him up just as he +was bringing up Jims--had died, and they had all come to live in Uncle +Walter's old home. Somehow, Jims had an idea that Uncle Walter wasn't +very glad to come back there. But he had to, according to +great-uncle's will. Jims himself didn't mind much. He liked the +smaller rooms in their former home better, but the Garden of Spices +made up for all. + +It was such a beautiful spot. Just inside the wall was a row of aspen +poplars that always talked in silvery whispers and shook their dainty, +heart-shaped leaves at him. Beyond them, under scattered pines, was a +rockery where ferns and wild things grew. It was almost as good as a +bit of woods--and Jims loved the woods, though he scarcely ever saw +them. Then, past the pines, were roses just breaking into June +bloom--roses in such profusion as Jims hadn't known existed, with dear +little paths twisting about among the bushes. It seemed to be a garden +where no frost could blight or rough wind blow. When rain fell it must +fall very gently. Past the roses one saw a green lawn, sprinkled over +now with the white ghosts of dandelions, and dotted with ornamental +trees. The trees grew so thickly that they almost hid the house to +which the garden pertained. It was a large one of grey-black stone, +with stacks of huge chimneys. Jims had no idea who lived there. He had +asked Aunt Augusta and Aunt Augusta had frowned and told him it did +not matter who lived there and that he must never, on any account, +mention the next house or its occupant to Uncle Walter. Jims would +never have thought of mentioning them to Uncle Walter. But the +prohibition filled him with an unholy and unsubduable curiosity. He +was devoured by the desire to find out who the folks in that tabooed +house were. + +And he longed to have the freedom of that garden. Jims loved gardens. +There had been a garden at the little house but there was none +here--nothing but an old lawn that had been fine once but was now +badly run to seed. Jims had heard Uncle Walter say that he was going +to have it attended to but nothing had been done yet. And meanwhile +here was a beautiful garden over the wall which looked as if it should +be full of children. But no children were ever in it--or anybody else +apparently. And so, in spite of its beauty, it had a lonely look that +hurt Jims. He _wanted_ his Garden of Spices to be full of laughter. He +pictured himself running in it with imaginary playmates--and there was +a mother in it--or a big sister--or, at the least, a whole aunt who +would let you hug her and would never dream of shutting you up in +chilly, shadowy, horrible blue rooms. + +"It seems to me," said Jims, flattening his nose against the pane, +"that I must get into that garden or bust." + +Aunt Augusta would have said icily, "We do not use such expressions, +James," but Aunt Augusta was not there to hear. + +"I'm afraid the Very Handsome Cat isn't coming to-day," sighed Jims. +Then he brightened up; the Very Handsome Cat was coming across the +lawn. He was the only living thing, barring birds and butterflies, +that Jims ever saw in the garden. Jims worshipped that cat. He was jet +black, with white paws and dickey, and he had as much dignity as ten +cats. Jims' fingers tingled to stroke him. Jims had never been allowed +to have even a kitten because Aunt Augusta had a horror of cats. And +you cannot stroke gobblers! + +The Very Handsome Cat came through the rose garden paths on his +beautiful paws, ambled daintily around the rockery, and sat down in a +shady spot under a pine tree, right where Jims could see him, through +a gap in the little poplars. He looked straight up at Jims and winked. +At least, Jims always believed and declared he did. And that wink +said, or seemed to say, plainly: + +"Be a sport. Come down here and play with me. A fig for your Aunt +Augusta!" + +A wild, daring, absurd idea flashed into Jims' brain. Could he? He +could! He would! He knew it would be easy. He had thought it all out +many times, although until now he had never dreamed of really doing +it. To unhook the window and swing it open, to step out on the pine +bough and from it to another that hung over the wall and dropped +nearly to the ground, to spring from it to the velvet sward under the +poplars--why, it was all the work of a minute. With a careful, +repressed whoop Jims ran towards the Very Handsome Cat. + +The cat rose and retreated in deliberate haste; Jims ran after him. +The cat dodged through the rose paths and eluded Jims' eager hands, +just keeping tantalizingly out of reach. Jims had forgotten everything +except that he must catch the cat. He was full of a fearful joy, with +an elfin delight running through it. He had escaped from the blue room +and its ghosts; he was in his Garden of Spices; he had got the better +of mean old Aunt Augusta. But he _must_ catch the cat. + +The cat ran over the lawn and Jims pursued it through the green gloom +of the thickly clustering trees. Beyond them came a pool of sunshine +in which the old stone house basked like a huge grey cat itself. More +garden was before it and beyond it, wonderful with blossom. Under a +huge spreading beech tree in the centre of it was a little tea table; +sitting by the table reading was a lady in a black dress. + +The cat, having lured Jims to where he wanted him, sat down and began +to lick his paws. He was quite willing to be caught now; but Jims had +no longer any idea of catching him. He stood very still, looking at +the lady. She did not see him then and Jims could only see her +profile, which he thought very beautiful. She had wonderful ropes of +blue-black hair wound around her head. She looked so sweet that Jims' +heart beat. Then she lifted her head and turned her face and saw him. +Jims felt something of a shock. She was not pretty after all. One side +of her face was marked by a dreadful red scar. It quite spoilt her +good looks, which Jims thought a great pity; but nothing could spoil +the sweetness of her face or the loveliness of her peculiar soft, +grey-blue eyes. Jims couldn't remember his mother and had no idea what +she looked like, but the thought came into his head that he would have +liked her to have eyes like that. After the first moment Jims did not +mind the scar at all. + +But perhaps that first moment had revealed itself in his face, for a +look of pain came into the lady's eyes and, almost involuntarily it +seemed, she put her hand up to hide the scar. Then she pulled it away +again and sat looking at Jims half defiantly, half piteously. Jims +thought she must be angry because he had chased her cat. + +"I beg your pardon," he said gravely, "I didn't mean to hurt your cat. +I just wanted to play with him. He is _such_ a very handsome cat." + +"But where did you come from?" said the lady. "It is so long since I +saw a child in this garden," she added, as if to herself. Her voice +was as sweet as her face. Jims thought he was mistaken in thinking her +angry and plucked up heart of grace. Shyness was no fault of Jims. + +"I came from the house over the wall," he said. "My name is James +Brander Churchill. Aunt Augusta shut me up in the blue room because I +spilled my pudding at dinner. I hate to be shut up. And I was to have +had a ride this afternoon--and ice cream--and _maybe_ a movie. So I +was mad. And when your Very Handsome Cat came and looked at me I just +got out and climbed down." + +He looked straight at her and smiled. Jims had a very dear little +smile. It seemed a pity there was no mother alive to revel in it. The +lady smiled back. + +"I think you did right," she said. + +"_You_ wouldn't shut a little boy up if you had one, would you?" said +Jims. + +"No--no, dear heart, I wouldn't," said the lady. She said it as if +something hurt her horribly. She smiled again gallantly. + +"Will you come here and sit down?" she added, pulling a chair out from +the table. + +"Thank you. I'd rather sit here," said Jims, plumping down on the +grass at her feet. "Then maybe your cat will come to me." + +The cat came over promptly and rubbed his head against Jims' knee. +Jims stroked him delightedly; how lovely his soft fur felt and his +round velvety head. + +"I like cats," explained Jims, "and I have nothing but a gobbler. This +is such a Very Handsome Cat. What is his name, please?" + +"Black Prince. He loves me," said the lady. "He always comes to my bed +in the morning and wakes me by patting my face with his paw. _He_ +doesn't mind my being ugly." + +She spoke with a bitterness Jims couldn't understand. + +"But you are not ugly," he said. + +"Oh, I _am_ ugly--I _am_ ugly," she cried. "Just look at me--right at +me. Doesn't it hurt you to look at me?" + +Jims looked at her gravely and dispassionately. + +"No, it doesn't," he said. "Not a bit," he added, after some further +exploration of his consciousness. + +Suddenly the lady laughed beautifully. A faint rosy flush came into +her unscarred cheek. + +"James, I believe you mean it." + +"Of course I mean it. And, if you don't mind, please call me Jims. +Nobody calls me James but Aunt Augusta. She isn't my whole aunt. She +is just Uncle Walter's half-sister. _He_ is my whole uncle." + +"What does he call you?" asked the lady. She looked away as she asked +it. + +"Oh, Jims, when he thinks about me. He doesn't often think about me. +He has too many sick children to think about. Sick children are all +Uncle Walter cares about. He's the greatest children's doctor in the +Dominion, Mr. Burroughs says. But he is a woman-hater." + +"How do you know that?" + +"Oh, I heard Mr. Burroughs say it. Mr. Burroughs is my tutor, you +know. I study with him from nine till one. I'm not allowed to go to +the public school. I'd like to, but Uncle Walter thinks I'm not strong +enough yet. I'm going next year, though, when I'm ten. I have holidays +now. Mr. Burroughs always goes away the first of June." + +"How came he to tell you your uncle was a woman-hater?" persisted the +lady. + +"Oh, he didn't tell me. He was talking to a friend of his. He thought +I was reading my book. So I was--but I heard it all. It was more +interesting than my book. Uncle Walter was engaged to a lady, long, +long ago, when he was a young man. She was devilishly pretty." + +"Oh, Jims!" + +"Mr. Burroughs said so. I'm only quoting," said Jims easily. "And +Uncle Walter just worshipped her. And all at once she just jilted him +without a word of explanation, Mr. Burroughs said. So that is why he +hates women. It isn't any wonder, is it?" + +"I suppose not," said the lady with a sigh. "Jims, are you hungry?" + +"Yes, I am. You see, the pudding was spilled. But how did you know?" + +"Oh, boys always used to be hungry when I knew them long ago. I +thought they hadn't changed. I shall tell Martha to bring out +something to eat and we'll have it here under this tree. You sit +here--I'll sit there. Jims, it's so long since I talked to a little +boy that I'm not sure that I know how." + +"You know how, all right," Jims assured her. "But what am I to call +you, please?" + +"My name is Miss Garland," said the lady a little hesitatingly. But +she saw the name meant nothing to Jims. "I would like you to call me +Miss Avery. Avery is my first name and I never hear it nowadays. Now +for a jamboree! I can't offer you a movie--and I'm afraid there isn't +any ice cream either. I could have had some if I'd known you were +coming. But I think Martha will be able to find something good." + +A very old woman, who looked at Jims with great amazement, came out to +set the table. Jims thought she must be as old as Methusaleh. But he +did not mind her. He ran races with Black Prince while tea was being +prepared, and rolled the delighted cat over and over in the grass. And +he discovered a fragrant herb-garden in a far corner and was +delighted. Now it was truly a garden of spices. + +"Oh, it is so beautiful here," he told Miss Avery, who sat and looked +at his revels with a hungry expression in her lovely eyes. "I wish I +could come often." + +"Why can't you?" said Miss Avery. + +The two looked at each other with sly intelligence. + +"I could come whenever Aunt Augusta shuts me up in the blue room," +said Jims. + +"Yes," said Miss Avery. Then she laughed and held out her arms. Jims +flew into them. He put his arms about her neck and kissed her scarred +face. + +"Oh, I wish _you_ were my aunt," he said. + +Miss Avery suddenly pushed him away. Jims was horribly afraid he had +offended her. But she took his hand. + +"We'll just be chums, Jims," she said. "That's really better than +being relations, after all. Come and have tea." + +Over that glorious tea-table they became life-long friends. They had +always known each other and always would. The Black Prince sat between +them and was fed tit-bits. There was such a lot of good things on the +table and nobody to say "You have had enough, James." James ate until +_he_ thought he had enough. Aunt Augusta would have thought he was +doomed, could she have seen him. + +"I suppose I must go back," said Jims with a sigh. "It will be our +supper time in half an hour and Aunt Augusta will come to take me +out." + +"But you'll come again?" + +"Yes, the first time she shuts me up. And if she doesn't shut me up +pretty soon I'll be so bad she'll have to shut me up." + +"I'll always set a place for you at the tea-table after this, Jims. +And when you're not here I'll pretend you are. And when you can't come +here write me a letter and bring it when you do come." + +"Good-bye," said Jims. He took her hand and kissed it. He had read of +a young knight doing that and had always thought he would like to try +it if he ever got a chance. But who could dream of kissing Aunt +Augusta's hands? + +"You dear, funny thing," said Miss Avery. "Have you thought of how you +are to get back? Can you reach that pine bough from the ground?" + +"Maybe I can jump," said Jims dubiously. + +"I'm afraid not. I'll give you a stool and you can stand on it. Just +leave it there for future use. Good-bye, Jims. Jims, two hours ago I +didn't know there was such a person in the world as you--and now I +love you--I love you." + +Jims' heart filled with a great warm gush of gladness. He had always +wanted to be loved. And no living creature, he felt sure, loved him, +except his gobbler--and a gobbler's love is not very satisfying, +though it is better than nothing. He was blissfully happy as he +carried his stool across the lawn. He climbed his pine and went in at +the window and curled up on the seat in a maze of delight. The blue +room was more shadowy than ever but that did not matter. Over in the +Garden of Spices was friendship and laughter and romance galore. The +whole world was transformed for Jims. + +From that time Jims lived a shamelessly double life. Whenever he was +shut in the blue room he escaped to the Garden of Spices--and he was +shut in very often, for, Mr. Burroughs being away, he got into a good +deal of what Aunt Augusta called mischief. Besides, it is a sad truth +that Jims didn't try very hard to be good now. He thought it paid +better to be bad and be shut up. To be sure there was always a fly in +the ointment. He was haunted by a vague fear that Aunt Augusta might +relent and come to the blue room before supper time to let him out. + +"And _then_ the fat would be in the fire," said Jims. + +But he had a glorious summer and throve so well on his new diet of +love and companionship that one day Uncle Walter, with fewer sick +children to think about than usual, looked at him curiously and said: + +"Augusta, that boy seems to be growing much stronger. He has a good +color and his eyes are getting to look more like a boy's eyes should. +We'll make a man of you yet, Jims." + +"He may be getting stronger but he's getting naughtier, too," said +Aunt Augusta, grimly. "I am sorry to say, Walter, that he behaves very +badly." + +"We were all young once," said Uncle Walter indulgently. + +"Were _you_?" asked Jims in blank amazement. + +Uncle Walter laughed. + +"Do you think me an antediluvian, Jims?" + +"I don't know what _that_ is. But your hair is gray and your eyes are +tired," said Jims uncompromisingly. + +Uncle Walter laughed again, tossed Jims a quarter, and went out. + +"Your uncle is only forty-five and in his prime," said Aunt Augusta +dourly. + +Jims deliberately ran across the room to the window and, under +pretence of looking out, knocked down a flower pot. So he was exiled +to the blue room and got into his beloved Garden of Spices where Miss +Avery's beautiful eyes looked love into his and the Black Prince was a +jolly playmate and old Martha petted and spoiled him to her heart's +content. + +Jims never asked questions but he was a wide-awake chap, and, taking +one thing with another, he found out a good deal about the occupants +of the old stone house. Miss Avery never went anywhere and no one ever +went there. She lived all alone with two old servants, man and maid. +Except these two and Jims nobody had ever seen her for twenty years. +Jims didn't know why, but he thought it must be because of the scar on +her face. + +He never referred to it, but one day Miss Avery told him what caused +it. + +"I dropped a lamp and my dress caught fire and burned my face, Jims. +It made me hideous. I was beautiful before that--very beautiful. +Everybody said so. Come in and I will show you my picture." + +She took him into her big parlor and showed him the picture hanging on +the wall between the two high windows. It was of a young girl in +white. She certainly was very lovely, with her rose-leaf skin and +laughing eyes. Jims looked at the pictured face gravely, with his +hands in his pockets and his head on one side. Then he looked at Miss +Avery. + +"You were prettier then--yes," he said, judicially, "but I like your +face ever so much better now." + +"Oh, Jims, you can't," she protested. + +"Yes, I do," persisted Jims. "You look kinder and--nicer now." + +It was the nearest Jims could get to expressing what he felt as he +looked at the picture. The young girl was beautiful, but her face was +a little hard. There was pride and vanity and something of the +insolence of great beauty in it. There was nothing of that in Miss +Avery's face now--nothing but sweetness and tenderness, and a motherly +yearning to which every fibre of Jims' small being responded. How they +loved each other, those two! And how they understood each other! To +_love_ is easy, and therefore common; but to _understand_--how rare +that is! And oh! such good times as they had! They made taffy. Jims +had always longed to make taffy, but Aunt Augusta's immaculate kitchen +and saucepans might not be so desecrated. They read fairy tales +together. Mr. Burroughs had disapproved of fairy tales. They blew +soap-bubbles out on the lawn and let them float away over the garden +and the orchard like fairy balloons. They had glorious afternoon teas +under the beech tree. They made ice cream themselves. Jims even slid +down the bannisters when he wanted to. And he could try out a slang +word or two occasionally without anybody dying of horror. Miss Avery +did not seem to mind it a bit. + +At first Miss Avery always wore dark sombre dresses. But one day Jims +found her in a pretty gown of pale primrose silk. It was very old and +old-fashioned, but Jims did not know that. He capered round her in +delight. + +"You like me better in this?" she asked, wistfully. + +"I like you just as well, no matter what you wear," said Jims, "but +that dress is awfully pretty." + +"Would you like me to wear bright colors, Jims?" + +"You bet I would," said Jims emphatically. + +After that she always wore them--pink and primrose and blue and white; +and she let Jims wreathe flowers in her splendid hair. He had quite a +knack of it. She never wore any jewelry except, always, a little gold +ring with a design of two clasped hands. + +"A friend gave that to me long ago when we were boy and girl together +at school," she told Jims once. "I never take it off, night or day. +When I die it is to be buried with me." + +"You mustn't die till I do," said Jims in dismay. + +"Oh, Jims, if we could only _live_ together nothing else would +matter," she said hungrily. "Jims--Jims--I see so little of you +really--and some day soon you'll be going to school--and I'll lose +you." + +"I've got to think of some way to prevent it," cried Jims. "I won't +have it. I won't--I won't." + +But his heart sank notwithstanding. + +One day Jims slipped from the blue room, down the pine and across the +lawn with a tear-stained face. + +"Aunt Augusta is going to kill my gobbler," he sobbed in Miss Avery's +arms. "She says she isn't going to bother with him any longer--and +he's getting old--and he's to be killed. And that gobbler is the only +friend I have in the world except you. Oh, I can't _stand_ it, Miss +Avery." + +Next day Aunt Augusta told him the gobbler had been sold and taken +away. And Jims flew into a passion of tears and protest about it and +was promptly incarcerated in the blue room. A few minutes later a +sobbing boy plunged through the trees--and stopped abruptly. Miss +Avery was reading under the beech and the Black Prince was snoozing on +her knee--and a big, magnificent, bronze turkey was parading about on +the lawn, twisting his huge fan of a tail this way and that. + +"_My_ gobbler!" cried Jims. + +"Yes. Martha went to your uncle's house and bought him. Oh, she didn't +betray you. She told Nancy Jane she wanted a gobbler and, having seen +one over there, thought perhaps she could get him. See, here's your +pet, Jims, and here he shall live till he dies of old age. And I have +something else for you--Edward and Martha went across the river +yesterday to the Murray Kennels and got it for you." + +"Not a dog?" exclaimed Jims. + +"Yes--a dear little bull pup. He shall be your very own, Jims, and I +only stipulate that you reconcile the Black Prince to him." + +It was something of a task but Jims succeeded. Then followed a month +of perfect happiness. At least three afternoons a week they contrived +to be together. It was all too good to be true, Jims felt. Something +would happen soon to spoil it. Just _suppose_ Aunt Augusta grew +tender-hearted and ceased to punish! Or suppose she suddenly +discovered that he was growing too big to be shut up! Jims began to +stint himself in eating lest he grew too fast. And then Aunt Augusta +worried about his loss of appetite and suggested to Uncle Walter that +he should be sent to the country till the hot weather was over. Jims +didn't want to go to the country now because his heart was elsewhere. +He must eat again, if he grew like a weed. It was all very harassing. + +Uncle Walter looked at him keenly. + +"It seems to me you're looking pretty fit, Jims. Do you want to go to +the country?" + +"No, please." + +"Are you happy, Jims?" + +"Sometimes." + +"A boy should be happy all the time, Jims." + +"If I had a mother and someone to play with I would be." + +"I have tried to be a mother to you, Jims," said Aunt Augusta, in an +offended tone. Then she addressed Uncle Walter. "A younger woman would +probably understand him better. And I feel that the care of this big +place is too much for me. I would prefer to go to my own old home. If +you had married long ago, as you should, Walter, James would have had +a mother and some cousins to play with. I have always been of this +opinion." + +Uncle Walter frowned and got up. + +"Just because one woman played you false is no good reason for +spoiling your life," went on Aunt Augusta severely. "I have kept +silence all these years but now I am going to speak--and speak +plainly. You should marry, Walter. You are young enough yet and you +owe it to your name." + +"Listen, Augusta," said Uncle Walter sternly. "I loved a woman once. I +believed she loved me. She sent me back my ring one day and with it a +message saying she had ceased to care for me and bidding me never to +try to look upon her face again. Well, I have obeyed her, that is +all." + +"There was something strange about all that, Walter. The life she has +since led proves that. So you should not let it embitter you against +all women." + +"I haven't. It's nonsense to say I'm a woman-hater, Augusta. But that +experience has robbed me of the power to care for another woman." + +"Well, this isn't a proper conversation for a child to hear," said +Aunt Augusta, recollecting herself. "Jims, go out." + +Jims would have given one of his ears to stay and listen with the +other. But he went obediently. + +And then, the very next day, the dreaded something happened. + +It was the first of August and very, very hot. Jims was late coming to +dinner and Aunt Augusta reproved him and Jims, deliberately, and with +malice aforethought, told her he thought she was a nasty old woman. He +had never been saucy to Aunt Augusta before. But it was three days +since he had seen Miss Avery and the Black Prince and Nip and he was +desperate. Aunt Augusta crimsoned with anger and doomed Jims to an +afternoon in the blue room for impertinence. + +"And I shall tell your uncle when he comes home," she added. + +That rankled, for Jims didn't want Uncle Walter to think him +impertinent. But he forgot all his worries as he scampered through the +Garden of Spices to the beech tree. And there Jims stopped as if he +had been shot. Prone on the grass under the beech tree, white and cold +and still, lay his Miss Avery--dead, stone dead! + +At least Jims drought she was dead. He flew into the house like a mad +thing, shrieking for Martha. Nobody answered. Jims recollected, with a +rush of sickening dread, that Miss Avery had told him Martha and +Edward were going away that day to visit a sister. He rushed blindly +across the lawn again, through the little side gate he had never +passed before and down the street home. Uncle Walter was just opening +the door of his car. + +"Uncle Walter--come--come," sobbed Jims, clutching frantically at his +hand. "Miss Avery's dead--dead--oh, come quick." + +"_Who_ is dead?" + +"Miss Avery--Miss Avery Garland. She's lying on the grass over there +in her garden. And I love her so--and I'll die, too--oh, Uncle Walter, +_come_." + +Uncle Walter looked as if he wanted to ask some questions, but he said +nothing. With a strange face he hurried after Jims. Miss Avery was +still lying there. As Uncle Walter bent over her he saw the broad red +scar and started back with an exclamation. + +"She is dead?" gasped Jims. + +"No," said Uncle Walter, bending down again--"no, she has only +fainted, Jims--overcome by the heat, I suppose. I want help. Go and +call somebody." + +"There's no one home here to-day," said Jims, in a spasm of joy so +great that it shook him like a leaf. + +"Then go home and telephone over to Mr. Loring's. Tell them I want the +nurse who is there to come here for a few minutes." + +Jims did his errand. Uncle Walter and the nurse carried Miss Avery +into the house and then Jims went back to the blue room. He was so +unhappy he didn't care where he went. He wished something _would_ jump +at him out of the bed and put an end to him. Everything was discovered +now and he would never see Miss Avery again. Jims lay very still on +the window seat. He did not even cry. He had come to one of the griefs +that lie too deep for tears. + +"I think I must have been put under a curse at birth," thought poor +Jims. + + * * * * * + +Over at the stone house Miss Avery was lying on the couch in her room. +The nurse had gone away and Dr. Walter was sitting looking at her. He +leaned forward and pulled away the hand with which she was hiding the +scar on her face. He looked first at the little gold ring on the hand +and then at the scar. + +"Don't," she said piteously. + +"Avery--why did you do it?--_why_ did you do it?" + +"Oh, you know--you must know now, Walter." + +"Avery, did you break my heart and spoil my life--and your own--simply +because your face was scarred?" + +"I couldn't bear to have you see me hideous," she moaned. "You had +been so proud of my beauty. I--I--thought you couldn't love me any +more--I couldn't bear the thought of looking in your eyes and seeing +aversion there." + +Walter Grant leaned forward. + +"Look in my eyes, Avery. Do you see any aversion?" + +Avery forced herself to look. What she saw covered her face with a hot +blush. + +"Did you think my love such a poor and superficial thing, Avery," he +said sternly, "that it must vanish because a blemish came on your +fairness? Do you think _that_ would change me? Was your own love for +me so slight?" + +"No--no," she sobbed. "I have loved you every moment of my life, +Walter. Oh, don't look at me so sternly." + +"If you had even told me," he said. "You said I was never to try to +look on your face again--and they told me you had gone away. You sent +me back my ring." + +"I kept the old one," she interrupted, holding out her hand, "the +first one you ever gave me--do you remember, Walter? When we were boy +and girl." + +"You robbed me of all that made life worth while, Avery. Do you wonder +that I've been a bitter man?" + +"I was wrong--I was wrong," she sobbed. "I should have believed in +you. But don't you think I've paid, too? Forgive me, Walter--it's too +late to atone--but forgive me." + +"_Is_ it too late?" he asked gravely. + +She pointed to the scar. + +"Could you endure seeing this opposite to you every day at your +table?" she asked bitterly. + +"Yes--if I could see your sweet eyes and your beloved smile with it, +Avery," he answered passionately. "Oh, Avery, it was _you_ I +loved--not your outward favor. Oh, how foolish you were--foolish and +morbid! You always put too high a value on beauty, Avery. If I had +dreamed of the true state of the case--if I had known you were here +all these years--why I heard a rumor long ago that you had married, +Avery--but if I had known I would have come to you and _made_ you +be--sensible." + +She gave a little laugh at his lame conclusion. That was so like the +old Walter. Then her eyes filled with tears as he took her in his +arms. + + * * * * * + +The door of the blue room opened. Jims did not look up. It was Aunt +Augusta, of course--and she had heard the whole story. + +"Jims, boy." + +Jims lifted his miserable eyes. It was Uncle Walter--but a different +Uncle Walter--an Uncle Walter with laughing eyes and a strange +radiance of youth about him. + +"Poor, lonely little fellow," said Uncle Walter unexpectedly. "Jims, +would you like Miss Avery to come _here_--and live with us always--and +be your real aunt?" + +"Great snakes!" said Jims, transformed in a second. "Is there any +chance of _that_?" + +"There is a certainty, thanks to you," said Uncle Walter. "You can go +over to see her for a little while. Don't talk her to death--she's +weak yet--and attend to that menagerie of yours over there--she's +worrying because the bull dog and gobbler weren't fed--and Jims--" + +But Jims had swung down through the pine and was tearing across the +Garden of Spices. + + + + +The Girl and the Photograph + + +When I heard that Peter Austin was in Vancouver I hunted him up. I had +met Peter ten years before when I had gone east to visit my father's +people and had spent a few weeks with an uncle in Croyden. The Austins +lived across the street from Uncle Tom, and Peter and I had struck up +a friendship, although he was a hobbledehoy of awkward sixteen and I, +at twenty-two, was older and wiser and more dignified than I've ever +been since or ever expect to be again. Peter was a jolly little round +freckled chap. He was all right when no girls were around; when they +were he retired within himself like a misanthropic oyster, and was +about as interesting. This was the one point upon which we always +disagreed. Peter couldn't endure girls; I was devoted to them by the +wholesale. The Croyden girls were pretty and vivacious. I had a score +of flirtations during my brief sojourn among them. + +But when I went away the face I carried in my memory was not that of +any girl with whom I had walked and driven and played the game of +hearts. + +It was ten years ago, but I had never been quite able to forget that +girl's face. Yet I had seen it but once and then only for a moment. I +had gone for a solitary ramble in the woods over the river and, in a +lonely little valley dim with pines, where I thought myself alone, I +had come suddenly upon her, standing ankle-deep in fern on the bank of +a brook, the late evening sunshine falling yellowly on her uncovered +dark hair. She was very young--no more than sixteen; yet the face and +eyes were already those of a woman. Such a face! Beautiful? Yes, but I +thought of that afterward, when I was alone. With that face before my +eyes I thought only of its purity and sweetness, of the lovely soul +and rich mind looking out of the great, greyish-blue eyes which, in +the dimness of the pine shadows, looked almost black. There was +something in the face of that child-woman I had never seen before and +was destined never to see again in any other face. Careless boy +though I was, it stirred me to the deeps. I felt that she must have +been waiting forever in that pine valley for me and that, in finding +her, I had found all of good that life could offer me. + +I would have spoken to her, but before I could shape my greeting into +words that should not seem rude or presumptuous, she had turned and +gone, stepping lightly across the brook and vanishing in the maple +copse beyond. For no more than ten seconds had I gazed into her face, +and the soul of her, the real woman behind the fair outwardness, had +looked back into my eyes; but I had never been able to forget it. + +When I returned home I questioned my cousins diplomatically as to who +she might be. I felt strangely reluctant to do so--it seemed in some +way sacrilege; yet only by so doing could I hope to discover her. They +could tell me nothing; nor did I meet her again during the remainder +of my stay in Croyden, although I never went anywhere without looking +for her, and haunted the pine valley daily, in the hope of seeing her +again. My disappointment was so bitter that I laughed at myself. + +I thought I was a fool to feel thus about a girl I had met for a +moment in a chance ramble--a mere child at that, with her hair still +hanging in its long glossy schoolgirl braid. But when I remembered her +eyes, my wisdom forgave me. + +Well, that was ten years ago; in those ten years the memory had, I +must confess, grown dimmer. In our busy western life a man had not +much time for sentimental recollections. Yet I had never been able to +care for another woman. I wanted to; I wanted to marry and settle +down. I had come to the time of life when a man wearies of drifting +and begins to hanker for a calm anchorage in some snug haven of his +own. But, somehow, I shirked the matter. It seemed rather easier to +let things slide. + +At this stage Peter came west. He was something in a bank, and was as +round and jolly as ever; but he had evidently changed his attitude +towards girls, for his rooms were full of their photos. They were +stuck around everywhere and they were all pretty. Either Peter had +excellent taste, or the Croyden photographers knew how to flatter. But +there was one on the mantel which attracted my attention especially. +If the photo were to be trusted the girl was quite the prettiest I had +ever seen. + +"Peter, what pretty girl's picture is this on your mantel?" I called +out to Peter, who was in his bedroom, donning evening dress for some +function. + +"That's my cousin, Marian Lindsay," he answered. "She _is_ rather +nice-looking, isn't she. Lives in Croyden now--used to live up the +river at Chiselhurst. Didn't you ever chance across her when you were +in Croyden?" + +"No," I said. "If I had I wouldn't have forgotten her face." + +"Well, she'd be only a kid then, of course. She's twenty-six now. +Marian is a mighty nice girl, but she's bound to be an old maid. She's +got notions--ideals, she calls 'em. All the Croyden fellows have been +in love with her at one time or another but they might as well have +made up to a statue. Marian really hasn't a spark of feeling or +sentiment in her. Her looks are the best part of her, although she's +confoundedly clever." + +Peter spoke rather squiffily. I suspected that he had been one of the +smitten swains himself. I looked at the photo for a few minutes +longer, admiring it more every minute and, when I heard Peter coming +out, I did an unjustifiable thing--I took that photo and put it in my +pocket. + +I expected Peter would make a fuss when he missed it, but that very +night the house in which he lived was burned to the ground. Peter +escaped with the most important of his goods and chattels, but all the +counterfeit presentments of his dear divinities went up in smoke. If +he ever thought particularly of Marian Lindsay's photograph he must +have supposed that it shared the fate of the others. + +As for me, I propped my ill-gotten treasure up on my mantel and +worshipped it for a fortnight. At the end of that time I went boldly +to Peter and told him I wanted him to introduce me by letter to his +dear cousin and ask her to agree to a friendly correspondence with me. + +Oddly enough, I did not do this without some reluctance, in spite of +the fact that I was as much in love with Marian Lindsay as it was +possible to be through the medium of a picture. I thought of the girl +I had seen in the pine wood and felt an inward shrinking from a step +that might divide me from her forever. But I rated myself for this +nonsense. It was in the highest degree unlikely that I should ever +meet the girl of the pines again. If she were still living she was +probably some other man's wife. I would think no more about it. + +Peter whistled when he heard what I had to say. + +"Of course I'll do it, old man," he said obligingly. "But I warn you I +don't think it will be much use. Marian isn't the sort of girl to open +up a correspondence in such a fashion. However, I'll do the best I can +for you." + +"Do. Tell her I'm a respectable fellow with no violent bad habits and +all that. I'm in earnest, Peter. I want to make that girl's +acquaintance, and this seems the only way at present. I can't get off +just now for a trip east. Explain all this, and use your cousinly +influence in my behalf if you possess any." + +Peter grinned. + +"It's not the most graceful job in the world you are putting on me, +Curtis," he said. "I don't mind owning up now that I was pretty far +gone on Marian myself two years ago. It's all over now, but it was bad +while it lasted. Perhaps Marian will consider your request more +favourably if I put it in the light of a favour to myself. She must +feel that she owes me something for wrecking my life." + +Peter grinned again and looked at the one photo he had contrived to +rescue from the fire. It was a pretty, snub-nosed little girl. She +would never have consoled me for the loss of Marian Lindsay, but every +man to his taste. + +In due time Peter sought me out to give me his cousin's answer. + +"Congratulations, Curtis. You've out-Caesared Caesar. You've conquered +without even going and seeing. Marian agrees to a friendly +correspondence with you. I am amazed, I admit--even though I did paint +you up as a sort of Sir Galahad and Lancelot combined. I'm not used to +seeing proud Marian do stunts like that, and it rather takes my +breath." + +I wrote to Marian Lindsay after one farewell dream of the girl under +the pines. When Marian's letters began to come regularly I forgot the +other one altogether. + +Such letters--such witty, sparkling, clever, womanly, delightful +letters! They completed the conquest her picture had begun. Before we +had corresponded six months I was besottedly in love with this woman +whom I had never seen. Finally, I wrote and told her so, and I asked +her to be my wife. + +A fortnight later her answer came. She said frankly that she believed +she had learned to care for me during our correspondence, but that she +thought we should meet in person, before coming to any definite +understanding. Could I not arrange to visit Croyden in the summer? +Until then we would better continue on our present footing. + +I agreed to this, but I considered myself practically engaged, with +the personal meeting merely to be regarded as a sop to the Cerberus of +conventionality. I permitted myself to use a decidedly lover-like tone +in my letters henceforth, and I hailed it as a favourable omen that I +was not rebuked for this, although Marian's own letters still retained +their pleasant, simple friendliness. + +Peter had at first tormented me mercilessly about the affair, but when +he saw I did not like his chaff he stopped it. Peter was always a good +fellow. He realized that I regarded the matter seriously, and he saw +me off when I left for the east with a grin tempered by honest +sympathy and understanding. + +"Good luck to you," he said. "If you win Marian Lindsay you'll win a +pearl among women. I haven't been able to grasp her taking to you in +this fashion, though. It's so unlike Marian. But, since she +undoubtedly has, you are a lucky man." + +I arrived in Croyden at dusk and went to Uncle Tom's. There I found +them busy with preparations for a party to be given that night in +honour of a girl friend who was visiting my cousin Edna. I was +secretly annoyed, for I wanted to hasten at once to Marian. But I +couldn't decently get away, and on second thoughts I was consoled by +the reflection that she would probably come to the party. I knew she +belonged to the same social set as Uncle Tom's girls. I should, +however, have preferred our meeting to have been under different +circumstances. + +From my stand behind the palms in a corner I eagerly scanned the +guests as they arrived. Suddenly my heart gave a bound. Marian Lindsay +had just come in. + +I recognized her at once from her photograph. It had not flattered her +in the least; indeed, it had not done her justice, for her exquisite +colouring of hair and complexion were quite lost in it. She was, +moreover, gowned with a taste and smartness eminently admirable in the +future Mrs. Eric Curtis. I felt a thrill of proprietary pride as I +stepped out from behind the palms. She was talking to Aunt Grace; but +her eyes fell on me. I expected a little start of recognition, for I +had sent her an excellent photograph of myself; but her gaze was one +of blankest unconsciousness. + +I felt something like disappointment at her non-recognition, but I +consoled myself by the reflection that people often fail to recognize +other people whom they have seen only in photographs, no matter how +good the likeness may be. I waylaid Edna, who was passing at that +time, and said, "Edna I want you to introduce me to the girl who is +talking to your mother." + +Edna laughed. + +"So you have succumbed at first sight to our Croyden beauty? Of course +I'll introduce you, but I warn you beforehand that she is the most +incorrigible flirt in Croyden or out of it. So take care." + +It jarred on me to hear Marian called a flirt. It seemed so out of +keeping with her letters and the womanly delicacy and fineness +revealed in them. But I reflected that women sometimes find it hard to +forgive another woman who absorbs more than her share of lovers, and +generally take their revenge by dubbing her a flirt, whether she +deserves the name or not. + +We had crossed the room during this reflection. Marian turned and +stood before us, smiling at Edna, but evincing no recognition whatever +of myself. It is a piquant experience to find yourself awaiting an +introduction to a girl to whom you are virtually engaged. + +"Dorothy dear," said Edna, "this is my cousin, Mr. Curtis, from +Vancouver. Eric, this is Miss Armstrong." + +I suppose I bowed. Habit carries us mechanically through many +impossible situations. I don't know what I looked like or what I said, +if I said anything. I don't suppose I betrayed my dire confusion, for +Edna went off unconcernedly without another glance at me. + +Dorothy Armstrong! Gracious powers--who--where--why? If this girl was +Dorothy Armstrong who was Marian Lindsay? To whom was I engaged? There +was some awful mistake somewhere, for it could not be possible that +there were two girls in Croyden who looked exactly like the photograph +reposing in my valise at that very moment. I stammered like a +schoolboy. + +"I--oh--I--your face seems familiar to me, Miss Armstrong. I--I--think +I must have seen your photograph somewhere." + +"Probably in Peter Austin's collection," smiled Miss Armstrong. "He +had one of mine before he was burned out. How is he?" + +"Peter? Oh, he's well," I replied vaguely. I was thinking a hundred +words to the second, but my thoughts arrived nowhere. I was staring at +Miss Armstrong like a man bewitched. She must have thought me a +veritable booby. "Oh, by the way--can you tell me--do you know a Miss +Lindsay in Croyden?" + +Miss Armstrong looked surprised and a little bored. Evidently she was +not used to having newly introduced young men inquiring about another +girl. + +"Marian Lindsay? Oh, yes." + +"Is she here tonight?" I said. + +"No, Marian is not going to parties just now, owing to the recent +death of her aunt, who lived with them." + +"Does she--oh--does she look like you at all?" I inquired idiotically. + +Amusement glimmered but over Miss Armstrong's boredom. She probably +concluded that I was some harmless lunatic. + +"Like me? Not at all. There couldn't be two people more dissimilar. +Marian is quite dark. I am fair. And our features are altogether +unlike. Why, good evening, Jack. Yes, I believe I did promise you this +dance." + +She bowed to me and skimmed away with Jack. I saw Aunt Grace bearing +down upon me and fled incontinently. In my own room I flung myself on +a chair and tried to think the matter out. Where did the mistake come +in? How had it happened? I shut my eyes and conjured up the vision of +Peter's room that day. I remembered vaguely that, when I had picked up +Dorothy Armstrong's picture, I had noticed another photograph that had +fallen face downward beside it. That must have been Marian Lindsay's, +and Peter had thought I meant it. + +And now what a position I was in! I was conscious of bitter +disappointment. I had fallen in love with Dorothy Armstrong's +photograph. As far as external semblance goes it was she whom I loved. +I was practically engaged to another woman--a woman who, in spite of +our correspondence, seemed to me now, in the shock of this discovery, +a stranger. It was useless to tell myself that it was the mind and +soul revealed in those letters that I loved, and that that mind and +soul were Marian Lindsay's. It was useless to remember that Peter had +said she was pretty. Exteriorly, she was a stranger to me; hers was +not the face which had risen before me for nearly a year as the face +of the woman I loved. Was ever unlucky wretch in such a predicament +before? + +Well, there was only one thing to do. I must stand by my word. Marian +Lindsay was the woman I had asked to marry me, whose answer I must +shortly go to receive. If that answer were "yes" I must accept the +situation and banish all thought of Dorothy Armstrong's pretty face. + +Next evening at sunset I went to "Glenwood," the Lindsay place. +Doubtless, an eager lover might have gone earlier, but an eager lover +I certainly was not. Probably Marian was expecting me and had given +orders concerning me, for the maid who came to the door conveyed me to +a little room behind the stairs--a room which, as I felt as soon as I +entered it, was a woman's pet domain. In its books and pictures and +flowers it spoke eloquently of dainty femininity. Somehow, it suited +the letters. I did not feel quite so much the stranger as I had felt. +Nevertheless, when I heard a light footfall on the stairs my heart +beat painfully. I stood up and turned to the door, but I could not +look up. The footsteps came nearer; I knew that a white hand swept +aside the _portière_ at the entrance; I knew that she had entered the +room and was standing before me. + +With an effort I raised my eyes and looked at her. She stood, tall and +gracious, in a ruby splendour of sunset falling through the window +beside her. The light quivered like living radiance over a dark proud +head, a white throat, and a face before whose perfect loveliness the +memory of Dorothy Armstrong's laughing prettiness faded like a star in +the sunrise, nevermore in the fullness of the day to be remembered. +Yet it was not of her beauty I thought as I stood spellbound before +her. I seemed to see a dim little valley full of whispering pines, and +a girl standing under their shadows, looking at me with the same +great, greyish-blue eyes which gazed upon me now from Marian Lindsay's +face--the same face, matured into gracious womanhood, that I had seen +ten years ago; and loved--aye, loved--ever since. I took an unsteady +step forward. + +"Marian?" I said. + + * * * * * + +When I got home that night I burned Dorothy Armstrong's photograph. +The next day I went to my cousin Tom, who owns the fashionable studio +of Croyden and, binding him over to secrecy, sought one of Marian's +latest photographs from him. It is the only secret I have ever kept +from my wife. + +Before we were married Marian told me something. + +"I always remembered you as you looked that day under the pines," she +said. "I was only a child, but I think I loved you then and ever +afterwards. When I dreamed my girl's dream of love your face rose up +before me. I had the advantage of you that I knew your name--I had +heard of you. When Peter wrote about you I knew who you were. That was +why I agreed to correspond with you. I was afraid it was a forward--an +unwomanly thing to do. But it seemed my chance for happiness and I +took it. I am glad I did." + +I did not answer in words, but lovers will know how I did answer. + + + + +The Gossip of Valley View + + +It was the first of April, and Julius Barrett, aged fourteen, perched +on his father's gatepost, watched ruefully the low descending sun, and +counted that day lost. He had not succeeded in "fooling" a single +person, although he had tried repeatedly. One and all, old and young, +of his intended victims had been too wary for Julius. Hence, Julius +was disgusted and ready for anything in the way of a stratagem or a +spoil. + +The Barrett gatepost topped the highest hill in Valley View. Julius +could see the entire settlement, from "Young" Thomas Everett's farm, a +mile to the west, to Adelia Williams's weather-grey little house on a +moonrise slope to the east. He was gazing moodily down the muddy road +when Dan Chester, homeward bound from the post office, came riding +sloppily along on his grey mare and pulled up by the Barrett gate to +hand a paper to Julius. + +Dan was a young man who took life and himself very seriously. He +seldom smiled, never joked, and had a Washingtonian reputation for +veracity. Dan had never told a conscious falsehood in his life; he +never even exaggerated. + +Julius, beholding Dan's solemn face, was seized with a perfectly +irresistible desire to "fool" him. At the same moment his eye caught +the dazzling reflection of the setting sun on the windows of Adelia +Williams's house, and he had an inspiration little short of +diabolical. "Have you heard the news, Dan?" he asked. + +"No, what is it?" asked Dan. + +"I dunno's I ought to tell it," said Julius reflectively. "It's kind +of a family affair, but then Adelia didn't say not to, and anyway +it'll be all over the place soon. So I'll tell you, Dan, if you'll +promise never to tell who told you. Adelia Williams and Young Thomas +Everett are going to be married." + +Julius delivered himself of this tremendous lie with a transparently +earnest countenance. Yet Dan, credulous as he was, could not believe +it all at once. + +"Git out," he said. + +"It's true, 'pon my word," protested Julius. "Adelia was up last night +and told Ma all about it. Ma's her cousin, you know. The wedding is to +be in June, and Adelia asked Ma to help her get her quilts and things +ready." + +Julius reeled all this off so glibly that Dan finally believed the +story, despite the fact that the people thus coupled together in +prospective matrimony were the very last people in Valley View who +could have been expected to marry each other. Young Thomas was a +confirmed bachelor of fifty, and Adelia Williams was forty; they were +not supposed to be even well acquainted, as the Everetts and the +Williamses had never been very friendly, although no open feud existed +between them. + +Nevertheless, in view of Julius's circumstantial statements, the +amazing news must be true, and Dan was instantly agog to carry it +further. Julius watched Dan and the grey mare out of sight, fairly +writhing with ecstasy. Oh, but Dan had been easy! The story would be +all over Valley View in twenty-four hours. Julius laughed until he +came near to falling off the gatepost. + +At this point Julius and Danny drop out of our story, and Young Thomas +enters. + +It was two days later when Young Thomas heard that he was to be +married to Adelia Williams in June. Eben Clark, the blacksmith, told +him when he went to the forge to get his horse shod. Young Thomas +laughed his big jolly laugh. Valley View gossip had been marrying him +off for the last thirty years, although never before to Adelia +Williams. + +"It's news to me," he said tolerantly. + +Eben grinned broadly. "Ah, you can't bluff it off like that, Tom," he +said. "The news came too straight this time. Well, I was glad to hear +it, although I was mighty surprised. I never thought of you and +Adelia. But she's a fine little woman and will make you a capital +wife." + +Young Thomas grunted and drove away. He had a good deal of business to +do that day, involving calls at various places--the store for +molasses, the mill for flour, Jim Bentley's for seed grain, the +doctor's for toothache drops for his housekeeper, the post office for +mail--and at each and every place he was joked about his approaching +marriage. In the end it rather annoyed Young Thomas. He drove home at +last in what was for him something of a temper. How on earth had that +fool story started? With such detailed circumstantiality of rugs and +quilts, too? Adelia Williams must be going to marry somebody, and the +Valley View gossips, unable to locate the man, had guessed Young +Thomas. + +When he reached home, tired, mud-bespattered, and hungry, his +housekeeper, who was also his hired man's wife, asked him if it was +true that he was going to be married. Young Thomas, taking in at a +glance the ill-prepared, half-cold supper on the table, felt more +annoyed than ever, and said it wasn't, with a strong expression--not +quite an oath--for Young Thomas never swore, unless swearing be as +much a matter of intonation as of words. + +Mrs. Dunn sighed, patted her swelled face, and said she was sorry; she +had hoped it was true, for her man had decided to go west. They were +to go in a month's time. Young Thomas sat down to his supper with the +prospect of having to look up another housekeeper and hired man before +planting to destroy his appetite. + +Next day, three people who came to see Young Thomas on business +congratulated him on his approaching marriage. Young Thomas, who had +recovered his usual good humour, merely laughed. There was no use in +being too earnest in denial, he thought. He knew that his unusual fit +of petulance with his housekeeper had only convinced her that the +story was true. It would die away in time, as other similar stories +had died, he thought. Valley View gossip was imaginative. + +Young Thomas looked rather serious, however, when the minister and his +wife called that evening and referred to the report. Young Thomas +gravely said that it was unfounded. The minister looked graver still +and said he was sorry--he had hoped it was true. His wife glanced +significantly about Young Thomas's big, untidy sitting-room, where +there were cobwebs on the ceiling and fluff in the corners and dust on +the mop-board, and said nothing, but looked volumes. + +"Dang it all," said Young Thomas, as they drove away, "they'll marry +me yet in spite of myself." + +The gossip made him think about Adelia Williams. He had never thought +about her before; he was barely acquainted with her. Now he remembered +that she was a plump, jolly-looking little woman, noted for being a +good housekeeper. Then Young Thomas groaned, remembering that he must +start out looking for a housekeeper soon; and housekeepers were not +easily found, as Young Thomas had discovered several times since his +mother's death ten years before. + +Next Sunday in church Young Thomas looked at Adelia Williams. He +caught Adelia looking at him. Adelia blushed and looked guiltily away. + +"Dang it all," reflected Young Thomas, forgetting that he was in +church. "I suppose she has heard that fool story too. I'd like to know +the person who started it; man or woman, I'd punch their head." + +Nevertheless, Young Thomas went on looking at Adelia by fits and +starts, although he did not again catch Adelia looking at him. He +noticed that she had round rosy cheeks and twinkling brown eyes. She +did not look like an old maid, and Young Thomas wondered that she had +been allowed to become one. Sarah Barnett, now, to whom report had +married him a year ago, looked like a dried sour apple. + + * * * * * + +For the next four weeks the story haunted Young Thomas like a spectre. +Down it would not. Everywhere he went he was joked about it. It +gathered fresh detail every week. Adelia was getting her clothes +ready; she was to be married in seal-brown cashmere; Vinnie Lawrence +at Valley Centre was making it for her; she had got a new hat with a +long ostrich plume; some said white, some said grey. + +Young Thomas kept wondering who the man could be, for he was convinced +that Adelia was going to marry somebody. More than that, once he +caught himself wondering enviously. Adelia was a nice-looking woman, +and he had not so far heard of any probable housekeeper. + +"Dang it all," said Young Thomas to himself in desperation. "I +wouldn't care if it was true." + +His married sister from Carlisle heard the story and came over to +investigate. Young Thomas denied it shortly, and his sister scolded. +She had devoutly hoped it was true, she said, and it would have been a +great weight off her mind. + +"This house is in a disgraceful condition, Thomas," she said severely. +"It would break Mother's heart if she could rise out of her grave to +see it. And Adelia Williams is a perfect housekeeper." + +"You didn't use to think so much of the Williams crowd," said Young +Thomas drily. + +"Oh, some of them don't amount to much," admitted Maria, "but Adelia +is all right." + +Catching sight of an odd look on Young Thomas's face, she added +hastily, "Thomas Everett, I believe it's true after all. Now, is it? +For mercy's sake don't be so sly. You might tell me, your own and only +sister, if it is." + +"Oh, shut up," was Young Thomas's unfeeling reply to his own and only +sister. + +Young Thomas told himself that night that Valley View gossip would +drive him into an asylum yet if it didn't let up. He also wondered if +Adelia was as much persecuted as himself. No doubt she was. He never +could catch her eye in church now, but he would have been surprised +had he realized how many times he tried to. + +The climax came the third week in May, when Young Thomas, who had been +keeping house for himself for three weeks, received a letter and an +express box from his cousin, Charles Everett, out in Manitoba. Charles +and he had been chums in their boyhood. They corresponded occasionally +still, although it was twenty years since Charles had gone west. + +The letter was to congratulate Young Thomas on his approaching +marriage. Charles had heard of it through some Valley View +correspondents of his wife. He was much pleased; he had always liked +Adelia, he said--had been an old beau of hers, in fact. Thomas might +give her a kiss for him if he liked. He forwarded a wedding present by +express and hoped they would be very happy, etc. + +The present was an elaborate hatrack of polished buffalo horns, +mounted on red plush, with an inset mirror. Young Thomas set it up on +the kitchen table and scowled moodily at his reflection in the mirror. +If wedding presents were beginning to come, it was high time something +was done. The matter was past being a joke. This affair of the present +would certainly get out--things always got out in Valley View, dang it +all--and he would never hear the last of it. + +"I'll marry," said Young Thomas decisively. "If Adelia Williams won't +have me, I'll marry the first woman who will, if it's Sarah Barnett +herself." + +Young Thomas shaved and put on his Sunday suit. As soon as it was +safely dark, he hied him away to Adelia Williams. He felt very +doubtful about his reception, but the remembrance of the twinkle in +Adelia's brown eyes comforted him. She looked like a woman who had a +sense of humour; she might not take him, but she would not feel +offended or insulted because he asked her. + +"Dang it all, though, I hope she will take me," said Young Thomas. +"I'm in for getting married now and no mistake. And I can't get Adelia +out of my head. I've been thinking of her steady ever since that +confounded gossip began." + +When he knocked at Adelia's door he discovered that his face was wet +with perspiration. Adelia opened the door and started when she saw +him; then she turned very red and stiffly asked him in. Young Thomas +went in and sat down, wondering if all men felt so horribly +uncomfortable when they went courting. + +Adelia stooped low over the woodbox to put a stick of wood in the +stove, for the May evening was chilly. Her shoulders were shaking; the +shaking grew worse; suddenly Adelia laughed hysterically and, sitting +down on the woodbox, continued to laugh. Young Thomas eyed her with a +friendly grin. + +"Oh, do excuse me," gasped poor Adelia, wiping tears from her eyes. +"This is--dreadful--I didn't mean to laugh--I don't know why I'm +laughing--but--I--can't help it." + +She laughed helplessly again. Young Thomas laughed too. His +embarrassment vanished in the mellowness of that laughter. Presently +Adelia composed herself and removed from the woodbox to a chair, but +there was still a suspicious twitching about the corners of her mouth. + +"I suppose," said Young Thomas, determined to have it over with before +the ice could form again, "I suppose, Adelia, you've heard the story +that's been going about you and me of late?" + +Adelia nodded. "I've been persecuted to the verge of insanity with +it," she said. "Every soul I've seen has tormented me about it, and +people have written me about it. I've denied it till I was black in +the face, but nobody believed me. I can't find out how it started. I +hope you believe, Mr. Everett, that it couldn't possibly have arisen +from anything I said. I've felt dreadfully worried for fear you might +think it did. I heard that my cousin, Lucilla Barrett, said I told +her, but Lucilla vowed to me that she never said such a thing or even +dreamed of it. I've felt dreadful bad over the whole affair. I even +gave up the idea of making a quilt after a lovely new pattern I've got +because they made such a talk about my brown dress." + +"I've been kind of supposing that you must be going to marry somebody, +and folks just guessed it was me," said Young Thomas--he said it +anxiously. + +"No, I'm not going to be married to anybody," said Adelia with a +laugh, taking up her knitting. + +"I'm glad of that," said Young Thomas gravely. "I mean," he hastened +to add, seeing the look of astonishment on Adelia's face, "that I'm +glad there isn't any other man because--because I want you myself, +Adelia." + +Adelia laid down her knitting and blushed crimson. But she looked at +Young Thomas squarely and reproachfully. + +"You needn't think you are bound to say that because of the gossip, +Mr. Everett," she said quietly. + +"Oh, I don't," said Young Thomas earnestly. "But the truth is, the +story set me to thinking about you, and from that I got to wishing it +was true--honest, I did--I couldn't get you out of my head, and at +last I didn't want to. It just seemed to me that you were the very +woman for me if you'd only take me. Will you, Adelia? I've got a good +farm and house, and I'll try to make you happy." + +It was not a very romantic wooing, perhaps. But Adelia was forty and +had never been a romantic little body even in the heyday of youth. She +was a practical woman, and Young Thomas was a fine looking man of his +age with abundance of worldly goods. Besides, she liked him, and the +gossip had made her think a good deal about him of late. Indeed, in a +moment of candour she had owned to herself the very last Sunday in +church that she wouldn't mind if the story were true. + +"I'll--I'll think of it," she said. + +This was practically an acceptance, and Young Thomas so understood +it. Without loss of time he crossed the kitchen, sat down beside +Adelia, and put his arms about her plump waist. + +"Here's a kiss Charlie sent me to give you," he said, giving it. + + + + +The Letters + + +Just before the letter was brought to me that evening I was watching +the red November sunset from the library window. It was a stormy, +unrestful sunset, gleaming angrily through the dark fir boughs that +were now and again tossed suddenly and distressfully in a fitful gust +of wind. Below, in the garden, it was quite dark, and I could only see +dimly the dead leaves that were whirling and dancing uncannily over +the roseless paths. The poor dead leaves--yet not quite dead! There +was still enough unquiet life left in them to make them restless and +forlorn. They hearkened yet to every call of the wind, who cared for +them no longer but only played freakishly with them and broke their +rest. I felt sorry for the leaves as I watched them in that dull, +weird twilight, and angry--in a petulant fashion that almost made me +laugh--with the wind that would not leave them in peace. Why should +they--and I--be vexed with these transient breaths of desire for a +life that had passed us by? + +I was in the grip of a bitter loneliness that evening--so bitter and +so insistent that I felt I could not face the future at all, even with +such poor fragments of courage as I had gathered about me after +Father's death, hoping that they would, at least, suffice for my +endurance, if not for my content. But now they fell away from me at +sight of the emptiness of life. + +The emptiness! Ah, it was from that I shrank. I could have faced pain +and anxiety and heartbreak undauntedly, but I could not face that +terrible, yawning, barren emptiness. I put my hands over my eyes to +shut it out, but it pressed in upon my consciousness insistently, and +would not be ignored longer. + +The moment when a woman realizes that she has nothing to live +for--neither love nor purpose nor duty--holds for her the bitterness +of death. She is a brave woman indeed who can look upon such a +prospect unquailingly, and I was not brave. I was weak and timid. Had +not Father often laughed mockingly at me because of it? + +It was three weeks since Father had died--my proud, handsome, +unrelenting old father, whom I had loved so intensely and who had +never loved me. I had always accepted this fact unresentfully and +unquestioningly, but it had steeped my whole life in its tincture of +bitterness. Father had never forgiven me for two things. I had cost my +mother's life and I was not a son to perpetuate the old name and carry +on the family feud with the Frasers. + +I was a very lonely child, with no playmates or companions of any +sort, and my girlhood was lonelier still. The only passion in my life +was my love for my father. I would have done and suffered anything to +win his affection in return. But all I ever did win was an amused +tolerance--and I was grateful for that--almost content. It was much to +have something to love and be permitted to love it. + +If I had been a beautiful and spirited girl I think Father might have +loved me, but I was neither. At first I did not think or care about my +lack of beauty; then one day I was alone in the beech wood; I was +trying to disentangle my skirt which had caught on some thorny +underbrush. A young man came around the curve of the path and, seeing +my predicament, bent with murmured apology to help me. He had to kneel +to do it, and I saw a ray of sunshine falling through the beeches +above us strike like a lance of light athwart the thick brown hair +that pushed out from under his cap. Before I thought I put out my hand +and touched it softly, then I blushed crimson with shame over what I +had done. But he did not know--he never knew. + +When he had released my dress he rose and our eyes met for a moment as +I timidly thanked him. I saw that he was good to look upon--tall and +straight, with broad, stalwart shoulders and a dark, clean-cut face. +He had a firm, sensitive mouth and kindly, pleasant, dark blue eyes. I +never quite forgot the look in those eyes. It made my heart beat +strangely, but it was only for a moment, and the next he had lifted +his cap and passed on. + +As I went homeward I wondered who he might be. He must be a stranger, +I thought--probably a visitor in some of our few neighbouring +families. I wondered too if I should meet him again, and found the +thought very pleasant. + +I knew few men and they were all old, like Father, or at least +elderly. They were the only people who ever came to our house, and +they either teased me or overlooked me. None of them was at all like +this young man I had met in the beech wood, nor ever could have been, +I thought. + +When I reached home I stopped before the big mirror that hung in the +hall and did what I had never done before in my life--looked at myself +very scrutinizingly and wondered if I had any beauty. I could only +sorrowfully conclude that I had not--I was so slight and pale, and the +thick black hair and dark eyes that might have been pretty in another +woman seemed only to accentuate the lack of spirit and regularity in +my features. I was still standing there, gazing wistfully at my +mirrored face with a strange sinking of spirit, when Father came +through the hall, his riding whip in his hand. Seeing me, he laughed. + +"Don't waste your time gazing into mirrors, Isobel," he said +carelessly. "That might have been excusable in former ladies of +Shirley whose beauty might pardon and even adorn vanity, but with you +it is only absurd. The needle and the cookbook are all that you need +concern yourself with." + +I was accustomed to such speeches from him, but they had never hurt me +so cruelly before. At that moment I would have given all the world +only to be beautiful. + +The next Sunday I looked across the church, and in the Fraser pew I +saw the young man I had met in the wood. He was looking at me with his +arms folded over his breast and on his brow a little frown that seemed +somehow indicative of pain and surprise. I felt a miserable sense of +disappointment. If he were the Frasers' guest I could not expect to +meet him again. Father hated the Frasers, all the Shirleys hated them; +it was an old feud, bitter and lasting, that had been as much our +inheritance for generations as land and money. The only thing Father +had ever taken pains to teach me was detestation of the Frasers and +all their works. I accepted this as I accepted all the other +traditions of my race. I thought it did not matter much. The Frasers +were not likely to come my way, and hatred was a good satisfying +passion in the lack of all else. I think I rather took a pride in +hating them as became my blood. + +I did not look at the Fraser pew again, but outside, under the elms, +we met him, standing in the dappling light and shadow. He looked very +handsome and a little sad. I could not help glancing back over my +shoulder as Father and I walked to the gate, and I saw him looking +after us with that little frown which again made me think something +had hurt him. I liked better the smile he had worn in the beech wood, +but I had an odd liking for the frown too, and I think I had a foolish +longing to go back to him, put up my fingers and smooth it away. + +"So Alan Fraser has come home," said my father. + +"Alan Fraser?" I repeated, with a strange, horrible feeling of +coldness and chill coming over me like a shadow on a bright day. Alan +Fraser, the son of old Malcolm Fraser of Glenellyn! The son of our +enemy! He had been living since childhood with his dead mother's +people, so much I knew. And this was he! Something stung and smarted +in my eyes. I think the sting and smart might have turned to tears if +Father had not been looking down at me. + +"Yes. Didn't you see him in his father's pew? But I forgot. You are +too demure to be looking at the young men in preaching--or out of it, +Isobel. You are a model young woman. Odd that the men never like the +model young women! Curse old Malcolm Fraser! What right has he to have +a son like that when I have nothing but a puling girl? Remember, +Isobel, that if you ever meet that young man you are not to speak to +or look at him, or even intimate that you are aware of his existence. +He is your enemy and the enemy of your race. You will show him that +you realize this." + +Of course that ended it all--though just what there had been to end +would have been hard to say. Not long afterwards I met Alan Fraser +again, when I was out for a canter on my mare. He was strolling +through the beech wood with a couple of big collies, and he stopped +short as I drew near. I had to do it--Father had decreed--my Shirley +pride demanded--that I should do it. I looked him unseeingly in the +face, struck my mare a blow with my whip, and dashed past him. I even +felt angry, I think, that a Fraser should have the power to make me +feel so badly in doing my duty. + +After that I had forgotten. There was nothing to make me remember, for +I never met Alan Fraser again. The years slipped by, one by one, so +like each other in their colourlessness that I forgot to take account +of them. I only knew that I grew older and that it did not matter +since there was nobody to care. One day they brought Father in, +white-lipped and groaning. His mare had thrown him, and he was never +to walk again, although he lived for five years. Those five years had +been the happiest of my life. For the first time I was necessary to +someone--there was something for me to do which nobody else could do +so well. I was Father's nurse and companion; and I found my pleasure +in tending him and amusing him, soothing his hours of pain and +brightening his hours of ease. People said I "did my duty" toward him. +I had never liked that word "duty," since the day I had ridden past +Alan Fraser in the beech wood. I could not connect it with what I did +for Father. It was my delight because I loved him. I did not mind the +moods and the irritable outbursts that drove others from him. + +But now he was dead, and I sat in the sullen dusk, wishing that I need +not go on with life either. The loneliness of the big echoing house +weighed on my spirit. I was solitary, without companionship. I looked +out on the outside world where the only sign of human habitation +visible to my eyes was the light twinkling out from the library window +of Glenellyn on the dark fir hill two miles away. By that light I knew +Alan Fraser must have returned from his long sojourn abroad, for it +only shone when he was at Glenellyn. He still lived there, something +of a hermit, people said; he had never married, and he cared nothing +for society. His companions were books and dogs and horses; he was +given to scientific researches and wrote much for the reviews; he +travelled a great deal. So much I knew in a vague way. I even saw him +occasionally in church, and never thought the years had changed him +much, save that his face was sadder and sterner than of old and his +hair had become iron-grey. People said that he had inherited and +cherished the old hatred of the Shirleys--that he was very bitter +against us. I believed it. He had the face of a good hater--or +lover--a man who could play with no emotion but must take it in all +earnestness and intensity. + +When it was quite dark the housekeeper brought in the lights and +handed me a letter which, she said, a man had just brought up from the +village post office. I looked at it curiously before I opened it, +wondering from whom it was. It was postmarked from a city several +miles away, and the firm, decided, rather peculiar handwriting was +strange to me. I had no correspondents. After Father's death I had +received a few perfunctory notes of condolence from distant relatives +and family friends. They had hurt me cruelly, for they seemed to +exhale a subtle spirit of congratulation on my being released from a +long and unpleasant martyrdom of attendance on an invalid, that quite +overrode the decorous phrases of conventional sympathy in which they +were expressed. I hated those letters for their implied injustice. I +was not thankful for my "release." I missed Father miserably and +longed passionately for the very tasks and vigils that had evoked +their pity. + +This letter did not seem like one of those. I opened it and took out +some stiff, blackly written sheets. They were undated and, turning to +the last, I saw that they were unsigned. With a not unpleasant +tingling of interest I sat down by my desk to read. The letter began +abruptly: + + You will not know by whom this is written. Do not seek to + know--now or ever. It is only from behind the veil of your + ignorance of my identity that I can ever write to you fully + and freely as I wish to write--can say what I wish to say in + words denied to a formal and conventional expression of + sympathy. Dear lady, let me say to you thus what is in my + heart. + + I know what your sorrow is, and I think I know what your + loneliness must be--the sorrow of a broken tie, the loneliness + of a life thrown emptily back on itself. I know how you loved + your father--how you must have loved him if those eyes and + brow and mouth speak truth, for they tell of a nature divinely + rich and deep, giving of its wealth and tenderness + ungrudgingly to those who are so happy as to be the objects of + its affection. To such a nature bereavement must bring a depth + and an agony of grief unknown to shallower souls. + + I know what your father's helplessness and need of you meant + to you. I know that now life must seem to you a broken and + embittered thing and, knowing this, I venture to send this + greeting across the gulf of strangerhood between us, telling + you that my understanding sympathy is fully and freely yours, + and bidding you take heart for the future, which now, it may + be, looks so heartless and hopeless to you. + + Believe me, dear lady, it will be neither. Courage will come + to you with the kind days. You will find noble tasks to do, + beautiful and gracious duties waiting along your path. The + pain and suffering of the world never dies, and while it + lives there will be work for such as you to do, and in the + doing of it you will find comfort and strength and the highest + joy of living. I believe in you. I believe you will make of + your life a beautiful and worthy thing. I give you Godspeed + for the years to come. Out of my own loneliness I, an unknown + friend, who has never clasped your hand, send this message to + you. I understand--I have always understood--and I say to you: + "Be of good cheer." + +To say that this strange letter was a mystery to me seems an +inadequate way of stating the matter. I was completely bewildered, nor +could I even guess who the writer might be, think and ponder as I +might. + +The letter itself implied that the writer was a stranger. The +handwriting was evidently that of a man, and I knew no man who could +or would have sent such a letter to me. + +The very mystery stung me to interest. As for the letter itself, it +brought me an uplift of hope and inspiration such as I would not have +believed possible an hour earlier. It rang so truly and sincerely, and +the mere thought that somewhere I had a friend who cared enough to +write it, even in such odd fashion, was so sweet that I was half +ashamed of the difference it made in my outlook. Sitting there, I took +courage and made a compact with myself that I would justify the +writer's faith in me--that I would take up my life as something to be +worthily lived for all good, to the disregard of my own selfish sorrow +and shrinking. I would seek for something to do--for interests which +would bind me to my fellow-creatures--for tasks which would lessen the +pains and perils of humankind. An hour before, this would not have +seemed to me possible; now it seemed the right and natural thing to +do. + +A week later another letter came. I welcomed it with an eagerness +which I feared was almost childish. It was a much longer letter than +the first and was written in quite a different strain. There was no +apology for or explanation of the motive for writing. It was as if the +letter were merely one of a permitted and established correspondence +between old friends. It began with a witty, sparkling review of a new +book the writer had just read, and passed from this to crisp comments +on the great events, political, scientific, artistic, of the day. The +whole letter was pungent, interesting, delightful--an impersonal essay +on a dozen vital topics of life and thought. Only at the end was a +personal note struck. + +"Are you interested in these things?" ran the last paragraph. "In what +is being done and suffered and attained in the great busy world? I +think you must be--for I have seen you and read what is written in +your face. I believe you care for these things as I do--that your +being thrills to the 'still, sad music of humanity'--that the songs of +the poets I love find an echo in your spirit and the aspirations of +all struggling souls a sympathy in your heart. Believing this, I have +written freely to you, taking a keen pleasure in thus revealing my +thoughts and visions to one who will understand. For I too am +friendless, in the sense of one standing alone, shut out from the +sweet, intimate communion of feeling and opinion that may be held with +the heart's friends. Shall you have read this as a friend, I wonder--a +candid, uncritical, understanding friend? Let me hope it, dear lady." + +I was expecting the third letter when it came--but not until it did +come did I realize what my disappointment would have been if it had +not. After that every week brought me a letter; soon those letters +were the greatest interest in my life. I had given up all attempts to +solve the mystery of their coming and was content to enjoy them for +themselves alone. From week to week I looked forward to them with an +eagerness that I would hardly confess, even to myself. + +And such letters as they were, growing longer and fuller and freer as +time went on--such wise, witty, brilliant, pungent letters, +stimulating all my torpid life into tingling zest! I had begun to +look abroad in my small world for worthy work and found plenty to do. +My unknown friend evidently kept track of my expanding efforts, for he +commented and criticized, encouraged and advised freely. There was a +humour in his letters that I liked; it leavened them with its sanity +and reacted on me most wholesomely, counteracting many of the morbid +tendencies and influences of my life. I found myself striving to live +up to the writer's ideal of philosophy and ambition, as pictured, +often unconsciously, in his letters. + +They were an intellectual stimulant as well. To understand them fully +I found it necessary to acquaint myself thoroughly with the literature +and art, the science and the politics they touched upon. After every +letter there was something new for me to hunt out and learn and +assimilate, until my old narrow mental attitude had so broadened and +deepened, sweeping out into circles of thought I had never known or +imagined, that I hardly knew myself. + +They had been coming for a year before I began to reply to them. I had +often wished to do so--there were so many things I wanted to say and +discuss, but it seemed foolish to write letters that could not be +sent. One day a letter came that kindled my imagination and stirred my +heart and soul so deeply that they insistently demanded answering +expression. I sat down at my desk and wrote a full reply to it. Safe +in the belief that the mysterious friend to whom it was written would +never see it, I wrote with a perfect freedom and a total lack of +self-consciousness that I could never have attained otherwise. The +writing of that letter gave me a pleasure second only to that which +the reading of his brought. For the first time I discovered the +delight of revealing my thought unhindered by the conventions. Also, I +understood better why the writer of those letters had written them. +Doubtless he had enjoyed doing so and was not impelled thereto simply +by a purely philanthropic wish to help me. + +When my letter was finished I sealed it up and locked it away in my +desk with a smile at my middle-aged folly. What, I wondered, would all +my sedate, serious friends, my associates of mission and hospital +committees think if they knew. Well, everybody has, or should have, a +pet nonsense in her life. I did not think mine was any sillier than +some others I knew, and to myself I admitted that it was very sweet. I +knew if those letters ceased to come all savour would go out of my +life. + +After that I wrote a reply to every letter I received and kept them +all locked up together. It was delightful. I wrote out all my doings +and perplexities and hopes and plans and wishes--yes, and my dreams. +The secret romance of it all made me look on existence with joyous, +contented eyes. + +Gradually a change crept over the letters I received. Without ever +affording the slightest clue to the identity of their writer they grew +more intimate and personal. A subtle, caressing note of tenderness +breathed from them and thrilled my heart curiously. I felt as if I +were being drawn into the writer's life, admitted into the most sacred +recesses of his thoughts and feelings. Yet it was all done so subtly, +so delicately, that I was unconscious of the change until I discovered +it in reading over the older letters and comparing them with the later +ones. + +Finally a letter came--my first love letter, and surely never was a +love letter received under stranger circumstances. It began abruptly +as all the letters had begun, plunging into the middle of the writer's +strain of thought without any preface. The first words drove the blood +to my heart and then sent it flying hotly all over my face. + + I love you. I must say it at last. Have you not guessed it + before? It has trembled on my pen in every line I have written + to you--yet I have never dared to shape it into words before. + I know not how I dare now. I only know that I must. What a + delight to write it out and know that you will read it. + Tonight the mood is on me to tell it to you recklessly and + lavishly, never pausing to stint or weigh words. Sweetheart, I + love you--love you--love you--dear true, faithful woman soul, + I love you with all the heart of a man. + + Ever since I first saw you I have loved you. I can never come + to tell you so in spoken words; I can only love you from afar + and tell my love under the guise of impersonal friendship. It + matters not to you, but it matters more than all else in life + to me. I am glad that I love you, dear--glad, glad, glad. + +There was much more, for it was a long letter. When I had read it I +buried my burning face in my hands, trembling with happiness. This +strange confession of love meant so much to me; my heart leaped forth +to meet it with answering love. What mattered it that we could never +meet--that I could not even guess who my lover was? Somewhere in the +world was a love that was mine alone and mine wholly and mine forever. +What mattered his name or his station, or the mysterious barrier +between us? Spirit leaped to spirit unhindered over the fettering +bounds of matter and time. I loved and was beloved. Nothing else +mattered. + +I wrote my answer to his letter. I wrote it fearlessly and +unstintedly. Perhaps I could not have written so freely if the letter +were to have been read by him; as it was, I poured out the riches of +my love as fully as he had done. I kept nothing back, and across the +gulf between us I vowed a faithful and enduring love in response to +his. + +The next day I went to town on business with my lawyers. Neither of +the members of the firm was in when I called, but I was an old client, +and one of the clerks showed me into the private office to wait. As I +sat down my eyes fell on a folded letter lying on the table beside +me. With a shock of surprise I recognized the writing. I could not be +mistaken--I should have recognized it anywhere. + +The letter was lying by its envelope, so folded that only the middle +third of the page was visible. An irresistible impulse swept over me. +Before I could reflect that I had no business to touch the letter, +that perhaps it was unfair to my unknown friend to seek to discover +his identity when he wished to hide it, I had turned the letter over +and seen the signature. + +I laid it down again and stood up, dizzy, breathless, unseeing. Like a +woman in a dream I walked through the outer office and into the +street. I must have walked on for blocks before I became conscious of +my surroundings. The name I had seen signed to that letter was Alan +Fraser! + +No doubt the reader has long ago guessed it--has wondered why I had +not. The fact remains that I had not. Out of the whole world Alan +Fraser was the last man whom I should have suspected to be the writer +of those letters--Alan Fraser, my hereditary enemy, who, I had been +told, cherished the old feud so faithfully and bitterly, and hated our +very name. + +And yet I now wondered at my long blindness. No one else could have +written those letters--no one but him. I read them over one by one +when I reached home and, now that I possessed the key, he revealed +himself in every line, expression, thought. And he loved me! + +I thought of the old feud and hatred; I thought of my pride and +traditions. They seemed like the dust and ashes of outworn +things--things to be smiled at and cast aside. I took out all the +letters I had written--all except the last one--sealed them up in a +parcel and directed it to Alan Fraser. Then, summoning my groom, I +bade him ride to Glenellyn with it. His look of amazement almost made +me laugh, but after he was gone I felt dizzy and frightened at my own +daring. + +When the autumn darkness came down I went to my room and dressed as +the woman dresses who awaits the one man of all the world. I hardly +knew what I hoped or expected, but I was all athrill with a nameless, +inexplicable happiness. I admit I looked very eagerly into the mirror +when I was done, and I thought that the result was not unpleasing. +Beauty had never been mine, but a faint reflection of it came over me +in the tremulous flush and excitement of the moment. Then the maid +came up to tell me that Alan Fraser was in the library. + +I went down with my cold hands tightly clasped behind me. He was +standing by the library table, a tall, broad-shouldered man, with the +light striking upward on his dark, sensitive face and iron-grey hair. +When he saw me he came quickly forward. + +"So you know--and you are not angry--your letters told me so much. I +have loved you since that day in the beech wood, Isobel--Isobel." + +His eyes were kindling into mine. He held my hands in a close, +impetuous clasp. His voice was infinitely caressing as he pronounced +my name. I had never heard it since Father died--I had never heard it +at all so musically and tenderly uttered. My ancestors might have +turned in their graves just then--but it mattered not. Living love had +driven out dead hatred. + +"Isobel," he went on, "there was _one_ letter unanswered--the last." + +I went to my desk, took out the last letter I had written and gave it +to him in silence. While he read it I stood in a shadowy corner and +watched him, wondering if life could always be as sweet as this. When +he had finished he turned to me and held out his arms. I went to them +as a bird to her nest, and with his lips against mine the old feud was +blotted out forever. + + + + +The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse + + +Uncle Jesse! The name calls up the vision of him as I saw him so often +in those two enchanted summers at Golden Gate; as I saw him the first +time, when he stood in the open doorway of the little low-eaved +cottage on the harbour shore, welcoming us to our new domicile with +the gentle, unconscious courtesy that became him so well. A tall, +ungainly figure, somewhat stooped, yet suggestive of great strength +and endurance; a clean-shaven old face deeply lined and bronzed; a +thick mane of iron-grey hair falling quite to his shoulders; and a +pair of remarkably blue, deep-set eyes, which sometimes twinkled and +sometimes dreamed, but oftener looked out seaward with a wistful +question in them, as of one seeking something precious and lost. I was +to learn one day what it was for which Uncle Jesse looked. + +It cannot be denied that Uncle Jesse was a homely man. His spare jaws, +rugged mouth, and square brow were not fashioned on the lines of +beauty, but though at first sight you thought him plain you never +thought anything more about it--the spirit shining through that rugged +tenement beautified it so wholly. + +Uncle Jesse was quite keenly aware of his lack of outward comeliness +and lamented it, for he was a passionate worshipper of beauty in +everything. He told Mother once that he'd rather like to be made over +again and made handsome. + +"Folks say I'm good," he remarked whimsically, "but I sometimes wish +the Lord had made me only half as good and put the rest of it into +looks. But I reckon He knew what He was about, as a good Captain +should. Some of us have to be homely or the purty ones--like Miss Mary +there--wouldn't show up so well." + +I was not in the least pretty but Uncle Jesse was always telling me I +was--and I loved him for it. He told the fib so prettily and sincerely +that he almost made me believe it for the time being, and I really +think he believed it himself. All women were lovely and of good report +in his eyes, because of one he had loved. The only time I ever saw +Uncle Jesse really angered was when someone in his hearing cast an +aspersion on the character of a shore girl. The wretched man who did +it fairly cringed when Uncle Jesse turned on him with lightning of eye +and thundercloud of brow. At that moment I no longer found it hard to +reconcile Uncle Jesse's simple, kindly personality with the wild, +adventurous life he had lived. + +We went to Golden Gate in the spring. Mother's health had not been +good and her doctor recommended sea air and quiet. Uncle James, when +he heard it, proposed that we take possession of a small cottage at +Golden Gate, to which he had recently fallen heir by the death of an +old aunt who had lived in it. + +"I haven't been up to see it," he said, "but it is just as Aunt +Elizabeth left it and she was the pink of neatness. The key is in the +possession of an old sailor living nearby--Jesse Boyd is the name, I +think. I imagine you can be very comfortable in it. It is built right +on the harbour shore, inside the bar, and it is within five minutes' +walk of the outside shore." + +Uncle James's offer fitted in very opportunely with our limp family +purse, and we straightway betook ourselves to Golden Gate. We +telegraphed to Jesse Boyd to have the house opened for us and, one +crisp spring day, when a rollicking wind was scudding over the harbour +and the dunes, whipping the water into white caps and washing the +sandshore with long lines of silvery breakers, we alighted at the +little station and walked the half mile to our new home, leaving our +goods and chattels to be carted over in the evening by an obliging +station agent's boy. + + * * * * * + +Our first glimpse of Aunt Elizabeth's cottage was a delight to soul +and sense; it looked so like a big grey seashell stranded on the +shore. Between it and the harbour was only a narrow strip of shingle, +and behind it was a gnarled and battered fir wood where the winds were +in the habit of harping all sorts of weird and haunting music. Inside, +it was to prove even yet more quaint and delightful, with its low, +dark-beamed ceilings and square, deep-set windows by which, whether +open or shut, sea breezes entered at their own sweet will. The view +from our door was magnificent, taking in the big harbour and sweeps of +purple hills beyond. The entrance of the harbour gave it its name--a +deep, narrow channel between the bar of sand dunes on the one side and +a steep, high, frowning red sandstone cliff on the other. We +appreciated its significance the first time we saw a splendid golden +sunrise flooding it, coming out of the wonderful sea and sky beyond +and billowing through that narrow passage in waves of light. Truly, it +was a golden gate through which one might sail to "faerie lands +forlorn." + +As we went along the path to our little house we were agreeably +surprised to see a blue spiral of smoke curling up from its big, +square chimney, and the next moment Uncle Jesse (we were calling him +Uncle Jesse half an hour after we met him, so it seems scarcely +worthwhile to begin with anything else) came to the door. + +"Welcome, ladies," he said, holding out a big, hard, but scrupulously +clean hand. "I thought you'd be feeling a bit tired and hungry, maybe, +so when I came over to open up I put on a fire and brewed you up a cup +of tea. I just delight in being neighbourly and 'tain't often I have +the chance." + +We found that Uncle Jesse's "cup of tea" meant a veritable spread. He +had aired the little dining room, set out the table daintily with Aunt +Elizabeth's china and linen--"knowed jest where to put my hands on +'em--often and often helped old Miss Kennedy wash 'em. We were +cronies, her and me. I miss her terrible"--and adorned it with +mayflowers which, as we afterwards discovered, he had tramped several +miles to gather. There was good bread and butter, "store" biscuits, a +dish of tea fit for the gods on high Olympus, and a platter of the +most delicious sea trout, done to a turn. + +"Thought they'd be tasty after travelling," said Uncle Jesse. "They're +fresh as trout can be, ma'am. Two hours ago they was swimming in +Johnson's pond yander. I caught 'em--yes, ma'am. It's about all I'm +good for now, catching trout and cod occasional. But 'tweren't always +so--not by no manner of means. I used to do other things, as you'd +admit if you saw my life-book." + +I was so hungry and tired that I did not then "rise to the bait" of +Uncle Jesse's "life-book." I simply wanted to begin on those trout. +Mother insisted that Uncle Jesse sit down and help us eat the repast +he had prepared, and he assented without undue coaxing. + +"Thank ye kindly. 'Twill be a real treat. I mostly has to eat my meals +alone, with the reflection of my ugly old phiz in a looking glass +opposite for company. 'Tisn't often I have the chance to sit down with +two such sweet purty ladies." + +Uncle Jesse's compliments look bald enough on paper, but he paid them +with such gracious, gentle deference of tone and look that the woman +who received them felt that she was being offered a queen's gift in +kingly fashion. + +He broke bread with us and from that moment we were all friends +together and forever. After we had eaten all we could, we sat at our +table for an hour and listened to Uncle Jesse telling us stories of +his life. + +"If I talk too much you must jest check me," he said seriously, but +with a twinkle in his eyes. "When I do get a chance to talk to anyone +I'm apt to run on terrible." + +He had been a sailor from the time he was ten years old, and some of +his adventures had such a marvellous edge that I secretly wondered if +Uncle Jesse were not drawing a rather long bow at our credulous +expense. But in this, as I found later, I did him injustice. His tales +were all literally true, and Uncle Jesse had the gift of the born +story-teller, whereby "unhappy, far-off things" can be brought vividly +before the hearer and made to live again in all their pristine +poignancy. + +Mother and I laughed and shivered over Uncle Jesse's tales, and once +we found ourselves crying. Uncle Jesse surveyed our tears with +pleasure shining out through his face like an illuminating lamp. + +"I like to make folks cry that way," he remarked. "It's a compliment. +But I can't do justice to the things I've seen and helped do. I've got +'em all jotted down in my life-book but I haven't got the knack of +writing them out properly. If I had, I could make a great book, if I +had the knack of hitting on just the right words and stringing +everything together proper on paper. But I can't. It's in this poor +human critter," Uncle Jesse patted his breast sorrowfully, "but he +can't get it out." + +When Uncle Jesse went home that evening Mother asked him to come often +to see us. + +"I wonder if you'd give that invitation if you knew how likely I'd be +to accept it," he remarked whimsically. + +"Which is another way of saying you wonder if I meant it," smiled +Mother. "I do, most heartily and sincerely." + +"Then I'll come. You'll likely be pestered with me at any hour. And +I'd be proud to have you drop over to visit me now and then too. I +live on that point yander. Neither me nor my house is worth coming to +see. It's only got one room and a loft and a stovepipe sticking out of +the roof for a chimney. But I've got a few little things lying around +that I picked up in the queer corners I used to be poking my nose +into. Mebbe they'd interest you." + +Uncle Jesse's "few little things" turned out to be the most +interesting collection of curios I had ever seen. His one neat little +living room was full of them--beautiful, hideous or quaint as the case +might be, and almost all having some weird or exciting story attached. + +Mother and I had a beautiful summer at Golden Gate. We lived the life +of two children with Uncle Jesse as a playmate. Our housekeeping was +of the simplest description and we spent our hours rambling along the +shores, reading on the rocks or sailing over the harbour in Uncle +Jesse's trim little boat. Every day we loved the simple-souled, true, +manly old sailor more and more. He was as refreshing as a sea breeze, +as interesting as some ancient chronicle. We never tired of listening +to his stories, and his quaint remarks and comments were a continual +delight to us. Uncle Jesse was one of those interesting and rare +people who, in the picturesque phraseology of the shore folks, "never +speak but they say something." The milk of human kindness and the +wisdom of the serpent were mingled in Uncle Jesse's composition in +delightful proportions. + +One day he was absent all day and returned at nightfall. + +"Took a tramp back yander." "Back yander" with Uncle Jesse might mean +the station hamlet or the city a hundred miles away or any place +between--"to carry Mr. Kimball a mess of trout. He likes one +occasional and it's all I can do for a kindness he did me once. I +stayed all day to talk to him. He likes to talk to me, though he's an +eddicated man, because he's one of the folks that's _got_ to talk or +they're miserable, and he finds listeners scarce 'round here. The +folks fight shy of him because they think he's an infidel. He ain't +_that_ far gone exactly--few men is, I reckon--but he's what you might +call a heretic. Heretics are wicked but they're mighty interesting. +It's just that they've got sorter lost looking for God, being under +the impression that He's hard to find--which He ain't, never. Most of +'em blunder to Him after a while I guess. I don't think listening to +Mr. Kimball's arguments is likely to do _me_ much harm. Mind you, I +believe what I was brought up to believe. It saves a vast of +trouble--and back of it all, God is good. The trouble with Mr. Kimball +is, he's a leetle _too_ clever. He thinks he's bound to live up to +his cleverness and that it's smarter to thrash out some new way of +getting to heaven than to go by the old track the common, ignorant +folks is travelling. But he'll get there sometime all right and then +he'll laugh at himself." + + * * * * * + +Nothing ever seemed to put Uncle Jesse out or depress him in any way. + +"I've kind of contracted a habit of enjoying things," he remarked +once, when Mother had commented on his invariable cheerfulness. "It's +got so chronic that I believe I even enjoy the disagreeable things. +It's great fun thinking they can't last. 'Old rheumatiz,' I says, when +it grips me hard, 'you've _got_ to stop aching sometime. The worse you +are the sooner you'll stop, perhaps. I'm bound to get the better of +you in the long run, whether in the body or out of the body.'" + +Uncle Jesse seldom came to our house without bringing us something, +even if it were only a bunch of sweet grass. + +"I favour the smell of sweet grass," he said. "It always makes me +think of my mother." + +"She was fond of it?" + +"Not that I knows on. Dunno's she ever saw any sweet grass. No, it's +because it has a kind of motherly perfume--not too young, you +understand--something kind of seasoned and wholesome and +dependable--just like a mother." + +Uncle Jesse was a very early riser. He seldom missed a sunrise. + +"I've seen all kinds of sunrises come in through that there Gate," he +said dreamily one morning when I myself had made a heroic effort at +early rising and joined him on the rocks halfway between his house and +ours. "I've been all over the world and, take it all in all, I've +never seen a finer sight than a summer sunrise out there beyant the +Gate. A man can't pick his time for dying, Mary--jest got to go when +the Captain gives his sailing orders. But if I could I'd go out when +the morning comes in there at the Gate. I've watched it a many times +and thought what a thing it would be to pass out through that great +white glory to whatever was waiting beyant, on a sea that ain't mapped +out on any airthly chart. I think, Mary, I'd find lost Margaret +there." + +He had already told me the story of "lost Margaret," as he always +called her. He rarely spoke of her, but when he did his love for her +trembled in every tone--a love that had never grown faint or +forgetful. Uncle Jesse was seventy; it was fifty years since lost +Margaret had fallen asleep one day in her father's dory and +drifted--as was supposed, for nothing was ever known certainly of her +fate--across the harbour and out of the Gate, to perish in the black +thunder squall that had come up suddenly that long-ago afternoon. But +to Uncle Jesse those fifty years were but as yesterday when it is +past. + +"I walked the shore for months after that," he said sadly, "looking to +find her dear, sweet little body, but the sea never gave her back to +me. But I'll find her sometime. I wisht I could tell you just how she +looked but I can't. I've seen a fine silvery mist hanging over the +Gate at sunrise that seemed like her--and then again I've seen a white +birch in the woods back yander that made me think of her. She had pale +brown hair and a little white face, and long slender fingers like +yours, Mary, only browner, for she was a shore girl. Sometimes I wake +up in the night and hear the sea calling to me in the old way and it +seems as if lost Margaret called in it. And when there's a storm and +the waves are sobbing and moaning I hear her lamenting among them. And +when they laugh on a gay day it's _her_ laugh--lost Margaret's sweet +little laugh. The sea took her from me but some day I'll find her, +Mary. It can't keep us apart forever." + +I had not been long at Golden Gate before I saw Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," as he quaintly called it. He needed no coaxing to show it +and he proudly gave it to me to read. It was an old leather-bound book +filled with the record of his voyages and adventures. I thought what a +veritable treasure trove it would be to a writer. Every sentence was a +nugget. In itself the book had no literary merit; Uncle Jesse's charm +of story-telling failed him when he came to pen and ink; he could only +jot down roughly the outlines of his famous tales, and both spelling +and grammar were sadly askew. But I felt that if anyone possessing the +gift could take that simple record of a brave, adventurous life, +reading between the bald lines the tale of dangers staunchly faced and +duties manfully done, a wonderful story might be made from it. Pure +comedy and thrilling tragedy were both lying hidden in Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," waiting for the touch of the magician's hand to waken the +laughter and grief and horror of thousands. I thought of my cousin, +Robert Kennedy, who juggled with words in a masterly fashion, but +complained that he found it hard to create incidents or characters. +Here were both ready to his hand, but Robert was in Japan in the +interests of his paper. + +In the fall, when the harbour lay black and sullen under November +skies, Mother and I went back to town, parting with Uncle Jesse +regretfully. We wanted him to visit us in town during the winter but +he shook his head. + +"It's too far away, Mary. If lost Margaret called me I mightn't hear +her there. I must be here when my time comes. It can't be very far off +now." + +I wrote often to Uncle Jesse through the winter and sent him books and +magazines. He enjoyed them but he thought--and truly enough--that none +of them came up to his life-book for real interest. + +"If my life-book could be took and writ by someone that knowed how, it +would beat them holler," he wrote in one of his few letters to me. + +In the spring we returned joyfully to Golden Gate. It was as golden as +ever and the harbour as blue; the winds still rollicked as gaily and +sweetly and the breakers boomed outside the bar as of yore. All was +unchanged save Uncle Jesse. He had aged greatly and seemed frail and +bent. After he had gone home from his first call on us, Mother cried. + +"Uncle Jesse will soon be going to seek lost Margaret," she said. + +In June Robert came. I took him promptly over to see Uncle Jesse, who +was very much excited when he found that Robert was a "real writing +man." + +"Robert wants to hear some of your stories, Uncle Jesse," I said. +"Tell him the one about the captain who went crazy and imagined he was +the Flying Dutchman." + +This was Uncle Jesse's best story. It was a compound of humour and +horror, and though I had heard it several times, I laughed as heartily +and shivered as fearsomely over it as Robert did. Other tales +followed; Uncle Jesse told how his vessel had been run down by a +steamer, how he had been boarded by Malay pirates, how his ship had +caught fire, how he had helped a political prisoner escape from a +South American republic. He never said a boastful word, but it was +impossible to help seeing what a hero the man had been--brave, true, +resourceful, unselfish, skilful. He sat there in his poor little room +and made those things live again for us. By a lift of the eyebrow, a +twist of the lip, a gesture, a word, he painted some whole scene or +character so that we saw it as it was. + +Finally, he lent Robert his life-book. Robert sat up all night reading +it and came to the breakfast table in great excitement. + +"Mary, this is a wonderful book. If I could take it and garb it +properly--work it up into a systematic whole and string it on the +thread of Uncle Jesse's romance of lost Margaret, it would be the +novel of the year. Do you suppose he would let me do it?" + +"Let you! I think he would be delighted," I answered. + +And he was. He was as excited as a schoolboy over it. At last his +cherished dream was to be realized and his life-book given to the +world. + +"We'll collaborate," said Robert. "You will give the soul and I the +body. Oh, we'll write a famous book between us, Uncle Jesse. And we'll +get right to work." + +Uncle Jesse was a happy man that summer. He looked upon the little +back room we gave up to Robert for a study as a sacred shrine. Robert +talked everything over with Uncle Jesse but would not let him see the +manuscript. "You must wait till it is published," he said. "Then +you'll get it all at once in its best shape." + +Robert delved into the treasures of the life-book and used them +freely. He dreamed and brooded over lost Margaret until she became a +vivid reality to him and lived in his pages. As the book progressed it +took possession of him and he worked at it with feverish eagerness. He +let me read the manuscript and criticize it; and the concluding +chapter of the book, which the critics later on were pleased to call +idyllic, was modelled after my suggestions, so that I felt as if I had +a share in it too. + +It was autumn when the book was finished. Robert went back to town, +but Mother and I decided to stay at Golden Gate all winter. We loved +the spot and, besides, I wished to remain for Uncle Jesse's sake. He +was failing all the time, and after Robert went and the excitement of +the book-making was past, he failed still more rapidly. His tramping +expeditions were over and he seldom went out in his boat. Neither did +he talk a great deal. He liked to come over and sit silently for hours +at our seaward window, looking out wistfully toward the Gate with his +swiftly whitening head leaning on his hand. The only keen interest he +still had was in Robert's book. He waited and watched impatiently for +its publication. + +"I want to live till I see it," he said, "just that long--then I'll be +ready to go. He said it would be out in the spring--I must hang on +till it comes, Mary." + +There were times when I doubted sadly if he would "hang on." As the +winter wore away he grew frailer and frailer. But ever he looked +forward to the coming of spring and "the book," _his_ book, +transformed and glorified. + +One day in young April the book came at last. Uncle Jesse had gone to +the post office faithfully every day for a month, expecting it, but +this day he was too feeble to go and I went for him. The book was +there. It was called simply, _The Life-Book of Jesse Boyd_, and on the +title page the names of Robert Kennedy and Jesse Boyd were printed as +collaborators. + +I shall never forget Uncle Jesse's face as I handed it to him. I came +away and left him reading it, oblivious to all else. All night the +light burned in his window, and I looked out across the sands to it +and pictured the delight of the old man poring over the printed pages +whereon his own life was portrayed. I wondered how he would like the +ending--the ending I had suggested. I was never to know. + +After breakfast I went over to Uncle Jesse's house, taking some little +delicacy Mother had cooked for him. It was an exquisite morning, full +of delicate spring tints and sounds. The harbour was sparkling and +dimpling like a girl, the winds were playing hide and seek roguishly +among the stunted firs, and the silver-flashing gulls were soaring +over the bar. Beyond the Gate was a shining, wonderful sea. + +When I reached the little house on the point I saw the lamp still +burning wanly in the window. A quick alarm struck at my heart. Without +waiting to knock, I lifted the latch, and entered. + +Uncle Jesse was lying on the old sofa by the window, with the book +clasped to his heart. His eyes were closed and on his face was a look +of the most perfect peace and happiness--the look of one who has long +sought and found at last. + +We could not know at what hour he had died, but somehow I think he had +his wish and went out when the morning came in through the Golden +Gate. Out on that shining tide his spirit drifted, over the sunrise +sea of pearl and silver, to the haven where lost Margaret waited +beyond the storms and calms. + + + + +The Little Black Doll + + +Everybody in the Marshall household was excited on the evening of the +concert at the Harbour Light Hotel--everybody, even to Little Joyce, +who couldn't go to the concert because there wasn't anybody else to +stay with Denise. Perhaps Denise was the most excited of them +all--Denise, who was slowly dying of consumption in the Marshall +kitchen chamber because there was no other place in the world for her +to die in, or anybody to trouble about her. Mrs. Roderick Marshall +thought it very good of herself to do so much for Denise. To be sure, +Denise was not much bother, and Little Joyce did most of the waiting +on her. + +At the tea table nothing was talked of but the concert; for was not +Madame Laurin, the great French Canadian prima donna, at the hotel, +and was she not going to sing? It was the opportunity of a +lifetime--the Marshalls would not have missed it for anything. +Stately, handsome old Grandmother Marshall was going, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella, and of course Chrissie, who was always +taken everywhere because she was pretty and graceful, and everything +that Little Joyce was not. + +Little Joyce would have liked to go to the concert, for she was very +fond of music; and, besides, she wanted to be able to tell Denise all +about it. But when you are shy and homely and thin and awkward, your +grandmother never takes you anywhere. At least, such was Little +Joyce's belief. + +Little Joyce knew quite well that Grandmother Marshall did not like +her. She thought it was because she was so plain and awkward--and in +part it was. Grandmother Marshall cared very little for granddaughters +who did not do her credit. But Little Joyce's mother had married a +poor man in the face of her family's disapproval, and then both she +and her husband had been inconsiderate enough to die and leave a +small orphan without a penny to support her. Grandmother Marshall fed +and clothed the child, but who could make anything of such a shy +creature with no gifts or graces whatever? Grandmother Marshall had no +intention of trying. Chrissie, the golden-haired and pink-cheeked, was +Grandmother Marshall's pet. + +Little Joyce knew this. She did not envy Chrissie but, oh, how she +wished Grandmother Marshall would love her a little, too! Nobody loved +her but Denise and the little black doll. And Little Joyce was +beginning to understand that Denise would not be in the kitchen +chamber very much longer, and the little black doll couldn't _tell_ +you she loved you--although she did, of course. Little Joyce had no +doubt at all on this point. + +Little Joyce sighed so deeply over this thought that Uncle Roderick +smiled at her. Uncle Roderick _did_ smile at her sometimes. + +"What is the matter, Little Joyce?" he asked. + +"I was thinking about my black doll," said Little Joyce timidly. + +"Ah, your black doll. If Madame Laurin were to see it, she'd likely +want it. She makes a hobby of collecting dolls all over the world, but +I doubt if she has in her collection a doll that served to amuse a +little girl four thousand years ago in the court of the Pharaohs." + +"I think Joyce's black doll is very ugly," said Chrissie. "My wax doll +with the yellow hair is ever so much prettier." + +"My black doll isn't ugly," cried Little Joyce indignantly. She could +endure to be called ugly herself, but she could not bear to have her +darling black doll called ugly. In her excitement she upset her cup of +tea over the tablecloth. Aunt Isabella looked angry, and Grandmother +Marshall said sharply: "Joyce, leave the table. You grow more awkward +and careless every day." + +Little Joyce, on the verge of tears, crept away and went up the +kitchen stairs to Denise to be comforted. But Denise herself had been +crying. She lay on her little bed by the low window, where the glow of +the sunset was coming in; her hollow cheeks were scarlet with fever. + +"Oh! I want so much to hear Madame Laurin sing," she sobbed. "I feel +lak I could die easier if I hear her sing just one leetle song. She is +Frenchwoman, too, and she sing all de ole French songs--de ole songs +my mudder sing long 'go. Oh! I so want to hear Madame Laurin sing." + +"But you can't, dear Denise," said Little Joyce very softly, stroking +Denise's hot forehead with her cool, slender hand. Little Joyce had +very pretty hands, only nobody had ever noticed them. "You are not +strong enough to go to the concert. I'll sing for you, if you like. Of +course, I can't sing very well, but I'll do my best." + +"You sing lak a sweet bird, but you are not Madame Laurin," said +Denise restlessly. "It is de great Madame I want to hear. I haf not +long to live. Oh, I know, Leetle Joyce--I know what de doctor look +lak--and I want to hear Madame Laurin sing 'fore I die. I know it is +impossible--but I long for it so--just one leetle song." + +Denise put her thin hands over her face and sobbed again. Little Joyce +went and sat down by the window, looking out into the white birches. +Her heart ached bitterly. Dear Denise was going to die soon--oh, very +soon! Little Joyce, wise and knowing beyond her years, saw that. And +Denise wanted to hear Madame Laurin sing. It seemed a foolish thing to +think of, but Little Joyce thought hard about it; and when she had +finished thinking, she got her little black doll and took it to bed +with her, and there she cried herself to sleep. + +At the breakfast table next morning the Marshalls talked about the +concert and the wonderful Madame Laurin. Little Joyce listened in her +usual silence; her crying the night before had not improved her looks +any. Never, thought handsome Grandmother Marshall, had she appeared so +sallow and homely. Really, Grandmother Marshall could not have the +patience to look at her. She decided that she would not take Joyce +driving with her and Chrissie that afternoon, as she had thought of, +after all. + +In the forenoon it was discovered that Denise was much worse, and the +doctor was sent for. He came, and shook his head, that being really +all he could do under the circumstances. When he went away, he was +waylaid at the back door by a small gypsy with big, black, serious +eyes and long black hair. + +"Is Denise going to die?" Little Joyce asked in the blunt, +straightforward fashion Grandmother Marshall found so trying. + +The doctor looked at her from under his shaggy brows and decided that +here was one of the people to whom you might as well tell the truth +first as last, because they are bound to have it. + +"Yes," he said. + +"Soon?" + +"Very soon, I'm afraid. In a few days at most." + +"Thank you," said Little Joyce gravely. + +She went to her room and did something with the black doll. She did +not cry, but if you could have seen her face you would have wished she +would cry. + +After dinner Grandmother Marshall and Chrissie drove away, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella went away, too. Little Joyce crept up to +the kitchen chamber. Denise was lying in an uneasy sleep, with tear +stains on her face. Then Little Joyce tiptoed down and sped away to +the hotel. + +She did not know just what she would say or do when she got there, but +she thought hard all the way to the end of the shore road. When she +came out to the shore, a lady was sitting alone on a big rock--a lady +with a dark, beautiful face and wonderful eyes. Little Joyce stopped +before her and looked at her meditatively. Perhaps it would be well to +ask advice of this lady. + +"If you please," said Little Joyce, who was never shy with strangers, +for whose opinion she didn't care at all, "I want to see Madame Laurin +at the hotel and ask her to do me a very great favour. Will you tell +me the best way to go about seeing her? I shall be much obliged to +you." + +"What is the favour you want to ask of Madame Laurin?" inquired the +lady, smiling. + +"I want to ask her if she will come and sing for Denise before she +dies--before Denise dies, I mean. Denise is our French girl, and the +doctor says she cannot live very long, and she wishes with all her +heart to hear Madame Laurin sing. It is very bitter, you know, to be +dying and want something very much and not be able to get it." + +"Do you think Madame Laurin will go?" asked the lady. + +"I don't know. I am going to offer her my little black doll. If she +will not come for that, there is nothing else I can do." + +A flash of interest lighted up the lady's brown eyes. She bent +forward. + +"Is it your doll you have in that box? Will you let me see it?" + +Little Joyce nodded. Mutely she opened the box and took out the black +doll. The lady gave an exclamation of amazed delight and almost +snatched it from Little Joyce. It was a very peculiar little doll +indeed, carved out of some black polished wood. + +"Child, where in the world did you get this?" she cried. + +"Father got it out of a grave in Egypt," said Little Joyce. "It was +buried with the mummy of a little girl who lived four thousand years +ago, Uncle Roderick says. She must have loved her doll very much to +have had it buried with her, mustn't she? But she could not have loved +it any more than I do." + +"And yet you are going to give it away?" said the lady, looking at her +keenly. + +"For Denise's sake," explained Little Joyce. "I would do anything for +Denise because I love her and she loves me. When the only person in +the world who loves you is going to die, there is nothing you would +not do for her if you could. Denise was so good to me before she took +sick. She used to kiss me and play with me and make little cakes for +me and tell me beautiful stories." + +The lady put the little black doll back in the box. Then she stood up +and held out her hand. + +"Come," she said. "I am Madame Laurin, and I shall go and sing for +Denise." + +Little Joyce piloted Madame Laurin home and into the kitchen and up +the back stairs to the kitchen chamber--a proceeding which would have +filled Aunt Isabella with horror if she had known. But Madame Laurin +did not seem to mind, and Little Joyce never thought about it at all. +It was Little Joyce's awkward, unMarshall-like fashion to go to a +place by the shortest way there, even if it was up the kitchen stairs. + +Madame Laurin stood in the bare little room and looked pityingly at +the wasted, wistful face on the pillow. + +"This is Madame Laurin, and she is going to sing for you, Denise," +whispered Little Joyce. + +Denise's face lighted up, and she clasped her hands. + +"If you please," she said faintly. "A French song, Madame--de ole +French song dey sing long 'go." + +Then did Madame Laurin sing. Never had that kitchen chamber been so +filled with glorious melody. Song after song she sang--the old +folklore songs of the _habitant_, the songs perhaps that Evangeline +listened to in her childhood. + +Little Joyce knelt by the bed, her eyes on the singer like one +entranced. Denise lay with her face full of joy and rapture--such joy +and rapture! Little Joyce did not regret the sacrifice of her black +doll--never could regret it, as long as she remembered Denise's look. + +"T'ank you, Madame," said Denise brokenly, when Madame ceased. "Dat +was so beautiful--de angel, dey cannot sing more sweet. I love music +so much, Madame. Leetle Joyce, she sing to me often and often--she +sing sweet, but not lak you--oh, not lak you." + +"Little Joyce must sing for me," said Madame, smiling, as she sat down +by the window. "I always like to hear fresh, childish voices. Will +you, Little Joyce?" + +"Oh, yes." Little Joyce was quite unembarrassed and perfectly willing +to do anything she could for this wonderful woman who had brought that +look to Denise's face. "I will sing as well as I can for you. Of +course, I can't sing very well and I don't know anything but hymns. I +always sing hymns for Denise, although she is a Catholic and the hymns +are Protestant. But her priest told her it was all right, because all +music was of God. Denise's priest is a very nice man, and I like him. +He thought my little black doll--_your_ little black doll--was +splendid. I'll sing 'Lead, Kindly Light.' That is Denise's favourite +hymn." + +Then Little Joyce, slipping her hand into Denise's, began to sing. At +the first note Madame Laurin, who had been gazing out of the window +with a rather listless smile, turned quickly and looked at Little +Joyce with amazed eyes. Delight followed amazement, and when Little +Joyce had finished, the great Madame rose impulsively, her face and +eyes glowing, stepped swiftly to Little Joyce and took the thin dark +face between her gemmed hands. + +"Child, do you know what a wonderful voice you have--what a marvellous +voice? It is--it is--I never heard such a voice in a child of your +age. Mine was nothing to it--nothing at all. You will be a great +singer some day--far greater than I--yes. But you must have the +training. Where are your parents? I must see them." + +"I have no parents," said the bewildered Little Joyce. "I belong to +Grandmother Marshall, and she is out driving." + +"Then I shall wait until your Grandmother Marshall comes home from her +drive," said Madame Laurin decidedly. + +Half an hour later a very much surprised old lady was listening to +Madame Laurin's enthusiastic statements. + +"How is it I have never heard you sing, if you can sing so well?" +asked Grandmother Marshall, looking at Little Joyce with something in +her eyes that had never been in them before--as Little Joyce instantly +felt to the core of her sensitive soul. But Little Joyce hung her +head. It had never occurred to her to sing in Grandmother Marshall's +presence. + +"This child must be trained by-and-by," said Madame Laurin. "If you +cannot afford it, Mrs. Marshall, I will see to it. Such a voice must +not be wasted." + +"Thank you, Madame Laurin," said Grandmother Marshall with a gracious +dignity, "but I am quite able to give my granddaughter all the +necessary advantages for the development of her gift. And I thank you +very much for telling me of it." + +Madame Laurin bent and kissed Little Joyce's brown cheek. + +"Little gypsy, good-by. But come every day to this hotel to see me. +And next summer I shall be back. I like you--because some day you will +be a great singer and because today you are a loving, unselfish baby." + +"You have forgotten the little black doll, Madame," said Little Joyce +gravely. + +Madame threw up her hands, laughing. "No, no, I shall not take your +little black doll of the four thousand years. Keep it for a mascot. A +great singer always needs a mascot. But do not, I command you, take it +out of the box till I am gone, for if I were to see it again, I might +not be able to resist the temptation. Some day I shall show you _my_ +dolls, but there is not such a gem among them." + +When Madame Laurin had gone, Grandmother Marshall looked at Little +Joyce. + +"Come to my room, Joyce. I want to see if we cannot find a more +becoming way of arranging your hair. It has grown so thick and long. I +had no idea how thick and long. Yes, we must certainly find a better +way than that stiff braid. Come!" + +Little Joyce, taking Grandmother Marshall's extended hand, felt very +happy. She realized that this strange, stately old lady, who never +liked little girls unless they were pretty or graceful or clever, was +beginning to love her at last. + + + + +The Man on the Train + + +When the telegram came from William George, Grandma Sheldon was all +alone with Cyrus and Louise. And Cyrus and Louise, aged respectively +twelve and eleven, were not very much good, Grandma thought, when it +came to advising what was to be done. Grandma was "all in a flutter, +dear, oh dear," as she said. + +The telegram said that Delia, William George's wife, was seriously ill +down at Green Village, and William George wanted Samuel to bring +Grandma down immediately. Delia had always thought there was nobody +like Grandma when it came to nursing sick folks. + +But Samuel and his wife were both away--had been away for two days and +intended to be away for five more. They had driven to Sinclair, twenty +miles away, to visit with Mrs. Samuel's folks for a week. + +"Dear, oh dear, what shall I do?" said Grandma. + +"Go right to Green Village on the evening train," said Cyrus briskly. + +"Dear, oh dear, and leave you two alone!" cried Grandma. + +"Louise and I will do very well until tomorrow," said Cyrus sturdily. +"We will send word to Sinclair by today's mail, and Father and Mother +will be home by tomorrow night." + +"But I never was on the cars in my life," protested Grandma nervously. +"I'm--I'm so frightened to start alone. And you never know what kind +of people you may meet on the train." + +"You'll be all right, Grandma. I'll drive you to the station, get you +your ticket, and put you on the train. Then you'll have nothing to do +until the train gets to Green Village. I'll send a telegram to Uncle +William George to meet you." + +"I shall fall and break my neck getting off the train," said Grandma +pessimistically. But she was wondering at the same time whether she +had better take the black valise or the yellow, and whether William +George would be likely to have plenty of flaxseed in the house. + +It was six miles to the station, and Cyrus drove Grandma over in time +to catch a train that reached Green Village at nine o'clock. + +"Dear, oh dear," said Grandma, "what if William George's folks ain't +there to meet me? It's all very well, Cyrus, to say that they will be +there, but you don't know. And it's all very well to say not to be +nervous because everything will be all right. If you were seventy-five +years old and had never set foot on the cars in your life you'd be +nervous too, and you can't be sure that everything will be all right. +You never know what sort of people you'll meet on the train. I may get +on the wrong train or lose my ticket or get carried past Green Village +or get my pocket picked. Well, no, I won't do that, for not one cent +will I carry with me. You shall take back home all the money you don't +need to get my ticket. Then I shall be easier in my mind. Dear, oh +dear, if it wasn't that Delia is so seriously ill I wouldn't go one +step." + +"Oh, you'll be all right, Grandma," assured Cyrus. + +He got Grandma's ticket for her and Grandma tied it up in the corner +of her handkerchief. Then the train came in and Grandma, clinging +closely to Cyrus, was put on it. Cyrus found a comfortable seat for +her and shook hands cheerily. + +"Good-bye, Grandma. Don't be frightened. Here's the _Weekly Argus_. I +got it at the store. You may like to look over it." + +Then Cyrus was gone, and in a minute the station house and platform +began to glide away. + +Dear, oh dear, what has happened to it? thought Grandma in dismay. The +next moment she exclaimed aloud, "Why, it's us that's moving, not it!" + +Some of the passengers smiled pleasantly at Grandma. She was the +variety of old lady at which people do smile pleasantly; a grandma +with round, pink cheeks, soft, brown eyes, and lovely snow-white curls +is a nice person to look at wherever she is found. + +After a while Grandma, to her amazement, discovered that she liked +riding on the cars. It was not at all the disagreeable experience she +had expected it to be. Why, she was just as comfortable as if she were +in her own rocking chair at home! And there was such a lot of people +to look at, and many of the ladies had such beautiful dresses and +hats. After all, the people you met on a train, thought Grandma, are +surprisingly like the people you meet off it. If it had not been for +wondering how she would get off at Green Village, Grandma would have +enjoyed herself thoroughly. + +Four or five stations farther on the train halted at a lonely-looking +place consisting of the station house and a barn, surrounded by scrub +woods and blueberry barrens. One passenger got on and, finding only +one vacant seat in the crowded car, sat right down beside Grandma +Sheldon. + +Grandma Sheldon held her breath while she looked him over. Was he a +pickpocket? He didn't appear like one, but you can never be sure of +the people you meet on the train. Grandma remembered with a sigh of +thankfulness that she had no money. + +Besides, he seemed really very respectable and harmless. He was +quietly dressed in a suit of dark-blue serge with a black overcoat. He +wore his hat well down on his forehead and was clean shaven. His hair +was very black, but his eyes were blue--nice eyes, Grandma thought. +She always felt great confidence in a man who had bright, open, blue +eyes. Grandpa Sheldon, who had died so long ago, four years after +their marriage, had had bright blue eyes. + +To be sure, he had fair hair, reflected Grandma. It's real odd to see +such black hair with such light blue eyes. Well, he's real nice +looking, and I don't believe there's a mite of harm in him. + +The early autumn night had now fallen and Grandma could not amuse +herself by watching the scenery. She bethought herself of the paper +Cyrus had given her and took it out of her basket. It was an old +weekly a fortnight back. On the first page was a long account of a +murder case with scare heads, and into this Grandma plunged eagerly. +Sweet old Grandma Sheldon, who would not have harmed a fly and hated +to see even a mousetrap set, simply revelled in the newspaper accounts +of murders. And the more shocking and cold-blooded they were, the more +eagerly did Grandma read of them. + +This murder story was particularly good from Grandma's point of view; +it was full of "thrills." A man had been shot down, apparently in cold +blood, and his supposed murderer was still at large and had eluded all +the efforts of justice to capture him. His name was Mark Hartwell, and +he was described as a tall, fair man, with full auburn beard and +curly, light hair. + +"What a shocking thing!" said Grandma aloud. + +Her companion looked at her with a kindly, amused smile. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Why, this murder at Charlotteville," answered Grandma, forgetting, in +her excitement, that it was not safe to talk to people you meet on the +train. "It just makes my blood run cold to read about it. And to think +that the man who did it is still around the country somewhere--plotting +other murders, I haven't a doubt. What is the good of the police?" + +"They're dull fellows," agreed the dark man. + +"But I don't envy that man his conscience," said Grandma solemnly--and +somewhat inconsistently, in view of her statement about the other +murders that were being plotted. "What must a man feel like who has +the blood of a fellow creature on his hands? Depend upon it, his +punishment has begun already, caught or not." + +"That is true," said the dark man quietly. + +"Such a good-looking man too," said Grandma, looking wistfully at the +murderer's picture. "It doesn't seem possible that he can have killed +anybody. But the paper says there isn't a doubt." + +"He is probably guilty," said the dark man, "but nothing is known of +his provocation. The affair may not have been so cold-blooded as the +accounts state. Those newspaper fellows never err on the side of +undercolouring." + +"I really think," said Grandma slowly, "that I would like to see a +murderer--just one. Whenever I say anything like that, Adelaide--Adelaide +is Samuel's wife--looks at me as if she thought there was something +wrong about me. And perhaps there is, but I do, all the same. When I +was a little girl, there was a man in our settlement who was suspected +of poisoning his wife. She died very suddenly. I used to look at him +with such interest. But it wasn't satisfactory, because you could never +be sure whether he was really guilty or not. I never could believe that +he was, because he was such a nice man in some ways and so good and +kind to children. I don't believe a man who was bad enough to poison +his wife could have any good in him." + +"Perhaps not," agreed the dark man. He had absent-mindedly folded up +Grandma's old copy of the _Argus_ and put it in his pocket. Grandma +did not like to ask him for it, although she would have liked to see +if there were any more murder stories in it. Besides, just at that +moment the conductor came around for tickets. + +Grandma looked in the basket for her handkerchief. It was not there. +She looked on the floor and on the seat and under the seat. It was not +there. She stood up and shook herself--still no handkerchief. + +"Dear, oh dear," exclaimed Grandma wildly, "I've lost my ticket--I +always knew I would--I told Cyrus I would! Oh, where can it be?" + +The conductor scowled unsympathetically. The dark man got up and +helped Grandma search, but no ticket was to be found. + +"You'll have to pay the money then, and something extra," said the +conductor gruffly. + +"I can't--I haven't a cent of money," wailed Grandma. "I gave it all +to Cyrus because I was afraid my pocket would be picked. Oh, what +shall I do?" + +"Don't worry. I'll make it all right," said the dark man. He took out +his pocketbook and handed the conductor a bill. That functionary +grumblingly made the change and marched onward, while Grandma, pale +with excitement and relief, sank back into her seat. + +"I can't tell you how much I am obliged to you, sir," she said +tremulously. "I don't know what I should have done. Would he have put +me off right here in the snow?" + +"I hardly think he would have gone to such lengths," said the dark man +with a smile. "But he's a cranky, disobliging fellow enough--I know +him of old. And you must not feel overly grateful to me. I am glad of +the opportunity to help you. I had an old grandmother myself once," +he added with a sigh. + +"You must give me your name and address, of course," said Grandma, +"and my son--Samuel Sheldon of Midverne--will see that the money is +returned to you. Well, this is a lesson to me! I'll never trust myself +on a train again, and all I wish is that I was safely off this one. +This fuss has worked my nerves all up again." + +"Don't worry, Grandma. I'll see you safely off the train when we get +to Green Village." + +"Will you, though? Will you, now?" said Grandma eagerly. "I'll be real +easy in my mind, then," she added with a returning smile. "I feel as +if I could trust you for anything--and I'm a real suspicious person +too." + +They had a long talk after that--or, rather, Grandma talked and the +dark man listened and smiled. She told him all about William George +and Delia and their baby and about Samuel and Adelaide and Cyrus and +Louise and the three cats and the parrot. He seemed to enjoy her +accounts of them too. + +When they reached Green Village station he gathered up Grandma's +parcels and helped her tenderly off the train. + +"Anybody here to meet Mrs. Sheldon?" he asked of the station master. + +The latter shook his head. "Don't think so. Haven't seen anybody here +to meet anybody tonight." + +"Dear, oh dear," said poor Grandma. "This is just what I expected. +They've never got Cyrus's telegram. Well, I might have known it. What +shall I do?" + +"How far is it to your son's?" asked the dark man. + +"Only half a mile--just over the hill there. But I'll never get there +alone this dark night." + +"Of course not. But I'll go with you. The road is good--we'll do +finely." + +"But that train won't wait for you," gasped Grandma, half in protest. + +"It doesn't matter. The Starmont freight passes here in half an hour +and I'll go on her. Come along, Grandma." + +"Oh, but you're good," said Grandma. "Some woman is proud to have you +for a son." + +The man did not answer. He had not answered any of the personal +remarks Grandma had made to him in her conversation. + +They were not long in reaching William George Sheldon's house, for the +village road was good and Grandma was smart on her feet. She was +welcomed with eagerness and surprise. + +"To think that there was no one to meet you!" exclaimed William +George. "But I never dreamed of your coming by train, knowing how you +were set against it. Telegram? No, I got no telegram. S'pose Cyrus +forgot to send it. I'm most heartily obliged to you, sir, for looking +after my mother so kindly." + +"It was a pleasure," said the dark man courteously. He had taken off +his hat, and they saw a curious scar, shaped like a large, red +butterfly, high up on his forehead under his hair. "I am delighted to +have been of any assistance to her." + +He would not wait for supper--the next train would be in and he must +not miss it. + +"There are people looking for me," he said with his curious smile. +"They will be much disappointed if they do not find me." + +He had gone, and the whistle of the Starmont freight had blown before +Grandma remembered that he had not given her his name and address. + +"Dear, oh dear, how are we ever going to send that money to him?" she +exclaimed. "And he so nice and goodhearted!" + +Grandma worried over this for a week in the intervals of looking after +Delia. One day William George came in with a large city daily in his +hands. He looked curiously at Grandma and then showed her the +front-page picture of a man, clean-shaven, with an oddly shaped scar +high up on his forehead. + +"Did you ever see that man, Mother?" he asked. + +"Of course I did," said Grandma excitedly. "Why, it's the man I met on +the train. Who is he? What is his name? Now, we'll know where to +send--" + +"That is Mark Hartwell, who shot Amos Gray at Charlotteville three +weeks ago," said William George quietly. + +Grandma looked at him blankly for a moment. + +"It couldn't be," she gasped at last. "That man a murderer! I'll never +believe it!" + +"It's true enough, Mother. The whole story is here. He had shaved his +beard and dyed his hair and came near getting clear out of the +country. They were on his trail the day he came down in the train with +you and lost it because of his getting off to bring you here. His +disguise was so perfect that there was little fear of his being +recognized so long as he hid that scar. But it was seen in Montreal +and he was run to earth there. He has made a full confession." + +"I don't care," cried Grandma valiantly. "I'll never believe he was +all bad--a man who would do what he did for a poor old woman like me, +when he was flying for his life too. No, no, there was good in him +even if he did kill that man. And I'm sure he must feel terrible over +it." + +In this view Grandma persisted. She never would say or listen to a +word against Mark Hartwell, and she had only pity for him whom +everyone else condemned. With her own trembling hands she wrote him a +letter to accompany the money Samuel sent before Hartwell was taken to +the penitentiary for life. She thanked him again for his kindness to +her and assured him that she knew he was sorry for what he had done +and that she would pray for him every night of her life. Mark Hartwell +had been hard and defiant enough, but the prison officials told that +he cried like a child over Grandma Sheldon's little letter. + +"There's nobody all bad," says Grandma when she relates the story. "I +used to believe a murderer must be, but I know better now. I think of +that poor man often and often. He was so kind and gentle to me--he +must have been a good boy once. I write him a letter every Christmas +and I send him tracts and papers. He's my own little charity. But I've +never been on the cars since and I never will be again. You never can +tell what will happen to you or what sort of people you'll meet if you +trust yourself on a train." + + + + +The Romance of Jedediah + + +Jedediah was not a name that savoured of romance. His last name was +Crane, which is little better. And it would be no use to call this +story "Mattie Adams's Romance" because Mattie Adams is not a romantic +name either. But names have really nothing to do with romance. The +most exciting and tragic affair I ever knew was between a man named +Silas Putdammer and a woman named Kezia Cullen--which has nothing to +do with the present story. + +Jedediah, to all outward seeming, did not appear to be any more +romantic than his name. He looked distinctly commonplace as he rode +comfortably along the winding country road that was dreaming in the +haze and sunshine of a midsummer afternoon. He was perched on the +seat of a bright red pedlar's wagon, above and behind a dusty, +ambling, red pony of that peculiar gait and appearance pertaining to +the ponies of country pedlars--a certain placid, unhasting leanness, +as of a nag that has encountered troubles of his own and has lived +them down by sheer patience and staying power. From the bright red +wagon proceeded a certain metallic rumbling and clinking as it bowled +along, and two or three nests of tin pans on its flat rope-encircled +top flashed back the light so dazzlingly that Jedediah seemed the +beaming sun of a little planetary system all his own. A new broom +sticking up aggressively at each of the four corners gave the wagon a +resemblance to a triumphal chariot. + +Jedediah himself had not been in the tin-peddling business long enough +to acquire the apologetic, out-at-elbows appearance which +distinguishes a tin pedlar from other kinds of pedlars. In fact, this +was his maiden venture in this line; hence he still looked plump and +self-respecting. He had a round red face under his plug hat, twinkling +blue eyes, and a little pursed-up mouth, the shape of which was partly +due to nature and partly to much whistling. Jedediah's pudgy body was +clothed in a suit of large, light checks, and he wore a bright pink +necktie and an amethyst pin. Will I still be believed when I assert +that, in spite of all this, Jedediah was full of, and bubbling over +with, romance? + +Romance cares not for appearances and apparently delights in +contradictions. The homely shambling man you pass unnoticed on the +street may have, tucked away in his past, a story more exciting and +thrilling than anything you have ever read in fiction. So it was, in a +measure, with Jedediah; poor, unknown to fame, afflicted with a double +chin and bald spot, reduced to driving a tin-wagon for a living, he +yet had his romance and he was still romantic. + +As Jedediah rode through Amberley he looked about him with interest. +He knew it well, although it was fifteen years since he had seen it. +He had been born and brought up in Amberley; he had left it at the age +of twenty-five to make his fortune. But Amberley was Amberley still. +Jedediah found it hard to believe that it or himself was fifteen years +older. + +"There's the Stanton place," he said. "Charlie has painted the house +yellow--it used to be white; and Bob Hollman has cut the trees down +behind the blacksmith forge. Bob never had any poetry in his soul--no +romance, as you might say. He was what you might call a plodder--you +might call him that. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the old Harkness +place--seems to be spruced up considerable. Folks used to say if ye +wanted to see how the world looked the morning after the flood just go +into George Harkness's barn-yard on a rainy day. The pond and the old +hills ain't changed any. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the Adams +homestead. Do I really behold it again?" + +Jedediah thought the moment deliciously romantic. He revelled in it +and, to match his exhilarated mood, he touched the pony with his whip +and went clinking and glittering down the hill under the poplars at a +dashing rate. He had not intended to offer his wares in Amberley that +day. He meant to break the ice in Occidental, the village beyond. But +he could not pass the Adams place. When he came to the open gate he +turned in under the willows and drove down the wide, shady lane, girt +on both sides with a trim white paling smothered in lavish sweetbriar +bushes that were gay with bloom. Jedediah's heart was beating +furiously under his checks. + +"What a fool you are, Jed Crane," he told himself. "You used to be a +young fool, and now you're an old one. Sad, that! Get up, my nag, get +up. It's a poor lookout for a man of your years, Jed. Don't get +excited. It ain't the least likely that Mattie Adams is here yet. +She's married and gone years ago, no doubt. It's probable there's no +Adamses here at all now. But it's romantic, yes, it's romantic. It's +splendid. Get up, my nag, get up." + +The Adams place itself was not unromantic. The house was a large, +old-fashioned white one, with green shutters and a front porch with +Grecian columns. These were thought very elegant in Amberley. Mrs. +Carmody said they gave a house such a classical air. In this instance +the classical effect was somewhat smothered in honeysuckle, which +rioted over the whole porch and hung in pale yellow, fragrant +festoons over the rows of potted scarlet geraniums that flanked the +green steps. Beyond the house a low-boughed orchard covered the slope +between it and the main road, and behind it there was a revel of +colour betokening a flower garden. + +Jedediah climbed down from his lofty seat and walked dubiously to a +side door that looked more friendly, despite its prim screen, than the +classical front porch. As he drew near he saw a woman sitting behind +the screen--a woman who rose as he approached and opened the door. +Jedediah's heart had been beating a wild tattoo as he crossed the +yard. It now stopped altogether--at least he declared in later years +it did. + +The woman was Mattie Adams--Mattie Adams fifteen years older than when +he had seen her last, plumper, rosier, somewhat broader-faced, but +still unmistakably Mattie Adams. Jedediah felt that the situation was +delicious. + +"Mattie," he said, holding out his hand. + +"Why, Jed, how are you?" said Mattie, as if they had parted the week +before. It had always taken a great deal to disturb Mattie. Whatever +happened she was calm. Even an old lover, and the only one she had +ever possessed at that, dropping, so to speak, from the skies, after +fifteen years' disappearance, did not ruffle her placidity. + +"I didn't suppose you'd know me, Mattie," said Jedediah, still holding +her hand foolishly. + +"I knew you the minute I set eyes on you," returned Mattie. "You're +some fatter and older--like myself--but you're Jed still. Where have +you been all these years?" + +"Pretty near everywhere, Mattie--pretty near everywhere. And ye see +what it's come to--here I be driving a tin-wagon for Boone Brothers. +Business is business--don't you want to buy some new tinware?" + +To himself, Jed thought it was romantic, asking a woman whom he had +loved all his life to buy tins on the occasion of their first meeting +after fifteen years' separation. + +"I don't know but I do want a quart measure," said Mattie, in her +sweet, unchanged voice, "but all in good time. You must stay and have +tea with me, Jed. I'm all alone now--Mother and Father have gone. +Unhitch your horse and put him in the third stall in the stable." + +Jed hesitated. + +"I ought to be getting on, I s'pose," he said wistfully. "I hain't +done much today--" + +"You must stay to tea," interrupted Mattie. "Why, Jed, there's ever so +much to tell and ask. And we can't stand here in the yard and talk. +Look at Selena. There she is, watching us from the kitchen window. +She'll watch as long as we stand here." + +Jed swung himself around. Over the little valley below the Adams +homestead was a steep, treeless hill, and on its crest was perched a +bare farmhouse with windows stuck lavishly all over it. At one of them +a long, pale face was visible. + +"Has Selena been pasted up at that window ever since the last time we +stood here and talked, Mattie?" asked Jed, half resentfully, half +amusedly. It was characteristic of Mattie to laugh first at the +question, and then blush over the memory it revived. + +"Most of the time, I guess," she said shortly. "But come--come in. I +never could talk under Selena's eyes, even if they were four hundred +yards away." + +Jed went in and stayed to tea. The old Adams pantry had not failed, +nor apparently the Adams skill in cooking. After tea Jed hung around +till sunset and drove away with a warm invitation from Mattie to call +every time his rounds took him through Amberley. As he went, Selena's +face appeared at the window of the house over the valley. + +When he had gone Mattie went around to the classical porch and sat +herself down under the honeysuckle festoons that dangled above her +smooth braids of fawn-coloured hair. She knew Selena would be down +posthaste presently, agog with curiosity to find out who the pedlar +was whom Mattie had delighted to honour with an invitation to tea. +Mattie preferred to meet Selena out of doors. It was easier to thrust +and parry there. Meanwhile, she wanted to think over things. + +Fifteen years before Jedediah Crane had been Mattie Adams's beau. +Jedediah was romantic even then, but, as he was a slim young fellow at +the time, with an abundance of fair, curly hair and innocent blue +eyes, his romance was rather an attraction than not. At least the then +young and pretty Mattie had found it so. + +The Adamses looked with no favour on the match. They were a thrifty, +well-to-do folk. As for the Cranes--well, they were lazy and +shiftless, for the most part. It would be a _mésalliance_ for an Adams +to marry a Crane. Still, it would doubtless have happened--for Mattie, +though a meek-looking damsel, had a mind of her own--had it not been +for Selena Ford, Mattie's older sister. + +Selena, people said, had married James Ford for no other reason than +that his house commanded a view of nearly every dooryard in Amberley. +This may or may not have been sheer malice. Certainly nothing that +went on in the Adams yard escaped Selena. + +She watched Mattie and Jed in the moonlight one night. She saw Jed +kiss Mattie. It was the first time he had ever done so--and the last, +poor fellow. For Selena swooped down on her parents the next day. Such +a storm did she brew up that Mattie was forbidden to speak to Jed +again. Selena herself gave Jed a piece of her mind. Jed usually was +not afflicted with undue sensitiveness. But he had some slumbering +pride at the basis of his character and it was very stubborn when +roused. Selena roused it. Jed vowed he would never creep and crawl at +the feet of the Adamses, and he went west forthwith, determined, as +aforesaid, to make his fortune and hurl Selena's scorn back in her +face. + +And now he had come home, driving a tin-wagon. Mattie smiled to think +of it. She bore Jed no ill will for his failure. She felt sorry for +him and inclined to think that fate had used him hardly--fate and +Selena together. Mattie had never had another beau. People thought she +was engaged to Jed Crane until her time for beaus went by. Mattie did +not mind; she had never liked anybody so well as Jed. To be sure, she +had not thought of him for years. It was strange he should come back +like this--"romantic," as he said himself. + +Mattie's reverie was interrupted by Selena. Angular, pale-eyed Mrs. +Ford was as unlike the plump, rosy Mattie as a sister could be. +Perhaps her chronic curiosity, which would not let her rest, was +accountable for her excessive leanness. + +"Who was that pedlar that was here this afternoon, Mattie?" she +demanded as soon as she arrived. + +Mattie smiled. "Jed Crane," she said. "He's home from the West and +driving a tin-wagon for the Boones." + +Selena gave a little gasp. She sat down on the lowest step and untied +her bonnet strings. + +"Mattie Adams! And you kept him hanging about the whole afternoon." + +"Why not?" said Mattie wickedly. She liked to alarm Selena. "Jed and I +were always beaus, you know." + +"Mattie Adams! You don't mean to say you're going to make a fool of +yourself over Jed Crane again? A woman of your age!" + +"Don't get excited, Selena," implored Mattie. In the old days Selena +could cow her, but that time was past. "I never saw the like of you +for getting stirred up over nothing." + +"I'm not excited. I'm perfectly calm. But I might well be excited over +your folly, Mattie Adams. The idea of your taking up again with old +Jed Crane!" + +"He's fifteen years younger than Jim," said Mattie, giving thrust for +thrust. + +When Selena had come over Mattie had not the slightest idea of +resuming her former relationship with the romantic Jedediah. She had +merely shown him kindness for old friendship's sake. But so well did +the unconscious Selena work in Jed's behalf that when she flounced off +home in a pet Mattie was resolved that she would take Jed back if he +wanted to come. She wasn't going to put up with Selena's everlasting +interference. She would show her that she was independent. + +When a week had passed Jed came again. He sold Mattie a stew-pan and +he would not go in to tea this time, but they stood and talked in the +yard for the best part of an hour, while Selena glared at them from +her kitchen window. Their conversation was most innocent and harmless, +being mainly gossip about what had come and gone during Jed's exile. +But Mattie knew that Selena thought that she and Jed were making love +to each other in this shameless, public fashion. When Jed went, +Mattie, more for Selena's benefit than his, broke off some sprays of +honeysuckle and pinned them on his coat. The fragrance went with +Jedediah as he drove through Amberley, and pleasant thoughts were born +of it. + +"It's romantic," he told the pony. "Blessed if it ain't romantic! Not +that Mattie cares anything about me now. I know she don't. But it's +just her kind way. She wants to cheer me up and let me know I've a +friend still. Get up, my nag, get up. I ain't one to persoom on her +kindness neither; I know my place. But still, say what you will, it's +romantic--this sitooation. This is it. Here I be, loving the ground +she walks on, as I've always done, and I can't let on that I do +because I'm a poor ne'er-do-well as ain't fit to look at her, an +independent woman with property. And she's a-showing kindness to me +for old times' sake, and piercing my heart all the time, not knowing. +Why, it's romance with a vengeance, that's what it is. Get up, my nag, +get up." + +Thereafter Jed called at the Adams place every week. Generally he +stayed to tea. Mattie always bought something of him to colour an +excuse. Her kitchen fairly glittered with new tinware. She gave Selena +the overflow by way of heaping coals of fire. + +After every visit Jedediah held stern counsel with himself and decided +that he must not call to see Mattie again--at least, not for a long +time; then he must not stay to tea. He would struggle with himself all +the way down the poplar hill--not without a comforting sense of the +romance of the struggle--but it always ended the same way. He turned +in under the willows and clinked musically into Mattie's yard. At +least, the rattle of the tin-wagon sounded musically to Mattie. + +Meanwhile, Selena watched from her window and raged. + +Amberley people shrugged their shoulders when gossip noised the matter +abroad. But, being good-humoured in the main, they forebore to do more +than say that Mattie Adams was free to make a goose of herself if it +pleased her, and that Jed Crane wasn't such a fool as he looked. The +Adams farm was one of the best in Amberley, and it had not grown any +poorer under Mattie's management. + +"If Jed walks in there and hangs up his hat he'll have done well for +himself after all." + +This was Selena's view of it also, barring the good nature. She was +furious at the whole affair, and she did her best to make Mattie's +life a burden to her with slurs and thrusts. But they all misjudged +Jed. He had no intention of "walking in and hanging up his hat"--or +trying to. Romantic as he was, it never occurred to him that Mattie +might be as romantic as himself. She did not care for him, and anyhow +he, Jed, had a little too much pride to ask her, a rich woman, to +marry him, a poor man who had lost all caste he ever possessed by +taking up tin-peddling. Jed was determined not to "persoom." And, oh, +how deliciously romantic it all was! He hugged himself with sorrowful +delight over it. + +As the summer waned and the long yellow leaves began to fall thickly +from the willows in the Adams lane Jed began to talk of going out +west again. Tin-peddling was not possible in winter, and he didn't +think he would try it another summer. Mattie listened with dismay in +her heart. All summer she had made much of Jed, by way of tormenting +Selena. But now she realized what he really meant to her. The old love +had wakened to life in her heart; she could not let Jed go out of her +life again, leaving her to the old loneliness. If Jed went away +everything would be flat, stale, and unprofitable. + +She knew him to be at heart the kindest, most gentle of human beings, +and the mere fact of his having been unsuccessful, even what some of +his old neighbours might call stupid, did not change her feelings +toward him in the least. He was Jed--that was sufficient for her, and +she had business capability enough for both, when it came to that. + +Mattie began to drop hints. But Jed would not take them. True, once or +twice he thought that perhaps Mattie did care a little for him yet. +But it would not do for him to take advantage of that. + +"No, I just couldn't do that," he told the pony. "I worship the ground +that woman treads on, but it ain't for the likes of me to tell her so, +not now. Get up, my nag, get up. This has been a mighty pleasant +summer with that visit to look forward to every week. But it's about +over now and you must tramp, Jed." + +Jed sighed. He remembered that it was more romantic than ever, but all +at once this failed to comfort him. Romance up to a certain point was +food; beyond that it palled, so to speak. Jed's romance failed him +just when he needed it most. + +Mattie, meanwhile, was forced to the dismal conclusion that her hints +were thrown away. Jed was plainly determined not to speak. Mattie felt +half angry with him. She did not choose to make a martyr of herself to +romance, and surely the man didn't expect her to ask him to marry her. + +"I'm sure and certain he's as fond of me as ever he was," she mused. +"I suppose he's got some ridiculous notion about being too poor to +aspire to me. Jed always had more pride than a Crane could carry. +Well, I've done all I can--all I'm going to do. If Jed's determined to +go, he must go, I s'pose." + +Mattie would not let herself cry, although she felt like it. She went +out and picked apples instead. + +Mattie might have remained so and Jedediah's romance might never have +reached a better ending, if it had not been for Selena, who came over +just then to help Mattie pick the golden russets. Fate had evidently +destined her as Jed's best helper. All summer she had been fairly +goading Mattie into love with Jedediah and now she was moved to add +the last spur. + +"Jed Crane's going away, I hear," she said maliciously. "Seems to me +you're bound to be jilted again, Mattie." + +Mattie had no answer ready. Selena went on undauntedly. + +"You've made a nice fool of yourself all summer, I vow. Throwing +yourself at Jed's head--and he doesn't want you, even with all your +property." + +"He does want me," said Mattie calmly. Her lips were very firm and her +cheeks scarlet. "He is not going away. We are to be married about +Christmas, and Jed will take charge of the farm for me." + +"Matilda Adams!" said Selena. It was all she was capable of saying. + +The rest of the golden russets were picked in a dead silence, Mattie +working with an unusually high colour in her cheeks, while Selena's +thin lips were pressed so closely together as to be little else than a +hair line. + +After Selena had gone home, sulking, Mattie picked on with a very +determined face. The die was cast; she could not bear Selena's slurs +and she would not. And she had not told a lie either. Her words were +true; she would make them true. All the Adams determination--and that +was not a little--was roused in her. + +"If Jed jilts me, he'll do it to my face, clean and clever," she said +viciously. + +When Jed came again he was very solemn. He thought it would be his +last visit, but Mattie felt differently. She had dressed herself with +unusual care and crimped her hair. Her cheeks were scarlet and her +eyes bright. Jed thought she looked younger and prettier than ever. +The thought that this was the last time he would see her for many a +long day to come grew more and more unbearable, yet he firmly +determined he would let no presuming word pass his lips. Mattie had +been so kind to him. It was only honourable of him in return not to +let her throw herself away on a poor failure like himself. + +"I suppose this is your last round with the wagon," she said. She had +taken him out into the garden to say it. The garden was out of view +from the Ford place. Propose she must, but she drew the line at +proposing under Selena's eyes. + +Jed nodded dully. "Yes, and then I must toddle off and look for +something else to do. You see, I haven't much of a gift so to speak +for business, Mattie, and it takes me so long to get worked into an +understanding of a business or trade that I'm generally asked to quit +before you might say I've really commenced. It's been a mighty happy +summer for me, though I can't say I've done much in the selling line +except to you, Mattie. What with your kindness and these little visits +you've been good enough to let me make every week, I feel I may say +it's been the happiest summer of my life, and I'm never going to +forget it, but as I said, it's time for me to be moving on elsewhere +and finding something else to do." + +"There is something for you to do right here--if you will do it," said +Mattie faintly. For a moment she felt as if she could not go on; Jed +and the garden and the scarf of late asters whirled around her +dizzily. She held by the sweet-pea trellis to steady herself. + +"I--I said a terrible thing to Selena the other day. I--I don't know +what I'll do about it if--if--you don't help me out, Jed." + +"I'll do anything I can," said Jed, with hearty sympathy. "You know +that, Mattie. What is the trouble?" + +His kindly voice and the good will and affection beaming in his honest +blue eyes gave Mattie renewed courage to go on with her self-imposed +and most embarrassing task, although before she ended her voice shook +and dwindled away to such a low whisper that Jed had to bend his head +close to hers to hear what she was saying. + +"I--I said--she goaded me into saying it, Jed--slighting and +slurring--jeering at me because you were going away. I just got mad, +Jed--and I told her you weren't going--that you and I--that we were to +be--married." + +"Mattie, did you mean that?" he cried. "If you did, I'm the happiest +man alive. I didn't dare persoom--I didn't s'pose you thought anything +of me. But if you do--and if you want me--here's all there is of me, +heart and soul and body, forever and ever, as I've been all my life." + +Thinking over this speech afterwards Jed was dissatisfied with it. He +thought he might have made it much more eloquent and romantic than it +was. But it served the purpose very well. It was convincing--it came +straight from his honest, stupid heart, and Mattie knew it. She held +out her hands and Jed gathered her into his arms. + +It was certainly a most fortunate circumstance that the garden was +well out of the range of Selena's vision, or the sight of her sister +and the remaining member of the despised Crane family repeating their +foolish performance, which many years previous had resulted in Jed's +long banishment, might have caused her to commit almost any unheard-of +act of spite as an outlet for her jealous anger. But only the few +remaining garden flowers were witness to the lovers' indiscretion, and +they kept their own counsel after the manner of flowers, so Selena's +feelings were mercifully spared this further outrage. + +That evening Jed drove slowly away through the twilight, mounted for +the last time on the tin-wagon. He was so happy that he bore no grudge +against even Selena Ford. As the pony climbed the poplar hill Jed drew +a long breath and freed his mind to the surrounding landscape and to +his faithful and slow-plodding steed that had been one of the main +factors in this love affair, having patiently carried him to and from +the abode of his lady-love throughout the summer just passed. Jedediah +was as brimful of happiness as mortal man could be, and his rosy +thoughts flowed forth in a kind of triumphant chant which would have +driven Selena stark distracted had she been within hearing distance. +What he said too was but a poor expression of what he thought, but to +the trees and fields and pony he chanted, + +"Well, this _is_ romance. What else would you call it now? Me, poor, +scared to speak--and Mattie ups and does it for me, bless her. Yes, +I've been longing for romance all my life, and I've got it at last. +None of your commonplace courtships for me, I always said. Them was my +very words. And I guess this has been a little uncommon--I guess it +has. Anyhow, I'm uncommon happy. I never felt so romantic before. Get +up, my nag, get up." + + + + +The Tryst of the White Lady + + +"I wisht ye'd git married, Roger," said Catherine Ames. "I'm gitting +too old to work--seventy last April--and who's going to look after ye +when I'm gone. Git married, b'y--git married." + +Roger Temple winced. His aunt's harsh, disagreeable voice always +jarred horribly on his sensitive nerves. He was fond of her after a +fashion, but always that voice made him wonder if there could be +anything harder to endure. + +Then he gave a bitter little laugh. + +"Who'd have me, Aunt Catherine?" he asked. + +Catherine Ames looked at him critically across the supper table. She +loved him in her way, with all her heart, but she was not in the least +blind to his defects. She did not mince matters with herself or with +other people. Roger was a sallow, plain-featured fellow, small and +insignificant looking. And, as if this were not bad enough, he walked +with a slight limp and had one thin shoulder a little higher than the +other--"Jarback" Temple he had been called in school, and the name +still clung to him. To be sure, he had very fine grey eyes, but their +dreamy brilliance gave his dull face an uncanny look which girls did +not like, and so made matters rather worse than better. Of course +looks didn't matter so much in the case of a man; Steve Millar was +homely enough, and all marked up with smallpox to boot, yet he had got +for wife the prettiest and smartest girl in South Bay. But Steve was +rich. Roger was poor and always would be. He worked his stony little +farm, from which his father and grandfather had wrested a fair living, +after a fashion, but Nature had not cut him out for a successful +farmer. He hadn't the strength for it and his heart wasn't in it. He'd +rather be hanging over a book. Catherine secretly thought Roger's +matrimonial chances very poor, but it would not do to discourage the +b'y. What he needed was spurring on. + +"Ye'll git someone if ye don't fly too high," she announced loudly and +cheerfully. "Thar's always a gal or two here and thar that's glad to +marry for a home. 'Tain't no use for _you_ to be settin' your thoughts +on anyone young and pretty. Ye wouldn't git her and ye'd be worse off +if ye did. Your grandfather married for looks, and a nice useless wife +he got--sick half her time. Git a good strong girl that ain't afraid +of work, that'll hold things together when ye're reading +po'try--that's as much as you kin expect. And the sooner the better. +I'm done--last winter's rheumatiz has about finished _me_. An' we +can't afford hired help." + +Roger felt as if his raw, quivering soul were being seared. He looked +at his aunt curiously--at her broad, flat face with the mole on the +end of her dumpy nose, the bristling hairs on her chin, the wrinkled +yellow neck, the pale, protruding eyes, the coarse, good-humoured +mouth. She was so extremely ugly--and he had seen her across the table +all his life. For twenty-five years he had looked at her so. Must he +continue to go on looking at ugliness in the shape of a wife all the +rest of his life--he, who worshipped beauty in everything? + +"Did my mother look like you, Aunt Catherine?" he asked abruptly. + +His aunt stared--and snorted. Her snort was meant to express kindly +amusement, but it sounded like derision and contempt. + +"Yer ma wasn't so humly as me," she said cheerfully, "but she wan't no +beauty either. None of the Temples was ever better lookin' than was +necessary. We was _workers_. Yer pa wa'n't bad looking. You're humlier +than either of 'em. Some ways ye take after yer grandma--though _she_ +was counted pretty at one time. She was yaller and spindlin' like you, +and you've got her eyes. What yer so int'rested in yer ma's looks all +at once fer?" + +"I was wondering," said Roger coolly, "if Father ever looked at her +across the table and wished she were prettier." + +Catherine giggled. Her giggle was ugly and disagreeable like +everything else about her--everything except a certain odd, loving, +loyal old heart buried deep in her bosom, for the sake of which Roger +endured the giggle and all the rest. + +"Dessay he did--dessay he did. Men al'ays has a hankerin' for good +looks. But ye've got to cut yer coat 'cording to yer cloth. As for yer +poor ma, she didn't live long enough to git as ugly as me. When I +come here to keep house for yer pa, folks said as it wouldn't be long +'fore he married me. _I_ wouldn't a-minded. But yer pa never hinted +it. S'pose he'd had enough of ugly women likely." + +Catherine snorted amiably again. Roger got up--he couldn't endure any +more just then. He must escape. + +"Now you think over what I've said," his aunt called after him. "Ye've +gotter git a wife soon, however ye manage it. 'Twon't be so hard if +ye're reasonable. Don't stay out as late as ye did last night. Ye +coughed all night. Where was ye--down at the shore?" + +"No," said Roger, who always answered her questions even when he hated +to. "I was down at Aunt Isabel's grave." + +"Till eleven o'clock! Ye ain't wise! I dunno what hankering ye have +after that unchancy place. _I_ ain't been near it for twenty year. I +wonder ye ain't scairt. What'd ye think ye'd do if ye saw her ghost?" + +Catherine looked curiously at Roger. She was very superstitious and +she believed firmly in ghosts, and saw no absurdity in her question. + +"I wish I _could_ see it," said Roger, his great eyes flashing. He +believed in ghosts too, at least in Isabel Temple's ghost. His uncle +had seen it; his grandfather had seen it; he believed he would see +it--the beautiful, bewitching, mocking, luring ghost of lovely Isabel +Temple. + +"Don't wish such stuff," said Catherine. "Nobody ain't never the same +after they've seen her." + +"Was Uncle different?" Roger had come back into the kitchen and was +looking curiously at his aunt. + +"Diff'rent? He was another man. He didn't even _look_ the same. Sich +eyes! Al'ays looking past ye at something behind ye. They'd give +anyone creeps. He never had any notion of flesh-and-blood women after +that--said a man wouldn't, after seeing Isabel. His life was plumb +ruined. Lucky he died young. I hated to be in the same room with +him--he wa'n't canny, that was all there was to it. _You_ keep away +from that grave--_you_ don't want to look odder than ye are by nature. +And when ye git married, ye'll have to give up roamin' about half the +night in graveyards. A wife wouldn't put up with it, as I've done." + +"I'll never get as good a wife as you, Aunt Catherine," said Roger +with a little whimsical smile that gave him the look of an amused +gnome. + +"Dessay you won't. But someone ye have to have. Why'n't ye try 'Liza +Adams. She _might_ have ye--she's gittin' on." + +"'Liza ... Adams!" + +"That's what I said. Ye needn't repeat it--'Liza ... Adams--'s if I'd +mentioned a hippopotamus. I git out of patience with ye. I b'lieve in +my heart ye think ye ought to git a wife that'd look like a picter." + +"I do, Aunt Catherine. That's just the kind of wife I want--grace and +beauty and charm. Nothing less than that will ever content me." + + * * * * * + +Roger laughed bitterly again and went out. It was sunset. There was no +work to do that night except to milk the cows, and his little home boy +could do that. He felt a glad freedom. He put his hand in his pocket +to see if his beloved Wordsworth was there and then he took his way +across the fields, under a sky of purple and amber, walking quickly +despite his limp. He wanted to get to some solitary place where he +could forget Aunt Catherine and her abominable suggestions and escape +into the world of dreams where he habitually lived and where he found +the loveliness he had not found nor could hope to find in his real +world. + +Roger's mother had died when he was three and his father when he was +eight. His little, old, bedridden grandmother had lived until he was +twelve. He had loved her passionately. She had not been pretty in his +remembrance--a tiny, shrunken, wrinkled thing--but she had beautiful +grey eyes that never grew old and a soft, gentle voice--the only +woman's voice he had ever heard with pleasure. He was very critical as +regards women's voices and very sensitive to them. Nothing hurt him +quite so much as an unlovely voice--not even unloveliness of face. Her +death had left him desolate. She was the only human being who had ever +understood him. He could never, he thought, have got through his +tortured school days without her. After she died he would not go to +school. He was not in any sense educated. His father and grandfather +had been illiterate men and he had inherited their underdeveloped +brain cells. But he loved poetry and read all he could get of it. It +overlaid his primitive nature with a curious iridescence of fancy and +furnished him with ideals and hungers his environment could never +satisfy. He loved beauty in everything. Moonrises hurt him with their +loveliness and he could sit for hours gazing at a white +narcissus--much to his aunt's exasperation. He was solitary by nature. +He felt horribly alone in a crowded building but never in the woods or +in the wild places along the shore. It was because of this that his +aunt could not get him to go to church--which was a horror to her +orthodox soul. He told her he would like to go to church if it were +empty but he could not bear it when it was full--full of smug, ugly +people. Most people, he thought, were ugly--though not so ugly as he +was--and ugliness made him sick with repulsion. Now and then he saw a +pretty girl at whom he liked to look but he never saw one that wholly +pleased him. To him, the homely, crippled, poverty-stricken Roger +Temple whom they all would have scorned, there was always a certain +subtle something wanting, and the lack of it kept him heartwhole. He +knew that this probably saved him from much suffering, but for all +that he regretted it. He wanted to love, even vainly; he wanted to +experience this passion of which the poets sang so much. Without it he +felt he lacked the key to a world of wonder. He even tried to fall in +love; he went to church for several Sundays and sat where he could see +beautiful Elsa Carey. She was lovely--it gave him pleasure to look at +her; the gold of her hair was so bright and living; the pink of her +cheek so pure, the curve of her neck so flawless, the lashes of her +eyes so dark and silken. But he looked at her as at a picture. When he +tried to think and dream of her, it bored him. Besides, he knew she +had a rather nasal voice. He used to laugh sarcastically to himself +over Elsa's feelings if she had known how desperately he was trying to +fall in love with her and failing--Elsa the queen of hearts, who +believed she had only to look to reign. He gave up trying at last, but +he still longed to love. He knew he would never marry; he could not +marry plainness, and beauty would have none of him; but he did not want +to miss everything and he had moments when he was very bitter and +rebellious because he felt he must miss it forever. + +He went straight to Isabel Temple's grave in the remote shore field of +his farm. Isabel Temple had lived and died eighty years ago. She had +been very lovely, very wilful, very fond of playing with the hearts of +men. She had married William Temple, the brother of his +great-grandfather, and as she stood in her white dress beside her +bridegroom, at the conclusion of the wedding ceremony, a jilted lover, +crazed by despair, had entered the house and shot her dead. She had +been buried in the shore field, where a square space had been dyked +off in the centre for a burial lot because the church was then so far +away. With the passage of years the lot had grown up so thickly with +fir and birch and wild cherry that it looked like a compact grove. A +winding path led through it to its heart where Isabel Temple's grave +was, thickly overgrown with long, silken, pale green grass. Roger +hurried along the path and sat down on the big grey boulder by the +grave, looking about him with a long breath of delight. How +lovely--and witching--and unearthly it was here. Little ferns were +growing in the hollows and cracks of the big boulder where clay had +lodged. Over Isabel Temple's crooked, lichened gravestone hung a young +wild cherry in its delicate bloom. Above it, in a little space of sky +left by the slender tree tops, was a young moon. It was too dark here +after all to read Wordsworth, but that did not matter. The place, with +its moist air, its tang of fir balsam, was like a perfumed room where +a man might dream dreams and see visions. There was a soft murmur of +wind in the boughs over him, and the faraway moan of the sea on the +bar crept in. Roger surrendered himself utterly to the charm of the +place. When he entered that grove, he had left behind the realm of +daylight and things known and come into the realm of shadow and +mystery and enchantment. Anything might happen--anything might be +true. + +Eighty long years had come and gone, but Isabel Temple, thus cruelly +torn from life at the moment when it had promised her most, did not +even yet rest calmly in her grave; such at least was the story, and +Roger believed it. It was in his blood to believe it. The Temples were +a superstitious family, and there was nothing in Roger's upbringing to +correct the tendency. His was not a sceptical or scientific mind. He +was ignorant and poetical and credulous. He had always accepted +unquestioningly the tale that Isabel Temple had been seen on earth +long after the red clay was heaped over her murdered body. Her +bridegroom had seen her, when he went to visit her on the eve of his +second and unhappy marriage; his grandfather had seen her. His +grandmother, who had told him Isabel's story, had told him this too, +and believed it. She had added, with a bitterness foreign to his idea +of her, that her husband had never been the same to her afterwards; +his uncle had seen her--and had lived and died a haunted man. It was +only to men the lovely, restless ghost appeared, and her appearance +boded no good to him who saw. Roger knew this, but he had a curious +longing to see her. He had never avoided her grave as others of his +tribe did. He loved the spot, and he believed that some time he would +see Isabel Temple there. She came, so the story went, to one in each +generation of the family. + +He gazed down at her sunken grave; a little wind, that came stealing +along the floor of the grove, raised and swayed the long, hair-like +grass on it, giving the curious suggestion of something prisoned under +it trying to draw a long breath and float upward. + +Then, when he lifted his eyes again, he saw her! + +She was standing behind the gravestone, under the cherry tree, whose +long white branches touched her head; standing there, with her head +drooping a little, but looking steadily at him. It was just between +dusk and dark now, but he saw her very plainly. She was dressed in +white, with some filmy scarf over her head, and her hair hung in a +dark heavy braid over her shoulder. Her face was small and +ivory-white, and her eyes were very large and dark. Roger looked +straight into them and they did something to him--drew something out +of him that was never to be his again--his heart? his soul? He did not +know. He only knew that lovely Isabel Temple had now come to him and +that he was hers forever. + +For a few moments that seemed years he looked at her--looked till the +lure of her eyes drew him to his feet as a man rises in sleep-walking. +As he slowly stood up, the low-hanging bough of a fir tree pushed his +cap down over his face and blinded him. When he snatched it off, she +was gone. + + * * * * * + +Roger Temple did not go home that night till the spring dawn was in +the sky. Catherine was sleepless with anxiety about him. When she +heard him come up the stairs, she opened her door and peeped out. +Roger went along the hall without seeing her. His brilliant eyes +stared straight before him, and there was something in his face that +made Catherine steal back to her bed with a little shiver of fear. He +looked like his uncle. She did not ask him, when they met at +breakfast, where or how he had spent the night. He had been dreading +the question and was relieved beyond measure when it was not asked. +But, apart from that, he was hardly conscious of her presence. He ate +and drank mechanically and voicelessly. When he had gone out, +Catherine wagged her uncomely grey head ominously. + +"He's bewitched," she muttered. "I know the signs. He's seen her--drat +her! It's time she gave up that kind of work. Well, I dunno what to +do--thar ain't anything I can do, I reckon. He'll never marry now--I'm +as sure of that as of any mortal thing. He's in love with a ghost." + +It had not yet occurred to Roger that he was in love. He thought of +nothing but Isabel Temple--her lovely, lovely face, sweeter than any +picture he had ever seen or any ideal he had dreamed, her long dark +hair, her slim form and, more than all, her compelling eyes. He saw +them wherever he looked--they drew him--he would have followed them to +the end of the world, heedless of all else. + +He longed for night, that he might again steal to the grave in the +haunted grove. She might come again--who knew? He felt no fear, +nothing but a terrible hunger to see her again. But she did not come +that night--nor the next--nor the next. Two weeks went by and he had +not seen her. Perhaps he would never see her again--the thought filled +him with anguish not to be borne. He knew now that he loved +her--Isabel Temple, dead for eighty years. This was love--this +searing, torturing, intolerably sweet thing--this possession of body +and soul and spirit. The poets had sung but weakly of it. He could +tell them better if he could find words. Could other men have loved at +all--could any man love those blowzy, common girls of earth? It seemed +impossible--absurd. There was only one thing that could be loved--that +white spirit. No wonder his uncle had died. He, Roger Temple, would +soon die too. That would be well. Only the dead could woo Isabel. +Meanwhile he revelled in his torment and his happiness--so madly +commingled that he never knew whether he was in heaven or hell. It was +beautiful--and dreadful--and wonderful--and exquisite--oh, so +exquisite. Mortal love could never be so exquisite. He had never lived +before--now he lived in every fibre of his being. + +He was glad Aunt Catherine did not worry him with questions. He had +feared she would. But she never asked any questions now and she was +afraid of Roger, as she had been afraid of his uncle. She dared not +ask questions. It was a thing that must not be tampered with. Who knew +what she might hear if she asked him questions? She was very unhappy. +Something dreadful had happened to her poor boy--he had been bewitched +by that hussy--he would die as his uncle had died. + +"Mebbe it's best," she muttered. "He's the last of the Temples, so +mebbe she'll rest in her grave when she's killed 'em all. I dunno what +she's sich a spite at _them_ for--there'd be more sense if she'd haunt +the Mortons, seein' as a Morton killed her. Well, I'm mighty old and +tired and worn out. It don't seem that it's been much use, the way +I've slaved and fussed to bring that b'y up and keep things together +for him--and now the ghost's got him. I might as well have let him die +when he was a sickly baby." + +If this had been said to Roger he would have retorted that it was +worthwhile to have lived long enough to feel what he was feeling now. +He would not have missed it for a score of other men's lives. He had +drunk of some immortal wine and was as a god. Even if she never came +again, he had seen her once, and she had taught him life's great +secret in that one unforgettable exchange of eyes. She was his--his in +spite of his ugliness and his crooked shoulder. No man could ever take +her from him. + +But she did come again. One evening, when the darkening grove was full +of magic in the light of the rising yellow moon shining across the +level field, Roger sat on the big boulder by the grave. The evening +was very still; there was no sound save the echoes of noisy laughter +that seemed to come up from the bay shore--drunken fishermen, likely +as not. Roger resented the intrusion of such a sound in such a +place--it was a sacrilege. When he came here to dream of her, only the +loveliest of muted sounds should be heard--the faintest whisper of +trees, the half-heard, half-felt moan of surf, the airiest sigh of +wind. He never read Wordsworth now or any other book. He only sat +there and thought of her, his great eyes alight, his pale face flushed +with the wonder of his love. + +She slipped through the dark boughs like a moonbeam and stood by the +stone. Again he saw her quite plainly--saw and drank her in with his +eyes. He did not feel surprise--something in him had known she would +come again. He would not move a muscle lest he lose her as he had lost +her before. They looked at each other--for how long? He did not know; +and then--a horrible thing happened. Into that place of wonder and +revelation and mystery reeled a hiccoughing, laughing creature, a +drunken sailor from a harbour ship, with a leering face and +desecrating breath. + +"Oh, you're here, my dear--I thought I'd catch you yet," he said. + +He caught hold of her. She screamed. Roger sprang forward and struck +him in the face. In his fury of sudden rage the strength of ten seemed +to animate his slender body and pass into his blow. The sailor reeled +back and put up his hands. He was a coward--and even a brave man might +have been daunted by that terrible white face and those blazing eyes. +He backed down the path. + +"Shorry--shorry," he muttered. "Didn't know she was your girl--shorry +I butted in. Shentlemans never butt in--shorry--shir--shorry." + +He kept repeating his ridiculous "shorry" until he was out of the +grove. Then he turned and ran stumblingly across the field. Roger did +not follow; he went back to Isabel Temple's grave. The girl was lying +across it; he thought she was unconscious. He stooped and picked her +up--she was light and small, but she was warm flesh and blood; she +clung uncertainly to him for a moment and he felt her breath on his +face. He did not speak--he was too sick at heart. She did not speak +either. He did not think this strange until afterwards. He was +incapable of thinking just then; he was dazed, wretched, lost. +Presently he became aware that she was timidly pulling his arm. It +seemed that she wanted him to go with her--she was evidently +frightened of that brute--he must take her to safety. And then-- + +She moved on down the little path and he followed. Out in the moonlit +field he saw her clearly. With her drooping head, her flowing dark +hair, her great brown eyes, she looked like the nymph of a wood-brook, +a haunter of shadows, a creature sprung from the wild. But she was +mortal maid, and he--what a fool he had been! Presently he would laugh +at himself, when this dazed agony should clear away from his brain. He +followed her down the long field to the bay shore. Now and then she +paused and looked back to see if he were coming, but she never spoke. +When she reached the shore road she turned and went along it until +they came to an old grey house fronting the calm grey harbour. At its +gate she paused. Roger knew now who she was. Catherine had told him +about her a month ago. + +She was Lilith Barr, a girl of eighteen, who had come to live with her +uncle and aunt. Her father had died some months before. She was +absolutely deaf as the result of some accident in childhood, and she +was, as his own eyes told him, exquisitely lovely in her white, +haunting style. But she was not Isabel Temple; he had tricked +himself--he had lived in a fool's paradise--oh, he must get away and +laugh at himself. He left her at her gate, disregarding the little +hand she put timidly out--but he did not laugh at himself. He went +back to Isabel Temple's grave and flung himself down on it and cried +like a boy. He wept his stormy, anguished soul out on it; and when he +rose and went away, he believed it was forever. He thought he could +never, never go there again. + + * * * * * + +Catherine looked at him curiously the next morning. He looked +wretched--haggard and hollow-eyed. She knew he had not come in till +the summer dawn. But he had lost the rapt, uncanny look she hated; +suddenly she no longer felt afraid of him. With this, she began to ask +questions again. + +"What kept ye out so late again last night, b'y?" she said +reproachfully. + +Roger looked at her in her morning ugliness. He had not really seen +her for weeks. Now she smote on his tortured senses, so long drugged +with beauty, like a physical blow. He suddenly burst into a laughter +that frightened her. + +"Preserve's, b'y, have ye gone mad? Or," she added, "have ye seen +Isabel Temple's ghost?" + +"No," said Roger loudly and explosively. "Don't talk any more about +that damned ghost. Nobody ever saw it. The whole story is balderdash." + +He got up and went violently out, leaving Catherine aghast. Was it +possible Roger had sworn? What on earth had come over the b'y? But +come what had or come what would, he no longer looked _fey_--there was +that much to be thankful for. Even an occasional oath was better than +that. Catherine went stiffly about her dish-washing, resolving to have +'Liza Adams to supper some night. + +For a week Roger lived in agony--an agony of shame and humiliation and +self-contempt. Then, when the edge of his bitter disappointment wore +away, he made another dreadful discovery. He still loved her and +longed for her just as keenly as before. He wanted madly to see +her--her flower-like face, her great, asking eyes, the sleek, braided +flow of her hair. Ghost or woman--spirit or flesh--it mattered not. He +could not live without her. At last his hunger for her drew him to the +old grey house on the bay shore. He knew he was a fool--she would +never look at him; he was only feeding the flame that must consume +him. But go he must and did, seeking for his lost paradise. + +He did not see her when he went in, but Mrs. Barr received him kindly +and talked about her in a pleasant garrulous fashion which jarred on +Roger, yet he listened greedily. Lilith, her aunt told him, had been +made deaf by the accidental explosion of a gun when she was eight +years old. She could not hear a sound but she could talk. + +"A little, that is--not much, but enough to get along with. But she +don't like talking somehow--dunno why. She's shy--and we think maybe +she don't like to talk much because she can't hear her own voice. She +don't ever speak except just when she has to. But she's been trained +to lip-reading something wonderful--she can understand anything that's +said when she can see the person that's talking. Still, it's a +terrible drawback for the poor child--she's never had any real +girl-life and she's dreadful sensitive and retiring. We can't get her +to go out anywhere, only for lonely walks along shore by herself. +We're much obliged for what you did the other night. It ain't safe for +her to wander about alone as she does, but it ain't often anybody from +the harbour gets up this far. She was dreadful upset about it--hasn't +got over her scare yet." + +When Lilith came in, her ivory-white face went scarlet all over at the +sight of Roger. She sat down in a shadowy corner. Mrs. Barr got up +and went out. Roger was mute; he could find nothing to say. He could +have talked glibly enough to Isabel Temple's ghost in some unearthly +tryst by her grave, but he could not find a word to say to this slip +of flesh and blood. He felt very foolish and absurd, and very +conscious of his twisted shoulder. What a fool he had been to come! + +Then Lilith looked up at him--and smiled. A little shy, friendly +smile. Roger suddenly saw her not as the tantalizing, unreal, mystic +thing of the twilit grove, but as a little human creature, exquisitely +pretty in her young-moon beauty, longing for companionship. He got up, +forgetting his ugliness, and went across the room to her. + +"Will you come for a walk," he said eagerly. He held out his hand like +a child; as a child she stood up and took it; like two children they +went out and down the sunset shore. Roger was again incredibly happy. +It was not the same happiness as had been his in that vanished +fortnight; it was a homelier happiness with its feet on the earth. The +amazing thing was that he felt she was happy too--happy because she +was walking with _him_, "Jarback" Temple, whom no girl had even +thought about. A certain secret well-spring of fancy that had seemed +dry welled up in him sparklingly again. + +Through the summer weeks the odd courtship went on. Roger talked to +her as he had never talked to anyone. He did not find it in the least +hard to talk to her, though her necessity of watching his face so +closely while he talked bothered him occasionally. He felt that her +intent gaze was reading his soul as well as his lips. She never talked +much herself; what she did say she spoke so low that it was hardly +above a whisper, but she had a voice as lovely as her face--sweet, +cadenced, haunting. Roger was quite mad about her, and he was horribly +afraid that he could never get up enough courage to ask her to marry +him. And he was afraid that if he did, she would never consent. In +spite of her shy, eager welcomes he could not believe she could care +for him--for _him_. She liked him, she was sorry for him, but it was +unthinkable that she, white, exquisite Lilith, could marry him and sit +at his table and his hearth. He was a fool to dream of it. + +To the existence of romance and glamour in which he lived, no gossip +of the countryside penetrated. Yet much gossip there was, and at last +it came blundering in on Roger to destroy his fairy world a second +time. He came downstairs one night in the twilight, ready to go to +Lilith. His aunt and an old crony were talking in the kitchen; the +crony was old, and Catherine, supposing Roger was out of the house, +was talking loudly in that horrible voice of hers with still more +horrible zest and satisfaction. + +"Yes, I'm guessing it'll be a match as ye say. Oh the b'y's doing +well. He ain't for every market, as I'm bound to admit. Ef she wan't +deaf she wouldn't look at him, no doubt. But she has scads of +money--they won't need to do a tap of work unless they like--and she's +a good housekeeper too her aunt tells me. She's pretty enough to suit +him--he's as particular as never was--and he wan't crooked and she +wan't deaf when they was born, so it's likely their children will be +all right. I'm that proud when I think of the match." + +Roger fled out of the house, white of face and sick of heart. He went, +not to the bay shore, but to Isabel Temple's grave. He had never been +there since the night when he had rescued Lilith, but now he rushed to +it in his new agony. His aunt's horrible practicalities had filled him +with disgust--they dragged his love in the dust of sordid things. And +Lilith was rich; he had never known that--never suspected it. He could +never ask her to marry him now; he must never see her again. For the +second time he had lost her, and this second losing could not be +borne. + +He sat down on the big boulder by the grave and dropped his poor grey +face in his hands, moaning in anguish. Nothing was left him, not even +dreams. He hoped he could soon die. + +He did not know how long he sat there--he did not know when she came. +But when he lifted his miserable eyes, he saw her, sitting just a +little way from him on the big stone and looking at him with something +in her face that made his heart beat madly. He forgot Aunt Catherine's +sacrilege--he forgot that he was a presumptuous fool. He bent forward +and kissed her lips for the first time. The wonder of it loosed his +bound tongue. + +"Lilith," he gasped, "I love you." + +She put her hand into his and nestled closer to him. + +"I thought you would have told me that long ago," she said. + + + + +Uncle Richard's New Year's Dinner + + +Prissy Baker was in Oscar Miller's store New Year's morning, buying +matches--for New Year's was not kept as a business holiday in +Quincy--when her uncle, Richard Baker, came in. He did not look at +Prissy, nor did she wish him a happy New Year; she would not have +dared. Uncle Richard had not been on speaking terms with her or her +father, his only brother, for eight years. + +He was a big, ruddy, prosperous-looking man--an uncle to be proud of, +Prissy thought wistfully, if only he were like other people's uncles, +or, indeed, like what he used to be himself. He was the only uncle +Prissy had, and when she had been a little girl they had been great +friends; but that was before the quarrel, in which Prissy had had no +share, to be sure, although Uncle Richard seemed to include her in his +rancour. + +Richard Baker, so he informed Mr. Miller, was on his way to Navarre +with a load of pork. + +"I didn't intend going over until the afternoon," he said, "but Joe +Hemming sent word yesterday he wouldn't be buying pork after twelve +today. So I have to tote my hogs over at once. I don't care about +doing business New Year's morning." + +"Should think New Year's would be pretty much the same as any other +day to you," said Mr. Miller, for Richard Baker was a bachelor, with +only old Mrs. Janeway to keep house for him. + +"Well, I always like a good dinner on New Year's," said Richard Baker. +"It's about the only way I can celebrate. Mrs. Janeway wanted to spend +the day with her son's family over at Oriental, so I was laying out to +cook my own dinner. I got everything ready in the pantry last night, +'fore I got word about the pork. I won't get back from Navarre before +one o'clock, so I reckon I'll have to put up with a cold bite." + +After her Uncle Richard had driven away, Prissy walked thoughtfully +home. She had planned to spend a nice, lazy holiday with the new book +her father had given her at Christmas and a box of candy. She did not +even mean to cook a dinner, for her father had had to go to town that +morning to meet a friend and would be gone the whole day. There was +nobody else to cook dinner for. Prissy's mother had died when Prissy +was a baby. She was her father's housekeeper, and they had jolly times +together. + +But as she walked home, she could not help thinking about Uncle +Richard. He would certainly have cold New Year cheer, enough to chill +the whole coming year. She felt sorry for him, picturing him returning +from Navarre, cold and hungry, to find a fireless house and an +uncooked dinner in the pantry. + +Suddenly an idea popped into Prissy's head. Dared she? Oh, she never +could! But he would never know--there would be plenty of time--she +would! + +Prissy hurried home, put her matches away, took a regretful peep at +her unopened book, then locked the door and started up the road to +Uncle Richard's house half a mile away. She meant to go and cook Uncle +Richard's dinner for him, get it all beautifully ready, then slip away +before he came home. He would never suspect her of it. Prissy would +not have him suspect for the world; she thought he would be more +likely to throw a dinner of her cooking out of doors than to eat it. + +Eight years before this, when Prissy had been nine years old, Richard +and Irving Baker had quarrelled over the division of a piece of +property. The fault had been mainly on Richard's side, and that very +fact made him all the more unrelenting and stubborn. He had never +spoken to his brother since, and he declared he never would. Prissy +and her father felt very badly over it, but Uncle Richard did not seem +to feel badly at all. To all appearance he had completely forgotten +that there were such people in the world as his brother Irving and his +niece Prissy. + +Prissy had no trouble in breaking into Uncle Richard's house, for the +woodshed door was unfastened. She tripped into the hostile kitchen +with rosy cheeks and mischief sparkling in her eyes. This was an +adventure--this was fun! She would tell her father all about it when +he came home at night and what a laugh they would have! + +There was still a good fire in the stove, and in the pantry Prissy +found the dinner in its raw state--a fine roast of fresh pork, +potatoes, cabbage, turnips and the ingredients of a raisin pudding, +for Richard Baker was fond of raisin puddings, and could make them as +well as Mrs. Janeway could, if that was anything to boast of. + +In a short time the kitchen was full of bubbling and hissings and +appetizing odours. Prissy enjoyed herself hugely, and the raisin +pudding, which she rather doubtfully mixed up, behaved itself +beautifully. + +"Uncle Richard said he'd be home by one," said Prissy to herself, as +the clock struck twelve, "so I'll set the table now, dish up the +dinner, and leave it where it will keep warm until he gets here. Then +I'll slip away home. I'd like to see his face when he steps in. I +suppose he'll think one of the Jenner girls across the street has +cooked his dinner." + +Prissy soon had the table set, and she was just peppering the turnips +when a gruff voice behind her said: + +"Well, well, what does this mean?" + +Prissy whirled around as if she had been shot, and there stood Uncle +Richard in the woodshed door! + +Poor Prissy! She could not have looked or felt more guilty if Uncle +Richard had caught her robbing his desk. She did not drop the turnips +for a wonder; but she was too confused to set them down, so she stood +there holding them, her face crimson, her heart thumping, and a +horrible choking in her throat. + +"I--I--came up to cook your dinner for you, Uncle Richard," she +stammered. "I heard you say--in the store--that Mrs. Janeway had gone +home and that you had nobody to cook your New Year's dinner for you. +So I thought I'd come and do it, but I meant to slip away before you +came home." + +Poor Prissy felt that she would never get to the end of her +explanation. Would Uncle Richard be angry? Would he order her from the +house? + +"It was very kind of you," said Uncle Richard drily. "It's a wonder +your father let you come." + +"Father was not home, but I am sure he would not have prevented me if +he had been. Father has no hard feelings against you, Uncle Richard." + +"Humph!" said Uncle Richard. "Well, since you've cooked the dinner you +must stop and help me eat it. It smells good, I must say. Mrs. Janeway +always burns pork when she roasts it. Sit down, Prissy. I'm hungry." + +They sat down. Prissy felt quite giddy and breathless, and could +hardly eat for excitement; but Uncle Richard had evidently brought +home a good appetite from Navarre, and he did full justice to his New +Year's dinner. He talked to Prissy too, quite kindly and politely, and +when the meal was over he said slowly: + +"I'm much obliged to you, Prissy, and I don't mind owning to you that +I'm sorry for my share in the quarrel, and have wanted for a long time +to be friends with your father again, but I was too ashamed and proud +to make the first advance. You can tell him so for me, if you like. +And if he's willing to let bygones be bygones, tell him I'd like him +to come up here with you tonight when he gets home and spend the +evening with me." + +"Oh, he will come, I know!" cried Prissy joyfully. "He has felt so +badly about not being friendly with you, Uncle Richard. I'm as glad as +can be." + +Prissy ran impulsively around the table and kissed Uncle Richard. He +looked up at his tall, girlish niece with a smile of pleasure. + +"You're a good girl, Prissy, and a kind-hearted one too, or you'd +never have come up here to cook a dinner for a crabbed old uncle who +deserved to eat cold dinners for his stubbornness. It made me cross +today when folks wished me a happy New Year. It seemed like mockery +when I hadn't a soul belonging to me to make it happy. But it has +brought me happiness already, and I believe it will be a happy year +all the way through." + +"Indeed it will!" laughed Prissy. "I'm so happy now I could sing. I +believe it was an inspiration--my idea of coming up here to cook your +dinner for you." + +"You must promise to come and cook my New Year's dinner for me every +New Year we live near enough together," said Uncle Richard. + +And Prissy promised. + + + + +White Magic + + +One September afternoon in the year of grace 1840 Avery and Janet +Sparhallow were picking apples in their Uncle Daniel Sparhallow's big +orchard. It was an afternoon of mellow sunshine; about them, beyond +the orchard, were old harvest fields, mellowly bright and serene, and +beyond the fields the sapphire curve of the St. Lawrence Gulf was +visible through the groves of spruce and birch. There was a soft +whisper of wind in the trees, and the pale purple asters that +feathered the orchard grass swayed gently towards each other. Janet +Sparhallow, who loved the outdoor world and its beauty, was, for the +time being at least, very happy, as her little brown face, with its +fine, satiny skin, plainly showed. Avery Sparhallow did not seem so +happy. She worked rather abstractedly and frowned oftener than she +smiled. + +Avery Sparhallow was conceded to be a beauty, and had no rival in +Burnley Beach. She was very pretty, with the obvious, indisputable +prettiness of rich black hair, vivid, certain colour, and laughing, +brilliant eyes. Nobody ever called Janet a beauty, or even thought her +pretty. She was only seventeen--five years younger than Avery--and was +rather lanky and weedy, with a rope of straight dark-brown hair, long, +narrow, shining brown eyes and very black lashes, and a crooked, +clever little mouth. She had visitations of beauty when excited, +because then she flushed deeply, and colour made all the difference in +the world to her; but she had never happened to look in the glass when +excited, so that she had never seen herself beautiful; and hardly +anybody else had ever seen her so, because she was always too shy and +awkward and tongue-tied in company to feel excited over anything. Yet +very little could bring that transforming flush to her face: a wind +off the gulf, a sudden glimpse of blue upland, a flame-red poppy, a +baby's laugh, a certain footstep. As for Avery Sparhallow, she never +got excited over anything--not even her wedding dress, which had come +from Charlottetown that day, and was incomparably beyond anything that +had ever been seen in Burnley Beach before. For it was made of an +apple-green silk, sprayed over with tiny rosebuds, which had been +specially sent for to England, where Aunt Matilda Sparhallow had a +brother in the silk trade. Avery Sparhallow's wedding dress was making +far more of a sensation in Burnley Beach than her wedding itself was +making. For Randall Burnley had been dangling after her for three +years, and everybody knew that there was nobody for a Sparhallow to +marry except a Burnley and nobody for a Burnley to marry except a +Sparhallow. + +"Only one silk dress--and I want a dozen," Avery had said scornfully. + +"What would you do with a dozen silk dresses on a farm?" Janet asked +wonderingly. + +"Oh--what indeed?" agreed Avery, with an impatient laugh. + +"Randall will think just as much of you in drugget as in silk," said +Janet, meaning to comfort. + +Again Avery laughed. + +"That is true. Randall never notices what a woman has on. I like a man +who does notice--and tells me about it. I like a man who likes me +better in silk than in drugget. I will wear this rosebud silk when I'm +married, and it will be supposed to last me the rest of my life and be +worn on all state occasions, and in time become an heirloom like Aunt +Matilda's hideous blue satin. I want a new silk dress every month." + +Janet paid little attention to this kind of raving. Avery had always +been more or less discontented. She would be contented enough after +she was married. Nobody could be discontented who was Randall +Burnley's wife. Janet was sure of that. + +Janet liked picking apples; Avery did not like it; but Aunt Matilda +had decreed that the red apples should be picked that afternoon, and +Aunt Matilda's word was law at the Sparhallow farm, even for wilful +Avery. So they worked and talked as they worked--of Avery's wedding, +which was to be as soon as Bruce Gordon should arrive from Scotland. + +"I wonder what Bruce will be like," said Avery. "It is eight years +since he went home to Scotland. He was sixteen then--he will be +twenty-four now. He went away a boy--he will come back a man." + +"I don't remember much about him," said Janet. "I was only nine when +he went away. He used to tease me--I do remember that." There was a +little resentment in her voice. Janet had never liked being teased. +Avery laughed. + +"You were so touchy, Janet. Touchy people always get teased. Bruce was +very handsome--and as nice as he was handsome. Those two years he was +here were the nicest, gayest time I ever had. I wish he had stayed in +Canada. But of course he wouldn't do that. His father was a rich man +and Bruce was ambitious. Oh, Janet, I wish I could live in the old +land. That would be life." + +Janet had heard all this before and could not understand it. She had +no hankering for either Scotland or England. She loved the new land +and its wild, virgin beauty. She yearned to the future, never to the +past. + +"I'm tired of Burnley Beach," Avery went on passionately, shaking +apples wildly off a laden bough by way of emphasis. "I know all the +people--what they are--what they can be. It's like reading a book for +the twentieth time. I know where I was born and who I'll marry--and +where I'll be buried. That's knowing too much. All my days will be +alike when I marry Randall. There will never be anything unexpected or +surprising about them. I tell you Janet," Avery seized another bough +and shook it with a vengeance, "I hate the very thought of it." + +"The thought of--what?" said Janet in bewilderment. + +"Of marrying Randall Burnley--or marrying anybody down here--and +settling down on a farm for life." + +Then Avery sat down on the rung of her ladder and laughed at Janet's +face. + +"You look stunned, Janet. Did you really think I wanted to marry +Randall?" + +Janet was stunned, and she did think that. How could any girl not want +to marry Randall Burnley if she had the chance? + +"Don't you love him?" she asked stupidly. + +Avery bit into a nut-sweet apple. + +"No," she said frankly. "Oh, I don't hate him, of course. I like him +well enough. I like him very well. But we'll quarrel all our lives." + +"Then what are you marrying him for?" asked Janet. + +"Why, I'm getting on--twenty-two--all the girls of my age are married +already. I won't be an old maid, and there's nobody but Randall. +Nobody good enough for a Sparhallow, that is. You wouldn't want me to +marry Ned Adams or John Buchanan, would you?" + +"No," said Janet, who had her full share of the Sparhallow pride. + +"Well, then, of course I must marry Randall. That's settled and +there's no use making faces over the notion. I'm not making faces, but +I'm tired of hearing you talk as if you thought I adored him and must +be in the seventh heaven because I was going to marry him, you +romantic child." + +"Does Randall know you feel like this?" asked Janet in a low tone. + +"No. Randall is like all men--vain and self-satisfied--and believes +I'm crazy about him. It's just as well to let him think so, until +we're safely married anyhow. Randall has some romantic notions too, +and I'm not sure that he'd marry me if he knew, in spite of his three +years' devotion. And I have no intention of being jilted three weeks +before my wedding day." + +Avery laughed again, and tossed away the core of her apple. + +Janet, who had been very pale, went crimson and lovely. She could not +endure hearing Randall criticized. "Vain and self-satisfied"--when +there was never a man less so! She was horrified to feel that she +almost hated Avery--Avery who did not love Randall. + +"What a pity Randall didn't take a fancy to you instead of me, Janet," +said Avery teasingly. "Wouldn't you like to marry him, Janet? Wouldn't +you now?" + +"No," cried Janet angrily. "I just like Randall, I've liked him ever +since that day when I was a little thing and he came here and saved me +from being shut up all day in that dreadful dark closet because I +broke Aunt Matilda's blue cup--when I hadn't meant to break it. He +wouldn't let her shut me up! He is like that--he understands! I want +you to marry him because he wants you, and it isn't fair that +you--that you--" + +"Nothing is fair in this world, child. Is it fair that I, who am so +pretty--you know I am pretty, Janet--and who love life and excitement, +should have to be buried on a P.E. Island farm all my days? Or else be +an old maid because a Sparhallow mustn't marry beneath her? Come, +Janet, don't look so woebegone. I wouldn't have told you if I'd +thought you'd take it so much to heart. I'll be a good wife to +Randall, never fear, and I'll keep him up to the notch of prosperity +much better than if I thought him a little lower than the angels. It +doesn't do to think a man perfection, Janet, because he thinks so too, +and when he finds someone who agrees with him he is inclined to rest +on his oars." + +"At any rate, you don't care for anyone else," said Janet hopefully. + +"Not I. I like Randall as well as I like anybody." + +"Randall won't be satisfied with that," muttered Janet. But Avery did +not hear her, having picked up her basket of apples and gone. Janet +sat down on the lower rung of the ladder and gave herself up to an +unpleasant reverie. Oh, how the world had changed in half an hour! She +had never been so worried in her life. She was so fond of Randall--she +had always been fond of him--why, he was just like a brother to her! +She couldn't possibly love a brother more. And Avery was going to hurt +him; it would hurt him horribly when he found out she did not love +him. Janet could not bear the thought of Randall being hurt; it made +her fairly savage. He must not be hurt--Avery must love him. Janet +could not understand why she did not. + +Surely everyone must love Randall. It had never occurred to Janet to +ask herself, as Avery had asked, if she would like to marry Randall. +Randall could never fancy her--a little plain, brown thing, only half +grown. Nobody could think of her beside beautiful, rose-faced Avery. +Janet accepted this fact unquestioningly. She had never been jealous. +She only felt that she wanted Randall to have everything he wanted--to +be perfectly happy. Why, it would be dreadful if he did not marry +Avery--if he went and married some other girl. She would never see +him then, never have any more delightful talks with him about all the +things they both loved so much--winds and delicate dawns, mysterious +woods in moonlight and starry midnights, silver-white sails going out +of the harbour in the magic of morning, and the grey of gulf storms. +There would be nothing in life; it would just be one great, unbearable +emptiness; for she, herself, would never marry. There was nobody for +her to marry--and she didn't care. If she could have Randall for a +real brother, she would not mind a bit being an old maid. And there +was that beautiful new frame house Randall had built for his bride, +which she, Janet, had helped him build, because Avery would not +condescend to details of pantry and linen closet and cupboards. Janet +and Randall had had such fun over the cupboards. No stranger must ever +come to be mistress of that house. Randall must marry Avery, and she +must love him. Could anything be done to make her love him? + +"I believe I'll go and see Granny Thomas," said Janet desperately. + +She thought this was a silly idea, but it still haunted her and would +not be shaken off. Granny Thomas was a very old woman who lived at +Burnley Cove and was reputed to be something of a witch. That is, +people who were not Sparhallows or Burnleys gave her that name. +Sparhallows or Burnleys, of course, were above believing in such +nonsense. Janet was above believing it; but still--the sailors along +shore were careful to "keep on the good side" of Granny Thomas, lest +she brew an unfavourable wind for them, and there was much talk of +love potions. Janet knew that people said Peggy Buchanan would never +have got Jack McLeod if Granny had not given her a love potion. Jack +had never looked at Peggy, though she was after him for years; and +then, all at once, he was quite mad about her--and married her--and +wore her life out with jealousy. And Peggy, the homeliest of all the +Buchanan girls! There must be something in it. Janet made a sudden +desperate resolve. She would go to Granny and ask her for a love +potion to make Avery love Randall. If Granny couldn't do any good, she +couldn't do any harm. Janet was a little afraid of her, and had never +been near her house, but what wouldn't she do for Randall? + + * * * * * + +Janet never lost much time in carrying out any resolution she made. +The next afternoon she slipped away to visit Granny Thomas. She put on +her longest dress and did her hair up for the first time. Granny must +not think her a child. She rowed herself down the long pond to the row +of golden-brown sand dunes that parted it from the gulf. It was a +wonderful autumn day. There were wild growths and colours and scents +in sweet procession all around the pond. Every curve in it revealed +some little whim of loveliness. On the left bank, in a grove of birch, +was Randall's new house, waiting to be sanctified by love and joy and +birth. Janet loved to be alone thus with the delightful day. She was +sorry when she had walked over the stretch of windy weedy sea fields +and reached Granny's little tumbledown house at the Cove--sorry and a +little frightened as well. But only a little; there was good stuff in +Janet; she lifted the latch boldly and walked in when Granny bade. +Granny was curled up on a stool by her fireplace, and if ever anybody +did look like a witch, she did. She waved her pipe at another stool, +and Janet sat down, gazing a little curiously at Granny, whom she had +never seen at such close quarters before. + +Will I look like that when I am very old? she thought, beholding +Granny's wizened, marvellously wrinkled face. I wonder if anybody will +be sorry when you die. + +"Staring wasn't thought good manners in my time," said Granny. Then, +as Janet blushed crimson under the rebuke, she added, "Keep red like +that instead o' white, and you won't need no love ointment." + +Janet felt a little cold thrill. How did Granny know what she had come +for? Was she a real witch after all? For a moment she wished she +hadn't come. Perhaps it was not right to tamper with the powers of +darkness. Peggy Buchanan was notoriously unhappy. If Janet had known +how to get herself away, she would have gone without asking for +anything. + +Then a sound came from the lean-to behind the house. + +"S-s-h. I hear the devil grunting like a pig," muttered Granny, +looking very impish. + +But Janet smiled a little contemptuously. She knew it was a pig and no +devil. Granny Thomas was only an old fraud. Her awe passed away and +left her cool Sparhallow. + +"Can you," she said with her own directness, "make a--a person care +for another person--care--very much?" + +Granny removed her pipe and chuckled. + +"What you want is toad ointment," she said. + +Toad ointment! Janet shuddered. That did not sound very nice. Granny +noticed the shudder. + +"Nothing like it," she said, nodding her crone-like old grey head. +"There's other things, but noan so sure. Put a li'l bit--oh, such a +li'l bit--on his eyelids, and he's yourn for life. You need something +powerful--you're noan so pretty--only when you're blushing." + +Janet was blushing again. So Granny thought she wanted the charm for +herself! Well, what did it matter? Randall was the only one to be +considered. + +"Is it very--expensive?" she faltered. She had not much money. Money +was no plentiful thing on a P.E.I. farm in 1840. + +"Oh, noa--oh, noa," Granny leered. "I don't sell it. I gives it. I +like to see young folks happy. You don't need much, as I've said--just +a li'l smootch and you'll have your man, and send old Granny a bite o' +the wedding cake and fig o' baccy for luck, and a bid to the fir-r-st +christening! Doan't forget that, dearie." + +Janet was cold again with anger. She hated old Granny Thomas. She +would never come near her again. + +"I'd rather pay you its worth," she said coldly. + +"You couldn't, dearie. What money could be eno' for such a treasure? +But that's the Sparhallow pride. Well, go, see if the Sparhallow pride +and the Sparhallow money will buy you your lad's love." + +Granny looked so angry that Janet hastened to appease her. + +"Oh, please forgive me--I meant no offence. Only--it must have cost +you much trouble to make it." + +Granny chuckled again. She was vastly pleased to see a Sparhallow +suing to her--a Sparhallow! + +"Toads am cheap," she said. "It's all in the knowing how and the time +o' the moon. Here, take this li'l pill box--there's eno' in it--and +put a li'l bit on his eyelids when you've getten the chance--and when +he looks at you, he'll love you. Mind you, though, that he looks at no +other first--it's the first one he sees that he'll love. That's the +way it works." + +"Thank you." Janet took the little box. She wished she dared to go at +once. But perhaps this would anger Granny. Granny looked at her with a +twinkle in her little, incredibly old eyes. + +"Be off," she said. "You're in a hurry to go--you're as proud as any +of the proud Sparhallows. But I bear you no grudge. I likes proud +people--when they have to come to me to get help." + +Janet found herself outside with a relieved heart in her bosom and her +little box in her hand. For a moment she was tempted to throw it away. +But no--Randall would be so unhappy if he found out Avery didn't love +him! She would try the ointment at least--she would try to forget +about the toads and not let herself think how it was made--something +might come of it. + + * * * * * + +Janet hurried home along the shore, where a silvery wave broke in a +little lovely silvery curve on the sand. She was so happy that her +cheeks burned, and Randall Burnley, who was sitting on the edge of her +flat when she reached the pond, looked at her with admiration. Janet +dropped her box into her pocket stealthily when she saw him. What with +her guilty secret, she hardly knew whether she was glad or not when +he said he was going to row her up the pond. + +"I saw you go down an hour ago and I've been waiting ever since," he +said. "Where have you been?" + +"Oh--I just--wanted a walk--this lovely day," said Janet miserably. +She felt that she was telling an untruth and this hurt her +horribly--especially when it was to Randall. This was what came of +truck with witches--you were led into falsehood and deception +straightaway. Again Janet was tempted to drop Granny's pill box into +the depths of Burnley Pond--and again she decided not to because she +saw Randall Burnley's deep-set, blue-grey eyes, that could look tender +or sorrowful or passionate or whimsical as he willed, and thought how +they would look when he found Avery did not love him. + +So Janet drowned the voice of conscience and was brazenly happy--happy +because Randall Burnley rowed her up the pond--happy because he walked +halfway home with her over the autumnal fields--happy because he +talked of the day and the sea and the golden weather, as only Randall +could talk. But she thought she was happy because she had in her +pocket what might make Avery love him. + +Randall went as far as the stile in the birch wood between the Burnley +and the Sparhallow land--and he kept her there talking for another +half-hour--and though he talked only of a book he had read and a new +puppy he was training, Janet listened with her soul in her ears. She +talked too--quite freely; she was never in the least shy or +tongue-tied or awkward in Randall's company. There she was always at +her best, with a delightful feeling of being understood. She wondered +if he noticed she had her hair done up. Her eyes shone and her brown +face was full of rosy, kissable hues. When he finally turned away +homeward, life went flat. Janet decided she was very tired after her +long walk and her trying interview. But it did not matter, since she +had her love potion. That was so much nicer a name than toad ointment. + +That night Janet rubbed mutton tallow on her hands. She had never done +that before--she had thought it vain and foolish--though Avery did it +every night. But that afternoon on the pond Randall had said something +about the beautiful shape of her pretty slender hands. He had never +paid her a compliment before. Her hands were brown and a little +hard--not soft and white like Avery's. So Janet resorted to the mutton +tallow. If one had a scrap of beauty, if only in one's hands, one +might as well take care of it. + +Having got her ointment, the next thing was to make use of it. This +was not so easy--because, in the first place, it must not be done when +there was any danger of Avery's seeing some other than Randall +first--and it must be done without Avery's knowing it. The two +problems combined were almost too much for Janet. She bided her chance +like a watchful cat--but it did not come. Two weeks went by and it had +not come. Janet was getting very desperate. The wedding day was only a +week away. The bride's cake was made and the turkeys fattened. The +invitations were sent out. Janet's own bridesmaid dress was ready. And +still the little pill box in the till of Janet's blue chest was +unopened. She had never even opened it, lest virtue escape. + +Then her chance came at last, unexpectedly. One evening at dusk, when +Janet was crossing the little dark upstairs hall, Aunt Matilda called +up to her. + +"Janet, send Avery down. There is a young man wanting to see her." + +Aunt Matilda was laughing a little--as she always did when Randall +came. It was a habit with her, hanging over from the early days of +Randall's courtship. Janet went on into their room to tell Avery. And +lo, Avery was lying asleep on her bed, tired out from her busy day. +Janet, after one glance, flew to her chest. She took out her pill box +and opened it, a little fearfully. The toad ointment was there, dark +and unpleasant enough to view. Janet tiptoed breathlessly to the bed +and gingerly scraped the tip of her finger in the ointment. + +She said so little would be enough--oh, I hope I'm not doing wrong. + +Trembling with excitement, she brushed lightly the white lids of +Avery's eyes. Avery stirred and opened them. Janet guiltily thrust her +pill box behind her. + +"Randall is downstairs asking for you, Avery." + +Avery sat up, looking annoyed. She had not expected Randall that +evening and would greatly have preferred a continuance of her nap. She +went down crossly enough, but looking very lovely, flushed from sleep. +Janet stood in their room, clasping her cold hands nervously over her +breast. Would the charm work? Oh, she must know--she must know. She +could not wait. After a few moments that seemed like years she crept +down the stairs and out into the dusk of the June-warm September +night. Like a shadow she slipped up to the open parlour window and +looked cautiously in between the white muslin curtains. The next +minute she had fallen on her knees in the mint bed. She wished she +could die then and there. + +The young man in the parlour was not Randall Burnley. He was dark and +smart and handsome; he was sitting on the sofa by Avery's side, +holding her hands in his, smiling into her rosy, delighted, excited +face. And he was Bruce Gordon--no doubt of that. Bruce Gordon, the +expected cousin from Scotland! + +"Oh, what have I done? What have I done?" moaned poor Janet, wringing +her hands. She had seen Avery's face quite plainly--had seen the look +in her eyes. Avery had never looked at Randall Burnley like that. +Granny Thomas' abominable ointment had worked all right--and Avery had +fallen in love with the wrong man. + +Janet, cold with horror and remorse, dragged herself up to the window +again and listened. She must know--she must be sure. She could hear +only a word here and there, but that word was enough. + +"I thought you promised to wait for me, Avery," Bruce said +reproachfully. + +"You were so long in coming back--I thought you had forgotten me," +cried Avery. + +"I think I did forget a little, Avery. I was such a boy. But +now--well, thank Heaven, I haven't come too late." + +There was a silence, and shameless Janet, peering above the window +sill, saw what she saw. It was enough. She crept away upstairs to her +room. She was lying there across the bed when Avery swept in--a +splendid, transfigured Avery, flushed triumphant. Janet sat up, +pallid, tear-stained, and looked at her. + +"Janet," said Avery, "I am going to marry Bruce Gordon next Wednesday +night instead of Randall Burnley." + +Janet sprang forward and caught Avery's hand. + +"You must not," she cried wildly. "It's all my fault--oh, if I could +only die--I got the love ointment from Granny Thomas to rub on your +eyes to make you love the first man you would see. I meant it to be +Randall--I thought it was Randall--oh, Avery!" + +Avery had been listening, between amazement and anger. Now anger +mastered amazement. + +"Janet Sparhallow," she cried, "are you crazy? Or do you mean that you +went to Granny Thomas--you, a Sparhallow!--and asked her for a love +philtre to make me love Randall Burnley?" + +"I didn't tell her it was for you--she thought I wanted it for +myself," moaned Janet. "Oh, we must undo it--I'll go to her again--no +doubt she knows of some way to undo the spell--" + +Avery, whose rages never lasted long, threw back her dark head and +laughed ringingly. + +"Janet Sparhallow, you talk as if you lived in the dark ages! The idea +of supposing that horrid old woman could give you love philtres! Why, +girl, I've always loved Bruce--always. But I thought he'd forgotten +me. And tonight when he came I found he hadn't. There's the whole +thing in a nutshell. I'm going to marry him and go home with him to +Scotland." + +"And what about Randall?" said Janet, corpse-white. + +"Oh, Randall--pooh! Do you suppose I'm worrying about Randall? But +you must go to him tomorrow and tell him for me, Janet." + +"I will not--I will not." + +"Then I'll tell him myself--and I'll tell him about you going to +Granny," said Avery cruelly. "Janet, don't stand there looking like +that. I've no patience with you. I shall be perfectly happy with +Bruce--I would have been miserable with Randall. I know I shan't sleep +a wink tonight--I'm so excited. Why, Janet, I'll be Mrs. Gordon of +Gordon Brae--and I'll have everything heart can desire and the man of +my heart to boot. What has lanky Randall Burnley with his little +six-roomed house to set against that?" + +If Avery did not sleep, neither did Janet. She lay awake till dawn, +suffering such misery as she had never endured in her life before. She +knew she must go to Randall Burnley tomorrow and break his heart. If +she did not, Avery would tell him--tell him what Janet had done. And +he must not know that--he must not. Janet could not bear that thought. + + * * * * * + +It was a pallid, dull-eyed Janet who went through the birch wood to +the Burnley farm next afternoon, leaving behind her an excited +household where the sudden change of bridegrooms, as announced by +Avery, had rather upset everybody. Janet found Randall working in the +garden of his new house--setting out rosebushes for Avery--Avery, who +was to jilt him at the very altar, so to speak. He came over to open +the gate for Janet, smiling his dear smile. It was a dear smile--Janet +caught her breath over the dearness of it--and she was going to blot +it off his face. + +She spoke out, with plainness and directness. When you had to deal a +mortal blow, why try to lighten it? + +"Avery sent me to tell you that she is going to marry Bruce Gordon +instead of you. He came last night--and she says that she has always +liked him best." + +A very curious change came over Randall's face--but not the change +Janet had expected to see. Instead of turning pale Randall flushed; +and instead of a sharp cry of pain and incredulity, Randall said in no +uncertain tones, "Thank God!" + +Janet wondered if she were dreaming. Granny Thomas' love potion seemed +to have turned the world upside down. For Randall's arms were about +her and Randall was pressing his lean bronzed cheek to hers and +Randall was saying: + +"Now I can tell you, Janet, how much I love you." + +"Me? Me!" choked Janet. + +"You. Why, you're in the very core of my heart, girl. Don't tell me +you can't love me--you can--you must--why, Janet," for his eyes had +caught and locked with hers for a minute, "you do!" + +There were five minutes about which nobody can tell anything, for even +Randall and Janet never knew clearly just what happened in those five +minutes. Then Janet, feeling somehow as if she had died and then come +back to life, found her tongue. + +"Three years ago you came courting Avery," she said reproachfully. + +"Three years ago you were a child. I did not think about you. I wanted +a wife--and Avery was pretty. I thought I was in love with her. Then +you grew up all at once--and we were such good friends--I never could +talk to Avery--she wasn't interested in anything I said--and you have +eyes that catch a man--I've always thought of your eyes. But I was +honour-bound to Avery--I didn't dream you cared. You must marry me +next Wednesday, Janet--we'll have a double wedding. You won't +mind--being married--so soon?" + +"Oh, no--I won't--mind," said Janet dazedly. "Only--oh, Randall--I +must tell you--I didn't mean to tell you--I'd have rather died--but +now--I must tell you about it now--because I can't bear anything +hidden between us. I went to old Granny Thomas--and got a love +ointment from her--to make Avery love you, because I knew she +didn't--and I wanted you to be happy--Randall, don't--I can't talk +when you do that! Do you think Granny's ointment could have made her +care for Bruce?" + +Randall laughed--the little, low laugh of the triumphant lover. + +"If it did, I'm glad of it. But I need no such ointment on my eyes to +make me love you--you carry your philtre in that elfin little face of +yours, Janet." + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1909 to 1922, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24878-8.txt or 24878-8.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24878/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24878] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ISO-8859-1 + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + +</pre> + + +<br /> +<hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="block2"> +<p>Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order:</p> + +<div class="block2"> +<p class="noin">Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908<br /> +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922</p> +</div> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="toc" id="toc"></a><hr /> +<br /> + + +<h2>Short Stories 1909 to 1922</h2> +<br /> + +<div class="centered"> +<table border="0" cellpadding="2" cellspacing="0" width="50%" summary="List of Stories"> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#A_Golden_Wedding">A Golden Wedding</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl" width="80%"><a href="#A_Redeeming_Sacrifice">A Redeeming Sacrifice</a></td> + <td class="tdr" width="20%">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#A_Soul_That_Was_Not_at_Home">A Soul that Was Not At Home</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1915</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Abel_and_His_Great_Adventure">Abel And His Great Adventure</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1917</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Akin_To_Love">Akin to Love</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Aunt_Philippa_and_the_Men">Aunt Philippa and the Men</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1915</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Bessies_Doll">Bessie's Doll</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1914</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Charlottes_Ladies">Charlotte's Ladies</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1911</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Christmas_at_Red_Butte">Christmas at Red Butte</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#How_We_Went_to_the_Wedding">How We Went to the Wedding</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1913</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Jessamine">Jessamine</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Miss_Sallys_Letter">Miss Sally's Letter</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1910</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#My_Lady_Jane">My Lady Jane</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1915</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Robert_Turners_Revenge">Robert Turner's Revenge</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Fillmore_Elderberries">The Fillmore Elderberries</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Finished_Story">The Finished Story</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1912</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Garden_of_Spices">The Garden of Spices</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1918</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Girl_and_the_Photograph">The Girl and the Photograph</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1915</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Gossip_of_Valley_View">The Gossip of Valley View</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1910</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Letters">The Letters</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1910</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Life-Book_of_Uncle_Jesse">The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Little_Black_Doll">The Little Black Doll</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1909</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Man_on_the_Train">The Man on the Train</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1914</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Romance_of_Jedediah">The Romance of Jedediah</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1912</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#The_Tryst_of_the_White_Lady">The Tryst of the White Lady</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1922</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#Uncle_Richards_New_Years_Dinner">Uncle Richard's New Year Dinner</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1910</td> + </tr> + <tr> + <td class="tdl"><a href="#White_Magic">White Magic</a></td> + <td class="tdr">1921</td> + </tr> +</table> +</div> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="A_Golden_Wedding" id="A_Golden_Wedding"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>A Golden Wedding<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>The land dropped abruptly down from the gate, and a thick, shrubby +growth of young apple orchard almost hid the little weather-grey house +from the road. This was why the young man who opened the sagging gate +could not see that it was boarded up, and did not cease his cheerful +whistling until he had pressed through the crowding trees and found +himself almost on the sunken stone doorstep over which in olden days +honeysuckle had been wont to arch. Now only a few straggling, +uncared-for vines clung forlornly to the shingles, and the windows +were, as has been said, all boarded up.</p> + +<p>The whistle died on the young man's lips and an expression of blank +astonishment and dismay settled down on his face—a good, kindly, +honest face it was, although perhaps it did not betoken any pronounced +mental gifts on the part of its owner.</p> + +<p>"What can have happened?" he said to himself. "Uncle Tom and Aunt +Sally can't be dead—I'd have seen their deaths in the paper if they +was. And I'd a-thought if they'd moved away it'd been printed too. +They can't have been gone long—that flower-bed must have been made up +last spring. Well, this is a kind of setback for a fellow. Here I've +been tramping all the way from the station, a-thinking how good it +would be to see Aunt Sally's sweet old face again, and hear Uncle +Tom's laugh, and all I find is a boarded-up house going to seed. +S'pose I might as well toddle over to Stetsons' and inquire if they +haven't disappeared, too."</p> + +<p>He went through the old firs back of the lot and across the field to a +rather shabby house beyond. A cheery-faced woman answered his knock +and looked at him in a puzzled fashion. "Have you forgot me, Mrs. +Stetson? Don't you remember Lovell Stevens and how you used to give +him plum tarts when he'd bring your turkeys home?"</p> + +<p>Mrs. Stetson caught both his hands in a hearty clasp.</p> + +<p>"I guess I haven't forgotten!" she declared. "Well, well, and you're +Lovell! I think I ought to know your face, though you've changed a +lot. Fifteen years have made a big difference in you. Come right in. +Pa, this is Lovell—you mind Lovell, the boy Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom +had for years?"</p> + +<p>"Reckon I do," drawled Jonah Stetson with a friendly grin. "Ain't +likely to forget some of the capers you used to be cutting up. You've +filled out considerable. Where have you been for the last ten years? +Aunt Sally fretted a lot over you, thinking you was dead or gone to +the bad."</p> + +<p>Lovell's face clouded.</p> + +<p>"I know I ought to have written," he said repentantly, "but you know +I'm a terrible poor scholar, and I'd do most anything than try to +write a letter. But where's Uncle Tom and Aunt Sally gone? Surely they +ain't dead?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Jonah Stetson slowly, "no—but I guess they'd rather be. +They're in the poorhouse."</p> + +<p>"The poorhouse! Aunt Sally in the poorhouse!" exclaimed Lovell.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and it's a burning shame," declared Mrs. Stetson. "Aunt Sally's +just breaking her heart from the disgrace of it. But it didn't seem as +if it could be helped. Uncle Tom got so crippled with rheumatism he +couldn't work and Aunt Sally was too frail to do anything. They hadn't +any relations and there was a mortgage on the house."</p> + +<p>"There wasn't any when I went away."</p> + +<p>"No; they had to borrow money six years ago when Uncle Tom had his +first spell of rheumatic fever. This spring it was clear that there +was nothing for them but the poorhouse. They went three months ago and +terrible hard they took it, especially Aunt Sally, I felt awful about +it myself. Jonah and I would have took them if we could, but we just +couldn't—we've nothing but Jonah's wages and we have eight children +and not a bit of spare room. I go over to see Aunt Sally as often as I +can and take her some little thing, but I dunno's she wouldn't rather +not see anybody than see them in the poorhouse."</p> + +<p>Lovell weighed his hat in his hands and frowned over it reflectively.</p> + +<p>"Who owns the house now?"</p> + +<p>"Peter Townley. He held the mortgage. And all the old furniture was +sold too, and that most killed Aunt Sally. But do you know what she's +fretting over most of all? She and Uncle Tom will have been married +fifty years in a fortnight's time and Aunt Sally thinks it's awful to +have to spend their golden wedding anniversary in the poorhouse. She +talks about it all the time. You're not going, Lovell"—for Lovell had +risen—"you must stop with us, since your old home is closed up. We'll +scare you up a shakedown to sleep on and you're welcome as welcome. I +haven't forgot the time you caught Mary Ellen just as she was tumbling +into the well."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, I'll stay to tea," said Lovell, sitting down again, "but I +guess I'll make my headquarters up at the station hotel as long as I +stay round here. It's kind of more central."</p> + +<p>"Got on pretty well out west, hey?" queried Jonah.</p> + +<p>"Pretty well for a fellow who had nothing but his two hands to depend +on when he went out," said Lovell cautiously. "I've only been a +labouring man, of course, but I've saved up enough to start a little +store when I go back. That's why I came east for a trip now—before +I'd be tied down to business. I was hankering to see Aunt Sally and +Uncle Tom once more. I'll never forget how kind and good they was to +me. There I was, when Dad died, a little sinner of eleven, just +heading for destruction. They give me a home and all the schooling I +ever had and all the love I ever got. It was Aunt Sally's teachings +made as much a man of me as I am. I never forgot 'em and I've tried to +live up to 'em."</p> + +<p>After tea Lovell said he thought he'd stroll up the road and pay Peter +Townley a call. Jonah Stetson and his wife looked at each other when +he had gone.</p> + +<p>"Got something in his eye," nodded Jonah. "Him and Peter weren't never +much of friends."</p> + +<p>"Maybe Aunt Sally's bread is coming back to her after all," said his +wife. "People used to be hard on Lovell. But I always liked him and +I'm real glad he's turned out so well."</p> + +<p>Lovell came back to the Stetsons' the next evening. In the interval he +had seen Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom. The meeting had been both glad and +sad. Lovell had also seen other people.</p> + +<p>"I've bought Uncle Tom's old house from Peter Townley," he said +quietly, "and I want you folks to help me out with my plans. Uncle Tom +and Aunt Sally ain't going to spend their golden wedding in the +poorhouse—no, sir. They'll spend it in their own home with their old +friends about them. But they're not to know anything about it till the +very night. Do you s'pose any of the old furniture could be got back?"</p> + +<p>"I believe every stick of it could," said Mrs. Stetson excitedly. +"Most of it was bought by folks living handy and I don't believe one +of them would refuse to sell it back. Uncle Tom's old chair is here to +begin with—Aunt Sally give me that herself. She said she couldn't +bear to have it sold. Mrs. Isaac Appleby at the station bought the set +of pink-sprigged china and James Parker bought the grandfather's clock +and the whatnot is at the Stanton Grays'."</p> + +<p>For the next fortnight Lovell and Mrs. Stetson did so much travelling +round together that Jonah said genially he might as well be a bachelor +as far as meals and buttons went. They visited every house where a bit +of Aunt Sally's belongings could be found. Very successful they were +too, and at the end of their jaunting the interior of the little house +behind the apple trees looked very much as it had looked when Aunt +Sally and Uncle Tom lived there.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Mrs. Stetson had been revolving a design in her mind, and +one afternoon she did some canvassing on her own account. The next +time she saw Lovell she said:</p> + +<p>"We ain't going to let you do it all. The women folks around here are +going to furnish the refreshments for the golden wedding and the girls +are going to decorate the house with golden rod."</p> + +<p>The evening of the wedding anniversary came. Everybody in Blair was in +the plot, including the matron of the poorhouse. That night Aunt Sally +watched the sunset over the hills through bitter tears.</p> + +<p>"I never thought I'd be celebrating my golden wedding in the +poorhouse," she sobbed. Uncle Tom put his twisted hand on her shaking +old shoulder, but before he could utter any words of comfort Lovell +Stevens stood before them.</p> + +<p>"Just get your bonnet on, Aunt Sally," he cried jovially, "and both of +you come along with me. I've got a buggy here for you ... and you +might as well say goodbye to this place, for you're not coming back to +it any more."</p> + +<p>"Lovell, oh, what do you mean?" said Aunt Sally tremulously.</p> + +<p>"I'll explain what I mean as we drive along. Hurry up—the folks are +waiting."</p> + +<p>When they reached the little old house, it was all aglow with light. +Aunt Sally gave a cry as she entered it. All her old household goods +were back in their places. There were some new ones too, for Lovell +had supplied all that was lacking. The house was full of their old +friends and neighbours. Mrs. Stetson welcomed them home again.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tom," whispered Aunt Sally, tears of happiness streaming down her +old face, "oh, Tom, isn't God good?"</p> + +<p>They had a right royal celebration, and a supper such as the Blair +housewives could produce. There were speeches and songs and tales. +Lovell kept himself in the background and helped Mrs. Stetson cut cake +in the pantry all the evening. But when the guests had gone, he went +to Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom, who were sitting by the fire.</p> + +<p>"Here's a little golden wedding present for you," he said awkwardly, +putting a purse into Aunt Sally's hand. "I reckon there's enough there +to keep you from ever having to go to the poorhouse again and if not, +there'll be more where that comes from when it's done."</p> + +<p>There were twenty-five bright twenty-dollar gold pieces in the purse.</p> + +<p>"We can't take it, Lovell," protested Aunt Sally. "You can't afford +it."</p> + +<p>"Don't you worry about that," laughed Lovell. "Out west men don't +think much of a little wad like that. I owe you far more than can be +paid in cash, Aunt Sally. You must take it—I want to know there's a +little home here for me and two kind hearts in it, no matter where I +roam."</p> + +<p>"God bless you, Lovell," said Uncle Tom huskily. "You don't know what +you've done for Sally and me."</p> + +<p>That night, when Lovell went to the little bedroom off the +parlour—for Aunt Sally, rejoicing in the fact that she was again +mistress of a spare room, would not hear of his going to the station +hotel—he gazed at his reflection in the gilt-framed mirror soberly.</p> + +<p>"You've just got enough left to pay your passage back west, old +fellow," he said, "and then it's begin all over again just where you +begun before. But Aunt Sally's face was worth it all—yes, sir. And +you've got your two hands still and an old couple's prayers and +blessings. Not such a bad capital, Lovell, not such a bad capital."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="A_Redeeming_Sacrifice" id="A_Redeeming_Sacrifice"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>A Redeeming Sacrifice<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>The dance at Byron Lyall's was in full swing. Toff Leclerc, the best +fiddler in three counties, was enthroned on the kitchen table and from +the glossy brown violin, which his grandfather brought from Grand Pré, +was conjuring music which made even stiff old Aunt Phemy want to show +her steps. Around the kitchen sat a row of young men and women, and +the open sitting-room doorway was crowded with the faces of +non-dancing guests who wanted to watch the sets.</p> + +<p>An eight-hand reel had just been danced and the girls, giddy from the +much swinging of the final figure, had been led back to their seats. +Mattie Lyall came out with a dipper of water and sprinkled the floor, +from which a fine dust was rising. Toff's violin purred under his +hands as he waited for the next set to form. The dancers were slow +about it. There was not the rush for the floor that there had been +earlier in the evening, for the supper table was now spread in the +dining-room and most of the guests were hungry.</p> + +<p>"Fill up dere, boys," shouted the fiddler impatiently. "Bring out your +gals for de nex' set."</p> + +<p>After a moment Paul King led out Joan Shelley from the shadowy corner +where they had been sitting. They had already danced several sets +together; Joan had not danced with anybody else that evening. As they +stood together under the light from the lamp on the shelf above them, +many curious and disapproving eyes watched them. Connor Mitchell, who +had been standing in the open outer doorway with the moonlight behind +him, turned abruptly on his heel and went out.</p> + +<p>Paul King leaned his head against the wall and watched the watchers +with a smiling, defiant face as they waited for the set to form. He +was a handsome fellow, with the easy, winning ways that women love. +His hair curled in bronze masses about his head; his dark eyes were +long and drowsy and laughing; there was a swarthy bloom on his round +cheeks; and his lips were as red and beguiling as a girl's. A bad egg +was Paul King, with a bad past and a bad future. He was shiftless and +drunken; ugly tales were told of him. Not a man in Lyall's house that +night but grudged him the privilege of standing up with Joan Shelley.</p> + +<p>Joan was a slight, blossom-like girl in white, looking much like the +pale, sweet-scented house rose she wore in her dark hair. Her face was +colourless and young, very pure and softly curved. She had wonderfully +sweet, dark blue eyes, generally dropped down, with notably long black +lashes. There were many showier girls in the groups around her, but +none half so lovely. She made all the rosy-cheeked beauties seem +coarse and over-blown.</p> + +<p>She left in Paul's clasp the hand by which he had led her out on the +floor. Now and then he shifted his gaze from the faces before him to +hers. When he did, she always looked up and they exchanged glances as +if they had been utterly alone. Three other couples gradually took the +floor and the reel began. Joan drifted through the figures with the +grace of a wind-blown leaf. Paul danced with rollicking abandon, +seldom taking his eyes from Joan's face. When the last mad whirl was +over, Joan's brother came up and told her in an angry tone to go into +the next room and dance no more, since she would dance with only one +man. Joan looked at Paul. That look meant that she would do as he, and +none other, told her. Paul nodded easily—he did not want any fuss +just then—and the girl went obediently into the room. As she turned +from him, Paul coolly reached out his hand and took the rose from her +hair; then, with a triumphant glance around the room, he went out.</p> + +<p>The autumn night was very clear and chill, with a faint, moaning wind +blowing up from the northwest over the sea that lay shimmering before +the door. Out beyond the cove the boats were nodding and curtsying on +the swell, and over the shore fields the great red star of the +lighthouse flared out against the silvery sky. Paul, with a whistle, +sauntered down the sandy lane, thinking of Joan. How mightily he loved +her—he, Paul King, who had made a mock of so many women and had never +loved before! Ah, and she loved him. She had never said so in words, +but eyes and tones had said it—she, Joan Shelley, the pick and pride +of the Harbour girls, whom so many men had wooed, winning their +trouble for their pains. He had won her; she was his and his only, for +the asking. His heart was seething with pride and triumph and passion +as he strode down to the shore and flung himself on the cold sand in +the black shadow of Michael Brown's beached boat.</p> + +<p>Byron Lyall, a grizzled, elderly man, half farmer, half fisherman, and +Maxwell Holmes, the Prospect schoolteacher, came up to the boat +presently. Paul lay softly and listened to what they were saying. He +was not troubled by any sense of dishonour. Honour was something Paul +King could not lose since it was something he had never possessed. +They were talking of him and Joan.</p> + +<p>"What a shame that a girl like Joan Shelley should throw herself away +on a man like that," Holmes said.</p> + +<p>Byron Lyall removed the pipe he was smoking and spat reflectively at +his shadow.</p> + +<p>"Darned shame," he agreed. "That girl's life will be ruined if she +marries him, plum' ruined, and marry him she will. He's bewitched +her—darned if I can understand it. A dozen better men have wanted +her—Connor Mitchell for one. And he's a honest, steady fellow with a +good home to offer her. If King had left her alone, she'd have taken +Connor. She used to like him well enough. But that's all over. She's +infatuated with King, the worthless scamp. She'll marry him and be +sorry for it to her last day. He's bad clear through and always will +be. Why, look you, Teacher, most men pull up a bit when they're +courting a girl, no matter how wild they've been and will be again. +Paul hasn't. It hasn't made any difference. He was dead drunk night +afore last at the Harbour head, and he hasn't done a stroke of work +for a month. And yet Joan Shelley'll take him."</p> + +<p>"What are her people thinking of to let her go with him?" asked +Holmes.</p> + +<p>"She hasn't any but her brother. He's against Paul, of course, but it +won't matter. The girl's fancy's caught and she'll go her own gait to +ruin. Ruin, I tell ye. If she marries that handsome ne'er-do-well, +she'll be a wretched woman all her days and none to pity her."</p> + +<p>The two moved away then, and Paul lay motionless, face downward on the +sand, his lips pressed against Joan's sweet, crushed rose. He felt no +anger over Byron Lyall's unsparing condemnation. He knew it was true, +every word of it. He <i>was</i> a worthless scamp and always would be. He +knew that perfectly well. It was in his blood. None of his race had +ever been respectable and he was worse than them all. He had no +intention of trying to reform because he could not and because he did +not even want to. He was not fit to touch Joan's hand. Yet he had +meant to marry her!</p> + +<p>But to spoil her life! Would it do that? Yes, it surely would. And if +he were out of the way, taking his baleful charm out of her life, +Connor Mitchell might and doubtless would win her yet and give her all +he could not.</p> + +<p>The man suddenly felt his eyes wet with tears. He had never shed a +tear in his daredevil life before, but they came hot and stinging now. +Something he had never known or thought of before entered into his +passion and purified it. He loved Joan. Did he love her well enough to +stand aside and let another take the sweetness and grace that was now +his own? Did he love her well enough to save her from the +poverty-stricken, shamed life she must lead with him? Did he love her +better than himself?</p> + +<p>"I ain't fit to think of her," he groaned. "I never did a decent thing +in my life, as they say. But how can I give her up—God, how can I?"</p> + +<p>He lay still a long time after that, until the moonlight crept around +the boat and drove away the shadow. Then he got up and went slowly +down to the water's edge with Joan's rose, all wet with his +unaccustomed tears, in his hands. Slowly and reverently he plucked off +the petals and scattered them on the ripples, where they drifted +lightly off like fairy shallops on moonshine. When the last one had +fluttered from his fingers, he went back to the house and hunted up +Captain Alec Matheson, who was smoking his pipe in a corner of the +verandah and watching the young folks dancing through the open door. +The two men talked together for some time.</p> + +<p>When the dance broke up and the guests straggled homeward, Paul sought +Joan. Rob Shelley had his own girl to see home and relinquished the +guardianship of his sister with a scowl. Paul strode out of the +kitchen and down the steps at the side of Joan, smiling with his usual +daredeviltry. He whistled noisily all the way up the lane.</p> + +<p>"Great little dance," he said. "My last in Prospect for a spell, I +guess."</p> + +<p>"Why?" asked Joan wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm going to take a run down to South America in Matheson's +schooner. Lord knows when I'll come back. This old place has got too +deadly dull to suit me. I'm going to look for something livelier."</p> + +<p>Joan's lips turned ashen under the fringes of her white fascinator. +She trembled violently and put one of her small brown hands up to her +throat. "You—you are not coming back?" she said faintly.</p> + +<p>"Not likely. I'm pretty well tired of Prospect and I haven't got +anything to hold me here. Things'll be livelier down south."</p> + +<p>Joan said nothing more. They walked along the spruce-fringed roads +where the moonbeams laughed down through the thick, softly swaying +boughs. Paul whistled one rollicking tune after another. The girl bit +her lips and clenched her hands. He cared nothing for her—he had been +making a mock of her as of others. Hurt pride and wounded love fought +each other in her soul. Pride conquered. She would not let him, or +anyone, see that she cared. She would <i>not</i> care!</p> + +<p>At her gate Paul held out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Well, good-bye, Joan. I'm sailing tomorrow so I won't see you +again—not for years likely. You will be some sober old married woman +when I come back to Prospect, if I ever do."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," said Joan steadily. She gave him her cold hand and looked +calmly into his face without quailing. She had loved him with all her +heart, but now a fatal scorn of him was already mingling with her +love. He was what they said he was, a scamp without principle or +honour.</p> + +<p>Paul whistled himself out of the Shelley lane and over the hill. Then +he flung himself down under the spruces, crushed his face into the +spicy frosted ferns, and had his black hour alone.</p> + +<p>But when Captain Alec's schooner sailed out of the harbour the next +day, Paul King was on board of her, the wildest and most hilarious of +a wild and hilarious crew. Prospect people nodded their satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"Good riddance," they said. "Paul King is black to the core. He never +did a decent thing in his life."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="A_Soul_That_Was_Not_at_Home" id="A_Soul_That_Was_Not_at_Home"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>A Soul That Was Not at Home<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>There was a very fine sunset on the night Paul and Miss Trevor first +met, and she had lingered on the headland beyond Noel's Cove to +delight in it. The west was splendid in daffodil and rose; away to the +north there was a mackerel sky of little fiery golden clouds; and +across the water straight from Miss Trevor's feet ran a sparkling path +of light to the sun, whose rim had just touched the throbbing edge of +the purple sea. Off to the left were softly swelling violet hills and +beyond the sandshore, where little waves were crisping and silvering, +there was a harbour where scores of slender masts were nodding against +the gracious horizon.</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor sighed with sheer happiness in all the wonderful, +fleeting, elusive loveliness of sky and sea. Then she turned to look +back at Noel's Cove, dim and shadowy in the gloom of the tall +headlands, and she saw Paul.</p> + +<p>It did not occur to her that he could be a shore boy—she knew the +shore type too well. She thought his coming mysterious, for she was +sure he had not come along the sand, and the tide was too high for him +to have come past the other headland. Yet there he was, sitting on a +red sandstone boulder, with his bare, bronzed, shapely little legs +crossed in front of him and his hands clasped around his knee. He was +not looking at Miss Trevor but at the sunset—or, rather, it seemed as +if he were looking through the sunset to still grander and more +radiant splendours beyond, of which the things seen were only the pale +reflections, not worthy of attention from those who had the gift of +further sight.</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor looked him over carefully with eyes that had seen a good +many people in many parts of the world for more years than she found +it altogether pleasant to acknowledge, and she concluded that he was +quite the handsomest lad she had ever seen. He had a lithe, supple +body, with sloping shoulders and a brown, satin throat. His hair was +thick and wavy, of a fine reddish chestnut; his brows were very +straight and much darker than his hair; and his eyes were large and +grey and meditative. The modelling of chin and jaw was perfect and his +mouth was delicious, being full without pouting, the crimson lips just +softly touching, and curving into finely finished little corners that +narrowly escaped being dimpled.</p> + +<p>His attire was a blue cotton shirt and a pair of scanty corduroy +knickerbockers, but he wore it with such an unconscious air of purple +and fine linen that Miss Trevor was tricked into believing him much +better dressed than he really was.</p> + +<p>Presently he smiled dreamily, and the smile completed her subjugation. +It was not merely an affair of lip and eye, as are most smiles; it +seemed an illumination of his whole body, as if some lamp had +suddenly burst into flame inside of him, irradiating him from his +chestnut crown to the tips of his unspoiled toes. Best of all, it was +involuntary, born of no external effort or motive, but simply the +outflashing of some wild, delicious thought that was as untrammelled +and freakish as the wind of the sea.</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor made up her mind that she must find out all about him, and +she stepped out from the shadows of the rocks into the vivid, eerie +light that was glowing all along the shore. The boy turned his head +and looked at her, first with surprise, then with inquiry, then with +admiration. Miss Trevor, in a white dress with a lace scarf on her +dark, stately head, was well worth admiring. She smiled at him and +Paul smiled back. It was not quite up to his first smile, having more +of the effect of being put on from the outside, but at least it +conveyed the subtly flattering impression that it had been put on +solely for her, and they were as good friends from that moment as if +they had known each other for a hundred years. Miss Trevor had enough +discrimination to realize this and know that she need not waste time +in becoming acquainted.</p> + +<p>"I want to know your name and where you live and what you were looking +at beyond the sunset," she said.</p> + +<p>"My name is Paul Hubert. I live over there. And I can't tell just what +I saw in the sunset, but when I go home I'm going to write it all in +my foolscap book."</p> + +<p>In her surprise over the second clause of his answer, Miss Trevor +forgot, at first, to appreciate the last. "Over there," according to +his gesture, was up at the head of Noel's Cove, where there was a +little grey house perched on the rocks and looking like a large +seashell cast up by the tide. The house had a stovepipe coming out of +its roof in lieu of a chimney, and two of its window panes were +replaced by shingles. Could this boy, who looked as young princes +should—and seldom do—live there? Then he was a shore boy after all.</p> + +<p>"Who lives there with you?" she asked. "You see"—plaintively—"I must +ask questions about you. I know we like each other, and that is all +that really matters. But there are some tiresome items which it would +be convenient to know. For example, have you a father—a mother? Are +there any more of you? How long have you been yourself?"</p> + +<p>Paul did not reply immediately. He clasped his hands behind him and +looked at her affectionately.</p> + +<p>"I like the way you talk," he said. "I never knew anybody did talk +like that except folks in books and my rock people."</p> + +<p>"Your rock people?"</p> + +<p>"I'm eleven years old. I haven't any father or mother, they're dead. I +live over there with Stephen Kane. Stephen is splendid. He plays the +violin and takes me fishing in his boat. When I get bigger he's going +shares with me. I love him, and I love my rock people too."</p> + +<p>"What do you mean by your rock people?" asked Miss Trevor, enjoying +herself hugely. This was the only child she had ever met who talked as +she wanted children to talk and who understood her remarks without +having to have them translated.</p> + +<p>"Nora is one of them," said Paul, "the best one of them. I love her +better than all the others because she came first. She lives around +that point and she has black eyes and black hair and she knows all +about the mermaids and water kelpies. You ought to hear the stories +she can tell. Then there are the Twin Sailors. They don't live +anywhere—they sail all the time, but they often come ashore to talk +to me. They are a pair of jolly tars and they have seen everything in +the world—and more than what's in the world, if you only knew it. Do +you know what happened to the Youngest Twin Sailor once? He was +sailing and he sailed right into a moonglade. A moonglade is the track +the full moon makes on the water when it is rising from the sea, you +know. Well, the Youngest Twin Sailor sailed along the moonglade till +he came right up to the moon, and there was a little golden door in +the moon and he opened it and sailed right through. He had some +wonderful adventures inside the moon—I've got them all written down +in my foolscap book. Then there is the Golden Lady of the Cave. One +day I found a big cave down the shore and I went in and in and in—and +after a while I found the Golden Lady. She has golden hair right down +to her feet, and her dress is all glittering and glistening like gold +that is alive. And she has a golden harp and she plays all day long on +it—you might hear the music if you'd listen carefully, but prob'bly +you'd think it was only the wind among the rocks. I've never told Nora +about the Golden Lady, because I think it would hurt her feelings. It +even hurts her feelings when I talk too long with the Twin Sailors. +And I hate to hurt Nora's feelings, because I do love her best of all +my rock people."</p> + +<p>"Paul! How much of this is true?" gasped Miss Trevor.</p> + +<p>"Why, none of it!" said Paul, opening his eyes widely and +reproachfully. "I thought you would know that. If I'd s'posed you +wouldn't I'd have warned you there wasn't any of it true. I thought +you were one of the kind that would know."</p> + +<p>"I am. Oh, I am!" said Miss Trevor eagerly. "I really would have known +if I had stopped to think. Well, it's getting late now. I must go +back, although I don't want to. But I'm coming to see you again. Will +you be here tomorrow afternoon?"</p> + +<p>Paul nodded.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I promised to meet the Youngest Twin Sailor down at the striped +rocks tomorrow afternoon, but the day after will do just as well. That +is the beauty of the rock people, you know. You can always depend on +them to be there just when you want them. The Youngest Twin Sailor +won't mind—he's very good-tempered. If it was the Oldest Twin I dare +say he'd be cross. I have my suspicions about that Oldest Twin +sometimes. I b'lieve he'd be a pirate if he dared. You don't know how +fierce he can look at times. There's really something very mysterious +about him."</p> + +<p>On her way back to the hotel Miss Trevor remembered the foolscap book.</p> + +<p>"I must get him to show it to me," she mused, smiling. "Why, the boy +is a born genius—and to think he should be a shore boy! I can't +understand it. And here I am loving him already. Well, a woman has to +love something—and you don't have to know people for years before you +can love them."</p> + +<p>Paul was waiting on the Noel's Cove rocks for Miss Trevor the next +afternoon. He was not alone; a tall man, with a lined, strong-featured +face and a grey beard, was with him. The man was clad in a rough suit +and looked what he was, a 'longshore fisherman. But he had deep-set, +kindly eyes, and Miss Trevor liked his face. He moved off to one side +when she came and stood there for a little, apparently gazing out to +sea, while Paul and Miss Trevor talked. Then he walked away up the +cove and disappeared in his little grey house.</p> + +<p>"Stephen came down to see if you were a suitable person for me to talk +to," said Paul gravely.</p> + +<p>"I hope he thinks I am," said Miss Trevor, amused.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he does! He wouldn't have gone away and left us alone if he +didn't. Stephen is very particular who he lets me 'sociate with. Why, +even the rock people now—I had to promise I'd never let the Twin +Sailors swear before he'd allow me to be friends with them. Sometimes +I know by the look of the Oldest Twin that he's just dying to swear, +but I never let him, because I promised Stephen. I'd do anything for +Stephen. He's awful good to me. Stephen's bringing me up, you know, +and he's bound to do it well. We're just perfectly happy here, only I +wish I'd more books to read. We go fishing, and when we come home at +night I help Stephen clean the fish and then we sit outside the door +and he plays the violin for me. We sit there for hours sometimes. We +never talk much—Stephen isn't much of a hand for talking—but we just +sit and think. There's not many men like Stephen, I can tell you."</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor did not get a glimpse of the foolscap book that day, nor +for many days after. Paul blushed all over his beautiful face whenever +she mentioned it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I couldn't show you that," he said uncomfortably. "Why, I've +never even showed it to Stephen—or Nora. Let me tell you something +else instead, something that happened to me once long ago. You'll find +it more interesting than the foolscap book, only you must remember it +isn't true! You won't forget that, will you?"</p> + +<p>"I'll try to remember," Miss Trevor agreed.</p> + +<p>"Well, I was sitting here one evening just like I was last night, and +the sun was setting. And an enchanted boat came sailing over the sea +and I got into her. The boat was all pearly like the inside of the +mussel shells, and her sail was like moonshine. Well, I sailed right +across to the sunset. Think of that—I've been in the sunset! And what +do you suppose it is? The sunset is a land all flowers, like a great +garden, and the clouds are beds of flowers. We sailed into a great big +harbour, a thousand times bigger than the harbour over there at your +hotel, and I stepped out of the boat on a 'normous meadow all roses. I +stayed there for ever so long. It seemed almost a year, but the +Youngest Twin Sailor says I was only away a few hours or so. You see, +in Sunset Land the time is ever so much longer than it is here. But I +was glad to come back too. I'm always glad to come back to the cove +and Stephen. Now, you know this never really happened."</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor would not give up the foolscap book so easily, but for a +long time Paul refused to show it to her. She came to the cove every +day, and every day Paul seemed more delightful to her. He was so +quaint, so clever, so spontaneous. Yet there was nothing premature or +unnatural about him. He was wholly boy, fond of fun and frolic, not +too good for little spurts of quick temper now and again, though, as +he was careful to explain to Miss Trevor, he never showed them to a +lady.</p> + +<p>"I get real mad with the Twin Sailors sometimes, and even with +Stephen, for all he's so good to me. But I couldn't be mad with you or +Nora or the Golden Lady. It would never do."</p> + +<p>Every day he had some new story to tell of a wonderful adventure on +rock or sea, always taking the precaution of assuring her beforehand +that it wasn't true. The boy's fancy was like a prism, separating +every ray that fell upon it into rainbows. He was passionately fond of +the shore and water. The only world for him beyond Noel's Cove was the +world of his imagination. He had no companions except Stephen and the +"rock people."</p> + +<p>"And now you," he told Miss Trevor. "I love you too, but I know you'll +be going away before long, so I don't let myself love you as +much—quite—as Stephen and the rock people."</p> + +<p>"But you could, couldn't you?" pleaded Miss Trevor. "If you and I were +to go on being together every day, you could love me just as well as +you love them, couldn't you?"</p> + +<p>Paul considered in a charming way he had.</p> + +<p>"Of course I could love you better than the Twin Sailors and the +Golden Lady," he announced finally. "And I think perhaps I could love +you as much as I love Stephen. But not as much as Nora—oh, no, I +wouldn't love you quite as much as Nora. She was first, you see; she's +always been there. I feel sure I couldn't ever love anybody as much as +Nora."</p> + +<p>One day when Stephen was out to the mackerel grounds, Paul took Miss +Trevor into the little grey house and showed her his treasures. They +climbed the ladder in one corner to the loft where Paul slept. The +window of it, small and square-paned, looked seaward, and the moan of +the sea and the pipe of the wind sounded there night and day. Paul had +many rare shells and seaweeds, curious flotsam and jetsam of shore +storms, and he had a small shelf full of books.</p> + +<p>"They're splendid," he said enthusiastically. "Stephen brought me them +all. Every time Stephen goes to town to ship his mackerel he brings me +home a new book."</p> + +<p>"Were you ever in town yourself?" asked Miss Trevor.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, twice. Stephen took me. It was a wonderful place. I tell +you, when I next met the Twin Sailors it was me did the talking then. +I had to tell them about all I saw and all that had happened. And Nora +was ever so interested too. The Golden Lady wasn't, though—she didn't +hardly listen. Golden people are like that."</p> + +<p>"Would you like," said Miss Trevor, watching him closely, "to live +always in a town and have all the books you wanted and play with real +girls and boys—and visit those strange lands your twin sailors tell +you of?"</p> + +<p>Paul looked startled.</p> + +<p>"I—don't—know," he said doubtfully. "I don't think I'd like it very +well if Stephen and Nora weren't there too."</p> + +<p>But the new thought remained in his mind. It came back to him at +intervals, seeming less new and startling every time.</p> + +<p>"And why not?" Miss Trevor asked herself. "The boy should have a +chance. I shall never have a son of my own—he shall be to me in the +place of one."</p> + +<p>The day came when Paul at last showed her the foolscap book. He +brought it to her as she sat on the rocks of the headland.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to run around and talk to Nora while you read it," he said. +"I'm afraid I've been neglecting her lately—and I think she feels +it."</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor took the foolscap book. It was made of several sheets of +paper sewed together and encased in an oilcloth cover. It was nearly +filled with writing in a round childish hand and it was very neat, +although the orthography was rather wild and the punctuation +capricious. Miss Trevor read it through in no very long time. It was a +curious medley of quaint thoughts and fancies. Conversations with the +Twin Sailors filled many of the pages; accounts of Paul's "adventures" +occupied others. Sometimes it seemed impossible that a child of eleven +should have written them, then would come an expression so boyish and +naive that Miss Trevor laughed delightedly over it. When she finished +the book and closed it she found Stephen Kane at her elbow. He +removed his pipe and nodded at the foolscap book.</p> + +<p>"What do you think of it?" he said.</p> + +<p>"I think it is wonderful. Paul is a very clever child."</p> + +<p>"I've often thought so," said Stephen laconically. He thrust his hands +into his pockets and gazed moodily out to sea. Miss Trevor had never +before had an opportunity to talk to him in Paul's absence and she +determined to make the most of it.</p> + +<p>"I want to know something about Paul," she said, "all about him. Is he +any relation to you?"</p> + +<p>"No. I expected to marry his mother once, though," said Stephen +unemotionally. His hand in his pocket was clutching his pipe fiercely, +but Miss Trevor could not know that. "She was a shore girl and very +pretty. Well, she fell in love with a young fellow that came teaching +up t' the harbour school and he with her. They got married and she +went away with him. He was a good enough sort of chap. I know that +now, though once I wasn't disposed to think much good of him. But +'twas a mistake all the same; Rachel couldn't live away from the +shore. She fretted and pined and broke her heart for it away there in +his world. Finally her husband died and she came back—but it was too +late for her. She only lived a month—and there was Paul, a baby of +two. I took him. There was nobody else. Rachel had no relatives nor +her husband either. I've done what I could for him—not that it's been +much, perhaps."</p> + +<p>"I am sure you have done a great deal for him," said Miss Trevor +rather patronizingly. "But I think he should have more than you can +give him now. He should be sent to school."</p> + +<p>Stephen nodded.</p> + +<p>"Maybe. He never went to school. The harbour school was too far away. +I taught him to read and write and bought him all the books I could +afford. But I can't do any more for him."</p> + +<p>"But I can," said Miss Trevor, "and I want to. Will you give Paul to +me, Mr. Kane? I love him dearly and he shall have every advantage. I'm +rich—I can do a great deal for him."</p> + +<p>Stephen continued to gaze out to sea with an expressionless face. +Finally he said: "I've been expecting to hear you say something of the +sort. I don't know. If you took Paul away, he'd grow to be a cleverer +man and a richer man maybe, but would he be any better—or happier? +He's his mother's son—he loves the sea and its ways. There's nothing +of his father in him except his hankering after books. But I won't +choose for him—he can go if he likes—he can go if he likes."</p> + +<p>In the end Paul "liked," since Stephen refused to influence him by so +much as a word. Paul thought Stephen didn't seem to care much whether +he went or stayed, and he was dazzled by Miss Trevor's charm and the +lure of books and knowledge she held out to him.</p> + +<p>"I'll go, I guess," he said, with a long sigh.</p> + +<p>Miss Trevor clasped him close to her and kissed him maternally. Paul +kissed her cheek shyly in return. He thought it very wonderful that he +was to live with her always. He felt happy and excited—so happy and +excited that the parting when it came slipped over him lightly. Miss +Trevor even thought he took it too easily and had a vague wish that he +had shown more sorrow. Stephen said farewell to the boy he loved +better than life with no visible emotion.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Paul. Be a good boy and learn all you can." He hesitated a +moment and then said slowly, "If you don't like it, come back."</p> + +<p>"Did you bid good-bye to your rock people?" Miss Trevor asked him with +a smile as they drove away.</p> + +<p>"No. I—couldn't—I—I—didn't even tell them I was going away. Nora +would break her heart. I'd rather not talk of them anymore, if you +please. Maybe I won't want them when I've plenty of books and lots of +other boys and girls—real ones—to play with."</p> + +<p>They drove the ten miles to the town where they were to take the train +the next day. Paul enjoyed the drive and the sights of the busy +streets at its end. He was all excitement and animation. After they +had had tea at the house of the friend where Miss Trevor meant to +spend the night, they went for a walk in the park. Paul was tired and +very quiet when they came back. He was put away to sleep in a bedroom +whose splendours frightened him, and left alone.</p> + +<p>At first Paul lay very still on his luxurious perfumed pillows. It was +the first night he had ever spent away from the little seaward-looking +loft where he could touch the rafters with his hands. He thought of it +now and a lump came into his throat and a strange, new, bitter longing +came into his heart. He missed the sea plashing on the rocks below +him—he could not sleep without that old lullaby. He turned his face +into the pillow, and the longing and loneliness grew worse and hurt +him until he moaned. Oh, he wanted to be back home! Surely he had not +left it—he could never have meant to leave it. Out there the stars +would be shining over the harbour. Stephen would be sitting at the +door, all alone, with his violin. But he would not be playing it—all +at once Paul knew he would not be playing it. He would be sitting +there with his head bowed and the loneliness in his heart calling to +the loneliness in Paul's heart over all the miles between them. Oh, he +could never have really meant to leave Stephen.</p> + +<p>And Nora? Nora would be down on the rocks waiting for him—for him, +Paul, who would never come to her more. He could see her elfin little +face peering around the point, watching for him wistfully.</p> + +<p>Paul sat up in bed, choking with tears. Oh, what were books and +strange countries?—what was even Miss Trevor, the friend of a +month?—to the call of the sea and Stephen's kind, deep eyes and his +dear rock people? He could not stay away from them—never—never.</p> + +<p>He slipped out of bed very softly and dressed in the dark. Then he +lighted the lamp timidly and opened the little brown chest Stephen had +given him. It held his books and his treasures, but he took out only a +pencil, a bit of paper and the foolscap book. With a hand shaking in +his eagerness, he wrote:</p> + +<div class="block"><p class="noin"><i>dear miss Trever</i></p> + +<p><i>Im going back home, dont be fritened about me because I know +the way. Ive got to go. something is calling me. dont be +cross. I love you, but I cant stay. Im leaving my foolscap +book for you, you can keep it always but I must go back to +Stephen and nora</i></p> + +<p class="right"><i>Paul</i></p> +</div> + +<p>He put the note on the foolscap book and laid them on the table. Then +he blew out the light, took his cap and went softly out. The house was +very still. Holding his breath, he tiptoed downstairs and opened the +front door. Before it ran the street which went, he knew, straight out +to the country road that led home. Paul closed the door and stole down +the steps, his heart beating painfully, but when he reached the +sidewalk he broke into a frantic run under the limes. It was late and +no one was out on that quiet street. He ran until his breath gave +out, then walked miserably until he recovered it, and then ran again. +He dared not stop running until he was out of that horrible town, +which seemed like a prison closing around him, where the houses shut +out the stars and the wind could only creep in a narrow space like a +fettered, cringing thing, instead of sweeping grandly over great salt +wastes of sea.</p> + +<p>At last the houses grew few and scattered, and finally he left them +behind. He drew a long breath; this was better—rather smothering yet, +of course, with nothing but hills and fields and dark woods all about +him, but at least his own sky was above him, looking just the same as +it looked out home at Noel's Cove. He recognized the stars as friends; +how often Stephen had pointed them out to him as they sat at night by +the door of the little house.</p> + +<p>He was not at all frightened now. He knew the way home and the kind +night was before him. Every step was bringing him nearer to Stephen +and Nora and the Twin Sailors. He whistled as he walked sturdily +along.</p> + +<p>The dawn was just breaking when he reached Noel's Cove. The eastern +sky was all pale rose and silver, and the sea was mottled over with +dear grey ripples. In the west over the harbour the sky was a very +fine ethereal blue and the wind blew from there, salt and bracing. +Paul was tired, but he ran lightly down the shelving rocks to the +cove. Stephen was getting ready to launch his boat. When he saw Paul +he started and a strange, vivid, exultant expression flashed across +his face.</p> + +<p>Paul felt a sudden chill—the upspringing fountain of his gladness was +checked in mid-leap. He had known no doubt on the way home—all that +long, weary walk he had known no doubt—but now?</p> + +<p>"Stephen," he cried. "I've come back! I had to! Stephen, are you +glad—are you glad?"</p> + +<p>Stephen's face was as emotionless as ever. The burst of feeling which +had frightened Paul by its unaccustomedness had passed like a fleeting +outbreak of sunshine between dull clouds.</p> + +<p>"I reckon I am," he said. "Yes, I reckon I am. I kind of—hoped—you +would come back. You'd better go in and get some breakfast."</p> + +<p>Paul's eyes were as radiant as the deepening dawn. He knew Stephen was +glad and he knew there was nothing more to be said about it. They were +back just where they were before Miss Trevor came—back in their +perfect, unmarred, sufficient comradeship.</p> + +<p>"I must just run around and see Nora first," said Paul.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Abel_and_His_Great_Adventure" id="Abel_and_His_Great_Adventure"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Abel and His Great Adventure<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"Come out of doors, master—come out of doors. I can't talk or think +right with walls around me—never could. Let's go out to the garden." +These were almost the first words I ever heard Abel Armstrong say. He +was a member of the board of school trustees in Stillwater, and I had +not met him before this late May evening, when I had gone down to +confer with him upon some small matter of business. For I was "the new +schoolmaster" in Stillwater, having taken the school for the summer +term.</p> + +<p>It was a rather lonely country district—a fact of which I was glad, +for life had been going somewhat awry with me and my heart was sore +and rebellious over many things that have nothing to do with this +narration. Stillwater offered time and opportunity for healing and +counsel. Yet, looking back, I doubt if I should have found either had +it not been for Abel and his beloved garden.</p> + +<p>Abel Armstrong (he was always called "Old Abel", though he was barely +sixty) lived in a quaint, gray house close by the harbour shore. I +heard a good deal about him before I saw him. He was called "queer", +but Stillwater folks seemed to be very fond of him. He and his sister, +Tamzine, lived together; she, so my garrulous landlady informed me, +had not been sound of mind at times for many years; but she was all +right now, only odd and quiet. Abel had gone to college for a year +when he was young, but had given it up when Tamzine "went crazy". +There was no one else to look after her. Abel had settled down to it +with apparent content: at least he had never complained.</p> + +<p>"Always took things easy, Abel did," said Mrs. Campbell. "Never +seemed to worry over disappointments and trials as most folks do. +Seems to me that as long as Abel Armstrong can stride up and down in +that garden of his, reciting poetry and speeches, or talking to that +yaller cat of his as if it was a human, he doesn't care much how the +world wags on. He never had much git-up-and-git. His father was a +hustler, but the family didn't take after him. They all favoured the +mother's people—sorter shiftless and dreamy. 'Taint the way to git on +in this world."</p> + +<p>No, good and worthy Mrs. Campbell. It was not the way to get on in +your world; but there are other worlds where getting on is estimated +by different standards, and Abel Armstrong lived in one of these—a +world far beyond the ken of the thrifty Stillwater farmers and +fishers. Something of this I had sensed, even before I saw him; and +that night in his garden, under a sky of smoky red, blossoming into +stars above the harbour, I found a friend whose personality and +philosophy were to calm and harmonize and enrich my whole existence. +This sketch is my grateful tribute to one of the rarest and finest +souls God ever clothed with clay.</p> + +<p>He was a tall man, somewhat ungainly of figure and homely of face. But +his large, deep eyes of velvety nut-brown were very beautiful and +marvellously bright and clear for a man of his age. He wore a little +pointed, well-cared-for beard, innocent of gray; but his hair was +grizzled, and altogether he had the appearance of a man who had passed +through many sorrows which had marked his body as well as his soul. +Looking at him, I doubted Mrs. Campbell's conclusion that he had not +"minded" giving up college. This man had given up much and felt it +deeply; but he had outlived the pain and the blessing of sacrifice had +come to him. His voice was very melodious and beautiful, and the brown +hand he held out to me was peculiarly long and shapely and flexible.</p> + +<p>We went out to the garden in the scented moist air of a maritime +spring evening. Behind the garden was a cloudy pine wood; the house +closed it in on the left, while in front and on the right a row of +tall Lombardy poplars stood out in stately purple silhouette against +the sunset sky.</p> + +<p>"Always liked Lombardies," said Abel, waving a long arm at them. "They +are the trees of princesses. When I was a boy they were fashionable. +Anyone who had any pretensions to gentility had a row of Lombardies at +the foot of his lawn or up his lane, or at any rate one on either side +of his front door. They're out of fashion now. Folks complain they die +at the top and get ragged-looking. So they do—so they do, if you +don't risk your neck every spring climbing up a light ladder to trim +them out as I do. My neck isn't worth much to anyone, which, I +suppose, is why I've never broken it; and <i>my</i> Lombardies never look +out-at-elbows. My mother was especially fond of them. She liked their +dignity and their stand-offishness. <i>They</i> don't hobnob with every +Tom, Dick and Harry. If it's pines for company, master, it's +Lombardies for society."</p> + +<p>We stepped from the front doorstone into the garden. There was another +entrance—a sagging gate flanked by two branching white lilacs. From +it a little dappled path led to a huge apple-tree in the centre, a +great swelling cone of rosy blossom with a mossy circular seat around +its trunk. But Abel's favourite seat, so he told me, was lower down +the slope, under a little trellis overhung with the delicate emerald +of young hop-vines. He led me to it and pointed proudly to the fine +view of the harbour visible from it. The early sunset glow of rose and +flame had faded out of the sky; the water was silvery and mirror-like; +dim sails drifted along by the darkening shore. A bell was ringing in +a small Catholic chapel across the harbour. Mellowly and dreamily +sweet the chime floated through the dusk, blent with the moan of the +sea. The great revolving light at the channel trembled and flashed +against the opal sky, and far out, beyond the golden sand-dunes of the +bar, was the crinkled gray ribbon of a passing steamer's smoke.</p> + +<p>"There, isn't that view worth looking at?" said old Abel, with a +loving, proprietary pride. "You don't have to pay anything for it, +either. All that sea and sky free—'without money and without price'. +Let's sit down here in the hop-vine arbour, master. There'll be a +moonrise presently. I'm never tired of finding out what a moonrise +sheen can be like over that sea. There's a surprise in it every time. +Now, master, you're getting your mouth in the proper shape to talk +business—but don't you do it. Nobody should talk business when he's +expecting a moonrise. Not that I like talking business at any time."</p> + +<p>"Unfortunately it has to be talked of sometimes, Mr. Armstrong," I +said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it seems to be a necessary evil, master," he acknowledged. "But +I know what business you've come upon, and we can settle it in five +minutes after the moon's well up. I'll just agree to everything you +and the other two trustees want. Lord knows why they ever put me on +the school board. Maybe it's because I'm so ornamental. They wanted +one good-looking man, I reckon."</p> + +<p>His low chuckle, so full of mirth and so free from malice, was +infectious. I laughed also, as I sat down in the hop-vine arbour.</p> + +<p>"Now, you needn't talk if you don't want to," he said. "And I won't. +We'll just sit here, sociable like, and if we think of anything worth +while to say we'll say it. Otherwise, not. If you can sit in silence +with a person for half an hour and feel comfortable, you and that +person can be friends. If you can't, friends you'll never be, and you +needn't waste time in trying."</p> + +<p>Abel and I passed successfully the test of silence that evening in the +hop-vine arbour. I was strangely content to sit and think—something I +had not cared to do lately. A peace, long unknown to my stormy soul, +seemed hovering near it. The garden was steeped in it; old Abel's +personality radiated it. I looked about me and wondered whence came +the charm of that tangled, unworldly spot.</p> + +<p>"Nice and far from the market-place isn't it?" asked Abel suddenly, +as if he had heard my unasked question. "No buying and selling and +getting gain here. Nothing was ever sold out of <i>this</i> garden. Tamzine +has her vegetable plot over yonder, but what we don't eat we give +away. Geordie Marr down the harbour has a big garden like this and he +sells heaps of flowers and fruit and vegetables to the hotel folks. He +thinks I'm an awful fool because I won't do the same. Well, he gets +money out of his garden and I get happiness out of mine. That's the +difference. S'posing I could make more money—what then? I'd only be +taking it from people that needed it more. There's enough for Tamzine +and me. As for Geordie Marr, there isn't a more unhappy creature on +God's earth—he's always stewing in a broth of trouble, poor man. O' +course, he brews up most of it for himself, but I reckon that doesn't +make it any easier to bear. Ever sit in a hop-vine arbour before, +master?"</p> + +<p>I was to grow used to Abel's abrupt change of subject. I answered that +I never had.</p> + +<p>"Great place for dreaming," said Abel complacently. "Being young, no +doubt, you dream a-plenty."</p> + +<p>I answered hotly and bitterly that I had done with dreams.</p> + +<p>"No, you haven't," said Abel meditatively. "You may <i>think</i> you have. +What then? First thing you know you'll be dreaming again—thank the +Lord for it. I ain't going to ask you what's soured you on dreaming +just now. After awhile you'll begin again, especially if you come to +this garden as much as I hope you will. It's chockful of dreams—<i>any</i> +kind of dreams. You take your choice. Now, <i>I</i> favour dreams of +adventures, if you'll believe it. I'm sixty-one and I never do anything +rasher than go out cod-fishing on a fine day, but I still lust after +adventures. Then I dream I'm an awful fellow—blood-thirsty."</p> + +<p>I burst out laughing. Perhaps laughter was somewhat rare in that old +garden. Tamzine, who was weeding at the far end, lifted her head in a +startled fashion and walked past us into the house. She did not look +at us or speak to us. She was reputed to be abnormally shy. She was +very stout and wore a dress of bright red-and-white striped material. +Her face was round and blank, but her reddish hair was abundant and +beautiful. A huge, orange-coloured cat was at her heels; as she passed +us he bounded over to the arbour and sprang up on Abel's knee. He was +a gorgeous brute, with vivid green eyes, and immense white double +paws.</p> + +<p>"Captain Kidd, Mr. Woodley." He introduced us as seriously as if the +cat had been a human being. Neither Captain Kidd nor I responded very +enthusiastically.</p> + +<p>"You don't like cats, I reckon, master," said Abel, stroking the +Captain's velvet back. "I don't blame you. I was never fond of them +myself until I found the Captain. I saved his life and when you've +saved a creature's life you're bound to love it. It's next thing to +giving it life. There are some terrible thoughtless people in the +world, master. Some of those city folks who have summer homes down the +harbour are so thoughtless that they're cruel. It's the worst kind of +cruelty, I think—the thoughtless kind. You can't cope with it. They +keep cats there in the summer and feed them and pet them and doll them +up with ribbons and collars; and then in the fall they go off and +leave them to starve or freeze. It makes my blood boil, master."</p> + +<p>"One day last winter I found a poor old mother cat dead on the shore, +lying against the skin and bone bodies of her three little kittens. +She had died trying to shelter them. She had her poor stiff claws +around them. Master, I cried. Then I swore. Then I carried those poor +little kittens home and fed 'hem up and found good homes for them. I +know the woman who left the cat. When she comes back this summer I'm +going to go down and tell her my opinion of her. It'll be rank +meddling, but, lord, how I love meddling in a good cause."</p> + +<p>"Was Captain Kidd one of the forsaken?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Yes. I found him one bitter cold day in winter caught in the +branches of a tree by his darn-fool ribbon collar. He was almost +starving. Lord, if you could have seen his eyes! He was nothing but a +kitten, and he'd got his living somehow since he'd been left till he +got hung up. When I loosed him he gave my hand a pitiful swipe with +his little red tongue. He wasn't the prosperous free-booter you behold +now. He was meek as Moses. That was nine years ago. His life has been +long in the land for a cat. He's a good old pal, the Captain is."</p> + +<p>"I should have expected you to have a dog," I said.</p> + +<p>Abel shook his head.</p> + +<p>"I had a dog once. I cared so much for him that when he died I +couldn't bear the thought of ever getting another in his place. He was +a <i>friend</i>—you understand? The Captain's only a pal. I'm fond of the +Captain—all the fonder because of the spice of deviltry there is in +all cats. But I <i>loved</i> my dog. There isn't any devil in a good dog. +That's why they're more lovable than cats—but I'm darned if they're +as interesting."</p> + +<p>I laughed as I rose regretfully.</p> + +<p>"Must you go, master? And we haven't talked any business after all. I +reckon it's that stove matter you've come about. It's like those two +fool trustees to start up a stove sputter in spring. It's a wonder +they didn't leave it till dog-days and begin then."</p> + +<p>"They merely wished me to ask you if you approved of putting in a new +stove."</p> + +<p>"Tell them to put in a new stove—any kind of a new stove—and be +hanged to them," rejoined Abel. "As for you, master, you're welcome to +this garden any time. If you're tired or lonely, or too ambitious or +angry, come here and sit awhile, master. Do you think any man could +keep mad if he sat and looked into the heart of a pansy for ten +minutes? When you feel like talking, I'll talk, and when you feel like +thinking, I'll let you. I'm a great hand to leave folks alone."</p> + +<p>"I think I'll come often," I said, "perhaps too often."</p> + +<p>"Not likely, master—not likely—not after we've watched a moonrise +contentedly together. It's as good a test of compatibility as any I +know. You're young and I'm old, but our souls are about the same age, +I reckon, and we'll find lots to say to each other. Are you going +straight home from here?"</p> + +<p>"Yes."</p> + +<p>"Then I'm going to bother you to stop for a moment at Mary Bascom's +and give her a bouquet of my white lilacs. She loves 'em and I'm not +going to wait till she's dead to send her flowers."</p> + +<p>"She's very ill just now, isn't she?"</p> + +<p>"She's got the Bascom consumption. That means she may die in a month, +like her brother, or linger on for twenty years, like her father. But +long or short, white lilac in spring is sweet, and I'm sending her a +fresh bunch every day while it lasts. It's a rare night, master. I +envy you your walk home in the moonlight along that shore."</p> + +<p>"Better come part of the way with me," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"No." Abel glanced at the house. "Tamzine never likes to be alone o' +nights. So I take my moonlight walks in the garden. The moon's a great +friend of mine, master. I've loved her ever since I can remember. When +I was a little lad of eight I fell asleep in the garden one evening +and wasn't missed. I woke up alone in the night and I was most scared +to death, master. Lord, what shadows and queer noises there were! I +darsn't move. I just sat there quaking, poor small mite. Then all at +once I saw the moon looking down at me through the pine boughs, just +like an old friend. I was comforted right off. Got up and walked to +the house as brave as a lion, looking at her. Goodnight, master. Tell +Mary the lilacs'll last another week yet."</p> + +<p>From that night Abel and I were cronies. We walked and talked and kept +silence and fished cod together. Stillwater people thought it very +strange that I should prefer his society to that of the young fellows +of my own age. Mrs. Campbell was quite worried over it, and opined +that there had always been something queer about me. "Birds of a +feather."</p> + +<p>I loved that old garden by the harbour shore. Even Abel himself, I +think, could hardly have felt a deeper affection for it. When its gate +closed behind me it shut out the world and my corroding memories and +discontents. In its peace my soul emptied itself of the bitterness +which had been filling and spoiling it, and grew normal and healthy +again, aided thereto by Abel's wise words. He never preached, but he +radiated courage and endurance and a frank acceptance of the hard +things of life, as well as a cordial welcome of its pleasant things. +He was the sanest soul I ever met. He neither minimized ill nor +exaggerated good, but he held that we should never be controlled by +either. Pain should not depress us unduly, nor pleasure lure us into +forgetfulness and sloth. All unknowingly he made me realize that I had +been a bit of a coward and a shirker. I began to understand that my +personal woes were not the most important things in the universe, even +to myself. In short, Abel taught me to laugh again; and when a man can +laugh wholesomely things are not going too badly with him.</p> + +<p>That old garden was always such a cheery place. Even when the east +wind sang in minor and the waves on the gray shore were sad, hints of +sunshine seemed to be lurking all about it. Perhaps this was because +there were so many yellow flowers in it. Tamzine liked yellow flowers. +Captain Kidd, too, always paraded it in panoply of gold. He was so +large and effulgent that one hardly missed the sun. Considering his +presence I wondered that the garden was always so full of singing +birds. But the Captain never meddled with them. Probably he understood +that his master would not have tolerated it for a moment. So there was +always a song or a chirp somewhere. Overhead flew the gulls and the +cranes. The wind in the pines always made a glad salutation. Abel and +I paced the walks, in high converse on matters beyond the ken of cat +or king.</p> + +<p>"I liked to ponder on all problems, though I can never solve them," +Abel used to say. "My father held that we should never talk of things +we couldn't understand. But, lord, master, if we didn't the subjects +for conversation would be mighty few. I reckon the gods laugh many a +time to hear us, but what matter? So long as we remember that we're +only men, and don't take to fancying ourselves gods, really knowing +good and evil, I reckon our discussions won't do us or anyone much +harm. So we'll have another whack at the origin of evil this evening, +master."</p> + +<p>Tamzine forgot to be shy with me at last, and gave me a broad smile of +welcome every time I came. But she rarely spoke to me. She spent all +her spare time weeding the garden, which she loved as well as Abel +did. She was addicted to bright colours and always wore wrappers of +very gorgeous print. She worshipped Abel and his word was a law unto +her.</p> + +<p>"I am very thankful Tamzine is so well," said Abel one evening as we +watched the sunset. The day had begun sombrely in gray cloud and mist, +but it ended in a pomp of scarlet and gold. "There was a time when she +wasn't, master—you've heard? But for years now she has been quite +able to look after herself. And so, if I fare forth on the last great +adventure some of these days Tamzine will not be left helpless."</p> + +<p>"She is ten years older than you. It is likely she will go before +you," I said.</p> + +<p>Abel shook his head and stroked his smart beard. I always suspected +that beard of being Abel's last surviving vanity. It was always so +carefully groomed, while I had no evidence that he ever combed his +grizzled mop of hair.</p> + +<p>"No, Tamzine will outlive me. She's got the Armstrong heart. I have +the Marwood heart—my mother was a Marwood. We don't live to be old, +and we go quick and easy. I'm glad of it. I don't think I'm a coward, +master, but the thought of a lingering death gives me a queer sick +feeling of horror. There, I'm not going to say any more about it. I +just mentioned it so that some day when you hear that old Abel +Armstrong has been found dead, you won't feel sorry. You'll remember I +wanted it that way. Not that I'm tired of life either. It's very +pleasant, what with my garden and Captain Kidd and the harbour out +there. But it's a trifle monotonous at times and death will be +something of a change, master. I'm real curious about it."</p> + +<p>"I hate the thought of death," I said gloomily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're young. The young always do. Death grows friendlier as we +grow older. Not that one of us really wants to die, though, master. +Tennyson spoke truth when he said that. There's old Mrs. Warner at the +Channel Head. She's had heaps of trouble all her life, poor soul, and +she's lost almost everyone she cared about. She's always saying that +she'll be glad when her time comes, and she doesn't want to live any +longer in this vale of tears. But when she takes a sick spell, lord, +what a fuss she makes, master! Doctors from town and a trained nurse +and enough medicine to kill a dog! Life may be a vale of tears, all +right, master, but there are some folks who enjoy weeping, I reckon."</p> + +<p>Summer passed through the garden with her procession of roses and +lilies and hollyhocks and golden glow. The golden glow was +particularly fine that year. There was a great bank of it at the lower +end of the garden, like a huge billow of sunshine. Tamzine revelled in +it, but Abel liked more subtly-tinted flowers. There was a certain +dark wine-hued hollyhock which was a favourite with him. He would sit +for hours looking steadfastly into one of its shallow satin cups. I +found him so one afternoon in the hop-vine arbour.</p> + +<p>"This colour always has a soothing effect on me," he explained. +"Yellow excites me too much—makes me restless—makes me want to sail +'beyond the bourne of sunset'. I looked at that surge of golden glow +down there today till I got all worked up and thought my life had been +an awful failure. I found a dead butterfly and had a little +funeral—buried it in the fern corner. And I thought I hadn't been +any more use in the world than that poor little butterfly. Oh, I was +woeful, master. Then I got me this hollyhock and sat down here to look +at it alone. When a man's alone, master, he's most with God—or with +the devil. The devil rampaged around me all the time I was looking at +that golden glow; but God spoke to me through the hollyhock. And it +seemed to me that a man who's as happy as I am and has got such a +garden has made a real success of living."</p> + +<p>"I hope I'll be able to make as much of a success," I said sincerely.</p> + +<p>"I want you to make a different kind of success, though, master," said +Abel, shaking his head. "I want you to <i>do</i> things—the things I'd +have tried to do if I'd had the chance. It's in you to do them—if you +set your teeth and go ahead."</p> + +<p>"I believe I <i>can</i> set my teeth and go ahead now, thanks to you, Mr. +Armstrong," I said. "I was heading straight for failure when I came +here last spring; but you've changed my course."</p> + +<p>"Given you a sort of compass to steer by, haven't I?" queried Abel +with a smile. "I ain't too modest to take some credit for it. I saw I +could do <i>you</i> some good. But my garden has done more than I did, if +you'll believe it. It's wonderful what a garden can do for a man when +he lets it have its way. Come, sit down here and bask, master. The +sunshine may be gone to-morrow. Let's just sit and think."</p> + +<p>We sat and thought for a long while. Presently Abel said abruptly:</p> + +<p>"You don't see the folks I see in this garden, master. You don't see +anybody but me and old Tamzine and Captain Kidd. I see all who used to +be here long ago. It was a lively place then. There were plenty of us +and we were as gay a set of youngsters as you'd find anywhere. We +tossed laughter backwards and forwards here like a ball. And now old +Tamzine and older Abel are all that are left."</p> + +<p>He was silent a moment, looking at the phantoms of memory that paced +invisibly to me the dappled walks and peeped merrily through the +swinging boughs. Then he went on:</p> + +<p>"Of all the folks I see here there are two that are more vivid and +real than all the rest, master. One is my sister Alice. She died +thirty years ago. She was very beautiful. You'd hardly believe that to +look at Tamzine and me, would you? But it is true. We always called +her Queen Alice—she was so stately and handsome. She had brown eyes +and red gold hair, just the colour of that nasturtium there. She was +father's favourite. The night she was born they didn't think my mother +would live. Father walked this garden all night. And just under that +old apple-tree he knelt at sunrise and thanked God when they came to +tell him that all was well.</p> + +<p>"Alice was always a creature of joy. This old garden rang with her +laughter in those years. She seldom walked—she ran or danced. She +only lived twenty years, but nineteen of them were so happy I've never +pitied her over much. She had everything that makes life worth +living—laughter and love, and at the last sorrow. James Milburn was +her lover. It's thirty-one years since his ship sailed out of that +harbour and Alice waved him good-bye from this garden. He never came +back. His ship was never heard of again.</p> + +<p>"When Alice gave up hope that it would be, she died of a broken heart. +They say there's no such thing; but nothing else ailed Alice. She +stood at yonder gate day after day and watched the harbour; and when +at last she gave up hope life went with it. I remember the day: she +had watched until sunset. Then she turned away from the gate. All the +unrest and despair had gone out of her eyes. There was a terrible +peace in them—the peace of the dead. 'He will never come back now, +Abel,' she said to me.</p> + +<p>"In less than a week she was dead. The others mourned her, but I +didn't, master. She had sounded the deeps of living and there was +nothing else to linger through the years for. <i>My</i> grief had spent +itself earlier, when I walked this garden in agony because I could +not help her. But often, on these long warm summer afternoons, I seem +to hear Alice's laughter all over this garden; though she's been dead +so long."</p> + +<p>He lapsed into a reverie which I did not disturb, and it was not until +another day that I learned of the other memory that he cherished. He +reverted to it suddenly as we sat again in the hop-vine arbour, +looking at the glimmering radiance of the September sea.</p> + +<p>"Master, how many of us are sitting here?"</p> + +<p>"Two in the flesh. How many in the spirit I know not," I answered, +humouring his mood.</p> + +<p>"There is one—the other of the two I spoke of the day I told you +about Alice. It's harder for me to speak of this one."</p> + +<p>"Don't speak of it if it hurts you," I said.</p> + +<p>"But I want to. It's a whim of mine. Do you know why I told you of +Alice and why I'm going to tell you of Mercedes? It's because I want +someone to remember them and think of them sometimes after I'm gone. I +can't bear that their names should be utterly forgotten by all living +souls.</p> + +<p>"My older brother, Alec, was a sailor, and on his last voyage to the +West Indies he married and brought home a Spanish girl. My father and +mother didn't like the match. Mercedes was a foreigner and a Catholic, +and differed from us in every way. But I never blamed Alec after I saw +her. It wasn't that she was so very pretty. She was slight and dark +and ivory-coloured. But she was very graceful, and there was a charm +about her, master—a mighty and potent charm. The women couldn't +understand it. They wondered at Alec's infatuation for her. I never +did. I—I loved her, too, master, before I had known her a day. Nobody +ever knew it. Mercedes never dreamed of it. But it's lasted me all my +life. I never wanted to think of any other woman. She spoiled a man +for any other kind of woman—that little pale, dark-eyed Spanish girl. +To love her was like drinking some rare sparkling wine. You'd never +again have any taste for a commoner draught.</p> + +<p>"I think she was very happy the year she spent here. Our thrifty +women-folk in Stillwater jeered at her because she wasn't what they +called capable. They said she couldn't do anything. But she could do +one thing well—she could love. She worshipped Alec. I used to hate +him for it. Oh, my heart has been very full of black thoughts in its +time, master. But neither Alec nor Mercedes ever knew. And I'm +thankful now that they were so happy. Alec made this arbour for +Mercedes—at least he made the trellis, and she planted the vines.</p> + +<p>"She used to sit here most of the time in summer. I suppose that's why +I like to sit here. Her eyes would be dreamy and far-away until Alec +would flash his welcome. How that used to torture me! But now I like +to remember it. And her pretty soft foreign voice and little white +hands. She died after she had lived here a year. They buried her and +her baby in the graveyard of that little chapel over the harbour where +the bell rings every evening. She used to like sitting here and +listening to it. Alec lived a long while after, but he never married +again. He's gone now, and nobody remembers Mercedes but me."</p> + +<p>Abel lapsed into a reverie—a tryst with the past which I would not +disturb. I thought he did not notice my departure, but as I opened the +gate he stood up and waved his hand.</p> + +<p>Three days later I went again to the old garden by the harbour shore. +There was a red light on a distant sail. In the far west a sunset city +was built around a great deep harbour of twilight. Palaces were there +and bannered towers of crimson and gold. The air was full of music; +there was one music of the wind and another of the waves, and still +another of the distant bell from the chapel near which Mercedes slept. +The garden was full of ripe odours and warm colours. The Lombardies +around it were tall and sombre like the priestly forms of some mystic +band. Abel was sitting in the hop-vine arbour; beside him Captain +Kidd slept. I thought Abel was asleep, too; his head leaned against +the trellis and his eyes were shut.</p> + +<p>But when I reached the arbour I saw that he was not asleep. There was +a strange, wise little smile on his lips as if he had attained to the +ultimate wisdom and were laughing in no unkindly fashion at our old +blind suppositions and perplexities.</p> + +<p>Abel had gone on his Great Adventure.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Akin_To_Love" id="Akin_To_Love"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Akin To Love<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + + +<p>David Hartley had dropped in to pay a neighbourly call on Josephine +Elliott. It was well along in the afternoon, and outside, in the clear +crispness of a Canadian winter, the long blue shadows from the tall +firs behind the house were falling over the snow.</p> + +<p>It was a frosty day, and all the windows of every room where there was +no fire were covered with silver palms. But the big, bright kitchen +was warm and cosy, and somehow seemed to David more tempting than ever +before, and that is saying a good deal. He had an uneasy feeling that +he had stayed long enough and ought to go. Josephine was knitting at a +long gray sock with doubly aggressive energy, and that was a sign that +she was talked out. As long as Josephine had plenty to say, her plump +white fingers, where her mother's wedding ring was lost in dimples, +moved slowly among her needles. When conversation flagged she fell to +her work as furiously as if a husband and half a dozen sons were +waiting for its completion. David often wondered in his secret soul +what Josephine did with all the interminable gray socks she knitted. +Sometimes he concluded that she put them in the home missionary +barrels; again, that she sold them to her hired man. At any rate, they +were very warm and comfortable looking, and David sighed as he thought +of the deplorable state his own socks were generally in.</p> + +<p>When David sighed Josephine took alarm. She was afraid David was going +to have one of his attacks of foolishness. She must head him off +someway, so she rolled up the gray sock, stabbed the big pudgy ball +with her needles, and said she guessed she'd get the tea.</p> + +<p>David got up.</p> + +<p>"Now, you're not going before tea?" said Josephine hospitably. "I'll +have it all ready in no time."</p> + +<p>"I ought to go home, I s'pose," said David, with the air and tone of a +man dallying with a great temptation. "Zillah'll be waiting tea for +me; and there's the stock to tend to."</p> + +<p>"I guess Zillah won't wait long," said Josephine. She did not intend +it at all, but there was a certain scornful ring in her voice. "You +must stay. I've a fancy for company to tea."</p> + +<p>David sat down again. He looked so pleased that Josephine went down on +her knees behind the stove, ostensibly to get a stick of firewood, but +really to hide her smile.</p> + +<p>"I suppose he's tickled to death to think of getting a good square +meal, after the starvation rations Zillah puts him on," she thought.</p> + +<p>But Josephine misjudged David just as much as he misjudged her. She +had really asked him to stay to tea out of pity, but David thought it +was because she was lonesome, and he hailed that as an encouraging +sign. And he was not thinking about getting a good meal either, +although his dinner had been such a one as only Zillah Hartley could +get up. As he leaned back in his cushioned chair and watched Josephine +bustling about the kitchen, he was glorying in the fact that he could +spend another hour with her, and sit opposite to her at the table +while she poured his tea for him and passed him the biscuits, just as +if—just as if—</p> + +<p>Here Josephine looked straight at him with such intent and stern brown +eyes that David felt she must have read his thoughts, and he colored +guiltily. But Josephine did not even notice that he was blushing. She +had only paused to wonder whether she would bring out cherry or +strawberry preserve; and, having decided on the cherry, took her +piercing gaze from David without having seen him at all. But he +allowed his thoughts no more vagaries.</p> + +<p>Josephine set the table with her mother's wedding china. She used it +because it was the anniversary of her mother's wedding day, but David +thought it was out of compliment to him. And, as he knew quite well +that Josephine prized that china beyond all her other earthly +possessions, he stroked his smooth-shaven, dimpled chin with the air +of a man to whom is offered a very subtly sweet homage.</p> + +<p>Josephine whisked in and out of the pantry, and up and down cellar, +and with every whisk a new dainty was added to the table. Josephine, +as everybody in Meadowby admitted, was past mistress in the noble art +of cookery. Once upon a time rash matrons and ambitious young wives +had aspired to rival her, but they had long ago realised the vanity of +such efforts and dropped comfortably back to second place.</p> + +<p>Josephine felt an artist's pride in her table when she set the teapot +on its stand and invited David to sit in. There were pink slices of +cold tongue, and crisp green pickles and spiced gooseberry, the recipe +for which Josephine had invented herself, and which had taken first +prize at the Provincial Exhibition for six successive years; there was +a lemon pie which was a symphony in gold and silver, biscuits as light +and white as snow, and moist, plummy cubes of fruit cake. There was +the ruby-tinted cherry preserve, a mound of amber jelly, and, to crown +all, steaming cups of tea, in flavour and fragrance unequalled.</p> + +<p>And Josephine, too, sitting at the head of the table, with her smooth, +glossy crimps of black hair and cheeks as rosy clear as they had been +twenty years ago, when she had been a slender slip of girlhood and +bashful young David Hartley had looked at her over his hymn-book in +prayer-meeting and tramped all the way home a few feet behind her, +because he was too shy to go boldly up and ask if he might see her +home.</p> + +<p>All taken together, what wonder if David lost his head over that +tea-table and determined to ask Josephine the same old question once +more? It was eighteen years since he had asked it for the first time, +and two years since the last. He would try his luck again; Josephine +was certainly more gracious than he remembered her to ever have been +before.</p> + +<p>When the meal was over Josephine cleared the table and washed the +dishes. When she had taken a dry towel and sat down by the window to +polish her china David understood that his opportunity had come. He +moved over and sat down beside her on the sofa by the window.</p> + +<p>Outside the sun was setting in a magnificent arch of light and colour +over the snow-clad hills and deep blue St. Lawrence gulf. David +grasped at the sunset as an introductory factor.</p> + +<p>"Isn't that fine, Josephine?" he said admiringly. "It makes me think +of that piece of poetry that used to be in the old Fifth Reader when +we went to school. D'ye mind how the teacher used to drill us up in it +on Friday afternoons? It begun</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Slow sinks more lovely ere his race is run<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Along Morea's hills the setting sun.'"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Then David declaimed the whole passage in a sing-song tone, +accompanied by a few crude gestures recalled from long-ago school-boy +elocution. Josephine knew what was coming. Every time David proposed +to her he had begun by reciting poetry. She twirled her towel around +the last plate resignedly. If it had to come, the sooner it was over +the better. Josephine knew by experience that there was no heading +David off, despite his shyness, when he had once got along as far as +the poetry.</p> + +<p>"But it's going to be for the last time," she said determinedly. "I'm +going to settle this question so decidedly to-night that there'll +never be a repetition."</p> + +<p>When David had finished his quotation he laid his hand on Josephine's +plump arm.</p> + +<p>"Josephine," he said huskily, "I s'pose you couldn't—could you +now?—make up your mind to have me. I wish you would, Josephine—I +wish you would. Don't you think you could, Josephine?"</p> + +<p>Josephine folded up her towel, crossed her hands on it, and looked her +wooer squarely in the eyes.</p> + +<p>"David Hartley," she said deliberately, "what makes you go on asking +me to marry you every once in a while when I've told you times out of +mind that I can't and won't?"</p> + +<p>"Because I can't help hoping that you'll change your mind through +time," David replied meekly.</p> + +<p>"Well, you just listen to me. I will not marry you. That is in the +first place. And in the second, this is to be final. It has to be. You +are never to ask me this again under any circumstances. If you do I +will not answer you—I will not let on I hear you at all; but (and +Josephine spoke very slowly and impressively) I will never speak to +you again—never. We are good friends now, and I like you real well, +and like to have you drop in for a neighbourly chat as often as you +wish to, but there'll be an end, short and sudden, to that, if you +don't mind what I say."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Josephine, ain't that rather hard?" protested David feebly. It +seemed terrible to be cut off from all hope with such finality as +this.</p> + +<p>"I mean every word of it," returned Josephine calmly. "You'd better go +home now, David. I always feel as if I'd like to be alone for a spell +after a disagreeable experience."</p> + +<p>David obeyed sadly and put on his cap and overcoat. Josephine kindly +warned him not to slip and break his legs on the porch, because the +floor was as icy as anything; and she even lighted a candle and held +it up at the kitchen door to guide him safely out. David, as he +trudged sorrowfully homeward across the fields, carried with him the +mental picture of a plump, sonsy woman, in a trim dress of +plum-coloured homespun and ruffled blue-check apron, haloed by +candlelight. It was not a very romantic vision, perhaps, but to David +it was more beautiful than anything else in the world.</p> + +<p>When David was gone Josephine shut the door with a little shiver. She +blew out the candle, for it was not yet dark enough to justify +artificial light to her thrifty mind. She thought the big, empty +house, in which she was the only living thing, was very lonely. It was +so still, except for the slow tick of the "grandfather's clock" and +the soft purr and crackle of the wood in the stove. Josephine sat down +by the window.</p> + +<p>"I wish some of the Sentners would run down," she said aloud. "If +David hadn't been so ridiculous I'd have got him to stay the evening. +He can be good company when he likes—he's real well-read and +intelligent. And he must have dismal times at home there with nobody +but Zillah."</p> + +<p>She looked across the yard to the little house at the other side of +it, where her French-Canadian hired man lived, and watched the purple +spiral of smoke from its chimney curling up against the crocus sky. +Would she run over and see Mrs. Leon Poirier and her little +black-eyed, brown-skinned baby? No, they never knew what to say to +each other.</p> + +<p>"If 'twasn't so cold I'd go up and see Ida," she said. "As it is, I +guess I'd better fall back on my knitting, for I saw Jimmy Sentner's +toes sticking through his socks the other day. How setback poor David +did look, to be sure! But I think I've settled that marrying notion of +his once for all and I'm glad of it."</p> + +<p>She said the same thing next day to Mrs. Tom Sentner, who had come +down to help her pick her geese. They were at work in the kitchen with +a big tubful of feathers between them, and on the table a row of dead +birds, which Leon had killed and brought in. Josephine was enveloped +in a shapeless print wrapper, and had an apron tied tightly around her +head to keep the down out of her beautiful hair, of which she was +rather proud.</p> + +<p>"What do you think, Ida?" she said, with a hearty laugh at the +recollection. "David Hartley was here to tea last night, and asked me +to marry him again. There's a persistent man for you. I can't brag of +ever having had many beaux, but I've certainly had my fair share of +proposals."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tom did not laugh. Her thin little face, with its faded +prettiness, looked as if she never laughed.</p> + +<p>"Why won't you marry him?" she said fretfully.</p> + +<p>"Why should I?" retorted Josephine. "Tell me that, Ida Sentner."</p> + +<p>"Because it is high time you were married," said Mrs. Tom decisively. +"I don't believe in women living single. And I don't see what better +you can do than take David Hartley."</p> + +<p>Josephine looked at her sister with the interested expression of a +person who is trying to understand some mental attitude in another +which is a standing puzzle to her. Ida's evident wish to see her +married always amused Josephine. Ida had married very young and for +fifteen years her life had been one of drudgery and ill-health. Tom +Sentner was a lazy, shiftless fellow. He neglected his family and was +drunk half his time. Meadowby people said that he beat his wife when +"on the spree," but Josephine did not believe that, because she did +not think that Ida could keep from telling her if it were so. Ida +Sentner was not given to bearing her trials in silence.</p> + +<p>Had it not been for Josephine's assistance, Tom Sentner's family would +have stood an excellent chance of starvation. Josephine practically +kept them, and her generosity never failed or stinted. She fed and +clothed her nephews and nieces, and all the gray socks whose +destination puzzled David so much went to the Sentners.</p> + +<p>As for Josephine herself, she had a good farm, a comfortable house, a +plump bank account, and was an independent, unworried woman. And yet, +in the face of all this, Mrs. Tom Sentner could bewail the fact that +Josephine had no husband to look out for her. Josephine shrugged her +shoulders and gave up the conundrum, merely saying ironically, in +reply to her sister's remark:</p> + +<p>"And go to live with Zillah Hartley?"</p> + +<p>"You know very well you wouldn't have to do that. Ever since John +Hartley's wife at the Creek died he's been wanting Zillah to go and +keep house for him, and if David got married Zillah'd go quick. Catch +her staying there if you were mistress! And David has such a beautiful +house! It's ten times finer than yours, though I don't deny yours is +comfortable. And his farm is the best in Meadowby and joins yours. +Think what a beautiful property they'd make together. You're all right +now, Josephine, but what will you do when you get old and have nobody +to take care of you? I declare the thought worries me at night till I +can't sleep."</p> + +<p>"I should have thought you had enough worries of your own to keep you +awake at nights without taking over any of mine," said Josephine +drily. "As for old age, it's a good ways off for me yet. When your +Jack gets old enough to have some sense he can come here and live with +me. But I'm not going to marry David Hartley, you can depend on that, +Ida, my dear. I wish you could have heard him rhyming off that poetry +last night. It doesn't seem to matter much what piece he +recites—first thing that comes into his head, I reckon. I remember +one time he went clean through that hymn beginning, 'Hark from the +tombs a doleful sound,' and two years ago it was 'To Mary in Heaven,' +as lackadaisical as you please. I never had such a time to keep from +laughing, but I managed it, for I wouldn't hurt his feelings for the +world. No, I haven't any intention of marrying anybody, but if I had +it wouldn't be dear old sentimental, easy-going David."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tom thumped a plucked goose down on the bench with an expression +which said that she, for one, wasn't going to waste any more words on +an idiot. Easy-going, indeed! Did Josephine consider that a drawback? +Mrs. Tom sighed. If Josephine, she thought, had put up with Tom +Sentner's tempers for fifteen years she would know how to appreciate a +good-natured man at his real value.</p> + +<p>The cold snap which had set in on the day of David's call lasted and +deepened for a week. On Saturday evening, when Mrs. Tom came down for +a jug of cream, the mercury of the little thermometer thumping against +Josephine's porch was below zero. The gulf was no longer blue, but +white with ice. Everything outdoors was crackling and snapping. Inside +Josephine had kept roaring fires all through the house but the only +place really warm was the kitchen.</p> + +<p>"Wrap your head up well, Ida," she said anxiously, when Mrs. Tom rose +to go. "You've got a bad cold."</p> + +<p>"There's a cold going," said Mrs. Tom. "Everyone has it. David Hartley +was up at our place to-day barking terrible—a real churchyard cough, +as I told him. He never takes any care of himself. He said Zillah had +a bad cold, too. Won't she be cranky while it lasts?"</p> + +<p>Josephine sat up late that night to keep fires on. She finally went to +bed in the little room opposite the big hall stove, and she slept at +once, and dreamed that the thumps of the thermometer flapping in the +wind against the wall outside grew louder and more insistent until +they woke her up. Some one was pounding on the porch door.</p> + +<p>Josephine sprang out of bed and hurried on her wrapper and felt shoes. +She had no doubt that some of the Sentners were sick. They had a habit +of getting sick about that time of night. She hurried out and opened +the door, expecting to see hulking Tom Sentner, or perhaps Ida +herself, big-eyed and hysterical.</p> + +<p>But David Hartley stood there, panting for breath. The clear moonlight +showed that he had no overcoat on, and he was coughing hard. +Josephine, before she spoke a word, clutched him by the arm and pulled +him in out of the wind.</p> + +<p>"For pity's sake, David Hartley, what is the matter?"</p> + +<p>"Zillah's awful sick," he gasped. "I came here because 'twas nearest. +Oh, won't you come over, Josephine? I've got to go for the doctor and +I can't leave her alone. She's suffering dreadful. I know you and her +ain't on good terms, but you'll come, won't you?"</p> + +<p>"Of course I will," said Josephine sharply. "I'm not a barbarian, I +hope, to refuse to go to the help of a sick person, if 'twas my worst +enemy. I'll go in and get ready and you go straight to the hall stove +and warm yourself. There's a good fire in it yet. What on earth do you +mean, starting out on a bitter night like this without an overcoat or +even mittens, and you with a cold like that?"</p> + +<p>"I never thought of them, I was so frightened," said David +apologetically. "I just lit up a fire in the kitchen stove as quick's +I could and run. It rattled me to hear Zillah moaning so's you could +hear her all over the house."</p> + +<p>"You need someone to look after you as bad as Zillah does," said +Josephine severely.</p> + +<p>In a very few minutes she was ready, with a basket packed full of +homely remedies, "for like as not there'll be no putting one's hand on +anything there," she muttered. She insisted on wrapping her big plaid +shawl around David's head and neck, and made him put on a pair of +mittens she had knitted for Jack Sentner. Then she locked the door and +they started across the gleaming, crusted field. It was so slippery +that Josephine had to cling to David's arm to keep her feet. In the +rapture of supporting her David almost forgot everything else.</p> + +<p>In a few minutes they had passed under the bare, glistening boughs of +the poplars on David's lawn, and for the first time Josephine crossed +the threshold of David Hartley's house.</p> + +<p>Years ago, in her girlhood, when the Hartley's lived in the old house +and there were half a dozen girls at home, Josephine had frequently +visited there. All the Hartley girls liked her except Zillah. She and +Zillah never "got on" together. When the other girls had married and +gone, Josephine gave up visiting there. She had never been inside the +new house, and she and Zillah had not spoken to each other for years.</p> + +<p>Zillah was a sick woman—too sick to be anything but civil to +Josephine. David started at once for the doctor at the Creek, and +Josephine saw that he was well wrapped up before she let him go. Then +she mixed up a mustard plaster for Zillah and sat down by the bedside +to wait.</p> + +<p>When Mrs. Tom Sentner came down the next day she found Josephine busy +making flaxseed poultices, with her lips set in a line that betokened +she had made up her mind to some disagreeable course of duty.</p> + +<p>"Zillah has got pneumonia bad," she said, in reply to Mrs. Tom's +inquiries. "The Doctor is here and Mary Bell from the Creek. She'll +wait on Zillah, but there'll have to be another woman here to see to +the work. I reckon I'll stay. I suppose it's my duty and I don't see +who else could be got. You can send Mamie and Jack down to stay at my +house until I can go back. I'll run over every day and keep an eye on +things."</p> + +<p>At the end of a week Zillah was out of danger. Saturday afternoon +Josephine went over home to see how Mamie and Jack were getting on. +She found Mrs. Tom there, and the latter promptly despatched Jack and +Mamie to the post-office that she might have an opportunity to hear +Josephine's news.</p> + +<p>"I've had an awful week of it, Ida," said Josephine solemnly, as she +sat down by the stove and put her feet up on the glowing hearth.</p> + +<p>"I suppose Zillah is pretty cranky to wait on," said Mrs. Tom +sympathetically.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it isn't Zillah. Mary Bell looks after her. No, it's the house. I +never lived in such a place of dust and disorder in my born days. I'm +sorrier for David Hartley than I ever was for anyone before."</p> + +<p>"I suppose he's used to it," said Mrs. Tom with a shrug.</p> + +<p>"I don't see how anyone could ever get used to it," groaned Josephine. +"And David used to be so particular when he was a boy. The minute I +went there the other night I took in that kitchen with a look. I don't +believe the paint has even been washed since the house was built. I +honestly don't. And I wouldn't like to be called upon to swear when +the floor was scrubbed either. The corners were just full of rolls of +dust—you could have shovelled it out. I swept it out next day and I +thought I'd be choked. As for the pantry—well, the less said about +<i>that</i> the better. And it's the same all through the house. You could +write your name on everything. I couldn't so much as clean up. Zillah +was so sick there couldn't be a bit of noise made. I did manage to +sweep and dust, and I cleaned out the pantry. And, of course, I saw +that the meals were nice and well cooked. You should have seen David's +face. He looked as if he couldn't get used to having things clean and +tasty. I darned his socks—he hadn't a whole pair to his name—and +I've done everything I could to give him a little comfort. Not that I +could do much. If Zillah heard me moving round she'd send Mary Bell +out to ask what the matter was. When I wanted to go upstairs I'd have +to take off my shoes and tiptoe up on my stocking feet, so's she +wouldn't know it. And I'll have to stay there another fortnight yet. +Zillah won't be able to sit up till then. I don't really know if I can +stand it without falling to and scrubbing the house from garret to +cellar in spite of her."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Tom Sentner did not say much to Josephine. To herself she said +complacently:</p> + +<p>"She's sorry for David. Well, I've always heard that pity was akin to +love. We'll see what comes of this."</p> + +<p>Josephine did manage to live through that fortnight. One morning she +remarked to David at the breakfast table:</p> + +<p>"Well, I think that Mary Bell will be able to attend to the work after +today, David. I guess I'll go home tonight."</p> + +<p>David's face clouded over.</p> + +<p>"Well, I s'pose we oughtn't to keep you any longer, Josephine. I'm +sure it's been awful good of you to stay this long. I don't know what +we'd have done without you."</p> + +<p>"You're welcome," said Josephine shortly.</p> + +<p>"Don't go for to walk home," said David; "the snow is too deep. I'll +drive you over when you want to go."</p> + +<p>"I'll not go before the evening," said Josephine slowly.</p> + +<p>David went out to his work gloomily. For three weeks he had been +living in comfort. His wants were carefully attended to; his meals +were well cooked and served, and everything was bright and clean. And +more than all, Josephine had been there, with her cheerful smile and +companionable ways. Well, it was all ended now.</p> + +<p>Josephine sat at the breakfast table long after David had gone out. +She scowled at the sugar-bowl and shook her head savagely at the +tea-pot.</p> + +<p>"I'll have to do it," she said at last.</p> + +<p>"I'm so sorry for him that I can't do anything else."</p> + +<p>She got up and went to the window, looking across the snowy field to +her own home, nestled between the grove of firs and the orchard.</p> + +<p>"It's awful snug and comfortable," she said regretfully, "and I've +always felt set on being free and independent. But it's no use. I'd +never have a minute's peace of mind again, thinking of David living +here in dirt and disorder, and him so particular and tidy by nature. +No, it's my duty, plain and clear, to come here and make things +pleasant for him—the pointing of Providence, as you might say. The +worst of it is, I'll have to tell him so myself. He'll never dare to +mention the subject again, after what I said to him that night he +proposed last. I wish I hadn't been so dreadful emphatic. Now I've got +to say it myself if it is ever said. But I'll not begin by quoting +poetry, that's one thing sure!"</p> + +<p>Josephine threw back her head, crowned with its shining braids of +jet-black hair, and laughed heartily. She bustled back to the stove +and poked up the fire.</p> + +<p>"I'll have a bit of corned beef and cabbage for dinner," she said, +"and I'll make David that pudding he's so fond of. After all, it's +kind of nice to have someone to plan and think for. It always did seem +like a waste of energy to fuss over cooking things when there was +nobody but myself to eat them."</p> + +<p>Josephine sang over her work all day, and David went about his with +the face of a man who is going to the gallows without benefit of +clergy. When he came in to supper at sunset his expression was so +woe-begone that Josephine had to dodge into the pantry to keep from +laughing outright. She relieved her feelings by pounding the dresser +with the potato masher, and then went primly out and took her place at +the table.</p> + +<p>The meal was not a success from a social point of view. Josephine was +nervous and David glum. Mary Bell gobbled down her food with her usual +haste, and then went away to carry Zillah hers. Then David said +reluctantly:</p> + +<p>"If you want to go home now, Josephine, I'll hitch up Red Rob and +drive you over."</p> + +<p>Josephine began to plait the tablecloth. She wished again that she had +not been so emphatic on the occasion of his last proposal. Without +replying to David's suggestion she said crossly (Josephine always +spoke crossly when she was especially in earnest):</p> + +<p>"I want to tell you what I think about Zillah. She's getting better, +but she's had a terrible shaking up, and it's my opinion that she +won't be good for much all winter. She won't be able to do any hard +work, that's certain. If you want my advice, I tell you fair and +square that I think she'd better go off for a visit as soon as she's +fit. She thinks so herself. Clementine wants her to go and stay a +spell with her in town. 'Twould be just the thing for her."</p> + +<p>"She can go if she wants to, of course," said David dully. "I can get +along by myself for a spell."</p> + +<p>"There's no need of your getting along by yourself," said Josephine, +more crossly than ever. "I'll—I'll come here and keep house for you +if you like."</p> + +<p>David looked at her uncomprehendingly.</p> + +<p>"Wouldn't people kind of gossip?" he asked hesitatingly. "Not but +what—"</p> + +<p>"I don't see what they'd have to gossip about," broke in Josephine, +"if we were—married."</p> + +<p>David sprang to his feet with such haste that he almost upset the +table.</p> + +<p>"Josephine, do you mean that?" he exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean it," she said, in a perfectly savage tone. "Now, for +pity's sake, don't say another word about it just now. I can't discuss +it for a spell. Go out to your work. I want to be alone for awhile."</p> + +<p>For the first and last time David disobeyed her. Instead of going out, +he strode around the table, caught Josephine masterfully in his arms, +and kissed her. And Josephine, after a second's hesitation, kissed him +in return.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Aunt_Philippa_and_the_Men" id="Aunt_Philippa_and_the_Men"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Aunt Philippa and the Men<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>I knew quite well why Father sent me to Prince Edward Island to visit +Aunt Philippa that summer. He told me he was sending me there "to +learn some sense"; and my stepmother, of whom I was very fond, told me +she was sure the sea air would do me a world of good. I did not want +to learn sense or be done a world of good; I wanted to stay in +Montreal and go on being foolish—and make up my quarrel with Mark +Fenwick. Father and Mother did not know anything about this quarrel; +they thought I was still on good terms with him—and that is why they +sent me to Prince Edward Island.</p> + +<p>I was very miserable. I did not want to go to Aunt Philippa's. It was +not because I feared it would be dull—for without Mark, Montreal was +just as much of a howling wilderness as any other place. But it was so +horribly far away. When the time came for Mark to want to make up—as +come I knew it would—how could he do it if I were seven hundred miles +away?</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, I went to Prince Edward Island. In all my eighteen years +I had never once disobeyed Father. He is a very hard man to disobey. I +knew I should have to make a beginning some time if I wanted to marry +Mark, so I saved all my little courage up for that and didn't waste +any of it opposing the visit to Aunt Philippa.</p> + +<p>I couldn't understand Father's point of view. Of course, he hated old +John Fenwick, who had once sued him for libel and won the case. Father +had written an indiscreet editorial in the excitement of a red-hot +political contest—and was made to understand that there are some +things you can't say of another man even at election time. But then, +he need not have hated Mark because of that; Mark was not even born +when it happened.</p> + +<p>Old John Fenwick was not much better pleased about Mark and me than +Father was, though he didn't go to the length of forbidding it; he +just acted grumpily and disagreeably. Things were unpleasant enough +all round without a quarrel between Mark and me; yet quarrel we +did—and over next to nothing, too, you understand. And now I had to +set out for Prince Edward Island without even seeing him, for he was +away in Toronto on business.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>When my train reached Copely the next afternoon, Aunt Philippa was +waiting for me. There was nobody else in sight, but I would have known +her had there been a thousand. Nobody but Aunt Philippa could have +that determined mouth, those piercing grey eyes, and that pronounced, +unmistakable Goodwin nose. And certainly nobody but Aunt Philippa +would have come to meet me arrayed in a wrapper of chocolate print +with huge yellow roses scattered over it, and a striped blue-and-white +apron!</p> + +<p>She welcomed me kindly but absent-mindedly, her thoughts evidently +being concentrated on the problem of getting my trunk home. I had only +the one, and in Montreal it had seemed to be of moderate size; but on +the platform of Copely station, sized up by Aunt Philippa's merciless +eye, it certainly looked huge.</p> + +<p>"I thought we could a-took it along tied on the back of the buggy," +she said disapprovingly, "but I guess we'll have to leave it, and I'll +send the hired boy over for it tonight. You can get along without it +till then, I s'pose?"</p> + +<p>There was a fine irony in her tone. I hastened to assure her meekly +that I could, and that it did not matter if my trunk could not be +taken up till next day.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jerry can come for it tonight as well as not," said Aunt +Philippa, as we climbed into her buggy. "I'd a good notion to send him +to meet you, for he isn't doing much today, and I wanted to go to Mrs. +Roderick MacAllister's funeral. But my head was aching me so bad I +thought I wouldn't enjoy the funeral if I did go. My head is better +now, so I kind of wish I had gone. She was a hundred and four years +old and I'd always promised myself that I'd go to her funeral."</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa's tone was melancholy. She did not recover her good +spirits until we were out on the pretty, grassy, elm-shaded country +road, garlanded with its ribbon of buttercups. Then she suddenly +turned around and looked me over scrutinizingly.</p> + +<p>"You're not as good-looking as I expected from your picture, but them +photographs always flatter. That's the reason I never had any took. +You're rather thin and brown. But you've good eyes and you look +clever. Your father writ me you hadn't much sense, though. He wants me +to teach you some, but it's a thankless business. People would rather +be fools."</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa struck her steed smartly with the whip and controlled +his resultant friskiness with admirable skill.</p> + +<p>"Well, you know it's pleasanter," I said, wickedly. "Just think what a +doleful world it would be if everybody were sensible."</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa looked at me out of the corner of her eye and disdained +any skirmish of flippant epigram.</p> + +<p>"So you want to get married?" she said. "You'd better wait till you're +grown up."</p> + +<p>"How old must a person be before she is grown up?" I asked gravely.</p> + +<p>"Humph! That depends. Some are grown up when they're born, and others +ain't grown up when they're eighty. That same Mrs. Roderick I was +speaking of never grew up. She was as foolish when she was a hundred +as when she was ten."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps that's why she lived so long," I suggested. All thought of +seeking sympathy in Aunt Philippa had vanished. I resolved I would not +even mention Mark's name.</p> + +<p>"Mebbe 'twas," admitted Aunt Philippa with a grim smile. "<i>I'd</i> rather +live fifty sensible years than a hundred foolish ones."</p> + +<p>Much to my relief, she made no further reference to my affairs. As we +rounded a curve in the road where two great over-arching elms met, a +buggy wheeled by us, occupied by a young man in clerical costume. He +had a pleasant boyish face, and he touched his hat courteously. Aunt +Philippa nodded very frostily and gave her horse a quite undeserved +cut.</p> + +<p>"There's a man you don't want to have much to do with," she said +portentously. "He's a Methodist minister."</p> + +<p>"Why, Auntie, the Methodists are a very nice denomination," I +protested. "My stepmother is a Methodist, you know."</p> + +<p>"No, I didn't know, but I'd believe anything of a stepmother. I've no +use for Methodists or their ministers. This fellow just came last +spring, and it's <i>my</i> opinion he smokes. And he thinks every girl who +looks at him falls in love with him—as if a Methodist minister was +any prize! Don't you take much notice of him, Ursula."</p> + +<p>"I'll not be likely to have the chance," I said, with an amused smile.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you'll see enough of him. He boards at Mrs. John Callman's, just +across the road from us, and he's always out sunning himself on her +verandah. Never studies, of course. Last Sunday they say he preached +on the iron that floated. If he'd confine himself to the Bible and +leave sensational subjects alone it would be better for him and his +poor congregation, and so I told Mrs. John Callman to her face. I +should think <i>she</i> would have had enough of his sex by this time. She +married John Callman against her father's will, and he had delirious +trembles for years. That's the men for you."</p> + +<p>"They're not <i>all</i> like that, Aunt Philippa," I protested.</p> + +<p>"Most of 'em are. See that house over there? Mrs. Jane Harrison lives +there. Her husband took tantrums every few days or so and wouldn't get +out of bed. She had to do all the barn work till he'd got over his +spell. That's men for you. When he died, people writ her letters of +condolence but <i>I</i> just sot down and writ her one of congratulation. +There's the Presbyterian manse in the hollow. Mr. Bentwell's our +minister. He's a good man and he'd be a rather nice one if he didn't +think it was his duty to be a little miserable all the time. He won't +let his wife wear a fashionable hat, and his daughter can't fix her +hair the way she wants to. Even being a minister can't prevent a man +from being a crank. Here's Ebenezer Milgrave coming. You take a good +look at him. He used to be insane for years. He believed he was dead +and used to rage at his wife because she wouldn't bury him. <i>I'd</i> +a-done it."</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa looked so determinedly grim that I could almost see her +with a spade in her hand. I laughed aloud at the picture summoned up.</p> + +<p>"Yes, it's funny, but I guess his poor wife didn't find it very +humorsome. He's been pretty sane for some years now, but you never can +tell when he'll break out again. He's got a brother, Albert Milgrave, +who's been married twice. They say he was courting his second wife +while his first was dying. Let that be as it may, he used his first +wife's wedding ring to marry the second. That's the men for you."</p> + +<p>"Don't you know <i>any</i> good husbands, Aunt Philippa?" I asked +desperately.</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, lots of 'em—over there," said Aunt Philippa sardonically, +waving her whip in the direction of a little country graveyard on a +distant hill.</p> + +<p>"Yes, but <i>living</i>—walking about in the flesh?"</p> + +<p>"Precious few. Now and again you'll come across a man whose wife won't +put up with any nonsense and he <i>has</i> to be respectable. But the most +of 'em are poor bargains—poor bargains."</p> + +<p>"And are all the wives saints?" I persisted.</p> + +<p>"Laws, no, but they're too good for the men," retorted Aunt Philippa, +as she turned in at her own gate. Her house was close to the road and +was painted such a vivid green that the landscape looked faded by +contrast. Across the gable end of it was the legend, "Philippa's +Farm," emblazoned in huge black letters two feet long. All its +surroundings were very neat. On the kitchen doorstep a patchwork cat +was making a grave toilet. The groundwork of the cat was white, and +its spots were black, yellow, grey, and brown.</p> + +<p>"There's Joseph," said Aunt Philippa. "I call him that because his +coat is of many colours. But I ain't no lover of cats. They're too +much like the men to suit me."</p> + +<p>"Cats have always been supposed to be peculiarly feminine," I said, +descending.</p> + +<p>"'Twas a man that supposed it, then," retorted Aunt Philippa, +beckoning to her hired boy. "Here, Jerry, put Prince away. Jerry's a +good sort of boy," she confided to me as we went into the house. "I +had Jim Spencer last summer and the only good thing about <i>him</i> was +his appetite. I put up with him till harvest was in, and then one day +my patience give out. He upsot a churnful of cream in the back +yard—and was just as cool as a cowcumber over it—laughed and said it +was good for the land. I told him I wasn't in the habit of fertilizing +my back yard with cream. But that's the men for you. Come in. I'll +have tea ready in no time. I sot the table before I left. There's +lemon pie. Mrs. John Cantwell sent it over. I never make lemon pie +myself. Ten years ago I took the prize for lemon pies at the county +fair, and I've never made any since for fear I'd lose my reputation +for them."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>The first month of my stay passed not unpleasantly. The summer weather +was delightful, and the sea air was certainly splendid. Aunt +Philippa's little farm ran right down to the shore, and I spent much +of my time there. There were also several families of cousins to be +visited in the farmhouses that dotted the pretty, seaward-sloping +valley, and they came back to see me at "Philippa's Farm." I picked +spruce gum and berries and ferns, and Aunt Philippa taught me to make +butter. It was all very idyllic—or would have been if Mark had +written. But Mark did not write. I supposed he must be very angry +because I had run off to Prince Edward Island without so much as a +note of goodbye. But I had been so sure he would understand!</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa never made any further reference to the reason Father +had sent me to her, but she allowed no day to pass without holding up +to me some horrible example of matrimonial infelicity. The number of +unhappy wives who walked or drove past "Philippa's Farm" every +afternoon, as we sat on the verandah, was truly pitiable.</p> + +<p>We always sat on the verandah in the afternoon, when we were not +visiting or being visited. I made a pretence of fancy work, and Aunt +Philippa spun diligently on a little old-fashioned spinning-wheel that +had been her grandmother's. She always sat before the wood stand which +held her flowers, and the gorgeous blots of geranium blossom and big +green leaves furnished a pretty background. She always wore her +shapeless but clean print wrappers, and her iron-grey hair was always +combed neatly down over her ears. Joseph sat between us, sleeping or +purring. She spun so expertly that she could keep a close watch on the +road as well, and I got the biography of every individual who went by. +As for the poor young Methodist minister, who liked to read or walk on +the verandah of our neighbour's house, Aunt Philippa never had a good +word for him. I had met him once or twice socially and had liked him. +I wanted to ask him to call but dared not—Aunt Philippa had vowed he +should never enter her house.</p> + +<p>"If I was dead and he came to my funeral I'd rise up and order him +out," she said.</p> + +<p>"I thought he made a very nice prayer at Mrs. Seaman's funeral the +other day," I said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've no doubt he can pray. I never heard anyone make more +beautiful prayers than old Simon Kennedy down at the harbour, who was +always drunk or hoping to be—and the drunker he was the better he +prayed. It ain't no matter how well a man prays if his preaching isn't +right. That Methodist man preaches a lot of things that ain't true, +and what's worse they ain't sound doctrine. At least, that's what I've +heard. I never was in a Methodist church, thank goodness."</p> + +<p>"Don't you think Methodists go to heaven as well as Presbyterians, +Aunt Philippa?" I asked gravely.</p> + +<p>"That ain't for us to decide," said Aunt Philippa solemnly. "It's in +higher hands than ours. But I ain't going to associate with them on +<i>earth</i>, whatever I may have to do in heaven. The folks round here +mostly don't make much difference and go to the Methodist church quite +often. But <i>I</i> say if you are a Presbyterian, <i>be</i> a Presbyterian. Of +course, if you ain't, it don't matter much what you do. As for that +minister man, he has a grand-uncle who was sent to the penitentiary +for embezzlement. I found out <i>that</i> much."</p> + +<p>And evidently Aunt Philippa had taken an unholy joy in finding it out.</p> + +<p>"I dare say some of our own ancestors deserved to go to the +penitentiary, even if they never did," I remarked. "Who is that woman +driving past, Aunt Philippa? She must have been very pretty once."</p> + +<p>"She was—and that was all the good it did her. 'Favour is deceitful +and beauty is vain,' Ursula. She was Sarah Pyatt and she married Fred +Proctor. He was one of your wicked, fascinating men. After she married +him he give up being fascinating but he kept on being wicked. <i>That's</i> +the men for you. Her sister Flora weren't much luckier. <i>Her</i> man was +that domineering she couldn't call her soul her own. Finally he +couldn't get his own way over something and he just suicided by +jumping into the well. A good riddance—but of course the well was +spoiled. Flora could never abide the thought of using it again, poor +thing. <i>That's</i> men for you.</p> + +<p>"And there's that old Enoch Allan on his way to the station. He's +ninety if he's a day. You can't kill some folks with a meat axe. His +wife died twenty years ago. He'd been married when he was twenty so +they'd lived together for fifty years. She was a faithful, +hard-working creature and kept him out of the poorhouse, for he was a +shiftless soul, not lazy, exactly, but just too fond of sitting. But +he weren't grateful. She had a kind of bitter tongue and they did use +to fight scandalous. O' course it was all his fault. Well, she died, +and old Enoch and my father drove together to the graveyard. Old Enoch +was awful quiet all the way there and back, but just afore they got +home, he says solemnly to Father: 'You mayn't believe it, Henry, but +this is the happiest day of my life.' <i>That's</i> men for you. His +brother, Scotty Allan, was the meanest man ever lived in these parts. +When his wife died she was buried with a little gold brooch in her +collar unbeknownst to him. When he found it out he went one night to +the graveyard and opened up the grave and the casket to get that +brooch."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Aunt Philippa, that is a horrible story," I cried, recoiling with +a shiver over the gruesomeness of it.</p> + +<p>"'Course it is, but what would you expect of a man?" retorted Aunt +Philippa.</p> + +<p>Somehow, her stories began to affect me in spite of myself. There were +times when I felt very dreary. Perhaps Aunt Philippa was right. +Perhaps men possessed neither truth nor constancy. Certainly Mark had +forgotten me. I was ashamed of myself because this hurt me so much, +but I could not help it. I grew pale and listless. Aunt Philippa +sometimes peered at me sharply, but she held her peace. I was grateful +for this.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>But one day a letter did come from Mark. I dared not read it until I +was safely in my own room. Then I opened it with trembling fingers.</p> + +<p>The letter was a little stiff. Evidently Mark was feeling sore enough +over things. He made no reference to our quarrel or to my sojourn in +Prince Edward Island. He wrote that his firm was sending him to South +Africa to take charge of their interests there. He would leave in +three weeks' time and could not return for five years. If I still +cared anything for him, would I meet him in Halifax, marry him, and go +to South Africa with him? If I would not, he would understand that I +had ceased to love him and that all was over between us.</p> + +<p>That, boiled down, was the gist of Mark's letter. When I had read it I +cast myself on the bed and wept out all the tears I had refused to let +myself shed during my weeks of exile.</p> + +<p>For I could not do what Mark asked—I <i>could not</i>. I couldn't run away +to be married in that desolate, unbefriended fashion. It would be a +disgrace. I would feel ashamed of it all my life and be unhappy over +it. I thought that Mark was rather unreasonable. He knew what my +feelings about run-away marriages were. And was it absolutely +necessary for him to go to South Africa? Of course his father was +behind it somewhere, but surely he could have got out of it if he had +really tried.</p> + +<p>Well, if he went to South Africa he must go alone. But my heart would +break.</p> + +<p>I cried the whole afternoon, cowering among my pillows. I never wanted +to go out of that room again. I never wanted to see anybody again. I +hated the thought of facing Aunt Philippa with her cold eyes and her +miserable stories that seemed to strip life of all beauty and love of +all reality. I could hear her scornful, "That's the men for you," if +she heard what was in Mark's letter.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, Ursula?"</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa was standing by my bed. I was too abject to resent her +coming in without knocking.</p> + +<p>"Nothing," I said spiritlessly.</p> + +<p>"If you've been crying for three mortal hours over nothing you want a +good spanking and you'll get it," observed Aunt Philippa placidly, +sitting down on my trunk. "Get right up off that bed this minute and +tell me what the trouble is. I'm bound to know, for I'm in your +father's place at present."</p> + +<p>"There, then!" I flung her Mark's letter. There wasn't anything in it +that it was sacrilege to let another person see. That was one reason +why I had been crying.</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa read it over twice. Then she folded it up deliberately +and put it back in the envelope.</p> + +<p>"What are you going to do?" she asked in a matter-of-fact tone.</p> + +<p>"I'm not going to run away to be married," I answered sullenly.</p> + +<p>"Well, no, I wouldn't advise you to," said Aunt Philippa reflectively. +"It's a kind of low-down thing to do, though there's been a terrible +lot of romantic nonsense talked and writ about eloping. It may be a +painful necessity sometimes, but it ain't in this case. You write to +your young man and tell him to come here and be married respectable +under my roof, same as a Goodwin ought to."</p> + +<p>I sat up and stared at Aunt Philippa. I was so amazed that it is +useless to try to express my amazement.</p> + +<p>"Aunt—Philippa," I gasped. "I thought—I thought—"</p> + +<p>"You thought I was a hard old customer, and so I am," said Aunt +Philippa. "But I don't take my opinions from your father nor anybody +else. It didn't prejudice me any against your young man that your +father didn't like him. I knew your father of old. I have some other +friends in Montreal and I writ to them and asked them what he was +like. From what they said I judged he was decent enough as men go. +You're too young to be married, but if you let him go off to South +Africa he'll slip through your fingers for sure, and I s'pose you're +like some of the rest of us—nobody'll do you but the one. So tell him +to come here and be married."</p> + +<p>"I don't see how I can," I gasped. "I can't get ready to be married in +three weeks. I can't—"</p> + +<p>"I should think you have enough clothes in that trunk to do you for a +spell," said Aunt Philippa sarcastically. "You've more than my mother +ever had in all her life. We'll get you a wedding dress of some kind. +You can get it made in Charlottetown, if country dressmakers aren't +good enough for you, and I'll bake you a wedding cake that'll taste as +good as anything you could get in Montreal, even if it won't look so +stylish."</p> + +<p>"What will Father say?" I questioned.</p> + +<p>"Lots o' things," conceded Aunt Philippa grimly. "But I don't see as +it matters when neither you nor me'll be there to have our feelings +hurt. I'll write a few things to your father. He hasn't got much +sense. He ought to be thankful to get a decent young man for his +son-in-law in a world where most every man is a wolf in sheep's +clothing. But that's the men for you."</p> + +<p>And that was Aunt Philippa for you. For the next three weeks she was a +blissfully excited, busy woman. I was allowed to choose the material +and fashion of my wedding suit and hat myself, but almost everything +else was settled by Aunt Philippa. I didn't mind; it was a relief to +be rid of all responsibility; I did protest when she declared her +intention of having a big wedding and asking all the cousins and +semi-cousins on the island, but Aunt Philippa swept my objections +lightly aside.</p> + +<p>"I'm bound to have one good wedding in this house," she said. "Not +likely I'll ever have another chance."</p> + +<p>She found time amid all the baking and concocting to warn me +frequently not to take it too much to heart if Mark failed to come +after all.</p> + +<p>"I know a man who jilted a girl on her wedding day. That's the men for +you. It's best to be prepared."</p> + +<p>But Mark did come, getting there the evening before our wedding day. +And then a severe blow fell on Aunt Philippa. Word came from the manse +that Mr. Bentwell had been suddenly summoned to Nova Scotia to his +mother's deathbed; he had started that night.</p> + +<p>"That's the men for you," said Aunt Philippa bitterly. "Never can +depend on one of them, not even on a minister. What's to be done now?"</p> + +<p>"Get another minister," said Mark easily.</p> + +<p>"Where'll you get him?" demanded Aunt Philippa. "The minister at +Cliftonville is away on his vacation, and Mercer is vacant, and that +leaves none nearer than town. It won't do to depend on a town minister +being able to come. No, there's no help for it. You'll have to have +that Methodist man."</p> + +<p>Aunt Philippa's tone was tragic. Plainly she thought the ceremony +would scarcely be legal if that Methodist man married us. But neither +Mark nor I cared. We were too happy to be disturbed by any such +trifles.</p> + +<p>The young Methodist minister married us the next day in the presence +of many beaming guests. Aunt Philippa, splendid in black silk and +point-lace collar, neither of which lost a whit of dignity or lustre +by being made ten years before, was composure itself while the +ceremony was going on. But no sooner had the minister pronounced us +man and wife than she spoke up.</p> + +<p>"Now that's over I want someone to go right out and put out the fire +on the kitchen roof. It's been on fire for the last ten minutes."</p> + +<p>Minister and bridegroom headed the emergency brigade, and Aunt +Philippa pumped the water for them. In a short time the fire was out, +all was safe, and we were receiving our deferred congratulations.</p> + +<p>"Now, young man," said Aunt Philippa solemnly as she shook hands with +Mark, "don't you ever try to get out of this, even if a Methodist +minister did marry you."</p> + +<p>She insisted on driving us to the train and said goodbye to us as we +stood on the car steps. She had caught more of the shower of rice than +I had, and as the day was hot and sunny she had tied over her head, +atop of that festal silk dress, a huge, home-made, untrimmed straw +hat. But she did not look ridiculous. There was a certain dignity +about Aunt Philippa in any costume and under any circumstance.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Philippa," I said, "tell me this: why have you helped me to be +married?"</p> + +<p>The train began to move.</p> + +<p>"I refused once to run away myself, and I've repented it ever since." +Then, as the train gathered speed and the distance between us widened, +she shouted after us, "But I s'pose if I had run away I'd have +repented of that too."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Bessies_Doll" id="Bessies_Doll"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Bessie's Doll<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Tommy Puffer, sauntering up the street, stopped to look at Miss +Octavia's geraniums. Tommy never could help stopping to look at Miss +Octavia's flowers, much as he hated Miss Octavia. Today they were +certainly worth looking at. Miss Octavia had set them all out on her +verandah—rows upon rows of them, overflowing down the steps in waves +of blossom and colour. Miss Octavia's geraniums were famous in +Arundel, and she was very proud of them. But it was her garden which +was really the delight of her heart. Miss Octavia always had the +prettiest garden in Arundel, especially as far as annuals were +concerned. Just now it was like faith—the substance of things hoped +for. The poppies and nasturtiums and balsams and morning glories and +sweet peas had been sown in the brown beds on the lawn, but they had +not yet begun to come up.</p> + +<p>Tommy was still feasting his eyes on the geraniums when Miss Octavia +herself came around the corner of the house. Her face darkened the +minute she saw Tommy. Most people's did. Tommy had the reputation of +being a very bad, mischievous boy; he was certainly very poor and +ragged, and Miss Octavia disapproved of poverty and rags on principle. +Nobody, she argued, not even a boy of twelve, need be poor and ragged +if he is willing to work.</p> + +<p>"Here, you, get away out of this," she said sharply. "I'm not going to +have you hanging over my palings."</p> + +<p>"I ain't hurting your old palings," retorted Tommy sullenly. "I was +jist a-looking at the flowers."</p> + +<p>"Yes, and picking out the next one to throw a stone at," said Miss +Octavia sarcastically. "It was you who threw that stone and broke my +big scarlet geranium clear off the other day."</p> + +<p>"It wasn't—I never chucked a stone at your flowers," said Tommy.</p> + +<p>"Don't tell me any falsehoods, Tommy Puffer. It was you. Didn't I +catch you firing stones at my cat a dozen times?"</p> + +<p>"I might have fired 'em at an old cat, but I wouldn't tech a flower," +avowed Tommy boldly—brazenly, Miss Octavia thought.</p> + +<p>"You clear out of this or I'll make you," she said warningly.</p> + +<p>Tommy had had his ears boxed by Miss Octavia more than once. He had no +desire to have the performance repeated, so he stuck his tongue out at +Miss Octavia and then marched up the street with his hands in his +pockets, whistling jauntily.</p> + +<p>"He's the most impudent brat I ever saw in my life," muttered Miss +Octavia wrathfully. There was a standing feud between her and all the +Arundel small boys, but Tommy was her special object of dislike.</p> + +<p>Tommy's heart was full of wrath and bitterness as he marched away. He +hated Miss Octavia; he wished something would happen to every one of +her flowers; he knew it was Ned Williams who had thrown that stone, +and he hoped Ned would throw some more and smash all the flowers. So +Tommy raged along the street until he came to Mr. Blacklock's store, +and in the window of it he saw something that put Miss Octavia and her +disagreeable remarks quite out of his tow-coloured head.</p> + +<p>This was nothing more or less than a doll. Now, Tommy was not a judge +of dolls and did not take much interest in them, but he felt quite +sure that this was a very fine one. It was so big; it was beautifully +dressed in blue silk, with a ruffled blue silk hat; it had lovely long +golden hair and big brown eyes and pink cheeks; and it stood right up +in the showcase and held out its hands winningly.</p> + +<p>"Gee, ain't it a beauty!" said Tommy admiringly. "It looks 'sif it was +alive, and it's as big as a baby. I must go an' bring Bessie to see +it."</p> + +<p>Tommy at once hurried away to the shabby little street where what he +called "home" was. Tommy's home was a very homeless-looking sort of +place. It was the smallest, dingiest, most slatternly house on a +street noted for its dingy and slatternly houses. It was occupied by a +slatternly mother and a drunken father, as well as by Tommy; and +neither the father nor the mother took much notice of Tommy except to +scold or nag him. So it is hardly to be wondered at if Tommy was the +sort of boy who was frowned upon by respectable citizens.</p> + +<p>But one little white blossom of pure affection bloomed in the arid +desert of Tommy's existence for all that. In the preceding fall a new +family had come to Arundel and moved into the tiny house next to the +Puffers'. It was a small, dingy house, just like the others, but +before long a great change took place in it. The new family were +thrifty, industrious folks, although they were very poor. The little +house was white-washed, the paling neatly mended, the bit of a yard +cleaned of all its rubbish. Muslin curtains appeared in the windows, +and rows of cans, with blossoming plants, adorned the sills.</p> + +<p>There were just three people in the Knox family—a thin little mother, +who went out scrubbing and took in washing, a boy of ten, who sold +newspapers and ran errands—and Bessie.</p> + +<p>Bessie was eight years old and walked with a crutch, but she was a +smart little lassie and kept the house wonderfully neat and tidy while +her mother was away. The very first time she had seen Tommy she had +smiled at him sweetly and said, "Good morning." From that moment Tommy +was her devoted slave. Nobody had ever spoken like that to him before; +nobody had ever smiled so at him. Tommy would have given his useless +little life for Bessie, and thenceforth the time he was not devising +mischief he spent in bringing little pleasures into her life. It was +Tommy's delight to bring that smile to her pale little face and a look +of pleasure into her big, patient blue eyes. The other boys on the +street tried to tease Bessie at first and shouted "Cripple!" after her +when she limped out. But they soon stopped it. Tommy thrashed them +all one after another for it, and Bessie was left in peace. She would +have had a very lonely life if it had not been for Tommy, for she +could not play with the other children. But Tommy was as good as a +dozen playmates, and Bessie thought him the best boy in the world. +Tommy, whatever he might be with others, was very careful to be good +when he was with Bessie. He never said a rude word in her hearing, and +he treated her as if she were a little princess. Miss Octavia would +have been amazed beyond measure if she had seen how tender and +thoughtful and kind and chivalrous that neglected urchin of a Tommy +could be when he tried.</p> + +<p>Tommy found Bessie sitting by the kitchen window, looking dreamily out +of it. For just a moment Tommy thought uneasily that Bessie was +looking very pale and thin this spring.</p> + +<p>"Bessie, come for a walk up to Mr. Blacklock's store," he said +eagerly. "There is something there I want to show you."</p> + +<p>"What is it?" Bessie wanted to know. But Tommy only winked +mysteriously.</p> + +<p>"Ah, I ain't going to tell you. But it's something awful pretty. Just +you wait."</p> + +<p>Bessie reached for her crutch and the two went up to the store, Tommy +carefully suiting his steps to Bessie's slow ones. Just before they +reached the store he made her shut her eyes and led her to the window.</p> + +<p>"Now—look!" he commanded dramatically.</p> + +<p>Bessie looked and Tommy was rewarded. She flushed pinkly with delight +and clasped her hands in ecstasy.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Tommy, isn't she perfectly beautiful?" she breathed. "Oh, she's +the very loveliest dolly I ever saw. Oh, Tommy!"</p> + +<p>"I thought you'd like her," said Tommy exultantly. "Don't you wish you +had a doll like that of your very own, Bessie?"</p> + +<p>Bessie looked almost rebuking, as if Tommy had asked her if she +wouldn't like a golden crown or a queen's palace.</p> + +<p>"Of course I could never have a dolly like that," she said. "She must +cost an awful lot. But it's enough just to look at her. Tommy, will +you bring me up here every day just to look at her?"</p> + +<p>"'Course," said Tommy.</p> + +<p>Bessie talked about the blue-silk doll all the way home and dreamed of +her every night. "I'm going to call her Roselle Geraldine," she said. +After that she went up to see Roselle Geraldine every day, gazing at +her for long moments in silent rapture. Tommy almost grew jealous of +her; he thought Bessie liked the doll better than she did him.</p> + +<p>"But it don't matter a bit if she does," he thought loyally, crushing +down the jealousy. "If she likes to like it better than me, it's all +right."</p> + +<p>Sometimes, though, Tommy felt uneasy. It was plain to be seen that +Bessie had set her heart on that doll. And what would she do when the +doll was sold, as would probably happen soon? Tommy thought Bessie +would feel awful sad, and he would be responsible for it.</p> + +<p>What Tommy feared came to pass. One afternoon, when they went up to +Mr. Blacklock's store, the doll was not in the window.</p> + +<p>"Oh," cried Bessie, bursting into tears, "she's gone—Roselle +Geraldine is gone."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps she isn't sold," said Tommy comfortingly. "Maybe they only +took her out of the window 'cause the blue silk would fade. I'll go in +and ask."</p> + +<p>A minute later Tommy came out looking sober.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she's sold, Bessie," he said. "Mr. Blacklock sold her to a lady +yesterday. Don't cry, Bessie—maybe they'll put another in the window +'fore long."</p> + +<p>"It won't be mine," sobbed Bessie. "It won't be Roselle Geraldine. It +won't have a blue silk hat and such cunning brown eyes."</p> + +<p>Bessie cried quietly all the way home, and Tommy could not comfort +her. He wished he had never shown her the doll in the window.</p> + +<p>From that day Bessie drooped, and Tommy watched her in agony. She grew +paler and thinner. She was too tired to go out walking, and too tired +to do the little household tasks she had delighted in. She never spoke +about Roselle Geraldine, but Tommy knew she was fretting about her. +Mrs. Knox could not think what ailed the child.</p> + +<p>"She don't take a bit of interest in nothing," she complained to Mrs. +Puffer. "She don't eat enough for a bird. The doctor, he says there +ain't nothing the matter with her as he can find out, but she's just +pining away."</p> + +<p>Tommy heard this, and a queer, big lump came up in his throat. He had +a horrible fear that he, Tommy Puffer, was going to cry. To prevent it +he began to whistle loudly. But the whistle was a failure, very unlike +the real Tommy-whistle. Bessie was sick—and it was all his fault, +Tommy believed. If he had never taken her to see that hateful, +blue-silk doll, she would never have got so fond of it as to be +breaking her heart because it was sold.</p> + +<p>"If I was only rich," said Tommy miserably, "I'd buy her a cartload of +dolls, all dressed in blue silk and all with brown eyes. But I can't +do nothing."</p> + +<p>By this time Tommy had reached the paling in front of Miss Octavia's +lawn, and from force of habit he stopped to look over it. But there +was not much to see this time, only the little green rows and circles +in the brown, well-weeded beds, and the long curves of dahlia plants, +which Miss Octavia had set out a few days before. All the geraniums +were carried in, and the blinds were down. Tommy knew Miss Octavia was +away. He had seen her depart on the train that morning, and heard her +tell a friend that she was going down to Chelton to visit her +brother's folks and wouldn't be back until the next day.</p> + +<p>Tommy was still leaning moodily against the paling when Mrs. Jenkins +and Mrs. Reid came by, and they too paused to look at the garden.</p> + +<p>"Dear me, how cold it is!" shivered Mrs. Reid. "There's going to be a +hard frost tonight. Octavia's flowers will be nipped as sure as +anything. It's a wonder she'd stay away from them overnight when her +heart's so set on them."</p> + +<p>"Her brother's wife is sick," said Mrs. Jenkins. "We haven't had any +frost this spring, and I suppose Octavia never thought of such a +thing. She'll feel awful bad if her flowers get frosted, especially +them dahlias. Octavia sets such store by her dahlias."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Jenkins and Mrs. Reid moved away, leaving Tommy by the paling. It +was cold—there was going to be a hard frost—and Miss Octavia's +plants and flowers would certainly be spoiled. Tommy thought he ought +to be glad, but he wasn't. He was sorry—not for Miss Octavia, but for +her flowers. Tommy had a queer, passionate love for flowers in his +twisted little soul. It was a shame that they should be nipped—that +all the glory of crimson and purple and gold hidden away in those +little green rows and circles should never have a chance to blossom +out royally. Tommy could never have put this thought into words, but +it was there in his heart. He wished he could save the flowers. And +couldn't he? Newspapers spread over the beds and tied around the +dahlias would save them, Tommy knew. He had seen Miss Octavia doing it +other springs. And he knew there was a big box of newspapers in a +little shed in her backyard. Ned Williams had told him there was, and +that the shed was never locked.</p> + +<p>Tommy hurried home as quickly as he could and got a ball of twine out +of his few treasures. Then he went back to Miss Octavia's garden.</p> + +<p>The next forenoon Miss Octavia got off the train at the Arundel +station with a very grim face. There had been an unusually severe +frost for the time of year. All along the road Miss Octavia had seen +gardens frosted and spoiled. She knew what she should see when she got +to her own—the dahlia stalks drooping and black and limp, the +nasturtiums and balsams and poppies and pansies all withered and +ruined.</p> + +<p>But she didn't. Instead she saw every dahlia carefully tied up in a +newspaper, and over all the beds newspapers spread out and held neatly +in place with pebbles. Miss Octavia flew into her garden with a +radiant face. Everything was safe—nothing was spoiled.</p> + +<p>But who could have done it? Miss Octavia was puzzled. On one side of +her lived Mrs. Kennedy, who had just moved in and, being a total +stranger, would not be likely to think of Miss Octavia's flowers. On +the other lived Miss Matheson, who was a "shut-in" and spent all her +time on the sofa. But to Miss Matheson Miss Octavia went.</p> + +<p>"Rachel, do you know who covered my plants up last night?"</p> + +<p>Miss Matheson nodded. "Yes, it was Tommy Puffer. I saw him working +away there with papers and twine. I thought you'd told him to do it."</p> + +<p>"For the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia. "Tommy Puffer! Well, +wonders will never cease."</p> + +<p>Miss Octavia went back to her house feeling rather ashamed of herself +when she remembered how she had always treated Tommy Puffer.</p> + +<p>"But there must be some good in the child, or he wouldn't have done +this," she said to herself. "I've been real mean, but I'll make it up +to him."</p> + +<p>Miss Octavia did not see Tommy that day, but when he passed the next +morning she ran to the door and called him.</p> + +<p>"Tommy, Tommy Puffer, come in here!"</p> + +<p>Tommy came reluctantly. He didn't like Miss Octavia any better than he +had, and he didn't know what she wanted of him. But Miss Octavia soon +informed him without loss of words.</p> + +<p>"Tommy, Miss Matheson tells me that it was you who saved my flowers +from the frost the other night. I'm very much obliged to you indeed. +Whatever made you think of doing it?"</p> + +<p>"I hated to see the flowers spoiled," muttered Tommy, who was feeling +more uncomfortable than he had ever felt in his life.</p> + +<p>"Well, it was real thoughtful of you. I'm sorry I've been so hard on +you, Tommy, and I believe now you didn't break my scarlet geranium. Is +there anything I can do for you—anything you'd like to have? If it's +in reason I'll get it for you, just to pay my debt."</p> + +<p>Tommy stared at Miss Octavia with a sudden hopeful inspiration. "Oh, +Miss Octavia," he cried eagerly, "will you buy a doll and give it to +me?"</p> + +<p>"Well, for the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia, unable to +believe her ears. "A doll! What on earth do you want of a doll?"</p> + +<p>"It's for Bessie," said Tommy eagerly. "You see, it's this way."</p> + +<p>Then Tommy told Miss Octavia the whole story. Miss Octavia listened +silently, sometimes nodding her head. When he had finished she went +out of the room and soon returned, bringing with her the very +identical doll that had been in Mr. Blacklock's window.</p> + +<p>"I guess this is the doll," she said. "I bought it to give to a small +niece of mine, but I can get another for her. You may take this to +Bessie."</p> + +<p>It would be of no use to try to describe Bessie's joy when Tommy +rushed in and put Roselle Geraldine in her arms with a breathless +account of the wonderful story. But from that moment Bessie began to +pick up again, and soon she was better than she had ever been and the +happiest little lassie in Arundel.</p> + +<p>When a week had passed, Miss Octavia again called Tommy in; Tommy +went more willingly this time. He had begun to like Miss Octavia.</p> + +<p>That lady looked him over sharply and somewhat dubiously. He was +certainly very ragged and unkempt. But Miss Octavia saw what she had +never noticed before—that Tommy's eyes were bright and frank, that +Tommy's chin was a good chin, and that Tommy's smile had something +very pleasant about it.</p> + +<p>"You're fond of flowers, aren't you, Tommy?" she asked.</p> + +<p>"You bet," was Tommy's inelegant but heartfelt answer.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Miss Octavia slowly, "I have a brother down at Chelton +who is a florist. He wants a boy of your age to do handy jobs and run +errands about his establishment, and he wants one who is fond of +flowers and would like to learn the business. He asked me to recommend +him one, and I promised to look out for a suitable boy. Would you like +the place, Tommy? And will you promise to be a very good boy and learn +to be respectable if I ask my brother to give you a trial and a chance +to make something of yourself?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, Miss Octavia!" gasped Tommy. He wondered if he were simply having +a beautiful dream.</p> + +<p>But it was no dream. And it was all arranged later on. No one rejoiced +more heartily in Tommy's success than Bessie.</p> + +<p>"But I'll miss you dreadfully, Tommy," she said wistfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll be home every Saturday night, and we'll have Sunday +together, except when I've got to go to Sunday school. 'Cause Miss +Octavia says I must," said Tommy comfortingly. "And the rest of the +time you'll have Roselle Geraldine."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I know," said Bessie, giving the blue-silk doll a fond kiss, +"and she's just lovely. But she ain't as nice as you, Tommy, for all."</p> + +<p>Then was Tommy's cup of happiness full.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Charlottes_Ladies" id="Charlottes_Ladies"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Charlotte's Ladies<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Just as soon as dinner was over at the asylum, Charlotte sped away to +the gap in the fence—the northwest corner gap. There was a gap in the +southeast corner, too—the asylum fence was in a rather poor +condition—but the southeast gap was interesting only after tea, and +it was never at any time quite as interesting as the northwest gap.</p> + +<p>Charlotte ran as fast as her legs could carry her, for she did not +want any of the other orphans to see her. As a rule, Charlotte liked +the company of the other orphans and was a favourite with them. But, +somehow, she did not want them to know about the gaps. She was sure +they would not understand.</p> + +<p>Charlotte had discovered the gaps only a week before. They had not +been there in the autumn, but the snowdrifts had lain heavily against +the fence all winter, and one spring day when Charlotte was creeping +through the shrubbery in the northwest corner in search of the little +yellow daffodils that always grew there in spring, she found a +delightful space where a board had fallen off, whence she could look +out on a bit of woodsy road with a little footpath winding along by +the fence under the widespreading boughs of the asylum trees. +Charlotte felt a wild impulse to slip out and run fast and far down +that lovely, sunny, tempting, fenceless road. But that would have been +wrong, for it was against the asylum rules, and Charlotte, though she +hated most of the asylum rules with all her heart, never disobeyed or +broke them. So she subdued the vagrant longing with a sigh and sat +down among the daffodils to peer wistfully out of the gap and feast +her eyes on this glimpse of a world where there were no brick walls +and prim walks and never-varying rules.</p> + +<p>Then, as Charlotte watched, the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes came +along the footpath. Charlotte had never seen her before and hadn't the +slightest idea in the world who she was, but that was what she called +her as soon as she saw her. The lady was so pretty, with lovely blue +eyes that were very sad, although somehow as you looked at them you +felt that they ought to be laughing, merry eyes instead. At least +Charlotte thought so and wished at once that she knew how to make them +laugh. Besides, the Lady had lovely golden hair and the most beautiful +pink cheeks, and Charlotte, who had mouse-coloured hair and any number +of freckles, had an unbounded admiration for golden locks and roseleaf +complexions. The Lady was dressed in black, which Charlotte didn't +like, principally because the matron of the asylum wore black and +Charlotte didn't—exactly—like the matron.</p> + +<p>When the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes had gone by, Charlotte drew a +long breath.</p> + +<p>"If I could pick out a mother I'd pick out one that looked just like +her," she said.</p> + +<p>Nice things sometimes happen close together, even in an orphan asylum, +and that very evening Charlotte discovered the southeast gap and found +herself peering into the most beautiful garden you could imagine, a +garden where daffodils and tulips grew in great ribbon-like beds, and +there were hedges of white and purple lilacs, and winding paths under +blossoming trees. It was such a garden as Charlotte had pictured in +happy dreams and never expected to see in real life. And yet here it +had been all the time, divided from her only by a high board fence.</p> + +<p>"I wouldn't have s'posed there could be such a lovely place so near an +orphan asylum," mused Charlotte. "It's the very loveliest place I ever +saw. Oh, I do wish I could go and walk in it. Well, I do declare! If +there isn't a lady in it, too!"</p> + +<p>Sure enough, there was a lady, helping an unruly young vine to run in +the way it should go over a little arbour. Charlotte instantly named +her the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes. She was not nearly so young or +so pretty as the Lady with the Blue Eyes, but she looked very kind and +jolly.</p> + +<p>I'd like her for an aunt, reflected Charlotte. Not for a mother—oh, +no, not for a mother, but for an aunt. I know she'd make a splendid +aunt. And, oh, just look at her cat!</p> + +<p>Charlotte looked at the cat with all her might and main. She loved +cats, but cats were not allowed in an orphan asylum, although +Charlotte sometimes wondered if there were no orphan kittens in the +world which would be appropriate for such an institution.</p> + +<p>The Tall Lady's cat was so big and furry, with a splendid tail and +elegant stripes. A Very Handsome Cat, Charlotte called him mentally, +seeing the capitals as plainly as if they had been printed out. +Charlotte's fingers tingled to stroke his glossy coat, but she folded +them sternly together.</p> + +<p>"You know you can't," she said to herself reproachfully, "so what is +the use of wanting to, Charlotte Turner? You ought to be thankful just +to see the garden and the Very Handsome Cat."</p> + +<p>Charlotte watched the Tall Lady and the Cat until they went away into +a fine, big house further up the garden, then she sighed and went back +through the cherry trees to the asylum playground, where the other +orphans were playing games. But, somehow, games had lost their flavour +compared with those fascinating gaps.</p> + +<p>It did not take Charlotte long to discover that the Pretty Lady always +walked past the northwest gap about one o'clock every day and never at +any other time—at least at no other time when Charlotte was free to +watch her; and that the Tall Lady was almost always in her garden at +five in the afternoon, accompanied by the Very Handsome Cat, pruning +and trimming some of her flowers. Charlotte never missed being at the +gaps at the proper times, if she could possibly manage it, and her +heart was full of dreams about her two Ladies. But the other orphans +thought all the fun had gone out of her, and the matron noticed her +absent-mindedness and dosed her with sulphur and molasses for it. +Charlotte took the dose meekly, as she took everything else. It was +all part and parcel with being an orphan in an asylum.</p> + +<p>"But if the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes was my mother, she wouldn't +make me swallow such dreadful stuff," sighed Charlotte. "I don't +believe even the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes would—though perhaps +she might, aunts not being quite as good as mothers."</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said Maggie Brunt, coming up to Charlotte at this +moment, "that Lizzie Parker is going to be adopted? A lady is going to +adopt her."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" cried Charlotte breathlessly. An adoption was always a wonderful +event in the asylum, as well as a somewhat rare one. "Oh, how +splendid!"</p> + +<p>"Yes, isn't it?" said Maggie enviously. "She picked out Lizzie because +she was pretty and had curls. I don't think it is fair."</p> + +<p>Charlotte sighed. "Nobody will ever want to adopt me, because I've +mousy hair and freckles," she said. "But somebody may want you some +day, Maggie. You have such lovely black hair."</p> + +<p>"But it isn't curly," said Maggie forlornly. "And the matron won't let +me put it up in curl papers at night. I just wish I was Lizzie."</p> + +<p>Charlotte shook her head. "I don't. I'd love to be adopted, but I +wouldn't really like to be anybody but myself, even if I am homely. +It's better to be yourself with mousy hair and freckles than somebody +else who is ever so beautiful. But I do envy Lizzie, though the +matron says it is wicked to envy anyone."</p> + +<p>Envy of the fortunate Lizzie did not long possess Charlotte's mind, +however, for that very day a wonderful thing happened at noon hour by +the northwest gap. Charlotte had always been very careful not to let +the Pretty Lady see her, but today, after the Pretty Lady had gone +past, Charlotte leaned out of the gap to watch her as far as she +could. And just at that very moment the Pretty Lady looked back; and +there, peering at her from the asylum fence, was a little scrap of a +girl, with mouse-coloured hair and big freckles, and the sweetest, +brightest, most winsome little face the Pretty Lady had ever seen. The +Pretty Lady smiled right down at Charlotte and for just a moment her +eyes looked as Charlotte had always known they ought to look. +Charlotte was feeling rather frightened down in her heart but she +smiled bravely back.</p> + +<p>"Are you thinking of running away?" said the Pretty Lady, and, oh, +what a sweet voice she had—sweet and tender, just like a mother's +voice ought to be!</p> + +<p>"No," said Charlotte, shaking her head gravely. "I should like to run +away but it would be of no use, because there is no place to run to."</p> + +<p>"Why would you like to run away?" asked the Pretty Lady, still +smiling. "Don't you like living here?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte opened her big eyes very widely. "Why, it's an orphan +asylum!" she exclaimed. "Nobody could like living in an orphan asylum. +But, of course, orphans should be very thankful to have any place to +live in and I <i>am</i> thankful. I'd be thankfuller still if the matron +wouldn't make me take sulphur and molasses. If you had a little girl, +would you make her take sulphur and molasses?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't when I had a little girl," said the Pretty Lady wistfully, +and her eyes were sad again.</p> + +<p>"Oh, did you really have a little girl once?" asked Charlotte softly.</p> + +<p>"Yes, and she died," said the Pretty Lady in a trembling voice.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I am sorry," said Charlotte, more softly still. "Did she—did she +have lovely golden hair and pink cheeks like yours?"</p> + +<p>"No," the Pretty Lady smiled again, though it was a very sad smile. +"No, she had mouse-coloured hair and freckles."</p> + +<p>"Oh! And weren't you sorry?"</p> + +<p>"No, I was glad of it, because it made her look like her father. I've +always loved little girls with mouse-coloured hair and freckles ever +since. Well, I must hurry along. I'm late now, and schools have a +dreadful habit of going in sharp on time. If you should happen to be +here tomorrow, I'm going to stop and ask your name."</p> + +<p>Of course Charlotte was at the gap the next day and they had a lovely +talk. In a week they were the best of friends. Charlotte soon found +out that she could make the Pretty Lady's eyes look as they ought to +for a little while at least, and she spent all her spare time and lay +awake at nights devising speeches to make the Pretty Lady laugh.</p> + +<p>Then another wonderful thing happened. One evening when Charlotte went +to the southeast gap, the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes was not in the +garden—at least, Charlotte thought she wasn't. But the Very Handsome +Cat was, sitting gravely under a syringa bush and looking quite proud +of himself for being a cat.</p> + +<p>"You Very Handsome Cat," said Charlotte, "won't you come here and let +me stroke you?"</p> + +<p>The Very Handsome Cat did come, just as if he understood English, and +he purred with delight when Charlotte took him in her arms and buried +her face in his fur. Then—Charlotte thought she would really sink +into the ground, for the Tall Lady herself came around a lilac bush +and stood before the gap.</p> + +<p>"Please, ma'am," stammered Charlotte in an agony of embarrassment, "I +wasn't meaning to do any harm to your Very Handsome Cat. I just wanted +to pat him. I—I am very fond of cats and they are not allowed in +orphan asylums."</p> + +<p>"I've always thought asylums weren't run on proper principles," said +the Tall Lady briskly. "Bless your heart, child, don't look so scared. +You're welcome to pat the cat all you like. Come in and I'll give you +some flowers."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, but I am not allowed to go off the grounds," said +Charlotte firmly, "and I think I'd rather not have any flowers because +the matron might want to know where I got them, and then she would +have this gap closed up. I live in mortal dread for fear it will be +closed anyhow. It's very uncomfortable—living in mortal dread."</p> + +<p>The Tall Lady laughed a very jolly laugh. "Yes, I should think it +would be," she agreed. "I haven't had that experience."</p> + +<p>Then they had a jolly talk, and every evening after that Charlotte +went to the gap and stroked the Very Handsome Cat and chatted to the +Tall Lady.</p> + +<p>"Do you live all alone in that big house?" she asked wonderingly one +day.</p> + +<p>"All alone," said the Tall Lady.</p> + +<p>"Did you always live alone?"</p> + +<p>"No. I had a sister living with me once. But I don't want to talk +about her. You'll oblige me, Charlotte, by <i>not</i> talking about her."</p> + +<p>"I won't then," agreed Charlotte. "I can understand why people don't +like to have their sisters talked about sometimes. Lily Mitchell has a +big sister who was sent to jail for stealing. Of course Lily doesn't +like to talk about her."</p> + +<p>The Tall Lady laughed a little bitterly. "My sister didn't steal. She +married a man I detested, that's all."</p> + +<p>"Did he drink?" asked Charlotte gravely. "The matron's husband drank +and that was why she left him and took to running an orphan asylum. I +think I'd rather put up with a drunken husband than live in an orphan +asylum."</p> + +<p>"My sister's husband didn't drink," said the Tall Lady grimly. "He was +beneath her, that was all. I told her I'd never forgive her and I +never shall. He's dead now—he died a year after she married him—and +she's working for her living. I dare say she doesn't find it very +pleasant. She wasn't brought up to that. Here, Charlotte, is a +turnover for you. I made it on purpose for you. Eat it and tell me if +you don't think I'm a good cook. I'm dying for a compliment. I never +get any now that I've got old. It's a dismal thing to get old and have +nobody to love you except a cat, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"I think it is just as bad to be young and have nobody to love you, +not <i>even</i> a cat," sighed Charlotte, enjoying the turnover, +nevertheless.</p> + +<p>"I dare say it is," agreed the Tall Lady, looking as if she had been +struck by a new and rather startling idea.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>I like the tall lady with the Black Eyes ever so much, thought +Charlotte that night as she lay in bed, but I love the Pretty Lady. I +have more fun with the Tall Lady and the Very Handsome Cat, but I +always feel nicer with the Pretty Lady. Oh, I'm so glad her little +girl had mouse-coloured hair.</p> + +<p>Then the most wonderful thing of all happened. One day a week later +the Pretty Lady said, "Would you like to come and live with me, +Charlotte?"</p> + +<p>Charlotte looked at her. "Are you in earnest?" she asked in a whisper.</p> + +<p>"Indeed I am. I want you for my little girl, and if you'd like to +come, you shall. I'm poor, Charlotte, really, I'm dreadfully poor, but +I can make my salary stretch far enough for two, and we'll love each +other enough to cover the thin spots. Will you come?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I should just think I will!" said Charlotte emphatically. "Oh, +I wish I was sure I'm not dreaming. I do love you so much, and it will +be so delightful to be your little girl."</p> + +<p>"Very well, sweetheart. I'll come tomorrow afternoon—it is Saturday, +so I'll have the whole blessed day off—and see the matron about it. +Oh, we'll have lovely times together, dearest. I only wish I'd +discovered you long ago."</p> + +<p>Charlotte may have eaten and studied and played and kept rules the +rest of that day and part of the next, but, if so, she has no +recollection of it. She went about like a girl in a dream, and the +matron concluded that something more than sulphur and molasses was +needed and decided to speak to the doctor about her. But she never +did, because a lady came that afternoon and told her she wanted to +adopt Charlotte.</p> + +<p>Charlotte obeyed the summons to the matron's room in a tingle of +excitement. But when she went in, she saw only the matron and the Tall +Lady with the Black Eyes. Before Charlotte could look around for the +Pretty Lady the matron said, "Charlotte, this lady, Miss Herbert, +wishes to adopt you. It is a splendid thing for you, and you ought to +be a very thankful little girl."</p> + +<p>Charlotte's head fairly whirled. She clasped her hands and the tears +brimmed up in her eyes.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I like the Tall Lady," she gasped, "but I <i>love</i> the Pretty Lady +and I promised her I'd be her little girl. I can't break my promise."</p> + +<p>"What on earth is the child talking about?" said the mystified matron.</p> + +<p>And just then the maid showed in the Pretty Lady. Charlotte flew to +her and flung her arms about her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, tell them I am your little girl!" she begged. "Tell them I +promised you first. I don't want to hurt the Tall Lady's feelings +because I truly do like her so very much. But I want to be your little +girl."</p> + +<p>The Pretty Lady had given one glance at the Tall Lady and flushed red. +The Tall Lady, on the contrary, had grown very pale. The matron felt +uncomfortable. Everybody knew that Miss Herbert and Mrs. Bond hadn't +spoken to each other for years, even if they were sisters and alone in +the world except for each other.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Bond turned to the matron. "I have come to ask permission to +adopt this little girl," she said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm very sorry," stammered the matron, "but Miss Herbert has just +asked for her, and I have consented."</p> + +<p>Charlotte gave a great gulp of disappointment, but the Pretty Lady +suddenly wheeled around to face the Tall Lady, with quivering lips and +tearful eyes.</p> + +<p>"Don't take her from me, Alma," she pleaded humbly. "She—she is so +like my own baby and I'm so lonely. Any other child will suit you as +well."</p> + +<p>"Not at all," said the Tall Lady brusquely. "Not at all, Anna. No +other child will suit me at all. And may I ask what you intend to keep +her on? I know your salary is barely enough for yourself."</p> + +<p>"That is my concern," said the Pretty Lady a little proudly.</p> + +<p>"Humph!" The Tall Lady shrugged her shoulders. "Just as independent as +ever, Anna, I see. Well, child, what do <i>you</i> say? Which of us will +you come with? Remember, I have the cat on my side, and Anna can't +make half as good turnovers as I can. Remember all this, Charlotte."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I—I like you so much," stammered Charlotte, "and I wish I could +live with you both. But since I can't, I must go with the Pretty Lady, +because I promised, and because I loved her first."</p> + +<p>"And best?" queried the Tall Lady.</p> + +<p>"And best," admitted Charlotte, bound to be truthful, even at the risk +of hurting the Tall Lady's feelings. "But I <i>do</i> like you, too—next +best. And you really don't need me as much as she does, for you have +your Very Handsome Cat and she hasn't anything."</p> + +<p>"A cat no longer satisfies the aching void in my soul," said the Tall +Lady stubbornly. "Nothing will satisfy it but a little girl with +mouse-coloured hair and freckles. No, Anna, I've got to have +Charlotte. But I think that with her usual astuteness, she has already +solved the problem for us by saying she'd like to live with us both. +Why can't she? You just come back home and we'll let bygones be +bygones. We both have something to forgive, but I was an obstinate old +fool and I've known it for years, though I never confessed it to +anybody but the cat."</p> + +<p>The Pretty Lady softened, trembled, smiled. She went right up to the +Tall Lady and put her arms about her neck.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I've wanted so much to be friends with you again," she sobbed. +"But I thought you would never relent—and—and—I've been so +lonely—"</p> + +<p>"There, there," whispered the Tall Lady, "don't cry under the matron's +eye. Wait till we get home. I may have some crying to do myself then. +Charlotte, go and get your hat and come right over with us. We can +sign the necessary papers later on, but we must have you right off. +The cat is waiting for you on the back porch, and there is a turnover +cooling on the pantry window that is just your size."</p> + +<p>"I am so happy," remarked Charlotte, "that I feel like crying +myself."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Christmas_at_Red_Butte" id="Christmas_at_Red_Butte"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Christmas at Red Butte<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"Of course Santa Claus will come," said Jimmy Martin confidently. +Jimmy was ten, and at ten it is easy to be confident. "Why, he's <i>got</i> +to come because it is Christmas Eve, and he always <i>has</i> come. You +know that, twins."</p> + +<p>Yes, the twins knew it and, cheered by Jimmy's superior wisdom, their +doubts passed away. There had been one terrible moment when Theodora +had sighed and told them they mustn't be too much disappointed if +Santa Claus did not come this year because the crops had been poor, +and he mightn't have had enough presents to go around.</p> + +<p>"That doesn't make any difference to Santa Claus," scoffed Jimmy. "You +know as well as I do, Theodora Prentice, that Santa Claus is rich +whether the crops fail or not. They failed three years ago, before +Father died, but Santa Claus came all the same. Prob'bly you don't +remember it, twins, 'cause you were too little, but I do. Of course +he'll come, so don't you worry a mite. And he'll bring my skates and +your dolls. He knows we're expecting them, Theodora, 'cause we wrote +him a letter last week, and threw it up the chimney. And there'll be +candy and nuts, of course, and Mother's gone to town to buy a turkey. +I tell you we're going to have a ripping Christmas."</p> + +<p>"Well, don't use such slangy words about it, Jimmy-boy," sighed +Theodora. She couldn't bear to dampen their hopes any further, and +perhaps Aunt Elizabeth might manage it if the colt sold well. But +Theodora had her painful doubts, and she sighed again as she looked +out of the window far down the trail that wound across the prairie, +red-lighted by the declining sun of the short wintry afternoon.</p> + +<p>"Do people always sigh like that when they get to be sixteen?" asked +Jimmy curiously. "You didn't sigh like that when you were only +fifteen, Theodora. I wish you wouldn't. It makes me feel funny—and +it's not a nice kind of funniness either."</p> + +<p>"It's a bad habit I've got into lately," said Theodora, trying to +laugh. "Old folks are dull sometimes, you know, Jimmy-boy."</p> + +<p>"Sixteen <i>is</i> awful old, isn't it?" said Jimmy reflectively. "I'll +tell you what <i>I'm</i> going to do when I'm sixteen, Theodora. I'm going +to pay off the mortgage, and buy mother a silk dress, and a piano for +the twins. Won't that be elegant? I'll be able to do that 'cause I'm a +man. Of course if I was only a girl I couldn't."</p> + +<p>"I hope you'll be a good kind brave man and a real help to your +mother," said Theodora softly, sitting down before the cosy fire and +lifting the fat little twins into her lap.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll be good to her, never you fear," assured Jimmy, squatting +comfortably down on the little fur rug before the stove—the skin of +the coyote his father had killed four years ago. "I believe in being +good to your mother when you've only got the one. Now tell us a story, +Theodora—a real jolly story, you know, with lots of fighting in it. +Only please don't kill anybody. I like to hear about fighting, but I +like to have all the people come out alive."</p> + +<p>Theodora laughed, and began a story about the Riel Rebellion of '85—a +story which had the double merit of being true and exciting at the +same time. It was quite dark when she finished, and the twins were +nodding, but Jimmy's eyes were wide open and sparkling.</p> + +<p>"That was great," he said, drawing a long breath. "Tell us another."</p> + +<p>"No, it's bedtime for you all," said Theodora firmly. "One story at a +time is my rule, you know."</p> + +<p>"But I want to sit up till Mother comes home," objected Jimmy.</p> + +<p>"You can't. She may be very late, for she would have to wait to see +Mr. Porter. Besides, you don't know what time Santa Claus might +come—if he comes at all. If he were to drive along and see you +children up instead of being sound asleep in bed, he might go right on +and never call at all."</p> + +<p>This argument was too much for Jimmy.</p> + +<p>"All right, we'll go. But we have to hang up our stockings first. +Twins, get yours."</p> + +<p>The twins toddled off in great excitement, and brought back their +Sunday stockings, which Jimmy proceeded to hang along the edge of the +mantel shelf. This done, they all trooped obediently off to bed. +Theodora gave another sigh, and seated herself at the window, where +she could watch the moonlit prairie for Mrs. Martin's homecoming and +knit at the same time.</p> + +<p>I am afraid that you will think from all the sighing Theodora was +doing that she was a very melancholy and despondent young lady. You +couldn't think anything more unlike the real Theodora. She was the +jolliest, bravest girl of sixteen in all Saskatchewan, as her shining +brown eyes and rosy, dimpled cheeks would have told you; and her sighs +were not on her own account, but simply for fear the children were +going to be disappointed. She knew that they would be almost +heartbroken if Santa Claus did not come, and that this would hurt the +patient hardworking little mother more than all else.</p> + +<p>Five years before this, Theodora had come to live with Uncle George +and Aunt Elizabeth in the little log house at Red Butte. Her own +mother had just died, and Theodora had only her big brother Donald +left, and Donald had Klondike fever. The Martins were poor, but they +had gladly made room for their little niece, and Theodora had lived +there ever since, her aunt's right-hand girl and the beloved playmate +of the children. They had been very happy until Uncle George's death +two years before this Christmas Eve; but since then there had been +hard times in the little log house, and though Mrs. Martin and +Theodora did their best, it was a woefully hard task to make both ends +meet, especially this year when their crops had been poor. Theodora +and her aunt had made every sacrifice possible for the children's +sake, and at least Jimmy and the twins had not felt the pinch very +severely yet.</p> + +<p>At seven Mrs. Martins bells jingled at the door and Theodora flew out. +"Go right in and get warm, Auntie," she said briskly. "I'll take Ned +away and unharness him."</p> + +<p>"It's a bitterly cold night," said Mrs. Martin wearily. There was a +note of discouragement in her voice that struck dismay to Theodora's +heart.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid it means no Christmas for the children tomorrow," she +thought sadly, as she led Ned away to the stable. When she returned to +the kitchen Mrs. Martin was sitting by the fire, her face in her +chilled hand, sobbing convulsively.</p> + +<p>"Auntie—oh, Auntie, don't!" exclaimed Theodora impulsively. It was +such a rare thing to see her plucky, resolute little aunt in tears. +"You're cold and tired—I'll have a nice cup of tea for you in a +trice."</p> + +<p>"No, it isn't that," said Mrs. Martin brokenly "It was seeing those +stockings hanging there. Theodora, I couldn't get a thing for the +children—not a single thing. Mr. Porter would only give forty dollars +for the colt, and when all the bills were paid there was barely enough +left for such necessaries as we must have. I suppose I ought to feel +thankful I could get those. But the thought of the children's +disappointment tomorrow is more than I can bear. It would have been +better to have told them long ago, but I kept building on getting more +for the colt. Well, it's weak and foolish to give way like this. We'd +better both take a cup of tea and go to bed. It will save fuel."</p> + +<p>When Theodora went up to her little room her face was very thoughtful. +She took a small box from her table and carried it to the window. In +it was a very pretty little gold locket hung on a narrow blue ribbon. +Theodora held it tenderly in her fingers, and looked out over the +moonlit prairie with a very sober face. Could she give up her dear +locket—the locket Donald had given her just before he started for the +Klondike? She had never thought she could do such a thing. It was +almost the only thing she had to remind her of Donald—handsome, +merry, impulsive, warmhearted Donald, who had gone away four years ago +with a smile on his bonny face and splendid hope in his heart.</p> + +<p>"Here's a locket for you, Gift o' God," he had said gaily—he had such +a dear loving habit of calling her by the beautiful meaning of her +name. A lump came into Theodora's throat as she remembered it. "I +couldn't afford a chain too, but when I come back I'll bring you a +rope of Klondike nuggets for it."</p> + +<p>Then he had gone away. For two years letters had come from him +regularly. Then he wrote that he had joined a prospecting party to a +remote wilderness. After that was silence, deepening into anguish of +suspense that finally ended in hopelessness. A rumour came that Donald +Prentice was dead. None had returned from the expedition he had +joined. Theodora had long ago given up all hope of ever seeing Donald +again. Hence her locket was doubly dear to her.</p> + +<p>But Aunt Elizabeth had always been so good and loving and kind to her. +Could she not make the sacrifice for her sake? Yes, she could and +would. Theodora flung up her head with a gesture that meant decision. +She took out of the locket the bits of hair—her mother's and +Donald's—which it contained (perhaps a tear or two fell as she did +so) and then hastily donned her warmest cap and wraps. It was only +three miles to Spencer; she could easily walk it in an hour and, as it +was Christmas Eve, the shops would be open late. She muse walk, for +Ned could not be taken out again, and the mare's foot was sore. +Besides, Aunt Elizabeth must not know until it was done.</p> + +<p>As stealthily as if she were bound on some nefarious errand, Theodora +slipped downstairs and out of the house. The next minute she was +hurrying along the trail in the moonlight. The great dazzling prairie +was around her, the mystery and splendour of the northern night all +about her. It was very calm and cold, but Theodora walked so briskly +that she kept warm. The trail from Red Butte to Spencer was a lonely +one. Mr. Lurgan's house, halfway to town, was the only dwelling on it.</p> + +<p>When Theodora reached Spencer she made her way at once to the only +jewellery store the little town contained. Mr. Benson, its owner, had +been a friend of her uncle's, and Theodora felt sure that he would +buy her locket. Nevertheless her heart beat quickly, and her breath +came and went uncomfortably fast as she went in. Suppose he wouldn't +buy it. Then there would be no Christmas for the children at Red +Butte.</p> + +<p>"Good evening, Miss Theodora," said Mr. Benson briskly. "What can I do +for you?"</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid I'm not a very welcome sort of customer, Mr. Benson," said +Theodora, with an uncertain smile. "I want to sell, not buy. Could +you—will you buy this locket?"</p> + +<p>Mr. Benson pursed up his lips, took up the locket, and examined it. +"Well, I don't often buy second-hand stuff," he said, after some +reflection, "but I don't mind obliging you, Miss Theodora. I'll give +you four dollars for this trinket."</p> + +<p>Theodora knew the locket had cost a great deal more than that, but +four dollars would get what she wanted, and she dared not ask for +more. In a few minutes the locket was in Mr. Benson's possession, and +Theodora, with four crisp new bills in her purse, was hurrying to the +toy store. Half an hour later she was on her way back to Red Butte, +with as many parcels as she could carry—Jimmy's skates, two lovely +dolls for the twins, packages of nuts and candy, and a nice plump +turkey. Theodora beguiled her lonely tramp by picturing the children's +joy in the morning.</p> + +<p>About a quarter of a mile past Mr. Lurgan's house the trail curved +suddenly about a bluff of poplars. As Theodora rounded the turn she +halted in amazement. Almost at her feet the body of a man was lying +across the road. He was clad in a big fur coat, and had a fur cap +pulled well down over his forehead and ears. Almost all of him that +could be seen was a full bushy beard. Theodora had no idea who he was, +or where he had come from. But she realized that he was unconscious, +and that he would speedily freeze to death if help were not brought. +The footprints of a horse galloping across the prairie suggested a +fall and a runaway, but Theodora did not waste time in speculation. +She ran back at full speed to Mr. Lurgan's, and roused the household. +In a few minutes Mr. Lurgan and his son had hitched a horse to a +wood-sleigh, and hurried down the trail to the unfortunate man.</p> + +<p>Theodora, knowing that her assistance was not needed, and that she +ought to get home as quickly as possible, went on her way as soon as +she had seen the stranger in safe keeping. When she reached the little +log house she crept in, cautiously put the children's gifts in their +stockings, placed the turkey on the table where Aunt Elizabeth would +see it the first thing in the morning, and then slipped off to bed, a +very weary but very happy girl.</p> + +<p>The joy that reigned in the little log house the next day more than +repaid Theodora for her sacrifice.</p> + +<p>"Whoopee, didn't I tell you that Santa Claus would come all right!" +shouted the delighted Jimmy. "Oh, what splendid skates!"</p> + +<p>The twins hugged their dolls in silent rapture, but Aunt Elizabeth's +face was the best of all.</p> + +<p>Then the dinner had to be prepared, and everybody had a hand in that. +Just as Theodora, after a grave peep into the oven, had announced that +the turkey was done, a sleigh dashed around the house. Theodora flew +to answer the knock at the door, and there stood Mr. Lurgan and a big, +bewhiskered, fur-coated fellow whom Theodora recognized as the +stranger she had found on the trail. But—<i>was</i> he a stranger? There +was something oddly familiar in those merry brown eyes. Theodora felt +herself growing dizzy.</p> + +<p>"Donald!" she gasped. "Oh, Donald!"</p> + +<p>And then she was in the big fellow's arms, laughing and crying at the +same time.</p> + +<p>Donald it was indeed. And then followed half an hour during which +everybody talked at once, and the turkey would have been burned to a +crisp had it not been for the presence of mind of Mr. Lurgan who, +being the least excited of them all, took it out of the oven, and set +it on the back of the stove.</p> + +<p>"To think that it was you last night, and that I never dreamed it," +exclaimed Theodora. "Oh, Donald, if I hadn't gone to town!"</p> + +<p>"I'd have frozen to death, I'm afraid," said Donald soberly. "I got +into Spencer on the last train last night. I felt that I must come +right out—I couldn't wait till morning. But there wasn't a team to be +got for love or money—it was Christmas Eve and all the livery rigs +were out. So I came on horseback. Just by that bluff something +frightened my horse, and he shied violently. I was half asleep and +thinking of my little sister, and I went off like a shot. I suppose I +struck my head against a tree. Anyway, I knew nothing more until I +came to in Mr. Lurgan's kitchen. I wasn't much hurt—feel none the +worse of it except for a sore head and shoulder. But, oh, Gift o' God, +how you have grown! I can't realize that you are the little sister I +left four years ago. I suppose you have been thinking I was dead?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, and, oh, Donald, where <i>have</i> you been?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I went way up north with a prospecting party. We had a tough +time the first year, I can tell you, and some of us never came back. +We weren't in a country where post offices were lying round loose +either, you see. Then at last, just as we were about giving up in +despair, we struck it rich. I've brought a snug little pile home with +me, and things are going to look up in this log house, Gift o' God. +There'll be no more worrying for you dear people over mortgages."</p> + +<p>"I'm so glad—for Auntie's sake," said Theodora, with shining eyes. +"But, oh, Donald, it's best of all just to have you back. I'm so +perfectly happy that I don't know what to do or say."</p> + +<p>"Well, I think you might have dinner," said Jimmy in an injured tone. +"The turkey's getting stone cold, and I'm most starving. I just can't +stand it another minute."</p> + +<p>So, with a laugh, they all sat down to the table and ate the merriest +Christmas dinner the little log house had ever known.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="How_We_Went_to_the_Wedding" id="How_We_Went_to_the_Wedding"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>How We Went to the Wedding<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"If it were to clear up I wouldn't know how to behave, it would seem +so unnatural," said Kate. "Do you, by any chance, remember what the +sun looks like, Phil?"</p> + +<p>"Does the sun ever shine in Saskatchewan anyhow?" I asked with assumed +sarcasm, just to make Kate's big, bonny black eyes flash.</p> + +<p>They did flash; but Kate laughed immediately after, as she sat down on +a chair in front of me and cradled her long, thin, spirited dark face +in her palms.</p> + +<p>"We have more sunny weather in Saskatchewan than in all the rest of +Canada put together, in an average year," she said, clicking her +strong, white teeth and snapping her eyes at me. "But I can't blame +you for feeling sceptical about it, Phil. If I went to a new country +and it rained every day—all day—all night—after I got there for +three whole weeks I'd think things not lawful to be uttered about the +climate too. So, little cousin, I forgive you. Remember that 'into +each life some rain must fall, some days must be dark and dreary.' Oh, +if you'd only come to visit me last fall. We had such a bee-yew-tiful +September last year. We were drowned in sunshine. This fall we're +drowned in water. Old settlers tell of a similar visitation in '72, +though they claim even that wasn't quite as bad as this."</p> + +<p>I was sitting rather disconsolately by an upper window of Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's log house at Arrow Creek. Below was what in dry +weather—so, at least, I was told—was merely a pretty, grassy little +valley, but which was now a considerable creek of muddy yellow water, +rising daily. Beyond was a cheerless prospect of sodden prairie and +dripping "bluff."</p> + +<p>"It would be a golden, mellow land, with purple hazes over the bluffs, +in a normal fall," assured Kate. "Even now if the sun were just to +shine out for a day and a good 'chinook' blow you'd see a surprising +change. I feel like chanting continually that old rhyme I learned in +the first primer,</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">'Rain, rain, go away,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Come again some other day:<br /></span> +<span class="i0">—some other day next summer—<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Phil and Katie want to play.'<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>Philippa, dear girl, don't look so dismal. It's bound to clear up +sometime."</p> + +<p>"I wish the 'sometime' would come soon, then," I said, rather +grumpily.</p> + +<p>"You know it hasn't really rained for three days," protested Kate. +"It's been damp and horrid and threatening, but it hasn't rained. I +defy you to say that it has actually rained."</p> + +<p>"When it's so wet underfoot that you can't stir out without rubber +boots it might as well be wet overhead too," I said, still grumpily.</p> + +<p>"I believe you're homesick, girl," said Kate anxiously.</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not," I answered, laughing, and feeling ashamed of my +ungraciousness. "Nobody could be homesick with such a jolly good +fellow as you around, Kate. It's only that this weather is getting on +my nerves a bit. I'm fit for treasons, stratagems, and spoils. If your +chinook doesn't come soon, Kitty, I'll do something quite desperate."</p> + +<p>"I feel that way myself," admitted Kate. "Real reckless, Phil. Anyhow, +let's put on our despised rubber boots and sally out for a wade."</p> + +<p>"Here's Jim Nash coming on horseback down the trail," I said. "Let's +wait and see if he's got the mail."</p> + +<p>We hurried down, Kate humming, "Somewhere the sun is shining," solely, +I believe, because she knew it aggravated me. At any other time I +should probably have thrown a pillow at her, but just now I was too +eager to see if Jim Nash had brought any mail.</p> + +<p>I had come from Ontario, the first of September, to visit Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's family. I had been looking forward to the trip for +several years. My cousin Kate and I had always corresponded since they +had "gone west" ten years before; and Kate, who revelled in the +western life, had sung the praises of her adopted land rapturously and +constantly. It was quite a joke on her that, when I did finally come +to visit her, I should have struck the wettest autumn ever recorded in +the history of the west. A wet September in Saskatchewan is no joke, +however. The country was almost "flooded out." The trails soon became +nearly impassable. All our plans for drives and picnics and +inter-neighbour visiting—at that time a neighbour meant a man who +lived at least six miles away—had to be given up. Yet I was not +lonesome, and I enjoyed my visit in spite of everything. Kate was a +host in herself. She was twenty-eight years old—eight years my +senior—but the difference in our ages had never been any barrier to +our friendship. She was a jolly, companionable, philosophical soul, +with a jest for every situation, and a merry solution for every +perplexity. The only fault I had to find with her was her tendency to +make parodies. Kate's parodies were perfectly awful and always got on +my nerves.</p> + +<p>She was dreadfully ashamed of the way the Saskatchewan weather was +behaving after all her boasting. She was thin at the best of times, +but now she grew positively scraggy with the worry of it. I am afraid +I took an unholy delight in teasing her, and abused the western +weather even more than was necessary.</p> + +<p>Jim Nash—the lank youth who was hired to look after the place during +Uncle Kenneth's absence on a prolonged threshing expedition—had +brought some mail. Kate's share was a letter, postmarked Bothwell, a +rising little town about one hundred and twenty miles from Arrow +Creek. Kate had several friends there, and one of our plans had been +to visit Bothwell and spend a week with them. We had meant to drive, +of course, since there was no other way of getting there, and equally +of course the plan had been abandoned because of the wet weather.</p> + +<p>"Mother," exclaimed Kate, "Mary Taylor is going to be married in a +fortnight's time! She wants Phil and me to go up to Bothwell for the +wedding."</p> + +<p>"What a pity you can't go," remarked Aunt Jennie placidly. Aunt Jennie +was always a placid little soul, with a most enviable knack of taking +everything easy. Nothing ever worried her greatly, and when she had +decided that a thing was inevitable it did not worry her at all.</p> + +<p>"But I am going," cried Kate. "I will go—I must go. I positively +cannot let Mary Taylor—my own beloved Molly—go and perpetrate +matrimony without my being on hand to see it. Yes, I'm going—and if +Phil has a spark of the old Blair pioneer spirit in her, she'll go +too."</p> + +<p>"Of course I'll go if you go," I said.</p> + +<p>Aunt Jennie did not think we were in earnest, so she merely laughed at +first, and said, "How do you propose to go? Fly—or swim?"</p> + +<p>"We'll drive, as usual," said Kate calmly. "I'd feel more at home in +that way of locomotion. We'll borrow Jim Nash's father's democrat, and +take the ponies. We'll put on old clothes, raincoats, rubber caps and +boots, and we'll start tomorrow. In an ordinary time we could easily +do it in six days or less, but this fall we'll probably need ten or +twelve."</p> + +<p>"You don't really mean to go, Kate!" said Aunt Jennie, beginning to +perceive that Kate did mean it.</p> + +<p>"I do," said Kate, in a convincing tone.</p> + +<p>Aunt Jennie felt a little worried—as much as she could feel worried +over anything—and she tried her best to dissuade Kate, although she +plainly did not have much hope of doing so, having had enough +experience with her determined daughter to realize that when Kate said +she was going to do a thing she did it. It was rather funny to listen +to the ensuing dialogue.</p> + +<p>"Kate, you can't do it. It's a crazy idea! The road is one hundred and +twenty miles long."</p> + +<p>"I've driven it twice, Mother."</p> + +<p>"Yes, but not in such a wet year. The trail is impassable in places."</p> + +<p>"Oh, there are always plenty of dry spots to be found if you only look +hard for them."</p> + +<p>"But you don't know where to look for them, and goodness knows what +you'll get into while you are looking."</p> + +<p>"We'll call at the M.P. barracks and get an Indian to guide us. +Indians always know the dry spots."</p> + +<p>"The stage driver has decided not to make another trip till the +October frosts set in."</p> + +<p>"But he always has such a heavy load. It will be quite different with +us, you must remember. We'll travel light—just our provisions and a +valise containing our wedding garments."</p> + +<p>"What will you do if you get mired twenty miles from a human being?"</p> + +<p>"But we won't. I'm a good driver and I haven't nerves—but I have +nerve. Besides, you forget that we'll have an Indian guide with us."</p> + +<p>"There was a company of Hudson Bay freighters ambushed and killed +along that very trail by Blackfoot Indians in 1839," said Aunt Jennie +dolefully.</p> + +<p>"Fifty years ago! Their ghosts must have ceased to haunt it by this +time," said Kate flippantly.</p> + +<p>"Well, you'll get wet through and catch your deaths of cold," +protested Aunt Jennie.</p> + +<p>"No fear of it. We'll be cased in rubber. And we'll borrow a good +tight tent from the M.P.s. Besides, I'm sure it's not going to rain +much more. I know the signs."</p> + +<p>"At least wait for a day or two until you're sure that it has cleared +up," implored Aunt Jennie.</p> + +<p>"Which being interpreted means, 'Wait for a day or two, because then +your father may be home and he'll squelch your mad expedition,'" said +Kate, with a sly glance at me. "No, no, my mother, your wiles are in +vain. We'll hit the trail tomorrow at sunrise. So just be good, +darling, and help us pack up some provisions. I'll send Jim for his +father's democrat."</p> + +<p>Aunt Jennie resigned herself to the inevitable and betook herself to +the pantry with the air of a woman who washes her hands of the +consequences. I flew upstairs to pack some finery. I was wild with +delight over the proposed outing. I did not realize what it actually +meant, and I had perfect confidence in Kate, who was an expert driver, +an experienced camper out, and an excellent manager. If I could have +seen what was ahead of us I would certainly not have been quite so +jubilant and reckless, but I would have gone all the same. I would not +miss the laughter-provoking memories of that trip out of my life for +anything. I have always been glad I went.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>We left at sunrise the next morning; there was a sunrise that morning, +for a wonder. The sun came up in a pinky-saffron sky and promised us a +fine day. Aunt Jennie bade us goodbye and, estimable woman that she +was, did not trouble us with advice or forebodings.</p> + +<p>Mr. Nash had sent over his "democrat," a light wagon with springs; and +Kate's "shaganappies," Tom and Jerry—native ponies, the toughest +horse flesh to be found in the world—were hitched to it. Kate and I +were properly accoutred for our trip and looked—but I try to forget +how we looked! The memory is not flattering.</p> + +<p>We drove off in the gayest of spirits. Our difficulties began at the +start, for we had to drive a mile before we could find a place to ford +the creek. Beyond that, however, we had a passable trail for three +miles to the little outpost of the Mounted Police, where five or six +men were stationed on detachment duty.</p> + +<p>"Sergeant Baker is a friend of mine," said Kate. "He'll be only too +glad to lend me all we require."</p> + +<p>The sergeant was a friend of Kate's, but he looked at her as if he +thought she was crazy when she told him where we were going.</p> + +<p>"You'd better take a canoe instead of a team," he said sarcastically. +"I've a good notion to arrest you both as horse thieves and prevent +you from going on such a mad expedition."</p> + +<p>"You know nothing short of arrest would stop me," said Kate, nodding +at him with laughing eyes, "and you really won't go to such an +extreme, I know. So please be nice, even if it comes hard, and lend us +some things. I've come a-borrying."</p> + +<p>"I won't lend you a thing," declared the sergeant. "I won't aid and +abet you in any such freak as this. Go home now, like a good girl."</p> + +<p>"I'm not going home," said Kate. "I'm not a 'good girl'—I'm a wicked +old maid, and I'm going to Bothwell. If you won't lend us a tent we'll +go without—and sleep in the open—and our deaths will lie forever at +your door. I'll come back and haunt you, if you don't lend me a tent. +I'll camp on your very threshold and you won't be able to go out of +your door without falling over my spook."</p> + +<p>"I've more fear of being accountable for your death if I do let you +go," said Sergeant Baker dubiously. "However, I see that nothing but +physical force will prevent you. What do you want?"</p> + +<p>"I want," said Kate, "a cavalry tent, a sheet-iron camp stove, and a +good Indian guide—old Peter Crow for choice. He's such a +respectable-looking old fellow, and his wife often works for us."</p> + +<p>The sergeant gave us the tent and stove, and sent a man down to the +Reserve for Peter Crow. Moreover, he vindicated his title of friend by +making us take a dozen prairie chickens and a large ham—besides any +quantity of advice. We didn't want the advice but we hugely welcomed +the ham. Presently our guide appeared—quite a spruce old Indian, as +Indians go. I had never been able to shake off my childhood conviction +that an Indian was a fearsome creature, hopelessly addicted to +scalping knives and tomahawks, and I secretly felt quite horrified at +the idea of two defenceless females starting out on a lonely prairie +trail with an Indian for guide. Even old Peter Crow's meek appearance +did not quite reassure me; but I kept my qualms to myself, for I knew +Kate would only laugh at me.</p> + +<p>It was ten when we finally got away from the M.P. outpost. Sergeant +Baker bade us goodbye in a tone which seemed to intimate that he never +expected to see either of us again. What with his dismal predictions +and my secret horror of Indians, I was beginning to feel anything but +jubilant over our expedition. Kate, however, was as blithe and buoyant +as usual. She knew no fear, being one of those enviable folk who can +because they think they can. One hundred and twenty miles of +half-flooded prairie trail—camping out at night in the solitude of +the Great Lone Land—rain—muskegs—Indian guides—nothing had any +terror for my dauntless cousin.</p> + +<p>For the next three hours, however, we got on beautifully. The trail +was fair, though somewhat greasy; the sun shone, though with a +somewhat watery gleam, through the mists; and Peter Crow, coiled up on +the folded tent behind the seat, slept soundly and snored +mellifluously. That snore reassured me greatly. I had never thought of +Indians as snoring. Surely one who did couldn't be dreaded greatly.</p> + +<p>We stopped at one o'clock and had a cold lunch, sitting in our wagon, +while Peter Crow wakened up and watered the ponies. We did not get on +so well in the afternoon. The trail descended into low-lying ground +where travelling was very difficult. I had to admit old Peter Crow +was quite invaluable. He knew, as Kate had foretold, "all the dry +spots"—that is to say, spots less wet than others. But, even so, we +had to make so many detours that by sunset we were little more than +six miles distant from our noon halting place.</p> + +<p>"We'd better set camp now, before it gets any darker," said Kate. +"There's a capital spot over there, by that bluff of dead poplar. The +ground seems pretty dry too. Peter, cut us a set of tent poles and +kindle a fire."</p> + +<p>"Want my dollar first," said old Peter stolidly.</p> + +<p>We had agreed to pay him a dollar a day for the trip, but none of the +money was to be paid until we got to Bothwell. Kate told him this. But +all the reply she got was a stolid, "Want dollar. No make fire without +dollar."</p> + +<p>We were getting cold and it was getting dark, so finally Kate, under +the law of necessity, paid him his dollar. Then he carried out our +orders at his own sweet leisure. In course of time he got a fire +lighted, and while we cooked supper he set up the tent and prepared +our beds, by cutting piles of brush and covering them with rugs.</p> + +<p>Kate and I had a hilarious time cooking that supper. It was my first +experience of camping out and, as I had become pretty well convinced +that Peter Crow was not the typical Indian of old romance, I enjoyed +it all hugely. But we were both very tired, and as soon as we had +finished eating we betook ourselves to our tent and found our brush +beds much more comfortable than I had expected. Old Peter coiled up on +his blanket outside by the fire, and the great silence of a windless +prairie enwrapped us. In a few minutes we were sound asleep and never +wakened until seven o'clock.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>When we arose and lifted the flap of the tent we saw a peculiar sight. +The little elevation on which we had pitched our camp seemed to be an +island in a vast sea of white mist, dotted here and there with other +islands. On every hand to the far horizon stretched that strange, +phantasmal ocean, and a hazy sun looked over the shifting billows. I +had never seen a western mist before and I thought it extremely +beautiful; but Kate, to whom it was no novelty, was more cumbered with +breakfast cares.</p> + +<p>"I'm ravenous," she said, as she bustled about among our stores. +"Camping out always does give one such an appetite. Aren't you hungry, +Phil?"</p> + +<p>"Comfortably so," I admitted. "But where are our ponies? And where is +Peter Crow?"</p> + +<p>"Probably the ponies have strayed away looking for pea vines. They +love and adore pea vines," said Kate, stirring up the fire from under +its blanket of grey ashes. "And Peter Crow has gone to look for them, +good old fellow. When you do get a conscientious Indian there is no +better guide in the world, but they are rare. Now, Philippa-girl, just +pry out the sergeant's ham and shave a few slices off it for our +breakfast. Some savoury fried ham always goes well on the prairie."</p> + +<p>I went for the ham but could not find it. A thorough search among our +effects revealed it not.</p> + +<p>"Kate, I can't find the ham," I called out. "It must have fallen out +somewhere on the trail."</p> + +<p>Kate ceased wrestling with the fire and came to help in the search for +the missing delicacy.</p> + +<p>"It couldn't have fallen out," she said incredulously. "That is +impossible. The tent was fastened securely over everything. Nothing +could have jolted out."</p> + +<p>"Well, then, where is the ham?" I said.</p> + +<p>That question was unanswerable, as Kate discovered after another +thorough search. The ham was gone—that much was certain.</p> + +<p>"I believe Peter Crow has levanted with the ham," I said decidedly.</p> + +<p>"I don't believe Peter Crow could be so dishonest," said Kate rather +shortly. "His wife has worked for us for years, and she's as honest as +the sunlight."</p> + +<p>"Honesty isn't catching," I remarked, but I said nothing more just +then, for Kate's black eyes were snapping.</p> + +<p>"Anyway, we can't have ham for breakfast," she said, twitching out the +frying pan rather viciously. "We'll have to put up with canned +chicken—if the cans haven't disappeared too."</p> + +<p>They hadn't, and we soon produced a very tolerable breakfast. But +neither of us had much appetite.</p> + +<p>"Do you suppose Peter Crow has taken the horses as well as the ham?" I +asked.</p> + +<p>"No," gloomily responded Kate, who had evidently been compelled by the +logic of hard facts to believe in Peter's guilt, "he would hardly dare +to do that, because he couldn't dispose of them without being found +out. They've probably strayed away on their own account when Peter +decamped. As soon as this mist lifts I'll have a look for them. They +can't have gone far."</p> + +<p>We were spared this trouble, however, for when we were washing up the +dishes the ponies returned of their own accord. Kate caught them and +harnessed them.</p> + +<p>"Are we going on?" I asked mildly.</p> + +<p>"Of course we're going on," said Kate, her good humour entirely +restored. "Do you suppose I'm going to be turned from my purpose by +the defection of a miserable old Indian? Oh, wait till he comes round +in the winter, begging."</p> + +<p>"Will he come?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Will he? Yes, my dear, he will—with a smooth, plausible story to +account for his desertion and a bland denial of ever having seen our +ham. I shall know how to deal with him then, the old scamp."</p> + +<p>"When you do get a conscientious Indian there's no better guide in the +world, but they are rare," I remarked with a far-away look.</p> + +<p>Kate laughed.</p> + +<p>"Don't rub it in, Phil. Come, help me to break camp. We'll have to +work harder and hustle for ourselves, that's all."</p> + +<p>"But is it safe to go on without a guide?" I inquired dubiously. I +hadn't felt very safe with Peter Crow, but I felt still more unsafe +without him.</p> + +<p>"Safe! Of course, it's safe—perfectly safe. I know the trail, and +we'll just have to drive around the wet places. It would have been +easier with Peter, and we'd have had less work to do, but we'll get +along well enough without him. I don't think I'd have bothered with +him at all, only I wanted to set Mother's mind at rest. She'll never +know he isn't with us till the trip is over, so that is all right. +We're going to have a glorious day. But, oh, for our lost ham! 'The +Ham That Was Never Eaten.' There's a subject for a poem, Phil. You +write one when we get back to civilization. Methinks I can sniff the +savoury odour of that lost ham on all the prairie breezes."</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Of all sad words of tongue or pen,<br /></span> +<span class="i0">The saddest are these—it might have been,"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>I quoted, beginning to wash the dishes.</p> + +<div class="poem"><div class="stanza"> +<span class="i0">"Saw ye my wee ham, saw ye my ain ham,<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Saw ye my pork ham down on yon lea?<br /></span> +<span class="i0">Crossed it the prairie last night in the darkness<br /></span> +<span class="i4">Borne by an old and unprincipled Cree?"<br /></span> +</div></div> + +<p>sang Kate, loosening the tent ropes. Altogether, we got a great deal +more fun out of that ham than if we had eaten it.</p> + +<p>As Kate had predicted, the day was glorious. The mists rolled away and +the sun shone brightly. We drove all day without stopping, save for +dinner—when the lost ham figured largely in our conversation—of +course. We said so many witty things about it—at least, we thought +them witty—that we laughed continuously through the whole meal, +which we ate with prodigious appetite.</p> + +<p>But with all our driving we were not getting on very fast. The country +was exceedingly swampy and we had to make innumerable detours.</p> + +<p>"'The longest way round is the shortest way to Bothwell,'" said Kate, +when we drove five miles out of our way to avoid a muskeg. By evening +we had driven fully twenty-five miles, but we were only ten miles +nearer Bothwell than when we had broken camp in the morning.</p> + +<p>"We'll have to camp soon," sighed Kate. "I believe around this bluff +will be a good place. Oh, Phil, I'm tired—dead tired! My very +thoughts are tired. I can't even think anything funny about the ham. +And yet we've got to set up the tent ourselves, and attend to the +horses; and we'll have to scrape some of the mud off this beautiful +vehicle."</p> + +<p>"We can leave that till the morning," I suggested.</p> + +<p>"No, it will be too hard and dry then. Here we are—and here are two +tepees of Indians also!"</p> + +<p>There they were, right around the bluff. The inmates were standing in +a group before them, looking at us as composedly as if we were not at +all an unusual sight.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to stay here anyhow," said Kate doggedly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't," I said in alarm. "They're such a villainous-looking +lot—so dirty—and they've got so little clothing on. I wouldn't sleep +a wink near them. Look at that awful old squaw with only one eye. +They'd steal everything we've got left, Kate. Remember the ham—oh, +pray remember the fate of our beautiful ham."</p> + +<p>"I shall never forget that ham," said Kate wearily, "but, Phil, we +can't drive far enough to be out of their reach if they really want to +steal our provisions. But I don't believe they will. I believe they +have plenty of food—Indians in tepees mostly have. The men hunt, you +know. Their looks are probably the worst of them. Anyhow, you can't +judge Indians by appearances. Peter Crow looked respectable—and he +was a whited sepulchre. Now, these Indians look as bad as Indians can +look—so they may turn out to be angels in disguise."</p> + +<p>"Very much disguised, certainly," I acquiesced satirically. "They seem +to me to belong to the class of a neighbour of ours down east. Her +family is always in rags, because she says, 'a hole is an accident, a +patch is a disgrace,' Set camp here if you like, Kate. But I'll not +sleep a wink with such neighbours."</p> + +<p>I cheerfully ate my words later on. Never were appearances more +deceptive than in the case of those Stoneys. There is an old saying +that many a kind heart beats behind a ragged coat. The Indians had no +coats for their hearts to beat behind—nothing but shirts—some of +them hadn't even shirts! But the shirts were certainly ragged enough, +and their hearts were kind.</p> + +<p>Those Indians were gentlemen. They came forward and unhitched our +horses, fed, and watered them; they pitched our tent, and built us a +fire, and cut brush for our beds. Kate and I had simply nothing to do +except sit on our rugs and tell them what we wanted done. They would +have cooked our supper for us if we had allowed it. But, tired as we +were, we drew the line at that. Their hearts were pure gold, but their +hands! No, Kate and I dragged ourselves up and cooked our own suppers. +And while we ate it, those Indians fell to and cleaned all the mud off +our democrat for us. To crown all—it is almost unbelievable but it is +true, I solemnly avow—they wouldn't take a cent of payment for it +all, urge them as we might and did.</p> + +<p>"Well," said Kate, as we curled up on our brush beds that night, +"there certainly is a special Providence for unprotected females. I'd +forgive Peter Crow for deserting us for the sake of those Indians, if +he hadn't stolen our lovely ham into the bargain. That was altogether +unpardonable."</p> + +<p>In the morning the Indians broke camp for us and harnessed our +shaganappies. We drove off, waving our hands to them, the delightful +creatures. We never saw any of them again. I fear their kind is +scarce, but as long as I live I shall remember those Stoneys with +gratitude.</p> + +<p>We got on fairly well that third day, and made about fifteen miles +before dinner time. We ate three of the sergeant's prairie chickens +for dinner, and enjoyed them.</p> + +<p>"But only think how delicious the ham would have been," said Kate.</p> + +<p>Our real troubles began that afternoon. We had not been driving long +when the trail swooped down suddenly into a broad depression—a swamp, +so full of mud-holes that there didn't seem to be anything but +mud-holes. We pulled through six of them—but in the seventh we stuck, +hard and fast. Pull as our ponies could and did, they could not pull +us out.</p> + +<p>"What are we to do?" I said, becoming horribly frightened all at once. +It seemed to me that our predicament was a dreadful one.</p> + +<p>"Keep cool," said Kate. She calmly took off her shoes and stockings, +tucked up her skirt, and waded to the horses' heads.</p> + +<p>"Can't I do anything?" I implored.</p> + +<p>"Yes, take the whip and spare it not," said Kate. "I'll encourage them +here with sundry tugs and inspiriting words. You urge them behind with +a good lambasting."</p> + +<p>Accordingly we encouraged and urged, tugged and lambasted, with a +right good will, but all to no effect. Our ponies did their best, but +they could not pull the democrat out of that slough.</p> + +<p>"Oh, what—" I began, and then I stopped. I resolved that I would not +ask that question again in that tone in that scrape. I would be +cheerful and courageous like Kate—splendid Kate!</p> + +<p>"I shall have to unhitch them, tie one of them to that stump, and ride +off on the other for help," said Kate.</p> + +<p>"Where to?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Till I find it," grinned Kate, who seemed to think the whole +disaster a capital joke. "I may have to go clean back to the +tepees—and further. For that matter, I don't believe there were any +tepees. Those Indians were too good to be true—they were phantoms of +delight—such stuff as dreams are made of. But even if they were real +they won't be there now—they'll have folded their tents like the +Arabs and as silently stolen away. But I'll find help somewhere."</p> + +<p>"I can't stay here alone. You may be gone for hours," I cried, +forgetting all my resolutions of courage and cheerfulness in an access +of panic.</p> + +<p>"Then ride the other pony and come with me," suggested Kate.</p> + +<p>"I can't ride bareback," I moaned.</p> + +<p>"Then you'll have to stay here," said Kate decidedly. "There's nothing +to hurt you, Phil. Sit in the wagon and keep dry. Eat something if you +get hungry. I may not be very long."</p> + +<p>I realized that there was nothing else to do; and, rather ashamed of +my panic, I resigned myself to the inevitable and saw Kate off with +a smile of encouragement. Then I waited. I was tired and +frightened—horribly frightened. I sat there and imagined scores of +gruesome possibilities. It was no use telling myself to be brave. I +couldn't be brave. I never was in such a blue funk before or since. +Suppose Kate got lost—suppose she couldn't find me again—suppose +something happened to her—suppose she couldn't get help—suppose it +came on night and I there all alone—suppose Indians—not gentlemanly +Stoneys or even Peter Crows, but genuine, old-fashioned +Indians—should come along—suppose it began to pour rain!</p> + +<p>It did begin to rain, the only one of my suppositions which came true. +I hoisted an umbrella and sat there grimly, in that horseless wagon in +the mud-hole.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Many a time since have I laughed over the memory of the appearance I +must have presented sitting in that mud-hole, but there was nothing in +the least funny about it at the time. The worst feature of it all was +the uncertainty. I could have waited patiently enough and conquered my +fears if I had known that Kate would find help and return within a +reasonable time—at least before dark. But everything was doubtful. I +was not composed of the stuff out of which heroines are fashioned and +I devoutly wished we had never left Arrow Creek.</p> + +<p>Shouts—calls—laughter—Kate's dear voice in an encouraging cry from +the hill behind me!</p> + +<p>"Halloo, honey! Hold the fort a few minutes longer. Here we are. Bless +her, hasn't she been a brick to stay here all alone like this—and a +tenderfoot at that?"</p> + +<p>I could have cried with joy. But I saw that there were men with +Kate—two men—white men—and I laughed instead. I had not been +brave—I had been an arrant little coward, but I vowed that nobody, +not even Kate, should suspect it. Later on Kate told me how she had +fared in her search for assistance.</p> + +<p>"When I left you, Phil, I felt much more anxious than I wanted to let +you see. I had no idea where to go. I knew there were no houses along +our trail and I might have to go clean back to the tepees—fifteen +miles bareback. I didn't dare try any other trail, for I knew nothing +of them and wasn't sure that there were even tepees on them. But when +I had gone about six miles I saw a welcome sight—nothing less than a +spiral of blue, homely-looking smoke curling up from the prairie far +off to my right. I decided to turn off and investigate. I rode two +miles and finally I came to a little log shack. There was a +bee-yew-tiful big horse in a corral close by. My heart jumped with +joy. But suppose the inmates of the shack were half-breeds! You can't +realize how relieved I felt when the door opened and two white men +came out. In a few minutes everything was explained. They knew who I +was and what I wanted, and I knew that they were Mr. Lonsdale and Mr. +Hopkins, owners of a big ranch over by Deer Run. They were 'shacking +out' to put up some hay and Mrs. Hopkins was keeping house for them. +She wanted me to stop and have a cup of tea right off, but I thought +of you, Phil, and declined. As soon as they heard of our predicament +those lovely men got their two biggest horses and came right with me."</p> + +<p>It was not long before our democrat was on solid ground once more, and +then our rescuers insisted that we go back to the shack with them for +the night. Accordingly we drove back to the shack, attended by our two +gallant deliverers on white horses. Mrs. Hopkins was waiting for us, a +trim, dark-haired little lady in a very pretty gown, which she had +donned in our honour. Kate and I felt like perfect tramps beside her +in our muddy old raiment, with our hair dressed by dead reckoning—for +we had not included a mirror in our baggage. There was a mirror in the +shack, however—small but good—and we quickly made ourselves tidy at +least, and Kate even went to the length of curling her bangs—bangs +were in style then and Kate had long, thick ones—using the stem of a +broken pipe of Mr. Hopkins's for a curler. I was so tired that my +vanity was completely crushed out—for the time being—and I simply +pinned my bangs back. Later on, when I discovered that Mr. Lonsdale +was really the younger son of an English earl, I wished I had curled +them, but it was too late then.</p> + +<p>He didn't look in the least like a scion of aristocracy. He wore a +cowboy rig and had a scrubby beard of a week's growth. But he was very +jolly and played the violin beautifully. After tea—and a lovely tea +it was, although, as Kate remarked to me later, there was no ham—we +had an impromptu concert. Mr. Lonsdale played the violin; Mrs. +Hopkins, who sang, was a graduate of a musical conservatory; Mr. +Hopkins gave a comic recitation and did a Cree war-dance; Kate gave a +spirited account of our adventures since leaving home and mother; and +I described—with trimmings—how I felt sitting alone in the democrat +in a mud-hole, in a pouring rain on a vast prairie.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Hopkins, Kate, and I slept in the one bed the shack boasted, +screened off from public view by a calico curtain. Mr. Lonsdale +reposed in his accustomed bunk by the stove, but poor Mr. Hopkins had +to sleep on the floor. He must have been glad Kate and I stayed only +one night.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>The fourth morning found us blithely hitting the trail in renewed +confidence and spirits. We parted from our kind friends in the shack +with mutual regret. Mr. Hopkins gave us a haunch of jumping deer and +Mrs. Hopkins gave us a box of home-made cookies. Mr. Lonsdale at first +thought he couldn't give us anything, for he said all he had with him +was his pipe and his fiddle; but later on he said he felt so badly to +see us go without any token of his good will that he felt constrained +to ask us to accept a piece of rope that he had tied his outfit +together with.</p> + +<p>The fourth day we got on so nicely that it was quite monotonous. The +sun shone, the chinook blew, our ponies trotted over the trail +gallantly. Kate and I sang, told stories, and laughed immoderately +over everything. Even a poor joke seems to have a subtle flavour on +the prairie. For the first time I began to think Saskatchewan +beautiful, with those far-reaching parklike meadows dotted with the +white-stemmed poplars, the distant bluffs bannered with the airiest of +purple hazes, and the little blue lakes that sparkled and shimmered in +the sunlight on every hand.</p> + +<p>The only thing approaching an adventure that day happened in the +afternoon when we reached a creek which had to be crossed.</p> + +<p>"We must investigate," said Kate decidedly. "It would never do to risk +getting mired here, for this country is unsettled and we must be +twenty miles from another human being."</p> + +<p>Kate again removed her shoes and stockings and puddled about that +creek until she found a safe fording place. I am afraid I must admit +that I laughed most heartlessly at the spectacle she presented while +so employed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, for a camera, Kate!" I said, between spasms.</p> + +<p>Kate grinned. "I don't care what I look like," she said, "but I feel +wretchedly unpleasant. This water is simply swarming with wigglers."</p> + +<p>"Goodness, what are they?" I exclaimed.</p> + +<p>"Oh, they're tiny little things like leeches," responded Kate. "I +believe they develop into mosquitoes later on, bad 'cess to them. What +Mr. Nash would call my pedal extremities are simply being devoured by +the brutes. Ugh! I believe the bottom of this creek is all soft mud. +We may have to drive—no, as I'm a living, wiggler-haunted human +being, here's firm bottom. Hurrah, Phil, we're all right!"</p> + +<p>In a few minutes we were past the creek and bowling merrily on our +way. We had a beautiful camping ground that night—a fairylike little +slope of white poplars with a blue lake at its foot. When the sun went +down a milk-white mist hung over the prairie, with a young moon +kissing it. We boiled some slices of our jumping deer and ate them in +the open around a cheery camp-fire. Then we sought our humble couches, +where we slept the sleep of just people who had been driving over the +prairie all day. Once in the night I wakened. It was very dark. The +unearthly stillness of a great prairie was all around me. In that vast +silence Kate's soft breathing at my side seemed an intrusion of sound +where no sound should be.</p> + +<p>"Philippa Blair, can you believe it's yourself?" I said mentally. +"Here you are, lying on a brush bed on a western prairie in the middle +of the night, at least twenty miles from any human being except +another frail creature of your own sex. Yet you're not even +frightened. You are very comfy and composed, and you're going right to +sleep again."</p> + +<p>And right to sleep again I went.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Our fifth day began ominously. We had made an early start and had +driven about six miles when the calamity occurred. Kate turned a +corner too sharply, to avoid a big boulder; there was a heart-breaking +sound.</p> + +<p>"The tongue of the wagon is broken," cried Kate in dismay. All too +surely it was. We looked at each other blankly.</p> + +<p>"What can we do?" I said.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure I don't know," said Kate helplessly. When Kate felt helpless +I thought things must be desperate indeed. We got out and investigated +the damage.</p> + +<p>"It's not a clean break," said Kate. "It's a long, slanting break. If +we had a piece of rope I believe I could fix it."</p> + +<p>"Mr. Lonsdale's piece of rope!" I cried.</p> + +<p>"The very thing," said Kate, brightening up.</p> + +<p>The rope was found and we set to work. With the aid of some willow +withes and that providential rope we contrived to splice the tongue +together in some shape.</p> + +<p>Although the trail was good we made only twelve miles the rest of the +day, so slowly did we have to drive. Besides, we were continually +expecting that tongue to give way again, and the strain was bad for +our nerves. When we came at sunset to the junction of the Black River +trail with ours, Kate resolutely turned the shaganappies down it.</p> + +<p>"We'll go and spend the night with the Brewsters," she said. "They +live only ten miles down this trail. I went to school in Regina with +Hannah Brewster, and though I haven't seen her for ten years I know +she'll be glad to see us. She's a lovely person, and her husband is a +very nice man. I visited them once after they were married."</p> + +<p>We soon arrived at the Brewster place. It was a trim, white-washed +little log house in a grove of poplars. But all the blinds were down +and we discovered the door was locked. Evidently the Brewsters were +not at home.</p> + +<p>"Never mind," said Kate cheerfully, "we'll light a fire outside and +cook our supper and then we'll spend the night in the barn. A bed of +prairie hay will be just the thing."</p> + +<p>But the barn was locked too. It was now dark and our plight was rather +desperate.</p> + +<p>"I'm going to get into the house if I have to break a window," said +Kate resolutely. "Hannah would want us to do that. She'd never get +over it, if she heard we came to her house and couldn't get in."</p> + +<p>Fortunately we did not have to go to the length of breaking into +Hannah's house. The kitchen window went up quite easily. We turned the +shaganappies loose to forage for themselves, grass and water being +abundant. Then we climbed in at the window, lighted our lantern, and +found ourselves in a very snug little kitchen. Opening off it on one +side was a trim, nicely furnished parlour and on the other a +well-stocked pantry.</p> + +<p>"We'll light the fire in the stove in a jiffy and have a real good +supper," said Kate exultantly. "Here's cold roast beef—and preserves +and cookies and cheese and butter."</p> + +<p>Before long we had supper ready and we did full justice to the absent +Hannah's excellent cheer. After all, it was quite nice to sit down +once more to a well-appointed table and eat in civilized fashion.</p> + +<p>Then we washed up all the dishes and made everything snug and tidy. I +shall never be sufficiently thankful that we did so.</p> + +<p>Kate piloted me upstairs to the spare room.</p> + +<p>"This is fixed up much nicer than it was when I was here before," she +said, looking around. "Of course, Hannah and Ted were just starting +out then and they had to be economical. They must have prospered, to +be able to afford such furniture as this. Well, turn in, Phil. Won't +it be rather jolly to sleep between sheets once more?"</p> + +<p>We slept long and soundly until half-past eight the next morning; and +dear knows if we would have wakened then of our own accord. But I +heard somebody saying in a very harsh, gruff voice, "Here, you two, +wake up! I want to know what this means."</p> + +<p>We two did wake up, promptly and effectually. I never wakened up so +thoroughly in my life before. Standing in our room were three people, +one of them a man. He was a big, grey-haired man with a bushy black +beard and an angry scowl. Beside him was a woman—a tall, thin, +angular personage with red hair and an indescribable bonnet. She +looked even crosser and more amazed than the man, if that were +possible. In the background was another woman—a tiny old lady who +must have been at least eighty. She was, in spite of her tininess, a +very striking-looking personage; she was dressed all in black, and had +snow-white hair, a dead-white face, and snapping, vivid, coal-black +eyes. She looked as amazed as the other two, but she didn't look +cross.</p> + +<p>I knew something must be wrong—fearfully wrong—but I didn't know +what. Even in my confusion, I found time to think that if that +disagreeable-looking red-haired woman was Hannah Brewster, Kate must +have had a queer taste in school friends. Then the man said, more +gruffly than ever, "Come now. Who are you and what business have you +here?"</p> + +<p>Kate raised herself on one elbow. She looked very wild. I heard the +old black-and-white lady in the background chuckle to herself.</p> + +<p>"Isn't this Theodore Brewster's place?" gasped Kate.</p> + +<p>"No," said the big woman, speaking for the first time. "This place +belongs to us. We bought it from the Brewsters in the spring. They +moved over to Black River Forks. Our name is Chapman."</p> + +<p>Poor Kate fell back on the pillow, quite overcome. "I—I beg your +pardon," she said. "I—I thought the Brewsters lived here. Mrs. +Brewster is a friend of mine. My cousin and I are on our way to +Bothwell and we called here to spend the night with Hannah. When we +found everyone away we just came in and made ourselves at home."</p> + +<p>"A likely story," said the red woman.</p> + +<p>"We weren't born yesterday," said the man.</p> + +<p>Madam Black-and-White didn't say anything, but when the other two had +made their pretty speeches she doubled up in a silent convulsion of +mirth, shaking her head from side to side and beating the air with her +hands.</p> + +<p>If they had been nice to us, Kate would probably have gone on feeling +confused and ashamed. But when they were so disagreeable she quickly +regained her self-possession. She sat up again and said in her +haughtiest voice, "I do not know when you were born, or where, but it +must have been somewhere where very peculiar manners were taught. If +you will have the decency to leave our room—this room—until we can +get up and dress we will not transgress upon your hospitality" (Kate +put a most satirical emphasis on that word) "any longer. And we shall +pay you amply for the food we have eaten and the night's lodging we +have taken."</p> + +<p>The black-and-white apparition went through the motion of clapping her +hands, but not a sound did she make. Whether he was cowed by Kate's +tone, or appeased by the prospect of payment, I know not, but Mr. +Chapman spoke more civilly. "Well, that's fair. If you pay up it's all +right."</p> + +<p>"They shall do no such thing as pay you," said Madam Black-and-White +in a surprisingly clear, resolute, authoritative voice. "If you +haven't any shame for yourself, Robert Chapman, you've got a +mother-in-law who can be ashamed for you. No strangers shall be +charged for food or lodging in any house where Mrs. Matilda Pitman +lives. Remember that I've come down in the world, but I haven't forgot +all decency for all that. I knew you was a skinflint when Amelia +married you and you've made her as bad as yourself. But I'm boss here +yet. Here, you, Robert Chapman, take yourself out of here and let +those girls get dressed. And you, Amelia, go downstairs and cook a +breakfast for them."</p> + +<p>I never, in all my life, saw anything like the abject meekness with +which those two big people obeyed that mite. They went, and stood not +upon the order of their going. As the door closed behind them, Mrs. +Matilda Pitman laughed silently, and rocked from side to side in her +merriment.</p> + +<p>"Ain't it funny?" she said. "I mostly lets them run the length of +their tether but sometimes I has to pull them up, and then I does it +with a jerk. Now, you can take your time about dressing, my dears, and +I'll go down and keep them in order, the mean scalawags."</p> + +<p>When we descended the stairs we found a smoking-hot breakfast on the +table. Mr. Chapman was nowhere to be seen, and Mrs. Chapman was +cutting bread with a sulky air. Mrs. Matilda Pitman was sitting in an +armchair, knitting. She still wore her bonnet and her triumphant +expression. "Set right in, dears, and make a good breakfast," she +said.</p> + +<p>"We are not hungry," said Kate, almost pleadingly. "I don't think we +can eat anything. And it's time we were on the trail. Please excuse us +and let us go on."</p> + +<p>Mrs. Matilda Pitman shook a knitting needle playfully at Kate. "Sit +down and take your breakfast," she commanded. "Mrs. Matilda Pitman +commands you. Everybody obeys Mrs. Matilda Pitman—even Robert and +Amelia. You must obey her too."</p> + +<p>We did obey her. We sat down and, such was the influence of her +mesmeric eyes, we ate a tolerable breakfast. The obedient Amelia never +spoke; Mrs. Matilda Pitman did not speak either, but she knitted +furiously and chuckled. When we had finished Mrs. Matilda Pitman +rolled up her knitting. "Now, you can go if you want to," she said, +"but you don't have to go. You can stay here as long as you like, and +I'll make them cook your meals for you."</p> + +<p>I never saw Kate so thoroughly cowed.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," she said faintly. "You are very kind, but we must go."</p> + +<p>"Well, then," said Mrs. Matilda Pitman, throwing open the door, "your +team is ready for you. I made Robert catch your ponies and harness +them. And I made him fix that broken tongue properly. I enjoy making +Robert do things. It's almost the only sport I have left. I'm eighty +and most things have lost their flavour, except bossing Robert."</p> + +<p>Our democrat and ponies were outside the door, but Robert was nowhere +to be seen; in fact, we never saw him again.</p> + +<p>"I do wish," said Kate, plucking up what little spirit she had left, +"that you would let us—ah—uh"—Kate quailed before Mrs. Matilda +Pitman's eye—"recompense you for our entertainment."</p> + +<p>"Mrs. Matilda Pitman said before—and meant it—that she doesn't take +pay for entertaining strangers, nor let other people where she lives +do it, much as their meanness would like to do it."</p> + +<p>We got away. The sulky Amelia had vanished, and there was nobody to +see us off except Mrs. Matilda Pitman.</p> + +<p>"Don't forget to call the next time you come this way," she said +cheerfully, waving her knitting at us. "I hope you'll get safe to +Bothwell. If I was ten years younger I vow I'd pack a grip and go +along with you. I like your spunk. Most of the girls nowadays is such +timid, skeery critters. When I was a girl I wasn't afraid of nothing +or nobody."</p> + +<p>We said and did nothing until we had driven out of sight and earshot. +Then Kate laid down the reins and laughed until the tears came.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Phil, Phil, will you ever forget this adventure?" she gasped.</p> + +<p>"I shall never forget Mrs. Matilda Pitman," I said emphatically.</p> + +<p>We had no further adventures that day. Robert Chapman had fixed the +tongue so well—probably under Mrs. Matilda Pitman's watchful +eyes—that we could drive as fast as we liked; and we made good +progress. But when we pitched camp that night Kate scanned the sky +with an anxious expression. "I don't like the look of it," she said. +"I'm afraid we're going to have a bad day tomorrow."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>We had. When we awakened in the morning rain was pouring down. This in +itself might not have prevented us from travelling, but the state of +the trail did. It had been raining the greater part of the night and +the trail was little more than a ditch of slimy, greasy, sticky mud.</p> + +<p>If we could have stayed in the tent the whole time it would not have +been quite so bad. But we had to go out twice to take the ponies to +the nearest pond and water them; moreover, we had to collect pea vines +for them, which was not an agreeable occupation in a pouring rain. The +day was very cold too, but fortunately there was plenty of dead poplar +right by our camp. We kept a good fire on in the camp stove and were +quite dry and comfortable as long as we stayed inside. Even when we +had to go out we did not get very wet, as we were well protected. But +it was a long dreary day. Finally when the dark came down and supper +was over Kate grew quite desperate. "Let's have a game of checkers," +she suggested.</p> + +<p>"Where is your checkerboard?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll soon furnish that," said Kate.</p> + +<p>She cut out a square of brown paper, in which a biscuit box had been +wrapped, and marked squares off on it with a pencil. Then she produced +some red and white high-bush cranberries for men. A cranberry split in +two was a king.</p> + +<p>We played nine games of checkers by the light of our smoky lantern. +Our enjoyment of the game was heightened by the fact that it had +ceased raining. Nevertheless, when morning came the trail was so +drenched that it was impossible to travel on it.</p> + +<p>"We must wait till noon," said Kate.</p> + +<p>"That trail won't be dry enough to travel on for a week," I said +disconsolately.</p> + +<p>"My dear; the chinook is blowing up," said Kate. "You don't know how +quickly a trail dries in a chinook. It's like magic."</p> + +<p>I did not believe a chinook or anything else could dry up that trail +by noon sufficiently for us to travel on. But it did. As Kate said, it +seemed like magic. By one o'clock we were on our way again, the +chinook blowing merrily against our faces. It was a wind that blew +straight from the heart of the wilderness and had in it all the potent +lure of the wild. The yellow prairie laughed and glistened in the sun.</p> + +<p>We made twenty-five miles that afternoon and, as we were again +fortunate enough to find a bluff of dead poplar near which to camp, we +built a royal camp-fire which sent its flaming light far and wide over +the dark prairie.</p> + +<p>We were in jubilant spirits. If the next day were fine and nothing +dreadful happened to us, we would reach Bothwell before night.</p> + +<p>But our ill luck was not yet at an end. The next morning was +beautiful. The sun shone warm and bright; the chinook blew balmily and +alluringly; the trail stretched before us dry and level. But we sat +moodily before our tent, not even having sufficient heart to play +checkers. Tom had gone lame—so lame that there was no use in thinking +of trying to travel with him. Kate could not tell what was the matter.</p> + +<p>"There is no injury that I can see," she said. "He must have sprained +his foot somehow."</p> + +<p>Wait we did, with all the patience we could command. But the day was +long and wearisome, and at night Tom's foot did not seem a bit better.</p> + +<p>We went to bed gloomily, but joy came with the morning. Tom's foot was +so much improved that Kate decided we could go on, though we would +have to drive slowly.</p> + +<p>"There's no chance of making Bothwell today," she said, "but at least +we shall be getting a little nearer to it."</p> + +<p>"I don't believe there is such a place as Bothwell, or any other +town," I said pessimistically. "There's nothing in the world but +prairie, and we'll go on driving over it forever, like a couple of +female Wandering Jews. It seems years since we left Arrow Creek."</p> + +<p>"Well, we've had lots of fun out of it all, you know," said Kate. +"Mrs. Matilda Pitman alone was worth it. She will be an amusing memory +all our lives. Are you sorry you came?"</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not," I concluded, after honest, soul-searching reflection. +"No, I'm glad, Kate. But I think we were crazy to attempt it, as +Sergeant Baker said. Think of all the might-have-beens."</p> + +<p>"Nothing else will happen," said Kate. "I feel in my bones that our +troubles are over."</p> + +<p>Kate's bones proved true prophets. Nevertheless, that day was a weary +one. There was no scenery. We had got into a barren, lakeless, +treeless district where the world was one monotonous expanse of +grey-brown prairie. We just crawled along. Kate had her hands full +driving those ponies. Jerry was in capital fettle and couldn't +understand why he mightn't tear ahead at full speed. He was so much +disgusted over being compelled to walk that he was very fractious. +Poor Tom limped patiently along. But by night his lameness had quite +disappeared, and although we were still a good twenty-five miles from +Bothwell we could see it quite distinctly far ahead on the level +prairie.</p> + +<p>"'Tis a sight for sore eyes, isn't it?" said Kate, as we pitched camp.</p> + +<p>There is little more to be told. Next day at noon we rattled through +the main and only street of Bothwell. Curious sights are frequent in +prairie towns, so we did not attract much attention. When we drew up +before Mr. Taylor's house Mary Taylor flew out and embraced Kate +publicly.</p> + +<p>"You darling! I knew you'd get here if anyone could. They telegraphed +us you were on the way. You're a brick—two bricks."</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not a brick at all, Miss Taylor," I confessed frankly. "I've +been an arrant coward and a doubting Thomas and a wet blanket all +through the expedition. But Kate is a brick and a genius and an +all-round, jolly good fellow."</p> + +<p>"Mary," said Kate in a tragic whisper, +"have—you—any—ham—in—the—house?"</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Jessamine" id="Jessamine"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Jessamine<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>When the vegetable-man knocked, Jessamine went to the door wearily. +She felt quite well acquainted with him. He had been coming all the +spring, and his cheery greeting always left a pleasant afterglow +behind him. But it was not the vegetable-man after all—at least, not +the right one. This one was considerably younger. He was tall and +sunburned, with a ruddy, smiling face, and keen, pleasant blue eyes; +and he had a spray of honeysuckle pinned on his coat.</p> + +<p>"Want any garden stuff this morning?"</p> + +<p>Jessamine shook her head. "We always get ours from Mr. Bell. This is +his day to come."</p> + +<p>"Well, I guess you won't see Mr. Bell for a spell. He fell off a loft +out at his place yesterday and broke his leg. I'm his nephew, and I'm +going to fill his place till he gets 'round again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm so sorry—for Mr. Bell, I mean. Have you any green peas?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, heaps of them. I'll bring them in. Anything else?"</p> + +<p>"Not today," said Jessamine, with a wistful glance at the honeysuckle.</p> + +<p>Mr. Bell, junior, saw it. In an instant the honeysuckle was unpinned +and handed to her. "If you like posies, you're welcome to this. I +guess you're fond of flowers," he added, as he noted the flash of +delight that passed over her pale face.</p> + +<p>"Yes, indeed; they put me so in mind of home—of the country. Oh, how +sweet this is!"</p> + +<p>"You're country-bred, then? Been in the city long?"</p> + +<p>"Since last fall. I was born and brought up in the country. I wish I +was back. I can't get over being homesick. This honeysuckle seems to +bring it right back. We had honeysuckles around our porch at home."</p> + +<p>"You don't like the city, then?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. I sometimes feel as if I should smother here. I shall never +feel at home, I am afraid."</p> + +<p>"Where did you live before you came here?"</p> + +<p>"Up at Middleton. It was an old-fashioned place, but pretty—our house +was covered with vines, and there were trees all about it, and great +green fields beyond. But I don't know what makes me tell you this. I +forgot I was talking to a stranger."</p> + +<p>"Pretty little woman," soliloquized Andrew Bell, as he drove away. +"She doesn't look happy, though. I suppose she's married some city +chap and has to live in town. I guess it don't agree with her. Her +eyes had a real hungry look in them over that honeysuckle. She seemed +near about crying when she talked of the country."</p> + +<p>Jessamine felt more like crying than ever when she went back to her +work. Her head ached and she was very tired. The tiny kitchen was hot +and stifling. How she longed for the great, roomy kitchen in her old +home, with its spotless floors and floods of sunshine streaming in +through the maples outside. There was room to live and breathe there, +and from the door one looked out over green wind-rippled meadows, +under a glorious arch of pure blue sky, away to the purple hills in +the distance.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Jessamine Stacy had always lived in the country. When her sister died +and the old home had to go, Jessamine could only accept the shelter +offered by her brother, John Stacy, who did business in the city.</p> + +<p>Of her stylish sister-in-law Jessamine was absolutely in awe. At first +Mrs. John was by no means pleased at the necessity of taking a country +sister into her family circle. But one day, when the servant girl took +a tantrum and left, Mrs. John found it very convenient to have in the +house a person who could step into Eliza's place as promptly and +efficiently as Jessamine could.</p> + +<p>Indeed, she found it so convenient that Eliza never had a successor. +Jessamine found herself in the position of maid-of-all-work and +kitchen drudge for board and clothes.</p> + +<p>She never complained, but she grew thinner and paler as the winter +went by. She had worked as hard on the farm, but it was the close +confinement and weary routine that told on her. Mrs. John was exacting +and querulous. John was absorbed in his business worries and had no +time to waste on his sister. Now, when the summer had come, her +homesickness was almost unbearable.</p> + +<p>The next day Mr. Bell came he handed her a big bunch of sweet-brier +roses.</p> + +<p>"Here you are," he said heartily. "I took the liberty to bring you +these today, seeing you're so fond of posies. The country roads are +pink with them now. Why don't you get your husband to bring you out +for a drive some day? You'd be as welcome as a lark at my farm."</p> + +<p>"I will when he comes along, but I haven't seen him yet."</p> + +<p>Mr. Bell gave a prolonged whistle. "Excuse me. I thought you were Mrs. +Something-or-other for sure. Aren't you mistress here?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no. My brother's wife is the mistress here. I'm only Jessamine."</p> + +<p>She laughed again. She was holding the roses against her face, and her +eyes sparkled over them roguishly. The vegetable-man looked at her +admiringly.</p> + +<p>"You're a country rose yourself, miss, and you ought to be blooming +out in the fields, instead of wilting in here."</p> + +<p>"I wish I was. Thank you so much for the roses, Mr. —— Mr. ——"</p> + +<p>"Bell—Andrew Bell, that's my name. I live out at Pine Pastures. We're +all Bells out there—can't throw a stone without hitting one. Glad you +like the roses."</p> + +<p>After that the vegetable-man brought Jessamine a bouquet every trip. +Now it was a big bunch of field-daisies or golden buttercups, now a +green glory of spicy ferns, now a cluster of old-fashioned garden +flowers.</p> + +<p>"They keep life in me," Jessamine told him.</p> + +<p>They were great friends by this time. True, she knew little about him +but she felt instinctively that he was manly and kind-hearted.</p> + +<p>One day when he came Jessamine met him almost gleefully. "No, nothing +today. There is no dinner to cook."</p> + +<p>"You don't say. Where are the folks?"</p> + +<p>"Gone on an excursion. They won't be back until tonight."</p> + +<p>"They won't? Well, I'll tell you what to do. You get ready, and when +I'm through my rounds we'll go for a drive up the country."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Mr. Bell! But won't it be too much bother for you?"</p> + +<p>"Well, I reckon not! You want an excursion as well as other folks, and +you shall have it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, thank you so much. Yes, I'll be ready. You don't know how much it +means to me."</p> + +<p>"Poor little creature," said Mr. Bell, as he drove away. "It's +downright cruelty, that's what it is, to keep her penned up like that. +You might as well coop up a lark in a hen-house and expect it to +thrive and sing. I'd like to give that brother of hers a piece of my +mind."</p> + +<p>When he lifted her up to the high seat of his express wagon that +afternoon he said, "Now, I want you to do something. Just shut your +eyes and don't open them again until I tell you to."</p> + +<p>Jessamine laughed and obeyed. Finally she heard him say, "Look."</p> + +<p>Jessamine opened her eyes with a little cry. They were on a remote +country road, cool and dim and quiet, in the very heart of the beech +woods. Long banners of light fell athwart the grey boles. Along the +roadsides grew sheets of feathery ferns. Above the sky was gloriously +blue. The air was sweet with the wild woodsy smell of the forest.</p> + +<p>Jessamine lifted and clasped her hands in rapture. "Oh, how lovely!"</p> + +<p>"Do you know where we're going?" said Mr. Bell delightedly. "Out to my +farm at Pine Pastures. My aunt keeps house for me, and she'll be real +glad to see you. You're just going to have a real good time this +afternoon."</p> + +<p>They had a delightful drive to begin with, and presently Mr. Bell +turned into a wide lane.</p> + +<p>"This is Cloverside Farm. I'm proud of it, I'll admit. There isn't a +finer place in the county. What do you think of it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is lovely—it is like home. Look at those great fields. I'd +like to go and lie down in that clover."</p> + +<p>Mr. Bell lifted her from the wagon and marched her up a flowery garden +path. "You shall do it, and everything else you want to. Here, Aunt, +this is the young lady I spoke of. Make her at home while I tend to +the horses."</p> + +<p>Miss Bell was a pleasant-faced woman with silver hair and kind blue +eyes. She took Jessamine's hand in a friendly fashion.</p> + +<p>"Come in, dear. You're welcome as a June rose."</p> + +<p>When Mr. Bell returned, he found Jessamine standing on the porch with +her hands full of honeysuckle and her cheeks pink with excitement.</p> + +<p>"I declare, you've got roses already," he exclaimed. "If they'd only +stay now, and not bleach out again. What's first now?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't know. There are so many things I want to do. Those +flowers in the garden are calling me—and I want to go down to that +hollow and pick buttercups—and I want to stay right here and look at +things."</p> + +<p>Mr. Bell laughed. "Come with me to the pasture and see my Jersey +calves. They're something worth seeing. Come, Aunt. This way, Miss +Stacy."</p> + +<p>He led the way down the lane, the two women following together. +Jessamine thought she must be in a pleasant dream. The whole afternoon +was a feast of delight to her starved heart. When sunset came she sat +down, tired out, but radiant, on the porch steps. Her hat had slipped +back and her hair was curling around her face. Her dark eyes were +aglow; the roses still bloomed in her cheeks.</p> + +<p>Mr. Bell looked at her admiringly. "If a man could see that pretty +sight every night!" he thought. "And, Great Scott, why can't he? +What's to prevent, I'd like to know?"</p> + +<p>When the moon rose, Mr. Bell brought his team around and they drove +back through the clear night, past the wonderful stillness of the +great beech woods and the wide fields. The farmer looked sideways at +his companion.</p> + +<p>"The little thing wants to be petted and looked after," he thought. +"She's just pining away for home and love. And why can't she have it? +She's dying by inches in that hole back in town."</p> + +<p>Jessamine, quite unsuspecting the farmer's meditations, was living +over again in fancy the joys of the afternoon: the ramble in the +pasture, the drink of water from the spring under the hillside pines, +the bountiful, old-fashioned country supper in the vine-shaded +dining-room, the cup of new milk in the dairy at sunset, and all the +glory of skies and meadows and trees. How could she go back to her +cage again?</p> + + +<p>The next week Mr. Bell, senior, resumed his visits, and the young +farmer came no more to the side door of No. 49. Jessamine missed him +greatly. Mr. Bell, senior, never brought her clover or honeysuckle.</p> + +<p>But one day his nephew suddenly reappeared. Jessamine opened the door +for him, and her face lighted up, but Mr. Bell saw that she had been +crying.</p> + +<p>"Did you think I had forgotten you?" he asked. "Not a bit of it. +Harvest was on and I couldn't get clear before. I've come to ask you +when you intend to take another drive to Cloverside Farm. What have +you been up to? You look as if you'd been working too hard."</p> + +<p>"I—I—haven't felt very well. I'm glad you came today, Mr. Bell. +Perhaps I shall not see you again, and I wanted to say goodbye and +thank you for all your kindness."</p> + +<p>"Goodbye? Why, where are you going?"</p> + +<p>"My brother went west a week ago," faltered Jessamine. She could not +bring herself to tell the clear-eyed farmer that John Stacy had failed +and had been obliged to start for the west without saying goodbye to +his creditors. "His wife and I—are going too—next week."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jessamine," exclaimed Mr. Bell in despair, "don't go—you +mustn't. I want you at Cloverside Farm. I came today on purpose to ask +you. I love you and I'll make you happy if you'll marry me. What do +you say, Jessamine?"</p> + +<p>Jessamine, by way of answer, sat down on the nearest chair and began +to cry.</p> + +<p>"Oh, don't," said the wooer in distress. "I didn't want to make you +feel bad. If you don't like the idea, I won't mention it again."</p> + +<p>"Oh, it isn't that—but I—I thought nobody cared what became of me. +You are so kind—I'm afraid I'd only be a bother to you...."</p> + +<p>"I'll risk that. You shall have a happy home, little girl. Will you +come to it?"</p> + +<p>"Ye-e-e-s." It was very indistinct and faltering, but Mr. Bell heard +it and considered it a most eloquent answer.</p> + +<p>Mrs. John fumed and sulked and chose to consider herself hoodwinked +and injured. But Mr. Bell was a resolute man, and a few days later he +came for the last time to No. 49 and took his bride away with him.</p> + +<p>As they drove through the beech woods he put his arm tenderly around +the shy, smiling little woman beside him and said, "You'll never be +sorry for this, my dear."</p> + +<p>And she never was.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Miss_Sallys_Letter" id="Miss_Sallys_Letter"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Miss Sally's Letter<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Miss Sally peered sharply at Willard Stanley, first through her +gold-rimmed glasses and then over them. Willard continued to look very +innocent. Joyce got up abruptly and went out of the room.</p> + +<p>"So you have bought that queer little house with the absurd name?" +said Miss Sally.</p> + +<p>"You surely don't call Eden an absurd name," protested Willard.</p> + +<p>"I do—for a house. Particularly such a house as that. Eden! There are +no Edens on earth. And what are you going to do with it?"</p> + +<p>"Live in it."</p> + +<p>"Alone?"</p> + +<p>Miss Sally looked at him suspiciously.</p> + +<p>"No. The truth is, Miss Sally, I am hoping to be married in the fall +and I want to fix up Eden for my bride."</p> + +<p>"Oh!" Miss Sally drew a long breath, partly it seemed of relief and +partly of triumph, and looked at Joyce, who had returned, with an +expression that said, "I told you so"; but Joyce, whose eyes were cast +down, did not see it.</p> + +<p>"And," went on Willard calmly, "I want you to help me fix it up, Miss +Sally. I don't know much about such things and you know everything. +You will be able to tell me just what to do to make Eden habitable."</p> + +<p>Miss Sally looked as pleased as she ever allowed herself to look over +anything a man suggested. It was the delight of her heart to plan and +decorate and contrive. Her own house was a model of comfort and good +taste, and Miss Sally was quite ready for new worlds to conquer. +Instantly Eden assumed importance in her eyes. She might be sorry for +the misguided bride who was rashly going to trust her life's keeping +to a man, but she would see, at least, that the poor thing should have +a decent place to begin her martyrdom in.</p> + +<p>"I'll be pleased to help you all I can," she said graciously.</p> + +<p>Miss Sally could speak very graciously when she chose, even to men. +You would not have thought she hated them, but she did. In all +sincerity, too. Also, she had brought her niece up to hate and +distrust them. Or, she had tried to do so. But at times Miss Sally was +troubled with an uncomfortable suspicion that Joyce did not hate and +distrust men quite as thoroughly as she ought. The suspicion had +recurred several times this summer since Willard Stanley had come to +take charge of the biological station at the harbour. Miss Sally did +not distrust Willard on his own account. She merely distrusted him on +principle and on Joyce's account. Nevertheless, she was rather nice to +him. Miss Sally, dear, trim, dainty Miss Sally, with her snow-white +curls and her big girlish black eyes, couldn't help being nice, even +to a man.</p> + +<p>Willard had come a great deal to Miss Sally's. If it were Joyce he +were after Miss Sally blocked his schemes with much enjoyment. He +never saw Joyce alone—that Miss Sally knew of, at least—and he did +not make much apparent headway. But now all danger was removed, Miss +Sally thought. He was going to be married to somebody else, and Joyce +was safe.</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Willard. "I'll come up tomorrow afternoon, and you +and I will take a prowl about Eden and see what must be done. I'm ever +so much obliged, Miss Sally."</p> + +<p>"I wonder who he is going to marry," said Miss Sally, careless of +grammar, after he had gone. "Poor, poor girl!"</p> + +<p>"I don't see why you should pity her," said Joyce, not looking up from +her embroidery. There was just the merest tremor in her voice. Miss +Sally looked at her sharply.</p> + +<p>"I pity any woman who is foolish enough to marry," she said solemnly. +"No man is to be trusted, Joyce—no man. They are all ready to break a +trusting woman's heart for the sport of it. Never you allow any man +the chance to break yours, Joyce. I shall never consent to your +marrying anybody, so mind you don't take any such notion into your +head. There oughtn't to be any danger, for I have instilled correct +ideas on this subject into you from childhood. But girls are such +fools. I know, because I was one myself once."</p> + +<p>"Of course, I would never marry without your consent, Aunt Sally," +said Joyce, smiling faintly but affectionately at her aunt. Joyce +loved Miss Sally with her whole heart. Everybody did who knew her. +There never was a more lovable creature than this pretty little old +maid who hated the men so bitterly.</p> + +<p>"That's a good girl," said Miss Sally approvingly. "I own that I have +been a little afraid that this Willard Stanley was coming here to see +you. But my mind is set at rest on that point now, and I shall help +him fix up his doll house with a clear conscience. Eden, indeed!"</p> + +<p>Miss Sally sniffed and tripped out of the room to hunt up a furniture +catalogue. Joyce sighed and let her embroidery slip to the floor.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm afraid Willard's plan won't succeed," she murmured. "I'm +afraid Aunt Sally will never consent to our marriage. And I can't and +won't marry him unless she does, for she would never forgive me and I +couldn't bear that. I wonder what makes her so bitter against men. She +is so sweet and loving, it seems simply unnatural that she should have +such a feeling so deeply rooted in her. Oh, what will she say when she +finds out—dear little Aunt Sally? I couldn't bear to have her angry +with me."</p> + +<p>The next day Willard came up from the harbour and took Miss Sally down +to see Eden. Eden was a tiny, cornery, gabled grey house just across +the road and down a long, twisted windy lane, skirting the edge of a +beech wood. Nobody had lived in it for four years, and it had a +neglected, out-at-elbow appearance.</p> + +<p>"It's rather a box of a place, isn't it?" said Willard slowly. "I'm +afraid she will think so. But it is all I can afford just now. I +dream of giving her a palace some day, of course. But we'll have to +begin humbly. Do you think anything can be made of it?"</p> + +<p>Miss Sally was busily engaged in sizing up the possibilities of the +place.</p> + +<p>"It is pretty small," she said meditatively. "And the yard is small +too—and there are far too many trees and shrubs all messed up +together. They must be thinned out—and that paling taken down. I +think a good deal can be done with it. As for the house—well, let us +see the inside."</p> + +<p>Willard unlocked the door and showed Miss Sally over the place. Miss +Sally poked and pried and sniffed and wrinkled her forehead, and +finally stood on the stairs and delivered her ultimatum.</p> + +<p>"This house can be done up very nicely. Paint and paper will work +wonders. But I wouldn't paint it outside. Leave it that pretty silver +weather-grey and plant vines to run over it. Oh, we'll see what we can +do. Of course it is small—a kitchen, a dining room, a living room, +and two bedrooms. You won't want anything stuffy. You can do the +painting yourself, and I'll help you hang the paper. How much money +can you spend on it?"</p> + +<p>Willard named the sum. It was not a large one.</p> + +<p>"But I think it will do," mused Miss Sally. "We'll <i>make</i> it do. +There's such satisfaction getting as much as you possibly can out of a +dollar, and twice as much as anybody else would get. I enjoy that sort +of thing. This will be a game, and we'll play it with a right good +will. But I do wish you would give the place a sensible name."</p> + +<p>"I think Eden is the most appropriate name in the world," laughed +Willard. "It will be Eden for me when she comes."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you tell her all that and she believes it," said Miss Sally +sarcastically. "You'll both find out that there is a good deal more +prose than poetry in life."</p> + +<p>"But we'll find it out <i>together</i>," said Willard tenderly. "Won't +that be worth something, Miss Sally? Prose, rightly written and read, +is sometimes as beautiful as poetry."</p> + +<p>Miss Sally deigned no reply. She carefully gathered up her grey silken +skirts from the dusty floor and walked out. "Get Christina Bowes to +come up tomorrow and scrub this place out," she said practically. "We +can go to town and select paint and paper. I should like the dining +room done in pale green and the living room in creamy tones, ranging +from white to almost golden brown. But perhaps my taste won't be +hers."</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes, it will," said Willard with assurance. "I am quite certain +she will like everything you like. I can never thank you enough for +helping me. If you hadn't consented I should have had to put it into +the hands of some outsider whom I couldn't have helped at all. And I +<i>wanted</i> to help. I wanted to have a finger in everything, because it +is for her, you see, Miss Sally. It will be such a delight to fix up +this little house, knowing that she is coming to live in it."</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you really mean it," said Miss Sally bitterly. "Oh, I +dare say you think you do. But <i>do</i> you? Perhaps you do. Perhaps you +are the exception that proves the rule."</p> + +<p>This was a great admission for Miss Sally to make.</p> + +<p>For the next two months Miss Sally was happy. Even Willard himself was +not more keenly interested in Eden and its development. Miss Sally did +wonders with his money. She was an expert at bargain hunting, and her +taste was excellent. A score of times she mercilessly nipped Willard's +suggestions in the bud. "Lace curtains for the living room—never! +They would be horribly out of place in such a house. You don't want +curtains at all—just a frill is all that quaint window needs, with a +shelf above it for a few bits of pottery. I picked up a love of a +brass platter in town yesterday—got it for next to nothing from that +old Jew who would really rather <i>give</i> you a thing than suffer you to +escape without taking something. Oh, I know how to manage them."</p> + +<p>"You certainly do," laughed Willard. "It amazes me to see how far you +can stretch a dollar."</p> + +<p>Willard did the painting under Miss Sally's watchful eye, and they +hung the paper together. Together they made trips to town or junketed +over the country in search of furniture and dishes of which Miss Sally +had heard. Day by day the little house blossomed into a home, and day +by day Miss Sally's interest in it grew. She began to have a personal +affection for its quaint rooms and their adornments. Moreover, in +spite of herself, she felt a growing interest in Willard's bride. He +never told her the name of the girl he hoped to bring to Eden, and +Miss Sally never asked it. But he talked of her a great deal, in a +shy, reverent, tender way.</p> + +<p>"He certainly seems to be very much in love with her," Miss Sally told +Joyce one evening when she returned from Eden. "I would believe in him +if it were possible for me to believe in a man. Anyway, she will have +a dear little home. I've almost come to love that Eden house. Why +don't you come down and see it, Joyce?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'll come some day—I hope," said Joyce lightly. "I think I'd +rather not see it until it is finished."</p> + +<p>"Willard is a nice boy," said Miss Sally suddenly. "I don't think I +ever did him justice before. The finer qualities of his character come +out in these simple, homely little doings and tasks. He is certainly +very thoughtful and kind. Oh, I suppose he'll make a good husband, as +husbands go. But he doesn't know the first thing about managing. If +his wife isn't a good manager, I don't know what they'll do. And +perhaps she won't like the way we've done up Eden. Willard says she +will, of course, because he thinks her perfection. But she may have +dreadful taste and want the lace curtains and that nightmare of a pink +rug Willard admired, and I dare say she'd rather have a new flaunting +set of china with rosebuds on it than that dear old dull blue I picked +up for a mere song down at the Aldenbury auction. I stood in the rain +for two mortal hours to make sure of it, and it was really worth all +that Willard has spent on the dining room put together. It will break +my heart if she sets to work altering Eden. It's simply perfect as it +is—though I suppose I shouldn't say it."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>In another week Eden was finished. Miss Sally stood in the tiny hall +and looked about her.</p> + +<p>"Well, it is done," she said with a sigh. "I'm sorry. I have enjoyed +fixing it up tremendously, and now I feel that my occupation is gone. +I hope you are satisfied, Willard."</p> + +<p>"Satisfied is too mild a word, Miss Sally. I am delighted. I knew you +could accomplish wonders, but I never hoped for <i>this</i>. Eden is a +dream—the dearest, quaintest, sweetest little home that ever waited +for a bride. When I bring her here—oh, Miss Sally, do you know what +that thought means to me?"</p> + +<p>Miss Sally looked curiously at the young man. His face was flushed and +his voice trembled a little. There was a far-away shining look in his +eyes as if he saw a vision.</p> + +<p>"I hope you and she will be happy," said Miss Sally slowly. "When will +she be coming, Willard?"</p> + +<p>The flush went out of Willard's face, leaving it pale and determined.</p> + +<p>"That is for her—and you—to say," he answered steadily.</p> + +<p>"Me!" exclaimed Miss Sally. "What have I to do with it?"</p> + +<p>"A great deal—for unless you consent she will never come here at +all."</p> + +<p>"Willard Stanley," said Miss Sally, with ominous calm, "who is the +girl you mean to marry?"</p> + +<p>"The girl I <i>hope</i> to marry is Joyce, Miss Sally. Wait—don't say +anything till you hear me out." He came close to her and caught her +hands in a boyish grip. "Joyce and I have loved each other ever since +we met. But we despaired of winning your consent, and Joyce will not +marry me without it. I thought if I could get you to help me fix up my +little home that you might get so interested in it—and so well +acquainted with me—that you would trust me with Joyce. Please do, +Miss Sally. I love her so truly and I know I can make her happy. If +you don't, Eden shall never have a mistress. I'll shut it up, just as +it is, and leave it sacred to the dead hope of a bride that will never +come to it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you wouldn't," protested Miss Sally. "It would be a shame—such a +dear little house—and after all the trouble I've taken. But you have +tricked me—oh, you men couldn't be straightforward in anything—"</p> + +<p>"Wasn't it a fair device for a desperate lover, Miss Sally?" +interrupted Willard. "Oh, you mustn't hold spite because of it, dear; +And you will give me Joyce, won't you? Because if you don't, I really +will shut up Eden forever."</p> + +<p>Miss Sally looked wistfully around her. Through the open door on her +left she saw the little living room with its quaint, comfortable +furniture, its dainty pictures and adornments. Through the front door +she saw the trim, velvet-swarded little lawn. Upstairs were two white +rooms that only wanted a woman's living presence to make them jewels. +And the kitchen on which she had expended so much thought and +ingenuity—the kitchen furnished to the last detail, even to the +kindling in the range and the match Willard had laid ready to light +it! It gave Miss Sally a pang to think of that altar fire never being +lighted. It was really the thought of the kitchen that finished Miss +Sally.</p> + +<p>"You've tricked me," she said again reproachfully. "You've tricked me +into loving this house so much that I cannot bear the thought of it +never living. You'll have to have Joyce, I suppose. And I believe I'm +glad that it isn't a stranger who is to be the mistress of Eden. Joyce +won't hanker after pink rugs and lace curtains. And her taste in china +is the same as mine. In one way it's a great relief to my mind. But +it's a fearful risk—a fearful risk. To think that you may make my +dear child miserable!"</p> + +<p>"You know you don't think that I will, Miss Sally. I'm not really such +a bad fellow, now, am I?"</p> + +<p>"You are a man—and I have no confidence whatever in men," declared +Miss Sally, wiping some very real tears from her eyes with a very +unreal sort of handkerchief—one of the cobwebby affairs of lace her +daintiness demanded.</p> + +<p>"Miss Sally, why have you such a rooted distrust of men?" demanded +Willard curiously. "Somehow, it seems so foreign to your character."</p> + +<p>"I suppose you think I am a perfect crank," said Miss Sally, sighing. +"Well, I'll tell you why I don't trust men. I have a very good reason +for it. A man broke my heart and embittered my life. I've never spoken +about it to a living soul, but if you want to hear about it, you +shall."</p> + +<p>Miss Sally sat down on the second step of the stairs and tucked her +wet handkerchief away. She clasped her slender white hands over her +knee. In spite of her silvery hair and the little lines on her face +she looked girlish and youthful. There was a pink flush on her cheeks, +and her big black eyes sparkled with the anger her memories aroused in +her.</p> + +<p>"I was a young girl of twenty when I met him," she said, "and I was +just as foolish as all young girls are—foolish and romantic and +sentimental. He was very handsome and I thought him—but there, I +won't go into that. It vexes me to recall my folly. But I loved +him—yes, I did, with all my heart—with all there was of me to love. +He made me love him. He deliberately set himself to win my love. For a +whole summer he flirted with me. I didn't know he was flirting—I +thought him in earnest. Oh, I was such a little fool—and so happy. +Then—he went away. Went away suddenly without even a word of goodbye. +But he had been summoned home by his father's serious illness, and I +thought he would write—I waited—I hoped. I never heard from +him—never saw him again. He had tired of his plaything and flung it +aside. That is all," concluded Miss Sally passionately. "I never +trusted any man again. When my sister died and gave me her baby, I +determined to bring the dear child up safely, training her to avoid +the danger I had fallen into. Well, I've failed. But perhaps it will +be all right—perhaps there are some men who are true, though Stephen +Merritt was false."</p> + +<p>"Stephen—who?" demanded Willard abruptly. Miss Sally coloured.</p> + +<p>"I didn't mean to tell you his name," she said, getting up. "It was a +slip of the tongue. Never mind—forget it and him. He was not worthy +of remembrance—and yet I do remember him. I can't forget him—and I +hate him all the more for it—for having entered so deeply into my +life that I could not cast him out when I knew him unworthy. It is +humiliating. There—let us lock up Eden and go home. I suppose you are +dying to see Joyce and tell her your precious plot has succeeded."</p> + +<p>Willard did not appear to be at all impatient. He had relapsed into a +brown study, during which he let Miss Sally lock up the house. Then he +walked silently home with her. Miss Sally was silent too. Perhaps she +was repenting her confidence—or perhaps she was thinking of her false +lover. There was a pathetic droop to her lips, and her black eyes were +sad and dreamy.</p> + +<p>"Miss Sally," said Willard at last, as they neared her house, "had +Stephen Merritt any sisters?"</p> + +<p>Miss Sally threw him a puzzled glance.</p> + +<p>"He had one—Jean Merritt—whom I disliked and who disliked me," she +said crisply. "I don't want to talk of her—she was the only woman I +ever hated. I never met any of the other members of his family—his +home was in a distant part of the state."</p> + +<p>Willard stayed with Joyce so brief a time that Miss Sally viewed his +departure with suspicion. This was not very lover-like conduct.</p> + +<p>"I dare say he's like all the rest—when his aim is attained the +prize loses its value," reflected Miss Sally pessimistically. "Poor +Joyce—poor child! But there—there isn't a single inharmonious thing +in his house—that is one comfort. I'm so thankful I didn't let +Willard buy those brocade chairs he wanted. They would have given +Joyce the nightmare."</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Willard rushed down to the biological station and from +there drove furiously to the station to catch the evening express. He +did not return until three days later, when he appeared at Miss +Sally's, dusty and triumphant.</p> + +<p>"Joyce is out," said Miss Sally.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad of it," said Willard recklessly. "It's you I want to see, +Miss Sally. I have something to show you. I've been all the way home +to get it."</p> + +<p>From his pocketbook Willard drew something folded and creased and +yellow that looked like a letter. He opened it carefully and, holding +it in his fingers, looked over it at Miss Sally.</p> + +<p>"My grandmother's maiden name was Jean Merritt," he said deliberately, +"and Stephen Merritt was my great-uncle. I never saw him—he died when +I was a child—but I've heard my father speak of him often."</p> + +<p>Miss Sally turned very pale. She passed her cobwebby handkerchief +across her lips and her hand trembled. Willard went on.</p> + +<p>"My uncle never married. He and his sister Jean lived together until +her late marriage. I was not very fond of my grandmother. She was a +selfish, domineering woman—very unlike the grandmother of tradition. +When she died everything she possessed came to me, as my father, her +only child, was then dead. In looking over a box of old papers I found +a letter—an old love letter. I read it with some interest, wondering +whose it could be and how it came among Grandmother's private letters. +It was signed 'Stephen,' so that I guessed my great-uncle had been the +writer, but I had no idea who the Sally was to whom it was written, +until the other day. Then I knew it was you—and I went home to bring +you your letter—the letter you should have received long ago. Why +you did not receive it I cannot explain. I fear that my grandmother +must have been to blame for that—she must have intercepted and kept +the letter in order to part her brother and you. In so far as I can I +wish to repair the wrong she has done you. I know it can never be +repaired—but at least I think this letter will take the bitterness +out of the memory of your lover."</p> + +<p>He dropped the letter in Miss Sally's lap and went away.</p> + +<p>Pale, Miss Sally picked it up and read it. It was from Stephen Merritt +to "dearest Sally," and contained a frank, manly avowal of love. Would +she be his wife? If she would, let her write and tell him so. But if +she did not and could not love him, let her silence reveal the bitter +fact; he would wish to spare her the pain of putting her refusal into +words, and if she did not write he would understand that she was not +for him.</p> + +<p>When Willard and Joyce came back into the twilight room they found +Miss Sally still sitting by the table, her head leaning pensively on +her hand. She had been crying—the cobwebby handkerchief lay beside +her, wrecked and ruined forever—but she looked very happy.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you know what you have done for me," she said to Willard. +"But no—you can't know—you can't realize it fully. It means +everything to me. You have taken away my humiliation and restored to +me my pride of womanhood. He really loved me—he was not false—he was +what I believed him to be. Nothing else matters to me at all now. Oh, +I am very happy—but it would never have been if I had not consented +to give you Joyce."</p> + +<p>She rose and took their hands in hers, joining them.</p> + +<p>"God bless you, dears," she said softly. "I believe you will be happy +and that your love for each other will always be true and faithful and +tender. Willard, I give you my dear child in perfect trust and +confidence."</p> + +<p>With her yellowed love letter clasped to her heart, and a raptured +shining in her eyes, Miss Sally went out of the room.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="My_Lady_Jane" id="My_Lady_Jane"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>My Lady Jane<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>The boat got into Broughton half an hour after the train had gone. We +had been delayed by some small accident to the machinery; hence that +lost half-hour, which meant a night's sojourn for me in Broughton. I +am ashamed of the things I thought and said. When I think that fate +might have taken me at my word and raised up a special train, or some +such miracle, by which I might have got away from Broughton that +night, I experience a cold chill. Out of gratitude I have never sworn +over missing connections since.</p> + +<p>At the time, however, I felt thoroughly exasperated. I was in a hurry +to get on. Important business engagements would be unhinged by the +delay. I was a stranger in Broughton. It looked like a stupid, stuffy +little town. I went to a hotel in an atrocious humor. After I had +fumed until I wanted a change, it occurred to me that I might as well +hunt up Clark Oliver by way of passing the time. I had never been +overly fond of Clark Oliver, although he was my cousin. He was a bit +of a cad, and stupider than anyone belonging to our family had a right +to be. Moreover, he was in politics, and I detest politics. But I +rather wanted to see if he looked as much like me as he used to. I +hadn't seen him for three years and I hoped that the time might have +differentiated us to a saving degree. It was over a year since I had +last been blown up by some unknown, excited individual on the ground +that I was that scoundrel Oliver—politically speaking. I thought that +was a good omen.</p> + +<p>I went to Clark's office, found he had left, and followed him to his +rooms. The minute I saw him I experienced the same nasty feeling of +lost or bewildered individuality which always overcame me in his +presence. He was so absurdly like me. I felt as if I were looking into +a mirror where my reflection persisted in doing things I didn't do, +thereby producing a most uncanny sensation.</p> + +<p>Clark pretended he was glad to see me. He really couldn't have been, +because his Great Idea hadn't struck him then, and we had always +disliked each other.</p> + +<p>"Hello, Elliott," he said, shaking me by the hand with a twist he had +learned in election campaigns, whereby something like heartiness was +simulated. "Glad to see you, old fellow. Gad, you're as like me as +ever. Where did you drop from?"</p> + +<p>I explained my predicament and we talked amiably and harmlessly for +awhile about family gossip. I abhor family gossip, but it is a shade +better than politics, and those two subjects are the only ones on +which Clark can converse at all. I described Mary Alice's wedding, and +Florence's new young man, and Tom-and-Kate's twins. Clark tried to be +interested but I saw he had something on what serves him for a mind. +After awhile it came out. He looked at his watch with a frown.</p> + +<p>"I'm in a bit of a puzzle," he said. "The Mark Kennedys are giving a +dinner to-night. You don't know them, of course. They're the big +people of Broughton. Kennedy runs the politics of the place, and Mrs. +K. makes or mars people socially. It's my first invitation there and +it's necessary I should accept it—necessary every way. Mrs. K. would +never forgive me if I disappointed her at the last moment. Not that I, +personally, am of much account—yet—to her. But it would leave a +vacant place. Mrs. K. would never notice me again and, as she bosses +Kennedy, I can't afford to offend her. Besides, there's a girl who'll +be there. I've met her once. I want to meet her again. She's a beauty +and no mistake. Toplofty as they make 'em, though. However, I think +I've made an impression on her. It was at the Harvey's dance last +week. She was the handsomest woman there, and she never took her eyes +off me. I've given Mrs. Kennedy a pretty broad hint that I want to +take her in to dinner. If I don't go I'll miss all round."</p> + +<p>"Well, what is there to prevent you from going?" I asked, squiffily. I +never could endure the way Clark talked about girls and hinted at his +conquests.</p> + +<p>"Just this. Herbert Bronson came to town this afternoon and is leaving +on the 10.30 train to-night. He's sent me word to meet him at his +hotel this evening and talk over a mining deal I've been trying to +pull off. I simply must go. It's my one chance to corral Bronson. If I +lose him it'll be all up, and I'll be thousands out of pocket."</p> + +<p>"Well, you <i>are</i> in rather a predicament," I agreed, with the +philosophical acceptance of the situation that marks the outsider. <i>I</i> +wasn't hampered by the multiplicity of my business and social +engagements that evening, so I could afford to pity Clark. It is +always rather nice to be able to pity a person you dislike.</p> + +<p>"I should say so. I can't make up my mind what to do. Hang it. I'll +<i>have</i> to see Bronson. There's no question about that. A man ought to +keep an understood substitute on hand to send to dinners when he can't +go. By Jove! Elliott!"</p> + +<p>Clark's Great Idea had arrived. He bounced up eagerly.</p> + +<p>"Elliott, will <i>you</i> go to the Kennedys' in my place? They'll never +know the difference. Do, now—there's a good fellow!"</p> + +<p>"Nonsense!" I said.</p> + +<p>"It isn't nonsense. The resemblance between us was foreordained for +this hour. I'll lend you my dress suit—it'll fit you—your figure is +as much like mine as your face. You've nothing to do with yourself +this evening. I offer you a good dinner and an agreeable partner. Come +now, to oblige me. You know you owe me a good turn for that Mulhenen +business."</p> + +<p>The Mulhenen business clinched the matter. Until he mentioned it I +had no notion whatever of masquerading as Clark Oliver at the +Kennedys' dinner. But, as Clark so delicately put it, he had done me a +good turn in that affair and the obligation had rankled ever since. It +is beastly to be indebted for a favor to a man you detest. Now was my +chance to pay it off and I took it without more ado.</p> + +<p>"But," I said doubtfully, "I don't know the Kennedys—nor any of the +social stunts that are doing in Broughton; I won't dare to talk about +anything, and I'll seem so stupid, even if I don't actually make some +irremediable blunder, that the Kennedys will be disgusted with you. It +will probably do your prospects more harm than your absence would."</p> + +<p>"Not at all. Keep your mouth shut when you can and talk generalities +when you can't, and you'll pass. If you take that girl in she's a +stranger in Broughton and won't suspect your ignorance of what's going +on. Nobody will suspect you. Nobody here knows I have a cousin so like +me. Our own mothers haven't always been able to tell us apart. Our +very voices are alike. Come now, get into my dinner togs. You haven't +much time and Mrs. K. doesn't like late comers."</p> + +<p>There seemed to be a number of things that Mrs. Kennedy did not like. +I thought my chance of pleasing that critical lady extremely small, +especially when I had to live up to Clark Oliver's personality. +However, I dressed as expeditiously as possible. The novelty of the +adventure rather pleased me. I always liked doing unusual things. +Anything was better than lounging away the evening at my hotel. It +couldn't do any harm. I owed Clark Oliver a good turn and I would save +Mrs. Kennedy the annoyance of a vacant chair.</p> + +<p>There was no disputing the fact that I looked most disgustingly like +Clark when I got into his clothes. I actually felt a grudge against +them for their excellent fit.</p> + +<p>"You'll do," said Clark. "Remember you're a Conservative to-night and +don't let your rank Liberal views crop out, or you'll queer me for +all time with the great and only Mark. He doesn't talk politics at his +dinners, though, so you're not likely to have trouble on that score. +Mrs. Kennedy has a weakness for beer mugs. Her collection is +considered very fine. Scandal whispers that Miss Harvey has a budding +interest in settlement work—"</p> + +<p>"Miss who?" I said sharply.</p> + +<p>"Harvey. Christian name unknown. That's the girl I mentioned. You'll +probably take her in. Be nice to her even if you have to make an +effort. She's the one I've picked out as your future cousin, you know, +so I don't want you to spoil her good opinion of me in any way."</p> + +<p>The name had given me a jump. Once, in another world, I had known a +Jane Harvey. But Clark's Miss Harvey couldn't be Jane. A month before +I had read a newspaper item to the effect that Jane was on the Pacific +coast. Moreover, Jane, when I knew her, had certainly no manifest +vocation for settlement work. I didn't think two years could have +worked such a transformation. Two years! Was it only two years? It +seemed more like two centuries.</p> + +<p>I went to the Kennedys' in a pleasantly excited frame of mind and a +cab. I just missed being late by a hairbreadth. The house was a big +one, and everybody pertaining to it was big, except the host. Mark +Kennedy was a little, thin man with a bald head. He didn't look like a +political power, but that was all the more reason for his being one in +a world where things are not what they seem.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Kennedy greeted me cordially and told me significantly that she +had granted my request. This meant, as my card had already informed +me, that I was to take Miss Harvey out. Of course there would be no +introduction since Clark Oliver was already acquainted with the lady. +I was wondering how I was to locate her when I got a shock that made +me dizzy. Jane was over in a corner looking at me.</p> + +<p>There was no time to collect my wits. The guests were moving out to +the dining-room. I took my nerve in my hand, crossed the room, bowed, +and the next moment was walking through the hall with Jane's hand on +my arm. The hall was a good long one; I blessed the architect who had +planned it. It gave me time to sort out my ideas.</p> + +<p>Jane here! Jane going out to dinner with me, believing me to be Clark +Oliver! Jane—but it was incredible! The whole thing was a dream—or I +had gone crazy!</p> + +<p>I looked at her sideways when we had got into our places at the table. +She was more beautiful than ever, that tall, brown-haired, disdainful +Jane. The settlement work story I was inclined to dismiss as a myth. +Settlement work in a beautiful woman generally means crowsfeet or a +broken heart. Jane, according to my sight and belief, possessed +neither.</p> + +<p>Once upon a time I had been engaged to Jane. I had been idiotically in +love with her in those days and still more idiotically believed that +she loved me. The trouble was that, although I had been cured of the +latter phase of my idiocy, the former had become chronic. I had never +been able to get over loving Jane. All through those two years I had +hugged the fond hope that sometime I might stumble across her in a +mild mood and make matters up. There was no such thing as seeking her +out or writing to her, since she had icily forbidden me to do so, and +Jane had a most detestable habit—in a woman—of meaning what she +said. But the deity I had invoked was the god of chance—and this was +how he had answered my prayers. I was eating my dinner beside Jane, +who supposed me to be Clark Oliver!</p> + +<p>What should I do? Confess the truth and plead my cause while she had +to sit beside me? That would never do. Someone might overhear us. And, +in any case, it would be no passport to Jane's favor that I was a +guest in the house under false pretences. She would be certain to +disapprove strongly. It was a maddening situation.</p> + +<p>Jane, who was calmly eating soup—she was the only woman I had ever +seen who could eat soup and look like a goddess at the same +time—glanced around and caught me studying her profile. I thought she +blushed slightly and I raged inwardly to think that blush was meant +for Clark Oliver—Clark Oliver who had told me he thought Jane was +smitten on him! Jane! On him!</p> + +<p>"Do you know, Mr. Oliver," said Jane slowly, "that you are startlingly +like a—a person I used to know? When I first saw you the other night +I took you for him."</p> + +<p>A <i>person</i> you used to know! Oh, Jane, that was the most unkindest cut +of all.</p> + +<p>"My cousin, Elliott Cameron, I suppose?" I answered as indifferently +as I could. "We resemble each other very closely. You were acquainted +with Cameron, Miss Harvey?"</p> + +<p>"Slightly," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"A fine fellow," I said unblushingly.</p> + +<p>"A-h," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"My favorite relative," I went on brazenly. "He's a thoroughly good +sort—rather dull now to what he used to be, though. He had an +unfortunate love affair two years ago and has never got over it."</p> + +<p>"Indeed?" said Jane coldly, crumbling a bit of bread between her +fingers. Her face was expressionless and her voice ditto; but I had +heard her criticize nervous people who did things like that at table.</p> + +<p>"I fear poor Elliott's life has been completely spoiled," I said, with +a sigh. "It's a shame."</p> + +<p>"Did he confide the affair to you?" asked Jane, a little scornfully.</p> + +<p>"Well, after a fashion. He said enough for me to guess the rest. He +never told me the lady's name. She was very beautiful, I understand, +and very heartless. Oh, she used him very badly."</p> + +<p>"Did he tell you that, too?" asked Jane.</p> + +<p>"Not he. He won't listen to a word against her. But a chap can draw +his own conclusions, you know."</p> + +<p>"What went wrong between them?" asked Jane. She smiled at a lady +across the table, as if she were merely asking questions to make +conversation, but she went on crumbling bread.</p> + +<p>"Simply a very stiff quarrel, I believe. Elliott never went into +details. The lady was flirting with somebody else, I fancy."</p> + +<p>"People have such different ideas about flirting," said Jane, +languidly. "What one would call mere simple friendliness another +construes into flirting. Possibly your friend—or is it your +cousin?—is one of those men who become insanely jealous over every +trifle and attempt to exert authority before they have any to exert. A +woman of spirit would hardly fail to resent that."</p> + +<p>"Of course Elliott was jealous," I admitted. "But then, you know, Miss +Harvey, that jealousy is said to be the measure of a man's love. If he +went beyond his rights I am sure he is bitterly sorry for it."</p> + +<p>"Does he really care about her still?" asked Jane, eating most +industriously, although somehow the contents of her plate did not grow +noticeably less. As for me, I didn't pretend to eat. I simply pecked.</p> + +<p>"He loves her with all his heart," I answered fervently. "There never +has been and never will be any other woman for Elliott Cameron."</p> + +<p>"Why doesn't he go and tell her so?" inquired Jane, as if she felt +rather bored over the whole subject.</p> + +<p>"He doesn't dare to. She forbade him ever to cross her path again. +Told him she hated him and always would hate him as long as she +lived."</p> + +<p>"She must have been an unpleasantly emphatic young woman," commented +Jane.</p> + +<p>"I'd like to hear anyone say so to Elliott," I responded. "He +considers her perfection. I'm sorry for Elliott. His life is wrecked."</p> + +<p>"Do you know," said Jane slowly, as if poking about in the recesses of +her memory for something half forgotten. "I believe I know the—the +girl in question."</p> + +<p>"Really?" I said.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she is a friend of mine. She—she never told me his name, but +putting two and two together, I believe it must have been your cousin. +But she—she thinks she was the one to blame."</p> + +<p>"Does she?" It was my turn to ask questions now, but my heart thumped +so that I could hardly speak.</p> + +<p>"Yes, she says she was too hasty and unreasonable. She didn't mean to +flirt at all—and she never cared for anyone but—him. But his +jealousy irritated her. I suppose she said things to him she didn't +really mean. She—she never supposed he was going to take her at her +word."</p> + +<p>"Do you think she cares for him still?" Considering what was at stake, +I think I asked the question very well.</p> + +<p>"I think she must," said Jane languidly. "She has never looked at any +other man. She devotes most of her time to charitable work, but I feel +sure she isn't really happy."</p> + +<p>So the settlement story was true. Oh, Jane!</p> + +<p>"What would you advise my cousin to do?" I asked. "Do you think he +should go boldly to her? Would she listen to him—forgive him?"</p> + +<p>"She might," said Jane.</p> + +<p>"Have I your permission to tell Elliott Cameron this?" I demanded.</p> + +<p>Jane selected and ate an olive with maddening deliberation.</p> + +<p>"I suppose you may—if you are really convinced that he wants to hear +it," she said at last, as if barely recollecting that I had asked the +question two minutes previously.</p> + +<p>"I'll tell him as soon as I go home," I said.</p> + +<p>I had the satisfaction of startling Jane at last. She turned her head +and looked at me. I got a good, square, satisfying gaze into her big, +blackish-blue eyes.</p> + +<p>"Yes," I said, compelling myself to look away. "He came in on the boat +this afternoon too late for his train. Has to stay over till to-morrow +night. I left him in my rooms when I came away. Doubtless to-morrow +will see him speeding recklessly to his dear divinity. I wonder if he +knows where she is at present."</p> + +<p>"If he doesn't," said Jane, with the air of dismissing the subject +once and forever from her mind, "I can give him the information. You +may tell him I'm staying with the Duncan Moores, and shall be leaving +day after to-morrow. By the way, have you seen Mrs. Kennedy's +collection of steins? It is a remarkably fine one."</p> + +<p>Clark Oliver couldn't come to our wedding—or wouldn't. Jane has never +met him since, but she cannot understand why I have such an aversion to +him, especially when he has such a good opinion of me. She says she +thought him charming, and one of the most interesting conversationalists +she ever went out to dinner with.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Robert_Turners_Revenge" id="Robert_Turners_Revenge"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Robert Turner's Revenge<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>When Robert Turner came to the green, ferny triangle where the station +road forked to the right and left under the birches, he hesitated as +to which direction he would take. The left led out to the old Turner +homestead, where he had spent his boyhood and where his cousin still +lived; the right led down to the Cove shore where the Jameson property +was situated. Since he had stopped off at Chiswick for the purpose of +looking this property over before foreclosing the mortgage on it he +concluded that he might as well take the Cove road; he could go around +by the shore afterward—he had not forgotten the way even in forty +years—and so on up through the old spruce wood in Alec Martin's +field—if the spruces were there still and the field still Alec +Martin's—to his cousin's place. He would just about have time to make +the round before the early country supper hour. Then a brief visit +with Tom—Tom had always been a good sort of a fellow although +woefully dull and slow-going—and the evening express for Montreal. He +swung with a businesslike stride into the Cove road.</p> + +<p>As he went on, however, the stride insensibly slackened into an +unaccustomed saunter. How well he remembered that old road, although +it was forty years since he had last traversed it, a set-lipped boy of +fifteen, cast on the world by the indifference of an uncle. The years +had made surprisingly little difference in it or in the surrounding +scenery. True, the hills and fields and lanes seemed lower and smaller +and narrower than he remembered them; there were some new houses along +the road, and the belt of woods along the back of the farms had become +thinner in most places. But that was all. He had no difficulty in +picking out the old familiar spots. There was the big cherry orchard +on the Milligan place which had been so famous in his boyhood. It was +snow-white with blossoms, as if the trees were possessed of eternal +youth; they had been in blossom the last time he had seen them. Well, +time had not stood still with him as it had with Luke Milligan's +cherry orchard, he reflected grimly. His springtime had long gone by.</p> + +<p>The few people he met on the road looked at him curiously, for +strangers were not commonplace in Chiswick. He recognized some of the +older among them but none of them knew him. He had been an awkward, +long-limbed lad with fresh boyish colour and crisp black curls when he +had left Chiswick. He returned to it a somewhat portly figure of a +man, with close-cropped, grizzled hair, and a face that looked as if +it might be carved out of granite, so immobile and unyielding it +was—the face of a man who never faltered or wavered, who stuck at +nothing that might advance his plans and purposes, a face known and +dreaded in the business world where he reigned master. It was a cold, +hard, selfish face, but the face of the boy of forty years ago had +been neither cold nor hard nor selfish.</p> + +<p>Presently the homesteads and orchard lands grew fewer and then ceased +altogether. The fields were long and low-lying, sloping down to the +misty blue rim of sea. A turn of the road brought him in sudden sight +of the Cove, and there below him was the old Jameson homestead, built +almost within wave-lap of the pebbly shore and shut away into a lonely +grey world of its own by the sea and sands and those long slopes of +tenantless fields.</p> + +<p>He paused at the sagging gate that opened into the long, deep-rutted +lane and, folding his arms on it, looked earnestly and scrutinizingly +over the buildings. They were grey and faded, lacking the prosperous +appearance that had characterized them once. There was an air of +failure about the whole place as if the very land had become +disheartened and discouraged.</p> + +<p>Long ago, Neil Jameson, senior, had been a well-to-do man. The big +Cove farm had been one of the best in Chiswick then. As for Neil +Jameson, Junior, Robert Turner's face always grew something grimmer +when he recalled him—the one person, boy and man, whom he had really +hated in the world. They had been enemies from childhood, and once in +a bout of wrestling at the Chiswick school Neil had thrown him by an +unfair trick and taunted him continually thereafter on his defeat. +Robert had made a compact with himself that some day he would pay Neil +Jameson back. He had not forgotten it—he never forgot such +things—but he had never seen or heard of Neil Jameson after leaving +Chiswick. He might have been dead for anything Robert Turner knew. +Then, when John Kesley failed and his effects turned over to his +creditors, of whom Robert Turner was the chief, a mortgage on the Cove +farm at Chiswick, owned by Neil Jameson, had been found among his +assets. Inquiry revealed the fact that Neil Jameson was dead and that +the farm was run by his widow. Turner felt a pang of disappointment. +What satisfaction was there in wreaking revenge on a dead man? But at +least his wife and children should suffer. That debt of his to Jameson +for an ill-won victory and many a sneer must be paid in full, if not +to him, why, then to his heirs.</p> + +<p>His lawyers reported that Mrs. Jameson was two years behind with her +interest. Turner instructed them to foreclose the mortgage promptly. +Then he took it into his head to revisit Chiswick and have a good look +at the Cove farm and other places he knew so well. He had a notion +that it might be a decent place to spend a summer month or two in. His +wife went to seaside and mountain resorts, but he liked something +quieter. There was good fishing at the Cove and in Chiswick pond, as +he remembered. If he liked the farm as well as his memory promised him +he would do, he would bid it in himself. It would make Neil Jameson +turn in his grave if the penniless lad he had jeered at came into the +possession of his old ancestral property that had been owned by a +Jameson for over one hundred years. There was a flavour in such a +revenge that pleased Robert Turner. He smiled one of his occasional +grim smiles over it. When Robert Turner smiled, weather prophets of +the business sky foretold squalls.</p> + +<p>Presently he opened the gate and went through. Halfway down the lane +forked, one branch going over to the house, the other slanting across +the field to the cove. Turner took the latter and soon found himself +on the grey shore where the waves were tumbling in creamy foam just as +he remembered them long ago. Nothing about the old cove had changed; +he walked around a knobby headland, weather-worn with the wind and +spray of years, which cut him off from sight of the Jameson house, and +sat down on a rock. He thought himself alone and was annoyed to find a +boy sitting on the opposite ledge with a book on his knee.</p> + +<p>The lad lifted his eyes and looked Turner over with a clear, direct +gaze. He was about twelve years old, tall for his age, slight, with a +delicate, clear-cut face—a face that was oddly familiar to Turner, +although he was sure he had never seen it before. The boy had oval +cheeks, finely tinted with colour, big, shy blue eyes quilled about +with long black lashes, and silvery-golden hair lying over his head in +soft ringlets like a girl's. What girl's? Something far back in Robert +Turner's dreamlike boyhood seemed to call to him like a note of a +forgotten melody, sweet yet stirring like a pain. The more he looked +at the boy the stronger the impression of a resemblance grew in every +feature but the mouth. That was alien to his recollection of the face, +yet there was something about it, when taken by itself, that seemed +oddly familiar also—yes, and unpleasantly familiar, although the +mouth was a good one—finely cut and possessing more firmness than was +found in all the other features put together.</p> + +<p>"It's a good place for reading, sonny, isn't it?" he inquired, more +genially than he had spoken to a child for years. In fact, having no +children of his own, he so seldom spoke to a child that his voice and +manner when he did so were generally awkward and rusty.</p> + +<p>The boy nodded a quick little nod. Somehow, Turner had expected that +nod and the glimmer of a smile that accompanied it.</p> + +<p>"What book are you reading?" he asked.</p> + +<p>The boy held it out; it was an old <i>Robinson Crusoe</i>, that classic of +boyhood.</p> + +<p>"It's splendid," he said. "Billy Martin lent it to me and I have to +finish it today because Ned Josephs is to have it next and he's in a +hurry for it."</p> + +<p>"It's a good while since I read <i>Robinson Crusoe</i>," said Turner +reflectively. "But when I did it was on this very shore a little +further along below the Miller place. There was a Martin and a Josephs +in the partnership then too—the fathers, I dare say, of Billy and +Ned. What is your name, my boy?"</p> + +<p>"Paul Jameson, sir."</p> + +<p>The name was a shock to Turner. This boy a Jameson—Neil Jameson's +son? Why, yes, he had Neil's mouth. Strange he had nothing else in +common with the black-browed, black-haired Jamesons. What business had +a Jameson with those blue eyes and silvery-golden curls? It was +flagrant forgery on Nature's part to fashion such things and label +them Jameson by a mouth.</p> + +<p>Hated Neil Jameson's son! Robert Turner's face grew so grey and hard +that the boy involuntarily glanced upward to see if a cloud had +crossed the sun.</p> + +<p>"Your father was Neil Jameson, I suppose?" Turner said abruptly.</p> + +<p>Paul nodded. "Yes, but he is dead. He has been dead for eight years. I +don't remember him."</p> + +<p>"Have you any brothers or sisters?"</p> + +<p>"I have a little sister a year younger than I am. The other four are +dead. They died long ago. I'm the only boy Mother had. Oh, I do so +wish I was bigger and older! If I was I could do something to save the +place—I'm sure I could. It is breaking Mother's heart to have to +leave it."</p> + +<p>"So she has to leave it, has she?" said Turner grimly, with the old +hatred stirring in his heart.</p> + +<p>"Yes. There is a mortgage on it and we're to be sold out very soon—so +the lawyers told us. Mother has tried so hard to make the farm pay but +she couldn't. I could if I was bigger—I know I could. If they would +only wait a few years! But there is no use hoping for that. Mother +cries all the time about it. She has lived at the Cove farm for over +thirty years and she says she can't live away from it now. +Elsie—that's my sister—and I do all we can to cheer her up, but we +can't do much. Oh, if I was only a man!"</p> + +<p>The lad shut his lips together—how much his mouth was like his +father's—and looked out seaward with troubled blue eyes. Turner +smiled another grim smile. Oh, Neil Jameson, your old score was being +paid now!</p> + +<p>Yet something embittered the sweetness of revenge. That boy's face—he +could not hate it as he had accustomed himself to hate the memory of +Neil Jameson and all connected with him.</p> + +<p>"What was your mother's name before she married your father?" he +demanded abruptly.</p> + +<p>"Lisbeth Miller," answered the boy, still frowning seaward over his +secret thoughts.</p> + +<p>Turner started again. Lisbeth Miller! He might have known it. What +woman in all the world save Lisbeth Miller could have given her son +those eyes and curls? So Lisbeth had married Neil Jameson—little +Lisbeth Miller, his schoolboy sweetheart. He had forgotten her—or +thought he had; certainly he had not thought of her for years. But the +memory of her came back now with a rush.</p> + +<p>Little Lisbeth—pretty little Lisbeth—merry little Lisbeth! How +clearly he remembered her! The old Miller place had adjoined his +uncle's farm. Lisbeth and he had played together from babyhood. How he +had worshipped her! When they were six years old they had solemnly +promised to marry each other when they grew up, and Lisbeth had let +him kiss her as earnest of their compact, made under a bloom-white +apple tree in the Miller orchard. Yet she would always blush furiously +and deny it ever afterwards; it made her angry to be reminded of it.</p> + +<p>He saw himself going to school, carrying her books for her, the envied +of all the boys. He remembered how he had fought Tony Josephs because +Tony had the presumption to bring her spice apples: he had thrashed +him too, so soundly that from that time forth none of the schoolboys +presumed to rival him in Lisbeth's affections—roguish little Lisbeth! +who grew prettier and saucier every year.</p> + +<p>He recalled the keen competition of the old days when to be "head of +the class" seemed the highest honour within mortal reach, and was +striven after with might and main. He had seldom attained to it +because he would never "go up past" Lisbeth. If she missed a word, he, +Robert, missed it too, no matter how well he knew it. It was sweet to +be thought a dunce for her dear sake. It was all the reward he asked +to see her holding her place at the head of the class, her cheeks +flushed pink and her eyes starry with her pride of position. And how +sweetly she would lecture him on the way home from school about +learning his spellings better, and wind up her sermon with the frank +avowal, uttered with deliciously downcast lids, that she liked him +better than any of the other boys after all, even if he couldn't spell +as well as they could. Nothing of success that he had won since had +ever thrilled him as that admission of little Lisbeth's!</p> + +<p>She had been such a sympathetic little sweetheart too, never weary of +listening to his dreams and ambitions, his plans for the future. She +had always assured him that she knew he would succeed. Well, he had +succeeded—and now one of the uses he was going to make of his success +was to turn Lisbeth and her children out of their home by way of +squaring matters with a dead man!</p> + +<p>Lisbeth had been away from home on a long visit to an aunt when he had +left Chiswick. She was growing up and the childish intimacy was +fading. Perhaps, under other circumstances, it might have ripened into +fruit, but he had gone away and forgotten her; the world had claimed +him; he had lost all active remembrance of Lisbeth and, before this +late return to Chiswick, he had not even known if she were living. And +she was Neil Jameson's widow!</p> + +<p>He was silent for a long time, while the waves purred about the base +of the big red sandstone rock and the boy returned to his <i>Crusoe</i>. +Finally Robert Turner roused himself from his reverie.</p> + +<p>"I used to know your mother long ago when she was a little girl," he +said. "I wonder if she remembers me. Ask her when you go home if she +remembers Bobby Turner."</p> + +<p>"Won't you come up to the house and see her, sir?" asked Paul +politely. "Mother is always glad to see her old friends."</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't time today." Robert Turner was not going to tell Neil +Jameson's son that he did not care to look for the little Lisbeth of +long ago in Neil Jameson's widow. The name spoiled her for him, just +as the Jameson mouth spoiled her son for him. "But you may tell her +something else. The mortgage will not be foreclosed. I was the power +behind the lawyers, but I did not know that the present owner of the +Cove farm was my little playmate, Lisbeth Miller. You and she shall +have all the time you want. Tell her Bobby Turner does this in return +for what she gave him under the big sweeting apple tree on her sixth +birthday. I think she will remember and understand. As for you, Paul, +be a good boy and good to your mother. I hope you'll succeed in your +ambition of making the farm pay when you are old enough to take it in +hand. At any rate, you'll not be disturbed in your possession of it."</p> + +<p>"Oh, sir! oh, sir!" stammered Paul in an agony of embarrassed +gratitude and delight. "Oh, it seems too good to be true. Do you +really mean that we're not to be sold out? Oh, won't you come and tell +Mother yourself? She'll be so happy—so grateful. Do come and let her +thank you."</p> + +<p>"Not today. I haven't time. Give her my message, that's all. There, +run; the sooner she gets the news the better."</p> + +<p>Turner watched the boy as he bounded away, until the headland hid him +from sight.</p> + +<p>"There goes my revenge—and a fine bit of property eminently suited +for a summer residence—all for a bit of old, rusty sentiment," he +said with a shrug. "I didn't suppose I was capable of such a mood. But +then—little Lisbeth. There never was a sweeter girl. I'm glad I +didn't go with the boy to see her. She's an old woman now—and Neil +Jameson's widow. I prefer to keep my old memories of her +undisturbed—little Lisbeth of the silvery-golden curls and the +roguish blue eyes. Little Lisbeth of the old time! I'm glad to be able +to have done you the small service of securing your home to you. It is +my thanks to you for the friendship and affection you gave my lonely +boyhood—my tribute to the memory of my first sweetheart."</p> + +<p>He walked away with a smile, whose amusement presently softened to an +expression that would have amazed his business cronies. Later on he +hummed the air of an old love song as he climbed the steep spruce road +to Tom's.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Fillmore_Elderberries" id="The_Fillmore_Elderberries"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Fillmore Elderberries<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"I expected as much," said Timothy Robinson. His tone brought the +blood into Ellis Duncan's face. The lad opened his lips quickly, as if +for an angry retort, but as quickly closed them again with a set +firmness oddly like Timothy Robinson's own.</p> + +<p>"When I heard that lazy, worthless father of yours was dead, I +expected you and your mother would be looking to me for help," Timothy +Robinson went on harshly. "But you're mistaken if you think I'll give +it. You've no claim on me, even if your father was my half-brother—no +claim at all. And I'm not noted for charity."</p> + +<p>Timothy Robinson smiled grimly. It was very true that he was far from +being noted for charity. His neighbours called him "close" and "near." +Some even went so far as to call him "a miserly skinflint." But this +was not true. It was, however, undeniable that Timothy Robinson kept a +tight clutch on his purse-strings, and although he sometimes gave +liberally enough to any cause which really appealed to him, such +causes were few and far between.</p> + +<p>"I am not asking for charity, Uncle Timothy," said Ellis quietly. He +passed over the slur at his father in silence, deeply as he felt it, +for, alas, he knew that it was only too true. "I expect to support my +mother by hard and honest work. And I am not asking you for work on +the ground of our relationship. I heard you wanted a hired man, and I +have come to you, as I should have gone to any other man about whom I +had heard it, to ask you to hire me."</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do want a man," said Uncle Timothy drily. "A <i>man</i>—not a +half-grown boy of fourteen, not worth his salt. I want somebody able +and willing to work."</p> + +<p>Again Ellis flushed deeply and again he controlled himself. "I am +willing to work, Uncle Timothy, and I think you would find me able +also if you would try me. I'd work for less than a man's wages at +first, of course."</p> + +<p>"You won't work for any sort of wages from me," interrupted Timothy +Robinson decidedly. "I tell you plainly that I won't hire you. You're +the wrong man's son for that. Your father was lazy and incompetent +and, worst of all, untrustworthy. I did try to help him once, and all +I got was loss and ingratitude. I want none of his kind around my +place. I don't believe in you, so you may as well take yourself off, +Ellis. I've no more time to waste."</p> + +<p>Ellis took himself off, his ears tingling. As he walked homeward his +thoughts were very bitter. All Uncle Timothy had said about his father +was true, and Ellis realized what a count it was against him in his +efforts to obtain employment. Nobody wanted to be bothered with "Old +Sam Duncan's son," though nobody had been so brutally outspoken as his +Uncle Timothy.</p> + +<p>Sam Duncan and Timothy Robinson had been half-brothers. Sam, the +older, had been the son of Mrs. Robinson's former marriage. Never were +two lads more dissimilar. Sam was a lazy, shiftless fellow, deserving +all the hard things that came to be said of him. He would not work and +nobody could depend on him, but he was a handsome lad with rather +taking ways in his youth, and at first people had liked him better +than the close, blunt, industrious Timothy. Their mother had died in +their childhood, but Mr. Robinson had been fond of Sam and the boy had +a good home. When he was twenty-two and Timothy eighteen, Mr. Robinson +had died very suddenly, leaving no will. Everything he possessed went +to Timothy. Sam immediately left. He said he would not stay there to +be "bossed" by Timothy.</p> + +<p>He rented a little house in the village, married a girl "far too good +for him," and started in to support himself and his wife by days' +work. He had lounged, borrowed, and shirked through life. Once Timothy +Robinson, perhaps moved by pity for Sam's wife and baby, had hired him +for a year at better wages than most hired men received in Dalrymple. +Sam idled through a month of it, then got offended and left in the +middle of haying. Timothy Robinson washed his hands of him after that.</p> + +<p>When Ellis was fourteen Sam Duncan died, after a lingering illness of +a year. During this time the family were kept by the charity of +pitying neighbours, for Ellis could not be spared from attendance on +his father to make any attempt at earning money. Mrs. Duncan was a +fragile little woman, worn out with her hard life, and not strong +enough to wait on her husband alone.</p> + +<p>When Sam Duncan was dead and buried, Ellis straightened his shoulders +and took counsel with himself. He must earn a livelihood for his +mother and himself, and he must begin at once. He was tall and strong +for his age, and had a fairly good education, his mother having +determinedly kept him at school when he had pleaded to be allowed to +go to work. He had always been a quiet fellow, and nobody in Dalrymple +knew much about him. But they knew all about his father, and nobody +would hire Ellis unless he were willing to work for a pittance that +would barely clothe him.</p> + +<p>Ellis had not gone to his Uncle Timothy until he had lost all hope of +getting a place elsewhere. Now this hope too had gone. It was nearly +the end of June and everybody who wanted help had secured it. Look +where he would, Ellis could see no prospect of employment.</p> + +<p>"If I could only get a chance!" he thought miserably. "I know I am not +idle or lazy—I know I can work—if I could get a chance to prove it."</p> + +<p>He was sitting on the fence of the Fillmore elderberry pasture as he +said it, having taken a short cut across the fields. This pasture was +rather noted in Dalrymple. Originally a mellow and fertile field, it +had been almost ruined by a persistent, luxuriant growth of elderberry +bushes. Old Thomas Fillmore had at first tried to conquer them by +mowing them down "in the dark of the moon." But the elderberries did +not seem to mind either moon or mowing, and flourished alike in all +the quarters. For the past two years Old Thomas had given up the +contest, and the elderberries had it all their own sweet way.</p> + +<p>Thomas Fillmore, a bent old man with a shrewd, nutcracker face, came +through the bushes while Ellis was sitting on the fence.</p> + +<p>"Howdy, Ellis. Seen anything of my spotted calves? I've been looking +for 'em for over an hour."</p> + +<p>"No, I haven't seen any calves—but a good many might be in this +pasture without being visible to the naked eye," said Ellis, with a +smile.</p> + +<p>Old Thomas shook his head ruefully. "Them elders have been too many +for me," he said. "Did you ever see a worse-looking place? You'd +hardly believe that twenty years ago there wasn't a better piece of +land in Dalrymple than this lot, would ye? Such grass as grew here!"</p> + +<p>"The soil must be as good as ever if anything had a chance to grow on +it," said Ellis. "Couldn't those elders be rooted out?"</p> + +<p>"It'd be a back-breaking job, but I reckon it could be done if anyone +had the muscle and patience and time to tackle it. I haven't the first +at my age, and my hired man hasn't the last. And nobody would do it +for what I could afford to pay."</p> + +<p>"What will you give me if I undertake to clean the elders out of this +field for you, Mr. Fillmore?" asked Ellis quietly.</p> + +<p>Old Thomas looked at him with a surprised face, which gradually +reverted to its original shrewdness when he saw that Ellis was in +earnest. "You must be hard up for a job," he said.</p> + +<p>"I am," was Ellis's laconic answer.</p> + +<p>"Well, lemme see." Old Thomas calculated carefully. He never paid a +cent more for anything than he could help, and was noted for hard +bargaining. "I'll give ye sixteen dollars if you clean out the whole +field," he said at length.</p> + +<p>Ellis looked at the pasture. He knew something about cleaning out +elderberry brush, and he also knew that sixteen dollars would be very +poor pay for it. Most of the elders were higher than a man's head, +with big roots, thicker than his wrist, running deep into the ground.</p> + +<p>"It's worth more, Mr. Fillmore," he said.</p> + +<p>"Not to me," responded Old Thomas drily. "I've plenty more land and +I'm an old fellow without any sons. I ain't going to pay out money for +the benefit of some stranger who'll come after me. You can take it or +leave it at sixteen dollars."</p> + +<p>Ellis shrugged his shoulders. He had no prospect of anything else, and +sixteen dollars were better than nothing. "Very well, I'll take it," +he said.</p> + +<p>"Well, now, look here," said Old Thomas shrewdly, "I'll expect you to +do the work thoroughly, young man. Them roots ain't to be cut off, +remember; they'll have to be dug out. And I'll expect you to finish +the job if you undertake it too, and not drop it halfway through if +you get a chance for a better one."</p> + +<p>"I'll finish with your elderberries before I leave them," promised +Ellis.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Ellis went to work the next day. His first move was to chop down all +the brush and cart it into heaps for burning. This took two days and +was comparatively easy work. The third day Ellis tackled the roots. By +the end of the forenoon he had discovered just what cleaning out an +elderberry pasture meant, but he set his teeth and resolutely +persevered. During the afternoon Timothy Robinson, whose farm adjoined +the Fillmore place, wandered by and halted with a look of astonishment +at the sight of Ellis, busily engaged in digging and tearing out huge, +tough, stubborn elder roots. The boy did not see his uncle, but worked +away with a vim and vigour that were not lost on the latter.</p> + +<p>"He never got that muscle from Sam," reflected Timothy. "Sam would +have fainted at the mere thought of stumping elders. Perhaps I've been +mistaken in the boy. Well, well, we'll see if he holds out."</p> + +<p>Ellis did hold out. The elderberries tried to hold out too, but they +were no match for the lad's perseverance. It was a hard piece of work, +however, and Ellis never forgot it. Week after week he toiled in the +hot summer sun, digging, cutting, and dragging out roots. The job +seemed endless, and his progress each day was discouragingly slow. He +had expected to get through in a month, but he soon found it would +take two. Frequently Timothy Robinson wandered by and looked at the +increasing pile of roots and the slowly extending stretch of cleared +land. But he never spoke to Ellis and made no comment on the matter to +anybody.</p> + +<p>One evening, when the field was about half done, Ellis went home more +than usually tired. It had been a very hot day. Every bone and muscle +in him ached. He wondered dismally if he would ever get to the end of +that wretched elderberry field. When he reached home Jacob Green from +Westdale was there. Jacob lost no time in announcing his errand.</p> + +<p>"My hired boy's broke his leg, and I must fill his place right off. +Somebody referred me to you. Guess I'll try you. Twelve dollars a +month, board, and lodging. What say?"</p> + +<p>For a moment Ellis's face flushed with delight. Twelve dollars a month +and permanent employment! Then he remembered his promise to Mr. +Fillmore. For a moment he struggled with the temptation. Then he +mastered it. Perhaps the discipline of his many encounters with those +elderberry roots helped him to do so.</p> + +<p>"I'm sorry, Mr. Green," he said reluctantly. "I'd like to go, but I +can't. I promised Mr. Fillmore that I'd finish cleaning up his +elderberry pasture when I'd once begun it, and I shan't be through for +a month yet."</p> + +<p>"Well, I'd see myself turning down a good offer for Old Tom Fillmore," +said Jacob Green.</p> + +<p>"It isn't for Mr. Fillmore—it's for myself," said Ellis steadily. "I +promised and I must keep my word."</p> + +<p>Jacob drove away grumblingly. On the road he met Timothy Robinson and +stopped to relate his grievances.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>It must be admitted that there were times during the next month when +Ellis was tempted to repent having refused Jacob Green's offer. But at +the end of the month the work was done and the Fillmore elderberry +pasture was an elderberry pasture no longer. All that remained of the +elders, root and branch, was piled into a huge heap ready for burning.</p> + +<p>"And I'll come up and set fire to it when it's dry enough," Ellis told +Mr. Fillmore. "I claim the satisfaction of that."</p> + +<p>"You've done the job thoroughly," said Old Thomas. "There's your +sixteen dollars, and every cent of it was earned, if ever money was, +I'll say that much for you. There ain't a lazy bone in your body. If +you ever want a recommendation just you come to me."</p> + +<p>As Ellis passed Timothy Robinson's place on the way home that worthy +himself appeared, strolling down his lane. "Ah, Ellis," he said, +speaking to his nephew for the first time since their interview two +months before, "so you've finished with your job?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, sir."</p> + +<p>"Got your sixteen dollars, I suppose? It was worth four times that. +Old Tom cheated you. You were foolish not to have gone to Green when +you had the chance."</p> + +<p>"I'd promised Mr. Fillmore to finish with his pasture, sir!"</p> + +<p>"Humph! Well, what are you going to do now?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know. Harvest will be on next week. I may get in somewhere as +an extra hand for a spell."</p> + +<p>"Ellis," said his uncle abruptly, after a moment's silence, "I'm +going to discharge my man. He's no earthly good. Will you take his +place? I'll give you fifteen dollars a month and found."</p> + +<p>Ellis stared at Timothy Robinson. "I thought you told me that you had +no place for my father's son," he said slowly.</p> + +<p>"I've changed my mind. I've seen how you went at that elderberry job. +Great snakes, there couldn't be a better test for anybody than rooting +out them things. I know you can work. When Jacob Green told me why +you'd refused his offer I knew you could be depended on. You come to +me and I'll do well by you. I've no kith or kin of my own except you. +And look here, Ellis. I'm tired of hired housekeepers. Will your +mother come up and live with us and look after things a bit? I've a +good girl, and she won't have to work hard, but there must be somebody +at the head of a household. She must have a good headpiece—for you +have inherited good qualities from someone, and goodness knows it +wasn't from your father."</p> + +<p>"Uncle Timothy," said Ellis respectfully but firmly, "I'll accept your +offer gratefully, and I am sure Mother will too. But there is one +thing I must say. Perhaps my father deserves all you say of him—but +he is dead—and if I come to you it must be with the understanding +that nothing more is ever to be said against him."</p> + +<p>Timothy Robinson smiled—a queer, twisted smile that yet had a hint of +affection and comprehension in it. "Very well," he said. "I'll never +cast his shortcomings up to you again. Come to me—and if I find you +always as industrious and reliable as you've proved yourself to be +negotiating them elders, I'll most likely forget that you ain't my own +son some of these days."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Finished_Story" id="The_Finished_Story"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Finished Story<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>She always sat in a corner of the west veranda at the hotel, knitting +something white and fluffy, or pink and fluffy, or pale blue and +fluffy—always fluffy, at least, and always dainty. Shawls and scarfs +and hoods the things were, I believe. When she finished one she gave +it to some girl and began another. Every girl at Harbour Light that +summer wore some distracting thing that had been fashioned by Miss +Sylvia's slim, tireless, white fingers.</p> + +<p>She was old, with that beautiful, serene old age which is as beautiful +in its way as youth. Her girlhood and womanhood must have been very +lovely to have ripened into such a beauty of sixty years. It was a +surprise to everyone who heard her called <i>Miss</i> Sylvia. She looked so +like a woman who ought to have stalwart, grown sons and dimpled little +grandchildren.</p> + +<p>For the first two days after the arrival at the hotel she sat in her +corner alone. There was always a circle of young people around her; +old folks and middle-aged people would have liked to join it, but Miss +Sylvia, while she was gracious to all, let it be distinctly understood +that her sympathies were with youth. She sat among the boys and girls, +young men and maidens, like a fine white queen. Her dress was always +the same and somewhat old-fashioned, but nothing else would have +suited her half so well; she wore a lace cap on her snowy hair and a +heliotrope shawl over her black silk shoulders. She knitted +continually and talked a good deal, but listened more. We sat around +her at all hours of the day and told her everything.</p> + +<p>When you were first introduced to her you called her Miss +Stanleymain. Her endurance of that was limited to twenty-four hours. +Then she begged you to call her Miss Sylvia, and as Miss Sylvia you +spoke and thought of her forevermore.</p> + +<p>Miss Sylvia liked us all, but I was her favourite. She told us so +frankly and let it be understood that when I was talking to her and +her heliotrope shawl was allowed to slip under one arm it was a sign +that we were not to be interrupted. I was as vain of her favour as any +lovelorn suitor whose lady had honoured him, not knowing, as I came to +know later, the reason for it.</p> + +<p>Although Miss Sylvia had an unlimited capacity for receiving +confidences, she never gave any. We were all sure that there must be +some romance in her life, but our efforts to discover it were +unsuccessful. Miss Sylvia parried tentative questions so skilfully +that we knew she had something to defend. But one evening, when I had +known her a month, as time is reckoned, and long years as affection +and understanding are computed, she told me her story—at least, what +there was to tell of it. The last chapter was missing.</p> + +<p>We were sitting together on the veranda at sunset. Most of the hotel +people had gone for a harbour sail; a few forlorn mortals prowled +about the grounds and eyed our corner wistfully, but by the sign of +the heliotrope shawl knew it was not for them.</p> + +<p>I was reading one of my stories to Miss Sylvia. In my own excuse I +must allege that she tempted me to do it. I did not go around with +manuscripts under my arm, inflicting them on defenceless females. But +Miss Sylvia had discovered that I was a magazine scribbler, and +moreover, that I had shut myself up in my room that very morning and +perpetrated a short story. Nothing would do but that I read it to her.</p> + +<p>It was a rather sad little story. The hero loved the heroine, and she +loved him. There was no reason why he should not love her, but there +was a reason why he could not marry her. When he found that he loved +her he knew that he must go away. But might he not, at least, tell her +his love? Might he not, at least, find out for his consolation if she +cared for him? There was a struggle; he won, and went away without a +word, believing it to be the more manly course. When I began to read +Miss Sylvia was knitting, a pale green something this time, of the +tender hue of young leaves in May. But after a little her knitting +slipped unheeded to her lap and her hands folded idly above it. It was +the most subtle compliment I had ever received.</p> + +<p>When I turned the last page of the manuscript and looked up, Miss +Sylvia's soft brown eyes were full of tears. She lifted her hands, +clasped them together and said in an agitated voice:</p> + +<p>"Oh, no, no; don't let him go away without telling her—just telling +her. Don't let him do it!"</p> + +<p>"But, you see, Miss Sylvia," I explained, flattered beyond measure +that my characters had seemed so real to her, "that would spoil the +story. It would have no reason for existence then. Its <i>motif</i> is +simply his mastery over self. He believes it to be the nobler course."</p> + +<p>"No, no, it wasn't—if he loved her he should have told her. Think of +her shame and humiliation—she loved him, and he went without a word +and she could never know he cared for her. Oh, you must change it—you +must, indeed! I cannot bear to think of her suffering what I have +suffered."</p> + +<p>Miss Sylvia broke down and sobbed. To appease her, I promised that I +would remodel the story, although I knew that the doing so would leave +it absolutely pointless.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I'm so glad," said Miss Sylvia, her eyes shining through her +tears. "You see, I know it would make her happier—I know it. I'm +going to tell you my poor little story to convince you. But you—you +must not tell it to any of the others."</p> + +<p>"I am sorry you think the admonition necessary," I said +reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I do not, indeed I do not," she hastened to assure me. "I know I +can trust you. But it's such a poor little story. You mustn't laugh at +it—it is all the romance I had. Years ago—forty years ago—when I +was a young girl of twenty, I—learned to care very much for somebody. +I met him at a summer resort like this. I was there with my aunt and +he was there with his mother, who was delicate. We saw a great deal of +each other for a little while. He was—oh, he was like no other man I +had ever seen. You remind me of him somehow. That is partly why I like +you so much. I noticed the resemblance the first time I saw you. I +don't know in just what it consists—in your expression and the way +you carry your head, I think. He was not strong—he coughed a good +deal. Then one day he went away—suddenly. I had thought he cared for +me, but he never said so—just went away. Oh, the shame of it! After a +time I heard that he had been ordered to California for his health. +And he died out there the next spring. My heart broke then, I never +cared for anybody again—I couldn't. I have always loved him. But it +would have been so much easier to bear if I had only known that he +loved me—oh, it would have made all the difference in the world. And +the sting of it has been there all these years. I can't even permit +myself the joy of dwelling on his memory because of the thought that +perhaps he did not care."</p> + +<p>"He must have cared," I said warmly. "He couldn't have helped it, Miss +Sylvia."</p> + +<p>Miss Sylvia shook her head with a sad smile.</p> + +<p>"I cannot be sure. Sometimes I think he did. But then the doubt creeps +back again. I would give almost anything to know that he did—to know +that I have not lavished all the love of my life on a man who did not +want it. And I never can know, never—I can hope and almost believe, +but I can never know. Oh, you don't understand—a man couldn't fully +understand what my pain has been over it. You see now why I want you +to change the story. I am sorry for that poor girl, but if you only +let her know that he really loves her she will not mind all the rest +so very much; she will be able to bear the pain of even life-long +separation if she only knows."</p> + +<p>Miss Sylvia picked up her knitting and went away. As for me, I thought +savagely of the dead man she loved and called him a cad, or at best, a +fool.</p> + +<p>Next day Miss Sylvia was her serene, smiling self once more, and she +did not again make any reference to what she had told me. A fortnight +later she returned home and I went my way back to the world. During +the following winter I wrote several letters to Miss Sylvia and +received replies from her. Her letters were very like herself. When I +sent her the third-rate magazine containing my story—nothing but a +third-rate magazine would take it in its rewritten form—she wrote to +say that she was so glad that I had let the poor girl know.</p> + +<p>Early in April I received a letter from an aunt of mine in the +country, saying that she intended to sell her place and come to the +city to live. She asked me to go out to Sweetwater for a few weeks and +assist her in the business of settling up the estate and disposing of +such things as she did not wish to take with her.</p> + +<p>When I arrived at Sweetwater I found it moist and chill with the sunny +moisture and teasing chill of our Canadian springs. They are long and +fickle and reluctant, these springs of ours, but, oh, the unnamable +charm of them! There was something even in the red buds of the maples +at Sweetwater and in the long, smoking stretches of hillside fields +that sent a thrill through my veins, finer and subtler than any given +by old wine.</p> + +<p>A week after my arrival, when we had got the larger affairs pretty +well straightened out, Aunt Mary suggested that I had better overhaul +Uncle Alan's room.</p> + +<p>"The things there have never been meddled with since he died," she +said. "In particular, there's an old trunk full of his letters and his +papers. It was brought home from California after his death. I've +never examined them. I don't suppose there is anything of any +importance among them. But I'm not going to carry all that old rubbish +to town. So I wish you would look over them and see if there is +anything that should be kept. The rest may be burned."</p> + +<p>I felt no particular interest in the task. My Uncle Alan Blair was a +mere name to me. He was my mother's eldest brother and had died years +before I was born. I had heard that he had been very clever and that +great things had been expected of him. But I anticipated no pleasure +from exploring musty old letters and papers of forty neglected years.</p> + +<p>I went up to Uncle Alan's room at dusk that night. We had been having +a day of warm spring rain, but it had cleared away and the bare maple +boughs outside the window were strung with glistening drops. The room +looked to the north and was always dim by reason of the close-growing +Sweetwater pines. A gap had been cut through them to the northwest, +and in it I had a glimpse of the sea Uncle Alan had loved, and above +it a wondrous sunset sky fleeced over with little clouds, pale and +pink and golden and green, that suddenly reminded me of Miss Sylvia +and her fluffy knitting. It was with the thought of her in my mind +that I lighted a lamp and began the task of grubbing into Uncle Alan's +trunkful of papers. Most of these were bundles of yellowed letters, of +no present interest, from his family and college friends. There were +several college theses and essays, and a lot of loose miscellania +pertaining to boyish school days. I went through the collection +rapidly, until at the bottom of the trunk, I came to a small book +bound in dark-green leather. It proved to be a sort of journal, and I +began to glance over it with a languid interest.</p> + +<p>It had been begun in the spring after he had graduated from college. +Although suspected only by himself, the disease which was to end his +life had already fastened upon him. The entries were those of a doomed +man, who, feeling the curse fall on him like a frost, blighting all +the fair hopes and promises of life, seeks some help and consolation +in the outward self-communing of a journal. There was nothing morbid, +nothing unmanly in the record. As I read, I found myself liking Uncle +Alan, wishing that he might have lived and been my friend.</p> + +<p>His mother had not been well that summer and the doctor ordered her to +the seashore. Alan accompanied her. Here occurred a hiatus in the +journal. No leaves had been torn out, but a quire or so of them had +apparently become loosened from the threads that held them in place. I +found them later on in the trunk, but at the time I passed to the next +page. It began abruptly:</p> + +<div class="block"><p>This girl is the sweetest thing that God ever made. I had not +known a woman could be so fair and sweet. Her beauty awes me, +the purity of her soul shines so clearly through it like an +illuminating lamp. I love her with all my power of loving and +I am thankful that it is so. It would have been hard to die +without having known love. I am glad that it has come to me, +even if its price is unspeakable bitterness. A man has not +lived for nothing who has known and loved Sylvia Stanleymain.</p> + +<p>I must not seek her love—that is denied me. If I were well +and strong I should win it; yes, I believe I could win it, and +nothing in the world would prevent me from trying, but, as +things are, it would be the part of a coward to try. Yet I +cannot resist the delight of being with her, of talking to +her, of watching her wonderful face. She is in my thoughts day +and night, she dwells in my dreams. O, Sylvia, I love you, my +sweet!</p></div> + +<p>A week later there was another entry:</p> + +<div class="block"><p class="cen">July Seventeenth.</p> + +<p>I am afraid. To-day I met Sylvia's eyes. In them was a look +which at first stirred my heart to its deeps with tumultuous +delight, and then I remembered. I must spare her that +suffering, at whatever cost to myself. I must not let myself +dwell on the dangerous sweetness of the thought that her heart +is turning to me. What would be the crowning joy to another +man could be only added sorrow to me.</p></div> + +<p>Then:</p> + +<div class="block"><p class="cen">July Eighteenth.</p> + +<p>This morning I took the train to the city. I was determined to +know the worst once for all. The time had come when I must. My +doctor at home had put me off with vague hopes and perhapses. +So I went to a noted physician in the city. I told him I +wanted the whole truth—I made him tell it. Stripped of all +softening verbiage it is this: I have perhaps eight months or +a year to live—no more!</p> + +<p>I had expected it, although not quite so soon. Yet the +certainty was none the less bitter. But this is no time for +self-pity. It is of Sylvia I must think now. I shall go away +at once, before the sweet fancy which is possibly budding in +her virgin heart shall have bloomed into a flower that might +poison some of her fair years.</p></div> + + +<div class="block"><p class="cen">July Nineteenth.</p> + +<p>It is over. I said good-bye to her to-day before others, for I +dared not trust myself to see her alone. She looked hurt and +startled, as if someone had struck her. But she will soon +forget, even if I have not been mistaken in the reading of her +eyes. As for me, the bitterness of death is already over in +that parting. All that now remains is to play the man to the +end.</p></div> + +<p>From further entries in the journal I learned that Alan Blair had +returned to Sweetwater and later on had been ordered to California. +The entries during his sojourn there were few and far between. In all +of them he spoke of Sylvia. Finally, after a long silence, he had +written:</p> + +<div class="block"><p>I think the end is not far off now. I am not sorry for my +suffering has been great of late. Last night I was easier. I +slept and dreamed that I saw Sylvia. Once or twice I thought +that I would arrange to have this book sent to her after my +death. But I have decided that it would be unwise. It would +only pain her, so I shall destroy it when I feel the time has +come.</p> + +<p>It is sunset in this wonderful summer land. At home in +Sweetwater it is only early spring as yet, with snow lingering +along the edges of the woods. The sunsets there will be +creamy-yellow and pale red now. If I could but see them once +more! And Sylvia—</p></div> + +<p>There was a little blot where the pen had fallen. Evidently the end +had been nearer than Alan Blair had thought. At least, there were no +more entries, and the little green book had not been destroyed. I was +glad that it had not been; and I felt glad that it was thus put in my +power to write the last chapter of Miss Sylvia's story for her.</p> + +<p>As soon as I could leave Sweetwater I went to the city, three hundred +miles away, where Miss Sylvia lived. I found her in her library, in +her black silk dress and heliotrope shawl, knitting up cream wool, for +all the world as if she had just been transplanted from the veranda +corner of Harbour Light.</p> + +<p>"My dear boy!" she said.</p> + +<p>"Do you know why I have come?" I asked.</p> + +<p>"I am vain enough to think it was because you wanted to see me," she +smiled.</p> + +<p>"I did want to see you; but I would have waited until summer if it had +not been that I wished to bring you the missing chapter of your story, +dear lady."</p> + +<p>"I—I—don't understand," said Miss Sylvia, starting slightly.</p> + +<p>"I had an uncle, Alan Blair, who died forty years ago in California," +I said quietly. "Recently I have had occasion to examine some of his +papers. I found a journal among them and I have brought it to you +because I think that you have the best right to it."</p> + +<p>I dropped the parcel in her lap. She was silent with surprise and +bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"And now," I added, "I am going away. You won't want to see me or +anyone for a while after you have read this book. But I will come up +to see you to-morrow."</p> + +<p>When I went the next day Miss Sylvia herself met me at the door. She +caught my hand and drew me into the hall. Her eyes were softly +radiant.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you have made me so happy!" she said tremulously. "Oh, you can +never know how happy! Nothing hurts now—nothing ever can hurt, +because I know he did care."</p> + +<p>She laid her face down on my shoulder, as a girl might have nestled to +her lover, and I bent and kissed her for Uncle Alan.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Garden_of_Spices" id="The_Garden_of_Spices"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Garden of Spices<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Jims tried the door of the blue room. Yes, it was locked. He had hoped +Aunt Augusta <i>might</i> have forgotten to lock it; but when did Aunt +Augusta forget anything? Except, perhaps, that little boys were not +born grown-ups—and <i>that</i> was something she never remembered. To be +sure, she was only a half-aunt. Whole aunts probably had more +convenient memories.</p> + +<p>Jims turned and stood with his back against the door. It was better +that way; he could not imagine things behind him then. And the blue +room was so big and dim that a dreadful number of things could be +imagined in it. All the windows were shuttered but one, and that one +was so darkened by a big pine tree branching right across it that it +did not let in much light.</p> + +<p>Jims looked very small and lost and lonely as he shrank back against +the door—so small and lonely that one might have thought that even +the sternest of half-aunts should have thought twice before shutting +him up in that room and telling him he must stay there the whole +afternoon instead of going out for a promised ride. Jims hated being +shut up alone—especially in the blue room. Its bigness and dimness +and silence filled his sensitive little soul with vague horror. +Sometimes he became almost sick with fear in it. To do Aunt Augusta +justice, she never suspected this. If she had she would not have +decreed this particular punishment, because she knew Jims was delicate +and must not be subjected to any great physical or mental strain. That +was why she shut him up instead of whipping him. But how was she to +know it? Aunt Augusta was one of those people who never know anything +unless it is told them in plain language and then hammered into their +heads. There was no one to tell her but Jims, and Jims would have died +the death before he would have told Aunt Augusta, with her cold, +spectacled eyes and thin, smileless mouth, that he was desperately +frightened when he was shut in the blue room. So he was always shut in +it for punishment; and the punishments came very often, for Jims was +always doing things that Aunt Augusta considered naughty. At first, +this time, Jims did not feel quite so frightened as usual because he +was very angry. As he put it, he was very mad at Aunt Augusta. He +hadn't <i>meant</i> to spill his pudding over the floor and the tablecloth +and his clothes; and how such a little bit of pudding—Aunt Augusta +was mean with desserts—could ever have spread itself over so much +territory Jims could not understand. But he had made a terrible mess +and Aunt Augusta had been very angry and had said he must be cured of +such carelessness. She said he must spend the afternoon in the blue +room instead of going for a ride with Mrs. Loring in her new car.</p> + +<p>Jims was bitterly disappointed. If Uncle Walter had been home Jims +would have appealed to him—for when Uncle Walter could be really +wakened up to a realization of his small nephew's presence in his +home, he was very kind and indulgent. But it was so hard to waken him +up that Jims seldom attempted it. He liked Uncle Walter, but as far as +being acquainted with him went he might as well have been the +inhabitant of a star in the Milky Way. Jims was just a lonely, +solitary little creature, and sometimes he felt so friendless that his +eyes smarted, and several sobs had to be swallowed.</p> + +<p>There were no sobs just now, though—Jims was still too angry. It +wasn't fair. It was so seldom he got a car ride. Uncle Walter was +always too busy, attending to sick children all over the town, to take +him. It was only once in a blue moon Mrs. Loring asked him to go out +with her. But she always ended up with ice cream or a movie, and +to-day Jims had had strong hopes that both were on the programme.</p> + +<p>"I hate Aunt Augusta," he said aloud; and then the sound of his voice +in that huge, still room scared him so that he only thought the rest. +"I won't have any fun—and she won't feed my gobbler, either."</p> + +<p>Jims had shrieked "Feed my gobbler," to the old servant as he had been +hauled upstairs. But he didn't think Nancy Jane had heard him, and +nobody, not even Jims, could imagine Aunt Augusta feeding the gobbler. +It was always a wonder to him that she ate, herself. It seemed really +too human a thing for her to do.</p> + +<p>"I wish I had spilled that pudding <i>on purpose</i>," Jims said +vindictively, and with the saying his anger evaporated—Jims never +could stay angry long—and left him merely a scared little fellow, +with velvety, nut-brown eyes full of fear that should have no place in +a child's eyes. He looked so small and helpless as he crouched against +the door that one might have wondered if even Aunt Augusta would not +have relented had she seen him.</p> + +<p>How that window at the far end of the room rattled! It sounded +terribly as if somebody—or <i>something</i>—were trying to get in. Jims +looked desperately at the unshuttered window. He must get to it; once +there, he could curl up in the window seat, his back to the wall, and +forget the shadows by looking out into the sunshine and loveliness of +the garden over the wall. Jims would have likely have been found dead +of fright in that blue room some time had it not been for the garden +over the wall.</p> + +<p>But to get to the window Jims must cross the room and pass by the bed. +Jims held that bed in special dread. It was the oldest fashioned thing +in the old-fashioned, old-furnitured house. It was high and rigid, and +hung with gloomy blue curtains. <i>Anything</i> might jump out of such a +bed.</p> + +<p>Jims gave a gasp and ran madly across the room. He reached the window +and flung himself upon the seat. With a sigh of relief he curled down +in the corner. Outside, over the high brick wall, was a world where +his imagination could roam, though his slender little body was pent a +prisoner in the blue room.</p> + +<p>Jims had loved that garden from his first sight of it. He called it +the Garden of Spices and wove all sorts of yarns in fancy—yarns gay +and tragic—about it. He had only known it for a few weeks. Before +that, they had lived in a much smaller house away at the other side of +the town. Then Uncle Walter's uncle—who had brought him up just as he +was bringing up Jims—had died, and they had all come to live in Uncle +Walter's old home. Somehow, Jims had an idea that Uncle Walter wasn't +very glad to come back there. But he had to, according to +great-uncle's will. Jims himself didn't mind much. He liked the +smaller rooms in their former home better, but the Garden of Spices +made up for all.</p> + +<p>It was such a beautiful spot. Just inside the wall was a row of aspen +poplars that always talked in silvery whispers and shook their dainty, +heart-shaped leaves at him. Beyond them, under scattered pines, was a +rockery where ferns and wild things grew. It was almost as good as a +bit of woods—and Jims loved the woods, though he scarcely ever saw +them. Then, past the pines, were roses just breaking into June +bloom—roses in such profusion as Jims hadn't known existed, with dear +little paths twisting about among the bushes. It seemed to be a garden +where no frost could blight or rough wind blow. When rain fell it must +fall very gently. Past the roses one saw a green lawn, sprinkled over +now with the white ghosts of dandelions, and dotted with ornamental +trees. The trees grew so thickly that they almost hid the house to +which the garden pertained. It was a large one of grey-black stone, +with stacks of huge chimneys. Jims had no idea who lived there. He had +asked Aunt Augusta and Aunt Augusta had frowned and told him it did +not matter who lived there and that he must never, on any account, +mention the next house or its occupant to Uncle Walter. Jims would +never have thought of mentioning them to Uncle Walter. But the +prohibition filled him with an unholy and unsubduable curiosity. He +was devoured by the desire to find out who the folks in that tabooed +house were.</p> + +<p>And he longed to have the freedom of that garden. Jims loved gardens. +There had been a garden at the little house but there was none +here—nothing but an old lawn that had been fine once but was now +badly run to seed. Jims had heard Uncle Walter say that he was going +to have it attended to but nothing had been done yet. And meanwhile +here was a beautiful garden over the wall which looked as if it should +be full of children. But no children were ever in it—or anybody else +apparently. And so, in spite of its beauty, it had a lonely look that +hurt Jims. He <i>wanted</i> his Garden of Spices to be full of laughter. He +pictured himself running in it with imaginary playmates—and there was +a mother in it—or a big sister—or, at the least, a whole aunt who +would let you hug her and would never dream of shutting you up in +chilly, shadowy, horrible blue rooms.</p> + +<p>"It seems to me," said Jims, flattening his nose against the pane, +"that I must get into that garden or bust."</p> + +<p>Aunt Augusta would have said icily, "We do not use such expressions, +James," but Aunt Augusta was not there to hear.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid the Very Handsome Cat isn't coming to-day," sighed Jims. +Then he brightened up; the Very Handsome Cat was coming across the +lawn. He was the only living thing, barring birds and butterflies, +that Jims ever saw in the garden. Jims worshipped that cat. He was jet +black, with white paws and dickey, and he had as much dignity as ten +cats. Jims' fingers tingled to stroke him. Jims had never been allowed +to have even a kitten because Aunt Augusta had a horror of cats. And +you cannot stroke gobblers!</p> + +<p>The Very Handsome Cat came through the rose garden paths on his +beautiful paws, ambled daintily around the rockery, and sat down in a +shady spot under a pine tree, right where Jims could see him, through +a gap in the little poplars. He looked straight up at Jims and winked. +At least, Jims always believed and declared he did. And that wink +said, or seemed to say, plainly:</p> + +<p>"Be a sport. Come down here and play with me. A fig for your Aunt +Augusta!"</p> + +<p>A wild, daring, absurd idea flashed into Jims' brain. Could he? He +could! He would! He knew it would be easy. He had thought it all out +many times, although until now he had never dreamed of really doing +it. To unhook the window and swing it open, to step out on the pine +bough and from it to another that hung over the wall and dropped +nearly to the ground, to spring from it to the velvet sward under the +poplars—why, it was all the work of a minute. With a careful, +repressed whoop Jims ran towards the Very Handsome Cat.</p> + +<p>The cat rose and retreated in deliberate haste; Jims ran after him. +The cat dodged through the rose paths and eluded Jims' eager hands, +just keeping tantalizingly out of reach. Jims had forgotten everything +except that he must catch the cat. He was full of a fearful joy, with +an elfin delight running through it. He had escaped from the blue room +and its ghosts; he was in his Garden of Spices; he had got the better +of mean old Aunt Augusta. But he <i>must</i> catch the cat.</p> + +<p>The cat ran over the lawn and Jims pursued it through the green gloom +of the thickly clustering trees. Beyond them came a pool of sunshine +in which the old stone house basked like a huge grey cat itself. More +garden was before it and beyond it, wonderful with blossom. Under a +huge spreading beech tree in the centre of it was a little tea table; +sitting by the table reading was a lady in a black dress.</p> + +<p>The cat, having lured Jims to where he wanted him, sat down and began +to lick his paws. He was quite willing to be caught now; but Jims had +no longer any idea of catching him. He stood very still, looking at +the lady. She did not see him then and Jims could only see her +profile, which he thought very beautiful. She had wonderful ropes of +blue-black hair wound around her head. She looked so sweet that Jims' +heart beat. Then she lifted her head and turned her face and saw him. +Jims felt something of a shock. She was not pretty after all. One side +of her face was marked by a dreadful red scar. It quite spoilt her +good looks, which Jims thought a great pity; but nothing could spoil +the sweetness of her face or the loveliness of her peculiar soft, +grey-blue eyes. Jims couldn't remember his mother and had no idea what +she looked like, but the thought came into his head that he would have +liked her to have eyes like that. After the first moment Jims did not +mind the scar at all.</p> + +<p>But perhaps that first moment had revealed itself in his face, for a +look of pain came into the lady's eyes and, almost involuntarily it +seemed, she put her hand up to hide the scar. Then she pulled it away +again and sat looking at Jims half defiantly, half piteously. Jims +thought she must be angry because he had chased her cat.</p> + +<p>"I beg your pardon," he said gravely, "I didn't mean to hurt your cat. +I just wanted to play with him. He is <i>such</i> a very handsome cat."</p> + +<p>"But where did you come from?" said the lady. "It is so long since I +saw a child in this garden," she added, as if to herself. Her voice +was as sweet as her face. Jims thought he was mistaken in thinking her +angry and plucked up heart of grace. Shyness was no fault of Jims.</p> + +<p>"I came from the house over the wall," he said. "My name is James +Brander Churchill. Aunt Augusta shut me up in the blue room because I +spilled my pudding at dinner. I hate to be shut up. And I was to have +had a ride this afternoon—and ice cream—and <i>maybe</i> a movie. So I +was mad. And when your Very Handsome Cat came and looked at me I just +got out and climbed down."</p> + +<p>He looked straight at her and smiled. Jims had a very dear little +smile. It seemed a pity there was no mother alive to revel in it. The +lady smiled back.</p> + +<p>"I think you did right," she said.</p> + +<p>"<i>You</i> wouldn't shut a little boy up if you had one, would you?" said +Jims.</p> + +<p>"No—no, dear heart, I wouldn't," said the lady. She said it as if +something hurt her horribly. She smiled again gallantly.</p> + +<p>"Will you come here and sit down?" she added, pulling a chair out from +the table.</p> + +<p>"Thank you. I'd rather sit here," said Jims, plumping down on the +grass at her feet. "Then maybe your cat will come to me."</p> + +<p>The cat came over promptly and rubbed his head against Jims' knee. +Jims stroked him delightedly; how lovely his soft fur felt and his +round velvety head.</p> + +<p>"I like cats," explained Jims, "and I have nothing but a gobbler. This +is such a Very Handsome Cat. What is his name, please?"</p> + +<p>"Black Prince. He loves me," said the lady. "He always comes to my bed +in the morning and wakes me by patting my face with his paw. <i>He</i> +doesn't mind my being ugly."</p> + +<p>She spoke with a bitterness Jims couldn't understand.</p> + +<p>"But you are not ugly," he said.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I <i>am</i> ugly—I <i>am</i> ugly," she cried. "Just look at me—right at +me. Doesn't it hurt you to look at me?"</p> + +<p>Jims looked at her gravely and dispassionately.</p> + +<p>"No, it doesn't," he said. "Not a bit," he added, after some further +exploration of his consciousness.</p> + +<p>Suddenly the lady laughed beautifully. A faint rosy flush came into +her unscarred cheek.</p> + +<p>"James, I believe you mean it."</p> + +<p>"Of course I mean it. And, if you don't mind, please call me Jims. +Nobody calls me James but Aunt Augusta. She isn't my whole aunt. She +is just Uncle Walter's half-sister. <i>He</i> is my whole uncle."</p> + +<p>"What does he call you?" asked the lady. She looked away as she asked +it.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jims, when he thinks about me. He doesn't often think about me. +He has too many sick children to think about. Sick children are all +Uncle Walter cares about. He's the greatest children's doctor in the +Dominion, Mr. Burroughs says. But he is a woman-hater."</p> + +<p>"How do you know that?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, I heard Mr. Burroughs say it. Mr. Burroughs is my tutor, you +know. I study with him from nine till one. I'm not allowed to go to +the public school. I'd like to, but Uncle Walter thinks I'm not strong +enough yet. I'm going next year, though, when I'm ten. I have holidays +now. Mr. Burroughs always goes away the first of June."</p> + +<p>"How came he to tell you your uncle was a woman-hater?" persisted the +lady.</p> + +<p>"Oh, he didn't tell me. He was talking to a friend of his. He thought +I was reading my book. So I was—but I heard it all. It was more +interesting than my book. Uncle Walter was engaged to a lady, long, +long ago, when he was a young man. She was devilishly pretty."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jims!"</p> + +<p>"Mr. Burroughs said so. I'm only quoting," said Jims easily. "And +Uncle Walter just worshipped her. And all at once she just jilted him +without a word of explanation, Mr. Burroughs said. So that is why he +hates women. It isn't any wonder, is it?"</p> + +<p>"I suppose not," said the lady with a sigh. "Jims, are you hungry?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, I am. You see, the pudding was spilled. But how did you know?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, boys always used to be hungry when I knew them long ago. I +thought they hadn't changed. I shall tell Martha to bring out +something to eat and we'll have it here under this tree. You sit +here—I'll sit there. Jims, it's so long since I talked to a little +boy that I'm not sure that I know how."</p> + +<p>"You know how, all right," Jims assured her. "But what am I to call +you, please?"</p> + +<p>"My name is Miss Garland," said the lady a little hesitatingly. But +she saw the name meant nothing to Jims. "I would like you to call me +Miss Avery. Avery is my first name and I never hear it nowadays. Now +for a jamboree! I can't offer you a movie—and I'm afraid there isn't +any ice cream either. I could have had some if I'd known you were +coming. But I think Martha will be able to find something good."</p> + +<p>A very old woman, who looked at Jims with great amazement, came out to +set the table. Jims thought she must be as old as Methusaleh. But he +did not mind her. He ran races with Black Prince while tea was being +prepared, and rolled the delighted cat over and over in the grass. And +he discovered a fragrant herb-garden in a far corner and was +delighted. Now it was truly a garden of spices.</p> + +<p>"Oh, it is so beautiful here," he told Miss Avery, who sat and looked +at his revels with a hungry expression in her lovely eyes. "I wish I +could come often."</p> + +<p>"Why can't you?" said Miss Avery.</p> + +<p>The two looked at each other with sly intelligence.</p> + +<p>"I could come whenever Aunt Augusta shuts me up in the blue room," +said Jims.</p> + +<p>"Yes," said Miss Avery. Then she laughed and held out her arms. Jims +flew into them. He put his arms about her neck and kissed her scarred +face.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I wish <i>you</i> were my aunt," he said.</p> + +<p>Miss Avery suddenly pushed him away. Jims was horribly afraid he had +offended her. But she took his hand.</p> + +<p>"We'll just be chums, Jims," she said. "That's really better than +being relations, after all. Come and have tea."</p> + +<p>Over that glorious tea-table they became life-long friends. They had +always known each other and always would. The Black Prince sat between +them and was fed tit-bits. There was such a lot of good things on the +table and nobody to say "You have had enough, James." James ate until +<i>he</i> thought he had enough. Aunt Augusta would have thought he was +doomed, could she have seen him.</p> + +<p>"I suppose I must go back," said Jims with a sigh. "It will be our +supper time in half an hour and Aunt Augusta will come to take me +out."</p> + +<p>"But you'll come again?"</p> + +<p>"Yes, the first time she shuts me up. And if she doesn't shut me up +pretty soon I'll be so bad she'll have to shut me up."</p> + +<p>"I'll always set a place for you at the tea-table after this, Jims. +And when you're not here I'll pretend you are. And when you can't come +here write me a letter and bring it when you do come."</p> + +<p>"Good-bye," said Jims. He took her hand and kissed it. He had read of +a young knight doing that and had always thought he would like to try +it if he ever got a chance. But who could dream of kissing Aunt +Augusta's hands?</p> + +<p>"You dear, funny thing," said Miss Avery. "Have you thought of how you +are to get back? Can you reach that pine bough from the ground?"</p> + +<p>"Maybe I can jump," said Jims dubiously.</p> + +<p>"I'm afraid not. I'll give you a stool and you can stand on it. Just +leave it there for future use. Good-bye, Jims. Jims, two hours ago I +didn't know there was such a person in the world as you—and now I +love you—I love you."</p> + +<p>Jims' heart filled with a great warm gush of gladness. He had always +wanted to be loved. And no living creature, he felt sure, loved him, +except his gobbler—and a gobbler's love is not very satisfying, +though it is better than nothing. He was blissfully happy as he +carried his stool across the lawn. He climbed his pine and went in at +the window and curled up on the seat in a maze of delight. The blue +room was more shadowy than ever but that did not matter. Over in the +Garden of Spices was friendship and laughter and romance galore. The +whole world was transformed for Jims.</p> + +<p>From that time Jims lived a shamelessly double life. Whenever he was +shut in the blue room he escaped to the Garden of Spices—and he was +shut in very often, for, Mr. Burroughs being away, he got into a good +deal of what Aunt Augusta called mischief. Besides, it is a sad truth +that Jims didn't try very hard to be good now. He thought it paid +better to be bad and be shut up. To be sure there was always a fly in +the ointment. He was haunted by a vague fear that Aunt Augusta might +relent and come to the blue room before supper time to let him out.</p> + +<p>"And <i>then</i> the fat would be in the fire," said Jims.</p> + +<p>But he had a glorious summer and throve so well on his new diet of +love and companionship that one day Uncle Walter, with fewer sick +children to think about than usual, looked at him curiously and said:</p> + +<p>"Augusta, that boy seems to be growing much stronger. He has a good +color and his eyes are getting to look more like a boy's eyes should. +We'll make a man of you yet, Jims."</p> + +<p>"He may be getting stronger but he's getting naughtier, too," said +Aunt Augusta, grimly. "I am sorry to say, Walter, that he behaves very +badly."</p> + +<p>"We were all young once," said Uncle Walter indulgently.</p> + +<p>"Were <i>you</i>?" asked Jims in blank amazement.</p> + +<p>Uncle Walter laughed.</p> + +<p>"Do you think me an antediluvian, Jims?"</p> + +<p>"I don't know what <i>that</i> is. But your hair is gray and your eyes are +tired," said Jims uncompromisingly.</p> + +<p>Uncle Walter laughed again, tossed Jims a quarter, and went out.</p> + +<p>"Your uncle is only forty-five and in his prime," said Aunt Augusta +dourly.</p> + +<p>Jims deliberately ran across the room to the window and, under +pretence of looking out, knocked down a flower pot. So he was exiled +to the blue room and got into his beloved Garden of Spices where Miss +Avery's beautiful eyes looked love into his and the Black Prince was a +jolly playmate and old Martha petted and spoiled him to her heart's +content.</p> + +<p>Jims never asked questions but he was a wide-awake chap, and, taking +one thing with another, he found out a good deal about the occupants +of the old stone house. Miss Avery never went anywhere and no one ever +went there. She lived all alone with two old servants, man and maid. +Except these two and Jims nobody had ever seen her for twenty years. +Jims didn't know why, but he thought it must be because of the scar on +her face.</p> + +<p>He never referred to it, but one day Miss Avery told him what caused +it.</p> + +<p>"I dropped a lamp and my dress caught fire and burned my face, Jims. +It made me hideous. I was beautiful before that—very beautiful. +Everybody said so. Come in and I will show you my picture."</p> + +<p>She took him into her big parlor and showed him the picture hanging on +the wall between the two high windows. It was of a young girl in +white. She certainly was very lovely, with her rose-leaf skin and +laughing eyes. Jims looked at the pictured face gravely, with his +hands in his pockets and his head on one side. Then he looked at Miss +Avery.</p> + +<p>"You were prettier then—yes," he said, judicially, "but I like your +face ever so much better now."</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jims, you can't," she protested.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I do," persisted Jims. "You look kinder and—nicer now."</p> + +<p>It was the nearest Jims could get to expressing what he felt as he +looked at the picture. The young girl was beautiful, but her face was +a little hard. There was pride and vanity and something of the +insolence of great beauty in it. There was nothing of that in Miss +Avery's face now—nothing but sweetness and tenderness, and a motherly +yearning to which every fibre of Jims' small being responded. How they +loved each other, those two! And how they understood each other! To +<i>love</i> is easy, and therefore common; but to <i>understand</i>—how rare +that is! And oh! such good times as they had! They made taffy. Jims +had always longed to make taffy, but Aunt Augusta's immaculate kitchen +and saucepans might not be so desecrated. They read fairy tales +together. Mr. Burroughs had disapproved of fairy tales. They blew +soap-bubbles out on the lawn and let them float away over the garden +and the orchard like fairy balloons. They had glorious afternoon teas +under the beech tree. They made ice cream themselves. Jims even slid +down the bannisters when he wanted to. And he could try out a slang +word or two occasionally without anybody dying of horror. Miss Avery +did not seem to mind it a bit.</p> + +<p>At first Miss Avery always wore dark sombre dresses. But one day Jims +found her in a pretty gown of pale primrose silk. It was very old and +old-fashioned, but Jims did not know that. He capered round her in +delight.</p> + +<p>"You like me better in this?" she asked, wistfully.</p> + +<p>"I like you just as well, no matter what you wear," said Jims, "but +that dress is awfully pretty."</p> + +<p>"Would you like me to wear bright colors, Jims?"</p> + +<p>"You bet I would," said Jims emphatically.</p> + +<p>After that she always wore them—pink and primrose and blue and white; +and she let Jims wreathe flowers in her splendid hair. He had quite a +knack of it. She never wore any jewelry except, always, a little gold +ring with a design of two clasped hands.</p> + +<p>"A friend gave that to me long ago when we were boy and girl together +at school," she told Jims once. "I never take it off, night or day. +When I die it is to be buried with me."</p> + +<p>"You mustn't die till I do," said Jims in dismay.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Jims, if we could only <i>live</i> together nothing else would +matter," she said hungrily. "Jims—Jims—I see so little of you +really—and some day soon you'll be going to school—and I'll lose +you."</p> + +<p>"I've got to think of some way to prevent it," cried Jims. "I won't +have it. I won't—I won't."</p> + +<p>But his heart sank notwithstanding.</p> + +<p>One day Jims slipped from the blue room, down the pine and across the +lawn with a tear-stained face.</p> + +<p>"Aunt Augusta is going to kill my gobbler," he sobbed in Miss Avery's +arms. "She says she isn't going to bother with him any longer—and +he's getting old—and he's to be killed. And that gobbler is the only +friend I have in the world except you. Oh, I can't <i>stand</i> it, Miss +Avery."</p> + +<p>Next day Aunt Augusta told him the gobbler had been sold and taken +away. And Jims flew into a passion of tears and protest about it and +was promptly incarcerated in the blue room. A few minutes later a +sobbing boy plunged through the trees—and stopped abruptly. Miss +Avery was reading under the beech and the Black Prince was snoozing on +her knee—and a big, magnificent, bronze turkey was parading about on +the lawn, twisting his huge fan of a tail this way and that.</p> + +<p>"<i>My</i> gobbler!" cried Jims.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Martha went to your uncle's house and bought him. Oh, she didn't +betray you. She told Nancy Jane she wanted a gobbler and, having seen +one over there, thought perhaps she could get him. See, here's your +pet, Jims, and here he shall live till he dies of old age. And I have +something else for you—Edward and Martha went across the river +yesterday to the Murray Kennels and got it for you."</p> + +<p>"Not a dog?" exclaimed Jims.</p> + +<p>"Yes—a dear little bull pup. He shall be your very own, Jims, and I +only stipulate that you reconcile the Black Prince to him."</p> + +<p>It was something of a task but Jims succeeded. Then followed a month +of perfect happiness. At least three afternoons a week they contrived +to be together. It was all too good to be true, Jims felt. Something +would happen soon to spoil it. Just <i>suppose</i> Aunt Augusta grew +tender-hearted and ceased to punish! Or suppose she suddenly +discovered that he was growing too big to be shut up! Jims began to +stint himself in eating lest he grew too fast. And then Aunt Augusta +worried about his loss of appetite and suggested to Uncle Walter that +he should be sent to the country till the hot weather was over. Jims +didn't want to go to the country now because his heart was elsewhere. +He must eat again, if he grew like a weed. It was all very harassing.</p> + +<p>Uncle Walter looked at him keenly.</p> + +<p>"It seems to me you're looking pretty fit, Jims. Do you want to go to +the country?"</p> + +<p>"No, please."</p> + +<p>"Are you happy, Jims?"</p> + +<p>"Sometimes."</p> + +<p>"A boy should be happy all the time, Jims."</p> + +<p>"If I had a mother and someone to play with I would be."</p> + +<p>"I have tried to be a mother to you, Jims," said Aunt Augusta, in an +offended tone. Then she addressed Uncle Walter. "A younger woman would +probably understand him better. And I feel that the care of this big +place is too much for me. I would prefer to go to my own old home. If +you had married long ago, as you should, Walter, James would have had +a mother and some cousins to play with. I have always been of this +opinion."</p> + +<p>Uncle Walter frowned and got up.</p> + +<p>"Just because one woman played you false is no good reason for +spoiling your life," went on Aunt Augusta severely. "I have kept +silence all these years but now I am going to speak—and speak +plainly. You should marry, Walter. You are young enough yet and you +owe it to your name."</p> + +<p>"Listen, Augusta," said Uncle Walter sternly. "I loved a woman once. I +believed she loved me. She sent me back my ring one day and with it a +message saying she had ceased to care for me and bidding me never to +try to look upon her face again. Well, I have obeyed her, that is +all."</p> + +<p>"There was something strange about all that, Walter. The life she has +since led proves that. So you should not let it embitter you against +all women."</p> + +<p>"I haven't. It's nonsense to say I'm a woman-hater, Augusta. But that +experience has robbed me of the power to care for another woman."</p> + +<p>"Well, this isn't a proper conversation for a child to hear," said +Aunt Augusta, recollecting herself. "Jims, go out."</p> + +<p>Jims would have given one of his ears to stay and listen with the +other. But he went obediently.</p> + +<p>And then, the very next day, the dreaded something happened.</p> + +<p>It was the first of August and very, very hot. Jims was late coming to +dinner and Aunt Augusta reproved him and Jims, deliberately, and with +malice aforethought, told her he thought she was a nasty old woman. He +had never been saucy to Aunt Augusta before. But it was three days +since he had seen Miss Avery and the Black Prince and Nip and he was +desperate. Aunt Augusta crimsoned with anger and doomed Jims to an +afternoon in the blue room for impertinence.</p> + +<p>"And I shall tell your uncle when he comes home," she added.</p> + +<p>That rankled, for Jims didn't want Uncle Walter to think him +impertinent. But he forgot all his worries as he scampered through the +Garden of Spices to the beech tree. And there Jims stopped as if he +had been shot. Prone on the grass under the beech tree, white and cold +and still, lay his Miss Avery—dead, stone dead!</p> + +<p>At least Jims drought she was dead. He flew into the house like a mad +thing, shrieking for Martha. Nobody answered. Jims recollected, with a +rush of sickening dread, that Miss Avery had told him Martha and +Edward were going away that day to visit a sister. He rushed blindly +across the lawn again, through the little side gate he had never +passed before and down the street home. Uncle Walter was just opening +the door of his car.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Walter—come—come," sobbed Jims, clutching frantically at his +hand. "Miss Avery's dead—dead—oh, come quick."</p> + +<p>"<i>Who</i> is dead?"</p> + +<p>"Miss Avery—Miss Avery Garland. She's lying on the grass over there +in her garden. And I love her so—and I'll die, too—oh, Uncle Walter, +<i>come</i>."</p> + +<p>Uncle Walter looked as if he wanted to ask some questions, but he said +nothing. With a strange face he hurried after Jims. Miss Avery was +still lying there. As Uncle Walter bent over her he saw the broad red +scar and started back with an exclamation.</p> + +<p>"She is dead?" gasped Jims.</p> + +<p>"No," said Uncle Walter, bending down again—"no, she has only +fainted, Jims—overcome by the heat, I suppose. I want help. Go and +call somebody."</p> + +<p>"There's no one home here to-day," said Jims, in a spasm of joy so +great that it shook him like a leaf.</p> + +<p>"Then go home and telephone over to Mr. Loring's. Tell them I want the +nurse who is there to come here for a few minutes."</p> + +<p>Jims did his errand. Uncle Walter and the nurse carried Miss Avery +into the house and then Jims went back to the blue room. He was so +unhappy he didn't care where he went. He wished something <i>would</i> jump +at him out of the bed and put an end to him. Everything was discovered +now and he would never see Miss Avery again. Jims lay very still on +the window seat. He did not even cry. He had come to one of the griefs +that lie too deep for tears.</p> + +<p>"I think I must have been put under a curse at birth," thought poor +Jims.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Over at the stone house Miss Avery was lying on the couch in her room. +The nurse had gone away and Dr. Walter was sitting looking at her. He +leaned forward and pulled away the hand with which she was hiding the +scar on her face. He looked first at the little gold ring on the hand +and then at the scar.</p> + +<p>"Don't," she said piteously.</p> + +<p>"Avery—why did you do it?—<i>why</i> did you do it?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, you know—you must know now, Walter."</p> + +<p>"Avery, did you break my heart and spoil my life—and your own—simply +because your face was scarred?"</p> + +<p>"I couldn't bear to have you see me hideous," she moaned. "You had +been so proud of my beauty. I—I—thought you couldn't love me any +more—I couldn't bear the thought of looking in your eyes and seeing +aversion there."</p> + +<p>Walter Grant leaned forward.</p> + +<p>"Look in my eyes, Avery. Do you see any aversion?"</p> + +<p>Avery forced herself to look. What she saw covered her face with a hot +blush.</p> + +<p>"Did you think my love such a poor and superficial thing, Avery," he +said sternly, "that it must vanish because a blemish came on your +fairness? Do you think <i>that</i> would change me? Was your own love for +me so slight?"</p> + +<p>"No—no," she sobbed. "I have loved you every moment of my life, +Walter. Oh, don't look at me so sternly."</p> + +<p>"If you had even told me," he said. "You said I was never to try to +look on your face again—and they told me you had gone away. You sent +me back my ring."</p> + +<p>"I kept the old one," she interrupted, holding out her hand, "the +first one you ever gave me—do you remember, Walter? When we were boy +and girl."</p> + +<p>"You robbed me of all that made life worth while, Avery. Do you wonder +that I've been a bitter man?"</p> + +<p>"I was wrong—I was wrong," she sobbed. "I should have believed in +you. But don't you think I've paid, too? Forgive me, Walter—it's too +late to atone—but forgive me."</p> + +<p>"<i>Is</i> it too late?" he asked gravely.</p> + +<p>She pointed to the scar.</p> + +<p>"Could you endure seeing this opposite to you every day at your +table?" she asked bitterly.</p> + +<p>"Yes—if I could see your sweet eyes and your beloved smile with it, +Avery," he answered passionately. "Oh, Avery, it was <i>you</i> I +loved—not your outward favor. Oh, how foolish you were—foolish and +morbid! You always put too high a value on beauty, Avery. If I had +dreamed of the true state of the case—if I had known you were here +all these years—why I heard a rumor long ago that you had married, +Avery—but if I had known I would have come to you and <i>made</i> you +be—sensible."</p> + +<p>She gave a little laugh at his lame conclusion. That was so like the +old Walter. Then her eyes filled with tears as he took her in his +arms.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>The door of the blue room opened. Jims did not look up. It was Aunt +Augusta, of course—and she had heard the whole story.</p> + +<p>"Jims, boy."</p> + +<p>Jims lifted his miserable eyes. It was Uncle Walter—but a different +Uncle Walter—an Uncle Walter with laughing eyes and a strange +radiance of youth about him.</p> + +<p>"Poor, lonely little fellow," said Uncle Walter unexpectedly. "Jims, +would you like Miss Avery to come <i>here</i>—and live with us always—and +be your real aunt?"</p> + +<p>"Great snakes!" said Jims, transformed in a second. "Is there any +chance of <i>that</i>?"</p> + +<p>"There is a certainty, thanks to you," said Uncle Walter. "You can go +over to see her for a little while. Don't talk her to death—she's +weak yet—and attend to that menagerie of yours over there—she's +worrying because the bull dog and gobbler weren't fed—and Jims—"</p> + +<p>But Jims had swung down through the pine and was tearing across the +Garden of Spices.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Girl_and_the_Photograph" id="The_Girl_and_the_Photograph"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Girl and the Photograph<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>When I heard that Peter Austin was in Vancouver I hunted him up. I had +met Peter ten years before when I had gone east to visit my father's +people and had spent a few weeks with an uncle in Croyden. The Austins +lived across the street from Uncle Tom, and Peter and I had struck up +a friendship, although he was a hobbledehoy of awkward sixteen and I, +at twenty-two, was older and wiser and more dignified than I've ever +been since or ever expect to be again. Peter was a jolly little round +freckled chap. He was all right when no girls were around; when they +were he retired within himself like a misanthropic oyster, and was +about as interesting. This was the one point upon which we always +disagreed. Peter couldn't endure girls; I was devoted to them by the +wholesale. The Croyden girls were pretty and vivacious. I had a score +of flirtations during my brief sojourn among them.</p> + +<p>But when I went away the face I carried in my memory was not that of +any girl with whom I had walked and driven and played the game of +hearts.</p> + +<p>It was ten years ago, but I had never been quite able to forget that +girl's face. Yet I had seen it but once and then only for a moment. I +had gone for a solitary ramble in the woods over the river and, in a +lonely little valley dim with pines, where I thought myself alone, I +had come suddenly upon her, standing ankle-deep in fern on the bank of +a brook, the late evening sunshine falling yellowly on her uncovered +dark hair. She was very young—no more than sixteen; yet the face and +eyes were already those of a woman. Such a face! Beautiful? Yes, but I +thought of that afterward, when I was alone. With that face before my +eyes I thought only of its purity and sweetness, of the lovely soul +and rich mind looking out of the great, greyish-blue eyes which, in +the dimness of the pine shadows, looked almost black. There was +something in the face of that child-woman I had never seen before and +was destined never to see again in any other face. Careless boy +though I was, it stirred me to the deeps. I felt that she must have +been waiting forever in that pine valley for me and that, in finding +her, I had found all of good that life could offer me.</p> + +<p>I would have spoken to her, but before I could shape my greeting into +words that should not seem rude or presumptuous, she had turned and +gone, stepping lightly across the brook and vanishing in the maple +copse beyond. For no more than ten seconds had I gazed into her face, +and the soul of her, the real woman behind the fair outwardness, had +looked back into my eyes; but I had never been able to forget it.</p> + +<p>When I returned home I questioned my cousins diplomatically as to who +she might be. I felt strangely reluctant to do so—it seemed in some +way sacrilege; yet only by so doing could I hope to discover her. They +could tell me nothing; nor did I meet her again during the remainder +of my stay in Croyden, although I never went anywhere without looking +for her, and haunted the pine valley daily, in the hope of seeing her +again. My disappointment was so bitter that I laughed at myself.</p> + +<p>I thought I was a fool to feel thus about a girl I had met for a +moment in a chance ramble—a mere child at that, with her hair still +hanging in its long glossy schoolgirl braid. But when I remembered her +eyes, my wisdom forgave me.</p> + +<p>Well, that was ten years ago; in those ten years the memory had, I +must confess, grown dimmer. In our busy western life a man had not +much time for sentimental recollections. Yet I had never been able to +care for another woman. I wanted to; I wanted to marry and settle +down. I had come to the time of life when a man wearies of drifting +and begins to hanker for a calm anchorage in some snug haven of his +own. But, somehow, I shirked the matter. It seemed rather easier to +let things slide.</p> + +<p>At this stage Peter came west. He was something in a bank, and was as +round and jolly as ever; but he had evidently changed his attitude +towards girls, for his rooms were full of their photos. They were +stuck around everywhere and they were all pretty. Either Peter had +excellent taste, or the Croyden photographers knew how to flatter. But +there was one on the mantel which attracted my attention especially. +If the photo were to be trusted the girl was quite the prettiest I had +ever seen.</p> + +<p>"Peter, what pretty girl's picture is this on your mantel?" I called +out to Peter, who was in his bedroom, donning evening dress for some +function.</p> + +<p>"That's my cousin, Marian Lindsay," he answered. "She <i>is</i> rather +nice-looking, isn't she. Lives in Croyden now—used to live up the +river at Chiselhurst. Didn't you ever chance across her when you were +in Croyden?"</p> + +<p>"No," I said. "If I had I wouldn't have forgotten her face."</p> + +<p>"Well, she'd be only a kid then, of course. She's twenty-six now. +Marian is a mighty nice girl, but she's bound to be an old maid. She's +got notions—ideals, she calls 'em. All the Croyden fellows have been +in love with her at one time or another but they might as well have +made up to a statue. Marian really hasn't a spark of feeling or +sentiment in her. Her looks are the best part of her, although she's +confoundedly clever."</p> + +<p>Peter spoke rather squiffily. I suspected that he had been one of the +smitten swains himself. I looked at the photo for a few minutes +longer, admiring it more every minute and, when I heard Peter coming +out, I did an unjustifiable thing—I took that photo and put it in my +pocket.</p> + +<p>I expected Peter would make a fuss when he missed it, but that very +night the house in which he lived was burned to the ground. Peter +escaped with the most important of his goods and chattels, but all the +counterfeit presentments of his dear divinities went up in smoke. If +he ever thought particularly of Marian Lindsay's photograph he must +have supposed that it shared the fate of the others.</p> + +<p>As for me, I propped my ill-gotten treasure up on my mantel and +worshipped it for a fortnight. At the end of that time I went boldly +to Peter and told him I wanted him to introduce me by letter to his +dear cousin and ask her to agree to a friendly correspondence with me.</p> + +<p>Oddly enough, I did not do this without some reluctance, in spite of +the fact that I was as much in love with Marian Lindsay as it was +possible to be through the medium of a picture. I thought of the girl +I had seen in the pine wood and felt an inward shrinking from a step +that might divide me from her forever. But I rated myself for this +nonsense. It was in the highest degree unlikely that I should ever +meet the girl of the pines again. If she were still living she was +probably some other man's wife. I would think no more about it.</p> + +<p>Peter whistled when he heard what I had to say.</p> + +<p>"Of course I'll do it, old man," he said obligingly. "But I warn you I +don't think it will be much use. Marian isn't the sort of girl to open +up a correspondence in such a fashion. However, I'll do the best I can +for you."</p> + +<p>"Do. Tell her I'm a respectable fellow with no violent bad habits and +all that. I'm in earnest, Peter. I want to make that girl's +acquaintance, and this seems the only way at present. I can't get off +just now for a trip east. Explain all this, and use your cousinly +influence in my behalf if you possess any."</p> + +<p>Peter grinned.</p> + +<p>"It's not the most graceful job in the world you are putting on me, +Curtis," he said. "I don't mind owning up now that I was pretty far +gone on Marian myself two years ago. It's all over now, but it was bad +while it lasted. Perhaps Marian will consider your request more +favourably if I put it in the light of a favour to myself. She must +feel that she owes me something for wrecking my life."</p> + +<p>Peter grinned again and looked at the one photo he had contrived to +rescue from the fire. It was a pretty, snub-nosed little girl. She +would never have consoled me for the loss of Marian Lindsay, but every +man to his taste.</p> + +<p>In due time Peter sought me out to give me his cousin's answer.</p> + +<p>"Congratulations, Curtis. You've out-Caesared Caesar. You've conquered +without even going and seeing. Marian agrees to a friendly +correspondence with you. I am amazed, I admit—even though I did paint +you up as a sort of Sir Galahad and Lancelot combined. I'm not used to +seeing proud Marian do stunts like that, and it rather takes my +breath."</p> + +<p>I wrote to Marian Lindsay after one farewell dream of the girl under +the pines. When Marian's letters began to come regularly I forgot the +other one altogether.</p> + +<p>Such letters—such witty, sparkling, clever, womanly, delightful +letters! They completed the conquest her picture had begun. Before we +had corresponded six months I was besottedly in love with this woman +whom I had never seen. Finally, I wrote and told her so, and I asked +her to be my wife.</p> + +<p>A fortnight later her answer came. She said frankly that she believed +she had learned to care for me during our correspondence, but that she +thought we should meet in person, before coming to any definite +understanding. Could I not arrange to visit Croyden in the summer? +Until then we would better continue on our present footing.</p> + +<p>I agreed to this, but I considered myself practically engaged, with +the personal meeting merely to be regarded as a sop to the Cerberus of +conventionality. I permitted myself to use a decidedly lover-like tone +in my letters henceforth, and I hailed it as a favourable omen that I +was not rebuked for this, although Marian's own letters still retained +their pleasant, simple friendliness.</p> + +<p>Peter had at first tormented me mercilessly about the affair, but when +he saw I did not like his chaff he stopped it. Peter was always a good +fellow. He realized that I regarded the matter seriously, and he saw +me off when I left for the east with a grin tempered by honest +sympathy and understanding.</p> + +<p>"Good luck to you," he said. "If you win Marian Lindsay you'll win a +pearl among women. I haven't been able to grasp her taking to you in +this fashion, though. It's so unlike Marian. But, since she +undoubtedly has, you are a lucky man."</p> + +<p>I arrived in Croyden at dusk and went to Uncle Tom's. There I found +them busy with preparations for a party to be given that night in +honour of a girl friend who was visiting my cousin Edna. I was +secretly annoyed, for I wanted to hasten at once to Marian. But I +couldn't decently get away, and on second thoughts I was consoled by +the reflection that she would probably come to the party. I knew she +belonged to the same social set as Uncle Tom's girls. I should, +however, have preferred our meeting to have been under different +circumstances.</p> + +<p>From my stand behind the palms in a corner I eagerly scanned the +guests as they arrived. Suddenly my heart gave a bound. Marian Lindsay +had just come in.</p> + +<p>I recognized her at once from her photograph. It had not flattered her +in the least; indeed, it had not done her justice, for her exquisite +colouring of hair and complexion were quite lost in it. She was, +moreover, gowned with a taste and smartness eminently admirable in the +future Mrs. Eric Curtis. I felt a thrill of proprietary pride as I +stepped out from behind the palms. She was talking to Aunt Grace; but +her eyes fell on me. I expected a little start of recognition, for I +had sent her an excellent photograph of myself; but her gaze was one +of blankest unconsciousness.</p> + +<p>I felt something like disappointment at her non-recognition, but I +consoled myself by the reflection that people often fail to recognize +other people whom they have seen only in photographs, no matter how +good the likeness may be. I waylaid Edna, who was passing at that +time, and said, "Edna I want you to introduce me to the girl who is +talking to your mother."</p> + +<p>Edna laughed.</p> + +<p>"So you have succumbed at first sight to our Croyden beauty? Of course +I'll introduce you, but I warn you beforehand that she is the most +incorrigible flirt in Croyden or out of it. So take care."</p> + +<p>It jarred on me to hear Marian called a flirt. It seemed so out of +keeping with her letters and the womanly delicacy and fineness +revealed in them. But I reflected that women sometimes find it hard to +forgive another woman who absorbs more than her share of lovers, and +generally take their revenge by dubbing her a flirt, whether she +deserves the name or not.</p> + +<p>We had crossed the room during this reflection. Marian turned and +stood before us, smiling at Edna, but evincing no recognition whatever +of myself. It is a piquant experience to find yourself awaiting an +introduction to a girl to whom you are virtually engaged.</p> + +<p>"Dorothy dear," said Edna, "this is my cousin, Mr. Curtis, from +Vancouver. Eric, this is Miss Armstrong."</p> + +<p>I suppose I bowed. Habit carries us mechanically through many +impossible situations. I don't know what I looked like or what I said, +if I said anything. I don't suppose I betrayed my dire confusion, for +Edna went off unconcernedly without another glance at me.</p> + +<p>Dorothy Armstrong! Gracious powers—who—where—why? If this girl was +Dorothy Armstrong who was Marian Lindsay? To whom was I engaged? There +was some awful mistake somewhere, for it could not be possible that +there were two girls in Croyden who looked exactly like the photograph +reposing in my valise at that very moment. I stammered like a +schoolboy.</p> + +<p>"I—oh—I—your face seems familiar to me, Miss Armstrong. I—I—think +I must have seen your photograph somewhere."</p> + +<p>"Probably in Peter Austin's collection," smiled Miss Armstrong. "He +had one of mine before he was burned out. How is he?"</p> + +<p>"Peter? Oh, he's well," I replied vaguely. I was thinking a hundred +words to the second, but my thoughts arrived nowhere. I was staring at +Miss Armstrong like a man bewitched. She must have thought me a +veritable booby. "Oh, by the way—can you tell me—do you know a Miss +Lindsay in Croyden?"</p> + +<p>Miss Armstrong looked surprised and a little bored. Evidently she was +not used to having newly introduced young men inquiring about another +girl.</p> + +<p>"Marian Lindsay? Oh, yes."</p> + +<p>"Is she here tonight?" I said.</p> + +<p>"No, Marian is not going to parties just now, owing to the recent +death of her aunt, who lived with them."</p> + +<p>"Does she—oh—does she look like you at all?" I inquired idiotically.</p> + +<p>Amusement glimmered but over Miss Armstrong's boredom. She probably +concluded that I was some harmless lunatic.</p> + +<p>"Like me? Not at all. There couldn't be two people more dissimilar. +Marian is quite dark. I am fair. And our features are altogether +unlike. Why, good evening, Jack. Yes, I believe I did promise you this +dance."</p> + +<p>She bowed to me and skimmed away with Jack. I saw Aunt Grace bearing +down upon me and fled incontinently. In my own room I flung myself on +a chair and tried to think the matter out. Where did the mistake come +in? How had it happened? I shut my eyes and conjured up the vision of +Peter's room that day. I remembered vaguely that, when I had picked up +Dorothy Armstrong's picture, I had noticed another photograph that had +fallen face downward beside it. That must have been Marian Lindsay's, +and Peter had thought I meant it.</p> + +<p>And now what a position I was in! I was conscious of bitter +disappointment. I had fallen in love with Dorothy Armstrong's +photograph. As far as external semblance goes it was she whom I loved. +I was practically engaged to another woman—a woman who, in spite of +our correspondence, seemed to me now, in the shock of this discovery, +a stranger. It was useless to tell myself that it was the mind and +soul revealed in those letters that I loved, and that that mind and +soul were Marian Lindsay's. It was useless to remember that Peter had +said she was pretty. Exteriorly, she was a stranger to me; hers was +not the face which had risen before me for nearly a year as the face +of the woman I loved. Was ever unlucky wretch in such a predicament +before?</p> + +<p>Well, there was only one thing to do. I must stand by my word. Marian +Lindsay was the woman I had asked to marry me, whose answer I must +shortly go to receive. If that answer were "yes" I must accept the +situation and banish all thought of Dorothy Armstrong's pretty face.</p> + +<p>Next evening at sunset I went to "Glenwood," the Lindsay place. +Doubtless, an eager lover might have gone earlier, but an eager lover +I certainly was not. Probably Marian was expecting me and had given +orders concerning me, for the maid who came to the door conveyed me to +a little room behind the stairs—a room which, as I felt as soon as I +entered it, was a woman's pet domain. In its books and pictures and +flowers it spoke eloquently of dainty femininity. Somehow, it suited +the letters. I did not feel quite so much the stranger as I had felt. +Nevertheless, when I heard a light footfall on the stairs my heart +beat painfully. I stood up and turned to the door, but I could not +look up. The footsteps came nearer; I knew that a white hand swept +aside the <i>portière</i> at the entrance; I knew that she had entered the +room and was standing before me.</p> + +<p>With an effort I raised my eyes and looked at her. She stood, tall and +gracious, in a ruby splendour of sunset falling through the window +beside her. The light quivered like living radiance over a dark proud +head, a white throat, and a face before whose perfect loveliness the +memory of Dorothy Armstrong's laughing prettiness faded like a star in +the sunrise, nevermore in the fullness of the day to be remembered. +Yet it was not of her beauty I thought as I stood spellbound before +her. I seemed to see a dim little valley full of whispering pines, and +a girl standing under their shadows, looking at me with the same +great, greyish-blue eyes which gazed upon me now from Marian Lindsay's +face—the same face, matured into gracious womanhood, that I had seen +ten years ago; and loved—aye, loved—ever since. I took an unsteady +step forward.</p> + +<p>"Marian?" I said.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>When I got home that night I burned Dorothy Armstrong's photograph. +The next day I went to my cousin Tom, who owns the fashionable studio +of Croyden and, binding him over to secrecy, sought one of Marian's +latest photographs from him. It is the only secret I have ever kept +from my wife.</p> + +<p>Before we were married Marian told me something.</p> + +<p>"I always remembered you as you looked that day under the pines," she +said. "I was only a child, but I think I loved you then and ever +afterwards. When I dreamed my girl's dream of love your face rose up +before me. I had the advantage of you that I knew your name—I had +heard of you. When Peter wrote about you I knew who you were. That was +why I agreed to correspond with you. I was afraid it was a forward—an +unwomanly thing to do. But it seemed my chance for happiness and I +took it. I am glad I did."</p> + +<p>I did not answer in words, but lovers will know how I did answer.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Gossip_of_Valley_View" id="The_Gossip_of_Valley_View"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Gossip of Valley View<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>It was the first of April, and Julius Barrett, aged fourteen, perched +on his father's gatepost, watched ruefully the low descending sun, and +counted that day lost. He had not succeeded in "fooling" a single +person, although he had tried repeatedly. One and all, old and young, +of his intended victims had been too wary for Julius. Hence, Julius +was disgusted and ready for anything in the way of a stratagem or a +spoil.</p> + +<p>The Barrett gatepost topped the highest hill in Valley View. Julius +could see the entire settlement, from "Young" Thomas Everett's farm, a +mile to the west, to Adelia Williams's weather-grey little house on a +moonrise slope to the east. He was gazing moodily down the muddy road +when Dan Chester, homeward bound from the post office, came riding +sloppily along on his grey mare and pulled up by the Barrett gate to +hand a paper to Julius.</p> + +<p>Dan was a young man who took life and himself very seriously. He +seldom smiled, never joked, and had a Washingtonian reputation for +veracity. Dan had never told a conscious falsehood in his life; he +never even exaggerated.</p> + +<p>Julius, beholding Dan's solemn face, was seized with a perfectly +irresistible desire to "fool" him. At the same moment his eye caught +the dazzling reflection of the setting sun on the windows of Adelia +Williams's house, and he had an inspiration little short of +diabolical. "Have you heard the news, Dan?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"No, what is it?" asked Dan.</p> + +<p>"I dunno's I ought to tell it," said Julius reflectively. "It's kind +of a family affair, but then Adelia didn't say not to, and anyway +it'll be all over the place soon. So I'll tell you, Dan, if you'll +promise never to tell who told you. Adelia Williams and Young Thomas +Everett are going to be married."</p> + +<p>Julius delivered himself of this tremendous lie with a transparently +earnest countenance. Yet Dan, credulous as he was, could not believe +it all at once.</p> + +<p>"Git out," he said.</p> + +<p>"It's true, 'pon my word," protested Julius. "Adelia was up last night +and told Ma all about it. Ma's her cousin, you know. The wedding is to +be in June, and Adelia asked Ma to help her get her quilts and things +ready."</p> + +<p>Julius reeled all this off so glibly that Dan finally believed the +story, despite the fact that the people thus coupled together in +prospective matrimony were the very last people in Valley View who +could have been expected to marry each other. Young Thomas was a +confirmed bachelor of fifty, and Adelia Williams was forty; they were +not supposed to be even well acquainted, as the Everetts and the +Williamses had never been very friendly, although no open feud existed +between them.</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, in view of Julius's circumstantial statements, the +amazing news must be true, and Dan was instantly agog to carry it +further. Julius watched Dan and the grey mare out of sight, fairly +writhing with ecstasy. Oh, but Dan had been easy! The story would be +all over Valley View in twenty-four hours. Julius laughed until he +came near to falling off the gatepost.</p> + +<p>At this point Julius and Danny drop out of our story, and Young Thomas +enters.</p> + +<p>It was two days later when Young Thomas heard that he was to be +married to Adelia Williams in June. Eben Clark, the blacksmith, told +him when he went to the forge to get his horse shod. Young Thomas +laughed his big jolly laugh. Valley View gossip had been marrying him +off for the last thirty years, although never before to Adelia +Williams.</p> + +<p>"It's news to me," he said tolerantly.</p> + +<p>Eben grinned broadly. "Ah, you can't bluff it off like that, Tom," he +said. "The news came too straight this time. Well, I was glad to hear +it, although I was mighty surprised. I never thought of you and +Adelia. But she's a fine little woman and will make you a capital +wife."</p> + +<p>Young Thomas grunted and drove away. He had a good deal of business to +do that day, involving calls at various places—the store for +molasses, the mill for flour, Jim Bentley's for seed grain, the +doctor's for toothache drops for his housekeeper, the post office for +mail—and at each and every place he was joked about his approaching +marriage. In the end it rather annoyed Young Thomas. He drove home at +last in what was for him something of a temper. How on earth had that +fool story started? With such detailed circumstantiality of rugs and +quilts, too? Adelia Williams must be going to marry somebody, and the +Valley View gossips, unable to locate the man, had guessed Young +Thomas.</p> + +<p>When he reached home, tired, mud-bespattered, and hungry, his +housekeeper, who was also his hired man's wife, asked him if it was +true that he was going to be married. Young Thomas, taking in at a +glance the ill-prepared, half-cold supper on the table, felt more +annoyed than ever, and said it wasn't, with a strong expression—not +quite an oath—for Young Thomas never swore, unless swearing be as +much a matter of intonation as of words.</p> + +<p>Mrs. Dunn sighed, patted her swelled face, and said she was sorry; she +had hoped it was true, for her man had decided to go west. They were +to go in a month's time. Young Thomas sat down to his supper with the +prospect of having to look up another housekeeper and hired man before +planting to destroy his appetite.</p> + +<p>Next day, three people who came to see Young Thomas on business +congratulated him on his approaching marriage. Young Thomas, who had +recovered his usual good humour, merely laughed. There was no use in +being too earnest in denial, he thought. He knew that his unusual fit +of petulance with his housekeeper had only convinced her that the +story was true. It would die away in time, as other similar stories +had died, he thought. Valley View gossip was imaginative.</p> + +<p>Young Thomas looked rather serious, however, when the minister and his +wife called that evening and referred to the report. Young Thomas +gravely said that it was unfounded. The minister looked graver still +and said he was sorry—he had hoped it was true. His wife glanced +significantly about Young Thomas's big, untidy sitting-room, where +there were cobwebs on the ceiling and fluff in the corners and dust on +the mop-board, and said nothing, but looked volumes.</p> + +<p>"Dang it all," said Young Thomas, as they drove away, "they'll marry +me yet in spite of myself."</p> + +<p>The gossip made him think about Adelia Williams. He had never thought +about her before; he was barely acquainted with her. Now he remembered +that she was a plump, jolly-looking little woman, noted for being a +good housekeeper. Then Young Thomas groaned, remembering that he must +start out looking for a housekeeper soon; and housekeepers were not +easily found, as Young Thomas had discovered several times since his +mother's death ten years before.</p> + +<p>Next Sunday in church Young Thomas looked at Adelia Williams. He +caught Adelia looking at him. Adelia blushed and looked guiltily away.</p> + +<p>"Dang it all," reflected Young Thomas, forgetting that he was in +church. "I suppose she has heard that fool story too. I'd like to know +the person who started it; man or woman, I'd punch their head."</p> + +<p>Nevertheless, Young Thomas went on looking at Adelia by fits and +starts, although he did not again catch Adelia looking at him. He +noticed that she had round rosy cheeks and twinkling brown eyes. She +did not look like an old maid, and Young Thomas wondered that she had +been allowed to become one. Sarah Barnett, now, to whom report had +married him a year ago, looked like a dried sour apple.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>For the next four weeks the story haunted Young Thomas like a spectre. +Down it would not. Everywhere he went he was joked about it. It +gathered fresh detail every week. Adelia was getting her clothes +ready; she was to be married in seal-brown cashmere; Vinnie Lawrence +at Valley Centre was making it for her; she had got a new hat with a +long ostrich plume; some said white, some said grey.</p> + +<p>Young Thomas kept wondering who the man could be, for he was convinced +that Adelia was going to marry somebody. More than that, once he +caught himself wondering enviously. Adelia was a nice-looking woman, +and he had not so far heard of any probable housekeeper.</p> + +<p>"Dang it all," said Young Thomas to himself in desperation. "I +wouldn't care if it was true."</p> + +<p>His married sister from Carlisle heard the story and came over to +investigate. Young Thomas denied it shortly, and his sister scolded. +She had devoutly hoped it was true, she said, and it would have been a +great weight off her mind.</p> + +<p>"This house is in a disgraceful condition, Thomas," she said severely. +"It would break Mother's heart if she could rise out of her grave to +see it. And Adelia Williams is a perfect housekeeper."</p> + +<p>"You didn't use to think so much of the Williams crowd," said Young +Thomas drily.</p> + +<p>"Oh, some of them don't amount to much," admitted Maria, "but Adelia +is all right."</p> + +<p>Catching sight of an odd look on Young Thomas's face, she added +hastily, "Thomas Everett, I believe it's true after all. Now, is it? +For mercy's sake don't be so sly. You might tell me, your own and only +sister, if it is."</p> + +<p>"Oh, shut up," was Young Thomas's unfeeling reply to his own and only +sister.</p> + +<p>Young Thomas told himself that night that Valley View gossip would +drive him into an asylum yet if it didn't let up. He also wondered if +Adelia was as much persecuted as himself. No doubt she was. He never +could catch her eye in church now, but he would have been surprised +had he realized how many times he tried to.</p> + +<p>The climax came the third week in May, when Young Thomas, who had been +keeping house for himself for three weeks, received a letter and an +express box from his cousin, Charles Everett, out in Manitoba. Charles +and he had been chums in their boyhood. They corresponded occasionally +still, although it was twenty years since Charles had gone west.</p> + +<p>The letter was to congratulate Young Thomas on his approaching +marriage. Charles had heard of it through some Valley View +correspondents of his wife. He was much pleased; he had always liked +Adelia, he said—had been an old beau of hers, in fact. Thomas might +give her a kiss for him if he liked. He forwarded a wedding present by +express and hoped they would be very happy, etc.</p> + +<p>The present was an elaborate hatrack of polished buffalo horns, +mounted on red plush, with an inset mirror. Young Thomas set it up on +the kitchen table and scowled moodily at his reflection in the mirror. +If wedding presents were beginning to come, it was high time something +was done. The matter was past being a joke. This affair of the present +would certainly get out—things always got out in Valley View, dang it +all—and he would never hear the last of it.</p> + +<p>"I'll marry," said Young Thomas decisively. "If Adelia Williams won't +have me, I'll marry the first woman who will, if it's Sarah Barnett +herself."</p> + +<p>Young Thomas shaved and put on his Sunday suit. As soon as it was +safely dark, he hied him away to Adelia Williams. He felt very +doubtful about his reception, but the remembrance of the twinkle in +Adelia's brown eyes comforted him. She looked like a woman who had a +sense of humour; she might not take him, but she would not feel +offended or insulted because he asked her.</p> + +<p>"Dang it all, though, I hope she will take me," said Young Thomas. +"I'm in for getting married now and no mistake. And I can't get Adelia +out of my head. I've been thinking of her steady ever since that +confounded gossip began."</p> + +<p>When he knocked at Adelia's door he discovered that his face was wet +with perspiration. Adelia opened the door and started when she saw +him; then she turned very red and stiffly asked him in. Young Thomas +went in and sat down, wondering if all men felt so horribly +uncomfortable when they went courting.</p> + +<p>Adelia stooped low over the woodbox to put a stick of wood in the +stove, for the May evening was chilly. Her shoulders were shaking; the +shaking grew worse; suddenly Adelia laughed hysterically and, sitting +down on the woodbox, continued to laugh. Young Thomas eyed her with a +friendly grin.</p> + +<p>"Oh, do excuse me," gasped poor Adelia, wiping tears from her eyes. +"This is—dreadful—I didn't mean to laugh—I don't know why I'm +laughing—but—I—can't help it."</p> + +<p>She laughed helplessly again. Young Thomas laughed too. His +embarrassment vanished in the mellowness of that laughter. Presently +Adelia composed herself and removed from the woodbox to a chair, but +there was still a suspicious twitching about the corners of her mouth.</p> + +<p>"I suppose," said Young Thomas, determined to have it over with before +the ice could form again, "I suppose, Adelia, you've heard the story +that's been going about you and me of late?"</p> + +<p>Adelia nodded. "I've been persecuted to the verge of insanity with +it," she said. "Every soul I've seen has tormented me about it, and +people have written me about it. I've denied it till I was black in +the face, but nobody believed me. I can't find out how it started. I +hope you believe, Mr. Everett, that it couldn't possibly have arisen +from anything I said. I've felt dreadfully worried for fear you might +think it did. I heard that my cousin, Lucilla Barrett, said I told +her, but Lucilla vowed to me that she never said such a thing or even +dreamed of it. I've felt dreadful bad over the whole affair. I even +gave up the idea of making a quilt after a lovely new pattern I've got +because they made such a talk about my brown dress."</p> + +<p>"I've been kind of supposing that you must be going to marry somebody, +and folks just guessed it was me," said Young Thomas—he said it +anxiously.</p> + +<p>"No, I'm not going to be married to anybody," said Adelia with a +laugh, taking up her knitting.</p> + +<p>"I'm glad of that," said Young Thomas gravely. "I mean," he hastened +to add, seeing the look of astonishment on Adelia's face, "that I'm +glad there isn't any other man because—because I want you myself, +Adelia."</p> + +<p>Adelia laid down her knitting and blushed crimson. But she looked at +Young Thomas squarely and reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"You needn't think you are bound to say that because of the gossip, +Mr. Everett," she said quietly.</p> + +<p>"Oh, I don't," said Young Thomas earnestly. "But the truth is, the +story set me to thinking about you, and from that I got to wishing it +was true—honest, I did—I couldn't get you out of my head, and at +last I didn't want to. It just seemed to me that you were the very +woman for me if you'd only take me. Will you, Adelia? I've got a good +farm and house, and I'll try to make you happy."</p> + +<p>It was not a very romantic wooing, perhaps. But Adelia was forty and +had never been a romantic little body even in the heyday of youth. She +was a practical woman, and Young Thomas was a fine looking man of his +age with abundance of worldly goods. Besides, she liked him, and the +gossip had made her think a good deal about him of late. Indeed, in a +moment of candour she had owned to herself the very last Sunday in +church that she wouldn't mind if the story were true.</p> + +<p>"I'll—I'll think of it," she said.</p> + +<p>This was practically an acceptance, and Young Thomas so understood +it. Without loss of time he crossed the kitchen, sat down beside +Adelia, and put his arms about her plump waist.</p> + +<p>"Here's a kiss Charlie sent me to give you," he said, giving it.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Letters" id="The_Letters"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Letters<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Just before the letter was brought to me that evening I was watching +the red November sunset from the library window. It was a stormy, +unrestful sunset, gleaming angrily through the dark fir boughs that +were now and again tossed suddenly and distressfully in a fitful gust +of wind. Below, in the garden, it was quite dark, and I could only see +dimly the dead leaves that were whirling and dancing uncannily over +the roseless paths. The poor dead leaves—yet not quite dead! There +was still enough unquiet life left in them to make them restless and +forlorn. They hearkened yet to every call of the wind, who cared for +them no longer but only played freakishly with them and broke their +rest. I felt sorry for the leaves as I watched them in that dull, +weird twilight, and angry—in a petulant fashion that almost made me +laugh—with the wind that would not leave them in peace. Why should +they—and I—be vexed with these transient breaths of desire for a +life that had passed us by?</p> + +<p>I was in the grip of a bitter loneliness that evening—so bitter and +so insistent that I felt I could not face the future at all, even with +such poor fragments of courage as I had gathered about me after +Father's death, hoping that they would, at least, suffice for my +endurance, if not for my content. But now they fell away from me at +sight of the emptiness of life.</p> + +<p>The emptiness! Ah, it was from that I shrank. I could have faced pain +and anxiety and heartbreak undauntedly, but I could not face that +terrible, yawning, barren emptiness. I put my hands over my eyes to +shut it out, but it pressed in upon my consciousness insistently, and +would not be ignored longer.</p> + +<p>The moment when a woman realizes that she has nothing to live +for—neither love nor purpose nor duty—holds for her the bitterness +of death. She is a brave woman indeed who can look upon such a +prospect unquailingly, and I was not brave. I was weak and timid. Had +not Father often laughed mockingly at me because of it?</p> + +<p>It was three weeks since Father had died—my proud, handsome, +unrelenting old father, whom I had loved so intensely and who had +never loved me. I had always accepted this fact unresentfully and +unquestioningly, but it had steeped my whole life in its tincture of +bitterness. Father had never forgiven me for two things. I had cost my +mother's life and I was not a son to perpetuate the old name and carry +on the family feud with the Frasers.</p> + +<p>I was a very lonely child, with no playmates or companions of any +sort, and my girlhood was lonelier still. The only passion in my life +was my love for my father. I would have done and suffered anything to +win his affection in return. But all I ever did win was an amused +tolerance—and I was grateful for that—almost content. It was much to +have something to love and be permitted to love it.</p> + +<p>If I had been a beautiful and spirited girl I think Father might have +loved me, but I was neither. At first I did not think or care about my +lack of beauty; then one day I was alone in the beech wood; I was +trying to disentangle my skirt which had caught on some thorny +underbrush. A young man came around the curve of the path and, seeing +my predicament, bent with murmured apology to help me. He had to kneel +to do it, and I saw a ray of sunshine falling through the beeches +above us strike like a lance of light athwart the thick brown hair +that pushed out from under his cap. Before I thought I put out my hand +and touched it softly, then I blushed crimson with shame over what I +had done. But he did not know—he never knew.</p> + +<p>When he had released my dress he rose and our eyes met for a moment as +I timidly thanked him. I saw that he was good to look upon—tall and +straight, with broad, stalwart shoulders and a dark, clean-cut face. +He had a firm, sensitive mouth and kindly, pleasant, dark blue eyes. I +never quite forgot the look in those eyes. It made my heart beat +strangely, but it was only for a moment, and the next he had lifted +his cap and passed on.</p> + +<p>As I went homeward I wondered who he might be. He must be a stranger, +I thought—probably a visitor in some of our few neighbouring +families. I wondered too if I should meet him again, and found the +thought very pleasant.</p> + +<p>I knew few men and they were all old, like Father, or at least +elderly. They were the only people who ever came to our house, and +they either teased me or overlooked me. None of them was at all like +this young man I had met in the beech wood, nor ever could have been, +I thought.</p> + +<p>When I reached home I stopped before the big mirror that hung in the +hall and did what I had never done before in my life—looked at myself +very scrutinizingly and wondered if I had any beauty. I could only +sorrowfully conclude that I had not—I was so slight and pale, and the +thick black hair and dark eyes that might have been pretty in another +woman seemed only to accentuate the lack of spirit and regularity in +my features. I was still standing there, gazing wistfully at my +mirrored face with a strange sinking of spirit, when Father came +through the hall, his riding whip in his hand. Seeing me, he laughed.</p> + +<p>"Don't waste your time gazing into mirrors, Isobel," he said +carelessly. "That might have been excusable in former ladies of +Shirley whose beauty might pardon and even adorn vanity, but with you +it is only absurd. The needle and the cookbook are all that you need +concern yourself with."</p> + +<p>I was accustomed to such speeches from him, but they had never hurt me +so cruelly before. At that moment I would have given all the world +only to be beautiful.</p> + +<p>The next Sunday I looked across the church, and in the Fraser pew I +saw the young man I had met in the wood. He was looking at me with his +arms folded over his breast and on his brow a little frown that seemed +somehow indicative of pain and surprise. I felt a miserable sense of +disappointment. If he were the Frasers' guest I could not expect to +meet him again. Father hated the Frasers, all the Shirleys hated them; +it was an old feud, bitter and lasting, that had been as much our +inheritance for generations as land and money. The only thing Father +had ever taken pains to teach me was detestation of the Frasers and +all their works. I accepted this as I accepted all the other +traditions of my race. I thought it did not matter much. The Frasers +were not likely to come my way, and hatred was a good satisfying +passion in the lack of all else. I think I rather took a pride in +hating them as became my blood.</p> + +<p>I did not look at the Fraser pew again, but outside, under the elms, +we met him, standing in the dappling light and shadow. He looked very +handsome and a little sad. I could not help glancing back over my +shoulder as Father and I walked to the gate, and I saw him looking +after us with that little frown which again made me think something +had hurt him. I liked better the smile he had worn in the beech wood, +but I had an odd liking for the frown too, and I think I had a foolish +longing to go back to him, put up my fingers and smooth it away.</p> + +<p>"So Alan Fraser has come home," said my father.</p> + +<p>"Alan Fraser?" I repeated, with a strange, horrible feeling of +coldness and chill coming over me like a shadow on a bright day. Alan +Fraser, the son of old Malcolm Fraser of Glenellyn! The son of our +enemy! He had been living since childhood with his dead mother's +people, so much I knew. And this was he! Something stung and smarted +in my eyes. I think the sting and smart might have turned to tears if +Father had not been looking down at me.</p> + +<p>"Yes. Didn't you see him in his father's pew? But I forgot. You are +too demure to be looking at the young men in preaching—or out of it, +Isobel. You are a model young woman. Odd that the men never like the +model young women! Curse old Malcolm Fraser! What right has he to have +a son like that when I have nothing but a puling girl? Remember, +Isobel, that if you ever meet that young man you are not to speak to +or look at him, or even intimate that you are aware of his existence. +He is your enemy and the enemy of your race. You will show him that +you realize this."</p> + +<p>Of course that ended it all—though just what there had been to end +would have been hard to say. Not long afterwards I met Alan Fraser +again, when I was out for a canter on my mare. He was strolling +through the beech wood with a couple of big collies, and he stopped +short as I drew near. I had to do it—Father had decreed—my Shirley +pride demanded—that I should do it. I looked him unseeingly in the +face, struck my mare a blow with my whip, and dashed past him. I even +felt angry, I think, that a Fraser should have the power to make me +feel so badly in doing my duty.</p> + +<p>After that I had forgotten. There was nothing to make me remember, for +I never met Alan Fraser again. The years slipped by, one by one, so +like each other in their colourlessness that I forgot to take account +of them. I only knew that I grew older and that it did not matter +since there was nobody to care. One day they brought Father in, +white-lipped and groaning. His mare had thrown him, and he was never +to walk again, although he lived for five years. Those five years had +been the happiest of my life. For the first time I was necessary to +someone—there was something for me to do which nobody else could do +so well. I was Father's nurse and companion; and I found my pleasure +in tending him and amusing him, soothing his hours of pain and +brightening his hours of ease. People said I "did my duty" toward him. +I had never liked that word "duty," since the day I had ridden past +Alan Fraser in the beech wood. I could not connect it with what I did +for Father. It was my delight because I loved him. I did not mind the +moods and the irritable outbursts that drove others from him.</p> + +<p>But now he was dead, and I sat in the sullen dusk, wishing that I need +not go on with life either. The loneliness of the big echoing house +weighed on my spirit. I was solitary, without companionship. I looked +out on the outside world where the only sign of human habitation +visible to my eyes was the light twinkling out from the library window +of Glenellyn on the dark fir hill two miles away. By that light I knew +Alan Fraser must have returned from his long sojourn abroad, for it +only shone when he was at Glenellyn. He still lived there, something +of a hermit, people said; he had never married, and he cared nothing +for society. His companions were books and dogs and horses; he was +given to scientific researches and wrote much for the reviews; he +travelled a great deal. So much I knew in a vague way. I even saw him +occasionally in church, and never thought the years had changed him +much, save that his face was sadder and sterner than of old and his +hair had become iron-grey. People said that he had inherited and +cherished the old hatred of the Shirleys—that he was very bitter +against us. I believed it. He had the face of a good hater—or +lover—a man who could play with no emotion but must take it in all +earnestness and intensity.</p> + +<p>When it was quite dark the housekeeper brought in the lights and +handed me a letter which, she said, a man had just brought up from the +village post office. I looked at it curiously before I opened it, +wondering from whom it was. It was postmarked from a city several +miles away, and the firm, decided, rather peculiar handwriting was +strange to me. I had no correspondents. After Father's death I had +received a few perfunctory notes of condolence from distant relatives +and family friends. They had hurt me cruelly, for they seemed to +exhale a subtle spirit of congratulation on my being released from a +long and unpleasant martyrdom of attendance on an invalid, that quite +overrode the decorous phrases of conventional sympathy in which they +were expressed. I hated those letters for their implied injustice. I +was not thankful for my "release." I missed Father miserably and +longed passionately for the very tasks and vigils that had evoked +their pity.</p> + +<p>This letter did not seem like one of those. I opened it and took out +some stiff, blackly written sheets. They were undated and, turning to +the last, I saw that they were unsigned. With a not unpleasant +tingling of interest I sat down by my desk to read. The letter began +abruptly:</p> + +<div class="block"><p>You will not know by whom this is written. Do not seek to +know—now or ever. It is only from behind the veil of your +ignorance of my identity that I can ever write to you fully +and freely as I wish to write—can say what I wish to say in +words denied to a formal and conventional expression of +sympathy. Dear lady, let me say to you thus what is in my +heart.</p> + +<p>I know what your sorrow is, and I think I know what your +loneliness must be—the sorrow of a broken tie, the loneliness +of a life thrown emptily back on itself. I know how you loved +your father—how you must have loved him if those eyes and +brow and mouth speak truth, for they tell of a nature divinely +rich and deep, giving of its wealth and tenderness +ungrudgingly to those who are so happy as to be the objects of +its affection. To such a nature bereavement must bring a depth +and an agony of grief unknown to shallower souls.</p> + +<p>I know what your father's helplessness and need of you meant +to you. I know that now life must seem to you a broken and +embittered thing and, knowing this, I venture to send this +greeting across the gulf of strangerhood between us, telling +you that my understanding sympathy is fully and freely yours, +and bidding you take heart for the future, which now, it may +be, looks so heartless and hopeless to you.</p> + +<p>Believe me, dear lady, it will be neither. Courage will come +to you with the kind days. You will find noble tasks to do, +beautiful and gracious duties waiting along your path. The +pain and suffering of the world never dies, and while it +lives there will be work for such as you to do, and in the +doing of it you will find comfort and strength and the highest +joy of living. I believe in you. I believe you will make of +your life a beautiful and worthy thing. I give you Godspeed +for the years to come. Out of my own loneliness I, an unknown +friend, who has never clasped your hand, send this message to +you. I understand—I have always understood—and I say to you: +"Be of good cheer."</p></div> + +<p>To say that this strange letter was a mystery to me seems an +inadequate way of stating the matter. I was completely bewildered, nor +could I even guess who the writer might be, think and ponder as I +might.</p> + +<p>The letter itself implied that the writer was a stranger. The +handwriting was evidently that of a man, and I knew no man who could +or would have sent such a letter to me.</p> + +<p>The very mystery stung me to interest. As for the letter itself, it +brought me an uplift of hope and inspiration such as I would not have +believed possible an hour earlier. It rang so truly and sincerely, and +the mere thought that somewhere I had a friend who cared enough to +write it, even in such odd fashion, was so sweet that I was half +ashamed of the difference it made in my outlook. Sitting there, I took +courage and made a compact with myself that I would justify the +writer's faith in me—that I would take up my life as something to be +worthily lived for all good, to the disregard of my own selfish sorrow +and shrinking. I would seek for something to do—for interests which +would bind me to my fellow-creatures—for tasks which would lessen the +pains and perils of humankind. An hour before, this would not have +seemed to me possible; now it seemed the right and natural thing to +do.</p> + +<p>A week later another letter came. I welcomed it with an eagerness +which I feared was almost childish. It was a much longer letter than +the first and was written in quite a different strain. There was no +apology for or explanation of the motive for writing. It was as if the +letter were merely one of a permitted and established correspondence +between old friends. It began with a witty, sparkling review of a new +book the writer had just read, and passed from this to crisp comments +on the great events, political, scientific, artistic, of the day. The +whole letter was pungent, interesting, delightful—an impersonal essay +on a dozen vital topics of life and thought. Only at the end was a +personal note struck.</p> + +<p>"Are you interested in these things?" ran the last paragraph. "In what +is being done and suffered and attained in the great busy world? I +think you must be—for I have seen you and read what is written in +your face. I believe you care for these things as I do—that your +being thrills to the 'still, sad music of humanity'—that the songs of +the poets I love find an echo in your spirit and the aspirations of +all struggling souls a sympathy in your heart. Believing this, I have +written freely to you, taking a keen pleasure in thus revealing my +thoughts and visions to one who will understand. For I too am +friendless, in the sense of one standing alone, shut out from the +sweet, intimate communion of feeling and opinion that may be held with +the heart's friends. Shall you have read this as a friend, I wonder—a +candid, uncritical, understanding friend? Let me hope it, dear lady."</p> + +<p>I was expecting the third letter when it came—but not until it did +come did I realize what my disappointment would have been if it had +not. After that every week brought me a letter; soon those letters +were the greatest interest in my life. I had given up all attempts to +solve the mystery of their coming and was content to enjoy them for +themselves alone. From week to week I looked forward to them with an +eagerness that I would hardly confess, even to myself.</p> + +<p>And such letters as they were, growing longer and fuller and freer as +time went on—such wise, witty, brilliant, pungent letters, +stimulating all my torpid life into tingling zest! I had begun to +look abroad in my small world for worthy work and found plenty to do. +My unknown friend evidently kept track of my expanding efforts, for he +commented and criticized, encouraged and advised freely. There was a +humour in his letters that I liked; it leavened them with its sanity +and reacted on me most wholesomely, counteracting many of the morbid +tendencies and influences of my life. I found myself striving to live +up to the writer's ideal of philosophy and ambition, as pictured, +often unconsciously, in his letters.</p> + +<p>They were an intellectual stimulant as well. To understand them fully +I found it necessary to acquaint myself thoroughly with the literature +and art, the science and the politics they touched upon. After every +letter there was something new for me to hunt out and learn and +assimilate, until my old narrow mental attitude had so broadened and +deepened, sweeping out into circles of thought I had never known or +imagined, that I hardly knew myself.</p> + +<p>They had been coming for a year before I began to reply to them. I had +often wished to do so—there were so many things I wanted to say and +discuss, but it seemed foolish to write letters that could not be +sent. One day a letter came that kindled my imagination and stirred my +heart and soul so deeply that they insistently demanded answering +expression. I sat down at my desk and wrote a full reply to it. Safe +in the belief that the mysterious friend to whom it was written would +never see it, I wrote with a perfect freedom and a total lack of +self-consciousness that I could never have attained otherwise. The +writing of that letter gave me a pleasure second only to that which +the reading of his brought. For the first time I discovered the +delight of revealing my thought unhindered by the conventions. Also, I +understood better why the writer of those letters had written them. +Doubtless he had enjoyed doing so and was not impelled thereto simply +by a purely philanthropic wish to help me.</p> + +<p>When my letter was finished I sealed it up and locked it away in my +desk with a smile at my middle-aged folly. What, I wondered, would all +my sedate, serious friends, my associates of mission and hospital +committees think if they knew. Well, everybody has, or should have, a +pet nonsense in her life. I did not think mine was any sillier than +some others I knew, and to myself I admitted that it was very sweet. I +knew if those letters ceased to come all savour would go out of my +life.</p> + +<p>After that I wrote a reply to every letter I received and kept them +all locked up together. It was delightful. I wrote out all my doings +and perplexities and hopes and plans and wishes—yes, and my dreams. +The secret romance of it all made me look on existence with joyous, +contented eyes.</p> + +<p>Gradually a change crept over the letters I received. Without ever +affording the slightest clue to the identity of their writer they grew +more intimate and personal. A subtle, caressing note of tenderness +breathed from them and thrilled my heart curiously. I felt as if I +were being drawn into the writer's life, admitted into the most sacred +recesses of his thoughts and feelings. Yet it was all done so subtly, +so delicately, that I was unconscious of the change until I discovered +it in reading over the older letters and comparing them with the later +ones.</p> + +<p>Finally a letter came—my first love letter, and surely never was a +love letter received under stranger circumstances. It began abruptly +as all the letters had begun, plunging into the middle of the writer's +strain of thought without any preface. The first words drove the blood +to my heart and then sent it flying hotly all over my face.</p> + +<div class="block"><p>I love you. I must say it at last. Have you not guessed it +before? It has trembled on my pen in every line I have written +to you—yet I have never dared to shape it into words before. +I know not how I dare now. I only know that I must. What a +delight to write it out and know that you will read it. +Tonight the mood is on me to tell it to you recklessly and +lavishly, never pausing to stint or weigh words. Sweetheart, I +love you—love you—love you—dear true, faithful woman soul, +I love you with all the heart of a man.</p> + +<p>Ever since I first saw you I have loved you. I can never come +to tell you so in spoken words; I can only love you from afar +and tell my love under the guise of impersonal friendship. It +matters not to you, but it matters more than all else in life +to me. I am glad that I love you, dear—glad, glad, glad.</p></div> + +<p>There was much more, for it was a long letter. When I had read it I +buried my burning face in my hands, trembling with happiness. This +strange confession of love meant so much to me; my heart leaped forth +to meet it with answering love. What mattered it that we could never +meet—that I could not even guess who my lover was? Somewhere in the +world was a love that was mine alone and mine wholly and mine forever. +What mattered his name or his station, or the mysterious barrier +between us? Spirit leaped to spirit unhindered over the fettering +bounds of matter and time. I loved and was beloved. Nothing else +mattered.</p> + +<p>I wrote my answer to his letter. I wrote it fearlessly and +unstintedly. Perhaps I could not have written so freely if the letter +were to have been read by him; as it was, I poured out the riches of +my love as fully as he had done. I kept nothing back, and across the +gulf between us I vowed a faithful and enduring love in response to +his.</p> + +<p>The next day I went to town on business with my lawyers. Neither of +the members of the firm was in when I called, but I was an old client, +and one of the clerks showed me into the private office to wait. As I +sat down my eyes fell on a folded letter lying on the table beside +me. With a shock of surprise I recognized the writing. I could not be +mistaken—I should have recognized it anywhere.</p> + +<p>The letter was lying by its envelope, so folded that only the middle +third of the page was visible. An irresistible impulse swept over me. +Before I could reflect that I had no business to touch the letter, +that perhaps it was unfair to my unknown friend to seek to discover +his identity when he wished to hide it, I had turned the letter over +and seen the signature.</p> + +<p>I laid it down again and stood up, dizzy, breathless, unseeing. Like a +woman in a dream I walked through the outer office and into the +street. I must have walked on for blocks before I became conscious of +my surroundings. The name I had seen signed to that letter was Alan +Fraser!</p> + +<p>No doubt the reader has long ago guessed it—has wondered why I had +not. The fact remains that I had not. Out of the whole world Alan +Fraser was the last man whom I should have suspected to be the writer +of those letters—Alan Fraser, my hereditary enemy, who, I had been +told, cherished the old feud so faithfully and bitterly, and hated our +very name.</p> + +<p>And yet I now wondered at my long blindness. No one else could have +written those letters—no one but him. I read them over one by one +when I reached home and, now that I possessed the key, he revealed +himself in every line, expression, thought. And he loved me!</p> + +<p>I thought of the old feud and hatred; I thought of my pride and +traditions. They seemed like the dust and ashes of outworn +things—things to be smiled at and cast aside. I took out all the +letters I had written—all except the last one—sealed them up in a +parcel and directed it to Alan Fraser. Then, summoning my groom, I +bade him ride to Glenellyn with it. His look of amazement almost made +me laugh, but after he was gone I felt dizzy and frightened at my own +daring.</p> + +<p>When the autumn darkness came down I went to my room and dressed as +the woman dresses who awaits the one man of all the world. I hardly +knew what I hoped or expected, but I was all athrill with a nameless, +inexplicable happiness. I admit I looked very eagerly into the mirror +when I was done, and I thought that the result was not unpleasing. +Beauty had never been mine, but a faint reflection of it came over me +in the tremulous flush and excitement of the moment. Then the maid +came up to tell me that Alan Fraser was in the library.</p> + +<p>I went down with my cold hands tightly clasped behind me. He was +standing by the library table, a tall, broad-shouldered man, with the +light striking upward on his dark, sensitive face and iron-grey hair. +When he saw me he came quickly forward.</p> + +<p>"So you know—and you are not angry—your letters told me so much. I +have loved you since that day in the beech wood, Isobel—Isobel."</p> + +<p>His eyes were kindling into mine. He held my hands in a close, +impetuous clasp. His voice was infinitely caressing as he pronounced +my name. I had never heard it since Father died—I had never heard it +at all so musically and tenderly uttered. My ancestors might have +turned in their graves just then—but it mattered not. Living love had +driven out dead hatred.</p> + +<p>"Isobel," he went on, "there was <i>one</i> letter unanswered—the last."</p> + +<p>I went to my desk, took out the last letter I had written and gave it +to him in silence. While he read it I stood in a shadowy corner and +watched him, wondering if life could always be as sweet as this. When +he had finished he turned to me and held out his arms. I went to them +as a bird to her nest, and with his lips against mine the old feud was +blotted out forever.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Life-Book_of_Uncle_Jesse" id="The_Life-Book_of_Uncle_Jesse"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Uncle Jesse! The name calls up the vision of him as I saw him so often +in those two enchanted summers at Golden Gate; as I saw him the first +time, when he stood in the open doorway of the little low-eaved +cottage on the harbour shore, welcoming us to our new domicile with +the gentle, unconscious courtesy that became him so well. A tall, +ungainly figure, somewhat stooped, yet suggestive of great strength +and endurance; a clean-shaven old face deeply lined and bronzed; a +thick mane of iron-grey hair falling quite to his shoulders; and a +pair of remarkably blue, deep-set eyes, which sometimes twinkled and +sometimes dreamed, but oftener looked out seaward with a wistful +question in them, as of one seeking something precious and lost. I was +to learn one day what it was for which Uncle Jesse looked.</p> + +<p>It cannot be denied that Uncle Jesse was a homely man. His spare jaws, +rugged mouth, and square brow were not fashioned on the lines of +beauty, but though at first sight you thought him plain you never +thought anything more about it—the spirit shining through that rugged +tenement beautified it so wholly.</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse was quite keenly aware of his lack of outward comeliness +and lamented it, for he was a passionate worshipper of beauty in +everything. He told Mother once that he'd rather like to be made over +again and made handsome.</p> + +<p>"Folks say I'm good," he remarked whimsically, "but I sometimes wish +the Lord had made me only half as good and put the rest of it into +looks. But I reckon He knew what He was about, as a good Captain +should. Some of us have to be homely or the purty ones—like Miss Mary +there—wouldn't show up so well."</p> + +<p>I was not in the least pretty but Uncle Jesse was always telling me I +was—and I loved him for it. He told the fib so prettily and sincerely +that he almost made me believe it for the time being, and I really +think he believed it himself. All women were lovely and of good report +in his eyes, because of one he had loved. The only time I ever saw +Uncle Jesse really angered was when someone in his hearing cast an +aspersion on the character of a shore girl. The wretched man who did +it fairly cringed when Uncle Jesse turned on him with lightning of eye +and thundercloud of brow. At that moment I no longer found it hard to +reconcile Uncle Jesse's simple, kindly personality with the wild, +adventurous life he had lived.</p> + +<p>We went to Golden Gate in the spring. Mother's health had not been +good and her doctor recommended sea air and quiet. Uncle James, when +he heard it, proposed that we take possession of a small cottage at +Golden Gate, to which he had recently fallen heir by the death of an +old aunt who had lived in it.</p> + +<p>"I haven't been up to see it," he said, "but it is just as Aunt +Elizabeth left it and she was the pink of neatness. The key is in the +possession of an old sailor living nearby—Jesse Boyd is the name, I +think. I imagine you can be very comfortable in it. It is built right +on the harbour shore, inside the bar, and it is within five minutes' +walk of the outside shore."</p> + +<p>Uncle James's offer fitted in very opportunely with our limp family +purse, and we straightway betook ourselves to Golden Gate. We +telegraphed to Jesse Boyd to have the house opened for us and, one +crisp spring day, when a rollicking wind was scudding over the harbour +and the dunes, whipping the water into white caps and washing the +sandshore with long lines of silvery breakers, we alighted at the +little station and walked the half mile to our new home, leaving our +goods and chattels to be carted over in the evening by an obliging +station agent's boy.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Our first glimpse of Aunt Elizabeth's cottage was a delight to soul +and sense; it looked so like a big grey seashell stranded on the +shore. Between it and the harbour was only a narrow strip of shingle, +and behind it was a gnarled and battered fir wood where the winds were +in the habit of harping all sorts of weird and haunting music. Inside, +it was to prove even yet more quaint and delightful, with its low, +dark-beamed ceilings and square, deep-set windows by which, whether +open or shut, sea breezes entered at their own sweet will. The view +from our door was magnificent, taking in the big harbour and sweeps of +purple hills beyond. The entrance of the harbour gave it its name—a +deep, narrow channel between the bar of sand dunes on the one side and +a steep, high, frowning red sandstone cliff on the other. We +appreciated its significance the first time we saw a splendid golden +sunrise flooding it, coming out of the wonderful sea and sky beyond +and billowing through that narrow passage in waves of light. Truly, it +was a golden gate through which one might sail to "faerie lands +forlorn."</p> + +<p>As we went along the path to our little house we were agreeably +surprised to see a blue spiral of smoke curling up from its big, +square chimney, and the next moment Uncle Jesse (we were calling him +Uncle Jesse half an hour after we met him, so it seems scarcely +worthwhile to begin with anything else) came to the door.</p> + +<p>"Welcome, ladies," he said, holding out a big, hard, but scrupulously +clean hand. "I thought you'd be feeling a bit tired and hungry, maybe, +so when I came over to open up I put on a fire and brewed you up a cup +of tea. I just delight in being neighbourly and 'tain't often I have +the chance."</p> + +<p>We found that Uncle Jesse's "cup of tea" meant a veritable spread. He +had aired the little dining room, set out the table daintily with Aunt +Elizabeth's china and linen—"knowed jest where to put my hands on +'em—often and often helped old Miss Kennedy wash 'em. We were +cronies, her and me. I miss her terrible"—and adorned it with +mayflowers which, as we afterwards discovered, he had tramped several +miles to gather. There was good bread and butter, "store" biscuits, a +dish of tea fit for the gods on high Olympus, and a platter of the +most delicious sea trout, done to a turn.</p> + +<p>"Thought they'd be tasty after travelling," said Uncle Jesse. "They're +fresh as trout can be, ma'am. Two hours ago they was swimming in +Johnson's pond yander. I caught 'em—yes, ma'am. It's about all I'm +good for now, catching trout and cod occasional. But 'tweren't always +so—not by no manner of means. I used to do other things, as you'd +admit if you saw my life-book."</p> + +<p>I was so hungry and tired that I did not then "rise to the bait" of +Uncle Jesse's "life-book." I simply wanted to begin on those trout. +Mother insisted that Uncle Jesse sit down and help us eat the repast +he had prepared, and he assented without undue coaxing.</p> + +<p>"Thank ye kindly. 'Twill be a real treat. I mostly has to eat my meals +alone, with the reflection of my ugly old phiz in a looking glass +opposite for company. 'Tisn't often I have the chance to sit down with +two such sweet purty ladies."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse's compliments look bald enough on paper, but he paid them +with such gracious, gentle deference of tone and look that the woman +who received them felt that she was being offered a queen's gift in +kingly fashion.</p> + +<p>He broke bread with us and from that moment we were all friends +together and forever. After we had eaten all we could, we sat at our +table for an hour and listened to Uncle Jesse telling us stories of +his life.</p> + +<p>"If I talk too much you must jest check me," he said seriously, but +with a twinkle in his eyes. "When I do get a chance to talk to anyone +I'm apt to run on terrible."</p> + +<p>He had been a sailor from the time he was ten years old, and some of +his adventures had such a marvellous edge that I secretly wondered if +Uncle Jesse were not drawing a rather long bow at our credulous +expense. But in this, as I found later, I did him injustice. His tales +were all literally true, and Uncle Jesse had the gift of the born +story-teller, whereby "unhappy, far-off things" can be brought vividly +before the hearer and made to live again in all their pristine +poignancy.</p> + +<p>Mother and I laughed and shivered over Uncle Jesse's tales, and once +we found ourselves crying. Uncle Jesse surveyed our tears with +pleasure shining out through his face like an illuminating lamp.</p> + +<p>"I like to make folks cry that way," he remarked. "It's a compliment. +But I can't do justice to the things I've seen and helped do. I've got +'em all jotted down in my life-book but I haven't got the knack of +writing them out properly. If I had, I could make a great book, if I +had the knack of hitting on just the right words and stringing +everything together proper on paper. But I can't. It's in this poor +human critter," Uncle Jesse patted his breast sorrowfully, "but he +can't get it out."</p> + +<p>When Uncle Jesse went home that evening Mother asked him to come often +to see us.</p> + +<p>"I wonder if you'd give that invitation if you knew how likely I'd be +to accept it," he remarked whimsically.</p> + +<p>"Which is another way of saying you wonder if I meant it," smiled +Mother. "I do, most heartily and sincerely."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll come. You'll likely be pestered with me at any hour. And +I'd be proud to have you drop over to visit me now and then too. I +live on that point yander. Neither me nor my house is worth coming to +see. It's only got one room and a loft and a stovepipe sticking out of +the roof for a chimney. But I've got a few little things lying around +that I picked up in the queer corners I used to be poking my nose +into. Mebbe they'd interest you."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse's "few little things" turned out to be the most +interesting collection of curios I had ever seen. His one neat little +living room was full of them—beautiful, hideous or quaint as the case +might be, and almost all having some weird or exciting story attached.</p> + +<p>Mother and I had a beautiful summer at Golden Gate. We lived the life +of two children with Uncle Jesse as a playmate. Our housekeeping was +of the simplest description and we spent our hours rambling along the +shores, reading on the rocks or sailing over the harbour in Uncle +Jesse's trim little boat. Every day we loved the simple-souled, true, +manly old sailor more and more. He was as refreshing as a sea breeze, +as interesting as some ancient chronicle. We never tired of listening +to his stories, and his quaint remarks and comments were a continual +delight to us. Uncle Jesse was one of those interesting and rare +people who, in the picturesque phraseology of the shore folks, "never +speak but they say something." The milk of human kindness and the +wisdom of the serpent were mingled in Uncle Jesse's composition in +delightful proportions.</p> + +<p>One day he was absent all day and returned at nightfall.</p> + +<p>"Took a tramp back yander." "Back yander" with Uncle Jesse might mean +the station hamlet or the city a hundred miles away or any place +between—"to carry Mr. Kimball a mess of trout. He likes one +occasional and it's all I can do for a kindness he did me once. I +stayed all day to talk to him. He likes to talk to me, though he's an +eddicated man, because he's one of the folks that's <i>got</i> to talk or +they're miserable, and he finds listeners scarce 'round here. The +folks fight shy of him because they think he's an infidel. He ain't +<i>that</i> far gone exactly—few men is, I reckon—but he's what you might +call a heretic. Heretics are wicked but they're mighty interesting. +It's just that they've got sorter lost looking for God, being under +the impression that He's hard to find—which He ain't, never. Most of +'em blunder to Him after a while I guess. I don't think listening to +Mr. Kimball's arguments is likely to do <i>me</i> much harm. Mind you, I +believe what I was brought up to believe. It saves a vast of +trouble—and back of it all, God is good. The trouble with Mr. Kimball +is, he's a leetle <i>too</i> clever. He thinks he's bound to live up to +his cleverness and that it's smarter to thrash out some new way of +getting to heaven than to go by the old track the common, ignorant +folks is travelling. But he'll get there sometime all right and then +he'll laugh at himself."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Nothing ever seemed to put Uncle Jesse out or depress him in any way.</p> + +<p>"I've kind of contracted a habit of enjoying things," he remarked +once, when Mother had commented on his invariable cheerfulness. "It's +got so chronic that I believe I even enjoy the disagreeable things. +It's great fun thinking they can't last. 'Old rheumatiz,' I says, when +it grips me hard, 'you've <i>got</i> to stop aching sometime. The worse you +are the sooner you'll stop, perhaps. I'm bound to get the better of +you in the long run, whether in the body or out of the body.'"</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse seldom came to our house without bringing us something, +even if it were only a bunch of sweet grass.</p> + +<p>"I favour the smell of sweet grass," he said. "It always makes me +think of my mother."</p> + +<p>"She was fond of it?"</p> + +<p>"Not that I knows on. Dunno's she ever saw any sweet grass. No, it's +because it has a kind of motherly perfume—not too young, you +understand—something kind of seasoned and wholesome and +dependable—just like a mother."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse was a very early riser. He seldom missed a sunrise.</p> + +<p>"I've seen all kinds of sunrises come in through that there Gate," he +said dreamily one morning when I myself had made a heroic effort at +early rising and joined him on the rocks halfway between his house and +ours. "I've been all over the world and, take it all in all, I've +never seen a finer sight than a summer sunrise out there beyant the +Gate. A man can't pick his time for dying, Mary—jest got to go when +the Captain gives his sailing orders. But if I could I'd go out when +the morning comes in there at the Gate. I've watched it a many times +and thought what a thing it would be to pass out through that great +white glory to whatever was waiting beyant, on a sea that ain't mapped +out on any airthly chart. I think, Mary, I'd find lost Margaret +there."</p> + +<p>He had already told me the story of "lost Margaret," as he always +called her. He rarely spoke of her, but when he did his love for her +trembled in every tone—a love that had never grown faint or +forgetful. Uncle Jesse was seventy; it was fifty years since lost +Margaret had fallen asleep one day in her father's dory and +drifted—as was supposed, for nothing was ever known certainly of her +fate—across the harbour and out of the Gate, to perish in the black +thunder squall that had come up suddenly that long-ago afternoon. But +to Uncle Jesse those fifty years were but as yesterday when it is +past.</p> + +<p>"I walked the shore for months after that," he said sadly, "looking to +find her dear, sweet little body, but the sea never gave her back to +me. But I'll find her sometime. I wisht I could tell you just how she +looked but I can't. I've seen a fine silvery mist hanging over the +Gate at sunrise that seemed like her—and then again I've seen a white +birch in the woods back yander that made me think of her. She had pale +brown hair and a little white face, and long slender fingers like +yours, Mary, only browner, for she was a shore girl. Sometimes I wake +up in the night and hear the sea calling to me in the old way and it +seems as if lost Margaret called in it. And when there's a storm and +the waves are sobbing and moaning I hear her lamenting among them. And +when they laugh on a gay day it's <i>her</i> laugh—lost Margaret's sweet +little laugh. The sea took her from me but some day I'll find her, +Mary. It can't keep us apart forever."</p> + +<p>I had not been long at Golden Gate before I saw Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," as he quaintly called it. He needed no coaxing to show it +and he proudly gave it to me to read. It was an old leather-bound book +filled with the record of his voyages and adventures. I thought what a +veritable treasure trove it would be to a writer. Every sentence was a +nugget. In itself the book had no literary merit; Uncle Jesse's charm +of story-telling failed him when he came to pen and ink; he could only +jot down roughly the outlines of his famous tales, and both spelling +and grammar were sadly askew. But I felt that if anyone possessing the +gift could take that simple record of a brave, adventurous life, +reading between the bald lines the tale of dangers staunchly faced and +duties manfully done, a wonderful story might be made from it. Pure +comedy and thrilling tragedy were both lying hidden in Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," waiting for the touch of the magician's hand to waken the +laughter and grief and horror of thousands. I thought of my cousin, +Robert Kennedy, who juggled with words in a masterly fashion, but +complained that he found it hard to create incidents or characters. +Here were both ready to his hand, but Robert was in Japan in the +interests of his paper.</p> + +<p>In the fall, when the harbour lay black and sullen under November +skies, Mother and I went back to town, parting with Uncle Jesse +regretfully. We wanted him to visit us in town during the winter but +he shook his head.</p> + +<p>"It's too far away, Mary. If lost Margaret called me I mightn't hear +her there. I must be here when my time comes. It can't be very far off +now."</p> + +<p>I wrote often to Uncle Jesse through the winter and sent him books and +magazines. He enjoyed them but he thought—and truly enough—that none +of them came up to his life-book for real interest.</p> + +<p>"If my life-book could be took and writ by someone that knowed how, it +would beat them holler," he wrote in one of his few letters to me.</p> + +<p>In the spring we returned joyfully to Golden Gate. It was as golden as +ever and the harbour as blue; the winds still rollicked as gaily and +sweetly and the breakers boomed outside the bar as of yore. All was +unchanged save Uncle Jesse. He had aged greatly and seemed frail and +bent. After he had gone home from his first call on us, Mother cried.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Jesse will soon be going to seek lost Margaret," she said.</p> + +<p>In June Robert came. I took him promptly over to see Uncle Jesse, who +was very much excited when he found that Robert was a "real writing +man."</p> + +<p>"Robert wants to hear some of your stories, Uncle Jesse," I said. +"Tell him the one about the captain who went crazy and imagined he was +the Flying Dutchman."</p> + +<p>This was Uncle Jesse's best story. It was a compound of humour and +horror, and though I had heard it several times, I laughed as heartily +and shivered as fearsomely over it as Robert did. Other tales +followed; Uncle Jesse told how his vessel had been run down by a +steamer, how he had been boarded by Malay pirates, how his ship had +caught fire, how he had helped a political prisoner escape from a +South American republic. He never said a boastful word, but it was +impossible to help seeing what a hero the man had been—brave, true, +resourceful, unselfish, skilful. He sat there in his poor little room +and made those things live again for us. By a lift of the eyebrow, a +twist of the lip, a gesture, a word, he painted some whole scene or +character so that we saw it as it was.</p> + +<p>Finally, he lent Robert his life-book. Robert sat up all night reading +it and came to the breakfast table in great excitement.</p> + +<p>"Mary, this is a wonderful book. If I could take it and garb it +properly—work it up into a systematic whole and string it on the +thread of Uncle Jesse's romance of lost Margaret, it would be the +novel of the year. Do you suppose he would let me do it?"</p> + +<p>"Let you! I think he would be delighted," I answered.</p> + +<p>And he was. He was as excited as a schoolboy over it. At last his +cherished dream was to be realized and his life-book given to the +world.</p> + +<p>"We'll collaborate," said Robert. "You will give the soul and I the +body. Oh, we'll write a famous book between us, Uncle Jesse. And we'll +get right to work."</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse was a happy man that summer. He looked upon the little +back room we gave up to Robert for a study as a sacred shrine. Robert +talked everything over with Uncle Jesse but would not let him see the +manuscript. "You must wait till it is published," he said. "Then +you'll get it all at once in its best shape."</p> + +<p>Robert delved into the treasures of the life-book and used them +freely. He dreamed and brooded over lost Margaret until she became a +vivid reality to him and lived in his pages. As the book progressed it +took possession of him and he worked at it with feverish eagerness. He +let me read the manuscript and criticize it; and the concluding +chapter of the book, which the critics later on were pleased to call +idyllic, was modelled after my suggestions, so that I felt as if I had +a share in it too.</p> + +<p>It was autumn when the book was finished. Robert went back to town, +but Mother and I decided to stay at Golden Gate all winter. We loved +the spot and, besides, I wished to remain for Uncle Jesse's sake. He +was failing all the time, and after Robert went and the excitement of +the book-making was past, he failed still more rapidly. His tramping +expeditions were over and he seldom went out in his boat. Neither did +he talk a great deal. He liked to come over and sit silently for hours +at our seaward window, looking out wistfully toward the Gate with his +swiftly whitening head leaning on his hand. The only keen interest he +still had was in Robert's book. He waited and watched impatiently for +its publication.</p> + +<p>"I want to live till I see it," he said, "just that long—then I'll be +ready to go. He said it would be out in the spring—I must hang on +till it comes, Mary."</p> + +<p>There were times when I doubted sadly if he would "hang on." As the +winter wore away he grew frailer and frailer. But ever he looked +forward to the coming of spring and "the book," <i>his</i> book, +transformed and glorified.</p> + +<p>One day in young April the book came at last. Uncle Jesse had gone to +the post office faithfully every day for a month, expecting it, but +this day he was too feeble to go and I went for him. The book was +there. It was called simply, <i>The Life-Book of Jesse Boyd</i>, and on the +title page the names of Robert Kennedy and Jesse Boyd were printed as +collaborators.</p> + +<p>I shall never forget Uncle Jesse's face as I handed it to him. I came +away and left him reading it, oblivious to all else. All night the +light burned in his window, and I looked out across the sands to it +and pictured the delight of the old man poring over the printed pages +whereon his own life was portrayed. I wondered how he would like the +ending—the ending I had suggested. I was never to know.</p> + +<p>After breakfast I went over to Uncle Jesse's house, taking some little +delicacy Mother had cooked for him. It was an exquisite morning, full +of delicate spring tints and sounds. The harbour was sparkling and +dimpling like a girl, the winds were playing hide and seek roguishly +among the stunted firs, and the silver-flashing gulls were soaring +over the bar. Beyond the Gate was a shining, wonderful sea.</p> + +<p>When I reached the little house on the point I saw the lamp still +burning wanly in the window. A quick alarm struck at my heart. Without +waiting to knock, I lifted the latch, and entered.</p> + +<p>Uncle Jesse was lying on the old sofa by the window, with the book +clasped to his heart. His eyes were closed and on his face was a look +of the most perfect peace and happiness—the look of one who has long +sought and found at last.</p> + +<p>We could not know at what hour he had died, but somehow I think he had +his wish and went out when the morning came in through the Golden +Gate. Out on that shining tide his spirit drifted, over the sunrise +sea of pearl and silver, to the haven where lost Margaret waited +beyond the storms and calms.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Little_Black_Doll" id="The_Little_Black_Doll"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Little Black Doll<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Everybody in the Marshall household was excited on the evening of the +concert at the Harbour Light Hotel—everybody, even to Little Joyce, +who couldn't go to the concert because there wasn't anybody else to +stay with Denise. Perhaps Denise was the most excited of them +all—Denise, who was slowly dying of consumption in the Marshall +kitchen chamber because there was no other place in the world for her +to die in, or anybody to trouble about her. Mrs. Roderick Marshall +thought it very good of herself to do so much for Denise. To be sure, +Denise was not much bother, and Little Joyce did most of the waiting +on her.</p> + +<p>At the tea table nothing was talked of but the concert; for was not +Madame Laurin, the great French Canadian prima donna, at the hotel, +and was she not going to sing? It was the opportunity of a +lifetime—the Marshalls would not have missed it for anything. +Stately, handsome old Grandmother Marshall was going, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella, and of course Chrissie, who was always +taken everywhere because she was pretty and graceful, and everything +that Little Joyce was not.</p> + +<p>Little Joyce would have liked to go to the concert, for she was very +fond of music; and, besides, she wanted to be able to tell Denise all +about it. But when you are shy and homely and thin and awkward, your +grandmother never takes you anywhere. At least, such was Little +Joyce's belief.</p> + +<p>Little Joyce knew quite well that Grandmother Marshall did not like +her. She thought it was because she was so plain and awkward—and in +part it was. Grandmother Marshall cared very little for granddaughters +who did not do her credit. But Little Joyce's mother had married a +poor man in the face of her family's disapproval, and then both she +and her husband had been inconsiderate enough to die and leave a +small orphan without a penny to support her. Grandmother Marshall fed +and clothed the child, but who could make anything of such a shy +creature with no gifts or graces whatever? Grandmother Marshall had no +intention of trying. Chrissie, the golden-haired and pink-cheeked, was +Grandmother Marshall's pet.</p> + +<p>Little Joyce knew this. She did not envy Chrissie but, oh, how she +wished Grandmother Marshall would love her a little, too! Nobody loved +her but Denise and the little black doll. And Little Joyce was +beginning to understand that Denise would not be in the kitchen +chamber very much longer, and the little black doll couldn't <i>tell</i> +you she loved you—although she did, of course. Little Joyce had no +doubt at all on this point.</p> + +<p>Little Joyce sighed so deeply over this thought that Uncle Roderick +smiled at her. Uncle Roderick <i>did</i> smile at her sometimes.</p> + +<p>"What is the matter, Little Joyce?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"I was thinking about my black doll," said Little Joyce timidly.</p> + +<p>"Ah, your black doll. If Madame Laurin were to see it, she'd likely +want it. She makes a hobby of collecting dolls all over the world, but +I doubt if she has in her collection a doll that served to amuse a +little girl four thousand years ago in the court of the Pharaohs."</p> + +<p>"I think Joyce's black doll is very ugly," said Chrissie. "My wax doll +with the yellow hair is ever so much prettier."</p> + +<p>"My black doll isn't ugly," cried Little Joyce indignantly. She could +endure to be called ugly herself, but she could not bear to have her +darling black doll called ugly. In her excitement she upset her cup of +tea over the tablecloth. Aunt Isabella looked angry, and Grandmother +Marshall said sharply: "Joyce, leave the table. You grow more awkward +and careless every day."</p> + +<p>Little Joyce, on the verge of tears, crept away and went up the +kitchen stairs to Denise to be comforted. But Denise herself had been +crying. She lay on her little bed by the low window, where the glow of +the sunset was coming in; her hollow cheeks were scarlet with fever.</p> + +<p>"Oh! I want so much to hear Madame Laurin sing," she sobbed. "I feel +lak I could die easier if I hear her sing just one leetle song. She is +Frenchwoman, too, and she sing all de ole French songs—de ole songs +my mudder sing long 'go. Oh! I so want to hear Madame Laurin sing."</p> + +<p>"But you can't, dear Denise," said Little Joyce very softly, stroking +Denise's hot forehead with her cool, slender hand. Little Joyce had +very pretty hands, only nobody had ever noticed them. "You are not +strong enough to go to the concert. I'll sing for you, if you like. Of +course, I can't sing very well, but I'll do my best."</p> + +<p>"You sing lak a sweet bird, but you are not Madame Laurin," said +Denise restlessly. "It is de great Madame I want to hear. I haf not +long to live. Oh, I know, Leetle Joyce—I know what de doctor look +lak—and I want to hear Madame Laurin sing 'fore I die. I know it is +impossible—but I long for it so—just one leetle song."</p> + +<p>Denise put her thin hands over her face and sobbed again. Little Joyce +went and sat down by the window, looking out into the white birches. +Her heart ached bitterly. Dear Denise was going to die soon—oh, very +soon! Little Joyce, wise and knowing beyond her years, saw that. And +Denise wanted to hear Madame Laurin sing. It seemed a foolish thing to +think of, but Little Joyce thought hard about it; and when she had +finished thinking, she got her little black doll and took it to bed +with her, and there she cried herself to sleep.</p> + +<p>At the breakfast table next morning the Marshalls talked about the +concert and the wonderful Madame Laurin. Little Joyce listened in her +usual silence; her crying the night before had not improved her looks +any. Never, thought handsome Grandmother Marshall, had she appeared so +sallow and homely. Really, Grandmother Marshall could not have the +patience to look at her. She decided that she would not take Joyce +driving with her and Chrissie that afternoon, as she had thought of, +after all.</p> + +<p>In the forenoon it was discovered that Denise was much worse, and the +doctor was sent for. He came, and shook his head, that being really +all he could do under the circumstances. When he went away, he was +waylaid at the back door by a small gypsy with big, black, serious +eyes and long black hair.</p> + +<p>"Is Denise going to die?" Little Joyce asked in the blunt, +straightforward fashion Grandmother Marshall found so trying.</p> + +<p>The doctor looked at her from under his shaggy brows and decided that +here was one of the people to whom you might as well tell the truth +first as last, because they are bound to have it.</p> + +<p>"Yes," he said.</p> + +<p>"Soon?"</p> + +<p>"Very soon, I'm afraid. In a few days at most."</p> + +<p>"Thank you," said Little Joyce gravely.</p> + +<p>She went to her room and did something with the black doll. She did +not cry, but if you could have seen her face you would have wished she +would cry.</p> + +<p>After dinner Grandmother Marshall and Chrissie drove away, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella went away, too. Little Joyce crept up to +the kitchen chamber. Denise was lying in an uneasy sleep, with tear +stains on her face. Then Little Joyce tiptoed down and sped away to +the hotel.</p> + +<p>She did not know just what she would say or do when she got there, but +she thought hard all the way to the end of the shore road. When she +came out to the shore, a lady was sitting alone on a big rock—a lady +with a dark, beautiful face and wonderful eyes. Little Joyce stopped +before her and looked at her meditatively. Perhaps it would be well to +ask advice of this lady.</p> + +<p>"If you please," said Little Joyce, who was never shy with strangers, +for whose opinion she didn't care at all, "I want to see Madame Laurin +at the hotel and ask her to do me a very great favour. Will you tell +me the best way to go about seeing her? I shall be much obliged to +you."</p> + +<p>"What is the favour you want to ask of Madame Laurin?" inquired the +lady, smiling.</p> + +<p>"I want to ask her if she will come and sing for Denise before she +dies—before Denise dies, I mean. Denise is our French girl, and the +doctor says she cannot live very long, and she wishes with all her +heart to hear Madame Laurin sing. It is very bitter, you know, to be +dying and want something very much and not be able to get it."</p> + +<p>"Do you think Madame Laurin will go?" asked the lady.</p> + +<p>"I don't know. I am going to offer her my little black doll. If she +will not come for that, there is nothing else I can do."</p> + +<p>A flash of interest lighted up the lady's brown eyes. She bent +forward.</p> + +<p>"Is it your doll you have in that box? Will you let me see it?"</p> + +<p>Little Joyce nodded. Mutely she opened the box and took out the black +doll. The lady gave an exclamation of amazed delight and almost +snatched it from Little Joyce. It was a very peculiar little doll +indeed, carved out of some black polished wood.</p> + +<p>"Child, where in the world did you get this?" she cried.</p> + +<p>"Father got it out of a grave in Egypt," said Little Joyce. "It was +buried with the mummy of a little girl who lived four thousand years +ago, Uncle Roderick says. She must have loved her doll very much to +have had it buried with her, mustn't she? But she could not have loved +it any more than I do."</p> + +<p>"And yet you are going to give it away?" said the lady, looking at her +keenly.</p> + +<p>"For Denise's sake," explained Little Joyce. "I would do anything for +Denise because I love her and she loves me. When the only person in +the world who loves you is going to die, there is nothing you would +not do for her if you could. Denise was so good to me before she took +sick. She used to kiss me and play with me and make little cakes for +me and tell me beautiful stories."</p> + +<p>The lady put the little black doll back in the box. Then she stood up +and held out her hand.</p> + +<p>"Come," she said. "I am Madame Laurin, and I shall go and sing for +Denise."</p> + +<p>Little Joyce piloted Madame Laurin home and into the kitchen and up +the back stairs to the kitchen chamber—a proceeding which would have +filled Aunt Isabella with horror if she had known. But Madame Laurin +did not seem to mind, and Little Joyce never thought about it at all. +It was Little Joyce's awkward, unMarshall-like fashion to go to a +place by the shortest way there, even if it was up the kitchen stairs.</p> + +<p>Madame Laurin stood in the bare little room and looked pityingly at +the wasted, wistful face on the pillow.</p> + +<p>"This is Madame Laurin, and she is going to sing for you, Denise," +whispered Little Joyce.</p> + +<p>Denise's face lighted up, and she clasped her hands.</p> + +<p>"If you please," she said faintly. "A French song, Madame—de ole +French song dey sing long 'go."</p> + +<p>Then did Madame Laurin sing. Never had that kitchen chamber been so +filled with glorious melody. Song after song she sang—the old +folklore songs of the <i>habitant</i>, the songs perhaps that Evangeline +listened to in her childhood.</p> + +<p>Little Joyce knelt by the bed, her eyes on the singer like one +entranced. Denise lay with her face full of joy and rapture—such joy +and rapture! Little Joyce did not regret the sacrifice of her black +doll—never could regret it, as long as she remembered Denise's look.</p> + +<p>"T'ank you, Madame," said Denise brokenly, when Madame ceased. "Dat +was so beautiful—de angel, dey cannot sing more sweet. I love music +so much, Madame. Leetle Joyce, she sing to me often and often—she +sing sweet, but not lak you—oh, not lak you."</p> + +<p>"Little Joyce must sing for me," said Madame, smiling, as she sat down +by the window. "I always like to hear fresh, childish voices. Will +you, Little Joyce?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, yes." Little Joyce was quite unembarrassed and perfectly willing +to do anything she could for this wonderful woman who had brought that +look to Denise's face. "I will sing as well as I can for you. Of +course, I can't sing very well and I don't know anything but hymns. I +always sing hymns for Denise, although she is a Catholic and the hymns +are Protestant. But her priest told her it was all right, because all +music was of God. Denise's priest is a very nice man, and I like him. +He thought my little black doll—<i>your</i> little black doll—was +splendid. I'll sing 'Lead, Kindly Light.' That is Denise's favourite +hymn."</p> + +<p>Then Little Joyce, slipping her hand into Denise's, began to sing. At +the first note Madame Laurin, who had been gazing out of the window +with a rather listless smile, turned quickly and looked at Little +Joyce with amazed eyes. Delight followed amazement, and when Little +Joyce had finished, the great Madame rose impulsively, her face and +eyes glowing, stepped swiftly to Little Joyce and took the thin dark +face between her gemmed hands.</p> + +<p>"Child, do you know what a wonderful voice you have—what a marvellous +voice? It is—it is—I never heard such a voice in a child of your +age. Mine was nothing to it—nothing at all. You will be a great +singer some day—far greater than I—yes. But you must have the +training. Where are your parents? I must see them."</p> + +<p>"I have no parents," said the bewildered Little Joyce. "I belong to +Grandmother Marshall, and she is out driving."</p> + +<p>"Then I shall wait until your Grandmother Marshall comes home from her +drive," said Madame Laurin decidedly.</p> + +<p>Half an hour later a very much surprised old lady was listening to +Madame Laurin's enthusiastic statements.</p> + +<p>"How is it I have never heard you sing, if you can sing so well?" +asked Grandmother Marshall, looking at Little Joyce with something in +her eyes that had never been in them before—as Little Joyce instantly +felt to the core of her sensitive soul. But Little Joyce hung her +head. It had never occurred to her to sing in Grandmother Marshall's +presence.</p> + +<p>"This child must be trained by-and-by," said Madame Laurin. "If you +cannot afford it, Mrs. Marshall, I will see to it. Such a voice must +not be wasted."</p> + +<p>"Thank you, Madame Laurin," said Grandmother Marshall with a gracious +dignity, "but I am quite able to give my granddaughter all the +necessary advantages for the development of her gift. And I thank you +very much for telling me of it."</p> + +<p>Madame Laurin bent and kissed Little Joyce's brown cheek.</p> + +<p>"Little gypsy, good-by. But come every day to this hotel to see me. +And next summer I shall be back. I like you—because some day you will +be a great singer and because today you are a loving, unselfish baby."</p> + +<p>"You have forgotten the little black doll, Madame," said Little Joyce +gravely.</p> + +<p>Madame threw up her hands, laughing. "No, no, I shall not take your +little black doll of the four thousand years. Keep it for a mascot. A +great singer always needs a mascot. But do not, I command you, take it +out of the box till I am gone, for if I were to see it again, I might +not be able to resist the temptation. Some day I shall show you <i>my</i> +dolls, but there is not such a gem among them."</p> + +<p>When Madame Laurin had gone, Grandmother Marshall looked at Little +Joyce.</p> + +<p>"Come to my room, Joyce. I want to see if we cannot find a more +becoming way of arranging your hair. It has grown so thick and long. I +had no idea how thick and long. Yes, we must certainly find a better +way than that stiff braid. Come!"</p> + +<p>Little Joyce, taking Grandmother Marshall's extended hand, felt very +happy. She realized that this strange, stately old lady, who never +liked little girls unless they were pretty or graceful or clever, was +beginning to love her at last.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Man_on_the_Train" id="The_Man_on_the_Train"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Man on the Train<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>When the telegram came from William George, Grandma Sheldon was all +alone with Cyrus and Louise. And Cyrus and Louise, aged respectively +twelve and eleven, were not very much good, Grandma thought, when it +came to advising what was to be done. Grandma was "all in a flutter, +dear, oh dear," as she said.</p> + +<p>The telegram said that Delia, William George's wife, was seriously ill +down at Green Village, and William George wanted Samuel to bring +Grandma down immediately. Delia had always thought there was nobody +like Grandma when it came to nursing sick folks.</p> + +<p>But Samuel and his wife were both away—had been away for two days and +intended to be away for five more. They had driven to Sinclair, twenty +miles away, to visit with Mrs. Samuel's folks for a week.</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear, what shall I do?" said Grandma.</p> + +<p>"Go right to Green Village on the evening train," said Cyrus briskly.</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear, and leave you two alone!" cried Grandma.</p> + +<p>"Louise and I will do very well until tomorrow," said Cyrus sturdily. +"We will send word to Sinclair by today's mail, and Father and Mother +will be home by tomorrow night."</p> + +<p>"But I never was on the cars in my life," protested Grandma nervously. +"I'm—I'm so frightened to start alone. And you never know what kind +of people you may meet on the train."</p> + +<p>"You'll be all right, Grandma. I'll drive you to the station, get you +your ticket, and put you on the train. Then you'll have nothing to do +until the train gets to Green Village. I'll send a telegram to Uncle +William George to meet you."</p> + +<p>"I shall fall and break my neck getting off the train," said Grandma +pessimistically. But she was wondering at the same time whether she +had better take the black valise or the yellow, and whether William +George would be likely to have plenty of flaxseed in the house.</p> + +<p>It was six miles to the station, and Cyrus drove Grandma over in time +to catch a train that reached Green Village at nine o'clock.</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear," said Grandma, "what if William George's folks ain't +there to meet me? It's all very well, Cyrus, to say that they will be +there, but you don't know. And it's all very well to say not to be +nervous because everything will be all right. If you were seventy-five +years old and had never set foot on the cars in your life you'd be +nervous too, and you can't be sure that everything will be all right. +You never know what sort of people you'll meet on the train. I may get +on the wrong train or lose my ticket or get carried past Green Village +or get my pocket picked. Well, no, I won't do that, for not one cent +will I carry with me. You shall take back home all the money you don't +need to get my ticket. Then I shall be easier in my mind. Dear, oh +dear, if it wasn't that Delia is so seriously ill I wouldn't go one +step."</p> + +<p>"Oh, you'll be all right, Grandma," assured Cyrus.</p> + +<p>He got Grandma's ticket for her and Grandma tied it up in the corner +of her handkerchief. Then the train came in and Grandma, clinging +closely to Cyrus, was put on it. Cyrus found a comfortable seat for +her and shook hands cheerily.</p> + +<p>"Good-bye, Grandma. Don't be frightened. Here's the <i>Weekly Argus</i>. I +got it at the store. You may like to look over it."</p> + +<p>Then Cyrus was gone, and in a minute the station house and platform +began to glide away.</p> + +<p>Dear, oh dear, what has happened to it? thought Grandma in dismay. The +next moment she exclaimed aloud, "Why, it's us that's moving, not it!"</p> + +<p>Some of the passengers smiled pleasantly at Grandma. She was the +variety of old lady at which people do smile pleasantly; a grandma +with round, pink cheeks, soft, brown eyes, and lovely snow-white curls +is a nice person to look at wherever she is found.</p> + +<p>After a while Grandma, to her amazement, discovered that she liked +riding on the cars. It was not at all the disagreeable experience she +had expected it to be. Why, she was just as comfortable as if she were +in her own rocking chair at home! And there was such a lot of people +to look at, and many of the ladies had such beautiful dresses and +hats. After all, the people you met on a train, thought Grandma, are +surprisingly like the people you meet off it. If it had not been for +wondering how she would get off at Green Village, Grandma would have +enjoyed herself thoroughly.</p> + +<p>Four or five stations farther on the train halted at a lonely-looking +place consisting of the station house and a barn, surrounded by scrub +woods and blueberry barrens. One passenger got on and, finding only +one vacant seat in the crowded car, sat right down beside Grandma +Sheldon.</p> + +<p>Grandma Sheldon held her breath while she looked him over. Was he a +pickpocket? He didn't appear like one, but you can never be sure of +the people you meet on the train. Grandma remembered with a sigh of +thankfulness that she had no money.</p> + +<p>Besides, he seemed really very respectable and harmless. He was +quietly dressed in a suit of dark-blue serge with a black overcoat. He +wore his hat well down on his forehead and was clean shaven. His hair +was very black, but his eyes were blue—nice eyes, Grandma thought. +She always felt great confidence in a man who had bright, open, blue +eyes. Grandpa Sheldon, who had died so long ago, four years after +their marriage, had had bright blue eyes.</p> + +<p>To be sure, he had fair hair, reflected Grandma. It's real odd to see +such black hair with such light blue eyes. Well, he's real nice +looking, and I don't believe there's a mite of harm in him.</p> + +<p>The early autumn night had now fallen and Grandma could not amuse +herself by watching the scenery. She bethought herself of the paper +Cyrus had given her and took it out of her basket. It was an old +weekly a fortnight back. On the first page was a long account of a +murder case with scare heads, and into this Grandma plunged eagerly. +Sweet old Grandma Sheldon, who would not have harmed a fly and hated +to see even a mousetrap set, simply revelled in the newspaper accounts +of murders. And the more shocking and cold-blooded they were, the more +eagerly did Grandma read of them.</p> + +<p>This murder story was particularly good from Grandma's point of view; +it was full of "thrills." A man had been shot down, apparently in cold +blood, and his supposed murderer was still at large and had eluded all +the efforts of justice to capture him. His name was Mark Hartwell, and +he was described as a tall, fair man, with full auburn beard and +curly, light hair.</p> + +<p>"What a shocking thing!" said Grandma aloud.</p> + +<p>Her companion looked at her with a kindly, amused smile.</p> + +<p>"What is it?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Why, this murder at Charlotteville," answered Grandma, forgetting, in +her excitement, that it was not safe to talk to people you meet on the +train. "It just makes my blood run cold to read about it. And to think +that the man who did it is still around the country somewhere—plotting +other murders, I haven't a doubt. What is the good of the police?"</p> + +<p>"They're dull fellows," agreed the dark man.</p> + +<p>"But I don't envy that man his conscience," said Grandma solemnly—and +somewhat inconsistently, in view of her statement about the other +murders that were being plotted. "What must a man feel like who has +the blood of a fellow creature on his hands? Depend upon it, his +punishment has begun already, caught or not."</p> + +<p>"That is true," said the dark man quietly.</p> + +<p>"Such a good-looking man too," said Grandma, looking wistfully at the +murderer's picture. "It doesn't seem possible that he can have killed +anybody. But the paper says there isn't a doubt."</p> + +<p>"He is probably guilty," said the dark man, "but nothing is known of +his provocation. The affair may not have been so cold-blooded as the +accounts state. Those newspaper fellows never err on the side of +undercolouring."</p> + +<p>"I really think," said Grandma slowly, "that I would like to see a +murderer—just one. Whenever I say anything like that, Adelaide—Adelaide +is Samuel's wife—looks at me as if she thought there was something +wrong about me. And perhaps there is, but I do, all the same. When I +was a little girl, there was a man in our settlement who was suspected +of poisoning his wife. She died very suddenly. I used to look at him +with such interest. But it wasn't satisfactory, because you could never +be sure whether he was really guilty or not. I never could believe that +he was, because he was such a nice man in some ways and so good and +kind to children. I don't believe a man who was bad enough to poison +his wife could have any good in him."</p> + +<p>"Perhaps not," agreed the dark man. He had absent-mindedly folded up +Grandma's old copy of the <i>Argus</i> and put it in his pocket. Grandma +did not like to ask him for it, although she would have liked to see +if there were any more murder stories in it. Besides, just at that +moment the conductor came around for tickets.</p> + +<p>Grandma looked in the basket for her handkerchief. It was not there. +She looked on the floor and on the seat and under the seat. It was not +there. She stood up and shook herself—still no handkerchief.</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear," exclaimed Grandma wildly, "I've lost my ticket—I +always knew I would—I told Cyrus I would! Oh, where can it be?"</p> + +<p>The conductor scowled unsympathetically. The dark man got up and +helped Grandma search, but no ticket was to be found.</p> + +<p>"You'll have to pay the money then, and something extra," said the +conductor gruffly.</p> + +<p>"I can't—I haven't a cent of money," wailed Grandma. "I gave it all +to Cyrus because I was afraid my pocket would be picked. Oh, what +shall I do?"</p> + +<p>"Don't worry. I'll make it all right," said the dark man. He took out +his pocketbook and handed the conductor a bill. That functionary +grumblingly made the change and marched onward, while Grandma, pale +with excitement and relief, sank back into her seat.</p> + +<p>"I can't tell you how much I am obliged to you, sir," she said +tremulously. "I don't know what I should have done. Would he have put +me off right here in the snow?"</p> + +<p>"I hardly think he would have gone to such lengths," said the dark man +with a smile. "But he's a cranky, disobliging fellow enough—I know +him of old. And you must not feel overly grateful to me. I am glad of +the opportunity to help you. I had an old grandmother myself once," +he added with a sigh.</p> + +<p>"You must give me your name and address, of course," said Grandma, +"and my son—Samuel Sheldon of Midverne—will see that the money is +returned to you. Well, this is a lesson to me! I'll never trust myself +on a train again, and all I wish is that I was safely off this one. +This fuss has worked my nerves all up again."</p> + +<p>"Don't worry, Grandma. I'll see you safely off the train when we get +to Green Village."</p> + +<p>"Will you, though? Will you, now?" said Grandma eagerly. "I'll be real +easy in my mind, then," she added with a returning smile. "I feel as +if I could trust you for anything—and I'm a real suspicious person +too."</p> + +<p>They had a long talk after that—or, rather, Grandma talked and the +dark man listened and smiled. She told him all about William George +and Delia and their baby and about Samuel and Adelaide and Cyrus and +Louise and the three cats and the parrot. He seemed to enjoy her +accounts of them too.</p> + +<p>When they reached Green Village station he gathered up Grandma's +parcels and helped her tenderly off the train.</p> + +<p>"Anybody here to meet Mrs. Sheldon?" he asked of the station master.</p> + +<p>The latter shook his head. "Don't think so. Haven't seen anybody here +to meet anybody tonight."</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear," said poor Grandma. "This is just what I expected. +They've never got Cyrus's telegram. Well, I might have known it. What +shall I do?"</p> + +<p>"How far is it to your son's?" asked the dark man.</p> + +<p>"Only half a mile—just over the hill there. But I'll never get there +alone this dark night."</p> + +<p>"Of course not. But I'll go with you. The road is good—we'll do +finely."</p> + +<p>"But that train won't wait for you," gasped Grandma, half in protest.</p> + +<p>"It doesn't matter. The Starmont freight passes here in half an hour +and I'll go on her. Come along, Grandma."</p> + +<p>"Oh, but you're good," said Grandma. "Some woman is proud to have you +for a son."</p> + +<p>The man did not answer. He had not answered any of the personal +remarks Grandma had made to him in her conversation.</p> + +<p>They were not long in reaching William George Sheldon's house, for the +village road was good and Grandma was smart on her feet. She was +welcomed with eagerness and surprise.</p> + +<p>"To think that there was no one to meet you!" exclaimed William +George. "But I never dreamed of your coming by train, knowing how you +were set against it. Telegram? No, I got no telegram. S'pose Cyrus +forgot to send it. I'm most heartily obliged to you, sir, for looking +after my mother so kindly."</p> + +<p>"It was a pleasure," said the dark man courteously. He had taken off +his hat, and they saw a curious scar, shaped like a large, red +butterfly, high up on his forehead under his hair. "I am delighted to +have been of any assistance to her."</p> + +<p>He would not wait for supper—the next train would be in and he must +not miss it.</p> + +<p>"There are people looking for me," he said with his curious smile. +"They will be much disappointed if they do not find me."</p> + +<p>He had gone, and the whistle of the Starmont freight had blown before +Grandma remembered that he had not given her his name and address.</p> + +<p>"Dear, oh dear, how are we ever going to send that money to him?" she +exclaimed. "And he so nice and goodhearted!"</p> + +<p>Grandma worried over this for a week in the intervals of looking after +Delia. One day William George came in with a large city daily in his +hands. He looked curiously at Grandma and then showed her the +front-page picture of a man, clean-shaven, with an oddly shaped scar +high up on his forehead.</p> + +<p>"Did you ever see that man, Mother?" he asked.</p> + +<p>"Of course I did," said Grandma excitedly. "Why, it's the man I met on +the train. Who is he? What is his name? Now, we'll know where to +send—"</p> + +<p>"That is Mark Hartwell, who shot Amos Gray at Charlotteville three +weeks ago," said William George quietly.</p> + +<p>Grandma looked at him blankly for a moment.</p> + +<p>"It couldn't be," she gasped at last. "That man a murderer! I'll never +believe it!"</p> + +<p>"It's true enough, Mother. The whole story is here. He had shaved his +beard and dyed his hair and came near getting clear out of the +country. They were on his trail the day he came down in the train with +you and lost it because of his getting off to bring you here. His +disguise was so perfect that there was little fear of his being +recognized so long as he hid that scar. But it was seen in Montreal +and he was run to earth there. He has made a full confession."</p> + +<p>"I don't care," cried Grandma valiantly. "I'll never believe he was +all bad—a man who would do what he did for a poor old woman like me, +when he was flying for his life too. No, no, there was good in him +even if he did kill that man. And I'm sure he must feel terrible over +it."</p> + +<p>In this view Grandma persisted. She never would say or listen to a +word against Mark Hartwell, and she had only pity for him whom +everyone else condemned. With her own trembling hands she wrote him a +letter to accompany the money Samuel sent before Hartwell was taken to +the penitentiary for life. She thanked him again for his kindness to +her and assured him that she knew he was sorry for what he had done +and that she would pray for him every night of her life. Mark Hartwell +had been hard and defiant enough, but the prison officials told that +he cried like a child over Grandma Sheldon's little letter.</p> + +<p>"There's nobody all bad," says Grandma when she relates the story. "I +used to believe a murderer must be, but I know better now. I think of +that poor man often and often. He was so kind and gentle to me—he +must have been a good boy once. I write him a letter every Christmas +and I send him tracts and papers. He's my own little charity. But I've +never been on the cars since and I never will be again. You never can +tell what will happen to you or what sort of people you'll meet if you +trust yourself on a train."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Romance_of_Jedediah" id="The_Romance_of_Jedediah"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Romance of Jedediah<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Jedediah was not a name that savoured of romance. His last name was +Crane, which is little better. And it would be no use to call this +story "Mattie Adams's Romance" because Mattie Adams is not a romantic +name either. But names have really nothing to do with romance. The +most exciting and tragic affair I ever knew was between a man named +Silas Putdammer and a woman named Kezia Cullen—which has nothing to +do with the present story.</p> + +<p>Jedediah, to all outward seeming, did not appear to be any more +romantic than his name. He looked distinctly commonplace as he rode +comfortably along the winding country road that was dreaming in the +haze and sunshine of a midsummer afternoon. He was perched on the +seat of a bright red pedlar's wagon, above and behind a dusty, +ambling, red pony of that peculiar gait and appearance pertaining to +the ponies of country pedlars—a certain placid, unhasting leanness, +as of a nag that has encountered troubles of his own and has lived +them down by sheer patience and staying power. From the bright red +wagon proceeded a certain metallic rumbling and clinking as it bowled +along, and two or three nests of tin pans on its flat rope-encircled +top flashed back the light so dazzlingly that Jedediah seemed the +beaming sun of a little planetary system all his own. A new broom +sticking up aggressively at each of the four corners gave the wagon a +resemblance to a triumphal chariot.</p> + +<p>Jedediah himself had not been in the tin-peddling business long enough +to acquire the apologetic, out-at-elbows appearance which +distinguishes a tin pedlar from other kinds of pedlars. In fact, this +was his maiden venture in this line; hence he still looked plump and +self-respecting. He had a round red face under his plug hat, twinkling +blue eyes, and a little pursed-up mouth, the shape of which was partly +due to nature and partly to much whistling. Jedediah's pudgy body was +clothed in a suit of large, light checks, and he wore a bright pink +necktie and an amethyst pin. Will I still be believed when I assert +that, in spite of all this, Jedediah was full of, and bubbling over +with, romance?</p> + +<p>Romance cares not for appearances and apparently delights in +contradictions. The homely shambling man you pass unnoticed on the +street may have, tucked away in his past, a story more exciting and +thrilling than anything you have ever read in fiction. So it was, in a +measure, with Jedediah; poor, unknown to fame, afflicted with a double +chin and bald spot, reduced to driving a tin-wagon for a living, he +yet had his romance and he was still romantic.</p> + +<p>As Jedediah rode through Amberley he looked about him with interest. +He knew it well, although it was fifteen years since he had seen it. +He had been born and brought up in Amberley; he had left it at the age +of twenty-five to make his fortune. But Amberley was Amberley still. +Jedediah found it hard to believe that it or himself was fifteen years +older.</p> + +<p>"There's the Stanton place," he said. "Charlie has painted the house +yellow—it used to be white; and Bob Hollman has cut the trees down +behind the blacksmith forge. Bob never had any poetry in his soul—no +romance, as you might say. He was what you might call a plodder—you +might call him that. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the old Harkness +place—seems to be spruced up considerable. Folks used to say if ye +wanted to see how the world looked the morning after the flood just go +into George Harkness's barn-yard on a rainy day. The pond and the old +hills ain't changed any. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the Adams +homestead. Do I really behold it again?"</p> + +<p>Jedediah thought the moment deliciously romantic. He revelled in it +and, to match his exhilarated mood, he touched the pony with his whip +and went clinking and glittering down the hill under the poplars at a +dashing rate. He had not intended to offer his wares in Amberley that +day. He meant to break the ice in Occidental, the village beyond. But +he could not pass the Adams place. When he came to the open gate he +turned in under the willows and drove down the wide, shady lane, girt +on both sides with a trim white paling smothered in lavish sweetbriar +bushes that were gay with bloom. Jedediah's heart was beating +furiously under his checks.</p> + +<p>"What a fool you are, Jed Crane," he told himself. "You used to be a +young fool, and now you're an old one. Sad, that! Get up, my nag, get +up. It's a poor lookout for a man of your years, Jed. Don't get +excited. It ain't the least likely that Mattie Adams is here yet. +She's married and gone years ago, no doubt. It's probable there's no +Adamses here at all now. But it's romantic, yes, it's romantic. It's +splendid. Get up, my nag, get up."</p> + +<p>The Adams place itself was not unromantic. The house was a large, +old-fashioned white one, with green shutters and a front porch with +Grecian columns. These were thought very elegant in Amberley. Mrs. +Carmody said they gave a house such a classical air. In this instance +the classical effect was somewhat smothered in honeysuckle, which +rioted over the whole porch and hung in pale yellow, fragrant +festoons over the rows of potted scarlet geraniums that flanked the +green steps. Beyond the house a low-boughed orchard covered the slope +between it and the main road, and behind it there was a revel of +colour betokening a flower garden.</p> + +<p>Jedediah climbed down from his lofty seat and walked dubiously to a +side door that looked more friendly, despite its prim screen, than the +classical front porch. As he drew near he saw a woman sitting behind +the screen—a woman who rose as he approached and opened the door. +Jedediah's heart had been beating a wild tattoo as he crossed the +yard. It now stopped altogether—at least he declared in later years +it did.</p> + +<p>The woman was Mattie Adams—Mattie Adams fifteen years older than when +he had seen her last, plumper, rosier, somewhat broader-faced, but +still unmistakably Mattie Adams. Jedediah felt that the situation was +delicious.</p> + +<p>"Mattie," he said, holding out his hand.</p> + +<p>"Why, Jed, how are you?" said Mattie, as if they had parted the week +before. It had always taken a great deal to disturb Mattie. Whatever +happened she was calm. Even an old lover, and the only one she had +ever possessed at that, dropping, so to speak, from the skies, after +fifteen years' disappearance, did not ruffle her placidity.</p> + +<p>"I didn't suppose you'd know me, Mattie," said Jedediah, still holding +her hand foolishly.</p> + +<p>"I knew you the minute I set eyes on you," returned Mattie. "You're +some fatter and older—like myself—but you're Jed still. Where have +you been all these years?"</p> + +<p>"Pretty near everywhere, Mattie—pretty near everywhere. And ye see +what it's come to—here I be driving a tin-wagon for Boone Brothers. +Business is business—don't you want to buy some new tinware?"</p> + +<p>To himself, Jed thought it was romantic, asking a woman whom he had +loved all his life to buy tins on the occasion of their first meeting +after fifteen years' separation.</p> + +<p>"I don't know but I do want a quart measure," said Mattie, in her +sweet, unchanged voice, "but all in good time. You must stay and have +tea with me, Jed. I'm all alone now—Mother and Father have gone. +Unhitch your horse and put him in the third stall in the stable."</p> + +<p>Jed hesitated.</p> + +<p>"I ought to be getting on, I s'pose," he said wistfully. "I hain't +done much today—"</p> + +<p>"You must stay to tea," interrupted Mattie. "Why, Jed, there's ever so +much to tell and ask. And we can't stand here in the yard and talk. +Look at Selena. There she is, watching us from the kitchen window. +She'll watch as long as we stand here."</p> + +<p>Jed swung himself around. Over the little valley below the Adams +homestead was a steep, treeless hill, and on its crest was perched a +bare farmhouse with windows stuck lavishly all over it. At one of them +a long, pale face was visible.</p> + +<p>"Has Selena been pasted up at that window ever since the last time we +stood here and talked, Mattie?" asked Jed, half resentfully, half +amusedly. It was characteristic of Mattie to laugh first at the +question, and then blush over the memory it revived.</p> + +<p>"Most of the time, I guess," she said shortly. "But come—come in. I +never could talk under Selena's eyes, even if they were four hundred +yards away."</p> + +<p>Jed went in and stayed to tea. The old Adams pantry had not failed, +nor apparently the Adams skill in cooking. After tea Jed hung around +till sunset and drove away with a warm invitation from Mattie to call +every time his rounds took him through Amberley. As he went, Selena's +face appeared at the window of the house over the valley.</p> + +<p>When he had gone Mattie went around to the classical porch and sat +herself down under the honeysuckle festoons that dangled above her +smooth braids of fawn-coloured hair. She knew Selena would be down +posthaste presently, agog with curiosity to find out who the pedlar +was whom Mattie had delighted to honour with an invitation to tea. +Mattie preferred to meet Selena out of doors. It was easier to thrust +and parry there. Meanwhile, she wanted to think over things.</p> + +<p>Fifteen years before Jedediah Crane had been Mattie Adams's beau. +Jedediah was romantic even then, but, as he was a slim young fellow at +the time, with an abundance of fair, curly hair and innocent blue +eyes, his romance was rather an attraction than not. At least the then +young and pretty Mattie had found it so.</p> + +<p>The Adamses looked with no favour on the match. They were a thrifty, +well-to-do folk. As for the Cranes—well, they were lazy and +shiftless, for the most part. It would be a <i>mésalliance</i> for an Adams +to marry a Crane. Still, it would doubtless have happened—for Mattie, +though a meek-looking damsel, had a mind of her own—had it not been +for Selena Ford, Mattie's older sister.</p> + +<p>Selena, people said, had married James Ford for no other reason than +that his house commanded a view of nearly every dooryard in Amberley. +This may or may not have been sheer malice. Certainly nothing that +went on in the Adams yard escaped Selena.</p> + +<p>She watched Mattie and Jed in the moonlight one night. She saw Jed +kiss Mattie. It was the first time he had ever done so—and the last, +poor fellow. For Selena swooped down on her parents the next day. Such +a storm did she brew up that Mattie was forbidden to speak to Jed +again. Selena herself gave Jed a piece of her mind. Jed usually was +not afflicted with undue sensitiveness. But he had some slumbering +pride at the basis of his character and it was very stubborn when +roused. Selena roused it. Jed vowed he would never creep and crawl at +the feet of the Adamses, and he went west forthwith, determined, as +aforesaid, to make his fortune and hurl Selena's scorn back in her +face.</p> + +<p>And now he had come home, driving a tin-wagon. Mattie smiled to think +of it. She bore Jed no ill will for his failure. She felt sorry for +him and inclined to think that fate had used him hardly—fate and +Selena together. Mattie had never had another beau. People thought she +was engaged to Jed Crane until her time for beaus went by. Mattie did +not mind; she had never liked anybody so well as Jed. To be sure, she +had not thought of him for years. It was strange he should come back +like this—"romantic," as he said himself.</p> + +<p>Mattie's reverie was interrupted by Selena. Angular, pale-eyed Mrs. +Ford was as unlike the plump, rosy Mattie as a sister could be. +Perhaps her chronic curiosity, which would not let her rest, was +accountable for her excessive leanness.</p> + +<p>"Who was that pedlar that was here this afternoon, Mattie?" she +demanded as soon as she arrived.</p> + +<p>Mattie smiled. "Jed Crane," she said. "He's home from the West and +driving a tin-wagon for the Boones."</p> + +<p>Selena gave a little gasp. She sat down on the lowest step and untied +her bonnet strings.</p> + +<p>"Mattie Adams! And you kept him hanging about the whole afternoon."</p> + +<p>"Why not?" said Mattie wickedly. She liked to alarm Selena. "Jed and I +were always beaus, you know."</p> + +<p>"Mattie Adams! You don't mean to say you're going to make a fool of +yourself over Jed Crane again? A woman of your age!"</p> + +<p>"Don't get excited, Selena," implored Mattie. In the old days Selena +could cow her, but that time was past. "I never saw the like of you +for getting stirred up over nothing."</p> + +<p>"I'm not excited. I'm perfectly calm. But I might well be excited over +your folly, Mattie Adams. The idea of your taking up again with old +Jed Crane!"</p> + +<p>"He's fifteen years younger than Jim," said Mattie, giving thrust for +thrust.</p> + +<p>When Selena had come over Mattie had not the slightest idea of +resuming her former relationship with the romantic Jedediah. She had +merely shown him kindness for old friendship's sake. But so well did +the unconscious Selena work in Jed's behalf that when she flounced off +home in a pet Mattie was resolved that she would take Jed back if he +wanted to come. She wasn't going to put up with Selena's everlasting +interference. She would show her that she was independent.</p> + +<p>When a week had passed Jed came again. He sold Mattie a stew-pan and +he would not go in to tea this time, but they stood and talked in the +yard for the best part of an hour, while Selena glared at them from +her kitchen window. Their conversation was most innocent and harmless, +being mainly gossip about what had come and gone during Jed's exile. +But Mattie knew that Selena thought that she and Jed were making love +to each other in this shameless, public fashion. When Jed went, +Mattie, more for Selena's benefit than his, broke off some sprays of +honeysuckle and pinned them on his coat. The fragrance went with +Jedediah as he drove through Amberley, and pleasant thoughts were born +of it.</p> + +<p>"It's romantic," he told the pony. "Blessed if it ain't romantic! Not +that Mattie cares anything about me now. I know she don't. But it's +just her kind way. She wants to cheer me up and let me know I've a +friend still. Get up, my nag, get up. I ain't one to persoom on her +kindness neither; I know my place. But still, say what you will, it's +romantic—this sitooation. This is it. Here I be, loving the ground +she walks on, as I've always done, and I can't let on that I do +because I'm a poor ne'er-do-well as ain't fit to look at her, an +independent woman with property. And she's a-showing kindness to me +for old times' sake, and piercing my heart all the time, not knowing. +Why, it's romance with a vengeance, that's what it is. Get up, my nag, +get up."</p> + +<p>Thereafter Jed called at the Adams place every week. Generally he +stayed to tea. Mattie always bought something of him to colour an +excuse. Her kitchen fairly glittered with new tinware. She gave Selena +the overflow by way of heaping coals of fire.</p> + +<p>After every visit Jedediah held stern counsel with himself and decided +that he must not call to see Mattie again—at least, not for a long +time; then he must not stay to tea. He would struggle with himself all +the way down the poplar hill—not without a comforting sense of the +romance of the struggle—but it always ended the same way. He turned +in under the willows and clinked musically into Mattie's yard. At +least, the rattle of the tin-wagon sounded musically to Mattie.</p> + +<p>Meanwhile, Selena watched from her window and raged.</p> + +<p>Amberley people shrugged their shoulders when gossip noised the matter +abroad. But, being good-humoured in the main, they forebore to do more +than say that Mattie Adams was free to make a goose of herself if it +pleased her, and that Jed Crane wasn't such a fool as he looked. The +Adams farm was one of the best in Amberley, and it had not grown any +poorer under Mattie's management.</p> + +<p>"If Jed walks in there and hangs up his hat he'll have done well for +himself after all."</p> + +<p>This was Selena's view of it also, barring the good nature. She was +furious at the whole affair, and she did her best to make Mattie's +life a burden to her with slurs and thrusts. But they all misjudged +Jed. He had no intention of "walking in and hanging up his hat"—or +trying to. Romantic as he was, it never occurred to him that Mattie +might be as romantic as himself. She did not care for him, and anyhow +he, Jed, had a little too much pride to ask her, a rich woman, to +marry him, a poor man who had lost all caste he ever possessed by +taking up tin-peddling. Jed was determined not to "persoom." And, oh, +how deliciously romantic it all was! He hugged himself with sorrowful +delight over it.</p> + +<p>As the summer waned and the long yellow leaves began to fall thickly +from the willows in the Adams lane Jed began to talk of going out +west again. Tin-peddling was not possible in winter, and he didn't +think he would try it another summer. Mattie listened with dismay in +her heart. All summer she had made much of Jed, by way of tormenting +Selena. But now she realized what he really meant to her. The old love +had wakened to life in her heart; she could not let Jed go out of her +life again, leaving her to the old loneliness. If Jed went away +everything would be flat, stale, and unprofitable.</p> + +<p>She knew him to be at heart the kindest, most gentle of human beings, +and the mere fact of his having been unsuccessful, even what some of +his old neighbours might call stupid, did not change her feelings +toward him in the least. He was Jed—that was sufficient for her, and +she had business capability enough for both, when it came to that.</p> + +<p>Mattie began to drop hints. But Jed would not take them. True, once or +twice he thought that perhaps Mattie did care a little for him yet. +But it would not do for him to take advantage of that.</p> + +<p>"No, I just couldn't do that," he told the pony. "I worship the ground +that woman treads on, but it ain't for the likes of me to tell her so, +not now. Get up, my nag, get up. This has been a mighty pleasant +summer with that visit to look forward to every week. But it's about +over now and you must tramp, Jed."</p> + +<p>Jed sighed. He remembered that it was more romantic than ever, but all +at once this failed to comfort him. Romance up to a certain point was +food; beyond that it palled, so to speak. Jed's romance failed him +just when he needed it most.</p> + +<p>Mattie, meanwhile, was forced to the dismal conclusion that her hints +were thrown away. Jed was plainly determined not to speak. Mattie felt +half angry with him. She did not choose to make a martyr of herself to +romance, and surely the man didn't expect her to ask him to marry her.</p> + +<p>"I'm sure and certain he's as fond of me as ever he was," she mused. +"I suppose he's got some ridiculous notion about being too poor to +aspire to me. Jed always had more pride than a Crane could carry. +Well, I've done all I can—all I'm going to do. If Jed's determined to +go, he must go, I s'pose."</p> + +<p>Mattie would not let herself cry, although she felt like it. She went +out and picked apples instead.</p> + +<p>Mattie might have remained so and Jedediah's romance might never have +reached a better ending, if it had not been for Selena, who came over +just then to help Mattie pick the golden russets. Fate had evidently +destined her as Jed's best helper. All summer she had been fairly +goading Mattie into love with Jedediah and now she was moved to add +the last spur.</p> + +<p>"Jed Crane's going away, I hear," she said maliciously. "Seems to me +you're bound to be jilted again, Mattie."</p> + +<p>Mattie had no answer ready. Selena went on undauntedly.</p> + +<p>"You've made a nice fool of yourself all summer, I vow. Throwing +yourself at Jed's head—and he doesn't want you, even with all your +property."</p> + +<p>"He does want me," said Mattie calmly. Her lips were very firm and her +cheeks scarlet. "He is not going away. We are to be married about +Christmas, and Jed will take charge of the farm for me."</p> + +<p>"Matilda Adams!" said Selena. It was all she was capable of saying.</p> + +<p>The rest of the golden russets were picked in a dead silence, Mattie +working with an unusually high colour in her cheeks, while Selena's +thin lips were pressed so closely together as to be little else than a +hair line.</p> + +<p>After Selena had gone home, sulking, Mattie picked on with a very +determined face. The die was cast; she could not bear Selena's slurs +and she would not. And she had not told a lie either. Her words were +true; she would make them true. All the Adams determination—and that +was not a little—was roused in her.</p> + +<p>"If Jed jilts me, he'll do it to my face, clean and clever," she said +viciously.</p> + +<p>When Jed came again he was very solemn. He thought it would be his +last visit, but Mattie felt differently. She had dressed herself with +unusual care and crimped her hair. Her cheeks were scarlet and her +eyes bright. Jed thought she looked younger and prettier than ever. +The thought that this was the last time he would see her for many a +long day to come grew more and more unbearable, yet he firmly +determined he would let no presuming word pass his lips. Mattie had +been so kind to him. It was only honourable of him in return not to +let her throw herself away on a poor failure like himself.</p> + +<p>"I suppose this is your last round with the wagon," she said. She had +taken him out into the garden to say it. The garden was out of view +from the Ford place. Propose she must, but she drew the line at +proposing under Selena's eyes.</p> + +<p>Jed nodded dully. "Yes, and then I must toddle off and look for +something else to do. You see, I haven't much of a gift so to speak +for business, Mattie, and it takes me so long to get worked into an +understanding of a business or trade that I'm generally asked to quit +before you might say I've really commenced. It's been a mighty happy +summer for me, though I can't say I've done much in the selling line +except to you, Mattie. What with your kindness and these little visits +you've been good enough to let me make every week, I feel I may say +it's been the happiest summer of my life, and I'm never going to +forget it, but as I said, it's time for me to be moving on elsewhere +and finding something else to do."</p> + +<p>"There is something for you to do right here—if you will do it," said +Mattie faintly. For a moment she felt as if she could not go on; Jed +and the garden and the scarf of late asters whirled around her +dizzily. She held by the sweet-pea trellis to steady herself.</p> + +<p>"I—I said a terrible thing to Selena the other day. I—I don't know +what I'll do about it if—if—you don't help me out, Jed."</p> + +<p>"I'll do anything I can," said Jed, with hearty sympathy. "You know +that, Mattie. What is the trouble?"</p> + +<p>His kindly voice and the good will and affection beaming in his honest +blue eyes gave Mattie renewed courage to go on with her self-imposed +and most embarrassing task, although before she ended her voice shook +and dwindled away to such a low whisper that Jed had to bend his head +close to hers to hear what she was saying.</p> + +<p>"I—I said—she goaded me into saying it, Jed—slighting and +slurring—jeering at me because you were going away. I just got mad, +Jed—and I told her you weren't going—that you and I—that we were to +be—married."</p> + +<p>"Mattie, did you mean that?" he cried. "If you did, I'm the happiest +man alive. I didn't dare persoom—I didn't s'pose you thought anything +of me. But if you do—and if you want me—here's all there is of me, +heart and soul and body, forever and ever, as I've been all my life."</p> + +<p>Thinking over this speech afterwards Jed was dissatisfied with it. He +thought he might have made it much more eloquent and romantic than it +was. But it served the purpose very well. It was convincing—it came +straight from his honest, stupid heart, and Mattie knew it. She held +out her hands and Jed gathered her into his arms.</p> + +<p>It was certainly a most fortunate circumstance that the garden was +well out of the range of Selena's vision, or the sight of her sister +and the remaining member of the despised Crane family repeating their +foolish performance, which many years previous had resulted in Jed's +long banishment, might have caused her to commit almost any unheard-of +act of spite as an outlet for her jealous anger. But only the few +remaining garden flowers were witness to the lovers' indiscretion, and +they kept their own counsel after the manner of flowers, so Selena's +feelings were mercifully spared this further outrage.</p> + +<p>That evening Jed drove slowly away through the twilight, mounted for +the last time on the tin-wagon. He was so happy that he bore no grudge +against even Selena Ford. As the pony climbed the poplar hill Jed drew +a long breath and freed his mind to the surrounding landscape and to +his faithful and slow-plodding steed that had been one of the main +factors in this love affair, having patiently carried him to and from +the abode of his lady-love throughout the summer just passed. Jedediah +was as brimful of happiness as mortal man could be, and his rosy +thoughts flowed forth in a kind of triumphant chant which would have +driven Selena stark distracted had she been within hearing distance. +What he said too was but a poor expression of what he thought, but to +the trees and fields and pony he chanted,</p> + +<p>"Well, this <i>is</i> romance. What else would you call it now? Me, poor, +scared to speak—and Mattie ups and does it for me, bless her. Yes, +I've been longing for romance all my life, and I've got it at last. +None of your commonplace courtships for me, I always said. Them was my +very words. And I guess this has been a little uncommon—I guess it +has. Anyhow, I'm uncommon happy. I never felt so romantic before. Get +up, my nag, get up."</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="The_Tryst_of_the_White_Lady" id="The_Tryst_of_the_White_Lady"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>The Tryst of the White Lady<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>"I wisht ye'd git married, Roger," said Catherine Ames. "I'm gitting +too old to work—seventy last April—and who's going to look after ye +when I'm gone. Git married, b'y—git married."</p> + +<p>Roger Temple winced. His aunt's harsh, disagreeable voice always +jarred horribly on his sensitive nerves. He was fond of her after a +fashion, but always that voice made him wonder if there could be +anything harder to endure.</p> + +<p>Then he gave a bitter little laugh.</p> + +<p>"Who'd have me, Aunt Catherine?" he asked.</p> + +<p>Catherine Ames looked at him critically across the supper table. She +loved him in her way, with all her heart, but she was not in the least +blind to his defects. She did not mince matters with herself or with +other people. Roger was a sallow, plain-featured fellow, small and +insignificant looking. And, as if this were not bad enough, he walked +with a slight limp and had one thin shoulder a little higher than the +other—"Jarback" Temple he had been called in school, and the name +still clung to him. To be sure, he had very fine grey eyes, but their +dreamy brilliance gave his dull face an uncanny look which girls did +not like, and so made matters rather worse than better. Of course +looks didn't matter so much in the case of a man; Steve Millar was +homely enough, and all marked up with smallpox to boot, yet he had got +for wife the prettiest and smartest girl in South Bay. But Steve was +rich. Roger was poor and always would be. He worked his stony little +farm, from which his father and grandfather had wrested a fair living, +after a fashion, but Nature had not cut him out for a successful +farmer. He hadn't the strength for it and his heart wasn't in it. He'd +rather be hanging over a book. Catherine secretly thought Roger's +matrimonial chances very poor, but it would not do to discourage the +b'y. What he needed was spurring on.</p> + +<p>"Ye'll git someone if ye don't fly too high," she announced loudly and +cheerfully. "Thar's always a gal or two here and thar that's glad to +marry for a home. 'Tain't no use for <i>you</i> to be settin' your thoughts +on anyone young and pretty. Ye wouldn't git her and ye'd be worse off +if ye did. Your grandfather married for looks, and a nice useless wife +he got—sick half her time. Git a good strong girl that ain't afraid +of work, that'll hold things together when ye're reading +po'try—that's as much as you kin expect. And the sooner the better. +I'm done—last winter's rheumatiz has about finished <i>me</i>. An' we +can't afford hired help."</p> + +<p>Roger felt as if his raw, quivering soul were being seared. He looked +at his aunt curiously—at her broad, flat face with the mole on the +end of her dumpy nose, the bristling hairs on her chin, the wrinkled +yellow neck, the pale, protruding eyes, the coarse, good-humoured +mouth. She was so extremely ugly—and he had seen her across the table +all his life. For twenty-five years he had looked at her so. Must he +continue to go on looking at ugliness in the shape of a wife all the +rest of his life—he, who worshipped beauty in everything?</p> + +<p>"Did my mother look like you, Aunt Catherine?" he asked abruptly.</p> + +<p>His aunt stared—and snorted. Her snort was meant to express kindly +amusement, but it sounded like derision and contempt.</p> + +<p>"Yer ma wasn't so humly as me," she said cheerfully, "but she wan't no +beauty either. None of the Temples was ever better lookin' than was +necessary. We was <i>workers</i>. Yer pa wa'n't bad looking. You're humlier +than either of 'em. Some ways ye take after yer grandma—though <i>she</i> +was counted pretty at one time. She was yaller and spindlin' like you, +and you've got her eyes. What yer so int'rested in yer ma's looks all +at once fer?"</p> + +<p>"I was wondering," said Roger coolly, "if Father ever looked at her +across the table and wished she were prettier."</p> + +<p>Catherine giggled. Her giggle was ugly and disagreeable like +everything else about her—everything except a certain odd, loving, +loyal old heart buried deep in her bosom, for the sake of which Roger +endured the giggle and all the rest.</p> + +<p>"Dessay he did—dessay he did. Men al'ays has a hankerin' for good +looks. But ye've got to cut yer coat 'cording to yer cloth. As for yer +poor ma, she didn't live long enough to git as ugly as me. When I +come here to keep house for yer pa, folks said as it wouldn't be long +'fore he married me. <i>I</i> wouldn't a-minded. But yer pa never hinted +it. S'pose he'd had enough of ugly women likely."</p> + +<p>Catherine snorted amiably again. Roger got up—he couldn't endure any +more just then. He must escape.</p> + +<p>"Now you think over what I've said," his aunt called after him. "Ye've +gotter git a wife soon, however ye manage it. 'Twon't be so hard if +ye're reasonable. Don't stay out as late as ye did last night. Ye +coughed all night. Where was ye—down at the shore?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Roger, who always answered her questions even when he hated +to. "I was down at Aunt Isabel's grave."</p> + +<p>"Till eleven o'clock! Ye ain't wise! I dunno what hankering ye have +after that unchancy place. <i>I</i> ain't been near it for twenty year. I +wonder ye ain't scairt. What'd ye think ye'd do if ye saw her ghost?"</p> + +<p>Catherine looked curiously at Roger. She was very superstitious and +she believed firmly in ghosts, and saw no absurdity in her question.</p> + +<p>"I wish I <i>could</i> see it," said Roger, his great eyes flashing. He +believed in ghosts too, at least in Isabel Temple's ghost. His uncle +had seen it; his grandfather had seen it; he believed he would see +it—the beautiful, bewitching, mocking, luring ghost of lovely Isabel +Temple.</p> + +<p>"Don't wish such stuff," said Catherine. "Nobody ain't never the same +after they've seen her."</p> + +<p>"Was Uncle different?" Roger had come back into the kitchen and was +looking curiously at his aunt.</p> + +<p>"Diff'rent? He was another man. He didn't even <i>look</i> the same. Sich +eyes! Al'ays looking past ye at something behind ye. They'd give +anyone creeps. He never had any notion of flesh-and-blood women after +that—said a man wouldn't, after seeing Isabel. His life was plumb +ruined. Lucky he died young. I hated to be in the same room with +him—he wa'n't canny, that was all there was to it. <i>You</i> keep away +from that grave—<i>you</i> don't want to look odder than ye are by nature. +And when ye git married, ye'll have to give up roamin' about half the +night in graveyards. A wife wouldn't put up with it, as I've done."</p> + +<p>"I'll never get as good a wife as you, Aunt Catherine," said Roger +with a little whimsical smile that gave him the look of an amused +gnome.</p> + +<p>"Dessay you won't. But someone ye have to have. Why'n't ye try 'Liza +Adams. She <i>might</i> have ye—she's gittin' on."</p> + +<p>"'Liza ... Adams!"</p> + +<p>"That's what I said. Ye needn't repeat it—'Liza ... Adams—'s if I'd +mentioned a hippopotamus. I git out of patience with ye. I b'lieve in +my heart ye think ye ought to git a wife that'd look like a picter."</p> + +<p>"I do, Aunt Catherine. That's just the kind of wife I want—grace and +beauty and charm. Nothing less than that will ever content me."</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Roger laughed bitterly again and went out. It was sunset. There was no +work to do that night except to milk the cows, and his little home boy +could do that. He felt a glad freedom. He put his hand in his pocket +to see if his beloved Wordsworth was there and then he took his way +across the fields, under a sky of purple and amber, walking quickly +despite his limp. He wanted to get to some solitary place where he +could forget Aunt Catherine and her abominable suggestions and escape +into the world of dreams where he habitually lived and where he found +the loveliness he had not found nor could hope to find in his real +world.</p> + +<p>Roger's mother had died when he was three and his father when he was +eight. His little, old, bedridden grandmother had lived until he was +twelve. He had loved her passionately. She had not been pretty in his +remembrance—a tiny, shrunken, wrinkled thing—but she had beautiful +grey eyes that never grew old and a soft, gentle voice—the only +woman's voice he had ever heard with pleasure. He was very critical as +regards women's voices and very sensitive to them. Nothing hurt him +quite so much as an unlovely voice—not even unloveliness of face. Her +death had left him desolate. She was the only human being who had ever +understood him. He could never, he thought, have got through his +tortured school days without her. After she died he would not go to +school. He was not in any sense educated. His father and grandfather +had been illiterate men and he had inherited their underdeveloped +brain cells. But he loved poetry and read all he could get of it. It +overlaid his primitive nature with a curious iridescence of fancy and +furnished him with ideals and hungers his environment could never +satisfy. He loved beauty in everything. Moonrises hurt him with their +loveliness and he could sit for hours gazing at a white +narcissus—much to his aunt's exasperation. He was solitary by nature. +He felt horribly alone in a crowded building but never in the woods or +in the wild places along the shore. It was because of this that his +aunt could not get him to go to church—which was a horror to her +orthodox soul. He told her he would like to go to church if it were +empty but he could not bear it when it was full—full of smug, ugly +people. Most people, he thought, were ugly—though not so ugly as he +was—and ugliness made him sick with repulsion. Now and then he saw a +pretty girl at whom he liked to look but he never saw one that wholly +pleased him. To him, the homely, crippled, poverty-stricken Roger +Temple whom they all would have scorned, there was always a certain +subtle something wanting, and the lack of it kept him heartwhole. He +knew that this probably saved him from much suffering, but for all +that he regretted it. He wanted to love, even vainly; he wanted to +experience this passion of which the poets sang so much. Without it he +felt he lacked the key to a world of wonder. He even tried to fall in +love; he went to church for several Sundays and sat where he could see +beautiful Elsa Carey. She was lovely—it gave him pleasure to look at +her; the gold of her hair was so bright and living; the pink of her +cheek so pure, the curve of her neck so flawless, the lashes of her +eyes so dark and silken. But he looked at her as at a picture. When he +tried to think and dream of her, it bored him. Besides, he knew she +had a rather nasal voice. He used to laugh sarcastically to himself +over Elsa's feelings if she had known how desperately he was trying to +fall in love with her and failing—Elsa the queen of hearts, who +believed she had only to look to reign. He gave up trying at last, but +he still longed to love. He knew he would never marry; he could not +marry plainness, and beauty would have +none of him; but he did not want to miss everything and he had moments +when he was very bitter and rebellious because he felt he must miss it +forever.</p> + +<p>He went straight to Isabel Temple's grave in the remote shore field of +his farm. Isabel Temple had lived and died eighty years ago. She had +been very lovely, very wilful, very fond of playing with the hearts of +men. She had married William Temple, the brother of his +great-grandfather, and as she stood in her white dress beside her +bridegroom, at the conclusion of the wedding ceremony, a jilted lover, +crazed by despair, had entered the house and shot her dead. She had +been buried in the shore field, where a square space had been dyked +off in the centre for a burial lot because the church was then so far +away. With the passage of years the lot had grown up so thickly with +fir and birch and wild cherry that it looked like a compact grove. A +winding path led through it to its heart where Isabel Temple's grave +was, thickly overgrown with long, silken, pale green grass. Roger +hurried along the path and sat down on the big grey boulder by the +grave, looking about him with a long breath of delight. How +lovely—and witching—and unearthly it was here. Little ferns were +growing in the hollows and cracks of the big boulder where clay had +lodged. Over Isabel Temple's crooked, lichened gravestone hung a young +wild cherry in its delicate bloom. Above it, in a little space of sky +left by the slender tree tops, was a young moon. It was too dark here +after all to read Wordsworth, but that did not matter. The place, with +its moist air, its tang of fir balsam, was like a perfumed room where +a man might dream dreams and see visions. There was a soft murmur of +wind in the boughs over him, and the faraway moan of the sea on the +bar crept in. Roger surrendered himself utterly to the charm of the +place. When he entered that grove, he had left behind the realm of +daylight and things known and come into the realm of shadow and +mystery and enchantment. Anything might happen—anything might be +true.</p> + +<p>Eighty long years had come and gone, but Isabel Temple, thus cruelly +torn from life at the moment when it had promised her most, did not +even yet rest calmly in her grave; such at least was the story, and +Roger believed it. It was in his blood to believe it. The Temples were +a superstitious family, and there was nothing in Roger's upbringing to +correct the tendency. His was not a sceptical or scientific mind. He +was ignorant and poetical and credulous. He had always accepted +unquestioningly the tale that Isabel Temple had been seen on earth +long after the red clay was heaped over her murdered body. Her +bridegroom had seen her, when he went to visit her on the eve of his +second and unhappy marriage; his grandfather had seen her. His +grandmother, who had told him Isabel's story, had told him this too, +and believed it. She had added, with a bitterness foreign to his idea +of her, that her husband had never been the same to her afterwards; +his uncle had seen her—and had lived and died a haunted man. It was +only to men the lovely, restless ghost appeared, and her appearance +boded no good to him who saw. Roger knew this, but he had a curious +longing to see her. He had never avoided her grave as others of his +tribe did. He loved the spot, and he believed that some time he would +see Isabel Temple there. She came, so the story went, to one in each +generation of the family.</p> + +<p>He gazed down at her sunken grave; a little wind, that came stealing +along the floor of the grove, raised and swayed the long, hair-like +grass on it, giving the curious suggestion of something prisoned under +it trying to draw a long breath and float upward.</p> + +<p>Then, when he lifted his eyes again, he saw her!</p> + +<p>She was standing behind the gravestone, under the cherry tree, whose +long white branches touched her head; standing there, with her head +drooping a little, but looking steadily at him. It was just between +dusk and dark now, but he saw her very plainly. She was dressed in +white, with some filmy scarf over her head, and her hair hung in a +dark heavy braid over her shoulder. Her face was small and +ivory-white, and her eyes were very large and dark. Roger looked +straight into them and they did something to him—drew something out +of him that was never to be his again—his heart? his soul? He did not +know. He only knew that lovely Isabel Temple had now come to him and +that he was hers forever.</p> + +<p>For a few moments that seemed years he looked at her—looked till the +lure of her eyes drew him to his feet as a man rises in sleep-walking. +As he slowly stood up, the low-hanging bough of a fir tree pushed his +cap down over his face and blinded him. When he snatched it off, she +was gone.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Roger Temple did not go home that night till the spring dawn was in +the sky. Catherine was sleepless with anxiety about him. When she +heard him come up the stairs, she opened her door and peeped out. +Roger went along the hall without seeing her. His brilliant eyes +stared straight before him, and there was something in his face that +made Catherine steal back to her bed with a little shiver of fear. He +looked like his uncle. She did not ask him, when they met at +breakfast, where or how he had spent the night. He had been dreading +the question and was relieved beyond measure when it was not asked. +But, apart from that, he was hardly conscious of her presence. He ate +and drank mechanically and voicelessly. When he had gone out, +Catherine wagged her uncomely grey head ominously.</p> + +<p>"He's bewitched," she muttered. "I know the signs. He's seen her—drat +her! It's time she gave up that kind of work. Well, I dunno what to +do—thar ain't anything I can do, I reckon. He'll never marry now—I'm +as sure of that as of any mortal thing. He's in love with a ghost."</p> + +<p>It had not yet occurred to Roger that he was in love. He thought of +nothing but Isabel Temple—her lovely, lovely face, sweeter than any +picture he had ever seen or any ideal he had dreamed, her long dark +hair, her slim form and, more than all, her compelling eyes. He saw +them wherever he looked—they drew him—he would have followed them to +the end of the world, heedless of all else.</p> + +<p>He longed for night, that he might again steal to the grave in the +haunted grove. She might come again—who knew? He felt no fear, +nothing but a terrible hunger to see her again. But she did not come +that night—nor the next—nor the next. Two weeks went by and he had +not seen her. Perhaps he would never see her again—the thought filled +him with anguish not to be borne. He knew now that he loved +her—Isabel Temple, dead for eighty years. This was love—this +searing, torturing, intolerably sweet thing—this possession of body +and soul and spirit. The poets had sung but weakly of it. He could +tell them better if he could find words. Could other men have loved at +all—could any man love those blowzy, common girls of earth? It seemed +impossible—absurd. There was only one thing that could be loved—that +white spirit. No wonder his uncle had died. He, Roger Temple, would +soon die too. That would be well. Only the dead could woo Isabel. +Meanwhile he revelled in his torment and his happiness—so madly +commingled that he never knew whether he was in heaven or hell. It was +beautiful—and dreadful—and wonderful—and exquisite—oh, so +exquisite. Mortal love could never be so exquisite. He had never lived +before—now he lived in every fibre of his being.</p> + +<p>He was glad Aunt Catherine did not worry him with questions. He had +feared she would. But she never asked any questions now and she was +afraid of Roger, as she had been afraid of his uncle. She dared not +ask questions. It was a thing that must not be tampered with. Who knew +what she might hear if she asked him questions? She was very unhappy. +Something dreadful had happened to her poor boy—he had been bewitched +by that hussy—he would die as his uncle had died.</p> + +<p>"Mebbe it's best," she muttered. "He's the last of the Temples, so +mebbe she'll rest in her grave when she's killed 'em all. I dunno what +she's sich a spite at <i>them</i> for—there'd be more sense if she'd haunt +the Mortons, seein' as a Morton killed her. Well, I'm mighty old and +tired and worn out. It don't seem that it's been much use, the way +I've slaved and fussed to bring that b'y up and keep things together +for him—and now the ghost's got him. I might as well have let him die +when he was a sickly baby."</p> + +<p>If this had been said to Roger he would have retorted that it was +worthwhile to have lived long enough to feel what he was feeling now. +He would not have missed it for a score of other men's lives. He had +drunk of some immortal wine and was as a god. Even if she never came +again, he had seen her once, and she had taught him life's great +secret in that one unforgettable exchange of eyes. She was his—his in +spite of his ugliness and his crooked shoulder. No man could ever take +her from him.</p> + +<p>But she did come again. One evening, when the darkening grove was full +of magic in the light of the rising yellow moon shining across the +level field, Roger sat on the big boulder by the grave. The evening +was very still; there was no sound save the echoes of noisy laughter +that seemed to come up from the bay shore—drunken fishermen, likely +as not. Roger resented the intrusion of such a sound in such a +place—it was a sacrilege. When he came here to dream of her, only the +loveliest of muted sounds should be heard—the faintest whisper of +trees, the half-heard, half-felt moan of surf, the airiest sigh of +wind. He never read Wordsworth now or any other book. He only sat +there and thought of her, his great eyes alight, his pale face flushed +with the wonder of his love.</p> + +<p>She slipped through the dark boughs like a moonbeam and stood by the +stone. Again he saw her quite plainly—saw and drank her in with his +eyes. He did not feel surprise—something in him had known she would +come again. He would not move a muscle lest he lose her as he had lost +her before. They looked at each other—for how long? He did not know; +and then—a horrible thing happened. Into that place of wonder and +revelation and mystery reeled a hiccoughing, laughing creature, a +drunken sailor from a harbour ship, with a leering face and +desecrating breath.</p> + +<p>"Oh, you're here, my dear—I thought I'd catch you yet," he said.</p> + +<p>He caught hold of her. She screamed. Roger sprang forward and struck +him in the face. In his fury of sudden rage the strength of ten seemed +to animate his slender body and pass into his blow. The sailor reeled +back and put up his hands. He was a coward—and even a brave man might +have been daunted by that terrible white face and those blazing eyes. +He backed down the path.</p> + +<p>"Shorry—shorry," he muttered. "Didn't know she was your girl—shorry +I butted in. Shentlemans never butt in—shorry—shir—shorry."</p> + +<p>He kept repeating his ridiculous "shorry" until he was out of the +grove. Then he turned and ran stumblingly across the field. Roger did +not follow; he went back to Isabel Temple's grave. The girl was lying +across it; he thought she was unconscious. He stooped and picked her +up—she was light and small, but she was warm flesh and blood; she +clung uncertainly to him for a moment and he felt her breath on his +face. He did not speak—he was too sick at heart. She did not speak +either. He did not think this strange until afterwards. He was +incapable of thinking just then; he was dazed, wretched, lost. +Presently he became aware that she was timidly pulling his arm. It +seemed that she wanted him to go with her—she was evidently +frightened of that brute—he must take her to safety. And then—</p> + +<p>She moved on down the little path and he followed. Out in the moonlit +field he saw her clearly. With her drooping head, her flowing dark +hair, her great brown eyes, she looked like the nymph of a wood-brook, +a haunter of shadows, a creature sprung from the wild. But she was +mortal maid, and he—what a fool he had been! Presently he would laugh +at himself, when this dazed agony should clear away from his brain. He +followed her down the long field to the bay shore. Now and then she +paused and looked back to see if he were coming, but she never spoke. +When she reached the shore road she turned and went along it until +they came to an old grey house fronting the calm grey harbour. At its +gate she paused. Roger knew now who she was. Catherine had told him +about her a month ago.</p> + +<p>She was Lilith Barr, a girl of eighteen, who had come to live with her +uncle and aunt. Her father had died some months before. She was +absolutely deaf as the result of some accident in childhood, and she +was, as his own eyes told him, exquisitely lovely in her white, +haunting style. But she was not Isabel Temple; he had tricked +himself—he had lived in a fool's paradise—oh, he must get away and +laugh at himself. He left her at her gate, disregarding the little +hand she put timidly out—but he did not laugh at himself. He went +back to Isabel Temple's grave and flung himself down on it and cried +like a boy. He wept his stormy, anguished soul out on it; and when he +rose and went away, he believed it was forever. He thought he could +never, never go there again.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Catherine looked at him curiously the next morning. He looked +wretched—haggard and hollow-eyed. She knew he had not come in till +the summer dawn. But he had lost the rapt, uncanny look she hated; +suddenly she no longer felt afraid of him. With this, she began to ask +questions again.</p> + +<p>"What kept ye out so late again last night, b'y?" she said +reproachfully.</p> + +<p>Roger looked at her in her morning ugliness. He had not really seen +her for weeks. Now she smote on his tortured senses, so long drugged +with beauty, like a physical blow. He suddenly burst into a laughter +that frightened her.</p> + +<p>"Preserve's, b'y, have ye gone mad? Or," she added, "have ye seen +Isabel Temple's ghost?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Roger loudly and explosively. "Don't talk any more about +that damned ghost. Nobody ever saw it. The whole story is balderdash."</p> + +<p>He got up and went violently out, leaving Catherine aghast. Was it +possible Roger had sworn? What on earth had come over the b'y? But +come what had or come what would, he no longer looked <i>fey</i>—there was +that much to be thankful for. Even an occasional oath was better than +that. Catherine went stiffly about her dish-washing, resolving to have +'Liza Adams to supper some night.</p> + +<p>For a week Roger lived in agony—an agony of shame and humiliation and +self-contempt. Then, when the edge of his bitter disappointment wore +away, he made another dreadful discovery. He still loved her and +longed for her just as keenly as before. He wanted madly to see +her—her flower-like face, her great, asking eyes, the sleek, braided +flow of her hair. Ghost or woman—spirit or flesh—it mattered not. He +could not live without her. At last his hunger for her drew him to the +old grey house on the bay shore. He knew he was a fool—she would +never look at him; he was only feeding the flame that must consume +him. But go he must and did, seeking for his lost paradise.</p> + +<p>He did not see her when he went in, but Mrs. Barr received him kindly +and talked about her in a pleasant garrulous fashion which jarred on +Roger, yet he listened greedily. Lilith, her aunt told him, had been +made deaf by the accidental explosion of a gun when she was eight +years old. She could not hear a sound but she could talk.</p> + +<p>"A little, that is—not much, but enough to get along with. But she +don't like talking somehow—dunno why. She's shy—and we think maybe +she don't like to talk much because she can't hear her own voice. She +don't ever speak except just when she has to. But she's been trained +to lip-reading something wonderful—she can understand anything that's +said when she can see the person that's talking. Still, it's a +terrible drawback for the poor child—she's never had any real +girl-life and she's dreadful sensitive and retiring. We can't get her +to go out anywhere, only for lonely walks along shore by herself. +We're much obliged for what you did the other night. It ain't safe for +her to wander about alone as she does, but it ain't often anybody from +the harbour gets up this far. She was dreadful upset about it—hasn't +got over her scare yet."</p> + +<p>When Lilith came in, her ivory-white face went scarlet all over at the +sight of Roger. She sat down in a shadowy corner. Mrs. Barr got up +and went out. Roger was mute; he could find nothing to say. He could +have talked glibly enough to Isabel Temple's ghost in some unearthly +tryst by her grave, but he could not find a word to say to this slip +of flesh and blood. He felt very foolish and absurd, and very +conscious of his twisted shoulder. What a fool he had been to come!</p> + +<p>Then Lilith looked up at him—and smiled. A little shy, friendly +smile. Roger suddenly saw her not as the tantalizing, unreal, mystic +thing of the twilit grove, but as a little human creature, exquisitely +pretty in her young-moon beauty, longing for companionship. He got up, +forgetting his ugliness, and went across the room to her.</p> + +<p>"Will you come for a walk," he said eagerly. He held out his hand like +a child; as a child she stood up and took it; like two children they +went out and down the sunset shore. Roger was again incredibly happy. +It was not the same happiness as had been his in that vanished +fortnight; it was a homelier happiness with its feet on the earth. The +amazing thing was that he felt she was happy too—happy because she +was walking with <i>him</i>, "Jarback" Temple, whom no girl had even +thought about. A certain secret well-spring of fancy that had seemed +dry welled up in him sparklingly again.</p> + +<p>Through the summer weeks the odd courtship went on. Roger talked to +her as he had never talked to anyone. He did not find it in the least +hard to talk to her, though her necessity of watching his face so +closely while he talked bothered him occasionally. He felt that her +intent gaze was reading his soul as well as his lips. She never talked +much herself; what she did say she spoke so low that it was hardly +above a whisper, but she had a voice as lovely as her face—sweet, +cadenced, haunting. Roger was quite mad about her, and he was horribly +afraid that he could never get up enough courage to ask her to marry +him. And he was afraid that if he did, she would never consent. In +spite of her shy, eager welcomes he could not believe she could care +for him—for <i>him</i>. She liked him, she was sorry for him, but it was +unthinkable that she, white, exquisite Lilith, could marry him and sit +at his table and his hearth. He was a fool to dream of it.</p> + +<p>To the existence of romance and glamour in which he lived, no gossip +of the countryside penetrated. Yet much gossip there was, and at last +it came blundering in on Roger to destroy his fairy world a second +time. He came downstairs one night in the twilight, ready to go to +Lilith. His aunt and an old crony were talking in the kitchen; the +crony was old, and Catherine, supposing Roger was out of the house, +was talking loudly in that horrible voice of hers with still more +horrible zest and satisfaction.</p> + +<p>"Yes, I'm guessing it'll be a match as ye say. Oh the b'y's doing +well. He ain't for every market, as I'm bound to admit. Ef she wan't +deaf she wouldn't look at him, no doubt. But she has scads of +money—they won't need to do a tap of work unless they like—and she's +a good housekeeper too her aunt tells me. She's pretty enough to suit +him—he's as particular as never was—and he wan't crooked and she +wan't deaf when they was born, so it's likely their children will be +all right. I'm that proud when I think of the match."</p> + +<p>Roger fled out of the house, white of face and sick of heart. He went, +not to the bay shore, but to Isabel Temple's grave. He had never been +there since the night when he had rescued Lilith, but now he rushed to +it in his new agony. His aunt's horrible practicalities had filled him +with disgust—they dragged his love in the dust of sordid things. And +Lilith was rich; he had never known that—never suspected it. He could +never ask her to marry him now; he must never see her again. For the +second time he had lost her, and this second losing could not be +borne.</p> + +<p>He sat down on the big boulder by the grave and dropped his poor grey +face in his hands, moaning in anguish. Nothing was left him, not even +dreams. He hoped he could soon die.</p> + +<p>He did not know how long he sat there—he did not know when she came. +But when he lifted his miserable eyes, he saw her, sitting just a +little way from him on the big stone and looking at him with something +in her face that made his heart beat madly. He forgot Aunt Catherine's +sacrilege—he forgot that he was a presumptuous fool. He bent forward +and kissed her lips for the first time. The wonder of it loosed his +bound tongue.</p> + +<p>"Lilith," he gasped, "I love you."</p> + +<p>She put her hand into his and nestled closer to him.</p> + +<p>"I thought you would have told me that long ago," she said.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="Uncle_Richards_New_Years_Dinner" id="Uncle_Richards_New_Years_Dinner"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>Uncle Richard's New Year's Dinner<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>Prissy Baker was in Oscar Miller's store New Year's morning, buying +matches—for New Year's was not kept as a business holiday in +Quincy—when her uncle, Richard Baker, came in. He did not look at +Prissy, nor did she wish him a happy New Year; she would not have +dared. Uncle Richard had not been on speaking terms with her or her +father, his only brother, for eight years.</p> + +<p>He was a big, ruddy, prosperous-looking man—an uncle to be proud of, +Prissy thought wistfully, if only he were like other people's uncles, +or, indeed, like what he used to be himself. He was the only uncle +Prissy had, and when she had been a little girl they had been great +friends; but that was before the quarrel, in which Prissy had had no +share, to be sure, although Uncle Richard seemed to include her in his +rancour.</p> + +<p>Richard Baker, so he informed Mr. Miller, was on his way to Navarre +with a load of pork.</p> + +<p>"I didn't intend going over until the afternoon," he said, "but Joe +Hemming sent word yesterday he wouldn't be buying pork after twelve +today. So I have to tote my hogs over at once. I don't care about +doing business New Year's morning."</p> + +<p>"Should think New Year's would be pretty much the same as any other +day to you," said Mr. Miller, for Richard Baker was a bachelor, with +only old Mrs. Janeway to keep house for him.</p> + +<p>"Well, I always like a good dinner on New Year's," said Richard Baker. +"It's about the only way I can celebrate. Mrs. Janeway wanted to spend +the day with her son's family over at Oriental, so I was laying out to +cook my own dinner. I got everything ready in the pantry last night, +'fore I got word about the pork. I won't get back from Navarre before +one o'clock, so I reckon I'll have to put up with a cold bite."</p> + +<p>After her Uncle Richard had driven away, Prissy walked thoughtfully +home. She had planned to spend a nice, lazy holiday with the new book +her father had given her at Christmas and a box of candy. She did not +even mean to cook a dinner, for her father had had to go to town that +morning to meet a friend and would be gone the whole day. There was +nobody else to cook dinner for. Prissy's mother had died when Prissy +was a baby. She was her father's housekeeper, and they had jolly times +together.</p> + +<p>But as she walked home, she could not help thinking about Uncle +Richard. He would certainly have cold New Year cheer, enough to chill +the whole coming year. She felt sorry for him, picturing him returning +from Navarre, cold and hungry, to find a fireless house and an +uncooked dinner in the pantry.</p> + +<p>Suddenly an idea popped into Prissy's head. Dared she? Oh, she never +could! But he would never know—there would be plenty of time—she +would!</p> + +<p>Prissy hurried home, put her matches away, took a regretful peep at +her unopened book, then locked the door and started up the road to +Uncle Richard's house half a mile away. She meant to go and cook Uncle +Richard's dinner for him, get it all beautifully ready, then slip away +before he came home. He would never suspect her of it. Prissy would +not have him suspect for the world; she thought he would be more +likely to throw a dinner of her cooking out of doors than to eat it.</p> + +<p>Eight years before this, when Prissy had been nine years old, Richard +and Irving Baker had quarrelled over the division of a piece of +property. The fault had been mainly on Richard's side, and that very +fact made him all the more unrelenting and stubborn. He had never +spoken to his brother since, and he declared he never would. Prissy +and her father felt very badly over it, but Uncle Richard did not seem +to feel badly at all. To all appearance he had completely forgotten +that there were such people in the world as his brother Irving and his +niece Prissy.</p> + +<p>Prissy had no trouble in breaking into Uncle Richard's house, for the +woodshed door was unfastened. She tripped into the hostile kitchen +with rosy cheeks and mischief sparkling in her eyes. This was an +adventure—this was fun! She would tell her father all about it when +he came home at night and what a laugh they would have!</p> + +<p>There was still a good fire in the stove, and in the pantry Prissy +found the dinner in its raw state—a fine roast of fresh pork, +potatoes, cabbage, turnips and the ingredients of a raisin pudding, +for Richard Baker was fond of raisin puddings, and could make them as +well as Mrs. Janeway could, if that was anything to boast of.</p> + +<p>In a short time the kitchen was full of bubbling and hissings and +appetizing odours. Prissy enjoyed herself hugely, and the raisin +pudding, which she rather doubtfully mixed up, behaved itself +beautifully.</p> + +<p>"Uncle Richard said he'd be home by one," said Prissy to herself, as +the clock struck twelve, "so I'll set the table now, dish up the +dinner, and leave it where it will keep warm until he gets here. Then +I'll slip away home. I'd like to see his face when he steps in. I +suppose he'll think one of the Jenner girls across the street has +cooked his dinner."</p> + +<p>Prissy soon had the table set, and she was just peppering the turnips +when a gruff voice behind her said:</p> + +<p>"Well, well, what does this mean?"</p> + +<p>Prissy whirled around as if she had been shot, and there stood Uncle +Richard in the woodshed door!</p> + +<p>Poor Prissy! She could not have looked or felt more guilty if Uncle +Richard had caught her robbing his desk. She did not drop the turnips +for a wonder; but she was too confused to set them down, so she stood +there holding them, her face crimson, her heart thumping, and a +horrible choking in her throat.</p> + +<p>"I—I—came up to cook your dinner for you, Uncle Richard," she +stammered. "I heard you say—in the store—that Mrs. Janeway had gone +home and that you had nobody to cook your New Year's dinner for you. +So I thought I'd come and do it, but I meant to slip away before you +came home."</p> + +<p>Poor Prissy felt that she would never get to the end of her +explanation. Would Uncle Richard be angry? Would he order her from the +house?</p> + +<p>"It was very kind of you," said Uncle Richard drily. "It's a wonder +your father let you come."</p> + +<p>"Father was not home, but I am sure he would not have prevented me if +he had been. Father has no hard feelings against you, Uncle Richard."</p> + +<p>"Humph!" said Uncle Richard. "Well, since you've cooked the dinner you +must stop and help me eat it. It smells good, I must say. Mrs. Janeway +always burns pork when she roasts it. Sit down, Prissy. I'm hungry."</p> + +<p>They sat down. Prissy felt quite giddy and breathless, and could +hardly eat for excitement; but Uncle Richard had evidently brought +home a good appetite from Navarre, and he did full justice to his New +Year's dinner. He talked to Prissy too, quite kindly and politely, and +when the meal was over he said slowly:</p> + +<p>"I'm much obliged to you, Prissy, and I don't mind owning to you that +I'm sorry for my share in the quarrel, and have wanted for a long time +to be friends with your father again, but I was too ashamed and proud +to make the first advance. You can tell him so for me, if you like. +And if he's willing to let bygones be bygones, tell him I'd like him +to come up here with you tonight when he gets home and spend the +evening with me."</p> + +<p>"Oh, he will come, I know!" cried Prissy joyfully. "He has felt so +badly about not being friendly with you, Uncle Richard. I'm as glad as +can be."</p> + +<p>Prissy ran impulsively around the table and kissed Uncle Richard. He +looked up at his tall, girlish niece with a smile of pleasure.</p> + +<p>"You're a good girl, Prissy, and a kind-hearted one too, or you'd +never have come up here to cook a dinner for a crabbed old uncle who +deserved to eat cold dinners for his stubbornness. It made me cross +today when folks wished me a happy New Year. It seemed like mockery +when I hadn't a soul belonging to me to make it happy. But it has +brought me happiness already, and I believe it will be a happy year +all the way through."</p> + +<p>"Indeed it will!" laughed Prissy. "I'm so happy now I could sing. I +believe it was an inspiration—my idea of coming up here to cook your +dinner for you."</p> + +<p>"You must promise to come and cook my New Year's dinner for me every +New Year we live near enough together," said Uncle Richard.</p> + +<p>And Prissy promised.</p> + +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<br /> +<a name="White_Magic" id="White_Magic"></a><hr /> +<br /> + +<h2>White Magic<span class="totoc"><a href="#toc">[ToC]</a></span></h2> +<br /> + +<p>One September afternoon in the year of grace 1840 Avery and Janet +Sparhallow were picking apples in their Uncle Daniel Sparhallow's big +orchard. It was an afternoon of mellow sunshine; about them, beyond +the orchard, were old harvest fields, mellowly bright and serene, and +beyond the fields the sapphire curve of the St. Lawrence Gulf was +visible through the groves of spruce and birch. There was a soft +whisper of wind in the trees, and the pale purple asters that +feathered the orchard grass swayed gently towards each other. Janet +Sparhallow, who loved the outdoor world and its beauty, was, for the +time being at least, very happy, as her little brown face, with its +fine, satiny skin, plainly showed. Avery Sparhallow did not seem so +happy. She worked rather abstractedly and frowned oftener than she +smiled.</p> + +<p>Avery Sparhallow was conceded to be a beauty, and had no rival in +Burnley Beach. She was very pretty, with the obvious, indisputable +prettiness of rich black hair, vivid, certain colour, and laughing, +brilliant eyes. Nobody ever called Janet a beauty, or even thought her +pretty. She was only seventeen—five years younger than Avery—and was +rather lanky and weedy, with a rope of straight dark-brown hair, long, +narrow, shining brown eyes and very black lashes, and a crooked, +clever little mouth. She had visitations of beauty when excited, +because then she flushed deeply, and colour made all the difference in +the world to her; but she had never happened to look in the glass when +excited, so that she had never seen herself beautiful; and hardly +anybody else had ever seen her so, because she was always too shy and +awkward and tongue-tied in company to feel excited over anything. Yet +very little could bring that transforming flush to her face: a wind +off the gulf, a sudden glimpse of blue upland, a flame-red poppy, a +baby's laugh, a certain footstep. As for Avery Sparhallow, she never +got excited over anything—not even her wedding dress, which had come +from Charlottetown that day, and was incomparably beyond anything that +had ever been seen in Burnley Beach before. For it was made of an +apple-green silk, sprayed over with tiny rosebuds, which had been +specially sent for to England, where Aunt Matilda Sparhallow had a +brother in the silk trade. Avery Sparhallow's wedding dress was making +far more of a sensation in Burnley Beach than her wedding itself was +making. For Randall Burnley had been dangling after her for three +years, and everybody knew that there was nobody for a Sparhallow to +marry except a Burnley and nobody for a Burnley to marry except a +Sparhallow.</p> + +<p>"Only one silk dress—and I want a dozen," Avery had said scornfully.</p> + +<p>"What would you do with a dozen silk dresses on a farm?" Janet asked +wonderingly.</p> + +<p>"Oh—what indeed?" agreed Avery, with an impatient laugh.</p> + +<p>"Randall will think just as much of you in drugget as in silk," said +Janet, meaning to comfort.</p> + +<p>Again Avery laughed.</p> + +<p>"That is true. Randall never notices what a woman has on. I like a man +who does notice—and tells me about it. I like a man who likes me +better in silk than in drugget. I will wear this rosebud silk when I'm +married, and it will be supposed to last me the rest of my life and be +worn on all state occasions, and in time become an heirloom like Aunt +Matilda's hideous blue satin. I want a new silk dress every month."</p> + +<p>Janet paid little attention to this kind of raving. Avery had always +been more or less discontented. She would be contented enough after +she was married. Nobody could be discontented who was Randall +Burnley's wife. Janet was sure of that.</p> + +<p>Janet liked picking apples; Avery did not like it; but Aunt Matilda +had decreed that the red apples should be picked that afternoon, and +Aunt Matilda's word was law at the Sparhallow farm, even for wilful +Avery. So they worked and talked as they worked—of Avery's wedding, +which was to be as soon as Bruce Gordon should arrive from Scotland.</p> + +<p>"I wonder what Bruce will be like," said Avery. "It is eight years +since he went home to Scotland. He was sixteen then—he will be +twenty-four now. He went away a boy—he will come back a man."</p> + +<p>"I don't remember much about him," said Janet. "I was only nine when +he went away. He used to tease me—I do remember that." There was a +little resentment in her voice. Janet had never liked being teased. +Avery laughed.</p> + +<p>"You were so touchy, Janet. Touchy people always get teased. Bruce was +very handsome—and as nice as he was handsome. Those two years he was +here were the nicest, gayest time I ever had. I wish he had stayed in +Canada. But of course he wouldn't do that. His father was a rich man +and Bruce was ambitious. Oh, Janet, I wish I could live in the old +land. That would be life."</p> + +<p>Janet had heard all this before and could not understand it. She had +no hankering for either Scotland or England. She loved the new land +and its wild, virgin beauty. She yearned to the future, never to the +past.</p> + +<p>"I'm tired of Burnley Beach," Avery went on passionately, shaking +apples wildly off a laden bough by way of emphasis. "I know all the +people—what they are—what they can be. It's like reading a book for +the twentieth time. I know where I was born and who I'll marry—and +where I'll be buried. That's knowing too much. All my days will be +alike when I marry Randall. There will never be anything unexpected or +surprising about them. I tell you Janet," Avery seized another bough +and shook it with a vengeance, "I hate the very thought of it."</p> + +<p>"The thought of—what?" said Janet in bewilderment.</p> + +<p>"Of marrying Randall Burnley—or marrying anybody down here—and +settling down on a farm for life."</p> + +<p>Then Avery sat down on the rung of her ladder and laughed at Janet's +face.</p> + +<p>"You look stunned, Janet. Did you really think I wanted to marry +Randall?"</p> + +<p>Janet was stunned, and she did think that. How could any girl not want +to marry Randall Burnley if she had the chance?</p> + +<p>"Don't you love him?" she asked stupidly.</p> + +<p>Avery bit into a nut-sweet apple.</p> + +<p>"No," she said frankly. "Oh, I don't hate him, of course. I like him +well enough. I like him very well. But we'll quarrel all our lives."</p> + +<p>"Then what are you marrying him for?" asked Janet.</p> + +<p>"Why, I'm getting on—twenty-two—all the girls of my age are married +already. I won't be an old maid, and there's nobody but Randall. +Nobody good enough for a Sparhallow, that is. You wouldn't want me to +marry Ned Adams or John Buchanan, would you?"</p> + +<p>"No," said Janet, who had her full share of the Sparhallow pride.</p> + +<p>"Well, then, of course I must marry Randall. That's settled and +there's no use making faces over the notion. I'm not making faces, but +I'm tired of hearing you talk as if you thought I adored him and must +be in the seventh heaven because I was going to marry him, you +romantic child."</p> + +<p>"Does Randall know you feel like this?" asked Janet in a low tone.</p> + +<p>"No. Randall is like all men—vain and self-satisfied—and believes +I'm crazy about him. It's just as well to let him think so, until +we're safely married anyhow. Randall has some romantic notions too, +and I'm not sure that he'd marry me if he knew, in spite of his three +years' devotion. And I have no intention of being jilted three weeks +before my wedding day."</p> + +<p>Avery laughed again, and tossed away the core of her apple.</p> + +<p>Janet, who had been very pale, went crimson and lovely. She could not +endure hearing Randall criticized. "Vain and self-satisfied"—when +there was never a man less so! She was horrified to feel that she +almost hated Avery—Avery who did not love Randall.</p> + +<p>"What a pity Randall didn't take a fancy to you instead of me, Janet," +said Avery teasingly. "Wouldn't you like to marry him, Janet? Wouldn't +you now?"</p> + +<p>"No," cried Janet angrily. "I just like Randall, I've liked him ever +since that day when I was a little thing and he came here and saved me +from being shut up all day in that dreadful dark closet because I +broke Aunt Matilda's blue cup—when I hadn't meant to break it. He +wouldn't let her shut me up! He is like that—he understands! I want +you to marry him because he wants you, and it isn't fair that +you—that you—"</p> + +<p>"Nothing is fair in this world, child. Is it fair that I, who am so +pretty—you know I am pretty, Janet—and who love life and excitement, +should have to be buried on a P.E. Island farm all my days? Or else be +an old maid because a Sparhallow mustn't marry beneath her? Come, +Janet, don't look so woebegone. I wouldn't have told you if I'd +thought you'd take it so much to heart. I'll be a good wife to +Randall, never fear, and I'll keep him up to the notch of prosperity +much better than if I thought him a little lower than the angels. It +doesn't do to think a man perfection, Janet, because he thinks so too, +and when he finds someone who agrees with him he is inclined to rest +on his oars."</p> + +<p>"At any rate, you don't care for anyone else," said Janet hopefully.</p> + +<p>"Not I. I like Randall as well as I like anybody."</p> + +<p>"Randall won't be satisfied with that," muttered Janet. But Avery did +not hear her, having picked up her basket of apples and gone. Janet +sat down on the lower rung of the ladder and gave herself up to an +unpleasant reverie. Oh, how the world had changed in half an hour! She +had never been so worried in her life. She was so fond of Randall—she +had always been fond of him—why, he was just like a brother to her! +She couldn't possibly love a brother more. And Avery was going to hurt +him; it would hurt him horribly when he found out she did not love +him. Janet could not bear the thought of Randall being hurt; it made +her fairly savage. He must not be hurt—Avery must love him. Janet +could not understand why she did not.</p> + +<p>Surely everyone must love Randall. It had never occurred to Janet to +ask herself, as Avery had asked, if she would like to marry Randall. +Randall could never fancy her—a little plain, brown thing, only half +grown. Nobody could think of her beside beautiful, rose-faced Avery. +Janet accepted this fact unquestioningly. She had never been jealous. +She only felt that she wanted Randall to have everything he wanted—to +be perfectly happy. Why, it would be dreadful if he did not marry +Avery—if he went and married some other girl. She would never see +him then, never have any more delightful talks with him about all the +things they both loved so much—winds and delicate dawns, mysterious +woods in moonlight and starry midnights, silver-white sails going out +of the harbour in the magic of morning, and the grey of gulf storms. +There would be nothing in life; it would just be one great, unbearable +emptiness; for she, herself, would never marry. There was nobody for +her to marry—and she didn't care. If she could have Randall for a +real brother, she would not mind a bit being an old maid. And there +was that beautiful new frame house Randall had built for his bride, +which she, Janet, had helped him build, because Avery would not +condescend to details of pantry and linen closet and cupboards. Janet +and Randall had had such fun over the cupboards. No stranger must ever +come to be mistress of that house. Randall must marry Avery, and she +must love him. Could anything be done to make her love him?</p> + +<p>"I believe I'll go and see Granny Thomas," said Janet desperately.</p> + +<p>She thought this was a silly idea, but it still haunted her and would +not be shaken off. Granny Thomas was a very old woman who lived at +Burnley Cove and was reputed to be something of a witch. That is, +people who were not Sparhallows or Burnleys gave her that name. +Sparhallows or Burnleys, of course, were above believing in such +nonsense. Janet was above believing it; but still—the sailors along +shore were careful to "keep on the good side" of Granny Thomas, lest +she brew an unfavourable wind for them, and there was much talk of +love potions. Janet knew that people said Peggy Buchanan would never +have got Jack McLeod if Granny had not given her a love potion. Jack +had never looked at Peggy, though she was after him for years; and +then, all at once, he was quite mad about her—and married her—and +wore her life out with jealousy. And Peggy, the homeliest of all the +Buchanan girls! There must be something in it. Janet made a sudden +desperate resolve. She would go to Granny and ask her for a love +potion to make Avery love Randall. If Granny couldn't do any good, she +couldn't do any harm. Janet was a little afraid of her, and had never +been near her house, but what wouldn't she do for Randall?</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Janet never lost much time in carrying out any resolution she made. +The next afternoon she slipped away to visit Granny Thomas. She put on +her longest dress and did her hair up for the first time. Granny must +not think her a child. She rowed herself down the long pond to the row +of golden-brown sand dunes that parted it from the gulf. It was a +wonderful autumn day. There were wild growths and colours and scents +in sweet procession all around the pond. Every curve in it revealed +some little whim of loveliness. On the left bank, in a grove of birch, +was Randall's new house, waiting to be sanctified by love and joy and +birth. Janet loved to be alone thus with the delightful day. She was +sorry when she had walked over the stretch of windy weedy sea fields +and reached Granny's little tumbledown house at the Cove—sorry and a +little frightened as well. But only a little; there was good stuff in +Janet; she lifted the latch boldly and walked in when Granny bade. +Granny was curled up on a stool by her fireplace, and if ever anybody +did look like a witch, she did. She waved her pipe at another stool, +and Janet sat down, gazing a little curiously at Granny, whom she had +never seen at such close quarters before.</p> + +<p>Will I look like that when I am very old? she thought, beholding +Granny's wizened, marvellously wrinkled face. I wonder if anybody will +be sorry when you die.</p> + +<p>"Staring wasn't thought good manners in my time," said Granny. Then, +as Janet blushed crimson under the rebuke, she added, "Keep red like +that instead o' white, and you won't need no love ointment."</p> + +<p>Janet felt a little cold thrill. How did Granny know what she had come +for? Was she a real witch after all? For a moment she wished she +hadn't come. Perhaps it was not right to tamper with the powers of +darkness. Peggy Buchanan was notoriously unhappy. If Janet had known +how to get herself away, she would have gone without asking for +anything.</p> + +<p>Then a sound came from the lean-to behind the house.</p> + +<p>"S-s-h. I hear the devil grunting like a pig," muttered Granny, +looking very impish.</p> + +<p>But Janet smiled a little contemptuously. She knew it was a pig and no +devil. Granny Thomas was only an old fraud. Her awe passed away and +left her cool Sparhallow.</p> + +<p>"Can you," she said with her own directness, "make a—a person care +for another person—care—very much?"</p> + +<p>Granny removed her pipe and chuckled.</p> + +<p>"What you want is toad ointment," she said.</p> + +<p>Toad ointment! Janet shuddered. That did not sound very nice. Granny +noticed the shudder.</p> + +<p>"Nothing like it," she said, nodding her crone-like old grey head. +"There's other things, but noan so sure. Put a li'l bit—oh, such a +li'l bit—on his eyelids, and he's yourn for life. You need something +powerful—you're noan so pretty—only when you're blushing."</p> + +<p>Janet was blushing again. So Granny thought she wanted the charm for +herself! Well, what did it matter? Randall was the only one to be +considered.</p> + +<p>"Is it very—expensive?" she faltered. She had not much money. Money +was no plentiful thing on a P.E.I. farm in 1840.</p> + +<p>"Oh, noa—oh, noa," Granny leered. "I don't sell it. I gives it. I +like to see young folks happy. You don't need much, as I've said—just +a li'l smootch and you'll have your man, and send old Granny a bite o' +the wedding cake and fig o' baccy for luck, and a bid to the fir-r-st +christening! Doan't forget that, dearie."</p> + +<p>Janet was cold again with anger. She hated old Granny Thomas. She +would never come near her again.</p> + +<p>"I'd rather pay you its worth," she said coldly.</p> + +<p>"You couldn't, dearie. What money could be eno' for such a treasure? +But that's the Sparhallow pride. Well, go, see if the Sparhallow pride +and the Sparhallow money will buy you your lad's love."</p> + +<p>Granny looked so angry that Janet hastened to appease her.</p> + +<p>"Oh, please forgive me—I meant no offence. Only—it must have cost +you much trouble to make it."</p> + +<p>Granny chuckled again. She was vastly pleased to see a Sparhallow +suing to her—a Sparhallow!</p> + +<p>"Toads am cheap," she said. "It's all in the knowing how and the time +o' the moon. Here, take this li'l pill box—there's eno' in it—and +put a li'l bit on his eyelids when you've getten the chance—and when +he looks at you, he'll love you. Mind you, though, that he looks at no +other first—it's the first one he sees that he'll love. That's the +way it works."</p> + +<p>"Thank you." Janet took the little box. She wished she dared to go at +once. But perhaps this would anger Granny. Granny looked at her with a +twinkle in her little, incredibly old eyes.</p> + +<p>"Be off," she said. "You're in a hurry to go—you're as proud as any +of the proud Sparhallows. But I bear you no grudge. I likes proud +people—when they have to come to me to get help."</p> + +<p>Janet found herself outside with a relieved heart in her bosom and her +little box in her hand. For a moment she was tempted to throw it away. +But no—Randall would be so unhappy if he found out Avery didn't love +him! She would try the ointment at least—she would try to forget +about the toads and not let herself think how it was made—something +might come of it.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>Janet hurried home along the shore, where a silvery wave broke in a +little lovely silvery curve on the sand. She was so happy that her +cheeks burned, and Randall Burnley, who was sitting on the edge of her +flat when she reached the pond, looked at her with admiration. Janet +dropped her box into her pocket stealthily when she saw him. What with +her guilty secret, she hardly knew whether she was glad or not when +he said he was going to row her up the pond.</p> + +<p>"I saw you go down an hour ago and I've been waiting ever since," he +said. "Where have you been?"</p> + +<p>"Oh—I just—wanted a walk—this lovely day," said Janet miserably. +She felt that she was telling an untruth and this hurt her +horribly—especially when it was to Randall. This was what came of +truck with witches—you were led into falsehood and deception +straightaway. Again Janet was tempted to drop Granny's pill box into +the depths of Burnley Pond—and again she decided not to because she +saw Randall Burnley's deep-set, blue-grey eyes, that could look tender +or sorrowful or passionate or whimsical as he willed, and thought how +they would look when he found Avery did not love him.</p> + +<p>So Janet drowned the voice of conscience and was brazenly happy—happy +because Randall Burnley rowed her up the pond—happy because he walked +halfway home with her over the autumnal fields—happy because he +talked of the day and the sea and the golden weather, as only Randall +could talk. But she thought she was happy because she had in her +pocket what might make Avery love him.</p> + +<p>Randall went as far as the stile in the birch wood between the Burnley +and the Sparhallow land—and he kept her there talking for another +half-hour—and though he talked only of a book he had read and a new +puppy he was training, Janet listened with her soul in her ears. She +talked too—quite freely; she was never in the least shy or +tongue-tied or awkward in Randall's company. There she was always at +her best, with a delightful feeling of being understood. She wondered +if he noticed she had her hair done up. Her eyes shone and her brown +face was full of rosy, kissable hues. When he finally turned away +homeward, life went flat. Janet decided she was very tired after her +long walk and her trying interview. But it did not matter, since she +had her love potion. That was so much nicer a name than toad ointment.</p> + +<p>That night Janet rubbed mutton tallow on her hands. She had never done +that before—she had thought it vain and foolish—though Avery did it +every night. But that afternoon on the pond Randall had said something +about the beautiful shape of her pretty slender hands. He had never +paid her a compliment before. Her hands were brown and a little +hard—not soft and white like Avery's. So Janet resorted to the mutton +tallow. If one had a scrap of beauty, if only in one's hands, one +might as well take care of it.</p> + +<p>Having got her ointment, the next thing was to make use of it. This +was not so easy—because, in the first place, it must not be done when +there was any danger of Avery's seeing some other than Randall +first—and it must be done without Avery's knowing it. The two +problems combined were almost too much for Janet. She bided her chance +like a watchful cat—but it did not come. Two weeks went by and it had +not come. Janet was getting very desperate. The wedding day was only a +week away. The bride's cake was made and the turkeys fattened. The +invitations were sent out. Janet's own bridesmaid dress was ready. And +still the little pill box in the till of Janet's blue chest was +unopened. She had never even opened it, lest virtue escape.</p> + +<p>Then her chance came at last, unexpectedly. One evening at dusk, when +Janet was crossing the little dark upstairs hall, Aunt Matilda called +up to her.</p> + +<p>"Janet, send Avery down. There is a young man wanting to see her."</p> + +<p>Aunt Matilda was laughing a little—as she always did when Randall +came. It was a habit with her, hanging over from the early days of +Randall's courtship. Janet went on into their room to tell Avery. And +lo, Avery was lying asleep on her bed, tired out from her busy day. +Janet, after one glance, flew to her chest. She took out her pill box +and opened it, a little fearfully. The toad ointment was there, dark +and unpleasant enough to view. Janet tiptoed breathlessly to the bed +and gingerly scraped the tip of her finger in the ointment.</p> + +<p>She said so little would be enough—oh, I hope I'm not doing wrong.</p> + +<p>Trembling with excitement, she brushed lightly the white lids of +Avery's eyes. Avery stirred and opened them. Janet guiltily thrust her +pill box behind her.</p> + +<p>"Randall is downstairs asking for you, Avery."</p> + +<p>Avery sat up, looking annoyed. She had not expected Randall that +evening and would greatly have preferred a continuance of her nap. She +went down crossly enough, but looking very lovely, flushed from sleep. +Janet stood in their room, clasping her cold hands nervously over her +breast. Would the charm work? Oh, she must know—she must know. She +could not wait. After a few moments that seemed like years she crept +down the stairs and out into the dusk of the June-warm September +night. Like a shadow she slipped up to the open parlour window and +looked cautiously in between the white muslin curtains. The next +minute she had fallen on her knees in the mint bed. She wished she +could die then and there.</p> + +<p>The young man in the parlour was not Randall Burnley. He was dark and +smart and handsome; he was sitting on the sofa by Avery's side, +holding her hands in his, smiling into her rosy, delighted, excited +face. And he was Bruce Gordon—no doubt of that. Bruce Gordon, the +expected cousin from Scotland!</p> + +<p>"Oh, what have I done? What have I done?" moaned poor Janet, wringing +her hands. She had seen Avery's face quite plainly—had seen the look +in her eyes. Avery had never looked at Randall Burnley like that. +Granny Thomas' abominable ointment had worked all right—and Avery had +fallen in love with the wrong man.</p> + +<p>Janet, cold with horror and remorse, dragged herself up to the window +again and listened. She must know—she must be sure. She could hear +only a word here and there, but that word was enough.</p> + +<p>"I thought you promised to wait for me, Avery," Bruce said +reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"You were so long in coming back—I thought you had forgotten me," +cried Avery.</p> + +<p>"I think I did forget a little, Avery. I was such a boy. But +now—well, thank Heaven, I haven't come too late."</p> + +<p>There was a silence, and shameless Janet, peering above the window +sill, saw what she saw. It was enough. She crept away upstairs to her +room. She was lying there across the bed when Avery swept in—a +splendid, transfigured Avery, flushed triumphant. Janet sat up, +pallid, tear-stained, and looked at her.</p> + +<p>"Janet," said Avery, "I am going to marry Bruce Gordon next Wednesday +night instead of Randall Burnley."</p> + +<p>Janet sprang forward and caught Avery's hand.</p> + +<p>"You must not," she cried wildly. "It's all my fault—oh, if I could +only die—I got the love ointment from Granny Thomas to rub on your +eyes to make you love the first man you would see. I meant it to be +Randall—I thought it was Randall—oh, Avery!"</p> + +<p>Avery had been listening, between amazement and anger. Now anger +mastered amazement.</p> + +<p>"Janet Sparhallow," she cried, "are you crazy? Or do you mean that you +went to Granny Thomas—you, a Sparhallow!—and asked her for a love +philtre to make me love Randall Burnley?"</p> + +<p>"I didn't tell her it was for you—she thought I wanted it for +myself," moaned Janet. "Oh, we must undo it—I'll go to her again—no +doubt she knows of some way to undo the spell—"</p> + +<p>Avery, whose rages never lasted long, threw back her dark head and +laughed ringingly.</p> + +<p>"Janet Sparhallow, you talk as if you lived in the dark ages! The idea +of supposing that horrid old woman could give you love philtres! Why, +girl, I've always loved Bruce—always. But I thought he'd forgotten +me. And tonight when he came I found he hadn't. There's the whole +thing in a nutshell. I'm going to marry him and go home with him to +Scotland."</p> + +<p>"And what about Randall?" said Janet, corpse-white.</p> + +<p>"Oh, Randall—pooh! Do you suppose I'm worrying about Randall? But +you must go to him tomorrow and tell him for me, Janet."</p> + +<p>"I will not—I will not."</p> + +<p>"Then I'll tell him myself—and I'll tell him about you going to +Granny," said Avery cruelly. "Janet, don't stand there looking like +that. I've no patience with you. I shall be perfectly happy with +Bruce—I would have been miserable with Randall. I know I shan't sleep +a wink tonight—I'm so excited. Why, Janet, I'll be Mrs. Gordon of +Gordon Brae—and I'll have everything heart can desire and the man of +my heart to boot. What has lanky Randall Burnley with his little +six-roomed house to set against that?"</p> + +<p>If Avery did not sleep, neither did Janet. She lay awake till dawn, +suffering such misery as she had never endured in her life before. She +knew she must go to Randall Burnley tomorrow and break his heart. If +she did not, Avery would tell him—tell him what Janet had done. And +he must not know that—he must not. Janet could not bear that thought.</p> + +<br /> +<hr style='width: 15%;' /> +<br /> + +<p>It was a pallid, dull-eyed Janet who went through the birch wood to +the Burnley farm next afternoon, leaving behind her an excited +household where the sudden change of bridegrooms, as announced by +Avery, had rather upset everybody. Janet found Randall working in the +garden of his new house—setting out rosebushes for Avery—Avery, who +was to jilt him at the very altar, so to speak. He came over to open +the gate for Janet, smiling his dear smile. It was a dear smile—Janet +caught her breath over the dearness of it—and she was going to blot +it off his face.</p> + +<p>She spoke out, with plainness and directness. When you had to deal a +mortal blow, why try to lighten it?</p> + +<p>"Avery sent me to tell you that she is going to marry Bruce Gordon +instead of you. He came last night—and she says that she has always +liked him best."</p> + +<p>A very curious change came over Randall's face—but not the change +Janet had expected to see. Instead of turning pale Randall flushed; +and instead of a sharp cry of pain and incredulity, Randall said in no +uncertain tones, "Thank God!"</p> + +<p>Janet wondered if she were dreaming. Granny Thomas' love potion seemed +to have turned the world upside down. For Randall's arms were about +her and Randall was pressing his lean bronzed cheek to hers and +Randall was saying:</p> + +<p>"Now I can tell you, Janet, how much I love you."</p> + +<p>"Me? Me!" choked Janet.</p> + +<p>"You. Why, you're in the very core of my heart, girl. Don't tell me +you can't love me—you can—you must—why, Janet," for his eyes had +caught and locked with hers for a minute, "you do!"</p> + +<p>There were five minutes about which nobody can tell anything, for even +Randall and Janet never knew clearly just what happened in those five +minutes. Then Janet, feeling somehow as if she had died and then come +back to life, found her tongue.</p> + +<p>"Three years ago you came courting Avery," she said reproachfully.</p> + +<p>"Three years ago you were a child. I did not think about you. I wanted +a wife—and Avery was pretty. I thought I was in love with her. Then +you grew up all at once—and we were such good friends—I never could +talk to Avery—she wasn't interested in anything I said—and you have +eyes that catch a man—I've always thought of your eyes. But I was +honour-bound to Avery—I didn't dream you cared. You must marry me +next Wednesday, Janet—we'll have a double wedding. You won't +mind—being married—so soon?"</p> + +<p>"Oh, no—I won't—mind," said Janet dazedly. "Only—oh, Randall—I +must tell you—I didn't mean to tell you—I'd have rather died—but +now—I must tell you about it now—because I can't bear anything +hidden between us. I went to old Granny Thomas—and got a love +ointment from her—to make Avery love you, because I knew she +didn't—and I wanted you to be happy—Randall, don't—I can't talk +when you do that! Do you think Granny's ointment could have made her +care for Bruce?"</p> + +<p>Randall laughed—the little, low laugh of the triumphant lover.</p> + +<p>"If it did, I'm glad of it. But I need no such ointment on my eyes to +make me love you—you carry your philtre in that elfin little face of +yours, Janet."</p> + + + + + + + + + +<pre> + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1909 to 1922, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24878-h.htm or 24878-h.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24878/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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You may copy it, give it away or +re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included +with this eBook or online at www.gutenberg.org + + +Title: Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + +Author: Lucy Maud Montgomery + +Release Date: March 19, 2008 [EBook #24878] + +Language: English + +Character set encoding: ASCII + +*** START OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + + + + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + + + + + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + +Lucy Maud Montgomery was born at Clifton (now New London), Prince +Edward Island, Canada, on November 30, 1874. She achieved +international fame in her lifetime, putting Prince Edward Island and +Canada on the world literary map. Best known for her "Anne of Green +Gables" books, she was also a prolific writer of short stories and +poetry. She published some 500 short stories and poems and twenty +novels before her death in 1942. The Project Gutenberg collection of +her short stories was gathered from numerous sources and is presented +in chronological publishing order: + +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1896 to 1901 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1902 to 1903 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1904 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1905 to 1906 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1907 to 1908 +Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, 1909 to 1922 + + + * * * * * + + + + +Short Stories 1909 to 1922 + + A Golden Wedding 1909 + A Redeeming Sacrifice 1909 + A Soul that Was Not At Home 1909 + Abel And His Great Adventure 1917 + Akin to Love 1909 + Aunt Philippa and the Men 1915 + Bessie's Doll 1914 + Charlotte's Ladies 1911 + Christmas at Red Butte 1909 + How We Went to the Wedding 1913 + Jessamine 1909 + Miss Sally's Letter 1910 + My Lady Jane 1915 + Robert Turner's Revenge 1909 + The Fillmore Elderberries 1909 + The Finished Story 1912 + The Garden of Spices 1918 + The Girl and the Photograph 1915 + The Gossip of Valley View 1910 + The Letters 1910 + The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse 1909 + The Little Black Doll 1909 + The Man on the Train 1914 + The Romance of Jedediah 1912 + The Tryst of the White Lady 1922 + Uncle Richard's New Year Dinner 1910 + White Magic 1921 + + + + +A Golden Wedding + + +The land dropped abruptly down from the gate, and a thick, shrubby +growth of young apple orchard almost hid the little weather-grey house +from the road. This was why the young man who opened the sagging gate +could not see that it was boarded up, and did not cease his cheerful +whistling until he had pressed through the crowding trees and found +himself almost on the sunken stone doorstep over which in olden days +honeysuckle had been wont to arch. Now only a few straggling, +uncared-for vines clung forlornly to the shingles, and the windows +were, as has been said, all boarded up. + +The whistle died on the young man's lips and an expression of blank +astonishment and dismay settled down on his face--a good, kindly, +honest face it was, although perhaps it did not betoken any pronounced +mental gifts on the part of its owner. + +"What can have happened?" he said to himself. "Uncle Tom and Aunt +Sally can't be dead--I'd have seen their deaths in the paper if they +was. And I'd a-thought if they'd moved away it'd been printed too. +They can't have been gone long--that flower-bed must have been made up +last spring. Well, this is a kind of setback for a fellow. Here I've +been tramping all the way from the station, a-thinking how good it +would be to see Aunt Sally's sweet old face again, and hear Uncle +Tom's laugh, and all I find is a boarded-up house going to seed. +S'pose I might as well toddle over to Stetsons' and inquire if they +haven't disappeared, too." + +He went through the old firs back of the lot and across the field to a +rather shabby house beyond. A cheery-faced woman answered his knock +and looked at him in a puzzled fashion. "Have you forgot me, Mrs. +Stetson? Don't you remember Lovell Stevens and how you used to give +him plum tarts when he'd bring your turkeys home?" + +Mrs. Stetson caught both his hands in a hearty clasp. + +"I guess I haven't forgotten!" she declared. "Well, well, and you're +Lovell! I think I ought to know your face, though you've changed a +lot. Fifteen years have made a big difference in you. Come right in. +Pa, this is Lovell--you mind Lovell, the boy Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom +had for years?" + +"Reckon I do," drawled Jonah Stetson with a friendly grin. "Ain't +likely to forget some of the capers you used to be cutting up. You've +filled out considerable. Where have you been for the last ten years? +Aunt Sally fretted a lot over you, thinking you was dead or gone to +the bad." + +Lovell's face clouded. + +"I know I ought to have written," he said repentantly, "but you know +I'm a terrible poor scholar, and I'd do most anything than try to +write a letter. But where's Uncle Tom and Aunt Sally gone? Surely they +ain't dead?" + +"No," said Jonah Stetson slowly, "no--but I guess they'd rather be. +They're in the poorhouse." + +"The poorhouse! Aunt Sally in the poorhouse!" exclaimed Lovell. + +"Yes, and it's a burning shame," declared Mrs. Stetson. "Aunt Sally's +just breaking her heart from the disgrace of it. But it didn't seem as +if it could be helped. Uncle Tom got so crippled with rheumatism he +couldn't work and Aunt Sally was too frail to do anything. They hadn't +any relations and there was a mortgage on the house." + +"There wasn't any when I went away." + +"No; they had to borrow money six years ago when Uncle Tom had his +first spell of rheumatic fever. This spring it was clear that there +was nothing for them but the poorhouse. They went three months ago and +terrible hard they took it, especially Aunt Sally, I felt awful about +it myself. Jonah and I would have took them if we could, but we just +couldn't--we've nothing but Jonah's wages and we have eight children +and not a bit of spare room. I go over to see Aunt Sally as often as I +can and take her some little thing, but I dunno's she wouldn't rather +not see anybody than see them in the poorhouse." + +Lovell weighed his hat in his hands and frowned over it reflectively. + +"Who owns the house now?" + +"Peter Townley. He held the mortgage. And all the old furniture was +sold too, and that most killed Aunt Sally. But do you know what she's +fretting over most of all? She and Uncle Tom will have been married +fifty years in a fortnight's time and Aunt Sally thinks it's awful to +have to spend their golden wedding anniversary in the poorhouse. She +talks about it all the time. You're not going, Lovell"--for Lovell had +risen--"you must stop with us, since your old home is closed up. We'll +scare you up a shakedown to sleep on and you're welcome as welcome. I +haven't forgot the time you caught Mary Ellen just as she was tumbling +into the well." + +"Thank you, I'll stay to tea," said Lovell, sitting down again, "but I +guess I'll make my headquarters up at the station hotel as long as I +stay round here. It's kind of more central." + +"Got on pretty well out west, hey?" queried Jonah. + +"Pretty well for a fellow who had nothing but his two hands to depend +on when he went out," said Lovell cautiously. "I've only been a +labouring man, of course, but I've saved up enough to start a little +store when I go back. That's why I came east for a trip now--before +I'd be tied down to business. I was hankering to see Aunt Sally and +Uncle Tom once more. I'll never forget how kind and good they was to +me. There I was, when Dad died, a little sinner of eleven, just +heading for destruction. They give me a home and all the schooling I +ever had and all the love I ever got. It was Aunt Sally's teachings +made as much a man of me as I am. I never forgot 'em and I've tried to +live up to 'em." + +After tea Lovell said he thought he'd stroll up the road and pay Peter +Townley a call. Jonah Stetson and his wife looked at each other when +he had gone. + +"Got something in his eye," nodded Jonah. "Him and Peter weren't never +much of friends." + +"Maybe Aunt Sally's bread is coming back to her after all," said his +wife. "People used to be hard on Lovell. But I always liked him and +I'm real glad he's turned out so well." + +Lovell came back to the Stetsons' the next evening. In the interval he +had seen Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom. The meeting had been both glad and +sad. Lovell had also seen other people. + +"I've bought Uncle Tom's old house from Peter Townley," he said +quietly, "and I want you folks to help me out with my plans. Uncle Tom +and Aunt Sally ain't going to spend their golden wedding in the +poorhouse--no, sir. They'll spend it in their own home with their old +friends about them. But they're not to know anything about it till the +very night. Do you s'pose any of the old furniture could be got back?" + +"I believe every stick of it could," said Mrs. Stetson excitedly. +"Most of it was bought by folks living handy and I don't believe one +of them would refuse to sell it back. Uncle Tom's old chair is here to +begin with--Aunt Sally give me that herself. She said she couldn't +bear to have it sold. Mrs. Isaac Appleby at the station bought the set +of pink-sprigged china and James Parker bought the grandfather's clock +and the whatnot is at the Stanton Grays'." + +For the next fortnight Lovell and Mrs. Stetson did so much travelling +round together that Jonah said genially he might as well be a bachelor +as far as meals and buttons went. They visited every house where a bit +of Aunt Sally's belongings could be found. Very successful they were +too, and at the end of their jaunting the interior of the little house +behind the apple trees looked very much as it had looked when Aunt +Sally and Uncle Tom lived there. + +Meanwhile, Mrs. Stetson had been revolving a design in her mind, and +one afternoon she did some canvassing on her own account. The next +time she saw Lovell she said: + +"We ain't going to let you do it all. The women folks around here are +going to furnish the refreshments for the golden wedding and the girls +are going to decorate the house with golden rod." + +The evening of the wedding anniversary came. Everybody in Blair was in +the plot, including the matron of the poorhouse. That night Aunt Sally +watched the sunset over the hills through bitter tears. + +"I never thought I'd be celebrating my golden wedding in the +poorhouse," she sobbed. Uncle Tom put his twisted hand on her shaking +old shoulder, but before he could utter any words of comfort Lovell +Stevens stood before them. + +"Just get your bonnet on, Aunt Sally," he cried jovially, "and both of +you come along with me. I've got a buggy here for you ... and you +might as well say goodbye to this place, for you're not coming back to +it any more." + +"Lovell, oh, what do you mean?" said Aunt Sally tremulously. + +"I'll explain what I mean as we drive along. Hurry up--the folks are +waiting." + +When they reached the little old house, it was all aglow with light. +Aunt Sally gave a cry as she entered it. All her old household goods +were back in their places. There were some new ones too, for Lovell +had supplied all that was lacking. The house was full of their old +friends and neighbours. Mrs. Stetson welcomed them home again. + +"Oh, Tom," whispered Aunt Sally, tears of happiness streaming down her +old face, "oh, Tom, isn't God good?" + +They had a right royal celebration, and a supper such as the Blair +housewives could produce. There were speeches and songs and tales. +Lovell kept himself in the background and helped Mrs. Stetson cut cake +in the pantry all the evening. But when the guests had gone, he went +to Aunt Sally and Uncle Tom, who were sitting by the fire. + +"Here's a little golden wedding present for you," he said awkwardly, +putting a purse into Aunt Sally's hand. "I reckon there's enough there +to keep you from ever having to go to the poorhouse again and if not, +there'll be more where that comes from when it's done." + +There were twenty-five bright twenty-dollar gold pieces in the purse. + +"We can't take it, Lovell," protested Aunt Sally. "You can't afford +it." + +"Don't you worry about that," laughed Lovell. "Out west men don't +think much of a little wad like that. I owe you far more than can be +paid in cash, Aunt Sally. You must take it--I want to know there's a +little home here for me and two kind hearts in it, no matter where I +roam." + +"God bless you, Lovell," said Uncle Tom huskily. "You don't know what +you've done for Sally and me." + +That night, when Lovell went to the little bedroom off the +parlour--for Aunt Sally, rejoicing in the fact that she was again +mistress of a spare room, would not hear of his going to the station +hotel--he gazed at his reflection in the gilt-framed mirror soberly. + +"You've just got enough left to pay your passage back west, old +fellow," he said, "and then it's begin all over again just where you +begun before. But Aunt Sally's face was worth it all--yes, sir. And +you've got your two hands still and an old couple's prayers and +blessings. Not such a bad capital, Lovell, not such a bad capital." + + + + +A Redeeming Sacrifice + + +The dance at Byron Lyall's was in full swing. Toff Leclerc, the best +fiddler in three counties, was enthroned on the kitchen table and from +the glossy brown violin, which his grandfather brought from Grand Pre, +was conjuring music which made even stiff old Aunt Phemy want to show +her steps. Around the kitchen sat a row of young men and women, and +the open sitting-room doorway was crowded with the faces of +non-dancing guests who wanted to watch the sets. + +An eight-hand reel had just been danced and the girls, giddy from the +much swinging of the final figure, had been led back to their seats. +Mattie Lyall came out with a dipper of water and sprinkled the floor, +from which a fine dust was rising. Toff's violin purred under his +hands as he waited for the next set to form. The dancers were slow +about it. There was not the rush for the floor that there had been +earlier in the evening, for the supper table was now spread in the +dining-room and most of the guests were hungry. + +"Fill up dere, boys," shouted the fiddler impatiently. "Bring out your +gals for de nex' set." + +After a moment Paul King led out Joan Shelley from the shadowy corner +where they had been sitting. They had already danced several sets +together; Joan had not danced with anybody else that evening. As they +stood together under the light from the lamp on the shelf above them, +many curious and disapproving eyes watched them. Connor Mitchell, who +had been standing in the open outer doorway with the moonlight behind +him, turned abruptly on his heel and went out. + +Paul King leaned his head against the wall and watched the watchers +with a smiling, defiant face as they waited for the set to form. He +was a handsome fellow, with the easy, winning ways that women love. +His hair curled in bronze masses about his head; his dark eyes were +long and drowsy and laughing; there was a swarthy bloom on his round +cheeks; and his lips were as red and beguiling as a girl's. A bad egg +was Paul King, with a bad past and a bad future. He was shiftless and +drunken; ugly tales were told of him. Not a man in Lyall's house that +night but grudged him the privilege of standing up with Joan Shelley. + +Joan was a slight, blossom-like girl in white, looking much like the +pale, sweet-scented house rose she wore in her dark hair. Her face was +colourless and young, very pure and softly curved. She had wonderfully +sweet, dark blue eyes, generally dropped down, with notably long black +lashes. There were many showier girls in the groups around her, but +none half so lovely. She made all the rosy-cheeked beauties seem +coarse and over-blown. + +She left in Paul's clasp the hand by which he had led her out on the +floor. Now and then he shifted his gaze from the faces before him to +hers. When he did, she always looked up and they exchanged glances as +if they had been utterly alone. Three other couples gradually took the +floor and the reel began. Joan drifted through the figures with the +grace of a wind-blown leaf. Paul danced with rollicking abandon, +seldom taking his eyes from Joan's face. When the last mad whirl was +over, Joan's brother came up and told her in an angry tone to go into +the next room and dance no more, since she would dance with only one +man. Joan looked at Paul. That look meant that she would do as he, and +none other, told her. Paul nodded easily--he did not want any fuss +just then--and the girl went obediently into the room. As she turned +from him, Paul coolly reached out his hand and took the rose from her +hair; then, with a triumphant glance around the room, he went out. + +The autumn night was very clear and chill, with a faint, moaning wind +blowing up from the northwest over the sea that lay shimmering before +the door. Out beyond the cove the boats were nodding and curtsying on +the swell, and over the shore fields the great red star of the +lighthouse flared out against the silvery sky. Paul, with a whistle, +sauntered down the sandy lane, thinking of Joan. How mightily he loved +her--he, Paul King, who had made a mock of so many women and had never +loved before! Ah, and she loved him. She had never said so in words, +but eyes and tones had said it--she, Joan Shelley, the pick and pride +of the Harbour girls, whom so many men had wooed, winning their +trouble for their pains. He had won her; she was his and his only, for +the asking. His heart was seething with pride and triumph and passion +as he strode down to the shore and flung himself on the cold sand in +the black shadow of Michael Brown's beached boat. + +Byron Lyall, a grizzled, elderly man, half farmer, half fisherman, and +Maxwell Holmes, the Prospect schoolteacher, came up to the boat +presently. Paul lay softly and listened to what they were saying. He +was not troubled by any sense of dishonour. Honour was something Paul +King could not lose since it was something he had never possessed. +They were talking of him and Joan. + +"What a shame that a girl like Joan Shelley should throw herself away +on a man like that," Holmes said. + +Byron Lyall removed the pipe he was smoking and spat reflectively at +his shadow. + +"Darned shame," he agreed. "That girl's life will be ruined if she +marries him, plum' ruined, and marry him she will. He's bewitched +her--darned if I can understand it. A dozen better men have wanted +her--Connor Mitchell for one. And he's a honest, steady fellow with a +good home to offer her. If King had left her alone, she'd have taken +Connor. She used to like him well enough. But that's all over. She's +infatuated with King, the worthless scamp. She'll marry him and be +sorry for it to her last day. He's bad clear through and always will +be. Why, look you, Teacher, most men pull up a bit when they're +courting a girl, no matter how wild they've been and will be again. +Paul hasn't. It hasn't made any difference. He was dead drunk night +afore last at the Harbour head, and he hasn't done a stroke of work +for a month. And yet Joan Shelley'll take him." + +"What are her people thinking of to let her go with him?" asked +Holmes. + +"She hasn't any but her brother. He's against Paul, of course, but it +won't matter. The girl's fancy's caught and she'll go her own gait to +ruin. Ruin, I tell ye. If she marries that handsome ne'er-do-well, +she'll be a wretched woman all her days and none to pity her." + +The two moved away then, and Paul lay motionless, face downward on the +sand, his lips pressed against Joan's sweet, crushed rose. He felt no +anger over Byron Lyall's unsparing condemnation. He knew it was true, +every word of it. He _was_ a worthless scamp and always would be. He +knew that perfectly well. It was in his blood. None of his race had +ever been respectable and he was worse than them all. He had no +intention of trying to reform because he could not and because he did +not even want to. He was not fit to touch Joan's hand. Yet he had +meant to marry her! + +But to spoil her life! Would it do that? Yes, it surely would. And if +he were out of the way, taking his baleful charm out of her life, +Connor Mitchell might and doubtless would win her yet and give her all +he could not. + +The man suddenly felt his eyes wet with tears. He had never shed a +tear in his daredevil life before, but they came hot and stinging now. +Something he had never known or thought of before entered into his +passion and purified it. He loved Joan. Did he love her well enough to +stand aside and let another take the sweetness and grace that was now +his own? Did he love her well enough to save her from the +poverty-stricken, shamed life she must lead with him? Did he love her +better than himself? + +"I ain't fit to think of her," he groaned. "I never did a decent thing +in my life, as they say. But how can I give her up--God, how can I?" + +He lay still a long time after that, until the moonlight crept around +the boat and drove away the shadow. Then he got up and went slowly +down to the water's edge with Joan's rose, all wet with his +unaccustomed tears, in his hands. Slowly and reverently he plucked off +the petals and scattered them on the ripples, where they drifted +lightly off like fairy shallops on moonshine. When the last one had +fluttered from his fingers, he went back to the house and hunted up +Captain Alec Matheson, who was smoking his pipe in a corner of the +verandah and watching the young folks dancing through the open door. +The two men talked together for some time. + +When the dance broke up and the guests straggled homeward, Paul sought +Joan. Rob Shelley had his own girl to see home and relinquished the +guardianship of his sister with a scowl. Paul strode out of the +kitchen and down the steps at the side of Joan, smiling with his usual +daredeviltry. He whistled noisily all the way up the lane. + +"Great little dance," he said. "My last in Prospect for a spell, I +guess." + +"Why?" asked Joan wonderingly. + +"Oh, I'm going to take a run down to South America in Matheson's +schooner. Lord knows when I'll come back. This old place has got too +deadly dull to suit me. I'm going to look for something livelier." + +Joan's lips turned ashen under the fringes of her white fascinator. +She trembled violently and put one of her small brown hands up to her +throat. "You--you are not coming back?" she said faintly. + +"Not likely. I'm pretty well tired of Prospect and I haven't got +anything to hold me here. Things'll be livelier down south." + +Joan said nothing more. They walked along the spruce-fringed roads +where the moonbeams laughed down through the thick, softly swaying +boughs. Paul whistled one rollicking tune after another. The girl bit +her lips and clenched her hands. He cared nothing for her--he had been +making a mock of her as of others. Hurt pride and wounded love fought +each other in her soul. Pride conquered. She would not let him, or +anyone, see that she cared. She would _not_ care! + +At her gate Paul held out his hand. + +"Well, good-bye, Joan. I'm sailing tomorrow so I won't see you +again--not for years likely. You will be some sober old married woman +when I come back to Prospect, if I ever do." + +"Good-bye," said Joan steadily. She gave him her cold hand and looked +calmly into his face without quailing. She had loved him with all her +heart, but now a fatal scorn of him was already mingling with her +love. He was what they said he was, a scamp without principle or +honour. + +Paul whistled himself out of the Shelley lane and over the hill. Then +he flung himself down under the spruces, crushed his face into the +spicy frosted ferns, and had his black hour alone. + +But when Captain Alec's schooner sailed out of the harbour the next +day, Paul King was on board of her, the wildest and most hilarious of +a wild and hilarious crew. Prospect people nodded their satisfaction. + +"Good riddance," they said. "Paul King is black to the core. He never +did a decent thing in his life." + + + + +A Soul That Was Not at Home + + +There was a very fine sunset on the night Paul and Miss Trevor first +met, and she had lingered on the headland beyond Noel's Cove to +delight in it. The west was splendid in daffodil and rose; away to the +north there was a mackerel sky of little fiery golden clouds; and +across the water straight from Miss Trevor's feet ran a sparkling path +of light to the sun, whose rim had just touched the throbbing edge of +the purple sea. Off to the left were softly swelling violet hills and +beyond the sandshore, where little waves were crisping and silvering, +there was a harbour where scores of slender masts were nodding against +the gracious horizon. + +Miss Trevor sighed with sheer happiness in all the wonderful, +fleeting, elusive loveliness of sky and sea. Then she turned to look +back at Noel's Cove, dim and shadowy in the gloom of the tall +headlands, and she saw Paul. + +It did not occur to her that he could be a shore boy--she knew the +shore type too well. She thought his coming mysterious, for she was +sure he had not come along the sand, and the tide was too high for him +to have come past the other headland. Yet there he was, sitting on a +red sandstone boulder, with his bare, bronzed, shapely little legs +crossed in front of him and his hands clasped around his knee. He was +not looking at Miss Trevor but at the sunset--or, rather, it seemed as +if he were looking through the sunset to still grander and more +radiant splendours beyond, of which the things seen were only the pale +reflections, not worthy of attention from those who had the gift of +further sight. + +Miss Trevor looked him over carefully with eyes that had seen a good +many people in many parts of the world for more years than she found +it altogether pleasant to acknowledge, and she concluded that he was +quite the handsomest lad she had ever seen. He had a lithe, supple +body, with sloping shoulders and a brown, satin throat. His hair was +thick and wavy, of a fine reddish chestnut; his brows were very +straight and much darker than his hair; and his eyes were large and +grey and meditative. The modelling of chin and jaw was perfect and his +mouth was delicious, being full without pouting, the crimson lips just +softly touching, and curving into finely finished little corners that +narrowly escaped being dimpled. + +His attire was a blue cotton shirt and a pair of scanty corduroy +knickerbockers, but he wore it with such an unconscious air of purple +and fine linen that Miss Trevor was tricked into believing him much +better dressed than he really was. + +Presently he smiled dreamily, and the smile completed her subjugation. +It was not merely an affair of lip and eye, as are most smiles; it +seemed an illumination of his whole body, as if some lamp had +suddenly burst into flame inside of him, irradiating him from his +chestnut crown to the tips of his unspoiled toes. Best of all, it was +involuntary, born of no external effort or motive, but simply the +outflashing of some wild, delicious thought that was as untrammelled +and freakish as the wind of the sea. + +Miss Trevor made up her mind that she must find out all about him, and +she stepped out from the shadows of the rocks into the vivid, eerie +light that was glowing all along the shore. The boy turned his head +and looked at her, first with surprise, then with inquiry, then with +admiration. Miss Trevor, in a white dress with a lace scarf on her +dark, stately head, was well worth admiring. She smiled at him and +Paul smiled back. It was not quite up to his first smile, having more +of the effect of being put on from the outside, but at least it +conveyed the subtly flattering impression that it had been put on +solely for her, and they were as good friends from that moment as if +they had known each other for a hundred years. Miss Trevor had enough +discrimination to realize this and know that she need not waste time +in becoming acquainted. + +"I want to know your name and where you live and what you were looking +at beyond the sunset," she said. + +"My name is Paul Hubert. I live over there. And I can't tell just what +I saw in the sunset, but when I go home I'm going to write it all in +my foolscap book." + +In her surprise over the second clause of his answer, Miss Trevor +forgot, at first, to appreciate the last. "Over there," according to +his gesture, was up at the head of Noel's Cove, where there was a +little grey house perched on the rocks and looking like a large +seashell cast up by the tide. The house had a stovepipe coming out of +its roof in lieu of a chimney, and two of its window panes were +replaced by shingles. Could this boy, who looked as young princes +should--and seldom do--live there? Then he was a shore boy after all. + +"Who lives there with you?" she asked. "You see"--plaintively--"I must +ask questions about you. I know we like each other, and that is all +that really matters. But there are some tiresome items which it would +be convenient to know. For example, have you a father--a mother? Are +there any more of you? How long have you been yourself?" + +Paul did not reply immediately. He clasped his hands behind him and +looked at her affectionately. + +"I like the way you talk," he said. "I never knew anybody did talk +like that except folks in books and my rock people." + +"Your rock people?" + +"I'm eleven years old. I haven't any father or mother, they're dead. I +live over there with Stephen Kane. Stephen is splendid. He plays the +violin and takes me fishing in his boat. When I get bigger he's going +shares with me. I love him, and I love my rock people too." + +"What do you mean by your rock people?" asked Miss Trevor, enjoying +herself hugely. This was the only child she had ever met who talked as +she wanted children to talk and who understood her remarks without +having to have them translated. + +"Nora is one of them," said Paul, "the best one of them. I love her +better than all the others because she came first. She lives around +that point and she has black eyes and black hair and she knows all +about the mermaids and water kelpies. You ought to hear the stories +she can tell. Then there are the Twin Sailors. They don't live +anywhere--they sail all the time, but they often come ashore to talk +to me. They are a pair of jolly tars and they have seen everything in +the world--and more than what's in the world, if you only knew it. Do +you know what happened to the Youngest Twin Sailor once? He was +sailing and he sailed right into a moonglade. A moonglade is the track +the full moon makes on the water when it is rising from the sea, you +know. Well, the Youngest Twin Sailor sailed along the moonglade till +he came right up to the moon, and there was a little golden door in +the moon and he opened it and sailed right through. He had some +wonderful adventures inside the moon--I've got them all written down +in my foolscap book. Then there is the Golden Lady of the Cave. One +day I found a big cave down the shore and I went in and in and in--and +after a while I found the Golden Lady. She has golden hair right down +to her feet, and her dress is all glittering and glistening like gold +that is alive. And she has a golden harp and she plays all day long on +it--you might hear the music if you'd listen carefully, but prob'bly +you'd think it was only the wind among the rocks. I've never told Nora +about the Golden Lady, because I think it would hurt her feelings. It +even hurts her feelings when I talk too long with the Twin Sailors. +And I hate to hurt Nora's feelings, because I do love her best of all +my rock people." + +"Paul! How much of this is true?" gasped Miss Trevor. + +"Why, none of it!" said Paul, opening his eyes widely and +reproachfully. "I thought you would know that. If I'd s'posed you +wouldn't I'd have warned you there wasn't any of it true. I thought +you were one of the kind that would know." + +"I am. Oh, I am!" said Miss Trevor eagerly. "I really would have known +if I had stopped to think. Well, it's getting late now. I must go +back, although I don't want to. But I'm coming to see you again. Will +you be here tomorrow afternoon?" + +Paul nodded. + +"Yes. I promised to meet the Youngest Twin Sailor down at the striped +rocks tomorrow afternoon, but the day after will do just as well. That +is the beauty of the rock people, you know. You can always depend on +them to be there just when you want them. The Youngest Twin Sailor +won't mind--he's very good-tempered. If it was the Oldest Twin I dare +say he'd be cross. I have my suspicions about that Oldest Twin +sometimes. I b'lieve he'd be a pirate if he dared. You don't know how +fierce he can look at times. There's really something very mysterious +about him." + +On her way back to the hotel Miss Trevor remembered the foolscap book. + +"I must get him to show it to me," she mused, smiling. "Why, the boy +is a born genius--and to think he should be a shore boy! I can't +understand it. And here I am loving him already. Well, a woman has to +love something--and you don't have to know people for years before you +can love them." + +Paul was waiting on the Noel's Cove rocks for Miss Trevor the next +afternoon. He was not alone; a tall man, with a lined, strong-featured +face and a grey beard, was with him. The man was clad in a rough suit +and looked what he was, a 'longshore fisherman. But he had deep-set, +kindly eyes, and Miss Trevor liked his face. He moved off to one side +when she came and stood there for a little, apparently gazing out to +sea, while Paul and Miss Trevor talked. Then he walked away up the +cove and disappeared in his little grey house. + +"Stephen came down to see if you were a suitable person for me to talk +to," said Paul gravely. + +"I hope he thinks I am," said Miss Trevor, amused. + +"Oh, he does! He wouldn't have gone away and left us alone if he +didn't. Stephen is very particular who he lets me 'sociate with. Why, +even the rock people now--I had to promise I'd never let the Twin +Sailors swear before he'd allow me to be friends with them. Sometimes +I know by the look of the Oldest Twin that he's just dying to swear, +but I never let him, because I promised Stephen. I'd do anything for +Stephen. He's awful good to me. Stephen's bringing me up, you know, +and he's bound to do it well. We're just perfectly happy here, only I +wish I'd more books to read. We go fishing, and when we come home at +night I help Stephen clean the fish and then we sit outside the door +and he plays the violin for me. We sit there for hours sometimes. We +never talk much--Stephen isn't much of a hand for talking--but we just +sit and think. There's not many men like Stephen, I can tell you." + +Miss Trevor did not get a glimpse of the foolscap book that day, nor +for many days after. Paul blushed all over his beautiful face whenever +she mentioned it. + +"Oh, I couldn't show you that," he said uncomfortably. "Why, I've +never even showed it to Stephen--or Nora. Let me tell you something +else instead, something that happened to me once long ago. You'll find +it more interesting than the foolscap book, only you must remember it +isn't true! You won't forget that, will you?" + +"I'll try to remember," Miss Trevor agreed. + +"Well, I was sitting here one evening just like I was last night, and +the sun was setting. And an enchanted boat came sailing over the sea +and I got into her. The boat was all pearly like the inside of the +mussel shells, and her sail was like moonshine. Well, I sailed right +across to the sunset. Think of that--I've been in the sunset! And what +do you suppose it is? The sunset is a land all flowers, like a great +garden, and the clouds are beds of flowers. We sailed into a great big +harbour, a thousand times bigger than the harbour over there at your +hotel, and I stepped out of the boat on a 'normous meadow all roses. I +stayed there for ever so long. It seemed almost a year, but the +Youngest Twin Sailor says I was only away a few hours or so. You see, +in Sunset Land the time is ever so much longer than it is here. But I +was glad to come back too. I'm always glad to come back to the cove +and Stephen. Now, you know this never really happened." + +Miss Trevor would not give up the foolscap book so easily, but for a +long time Paul refused to show it to her. She came to the cove every +day, and every day Paul seemed more delightful to her. He was so +quaint, so clever, so spontaneous. Yet there was nothing premature or +unnatural about him. He was wholly boy, fond of fun and frolic, not +too good for little spurts of quick temper now and again, though, as +he was careful to explain to Miss Trevor, he never showed them to a +lady. + +"I get real mad with the Twin Sailors sometimes, and even with +Stephen, for all he's so good to me. But I couldn't be mad with you or +Nora or the Golden Lady. It would never do." + +Every day he had some new story to tell of a wonderful adventure on +rock or sea, always taking the precaution of assuring her beforehand +that it wasn't true. The boy's fancy was like a prism, separating +every ray that fell upon it into rainbows. He was passionately fond of +the shore and water. The only world for him beyond Noel's Cove was the +world of his imagination. He had no companions except Stephen and the +"rock people." + +"And now you," he told Miss Trevor. "I love you too, but I know you'll +be going away before long, so I don't let myself love you as +much--quite--as Stephen and the rock people." + +"But you could, couldn't you?" pleaded Miss Trevor. "If you and I were +to go on being together every day, you could love me just as well as +you love them, couldn't you?" + +Paul considered in a charming way he had. + +"Of course I could love you better than the Twin Sailors and the +Golden Lady," he announced finally. "And I think perhaps I could love +you as much as I love Stephen. But not as much as Nora--oh, no, I +wouldn't love you quite as much as Nora. She was first, you see; she's +always been there. I feel sure I couldn't ever love anybody as much as +Nora." + +One day when Stephen was out to the mackerel grounds, Paul took Miss +Trevor into the little grey house and showed her his treasures. They +climbed the ladder in one corner to the loft where Paul slept. The +window of it, small and square-paned, looked seaward, and the moan of +the sea and the pipe of the wind sounded there night and day. Paul had +many rare shells and seaweeds, curious flotsam and jetsam of shore +storms, and he had a small shelf full of books. + +"They're splendid," he said enthusiastically. "Stephen brought me them +all. Every time Stephen goes to town to ship his mackerel he brings me +home a new book." + +"Were you ever in town yourself?" asked Miss Trevor. + +"Oh, yes, twice. Stephen took me. It was a wonderful place. I tell +you, when I next met the Twin Sailors it was me did the talking then. +I had to tell them about all I saw and all that had happened. And Nora +was ever so interested too. The Golden Lady wasn't, though--she didn't +hardly listen. Golden people are like that." + +"Would you like," said Miss Trevor, watching him closely, "to live +always in a town and have all the books you wanted and play with real +girls and boys--and visit those strange lands your twin sailors tell +you of?" + +Paul looked startled. + +"I--don't--know," he said doubtfully. "I don't think I'd like it very +well if Stephen and Nora weren't there too." + +But the new thought remained in his mind. It came back to him at +intervals, seeming less new and startling every time. + +"And why not?" Miss Trevor asked herself. "The boy should have a +chance. I shall never have a son of my own--he shall be to me in the +place of one." + +The day came when Paul at last showed her the foolscap book. He +brought it to her as she sat on the rocks of the headland. + +"I'm going to run around and talk to Nora while you read it," he said. +"I'm afraid I've been neglecting her lately--and I think she feels +it." + +Miss Trevor took the foolscap book. It was made of several sheets of +paper sewed together and encased in an oilcloth cover. It was nearly +filled with writing in a round childish hand and it was very neat, +although the orthography was rather wild and the punctuation +capricious. Miss Trevor read it through in no very long time. It was a +curious medley of quaint thoughts and fancies. Conversations with the +Twin Sailors filled many of the pages; accounts of Paul's "adventures" +occupied others. Sometimes it seemed impossible that a child of eleven +should have written them, then would come an expression so boyish and +naive that Miss Trevor laughed delightedly over it. When she finished +the book and closed it she found Stephen Kane at her elbow. He +removed his pipe and nodded at the foolscap book. + +"What do you think of it?" he said. + +"I think it is wonderful. Paul is a very clever child." + +"I've often thought so," said Stephen laconically. He thrust his hands +into his pockets and gazed moodily out to sea. Miss Trevor had never +before had an opportunity to talk to him in Paul's absence and she +determined to make the most of it. + +"I want to know something about Paul," she said, "all about him. Is he +any relation to you?" + +"No. I expected to marry his mother once, though," said Stephen +unemotionally. His hand in his pocket was clutching his pipe fiercely, +but Miss Trevor could not know that. "She was a shore girl and very +pretty. Well, she fell in love with a young fellow that came teaching +up t' the harbour school and he with her. They got married and she +went away with him. He was a good enough sort of chap. I know that +now, though once I wasn't disposed to think much good of him. But +'twas a mistake all the same; Rachel couldn't live away from the +shore. She fretted and pined and broke her heart for it away there in +his world. Finally her husband died and she came back--but it was too +late for her. She only lived a month--and there was Paul, a baby of +two. I took him. There was nobody else. Rachel had no relatives nor +her husband either. I've done what I could for him--not that it's been +much, perhaps." + +"I am sure you have done a great deal for him," said Miss Trevor +rather patronizingly. "But I think he should have more than you can +give him now. He should be sent to school." + +Stephen nodded. + +"Maybe. He never went to school. The harbour school was too far away. +I taught him to read and write and bought him all the books I could +afford. But I can't do any more for him." + +"But I can," said Miss Trevor, "and I want to. Will you give Paul to +me, Mr. Kane? I love him dearly and he shall have every advantage. I'm +rich--I can do a great deal for him." + +Stephen continued to gaze out to sea with an expressionless face. +Finally he said: "I've been expecting to hear you say something of the +sort. I don't know. If you took Paul away, he'd grow to be a cleverer +man and a richer man maybe, but would he be any better--or happier? +He's his mother's son--he loves the sea and its ways. There's nothing +of his father in him except his hankering after books. But I won't +choose for him--he can go if he likes--he can go if he likes." + +In the end Paul "liked," since Stephen refused to influence him by so +much as a word. Paul thought Stephen didn't seem to care much whether +he went or stayed, and he was dazzled by Miss Trevor's charm and the +lure of books and knowledge she held out to him. + +"I'll go, I guess," he said, with a long sigh. + +Miss Trevor clasped him close to her and kissed him maternally. Paul +kissed her cheek shyly in return. He thought it very wonderful that he +was to live with her always. He felt happy and excited--so happy and +excited that the parting when it came slipped over him lightly. Miss +Trevor even thought he took it too easily and had a vague wish that he +had shown more sorrow. Stephen said farewell to the boy he loved +better than life with no visible emotion. + +"Good-bye, Paul. Be a good boy and learn all you can." He hesitated a +moment and then said slowly, "If you don't like it, come back." + +"Did you bid good-bye to your rock people?" Miss Trevor asked him with +a smile as they drove away. + +"No. I--couldn't--I--I--didn't even tell them I was going away. Nora +would break her heart. I'd rather not talk of them anymore, if you +please. Maybe I won't want them when I've plenty of books and lots of +other boys and girls--real ones--to play with." + +They drove the ten miles to the town where they were to take the train +the next day. Paul enjoyed the drive and the sights of the busy +streets at its end. He was all excitement and animation. After they +had had tea at the house of the friend where Miss Trevor meant to +spend the night, they went for a walk in the park. Paul was tired and +very quiet when they came back. He was put away to sleep in a bedroom +whose splendours frightened him, and left alone. + +At first Paul lay very still on his luxurious perfumed pillows. It was +the first night he had ever spent away from the little seaward-looking +loft where he could touch the rafters with his hands. He thought of it +now and a lump came into his throat and a strange, new, bitter longing +came into his heart. He missed the sea plashing on the rocks below +him--he could not sleep without that old lullaby. He turned his face +into the pillow, and the longing and loneliness grew worse and hurt +him until he moaned. Oh, he wanted to be back home! Surely he had not +left it--he could never have meant to leave it. Out there the stars +would be shining over the harbour. Stephen would be sitting at the +door, all alone, with his violin. But he would not be playing it--all +at once Paul knew he would not be playing it. He would be sitting +there with his head bowed and the loneliness in his heart calling to +the loneliness in Paul's heart over all the miles between them. Oh, he +could never have really meant to leave Stephen. + +And Nora? Nora would be down on the rocks waiting for him--for him, +Paul, who would never come to her more. He could see her elfin little +face peering around the point, watching for him wistfully. + +Paul sat up in bed, choking with tears. Oh, what were books and +strange countries?--what was even Miss Trevor, the friend of a +month?--to the call of the sea and Stephen's kind, deep eyes and his +dear rock people? He could not stay away from them--never--never. + +He slipped out of bed very softly and dressed in the dark. Then he +lighted the lamp timidly and opened the little brown chest Stephen had +given him. It held his books and his treasures, but he took out only a +pencil, a bit of paper and the foolscap book. With a hand shaking in +his eagerness, he wrote: + + _dear miss Trever_ + + _Im going back home, dont be fritened about me because I know + the way. Ive got to go. something is calling me. dont be + cross. I love you, but I cant stay. Im leaving my foolscap + book for you, you can keep it always but I must go back to + Stephen and nora_ + + _Paul_ + +He put the note on the foolscap book and laid them on the table. Then +he blew out the light, took his cap and went softly out. The house was +very still. Holding his breath, he tiptoed downstairs and opened the +front door. Before it ran the street which went, he knew, straight out +to the country road that led home. Paul closed the door and stole down +the steps, his heart beating painfully, but when he reached the +sidewalk he broke into a frantic run under the limes. It was late and +no one was out on that quiet street. He ran until his breath gave +out, then walked miserably until he recovered it, and then ran again. +He dared not stop running until he was out of that horrible town, +which seemed like a prison closing around him, where the houses shut +out the stars and the wind could only creep in a narrow space like a +fettered, cringing thing, instead of sweeping grandly over great salt +wastes of sea. + +At last the houses grew few and scattered, and finally he left them +behind. He drew a long breath; this was better--rather smothering yet, +of course, with nothing but hills and fields and dark woods all about +him, but at least his own sky was above him, looking just the same as +it looked out home at Noel's Cove. He recognized the stars as friends; +how often Stephen had pointed them out to him as they sat at night by +the door of the little house. + +He was not at all frightened now. He knew the way home and the kind +night was before him. Every step was bringing him nearer to Stephen +and Nora and the Twin Sailors. He whistled as he walked sturdily +along. + +The dawn was just breaking when he reached Noel's Cove. The eastern +sky was all pale rose and silver, and the sea was mottled over with +dear grey ripples. In the west over the harbour the sky was a very +fine ethereal blue and the wind blew from there, salt and bracing. +Paul was tired, but he ran lightly down the shelving rocks to the +cove. Stephen was getting ready to launch his boat. When he saw Paul +he started and a strange, vivid, exultant expression flashed across +his face. + +Paul felt a sudden chill--the upspringing fountain of his gladness was +checked in mid-leap. He had known no doubt on the way home--all that +long, weary walk he had known no doubt--but now? + +"Stephen," he cried. "I've come back! I had to! Stephen, are you +glad--are you glad?" + +Stephen's face was as emotionless as ever. The burst of feeling which +had frightened Paul by its unaccustomedness had passed like a fleeting +outbreak of sunshine between dull clouds. + +"I reckon I am," he said. "Yes, I reckon I am. I kind of--hoped--you +would come back. You'd better go in and get some breakfast." + +Paul's eyes were as radiant as the deepening dawn. He knew Stephen was +glad and he knew there was nothing more to be said about it. They were +back just where they were before Miss Trevor came--back in their +perfect, unmarred, sufficient comradeship. + +"I must just run around and see Nora first," said Paul. + + + + +Abel and His Great Adventure + + +"Come out of doors, master--come out of doors. I can't talk or think +right with walls around me--never could. Let's go out to the garden." +These were almost the first words I ever heard Abel Armstrong say. He +was a member of the board of school trustees in Stillwater, and I had +not met him before this late May evening, when I had gone down to +confer with him upon some small matter of business. For I was "the new +schoolmaster" in Stillwater, having taken the school for the summer +term. + +It was a rather lonely country district--a fact of which I was glad, +for life had been going somewhat awry with me and my heart was sore +and rebellious over many things that have nothing to do with this +narration. Stillwater offered time and opportunity for healing and +counsel. Yet, looking back, I doubt if I should have found either had +it not been for Abel and his beloved garden. + +Abel Armstrong (he was always called "Old Abel", though he was barely +sixty) lived in a quaint, gray house close by the harbour shore. I +heard a good deal about him before I saw him. He was called "queer", +but Stillwater folks seemed to be very fond of him. He and his sister, +Tamzine, lived together; she, so my garrulous landlady informed me, +had not been sound of mind at times for many years; but she was all +right now, only odd and quiet. Abel had gone to college for a year +when he was young, but had given it up when Tamzine "went crazy". +There was no one else to look after her. Abel had settled down to it +with apparent content: at least he had never complained. + +"Always took things easy, Abel did," said Mrs. Campbell. "Never +seemed to worry over disappointments and trials as most folks do. +Seems to me that as long as Abel Armstrong can stride up and down in +that garden of his, reciting poetry and speeches, or talking to that +yaller cat of his as if it was a human, he doesn't care much how the +world wags on. He never had much git-up-and-git. His father was a +hustler, but the family didn't take after him. They all favoured the +mother's people--sorter shiftless and dreamy. 'Taint the way to git on +in this world." + +No, good and worthy Mrs. Campbell. It was not the way to get on in +your world; but there are other worlds where getting on is estimated +by different standards, and Abel Armstrong lived in one of these--a +world far beyond the ken of the thrifty Stillwater farmers and +fishers. Something of this I had sensed, even before I saw him; and +that night in his garden, under a sky of smoky red, blossoming into +stars above the harbour, I found a friend whose personality and +philosophy were to calm and harmonize and enrich my whole existence. +This sketch is my grateful tribute to one of the rarest and finest +souls God ever clothed with clay. + +He was a tall man, somewhat ungainly of figure and homely of face. But +his large, deep eyes of velvety nut-brown were very beautiful and +marvellously bright and clear for a man of his age. He wore a little +pointed, well-cared-for beard, innocent of gray; but his hair was +grizzled, and altogether he had the appearance of a man who had passed +through many sorrows which had marked his body as well as his soul. +Looking at him, I doubted Mrs. Campbell's conclusion that he had not +"minded" giving up college. This man had given up much and felt it +deeply; but he had outlived the pain and the blessing of sacrifice had +come to him. His voice was very melodious and beautiful, and the brown +hand he held out to me was peculiarly long and shapely and flexible. + +We went out to the garden in the scented moist air of a maritime +spring evening. Behind the garden was a cloudy pine wood; the house +closed it in on the left, while in front and on the right a row of +tall Lombardy poplars stood out in stately purple silhouette against +the sunset sky. + +"Always liked Lombardies," said Abel, waving a long arm at them. "They +are the trees of princesses. When I was a boy they were fashionable. +Anyone who had any pretensions to gentility had a row of Lombardies at +the foot of his lawn or up his lane, or at any rate one on either side +of his front door. They're out of fashion now. Folks complain they die +at the top and get ragged-looking. So they do--so they do, if you +don't risk your neck every spring climbing up a light ladder to trim +them out as I do. My neck isn't worth much to anyone, which, I +suppose, is why I've never broken it; and _my_ Lombardies never look +out-at-elbows. My mother was especially fond of them. She liked their +dignity and their stand-offishness. _They_ don't hobnob with every +Tom, Dick and Harry. If it's pines for company, master, it's +Lombardies for society." + +We stepped from the front doorstone into the garden. There was another +entrance--a sagging gate flanked by two branching white lilacs. From +it a little dappled path led to a huge apple-tree in the centre, a +great swelling cone of rosy blossom with a mossy circular seat around +its trunk. But Abel's favourite seat, so he told me, was lower down +the slope, under a little trellis overhung with the delicate emerald +of young hop-vines. He led me to it and pointed proudly to the fine +view of the harbour visible from it. The early sunset glow of rose and +flame had faded out of the sky; the water was silvery and mirror-like; +dim sails drifted along by the darkening shore. A bell was ringing in +a small Catholic chapel across the harbour. Mellowly and dreamily +sweet the chime floated through the dusk, blent with the moan of the +sea. The great revolving light at the channel trembled and flashed +against the opal sky, and far out, beyond the golden sand-dunes of the +bar, was the crinkled gray ribbon of a passing steamer's smoke. + +"There, isn't that view worth looking at?" said old Abel, with a +loving, proprietary pride. "You don't have to pay anything for it, +either. All that sea and sky free--'without money and without price'. +Let's sit down here in the hop-vine arbour, master. There'll be a +moonrise presently. I'm never tired of finding out what a moonrise +sheen can be like over that sea. There's a surprise in it every time. +Now, master, you're getting your mouth in the proper shape to talk +business--but don't you do it. Nobody should talk business when he's +expecting a moonrise. Not that I like talking business at any time." + +"Unfortunately it has to be talked of sometimes, Mr. Armstrong," I +said. + +"Yes, it seems to be a necessary evil, master," he acknowledged. "But +I know what business you've come upon, and we can settle it in five +minutes after the moon's well up. I'll just agree to everything you +and the other two trustees want. Lord knows why they ever put me on +the school board. Maybe it's because I'm so ornamental. They wanted +one good-looking man, I reckon." + +His low chuckle, so full of mirth and so free from malice, was +infectious. I laughed also, as I sat down in the hop-vine arbour. + +"Now, you needn't talk if you don't want to," he said. "And I won't. +We'll just sit here, sociable like, and if we think of anything worth +while to say we'll say it. Otherwise, not. If you can sit in silence +with a person for half an hour and feel comfortable, you and that +person can be friends. If you can't, friends you'll never be, and you +needn't waste time in trying." + +Abel and I passed successfully the test of silence that evening in the +hop-vine arbour. I was strangely content to sit and think--something I +had not cared to do lately. A peace, long unknown to my stormy soul, +seemed hovering near it. The garden was steeped in it; old Abel's +personality radiated it. I looked about me and wondered whence came +the charm of that tangled, unworldly spot. + +"Nice and far from the market-place isn't it?" asked Abel suddenly, +as if he had heard my unasked question. "No buying and selling and +getting gain here. Nothing was ever sold out of _this_ garden. Tamzine +has her vegetable plot over yonder, but what we don't eat we give +away. Geordie Marr down the harbour has a big garden like this and he +sells heaps of flowers and fruit and vegetables to the hotel folks. He +thinks I'm an awful fool because I won't do the same. Well, he gets +money out of his garden and I get happiness out of mine. That's the +difference. S'posing I could make more money--what then? I'd only be +taking it from people that needed it more. There's enough for Tamzine +and me. As for Geordie Marr, there isn't a more unhappy creature on +God's earth--he's always stewing in a broth of trouble, poor man. O' +course, he brews up most of it for himself, but I reckon that doesn't +make it any easier to bear. Ever sit in a hop-vine arbour before, +master?" + +I was to grow used to Abel's abrupt change of subject. I answered that +I never had. + +"Great place for dreaming," said Abel complacently. "Being young, no +doubt, you dream a-plenty." + +I answered hotly and bitterly that I had done with dreams. + +"No, you haven't," said Abel meditatively. "You may _think_ you have. +What then? First thing you know you'll be dreaming again--thank the +Lord for it. I ain't going to ask you what's soured you on dreaming +just now. After awhile you'll begin again, especially if you come to +this garden as much as I hope you will. It's chockful of dreams--_any_ +kind of dreams. You take your choice. Now, _I_ favour dreams of +adventures, if you'll believe it. I'm sixty-one and I never do anything +rasher than go out cod-fishing on a fine day, but I still lust after +adventures. Then I dream I'm an awful fellow--blood-thirsty." + +I burst out laughing. Perhaps laughter was somewhat rare in that old +garden. Tamzine, who was weeding at the far end, lifted her head in a +startled fashion and walked past us into the house. She did not look +at us or speak to us. She was reputed to be abnormally shy. She was +very stout and wore a dress of bright red-and-white striped material. +Her face was round and blank, but her reddish hair was abundant and +beautiful. A huge, orange-coloured cat was at her heels; as she passed +us he bounded over to the arbour and sprang up on Abel's knee. He was +a gorgeous brute, with vivid green eyes, and immense white double +paws. + +"Captain Kidd, Mr. Woodley." He introduced us as seriously as if the +cat had been a human being. Neither Captain Kidd nor I responded very +enthusiastically. + +"You don't like cats, I reckon, master," said Abel, stroking the +Captain's velvet back. "I don't blame you. I was never fond of them +myself until I found the Captain. I saved his life and when you've +saved a creature's life you're bound to love it. It's next thing to +giving it life. There are some terrible thoughtless people in the +world, master. Some of those city folks who have summer homes down the +harbour are so thoughtless that they're cruel. It's the worst kind of +cruelty, I think--the thoughtless kind. You can't cope with it. They +keep cats there in the summer and feed them and pet them and doll them +up with ribbons and collars; and then in the fall they go off and +leave them to starve or freeze. It makes my blood boil, master." + +"One day last winter I found a poor old mother cat dead on the shore, +lying against the skin and bone bodies of her three little kittens. +She had died trying to shelter them. She had her poor stiff claws +around them. Master, I cried. Then I swore. Then I carried those poor +little kittens home and fed 'hem up and found good homes for them. I +know the woman who left the cat. When she comes back this summer I'm +going to go down and tell her my opinion of her. It'll be rank +meddling, but, lord, how I love meddling in a good cause." + +"Was Captain Kidd one of the forsaken?" I asked. + +"Yes. I found him one bitter cold day in winter caught in the +branches of a tree by his darn-fool ribbon collar. He was almost +starving. Lord, if you could have seen his eyes! He was nothing but a +kitten, and he'd got his living somehow since he'd been left till he +got hung up. When I loosed him he gave my hand a pitiful swipe with +his little red tongue. He wasn't the prosperous free-booter you behold +now. He was meek as Moses. That was nine years ago. His life has been +long in the land for a cat. He's a good old pal, the Captain is." + +"I should have expected you to have a dog," I said. + +Abel shook his head. + +"I had a dog once. I cared so much for him that when he died I +couldn't bear the thought of ever getting another in his place. He was +a _friend_--you understand? The Captain's only a pal. I'm fond of the +Captain--all the fonder because of the spice of deviltry there is in +all cats. But I _loved_ my dog. There isn't any devil in a good dog. +That's why they're more lovable than cats--but I'm darned if they're +as interesting." + +I laughed as I rose regretfully. + +"Must you go, master? And we haven't talked any business after all. I +reckon it's that stove matter you've come about. It's like those two +fool trustees to start up a stove sputter in spring. It's a wonder +they didn't leave it till dog-days and begin then." + +"They merely wished me to ask you if you approved of putting in a new +stove." + +"Tell them to put in a new stove--any kind of a new stove--and be +hanged to them," rejoined Abel. "As for you, master, you're welcome to +this garden any time. If you're tired or lonely, or too ambitious or +angry, come here and sit awhile, master. Do you think any man could +keep mad if he sat and looked into the heart of a pansy for ten +minutes? When you feel like talking, I'll talk, and when you feel like +thinking, I'll let you. I'm a great hand to leave folks alone." + +"I think I'll come often," I said, "perhaps too often." + +"Not likely, master--not likely--not after we've watched a moonrise +contentedly together. It's as good a test of compatibility as any I +know. You're young and I'm old, but our souls are about the same age, +I reckon, and we'll find lots to say to each other. Are you going +straight home from here?" + +"Yes." + +"Then I'm going to bother you to stop for a moment at Mary Bascom's +and give her a bouquet of my white lilacs. She loves 'em and I'm not +going to wait till she's dead to send her flowers." + +"She's very ill just now, isn't she?" + +"She's got the Bascom consumption. That means she may die in a month, +like her brother, or linger on for twenty years, like her father. But +long or short, white lilac in spring is sweet, and I'm sending her a +fresh bunch every day while it lasts. It's a rare night, master. I +envy you your walk home in the moonlight along that shore." + +"Better come part of the way with me," I suggested. + +"No." Abel glanced at the house. "Tamzine never likes to be alone o' +nights. So I take my moonlight walks in the garden. The moon's a great +friend of mine, master. I've loved her ever since I can remember. When +I was a little lad of eight I fell asleep in the garden one evening +and wasn't missed. I woke up alone in the night and I was most scared +to death, master. Lord, what shadows and queer noises there were! I +darsn't move. I just sat there quaking, poor small mite. Then all at +once I saw the moon looking down at me through the pine boughs, just +like an old friend. I was comforted right off. Got up and walked to +the house as brave as a lion, looking at her. Goodnight, master. Tell +Mary the lilacs'll last another week yet." + +From that night Abel and I were cronies. We walked and talked and kept +silence and fished cod together. Stillwater people thought it very +strange that I should prefer his society to that of the young fellows +of my own age. Mrs. Campbell was quite worried over it, and opined +that there had always been something queer about me. "Birds of a +feather." + +I loved that old garden by the harbour shore. Even Abel himself, I +think, could hardly have felt a deeper affection for it. When its gate +closed behind me it shut out the world and my corroding memories and +discontents. In its peace my soul emptied itself of the bitterness +which had been filling and spoiling it, and grew normal and healthy +again, aided thereto by Abel's wise words. He never preached, but he +radiated courage and endurance and a frank acceptance of the hard +things of life, as well as a cordial welcome of its pleasant things. +He was the sanest soul I ever met. He neither minimized ill nor +exaggerated good, but he held that we should never be controlled by +either. Pain should not depress us unduly, nor pleasure lure us into +forgetfulness and sloth. All unknowingly he made me realize that I had +been a bit of a coward and a shirker. I began to understand that my +personal woes were not the most important things in the universe, even +to myself. In short, Abel taught me to laugh again; and when a man can +laugh wholesomely things are not going too badly with him. + +That old garden was always such a cheery place. Even when the east +wind sang in minor and the waves on the gray shore were sad, hints of +sunshine seemed to be lurking all about it. Perhaps this was because +there were so many yellow flowers in it. Tamzine liked yellow flowers. +Captain Kidd, too, always paraded it in panoply of gold. He was so +large and effulgent that one hardly missed the sun. Considering his +presence I wondered that the garden was always so full of singing +birds. But the Captain never meddled with them. Probably he understood +that his master would not have tolerated it for a moment. So there was +always a song or a chirp somewhere. Overhead flew the gulls and the +cranes. The wind in the pines always made a glad salutation. Abel and +I paced the walks, in high converse on matters beyond the ken of cat +or king. + +"I liked to ponder on all problems, though I can never solve them," +Abel used to say. "My father held that we should never talk of things +we couldn't understand. But, lord, master, if we didn't the subjects +for conversation would be mighty few. I reckon the gods laugh many a +time to hear us, but what matter? So long as we remember that we're +only men, and don't take to fancying ourselves gods, really knowing +good and evil, I reckon our discussions won't do us or anyone much +harm. So we'll have another whack at the origin of evil this evening, +master." + +Tamzine forgot to be shy with me at last, and gave me a broad smile of +welcome every time I came. But she rarely spoke to me. She spent all +her spare time weeding the garden, which she loved as well as Abel +did. She was addicted to bright colours and always wore wrappers of +very gorgeous print. She worshipped Abel and his word was a law unto +her. + +"I am very thankful Tamzine is so well," said Abel one evening as we +watched the sunset. The day had begun sombrely in gray cloud and mist, +but it ended in a pomp of scarlet and gold. "There was a time when she +wasn't, master--you've heard? But for years now she has been quite +able to look after herself. And so, if I fare forth on the last great +adventure some of these days Tamzine will not be left helpless." + +"She is ten years older than you. It is likely she will go before +you," I said. + +Abel shook his head and stroked his smart beard. I always suspected +that beard of being Abel's last surviving vanity. It was always so +carefully groomed, while I had no evidence that he ever combed his +grizzled mop of hair. + +"No, Tamzine will outlive me. She's got the Armstrong heart. I have +the Marwood heart--my mother was a Marwood. We don't live to be old, +and we go quick and easy. I'm glad of it. I don't think I'm a coward, +master, but the thought of a lingering death gives me a queer sick +feeling of horror. There, I'm not going to say any more about it. I +just mentioned it so that some day when you hear that old Abel +Armstrong has been found dead, you won't feel sorry. You'll remember I +wanted it that way. Not that I'm tired of life either. It's very +pleasant, what with my garden and Captain Kidd and the harbour out +there. But it's a trifle monotonous at times and death will be +something of a change, master. I'm real curious about it." + +"I hate the thought of death," I said gloomily. + +"Oh, you're young. The young always do. Death grows friendlier as we +grow older. Not that one of us really wants to die, though, master. +Tennyson spoke truth when he said that. There's old Mrs. Warner at the +Channel Head. She's had heaps of trouble all her life, poor soul, and +she's lost almost everyone she cared about. She's always saying that +she'll be glad when her time comes, and she doesn't want to live any +longer in this vale of tears. But when she takes a sick spell, lord, +what a fuss she makes, master! Doctors from town and a trained nurse +and enough medicine to kill a dog! Life may be a vale of tears, all +right, master, but there are some folks who enjoy weeping, I reckon." + +Summer passed through the garden with her procession of roses and +lilies and hollyhocks and golden glow. The golden glow was +particularly fine that year. There was a great bank of it at the lower +end of the garden, like a huge billow of sunshine. Tamzine revelled in +it, but Abel liked more subtly-tinted flowers. There was a certain +dark wine-hued hollyhock which was a favourite with him. He would sit +for hours looking steadfastly into one of its shallow satin cups. I +found him so one afternoon in the hop-vine arbour. + +"This colour always has a soothing effect on me," he explained. +"Yellow excites me too much--makes me restless--makes me want to sail +'beyond the bourne of sunset'. I looked at that surge of golden glow +down there today till I got all worked up and thought my life had been +an awful failure. I found a dead butterfly and had a little +funeral--buried it in the fern corner. And I thought I hadn't been +any more use in the world than that poor little butterfly. Oh, I was +woeful, master. Then I got me this hollyhock and sat down here to look +at it alone. When a man's alone, master, he's most with God--or with +the devil. The devil rampaged around me all the time I was looking at +that golden glow; but God spoke to me through the hollyhock. And it +seemed to me that a man who's as happy as I am and has got such a +garden has made a real success of living." + +"I hope I'll be able to make as much of a success," I said sincerely. + +"I want you to make a different kind of success, though, master," said +Abel, shaking his head. "I want you to _do_ things--the things I'd +have tried to do if I'd had the chance. It's in you to do them--if you +set your teeth and go ahead." + +"I believe I _can_ set my teeth and go ahead now, thanks to you, Mr. +Armstrong," I said. "I was heading straight for failure when I came +here last spring; but you've changed my course." + +"Given you a sort of compass to steer by, haven't I?" queried Abel +with a smile. "I ain't too modest to take some credit for it. I saw I +could do _you_ some good. But my garden has done more than I did, if +you'll believe it. It's wonderful what a garden can do for a man when +he lets it have its way. Come, sit down here and bask, master. The +sunshine may be gone to-morrow. Let's just sit and think." + +We sat and thought for a long while. Presently Abel said abruptly: + +"You don't see the folks I see in this garden, master. You don't see +anybody but me and old Tamzine and Captain Kidd. I see all who used to +be here long ago. It was a lively place then. There were plenty of us +and we were as gay a set of youngsters as you'd find anywhere. We +tossed laughter backwards and forwards here like a ball. And now old +Tamzine and older Abel are all that are left." + +He was silent a moment, looking at the phantoms of memory that paced +invisibly to me the dappled walks and peeped merrily through the +swinging boughs. Then he went on: + +"Of all the folks I see here there are two that are more vivid and +real than all the rest, master. One is my sister Alice. She died +thirty years ago. She was very beautiful. You'd hardly believe that to +look at Tamzine and me, would you? But it is true. We always called +her Queen Alice--she was so stately and handsome. She had brown eyes +and red gold hair, just the colour of that nasturtium there. She was +father's favourite. The night she was born they didn't think my mother +would live. Father walked this garden all night. And just under that +old apple-tree he knelt at sunrise and thanked God when they came to +tell him that all was well. + +"Alice was always a creature of joy. This old garden rang with her +laughter in those years. She seldom walked--she ran or danced. She +only lived twenty years, but nineteen of them were so happy I've never +pitied her over much. She had everything that makes life worth +living--laughter and love, and at the last sorrow. James Milburn was +her lover. It's thirty-one years since his ship sailed out of that +harbour and Alice waved him good-bye from this garden. He never came +back. His ship was never heard of again. + +"When Alice gave up hope that it would be, she died of a broken heart. +They say there's no such thing; but nothing else ailed Alice. She +stood at yonder gate day after day and watched the harbour; and when +at last she gave up hope life went with it. I remember the day: she +had watched until sunset. Then she turned away from the gate. All the +unrest and despair had gone out of her eyes. There was a terrible +peace in them--the peace of the dead. 'He will never come back now, +Abel,' she said to me. + +"In less than a week she was dead. The others mourned her, but I +didn't, master. She had sounded the deeps of living and there was +nothing else to linger through the years for. _My_ grief had spent +itself earlier, when I walked this garden in agony because I could +not help her. But often, on these long warm summer afternoons, I seem +to hear Alice's laughter all over this garden; though she's been dead +so long." + +He lapsed into a reverie which I did not disturb, and it was not until +another day that I learned of the other memory that he cherished. He +reverted to it suddenly as we sat again in the hop-vine arbour, +looking at the glimmering radiance of the September sea. + +"Master, how many of us are sitting here?" + +"Two in the flesh. How many in the spirit I know not," I answered, +humouring his mood. + +"There is one--the other of the two I spoke of the day I told you +about Alice. It's harder for me to speak of this one." + +"Don't speak of it if it hurts you," I said. + +"But I want to. It's a whim of mine. Do you know why I told you of +Alice and why I'm going to tell you of Mercedes? It's because I want +someone to remember them and think of them sometimes after I'm gone. I +can't bear that their names should be utterly forgotten by all living +souls. + +"My older brother, Alec, was a sailor, and on his last voyage to the +West Indies he married and brought home a Spanish girl. My father and +mother didn't like the match. Mercedes was a foreigner and a Catholic, +and differed from us in every way. But I never blamed Alec after I saw +her. It wasn't that she was so very pretty. She was slight and dark +and ivory-coloured. But she was very graceful, and there was a charm +about her, master--a mighty and potent charm. The women couldn't +understand it. They wondered at Alec's infatuation for her. I never +did. I--I loved her, too, master, before I had known her a day. Nobody +ever knew it. Mercedes never dreamed of it. But it's lasted me all my +life. I never wanted to think of any other woman. She spoiled a man +for any other kind of woman--that little pale, dark-eyed Spanish girl. +To love her was like drinking some rare sparkling wine. You'd never +again have any taste for a commoner draught. + +"I think she was very happy the year she spent here. Our thrifty +women-folk in Stillwater jeered at her because she wasn't what they +called capable. They said she couldn't do anything. But she could do +one thing well--she could love. She worshipped Alec. I used to hate +him for it. Oh, my heart has been very full of black thoughts in its +time, master. But neither Alec nor Mercedes ever knew. And I'm +thankful now that they were so happy. Alec made this arbour for +Mercedes--at least he made the trellis, and she planted the vines. + +"She used to sit here most of the time in summer. I suppose that's why +I like to sit here. Her eyes would be dreamy and far-away until Alec +would flash his welcome. How that used to torture me! But now I like +to remember it. And her pretty soft foreign voice and little white +hands. She died after she had lived here a year. They buried her and +her baby in the graveyard of that little chapel over the harbour where +the bell rings every evening. She used to like sitting here and +listening to it. Alec lived a long while after, but he never married +again. He's gone now, and nobody remembers Mercedes but me." + +Abel lapsed into a reverie--a tryst with the past which I would not +disturb. I thought he did not notice my departure, but as I opened the +gate he stood up and waved his hand. + +Three days later I went again to the old garden by the harbour shore. +There was a red light on a distant sail. In the far west a sunset city +was built around a great deep harbour of twilight. Palaces were there +and bannered towers of crimson and gold. The air was full of music; +there was one music of the wind and another of the waves, and still +another of the distant bell from the chapel near which Mercedes slept. +The garden was full of ripe odours and warm colours. The Lombardies +around it were tall and sombre like the priestly forms of some mystic +band. Abel was sitting in the hop-vine arbour; beside him Captain +Kidd slept. I thought Abel was asleep, too; his head leaned against +the trellis and his eyes were shut. + +But when I reached the arbour I saw that he was not asleep. There was +a strange, wise little smile on his lips as if he had attained to the +ultimate wisdom and were laughing in no unkindly fashion at our old +blind suppositions and perplexities. + +Abel had gone on his Great Adventure. + + + + + +Akin To Love + + +David Hartley had dropped in to pay a neighbourly call on Josephine +Elliott. It was well along in the afternoon, and outside, in the clear +crispness of a Canadian winter, the long blue shadows from the tall +firs behind the house were falling over the snow. + +It was a frosty day, and all the windows of every room where there was +no fire were covered with silver palms. But the big, bright kitchen +was warm and cosy, and somehow seemed to David more tempting than ever +before, and that is saying a good deal. He had an uneasy feeling that +he had stayed long enough and ought to go. Josephine was knitting at a +long gray sock with doubly aggressive energy, and that was a sign that +she was talked out. As long as Josephine had plenty to say, her plump +white fingers, where her mother's wedding ring was lost in dimples, +moved slowly among her needles. When conversation flagged she fell to +her work as furiously as if a husband and half a dozen sons were +waiting for its completion. David often wondered in his secret soul +what Josephine did with all the interminable gray socks she knitted. +Sometimes he concluded that she put them in the home missionary +barrels; again, that she sold them to her hired man. At any rate, they +were very warm and comfortable looking, and David sighed as he thought +of the deplorable state his own socks were generally in. + +When David sighed Josephine took alarm. She was afraid David was going +to have one of his attacks of foolishness. She must head him off +someway, so she rolled up the gray sock, stabbed the big pudgy ball +with her needles, and said she guessed she'd get the tea. + +David got up. + +"Now, you're not going before tea?" said Josephine hospitably. "I'll +have it all ready in no time." + +"I ought to go home, I s'pose," said David, with the air and tone of a +man dallying with a great temptation. "Zillah'll be waiting tea for +me; and there's the stock to tend to." + +"I guess Zillah won't wait long," said Josephine. She did not intend +it at all, but there was a certain scornful ring in her voice. "You +must stay. I've a fancy for company to tea." + +David sat down again. He looked so pleased that Josephine went down on +her knees behind the stove, ostensibly to get a stick of firewood, but +really to hide her smile. + +"I suppose he's tickled to death to think of getting a good square +meal, after the starvation rations Zillah puts him on," she thought. + +But Josephine misjudged David just as much as he misjudged her. She +had really asked him to stay to tea out of pity, but David thought it +was because she was lonesome, and he hailed that as an encouraging +sign. And he was not thinking about getting a good meal either, +although his dinner had been such a one as only Zillah Hartley could +get up. As he leaned back in his cushioned chair and watched Josephine +bustling about the kitchen, he was glorying in the fact that he could +spend another hour with her, and sit opposite to her at the table +while she poured his tea for him and passed him the biscuits, just as +if--just as if-- + +Here Josephine looked straight at him with such intent and stern brown +eyes that David felt she must have read his thoughts, and he colored +guiltily. But Josephine did not even notice that he was blushing. She +had only paused to wonder whether she would bring out cherry or +strawberry preserve; and, having decided on the cherry, took her +piercing gaze from David without having seen him at all. But he +allowed his thoughts no more vagaries. + +Josephine set the table with her mother's wedding china. She used it +because it was the anniversary of her mother's wedding day, but David +thought it was out of compliment to him. And, as he knew quite well +that Josephine prized that china beyond all her other earthly +possessions, he stroked his smooth-shaven, dimpled chin with the air +of a man to whom is offered a very subtly sweet homage. + +Josephine whisked in and out of the pantry, and up and down cellar, +and with every whisk a new dainty was added to the table. Josephine, +as everybody in Meadowby admitted, was past mistress in the noble art +of cookery. Once upon a time rash matrons and ambitious young wives +had aspired to rival her, but they had long ago realised the vanity of +such efforts and dropped comfortably back to second place. + +Josephine felt an artist's pride in her table when she set the teapot +on its stand and invited David to sit in. There were pink slices of +cold tongue, and crisp green pickles and spiced gooseberry, the recipe +for which Josephine had invented herself, and which had taken first +prize at the Provincial Exhibition for six successive years; there was +a lemon pie which was a symphony in gold and silver, biscuits as light +and white as snow, and moist, plummy cubes of fruit cake. There was +the ruby-tinted cherry preserve, a mound of amber jelly, and, to crown +all, steaming cups of tea, in flavour and fragrance unequalled. + +And Josephine, too, sitting at the head of the table, with her smooth, +glossy crimps of black hair and cheeks as rosy clear as they had been +twenty years ago, when she had been a slender slip of girlhood and +bashful young David Hartley had looked at her over his hymn-book in +prayer-meeting and tramped all the way home a few feet behind her, +because he was too shy to go boldly up and ask if he might see her +home. + +All taken together, what wonder if David lost his head over that +tea-table and determined to ask Josephine the same old question once +more? It was eighteen years since he had asked it for the first time, +and two years since the last. He would try his luck again; Josephine +was certainly more gracious than he remembered her to ever have been +before. + +When the meal was over Josephine cleared the table and washed the +dishes. When she had taken a dry towel and sat down by the window to +polish her china David understood that his opportunity had come. He +moved over and sat down beside her on the sofa by the window. + +Outside the sun was setting in a magnificent arch of light and colour +over the snow-clad hills and deep blue St. Lawrence gulf. David +grasped at the sunset as an introductory factor. + +"Isn't that fine, Josephine?" he said admiringly. "It makes me think +of that piece of poetry that used to be in the old Fifth Reader when +we went to school. D'ye mind how the teacher used to drill us up in it +on Friday afternoons? It begun + + 'Slow sinks more lovely ere his race is run + Along Morea's hills the setting sun.'" + +Then David declaimed the whole passage in a sing-song tone, +accompanied by a few crude gestures recalled from long-ago school-boy +elocution. Josephine knew what was coming. Every time David proposed +to her he had begun by reciting poetry. She twirled her towel around +the last plate resignedly. If it had to come, the sooner it was over +the better. Josephine knew by experience that there was no heading +David off, despite his shyness, when he had once got along as far as +the poetry. + +"But it's going to be for the last time," she said determinedly. "I'm +going to settle this question so decidedly to-night that there'll +never be a repetition." + +When David had finished his quotation he laid his hand on Josephine's +plump arm. + +"Josephine," he said huskily, "I s'pose you couldn't--could you +now?--make up your mind to have me. I wish you would, Josephine--I +wish you would. Don't you think you could, Josephine?" + +Josephine folded up her towel, crossed her hands on it, and looked her +wooer squarely in the eyes. + +"David Hartley," she said deliberately, "what makes you go on asking +me to marry you every once in a while when I've told you times out of +mind that I can't and won't?" + +"Because I can't help hoping that you'll change your mind through +time," David replied meekly. + +"Well, you just listen to me. I will not marry you. That is in the +first place. And in the second, this is to be final. It has to be. You +are never to ask me this again under any circumstances. If you do I +will not answer you--I will not let on I hear you at all; but (and +Josephine spoke very slowly and impressively) I will never speak to +you again--never. We are good friends now, and I like you real well, +and like to have you drop in for a neighbourly chat as often as you +wish to, but there'll be an end, short and sudden, to that, if you +don't mind what I say." + +"Oh, Josephine, ain't that rather hard?" protested David feebly. It +seemed terrible to be cut off from all hope with such finality as +this. + +"I mean every word of it," returned Josephine calmly. "You'd better go +home now, David. I always feel as if I'd like to be alone for a spell +after a disagreeable experience." + +David obeyed sadly and put on his cap and overcoat. Josephine kindly +warned him not to slip and break his legs on the porch, because the +floor was as icy as anything; and she even lighted a candle and held +it up at the kitchen door to guide him safely out. David, as he +trudged sorrowfully homeward across the fields, carried with him the +mental picture of a plump, sonsy woman, in a trim dress of +plum-coloured homespun and ruffled blue-check apron, haloed by +candlelight. It was not a very romantic vision, perhaps, but to David +it was more beautiful than anything else in the world. + +When David was gone Josephine shut the door with a little shiver. She +blew out the candle, for it was not yet dark enough to justify +artificial light to her thrifty mind. She thought the big, empty +house, in which she was the only living thing, was very lonely. It was +so still, except for the slow tick of the "grandfather's clock" and +the soft purr and crackle of the wood in the stove. Josephine sat down +by the window. + +"I wish some of the Sentners would run down," she said aloud. "If +David hadn't been so ridiculous I'd have got him to stay the evening. +He can be good company when he likes--he's real well-read and +intelligent. And he must have dismal times at home there with nobody +but Zillah." + +She looked across the yard to the little house at the other side of +it, where her French-Canadian hired man lived, and watched the purple +spiral of smoke from its chimney curling up against the crocus sky. +Would she run over and see Mrs. Leon Poirier and her little +black-eyed, brown-skinned baby? No, they never knew what to say to +each other. + +"If 'twasn't so cold I'd go up and see Ida," she said. "As it is, I +guess I'd better fall back on my knitting, for I saw Jimmy Sentner's +toes sticking through his socks the other day. How setback poor David +did look, to be sure! But I think I've settled that marrying notion of +his once for all and I'm glad of it." + +She said the same thing next day to Mrs. Tom Sentner, who had come +down to help her pick her geese. They were at work in the kitchen with +a big tubful of feathers between them, and on the table a row of dead +birds, which Leon had killed and brought in. Josephine was enveloped +in a shapeless print wrapper, and had an apron tied tightly around her +head to keep the down out of her beautiful hair, of which she was +rather proud. + +"What do you think, Ida?" she said, with a hearty laugh at the +recollection. "David Hartley was here to tea last night, and asked me +to marry him again. There's a persistent man for you. I can't brag of +ever having had many beaux, but I've certainly had my fair share of +proposals." + +Mrs. Tom did not laugh. Her thin little face, with its faded +prettiness, looked as if she never laughed. + +"Why won't you marry him?" she said fretfully. + +"Why should I?" retorted Josephine. "Tell me that, Ida Sentner." + +"Because it is high time you were married," said Mrs. Tom decisively. +"I don't believe in women living single. And I don't see what better +you can do than take David Hartley." + +Josephine looked at her sister with the interested expression of a +person who is trying to understand some mental attitude in another +which is a standing puzzle to her. Ida's evident wish to see her +married always amused Josephine. Ida had married very young and for +fifteen years her life had been one of drudgery and ill-health. Tom +Sentner was a lazy, shiftless fellow. He neglected his family and was +drunk half his time. Meadowby people said that he beat his wife when +"on the spree," but Josephine did not believe that, because she did +not think that Ida could keep from telling her if it were so. Ida +Sentner was not given to bearing her trials in silence. + +Had it not been for Josephine's assistance, Tom Sentner's family would +have stood an excellent chance of starvation. Josephine practically +kept them, and her generosity never failed or stinted. She fed and +clothed her nephews and nieces, and all the gray socks whose +destination puzzled David so much went to the Sentners. + +As for Josephine herself, she had a good farm, a comfortable house, a +plump bank account, and was an independent, unworried woman. And yet, +in the face of all this, Mrs. Tom Sentner could bewail the fact that +Josephine had no husband to look out for her. Josephine shrugged her +shoulders and gave up the conundrum, merely saying ironically, in +reply to her sister's remark: + +"And go to live with Zillah Hartley?" + +"You know very well you wouldn't have to do that. Ever since John +Hartley's wife at the Creek died he's been wanting Zillah to go and +keep house for him, and if David got married Zillah'd go quick. Catch +her staying there if you were mistress! And David has such a beautiful +house! It's ten times finer than yours, though I don't deny yours is +comfortable. And his farm is the best in Meadowby and joins yours. +Think what a beautiful property they'd make together. You're all right +now, Josephine, but what will you do when you get old and have nobody +to take care of you? I declare the thought worries me at night till I +can't sleep." + +"I should have thought you had enough worries of your own to keep you +awake at nights without taking over any of mine," said Josephine +drily. "As for old age, it's a good ways off for me yet. When your +Jack gets old enough to have some sense he can come here and live with +me. But I'm not going to marry David Hartley, you can depend on that, +Ida, my dear. I wish you could have heard him rhyming off that poetry +last night. It doesn't seem to matter much what piece he +recites--first thing that comes into his head, I reckon. I remember +one time he went clean through that hymn beginning, 'Hark from the +tombs a doleful sound,' and two years ago it was 'To Mary in Heaven,' +as lackadaisical as you please. I never had such a time to keep from +laughing, but I managed it, for I wouldn't hurt his feelings for the +world. No, I haven't any intention of marrying anybody, but if I had +it wouldn't be dear old sentimental, easy-going David." + +Mrs. Tom thumped a plucked goose down on the bench with an expression +which said that she, for one, wasn't going to waste any more words on +an idiot. Easy-going, indeed! Did Josephine consider that a drawback? +Mrs. Tom sighed. If Josephine, she thought, had put up with Tom +Sentner's tempers for fifteen years she would know how to appreciate a +good-natured man at his real value. + +The cold snap which had set in on the day of David's call lasted and +deepened for a week. On Saturday evening, when Mrs. Tom came down for +a jug of cream, the mercury of the little thermometer thumping against +Josephine's porch was below zero. The gulf was no longer blue, but +white with ice. Everything outdoors was crackling and snapping. Inside +Josephine had kept roaring fires all through the house but the only +place really warm was the kitchen. + +"Wrap your head up well, Ida," she said anxiously, when Mrs. Tom rose +to go. "You've got a bad cold." + +"There's a cold going," said Mrs. Tom. "Everyone has it. David Hartley +was up at our place to-day barking terrible--a real churchyard cough, +as I told him. He never takes any care of himself. He said Zillah had +a bad cold, too. Won't she be cranky while it lasts?" + +Josephine sat up late that night to keep fires on. She finally went to +bed in the little room opposite the big hall stove, and she slept at +once, and dreamed that the thumps of the thermometer flapping in the +wind against the wall outside grew louder and more insistent until +they woke her up. Some one was pounding on the porch door. + +Josephine sprang out of bed and hurried on her wrapper and felt shoes. +She had no doubt that some of the Sentners were sick. They had a habit +of getting sick about that time of night. She hurried out and opened +the door, expecting to see hulking Tom Sentner, or perhaps Ida +herself, big-eyed and hysterical. + +But David Hartley stood there, panting for breath. The clear moonlight +showed that he had no overcoat on, and he was coughing hard. +Josephine, before she spoke a word, clutched him by the arm and pulled +him in out of the wind. + +"For pity's sake, David Hartley, what is the matter?" + +"Zillah's awful sick," he gasped. "I came here because 'twas nearest. +Oh, won't you come over, Josephine? I've got to go for the doctor and +I can't leave her alone. She's suffering dreadful. I know you and her +ain't on good terms, but you'll come, won't you?" + +"Of course I will," said Josephine sharply. "I'm not a barbarian, I +hope, to refuse to go to the help of a sick person, if 'twas my worst +enemy. I'll go in and get ready and you go straight to the hall stove +and warm yourself. There's a good fire in it yet. What on earth do you +mean, starting out on a bitter night like this without an overcoat or +even mittens, and you with a cold like that?" + +"I never thought of them, I was so frightened," said David +apologetically. "I just lit up a fire in the kitchen stove as quick's +I could and run. It rattled me to hear Zillah moaning so's you could +hear her all over the house." + +"You need someone to look after you as bad as Zillah does," said +Josephine severely. + +In a very few minutes she was ready, with a basket packed full of +homely remedies, "for like as not there'll be no putting one's hand on +anything there," she muttered. She insisted on wrapping her big plaid +shawl around David's head and neck, and made him put on a pair of +mittens she had knitted for Jack Sentner. Then she locked the door and +they started across the gleaming, crusted field. It was so slippery +that Josephine had to cling to David's arm to keep her feet. In the +rapture of supporting her David almost forgot everything else. + +In a few minutes they had passed under the bare, glistening boughs of +the poplars on David's lawn, and for the first time Josephine crossed +the threshold of David Hartley's house. + +Years ago, in her girlhood, when the Hartley's lived in the old house +and there were half a dozen girls at home, Josephine had frequently +visited there. All the Hartley girls liked her except Zillah. She and +Zillah never "got on" together. When the other girls had married and +gone, Josephine gave up visiting there. She had never been inside the +new house, and she and Zillah had not spoken to each other for years. + +Zillah was a sick woman--too sick to be anything but civil to +Josephine. David started at once for the doctor at the Creek, and +Josephine saw that he was well wrapped up before she let him go. Then +she mixed up a mustard plaster for Zillah and sat down by the bedside +to wait. + +When Mrs. Tom Sentner came down the next day she found Josephine busy +making flaxseed poultices, with her lips set in a line that betokened +she had made up her mind to some disagreeable course of duty. + +"Zillah has got pneumonia bad," she said, in reply to Mrs. Tom's +inquiries. "The Doctor is here and Mary Bell from the Creek. She'll +wait on Zillah, but there'll have to be another woman here to see to +the work. I reckon I'll stay. I suppose it's my duty and I don't see +who else could be got. You can send Mamie and Jack down to stay at my +house until I can go back. I'll run over every day and keep an eye on +things." + +At the end of a week Zillah was out of danger. Saturday afternoon +Josephine went over home to see how Mamie and Jack were getting on. +She found Mrs. Tom there, and the latter promptly despatched Jack and +Mamie to the post-office that she might have an opportunity to hear +Josephine's news. + +"I've had an awful week of it, Ida," said Josephine solemnly, as she +sat down by the stove and put her feet up on the glowing hearth. + +"I suppose Zillah is pretty cranky to wait on," said Mrs. Tom +sympathetically. + +"Oh, it isn't Zillah. Mary Bell looks after her. No, it's the house. I +never lived in such a place of dust and disorder in my born days. I'm +sorrier for David Hartley than I ever was for anyone before." + +"I suppose he's used to it," said Mrs. Tom with a shrug. + +"I don't see how anyone could ever get used to it," groaned Josephine. +"And David used to be so particular when he was a boy. The minute I +went there the other night I took in that kitchen with a look. I don't +believe the paint has even been washed since the house was built. I +honestly don't. And I wouldn't like to be called upon to swear when +the floor was scrubbed either. The corners were just full of rolls of +dust--you could have shovelled it out. I swept it out next day and I +thought I'd be choked. As for the pantry--well, the less said about +_that_ the better. And it's the same all through the house. You could +write your name on everything. I couldn't so much as clean up. Zillah +was so sick there couldn't be a bit of noise made. I did manage to +sweep and dust, and I cleaned out the pantry. And, of course, I saw +that the meals were nice and well cooked. You should have seen David's +face. He looked as if he couldn't get used to having things clean and +tasty. I darned his socks--he hadn't a whole pair to his name--and +I've done everything I could to give him a little comfort. Not that I +could do much. If Zillah heard me moving round she'd send Mary Bell +out to ask what the matter was. When I wanted to go upstairs I'd have +to take off my shoes and tiptoe up on my stocking feet, so's she +wouldn't know it. And I'll have to stay there another fortnight yet. +Zillah won't be able to sit up till then. I don't really know if I can +stand it without falling to and scrubbing the house from garret to +cellar in spite of her." + +Mrs. Tom Sentner did not say much to Josephine. To herself she said +complacently: + +"She's sorry for David. Well, I've always heard that pity was akin to +love. We'll see what comes of this." + +Josephine did manage to live through that fortnight. One morning she +remarked to David at the breakfast table: + +"Well, I think that Mary Bell will be able to attend to the work after +today, David. I guess I'll go home tonight." + +David's face clouded over. + +"Well, I s'pose we oughtn't to keep you any longer, Josephine. I'm +sure it's been awful good of you to stay this long. I don't know what +we'd have done without you." + +"You're welcome," said Josephine shortly. + +"Don't go for to walk home," said David; "the snow is too deep. I'll +drive you over when you want to go." + +"I'll not go before the evening," said Josephine slowly. + +David went out to his work gloomily. For three weeks he had been +living in comfort. His wants were carefully attended to; his meals +were well cooked and served, and everything was bright and clean. And +more than all, Josephine had been there, with her cheerful smile and +companionable ways. Well, it was all ended now. + +Josephine sat at the breakfast table long after David had gone out. +She scowled at the sugar-bowl and shook her head savagely at the +tea-pot. + +"I'll have to do it," she said at last. + +"I'm so sorry for him that I can't do anything else." + +She got up and went to the window, looking across the snowy field to +her own home, nestled between the grove of firs and the orchard. + +"It's awful snug and comfortable," she said regretfully, "and I've +always felt set on being free and independent. But it's no use. I'd +never have a minute's peace of mind again, thinking of David living +here in dirt and disorder, and him so particular and tidy by nature. +No, it's my duty, plain and clear, to come here and make things +pleasant for him--the pointing of Providence, as you might say. The +worst of it is, I'll have to tell him so myself. He'll never dare to +mention the subject again, after what I said to him that night he +proposed last. I wish I hadn't been so dreadful emphatic. Now I've got +to say it myself if it is ever said. But I'll not begin by quoting +poetry, that's one thing sure!" + +Josephine threw back her head, crowned with its shining braids of +jet-black hair, and laughed heartily. She bustled back to the stove +and poked up the fire. + +"I'll have a bit of corned beef and cabbage for dinner," she said, +"and I'll make David that pudding he's so fond of. After all, it's +kind of nice to have someone to plan and think for. It always did seem +like a waste of energy to fuss over cooking things when there was +nobody but myself to eat them." + +Josephine sang over her work all day, and David went about his with +the face of a man who is going to the gallows without benefit of +clergy. When he came in to supper at sunset his expression was so +woe-begone that Josephine had to dodge into the pantry to keep from +laughing outright. She relieved her feelings by pounding the dresser +with the potato masher, and then went primly out and took her place at +the table. + +The meal was not a success from a social point of view. Josephine was +nervous and David glum. Mary Bell gobbled down her food with her usual +haste, and then went away to carry Zillah hers. Then David said +reluctantly: + +"If you want to go home now, Josephine, I'll hitch up Red Rob and +drive you over." + +Josephine began to plait the tablecloth. She wished again that she had +not been so emphatic on the occasion of his last proposal. Without +replying to David's suggestion she said crossly (Josephine always +spoke crossly when she was especially in earnest): + +"I want to tell you what I think about Zillah. She's getting better, +but she's had a terrible shaking up, and it's my opinion that she +won't be good for much all winter. She won't be able to do any hard +work, that's certain. If you want my advice, I tell you fair and +square that I think she'd better go off for a visit as soon as she's +fit. She thinks so herself. Clementine wants her to go and stay a +spell with her in town. 'Twould be just the thing for her." + +"She can go if she wants to, of course," said David dully. "I can get +along by myself for a spell." + +"There's no need of your getting along by yourself," said Josephine, +more crossly than ever. "I'll--I'll come here and keep house for you +if you like." + +David looked at her uncomprehendingly. + +"Wouldn't people kind of gossip?" he asked hesitatingly. "Not but +what--" + +"I don't see what they'd have to gossip about," broke in Josephine, +"if we were--married." + +David sprang to his feet with such haste that he almost upset the +table. + +"Josephine, do you mean that?" he exclaimed. + +"Of course I mean it," she said, in a perfectly savage tone. "Now, for +pity's sake, don't say another word about it just now. I can't discuss +it for a spell. Go out to your work. I want to be alone for awhile." + +For the first and last time David disobeyed her. Instead of going out, +he strode around the table, caught Josephine masterfully in his arms, +and kissed her. And Josephine, after a second's hesitation, kissed him +in return. + + + + +Aunt Philippa and the Men + + +I knew quite well why Father sent me to Prince Edward Island to visit +Aunt Philippa that summer. He told me he was sending me there "to +learn some sense"; and my stepmother, of whom I was very fond, told me +she was sure the sea air would do me a world of good. I did not want +to learn sense or be done a world of good; I wanted to stay in +Montreal and go on being foolish--and make up my quarrel with Mark +Fenwick. Father and Mother did not know anything about this quarrel; +they thought I was still on good terms with him--and that is why they +sent me to Prince Edward Island. + +I was very miserable. I did not want to go to Aunt Philippa's. It was +not because I feared it would be dull--for without Mark, Montreal was +just as much of a howling wilderness as any other place. But it was so +horribly far away. When the time came for Mark to want to make up--as +come I knew it would--how could he do it if I were seven hundred miles +away? + +Nevertheless, I went to Prince Edward Island. In all my eighteen years +I had never once disobeyed Father. He is a very hard man to disobey. I +knew I should have to make a beginning some time if I wanted to marry +Mark, so I saved all my little courage up for that and didn't waste +any of it opposing the visit to Aunt Philippa. + +I couldn't understand Father's point of view. Of course, he hated old +John Fenwick, who had once sued him for libel and won the case. Father +had written an indiscreet editorial in the excitement of a red-hot +political contest--and was made to understand that there are some +things you can't say of another man even at election time. But then, +he need not have hated Mark because of that; Mark was not even born +when it happened. + +Old John Fenwick was not much better pleased about Mark and me than +Father was, though he didn't go to the length of forbidding it; he +just acted grumpily and disagreeably. Things were unpleasant enough +all round without a quarrel between Mark and me; yet quarrel we +did--and over next to nothing, too, you understand. And now I had to +set out for Prince Edward Island without even seeing him, for he was +away in Toronto on business. + + * * * * * + +When my train reached Copely the next afternoon, Aunt Philippa was +waiting for me. There was nobody else in sight, but I would have known +her had there been a thousand. Nobody but Aunt Philippa could have +that determined mouth, those piercing grey eyes, and that pronounced, +unmistakable Goodwin nose. And certainly nobody but Aunt Philippa +would have come to meet me arrayed in a wrapper of chocolate print +with huge yellow roses scattered over it, and a striped blue-and-white +apron! + +She welcomed me kindly but absent-mindedly, her thoughts evidently +being concentrated on the problem of getting my trunk home. I had only +the one, and in Montreal it had seemed to be of moderate size; but on +the platform of Copely station, sized up by Aunt Philippa's merciless +eye, it certainly looked huge. + +"I thought we could a-took it along tied on the back of the buggy," +she said disapprovingly, "but I guess we'll have to leave it, and I'll +send the hired boy over for it tonight. You can get along without it +till then, I s'pose?" + +There was a fine irony in her tone. I hastened to assure her meekly +that I could, and that it did not matter if my trunk could not be +taken up till next day. + +"Oh, Jerry can come for it tonight as well as not," said Aunt +Philippa, as we climbed into her buggy. "I'd a good notion to send him +to meet you, for he isn't doing much today, and I wanted to go to Mrs. +Roderick MacAllister's funeral. But my head was aching me so bad I +thought I wouldn't enjoy the funeral if I did go. My head is better +now, so I kind of wish I had gone. She was a hundred and four years +old and I'd always promised myself that I'd go to her funeral." + +Aunt Philippa's tone was melancholy. She did not recover her good +spirits until we were out on the pretty, grassy, elm-shaded country +road, garlanded with its ribbon of buttercups. Then she suddenly +turned around and looked me over scrutinizingly. + +"You're not as good-looking as I expected from your picture, but them +photographs always flatter. That's the reason I never had any took. +You're rather thin and brown. But you've good eyes and you look +clever. Your father writ me you hadn't much sense, though. He wants me +to teach you some, but it's a thankless business. People would rather +be fools." + +Aunt Philippa struck her steed smartly with the whip and controlled +his resultant friskiness with admirable skill. + +"Well, you know it's pleasanter," I said, wickedly. "Just think what a +doleful world it would be if everybody were sensible." + +Aunt Philippa looked at me out of the corner of her eye and disdained +any skirmish of flippant epigram. + +"So you want to get married?" she said. "You'd better wait till you're +grown up." + +"How old must a person be before she is grown up?" I asked gravely. + +"Humph! That depends. Some are grown up when they're born, and others +ain't grown up when they're eighty. That same Mrs. Roderick I was +speaking of never grew up. She was as foolish when she was a hundred +as when she was ten." + +"Perhaps that's why she lived so long," I suggested. All thought of +seeking sympathy in Aunt Philippa had vanished. I resolved I would not +even mention Mark's name. + +"Mebbe 'twas," admitted Aunt Philippa with a grim smile. "_I'd_ rather +live fifty sensible years than a hundred foolish ones." + +Much to my relief, she made no further reference to my affairs. As we +rounded a curve in the road where two great over-arching elms met, a +buggy wheeled by us, occupied by a young man in clerical costume. He +had a pleasant boyish face, and he touched his hat courteously. Aunt +Philippa nodded very frostily and gave her horse a quite undeserved +cut. + +"There's a man you don't want to have much to do with," she said +portentously. "He's a Methodist minister." + +"Why, Auntie, the Methodists are a very nice denomination," I +protested. "My stepmother is a Methodist, you know." + +"No, I didn't know, but I'd believe anything of a stepmother. I've no +use for Methodists or their ministers. This fellow just came last +spring, and it's _my_ opinion he smokes. And he thinks every girl who +looks at him falls in love with him--as if a Methodist minister was +any prize! Don't you take much notice of him, Ursula." + +"I'll not be likely to have the chance," I said, with an amused smile. + +"Oh, you'll see enough of him. He boards at Mrs. John Callman's, just +across the road from us, and he's always out sunning himself on her +verandah. Never studies, of course. Last Sunday they say he preached +on the iron that floated. If he'd confine himself to the Bible and +leave sensational subjects alone it would be better for him and his +poor congregation, and so I told Mrs. John Callman to her face. I +should think _she_ would have had enough of his sex by this time. She +married John Callman against her father's will, and he had delirious +trembles for years. That's the men for you." + +"They're not _all_ like that, Aunt Philippa," I protested. + +"Most of 'em are. See that house over there? Mrs. Jane Harrison lives +there. Her husband took tantrums every few days or so and wouldn't get +out of bed. She had to do all the barn work till he'd got over his +spell. That's men for you. When he died, people writ her letters of +condolence but _I_ just sot down and writ her one of congratulation. +There's the Presbyterian manse in the hollow. Mr. Bentwell's our +minister. He's a good man and he'd be a rather nice one if he didn't +think it was his duty to be a little miserable all the time. He won't +let his wife wear a fashionable hat, and his daughter can't fix her +hair the way she wants to. Even being a minister can't prevent a man +from being a crank. Here's Ebenezer Milgrave coming. You take a good +look at him. He used to be insane for years. He believed he was dead +and used to rage at his wife because she wouldn't bury him. _I'd_ +a-done it." + +Aunt Philippa looked so determinedly grim that I could almost see her +with a spade in her hand. I laughed aloud at the picture summoned up. + +"Yes, it's funny, but I guess his poor wife didn't find it very +humorsome. He's been pretty sane for some years now, but you never can +tell when he'll break out again. He's got a brother, Albert Milgrave, +who's been married twice. They say he was courting his second wife +while his first was dying. Let that be as it may, he used his first +wife's wedding ring to marry the second. That's the men for you." + +"Don't you know _any_ good husbands, Aunt Philippa?" I asked +desperately. + +"Oh, yes, lots of 'em--over there," said Aunt Philippa sardonically, +waving her whip in the direction of a little country graveyard on a +distant hill. + +"Yes, but _living_--walking about in the flesh?" + +"Precious few. Now and again you'll come across a man whose wife won't +put up with any nonsense and he _has_ to be respectable. But the most +of 'em are poor bargains--poor bargains." + +"And are all the wives saints?" I persisted. + +"Laws, no, but they're too good for the men," retorted Aunt Philippa, +as she turned in at her own gate. Her house was close to the road and +was painted such a vivid green that the landscape looked faded by +contrast. Across the gable end of it was the legend, "Philippa's +Farm," emblazoned in huge black letters two feet long. All its +surroundings were very neat. On the kitchen doorstep a patchwork cat +was making a grave toilet. The groundwork of the cat was white, and +its spots were black, yellow, grey, and brown. + +"There's Joseph," said Aunt Philippa. "I call him that because his +coat is of many colours. But I ain't no lover of cats. They're too +much like the men to suit me." + +"Cats have always been supposed to be peculiarly feminine," I said, +descending. + +"'Twas a man that supposed it, then," retorted Aunt Philippa, +beckoning to her hired boy. "Here, Jerry, put Prince away. Jerry's a +good sort of boy," she confided to me as we went into the house. "I +had Jim Spencer last summer and the only good thing about _him_ was +his appetite. I put up with him till harvest was in, and then one day +my patience give out. He upsot a churnful of cream in the back +yard--and was just as cool as a cowcumber over it--laughed and said it +was good for the land. I told him I wasn't in the habit of fertilizing +my back yard with cream. But that's the men for you. Come in. I'll +have tea ready in no time. I sot the table before I left. There's +lemon pie. Mrs. John Cantwell sent it over. I never make lemon pie +myself. Ten years ago I took the prize for lemon pies at the county +fair, and I've never made any since for fear I'd lose my reputation +for them." + + * * * * * + +The first month of my stay passed not unpleasantly. The summer weather +was delightful, and the sea air was certainly splendid. Aunt +Philippa's little farm ran right down to the shore, and I spent much +of my time there. There were also several families of cousins to be +visited in the farmhouses that dotted the pretty, seaward-sloping +valley, and they came back to see me at "Philippa's Farm." I picked +spruce gum and berries and ferns, and Aunt Philippa taught me to make +butter. It was all very idyllic--or would have been if Mark had +written. But Mark did not write. I supposed he must be very angry +because I had run off to Prince Edward Island without so much as a +note of goodbye. But I had been so sure he would understand! + +Aunt Philippa never made any further reference to the reason Father +had sent me to her, but she allowed no day to pass without holding up +to me some horrible example of matrimonial infelicity. The number of +unhappy wives who walked or drove past "Philippa's Farm" every +afternoon, as we sat on the verandah, was truly pitiable. + +We always sat on the verandah in the afternoon, when we were not +visiting or being visited. I made a pretence of fancy work, and Aunt +Philippa spun diligently on a little old-fashioned spinning-wheel that +had been her grandmother's. She always sat before the wood stand which +held her flowers, and the gorgeous blots of geranium blossom and big +green leaves furnished a pretty background. She always wore her +shapeless but clean print wrappers, and her iron-grey hair was always +combed neatly down over her ears. Joseph sat between us, sleeping or +purring. She spun so expertly that she could keep a close watch on the +road as well, and I got the biography of every individual who went by. +As for the poor young Methodist minister, who liked to read or walk on +the verandah of our neighbour's house, Aunt Philippa never had a good +word for him. I had met him once or twice socially and had liked him. +I wanted to ask him to call but dared not--Aunt Philippa had vowed he +should never enter her house. + +"If I was dead and he came to my funeral I'd rise up and order him +out," she said. + +"I thought he made a very nice prayer at Mrs. Seaman's funeral the +other day," I said. + +"Oh, I've no doubt he can pray. I never heard anyone make more +beautiful prayers than old Simon Kennedy down at the harbour, who was +always drunk or hoping to be--and the drunker he was the better he +prayed. It ain't no matter how well a man prays if his preaching isn't +right. That Methodist man preaches a lot of things that ain't true, +and what's worse they ain't sound doctrine. At least, that's what I've +heard. I never was in a Methodist church, thank goodness." + +"Don't you think Methodists go to heaven as well as Presbyterians, +Aunt Philippa?" I asked gravely. + +"That ain't for us to decide," said Aunt Philippa solemnly. "It's in +higher hands than ours. But I ain't going to associate with them on +_earth_, whatever I may have to do in heaven. The folks round here +mostly don't make much difference and go to the Methodist church quite +often. But _I_ say if you are a Presbyterian, _be_ a Presbyterian. Of +course, if you ain't, it don't matter much what you do. As for that +minister man, he has a grand-uncle who was sent to the penitentiary +for embezzlement. I found out _that_ much." + +And evidently Aunt Philippa had taken an unholy joy in finding it out. + +"I dare say some of our own ancestors deserved to go to the +penitentiary, even if they never did," I remarked. "Who is that woman +driving past, Aunt Philippa? She must have been very pretty once." + +"She was--and that was all the good it did her. 'Favour is deceitful +and beauty is vain,' Ursula. She was Sarah Pyatt and she married Fred +Proctor. He was one of your wicked, fascinating men. After she married +him he give up being fascinating but he kept on being wicked. _That's_ +the men for you. Her sister Flora weren't much luckier. _Her_ man was +that domineering she couldn't call her soul her own. Finally he +couldn't get his own way over something and he just suicided by +jumping into the well. A good riddance--but of course the well was +spoiled. Flora could never abide the thought of using it again, poor +thing. _That's_ men for you. + +"And there's that old Enoch Allan on his way to the station. He's +ninety if he's a day. You can't kill some folks with a meat axe. His +wife died twenty years ago. He'd been married when he was twenty so +they'd lived together for fifty years. She was a faithful, +hard-working creature and kept him out of the poorhouse, for he was a +shiftless soul, not lazy, exactly, but just too fond of sitting. But +he weren't grateful. She had a kind of bitter tongue and they did use +to fight scandalous. O' course it was all his fault. Well, she died, +and old Enoch and my father drove together to the graveyard. Old Enoch +was awful quiet all the way there and back, but just afore they got +home, he says solemnly to Father: 'You mayn't believe it, Henry, but +this is the happiest day of my life.' _That's_ men for you. His +brother, Scotty Allan, was the meanest man ever lived in these parts. +When his wife died she was buried with a little gold brooch in her +collar unbeknownst to him. When he found it out he went one night to +the graveyard and opened up the grave and the casket to get that +brooch." + +"Oh, Aunt Philippa, that is a horrible story," I cried, recoiling with +a shiver over the gruesomeness of it. + +"'Course it is, but what would you expect of a man?" retorted Aunt +Philippa. + +Somehow, her stories began to affect me in spite of myself. There were +times when I felt very dreary. Perhaps Aunt Philippa was right. +Perhaps men possessed neither truth nor constancy. Certainly Mark had +forgotten me. I was ashamed of myself because this hurt me so much, +but I could not help it. I grew pale and listless. Aunt Philippa +sometimes peered at me sharply, but she held her peace. I was grateful +for this. + + * * * * * + +But one day a letter did come from Mark. I dared not read it until I +was safely in my own room. Then I opened it with trembling fingers. + +The letter was a little stiff. Evidently Mark was feeling sore enough +over things. He made no reference to our quarrel or to my sojourn in +Prince Edward Island. He wrote that his firm was sending him to South +Africa to take charge of their interests there. He would leave in +three weeks' time and could not return for five years. If I still +cared anything for him, would I meet him in Halifax, marry him, and go +to South Africa with him? If I would not, he would understand that I +had ceased to love him and that all was over between us. + +That, boiled down, was the gist of Mark's letter. When I had read it I +cast myself on the bed and wept out all the tears I had refused to let +myself shed during my weeks of exile. + +For I could not do what Mark asked--I _could not_. I couldn't run away +to be married in that desolate, unbefriended fashion. It would be a +disgrace. I would feel ashamed of it all my life and be unhappy over +it. I thought that Mark was rather unreasonable. He knew what my +feelings about run-away marriages were. And was it absolutely +necessary for him to go to South Africa? Of course his father was +behind it somewhere, but surely he could have got out of it if he had +really tried. + +Well, if he went to South Africa he must go alone. But my heart would +break. + +I cried the whole afternoon, cowering among my pillows. I never wanted +to go out of that room again. I never wanted to see anybody again. I +hated the thought of facing Aunt Philippa with her cold eyes and her +miserable stories that seemed to strip life of all beauty and love of +all reality. I could hear her scornful, "That's the men for you," if +she heard what was in Mark's letter. + +"What is the matter, Ursula?" + +Aunt Philippa was standing by my bed. I was too abject to resent her +coming in without knocking. + +"Nothing," I said spiritlessly. + +"If you've been crying for three mortal hours over nothing you want a +good spanking and you'll get it," observed Aunt Philippa placidly, +sitting down on my trunk. "Get right up off that bed this minute and +tell me what the trouble is. I'm bound to know, for I'm in your +father's place at present." + +"There, then!" I flung her Mark's letter. There wasn't anything in it +that it was sacrilege to let another person see. That was one reason +why I had been crying. + +Aunt Philippa read it over twice. Then she folded it up deliberately +and put it back in the envelope. + +"What are you going to do?" she asked in a matter-of-fact tone. + +"I'm not going to run away to be married," I answered sullenly. + +"Well, no, I wouldn't advise you to," said Aunt Philippa reflectively. +"It's a kind of low-down thing to do, though there's been a terrible +lot of romantic nonsense talked and writ about eloping. It may be a +painful necessity sometimes, but it ain't in this case. You write to +your young man and tell him to come here and be married respectable +under my roof, same as a Goodwin ought to." + +I sat up and stared at Aunt Philippa. I was so amazed that it is +useless to try to express my amazement. + +"Aunt--Philippa," I gasped. "I thought--I thought--" + +"You thought I was a hard old customer, and so I am," said Aunt +Philippa. "But I don't take my opinions from your father nor anybody +else. It didn't prejudice me any against your young man that your +father didn't like him. I knew your father of old. I have some other +friends in Montreal and I writ to them and asked them what he was +like. From what they said I judged he was decent enough as men go. +You're too young to be married, but if you let him go off to South +Africa he'll slip through your fingers for sure, and I s'pose you're +like some of the rest of us--nobody'll do you but the one. So tell him +to come here and be married." + +"I don't see how I can," I gasped. "I can't get ready to be married in +three weeks. I can't--" + +"I should think you have enough clothes in that trunk to do you for a +spell," said Aunt Philippa sarcastically. "You've more than my mother +ever had in all her life. We'll get you a wedding dress of some kind. +You can get it made in Charlottetown, if country dressmakers aren't +good enough for you, and I'll bake you a wedding cake that'll taste as +good as anything you could get in Montreal, even if it won't look so +stylish." + +"What will Father say?" I questioned. + +"Lots o' things," conceded Aunt Philippa grimly. "But I don't see as +it matters when neither you nor me'll be there to have our feelings +hurt. I'll write a few things to your father. He hasn't got much +sense. He ought to be thankful to get a decent young man for his +son-in-law in a world where most every man is a wolf in sheep's +clothing. But that's the men for you." + +And that was Aunt Philippa for you. For the next three weeks she was a +blissfully excited, busy woman. I was allowed to choose the material +and fashion of my wedding suit and hat myself, but almost everything +else was settled by Aunt Philippa. I didn't mind; it was a relief to +be rid of all responsibility; I did protest when she declared her +intention of having a big wedding and asking all the cousins and +semi-cousins on the island, but Aunt Philippa swept my objections +lightly aside. + +"I'm bound to have one good wedding in this house," she said. "Not +likely I'll ever have another chance." + +She found time amid all the baking and concocting to warn me +frequently not to take it too much to heart if Mark failed to come +after all. + +"I know a man who jilted a girl on her wedding day. That's the men for +you. It's best to be prepared." + +But Mark did come, getting there the evening before our wedding day. +And then a severe blow fell on Aunt Philippa. Word came from the manse +that Mr. Bentwell had been suddenly summoned to Nova Scotia to his +mother's deathbed; he had started that night. + +"That's the men for you," said Aunt Philippa bitterly. "Never can +depend on one of them, not even on a minister. What's to be done now?" + +"Get another minister," said Mark easily. + +"Where'll you get him?" demanded Aunt Philippa. "The minister at +Cliftonville is away on his vacation, and Mercer is vacant, and that +leaves none nearer than town. It won't do to depend on a town minister +being able to come. No, there's no help for it. You'll have to have +that Methodist man." + +Aunt Philippa's tone was tragic. Plainly she thought the ceremony +would scarcely be legal if that Methodist man married us. But neither +Mark nor I cared. We were too happy to be disturbed by any such +trifles. + +The young Methodist minister married us the next day in the presence +of many beaming guests. Aunt Philippa, splendid in black silk and +point-lace collar, neither of which lost a whit of dignity or lustre +by being made ten years before, was composure itself while the +ceremony was going on. But no sooner had the minister pronounced us +man and wife than she spoke up. + +"Now that's over I want someone to go right out and put out the fire +on the kitchen roof. It's been on fire for the last ten minutes." + +Minister and bridegroom headed the emergency brigade, and Aunt +Philippa pumped the water for them. In a short time the fire was out, +all was safe, and we were receiving our deferred congratulations. + +"Now, young man," said Aunt Philippa solemnly as she shook hands with +Mark, "don't you ever try to get out of this, even if a Methodist +minister did marry you." + +She insisted on driving us to the train and said goodbye to us as we +stood on the car steps. She had caught more of the shower of rice than +I had, and as the day was hot and sunny she had tied over her head, +atop of that festal silk dress, a huge, home-made, untrimmed straw +hat. But she did not look ridiculous. There was a certain dignity +about Aunt Philippa in any costume and under any circumstance. + +"Aunt Philippa," I said, "tell me this: why have you helped me to be +married?" + +The train began to move. + +"I refused once to run away myself, and I've repented it ever since." +Then, as the train gathered speed and the distance between us widened, +she shouted after us, "But I s'pose if I had run away I'd have +repented of that too." + + + + +Bessie's Doll + + +Tommy Puffer, sauntering up the street, stopped to look at Miss +Octavia's geraniums. Tommy never could help stopping to look at Miss +Octavia's flowers, much as he hated Miss Octavia. Today they were +certainly worth looking at. Miss Octavia had set them all out on her +verandah--rows upon rows of them, overflowing down the steps in waves +of blossom and colour. Miss Octavia's geraniums were famous in +Arundel, and she was very proud of them. But it was her garden which +was really the delight of her heart. Miss Octavia always had the +prettiest garden in Arundel, especially as far as annuals were +concerned. Just now it was like faith--the substance of things hoped +for. The poppies and nasturtiums and balsams and morning glories and +sweet peas had been sown in the brown beds on the lawn, but they had +not yet begun to come up. + +Tommy was still feasting his eyes on the geraniums when Miss Octavia +herself came around the corner of the house. Her face darkened the +minute she saw Tommy. Most people's did. Tommy had the reputation of +being a very bad, mischievous boy; he was certainly very poor and +ragged, and Miss Octavia disapproved of poverty and rags on principle. +Nobody, she argued, not even a boy of twelve, need be poor and ragged +if he is willing to work. + +"Here, you, get away out of this," she said sharply. "I'm not going to +have you hanging over my palings." + +"I ain't hurting your old palings," retorted Tommy sullenly. "I was +jist a-looking at the flowers." + +"Yes, and picking out the next one to throw a stone at," said Miss +Octavia sarcastically. "It was you who threw that stone and broke my +big scarlet geranium clear off the other day." + +"It wasn't--I never chucked a stone at your flowers," said Tommy. + +"Don't tell me any falsehoods, Tommy Puffer. It was you. Didn't I +catch you firing stones at my cat a dozen times?" + +"I might have fired 'em at an old cat, but I wouldn't tech a flower," +avowed Tommy boldly--brazenly, Miss Octavia thought. + +"You clear out of this or I'll make you," she said warningly. + +Tommy had had his ears boxed by Miss Octavia more than once. He had no +desire to have the performance repeated, so he stuck his tongue out at +Miss Octavia and then marched up the street with his hands in his +pockets, whistling jauntily. + +"He's the most impudent brat I ever saw in my life," muttered Miss +Octavia wrathfully. There was a standing feud between her and all the +Arundel small boys, but Tommy was her special object of dislike. + +Tommy's heart was full of wrath and bitterness as he marched away. He +hated Miss Octavia; he wished something would happen to every one of +her flowers; he knew it was Ned Williams who had thrown that stone, +and he hoped Ned would throw some more and smash all the flowers. So +Tommy raged along the street until he came to Mr. Blacklock's store, +and in the window of it he saw something that put Miss Octavia and her +disagreeable remarks quite out of his tow-coloured head. + +This was nothing more or less than a doll. Now, Tommy was not a judge +of dolls and did not take much interest in them, but he felt quite +sure that this was a very fine one. It was so big; it was beautifully +dressed in blue silk, with a ruffled blue silk hat; it had lovely long +golden hair and big brown eyes and pink cheeks; and it stood right up +in the showcase and held out its hands winningly. + +"Gee, ain't it a beauty!" said Tommy admiringly. "It looks 'sif it was +alive, and it's as big as a baby. I must go an' bring Bessie to see +it." + +Tommy at once hurried away to the shabby little street where what he +called "home" was. Tommy's home was a very homeless-looking sort of +place. It was the smallest, dingiest, most slatternly house on a +street noted for its dingy and slatternly houses. It was occupied by a +slatternly mother and a drunken father, as well as by Tommy; and +neither the father nor the mother took much notice of Tommy except to +scold or nag him. So it is hardly to be wondered at if Tommy was the +sort of boy who was frowned upon by respectable citizens. + +But one little white blossom of pure affection bloomed in the arid +desert of Tommy's existence for all that. In the preceding fall a new +family had come to Arundel and moved into the tiny house next to the +Puffers'. It was a small, dingy house, just like the others, but +before long a great change took place in it. The new family were +thrifty, industrious folks, although they were very poor. The little +house was white-washed, the paling neatly mended, the bit of a yard +cleaned of all its rubbish. Muslin curtains appeared in the windows, +and rows of cans, with blossoming plants, adorned the sills. + +There were just three people in the Knox family--a thin little mother, +who went out scrubbing and took in washing, a boy of ten, who sold +newspapers and ran errands--and Bessie. + +Bessie was eight years old and walked with a crutch, but she was a +smart little lassie and kept the house wonderfully neat and tidy while +her mother was away. The very first time she had seen Tommy she had +smiled at him sweetly and said, "Good morning." From that moment Tommy +was her devoted slave. Nobody had ever spoken like that to him before; +nobody had ever smiled so at him. Tommy would have given his useless +little life for Bessie, and thenceforth the time he was not devising +mischief he spent in bringing little pleasures into her life. It was +Tommy's delight to bring that smile to her pale little face and a look +of pleasure into her big, patient blue eyes. The other boys on the +street tried to tease Bessie at first and shouted "Cripple!" after her +when she limped out. But they soon stopped it. Tommy thrashed them +all one after another for it, and Bessie was left in peace. She would +have had a very lonely life if it had not been for Tommy, for she +could not play with the other children. But Tommy was as good as a +dozen playmates, and Bessie thought him the best boy in the world. +Tommy, whatever he might be with others, was very careful to be good +when he was with Bessie. He never said a rude word in her hearing, and +he treated her as if she were a little princess. Miss Octavia would +have been amazed beyond measure if she had seen how tender and +thoughtful and kind and chivalrous that neglected urchin of a Tommy +could be when he tried. + +Tommy found Bessie sitting by the kitchen window, looking dreamily out +of it. For just a moment Tommy thought uneasily that Bessie was +looking very pale and thin this spring. + +"Bessie, come for a walk up to Mr. Blacklock's store," he said +eagerly. "There is something there I want to show you." + +"What is it?" Bessie wanted to know. But Tommy only winked +mysteriously. + +"Ah, I ain't going to tell you. But it's something awful pretty. Just +you wait." + +Bessie reached for her crutch and the two went up to the store, Tommy +carefully suiting his steps to Bessie's slow ones. Just before they +reached the store he made her shut her eyes and led her to the window. + +"Now--look!" he commanded dramatically. + +Bessie looked and Tommy was rewarded. She flushed pinkly with delight +and clasped her hands in ecstasy. + +"Oh, Tommy, isn't she perfectly beautiful?" she breathed. "Oh, she's +the very loveliest dolly I ever saw. Oh, Tommy!" + +"I thought you'd like her," said Tommy exultantly. "Don't you wish you +had a doll like that of your very own, Bessie?" + +Bessie looked almost rebuking, as if Tommy had asked her if she +wouldn't like a golden crown or a queen's palace. + +"Of course I could never have a dolly like that," she said. "She must +cost an awful lot. But it's enough just to look at her. Tommy, will +you bring me up here every day just to look at her?" + +"'Course," said Tommy. + +Bessie talked about the blue-silk doll all the way home and dreamed of +her every night. "I'm going to call her Roselle Geraldine," she said. +After that she went up to see Roselle Geraldine every day, gazing at +her for long moments in silent rapture. Tommy almost grew jealous of +her; he thought Bessie liked the doll better than she did him. + +"But it don't matter a bit if she does," he thought loyally, crushing +down the jealousy. "If she likes to like it better than me, it's all +right." + +Sometimes, though, Tommy felt uneasy. It was plain to be seen that +Bessie had set her heart on that doll. And what would she do when the +doll was sold, as would probably happen soon? Tommy thought Bessie +would feel awful sad, and he would be responsible for it. + +What Tommy feared came to pass. One afternoon, when they went up to +Mr. Blacklock's store, the doll was not in the window. + +"Oh," cried Bessie, bursting into tears, "she's gone--Roselle +Geraldine is gone." + +"Perhaps she isn't sold," said Tommy comfortingly. "Maybe they only +took her out of the window 'cause the blue silk would fade. I'll go in +and ask." + +A minute later Tommy came out looking sober. + +"Yes, she's sold, Bessie," he said. "Mr. Blacklock sold her to a lady +yesterday. Don't cry, Bessie--maybe they'll put another in the window +'fore long." + +"It won't be mine," sobbed Bessie. "It won't be Roselle Geraldine. It +won't have a blue silk hat and such cunning brown eyes." + +Bessie cried quietly all the way home, and Tommy could not comfort +her. He wished he had never shown her the doll in the window. + +From that day Bessie drooped, and Tommy watched her in agony. She grew +paler and thinner. She was too tired to go out walking, and too tired +to do the little household tasks she had delighted in. She never spoke +about Roselle Geraldine, but Tommy knew she was fretting about her. +Mrs. Knox could not think what ailed the child. + +"She don't take a bit of interest in nothing," she complained to Mrs. +Puffer. "She don't eat enough for a bird. The doctor, he says there +ain't nothing the matter with her as he can find out, but she's just +pining away." + +Tommy heard this, and a queer, big lump came up in his throat. He had +a horrible fear that he, Tommy Puffer, was going to cry. To prevent it +he began to whistle loudly. But the whistle was a failure, very unlike +the real Tommy-whistle. Bessie was sick--and it was all his fault, +Tommy believed. If he had never taken her to see that hateful, +blue-silk doll, she would never have got so fond of it as to be +breaking her heart because it was sold. + +"If I was only rich," said Tommy miserably, "I'd buy her a cartload of +dolls, all dressed in blue silk and all with brown eyes. But I can't +do nothing." + +By this time Tommy had reached the paling in front of Miss Octavia's +lawn, and from force of habit he stopped to look over it. But there +was not much to see this time, only the little green rows and circles +in the brown, well-weeded beds, and the long curves of dahlia plants, +which Miss Octavia had set out a few days before. All the geraniums +were carried in, and the blinds were down. Tommy knew Miss Octavia was +away. He had seen her depart on the train that morning, and heard her +tell a friend that she was going down to Chelton to visit her +brother's folks and wouldn't be back until the next day. + +Tommy was still leaning moodily against the paling when Mrs. Jenkins +and Mrs. Reid came by, and they too paused to look at the garden. + +"Dear me, how cold it is!" shivered Mrs. Reid. "There's going to be a +hard frost tonight. Octavia's flowers will be nipped as sure as +anything. It's a wonder she'd stay away from them overnight when her +heart's so set on them." + +"Her brother's wife is sick," said Mrs. Jenkins. "We haven't had any +frost this spring, and I suppose Octavia never thought of such a +thing. She'll feel awful bad if her flowers get frosted, especially +them dahlias. Octavia sets such store by her dahlias." + +Mrs. Jenkins and Mrs. Reid moved away, leaving Tommy by the paling. It +was cold--there was going to be a hard frost--and Miss Octavia's +plants and flowers would certainly be spoiled. Tommy thought he ought +to be glad, but he wasn't. He was sorry--not for Miss Octavia, but for +her flowers. Tommy had a queer, passionate love for flowers in his +twisted little soul. It was a shame that they should be nipped--that +all the glory of crimson and purple and gold hidden away in those +little green rows and circles should never have a chance to blossom +out royally. Tommy could never have put this thought into words, but +it was there in his heart. He wished he could save the flowers. And +couldn't he? Newspapers spread over the beds and tied around the +dahlias would save them, Tommy knew. He had seen Miss Octavia doing it +other springs. And he knew there was a big box of newspapers in a +little shed in her backyard. Ned Williams had told him there was, and +that the shed was never locked. + +Tommy hurried home as quickly as he could and got a ball of twine out +of his few treasures. Then he went back to Miss Octavia's garden. + +The next forenoon Miss Octavia got off the train at the Arundel +station with a very grim face. There had been an unusually severe +frost for the time of year. All along the road Miss Octavia had seen +gardens frosted and spoiled. She knew what she should see when she got +to her own--the dahlia stalks drooping and black and limp, the +nasturtiums and balsams and poppies and pansies all withered and +ruined. + +But she didn't. Instead she saw every dahlia carefully tied up in a +newspaper, and over all the beds newspapers spread out and held neatly +in place with pebbles. Miss Octavia flew into her garden with a +radiant face. Everything was safe--nothing was spoiled. + +But who could have done it? Miss Octavia was puzzled. On one side of +her lived Mrs. Kennedy, who had just moved in and, being a total +stranger, would not be likely to think of Miss Octavia's flowers. On +the other lived Miss Matheson, who was a "shut-in" and spent all her +time on the sofa. But to Miss Matheson Miss Octavia went. + +"Rachel, do you know who covered my plants up last night?" + +Miss Matheson nodded. "Yes, it was Tommy Puffer. I saw him working +away there with papers and twine. I thought you'd told him to do it." + +"For the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia. "Tommy Puffer! Well, +wonders will never cease." + +Miss Octavia went back to her house feeling rather ashamed of herself +when she remembered how she had always treated Tommy Puffer. + +"But there must be some good in the child, or he wouldn't have done +this," she said to herself. "I've been real mean, but I'll make it up +to him." + +Miss Octavia did not see Tommy that day, but when he passed the next +morning she ran to the door and called him. + +"Tommy, Tommy Puffer, come in here!" + +Tommy came reluctantly. He didn't like Miss Octavia any better than he +had, and he didn't know what she wanted of him. But Miss Octavia soon +informed him without loss of words. + +"Tommy, Miss Matheson tells me that it was you who saved my flowers +from the frost the other night. I'm very much obliged to you indeed. +Whatever made you think of doing it?" + +"I hated to see the flowers spoiled," muttered Tommy, who was feeling +more uncomfortable than he had ever felt in his life. + +"Well, it was real thoughtful of you. I'm sorry I've been so hard on +you, Tommy, and I believe now you didn't break my scarlet geranium. Is +there anything I can do for you--anything you'd like to have? If it's +in reason I'll get it for you, just to pay my debt." + +Tommy stared at Miss Octavia with a sudden hopeful inspiration. "Oh, +Miss Octavia," he cried eagerly, "will you buy a doll and give it to +me?" + +"Well, for the land's sake!" ejaculated Miss Octavia, unable to +believe her ears. "A doll! What on earth do you want of a doll?" + +"It's for Bessie," said Tommy eagerly. "You see, it's this way." + +Then Tommy told Miss Octavia the whole story. Miss Octavia listened +silently, sometimes nodding her head. When he had finished she went +out of the room and soon returned, bringing with her the very +identical doll that had been in Mr. Blacklock's window. + +"I guess this is the doll," she said. "I bought it to give to a small +niece of mine, but I can get another for her. You may take this to +Bessie." + +It would be of no use to try to describe Bessie's joy when Tommy +rushed in and put Roselle Geraldine in her arms with a breathless +account of the wonderful story. But from that moment Bessie began to +pick up again, and soon she was better than she had ever been and the +happiest little lassie in Arundel. + +When a week had passed, Miss Octavia again called Tommy in; Tommy +went more willingly this time. He had begun to like Miss Octavia. + +That lady looked him over sharply and somewhat dubiously. He was +certainly very ragged and unkempt. But Miss Octavia saw what she had +never noticed before--that Tommy's eyes were bright and frank, that +Tommy's chin was a good chin, and that Tommy's smile had something +very pleasant about it. + +"You're fond of flowers, aren't you, Tommy?" she asked. + +"You bet," was Tommy's inelegant but heartfelt answer. + +"Well," said Miss Octavia slowly, "I have a brother down at Chelton +who is a florist. He wants a boy of your age to do handy jobs and run +errands about his establishment, and he wants one who is fond of +flowers and would like to learn the business. He asked me to recommend +him one, and I promised to look out for a suitable boy. Would you like +the place, Tommy? And will you promise to be a very good boy and learn +to be respectable if I ask my brother to give you a trial and a chance +to make something of yourself?" + +"Oh, Miss Octavia!" gasped Tommy. He wondered if he were simply having +a beautiful dream. + +But it was no dream. And it was all arranged later on. No one rejoiced +more heartily in Tommy's success than Bessie. + +"But I'll miss you dreadfully, Tommy," she said wistfully. + +"Oh, I'll be home every Saturday night, and we'll have Sunday +together, except when I've got to go to Sunday school. 'Cause Miss +Octavia says I must," said Tommy comfortingly. "And the rest of the +time you'll have Roselle Geraldine." + +"Yes, I know," said Bessie, giving the blue-silk doll a fond kiss, +"and she's just lovely. But she ain't as nice as you, Tommy, for all." + +Then was Tommy's cup of happiness full. + + + + +Charlotte's Ladies + + +Just as soon as dinner was over at the asylum, Charlotte sped away to +the gap in the fence--the northwest corner gap. There was a gap in the +southeast corner, too--the asylum fence was in a rather poor +condition--but the southeast gap was interesting only after tea, and +it was never at any time quite as interesting as the northwest gap. + +Charlotte ran as fast as her legs could carry her, for she did not +want any of the other orphans to see her. As a rule, Charlotte liked +the company of the other orphans and was a favourite with them. But, +somehow, she did not want them to know about the gaps. She was sure +they would not understand. + +Charlotte had discovered the gaps only a week before. They had not +been there in the autumn, but the snowdrifts had lain heavily against +the fence all winter, and one spring day when Charlotte was creeping +through the shrubbery in the northwest corner in search of the little +yellow daffodils that always grew there in spring, she found a +delightful space where a board had fallen off, whence she could look +out on a bit of woodsy road with a little footpath winding along by +the fence under the widespreading boughs of the asylum trees. +Charlotte felt a wild impulse to slip out and run fast and far down +that lovely, sunny, tempting, fenceless road. But that would have been +wrong, for it was against the asylum rules, and Charlotte, though she +hated most of the asylum rules with all her heart, never disobeyed or +broke them. So she subdued the vagrant longing with a sigh and sat +down among the daffodils to peer wistfully out of the gap and feast +her eyes on this glimpse of a world where there were no brick walls +and prim walks and never-varying rules. + +Then, as Charlotte watched, the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes came +along the footpath. Charlotte had never seen her before and hadn't the +slightest idea in the world who she was, but that was what she called +her as soon as she saw her. The lady was so pretty, with lovely blue +eyes that were very sad, although somehow as you looked at them you +felt that they ought to be laughing, merry eyes instead. At least +Charlotte thought so and wished at once that she knew how to make them +laugh. Besides, the Lady had lovely golden hair and the most beautiful +pink cheeks, and Charlotte, who had mouse-coloured hair and any number +of freckles, had an unbounded admiration for golden locks and roseleaf +complexions. The Lady was dressed in black, which Charlotte didn't +like, principally because the matron of the asylum wore black and +Charlotte didn't--exactly--like the matron. + +When the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes had gone by, Charlotte drew a +long breath. + +"If I could pick out a mother I'd pick out one that looked just like +her," she said. + +Nice things sometimes happen close together, even in an orphan asylum, +and that very evening Charlotte discovered the southeast gap and found +herself peering into the most beautiful garden you could imagine, a +garden where daffodils and tulips grew in great ribbon-like beds, and +there were hedges of white and purple lilacs, and winding paths under +blossoming trees. It was such a garden as Charlotte had pictured in +happy dreams and never expected to see in real life. And yet here it +had been all the time, divided from her only by a high board fence. + +"I wouldn't have s'posed there could be such a lovely place so near an +orphan asylum," mused Charlotte. "It's the very loveliest place I ever +saw. Oh, I do wish I could go and walk in it. Well, I do declare! If +there isn't a lady in it, too!" + +Sure enough, there was a lady, helping an unruly young vine to run in +the way it should go over a little arbour. Charlotte instantly named +her the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes. She was not nearly so young or +so pretty as the Lady with the Blue Eyes, but she looked very kind and +jolly. + +I'd like her for an aunt, reflected Charlotte. Not for a mother--oh, +no, not for a mother, but for an aunt. I know she'd make a splendid +aunt. And, oh, just look at her cat! + +Charlotte looked at the cat with all her might and main. She loved +cats, but cats were not allowed in an orphan asylum, although +Charlotte sometimes wondered if there were no orphan kittens in the +world which would be appropriate for such an institution. + +The Tall Lady's cat was so big and furry, with a splendid tail and +elegant stripes. A Very Handsome Cat, Charlotte called him mentally, +seeing the capitals as plainly as if they had been printed out. +Charlotte's fingers tingled to stroke his glossy coat, but she folded +them sternly together. + +"You know you can't," she said to herself reproachfully, "so what is +the use of wanting to, Charlotte Turner? You ought to be thankful just +to see the garden and the Very Handsome Cat." + +Charlotte watched the Tall Lady and the Cat until they went away into +a fine, big house further up the garden, then she sighed and went back +through the cherry trees to the asylum playground, where the other +orphans were playing games. But, somehow, games had lost their flavour +compared with those fascinating gaps. + +It did not take Charlotte long to discover that the Pretty Lady always +walked past the northwest gap about one o'clock every day and never at +any other time--at least at no other time when Charlotte was free to +watch her; and that the Tall Lady was almost always in her garden at +five in the afternoon, accompanied by the Very Handsome Cat, pruning +and trimming some of her flowers. Charlotte never missed being at the +gaps at the proper times, if she could possibly manage it, and her +heart was full of dreams about her two Ladies. But the other orphans +thought all the fun had gone out of her, and the matron noticed her +absent-mindedness and dosed her with sulphur and molasses for it. +Charlotte took the dose meekly, as she took everything else. It was +all part and parcel with being an orphan in an asylum. + +"But if the Pretty Lady with the Blue Eyes was my mother, she wouldn't +make me swallow such dreadful stuff," sighed Charlotte. "I don't +believe even the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes would--though perhaps +she might, aunts not being quite as good as mothers." + +"Do you know," said Maggie Brunt, coming up to Charlotte at this +moment, "that Lizzie Parker is going to be adopted? A lady is going to +adopt her." + +"Oh!" cried Charlotte breathlessly. An adoption was always a wonderful +event in the asylum, as well as a somewhat rare one. "Oh, how +splendid!" + +"Yes, isn't it?" said Maggie enviously. "She picked out Lizzie because +she was pretty and had curls. I don't think it is fair." + +Charlotte sighed. "Nobody will ever want to adopt me, because I've +mousy hair and freckles," she said. "But somebody may want you some +day, Maggie. You have such lovely black hair." + +"But it isn't curly," said Maggie forlornly. "And the matron won't let +me put it up in curl papers at night. I just wish I was Lizzie." + +Charlotte shook her head. "I don't. I'd love to be adopted, but I +wouldn't really like to be anybody but myself, even if I am homely. +It's better to be yourself with mousy hair and freckles than somebody +else who is ever so beautiful. But I do envy Lizzie, though the +matron says it is wicked to envy anyone." + +Envy of the fortunate Lizzie did not long possess Charlotte's mind, +however, for that very day a wonderful thing happened at noon hour by +the northwest gap. Charlotte had always been very careful not to let +the Pretty Lady see her, but today, after the Pretty Lady had gone +past, Charlotte leaned out of the gap to watch her as far as she +could. And just at that very moment the Pretty Lady looked back; and +there, peering at her from the asylum fence, was a little scrap of a +girl, with mouse-coloured hair and big freckles, and the sweetest, +brightest, most winsome little face the Pretty Lady had ever seen. The +Pretty Lady smiled right down at Charlotte and for just a moment her +eyes looked as Charlotte had always known they ought to look. +Charlotte was feeling rather frightened down in her heart but she +smiled bravely back. + +"Are you thinking of running away?" said the Pretty Lady, and, oh, +what a sweet voice she had--sweet and tender, just like a mother's +voice ought to be! + +"No," said Charlotte, shaking her head gravely. "I should like to run +away but it would be of no use, because there is no place to run to." + +"Why would you like to run away?" asked the Pretty Lady, still +smiling. "Don't you like living here?" + +Charlotte opened her big eyes very widely. "Why, it's an orphan +asylum!" she exclaimed. "Nobody could like living in an orphan asylum. +But, of course, orphans should be very thankful to have any place to +live in and I _am_ thankful. I'd be thankfuller still if the matron +wouldn't make me take sulphur and molasses. If you had a little girl, +would you make her take sulphur and molasses?" + +"I didn't when I had a little girl," said the Pretty Lady wistfully, +and her eyes were sad again. + +"Oh, did you really have a little girl once?" asked Charlotte softly. + +"Yes, and she died," said the Pretty Lady in a trembling voice. + +"Oh, I am sorry," said Charlotte, more softly still. "Did she--did she +have lovely golden hair and pink cheeks like yours?" + +"No," the Pretty Lady smiled again, though it was a very sad smile. +"No, she had mouse-coloured hair and freckles." + +"Oh! And weren't you sorry?" + +"No, I was glad of it, because it made her look like her father. I've +always loved little girls with mouse-coloured hair and freckles ever +since. Well, I must hurry along. I'm late now, and schools have a +dreadful habit of going in sharp on time. If you should happen to be +here tomorrow, I'm going to stop and ask your name." + +Of course Charlotte was at the gap the next day and they had a lovely +talk. In a week they were the best of friends. Charlotte soon found +out that she could make the Pretty Lady's eyes look as they ought to +for a little while at least, and she spent all her spare time and lay +awake at nights devising speeches to make the Pretty Lady laugh. + +Then another wonderful thing happened. One evening when Charlotte went +to the southeast gap, the Tall Lady with the Black Eyes was not in the +garden--at least, Charlotte thought she wasn't. But the Very Handsome +Cat was, sitting gravely under a syringa bush and looking quite proud +of himself for being a cat. + +"You Very Handsome Cat," said Charlotte, "won't you come here and let +me stroke you?" + +The Very Handsome Cat did come, just as if he understood English, and +he purred with delight when Charlotte took him in her arms and buried +her face in his fur. Then--Charlotte thought she would really sink +into the ground, for the Tall Lady herself came around a lilac bush +and stood before the gap. + +"Please, ma'am," stammered Charlotte in an agony of embarrassment, "I +wasn't meaning to do any harm to your Very Handsome Cat. I just wanted +to pat him. I--I am very fond of cats and they are not allowed in +orphan asylums." + +"I've always thought asylums weren't run on proper principles," said +the Tall Lady briskly. "Bless your heart, child, don't look so scared. +You're welcome to pat the cat all you like. Come in and I'll give you +some flowers." + +"Thank you, but I am not allowed to go off the grounds," said +Charlotte firmly, "and I think I'd rather not have any flowers because +the matron might want to know where I got them, and then she would +have this gap closed up. I live in mortal dread for fear it will be +closed anyhow. It's very uncomfortable--living in mortal dread." + +The Tall Lady laughed a very jolly laugh. "Yes, I should think it +would be," she agreed. "I haven't had that experience." + +Then they had a jolly talk, and every evening after that Charlotte +went to the gap and stroked the Very Handsome Cat and chatted to the +Tall Lady. + +"Do you live all alone in that big house?" she asked wonderingly one +day. + +"All alone," said the Tall Lady. + +"Did you always live alone?" + +"No. I had a sister living with me once. But I don't want to talk +about her. You'll oblige me, Charlotte, by _not_ talking about her." + +"I won't then," agreed Charlotte. "I can understand why people don't +like to have their sisters talked about sometimes. Lily Mitchell has a +big sister who was sent to jail for stealing. Of course Lily doesn't +like to talk about her." + +The Tall Lady laughed a little bitterly. "My sister didn't steal. She +married a man I detested, that's all." + +"Did he drink?" asked Charlotte gravely. "The matron's husband drank +and that was why she left him and took to running an orphan asylum. I +think I'd rather put up with a drunken husband than live in an orphan +asylum." + +"My sister's husband didn't drink," said the Tall Lady grimly. "He was +beneath her, that was all. I told her I'd never forgive her and I +never shall. He's dead now--he died a year after she married him--and +she's working for her living. I dare say she doesn't find it very +pleasant. She wasn't brought up to that. Here, Charlotte, is a +turnover for you. I made it on purpose for you. Eat it and tell me if +you don't think I'm a good cook. I'm dying for a compliment. I never +get any now that I've got old. It's a dismal thing to get old and have +nobody to love you except a cat, Charlotte." + +"I think it is just as bad to be young and have nobody to love you, +not _even_ a cat," sighed Charlotte, enjoying the turnover, +nevertheless. + +"I dare say it is," agreed the Tall Lady, looking as if she had been +struck by a new and rather startling idea. + + * * * * * + +I like the tall lady with the Black Eyes ever so much, thought +Charlotte that night as she lay in bed, but I love the Pretty Lady. I +have more fun with the Tall Lady and the Very Handsome Cat, but I +always feel nicer with the Pretty Lady. Oh, I'm so glad her little +girl had mouse-coloured hair. + +Then the most wonderful thing of all happened. One day a week later +the Pretty Lady said, "Would you like to come and live with me, +Charlotte?" + +Charlotte looked at her. "Are you in earnest?" she asked in a whisper. + +"Indeed I am. I want you for my little girl, and if you'd like to +come, you shall. I'm poor, Charlotte, really, I'm dreadfully poor, but +I can make my salary stretch far enough for two, and we'll love each +other enough to cover the thin spots. Will you come?" + +"Well, I should just think I will!" said Charlotte emphatically. "Oh, +I wish I was sure I'm not dreaming. I do love you so much, and it will +be so delightful to be your little girl." + +"Very well, sweetheart. I'll come tomorrow afternoon--it is Saturday, +so I'll have the whole blessed day off--and see the matron about it. +Oh, we'll have lovely times together, dearest. I only wish I'd +discovered you long ago." + +Charlotte may have eaten and studied and played and kept rules the +rest of that day and part of the next, but, if so, she has no +recollection of it. She went about like a girl in a dream, and the +matron concluded that something more than sulphur and molasses was +needed and decided to speak to the doctor about her. But she never +did, because a lady came that afternoon and told her she wanted to +adopt Charlotte. + +Charlotte obeyed the summons to the matron's room in a tingle of +excitement. But when she went in, she saw only the matron and the Tall +Lady with the Black Eyes. Before Charlotte could look around for the +Pretty Lady the matron said, "Charlotte, this lady, Miss Herbert, +wishes to adopt you. It is a splendid thing for you, and you ought to +be a very thankful little girl." + +Charlotte's head fairly whirled. She clasped her hands and the tears +brimmed up in her eyes. + +"Oh, I like the Tall Lady," she gasped, "but I _love_ the Pretty Lady +and I promised her I'd be her little girl. I can't break my promise." + +"What on earth is the child talking about?" said the mystified matron. + +And just then the maid showed in the Pretty Lady. Charlotte flew to +her and flung her arms about her. + +"Oh, tell them I am your little girl!" she begged. "Tell them I +promised you first. I don't want to hurt the Tall Lady's feelings +because I truly do like her so very much. But I want to be your little +girl." + +The Pretty Lady had given one glance at the Tall Lady and flushed red. +The Tall Lady, on the contrary, had grown very pale. The matron felt +uncomfortable. Everybody knew that Miss Herbert and Mrs. Bond hadn't +spoken to each other for years, even if they were sisters and alone in +the world except for each other. + +Mrs. Bond turned to the matron. "I have come to ask permission to +adopt this little girl," she said. + +"Oh, I'm very sorry," stammered the matron, "but Miss Herbert has just +asked for her, and I have consented." + +Charlotte gave a great gulp of disappointment, but the Pretty Lady +suddenly wheeled around to face the Tall Lady, with quivering lips and +tearful eyes. + +"Don't take her from me, Alma," she pleaded humbly. "She--she is so +like my own baby and I'm so lonely. Any other child will suit you as +well." + +"Not at all," said the Tall Lady brusquely. "Not at all, Anna. No +other child will suit me at all. And may I ask what you intend to keep +her on? I know your salary is barely enough for yourself." + +"That is my concern," said the Pretty Lady a little proudly. + +"Humph!" The Tall Lady shrugged her shoulders. "Just as independent as +ever, Anna, I see. Well, child, what do _you_ say? Which of us will +you come with? Remember, I have the cat on my side, and Anna can't +make half as good turnovers as I can. Remember all this, Charlotte." + +"Oh, I--I like you so much," stammered Charlotte, "and I wish I could +live with you both. But since I can't, I must go with the Pretty Lady, +because I promised, and because I loved her first." + +"And best?" queried the Tall Lady. + +"And best," admitted Charlotte, bound to be truthful, even at the risk +of hurting the Tall Lady's feelings. "But I _do_ like you, too--next +best. And you really don't need me as much as she does, for you have +your Very Handsome Cat and she hasn't anything." + +"A cat no longer satisfies the aching void in my soul," said the Tall +Lady stubbornly. "Nothing will satisfy it but a little girl with +mouse-coloured hair and freckles. No, Anna, I've got to have +Charlotte. But I think that with her usual astuteness, she has already +solved the problem for us by saying she'd like to live with us both. +Why can't she? You just come back home and we'll let bygones be +bygones. We both have something to forgive, but I was an obstinate old +fool and I've known it for years, though I never confessed it to +anybody but the cat." + +The Pretty Lady softened, trembled, smiled. She went right up to the +Tall Lady and put her arms about her neck. + +"Oh, I've wanted so much to be friends with you again," she sobbed. +"But I thought you would never relent--and--and--I've been so +lonely--" + +"There, there," whispered the Tall Lady, "don't cry under the matron's +eye. Wait till we get home. I may have some crying to do myself then. +Charlotte, go and get your hat and come right over with us. We can +sign the necessary papers later on, but we must have you right off. +The cat is waiting for you on the back porch, and there is a turnover +cooling on the pantry window that is just your size." + +"I am so happy," remarked Charlotte, "that I feel like crying +myself." + + + + +Christmas at Red Butte + + +"Of course Santa Claus will come," said Jimmy Martin confidently. +Jimmy was ten, and at ten it is easy to be confident. "Why, he's _got_ +to come because it is Christmas Eve, and he always _has_ come. You +know that, twins." + +Yes, the twins knew it and, cheered by Jimmy's superior wisdom, their +doubts passed away. There had been one terrible moment when Theodora +had sighed and told them they mustn't be too much disappointed if +Santa Claus did not come this year because the crops had been poor, +and he mightn't have had enough presents to go around. + +"That doesn't make any difference to Santa Claus," scoffed Jimmy. "You +know as well as I do, Theodora Prentice, that Santa Claus is rich +whether the crops fail or not. They failed three years ago, before +Father died, but Santa Claus came all the same. Prob'bly you don't +remember it, twins, 'cause you were too little, but I do. Of course +he'll come, so don't you worry a mite. And he'll bring my skates and +your dolls. He knows we're expecting them, Theodora, 'cause we wrote +him a letter last week, and threw it up the chimney. And there'll be +candy and nuts, of course, and Mother's gone to town to buy a turkey. +I tell you we're going to have a ripping Christmas." + +"Well, don't use such slangy words about it, Jimmy-boy," sighed +Theodora. She couldn't bear to dampen their hopes any further, and +perhaps Aunt Elizabeth might manage it if the colt sold well. But +Theodora had her painful doubts, and she sighed again as she looked +out of the window far down the trail that wound across the prairie, +red-lighted by the declining sun of the short wintry afternoon. + +"Do people always sigh like that when they get to be sixteen?" asked +Jimmy curiously. "You didn't sigh like that when you were only +fifteen, Theodora. I wish you wouldn't. It makes me feel funny--and +it's not a nice kind of funniness either." + +"It's a bad habit I've got into lately," said Theodora, trying to +laugh. "Old folks are dull sometimes, you know, Jimmy-boy." + +"Sixteen _is_ awful old, isn't it?" said Jimmy reflectively. "I'll +tell you what _I'm_ going to do when I'm sixteen, Theodora. I'm going +to pay off the mortgage, and buy mother a silk dress, and a piano for +the twins. Won't that be elegant? I'll be able to do that 'cause I'm a +man. Of course if I was only a girl I couldn't." + +"I hope you'll be a good kind brave man and a real help to your +mother," said Theodora softly, sitting down before the cosy fire and +lifting the fat little twins into her lap. + +"Oh, I'll be good to her, never you fear," assured Jimmy, squatting +comfortably down on the little fur rug before the stove--the skin of +the coyote his father had killed four years ago. "I believe in being +good to your mother when you've only got the one. Now tell us a story, +Theodora--a real jolly story, you know, with lots of fighting in it. +Only please don't kill anybody. I like to hear about fighting, but I +like to have all the people come out alive." + +Theodora laughed, and began a story about the Riel Rebellion of '85--a +story which had the double merit of being true and exciting at the +same time. It was quite dark when she finished, and the twins were +nodding, but Jimmy's eyes were wide open and sparkling. + +"That was great," he said, drawing a long breath. "Tell us another." + +"No, it's bedtime for you all," said Theodora firmly. "One story at a +time is my rule, you know." + +"But I want to sit up till Mother comes home," objected Jimmy. + +"You can't. She may be very late, for she would have to wait to see +Mr. Porter. Besides, you don't know what time Santa Claus might +come--if he comes at all. If he were to drive along and see you +children up instead of being sound asleep in bed, he might go right on +and never call at all." + +This argument was too much for Jimmy. + +"All right, we'll go. But we have to hang up our stockings first. +Twins, get yours." + +The twins toddled off in great excitement, and brought back their +Sunday stockings, which Jimmy proceeded to hang along the edge of the +mantel shelf. This done, they all trooped obediently off to bed. +Theodora gave another sigh, and seated herself at the window, where +she could watch the moonlit prairie for Mrs. Martin's homecoming and +knit at the same time. + +I am afraid that you will think from all the sighing Theodora was +doing that she was a very melancholy and despondent young lady. You +couldn't think anything more unlike the real Theodora. She was the +jolliest, bravest girl of sixteen in all Saskatchewan, as her shining +brown eyes and rosy, dimpled cheeks would have told you; and her sighs +were not on her own account, but simply for fear the children were +going to be disappointed. She knew that they would be almost +heartbroken if Santa Claus did not come, and that this would hurt the +patient hardworking little mother more than all else. + +Five years before this, Theodora had come to live with Uncle George +and Aunt Elizabeth in the little log house at Red Butte. Her own +mother had just died, and Theodora had only her big brother Donald +left, and Donald had Klondike fever. The Martins were poor, but they +had gladly made room for their little niece, and Theodora had lived +there ever since, her aunt's right-hand girl and the beloved playmate +of the children. They had been very happy until Uncle George's death +two years before this Christmas Eve; but since then there had been +hard times in the little log house, and though Mrs. Martin and +Theodora did their best, it was a woefully hard task to make both ends +meet, especially this year when their crops had been poor. Theodora +and her aunt had made every sacrifice possible for the children's +sake, and at least Jimmy and the twins had not felt the pinch very +severely yet. + +At seven Mrs. Martins bells jingled at the door and Theodora flew out. +"Go right in and get warm, Auntie," she said briskly. "I'll take Ned +away and unharness him." + +"It's a bitterly cold night," said Mrs. Martin wearily. There was a +note of discouragement in her voice that struck dismay to Theodora's +heart. + +"I'm afraid it means no Christmas for the children tomorrow," she +thought sadly, as she led Ned away to the stable. When she returned to +the kitchen Mrs. Martin was sitting by the fire, her face in her +chilled hand, sobbing convulsively. + +"Auntie--oh, Auntie, don't!" exclaimed Theodora impulsively. It was +such a rare thing to see her plucky, resolute little aunt in tears. +"You're cold and tired--I'll have a nice cup of tea for you in a +trice." + +"No, it isn't that," said Mrs. Martin brokenly "It was seeing those +stockings hanging there. Theodora, I couldn't get a thing for the +children--not a single thing. Mr. Porter would only give forty dollars +for the colt, and when all the bills were paid there was barely enough +left for such necessaries as we must have. I suppose I ought to feel +thankful I could get those. But the thought of the children's +disappointment tomorrow is more than I can bear. It would have been +better to have told them long ago, but I kept building on getting more +for the colt. Well, it's weak and foolish to give way like this. We'd +better both take a cup of tea and go to bed. It will save fuel." + +When Theodora went up to her little room her face was very thoughtful. +She took a small box from her table and carried it to the window. In +it was a very pretty little gold locket hung on a narrow blue ribbon. +Theodora held it tenderly in her fingers, and looked out over the +moonlit prairie with a very sober face. Could she give up her dear +locket--the locket Donald had given her just before he started for the +Klondike? She had never thought she could do such a thing. It was +almost the only thing she had to remind her of Donald--handsome, +merry, impulsive, warmhearted Donald, who had gone away four years ago +with a smile on his bonny face and splendid hope in his heart. + +"Here's a locket for you, Gift o' God," he had said gaily--he had such +a dear loving habit of calling her by the beautiful meaning of her +name. A lump came into Theodora's throat as she remembered it. "I +couldn't afford a chain too, but when I come back I'll bring you a +rope of Klondike nuggets for it." + +Then he had gone away. For two years letters had come from him +regularly. Then he wrote that he had joined a prospecting party to a +remote wilderness. After that was silence, deepening into anguish of +suspense that finally ended in hopelessness. A rumour came that Donald +Prentice was dead. None had returned from the expedition he had +joined. Theodora had long ago given up all hope of ever seeing Donald +again. Hence her locket was doubly dear to her. + +But Aunt Elizabeth had always been so good and loving and kind to her. +Could she not make the sacrifice for her sake? Yes, she could and +would. Theodora flung up her head with a gesture that meant decision. +She took out of the locket the bits of hair--her mother's and +Donald's--which it contained (perhaps a tear or two fell as she did +so) and then hastily donned her warmest cap and wraps. It was only +three miles to Spencer; she could easily walk it in an hour and, as it +was Christmas Eve, the shops would be open late. She muse walk, for +Ned could not be taken out again, and the mare's foot was sore. +Besides, Aunt Elizabeth must not know until it was done. + +As stealthily as if she were bound on some nefarious errand, Theodora +slipped downstairs and out of the house. The next minute she was +hurrying along the trail in the moonlight. The great dazzling prairie +was around her, the mystery and splendour of the northern night all +about her. It was very calm and cold, but Theodora walked so briskly +that she kept warm. The trail from Red Butte to Spencer was a lonely +one. Mr. Lurgan's house, halfway to town, was the only dwelling on it. + +When Theodora reached Spencer she made her way at once to the only +jewellery store the little town contained. Mr. Benson, its owner, had +been a friend of her uncle's, and Theodora felt sure that he would +buy her locket. Nevertheless her heart beat quickly, and her breath +came and went uncomfortably fast as she went in. Suppose he wouldn't +buy it. Then there would be no Christmas for the children at Red +Butte. + +"Good evening, Miss Theodora," said Mr. Benson briskly. "What can I do +for you?" + +"I'm afraid I'm not a very welcome sort of customer, Mr. Benson," said +Theodora, with an uncertain smile. "I want to sell, not buy. Could +you--will you buy this locket?" + +Mr. Benson pursed up his lips, took up the locket, and examined it. +"Well, I don't often buy second-hand stuff," he said, after some +reflection, "but I don't mind obliging you, Miss Theodora. I'll give +you four dollars for this trinket." + +Theodora knew the locket had cost a great deal more than that, but +four dollars would get what she wanted, and she dared not ask for +more. In a few minutes the locket was in Mr. Benson's possession, and +Theodora, with four crisp new bills in her purse, was hurrying to the +toy store. Half an hour later she was on her way back to Red Butte, +with as many parcels as she could carry--Jimmy's skates, two lovely +dolls for the twins, packages of nuts and candy, and a nice plump +turkey. Theodora beguiled her lonely tramp by picturing the children's +joy in the morning. + +About a quarter of a mile past Mr. Lurgan's house the trail curved +suddenly about a bluff of poplars. As Theodora rounded the turn she +halted in amazement. Almost at her feet the body of a man was lying +across the road. He was clad in a big fur coat, and had a fur cap +pulled well down over his forehead and ears. Almost all of him that +could be seen was a full bushy beard. Theodora had no idea who he was, +or where he had come from. But she realized that he was unconscious, +and that he would speedily freeze to death if help were not brought. +The footprints of a horse galloping across the prairie suggested a +fall and a runaway, but Theodora did not waste time in speculation. +She ran back at full speed to Mr. Lurgan's, and roused the household. +In a few minutes Mr. Lurgan and his son had hitched a horse to a +wood-sleigh, and hurried down the trail to the unfortunate man. + +Theodora, knowing that her assistance was not needed, and that she +ought to get home as quickly as possible, went on her way as soon as +she had seen the stranger in safe keeping. When she reached the little +log house she crept in, cautiously put the children's gifts in their +stockings, placed the turkey on the table where Aunt Elizabeth would +see it the first thing in the morning, and then slipped off to bed, a +very weary but very happy girl. + +The joy that reigned in the little log house the next day more than +repaid Theodora for her sacrifice. + +"Whoopee, didn't I tell you that Santa Claus would come all right!" +shouted the delighted Jimmy. "Oh, what splendid skates!" + +The twins hugged their dolls in silent rapture, but Aunt Elizabeth's +face was the best of all. + +Then the dinner had to be prepared, and everybody had a hand in that. +Just as Theodora, after a grave peep into the oven, had announced that +the turkey was done, a sleigh dashed around the house. Theodora flew +to answer the knock at the door, and there stood Mr. Lurgan and a big, +bewhiskered, fur-coated fellow whom Theodora recognized as the +stranger she had found on the trail. But--_was_ he a stranger? There +was something oddly familiar in those merry brown eyes. Theodora felt +herself growing dizzy. + +"Donald!" she gasped. "Oh, Donald!" + +And then she was in the big fellow's arms, laughing and crying at the +same time. + +Donald it was indeed. And then followed half an hour during which +everybody talked at once, and the turkey would have been burned to a +crisp had it not been for the presence of mind of Mr. Lurgan who, +being the least excited of them all, took it out of the oven, and set +it on the back of the stove. + +"To think that it was you last night, and that I never dreamed it," +exclaimed Theodora. "Oh, Donald, if I hadn't gone to town!" + +"I'd have frozen to death, I'm afraid," said Donald soberly. "I got +into Spencer on the last train last night. I felt that I must come +right out--I couldn't wait till morning. But there wasn't a team to be +got for love or money--it was Christmas Eve and all the livery rigs +were out. So I came on horseback. Just by that bluff something +frightened my horse, and he shied violently. I was half asleep and +thinking of my little sister, and I went off like a shot. I suppose I +struck my head against a tree. Anyway, I knew nothing more until I +came to in Mr. Lurgan's kitchen. I wasn't much hurt--feel none the +worse of it except for a sore head and shoulder. But, oh, Gift o' God, +how you have grown! I can't realize that you are the little sister I +left four years ago. I suppose you have been thinking I was dead?" + +"Yes, and, oh, Donald, where _have_ you been?" + +"Well, I went way up north with a prospecting party. We had a tough +time the first year, I can tell you, and some of us never came back. +We weren't in a country where post offices were lying round loose +either, you see. Then at last, just as we were about giving up in +despair, we struck it rich. I've brought a snug little pile home with +me, and things are going to look up in this log house, Gift o' God. +There'll be no more worrying for you dear people over mortgages." + +"I'm so glad--for Auntie's sake," said Theodora, with shining eyes. +"But, oh, Donald, it's best of all just to have you back. I'm so +perfectly happy that I don't know what to do or say." + +"Well, I think you might have dinner," said Jimmy in an injured tone. +"The turkey's getting stone cold, and I'm most starving. I just can't +stand it another minute." + +So, with a laugh, they all sat down to the table and ate the merriest +Christmas dinner the little log house had ever known. + + + + +How We Went to the Wedding + + +"If it were to clear up I wouldn't know how to behave, it would seem +so unnatural," said Kate. "Do you, by any chance, remember what the +sun looks like, Phil?" + +"Does the sun ever shine in Saskatchewan anyhow?" I asked with assumed +sarcasm, just to make Kate's big, bonny black eyes flash. + +They did flash; but Kate laughed immediately after, as she sat down on +a chair in front of me and cradled her long, thin, spirited dark face +in her palms. + +"We have more sunny weather in Saskatchewan than in all the rest of +Canada put together, in an average year," she said, clicking her +strong, white teeth and snapping her eyes at me. "But I can't blame +you for feeling sceptical about it, Phil. If I went to a new country +and it rained every day--all day--all night--after I got there for +three whole weeks I'd think things not lawful to be uttered about the +climate too. So, little cousin, I forgive you. Remember that 'into +each life some rain must fall, some days must be dark and dreary.' Oh, +if you'd only come to visit me last fall. We had such a bee-yew-tiful +September last year. We were drowned in sunshine. This fall we're +drowned in water. Old settlers tell of a similar visitation in '72, +though they claim even that wasn't quite as bad as this." + +I was sitting rather disconsolately by an upper window of Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's log house at Arrow Creek. Below was what in dry +weather--so, at least, I was told--was merely a pretty, grassy little +valley, but which was now a considerable creek of muddy yellow water, +rising daily. Beyond was a cheerless prospect of sodden prairie and +dripping "bluff." + +"It would be a golden, mellow land, with purple hazes over the bluffs, +in a normal fall," assured Kate. "Even now if the sun were just to +shine out for a day and a good 'chinook' blow you'd see a surprising +change. I feel like chanting continually that old rhyme I learned in +the first primer, + + 'Rain, rain, go away, + Come again some other day: + --some other day next summer-- + Phil and Katie want to play.' + +Philippa, dear girl, don't look so dismal. It's bound to clear up +sometime." + +"I wish the 'sometime' would come soon, then," I said, rather +grumpily. + +"You know it hasn't really rained for three days," protested Kate. +"It's been damp and horrid and threatening, but it hasn't rained. I +defy you to say that it has actually rained." + +"When it's so wet underfoot that you can't stir out without rubber +boots it might as well be wet overhead too," I said, still grumpily. + +"I believe you're homesick, girl," said Kate anxiously. + +"No, I'm not," I answered, laughing, and feeling ashamed of my +ungraciousness. "Nobody could be homesick with such a jolly good +fellow as you around, Kate. It's only that this weather is getting on +my nerves a bit. I'm fit for treasons, stratagems, and spoils. If your +chinook doesn't come soon, Kitty, I'll do something quite desperate." + +"I feel that way myself," admitted Kate. "Real reckless, Phil. Anyhow, +let's put on our despised rubber boots and sally out for a wade." + +"Here's Jim Nash coming on horseback down the trail," I said. "Let's +wait and see if he's got the mail." + +We hurried down, Kate humming, "Somewhere the sun is shining," solely, +I believe, because she knew it aggravated me. At any other time I +should probably have thrown a pillow at her, but just now I was too +eager to see if Jim Nash had brought any mail. + +I had come from Ontario, the first of September, to visit Uncle +Kenneth Morrison's family. I had been looking forward to the trip for +several years. My cousin Kate and I had always corresponded since they +had "gone west" ten years before; and Kate, who revelled in the +western life, had sung the praises of her adopted land rapturously and +constantly. It was quite a joke on her that, when I did finally come +to visit her, I should have struck the wettest autumn ever recorded in +the history of the west. A wet September in Saskatchewan is no joke, +however. The country was almost "flooded out." The trails soon became +nearly impassable. All our plans for drives and picnics and +inter-neighbour visiting--at that time a neighbour meant a man who +lived at least six miles away--had to be given up. Yet I was not +lonesome, and I enjoyed my visit in spite of everything. Kate was a +host in herself. She was twenty-eight years old--eight years my +senior--but the difference in our ages had never been any barrier to +our friendship. She was a jolly, companionable, philosophical soul, +with a jest for every situation, and a merry solution for every +perplexity. The only fault I had to find with her was her tendency to +make parodies. Kate's parodies were perfectly awful and always got on +my nerves. + +She was dreadfully ashamed of the way the Saskatchewan weather was +behaving after all her boasting. She was thin at the best of times, +but now she grew positively scraggy with the worry of it. I am afraid +I took an unholy delight in teasing her, and abused the western +weather even more than was necessary. + +Jim Nash--the lank youth who was hired to look after the place during +Uncle Kenneth's absence on a prolonged threshing expedition--had +brought some mail. Kate's share was a letter, postmarked Bothwell, a +rising little town about one hundred and twenty miles from Arrow +Creek. Kate had several friends there, and one of our plans had been +to visit Bothwell and spend a week with them. We had meant to drive, +of course, since there was no other way of getting there, and equally +of course the plan had been abandoned because of the wet weather. + +"Mother," exclaimed Kate, "Mary Taylor is going to be married in a +fortnight's time! She wants Phil and me to go up to Bothwell for the +wedding." + +"What a pity you can't go," remarked Aunt Jennie placidly. Aunt Jennie +was always a placid little soul, with a most enviable knack of taking +everything easy. Nothing ever worried her greatly, and when she had +decided that a thing was inevitable it did not worry her at all. + +"But I am going," cried Kate. "I will go--I must go. I positively +cannot let Mary Taylor--my own beloved Molly--go and perpetrate +matrimony without my being on hand to see it. Yes, I'm going--and if +Phil has a spark of the old Blair pioneer spirit in her, she'll go +too." + +"Of course I'll go if you go," I said. + +Aunt Jennie did not think we were in earnest, so she merely laughed at +first, and said, "How do you propose to go? Fly--or swim?" + +"We'll drive, as usual," said Kate calmly. "I'd feel more at home in +that way of locomotion. We'll borrow Jim Nash's father's democrat, and +take the ponies. We'll put on old clothes, raincoats, rubber caps and +boots, and we'll start tomorrow. In an ordinary time we could easily +do it in six days or less, but this fall we'll probably need ten or +twelve." + +"You don't really mean to go, Kate!" said Aunt Jennie, beginning to +perceive that Kate did mean it. + +"I do," said Kate, in a convincing tone. + +Aunt Jennie felt a little worried--as much as she could feel worried +over anything--and she tried her best to dissuade Kate, although she +plainly did not have much hope of doing so, having had enough +experience with her determined daughter to realize that when Kate said +she was going to do a thing she did it. It was rather funny to listen +to the ensuing dialogue. + +"Kate, you can't do it. It's a crazy idea! The road is one hundred and +twenty miles long." + +"I've driven it twice, Mother." + +"Yes, but not in such a wet year. The trail is impassable in places." + +"Oh, there are always plenty of dry spots to be found if you only look +hard for them." + +"But you don't know where to look for them, and goodness knows what +you'll get into while you are looking." + +"We'll call at the M.P. barracks and get an Indian to guide us. +Indians always know the dry spots." + +"The stage driver has decided not to make another trip till the +October frosts set in." + +"But he always has such a heavy load. It will be quite different with +us, you must remember. We'll travel light--just our provisions and a +valise containing our wedding garments." + +"What will you do if you get mired twenty miles from a human being?" + +"But we won't. I'm a good driver and I haven't nerves--but I have +nerve. Besides, you forget that we'll have an Indian guide with us." + +"There was a company of Hudson Bay freighters ambushed and killed +along that very trail by Blackfoot Indians in 1839," said Aunt Jennie +dolefully. + +"Fifty years ago! Their ghosts must have ceased to haunt it by this +time," said Kate flippantly. + +"Well, you'll get wet through and catch your deaths of cold," +protested Aunt Jennie. + +"No fear of it. We'll be cased in rubber. And we'll borrow a good +tight tent from the M.P.s. Besides, I'm sure it's not going to rain +much more. I know the signs." + +"At least wait for a day or two until you're sure that it has cleared +up," implored Aunt Jennie. + +"Which being interpreted means, 'Wait for a day or two, because then +your father may be home and he'll squelch your mad expedition,'" said +Kate, with a sly glance at me. "No, no, my mother, your wiles are in +vain. We'll hit the trail tomorrow at sunrise. So just be good, +darling, and help us pack up some provisions. I'll send Jim for his +father's democrat." + +Aunt Jennie resigned herself to the inevitable and betook herself to +the pantry with the air of a woman who washes her hands of the +consequences. I flew upstairs to pack some finery. I was wild with +delight over the proposed outing. I did not realize what it actually +meant, and I had perfect confidence in Kate, who was an expert driver, +an experienced camper out, and an excellent manager. If I could have +seen what was ahead of us I would certainly not have been quite so +jubilant and reckless, but I would have gone all the same. I would not +miss the laughter-provoking memories of that trip out of my life for +anything. I have always been glad I went. + + * * * * * + +We left at sunrise the next morning; there was a sunrise that morning, +for a wonder. The sun came up in a pinky-saffron sky and promised us a +fine day. Aunt Jennie bade us goodbye and, estimable woman that she +was, did not trouble us with advice or forebodings. + +Mr. Nash had sent over his "democrat," a light wagon with springs; and +Kate's "shaganappies," Tom and Jerry--native ponies, the toughest +horse flesh to be found in the world--were hitched to it. Kate and I +were properly accoutred for our trip and looked--but I try to forget +how we looked! The memory is not flattering. + +We drove off in the gayest of spirits. Our difficulties began at the +start, for we had to drive a mile before we could find a place to ford +the creek. Beyond that, however, we had a passable trail for three +miles to the little outpost of the Mounted Police, where five or six +men were stationed on detachment duty. + +"Sergeant Baker is a friend of mine," said Kate. "He'll be only too +glad to lend me all we require." + +The sergeant was a friend of Kate's, but he looked at her as if he +thought she was crazy when she told him where we were going. + +"You'd better take a canoe instead of a team," he said sarcastically. +"I've a good notion to arrest you both as horse thieves and prevent +you from going on such a mad expedition." + +"You know nothing short of arrest would stop me," said Kate, nodding +at him with laughing eyes, "and you really won't go to such an +extreme, I know. So please be nice, even if it comes hard, and lend us +some things. I've come a-borrying." + +"I won't lend you a thing," declared the sergeant. "I won't aid and +abet you in any such freak as this. Go home now, like a good girl." + +"I'm not going home," said Kate. "I'm not a 'good girl'--I'm a wicked +old maid, and I'm going to Bothwell. If you won't lend us a tent we'll +go without--and sleep in the open--and our deaths will lie forever at +your door. I'll come back and haunt you, if you don't lend me a tent. +I'll camp on your very threshold and you won't be able to go out of +your door without falling over my spook." + +"I've more fear of being accountable for your death if I do let you +go," said Sergeant Baker dubiously. "However, I see that nothing but +physical force will prevent you. What do you want?" + +"I want," said Kate, "a cavalry tent, a sheet-iron camp stove, and a +good Indian guide--old Peter Crow for choice. He's such a +respectable-looking old fellow, and his wife often works for us." + +The sergeant gave us the tent and stove, and sent a man down to the +Reserve for Peter Crow. Moreover, he vindicated his title of friend by +making us take a dozen prairie chickens and a large ham--besides any +quantity of advice. We didn't want the advice but we hugely welcomed +the ham. Presently our guide appeared--quite a spruce old Indian, as +Indians go. I had never been able to shake off my childhood conviction +that an Indian was a fearsome creature, hopelessly addicted to +scalping knives and tomahawks, and I secretly felt quite horrified at +the idea of two defenceless females starting out on a lonely prairie +trail with an Indian for guide. Even old Peter Crow's meek appearance +did not quite reassure me; but I kept my qualms to myself, for I knew +Kate would only laugh at me. + +It was ten when we finally got away from the M.P. outpost. Sergeant +Baker bade us goodbye in a tone which seemed to intimate that he never +expected to see either of us again. What with his dismal predictions +and my secret horror of Indians, I was beginning to feel anything but +jubilant over our expedition. Kate, however, was as blithe and buoyant +as usual. She knew no fear, being one of those enviable folk who can +because they think they can. One hundred and twenty miles of +half-flooded prairie trail--camping out at night in the solitude of +the Great Lone Land--rain--muskegs--Indian guides--nothing had any +terror for my dauntless cousin. + +For the next three hours, however, we got on beautifully. The trail +was fair, though somewhat greasy; the sun shone, though with a +somewhat watery gleam, through the mists; and Peter Crow, coiled up on +the folded tent behind the seat, slept soundly and snored +mellifluously. That snore reassured me greatly. I had never thought of +Indians as snoring. Surely one who did couldn't be dreaded greatly. + +We stopped at one o'clock and had a cold lunch, sitting in our wagon, +while Peter Crow wakened up and watered the ponies. We did not get on +so well in the afternoon. The trail descended into low-lying ground +where travelling was very difficult. I had to admit old Peter Crow +was quite invaluable. He knew, as Kate had foretold, "all the dry +spots"--that is to say, spots less wet than others. But, even so, we +had to make so many detours that by sunset we were little more than +six miles distant from our noon halting place. + +"We'd better set camp now, before it gets any darker," said Kate. +"There's a capital spot over there, by that bluff of dead poplar. The +ground seems pretty dry too. Peter, cut us a set of tent poles and +kindle a fire." + +"Want my dollar first," said old Peter stolidly. + +We had agreed to pay him a dollar a day for the trip, but none of the +money was to be paid until we got to Bothwell. Kate told him this. But +all the reply she got was a stolid, "Want dollar. No make fire without +dollar." + +We were getting cold and it was getting dark, so finally Kate, under +the law of necessity, paid him his dollar. Then he carried out our +orders at his own sweet leisure. In course of time he got a fire +lighted, and while we cooked supper he set up the tent and prepared +our beds, by cutting piles of brush and covering them with rugs. + +Kate and I had a hilarious time cooking that supper. It was my first +experience of camping out and, as I had become pretty well convinced +that Peter Crow was not the typical Indian of old romance, I enjoyed +it all hugely. But we were both very tired, and as soon as we had +finished eating we betook ourselves to our tent and found our brush +beds much more comfortable than I had expected. Old Peter coiled up on +his blanket outside by the fire, and the great silence of a windless +prairie enwrapped us. In a few minutes we were sound asleep and never +wakened until seven o'clock. + + * * * * * + +When we arose and lifted the flap of the tent we saw a peculiar sight. +The little elevation on which we had pitched our camp seemed to be an +island in a vast sea of white mist, dotted here and there with other +islands. On every hand to the far horizon stretched that strange, +phantasmal ocean, and a hazy sun looked over the shifting billows. I +had never seen a western mist before and I thought it extremely +beautiful; but Kate, to whom it was no novelty, was more cumbered with +breakfast cares. + +"I'm ravenous," she said, as she bustled about among our stores. +"Camping out always does give one such an appetite. Aren't you hungry, +Phil?" + +"Comfortably so," I admitted. "But where are our ponies? And where is +Peter Crow?" + +"Probably the ponies have strayed away looking for pea vines. They +love and adore pea vines," said Kate, stirring up the fire from under +its blanket of grey ashes. "And Peter Crow has gone to look for them, +good old fellow. When you do get a conscientious Indian there is no +better guide in the world, but they are rare. Now, Philippa-girl, just +pry out the sergeant's ham and shave a few slices off it for our +breakfast. Some savoury fried ham always goes well on the prairie." + +I went for the ham but could not find it. A thorough search among our +effects revealed it not. + +"Kate, I can't find the ham," I called out. "It must have fallen out +somewhere on the trail." + +Kate ceased wrestling with the fire and came to help in the search for +the missing delicacy. + +"It couldn't have fallen out," she said incredulously. "That is +impossible. The tent was fastened securely over everything. Nothing +could have jolted out." + +"Well, then, where is the ham?" I said. + +That question was unanswerable, as Kate discovered after another +thorough search. The ham was gone--that much was certain. + +"I believe Peter Crow has levanted with the ham," I said decidedly. + +"I don't believe Peter Crow could be so dishonest," said Kate rather +shortly. "His wife has worked for us for years, and she's as honest as +the sunlight." + +"Honesty isn't catching," I remarked, but I said nothing more just +then, for Kate's black eyes were snapping. + +"Anyway, we can't have ham for breakfast," she said, twitching out the +frying pan rather viciously. "We'll have to put up with canned +chicken--if the cans haven't disappeared too." + +They hadn't, and we soon produced a very tolerable breakfast. But +neither of us had much appetite. + +"Do you suppose Peter Crow has taken the horses as well as the ham?" I +asked. + +"No," gloomily responded Kate, who had evidently been compelled by the +logic of hard facts to believe in Peter's guilt, "he would hardly dare +to do that, because he couldn't dispose of them without being found +out. They've probably strayed away on their own account when Peter +decamped. As soon as this mist lifts I'll have a look for them. They +can't have gone far." + +We were spared this trouble, however, for when we were washing up the +dishes the ponies returned of their own accord. Kate caught them and +harnessed them. + +"Are we going on?" I asked mildly. + +"Of course we're going on," said Kate, her good humour entirely +restored. "Do you suppose I'm going to be turned from my purpose by +the defection of a miserable old Indian? Oh, wait till he comes round +in the winter, begging." + +"Will he come?" I asked. + +"Will he? Yes, my dear, he will--with a smooth, plausible story to +account for his desertion and a bland denial of ever having seen our +ham. I shall know how to deal with him then, the old scamp." + +"When you do get a conscientious Indian there's no better guide in the +world, but they are rare," I remarked with a far-away look. + +Kate laughed. + +"Don't rub it in, Phil. Come, help me to break camp. We'll have to +work harder and hustle for ourselves, that's all." + +"But is it safe to go on without a guide?" I inquired dubiously. I +hadn't felt very safe with Peter Crow, but I felt still more unsafe +without him. + +"Safe! Of course, it's safe--perfectly safe. I know the trail, and +we'll just have to drive around the wet places. It would have been +easier with Peter, and we'd have had less work to do, but we'll get +along well enough without him. I don't think I'd have bothered with +him at all, only I wanted to set Mother's mind at rest. She'll never +know he isn't with us till the trip is over, so that is all right. +We're going to have a glorious day. But, oh, for our lost ham! 'The +Ham That Was Never Eaten.' There's a subject for a poem, Phil. You +write one when we get back to civilization. Methinks I can sniff the +savoury odour of that lost ham on all the prairie breezes." + + "Of all sad words of tongue or pen, + The saddest are these--it might have been," + +I quoted, beginning to wash the dishes. + + "Saw ye my wee ham, saw ye my ain ham, + Saw ye my pork ham down on yon lea? + Crossed it the prairie last night in the darkness + Borne by an old and unprincipled Cree?" + +sang Kate, loosening the tent ropes. Altogether, we got a great deal +more fun out of that ham than if we had eaten it. + +As Kate had predicted, the day was glorious. The mists rolled away and +the sun shone brightly. We drove all day without stopping, save for +dinner--when the lost ham figured largely in our conversation--of +course. We said so many witty things about it--at least, we thought +them witty--that we laughed continuously through the whole meal, +which we ate with prodigious appetite. + +But with all our driving we were not getting on very fast. The country +was exceedingly swampy and we had to make innumerable detours. + +"'The longest way round is the shortest way to Bothwell,'" said Kate, +when we drove five miles out of our way to avoid a muskeg. By evening +we had driven fully twenty-five miles, but we were only ten miles +nearer Bothwell than when we had broken camp in the morning. + +"We'll have to camp soon," sighed Kate. "I believe around this bluff +will be a good place. Oh, Phil, I'm tired--dead tired! My very +thoughts are tired. I can't even think anything funny about the ham. +And yet we've got to set up the tent ourselves, and attend to the +horses; and we'll have to scrape some of the mud off this beautiful +vehicle." + +"We can leave that till the morning," I suggested. + +"No, it will be too hard and dry then. Here we are--and here are two +tepees of Indians also!" + +There they were, right around the bluff. The inmates were standing in +a group before them, looking at us as composedly as if we were not at +all an unusual sight. + +"I'm going to stay here anyhow," said Kate doggedly. + +"Oh, don't," I said in alarm. "They're such a villainous-looking +lot--so dirty--and they've got so little clothing on. I wouldn't sleep +a wink near them. Look at that awful old squaw with only one eye. +They'd steal everything we've got left, Kate. Remember the ham--oh, +pray remember the fate of our beautiful ham." + +"I shall never forget that ham," said Kate wearily, "but, Phil, we +can't drive far enough to be out of their reach if they really want to +steal our provisions. But I don't believe they will. I believe they +have plenty of food--Indians in tepees mostly have. The men hunt, you +know. Their looks are probably the worst of them. Anyhow, you can't +judge Indians by appearances. Peter Crow looked respectable--and he +was a whited sepulchre. Now, these Indians look as bad as Indians can +look--so they may turn out to be angels in disguise." + +"Very much disguised, certainly," I acquiesced satirically. "They seem +to me to belong to the class of a neighbour of ours down east. Her +family is always in rags, because she says, 'a hole is an accident, a +patch is a disgrace,' Set camp here if you like, Kate. But I'll not +sleep a wink with such neighbours." + +I cheerfully ate my words later on. Never were appearances more +deceptive than in the case of those Stoneys. There is an old saying +that many a kind heart beats behind a ragged coat. The Indians had no +coats for their hearts to beat behind--nothing but shirts--some of +them hadn't even shirts! But the shirts were certainly ragged enough, +and their hearts were kind. + +Those Indians were gentlemen. They came forward and unhitched our +horses, fed, and watered them; they pitched our tent, and built us a +fire, and cut brush for our beds. Kate and I had simply nothing to do +except sit on our rugs and tell them what we wanted done. They would +have cooked our supper for us if we had allowed it. But, tired as we +were, we drew the line at that. Their hearts were pure gold, but their +hands! No, Kate and I dragged ourselves up and cooked our own suppers. +And while we ate it, those Indians fell to and cleaned all the mud off +our democrat for us. To crown all--it is almost unbelievable but it is +true, I solemnly avow--they wouldn't take a cent of payment for it +all, urge them as we might and did. + +"Well," said Kate, as we curled up on our brush beds that night, +"there certainly is a special Providence for unprotected females. I'd +forgive Peter Crow for deserting us for the sake of those Indians, if +he hadn't stolen our lovely ham into the bargain. That was altogether +unpardonable." + +In the morning the Indians broke camp for us and harnessed our +shaganappies. We drove off, waving our hands to them, the delightful +creatures. We never saw any of them again. I fear their kind is +scarce, but as long as I live I shall remember those Stoneys with +gratitude. + +We got on fairly well that third day, and made about fifteen miles +before dinner time. We ate three of the sergeant's prairie chickens +for dinner, and enjoyed them. + +"But only think how delicious the ham would have been," said Kate. + +Our real troubles began that afternoon. We had not been driving long +when the trail swooped down suddenly into a broad depression--a swamp, +so full of mud-holes that there didn't seem to be anything but +mud-holes. We pulled through six of them--but in the seventh we stuck, +hard and fast. Pull as our ponies could and did, they could not pull +us out. + +"What are we to do?" I said, becoming horribly frightened all at once. +It seemed to me that our predicament was a dreadful one. + +"Keep cool," said Kate. She calmly took off her shoes and stockings, +tucked up her skirt, and waded to the horses' heads. + +"Can't I do anything?" I implored. + +"Yes, take the whip and spare it not," said Kate. "I'll encourage them +here with sundry tugs and inspiriting words. You urge them behind with +a good lambasting." + +Accordingly we encouraged and urged, tugged and lambasted, with a +right good will, but all to no effect. Our ponies did their best, but +they could not pull the democrat out of that slough. + +"Oh, what--" I began, and then I stopped. I resolved that I would not +ask that question again in that tone in that scrape. I would be +cheerful and courageous like Kate--splendid Kate! + +"I shall have to unhitch them, tie one of them to that stump, and ride +off on the other for help," said Kate. + +"Where to?" I asked. + +"Till I find it," grinned Kate, who seemed to think the whole +disaster a capital joke. "I may have to go clean back to the +tepees--and further. For that matter, I don't believe there were any +tepees. Those Indians were too good to be true--they were phantoms of +delight--such stuff as dreams are made of. But even if they were real +they won't be there now--they'll have folded their tents like the +Arabs and as silently stolen away. But I'll find help somewhere." + +"I can't stay here alone. You may be gone for hours," I cried, +forgetting all my resolutions of courage and cheerfulness in an access +of panic. + +"Then ride the other pony and come with me," suggested Kate. + +"I can't ride bareback," I moaned. + +"Then you'll have to stay here," said Kate decidedly. "There's nothing +to hurt you, Phil. Sit in the wagon and keep dry. Eat something if you +get hungry. I may not be very long." + +I realized that there was nothing else to do; and, rather ashamed of +my panic, I resigned myself to the inevitable and saw Kate off with +a smile of encouragement. Then I waited. I was tired and +frightened--horribly frightened. I sat there and imagined scores of +gruesome possibilities. It was no use telling myself to be brave. I +couldn't be brave. I never was in such a blue funk before or since. +Suppose Kate got lost--suppose she couldn't find me again--suppose +something happened to her--suppose she couldn't get help--suppose it +came on night and I there all alone--suppose Indians--not gentlemanly +Stoneys or even Peter Crows, but genuine, old-fashioned +Indians--should come along--suppose it began to pour rain! + +It did begin to rain, the only one of my suppositions which came true. +I hoisted an umbrella and sat there grimly, in that horseless wagon in +the mud-hole. + + * * * * * + +Many a time since have I laughed over the memory of the appearance I +must have presented sitting in that mud-hole, but there was nothing in +the least funny about it at the time. The worst feature of it all was +the uncertainty. I could have waited patiently enough and conquered my +fears if I had known that Kate would find help and return within a +reasonable time--at least before dark. But everything was doubtful. I +was not composed of the stuff out of which heroines are fashioned and +I devoutly wished we had never left Arrow Creek. + +Shouts--calls--laughter--Kate's dear voice in an encouraging cry from +the hill behind me! + +"Halloo, honey! Hold the fort a few minutes longer. Here we are. Bless +her, hasn't she been a brick to stay here all alone like this--and a +tenderfoot at that?" + +I could have cried with joy. But I saw that there were men with +Kate--two men--white men--and I laughed instead. I had not been +brave--I had been an arrant little coward, but I vowed that nobody, +not even Kate, should suspect it. Later on Kate told me how she had +fared in her search for assistance. + +"When I left you, Phil, I felt much more anxious than I wanted to let +you see. I had no idea where to go. I knew there were no houses along +our trail and I might have to go clean back to the tepees--fifteen +miles bareback. I didn't dare try any other trail, for I knew nothing +of them and wasn't sure that there were even tepees on them. But when +I had gone about six miles I saw a welcome sight--nothing less than a +spiral of blue, homely-looking smoke curling up from the prairie far +off to my right. I decided to turn off and investigate. I rode two +miles and finally I came to a little log shack. There was a +bee-yew-tiful big horse in a corral close by. My heart jumped with +joy. But suppose the inmates of the shack were half-breeds! You can't +realize how relieved I felt when the door opened and two white men +came out. In a few minutes everything was explained. They knew who I +was and what I wanted, and I knew that they were Mr. Lonsdale and Mr. +Hopkins, owners of a big ranch over by Deer Run. They were 'shacking +out' to put up some hay and Mrs. Hopkins was keeping house for them. +She wanted me to stop and have a cup of tea right off, but I thought +of you, Phil, and declined. As soon as they heard of our predicament +those lovely men got their two biggest horses and came right with me." + +It was not long before our democrat was on solid ground once more, and +then our rescuers insisted that we go back to the shack with them for +the night. Accordingly we drove back to the shack, attended by our two +gallant deliverers on white horses. Mrs. Hopkins was waiting for us, a +trim, dark-haired little lady in a very pretty gown, which she had +donned in our honour. Kate and I felt like perfect tramps beside her +in our muddy old raiment, with our hair dressed by dead reckoning--for +we had not included a mirror in our baggage. There was a mirror in the +shack, however--small but good--and we quickly made ourselves tidy at +least, and Kate even went to the length of curling her bangs--bangs +were in style then and Kate had long, thick ones--using the stem of a +broken pipe of Mr. Hopkins's for a curler. I was so tired that my +vanity was completely crushed out--for the time being--and I simply +pinned my bangs back. Later on, when I discovered that Mr. Lonsdale +was really the younger son of an English earl, I wished I had curled +them, but it was too late then. + +He didn't look in the least like a scion of aristocracy. He wore a +cowboy rig and had a scrubby beard of a week's growth. But he was very +jolly and played the violin beautifully. After tea--and a lovely tea +it was, although, as Kate remarked to me later, there was no ham--we +had an impromptu concert. Mr. Lonsdale played the violin; Mrs. +Hopkins, who sang, was a graduate of a musical conservatory; Mr. +Hopkins gave a comic recitation and did a Cree war-dance; Kate gave a +spirited account of our adventures since leaving home and mother; and +I described--with trimmings--how I felt sitting alone in the democrat +in a mud-hole, in a pouring rain on a vast prairie. + +Mrs. Hopkins, Kate, and I slept in the one bed the shack boasted, +screened off from public view by a calico curtain. Mr. Lonsdale +reposed in his accustomed bunk by the stove, but poor Mr. Hopkins had +to sleep on the floor. He must have been glad Kate and I stayed only +one night. + + * * * * * + +The fourth morning found us blithely hitting the trail in renewed +confidence and spirits. We parted from our kind friends in the shack +with mutual regret. Mr. Hopkins gave us a haunch of jumping deer and +Mrs. Hopkins gave us a box of home-made cookies. Mr. Lonsdale at first +thought he couldn't give us anything, for he said all he had with him +was his pipe and his fiddle; but later on he said he felt so badly to +see us go without any token of his good will that he felt constrained +to ask us to accept a piece of rope that he had tied his outfit +together with. + +The fourth day we got on so nicely that it was quite monotonous. The +sun shone, the chinook blew, our ponies trotted over the trail +gallantly. Kate and I sang, told stories, and laughed immoderately +over everything. Even a poor joke seems to have a subtle flavour on +the prairie. For the first time I began to think Saskatchewan +beautiful, with those far-reaching parklike meadows dotted with the +white-stemmed poplars, the distant bluffs bannered with the airiest of +purple hazes, and the little blue lakes that sparkled and shimmered in +the sunlight on every hand. + +The only thing approaching an adventure that day happened in the +afternoon when we reached a creek which had to be crossed. + +"We must investigate," said Kate decidedly. "It would never do to risk +getting mired here, for this country is unsettled and we must be +twenty miles from another human being." + +Kate again removed her shoes and stockings and puddled about that +creek until she found a safe fording place. I am afraid I must admit +that I laughed most heartlessly at the spectacle she presented while +so employed. + +"Oh, for a camera, Kate!" I said, between spasms. + +Kate grinned. "I don't care what I look like," she said, "but I feel +wretchedly unpleasant. This water is simply swarming with wigglers." + +"Goodness, what are they?" I exclaimed. + +"Oh, they're tiny little things like leeches," responded Kate. "I +believe they develop into mosquitoes later on, bad 'cess to them. What +Mr. Nash would call my pedal extremities are simply being devoured by +the brutes. Ugh! I believe the bottom of this creek is all soft mud. +We may have to drive--no, as I'm a living, wiggler-haunted human +being, here's firm bottom. Hurrah, Phil, we're all right!" + +In a few minutes we were past the creek and bowling merrily on our +way. We had a beautiful camping ground that night--a fairylike little +slope of white poplars with a blue lake at its foot. When the sun went +down a milk-white mist hung over the prairie, with a young moon +kissing it. We boiled some slices of our jumping deer and ate them in +the open around a cheery camp-fire. Then we sought our humble couches, +where we slept the sleep of just people who had been driving over the +prairie all day. Once in the night I wakened. It was very dark. The +unearthly stillness of a great prairie was all around me. In that vast +silence Kate's soft breathing at my side seemed an intrusion of sound +where no sound should be. + +"Philippa Blair, can you believe it's yourself?" I said mentally. +"Here you are, lying on a brush bed on a western prairie in the middle +of the night, at least twenty miles from any human being except +another frail creature of your own sex. Yet you're not even +frightened. You are very comfy and composed, and you're going right to +sleep again." + +And right to sleep again I went. + + * * * * * + +Our fifth day began ominously. We had made an early start and had +driven about six miles when the calamity occurred. Kate turned a +corner too sharply, to avoid a big boulder; there was a heart-breaking +sound. + +"The tongue of the wagon is broken," cried Kate in dismay. All too +surely it was. We looked at each other blankly. + +"What can we do?" I said. + +"I'm sure I don't know," said Kate helplessly. When Kate felt helpless +I thought things must be desperate indeed. We got out and investigated +the damage. + +"It's not a clean break," said Kate. "It's a long, slanting break. If +we had a piece of rope I believe I could fix it." + +"Mr. Lonsdale's piece of rope!" I cried. + +"The very thing," said Kate, brightening up. + +The rope was found and we set to work. With the aid of some willow +withes and that providential rope we contrived to splice the tongue +together in some shape. + +Although the trail was good we made only twelve miles the rest of the +day, so slowly did we have to drive. Besides, we were continually +expecting that tongue to give way again, and the strain was bad for +our nerves. When we came at sunset to the junction of the Black River +trail with ours, Kate resolutely turned the shaganappies down it. + +"We'll go and spend the night with the Brewsters," she said. "They +live only ten miles down this trail. I went to school in Regina with +Hannah Brewster, and though I haven't seen her for ten years I know +she'll be glad to see us. She's a lovely person, and her husband is a +very nice man. I visited them once after they were married." + +We soon arrived at the Brewster place. It was a trim, white-washed +little log house in a grove of poplars. But all the blinds were down +and we discovered the door was locked. Evidently the Brewsters were +not at home. + +"Never mind," said Kate cheerfully, "we'll light a fire outside and +cook our supper and then we'll spend the night in the barn. A bed of +prairie hay will be just the thing." + +But the barn was locked too. It was now dark and our plight was rather +desperate. + +"I'm going to get into the house if I have to break a window," said +Kate resolutely. "Hannah would want us to do that. She'd never get +over it, if she heard we came to her house and couldn't get in." + +Fortunately we did not have to go to the length of breaking into +Hannah's house. The kitchen window went up quite easily. We turned the +shaganappies loose to forage for themselves, grass and water being +abundant. Then we climbed in at the window, lighted our lantern, and +found ourselves in a very snug little kitchen. Opening off it on one +side was a trim, nicely furnished parlour and on the other a +well-stocked pantry. + +"We'll light the fire in the stove in a jiffy and have a real good +supper," said Kate exultantly. "Here's cold roast beef--and preserves +and cookies and cheese and butter." + +Before long we had supper ready and we did full justice to the absent +Hannah's excellent cheer. After all, it was quite nice to sit down +once more to a well-appointed table and eat in civilized fashion. + +Then we washed up all the dishes and made everything snug and tidy. I +shall never be sufficiently thankful that we did so. + +Kate piloted me upstairs to the spare room. + +"This is fixed up much nicer than it was when I was here before," she +said, looking around. "Of course, Hannah and Ted were just starting +out then and they had to be economical. They must have prospered, to +be able to afford such furniture as this. Well, turn in, Phil. Won't +it be rather jolly to sleep between sheets once more?" + +We slept long and soundly until half-past eight the next morning; and +dear knows if we would have wakened then of our own accord. But I +heard somebody saying in a very harsh, gruff voice, "Here, you two, +wake up! I want to know what this means." + +We two did wake up, promptly and effectually. I never wakened up so +thoroughly in my life before. Standing in our room were three people, +one of them a man. He was a big, grey-haired man with a bushy black +beard and an angry scowl. Beside him was a woman--a tall, thin, +angular personage with red hair and an indescribable bonnet. She +looked even crosser and more amazed than the man, if that were +possible. In the background was another woman--a tiny old lady who +must have been at least eighty. She was, in spite of her tininess, a +very striking-looking personage; she was dressed all in black, and had +snow-white hair, a dead-white face, and snapping, vivid, coal-black +eyes. She looked as amazed as the other two, but she didn't look +cross. + +I knew something must be wrong--fearfully wrong--but I didn't know +what. Even in my confusion, I found time to think that if that +disagreeable-looking red-haired woman was Hannah Brewster, Kate must +have had a queer taste in school friends. Then the man said, more +gruffly than ever, "Come now. Who are you and what business have you +here?" + +Kate raised herself on one elbow. She looked very wild. I heard the +old black-and-white lady in the background chuckle to herself. + +"Isn't this Theodore Brewster's place?" gasped Kate. + +"No," said the big woman, speaking for the first time. "This place +belongs to us. We bought it from the Brewsters in the spring. They +moved over to Black River Forks. Our name is Chapman." + +Poor Kate fell back on the pillow, quite overcome. "I--I beg your +pardon," she said. "I--I thought the Brewsters lived here. Mrs. +Brewster is a friend of mine. My cousin and I are on our way to +Bothwell and we called here to spend the night with Hannah. When we +found everyone away we just came in and made ourselves at home." + +"A likely story," said the red woman. + +"We weren't born yesterday," said the man. + +Madam Black-and-White didn't say anything, but when the other two had +made their pretty speeches she doubled up in a silent convulsion of +mirth, shaking her head from side to side and beating the air with her +hands. + +If they had been nice to us, Kate would probably have gone on feeling +confused and ashamed. But when they were so disagreeable she quickly +regained her self-possession. She sat up again and said in her +haughtiest voice, "I do not know when you were born, or where, but it +must have been somewhere where very peculiar manners were taught. If +you will have the decency to leave our room--this room--until we can +get up and dress we will not transgress upon your hospitality" (Kate +put a most satirical emphasis on that word) "any longer. And we shall +pay you amply for the food we have eaten and the night's lodging we +have taken." + +The black-and-white apparition went through the motion of clapping her +hands, but not a sound did she make. Whether he was cowed by Kate's +tone, or appeased by the prospect of payment, I know not, but Mr. +Chapman spoke more civilly. "Well, that's fair. If you pay up it's all +right." + +"They shall do no such thing as pay you," said Madam Black-and-White +in a surprisingly clear, resolute, authoritative voice. "If you +haven't any shame for yourself, Robert Chapman, you've got a +mother-in-law who can be ashamed for you. No strangers shall be +charged for food or lodging in any house where Mrs. Matilda Pitman +lives. Remember that I've come down in the world, but I haven't forgot +all decency for all that. I knew you was a skinflint when Amelia +married you and you've made her as bad as yourself. But I'm boss here +yet. Here, you, Robert Chapman, take yourself out of here and let +those girls get dressed. And you, Amelia, go downstairs and cook a +breakfast for them." + +I never, in all my life, saw anything like the abject meekness with +which those two big people obeyed that mite. They went, and stood not +upon the order of their going. As the door closed behind them, Mrs. +Matilda Pitman laughed silently, and rocked from side to side in her +merriment. + +"Ain't it funny?" she said. "I mostly lets them run the length of +their tether but sometimes I has to pull them up, and then I does it +with a jerk. Now, you can take your time about dressing, my dears, and +I'll go down and keep them in order, the mean scalawags." + +When we descended the stairs we found a smoking-hot breakfast on the +table. Mr. Chapman was nowhere to be seen, and Mrs. Chapman was +cutting bread with a sulky air. Mrs. Matilda Pitman was sitting in an +armchair, knitting. She still wore her bonnet and her triumphant +expression. "Set right in, dears, and make a good breakfast," she +said. + +"We are not hungry," said Kate, almost pleadingly. "I don't think we +can eat anything. And it's time we were on the trail. Please excuse us +and let us go on." + +Mrs. Matilda Pitman shook a knitting needle playfully at Kate. "Sit +down and take your breakfast," she commanded. "Mrs. Matilda Pitman +commands you. Everybody obeys Mrs. Matilda Pitman--even Robert and +Amelia. You must obey her too." + +We did obey her. We sat down and, such was the influence of her +mesmeric eyes, we ate a tolerable breakfast. The obedient Amelia never +spoke; Mrs. Matilda Pitman did not speak either, but she knitted +furiously and chuckled. When we had finished Mrs. Matilda Pitman +rolled up her knitting. "Now, you can go if you want to," she said, +"but you don't have to go. You can stay here as long as you like, and +I'll make them cook your meals for you." + +I never saw Kate so thoroughly cowed. + +"Thank you," she said faintly. "You are very kind, but we must go." + +"Well, then," said Mrs. Matilda Pitman, throwing open the door, "your +team is ready for you. I made Robert catch your ponies and harness +them. And I made him fix that broken tongue properly. I enjoy making +Robert do things. It's almost the only sport I have left. I'm eighty +and most things have lost their flavour, except bossing Robert." + +Our democrat and ponies were outside the door, but Robert was nowhere +to be seen; in fact, we never saw him again. + +"I do wish," said Kate, plucking up what little spirit she had left, +"that you would let us--ah--uh"--Kate quailed before Mrs. Matilda +Pitman's eye--"recompense you for our entertainment." + +"Mrs. Matilda Pitman said before--and meant it--that she doesn't take +pay for entertaining strangers, nor let other people where she lives +do it, much as their meanness would like to do it." + +We got away. The sulky Amelia had vanished, and there was nobody to +see us off except Mrs. Matilda Pitman. + +"Don't forget to call the next time you come this way," she said +cheerfully, waving her knitting at us. "I hope you'll get safe to +Bothwell. If I was ten years younger I vow I'd pack a grip and go +along with you. I like your spunk. Most of the girls nowadays is such +timid, skeery critters. When I was a girl I wasn't afraid of nothing +or nobody." + +We said and did nothing until we had driven out of sight and earshot. +Then Kate laid down the reins and laughed until the tears came. + +"Oh, Phil, Phil, will you ever forget this adventure?" she gasped. + +"I shall never forget Mrs. Matilda Pitman," I said emphatically. + +We had no further adventures that day. Robert Chapman had fixed the +tongue so well--probably under Mrs. Matilda Pitman's watchful +eyes--that we could drive as fast as we liked; and we made good +progress. But when we pitched camp that night Kate scanned the sky +with an anxious expression. "I don't like the look of it," she said. +"I'm afraid we're going to have a bad day tomorrow." + + * * * * * + +We had. When we awakened in the morning rain was pouring down. This in +itself might not have prevented us from travelling, but the state of +the trail did. It had been raining the greater part of the night and +the trail was little more than a ditch of slimy, greasy, sticky mud. + +If we could have stayed in the tent the whole time it would not have +been quite so bad. But we had to go out twice to take the ponies to +the nearest pond and water them; moreover, we had to collect pea vines +for them, which was not an agreeable occupation in a pouring rain. The +day was very cold too, but fortunately there was plenty of dead poplar +right by our camp. We kept a good fire on in the camp stove and were +quite dry and comfortable as long as we stayed inside. Even when we +had to go out we did not get very wet, as we were well protected. But +it was a long dreary day. Finally when the dark came down and supper +was over Kate grew quite desperate. "Let's have a game of checkers," +she suggested. + +"Where is your checkerboard?" I asked. + +"Oh, I'll soon furnish that," said Kate. + +She cut out a square of brown paper, in which a biscuit box had been +wrapped, and marked squares off on it with a pencil. Then she produced +some red and white high-bush cranberries for men. A cranberry split in +two was a king. + +We played nine games of checkers by the light of our smoky lantern. +Our enjoyment of the game was heightened by the fact that it had +ceased raining. Nevertheless, when morning came the trail was so +drenched that it was impossible to travel on it. + +"We must wait till noon," said Kate. + +"That trail won't be dry enough to travel on for a week," I said +disconsolately. + +"My dear; the chinook is blowing up," said Kate. "You don't know how +quickly a trail dries in a chinook. It's like magic." + +I did not believe a chinook or anything else could dry up that trail +by noon sufficiently for us to travel on. But it did. As Kate said, it +seemed like magic. By one o'clock we were on our way again, the +chinook blowing merrily against our faces. It was a wind that blew +straight from the heart of the wilderness and had in it all the potent +lure of the wild. The yellow prairie laughed and glistened in the sun. + +We made twenty-five miles that afternoon and, as we were again +fortunate enough to find a bluff of dead poplar near which to camp, we +built a royal camp-fire which sent its flaming light far and wide over +the dark prairie. + +We were in jubilant spirits. If the next day were fine and nothing +dreadful happened to us, we would reach Bothwell before night. + +But our ill luck was not yet at an end. The next morning was +beautiful. The sun shone warm and bright; the chinook blew balmily and +alluringly; the trail stretched before us dry and level. But we sat +moodily before our tent, not even having sufficient heart to play +checkers. Tom had gone lame--so lame that there was no use in thinking +of trying to travel with him. Kate could not tell what was the matter. + +"There is no injury that I can see," she said. "He must have sprained +his foot somehow." + +Wait we did, with all the patience we could command. But the day was +long and wearisome, and at night Tom's foot did not seem a bit better. + +We went to bed gloomily, but joy came with the morning. Tom's foot was +so much improved that Kate decided we could go on, though we would +have to drive slowly. + +"There's no chance of making Bothwell today," she said, "but at least +we shall be getting a little nearer to it." + +"I don't believe there is such a place as Bothwell, or any other +town," I said pessimistically. "There's nothing in the world but +prairie, and we'll go on driving over it forever, like a couple of +female Wandering Jews. It seems years since we left Arrow Creek." + +"Well, we've had lots of fun out of it all, you know," said Kate. +"Mrs. Matilda Pitman alone was worth it. She will be an amusing memory +all our lives. Are you sorry you came?" + +"No, I'm not," I concluded, after honest, soul-searching reflection. +"No, I'm glad, Kate. But I think we were crazy to attempt it, as +Sergeant Baker said. Think of all the might-have-beens." + +"Nothing else will happen," said Kate. "I feel in my bones that our +troubles are over." + +Kate's bones proved true prophets. Nevertheless, that day was a weary +one. There was no scenery. We had got into a barren, lakeless, +treeless district where the world was one monotonous expanse of +grey-brown prairie. We just crawled along. Kate had her hands full +driving those ponies. Jerry was in capital fettle and couldn't +understand why he mightn't tear ahead at full speed. He was so much +disgusted over being compelled to walk that he was very fractious. +Poor Tom limped patiently along. But by night his lameness had quite +disappeared, and although we were still a good twenty-five miles from +Bothwell we could see it quite distinctly far ahead on the level +prairie. + +"'Tis a sight for sore eyes, isn't it?" said Kate, as we pitched camp. + +There is little more to be told. Next day at noon we rattled through +the main and only street of Bothwell. Curious sights are frequent in +prairie towns, so we did not attract much attention. When we drew up +before Mr. Taylor's house Mary Taylor flew out and embraced Kate +publicly. + +"You darling! I knew you'd get here if anyone could. They telegraphed +us you were on the way. You're a brick--two bricks." + +"No, I'm not a brick at all, Miss Taylor," I confessed frankly. "I've +been an arrant coward and a doubting Thomas and a wet blanket all +through the expedition. But Kate is a brick and a genius and an +all-round, jolly good fellow." + +"Mary," said Kate in a tragic whisper, +"have--you--any--ham--in--the--house?" + + + + +Jessamine + + +When the vegetable-man knocked, Jessamine went to the door wearily. +She felt quite well acquainted with him. He had been coming all the +spring, and his cheery greeting always left a pleasant afterglow +behind him. But it was not the vegetable-man after all--at least, not +the right one. This one was considerably younger. He was tall and +sunburned, with a ruddy, smiling face, and keen, pleasant blue eyes; +and he had a spray of honeysuckle pinned on his coat. + +"Want any garden stuff this morning?" + +Jessamine shook her head. "We always get ours from Mr. Bell. This is +his day to come." + +"Well, I guess you won't see Mr. Bell for a spell. He fell off a loft +out at his place yesterday and broke his leg. I'm his nephew, and I'm +going to fill his place till he gets 'round again." + +"Oh, I'm so sorry--for Mr. Bell, I mean. Have you any green peas?" + +"Yes, heaps of them. I'll bring them in. Anything else?" + +"Not today," said Jessamine, with a wistful glance at the honeysuckle. + +Mr. Bell, junior, saw it. In an instant the honeysuckle was unpinned +and handed to her. "If you like posies, you're welcome to this. I +guess you're fond of flowers," he added, as he noted the flash of +delight that passed over her pale face. + +"Yes, indeed; they put me so in mind of home--of the country. Oh, how +sweet this is!" + +"You're country-bred, then? Been in the city long?" + +"Since last fall. I was born and brought up in the country. I wish I +was back. I can't get over being homesick. This honeysuckle seems to +bring it right back. We had honeysuckles around our porch at home." + +"You don't like the city, then?" + +"Oh, no. I sometimes feel as if I should smother here. I shall never +feel at home, I am afraid." + +"Where did you live before you came here?" + +"Up at Middleton. It was an old-fashioned place, but pretty--our house +was covered with vines, and there were trees all about it, and great +green fields beyond. But I don't know what makes me tell you this. I +forgot I was talking to a stranger." + +"Pretty little woman," soliloquized Andrew Bell, as he drove away. +"She doesn't look happy, though. I suppose she's married some city +chap and has to live in town. I guess it don't agree with her. Her +eyes had a real hungry look in them over that honeysuckle. She seemed +near about crying when she talked of the country." + +Jessamine felt more like crying than ever when she went back to her +work. Her head ached and she was very tired. The tiny kitchen was hot +and stifling. How she longed for the great, roomy kitchen in her old +home, with its spotless floors and floods of sunshine streaming in +through the maples outside. There was room to live and breathe there, +and from the door one looked out over green wind-rippled meadows, +under a glorious arch of pure blue sky, away to the purple hills in +the distance. + + * * * * * + +Jessamine Stacy had always lived in the country. When her sister died +and the old home had to go, Jessamine could only accept the shelter +offered by her brother, John Stacy, who did business in the city. + +Of her stylish sister-in-law Jessamine was absolutely in awe. At first +Mrs. John was by no means pleased at the necessity of taking a country +sister into her family circle. But one day, when the servant girl took +a tantrum and left, Mrs. John found it very convenient to have in the +house a person who could step into Eliza's place as promptly and +efficiently as Jessamine could. + +Indeed, she found it so convenient that Eliza never had a successor. +Jessamine found herself in the position of maid-of-all-work and +kitchen drudge for board and clothes. + +She never complained, but she grew thinner and paler as the winter +went by. She had worked as hard on the farm, but it was the close +confinement and weary routine that told on her. Mrs. John was exacting +and querulous. John was absorbed in his business worries and had no +time to waste on his sister. Now, when the summer had come, her +homesickness was almost unbearable. + +The next day Mr. Bell came he handed her a big bunch of sweet-brier +roses. + +"Here you are," he said heartily. "I took the liberty to bring you +these today, seeing you're so fond of posies. The country roads are +pink with them now. Why don't you get your husband to bring you out +for a drive some day? You'd be as welcome as a lark at my farm." + +"I will when he comes along, but I haven't seen him yet." + +Mr. Bell gave a prolonged whistle. "Excuse me. I thought you were Mrs. +Something-or-other for sure. Aren't you mistress here?" + +"Oh, no. My brother's wife is the mistress here. I'm only Jessamine." + +She laughed again. She was holding the roses against her face, and her +eyes sparkled over them roguishly. The vegetable-man looked at her +admiringly. + +"You're a country rose yourself, miss, and you ought to be blooming +out in the fields, instead of wilting in here." + +"I wish I was. Thank you so much for the roses, Mr. ---- Mr. ----" + +"Bell--Andrew Bell, that's my name. I live out at Pine Pastures. We're +all Bells out there--can't throw a stone without hitting one. Glad you +like the roses." + +After that the vegetable-man brought Jessamine a bouquet every trip. +Now it was a big bunch of field-daisies or golden buttercups, now a +green glory of spicy ferns, now a cluster of old-fashioned garden +flowers. + +"They keep life in me," Jessamine told him. + +They were great friends by this time. True, she knew little about him +but she felt instinctively that he was manly and kind-hearted. + +One day when he came Jessamine met him almost gleefully. "No, nothing +today. There is no dinner to cook." + +"You don't say. Where are the folks?" + +"Gone on an excursion. They won't be back until tonight." + +"They won't? Well, I'll tell you what to do. You get ready, and when +I'm through my rounds we'll go for a drive up the country." + +"Oh, Mr. Bell! But won't it be too much bother for you?" + +"Well, I reckon not! You want an excursion as well as other folks, and +you shall have it." + +"Oh, thank you so much. Yes, I'll be ready. You don't know how much it +means to me." + +"Poor little creature," said Mr. Bell, as he drove away. "It's +downright cruelty, that's what it is, to keep her penned up like that. +You might as well coop up a lark in a hen-house and expect it to +thrive and sing. I'd like to give that brother of hers a piece of my +mind." + +When he lifted her up to the high seat of his express wagon that +afternoon he said, "Now, I want you to do something. Just shut your +eyes and don't open them again until I tell you to." + +Jessamine laughed and obeyed. Finally she heard him say, "Look." + +Jessamine opened her eyes with a little cry. They were on a remote +country road, cool and dim and quiet, in the very heart of the beech +woods. Long banners of light fell athwart the grey boles. Along the +roadsides grew sheets of feathery ferns. Above the sky was gloriously +blue. The air was sweet with the wild woodsy smell of the forest. + +Jessamine lifted and clasped her hands in rapture. "Oh, how lovely!" + +"Do you know where we're going?" said Mr. Bell delightedly. "Out to my +farm at Pine Pastures. My aunt keeps house for me, and she'll be real +glad to see you. You're just going to have a real good time this +afternoon." + +They had a delightful drive to begin with, and presently Mr. Bell +turned into a wide lane. + +"This is Cloverside Farm. I'm proud of it, I'll admit. There isn't a +finer place in the county. What do you think of it?" + +"Oh, it is lovely--it is like home. Look at those great fields. I'd +like to go and lie down in that clover." + +Mr. Bell lifted her from the wagon and marched her up a flowery garden +path. "You shall do it, and everything else you want to. Here, Aunt, +this is the young lady I spoke of. Make her at home while I tend to +the horses." + +Miss Bell was a pleasant-faced woman with silver hair and kind blue +eyes. She took Jessamine's hand in a friendly fashion. + +"Come in, dear. You're welcome as a June rose." + +When Mr. Bell returned, he found Jessamine standing on the porch with +her hands full of honeysuckle and her cheeks pink with excitement. + +"I declare, you've got roses already," he exclaimed. "If they'd only +stay now, and not bleach out again. What's first now?" + +"Oh, I don't know. There are so many things I want to do. Those +flowers in the garden are calling me--and I want to go down to that +hollow and pick buttercups--and I want to stay right here and look at +things." + +Mr. Bell laughed. "Come with me to the pasture and see my Jersey +calves. They're something worth seeing. Come, Aunt. This way, Miss +Stacy." + +He led the way down the lane, the two women following together. +Jessamine thought she must be in a pleasant dream. The whole afternoon +was a feast of delight to her starved heart. When sunset came she sat +down, tired out, but radiant, on the porch steps. Her hat had slipped +back and her hair was curling around her face. Her dark eyes were +aglow; the roses still bloomed in her cheeks. + +Mr. Bell looked at her admiringly. "If a man could see that pretty +sight every night!" he thought. "And, Great Scott, why can't he? +What's to prevent, I'd like to know?" + +When the moon rose, Mr. Bell brought his team around and they drove +back through the clear night, past the wonderful stillness of the +great beech woods and the wide fields. The farmer looked sideways at +his companion. + +"The little thing wants to be petted and looked after," he thought. +"She's just pining away for home and love. And why can't she have it? +She's dying by inches in that hole back in town." + +Jessamine, quite unsuspecting the farmer's meditations, was living +over again in fancy the joys of the afternoon: the ramble in the +pasture, the drink of water from the spring under the hillside pines, +the bountiful, old-fashioned country supper in the vine-shaded +dining-room, the cup of new milk in the dairy at sunset, and all the +glory of skies and meadows and trees. How could she go back to her +cage again? + + +The next week Mr. Bell, senior, resumed his visits, and the young +farmer came no more to the side door of No. 49. Jessamine missed him +greatly. Mr. Bell, senior, never brought her clover or honeysuckle. + +But one day his nephew suddenly reappeared. Jessamine opened the door +for him, and her face lighted up, but Mr. Bell saw that she had been +crying. + +"Did you think I had forgotten you?" he asked. "Not a bit of it. +Harvest was on and I couldn't get clear before. I've come to ask you +when you intend to take another drive to Cloverside Farm. What have +you been up to? You look as if you'd been working too hard." + +"I--I--haven't felt very well. I'm glad you came today, Mr. Bell. +Perhaps I shall not see you again, and I wanted to say goodbye and +thank you for all your kindness." + +"Goodbye? Why, where are you going?" + +"My brother went west a week ago," faltered Jessamine. She could not +bring herself to tell the clear-eyed farmer that John Stacy had failed +and had been obliged to start for the west without saying goodbye to +his creditors. "His wife and I--are going too--next week." + +"Oh, Jessamine," exclaimed Mr. Bell in despair, "don't go--you +mustn't. I want you at Cloverside Farm. I came today on purpose to ask +you. I love you and I'll make you happy if you'll marry me. What do +you say, Jessamine?" + +Jessamine, by way of answer, sat down on the nearest chair and began +to cry. + +"Oh, don't," said the wooer in distress. "I didn't want to make you +feel bad. If you don't like the idea, I won't mention it again." + +"Oh, it isn't that--but I--I thought nobody cared what became of me. +You are so kind--I'm afraid I'd only be a bother to you...." + +"I'll risk that. You shall have a happy home, little girl. Will you +come to it?" + +"Ye-e-e-s." It was very indistinct and faltering, but Mr. Bell heard +it and considered it a most eloquent answer. + +Mrs. John fumed and sulked and chose to consider herself hoodwinked +and injured. But Mr. Bell was a resolute man, and a few days later he +came for the last time to No. 49 and took his bride away with him. + +As they drove through the beech woods he put his arm tenderly around +the shy, smiling little woman beside him and said, "You'll never be +sorry for this, my dear." + +And she never was. + + + + +Miss Sally's Letter + + +Miss Sally peered sharply at Willard Stanley, first through her +gold-rimmed glasses and then over them. Willard continued to look very +innocent. Joyce got up abruptly and went out of the room. + +"So you have bought that queer little house with the absurd name?" +said Miss Sally. + +"You surely don't call Eden an absurd name," protested Willard. + +"I do--for a house. Particularly such a house as that. Eden! There are +no Edens on earth. And what are you going to do with it?" + +"Live in it." + +"Alone?" + +Miss Sally looked at him suspiciously. + +"No. The truth is, Miss Sally, I am hoping to be married in the fall +and I want to fix up Eden for my bride." + +"Oh!" Miss Sally drew a long breath, partly it seemed of relief and +partly of triumph, and looked at Joyce, who had returned, with an +expression that said, "I told you so"; but Joyce, whose eyes were cast +down, did not see it. + +"And," went on Willard calmly, "I want you to help me fix it up, Miss +Sally. I don't know much about such things and you know everything. +You will be able to tell me just what to do to make Eden habitable." + +Miss Sally looked as pleased as she ever allowed herself to look over +anything a man suggested. It was the delight of her heart to plan and +decorate and contrive. Her own house was a model of comfort and good +taste, and Miss Sally was quite ready for new worlds to conquer. +Instantly Eden assumed importance in her eyes. She might be sorry for +the misguided bride who was rashly going to trust her life's keeping +to a man, but she would see, at least, that the poor thing should have +a decent place to begin her martyrdom in. + +"I'll be pleased to help you all I can," she said graciously. + +Miss Sally could speak very graciously when she chose, even to men. +You would not have thought she hated them, but she did. In all +sincerity, too. Also, she had brought her niece up to hate and +distrust them. Or, she had tried to do so. But at times Miss Sally was +troubled with an uncomfortable suspicion that Joyce did not hate and +distrust men quite as thoroughly as she ought. The suspicion had +recurred several times this summer since Willard Stanley had come to +take charge of the biological station at the harbour. Miss Sally did +not distrust Willard on his own account. She merely distrusted him on +principle and on Joyce's account. Nevertheless, she was rather nice to +him. Miss Sally, dear, trim, dainty Miss Sally, with her snow-white +curls and her big girlish black eyes, couldn't help being nice, even +to a man. + +Willard had come a great deal to Miss Sally's. If it were Joyce he +were after Miss Sally blocked his schemes with much enjoyment. He +never saw Joyce alone--that Miss Sally knew of, at least--and he did +not make much apparent headway. But now all danger was removed, Miss +Sally thought. He was going to be married to somebody else, and Joyce +was safe. + +"Thank you," said Willard. "I'll come up tomorrow afternoon, and you +and I will take a prowl about Eden and see what must be done. I'm ever +so much obliged, Miss Sally." + +"I wonder who he is going to marry," said Miss Sally, careless of +grammar, after he had gone. "Poor, poor girl!" + +"I don't see why you should pity her," said Joyce, not looking up from +her embroidery. There was just the merest tremor in her voice. Miss +Sally looked at her sharply. + +"I pity any woman who is foolish enough to marry," she said solemnly. +"No man is to be trusted, Joyce--no man. They are all ready to break a +trusting woman's heart for the sport of it. Never you allow any man +the chance to break yours, Joyce. I shall never consent to your +marrying anybody, so mind you don't take any such notion into your +head. There oughtn't to be any danger, for I have instilled correct +ideas on this subject into you from childhood. But girls are such +fools. I know, because I was one myself once." + +"Of course, I would never marry without your consent, Aunt Sally," +said Joyce, smiling faintly but affectionately at her aunt. Joyce +loved Miss Sally with her whole heart. Everybody did who knew her. +There never was a more lovable creature than this pretty little old +maid who hated the men so bitterly. + +"That's a good girl," said Miss Sally approvingly. "I own that I have +been a little afraid that this Willard Stanley was coming here to see +you. But my mind is set at rest on that point now, and I shall help +him fix up his doll house with a clear conscience. Eden, indeed!" + +Miss Sally sniffed and tripped out of the room to hunt up a furniture +catalogue. Joyce sighed and let her embroidery slip to the floor. + +"Oh, I'm afraid Willard's plan won't succeed," she murmured. "I'm +afraid Aunt Sally will never consent to our marriage. And I can't and +won't marry him unless she does, for she would never forgive me and I +couldn't bear that. I wonder what makes her so bitter against men. She +is so sweet and loving, it seems simply unnatural that she should have +such a feeling so deeply rooted in her. Oh, what will she say when she +finds out--dear little Aunt Sally? I couldn't bear to have her angry +with me." + +The next day Willard came up from the harbour and took Miss Sally down +to see Eden. Eden was a tiny, cornery, gabled grey house just across +the road and down a long, twisted windy lane, skirting the edge of a +beech wood. Nobody had lived in it for four years, and it had a +neglected, out-at-elbow appearance. + +"It's rather a box of a place, isn't it?" said Willard slowly. "I'm +afraid she will think so. But it is all I can afford just now. I +dream of giving her a palace some day, of course. But we'll have to +begin humbly. Do you think anything can be made of it?" + +Miss Sally was busily engaged in sizing up the possibilities of the +place. + +"It is pretty small," she said meditatively. "And the yard is small +too--and there are far too many trees and shrubs all messed up +together. They must be thinned out--and that paling taken down. I +think a good deal can be done with it. As for the house--well, let us +see the inside." + +Willard unlocked the door and showed Miss Sally over the place. Miss +Sally poked and pried and sniffed and wrinkled her forehead, and +finally stood on the stairs and delivered her ultimatum. + +"This house can be done up very nicely. Paint and paper will work +wonders. But I wouldn't paint it outside. Leave it that pretty silver +weather-grey and plant vines to run over it. Oh, we'll see what we can +do. Of course it is small--a kitchen, a dining room, a living room, +and two bedrooms. You won't want anything stuffy. You can do the +painting yourself, and I'll help you hang the paper. How much money +can you spend on it?" + +Willard named the sum. It was not a large one. + +"But I think it will do," mused Miss Sally. "We'll _make_ it do. +There's such satisfaction getting as much as you possibly can out of a +dollar, and twice as much as anybody else would get. I enjoy that sort +of thing. This will be a game, and we'll play it with a right good +will. But I do wish you would give the place a sensible name." + +"I think Eden is the most appropriate name in the world," laughed +Willard. "It will be Eden for me when she comes." + +"I suppose you tell her all that and she believes it," said Miss Sally +sarcastically. "You'll both find out that there is a good deal more +prose than poetry in life." + +"But we'll find it out _together_," said Willard tenderly. "Won't +that be worth something, Miss Sally? Prose, rightly written and read, +is sometimes as beautiful as poetry." + +Miss Sally deigned no reply. She carefully gathered up her grey silken +skirts from the dusty floor and walked out. "Get Christina Bowes to +come up tomorrow and scrub this place out," she said practically. "We +can go to town and select paint and paper. I should like the dining +room done in pale green and the living room in creamy tones, ranging +from white to almost golden brown. But perhaps my taste won't be +hers." + +"Oh, yes, it will," said Willard with assurance. "I am quite certain +she will like everything you like. I can never thank you enough for +helping me. If you hadn't consented I should have had to put it into +the hands of some outsider whom I couldn't have helped at all. And I +_wanted_ to help. I wanted to have a finger in everything, because it +is for her, you see, Miss Sally. It will be such a delight to fix up +this little house, knowing that she is coming to live in it." + +"I wonder if you really mean it," said Miss Sally bitterly. "Oh, I +dare say you think you do. But _do_ you? Perhaps you do. Perhaps you +are the exception that proves the rule." + +This was a great admission for Miss Sally to make. + +For the next two months Miss Sally was happy. Even Willard himself was +not more keenly interested in Eden and its development. Miss Sally did +wonders with his money. She was an expert at bargain hunting, and her +taste was excellent. A score of times she mercilessly nipped Willard's +suggestions in the bud. "Lace curtains for the living room--never! +They would be horribly out of place in such a house. You don't want +curtains at all--just a frill is all that quaint window needs, with a +shelf above it for a few bits of pottery. I picked up a love of a +brass platter in town yesterday--got it for next to nothing from that +old Jew who would really rather _give_ you a thing than suffer you to +escape without taking something. Oh, I know how to manage them." + +"You certainly do," laughed Willard. "It amazes me to see how far you +can stretch a dollar." + +Willard did the painting under Miss Sally's watchful eye, and they +hung the paper together. Together they made trips to town or junketed +over the country in search of furniture and dishes of which Miss Sally +had heard. Day by day the little house blossomed into a home, and day +by day Miss Sally's interest in it grew. She began to have a personal +affection for its quaint rooms and their adornments. Moreover, in +spite of herself, she felt a growing interest in Willard's bride. He +never told her the name of the girl he hoped to bring to Eden, and +Miss Sally never asked it. But he talked of her a great deal, in a +shy, reverent, tender way. + +"He certainly seems to be very much in love with her," Miss Sally told +Joyce one evening when she returned from Eden. "I would believe in him +if it were possible for me to believe in a man. Anyway, she will have +a dear little home. I've almost come to love that Eden house. Why +don't you come down and see it, Joyce?" + +"Oh, I'll come some day--I hope," said Joyce lightly. "I think I'd +rather not see it until it is finished." + +"Willard is a nice boy," said Miss Sally suddenly. "I don't think I +ever did him justice before. The finer qualities of his character come +out in these simple, homely little doings and tasks. He is certainly +very thoughtful and kind. Oh, I suppose he'll make a good husband, as +husbands go. But he doesn't know the first thing about managing. If +his wife isn't a good manager, I don't know what they'll do. And +perhaps she won't like the way we've done up Eden. Willard says she +will, of course, because he thinks her perfection. But she may have +dreadful taste and want the lace curtains and that nightmare of a pink +rug Willard admired, and I dare say she'd rather have a new flaunting +set of china with rosebuds on it than that dear old dull blue I picked +up for a mere song down at the Aldenbury auction. I stood in the rain +for two mortal hours to make sure of it, and it was really worth all +that Willard has spent on the dining room put together. It will break +my heart if she sets to work altering Eden. It's simply perfect as it +is--though I suppose I shouldn't say it." + + * * * * * + +In another week Eden was finished. Miss Sally stood in the tiny hall +and looked about her. + +"Well, it is done," she said with a sigh. "I'm sorry. I have enjoyed +fixing it up tremendously, and now I feel that my occupation is gone. +I hope you are satisfied, Willard." + +"Satisfied is too mild a word, Miss Sally. I am delighted. I knew you +could accomplish wonders, but I never hoped for _this_. Eden is a +dream--the dearest, quaintest, sweetest little home that ever waited +for a bride. When I bring her here--oh, Miss Sally, do you know what +that thought means to me?" + +Miss Sally looked curiously at the young man. His face was flushed and +his voice trembled a little. There was a far-away shining look in his +eyes as if he saw a vision. + +"I hope you and she will be happy," said Miss Sally slowly. "When will +she be coming, Willard?" + +The flush went out of Willard's face, leaving it pale and determined. + +"That is for her--and you--to say," he answered steadily. + +"Me!" exclaimed Miss Sally. "What have I to do with it?" + +"A great deal--for unless you consent she will never come here at +all." + +"Willard Stanley," said Miss Sally, with ominous calm, "who is the +girl you mean to marry?" + +"The girl I _hope_ to marry is Joyce, Miss Sally. Wait--don't say +anything till you hear me out." He came close to her and caught her +hands in a boyish grip. "Joyce and I have loved each other ever since +we met. But we despaired of winning your consent, and Joyce will not +marry me without it. I thought if I could get you to help me fix up my +little home that you might get so interested in it--and so well +acquainted with me--that you would trust me with Joyce. Please do, +Miss Sally. I love her so truly and I know I can make her happy. If +you don't, Eden shall never have a mistress. I'll shut it up, just as +it is, and leave it sacred to the dead hope of a bride that will never +come to it." + +"Oh, you wouldn't," protested Miss Sally. "It would be a shame--such a +dear little house--and after all the trouble I've taken. But you have +tricked me--oh, you men couldn't be straightforward in anything--" + +"Wasn't it a fair device for a desperate lover, Miss Sally?" +interrupted Willard. "Oh, you mustn't hold spite because of it, dear; +And you will give me Joyce, won't you? Because if you don't, I really +will shut up Eden forever." + +Miss Sally looked wistfully around her. Through the open door on her +left she saw the little living room with its quaint, comfortable +furniture, its dainty pictures and adornments. Through the front door +she saw the trim, velvet-swarded little lawn. Upstairs were two white +rooms that only wanted a woman's living presence to make them jewels. +And the kitchen on which she had expended so much thought and +ingenuity--the kitchen furnished to the last detail, even to the +kindling in the range and the match Willard had laid ready to light +it! It gave Miss Sally a pang to think of that altar fire never being +lighted. It was really the thought of the kitchen that finished Miss +Sally. + +"You've tricked me," she said again reproachfully. "You've tricked me +into loving this house so much that I cannot bear the thought of it +never living. You'll have to have Joyce, I suppose. And I believe I'm +glad that it isn't a stranger who is to be the mistress of Eden. Joyce +won't hanker after pink rugs and lace curtains. And her taste in china +is the same as mine. In one way it's a great relief to my mind. But +it's a fearful risk--a fearful risk. To think that you may make my +dear child miserable!" + +"You know you don't think that I will, Miss Sally. I'm not really such +a bad fellow, now, am I?" + +"You are a man--and I have no confidence whatever in men," declared +Miss Sally, wiping some very real tears from her eyes with a very +unreal sort of handkerchief--one of the cobwebby affairs of lace her +daintiness demanded. + +"Miss Sally, why have you such a rooted distrust of men?" demanded +Willard curiously. "Somehow, it seems so foreign to your character." + +"I suppose you think I am a perfect crank," said Miss Sally, sighing. +"Well, I'll tell you why I don't trust men. I have a very good reason +for it. A man broke my heart and embittered my life. I've never spoken +about it to a living soul, but if you want to hear about it, you +shall." + +Miss Sally sat down on the second step of the stairs and tucked her +wet handkerchief away. She clasped her slender white hands over her +knee. In spite of her silvery hair and the little lines on her face +she looked girlish and youthful. There was a pink flush on her cheeks, +and her big black eyes sparkled with the anger her memories aroused in +her. + +"I was a young girl of twenty when I met him," she said, "and I was +just as foolish as all young girls are--foolish and romantic and +sentimental. He was very handsome and I thought him--but there, I +won't go into that. It vexes me to recall my folly. But I loved +him--yes, I did, with all my heart--with all there was of me to love. +He made me love him. He deliberately set himself to win my love. For a +whole summer he flirted with me. I didn't know he was flirting--I +thought him in earnest. Oh, I was such a little fool--and so happy. +Then--he went away. Went away suddenly without even a word of goodbye. +But he had been summoned home by his father's serious illness, and I +thought he would write--I waited--I hoped. I never heard from +him--never saw him again. He had tired of his plaything and flung it +aside. That is all," concluded Miss Sally passionately. "I never +trusted any man again. When my sister died and gave me her baby, I +determined to bring the dear child up safely, training her to avoid +the danger I had fallen into. Well, I've failed. But perhaps it will +be all right--perhaps there are some men who are true, though Stephen +Merritt was false." + +"Stephen--who?" demanded Willard abruptly. Miss Sally coloured. + +"I didn't mean to tell you his name," she said, getting up. "It was a +slip of the tongue. Never mind--forget it and him. He was not worthy +of remembrance--and yet I do remember him. I can't forget him--and I +hate him all the more for it--for having entered so deeply into my +life that I could not cast him out when I knew him unworthy. It is +humiliating. There--let us lock up Eden and go home. I suppose you are +dying to see Joyce and tell her your precious plot has succeeded." + +Willard did not appear to be at all impatient. He had relapsed into a +brown study, during which he let Miss Sally lock up the house. Then he +walked silently home with her. Miss Sally was silent too. Perhaps she +was repenting her confidence--or perhaps she was thinking of her false +lover. There was a pathetic droop to her lips, and her black eyes were +sad and dreamy. + +"Miss Sally," said Willard at last, as they neared her house, "had +Stephen Merritt any sisters?" + +Miss Sally threw him a puzzled glance. + +"He had one--Jean Merritt--whom I disliked and who disliked me," she +said crisply. "I don't want to talk of her--she was the only woman I +ever hated. I never met any of the other members of his family--his +home was in a distant part of the state." + +Willard stayed with Joyce so brief a time that Miss Sally viewed his +departure with suspicion. This was not very lover-like conduct. + +"I dare say he's like all the rest--when his aim is attained the +prize loses its value," reflected Miss Sally pessimistically. "Poor +Joyce--poor child! But there--there isn't a single inharmonious thing +in his house--that is one comfort. I'm so thankful I didn't let +Willard buy those brocade chairs he wanted. They would have given +Joyce the nightmare." + +Meanwhile, Willard rushed down to the biological station and from +there drove furiously to the station to catch the evening express. He +did not return until three days later, when he appeared at Miss +Sally's, dusty and triumphant. + +"Joyce is out," said Miss Sally. + +"I'm glad of it," said Willard recklessly. "It's you I want to see, +Miss Sally. I have something to show you. I've been all the way home +to get it." + +From his pocketbook Willard drew something folded and creased and +yellow that looked like a letter. He opened it carefully and, holding +it in his fingers, looked over it at Miss Sally. + +"My grandmother's maiden name was Jean Merritt," he said deliberately, +"and Stephen Merritt was my great-uncle. I never saw him--he died when +I was a child--but I've heard my father speak of him often." + +Miss Sally turned very pale. She passed her cobwebby handkerchief +across her lips and her hand trembled. Willard went on. + +"My uncle never married. He and his sister Jean lived together until +her late marriage. I was not very fond of my grandmother. She was a +selfish, domineering woman--very unlike the grandmother of tradition. +When she died everything she possessed came to me, as my father, her +only child, was then dead. In looking over a box of old papers I found +a letter--an old love letter. I read it with some interest, wondering +whose it could be and how it came among Grandmother's private letters. +It was signed 'Stephen,' so that I guessed my great-uncle had been the +writer, but I had no idea who the Sally was to whom it was written, +until the other day. Then I knew it was you--and I went home to bring +you your letter--the letter you should have received long ago. Why +you did not receive it I cannot explain. I fear that my grandmother +must have been to blame for that--she must have intercepted and kept +the letter in order to part her brother and you. In so far as I can I +wish to repair the wrong she has done you. I know it can never be +repaired--but at least I think this letter will take the bitterness +out of the memory of your lover." + +He dropped the letter in Miss Sally's lap and went away. + +Pale, Miss Sally picked it up and read it. It was from Stephen Merritt +to "dearest Sally," and contained a frank, manly avowal of love. Would +she be his wife? If she would, let her write and tell him so. But if +she did not and could not love him, let her silence reveal the bitter +fact; he would wish to spare her the pain of putting her refusal into +words, and if she did not write he would understand that she was not +for him. + +When Willard and Joyce came back into the twilight room they found +Miss Sally still sitting by the table, her head leaning pensively on +her hand. She had been crying--the cobwebby handkerchief lay beside +her, wrecked and ruined forever--but she looked very happy. + +"I wonder if you know what you have done for me," she said to Willard. +"But no--you can't know--you can't realize it fully. It means +everything to me. You have taken away my humiliation and restored to +me my pride of womanhood. He really loved me--he was not false--he was +what I believed him to be. Nothing else matters to me at all now. Oh, +I am very happy--but it would never have been if I had not consented +to give you Joyce." + +She rose and took their hands in hers, joining them. + +"God bless you, dears," she said softly. "I believe you will be happy +and that your love for each other will always be true and faithful and +tender. Willard, I give you my dear child in perfect trust and +confidence." + +With her yellowed love letter clasped to her heart, and a raptured +shining in her eyes, Miss Sally went out of the room. + + + + +My Lady Jane + + +The boat got into Broughton half an hour after the train had gone. We +had been delayed by some small accident to the machinery; hence that +lost half-hour, which meant a night's sojourn for me in Broughton. I +am ashamed of the things I thought and said. When I think that fate +might have taken me at my word and raised up a special train, or some +such miracle, by which I might have got away from Broughton that +night, I experience a cold chill. Out of gratitude I have never sworn +over missing connections since. + +At the time, however, I felt thoroughly exasperated. I was in a hurry +to get on. Important business engagements would be unhinged by the +delay. I was a stranger in Broughton. It looked like a stupid, stuffy +little town. I went to a hotel in an atrocious humor. After I had +fumed until I wanted a change, it occurred to me that I might as well +hunt up Clark Oliver by way of passing the time. I had never been +overly fond of Clark Oliver, although he was my cousin. He was a bit +of a cad, and stupider than anyone belonging to our family had a right +to be. Moreover, he was in politics, and I detest politics. But I +rather wanted to see if he looked as much like me as he used to. I +hadn't seen him for three years and I hoped that the time might have +differentiated us to a saving degree. It was over a year since I had +last been blown up by some unknown, excited individual on the ground +that I was that scoundrel Oliver--politically speaking. I thought that +was a good omen. + +I went to Clark's office, found he had left, and followed him to his +rooms. The minute I saw him I experienced the same nasty feeling of +lost or bewildered individuality which always overcame me in his +presence. He was so absurdly like me. I felt as if I were looking into +a mirror where my reflection persisted in doing things I didn't do, +thereby producing a most uncanny sensation. + +Clark pretended he was glad to see me. He really couldn't have been, +because his Great Idea hadn't struck him then, and we had always +disliked each other. + +"Hello, Elliott," he said, shaking me by the hand with a twist he had +learned in election campaigns, whereby something like heartiness was +simulated. "Glad to see you, old fellow. Gad, you're as like me as +ever. Where did you drop from?" + +I explained my predicament and we talked amiably and harmlessly for +awhile about family gossip. I abhor family gossip, but it is a shade +better than politics, and those two subjects are the only ones on +which Clark can converse at all. I described Mary Alice's wedding, and +Florence's new young man, and Tom-and-Kate's twins. Clark tried to be +interested but I saw he had something on what serves him for a mind. +After awhile it came out. He looked at his watch with a frown. + +"I'm in a bit of a puzzle," he said. "The Mark Kennedys are giving a +dinner to-night. You don't know them, of course. They're the big +people of Broughton. Kennedy runs the politics of the place, and Mrs. +K. makes or mars people socially. It's my first invitation there and +it's necessary I should accept it--necessary every way. Mrs. K. would +never forgive me if I disappointed her at the last moment. Not that I, +personally, am of much account--yet--to her. But it would leave a +vacant place. Mrs. K. would never notice me again and, as she bosses +Kennedy, I can't afford to offend her. Besides, there's a girl who'll +be there. I've met her once. I want to meet her again. She's a beauty +and no mistake. Toplofty as they make 'em, though. However, I think +I've made an impression on her. It was at the Harvey's dance last +week. She was the handsomest woman there, and she never took her eyes +off me. I've given Mrs. Kennedy a pretty broad hint that I want to +take her in to dinner. If I don't go I'll miss all round." + +"Well, what is there to prevent you from going?" I asked, squiffily. I +never could endure the way Clark talked about girls and hinted at his +conquests. + +"Just this. Herbert Bronson came to town this afternoon and is leaving +on the 10.30 train to-night. He's sent me word to meet him at his +hotel this evening and talk over a mining deal I've been trying to +pull off. I simply must go. It's my one chance to corral Bronson. If I +lose him it'll be all up, and I'll be thousands out of pocket." + +"Well, you _are_ in rather a predicament," I agreed, with the +philosophical acceptance of the situation that marks the outsider. _I_ +wasn't hampered by the multiplicity of my business and social +engagements that evening, so I could afford to pity Clark. It is +always rather nice to be able to pity a person you dislike. + +"I should say so. I can't make up my mind what to do. Hang it. I'll +_have_ to see Bronson. There's no question about that. A man ought to +keep an understood substitute on hand to send to dinners when he can't +go. By Jove! Elliott!" + +Clark's Great Idea had arrived. He bounced up eagerly. + +"Elliott, will _you_ go to the Kennedys' in my place? They'll never +know the difference. Do, now--there's a good fellow!" + +"Nonsense!" I said. + +"It isn't nonsense. The resemblance between us was foreordained for +this hour. I'll lend you my dress suit--it'll fit you--your figure is +as much like mine as your face. You've nothing to do with yourself +this evening. I offer you a good dinner and an agreeable partner. Come +now, to oblige me. You know you owe me a good turn for that Mulhenen +business." + +The Mulhenen business clinched the matter. Until he mentioned it I +had no notion whatever of masquerading as Clark Oliver at the +Kennedys' dinner. But, as Clark so delicately put it, he had done me a +good turn in that affair and the obligation had rankled ever since. It +is beastly to be indebted for a favor to a man you detest. Now was my +chance to pay it off and I took it without more ado. + +"But," I said doubtfully, "I don't know the Kennedys--nor any of the +social stunts that are doing in Broughton; I won't dare to talk about +anything, and I'll seem so stupid, even if I don't actually make some +irremediable blunder, that the Kennedys will be disgusted with you. It +will probably do your prospects more harm than your absence would." + +"Not at all. Keep your mouth shut when you can and talk generalities +when you can't, and you'll pass. If you take that girl in she's a +stranger in Broughton and won't suspect your ignorance of what's going +on. Nobody will suspect you. Nobody here knows I have a cousin so like +me. Our own mothers haven't always been able to tell us apart. Our +very voices are alike. Come now, get into my dinner togs. You haven't +much time and Mrs. K. doesn't like late comers." + +There seemed to be a number of things that Mrs. Kennedy did not like. +I thought my chance of pleasing that critical lady extremely small, +especially when I had to live up to Clark Oliver's personality. +However, I dressed as expeditiously as possible. The novelty of the +adventure rather pleased me. I always liked doing unusual things. +Anything was better than lounging away the evening at my hotel. It +couldn't do any harm. I owed Clark Oliver a good turn and I would save +Mrs. Kennedy the annoyance of a vacant chair. + +There was no disputing the fact that I looked most disgustingly like +Clark when I got into his clothes. I actually felt a grudge against +them for their excellent fit. + +"You'll do," said Clark. "Remember you're a Conservative to-night and +don't let your rank Liberal views crop out, or you'll queer me for +all time with the great and only Mark. He doesn't talk politics at his +dinners, though, so you're not likely to have trouble on that score. +Mrs. Kennedy has a weakness for beer mugs. Her collection is +considered very fine. Scandal whispers that Miss Harvey has a budding +interest in settlement work--" + +"Miss who?" I said sharply. + +"Harvey. Christian name unknown. That's the girl I mentioned. You'll +probably take her in. Be nice to her even if you have to make an +effort. She's the one I've picked out as your future cousin, you know, +so I don't want you to spoil her good opinion of me in any way." + +The name had given me a jump. Once, in another world, I had known a +Jane Harvey. But Clark's Miss Harvey couldn't be Jane. A month before +I had read a newspaper item to the effect that Jane was on the Pacific +coast. Moreover, Jane, when I knew her, had certainly no manifest +vocation for settlement work. I didn't think two years could have +worked such a transformation. Two years! Was it only two years? It +seemed more like two centuries. + +I went to the Kennedys' in a pleasantly excited frame of mind and a +cab. I just missed being late by a hairbreadth. The house was a big +one, and everybody pertaining to it was big, except the host. Mark +Kennedy was a little, thin man with a bald head. He didn't look like a +political power, but that was all the more reason for his being one in +a world where things are not what they seem. + +Mrs. Kennedy greeted me cordially and told me significantly that she +had granted my request. This meant, as my card had already informed +me, that I was to take Miss Harvey out. Of course there would be no +introduction since Clark Oliver was already acquainted with the lady. +I was wondering how I was to locate her when I got a shock that made +me dizzy. Jane was over in a corner looking at me. + +There was no time to collect my wits. The guests were moving out to +the dining-room. I took my nerve in my hand, crossed the room, bowed, +and the next moment was walking through the hall with Jane's hand on +my arm. The hall was a good long one; I blessed the architect who had +planned it. It gave me time to sort out my ideas. + +Jane here! Jane going out to dinner with me, believing me to be Clark +Oliver! Jane--but it was incredible! The whole thing was a dream--or I +had gone crazy! + +I looked at her sideways when we had got into our places at the table. +She was more beautiful than ever, that tall, brown-haired, disdainful +Jane. The settlement work story I was inclined to dismiss as a myth. +Settlement work in a beautiful woman generally means crowsfeet or a +broken heart. Jane, according to my sight and belief, possessed +neither. + +Once upon a time I had been engaged to Jane. I had been idiotically in +love with her in those days and still more idiotically believed that +she loved me. The trouble was that, although I had been cured of the +latter phase of my idiocy, the former had become chronic. I had never +been able to get over loving Jane. All through those two years I had +hugged the fond hope that sometime I might stumble across her in a +mild mood and make matters up. There was no such thing as seeking her +out or writing to her, since she had icily forbidden me to do so, and +Jane had a most detestable habit--in a woman--of meaning what she +said. But the deity I had invoked was the god of chance--and this was +how he had answered my prayers. I was eating my dinner beside Jane, +who supposed me to be Clark Oliver! + +What should I do? Confess the truth and plead my cause while she had +to sit beside me? That would never do. Someone might overhear us. And, +in any case, it would be no passport to Jane's favor that I was a +guest in the house under false pretences. She would be certain to +disapprove strongly. It was a maddening situation. + +Jane, who was calmly eating soup--she was the only woman I had ever +seen who could eat soup and look like a goddess at the same +time--glanced around and caught me studying her profile. I thought she +blushed slightly and I raged inwardly to think that blush was meant +for Clark Oliver--Clark Oliver who had told me he thought Jane was +smitten on him! Jane! On him! + +"Do you know, Mr. Oliver," said Jane slowly, "that you are startlingly +like a--a person I used to know? When I first saw you the other night +I took you for him." + +A _person_ you used to know! Oh, Jane, that was the most unkindest cut +of all. + +"My cousin, Elliott Cameron, I suppose?" I answered as indifferently +as I could. "We resemble each other very closely. You were acquainted +with Cameron, Miss Harvey?" + +"Slightly," said Jane. + +"A fine fellow," I said unblushingly. + +"A-h," said Jane. + +"My favorite relative," I went on brazenly. "He's a thoroughly good +sort--rather dull now to what he used to be, though. He had an +unfortunate love affair two years ago and has never got over it." + +"Indeed?" said Jane coldly, crumbling a bit of bread between her +fingers. Her face was expressionless and her voice ditto; but I had +heard her criticize nervous people who did things like that at table. + +"I fear poor Elliott's life has been completely spoiled," I said, with +a sigh. "It's a shame." + +"Did he confide the affair to you?" asked Jane, a little scornfully. + +"Well, after a fashion. He said enough for me to guess the rest. He +never told me the lady's name. She was very beautiful, I understand, +and very heartless. Oh, she used him very badly." + +"Did he tell you that, too?" asked Jane. + +"Not he. He won't listen to a word against her. But a chap can draw +his own conclusions, you know." + +"What went wrong between them?" asked Jane. She smiled at a lady +across the table, as if she were merely asking questions to make +conversation, but she went on crumbling bread. + +"Simply a very stiff quarrel, I believe. Elliott never went into +details. The lady was flirting with somebody else, I fancy." + +"People have such different ideas about flirting," said Jane, +languidly. "What one would call mere simple friendliness another +construes into flirting. Possibly your friend--or is it your +cousin?--is one of those men who become insanely jealous over every +trifle and attempt to exert authority before they have any to exert. A +woman of spirit would hardly fail to resent that." + +"Of course Elliott was jealous," I admitted. "But then, you know, Miss +Harvey, that jealousy is said to be the measure of a man's love. If he +went beyond his rights I am sure he is bitterly sorry for it." + +"Does he really care about her still?" asked Jane, eating most +industriously, although somehow the contents of her plate did not grow +noticeably less. As for me, I didn't pretend to eat. I simply pecked. + +"He loves her with all his heart," I answered fervently. "There never +has been and never will be any other woman for Elliott Cameron." + +"Why doesn't he go and tell her so?" inquired Jane, as if she felt +rather bored over the whole subject. + +"He doesn't dare to. She forbade him ever to cross her path again. +Told him she hated him and always would hate him as long as she +lived." + +"She must have been an unpleasantly emphatic young woman," commented +Jane. + +"I'd like to hear anyone say so to Elliott," I responded. "He +considers her perfection. I'm sorry for Elliott. His life is wrecked." + +"Do you know," said Jane slowly, as if poking about in the recesses of +her memory for something half forgotten. "I believe I know the--the +girl in question." + +"Really?" I said. + +"Yes, she is a friend of mine. She--she never told me his name, but +putting two and two together, I believe it must have been your cousin. +But she--she thinks she was the one to blame." + +"Does she?" It was my turn to ask questions now, but my heart thumped +so that I could hardly speak. + +"Yes, she says she was too hasty and unreasonable. She didn't mean to +flirt at all--and she never cared for anyone but--him. But his +jealousy irritated her. I suppose she said things to him she didn't +really mean. She--she never supposed he was going to take her at her +word." + +"Do you think she cares for him still?" Considering what was at stake, +I think I asked the question very well. + +"I think she must," said Jane languidly. "She has never looked at any +other man. She devotes most of her time to charitable work, but I feel +sure she isn't really happy." + +So the settlement story was true. Oh, Jane! + +"What would you advise my cousin to do?" I asked. "Do you think he +should go boldly to her? Would she listen to him--forgive him?" + +"She might," said Jane. + +"Have I your permission to tell Elliott Cameron this?" I demanded. + +Jane selected and ate an olive with maddening deliberation. + +"I suppose you may--if you are really convinced that he wants to hear +it," she said at last, as if barely recollecting that I had asked the +question two minutes previously. + +"I'll tell him as soon as I go home," I said. + +I had the satisfaction of startling Jane at last. She turned her head +and looked at me. I got a good, square, satisfying gaze into her big, +blackish-blue eyes. + +"Yes," I said, compelling myself to look away. "He came in on the boat +this afternoon too late for his train. Has to stay over till to-morrow +night. I left him in my rooms when I came away. Doubtless to-morrow +will see him speeding recklessly to his dear divinity. I wonder if he +knows where she is at present." + +"If he doesn't," said Jane, with the air of dismissing the subject +once and forever from her mind, "I can give him the information. You +may tell him I'm staying with the Duncan Moores, and shall be leaving +day after to-morrow. By the way, have you seen Mrs. Kennedy's +collection of steins? It is a remarkably fine one." + +Clark Oliver couldn't come to our wedding--or wouldn't. Jane has never +met him since, but she cannot understand why I have such an aversion to +him, especially when he has such a good opinion of me. She says she +thought him charming, and one of the most interesting conversationalists +she ever went out to dinner with. + + + + +Robert Turner's Revenge + + +When Robert Turner came to the green, ferny triangle where the station +road forked to the right and left under the birches, he hesitated as +to which direction he would take. The left led out to the old Turner +homestead, where he had spent his boyhood and where his cousin still +lived; the right led down to the Cove shore where the Jameson property +was situated. Since he had stopped off at Chiswick for the purpose of +looking this property over before foreclosing the mortgage on it he +concluded that he might as well take the Cove road; he could go around +by the shore afterward--he had not forgotten the way even in forty +years--and so on up through the old spruce wood in Alec Martin's +field--if the spruces were there still and the field still Alec +Martin's--to his cousin's place. He would just about have time to make +the round before the early country supper hour. Then a brief visit +with Tom--Tom had always been a good sort of a fellow although +woefully dull and slow-going--and the evening express for Montreal. He +swung with a businesslike stride into the Cove road. + +As he went on, however, the stride insensibly slackened into an +unaccustomed saunter. How well he remembered that old road, although +it was forty years since he had last traversed it, a set-lipped boy of +fifteen, cast on the world by the indifference of an uncle. The years +had made surprisingly little difference in it or in the surrounding +scenery. True, the hills and fields and lanes seemed lower and smaller +and narrower than he remembered them; there were some new houses along +the road, and the belt of woods along the back of the farms had become +thinner in most places. But that was all. He had no difficulty in +picking out the old familiar spots. There was the big cherry orchard +on the Milligan place which had been so famous in his boyhood. It was +snow-white with blossoms, as if the trees were possessed of eternal +youth; they had been in blossom the last time he had seen them. Well, +time had not stood still with him as it had with Luke Milligan's +cherry orchard, he reflected grimly. His springtime had long gone by. + +The few people he met on the road looked at him curiously, for +strangers were not commonplace in Chiswick. He recognized some of the +older among them but none of them knew him. He had been an awkward, +long-limbed lad with fresh boyish colour and crisp black curls when he +had left Chiswick. He returned to it a somewhat portly figure of a +man, with close-cropped, grizzled hair, and a face that looked as if +it might be carved out of granite, so immobile and unyielding it +was--the face of a man who never faltered or wavered, who stuck at +nothing that might advance his plans and purposes, a face known and +dreaded in the business world where he reigned master. It was a cold, +hard, selfish face, but the face of the boy of forty years ago had +been neither cold nor hard nor selfish. + +Presently the homesteads and orchard lands grew fewer and then ceased +altogether. The fields were long and low-lying, sloping down to the +misty blue rim of sea. A turn of the road brought him in sudden sight +of the Cove, and there below him was the old Jameson homestead, built +almost within wave-lap of the pebbly shore and shut away into a lonely +grey world of its own by the sea and sands and those long slopes of +tenantless fields. + +He paused at the sagging gate that opened into the long, deep-rutted +lane and, folding his arms on it, looked earnestly and scrutinizingly +over the buildings. They were grey and faded, lacking the prosperous +appearance that had characterized them once. There was an air of +failure about the whole place as if the very land had become +disheartened and discouraged. + +Long ago, Neil Jameson, senior, had been a well-to-do man. The big +Cove farm had been one of the best in Chiswick then. As for Neil +Jameson, Junior, Robert Turner's face always grew something grimmer +when he recalled him--the one person, boy and man, whom he had really +hated in the world. They had been enemies from childhood, and once in +a bout of wrestling at the Chiswick school Neil had thrown him by an +unfair trick and taunted him continually thereafter on his defeat. +Robert had made a compact with himself that some day he would pay Neil +Jameson back. He had not forgotten it--he never forgot such +things--but he had never seen or heard of Neil Jameson after leaving +Chiswick. He might have been dead for anything Robert Turner knew. +Then, when John Kesley failed and his effects turned over to his +creditors, of whom Robert Turner was the chief, a mortgage on the Cove +farm at Chiswick, owned by Neil Jameson, had been found among his +assets. Inquiry revealed the fact that Neil Jameson was dead and that +the farm was run by his widow. Turner felt a pang of disappointment. +What satisfaction was there in wreaking revenge on a dead man? But at +least his wife and children should suffer. That debt of his to Jameson +for an ill-won victory and many a sneer must be paid in full, if not +to him, why, then to his heirs. + +His lawyers reported that Mrs. Jameson was two years behind with her +interest. Turner instructed them to foreclose the mortgage promptly. +Then he took it into his head to revisit Chiswick and have a good look +at the Cove farm and other places he knew so well. He had a notion +that it might be a decent place to spend a summer month or two in. His +wife went to seaside and mountain resorts, but he liked something +quieter. There was good fishing at the Cove and in Chiswick pond, as +he remembered. If he liked the farm as well as his memory promised him +he would do, he would bid it in himself. It would make Neil Jameson +turn in his grave if the penniless lad he had jeered at came into the +possession of his old ancestral property that had been owned by a +Jameson for over one hundred years. There was a flavour in such a +revenge that pleased Robert Turner. He smiled one of his occasional +grim smiles over it. When Robert Turner smiled, weather prophets of +the business sky foretold squalls. + +Presently he opened the gate and went through. Halfway down the lane +forked, one branch going over to the house, the other slanting across +the field to the cove. Turner took the latter and soon found himself +on the grey shore where the waves were tumbling in creamy foam just as +he remembered them long ago. Nothing about the old cove had changed; +he walked around a knobby headland, weather-worn with the wind and +spray of years, which cut him off from sight of the Jameson house, and +sat down on a rock. He thought himself alone and was annoyed to find a +boy sitting on the opposite ledge with a book on his knee. + +The lad lifted his eyes and looked Turner over with a clear, direct +gaze. He was about twelve years old, tall for his age, slight, with a +delicate, clear-cut face--a face that was oddly familiar to Turner, +although he was sure he had never seen it before. The boy had oval +cheeks, finely tinted with colour, big, shy blue eyes quilled about +with long black lashes, and silvery-golden hair lying over his head in +soft ringlets like a girl's. What girl's? Something far back in Robert +Turner's dreamlike boyhood seemed to call to him like a note of a +forgotten melody, sweet yet stirring like a pain. The more he looked +at the boy the stronger the impression of a resemblance grew in every +feature but the mouth. That was alien to his recollection of the face, +yet there was something about it, when taken by itself, that seemed +oddly familiar also--yes, and unpleasantly familiar, although the +mouth was a good one--finely cut and possessing more firmness than was +found in all the other features put together. + +"It's a good place for reading, sonny, isn't it?" he inquired, more +genially than he had spoken to a child for years. In fact, having no +children of his own, he so seldom spoke to a child that his voice and +manner when he did so were generally awkward and rusty. + +The boy nodded a quick little nod. Somehow, Turner had expected that +nod and the glimmer of a smile that accompanied it. + +"What book are you reading?" he asked. + +The boy held it out; it was an old _Robinson Crusoe_, that classic of +boyhood. + +"It's splendid," he said. "Billy Martin lent it to me and I have to +finish it today because Ned Josephs is to have it next and he's in a +hurry for it." + +"It's a good while since I read _Robinson Crusoe_," said Turner +reflectively. "But when I did it was on this very shore a little +further along below the Miller place. There was a Martin and a Josephs +in the partnership then too--the fathers, I dare say, of Billy and +Ned. What is your name, my boy?" + +"Paul Jameson, sir." + +The name was a shock to Turner. This boy a Jameson--Neil Jameson's +son? Why, yes, he had Neil's mouth. Strange he had nothing else in +common with the black-browed, black-haired Jamesons. What business had +a Jameson with those blue eyes and silvery-golden curls? It was +flagrant forgery on Nature's part to fashion such things and label +them Jameson by a mouth. + +Hated Neil Jameson's son! Robert Turner's face grew so grey and hard +that the boy involuntarily glanced upward to see if a cloud had +crossed the sun. + +"Your father was Neil Jameson, I suppose?" Turner said abruptly. + +Paul nodded. "Yes, but he is dead. He has been dead for eight years. I +don't remember him." + +"Have you any brothers or sisters?" + +"I have a little sister a year younger than I am. The other four are +dead. They died long ago. I'm the only boy Mother had. Oh, I do so +wish I was bigger and older! If I was I could do something to save the +place--I'm sure I could. It is breaking Mother's heart to have to +leave it." + +"So she has to leave it, has she?" said Turner grimly, with the old +hatred stirring in his heart. + +"Yes. There is a mortgage on it and we're to be sold out very soon--so +the lawyers told us. Mother has tried so hard to make the farm pay but +she couldn't. I could if I was bigger--I know I could. If they would +only wait a few years! But there is no use hoping for that. Mother +cries all the time about it. She has lived at the Cove farm for over +thirty years and she says she can't live away from it now. +Elsie--that's my sister--and I do all we can to cheer her up, but we +can't do much. Oh, if I was only a man!" + +The lad shut his lips together--how much his mouth was like his +father's--and looked out seaward with troubled blue eyes. Turner +smiled another grim smile. Oh, Neil Jameson, your old score was being +paid now! + +Yet something embittered the sweetness of revenge. That boy's face--he +could not hate it as he had accustomed himself to hate the memory of +Neil Jameson and all connected with him. + +"What was your mother's name before she married your father?" he +demanded abruptly. + +"Lisbeth Miller," answered the boy, still frowning seaward over his +secret thoughts. + +Turner started again. Lisbeth Miller! He might have known it. What +woman in all the world save Lisbeth Miller could have given her son +those eyes and curls? So Lisbeth had married Neil Jameson--little +Lisbeth Miller, his schoolboy sweetheart. He had forgotten her--or +thought he had; certainly he had not thought of her for years. But the +memory of her came back now with a rush. + +Little Lisbeth--pretty little Lisbeth--merry little Lisbeth! How +clearly he remembered her! The old Miller place had adjoined his +uncle's farm. Lisbeth and he had played together from babyhood. How he +had worshipped her! When they were six years old they had solemnly +promised to marry each other when they grew up, and Lisbeth had let +him kiss her as earnest of their compact, made under a bloom-white +apple tree in the Miller orchard. Yet she would always blush furiously +and deny it ever afterwards; it made her angry to be reminded of it. + +He saw himself going to school, carrying her books for her, the envied +of all the boys. He remembered how he had fought Tony Josephs because +Tony had the presumption to bring her spice apples: he had thrashed +him too, so soundly that from that time forth none of the schoolboys +presumed to rival him in Lisbeth's affections--roguish little Lisbeth! +who grew prettier and saucier every year. + +He recalled the keen competition of the old days when to be "head of +the class" seemed the highest honour within mortal reach, and was +striven after with might and main. He had seldom attained to it +because he would never "go up past" Lisbeth. If she missed a word, he, +Robert, missed it too, no matter how well he knew it. It was sweet to +be thought a dunce for her dear sake. It was all the reward he asked +to see her holding her place at the head of the class, her cheeks +flushed pink and her eyes starry with her pride of position. And how +sweetly she would lecture him on the way home from school about +learning his spellings better, and wind up her sermon with the frank +avowal, uttered with deliciously downcast lids, that she liked him +better than any of the other boys after all, even if he couldn't spell +as well as they could. Nothing of success that he had won since had +ever thrilled him as that admission of little Lisbeth's! + +She had been such a sympathetic little sweetheart too, never weary of +listening to his dreams and ambitions, his plans for the future. She +had always assured him that she knew he would succeed. Well, he had +succeeded--and now one of the uses he was going to make of his success +was to turn Lisbeth and her children out of their home by way of +squaring matters with a dead man! + +Lisbeth had been away from home on a long visit to an aunt when he had +left Chiswick. She was growing up and the childish intimacy was +fading. Perhaps, under other circumstances, it might have ripened into +fruit, but he had gone away and forgotten her; the world had claimed +him; he had lost all active remembrance of Lisbeth and, before this +late return to Chiswick, he had not even known if she were living. And +she was Neil Jameson's widow! + +He was silent for a long time, while the waves purred about the base +of the big red sandstone rock and the boy returned to his _Crusoe_. +Finally Robert Turner roused himself from his reverie. + +"I used to know your mother long ago when she was a little girl," he +said. "I wonder if she remembers me. Ask her when you go home if she +remembers Bobby Turner." + +"Won't you come up to the house and see her, sir?" asked Paul +politely. "Mother is always glad to see her old friends." + +"No, I haven't time today." Robert Turner was not going to tell Neil +Jameson's son that he did not care to look for the little Lisbeth of +long ago in Neil Jameson's widow. The name spoiled her for him, just +as the Jameson mouth spoiled her son for him. "But you may tell her +something else. The mortgage will not be foreclosed. I was the power +behind the lawyers, but I did not know that the present owner of the +Cove farm was my little playmate, Lisbeth Miller. You and she shall +have all the time you want. Tell her Bobby Turner does this in return +for what she gave him under the big sweeting apple tree on her sixth +birthday. I think she will remember and understand. As for you, Paul, +be a good boy and good to your mother. I hope you'll succeed in your +ambition of making the farm pay when you are old enough to take it in +hand. At any rate, you'll not be disturbed in your possession of it." + +"Oh, sir! oh, sir!" stammered Paul in an agony of embarrassed +gratitude and delight. "Oh, it seems too good to be true. Do you +really mean that we're not to be sold out? Oh, won't you come and tell +Mother yourself? She'll be so happy--so grateful. Do come and let her +thank you." + +"Not today. I haven't time. Give her my message, that's all. There, +run; the sooner she gets the news the better." + +Turner watched the boy as he bounded away, until the headland hid him +from sight. + +"There goes my revenge--and a fine bit of property eminently suited +for a summer residence--all for a bit of old, rusty sentiment," he +said with a shrug. "I didn't suppose I was capable of such a mood. But +then--little Lisbeth. There never was a sweeter girl. I'm glad I +didn't go with the boy to see her. She's an old woman now--and Neil +Jameson's widow. I prefer to keep my old memories of her +undisturbed--little Lisbeth of the silvery-golden curls and the +roguish blue eyes. Little Lisbeth of the old time! I'm glad to be able +to have done you the small service of securing your home to you. It is +my thanks to you for the friendship and affection you gave my lonely +boyhood--my tribute to the memory of my first sweetheart." + +He walked away with a smile, whose amusement presently softened to an +expression that would have amazed his business cronies. Later on he +hummed the air of an old love song as he climbed the steep spruce road +to Tom's. + + + + +The Fillmore Elderberries + + +"I expected as much," said Timothy Robinson. His tone brought the +blood into Ellis Duncan's face. The lad opened his lips quickly, as if +for an angry retort, but as quickly closed them again with a set +firmness oddly like Timothy Robinson's own. + +"When I heard that lazy, worthless father of yours was dead, I +expected you and your mother would be looking to me for help," Timothy +Robinson went on harshly. "But you're mistaken if you think I'll give +it. You've no claim on me, even if your father was my half-brother--no +claim at all. And I'm not noted for charity." + +Timothy Robinson smiled grimly. It was very true that he was far from +being noted for charity. His neighbours called him "close" and "near." +Some even went so far as to call him "a miserly skinflint." But this +was not true. It was, however, undeniable that Timothy Robinson kept a +tight clutch on his purse-strings, and although he sometimes gave +liberally enough to any cause which really appealed to him, such +causes were few and far between. + +"I am not asking for charity, Uncle Timothy," said Ellis quietly. He +passed over the slur at his father in silence, deeply as he felt it, +for, alas, he knew that it was only too true. "I expect to support my +mother by hard and honest work. And I am not asking you for work on +the ground of our relationship. I heard you wanted a hired man, and I +have come to you, as I should have gone to any other man about whom I +had heard it, to ask you to hire me." + +"Yes, I do want a man," said Uncle Timothy drily. "A _man_--not a +half-grown boy of fourteen, not worth his salt. I want somebody able +and willing to work." + +Again Ellis flushed deeply and again he controlled himself. "I am +willing to work, Uncle Timothy, and I think you would find me able +also if you would try me. I'd work for less than a man's wages at +first, of course." + +"You won't work for any sort of wages from me," interrupted Timothy +Robinson decidedly. "I tell you plainly that I won't hire you. You're +the wrong man's son for that. Your father was lazy and incompetent +and, worst of all, untrustworthy. I did try to help him once, and all +I got was loss and ingratitude. I want none of his kind around my +place. I don't believe in you, so you may as well take yourself off, +Ellis. I've no more time to waste." + +Ellis took himself off, his ears tingling. As he walked homeward his +thoughts were very bitter. All Uncle Timothy had said about his father +was true, and Ellis realized what a count it was against him in his +efforts to obtain employment. Nobody wanted to be bothered with "Old +Sam Duncan's son," though nobody had been so brutally outspoken as his +Uncle Timothy. + +Sam Duncan and Timothy Robinson had been half-brothers. Sam, the +older, had been the son of Mrs. Robinson's former marriage. Never were +two lads more dissimilar. Sam was a lazy, shiftless fellow, deserving +all the hard things that came to be said of him. He would not work and +nobody could depend on him, but he was a handsome lad with rather +taking ways in his youth, and at first people had liked him better +than the close, blunt, industrious Timothy. Their mother had died in +their childhood, but Mr. Robinson had been fond of Sam and the boy had +a good home. When he was twenty-two and Timothy eighteen, Mr. Robinson +had died very suddenly, leaving no will. Everything he possessed went +to Timothy. Sam immediately left. He said he would not stay there to +be "bossed" by Timothy. + +He rented a little house in the village, married a girl "far too good +for him," and started in to support himself and his wife by days' +work. He had lounged, borrowed, and shirked through life. Once Timothy +Robinson, perhaps moved by pity for Sam's wife and baby, had hired him +for a year at better wages than most hired men received in Dalrymple. +Sam idled through a month of it, then got offended and left in the +middle of haying. Timothy Robinson washed his hands of him after that. + +When Ellis was fourteen Sam Duncan died, after a lingering illness of +a year. During this time the family were kept by the charity of +pitying neighbours, for Ellis could not be spared from attendance on +his father to make any attempt at earning money. Mrs. Duncan was a +fragile little woman, worn out with her hard life, and not strong +enough to wait on her husband alone. + +When Sam Duncan was dead and buried, Ellis straightened his shoulders +and took counsel with himself. He must earn a livelihood for his +mother and himself, and he must begin at once. He was tall and strong +for his age, and had a fairly good education, his mother having +determinedly kept him at school when he had pleaded to be allowed to +go to work. He had always been a quiet fellow, and nobody in Dalrymple +knew much about him. But they knew all about his father, and nobody +would hire Ellis unless he were willing to work for a pittance that +would barely clothe him. + +Ellis had not gone to his Uncle Timothy until he had lost all hope of +getting a place elsewhere. Now this hope too had gone. It was nearly +the end of June and everybody who wanted help had secured it. Look +where he would, Ellis could see no prospect of employment. + +"If I could only get a chance!" he thought miserably. "I know I am not +idle or lazy--I know I can work--if I could get a chance to prove it." + +He was sitting on the fence of the Fillmore elderberry pasture as he +said it, having taken a short cut across the fields. This pasture was +rather noted in Dalrymple. Originally a mellow and fertile field, it +had been almost ruined by a persistent, luxuriant growth of elderberry +bushes. Old Thomas Fillmore had at first tried to conquer them by +mowing them down "in the dark of the moon." But the elderberries did +not seem to mind either moon or mowing, and flourished alike in all +the quarters. For the past two years Old Thomas had given up the +contest, and the elderberries had it all their own sweet way. + +Thomas Fillmore, a bent old man with a shrewd, nutcracker face, came +through the bushes while Ellis was sitting on the fence. + +"Howdy, Ellis. Seen anything of my spotted calves? I've been looking +for 'em for over an hour." + +"No, I haven't seen any calves--but a good many might be in this +pasture without being visible to the naked eye," said Ellis, with a +smile. + +Old Thomas shook his head ruefully. "Them elders have been too many +for me," he said. "Did you ever see a worse-looking place? You'd +hardly believe that twenty years ago there wasn't a better piece of +land in Dalrymple than this lot, would ye? Such grass as grew here!" + +"The soil must be as good as ever if anything had a chance to grow on +it," said Ellis. "Couldn't those elders be rooted out?" + +"It'd be a back-breaking job, but I reckon it could be done if anyone +had the muscle and patience and time to tackle it. I haven't the first +at my age, and my hired man hasn't the last. And nobody would do it +for what I could afford to pay." + +"What will you give me if I undertake to clean the elders out of this +field for you, Mr. Fillmore?" asked Ellis quietly. + +Old Thomas looked at him with a surprised face, which gradually +reverted to its original shrewdness when he saw that Ellis was in +earnest. "You must be hard up for a job," he said. + +"I am," was Ellis's laconic answer. + +"Well, lemme see." Old Thomas calculated carefully. He never paid a +cent more for anything than he could help, and was noted for hard +bargaining. "I'll give ye sixteen dollars if you clean out the whole +field," he said at length. + +Ellis looked at the pasture. He knew something about cleaning out +elderberry brush, and he also knew that sixteen dollars would be very +poor pay for it. Most of the elders were higher than a man's head, +with big roots, thicker than his wrist, running deep into the ground. + +"It's worth more, Mr. Fillmore," he said. + +"Not to me," responded Old Thomas drily. "I've plenty more land and +I'm an old fellow without any sons. I ain't going to pay out money for +the benefit of some stranger who'll come after me. You can take it or +leave it at sixteen dollars." + +Ellis shrugged his shoulders. He had no prospect of anything else, and +sixteen dollars were better than nothing. "Very well, I'll take it," +he said. + +"Well, now, look here," said Old Thomas shrewdly, "I'll expect you to +do the work thoroughly, young man. Them roots ain't to be cut off, +remember; they'll have to be dug out. And I'll expect you to finish +the job if you undertake it too, and not drop it halfway through if +you get a chance for a better one." + +"I'll finish with your elderberries before I leave them," promised +Ellis. + + * * * * * + +Ellis went to work the next day. His first move was to chop down all +the brush and cart it into heaps for burning. This took two days and +was comparatively easy work. The third day Ellis tackled the roots. By +the end of the forenoon he had discovered just what cleaning out an +elderberry pasture meant, but he set his teeth and resolutely +persevered. During the afternoon Timothy Robinson, whose farm adjoined +the Fillmore place, wandered by and halted with a look of astonishment +at the sight of Ellis, busily engaged in digging and tearing out huge, +tough, stubborn elder roots. The boy did not see his uncle, but worked +away with a vim and vigour that were not lost on the latter. + +"He never got that muscle from Sam," reflected Timothy. "Sam would +have fainted at the mere thought of stumping elders. Perhaps I've been +mistaken in the boy. Well, well, we'll see if he holds out." + +Ellis did hold out. The elderberries tried to hold out too, but they +were no match for the lad's perseverance. It was a hard piece of work, +however, and Ellis never forgot it. Week after week he toiled in the +hot summer sun, digging, cutting, and dragging out roots. The job +seemed endless, and his progress each day was discouragingly slow. He +had expected to get through in a month, but he soon found it would +take two. Frequently Timothy Robinson wandered by and looked at the +increasing pile of roots and the slowly extending stretch of cleared +land. But he never spoke to Ellis and made no comment on the matter to +anybody. + +One evening, when the field was about half done, Ellis went home more +than usually tired. It had been a very hot day. Every bone and muscle +in him ached. He wondered dismally if he would ever get to the end of +that wretched elderberry field. When he reached home Jacob Green from +Westdale was there. Jacob lost no time in announcing his errand. + +"My hired boy's broke his leg, and I must fill his place right off. +Somebody referred me to you. Guess I'll try you. Twelve dollars a +month, board, and lodging. What say?" + +For a moment Ellis's face flushed with delight. Twelve dollars a month +and permanent employment! Then he remembered his promise to Mr. +Fillmore. For a moment he struggled with the temptation. Then he +mastered it. Perhaps the discipline of his many encounters with those +elderberry roots helped him to do so. + +"I'm sorry, Mr. Green," he said reluctantly. "I'd like to go, but I +can't. I promised Mr. Fillmore that I'd finish cleaning up his +elderberry pasture when I'd once begun it, and I shan't be through for +a month yet." + +"Well, I'd see myself turning down a good offer for Old Tom Fillmore," +said Jacob Green. + +"It isn't for Mr. Fillmore--it's for myself," said Ellis steadily. "I +promised and I must keep my word." + +Jacob drove away grumblingly. On the road he met Timothy Robinson and +stopped to relate his grievances. + + * * * * * + +It must be admitted that there were times during the next month when +Ellis was tempted to repent having refused Jacob Green's offer. But at +the end of the month the work was done and the Fillmore elderberry +pasture was an elderberry pasture no longer. All that remained of the +elders, root and branch, was piled into a huge heap ready for burning. + +"And I'll come up and set fire to it when it's dry enough," Ellis told +Mr. Fillmore. "I claim the satisfaction of that." + +"You've done the job thoroughly," said Old Thomas. "There's your +sixteen dollars, and every cent of it was earned, if ever money was, +I'll say that much for you. There ain't a lazy bone in your body. If +you ever want a recommendation just you come to me." + +As Ellis passed Timothy Robinson's place on the way home that worthy +himself appeared, strolling down his lane. "Ah, Ellis," he said, +speaking to his nephew for the first time since their interview two +months before, "so you've finished with your job?" + +"Yes, sir." + +"Got your sixteen dollars, I suppose? It was worth four times that. +Old Tom cheated you. You were foolish not to have gone to Green when +you had the chance." + +"I'd promised Mr. Fillmore to finish with his pasture, sir!" + +"Humph! Well, what are you going to do now?" + +"I don't know. Harvest will be on next week. I may get in somewhere as +an extra hand for a spell." + +"Ellis," said his uncle abruptly, after a moment's silence, "I'm +going to discharge my man. He's no earthly good. Will you take his +place? I'll give you fifteen dollars a month and found." + +Ellis stared at Timothy Robinson. "I thought you told me that you had +no place for my father's son," he said slowly. + +"I've changed my mind. I've seen how you went at that elderberry job. +Great snakes, there couldn't be a better test for anybody than rooting +out them things. I know you can work. When Jacob Green told me why +you'd refused his offer I knew you could be depended on. You come to +me and I'll do well by you. I've no kith or kin of my own except you. +And look here, Ellis. I'm tired of hired housekeepers. Will your +mother come up and live with us and look after things a bit? I've a +good girl, and she won't have to work hard, but there must be somebody +at the head of a household. She must have a good headpiece--for you +have inherited good qualities from someone, and goodness knows it +wasn't from your father." + +"Uncle Timothy," said Ellis respectfully but firmly, "I'll accept your +offer gratefully, and I am sure Mother will too. But there is one +thing I must say. Perhaps my father deserves all you say of him--but +he is dead--and if I come to you it must be with the understanding +that nothing more is ever to be said against him." + +Timothy Robinson smiled--a queer, twisted smile that yet had a hint of +affection and comprehension in it. "Very well," he said. "I'll never +cast his shortcomings up to you again. Come to me--and if I find you +always as industrious and reliable as you've proved yourself to be +negotiating them elders, I'll most likely forget that you ain't my own +son some of these days." + + + + +The Finished Story + + +She always sat in a corner of the west veranda at the hotel, knitting +something white and fluffy, or pink and fluffy, or pale blue and +fluffy--always fluffy, at least, and always dainty. Shawls and scarfs +and hoods the things were, I believe. When she finished one she gave +it to some girl and began another. Every girl at Harbour Light that +summer wore some distracting thing that had been fashioned by Miss +Sylvia's slim, tireless, white fingers. + +She was old, with that beautiful, serene old age which is as beautiful +in its way as youth. Her girlhood and womanhood must have been very +lovely to have ripened into such a beauty of sixty years. It was a +surprise to everyone who heard her called _Miss_ Sylvia. She looked so +like a woman who ought to have stalwart, grown sons and dimpled little +grandchildren. + +For the first two days after the arrival at the hotel she sat in her +corner alone. There was always a circle of young people around her; +old folks and middle-aged people would have liked to join it, but Miss +Sylvia, while she was gracious to all, let it be distinctly understood +that her sympathies were with youth. She sat among the boys and girls, +young men and maidens, like a fine white queen. Her dress was always +the same and somewhat old-fashioned, but nothing else would have +suited her half so well; she wore a lace cap on her snowy hair and a +heliotrope shawl over her black silk shoulders. She knitted +continually and talked a good deal, but listened more. We sat around +her at all hours of the day and told her everything. + +When you were first introduced to her you called her Miss +Stanleymain. Her endurance of that was limited to twenty-four hours. +Then she begged you to call her Miss Sylvia, and as Miss Sylvia you +spoke and thought of her forevermore. + +Miss Sylvia liked us all, but I was her favourite. She told us so +frankly and let it be understood that when I was talking to her and +her heliotrope shawl was allowed to slip under one arm it was a sign +that we were not to be interrupted. I was as vain of her favour as any +lovelorn suitor whose lady had honoured him, not knowing, as I came to +know later, the reason for it. + +Although Miss Sylvia had an unlimited capacity for receiving +confidences, she never gave any. We were all sure that there must be +some romance in her life, but our efforts to discover it were +unsuccessful. Miss Sylvia parried tentative questions so skilfully +that we knew she had something to defend. But one evening, when I had +known her a month, as time is reckoned, and long years as affection +and understanding are computed, she told me her story--at least, what +there was to tell of it. The last chapter was missing. + +We were sitting together on the veranda at sunset. Most of the hotel +people had gone for a harbour sail; a few forlorn mortals prowled +about the grounds and eyed our corner wistfully, but by the sign of +the heliotrope shawl knew it was not for them. + +I was reading one of my stories to Miss Sylvia. In my own excuse I +must allege that she tempted me to do it. I did not go around with +manuscripts under my arm, inflicting them on defenceless females. But +Miss Sylvia had discovered that I was a magazine scribbler, and +moreover, that I had shut myself up in my room that very morning and +perpetrated a short story. Nothing would do but that I read it to her. + +It was a rather sad little story. The hero loved the heroine, and she +loved him. There was no reason why he should not love her, but there +was a reason why he could not marry her. When he found that he loved +her he knew that he must go away. But might he not, at least, tell her +his love? Might he not, at least, find out for his consolation if she +cared for him? There was a struggle; he won, and went away without a +word, believing it to be the more manly course. When I began to read +Miss Sylvia was knitting, a pale green something this time, of the +tender hue of young leaves in May. But after a little her knitting +slipped unheeded to her lap and her hands folded idly above it. It was +the most subtle compliment I had ever received. + +When I turned the last page of the manuscript and looked up, Miss +Sylvia's soft brown eyes were full of tears. She lifted her hands, +clasped them together and said in an agitated voice: + +"Oh, no, no; don't let him go away without telling her--just telling +her. Don't let him do it!" + +"But, you see, Miss Sylvia," I explained, flattered beyond measure +that my characters had seemed so real to her, "that would spoil the +story. It would have no reason for existence then. Its _motif_ is +simply his mastery over self. He believes it to be the nobler course." + +"No, no, it wasn't--if he loved her he should have told her. Think of +her shame and humiliation--she loved him, and he went without a word +and she could never know he cared for her. Oh, you must change it--you +must, indeed! I cannot bear to think of her suffering what I have +suffered." + +Miss Sylvia broke down and sobbed. To appease her, I promised that I +would remodel the story, although I knew that the doing so would leave +it absolutely pointless. + +"Oh, I'm so glad," said Miss Sylvia, her eyes shining through her +tears. "You see, I know it would make her happier--I know it. I'm +going to tell you my poor little story to convince you. But you--you +must not tell it to any of the others." + +"I am sorry you think the admonition necessary," I said +reproachfully. + +"Oh, I do not, indeed I do not," she hastened to assure me. "I know I +can trust you. But it's such a poor little story. You mustn't laugh at +it--it is all the romance I had. Years ago--forty years ago--when I +was a young girl of twenty, I--learned to care very much for somebody. +I met him at a summer resort like this. I was there with my aunt and +he was there with his mother, who was delicate. We saw a great deal of +each other for a little while. He was--oh, he was like no other man I +had ever seen. You remind me of him somehow. That is partly why I like +you so much. I noticed the resemblance the first time I saw you. I +don't know in just what it consists--in your expression and the way +you carry your head, I think. He was not strong--he coughed a good +deal. Then one day he went away--suddenly. I had thought he cared for +me, but he never said so--just went away. Oh, the shame of it! After a +time I heard that he had been ordered to California for his health. +And he died out there the next spring. My heart broke then, I never +cared for anybody again--I couldn't. I have always loved him. But it +would have been so much easier to bear if I had only known that he +loved me--oh, it would have made all the difference in the world. And +the sting of it has been there all these years. I can't even permit +myself the joy of dwelling on his memory because of the thought that +perhaps he did not care." + +"He must have cared," I said warmly. "He couldn't have helped it, Miss +Sylvia." + +Miss Sylvia shook her head with a sad smile. + +"I cannot be sure. Sometimes I think he did. But then the doubt creeps +back again. I would give almost anything to know that he did--to know +that I have not lavished all the love of my life on a man who did not +want it. And I never can know, never--I can hope and almost believe, +but I can never know. Oh, you don't understand--a man couldn't fully +understand what my pain has been over it. You see now why I want you +to change the story. I am sorry for that poor girl, but if you only +let her know that he really loves her she will not mind all the rest +so very much; she will be able to bear the pain of even life-long +separation if she only knows." + +Miss Sylvia picked up her knitting and went away. As for me, I thought +savagely of the dead man she loved and called him a cad, or at best, a +fool. + +Next day Miss Sylvia was her serene, smiling self once more, and she +did not again make any reference to what she had told me. A fortnight +later she returned home and I went my way back to the world. During +the following winter I wrote several letters to Miss Sylvia and +received replies from her. Her letters were very like herself. When I +sent her the third-rate magazine containing my story--nothing but a +third-rate magazine would take it in its rewritten form--she wrote to +say that she was so glad that I had let the poor girl know. + +Early in April I received a letter from an aunt of mine in the +country, saying that she intended to sell her place and come to the +city to live. She asked me to go out to Sweetwater for a few weeks and +assist her in the business of settling up the estate and disposing of +such things as she did not wish to take with her. + +When I arrived at Sweetwater I found it moist and chill with the sunny +moisture and teasing chill of our Canadian springs. They are long and +fickle and reluctant, these springs of ours, but, oh, the unnamable +charm of them! There was something even in the red buds of the maples +at Sweetwater and in the long, smoking stretches of hillside fields +that sent a thrill through my veins, finer and subtler than any given +by old wine. + +A week after my arrival, when we had got the larger affairs pretty +well straightened out, Aunt Mary suggested that I had better overhaul +Uncle Alan's room. + +"The things there have never been meddled with since he died," she +said. "In particular, there's an old trunk full of his letters and his +papers. It was brought home from California after his death. I've +never examined them. I don't suppose there is anything of any +importance among them. But I'm not going to carry all that old rubbish +to town. So I wish you would look over them and see if there is +anything that should be kept. The rest may be burned." + +I felt no particular interest in the task. My Uncle Alan Blair was a +mere name to me. He was my mother's eldest brother and had died years +before I was born. I had heard that he had been very clever and that +great things had been expected of him. But I anticipated no pleasure +from exploring musty old letters and papers of forty neglected years. + +I went up to Uncle Alan's room at dusk that night. We had been having +a day of warm spring rain, but it had cleared away and the bare maple +boughs outside the window were strung with glistening drops. The room +looked to the north and was always dim by reason of the close-growing +Sweetwater pines. A gap had been cut through them to the northwest, +and in it I had a glimpse of the sea Uncle Alan had loved, and above +it a wondrous sunset sky fleeced over with little clouds, pale and +pink and golden and green, that suddenly reminded me of Miss Sylvia +and her fluffy knitting. It was with the thought of her in my mind +that I lighted a lamp and began the task of grubbing into Uncle Alan's +trunkful of papers. Most of these were bundles of yellowed letters, of +no present interest, from his family and college friends. There were +several college theses and essays, and a lot of loose miscellania +pertaining to boyish school days. I went through the collection +rapidly, until at the bottom of the trunk, I came to a small book +bound in dark-green leather. It proved to be a sort of journal, and I +began to glance over it with a languid interest. + +It had been begun in the spring after he had graduated from college. +Although suspected only by himself, the disease which was to end his +life had already fastened upon him. The entries were those of a doomed +man, who, feeling the curse fall on him like a frost, blighting all +the fair hopes and promises of life, seeks some help and consolation +in the outward self-communing of a journal. There was nothing morbid, +nothing unmanly in the record. As I read, I found myself liking Uncle +Alan, wishing that he might have lived and been my friend. + +His mother had not been well that summer and the doctor ordered her to +the seashore. Alan accompanied her. Here occurred a hiatus in the +journal. No leaves had been torn out, but a quire or so of them had +apparently become loosened from the threads that held them in place. I +found them later on in the trunk, but at the time I passed to the next +page. It began abruptly: + + This girl is the sweetest thing that God ever made. I had not + known a woman could be so fair and sweet. Her beauty awes me, + the purity of her soul shines so clearly through it like an + illuminating lamp. I love her with all my power of loving and + I am thankful that it is so. It would have been hard to die + without having known love. I am glad that it has come to me, + even if its price is unspeakable bitterness. A man has not + lived for nothing who has known and loved Sylvia Stanleymain. + + I must not seek her love--that is denied me. If I were well + and strong I should win it; yes, I believe I could win it, and + nothing in the world would prevent me from trying, but, as + things are, it would be the part of a coward to try. Yet I + cannot resist the delight of being with her, of talking to + her, of watching her wonderful face. She is in my thoughts day + and night, she dwells in my dreams. O, Sylvia, I love you, my + sweet! + +A week later there was another entry: + + + July Seventeenth. + + I am afraid. To-day I met Sylvia's eyes. In them was a look + which at first stirred my heart to its deeps with tumultuous + delight, and then I remembered. I must spare her that + suffering, at whatever cost to myself. I must not let myself + dwell on the dangerous sweetness of the thought that her heart + is turning to me. What would be the crowning joy to another + man could be only added sorrow to me. + +Then: + + + July Eighteenth. + + This morning I took the train to the city. I was determined to + know the worst once for all. The time had come when I must. My + doctor at home had put me off with vague hopes and perhapses. + So I went to a noted physician in the city. I told him I + wanted the whole truth--I made him tell it. Stripped of all + softening verbiage it is this: I have perhaps eight months or + a year to live--no more! + + I had expected it, although not quite so soon. Yet the + certainty was none the less bitter. But this is no time for + self-pity. It is of Sylvia I must think now. I shall go away + at once, before the sweet fancy which is possibly budding in + her virgin heart shall have bloomed into a flower that might + poison some of her fair years. + + + + July Nineteenth. + + It is over. I said good-bye to her to-day before others, for I + dared not trust myself to see her alone. She looked hurt and + startled, as if someone had struck her. But she will soon + forget, even if I have not been mistaken in the reading of her + eyes. As for me, the bitterness of death is already over in + that parting. All that now remains is to play the man to the + end. + +From further entries in the journal I learned that Alan Blair had +returned to Sweetwater and later on had been ordered to California. +The entries during his sojourn there were few and far between. In all +of them he spoke of Sylvia. Finally, after a long silence, he had +written: + + I think the end is not far off now. I am not sorry for my + suffering has been great of late. Last night I was easier. I + slept and dreamed that I saw Sylvia. Once or twice I thought + that I would arrange to have this book sent to her after my + death. But I have decided that it would be unwise. It would + only pain her, so I shall destroy it when I feel the time has + come. + + It is sunset in this wonderful summer land. At home in + Sweetwater it is only early spring as yet, with snow lingering + along the edges of the woods. The sunsets there will be + creamy-yellow and pale red now. If I could but see them once + more! And Sylvia-- + +There was a little blot where the pen had fallen. Evidently the end +had been nearer than Alan Blair had thought. At least, there were no +more entries, and the little green book had not been destroyed. I was +glad that it had not been; and I felt glad that it was thus put in my +power to write the last chapter of Miss Sylvia's story for her. + +As soon as I could leave Sweetwater I went to the city, three hundred +miles away, where Miss Sylvia lived. I found her in her library, in +her black silk dress and heliotrope shawl, knitting up cream wool, for +all the world as if she had just been transplanted from the veranda +corner of Harbour Light. + +"My dear boy!" she said. + +"Do you know why I have come?" I asked. + +"I am vain enough to think it was because you wanted to see me," she +smiled. + +"I did want to see you; but I would have waited until summer if it had +not been that I wished to bring you the missing chapter of your story, +dear lady." + +"I--I--don't understand," said Miss Sylvia, starting slightly. + +"I had an uncle, Alan Blair, who died forty years ago in California," +I said quietly. "Recently I have had occasion to examine some of his +papers. I found a journal among them and I have brought it to you +because I think that you have the best right to it." + +I dropped the parcel in her lap. She was silent with surprise and +bewilderment. + +"And now," I added, "I am going away. You won't want to see me or +anyone for a while after you have read this book. But I will come up +to see you to-morrow." + +When I went the next day Miss Sylvia herself met me at the door. She +caught my hand and drew me into the hall. Her eyes were softly +radiant. + +"Oh, you have made me so happy!" she said tremulously. "Oh, you can +never know how happy! Nothing hurts now--nothing ever can hurt, +because I know he did care." + +She laid her face down on my shoulder, as a girl might have nestled to +her lover, and I bent and kissed her for Uncle Alan. + + + + +The Garden of Spices + + +Jims tried the door of the blue room. Yes, it was locked. He had hoped +Aunt Augusta _might_ have forgotten to lock it; but when did Aunt +Augusta forget anything? Except, perhaps, that little boys were not +born grown-ups--and _that_ was something she never remembered. To be +sure, she was only a half-aunt. Whole aunts probably had more +convenient memories. + +Jims turned and stood with his back against the door. It was better +that way; he could not imagine things behind him then. And the blue +room was so big and dim that a dreadful number of things could be +imagined in it. All the windows were shuttered but one, and that one +was so darkened by a big pine tree branching right across it that it +did not let in much light. + +Jims looked very small and lost and lonely as he shrank back against +the door--so small and lonely that one might have thought that even +the sternest of half-aunts should have thought twice before shutting +him up in that room and telling him he must stay there the whole +afternoon instead of going out for a promised ride. Jims hated being +shut up alone--especially in the blue room. Its bigness and dimness +and silence filled his sensitive little soul with vague horror. +Sometimes he became almost sick with fear in it. To do Aunt Augusta +justice, she never suspected this. If she had she would not have +decreed this particular punishment, because she knew Jims was delicate +and must not be subjected to any great physical or mental strain. That +was why she shut him up instead of whipping him. But how was she to +know it? Aunt Augusta was one of those people who never know anything +unless it is told them in plain language and then hammered into their +heads. There was no one to tell her but Jims, and Jims would have died +the death before he would have told Aunt Augusta, with her cold, +spectacled eyes and thin, smileless mouth, that he was desperately +frightened when he was shut in the blue room. So he was always shut in +it for punishment; and the punishments came very often, for Jims was +always doing things that Aunt Augusta considered naughty. At first, +this time, Jims did not feel quite so frightened as usual because he +was very angry. As he put it, he was very mad at Aunt Augusta. He +hadn't _meant_ to spill his pudding over the floor and the tablecloth +and his clothes; and how such a little bit of pudding--Aunt Augusta +was mean with desserts--could ever have spread itself over so much +territory Jims could not understand. But he had made a terrible mess +and Aunt Augusta had been very angry and had said he must be cured of +such carelessness. She said he must spend the afternoon in the blue +room instead of going for a ride with Mrs. Loring in her new car. + +Jims was bitterly disappointed. If Uncle Walter had been home Jims +would have appealed to him--for when Uncle Walter could be really +wakened up to a realization of his small nephew's presence in his +home, he was very kind and indulgent. But it was so hard to waken him +up that Jims seldom attempted it. He liked Uncle Walter, but as far as +being acquainted with him went he might as well have been the +inhabitant of a star in the Milky Way. Jims was just a lonely, +solitary little creature, and sometimes he felt so friendless that his +eyes smarted, and several sobs had to be swallowed. + +There were no sobs just now, though--Jims was still too angry. It +wasn't fair. It was so seldom he got a car ride. Uncle Walter was +always too busy, attending to sick children all over the town, to take +him. It was only once in a blue moon Mrs. Loring asked him to go out +with her. But she always ended up with ice cream or a movie, and +to-day Jims had had strong hopes that both were on the programme. + +"I hate Aunt Augusta," he said aloud; and then the sound of his voice +in that huge, still room scared him so that he only thought the rest. +"I won't have any fun--and she won't feed my gobbler, either." + +Jims had shrieked "Feed my gobbler," to the old servant as he had been +hauled upstairs. But he didn't think Nancy Jane had heard him, and +nobody, not even Jims, could imagine Aunt Augusta feeding the gobbler. +It was always a wonder to him that she ate, herself. It seemed really +too human a thing for her to do. + +"I wish I had spilled that pudding _on purpose_," Jims said +vindictively, and with the saying his anger evaporated--Jims never +could stay angry long--and left him merely a scared little fellow, +with velvety, nut-brown eyes full of fear that should have no place in +a child's eyes. He looked so small and helpless as he crouched against +the door that one might have wondered if even Aunt Augusta would not +have relented had she seen him. + +How that window at the far end of the room rattled! It sounded +terribly as if somebody--or _something_--were trying to get in. Jims +looked desperately at the unshuttered window. He must get to it; once +there, he could curl up in the window seat, his back to the wall, and +forget the shadows by looking out into the sunshine and loveliness of +the garden over the wall. Jims would have likely have been found dead +of fright in that blue room some time had it not been for the garden +over the wall. + +But to get to the window Jims must cross the room and pass by the bed. +Jims held that bed in special dread. It was the oldest fashioned thing +in the old-fashioned, old-furnitured house. It was high and rigid, and +hung with gloomy blue curtains. _Anything_ might jump out of such a +bed. + +Jims gave a gasp and ran madly across the room. He reached the window +and flung himself upon the seat. With a sigh of relief he curled down +in the corner. Outside, over the high brick wall, was a world where +his imagination could roam, though his slender little body was pent a +prisoner in the blue room. + +Jims had loved that garden from his first sight of it. He called it +the Garden of Spices and wove all sorts of yarns in fancy--yarns gay +and tragic--about it. He had only known it for a few weeks. Before +that, they had lived in a much smaller house away at the other side of +the town. Then Uncle Walter's uncle--who had brought him up just as he +was bringing up Jims--had died, and they had all come to live in Uncle +Walter's old home. Somehow, Jims had an idea that Uncle Walter wasn't +very glad to come back there. But he had to, according to +great-uncle's will. Jims himself didn't mind much. He liked the +smaller rooms in their former home better, but the Garden of Spices +made up for all. + +It was such a beautiful spot. Just inside the wall was a row of aspen +poplars that always talked in silvery whispers and shook their dainty, +heart-shaped leaves at him. Beyond them, under scattered pines, was a +rockery where ferns and wild things grew. It was almost as good as a +bit of woods--and Jims loved the woods, though he scarcely ever saw +them. Then, past the pines, were roses just breaking into June +bloom--roses in such profusion as Jims hadn't known existed, with dear +little paths twisting about among the bushes. It seemed to be a garden +where no frost could blight or rough wind blow. When rain fell it must +fall very gently. Past the roses one saw a green lawn, sprinkled over +now with the white ghosts of dandelions, and dotted with ornamental +trees. The trees grew so thickly that they almost hid the house to +which the garden pertained. It was a large one of grey-black stone, +with stacks of huge chimneys. Jims had no idea who lived there. He had +asked Aunt Augusta and Aunt Augusta had frowned and told him it did +not matter who lived there and that he must never, on any account, +mention the next house or its occupant to Uncle Walter. Jims would +never have thought of mentioning them to Uncle Walter. But the +prohibition filled him with an unholy and unsubduable curiosity. He +was devoured by the desire to find out who the folks in that tabooed +house were. + +And he longed to have the freedom of that garden. Jims loved gardens. +There had been a garden at the little house but there was none +here--nothing but an old lawn that had been fine once but was now +badly run to seed. Jims had heard Uncle Walter say that he was going +to have it attended to but nothing had been done yet. And meanwhile +here was a beautiful garden over the wall which looked as if it should +be full of children. But no children were ever in it--or anybody else +apparently. And so, in spite of its beauty, it had a lonely look that +hurt Jims. He _wanted_ his Garden of Spices to be full of laughter. He +pictured himself running in it with imaginary playmates--and there was +a mother in it--or a big sister--or, at the least, a whole aunt who +would let you hug her and would never dream of shutting you up in +chilly, shadowy, horrible blue rooms. + +"It seems to me," said Jims, flattening his nose against the pane, +"that I must get into that garden or bust." + +Aunt Augusta would have said icily, "We do not use such expressions, +James," but Aunt Augusta was not there to hear. + +"I'm afraid the Very Handsome Cat isn't coming to-day," sighed Jims. +Then he brightened up; the Very Handsome Cat was coming across the +lawn. He was the only living thing, barring birds and butterflies, +that Jims ever saw in the garden. Jims worshipped that cat. He was jet +black, with white paws and dickey, and he had as much dignity as ten +cats. Jims' fingers tingled to stroke him. Jims had never been allowed +to have even a kitten because Aunt Augusta had a horror of cats. And +you cannot stroke gobblers! + +The Very Handsome Cat came through the rose garden paths on his +beautiful paws, ambled daintily around the rockery, and sat down in a +shady spot under a pine tree, right where Jims could see him, through +a gap in the little poplars. He looked straight up at Jims and winked. +At least, Jims always believed and declared he did. And that wink +said, or seemed to say, plainly: + +"Be a sport. Come down here and play with me. A fig for your Aunt +Augusta!" + +A wild, daring, absurd idea flashed into Jims' brain. Could he? He +could! He would! He knew it would be easy. He had thought it all out +many times, although until now he had never dreamed of really doing +it. To unhook the window and swing it open, to step out on the pine +bough and from it to another that hung over the wall and dropped +nearly to the ground, to spring from it to the velvet sward under the +poplars--why, it was all the work of a minute. With a careful, +repressed whoop Jims ran towards the Very Handsome Cat. + +The cat rose and retreated in deliberate haste; Jims ran after him. +The cat dodged through the rose paths and eluded Jims' eager hands, +just keeping tantalizingly out of reach. Jims had forgotten everything +except that he must catch the cat. He was full of a fearful joy, with +an elfin delight running through it. He had escaped from the blue room +and its ghosts; he was in his Garden of Spices; he had got the better +of mean old Aunt Augusta. But he _must_ catch the cat. + +The cat ran over the lawn and Jims pursued it through the green gloom +of the thickly clustering trees. Beyond them came a pool of sunshine +in which the old stone house basked like a huge grey cat itself. More +garden was before it and beyond it, wonderful with blossom. Under a +huge spreading beech tree in the centre of it was a little tea table; +sitting by the table reading was a lady in a black dress. + +The cat, having lured Jims to where he wanted him, sat down and began +to lick his paws. He was quite willing to be caught now; but Jims had +no longer any idea of catching him. He stood very still, looking at +the lady. She did not see him then and Jims could only see her +profile, which he thought very beautiful. She had wonderful ropes of +blue-black hair wound around her head. She looked so sweet that Jims' +heart beat. Then she lifted her head and turned her face and saw him. +Jims felt something of a shock. She was not pretty after all. One side +of her face was marked by a dreadful red scar. It quite spoilt her +good looks, which Jims thought a great pity; but nothing could spoil +the sweetness of her face or the loveliness of her peculiar soft, +grey-blue eyes. Jims couldn't remember his mother and had no idea what +she looked like, but the thought came into his head that he would have +liked her to have eyes like that. After the first moment Jims did not +mind the scar at all. + +But perhaps that first moment had revealed itself in his face, for a +look of pain came into the lady's eyes and, almost involuntarily it +seemed, she put her hand up to hide the scar. Then she pulled it away +again and sat looking at Jims half defiantly, half piteously. Jims +thought she must be angry because he had chased her cat. + +"I beg your pardon," he said gravely, "I didn't mean to hurt your cat. +I just wanted to play with him. He is _such_ a very handsome cat." + +"But where did you come from?" said the lady. "It is so long since I +saw a child in this garden," she added, as if to herself. Her voice +was as sweet as her face. Jims thought he was mistaken in thinking her +angry and plucked up heart of grace. Shyness was no fault of Jims. + +"I came from the house over the wall," he said. "My name is James +Brander Churchill. Aunt Augusta shut me up in the blue room because I +spilled my pudding at dinner. I hate to be shut up. And I was to have +had a ride this afternoon--and ice cream--and _maybe_ a movie. So I +was mad. And when your Very Handsome Cat came and looked at me I just +got out and climbed down." + +He looked straight at her and smiled. Jims had a very dear little +smile. It seemed a pity there was no mother alive to revel in it. The +lady smiled back. + +"I think you did right," she said. + +"_You_ wouldn't shut a little boy up if you had one, would you?" said +Jims. + +"No--no, dear heart, I wouldn't," said the lady. She said it as if +something hurt her horribly. She smiled again gallantly. + +"Will you come here and sit down?" she added, pulling a chair out from +the table. + +"Thank you. I'd rather sit here," said Jims, plumping down on the +grass at her feet. "Then maybe your cat will come to me." + +The cat came over promptly and rubbed his head against Jims' knee. +Jims stroked him delightedly; how lovely his soft fur felt and his +round velvety head. + +"I like cats," explained Jims, "and I have nothing but a gobbler. This +is such a Very Handsome Cat. What is his name, please?" + +"Black Prince. He loves me," said the lady. "He always comes to my bed +in the morning and wakes me by patting my face with his paw. _He_ +doesn't mind my being ugly." + +She spoke with a bitterness Jims couldn't understand. + +"But you are not ugly," he said. + +"Oh, I _am_ ugly--I _am_ ugly," she cried. "Just look at me--right at +me. Doesn't it hurt you to look at me?" + +Jims looked at her gravely and dispassionately. + +"No, it doesn't," he said. "Not a bit," he added, after some further +exploration of his consciousness. + +Suddenly the lady laughed beautifully. A faint rosy flush came into +her unscarred cheek. + +"James, I believe you mean it." + +"Of course I mean it. And, if you don't mind, please call me Jims. +Nobody calls me James but Aunt Augusta. She isn't my whole aunt. She +is just Uncle Walter's half-sister. _He_ is my whole uncle." + +"What does he call you?" asked the lady. She looked away as she asked +it. + +"Oh, Jims, when he thinks about me. He doesn't often think about me. +He has too many sick children to think about. Sick children are all +Uncle Walter cares about. He's the greatest children's doctor in the +Dominion, Mr. Burroughs says. But he is a woman-hater." + +"How do you know that?" + +"Oh, I heard Mr. Burroughs say it. Mr. Burroughs is my tutor, you +know. I study with him from nine till one. I'm not allowed to go to +the public school. I'd like to, but Uncle Walter thinks I'm not strong +enough yet. I'm going next year, though, when I'm ten. I have holidays +now. Mr. Burroughs always goes away the first of June." + +"How came he to tell you your uncle was a woman-hater?" persisted the +lady. + +"Oh, he didn't tell me. He was talking to a friend of his. He thought +I was reading my book. So I was--but I heard it all. It was more +interesting than my book. Uncle Walter was engaged to a lady, long, +long ago, when he was a young man. She was devilishly pretty." + +"Oh, Jims!" + +"Mr. Burroughs said so. I'm only quoting," said Jims easily. "And +Uncle Walter just worshipped her. And all at once she just jilted him +without a word of explanation, Mr. Burroughs said. So that is why he +hates women. It isn't any wonder, is it?" + +"I suppose not," said the lady with a sigh. "Jims, are you hungry?" + +"Yes, I am. You see, the pudding was spilled. But how did you know?" + +"Oh, boys always used to be hungry when I knew them long ago. I +thought they hadn't changed. I shall tell Martha to bring out +something to eat and we'll have it here under this tree. You sit +here--I'll sit there. Jims, it's so long since I talked to a little +boy that I'm not sure that I know how." + +"You know how, all right," Jims assured her. "But what am I to call +you, please?" + +"My name is Miss Garland," said the lady a little hesitatingly. But +she saw the name meant nothing to Jims. "I would like you to call me +Miss Avery. Avery is my first name and I never hear it nowadays. Now +for a jamboree! I can't offer you a movie--and I'm afraid there isn't +any ice cream either. I could have had some if I'd known you were +coming. But I think Martha will be able to find something good." + +A very old woman, who looked at Jims with great amazement, came out to +set the table. Jims thought she must be as old as Methusaleh. But he +did not mind her. He ran races with Black Prince while tea was being +prepared, and rolled the delighted cat over and over in the grass. And +he discovered a fragrant herb-garden in a far corner and was +delighted. Now it was truly a garden of spices. + +"Oh, it is so beautiful here," he told Miss Avery, who sat and looked +at his revels with a hungry expression in her lovely eyes. "I wish I +could come often." + +"Why can't you?" said Miss Avery. + +The two looked at each other with sly intelligence. + +"I could come whenever Aunt Augusta shuts me up in the blue room," +said Jims. + +"Yes," said Miss Avery. Then she laughed and held out her arms. Jims +flew into them. He put his arms about her neck and kissed her scarred +face. + +"Oh, I wish _you_ were my aunt," he said. + +Miss Avery suddenly pushed him away. Jims was horribly afraid he had +offended her. But she took his hand. + +"We'll just be chums, Jims," she said. "That's really better than +being relations, after all. Come and have tea." + +Over that glorious tea-table they became life-long friends. They had +always known each other and always would. The Black Prince sat between +them and was fed tit-bits. There was such a lot of good things on the +table and nobody to say "You have had enough, James." James ate until +_he_ thought he had enough. Aunt Augusta would have thought he was +doomed, could she have seen him. + +"I suppose I must go back," said Jims with a sigh. "It will be our +supper time in half an hour and Aunt Augusta will come to take me +out." + +"But you'll come again?" + +"Yes, the first time she shuts me up. And if she doesn't shut me up +pretty soon I'll be so bad she'll have to shut me up." + +"I'll always set a place for you at the tea-table after this, Jims. +And when you're not here I'll pretend you are. And when you can't come +here write me a letter and bring it when you do come." + +"Good-bye," said Jims. He took her hand and kissed it. He had read of +a young knight doing that and had always thought he would like to try +it if he ever got a chance. But who could dream of kissing Aunt +Augusta's hands? + +"You dear, funny thing," said Miss Avery. "Have you thought of how you +are to get back? Can you reach that pine bough from the ground?" + +"Maybe I can jump," said Jims dubiously. + +"I'm afraid not. I'll give you a stool and you can stand on it. Just +leave it there for future use. Good-bye, Jims. Jims, two hours ago I +didn't know there was such a person in the world as you--and now I +love you--I love you." + +Jims' heart filled with a great warm gush of gladness. He had always +wanted to be loved. And no living creature, he felt sure, loved him, +except his gobbler--and a gobbler's love is not very satisfying, +though it is better than nothing. He was blissfully happy as he +carried his stool across the lawn. He climbed his pine and went in at +the window and curled up on the seat in a maze of delight. The blue +room was more shadowy than ever but that did not matter. Over in the +Garden of Spices was friendship and laughter and romance galore. The +whole world was transformed for Jims. + +From that time Jims lived a shamelessly double life. Whenever he was +shut in the blue room he escaped to the Garden of Spices--and he was +shut in very often, for, Mr. Burroughs being away, he got into a good +deal of what Aunt Augusta called mischief. Besides, it is a sad truth +that Jims didn't try very hard to be good now. He thought it paid +better to be bad and be shut up. To be sure there was always a fly in +the ointment. He was haunted by a vague fear that Aunt Augusta might +relent and come to the blue room before supper time to let him out. + +"And _then_ the fat would be in the fire," said Jims. + +But he had a glorious summer and throve so well on his new diet of +love and companionship that one day Uncle Walter, with fewer sick +children to think about than usual, looked at him curiously and said: + +"Augusta, that boy seems to be growing much stronger. He has a good +color and his eyes are getting to look more like a boy's eyes should. +We'll make a man of you yet, Jims." + +"He may be getting stronger but he's getting naughtier, too," said +Aunt Augusta, grimly. "I am sorry to say, Walter, that he behaves very +badly." + +"We were all young once," said Uncle Walter indulgently. + +"Were _you_?" asked Jims in blank amazement. + +Uncle Walter laughed. + +"Do you think me an antediluvian, Jims?" + +"I don't know what _that_ is. But your hair is gray and your eyes are +tired," said Jims uncompromisingly. + +Uncle Walter laughed again, tossed Jims a quarter, and went out. + +"Your uncle is only forty-five and in his prime," said Aunt Augusta +dourly. + +Jims deliberately ran across the room to the window and, under +pretence of looking out, knocked down a flower pot. So he was exiled +to the blue room and got into his beloved Garden of Spices where Miss +Avery's beautiful eyes looked love into his and the Black Prince was a +jolly playmate and old Martha petted and spoiled him to her heart's +content. + +Jims never asked questions but he was a wide-awake chap, and, taking +one thing with another, he found out a good deal about the occupants +of the old stone house. Miss Avery never went anywhere and no one ever +went there. She lived all alone with two old servants, man and maid. +Except these two and Jims nobody had ever seen her for twenty years. +Jims didn't know why, but he thought it must be because of the scar on +her face. + +He never referred to it, but one day Miss Avery told him what caused +it. + +"I dropped a lamp and my dress caught fire and burned my face, Jims. +It made me hideous. I was beautiful before that--very beautiful. +Everybody said so. Come in and I will show you my picture." + +She took him into her big parlor and showed him the picture hanging on +the wall between the two high windows. It was of a young girl in +white. She certainly was very lovely, with her rose-leaf skin and +laughing eyes. Jims looked at the pictured face gravely, with his +hands in his pockets and his head on one side. Then he looked at Miss +Avery. + +"You were prettier then--yes," he said, judicially, "but I like your +face ever so much better now." + +"Oh, Jims, you can't," she protested. + +"Yes, I do," persisted Jims. "You look kinder and--nicer now." + +It was the nearest Jims could get to expressing what he felt as he +looked at the picture. The young girl was beautiful, but her face was +a little hard. There was pride and vanity and something of the +insolence of great beauty in it. There was nothing of that in Miss +Avery's face now--nothing but sweetness and tenderness, and a motherly +yearning to which every fibre of Jims' small being responded. How they +loved each other, those two! And how they understood each other! To +_love_ is easy, and therefore common; but to _understand_--how rare +that is! And oh! such good times as they had! They made taffy. Jims +had always longed to make taffy, but Aunt Augusta's immaculate kitchen +and saucepans might not be so desecrated. They read fairy tales +together. Mr. Burroughs had disapproved of fairy tales. They blew +soap-bubbles out on the lawn and let them float away over the garden +and the orchard like fairy balloons. They had glorious afternoon teas +under the beech tree. They made ice cream themselves. Jims even slid +down the bannisters when he wanted to. And he could try out a slang +word or two occasionally without anybody dying of horror. Miss Avery +did not seem to mind it a bit. + +At first Miss Avery always wore dark sombre dresses. But one day Jims +found her in a pretty gown of pale primrose silk. It was very old and +old-fashioned, but Jims did not know that. He capered round her in +delight. + +"You like me better in this?" she asked, wistfully. + +"I like you just as well, no matter what you wear," said Jims, "but +that dress is awfully pretty." + +"Would you like me to wear bright colors, Jims?" + +"You bet I would," said Jims emphatically. + +After that she always wore them--pink and primrose and blue and white; +and she let Jims wreathe flowers in her splendid hair. He had quite a +knack of it. She never wore any jewelry except, always, a little gold +ring with a design of two clasped hands. + +"A friend gave that to me long ago when we were boy and girl together +at school," she told Jims once. "I never take it off, night or day. +When I die it is to be buried with me." + +"You mustn't die till I do," said Jims in dismay. + +"Oh, Jims, if we could only _live_ together nothing else would +matter," she said hungrily. "Jims--Jims--I see so little of you +really--and some day soon you'll be going to school--and I'll lose +you." + +"I've got to think of some way to prevent it," cried Jims. "I won't +have it. I won't--I won't." + +But his heart sank notwithstanding. + +One day Jims slipped from the blue room, down the pine and across the +lawn with a tear-stained face. + +"Aunt Augusta is going to kill my gobbler," he sobbed in Miss Avery's +arms. "She says she isn't going to bother with him any longer--and +he's getting old--and he's to be killed. And that gobbler is the only +friend I have in the world except you. Oh, I can't _stand_ it, Miss +Avery." + +Next day Aunt Augusta told him the gobbler had been sold and taken +away. And Jims flew into a passion of tears and protest about it and +was promptly incarcerated in the blue room. A few minutes later a +sobbing boy plunged through the trees--and stopped abruptly. Miss +Avery was reading under the beech and the Black Prince was snoozing on +her knee--and a big, magnificent, bronze turkey was parading about on +the lawn, twisting his huge fan of a tail this way and that. + +"_My_ gobbler!" cried Jims. + +"Yes. Martha went to your uncle's house and bought him. Oh, she didn't +betray you. She told Nancy Jane she wanted a gobbler and, having seen +one over there, thought perhaps she could get him. See, here's your +pet, Jims, and here he shall live till he dies of old age. And I have +something else for you--Edward and Martha went across the river +yesterday to the Murray Kennels and got it for you." + +"Not a dog?" exclaimed Jims. + +"Yes--a dear little bull pup. He shall be your very own, Jims, and I +only stipulate that you reconcile the Black Prince to him." + +It was something of a task but Jims succeeded. Then followed a month +of perfect happiness. At least three afternoons a week they contrived +to be together. It was all too good to be true, Jims felt. Something +would happen soon to spoil it. Just _suppose_ Aunt Augusta grew +tender-hearted and ceased to punish! Or suppose she suddenly +discovered that he was growing too big to be shut up! Jims began to +stint himself in eating lest he grew too fast. And then Aunt Augusta +worried about his loss of appetite and suggested to Uncle Walter that +he should be sent to the country till the hot weather was over. Jims +didn't want to go to the country now because his heart was elsewhere. +He must eat again, if he grew like a weed. It was all very harassing. + +Uncle Walter looked at him keenly. + +"It seems to me you're looking pretty fit, Jims. Do you want to go to +the country?" + +"No, please." + +"Are you happy, Jims?" + +"Sometimes." + +"A boy should be happy all the time, Jims." + +"If I had a mother and someone to play with I would be." + +"I have tried to be a mother to you, Jims," said Aunt Augusta, in an +offended tone. Then she addressed Uncle Walter. "A younger woman would +probably understand him better. And I feel that the care of this big +place is too much for me. I would prefer to go to my own old home. If +you had married long ago, as you should, Walter, James would have had +a mother and some cousins to play with. I have always been of this +opinion." + +Uncle Walter frowned and got up. + +"Just because one woman played you false is no good reason for +spoiling your life," went on Aunt Augusta severely. "I have kept +silence all these years but now I am going to speak--and speak +plainly. You should marry, Walter. You are young enough yet and you +owe it to your name." + +"Listen, Augusta," said Uncle Walter sternly. "I loved a woman once. I +believed she loved me. She sent me back my ring one day and with it a +message saying she had ceased to care for me and bidding me never to +try to look upon her face again. Well, I have obeyed her, that is +all." + +"There was something strange about all that, Walter. The life she has +since led proves that. So you should not let it embitter you against +all women." + +"I haven't. It's nonsense to say I'm a woman-hater, Augusta. But that +experience has robbed me of the power to care for another woman." + +"Well, this isn't a proper conversation for a child to hear," said +Aunt Augusta, recollecting herself. "Jims, go out." + +Jims would have given one of his ears to stay and listen with the +other. But he went obediently. + +And then, the very next day, the dreaded something happened. + +It was the first of August and very, very hot. Jims was late coming to +dinner and Aunt Augusta reproved him and Jims, deliberately, and with +malice aforethought, told her he thought she was a nasty old woman. He +had never been saucy to Aunt Augusta before. But it was three days +since he had seen Miss Avery and the Black Prince and Nip and he was +desperate. Aunt Augusta crimsoned with anger and doomed Jims to an +afternoon in the blue room for impertinence. + +"And I shall tell your uncle when he comes home," she added. + +That rankled, for Jims didn't want Uncle Walter to think him +impertinent. But he forgot all his worries as he scampered through the +Garden of Spices to the beech tree. And there Jims stopped as if he +had been shot. Prone on the grass under the beech tree, white and cold +and still, lay his Miss Avery--dead, stone dead! + +At least Jims drought she was dead. He flew into the house like a mad +thing, shrieking for Martha. Nobody answered. Jims recollected, with a +rush of sickening dread, that Miss Avery had told him Martha and +Edward were going away that day to visit a sister. He rushed blindly +across the lawn again, through the little side gate he had never +passed before and down the street home. Uncle Walter was just opening +the door of his car. + +"Uncle Walter--come--come," sobbed Jims, clutching frantically at his +hand. "Miss Avery's dead--dead--oh, come quick." + +"_Who_ is dead?" + +"Miss Avery--Miss Avery Garland. She's lying on the grass over there +in her garden. And I love her so--and I'll die, too--oh, Uncle Walter, +_come_." + +Uncle Walter looked as if he wanted to ask some questions, but he said +nothing. With a strange face he hurried after Jims. Miss Avery was +still lying there. As Uncle Walter bent over her he saw the broad red +scar and started back with an exclamation. + +"She is dead?" gasped Jims. + +"No," said Uncle Walter, bending down again--"no, she has only +fainted, Jims--overcome by the heat, I suppose. I want help. Go and +call somebody." + +"There's no one home here to-day," said Jims, in a spasm of joy so +great that it shook him like a leaf. + +"Then go home and telephone over to Mr. Loring's. Tell them I want the +nurse who is there to come here for a few minutes." + +Jims did his errand. Uncle Walter and the nurse carried Miss Avery +into the house and then Jims went back to the blue room. He was so +unhappy he didn't care where he went. He wished something _would_ jump +at him out of the bed and put an end to him. Everything was discovered +now and he would never see Miss Avery again. Jims lay very still on +the window seat. He did not even cry. He had come to one of the griefs +that lie too deep for tears. + +"I think I must have been put under a curse at birth," thought poor +Jims. + + * * * * * + +Over at the stone house Miss Avery was lying on the couch in her room. +The nurse had gone away and Dr. Walter was sitting looking at her. He +leaned forward and pulled away the hand with which she was hiding the +scar on her face. He looked first at the little gold ring on the hand +and then at the scar. + +"Don't," she said piteously. + +"Avery--why did you do it?--_why_ did you do it?" + +"Oh, you know--you must know now, Walter." + +"Avery, did you break my heart and spoil my life--and your own--simply +because your face was scarred?" + +"I couldn't bear to have you see me hideous," she moaned. "You had +been so proud of my beauty. I--I--thought you couldn't love me any +more--I couldn't bear the thought of looking in your eyes and seeing +aversion there." + +Walter Grant leaned forward. + +"Look in my eyes, Avery. Do you see any aversion?" + +Avery forced herself to look. What she saw covered her face with a hot +blush. + +"Did you think my love such a poor and superficial thing, Avery," he +said sternly, "that it must vanish because a blemish came on your +fairness? Do you think _that_ would change me? Was your own love for +me so slight?" + +"No--no," she sobbed. "I have loved you every moment of my life, +Walter. Oh, don't look at me so sternly." + +"If you had even told me," he said. "You said I was never to try to +look on your face again--and they told me you had gone away. You sent +me back my ring." + +"I kept the old one," she interrupted, holding out her hand, "the +first one you ever gave me--do you remember, Walter? When we were boy +and girl." + +"You robbed me of all that made life worth while, Avery. Do you wonder +that I've been a bitter man?" + +"I was wrong--I was wrong," she sobbed. "I should have believed in +you. But don't you think I've paid, too? Forgive me, Walter--it's too +late to atone--but forgive me." + +"_Is_ it too late?" he asked gravely. + +She pointed to the scar. + +"Could you endure seeing this opposite to you every day at your +table?" she asked bitterly. + +"Yes--if I could see your sweet eyes and your beloved smile with it, +Avery," he answered passionately. "Oh, Avery, it was _you_ I +loved--not your outward favor. Oh, how foolish you were--foolish and +morbid! You always put too high a value on beauty, Avery. If I had +dreamed of the true state of the case--if I had known you were here +all these years--why I heard a rumor long ago that you had married, +Avery--but if I had known I would have come to you and _made_ you +be--sensible." + +She gave a little laugh at his lame conclusion. That was so like the +old Walter. Then her eyes filled with tears as he took her in his +arms. + + * * * * * + +The door of the blue room opened. Jims did not look up. It was Aunt +Augusta, of course--and she had heard the whole story. + +"Jims, boy." + +Jims lifted his miserable eyes. It was Uncle Walter--but a different +Uncle Walter--an Uncle Walter with laughing eyes and a strange +radiance of youth about him. + +"Poor, lonely little fellow," said Uncle Walter unexpectedly. "Jims, +would you like Miss Avery to come _here_--and live with us always--and +be your real aunt?" + +"Great snakes!" said Jims, transformed in a second. "Is there any +chance of _that_?" + +"There is a certainty, thanks to you," said Uncle Walter. "You can go +over to see her for a little while. Don't talk her to death--she's +weak yet--and attend to that menagerie of yours over there--she's +worrying because the bull dog and gobbler weren't fed--and Jims--" + +But Jims had swung down through the pine and was tearing across the +Garden of Spices. + + + + +The Girl and the Photograph + + +When I heard that Peter Austin was in Vancouver I hunted him up. I had +met Peter ten years before when I had gone east to visit my father's +people and had spent a few weeks with an uncle in Croyden. The Austins +lived across the street from Uncle Tom, and Peter and I had struck up +a friendship, although he was a hobbledehoy of awkward sixteen and I, +at twenty-two, was older and wiser and more dignified than I've ever +been since or ever expect to be again. Peter was a jolly little round +freckled chap. He was all right when no girls were around; when they +were he retired within himself like a misanthropic oyster, and was +about as interesting. This was the one point upon which we always +disagreed. Peter couldn't endure girls; I was devoted to them by the +wholesale. The Croyden girls were pretty and vivacious. I had a score +of flirtations during my brief sojourn among them. + +But when I went away the face I carried in my memory was not that of +any girl with whom I had walked and driven and played the game of +hearts. + +It was ten years ago, but I had never been quite able to forget that +girl's face. Yet I had seen it but once and then only for a moment. I +had gone for a solitary ramble in the woods over the river and, in a +lonely little valley dim with pines, where I thought myself alone, I +had come suddenly upon her, standing ankle-deep in fern on the bank of +a brook, the late evening sunshine falling yellowly on her uncovered +dark hair. She was very young--no more than sixteen; yet the face and +eyes were already those of a woman. Such a face! Beautiful? Yes, but I +thought of that afterward, when I was alone. With that face before my +eyes I thought only of its purity and sweetness, of the lovely soul +and rich mind looking out of the great, greyish-blue eyes which, in +the dimness of the pine shadows, looked almost black. There was +something in the face of that child-woman I had never seen before and +was destined never to see again in any other face. Careless boy +though I was, it stirred me to the deeps. I felt that she must have +been waiting forever in that pine valley for me and that, in finding +her, I had found all of good that life could offer me. + +I would have spoken to her, but before I could shape my greeting into +words that should not seem rude or presumptuous, she had turned and +gone, stepping lightly across the brook and vanishing in the maple +copse beyond. For no more than ten seconds had I gazed into her face, +and the soul of her, the real woman behind the fair outwardness, had +looked back into my eyes; but I had never been able to forget it. + +When I returned home I questioned my cousins diplomatically as to who +she might be. I felt strangely reluctant to do so--it seemed in some +way sacrilege; yet only by so doing could I hope to discover her. They +could tell me nothing; nor did I meet her again during the remainder +of my stay in Croyden, although I never went anywhere without looking +for her, and haunted the pine valley daily, in the hope of seeing her +again. My disappointment was so bitter that I laughed at myself. + +I thought I was a fool to feel thus about a girl I had met for a +moment in a chance ramble--a mere child at that, with her hair still +hanging in its long glossy schoolgirl braid. But when I remembered her +eyes, my wisdom forgave me. + +Well, that was ten years ago; in those ten years the memory had, I +must confess, grown dimmer. In our busy western life a man had not +much time for sentimental recollections. Yet I had never been able to +care for another woman. I wanted to; I wanted to marry and settle +down. I had come to the time of life when a man wearies of drifting +and begins to hanker for a calm anchorage in some snug haven of his +own. But, somehow, I shirked the matter. It seemed rather easier to +let things slide. + +At this stage Peter came west. He was something in a bank, and was as +round and jolly as ever; but he had evidently changed his attitude +towards girls, for his rooms were full of their photos. They were +stuck around everywhere and they were all pretty. Either Peter had +excellent taste, or the Croyden photographers knew how to flatter. But +there was one on the mantel which attracted my attention especially. +If the photo were to be trusted the girl was quite the prettiest I had +ever seen. + +"Peter, what pretty girl's picture is this on your mantel?" I called +out to Peter, who was in his bedroom, donning evening dress for some +function. + +"That's my cousin, Marian Lindsay," he answered. "She _is_ rather +nice-looking, isn't she. Lives in Croyden now--used to live up the +river at Chiselhurst. Didn't you ever chance across her when you were +in Croyden?" + +"No," I said. "If I had I wouldn't have forgotten her face." + +"Well, she'd be only a kid then, of course. She's twenty-six now. +Marian is a mighty nice girl, but she's bound to be an old maid. She's +got notions--ideals, she calls 'em. All the Croyden fellows have been +in love with her at one time or another but they might as well have +made up to a statue. Marian really hasn't a spark of feeling or +sentiment in her. Her looks are the best part of her, although she's +confoundedly clever." + +Peter spoke rather squiffily. I suspected that he had been one of the +smitten swains himself. I looked at the photo for a few minutes +longer, admiring it more every minute and, when I heard Peter coming +out, I did an unjustifiable thing--I took that photo and put it in my +pocket. + +I expected Peter would make a fuss when he missed it, but that very +night the house in which he lived was burned to the ground. Peter +escaped with the most important of his goods and chattels, but all the +counterfeit presentments of his dear divinities went up in smoke. If +he ever thought particularly of Marian Lindsay's photograph he must +have supposed that it shared the fate of the others. + +As for me, I propped my ill-gotten treasure up on my mantel and +worshipped it for a fortnight. At the end of that time I went boldly +to Peter and told him I wanted him to introduce me by letter to his +dear cousin and ask her to agree to a friendly correspondence with me. + +Oddly enough, I did not do this without some reluctance, in spite of +the fact that I was as much in love with Marian Lindsay as it was +possible to be through the medium of a picture. I thought of the girl +I had seen in the pine wood and felt an inward shrinking from a step +that might divide me from her forever. But I rated myself for this +nonsense. It was in the highest degree unlikely that I should ever +meet the girl of the pines again. If she were still living she was +probably some other man's wife. I would think no more about it. + +Peter whistled when he heard what I had to say. + +"Of course I'll do it, old man," he said obligingly. "But I warn you I +don't think it will be much use. Marian isn't the sort of girl to open +up a correspondence in such a fashion. However, I'll do the best I can +for you." + +"Do. Tell her I'm a respectable fellow with no violent bad habits and +all that. I'm in earnest, Peter. I want to make that girl's +acquaintance, and this seems the only way at present. I can't get off +just now for a trip east. Explain all this, and use your cousinly +influence in my behalf if you possess any." + +Peter grinned. + +"It's not the most graceful job in the world you are putting on me, +Curtis," he said. "I don't mind owning up now that I was pretty far +gone on Marian myself two years ago. It's all over now, but it was bad +while it lasted. Perhaps Marian will consider your request more +favourably if I put it in the light of a favour to myself. She must +feel that she owes me something for wrecking my life." + +Peter grinned again and looked at the one photo he had contrived to +rescue from the fire. It was a pretty, snub-nosed little girl. She +would never have consoled me for the loss of Marian Lindsay, but every +man to his taste. + +In due time Peter sought me out to give me his cousin's answer. + +"Congratulations, Curtis. You've out-Caesared Caesar. You've conquered +without even going and seeing. Marian agrees to a friendly +correspondence with you. I am amazed, I admit--even though I did paint +you up as a sort of Sir Galahad and Lancelot combined. I'm not used to +seeing proud Marian do stunts like that, and it rather takes my +breath." + +I wrote to Marian Lindsay after one farewell dream of the girl under +the pines. When Marian's letters began to come regularly I forgot the +other one altogether. + +Such letters--such witty, sparkling, clever, womanly, delightful +letters! They completed the conquest her picture had begun. Before we +had corresponded six months I was besottedly in love with this woman +whom I had never seen. Finally, I wrote and told her so, and I asked +her to be my wife. + +A fortnight later her answer came. She said frankly that she believed +she had learned to care for me during our correspondence, but that she +thought we should meet in person, before coming to any definite +understanding. Could I not arrange to visit Croyden in the summer? +Until then we would better continue on our present footing. + +I agreed to this, but I considered myself practically engaged, with +the personal meeting merely to be regarded as a sop to the Cerberus of +conventionality. I permitted myself to use a decidedly lover-like tone +in my letters henceforth, and I hailed it as a favourable omen that I +was not rebuked for this, although Marian's own letters still retained +their pleasant, simple friendliness. + +Peter had at first tormented me mercilessly about the affair, but when +he saw I did not like his chaff he stopped it. Peter was always a good +fellow. He realized that I regarded the matter seriously, and he saw +me off when I left for the east with a grin tempered by honest +sympathy and understanding. + +"Good luck to you," he said. "If you win Marian Lindsay you'll win a +pearl among women. I haven't been able to grasp her taking to you in +this fashion, though. It's so unlike Marian. But, since she +undoubtedly has, you are a lucky man." + +I arrived in Croyden at dusk and went to Uncle Tom's. There I found +them busy with preparations for a party to be given that night in +honour of a girl friend who was visiting my cousin Edna. I was +secretly annoyed, for I wanted to hasten at once to Marian. But I +couldn't decently get away, and on second thoughts I was consoled by +the reflection that she would probably come to the party. I knew she +belonged to the same social set as Uncle Tom's girls. I should, +however, have preferred our meeting to have been under different +circumstances. + +From my stand behind the palms in a corner I eagerly scanned the +guests as they arrived. Suddenly my heart gave a bound. Marian Lindsay +had just come in. + +I recognized her at once from her photograph. It had not flattered her +in the least; indeed, it had not done her justice, for her exquisite +colouring of hair and complexion were quite lost in it. She was, +moreover, gowned with a taste and smartness eminently admirable in the +future Mrs. Eric Curtis. I felt a thrill of proprietary pride as I +stepped out from behind the palms. She was talking to Aunt Grace; but +her eyes fell on me. I expected a little start of recognition, for I +had sent her an excellent photograph of myself; but her gaze was one +of blankest unconsciousness. + +I felt something like disappointment at her non-recognition, but I +consoled myself by the reflection that people often fail to recognize +other people whom they have seen only in photographs, no matter how +good the likeness may be. I waylaid Edna, who was passing at that +time, and said, "Edna I want you to introduce me to the girl who is +talking to your mother." + +Edna laughed. + +"So you have succumbed at first sight to our Croyden beauty? Of course +I'll introduce you, but I warn you beforehand that she is the most +incorrigible flirt in Croyden or out of it. So take care." + +It jarred on me to hear Marian called a flirt. It seemed so out of +keeping with her letters and the womanly delicacy and fineness +revealed in them. But I reflected that women sometimes find it hard to +forgive another woman who absorbs more than her share of lovers, and +generally take their revenge by dubbing her a flirt, whether she +deserves the name or not. + +We had crossed the room during this reflection. Marian turned and +stood before us, smiling at Edna, but evincing no recognition whatever +of myself. It is a piquant experience to find yourself awaiting an +introduction to a girl to whom you are virtually engaged. + +"Dorothy dear," said Edna, "this is my cousin, Mr. Curtis, from +Vancouver. Eric, this is Miss Armstrong." + +I suppose I bowed. Habit carries us mechanically through many +impossible situations. I don't know what I looked like or what I said, +if I said anything. I don't suppose I betrayed my dire confusion, for +Edna went off unconcernedly without another glance at me. + +Dorothy Armstrong! Gracious powers--who--where--why? If this girl was +Dorothy Armstrong who was Marian Lindsay? To whom was I engaged? There +was some awful mistake somewhere, for it could not be possible that +there were two girls in Croyden who looked exactly like the photograph +reposing in my valise at that very moment. I stammered like a +schoolboy. + +"I--oh--I--your face seems familiar to me, Miss Armstrong. I--I--think +I must have seen your photograph somewhere." + +"Probably in Peter Austin's collection," smiled Miss Armstrong. "He +had one of mine before he was burned out. How is he?" + +"Peter? Oh, he's well," I replied vaguely. I was thinking a hundred +words to the second, but my thoughts arrived nowhere. I was staring at +Miss Armstrong like a man bewitched. She must have thought me a +veritable booby. "Oh, by the way--can you tell me--do you know a Miss +Lindsay in Croyden?" + +Miss Armstrong looked surprised and a little bored. Evidently she was +not used to having newly introduced young men inquiring about another +girl. + +"Marian Lindsay? Oh, yes." + +"Is she here tonight?" I said. + +"No, Marian is not going to parties just now, owing to the recent +death of her aunt, who lived with them." + +"Does she--oh--does she look like you at all?" I inquired idiotically. + +Amusement glimmered but over Miss Armstrong's boredom. She probably +concluded that I was some harmless lunatic. + +"Like me? Not at all. There couldn't be two people more dissimilar. +Marian is quite dark. I am fair. And our features are altogether +unlike. Why, good evening, Jack. Yes, I believe I did promise you this +dance." + +She bowed to me and skimmed away with Jack. I saw Aunt Grace bearing +down upon me and fled incontinently. In my own room I flung myself on +a chair and tried to think the matter out. Where did the mistake come +in? How had it happened? I shut my eyes and conjured up the vision of +Peter's room that day. I remembered vaguely that, when I had picked up +Dorothy Armstrong's picture, I had noticed another photograph that had +fallen face downward beside it. That must have been Marian Lindsay's, +and Peter had thought I meant it. + +And now what a position I was in! I was conscious of bitter +disappointment. I had fallen in love with Dorothy Armstrong's +photograph. As far as external semblance goes it was she whom I loved. +I was practically engaged to another woman--a woman who, in spite of +our correspondence, seemed to me now, in the shock of this discovery, +a stranger. It was useless to tell myself that it was the mind and +soul revealed in those letters that I loved, and that that mind and +soul were Marian Lindsay's. It was useless to remember that Peter had +said she was pretty. Exteriorly, she was a stranger to me; hers was +not the face which had risen before me for nearly a year as the face +of the woman I loved. Was ever unlucky wretch in such a predicament +before? + +Well, there was only one thing to do. I must stand by my word. Marian +Lindsay was the woman I had asked to marry me, whose answer I must +shortly go to receive. If that answer were "yes" I must accept the +situation and banish all thought of Dorothy Armstrong's pretty face. + +Next evening at sunset I went to "Glenwood," the Lindsay place. +Doubtless, an eager lover might have gone earlier, but an eager lover +I certainly was not. Probably Marian was expecting me and had given +orders concerning me, for the maid who came to the door conveyed me to +a little room behind the stairs--a room which, as I felt as soon as I +entered it, was a woman's pet domain. In its books and pictures and +flowers it spoke eloquently of dainty femininity. Somehow, it suited +the letters. I did not feel quite so much the stranger as I had felt. +Nevertheless, when I heard a light footfall on the stairs my heart +beat painfully. I stood up and turned to the door, but I could not +look up. The footsteps came nearer; I knew that a white hand swept +aside the _portiere_ at the entrance; I knew that she had entered the +room and was standing before me. + +With an effort I raised my eyes and looked at her. She stood, tall and +gracious, in a ruby splendour of sunset falling through the window +beside her. The light quivered like living radiance over a dark proud +head, a white throat, and a face before whose perfect loveliness the +memory of Dorothy Armstrong's laughing prettiness faded like a star in +the sunrise, nevermore in the fullness of the day to be remembered. +Yet it was not of her beauty I thought as I stood spellbound before +her. I seemed to see a dim little valley full of whispering pines, and +a girl standing under their shadows, looking at me with the same +great, greyish-blue eyes which gazed upon me now from Marian Lindsay's +face--the same face, matured into gracious womanhood, that I had seen +ten years ago; and loved--aye, loved--ever since. I took an unsteady +step forward. + +"Marian?" I said. + + * * * * * + +When I got home that night I burned Dorothy Armstrong's photograph. +The next day I went to my cousin Tom, who owns the fashionable studio +of Croyden and, binding him over to secrecy, sought one of Marian's +latest photographs from him. It is the only secret I have ever kept +from my wife. + +Before we were married Marian told me something. + +"I always remembered you as you looked that day under the pines," she +said. "I was only a child, but I think I loved you then and ever +afterwards. When I dreamed my girl's dream of love your face rose up +before me. I had the advantage of you that I knew your name--I had +heard of you. When Peter wrote about you I knew who you were. That was +why I agreed to correspond with you. I was afraid it was a forward--an +unwomanly thing to do. But it seemed my chance for happiness and I +took it. I am glad I did." + +I did not answer in words, but lovers will know how I did answer. + + + + +The Gossip of Valley View + + +It was the first of April, and Julius Barrett, aged fourteen, perched +on his father's gatepost, watched ruefully the low descending sun, and +counted that day lost. He had not succeeded in "fooling" a single +person, although he had tried repeatedly. One and all, old and young, +of his intended victims had been too wary for Julius. Hence, Julius +was disgusted and ready for anything in the way of a stratagem or a +spoil. + +The Barrett gatepost topped the highest hill in Valley View. Julius +could see the entire settlement, from "Young" Thomas Everett's farm, a +mile to the west, to Adelia Williams's weather-grey little house on a +moonrise slope to the east. He was gazing moodily down the muddy road +when Dan Chester, homeward bound from the post office, came riding +sloppily along on his grey mare and pulled up by the Barrett gate to +hand a paper to Julius. + +Dan was a young man who took life and himself very seriously. He +seldom smiled, never joked, and had a Washingtonian reputation for +veracity. Dan had never told a conscious falsehood in his life; he +never even exaggerated. + +Julius, beholding Dan's solemn face, was seized with a perfectly +irresistible desire to "fool" him. At the same moment his eye caught +the dazzling reflection of the setting sun on the windows of Adelia +Williams's house, and he had an inspiration little short of +diabolical. "Have you heard the news, Dan?" he asked. + +"No, what is it?" asked Dan. + +"I dunno's I ought to tell it," said Julius reflectively. "It's kind +of a family affair, but then Adelia didn't say not to, and anyway +it'll be all over the place soon. So I'll tell you, Dan, if you'll +promise never to tell who told you. Adelia Williams and Young Thomas +Everett are going to be married." + +Julius delivered himself of this tremendous lie with a transparently +earnest countenance. Yet Dan, credulous as he was, could not believe +it all at once. + +"Git out," he said. + +"It's true, 'pon my word," protested Julius. "Adelia was up last night +and told Ma all about it. Ma's her cousin, you know. The wedding is to +be in June, and Adelia asked Ma to help her get her quilts and things +ready." + +Julius reeled all this off so glibly that Dan finally believed the +story, despite the fact that the people thus coupled together in +prospective matrimony were the very last people in Valley View who +could have been expected to marry each other. Young Thomas was a +confirmed bachelor of fifty, and Adelia Williams was forty; they were +not supposed to be even well acquainted, as the Everetts and the +Williamses had never been very friendly, although no open feud existed +between them. + +Nevertheless, in view of Julius's circumstantial statements, the +amazing news must be true, and Dan was instantly agog to carry it +further. Julius watched Dan and the grey mare out of sight, fairly +writhing with ecstasy. Oh, but Dan had been easy! The story would be +all over Valley View in twenty-four hours. Julius laughed until he +came near to falling off the gatepost. + +At this point Julius and Danny drop out of our story, and Young Thomas +enters. + +It was two days later when Young Thomas heard that he was to be +married to Adelia Williams in June. Eben Clark, the blacksmith, told +him when he went to the forge to get his horse shod. Young Thomas +laughed his big jolly laugh. Valley View gossip had been marrying him +off for the last thirty years, although never before to Adelia +Williams. + +"It's news to me," he said tolerantly. + +Eben grinned broadly. "Ah, you can't bluff it off like that, Tom," he +said. "The news came too straight this time. Well, I was glad to hear +it, although I was mighty surprised. I never thought of you and +Adelia. But she's a fine little woman and will make you a capital +wife." + +Young Thomas grunted and drove away. He had a good deal of business to +do that day, involving calls at various places--the store for +molasses, the mill for flour, Jim Bentley's for seed grain, the +doctor's for toothache drops for his housekeeper, the post office for +mail--and at each and every place he was joked about his approaching +marriage. In the end it rather annoyed Young Thomas. He drove home at +last in what was for him something of a temper. How on earth had that +fool story started? With such detailed circumstantiality of rugs and +quilts, too? Adelia Williams must be going to marry somebody, and the +Valley View gossips, unable to locate the man, had guessed Young +Thomas. + +When he reached home, tired, mud-bespattered, and hungry, his +housekeeper, who was also his hired man's wife, asked him if it was +true that he was going to be married. Young Thomas, taking in at a +glance the ill-prepared, half-cold supper on the table, felt more +annoyed than ever, and said it wasn't, with a strong expression--not +quite an oath--for Young Thomas never swore, unless swearing be as +much a matter of intonation as of words. + +Mrs. Dunn sighed, patted her swelled face, and said she was sorry; she +had hoped it was true, for her man had decided to go west. They were +to go in a month's time. Young Thomas sat down to his supper with the +prospect of having to look up another housekeeper and hired man before +planting to destroy his appetite. + +Next day, three people who came to see Young Thomas on business +congratulated him on his approaching marriage. Young Thomas, who had +recovered his usual good humour, merely laughed. There was no use in +being too earnest in denial, he thought. He knew that his unusual fit +of petulance with his housekeeper had only convinced her that the +story was true. It would die away in time, as other similar stories +had died, he thought. Valley View gossip was imaginative. + +Young Thomas looked rather serious, however, when the minister and his +wife called that evening and referred to the report. Young Thomas +gravely said that it was unfounded. The minister looked graver still +and said he was sorry--he had hoped it was true. His wife glanced +significantly about Young Thomas's big, untidy sitting-room, where +there were cobwebs on the ceiling and fluff in the corners and dust on +the mop-board, and said nothing, but looked volumes. + +"Dang it all," said Young Thomas, as they drove away, "they'll marry +me yet in spite of myself." + +The gossip made him think about Adelia Williams. He had never thought +about her before; he was barely acquainted with her. Now he remembered +that she was a plump, jolly-looking little woman, noted for being a +good housekeeper. Then Young Thomas groaned, remembering that he must +start out looking for a housekeeper soon; and housekeepers were not +easily found, as Young Thomas had discovered several times since his +mother's death ten years before. + +Next Sunday in church Young Thomas looked at Adelia Williams. He +caught Adelia looking at him. Adelia blushed and looked guiltily away. + +"Dang it all," reflected Young Thomas, forgetting that he was in +church. "I suppose she has heard that fool story too. I'd like to know +the person who started it; man or woman, I'd punch their head." + +Nevertheless, Young Thomas went on looking at Adelia by fits and +starts, although he did not again catch Adelia looking at him. He +noticed that she had round rosy cheeks and twinkling brown eyes. She +did not look like an old maid, and Young Thomas wondered that she had +been allowed to become one. Sarah Barnett, now, to whom report had +married him a year ago, looked like a dried sour apple. + + * * * * * + +For the next four weeks the story haunted Young Thomas like a spectre. +Down it would not. Everywhere he went he was joked about it. It +gathered fresh detail every week. Adelia was getting her clothes +ready; she was to be married in seal-brown cashmere; Vinnie Lawrence +at Valley Centre was making it for her; she had got a new hat with a +long ostrich plume; some said white, some said grey. + +Young Thomas kept wondering who the man could be, for he was convinced +that Adelia was going to marry somebody. More than that, once he +caught himself wondering enviously. Adelia was a nice-looking woman, +and he had not so far heard of any probable housekeeper. + +"Dang it all," said Young Thomas to himself in desperation. "I +wouldn't care if it was true." + +His married sister from Carlisle heard the story and came over to +investigate. Young Thomas denied it shortly, and his sister scolded. +She had devoutly hoped it was true, she said, and it would have been a +great weight off her mind. + +"This house is in a disgraceful condition, Thomas," she said severely. +"It would break Mother's heart if she could rise out of her grave to +see it. And Adelia Williams is a perfect housekeeper." + +"You didn't use to think so much of the Williams crowd," said Young +Thomas drily. + +"Oh, some of them don't amount to much," admitted Maria, "but Adelia +is all right." + +Catching sight of an odd look on Young Thomas's face, she added +hastily, "Thomas Everett, I believe it's true after all. Now, is it? +For mercy's sake don't be so sly. You might tell me, your own and only +sister, if it is." + +"Oh, shut up," was Young Thomas's unfeeling reply to his own and only +sister. + +Young Thomas told himself that night that Valley View gossip would +drive him into an asylum yet if it didn't let up. He also wondered if +Adelia was as much persecuted as himself. No doubt she was. He never +could catch her eye in church now, but he would have been surprised +had he realized how many times he tried to. + +The climax came the third week in May, when Young Thomas, who had been +keeping house for himself for three weeks, received a letter and an +express box from his cousin, Charles Everett, out in Manitoba. Charles +and he had been chums in their boyhood. They corresponded occasionally +still, although it was twenty years since Charles had gone west. + +The letter was to congratulate Young Thomas on his approaching +marriage. Charles had heard of it through some Valley View +correspondents of his wife. He was much pleased; he had always liked +Adelia, he said--had been an old beau of hers, in fact. Thomas might +give her a kiss for him if he liked. He forwarded a wedding present by +express and hoped they would be very happy, etc. + +The present was an elaborate hatrack of polished buffalo horns, +mounted on red plush, with an inset mirror. Young Thomas set it up on +the kitchen table and scowled moodily at his reflection in the mirror. +If wedding presents were beginning to come, it was high time something +was done. The matter was past being a joke. This affair of the present +would certainly get out--things always got out in Valley View, dang it +all--and he would never hear the last of it. + +"I'll marry," said Young Thomas decisively. "If Adelia Williams won't +have me, I'll marry the first woman who will, if it's Sarah Barnett +herself." + +Young Thomas shaved and put on his Sunday suit. As soon as it was +safely dark, he hied him away to Adelia Williams. He felt very +doubtful about his reception, but the remembrance of the twinkle in +Adelia's brown eyes comforted him. She looked like a woman who had a +sense of humour; she might not take him, but she would not feel +offended or insulted because he asked her. + +"Dang it all, though, I hope she will take me," said Young Thomas. +"I'm in for getting married now and no mistake. And I can't get Adelia +out of my head. I've been thinking of her steady ever since that +confounded gossip began." + +When he knocked at Adelia's door he discovered that his face was wet +with perspiration. Adelia opened the door and started when she saw +him; then she turned very red and stiffly asked him in. Young Thomas +went in and sat down, wondering if all men felt so horribly +uncomfortable when they went courting. + +Adelia stooped low over the woodbox to put a stick of wood in the +stove, for the May evening was chilly. Her shoulders were shaking; the +shaking grew worse; suddenly Adelia laughed hysterically and, sitting +down on the woodbox, continued to laugh. Young Thomas eyed her with a +friendly grin. + +"Oh, do excuse me," gasped poor Adelia, wiping tears from her eyes. +"This is--dreadful--I didn't mean to laugh--I don't know why I'm +laughing--but--I--can't help it." + +She laughed helplessly again. Young Thomas laughed too. His +embarrassment vanished in the mellowness of that laughter. Presently +Adelia composed herself and removed from the woodbox to a chair, but +there was still a suspicious twitching about the corners of her mouth. + +"I suppose," said Young Thomas, determined to have it over with before +the ice could form again, "I suppose, Adelia, you've heard the story +that's been going about you and me of late?" + +Adelia nodded. "I've been persecuted to the verge of insanity with +it," she said. "Every soul I've seen has tormented me about it, and +people have written me about it. I've denied it till I was black in +the face, but nobody believed me. I can't find out how it started. I +hope you believe, Mr. Everett, that it couldn't possibly have arisen +from anything I said. I've felt dreadfully worried for fear you might +think it did. I heard that my cousin, Lucilla Barrett, said I told +her, but Lucilla vowed to me that she never said such a thing or even +dreamed of it. I've felt dreadful bad over the whole affair. I even +gave up the idea of making a quilt after a lovely new pattern I've got +because they made such a talk about my brown dress." + +"I've been kind of supposing that you must be going to marry somebody, +and folks just guessed it was me," said Young Thomas--he said it +anxiously. + +"No, I'm not going to be married to anybody," said Adelia with a +laugh, taking up her knitting. + +"I'm glad of that," said Young Thomas gravely. "I mean," he hastened +to add, seeing the look of astonishment on Adelia's face, "that I'm +glad there isn't any other man because--because I want you myself, +Adelia." + +Adelia laid down her knitting and blushed crimson. But she looked at +Young Thomas squarely and reproachfully. + +"You needn't think you are bound to say that because of the gossip, +Mr. Everett," she said quietly. + +"Oh, I don't," said Young Thomas earnestly. "But the truth is, the +story set me to thinking about you, and from that I got to wishing it +was true--honest, I did--I couldn't get you out of my head, and at +last I didn't want to. It just seemed to me that you were the very +woman for me if you'd only take me. Will you, Adelia? I've got a good +farm and house, and I'll try to make you happy." + +It was not a very romantic wooing, perhaps. But Adelia was forty and +had never been a romantic little body even in the heyday of youth. She +was a practical woman, and Young Thomas was a fine looking man of his +age with abundance of worldly goods. Besides, she liked him, and the +gossip had made her think a good deal about him of late. Indeed, in a +moment of candour she had owned to herself the very last Sunday in +church that she wouldn't mind if the story were true. + +"I'll--I'll think of it," she said. + +This was practically an acceptance, and Young Thomas so understood +it. Without loss of time he crossed the kitchen, sat down beside +Adelia, and put his arms about her plump waist. + +"Here's a kiss Charlie sent me to give you," he said, giving it. + + + + +The Letters + + +Just before the letter was brought to me that evening I was watching +the red November sunset from the library window. It was a stormy, +unrestful sunset, gleaming angrily through the dark fir boughs that +were now and again tossed suddenly and distressfully in a fitful gust +of wind. Below, in the garden, it was quite dark, and I could only see +dimly the dead leaves that were whirling and dancing uncannily over +the roseless paths. The poor dead leaves--yet not quite dead! There +was still enough unquiet life left in them to make them restless and +forlorn. They hearkened yet to every call of the wind, who cared for +them no longer but only played freakishly with them and broke their +rest. I felt sorry for the leaves as I watched them in that dull, +weird twilight, and angry--in a petulant fashion that almost made me +laugh--with the wind that would not leave them in peace. Why should +they--and I--be vexed with these transient breaths of desire for a +life that had passed us by? + +I was in the grip of a bitter loneliness that evening--so bitter and +so insistent that I felt I could not face the future at all, even with +such poor fragments of courage as I had gathered about me after +Father's death, hoping that they would, at least, suffice for my +endurance, if not for my content. But now they fell away from me at +sight of the emptiness of life. + +The emptiness! Ah, it was from that I shrank. I could have faced pain +and anxiety and heartbreak undauntedly, but I could not face that +terrible, yawning, barren emptiness. I put my hands over my eyes to +shut it out, but it pressed in upon my consciousness insistently, and +would not be ignored longer. + +The moment when a woman realizes that she has nothing to live +for--neither love nor purpose nor duty--holds for her the bitterness +of death. She is a brave woman indeed who can look upon such a +prospect unquailingly, and I was not brave. I was weak and timid. Had +not Father often laughed mockingly at me because of it? + +It was three weeks since Father had died--my proud, handsome, +unrelenting old father, whom I had loved so intensely and who had +never loved me. I had always accepted this fact unresentfully and +unquestioningly, but it had steeped my whole life in its tincture of +bitterness. Father had never forgiven me for two things. I had cost my +mother's life and I was not a son to perpetuate the old name and carry +on the family feud with the Frasers. + +I was a very lonely child, with no playmates or companions of any +sort, and my girlhood was lonelier still. The only passion in my life +was my love for my father. I would have done and suffered anything to +win his affection in return. But all I ever did win was an amused +tolerance--and I was grateful for that--almost content. It was much to +have something to love and be permitted to love it. + +If I had been a beautiful and spirited girl I think Father might have +loved me, but I was neither. At first I did not think or care about my +lack of beauty; then one day I was alone in the beech wood; I was +trying to disentangle my skirt which had caught on some thorny +underbrush. A young man came around the curve of the path and, seeing +my predicament, bent with murmured apology to help me. He had to kneel +to do it, and I saw a ray of sunshine falling through the beeches +above us strike like a lance of light athwart the thick brown hair +that pushed out from under his cap. Before I thought I put out my hand +and touched it softly, then I blushed crimson with shame over what I +had done. But he did not know--he never knew. + +When he had released my dress he rose and our eyes met for a moment as +I timidly thanked him. I saw that he was good to look upon--tall and +straight, with broad, stalwart shoulders and a dark, clean-cut face. +He had a firm, sensitive mouth and kindly, pleasant, dark blue eyes. I +never quite forgot the look in those eyes. It made my heart beat +strangely, but it was only for a moment, and the next he had lifted +his cap and passed on. + +As I went homeward I wondered who he might be. He must be a stranger, +I thought--probably a visitor in some of our few neighbouring +families. I wondered too if I should meet him again, and found the +thought very pleasant. + +I knew few men and they were all old, like Father, or at least +elderly. They were the only people who ever came to our house, and +they either teased me or overlooked me. None of them was at all like +this young man I had met in the beech wood, nor ever could have been, +I thought. + +When I reached home I stopped before the big mirror that hung in the +hall and did what I had never done before in my life--looked at myself +very scrutinizingly and wondered if I had any beauty. I could only +sorrowfully conclude that I had not--I was so slight and pale, and the +thick black hair and dark eyes that might have been pretty in another +woman seemed only to accentuate the lack of spirit and regularity in +my features. I was still standing there, gazing wistfully at my +mirrored face with a strange sinking of spirit, when Father came +through the hall, his riding whip in his hand. Seeing me, he laughed. + +"Don't waste your time gazing into mirrors, Isobel," he said +carelessly. "That might have been excusable in former ladies of +Shirley whose beauty might pardon and even adorn vanity, but with you +it is only absurd. The needle and the cookbook are all that you need +concern yourself with." + +I was accustomed to such speeches from him, but they had never hurt me +so cruelly before. At that moment I would have given all the world +only to be beautiful. + +The next Sunday I looked across the church, and in the Fraser pew I +saw the young man I had met in the wood. He was looking at me with his +arms folded over his breast and on his brow a little frown that seemed +somehow indicative of pain and surprise. I felt a miserable sense of +disappointment. If he were the Frasers' guest I could not expect to +meet him again. Father hated the Frasers, all the Shirleys hated them; +it was an old feud, bitter and lasting, that had been as much our +inheritance for generations as land and money. The only thing Father +had ever taken pains to teach me was detestation of the Frasers and +all their works. I accepted this as I accepted all the other +traditions of my race. I thought it did not matter much. The Frasers +were not likely to come my way, and hatred was a good satisfying +passion in the lack of all else. I think I rather took a pride in +hating them as became my blood. + +I did not look at the Fraser pew again, but outside, under the elms, +we met him, standing in the dappling light and shadow. He looked very +handsome and a little sad. I could not help glancing back over my +shoulder as Father and I walked to the gate, and I saw him looking +after us with that little frown which again made me think something +had hurt him. I liked better the smile he had worn in the beech wood, +but I had an odd liking for the frown too, and I think I had a foolish +longing to go back to him, put up my fingers and smooth it away. + +"So Alan Fraser has come home," said my father. + +"Alan Fraser?" I repeated, with a strange, horrible feeling of +coldness and chill coming over me like a shadow on a bright day. Alan +Fraser, the son of old Malcolm Fraser of Glenellyn! The son of our +enemy! He had been living since childhood with his dead mother's +people, so much I knew. And this was he! Something stung and smarted +in my eyes. I think the sting and smart might have turned to tears if +Father had not been looking down at me. + +"Yes. Didn't you see him in his father's pew? But I forgot. You are +too demure to be looking at the young men in preaching--or out of it, +Isobel. You are a model young woman. Odd that the men never like the +model young women! Curse old Malcolm Fraser! What right has he to have +a son like that when I have nothing but a puling girl? Remember, +Isobel, that if you ever meet that young man you are not to speak to +or look at him, or even intimate that you are aware of his existence. +He is your enemy and the enemy of your race. You will show him that +you realize this." + +Of course that ended it all--though just what there had been to end +would have been hard to say. Not long afterwards I met Alan Fraser +again, when I was out for a canter on my mare. He was strolling +through the beech wood with a couple of big collies, and he stopped +short as I drew near. I had to do it--Father had decreed--my Shirley +pride demanded--that I should do it. I looked him unseeingly in the +face, struck my mare a blow with my whip, and dashed past him. I even +felt angry, I think, that a Fraser should have the power to make me +feel so badly in doing my duty. + +After that I had forgotten. There was nothing to make me remember, for +I never met Alan Fraser again. The years slipped by, one by one, so +like each other in their colourlessness that I forgot to take account +of them. I only knew that I grew older and that it did not matter +since there was nobody to care. One day they brought Father in, +white-lipped and groaning. His mare had thrown him, and he was never +to walk again, although he lived for five years. Those five years had +been the happiest of my life. For the first time I was necessary to +someone--there was something for me to do which nobody else could do +so well. I was Father's nurse and companion; and I found my pleasure +in tending him and amusing him, soothing his hours of pain and +brightening his hours of ease. People said I "did my duty" toward him. +I had never liked that word "duty," since the day I had ridden past +Alan Fraser in the beech wood. I could not connect it with what I did +for Father. It was my delight because I loved him. I did not mind the +moods and the irritable outbursts that drove others from him. + +But now he was dead, and I sat in the sullen dusk, wishing that I need +not go on with life either. The loneliness of the big echoing house +weighed on my spirit. I was solitary, without companionship. I looked +out on the outside world where the only sign of human habitation +visible to my eyes was the light twinkling out from the library window +of Glenellyn on the dark fir hill two miles away. By that light I knew +Alan Fraser must have returned from his long sojourn abroad, for it +only shone when he was at Glenellyn. He still lived there, something +of a hermit, people said; he had never married, and he cared nothing +for society. His companions were books and dogs and horses; he was +given to scientific researches and wrote much for the reviews; he +travelled a great deal. So much I knew in a vague way. I even saw him +occasionally in church, and never thought the years had changed him +much, save that his face was sadder and sterner than of old and his +hair had become iron-grey. People said that he had inherited and +cherished the old hatred of the Shirleys--that he was very bitter +against us. I believed it. He had the face of a good hater--or +lover--a man who could play with no emotion but must take it in all +earnestness and intensity. + +When it was quite dark the housekeeper brought in the lights and +handed me a letter which, she said, a man had just brought up from the +village post office. I looked at it curiously before I opened it, +wondering from whom it was. It was postmarked from a city several +miles away, and the firm, decided, rather peculiar handwriting was +strange to me. I had no correspondents. After Father's death I had +received a few perfunctory notes of condolence from distant relatives +and family friends. They had hurt me cruelly, for they seemed to +exhale a subtle spirit of congratulation on my being released from a +long and unpleasant martyrdom of attendance on an invalid, that quite +overrode the decorous phrases of conventional sympathy in which they +were expressed. I hated those letters for their implied injustice. I +was not thankful for my "release." I missed Father miserably and +longed passionately for the very tasks and vigils that had evoked +their pity. + +This letter did not seem like one of those. I opened it and took out +some stiff, blackly written sheets. They were undated and, turning to +the last, I saw that they were unsigned. With a not unpleasant +tingling of interest I sat down by my desk to read. The letter began +abruptly: + + You will not know by whom this is written. Do not seek to + know--now or ever. It is only from behind the veil of your + ignorance of my identity that I can ever write to you fully + and freely as I wish to write--can say what I wish to say in + words denied to a formal and conventional expression of + sympathy. Dear lady, let me say to you thus what is in my + heart. + + I know what your sorrow is, and I think I know what your + loneliness must be--the sorrow of a broken tie, the loneliness + of a life thrown emptily back on itself. I know how you loved + your father--how you must have loved him if those eyes and + brow and mouth speak truth, for they tell of a nature divinely + rich and deep, giving of its wealth and tenderness + ungrudgingly to those who are so happy as to be the objects of + its affection. To such a nature bereavement must bring a depth + and an agony of grief unknown to shallower souls. + + I know what your father's helplessness and need of you meant + to you. I know that now life must seem to you a broken and + embittered thing and, knowing this, I venture to send this + greeting across the gulf of strangerhood between us, telling + you that my understanding sympathy is fully and freely yours, + and bidding you take heart for the future, which now, it may + be, looks so heartless and hopeless to you. + + Believe me, dear lady, it will be neither. Courage will come + to you with the kind days. You will find noble tasks to do, + beautiful and gracious duties waiting along your path. The + pain and suffering of the world never dies, and while it + lives there will be work for such as you to do, and in the + doing of it you will find comfort and strength and the highest + joy of living. I believe in you. I believe you will make of + your life a beautiful and worthy thing. I give you Godspeed + for the years to come. Out of my own loneliness I, an unknown + friend, who has never clasped your hand, send this message to + you. I understand--I have always understood--and I say to you: + "Be of good cheer." + +To say that this strange letter was a mystery to me seems an +inadequate way of stating the matter. I was completely bewildered, nor +could I even guess who the writer might be, think and ponder as I +might. + +The letter itself implied that the writer was a stranger. The +handwriting was evidently that of a man, and I knew no man who could +or would have sent such a letter to me. + +The very mystery stung me to interest. As for the letter itself, it +brought me an uplift of hope and inspiration such as I would not have +believed possible an hour earlier. It rang so truly and sincerely, and +the mere thought that somewhere I had a friend who cared enough to +write it, even in such odd fashion, was so sweet that I was half +ashamed of the difference it made in my outlook. Sitting there, I took +courage and made a compact with myself that I would justify the +writer's faith in me--that I would take up my life as something to be +worthily lived for all good, to the disregard of my own selfish sorrow +and shrinking. I would seek for something to do--for interests which +would bind me to my fellow-creatures--for tasks which would lessen the +pains and perils of humankind. An hour before, this would not have +seemed to me possible; now it seemed the right and natural thing to +do. + +A week later another letter came. I welcomed it with an eagerness +which I feared was almost childish. It was a much longer letter than +the first and was written in quite a different strain. There was no +apology for or explanation of the motive for writing. It was as if the +letter were merely one of a permitted and established correspondence +between old friends. It began with a witty, sparkling review of a new +book the writer had just read, and passed from this to crisp comments +on the great events, political, scientific, artistic, of the day. The +whole letter was pungent, interesting, delightful--an impersonal essay +on a dozen vital topics of life and thought. Only at the end was a +personal note struck. + +"Are you interested in these things?" ran the last paragraph. "In what +is being done and suffered and attained in the great busy world? I +think you must be--for I have seen you and read what is written in +your face. I believe you care for these things as I do--that your +being thrills to the 'still, sad music of humanity'--that the songs of +the poets I love find an echo in your spirit and the aspirations of +all struggling souls a sympathy in your heart. Believing this, I have +written freely to you, taking a keen pleasure in thus revealing my +thoughts and visions to one who will understand. For I too am +friendless, in the sense of one standing alone, shut out from the +sweet, intimate communion of feeling and opinion that may be held with +the heart's friends. Shall you have read this as a friend, I wonder--a +candid, uncritical, understanding friend? Let me hope it, dear lady." + +I was expecting the third letter when it came--but not until it did +come did I realize what my disappointment would have been if it had +not. After that every week brought me a letter; soon those letters +were the greatest interest in my life. I had given up all attempts to +solve the mystery of their coming and was content to enjoy them for +themselves alone. From week to week I looked forward to them with an +eagerness that I would hardly confess, even to myself. + +And such letters as they were, growing longer and fuller and freer as +time went on--such wise, witty, brilliant, pungent letters, +stimulating all my torpid life into tingling zest! I had begun to +look abroad in my small world for worthy work and found plenty to do. +My unknown friend evidently kept track of my expanding efforts, for he +commented and criticized, encouraged and advised freely. There was a +humour in his letters that I liked; it leavened them with its sanity +and reacted on me most wholesomely, counteracting many of the morbid +tendencies and influences of my life. I found myself striving to live +up to the writer's ideal of philosophy and ambition, as pictured, +often unconsciously, in his letters. + +They were an intellectual stimulant as well. To understand them fully +I found it necessary to acquaint myself thoroughly with the literature +and art, the science and the politics they touched upon. After every +letter there was something new for me to hunt out and learn and +assimilate, until my old narrow mental attitude had so broadened and +deepened, sweeping out into circles of thought I had never known or +imagined, that I hardly knew myself. + +They had been coming for a year before I began to reply to them. I had +often wished to do so--there were so many things I wanted to say and +discuss, but it seemed foolish to write letters that could not be +sent. One day a letter came that kindled my imagination and stirred my +heart and soul so deeply that they insistently demanded answering +expression. I sat down at my desk and wrote a full reply to it. Safe +in the belief that the mysterious friend to whom it was written would +never see it, I wrote with a perfect freedom and a total lack of +self-consciousness that I could never have attained otherwise. The +writing of that letter gave me a pleasure second only to that which +the reading of his brought. For the first time I discovered the +delight of revealing my thought unhindered by the conventions. Also, I +understood better why the writer of those letters had written them. +Doubtless he had enjoyed doing so and was not impelled thereto simply +by a purely philanthropic wish to help me. + +When my letter was finished I sealed it up and locked it away in my +desk with a smile at my middle-aged folly. What, I wondered, would all +my sedate, serious friends, my associates of mission and hospital +committees think if they knew. Well, everybody has, or should have, a +pet nonsense in her life. I did not think mine was any sillier than +some others I knew, and to myself I admitted that it was very sweet. I +knew if those letters ceased to come all savour would go out of my +life. + +After that I wrote a reply to every letter I received and kept them +all locked up together. It was delightful. I wrote out all my doings +and perplexities and hopes and plans and wishes--yes, and my dreams. +The secret romance of it all made me look on existence with joyous, +contented eyes. + +Gradually a change crept over the letters I received. Without ever +affording the slightest clue to the identity of their writer they grew +more intimate and personal. A subtle, caressing note of tenderness +breathed from them and thrilled my heart curiously. I felt as if I +were being drawn into the writer's life, admitted into the most sacred +recesses of his thoughts and feelings. Yet it was all done so subtly, +so delicately, that I was unconscious of the change until I discovered +it in reading over the older letters and comparing them with the later +ones. + +Finally a letter came--my first love letter, and surely never was a +love letter received under stranger circumstances. It began abruptly +as all the letters had begun, plunging into the middle of the writer's +strain of thought without any preface. The first words drove the blood +to my heart and then sent it flying hotly all over my face. + + I love you. I must say it at last. Have you not guessed it + before? It has trembled on my pen in every line I have written + to you--yet I have never dared to shape it into words before. + I know not how I dare now. I only know that I must. What a + delight to write it out and know that you will read it. + Tonight the mood is on me to tell it to you recklessly and + lavishly, never pausing to stint or weigh words. Sweetheart, I + love you--love you--love you--dear true, faithful woman soul, + I love you with all the heart of a man. + + Ever since I first saw you I have loved you. I can never come + to tell you so in spoken words; I can only love you from afar + and tell my love under the guise of impersonal friendship. It + matters not to you, but it matters more than all else in life + to me. I am glad that I love you, dear--glad, glad, glad. + +There was much more, for it was a long letter. When I had read it I +buried my burning face in my hands, trembling with happiness. This +strange confession of love meant so much to me; my heart leaped forth +to meet it with answering love. What mattered it that we could never +meet--that I could not even guess who my lover was? Somewhere in the +world was a love that was mine alone and mine wholly and mine forever. +What mattered his name or his station, or the mysterious barrier +between us? Spirit leaped to spirit unhindered over the fettering +bounds of matter and time. I loved and was beloved. Nothing else +mattered. + +I wrote my answer to his letter. I wrote it fearlessly and +unstintedly. Perhaps I could not have written so freely if the letter +were to have been read by him; as it was, I poured out the riches of +my love as fully as he had done. I kept nothing back, and across the +gulf between us I vowed a faithful and enduring love in response to +his. + +The next day I went to town on business with my lawyers. Neither of +the members of the firm was in when I called, but I was an old client, +and one of the clerks showed me into the private office to wait. As I +sat down my eyes fell on a folded letter lying on the table beside +me. With a shock of surprise I recognized the writing. I could not be +mistaken--I should have recognized it anywhere. + +The letter was lying by its envelope, so folded that only the middle +third of the page was visible. An irresistible impulse swept over me. +Before I could reflect that I had no business to touch the letter, +that perhaps it was unfair to my unknown friend to seek to discover +his identity when he wished to hide it, I had turned the letter over +and seen the signature. + +I laid it down again and stood up, dizzy, breathless, unseeing. Like a +woman in a dream I walked through the outer office and into the +street. I must have walked on for blocks before I became conscious of +my surroundings. The name I had seen signed to that letter was Alan +Fraser! + +No doubt the reader has long ago guessed it--has wondered why I had +not. The fact remains that I had not. Out of the whole world Alan +Fraser was the last man whom I should have suspected to be the writer +of those letters--Alan Fraser, my hereditary enemy, who, I had been +told, cherished the old feud so faithfully and bitterly, and hated our +very name. + +And yet I now wondered at my long blindness. No one else could have +written those letters--no one but him. I read them over one by one +when I reached home and, now that I possessed the key, he revealed +himself in every line, expression, thought. And he loved me! + +I thought of the old feud and hatred; I thought of my pride and +traditions. They seemed like the dust and ashes of outworn +things--things to be smiled at and cast aside. I took out all the +letters I had written--all except the last one--sealed them up in a +parcel and directed it to Alan Fraser. Then, summoning my groom, I +bade him ride to Glenellyn with it. His look of amazement almost made +me laugh, but after he was gone I felt dizzy and frightened at my own +daring. + +When the autumn darkness came down I went to my room and dressed as +the woman dresses who awaits the one man of all the world. I hardly +knew what I hoped or expected, but I was all athrill with a nameless, +inexplicable happiness. I admit I looked very eagerly into the mirror +when I was done, and I thought that the result was not unpleasing. +Beauty had never been mine, but a faint reflection of it came over me +in the tremulous flush and excitement of the moment. Then the maid +came up to tell me that Alan Fraser was in the library. + +I went down with my cold hands tightly clasped behind me. He was +standing by the library table, a tall, broad-shouldered man, with the +light striking upward on his dark, sensitive face and iron-grey hair. +When he saw me he came quickly forward. + +"So you know--and you are not angry--your letters told me so much. I +have loved you since that day in the beech wood, Isobel--Isobel." + +His eyes were kindling into mine. He held my hands in a close, +impetuous clasp. His voice was infinitely caressing as he pronounced +my name. I had never heard it since Father died--I had never heard it +at all so musically and tenderly uttered. My ancestors might have +turned in their graves just then--but it mattered not. Living love had +driven out dead hatred. + +"Isobel," he went on, "there was _one_ letter unanswered--the last." + +I went to my desk, took out the last letter I had written and gave it +to him in silence. While he read it I stood in a shadowy corner and +watched him, wondering if life could always be as sweet as this. When +he had finished he turned to me and held out his arms. I went to them +as a bird to her nest, and with his lips against mine the old feud was +blotted out forever. + + + + +The Life-Book of Uncle Jesse + + +Uncle Jesse! The name calls up the vision of him as I saw him so often +in those two enchanted summers at Golden Gate; as I saw him the first +time, when he stood in the open doorway of the little low-eaved +cottage on the harbour shore, welcoming us to our new domicile with +the gentle, unconscious courtesy that became him so well. A tall, +ungainly figure, somewhat stooped, yet suggestive of great strength +and endurance; a clean-shaven old face deeply lined and bronzed; a +thick mane of iron-grey hair falling quite to his shoulders; and a +pair of remarkably blue, deep-set eyes, which sometimes twinkled and +sometimes dreamed, but oftener looked out seaward with a wistful +question in them, as of one seeking something precious and lost. I was +to learn one day what it was for which Uncle Jesse looked. + +It cannot be denied that Uncle Jesse was a homely man. His spare jaws, +rugged mouth, and square brow were not fashioned on the lines of +beauty, but though at first sight you thought him plain you never +thought anything more about it--the spirit shining through that rugged +tenement beautified it so wholly. + +Uncle Jesse was quite keenly aware of his lack of outward comeliness +and lamented it, for he was a passionate worshipper of beauty in +everything. He told Mother once that he'd rather like to be made over +again and made handsome. + +"Folks say I'm good," he remarked whimsically, "but I sometimes wish +the Lord had made me only half as good and put the rest of it into +looks. But I reckon He knew what He was about, as a good Captain +should. Some of us have to be homely or the purty ones--like Miss Mary +there--wouldn't show up so well." + +I was not in the least pretty but Uncle Jesse was always telling me I +was--and I loved him for it. He told the fib so prettily and sincerely +that he almost made me believe it for the time being, and I really +think he believed it himself. All women were lovely and of good report +in his eyes, because of one he had loved. The only time I ever saw +Uncle Jesse really angered was when someone in his hearing cast an +aspersion on the character of a shore girl. The wretched man who did +it fairly cringed when Uncle Jesse turned on him with lightning of eye +and thundercloud of brow. At that moment I no longer found it hard to +reconcile Uncle Jesse's simple, kindly personality with the wild, +adventurous life he had lived. + +We went to Golden Gate in the spring. Mother's health had not been +good and her doctor recommended sea air and quiet. Uncle James, when +he heard it, proposed that we take possession of a small cottage at +Golden Gate, to which he had recently fallen heir by the death of an +old aunt who had lived in it. + +"I haven't been up to see it," he said, "but it is just as Aunt +Elizabeth left it and she was the pink of neatness. The key is in the +possession of an old sailor living nearby--Jesse Boyd is the name, I +think. I imagine you can be very comfortable in it. It is built right +on the harbour shore, inside the bar, and it is within five minutes' +walk of the outside shore." + +Uncle James's offer fitted in very opportunely with our limp family +purse, and we straightway betook ourselves to Golden Gate. We +telegraphed to Jesse Boyd to have the house opened for us and, one +crisp spring day, when a rollicking wind was scudding over the harbour +and the dunes, whipping the water into white caps and washing the +sandshore with long lines of silvery breakers, we alighted at the +little station and walked the half mile to our new home, leaving our +goods and chattels to be carted over in the evening by an obliging +station agent's boy. + + * * * * * + +Our first glimpse of Aunt Elizabeth's cottage was a delight to soul +and sense; it looked so like a big grey seashell stranded on the +shore. Between it and the harbour was only a narrow strip of shingle, +and behind it was a gnarled and battered fir wood where the winds were +in the habit of harping all sorts of weird and haunting music. Inside, +it was to prove even yet more quaint and delightful, with its low, +dark-beamed ceilings and square, deep-set windows by which, whether +open or shut, sea breezes entered at their own sweet will. The view +from our door was magnificent, taking in the big harbour and sweeps of +purple hills beyond. The entrance of the harbour gave it its name--a +deep, narrow channel between the bar of sand dunes on the one side and +a steep, high, frowning red sandstone cliff on the other. We +appreciated its significance the first time we saw a splendid golden +sunrise flooding it, coming out of the wonderful sea and sky beyond +and billowing through that narrow passage in waves of light. Truly, it +was a golden gate through which one might sail to "faerie lands +forlorn." + +As we went along the path to our little house we were agreeably +surprised to see a blue spiral of smoke curling up from its big, +square chimney, and the next moment Uncle Jesse (we were calling him +Uncle Jesse half an hour after we met him, so it seems scarcely +worthwhile to begin with anything else) came to the door. + +"Welcome, ladies," he said, holding out a big, hard, but scrupulously +clean hand. "I thought you'd be feeling a bit tired and hungry, maybe, +so when I came over to open up I put on a fire and brewed you up a cup +of tea. I just delight in being neighbourly and 'tain't often I have +the chance." + +We found that Uncle Jesse's "cup of tea" meant a veritable spread. He +had aired the little dining room, set out the table daintily with Aunt +Elizabeth's china and linen--"knowed jest where to put my hands on +'em--often and often helped old Miss Kennedy wash 'em. We were +cronies, her and me. I miss her terrible"--and adorned it with +mayflowers which, as we afterwards discovered, he had tramped several +miles to gather. There was good bread and butter, "store" biscuits, a +dish of tea fit for the gods on high Olympus, and a platter of the +most delicious sea trout, done to a turn. + +"Thought they'd be tasty after travelling," said Uncle Jesse. "They're +fresh as trout can be, ma'am. Two hours ago they was swimming in +Johnson's pond yander. I caught 'em--yes, ma'am. It's about all I'm +good for now, catching trout and cod occasional. But 'tweren't always +so--not by no manner of means. I used to do other things, as you'd +admit if you saw my life-book." + +I was so hungry and tired that I did not then "rise to the bait" of +Uncle Jesse's "life-book." I simply wanted to begin on those trout. +Mother insisted that Uncle Jesse sit down and help us eat the repast +he had prepared, and he assented without undue coaxing. + +"Thank ye kindly. 'Twill be a real treat. I mostly has to eat my meals +alone, with the reflection of my ugly old phiz in a looking glass +opposite for company. 'Tisn't often I have the chance to sit down with +two such sweet purty ladies." + +Uncle Jesse's compliments look bald enough on paper, but he paid them +with such gracious, gentle deference of tone and look that the woman +who received them felt that she was being offered a queen's gift in +kingly fashion. + +He broke bread with us and from that moment we were all friends +together and forever. After we had eaten all we could, we sat at our +table for an hour and listened to Uncle Jesse telling us stories of +his life. + +"If I talk too much you must jest check me," he said seriously, but +with a twinkle in his eyes. "When I do get a chance to talk to anyone +I'm apt to run on terrible." + +He had been a sailor from the time he was ten years old, and some of +his adventures had such a marvellous edge that I secretly wondered if +Uncle Jesse were not drawing a rather long bow at our credulous +expense. But in this, as I found later, I did him injustice. His tales +were all literally true, and Uncle Jesse had the gift of the born +story-teller, whereby "unhappy, far-off things" can be brought vividly +before the hearer and made to live again in all their pristine +poignancy. + +Mother and I laughed and shivered over Uncle Jesse's tales, and once +we found ourselves crying. Uncle Jesse surveyed our tears with +pleasure shining out through his face like an illuminating lamp. + +"I like to make folks cry that way," he remarked. "It's a compliment. +But I can't do justice to the things I've seen and helped do. I've got +'em all jotted down in my life-book but I haven't got the knack of +writing them out properly. If I had, I could make a great book, if I +had the knack of hitting on just the right words and stringing +everything together proper on paper. But I can't. It's in this poor +human critter," Uncle Jesse patted his breast sorrowfully, "but he +can't get it out." + +When Uncle Jesse went home that evening Mother asked him to come often +to see us. + +"I wonder if you'd give that invitation if you knew how likely I'd be +to accept it," he remarked whimsically. + +"Which is another way of saying you wonder if I meant it," smiled +Mother. "I do, most heartily and sincerely." + +"Then I'll come. You'll likely be pestered with me at any hour. And +I'd be proud to have you drop over to visit me now and then too. I +live on that point yander. Neither me nor my house is worth coming to +see. It's only got one room and a loft and a stovepipe sticking out of +the roof for a chimney. But I've got a few little things lying around +that I picked up in the queer corners I used to be poking my nose +into. Mebbe they'd interest you." + +Uncle Jesse's "few little things" turned out to be the most +interesting collection of curios I had ever seen. His one neat little +living room was full of them--beautiful, hideous or quaint as the case +might be, and almost all having some weird or exciting story attached. + +Mother and I had a beautiful summer at Golden Gate. We lived the life +of two children with Uncle Jesse as a playmate. Our housekeeping was +of the simplest description and we spent our hours rambling along the +shores, reading on the rocks or sailing over the harbour in Uncle +Jesse's trim little boat. Every day we loved the simple-souled, true, +manly old sailor more and more. He was as refreshing as a sea breeze, +as interesting as some ancient chronicle. We never tired of listening +to his stories, and his quaint remarks and comments were a continual +delight to us. Uncle Jesse was one of those interesting and rare +people who, in the picturesque phraseology of the shore folks, "never +speak but they say something." The milk of human kindness and the +wisdom of the serpent were mingled in Uncle Jesse's composition in +delightful proportions. + +One day he was absent all day and returned at nightfall. + +"Took a tramp back yander." "Back yander" with Uncle Jesse might mean +the station hamlet or the city a hundred miles away or any place +between--"to carry Mr. Kimball a mess of trout. He likes one +occasional and it's all I can do for a kindness he did me once. I +stayed all day to talk to him. He likes to talk to me, though he's an +eddicated man, because he's one of the folks that's _got_ to talk or +they're miserable, and he finds listeners scarce 'round here. The +folks fight shy of him because they think he's an infidel. He ain't +_that_ far gone exactly--few men is, I reckon--but he's what you might +call a heretic. Heretics are wicked but they're mighty interesting. +It's just that they've got sorter lost looking for God, being under +the impression that He's hard to find--which He ain't, never. Most of +'em blunder to Him after a while I guess. I don't think listening to +Mr. Kimball's arguments is likely to do _me_ much harm. Mind you, I +believe what I was brought up to believe. It saves a vast of +trouble--and back of it all, God is good. The trouble with Mr. Kimball +is, he's a leetle _too_ clever. He thinks he's bound to live up to +his cleverness and that it's smarter to thrash out some new way of +getting to heaven than to go by the old track the common, ignorant +folks is travelling. But he'll get there sometime all right and then +he'll laugh at himself." + + * * * * * + +Nothing ever seemed to put Uncle Jesse out or depress him in any way. + +"I've kind of contracted a habit of enjoying things," he remarked +once, when Mother had commented on his invariable cheerfulness. "It's +got so chronic that I believe I even enjoy the disagreeable things. +It's great fun thinking they can't last. 'Old rheumatiz,' I says, when +it grips me hard, 'you've _got_ to stop aching sometime. The worse you +are the sooner you'll stop, perhaps. I'm bound to get the better of +you in the long run, whether in the body or out of the body.'" + +Uncle Jesse seldom came to our house without bringing us something, +even if it were only a bunch of sweet grass. + +"I favour the smell of sweet grass," he said. "It always makes me +think of my mother." + +"She was fond of it?" + +"Not that I knows on. Dunno's she ever saw any sweet grass. No, it's +because it has a kind of motherly perfume--not too young, you +understand--something kind of seasoned and wholesome and +dependable--just like a mother." + +Uncle Jesse was a very early riser. He seldom missed a sunrise. + +"I've seen all kinds of sunrises come in through that there Gate," he +said dreamily one morning when I myself had made a heroic effort at +early rising and joined him on the rocks halfway between his house and +ours. "I've been all over the world and, take it all in all, I've +never seen a finer sight than a summer sunrise out there beyant the +Gate. A man can't pick his time for dying, Mary--jest got to go when +the Captain gives his sailing orders. But if I could I'd go out when +the morning comes in there at the Gate. I've watched it a many times +and thought what a thing it would be to pass out through that great +white glory to whatever was waiting beyant, on a sea that ain't mapped +out on any airthly chart. I think, Mary, I'd find lost Margaret +there." + +He had already told me the story of "lost Margaret," as he always +called her. He rarely spoke of her, but when he did his love for her +trembled in every tone--a love that had never grown faint or +forgetful. Uncle Jesse was seventy; it was fifty years since lost +Margaret had fallen asleep one day in her father's dory and +drifted--as was supposed, for nothing was ever known certainly of her +fate--across the harbour and out of the Gate, to perish in the black +thunder squall that had come up suddenly that long-ago afternoon. But +to Uncle Jesse those fifty years were but as yesterday when it is +past. + +"I walked the shore for months after that," he said sadly, "looking to +find her dear, sweet little body, but the sea never gave her back to +me. But I'll find her sometime. I wisht I could tell you just how she +looked but I can't. I've seen a fine silvery mist hanging over the +Gate at sunrise that seemed like her--and then again I've seen a white +birch in the woods back yander that made me think of her. She had pale +brown hair and a little white face, and long slender fingers like +yours, Mary, only browner, for she was a shore girl. Sometimes I wake +up in the night and hear the sea calling to me in the old way and it +seems as if lost Margaret called in it. And when there's a storm and +the waves are sobbing and moaning I hear her lamenting among them. And +when they laugh on a gay day it's _her_ laugh--lost Margaret's sweet +little laugh. The sea took her from me but some day I'll find her, +Mary. It can't keep us apart forever." + +I had not been long at Golden Gate before I saw Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," as he quaintly called it. He needed no coaxing to show it +and he proudly gave it to me to read. It was an old leather-bound book +filled with the record of his voyages and adventures. I thought what a +veritable treasure trove it would be to a writer. Every sentence was a +nugget. In itself the book had no literary merit; Uncle Jesse's charm +of story-telling failed him when he came to pen and ink; he could only +jot down roughly the outlines of his famous tales, and both spelling +and grammar were sadly askew. But I felt that if anyone possessing the +gift could take that simple record of a brave, adventurous life, +reading between the bald lines the tale of dangers staunchly faced and +duties manfully done, a wonderful story might be made from it. Pure +comedy and thrilling tragedy were both lying hidden in Uncle Jesse's +"life-book," waiting for the touch of the magician's hand to waken the +laughter and grief and horror of thousands. I thought of my cousin, +Robert Kennedy, who juggled with words in a masterly fashion, but +complained that he found it hard to create incidents or characters. +Here were both ready to his hand, but Robert was in Japan in the +interests of his paper. + +In the fall, when the harbour lay black and sullen under November +skies, Mother and I went back to town, parting with Uncle Jesse +regretfully. We wanted him to visit us in town during the winter but +he shook his head. + +"It's too far away, Mary. If lost Margaret called me I mightn't hear +her there. I must be here when my time comes. It can't be very far off +now." + +I wrote often to Uncle Jesse through the winter and sent him books and +magazines. He enjoyed them but he thought--and truly enough--that none +of them came up to his life-book for real interest. + +"If my life-book could be took and writ by someone that knowed how, it +would beat them holler," he wrote in one of his few letters to me. + +In the spring we returned joyfully to Golden Gate. It was as golden as +ever and the harbour as blue; the winds still rollicked as gaily and +sweetly and the breakers boomed outside the bar as of yore. All was +unchanged save Uncle Jesse. He had aged greatly and seemed frail and +bent. After he had gone home from his first call on us, Mother cried. + +"Uncle Jesse will soon be going to seek lost Margaret," she said. + +In June Robert came. I took him promptly over to see Uncle Jesse, who +was very much excited when he found that Robert was a "real writing +man." + +"Robert wants to hear some of your stories, Uncle Jesse," I said. +"Tell him the one about the captain who went crazy and imagined he was +the Flying Dutchman." + +This was Uncle Jesse's best story. It was a compound of humour and +horror, and though I had heard it several times, I laughed as heartily +and shivered as fearsomely over it as Robert did. Other tales +followed; Uncle Jesse told how his vessel had been run down by a +steamer, how he had been boarded by Malay pirates, how his ship had +caught fire, how he had helped a political prisoner escape from a +South American republic. He never said a boastful word, but it was +impossible to help seeing what a hero the man had been--brave, true, +resourceful, unselfish, skilful. He sat there in his poor little room +and made those things live again for us. By a lift of the eyebrow, a +twist of the lip, a gesture, a word, he painted some whole scene or +character so that we saw it as it was. + +Finally, he lent Robert his life-book. Robert sat up all night reading +it and came to the breakfast table in great excitement. + +"Mary, this is a wonderful book. If I could take it and garb it +properly--work it up into a systematic whole and string it on the +thread of Uncle Jesse's romance of lost Margaret, it would be the +novel of the year. Do you suppose he would let me do it?" + +"Let you! I think he would be delighted," I answered. + +And he was. He was as excited as a schoolboy over it. At last his +cherished dream was to be realized and his life-book given to the +world. + +"We'll collaborate," said Robert. "You will give the soul and I the +body. Oh, we'll write a famous book between us, Uncle Jesse. And we'll +get right to work." + +Uncle Jesse was a happy man that summer. He looked upon the little +back room we gave up to Robert for a study as a sacred shrine. Robert +talked everything over with Uncle Jesse but would not let him see the +manuscript. "You must wait till it is published," he said. "Then +you'll get it all at once in its best shape." + +Robert delved into the treasures of the life-book and used them +freely. He dreamed and brooded over lost Margaret until she became a +vivid reality to him and lived in his pages. As the book progressed it +took possession of him and he worked at it with feverish eagerness. He +let me read the manuscript and criticize it; and the concluding +chapter of the book, which the critics later on were pleased to call +idyllic, was modelled after my suggestions, so that I felt as if I had +a share in it too. + +It was autumn when the book was finished. Robert went back to town, +but Mother and I decided to stay at Golden Gate all winter. We loved +the spot and, besides, I wished to remain for Uncle Jesse's sake. He +was failing all the time, and after Robert went and the excitement of +the book-making was past, he failed still more rapidly. His tramping +expeditions were over and he seldom went out in his boat. Neither did +he talk a great deal. He liked to come over and sit silently for hours +at our seaward window, looking out wistfully toward the Gate with his +swiftly whitening head leaning on his hand. The only keen interest he +still had was in Robert's book. He waited and watched impatiently for +its publication. + +"I want to live till I see it," he said, "just that long--then I'll be +ready to go. He said it would be out in the spring--I must hang on +till it comes, Mary." + +There were times when I doubted sadly if he would "hang on." As the +winter wore away he grew frailer and frailer. But ever he looked +forward to the coming of spring and "the book," _his_ book, +transformed and glorified. + +One day in young April the book came at last. Uncle Jesse had gone to +the post office faithfully every day for a month, expecting it, but +this day he was too feeble to go and I went for him. The book was +there. It was called simply, _The Life-Book of Jesse Boyd_, and on the +title page the names of Robert Kennedy and Jesse Boyd were printed as +collaborators. + +I shall never forget Uncle Jesse's face as I handed it to him. I came +away and left him reading it, oblivious to all else. All night the +light burned in his window, and I looked out across the sands to it +and pictured the delight of the old man poring over the printed pages +whereon his own life was portrayed. I wondered how he would like the +ending--the ending I had suggested. I was never to know. + +After breakfast I went over to Uncle Jesse's house, taking some little +delicacy Mother had cooked for him. It was an exquisite morning, full +of delicate spring tints and sounds. The harbour was sparkling and +dimpling like a girl, the winds were playing hide and seek roguishly +among the stunted firs, and the silver-flashing gulls were soaring +over the bar. Beyond the Gate was a shining, wonderful sea. + +When I reached the little house on the point I saw the lamp still +burning wanly in the window. A quick alarm struck at my heart. Without +waiting to knock, I lifted the latch, and entered. + +Uncle Jesse was lying on the old sofa by the window, with the book +clasped to his heart. His eyes were closed and on his face was a look +of the most perfect peace and happiness--the look of one who has long +sought and found at last. + +We could not know at what hour he had died, but somehow I think he had +his wish and went out when the morning came in through the Golden +Gate. Out on that shining tide his spirit drifted, over the sunrise +sea of pearl and silver, to the haven where lost Margaret waited +beyond the storms and calms. + + + + +The Little Black Doll + + +Everybody in the Marshall household was excited on the evening of the +concert at the Harbour Light Hotel--everybody, even to Little Joyce, +who couldn't go to the concert because there wasn't anybody else to +stay with Denise. Perhaps Denise was the most excited of them +all--Denise, who was slowly dying of consumption in the Marshall +kitchen chamber because there was no other place in the world for her +to die in, or anybody to trouble about her. Mrs. Roderick Marshall +thought it very good of herself to do so much for Denise. To be sure, +Denise was not much bother, and Little Joyce did most of the waiting +on her. + +At the tea table nothing was talked of but the concert; for was not +Madame Laurin, the great French Canadian prima donna, at the hotel, +and was she not going to sing? It was the opportunity of a +lifetime--the Marshalls would not have missed it for anything. +Stately, handsome old Grandmother Marshall was going, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella, and of course Chrissie, who was always +taken everywhere because she was pretty and graceful, and everything +that Little Joyce was not. + +Little Joyce would have liked to go to the concert, for she was very +fond of music; and, besides, she wanted to be able to tell Denise all +about it. But when you are shy and homely and thin and awkward, your +grandmother never takes you anywhere. At least, such was Little +Joyce's belief. + +Little Joyce knew quite well that Grandmother Marshall did not like +her. She thought it was because she was so plain and awkward--and in +part it was. Grandmother Marshall cared very little for granddaughters +who did not do her credit. But Little Joyce's mother had married a +poor man in the face of her family's disapproval, and then both she +and her husband had been inconsiderate enough to die and leave a +small orphan without a penny to support her. Grandmother Marshall fed +and clothed the child, but who could make anything of such a shy +creature with no gifts or graces whatever? Grandmother Marshall had no +intention of trying. Chrissie, the golden-haired and pink-cheeked, was +Grandmother Marshall's pet. + +Little Joyce knew this. She did not envy Chrissie but, oh, how she +wished Grandmother Marshall would love her a little, too! Nobody loved +her but Denise and the little black doll. And Little Joyce was +beginning to understand that Denise would not be in the kitchen +chamber very much longer, and the little black doll couldn't _tell_ +you she loved you--although she did, of course. Little Joyce had no +doubt at all on this point. + +Little Joyce sighed so deeply over this thought that Uncle Roderick +smiled at her. Uncle Roderick _did_ smile at her sometimes. + +"What is the matter, Little Joyce?" he asked. + +"I was thinking about my black doll," said Little Joyce timidly. + +"Ah, your black doll. If Madame Laurin were to see it, she'd likely +want it. She makes a hobby of collecting dolls all over the world, but +I doubt if she has in her collection a doll that served to amuse a +little girl four thousand years ago in the court of the Pharaohs." + +"I think Joyce's black doll is very ugly," said Chrissie. "My wax doll +with the yellow hair is ever so much prettier." + +"My black doll isn't ugly," cried Little Joyce indignantly. She could +endure to be called ugly herself, but she could not bear to have her +darling black doll called ugly. In her excitement she upset her cup of +tea over the tablecloth. Aunt Isabella looked angry, and Grandmother +Marshall said sharply: "Joyce, leave the table. You grow more awkward +and careless every day." + +Little Joyce, on the verge of tears, crept away and went up the +kitchen stairs to Denise to be comforted. But Denise herself had been +crying. She lay on her little bed by the low window, where the glow of +the sunset was coming in; her hollow cheeks were scarlet with fever. + +"Oh! I want so much to hear Madame Laurin sing," she sobbed. "I feel +lak I could die easier if I hear her sing just one leetle song. She is +Frenchwoman, too, and she sing all de ole French songs--de ole songs +my mudder sing long 'go. Oh! I so want to hear Madame Laurin sing." + +"But you can't, dear Denise," said Little Joyce very softly, stroking +Denise's hot forehead with her cool, slender hand. Little Joyce had +very pretty hands, only nobody had ever noticed them. "You are not +strong enough to go to the concert. I'll sing for you, if you like. Of +course, I can't sing very well, but I'll do my best." + +"You sing lak a sweet bird, but you are not Madame Laurin," said +Denise restlessly. "It is de great Madame I want to hear. I haf not +long to live. Oh, I know, Leetle Joyce--I know what de doctor look +lak--and I want to hear Madame Laurin sing 'fore I die. I know it is +impossible--but I long for it so--just one leetle song." + +Denise put her thin hands over her face and sobbed again. Little Joyce +went and sat down by the window, looking out into the white birches. +Her heart ached bitterly. Dear Denise was going to die soon--oh, very +soon! Little Joyce, wise and knowing beyond her years, saw that. And +Denise wanted to hear Madame Laurin sing. It seemed a foolish thing to +think of, but Little Joyce thought hard about it; and when she had +finished thinking, she got her little black doll and took it to bed +with her, and there she cried herself to sleep. + +At the breakfast table next morning the Marshalls talked about the +concert and the wonderful Madame Laurin. Little Joyce listened in her +usual silence; her crying the night before had not improved her looks +any. Never, thought handsome Grandmother Marshall, had she appeared so +sallow and homely. Really, Grandmother Marshall could not have the +patience to look at her. She decided that she would not take Joyce +driving with her and Chrissie that afternoon, as she had thought of, +after all. + +In the forenoon it was discovered that Denise was much worse, and the +doctor was sent for. He came, and shook his head, that being really +all he could do under the circumstances. When he went away, he was +waylaid at the back door by a small gypsy with big, black, serious +eyes and long black hair. + +"Is Denise going to die?" Little Joyce asked in the blunt, +straightforward fashion Grandmother Marshall found so trying. + +The doctor looked at her from under his shaggy brows and decided that +here was one of the people to whom you might as well tell the truth +first as last, because they are bound to have it. + +"Yes," he said. + +"Soon?" + +"Very soon, I'm afraid. In a few days at most." + +"Thank you," said Little Joyce gravely. + +She went to her room and did something with the black doll. She did +not cry, but if you could have seen her face you would have wished she +would cry. + +After dinner Grandmother Marshall and Chrissie drove away, and Uncle +Roderick and Aunt Isabella went away, too. Little Joyce crept up to +the kitchen chamber. Denise was lying in an uneasy sleep, with tear +stains on her face. Then Little Joyce tiptoed down and sped away to +the hotel. + +She did not know just what she would say or do when she got there, but +she thought hard all the way to the end of the shore road. When she +came out to the shore, a lady was sitting alone on a big rock--a lady +with a dark, beautiful face and wonderful eyes. Little Joyce stopped +before her and looked at her meditatively. Perhaps it would be well to +ask advice of this lady. + +"If you please," said Little Joyce, who was never shy with strangers, +for whose opinion she didn't care at all, "I want to see Madame Laurin +at the hotel and ask her to do me a very great favour. Will you tell +me the best way to go about seeing her? I shall be much obliged to +you." + +"What is the favour you want to ask of Madame Laurin?" inquired the +lady, smiling. + +"I want to ask her if she will come and sing for Denise before she +dies--before Denise dies, I mean. Denise is our French girl, and the +doctor says she cannot live very long, and she wishes with all her +heart to hear Madame Laurin sing. It is very bitter, you know, to be +dying and want something very much and not be able to get it." + +"Do you think Madame Laurin will go?" asked the lady. + +"I don't know. I am going to offer her my little black doll. If she +will not come for that, there is nothing else I can do." + +A flash of interest lighted up the lady's brown eyes. She bent +forward. + +"Is it your doll you have in that box? Will you let me see it?" + +Little Joyce nodded. Mutely she opened the box and took out the black +doll. The lady gave an exclamation of amazed delight and almost +snatched it from Little Joyce. It was a very peculiar little doll +indeed, carved out of some black polished wood. + +"Child, where in the world did you get this?" she cried. + +"Father got it out of a grave in Egypt," said Little Joyce. "It was +buried with the mummy of a little girl who lived four thousand years +ago, Uncle Roderick says. She must have loved her doll very much to +have had it buried with her, mustn't she? But she could not have loved +it any more than I do." + +"And yet you are going to give it away?" said the lady, looking at her +keenly. + +"For Denise's sake," explained Little Joyce. "I would do anything for +Denise because I love her and she loves me. When the only person in +the world who loves you is going to die, there is nothing you would +not do for her if you could. Denise was so good to me before she took +sick. She used to kiss me and play with me and make little cakes for +me and tell me beautiful stories." + +The lady put the little black doll back in the box. Then she stood up +and held out her hand. + +"Come," she said. "I am Madame Laurin, and I shall go and sing for +Denise." + +Little Joyce piloted Madame Laurin home and into the kitchen and up +the back stairs to the kitchen chamber--a proceeding which would have +filled Aunt Isabella with horror if she had known. But Madame Laurin +did not seem to mind, and Little Joyce never thought about it at all. +It was Little Joyce's awkward, unMarshall-like fashion to go to a +place by the shortest way there, even if it was up the kitchen stairs. + +Madame Laurin stood in the bare little room and looked pityingly at +the wasted, wistful face on the pillow. + +"This is Madame Laurin, and she is going to sing for you, Denise," +whispered Little Joyce. + +Denise's face lighted up, and she clasped her hands. + +"If you please," she said faintly. "A French song, Madame--de ole +French song dey sing long 'go." + +Then did Madame Laurin sing. Never had that kitchen chamber been so +filled with glorious melody. Song after song she sang--the old +folklore songs of the _habitant_, the songs perhaps that Evangeline +listened to in her childhood. + +Little Joyce knelt by the bed, her eyes on the singer like one +entranced. Denise lay with her face full of joy and rapture--such joy +and rapture! Little Joyce did not regret the sacrifice of her black +doll--never could regret it, as long as she remembered Denise's look. + +"T'ank you, Madame," said Denise brokenly, when Madame ceased. "Dat +was so beautiful--de angel, dey cannot sing more sweet. I love music +so much, Madame. Leetle Joyce, she sing to me often and often--she +sing sweet, but not lak you--oh, not lak you." + +"Little Joyce must sing for me," said Madame, smiling, as she sat down +by the window. "I always like to hear fresh, childish voices. Will +you, Little Joyce?" + +"Oh, yes." Little Joyce was quite unembarrassed and perfectly willing +to do anything she could for this wonderful woman who had brought that +look to Denise's face. "I will sing as well as I can for you. Of +course, I can't sing very well and I don't know anything but hymns. I +always sing hymns for Denise, although she is a Catholic and the hymns +are Protestant. But her priest told her it was all right, because all +music was of God. Denise's priest is a very nice man, and I like him. +He thought my little black doll--_your_ little black doll--was +splendid. I'll sing 'Lead, Kindly Light.' That is Denise's favourite +hymn." + +Then Little Joyce, slipping her hand into Denise's, began to sing. At +the first note Madame Laurin, who had been gazing out of the window +with a rather listless smile, turned quickly and looked at Little +Joyce with amazed eyes. Delight followed amazement, and when Little +Joyce had finished, the great Madame rose impulsively, her face and +eyes glowing, stepped swiftly to Little Joyce and took the thin dark +face between her gemmed hands. + +"Child, do you know what a wonderful voice you have--what a marvellous +voice? It is--it is--I never heard such a voice in a child of your +age. Mine was nothing to it--nothing at all. You will be a great +singer some day--far greater than I--yes. But you must have the +training. Where are your parents? I must see them." + +"I have no parents," said the bewildered Little Joyce. "I belong to +Grandmother Marshall, and she is out driving." + +"Then I shall wait until your Grandmother Marshall comes home from her +drive," said Madame Laurin decidedly. + +Half an hour later a very much surprised old lady was listening to +Madame Laurin's enthusiastic statements. + +"How is it I have never heard you sing, if you can sing so well?" +asked Grandmother Marshall, looking at Little Joyce with something in +her eyes that had never been in them before--as Little Joyce instantly +felt to the core of her sensitive soul. But Little Joyce hung her +head. It had never occurred to her to sing in Grandmother Marshall's +presence. + +"This child must be trained by-and-by," said Madame Laurin. "If you +cannot afford it, Mrs. Marshall, I will see to it. Such a voice must +not be wasted." + +"Thank you, Madame Laurin," said Grandmother Marshall with a gracious +dignity, "but I am quite able to give my granddaughter all the +necessary advantages for the development of her gift. And I thank you +very much for telling me of it." + +Madame Laurin bent and kissed Little Joyce's brown cheek. + +"Little gypsy, good-by. But come every day to this hotel to see me. +And next summer I shall be back. I like you--because some day you will +be a great singer and because today you are a loving, unselfish baby." + +"You have forgotten the little black doll, Madame," said Little Joyce +gravely. + +Madame threw up her hands, laughing. "No, no, I shall not take your +little black doll of the four thousand years. Keep it for a mascot. A +great singer always needs a mascot. But do not, I command you, take it +out of the box till I am gone, for if I were to see it again, I might +not be able to resist the temptation. Some day I shall show you _my_ +dolls, but there is not such a gem among them." + +When Madame Laurin had gone, Grandmother Marshall looked at Little +Joyce. + +"Come to my room, Joyce. I want to see if we cannot find a more +becoming way of arranging your hair. It has grown so thick and long. I +had no idea how thick and long. Yes, we must certainly find a better +way than that stiff braid. Come!" + +Little Joyce, taking Grandmother Marshall's extended hand, felt very +happy. She realized that this strange, stately old lady, who never +liked little girls unless they were pretty or graceful or clever, was +beginning to love her at last. + + + + +The Man on the Train + + +When the telegram came from William George, Grandma Sheldon was all +alone with Cyrus and Louise. And Cyrus and Louise, aged respectively +twelve and eleven, were not very much good, Grandma thought, when it +came to advising what was to be done. Grandma was "all in a flutter, +dear, oh dear," as she said. + +The telegram said that Delia, William George's wife, was seriously ill +down at Green Village, and William George wanted Samuel to bring +Grandma down immediately. Delia had always thought there was nobody +like Grandma when it came to nursing sick folks. + +But Samuel and his wife were both away--had been away for two days and +intended to be away for five more. They had driven to Sinclair, twenty +miles away, to visit with Mrs. Samuel's folks for a week. + +"Dear, oh dear, what shall I do?" said Grandma. + +"Go right to Green Village on the evening train," said Cyrus briskly. + +"Dear, oh dear, and leave you two alone!" cried Grandma. + +"Louise and I will do very well until tomorrow," said Cyrus sturdily. +"We will send word to Sinclair by today's mail, and Father and Mother +will be home by tomorrow night." + +"But I never was on the cars in my life," protested Grandma nervously. +"I'm--I'm so frightened to start alone. And you never know what kind +of people you may meet on the train." + +"You'll be all right, Grandma. I'll drive you to the station, get you +your ticket, and put you on the train. Then you'll have nothing to do +until the train gets to Green Village. I'll send a telegram to Uncle +William George to meet you." + +"I shall fall and break my neck getting off the train," said Grandma +pessimistically. But she was wondering at the same time whether she +had better take the black valise or the yellow, and whether William +George would be likely to have plenty of flaxseed in the house. + +It was six miles to the station, and Cyrus drove Grandma over in time +to catch a train that reached Green Village at nine o'clock. + +"Dear, oh dear," said Grandma, "what if William George's folks ain't +there to meet me? It's all very well, Cyrus, to say that they will be +there, but you don't know. And it's all very well to say not to be +nervous because everything will be all right. If you were seventy-five +years old and had never set foot on the cars in your life you'd be +nervous too, and you can't be sure that everything will be all right. +You never know what sort of people you'll meet on the train. I may get +on the wrong train or lose my ticket or get carried past Green Village +or get my pocket picked. Well, no, I won't do that, for not one cent +will I carry with me. You shall take back home all the money you don't +need to get my ticket. Then I shall be easier in my mind. Dear, oh +dear, if it wasn't that Delia is so seriously ill I wouldn't go one +step." + +"Oh, you'll be all right, Grandma," assured Cyrus. + +He got Grandma's ticket for her and Grandma tied it up in the corner +of her handkerchief. Then the train came in and Grandma, clinging +closely to Cyrus, was put on it. Cyrus found a comfortable seat for +her and shook hands cheerily. + +"Good-bye, Grandma. Don't be frightened. Here's the _Weekly Argus_. I +got it at the store. You may like to look over it." + +Then Cyrus was gone, and in a minute the station house and platform +began to glide away. + +Dear, oh dear, what has happened to it? thought Grandma in dismay. The +next moment she exclaimed aloud, "Why, it's us that's moving, not it!" + +Some of the passengers smiled pleasantly at Grandma. She was the +variety of old lady at which people do smile pleasantly; a grandma +with round, pink cheeks, soft, brown eyes, and lovely snow-white curls +is a nice person to look at wherever she is found. + +After a while Grandma, to her amazement, discovered that she liked +riding on the cars. It was not at all the disagreeable experience she +had expected it to be. Why, she was just as comfortable as if she were +in her own rocking chair at home! And there was such a lot of people +to look at, and many of the ladies had such beautiful dresses and +hats. After all, the people you met on a train, thought Grandma, are +surprisingly like the people you meet off it. If it had not been for +wondering how she would get off at Green Village, Grandma would have +enjoyed herself thoroughly. + +Four or five stations farther on the train halted at a lonely-looking +place consisting of the station house and a barn, surrounded by scrub +woods and blueberry barrens. One passenger got on and, finding only +one vacant seat in the crowded car, sat right down beside Grandma +Sheldon. + +Grandma Sheldon held her breath while she looked him over. Was he a +pickpocket? He didn't appear like one, but you can never be sure of +the people you meet on the train. Grandma remembered with a sigh of +thankfulness that she had no money. + +Besides, he seemed really very respectable and harmless. He was +quietly dressed in a suit of dark-blue serge with a black overcoat. He +wore his hat well down on his forehead and was clean shaven. His hair +was very black, but his eyes were blue--nice eyes, Grandma thought. +She always felt great confidence in a man who had bright, open, blue +eyes. Grandpa Sheldon, who had died so long ago, four years after +their marriage, had had bright blue eyes. + +To be sure, he had fair hair, reflected Grandma. It's real odd to see +such black hair with such light blue eyes. Well, he's real nice +looking, and I don't believe there's a mite of harm in him. + +The early autumn night had now fallen and Grandma could not amuse +herself by watching the scenery. She bethought herself of the paper +Cyrus had given her and took it out of her basket. It was an old +weekly a fortnight back. On the first page was a long account of a +murder case with scare heads, and into this Grandma plunged eagerly. +Sweet old Grandma Sheldon, who would not have harmed a fly and hated +to see even a mousetrap set, simply revelled in the newspaper accounts +of murders. And the more shocking and cold-blooded they were, the more +eagerly did Grandma read of them. + +This murder story was particularly good from Grandma's point of view; +it was full of "thrills." A man had been shot down, apparently in cold +blood, and his supposed murderer was still at large and had eluded all +the efforts of justice to capture him. His name was Mark Hartwell, and +he was described as a tall, fair man, with full auburn beard and +curly, light hair. + +"What a shocking thing!" said Grandma aloud. + +Her companion looked at her with a kindly, amused smile. + +"What is it?" he asked. + +"Why, this murder at Charlotteville," answered Grandma, forgetting, in +her excitement, that it was not safe to talk to people you meet on the +train. "It just makes my blood run cold to read about it. And to think +that the man who did it is still around the country somewhere--plotting +other murders, I haven't a doubt. What is the good of the police?" + +"They're dull fellows," agreed the dark man. + +"But I don't envy that man his conscience," said Grandma solemnly--and +somewhat inconsistently, in view of her statement about the other +murders that were being plotted. "What must a man feel like who has +the blood of a fellow creature on his hands? Depend upon it, his +punishment has begun already, caught or not." + +"That is true," said the dark man quietly. + +"Such a good-looking man too," said Grandma, looking wistfully at the +murderer's picture. "It doesn't seem possible that he can have killed +anybody. But the paper says there isn't a doubt." + +"He is probably guilty," said the dark man, "but nothing is known of +his provocation. The affair may not have been so cold-blooded as the +accounts state. Those newspaper fellows never err on the side of +undercolouring." + +"I really think," said Grandma slowly, "that I would like to see a +murderer--just one. Whenever I say anything like that, Adelaide--Adelaide +is Samuel's wife--looks at me as if she thought there was something +wrong about me. And perhaps there is, but I do, all the same. When I +was a little girl, there was a man in our settlement who was suspected +of poisoning his wife. She died very suddenly. I used to look at him +with such interest. But it wasn't satisfactory, because you could never +be sure whether he was really guilty or not. I never could believe that +he was, because he was such a nice man in some ways and so good and +kind to children. I don't believe a man who was bad enough to poison +his wife could have any good in him." + +"Perhaps not," agreed the dark man. He had absent-mindedly folded up +Grandma's old copy of the _Argus_ and put it in his pocket. Grandma +did not like to ask him for it, although she would have liked to see +if there were any more murder stories in it. Besides, just at that +moment the conductor came around for tickets. + +Grandma looked in the basket for her handkerchief. It was not there. +She looked on the floor and on the seat and under the seat. It was not +there. She stood up and shook herself--still no handkerchief. + +"Dear, oh dear," exclaimed Grandma wildly, "I've lost my ticket--I +always knew I would--I told Cyrus I would! Oh, where can it be?" + +The conductor scowled unsympathetically. The dark man got up and +helped Grandma search, but no ticket was to be found. + +"You'll have to pay the money then, and something extra," said the +conductor gruffly. + +"I can't--I haven't a cent of money," wailed Grandma. "I gave it all +to Cyrus because I was afraid my pocket would be picked. Oh, what +shall I do?" + +"Don't worry. I'll make it all right," said the dark man. He took out +his pocketbook and handed the conductor a bill. That functionary +grumblingly made the change and marched onward, while Grandma, pale +with excitement and relief, sank back into her seat. + +"I can't tell you how much I am obliged to you, sir," she said +tremulously. "I don't know what I should have done. Would he have put +me off right here in the snow?" + +"I hardly think he would have gone to such lengths," said the dark man +with a smile. "But he's a cranky, disobliging fellow enough--I know +him of old. And you must not feel overly grateful to me. I am glad of +the opportunity to help you. I had an old grandmother myself once," +he added with a sigh. + +"You must give me your name and address, of course," said Grandma, +"and my son--Samuel Sheldon of Midverne--will see that the money is +returned to you. Well, this is a lesson to me! I'll never trust myself +on a train again, and all I wish is that I was safely off this one. +This fuss has worked my nerves all up again." + +"Don't worry, Grandma. I'll see you safely off the train when we get +to Green Village." + +"Will you, though? Will you, now?" said Grandma eagerly. "I'll be real +easy in my mind, then," she added with a returning smile. "I feel as +if I could trust you for anything--and I'm a real suspicious person +too." + +They had a long talk after that--or, rather, Grandma talked and the +dark man listened and smiled. She told him all about William George +and Delia and their baby and about Samuel and Adelaide and Cyrus and +Louise and the three cats and the parrot. He seemed to enjoy her +accounts of them too. + +When they reached Green Village station he gathered up Grandma's +parcels and helped her tenderly off the train. + +"Anybody here to meet Mrs. Sheldon?" he asked of the station master. + +The latter shook his head. "Don't think so. Haven't seen anybody here +to meet anybody tonight." + +"Dear, oh dear," said poor Grandma. "This is just what I expected. +They've never got Cyrus's telegram. Well, I might have known it. What +shall I do?" + +"How far is it to your son's?" asked the dark man. + +"Only half a mile--just over the hill there. But I'll never get there +alone this dark night." + +"Of course not. But I'll go with you. The road is good--we'll do +finely." + +"But that train won't wait for you," gasped Grandma, half in protest. + +"It doesn't matter. The Starmont freight passes here in half an hour +and I'll go on her. Come along, Grandma." + +"Oh, but you're good," said Grandma. "Some woman is proud to have you +for a son." + +The man did not answer. He had not answered any of the personal +remarks Grandma had made to him in her conversation. + +They were not long in reaching William George Sheldon's house, for the +village road was good and Grandma was smart on her feet. She was +welcomed with eagerness and surprise. + +"To think that there was no one to meet you!" exclaimed William +George. "But I never dreamed of your coming by train, knowing how you +were set against it. Telegram? No, I got no telegram. S'pose Cyrus +forgot to send it. I'm most heartily obliged to you, sir, for looking +after my mother so kindly." + +"It was a pleasure," said the dark man courteously. He had taken off +his hat, and they saw a curious scar, shaped like a large, red +butterfly, high up on his forehead under his hair. "I am delighted to +have been of any assistance to her." + +He would not wait for supper--the next train would be in and he must +not miss it. + +"There are people looking for me," he said with his curious smile. +"They will be much disappointed if they do not find me." + +He had gone, and the whistle of the Starmont freight had blown before +Grandma remembered that he had not given her his name and address. + +"Dear, oh dear, how are we ever going to send that money to him?" she +exclaimed. "And he so nice and goodhearted!" + +Grandma worried over this for a week in the intervals of looking after +Delia. One day William George came in with a large city daily in his +hands. He looked curiously at Grandma and then showed her the +front-page picture of a man, clean-shaven, with an oddly shaped scar +high up on his forehead. + +"Did you ever see that man, Mother?" he asked. + +"Of course I did," said Grandma excitedly. "Why, it's the man I met on +the train. Who is he? What is his name? Now, we'll know where to +send--" + +"That is Mark Hartwell, who shot Amos Gray at Charlotteville three +weeks ago," said William George quietly. + +Grandma looked at him blankly for a moment. + +"It couldn't be," she gasped at last. "That man a murderer! I'll never +believe it!" + +"It's true enough, Mother. The whole story is here. He had shaved his +beard and dyed his hair and came near getting clear out of the +country. They were on his trail the day he came down in the train with +you and lost it because of his getting off to bring you here. His +disguise was so perfect that there was little fear of his being +recognized so long as he hid that scar. But it was seen in Montreal +and he was run to earth there. He has made a full confession." + +"I don't care," cried Grandma valiantly. "I'll never believe he was +all bad--a man who would do what he did for a poor old woman like me, +when he was flying for his life too. No, no, there was good in him +even if he did kill that man. And I'm sure he must feel terrible over +it." + +In this view Grandma persisted. She never would say or listen to a +word against Mark Hartwell, and she had only pity for him whom +everyone else condemned. With her own trembling hands she wrote him a +letter to accompany the money Samuel sent before Hartwell was taken to +the penitentiary for life. She thanked him again for his kindness to +her and assured him that she knew he was sorry for what he had done +and that she would pray for him every night of her life. Mark Hartwell +had been hard and defiant enough, but the prison officials told that +he cried like a child over Grandma Sheldon's little letter. + +"There's nobody all bad," says Grandma when she relates the story. "I +used to believe a murderer must be, but I know better now. I think of +that poor man often and often. He was so kind and gentle to me--he +must have been a good boy once. I write him a letter every Christmas +and I send him tracts and papers. He's my own little charity. But I've +never been on the cars since and I never will be again. You never can +tell what will happen to you or what sort of people you'll meet if you +trust yourself on a train." + + + + +The Romance of Jedediah + + +Jedediah was not a name that savoured of romance. His last name was +Crane, which is little better. And it would be no use to call this +story "Mattie Adams's Romance" because Mattie Adams is not a romantic +name either. But names have really nothing to do with romance. The +most exciting and tragic affair I ever knew was between a man named +Silas Putdammer and a woman named Kezia Cullen--which has nothing to +do with the present story. + +Jedediah, to all outward seeming, did not appear to be any more +romantic than his name. He looked distinctly commonplace as he rode +comfortably along the winding country road that was dreaming in the +haze and sunshine of a midsummer afternoon. He was perched on the +seat of a bright red pedlar's wagon, above and behind a dusty, +ambling, red pony of that peculiar gait and appearance pertaining to +the ponies of country pedlars--a certain placid, unhasting leanness, +as of a nag that has encountered troubles of his own and has lived +them down by sheer patience and staying power. From the bright red +wagon proceeded a certain metallic rumbling and clinking as it bowled +along, and two or three nests of tin pans on its flat rope-encircled +top flashed back the light so dazzlingly that Jedediah seemed the +beaming sun of a little planetary system all his own. A new broom +sticking up aggressively at each of the four corners gave the wagon a +resemblance to a triumphal chariot. + +Jedediah himself had not been in the tin-peddling business long enough +to acquire the apologetic, out-at-elbows appearance which +distinguishes a tin pedlar from other kinds of pedlars. In fact, this +was his maiden venture in this line; hence he still looked plump and +self-respecting. He had a round red face under his plug hat, twinkling +blue eyes, and a little pursed-up mouth, the shape of which was partly +due to nature and partly to much whistling. Jedediah's pudgy body was +clothed in a suit of large, light checks, and he wore a bright pink +necktie and an amethyst pin. Will I still be believed when I assert +that, in spite of all this, Jedediah was full of, and bubbling over +with, romance? + +Romance cares not for appearances and apparently delights in +contradictions. The homely shambling man you pass unnoticed on the +street may have, tucked away in his past, a story more exciting and +thrilling than anything you have ever read in fiction. So it was, in a +measure, with Jedediah; poor, unknown to fame, afflicted with a double +chin and bald spot, reduced to driving a tin-wagon for a living, he +yet had his romance and he was still romantic. + +As Jedediah rode through Amberley he looked about him with interest. +He knew it well, although it was fifteen years since he had seen it. +He had been born and brought up in Amberley; he had left it at the age +of twenty-five to make his fortune. But Amberley was Amberley still. +Jedediah found it hard to believe that it or himself was fifteen years +older. + +"There's the Stanton place," he said. "Charlie has painted the house +yellow--it used to be white; and Bob Hollman has cut the trees down +behind the blacksmith forge. Bob never had any poetry in his soul--no +romance, as you might say. He was what you might call a plodder--you +might call him that. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the old Harkness +place--seems to be spruced up considerable. Folks used to say if ye +wanted to see how the world looked the morning after the flood just go +into George Harkness's barn-yard on a rainy day. The pond and the old +hills ain't changed any. Get up, my nag, get up. There's the Adams +homestead. Do I really behold it again?" + +Jedediah thought the moment deliciously romantic. He revelled in it +and, to match his exhilarated mood, he touched the pony with his whip +and went clinking and glittering down the hill under the poplars at a +dashing rate. He had not intended to offer his wares in Amberley that +day. He meant to break the ice in Occidental, the village beyond. But +he could not pass the Adams place. When he came to the open gate he +turned in under the willows and drove down the wide, shady lane, girt +on both sides with a trim white paling smothered in lavish sweetbriar +bushes that were gay with bloom. Jedediah's heart was beating +furiously under his checks. + +"What a fool you are, Jed Crane," he told himself. "You used to be a +young fool, and now you're an old one. Sad, that! Get up, my nag, get +up. It's a poor lookout for a man of your years, Jed. Don't get +excited. It ain't the least likely that Mattie Adams is here yet. +She's married and gone years ago, no doubt. It's probable there's no +Adamses here at all now. But it's romantic, yes, it's romantic. It's +splendid. Get up, my nag, get up." + +The Adams place itself was not unromantic. The house was a large, +old-fashioned white one, with green shutters and a front porch with +Grecian columns. These were thought very elegant in Amberley. Mrs. +Carmody said they gave a house such a classical air. In this instance +the classical effect was somewhat smothered in honeysuckle, which +rioted over the whole porch and hung in pale yellow, fragrant +festoons over the rows of potted scarlet geraniums that flanked the +green steps. Beyond the house a low-boughed orchard covered the slope +between it and the main road, and behind it there was a revel of +colour betokening a flower garden. + +Jedediah climbed down from his lofty seat and walked dubiously to a +side door that looked more friendly, despite its prim screen, than the +classical front porch. As he drew near he saw a woman sitting behind +the screen--a woman who rose as he approached and opened the door. +Jedediah's heart had been beating a wild tattoo as he crossed the +yard. It now stopped altogether--at least he declared in later years +it did. + +The woman was Mattie Adams--Mattie Adams fifteen years older than when +he had seen her last, plumper, rosier, somewhat broader-faced, but +still unmistakably Mattie Adams. Jedediah felt that the situation was +delicious. + +"Mattie," he said, holding out his hand. + +"Why, Jed, how are you?" said Mattie, as if they had parted the week +before. It had always taken a great deal to disturb Mattie. Whatever +happened she was calm. Even an old lover, and the only one she had +ever possessed at that, dropping, so to speak, from the skies, after +fifteen years' disappearance, did not ruffle her placidity. + +"I didn't suppose you'd know me, Mattie," said Jedediah, still holding +her hand foolishly. + +"I knew you the minute I set eyes on you," returned Mattie. "You're +some fatter and older--like myself--but you're Jed still. Where have +you been all these years?" + +"Pretty near everywhere, Mattie--pretty near everywhere. And ye see +what it's come to--here I be driving a tin-wagon for Boone Brothers. +Business is business--don't you want to buy some new tinware?" + +To himself, Jed thought it was romantic, asking a woman whom he had +loved all his life to buy tins on the occasion of their first meeting +after fifteen years' separation. + +"I don't know but I do want a quart measure," said Mattie, in her +sweet, unchanged voice, "but all in good time. You must stay and have +tea with me, Jed. I'm all alone now--Mother and Father have gone. +Unhitch your horse and put him in the third stall in the stable." + +Jed hesitated. + +"I ought to be getting on, I s'pose," he said wistfully. "I hain't +done much today--" + +"You must stay to tea," interrupted Mattie. "Why, Jed, there's ever so +much to tell and ask. And we can't stand here in the yard and talk. +Look at Selena. There she is, watching us from the kitchen window. +She'll watch as long as we stand here." + +Jed swung himself around. Over the little valley below the Adams +homestead was a steep, treeless hill, and on its crest was perched a +bare farmhouse with windows stuck lavishly all over it. At one of them +a long, pale face was visible. + +"Has Selena been pasted up at that window ever since the last time we +stood here and talked, Mattie?" asked Jed, half resentfully, half +amusedly. It was characteristic of Mattie to laugh first at the +question, and then blush over the memory it revived. + +"Most of the time, I guess," she said shortly. "But come--come in. I +never could talk under Selena's eyes, even if they were four hundred +yards away." + +Jed went in and stayed to tea. The old Adams pantry had not failed, +nor apparently the Adams skill in cooking. After tea Jed hung around +till sunset and drove away with a warm invitation from Mattie to call +every time his rounds took him through Amberley. As he went, Selena's +face appeared at the window of the house over the valley. + +When he had gone Mattie went around to the classical porch and sat +herself down under the honeysuckle festoons that dangled above her +smooth braids of fawn-coloured hair. She knew Selena would be down +posthaste presently, agog with curiosity to find out who the pedlar +was whom Mattie had delighted to honour with an invitation to tea. +Mattie preferred to meet Selena out of doors. It was easier to thrust +and parry there. Meanwhile, she wanted to think over things. + +Fifteen years before Jedediah Crane had been Mattie Adams's beau. +Jedediah was romantic even then, but, as he was a slim young fellow at +the time, with an abundance of fair, curly hair and innocent blue +eyes, his romance was rather an attraction than not. At least the then +young and pretty Mattie had found it so. + +The Adamses looked with no favour on the match. They were a thrifty, +well-to-do folk. As for the Cranes--well, they were lazy and +shiftless, for the most part. It would be a _mesalliance_ for an Adams +to marry a Crane. Still, it would doubtless have happened--for Mattie, +though a meek-looking damsel, had a mind of her own--had it not been +for Selena Ford, Mattie's older sister. + +Selena, people said, had married James Ford for no other reason than +that his house commanded a view of nearly every dooryard in Amberley. +This may or may not have been sheer malice. Certainly nothing that +went on in the Adams yard escaped Selena. + +She watched Mattie and Jed in the moonlight one night. She saw Jed +kiss Mattie. It was the first time he had ever done so--and the last, +poor fellow. For Selena swooped down on her parents the next day. Such +a storm did she brew up that Mattie was forbidden to speak to Jed +again. Selena herself gave Jed a piece of her mind. Jed usually was +not afflicted with undue sensitiveness. But he had some slumbering +pride at the basis of his character and it was very stubborn when +roused. Selena roused it. Jed vowed he would never creep and crawl at +the feet of the Adamses, and he went west forthwith, determined, as +aforesaid, to make his fortune and hurl Selena's scorn back in her +face. + +And now he had come home, driving a tin-wagon. Mattie smiled to think +of it. She bore Jed no ill will for his failure. She felt sorry for +him and inclined to think that fate had used him hardly--fate and +Selena together. Mattie had never had another beau. People thought she +was engaged to Jed Crane until her time for beaus went by. Mattie did +not mind; she had never liked anybody so well as Jed. To be sure, she +had not thought of him for years. It was strange he should come back +like this--"romantic," as he said himself. + +Mattie's reverie was interrupted by Selena. Angular, pale-eyed Mrs. +Ford was as unlike the plump, rosy Mattie as a sister could be. +Perhaps her chronic curiosity, which would not let her rest, was +accountable for her excessive leanness. + +"Who was that pedlar that was here this afternoon, Mattie?" she +demanded as soon as she arrived. + +Mattie smiled. "Jed Crane," she said. "He's home from the West and +driving a tin-wagon for the Boones." + +Selena gave a little gasp. She sat down on the lowest step and untied +her bonnet strings. + +"Mattie Adams! And you kept him hanging about the whole afternoon." + +"Why not?" said Mattie wickedly. She liked to alarm Selena. "Jed and I +were always beaus, you know." + +"Mattie Adams! You don't mean to say you're going to make a fool of +yourself over Jed Crane again? A woman of your age!" + +"Don't get excited, Selena," implored Mattie. In the old days Selena +could cow her, but that time was past. "I never saw the like of you +for getting stirred up over nothing." + +"I'm not excited. I'm perfectly calm. But I might well be excited over +your folly, Mattie Adams. The idea of your taking up again with old +Jed Crane!" + +"He's fifteen years younger than Jim," said Mattie, giving thrust for +thrust. + +When Selena had come over Mattie had not the slightest idea of +resuming her former relationship with the romantic Jedediah. She had +merely shown him kindness for old friendship's sake. But so well did +the unconscious Selena work in Jed's behalf that when she flounced off +home in a pet Mattie was resolved that she would take Jed back if he +wanted to come. She wasn't going to put up with Selena's everlasting +interference. She would show her that she was independent. + +When a week had passed Jed came again. He sold Mattie a stew-pan and +he would not go in to tea this time, but they stood and talked in the +yard for the best part of an hour, while Selena glared at them from +her kitchen window. Their conversation was most innocent and harmless, +being mainly gossip about what had come and gone during Jed's exile. +But Mattie knew that Selena thought that she and Jed were making love +to each other in this shameless, public fashion. When Jed went, +Mattie, more for Selena's benefit than his, broke off some sprays of +honeysuckle and pinned them on his coat. The fragrance went with +Jedediah as he drove through Amberley, and pleasant thoughts were born +of it. + +"It's romantic," he told the pony. "Blessed if it ain't romantic! Not +that Mattie cares anything about me now. I know she don't. But it's +just her kind way. She wants to cheer me up and let me know I've a +friend still. Get up, my nag, get up. I ain't one to persoom on her +kindness neither; I know my place. But still, say what you will, it's +romantic--this sitooation. This is it. Here I be, loving the ground +she walks on, as I've always done, and I can't let on that I do +because I'm a poor ne'er-do-well as ain't fit to look at her, an +independent woman with property. And she's a-showing kindness to me +for old times' sake, and piercing my heart all the time, not knowing. +Why, it's romance with a vengeance, that's what it is. Get up, my nag, +get up." + +Thereafter Jed called at the Adams place every week. Generally he +stayed to tea. Mattie always bought something of him to colour an +excuse. Her kitchen fairly glittered with new tinware. She gave Selena +the overflow by way of heaping coals of fire. + +After every visit Jedediah held stern counsel with himself and decided +that he must not call to see Mattie again--at least, not for a long +time; then he must not stay to tea. He would struggle with himself all +the way down the poplar hill--not without a comforting sense of the +romance of the struggle--but it always ended the same way. He turned +in under the willows and clinked musically into Mattie's yard. At +least, the rattle of the tin-wagon sounded musically to Mattie. + +Meanwhile, Selena watched from her window and raged. + +Amberley people shrugged their shoulders when gossip noised the matter +abroad. But, being good-humoured in the main, they forebore to do more +than say that Mattie Adams was free to make a goose of herself if it +pleased her, and that Jed Crane wasn't such a fool as he looked. The +Adams farm was one of the best in Amberley, and it had not grown any +poorer under Mattie's management. + +"If Jed walks in there and hangs up his hat he'll have done well for +himself after all." + +This was Selena's view of it also, barring the good nature. She was +furious at the whole affair, and she did her best to make Mattie's +life a burden to her with slurs and thrusts. But they all misjudged +Jed. He had no intention of "walking in and hanging up his hat"--or +trying to. Romantic as he was, it never occurred to him that Mattie +might be as romantic as himself. She did not care for him, and anyhow +he, Jed, had a little too much pride to ask her, a rich woman, to +marry him, a poor man who had lost all caste he ever possessed by +taking up tin-peddling. Jed was determined not to "persoom." And, oh, +how deliciously romantic it all was! He hugged himself with sorrowful +delight over it. + +As the summer waned and the long yellow leaves began to fall thickly +from the willows in the Adams lane Jed began to talk of going out +west again. Tin-peddling was not possible in winter, and he didn't +think he would try it another summer. Mattie listened with dismay in +her heart. All summer she had made much of Jed, by way of tormenting +Selena. But now she realized what he really meant to her. The old love +had wakened to life in her heart; she could not let Jed go out of her +life again, leaving her to the old loneliness. If Jed went away +everything would be flat, stale, and unprofitable. + +She knew him to be at heart the kindest, most gentle of human beings, +and the mere fact of his having been unsuccessful, even what some of +his old neighbours might call stupid, did not change her feelings +toward him in the least. He was Jed--that was sufficient for her, and +she had business capability enough for both, when it came to that. + +Mattie began to drop hints. But Jed would not take them. True, once or +twice he thought that perhaps Mattie did care a little for him yet. +But it would not do for him to take advantage of that. + +"No, I just couldn't do that," he told the pony. "I worship the ground +that woman treads on, but it ain't for the likes of me to tell her so, +not now. Get up, my nag, get up. This has been a mighty pleasant +summer with that visit to look forward to every week. But it's about +over now and you must tramp, Jed." + +Jed sighed. He remembered that it was more romantic than ever, but all +at once this failed to comfort him. Romance up to a certain point was +food; beyond that it palled, so to speak. Jed's romance failed him +just when he needed it most. + +Mattie, meanwhile, was forced to the dismal conclusion that her hints +were thrown away. Jed was plainly determined not to speak. Mattie felt +half angry with him. She did not choose to make a martyr of herself to +romance, and surely the man didn't expect her to ask him to marry her. + +"I'm sure and certain he's as fond of me as ever he was," she mused. +"I suppose he's got some ridiculous notion about being too poor to +aspire to me. Jed always had more pride than a Crane could carry. +Well, I've done all I can--all I'm going to do. If Jed's determined to +go, he must go, I s'pose." + +Mattie would not let herself cry, although she felt like it. She went +out and picked apples instead. + +Mattie might have remained so and Jedediah's romance might never have +reached a better ending, if it had not been for Selena, who came over +just then to help Mattie pick the golden russets. Fate had evidently +destined her as Jed's best helper. All summer she had been fairly +goading Mattie into love with Jedediah and now she was moved to add +the last spur. + +"Jed Crane's going away, I hear," she said maliciously. "Seems to me +you're bound to be jilted again, Mattie." + +Mattie had no answer ready. Selena went on undauntedly. + +"You've made a nice fool of yourself all summer, I vow. Throwing +yourself at Jed's head--and he doesn't want you, even with all your +property." + +"He does want me," said Mattie calmly. Her lips were very firm and her +cheeks scarlet. "He is not going away. We are to be married about +Christmas, and Jed will take charge of the farm for me." + +"Matilda Adams!" said Selena. It was all she was capable of saying. + +The rest of the golden russets were picked in a dead silence, Mattie +working with an unusually high colour in her cheeks, while Selena's +thin lips were pressed so closely together as to be little else than a +hair line. + +After Selena had gone home, sulking, Mattie picked on with a very +determined face. The die was cast; she could not bear Selena's slurs +and she would not. And she had not told a lie either. Her words were +true; she would make them true. All the Adams determination--and that +was not a little--was roused in her. + +"If Jed jilts me, he'll do it to my face, clean and clever," she said +viciously. + +When Jed came again he was very solemn. He thought it would be his +last visit, but Mattie felt differently. She had dressed herself with +unusual care and crimped her hair. Her cheeks were scarlet and her +eyes bright. Jed thought she looked younger and prettier than ever. +The thought that this was the last time he would see her for many a +long day to come grew more and more unbearable, yet he firmly +determined he would let no presuming word pass his lips. Mattie had +been so kind to him. It was only honourable of him in return not to +let her throw herself away on a poor failure like himself. + +"I suppose this is your last round with the wagon," she said. She had +taken him out into the garden to say it. The garden was out of view +from the Ford place. Propose she must, but she drew the line at +proposing under Selena's eyes. + +Jed nodded dully. "Yes, and then I must toddle off and look for +something else to do. You see, I haven't much of a gift so to speak +for business, Mattie, and it takes me so long to get worked into an +understanding of a business or trade that I'm generally asked to quit +before you might say I've really commenced. It's been a mighty happy +summer for me, though I can't say I've done much in the selling line +except to you, Mattie. What with your kindness and these little visits +you've been good enough to let me make every week, I feel I may say +it's been the happiest summer of my life, and I'm never going to +forget it, but as I said, it's time for me to be moving on elsewhere +and finding something else to do." + +"There is something for you to do right here--if you will do it," said +Mattie faintly. For a moment she felt as if she could not go on; Jed +and the garden and the scarf of late asters whirled around her +dizzily. She held by the sweet-pea trellis to steady herself. + +"I--I said a terrible thing to Selena the other day. I--I don't know +what I'll do about it if--if--you don't help me out, Jed." + +"I'll do anything I can," said Jed, with hearty sympathy. "You know +that, Mattie. What is the trouble?" + +His kindly voice and the good will and affection beaming in his honest +blue eyes gave Mattie renewed courage to go on with her self-imposed +and most embarrassing task, although before she ended her voice shook +and dwindled away to such a low whisper that Jed had to bend his head +close to hers to hear what she was saying. + +"I--I said--she goaded me into saying it, Jed--slighting and +slurring--jeering at me because you were going away. I just got mad, +Jed--and I told her you weren't going--that you and I--that we were to +be--married." + +"Mattie, did you mean that?" he cried. "If you did, I'm the happiest +man alive. I didn't dare persoom--I didn't s'pose you thought anything +of me. But if you do--and if you want me--here's all there is of me, +heart and soul and body, forever and ever, as I've been all my life." + +Thinking over this speech afterwards Jed was dissatisfied with it. He +thought he might have made it much more eloquent and romantic than it +was. But it served the purpose very well. It was convincing--it came +straight from his honest, stupid heart, and Mattie knew it. She held +out her hands and Jed gathered her into his arms. + +It was certainly a most fortunate circumstance that the garden was +well out of the range of Selena's vision, or the sight of her sister +and the remaining member of the despised Crane family repeating their +foolish performance, which many years previous had resulted in Jed's +long banishment, might have caused her to commit almost any unheard-of +act of spite as an outlet for her jealous anger. But only the few +remaining garden flowers were witness to the lovers' indiscretion, and +they kept their own counsel after the manner of flowers, so Selena's +feelings were mercifully spared this further outrage. + +That evening Jed drove slowly away through the twilight, mounted for +the last time on the tin-wagon. He was so happy that he bore no grudge +against even Selena Ford. As the pony climbed the poplar hill Jed drew +a long breath and freed his mind to the surrounding landscape and to +his faithful and slow-plodding steed that had been one of the main +factors in this love affair, having patiently carried him to and from +the abode of his lady-love throughout the summer just passed. Jedediah +was as brimful of happiness as mortal man could be, and his rosy +thoughts flowed forth in a kind of triumphant chant which would have +driven Selena stark distracted had she been within hearing distance. +What he said too was but a poor expression of what he thought, but to +the trees and fields and pony he chanted, + +"Well, this _is_ romance. What else would you call it now? Me, poor, +scared to speak--and Mattie ups and does it for me, bless her. Yes, +I've been longing for romance all my life, and I've got it at last. +None of your commonplace courtships for me, I always said. Them was my +very words. And I guess this has been a little uncommon--I guess it +has. Anyhow, I'm uncommon happy. I never felt so romantic before. Get +up, my nag, get up." + + + + +The Tryst of the White Lady + + +"I wisht ye'd git married, Roger," said Catherine Ames. "I'm gitting +too old to work--seventy last April--and who's going to look after ye +when I'm gone. Git married, b'y--git married." + +Roger Temple winced. His aunt's harsh, disagreeable voice always +jarred horribly on his sensitive nerves. He was fond of her after a +fashion, but always that voice made him wonder if there could be +anything harder to endure. + +Then he gave a bitter little laugh. + +"Who'd have me, Aunt Catherine?" he asked. + +Catherine Ames looked at him critically across the supper table. She +loved him in her way, with all her heart, but she was not in the least +blind to his defects. She did not mince matters with herself or with +other people. Roger was a sallow, plain-featured fellow, small and +insignificant looking. And, as if this were not bad enough, he walked +with a slight limp and had one thin shoulder a little higher than the +other--"Jarback" Temple he had been called in school, and the name +still clung to him. To be sure, he had very fine grey eyes, but their +dreamy brilliance gave his dull face an uncanny look which girls did +not like, and so made matters rather worse than better. Of course +looks didn't matter so much in the case of a man; Steve Millar was +homely enough, and all marked up with smallpox to boot, yet he had got +for wife the prettiest and smartest girl in South Bay. But Steve was +rich. Roger was poor and always would be. He worked his stony little +farm, from which his father and grandfather had wrested a fair living, +after a fashion, but Nature had not cut him out for a successful +farmer. He hadn't the strength for it and his heart wasn't in it. He'd +rather be hanging over a book. Catherine secretly thought Roger's +matrimonial chances very poor, but it would not do to discourage the +b'y. What he needed was spurring on. + +"Ye'll git someone if ye don't fly too high," she announced loudly and +cheerfully. "Thar's always a gal or two here and thar that's glad to +marry for a home. 'Tain't no use for _you_ to be settin' your thoughts +on anyone young and pretty. Ye wouldn't git her and ye'd be worse off +if ye did. Your grandfather married for looks, and a nice useless wife +he got--sick half her time. Git a good strong girl that ain't afraid +of work, that'll hold things together when ye're reading +po'try--that's as much as you kin expect. And the sooner the better. +I'm done--last winter's rheumatiz has about finished _me_. An' we +can't afford hired help." + +Roger felt as if his raw, quivering soul were being seared. He looked +at his aunt curiously--at her broad, flat face with the mole on the +end of her dumpy nose, the bristling hairs on her chin, the wrinkled +yellow neck, the pale, protruding eyes, the coarse, good-humoured +mouth. She was so extremely ugly--and he had seen her across the table +all his life. For twenty-five years he had looked at her so. Must he +continue to go on looking at ugliness in the shape of a wife all the +rest of his life--he, who worshipped beauty in everything? + +"Did my mother look like you, Aunt Catherine?" he asked abruptly. + +His aunt stared--and snorted. Her snort was meant to express kindly +amusement, but it sounded like derision and contempt. + +"Yer ma wasn't so humly as me," she said cheerfully, "but she wan't no +beauty either. None of the Temples was ever better lookin' than was +necessary. We was _workers_. Yer pa wa'n't bad looking. You're humlier +than either of 'em. Some ways ye take after yer grandma--though _she_ +was counted pretty at one time. She was yaller and spindlin' like you, +and you've got her eyes. What yer so int'rested in yer ma's looks all +at once fer?" + +"I was wondering," said Roger coolly, "if Father ever looked at her +across the table and wished she were prettier." + +Catherine giggled. Her giggle was ugly and disagreeable like +everything else about her--everything except a certain odd, loving, +loyal old heart buried deep in her bosom, for the sake of which Roger +endured the giggle and all the rest. + +"Dessay he did--dessay he did. Men al'ays has a hankerin' for good +looks. But ye've got to cut yer coat 'cording to yer cloth. As for yer +poor ma, she didn't live long enough to git as ugly as me. When I +come here to keep house for yer pa, folks said as it wouldn't be long +'fore he married me. _I_ wouldn't a-minded. But yer pa never hinted +it. S'pose he'd had enough of ugly women likely." + +Catherine snorted amiably again. Roger got up--he couldn't endure any +more just then. He must escape. + +"Now you think over what I've said," his aunt called after him. "Ye've +gotter git a wife soon, however ye manage it. 'Twon't be so hard if +ye're reasonable. Don't stay out as late as ye did last night. Ye +coughed all night. Where was ye--down at the shore?" + +"No," said Roger, who always answered her questions even when he hated +to. "I was down at Aunt Isabel's grave." + +"Till eleven o'clock! Ye ain't wise! I dunno what hankering ye have +after that unchancy place. _I_ ain't been near it for twenty year. I +wonder ye ain't scairt. What'd ye think ye'd do if ye saw her ghost?" + +Catherine looked curiously at Roger. She was very superstitious and +she believed firmly in ghosts, and saw no absurdity in her question. + +"I wish I _could_ see it," said Roger, his great eyes flashing. He +believed in ghosts too, at least in Isabel Temple's ghost. His uncle +had seen it; his grandfather had seen it; he believed he would see +it--the beautiful, bewitching, mocking, luring ghost of lovely Isabel +Temple. + +"Don't wish such stuff," said Catherine. "Nobody ain't never the same +after they've seen her." + +"Was Uncle different?" Roger had come back into the kitchen and was +looking curiously at his aunt. + +"Diff'rent? He was another man. He didn't even _look_ the same. Sich +eyes! Al'ays looking past ye at something behind ye. They'd give +anyone creeps. He never had any notion of flesh-and-blood women after +that--said a man wouldn't, after seeing Isabel. His life was plumb +ruined. Lucky he died young. I hated to be in the same room with +him--he wa'n't canny, that was all there was to it. _You_ keep away +from that grave--_you_ don't want to look odder than ye are by nature. +And when ye git married, ye'll have to give up roamin' about half the +night in graveyards. A wife wouldn't put up with it, as I've done." + +"I'll never get as good a wife as you, Aunt Catherine," said Roger +with a little whimsical smile that gave him the look of an amused +gnome. + +"Dessay you won't. But someone ye have to have. Why'n't ye try 'Liza +Adams. She _might_ have ye--she's gittin' on." + +"'Liza ... Adams!" + +"That's what I said. Ye needn't repeat it--'Liza ... Adams--'s if I'd +mentioned a hippopotamus. I git out of patience with ye. I b'lieve in +my heart ye think ye ought to git a wife that'd look like a picter." + +"I do, Aunt Catherine. That's just the kind of wife I want--grace and +beauty and charm. Nothing less than that will ever content me." + + * * * * * + +Roger laughed bitterly again and went out. It was sunset. There was no +work to do that night except to milk the cows, and his little home boy +could do that. He felt a glad freedom. He put his hand in his pocket +to see if his beloved Wordsworth was there and then he took his way +across the fields, under a sky of purple and amber, walking quickly +despite his limp. He wanted to get to some solitary place where he +could forget Aunt Catherine and her abominable suggestions and escape +into the world of dreams where he habitually lived and where he found +the loveliness he had not found nor could hope to find in his real +world. + +Roger's mother had died when he was three and his father when he was +eight. His little, old, bedridden grandmother had lived until he was +twelve. He had loved her passionately. She had not been pretty in his +remembrance--a tiny, shrunken, wrinkled thing--but she had beautiful +grey eyes that never grew old and a soft, gentle voice--the only +woman's voice he had ever heard with pleasure. He was very critical as +regards women's voices and very sensitive to them. Nothing hurt him +quite so much as an unlovely voice--not even unloveliness of face. Her +death had left him desolate. She was the only human being who had ever +understood him. He could never, he thought, have got through his +tortured school days without her. After she died he would not go to +school. He was not in any sense educated. His father and grandfather +had been illiterate men and he had inherited their underdeveloped +brain cells. But he loved poetry and read all he could get of it. It +overlaid his primitive nature with a curious iridescence of fancy and +furnished him with ideals and hungers his environment could never +satisfy. He loved beauty in everything. Moonrises hurt him with their +loveliness and he could sit for hours gazing at a white +narcissus--much to his aunt's exasperation. He was solitary by nature. +He felt horribly alone in a crowded building but never in the woods or +in the wild places along the shore. It was because of this that his +aunt could not get him to go to church--which was a horror to her +orthodox soul. He told her he would like to go to church if it were +empty but he could not bear it when it was full--full of smug, ugly +people. Most people, he thought, were ugly--though not so ugly as he +was--and ugliness made him sick with repulsion. Now and then he saw a +pretty girl at whom he liked to look but he never saw one that wholly +pleased him. To him, the homely, crippled, poverty-stricken Roger +Temple whom they all would have scorned, there was always a certain +subtle something wanting, and the lack of it kept him heartwhole. He +knew that this probably saved him from much suffering, but for all +that he regretted it. He wanted to love, even vainly; he wanted to +experience this passion of which the poets sang so much. Without it he +felt he lacked the key to a world of wonder. He even tried to fall in +love; he went to church for several Sundays and sat where he could see +beautiful Elsa Carey. She was lovely--it gave him pleasure to look at +her; the gold of her hair was so bright and living; the pink of her +cheek so pure, the curve of her neck so flawless, the lashes of her +eyes so dark and silken. But he looked at her as at a picture. When he +tried to think and dream of her, it bored him. Besides, he knew she +had a rather nasal voice. He used to laugh sarcastically to himself +over Elsa's feelings if she had known how desperately he was trying to +fall in love with her and failing--Elsa the queen of hearts, who +believed she had only to look to reign. He gave up trying at last, but +he still longed to love. He knew he would never marry; he could not +marry plainness, and beauty would have none of him; but he did not want +to miss everything and he had moments when he was very bitter and +rebellious because he felt he must miss it forever. + +He went straight to Isabel Temple's grave in the remote shore field of +his farm. Isabel Temple had lived and died eighty years ago. She had +been very lovely, very wilful, very fond of playing with the hearts of +men. She had married William Temple, the brother of his +great-grandfather, and as she stood in her white dress beside her +bridegroom, at the conclusion of the wedding ceremony, a jilted lover, +crazed by despair, had entered the house and shot her dead. She had +been buried in the shore field, where a square space had been dyked +off in the centre for a burial lot because the church was then so far +away. With the passage of years the lot had grown up so thickly with +fir and birch and wild cherry that it looked like a compact grove. A +winding path led through it to its heart where Isabel Temple's grave +was, thickly overgrown with long, silken, pale green grass. Roger +hurried along the path and sat down on the big grey boulder by the +grave, looking about him with a long breath of delight. How +lovely--and witching--and unearthly it was here. Little ferns were +growing in the hollows and cracks of the big boulder where clay had +lodged. Over Isabel Temple's crooked, lichened gravestone hung a young +wild cherry in its delicate bloom. Above it, in a little space of sky +left by the slender tree tops, was a young moon. It was too dark here +after all to read Wordsworth, but that did not matter. The place, with +its moist air, its tang of fir balsam, was like a perfumed room where +a man might dream dreams and see visions. There was a soft murmur of +wind in the boughs over him, and the faraway moan of the sea on the +bar crept in. Roger surrendered himself utterly to the charm of the +place. When he entered that grove, he had left behind the realm of +daylight and things known and come into the realm of shadow and +mystery and enchantment. Anything might happen--anything might be +true. + +Eighty long years had come and gone, but Isabel Temple, thus cruelly +torn from life at the moment when it had promised her most, did not +even yet rest calmly in her grave; such at least was the story, and +Roger believed it. It was in his blood to believe it. The Temples were +a superstitious family, and there was nothing in Roger's upbringing to +correct the tendency. His was not a sceptical or scientific mind. He +was ignorant and poetical and credulous. He had always accepted +unquestioningly the tale that Isabel Temple had been seen on earth +long after the red clay was heaped over her murdered body. Her +bridegroom had seen her, when he went to visit her on the eve of his +second and unhappy marriage; his grandfather had seen her. His +grandmother, who had told him Isabel's story, had told him this too, +and believed it. She had added, with a bitterness foreign to his idea +of her, that her husband had never been the same to her afterwards; +his uncle had seen her--and had lived and died a haunted man. It was +only to men the lovely, restless ghost appeared, and her appearance +boded no good to him who saw. Roger knew this, but he had a curious +longing to see her. He had never avoided her grave as others of his +tribe did. He loved the spot, and he believed that some time he would +see Isabel Temple there. She came, so the story went, to one in each +generation of the family. + +He gazed down at her sunken grave; a little wind, that came stealing +along the floor of the grove, raised and swayed the long, hair-like +grass on it, giving the curious suggestion of something prisoned under +it trying to draw a long breath and float upward. + +Then, when he lifted his eyes again, he saw her! + +She was standing behind the gravestone, under the cherry tree, whose +long white branches touched her head; standing there, with her head +drooping a little, but looking steadily at him. It was just between +dusk and dark now, but he saw her very plainly. She was dressed in +white, with some filmy scarf over her head, and her hair hung in a +dark heavy braid over her shoulder. Her face was small and +ivory-white, and her eyes were very large and dark. Roger looked +straight into them and they did something to him--drew something out +of him that was never to be his again--his heart? his soul? He did not +know. He only knew that lovely Isabel Temple had now come to him and +that he was hers forever. + +For a few moments that seemed years he looked at her--looked till the +lure of her eyes drew him to his feet as a man rises in sleep-walking. +As he slowly stood up, the low-hanging bough of a fir tree pushed his +cap down over his face and blinded him. When he snatched it off, she +was gone. + + * * * * * + +Roger Temple did not go home that night till the spring dawn was in +the sky. Catherine was sleepless with anxiety about him. When she +heard him come up the stairs, she opened her door and peeped out. +Roger went along the hall without seeing her. His brilliant eyes +stared straight before him, and there was something in his face that +made Catherine steal back to her bed with a little shiver of fear. He +looked like his uncle. She did not ask him, when they met at +breakfast, where or how he had spent the night. He had been dreading +the question and was relieved beyond measure when it was not asked. +But, apart from that, he was hardly conscious of her presence. He ate +and drank mechanically and voicelessly. When he had gone out, +Catherine wagged her uncomely grey head ominously. + +"He's bewitched," she muttered. "I know the signs. He's seen her--drat +her! It's time she gave up that kind of work. Well, I dunno what to +do--thar ain't anything I can do, I reckon. He'll never marry now--I'm +as sure of that as of any mortal thing. He's in love with a ghost." + +It had not yet occurred to Roger that he was in love. He thought of +nothing but Isabel Temple--her lovely, lovely face, sweeter than any +picture he had ever seen or any ideal he had dreamed, her long dark +hair, her slim form and, more than all, her compelling eyes. He saw +them wherever he looked--they drew him--he would have followed them to +the end of the world, heedless of all else. + +He longed for night, that he might again steal to the grave in the +haunted grove. She might come again--who knew? He felt no fear, +nothing but a terrible hunger to see her again. But she did not come +that night--nor the next--nor the next. Two weeks went by and he had +not seen her. Perhaps he would never see her again--the thought filled +him with anguish not to be borne. He knew now that he loved +her--Isabel Temple, dead for eighty years. This was love--this +searing, torturing, intolerably sweet thing--this possession of body +and soul and spirit. The poets had sung but weakly of it. He could +tell them better if he could find words. Could other men have loved at +all--could any man love those blowzy, common girls of earth? It seemed +impossible--absurd. There was only one thing that could be loved--that +white spirit. No wonder his uncle had died. He, Roger Temple, would +soon die too. That would be well. Only the dead could woo Isabel. +Meanwhile he revelled in his torment and his happiness--so madly +commingled that he never knew whether he was in heaven or hell. It was +beautiful--and dreadful--and wonderful--and exquisite--oh, so +exquisite. Mortal love could never be so exquisite. He had never lived +before--now he lived in every fibre of his being. + +He was glad Aunt Catherine did not worry him with questions. He had +feared she would. But she never asked any questions now and she was +afraid of Roger, as she had been afraid of his uncle. She dared not +ask questions. It was a thing that must not be tampered with. Who knew +what she might hear if she asked him questions? She was very unhappy. +Something dreadful had happened to her poor boy--he had been bewitched +by that hussy--he would die as his uncle had died. + +"Mebbe it's best," she muttered. "He's the last of the Temples, so +mebbe she'll rest in her grave when she's killed 'em all. I dunno what +she's sich a spite at _them_ for--there'd be more sense if she'd haunt +the Mortons, seein' as a Morton killed her. Well, I'm mighty old and +tired and worn out. It don't seem that it's been much use, the way +I've slaved and fussed to bring that b'y up and keep things together +for him--and now the ghost's got him. I might as well have let him die +when he was a sickly baby." + +If this had been said to Roger he would have retorted that it was +worthwhile to have lived long enough to feel what he was feeling now. +He would not have missed it for a score of other men's lives. He had +drunk of some immortal wine and was as a god. Even if she never came +again, he had seen her once, and she had taught him life's great +secret in that one unforgettable exchange of eyes. She was his--his in +spite of his ugliness and his crooked shoulder. No man could ever take +her from him. + +But she did come again. One evening, when the darkening grove was full +of magic in the light of the rising yellow moon shining across the +level field, Roger sat on the big boulder by the grave. The evening +was very still; there was no sound save the echoes of noisy laughter +that seemed to come up from the bay shore--drunken fishermen, likely +as not. Roger resented the intrusion of such a sound in such a +place--it was a sacrilege. When he came here to dream of her, only the +loveliest of muted sounds should be heard--the faintest whisper of +trees, the half-heard, half-felt moan of surf, the airiest sigh of +wind. He never read Wordsworth now or any other book. He only sat +there and thought of her, his great eyes alight, his pale face flushed +with the wonder of his love. + +She slipped through the dark boughs like a moonbeam and stood by the +stone. Again he saw her quite plainly--saw and drank her in with his +eyes. He did not feel surprise--something in him had known she would +come again. He would not move a muscle lest he lose her as he had lost +her before. They looked at each other--for how long? He did not know; +and then--a horrible thing happened. Into that place of wonder and +revelation and mystery reeled a hiccoughing, laughing creature, a +drunken sailor from a harbour ship, with a leering face and +desecrating breath. + +"Oh, you're here, my dear--I thought I'd catch you yet," he said. + +He caught hold of her. She screamed. Roger sprang forward and struck +him in the face. In his fury of sudden rage the strength of ten seemed +to animate his slender body and pass into his blow. The sailor reeled +back and put up his hands. He was a coward--and even a brave man might +have been daunted by that terrible white face and those blazing eyes. +He backed down the path. + +"Shorry--shorry," he muttered. "Didn't know she was your girl--shorry +I butted in. Shentlemans never butt in--shorry--shir--shorry." + +He kept repeating his ridiculous "shorry" until he was out of the +grove. Then he turned and ran stumblingly across the field. Roger did +not follow; he went back to Isabel Temple's grave. The girl was lying +across it; he thought she was unconscious. He stooped and picked her +up--she was light and small, but she was warm flesh and blood; she +clung uncertainly to him for a moment and he felt her breath on his +face. He did not speak--he was too sick at heart. She did not speak +either. He did not think this strange until afterwards. He was +incapable of thinking just then; he was dazed, wretched, lost. +Presently he became aware that she was timidly pulling his arm. It +seemed that she wanted him to go with her--she was evidently +frightened of that brute--he must take her to safety. And then-- + +She moved on down the little path and he followed. Out in the moonlit +field he saw her clearly. With her drooping head, her flowing dark +hair, her great brown eyes, she looked like the nymph of a wood-brook, +a haunter of shadows, a creature sprung from the wild. But she was +mortal maid, and he--what a fool he had been! Presently he would laugh +at himself, when this dazed agony should clear away from his brain. He +followed her down the long field to the bay shore. Now and then she +paused and looked back to see if he were coming, but she never spoke. +When she reached the shore road she turned and went along it until +they came to an old grey house fronting the calm grey harbour. At its +gate she paused. Roger knew now who she was. Catherine had told him +about her a month ago. + +She was Lilith Barr, a girl of eighteen, who had come to live with her +uncle and aunt. Her father had died some months before. She was +absolutely deaf as the result of some accident in childhood, and she +was, as his own eyes told him, exquisitely lovely in her white, +haunting style. But she was not Isabel Temple; he had tricked +himself--he had lived in a fool's paradise--oh, he must get away and +laugh at himself. He left her at her gate, disregarding the little +hand she put timidly out--but he did not laugh at himself. He went +back to Isabel Temple's grave and flung himself down on it and cried +like a boy. He wept his stormy, anguished soul out on it; and when he +rose and went away, he believed it was forever. He thought he could +never, never go there again. + + * * * * * + +Catherine looked at him curiously the next morning. He looked +wretched--haggard and hollow-eyed. She knew he had not come in till +the summer dawn. But he had lost the rapt, uncanny look she hated; +suddenly she no longer felt afraid of him. With this, she began to ask +questions again. + +"What kept ye out so late again last night, b'y?" she said +reproachfully. + +Roger looked at her in her morning ugliness. He had not really seen +her for weeks. Now she smote on his tortured senses, so long drugged +with beauty, like a physical blow. He suddenly burst into a laughter +that frightened her. + +"Preserve's, b'y, have ye gone mad? Or," she added, "have ye seen +Isabel Temple's ghost?" + +"No," said Roger loudly and explosively. "Don't talk any more about +that damned ghost. Nobody ever saw it. The whole story is balderdash." + +He got up and went violently out, leaving Catherine aghast. Was it +possible Roger had sworn? What on earth had come over the b'y? But +come what had or come what would, he no longer looked _fey_--there was +that much to be thankful for. Even an occasional oath was better than +that. Catherine went stiffly about her dish-washing, resolving to have +'Liza Adams to supper some night. + +For a week Roger lived in agony--an agony of shame and humiliation and +self-contempt. Then, when the edge of his bitter disappointment wore +away, he made another dreadful discovery. He still loved her and +longed for her just as keenly as before. He wanted madly to see +her--her flower-like face, her great, asking eyes, the sleek, braided +flow of her hair. Ghost or woman--spirit or flesh--it mattered not. He +could not live without her. At last his hunger for her drew him to the +old grey house on the bay shore. He knew he was a fool--she would +never look at him; he was only feeding the flame that must consume +him. But go he must and did, seeking for his lost paradise. + +He did not see her when he went in, but Mrs. Barr received him kindly +and talked about her in a pleasant garrulous fashion which jarred on +Roger, yet he listened greedily. Lilith, her aunt told him, had been +made deaf by the accidental explosion of a gun when she was eight +years old. She could not hear a sound but she could talk. + +"A little, that is--not much, but enough to get along with. But she +don't like talking somehow--dunno why. She's shy--and we think maybe +she don't like to talk much because she can't hear her own voice. She +don't ever speak except just when she has to. But she's been trained +to lip-reading something wonderful--she can understand anything that's +said when she can see the person that's talking. Still, it's a +terrible drawback for the poor child--she's never had any real +girl-life and she's dreadful sensitive and retiring. We can't get her +to go out anywhere, only for lonely walks along shore by herself. +We're much obliged for what you did the other night. It ain't safe for +her to wander about alone as she does, but it ain't often anybody from +the harbour gets up this far. She was dreadful upset about it--hasn't +got over her scare yet." + +When Lilith came in, her ivory-white face went scarlet all over at the +sight of Roger. She sat down in a shadowy corner. Mrs. Barr got up +and went out. Roger was mute; he could find nothing to say. He could +have talked glibly enough to Isabel Temple's ghost in some unearthly +tryst by her grave, but he could not find a word to say to this slip +of flesh and blood. He felt very foolish and absurd, and very +conscious of his twisted shoulder. What a fool he had been to come! + +Then Lilith looked up at him--and smiled. A little shy, friendly +smile. Roger suddenly saw her not as the tantalizing, unreal, mystic +thing of the twilit grove, but as a little human creature, exquisitely +pretty in her young-moon beauty, longing for companionship. He got up, +forgetting his ugliness, and went across the room to her. + +"Will you come for a walk," he said eagerly. He held out his hand like +a child; as a child she stood up and took it; like two children they +went out and down the sunset shore. Roger was again incredibly happy. +It was not the same happiness as had been his in that vanished +fortnight; it was a homelier happiness with its feet on the earth. The +amazing thing was that he felt she was happy too--happy because she +was walking with _him_, "Jarback" Temple, whom no girl had even +thought about. A certain secret well-spring of fancy that had seemed +dry welled up in him sparklingly again. + +Through the summer weeks the odd courtship went on. Roger talked to +her as he had never talked to anyone. He did not find it in the least +hard to talk to her, though her necessity of watching his face so +closely while he talked bothered him occasionally. He felt that her +intent gaze was reading his soul as well as his lips. She never talked +much herself; what she did say she spoke so low that it was hardly +above a whisper, but she had a voice as lovely as her face--sweet, +cadenced, haunting. Roger was quite mad about her, and he was horribly +afraid that he could never get up enough courage to ask her to marry +him. And he was afraid that if he did, she would never consent. In +spite of her shy, eager welcomes he could not believe she could care +for him--for _him_. She liked him, she was sorry for him, but it was +unthinkable that she, white, exquisite Lilith, could marry him and sit +at his table and his hearth. He was a fool to dream of it. + +To the existence of romance and glamour in which he lived, no gossip +of the countryside penetrated. Yet much gossip there was, and at last +it came blundering in on Roger to destroy his fairy world a second +time. He came downstairs one night in the twilight, ready to go to +Lilith. His aunt and an old crony were talking in the kitchen; the +crony was old, and Catherine, supposing Roger was out of the house, +was talking loudly in that horrible voice of hers with still more +horrible zest and satisfaction. + +"Yes, I'm guessing it'll be a match as ye say. Oh the b'y's doing +well. He ain't for every market, as I'm bound to admit. Ef she wan't +deaf she wouldn't look at him, no doubt. But she has scads of +money--they won't need to do a tap of work unless they like--and she's +a good housekeeper too her aunt tells me. She's pretty enough to suit +him--he's as particular as never was--and he wan't crooked and she +wan't deaf when they was born, so it's likely their children will be +all right. I'm that proud when I think of the match." + +Roger fled out of the house, white of face and sick of heart. He went, +not to the bay shore, but to Isabel Temple's grave. He had never been +there since the night when he had rescued Lilith, but now he rushed to +it in his new agony. His aunt's horrible practicalities had filled him +with disgust--they dragged his love in the dust of sordid things. And +Lilith was rich; he had never known that--never suspected it. He could +never ask her to marry him now; he must never see her again. For the +second time he had lost her, and this second losing could not be +borne. + +He sat down on the big boulder by the grave and dropped his poor grey +face in his hands, moaning in anguish. Nothing was left him, not even +dreams. He hoped he could soon die. + +He did not know how long he sat there--he did not know when she came. +But when he lifted his miserable eyes, he saw her, sitting just a +little way from him on the big stone and looking at him with something +in her face that made his heart beat madly. He forgot Aunt Catherine's +sacrilege--he forgot that he was a presumptuous fool. He bent forward +and kissed her lips for the first time. The wonder of it loosed his +bound tongue. + +"Lilith," he gasped, "I love you." + +She put her hand into his and nestled closer to him. + +"I thought you would have told me that long ago," she said. + + + + +Uncle Richard's New Year's Dinner + + +Prissy Baker was in Oscar Miller's store New Year's morning, buying +matches--for New Year's was not kept as a business holiday in +Quincy--when her uncle, Richard Baker, came in. He did not look at +Prissy, nor did she wish him a happy New Year; she would not have +dared. Uncle Richard had not been on speaking terms with her or her +father, his only brother, for eight years. + +He was a big, ruddy, prosperous-looking man--an uncle to be proud of, +Prissy thought wistfully, if only he were like other people's uncles, +or, indeed, like what he used to be himself. He was the only uncle +Prissy had, and when she had been a little girl they had been great +friends; but that was before the quarrel, in which Prissy had had no +share, to be sure, although Uncle Richard seemed to include her in his +rancour. + +Richard Baker, so he informed Mr. Miller, was on his way to Navarre +with a load of pork. + +"I didn't intend going over until the afternoon," he said, "but Joe +Hemming sent word yesterday he wouldn't be buying pork after twelve +today. So I have to tote my hogs over at once. I don't care about +doing business New Year's morning." + +"Should think New Year's would be pretty much the same as any other +day to you," said Mr. Miller, for Richard Baker was a bachelor, with +only old Mrs. Janeway to keep house for him. + +"Well, I always like a good dinner on New Year's," said Richard Baker. +"It's about the only way I can celebrate. Mrs. Janeway wanted to spend +the day with her son's family over at Oriental, so I was laying out to +cook my own dinner. I got everything ready in the pantry last night, +'fore I got word about the pork. I won't get back from Navarre before +one o'clock, so I reckon I'll have to put up with a cold bite." + +After her Uncle Richard had driven away, Prissy walked thoughtfully +home. She had planned to spend a nice, lazy holiday with the new book +her father had given her at Christmas and a box of candy. She did not +even mean to cook a dinner, for her father had had to go to town that +morning to meet a friend and would be gone the whole day. There was +nobody else to cook dinner for. Prissy's mother had died when Prissy +was a baby. She was her father's housekeeper, and they had jolly times +together. + +But as she walked home, she could not help thinking about Uncle +Richard. He would certainly have cold New Year cheer, enough to chill +the whole coming year. She felt sorry for him, picturing him returning +from Navarre, cold and hungry, to find a fireless house and an +uncooked dinner in the pantry. + +Suddenly an idea popped into Prissy's head. Dared she? Oh, she never +could! But he would never know--there would be plenty of time--she +would! + +Prissy hurried home, put her matches away, took a regretful peep at +her unopened book, then locked the door and started up the road to +Uncle Richard's house half a mile away. She meant to go and cook Uncle +Richard's dinner for him, get it all beautifully ready, then slip away +before he came home. He would never suspect her of it. Prissy would +not have him suspect for the world; she thought he would be more +likely to throw a dinner of her cooking out of doors than to eat it. + +Eight years before this, when Prissy had been nine years old, Richard +and Irving Baker had quarrelled over the division of a piece of +property. The fault had been mainly on Richard's side, and that very +fact made him all the more unrelenting and stubborn. He had never +spoken to his brother since, and he declared he never would. Prissy +and her father felt very badly over it, but Uncle Richard did not seem +to feel badly at all. To all appearance he had completely forgotten +that there were such people in the world as his brother Irving and his +niece Prissy. + +Prissy had no trouble in breaking into Uncle Richard's house, for the +woodshed door was unfastened. She tripped into the hostile kitchen +with rosy cheeks and mischief sparkling in her eyes. This was an +adventure--this was fun! She would tell her father all about it when +he came home at night and what a laugh they would have! + +There was still a good fire in the stove, and in the pantry Prissy +found the dinner in its raw state--a fine roast of fresh pork, +potatoes, cabbage, turnips and the ingredients of a raisin pudding, +for Richard Baker was fond of raisin puddings, and could make them as +well as Mrs. Janeway could, if that was anything to boast of. + +In a short time the kitchen was full of bubbling and hissings and +appetizing odours. Prissy enjoyed herself hugely, and the raisin +pudding, which she rather doubtfully mixed up, behaved itself +beautifully. + +"Uncle Richard said he'd be home by one," said Prissy to herself, as +the clock struck twelve, "so I'll set the table now, dish up the +dinner, and leave it where it will keep warm until he gets here. Then +I'll slip away home. I'd like to see his face when he steps in. I +suppose he'll think one of the Jenner girls across the street has +cooked his dinner." + +Prissy soon had the table set, and she was just peppering the turnips +when a gruff voice behind her said: + +"Well, well, what does this mean?" + +Prissy whirled around as if she had been shot, and there stood Uncle +Richard in the woodshed door! + +Poor Prissy! She could not have looked or felt more guilty if Uncle +Richard had caught her robbing his desk. She did not drop the turnips +for a wonder; but she was too confused to set them down, so she stood +there holding them, her face crimson, her heart thumping, and a +horrible choking in her throat. + +"I--I--came up to cook your dinner for you, Uncle Richard," she +stammered. "I heard you say--in the store--that Mrs. Janeway had gone +home and that you had nobody to cook your New Year's dinner for you. +So I thought I'd come and do it, but I meant to slip away before you +came home." + +Poor Prissy felt that she would never get to the end of her +explanation. Would Uncle Richard be angry? Would he order her from the +house? + +"It was very kind of you," said Uncle Richard drily. "It's a wonder +your father let you come." + +"Father was not home, but I am sure he would not have prevented me if +he had been. Father has no hard feelings against you, Uncle Richard." + +"Humph!" said Uncle Richard. "Well, since you've cooked the dinner you +must stop and help me eat it. It smells good, I must say. Mrs. Janeway +always burns pork when she roasts it. Sit down, Prissy. I'm hungry." + +They sat down. Prissy felt quite giddy and breathless, and could +hardly eat for excitement; but Uncle Richard had evidently brought +home a good appetite from Navarre, and he did full justice to his New +Year's dinner. He talked to Prissy too, quite kindly and politely, and +when the meal was over he said slowly: + +"I'm much obliged to you, Prissy, and I don't mind owning to you that +I'm sorry for my share in the quarrel, and have wanted for a long time +to be friends with your father again, but I was too ashamed and proud +to make the first advance. You can tell him so for me, if you like. +And if he's willing to let bygones be bygones, tell him I'd like him +to come up here with you tonight when he gets home and spend the +evening with me." + +"Oh, he will come, I know!" cried Prissy joyfully. "He has felt so +badly about not being friendly with you, Uncle Richard. I'm as glad as +can be." + +Prissy ran impulsively around the table and kissed Uncle Richard. He +looked up at his tall, girlish niece with a smile of pleasure. + +"You're a good girl, Prissy, and a kind-hearted one too, or you'd +never have come up here to cook a dinner for a crabbed old uncle who +deserved to eat cold dinners for his stubbornness. It made me cross +today when folks wished me a happy New Year. It seemed like mockery +when I hadn't a soul belonging to me to make it happy. But it has +brought me happiness already, and I believe it will be a happy year +all the way through." + +"Indeed it will!" laughed Prissy. "I'm so happy now I could sing. I +believe it was an inspiration--my idea of coming up here to cook your +dinner for you." + +"You must promise to come and cook my New Year's dinner for me every +New Year we live near enough together," said Uncle Richard. + +And Prissy promised. + + + + +White Magic + + +One September afternoon in the year of grace 1840 Avery and Janet +Sparhallow were picking apples in their Uncle Daniel Sparhallow's big +orchard. It was an afternoon of mellow sunshine; about them, beyond +the orchard, were old harvest fields, mellowly bright and serene, and +beyond the fields the sapphire curve of the St. Lawrence Gulf was +visible through the groves of spruce and birch. There was a soft +whisper of wind in the trees, and the pale purple asters that +feathered the orchard grass swayed gently towards each other. Janet +Sparhallow, who loved the outdoor world and its beauty, was, for the +time being at least, very happy, as her little brown face, with its +fine, satiny skin, plainly showed. Avery Sparhallow did not seem so +happy. She worked rather abstractedly and frowned oftener than she +smiled. + +Avery Sparhallow was conceded to be a beauty, and had no rival in +Burnley Beach. She was very pretty, with the obvious, indisputable +prettiness of rich black hair, vivid, certain colour, and laughing, +brilliant eyes. Nobody ever called Janet a beauty, or even thought her +pretty. She was only seventeen--five years younger than Avery--and was +rather lanky and weedy, with a rope of straight dark-brown hair, long, +narrow, shining brown eyes and very black lashes, and a crooked, +clever little mouth. She had visitations of beauty when excited, +because then she flushed deeply, and colour made all the difference in +the world to her; but she had never happened to look in the glass when +excited, so that she had never seen herself beautiful; and hardly +anybody else had ever seen her so, because she was always too shy and +awkward and tongue-tied in company to feel excited over anything. Yet +very little could bring that transforming flush to her face: a wind +off the gulf, a sudden glimpse of blue upland, a flame-red poppy, a +baby's laugh, a certain footstep. As for Avery Sparhallow, she never +got excited over anything--not even her wedding dress, which had come +from Charlottetown that day, and was incomparably beyond anything that +had ever been seen in Burnley Beach before. For it was made of an +apple-green silk, sprayed over with tiny rosebuds, which had been +specially sent for to England, where Aunt Matilda Sparhallow had a +brother in the silk trade. Avery Sparhallow's wedding dress was making +far more of a sensation in Burnley Beach than her wedding itself was +making. For Randall Burnley had been dangling after her for three +years, and everybody knew that there was nobody for a Sparhallow to +marry except a Burnley and nobody for a Burnley to marry except a +Sparhallow. + +"Only one silk dress--and I want a dozen," Avery had said scornfully. + +"What would you do with a dozen silk dresses on a farm?" Janet asked +wonderingly. + +"Oh--what indeed?" agreed Avery, with an impatient laugh. + +"Randall will think just as much of you in drugget as in silk," said +Janet, meaning to comfort. + +Again Avery laughed. + +"That is true. Randall never notices what a woman has on. I like a man +who does notice--and tells me about it. I like a man who likes me +better in silk than in drugget. I will wear this rosebud silk when I'm +married, and it will be supposed to last me the rest of my life and be +worn on all state occasions, and in time become an heirloom like Aunt +Matilda's hideous blue satin. I want a new silk dress every month." + +Janet paid little attention to this kind of raving. Avery had always +been more or less discontented. She would be contented enough after +she was married. Nobody could be discontented who was Randall +Burnley's wife. Janet was sure of that. + +Janet liked picking apples; Avery did not like it; but Aunt Matilda +had decreed that the red apples should be picked that afternoon, and +Aunt Matilda's word was law at the Sparhallow farm, even for wilful +Avery. So they worked and talked as they worked--of Avery's wedding, +which was to be as soon as Bruce Gordon should arrive from Scotland. + +"I wonder what Bruce will be like," said Avery. "It is eight years +since he went home to Scotland. He was sixteen then--he will be +twenty-four now. He went away a boy--he will come back a man." + +"I don't remember much about him," said Janet. "I was only nine when +he went away. He used to tease me--I do remember that." There was a +little resentment in her voice. Janet had never liked being teased. +Avery laughed. + +"You were so touchy, Janet. Touchy people always get teased. Bruce was +very handsome--and as nice as he was handsome. Those two years he was +here were the nicest, gayest time I ever had. I wish he had stayed in +Canada. But of course he wouldn't do that. His father was a rich man +and Bruce was ambitious. Oh, Janet, I wish I could live in the old +land. That would be life." + +Janet had heard all this before and could not understand it. She had +no hankering for either Scotland or England. She loved the new land +and its wild, virgin beauty. She yearned to the future, never to the +past. + +"I'm tired of Burnley Beach," Avery went on passionately, shaking +apples wildly off a laden bough by way of emphasis. "I know all the +people--what they are--what they can be. It's like reading a book for +the twentieth time. I know where I was born and who I'll marry--and +where I'll be buried. That's knowing too much. All my days will be +alike when I marry Randall. There will never be anything unexpected or +surprising about them. I tell you Janet," Avery seized another bough +and shook it with a vengeance, "I hate the very thought of it." + +"The thought of--what?" said Janet in bewilderment. + +"Of marrying Randall Burnley--or marrying anybody down here--and +settling down on a farm for life." + +Then Avery sat down on the rung of her ladder and laughed at Janet's +face. + +"You look stunned, Janet. Did you really think I wanted to marry +Randall?" + +Janet was stunned, and she did think that. How could any girl not want +to marry Randall Burnley if she had the chance? + +"Don't you love him?" she asked stupidly. + +Avery bit into a nut-sweet apple. + +"No," she said frankly. "Oh, I don't hate him, of course. I like him +well enough. I like him very well. But we'll quarrel all our lives." + +"Then what are you marrying him for?" asked Janet. + +"Why, I'm getting on--twenty-two--all the girls of my age are married +already. I won't be an old maid, and there's nobody but Randall. +Nobody good enough for a Sparhallow, that is. You wouldn't want me to +marry Ned Adams or John Buchanan, would you?" + +"No," said Janet, who had her full share of the Sparhallow pride. + +"Well, then, of course I must marry Randall. That's settled and +there's no use making faces over the notion. I'm not making faces, but +I'm tired of hearing you talk as if you thought I adored him and must +be in the seventh heaven because I was going to marry him, you +romantic child." + +"Does Randall know you feel like this?" asked Janet in a low tone. + +"No. Randall is like all men--vain and self-satisfied--and believes +I'm crazy about him. It's just as well to let him think so, until +we're safely married anyhow. Randall has some romantic notions too, +and I'm not sure that he'd marry me if he knew, in spite of his three +years' devotion. And I have no intention of being jilted three weeks +before my wedding day." + +Avery laughed again, and tossed away the core of her apple. + +Janet, who had been very pale, went crimson and lovely. She could not +endure hearing Randall criticized. "Vain and self-satisfied"--when +there was never a man less so! She was horrified to feel that she +almost hated Avery--Avery who did not love Randall. + +"What a pity Randall didn't take a fancy to you instead of me, Janet," +said Avery teasingly. "Wouldn't you like to marry him, Janet? Wouldn't +you now?" + +"No," cried Janet angrily. "I just like Randall, I've liked him ever +since that day when I was a little thing and he came here and saved me +from being shut up all day in that dreadful dark closet because I +broke Aunt Matilda's blue cup--when I hadn't meant to break it. He +wouldn't let her shut me up! He is like that--he understands! I want +you to marry him because he wants you, and it isn't fair that +you--that you--" + +"Nothing is fair in this world, child. Is it fair that I, who am so +pretty--you know I am pretty, Janet--and who love life and excitement, +should have to be buried on a P.E. Island farm all my days? Or else be +an old maid because a Sparhallow mustn't marry beneath her? Come, +Janet, don't look so woebegone. I wouldn't have told you if I'd +thought you'd take it so much to heart. I'll be a good wife to +Randall, never fear, and I'll keep him up to the notch of prosperity +much better than if I thought him a little lower than the angels. It +doesn't do to think a man perfection, Janet, because he thinks so too, +and when he finds someone who agrees with him he is inclined to rest +on his oars." + +"At any rate, you don't care for anyone else," said Janet hopefully. + +"Not I. I like Randall as well as I like anybody." + +"Randall won't be satisfied with that," muttered Janet. But Avery did +not hear her, having picked up her basket of apples and gone. Janet +sat down on the lower rung of the ladder and gave herself up to an +unpleasant reverie. Oh, how the world had changed in half an hour! She +had never been so worried in her life. She was so fond of Randall--she +had always been fond of him--why, he was just like a brother to her! +She couldn't possibly love a brother more. And Avery was going to hurt +him; it would hurt him horribly when he found out she did not love +him. Janet could not bear the thought of Randall being hurt; it made +her fairly savage. He must not be hurt--Avery must love him. Janet +could not understand why she did not. + +Surely everyone must love Randall. It had never occurred to Janet to +ask herself, as Avery had asked, if she would like to marry Randall. +Randall could never fancy her--a little plain, brown thing, only half +grown. Nobody could think of her beside beautiful, rose-faced Avery. +Janet accepted this fact unquestioningly. She had never been jealous. +She only felt that she wanted Randall to have everything he wanted--to +be perfectly happy. Why, it would be dreadful if he did not marry +Avery--if he went and married some other girl. She would never see +him then, never have any more delightful talks with him about all the +things they both loved so much--winds and delicate dawns, mysterious +woods in moonlight and starry midnights, silver-white sails going out +of the harbour in the magic of morning, and the grey of gulf storms. +There would be nothing in life; it would just be one great, unbearable +emptiness; for she, herself, would never marry. There was nobody for +her to marry--and she didn't care. If she could have Randall for a +real brother, she would not mind a bit being an old maid. And there +was that beautiful new frame house Randall had built for his bride, +which she, Janet, had helped him build, because Avery would not +condescend to details of pantry and linen closet and cupboards. Janet +and Randall had had such fun over the cupboards. No stranger must ever +come to be mistress of that house. Randall must marry Avery, and she +must love him. Could anything be done to make her love him? + +"I believe I'll go and see Granny Thomas," said Janet desperately. + +She thought this was a silly idea, but it still haunted her and would +not be shaken off. Granny Thomas was a very old woman who lived at +Burnley Cove and was reputed to be something of a witch. That is, +people who were not Sparhallows or Burnleys gave her that name. +Sparhallows or Burnleys, of course, were above believing in such +nonsense. Janet was above believing it; but still--the sailors along +shore were careful to "keep on the good side" of Granny Thomas, lest +she brew an unfavourable wind for them, and there was much talk of +love potions. Janet knew that people said Peggy Buchanan would never +have got Jack McLeod if Granny had not given her a love potion. Jack +had never looked at Peggy, though she was after him for years; and +then, all at once, he was quite mad about her--and married her--and +wore her life out with jealousy. And Peggy, the homeliest of all the +Buchanan girls! There must be something in it. Janet made a sudden +desperate resolve. She would go to Granny and ask her for a love +potion to make Avery love Randall. If Granny couldn't do any good, she +couldn't do any harm. Janet was a little afraid of her, and had never +been near her house, but what wouldn't she do for Randall? + + * * * * * + +Janet never lost much time in carrying out any resolution she made. +The next afternoon she slipped away to visit Granny Thomas. She put on +her longest dress and did her hair up for the first time. Granny must +not think her a child. She rowed herself down the long pond to the row +of golden-brown sand dunes that parted it from the gulf. It was a +wonderful autumn day. There were wild growths and colours and scents +in sweet procession all around the pond. Every curve in it revealed +some little whim of loveliness. On the left bank, in a grove of birch, +was Randall's new house, waiting to be sanctified by love and joy and +birth. Janet loved to be alone thus with the delightful day. She was +sorry when she had walked over the stretch of windy weedy sea fields +and reached Granny's little tumbledown house at the Cove--sorry and a +little frightened as well. But only a little; there was good stuff in +Janet; she lifted the latch boldly and walked in when Granny bade. +Granny was curled up on a stool by her fireplace, and if ever anybody +did look like a witch, she did. She waved her pipe at another stool, +and Janet sat down, gazing a little curiously at Granny, whom she had +never seen at such close quarters before. + +Will I look like that when I am very old? she thought, beholding +Granny's wizened, marvellously wrinkled face. I wonder if anybody will +be sorry when you die. + +"Staring wasn't thought good manners in my time," said Granny. Then, +as Janet blushed crimson under the rebuke, she added, "Keep red like +that instead o' white, and you won't need no love ointment." + +Janet felt a little cold thrill. How did Granny know what she had come +for? Was she a real witch after all? For a moment she wished she +hadn't come. Perhaps it was not right to tamper with the powers of +darkness. Peggy Buchanan was notoriously unhappy. If Janet had known +how to get herself away, she would have gone without asking for +anything. + +Then a sound came from the lean-to behind the house. + +"S-s-h. I hear the devil grunting like a pig," muttered Granny, +looking very impish. + +But Janet smiled a little contemptuously. She knew it was a pig and no +devil. Granny Thomas was only an old fraud. Her awe passed away and +left her cool Sparhallow. + +"Can you," she said with her own directness, "make a--a person care +for another person--care--very much?" + +Granny removed her pipe and chuckled. + +"What you want is toad ointment," she said. + +Toad ointment! Janet shuddered. That did not sound very nice. Granny +noticed the shudder. + +"Nothing like it," she said, nodding her crone-like old grey head. +"There's other things, but noan so sure. Put a li'l bit--oh, such a +li'l bit--on his eyelids, and he's yourn for life. You need something +powerful--you're noan so pretty--only when you're blushing." + +Janet was blushing again. So Granny thought she wanted the charm for +herself! Well, what did it matter? Randall was the only one to be +considered. + +"Is it very--expensive?" she faltered. She had not much money. Money +was no plentiful thing on a P.E.I. farm in 1840. + +"Oh, noa--oh, noa," Granny leered. "I don't sell it. I gives it. I +like to see young folks happy. You don't need much, as I've said--just +a li'l smootch and you'll have your man, and send old Granny a bite o' +the wedding cake and fig o' baccy for luck, and a bid to the fir-r-st +christening! Doan't forget that, dearie." + +Janet was cold again with anger. She hated old Granny Thomas. She +would never come near her again. + +"I'd rather pay you its worth," she said coldly. + +"You couldn't, dearie. What money could be eno' for such a treasure? +But that's the Sparhallow pride. Well, go, see if the Sparhallow pride +and the Sparhallow money will buy you your lad's love." + +Granny looked so angry that Janet hastened to appease her. + +"Oh, please forgive me--I meant no offence. Only--it must have cost +you much trouble to make it." + +Granny chuckled again. She was vastly pleased to see a Sparhallow +suing to her--a Sparhallow! + +"Toads am cheap," she said. "It's all in the knowing how and the time +o' the moon. Here, take this li'l pill box--there's eno' in it--and +put a li'l bit on his eyelids when you've getten the chance--and when +he looks at you, he'll love you. Mind you, though, that he looks at no +other first--it's the first one he sees that he'll love. That's the +way it works." + +"Thank you." Janet took the little box. She wished she dared to go at +once. But perhaps this would anger Granny. Granny looked at her with a +twinkle in her little, incredibly old eyes. + +"Be off," she said. "You're in a hurry to go--you're as proud as any +of the proud Sparhallows. But I bear you no grudge. I likes proud +people--when they have to come to me to get help." + +Janet found herself outside with a relieved heart in her bosom and her +little box in her hand. For a moment she was tempted to throw it away. +But no--Randall would be so unhappy if he found out Avery didn't love +him! She would try the ointment at least--she would try to forget +about the toads and not let herself think how it was made--something +might come of it. + + * * * * * + +Janet hurried home along the shore, where a silvery wave broke in a +little lovely silvery curve on the sand. She was so happy that her +cheeks burned, and Randall Burnley, who was sitting on the edge of her +flat when she reached the pond, looked at her with admiration. Janet +dropped her box into her pocket stealthily when she saw him. What with +her guilty secret, she hardly knew whether she was glad or not when +he said he was going to row her up the pond. + +"I saw you go down an hour ago and I've been waiting ever since," he +said. "Where have you been?" + +"Oh--I just--wanted a walk--this lovely day," said Janet miserably. +She felt that she was telling an untruth and this hurt her +horribly--especially when it was to Randall. This was what came of +truck with witches--you were led into falsehood and deception +straightaway. Again Janet was tempted to drop Granny's pill box into +the depths of Burnley Pond--and again she decided not to because she +saw Randall Burnley's deep-set, blue-grey eyes, that could look tender +or sorrowful or passionate or whimsical as he willed, and thought how +they would look when he found Avery did not love him. + +So Janet drowned the voice of conscience and was brazenly happy--happy +because Randall Burnley rowed her up the pond--happy because he walked +halfway home with her over the autumnal fields--happy because he +talked of the day and the sea and the golden weather, as only Randall +could talk. But she thought she was happy because she had in her +pocket what might make Avery love him. + +Randall went as far as the stile in the birch wood between the Burnley +and the Sparhallow land--and he kept her there talking for another +half-hour--and though he talked only of a book he had read and a new +puppy he was training, Janet listened with her soul in her ears. She +talked too--quite freely; she was never in the least shy or +tongue-tied or awkward in Randall's company. There she was always at +her best, with a delightful feeling of being understood. She wondered +if he noticed she had her hair done up. Her eyes shone and her brown +face was full of rosy, kissable hues. When he finally turned away +homeward, life went flat. Janet decided she was very tired after her +long walk and her trying interview. But it did not matter, since she +had her love potion. That was so much nicer a name than toad ointment. + +That night Janet rubbed mutton tallow on her hands. She had never done +that before--she had thought it vain and foolish--though Avery did it +every night. But that afternoon on the pond Randall had said something +about the beautiful shape of her pretty slender hands. He had never +paid her a compliment before. Her hands were brown and a little +hard--not soft and white like Avery's. So Janet resorted to the mutton +tallow. If one had a scrap of beauty, if only in one's hands, one +might as well take care of it. + +Having got her ointment, the next thing was to make use of it. This +was not so easy--because, in the first place, it must not be done when +there was any danger of Avery's seeing some other than Randall +first--and it must be done without Avery's knowing it. The two +problems combined were almost too much for Janet. She bided her chance +like a watchful cat--but it did not come. Two weeks went by and it had +not come. Janet was getting very desperate. The wedding day was only a +week away. The bride's cake was made and the turkeys fattened. The +invitations were sent out. Janet's own bridesmaid dress was ready. And +still the little pill box in the till of Janet's blue chest was +unopened. She had never even opened it, lest virtue escape. + +Then her chance came at last, unexpectedly. One evening at dusk, when +Janet was crossing the little dark upstairs hall, Aunt Matilda called +up to her. + +"Janet, send Avery down. There is a young man wanting to see her." + +Aunt Matilda was laughing a little--as she always did when Randall +came. It was a habit with her, hanging over from the early days of +Randall's courtship. Janet went on into their room to tell Avery. And +lo, Avery was lying asleep on her bed, tired out from her busy day. +Janet, after one glance, flew to her chest. She took out her pill box +and opened it, a little fearfully. The toad ointment was there, dark +and unpleasant enough to view. Janet tiptoed breathlessly to the bed +and gingerly scraped the tip of her finger in the ointment. + +She said so little would be enough--oh, I hope I'm not doing wrong. + +Trembling with excitement, she brushed lightly the white lids of +Avery's eyes. Avery stirred and opened them. Janet guiltily thrust her +pill box behind her. + +"Randall is downstairs asking for you, Avery." + +Avery sat up, looking annoyed. She had not expected Randall that +evening and would greatly have preferred a continuance of her nap. She +went down crossly enough, but looking very lovely, flushed from sleep. +Janet stood in their room, clasping her cold hands nervously over her +breast. Would the charm work? Oh, she must know--she must know. She +could not wait. After a few moments that seemed like years she crept +down the stairs and out into the dusk of the June-warm September +night. Like a shadow she slipped up to the open parlour window and +looked cautiously in between the white muslin curtains. The next +minute she had fallen on her knees in the mint bed. She wished she +could die then and there. + +The young man in the parlour was not Randall Burnley. He was dark and +smart and handsome; he was sitting on the sofa by Avery's side, +holding her hands in his, smiling into her rosy, delighted, excited +face. And he was Bruce Gordon--no doubt of that. Bruce Gordon, the +expected cousin from Scotland! + +"Oh, what have I done? What have I done?" moaned poor Janet, wringing +her hands. She had seen Avery's face quite plainly--had seen the look +in her eyes. Avery had never looked at Randall Burnley like that. +Granny Thomas' abominable ointment had worked all right--and Avery had +fallen in love with the wrong man. + +Janet, cold with horror and remorse, dragged herself up to the window +again and listened. She must know--she must be sure. She could hear +only a word here and there, but that word was enough. + +"I thought you promised to wait for me, Avery," Bruce said +reproachfully. + +"You were so long in coming back--I thought you had forgotten me," +cried Avery. + +"I think I did forget a little, Avery. I was such a boy. But +now--well, thank Heaven, I haven't come too late." + +There was a silence, and shameless Janet, peering above the window +sill, saw what she saw. It was enough. She crept away upstairs to her +room. She was lying there across the bed when Avery swept in--a +splendid, transfigured Avery, flushed triumphant. Janet sat up, +pallid, tear-stained, and looked at her. + +"Janet," said Avery, "I am going to marry Bruce Gordon next Wednesday +night instead of Randall Burnley." + +Janet sprang forward and caught Avery's hand. + +"You must not," she cried wildly. "It's all my fault--oh, if I could +only die--I got the love ointment from Granny Thomas to rub on your +eyes to make you love the first man you would see. I meant it to be +Randall--I thought it was Randall--oh, Avery!" + +Avery had been listening, between amazement and anger. Now anger +mastered amazement. + +"Janet Sparhallow," she cried, "are you crazy? Or do you mean that you +went to Granny Thomas--you, a Sparhallow!--and asked her for a love +philtre to make me love Randall Burnley?" + +"I didn't tell her it was for you--she thought I wanted it for +myself," moaned Janet. "Oh, we must undo it--I'll go to her again--no +doubt she knows of some way to undo the spell--" + +Avery, whose rages never lasted long, threw back her dark head and +laughed ringingly. + +"Janet Sparhallow, you talk as if you lived in the dark ages! The idea +of supposing that horrid old woman could give you love philtres! Why, +girl, I've always loved Bruce--always. But I thought he'd forgotten +me. And tonight when he came I found he hadn't. There's the whole +thing in a nutshell. I'm going to marry him and go home with him to +Scotland." + +"And what about Randall?" said Janet, corpse-white. + +"Oh, Randall--pooh! Do you suppose I'm worrying about Randall? But +you must go to him tomorrow and tell him for me, Janet." + +"I will not--I will not." + +"Then I'll tell him myself--and I'll tell him about you going to +Granny," said Avery cruelly. "Janet, don't stand there looking like +that. I've no patience with you. I shall be perfectly happy with +Bruce--I would have been miserable with Randall. I know I shan't sleep +a wink tonight--I'm so excited. Why, Janet, I'll be Mrs. Gordon of +Gordon Brae--and I'll have everything heart can desire and the man of +my heart to boot. What has lanky Randall Burnley with his little +six-roomed house to set against that?" + +If Avery did not sleep, neither did Janet. She lay awake till dawn, +suffering such misery as she had never endured in her life before. She +knew she must go to Randall Burnley tomorrow and break his heart. If +she did not, Avery would tell him--tell him what Janet had done. And +he must not know that--he must not. Janet could not bear that thought. + + * * * * * + +It was a pallid, dull-eyed Janet who went through the birch wood to +the Burnley farm next afternoon, leaving behind her an excited +household where the sudden change of bridegrooms, as announced by +Avery, had rather upset everybody. Janet found Randall working in the +garden of his new house--setting out rosebushes for Avery--Avery, who +was to jilt him at the very altar, so to speak. He came over to open +the gate for Janet, smiling his dear smile. It was a dear smile--Janet +caught her breath over the dearness of it--and she was going to blot +it off his face. + +She spoke out, with plainness and directness. When you had to deal a +mortal blow, why try to lighten it? + +"Avery sent me to tell you that she is going to marry Bruce Gordon +instead of you. He came last night--and she says that she has always +liked him best." + +A very curious change came over Randall's face--but not the change +Janet had expected to see. Instead of turning pale Randall flushed; +and instead of a sharp cry of pain and incredulity, Randall said in no +uncertain tones, "Thank God!" + +Janet wondered if she were dreaming. Granny Thomas' love potion seemed +to have turned the world upside down. For Randall's arms were about +her and Randall was pressing his lean bronzed cheek to hers and +Randall was saying: + +"Now I can tell you, Janet, how much I love you." + +"Me? Me!" choked Janet. + +"You. Why, you're in the very core of my heart, girl. Don't tell me +you can't love me--you can--you must--why, Janet," for his eyes had +caught and locked with hers for a minute, "you do!" + +There were five minutes about which nobody can tell anything, for even +Randall and Janet never knew clearly just what happened in those five +minutes. Then Janet, feeling somehow as if she had died and then come +back to life, found her tongue. + +"Three years ago you came courting Avery," she said reproachfully. + +"Three years ago you were a child. I did not think about you. I wanted +a wife--and Avery was pretty. I thought I was in love with her. Then +you grew up all at once--and we were such good friends--I never could +talk to Avery--she wasn't interested in anything I said--and you have +eyes that catch a man--I've always thought of your eyes. But I was +honour-bound to Avery--I didn't dream you cared. You must marry me +next Wednesday, Janet--we'll have a double wedding. You won't +mind--being married--so soon?" + +"Oh, no--I won't--mind," said Janet dazedly. "Only--oh, Randall--I +must tell you--I didn't mean to tell you--I'd have rather died--but +now--I must tell you about it now--because I can't bear anything +hidden between us. I went to old Granny Thomas--and got a love +ointment from her--to make Avery love you, because I knew she +didn't--and I wanted you to be happy--Randall, don't--I can't talk +when you do that! Do you think Granny's ointment could have made her +care for Bruce?" + +Randall laughed--the little, low laugh of the triumphant lover. + +"If it did, I'm glad of it. But I need no such ointment on my eyes to +make me love you--you carry your philtre in that elfin little face of +yours, Janet." + + + + + + +End of the Project Gutenberg EBook of Lucy Maud Montgomery Short Stories, +1909 to 1922, by Lucy Maud Montgomery + +*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK MONTGOMERY SHORT STORIES *** + +***** This file should be named 24878.txt or 24878.zip ***** +This and all associated files of various formats will be found in: + http://www.gutenberg.org/2/4/8/7/24878/ + +Produced by Alicia Williams, Jeannie Howse and the Online +Distributed Proofreading Team at http://www.pgdp.net + + +Updated editions will replace the previous one--the old editions +will be renamed. + +Creating the works from public domain print editions means that no +one owns a United States copyright in these works, so the Foundation +(and you!) can copy and distribute it in the United States without +permission and without paying copyright royalties. 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